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*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 75331 ***
Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed.
New original cover art included with this eBook is granted to the
public domain.
[Illustration]
THE
FIRESIDE
STORY BOOK:
CONTAINING
"WASTE NOT, WANT NOT,"
"THE BRACELETS," AND
"LAZY LAWRENCE."
BY
MARIA EDGEWORTH
AUTHOR OF "POPULAR TALES," "MORAL TALES," ETC. ETC.
With Illustrations from Original Designs.
PHILADELPHIA:
GEO. S. APPLETON, 148 CHESTNUT STREET.
NEW YORK:
D. APPLETON & CO., 200 BROADWAY.
1 8 4 7.
CONTENTS
WASTE NOT, WANT NOT
THE BRACELETS
LAZY LAWRENCE
THE
FIRESIDE
STORY BOOK
WASTE NOT, WANT NOT;
OR,
TWO STRINGS TO YOUR BOW.
———————————
MR. GRESHAM, a Bristol merchant, who had, by honourable industry and
economy, accumulated a considerable fortune, retired from business
to a new house, which he had built upon the Downs, near Clifton. Mr.
Gresham, however, did not imagine that a new house alone could make
him happy; he did not propose to live in idleness and extravagance;
for such a life would have been equally incompatible with his habits
and his principles. He was fond of children, and as he had no sons, he
determined to adopt one of his relations. He had two nephews, and he
invited both of them to his house, that he might have an opportunity
of judging of their dispositions, and of the habits which they had
acquired.
Hal and Benjamin, Mr. Gresham's nephews, were about ten years old.
They had been educated very differently. Hal was the son of the elder
branch of the family; his father was a gentleman, who spent rather
more than he could afford; and Hal, from the example of the servants
in his father's family, with whom he had passed the first years of his
childhood, learned to waste more of every thing than he used. He had
been told that "gentlemen should be above being careful and saving;"
and he had unfortunately imbibed a notion that extravagance is the sign
of a generous, and economy of an avaricious disposition.
Benjamin, * on the contrary, had been taught habits of care and
foresight; his father had but a very small fortune, and was anxious
that his son should early learn that economy insures independence, and
sometimes puts it in the power of those who are not very rich to be
very generous.
* Benjamin, so called from Dr. Benjamin Franklin.
The morning after these two boys arrived at their uncle's, they were
eager to see all the rooms in the house. Mr. Gresham accompanied them,
and attended to their remarks and exclamations.
"O! What an excellent motto!" exclaimed Ben, when he read the following
words, which were written in large characters, over the chimney-piece,
in his uncle's spacious kitchen:
Waste Not, Want Not.
"Waste not, want not!" repeated his cousin Hal, in rather a
contemptuous tone. "I think it looks too stingy to servants; and no
gentleman's servants, cooks especially, would like to have such a mean
motto always staring them in the face."
Ben, who was not so conversant as his cousin in the ways of cooks and
gentleman's servants, made no reply to these observations.
Mr. Gresham was called away whilst his nephews were looking at the
other rooms in the house. Some time afterwards he heard their voices in
the hall.
"Boys," said he, "what are you doing there!"
"Nothing, sir," said Hal; "you were called away from us; and we did not
know which way to go."
"And have you nothing to do?" said Mr. Gresham.
"No, Sir! Nothing," said Hal, in a careless tone, like one who was well
content with the state of habitual idleness.
"No, Sir, nothing!" replied Ben, in a voice of lamentation.
"Come," said Mr. Gresham, "if you have nothing to do, lads, will you
unpack these two parcels for me?"
The two parcels were exactly alike, both of them well tied up with good
whip-cord. Ben took his parcel to a table, and after breaking off the
sealing-wax began carefully to examine the knot, and then to untie it.
Hal stood still, exactly in the spot where the parcel was put into his
hands, and tried first at one corner, and then at another, to pull the
string off by force:
"I wish these people wouldn't tie up their parcels so tight, as if they
were never to be undone," cried he, as he tugged at the cord; and he
pulled the knot closer instead of loosening it.
"Ben! Why, how did ye get yours undone, man?—What's in your parcel? I
wonder what is in mine! I wish I could get this string off; I must cut
it."
"O, no," said Ben, who had now undone the last knot of his parcel, and
who drew out the length of string with exultation, "don't cut it, Hal;
look what a nice cord this is, and yours is the same; it's a pity to
cut it. 'Waste not, want not!' you know."
"Pooh!" said Hal. "What signifies a bit of packthread?"
"It is whip-cord," said Ben.
"Well, whip-cord! What signifies a bit of whip-cord? You can get a bit
of whip-cord twice as long as that for two-pence; and who cares for
two-pence! Not I, for one! So here it goes," cried Hal, drawing out his
knife; and he cut the cord precipitately in sundry places.
"Lads! Have you undone the parcels for me?" said Mr. Gresham, opening
the parlour door as he spoke.
"Yes, sir," cried Hal; and he dragged off his half cut, half entangled
string—"here's the parcel."
"And here's my parcel, uncle; and here's the string," said Ben.
"You may keep the string for your pains," said Mr. Gresham.
"Thank you, sir," said Ben: "what an excellent whip-cord it is!"
"And you, Hal," continued Mr. Gresham, "you may keep your string too if
it will be of any use to you."
"It will be of no use to me, thank you, sir," said Hal.
"No, I am afraid not, if this be it," said his uncle, taking up the
jagged, knotted remains of Hal's cord.
A few days after this, Mr. Gresham gave to each of his nephews a new
top.
"But how's this?" said Hal. "These tops have no strings; what shall we
do for strings?"
"I have a string that will do very well for mine," said Ben. And he
pulled out of his pocket the fine, long, smooth string which had tied
up the parcel. With this he soon set up his top, which spun admirably
well.
"O, how I wish that I had but a string!" said Hal. "What shall I do for
a string? I'll tell you what; I can use the string that goes round my
hat!"
"But then," said Ben, "what will you do for a hat-band?"
"I'll manage to do without one," said Hal; and he took the string off
his hat for his top. It was soon worn through; and he split his top by
driving the peg too tightly into it.
His cousin Ben let him set up his the next day; but Hal was not more
fortunate or more careful when he meddled with other people's things
than when he managed his own. He had scarcely played with it an hour
before he split it, by driving in the peg too violently. Ben bore this
misfortune with good humour.
"Come," said he, "it can't be helped; but give me the string, because
that may still be of use for something else."
It happened some time afterwards that a lady who had been intimately
acquainted with Hal's mother at Bath, that is to say, who had
frequently met her at the card-table during the winter, now arrived at
Clifton. She was informed by his mother that Hal was at Mr. Gresham's;
and her sons, who were friends of his, came to see him, and invited him
to spend the next day with them.
Hal joyfully accepted the invitation. He was always glad to go out to
dine, because it gave him something to do, something to think of, or at
least something to say. Besides this, he had been educated to think it
was a fine thing to visit fine people; and Lady Diana Sweepstakes (for
that was the name of his mother's acquaintance) was a very fine lady;
and her two sons intended to be very great gentlemen.
He was in a prodigious hurry when these young gentlemen knocked at his
uncle's door the next day; but just as he got to the hall door, little
Patty called to him from the top of the stairs, and told him that he
had dropped his pocket handkerchief.
"Pick it up, then, and bring it to me quick, can't you, child?" cried
Hal. "For Lady Di's sons are waiting for me."
Little Patty did not know any thing about Lady Di's sons; but as she
was very good-natured, and saw that her cousin Hal was, for some reason
or other, in a desperate hurry, she ran down stairs as fast as she
possibly could, towards the landing-place, where the handkerchief lay;
but, alas! before she reached the handkerchief, she fell rolling down
a whole flight of stairs, and when her fall was at last stopped by the
landing-place, she did not cry, but she writhed, as if she was in great
pain.
"Where are you hurt, my love!" said Mr. Gresham, who came instantly on
hearing the noise of some one falling down stairs. "Where are you hurt,
my dear?"
"Here, papa," said the little girl, touching her ankle, which she had
decently covered with her gown; "I believe I am hurt here, but not
much," added she, trying to rise; "only it hurts me when I move."
"I'll carry you; don't move then," said her father; and he took her up
in his arms.
"My shoe, I've lost one of my shoes," said she.
Ben looked for it upon the stairs, and he found it sticking in a loop
of whip-cord, which was entangled round one of the balusters. When this
cord was drawn forth, it appeared that it was the very same jagged,
entangled piece which Hal had pulled off his parcel. He had diverted
himself with running up and down stairs, whipping the balusters with
it, as he thought he could convert it to no better use; and, with his
usual carelessness, he at last left it hanging just where he happened
to throw it when the dinner-bell rang.
Poor little Patty's ankle was terribly sprained, and Hal reproached
himself for his folly, and would have reproached himself longer,
perhaps, if Lady Di Sweepstakes' sons had not hurried him away.
In the evening Patty could not run about as she used to do; but she sat
upon the sofa, and she said that she did not feel the pain of her ankle
so much, whilst Ben was so good as to play at jackstraws with her.
"That's right, Ben; never be ashamed of being good-natured to those
who are younger and weaker than yourself," said his uncle, smiling at
seeing him produce his whip-cord to indulge his little cousin with a
game at her favourite cat's cradle. "I shall not think you one bit less
manly because I see you playing at cat's cradle with a little child of
six years old."
Hal, however, was not precisely of his uncle's opinion; for when he
returned in the evening, and saw Ben playing with his little cousin, he
could not help smiling contemptuously, and asked if he had been playing
at cat's cradle all night. In a heedless manner he made some inquiries
after Patty's sprained ankle, and then he ran on to tell all the news
he had heard at Lady Diana Sweepstakes'—news which he thought would
make him appear a person of vast importance.
"Do you know, uncle—Do you know, Ben," said he, "there's to be the most
famous doings that ever were heard of upon the Downs here, the first
day of next month, which will be in a fortnight, thank my stars! I wish
the fortnight was over; I shall think of nothing else, I know, till
that happy day comes!"
Mr. Gresham inquired why the first of September was to be so much
happier than any other day in the year.
"Why," replied Hal, "Lady Diana Sweepstakes, you know, is a famous
rider, and archer, and all that—"
"Very likely," said Mr. Gresham, soberly; "but what then?"
"Dear uncle!" cried Hal. "But you shall hear. There's to be a race upon
the Downs, the first of September, and after the race, there's to be an
archery meeting for the ladies, and Lady Diana Sweepstakes is to be one
of them. And after the ladies have done shooting—now, Ben, comes the
best part of it!—we boys are to have our turn, and Lady Di is to give a
prize to the best marksman among us of a very handsome bow and arrow!
Do you know, I've been practising already, and I'll show you to-morrow,
as soon as it comes home, the famous bow and arrow that Lady Diana has
given me; but perhaps," added he with a scornful laugh, "you like a
cat's cradle better than a bow and arrow."
Ben made no reply to this taunt at the moment; but the next day, when
Hal's new bow and arrow came home, he convinced him that he knew how to
use it well.
"Ben," said his uncle, "you seem to be a good marksman, though you have
not boasted of yourself. I'll give you a bow and arrow, and perhaps
if you practise, you may make yourself an archer before the first of
September; and in the meantime you will not wish the fortnight over,
for you will have something to do."
"O, sir," interrupted Hal, "but if you mean that Ben should put in for
the prize, he must have a uniform."
"Why must he?" said Mr. Gresham.
"Why, sir, because every body has—I mean every body that's any body;
and Lady Diana was talking about the uniform all dinner time, and it's
settled all about it, except the buttons. The young Sweepstakes are to
get theirs made first for patterns; they are to be white, faced with
green; and they'll look very handsome, I'm sure, and I shall write to
mamma to-night, as Lady Diana bid me, about mine; and I shall tell her
to be sure to answer my letter, without fail, by return of the post:
and then, if mamma makes no objections, which I know she won't, because
she never thinks much about expense, and all that—then I shall bespeak
my uniform, and get it made by the same tailor that makes for Lady
Diana and the young Sweepstakes."
"Mercy upon us!" said Mr. Gresham, who was almost stunned by the
rapid vociferation with which this long speech about the uniform
was pronounced. "I don't pretend to understand these things," added
he, with an air of simplicity; "but we will inquire, Ben, into the
necessity of the case; and if it is necessary, or if you think it
necessary, that you shall have a uniform, why, I'll give you one."
"You, uncle! Will you, indeed?" exclaimed Hal, with amazement painted
in his countenance, "Well, that's the last thing in the world I should
have expected! You are not at all the sort of person I should have
thought would care about a uniform: and now I should have supposed
you'd have thought it extravagant to have a coat on purpose only for
one day. And I'm sure Lady Diana Sweepstakes thought as I do; for when
I told her of that motto over your kitchen chimney, WASTE NOT, WANT
NOT, she laughed, and said that I had better not talk to you about
uniforms, and that my mother was the proper person to write to about
my uniform; but I'll tell Lady Diana, uncle, how good you are, and how
much she was mistaken."
"Take care how you do that," said Mr. Gresham; "for perhaps the lady
was not mistaken."
"Nay, did not you say, just now, you would give poor Ben a uniform?"
"I said I would if he thought it necessary to have one."
"O, I'll answer for it he'll think it necessary," said Hal, laughing,
"because it is necessary."
"Allow him at least to judge for himself," said Mr. Gresham.
"My dear uncle, but I assure you," said Hal, earnestly, "there's no
judging about the matter, because, really, upon my word, Lady Diana
said distinctly that her sons were to have uniforms, white, faced with
green, and a green and white cockade in their hats."
"May be so," said Mr. Gresham, still with the same look of calm
simplicity. "Put on your hats, boys, and come with me. I know a
gentleman whose sons are to be at this archery meeting; and we will
inquire into all the particulars from him. Then after we have seen him,
(it is not eleven o'clock yet,) we shall have time enough to walk on to
Bristol, and choose the cloth for Ben's uniform, if it is necessary."
"I cannot tell what to make of all he says," whispered Hal, as he
reached down his hat; "do you think, Ben, he means to give you this
uniform, or not?"
"I think," said Ben, "that he means to give me one, if it is necessary,
or, as he said, if I think it necessary."
"And that to be sure you will; won't you? Or else you'll be a very
great fool, I know, after all I've told you. How can any one in the
world know so much about the matter as I, who have dined with Lady
Diana Sweepstakes but yesterday, and heard all about it, from beginning
to end? And as for this gentleman that we are going to, I'm sure, if he
knows any thing about the matter, he'll say exactly the same as I do."
"We shall hear," said Ben, with a degree of composure which Hal could
by no means comprehend, when a uniform was in question.
The gentleman upon whom Mr. Gresham called had three sons, who were
all to be at this archery meeting; and they unanimously assured him,
in the presence of Hal and Ben, that they had never thought of buying
uniforms for this grand occasion, and that, amongst the number of their
acquaintance, they knew of but three boys whose friends intended to be
at such an unnecessary expense.
Hal stood amazed.
"Such are the varieties of opinion upon all the grand affairs of life,"
said Mr. Gresham, looking at his nephews. "What amongst one set of
people you hear asserted to be absolutely necessary, you will hear,
from another set of people, is quite unnecessary. All that can be done,
my dear boys, in these difficult cases, is to judge for ourselves,
which opinions, and which people, are the most reasonable."
Hal, who had been more accustomed to think of what was fashionable than
of what was reasonable, without at all considering the good sense of
what his uncle said to him, replied, with childish petulance, "Indeed,
sir, I don't know what other people think; I only know what Lady Diana
Sweepstakes said."
The name of Lady Diana Sweepstakes Hal thought must impress all present
with respect. He was highly astonished, when, as he looked round,
he saw a smile of contempt upon every one's countenance; and he was
yet further bewildered when he heard her spoken of as a very silly,
extravagant, ridiculous woman, whose opinion no prudent person would
ask upon any subject, and whose example was to be shunned, instead of
being imitated.
"Ay, my dear Hal," said his uncle, smiling at his look of amazement,
"these are some of the things that young people must learn from
experience. All the world do not agree in opinion about characters;
you will hear the same person admired in one company and blamed in
another; so that we must still come round to the same point, 'Judge for
yourself.'"
Hal's thoughts were, however, at present too full of the uniform
to allow his judgment to act with perfect impartiality. As soon as
their visit was over, and all the time they walked down the hill from
Prince's Buildings towards Bristol, he continued to repeat nearly the
same arguments which he had formerly used respecting necessity, the
uniform, and Lady Diana Sweepstakes.
To all this Mr. Gresham made no reply; and longer had the young
gentleman expatiated upon the subject, which had so strongly seized
upon his imagination, had not his senses been forcibly assailed at this
instant by the delicious odours and tempting sight of certain cakes and
jellies in a pastry-cook's shop.
"O, uncle," said he, as he was going to turn the corner to pursue the
road to Bristol, "look at those jellies," pointing to a confectioner's
shop. "I must buy some of those good things; for I have got some
half-pence in my pocket."
"Your having half-pence in your pocket is an excellent reason for
eating," said Mr. Gresham, smiling.
"But I really am hungry," said Hal; "you know, uncle, it is a good
while since breakfast."
His uncle, who was desirous to see his nephews act without restraint,
that he might judge of their characters, bid them do as they pleased.
"Come then, Ben, if you've any half-pence in your pocket."
"I am not hungry," said Ben.
"I suppose that means that you've no half-pence," said Hal, laughing,
with a look of superiority, which he had been taught to think the rich
might assume towards those who were convicted either of poverty or
economy.
"Waste not, want not," said Ben to himself. Contrary to his cousin's
surmise, he happened to have two-penny worth of half-pence actually in
his pocket.
At the very moment Hal stepped into the pastry-cook's shop, a poor
industrious man, with a wooden leg, who usually sweeps the dirty corner
of the walk which turns at this spot to the Wells, held his hat to
Ben, who, after glancing his eye at the petitioner's well-worn broom,
instantly produced his two-pence.
"I wish I had more half-pence for you, my good man," said he; "but I've
only two-pence."
Hal came out of Mr. Millar's, the confectioner's shop, with a hat full
of cakes in his hand.
Mr. Millar's dog was sitting on the flags before the door; and he
looked up with a wistful, begging eye at Hal, who was eating a
queen-cake.
Hal, who was wasteful even in his good nature, threw a whole queen-cake
to the dog, who swallowed it for a single mouthful.
"There goes two-pence in the form of a queen-cake," said Mr. Gresham.
Hal next offered some of his cakes to his uncle and cousin.
But they thanked him, and refused to eat any, because, they said, they
were not hungry.
So he ate and ate, as he walked along, till at last he stopped, and
said, "This bun tastes so bad after the queen-cakes, I can't bear it!"
And he was going to fling it from him into the river.
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"O, it is a pity to waste that good bun! We may be glad of it yet,"
said Ben; "give it to me rather than to throw it away."
"Why, I thought you said you were not hungry," said Hal.
"True, I am not hungry now, but that is no reason why I should never be
hungry again."
"Well, there is the cake for you; take it, for it has made me sick; and
I don't care what becomes of it."
Ben folded the refused bit of his cousin's bun in a piece of paper, and
put it into his pocket.
"I'm beginning to be exceedingly tired, or sick, or something," said
Hal, "and as there is a stand of coaches somewhere hereabouts, had we
not better take a coach, instead of walking all the way to Bristol?"
"For a stout archer," said Mr. Gresham, "you are more easily tired
than one might have expected. However, with all my heart, let us take
a coach; for Ben asked me to show him the cathedral yesterday; and I
believe I should find it rather too much for me to walk so far, though
I am not sick with eating good things."
"The Cathedral!" said Hal, after he had been seated in the coach about
a quarter of an hour, and had somewhat recovered from his sickness—"The
cathedral! Why, are we only going to Bristol to see the cathedral? I
thought we came out to see about a uniform."
There was a dulness and melancholy kind of stupidity in Hal's
countenance, as he pronounced these words, like one wakening from a
dream, which made both his uncle and cousin burst out a laughing.
"Why," said Hal, who was now piqued, "I'm sure you did say, uncle, you
would go to Mr.—'s to choose the cloth for the uniform."
"Very true; and so I will," said Mr. Gresham; "but we need not make a
whole morning's work, need we, of looking at a piece of cloth? Cannot
we see a uniform and a cathedral both in one morning?"
They went first to the cathedral. Hal's head was too full of the
uniform to take any notice of the painted window, which immediately
caught Ben's unembarrassed attention. He looked at the large stained
figures on the gothic window; and he observed their coloured shadows on
the floor and walls.
Mr. Gresham, who perceived that he was eager on all subjects to gain
information, took this opportunity of telling him several things about
the lost art of painting on glass, gothic arches, &c., which Hal
thought extremely tiresome.
"Come! Come! We shall be late indeed," said Hal; "surely you've looked
long enough, Ben, at this blue and red window."
"I'm only thinking about these coloured shadows," said Ben.
"I can show you, when we go home, Ben," said his uncle, "an
entertaining paper upon such shadows." *
* Vide Priestley's History of Vision, chapter on Coloured Shadows.
"Hark!" cried Ben. "Did you hear that noise?"
They all listened; and they heard a bird singing in the cathedral.
"It's our old robin, sir," said the lad who had opened the cathedral
door for them.
"Yes," said Mr. Gresham, "there he is, boys—look—perched upon the
organ. He often sits there, and sings, whilst the organ is playing."
"And," continued the lad who showed the cathedral, "he has lived here
these many winters; * they say he is fifteen years old; and he is so
tame, poor fellow, that if I had a bit of bread he'd come down and feed
in my hand."
* This is true.
"I've a bit of bun here," cried Ben, joyfully producing the remains of
the bun which Hal but an hour before would have thrown away. "Pray let
us see the poor robin eat out of your hand."
The lad crumbled the bun, and called to the robin, who fluttered and
chirped, and seemed rejoiced at the sight of the bread; but yet he did
not come down from his pinnacle on the organ.
"He is afraid of us," said Ben; "he is not used to eat before
strangers, I suppose."
"Ah no, sir," said the young man with a deep sigh, "that is not the
thing; he is used enough to eat before company. Time was he'd have come
down for me, before ever so many fine folks, and have eat his crumbs
out of my hand, at my first call. But, poor fellow, it's not his fault
now; he does not know me now, sir, since my accident, because of this
great black patch."
The young man put his hand to his right eye, which was covered with a
huge black patch.
Ben asked what accident he meant; and the lad told him that, but a
few weeks ago, he had lost the sight of his eye by the stroke of a
stone, which reached him as he was passing under the rocks of Clifton,
unluckily, when the workmen were blasting.
"I don't mind so much for myself, sir," said the lad; "but I can't work
so well now, as I used to do before my accident, for my old mother,
who has had a stroke of the palsy; and I've a many little brothers and
sisters, not well able yet to get their own livelihood, though they may
be as willing as willing can be."
"Where does your mother live?" said Mr. Gresham.
"Hard by, sir, just close to the church here. It was her that always
had the showing of it to strangers, till she lost the use of her poor
limbs."
"Shall we, may we, uncle, go that way? This is the house; is not it?"
said Ben, when they went out of the cathedral.
They went into the house. It was rather a hovel than a house; but poor
as it was, it was as neat as misery could make it.
The old woman was sitting up in her wretched bed, winding worsted;
four meager, ill-clothed, pale children, were all busy, some of them
sticking pins in paper for the pinmaker, and others sorting rags for
the papermaker.
"What a horrid place it is," said Hal, sighing. "I did not know
there were such shocking places in the world. I've often seen
terrible-looking tumble-down places, as we drove through the town in
mamma's carriage; but then I did not know who lived in them; and I
never saw the inside of any of them. It is very dreadful, indeed, to
think that people are forced to live in this way. I wish mamma would
send me some more pocket-money, that I might do something for them.
I had half-a-crown; but," continued he, feeling in his pockets, "I'm
afraid I spent the last shilling of it this morning, upon those cakes
that made me sick. I wish I had my shilling now; I'd give it to these
poor people."
Ben, though he was all this time silent, was as sorry as his talkative
cousin for all these poor people. But there was some difference between
the sorrow of these two boys.
Hal, after he was again seated in the hackney-coach, and had rattled
through the busy streets of Bristol for a few minutes, quite forgot
the spectacle of misery which he had seen; and the gay shops in Wine
street, and the idea of his green and white uniform, wholly occupied
his imagination.
"Now for our uniforms," cried he, as he jumped eagerly out of the
coach, when his uncle stopped at the woollen-draper's door.
"Uncle," said Ben, stopping Mr. Gresham before he got out of the
carriage, "I don't think a uniform is at all necessary for me. I'm very
much obliged to you; but I would rather not have one. I have a very
good coat; and I think it would be waste."
"Well, let me get out of the carriage, and we will see about it," said
Mr. Gresham; "perhaps the sight of the beautiful green and white cloth,
and the epaulettes (have you ever considered the epaulettes?) may tempt
you to change your mind."
"O no," said Ben, laughing, "I shall not change my mind."
The green cloth, and the white cloth, and the epaulettes, were
produced, to Hal's infinite satisfaction. His uncle took up a pen, and
calculated for a few minutes; then, showing the back of the letter,
upon which he was writing, to his nephews, "Cast up these sums, boys,"
said he, "and tell me whether I am right."
"Ben, do you do it," said Hal, a little embarrassed; "I am not quick at
figures."
Ben was, and he went over his uncle's calculation very expeditiously.
"It is right, is it?" said Mr. Gresham.
"Yes, sir, quite right."
"Then, by this calculation, I find I could for less than half the money
your uniforms would cost purchase for each of you boys a warm great
coat, which you will want, I have a notion, this winter upon the Downs."
"O, sir," said Hal with an alarmed look; "but it is not winter yet; it
is not cold weather yet. We shan't want great coats yet."
"Don't you remember how cold we were, Hal, the day before yesterday,
in that sharp wind, when we were flying our kites upon the Downs? And
winter will come yet—I am sure, I should like to have a good warm great
coat very much."
Mr. Gresham took six guineas out of his purse; and he placed three of
them before Hal, and three before Ben.
"Young gentlemen," said he, "I believe your uniforms will come to about
three guineas apiece. Now I will lay out this money for you just as you
please, Hal, what say you?"
"Why, sir," said Hal, "a great coat is a good thing, to be sure; and
then, after the great coat, as you said it would only cost half as much
as the uniform, there would be some money to spare, would not there?"
"Yes, my dear, about five-and-twenty shillings."
"Five-and-twenty shillings! I could buy and do a great many things, to
be sure, with five-and-twenty shillings; but then, the thing is, I must
go without the uniform, if I have the great coat."
"Certainly," said his uncle.
"Ah!" said Hal, sighing, as he looked at the epaulettes. "Uncle, if you
would not be displeased, if I choose the uniform—"
"I shall not be displeased at your choosing whatever you like best,"
said Mr. Gresham.
"Well, then, thank you, sir; I think I had better have the uniform;
because, if I have not the uniform now directly, it will be of no use
to me, as the archery meeting is the week after next, you know; and
as to the great coat, perhaps, between this time and the very cold
weather, which, perhaps, won't be till Christmas, papa will buy a great
coat for me; and I'll ask mamma to give me some pocket-money to give
away, and she will, perhaps."
To all this conclusive, conditional reasoning, which depended upon
perhaps, three times repeated, Mr. Gresham made no reply; but he
immediately bought the uniform for Hal, and desired that it should
be sent to Lady Diana Sweepstakes' sons' tailor, to be made up. The
measure of Hal's happiness was now complete.
"And how am I to lay out the three guineas for you, Ben?" said Mr.
Gresham. "Speak—what do you wish for first?"
"A great coat, uncle, if you please."
Mr. Gresham bought the coat; and, after it was paid for,
five-and-twenty shillings of Ben's three guineas remained.
"What next, my boy?" said his uncle.
"Arrows, uncle, if you please? Three arrows."
"My dear, I promised you a bow and arrows."
"No, uncle, you said a bow."
"Well, I meant a bow and arrows. I'm glad you are so exact, however.
It is better to claim less than more than what is promised. The
three arrows you shall have. But go on;—how shall I dispose of these
five-and-twenty shillings for you?"
"In clothes, if you will be so good, uncle, for that poor boy who has
got the great black patch on his eye."
"I always believed," said Mr. Gresham, shaking hands with Ben, "that
economy and generosity were the best friends, instead of being enemies,
as some silly, extravagant people would have us think them. Choose
the poor blind boys' coat, my dear nephew, and pay for it. There's no
occasion for my praising you about the matter: your best reward is in
your own mind, child; and you want no other, or I'm mistaken. Now jump
into the coach, boys, and let's be off. We shall be late, I'm afraid,"
continued he, as the coach drove on; "but I must let you stop, Ben,
with your goods, at the poor boy's door."
When they came to the house, Mr. Gresham opened the coach door, and Ben
jumped out with his parcel under his arm.
"Stay, stay! You must take me with you," said his pleased uncle. "I
like to see people made happy as well as you do."
"And so do I too!" said Hal. "Let me come with you. I almost wish my
uniform was not gone to the tailor's, so I do."
And when he saw the look of delight and gratitude with which the poor
boy received the clothes which Ben gave him, and when he heard the
mother and children thank him, Hal sighed, and said, "Well, I hope
mamma will give me some more pocket-money soon."
Upon his return home, however, the sight of the famous bow and arrow,
which Lady Diana Sweepstakes had sent him, recalled to his imagination
all the joys of his green and white uniform, and he no longer wished
that it had not been sent to the tailor's.
"But I do not understand, cousin Hal," said little Patty, "why you call
this bow a famous bow. You say famous very often; and I don't know
exactly what it means—a famous uniform—famous doings—I remember you
said there was to be famous doings, the first of September, upon the
Downs—What does famous mean?"
"O, why, famous means—Now don't you know what famous means?—It means—It
is a word that people say—It is the fashion to say it—It means—it means
famous."
Patty laughed, and said, "This does not explain it to me."
"No," said Hal, "nor can it be explained. If you don't understand
it, that's not my fault; everybody but little children, I suppose,
understands it; but there's no explaining those sort of words, if you
don't take them at once. There's to be famous doings upon the Downs,
the first of September; that is, grand, fine. In short, what does it
signify talking any longer, Patty, about the matter? Give me my bow;
for I must go out upon the Downs and practise."
Ben accompanied him with the bow and the three arrows which his uncle
had now given to him; and every day these two boys went out upon the
Downs, and practised shooting with indefatigable perseverance. Where
equal pains are taken, success is usually found to be pretty nearly
equal. Our two archers, by constant practise, became expert marksmen;
and before the day of trial, they were so exactly matched in point of
dexterity, that it was scarcely possible to decide which was superior.
The long-expected first of September at length arrived. "What sort of a
day is it?" was the first question that was asked by Hal and Ben, the
moment that they awakened.
The sun shone bright! But there was a sharp and high wind.
"Ha!" said Ben. "I shall be glad of my good great coat to-day; for I've
a notion it will be rather cold upon the Downs, especially when we are
standing still, as we must whilst the people are shooting."
"O, never mind! I don't think I shall feel cold at all," said Hal, as
he dressed himself in his new green and white uniform; and he viewed
himself with much complacency.
"Good morning to you, uncle; how do you do?" said he in a voice of
exultation, when he entered the breakfast-room.
"How do you do?" seemed rather to mean,—How do you like me in my
uniform?
And his uncle's cool "Very well, I thank you, Hal," disappointed him,
as it seemed only to say,—Your uniform makes no difference in my
opinion of you.
Even little Patty went on eating her breakfast much as usual, and
talked of the pleasures of walking with her father to the Downs, and of
all the little things which interested her, so that Hal's epaulettes
were not the principal object of any one's imagination but his own.
"Papa," said Patty, "as we go up the hill where there is so much red
mud, I must take care to pick my way nicely; and I must hold up my
frock, as you desired me; and perhaps you will be so good, if I am not
troublesome, as to lift me over the very bad place where there are no
stepping-stones. My ankle is entirely well, and I'm glad of that, or
else I should not be able to walk as far as the Downs. How good you
were to me, Ben, when I was in pain, the day I sprained my ankle; you
played at jackstraws, and at cat's cradle, with me—O, that puts me
in mind—Here are your gloves, which I asked you that night to let me
mend. I've been a great while about them, but are not they very neatly
mended, papa?—Look at the sewing."
"I am not a very good judge of sewing, my dear little girl," said Mr.
Gresham, examining the work with a close and scrupulous eye; "but, in
my opinion, here is one stitch that is rather too long; the white teeth
are not quite even."
"O, papa, I'll take out that long tooth in a minute," said Patty,
laughing. "I did not think that you would have observed it so soon."
"I would not have you trust to my blindness," said her father, stroking
her head fondly: "I observe every thing. I observe, for instance, that
you are a grateful little girl, and that you are glad to be of use to
those who have been kind to you; and for this I forgive you the long
stitch."
"But it's out, it's out, Papa," said Patty; "and the next time your
gloves want mending, Ben, I'll mend them better."
"They are very nice, I think," said Ben, drawing them on; "and I am
much obliged to you. I was just wishing I had a pair of gloves to keep
my fingers warm to-day, for I never can shoot well when my hands are
numbed. Look, Hal—you know how ragged these gloves were; you said they
were good for nothing but to throw away; now look, there's not a hole
in them," said he, spreading his fingers.
"Now, is it not very extraordinary," said Hal to himself, "that
they should go on so long talking about an old pair of gloves,
without scarcely saying a word about my new uniform? Well, the young
Sweepstakes and Lady Diana will talk enough about it; that's one
comfort."
"Is not it time to think of setting out, sir?" said Hal to his uncle.
"The company, you know, are to meet at the Ostrich, at twelve, and the
race to begin at one, and Lady Diana's horses, I know, were ordered to
be at the door at ten."
Mr. Stephen, the butler, here interrupted the hurrying young gentleman
in his calculations—"There's a poor lad, sir, below, with a great black
patch on his right eye, who is come from Bristol, and wants to speak
a word with the young gentlemen, if you please. I told him they were
just going out with you, but he says he won't detain them above half a
minute."
"Show him up, show him up," said Mr. Gresham.
"But I suppose," said Hal, with a sigh, "that Stephen mistook when he
said the young gentlemen; he only wants to see Ben, I dare say; I'm
sure he has no reason to want to see me."
"Here he comes—O, Ben, he is dressed in the new coat you gave him,"
whispered Hal, who was really a good-natured boy, though extravagant.
"How much better he looks than he did in the ragged coat! Ah! He looked
at you first, Ben!—And well he may!"
The boy bowed, without any cringing but with an open, decent freedom in
his manner, which expressed that he had been obliged, but that he knew
his young benefactor was not thinking of the obligation. He made as
little distinction as possible between his bows to the two cousins.
"As I was sent with a message, by the clerk of our parish, to Redland
chapel, out on the Downs, to-day, sir," said he to Mr. Gresham,
"knowing your house lay in my way, my mother, sir, bid me call and
make bold to offer the young gentlemen two little worsted balls that
she had worked for them," continued the lad, pulling out of his pocket
two worsted balls worked in green and orange-coloured stripes: "they
are but poor things, sir, she bid me say, to look at, but, considering
she has but one hand to work with, and that her left hand, you'll not
despise 'em, we hopes."
He held the balls to Ben and Hal.—"They are both alike, gentlemen,"
said he; "if you'll be pleased to take 'em, they're better than they
look, for they bound higher than your head. I cut the cork round for
the inside myself, which was all I could do."
"They are nice balls indeed; we are much obliged to you," said the boys
as they received them; and they proved them immediately. The balls
struck the floor with a delightful sound, and rebounded higher than
Mr. Gresham's head. Little Patty clapped her hands joyfully—but now a
thundering double rap at the door was heard.
"The Master Sweepstakes, sir," said Stephen, "are come for Master Hal.
They say that all the young gentlemen who have archery uniforms are to
walk together, in a body, I think they say, sir; and they are to parade
along the Well-walk, they desire me to say, sir, with a drum and fife,
and so up the hill by Prince's Place, and all to go upon the Downs
together, to the place of meeting. I am not sure I'm right, sir, for
both the young gentlemen spoke at once, and the wind is very high at
the street door, so that I could not well make out all they said; but I
believe this is the sense of it."
"Yes, yes," said Hal, eagerly, "it's all right; I know that is just
what was settled the day I dined at Lady Diana's: and Lady Diana, and a
great party of gentlemen, are to ride—"
"Well, that is nothing to the purpose," interrupted Mr. Gresham. "Don't
keep the Master Sweepstakes waiting; decide—do you choose to go with
them, or with us?"
"Sir, uncle, sir, you know, since all the uniforms agreed to go
together—"
"Off with you, then, Mr. Uniform, if you mean to go," said Mr. Gresham.
Hal ran down stairs in such a hurry that he forgot his bow and arrows.
Ben discovered this, when he went to fetch his own; and the lad from
Bristol, who had been ordered by Mr. Gresham to eat his breakfast
before he proceeded to Redland chapel, heard Ben talking about his
cousin's bow and arrows.
"I know," said Ben, "he will be sorry not to have his bow with him,
because here are the green knots tied to it, to match his cockade; and
he said that the boys were all to carry their bows, as part of the
show."
"If you'll give me leave, sir," said the poor Bristol lad, "I shall
have plenty of time; and I'll run down to the Well-walk after the young
gentleman, and take him his bow and arrows."
"Will you? I shall be much obliged to you," said Ben.
And away went the boy with the bow that was ornamented with green
ribands.
The public walk leading to the Wells was full of company. The
windows of all the houses in St. Vincent's parade were crowded with
well-dressed ladies, who were looking out in expectation of the archery
procession. Parties of gentlemen and ladies, and a motley crowd of
spectators, were seen moving backwards and forwards, under the rocks,
on the opposite side of the water. A barge, with coloured streamers
flying, was waiting to take up a party, who were going upon the water.
The bargemen rested up their oars, and gazed with broad faces of
curiosity upon the busy scene that appeared upon the public walk.
The archers and archeresses were now drawn up on the flags under the
semicircular piazza just before Mrs. Yearsley's library. A little band
of children, who had been mustered by Lady Diana Sweepstakes' "spirited
exertions," closed the procession. They were now all in readiness. The
drummer only waited for her ladyship's signal: and the archers' corps *
only waited for her ladyship's word of command to march.
* Pronounced core.
"Where are your bow and arrows, my little man?" said her ladyship to
Hal, as she reviewed her Lilliputian regiment. "You can't march, man,
without your arms!"
Hal had despatched a messenger for his forgotten bow, but the messenger
returned not; he looked from side to side in great distress. "O,
there's my bow coming, I declare!" cried he. "Look, I see the bow and
the ribands; look now between the trees, Charles Sweepstakes, on the
Hotwell-walk; it is coming!"
"But you've kept us all waiting a confounded time," said his impatient
friend. "It is that good-natured poor fellow from Bristol, I protest,
that has brought it to me. I'm sure I don't deserve it from him," said
Hal to himself, when he saw the lad with the black patch on his eye
running, quite out of breath, towards him with his bow and arrows.
"Fall back, my good friend, fall back," said the military lady, as soon
as he had delivered the bow to Hal; "I mean stand out of the way, for
your great patch cuts no figure amongst us. Don't follow so close, now,
as if you belonged to us, pray."
The poor boy had no ambition to partake the triumph; he fell back, as
soon as he understood the meaning of the lady's words.
The drum beat, the fife played, the archers marched, the spectators
admired. Hal stepped proudly and felt as if the eyes of the whole
universe were upon his epaulettes, or upon the facings of his uniform;
whilst all the time he was considered only as part of a show. The walk
appeared much shorter than usual, and he was extremely sorry that Lady
Diana, when they were half way up the hill leading to Prince's Place,
mounted her horse, because the road was dirty, and all the gentlemen
and ladies who accompanied her, followed her example.
"We can leave the children to walk, you know," said she to the
gentleman who helped her to mount her horse. "I must call to some of
them though, and leave orders where they are to join."
She beckoned; and Hal, who was foremost, and proud to show his
alacrity, ran on to receive her ladyship's orders. Now, as we have
before observed, it was a sharp and windy day; and though Lady Diana
Sweepstakes was actually speaking to him, and looking at him, he could
not prevent his nose from wanting to be blowed; he pulled out his
handkerchief, and out rolled the new ball, which had been given to him
just before he left home, and which, according to his usual careless
habits, he had stuffed into his pocket in a hurry.
"O, my new ball!" cried he, as he ran after it.
As he stooped to pick it up, he let go his hat, which he had hitherto
held on with anxious care; for the hat, though it had a fine green and
white cockade, had no band or string round it. The string, as we may
recollect, our wasteful hero had used in spinning his top. The hat was
too large for his head without this band; a sudden gust of wind blew
it off; Lady Diana's horse started, and reared. She was a "famous"
horsewoman, and sat him to the admiration of all beholders; but there
was a puddle of red clay and water in this spot, and her ladyship's
uniform-habit was a sufferer by the accident.
"Careless brat!" said she. "Why can't he keep his hat upon his head?"
In the meantime the wind blew the hat down the hill, and Hal ran after
it, amidst the laughter of his kind friends, the young Sweepstakes,
and the rest of the little regiment. The hat was lodged at length upon
a bank. Hal pursued it: he thought this bank was hard, but, alas! The
moment he set his foot upon it, the foot sank. He tried to draw it
back, his other foot slipped, and he fell prostrate, in his green and
white uniform, into the treacherous bed of red mud. His companions, who
had halted upon the top of the hill, stood laughing spectators of his
misfortune.
It happened that the poor boy with the black patch upon his eye, who
had been ordered by Lady Diana to "fall back," and to "keep at a
distance," was now coming up the hill; and the moment he saw our fallen
hero, he hastened to his assistance. He dragged poor Hal, who was a
deplorable spectacle, out of the red mud; the obliging mistress of a
lodging-house, as soon as she understood that the young gentleman was
nephew to Mr. Gresham, to whom she had formerly let her house, received
Hal, covered as he was with dirt.
The poor Bristol lad hastened to Mr. Gresham's for clean stockings and
shoes for Hal. He was unwilling to give up his uniform; it was rubbed
and rubbed, and a spot here and there was washed out; and he kept
continually repeating, "When it's dry it will all brush off, when it's
dry it will all brush off, won't it?"
But soon the fear of being too late at the archery meeting began to
balance the dread of appearing in his stained habiliments; and he now
as anxiously repeated, whilst the woman held the wet coat to the fire,
"O, I shall be too late; indeed, I shall be too late; make haste; it
will never dry; hold it nearer—nearer to the fire; I shall lose my turn
to shoot; O give me the coat; I don't mind how it is, if I can but get
it on."
Holding it nearer and nearer to the fire dried it quickly, to be sure,
but it shrank it also; so that it was no easy matter to get the coat
on again. However, Hal, who did not see the red splashes, which, in
spite of all the operations, were too visible upon his shoulders, and
upon the skirts of his white coat behind, was pretty well satisfied to
observe that there was not one spot upon the facings.
"Nobody," said he, "will take notice of my coat behind, I dare say. I
think it looks as smart almost as ever;" and under this persuasion, our
young archer resumed his bow—his bow with green ribands now no more!
And he pursued his way to the Downs.
All his companions were far out of sight.
"I suppose," said he to his friend with the black patch—"I suppose my
uncle and Ben had left home before you went for the shoes and stockings
for me?"
"O yes, sir; the butler said they had been gone to the Downs a matter
of a good half hour or more."
Hal trudged on as fast as he possibly could. When he got upon the
Downs, he saw numbers of carriages, and crowds of people, all going
towards the place of meeting, at the Ostrich. He pressed forwards. He
was at first so much afraid of being late, that he did not take notice
of the mirth his motley appearance excited in all beholders. At length
he reached the appointed spot. There was a great crowd of people; in
the midst, he heard Lady Diana's loud voice betting upon some one who
was just going to shoot at the mark.
"So then the shooting is begun, is it?" said Hal. "O, let me in; pray
let me into the circle. I'm one of the archers; I am, indeed; don't you
see my green and white uniform?"
"Your red and white uniform, you mean," said the man to whom he
addressed himself; and the people, as they opened a passage for him,
could not refrain from laughing at the mixture of dirt and finery which
it exhibited.
In vain, when he got into the midst of the formidable circle, he looked
to his friends, the young Sweepstakes, for their countenance and
support; they were amongst the most unmerciful of the laughers. Lady
Diana also seemed more to enjoy than to pity his confusion.
"Why could you not keep your hat upon your head, man?" said she,
in her masculine tone. "You have been almost the ruin of my poor
uniform-habit; but, thank God, I've escaped rather better than you
have. Don't stand there, in the middle of the circle, or you'll have an
arrow in your eyes, just now, I've a notion."
Hal looked round in search of better friends.
"O, where's my uncle? Where's Ben?" said he. He was in such confusion
that, amongst the number of faces, he could scarcely distinguish one
from another; but he felt somebody at this moment pull his elbow,
and, to his great relief, he heard the friendly voice and saw the
good-natured face of his cousin Ben.
"Come back; come behind the people," said Ben; "and put on my great
coat; here it is for you."
Right glad was Hal to cover his disgraced uniform with the rough great
coat which he had formerly despised. He pulled the stained, drooping
cockade out of his unfortunate hat; and he was now sufficiently
recovered from his vexation to give an intelligible account of his
accident to his uncle and Patty, who anxiously inquired what had
detained him so long, and what had been the matter. In the midst of the
history of his disaster, he was just proving to Patty that his taking
the hat-band to spin his top had nothing to do with his misfortune,
and he was at the same time endeavouring to refute his uncle's opinion
that the waste of the whip-cord, that tied the parcel, was the original
cause of all his evils, when he was summoned to try his skill with his
"famous" bow.
"My hands are numbed; I can scarcely feel," said he, rubbing them, and
blowing upon the ends of his fingers.
"Come, come," cried young Sweepstakes, "I'm within one inch of the
mark; who'll go nearer, I shall like to see. Shoot away, Hal. But first
understand our laws; we settled them before you came upon the green.
You are to have three shots, with your own bow and your own arrows; and
nobody's to borrow or lend under pretence of other bows being better or
worse, or under any pretence. Do you hear, Hal?"
This young gentleman had good reasons for being so strict in these
laws, as he had observed that none of his companions had such an
excellent bow as he had provided for himself. Some of the boys had
forgotten to bring more than one arrow with them, and by his cunning
regulations that each person should shoot with his own arrows, many had
lost one or two of their shots.
"You are a lucky fellow: you have your three arrows," said young
Sweepstakes. "Come, we can't wait whilst you rub your fingers,
man—shoot away."
Hal was rather surprised at the asperity with which his friend spoke.
He little knew how easily acquaintances, who call themselves friends,
can change, when their interest comes in the slightest degree in
competition with their friendship. Hurried by his impatient rival, and
with his hands so much benumbed that he could scarcely feel how to
fix the arrow in the string, he drew the bow. The arrow was within a
quarter of an inch of Master Sweepstakes' mark, which was the nearest
that had yet been hit. Hal seized his second arrow—"If I have any
luck," said he—But just as he pronounced the word luck, and as he bent
his bow, the string broke in two, and the bow fell from his hands.
"There, it's all over with you," cried Master Sweepstakes, with a
triumphant laugh.
"Here's my bow for him, and welcome," said Ben.
"No, no, sir; that is not fair; that's against the regulation. You may
shoot with your own bow if you choose it, or you may not, just as you
think proper; but you must not lend it, sir."
It was now Ben's turn to make his trial. His first arrow was not
successful. His second was exactly as near as Hal's first.
"You have but one more," said Master Sweepstakes. "Now for it!"
Ben, before he ventured his last arrow, prudently examined the string
of his bow; and as he pulled it to try its strength, it cracked.
Master Sweepstakes clapped his hands with loud exultations and
insulting laughter. But his laughter ceased, when our provident hero
calmly drew from his pocket an excellent piece of whip-cord.
"The everlasting whip-cord, I declare!" exclaimed Hal, when he saw that
it was the very same that had tied up the parcel.
"Yes," said Ben, as he fastened it to his bow, "I put it into my pocket
to-day, on purpose, because I thought I might happen to want it."
He drew his bow the third and last time.
"O, papa," cried little Patty, as his arrow hit the mark, "it's the
nearest; is not it the nearest?"
Master Sweepstakes, with anxiety, examined the hit. There could be no
doubt. Ben was victorious! The bow, the prize bow, was now delivered to
him.
And Hal, as he looked at the whip-cord, exclaimed, "How lucky this
whip-cord has been to you, Ben!"
"It is lucky, perhaps, you mean, that he took care of it," said Mr.
Gresham.
"Ay," said Hal, "very true; he might well say 'Waste not, want not;' it
is a good thing to have two strings to one's bow."
[Illustration]
THE BRACELETS.
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IN a beautiful and retired part of England lived Mrs. Villars, a
lady whose accurate understanding, benevolent heart, and steady
temper, peculiarly fitted her for the most difficult, as well as most
important of all occupations—the education of youth. This task she
had undertaken; and twenty young persons were put under her care,
with the perfect confidence of their parents. No young people could
be happier; they were good and gay, emulous, but not envious of each
other; for Mrs. Villars was impartially just. Her praise they felt to
be the reward of merit, and her blame they knew to be the necessary
consequence of ill conduct; to the one, therefore, they patiently
submitted, and in the other consciously rejoiced. They rose with fresh
cheerfulness in the morning, eager to pursue their various occupations;
they returned in the evening with renewed ardour to their amusements,
and retired to rest satisfied with themselves and pleased with each
other.
Nothing so much contributed to preserve spirit of emulation in this
little society as a small honorary distinction given annually, as the
prize of successful application. The prize this year was peculiarly
dear to each individual, as it was the picture of a friend whom
they all dearly loved—it was the picture of Mrs. Villars in a small
bracelet. It wanted neither gold, pearls, nor precious stones, to give
it value.
The two foremost candidates for the prize were Cecilia and Leonora.
Cecilia was the most intimate friend of Leonora, but Leonora was only
the favourite companion of Cecilia.
Cecilia was of an active, ambitious, enterprising disposition; more
eager in the pursuit than happy in the enjoyment of her wishes.
Leonora was of a contented, unaspiring, temperate character, not
easily roused to action, but indefatigable when once excited. Leonora
was proud, Cecilia was vain. Her vanity made her more dependent upon
the approbation of others, and therefore more anxious to please, than
Leonora; but that very vanity made her, at the same time, more apt
to offend. In short, Leonora was the most anxious to avoid what was
wrong, Cecilia the most ambitious to do what was right. Few of their
companions loved, but many were led by Cecilia, for she was often
successful; many loved Leonora, but none were ever governed by her, for
she was too indolent to govern.
On the first day of May, about six o'clock in the evening, a great
bell rang, to summon this little society into a hall, where the prize
was to be decided. A number of small tables were placed in a circle in
the middle of the hall; seats for the young competitors were raised
one above another, in a semicircle, some yards distant from the table;
and the judges' chairs, under canopies of lilacs and laburnums,
forming another semicircle, closed the amphitheatre. Every one put
their writings, their drawings, their works of various kinds, upon the
tables appropriated for each. How unsteady were the last steps to these
tables! How each little hand trembled as it laid down its claims! Till
this moment every one thought herself secure of success, but now each
felt an equal certainty of being excelled; and the heart which a few
minutes before exulted with hope, now palpitated with fear.
The works were examined, the preference adjudged; and the prize was
declared to be the happy Cecilia's. Mrs. Villars came forward smiling,
with the bracelet in her hand. Cecilia was behind her companions, on
the highest row; all the others gave way, and she was on the floor in
an instant. Mrs. Villa clasped the bracelet on her arm; the clasp was
heard through the whole hall, and a universal smile of congratulation
followed. Mrs. Villars kissed Cecilia's little hand; and "now," said
she, "go and rejoice with your companions; the remainder of the day is
yours."
Oh! You whose hearts are elated with success, whose bosoms beat high
with joy, in the moment of triumph, command yourselves; let that
triumph be moderate, that it may be lasting. Consider that, though you
are good, you may be better, and though wise, you may be weak.
As soon as Mrs. Villars had given her the bracelet, all Cecilia's
little companions crowded round her, and they all left the hall in an
instant. She was full of spirits and vanity—she ran on, running down
the flight of steps which led to the garden. In her violent haste,
Cecilia threw down the little Louisa. Louisa had a china mandarin in
her hand, which her mother had sent her that very morning; it was all
broke to pieces by the fall.
"Oh! My mandarin!" cried Louisa, bursting into tears.
The crowd behind Cecilia suddenly stopped.
Louisa sat on the lowest steps fixing her eyes upon the broken pieces;
then, turning round, she hid her face in her hands upon the step above
her. In turning, Louisa threw down the remains of the mandarin; the
head, which she had placed in the socket, fell from the shoulders, and
rolled bounding along the gravel-walk.
Cecilia pointed to the head and to the socket, and burst out laughing;
the crowd behind laughed too. At any other time they would have been
more inclined to cry with Louisa; but Cecilia had just been successful,
and sympathy with the victorious often makes us forget justice.
Leonora, however, preserved her usual consistency. "Poor, Louisa!" said
she, looking first at her, and then reproachfully at Cecilia.
Cecilia turned sharply round, colouring, half with shame and half with
vexation. "I could not help it, Leonora," said she.
"But you could have helped laughing, Cecilia."
"I didn't laugh at Louisa; and I surely may laugh, for it does nobody
any harm."
"I am sure, however," replied Leonora, "I should not have laughed if I
had—"
"No, to be sure you wouldn't, because Louisa is your favourite. I can
buy her another mandarin the next time that old pedlar comes to the
door, if that's all. I can do no more. Can I?" said she, turning round
to her companions.
"No, to be sure," said they, "that's all fair."
Cecilia looked triumphantly at Leonora. Leonora let go her hand; she
ran on, and the crowd followed. When she got to the end of the garden,
she turned round to see if Leonora had followed her too; but was vexed
to see her still sitting on the steps with Louisa.
"I'm sure I can do no more than buy her another! Can I?" said she,
again appealing to her companions.
"No, to be sure," said they, eager to begin their plays.
How many did they begin and leave off before Cecilia could be satisfied
with any. Her thoughts were discomposed, and her mind was running upon
something else; no wonder then that she did not play with her usual
address. She grew still more impatient; she threw down the nine-pins:
"Come, let us play at something else—at threading the needle," said
she, holding out her hand.
They all yielded to the hand which wore the bracelet. But Cecilia,
dissatisfied with herself, was discontented with everybody else; her
tone grew more and more peremptory—one was too rude, another too stiff;
one was too slow, another too quick; in short, everything went wrong,
and everybody was tired of her humours.
The triumph of "success" is absolute, but short. Cecilia's companions
at length recollected that though she had embroidered a tulip and
painted a peach better than they, yet that they could play as well,
and keep their tempers better: she was thrown out. Walking towards the
house in a peevish mood, she met Leonora; she passed on.
"Cecilia!" cried Leonora.
"Well, what do you want with me?"
"Are we friends?"
"You know best."
"We are; if you will let me tell Louisa that you are sorry—"
Cecilia, interrupting her, "O! Pray let me hear no more about Louisa!"
"What! Not confess that you were in the wrong! Oh, Cecilia! I had a
better opinion of you."
"Your opinion is of no consequence to me now; for you don't love me."
"No, not when you are unjust, Cecilia."
"Unjust! I am not unjust; and if I were, you are not my governess."
"No, but am I not your friend?"
"I don't desire to have such a friend, who would quarrel with me for
happening to throw down little Louisa—how could I tell that she had
a mandarin in her hand? And when it was broken, could I do more than
promise her another? Was that unjust?"
"But you know, Cecilia—"
"'I know,'" ironically, "I know, Leonora, that you love Louisa better
than you do me; that's the injustice!"
"If I did," replied Leonora gravely, "it would be no injustice, if she
deserved it better."
"How can you compare Louisa to me!" exclaimed Cecilia, indignantly.
Leonora made no answer, for she was really hurt at her friend's
conduct; she walked on to join the rest of her companions. They were
dancing in a round upon the grass. Leonora declined dancing, but they
prevailed upon her to sing for them; her voice was not so sprightly,
but it was sweeter than usual. Who sung so sweetly as Leonora? Or who
danced so nimbly as Louisa?
Away she was flying, all spirits and gayety, when Leonora's eyes full
of tears, caught hers. Louisa silently let go her companions' hands,
and quitting the dance, ran up to Leonora to inquire what was the
matter with her.
"Nothing," replied she, "that need interrupt you—Go, my dear, and dance
again."
Louisa immediately ran away to her garden, and pulling off her little
straw hat, she lined it with the freshest strawberry leaves, and was
upon her knees before the strawberry bed when Cecilia came by. Cecilia
was not disposed to be pleased with Louisa at that instant, for two
reasons: because she was jealous of her, and because she had injured
her. The injury, however, Louisa had already forgotten; perhaps, to
tell things just as they were, she was not quite so much inclined to
kiss Cecilia as she would have been before the fall of her mandarin,
but this was the utmost extent of her malice, if it can be called
malice.
"What are you doing there, little one?" said Cecilia in a sharp tone.
"Are you eating your early strawberries here all alone?"
"No," said Louisa, mysteriously; "I am not eating them."
"What are you doing with them—can't you answer then? I'm not playing
with you, child!"
"Oh! As to that, Cecilia, you know I need not answer you unless I
choose it; not but what I would, if you would only ask me civilly—and
if you would not call me child."
"Why should not I call you child?"
"Because—because—I don't know;—but I wish you would stand out of my
light, Cecilia, for you are trampling upon all my strawberries."
"I have not touched one, you covetous little creature!"
"Indeed—indeed, Cecilia, I am not covetous. I have not eaten one of
them—they are all for your friend Leonora. See how unjust you are."
"Unjust! That's a Cant word you learned of my friend Leonora, as you
call her, but she is not my friend now."
"Not your friend now!" exclaimed Louisa. "Then, I am sure you must have
done something very naughty."
"How!" said Cecilia, catching hold of her.
"Let me go—Let me go!" cried Louisa, struggling. "I won't give you one
of my strawberries, for I don't like you at all."
"You don't, don't you?" said Cecilia, provoked and catching the
strawberries over the hedge.
"Will nobody help me!" exclaimed Louisa, snatching her hat again, and
running away with all her force.
"What have I done?" said Cecilia, recollecting herself. "Louisa!
Louisa!"
She called very loud, but Louisa would not turn back! She was running
to her companions.
They were still dancing, hand in hand, upon the grass, whilst Leonora,
sitting in the middle, sang to them.
"Stop! Stop! And hear me!" cried Louisa, breaking through them; and
rushing up to Leonora, she threw her hat at her feet, and panting for
breath—
"It was full—almost full of my own strawberries," said she, "the first
I ever got out of my own garden. They should all have been for you,
Leonora, but now I have not one left. They are all gone!" said she; and
she hid her face in Leonora's lap.
"Gone! Gone where?" said every one at once, running up to her.
"Cecilia! Cecilia!" said she, sobbing.
"Cecilia!" repeated Leonora. "What of Cecilia?"
"Yes, it was—it was."
"Come along with me," said Leonora, unwilling to have her friend
exposed; "come, and I will get you some more strawberries."
"Oh, I don't mind the strawberries, indeed; but I wanted to have had
the pleasure of giving them to you."
Leonora took her up in her arms to carry her away, but it was too late.
"What, Cecilia! Cecilia, who won the prize! It could not surely be
Cecilia," whispered every busy tongue.
At this instant the bell summoned them in.
"There she is!—There she is!" cried they, pointing to an arbour, where
Cecilia was standing, ashamed and alone; and as they passed her, some
lifted up their hands and eyes with astonishment, others whispered and
huddled mysteriously together, as if to avoid her. Leonora walked on,
her head a little higher than usual.
"Leonora!" said Cecilia, timorously, as she passed.
"Oh, Cecilia! Who would have thought that you had a bad heart?"
Cecilia turned her head aside and burst into tears.
"Oh no, indeed, she has not a bad heart," cried Louisa, running up
to her, and throwing her arms round her neck; "she's very sorry!—Are
not you, Cecilia? But don't cry any more, for I forgive you with all
my heart; and I love you now, though I said I did not when I was in a
passion."
"O, you sweet-tempered girl! How I love you," said Cecilia, kissing her.
"Well then, if you do, come along with me, and dry your eyes, for they
are so red."
"Go, my dear, and I'll come presently."
"Then I will keep a place for you next to me; but you must make haste,
or you will have to come in when we have all set down to supper, and
then you will be so stared at! So don't stay now."
Cecilia followed Louisa with her eyes till she was out of sight. "And
is Louisa," said she to herself, "the only one who would stop to pity
me? Mrs. Villars told me that this day should be mine; she little
thought how it would end!"
Saying these words, Cecilia threw herself down upon the ground; her arm
leaned upon a heap of turf which she had raised in the morning, and
which in the pride and gayety of her heart, she had called her throne.
At this instant, Mrs. Villars came out to enjoy the serenity of the
evening, and passing by the arbour where Cecilia lay, she started;
Cecilia rose hastily.
"Who is there?" said Mrs. Villars.
"It is I, madam."
"And who is I?"
"Cecilia."
"Why, what keeps you here, my dear—where are your companions? This is,
perhaps, one of the happiest days of your life."
"O no, madam!" said Cecilia, hardly able to repress her tears.
"Why, my dear, what is the matter?"
Cecilia hesitated.
"Speak, my dear. You know that when I ask you to tell me any thing as
your friend, I never punish you as your governess; therefore you need
not be afraid to tell me what is the matter."
"No, madam, I am not afraid, but ashamed. You asked me why I was not
with my companions. Why, madam, because they have all left me, and—"
"And what, my dear?"
"And I see that they all dislike me. And yet I don't know why they
should, for I take as much pains to please as any of them. All my
masters seem satisfied with me; and you yourself, ma'am, were pleased
this very morning to give me this bracelet; and I am sure you would not
have given it to any one who did not deserve it."
"Certainly not. You did deserve it for your application—for your
successful application. The prize was for the most assiduous, not for
the most amiable."
"Then if it had been for the most amiable, it would not have been for
me?"
Mrs. Villars, smiling—"Why, what do you think yourself, Cecilia? You
are better able to judge than I am. I can determine whether or no
you apply to what I give you to learn; whether you attend to what I
desire you to do, and avoid what I desire you not to do. I know that
I like you as a pupil, but I cannot know that I should like you as a
companion, unless I were your companion; therefore I must judge of what
I should do by seeing what others do in the same circumstances."
"O, pray don't, ma'am; for then you would not love me neither. And yet
I think you would love me; for I hope that I am as ready to oblige, and
as good-natured, as—"
"Yes, Cecilia, I don't doubt but that you would be very good-natured
to me, but I am afraid that I should not like you unless you were
good-tempered, too."
"But, ma'am, by good-natured I mean good-tempered—it's all the same
thing."
"No, indeed, I understand by them two very different things. You are
good-natured, Cecilia, for you are desirous to oblige and serve your
companions, to gain them praise and save them from blame, to give them
pleasure, and to relieve them from pain; but Leonora is good-tempered,
for she can bear with their foibles, and acknowledge her own. Without
disputing about the right, she sometimes yields to those who are in
the wrong. In short, her temper is perfectly good, for it can bear and
forbear."
"I wish that mine could," said Cecilia, sighing.
"It may," replied Mrs. Villars; "but it is not wishes alone which can
improve us in any thing. Turn the same exertion and perseverance which
have won you the prize to-day to this object, and you will meet with
the same success; perhaps not on the first, the second, or the third
attempt, but depend upon it that you will at last; every new effort
will weaken your bad habits and strengthen your good ones. But you must
not expect to succeed all at once; I repeat it to you, for habit must
be counteracted by habit. It would be as extravagant in us to expect
that all our faults could be destroyed by one punishment, were it ever
so severe, as it was in the Roman emperor we were reading of a few days
ago to wish that all the heads of his enemies were upon one neck, that
he might cut them off by one blow."
Here Mrs. Villars took Cecilia by the hand, and they began to walk home.
Such was the nature of Cecilia's mind, that, when any object was
forcibly impressed on her imagination, it caused temporary suspension
of her reasoning faculties. Hope was too strong a stimulus for her
spirits; and when fear did take possession of her mind, it was attended
with total debility. Her vanity was now as much mortified as in the
morning it had been elated. She walked on with Mrs. Villars in silence
until they came under the shade of the elm tree walk, and then, fixing
her eyes upon Mrs. Villars, she stopped short.
"Do you think, madam," said she, with hesitation, "do you think, madam,
that I have a bad heart?"
"A bad heart, my dear! Why, what put that into your head?"
"Leonora said that I had, ma'am, and I felt ashamed when she said so."
"But, my dear, how can Leonora tell whether your heart be good or bad?
However, in the first place, tell me what you mean by a bad heart."
"Indeed, I do not know what is meant by it, ma'am; but it is something
which every body hates."
"And why do they hate it?"
"Because they think that it will hurt them, ma'am, I believe; and that
those who have bad hearts take delight in doing mischief; and that they
never do any body good but for their own ends."
"Then the best definition which you can give me of a bad heart is that
it is some constant propensity to hurt others, and to do wrong for the
sake of doing wrong."
"Yes, ma'am, but that is not all neither; there is still something
else meant; something which I cannot express—which, indeed, I never
distinctly understood; but of which, therefore, I was the more afraid."
"Well, then, to begin with what you do understand, tell me, Cecilia,
do you really think it possible to be wicked merely for the love of
wickedness? No human being becomes wicked all at once; a man begins by
doing wrong because it is, or because he thinks it is for his interest;
if he continues to do so, he must conquer his sense of shame, and lose
his love of virtue. But how can you, Cecilia, who feel such a strong
sense of shame, and such an eager desire to improve, imagine that you
have a bad heart?"
"Indeed, madam, I never did, until every body told me so, and then I
began to be frightened about it. This very evening, ma'am, when I was
in a passion, I threw little Louisa's strawberries away; which, I am
sure, I was very sorry for afterwards; and Leonora and every body cried
out that I had a bad heart; but I am sure that I was only in a passion."
"Very likely. And when you are in a passion, as you call it, Cecilia,
you see that you are tempted to do harm to others; if they do not feel
angry themselves, they do not sympathize with you; they do not perceive
the motive which actuates you, and then they say that you have a bad
heart. I dare say, however, when your passion is over, and when you
recollect yourself; you are very sorry for what you have done and said;
are not you?"
"Yes, indeed, madam, very sorry."
"Then make that sorrow of use to you, Cecilia, and fix it steadily in
your thoughts, as you hope to be good and happy, that, if you suffer
yourself to yield to your passion upon every trifling occasion, anger
and its consequences will become familiar to your mind; and in the same
proportion your sense of shame will be weakened, till what you began
with doing from sudden impulse you will end with doing from habit and
choice; and then you would, indeed, according to our definition, have a
bad heart."
"Oh, madam! I hope—I am sure I never shall."
"No, indeed, Cecilia; I do, indeed, believe that you never will; on the
contrary, I think that you have a very good disposition, and, what is
of infinitely more consequence to you, an active desire of improvement.
Show me that you have, as much perseverance as you have candour, and I
shall not despair of your becoming every thing that I could wish."
Here Cecilia's countenance brightened, and she ran up the steps in
almost as high spirits as she ran down them in the morning.
"Good night to you, Cecilia," said Mrs. Villars, as she was crossing
the hall.
"Good night to you, madam," said Cecilia; and she ran up stairs to bed.
She could not go to sleep, but she lay awake reflecting upon the events
of the preceding day, and forming resolutions for the future; at the
same time, considering that she had resolved, and resolved without
effect, she wished to give her mind some more powerful motive; ambition
she knew to be its most powerful incentive.
"Have I not," said she to herself, "already won the prize of
application, and cannot the same application procure me a much higher
prize? Mrs. Villars said that if the prize had been promised to the
most amiable, it would not have been given to me; perhaps it would not
yesterday—perhaps it might not to-morrow; but that is no reason that I
should despair of ever deserving it."
In consequence of this reasoning, Cecilia formed a design of proposing
to her companions that they should give a prize, the first of the
ensuing month (the first of June), to the most amiable. Mrs. Villars
applauded the scheme, and her companions adopted it with the greatest
alacrity.
"Let the prize," said they, "be a bracelet of our own hair." And
instantly their shining scissors were procured, and each contributed a
lock of her hair. They formed the most beautiful gradation of colours,
from the palest auburn to the brightest black. Who was to have the
honour of plaiting them was now the question.
Caroline begged that she might, as she could plait very neatly, she
said.
Cecilia, however, was equally sure that she could do it much better,
and a dispute would inevitably have ensued, if Cecilia, recollecting
herself just as her colour rose to scarlet, had not yielded—yielded
with no very good grace indeed, but as well as could be expected for
the first time. For it is habit which confers ease; and without ease,
even in moral actions, there can be no grace.
The bracelet was plaited in the neatest manner by Caroline, finished
round the edge with silver twist, and on it was worked, in the smallest
silver letters, this motto, TO THE MOST AMIABLE. The moment it was
completed, every body begged to try it on. It fastened with little
silver clasps, and as it was made large enough for the eldest girls, it
was too large for the youngest; of this they bitterly complained, and
unanimously entreated that it might be cut to fit them.
"How foolish!" exclaimed Cecilia. "Don't you perceive that, if you win
it, you have nothing to do but to put the clasps a little further from
the edge? But if we get it, we can't make it larger."
"Very true," said they, "but you need not to have called us foolish,
Cecilia!"
It was by such hasty and unguarded expressions as these that Cecilia
offended; a slight difference in the manner makes a very material one
in the effect. Cecilia lost more love by general petulance than she
could gain by the greatest particular exertions.
How far she succeeded in curing herself of this defect, how far she
became deserving of the bracelet, and to whom the bracelet was given,
shall be told in the history of the first of June.
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CONTINUATION OF THE BRACELETS.
THE first of June was now arrived, and all the young competitors were
in a state of the most anxious suspense.
Leonora and Cecilia continued to be the foremost candidates; their
quarrel had never been finally adjusted, and their different
pretensions now retarded all thoughts of a reconciliation.
Cecilia, though she was capable of acknowledging any of her faults
in public before all her companions, could not humble herself in
private to Leonora; Leonora was her equal, they were her inferiors;
and submission is much easier to a vain mind, where it appears to be
voluntary, than when it is the necessary tribute to justice or candour.
So strongly did Cecilia feel this truth that she even delayed making
any apology, or coming to any explanation with Leonora, until success
should once more give her the palm.
If I win the bracelet to-day, said she to herself; I will solicit the
return of Leonora's friendship; it will be more valuable to me than
even the bracelet; and at such a time, and asked in such a manner, she
surely cannot refuse it to me. Animated with this hope of a double
triumph, Cecilia canvassed with the most zealous activity; by constant
attention and exertion she had considerably abated the violence of her
temper, and changed the course of her habits. Her powers of pleasing
were now excited, instead of her abilities to excel; and, if her
talents appeared less brilliant, her character was acknowledged to be
more amiable; so great an influence upon our manners and conduct have
the objects of our ambition. Cecilia was now, if possible, more than
ever desirous of doing what was right, but she had not yet acquired
sufficient fear of doing wrong. This was the fundamental error of her
mind; it arose in a great measure from her early education.
Her mother died when she was very young; and though her father had
supplied her place in the best and kindest manner, he had insensibly
infused into his daughter's mind a portion of that enterprising,
independent spirit, which he justly deemed essential to the character
of her brother. This brother was some years older than Cecilia, but he
had always been the favourite companion of her youth; what her father's
precepts inculcated, his example enforced, and even Cecilia's virtues
consequently became such as were more estimable in a man than desirable
in a female.
All small objects and small errors she had been taught to disregard as
trifles; and her impatient disposition was perpetually leading her into
more material faults; yet her candour in confessing these, she had been
suffered to believe, was sufficient reparation and atonement.
Leonora, on the contrary, who had been educated by her mother in
a manner more suited to her sex, had a character and virtues more
peculiar to a female; her judgment had been early cultivated, and her
good sense employed in the regulation of her conduct; she had been
habituated to that restraint, which, as a woman, she was to expect in
life, and early accustomed to yield; compliance in her seemed natural
and graceful.
Yet, notwithstanding the gentleness of her temper, she was in reality
more independent than Cecilia; she had more reliance upon her own
judgment, and more satisfaction in her own approbation. Though far
from insensible to praise, she was not liable to be misled by the
indiscriminate love of admiration; the uniform kindness of her manner,
the consistency and equality of her character, had fixed the esteem and
passive love of her companions.
By passive love, we mean that species of affection which makes us
unwilling to offend, rather than anxious to oblige; which is more a
habit than an emotion of the mind. For Cecilia, her companions felt
active love, for she was active in showing her love to them.
Active love arises spontaneously in the mind, after feeling particular
instances of kindness, without reflection on the past conduct or
general character; it exceeds the merits of its object, and is
connected with a feeling of generosity, rather than with a sense of
justice.
Without determining which species of love is the more flattering to
others, we can easily decide which is the most agreeable feeling to
our own minds; we give our hearts more credit for being generous than
for being just; and we feel more self-complacency when we give our
love voluntarily, than when we yield it as a tribute which we cannot
withhold. Though Cecilia's companions might not know all this in
theory, they proved it in practice; for they loved her in a much higher
proportion to her merits than they loved Leonora.
Each of the young judges were to signify their choice by putting a
red or a white shell into a vase prepared for the purpose. Cecilia's
colour was red, Leonora's white. In the morning nothing was to be seen
but these shells, nothing talked of but the long-expected event of the
evening. Cecilia, following Leonora's example, had made it a point of
honour not to inquire of any individual her vote previous to their
final determination.
They were both sitting together in Louisa's room; Louisa was recovering
from the measles. Every one, during her illness, had been desirous of
attending her; but Leonora and Cecilia were the only two that were
permitted to see her, as they alone had had the distemper. They were
both assiduous in their care of Louisa; but Leonora's want of exertion
to overcome any disagreeable feelings of sensibility often deprived her
of presence of mind, and prevented her being so constantly useful as
Cecilia. Cecilia, on the contrary, often made too much noise and bustle
with her officious assistance, and was too anxious to invent amusements
and procure comforts for Louisa, without perceiving that illness takes
away the power of enjoying them.
As she was sitting in the window in the morning, exerting herself to
entertain Louisa, she heard the voice of an old pedlar who often used
to come to the house. Down stairs she ran immediately to ask Mrs.
Villars's permission to bring him into the hall.
Mrs. Villars consented, and away Cecilia ran to proclaim the news to
her companions; then first returning into the hall, she found the
pedlar just unbuckling his box, and taking it off his shoulders. "What
would you be pleased to want, Miss?" said he. "I've all kinds of
tweezer-cases, rings, and lockets of all sorts," continued he, opening
all the glittering drawers successively.
"Oh!" said Cecilia, shutting the drawer of lockets which tempted her
most. "These are not the things which I want; have you any china
figures, any mandarins?"
"Alack-a-day, Miss, I had a great stock of that same china ware, but
now I'm quite out of them kind of things; but I believe," said he,
rummaging in one of the deepest drawers, "I believe I have one left,
and here it is."
"Oh, that is the very thing! What's its price?"
"Only three shillings, ma'am." Cecilia paid the money, and was just
going to carry off the mandarin, when the pedlar took out of his
greatcoat pocket a neat mahogany case; it was about a foot long, and
fastened at each end by two little clasps; it had besides a small lock
in the middle.
"What is that?" said Cecilia, eagerly.
"It's only a china figure, Miss, which I am going to carry to an
elderly lady, who lives nigh at hand, and who is mighty fond of such
things."
"Could you let me look at it?"
"And welcome, Miss," said he, and opened the case.
"O goodness! How beautiful!" exclaimed Cecilia.
It was a figure of Flora, crowned with roses, and carrying a basket
of flowers in her hand. Cecilia contemplated it with delight. "How I
should like to give this to Louisa," said she to herself; and at last
breaking silence, "Did you promise it to the old lady?"
"O no, Miss; I didn't promise it—she never saw it; and if so be that
you'd like to take it, I'd make no more words about it."
"And how much does it cost?"
"Why, Miss, as to that, I'll let you have it for half-a-guinea."
[Illustration]
Cecilia immediately produced the box in which she kept her treasure,
and emptying it upon the table, she began to count the shillings; alas!
there were but six shillings.
"How provoking!" said she. "Then I can't have it—where's the mandarin?
O I have it," said she, taking it up, and looking at it with the utmost
disgust. "Is this the same that I had before?"
"Yes, Miss, the very same," replied the pedlar, who, during this time,
had been examining the little box out of which Cecilia had taken her
money; it was of silver.
"Why, ma'am," said he, "since you've taken such a fancy to the piece,
if you've a mind to make up the remainder of the money, I will take
this here little box, if you care to part with it."
Now this box was a keepsake from Leonora to Cecilia.
"No," said Cecilia hastily, blushing a little, and stretching out her
hand to receive it.
"Oh, Miss!" said he, returning it carelessly. "I hope there's no
offence; I meant but to serve you, that's all. Such a rare piece of
china-work has no cause to go a begging," added he, putting the Flora
deliberately into the case; then turning the key with a jerk, he let it
drop into his pocket: and lifting up his box by the leather straps, he
was preparing to depart.
"Oh, stay one minute!" said Cecilia, in whose mind there had passed
a very warm conflict during the pedlar's harangue. "Louisa would so
like this Flora," said she, arguing with herself; "besides, it would
be so generous in me to give it to her instead of that ugly mandarin;
that would be doing only common justice, for I promised it to her, and
she expects it. Though, when I come to look at this mandarin, it is
not even so good as hers was; the gilding is all rubbed off, so that
I absolutely must buy this for her. O yes, I will, and she will be so
delighted! And then every body will say it is the prettiest thing they
ever saw, and the broken mandarin will be forgotten forever."
Here Cecilia's hand moved, and she was just going to decide: "O! But
stop," said she to herself; "consider Leonora gave me this box, and it
is a keepsake. However, now we have quarreled, and I dare say that she
would not mind my parting with it; I'm sure that I should not care if
she was to give away my keepsake the smelling bottle, or the ring which
I gave her. So what does it signify; besides, is it not my own, and
have I not a right to do what I please with it?"
At this dangerous instant for Cecilia, a party of her companions opened
the door; she knew that they came as purchasers, and she dreaded her
Flora's becoming the prize of some higher bidder.
"Here," said she, hastily putting the box into the pedlar's hand,
without looking at it; "take it, and give me the Flora."
Her hand trembled, though she snatched it impatiently. She ran by,
without seeming to mind any of her companions—she almost wished to turn
back.
Let those who are tempted to do wrong by the hopes of future
gratification, or the prospect of certain concealment and impunity,
remember that, unless they are totally depraved, they bear in their own
hearts a monitor who will prevent their enjoying what they have ill
obtained.
In vain Cecilia ran to the rest of her companions, to display her
present, in hopes that the applause of others would restore her own
self-complacency; in vain she saw the Flora pass in due pomp from hand
to hand, each vieing with the other in extolling the beauty of the
gift and the generosity of the giver. Cecilia was still displeased
with herself, with them, and even with their praise; from Louisa's
gratitude, however, she yet expected much pleasure, and immediately she
ran up stairs to her room.
In the mean time Leonora had gone into the hall to buy a bodkin; she
had just broken hers. In giving her change, the pedlar took out of his
pocket, with some half-pence, the very box which Cecilia had sold him.
Leonora did not in the least suspect the truth, for her mind was above
suspicion; and besides, she had the utmost confidence in Cecilia.
"I should like to have that box," said she, "for it is like one of
which I was very fond."
The pedlar named the price, and Leonora took the box; she intended to
give it to little Louisa.
On going to her room she found her asleep, and she sat down softly by
her bed-side. Louisa opened her eyes.
"I hope I didn't disturb you," said Leonora.
"O no; I didn't hear you come in; but what have you got there?"
"It is only a little box; would you like to have it? I bought it on
purpose for you, as I thought perhaps it would please you; because it's
like that which I gave Cecilia."
"O yes! That out of which she used to give me Barbary drops. I am very
much obliged to you. I always thought that exceedingly pretty; and
this, indeed, is as like it as possible. I can't unscrew it; will you
try?"
Leonora unscrewed it.
"Goodness!" exclaimed Louisa. "This must be Cecilia's box; look, don't
you see a great L at the bottom of it?"
Leonora's colour changed. "Yes," she replied calmly, "I see that, but
it is no proof that it is Cecilia's; you know that I bought this box
just now of the pedlar."
"That may be," said Louisa; "but I remember scratching that L with my
own needle, and Cecilia scolded me for it, too. Do go and ask her if
she has lost her box—do," repeated Louisa, pulling her by the sleeve,
as she did not seem to listen.
Leonora indeed did not hear, for she was lost in thought; she was
comparing circumstances which had before escaped her attention. She
recollected that Cecilia had passed her as she came into the hall,
without seeming to see her, but had blushed as she passed. She
remembered that the pedlar appeared unwilling to part with the box, and
was going to put it again into his pocket with the half-pence.
"And why should he keep it in his pocket and not show it with his other
things?"
Combining all these circumstances, Leonora had no longer any doubt of
the truth; for though she had honourable confidence in her friends, she
had too much penetration to be implicitly credulous.
"Louisa," she began, but at this instant she heard a step, which, by
its quickness, she knew to be Cecilia's, coming along the passage. "If
you love me, Louisa," said Leonora, "say nothing about the box."
"Nay, but why not? I dare say she has lost it."
"No, my dear, I am afraid she has not."
Louisa looked surprised.
"But I have reasons for desiring you not to say any thing about it."
"Well, then, I won't, indeed."
Cecilia opened the door, came forward smiling, as if secure of a good
reception, and, taking the Flora out of the case, she placed it on the
mantel-piece, opposite to Louisa's bed.
"Dear, how beautiful," cried Louisa, starting up.
"Yes," said Cecilia, "and guess who it's for?"
"For me, perhaps!" said the ingenuous Louisa.
"Yes, take it, and keep it for my sake; you know that I broke your
mandarin."
"O! But this is a great deal prettier and larger than that."
"Yes, I know it is; and I meant that it should be so. I should only
have done what I was bound to do if I had only given you a mandarin."
"Well, and that would have been enough, surely; but what a beautiful
crown of roses! And then that basket of flowers! They almost look as
if I could smell them. Dear Cecilia! I'm very much obliged to you, but
I won't take it by way of payment for the mandarin you broke; for I'm
sure you could not help that; and, besides, I should have broken it
myself by this time. You shall give it to me entirely, and I'll keep it
as long as I live as your keepsake."
Louisa stopped short and coloured. The word keepsake recalled the box
to her mind, and all the train of ideas which the Flora had banished.
"But," said she, looking up wishfully in Cecilia's face, and holding
the Flora doubtfully, "did you—"
Leonora, who was just quitting the room, turned her head back, and gave
Louisa a look, which silenced her.
Cecilia was so infatuated with her vanity, that she neither perceived
Leonora's sign, nor Louisa's confusion, but continued showing off her
present, by placing it in various situations, till at length she put it
into the case, and laying it down with an affected carelessness upon
the bed. "I must go now, Louisa. Good bye," said she, running up and
kissing her; "but I'll come again presently;" then clapping the door
after her, she went.
But as soon as the fermentation of her spirits subsided, the sense
of shame, which had been scarcely felt when mixed with so many other
sensations, rose uppermost in her mind.
"What?" said she to herself. "Is it possible that I have sold what
I promised to keep for ever? And what Leonora gave me? And I have
concealed it too, and have been making a parade of my generosity. O!
What would Leonora, what would Louisa, what would every body think of
me, if the truth were known?"
Humiliated and grieved by these reflections, Cecilia began to search in
her own mind for some consoling idea. She began to compare her conduct
with the conduct of others of her own age; and at length, fixing her
comparison upon her brother George, as the companion of whom, from her
infancy, she had been habitually the most emulous, she recollected that
an almost similar circumstance had once happened to him, and that he
had not only escaped disgrace, but had acquired glory by an intrepid
confession of his fault. Her father's words to her brother, on that
occasion, she also perfectly recollected.
"Come to me, George," he said, holding out his hand; "you are a
generous, brave boy. They who dare to confess their faults will make
great and good men."
These were his words; but Cecilia, in repeating them to herself, forgot
to lay that emphasis on the word men, which would have placed it in
contradistinction to the word women. She willingly believed that the
observation extended equally to both sexes, and flattered herself that
she should exceed her brother in merit, if she owned a fault which she
thought that it would be so much more difficult to confess.
"Yes, but," said she, stopping herself, "how can I confess it? This
very evening, in a few hours, the prize will now decided; Leonora or
I shall win it. I have as good a chance as Leonora, perhaps a better;
and must I give up all my hopes? All that I have been labouring for
this month past! O, I never can;—if it were to-morrow, or yesterday, or
any day but this, I would not hesitate, but now I am almost certain of
the prize, and if I win it—well, why then I will—I think, I will tell
all—yes, I will; I am determined," said Cecilia.
Here a bell summoned them to dinner. Leonora sat opposite to her,
and she was not a little surprised to see Cecilia look so gay and
unrestrained.
"Surely," said she to herself, "if Cecilia had done this, that I
suspect, she would not, she could not look as she does."
But Leonora little knew the cause of her gayety; Cecilia was never
in higher spirits, or better pleased with herself; than when she had
resolved upon a sacrifice or a confession.
"Must not this evening be given to the most amiable? Whose, then, will
it be?"
All eyes glanced first at Cecilia and then at Leonora. Cecilia smiled;
Leonora blushed.
"I see that it is not yet decided," said Mrs. Villars.
And immediately they ran up stairs, amidst confused whisperings.
Cecilia's voice could be distinguished far above the rest.
"How can she be so happy?" said Leonora to herself. "O, Cecilia, there
was a time when you could not have neglected me so!—When we were always
together, the best of friends and companions, our wishes, tastes, and
pleasures the same. Surely she did once love me," said Leonora; "but
now she is quite changed. She has even sold my keepsake, and would
rather win a bracelet of hair from girls whom she did not always think
so much superior to Leonora, than have my esteem, my confidence, and
my friendship, for her whole life; yes, for her whole life, for I am
sure she will be an amiable woman. Oh that this bracelet had never been
thought of, or that I was certain of her winning it; for I am certain
that I do not wish to win it from her. I would rather, a thousand times
rather, that we were as we used to be, than have all the glory in the
world. And how pleasing Cecilia can be when she wishes to please! How
candid she is! How much she can improve herself!—Let me be just, though
she has offended me—she is wonderfully improved within this last month;
for one fault, and that against myself, should I forget all her merits?"
As Leonora said these last words, she could but just hear the voices
of her companions; they had left her alone in the gallery. She knocked
softly at Louisa's door.
"Come in," said Louisa. "I'm not asleep. Oh," said she, starting up
with the Flora in her hand, the instant that the door was opened. "I'm
so glad you are come, Leonora, for I did so long to hear what you were
all making such a noise about—have you forgot that the bracelet—"
"O yes! Is this the evening?"
"Well, here's my white shell for you. I've kept it in my pocket this
fortnight; and though Cecilia did give me this Flora, I still love you
a great deal better."
"Thank you, Louisa," said Leonora, gratefully "I will take your shell,
and I shall value it as long as I live. But here is a red one, and if
you wish to show me that you love me, you will give this to Cecilia.
I know that she is particularly anxious for your preference, and I am
sure that she deserves it."
"Yes, if I could, I would choose both of you; but you know I can only
choose which I like the best."
"If you mean, my dear Louisa," said Leonora, "that you like me the
best, I am very much obliged to you; for, indeed I wish you to love me;
but it is enough for me to know it in private. I should not feel the
least more pleasure at hearing it in public, or in having it made known
to all my companions, especially at a time when it would give poor
Cecilia a great deal of pain."
"But why should it give her pain? I don't like her for being jealous of
you."
"Nay, Louisa, surely you don't think Cecilia jealous; she only tries
to excel and to please. She is more anxious to succeed than I am, it
is true, because she has a great deal more activity, and perhaps more
ambition; and it would really mortify her to lose this prize. You know
that she proposed it herself; it has been her object for this month
past, and I am sure she has taken great pains to obtain it."
"But, dear Leonora, why should you lose it?"
"Indeed, my dear, it would be no loss to me; and, if it were, I would
willingly suffer it for Cecilia; for, though we seem not to be such
good friends as we used to be, I love her very much, and she will love
me again, I'm sure she will; when she no longer fears me as a rival,
she will again love me as a friend."
Here Leonora heard a number of her companions running along the
gallery. They all knocked hastily at the door, calling, "Leonora!
Leonora! Will you never come? Cecilia has been with us this half hour."
Leonora smiled. "Well, Louisa," said she, smiling, "will you promise
me?"
"O, I'm sure, by the way they speak to you, that they won't give you
the prize!" said the little Louisa; and the tears started into her eyes.
"They love me though, for all that; and as for the prize, you know whom
I wish to have it."
"Leonora! Leonora!" called her impatient companions. "Don't you hear
us? What are you about?"
"O, she never will take any trouble about any thing," said one of the
party; "let's go away."
"O go! Go! Make haste," cried Louisa; "don't stay, they are so angry—I
will, I will, indeed!"
"Remember, then, that you have promised me," said Leonora, and she left
the room.
During all this time Cecilia had been in the garden with her
companions. The ambition which she had felt to win the first prize,
the prize of superior talents and superior application, was not to be
compared to the absolute anxiety which she now expressed to win this
simple testimony of the love and approbation of her equals and rivals.
To employ her exuberant activity, she had been dragging branches of
lilacs, and laburnums, roses, and sweet-briar, to ornament the bower
in which her fate was to be decided. It was excessively hot, but her
mind was engaged, and she was indefatigable. She stood still, at last,
to admire her works; her companions all joined in loud applause. They
were not a little prejudiced in her favour by the great eagerness which
she expressed to win their prize, and by the great importance which she
seemed to affix to the preference of each individual.
At last, "Where is Leonora?" cried one of them, and immediately, as we
have seen, they ran to call her.
Cecilia was left alone. Overcome with heat and too violent exertion,
she had hardly strength to support herself; each moment appeared to her
intolerably long; she was in a state of the utmost suspense, and all
her courage failed her; even hope forsook her, and hope is a cordial
which leaves the mind depressed and enfeebled.
"The time is now come," said Cecilia; "in a few moments it will be
decided. In a few moments! Goodness! How much I do hazard! If I should
not win the prize, how shall I confess what I have done? How shall I
beg Leonora to forgive me? I, who hoped to restore my friendship to her
as an honour!—They are gone to seek for her—the moment she appears I
shall be forgotten—what shall—what shall I do?" said Cecilia, covering
her face with her hands.
Such was her situation, when Leonora, accompanied by her companions,
opened the hall door; they most of them ran forward to Cecilia. As
Leonora came into the bower, she held out her hand to Cecilia—"We are
not rivals, but friends, I hope," said she.
Cecilia clasped her hand, but she was in too great agitation to speak.
The table was now set in the arbour—the vase was now placed in the
middle.
"Well!" said Cecilia, eagerly, "who begins?"
Caroline, one of her friends, came forward first, and then all the
others successively.
Cecilia's emotion was hardly conceivable.—"Now they are all in. Count
them, Caroline!"
"One, two, three, four; the numbers are both equal." There was a dead
silence.
"No, they are not," exclaimed Cecilia, pressing forward and putting a
shell into the vase—"I have not given mine, and I give it to Leonora."
Then snatching the bracelet, "It is yours, Leonora," said she; "take
it, and give me back your friendship."
The whole assembly gave a universal clap and shout of applause.
"I cannot be surprised at this from you, Cecilia," said Leonora; "and
do you then still love me as you used to do?"
"O Leonora! Stop! Don't praise me; I don't deserve this," said she,
turning to her loudly applauding companions; "you will soon despise
me—O Leonora, you will never forgive me!—I have deceived you—I have
sold—"
At this instant Mrs. Villars appeared—the crowd divided—she had heard
all that passed from her window.
"I applaud your generosity, Cecilia," said she, "but I am to tell you
that in this instance it is unsuccessful; you have it not in your power
to give the prize to Leonora—it is yours—I have another vote to give
you—you have forgotten Louisa."
"Louisa! But surely, ma'am, Louisa loves Leonora better than she does
me!"
"She commissioned me, however," said Mrs. Villars, "to give you a red
shell, and you will find it in this box."
Cecilia started, and turned as pale as death—it was the fatal box.
Mrs. Villars produced another box—she opened it—it contained the
Flora—"And Louisa also desired me," said she, "to return you this
Flora." She put it into Cecilia's hand—Cecilia trembled so that she
could not hold it; Leonora caught it.
"O, madam! O, Leonora!" exclaimed Cecilia. "Now I have no hope left. I
intended, I was just going to tell—"
"Dear Cecilia," said Leonora, "you need not tell it me; I know it
already, and I forgive you with all my heart."
"Yes, I can prove to you," said Mrs. Villars, "that Leonora has
forgiven you: it is she who has given you the prize; it was she who
persuaded Louisa to give you her vote. I went to see her a little while
ago, and perceiving, by her countenance, that something was the matter,
I pressed her to tell me what it was.
"'Why, madam,' said she, 'Leonora has made me promise to give my shell
to Cecilia. Now I don't love Cecilia half so well as I do Leonora;
besides, I would not have Cecilia think I vote for her because she gave
me a Flora.'
"Whilst Louisa was speaking," continued Mrs. Villars, "I saw the silver
box lying on the bed; I took it up, and asked if it was not yours, and
how she came by it.
"'Indeed, madam,' said Louisa, 'I could have been almost certain that
it was Cecilia's; but Leonora gave it me, and she said that she bought
it of the pedlar this morning. If any body else had told me so, I could
not have believed them, because I remembered the box so well; but I
can't help believing Leonora.'
"'But did you not ask Cecilia about it?' said I.
"'No, madam,' replied Louisa, 'for Leonora forbade me.'
"I guessed her reason. 'Well,' said I, 'give me the box, and I will
carry your shell in it to Cecilia.'
"'Then, madam,' said she, 'if I must give it her, pray do take the
Flora, and return it to her first, that she may not think it is for
that I do it.'"
"O, generous Leonora!" exclaimed Cecilia. "But indeed, Louisa, I cannot
take your shell."
"Then, dear Cecilia, accept of mine instead of it; you cannot refuse
it—I only follow your example. As for the bracelet," added Leonora,
taking Cecilia's hand, "I assure you I don't wish for it, and you do,
and you deserve it."
"No," said Cecilia, "indeed I do not deserve it; next to you, surely,
Louisa deserves it best."
"Louisa! O yes, Louisa," exclaimed every body with one voice.
"Yes," said Mrs. Villars, "and let Cecilia carry the bracelet to
her; she deserves that reward. For one fault I cannot forget merits,
Cecilia; nor, I am sure, will your companions."
"Then, surely, not your best friend," said Leonora, kissing her.
Every body present was moved—they looked up to Leonora with respectful
and affectionate admiration.
"O, Leonora, how I love you! And how I wish to be like you!" exclaimed
Cecilia. "To be as good, as generous!"
"Rather wish, Cecilia," interrupted Mrs. Villars, "to be as just; to be
as strictly honourable, and as invariably consistent.
"Remember that many of our sex are capable of great efforts, of making
what they call great sacrifices to virtue or to friendship; but few
treat their friends with habitual gentleness, or uniformly conduct
themselves with prudence and good sense."
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LAZY LAWRENCE.
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IN the pleasant valley of Ashton, there lived an elderly woman of
the name of Preston; she had a small, neat cottage, and there was
not a weed to be seen in her garden. It was upon her garden that she
chiefly depended for support; it consisted of strawberry-beds, and
one small border for flowers. The pinks and roses she tied up in nice
nosegays, and sent either to Clifton or Bristol to be sold; as to her
strawberries, she did not send them to market, because it was the
custom for numbers of people to come from Clifton, in the summer time,
to eat strawberries and cream, at the gardens in Ashton.
Now the widow Preston was so obliging, active, and good-humored, that
every one who came to see her was pleased. She lived happily in this
manner for several years; but, alas! One autumn she fell sick, and
during her illness every thing went wrong: her garden was neglected,
her cow died, and all the money which she had saved was spent in paying
for medicines. The winter passed away, while she was so weak that she
could earn but little by her work; and when the summer came, her rent
was called for, and the rent was not ready in her little purse, as
usual. She begged a few months' delay, and they were granted to her;
but at the end of that time there was no resource but to sell her
horse, Lightfoot.
Now Lightfoot, though perhaps he had seen has best days, was a very
great favourite: in his youth he had always carried the dame to market
behind her husband; and it was now her little son Jem's turn to ride
him. It was Jem's business to feed Lightfoot, and to take care of
him; a charge which he never neglected; for, besides being a very
good-natured, he was a very industrious boy.
"It will go near to break my Jem's heart," said Dame Preston to
herself, as she sat one evening beside the fire stirring the embers,
and considering how she had best open the matter to her son, who stood
opposite to her, eating a dry crust of bread, very heartily, for supper.
"Jem," said the old woman, "what, art hungry?"
"That I am, brave and hungry!"
"Aye! No wonder, you've been brave hard at work—eh!"
"Brave hard! I wish it was not so dark, mother, that you might just
step out and see the great bed I've dug: I know you'd say it was no bad
day's work—and oh, mother! I've good news; farmer Truck will give us
the giant strawberries, and I am to go for 'em to-morrow morning; and
I'll be back afore breakfast."
"God bless the boy, how he talks! Four miles there, and four miles back
again, afore breakfast."
"Aye, upon Lightfoot, you know, mother, very easily; mayn't I?"
"Aye, child."
"Why do you sigh, mother?"
"Finish thy supper, child."
"I've done!" cried Jem, swallowing the last mouthful hastily, as if he
thought he had been too long at supper. "And now for the great needle;
I must see and mend Lightfoot's bridle afore I go to bed."
To work he set, by the light of the fire, and the dame, having once
more stirred it, began again with:
"Jem, dear, does he go lame at all, now?"
"What, Lightfoot? O la, no, not he! Never was so well of his lameness
in all his life—he's grown quite young again, I think; and then he's so
fat, he can hardly wag."
"God bless him—that's right; we must see, Jem, and keep him fat."
"For what, mother?"
"For Monday fortnight, at the fair; he's to be—sold!"
"Lightfoot!" cried Jem, and let the bridle fall from his hand. "And
will mother sell Lightfoot?"
"'Will,' no; but I 'must,' Jem."
"'Must;' who says you 'must?' Why 'must' you, mother?"
"I must, I say, child!—Why, must not I pay my debts honestly—and must
not I pay my rent? And was not it called for long and long ago? And
have not I had time? And did not I promise to pay it for certain Monday
fortnight? And am not I two guineas short?—And where am I to get two
guineas! So what signifies talking, child?" said the widow, leaning her
head upon her arm. "Lightfoot must go."
Jem was silent for a few minutes—"Two guineas; that's a great, great
deal—if I worked, and worked, and worked ever so hard, I could noways
earn two guineas afore Monday fortnight; could I, mother?"
"Lord help thee, no; not an' work thyself to death."
"But I could earn something, though, I say," cried Jem, proudly; "and I
will earn something—if it be ever so little, it will be something; and
I shall do my very best; so I will."
"That I am sure of, my child," said his mother, drawing him towards her
and kissing him. "You are always a good, industrious lad, that I will
say, afore your face or behind your back; but it won't do now—Lightfoot
must go."
Jem turned away, struggling to hide his tears, and went to bed, without
saying a word more. But he knew that crying would do no good, so he
presently wiped his eyes, and lay awake, considering what he could
possibly do to save the horse. "If I get ever so little," he still said
to himself, "it will be something; and who knows but landlord might
then wait a bit longer? And we might make it all up in time; for a
penny a day might come to two guineas, in time."
But how to get the first penny, was the question. Then he recollected,
that one day, when he had been sent to Clifton, to sell some flowers,
he had seen an old woman, with a board beside her covered with various
sparkling stones, which people stopped to look at as they passed, and
he remembered that some people bought the stones; one paid two-pence,
another three-pence, and another six-pence for them; and Jem heard her
say that she got them amongst the neighbouring rocks; so he thought
that if he tried, he might find some too, and sell them as she had done.
Early in the morning he awaked, full of this scheme, jumped up, dressed
himself, and having given one look at poor Lightfoot in his stable, set
off to Clifton, in search of the old woman, to inquire where she found
her sparkling stones. But it was too early in the morning—the old woman
was not at her seat; so he turned back again, disappointed.
He did not waste his time waiting for her, but saddled and bridled
Lightfoot, and went to farmer Truck's for the giant strawberries. A
great part of the morning was spent in putting them into the ground.
And as soon as that was finished, he set out again in quest of the old
woman, whom to his great joy, he spied sitting at her corner of the
street, with her board before her. But this old woman was deaf and
cross; and when at last Jem made her hear his questions, he could get
no answer from her but that she found the fossils where he would never
find any more.
"But can't I look where you looked?"
"Look away, nobody hinders you," replied the old woman; and these were
the only words she would say.
Jem was not, however, a boy to be easily discouraged; he went to the
rocks and walked slowly along, looking at all the stones as he passed.
Presently he came to a place where a number of men were at work
loosening some large rocks, and one amongst the workmen was stooping
down, looking for something very eagerly; Jem ran up, and asked if he
could help him.
"Yes," said the man, "you can. I've just dropped amongst this heap of
rubbish a fine piece of crystal that I got to-day."
"What kind of a looking thing is it?" said Jem.
"White, and like glass," said the man, and went on working, whilst Jem
looked very carefully over the heap of rubbish for a great while.
"Come," said the man, "it's gone for ever; don't trouble yourself any
more, my boy."
"It's no trouble; I'll look a little longer; we will not give it up so
soon," said Jem; and after he had looked a little longer, he found the
piece of crystal.
"Thank'e," said the man; "you are a fine little industrious fellow."
Jem, encouraged by the tone of voice in which the man spoke this,
ventured to ask him the same questions which he had asked the old woman.
"One good turn deserves another," said the man. "We are going to dinner
just now, and shall leave off work; wait for me here, and I'll make it
worth your while."
Jem waited; and as he was very attentively observing how the workmen
went on with their work, he heard somebody near him give a great
yawn, and turning round, he saw stretched upon the grass, beside the
river, a boy about his own age, whom he knew very well went in the
village of Ashton by the name of Lazy Lawrence; a name which he most
justly deserved, for he never did any thing from morning to night; he
neither worked nor played, but sauntered or lounged about, restless
and yawning. His father was an alehouse-keeper, and, being generally
drunk, could take no care of his son; so that Lazy Lawrence grew every
day worse and worse. However, some of the neighbours said that he was a
good-natured, poor fellow enough, and would never do any one harm but
himself; whilst others, who were wiser, often shook their heads, and
told him that idleness was the root of all evil.
"What, Lawrence!" cried Jem to him, when he saw him lying upon the
grass. "What! Are you asleep?"
"Not quite."
"Are you awake?"
"Not quite."
"What are you doing there?"
"Nothing."
"What are you thinking of?"
"Nothing."
"What makes you lie there?"
"I don't know—because I can't find anybody to play with me to-day; will
you come and play?"
"No, I can't; I'm busy."
"Busy," cried Lawrence, stretching himself, "you are always busy—I
would not be you for the world, to have so much to do, always."
"And I," said Jem, laughing, "would not be you for the world, to have
nothing to do."
So they parted, for the workman just then called Jem to follow him. He
took him home to his own house, and showed him a parcel of fossils,
which he had gathered he said on purpose to sell, but had never had
time yet to sort them. He set about it, however, now, and having picked
out those which he judged to be the best, he put them into a small
basket, and gave them to Jem to sell, upon condition that he should
bring him half of what he got. Jem, pleased to be employed, was ready
to agree to what the man proposed, provided his mother had no objection
to it. When he went home to dinner, he told his mother his scheme, and
she smiled and said he might do as he pleased, for she was not afraid
of his being from home.
"You are not an idle boy," said she, "so there is little danger of your
getting into any mischief."
Accordingly, Jem, that evening, took his stand, with his little basket,
upon the bank of the river, just at the place where people land from
a ferryboat, and where the walk turns to the wells, where numbers of
people perpetually pass to drink the waters. He chose his place well,
and waited almost all the evening, offering his fossils with great
assiduity to every passenger; but not one person bought any.
"Holla!" cried some sailors, who had just rowed a boat to land. "Bear a
hand here, will you, my little fellow! And carry these parcels for us
into yonder house."
Jean ran down immediately for the parcels, and did what he was asked
to do so quickly, and with so much good will, that the master of the
boat took notice of him, and when he was going away stopped to ask
him what he had got in his little basket. And when he saw that they
were fossils, he immediately told Jem to follow him, for he was going
to carry some shells he had brought from abroad to a lady in the
neighbourhood, who was making a grotto.
"She will very likely buy your stones into the bargain. Come along, my
lad; we can but try."
The lady lived but a very little way off, so that they were soon at
her house. She was alone in her parlour, and was sorting a bundle of
feathers of different colours. They lay on a sheet of pasteboard upon a
window-seat, and it happened that as the sailor was bustling round the
table to show off his shells, he knocked down the sheet of pasteboard,
and scattered all the feathers. The lady looked very sorry, which Jem
observing, he took the opportunity, whilst she was busy looking over
the sailor's bag of shells, to gather together all the feathers, and
sort them according to their different colours, as he had seen thorn
sorted when he came first into the room.
"Where is the little boy you brought with you? I thought I saw him here
just now."
"And here I am, ma'am," cried Jem, creeping from under the table with
some few remaining feathers which he had picked from the carpet. "I
thought," added he, pointing to the others, "I had better be doing
something than standing idle, ma'am."
She smiled, and pleased with his activity and simplicity, began to ask
him several questions; such as who he was, where he lived, and what
employment he had, and how much a day he earned by gathering fossils.
"This is the first day I ever tried," said Jem. "I never sold any yet,
and, if you don't buy 'em new, ma'am, I'm afraid nobody else will, for
I have asked everybody else."
"Come then," said the lady, laughing, "if that is the case, I think I
had better buy them all."
So emptying all the fossils out of his basket, she put half-a-crown
into it. Jew's eyes sparkled with joy.
"Oh! Thank you, ma'am," said he; "I will be sure and bring you as many
more to-morrow."
"Yes, but I don't promise you," said she, "to give half-a-crown
to-morrow."
"But perhaps, though you don't promise it, you will."
"No," said the lady, "do not deceive yourself; I assure you that I will
not. That, instead of encouraging you to be industrious, would teach
you to be idle."
Jem did not quite understand what she meant by this, but answered, "I'm
sure I don't wish to be idle. If you knew all, you'd know I did not."
"How do you mean, if I knew all?"
"Why, I mean, if you knew about Lightfoot."
"Who is Lightfoot?"
"Why, mammy's horse," added Jem, looking out of the window. "I must
make haste home and feed him, afore it get dark; he'll wonder what's
gone with me."
"Let him wonder a few minutes longer," said the lady, "and tell me the
rest of your story."
"I've no story, ma'am, to tell, but as how mammy says he must go to the
fair, Monday fortnight, to be sold, if she can't get the two guineas
for her rent; and I should be main sorry to part with him, for I love
him, and he loves me; so I'll work for him, I will, all I can. To be
sure, as mammy says, I have no chance, such a little fellow as I am, of
earning two guineas afore Monday fortnight."
"But are you in earnest willing to work?" said the lady. "You know
there is a great deal of difference between picking up a few stones,
and working steadily every day and all day long."
"But," said Jem, "I would work every day and all day long."
"Then," said the lady, "I will give you work. Come here to-morrow
morning, and my gardener will set you to weed the shrubberies, and I
will pay you six-pence a day. Remember, you must be at the gates by six
o'clock."
Jem bowed, thanked her, and went away.
It was late in the evening, and he was impatient to get home to feed
Lightfoot, yet he recollected that he had promised the man who had
trusted him to sell the fossils, that he would bring him half of what
he got for them. So he thought that he had better go to him directly;
and away he went, running along by the water-side about a quarter of a
mile, till he came to the man's house.
He was just come home from work, and was surprised when Jem showed him
the half-crown, saying, "Look what I got for the stones; you are to
have half you know."
"No," said the man, when he had heard his story, "I shall not take half
of that; it was given to you. I expected but a shilling at the most,
and the half of that is but six-pence; and that I'll take. Wife, give
the lad two shillings, and take this half-crown."
So the wife opened an old glove, and took out two shillings—and the
man, as she opened the glove, put in his fingers and took out a little
silver penny. "There, he shall have that into the bargain, for his
honesty. Honesty is the best policy. There's a lucky penny for you,
that I've kept ever since I can remember."
"Don't you ever go to part with it, do you hear?" cried the woman.
"Let him do what he will with it, wife," said the man.
"But," argued the wife, "another penny would do just as well to buy
gingerbread; and that's what it will go for."
"No, that it shall not, I promise you," said Jem.
And so he ran away home, fed Lightfoot, stroked him, went to bed,
jumped up at five o'clock in the morning, and went singing to work, as
gay as a lark.
Four days he worked "every day and all day long," and the lady, every
evening, when she came out to walk in her gardens, looked at his work.
At last she said to her gardener, "This little boy works very hard."
"Never had so good a little boy about the grounds," said the gardener;
"he's always at his work, let me come by when I will, and he has got
twice as much done as another would do; yes, twice as much, ma'am; for
look here—he began at this here rose-bush, and now he's got to where
you stand, ma'am; and here is the day's work that t'other boy, and he's
three years older too, did to-day—I say measure Jem's fairly, and it's
twice as much, I'm sure."
"Well," said the lady to her gardener, "show me how much is a fair good
day's work for a boy of his age."
"Come at six o'clock, and go at six? About this much, ma'am," said the
gardener, marking off a piece of the border with his spade.
"Then, little boy," said the lady, "so much shall be your task every
day; the gardener will mark it off for you; and, when you've done, the
rest of the day you may do what you please."
Jem was extremely glad of this; and the next day he had finished his
task by four o'clock; so he had all the rest of the evening to himself.
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Jem was as fond of play as any little boy could be, and when he was at
it, played with all the eagerness and gaiety imaginable; so, as soon as
he had finished his task, fed Lightfoot, and put by the six-pence he
had earned that day, he ran to the play-ground in the village, where he
found a party of boys playing, and among them Lazy Lawrence, who indeed
was not playing, but lounging upon a gate with his thumb in his mouth.
The rest were playing at cricket. Jem joined them, and was the merriest
and most active amongst them; till at last, when quite out of breath
with running, he was obliged to give up to rest himself, and sat down
upon the stile, close to the gate on which Lazy Lawrence was swinging.
"And why don't you play, Lawrence?" said he.
"I'm tired," said Lawrence.
"Tired of what?"
"I don't know well what tires me; grandmother says I'm ill, and I must
take something—I don't know what ails me."
"Oh, puh! Take a good race, one, two, three, and away, and you'll find
yourself as well as ever. Come, run—one, two, three, and away."
"Ah, no, I can't run indeed," said he, hanging back heavily; "you know
I can play all day long if I like it, so I don't mind play as you do,
who have only one hour for it."
"So much the worse for you. Come now, I'm quite fresh again; will you
have one game at ball? Do."
"No, I tell you, I can't; I am tired as if I had been working all day
long as hard as a horse."
"Ten times more," said Jem; "for I have been working all day long as
hard as a horse, and yet you see I'm not a bit tired; only a little out
of breath just now."
"That's very odd," said Lawrence, and yawned, for want of some better
answer; then taking out a handful of half-pence—"See what I got from
father to-day, because I asked him just at the right time, when he had
drunk a glass or two; then I can get anything I want of him. See, a
penny, two-pence, three-pence, four-pence—there's eight-pence in all;
would you not be happy if you had eight-pence?"
"Why, I don't know," said Jem, laughing, "for you don't seem happy, and
you have eight-pence."
"That does not signify, though I'm sure you only say that because you
envy me—you don't know what it is to have eight-pence—you never had
more than two-pence and three-pence at a time in all your life."
Jem smiled; "Oh, as to that," said he, "you are mistaken, for I have at
this very time more than two-pence, three-pence, or eight-pence either
I have—let me see: stones, two shillings; then five days' work, that's
five six-pences, that's two shillings and six-pence, in all makes four
shillings and six-pence, and my silver penny is four and seven-pence."
"Four and seven-pence—you have not," said Lawrence, roused so as
absolutely to stand upright; "four and seven-pence! have you? Show it
me, and then I'll believe you."
"Follow me, then," cried Jem, "and I'll soon make you believe me; come."
"Is it far?" said Lawrence, following, half running, half hobbling,
till he came to the stable, where Jem showed him his treasure.
"And how did you come by it? Honestly?"
"Honestly; to be sure I did; I earned it all.
"Lord bless me, earned it! Well, I've a great mind to work; but then it
is such hot weather; besides, grandmother says I'm not strong enough
yet for hard work; and besides, I know how to coax daddy out of money
when I want it, so I need not work. But four and seven-pence—let's see,
what will you do with it all?"
"That's a secret," said Jem, looking great.
"I can guess; I know what I'd do with it if it was mine. First, I'd buy
my pockets full of gingerbread; then I'd buy never so many apples and
nuts; don't you love nuts? I'd buy nuts enough to last me from this
time to Christmas, and I'd make little Newton crack 'em for me, for
that's the worst of nuts, there's the trouble of cracking 'em."
"Well, you never deserve to have a nut."
"But you'll give me some of yours?" said Lawrence, in a fawning tone,
for he thought it easier to coax than to work. "You'll give me some of
your good things, won't you?"
"I shall not have any of these good things."
"Then what will you do with all your money?"
"Oh, I know very well what to do with it; but, as I told you, that's
a secret, and I shan't tell it anybody. Come now, let's go back and
play—their game's up, I dare say."
Lawrence went back with him, full of curiosity, and out of humour with
himself and his eight-pence. "If I had four and seven-pence," said he
to himself, "I certainly should be happy!"
The next day, as usual, Jem jumped up before six o'clock and went to
his work, whilst Lazy Lawrence sauntered about without knowing what to
do with himself. In the course of two days, he laid out six-pence of
his money in apples and gingerbread, and as long as these lasted, he
found himself well received by his companions; but at length the third
day he spent his last half-penny, and when it was gone, unfortunately
some nuts tempted him very much, but he had no money to pay for them;
so he ran home to coax his father, as he called it.
When he got home, he heard his father talking very loud, and at first
he thought he was drunk; but when he opened the kitchen door, he saw he
was not drunk, but angry.
"You lazy dog!" cried he, turning suddenly upon Lawrence, and gave him
such a violent box on the ear as made the light flash from his eyes.
"You lazy dog! See what you have done for me,—look!—Look, look, I say!"
Lawrence looked as soon as he came to the use of his senses, and with
fear, amazement and remorse, beheld at least a dozen bottles burst, and
the fine Worcestershire cider streaming over the floor. "Now did not I
order you three days ago to carry these bottles to the cellar; and did
not I charge you to wire the corks? Answer me, you lazy rascal; did not
I?"
"Yes," said Lawrence, scratching his head.
"And why was it not done? I ask you," cried his father with renewed
anger, as another bottle burst at the moment. "What do you stand there
for, you lazy brat? Why don't you move? I say—No, no," catching hold of
him, "I believe you can't move; but I'll make you," and he shook him,
till Lawrence was so giddy, he could not stand. "What had you to think
of? What had you to do all day long, that you could not carry my cider,
my Worcestershire cider, to the cellar, when I bade you? But go, you'll
never be good for anything, you are such a lazy rascal; get out of my
sight!" So saying, he pushed him out of the house-door, and Lawrence
sneaked off, seeing that this was no time to make his petition for
half-pence.
The next day he saw the nuts again, and wishing for them more than
ever, went home in hopes that his father, as he said to himself,
would be in a better humour. But the cider was still fresh in his
recollection, and the moment Lawrence began to whisper the word
half-penny in his ear, his father swore with a loud oath,—
"I will not give you a half-penny, no not a farthing, for a month
to come; if you want money, go work for it; I've had enough of your
laziness—go work!"
At these terrible words, Lawrence burst into tears, and going to the
side of a ditch, sat down and cried for an hour. And, when he had cried
till he could cry no more, he exerted himself so far as to empty his
pockets, to see whether there might not be one half-penny left; and, to
his great joy, in the farthest corner of his pocket one half-penny was
found.
With this he proceeded to the fruit woman's stall. She was busy
weighing out some plums, so he was obliged to wait; and whilst he
was waiting, he heard some people near him talking and laughing very
loud. The fruit woman's stall was at the gate of an inn-yard; and,
peeping through the gate into this yard, Lawrence saw a postillion and
stable-boy about his own size, playing at pitch-farthing. He stood by
watching them for a few minutes.
"I began with but one half-penny," cried the stable-boy with an oath,
"and now I have got two-pence!" added he, jingling the half-pence in
his waistcoat pocket.
Lawrence was moved at the sound, and said to himself, "If I begin with
one half-penny, I may end like him with having two-pence; and it is
easier to play at pitch-farthing than to work."
So he stepped forward, presenting his half-penny, offering to toss up
with the stable-boy, who, after looking him full in the face, accepted
the proposal, and threw his half-penny into the air—"Head or tail?"
cried he.
"Head," replied Lawrence, and it came up head.
He seized the penny, surprised at his own success, and would have gone
instantly to have laid it out in nuts, but the stable-boy stopped him
and tempted him to throw again. This time he lost; he threw again and
won; and so he went on, sometimes losing, but most frequently winning,
till half the morning was gone. At last, however, he chanced to win
twice running, and finding himself master of three half-pence, said he
would play no more.
The stable-boy, grumbling, swore he would have his revenge another
time, and Lawrence went and bought the nuts.
"It is a good thing," said he to himself, "to play at pitch-farthing;
the next time I want a half-penny, I'll not ask my father for it, nor
go to work neither."
Satisfied with this resolution, he sat down to crack his nuts at his
leisure, upon the horse-block, in the inn-yard. Here, whilst he ate, he
overheard the conversation of the stable-boys and postillions. At first
their shocking oaths and loud wranglings frightened and shocked him;
for Lawrence, though a lazy, had not yet learned to be a wicked boy.
But, by degrees, he was accustomed to their swearing and quarrelling,
and took a delight and interest in their disputes and battles. As this
was an amusement which he could enjoy without any sort of exertion on
his part, he soon grew so fond of it, that every day he returned to
the stable-yard, and the horse-block became his constant seat. Here he
found some relief from the insupportable fatigue of doing nothing, and
here hour after hour, with his elbows on his knees, and his head on
his hands, he sat, the spectator of wickedness. Gaming, cheating, and
lying soon became familiar to him; and to complete his ruin, he formed
a sudden and close intimacy with the stable-boy, with whom he at first
began to game—a very bad boy. The consequences of this intimacy we
shall presently see.
But it is now time to inquire what little Jem has been doing all this
while.
One day after he had finished his task, the gardener asked him to stay
a little while, to help him to carry some geranium pots into the hall.
Jem, always active and obliging, readily stayed from play, and was
carrying in a heavy flower-pot, when his mistress crossed the hall.
"What a terrible litter," said she, "you are making here!—Why don't you
wipe your shoes upon the mat?"
Jem turned round to look for the mat, but he saw none.
"O," said the lady, recollecting herself, "I can't blame you, for there
is no mat."
"No, ma'am," said the gardener, "nor I don't know when, if ever, the
man will bring home those mats you bespoke, ma'am."
"I am very sorry to hear that," said the lady; "I wish we could find
somebody who would do them, if he can't—I should not care what sort of
mats they were, so that one could wipe one's feet on them."
Jem, as he was sweeping away the litter, when he heard these last
words, said to himself, "Perhaps I could make a mat."
And all the way home, as he trudged along whistling, he was thinking
over a scheme for making mats, which, however bold it may appear, he
did not despair of executing with patience and industry. Many were the
difficulties which his "prophetic eye" foresaw; but he felt within
himself that spirit which spurs men on to great enterprises, and makes
them "trample on impossibilities."
He recollected in the first place, that he had seen Lazy Lawrence,
whilst he lounged upon the gate, twist a bit of heath into different
shapes, and he thought, that if he could find some way of plaiting
heath firmly together, it would make a very pretty green, soft mat,
which would do very well for one to wipe one's shoes on. About a mile
from his mother's house, on the common winch Jem rode over when he
went to farmer Truck's for the giant strawberries, he remembered to
have seen a great quantity of this heath; and, as it was now only
six o'clock in the evening, he knew that he should have time to feed
Lightfoot, stroke him, go to the common, return, and make one trial of
his skill before he went to bed.
Lightfoot carried him swiftly to the common, and there Jem gathered as
much of the heath as he thought he should want. But what toil! What
time! What pains did it cost him, before he could make any thing like
a mat! Twenty times he was ready to throw aside the heath, and give up
his project, from impatience of repeated disappointments. But still he
persevered. Nothing truly great can be accomplished without toil and
time. Two hours he worked before he went to bed.
All his play hours the next day he spent at his mat; which in all, made
five hours of fruitless attempts. The sixth, however, repaid him for
the labours of the other five; he conquered his grand difficulty of
fastening the heath substantially together; and at length completely
finished a mat, which far surpassed his most sanguine expectations. He
was extremely happy—sung—danced round it—whistled—looked at it again
and again, and could hardly leave off looking at it when it was time to
go to bed. He laid it by his bed-side, that he might see it the moment
he awoke in the morning.
And now came the grand pleasure of carrying it to his mistress. She
looked full as much surprised as he expected, when she saw it, and when
she heard who made it. After having duly admired it, she asked him how
much he expected for his mat.
"Expect!—Nothing, ma'am," said Jem. "I meant to give it you if you'd
have it; I did not mean to sell it. I made it at my play hours, and I
was very happy making it; and I'm very glad too that you like it; and
if you please to keep it, Ma'am—that's all."
"But that's not all," said the lady. "Spend your time no more in
weeding my garden; you can employ yourself much better; you shall have
the reward of your ingenuity as well as of your industry. Make as many
more such mats as you can, and I will take care and dispose of them for
you."
"Thank'e, ma'am," said Jem, making his best bow, for he thought by the
lady's looks that she meant to do him a favour, though he repeated to
himself, "Dispose of them! What does that mean?"
The next day he went to work to make more mats, and he soon learned
to make them so well and quickly, that he was surprised at his own
success. In every one he made, he found less difficulty, so that,
instead of making two, he could soon make four, in a day. In a
fortnight, he made eighteen. It was Saturday night when he finished,
and he carried, at three journeys, his eighteen mats to his mistress's
house, piled them all up in the hall, and stood with his hat off, with
a look of proud humility, beside the pile, waiting for his mistress's
appearance. Presently a folding door, at one end of the hall, opened,
and he saw his mistress, with a great many gentlemen and ladies, rising
from several tables.
"O! There is my little boy and his mats," cried the lady.
And, followed by all the rest of the company, she came into the hall.
Jem modestly retired whilst they looked at his mats; but in a minute or
two his mistress beckoned to him, and when he came into the middle of
the circle, he saw that his pile of mats had disappeared.
"Well," said the lady, smiling, "what do you see that makes you look so
surprised?"
"That all my mats are gone," said Jem; "but you are very welcome."
"Are we!" said the lady. "Well, take up your hat and go home then, for
you see it is getting late, and you know Lightfoot will wonder what's
become of you."
Jem turned round to take up his hat, which he had left on the floor.
But how his countenance changed! The hat was heavy with shillings.
Every one who had taken a mat had put in two shillings; so that for the
eighteen mats, he had got thirty-six shillings.
"Thirty-six shillings!" said the lady. "Five and seven-pence I think
you told me you had earned already—how much does that make? I must add,
I believe, one other six-pence to make out your two guineas."
"Two guineas!" exclaimed Jem, now quite conquering his bashfulness, for
at the moment he forgot where he was, and saw nobody that was by.
"Two guineas!" cried he, clapping his hands together—"O Lightfoot! O
mother!"
Then recollecting himself; he saw his mistress, whom he now looked up
to quite as a friend.
"Will you thank them all," said he, scarcely daring to glance his eye
round upon the company, "will you thank 'em? For you know I don't know
how to thank 'em rightly."
Every body thought, however, that they had been thanked rightly.
"Now we won't keep you any longer—only," said his mistress, "I have one
thing to ask you, that I may be by when you show your treasure to your
mother."
"Come, then," said Jem, "come with me now."
"Not now," said the lady laughing, "but I will come to Ashton to-morrow
evening; perhaps your mother can find me a few strawberries."
"That she will," said Jem; "I'll search the garden myself."
He now went home, it, a great restraint to wait till to-morrow evening
before he told his mother.
To console himself, he flew to the stable. "Lightfoot, you're not to be
sold to-morrow! Poor fellow!" said he, patting him, and then could not
refrain from counting out his money Whilst he was intent upon this, Jem
was startled by a noise at the door; somebody was trying to pull up the
latch. It opened, and there came in Lazy Lawrence, with a boy in a red
jacket, who had a cock under his arm. They started when they got into
the middle of the stable, and when they saw Jem, who had been at first
hidden behind the horse.
"We—we—we—came—" stammered Lazy Lawrence—"I mean, I came to—to—to—"
"To ask you," continued the stable-boy in a bold tone, "whether you
will go with us to the cock-fight on Monday? See, I've a fine cock
here, and Lawrence told me you were a great friend of his, so I came."
Lawrence now attempted to say something in praise of the pleasures of
cock-fighting, and in recommendation of his new companion.
But Jem looked at the stable-boy with dislike, and a sort of dread;
then turning his eyes upon the cock with a look of compassion, said in
a low voice to Lawrence, "Shall you like to stand by and see its eyes
pecked out?"
"I don't know," said Lawrence, "as to that; but they say a cock-fight
is a fine sight, and it's no more cruel in me to go than another; and a
great many go; and I've nothing else to do, so I shall go."
"But I have something else to do," said Jem, laughing, "so I shall not
go."
"But," continued Lawrence, "you know Monday is the great Bristol fair,
and one must be merry then, of all days in the year."
"One day in the year, sure there's no harm in being merry," said the
stable-boy.
"I hope not," said Jem, "for I know, for my part, I am merry every day
in the year."
"That's very odd," said Lawrence; "but I know, for my part, I would
not for all the world miss going to the fair, for at least it will be
something to talk of for half a year after—come, you'll go, won't you?"
"No," said Jem, still looking as if he did not like to talk before the
ill-looking stranger.
"Then what will you do with all your money?"
"I'll tell you about that another time," whispered Jem; "and don't you
go to see that cock's eyes pecked out; it won't make you merry, I'm
sure."
"If I had anything else to divert me," said Lawrence, hesitating and
yawning.
"Come," cried the stable-boy, seizing his stretching arm, "come along,"
cried he; and pulling him away from Jem, upon whom he cast a look of
extreme contempt, "leave him alone; he is not the sort. What a tool you
are," said he to Lawrence the moment he got him out of the stable; "you
might have known he would not go, else we should soon have trimmed him
out of his four and seven-pence. But how came you to talk of four and
seven-pence? I saw in the manger a hatful of silver."
"Indeed!" exclaimed Lawrence.
"Yes, indeed—but why did you stammer so when we first got in? you had
liked to have blown us all up."
"I was so ashamed," said Lawrence, hanging down his head.
"Ashamed! But you must not talk of shame now. You are in for it, and I
shan't let you off; you owe us half-a-crown, recollect, and I must be
paid to-night, so see and get the money somehow or other."
After a considerable pause, he added, "I'll answer for it he'd never
miss half-a-crown out of all that silver."
"But to steal," said Lawrence, drawing back with horror; "I never
thought I should come to that—and from poor Jem too—the money that he
has worked so hard for too."
"But it is not stealing; we don't mean to steal, only to borrow it; and
if we win, as we certainly shall, at the cock-fight, pay it back again,
and he'll never know anything of the matter; and what harm will it do
him? Besides, what signifies talking, you can't go to the cock-fight,
or the fair either, if you don't; and I tell ye we don't mean to steal
it; we'll pay it again on Monday night."
Lawrence made no reply, and they parted without his coming to any
determination.
Here let us pause in our story—we are almost afraid to go on—the rest
is very shocking—our little readers will shudder as they read. But it
is better that they should know the truth, and see what the idle boy
came to at last.
In the dead of the night Lawrence heard somebody tap at his window. He
knew well who it was, for this was the signal agreed upon between him
and his wicked companion. He trembled at the thoughts of what he was
about to do, and lay quite still, with his head under the bed-clothes,
till he heard the second tap. Then he got up, dressed himself, and
opened his window. It was almost even with the ground.
His companion said to him in a hollow voice, "Are you ready?"
He made no answer, but got out of the window and followed.
When he got to the stable, a black cloud was just passing over the
moon, and it was quite dark.
"Where are you?" whispered Lawrence, groping about. "Where are you?
Speak to me."
"I am here; give me your hand."
Lawrence stretched out his hand.
"Is that your hand?" said the wicked boy, as Lawrence laid hold of him.
"How cold it felt!"
"Let us go back," said Lawrence; "it is not time yet."
"It is no time to go back," replied the other, opening the door;
"you've gone too far now to go back;" and he pushed Lawrence into the
stable. "Have you found it? Take care of the horse—have you done? What
are you about? Make haste, I hear a noise," said the stable-boy, who
watched at the door.
"I am feeling for the half-crown, but I can't find it."
"Bring all together." He brought Jem's broken flower-pot, with all the
money in it, to the door.
The black cloud was now passed over the moon, and the light shone full
upon them.
"What do we stand here for?" said the stable-boy, snatching the
flower-pot out of Lawrence's trembling hands, and pulling him away from
the door.
"Goodness!" cried Lawrence. "You won't take all—you said you'd only
take half-a-crown, and pay it back on Monday—you said you'd only take
half-a-crown!"
"Hold your tongue," replied the other, walking on, deaf to all
remonstrances. "If I am to be hanged ever, it shan't be for
half-a-crown."
Lawrence's blood ran cold in his veins, and he felt as if all his hair
stood on end. Not another word passed.
His accomplice carried off the money, and Lawrence crept, with all
the horrors of guilt upon him, to his restless bed. All night he
was starting from frightful dreams; or else, broad awake, he lay
listening to every small noise, unable to stir, and scarcely daring to
breathe—tormented by that most dreadful of all kinds of fear, that fear
which is the constant companion of an evil conscience. He thought the
morning would never come; but when it was day, when he heard the birds
sing, and saw everything look cheerful as usual, he felt still more
miserable.
It was Sunday morning, and the bell rang for church. All the children
of the village, dressed in their Sunday clothes, innocent and gay, and
little Jem, the best and gayest among them, went flocking by his door
to church.
"Well, Lawrence," said Jem, pulling his coat as he passed, and saw
Lawrence leaning against his father's door, "what makes you look so
black?"
"I!" said Lawrence, starting. "Why do you say that I look black?"
"Nay, then," said Jem, "you look white enough, now, if that will please
you; for you've turned as pale as death."
"Pale!" replied Lawrence, not knowing what he said; and turned abruptly
away, for he dared not stand another look of Jem's conscious that
guilt was written in his face, he shunned every eye. He would now have
given the world to have thrown off the load of guilt which lay upon
his mind; he longed to follow Jem, to fall upon his knees, and confess
all. Dreading the moment when Join should discover his loss, Lawrence
dared not stay at home, and not knowing what to do, or where to go,
he mechanically went to his old haunt at the stable-yard, and lurked
thereabouts all day, with his accomplice, who tried in vain to quiet
his fears and raise his spirits by talking of the next day's cock-fight.
It was agreed that, as soon as the dusk of the evening came on, they
should go together into a certain lonely field, and there divide their
booty.
In the meantime, Jem, when he returned from church, was very full
of business, preparing for the reception of his mistress, of whose
intended visit he had informed his mother. And whilst she was
arranging the kitchen and their little parlour, he ran to search the
strawberry-beds.
"Why, my Jem, how merry you are to-day!" said his mother, when he came
in with the strawberries, and was jumping about the room playfully.
"Now keep those spirits of yours, Jem, till you want 'em, and don't
let it come upon you all at once. Have it in mind that to-morrow is
fair-day, and Lightfoot must go. I bade farmer Truck call for him
to-night; he said he'd take him along with his own, and he'll be here
just now—and then I know how it will be with you, Jem!"
"So do I!" cried Jem, swallowing his secret with great difficulty, and
then tumbling head over heels four times running.
A carriage passed the window and stopped at the door. Jem ran out; it
was his mistress. She came in smiling, and soon made the old woman
smile too, by praising the neatness of everything in the house. But we
shall pass over, however important they were deemed at the time, the
praises of the strawberries, and of "my grandmother's china plate."
Another knock was heard at the door.
"Run, Jem," said his mother; "I hope it's our milk-woman with cream for
the lady."
No; it was farmer Truck come for Lightfoot.
The old woman's countenance fell. "Fetch him out, dear," said she,
turning to her son.
But Jem was gone; he flew out to the stable the moment he saw the flap
of farmer Truck's great coat.
"Sit ye down, farmer," said the old woman, after they had waited about
five minutes in expectation of Jem's return. "You'd best sit down, if
the lady will give you leave, for he'll not hurry himself back again.
My boy's a fool, madam, about that 'ere horse."
Trying to laugh, she added, "I knew how Lightfoot and he would be loth
enough to part—he won't bring him out till the last minute; so do sit
ye down, neighbour."
The farmer had scarcely sat down, when Jem, with a pale wild
countenance, came back.
"What's the matter?" said his mistress. "God bless the boy," said his
mother, looking at him quite frightened, whilst he tried to speak,
but could not. She went up to him, and then, leaning his head against
her, he cried, "It's gone! It's all gone!" And bursting into tears, he
sobbed as if his heart would break.
"What's gone, love?" said his mother.
"My two guineas—Lightfoot's two guineas. I went to fetch 'em to give
you, mammy; but the broken flower-pot that I put them in and all's
gone—quite gone!" repeated he, checking his sobs. "I saw them safe last
night, and was showing 'em to Lightfoot; and I was so glad to think I
had earned 'em all myself; and thought how surprised you'd look, and
how glad you'd be, and how you'd kiss me, and all!"
His mother listened to him with the greatest surprise, whilst his
mistress stood in silence, looking first at the old woman, and then at
Jem with a penetrating eye, as if she suspected the truth of his story,
and was afraid of becoming the dupe of her own compassion. "This is a
very strange thing!" said she gravely. "How came you to leave all your
money in a broken flower-pot in the stable? How came you not to give it
to your mother to take care of?"
"Why, don't you remember," said Jem, looking up in the midst of his
tears, "why, don't you remember you your own self bade me not to tell
her about it till you were by?"
"And did you not tell her?"
"Nay, ask mammy," said Jem, a little offended; and when afterwards the
lady went on questioning him in a severe manner, as if she did not
believe him, he at last made no answer.
"O, Jem! Jem! Why don't you speak to the lady?" said his mother.
"I have spoke, and spoke the truth," said Jem proudly, "and she did not
believe me."
Still the lady, who had lived too long in the world to be without
suspicion, maintained a cold manner, and determined to wait the event
without interfering, saying only, she hoped the money would be found;
and advised Joni to have done crying.
"I have done," said Jem. "I shall cry no more."
And as he had the greatest command over himself, he actually did not
shed another tear, not even when the farmer got up to go, saying he
could wait no longer.
Jem silently went to bring out Lightfoot.
The lady now took her seat where she could see all that passed at the
open parlour window.
The old woman stood at the door, and several idle people of the
village, who had gathered round the lady's carriage examining it,
turned about to listen.
In a minute or two Jem appeared, with a steady countenance, leading
Lightfoot; and when he came up, without saying a word, put the bridle
into farmer Truck's hand.
"He 'has been' a good horse!" said the farmer.
"He 'is' a good horse!" cried Jem, and threw his arm over Lightfoot's
neck, hiding his own face as he leaned upon him.
At this instant a party of milk-women went by; and one of them, having
set down her pail, came behind Jem, and gave him a pretty smart blow
upon the back.
He looked up.
"And don't you know me?" said she.
"I forget," said Jem.
"I think I have seen your face before, but I forget."
"Do you so? And you'll tell me just now," said she, half opening her
hand, "that you forget who gave you this, and who charged you not to
part with it too."
Here she quite opened her large hand, and on the palm of it appeared
Jem's silver penny.
"Where," exclaimed Jem, seizing it, "O where did you find it? And have
you—O tell me, have you got the rest of my money?"
"I don't know nothing of your money—I don't know what you would be at,"
said the milk-woman.
"But where, pray tell me, where did you find this?"
"With them that you gave it to, I suppose," said the milk-woman,
turning away suddenly to take up her milk pail.
But now Jem's mistress called to her through the window, begging her to
stop, and joining in his entreaties to know how she came by the silver
penny.
"Why, madam," said she, taking up the corner of her apron, "I came by
it in an odd way too. You must know my Betty is sick, so I come with
the milk myself, though it's not what I'm used to; for my Betty—you
know my Betty," said she, turning round to the old woman, "my Betty
serves you, and she's a tight and stirring lassy, ma'am, I can assure—"
"Yes, I don't doubt it," said the lady impatiently; "but about the
silver penny?"
"Why, that's true. As I was coming along all alone, for the rest came
around, and I came a short cut across yon field—No, you can't see it,
madam, where you stand, but if you were here—"
"I see it, I know it," said Jem, out of breath with anxiety.
"Well—well—I rested my pail upon the stile, and sets me down awhile,
and there comes out of the hedge—I don't know well how, for they
startled me so I'd like to have thrown down my milk—two boys, one about
the size of he," said she, pointing to Jem, "and one a matter taller,
but ill-looking like, so I did not think to stir to make way for them,
and they were like in a desperate hurry; so, without waiting for the
stile, one of 'em pulled at the gate, and when it would not open, for
it was tied with a pretty stout cord, one of 'em whips out his knife
and cuts it. Now have you a knife about you, sir?" continued the
milk-woman to the farmer.
He gave her his knife.
"Here now, ma'am, just sticking as it were here, between the blade and
the haft, was the silver penny. He took no notice, but when he opened
it out, it falls. Still he takes no heed, but cuts the cord as I said
before, and through the gate they went, and out of sight in half a
minute. I picks up the penny, for my heart misgave me that it was the
very one husband had a long time, and had given against my voice to
he," pointing to Jem; "and I charged him not to part with it; and,
ma'am, when I looked I knew it by the mark, so I thought I would show
it to he," again pointing to Jem, "and let him give it back to those it
belongs to."
"It belongs to me," said Jem; "I never gave it to any body but—"
"But," cried the farmer, "those boys have robbed him—it is they who
have all his money."
"O, which way did they go?" cried Jem. "I'll run after them."
"No, no," said the lady, calling to her servant; and she desired him to
take his horse and ride after them.
"Ay," added farmer Truck, "do you take the road and I'll take the field
way, and I'll be bound we'll have 'em presently."
Whilst they were gone in pursuit of the thieves, the lady, who was now
thoroughly convinced of Jem's truth, desired her coachman would produce
what she had ordered him to bring with him that evening. Out of the
boot of the carriage the coachman immediately produced a new saddle and
bridle.
How Jem's eyes sparkled when the saddle was thrown upon Lightfoot's
back!
"Put it on your horse yourself, Jem," said the lady; "it is yours."
Confused reports of Lightfoot's splendid accoutrements, of the pursuit
of the thieves, and of the fine and generous lady who was standing at
dame Preston's window, quickly spread through the village, and drew
every body from their houses. They crowded round Jem to hear the story.
The children especially, who were all fond of him, expressed the
strongest indignation against the thieves. Every eye was on the
stretch; and now some who had run down the lane came back shouting,
"Here they are! They've got the thieves!"
The footman on horseback carried one boy before him, and the farmer,
striding along, dragged another. The latter had on a red jacket, which
Jem immediately recollected, and scarcely dared to lift his eyes to
look at the boy on horseback.
"Good heavens!" said he to himself. "It must be—yet surely it can't be
Lawrence!"
The footman rode on as fast as the people would let him. The boy's hat
was slouched, and his head hung down, so that nobody could see his face.
At this instant there was a disturbance in the crowd. A man who was
half drunk pushed his way forwards, swearing that nobody should stop
him; that he had a right to see, and he "would" see. And so he did; for
forcing through all resistance, he staggered up to the footman just as
he was lifting down the boy he had carried before him.
"I 'will'—I tell you I 'will' see the thief!" cried the drunken man,
pushing up the boy's hat.
It was his own son.
"Lawrence!" exclaimed the wretched father. The shock sobered him at
once, and he hid his face in his hands.
There was an awful silence. Lawrence fell on his knees, and, in a
voice that could scarcely be heard, made a full confession of all the
circumstances of his guilt.
"Such a young creature so wicked! What could put such wickedness into
your head?"
"Bad company," said Lawrence.
"And how came you—what brought you into bad company?"
"I don't know, except it was idleness."
While this was saying, the farmer was emptying Lazy Lawrence's pockets,
and when the money appeared, all his former companions in the village
looked at each other with astonishment and terror.
Their parents grasped their little hands closer, and cried, "Thank God!
He is not my son. How often, when he was little, we used, as he lounged
about, to tell him that idleness was the root of all evil?"
As for the hardened wretch, his accomplice, every one was impatient
to have him sent to jail. He had put on a bold, insolent countenance,
till he heard Lawrence's confession—till the money was found upon him,
and he heard the milk-woman declare that she would swear to the silver
penny which he had dropped. Then he turned pale, and betrayed the
strongest signs of fear.
"We must take him before the justice," said the farmer, "and he'll be
lodged in Bristol jail."
"O," said Jem, springing forwards when Lawrence's hands were going to
be tied, "let him go—won't you—can't you let him go?"
"Yes, madam, for mercy's sake," said Jem's mother to the lady; "'think
what a disgrace to his family to be sent to jail."
His father stood by, wringing his hands in an agony of despair.
"It's all my fault," cried he. "I brought him up in idleness."
"But he'll never be idle any more," said Jem. "Won't you speak for him,
ma'am?"
"Don't ask the lady to speak for him," said the farmer; "it's better he
should go to Bridewell now, than to the gallows by-and-by."
Nothing more was said, for every body felt the truth of the farmer's
speech.
Lawrence was sent to Bridewell for a month, and the stable-boy was
transported to Botany Bay.
During Lawrence's confinement, Jem often visited him, and carried him
such little presents as he could afford to give; and Jem could afford
to be "generous," because he was "industrious."
Lawrence's heart was touched by his kindness, and his example struck
him so forcibly, that when his confinement was ended, he resolved to
set immediately to work. And, to the astonishment of all who knew him,
soon became remarkable for industry; he was found early and late at his
work, established a new character, and for ever lost the name of LAZY
LAWRENCE.
THE END.
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