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You can also find out about how to make a +donation to Project Gutenberg, and how to get involved. + + +**Welcome To The World of Free Plain Vanilla Electronic Texts** + +**EBooks Readable By Both Humans and By Computers, Since 1971** + +*****These EBooks Were Prepared By Thousands of Volunteers***** + + +Title: Devereux, Book I. + +Author: Edward Bulwer-Lytton + +Release Date: March 2005 [EBook #7624] +[Yes, we are more than one year ahead of schedule] +[This file was first posted on February 25, 2003] + +Edition: 10 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + + + + + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DEVEREUX, BY LYTTON, BOOK I. *** + + + +This eBook was produced by Dagny, + and David Widger, + + + + + +DEVEREUX + +BY + +EDWARD BULWER LYTTON +(Lord Lytton) + + + + + +ADVERTISEMENT TO THE PRESENT EDITION. + +IN this edition of a work composed in early youth, I have not attempted +to remove those faults of construction which may be sufficiently +apparent in the plot, but which could not indeed be thoroughly rectified +without re-writing the whole work. I can only hope that with the +defects of inexperience may be found some of the merits of frank and +artless enthusiasm. I have, however, lightened the narrative of certain +episodical and irrelevant passages, and relieved the general style of +some boyish extravagances of diction. At the time this work was written +I was deeply engaged in the study of metaphysics and ethics, and out of +that study grew the character of Algernon Mordaunt. He is represented +as a type of the Heroism of Christian Philosophy,--a union of love and +knowledge placed in the midst of sorrow, and labouring on through the +pilgrimage of life, strong in the fortitude that comes from belief in +Heaven. + +KNEBWORTH, May 3, 1852. + +E. B. L. + + + +DEDICATORY EPISTLE + +TO + +JOHN AULDJO, ESQ., ETC., + +AT NAPLES + + + +LONDON. + +MY DEAR AULDJO,--Permit me, as a memento of the pleasant hours we passed +together, and the intimacy we formed by the winding shores and the rosy +seas of the old Parthenope, to dedicate to you this romance. It was +written in perhaps the happiest period of my literary life,--when +success began to brighten upon my labours, and it seemed to me a fine +thing to make a name. Reputation, like all possessions, fairer in the +hope than the reality, shone before me in the gloss of novelty; and I +had neither felt the envy it excites, the weariness it occasions, nor +(worse than all) that coarse and painful notoriety, that, something +between the gossip and the slander, which attends every man whose +writings become known,--surrendering the grateful privacies of life to + + "The gaudy, babbling, and remorseless day." + +In short, yet almost a boy (for, in years at least, I was little more, +when "Pelham" and "The Disowned" were conceived and composed), and full +of the sanguine arrogance of hope, I pictured to myself far greater +triumphs than it will ever be mine to achieve: and never did architect +of dreams build his pyramid upon (alas!) a narrower base, or a more +crumbling soil! . . . Time cures us effectually of these self-conceits, +and brings us, somewhat harshly, from the gay extravagance of +confounding the much that we design with the little that we can +accomplish. + +"The Disowned" and "Devereux" were both completed in retirement, and in +the midst of metaphysical studies and investigations, varied and +miscellaneous enough, if not very deeply conned. At that time I was +indeed engaged in preparing for the press a Philosophical Work which I +had afterwards the good sense to postpone to a riper age and a more +sobered mind. But the effect of these studies is somewhat prejudicially +visible in both the romances I have referred to; and the external and +dramatic colourings which belong to fiction are too often forsaken for +the inward and subtile analysis of motives, characters, and actions. +The workman was not sufficiently master of his art to forbear the vanity +of parading the wheels of the mechanism, and was too fond of calling +attention to the minute and tedious operations by which the movements +were to be performed and the result obtained. I believe that an author +is generally pleased with his work less in proportion as it is good, +than in proportion as it fulfils the idea with which he commenced it. +He is rarely perhaps an accurate judge how far the execution is in +itself faulty or meritorious; but he judges with tolerable success how +far it accomplishes the end and objects of the conception. He is +pleased with his work, in short, according as he can say, "This has +expressed what I meant it to convey." But the reader, who is not in the +secret of the author's original design, usually views the work through a +different medium; and is perhaps in this the wiser critic of the two: +for the book that wanders the most from the idea which originated it may +often be better than that which is rigidly limited to the unfolding and +/denouement/ of a single conception. If we accept this solution, we may +be enabled to understand why an author not unfrequently makes favourites +of some of his productions most condemned by the public. For my own +part, I remember that "Devereux" pleased me better than "Pelham" or "The +Disowned," because the execution more exactly corresponded with the +design. It expressed with tolerable fidelity what I meant it to +express. That was a happy age, my dear Auldjo, when, on finishing a +work, we could feel contented with our labour, and fancy we had done our +best! Now, alas I I have learned enough of the wonders of the Art to +recognize all the deficiencies of the Disciple; and to know that no +author worth the reading can ever in one single work do half of which he +is capable. + +What man ever wrote anything really good who did not feel that he had +the ability to write something better? Writing, after all, is a cold +and a coarse interpreter of thought. How much of the imagination, how +much of the intellect, evaporates and is lost while we seek to embody it +in words! Man made language and God the genius. Nothing short of an +eternity could enable men who imagine, think, and feel, to express all +they have imagined, thought, and felt. Immortality, the spiritual +desire, is the intellectual /necessity/. + +In "Devereux" I wished to portray a man flourishing in the last century +with the train of mind and sentiment peculiar to the present; describing +a life, and not its dramatic epitome, the historical characters +introduced are not closely woven with the main plot, like those in the +fictions of Sir Walter Scott, but are rather, like the narrative +romances of an earlier school, designed to relieve the predominant +interest, and give a greater air of truth and actuality to the supposed +memoir. It is a fiction which deals less with the Picturesque than the +Real. Of the principal character thus introduced (the celebrated and +graceful, but charlatanic, Bolingbroke) I still think that my sketch, +upon the whole, is substantially just. We must not judge of the +politicians of one age by the lights of another. Happily we now demand +in a statesman a desire for other aims than his own advancement; but at +that period ambition was almost universally selfish--the Statesman was +yet a Courtier--a man whose very destiny it was to intrigue, to plot, to +glitter, to deceive. It is in proportion as politics have ceased to be +a secret science, in proportion as courts are less to be flattered and +tools to be managed, that politicians have become useful and honest men; +and the statesman now directs a people, where once he outwitted an +ante-chamber. Compare Bolingbroke--not with the men and by the rules of +this day, but with the men and by the rules of the last. He will lose +nothing in comparison with a Walpole, with a Marlborough on the one +side,--with an Oxford or a Swift upon the other. + +And now, my dear Auldjo, you have had enough of my egotisms. As our +works grow up,--like old parents, we grow garrulous, and love to recur +to the happier days of their childhood; we talk over the pleasant pain +they cost us in their rearing, and memory renews the season of dreams +and hopes; we speak of their faults as of things past, of their merits +as of things enduring: we are proud to see them still living, and, after +many a harsh ordeal and rude assault, keeping a certain station in the +world; we hoped perhaps something better for them in their cradle, but +as it is we have good cause to be contented. You, a fellow-author, and +one whose spirited and charming sketches embody so much of personal +adventure, and therefore so much connect themselves with associations of +real life as well as of the studious closet; /you/ know, and must feel +with me, that these our books are a part of us, bone of our bone and +flesh of our flesh! They treasure up the thoughts which stirred us, the +affections which warmed us, years ago; they are the mirrors of how much +of what we were! To the world they are but as a certain number of +pages,--good or bad,--tedious or diverting; but to ourselves, the +authors, they are as marks in the wild maze of life by which we can +retrace our steps, and be with our youth again. What would I not give +to feel as I felt, to hope as I hoped, to believe as I believed, when +this work was first launched upon the world! But time gives while it +takes away; and amongst its recompenses for many losses are the memories +I referred to in commencing this letter, and gratefully revert to at its +close. From the land of cloud and the life of toil, I turn to that +golden clime and the happy indolence that so well accords with it; and +hope once more, ere I die, with a companion whose knowledge can recall +the past and whose gayety can enliven the present, to visit the +Disburied City of Pompeii, and see the moonlight sparkle over the waves +of Naples. Adieu, my dear Auldjo, + + And believe me, + Your obliged and attached friend, + E. B. LYTTON. + + + +THE AUTOBIOGRAPHER'S INTRODUCTION. + +MY life has been one of frequent adventure and constant excitement. It +has been passed, to this present day, in a stirring age, and not without +acquaintance of the most eminent and active spirits of the time. Men of +all grades and of every character have been familiar to me. War, love, +ambition, the scroll of sages, the festivals of wit, the intrigues of +states,--all that agitate mankind, the hope and the fear, the labour and +the pleasure, the great drama of vanities, with the little interludes of +wisdom; these have been the occupations of my manhood; these will +furnish forth the materials of that history which is now open to your +survey. Whatever be the faults of the historian, he has no motive to +palliate what he has committed nor to conceal what he has felt. + +Children of an after century, the very time in which these pages will +greet you destroys enough of the connection between you and myself to +render me indifferent alike to your censure and your applause. Exactly +one hundred years from the day this record is completed will the seal I +shall place on it be broken and the secrets it contains be disclosed. I +claim that congeniality with you which I have found not among my own +coevals. /Their/ thoughts, their feelings, their views, have nothing +kindred to my own. I speak their language, but it is not as a native: +/they/ know not a syllable of mine! With a future age my heart may have +more in common; to a future age my thoughts may be less unfamiliar, and +my sentiments less strange. I trust these confessions to the trial! + +Children of an after century, between you and the being who has traced +the pages ye behold--that busy, versatile, restless being--there is but +one step,--but that step is a century! His /now/ is separated from your +now by an interval of three generations! While he writes, he is +exulting in the vigour of health and manhood; while ye read, the very +worms are starving upon his dust. This commune between the living and +the dead; this intercourse between that which breathes and moves and +/is/, and that which life animates not nor mortality knows,--annihilates +falsehood, and chills even self-delusion into awe. Come, then, and look +upon the picture of a past day and of a gone being, without apprehension +of deceit; and as the shadows and lights of a checkered and wild +existence flit before you, watch if in your own hearts there be aught +which mirrors the reflection. + + MORTON DEVEREUX. + + + +NOTE TO THE PRESENT EDITION (1852). + +If this work possess any merit of a Narrative order, it will perhaps be +found in its fidelity to the characteristics of an Autobiography. The +reader must, indeed, comply with the condition exacted from his +imagination and faith; that is to say, he must take the hero of the +story upon the terms for which Morton Devereux himself stipulates; and +regard the supposed Count as one who lived and wrote in the last +century, but who (dimly conscious that the tone of his mind harmonized +less with his own age than with that which was to come) left his +biography as a legacy to the present. This assumption (which is not an +unfair one) liberally conceded, and allowed to account for occasional +anachronisms in sentiment, Morton Devereux will be found to write as a +man who is not constructing a romance, but narrating a life. He gives +to Love, its joy and its sorrow, its due share in an eventful and +passionate existence; but it is the share of biography, not of fiction. +He selects from the crowd of personages with whom he is brought into +contact, not only those who directly influence his personal destinies, +but those of whom a sketch or an anecdote would appear to a biographer +likely to have interest for posterity. Louis XIV., the Regent Orleans, +Peter the Great, Lord Bolingbroke, and others less eminent, but still of +mark in their own day, if growing obscure to ours, are introduced not +for the purposes and agencies of fiction, but as an autobiographer's +natural illustrations of the men and manners of his time. + +And here be it pardoned if I add that so minute an attention has been +paid to accuracy that even in petty details, and in relation to +historical characters but slightly known to the ordinary reader, a +critic deeply acquainted with the memoirs of the age will allow that the +novelist is always merged in the narrator. + +Unless the Author has failed more in his design than, on revising the +work of his early youth with the comparatively impartial eye of maturer +judgment, he is disposed to concede, Morton Devereux will also be found +with that marked individuality of character which distinguishes the man +who has lived and laboured from the hero of romance. He admits into his +life but few passions; those are tenacious and intense: conscious that +none who are around him will sympathize with his deeper feelings, he +veils them under the sneer of an irony which is often affected and never +mirthful. Wherever we find him, after surviving the brief episode of +love, we feel--though he does not tell us so--that he is alone in the +world. He is represented as a keen observer and a successful actor in +the busy theatre of mankind, precisely in proportion as no cloud from +the heart obscures the cold clearness of the mind. In the scenes of +pleasure there is no joy in his smile; in the contests of ambition there +is no quicker beat of the pulse. Attaining in the prime of manhood such +position and honour as would first content and then sate a man of this +mould, he has nothing left but to discover the vanities of this world +and to ponder on the hopes of the next; and, his last passion dying out +in the retribution that falls on his foe, he finally sits down in +retirement to rebuild the ruined home of his youth,--unconscious that to +that solitude the Destinies have led him to repair the waste and ravages +of his own melancholy soul. + +But while outward Dramatic harmonies between cause and effect, and the +proportionate agencies which characters introduced in the Drama bring to +bear upon event and catastrophe, are carefully shunned,--as real life +does for the most part shun them,--yet there is a latent coherence in +all that, by influencing the mind, do, though indirectly, shape out the +fate and guide the actions. + +Dialogue and adventures which, considered dramatically, would be +episodical,--considered biographically, will be found essential to the +formation, change, and development of the narrator's character. The +grave conversations with Bolingbroke and Richard Cromwell, the light +scenes in London and at Paris, the favour obtained with the Czar of +Russia, are all essential to the creation of that mixture of wearied +satiety and mournful thought which conducts the Probationer to the +lonely spot in which he is destined to learn at once the mystery of his +past life and to clear his reason from the doubts that had obscured the +future world. + +Viewing the work in this more subtile and contemplative light, the +reader will find not only the true test by which to judge of its design +and nature, but he may also recognize sources of interest in the story +which might otherwise have been lost to him; and if so, the Author will +not be without excuse for this criticism upon the scope and intention of +his own work. For it is not only the privilege of an artist, but it is +also sometimes his duty to the principles of Art, to place the spectator +in that point of view wherein the light best falls upon the canvas. "Do +not place yourself there," says the painter; "to judge of my composition +you must stand where I place you." + + + +CONTENTS. + + + +Book I. + + +CHAPTER I. +Of the Hero's Birth and Parentage.--Nothing can differ more from the + End of Things than their Beginning + +CHAPTER II. +A Family Consultation.--A Priest, and an Era in Life + +CHAPTER III. +A Change in Conduct and in Character: our evil Passions will some- + times produce good Effects; and on the contrary, an Alteration for + the better in Manners will, not unfrequently, have amongst its + Causes a little Corruption of Mind; for the Feelings are so blended + that, in suppressing those disagreeable to others, we often suppress + those which are amiable in themselves + +CHAPTER IV. +A Contest of Art and a League of Friendship.--Two Characters in + mutual Ignorance of each other, and the Reader no wiser than + either of them + +CHAPTER V. +Rural Hospitality.--An extraordinary Guest.--A Fine Gentleman is + not necessarily a Fool + +CHAPTER VI. +A Dialogue, which might be dull if it were longer + +CHAPTER VII. +A Change of Prospects.--A new Insight into the Character of the Hero. + --A Conference between two Brothers + +CHAPTER VIII. +First Love + +CHAPTER IX. +A Discovery and a Departure + +CHAPTER X. +A very short Chapter,--containing a Valet + +CHAPTER XI. +The Hero acquits himself honourably as a Coxcomb.--A Fine Lady of + the Eighteenth Century, and a fashionable Dialogue; the Substance + of fashionable Dialogue being in all Centuries the same + +CHAPTER XII. +The Abbe's Return.--A Sword, and a Soliloquy + +CHAPTER XIII. +A mysterious Letter.-A Duel.--The Departure of one of the Family + +CHAPTER XIV. +Being a Chapter of Trifles + +CHAPTER XV. +The Mother and Son.--Virtue should be the Sovereign of the Feelings, + not their Destroyer + + + +Book II. + + +CHAPTER I. +The Hero in London.--Pleasure is often the shortest, as it is the + earliest road to Wisdom, and we may say of the World what Zeal-of- + the-Land-Busy says of the Pig-Booth, "We escape so much of the + other Vanities by our early Entering" + +CHAPTER II. +Gay Scenes and Conversations.--The New Exchange and the Puppet- + Show.--The Actor, the Sexton, and the Beauty + +CHAPTER III. +More Lions + +CHAPTER IV. +An intellectual Adventure + +CHAPTER V. +The Beau in his Den, and a Philosopher discovered + +CHAPTER VI. +A universal Genius.--Pericles turned Barber.--Names of Beauties in + 171-.--The Toasts of the Kit-Cat Club + +CHAPTER VII. +A Dialogue of Sentiment succeeded by the Sketch of a Character, in + whose Eyes Sentiment was to Wise Men what Religion is to Fools; + namely, a Subject of Ridicule + +CHAPTER VIII. +Lightly won, lightly lost.--A Dialogue of equal Instruction and + Amusement.--A Visit to Sir Godfrey Kneller + +CHAPTER IX. +A Development of Character, and a long Letter; a Chapter, on the + whole, more important than it seems + +CHAPTER X. +Being a short Chapter, containing a most important Event + +CHAPTER XI. +Containing more than any other Chapter in the Second Book of this +History + + + +Book III. + + +CHAPTER I. +Wherein the History makes great Progress and is marked by one + important Event in Human Life + +CHAPTER II. +Love; Parting; a Death-Bed.--After all human Nature is a beautiful + Fabric; and even its Imperfections are not odious to him who has + studied the Science of its Architecture, and formed a reverent + Estimate of its Creator + +CHAPTER III. +A great Change of Prospects + +CHAPTER IV. +An Episode.--The Son of the Greatest Man who (one only excepted) + /ever rose to a Throne/, but by no means of the Greatest Man (save + one) /who ever existed/ + +CHAPTER V. +In which the Hero shows Decision on more Points than one.--More of + Isora's Character is developed + +CHAPTER VI. +An Unexpected Meeting.--Conjecture and Anticipation + +CHAPTER VII. +The Events of a Single Night.--Moments make the Hues in which + Years are coloured + + + +Book IV. + + +CHAPTER I. +A Re-entrance into Life through the Ebon Gate, Affliction + +CHAPTER II. +Ambitious Projects + +CHAPTER III. + +The real Actors Spectators to the false ones + +CHAPTER IV. +Paris.--A Female Politician, and an Ecclesiastical One.--Sundry other + Matters + +CHAPTER V. +A Meeting of Wits.--Conversation gone out to Supper in her Dress of + Velvet and Jewels + +CHAPTER VI. +A Court, Courtiers, and a King + +CHAPTER VII. +Reflections.--A Soiree.--The Appearance of one important in the + History.--A Conversation with Madame de Balzac highly satisfactory + and cheering.--A Rencontre with a curious old Soldier.-- + The Extinction of a once great Luminary + +CHAPTER VIII. +In which there is Reason to fear that Princes are not invariably free + from Human Peccadilloes + +CHAPTER IX. +A Prince, an Audience, and a Secret Embassy + +CHAPTER X. +Royal Exertions for the Good of the People + +CHAPTER XI. +An Interview + + + +Book V. + + +CHAPTER I. +A Portrait + +CHAPTER II. +The Entrance into Petersburg.--A Rencontre with an inquisitive and + mysterious Stranger.--Nothing like Travel + +CHAPTER III. +The Czar.--The Czarina.--A Feast at a Russian Nobleman's + +CHAPTER IV. +Conversations with the Czar.--If Cromwell was the greatest Man + (Caesar excepted) who ever /rose/ to the Supreme Power, Peter was + the greatest Man ever /born/ to it + +CHAPTER V. +Return to Paris.--Interview with Bolingbroke.--A gallant Adventure. + --Affair with Dubois.--Public Life is a Drama, in which private + Vices generally play the Part of the Scene-shifters + +CHAPTER VI. +A long Interval of Years.--A Change of Mind and its Causes + + + +Book VI. + + +CHAPTER I. +The Retreat + +CHAPTER II. +The Victory + +CHAPTER III. +The Hermit of the Well + +CHAPTER IV. +The Solution of many Mysteries.--A dark View of the Life and Nature + of Man + +CHAPTER V. +In which the History makes a great Stride towards the final Catastrophe. + --The Return to England, and the Visit to a Devotee + +CHAPTER VI. +The Retreat of a celebrated Man, and a Visit to a great Poet + +CHAPTER VII. +The Plot approaches its /Denouement/ + +CHAPTER VIII. +The Catastrophe + + + +CONCLUSION + + + +DEVEREUX. + + + +BOOK I. + + + +CHAPTER I. + +OF THE HERO'S BIRTH AND PARENTAGE.--NOTHING CAN DIFFER MORE FROM THE END +OF THINGS THAN THEIR BEGINNING. + +MY grandfather, Sir Arthur Devereux (peace be with his ashes!) was a +noble old knight and cavalier, possessed of a property sufficiently +large to have maintained in full dignity half a dozen peers,--such as +peers have been since the days of the first James. Nevertheless, my +grandfather loved the equestrian order better than the patrician, +rejected all offers of advancement, and left his posterity no titles but +those to his estate. + +Sir Arthur had two children by wedlock,--both sons; at his death, my +father, the younger, bade adieu to the old hall and his only brother, +prayed to the grim portraits of his ancestors to inspire him, and set +out--to join as a volunteer the armies of that Louis, afterwards +surnamed /le grand/. Of him I shall say but little; the life of a +soldier has only two events worth recording,--his first campaign and his +last. My uncle did as his ancestors had done before him, and, cheap as +the dignity had grown, went up to court to be knighted by Charles II. +He was so delighted with what he saw of the metropolis that he forswore +all intention of leaving it, took to Sedley and champagne, flirted with +Nell Gwynne, lost double the value of his brother's portion at one +sitting to the chivalrous Grammont, wrote a comedy corrected by +Etherege, and took a wife recommended by Rochester. The wife brought +him a child six months after marriage, and the infant was born on the +same day the comedy was acted. Luckily for the honour of the house, my +uncle shared the fate of Plemneus, king of Sicyon, and all the offspring +he ever had (that is to say, the child and the play) "died as soon as +they were born." My uncle was now only at a loss what to do with his +wife,--that remaining treasure, whose readiness to oblige him had been +so miraculously evinced. She saved him the trouble of long cogitation, +an exercise of intellect to which he was never too ardently inclined. +There was a gentleman of the court, celebrated for his sedateness and +solemnity; my aunt was piqued into emulating Orpheus, and, six weeks +after her confinement, she put this rock into motion,--they eloped. +Poor gentleman! it must have been a severe trial of patience to a man +never known before to transgress the very slowest of all possible walks, +to have had two events of the most rapid nature happen to him in the +same week: scarcely had he recovered the shock of being run away with by +my aunt, before, terminating forever his vagrancies, he was run through +by my uncle. The wits made an epigram upon the event, and my uncle, who +was as bold as a lion at the point of a sword, was, to speak frankly, +terribly disconcerted by the point of a jest. He retired to the country +in a fit of disgust and gout. Here his natural goodness soon recovered +the effects of the artificial atmosphere to which it had been exposed, +and he solaced himself by righteously governing domains worthy of a +prince, for the mortifications he had experienced in the dishonourable +career of a courtier. + +Hitherto I have spoken somewhat slightingly of my uncle, and in his +dissipation he deserved it, for he was both too honest and too simple to +shine in that galaxy of prostituted genius of which Charles II. was the +centre. But in retirement he was no longer the same person; and I do +not think that the elements of human nature could have furnished forth a +more amiable character than Sir William Devereux presiding at Christmas +over the merriment of his great hall. + +Good old man! his very defects were what we loved best in him: vanity +was so mingled with good-nature, that it became graceful, and we +reverenced one the most, while we most smiled at the other. + +One peculiarity had he which the age he had lived in and his domestic +history rendered natural enough; namely, an exceeding distaste to the +matrimonial state: early marriages were misery, imprudent marriages +idiotism, and marriage, at the best, he was wont to say, with a kindling +eye and a heightened colour, marriage at the best was the devil! Yet it +must not be supposed that Sir William Devereux was an ungallant man. On +the contrary, never did the /beau sexe/ have a humbler or more devoted +servant. As nothing in his estimation was less becoming to a wise man +than matrimony, so nothing was more ornamental than flirtation. + +He had the old man's weakness, garrulity; and he told the wittiest +stories in the world, without omitting anything in them but the point. +This omission did not arise from the want either of memory or of humour; +but solely from a deficiency in the malice natural to all jesters. He +could not persuade his lips to repeat a sarcasm hurting even the dead or +the ungrateful; and when he came to the drop of gall which should have +given zest to the story, the milk of human kindness broke its barrier, +despite of himself,--and washed it away. He was a fine wreck, a little +prematurely broken by dissipation, but not perhaps the less interesting +on that account; tall, and somewhat of the jovial old English girth, +with a face where good-nature and good living mingled their smiles and +glow. He wore the garb of twenty years back, and was curiously +particular in the choice of his silk stockings. Between you and me, he +was not a little vain of his leg, and a compliment on that score was +always sure of a gracious reception. + +The solitude of my uncle's household was broken by an invasion of three +boys,--none of the quietest,--and their mother, who, the gentlest and +saddest of womankind, seemed to follow them, the emblem of that primeval +silence from which all noise was born. These three boys were my two +brothers and myself. My father, who had conceived a strong personal +attachment for Louis XIV., never quitted his service, and the great King +repaid him by orders and favours without number; he died of wounds +received in battle,--a Count and a Marshal, full of renown and destitute +of money. He had married twice: his first wife, who died without issue, +was a daughter of the noble house of La Tremouille; his second, our +mother, was of a younger branch of the English race of Howard. Brought +up in her native country, and influenced by a primitive and retired +education, she never loved that gay land which her husband had adopted +as his own. Upon his death she hastened her return to England, and +refusing, with somewhat of honourable pride, the magnificent pension +which Louis wished to settle upon the widow of his favourite, came to +throw herself and her children upon those affections which she knew they +were entitled to claim. + +My uncle was unaffectedly rejoiced to receive us; to say nothing of his +love for my father, and his pride at the honours the latter had won to +their ancient house, the good gentleman was very well pleased with the +idea of obtaining four new listeners, out of whom he might select an +heir, and he soon grew as fond of us as we were of him. At the time of +our new settlement, I had attained the age of twelve; my second brother +(we were twins) was born an hour after me; my third was about fifteen +months younger. I had never been the favourite of the three. In the +first place, my brothers (my youngest especially) were uncommonly +handsome, and, at most, I was but tolerably good-looking: in the second +place, my mind was considered as much inferior to theirs as my body; I +was idle and dull, sullen and haughty,--the only wit I ever displayed +was in sneering at my friends, and the only spirit, in quarrelling with +my twin brother; so said or so thought all who saw us in our childhood; +and it follows, therefore, that I was either very unamiable or very much +misunderstood. + +But, to the astonishment of myself and my relations, my fate was now to +be reversed; and I was no sooner settled at Devereux Court than I became +evidently the object of Sir William's pre-eminent attachment. The fact +was, that I really liked both the knight and his stories better than my +brothers did; and the very first time I had seen my uncle, I had +commented on the beauty of his stocking, and envied the constitution of +his leg; from such trifles spring affection! In truth, our attachment +to each other so increased that we grew to be constantly together; and +while my childish anticipations of the world made me love to listen to +stories of courts and courtiers, my uncle returned the compliment by +declaring of my wit, as the angler declared of the River Lea, that one +would find enough in it, if one would but angle sufficiently long. + +Nor was this all; my uncle and myself were exceedingly like the waters +of Alpheus and Arethusa,--nothing was thrown into the one without being +seen very shortly afterwards floating upon the other. Every witticism +or legend Sir William imparted to me (and some, to say truth, were a +little tinged with the licentiousness of the times he had lived in), I +took the first opportunity of retailing, whatever might be the audience; +and few boys, at the age of thirteen, can boast of having so often as +myself excited the laughter of the men and the blushes of the women. +This circumstance, while it aggravated my own vanity, delighted my +uncle's; and as I was always getting into scrapes on his account, so he +was perpetually bound, by duty, to defend me from the charges of which +he was the cause. No man defends another long without loving him the +better for it; and perhaps Sir William Devereux and his eldest nephew +were the only allies in the world who had no jealousy of each other. + + + +CHAPTER II. + +A FAMILY CONSULTATION.--A PRIEST, AND AN ERA IN LIFE. + +"YOU are ruining the children, my dear Sir William," said my gentle +mother, one day when I had been particularly witty; "and the Abbe +Montreuil declares it absolutely necessary that they should go to +school." + +"To school!" said my uncle, who was caressing his right leg, as it lay +over his left knee,--"to school, Madam! you are joking. What for, +pray?" + +"Instruction, my dear Sir William," replied my mother. + +"Ah, ah; I forgot that; true, true!" said my uncle, despondingly, and +there was a pause. My mother counted her rosary; my uncle sank into a +revery; my twin brother pinched my leg under the table, to which I +replied by a silent kick; and my youngest fixed his large, dark, +speaking eyes upon a picture of the Holy Family, which hung opposite to +him. + +My uncle broke the silence; he did it with a start. + +"Od's fish, Madam,"--(my uncle dressed his oaths, like himself, a little +after the example of Charles II.)--"od's fish, Madam, I have thought of +a better plan than that; they shall have instruction without going to +school for it." + +"And how, Sir William?" + +"I will instruct them myself, Madam," and William slapped the calf of +the leg he was caressing. + +My mother smiled. + +"Ay, Madam, you may smile; but I and my Lord Dorset were the best +scholars of the age; you shall read my play." + +"Do, Mother," said I, "read the play. Shall I tell her some of the +jests in it, Uncle?" + +My mother shook her head in anticipative horror, and raised her finger +reprovingly. My uncle said nothing, but winked at me; I understood the +signal, and was about to begin, when the door opened, and the Abbe +Montreuil entered. My uncle released his right leg, and my jest was cut +off. Nobody ever inspired a more dim, religious awe than the Abbe +Montreuil. The priest entered with a smile. My mother hailed the +entrance of an ally. + +"Father," said she, rising, "I have just represented to my good brother +the necessity of sending my sons to school; he has proposed an +alternative which I will leave you to discuss with him." + +"And what is it?" said Montreuil, sliding into a chair, and patting +Gerald's head with a benignant air. + +"To educate them himself," answered my mother, with a sort of satirical +gravity. My uncle moved uneasily in his seat, as if, for the first +time, he saw something ridiculous in the proposal. + +The smile, immediately fading from the thin lips of the priest, gave way +to an expression of respectful approbation. "An admirable plan," said +he slowly, "but liable to some little exceptions, which Sir William will +allow me to point out." + +My mother called to us, and we left the room with her. The next time we +saw my uncle, the priest's reasonings had prevailed. The following week +we all three went to school. My father had been a Catholic, my mother +was of the same creed, and consequently we were brought up in that +unpopular faith. But my uncle, whose religion had been sadly undermined +at court, was a terrible caviller at the holy mysteries of Catholicism; +and while his friends termed him a Protestant, his enemies hinted, +falsely enough, that he was a sceptic. When Montreuil first followed us +to Devereux Court, many and bitter were the little jests my worthy uncle +had provided for his reception; and he would shake his head with a +notable archness whenever he heard our reverential description of the +expected guest. But, somehow or other, no sooner had he seen the priest +than all his proposed railleries deserted him. Not a single witticism +came to his assistance, and the calm, smooth face of the ecclesiastic +seemed to operate upon the fierce resolves of the facetious knight in +the same manner as the human eye is supposed to awe into impotence the +malignant intentions of the ignobler animals. Yet nothing could be +blander than the demeanour of the Abbe Montreuil; nothing more worldly, +in their urbanity, than his manner and address. His garb was as little +clerical as possible, his conversation rather familiar than formal, and +he invariably listened to every syllable the good knight uttered with a +countenance and mien of the most attentive respect. + +What then was the charm by which the singular man never failed to obtain +an ascendency, in some measure allied with fear, over all in whose +company he was thrown? This was a secret my uncle never could solve, +and which only in later life I myself was able to discover. It was +partly by the magic of an extraordinary and powerful mind, partly by an +expression of manner, if I may use such a phrase, that seemed to sneer +most, when most it affected to respect; and partly by an air like that +of a man never exactly at ease; not that he was shy, or ungraceful, or +even taciturn,--no! it was an indescribable embarrassment, resembling +that of one playing a part, familiar to him, indeed, but somewhat +distasteful. This embarrassment, however, was sufficient to be +contagious, and to confuse that dignity in others, which, strangely +enough, never forsook himself. + +He was of low origin, but his address and appearance did not betray his +birth. Pride suited his mien better than familiarity; and his +countenance, rigid, thoughtful, and cold, even through smiles, in +expression was strikingly commanding. In person he was slightly above +the middle standard; and had not the texture of his frame been +remarkably hard, wiry, and muscular, the total absence of all +superfluous flesh would have given the lean gauntness of his figure an +appearance of almost spectral emaciation. In reality, his age did not +exceed twenty-eight years; but his high broad forehead was already so +marked with line and furrow, his air was so staid and quiet, his figure +so destitute of the roundness and elasticity of youth, that his +appearance always impressed the beholder with the involuntary idea of a +man considerably more advanced in life. Abstemious to habitual penance, +and regular to mechanical exactness in his frequent and severe +devotions, he was as little inwardly addicted to the pleasures and +pursuits of youth, as he was externally possessed of its freshness and +its bloom. + +Nor was gravity with him that unmeaning veil to imbecility which +Rochefoucauld has so happily called "the mystery of the body." The +variety and depth of his learning fully sustained the respect which his +demeanour insensibly created. To say nothing of his lore in the dead +tongues, he possessed a knowledge of the principal European languages +besides his own, namely, English, Italian, German, and Spanish, not less +accurate and little less fluent than that of a native; and he had not +only gained the key to these various coffers of intellectual wealth, but +he had also possessed himself of their treasures. He had been educated +at St. Omer: and, young as he was, he had already acquired no +inconsiderable reputation among his brethren of that illustrious and +celebrated Order of Jesus which has produced some of the worst and some +of the best men that the Christian world has ever known,--which has, in +its successful zeal for knowledge, and the circulation of mental light, +bequeathed a vast debt of gratitude to posterity; but which, unhappily +encouraging certain scholastic doctrines, that by a mind at once subtle +and vicious can be easily perverted into the sanction of the most +dangerous and systematized immorality, has already drawn upon its +professors an almost universal odium. + +So highly established was the good name of Montreuil that when, three +years prior to the time of which I now speak, he had been elected to the +office he held in our family, it was scarcely deemed a less fortunate +occurrence for us to gain so learned and so pious a preceptor, than it +was for him to acquire a situation of such trust and confidence in the +household of a Marshal of France and the especial favourite of Louis +XIV. + +It was pleasant enough to mark the gradual ascendency he gained over my +uncle; and the timorous dislike which the good knight entertained for +him, yet struggled to conceal. Perhaps that was the only time in his +life in which Sir William Devereux was a hypocrite. + +Enough of the priest at present; I return to his charge. To school we +went: our parting with our uncle was quite pathetic; mine in especial. +"Hark ye, Sir Count," whispered he (I bore my father's title), "hark ye, +don't mind what the old priest tells you; your real man of wit never +wants the musty lessons of schools in order to make a figure in the +world. Don't cramp your genius, my boy; read over my play, and honest +George Etherege's 'Man of Mode;' they'll keep your spirits alive, after +dozing over those old pages which Homer (good soul!) dozed over before. +God bless you, my child; write to me; no one, not even your mother, +shall see your letters; and--and be sure, my fine fellow, that you don't +fag too hard. The glass of life is the best book, and one's natural wit +the only diamond that can write legibly on it." + +Such were my uncle's parting admonitions; it must be confessed that, +coupled with the dramatic gifts alluded to, they were likely to be of +infinite service to the /debutant/ for academical honours. In fact, Sir +William Devereux was deeply impregnated with the notion of his +time,--that ability and inspiration were the same thing, and that, +unless you were thoroughly idle, you could not be thoroughly a genius. +I verily believe that he thought wisdom got its gems, as Abu Zeid al +Hassan* declares some Chinese philosophers thought oysters got their +pearls, namely, /by gaping/! + + +* In his Commentary on the account of China by two Travellers. + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A CHANGE IN CONDUCT AND IN CHARACTER: OUR EVIL PASSIONS WILL SOMETIMES +PRODUCE GOOD EFFECTS; AND ON THE CONTRARY, AN ALTERATION FOR THE BETTER +IN MANNERS WILL, NOT UNFREQUENTLY, HAVE AMONGST ITS CAUSES A LITTLE +CORRUPTION OF MIND; FOR THE FEELINGS ARE SO BLENDED THAT, IN SUPPRESSING +THOSE DISAGREEABLE TO OTHERS, WE OFTEN SUPPRESS THOSE WHICH ARE AMIABLE +IN THEMSELVES. + +MY twin brother, Gerald, was a tall, strong, handsome boy, blessed with +a great love for the orthodox academical studies, and extraordinary +quickness of ability. Nevertheless, he was indolent by nature in things +which were contrary to his taste; fond of pleasure; and, amidst all his +personal courage, ran a certain vein of irresolution, which rendered it +easy for a cool and determined mind to awe or to persuade him. I cannot +help thinking, too, that, clever as he was, there was something +commonplace in the cleverness; and that his talent was of that +mechanical yet quick nature which makes wonderful boys but mediocre men. +In any other family he would have been considered the beauty; in ours he +was thought the genius. + +My youngest brother, Aubrey, was of a very different disposition of mind +and frame of body; thoughtful, gentle, susceptible, acute; with an +uncertain bravery, like a woman's, and a taste for reading, that varied +with the caprice of every hour. He was the beauty of the three, and my +mother's favourite. Never, indeed, have I seen the countenance of man +so perfect, so glowingly yet delicately handsome, as that of Aubrey +Devereux. Locks, soft, glossy, and twining into ringlets, fell in dark +profusion over a brow whiter than marble; his eyes were black and tender +as a Georgian girl's; his lips, his teeth, the contour of his face, were +all cast in the same feminine and faultless mould; his hands would have +shamed those of Madame de la Tisseur, whose lover offered six thousand +marks to any European who could wear her glove; and his figure would +have made Titania give up her Henchman, and the King of the Fairies be +anything but pleased with the exchange. + +Such were my two brothers; or, rather (so far as the internal qualities +are concerned), such they seemed to me; for it is a singular fact that +we never judge of our near kindred so well as we judge of others; and I +appeal to any one, whether, of all people by whom he has been mistaken, +he has not been most often mistaken by those with whom he was brought +up. + +I had always loved Aubrey, but they had not suffered him to love me; and +we had been so little together that we had in common none of those +childish remembrances which serve, more powerfully than all else in +later life, to cement and soften affection. In fact, I was the +scapegoat of the family. What I must have been in early childhood I +cannot tell; but before I was ten years old I was the object of all the +despondency and evil forebodings of my relations. My father said I +laughed at /la gloire et le grand monarque/ the very first time he +attempted to explain to me the value of the one and the greatness of the +other. The countess said I had neither my father's eye nor her own +smile,--that I was slow at my letters and quick with my tongue; and +throughout the whole house nothing was so favourite a topic as the +extent of my rudeness and the venom of my repartee. Montreuil, on his +entrance into our family, not only fell in with, but favoured and +fostered, the reigning humour against me; whether from that /divide et +impera/ system, which was so grateful to his temper, or from the mere +love of meddling and intrigue, which in him, as in Alberoni, attached +itself equally to petty as to large circles, was not then clearly +apparent; it was only certain that he fomented the dissensions and +widened the breach between my brothers and myself. Alas! after all, I +believe my sole crime was my candour. I had a spirit of frankness which +no fear could tame, and my vengeance for any infantine punishment was in +speaking veraciously of my punishers. Never tell me of the pang of +falsehood to the slandered: nothing is so agonizing to the fine skin of +vanity as the application of a rough truth! + +As I grew older, I saw my power and indulged it; and, being scolded for +sarcasm, I was flattered into believing I had wit; so I punned and +jested, lampooned and satirized, till I was as much a torment to others +as I was tormented myself. The secret of all this was that I was +unhappy. Nobody loved me: I felt it to my heart of hearts. I was +conscious of injustice, and the sense of it made me bitter. Our +feelings, especially in youth, resemble that leaf which, in some old +traveller, is described as expanding itself to warmth, but when chilled, +not only shrinking and closing, but presenting to the spectator thorns +which had lain concealed upon the opposite side of it before. + +With my brother Gerald, I had a deadly and irreconcilable feud. He was +much stouter, taller, and stronger than myself; and, far from conceding +to me that respect which I imagined my priority of birth entitled me to +claim, he took every opportunity to deride my pretensions, and to +vindicate the cause of the superior strength and vigour which +constituted his own. It would have done your heart good to have seen us +cuff one another, we did it with such zeal. There is nothing in human +passion like a good brotherly hatred! My mother said, with the most +feeling earnestness, that she used to feel us fighting even before our +birth: we certainly lost no time directly after it. Both my parents +were secretly vexed that I had come into the world an hour sooner than +my brother; and Gerald himself looked upon it as a sort of juggle,--a +kind of jockeyship by which he had lost the prerogative of birthright. +This very early rankled in his heart, and he was so much a greater +favourite than myself that, instead of rooting out so unfortunate a +feeling on his part, my good parents made no scruple of openly lamenting +my seniority. I believe the real cause of our being taken from the +domestic instructions of the Abbe (who was an admirable teacher) and +sent to school, was solely to prevent my uncle deciding everything in my +favour. Montreuil, however, accompanied us to our academy, and remained +with us during the three years in which we were perfecting ourselves in +the blessings of education. + +At the end of the second year, a prize was instituted for the best +proficient at a very severe examination; two months before it took place +we went home for a few days. After dinner my uncle asked me to walk +with him in the park. I did so: we strolled along to the margin of a +rivulet which ornamented the grounds. There my uncle, for the first +time, broke silence. + +"Morton," said he, looking down at his left leg, "Morton, let me see; +thou art now of a reasonable age,--fourteen at the least." + +"Fifteen, if it please you, sir," said I, elevating my stature as much +as I was able. + +"Humph! my boy; and a pretty time of life it is, too. Your brother +Gerald is taller than you by two inches." + +"But I can beat him for all that, uncle," said I, colouring, and +clenching my fist. + +My uncle pulled down his right ruffle. "'Gad so, Morton, you're a brave +fellow," said he; "but I wish you were less of a hero and more of a +scholar. I wish you could beat him in Greek as well as in boxing. I +will tell you what Old Rowley said," and my uncle occupied the next +quarter of an hour with a story. The story opened the good old +gentleman's heart; my laughter opened it still more. "Hark ye, sirrah!" +said he, pausing abruptly, and grasping my hand with a vigorous effort +of love and muscle, "hark ye, sirrah,--I love you,--'Sdeath, I do. I +love you better than both your brothers, and that crab of a priest into +the bargain; but I am grieved to the heart to hear what I do of you. +They tell me you are the idlest boy in the school; that you are always +beating your brother Gerald, and making a scurrilous jest of your mother +or myself." + +"Who says so? who dares say so?" said I, with an emphasis that would +have startled a less hearty man than Sir William Devereux. "They lie, +Uncle; by my soul they do. Idle I am; quarrelsome with my brother I +confess myself; but jesting at you or my mother--never--never. No, no; +/you/, too, who have been so kind to me,--the only one who ever was. +No, no; do not think I could be such a wretch:" and as I said this the +tears gushed from my eyes. + +My good uncle was exceedingly affected. "Look ye, child," said he, "I +do not believe them. 'Sdeath, not a word; I would repeat to you a good +jest now of Sedley's, 'Gad, I would, but I am really too much moved just +at present. I tell you what, my boy, I tell you what you shall do: +there is a trial coming on at school--eh?--well, the Abbe tells me +Gerald is certain of being first, and you of being last. Now, Morton, +you shall beat your brother, and shame the Jesuit. There; my mind's +spoken; dry your tears, my boy, and I'll tell you the jest Sedley made: +it was in the Mulberry Garden one day--" And the knight told his story. + +I dried my tears, pressed my uncle's hand, escaped from him as soon as I +was able, hastened to my room, and surrendered myself to reflection. + +When my uncle so good-naturedly proposed that I should conquer Gerald at +the examination, nothing appeared to him more easy; he was pleased to +think I had more talent than my brother, and talent, according to his +creed, was the only master-key to unlock every science. A problem in +Euclid or a phrase in Pindar, a secret in astronomy or a knotty passage +in the Fathers, were all riddles, with the solution of which application +had nothing to do. One's mother-wit was a precious sort of necromancy, +which could pierce every mystery at first sight; and all the gifts of +knowledge, in his opinion, like reading and writing in that of the sage +Dogberry, "came by nature." Alas! I was not under the same pleasurable +delusion; I rather exaggerated than diminished the difficulty of my +task, and thought, at the first glance, that nothing short of a miracle +would enable me to excel my brother. Gerald, a boy of natural talent, +and, as I said before, of great assiduity in the orthodox +studies,--especially favoured too by the instruction of Montreuil,--had +long been esteemed the first scholar of our little world; and though I +knew that with some branches of learning I was more conversant than +himself, yet, as my emulation had been hitherto solely directed to +bodily contention, I had never thought of contesting with him a +reputation for which I cared little, and on a point in which I had been +early taught that I could never hope to enter into any advantageous +comparison with the "genius" of the Devereuxs. + +A new spirit now passed into me: I examined myself with a jealous and +impartial scrutiny; I weighed my acquisitions against those of my +brother; I called forth, from their secret recesses, the unexercised and +almost unknown stores I had from time to time laid up in my mental +armoury to moulder and to rust. I surveyed them with a feeling that +they might yet be polished into use; and, excited alike by the stimulus +of affection on one side and hatred on the other, my mind worked itself +from despondency into doubt, and from doubt into the sanguineness of +hope. I told none of my design; I exacted from my uncle a promise not +to betray it; I shut myself in my room; I gave out that I was ill; I saw +no one, not even the Abbe; I rejected his instructions, for I looked +upon him as an enemy; and, for the two months before my trial, I spent +night and day in an unrelaxing application, of which, till then, I had +not imagined myself capable. + +Though inattentive to the school exercises, I had never been wholly +idle. I was a lover of abstruser researches than the hackneyed subjects +of the school, and we had really received such extensive and judicious +instructions from the Abbe during our early years that it would have +been scarcely possible for any of us to have fallen into a thorough +distaste for intellectual pursuits. In the examination I foresaw that +much which I had previously acquired might be profitably +displayed,--much secret and recondite knowledge of the customs and +manners of the ancients, as well as their literature, which curiosity +had led me to obtain, and which I knew had never entered into the heads +of those who, contented with their reputation in the customary +academical routine, had rarely dreamed of wandering into less beaten +paths of learning. Fortunately too for me, Gerald was so certain of +success that latterly he omitted all precaution to obtain it; and as +none of our schoolfellows had the vanity to think of contesting with +him, even the Abbe seemed to imagine him justified in his supineness. + +The day arrived. Sir William, my mother, the whole aristocracy of the +neighbourhood, were present at the trial. The Abbe came to my room a +few hours before it commenced: he found the door locked. + +"Ungracious boy," said he, "admit me; I come at the earnest request of +your brother Aubrey to give you some hints preparatory to the +examination." + +"He has indeed come at my wish," said the soft and silver voice of +Aubrey, in a supplicating tone: "do admit him, dear Morton, for my +sake!" + +"Go," said I, bitterly, from within, "go: ye are both my foes and +slanderers; you come to insult my disgrace beforehand; but perhaps you +will yet be disappointed." + +"You will not open the door?" said the priest. + +"I will not; begone." + +"He will indeed disgrace his family," said Montreuil, moving away. + +"He will disgrace himself," said Aubrey, dejectedly. + +I laughed scornfully. If ever the consciousness of strength is +pleasant, it is when we are thought most weak. + +The greater part of our examination consisted in the answering of +certain questions in writing, given to us in the three days immediately +previous to the grand and final one; for this last day was reserved the +paper of composition (as it was termed) in verse and prose, and the +personal examination in a few showy, but generally understood, subjects. +When Gerald gave in his paper, and answered the verbal questions, a buzz +of admiration and anxiety went round the room. His person was so +handsome, his address so graceful, his voice so assured and clear, that +a strong and universal sympathy was excited in his favour. The +head-master publicly complimented him. He regretted only the deficiency +of his pupil in certain minor but important matters. I came next, for I +stood next to Gerald in our class. As I walked up the hall, I raised my +eyes to the gallery in which my uncle and his party sat. I saw that my +mother was listening to the Abbe, whose eye, severe, cold, and +contemptuous, was bent upon me. But my uncle leaned over the railing of +the gallery, with his plumed hat in his hand, which, when he caught my +look, he waved gently,--as if in token of encouragement, and with an air +so kind and cheering, that I felt my step grow prouder as I approached +the conclave of the masters. + +"Morton Devereux," said the president of the school, in a calm, loud, +austere voice, that filled the whole hall, "we have looked over your +papers on the three previous days, and they have given us no less +surprise than pleasure. Take heed and time how you answer us now." + +At this speech a loud murmur was heard in my uncle's party, which +gradually spread round the hall. I again looked up: my mother's face +was averted; that of the Abbe was impenetrable; but I saw my uncle +wiping his eyes, and felt a strange emotion creeping into my own, I +turned hastily away, and presented my paper; the head master received +it, and, putting it aside, proceeded to the verbal examination. +Conscious of the parts in which Gerald was likely to fail, I had paid +especial attention to the minutiae of scholarship, and my forethought +stood me in good stead at the present moment. My trial ceased; my last +paper was read. I bowed, and retired to the other end of the hall. I +was not so popular as Gerald; a crowd was assembled round him, but I +stood alone. As I leaned against a column, with folded arms, and a +countenance which I felt betrayed little of my internal emotions, my eye +caught Gerald's. He was very pale, and I could see that his hand +trembled. Despite of our enmity, I felt for him. The worst passions +are softened by triumph, and I foresaw that mine was at hand. + +The whole examination was over. Every boy had passed it. The masters +retired for a moment; they reappeared and reseated themselves. The +first sound I heard was that of my own name. I was the victor of the +day: I was more; I was one hundred marks before my brother. My head +swam round; my breath forsook me. Since then I have been placed in many +trials of life, and had many triumphs; but never was I so overcome as at +that moment. I left the hall; I scarcely listened to the applauses with +which it rang. I hurried to my own chamber, and threw myself on the bed +in a delirium of intoxicated feeling, which had in it more of rapture +than anything but the gratification of first love or first vanity can +bestow. + +Ah! it would be worth stimulating our passions if it were only for the +pleasure of remembering their effect; and all violent excitement should +be indulged less for present joy than for future retrospection. + +My uncle's step was the first thing which intruded on my solitude. + +"Od's fish, my boy," said he, crying like a child, "this is fine +work,--'Gad, so it is. I almost wish I were a boy myself to have a +match with you,--faith I do,--see what it is to learn a little of life! +If you had never read my play, do you think you would have done half so +well?--no, my boy, I sharpened your wits for you. Honest George +Etherege and I,--we were the making of you! and when you come to be a +great man, and are asked what made you so, you shall say, 'My uncle's +play;' 'Gad, you shall. Faith, boy, never smile! Od's fish, I'll tell +you a story as /a propos/ to the present occasion as if it had been made +on purpose. Rochester and I and Sedley were walking one day, +and--/entre nous/--awaiting certain appointments--hem!--for my part I +was a little melancholy or so, thinking of my catastrophe,--that is, of +my play's catastrophe; and so, said Sedley, winking at Rochester, 'Our +friend is sorrowful.' 'Truly,' said I, seeing they were about to banter +me,--for you know they were arch fellows,--'truly, little Sid' (we +called Sedley Sid), 'you are greatly mistaken;'--you see, Morton, I was +thus sharp upon him because when you go to court you will discover that +it does not do to take without giving. And then Rochester said, looking +roguishly towards me, the wittiest thing against Sedley that ever I +heard; it was the most celebrated /bon mot/ at court for three weeks; he +said--no, boy, od's fish, it was so stinging I can't tell it thee; +faith, I can't. Poor Sid; he was a good fellow, though malicious,--and +he's dead now. I'm sorry I said a word about it. Nay, never look so +disappointed, boy. You have all the cream of the story as it is. And +now put on your hat, and come with me. I've got leave for you to take a +walk with your old uncle." + +That night, as I was undressing, I heard a gentle rap at the door, and +Aubrey entered. He approached me timidly, and then, throwing his arms +round my neck, kissed me in silence. I had not for years experienced +such tenderness from him; and I sat now mute and surprised. At last I +said, with the sneer which I must confess I usually assumed towards +those persons whom I imagined I had a right to think ill of:-- + +"Pardon me, my gentle brother, there is something portentous in this +sudden change. Look well round the room, and tell me at your earliest +leisure what treasure it is that you are desirous should pass from my +possession into your own." + +"Your love, Morton," said Aubrey, drawing back, but apparently in pride, +not anger; "your love: I ask nothing more." + +"Of a surety, kind Aubrey," said I, "the favour seems somewhat slight to +have caused your modesty such delay in requesting it. I think you have +been now some years nerving your mind to the exertion." + +"Listen to me, Morton," said Aubrey, suppressing his emotion; "you have +always been my favourite brother. From our first childhood my heart +yearned to you. Do you remember the time when an enraged bull pursued +me, and you, then only ten years old, placed yourself before it and +defended me at the risk of your own life? Do you think I could ever +forget that,--child as I was?--never, Morton, never!" + +Before I could answer the door was thrown open, and the Abbe entered. +"Children," said he, and the single light of the room shone full upon +his unmoved, rigid, commanding features--"children, be as Heaven +intended you,--friends and brothers. Morton, I have wronged you, I own +it; here is my hand: Aubrey, let all but early love, and the present +promise of excellence which your brother displays, be forgotten." + +With these words the priest joined our hands. I looked on my brother, +and my heart melted. I flung myself into his arms and wept. + +"This is well," said Montreuil, surveying us with a kind of grim +complacency, and, taking my brother's arm, he blest us both, and led +Aubrey away. + +That day was a new era in my boyish life. I grew henceforth both better +and worse. Application and I having once shaken hands became very good +acquaintance. I had hitherto valued myself upon supplying the frailties +of a delicate frame by an uncommon agility in all bodily exercises. I +now strove rather to improve the deficiencies of my mind, and became +orderly, industrious, and devoted to study. So far so well; but as I +grew wiser, I grew also more wary. Candour no longer seemed to me the +finest of virtues. I thought before i spoke: and second thought +sometimes quite changed the nature of the intended speech; in short, +gentlemen of the next century, to tell you the exact truth, the little +Count Devereux became somewhat of a hypocrite! + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +A CONTEST OF ART AND A LEAGUE OF FRIENDSHIP.--TWO CHARACTERS IN MUTUAL +IGNORANCE OF EACH OTHER, AND THE READER NO WISER THAN EITHER OF THEM. + +THE Abbe was now particularly courteous to me. He made Gerald and +myself breakfast with him, and told us nothing was so amiable as +friendship among brothers. We agreed to the sentiment, and, like all +philosophers, did not agree a bit the better for acknowledging the same +first principles. Perhaps, notwithstanding his fine speeches, the Abbe +was the real cause of our continued want of cordiality. However, we did +not fight any more: we avoided each other, and at last became as civil +and as distant as those mathematical lines which appear to be taking all +possible pains to approach one another and never get a jot the nearer +for it. Oh! your civility is the prettiest invention possible for +dislike! Aubrey and I were inseparable, and we both gained by the +intercourse. I grew more gentle, and he more masculine; and, for my +part, the kindness of his temper so softened the satire of mine that I +learned at last to smile full as often as to sneer. + +The Abbe had obtained a wonderful hold over Aubrey; he had made the poor +boy think so much of the next world, that he had lost all relish for +this. He lived in a perpetual fear of offence: he was like a chemist of +conscience, and weighed minutiae by scruples. To play, to ride, to run, +to laugh at a jest, or to banquet on a melon, were all sins to be atoned +for; and I have found (as a penance for eating twenty-three cherries +instead of eighteen) the penitent of fourteen standing, barefooted, in +the coldest nights of winter, upon the hearthstones, almost utterly +naked, and shivering like a leaf, beneath the mingled effect of frost +and devotion. At first I attempted to wrestle with this exceeding +holiness, but finding my admonitions received with great distaste and +some horror, I suffered my brother to be happy in his own way. I only +looked with a very evil and jealous eye upon the good Abbe, and +examined, while I encouraged them, the motives of his advances to +myself. What doubled my suspicions of the purity of the priest was my +perceiving that he appeared to hold out different inducements for +trusting him to each of us, according to his notions of our respective +characters. My brother Gerald he alternately awed and persuaded, by the +sole effect of superior intellect. With Aubrey he used the mechanism of +superstition. To me, he, on the one hand, never spoke of religion, nor, +on the other, ever used threats or persuasion, to induce me to follow +any plan suggested to my adoption; everything seemed to be left to my +reason and my ambition. He would converse with me for hours upon the +world and its affairs, speak of courts and kings, in an easy and +unpedantic strain; point out the advantage of intellect in acquiring +power and controlling one's species; and, whenever I was disposed to be +sarcastic upon the human nature I had read of, he supported my sarcasm +by illustrations of the human nature he had seen. We were both, I think +(for myself I can answer), endeavouring to pierce the real nature of the +other; and perhaps the talent of diplomacy for which, years afterwards, +I obtained some applause, was first learnt in my skirmishing warfare +with the Abbe Montreuil. + +At last, the evening before we quitted school for good arrived. Aubrey +had just left me for solitary prayers, and I was sitting alone by my +fire, when Montreuil entered gently. He sat himself down by me, and, +after giving me the salutation of the evening, sank into a silence which +I was the first to break. + +"Pray, Abbe," said I, "have one's years anything to do with one's age?" + +The priest was accustomed to the peculiar tone of my sagacious remarks, +and answered dryly,-- + +"Mankind in general imagine that they have." + +"Faith, then," said I, "mankind know very little about the matter. +To-day I am at school, and a boy; to-morrow I leave school; if I hasten +to town I am presented at court; and lo! I am a man; and this change +within half-a-dozen changes of the sun! therefore, most reverend father, +I humbly opine that age is measured by events, not years." + +"And are you not happy at the idea of passing the age of thraldom, and +seeing arrayed before you the numberless and dazzling pomps and +pleasures of the great world?" said Montreuil, abruptly, fixing his dark +and keen eye upon me. + +"I have not yet fully made up my mind whether to be happy or not," said +I, carelessly. + +"It is a strange answer;" said the priest; "but" (after a pause) "you +are a strange youth: a character that resembles a riddle is at your age +uncommon, and, pardon me, unamiable. Age, naturally repulsive, requires +a mask; and in every wrinkle you may behold the ambush of a scheme: but +the heart of youth should be open as its countenance! However, I will +not weary you with homilies; let us change the topic. Tell me, Morton, +do you repent having turned your attention of late to those graver and +more systematic studies which can alone hereafter obtain you +distinction?" + +"No, father," said I, with a courtly bow, "for the change has gained me +your good opinion." + +A smile, of peculiar and undefinable expression, crossed the thin lips +of the priest; he rose, walked to the door, and saw that it was +carefully closed. I expected some important communication, but in vain; +pacing the small room to and fro, as if in a musing mood, the Abbe +remained silent, till, pausing opposite some fencing foils, which among +various matters (books, papers, quoits, etc.) were thrown idly in one +corner of the room, he said,-- + +"They tell me that you are the best fencer in the school--is it so?" + +"I hope not, for fencing is an accomplishment in which Gerald is very +nearly my equal," I replied. + +"You run, ride, leap, too, better than any one else, according to the +votes of your comrades?" + +"It is a noble reputation," said I, "in which I believe I am only +excelled by our huntsman's eldest son." + +"You are a strange youth," repeated the priest; "no pursuit seems to +give you pleasure, and no success to gratify your vanity. Can you not +think of any triumph which would elate you?" + +I was silent. + +"Yes," cried Montreuil, approaching me,--"yes," cried he, "I read your +heart, and I respect it; these are petty competitions and worthless +honours. You require a nobler goal, and a more glorious reward. He who +feels in his soul that Fate has reserved for him a great and exalted +part in this world's drama may reasonably look with indifference on +these paltry rehearsals of common characters." + +I raised my eye, and as it met that of the priest, I was irresistibly +struck with the proud and luminous expression which Montreuil's look had +assumed. Perhaps something kindred to its nature was perceptible in my +own; for, after surveying me with an air of more approbation than he had +ever honoured me with before, he grasped my arm firmly, and said, +"Morton, you know me not; for many years I have not known you: that time +is past. No sooner did your talents develop themselves than I was the +first to do homage to their power: let us henceforth be more to each +other than we have been; let us not be pupil and teacher; let us be +friends. Do not think that I invite you to an unequal exchange of good +offices: you may be the heir to wealth and a distinguished name; I may +seem to you but an unknown and undignified priest; but the authority of +the Almighty can raise up, from the sheepfold and the cotter's shed, a +power, which, as the organ of His own, can trample upon sceptres and +dictate to the supremacy of kings. And /I/--/I/"--the priest abruptly +paused, checked the warmth of his manner, as if he thought it about to +encroach on indiscretion, and, sinking into a calmer tone, continued, +"yes, I, Morton, insignificant as I appear to you, can, in /every/ path +through this intricate labyrinth of life, be more useful to your desires +than you can ever be to mine. I offer to you in my friendship a fervour +of zeal and energy of power which in none of your equals, in age and +station, you can hope to find. Do you accept my offer?" + +"Can you doubt," said I, with eagerness, "that I would avail myself of +the services of any man, however displeasing to me, and worthless in +himself? How, then, can I avoid embracing the friendship of one so +extraordinary in knowledge and intellect as yourself? I do embrace it, +and with rapture." + +The priest pressed my hand. "But," continued he, fixing his eyes upon +mine, "all alliances have their conditions: I require implicit +confidence; and for some years, till time gives you experience, regard +for your interests induces me also to require obedience. Name any wish +you may form for worldly advancement, opulence, honour, the smile of +kings, the gifts of states, and--I--I will pledge myself to carry that +wish into effect. Never had eastern prince so faithful a servant among +the Dives and Genii as Morton Devereux shall find in me: but question me +not of the sources of my power; be satisfied when their channel wafts +you the success you covet. And, more, when I in my turn (and this shall +be but rarely) request a favour of you, ask me not for what end nor +hesitate to adopt the means I shall propose. You seem startled; are you +content at this understanding between us, or will you retract the bond?" + +"My father," said I, "there is enough to startle me in your proposal; it +greatly resembles that made by the Old Man of the Mountains to his +vassals, and it would not exactly suit my inclinations to be called upon +some morning to act the part of a private executioner." + +The priest smiled. "My young friend," said he, "those days have passed; +neither religion nor friendship requires of her votaries sacrifices of +blood. But make yourself easy; whenever I ask of you what offends your +conscience, even in a punctilio, refuse my request. With this +exception, what say you?" + +"That I think I will agree to the bond: but, father, I am an irresolute +person; I must have time to consider." + +"Be it so. To-morrow, having surrendered my charge to your uncle, I +depart for France." + +"For France!" said I; "and how? Surely the war will prevent your +passage." + +The priest smiled. Nothing ever displeased me more than that priest's +smile. "The ecclesiastics," said he, "are the ambassadors of Heaven, +and have nothing to do with the wars of earth. I shall find no +difficulty in crossing the Channel. I shall not return for several +months, perhaps not till the expiration of a year: I leave you, till +then, to decide upon the terms I have proposed to you. Meanwhile, +gratify my vanity by employing my power; name some commission in France +which you wish me to execute." + +"I can think of none,--yet, stay;" and I felt some curiosity to try the +power of which he boasted,--"I have read that kings are blest with a +most accommodating memory, and perfectly forget their favourites when +they can be no longer useful. You will see, perhaps, if my father's +name has become a Gothic and unknown sound at the court of the Great +King. I confess myself curious to learn this, though I can have no +personal interest in it." + +"Enough, the commission shall be done. And now, my child, Heaven bless +you! and send you many such friends as the humble priest, who, whatever +be his failings, has, at least, the merit of wishing to serve those whom +he loves." + +So saying, the priest closed the door. Sinking into a revery, as his +footsteps died upon my ear, I muttered to myself: "Well, well, my sage +ecclesiastic, the game is not over yet; let us see if, at sixteen, we +cannot shuffle cards, and play tricks with the gamester of thirty. Yet +he may be in earnest, and faith I believe he is; but I must look well +before I leap, or consign my actions into such spiritual keeping. +However, if the worst come to the worst, if I do make this compact, and +am deceived,--if, above all, I am ever seduced, or led blindfold into +one of those snares which priestcraft sometimes lays to the cost of +honour,--why, I shall have a sword, which I shall never be at a loss to +use, and it can find its way through a priest's gown as well as a +soldier's corselet." + +Confess that a youth who could think so promptly of his sword was well +fitted to wear one! + + + +CHAPTER V. + +RURAL HOSPITALITY.--AN EXTRAORDINARY GUEST.--A FIN$ GENTLEMAN IS NOT +NECESSARILY A FOOL. + +WE were all three (my brothers and myself) precocious geniuses. Our +early instructions, under a man like the Abbe, at once learned and +worldly, and the society into which we had been initiated from our +childhood, made us premature adepts in the manners of the world; and I, +in especial, flattered myself that a quick habit of observation rendered +me no despicable profiter by my experience. Our academy, too, had been +more like a college than a school; and we had enjoyed a license that +seemed to the superficial more likely to benefit our manners than to +strengthen our morals. I do not think, however, that the latter +suffered by our freedom from restraint. On the contrary, we the earlier +learned that vice, but for the piquancy of its unlawfulness, would never +be so captivating a goddess; and our errors and crimes in after life had +certainly not their origin in our wanderings out of academical bounds. + +It is right that I should mention our prematurity of intellect, because, +otherwise, much of my language and reflections, as detailed in the first +book of this history, might seem ill suited to the tender age at which +they occurred. However, they approach, as nearly as possible, to my +state of mind at that period; and I have, indeed, often mortified my +vanity in later life by thinking how little the march of time has +ripened my abilities, and how petty would have been the intellectual +acquisitions of manhood, if they had not brought me something like +content! + +My uncle had always, during his retirement, seen as many people as he +could assemble out of the "mob of gentlemen who /live at/ ease." But, +on our quitting school and becoming men, he resolved to set no bounds to +his hospitality. His doors were literally thrown open; and as he was by +far the greatest person in the district--to say nothing of his wines, +and his French cook--many of the good people of London did not think it +too great an honour to confer upon the wealthy representative of the +Devereuxs the distinction of their company and compliments. Heavens! +what notable samples of court breeding and furbelows did the crane-neck +coaches, which made our own family vehicle look like a gilt tortoise, +pour forth by couples and leashes into the great hall; while my gallant +uncle, in new periwig and a pair of silver-clocked stockings (a present +from a /ci-devant/ fine lady), stood at the far end of the +picture-gallery to receive his visitors with all the graces of the last +age. + +My mother, who had preserved her beauty wonderfully, sat in a chair of +green velvet, and astonished the courtiers by the fashion of a dress +only just imported. The worthy Countess (she had dropped in England the +loftier distinction of /Madame la Marechale/) was however quite innocent +of any intentional affectation of the /mode/; for the new stomacher, so +admired in London, had been the last alteration in female garniture at +Paris a month before my father died. Is not this "Fashion" a noble +divinity to possess such zealous adherents?--a pitiful, lackey-like +creature, which struts through one country with the cast-off finery of +another! + +As for Aubrey and Gerald, they produced quite an effect; and I should +most certainly have been thrown irrevocably into the background had I +not been born to the good fortune of an eldest son. This was far more +than sufficient to atone for the comparative plainness of my person; and +when it was discovered that I was also Sir William's favourite, it is +quite astonishing what a beauty I became! Aubrey was declared too +effeminate; Gerald too tall. And the Duchess of Lackland one day, when +she had placed a lean, sallow ghost of a daughter on either side of me, +whispered my uncle in a voice, like the /aside/ of a player, intended +for none but the whole audience, that the young Count had the most +imposing air and the finest eyes she had ever seen. All this inspired +me with courage, as well as contempt; and not liking to be beholden +solely to my priority of birth for my priority of distinction, I +resolved to become as agreeable as possible. If I had not in the vanity +of my heart resolved also to be "myself alone," Fate would have +furnished me at the happiest age for successful imitation with an +admirable model. + +Time rolled on; two years were flown since I had left school, and +Montreuil was not yet returned. I had passed the age of eighteen, when +the whole house, which, as it was summer, when none but cats and +physicians were supposed gifted by Providence with the power to exist in +town, was uncommonly full,--the whole house, I say, was thrown into a +positive fever of expectation. The visit of a guest, if not of greater +consequence at least of greater interest than any who had hitherto +honoured my uncle, was announced. Even the young Count, with the most +imposing air in the world and the finest eyes, was forgotten by +everybody but the Duchess of Lackland and her daughters, who had just +returned to Devereux Court to observe how amazingly the Count had grown! +Oh! what a prodigy wisdom would be, if it were but blest with a memory +as keen and constant as that of interest! + +Struck with the universal excitement, I went to my uncle to inquire the +name of the expected guest. My uncle was occupied in fanning the Lady +Hasselton, a daughter of one of King Charles's Beauties. He had only +time to answer me literally, and without comment; the guest's name was +Mr. St. John. + +I had never conned the "Flying Post," and I knew nothing about politics. +"Who is Mr. St. John?" said I; my uncle had renewed the office of a +zephyr. The daughter of the Beauty heard and answered, "The most +charming person in England." I bowed and turned away. "How vastly +explanatory!" said I. I met a furious politician. "Who is Mr. St. +John?" I asked. + +"The cleverest man in England," answered the politician, hurrying off +with a pamphlet in his hand. + +"Nothing can be more satisfactory," thought I. Stopping a coxcomb of +the first water, "Who is Mr. St. John?" I asked. + +"The finest gentleman in England," answered the coxcomb, settling his +cravat. + +"Perfectly intelligible!" was my reflection on this reply; and I +forthwith arrested a Whig parson,--"Who is Mr. St. John?" said I. + +"The greatest reprobate in England!" answered the Whig parson, and I was +too stunned to inquire more. + +Five minutes afterwards the sound of carriage wheels was heard in the +courtyard, then a slight bustle in the hall, and the door of the +ante-room being thrown open Mr. St. John entered. + +He was in the very prime of life, about the middle height, and of a mien +and air so strikingly noble that it was some time before you recovered +the general effect of his person sufficiently to examine its peculiar +claims to admiration. However, he lost nothing by a further survey: he +possessed not only an eminently handsome but a very extraordinary +countenance. Through an air of /nonchalance/, and even something of +lassitude; through an ease of manners sometimes sinking into effeminate +softness, sometimes bordering upon licentious effrontery,--his eye +thoughtful, yet wandering, seemed to announce that the mind partook but +little of the whim of the moment, or of those levities of ordinary life +over which the grace of his manner threw so peculiar a charm. His brow +was, perhaps, rather too large and prominent for the exactness of +perfect symmetry, but it had an expression of great mental power and +determination. His features were high, yet delicate, and his mouth, +which, when closed, assumed a firm and rather severe expression, +softened, when speaking, into a smile of almost magical enchantment. +Richly but not extravagantly dressed, he appeared to cultivate rather +than disdain the ornaments of outward appearance; and whatever can +fascinate or attract was so inherent in this singular man that all which +in others would have been most artificial was in him most natural: so +that it is no exaggeration to add that to be well dressed seemed to the +elegance of his person not so much the result of art as of a property +innate and peculiar to himself. + +Such was the outward appearance of Henry St. John; one well suited to +the qualities of a mind at once more vigorous and more accomplished than +that of any other person with whom the vicissitudes of my life have ever +brought me into contact. + +I kept my eye on the new guest throughout the whole day: I observed the +mingled liveliness and softness which pervaded his attentions to women, +the intellectual yet unpedantic superiority he possessed in his +conversations with men; his respectful demeanour to age; his careless, +yet not over-familiar, ease with the young; and, what interested me more +than all, the occasional cloud which passed over his countenance at +moments when he seemed sunk into a revery that had for its objects +nothing in common with those around him. + +Just before dinner St. John was talking to a little group, among whom +curiosity seemed to have drawn the Whig parson whom I have before +mentioned. He stood at a little distance, shy and uneasy; one of the +company took advantage of so favourable a butt for jests, and alluded to +the bystander in a witticism which drew laughter from all but St. John, +who, turning suddenly towards the parson, addressed an observation to +him in the most respectful tone. Nor did he cease talking with him +(fatiguing as the conference must have been, for never was there a +duller ecclesiastic than the gentleman conversed with) until we +descended to dinner. Then, for the first time, I learned that nothing +can constitute good breeding that has not good-nature for its +foundation; and then, too, as I was leading Lady Barbara Lackland to the +great hall by the tip of her forefinger I made another observation. +Passing the priest, I heard him say to a fellow-clerk,-- + +"Certainly, he is the greatest man in England;" and I mentally remarked, +"There is no policy like politeness; and a good manner is the best thing +in the world, either to get one a good name or to supply the want of +it." + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +A DIALOGUE, WHICH MIGHT BE DULL IF IT WERE LONGER. + +THREE days after the arrival of St. John, I escaped from the crowd of +impertinents, seized a volume of Cowley, and, in a fit of mingled poetry +and melancholy, strolled idly into the park. I came to the margin of +the stream, and to the very spot on which I had stood with my uncle on +the evening when he had first excited my emulation to scholastic rather +than manual contention with my brother; I seated myself by the +water-side, and, feeling indisposed to read, leaned my cheek upon my +hand, and surrendered my thoughts as prisoners to the reflections which +I could not resist. + +I continued I know not how long in my meditation, till I was roused by a +gentle touch upon my shoulder; I looked up, and saw St. John. + +"Pardon me, Count," said he, smiling, "I should not have disturbed your +reflections had not your neglect of an old friend emboldened me to +address you upon his behalf." And St. John pointed to the volume of +Cowley which he had taken up without my perceiving it. + +"Well," added he, seating himself on the turf beside me, "in my younger +days, poetry and I were better friends than we are now. And if I had +had Cowley as a companion, I should not have parted with him as you have +done, even for my own reflections." + +"You admire him then?" said I. + +"Why, that is too general a question. I admire what is fine in him, as +in every one else, but I do not love him the better for his points and +his conceits. He reminds me of what Cardinal Pallavicino said of +Seneca, that he 'perfumes his conceits with civet and ambergris.' +However, Count, I have opened upon a beautiful motto for you:-- + + "'Here let me, careless and unthoughtful lying, + Hear the soft winds above me flying, + With all their wanton boughs dispute, + And the more tuneful birds to both replying; + Nor be myself too mute.' + +"What say you to that wish? If you have a germ of poetry in you such +verse ought to bring it into flower." + +"Ay," answered I, though not exactly in accordance with the truth; "but +I have not that germ. I destroyed it four years ago. Reading the +dedications of poets cured me of the love for poetry. What a pity that +the Divine Inspiration should have for its oracles such mean souls!" + +"Yes, and how industrious the good gentlemen are in debasing themselves! +Their ingenuity is never half so much shown in a simile as in a +compliment; I know nothing in nature more melancholy than the discovery +of any meanness in a great man. There is so little to redeem the dry +mass of follies and errors from which the materials of this life are +composed, that anything to love or to reverence becomes, as it were, the +sabbath for the mind. It is better to feel, as we grow older, how the +respite is abridged, and how the few objects left to our admiration are +abased. What a foe not only to life, but to all that dignifies and +ennobles it, is Time! Our affections and our pleasures resemble those +fabulous trees described by Saint Oderic: the fruits which they bring +forth are no sooner ripened into maturity than they are transformed into +birds and fly away. But these reflections cannot yet be familiar to +you. Let us return to Cowley. Do you feel any sympathy with his prose +writings? For some minds they have a great attraction." + +"They have for mine," answered I: "but then I am naturally a dreamer; +and a contemplative egotist is always to me a mirror in which I behold +myself." + +"The world," answered St. John, with a melancholy smile, "will soon +dissolve, or forever confirm, your humour for dreaming; in either case, +Cowley will not be less a favourite. But you must, like me, have long +toiled in the heat and travail of business, or of pleasure, which is +more wearisome still, in order fully to sympathize with those beautiful +panegyrics upon solitude which make perhaps the finest passages in +Cowley. I have often thought that he whom God hath gifted with a love +of retirement possesses, as it were, an extra sense. And among what our +poet so eloquently calls 'the vast and noble scenes of Nature,' we find +the balm for the wounds we have sustained among the 'pitiful shifts of +policy;' for the attachment to solitude is the surest preservative from +the ills of life: and I know not if the Romans ever instilled, under +allegory, a sublimer truth than when they inculcated the belief that +those inspired by Feronia, the goddess of woods and forests, could walk +barefoot and uninjured over burning coals." + +At this part of our conference, the bell swinging hoarsely through the +long avenues, and over the silent water, summoned us to the grand +occupation of civilized life; we rose and walked slowly towards the +house. + +"Does not," said I, "this regular routine of petty occurrence, this +periodical solemnity of trifles, weary and disgust you? For my part, I +almost long for the old days of knight-errantry, and would rather be +knocked on the head by a giant, or carried through the air by a flying +griffin, than live in this circle of dull regularities,--the brute at +the mill." + +"You may live even in these days," answered St. John, "without too tame +a regularity. Women and politics furnish ample food for adventure, and +you must not judge of all life by country life." + +"Nor of all conversation," said I, with a look which implied a +compliment, "by the insipid idlers who fill our saloons. Behold them +now, gathered by the oriel window, yonder; precious distillers of +talk,--sentinels of society with certain set phrases as watchwords, +which they never exceed; sages, who follow Face's advice to Dapper,-- + + "'Hum thrice, and buzz as often.'" + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +A CHANGE OF PROSPECTS.--A NEW INSIGHT INTO THE CHARACTER OF THE HERO.--A +CONFERENCE BETWEEN TWO BROTHERS. + +A DAY or two after the conversation recorded in my last chapter, St. +John, to my inexpressible regret, left us for London; however, we had +enjoyed several conferences together during his stay, and when we parted +it was with a pressing invitation on his side to visit him in London, +and a most faithful promise on mine to avail myself of the request. + +No sooner was he fairly gone than I went to seek my uncle; I found him +reading one of Farquhar's comedies. Despite my sorrow at interrupting +him in so venerable a study, I was too full of my new plot to heed +breaking off that in the comedy. In very few words I made the good +knight understand that his descriptions had infected me, and that I was +dying to ascertain their truth; in a word, that his hopeful nephew was +fully bent on going to town. My uncle first stared, then swore, then +paused, then looked at his leg, drew up his stocking, frowned, whistled, +and told me at last to talk to him about it another time. Now, for my +part, I think there are only two classes of people in the world +authorized to put one off to "another time,"--prime ministers and +creditors; accordingly, I would not take my uncle's dismissal. I had +not read plays, studied philosophy, and laid snares for the Abbe +Montreuil without deriving some little wisdom from my experience; so I +took to teasing, and a notable plan it is too! Whoever has pursued it +may guess the result. My uncle yielded, and that day fortnight was +fixed for my departure. + +Oh! with what transport did I look forward to the completion of my +wishes, the goal of my ambition! I hastened forth; I hurried into the +woods; I sang out in the gladness of my heart, like a bird released; I +drank in the air with a rapturous sympathy in its freedom; my step +scarcely touched the earth, and my whole frame seemed ethereal, elated, +exalted by the vivifying inspiration of my hopes. I paused by a little +streamlet, which, brawling over stones and through unpenetrated +thicknesses of wood, seemed, like confined ambition, not the less +restless for its obscurity. + +"Wild brooklet," I cried, as my thoughts rushed into words, "fret on, +our lot is no longer the same; your wanderings and your murmurs are +wasted in solitude and shade; your voice dies and re-awakes, but without +an echo; your waves spread around their path neither fertility nor +terror; their anger is idle, and their freshness is lavished on a +sterile soil; the sun shines in vain for you, through these unvarying +wastes of silence and gloom; Fortune freights not your channel with her +hoarded stores, and Pleasure ventures not her silken sails upon your +tide; not even the solitary idler roves beside you, to consecrate with +human fellowship your melancholy course; no shape of beauty bends over +your turbid waters, or mirrors in your breast the loveliness that +hallows earth. Lonely and sullen, through storm or sunshine, you repine +along your desolate way, and only catch, through the matted boughs that +darken over you, the beams of the wan stars, which, like human hopes, +tremble upon your breast, and are broken, even before they fade, by the +very turbulence of the surface on which they fall. Rove, repine, murmur +on! Such was my fate, but the resemblance is no more. I shall no +longer be a lonely and regretful being; my affections will no longer +waste themselves upon barrenness and stone. I go among the living and +warm world of mortal energies and desires; my existence shall glide +alternately through crested cities, and bowers in which Poetry worships +Love; and the clear depths of my heart shall reflect whatever its young +dreams have shadowed forth, the visioned form, the gentle and fairy +spirit, the Eve of my soul's imagined and foreboded paradise." + +Venting, in this incoherent strain, the exultation which filled my +thoughts, I wandered on, throughout the whole day, till my spirits had +exhausted themselves by indulgence; and, wearied alike by mental +excitement and bodily exertion, I turned, with slow steps, towards the +house. As I ascended the gentle acclivity on which it stood, I saw a +figure approaching towards me: the increasing shades of the evening did +not allow me to recognize the shape until it was almost by my side; it +was Aubrey. + +Of late I had seen very little of him. His devotional studies and +habits seemed to draw him from the idle pursuits of myself and my +uncle's guests; and Aubrey was one peculiarly susceptible of neglect, +and sore, to morbidity, at the semblance of unkindness; so that he +required to be sought, and rarely troubled others with advances: that +night, however, his greeting was unusually warm. + +"I was uneasy about you, Morton," said he, drawing my arm in his; "you +have not been seen since morning; and, oh! Morton, my uncle told me, +with tears in his eyes, that you were going to leave us. Is it so?" + +"Had he tears in his eyes? Kind old man! And you, Aubrey, shall you, +too, grieve for my departure?" + +"Can you ask it, Morton? But why will you leave us? Are we not all +happy here, now? /Now/ that there is no longer any barrier or +difference between us,--/now/ that I may look upon you, and listen to +you, and love you, and /own/ that I love you? Why will you leave us +now? And [continued Aubrey, as if fearful of giving me time to +answer]--and every one praises you so here; and my uncle and all of us +are so proud of you. Why should you desert our affections merely +because they are not new? Why plunge into that hollow and cold world +which all who have tried it picture in such fearful hues? Can you find +anything there to repay you for the love you leave behind?" + +"My brother," said I, mournfully, and in a tone which startled him,--it +was so different from that which I usually assumed,--"my brother, hear +before you reproach me. Let us sit down upon this bank, and I will +suffer you to see more of my restless and secret heart than any hitherto +have beheld." + +We sat down upon a little mound: how well I remember the spot! I can +see the tree which shadows it from my window at this moment. How many +seasons have the sweet herb and the emerald grass been withered there +and renewed! Ah, what is this revival of all things fresh and youthful +in external Nature but a mockery of the wintry spot which lies perished +and /irrenewable/ within! + +We drew near to each other, and as my arm wound around him, I said, +"Aubrey, your love has been to me a more precious gift than any who have +not, like me, thirsted and longed even for the love of a dog, can +conceive. Never let me lose that affection! And do not think of me +hereafter as of one whose heart echoed all that his lip uttered. Do not +believe that irony, and sarcasm, and bitterness of tongue flowed from a +malignant or evil source. That disposition which seems to you +alternately so light and gloomy had, perhaps, its origin in a mind too +intense in its affections, and too exacting in having them returned. +Till you sought my friendship, three short years ago, none but my uncle, +with whom I could have nothing in common but attachment, seemed to care +for my very existence. I blame them not; they were deceived in my +nature: but blame /me/ not too severely if my temper suffered from their +mistake. Your friendship came to me, not too late to save me from a +premature misanthropy, but too late to eradicate every morbidity of +mind. Something of sternness on the one hand, and of satire on the +other, has mingled so long with my better feelings that the taint and +the stream have become inseparable. Do not sigh, Aubrey. To be +unamiable is not to be ungrateful; and I shall not love you the less if +I have but a few objects to love. You ask me my inducement to leave +you. 'The World' will be sufficient answer. I cannot share your +contempt of it, nor your fear. I am, and have been of late, consumed +with a thirst,--eager, and burning, and unquenchable: it is ambition!" + +"Oh, Morton!" said Aubrey, with a second sigh, longer and deeper than +the first, "that evil passion! the passion which lost an angel heaven." + +"Let us not now dispute, my brother, whether it be sinful in itself, or +whether, if its object be virtuous, it is not a virtue. In baring my +soul before you, I only speak of my motives, and seek not to excuse +them. Perhaps on this earth there is no good without a little evil. +When my mind was once turned to the acquisition of mental superiority, +every petty acquisition I made increased my desire to attain more, and +partial emulation soon widened into universal ambition. We three, +Gerald and ourselves, are the keepers of a treasure more valuable than +gold,--the treasure of a not ignoble nor sullied name. For my part, I +confess that I am impatient to increase the store of honour which our +father bequeathed to us. Nor is this all: despite our birth, we are +poor in the gifts of fortune. We are all dependants on my uncle's +favour; and, however we may deserve it, there would be something better +in earning an independence for ourselves." + +"That," said Aubrey, "may be an argument for mine and Gerald's +exertions; but not for yours. You are the eldest, and my uncle's +favourite. Nature and affection both point to you as his heir." + +"If so, Aubrey, may many years pass before that inheritance be mine! +Why should those years that might produce so much lie fallow? But +though I would not affect an unreal delicacy, and disown my chance of +future fortune, yet you must remember that it is a matter possible, not +certain. My birthright gives me no claim over my uncle, whose estates +are in his own gift; and favour, even in the good, is a wind which +varies without power on our side to calculate the season or the cause. +However this be,--and I love the person on whom fortune depends so much +that I cannot, without pain, speak of the mere chance of its passing +from his possession into mine,--you will own at least that I shall not +hereafter deserve wealth the less for the advantages of experience." + +"Alas!" said Aubrey, raising his eyes, "the worship of our Father in +Heaven finds us ample cause for occupation, even in retirement; and the +more we mix with His creatures, the more, I fear, we may forget the +Creator. But if it must be so, I will pray for you, Morton; and you +will remember that the powerless and poor Aubrey can still lift up his +voice in your behalf." + +As Aubrey thus spoke, I looked with mingled envy and admiration upon the +countenance beside me, which the beauty of a spirit seemed at once to +soften and to exalt. + +Since our conference had begun, the dusk of twilight had melted away; +and the moon had called into lustre--living, indeed, but unlike the +common and unhallowing life of day--the wood and herbage, and silent +variations of hill and valley, which slept around us; and, as the still +and shadowy light fell over the upward face of my brother, it gave to +his features an additional, and not wholly earth-born, solemnity of +expression. There was indeed in his face and air that from which the +painter of a seraph might not have disdained to copy: something +resembling the vision of an angel in the dark eyes that swam with tears, +in which emotion had so little of mortal dross; in the youthful and soft +cheeks, which the earnestness of divine thought had refined by a pale +but transparent hue; in the high and unclouded forehead, over which the +hair, parted in the centre, fell in long and wavelike curls; and in the +lips, silent, yet moving with internal prayer, which seemed the more +fervent, because unheard. + +I did not interrupt him in the prayer, which my soul felt, though my ear +caught it not, was for me. But when he had ceased, and turned towards +me, I clasped him to my breast. "My brother," I said, "we shall part, +it is true, but not till our hearts have annihilated the space that was +between them; not till we have felt that the love of brotherhood can +pass the love of woman. Whatever await you, your devoted and holy mind +will be, if not your shield from affliction, at least your balm for its +wounds. Remain here. The quiet which breathes around you well becomes +your tranquillity within; and sometimes bless me in your devotions, as +you have done now. For me, I shall not regret those harder and harsher +qualities which you blame in me, if thereafter their very sternness can +afford me an opportunity of protecting your gentleness from evil, or +redressing the wrongs from which your nature may be too innocent to +preserve you. And now let us return home in the conviction that we have +in our friendship one treasure beyond the reach of fate." + +Aubrey did not answer; but he kissed my forehead, and I felt his tears +upon my cheek. We rose, and with arms still embracing each other as we +walked, bent our steps to the house. + +Ah, earth! what hast thou more beautiful than the love of those whose +ties are knit by nature, and whose union seems ordained to begin from +the very moment of their birth? + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +FIRST LOVE. + +WE are under very changeful influences in this world! The night on +which occurred the interview with Aubrey that I have just narrated, I +was burning to leave Devereux Court. Within one little week from that +time my eagerness was wonderfully abated. The sagacious reader will +readily discover the cause of this alteration. About eight miles from +my uncle's house was a seaport town; there were many and varied rides +leading to it, and the town was a favourite place of visitation with all +the family. Within a few hundred yards of the town was a small cottage, +prettily situated in the midst of a garden, kept with singular neatness, +and ornamented with several rare shrubs and exotics. I had more than +once observed in the garden of this house a female in the very first +blush of youth, and beautiful enough to excite within me a strong +curiosity to learn the owner of the cottage. I inquired, and +ascertained that its tenant was a Spaniard of high birth, and one who +had acquired a melancholy celebrity by his conduct and misfortunes in +the part he had taken in a certain feeble but gallant insurrection in +his native country. He had only escaped with life and a very small sum +of money, and now lived in the obscure seaport of ------, a refugee and +a recluse. He was a widower, and had only one child,--a daughter; and I +was therefore at no loss to discover who was the beautiful female I had +noted and admired. + +On the day after my conversation with Aubrey detailed in the last +chapter, in riding past this cottage alone, I perceived a crowd +assembled round the entrance; I paused to inquire the cause. + +"Why, your honour," quoth a senior of the village, "I believe the +tipstaves be come to take the foreigner for not paying his rent; and he +does not understand our English liberty like, and has drawn his sword, +and swears, in his outlandish lingo, he will not be made prisoner +alive." + +I required no further inducement to make me enter the house. The crowd +gave way when they saw me dismount, and suffered me to penetrate into +the first apartment. There I found the gallant old Spaniard with his +sword drawn, keeping at bay a couple of sturdy-looking men, who appeared +to be only prevented from using violence by respect for the person or +the safety of a young woman, who clung to her father's knees and +implored him not to resist where resistance was so unavailing. Let me +cut short this scene; I dismissed the bailiffs, and paid the debt. I +then endeavoured to explain to the Spaniard, in French, for he scarcely +understood three words of our language, the cause of a rudeness towards +him which he persisted in calling a great insult and inhospitality +manifested to a stranger and an exile. I succeeded at length in +pacifying him. I remained for more than an hour at the cottage, and I +left it with a heart beating at a certain persuasion that I had +established therein the claim of acquaintance and visitation. + +Will the reader pardon me for having curtailed this scene? It is +connected with a subject on which I shall better endure to dwell as my +narrative proceeds. From that time I paid frequent visits to the +cottage; the Spaniard soon grew intimate with me, and I thought the +daughter began to blush when I entered, and to sigh when I departed. + +One evening I was conversing with Don Diego D'Alvarez (such was the +Spaniard's name), as he sat without the threshold, inhaling the gentle +air, that stole freshness from the rippling sea that spread before us, +and fragrance from the earth, over which the summer now reigned in its +most mellow glory. Isora (the daughter) sat at a little distance. + +"How comes it," said Don Diego, "that you have never met our friend +Senor Bar--Bar--these English names are always escaping my memory. How +is he called, Isora?" + +"Mr.--Mr. Barnard," said Isora (who, brought early to England, spoke its +language like a native), but with evident confusion, and looking down as +she spoke--"Mr. Barnard, I believe, you mean." + +"Right, my love," rejoined the Spaniard, who was smoking a long pipe +with great gravity, and did not notice his daughter's embarrassment,--"a +fine youth, but somewhat shy and over-modest in manner." + +"Youth!" thought I, and I darted a piercing look towards Isora. "How +comes it, indeed," I said aloud, "that I have not met him? Is he a +friend of long standing?" + +"Nay, not very,--perhaps of some six weeks earlier date than you, Senor +Don Devereux. I pressed him, when he called this morning, to tarry your +coming: but, poor youth, he is diffident, and not yet accustomed to mix +freely with strangers, especially those of rank; our own presence a +little overawes him;" and from Don Diego's gray mustachios issued a yet +fuller cloud than was ordinarily wont to emerge thence. + +My eyes were still fixed on Isora; she looked up, met them, blushed +deeply, rose, and disappeared within the house. I was already +susceptible of jealousy. My lip trembled as I resumed: "And will Don +Diego pardon me for inquiring how commenced his knowledge of this +ingenuous youth?" + +The question was a little beyond the pale of good breeding; perhaps the +Spaniard, who was tolerably punctilious in such matters, thought so, for +he did not reply. I was sensible of my error, and apologizing for it, +insinuated, nevertheless, the question in a more respectful and covert +shape. Still Don Diego, inhaling the fragrant weed with renewed +vehemence, only--like Pion's tomb, recorded by Pausanias--replied to the +request of his petitioner /by smoke/. I did not venture to renew my +interrogatories, and there was a long silence. My eyes fixed their gaze +on the door by which Isora had disappeared. In vain; she returned not; +and as the chill of the increasing evening began now to make itself felt +by the frame of one accustomed to warmer skies, the Spaniard soon rose +to re-enter his house, and I took my farewell for the night. + +There were many ways (as I before said) by which I could return home, +all nearly equal in picturesque beauty; for the county in which my +uncle's estates were placed was one where stream roved and woodland +flourished even to the very strand or cliff of the sea. The shortest +route, though one the least frequented by any except foot-passengers, +was along the coast, and it was by this path that I rode slowly +homeward. On winding a curve in the road about one mile from Devereux +Court, the old building broke slowly, tower by tower, upon me. I have +never yet described the house, and perhaps it will not be uninteresting +to the reader if I do so now. + +It had anciently belonged to Ralph de Bigod. From his possession it had +passed into that of the then noblest branch the stem of Devereux, +whence, without break or flaw in the direct line of heritage, it had +ultimately descended to the present owner. It was a pile of vast +extent, built around three quadrangular courts, the farthest of which +spread to the very verge of the gray, tall cliffs that overhung the sea; +in this court was a rude tower, which, according to tradition, had +contained the apartments ordinarily inhabited by our ill-fated namesake +and distant kinsman, Robert Devereux, the favourite and the victim of +Elizabeth, whenever he had honoured the mansion with a visit. There was +nothing, it is true, in the old tower calculated to flatter the +tradition, for it contained only two habitable rooms, communicating with +each other, and by no means remarkable for size or splendour; and every +one of our household, save myself, was wont to discredit the idle rumour +which would assign to so distinguished a guest so unseemly a lodgment. +But, as I looked from the narrow lattices of the chambers, over the wide +expanse of ocean and of land which they commanded; as I noted, too, that +the tower was utterly separated from the rest of the house, and that the +convenience of its site enabled one on quitting it, to escape at once, +and privately, either to the solitary beach, or to the glades and groves +of the wide park which stretched behind,--I could not help indulging the +belief that the unceremonious and not unromantic noble had himself +selected his place of retirement, and that, in so doing, the gallant of +a stately court was not perhaps undesirous of securing at well-chosen +moments a brief relaxation from the heavy honours of country homage; or +that the patron and poetic admirer of the dreaming Spenser might have +preferred, to all more gorgeous accommodation, the quiet and unseen +egress to that sea and shore, which, if we may believe the accomplished +Roman,* are so fertile in the powers of inspiration. + + +* "O mare, O litus, verum secretumque Movoetov, quam multa dictatis, +quam multa invenitis!"--PLINIUS. + +"O sea, O shore, true and secret sanctuary of the Muses, how many things +ye dictate, how many things ye discover!" + + +However this be, I had cheated myself into the belief that my conjecture +was true, and I had petitioned my uncle, when, on leaving school, he +assigned to each of us our several apartments, to grant me the exclusive +right to this dilapidated tower. I gained my boon easily enough; +and--so strangely is our future fate compounded from past trifles--I +verily believe that the strong desire which thenceforth seized me to +visit courts and mix with statesmen--which afterwards hurried me into +intrigue, war, the plots of London, the dissipations of Paris, the +perilous schemes of Petersburg, nay, the very hardships of a Cossack +tent--was first formed by the imaginary honour of inhabiting the same +chamber as the glittering but ill-fated courtier of my own name. Thus +youth imitates where it should avoid; and thus that which should have +been to me a warning became an example. + +In the oaken floor to the outer chamber of this tower was situated a +trap-door, the entrance into a lower room or rather cell, fitted up as a +bath; and here a wooden door opened into a long subterranean passage +that led out into a cavern by the sea-shore. This cave, partly by +nature, partly by art, was hollowed into a beautiful Gothic form; and +here, on moonlight evenings, when the sea crept gently over the yellow +and smooth sands and the summer tempered the air from too keen a +freshness, my uncle had often in his younger days, ere gout and rheum +had grown familiar images, assembled his guests. It was a place which +the echoes peculiarly adapted for music; and the scene was certainly not +calculated to diminish the effect of "sweet sounds." Even now, though +my uncle rarely joined us, we were often wont to hold our evening revels +in this spot; and the high cliffs, circling either side in the form of a +bay, tolerably well concealed our meetings from the gaze of the vulgar. +It is true (for these cliffs were perforated with numerous excavations) +that some roving peasant, mariner, or perchance smuggler, would now and +then, at low water, intrude upon us. But our London Nereids and courtly +Tritons were always well pleased with the interest of what they +graciously termed "an adventure;" and our assemblies were too numerous +to think an unbroken secrecy indispensable. Hence, therefore, the +cavern was almost considered a part of the house itself; and though +there was an iron door at the entrance which it gave to the passage +leading to my apartments, yet so great was our confidence in our +neighbours or ourselves that it was rarely secured, save as a defence +against the high tides of winter. + +The stars were shining quietly over the old gray castle (for castle it +really was), as I now came within view of it. To the left, and in the +rear of the house, the trees of the park, grouped by distance, seemed +blent into one thick mass of wood; to the right, as I now (descending +the cliff by a gradual path) entered on the level sands, and at about +the distance of a league from the main shore, a small islet, notorious +as the resort and shelter of contraband adventurers, scarcely relieved +the wide and glassy azure of the waves. The tide was out; and passing +through one of the arches worn in the bay, I came somewhat suddenly by +the cavern. Seated there on a crag of stone I found Aubrey. + +My acquaintance with Isora and her father had so immediately succeeded +the friendly meeting with Aubrey which I last recorded, and had so +utterly engrossed my time and thoughts, that I had not taken of that +interview all the brotherly advantage which I might have done. My heart +now smote me for my involuntary negligence. I dismounted, and fastening +my horse to one of a long line of posts that ran into the sea, +approached Aubrey and accosted him. + +"Alone, Aubrey? and at an hour when my uncle always makes the old walls +ring with revel? Hark! can you not hear the music even now? It comes +from the ball-room, I think, does it not?" + +"Yes," said Aubrey, briefly, and looking down upon a devotional book, +which (as was his wont) he had made his companion. + +"And we are the only truants!--Well, Gerald will supply our places with +a lighter step, and, perhaps, a merrier heart." + +Aubrey sighed. I bent over him affectionately (I loved that boy with +something of a father's as well as a brother's love), and as I did bend +over him, I saw that his eyelids were red with weeping. + +"My brother--my own dear brother," said I, "what grieves you?--are we +not friends, and more than friends?--what can grieve you that grieves +not me?" + +Suddenly raising his head, Aubrey gazed at me with a long, searching +intentness of eye; his lips moved, but he did not answer. + +"Speak to me, Aubrey," said I, passing my arm over his shoulder; "has +any one, anything, hurt you? See, now, if I cannot remedy the evil." + +"Morton," said Aubrey, speaking very slowly, "do you believe that Heaven +pre-orders as well as foresees our destiny?" + +"It is the schoolman's question," said I, smiling; "but I know how these +idle subtleties vex the mind; and you, my brother, are ever too occupied +with considerations of the future. If Heaven does pre-order our +destiny, we know that Heaven is merciful, and we should be fearless, as +we arm ourselves in that knowledge." + +"Morton Devereux," said Aubrey, again repeating my name, and with an +evident inward effort that left his lip colourless, and yet lit his dark +dilating eye with a strange and unwonted fire,--"Morton Devereux, I feel +that I am predestined to the power of the Evil One!" + +I drew back, inexpressibly shocked. "Good Heavens!" I exclaimed, "what +can induce you to cherish so terrible a phantasy? what can induce you +to wrong so fearfully the goodness and mercy of our Creator?" + +Aubrey shrank from my arm, which had still been round him, and covered +his face with his hands. I took up the book he had been reading; it was +a Latin treatise on predestination, and seemed fraught with the most +gloomy and bewildering subtleties. I sat down beside him, and pointed +out the various incoherencies and contradictions of the work, and the +doctrine it espoused: so long and so earnestly did I speak that at +length Aubrey looked up, seemingly cheered and relieved. + +"I wish," said he, timidly, "I wish that you loved me, and that you +loved /me only/: but you love pleasure, and power, and show, and wit, +and revelry; and you know not what it is to feel for me as I feel at +times for you,--nay, perhaps you really dislike or despise me." + +Aubrey's voice grew bitter in its tone as he concluded these words, and +I was instantly impressed with the belief that some one had insinuated +distrust of my affection for him. + +"Why should you think thus?" I said; "has any cause occurred of late to +make you deem my affection for you weaker than it was? Has any one +hinted a surmise that I do not repay your brotherly regard?" + +Aubrey did not answer. + +"Has Gerald," I continued, "jealous of our mutual attachment, uttered +aught tending to diminish it? Yes, I see that he has." + +Aubrey remained motionless, sullenly gazing downward and still silent. + +"Speak," said I, "in justice to both of us,--speak! You know, Aubrey, +how I /have/ loved and love you: put your arms round me, and say that +thing on earth which you wish me to do, and it shall be done!" + +Aubrey looked up; he met my eyes, and he threw himself upon my neck, and +burst into a violent paroxysm of tears. + +I was greatly affected. "I see my fault," said I, soothing him; "you +are angry, and with justice, that I have neglected you of late; and, +perhaps, while I ask your confidence, you suspect that there is some +subject on which I should have granted you mine. You are right, and, at +a fitter moment, I will. Now let us return homeward: our uncle is never +merry when we are absent; and when my mother misses your dark locks and +fair cheek, I fancy that she sees little beauty in the ball. And yet, +Aubrey," I added, as he now rose from my embrace and dried his tears, "I +will own to you that I love this scene better than any, however gay, +within;" and I turned to the sea, starlit as it was, and murmuring with +a silver voice, and I became suddenly silent. + +There was a long pause. I believe we both felt the influence of the +scene around us, softening and tranquillizing our hearts; for, at +length, Aubrey put his hand in mine, and said, "You were always more +generous and kind than I, Morton, though there are times when you seem +different from what you are; and I know you have already forgiven me." + +I drew him affectionately towards me, and we went home. But although I +meant from that night to devote myself more to Aubrey than I had done of +late, my hourly increasing love for Isora interfered greatly with my +resolution. In order, however, to excuse any future neglect, I, the +very next morning, bestowed upon him my confidence. Aubrey did not much +encourage my passion: he represented to me Isora's situation, my own +youth, my own worldly ambition; and, more than all (reminding me of my +uncle's aversion even to the most prosperous and well-suited marriage), +he insisted upon the certainty that Sir William would never yield +consent to the lawful consummation of so unequal a love. I was not too +well pleased with this reception of my tale, and I did not much trouble +my adviser with any further communication and confidence on the subject. +Day after day I renewed my visits to the Spaniard's cottage; and yet +time passed on, and I had not told Isora a syllable of my love. I was +inexpressibly jealous of this Barnard, whom her father often eulogized, +and whom I never met. There appeared to be some mystery in his +acquaintance with Don Diego, which that personage carefully concealed; +and once, when I was expressing my surprise to have so often missed +seeing his friend, the Spaniard shook his head gravely, and said that he +had now learnt the real reason for it: there were circumstances of state +which made men fearful of new acquaintances even in their own country. +He drew back, as if he had said too much, and left me to conjecture that +Barnard was connected with him in some intrigue, more delightful in +itself than agreeable to the government. This belief was strengthened +by my noting that Alvarez was frequently absent from home, and this too +in the evening, when he was generally wont to shun the bleakness of the +English air,--an atmosphere, by the by, which I once heard a Frenchman +wittily compare to Augustus placed between Horace and Virgil; namely, in +the /bon mot/ of the emperor himself, /between sighs and tears/. + +But Isora herself never heard the name of this Barnard mentioned without +a visible confusion, which galled me to the heart; and at length, unable +to endure any longer my suspense upon the subject, I resolved to seek +from her own lips its termination. I long tarried my opportunity; it +was one evening that coming rather unexpectedly to the cottage, I was +informed by the single servant that Don Diego had gone to the +neighbouring town, but that Isora was in the garden. Small as it was, +this garden had been cultivated with some care, and was not devoid of +variety. A high and very thick fence of living box-wood, closely +interlaced with the honeysuckle and the common rose, screened a few +plots of rarer flowers, a small circular fountain, and a rustic arbour, +both from the sea breezes and the eyes of any passer-by, to which the +open and unsheltered portion of the garden was exposed. When I passed +through the opening cut in the fence, I was somewhat surprised at not +immediately seeing Isora. Perhaps she was in the arbour. I approached +the arbour trembling. What was my astonishment and my terror when I +beheld her stretched lifeless on the ground! + +I uttered a loud cry, and sprang forward. I raised her from the earth, +and supported her in my arms; her complexion--through whose pure and +transparent white the wandering blood was wont so gently, yet so +glowingly, to blush, undulating while it blushed, as youngest +rose-leaves which the air just stirs into trembling--was blanched into +the hues of death. My kisses tinged it with a momentary colour not its +own; and yet as I pressed her to my heart, methought hers, which seemed +still before, began as if by an involuntary sympathy, palpably and +suddenly to throb against my own. My alarm melted away as I held her +thus,--nay, I would not, if I could, have recalled her /yet/ to life; I +was forgetful, I was unheeding, I was unconscious of all things else,--a +few broken and passionate words escaped my lips, but even they ceased +when I felt her breath just stirring and mingling with my own. It +seemed to me as if all living kind but ourselves had, by a spell, +departed from the earth, and we were left alone with the breathless and +inaudible Nature from which spring the love and the life of all things. + +Isora slowly recovered; her eyes in opening dwelt upon mine; her blood +rushed at once to her cheek, and as suddenly left it hueless as before. +She rose from my embrace, but I still extended my arms towards her; and +words over which I had no control, and of which now I have no +remembrance, rushed from my lips. Still pale, and leaning against the +side of the arbour, Isora heard me, as--confused, incoherent, impetuous, +but still intelligible to her--my released heart poured itself forth. +And when I had ceased, she turned her face towards me, and my blood +seemed at once frozen in its channel. Anguish, deep ineffable anguish, +was depicted upon every feature; and when she strove at last to speak, +her lips quivered so violently that, after a vain effort, she ceased +abruptly. I again approached; I seized her hand, which I covered with +my kisses. + +"Will you not answer me, Isora?" said I, trembling. "/Be/ silent, +then; but give me one look, one glance of hope, of pardon, from those +dear eyes, and I ask no more." + +Isora's whole frame seemed sinking beneath her emotions; she raised her +head, and looked hurriedly and fearfully round; my eye followed hers, +and I then saw upon the damp ground the recent print of a man's +footstep, not my own: and close to the spot where I had found Isora lay +a man's glove. A pang shot through me; I felt my eyes flash fire, and +my brow darken, as I turned to Isora and said, "I see it; I see all: I +have a rival, who has but just left you; you love me not; your +affections are for him!" Isora sobbed violently, but made no reply. +"You love him," said I, but in a milder and more mournful tone, "you +love him; it is enough; I will persecute you no more; and yet--" I +paused a moment, for the remembrance of many a sign, which my heart had +interpreted flatteringly, flashed upon me, and my voice faltered. +"Well, I have no right to murmur--only, Isora--only tell me with your +lips that you love another, and I will depart in peace." + +Very slowly Isora turned her eyes to me, and even through her tears they +dwelt upon me with a tender and a soft reproach. + +"You love another?" said I; and from her lips, which scarcely parted, +came a single word which thrilled to my heart like fire,--"No!" + +"No!" I repeated, "no? say that again, and again; yet who then is this +that has dared so to agitate and overpower you? Who is he whom you have +met, and whom, even now while I speak, you tremble to hear me recur to? +Answer me one word: is it this mysterious stranger whom your father +honours with his friendship? is it Barnard?" + +Alarm and fear again wholly engrossed the expression of Isora's +countenance. + +"Barnard!" she said; "yes--yes--it is Barnard!" + +"Who is he?" I cried vehemently; "who or what is he; and of what nature +is his influence upon you? Confide in me," and I poured forth a long +tide of inquiry and solicitation. + +By the time I had ended, Isora seemed to have recovered herself. With +her softness was mingled something of spirit and self-control, which was +rare alike in her country and her sex. + +"Listen to me!" said she, and her voice, which faltered a little at +first, grew calm and firm as she proceeded. "You profess to love me: I +am not worthy your love; and if, Count Devereux, I do not reject nor +disclaim it--for I am a woman, and a weak and fond one--I will not at +least wrong you by encouraging hopes which I may not and I dare not +fulfil. I cannot,--" here she spoke with a fearful distinctness,--"I +cannot, I can never be yours; and when you ask me to be so, you know not +what you ask nor what perils you incur. Enough; I am grateful to you. +The poor exiled girl is grateful for your esteem--and--and your +affection. She will never forget them,--never! But be this our last +meeting--our very last--God bless you, Morton!" and, as she read my +heart, pierced and agonized as it was, in my countenance, Isora bent +over me, for I knelt beside her, and I felt her tears upon my +cheek,--"God bless you--and farewell!" + +"You insult, you wound me," said I, bitterly, "by this cold and taunting +kindness; tell me, tell me only, who it is that you love better than +me." + +Isora had turned to leave me, for I was too proud to detain her; but +when I said this, she came back, after a moment's pause, and laid her +hand upon my arm. + +"If it make you happy to know /my/ unhappiness," she said, and the tone +of her voice made me look full in her face, which was one deep blush, +"know that I am not insensible--" + +I heard no more: my lips pressed themselves involuntarily to hers,--a +long, long kiss,--burning, intense, concentrating emotion, heart, soul, +all the rays of life's light into a single focus; and she tore herself +away from me,--and I was alone. + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A DISCOVERY AND A DEPARTURE. + +I HASTENED home after my eventful interview with Isora, and gave myself +up to tumultuous and wild conjecture. Aubrey sought me the next +morning: I narrated to him all that had occurred: he said little, but +that little enraged me, for it was contrary to the dictates of my own +wishes. The character of Morose in the "Silent Woman" is by no means an +uncommon one. Many men--certainly many lovers--would say with equal +truth, always provided they had equal candour, "All discourses but my +own afflict me; they seem harsh, impertinent, and irksome." Certainly I +felt that amiable sentiment most sincerely with regard to Aubrey. I +left him abruptly: a resolution possessed me. "I will see," said I, +"this Barnard; I will lie in wait for him; I will demand and obtain, +though it be by force, the secret which evidently subsists between him +and this exiled family." + +Full of this idea, I drew my cloak round me, and repaired on foot to the +neighbourhood of the Spaniard's cottage. There was no place near it +very commodious for accommodation both of vigil and concealment. +However, I made a little hill, in a field opposite the house, my +warder's station, and, lying at full length on the ground, wrapt in my +cloak, I trusted to escape notice. The day passed: no visitor appeared. +The next morning I went from my own rooms, through the subterranean +passage into the castle cave, as the excavation I have before described +was generally termed. On the shore I saw Gerald by one of the small +fishing-boats usually kept there. I passed him with a sneer at his +amusements, which were always those of conflicts against fish or fowl. +He answered me in the same strain, as he threw his nets into the boat, +and pushed out to sea. "How is it that you go alone?" said I; "is there +so much glory in the capture of mackerel and dogfish that you will allow +no one to share it?" + +"There are other sports besides those for men," answered Gerald, +colouring indignantly: "my taste is confined to amusements in which he +is but a fool who seeks companionship; and if you could read character +better, my wise brother, you would know that the bold rover is ever less +idle and more fortunate than the speculative dreamer." + +As Gerald said this, which he did with a significant emphasis, he rowed +vigorously across the water, and the little boat was soon half way to +the opposite islet. My eyes followed it musingly as it glided over the +waves, and my thoughts painfully revolved the words which Gerald had +uttered. "What can he mean?" said I, half aloud; "yet what matters it? +Perhaps some low amour, some village conquest, inspires him with that +becoming fulness of pride and vain-glory; joy be with so bold a rover!" +and I strode away along the beach towards my place of watch; once only I +turned to look at Gerald; he had then just touched the islet, which was +celebrated as much for the fishing it afforded as the smuggling it +protected. + +I arrived at last at the hillock, and resumed my station. Time passed +on, till, at the dusk of evening, the Spaniard came out. He walked +slowly towards the town; I followed him at a distance. Just before he +reached the town, he turned off by a path which led to the beach. As +the evening was unusually fresh and chill, I felt convinced that some +cause, not wholly trivial, drew the Spaniard forth to brave it. My +pride a little revolted at the idea of following him; but I persuaded +myself that Isora's happiness, and perhaps her father's safety, depended +on my obtaining some knowledge of the character and designs of this +Barnard, who appeared to possess so dangerous an influence over both +daughter and sire; nor did I doubt but that the old man was now gone +forth to meet him. The times were those of mystery and of intrigue: the +emissaries of the House of Stuart were restlessly at work among all +classes; many of them, obscure and mean individuals, made their way the +more dangerously from their apparent insignificance. My uncle, a +moderate Tory, was opposed, though quietly and without vehemence, to the +claims of the banished House. Like Sedley, who became so stanch a +revolutionist, he had seen the Court of Charles II. and the character of +that King's brother too closely to feel much respect for either; but he +thought it indecorous to express opposition loudly against a party among +whom were many of his early friends; and the good old knight was too +much attached to private ties to be very much alive to public feeling. +However, at his well-filled board, conversation, generally, though +displeasingly to himself, turned upon politics, and I had there often +listened, of late, to dark hints of the danger to which we were exposed, +and of the restless machinations of the Jacobites. I did not, +therefore, scruple to suspect this Barnard of some plot against the +existing state, and I did it the more from observing that the Spaniard +often spoke bitterly of the English Court, which had rejected some +claims he had imagined himself entitled to make upon it; and that he was +naturally of a temper vehemently opposed to quiet and alive to +enterprise. With this impression, I deemed it fair to seize any +opportunity of seeing, at least, even if I could not question, the man +whom the Spaniard himself confessed to have state reasons for +concealment; and my anxiety to behold one whose very name could agitate +Isora, and whose presence could occasion the state in which I had found +her, sharpened this desire into the keenness of a passion. + +While Alvarez descended to the beach, I kept the upper path, which wound +along the cliff. There was a spot where the rocks were rude and broken +into crags, and afforded me a place where, unseen, I could behold what +passed below. The first thing I beheld was a boat approaching rapidly +towards the shore; one man was seated in it; he reached the shore, and I +recognized Gerald. That was a dreadful moment. Alvarez now slowly +joined him; they remained together for nearly an hour. I saw Gerald +give the Spaniard a letter, which appeared to make the chief subject of +their conversation. At length they parted, with the signs rather of +respect than familiarity. Don Diego returned homeward, and Gerald +re-entered the boat. I watched its progress over the waves with +feelings of a dark and almost unutterable nature. "My enemy! my rival! +ruiner of my hopes!--/my brother/!--/my twin brother/!" I muttered +bitterly between my ground teeth. + +The boat did not make to the open sea: it skulked along the shore, till +distance and shadow scarcely allowed me to trace the outline of Gerald's +figure. It then touched the beach, and I could just descry the dim +shape of another man enter; and Gerald, instead of returning homewards, +pushed out towards the islet. I spent the greater part of the night in +the open air. Wearied and exhausted by the furious indulgence of my +passions, I gained my room at length. There, however, as elsewhere, +thought succeeded to thought, and scheme to scheme. Should I speak to +Gerald? Should I confide in Alvarez? Should I renew my suit to Isora? +If the first, what could I hope to learn from my enemy? If the second, +what could I gain from the father, while the daughter remained averse to +me? If the third,--there my heart pointed, and the third scheme I +resolved to adopt. + +But was I sure that Gerald was this Barnard? Might there not be some +hope that he was not? No, I could perceive none. Alvarez had never +spoken to me of acquaintance with any other Englishman than Barnard; I +had no reason to believe that he ever held converse with any other. +Would it not have been natural too, unless some powerful cause, such as +love to Isora, induced silence,--would it not have been natural that +Gerald should have mentioned his acquaintance with the Spaniard? Unless +some dark scheme, such as that which Barnard appeared to have in common +with Don Diego, commanded obscurity, would it have been likely that +Gerald should have met Alvarez alone,--at night,--on an unfrequented +spot? What that scheme /was/, I guessed not,--I cared not. All my +interest in the identity of Barnard with Gerald Devereux was that +derived from the power he seemed to possess over Isora. Here, too, at +once, was explained the pretended Barnard's desire of concealment, and +the vigilance with which it had been effected. It was so certain that +Gerald, if my rival, would seek to avoid me; it was so easy for him, who +could watch all my motions, to secure the power of doing so. Then I +remembered Gerald's character through the country as a gallant and a +general lover; and I closed my eyes as if to shut out the vision when I +recalled the beauty of his form contrasted with the comparative +plainness of my own. + +"There is no hope," I repeated; and an insensibility, rather than sleep, +crept over me. Dreadful and fierce dreams peopled my slumbers; and, +when I started from them at a late hour the next day, I was unable to +rise from my bed: my agitation and my wanderings had terminated in a +burning fever. In four days, however, I recovered sufficiently to mount +my horse: I rode to the Spaniard's house; I found there only the woman +who had been Don Diego's solitary domestic. The morning before, Alvarez +and his daughter had departed, none knew for certain whither; but it was +supposed their destination was London. The woman gave me a note: it was +from Isora; it contained only these lines: + + +Forget me: we are now parted forever. As you value my peace of mind--of +happiness I do not speak--seek not to discover our next retreat. I +implore you to think no more of what has been; you are young, very +young. Life has a thousand paths for you; any one of them will lead you +from remembrance of me. Farewell, again and again! + + ISORA D'ALVAREZ. + + +With this note was another, in French, from Don Diego: it was colder and +more formal than I could have expected; it thanked me for my attentions +towards him; it regretted that he could not take leave of me in person, +and it enclosed the sum by the loan of which our acquaintance had +commenced. + +"It is well!" said I, calmly, to myself, "it is well; I will forget +her:" and I rode instantly home. "But," I resumed in my soliloquy, "I +will yet strive to obtain confirmation to what perhaps needs it not. I +will yet strive to see if Gerald can deny the depth of his injuries +towards me; there will be at least some comfort in witnessing either his +defiance or his confusion." + +Agreeably to this thought, I hastened to seek Gerald. I found him in +his apartment; I shut the door, and seating myself, with a smile thus +addressed him,-- + +"Dear Gerald, I have a favour to ask of you." + +"What is it?" + +"How long have you known a certain Mr. Barnard?" Gerald changed colour; +his voice faltered as he repeated the name "Barnard!" + +"Yes," said I, with affected composure, "Barnard! a great friend of Don +Diego D'Alvarez." + +"I perceive," said Gerald, collecting himself, "that you are in some +measure acquainted with my secret: how far it is known to you I cannot +guess; but I tell you, very fairly, that from me you will not increase +the sum of your knowledge." + +When one is in a good sound rage, it is astonishing how calm one can be! +I was certainly somewhat amazed by Gerald's hardihood and assurance, but +I continued, with a smile, + +"And Donna Isora, how long, if not very intrusive on your confidence, +have you known her?" + +"I tell you," answered Gerald, doggedly, "that I will answer no +questions." + +"You remember the old story," returned I, "of the two brothers, Eteocles +and Polynices, whose very ashes refused to mingle; faith, Gerald, our +love seems much of the same sort. I know not if our ashes will exhibit +so laudible an antipathy: but I think our hearts and hands will do so +while a spark of life animates them; yes, though our blood" (I added, in +a voice quivering with furious emotion) "prevents our contest by the +sword, it prevents not the hatred and the curses of the heart." + +Gerald turned pale. "I do not understand you," he faltered out,--"I +know you abhor me; but why, why this excess of malice?" + +I cast on him a look of bitter scorn, and turned from the room. + +It is not pleasing to place before the reader these dark passages of +fraternal hatred: but in the record of all passions there is a moral; +and it is wise to see to how vast a sum the units of childish animosity +swell, when they are once brought into a heap, by some violent event, +and told over by the nice accuracy of Revenge. + +But I long to pass from these scenes, and my history is about to glide +along others of more glittering and smiling aspect. Thank Heaven, I +write a tale, not only of love, but of a life; and that which I cannot +avoid I can at least condense. + + + +CHAPTER X. + +A VERY SHORT CHAPTER,--CONTAINING A VALET. + +MY uncle for several weeks had flattered himself that I had quite +forgotten or foregone the desire of leaving Devereux Court for London. +Good easy man! he was not a little distressed when I renewed the subject +with redoubled firmness, and demanded an early period for that event. +He managed, however, still to protract the evil day. At one time it was +impossible to part with me, because the house was so full; at another +time it was cruel to leave him, when the house was so empty. Meanwhile, +a new change came over me. As the first shock of Isora's departure +passed away, I began to suspect the purity of her feelings towards me. +Might not Gerald--the beautiful, the stately, the glittering +Gerald--have been a successful wooer under the disguised name of +Barnard, and /hence/ Isora's confusion when that name was mentioned, and +hence the power which its possessor exercised over her? + +This idea, once admitted, soon gained ground. It is true that Isora had +testified something of favourable feelings towards me; but this might +spring from coquetry or compassion. My love had been a boy's love, +founded upon beauty and coloured by romance. I had not investigated the +character of the object; and I had judged of the mind solely by the +face. I might easily have been deceived: I persuaded myself that I was. +Perhaps Gerald had provided their present retreat for sire and daughter; +perhaps they at this moment laughed over my rivalry and my folly. +Methought Gerald's lip wore a contemptuous curve when we met. "It shall +have no cause," I said, stung to the soul; "I will indeed forget this +woman, and yet, though in other ways, eclipse this rival. Pleasure, +ambition, the brilliancy of a court, the resources of wealth, invite me +to a thousand joys. I will not be deaf to the call. Meanwhile I will +not betray to Gerald, to any one, the scar of the wound I have received; +and I will mortify Gerald, by showing him that, handsome as he is, he +shall be forgotten in my presence!" + +Agreeably to this exquisite resolution, I paid incessant court to the +numerous dames by whom my uncle's mansion was thronged; and I resolved +to prepare, among them, the reputation for gallantry and for wit which I +proposed to establish in town. + +"You are greatly altered since your love," said Aubrey, one day to me, +"but not by your love. Own that I did right in dissuading you from its +indulgence!" + +"Tell me!" said I, sinking my voice to a whisper, "do you think Gerald +was my rival?" and I recounted the causes of my suspicion. + +Aubrey's countenance testified astonishment as he listened. "It is +strange, very strange," said he; "and the evidence of the boat is almost +conclusive; still I do not think it quite sufficient to leave no +loop-hole of doubt. But what matters it? you have conquered your love +now." + +"Ay," I said, with a laugh, "I have conquered it, and I am now about to +find some other empress of the heart. What think you of the Lady +Hasselton?--a fair dame and a sprightly. I want nothing but her love to +be the most enviable of men, and a French /valet-de-chambre/ to be the +most irresistible." + +"The former is easier to obtain than the latter, I fear," returned +Aubrey; "all places produce light dames, but the war makes a scarcity of +French valets." + +"True," said I, "but I never thought of instituting a comparison between +their relative value. The Lady Hasselton, no disparagement to her +merits, is but one woman; but a French valet who knows his /metier/ arms +one for conquest over a thousand;" and I turned to the saloon. + +Fate, which had destined to me the valuable affections of the Lady +Hasselton, granted me also, at a yet earlier period, the greater boon of +a French valet. About two or three weeks after this sapient +communication with Aubrey, the most charming person in the world +presented himself a candidate /pour le supreme bonheur de soigner +Monsieur le Comte/. Intelligence beamed in his eye; a modest assurance +reigned upon his brow; respect made his step vigilant as a zephyr's; and +his ruffles were the envy of the world! + +I took him at a glance; and I presented to the admiring inmates of the +house a greater coxcomb than the Count Devereux in the ethereal person +of Jean Desmarais. + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE HERO ACQUITS HIMSELF HONOURABLY AS A COXCOMB.--A FINE LADY OF THE +EIGHTEENTH CENTURY, AND A FASHIONABLE DIALOGUE; THE SUBSTANCE OF +FASHIONABLE DIALOGUE BEING IN ALL CENTURIES THE SAME. + +"I AM thinking, Morton," said my uncle, "that if you are to go to town, +you should go in a style suitable to your rank. What say you to flying +along the road in my green and gold chariot? 'Sdeath! I'll make you a +present of it. Nay--no thanks; and you may have four of my black +Flanders mares to draw you." + +"Now, my dear Sir William," cried Lady Hasselton, who, it may be +remembered, was the daughter of one of King Charles's Beauties, and who +alone shared the breakfast-room with my uncle and myself,--"now, my dear +Sir William, I think it would be a better plan to suffer the Count to +accompany us to town. We go next week. He shall have a seat in our +coach, help Lovell to pay our post-horses, protect us at inns, scold at +the drawers in the pretty oaths of the fashion, which are so innocent +that I will teach them to his Countship myself; and unless I am much +more frightful than my honoured mother, whose beauties you so gallantly +laud, I think you will own, Sir William, that this is better for your +nephew than doing solitary penance in your chariot of green and gold, +with a handkerchief tied over his head to keep away cold, and with no +more fanciful occupation than composing sonnets to the four Flanders +mares." + +"'Sdeath, Madam, you inherit your mother's wit as well as beauty," cried +my uncle, with an impassioned air. + +"And his Countship," said I, "will accept your invitation without asking +his uncle's leave." + +"Come, that is bold for a gentleman of--let me see, thirteen--are you +not?" + +"Really," answered I, "one learns to forget time so terribly in the +presence of Lady Hasselton that I do not remember even how long it has +existed for me." + +"Bravo!" cried the knight, with a moistening eye; "you see, Madam, the +boy has not lived with his old uncle for nothing." + +"I am lost in astonishment!" said the lady, glancing towards the glass; +"why, you will eclipse all our beaux at your first appearance; +but--but--Sir William--how green those glasses have become! Bless me, +there is something so contagious in the effects of the country that the +very mirrors grow verdant. But--Count--Count--where are you, Count? [I +was exactly opposite to the fair speaker.] Oh, there you are! Pray, do +you carry a little pocket-glass of the true quality about you? But, of +course you do; lend it me." + +"I have not the glass you want, but I carry with me a mirror that +reflects your features much more faithfully." + +"How! I protest I do not understand you!" + +"The mirror is here!" said I, laying my hand to my heart. + +"'Gad, I must kiss the boy!" cried my uncle, starting up. + +"I have sworn," said I, fixing my eyes upon the lady,--"I have sworn +never to be kissed, even by women. You must pardon me, Uncle." + +"I declare," cried the Lady Hasselton, flirting her fan, which was +somewhat smaller than the screen that one puts into a great hall, in +order to take off the discomfort of too large a room,--"I declare, +Count, there is a vast deal of originality about you. But tell me, Sir +William, where did your nephew acquire, at so early an age--eleven, you +say, he is--such a fund of agreeable assurance?" + +"Nay, Madam, let the boy answer for himself." + +"/Imprimis/, then," said I, playing with the ribbon of my +cane,--"/imprimis/, early study of the best authors,--Congreve and +Farquhar, Etherege and Rochester; secondly, the constant intercourse of +company which gives one the spleen so overpoweringly that despair +inspires one with boldness--to get rid of them; thirdly, the personal +example of Sir William Devereux; and, fourthly, the inspiration of +hope." + +"Hope, sir?" said the Lady Hasselton, covering her face with her fan, so +as only to leave me a glimpse of the farthest patch upon her left +cheek,--"hope, sir?" + +"Yes, the hope of being pleasing to you. Suffer me to add that the hope +has now become certainty." + +"Upon my word, Count--" + +"Nay, you cannot deny it; if one can once succeed in impudence, one is +irresistible." + +"Sir William," cried Lady Hasselton, "you may give the Count your +chariot of green and gold, and your four Flanders mares, and send his +mother's maid with him. He shall not go with me." + +"Cruel! and why?" said I. + +"You are too"--the lady paused, and looked at me over her fan. She was +really very handsome--"you are too /old/, Count. You must be more than +nine." + +"Pardon me," said I, "I /am/ nine,--a very mystical number nine is too, +and represents the Muses, who, you know, were always attendant upon +Venus--or you, which is the same thing; so you can no more dispense with +my company than you can with that of the Graces." + +"Good morning, Sir William," cried the Lady Hasselton, rising. + +I offered to hand her to the door; with great difficulty, for her hoop +was of the very newest enormity of circumference; I effected this +object. "Well, Count," said she, "I am glad to see you have brought so +much learning from school; make the best use of it while it lasts, for +your memory will not furnish you with a single simile out of the +mythology by the end of next winter." + +"That would be a pity," said I, "for I intend having as many goddesses +as the heathens had, and I should like to worship them in a classical +fashion." + +"Oh, the young reprobate!" said the beauty, tapping me with her fan. +"And pray, what other deities besides Venus do I resemble?" + +"All!" said I,--"at least, all the celestial ones!" + +Though half way through the door, the beauty extricated her hoop, and +drew back. "Bless me, the gods as well as the goddesses?" + +"Certainly." + +"You jest: tell me how." + +"Nothing can be easier; you resemble Mercury because of your thefts." + +"Thefts!" + +"Ay; stolen hearts, and," added I, in a whisper, "glances; Jupiter, +partly because of your lightning, which you lock up in the said +glances,--principally because all things are subservient to you; +Neptune, because you are as changeable as the seas; Vulcan, because you +live among the flames you excite; and Mars, because--" + +"You are so destructive," cried my uncle. + +"Exactly so; and because," added I--as I shut the door upon the +beauty--"because, thanks to your hoop, you cover nine acres of ground." + +"Ods fish, Morton," said my uncle, "you surprise me at times: one while +you are so reserved, at another so assured; to-day so brisk, to-morrow +so gloomy. Why now, Lady Hasselton (she is very comely, eh! faith, but +not comparable to her mother) told me, a week ago, that she, gave you up +in despair, that you were dull, past hoping for; and now, 'Gad, you had +a life in you that Sid himself could not have surpassed. How comes it, +Sir, eh?" + +"Why, Uncle, you have explained the reason; it was exactly because she +said I was dull that I was resolved to convict her in an untruth." + +"Well, now, there is some sense in that, boy; always contradict ill +report by personal merit. But what think you of her ladyship? 'Gad, +you know what old Bellair said of Emilia. 'Make much of her: she's one +of the best of your acquaintance. I like her countenance and behaviour. +Well, she has a modesty not i' this age, a-dad she has.' Applicable +enough; eh, boy?" + +"'I know her value, Sir, and esteem her accordingly,'" answered I, out +of the same play, which by dint of long study I had got by heart. "But, +to confess the truth," added I, "I think you might have left out the +passage about her modesty." + +"There, now; you young chaps are so censorious; why, 'sdeath, sir, you +don't think the worse of her virtue because of her wit?" + +"Humph!" + +"Ah, boy! when you are my age, you'll know that your demure cats are not +the best; and that reminds me of a little story; shall I tell it you, +child?" + +"If it so please you, Sir." + +"Zauns--where's my snuff-box?--oh, here it is. Well, Sir, you shall +have the whole thing, from beginning to end. Sedley and I were one day +conversing together about women. Sid was a very deep fellow in that +game: no passion you know; no love on his own side; nothing of the sort; +all done by rule and compass; knew women as well as dice, and calculated +the exact moment when his snares would catch them, according to the +principles of geometry. D----d clever fellow, faith; but a confounded +rascal: but let it go no further; mum's the word! must not slander the +dead; and 'tis only my suspicion, you know, after all. Poor fellow: I +don't think he was such a rascal; he gave a beggar an angel once,--well, +boy, have a pinch?--Well, so I said to Sir Charles, 'I think you will +lose the widow, after all,--'Gad I do.' 'Upon what principle of +science, Sir William?' said he. 'Why, faith, man, she is so modest, you +see, and has such a pretty way of blushing.' 'Hark ye, friend +Devereux,' said Sir Charles, smoothing his collar and mincing his words +musically, as he was wont to do,--'hark ye, friend Devereux, I will give +you the whole experience of my life in one maxim: I can answer for its +being new, and I think it is profound; and that maxim is--,' no, faith, +Morton--no, I can't tell it thee: it is villanous, and then it's so +desperately against all the sex." + +"My dear uncle, don't tantalize me so: pray tell it me; it shall be a +secret." + +"No, boy, no: it will corrupt thee; besides, it will do poor Sid's +memory no good. But, 'sdeath, it was a most wonderfully shrewd +saying,--i' faith, it was. But, zounds, Morton, I forgot to tell you +that I have had a letter from the Abbe to-day." + +"Ha! and when does he return?" + +"To-morrow, God willing!" said the knight, with a sigh. + +"So soon, or rather after so long an absence! Well, I am glad of it. I +wish much to see him before I leave you." + +"Indeed!" quoth my uncle; "you have an advantage over me, then! But, +ods fish, Morton, how is it that you grew so friendly with the priest +before his departure? He used to speak very suspiciously of thee +formerly; and, when I last saw him, he lauded thee to the skies." + +"Why, the clergy of his faith have a habit of defending the strong and +crushing the weak, I believe; that's all. He once thought I was dull +enough to damn my fortune, and then he had some strange doubts for my +soul; now he thinks me wise enough to become prosperous, and it is +astonishing what a respect he has conceived for my principles." + +"Ha! ha! ha!--you have a spice of your uncle's humour in you; and, 'Gad, +you have no small knowledge of the world, considering you have seen so +little of it." + +A hit at the popish clergy was, in my good uncle's eyes, the exact acme +of wit and wisdom. We are always clever with those who imagine we think +as they do. To be shallow you must differ from people: to be profound +you must agree with them. "Why, Sir," answered the sage nephew, "you +forget that I have seen more of the world than many of twice my age. +Your house has been full of company ever since I have been in it, and +you set me to making observations on what I saw before I was thirteen. +And then, too, if one is reading books about real life, at the very time +one is mixing in it, it is astonishing how naturally one remarks and how +well one remembers." + +"Especially if one has a genius for it,--eh, boy? And then too, you +have read my play; turned Horace's Satires into a lampoon upon the boys +at school; been regularly to assizes during the vacation; attended the +county balls, and been a most premature male coquette with the ladies. +Ods fish, boy! it is quite curious to see how the young sparks of the +present day get on with their lovemaking." + +"Especially if one has a genius for it,--eh, sir?" said I. + +"Besides, too," said my uncle, ironically, "you have had the Abbe's +instructions." + +"Ay, and if the priests would communicate to their pupils their +experience in frailty, as well as in virtue, how wise they would make +us!" + +"Ods fish! Morton, you are quite oracular. How got you that fancy of +priests?--by observation in life already?" + +"No, Uncle: by observation in plays, which you tell me are the mirrors +of life; you remember what Lee says,-- + + + "''Tis thought + That earth is more obliged to priests for bodies + Than Heaven for souls.'" + + +And my uncle laughed, and called me a smart fellow. + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +THE ABBE'S RETURN.--A SWORD, AND A SOLILOQUY. + +THE next evening, when I was sitting alone in my room, the Abbe +Montreuil suddenly entered. "Ah, is it you? welcome!" cried I. The +priest held out his arms, and embraced me in the most paternal manner. + +"It is your friend," said he, "returned at last to bless and +congratulate you. Behold my success in your service," and the Abbe +produced a long leather case richly inlaid with gold. + +"Faith, Abbe," said I, "am I to understand that this is a present for +your eldest pupil?" + +"You are," said Montreuil, opening the case, and producing a sword. The +light fell upon the hilt, and I drew back, dazzled with its lustre; it +was covered with stones, apparently of the most costly value. Attached +to the hilt was a label of purple velvet, on which, in letters of gold, +was inscribed, "To the son of Marshal Devereux, the soldier of France, +and the friend of Louis XIV." + +Before I recovered my surprise at this sight, the Abbe said: "It was +from the King's own hand that I received this sword, and I have +authority to inform you that if ever you wield it in the service of +France it will be accompanied by a post worthy of your name." + +"The service of France!" I repeated; "why, at present that is the +service of an enemy." + +"An enemy only to a /part/ of England!" said the Abbe, emphatically; +"perhaps I have overtures to you from other monarchs, and the friendship +of the court of France may be synonymous with the friendship of the true +sovereign of England." + +There was no mistaking the purport of this speech, and even in the midst +of my gratified vanity I drew back alarmed. + +The Abbe noted the changed expression of my countenance, and artfully +turned the subject to comments on the sword, on which I still gazed with +a lover's ardour. Thence he veered to a description of the grace and +greatness of the royal donor: he dwelt at length upon the flattering +terms in which Louis had spoken of my father, and had inquired +concerning myself; he enumerated all the hopes that the illustrious +house into which my father had first married expressed for a speedy +introduction to his son; he lingered with an eloquence more savouring of +the court than of the cloister on the dazzling circle which surrounded +the French throne; and when my vanity, my curiosity, my love of +pleasure, my ambition, all that are most susceptible in young minds, +were fully aroused, he suddenly ceased, and wished me a good night. + +"Stay," said I; and looking at him more attentively than I had hitherto +done, I perceived a change in his external appearance which somewhat +startled and surprised me. Montreuil had always hitherto been +remarkably plain in his dress; but he was now richly attired, and by his +side hung a rapier, which had never adorned it before. Something in his +aspect seemed to suit the alteration in his garb: and whether it was +that long absence had effaced enough of the familiarity of his features +to allow me to be more alive than formerly to the real impression they +were calculated to produce, or whether a commune with kings and nobles +had of late dignified their old expression, as power was said to have +clothed the soldier-mien of Cromwell with a monarch's bearing,--I do not +affect to decide; but I thought that, in his high brow and Roman +features, the compression of his lip, and his calm but haughty air, +there was a nobleness, which I acknowledged for the first time. "Stay, +my father," said I, surveying him, "and tell me, if there be no +irreverence in the question, whether brocade and a sword are compatible +with the laws of the Order of Jesus?" + +"Policy, Morton," answered Montreuil, "often dispenses with custom; and +the declarations of the Institute provide, with their usual wisdom, for +worldly and temporary occasions. Even while the constitution ordains us +to discard habits repugnant to our professions of poverty, the following +exception is made: 'Si in occurrenti aliqua occasione, vel necessitate, +quis vestibus melioribus, honestis tamen, indueretur.'"* + + +* "But should there chance any occasion or necessity, one may wear +better though still decorous garments." + + +"There is now, then, some occasion for a more glittering display than +ordinary?" said I. + +"There is, my pupil," answered Montreuil; "and whenever you embrace the +offer of my friendship made to you more than two years ago,--whenever, +too, your ambition points to a lofty and sublime career,--whenever to +make and unmake kings, and in the noblest sphere to execute the will of +God, indemnifies you for a sacrifice of petty wishes and momentary +passions,--I will confide to you schemes worthy of your ancestors and +yourself." + +With this the priest departed. Left to myself, I revolved his hints, +and marvelled at the power he seemed to possess. "Closeted with kings," +said I, soliloquizing,--"bearing their presents through armed men and +military espionage; speaking of empires and their overthrow as of +ordinary objects of ambition; and he himself a low-born and undignified +priest, of a poor though a wise order,--well, there is more in this than +I can fathom: but I will hesitate before I embark in his dangerous and +concealed intrigues; above all, I will look well ere I hazard my safe +heritage of these broad lands in the service of that House which is +reported to be ungrateful, and which is certainly exiled." + +After this prudent and notable resolution, I took up the sword, +re-examined it, kissed the hilt once and the blade twice, put it under +my pillow, sent for my valet, undressed, went to bed, fell asleep, and +dreamed that I was teaching the Marechal de Villars the thrust /en +seconde/. + +But Fate, that arch-gossip, who, like her prototypes on earth, settles +all our affairs for us without our knowledge of the matter, had decreed +that my friendship with the Abbe Montreuil should be of very short +continuance, and that my adventures on earth should flow through a +different channel than, in all probability, they would have done under +his spiritual direction. + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +A MYSTERIOUS LETTER.--A DUEL.--THE DEPARTURE OF ONE OF THE FAMILY. + +THE next morning I communicated to the Abbe my intention of proceeding +to London. He received it with favour. "I myself," said he, "shall +soon meet you there: my office in your family has expired; and your +mother, after so long an absence, will perhaps readily dispense with my +spiritual advice to her. But time presses: since you depart so soon, +give me an audience to-night in your apartment. Perhaps our +conversation may be of moment." + +I agreed; the hour was fixed, and I left the Abbe to join my uncle and +his guests. While I was employing among them my time and genius with +equal dignity and profit, one of the servants informed me that a man at +the gate wished to see me--and alone. + +Somewhat surprised, I followed the servant out of the room into the +great hall, and desired him to bid the stranger attend me there. In a +few minutes, a small, dark man, dressed between gentility and meanness, +made his appearance. He greeted me with great respect, and presented a +letter, which, he said, he was charged to deliver into my own hands, +"with," he added in a low tone, "a special desire that none should, till +I had carefully read it, be made acquainted with its contents." I was +not a little startled by this request; and, withdrawing to one of the +windows, broke the seal. A letter, enclosed in the envelope, in the +Abbe's own handwriting, was the first thing that met my eyes. At that +instant the Abbe himself rushed into the hall. He cast one hasty look +at the messenger, whose countenance evinced something of surprise and +consternation at beholding him; and, hastening up to me, grasped my hand +vehemently, and, while his eye dwelt upon the letter I held, cried, "Do +not read it--not a word--not a word: there is poison in it!" And so +saying, he snatched desperately at the letter. I detained it from him +with one hand, and pushing him aside with the other, said,-- + +"Pardon me, Father, directly I have read it you shall have that +pleasure,--not till then!" and, as I said this, my eye falling upon the +letter discovered my own name written in two places. My suspicions were +aroused. I raised my eyes to the spot where the messenger had stood, +with the view of addressing some question to him respecting his +employer, when, to my surprise, I perceived he was already gone; I had +no time, however, to follow him. + +"Boy," said the Abbe, gasping for breath, and still seizing me with his +lean, bony hand,--"boy, give me that letter instantly; I charge you not +to disobey me." + +"You forget yourself, Sir," said I, endeavouring to shake him off, "you +forget yourself: there is no longer between us the distinction of pupil +and teacher; and if you have not yet learned the respect due to my +station, suffer me to tell you that it is time you should." + +"Give me that letter, I beseech you," said Montreuil, changing his voice +from anger to supplication; "I ask your pardon for my violence: the +letter does not concern you but me; there is a secret in those lines +which you see are in my handwriting that implicates my personal safety. +Give it me, my dear, dear son: your own honour, if not your affection +for me, demands that you should." + +I was staggered. His violence had confirmed my suspicions, but his +gentleness weakened them. "Besides," thought I, "the handwriting /is +his/; and even if my life depended upon reading the letter of another, I +do not think my honour would suffer me to do so against his consent." A +thought struck me,-- + +"Will you swear," said I, "that this letter does not concern me?" + +"Solemnly," answered the Abbe, raising his eyes. + +"Will you swear that I am not even mentioned in it?" + +"Upon peril of my soul, I will." + +"Liar! traitor! perjured blasphemer!" cried I, in an inexpressible rage, +"look here, and here!" and I pointed out to the priest various lines in +which my name legibly and frequently occurred. A change came over +Montreuil's face: he released my arm and staggered back against the +wainscot; but recovering his composure instantaneously, he said, "I +forgot, my son--I forgot--your name is mentioned, it is true, but with +honourable eulogy, that is all." + +"Bravo, honest Father!" cried I, losing my fury in admiring surprise at +his address,--"bravo! However, if that be all, you can have no +objection to allow me to read the lines in which my name occurs; your +benevolence cannot refuse me such a gratification as the sight of your +written panegyric!" + +"Count Devereux," said the Abbe, sternly, while his dark face worked +with suppressed passion, "this is trifling with me, and I warn you not +to push my patience too far. I /will/ have that letter, or--" he ceased +abruptly, and touched the hilt of his sword. + +"Dare you threaten me?" I said, and the natural fierceness of my own +disposition, deepened by vague and strong suspicions of some treachery +designed against me, spoke in the tones of my voice. + +"Dare I?" repeated Montreuil, sinking and sharpening his voice into a +sort of inward screech. "Dare I!--ay, were your whole tribe arrayed +against me. Give me the letter, or you will find me now and forever +your most deadly foe; deadly--ay--deadly, deadly!" and he shook his +clenched hand at me, with an expression of countenance so malignant and +menacing that I drew back involuntarily, and laid my hand on my sword. + +The action seemed to give Montreuil a signal for which he had hitherto +waited. "Draw then," he said through his teeth, and unsheathed his +rapier. + +Though surprised at his determination, I was not backward in meeting it. +Thrusting the letter in my bosom, I drew my sword in time to parry a +rapid and fierce thrust. I had expected easily to master Montreuil, for +I had some skill at my weapon: I was deceived; I found him far more +adroit than myself in the art of offence; and perhaps it would have +fared ill for the hero of this narrative had Montreuil deemed it wise to +direct against my life all the science he possessed. But the moment our +swords crossed, the constitutional coolness of the man, which rage or +fear had for a brief time banished, returned at once, and he probably +saw that it would be as dangerous to him to take away the life of his +pupil as to forfeit the paper for which he fought. He, therefore, +appeared to bend all his efforts towards disarming me. Whether or not +he would have effected this it is hard to say, for my blood was up, and +any neglect of my antagonist, in attaining an object very dangerous, +when engaged with a skilful and quick swordsman, might have sent him to +the place from which the prayers of his brethren have (we are bound to +believe) released so many thousands of souls. But, meanwhile, the +servants, who at first thought the clashing of swords was the wanton +sport of some young gallants as yet new to the honour of wearing them, +grew alarmed by the continuance of the sound, and flocked hurriedly to +the place of contest. At their intrusion we mutually drew back. +Recovering my presence of mind (it was a possession I very easily lost +at that time), I saw the unseemliness of fighting with my preceptor, and +a priest. I therefore burst, though awkwardly enough, into a laugh, +and, affecting to treat the affair as a friendly trial of skill between +the Abbe and myself, resheathed my sword and dismissed the intruders, +who, evidently disbelieving my version of the story, retreated slowly, +and exchanging looks. Montreuil, who had scarcely seconded my attempt +to gloss over our /rencontre/, now approached me. + +"Count," he said, with a collected and cool voice, "suffer me to request +you to exchange three words with me in a spot less liable than this to +interruption." + +"Follow me then!" said I; and I led the way to a part of the grounds +which lay remote and sequestered from intrusion. I then turned round, +and perceived that the Abbe had left his sword behind. "How is this?" I +said, pointing to his unarmed side, "have you not come hither to renew +our engagement?" + +"No!" answered Montreuil, "I repent me of my sudden haste, and I have +resolved to deny myself all further possibility of unseemly warfare. +That letter, young man, I still demand from you; I demanded it from your +own sense of honour and of right: it was written by me; it was not +intended for your eye; it contains secrets implicating the lives of +others besides myself; now, read it if you will." + +"You are right, Sir," said I, after a short pause; "there is the letter; +never shall it be said of Morton Devereux that he hazarded his honour to +secure his safety. But the tie between us is broken now and forever!" + +So saying, I flung down the debated epistle, and strode away. I +re-entered the great hall. I saw by one of the windows a sheet of +paper; I picked it up, and perceived that it was the envelope in which +the letter had been enclosed. It contained only these lines, addressed +me in French:-- + + +A friend of the late Marshal Devereux encloses to his son a letter, the +contents of which it is essential for His safety that he should know. + + C. D. B. + + +"Umph!" said I, "a very satisfactory intimation, considering that the +son of the late Marshal Devereux is so very well assured that he shall +not know one line of the contents of the said letter. But let me see +after this messenger!" and I immediately hastened to institute inquiry +respecting him. I found that he was already gone; on leaving the hall +he had remounted his horse and taken his departure. One servant, +however, had seen him, as he passed the front court, address a few words +to my valet, Desmarais, who happened to be loitering there. I summoned +Desmarais and questioned him. + +"The dirty fellow," said the Frenchman, pointing to his spattered +stockings with a lachrymose air, "splashed me, by a prance of his horse, +from head to foot, and while I was screaming for very anguish, he +stopped and said, 'Tell the Count Devereux that I was unable to tarry, +but that the letter requires no answer.'" + +I consoled Desmarais for his misfortune, and hastened to my uncle with a +determination to reveal to him all that had occurred. Sir William was +in his dressing-room, and his gentleman was very busy in adorning his +wig. I entreated him to dismiss the /coiffeur/, and then, without much +preliminary detail, acquainted him with all that had passed between the +Abbe and myself. + +The knight seemed startled when I came to the story of the sword. +"'Gad, Sir Count, what have you been doing?" said he; "know you not that +this may be a very ticklish matter? The King of France is a very great +man, to be sure,--a very great man,--and a very fine gentleman; but you +will please to remember that we are at war with his Majesty, and I +cannot guess how far the accepting such presents may be held +treasonable." + +And Sir William shook his head with a mournful significance. "Ah," +cried he, at last (when I had concluded my whole story), with a +complacent look, "I have not lived at court, and studied human nature, +for nothing: and I will wager my best full-bottom to a night-cap that +the crafty old fox is as much a Jacobite as he is a rogue! The letter +would have proved it, Sir; it would have proved it!" + +"But what shall be done now?" said I; "will you suffer him to remain any +longer in the house?" + +"Why," replied the knight, suddenly recollecting his reverence to the +fair sex, "he is your mother's guest, not mine; we must refer the matter +to her. But zauns, Sir, with all deference to her ladyship, we cannot +suffer our house to be a conspiracy-hatch as well as a popish chapel; +and to attempt your life too--the devil! Ods fish, boy, I will go to +the countess myself, if you will just let Nicholls finish my wig,--never +attend the ladies /en deshabille/,--always, with them, take care of your +person most, when you most want to display your mind;" and my uncle +ringing a little silver bell on his dressing-table, the sound +immediately brought Nicholls to his toilet. + +Trusting the cause to the zeal of my uncle, whose hatred to the +ecclesiastic would, I knew, be an efficacious adjunct to his diplomatic +address, and not unwilling to avoid being myself the person to acquaint +my mother with the suspected delinquency of her favourite, I hastened +from the knight's apartment in search of Aubrey. He was not in the +house. His attendants (for my uncle, with old-fashioned grandeur of +respect, suitable to his great wealth and aristocratic temper, allotted +to each of us a separate suite of servants as well as of apartments) +believed he was in the park. Thither I repaired, and found him, at +length, seated by an old tree, with a large book of a religious cast +before him, on which his eyes were intently bent. + +"I rejoice to have found thee, my gentle brother," said I, throwing +myself on the green turf by his side; "in truth you have chosen a +fitting and fair place for study." + +"I have chosen," said Aubrey, "a place meet for the peculiar study I am +engrossed in; for where can we better read of the power and benevolence +of God than among the living testimonies of both? Beautiful--how very +beautiful!--is this happy world; but I fear," added Aubrey, and the glow +of his countenance died away,--"I fear that we enjoy it too much." + +"We hold different interpretations of our creed then," said I, "for I +esteem enjoyment the best proof of gratitude; nor do I think we can pay +a more acceptable duty to the Father of all Goodness than by showing +ourselves sensible of the favours He bestows upon us." + +Aubrey shook his head gently, but replied not. + +"Yes," resumed I, after a pause,--"yes, it is indeed a glorious and fair +world which we have for our inheritance. Look how the sunlight sleeps +yonder upon fields covered with golden corn; and seems, like the divine +benevolence of which you spoke, to smile upon the luxuriance which its +power created. This carpet at our feet, covered with flowers that +breathe, sweet as good deeds, to Heaven; the stream that breaks through +that distant copse, laughing in the light of noon, and sending its voice +through the hill and woodland, like a messenger of glad tidings; the +green boughs over our head, vocal with a thousand songs, all +inspirations of a joy too exquisite for silence; the very leaves, which +seem to dance and quiver with delight,--think you, Aubrey, that these +are so sullen as not to return thanks for the happiness they imbibe with +being: what are those thanks but the incense of their joy? The flowers +send it up to heaven in fragrance; the air and the wave, in music. +Shall the heart of man be the only part of His creation that shall +dishonour His worship with lamentation and gloom? When the inspired +writers call upon us to praise our Creator, do they not say to us,--'Be +/joyful/ in your God?'" + +"How can we be joyful with the Judgment-Day ever before us?" said +Aubrey; "how can we be joyful" (and here a dark shade crossed his +countenance, and his lip trembled with emotion) "while the deadly +passions of this world plead and rankle at the heart? Oh, none but they +who have known the full blessedness of a commune with Heaven can dream +of the whole anguish and agony of the conscience, when it feels itself +sullied by the mire and crushed by the load of earth!" Aubrey paused, +and his words, his tone, his look, made upon me a powerful impression. +I was about to answer, when, interrupting me, he said, "Let us talk not +of these matters; speak to me on more worldly topics." + +"I sought you," said I; "that I might do so," and I proceeded to detail +to Aubrey as much of my private intercourse with the Abbe as I deemed +necessary in order to warn him from too close a confidence in the wily +ecclesiastic. Aubrey listened to me with earnest attention: the affair +of the letter; the gross falsehood of the priest in denying the mention +of my name, in his epistle, evidently dismayed him. "But," said he, +after a long silence,--"but it is not for us, Morton,--weak, ignorant, +inexperienced as we are,--to judge prematurely of our spiritual pastors. +To them also is given a far greater license of conduct than to us, and +ways enveloped in what to our eyes are mystery and shade; nay, I know +not whether it be much less impious to question the paths of God's +chosen than to scrutinize those of the Deity Himself." + +"Aubrey, Aubrey, this is childish!" said I, somewhat moved to anger. +"Mystery is always the trick of imposture: God's chosen should be +distinguished from their flock only by superior virtue, and not by a +superior privilege in deceit." + +"But," said Aubrey, pointing to a passage in the book before him, "see +what a preacher of the word has said!" and Aubrey recited one of the +most dangerous maxims in priestcraft, as reverently as if he were +quoting from the Scripture itself. "'The nakedness of truth should +never be too openly exposed to the eyes of the vulgar. It was wisely +feigned by the ancients that Truth did lie concealed in a well!'" + +"Yes," said I, with enthusiasm, "but that well is like the holy stream +at Dodona, which has the gift of enlightening those who seek it, and the +power of illumining every torch which touches the surface of its water!" + +Whatever answer Aubrey might have made was interrupted by my uncle, who +appeared approaching towards us with unusual satisfaction depicted on +his comely countenance. + +"Well, boys, well," said he, when he came within hearing, "a holyday for +you! Ods fish,--and a holier day than my old house has known since its +former proprietor, Sir Hugo, of valorous memory, demolished the nunnery, +of which some remains yet stand on yonder eminence. Morton, my man of +might, the thing is done; the court is purified; the wicked one is +departed. Look here, and be as happy as I am at our release;" and he +threw me a note in Montreuil's writing:-- + + +TO SIR WILLIAM DEVEREUX, KT. + +MY HONOURED FRIEND,--In consequence of a dispute between your eldest +nephew, Count Morton Devereux, and myself, in which he desired me to +remember, not only that our former relationship of tutor and pupil was +at an end, but that friendship for his person was incompatible with the +respect due to his superior station, I can neither so far degrade the +dignity of letters, nor, above all, so meanly debase the sanctity of my +divine profession, as any longer to remain beneath your hospitable +roof,--a guest not only unwelcome to, but insulted by, your relation and +apparent heir. Suffer me to offer you my gratitude for the favours you +have hitherto bestowed on me, and to bid you farewell forever. + + I have the honour to be, + With the most profound respect, etc., + JULIAN MONTREUIL. + + +"Well, sir, what say you?" cried my uncle, stamping his cane firmly on +the ground, when I had finished reading the letter, and had transmitted +it to Aubrey. + +"That the good Abbe has displayed his usual skill in composition. And +my mother? Is she imbued with our opinion of his priestship?" + +"Not exactly, I fear. However, Heaven bless her, she is too soft to say +'nay.' But those Jesuits are so smooth-tongued to women. 'Gad, they +threaten damnation with such an irresistible air, that they are as much +like William the Conqueror as Edward the Confessor. Ha! master Aubrey, +have you become amorous of the old Jacobite, that you sigh over his +crabbed writing, as if it were a /billet-doux/?" + +"There seems a great deal of feeling in what he says, Sir," said Aubrey, +returning the letter to my uncle. + +"Feeling!" cried the knight; "ay, the reverend gentry always have a +marvellously tender feeling for their own interest,--eh, Morton?" + +"Right, dear sir," said I, wishing to change a subject which I knew +might hurt Aubrey; "but should we not join yon party of dames and +damsels? I see they are about to make a water excursion." + +"'Sdeath, sir, with all my heart," cried the good-natured knight; "I +love to see the dear creatures amuse themselves; for, to tell you the +truth, Morton," said he, sinking his voice into a knowing whisper, "the +best thing to keep them from playing the devil is to encourage them in +playing the fool!" and, laughing heartily at the jest he had purloined +from one of his favourite writers, Sir William led the way to the +water-party. + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +BEING A CHAPTER OF TRIFLES. + +THE Abby disappeared! It is astonishing how well everybody bore his +departure. My mother scarcely spoke on the subject; but along the +irrefragable smoothness of her temperament all things glided without +resistance to their course, or trace where they had been. Gerald, who, +occupied solely in rural sports or rustic loves, seldom mingled in the +festivities of the house, was equally silent on the subject. Aubrey +looked grieved for a day or two: but his countenance soon settled into +its customary and grave softness; and, in less than a week, so little +was the Abbe spoken of or missed that you would scarcely have imagined +Julian Montreuil had ever passed the threshold of our gate. The +oblivion of one buried is nothing to the oblivion of one disgraced. + +Meanwhile I pressed for my departure; and, at length, the day was +finally fixed. Ever since that conversation with Lady Hasselton which +has been set before the reader, that lady had lingered and +lingered--though the house was growing empty, and London, in all +seasons, was, according to her, better than the country in any--until +the Count Devereux, with that amiable modesty which so especially +characterized him, began to suspect that the Lady Hasselton lingered on +his account. This emboldened that bashful personage to press in earnest +for the fourth seat in the beauty's carriage, which we have seen in the +conversation before mentioned had been previously offered to him in +jest. After a great affectation of horror at the proposal, the Lady +Hasselton yielded. She had always, she said, been dotingly fond of +children, and it was certainly very shocking to send such a chit as the +little Count to London by himself. + +My uncle was charmed with the arrangement. The beauty was a peculiar +favourite of his, and, in fact, he was sometimes pleased to hint that he +had private reasons for love towards her mother's daughter. Of the +truth of this insinuation I am, however, more than somewhat suspicious, +and believe it was only a little ruse of the good knight, in order to +excuse the vent of those kindly affections with which (while the +heartless tone of the company his youth had frequented made him ashamed +to own it) his breast overflowed. There was in Lady Hasselton's +familiarity--her ease of manner--a certain good-nature mingled with her +affectation, and a gayety of spirit, which never flagged,--something +greatly calculated to win favour with a man of my uncle's temper. + +An old gentleman who filled in her family the office of "the +/chevalier/" in a French one; namely, who told stories; not too long, +and did not challenge you for interrupting them; who had a good air, and +unexceptionable pedigree,--a turn for wit, literature, note-writing, and +the management of lap-dogs; who could attend /Madame/ to auctions, +plays, courts, and the puppet-show; who had a right to the best company, +but would, on a signal, give up his seat to any one the pretty +/capricieuse/ whom he served might select from the worst,--in short a +very useful, charming personage, "vastly" liked by all, and +"prodigiously" respected by none,--this gentleman, I say, by name Mr. +Lovell, had attended her ladyship in her excursion to Devereux Court. +Besides him there came also a widow lady, a distant relation, with one +eye and a sharp tongue,--the Lady Needleham, whom the beauty carried +about with her as a sort of /gouvernante/ or duenna. These excellent +persons made my /compagnons de voyage/, and filled the remaining +complements of the coach. To say truth, and to say nothing of my +/tendresse/ for the Lady Hasselton, I was very anxious to escape the +ridicule of crawling up to the town like a green beetle, in my uncle's +verdant chariot, with the four Flanders mares trained not to exceed two +miles an hour. And my Lady Hasselton's /private/ raileries--for she was +really well bred, and made no jest of my uncle's antiquities of taste, +in his presence, at least--had considerably heightened my intuitive +dislike to that mode of transporting myself to the metropolis. The day +before my departure, Gerald, for the first time, spoke of it. + +Glancing towards the mirror, which gave in full contrast the magnificent +beauty of his person, and the smaller proportions and plainer features +of my own, he said with a sneer, "Your appearance must create a +wonderful sensation in town." + +"No doubt of it," said I, taking his words literally, and arraying my +laced cravat with the air of a /petit-maitre/. + +"What a wit the Count has!" whispered the Duchess of Lackland, who had +not yet given up all hope of the elder brother. + +"Wit!" said the Lady Hasselton; "poor child, he is a perfect simpleton!" + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +THE MOTHER AND SON.--VIRTUE SHOULD BE THE SOVEREIGN OF THE FEELINGS, NOT +THEIR DESTROYER. + +I TOOK the first opportunity to escape from the good company who were so +divided in opinion as to my mental accomplishments, and repaired to my +mother; for whom, despite of her evenness of disposition, verging +towards insensibility, I felt a powerful and ineffaceable affection. +Indeed, if purity of life, rectitude of intentions, and fervour of piety +can win love, none ever deserved it more than she. It was a pity that, +with such admirable qualities, she had not more diligently cultivated +her affections. The seed was not wanting; but it had been neglected. +Originally intended for the veil, she had been taught, early in life, +that much feeling was synonymous with much sin; and she had so long and +so carefully repressed in her heart every attempt of the forbidden fruit +to put forth a single blossom, that the soil seemed at last to have +become incapable of bearing it. If, in one corner of this barren but +sacred spot, some green and tender verdure of affection did exist, it +was, with a partial and petty reserve for my twin-brother, kept +exclusive, and consecrated to Aubrey. His congenial habits of pious +silence and rigid devotion; his softness of temper; his utter freedom +from all boyish excesses, joined to his almost angelic beauty,--a +quality which, in no female heart, is ever without its value,--were +exactly calculated to attract her sympathy, and work themselves into her +love. Gerald was also regular in his habits, attentive to devotion, and +had, from an early period, been high in the favour of her spiritual +director. Gerald, too, if he had not the delicate and dream-like beauty +of Aubrey, possessed attractions of a more masculine and decided order; +and for Gerald, therefore, the Countess gave the little of love that she +could spare from Aubrey. To me she manifested the most utter +indifference. My difficult and fastidious temper; my sarcastic turn of +mind; my violent and headstrong passions; my daring, reckless and, when +roused, almost ferocious nature,--all, especially, revolted the even and +polished and quiescent character of my maternal parent. The little +extravagances of my childhood seemed to her pure and inexperienced mind +the crimes of a heart naturally distorted and evil; my jesting vein, +which, though it never, even in the wantonness of youth, attacked the +substances of good, seldom respected its semblances and its forms, she +considered as the effusions of malignity; and even the bursts of love, +kindness, and benevolence, which were by no means unfrequent in my wild +and motley character, were so foreign to her stillness of temperament +that they only revolted her by their violence, instead of affecting her +by their warmth. + +Nor did she like me the better for the mutual understanding between my +uncle and myself. On the contrary, shocked by the idle and gay turn of +the knight's conversation, the frivolities of his mind, and his +heretical disregard for the forms of the religious sect which she so +zealously espoused, she was utterly insensible to the points which +redeemed and ennobled his sterling and generous character; utterly +obtuse to his warmth of heart,--his overflowing kindness of +disposition,--his charity,--his high honour,--his justice of principle, +that nothing save benevolence could warp,--and the shrewd, penetrating +sense, which, though often clouded by foibles and humorous eccentricity, +still made the stratum of his intellectual composition. Nevertheless, +despite her prepossessions against us both, there was in her temper +something so gentle, meek, and unupbraiding, that even the sense of +injustice lost its sting, and one could not help loving the softness of +her character, while one was most chilled by its frigidity. Anger, +hope, fear, the faintest breath or sign of passion, never seemed to stir +the breezeless languor of her feelings; and quiet was so inseparable +from her image that I have almost thought, like that people described by +Herodotus, her very sleep could never be disturbed by dreams. + +Yes! how fondly, how tenderly I loved her! What tears, secret but deep, +bitter but unreproaching, have I retired to shed, when I caught her cold +and unaffectionate glance! How (unnoticed and uncared for) have I +watched and prayed and wept without her door when a transitory sickness +or suffering detained her within; and how, when stretched myself upon +the feverish bed to which my early weakness of frame often condemned +me,--how have I counted the moments to her punctilious and brief visit, +and started as I caught her footstep, and felt my heart leap within me +as she approached! and then, as I heard her cold tone and looked upon +her unmoved face, how bitterly have I turned away with all that +repressed and crushed affection which was construed into sullenness or +disrespect! O mighty and enduring force of early associations, that +almost seems, in its unconquerable strength, to partake of an innate +prepossession, that binds the son to the mother who concealed him in her +womb and purchased life for him with the travail of death?--fountain of +filial love, which coldness cannot freeze, nor injustice embitter, nor +pride divert into fresh channels, nor time, and the hot suns of our +toiling manhood, exhaust,--even at this moment, how livingly do you gush +upon my heart, and water with your divine waves the memories that yet +flourish amidst the sterility of years? + +I approached the apartments appropriated to my mother: I knocked at her +door; one of her women admitted me. The Countess was sitting on a +high-backed chair, curiously adorned with tapestry. Her feet, which +were remarkable for their beauty, were upon a velvet cushion; three +hand-maids stood round her, and she herself was busily employed in a +piece of delicate embroidery, an art in which she eminently excelled. + +"The Count, Madam!" said the woman who had admitted me, placing a chair +beside my mother, and then retiring to join her sister maidens. + +"Good day to you, my son," said the Countess, lifting her eyes for a +moment, and then dropping them again upon her work. + +"I have come to seek you, dearest mother, as I know not, if, among the +crowd of guests and amusements which surround us, I shall enjoy another +opportunity of having a private conversation with you: will it please +you to dismiss your women?" + +My mother again lifted up her eyes. "And why, my son? surely there +/can/ be nothing between us which requires their absence; what is your +reason?" + +"I leave you to-morrow, Madam: is it strange that a son should wish to +see his mother alone before his departure?" + +"By no means, Morton; but your absence will not be very long, will it?" + +"Forgive my importunity, dear Mother; but /will/ you dismiss your +attendants?" + +"If you wish it, certainly; but I dislike feeling alone, especially in +these large rooms; nor did I think being unattended quite consistent +with our rank: however, I never contradict you, my son," and the +Countess directed her women to wait in the anteroom. + +"Well, Morton, what is your wish?" + +"Only to bid you farewell, and to ask if London contains nothing which +you will commission me to obtain for you?" + +The Countess again raised her eyes from her work. "I am greatly obliged +to you, my dear son; this is a very delicate attention on your part. I +am informed that stomachers are worn a thought less pointed than they +were. I care not, you well know, for such vanities; but respect for the +memory of your illustrious father renders me desirous to retain a seemly +appearance to the world, and my women shall give you written +instructions thereon to Madame Tourville; she lives in St. James's +Street, and is the only person to be employed in these matters. She is +a woman who has known misfortune, and appreciates the sorrowful and +subdued tastes of those whom an exalted station has not preserved from +like afflictions. So you go to-morrow: will you get me the scissors? +They are on the ivory table yonder. When do you return?" + +"Perhaps never!" said I, abruptly. + +"Never, Morton; how singular--why?" + +"I may join the army, and be killed." + +"I hope not. Dear, how cold it is: will you shut the window? pray +forgive my troubling you, but you /would/ send away the women. Join the +army, you say? It is a very dangerous profession; your poor father +might be alive now but for having embraced it; nevertheless, in a +righteous cause, under the Lord of Hosts, there is great glory to be +obtained beneath its banners. Alas, however, for its private evils! +alas, for the orphan and the widow! You will be sure, my dear son, to +give the note to Madame Tourville herself? Her assistants have not her +knowledge of my misfortunes, nor indeed of my exact proportions; and at +my age, and in my desolate state, I would fain be decorous in these +things, and that reminds me of dinner. Have you aught else to say, +Morton?" + +"Yes!" said I, suppressing my emotions, "yes, Mother! do bestow on me +one warm wish, one kind word, before we part: see,--I kneel for your +blessing,--will you not give it me?" + +"Bless you, my child,--bless you! look you now; I have dropped my +needle!" + +I rose hastily, bowed profoundly (my mother returned the courtesy with +the grace peculiar to herself), and withdrew. I hurried into the great +drawing-room, found Lady Needleham alone, rushed out in despair, +encountered the Lady Hasselton, and coquetted with her the rest of the +evening. Vain hope! to forget one's real feelings by pretending those +one never felt! + +The next morning, then, after suitable adieux to all (Gerald excepted) +whom I left behind; after some tears too from my uncle, which, had it +not been for the presence of the Lady Hasselton, I could have returned +with interest; and after a long caress to his dog Ponto, which now, in +parting with that dear old man, seemed to me as dog never seemed before, +I hurried into the Beauty's carriage, bade farewell forever to the +Rubicon of Life, and commenced my career of manhood and citizenship by +learning, under the tuition of the prettiest coquette of her time, the +dignified duties of a Court Gallant and a Town Beau. + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DEVEREUX, BY LYTTON, BOOK I. *** + +******** This file should be named 7624.txt or 7624.zip ********* + +This eBook was produced by Dagny, + and David Widger, + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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