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diff --git a/7502-0.txt b/7502-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..686cd22 --- /dev/null +++ b/7502-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9129 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Annie Kilburn, by William Dean Howells + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Annie Kilburn + A Novel + +Author: William Dean Howells + +Release Date: February, 2005 [EBook #7502] +This file was first posted on May 11, 2003 +Last Updated: February 25, 2018 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ANNIE KILBURN *** + + + + +Produced by Eric Eldred, William Flis, Charles Franks, and +the Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + + + + + +ANNIE KILBURN + +A Novel + +By W. D. Howells + + +Author of + + “Indian Summer” + “The Rise of Silas Lapham” + “April Hopes” etc. + + + + +I. + + +After the death of Judge Kilburn his daughter came back to America. They +had been eleven winters in Rome, always meaning to return, but staying on +from year to year, as people do who have nothing definite to call them +home. Toward the last Miss Kilburn tacitly gave up the expectation of +getting her father away, though they both continued to say that they were +going to take passage as soon as the weather was settled in the spring. +At the date they had talked of for sailing he was lying in the Protestant +cemetery, and she was trying to gather herself together, and adjust her +life to his loss. This would have been easier with a younger person, for +she had been her father's pet so long, and then had taken care of his +helplessness with a devotion which was finally so motherly, that it was +like losing at once a parent and a child when he died, and she remained +with the habit of giving herself when there was no longer any one to +receive the sacrifice. He had married late, and in her thirty-first year he +was seventy-eight; but the disparity of their ages, increasing toward the +end through his infirmities, had not loosened for her the ties of custom +and affection that bound them; she had seen him grow more and more fitfully +cognisant of what they had been to each other since her mother's death, +while she grew the more tender and fond with him. People who came to +condole with her seemed not to understand this, or else they thought it +would help her to bear up if they treated her bereavement as a relief from +hopeless anxiety. They were all surprised when she told them she still +meant to go home. + +“Why, my dear,” said one old lady, who had been away from America twenty +years, “_this_ is home! You've lived in this apartment longer now +than the oldest inhabitant has lived in most American towns. What are you +talking about? Do you mean that you are going back to Washington?” + +“Oh no. We were merely staying on in Washington from force of habit, after +father gave up practice. I think we shall go back to the old homestead, +where we used to spend our summers, ever since I can remember.” + +“And where is that?” the old lady asked, with the sharpness which people +believe must somehow be good for a broken spirit. + +“It's in the interior of Massachusetts--you wouldn't know it: a place +called Hatboro'.” + +“No, I certainly shouldn't,” said the old lady, with superiority. “Why +Hatboro', of all the ridiculous reasons?” + +“It was one of the first places where they began to make straw hats; it was +a nickname at first, and then they adopted it. The old name was Dorchester +Farms. Father fought the change, but it was of no use; the people wouldn't +have it Farms after the place began to grow; and by that time they had got +used to Hatboro'. Besides, I don't see how it's any worse than Hatfield, in +England.” + +“It's very American.” + +“Oh, it's American. We have Boxboro' too, you know, in Massachusetts.” + +“And you are going from Rome to Hatboro', Mass.,” said the old lady, trying +to present the idea in the strongest light by abbreviating the name of the +State. + +“Yes,” said Miss Kilburn. “It will be a change, but not so much of a change +as you would think. It was father's wish to go back.” + +“Ah, my _dear_!” cried the old lady. “You're letting that weigh with +you, I see. Don't do it! If it wasn't wise, don't you suppose that the last +thing he could wish you to do would be to sacrifice yourself to a sick whim +of his?” + +The kindness expressed in the words touched Annie Kilburn. She had a +certain beauty of feature; she was near-sighted; but her eyes were brown +and soft, her lips red and full; her dark hair grew low, and played in +little wisps and rings on her temples, where her complexion was clearest; +the bold contour of her face, with its decided chin and the rather large +salient nose, was like her father's; it was this, probably, that gave an +impression of strength, with a wistful qualification. She was at that time +rather thin, and it could have been seen that she would be handsomer when +her frame had rounded out in fulfilment of its generous design. She opened +her lips to speak, but shut them again in an effort at self-control before +she said-- + +“But I really wish to do it. At this moment I would rather be in Hatboro' +than in Rome.” + +“Oh, very well,” said the old lady, gathering herself up as one does from +throwing away one's sympathy upon an unworthy object; “if you really +_wish_ it--” + +“I know that it must seem preposterous and--and almost ungrateful that I +should think of going back, when I might just as well stay. Why, I've a +great many more friends here than I have there; I suppose I shall be almost +a stranger when I get there, and there's no comparison in congeniality; and +yet I feel that I must go back. I can't tell you why. But I have a longing; +I feel that I must try to be of some use in the world--try to do some +good--and in Hatboro' I think I shall know how.” She put on her glasses, +and looked at the old lady as if she might attempt an explanation, but, as +if a clearer vision of the veteran worldling discouraged her, she did not +make the effort. + +“_Oh_!” said the old lady. “If you want to be of use, and do good--” + She stopped, as if then there were no more to be said by a sensible person. +“And shall you be going soon?” she asked. The idea seemed to suggest her +own departure, and she rose after speaking. + +“Just as soon as possible,” answered Miss Kilburn. Words take on a colour +of something more than their explicit meaning from the mood in which they +are spoken: Miss Kilburn had a sense of hurrying her visitor away, and the +old lady had a sense of being turned out-of-doors, that the preparations +for the homeward voyage might begin instantly. + + + + +II. + + +Many times after the preparations began, and many times after they were +ended, Miss Kilburn faltered in doubt of her decision; and if there had +been any will stronger than her own to oppose it, she might have reversed +it, and stayed in Rome. All the way home there was a strain of misgiving +in her satisfaction at doing what she believed to be for the best, and the +first sight of her native land gave her a shock of emotion which was not +unmixed joy. She felt forlorn among people who were coming home with all +sorts of high expectations, while she only had high intentions. + +These dated back a good many years; in fact, they dated back to the time +when the first flush of her unthinking girlhood was over, and she began +to question herself as to the life she was living. It was a very pleasant +life, ostensibly. Her father had been elected from the bench to Congress, +and had kept his title and his repute as a lawyer through several terms +in the House before he settled down to the practice of his profession +in the courts at Washington, where he made a good deal of money. They +passed from boarding to house-keeping, in the easy Washington way, after +their impermanent Congressional years, and divided their time between +a comfortable little place in Nevada Circle and the old homestead in +Hatboro'. He was fond of Washington, and robustly content with the world +as he found it there and elsewhere. If his daughter's compunctions came to +her through him, it must have been from some remoter ancestry; he was not +apparently characterised by their transmission, and probably she derived +them from her mother, who died when she was a little girl, and of whom she +had no recollection. Till he began to break, after they went abroad, he +had his own way in everything; but as men grow old or infirm they fall +into subjection to their womenkind; their rude wills yield in the suppler +insistence of the feminine purpose; they take the colour of the feminine +moods and emotions; the cycle of life completes itself where it began, in +helpless dependence upon the sex; and Rufus Kilburn did not escape the +common lot. He was often complaining and unlovely, as aged and ailing men +must be; perhaps he was usually so; but he had moments when he recognised +the beauty of his daughter's aspiration with a spiritual sympathy, which +showed that he must always have had an intellectual perception of it. +He expressed with rhetorical largeness and looseness the longing which +was not very definite in her own heart, and mingled with it a strain of +homesickness poignantly simple and direct for the places, the scenes, the +persons, the things, of his early days. As he failed more and more, his +homesickness was for natural aspects which had wholly ceased to exist +through modern changes and improvements, and for people long since dead, +whom he could find only in an illusion of that environment in some other +world. In the pathos of this situation it was easy for his daughter to keep +him ignorant of the passionate rebellion against her own ideals in which +she sometimes surprised herself. When he died, all counter-currents were +lost in the tidal revulsion of feeling which swept her to the fulfilment +of what she hoped was deepest and strongest in her nature, with shame for +what she hoped was shallowest, till that moment of repulsion in which she +saw the thickly roofed and many towered hills of Boston grow up out of the +western waves. + +She had always regarded her soul as the battlefield of two opposite +principles, the good and the bad, the high and the low. God made her, she +thought, and He alone; He made everything that she was; but she would not +have said that He made the evil in her. Yet her belief did not admit the +existence of Creative Evil; and so she said to herself that she herself +was that evil, and she must struggle against herself; she must question +whatever she strongly wished because she strongly wished it. It was not +logical; she did not push her postulates to their obvious conclusions; and +there was apt to be the same kind of break between her conclusions and her +actions as between her reasons and her conclusions. She acted impulsively, +and from a force which she could not analyse. She indulged reveries so +vivid that they seemed to weaken and exhaust her for the grapple with +realities; the recollection of them abashed her in the presence of facts. + +With all this, it must not be supposed that she was morbidly introspective. +Her life had been apparently a life of cheerful acquiescence in worldly +conditions; it had been, in some measure, a life of fashion, or at least +of society. It had not been without the interests of other girls' lives, +by any means; she had sometimes had fancies, flirtations, but she did not +think she had been really in love, and she had refused some offers of +marriage for that reason. + + + + +III. + + +The industry of making straw hats began at Hatboro', as many other +industries have begun in New England, with no great local advantages, but +simply because its founder happened to live there, and to believe that it +would pay. There was a railroad, and labour of the sort he wanted was cheap +and abundant in the village and the outlying farms. In time the work came +to be done more and more by machinery, and to be gathered into large shops. +The buildings increased in size and number; the single line of the railroad +was multiplied into four, and in the region of the tracks several large, +ugly, windowy wooden bulks grew up for shoe shops; a stocking factory +followed; yet this business activity did not warp the old village from its +picturesqueness or quiet. The railroad tracks crossed its main street; but +the shops were all on one side of them, with the work-people's cottages +and boarding-houses, and on the other were the simple, square, roomy old +mansions, with their white paint and their green blinds, varied by the +modern colour and carpentry of French-roofed villas. The old houses stood +quite close to the street, with a strip of narrow door-yard before them; +the new ones affected a certain depth of lawn, over which their owners +personally pushed a clucking hand-mower in the summer evenings after tea. +The fences had been taken away from the new houses, in the taste of some +of the Boston suburbs; they generally remained before the old ones, whose +inmates resented the ragged effect that their absence gave the street. The +irregularity had hitherto been of an orderly and harmonious kind, such as +naturally follows the growth of a country road into a village thoroughfare. +The dwellings were placed nearer or further from the sidewalk as their +builders fancied, and the elms that met in a low arch above the street had +an illusive symmetry in the perspective; they were really set at uneven +intervals, and in a line that wavered capriciously in and out. The street +itself lounged and curved along, widening and contracting like a river, +and then suddenly lost itself over the brow of an upland which formed a +natural boundary of the village. Beyond this was South Hatboro', a group of +cottages built by city people who had lately come in--idlers and invalids, +the former for the cool summer, and the latter for the dry winter. At +chance intervals in the old village new side streets branched from the +thoroughfare to the right and the left, and here and there a Queen Anne +cottage showed its chimneys and gables on them. The roadway under the +elms that kept it dark and cool with their hovering shade, and swept the +wagon-tops with their pendulous boughs at places, was unpaved; but the +sidewalks were asphalted to the last dwelling in every direction, and they +were promptly broken out in winter by the public snow-plough. + +Miss Kilburn saw them in the spring, when their usefulness was least +apparent, and she did not know whether to praise the spirit of progress +which showed itself in them as well as in other things at Hatboro'. She +had come prepared to have misgivings, but she had promised herself to be +just; she thought she could bear the old ugliness, if not the new. Some +of the new things, however, were not so ugly; the young station-master +was handsome in his railroad uniform, and pleasanter to the eye than the +veteran baggage-master, incongruous in his stiff silk cap and his shirt +sleeves and spectacles. The station itself, one of Richardson's, massive +and low, with red-tiled, spreading veranda roofs, impressed her with +its fitness, and strengthened her for her encounter with the business +architecture of Hatboro', which was of the florid, ambitious New York type, +prevalent with every American town in the early stages of its prosperity. +The buildings were of pink brick, faced with granite, and supported in the +first story by columns of painted iron; flat-roofed blocks looked down over +the low-wooden structures of earlier Hatboro', and a large hotel had pushed +back the old-time tavern, and planted itself flush upon the sidewalk. But +the stores seemed very good, as she glanced at them from her carriage, +and their show-windows were tastefully arranged; the apothecary's had an +interior of glittering neatness unsurpassed by an Italian apothecary's; and +the provision-man's, besides its symmetrical array of pendent sides and +quarters indoors, had banks of fruit and vegetables without, and a large +aquarium with a spraying fountain in its window. + +Bolton, the farmer who had always taken care of the Kilburn place, came +to meet her at the station and drive her home. Miss Kilburn had bidden +him drive slowly, so that she could see all the changes, and she noticed +the new town-hall, with which she could find no fault; the Baptist and +Methodist churches were the same as of old; the Unitarian church seemed to +have shrunk as if the architecture had sympathised with its dwindling body +of worshippers; just beyond it was the village green, with the soldiers' +monument, and the tall white-painted flag-pole, and the four small brass +cannon threatening the points of the compass at its base. + +“Stop a moment, Mr. Bolton,” said Miss Kilburn; and she put her head quite +out of the carriage, and stared at the figure on the monument. + +It was strange that the first misgiving she could really make sure of +concerning Hatboro' should relate to this figure, which she herself was +mainly responsible for placing there. When the money was subscribed and +voted for the statue, the committee wrote out to her at Rome as one who +would naturally feel an interest in getting something fit and economical +for them. She accepted the trust with zeal and pleasure; but she overruled +their simple notion of an American volunteer at rest, with his hands folded +on the muzzle of his gun, as intolerably hackneyed and commonplace. Her +conscience, she said, would not let her add another recruit to the regiment +of stone soldiers standing about in that posture on the tops of pedestals +all over the country; and so, instead of going to an Italian statuary with +her fellow-townsmen's letter, and getting him to make the figure they +wanted, she doubled the money and gave the commission to a young girl +from Kansas, who had come out to develop at Rome the genius recognised +at Topeka. They decided together that it would be best to have something +ideal, and the sculptor promptly imagined and rapidly executed a design +for a winged Victory, poising on the summit of a white marble shaft, and +clasping its hands under its chin, in expression of the grief that mingled +with the popular exultation. Miss Kilburn had her doubts while the work +went on, but she silenced them with the theory that when the figure was in +position it would be all right. + +Now that she saw it in position she wished to ask Mr. Bolton what was +thought of it, but she could not nerve herself to the question. He remained +silent, and she felt that he was sorry for her. “Oh, may I be very humble; +may I be helped to be very humble!” she prayed under her breath. It +seemed as if she could not take her eyes from the figure; it was such a +modern, such an American shape, so youthfully inadequate, so simple, so +sophisticated, so like a young lady in society indecorously exposed for +a _tableau vivant_. She wondered if the people in Hatboro' felt all +this about it; if they realised how its involuntary frivolity insulted the +solemn memory of the slain. + +“Drive on, please,” she said gently. + +Bolton pulled the reins, and as the horses started he pointed with his whip +to a church at the other side of the green. “That's the new Orthodox +church,” he explained. + +“Oh, is it?” asked Miss Kilburn. “It's very handsome, I'm sure.” She was +not sensible of admiring the large Romanesque pile very much, though it +was certainly not bad, but she remembered that Bolton was a member of the +Orthodox church, and she was grateful to him for not saying anything about +the soldiers' monument. + +“We sold the old buildin' to the Catholics, and they moved it down ont' the +side street.” + +Miss Kilburn caught the glimmer of a cross where he beckoned, through the +flutter of the foliage. + +“They had to razee the steeple some to git their cross on,” he added; +and then he showed her the high-school building as they passed, and the +Episcopal chapel, of blameless church-warden's Gothic, half hidden by its +Japanese ivy, under a branching elm, on another side street. + +“Yes,” she said, “that was built before we went abroad.” + +“I disremember,” he said absently. He let the horses walk on the soft, +darkly shaded road, where the wheels made a pleasant grinding sound, and +set himself sidewise on his front seat, so as to talk to Miss Kilburn more +at his ease. + +“I d'know,” he began, after clearing his throat, with a conscious air, “as +you know we'd got a new minister to our church.” + +“No, I hadn't heard of it,” said Miss Kilburn, with her mind full of the +monument still. “But I might have heard and forgotten it,” she added. “I +was very much taken up toward the last before I left Rome.” + +“Well, come to think,” said Bolton; “I don't know's you'd had time to +heard. He hain't been here a great while.” + +“Is he--satisfactory?” asked Miss Kilburn, feeling how far from +satisfactory the Victory was, and formulating an explanatory apology to the +committee in her mind. + +“Oh yes, he's satisfactory enough, as far forth as that goes. He's +talented, and he's right up with the times. Yes, he's progressive. I guess +they got pretty tired of Mr. Rogers, even before he died; and they kept the +supply a-goin' till--all was blue, before they could settle on anybody. In +fact they couldn't seem to agree on anybody till Mr. Peck come.” + +Miss Kilburn had got as far, in her tacit interview with the committee, as +to have offered to replace at her own expense the Victory with a Volunteer, +and she seemed to be listening to Bolton with rapt attention. + +“Well, it's like this,” continued the farmer. “He's progressive in his +idees, 'n' at the same time he's spiritual-minded; and so I guess he suits +pretty well all round. Of course you can't suit everybody. There's always +got to be a dog in the manger, it don't matter where you go. But if anybody +was to ask me, I should say Mr. Peck suited. Yes, I don't know but what I +should.” + +Miss Kilburn instantaneously closed her transaction with the committee, +removed the Victory, and had the Volunteer unveiled with appropriate +ceremonies, opened with prayer by the Rev. Mr. Peck. + +“Peck?” she said. “Did you tell me his name was Peck?” + +“Yes, ma'am; Rev. Julius W. Peck. He's from down Penobscotport way, in +Maine. I guess he's all right.” + +Miss Kilburn did not reply. Her mind had been taken off the monument for +the moment by her dislike for the name of the new minister, and the Victory +had seized the opportunity to get back. + +Bolton sighed deeply, and continued in a strain whose diffusiveness at last +became perceptible to Miss Kilburn through her own humiliation. “There's +some in every community that's bound to complain, I don't care what you do +to accommodate 'em; and what I done, I done as much to stop their clack as +anything, and give him the right sort of a start off, an' I guess I did. +But Mis' Bolton she didn't know but what you'd look at it in the light of a +libbutty, and I didn't know but what you _would_ think I no business +to done it.” + +He seemed to be addressing a question to her, but she only replied with a +dazed frown, and Bolton was obliged to go on. + +“I didn't let him room in your part of the house; that is to say, not sleep +there; but I thought, as you was comin' home, and I better be airin' it up +some, anyway, I might as well let him set in the old Judge's room. If you +think it was more than I had a right to do, I'm willin' to pay for it. Git +up!” Bolton turned fully round toward his horses, to hide the workings of +emotion in his face, and shook the reins like a desperate man. + +“What _are_ you talking about, Mr. Bolton?” cried Miss Kilburn. +“_Whom_ are you talking about?” + +Bolton answered, with a kind of violence, “Mr. Peck; I took him to board, +first off.” + +“You took him to board?” + +“Yes. I know it wa'n't just accordin' to the letter o' the law, and the old +Judge was always pootty p'tic'lah. But I've took care of the place goin' +on twenty years now, and I hain't never had a chick nor a child in it +before. The child,” he continued, partly turning his face round again, and +beginning to look Miss Kilburn in the eye, “wa'n't one to touch anything, +anyway, and we kep' her in our part all the while; Mis' Bolton she couldn't +seem to let her out of her sight, she got so fond of her, and she used to +follow me round among the hosses like a kitten. I declare, I _miss_ +her.” + +Bolton's face, the colour of one of the lean ploughed fields of Hatboro', +and deeply furrowed, lighted up with real feeling, which he tried to make +go as far in the work of reconciling Miss Kilburn as if it had been +factitious. + +“But I don't understand,” she said. “What child are you talking about?” + +“Mr. Peck's.” + +“Was he married?” she asked, with displeasure, she did not know why. + +“Well, yes, he _had_ been,” answered Bolton. “But she'd be'n in the +asylum ever since the child was born.” + +“Oh,” said Miss Kilburn, with relief; and she fell back upon the seat from +which she had started forward. + +Bolton might easily have taken her tone for that of disgust. He faced round +upon her once more. “It was kind of queer, his havin' the child with him, +an' takin' most the care of her himself; and so, as I _say_, Mis' +Bolton and me we took him in, as much to stop folks' mouths as anything, +till they got kinder used to it. But we didn't take him into your part, as +I _say_; and as _I_ say, I'm willin' to pay you whatever you say +for the use of the old Judge's study. I presume that part of it _was_ +a libbutty.” + +“It was all perfectly right, Mr. Bolton,” said Miss Kilburn. + +“His wife died anyway, more than a year ago,” said Bolton, as if the fact +completed his atonement to Miss Kilburn, “_Git_ ep! I told him from +the start that it had got to be a temporary thing, an' 't I only took him +till he could git settled somehow. I guess he means to go to house-keepin', +if he can git the right kind of a house-keeper; he wants an old one. If it +was a young one, I guess he wouldn't have any great trouble, if he went +about it the right way.” Bolton's sarcasm was merely a race sarcasm. He was +a very mild man, and his thick-growing eyelashes softened and shadowed his +grey eyes, and gave his lean face pathos. + +“You could have let him stay till he had found a suitable place,” said Miss +Kilburn. + +“Oh, I wa'n't goin' to do _that_,” said Bolton. “But I'm 'bliged to +you just the same.” + +They came up in sight of the old square house, standing back a good +distance from the road, with a broad sweep of grass sloping down before it +into a little valley, and rising again to the wall fencing the grounds from +the street. The wall was overhung there by a company of magnificent elms, +which turned and formed one side of the avenue leading to the house. Their +tops met and mixed somewhat incongruously with those of the stiff dark +maples which more densely shaded the other side of the lane. + +Bolton drove into their gloom, and then out into the wide sunny space at +the side of the house where Miss Kilburn had alighted so often with her +father. Bolton's dog, grown now so very old as to be weak-minded, barked +crazily at his master, and then, recognising him, broke into an imbecile +whimper, and went back and coiled his rheumatism up in the sun on a warm +stone before the door. Mrs. Bolton had to step over him as she came out, +formally supporting her right elbow with her left hand as she offered the +other in greeting to Miss Kilburn, with a look of question at her husband. + +Miss Kilburn intercepted the look, and began to laugh. + +All was unchanged, and all so strange; it seemed as if her father must both +get down with her from the carriage and come to meet her from the house. +Her glance involuntarily took in the familiar masses and details; the +patches of short tough grass mixed with decaying chips and small weeds +underfoot, and the spacious June sky overhead; the fine network and +blisters of the cracking and warping white paint on the clapboarding, and +the hills beyond the bulks of the village houses and trees; the woodshed +stretching with its low board arches to the barn, and the milk-pans tilted +to sun against the underpinning of the L, and Mrs. Bolton's pot plants in +the kitchen window. + +“Did you think I could be hard about such a thing as that? It was perfectly +right. O Mrs. Bolton!” She stopped laughing and began to cry; she put away +Mrs. Bolton's carefully offered hand, she threw herself upon the bony +structure of her bosom, and buried her face sobbing in the leathery folds +of her neck. + +Mrs. Bolton suffered her embrace above the old dog, who fled with a cry of +rheumatic apprehension from the sweep of Miss Kilburn's skirts, and then +came back and snuffed at them in a vain effort to recall her. + +“Well, go in and lay down by the stove,” said Mrs. Bolton, with a divided +interest, while she beat Miss Kilburn's back with her bony palm in sign of +sympathy. But the dog went off up the lane, and stood there by the pasture +bars, barking abstractedly at intervals. + + + + +IV. + + +Miss Kilburn found that the house had been well aired for her coming, but +an old earthy and mouldy smell, which it took days and nights of open doors +and windows to drive out, stole back again with the first turn of rainy +weather. She had fires built on the hearths and in the stoves, and after +opening her trunks and scattering her dresses on beds and chairs, she spent +most of the first week outside of the house, wandering about the fields and +orchards to adjust herself anew to the estranged features of the place. +The house she found lower-ceiled and smaller than she remembered it. The +Boltons had kept it up very well, and in spite of the earthy and mouldy +smell, it was conscientiously clean. There was not a speck of dust +anywhere; the old yellowish-white paint was spotless; the windows shone. +But there was a sort of frigidity in the perfect order and repair which +repelled her, and she left her things tossed about, as if to break the ice +of this propriety. In several places, within and without, she found marks +of the faithful hand of Bolton in economical patches of the woodwork; but +she was not sure that they had not been there eleven years before; and +there were darnings in the carpets and curtains, which affected her with +the same mixture of novelty and familiarity. Certain stale smells about the +place (minor smells as compared with the prevalent odour) confused her; she +could not decide whether she remembered them of old, or was reminded of the +odours she used to catch in passing the pantry on the steamer. + +Her father had never been sure that he would not return any next year or +month, and the house had always been ready to receive them. In his study +everything was as he left it. His daughter looked for signs of Mr. Peck's +occupation, but there were none; Mrs. Bolton explained that she had put +him in a table from her own sitting-room to write at. The Judge's desk was +untouched, and his heavy wooden arm-chair stood pulled up to it as if he +were in it. The ranks of law-books, in their yellow sheepskin, with their +red titles above and their black titles below, were in the order he had +taught Mrs. Bolton to replace them in after dusting; the stuffed owl on a +shelf above the mantel looked down with a clear solemnity in its gum-copal +eyes, and Mrs. Bolton took it from its perch to show Miss Kilburn that +there was not a moth on it, nor the sign of a moth. + +Miss Kilburn experienced here that refusal of the old associations to take +the form of welcome which she had already felt in the earth and sky and air +outside; in everything there was a sense of impassable separation. Her dead +father was no nearer in his wonted place than the trees of the orchard, or +the outline of the well-known hills, or the pink of the familiar sunsets. +In her rummaging about the house she pulled open a chest of drawers which +used to stand in the room where she slept when a child. It was full of her +own childish clothing, a little girl's linen and muslin; and she thought +with a throe of despair that she could as well hope to get back into these +outgrown garments, which the helpless piety of Mrs. Bolton had kept from +the rag-bag, as to think of re-entering the relations of the life so long +left off. + +It surprised her to find how cold the Boltons were; she had remembered them +as always very kind and willing; but she was so used now to the ways of +the Italians and their showy affection, it was hard for her to realise +that people could be both kind and cold. The Boltons seemed ashamed of +their feelings, and hid them; it was the same in some degree with all the +villagers when she began to meet them, and the fact slowly worked back into +her consciousness, wounding its way in. People did not come to see her at +once. They waited, as they told her, till she got settled, before they +called, and then they did not appear very glad to have her back. + +But this was not altogether the effect of their temperament. The Kilburns +had made a long summer always in Hatboro', and they had always talked of it +as home; but they had never passed a whole year there since Judge Kilburn +first went to Congress, and they were not regarded as full neighbours +or permanent citizens. Miss Kilburn, however, kept up her childhood +friendships, and she and some of the ladies called one another by their +Christian names, but they believed that she met people in Washington whom +she liked better; the winters she spent there certainly weakened the ties +between them, and when it came to those eleven years in Rome, the letters +they exchanged grew rarer and rarer, till they stopped altogether. Some of +the girls went away; some died; others became dead and absent to her in +their marriages and household cares. + +After waiting for one another, three of them came together to see her one +day. They all kissed her, after a questioning glance at her face and dress, +as if they wanted to see whether she had grown proud or too fashionable. +But they were themselves apparently much better dressed, and certainly more +richly dressed. In a place like Hatboro', where there is no dinner-giving, +and evening parties are few, the best dress is a street costume, which +may be worn for calls and shopping, and for church and all public +entertainments. The well-to-do ladies make an effect of outdoor fashion, in +which the poorest shop hand has her part; and in their turn they share her +indoor simplicity. These old friends of Annie's wore bonnets and frocks of +the latest style and costly material. + +They let her make the advances, receiving them with blank passivity, +or repelling them with irony, according to the several needs of their +self-respect, and talking to one another across her. One of them asked her +when her hair had begun to turn, and they each told her how thin she was, +but promised her that Hatboro' air would bring her up. At the same time +they feigned humility in regard to everything about Hatboro' but the air; +they laughed when she said she intended now to make it her home the whole +year round, and said they guessed she would be tired of it long before +fall; there were plenty of summer folks that passed the winter as long as +the June weather lasted. As they grew more secure of themselves, or less +afraid of one another in her presence, their voices rose; they laughed +loudly at nothing, and they yelled in a nervous chorus at times, each +trying to make herself heard above the others. + +She asked them about the social life in the village, and they told her that +a good many new people had really settled there, but they did not know +whether she would like them; they were not the old Hatboro' style. Annie +showed them some of the things she had brought home, especially Roman +views, and they said now she ought to give an evening in the church parlour +with them. + +“You'll have to come to our church, Annie,” said Mrs. Putney. “The +Unitarian doesn't have preaching once in a month, and Mr. Peck is very +liberal.” + +“He's 'most _too_ liberal for some,” said Emmeline Gerrish. Of the +three she had grown the stoutest, and from being a slight, light-minded +girl, she had become a heavy matron, habitually censorious in her speech. +She did not mean any more by it, however, than she did by her girlish +frivolity, and if she was not supported in her severity, she was apt to +break down and disown it with a giggle, as she now did. + +“Well, I don't know about his being _too_ liberal,” said Mrs. +Wilmington, a large red-haired blonde, with a lazy laugh. “He makes you +feel that you're a pretty miserable sinner.” She made a grimace of humorous +disgust. + +“Mr. Gerrish says that's just the trouble,” Mrs. Gerrish broke in. “Mr. +Peck don't put stress enough on the promises. That's what Mr. Gerrish says. +You must have been surprised, Annie,” she added, “to find that he'd been +staying in your house.” + +“I was glad Mrs. Bolton invited him,” answered Annie sincerely, but not +instantly. + +The ladies waited, with an exchange of glances, for her reply, as if they +had talked the matter over beforehand, and had agreed to find out just how +Annie Kilburn felt about it. + +“Oh, I guess he paid his board,” said Mrs. Wilmington, jocosely rejecting +the implication that he had been the guest of the Boltons. + +“I don't see what he expects to do with that little girl of his, without +any mother, that way,” said Mrs. Gerrish. “He ought to get married.” + +“Perhaps he will, when he's waited a proper time,” suggested Mrs. Putney +demurely. + +“Well, his wife's been the same as dead ever since the child was born. I +don't know what you call a proper time, Ellen,” argued Mrs. Gerrish. + +“I presume a minister feels differently about such things,” Mrs. Wilmington +remarked indolently. + +“I don't see why a minister should feel any different from anybody else,” + said Mrs. Gerrish. “It's his duty to do it on his child's account. I don't +see why he don't have the remains brought to Hatboro', anyway.” + +They debated this point at some length, and they seemed to forget Annie. +She listened with more interest than her concern in the last resting-place +of the minister's dead wife really inspired. These old friends of hers +seemed to have lost the sensitiveness of their girlhood without having +gained tenderness in its place. They treated the affair with a nakedness +that shocked her. In the country and in small towns people come face +to face with life, especially women. It means marrying, child-bearing, +household cares and burdens, neighbourhood gossip, sickness, death, burial, +and whether the corpse appeared natural. But ever so much kindness goes +with their disillusion; they are blunted, but not embittered. + +They ended by recalling Annie to mind, and Mrs. Putney said: “I suppose you +haven't been to the cemetery yet? They've got it all fixed up since you +went away--drives laid out, and paths cut through, and everything. A good +many have put up family tombs, and they've taken away the old iron fences +round the lots, and put granite curbing. They mow the grass all the time. +It's a perfect garden.” Mrs. Putney was a small woman, already beginning +to wrinkle. She had married a man whom Annie remembered as a mischievous +little boy, with a sharp tongue and a nervous temperament; her father had +always liked him when he came about the house, but Annie had lost sight of +him in the years that make small boys and girls large ones, and he was at +college when she went abroad. She had an impression of something unhappy in +her friend's marriage. + +“I think it's _too_ much fixed up myself,” said Mrs. Gerrish. She +turned suddenly to Annie: “You going to have your father fetched home?” + +The other ladies started a little at the question and looked at Annie; it +was not that they were shocked, but they wanted to see whether she would +not be so. + +“No,” she said briefly. She added, helplessly, “It wasn't his wish.” + +“I should have thought he would have liked to be buried alongside of your +mother,” said Mrs. Gerrish. “But the Judge always _was_ a little +peculiar. I presume you can have the name and the date put on the monument +just the same.” + +Annie flushed at this intimate comment and suggestion from a woman whom as +a girl she had never admitted to familiarity with her, but had tolerated +her because she was such a harmless simpleton, and hung upon other girls +whom she liked better. The word monument cowed her, however. She was afraid +they might begin to talk about the soldiers' monument. She answered +hastily, and began to ask them about their families. + +Mrs. Wilmington, who had no children, and Mrs. Putney, who had one, spoke +of Mrs. Gerrish's large family. She had four children, and she refused the +praises of her friends for them, though she celebrated them herself. “You +ought to have seen the two little girls that Ellen lost, Annie,” she said. +“Ellen Putney, I don't see how you ever got over that. Those two lovely, +healthy children gone, and poor little Winthrop left! I always did say it +was too hard.” + +She had married a clerk in the principal dry-goods store, who had prospered +rapidly, and was now one of the first business men of the place, and had an +ambition to be a leading citizen. She believed in his fitness to deal with +the questions of religion and education which he took part in, and was +always quoting Mr. Gerrish. She called him Mr. Gerrish so much that other +people began to call him so too. But Mrs. Putney's husband held out against +it, and had the habit of returning the little man's ceremonious salutations +with an easy, “Hello, Billy,” “Good morning, Billy.” It was his theory that +this was good for Gerrish, who might otherwise have forgotten when +everybody called him Billy. He was one of the old Putneys; and he was a +lawyer by profession. + +Mrs. Wilmington's husband had come to Hatboro' since Annie's long absence +began; he had capital, and he had started a stocking-mill in Hatboro'. +He was much older than his wife, whom he had married after a protracted +widowerhood. She had one of the best houses and the most richly furnished +in Hatboro'. She and Mrs. Putney saw Mrs. Gerrish at rare intervals, and in +observance of some notable fact of their girlish friendship like the +present. + +In pursuance of the subject of children, Mrs. Gerrish said that she +sometimes had a notion to offer to take Mr. Peck's little girl herself till +he could get fixed somehow, but Mr. Gerrish would not let her. Mr. Gerrish +said Mr. Peck had better get married himself if he wanted a step-mother for +his little girl. Mr. Gerrish was peculiar about keeping a family to itself. + +“Well, you'll think _we've_ come to board with you _too_,” said +Mrs. Putney, in reference to Mr. Peck. + +The ladies all rose, and having got upon their feet, began to shout and +laugh again--like girls, they implied. + +They stayed and talked a long time after rising, with the same note of +unsparing personality in their talk. Where there are few public interests +and few events, as in such places, there can be no small-talk, nothing of +the careless touch-and-go of larger societies. Every one knows all the +others, and knows the worst of them. People are not unkind; they are +mutually and freely helpful; but they have only themselves to occupy their +minds. Annie's friends had also to distinguish themselves to her from the +rest of the villagers, and it was easiest to do this by an attitude of +criticism mingled with large allowance. They ended a dissection of the +community by saying that they believed there was no place like Hatboro', +after all. + +In the contagion of their perfunctory gaiety Annie began to scream and +laugh too, as she followed them to the door, and stood talking to them +while they got into Mrs. Wilmington's extension-top carry-all. She answered +with deafening promises, when they put their bonnets out of the carry-all +and called back to her to be sure to come soon to see them soon. + + + + +V. + + +Mrs. Bolton made no advances with Annie toward the discussion of her +friends; but when Annie asked about their families, she answered with the +incisive directness of a country-bred woman. She delivered her judgments as +she went about her work, the morning after the ladies' visit, while Annie +sat before the breakfast-table, which she had given her leave to clear. As +she passed in and out from the dining-room to the kitchen she kept talking; +she raised her voice in the further room, and lowered it when she drew near +again. She wore a dismal calico wrapper, which made no compromise with the +gauntness of her figure; her reddish-brown hair, which grew in a fringe +below her crown, was plaited into small tags or tails, pulled up and tied +across the top of her head, the bare surfaces of which were curiously +mottled with the dye which she sometimes put on her hair. Behind, this +was gathered up into a small knob pierced with a single hair-pin; the +arrangement left Mrs. Bolton's visage to the unrestricted expression of +character. She did not let it express toward Annie any expectation of the +confidential relations that are supposed to exist between people who have +been a long time master and servant. She had never recognised her relations +with the Kilburns in these terms. She was a mature Yankee single woman, +of confirmed self-respect, when she first came as house-keeper to Judge +Kilburn, twenty years ago, and she had not changed her nature in changing +her condition by her marriage with Oliver Bolton; she was childless, unless +his comparative youth conferred a sort of adoptive maternity upon her. + +Annie went into her father's study, where she had lit the fire in the +Franklin-stove on her way to breakfast. It had come on to rain during the +night, after the fine yesterday which Mrs. Gerrish had denounced to its +face as a weather-breeder. At first it rained silently, stealthily; but +toward morning Annie heard the wind rising, and when she looked out of her +window after daylight she found a fierce north-easterly storm drenching +and chilling the landscape. Now across the flattened and tangled grass of +the lawn the elms were writhing in the gale, and swinging their long lean +boughs to and fro; from another window she saw the cuffed and hustled +maples ruffling their stiff masses of foliage, and shuddering in the +storm. She turned away, with a sigh of the luxurious melancholy which a +northeaster inspires in people safely sheltered from it, and sat down +before her fire. She recalled the three women who had visited her the day +before, in the better-remembered figures of their childhood and young +girlhood; and their present character did not seem a broken promise. +Nothing was really disappointed in it but the animal joy, the hopeful riot +of their young blood, which must fade and die with the happiest fate. She +perceived that what they had come to was not unjust to what they had been; +and as our own fate always appears to us unaccomplished, a thing for the +distant future to fulfil, she began to ask herself what was to be the +natural sequence of such a temperament, such mental and moral traits, as +hers. Had her life been so noble in anything but vague aspirations that she +could ever reasonably expect the destiny of grand usefulness which she had +always unreasonably expected? The question came home to her with such pain, +in the light of what her old playmates had become, that she suddenly ceased +to enjoy the misery of the storm out-of-doors, or the purring content of +the fire on the hearth of the stove at her feet; the book she had taken +down to read fell unopened into her lap, and she gave herself up to a +half-hour of such piercing self-question as only a high-minded woman can +endure when the flattering promises of youth have grown vague and few. + +There is no condition of life that is wholly acceptable, but none that is +not tolerable when once it establishes itself; and while Annie Kilburn +had never consented to be an old maid, she had become one without great +suffering. At thirty-one she could not call herself anything else; she +often called herself an old maid, with the mental reservation that she was +not one. She was merely unmarried; she might marry any time. Now, when she +assured herself of this, as she had done many times before, she suddenly +wondered if she should ever marry; she wondered if she had seemed to her +friends yesterday like a person who would never marry. Did one carry such +a thing in one's looks? Perhaps they idealised her; they had not seen her +since she was twenty, and perhaps they still thought of her as a young +girl. It now seemed to her as if she had left her youth in Rome, as in Rome +it had seemed to her that she should find it again in Hatboro'. A pang of +aimless, unlocalised homesickness passed through her; she realised that she +was alone in the world. She rose to escape the pang, and went to the window +of the parlour which looked toward the street, where she saw the figure of +a young man draped in a long indiarubber gossamer coat fluttering in the +wind that pushed him along as he tacked on a southerly course; he bowed +and twisted his head to escape the lash of the rain. She watched him till +he turned into the lane leading to the house, and then, at a discreeter +distance, she watched him through the window at the other corner, making +his way up to the front door in the teeth of the gale. He seemed to have a +bundle under his arm, and as he stepped into the shelter of the portico, +and freed his arm to ring, she discovered that it was a bundle of books. +Whether Mrs. Bolton did not hear the bell, or whether she heard it and +decided that it would be absurd to leave her work for it, when Miss +Kilburn, who was so much nearer, could answer it, she did not come, even at +a second ring, and Annie was forced to go to the door herself, or leave the +poor man dripping in the cold wind outside. + +She had made up her mind, at sight of the books, that he was a canvasser +for some subscription book, such as used to come in her father's time, but +when she opened to him he took off his hat with a great deal of manner, and +said “Miss Kilburn?” with so much insinuation of gentle disinterestedness, +that it flashed upon her that it might be Mr. Peck. + +“Yes,” she said, with confusion, while the flash of conjecture faded away. + +“Mr. Brandreth,” said her visitor, whom she now saw to be much younger than +Mr. Peck could be. He looked not much more than twenty-two or twenty-three; +his damp hair waved and curled upon his temples and forehead, and his blue +eyes lightened from a beardless and freshly shaven face. “I called this +morning because I felt sure of finding you at home.” + +He smiled at his reference to the weather, and Annie smiled too as she +again answered, “Yes?” She did not want his books, but she liked something +that was cheerful and enthusiastic in him; she added, “Won't you step into +the study?” + +“Thanks, yes,” said the young man, flinging off his gossamer, and hanging +it up to drip into the pan of the hat rack. He gathered up his books from +the chair where he had laid them, and held them at his waist with both +hands, while he bowed her precedence beside the study door. + +“I don't know,” he began, “but I ought to apologise for coming on a day +like this, when you were not expecting to be interrupted.” + +“Oh no; I'm not at all busy. But you must have had courage to brave a storm +like this.” + +“No. The truth is, Miss Kilburn, I was very anxious to see you about a +matter I have at heart--that I desire your help with.” + +“He wants me,” Annie thought, “to give him the use of my name as a +subscriber to his book”--there seemed really to be a half-dozen books in +his bundle--“and he's come to me first.” + +“I had expected to come with Mrs. Munger--she's a great friend of mine; +you haven't met her yet, but you'll like her; she's the leading spirit +in South Hatboro'--and we were coming together this morning; but she was +unexpectedly called away yesterday, and so I ventured to call alone.” + +“I'm very glad to see you, Mr. Brandreth,” Annie said. “Then Mrs. Munger +has subscribed already, and I'm only second fiddle, after all,” she +thought. + +“The truth is,” said Mr. Brandreth, “I'm the factotum, or teetotum, of the +South Hatboro' ladies' book club, and I've been deputed to come and see if +you wouldn't like to join it.” + +“Oh!” said Annie, and with a thrill of dismay she asked herself how much +she had let her manner betray that she had supposed he was a book agent. “I +shall be very glad indeed, Mr. Brandreth.” + +“Mrs. Munger was sure you would,” said Mr. Brandreth joyously. “I've +brought some of the books with me--the last,” he said; and Annie had time +to get into a new social attitude toward him during their discussion of the +books. She chose one, and Mr. Brandreth took her subscription, and wrote +her name in the club book. + +“One of the reasons,” he said, “why I would have preferred to come with +Mrs. Munger is that she is so heart and soul with me in my little scheme. +She could have put it before you in so much better light than I can. But +she was called away so suddenly.” + +“I hope for no serious cause,” said Annie. + +“Oh no! It's just to Cambridge. Her son is one of the Freshman Nine, and +he's been hit by a ball.” + +“Oh!” said Annie. + +“Yes; it's a great pity for Mrs. Munger. But I come to you for advice as +well as co-operation, Miss Kilburn. You must have met a great many English +people in Rome, and heard some of them talk about it. We're thinking, some +of the young people here, about getting up some outdoor theatricals, like +Lady Archibald Campbell's, don't you know. You know about them?” he added, +at the blankness in her face. + +“I read accounts of them in the English papers. They must have been +very--original. But do you think that in a community like Hatboro'--Are +there enough who could--enter into the spirit?” + +“Oh yes, indeed!” cried Mr. Brandreth ardently. “You've no idea what a +place Hatboro' has got to be. You've not been about much yet, Miss +Kilburn?” + +“No,” said Annie; “I haven't really been off our own place since I came. +I've seen nobody but two or three old friends, and we naturally talked more +about old times than anything else. But I hear that there are great +changes.” + +“Yes,” said Mr. Brandreth. “The social growth has been even greater than +the business growth. You've no idea! People have come in for the winter +as well as the summer. South Hatboro', where we live--you must see South +Hatboro', Miss Kilburn!--is quite a famous health resort. A great many +Boston doctors send their patients to us now, instead of Colorado or the +Adirondacks. In fact, that's what brought _us_ to Hatboro'. My mother +couldn't have lived, if she had tried to stay in Melrose. One lung all +gone, and the other seriously affected. And people have found out what +a charming place it is for the summer. It's cool; and it's so near, you +know; the gentlemen can run out every night--only an hour and a quarter +from town, and expresses both ways. All very agreeable people, too; and +cultivated. Mr. Fellows, the painter, makes a long summer; he bought an old +farm-house, and built a studio; Miss Jennings, the flower-painter, has a +little box there, too; Mr. Chapley, the publisher, of New York, has built; +the Misses Clevinger, and Mrs. Valence, are all near us. There's one family +from Chicago--quite nice--New England by birth, you know; and Mrs. Munger, +of course; so that there's a very pleasant variety.” + +“I certainly had no idea of it,” said Annie. + +“I knew you couldn't have,” said Mr. Brandreth, “or you wouldn't have felt +any doubt about our having the material for the theatricals. You see, +I want to interest all the nice people in it, and make it a whole-town +affair. I think it's a great pity for some of the old village families and +the summer folks, as they call us, not to mingle more than they do, and +Mrs. Munger thinks so too; and we've been talking you over, Miss Kilburn, +and we've decided that you could do more than anybody else to help on a +scheme that's meant to bring them together.” + +“Because I'm neither summer folks nor old village families?” asked Annie. + +“Because you're both,” retorted Mr. Brandreth. + +“I don't see that,” said Annie; “but we'll suppose the case, for the sake +of argument. What do you expect me to do in theatricals, in-doors or out? +I never took part in anything of the kind; I can't see an inch beyond the +end of my nose without glasses; I never could learn the simplest thing by +heart; I'm clumsy and awkward; I get confused.” + +“Oh, my dear Miss Kilburn, spare yourself! We don't expect you to take part +in the play. I don't admit that you're what you say at all; but we only +want you to lend us your countenance.” + +“Oh, is that all? And what do you expect to do with my countenance?” Annie +said, with a laugh of misgiving. + +“Everything. We know how much influence your name has--one of the old +Hatboro' names--in the community, and all that; and we do want to interest +the whole community in our scheme. We want to establish a Social Union for +the work-people, don't you know, and we think it would be much nicer if it +seemed to originate with the old village people.” + +Annie could not resist an impression in favour of the scheme. It gave +definition to the vague intentions with which she had returned to Hatboro'; +it might afford her a chance to make reparation for the figure on the +soldiers' monument. + +“I'm not sure,” she began. “If I knew just what a Social Union is--” + +“Well, at first,” Mr. Brandreth interposed, “it will only be a +reading-room, supplied with the magazines and papers, and well lighted and +heated, where the work-people--those who have no families especially--could +spend their evenings. Afterward we should hope to have a kitchen, and +supply tea and coffee--and oysters, perhaps--at a nominal cost; and +ice-cream in the summer.” + +“But what have your outdoor theatricals to do--But of course. You intend +to give the proceeds--” + +“Exactly. And we want the proceeds to be as large as possible. We propose +to give our time and money to getting the thing up in the best shape, and +then we want all the villagers to give their half-dollars and make it a +success every way.” + +“I see,” said Annie. + +“We want it to be successful, and we want it to be distinguished; we +want to make it unique. Mrs. Munger is going to give her grounds and the +decorations, and there will be a supper afterward, and a little dance.” + +“Such things are a great deal of trouble,” said Annie, with a smile, from +the vantage-ground of her larger experience. “What do you propose to +do--what play?” + +“Well, we've about decided upon some scenes from _Romeo and Juliet_. +They would be very easy to set, outdoors, don't you know, and everybody +knows them, and they wouldn't be hard to do. The ballroom in the house of +the Capulets could be made to open on a kind of garden terrace--Mrs. Munger +has a lovely terrace in her grounds for lawn-tennis--and then we could have +a minuet on the grass. You know Miss Mather introduces a minuet in that +scene, and makes a great deal of it. Or, I forgot. She's come up since you +went away.” + +“Yes; I hadn't heard of her. Isn't a minuet at Verona in the time of the +Scaligeri rather--” + +“Well, yes, it is, rather. But you've no idea how pretty it is. And then, +you know, we could have the whole of the balcony scene, and other bits +that we choose to work in--perhaps parts of other acts that would suit the +scene.” + +“Yes, it would be charming; I can see how very charming it could be made.” + +“Then we may count upon you?” he asked. + +“Yes, yes,” she said; “but I don't really know what I'm to do.” + +Mr. Brandreth had risen; but he sat down again, as if glad to afford her +any light he could throw upon the subject. + +“How am I to 'influence people,' as you say?” she continued. “I'm quite a +stranger in Hatboro'; I hardly know anybody.” + +“But a great many people know _you_, Miss Kilburn. Your name is +associated with the history of the place, and you could do everything for +us. You _won't_ refuse!” cried Mr. Brandreth winningly. “For instance, +you know Mrs. Wilmington.” + +“Oh yes; she's an old girl-friend of mine.” + +“Then you know how enormously clever she is. She can do anything. We want +her to take an active part--the part of the Nurse. She's delightfully +funny. But you know her peculiar temperament--how she hates initiative of +all kinds; and we want somebody to bring Mr. Wilmington round. If we could +get them committed to the scheme, and a man like Mr. Putney--he'd make +a capital Mercutio--it would go like wildfire. We want to interest the +churches, too. The object is so worthy, and the theatricals will be so +entirely unobjectionable in every respect. We have the Unitarians and +Universalists, of course. The Baptists and Methodists will be hard to +manage; but the Orthodox are of so many different shades; and I understand +the new minister, Mr. Peck, is very liberal. He was here in your house, I +believe.” + +“Yes; but I never saw him,” said Annie. “He boarded with the farmer. I'm a +Unitarian myself.” + +“Of course. It would be a great point gained if we could interest him. +Every care will be taken to have the affair unobjectionable. You see, the +design is to let everybody come to the theatricals, and only those remain +to the supper and dance whom we invite. That will keep out the socially +objectionable element--the shoe-shop hands and the straw-shop girls.” + +“Oh,” said Annie. “But isn't the--the Social Union for just that class?” + +“Yes, it's _expressly_ for them, and we intend to organise a system of +entertainments--lectures, concerts, readings--for the winter, and keep them +interested the whole year round in it. The object is to show them that the +best people in the community have their interests at heart, and wish to get +on common ground with them.” + +“Yes,” said Annie, “the object is certainly very good.” + +Mr. Brandreth rose again, and put out his hand. “Then you will help us?” + +“Oh, I don't know about that yet.” + +“At least you won't hinder us?” + +“Certainly not.” + +“Then I consider you in a very hopeful condition, Miss Kilburn, and I feel +that I can safely leave you to Mrs. Munger. She is coming to see you as +soon as she gets back.” + +Annie found herself sadder when he was gone, and she threw herself upon the +old feather-cushioned lounge to enjoy a reverie in keeping with the dreary +storm outside. Was it for this that she had left Rome? She had felt, as +every American of conscience feels abroad, the drawings of a duty, obscure +and indefinable, toward her country, the duty to come home and do something +for it, be something in it. This is the impulse of no common patriotism; it +is perhaps a sense of the opportunity which America supremely affords for +the race to help itself, and for each member of it to help all the rest. + +But from the moment Annie arrived in Hatboro' the difficulty of being +helpful to anything or any one had increased upon her with every new fact +that she had learned about it and the people in it. To her they seemed +terribly self-sufficing. They seemed occupied and prosperous, from her +front parlour window; she did not see anybody going by who appeared to be +in need of her; and she shrank from a more thorough exploration of the +place. She found she had fancied necessity coming to her and taking away +her good works, as it were, in a basket; but till Mr. Brandreth appeared +with his scheme, nothing had applied for her help. She had always hated +theatricals; they bored her; and yet the Social Union was a good object, +and if this scheme would bring her acquainted in Hatboro' it might be +the stepping-stone to something better, something really or more ideally +useful. She wondered what South Hatboro' was like; she would get Mrs. +Bolton's opinion, which, if severe, would be just. She would ask Mrs. +Bolton about Mrs. Munger, too. She would tell Mrs. Bolton to tell Mr. Peck +to call to dine. Would it be thought patronising to Mr. Peck? + +The fire from the Franklin-stove diffused a drowsy comfort through the +room, the rain lashed the window-panes, and the wind shrilled in the gable. +Annie fell off to sleep. When she woke up she heard Mrs. Bolton laying the +table for her one o'clock dinner, and she knew it was half-past twelve, +because Mrs. Bolton always laid the table just half an hour beforehand. She +went out to speak to Mrs. Bolton. + +There was no want of distinctness in Mrs. Bolton's opinion, but Annie felt +that there was a want of perspective and proportion in it, arising from the +narrowness of Mrs. Bolton's experience and her ignorance of the world; she +was farm-bred, and she had always lived upon the outskirts of Hatboro', +even when it was a much smaller place than now. But Mrs. Bolton had her +criterions, and she believed in them firmly; in a time when agnosticism +extends among cultivated people to every region of conjecture, the social +convictions of Mrs. Bolton were untainted by misgiving. In the first place, +she despised laziness, and as South Hatboro' was the summer home of open +and avowed disoccupation, of an idleness so entire that it had to seek +refuge from itself in all manner of pastimes, she held its population in +a contempt to which her meagre phrase did imperfect justice. From time to +time she had to stop altogether, and vent it in “Wells!” of varying accents +and inflections, but all expressive of aversion, and in snorts and sniffs +still more intense in purport. + +Then she held that people who had nothing else to do ought at least to be +exemplary in their lives, and she was merciless to the goings-on in South +Hatboro', which had penetrated on the breath of scandal to the elder +village. When Annie came to find out what these were, she did not think +them dreadful; they were small flirtations and harmless intimacies between +the members of the summer community, which in the imagination of the +village blackened into guilty intrigue. On the tongues of some, South +Hatboro' was another Gomorrah; Mrs. Bolton believed the worst, especially +of the women. + +“I hear,” said Mrs. Bolton, “that them women come up here for _rest_. +I don't know what they want to rest _from_; but if it's from doin' +nothin' all winter long, I guess they go back to the city poot' near's +tired's they come.” + +Perhaps Annie felt that it was useless to try to enlighten her in regard +to the fatigues from which the summer sojourner in the country escapes +so eagerly; the cares of giving and going to lunches and dinners; the +labour of afternoon teas; the late hours and the heavy suppers of evening +receptions; the drain of charity-doing and play-going; the slavery of +amateur art study, and parlour readings, and musicales; the writing of +invitations and acceptances and refusals; the trying on of dresses; the +calls made and received. She let her talk on, and tried to figure, as well +as she could from her talk, the form and magnitude of the task laid upon +her by Mr. Brandreth, of reconciling Old Hatboro' to South Hatboro', and +uniting them in a common enterprise. + +“Mrs. Bolton,” she said, abruptly leaving the subject at last, “I've been +thinking whether I oughtn't to do something about Mr. Peck. I don't want +him to feel that he was unwelcome to me in my house; I should like him to +feel that I approved of his having been here.” + +As this was not a question, Mrs. Bolton, after the fashion of country +people, held her peace, and Annie went on-- + +“Does he never come to see you?” + +“Well, he was here last night,” said Mrs. Bolton. + +“Last _night_!” cried Annie. “Why in the world didn't you let me +know?” + +“I didn't know as you wanted to know,” began Mrs. Bolton, with a sullen +defiance mixed with pleasure in Annie's reproach. “He was out there in my +settin'-room with his little girl.” + +“But don't you see that if you didn't let me know he was here it would look +to him as if I didn't wish to meet him--as if I had told you that you were +not to introduce him?” + +Probably Mrs. Bolton believed too that a man's mind was agile enough for +these conjectures; but she said she did not suppose he would take it in +that way; she added that he stayed longer than she expected, because the +little girl seemed to like it so much; she always cried when she had to go +away. + +“Do you mean that she's attached to the place?” demanded Annie. + +“Well, yes, she is,” Mrs. Bolton admitted. “And the cat.” + +Annie had a great desire to tell Mrs. Bolton that she had behaved very +stupidly. But she knew Mrs. Bolton would not stand that, and she had to +content herself with saying, severely, “The next time he comes, let me know +without fail, please. What is the child like?” she asked. + +“Well, I guess it must favour the mother, if anything. It don't seem to +take after him any.” + +“Why don't you have it here often, then,” asked Annie, “if it's so much +attached to the place?” + +“Well I didn't know as you wanted to have it round,” replied Mrs. Bolton +bluntly. + +Annie made a “Tchk!” of impatience with her obtuseness, and asked, “Where +is Mr. Peck staying?” + +“Well, he's staying at Mis' Warner's till he can get settled.” + +“Is it far from here?” + +“It's down in the north part of the village--Over the Track.” + +“Is Mr. Bolton at home?” + +“Yes, he is,” said Mrs. Bolton, with the effect of not intending to deny +it. + +“Then I want him to hitch up--now--at once--right away--and go and get the +child and bring her here to dinner with me.” Annie got so far with her +severity, feeling that it was needed to mask a proceeding so romantic, +perhaps so silly. She added timidly, “Can he do it?” + +“I d'know but what he can,” said Mrs. Bolton, dryly, and whatever her +feeling really was in regard to the matter, her manner gave no hint of it. +Annie did not know whether Bolton was going on her errand or not, from Mrs. +Bolton, but in ten or twelve minutes she saw him emerge from the avenue +into the street, in the carry-all, tightly curtained against the storm. +Half an hour later he returned, and his wife set down in the library a +shabbily dressed little girl, with her cheeks bright and her hair curling +from the weather, and staring at Annie, and rather disposed to cry. She +said hastily, “Bring in the cat, Mrs. Bolton; we're going to have the cat +to dinner with us.” + +This inspiration seemed to decide the little girl against crying. The cat +was equipped with a doily, and actually provided with dinner at a small +table apart; the child did not look at it as Annie had expected she would, +but remained with her eyes fastened on Annie herself: She did not stir from +the spot where Mrs. Bolton had put her down, but she let Annie take her +up and arrange her in a chair, with large books graduated to the desired +height under her, and made no sign of satisfaction or disapproval. Once she +looked round, when Mrs. Bolton finally went out after bringing in the last +dish for dinner, and then fastened her eyes on Annie again, twisting her +head shyly round to follow her in every gesture and expression as Annie +fitted on a napkin under her chin, cut up her meat, poured her milk, and +buttered her bread. She answered nothing to the chatter which Annie tried +to make lively and entertaining, and made no sound but that of a broken and +suppressed breathing. Annie had forgotten to ask her name of Mrs. Bolton, +and she asked it in vain of the child herself, with a great variety of +circumlocution; she was so unused to children that she was ashamed to +invent any pet name for her; she called her, in what she felt to be a stiff +and school-mistressly fashion, “Little Girl,” and talked on at her, growing +more and more nervous herself without perceiving that the child's condition +was approaching a climax. She had taken off her glasses, from the notion +that they embarrassed her guest, and she did not see the pretty lips +beginning to curl, nor the searching eyes clouding with tears; the storm of +sobs that suddenly burst upon her astounded her. + +“Mrs. Bolton! Mrs. Bolton!” she screamed, in hysterical helplessness. Mrs. +Bolton rushed in, and with an instant perception of the situation, caught +the child to her bony breast, and fled with it to her own room, where Annie +heard its wails die gradually away amid murmurs of comfort and reassurance +from Mrs. Bolton. + +She felt like a great criminal and a great fool; at the same time she was +vexed with the stupid child which she had meant so well by, and indignant +with Mrs. Bolton, whose flight with it had somehow implied a reproach of +her behaviour. When she could govern herself, she went out to Mrs. Bolton's +room, where she found the little one quiet enough, and Mrs. Bolton tying on +the long apron in which she cleared up the dinner and washed the dishes. + +“I guess she'll get along now,” she said, without the critical tone which +Annie was prepared to resent. “She was scared some, and she felt kind of +strange, I presume.” + +“Yes, and I behaved like a simpleton, dressing up the cat, I suppose,” + answered Annie. “But I thought it would amuse her.” + +“You can't tell how children will take a thing. I don't believe they like +anything that's out of the common--well, not a great deal.” + +There was a leniency in Mrs. Bolton's manner which encouraged Annie to go +on and accuse herself more and more, and then an unresponsive blankness +that silenced her. She went back to her own rooms; and to get away from her +shame, she began to write a letter. + +It was to a friend in Rome, and from the sense we all have that a letter +which is to go such a great distance ought to be a long letter, and from +finding that she had really a good deal to say, she let it grow so that +she began apologising for its length half a dozen pages before the end. +It took her nearly the whole afternoon, and she regained a little of her +self-respect by ridiculing the people she had met. + + + + +VI. + + +Toward five o'clock Annie was interrupted by a knock at her door, which +ought to have prepared her for something unusual, for it was Mrs. Bolton's +habit to come and go without knocking. But she called “Come in!” without +rising from her letter, and Mrs. Bolton entered with a stranger. The little +girl clung to his forefinger, pressing her head against his leg, and +glancing shyly up at Annie. She sprang up, and, “This is Mr. Peck, Miss +Kilburn,” said Mrs. Bolton. + +“How do you do?” said Mr. Peck, taking the hand she gave him. + +He was gaunt, without being tall, and his clothes hung loosely about him, +as if he had fallen away in them since they were made. His face was almost +the face of the caricature American: deep, slightly curved vertical lines +enclosed his mouth in their parenthesis; a thin, dust-coloured beard fell +from his cheeks and chin; his upper lip was shaven. But instead of the +slight frown of challenge and self-assertion which marks this face in the +type, his large blue eyes, set near together, gazed sadly from under a +smooth forehead, extending itself well up toward the crown, where his dry +hair dropped over it. + +“I am very glad to see you, Mr. Peck,” said Annie; “I've wanted to tell you +how pleased I am that you found shelter in my old home when you first came +to Hatboro'.” + +Mr. Peck's trousers were short and badly kneed, and his long coat hung +formlessly from his shoulders; she involuntarily took a patronising tone +toward him which was not habitual with her. + +“Thank you,” he said, with the dry, serious voice which seemed the fit +vocal expression of his presence; “I have been afraid that it seemed like +an intrusion to you.” + +“Oh, not the least,” retorted Annie. “You were very welcome. I hope you're +comfortably placed where you are now?” + +“Quite so,” said the minister. + +“I'd heard so much of your little girl from Mrs. Bolton, and her attachment +to the house, that I ventured to send for her to-day. But I believe I gave +her rather a bad quarter of an hour, and that she liked the place better +under Mrs. Bolton's _régime_.” + +She expected some deprecatory expression of gratitude from him, which would +relieve her of the lingering shame she felt for having managed so badly, +but he made none. + +“It was my fault. I'm not used to children, and I hadn't taken the +precaution to ask her name--” + +“Her name is Idella,” said the minister. + +Annie thought it very ugly, but, with the intention of saying something +kind, she said, “What a quaint name!” + +“It was her mother's choice,” returned the minister. “Her own name was +Ella, and my mother's name was Ida; she combined the two.” + +“Oh!” said Annie. She abhorred those made-up names in which the New England +country people sometimes indulge their fancy, and Idella struck her as a +particularly repulsive invention; but she felt that she must not visit the +fault upon the little creature. “Don't you think you could give me another +trial some time, Idella?” She stooped down and took the child's unoccupied +hand, which she let her keep, only twisting her face away to hide it in her +father's pantaloon leg. “Come now, won't you give me a forgiving little +kiss?” Idella looked round, and Annie made bold to gather her up. + +Idella broke into a laugh, and took Annie's cheeks between her hands. + +“Well, I declare!” said Mrs. Bolton. “You never can tell what that child +will do next.” + +“I never can tell what I will do next myself,” said Annie. She liked the +feeling of the little, warm, soft body in her arms, against her breast, +and it was flattering to have triumphed where she had seemed to fail so +desperately. They had all been standing, and she now said, “Won't you sit +down, Mr. Peck?” She added, by an impulse which she instantly thought +ill-advised, “There is something I would like to speak to you about.” + +“Thank you,” said Mr. Peck, seating himself beyond the stove. “We must be +getting home before a great while. It is nearly tea-time.” + +“I won't detain you unduly,” said Annie. + +Mrs. Bolton left them at her hint of something special to say to the +minister. Annie could not have had the face to speak of Mr. Brandreth's +theatricals in that grim presence; and as it was, she resolved to put +forward their serious object. She began abruptly: “Mr. Peck, I've been +asked to interest myself for a Social Union which the ladies of South +Hatboro' are trying to establish for the operatives. I suppose you haven't +heard anything of the scheme?” + +“No, I hadn't,” said Mr. Peck. + +He was one of those people who sit very high, and he now seemed taller and +more impressive than when he stood. + +“It is certainly a very good object,” Annie resumed; and she went on to +explain it at second-hand from Mr. Brandreth as well as she could. The +little girl was standing in her lap, and got between her and Mr. Peck, so +that she had to look first around one side of her and then another to see +how he was taking it. + +He nodded his head, and said gravely, “Yes,” and “Yes,” and “Yes,” at each +significant point of her statement. At the end he asked: “And are the means +forthcoming? Have they raised the money for renting and furnishing the +rooms?” + +“Well, no, they haven't yet, or not quite, as I understand.” + +“Have they tried to interest the working people themselves in it? If they +are to value its benefits, it ought to cost them something--self-denial, +privation even.” + +“Yes, I know,” Annie began. + +“I'm not satisfied,” the minister pursued, “that it is wise to provide +people with even harmless amusements that take them much away from +their homes. These things are invented by well-to-do people who have no +occupation, and think that others want pastimes as much as themselves. +But what working people want is rest, and what they need are decent homes +where they can take it. Besides, unless they help to support this union out +of their own means, the better sort among them will feel wounded by its +existence, as a sort of superfluous charity.” + +“Yes, I see,” said Annie. She saw this side of the affair with surprise. +The minister seemed to have thought more about such matters than she had, +and she insensibly receded from her first hasty generalisation of him, +and paused to reapproach him on another level. The little girl began to +play with her glasses, and accidentally knocked them from her nose. The +minister's face and figure became a blur, and in the purblindness to which +she was reduced she had a moment of clouded volition in which she was +tempted to renounce, and even oppose, the scheme for a Social Union, in +spite of her promise to Mr. Brandreth. But she remembered that she was +a consistent and faithful person, and she said: “The ladies have a plan +for raising the money, and they've applied to me to second it--to use my +influence somehow among the villagers to get them interested; and the +working people can help too if they choose. But I'm quite a stranger +amongst those I'm expected to influence, and I don't at all know how they +will take it.” The minister listened, neither prompting nor interrupting. +“The ladies' plan is to have an entertainment at one of the cottages, and +charge an admission, and devote the proceeds to the union.” She paused. +Mr. Peck still remained silent, but she knew he was attentive. She pushed +on. “They intend to have a--a representation, in the open air, of one of +Shakespeare's plays, or scenes from one--” + +“Do you wish me,” interrupted the minister, “to promote the establishment +of this union? Is that why you speak to me of it?” + +“Why, I don't know _why_ I speak to you of it,” she replied with a +laugh of embarrassment, to which he was cold, apparently. “I certainly +couldn't ask you to take part in an affair that you didn't approve.” + +“I don't know that I disapprove of it. Properly managed, it might be a good +thing.” + +“Yes, of course. But I understand why you might not sympathise with that +part of it, and that is why I told you of it,” said Annie. + +“What part?” + +“The--the--theatricals.” + +“Why not?” asked the minister. + +“I know--Mrs. Bolton told me you were very liberal,” Annie faltered on; +“but I didn't expect you as a--But of course--” + +“I read Shakespeare a great deal,” said Mr. Peck. “I have never been in the +theatre; but I should like to see one of his plays represented where it +could cause no one to offend.” + +“Yes,” said Annie, “and this would be by amateurs, and there could be no +_possible_ 'offence in it.' I wished to know how the general idea +would strike you. Of course the ladies would be only too glad of your +advice and co-operation. Their plan is to sell tickets to every one for the +theatricals, and to a certain number of invited persons for a supper, and a +little dance afterward on the lawn.” + +“I don't know if I understand exactly,” said the minister. + +Annie repeated her statement more definitely, and explained, from Mr. +Brandreth, as before, that the invitations were to be given so as to +eliminate the shop-hand element from the supper and dance. + +Mr. Peck listened quietly. “That would prevent my taking part in the +affair,” he said, as quietly as he had listened. + +“Of course--dancing,” Annie began. + +“It is not that. Many people who hold strictly to the old opinions now +allow their children to learn dancing. But I could not join at all with +those who were willing to lay the foundations of a Social Union in a social +disunion--in the exclusion of its beneficiaries from the society of their +benefactors.” + +He was not sarcastic, but the grotesqueness of the situation as he had +sketched it was apparent. She remembered now that she had felt something +incongruous in it when Mr. Brandreth exposed it, but not deeply. + +The minister continued gently: “The ladies who are trying to get up this +Social Union proceed upon the assumption that working people can neither +see nor feel a slight; but it is a great mistake to do so.” + +Annie had the obtuseness about those she fancied below her which is one of +the consequences of being brought up in a superior station. She believed +that there was something to say on the other side, and she attempted to say +it. + +“I don't know that you could call it a slight exactly. People can ask those +they prefer to a social entertainment.” + +“Yes--if it is for their own pleasure.” + +“But even in a public affair like this the work-people would feel +uncomfortable and out of place, wouldn't they, if they stayed to the supper +and the dance? They might be exposed to greater suffering among those whose +manners and breeding were different, and it might be very embarrassing all +round. Isn't there that side to be regarded?” + +“You beg the question,” said the minister, as unsparingly as if she were +a man. “The point is whether a Social Union beginning in social exclusion +could ever do any good. What part do these ladies expect to take in +maintaining it? Do they intend to spend their evenings there, to associate +on equal terms with the shoe-shop and straw-shop hands?” + +“I don't suppose they do, but I don't know,” said Annie dryly; and she +replied by helplessly quoting Mr. Brandreth: “They intend to organise a +system of lectures, concerts, and readings. They wish to get on common +ground with them.” + +“They can never get on common ground with them in that way,” said the +minister. “No doubt they think they want to do them good; but good is from +the heart, and there is no heart in what they propose. The working people +would know that at once.” + +“Then you mean to say,” Annie asked, half alarmed and half amused, “that +there can be no friendly intercourse with the poor and the well-to-do +unless it is based upon social equality?” + +“I will answer your question by asking another. Suppose you were one of the +poor, and the well-to-do offered to be friendly with you on such terms as +you have mentioned, how should you feel toward them?” + +“If you make it a personal question--” + +“It makes itself a personal question,” said the minister dispassionately. + +“Well, then, I trust I should have the good sense to see that social +equality between people who were better dressed, better taught, and better +bred than myself was impossible, and that for me to force myself into their +company was not only bad taste, but it was foolish, I have often heard my +father say that the great superiority of the American practice of democracy +over the French ideal was that it didn't involve any assumption of social +equality. He said that equality before the law and in politics was sacred, +but that the principle could never govern society, and that Americans all +instinctively recognised it. And I believe that to try to mix the different +classes would be un-American.” + +Mr. Peck smiled, and this was the first break in his seriousness. “We don't +know what is or will be American yet. But we will suppose you are quite +right. The question is, how would you feel toward the people whose company +you wouldn't force yourself into?” + +“Why, of course,” Annie was surprised into saying, “I suppose I shouldn't +feel very kindly toward them.” + +“Even if you knew that they felt kindly toward you?” + +“I'm afraid that would only make the matter worse,” she said, with an +uneasy laugh. + +The minister was silent on his side of the stove. + +“But do I understand you to say,” she demanded, “that there can be no love +at all, no kindness, between the rich and the poor? God tells us all to +love one another.” + +“Surely,” said the minister. “Would you suffer such a slight as your +friends propose, to be offered to any one you loved?” + +She did not answer, and he continued, thoughtfully: “I suppose that if +a poor person could do a rich person a kindness which cost him some +sacrifice, he might love him. In that case there could be love between +the rich and the poor.” + +“And there could be no love if a rich man did the same?” + +“Oh yes,” the minister said--“upon the same ground. Only, the rich man +would have to make a sacrifice first that he would really feel.” + +“Then you mean to say that people can't do any good at all with their +money?” Annie asked. + +“Money is a palliative, but it can't cure. It can sometimes create a bond +of gratitude perhaps, but it can't create sympathy between rich and poor.” + +“But _why_ can't it?” + +“Because sympathy--common feeling--the sense of fraternity--can spring only +from like experiences, like hopes, like fears. And money cannot buy these.” + +He rose, and looked a moment about him, as if trying to recall something. +Then, with a stiff obeisance, he said, “Good evening,” and went out, +while she remained daunted and bewildered, with the child in her arms, as +unconscious of having kept it as he of having left it with her. + +Mrs. Bolton must have reminded him of his oversight, for after being gone +so long as it would have taken him to walk to her parlour and back, he +returned, and said simply, “I forgot Idella.” + +He put out his hands to take her, but she turned perversely from him, and +hid her face in Annie's neck, pushing his hands away with a backward reach +of her little arm. + +“Come, Idella!” he said. Idella only snuggled the closer. + +Mrs. Bolton came in with the little girl's wraps; they were very common +and poor, and the thought of getting her something prettier went through +Annie's mind. + +At sight of Mrs. Bolton the child turned from Annie to her older friend. + +“I'm afraid you have a woman-child for your daughter, Mr. Peck,” said +Annie, remotely hurt at the little one's fickleness. + +Neither Mr. Peck nor Mrs. Bolton smiled, and with some vague intention +of showing him that she could meet the poor on common ground by sharing +their labours, she knelt down and helped Mrs. Bolton tie on and button on +Idella's things. + + + + +VII. + + +Next morning the day broke clear after the long storm, and Annie woke in +revolt against the sort of subjection in which she had parted from Mr. +Peck. She felt the need of showing Mrs. Bolton that, although she had been +civil to him, she had no sympathy with his ideas; but she could not think +of any way to formulate her opposition, and all she could say in offence +was, “Does Mr. Peck usually forget his child when he starts home?” + +“I don't know as he does,” answered Mrs. Bolton simply. “He's rather of an +absent-minded man, and I suppose he's like other men when he gets talking.” + +“The child's clothes were disgracefully shabby!” said Annie, vexed that her +attack could come to no more than this. + +“I presume,” said Mrs. Bolton, “that if he kept more of his money for +himself, he could dress her better.” + +“Oh, that's the way with these philanthropists,” said Annie, thinking of +Hollingsworth, in _The Blithedale Romance_, the only philanthropist +whom she had really ever known, “They are always ready to sacrifice the +happiness and comfort of any one to the general good.” + +Mrs. Bolton stood a moment, and then went out without replying; but she +looked as offended as Annie could have wished. About ten o'clock the bell +rang, and she came gloomily into the study, and announced that Mrs. Munger +was in the parlour. + +Annie had already heard an authoritative rustling of skirts, and she was +instinctively prepared for the large, vigorous woman who turned upon her +from the picture she had been looking at on the wall, and came toward her +with the confident air of one sure they must be friends. Mrs. Munger was +dressed in a dark, firm woollen stuff, which communicated its colour, +if not its material, to the matter-of-fact bonnet which she wore on her +plainly dressed hair. In one of her hands, which were cased in driving +gloves of somewhat insistent evidence, she carried a robust black silk +sun-umbrella, and the effect of her dress otherwise might be summarised in +the statement that where other women would have worn lace, she seemed to +wear leather. She had not only leather gloves, and a broad leather belt at +her waist, but a leather collar; her watch was secured by a leather cord, +passing round her neck, and the stubby tassel of her umbrella stick was +leather: she might be said to be in harness. She had a large, handsome +face, no longer fresh, but with an effect of exemplary cleanness, and a +pair of large grey eyes that suggested the notion of being newly washed, +and that now looked at Annie with the assumption of fully understanding +her. + +“Ah, Miss Kilburn!” she said, without any of the wonted preliminaries of +introduction and greeting. “I should have come long ago to see you, but +I've been dispersed over the four quarters of the globe ever since you +came, my dear. I got home last night on the nine o'clock train, in the last +agonies of that howling tempest. Did you ever know anything like it? I see +your trees have escaped. I wonder they weren't torn to shreds.” + +Annie took her on her own ground of ignoring their past non-acquaintance. +“Yes, it was awful. And your son--how did you leave him? Mr. Brandreth--” + +“Oh yes, poor little man! I found him waiting for me at home last night, +and he told me he had been here. He was blowing about in the storm all day. +Such a spirit! There was nothing serious the matter; the bridge of the nose +was all right; merely the cartilage pushed aside by the ball.” + +She had passed so lightly from Mr. Brandreth's heroic spirit to her son's +nose that Annie, woman as she was, and born to these bold bounds over +sequence, was not sure where they had arrived, till Mrs. Munger added: +“Jim's used to these things. I'm thankful it wasn't a finger, or an eye. +What is _that_?” She jumped from her chair, and swooped upon the +Spanish-Roman water-colour Annie had stood against some books on the table, +pending its final disposition. + +“It's only a Guerra,” said Annie. “My things are all scattered about still; +I have scarcely tried to get into shape yet.” + +Mrs. Munger would not let her interpose any idea of there being a past +between them. She merely said: “You knew the Herricks at Rome, of course. +I'm in hopes I shall get them here when they come back. I want you to help +me colonise Hatboro' with the right sort of people: it's so easy to get the +wrong sort! But, so far, I think we've succeeded beyond our wildest dreams. +It's easy enough to get nice people together at the seaside; but inland! +No; it's only a very few nice people who will come into the country for the +summer; and we propose to make Hatboro' a winter colony too; that gives us +agreeable invalids, you know; it gave us the Brandreths. He told you of our +projected theatricals, I suppose?” + +“Yes,” said Annie non-committally, “he did.” + +“I know just how you feel about it, my dear,” said Mrs. Munger. “'Been +there myself,' as Jim says. But it grows upon you. I'm glad you didn't +refuse outright;” and Mrs. Munger looked at her with eyes of large +expectance. + +“No, I didn't,” said Annie, obliged by this expectance to say something. +“But to tell you the truth, Mrs. Munger, I don't see how I'm to be of any +use to you or to Mr. Brandreth.” + +“Oh, take a cab and go about, like Boots and Brewer, you know, for the +Veneerings.” She said this as if she knew about the humour rather than felt +it. “We are placing all our hopes of bringing round the Old Hatborians in +you.” + +“I'm afraid you're mistaken about my influence,” said Annie. “Mr. Brandreth +spoke of it, and I had an opportunity of trying it last night, and seeing +just what it amounted to.” + +“Yes?” Mrs. Munger prompted, with an increase of expectance in her large +clear eyes, and of impartiality in her whole face. + +“Mr. Peck was here,” said Annie reluctantly, “and I tried it on him.” + +“Yes?” repeated Mrs. Munger, as immutably as if she were sitting for her +photograph and keeping the expression. + +Annie broke from her reluctance with a sort of violence which carried +her further than she would have gone otherwise. She ridiculed Mr. Peck's +appearance and manner, and laughed at his ideas to Mrs. Munger. She had not +a good conscience in it, but the perverse impulse persisted in her. There +seemed no other way in which she could assert herself against him. + +Mrs. Munger listened judicially, but she seemed to take in only what Mr. +Peck had thought of the dance and supper; at the end she said, rather +vacantly, “What nonsense!” + +“Yes; but I'm afraid he thinks it's wisdom, and for all practical purposes +it amounts to that. You see what my 'influence' has done at the outset, +Mrs. Munger. He'll never give way on such a point.” + +“Oh, very well, then,” said Mrs. Munger, with the utmost lightness and +indifference, “we'll drop the idea of the invited supper and dance.” + +“Do you think that would be well?” asked Annie. + +“Yes; why not? It's only an idea. I don't think you've made at all a bad +beginning. It was very well to try the idea on some one who would be frank +about it, and wouldn't go away and talk against it,” said Mrs. Munger, +rising. “I want you to come with me, my dear.” + +“To see Mr. Peck? Excuse me. I don't think I could,” said Annie. + +“No; to see some of his parishioners,” said Mrs. Munger. “His deacons, to +begin with, or his deacons' wives.” + +This seemed so much less than calling on Mr. Peck that Annie looked out at +Mrs. Munger's basket-phaeton at her gate, and knew that she would go with +very little more urgence. + +“After all, you know, you're not one of his congregation; he may yield to +them,” said Mrs. Munger. “We must _have_ him--if only because he's +hard to get. It'll give us an idea of what we've got to contend with.” + +It had a very practical sound; it was really like meeting the difficulties +on their own ground, and it overcame the question of taste which was +rising in Annie's mind. She demurred a little more upon the theory of her +uselessness; but Mrs. Munger insisted, and carried her off down the village +street. + +The air sparkled full of sun, and a breeze from the south-west frolicked +with the twinkling leaves of the overarching elms, and made their shadows +dance on the crisp roadway, packed hard by the rain, and faced with clean +sand, which crackled pleasantly under Mrs. Munger's phaeton wheels. She +talked incessantly. “I think we'll go first to Mrs. Gerrish's, and then to +Mrs. Wilmington's. You know them?” + +“Oh yes; they were old girl friends.” + +“Then you know why I go to Mrs. Gerrish's first. She'll care a great deal, +and Mrs. Wilmington won't care at all. She's a delicious creature, Mrs. +Wilmington--don't you think? That large, indolent nature; Mr. Brandreth +says she makes him think of 'the land in which it seemed always +afternoon.'” + +Annie remembered Lyra Goodman as a long, lazy, red-haired girl who laughed +easily; and she could not readily realise her in the character of a +Titian-esque beauty with a gift for humorous dramatics, which she had +filled out into during the years of her absence from Hatboro'; but she said +“Oh yes,” in the necessity of polite acquiescence, and Mrs. Munger went on +talking-- + +“She's the only one of the Old Hatboro' people, so far as I know them, who +has any breadth of view. Whoa!” She pulled up suddenly beside a stout, +short lady in a fashionable walking dress, who was pushing an elegant +perambulator with one hand, and shielding her complexion with a crimson +sun-umbrella in the other. + +“Mrs. Gerrish!” Mrs. Munger called; and Mrs. Gerrish, who had already +looked around at the approaching phaeton, and then looked away, so as not +to have seemed to look, stopped abruptly, and after some exploration of the +vicinity, discovered where the voice came from. + +“Oh, Mrs. Munger!” she called back, bridling with pleasure at being greeted +in that way by the chief lady of South Hatboro', and struggling to keep up +a dignified indifference at the same time. “Why, Annie!” she added. + +“Good morning, Emmeline,” said Annie; she annexed some irrelevancies about +the weather, which Mrs. Munger swept away with business-like robustness. + +“We were driving down to your house to find you. I want to see the +principal ladies of your church, and talk with them about our Social Union. +You've heard about it?” + +“Well, nothing very particular,” said Mrs. Gerrish; she had probably heard +nothing at all. After a moment she asked, “Have you seen Mrs. Wilmington +yet?” + +“No, I haven't,” cried Mrs. Munger. “The fact is, I wanted to talk it over +with you and Mr. Gerrish first.” + +“Oh!” said Mrs. Gerrish, brightening. “Well, I was just going right there. +I guess he's in.” + +“Well, we shall meet there, then. Sorry I can't offer you a _seat_. +But there's nothing but the rumble, and that wouldn't hold you _all_.” + +Mrs. Munger called this back after starting her pony. Mrs. Gerrish did not +understand, and screamed, “_What_?” + +Mrs. Munger repeated her joke at the top of her voice. + +“Oh, I can walk!” Mrs. Gerrish yelled at the top of hers. Both the ladies +laughed at their repartee. + +“She's as jealous of Mrs. Wilmington as a cat,” Mrs. Munger confided to +Annie as they drove away; “and she's just as pleased as Punch that I've +spoken to her first. Mrs. Wilmington won't mind. She's so delightfully +indifferent, it really renders her almost superior; you might forget that +she was a village person. But this has been an immense stroke. I don't +know,” she mused, “whether I'd better let her get there first and prepare +her husband, or do it myself. No; I'll let _her_. I'll stop here at +Gates's.” + +She stopped at the pavement in front of a provision store, and a pale, +stout man, in the long over-shirt of his business, came out to receive her +orders. He stood, passing his hand through the top of a barrel of beans, +and listened to Mrs. Munger with a humorous, patient smile. + +“Mr. Gates, I want you to send me up a leg of lamb for dinner--a large +one.” + +“Last year's, then,” suggested Gates. + +“No; _this_ year's,” insisted Mrs. Munger; and Gates gave way with the +air of pacifying a wilful child, which would get, after all, only what he +chose to allow it. + +“All right, ma'am; a large leg of this year's lamb--grown to order. Any +peas, spinnage, cucumbers, sparrowgrass?” + +“Southern, I suppose?” said Mrs. Munger. + +“Well, not if you want to call 'em native,” said Gates. + +“Yes, I'll take two bunches of asparagus, and some peas.” + +“Any strawberries?--natives?” suggested Gates. + +“Nonsense!” + +“Same thing; natives of Norfolk.” + +“You had better be honest with _me_, Mr. Gates,” said Mrs. Munger. +“Yes, I'll take a couple of boxes.” + +“All right! Want 'em nice, and the biggest ones at the bottom of the box?” + +“Yes, I do.” + +“That's what I thought. Some customers wants the big ones on top; but I +tell 'em it's all foolishness; just vanity.” Gates laughed a dry, hacking +little laugh at his drollery, and kept his eyes on Annie. She smiled at +last, with permissive recognition, and Gates came forward. “Used to know +your father pretty well; but I can't keep up with the young folks any +more.” He was really not many years older than Annie; he rubbed his right +hand on the inside of his long shirt, and gave it her to shake. “Well, you +haven't been about much for the last nine or ten years, that's a fact.” + +“Eleven,” said Annie, trying to be gay with the hand-shaking, and wondering +if this were meeting the lower classes on common ground, and what Mr. Peck +would think of it. + +“That so?” queried Gates. “Well, I declare! No wonder you've grown!” He +hacked out another laugh, and stood on the curb-stone looking at Annie a +moment. Then he asked, “Anything else, Mrs. Munger?” + +“No; that's all. Tell me, Mr. Gates, how _do_ Mr. Peck and Mr. Gerrish +get on?” asked Mrs. Munger in a lower tone. + +“Well,” said Gates, “he's workin' round--the deacon's workin' round +gradually, I guess. I guess if Mr. Peck was to put in a little more +brimstone, the deacon'd be all right. He's a great hand for brimstone, +you know, the deacon is.” + +Mrs. Munger laughed again, and then she said, with a proselyting sigh, +“It's a pity you couldn't all find your way into the Church.” + +“Well, may be it _would_ be a good thing,” said Gates, as Mrs. Munger +gathered up her reins and chirped to her pony. + +“He isn't a member of Mr. Peck's church,” she explained to Annie; “but +he's one of the society, and his wife's very devout Orthodox. He's a great +character, we think, and he'll treat you very well, if you keep on the +right side of him. They say he cheats awfully in the weight, though.” + + + + +VIII. + + +Mrs. Munger drove across the street, and drew up before a large, handsomely +ugly brick dry-goods store, whose showy windows had caught Annie's eye the +day she arrived in Hatboro'. + +“I see Mrs. Gerrish has got here first,” Mrs. Munger said, indicating the +perambulator at the door, and she dismounted and fastened her pony with a +weight, which she took from the front of the phaeton. On either door jamb +of the store was a curved plate of polished metal, with the name GERRISH +cut into it in black letters; the sills of the wide windows were of metal, +and bore the same legend. At the threshold a very prim, ceremonious little +man, spare and straight, met Mrs. Munger with a ceremonious bow, and a +solemn “How do you do, ma'am? how do you do? I hope I see you well,” and +he put a small dry hand into the ample clasp of Mrs. Munger's gauntlet. + +“Very well indeed, Mr. Gerrish. Isn't it a lovely morning? You know Miss +Kilburn, Mr. Gerrish.” + +He took Annie's hand into his right and covered it with his left, lifting +his eyes to look her in the face with an old-merchant-like cordiality. + +“Why, yes, indeed! Delighted to see her. Her father was one of my best +friends. I may say that I owe everything that I am to Squire Kilburn; he +advised me to stick to commerce when I once thought of studying law. Glad +to welcome you back to Hatboro', Miss Kilburn. You see changes on the +surface, no doubt, but you'll find the genuine old feeling here. Walk right +back, ladies,” he continued, releasing Annie's hand to waft them before +him toward the rear of the store. “You'll find Mrs. Gerrish in my room +there--my Growlery, as I call it.” He seemed to think he had invented the +name. “And Mrs. Gerrish tells me that you've really come back,” he said, +leaning decorously toward Annie as they walked, “with the intention of +taking up your residence permanently among us. You will find very few +places like Hatboro'.” + +As he spoke, walking with his hands clasped behind him, he glanced to +right and left at the shop-girls on foot behind the counter, who dropped +their eyes under their different bangs as they caught his glance, and +bridled nervously. He denied them the use of chewing-gum; he permitted no +conversation, as he called it, among them; and he addressed no jokes or +idle speeches to them himself. A system of grooves overhead brought to his +counting-room the cash from the clerks in wooden balls, and he returned the +change, and kept the accounts, with a pitiless eye for errors. The women +were afraid of him, and hated him with bitterness, which exploded at crises +in excesses of hysterical impudence. + +His store was an example of variety, punctuality, and quality. Upon the +theory, for which he deserved the credit, of giving to a country place +the advantages of one of the great city establishments, he was gradually +gathering, in their fashion, the small commerce into his hands. He had +already opened his bazaar through into the adjoining store, which he had +bought out, and he kept every sort of thing desired or needed in a country +town, with a tempting stock of articles before unknown to the shopkeepers +of Hatboro'. Everything was of the very quality represented; the prices +were low, but inflexible, and cash payments, except in the case of some +rich customers of unimpeachable credit, were invariably exacted; at the +same time every reasonable facility for the exchange or return of goods was +afforded. Nothing could exceed the justice and fidelity of his dealing with +the public. He had even some effects of generosity in his dealing with his +dependants; he furnished them free seats in the churches of their different +persuasions, and he closed every night at six o'clock, except Saturday, +when the shop hands were paid off, and made their purchases for the coming +week. + +He stepped lightly before Annie and Mrs. Munger, and pushed open the +ground-glass door of his office for them. It was like a bank parlour, +except for Mrs. Gerrish sitting in her husband's leather-cushioned swivel +chair, with her last-born in her lap; she greeted the others noisily, +without trying to rise. + +“You see we are quite at home here,” said Mr. Gerrish. + +“Yes, and very snug you are, too,” said Mrs. Munger, taking one half of the +leather lounge, and leaving the other half to Annie. “I don't wonder Mrs. +Gerrish likes to visit you here.” + +Mr. Gerrish laughed, and said to his wife, who moved provisionally in her +chair, seeing he had none, “Sit still, my dear; I prefer my usual perch.” + He took a high stool beside a desk, and gathered a ruler in his hand. + +“Well, I may as well begin at the beginning,” said Mrs. Munger, “and I'll +try to be short, for I know that these are business hours.” + +“Take all the time you want, Mrs. Munger,” said Mr. Gerrish affably. “It's +my idea that a good business man's business can go on without him, when +necessary.” + +“Of course!” Mrs. Munger sighed. “If everybody had your _system_, Mr. +Gerrish!” She went on and succinctly expounded the scheme of the Social +Union. “I suppose I can't deny that the idea occurred to _me_,” she +concluded, “but we can't hope to develop it without the co-operation of the +ladies of Old Hatboro', and I've come, first of all, to Mrs. Gerrish.” + +Mr. Gerrish bowed his acknowledgments of the honour done his wife, with a +gravity which she misinterpreted. + +“I think,” she began, with her censorious manner and accent, “that these +people have too much done for them _now_. They're perfectly spoiled. +Don't you, Annie?” + +Mr. Gerrish did not give Annie time to answer. “I differ with you, my +dear,” he cut in. “It is my opinion--Or I don't know but you wish to +confine this matter entirely to the ladies?” he suggested to Mrs. Munger. + +“Oh, I'm only too proud and glad that you feel interested in the matter!” + cried Mrs. Munger. “Without the gentlemen's practical views, we ladies are +such feeble folk--mere conies in the rocks.” + +“I am as much opposed as Mrs. Gerrish--or any one--to acceding to unjust +demands on the part of my clerks or other employees,” Mr. Gerrish began. + +“Yes, that's what I mean,” said his wife, and broke down with a giggle. + +He went on, without regarding her: “I have always made it a rule, as far as +business went, to keep my own affairs entirely in my own hands. I fix the +hours, and I fix the wages, and I fix all the other conditions, and I say +plainly, 'If you don't like them, 'don't come,' or 'don't stay,' and I +never have any difficulty.” + +“I'm sure,” said Mrs. Munger, “that if all the employers in the country +would take such a stand, there would soon be an end of labour troubles. I +think we're too concessive.” + +“And I do too, Mrs. Munger!” cried Mrs. Gerrish, glad of the occasion to be +censorious and of the finer lady's opinion at the same time. “That's what I +meant. Don't you, Annie?” + +“I'm afraid I don't understand exactly,” Annie replied. + +Mr. Gerrish kept his eye on Mrs. Munger's face, now arranged for indefinite +photography, as he went on. “That is exactly what I say to them. That is +what I said to Mr. Marvin one year ago, when he had that trouble in his +shoe shop. I said, 'You're too concessive.' I said, 'Mr. Marvin, if you +give those fellows an inch, they'll take an ell. Mr. Marvin,' said I, +'you've got to begin by being your own master, if you want to be master of +anybody else. You've got to put your foot down, as Mr. Lincoln said; and as +_I_ say, you've got to _keep_ it down.'” + +Mrs. Gerrish looked at the other ladies for admiration, and Mrs. Munger +said, rapidly, without disarranging her face-- + +“Oh yes. And how much _misery_ could be saved in such cases by a +little firmness at the outset!” + +“Mr. Marvin differed with me,” said Mr. Gerrish sorrowfully. “He agreed +with me on the main point, but he said that too many of his hands had +been in his regiment, and he couldn't lock them out. He submitted to +arbitration. And what is arbitration?” asked Mr. Gerrish, levelling his +ruler at Mrs. Munger. “It is postponing the evil day.” + +“Exactly,” said Mrs. Munger, without winking. + +“Mr. Marvin,” Mr. Gerrish proceeded, “may be running very smoothly now, +and sailing before the wind all--all--nicely; but I tell _you_ his +house is built upon the _sand_,” He put his ruler by on the desk very +softly, and resumed with impressive quiet: “I never had any trouble but +once. I had a porter in this store who wanted his pay raised. I simply +said that I made it a rule to propose all advances of salary myself, and I +should submit to no dictation from any one. He told me to go to--a place +that I will not repeat, and I told him to walk out of my store. He was +under the influence of liquor at the time, I suppose. I understand that he +is drinking very hard. He does nothing to support his family whatever, and +from all that I can gather, he bids fair to fill a drunkard's grave inside +of six months.” + +Mrs. Munger seized her opportunity. “Yes; and it is just such cases as this +that the Social Union is designed to meet. If this man had some such place +to spend his evenings--and bring his family if he chose--where he could get +a cup of good coffee for the same price as a glass of rum--Don't you see?” + +She looked round at the different faces, and Mr. Gerrish slightly frowned, +as if the vision of the Social Union interposing between his late porter +and a drunkard's grave, with a cup of good coffee, were not to his taste +altogether; but he said: “Precisely so! And I was about to make the remark +that while I am very strict--and obliged to be--with those under me in +business, _no_ one is more disposed to promote such objects as this of +yours.” + +“I was _sure_ you would approve of it,” said Mrs. Munger. “That is +why I came to you--to you and Mrs. Gerrish--first,” said Mrs. Munger. “I +was sure you would see it in the right light.” She looked round at Annie +for corroboration, and Annie was in the social necessity of making a +confirmatory murmur. + +Mr. Gerrish ignored them both in the more interesting work of celebrating +himself. “I may say that there is not an institution in this town which I +have not contributed my humble efforts to--to--establish, from the drinking +fountain in front of this store, to the soldiers' monument on the village +green.” + +Annie turned red; Mrs. Munger said shamelessly, “That beautiful monument!” + and looked at Annie with eyes full of gratitude to Mr. Gerrish. + +“The schools, the sidewalks, the water-works, the free library, the +introduction of electricity, the projected system of drainage, and +_all_ the various religious enterprises at various times, I am +proud--I am humbly proud--that I have been allowed to be the means of +doing--sustaining--” + +He lost himself in the labyrinths of his sentence, and Mrs. Munger came to +his rescue: “I fancy Hatboro' wouldn't be Hatboro' without _you_, Mr. +Gerrish! And you _don't_ think that Mr. Peck's objection will be +seriously felt by other leading citizens?” + +“_What_ is Mr. Peck's objection?” demanded Mr. Gerrish, perceptibly +bristling up at the name of his pastor. + +“Why, he talked it over with Miss Kilburn last night, and he objected +to an entertainment which wouldn't be open to all--to the shop hands and +everybody.” Mrs. Munger explained the point fully. She repeated some things +that Annie had said in ridicule of Mr. Peck's position regarding it. “If +you _do_ think that part would be bad or impolitic,” Mrs. Munger +concluded, “we could drop the invited supper and the dance, and simply have +the theatricals.” + +She bent upon Mr. Gerrish a face of candid deference that filled him with +self-importance almost to bursting. + +“No!” he said, shaking his head, and “No!” closing his lips abruptly, and +opening them again to emit a final “No!” with an explosive force which +alone seemed to save him. “Not at all, Mrs. Munger; not on any account! I +am surprised at Mr. Peck, or rather I am _not_ surprised. He is not a +practical man--not a man of the world; and I should have much preferred to +hear that he objected to the dancing and the play; I could have understood +that; I could have gone with him in that to a certain extent, though I can +see no harm in such things when properly conducted. I have a great respect +for Mr. Peck; I was largely instrumental in getting him here; but he is +altogether wrong in this matter. We are not obliged to go out into the +highways and the hedges until the bidden guests have--er--declined.” + +“Exactly,” said Mrs. Munger. “I never thought of that.” + +Mrs. Gerrish shifted her baby to another knee, and followed her husband +with her eyes, as he dismounted from his stool and began to pace the room. + +“I came into this town a poor boy, without a penny in my pocket, and I +have made my own way, every inch of it, unaided and alone. I am a thorough +believer in giving every one an equal chance to rise and to--get along; I +would not throw an obstacle in anybody's way; but I do not believe--I do +_not_ believe--in pampering those who have not risen, or have made no +effort to rise.” + +“It's their wastefulness, in nine cases out of ten, that keeps them down,” + said Mrs. Gerrish. + +“I don't care _what_ it is, I don't _ask_ what it is, that keeps +them down. I don't expect to invite my clerks or Mrs. Gerrish's servants +into my parlour. I will meet them at the polls, or the communion table, +or on any proper occasion; but a man's home is _sacred_. I will not +allow my wife or my children to associate with those whose--whose--whose +idleness, or vice, or whatever, has kept them down in a country +where--where everybody stands on an equality; and what I will not do +myself, I will not ask others to do. I make it a rule to do unto others as +I would have them do unto me. It is all nonsense to attempt to introduce +those one-ideaed notions into--put them in practice.” + +“Yes,” said Mrs. Munger, with deep conviction, “that is my own feeling, Mr. +Gerrish, and I'm glad to have it corroborated by your experience. Then you +_wouldn't_ drop the little invited dance and supper?” + +“I will tell you how I feel about it, Mrs. Munger,” said Mr. Gerrish, +pausing in his walk, and putting on a fine, patronising, +gentleman-of-the-old-school smile. “You may put me down for any number of +tickets--five, ten, fifteen--and you may command me in anything I can do to +further the objects of your enterprise, if you will _keep_ the invited +supper and dance. But I should not be prepared to do anything if they are +dropped.” + +“What a comfort it is to meet a person who knows his own mind!” exclaimed +Mrs. Munger. + +“Got company, Billy?” asked a voice at the door; and it added, “Glad to see +_you_ here, Mrs. Gerrish.” + +“Ah, Mr. Putney! Come in. Hope I see you well, sir!” cried Mr. Gerrish. +“Come in!” he repeated, with jovial frankness. “Nobody but friends here.” + +“I don't know about that,” said Mr. Putney, with whimsical perversity, +holding the door ajar. “I see that arch-conspirator from South Hatboro',” + he said, looking at Mrs. Munger. + +He showed himself, as he stood holding the door ajar, a lank little figure, +dressed with reckless slovenliness in a suit of old-fashioned black; a +loose neck-cloth fell stringing down his shirt front, which his unbuttoned +waistcoat exposed, with its stains from the tobacco upon which his thin +little jaws worked mechanically, as he stared into the room with flamy blue +eyes; his silk hat was pushed back from a high, clear forehead; he had +yesterday's stubble on his beardless cheeks; a heavy moustache and imperial +gave dash to a cast of countenance that might otherwise have seemed slight +and effeminate. + +“Yes; but I'm in charge of Miss Kilburn, and you needn't be afraid of me. +Come in. We wish to consult you,” cried Mrs. Munger. Mrs. Gerrish cackled +some applausive incoherencies. + +Putney advanced into the room, and dropped his burlesque air as he +approached Annie. + +“Miss Kilburn, I must apologise for not having called with Mrs. Putney to +pay my respects. I have been away; when I got back I found she had stolen +a march on me. But I'm going to make Ellen bring me at once. I don't think +I've been in your house since the old Judge's time. Well, he was an able +man, and a good man; I was awfully fond of the old Judge, in a boy's way.” + +“Thank you,” said Annie, touched by something gentle and honest in his +words. + +“He was a Christian gentleman,” said Mr. Gerrish with authority. + +Putney said, without noticing Mr. Gerrish, “Well, I'm glad you've come back +to the old place, Miss Kilburn--I almost said Annie.” + +“I shouldn't have minded, Ralph,” she retorted. + +“Shouldn't you? Well, that's right.” Putney continued, ignoring the +laugh of the others at Annie's sally: “You'll find Hatboro' pretty +exciting, after Rome, for a while, I suppose. But you'll get used to +it. It's got more of the modern improvements, I'm told, and it's more +public-spirited--more snap to it. I'm told that there's more enterprise in +Hatboro', more real _crowd_ in South Hatboro' alone, than there is in +the Quirinal and the Vatican put together.” + +“You had better come and live at South Hatboro', Mr. Putney; that would be +just the atmosphere for you,” said Mrs. Munger, with aimless hospitality. +She said this to every one. + +“Is it about coming to South Hatboro' you want to consult me?” asked +Putney. + +“Well, it is, and it isn't,” she began. + +“Better be honest, Mrs. Munger,” said Putney. “You can't do anything for +a client who won't be honest with his attorney. That's what I have to +continually impress upon the reprobates who come to me. I say, 'It don't +matter what you've done; if you expect me to get you off, you've got to +make a clean breast of it.' They generally do; they see the sense of it.” + +They all laughed, and Mr. Gerrish said, “Mr. Putney is one of Hatboro's +privileged characters, Miss Kilburn.” + +“Thank you, Billy,” returned the lawyer, with mock-tenderness. “Now, Mrs. +Munger, out with it!” + +“You'll have to tell him sooner or later, Mrs. Munger!” said Mrs. Gerrish, +with overweening pleasure in her acquaintance with both of these superior +people. “He'll get it out of you anyway.” Her husband looked at her, and +she fell silent. + +Mrs. Munger swept her with a tolerant smile as she looked up at Putney. +“Why, it's really Miss Kilburn's affair,” she began; and she laid the case +before the lawyer with a fulness that made Annie wince. + +Putney took a piece of tobacco from his pocket, and tore off a morsel with +his teeth. “Excuse me, Annie! It's a beastly habit. But it's saved me from +something worse. _You_ don't know what I've been; but anybody in +Hatboro' can tell you. I made my shame so public that it's no use trying +to blink the past. You don't have to be a hypocrite in a place where +everybody's seen you in the gutter; that's the only advantage I've got over +my fellow-citizens, and of course I abuse it; that's nature, you know. When +I began to pull up I found that tobacco helped me; I smoked and chewed +both; now I only chew. Well,” he said, dropping the pathetic simplicity +with which he had spoken, and turning with a fierce jocularity from the +shocked and pitying look in Annie's face to Mrs. Munger, “what do you +propose to do? Brother Peck's head seems to be pretty level, in the +abstract.” + +“Yes,” said Mrs. Munger, willing to put the case impartially; “and I should +be perfectly willing to drop the invited dance and supper, if it was +thought best, though I must say I don't at all agree with Mr. Peck in +principle. I don't see what would become of society.” + +“You ought to be in politics, Mrs. Munger,” said Putney. “Your readiness to +sacrifice principle to expediency shows what a reform will be wrought when +you ladies get the suffrage. What does Brother Gerrish think?” + +“No, no,” said Mrs. Munger. “We want an impartial opinion.” + +“I always think as Brother Gerrish thinks,” said Putney. “I guess you +better give up the fandango; hey, Billy?” + +“No, sir; no, Mr. Putney,” answered the merchant nervously. “I can't agree +with you. And I will tell you why, sir.” + +He gave his reasons, with some abatement of pomp and detail, and with the +tremulous eagerness of a solemn man who expects a sarcastic rejoinder. “It +would be a bad precedent. This town is full now of a class of persons who +are using every opportunity to--to abuse their privileges. And this would +be simply adding fuel to the flame.” + +“Do you really think so, Billy?” asked the lawyer, with cool derision. +“Well, we all abuse our privileges at every opportunity, of course; I was +just saying that I abused mine; and I suppose those fellows would abuse +theirs if you happened to hurt their wives' and daughters' feelings. And +how are you going to manage? Aren't you afraid that they will hang around, +after the show, indefinitely, unless you ask all those who have not +received invitations to the dance and supper to clear the grounds, as they +do in the circus when the minstrels are going to give a performance not +included in the price of admission? Mind, I don't care anything about your +Social Union.” + +“Oh, but _surely_!” cried Mrs. Munger, “you _must_ allow that +it's a good object.” + +“Well, perhaps it is, if it will keep the men away from the rum-holes. Yes, +I guess it is. You won't sell liquor?” + +“We expect to furnish coffee at cost price,” said Mrs. Munger, smiling at +Putney's joke. + +“And good navy-plug too, I hope. But you see it would be rather awkward, +don't you? You see, Annie?” + +“Yes, I see,” said Annie. “I hadn't thought of that part before.” + +“And you didn't agree with Brother Peck on general principles? There we +see the effect of residence abroad,” said Putney. “The uncorrupted--or +I will say the uninterrupted--Hatborian has none of those aristocratic +predilections of yours, Annie. He grows up in a community where there is +neither poverty nor richness, and where political economy can show by the +figures that the profligate shop hands get nine-tenths of the profits, and +starve on 'em, while the good little company rolls in luxury on the other +tenth. But you've got used to something different over there, and of course +Brother Peck's ideas startled you. Well, I suppose I should have been just +so myself.” + +“Mr. Putney has never felt just right about the working-men since he lost +the boycotters' case,” said Mr. Gerrish, with a snicker. + +“Oh, come now, Billy, why did you give me away?” said Putney, with mock +suffering. “Well, I suppose I might as well own up, Mrs. Munger; it's no +use trying to keep it from _you_; you know it already. Yes, Annie, I +defended some poor devils here for combining to injure a non-union man--for +doing once just what the big manufacturing Trusts do every day of the year +with impunity; and I lost the case. I expected to. I told 'em they were +wrong, but I did my best for 'em. 'Why, you fools,' said I--that's the way +I talk to 'em, Annie; I call 'em pet names; they like it; they're used to +'em; they get 'em every day in the newspapers--'you fools,' said I, 'what +do you want to boycott for, when you can _vote_? What do you want to +break the laws for, when you can _make_ 'em? You idiots, you,' said I, +'what do you putter round for, persecuting non-union men, that have as good +a right to earn their bread as you, when you might make the whole United +States of America a Labour Union?' Of course I didn't say that in court.” + +“Oh, how delicious you are, Mr. Putney!” said Mrs. Munger. + +“Glad you like me, Mrs. Munger,” Putney replied. + +“Yes, you're delightful,” said the lady, recovering from the effects of +the drollery which they had all pretended to enjoy, Mr. Gerrish, and Mrs. +Gerrish by his leave, even more than the others. “But you're not candid. +All this doesn't help us to a conclusion. Would you give up the invited +dance and supper, or wouldn't you? That's the question.” + +“And no shirking, hey?” asked Putney. + +“No shirking.” + +Putney glanced through a little transparent space in the ground-glass +windows framing the room, which Mr. Gerrish used for keeping an eye on his +sales-ladies to see that they did not sit down. + +“Hello!” he exclaimed. “There's Dr. Morrell. Let's put the case to him.” He +opened the door and called down the store, “Come in here, Doc!” + +“What?” called back an amused voice; and after a moment steps approached, +and Dr. Morrell hesitated at the open door. He was a tall man, with a +slight stoop; well dressed; full bearded; with kind, boyish blue eyes that +twinkled in fascinating friendliness upon the group. “Nobody sick here, I +hope?” + +“Walk right in, sir! come in, Dr. Morrell,” said Mr. Gerrish. “Mrs. Munger +and Mrs. Gerrish you know. Present you to Miss Kilburn, who has come to +make her home among us after a prolonged residence abroad. Dr. Morrell, +Miss Kilburn.” + +“No, there's nobody sick here, in one sense,” said Putney, when the doctor +had greeted the ladies. “But we want your advice all the same. Mrs. Munger +is in a pretty bad way morally, Doc.” + +“Don't you mind Mr. Putney, doctor!” screamed Mrs. Gerrish. + +Putney said, with respectful recognition of the poor woman's attempt to be +arch, “I'll try to keep within the bounds of truth in stating the case, +Mrs. Gerrish.” + +He went on to state it, with so much gravity and scrupulosity, and with +so many appeals to Mrs. Munger to correct him if he were wrong, that the +doctor was shaking with laughter when Putney came to an end with unbroken +seriousness. At each repetition of the facts, Annie's relation to them grew +more intolerable; and she suspected Putney of an intention to punish her. +“Well, what do you say?” he demanded of the doctor. + +“Ha, ha, ha! ah, ha, ha.” laughed the doctor, shutting his eyes and +throwing back his head. + +“Seems to consider it a _laughing_ matter,” said Putney to Mrs. +Munger. + +“Yes; and that is all your fault,” said Mrs. Munger, trying, with the +ineffectiveness of a large woman, to pout. + +“No, no, I'm not laughing.” began the doctor. + +“Smiling, perhaps,” suggested Putney. + +The doctor went off again. Then, “I beg--I _beg_ your pardon, Mrs. +Munger,” he resumed. “But it isn't a professional question, you know; and +I--I really couldn't judge--have any opinion on such a matter.” + +“No shirking,” said Putney. “That's what Mrs. Munger said to me.” + +“Of course not,” gurgled the doctor. “You ladies will know what to do. I'm +sure _I_ shouldn't,” he added. + +“Well, I must be going,” said Putney. “Sorry to leave you in this fix, +Doc.” He flashed out of the door, and suddenly came back to offer Annie his +hand. “I beg your pardon, Annie. I'm going to make Ellen bring me round. +Good morning.” He bowed cursorily to the rest. + +“Wait--I'll go with you, Putney,” said the doctor. + +Mrs. Munger rose, and Annie with her. “We must go too,” she said. “We've +taken up Mr. Gerrish's time most unconscionably,” and now Mr. Gerrish did +not urge her to remain. + +“Well, good-bye,” said Mrs. Gerrish, with a genteel prolongation of the +last syllable. + +Mr. Gerrish followed his guests down the store, and even out upon the +sidewalk, where he presided with unheeded hospitality over the superfluous +politeness of Putney and Dr. Morrell in putting Mrs. Munger and Annie into +the phaeton. Mrs. Munger attempted to drive away without having taken up +her hitching weight. + +“I suppose that there isn't a post in this town that my wife hasn't tried +to pull up in that way,” said Putney gravely. + +The doctor doubled himself down with another fit of laughing. + +Annie wanted to laugh too, but she did not like his laughing. She +questioned if it were not undignified. She felt that it might be +disrespectful. Then she asked herself why he should respect her. + + + + +IX. + + +“That was a great success,” said Mrs. Munger, as they drove away. Annie +said nothing, and she added, “Don't you think so?” + +“Well, I confess,” said Annie, “I don't see how, exactly. Do you mean with +regard to Mr. Gerrish?” + +“Oh no; I don't care anything about him,” said Mrs. Munger, touching her +pony with the tip of her whip-lash. “He's an odious little creature, and I +knew that he would go for the dance and supper because Mr. Peck was opposed +to them. He's one of the anti-Peck party in his church, and that is the +reason I spoke to him. But I meant the other gentlemen. You saw how they +took it.” + +“I saw that they both made fun of it,” said Annie. + +“Yes; that's just the point. It's so fortunate they were frank about it. It +throws a new light on it; and if that's the way nice people are going to +look at it, why, we must give up the idea. I'm quite prepared to do so. But +I want to see Mrs. Wilmington first.” + +“Mrs. Munger,” said Annie uneasily, “I would rather not see Mrs. Wilmington +with you on this subject; I should be of no use.” + +“My dear, you would be of the _greatest_ use,” persisted Munger, and +she laid her arm across Annie's lap, as if to prevent her jumping out of +the phaeton. “As Mrs. Wilmington's old friend, you will have the greatest +influence with her.” + +“But I don't know that I wish to influence her in favour of the supper and +dance; I don't know that I believe in them,” said Annie, cowed and troubled +by the affair. + +“That doesn't make the slightest difference,” said Mrs. Munger impartially. +“All you will have to do is to keep still. I will put the case to her.” + +She checked the pony before the bar which the flagman at the railroad +crossing had let down, while a long freight train clattered deafeningly +by, and then drove bumping and jouncing across the tracks. “I suppose you +remember what 'Over the Track' means in Hatboro'?” + +“Oh yes,” said Annie, with a smile. “Social perdition at the least. You +don't mean that Mrs. Wilmington lives 'Over the Track'?” + +“Yes. It isn't so bad as it used to be, socially. Mr. Wilmington has built +a very fine house on this side, and there are several pretty Queen Anne +cottages going up.” + +They drove along under the elms which here stood somewhat at random about +the wide, grassless street, between the high, windowy bulks of the shoe +shops and hat shops. The dust gradually freed itself from the cinders +about the tracks, and it hardened into a handsome, newly made road beyond +the houses of the shop hands. They passed some open lots, and then, on a +pleasant rise of ground, they came to a stately residence, lifted still +higher on its underpinning of granite blocks. It was built in a Boston +suburban taste of twenty years ago, with a lofty mansard-roof, and it was +painted the stone-grey colour which was once esteemed for being so quiet. +The lawn before it sloped down to the road, where it ended smoothly at the +brink of a neat stone wall. A black asphalt path curved from the steps by +which you mounted from the street to the steps by which you mounted to the +heavy portico before the massive black walnut doors. + +The ladies were shown into the music-room, from which the notes of a piano +were sounding when they rang, and Mrs. Wilmington rose from the instrument +to meet them. A young man who had been standing beside her turned away. +Mrs. Wilmington was dressed in a light morning dress with a Watteau fall, +whose delicate russets and faded reds and yellows heightened the richness +of her complexion and hair. + +“Why, Annie,” she said, “how glad I am to see you! And you too, Mrs. +Munger. How _vurry_ nice!” Her words took value from the thick +mellow tones of her voice, and passed for much more than they were worth +intrinsically. She moved lazily about and got them into chairs, and was not +resentful when Mrs. Munger broke out with “How hot you have it!” “Have we? +We had the furnace lighted yesterday, and we've been in all the morning, +and so we hadn't noticed. Jack, won't you shut the register?” she drawled +over her shoulder. “This is my nephew, Mr. Jack Wilmington, Miss Kilburn. +Mr. Wilmington and Mrs. Munger are old friends.” + +The young fellow bowed silently, and Annie instantly took a dislike to him, +his heavy jaw, long eyes, and low forehead almost hidden under a thick +bang. He sat down cornerwise on a chair, and listened, with a scornful +thrust of his thick lips, to their talk. + +Mrs. Munger was not abashed by him. She opened her budget with all her +robust authority, and once more put Annie to shame. When she came to the +question of the invited supper and dance, and having previously committed +Mrs. Wilmington in favour of the general scheme, asked her what she thought +of that part, Mr. Jack Wilmington answered for her-- + +“I should think you had a right to do what you please about it. It's none +of the hands' business if you don't choose to ask them.” + +“Yes, that's what any one would think--in the abstract,” said Mrs. Munger. + +“Now, little boy,” said Mrs. Wilmington, with indolent amusement, putting +out a silencing hand in the direction of the young man, “don't you be so +fast. You let your aunty speak for herself. I don't know about not letting +the hands stay to the dance and supper, Mrs. Munger. You know I might feel +'put upon.' I used to be one of the hands myself. Yes, Annie, there was a +time after you went away, and after father died, when I actually fell so +low as to work for an honest living.” + +“I think I heard, Lyra,” said Annie; “but I had forgotten.” The fact, in +connection with what had been said, made her still more uncomfortable. + +“Well, I didn't work very hard, and I didn't have to work long. But I was +a hand, and there's no use trying to deny it. As Mr. Putney says, he and I +have our record, and we don't have to make any pretences. And the question +is, whether I ought to go back on my fellow-hands.” + +“Oh, but Mrs. _Wilmington_!” said Mrs. Munger, with intense +deprecation, “that's such a very different thing. You were not brought up +to it; it was just temporary; and besides--” + +“And besides, there was Mr. Wilmington, I know. He was very opportune. I +might have been a hand at this moment if Mr. Wilmington had not come along +and invited me to be a head--the head of his house. But I don't know, +Annie, whether I oughtn't to remember my low beginnings.” + +“I suppose we all like to be consistent,” answered Annie aimlessly, +uneasily. + +“Yes,” Mrs. Munger broke in; “but they were not your beginnings, Mrs. +Wilmington; they were your incidents--your accidents.” + +“It's very pretty of you to say so, Mrs. Munger,” drawled Mrs. Wilmington. +“But I guess I must oppose the little invited dance and supper, on +principle. We all like to be consistent, as Annie says--even if we're +inconsistent in the attempt,” she added, with a laugh. + +“Very well, then,” exclaimed Mrs. Munger, “we'll _drop_ them. As I +said to Miss Kilburn on our way here, 'if Mrs. Wilmington is opposed to +them, we'll drop them.'” + +“Oh, am I such an influential person?” said Mrs. Wilmington, with a shrug. +“It's rather awful--isn't it, Annie?” + +“Not at all!” Mrs. Munger answered for Annie. “We've just been talking the +matter over with Mr. Putney and Dr. Morrell, and they're both opposed. +You're merely the straw that breaks the camel's back, Mrs. Wilmington.” + +“Oh, _thank_ you! That's a great relief.” + +“Well--and now the question is, will you take the part of the Nurse or not +in the dramatics?” asked Mrs. Munger, returning to business. + +“Well, I must think about that, and I must ask Mr. Wilmington. Jack,” she +called over her shoulder to the young man at the window, “do you think your +uncle would approve of me as Juliet's Nurse?” + +“You'd better ask him,” growled the young fellow. + +“Well,” said Mrs. Wilmington, with another laugh, “I'll think it over, Mrs. +Munger.” + +“Thank you,” said Mrs. Munger. “And now we must really be going,” she +added, pulling out her watch by its leathern guard. + +“Not till you've had lunch,” said Mrs. Wilmington, rising with the ladies. +“You must stay. Annie, I shall not excuse you.” + +“Well,” said Mrs. Munger, complying without regard to Annie, “all this +diplomacy is certainly very exhausting.” + +“Lunch will be on the table in one moment,” returned Mrs. Wilmington, as +the ladies sat down again provisionally. “Will you join us, Jack?” + +“No; I'm going to the office,” said the nephew, bowing himself out of the +room. + +“Jack's learning to be superintendent,” said Mrs. Wilmington, lifting her +teasing voice to make him hear her in the hall, “and he's been spending the +whole morning here.” + +In the richly appointed dining-room--a glitter of china and glass and a +mass of carven oak--the table was laid for two. + +“Put another plate, Norah,” said Mrs. Wilmington carelessly. + +There was bouillon in teacups, chicken cutlets in white sauce, and luscious +strawberries. + +“_What_ a cook!” cried Mrs. Munger, over the cutlets. + +“Yes, she's a treasure; I don't deny it,” said Mrs. Wilmington. + + + + +X. + + +By the end of May most of the summer folk had come to their cottages in +South Hatboro'. One after another the ladies called upon Annie. They all +talked to her of the Social Union, and it seemed to be agreed that it was +fully in train, though what was really in train was the entertainment to +be given at Mrs. Munger's for the benefit of the Union; the Union always +dropped out of the talk as soon as the theatricals were mentioned. + +When Annie went to return these visits she scarcely recognised even +the shape of the country, once so familiar to her, of which the summer +settlement had possessed itself. She found herself in a strange world--a +world of colonial and Queen Anne architecture, where conscious lines and +insistent colours contributed to an effect of posing which she had never +seen off the stage. But it was not a very large world, and after the young +trees and hedges should have grown up and helped to hide it, she felt sure +that it would be a better world. In detail it was not so bad now, but +the whole was a violent effect of porches, gables, chimneys, galleries, +loggias, balconies, and jalousies, which nature had not yet had time to +palliate. + +Mrs. Munger was at home, and wanted her to spend the day, to drive out with +her, to stay to lunch. When Annie would not do any of these things, she +invited herself to go with her to call at the Brandreths'. But first she +ordered her to go out with her to see the place where they intended to have +the theatricals: a pretty bit of natural boscage--white birches, pines, and +oaks--faced by a stretch of smooth turf, where a young man in a flannel +blazer was painting a tennis-court in the grass. Mrs. Munger introduced him +as her Jim, and the young fellow paused from his work long enough to bow to +her: his nose now seemed in perfect repair. + +Mr. Brandreth met them at the door of his mother's cottage. It was a very +small cottage on the outside, with a good deal of stained glass _en +évidence_ in leaded sashes; where the sashes were not leaded and the +glass not stained, the panes were cut up into very large ones, with little +ones round them. Everything was very old-fashioned inside. The door opened +directly into a wainscoted square hall, which had a large fireplace with +gleaming brass andirons, and a carved mantel carried to the ceiling. It was +both baronial and colonial in its decoration; there was part of a suit of +imitation armour under a pair of moose antlers on one wall, and at one side +of the fireplace there was a spinning-wheel, with a tuft of flax ready to +be spun. There were Japanese swords on the lowest mantel-shelf, together +with fans and vases; a long old flint-lock musket stretched across the +panel above. Mr. Brandreth began to show things to Annie, and to tell how +little they cost, as soon as the ladies entered. His mother's voice called +from above, “Now, Percy, you stop till _I_ get there!” and in a moment +or two she appeared from behind a _portière_ in one corner. Before she +shook hands with the ladies, or allowed any kind of greeting, she pulled +the _portière_ aside, and made Annie admire the snug concealment of +the staircase. Then she made her go upstairs and see the chambers, and the +second-hand colonial bedsteads, and the andirons everywhere, and the old +chests of drawers and their brasses; and she told her some story about +each, and how Percy picked it up and had it repaired. When they came down, +the son took Annie in hand again and walked her over the ground-floor, +ending with the kitchen, which was in the taste of an old New England +kitchen, with hard-seated high-backed chairs, and a kitchen table with +curiously turned legs, which he had picked up in the hen-house of a +neighbouring farmer for a song. There was an authentic crane in the +dining-room fireplace, which he had found in a heap of scrap-iron at a +blacksmith's shop, and had got for next to nothing. The sideboard he had +got at an old second-hand shop in the North End; and he believed it was +an heirloom from the house of one of the old ministers of the North End +Church. Everything, nearly, in the Brandreth cottage was an heirloom, +though Annie could not remember afterward any object that had been an +heirloom in the Brandreth family. + +When she went back with Mr. Brandreth to the hall, which seemed to be also +the drawing-room, she found that Mrs. Brandreth had lighted the fire on +the hearth, though it was rather a warm day without, for the sake of the +effect. She was sitting in the chimney-seat, and shielding her face from +the blaze with an old-fashioned feather hand-screen. + +“Now don't you think we have a lovely little home?” she demanded. + +Mrs. Munger began to break out in its praise, but she shook the screen +silencingly at her. + +“No, no! I want Miss Kilburn's unbiassed opinion. Don't you speak, Mrs. +Munger! Now haven't we?” + +Mrs. Brandreth made Annie assent to the superiority of her cottage in +detail. She recapitulated the different facts of the architecture and +furnishing, from each of which she seemed to acquire personal merit, and +she insisted that Percy should show some of them again. “We think it's a +little picture,” she concluded, and once more Annie felt obliged to murmur +her acquiescence. + +At last Mrs. Munger said that she must go to lunch, and was going to take +Annie with her; Annie said she must lunch at home; and then Mrs. Brandreth +pressed them both to stay to lunch with her. “You shall have a cup of tea +out of a piece of real Satsuma,” she said; but they resisted. “I don't +believe,” she added, apparently relieved by their persistence, and losing a +little anxiety of manner, “that Percy's had any chance to consult you on a +very important point about your theatricals, Miss Kilburn.” + +“Oh, that will do some other time, mother,” said Mr. Brandreth. + +“No, no! Now! And you can have Mrs. Munger's opinion too. You know Miss Sue +Northwick is going to be Juliet?” + +“No!” shouted Mrs. Munger. “I thought she had refused positively. When did +she change her mind?” + +“She's just sent Percy a note. We were talking it over when you came, and +Percy was going over to tell you.” + +“Then it is _sure_ to be a success,” said Mrs. Munger, with a +solemnity of triumph. + +“Yes, but Percy feels that it complicates one point more than ever--” + +“It's a question that always comes up in amateur dramatics,” said Mr. +Brandreth, with reluctance, “and it always will; and of course it's +particularly embarrassing in _Romeo and Juliet_. If they don't show +any affection--it's very awkward and stiff; and if--” + +“I never approved of those liberties on the stage,” said Mrs. Brandreth. +“I tell Percy that it's my principal objection to it. I can't make it +seem nice. But he says that it's essential to the effect. Now _I_ +say that they might just incline their heads toward each other without +_actually_, you know. But Percy is afraid that it won't do, especially +in the parting scene on the balcony--so passionate, you know--it won't do +simply to--They must _act_ like lovers. And it's such a great point to +get Miss Sue Northwick to take the part, that he mustn't risk losing her by +anything that might seem--” + +“Yes,” said Mrs. Munger, with deep concern. + +Mr. Brandreth looked very unhappy. “It's an embarrassing point. We can't +change the play, and so the difficulty must be met and disposed of at +once.” + +He did not look at either of the ladies, but Mrs. Munger referred the +matter to Annie with a glance of impartiality. His mother also turned her +eyes upon Annie. “Percy thought that you must have seen so much of amateur +dramatics in Europe that you could tell him just how to do.” + +“Perhaps you could consult Miss Northwick herself,” said Annie dryly, after +a moment of indignation, and another of amusement. + +“I thought of that,” said Mrs. Brandreth; “but as Percy's to be Romeo--You +see he wishes the play to be a success artistically; but if it's to succeed +socially, he must have Miss Northwick, and she might resign at the first +suggestion of--” + +“Bessie Chapley would certainly have been better. She's so outspoken you +could have put the case right to her,” said Mrs. Munger. + +“Yes,” said Mr. Brandreth gloomily. + +“But we shall find out a way. Why, you can settle it at rehearsal!” + +“Perhaps at rehearsal,” said Mr. Brandreth, with a pensive absence of mind. + +Mrs. Munger crushed his hand and his mother's in her leathern grasp, and +took Annie away with her. “It isn't lunch-time yet,” she explained, when +they were out of earshot, “but I saw she was simply killing you, and so I +made the excuse. She has no mercy. There's time enough for you to make your +calls before lunch, and then you can come home with me.” + +Annie suggested that this would not do after refusing Mrs. Brandreth. + +“Why, it would never have done to _accept_!” Mrs. Munger cried. “They +didn't dream of it!” At the next place she said: “This is the Clevingers'. +_They're_ some of our all-the-year-round people too.” She opened the +door without ringing, and let herself noisily in. “This is the way we run +in, without ceremony, everywhere. It's quite one family. That's the charm +of the place. We expect to take each other as we find them.” + +Her freedom did not find the ladies off their guard anywhere. At all the +houses there was a skurrying of feet and a flashing of skirts out of the +room or up the stairs, and there was an interval for a thorough study of +the features of the room before the hostess came in, with the effect of +coming in just as she was. She had naturally always made some change in +her dress, and Annie felt that she had not really liked being run in upon. +Everywhere they talked to her about the theatricals; and they talked across +her to Mrs. Munger, about one another, pretty freely. + +“Well, that's all there is of us at present,” said Mrs. Munger, coming down +the main road with her from the last place, “and you see just what we are. +It's a neighbourhood where everybody's just adapted to everybody else. +It's not a mere mush of concession, as Emerson says; people are perfectly +outspoken; but there's the greatest good feeling, and no vulgar display, or +lavish expenditure, or--anything.” + +Annie walked slowly homeward. She was tired, and she was now aware of +having been extremely bored by the South Hatboro' people. She was very +censorious of them, as we are of other people when we have reason to be +discontented with ourselves. They were making a pretence of simplicity +and unconventionality; but they had brought each her full complement of +servants with her, and each was apparently giving herself in the summer +to the unrealities that occupied her during the winter. Everywhere Annie +had found the affectation of intellectual interests, and the assumption +that these were the highest interests of life: there could be no doubt +that culture was the ideal of South Hatboro', and several of the ladies +complained that in the summer they got behind with their reading, or their +art, or their music. They said it was even more trouble to keep house in +the country than it was in town; sometimes your servants would not come +with you; or, if they did, they were always discontented, and you did not +know what moment they would leave you. + +Annie asked herself how her own life was in any wise different from that of +these people. It had received a little more light into it, but as yet it +had not conformed itself to any ideal of duty. She too was idle and vapid, +like the society of which her whole past had made her a part, and she owned +to herself, groaning in spirit, that it was no easier to escape from her +tradition at Hatboro' than it was at Rome. + +When she reached her own house again, Mrs. Bolton called to her from the +kitchen threshold as she was passing the corner on her way to the front +door: “Mis' Putney's b'en here. I guess you'll find a note from her on the +parlour table.” + +Annie fired in resentment of the uncouthness. It was Mrs. Bolton's business +to come into the parlour and give her the note, with a respectful statement +of the facts. But she did not tell her so; it would have been useless. + +Mrs. Putney's note was an invitation to a family tea for the next evening. + + + + +XI. + + +Putney met Annie at the door, and led her into the parlour beside the hall. +He had a little crippled boy on his right arm, and he gave her his left +hand. In the parlour he set his burden down in a chair, and the child drew +up under his thin arms a pair of crutches that stood beside it. His white +face had the eager purity and the waxen translucence which we see in +sufferers from hip-disease. + +“This is our Winthrop,” said his father, beginning to talk at once. “We +receive the company and do the honours while mother's looking after the +tea. We only keep one undersized girl,” he explained more directly to +Annie, “and Ellen has to be chief cook and bottlewasher herself. She'll +be in directly. Just lay off your bonnet anywhere.” + +She was taking in the humility of the house and its belongings while she +received the impression of an unimagined simplicity in its life from his +easy explanations. The furniture was in green terry, the carpet a harsh, +brilliant tapestry; on the marble-topped centre table was a big clasp Bible +and a basket with a stereoscope and views; the marbleised iron shelf above +the stove-pipe hole supported two glass vases and a French clock under a +glass bell; through the open door, across the oil-cloth of the hallway, she +saw the white-painted pine balusters of the steep, cramped stairs. It was +clear that neither Putney nor his wife had been touched by the aesthetic +craze; the parlour was in the tastelessness of fifteen years before; but +after the decoration of South Hatboro', she found a delicious repose in +it. Her eyes dwelt with relief on the wall-paper of French grey, sprigged +with small gilt flowers, and broken by a few cold engravings and framed +photographs. + +Putney himself was as little decorated as the parlour. He had put on a +clean shirt, but the bulging bosom had broken away from its single button, +and showed two serrated edges of ragged linen; his collar lost itself from +time to time under the rise of his plastron scarf band, which kept escaping +from the stud that ought to have held it down behind. His hair was brushed +smoothly across a forehead which looked as innocent and gentle as the +little boy's. + +“We don't often give these festivities,” he went on, “but you don't come +home once in twelve years every day, Annie. I can't tell you how glad I am +to see you in our house; and Ellen's just as excited as the rest of us; she +was sorry to miss you when she called.” + +“You're very kind, Ralph. I can't tell _you_ what a pleasure it was to +come, and I'm not going to let the trouble I'm giving spoil my pleasure.” + +“Well, that's right,” said Putney. “_We_ sha'n't either.” He took out +a cigar and put it into his mouth. “It's only a dry smoke. Ellen makes +me let up on my chewing when we have company, and I must have something +in my mouth, so I get a cigar. It's a sort of compromise. I'm a terribly +nervous man, Annie; you can't imagine. If it wasn't for the grace of God, +I think I should fly to pieces sometimes. But I guess that's what holds me +together--that and Winthy here. I dropped him on the stairs out there, when +I was drunk, one night. I saw you looking at them; I suppose you've been +told; it's all right. I presume the Almighty knows what He's about; but +sometimes He appears to save at the spigot and waste at the bung-hole, like +the rest of us. He let me cripple my boy to reform me.” + +“Don't, Ralph!” said Annie, with a voice of low entreaty. She turned and +spoke to the child, and asked him if he would not come to see her. + +“What?” he asked, breaking with a sort of absent-minded start from his +intentness upon his father's words. + +She repeated her invitation. + +“Thanks!” he said, in the prompt, clear little pipe which startles by +its distinctness and decision on the lips of crippled children. “I guess +father'll bring me some day. Don't you want I should go out and tell mother +she's here?” he asked his father. + +“Well, if you want to, Winthrop,” said his father. + +The boy swung himself lightly out of the room on his crutches, and his +father turned to her. “Well, how does Hatboro' strike you, anyway, Annie? +You needn't mind being honest with me, you know.” + +He did not give her a chance to say, and she was willing to let him talk +on, and tell her what he thought of Hatboro' himself. “Well, it's like +every other place in the world, at every moment of history--it's in a +transition state. The theory is, you know, that most places are at a +standstill the greatest part of the time; they haven't begun to move, or +they've stopped moving; but I guess that's a mistake; they're moving all +the while. I suppose Rome itself was in a transition state when you left?” + +“Oh, very decidedly. It had ceased to be old and was becoming new.” + +“Well, that's just the way with Hatboro'. There is no old Hatboro' any +more; and there never was, as your father and mine could tell us if they +were here. They lived in a painfully transitional period, poor old fellows! +But, for all that, there is a difference. They lived in what was really a +New England village, and we live now in a sprawling American town; and by +American of course I mean a town where at least one-third of the people +are raw foreigners or rawly extracted natives. The old New England ideal +characterises them all, up to a certain point, socially; it puts a decent +outside on most of 'em; it makes 'em keep Sunday, and drink on the sly. +We got in the Irish long ago, and now they're part of the conservative +element. We got in the French Canadians, and some of them are our best +mechanics and citizens. We're getting in the Italians, and as soon as they +want something better than bread and vinegar to eat, they'll begin going to +Congress and boycotting and striking and forming pools and trusts just like +any other class of law-abiding Americans. There used to be some talk of the +Chinese, but I guess they've pretty much blown over. We've got Ah Lee and +Sam Lung here, just as they have everywhere, but their laundries don't seem +to increase. The Irish are spreading out into the country and scooping in +the farms that are not picturesque enough for the summer folks. You can buy +a farm anywhere round Hatboro' for less than the buildings on it cost. I'd +rather the Irish would have the land than the summer folks. They make an +honest living off it, and the other fellows that come out to roost here +from June till October simply keep somebody else from making a living +off it, and corrupt all the poor people in sight by their idleness and +luxury. That's what I tell 'em at South Hatboro'. They don't like it, but +I guess they believe it; anyhow they have to hear it. They'll tell you in +self-defence that J. Milton Northwick is a practical farmer, and sells his +butter for a dollar a pound. He's done more than anybody else to improve +the breeds of cattle and horses; and he spends fifteen thousand a year on +his place. It can't return him five; and that's the reason he's a curse and +a fraud.” + +“Who _is_ Mr. Northwick, Ralph?” Annie interposed. “Everybody at South +Hatboro' asked me if I'd met the Northwicks.” + +“He's a very great and good man,” said Putney. “He's worth a million, and +he runs a big manufacturing company at Ponkwasset Falls, and he owns a +fancy farm just beyond South Hatboro'. He lives in Boston, but he comes out +here early enough to dodge his tax there, and let poorer people pay it. +He's got miles of cut stone wall round his place, and conservatories and +gardens and villas and drives inside of it, and he keeps up the town roads +outside at his own expense. Yes, we feel it such an honour and advantage to +have J. Milton in Hatboro' that our assessors practically allow him to fix +the amount of tax here himself. People who can pay only a little at the +highest valuation are assessed to the last dollar of their property and +income; but the assessors know that this wouldn't do with Mr. Northwick. +They make a guess at his income, and he always pays their bills without +asking for abatement; they think themselves wise and public-spirited men +for doing it, and most of their fellow-citizens think so too. You see it's +not only difficult for a rich man to get into the kingdom of heaven, Annie, +but he makes it hard for other people. + +“Well, as I was saying, socially, the old New England element is at the top +of the heap here. That's so everywhere. The people that are on the ground +first, it don't matter much who they are, have to manage pretty badly not +to leave their descendants in social ascendency over all newer comers for +ever. Why, I can see it in my own case. I can see that I was a sort of +fetich to the bedevilled fancy of the people here when I was seen drunk in +the streets every day, just because I was one of the old Hatboro' Putneys; +and when I began to hold up, there wasn't a man in the community that +wasn't proud and flattered to help me. Curious, isn't it? It made me sick +of myself and ashamed of them, and I just made up my mind, as soon as I got +straight again, I'd give all my help to the men that hadn't a tradition. +That's what I've done, Annie. There isn't any low, friendless rapscallion +in this town that hasn't got me for his friend--and Ellen. We've been in +all the strikes with the men, and all their fool boycottings and kicking +over the traces generally. Anybody else would have been turned out of +respectable society for one-half that I've done, but it tolerates me +because I'm one of the old Hatboro' Putneys. You're one of the old Hatboro' +Kilburns, and if you want to have a mind of your own and a heart of your +own, all you've got to do is to have it. They'll like it; they'll think +it's original. That's the reason South Hatboro' got after you with that +Social Union scheme. They were right in thinking you would have a great +deal of influence. I was sorry you had to throw it against Brother Peck.” + +Annie felt herself jump at this climax, as if she had been touched on +an exposed nerve. She grew red, and tried to be angry, but she was only +ashamed and tempted to lie out of the part she had taken. “Mrs. Munger,” + she said, “gave that a very unfair turn. I didn't mean to ridicule Mr. +Peck. I think he was perfectly sincere. The scheme of the invited dance and +supper has been entirely given up. And I don't care for the project of the +Social Union at all.” + +“Well, I'm glad to hear it,” said Putney, indifferently, and he resumed his +analysis of Hatboro'-- + +“We've got all the modern improvements here, Annie. I suppose you'd +find the modern improvements, most of 'em, in Sheol: electric light, +Bell telephone, asphalt sidewalks, and city water--though I don't know +about the water; and I presume they haven't got a public library or an +opera-house--perhaps they _have_ got an opera-house in Sheol: you see +I use the Revised Version, it don't sound so much like swearing. But, as +I was saying--” + +Mrs. Putney came in, and he stopped with the laugh of a man who knows that +his wife will find it necessary to account for him and apologise for him. + +The ladies kissed each other. Mrs. Putney was dressed in the black silk of +a woman who has one silk; she was red from the kitchen, but all was neat +and orderly in the hasty toilet which she must have made since leaving the +cook-stove. A faint, mixed perfume of violet sachet and fricasseed chicken +attended her. + +“Well, as you were saying, Ralph?” she suggested. + +“Oh, I was just tracing a little parallel between Hatboro' and Sheol,” + replied her husband. + +Mrs. Putney made a _tchk_ of humorous patience, and laughed toward +Annie for sympathy. “Well, then, I guess you needn't go on. Tea's ready. +Shall we wait for the doctor?” + +“No; doctors are too uncertain. We'll wait for him while we're eating. +That's what fetches him the soonest. I'm hungry. Ain't you, Win?” + +“Not so very,” said the boy, with his queer promptness. He stood resting +himself on his crutches at the door, and he now wheeled about, and led the +way out to the living-room, swinging himself actively forward. It seemed +that his haste was to get to the dumb-waiter in the little china closet +opening off the dining-room, which was like the papered inside of a square +box. He called to the girl below, and helped pull it up, as Annie could +tell by the creaking of the rope, and the light jar of the finally arriving +crockery. A half-grown girl then appeared, and put the dishes on at the +places indicated with nods and looks by Mrs. Putney, who had taken her +place at the table. There was a platter of stewed fowl, and a plate of +high-piled waffles, sweltering in successive courses of butter and sugar. +In cut-glass dishes, one at each end of the table, there were canned +cherries and pine-apple. There was a square of old-fashioned soda biscuit, +not broken apart, which sent up a pleasant smell; in the centre of the +table was a shallow vase of strawberries. + +It was all very good and appetising; but to Annie it was pathetically +old-fashioned, and helped her to realise how wholly out of the world was +the life which her friends led. + +“Winthrop,” said Putney, and the father and mother bowed their heads. + +The boy dropped his over his folded hands, and piped up clearly: “Our +Father, which art in heaven, help us to remember those who have nothing to +eat. Amen!” + +“That's a grace that Win got up himself,” his father explained, beginning +to heap a plate with chicken and mashed potato, which he then handed to +Annie, passing her the biscuit and the butter. “We think it suits the +Almighty about as well as anything.” + +“I suppose you know Ralph of old, Annie?” said Mrs. Putney. “The only way +he keeps within bounds at all is by letting himself perfectly loose.” + +Putney laughed out his acquiescence, and they began to talk together about +old times. Mrs. Putney and Annie recalled the childish plays and adventures +they had together, and one dreadful quarrel. Putney told of the first time +he saw Annie, when his father took him one day for a call on the old judge, +and how the old judge put him through his paces in American history, and +would not admit the theory that the battle of Bunker's Hill could have been +fought on Breed's Hill. Putney said that it was years before it occurred to +him that the judge must have been joking: he had always thought he was +simply ignorant. + +“I used to set a good deal by the battle of Bunker's Hill,” he continued. +“I thought the whole Revolution and subsequent history revolved round it, +and that it gave us all liberty, equality, and fraternity at a clip. But +the Lord always finds some odd jobs to look after next day, and I guess He +didn't clear 'em all up at Bunker's Hill.” + +Putney's irony and piety were very much of a piece apparently, and Annie +was not quite sure which this conclusion was. She glanced at his wife, who +seemed satisfied with it in either case. She was waiting patiently for +him to wake up to the fact that he had not yet given her anything to eat; +after helping Annie and the boy, he helped himself, and pending his wife's +pre-occupation with the tea, he forgot her. + +“Why didn't you throw something at me,” he roared, in grief and +self-reproach. “There wouldn't have been a loose piece of crockery on this +side of the table if I hadn't got my tea in time.” + +“Oh, I was listening to Annie's share in the conversation,” said Mrs. +Putney; and her husband was about to say something in retort of her thrust +when a tap on the front door was heard. + +“Come in, come in, Doc!” he shouted. “Mrs. Putney's just been helped, and +the tea is going to begin.” + +Dr. Morrell's chuckle made answer for him, and after time enough to put +down his hat, he came in, rubbing his hands and smiling, and making short +nods round the table. “How d'ye do, Mrs. Putney? How d'ye do, Miss Kilburn? +Winthrop?” He passed his hand over the boy's smooth hair and slipped into +the chair beside him. + +“You see, the reason why we always wait for the doctor in this formal way,” + said Putney, “is that he isn't in here more than seven nights of the week, +and he rather stands on his dignity. Hand round the doctor's plate, my +son,” he added to the boy, and he took it from Annie, to whom the boy gave +it, and began to heap it from the various dishes. “Think you can lift that +much back to the doctor, Win?” + +“I guess so,” said the boy coolly. + +“What is flooring Win at present,” said his father, “and getting him down +and rolling him over, is that problem of the robin that eats half a pint of +grasshoppers and then doesn't weigh a bit more than he did before.” + +“When he gets a little older,” said the doctor, shaking over his plateful, +“he'll be interested to trace the processes of his father's thought from a +guest and half a peck of stewed chicken, to a robin and half a pint of--” + +“Don't, doctor!” pleaded Mrs. Putney. “He won't have the least trouble if +he'll keep to the surface.” + +Putney laughed impartially, and said: “Well, we'll take the doctor out and +weigh him when he gets done. We expected Brother Peck here this evening,” + he explained to Dr. Morrell. “You're our sober second thought--Well,” + he broke off, looking across the table at his wife with mock anxiety. +“Anything wrong about that, Ellen?” + +“Not as far as I'm concerned, Mrs. Putney,” interposed the doctor. “I'm +glad to be here on any terms. Go on, Putney.” + +“Oh, there isn't anything more. You know how Miss Kilburn here has been +round throwing ridicule on Brother Peck, because he wants the shop-hands +treated with common decency, and my idea was to get the two together and +see how she would feel.” + +Dr. Morrell laughed at this with what Annie thought was unnecessary malice; +but he stopped suddenly, after a glance at her, and Putney went on-- + +“Brother Peck pleaded another engagement. Said he had to go off into +the country to see a sick woman that wasn't expected to live. You don't +remember the Merrifields, do you, Annie? Well, it doesn't matter. One of +'em married West, and her husband left her, and she came home here and +got a divorce; I got it for her. She's the one. As a consumptive, she had +superior attractions for Brother Peck. It isn't a case that admits of +jealousy exactly, but it wouldn't matter to Brother Peck anyway. If he saw +a chance to do a good action, he'd wade through blood.” + +“Now look here, Ralph,” said Mrs. Putney, “there's such a thing as letting +yourself _too_ loose.” + +“Well, _gore_, then,” said Putney, buttering himself a biscuit. + +The boy, who had kept quiet till now, seemed reached by this last touch, +and broke into a high, crowing laugh, in which they all joined except his +father. + +“Gore suits Winthy, anyway,” he said, beginning to eat his biscuit. “I met +one of the deacons from Brother Peck's last parish, in Boston, yesterday. +He asked me if we considered Brother Peck anyways peculiar in Hatboro', and +when I said we thought he was a little too luxurious, the deacon came out +with a lot of things. The way Brother Peck behaved toward the needy in that +last parish of his made it simply uninhabitable to the standard Christian. +They had to get rid of him somehow--send him away or kill him. Of course +the deacon said they didn't want to _kill_ him.” + +“Where was his last parish?” asked the doctor. + +“Down on the Maine coast somewhere. Penobscotport, I believe.” + +“And was he indigenous there?” + +“No, I believe not; he's from Massachusetts. Farm-boy and then mill-hand, +I understand. Self-helped to an education; divinity student with summer +intervals of waiting at table in the mountain hotels probably. Drifted down +Maine way on his first call and stuck; but I guess he won't stick here +very long. Annie's friend Mr. Gerrish is going to look after Brother Peck +before a great while.” He laughed, to see her blush, and went on. “You see, +Brother Gerrish has got a high ideal of what a Christian minister ought to +be; he hasn't said much about it, but I can see that Brother Peck doesn't +come up to it. Well, Brother Gerrish has got a good many ideals. He likes +to get anybody he can by the throat, and squeeze the difference of opinion +out of 'em.” + +“There, now, Ralph,” his wife interposed, “you let Mr. Gerrish alone. +_You_ don't like people to differ with you, either. Is your cup out, +doctor?” + +“Thank you,” said the doctor, handing it up to her. “And you mean Mr. +Gerrish doesn't like Mr. Peck's doctrine?” he asked of Putney. + +“Oh, I don't know that he objects to his doctrine; he can't very well; it's +'between the leds of the Bible,' as the Hard-shell Baptist said. But he +objects to Brother Peck's walk and conversation. He thinks he walks too +much with the poor, and converses too much with the lowly. He says he +thinks that the pew-owners in Mr. Peck's church and the people who pay his +salary have some rights to his company that he's bound to respect.” + +The doctor relished the irony, but he asked, “Isn't there something to say +on that side?” + +“Oh yes, a good deal. There's always something to say on both sides, even +when one's a wrong side. That's what makes it all so tiresome--makes you +wish you were dead.” He looked up, and caught his boy's eye fixed with +melancholy intensity upon him. “I hope you'll never look at both sides when +you grow up, Win. It's mighty uncomfortable. You take the right side, and +stick to that. Brother Gerrish,” he resumed, to the doctor, “goes round +taking the credit of Brother Peck's call here; but the fact is he opposed +it. He didn't like his being so indifferent about the salary. Brother +Gerrish held that the labourer was worthy of his hire, and if he didn't +inquire what his wages were going to be, it was a pretty good sign that he +wasn't going to earn them.” + +“Well, there was some logic in that,” said the doctor, smiling as before. + +“Plenty. And now it worries Brother Gerrish to see Brother Peck going round +in the same old suit of clothes he came here in, and dressing his child +like a shabby little Irish girl. He says that he who provideth not for +those of his own household is worse than a heathen. That's perfectly true. +And he would like to know what Brother Peck does with his money, anyway. He +would like to insinuate that he loses it at poker, I guess; at any rate, he +can't find out whom he gives it to, and he certainly doesn't spend it on +himself.” + +“From your account of Mr. Peck.” said the doctor, “I should think Brother +Gerrish might safely object to him as a certain kind of sentimentalist.” + +“Well, yes, he might, looking at him from the outside. But when you come +to talk with Brother Peck, you find yourself sort of frozen out with a +most unexpected, hard-headed cold-bloodedness. Brother Peck is plain +common-sense itself. He seems to be a man without an illusion, without an +emotion.” + +“Oh, not so bad as that!” laughed the doctor. + +“Ask Miss Kilburn. She's talked with him, and she hates him.” + +“No, I don't, Ralph,” Annie began. + +“Oh, well, then, perhaps he only made you hate yourself,” said Putney. +There was something charming in his mockery, like the teasing of a brother +with a sister; and Annie did not find the atonement to which he brought her +altogether painful. It seemed to her really that she was getting off pretty +easily, and she laughed with hearty consent at last. + +Winthrop asked solemnly, “How did he do that?” + +“Oh, I can't tell exactly, Winthrop,” she said, touched by the boy's simple +interest in this abstruse point. “He made me feel that I had been rather +mean and cruel when I thought I had only been practical. I can't explain; +but it wasn't a comfortable feeling, my dear.” + +“I guess that's the trouble with Brother Peck,” said Putney. “He doesn't +make you feel comfortable. He doesn't flatter you up worth a cent. +There was Annie expecting him to take the most fervent interest in her +theatricals, and her Social Union, and coo round, and tell her what a noble +woman she was, and beg her to consider her health, and not overwork herself +in doing good; but instead of that he simply showed her that she was a +moral Cave-Dweller, and that she was living in a Stone Age of social +brutalities; and of course she hated him.” + +“Yes, that was the way, Winthrop,” said Annie; and they all laughed with +her. + +“Now you take them into the parlour, Ralph,” said his wife, rising, “and +tell them how he made _you_ hate him.” + +“I shouldn't like anything better,” replied Putney. He lifted the large +ugly kerosene lamp that had been set on the table when it grew dark during +tea, and carried it into the parlour with him. His wife remained to speak +with her little helper, but she sent Annie with the gentlemen. + +“Why, there isn't a great deal of it--more spirit than letter, so to +speak,” said Putney, when he put down the lamp in the parlour. “You know +how I like to go on about other people's sins, and the world's wickedness +generally; but one day Brother Peck, in that cool, impersonal way of his, +suggested that it was not a wholly meritorious thing to hate evil. He went +so far as to say that perhaps we could not love them that despitefully used +us if we hated their evil so furiously. He said it was a good deal more +desirable to understand evil than to hate it, for then we could begin to +cure it. Yes, Brother Peck let in a good deal of light on me. He rather +insinuated that I must be possessed by the very evils I hated, and that was +the reason I was so violent about them. I had always supposed that I hated +other people's cruelty because I was merciful, and their meanness because +I was magnanimous, and their intolerance because I was generous, and +their conceit because I was modest, and their selfishness because I was +disinterested; but after listening to Brother Peck a while I came to the +conclusion that I hated these things in others because I was cruel myself, +and mean, and bigoted, and conceited, and piggish; and that's why I've +hated Brother Peck ever since--just like you, Annie. But he didn't reform +me, I'm thankful to say, any more than he did you. I've gone on just +the same, and I suppose I hate more infernal scoundrels and loathe more +infernal idiots to-day than ever; but I perceive that I'm no part of the +power that makes for righteousness as long as I work that racket; and now +I sin with light and knowledge, anyway. No, Annie,” he went on, “I can +understand why Brother Peck is not the success with women, and feminine +temperaments like me, that his virtues entitle him to be. What we feminine +temperaments want is a prophet, and Brother Peck doesn't prophesy worth +a cent. He doesn't pretend to be authorised in any sort of way; he has a +sneaking style of being no better than you are, and of being rather stumped +by some of the truths he finds out. No, women like a good prophet about +as well as they do a good doctor. Now if you, if you could unite the two +functions, Doc--” + +“Sort of medicine-man?” suggested Morrell. + +“Exactly! The aborigines understood the thing. Why, I suppose that a real +live medicine-man could go through a community like this and not leave a +sinful soul nor a sore body in it among the ladies--perfect faith cure.” + +“But what did you say to Mr. Peck, Ralph?” asked Annie. “Didn't you attempt +any defence?” + +“No,” said Putney. “He had the advantage of me. You can't talk back at a +man in the pulpit.” + +“Oh, it was a sermon?” + +“I suppose the other people thought so. But I knew it was a private +conversation that he was publicly holding with me.” + +Putney and the doctor began to talk of the nature and origin of evil, and +Annie and the boy listened. Putney took high ground, and attributed it to +Adam. “You know, Annie,” he explained, “I don't believe this; but I like to +get a scientific man that won't quite deny Scripture or the good old Bible +premises, and see him suffer. Hello! you up yet, Winthrop? I guess I'll go +through the form of carrying you to bed, my son.” + +When Mrs. Putney rejoined them, Annie said she must go, and Mrs. Putney +went upstairs with her, apparently to help her put on her things, but +really to have that talk before parting which guest and hostess value above +the whole evening's pleasure. She showed Annie the pictures of the little +girls that had died, and talked a great deal about their sickness and their +loveliness in death. Then they spoke of others, and Mrs. Putney asked Annie +if she had seen Lyra Wilmington lately. Annie told of her call with Mrs. +Munger, and Mrs. Putney said: “I _like_ Lyra, and I always did. I +presume she isn't very happily married; he's too old; there couldn't have +been any love on her part. But she would be a better woman than she is if +she had children. Ralph says,” added Mrs. Putney, smiling, “that he knows +she would be a good mother, she's such a good aunt.” + +Annie put her two hands impressively on the hands of her friend folded at +her waist. “Ellen, what _does_ it mean?” + +“Nothing more than what you saw, Annie. She must have--or she _will_ +have--some one to amuse her; to be at her beck and call; and it's best to +have it all in the family, Ralph says.” + +“But isn't it--doesn't he think it's--odd?” + +“It makes talk.” + +They moved a little toward the door, holding each other's hands. “Ellen, +I've had a _lovely_ time!” + +“And so have I, Annie. I thought you'd like to meet Dr. Morrell.” + +“Oh yes, indeed!” + +“And I can't tell you what a night this has been for Ralph. He likes you so +much, and it isn't often that he has a chance to talk to two such people as +you and Dr. Morrell.” + +“How brilliant he is!” Annie sighed. + +“Yes, he's a very able man. It's very fortunate for Hatboro' to have such +a doctor. He and Ralph are great cronies. I never feel uneasy now when +Ralph's out late--I know he's been up at the doctor's office, talking. I--” + +Annie broke in with a laugh. “I've no doubt Dr. Morrell is all you say, +Ellen, but I meant Ralph when I spoke of brilliancy. He has a great future, +I'm sure.” + +Mrs. Putney was silent for a moment. “I'm satisfied with the present, so +long as Ralph--” The tears suddenly gushed out of her eyes, and ran down +over the fine wrinkles of her plump little cheeks. + +“Not quite so much loud talking, please,” piped a thin, high voice from a +room across the stairs landing. + +“Why, dear little soul!” cried Annie. “I forgot he'd gone to bed.” + +“Would you like to see him?” asked his mother. + +She led the way into the room where the boy lay in a low bed near a larger +one. His crutches lay beside it. “Win sleeps in our room yet. He can take +care of himself quite well. But when he wakes in the night he likes to +reach out and touch his father's hand.” + +The child looked mortified. + +“I wish I could reach out and touch _my_ father's hand when I wake in +the night,” said Annie. + +The cloud left the boy's face. “I can't remember whether I said my prayers, +mother, I've been thinking so.” + +“Well, say them over again, to me.” + +The men's voices sounded in the hall below, and the ladies found them +there. Dr. Morrell had his hat in his hand. + +“Look here, Annie,” said Putney, “_I_ expected to walk home with you, +but Doc Morrell says he's going to cut me out. It looks like a put-up job. +I don't know whether you're in it or not, but there's no doubt about +Morrell.” + +Mrs. Putney gave a sort of gasp, and then they all shouted with laughter, +and Annie and the doctor went out into the night. In the imperfect light +which the electrics of the main street flung afar into the little avenue +where Putney lived, and the moon sent through the sidewalk trees, they +struck against each other as they walked, and the doctor said, “Hadn't you +better take my arm, Miss Kilburn, till we get used to the dark?” + +“Yes, I think I had, decidedly,” she answered; and she hurried to add: “Dr. +Morrell, there is something I want to ask you. You're their physician, +aren't you?” + +“The Putneys? Yes.” + +“Well, then, you can tell me--” + +“Oh no, I can't, if you ask me as their physician,” he interrupted. + +“Well, then, as their friend. Mrs. Putney said something to me that makes +me very unhappy. I thought Mr. Putney was out of all danger of +his--trouble. Hasn't he perfectly reformed? Does he ever--” + +She stopped, and Dr. Morrell did not answer at once. Then he said +seriously: “It's a continual fight with a man of Putney's temperament, and +sometimes he gets beaten. Yes, I guess you'd better know it.” + +“Poor Ellen!” + +“They don't allow themselves to be discouraged. As soon as he's on his feet +they begin the fight again. But of course it prevents his success in his +profession, and he'll always be a second-rate country lawyer.” + +“Poor Ralph! And so brilliant as he is! He could be anything.” + +“We must be glad if he can be something, as it is.” + +“Yes, and how happy they seem together, all three of them! That child +worships his father; and how tender Ralph is of him! How good he is to his +wife; and how proud she is of him! And that awful shadow over them all the +time! I don't see how they live!” + +The doctor was silent for a moment, and finally said: “They have the peace +that seems to come to people from the presence of a common peril, and they +have the comfort of people who never blink the facts.” + +“I think Ralph is terrible. I wish he'd let other people blink the facts a +little.” + +“Of course,” said the doctor, “it's become a habit with him now, or a +mania. He seems to speak of his trouble as if mentioning it were a sort of +conjuration to prevent it. I wouldn't venture to check him in his way of +talking. He may find strength in it.” + +“It's all terrible!” + +“But it isn't by any means hopeless.” + +“I'm so glad to hear you say so. You see a great deal of them, I believe?” + +“Yes,” said the doctor, getting back from their seriousness, with apparent +relief. “Pretty nearly every day. Putney and I consider the ways of God to +man a good deal together. You can imagine that in a place like Hatboro' one +would make the most of such a friend. In fact, anywhere.” + +“Yes, of course,” Annie assented. “Dr. Morrell,” she added, in that effect +of continuing the subject with which one breaks away from it, “do you know +much about South Hatboro'?” + +“I have some patients there.” + +“I was there this morning--” + +“I heard of you. They all take a great interest in your theatricals.” + +“In _my_ theatricals? Really this is too much! Who has made them my +theatricals, I should like to know? Everybody at South Hatboro' talked as +if I had got them up.” + +“And haven't you?” + +“No. I've had nothing to do with them. Mr. Brandreth spoke to me about +them a week ago, and I was foolish enough to go round with Mrs. Munger +to collect public opinion about her invited dance and supper; and now it +appears that I have invented the whole affair.” + +“I certainly got that impression,” said the doctor, with a laugh lurking +under his gravity. + +“Well, it's simply atrocious,” said Annie. “I've nothing at all to do with +either. I don't even know that I approve of their object.” + +“Their object?” + +“Yes. The Social Union.” + +“Oh! Oh yes. I had forgot about the object,” and now the doctor laughed +outright. + +“It seems to have dropped into the background with everybody,” said Annie, +laughing too. + +“You like the unconventionality of South Hatboro'?” suggested the doctor, +after a little silence. + +“Oh, very much,” said Annie. “I was used to the same thing abroad. It might +be an American colony anywhere on the Continent.” + +“I suppose,” said the doctor musingly, “that the same conditions of sojourn +and disoccupation _would_ produce the same social effects anywhere. +Then you must feel quite at home in South Hatboro'!” + +“Quite! It's what I came back to avoid. I was sick of the life over there, +and I wanted to be of some use here, instead of wasting all my days.” + +She stopped, resolved not to go on if he took this lightly, but the doctor +answered her with sufficient gravity: “Well?” + +“It seemed to me that if I could be of any use in the world anywhere, I +could in the place where I was born, and where my whole childhood was +spent. I've been at home a month now, the most useless person in Hatboro'. +I did catch at the first thing that offered--at Mr. Brandreth and his +ridiculous Social Union and theatricals, and brought all this trouble on +myself. I talked to Mr. Peck about them. You know what his views are?” + +“Only from Putney's talk,” said the doctor. + +“He didn't merely disapprove of the dance and supper, but he had some very +peculiar notions about the relations of the different classes in general,” + said Annie; and this was the point she had meant circuitously to lead up +to when she began to speak of South Hatboro', though she theoretically +despised all sorts of feminine indirectness. + +“Yes?” said the doctor. “What notions?” + +“Well, he thinks that if you have money, you _can't_ do good with it.” + +“That's rather odd,” said Dr. Morrell. + +“I don't state it quite fairly. He meant that you can't make any kindness +with it between yourself and the--the poor.” + +“That's odd too.” + +“Yes,” said Annie anxiously. “You can impose an obligation, he says, but +you can't create sympathy. Of course Ralph exaggerates what I said about +him in connection with the invited dance and supper, though I don't justify +what I did say; and if I'd known then, as I do now, what his history had +been, I should have been more careful in my talk with him. I should be very +sorry to have hurt his feelings, and I suppose people who've come up in +that way are sensitive?” + +She suggested this, and it was not the reassurance she was seeking to have +Dr. Morrell say, “Naturally.” + +She continued with an effort: “I'm afraid I didn't respect his sincerity, +and I ought to have done that, though I don't at all agree with him on the +other points. It seems to me that what he said was shocking, and +perfectly--impossible.” + +“Why, what was it?” asked the doctor. + +“He said there could be no real kindness between the rich and poor, because +all their experiences of life were different. It amounted to saying that +there ought not to _be_ any wealth. Don't you think so?” + +“Really, I've never thought about it,” returned Dr. Morrell. After a moment +he asked, “Isn't it rather an abstraction?” + +“Don't say that!” said Annie nervously. “It's the _most_ concrete +thing in the world!” + +The doctor laughed with enjoyment of her convulsive emphasis; but she went +on: “I don't think life's worth living if you're to be shut up all your +days to the intelligence merely of your own class.” + +“Who said you were?” + +“Mr. Peck.” + +“And what was your inference from the fact? That there oughtn't to be any +classes?” + +“Of course it won't do to say that. There _must_ be social +differences. Don't you think so?” + +“I don't know,” said Dr. Morrell. “I never thought of it in that light +before. It's a very curious question.” He asked, brightening gaily after a +moment of sober pause, “Is that the whole trouble?” + +“Isn't it enough?” + +“No; I don't think it is. Why didn't you tell him that you didn't want any +gratitude?”. + +“Not _want_ any?” she demanded. + +“Oh!” said Dr. Morrell, “I didn't know but you thought it was enough to +_give.”_ + +Annie believed that he was making fun of her, and she tried to make her +resentful silence dignified; but she only answered sadly: “No; it isn't +enough for me. Besides, he made me see that you can't give sympathy where +you can't receive it.” + +“Well, that _is_ bad,” said the doctor, and he laughed again. “Excuse +me,” he added. “I see the point. But why don't you forget it?” + +“Forget it!” + +“Yes. If you can't help it, why need you worry about it?” + +She gave a kind of gasp of astonishment. “Do you really think that would be +right?” She edged a little away from Dr. Morrell, as if with distrust. + +“Well, no; I can't say that I do,” he returned thoughtfully, without +seeming to have noticed her withdrawal. “I don't suppose I was looking at +the moral side. It's rather out of my way to do that. If a physician let +himself get into the habit of doing that, he might regard nine-tenths of +the diseases he has to treat as just penalties, and decline to interfere.” + +She fancied that he was amused again, rather than deeply concerned, and she +determined to make him own his personal complicity in the matter if she +could. “Then you _do_ feel sympathy with your patients? You find it +necessary to do so?” + +The doctor thought a moment. “I take an interest in their diseases.” + +“But you want them to get well?” + +“Oh, certainly. I'm bound to do all I can for them as a physician.” + +“Nothing more?” + +“Yes; I'm sorry for them--for their families, if it seems to be going badly +with them.” + +“And--and as--as--Don't you care at all for your work as a part of what +every one ought to do for others--as humanity, philan--” She stopped the +offensive word. + +“Well, I can't say that I've looked at it in that light exactly,” he +answered. “I suspect I'm not very good at generalising my own relations to +others, though I like well enough to speculate in the abstract. But don't +you think Mr. Peck has overlooked one important fact in his theory? What +about the people who have grown rich from being poor, as most Americans +have? They have the same experiences, and why can't they sympathise with +those who have remained poor?” + +“I never thought of that. Why didn't I ask him that?” She lamented so +sincerely that the doctor laughed again. “I think that Mr. Peck--” + +“Oh no! oh no!” said the doctor, in an entreating, coaxing tone, expressive +of a satiety with the subject that he might very well have felt; and he +ended with another laugh, in which, after a moment of indignant +self-question, she joined him. + +“Isn't that delicious?” he exclaimed; and she involuntarily slowed her pace +with his. + +The spicy scent of sweet-currant blossoms hung in the dewy air that wrapped +one of the darkened village houses. From a syringa bush before another, as +they moved on, a denser perfume stole out with the wild song of a cat-bird +hidden in it; the music and the odour seemed braided together. The shadows +of the trees cast by the electrics on the walks were so thick and black +that they looked palpable; it seemed as if she could stoop down and lift +them from the ground. A broad bath of moonlight washed one of the house +fronts, and the white-painted clapboards looked wet with it. + +They talked of these things, of themselves, and of their own traits and +peculiarities; and at her door they ended far from Mr. Peck and all the +perplexities he had suggested. + +She had told Dr. Morrell of some things she had brought home with her, +and had said she hoped he would find time to come and see them. It would +have been stiff not to do it, and she believed she had done it in a very +off-hand, business-like way. But she continued to question whether she had. + + + + +XII. + + +Miss Northwick called upon Annie during the week, with excuses for her +delay and for coming alone. She seemed to have intentions of being polite; +but she constantly betrayed her want of interest in Annie, and disappointed +an expectation of refinement which her physical delicacy awakened. She +asked her how she ever came to take up the Social Union, and answered for +her that of course it had the attraction of the theatricals, and went on +to talk of her sister's part in them. The relation of the Northwick family +to the coming entertainment, and an impression of frail mottled wrists and +high thin cheeks, and an absence of modelling under affluent drapery, was +the main effect of Miss Northwick's visit. + +When Annie returned it, she met the younger sister, whom she found a great +beauty. She seemed very cold, and of a _hauteur_ which she subdued +with difficulty; but she was more consecutively polite than her sister, +and Annie watched with fascination her turns of the head, her movements of +leopard swiftness and elasticity, the changing lights of her complexion, +the curves of her fine lips, the fluttering of her thin nostrils. + +A very new basket phaeton stood glittering at Annie's door when she got +home, and Mrs. Wilmington put her head out of the open parlour window. + +“How d'ye do, Annie?” she drawled, in her tender voice. “Won't you come in? +You see I'm in possession. I've just got my new phaeton, and I drove up at +once to crush you with it. Isn't it a beauty?” + +“You're too late, Lyra,” said Annie. “I've just come from the Northwicks, +and another crushing beauty has got in ahead of your phaeton.” + +“Oh, _poor_ Annie!” Lyra began to laugh with agreeable intelligence. +“_Do_ come in and tell me about it!” + +“Why is that girl going to take part in the theatricals? She doesn't care +to please any one, does she?” + +“I didn't know that people took part in theatricals for that, Annie. I +thought they wanted to please themselves and mortify others. _I_ do. +But then I may be different. Perhaps Miss Northwick wants to please Mr. +Brandreth.” + +“Do you mean it, Lyra?” demanded Annie, arrested on her threshold by the +charm of this improbability. + +“Well, I don't know; they're opposites. But, upon second thoughts, you +needn't come in, Annie. I want you to take a drive with me, and try my new +phaeton,” said Lyra, coming out. + +Annie now looked at it with that irresolution of hers, and Lyra commanded: +“Get right in. We'll go down to the Works. You've never met my husband yet; +have you, Annie?” + +“No, I haven't, Lyra. I've always just missed him somehow. He seems to have +been perpetually just gone to town, or not got back.” + +“Well, he's really at home now. And I don't mean at the house, which isn't +home to him, but the Works. You've never seen the Works either, have you?” + +“No, I haven't.” + +“Well, then, we'll just go round there, and kill two birds with one stone. +I ought to show off my new phaeton to Mr. Wilmington first of all; he gave +it to me. It would be kind of conjugal, or filial, or something. You know +Mr. Wilmington and I are not exactly contemporaries, Annie?” + +“I heard he was somewhat your senior,” said Annie reluctantly. + +Lyra laughed. “Well, I always say we were born in the same century, +_any_way.” + +They came round into the region of the shops, and Lyra checked her pony in +front of her husband's factory. It was not imposingly large, but, as Mrs. +Wilmington caused Annie to observe, it was as big as the hat shops and as +ugly as the shoe shops. + +The structure trembled with the operation of its industry, and as they +mounted the wooden steps to the open outside door, an inner door swung ajar +for a moment, and let out a roar mingled of the hum and whirl and clash of +machinery and fragments of voice, borne to them on a whiff of warm, greasy +air. “Of course it doesn't smell very nice,” said Lyra. + +She pushed open the door of the office, and finding its first apartment +empty, led the way with Annie to the inner room, where her husband sat +writing at a table. + +“George, I want to introduce you to Miss Kilburn.” + +“Oh yes, yes, yes,” said her husband, scrambling to his feet, and coming +round to greet Annie. He was a small man, very bald, with a serious and +wrinkled forehead, and rather austere brows; but his mouth had a furtive +curl at one corner, which, with the habit he had of touching it there with +the tip of his tongue, made Annie think of a cat that had been at the +cream. “I've been hoping to call with Mrs. Wilmington to pay my respects; +but I've been away a great deal this season, and--and--We're all very happy +to have you home again, Miss Kilburn. I've often heard my wife speak of +your old days together at Hatboro'.” + +They fenced with some polite feints of interest in each other, the old man +standing beside his writing-table, and staying himself with a shaking hand +upon it. + +Lyra interrupted them. “Well, I think now that Annie is here, we'd better +not let her get away without showing her the Works.” + +“Oh--oh--decidedly! I'll go with you, with great pleasure. Ah!” He bustled +about, putting the things together on his table, and then reaching for +the Panama hat on a hook behind it. There was something pathetic in his +eagerness to do what Lyra bade him, and Annie fancied in him the uneasy +consciousness which an elderly husband might feel in the presence of those +who met him for the first time with his young wife. At the outer office +door they encountered Jack Wilmington. + +“I'll show them through,” he said to his uncle; and the old man assented +with, “Well, perhaps you'd better, Jack,” and went back to his room. + +The Wilmington Stocking-Mills spun their own threads, and the first room +was like what Annie had seen before in cotton factories, with a faint +smell of oil from the machinery, and a fine snow of fluff in the air, and +catching to the white-washed walls and the foul window sashes. The tireless +machines marched back and forth across the floor, and the men who watched +them with suicidal intensity ran after them barefooted when they made +off with a broken thread, spliced it, and then escaped from them to +their stations again. In other rooms, where there was a stunning whir of +spindles, girls and women were at work; they looked after Lyra and her +nephew from under cotton-frowsed bangs; they all seemed to know her, and +returned her easy, kindly greetings with an effect of liking. From time to +time, at Lyra's bidding, the young fellow explained to Annie some curious +feature of the processes; in the room where the stockings were knitted she +tried to understand the machinery that wrought and seemed to live before +her eyes. But her mind wandered to the men and women who were operating it, +and who seemed no more a voluntary part of it than all the rest, except +when Jack Wilmington curtly ordered them to do this or that in illustration +of some point he was explaining. She wearied herself, as people do in such +places, in expressing her wonder at the ingenuity of the machinery; it was +a relief to get away from it all into the room, cool and quiet, where half +a dozen neat girls were counting and stamping the stockings with different +numbers. “Here's where _I_ used to work,” said Lyra, “and here's +where I first met Mr. Wilmington. The place is _full_ of romantic +associations. The stockings are all one _size_, Annie; but people like +to wear different numbers, and so we try to gratify them. Which number do +_you_ wear? Or don't you wear the Wilmington machine-knit? _I_ +don't. Well, they're not _dreams_ exactly, Annie, when all's said and +done for them.” + +When they left the mill she asked Annie to come home to tea with her, +saying, as if from a perception of her dislike for the young fellow, that +Jack was going to Boston. + +They had a long evening together, after Mr. Wilmington took himself off +after tea to his study, as he called it, and remained shut in there. Annie +was uneasily aware of him from time to time, but Lyra had apparently no +more disturbance from his absence than from his presence, which she had +managed with a frank acceptance of everything it suggested. She talked +freely of her marriage, not as if it were like others, but for what it was. +She showed Annie over the house, and she ended with a display of the rich +dresses which he was always buying her, and which she never wore, because +she never went anywhere. + +Annie said she thought she would at least like to go to the seaside +somewhere during the summer, but “No,” Lyra said; “it would be too much +trouble, and you know, Annie, I always did hate _trouble_. I don't +want the care of a cottage, and I don't want to be poked into a hotel, so +I stay in Hatboro'.” She said that she had always been a village girl, and +did not miss the interests of a larger life, as she caught glimpses of them +in South Hatboro', or want the bother of them. She said she studied music a +little, and confessed that she read a good deal, novels mostly, though the +library was handsomely equipped with well-bound general literature. + +At moments it all seemed no harm; at others, the luxury in which this life +was so contentedly sunk oppressed Annie like a thick, close air. Yet she +knew that Lyra was kind to many of the poor people about her, and did +a great deal of good, as the phrase is, with the superfluity which it +involved no self-denial to give from. But Mr. Peck had given her a point +of view, and though she believed she did not agree with him, she could not +escape from it. + +Lyra told her much about people in Hatboro', and characterised them all so +humorously, and she seemed so good-natured, in her ridicule which spared +nobody. + +She shrieked with laughter about Mr. Brandreth when Annie told her of his +mother's doubt whether his love-making with Miss Northwick ought to be +tacit or explicit in the kissing and embracing between Romeo and Juliet. + +“Don't you think, Annie, we'd better refer him to Mr. Peck? I _should_ +like to hear Mr. Brandreth and Mr. Peek discussing it. I must tell Jack +about it. I might get him to ask Sue Northwick, and get her ideas.” + +“Has Mr. Wilmington known the Northwicks long?” Annie asked. + +“He used to go to their Boston house when he was at Harvard.” + +“Oh, then,” said Annie, “perhaps _he_ accounts for her playing Juliet; +though, as Tybalt, I don't see exactly how he--” + +“Oh, it's at the rehearsals, you know, that the fun is, and then it don't +matter what part you have.” + +Annie lay awake a long time that night. She was sure that she ought not to +like Lyra if she did not approve of her, and that she ought not to have +gone home to tea with her and spent the evening with her unless she fully +respected her. But she had to own to herself that she did like her, and +enjoyed hearing her soft drawl. She tried to think how Jack Wilmington's +having gone to Boston for the evening made it somehow less censurable for +her to spend it with Lyra, even if she did not approve of her. As she +drowsed, this became perfectly clear. + + + + +XIII. + + +In the process of that expansion from a New England village to an American +town of which Putney spoke, Hatboro' had suffered one kind of deterioration +which Annie could not help noticing. She remembered a distinctly +intellectual life, which might still exist in its elements, but which +certainly no longer had as definite expression. There used to be houses in +which people, maiden aunts and hale grandmothers, took a keen interest in +literature, and read the new books and discussed them, some time after they +had ceased to be new in the publishing centres, but whilst they were still +not old. But now the grandmothers had died out, and the maiden aunts had +faded in, and she could not find just such houses anywhere in Hatboro'. +The decay of the Unitarians as a sect perhaps had something to do with +the literary lapse of the place: their highly intellectualised belief had +favoured taste in a direction where the more ritualistic and emotional +religions did not promote it: and it is certain that they were no longer +the leading people. + +It would have been hard to say just who these leading people were. The old +political and juristic pre-eminence which the lawyers had once enjoyed was +a tradition; the learned professions yielded in distinction to the growing +wealth and plutocratic influence of the prosperous manufacturers; the +situation might be summed up in the fact that Colonel Marvin of the shoe +interest and Mr. Wilmington now filled the place once held by Judge Kilburn +and Squire Putney. The social life in private houses had undoubtedly +shrunk; but it had expanded in the direction of church sociables, and it +had become much more ecclesiastical in every way, without becoming more +religious. As formerly, some people were acceptable, and some were not; +but it was, as everywhere else, more a question of money; there was an +aristocracy and a commonalty, but there was a confusion and a more ready +convertibility in the materials of each. + +The social authority of such a person as Mrs. Gerrish was not the only +change that bewildered Annie, and the effort to extend her relations with +the village people was one from which she shrank till her consciousness had +more perfectly adjusted itself to the new conditions. Meanwhile Dr. Morrell +came to call the night after their tea at the Putneys', and he fell into +the habit of coming several nights in the week, and staying late. Sometimes +he was sent for at her house by sick people, and he must have left word at +his office where he was to be found. + +He had spent part of his student life in Europe, and he looked back to his +travel there with a fondness that the Old World inspires less and less in +Americans. This, with his derivation from one of the unliterary Boston +suburbs, and his unambitious residence in a place like Hatboro', gave her +a sense of provinciality in him. On his part, he apparently found it droll +that a woman of her acquaintance with a larger life should be willing +to live in Hatboro' at all, and he seemed incredulous about her staying +after summer was over. She felt that she mystified him, and sometimes she +felt the pursuit of a curiosity which was a little too like a psychical +diagnosis. He had a way of sitting beside her table and playing with her +paper-cutter, while he submitted with a quizzical smile to her endeavours +to turn him to account. She did not mind his laughing at her eagerness (a +woman is willing enough to join a man in making fun of her femininity if +she believes that he respects her), and she tried to make him talk about +Hatboro', and tell her how she could be of use among the working people. +She would have liked very much to know whether he gave his medical service +gratis among them, and whether he found it a pleasure and a privilege to do +so. There was one moment when she would have liked to ask him to let her be +at the charges of his more indigent patients, but with the words behind her +lips she perceived that it would not do. At the best, it would be taking +his opportunity from him and making it hers. She began to see that one +ought to have a conscience about doing good. + +She let the chance of proposing this impossibility go by; and after a +little silence Dr. Morrell seemed to revert, in her interest, to the +economical situation in Hatboro'. + +“You know that most of the hands in the hat-shops are from the farms +around; and some of them own property here in the village. I know the owner +of three small houses who's always worked in the shops. You couldn't very +well offer help to a landed proprietor like that?” + +“No,” said Annie, abashed in view of him. + +“I suppose you ought to go to a factory town like Fall River, if you really +wanted to deal with overwork and squalor.” + +“I'm beginning to think there's no such thing anywhere,” she said +desperately. + +The doctor's eyes twinkled sympathetically. “I don't know whether Benson +earned his three houses altogether in the hat-shops. He 'likes a good +horse,' as he says; and he likes to trade it for a better; I know that from +experience. But he's a great friend of mine. Well, then, there are more +women than men in the shops, and they earn more. I suppose that's rather +disappointing too.” + +“It is, rather.” + +“But, on the other hand, the work only lasts eight months of the year, and +that cuts wages down to an average of a dollar a day.” + +“Ah!” cried Annie. “There's some hope in _that_! What do they do when +the work stops?” + +“Oh, they go back to their country-seats.” + +“All?” + +“Perhaps not all.” + +“I _thought_ so!” + +“Well, you'd better look round among those that stay.” + +Even among these she looked in vain for destitution; she could find that in +satisfactory degree only in straggling veterans of the great army of tramps +which once overran country places in the summer. + +She would have preferred not to see or know the objects of her charity, and +because she preferred this she forced herself to face their distasteful +misery. Mrs. Bolton had orders to send no one from the door who asked for +food or work, but to call Annie and let her judge the case. She knew that +it was folly, and she was afraid it was worse, but she could not send the +homeless creatures away as hungry or poor as they came. They filled her +gentlewoman's soul with loathing; but if she kept beyond the range of the +powerful corporeal odour that enveloped them, she could experience the +luxury of pity for them. The filthy rags that caricatured them, their sick +or sodden faces, always frowsed with a week's beard, represented typical +poverty to her, and accused her comfortable state with a poignant contrast; +and she consoled herself as far as she could with the superstition that in +meeting them she was fulfilling a duty sacred in proportion to the disgust +she felt in the encounter. + +The work at the hat-shops fell off after the spring orders, and did not +revive till the beginning of August. If there was less money among the +hands and their families who remained than there was in time of full work, +the weather made less demand upon their resources. The children lived +mostly out-of-doors, and seemed to have always what they wanted of the +season's fruit and vegetables. They got these too late from the decaying +lots at the provision stores, and too early from the nearest orchards; and +Dr. Morrell admitted that there was a good deal of sickness, especially +among the little ones, from this diet. Annie wondered whether she ought not +to offer herself as a nurse among them; she asked him whether she could not +be of use in that way, and had to confess that she knew nothing about the +prevailing disease. + +“Then, I don't think you'd better undertake it,” he said. “There are too +many nurses there already, such as they are. It's the dull time in most of +the shops, you know, and the women have plenty of leisure. There are about +five volunteer nurses for every patient, not counting the grandmothers on +both sides. I think they would resent any outside aid.” + +“Ah, I'm always on the outside! But can't I send--I mean carry--them +anything nourishing, any little dishes--” + +“Arrowroot is about all the convalescents can manage.” She made a note of +it. “But jelly and chicken broth are always relished by their friends.” + +“Dr. Morrell, I must ask you not to turn me into ridicule, if you please. I +cannot permit it.” + +“I beg your pardon--I do indeed, Miss Kilburn. I didn't mean to ridicule +you. I began seriously, but I was led astray by remembering what becomes of +most of the good things sent to sick people.” + +“I know,” she said, breaking into a laugh. “I have eaten lots of them for +my father. And is arrowroot the only thing?” + +The doctor reflected gravely. “Why, no. There's a poor little life now and +then that might be saved by the sea-air. Yes, if you care to send some of +my patients, with a mother and a grandmother apiece, to the seaside--” + +“Don't say another word, doctor,” cried Annie. “You make me _so_ +happy! I will--I will send their whole families. And you won't, you +_won't_ let a case escape, will you, doctor?” It was a break in the +iron wall of uselessness which had closed her in; she behaved like a young +girl with an invitation to a ball. + +When the first patient came back well from the seaside her rejoicing +overflowed in exultation before the friends to whom she confessed her +agency in the affair. Putney pretended that he could not see what pleasure +she could reasonably take in restoring the child to the sort of life it had +been born to; but that was a matter she would not consider, theoretically +or practically. + +She began to go outside of Dr. Morrell's authority; she looked up two cases +herself, and, upon advising with their grandmothers, sent them to the +seaside, and she was at the station when the train came in with the young +mother and the still younger aunt of one of the sick children. She did +not see the baby, and the mother passed her with a stare of impassioned +reproach, and fell sobbing on the neck of her husband, waiting for her on +the platform. Annie felt the blood drop back upon her heart. She caught at +the girlish aunt, who was looking about her with a sense of the interest +which attached to herself as a party to the spectacle. + +“Oh, Rebecca, where is the child?” + +“Well, there, Miss Kilburn, I'm _ril_ sorry to tell you, but I guess +the sea-air didn't do it a great deal of good, if any. I tell Maria she'll +see it in the right light after a while, but of course she can't, first +off. Well, there! _Somebody's_ got to look after it. You'll excuse +_me_, Miss Kilburn.” + +Annie saw her run off to the baggage-car, from which the baggage-man was +handing out a narrow box. The ground reeled under her feet; she got the +public depot carriage and drove home. + +She sent for Dr. Morrell, and poured out the confession of her error upon +him before he could speak. “I am a murderess,” she ended hysterically. +“Don't deny it!” + +“I think you can be got off on the ground of insanity, Miss Kilburn, if you +go on in this way,” he answered. + +Her desperation broke in tears. “Oh, what shall I do--what shall I do? I've +killed the child!” + +“Oh no, you haven't,” he retorted. “I know the case. The only hope for it +was the sea-air; I was going to ask you to send it--” + +She took down her handkerchief and gave him a piercing look. “Dr. Morrell, +if you are lying to me--” + +“I'm not lying, Miss Kilburn,” he answered. “You've done a very +unwarrantable thing in both of the cases that you sent to the seaside on +your own responsibility. One of them I certainly shouldn't have advised +sending, but it's turned out well. You've no more credit for it, though, +than for this that died; and you won't think I'm lying, perhaps, when I say +you're equally to blame in both instances.” + +“I--I beg your pardon,” she faltered, with dawning comfort in his severity. +“I didn't mean--I didn't intend to say--” + +“I know it,” said Dr. Morrell, allowing himself to smile. “Just remember +that you blundered into doing the only thing left to be done for Mrs. +Savor's child; and--don't try it again. That's all.” + +He smiled once more, and at some permissive light in her face, he began +even to laugh. + +“You--you're horrible!” + +“Oh no, I'm not,” he gasped. “All the tears in the world wouldn't help; and +my laughing hurts nobody. I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for the mother; +but I've told you the truth--I have indeed; and you _must_ believe +me.” + +The child's father came to see her the next night. “Rebecca she seemed to +think that you felt kind of bad, may be, because Maria wouldn't speak to +you when she first got off the cars yesterday, and I don't say she done +exactly right, myself. The way I look at it, and the way I tell Maria +_she'd_ ought to, is like this: You done what you done for the best, +and we wa'n't _obliged_ to take your advice anyway. But of course +Maria she'd kind of set her heart on savin' it, and she can't seem to get +over it right away.” He talked on much longer to the same effect, tilted +back in his chair, and looking down, while he covered and uncovered one of +his knees with his straw hat. He had the usual rustic difficulty in getting +away, but Annie was glad to keep him, in her gratitude for his kindness. +Besides, she could not let him go without satisfying a suspicion she had. + +“And Dr. Morrell--have you seen him for Mrs. Savor--have you--” She +stopped, for shame of her hypocrisy. + +“No, 'm. We hain't seen him _sence_. I guess she'll get along.” + +It needed this stroke to complete her humiliation before the single-hearted +fellow. + +“I--I suppose,” she stammered out, “that you--your wife, wouldn't like me +to come to the--I can understand that; but oh! if there is anything I can +do for you--flowers--or my carriage--or helping anyway--” + +Mr. Savor stood up. “I'm much obliged to _you_, Miss Kilburn; but we +thought we hadn't better wait, well not a great while, and--the funeral was +this afternoon. Well, I wish you good evening.” + +She met the mother, a few days after, in the street; with an impulse to +cross over to the other side she advanced straight upon her. + +“Mrs. Savor! What can I say to you?” + +“Oh, I don't presume but what you meant for the best, Miss Kilburn. But I +guess I shall know what to do next time. I kind of felt the whole while +that it was a resk. But it's all right now.” + +Annie realised, in her resentment of the poor thing's uncouth sorrow, that +she had spoken to her with the hope of getting, not giving, comfort. + +“Yes, yes,” she confessed. “I was to blame.” The bereaved mother did not +gainsay her, and she felt that, whatever was the justice of the case, she +had met her present deserts. + +She had to bear the discredit into which the seaside fell with the mothers +of all the other sick children. She tried to bring Dr. Morrell once to the +consideration of her culpability in the case of those who might have lived +if the case of Mrs. Savor's baby had not frightened their mothers from +sending them to the seaside; but he refused to grapple with the problem. +She was obliged to believe him when he said he should not have advised +sending any of the recent cases there; that the disease was changing its +character, and such a course could have done no good. + +“Look here, Miss Kilburn,” he said, after scanning her face sharply, “I'm +going to leave you a little tonic. I think you're rather run down.” + +“Well,” she said passively. + + + + +XIV. + + +It was in her revulsion from the direct beneficence which had proved so +dangerous that Annie was able to give herself to the more general interests +of the Social Union. She had not the courage to test her influence for +it among the workpeople whom it was to entertain and elevate, and whose +co-operation Mr. Peck had thought important; but she went about among the +other classes, and found a degree of favour and deference which surprised +her, and an ignorance of what lay so heavy on her heart which was still +more comforting. She was nowhere treated as the guilty wretch she called +herself; some who knew of the facts had got them wrong; and she discovered +what must always astonish the inquirer below the pretentious surface of +our democracy--an indifference and an incredulity concerning the feelings +of people of lower station which could not be surpassed in another +civilisation. Her concern for Mrs. Savor was treated as a great trial for +Miss Kilburn; but the mother's bereavement was regarded as something those +people were used to, and got over more easily than one could imagine. + +Annie's mission took her to the ministers of the various denominations, and +she was able to overcome any scruples they might have about the theatricals +by urging the excellence of their object. As a Unitarian, she was not +prepared for the liberality with which the matter was considered; the +Episcopalians of course were with her; but the Universalist minister +himself was not more friendly than the young Methodist preacher, who +volunteered to call with her on the pastor of the Baptist church, and +help present the affair in the right light; she had expected a degree of +narrow-mindedness, of bigotry, which her sect learned to attribute to +others in the militant period before they had imbibed so much of its own +tolerance. + +But the recollection of what had passed with Mr. Peck remained a reproach +in her mind, and nothing that she accomplished for the Social Union with +the other ministers was important. In her vivid reveries she often met him, +and combated his peculiar ideas, while she admitted a wrong in her own +position, and made every expression of regret, and parted from him on the +best terms, esteemed and complimented in high degree; in reality she saw +him seldom, and still more rarely spoke to him, and then with a distance +and consciousness altogether different from the effects dramatised in her +fancy. Sometimes during the period of her interest in the sick children of +the hands, she saw him in their houses, or coming and going outside; but +she had no chance to speak with him, or else said to herself that she had +none, because she was ashamed before him. She thought he avoided her; +but this was probably only a phase of the impersonality which seemed +characteristic of him in everything. At these times she felt a strange +pathos in the lonely man whom she knew to be at odds with many of his own +people, and she longed to interpret herself more sympathetically to him, +but actually confronted with him she was sensible of something cold and +even hard in the nimbus her compassion cast about him. Yet even this added +to the mystery that piqued her, and that loosed her fancy to play, as soon +as they parted, in conjecture about his past life, his marriage, and the +mad wife who had left him with the child he seemed so ill-fitted to care +for. Then, the next time they met she was abashed with the recollection of +having unwarrantably romanced the plain, simple, homely little man, and she +added an embarrassment of her own to that shyness of his which kept them +apart. + +Except for what she had heard Putney say, and what she learned casually +from the people themselves, she could not have believed he ever did +anything for them. He came and went so elusively, as far as Annie was +concerned, that she knew of his presence in the houses of sickness and +death usually by his little girl, whom she found playing about in the +street before the door with the children of the hands. She seemed to hold +her own among the others in their plays and their squabbles; if she tried +to make up to her, Idella smiled, but she would not be approached, and +Annie's heart went out to the little mischief in as helpless goodwill as +toward the minister himself. + +She used to hear his voice through the summer-open windows when he called +upon the Boltons, and wondered if some accident would not bring them +together, but she had to send for Mrs. Bolton at last, and bid her tell Mr. +Peck that she would like to see him before he went away, one night. He +came, and then she began a parrying parley of preliminary nothings before +she could say that she supposed he knew the ladies were going on with their +scheme for the establishment of the Social Union; he admitted vaguely that +he had heard something to that effect, and she added that the invited dance +and supper had been given up. + +He remained apparently indifferent to the fact, and she hurried on: “And I +ought to say, Mr. Peck, that nearly every one--every one whose opinion you +would value--agreed with you that it would have been extremely ill-advised, +and--and shocking. And I'm quite ashamed that I should not have seen it +from the beginning; and I hope--I hope you will forgive me if I said things +in my--my excitement that must have--I mean not only what I said to you, +but what I said to others; and I assure you that I regret them, and--” + +She went on and repeated herself at length, and he listened patiently, but +as if the matter had not really concerned either of them personally. She +had to conclude that what she had said of him had not reached him, and she +ended by confessing that she had clung to the Social Union project because +it seemed the only thing in which her attempts to do good were not +mischievous. + +Mr. Peck's thin face kindled with a friendlier interest than it had shown +while the question at all related to himself, and a light of something that +she took for humorous compassion came into his large, pale blue eyes. At +least it was intelligence; and perhaps the woman nature craves this as much +as it is supposed to crave sympathy; perhaps the two are finally one. + +“I want to tell you something, Mr. Peck--an experience of mine,” she said +abruptly, and without trying to connect it obviously with what had gone +before, she told him the story of her ill-fated beneficence to the Savors. +He listened intently, and at the end he said: “I understand. But that is +sorrow you have caused, not evil; and what we intend in goodwill must not +rest a burden on the conscience, no matter how it turns out. Otherwise the +moral world is no better than a crazy dream, without plan or sequence. You +might as well rejoice in an evil deed because good happened to come of it.” + +“Oh, I _thank_ you!” she gasped. “You don't know what a load you have +lifted from me!” + +Her words feebly expressed the sense of deliverance which overflowed her +heart. Her strength failed her like that of a person suddenly relieved from +some great physical stress or peril; but she felt that he had given her the +truth, and she held fast by it while she went on. + +“If you knew, or if any one knew, how difficult it is, what a +responsibility, to do the least thing for others! And once it seemed so +simple! And it seems all the more difficult, the more means you have for +doing good. The poor people seem to help one another without doing any +harm, but if _I_ try it--” + +“Yes,” said the minister, “it is difficult to help others when we cease +to need help ourselves. A man begins poor, or his father or grandfather +before him--it doesn't matter how far back he begins--and then he is in +accord and full understanding with all the other poor in the world; but as +he prospers he withdraws from them and loses their point of view. Then when +he offers help, it is not as a brother of those who need it, but a patron, +an agent of the false state of things in which want is possible; and his +help is not an impulse of the love that ought to bind us all together, but +a compromise proposed by iniquitous social conditions, a peace-offering to +his own guilty consciousness of his share in the wrong.” + +“Yes,” said Annie, too grateful for the comfort he had given her to +question words whose full purport had not perhaps reached her. “And I +assure you, Mr. Peck, I feel very differently about these things since I +first talked with you. And I wish to tell you, in justice to myself, that +I had no idea then that--that--you were speaking from your own experience +when you--you said how working people looked at things. I didn't know that +you had been--that is, that--” + +“Yes,” said the minister, coming to her relief, “I once worked in a +cotton-mill. Then,” he continued, dismissing the personal concern, “it +seems to me that I saw things in their right light, as I have never been +able to see them since--” + +“And how brutal,” she broke in, “how cruel and vulgar, what I said must +have seemed to you!” + +“I fancied,” he continued evasively, “that I had authority to set myself +apart from my fellow-workmen, to be a teacher and guide to the true life. +But it was a great error. The true life was the life of work, and no one +ever had authority to turn from it. Christ Himself came as a labouring +man.” + +“That is true,” said Annie; and his words transfigured the man who spoke +them, so that her heart turned reverently toward him. “But if you had been +meant to work in a mill all your life,” she pursued, “would you have been +given the powers you have, and that you have just used to save me from +despair?” + +The minister rose, and said, with a sigh: “No one was meant to work in a +mill all his life. Good night.” + +She would have liked to keep him longer, but she could not think how, +at once. As he turned to go out through the Boltons' part of the house, +“Won't you go out through my door?” she asked, with a helpless effort at +hospitality. + +“Oh, if you wish,” he answered submissively. + +When she had closed the door upon him she went to speak with Mrs. Bolton. +She was in the kitchen mixing flour to make bread, and Annie traced +her by following the lamp-light through the open door. It discovered +Bolton sitting in the outer doorway, his back against one jamb and his +stocking-feet resting against the base of the other. + +“Mrs. Bolton,” Annie began at once, making herself free of one of the hard +kitchen chairs, “how is Mr. Peck getting on in Hatboro'?” + +“I d'know as I know just what you mean, Miss Kilburn,” said Mrs. Bolton, on +the defensive. + +“I mean, is there a party against him in his church? Is he unpopular?” + +Mrs. Bolton took some flour and sprinkled it on her bread-board; then she +lifted the mass of dough out of the trough before her, and let it sink +softly upon the board. + +“I d'know as you can say he's unpoplah. He ain't poplah with some. Yes, +there's a party--the Gerrish party.” + +“Is it a strong one?” + +“It's pretty strong.” + +“Do you think it will prevail?” + +“Well, most o' folks don't know _what_ they want; and if there's some +folks that know what they _don't_ want, they can generally keep from +havin' it.” + +Bolton made a soft husky prefatory noise of protest in his throat, which +seemed to stimulate his wife to a more definite assertion, and she cut in +before he could speak-- + +“_I_ should say that unless them that stood Mr. Peck's friends first +off, and got him here, done something to keep him, his enemies wa'n't goin' +to take up his cause.” + +Annie divined a personal reproach for Bolton in the apparent abstraction. + +“Oh, now, you'll see it'll all come out right in the end, Pauliny,” he +mildly opposed. “There ain't any such great feelin' about Mr. Peck; nothin' +but what'll work itself off perfec'ly natural, give it time. It's goin' to +come out all right.” + +“Yes, at the day o' jedgment,” Mrs. Bolton assented, plunging her fists +into the dough, and beginning to work a contempt for her husband's optimism +into it. + +“Yes, an' a good deal before,” he returned. “There's always somethin' to +objec' to every minister; we ain't any of us perfect, and Mr. Peck's got +his failin's; he hain't built up the church quite so much as some on 'em +expected but what he would; and there's some that don't like his prayers; +and some of 'em thinks he ain't doctrinal enough. But I guess, take it all +round, he suits pretty well. It'll come out all right, Pauliny. You'll +see.” + +A pause ensued, of which Annie felt the awfulness. It seemed to her that +Mrs. Bolton's impatience with this intolerable hopefulness must burst +violently. She hastened to interpose. “I think the trouble is that people +don't fully understand Mr. Peck at first. But they do finally.” + +“Yes; take time,” said Bolton. + +“Take eternity, I guess, for some,” retorted his wife. “If you think +William B. Gerrish is goin' to work round with time--” She stopped for want +of some sufficiently rejectional phrase, and did not go on. + +“The way I look at it,” said Bolton, with incorrigible courage, “is like +this: When it comes to anything like askin' Mr. Peck to resign, it'll +develop his strength. You can't tell how strong he is without you try to +git red of him. I 'most wish it would come, once, fair and square.” + +“I'm sure you're right, Mr. Bolton,” said Annie. “I don't believe that your +church would let such a man go when it really came to it. Don't they all +feel that he has great ability?” + +“Oh, I guess they appreciate him as far forth as ability goes. Some on 'em +complains that he's a little _too_ intellectial, if anything. But I +tell 'em it's a good fault; it's a thing that can be got over in time.” + +Mrs. Bolton had ceased to take part in the discussion. She finished +kneading her dough, and having fitted it into two baking-pans and dusted it +with flour, she laid a clean towel over both. But when Annie rose she took +the lamp from the mantel-shelf, where it stood, and held it up for her to +find her way back to her own door. + +Annie went to bed with a spirit lightened as well as chastened, and +kept saying over the words of Mr. Peck, so as to keep fast hold of the +consolation they had given her. They humbled her with, a sense of his +wisdom and insight; the thought of them kept her awake. She remembered the +tonic that Dr. Morrell had left with her, and after questioning whether she +really needed it now, she made sure by getting up and taking it. + + + + +XV. + + +The spring had filled and flushed into summer. Bolton had gone over the +grass on the slope before the house, and it was growing thick again, dark +green above the yellow of its stubble, and the young generation of robins +was foraging in it for the callow grasshoppers. Some boughs of the maples +were beginning to lose the elastic upward lift of their prime, and to hang +looser and limper with the burden of their foliage. The elms drooped lower +toward the grass, and swept the straggling tops left standing in their +shade. + +The early part of September had been fixed for the theatricals. Annie +refused to have anything to do with them, and the preparations remained +altogether with Brandreth. “The minuet,” he said to her one afternoon, when +he had come to report to her as a co-ordinate authority, “is going to be +something exquisite, I assure you. A good many of the ladies studied it in +the Continental times, you know, when we had all those Martha Washington +parties--or, I forgot you were out of the country--and it will be done +perfectly. We're going to have the ball-room scene on the tennis-court just +in front of the evergreens, don't you know, and then the balcony scene +in the same place. We have to cut some of the business between Romeo +and Juliet, because it's too long, you know, and some of it's too--too +passionate; we couldn't do it properly, and we've decided to leave it out. +But we sketch along through the play, and we have Friar Laurence coming +with Juliet out of his cell onto the tennis-court and meeting Romeo; so +that tells the story of the marriage. You can't imagine what a Mercutio Mr. +Putney makes; he throws himself into it heart and soul, especially where +he fights with Tybalt and gets killed. I give him lines there out of other +scenes too; the tennis-court sets that part admirably; they come out of a +street at the side. I think the scenery will surprise you, Miss Kilburn. +Well, and then we have the Nurse and Juliet, and the poison scene--we put +it into the garden, on the tennis-court, and we condense the different acts +so as to give an idea of all that's happened, with Romeo banished, and all +that. Then he comes back from Mantua, and we have the tomb scene set at +one side of the tennis-court just opposite the street scene; and he fights +with Paris; and then we have Juliet come to the door of the tomb--it's a +liberty, of course; but we couldn't arrange the light inside--and she stabs +herself and falls on Romeo's body, and that ends the play. You see, it +gives a notion of the whole action, and tells the story pretty well. I +think you'll be pleased.” + +“I've no doubt I shall,” said Annie. “Did you make the adaptation yourself, +Mr. Brandreth?” + +“Well, yes, I did,” Mr. Brandreth modestly admitted. “It's been a good deal +of work, but it's been a pleasure too. You know how that is, Miss Kilburn, +in your charities.” + +“_Don't_ speak of my charities, Mr. Brandreth. I'm not a charitable +person.” + +“You won't get people to believe _that_” said Mr. Brandreth. +“Everybody knows how much good you do. But, as I was saying, my idea was to +give a notion of the whole play in a series of passages or tableaux. Some +of my friends think I've succeeded so well in telling the story, don't you +know, without a change of scene, that they're urging me to publish my +arrangement for the use of out-of-door theatricals.” + +“I should think it would be a very good idea,” said Annie. “I suppose Mr. +Chapley would do it?” + +“Well, I don't know--I don't know,” Mr. Brandreth answered, with a note of +trouble in his voice. “I'm afraid not,” he added sadly. “Miss Kilburn, I've +been put in a very unfair position by Miss Northwick's changing her mind +about Juliet, after the part had been offered to Miss Chapley. I've been +made the means of a seeming slight to Miss Chapley, when, if it hadn't been +for the cause, I'd rather have thrown up the whole affair. She gave up the +part instantly when she heard that Miss Northwick wished to change her +mind, but all the same I know--.” + +He stopped, and Annie said encouragingly: “Yes, I see. But perhaps she +doesn't really care.” + +“That's what she said,” returned Mr. Brandreth ruefully. “But I don't know. +I have never spoken of it with her since I went to tell her about it, after +I got Miss Northwick's note.” + +“Well, Mr. Brandreth, I think you've really been victimised; and I don't +believe the Social Union will ever be worth what it's costing.” + +“I was sure you would appreciate--would understand;” and Mr. Brandreth +pressed her hand gratefully in leave-taking. + +She heard him talking with some one at the gate, whose sharp, “All right, +my son!” identified Putney. + +She ran to the door to welcome him. + +“Oh, you're _both_ here!” she rejoiced, at sight of Mrs. Putney too. + +“I can send Ellen home,” suggested Putney. + +“Oh _no_, indeed!” said Annie, with single-mindedness at which she +laughed with Mrs. Putney. “Only it seemed too good to have you both,” she +explained, kissing Mrs. Putney. “I'm _so_ glad to see you!” + +“Well, what's the reason?” Putney dropped into a chair and began to rock +nervously. “Don't be ashamed: we're _all_ selfish. Has Brandreth been +putting up any more jobs on you?” + +“No, no! Only giving me a hint of his troubles and sorrows with those +wretched Social Union theatricals. Poor young fellow! I'm sorry for him. He +is really very sweet and unselfish. I like him.” + +“Yes, Brandreth is one of the most lady-like fellows I ever saw,” said +Putney. “That Juliet business has pretty near been the death of him. I told +him to offer Miss Chapley some other part--Rosaline, the part of the young +lady who was dropped; but he couldn't seem to see it. Well, and how come on +the good works, Annie?” + +“The good works! Ralph, tell me: _do_ people think me a charitable +person? Do they suppose I've done or can do any good whatever?” She looked +from Putney to his wife, and back again with comic entreaty. + +“Why, aren't you a charitable person? Don't you do any good?” he asked. + +“No!” she shouted. “Not the least in the world!” + +“It is pretty rough,” said Putney, taking out a cigar for a dry smoke; “and +nobody will believe me when I report what you say, Annie. Mrs. Munger is +telling round that she don't see how you can live through the summer at the +rate you're going. She's got it down pretty cold about your taking Brother +Peck's idea of the invited dance and supper, and joining hands with him to +save the vanity of the self-respecting poor. She says that your suppression +of that one unpopular feature has done more than anything else to promote +the success of the Social Union. You ought to be glad Brother Peck is +coming to the show.” + +“To the theatricals?” + +Putney nodded his head. “That's what he says. I believe Brother Peck is +coming to see how the upper classes amuse themselves when they really try +to benefit the lower classes.” + +Annie would not laugh at his joke. “Ralph,” she asked, “is it true that Mr. +Peck is so unpopular in his church? Is he really going to be turned +out--dismissed?” + +“Oh, I don't know about that. But they'll bounce him if they can.” + +“And can nothing be done? Can't his friends unite?” + +“Oh, they're united enough now; what they're afraid of is that they're not +numerous enough. Why don't you buy in, Annie, and help control the stock? +That old Unitarian concern of yours isn't ever going to get into running +order again, and if you owned a pew in Ellen's church you could have a vote +in church meeting, after a while, and you could lend Brother Peck your +moral support now.” + +“I never liked that sort of thing, Ralph. I shouldn't believe with your +people.” + +“Ellen's people, please. _I_ don't believe with them either. But I +always vote right. Now you think it over.” + +“No, I shall not think it over. I don't approve of it. If I should take +a pew in your church it would be simply to hear Mr. Peck preach, and +contribute toward his--” + +“Salary? Yes, that's the way to look at it in the beginning. I knew you'd +work round. Why, Annie, in a year's time you'll be trying to _buy_ +votes for Brother Peck.” + +“I should _never_ vote,” she retorted. “And I shall keep myself out of +all temptation by not going to your church.” + +“Ellen's church,” Putney corrected. + +She went the next Sunday to hear Mr. Peck preach, and Putney, who seemed to +see her the moment she entered the church, rose, as the sexton was showing +her up the aisle, and opened the door of his pew for her with ironical +welcome. + +“You can always have a seat with us, Annie,” he mocked, on their way out of +the church together. + +“Thank you, Ralph,” she answered boldly. “I'm going to speak to the sexton +for a pew.” + + + + +XVI. + + +A wire had been carried from the village to the scene of the play at South +Hatboro', and electric globes fizzed and hissed overhead, flooding the open +tennis-court with the radiance of sharper moonlight, and stamping the thick +velvety shadows of the shrubbery and tree-tops deep into the raw green of +the grass along its borders. + +The spectators were seated on the verandas and terraced turf at the rear of +the house, and they crowded the sides of the court up to a certain point, +where a cord stretched across it kept them from encroaching upon the space +intended for the action. Another rope enclosed an area all round them, +where chairs and benches were placed for those who had tickets. After the +rejection of the exclusive feature of the original plan, Mrs. Munger had +liberalised more and more: she caused it to be known that all who could get +into her grounds would be welcome on the outside of that rope, even though +they did not pay anything; but a large number of tickets had been sold to +the hands, as well as to the other villagers, and the area within the rope +was closely packed. Some of the boys climbed the neighbouring trees, where +from time to time the town authorities threatened them, but did not really +dislodge them. + +Annie, with other friends of Mrs. Munger, gained a reserved seat on the +veranda through the drawing-room windows; but once there, she found herself +in the midst of a sufficiently mixed company. + +“How do, Miss Kilburn? That you? Well, I declare!” said a voice that she +seemed to know, in a key of nervous excitement. Mrs. Savor's husband +leaned across his wife's lap and shook hands with Annie. “William thought +I better come,” Mrs. Savor seemed called upon to explain. “I got to do +_something_. Ain't it just too cute for anything the way they got them +screens worked into the shrubbery down they-ar? It's like the cycloraymy to +Boston; you can't tell where the ground ends and the paintin' commences. +Oh, I do want 'em to _begin_!” + +Mr. Savor laughed at his wife's impatience, and she said playfully: “What +you laughin' at? I guess you're full as excited as what I be, when all's +said and done.” + +There were other acquaintances of Annie's from Over the Track, in the group +about her, and upon the example of the Savors they all greeted her. The +wives and sweethearts tittered with self-derisive expectation; the men were +gravely jocose, like all Americans in unwonted circumstances, but they were +respectful to the coming performance, perhaps as a tribute to Annie. She +wondered how some of them came to have those seats, which were reserved at +an extra price; she did not allow for that self-respect which causes the +American workman to supply himself with the best his money can buy while +his money lasts. + +She turned to see who was on her other hand. A row of three small children +stretched from her to Mrs. Gerrish, whom she did not recognise at first. +“Oh, Emmeline!” she said; and then, for want of something else, she added, +“Where is Mr. Gerrish? Isn't he coming?” + +“He was detained at the store,” said Mrs. Gerrish, with cold importance; +“but he will be here. May I ask, Annie,” she pursued solemnly, “how you got +here?” + +“How did I get here? Why, through the windows. Didn't you?” + +“May I ask who had charge of the arrangements?” + +“I don't know, I'm sure,” said Annie. “I suppose Mrs. Munger.” + +A burst of music came from the dense shadow into which the group of +evergreens at the bottom of the tennis-court deepened away from the glister +of the electrics. There was a deeper hush; then a slight jarring and +scraping of a chair beyond Mrs. Gerrish, who leaned across her children and +said, “He's come, Annie--right through the parlour window!” Her voice was +lifted to carry above the music, and all the people near were able to share +the fact that righted Mrs. Gerrish in her own esteem. + +From the covert of the low pines in the middle of the scene Miss Northwick +and Mr. Brandreth appeared hand in hand, and then the place filled with +figures from other apertures of the little grove and through the artificial +wings at the sides, and walked the minuet. Mr. Fellows, the painter, had +helped with the costumes, supplying some from his own artistic properties, +and mediævalising others; the Boston costumers had been drawn upon by the +men; and they all moved through the stately figures with a security which +discipline had given them. The broad solid colours which they wore took the +light and shadow with picturesque effectiveness; the masks contributed a +sense of mystery novel in Hatboro', and kept the friends of the dancers +in exciting doubt of their identity; the strangeness of the audience to +all spectacles of the sort held its judgment in suspense. The minuet +was encored, and had to be given again, and it was some time before the +applause of the repetition allowed the characters to be heard when the +partners of the minuet began to move about arm in arm, and the drama +properly began. When the applause died away it was still not easy to hear; +a boy in one of the trees called, “Louder!” and made some of the people +laugh, but for the rest they were very orderly throughout. + +Toward the end of the fourth act Annie was startled by a child dashing +itself against her knees, and breaking into a gurgle of shy laughter as +children do. + +“Why, you little witch!” she said to the uplifted face of Idella Peck. +“Where is your father?” + +“Oh, somewhere,” said the child, with entire ease of mind. + +“And your hat?” said Annie, putting her hand on the curly bare +head--“where's your hat?” + +“On the ground.” + +“On the ground--where?” + +“Oh, I don't know,” said Idella lightly, as if the pursuit bored her. + +Annie pulled her up on her lap. “Well, now, you stay here with me, if you +please, till your papa or your hat comes after you.” + +“My--hat--can't--come--after--me!” said the child, turning back her head, +so as to laugh her sense of the joke in Annie's face. + +“No matter; your papa can, and I'm going to keep you.” + +Idella let her head fall back against Annie's breast, and began to finger +the rings on the hand which Annie laid across her lap to keep her. + +“For goodness gracious!” said Mrs. Savor, “who you got there, Miss +Kilburn?” + +“Mr. Peck's little girl.” + +“Where'd she spring from?” + +Mrs. Gerrish leaned forward and spoke across the six legs of her children, +who were all three standing up in their chairs: “You don't mean to say +that's Idella Peck? Where's her father?” + +“Somewhere, she says,” said Annie, willing to answer Mrs. Gerrish with the +child's nonchalance. + +“Well, that's great!” said Mrs. Gerrish. “I should think he better be +looking after her--or some one.” + +The music ceased, and the last act of the play began. Before it ended, +Idella had fallen asleep, and Annie sat still with her after the crowd +around her began to break up. Mrs. Savor kept her seat beside Annie. She +said, “Don't you want I should spell you a little while, Miss Kilburn?” She +leaned over the face of the sleeping child. “Why, she ain't much more than +a baby! William, you go and see if you can't find Mr. Peck. I'm goin' to +stay here with Miss Kilburn.” Her husband humoured her whim, and made his +way through the knots and clumps of people toward the rope enclosing the +tennis-court. “Won't you let me hold her, Miss Kilburn?” she pleaded again. + +“No, no; she isn't heavy; I like to hold her,” replied Annie. Then +something occurred to her, and she started in amazement at herself. + +“Or yes, Mrs. Savor, you _may_ take her a while;” and she put the +child into the arms of the bereaved creature, who had fallen desolately +back in her chair. She hugged Idella up to her breast, and hungrily mumbled +her with kisses, and moaned out over her, “Oh dear! Oh my! Oh my!” + + + + +XVII. + + +The people beyond the rope had nearly all gone away, and Mr. Savor was +coming back across the court with Mr. Peck. The players appeared from the +grove at the other end of the court in their vivid costumes, chatting and +laughing with their friends, who went down from the piazzas and terraces to +congratulate them. Mrs. Munger hurried about among them, saying something +to each group. She caught sight of Mr. Peck and Mr. Savor, and she ran +after them, arriving with them where Annie sat. + +“I hope you were not anxious about Idella,” Annie said, laughing. + +“No; I didn't miss her at once,” said the minister simply; “and then I +thought she had merely gone off with some of the other children who were +playing about.” + +“You shall talk all that over later,” said Mrs. Munger. “Now, Miss Kilburn, +I want you and Mr. Peck and Mr. and Mrs. Savor to stay for a cup of coffee +that I'm going to give our friends out there. Don't you think they deserve +it? Wasn't it a wonderful success? They must be frightfully exhausted. Just +go right out to them. I'll be with you in one moment. Oh yes, the child! +Well, bring her into the house, Mrs. Savor; I'll find a place for her, and +then you can go out with me.” + +“I guess you won't get Maria away from her very easy,” said Mr. Savor, +laughing. His wife stood with the child's cheek pressed tight against hers. + +“Oh, I'll manage that,” said Mrs. Munger. “I'm counting on Mrs. Savor.” + She added in a hurried undertone to Annie: “I've asked a number of the +workpeople to stay--representative workpeople, the foremen in the different +shops and their families--and you'll find your friends of all classes +together. It's a great day for the Social Union!” she said aloud. “I'm sure +_you_ must feel that, Mr. Peck. Miss Kilburn and I have to thank you +for saving us from a great mistake at the outset, and now your staying,” + she continued, “will give it just the appearance we want. I'm going to keep +your little girl as a hostage, and you shall not go till I let you. Come, +Mrs. Savor!” She bustled away with Mrs. Savor, and Mr. Peck reluctantly +accompanied Annie down over the lawn. + +He was silent, but Mr. Savor was hilarious. “Well, Mr. Putney,” he said, +when he joined the group of which Putney was the centre, “you done that in +apple-pie order. I never see anything much better than the way you carried +on with Mrs. Wilmington.” + +“Thank you, Mr. Savor,” said Putney; “I'm glad you liked it. You couldn't +say I was trying to flatter her up much, anyway.” + +“No, no!” Mr. Savor assented, with delight in the joke. + +“Well, Annie,” said Putney. He shook hands with her, and Mrs. Putney, who +was there with Dr. Morrell, asked her where she had sat. + +“We kept looking all round for you.” + +“Yes,” said Putney, with his hand on his boy's shoulder, “we wanted to know +how you liked the Mercutio.” + +“Ralph, it was incomparable!” + +“Well, that will do for a beginning. It's a little cold, but it's in the +right spirit. You mean that the Mercutio wasn't comparable to the Nurse.” + +“Oh, Lyra was wonderful!” said Annie. “Don't you think so, Ellen?” + +“She was Lyra,” said Mrs. Putney definitely. + +“No; she wasn't Lyra at all!” retorted Annie. “That was the marvel of it. +She was Juliet's nurse.” + +“Perhaps she was a little of both,” suggested Putney. “What did you think +of the performance, Mr. Peck? I don't want a personal tribute, but if you +offer it, I shall not be ungrateful.” + +“I have been very much interested,” said the minister. “It was all very new +to me. I realised for the first time in my life the great power that the +theatre must be. I felt how much the drama could do--how much good.” + +“Well, that's what we're after,” said Putney. “We had no personal motive; +good, right straight along, was our motto. Nobody wanted to outshine +anybody else. I kept my Mercutio down all through, so's not to get ahead +of Romeo or Tybalt in the public esteem. Did our friends outside the rope +catch on to my idea?” Mr. Peck smiled at the banter, but he seemed not to +know just what to say, and Putney went on: “That's why I made it so bad. I +didn't want anybody to go home feeling sorry that Mercutio was killed. I +don't suppose Winthrop could have slept.” + +“You won't sleep yourself to-night, I'm afraid,” said his wife. + +“Oh, Mrs. Munger has promised me a particularly weak cup of coffee. She has +got us all in, it seems, for a sort of supper, in spite of everything. I +understand it includes representatives of all the stations and conditions +present except the outcasts beyond the rope. I don't see what you're doing +here, Mr. Peck.” + +“Was Mr. Peck really outside the rope?” Annie asked Dr. Morrell, as they +dropped apart from the others a little. + +“I believe he gave his chair to one of the women from the outside,” said +the doctor. + +Annie moved with him toward Lyra, who was joking with some of the hands. + +With all her good-nature, she had the effect of patronising them, as she +stood talking about the play with them in her drawl, which she had got +back to again. They were admiring her, in her dress of the querulous old +nurse, and told her how they never would have known her. But there was an +insincerity in the effusion of some of the more nervous women, and in the +reticence of the others, who were holding back out of self-respect. + +She met Annie and Morrell with eager relief. “Well, Annie?” + +“Perfect!” + +“Well, now, that's very nice; you can't go beyond perfect, you know. I +_did_ do it pretty well, didn't I? Poor Mr. Brandreth! Have you seen +him? You must say something comforting to him. He's really been sacrificed +in this business. You know he wanted Miss Chapley. She would have made a +lovely Juliet. Of course she blames him for it. She thinks he wanted to +make up to Miss Northwick, when Miss Northwick was just flinging herself at +Jack. Look at her!” + +Jack Wilmington and Miss Sue Northwick were standing together near her +father and a party of her friends, and she was smiling and talking at +him. Eyes, lips, gestures, attitude expressed in the proud girl a fawning +eagerness to please the man, who received her homage rather as if it bored +him. His indifferent manner may have been one secret of his power over her, +and perhaps she was not capable of all the suffering she was capable of +inflicting. + +Lyra turned to walk toward the house, deflecting a little in the direction +of her nephew and Miss Northwick. “Jack!” she drawled over the shoulder +next them as she passed, “I wish you'd bring your aunty's wrap to her on +the piazza.” + +“Why, stay here!” Putney called after her. “They're going to fetch the +refreshments out here.” + +“Yes, but I'm tired, Ralph, and I can't sit on the grass, at my age.” + +She moved on, with her sweeping, lounging pace, and Jack Wilmington, after +a moment's hesitation, bowed to Miss Northwick and went after her. + +The girl remained apart from her friends, as if expecting his return. + +Silhouetted against the bright windows, Lyra waited till Jack Wilmington +reappeared with a shawl and laid it on her shoulders. Then she sank into +a chair. The young man stood beside her talking down upon her. Something +restive and insistent expressed itself in their respective attitudes. He +sat down at her side. + +Miss Northwick joined her friends carelessly. + +“Ah, Miss Kilburn,” said Mr. Brandreth's voice at Annie's ear, “I'm glad +to find you. I've just run home with mother--she feels the night air--and +I was afraid you would slip through our fingers before I got back. This +little business of the refreshments was an afterthought of Mrs. Munger's, +and we meant it for a surprise--we knew you'd approve of it in the form it +took.” He looked round at the straggling workpeople, who represented the +harmonisation of classes, keeping to themselves as if they had been there +alone. + +“Yes,” Annie was obliged to say; “it's very pleasant.” She added: “You must +all be rather hungry, Mr. Brandreth. If the Social Union ever gets on its +feet, it will have _you_ to thank more than any one.” + +“Oh, don't speak of me, Miss Kilburn! Do you know, we've netted about two +hundred dollars. Isn't that pretty good, doctor?” + +“Very,” said the doctor. “Hadn't we better follow Mrs. Wilmington's +example, and get up under the piazza roof? I'm afraid you'll be the worse +for the night air, Miss Kilburn. Putney,” he called to his friend, “we're +going up to the house.” + +“All right. I guess that's a good idea.” + +The doctor called to the different knots and groups, telling them to come +up to the house. Some of the workpeople slipped away through the grounds +and did not come. The Northwicks and their friends moved toward the house. + +Mrs. Munger came down the lawn to meet her guests. “Ah, that's right. It's +much better indoors. I was just coming for you.” She addressed herself more +particularly to the Northwicks. “Coffee will be ready in a few moments. +We've met with a little delay.” + +“I'm afraid we must say good night at once,” said Mr. Northwick. “We had +arranged to have our friends and some other guests with us at home. And +we're quite late now.” + +Mrs. Munger protested. “Take our Juliet from us! Oh, Miss Northwick, how +can I thank you enough? The whole play turned upon you!” + +“It's just as well,” she said to Annie, as the Northwicks and their friends +walked across the lawn to the gate, where they had carriages waiting. +“They'd have been difficult to manage, and everybody else will feel a +little more at home without them. Poor Mr. Brandreth, I'm sure _you_ +will! I did pity you so, with such a Juliet on your hands!” + +In-doors the representatives of the lower classes were less at ease than +they were without. Some of the ministers mingled with them, and tried to +form a bond between them and the other villagers. Mr. Peck took no part in +this work; he stood holding his elbows with his hands, and talking with a +perfunctory air to an old lady of his congregation. + +The young ladies of South Hatboro', as Mrs. Munger's assistants, went about +impartially to high and low with trays of refreshments. Annie saw Putney, +where he stood with his wife and boy, refuse coffee, and she watched him +anxiously when the claret-cup came. He waved his hand over it, and said, +“No; I'll take some of the lemonade.” As he lifted a glass of it toward his +lips he stopped and made as if to put it down again, and his hand shook so +that he spilled some of it. Then he dashed it off, and reached for another +glass. “I want some more,” he said, with a laugh; “I'm thirsty.” He drank a +second glass, and when he saw a tray coming toward Annie, where Dr. Morrell +had joined her, he came over and exchanged his empty glass for a full one. + +“Not much to brag of as lemonade,” he said, “but first-rate rum punch.” + +“Look here, Putney,” whispered the doctor, laying his hand on his arm, +“don't you take any more of that. Give me that glass!” + +“Oh, all right!” laughed Putney, dashing it off. “You're welcome to the +tumbler, if you want it, Doc.” + + + + +XVIII. + + +Mrs. Munger's guests kept on talking and laughing. With the coffee and the +punch there began to be a little more freedom. Some prohibitionists among +the working people went away when they found that the lemonade was punch; +but Mrs. Munger did not know it, and she saw the ideal of a Social Union +figuratively accomplished in her own house. She stirred about among her +guests till she produced a fleeting, empty good-fellowship among them. One +of the shoe-shop hands, with an inextinguishable scent of leather and the +character of a droll, seconded her efforts with noisy jokes. He proposed +games, and would not be snubbed by the refusal of his boss to countenance +him, he had the applause of so many others. Mrs. Munger approved of the +idea. + +“Don't you think it would be great fun, Mrs. Gerrish?” she asked. + +“Well, now, if Squire Putney would lead off,” said the joker, looking +round. + +Putney could not be found, nor Dr. Morrell. + +“They're off somewhere for a smoke,” said Mrs. Munger. “Well, that's right. +I want everybody to feel that my house is their own to-night, and to come +and go just as they like. Do you suppose Mr. Peck is offended?” she asked, +under her breath, as she passed Annie. “He _couldn't_ feel that this +is the same thing; but I can't see him anywhere. He wouldn't go without +taking leave, you don't suppose?” + +Annie joined Mrs. Putney. They talked at first with those who came to ask +where Putney and the doctor were; but finally they withdrew into a little +alcove from the parlour, where Mrs. Munger approved of their being when she +discovered them; they must be very tired, and ought to rest on the lounge +there. Her theory of the exhaustion of those who had taken part in the play +embraced their families. + +The time wore on toward midnight, and her guests got themselves away with +more or less difficulty as they attempted the formality of leave-taking +or not. Some of the hands who thought this necessary found it a serious +affair; but most of them slipped off without saying good night to Mrs. +Munger or expressing that rapture with the whole evening from beginning +to end which the ladies of South Hatboro' professed. The ladies of South +Hatboro' and Old Hatboro' had met in a general intimacy not approached +before, and they parted with a flow of mutual esteem. The Gerrish children +had dropped asleep in nooks and corners, from which Mr. Gerrish hunted them +up and put them together for departure, while his wife remained with Mrs. +Munger, unable to stop talking, and no longer amenable to the looks with +which he governed her in public. + +Lyra came downstairs, hooded and wrapped for departure, with Jack +Wilmington by her side. “Why, _Ellen_!” she said, looking into the +little alcove from the hall. “Are you here yet? And Annie! Where in the +world is Ralph?” At the pleading look with which Mrs. Putney replied, she +exclaimed: “Oh, it's what I was afraid of! I don't see what the woman could +have been about! But of course she didn't think of poor Ralph. Ellen, let +me take you and Winthrop home! Dr. Morrell will be sure to bring Ralph.” + +“Well,” said Mrs. Putney passively, but without rising. + +“Annie can come too. There's plenty of room. Jack can walk.” + +Jack Wilmington joined Lyra in urging Annie to take his place. He said to +her, apart, “Young Munger has been telling me that Putney got at the +sideboard and carried off the rum. I'll stay and help look after him.” + +A crazy laugh came into the parlour from the piazza outside, and the group +in the alcove started forward. Putney stood at a window, resting one arm +on the bar of the long lower sash, which was raised to its full height, +and looking ironically in upon Mrs. Munger and her remaining guests. He +was still in his Mercutio dress, but he had lost his plumed cap, and was +bareheaded. A pace or two behind him stood Mr. Peck, regarding the effect +of this apparition upon the company with the same dreamy, indrawn presence +he had in the pulpit. + +“Well, Mrs. Munger, I'm glad I got back in time to tell you how much I've +enjoyed it. Brother Peck wanted me to go home, but I told him, Not till +I've thanked Mrs. Munger, Brother Peck; not till I've drunk her health in +her own old particular Jamaica.” He put to his lips the black bottle which +he had been holding in his right hand behind him; then he took it away, +looked at it, and flung it rolling-along the piazza floor. “Didn't get hold +of the inexhaustible bottle that time; never do. But it's a good article; +a better article than you used to sell on the sly, Bill Gerrish. You'll +excuse my helping myself, Mrs. Munger; I knew you'd want me to. Well, it's +been a great occasion, Mrs. Munger.” He winked at the hostess. “You've +had your little invited supper, after all. You're a manager, Mrs. Munger. +You've made even the wrath of Brother Peck to praise you.” + +The ladies involuntarily shrank backward as Putney suddenly entered through +the window and gained the corner of the piano at a dash. He stayed himself +against it, slightly swaying, and turned his flaming eyes from one to +another, as if questioning whom he should attack next. + +Except for the wild look in them, which was not so much wilder than they +wore in all times of excitement, and an occasional halt at a difficult +word, he gave no sign of being drunk. The liquor had as yet merely +intensified him. + +Mrs. Munger had the inspiration to treat him as one caresses a dangerous +lunatic. “I'm sure you're very kind, Mr. Putney, to come back. Do sit +down!” + +“Why?” demanded Putney. “Everybody else standing.” + +“That's true,” said Mrs. Munger. “I'm sure I don't know why--” + +“Oh yes, you do, Mrs. Munger. It's because they want to have a good view of +a man who's made a fool of himself--” + +“Oh, now, Mr. _Putney_!” said Mrs. Munger, with hospitable +deprecation. “I'm sure no one wants to do anything of the kind.” She looked +round at the company for corroboration, but no one cared to attract +Putney's attention by any sound or sign. + +“But I'll tell you what,” said Putney, with a savage burst, “that a woman +who puts hell-fire before a poor devil who can't keep out of it when he +sees it, is better worth looking at.” + +“Mr. Putney, I assure you,” said Mrs. Munger, “that it was the +_mildest_ punch! And I really didn't think--I didn't remember--” + +She turned toward Mrs. Putney with her explanation, but Putney seemed to +have forgotten her, and he turned upon Mr. Gerrish, “How's that drunkard's +grave getting along that you've dug for your porter?” Gerrish remained +prudently silent. “I know you, Billy. You're all right. You've got the pull +on your conscience; we all have, one way or another. Here's Annie Kilburn, +come back from Rome, where she couldn't seem to fix it up with hers to suit +her, and she's trying to get round it in Hatboro' with good works. Why, +there isn't any occasion for good works in Hatboro'. I could have told you +that before you came,” he said, addressing Annie directly. “What we want is +faith, and lots of it. The church is going to pieces because we haven't got +any faith.” + +His hand slipped from the piano, and he dropped heavily back upon a chair +that stood near. The concussion seemed to complete in his brain the +transition from his normal dispositions to their opposite, which had +already begun. “Bill Gerrish has done more for Hatboro' than any other man +in the place. He's the only man that holds the church together, because he +knows the value of _faith_.” He said this without a trace of irony, +glaring at Annie with fierce defiance. “You come back here, and try to set +up for a saint in a town where William B. Gerrish has done--has done more +to establish the dry-goods business on a metro-me-tro-politan basis than +any other man out of New York or Boston.” + +He stopped and looked round, mystified, as if this were not the point which +he had been aiming at. + +Lyra broke into a spluttering laugh, and suddenly checked herself. Putney +smiled slightly. “Pretty good, eh? Say, where was I?” he asked slyly. Lyra +hid her face behind Annie's shoulder. “What's that dress you got on? What's +all this about, anyway? Oh yes, I know. _Romeo and Juliet_--Social +Union. Well,” he resumed, with a frown, “there's too much _Romeo and +Juliet_, too much Social Union, in this town already.” He stopped, and +seemed preparing to launch some deadly phrase at Mrs. Wilmington, but he +only said, “You're all right, Lyra.” + +“Mrs. Munger,” said Mr. Gerrish, “we must be going. Good night, ma'am. Mrs. +Gerrish, it's time the children were at home.” + +“Of course it is,” said Putney, watching the Gerrishes getting their +children together. He waved his hand after them, and called out, “William +Gerrish, you're a man; I honour you.” + +He laid hold of the piano and pulled himself to his feet, and seemed to +become aware, for the first time, of his wife, where she stood with their +boy beside her. + +“What you doing here with that child at this time of night?” he shouted at +her, all that was left of the man in his eyes changing into the glare of a +pitiless brute. “Why don't you go home? You want to show people what I did +to him? You want to publish my shame, do you? Is that it? Look here!” + +He began to work himself along toward her by help of the piano. A step was +heard on the piazza without, and Dr. Morrell entered through the open +window. + +“Come now, Putney,” he said gently. The other men closed round them. + +Putney stopped. “What's this? Interfering in family matters? You better +go home and look after your own wives, if you got any. Get out the way, +'n' you mind your own business, Doc. Morrell. You meddle too much.” + His speech was thickening and breaking. “You think science going do +everything--evolution! Talk me about evolution! What's evolution done +for Hatboro'? 'Volved Gerrish's store. One day of Christianity--real +Christianity--Where's that boy? If I get hold of him--” + +He lunged forward, and Jack Wilmington and young Munger stepped before him. + +Mrs. Putney had not moved, nor lost the look of sad, passive vigilance +which she had worn since her husband reappeared. + +She pushed the men aside. + +“Ralph, behave yourself! _Here's_ Winthrop, and we want you to take us +home. Come now!” She passed her arm through his, and the boy took his other +hand. The action, so full of fearless custom and wonted affection from them +both, seemed with her words to operate another total change in his mood. + +“All right; I'm going, Ellen. Got to say good night Mrs. Munger, that's +all.” He managed to get to her, with his wife on his arm and his boy at his +side. “Want to thank you for a pleasant evening, Mrs. Munger--want to thank +you--” + +“And _I_ want to thank you _too_, Mrs. Munger,” said Mrs. Putney, +with an intensity of bitterness no repetition of the words could give, +“It's been a pleasant evening for _me_!” + +Putney wished to stop and explain, but his wife pulled him away. + +Dr. Morrell and Annie followed to get them safely into the carriage; he +went with them, and when she came back Mrs. Munger was saying: “I will +leave it to Mr. Wilmington, or any one, if I'm to blame. It had quite gone +out of my head about Mr. Putney. There was plenty of coffee, besides, and +if everything that could harm particular persons had to be kept out of the +way, society couldn't go on. We ought to consider the greatest good of the +greatest number.” She looked round from one to another for support. No one +said anything, and Mrs. Munger, trembling on the verge of a collapse, made +a direct appeal: “Don't you think so, Mr. Peck?” + +The minister broke his silence with reluctance. “It's sometimes best to +have the effect of error unmistakable. Then we are sure it's error.” + +Mrs. Munger gave a sob of relief into her handkerchief. “Yes, that's just +what I say.” + +Lyra bent her face on her arm, and Jack Wilmington put his head out of the +window where he stood. + +Mr. Peck remained staring at Mrs. Munger, as if doubtful what to do. Then +he said: “You seem not to have understood me, ma'am. I should be to blame +if I left you in doubt. You have been guilty of forgetting your brother's +weakness, and if the consequence has promptly followed in his shame, it is +for you to realise it. I wish you a good evening.” + +He went out with a dignity that thrilled Annie. Lyra leaned toward her and +said, choking with laughter, “He's left Idella asleep upstairs. We haven't +_any_ of us got _perfect_ memories, have we?” + +“Run after him!” Annie said to Jack Wilmington, in undertone, “and get him +into my carriage. I'll get the little girl. Lyra, _don't_ speak of +it.” + +“Never!” said Mrs. Wilmington, with delight. “I'm solid for Mr. Peck every +time.” + + + + +XIX. + + +Annie made up a bed for Idella on a wide, old-fashioned lounge in her room, +and put her away in it, swathed in a night-gown which she found among +the survivals of her own childish clothing in that old chest of drawers. +When she woke in the morning she looked across at the little creature, +with a tender sense of possession and protection suffusing her troubled +recollections of the night before. Idella stirred, stretched herself with +a long sigh, and then sat up and stared round the strange place as if she +were still in a dream. + +“Would you like to come in here with me?” Annie suggested from her bed. + +The child pushed back her hair with her little hands, and after waiting to +realise the situation to the limit of her small experience, she said, with +a smile that showed her pretty teeth, “Yes.” + +“Then come.” + +Idella tumbled out of bed, pulling up the nightgown, which was too long for +her, and softly thumped across the carpet. Annie leaned over and lifted her +up, and pressed the little face to her own, and felt the play of the quick, +light breath over her cheek. + +“Would you like to stay with me--live with me--Idella?” she asked. + +The child turned her face away, and hid a roguish smile in the pillow. “I +don't know.” + +“Would you like to be my little girl?” + +“No.” + +“No? Why not?” + +“Because--because”--she seemed to search her mind--“because your +night-gowns are too long.” + +“Oh, is that all? That's no reason. Think of something else.” + +Idella rubbed her face hard on the pillow. “You dress up cats.” + +She lifted her face, and looked with eyes of laughing malice into Annie's, +and Annie pushed her face against Idella's neck and cried, “You're a +rogue!” + +The little one screamed with laughter and gurgled: “Oh, you tickle! You +tickle!” + +They had a childish romp, prolonged through the details of Idella's washing +and dressing, and Annie tried to lose, in her frolic with the child, the +anxieties that had beset her waking; she succeeded in confusing them with +one another in one dull, indefinite pain. + +She wondered when Mr. Peck would come for Idella, but they were still at +their belated breakfast when Mrs. Bolton came in to say that Bolton had met +the minister on his way up, and had asked him if Idella might not stay the +week out with them. + +“I don' know but he done more'n he'd ought. + +“But she can be with us the rest part, when you've got done with her.” + +“I haven't begun to get done with her,” said Annie. “I'm glad Mr. Bolton +asked.” + +After breakfast Bolton himself appeared, to ask if Idella might go up to +the orchard with him. Idella ran out of the room and came back with her hat +on, and tugging to get into her shabby little sack. Annie helped her with +it, and Idella tucked her hand into Bolton's loose, hard fist, and gave it +a pull toward the door. + +“Well, I don't see but what she's goin',” he said. + +“Yes; you'd better ask her the next time if _I_ can go,” said Annie. + +“Well, why don't you?” asked Bolton, humouring the joke. “I guess you'd +enjoy it about as well as any. We're just goin' for a basket of wind-falls +for pies. I guess we ain't a-goin' to be gone a great while.” + +Annie watched them up the lane from the library window with a queer grudge +at heart; Bolton stiffly lumbering forward at an angle of forty-five +degrees, the child whirling and dancing at his side, and now before and now +after him. + +At the sound of wheels on the gravel before the front door, Annie turned +away with such an imperative need of its being Dr. Morrell's buggy that it +was almost an intolerable disappointment to find it Mrs. Munger's phaeton. + +Mrs. Munger burst in upon her in an excitement which somehow had an effect +of premeditation. + +“Miss Kilburn, I wish to know what you think of Mr. and Mrs. Putney's +behaviour to me, and Mr. Peck's, in my own house, last night. They are +friends of yours, and I wish to know if you approve of it. I come to +you _as_ their friend, and I am sure you will feel as I do that my +hospitality has been abused. It was an outrage for Mr. Putney to get +intoxicated in my house; and for Mr. Peck to attack me as he did before +everybody, because Mr. Putney had taken advantage of his privileges, was +abominable. I am not a member of his church; and even if I were, he would +have had no right to speak so to me.” + +Annie felt the blood fly to her head, and she waited a moment to regain her +coolness. “I wonder you came to ask me, Mrs. Munger, if you were so sure +that I agreed with you. I'm certainly Mr. and Mrs. Putney's friend, and +so far as admiring Mr. Peck's sincerity and goodness is concerned, I'm +_his_ friend. But I'm obliged to say that you're mistaken about the +rest.” + +She folded her hands at her waist, and stood up very straight, looking +firmly at Mrs. Munger, who made a show of taking a new grip of her senses +as she sank unbidden into a chair. + +“Why, what do you mean, Miss Kilburn?” + +“It seems to me that I needn't say.” + +“Why, but you must! You _must_, you know. I can't be _left_ so! I +must know where I _stand_! I must be sure of my _ground_! I can't +go on without understanding just how much you mean by my being mistaken.” + +She looked Annie in the face with eyes superficially expressive of +indignant surprise, and Annie perceived that she wished to restore herself +in her own esteem by browbeating some one else into the affirmation of her +innocence. + +“Well, if you must know, Mrs. Munger, I mean that you ought to have +remembered Mr. Putney's infirmity, and that it was cruel to put temptation +in his way. Everybody knows that he can't resist it, and that he is making +such a hard fight to keep out of it. And then, if you press me for an +opinion, I must say that you were not justifiable in asking Mr. Peck to +take part in a social entertainment when we had explicitly dropped that +part of the affair.” + +Mrs. Munger had not pressed Annie for an opinion on this point at all; but +in their interest in it they both ignored the fact. Mrs. Munger tacitly +admitted her position in retorting, “He needn't have stayed.” + +“You made him stay--you remember how--and he couldn't have got away without +being rude.” + +“And you think he wasn't rude to scold me before my guests?” + +“He told you the truth. He didn't wish to say anything, but you forced him +to speak, just as you have forced me.” + +“Forced _you_? Miss Kilburn!” + +“Yes. I don't at all agree with Mr. Peck in many things, but he is a good +man, and last night he spoke the truth. I shouldn't be speaking it if I +didn't tell you I thought so.” + +“Very well, then,” said Mrs. Munger, rising. + +“After this you can't expect me to have anything to do with the Social +Union; you couldn't _wish_ me to, if that's your opinion of my +character.” + +“I haven't expressed any opinion of your character, Mrs. Munger, if you'll +remember, please; and as for the Social Union, I shall have nothing further +to do with it myself.” + +Annie drew herself up a little higher, and silently waited for her visitor +to go. + +But Mrs. Munger remained. + +“I don't believe Mrs. Putney herself would say what you have said,” she +remarked, after an embarrassing moment. “If it were really so I should be +willing to make any reparation--to acknowledge it. Will you go with me to +Mrs. Putney's? I have my phaeton here, and--” + +“I shouldn't dream of going to Mrs. Putney's with you.” + +Mrs. Munger urged, with the effect of invincible argument: “I've been down +in the village, and I've talked to a good many about it--some of them +hadn't heard of it before--and I must say, Miss Kilburn, that people +generally take a very different view of it from what you do. They think +that my hospitality has been shamefully abused. Mr. Gates said he should +think I would have Mr. Putney arrested. But I don't care for all that. What +I wish is to prove to you that I am right; and if I can go with you to call +on Mrs. Putney, I shall not care what any one else says. Will you come?” + +“Certainly not,” cried Annie. + +They both stood a moment, and in this moment Dr. Morrell drove up, and +dropped his hitching-weight beyond Mrs. Munger's phaeton. + +As he entered she said: “We will let Dr. Morrell decide. I've been asking +Miss Kilburn to go with me to Mrs. Putney's. I think it would be a graceful +and proper thing for me to do, to express my sympathy and interest, and to +hear what Mrs. Putney really has to say. Don't _you_ think I ought to +go to see her, doctor?” + +The doctor laughed. “I can't prescribe in matters of social duty. But what +do you want to see Mrs. Putney for?” + +“What for? Why, doctor, on account of Mr. Putney--what took place last +night.” + +“Yes? What was that?” + +“What was _that_? Why, his strange behaviour--his--his intoxication.” + +“Was he intoxicated? Did you think so?” + +“Why, you were there, doctor. Didn't you think so?” + +Annie looked at him with as much astonishment as Mrs. Munger. + +The doctor laughed again. “You can't always tell when Putney's joking; he's +a great joker. Perhaps he was hoaxing.” + +“Oh doctor, do you think he _could_ have been?” said Mrs. Munger, with +clasped hands. “It would make me the happiest woman in the world! I'd +forgive him all he's made me suffer. But _you're_ joking _now_, +doctor?” + +“You can't tell when people are joking. If I'm not, does it follow that I'm +really intoxicated?” + +“Oh, but that's nonsense, Dr. Morrell. That's mere--what do you call +it?--chop logic. But I don't mind it. I grasp at a straw.” Mrs. Munger +grasped at a straw of the mind, to show how. “But what _do_ you mean?” + +“Well, Mrs. Putney wasn't intoxicated last night, but she's not well this +morning. I'm afraid she couldn't see you.” + +“Just as you _say_, doctor,” cried Mrs. Munger, with mounting +cheerfulness. “I _wish_ I knew just how much you meant, and how +little.” She moved closer to the doctor, and bent a look of candid fondness +upon him. “But I know you're trying to mystify me.” + +She pursued him with questions which he easily parried, smiling and +laughing. At the end she left him to Annie, with adieux that were almost +radiant. “Anyhow, I shall take the benefit of the doubt, and if Mr. Putney +was hoaxing, I shall not give myself away. _Do_ find out what he +means, Miss Kilburn, won't you?” She took hold of Annie's unoffered hand, +and pressed it in a double leathern grasp, and ran out of the room with a +lightness of spirit which her physical bulk imperfectly expressed. + + + + +XX. + + +“Well?” said Annie, to the change which came over Morrell's face when Mrs. +Munger was gone. + +“Oh, it's a miserable business! He must go on now to the end of his +debauch. He's got past doing any mischief, I'm thankful to say. But I had +hoped to tide him over a while longer, and now that fool has spoiled +everything. Well!” + +Annie's heart warmed to his vexation, and she postponed another emotion. +“Yes, she _is_ a fool. I wish you had qualified the term, doctor.” + +They looked at each other solemnly, and then laughed. “It won't do for a +physician to swear,” said Morrell. “I wish you'd give me a cup of coffee. +I've been up all night.” + +“With Ralph?” + +“With Putney.” + +“You shall have it instantly; that is, as instantly as Mrs. Bolton can +kindle up a fire and make it.” She went out to the kitchen, and gave the +order with an imperiousness which she softened in Dr. Morrell's interest by +explaining rather fully to Mrs. Bolton. + +When she came back she wanted to talk seriously, tragically, about Putney. +But the doctor would not. He said that it paid to sit up with Putney, drunk +or sober, and hear him go on. He repeated some things Putney said about Mr. +Peck, about Gerrish, about Mrs. Munger. + +“But why did you try to put her off in that way--to make her believe he +wasn't intoxicated?” asked Annie, venting her postponed emotion, which was +of disapproval. + +“I don't know. It came into my head. But she knows better.” + +“It was rather cruel; not that she deserves any mercy. She caught so at the +idea.” + +“Oh yes, I saw that. She'll humbug herself with it, and you'll see that +before night there'll be two theories of Putney's escapade. I think the +last will be the popular one. It will jump with the general opinion of +Putney's ability to carry anything out. And Mrs. Munger will do all she can +to support it.” + +Mrs. Bolton brought in the coffee-pot, and Annie hesitated a moment, with +her hand on it, before pouring out a cup. + +“I don't like it,” she said. + +“I know you don't. But you can say that it wasn't Putney who hoaxed Mrs. +Munger, but Dr. Morrell.” + +“Oh, you didn't either of you hoax her.” + +“Well, then, there's no harm done.” + +“I'm not so sure.” + +“And you won't give me any coffee?” + +“Oh yes, I'll give you some _coffee_,” said Annie, with a sigh of +baffled scrupulosity that made them both laugh. + +He broke out again after he had begun to drink his coffee. + +“Well?” she demanded, from her own lapse into silence. + +“Oh, nothing! Only Putney. He wants Brother Peck, as he calls him, to unite +all the religious elements of Hatboro' in a church of his own, and send +out missionaries to the heathen of South Hatboro' to preach a practical +Christianity. He makes South Hatboro' stand for all that's worldly and +depraved.” + +“Poor Ralph! Is that the way he talks?” + +“Oh, not all the time. He talks a great many other ways.” + +“I wonder you can laugh.” + +“He's been very severe on Brother Peck for neglecting the discipline of +his child. He says he ought to remember his duty to others, and save the +community from having the child grow up into a capricious, wilful woman. +Putney was very hard upon your sex, Miss Kilburn. He attributed nearly all +the trouble in the world to women's wilfulness and caprice.” + +He looked across the table at her with his merry eyes, whose sweetness +she felt even in her sudden preoccupation with the notion which she now +launched upon him, leaning forward and pushing some books and magazines +aside, as if she wished to have nothing between her need and his response. + +“Dr. Morrell, what should you think of my asking Mr. Peck to give me his +little girl?” + +“To give you his--” + +“Yes. Let me take Idella--keep her--adopt her! I've nothing to do, as you +know very well, and she'd be an occupation; and it would be far better +for her. What Ralph says is true. She's growing up without any sort of +training; and I think if she keeps on she will be mischievous to herself +and every one else.” + +“Really?” asked the doctor. “Is it so bad as that?” + +“Of course not. And of course I don't want Mr. Peck to renounce all claim +to his child; but to let me have her for the present, or indefinitely, and +get her some decent clothes, and trim her hair properly, and give her some +sort of instruction--” + +“May I come in?” drawled Mrs. Wilmington's mellow voice, and Annie turned +and saw Lyra peering round the edge of the half-opened library door. “I've +been discreetly hemming and scraping and hammering on the wood-work so as +not to overhear, and I'd have gone away if I hadn't been afraid of being +overheard.” + +“Oh, come in, Lyra,” said Annie; and she hoped that she had kept the spirit +of resignation with which she spoke out of her voice. + +Dr. Morrell jumped up with an apparent desire to escape that wounded and +exasperated her. She put out her hand quite haughtily to him and asked, +“Oh, must you go?” + +“Yes. How do you do, Mrs. Wilmington? You'd better get Miss Kilburn to give +you a cup of her coffee.” + +“Oh, I will,” said Lyra. She forbore any reference, even by a look, to the +intimate little situation she had disturbed. + +Morrell added to Annie: “I like your plan. It's the best thing you could +do.” + +She found she had been keeping his hand, and in the revulsion from wrath to +joy she violently wrung it. + +“I'm _so_ glad!” She could not help following him to the door, in the +hope that he would say something more, but he did not, and she could only +repeat her rapturous gratitude in several forms of incoherency. + +She ran back to Mrs. Wilmington. “Lyra, what do you think of my taking Mr. +Peck's little girl?” + +Mrs. Wilmington never allowed herself to seem surprised at anything; she +was, in fact, surprised at very few things. She had got into the easiest +chair in the room, and she answered from it, with a luxurious interest in +the affair, “Well, you know what people will say, Annie.” + +“No, I don't. _What_ will they say?” + +“That you're after Mr. Peck pretty openly.” + +Annie turned scarlet. “And when they find I'm _not_?” she demanded +with severity, that had no effect upon Lyra. + +“Then they'll say you couldn't get him.” + +“They may say what they please. What do you think of the plan?” + +“I think it would be the greatest blessing for the poor little thing,” said +Lyra, with a nearer approach to seriousness than she usually made. “And the +greatest care for you,” she added, after a moment. + +“I shall not care for the care. I shall be glad of it--thankful for it,” + cried Annie fervidly. + +“If you can get it,” Lyra suggested. + +“I believe I can get it. I believe I can make Mr. Peck see that it's a +duty. I shall ask him to regard it as a charity to me--as a mercy.” + +“Well, that's a good way to work upon Mr. Peck's feelings,” said Lyra +demurely. “Was that the plan that Dr. Morrell approved of so highly?” + +“Yes.” + +“I didn't know but it was some course of treatment. You pressed his hand +so affectionately. I said to myself, Well, Annie's either an enthusiastic +patient, or else--” + +“What?” demanded Annie, at the little stop Lyra made. + +“Well, you know what people do _say_, Annie.” + +“What?” + +“Why, that you're very much out of health, or--” Lyra made another of her +tantalising stops. + +“Or what?” + +“Or Dr. Morrell is very much in love.” + +“Lyra, I can't allow you to say such things to me.” + +“No; that's what I've kept saying to myself all the time. But you would +have it _out_ of me. _I_ didn't want to say it.” + +It was impossible to resist Lyra's pretended deprecation. Annie laughed. “I +suppose I can't help people's talking, and I ought to be too old to care.” + +“You ought, but you're not,” said Lyra flatteringly. “Well, Annie, what do +you think of our little evening at Mrs. Munger's in the dim retrospect? +Poor Ralph! What did the doctor say about him?” She listened with so keen +a relish for the report of Putney's sayings that Annie felt as if she had +been turning the affair into comedy for Lyra's amusement. “Oh dear, I wish +I could hear him! I thought I should have died last night when he came +back, and began to scare everybody blue with his highly personal remarks. +I wish he'd had time to get round to the Northwicks.” + +“Lyra,” said Annie, nerving herself to the office; “don't you think it was +wicked to treat that poor girl as you did?” + +“Well, I suppose that's the way some people might look at it,” said Lyra +dispassionately. + +“Then how--_how_ could you do it?” + +“Oh, it's easy enough to behave wickedly, Annie, when you feel like it,” + said Lyra, much amused by Annie's fervour, apparently. “Besides, I don't +know that it was so _very_ wicked. What makes you think it was?” + +“Oh, it wasn't that merely. Lyra, may I--_may_ I speak to you plainly, +frankly--like a sister?” Annie's heart filled with tenderness for Lyra, +with the wish to help her, to save a person who charmed her so much. + +“Well, like a _step_-sister, you may,” said Lyra demurely. + +“It wasn't for her sake alone that I hated to see it. It was for your +sake--for _his_ sake.” + +“Well, that's very kind of you, Annie,” said Lyra, without the least +resentment. “And I know what you mean. But it really doesn't hurt +either Jack or me. I'm not very goody-goody, Annie; I don't pretend to +be; but I'm not very baddy-baddy either. I assure you”--Lyra laughed +mischievously--“I'm one of the very few persons in Hatboro' who are better +than they should be.” + +“I know it, Lyra--I know it. But you have no right to keep him from taking +a fancy to some young girl--and marrying her; to keep him to yourself; to +make people talk.” + +“There's something in that,” Lyra assented, with impartiality. “But I don't +think it would be well for Jack to marry yet; and if I see him taking a +fancy to any real nice girl, I sha'n't interfere with him. But I shall be +very _particular_, Annie.” + +She looked at Annie with such a droll mock earnest, and shook her head with +such a burlesque of grandmotherly solicitude, that Annie laughed in spite +of herself. “Oh, Lyra, Lyra!” + +“And as for me,” Lyra went on, “I assure you I don't care for the little +bit of harm it does me.” + +“But you ought--you ought!” cried Annie. “You ought to respect yourself +enough to care. You ought to respect other women enough.” + +“Oh, I guess I'd let the balance of the sex slide, Annie,” said Lyra. + +“No, you mustn't; you can't. We are all bound together; we owe everything +to each other.” + +“Isn't that rather Peckish?” Lyra suggested. + +“I don't know. But it's true, Lyra. And I shouldn't be ashamed of getting +it from Mr. Peck.” + +“Oh, I didn't say you would be.” + +“And I hope you won't be hurt with me. I know that it's a most +unwarrantable thing to speak to you about such a matter; but you know why +I do it.” + +“Yes, I suppose it's because you like me; and I appreciate that, I assure +you, Annie.” + +Lyra was soberer than she had yet been, and Annie felt that she was really +gaining ground. “And your husband; you ought to respect _him_--” + +Lyra laughed out with great relish. “Oh, now, Annie, you _are_ joking! +Why in the _world_ should I respect Mr. Wilmington? An old man like +him marrying a young girl like me!” She jumped up and laughed at the look +in Annie's face. “Will you go round with me to the Putneys? thought Ellen +might like to see us.” + +“No, no. I can't go,” said Annie, finding it impossible to recover at once +from the quite unanswerable blow her sense of decorum--she thought it her +moral sense--had received. + +“Well, you'll be glad to have _me_ go, anyway,” said Lyra. She saw +Annie shrinking from her, and she took hold of her, and pulled her up and +kissed her. “You dear old thing! I wouldn't hurt your feelings for the +world. And whichever it is, Annie, the parson or the doctor, I wish him +joy.” + +That afternoon, as Annie was walking to the village, the doctor drove up to +the sidewalk, and stopped near her. “Miss Kilburn, I've got a letter from +home. They write me about my mother in a way that makes me rather anxious, +and I shall run down to Chelsea this evening.” + +“Oh, I'm sorry for your bad news. I hope it's nothing serious.” + +“She's old; that's the only cause for anxiety. But of course I must go.” + +“Oh yes, indeed. I do hope you'll find all right with her.” + +“Thank you very much. I'm sorry that I must leave Putney at such a time. +But I leave him with Mr. Peck, who's promised to be with him. I thought +you'd like to know.” + +“Yes, I do; it's very kind of you--very kind indeed.” + +“Thank you,” said the doctor. It was not the phrase exactly, but it served +the purpose of the cordial interest in which they parted as well as +another. + + + + +XXI. + + +During the days that Mr. Peck had consented to leave Idella with her Annie +took the whole charge of the child, and grew into an intimacy with her +that was very sweet. It was not necessary to this that Idella should be +always tractable and docile, which she was not, but only that she should +be affectionate and dependent; Annie found that she even liked her to be +a little baddish; it gave her something to forgive; and she experienced a +perverse pleasure in discovering that the child of a man so self-forgetful +as Mr. Peck was rather more covetous than most children. It also amused her +that when some of Idella's shabby playmates from Over the Track casually +found their way to the woods past Annie's house, and tried to tempt Idella +to go with them, the child disowned them, and ran into the house from +them; so soon was she alienated from her former life by her present social +advantages. She apparently distinguished between Annie and the Boltons, or +if not quite this, she showed a distinct preference for her company, and +for her part of the house. She hung about Annie with a flattering curiosity +and interest in all she did. She lost every trace of shyness with her, but +developed an intense admiration for her in every way--for her dresses, her +rings, her laces, for the elegancies that marked her a gentlewoman. She +pronounced them prettier than Mrs. Warner's things, and the house prettier +and larger. + +“Should you like to live with me?” Annie asked. + +The child seemed to reflect. Then she said, with the indirection of her age +and sex, pushing against Annie's knee, “I don't know what your name is.” + +“Have you never heard my name? It's Annie. How do you like it?” + +“It's--it's too short,” said the child, from her readiness always to answer +something that charmed Annie. + +“Well, then you can make it longer. You can call me Aunt Annie. I think +that will be better for a little girl; don't you?” + +“Mothers can whip, but aunts can't,” said Idella, bringing a practical +knowledge, acquired from her observation of life Over the Track, to a +consideration of the proposed relation. + +“I know _one_ aunt who won't,” said Annie, touched by the reply. + +Saturday evening Idella's father came for her; and with a preamble which +seemed to have been unnecessary when he understood it, Annie asked him to +let her keep the child, at least till he had settled himself in a house of +his own, or, she hinted, in some way more comfortable for Idella than he +was now living. In her anxiety to make him believe that she was not taking +too great a burden on her hands, she became slowly aware that no fear of +this had apparently troubled him, and that he was looking at the whole +matter from a point outside of questions of polite ceremonial, even of +personal feeling. + +She was vexed a little with his insensibility to the favour she meant the +child, and she could not help trying to make him realise it. “I don't +promise always to be the best guide, philosopher, and friend that Idella +could have”--she took this light tone because she found herself afraid of +him--“but I think I shall be a little improvement on some of her friends +Over the Track. At least, if she wants my cat, she shall have it without +fighting for it.” + +Mr. Peck looked up with question, and she went on to tell him of a struggle +which she had seen one day between Idella and a small Irish boy for a +kitten; it really belonged to the boy, but Idella carried it off. + +The minister listened attentively. At the end: “Yes,” he said, “that lust +of possession is something all but impossible, even with constant care, +to root out of children. I have tried to teach Idella that nothing is +rightfully hers except while she can use it; but it is hard to make her +understand, and when she is with other children she forgets.” + +Annie could not believe at first that he was serious, and then she was +disposed to laugh. “Really, Mr. Peck,” she began, “I can't think it's so +important that a little thing like Idella should be kept from coveting +a kitten as that she should be kept from using naughty words and from +scratching and biting.” + +“I know,” Mr. Peck consented. “That is the usual way of looking at such +things.” + +“It seems to me,” said Annie, “that it's the common-sense way.” + +“Perhaps. But upon the whole, I don't agree with you. It is bad for the +child to use naughty words and to scratch and bite; that's part of the +warfare in which we all live; but it's worse for her to covet, and to wish +to keep others from having.” + +“I don't wonder you find it hard to make her understand that.” + +“Yes, it's hard with all of us. But if it is ever to be easier we must +begin with the children.” + +He was silent, and Annie did not say anything. She was afraid that she had +not helped her cause. “At least,” she finally ventured, “you can't object +to giving Idella a little rest from the fray. Perhaps if she finds that she +can get things without fighting for them, she'll not covet them so much.” + +“Yes,” he said, with a dim smile that left him sad again, “there is some +truth in that. But I'm not sure that I have the right to give her +advantages of any kind, to lift her above the lot, the chance, of the least +fortunate--” + +“Surely, we are bound to provide for those of our own household,” said +Annie. + +“Who are those of our own household?” asked the minister. “All mankind are +those of our own household. These are my mother and my brother and my +sister.” + +“Yes, I know,” said Annie, somewhat eagerly quitting this difficult ground. +“But you can leave her with me at least till you get settled,” she +faltered, “if you don't wish it to be for longer.” + +“Perhaps it may not be for long,” he answered, “if you mean my settlement +in Hatboro'. I doubt,” he continued, lifting his eyes to the question in +hers, “whether I shall remain here.” + +“Oh, I hope you will,” cried Annie. She thought she must make a pretence of +misunderstanding him. “I supposed you were very much satisfied with your +work here.” + +“I am not satisfied with myself in my work,” replied the minister; “and I +know that I am far from acceptable to many others in it.” + +“You are acceptable to those who are best able to appreciate you, Mr. +Peck,” she protested, “and to people of every kind. I'm sure it's only a +question of time when you will be thoroughly acceptable to all. I want +you to understand, Mr. Peck,” she added, “that I was shocked and ashamed +the other night at your being tricked into countenancing a part of the +entertainment you were promised should be dropped. I had nothing to do +with it.” + +“It was very unimportant, after all,” the minister said, “as far as I was +concerned. In fact, I was interested to see the experiment of bringing the +different grades of society together.” + +“It seems to me it was an utter failure,” suggested Annie. + +“Quite. But it was what I expected.” + +There appeared an uncandour in this which Annie could not let pass even if +it imperilled her present object to bring up the matter of past contention. +“But when we first talked of the Social Union you opposed it because it +wouldn't bring the different classes together.” + +“Did you understand that? Then I failed to make myself clear. I wished +merely to argue that the well-meaning ladies who suggested it were not +intending a social union at all. In fact, such a union in our present +condition of things, with its division of classes, is impossible--as Mrs. +Munger's experiment showed--with the best will on both sides. But, as I +said, the experiment was interesting, though unimportant, except as it +resulted in heart-burning and offence.” + +They were on the same ground, but they had reached it from starting-points +so opposite that Annie felt it very unsafe. In her fear of getting into +some controversy with Mr. Peck that might interfere with her designs +regarding Idella, she had a little insincerity in saying: “Mrs. Munger's +bad faith in that was certainly unimportant compared with her part in poor +Mr. Putney's misfortune. That was the worst thing; that's what I +_can't_ forgive.” + +Mr. Peck said nothing to this, and Annie, somewhat daunted by his silence, +proceeded. “I've had the satisfaction of telling her what I thought on both +points. But Ralph--Mr. Putney--I hear, has escaped this time with less than +his usual--” + +She did not know what lady-like word to use for spree, and so she stopped. + +Mr. Peck merely said, “He has shown great self-control;” and she perceived +that he was not going to say more. He listened patiently to the reasons she +gave for not having offered Mrs. Putney anything more than passive sympathy +at a time when help could only have cumbered and kindness wounded her, but +he made no sign of thinking them either necessary or sufficient. In the +meantime he had not formally consented to Idella's remaining with her, and +Annie prepared to lead back to that affair as artfully as she could. + +“I really want you to believe, Mr. Peck, that I think very differently on +_some_ points from what I did when we first talked about the Social +Union, and I have you to thank for seeing things in a new light. And you +needn't,” she added lightly, “be afraid of my contaminating Idella's mind +with any wicked ideas. I'll do my best to keep her from coveting kittens +or property of any kind; though I've always heard my father say that +civilisation was founded upon the instinct of ownership, and that it was +the only thing that had advanced the world. And if you dread the danger +of giving her advantages, as you say, or bettering her worldly lot,” she +continued, with a smile for his quixotic scruples, “why, I'll do my best to +reduce her blessings to a minimum; though I don't see why the poor little +thing shouldn't get some good from the inequalities that there always must +be in the world.” + +“I am not sure there always must be inequalities in the world,” answered +the minister. + +“There always have been,” cried Annie. + +“There always had been slavery, up to a certain time,” he replied. + +“Oh, but surely you don't compare the two!” Annie pleaded with what she +really regarded as a kind of lunacy in the good man. “In the freest +society, I've heard my father say, there is naturally an upward and +downward tendency; a perfect level is impossible. Some must rise, and some +must sink.” + +“But what do you mean by rising? If you mean in material things, in wealth +and the power over others that it gives--” + +“I don't mean that altogether. But there are other ways--in cultivation, +refinement, higher tastes and aims than the great mass of people can have. +You have risen yourself, Mr. Peck.” + +“I have risen, as you call it,” he said, with a meek sufferance of the +application of the point to himself. “Those who rise above the necessity of +work for daily bread are in great danger of losing their right relation to +other men, as I said when we talked of this before.” + +A point had remained in Annie's mind from her first talk with Dr. Morrell. +“Yes; and you said once that there could be no sympathy between the rich +and the poor--no real love--because they had not had the same experience of +life. But how is it about the poor who become rich? They have had the same +experience.” + +“Too often they make haste to forget that they were poor; they become hard +masters to those they have left behind them. They are eager to identify +themselves with those who have been rich longer than they. Some working-men +who now see this clearly have the courage to refuse to rise. Miss Kilburn, +why should I let you take my child out of the conditions of self-denial and +self-help to which she was born?” + +“I don't know,” said Annie rather blankly. Then she added impetuously: +“Because I love her and want her. I don't--I _won't_--pretend that +it's for her sake. It's for _my_ sake, though I can take better care +of her than you can. But I'm all alone in the world; I've neither kith nor +kin; nothing but my miserable money. I've set my heart on the child; I must +have her. At least let me keep her a while. I will be honest with you, Mr. +Peck. If I find I'm doing her harm and not good, I'll give her up. I should +wish you to feel that she is yours as much as ever, and if you _will_ +feel so, and come often to see her--I--I shall--be very glad, and--” she +stopped, and Mr. Peck rose. + +“Where is the child?” he asked, with a troubled air; and she silently led +the way to the kitchen, and left him at the door to Idella and the Boltons. +When she ventured back later he was gone, but the child remained. + +Half exultant and half ashamed, she promised herself that she really would +be true as far as possible to the odd notions of the minister in her +treatment of his child. When she undressed Idella for bed she noticed again +the shabbiness of her poor little clothes. She went through the bureau that +held her own childish things once more, but found them all too large for +Idella, and too hopelessly antiquated. She said to herself that on this +point at least she must be a law to herself. + +She went down to see Mrs. Bolton. “Isn't there some place in the village +where they have children's ready-made clothes for sale?” she asked. + +“Mr. Gerrish's,” said Mrs. Bolton briefly. + +Annie shook her head, drawing in her breath. “I shouldn't want to go there. +Is there nowhere else?” + +“There's a Jew place. They say he cheats.” + +“I dare say he doesn't cheat more than most Christians,” said Annie, +jumping from her chair. “I'll try the Jew place. I want you to come with +me, Mrs. Bolton.” + +They went together, and found a dress that they both decided would fit +Idella, and a hat that matched it. + +“I don't know as he'd like to have anything quite so nice,” said Mrs. +Bolton coldly. + +“I don't know as he has anything to say about it,” said Annie, mimicking +Mrs. Bolton's accent and syntax. + +They both meant Mr. Peck. Mrs. Bolton turned away to hide her pleasure in +Annie's audacity and extravagance. + +“Want I should carry 'em?” she asked, when they were out of the store. + +“No, I can carry them,” said Annie. + +She put them where Idella must see them as soon as she woke. + +It was late before she slept, and Idella's voice broke upon her dreams. The +child was sitting up in her bed, gloating upon the dress and hat hung and +perched upon the chair-back in the middle of the room. “Oh, whose is it? +Whose is it? Whose is it?” she screamed; and as Annie lifted herself on her +elbow, and looked over at her: “Is it mine? Is it mine?” + +Annie had thought of playing some joke; of pretending not to understand; of +delaying the child's pleasure; playing with it; teasing. But in the face of +this rapturous longing, she could only answer, “Yes.” + +“Mine? My very own? To have? To keep always?” + +“Yes.” + +Idella sprang from her bed, and flew upon the things with a primitive, +greedy transport in their possession. She could scarcely be held long +enough to be washed before the dress could be put on. + +“Be careful--be careful not to get it soiled now,” said Annie. + +“No; I won't spoil it.” She went quietly downstairs, and when Annie +followed, she found her posing before the long pier-glass in the parlour, +and twisting and turning for this effect and that. All the morning she +moved about prim and anxious; the wild-wood flower was like a hot-house +blossom wired for a bouquet. At the church door she asked Idella, “Would +you rather sit with Mrs. Bolton?” + +“No, no,” gasped the child intensely; “with _you_!” and she pushed her +hand into Annie's, and held fast to it. + +Annie's question had been suggested by a belated reluctance to appear +before so much of Hatboro' in charge of the minister's child. But now she +could not retreat, and with Idella's hand in hers she advanced blushing up +the aisle to her pew. + + + + +XXII. + + +The farmers' carry-alls filled the long shed beside the church, and their +leathern faces looked up, with their wives' and children's, at Mr. Peck +where he sat high behind the pulpit; a patient expectance suggested itself +in the men's bald or grizzled crowns, and in the fantastic hats and bonnets +of their women folks. The village ladies were all in the perfection of +their street costumes, and they compared well with three or four of the +ladies from South Hatboro', but the men with them spoiled all by the +inadequacy of their fashion. Mrs. Gates, the second of her name, was very +stylish, but the provision-man had honestly the effect of having got for +the day only into the black coat which he had bought ready-made for his +first wife's funeral. Mr. Wilmington, who appeared much shorter than his +wife as he sat beside her, was as much inferior to her in dress; he wore, +with the carelessness of a rich man who could afford simplicity, a loose +alpaca coat and a cambric neckcloth, over which he twisted his shrivelled +neck to catch sight of Annie, as she rustled up the aisle. Mrs. Gerrish--so +much as could be seen of her--was a mound of bugled velvet, topped by a +small bonnet, which seemed to have gone much to a fat black pompon; she sat +far within her pew, and their children stretched in a row from her side to +that of Mr. Gerrish, next the door. He did not look round at Annie, but +kept an attitude of fixed self-concentration, in harmony with the severe +old-school respectability of his dress; his wife leaned well forward to +see, and let all her censure appear in her eyes. + +Colonel Marvin, of the largest shoe-shop, showed the side of his large +florid face, with the kindly smile that seemed to hang loosely upon it; and +there was a good number of the hat-shop and shoe-shop hands of different +ages and sexes scattered about. The gallery, commonly empty or almost so, +showed groups and single figures dropped about here and there on its seats. + +The Putneys were in their pew, the little lame boy between the father and +mother, as their custom was. They each looked up at her as she passed, and +smiled in the slight measure of recognition which people permit themselves +in church. Putney was sitting with his head hanging forward in pathetic +dejection; his face, when he first lifted it to look at Annie in passing, +was haggard, but otherwise there was no consciousness in it of what had +passed since they had sat there the Sunday before. When his glance took in +Idella too, in her sudden finery, a light of friendly mocking came into it, +and seemed to comment the relation Annie had assumed to the child. + +Annie's pew was just in front of Lyra's, and Lyra pursed her mouth in +burlesque surprise as Annie got into it with Idella and turned round to +lift the child to the seat. While Mr. Peck was giving out the hymn, Lyra +leaned forward and whispered-- + +“Don't imagine that this turnout is _all_ on your account, Annie. He's +going to preach against the Social Union and the social glass.” + +The banter echoed a mechanical expectation in Annie's heart, which was +probably present in many others there. It was some time before she could +cast it out, even after he had taken his text, “I am the Resurrection and +the Life,” and she followed him with a mechanical disappointment at his +failure to meet it. + +He began by saying that he wished to dissociate his text in his hearers' +minds from the scent of the upturned earth, and the fall of clods upon +the coffin lid, and he asked them to join him in attempting to find in it +another meaning beside that which it usually carried. He believed that +those words of Christ ought to speak to us of this world as well as the +next, and enjoin upon us the example which we might all find in Him, as +well as promise us immortality with Him. As the minister went on, Annie +followed him with the interest which her belief that she heard between the +words inspired, and occasionally in a discontent with what seemed a +mystical, almost a fantastical, quality of his thought. + +“There is an evolution,” he continued, “in the moral as well as in the +material world, and good unfolds in greater good; that which was once +best ceases to be in that which is better. In the political world we have +striven forward to liberty as to the final good, but with this achieved we +find that liberty is only a means and not an end, and that we shall abuse +it as a means if we do not use it, even sacrifice it, to promote equality; +or in other words, equality is the perfect work, the evolution of liberty. +Patriotism has been the virtue which has secured an image of brotherhood, +rude and imperfect, to large numbers of men within certain limits, but +nationality must perish before the universal ideal of fraternity is +realised. Charity is the holiest of the agencies which have hitherto +wrought to redeem the race from savagery and despair; but there is +something holier yet than charity, something higher, something purer and +further from selfishness, something into which charity shall willingly grow +and cease, and that is _justice_. Not the justice of our Christless +codes, with their penalties, but the instinct of righteous shame which, +however dumbly, however obscurely, stirs in every honest man's heart when +his superfluity is confronted with another's destitution, and which is +destined to increase in power till it becomes the social as well as the +individual conscience. Then, in the truly Christian state, there shall be +no more asking and no more giving, no more gratitude and no more merit, no +more charity, but only and evermore justice; all shall share alike, and +want and luxury and killing toil and heartless indolence shall all cease +together. + +“It is in the spirit of this justice that I believe Christ shall come to +judge the world; not to condemn and punish so much as to reconcile and to +right. We live in an age of seeming preparation for indefinite war. The +lines are drawn harder and faster between the rich and the poor, and on +either side the forces are embattled. The working-men are combined in vast +organisations to withstand the strength of the capitalists, and these are +taking the lesson and uniting in trusts. The smaller industries are gone, +and the smaller commerce is being devoured by the larger. Where many little +shops existed one huge factory assembles manufacture; one large store, in +which many different branches of trade are united, swallows up the small +dealers. Yet in the labour organisations, which have their bad side, their +weak side, through which the forces of hell enter, I see evidence of the +fact that the poor have at last had pity on the poor, and will no more +betray and underbid and desert one another, but will stand and fall +together as brothers; and the monopolies, though they are founded upon +ruin, though they know no pity and no relenting, have a final significance +which we must not lose sight of. They prophesy the end of competition; +_they eliminate_ one element of strife, of rivalry, of warfare. But +woe to them through whose evil this good comes, to any man who prospers on +to ease and fortune, forgetful or ignorant of the ruin on which his success +is built. For that death the resurrection and the life seem not to be. +Whatever his creed or his religious profession, his state is more pitiable +than that of the sceptic, whose words perhaps deny Christ, but whose works +affirm Him. There has been much anxiety in the Church for the future of +the world abandoned to the godlessness of science, but I cannot share it. +If God is, nothing exists but from Him. He directs the very reason that +questions Him, and Christ rises anew in the doubt of him that the sins of +Christendom inspire. So far from dreading such misgiving as comes from +contemplating the disparity between the Church's profession and her +performance, I welcome it as another resurrection and a new life.” + +The minister paused and seemed about to resume, when a scuffling and +knocking noise drew all eyes toward the pew of the Gerrish family. Mr. +Gerrish had risen and flung open the door so sharply that it struck against +the frame-work of the pew, and he stood pulling his children, whom Mrs. +Gerrish urged from behind, one after another, into the aisle beside him. +One of them had been asleep, and he now gave way to the alarm which seizes +a small boy suddenly awakened. His mother tried to still him, stooping over +him and twitching him by the hand, with repeated “Sh! 'sh's!” as mothers +do, till her husband got her before him, and marched his family down the +aisle and out of the door. The noise of their feet over the floor of the +vestibule died away upon the stone steps outside. The minister allowed the +pause he had made to prolong itself painfully. He wavered, after clearing +his throat, as if to go on with his sermon, and then he said sadly, “Let us +pray!” + + + + +XXIII. + + +Putney stopped with his wife and boy and waited for Annie at the corner +of the street where their ways parted. She had eluded Lyra Wilmington in +coming down the aisle, and she had hurried to escape the sensation which +broke into eager talk among the people before they got out of church, and +which began with question whether one of the Gerrish children was sick, and +ended in the more satisfactory conviction that Mr. Gerrish was offended at +something in the sermon. + +“Well, Annie,” said Putney, with a satirical smile. + +“Oh, Ralph--Ellen--what does it mean?” + +“It means that Brother Gerrish thought Mr. Peck was hitting at him in +that talk about the large commerce, and it means business,” said Putney. +“Brother Gerrish has made a beginning, and I guess it's the beginning of +the end, unless we're all ready to take hold against him. What are you +going to do?” + +“Do? Anything! Everything! It was abominable! It was atrocious!” she +shuddered out with disgust. “How could he imagine that Mr. Peck would do +such a thing?” + +“Well, he's imagined it. But he doesn't mean to stay out of church; he +means to put Brother Peck out.” + +“We mustn't let him. That would be outrageous.” + +“That's the way Ellen and I feel about it,” said Putney; “but we don't know +how much of a party there is with us.” + +“But everybody--everybody must feel the same way about Mr. Gerrish's +behaviour? I don't see how you can be so quiet about it--you and Ellen!” + +Annie looked from one to another indignantly, and Putney laughed. + +“We're not _feeling_ quietly about it,” said Mrs. Putney. + +Putney took out a piece of tobacco, and bit off a large corner, and began +to chew vehemently upon it. “Hello, Idella!” he said to the little girl, +holding by Annie's hand and looking up intently at him, with childish +interest in what he was eating. “What a pretty dress you've got on!” + +“It's mine,” said the child. “To keep.” + +“Is that so? Well, it's a beauty.” + +“I'm going to wear it all the time.” + +“Is that so? Well, now, you and Winthrop step on ahead a little; I want to +see how you look in it. Splendid!” he said, as she took the boy's hand and +looked back over her shoulder for Putney's applause. “Lyra tells us you've +adopted her for the time being, Annie. I guess you'll have your hands full. +But, as I was going to say, about feeling differently, my experience is +that there's always a good-sized party for the perverse, simply because +it seems to answer a need in human nature. There's a fascination in it; +a man feels as if there must be something in it besides the perversity, +and because it's so obviously wrong it must be right. Don't you believe +but what a good half of the people in church to-day are pretty sure that +Gerrish had a good reason for behaving indecently. The very fact that he +did so carries conviction to some minds, and those are the minds we have +got to deal with. When he gets up in the next Society meeting there's a +mighty great danger that he'll have a strong party to back him.” + +“I can't believe it,” Annie broke out, but she was greatly troubled. “What +do you think, Ellen; that there's any danger of his carrying the day +against Mr. Peck?” + +“There's a great deal of dissatisfaction with Mr. Peck already, you know, +and I guess Ralph's right about the rest of it.” + +“Well, I'm glad I've taken a pew. I'm with you for Mr. Peck, Ralph, heart +and soul.” + +“As Brother Brandreth says about the Social Union. Well, that's right. I +shall count upon you. And speaking of the Social Union, I haven't seen you, +Annie, since that night at Mrs. Munger's. I suppose you don't expect me to +say anything in self-defence?” + +“No, Ralph, and you needn't; _I've_ defended you +sufficiently--justified you.” + +“That won't do,” said Putney. “Ellen and I have thought that all out, and +we find that I--or something that stood for me--was to blame, whoever else +was to blame, too; we won't mention the hospitable Mrs. Munger. When Dr. +Morrell had to go away Brother Peck took hold with me, and he suggested +good resolutions. I told him I'd tried 'em, and they never did me the least +good; but his sort really seemed to work. I don't know whether they would +work again; Ellen thinks they would. _I_ think we sha'n't ever need +anything again; but that's what I always think when I come out of it--like +a man with chills and fever.” + +“It was Dr. Morrell who asked Mr. Peck to come,” said Mrs. Putney; “and it +turned out for the best. Ralph got well quicker than he ever did before. Of +course, Annie,” she explained, “it must seem strange to you hearing us talk +of it as if it were a disease; but that's just like what it is--a raging +disease; and I can't feel differently about anything that happens in it, +though I do blame people for it.” Annie followed with tender interest the +loving pride that exonerated and idealised Putney in the words of the +woman who had suffered so much with him, and must suffer. “I couldn't help +speaking as I did to Mrs. Munger.” + +“She deserved it every word,” said Annie. “I wonder you didn't say more.” + +“Oh, hold on!” Putney interposed. “We'll allow that the local influences +were malarial, but I guess we can't excuse the invalid altogether. That's +Brother Peck's view; and I must say I found it decidedly tonic; it helped +to brace me up.” + +“I think he was too severe with you altogether,” said his wife. + +Putney laughed. “It was all I could do to keep Ellen from getting up and +going out of church too, when Brother Gerrish set the example. She's a +Gerrishite at heart.” + +“Well, remember, Ralph,” said Annie, “that I'm with you in whatever you +do to defeat that man. It's a good cause--a righteous cause--the cause of +justice; and we must do everything for it,” she said fervently. + +“Yes, any enormity is justifiable against injustice,” he suggested, “or the +unjust; it's the same thing.” + +“You know I don't mean that. I can trust you.” + +“I shall keep within the law, at any rate,” said Putney. + +“Well, Mrs. Bolton!” Annie called out, when she entered her house, and she +pushed on into the kitchen; she had not the patience to wait for her to +bring in the dinner before speaking about the exciting event at church. But +Mrs. Bolton would not be led up to the subject by a tacit invitation, and +after a suspense in which her zeal for Mr. Peck began to take a colour of +resentment toward Mrs. Bolton, Annie demanded, “What do you think of Mr. +Gerrish's scandalous behaviour?” + +Mrs. Bolton gave herself time to put a stick of wood into the stove, and to +punch it with the stove-lid handle before answering. “I don't know as it's +anything more than I expected.” + +Annie went on: “It was shameful! Do you suppose he really thought Mr. Peck +was referring to him in his sermon?” + +“I presume he felt the cap fit. But if it hadn't b'en one thing, 'twould +b'en another. Mr. Peck was bound to roil the brook for Mr. Gerrish's +drinkin', wherever he stood, up stream or down.” + +“Yes. He _is_ a wolf! A wolf in sheep's clothing,” said Annie +excitedly. + +“I d'know as you can call him a _wolf_, exactly,” returned Mrs. Bolton +dryly. “He's got his good points, I presume.” + +Annie was astounded. “Why, Mrs. Bolton, you're surely not going to justify +him?” + +Mrs. Bolton erected herself from cutting a loaf of her best bread into +slices, and stood with the knife in her hand, like a figure of Justice. +“Well, I _guess_ you no need to ask me a question like that, Miss +Kilburn. I hain't obliged to make up to Mr. Peck, though, for what I done +in the beginnin' by condemnin' everybuddy else without mercy now.” Mrs. +Bolton's eyes did not flash fire, but they sent out an icy gleam that went +as sharply to Annie's heart. + +Bolton came in from feeding the horse and cow in the barn, with a mealy tin +pan in his hand, from which came a mild, subdued radiance like that of his +countenance. He was not sensible of arriving upon a dramatic moment, and he +said, without noticing the attitude of either lady: “I see you walkin' home +with Mr. Putney, Miss Kilburn. What'd _he_ say?” + +“You mean about Mr. Gerrish? He thinks as we all do; that it was a +challenge to Mr. Peck's friends, and that we must take it up.” + +A light of melancholy satisfaction shone from Bolton's deeply shaded eyes. +“Well, he ain't one to lose time, not a great deal. I presume he's goin' to +work?” + +“At once,” said Annie. “He says Mr. Gerrish will be sure to bring his +grievance up at the next Society meeting, and we must be ready to meet +him, and out-talk him and out-vote him.” She reported these phrases from +Putney's lips. + +“Well, I guess if it was out-talkin', Mr. Putney wouldn't have much trouble +about it. And as far forth as votin' goes, I don't believe but what we can +carry the day.” + +“We couldn't,” said Mrs. Bolton from the pantry, where she had gone to +put the bread away in its stone jar, “if it was left to the church.” + She accented the last word with the click of the jar lid, and came out. + +“Well, it ain't a church question. It's a Society question.” + +Mrs. Bolton replied, on her passage to the dining-room with the plate of +sliced bread: “I can't make it seem right to have the minister a Society +question. Seems to me that the church members'd ought have the say.” + +“Well, you can't make the discipline over to suit everybody,” said Bolton. +“I presume it was ordered for a wise purpose.” + +“Why, land alive, Oliver Bolton,” his wife shouted back from the remoteness +to which his words had followed her, “the statute provisions and rules of +the Society wa'n't ordered by Providence.” + +“Well, not directly, as you may say,” said Bolton, beginning high, and +lowering his voice as she rejoined them, “but I presume the hearts of them +that made them was moved.” + +Mrs. Bolton could not combat a position of such unimpregnable piety in +words, but she permitted herself a contemptuous sniff, and went on getting +the things into the dining-room. + +“And I guess it's all goin' to work together for good. I ain't afraid +any but what it's goin' to come out all right. But we got to be up and +doin', as they say about 'lection times. The Lord helps them that helps +themselves,” said Bolton, and then, as if he felt the weakness of this +position as compared with that of entire trust in Providence, he winked his +mild eyes, and added, “if they're on the right side, and put their faith in +His promises.” + +“Well, your dinner's ready now,” Mrs. Bolton said to Annie. + +Idella had clung fast to Annie's hand; as Annie started toward the +dining-room she got before her, and whispered vehemently. + +“What?” asked Annie, bending down; she laughed, in lifting her head, “I +promised Idella you'd let us have some preserves to-day, Mrs. Bolton.” + +Mrs. Bolton smiled with grim pleasure. “I see all the while her mind was +set on something. She ain't one to let you forget _your_ promises. +Well, I guess if Mr. Peck had a little more of _her_ disposition there +wouldn't be much doubt about the way it would all come out.” + +“Well, you don't often see pairents take after their children,” said +Bolton, venturing a small joke. + +“No, nor husbands after their wives, either,” said Mrs. Bolton sharply. +“The more's the pity.” + + + + +XXIV. + + +Dr. Morrell came to see Annie late the next Wednesday evening. + +“I didn't know you'd come back,” she said. She returned to the +rocking-chair, from which she came forward to greet him, and he dropped +into an easy seat near the table piled with books and sewing. + +“I didn't know it myself half an hour ago.” + +“Really? And is this your first visit? I must be a very interesting case.” + +“You are--always. How have you been?” + +“I? I hardly know whether I've been at all,” she answered, in mechanical +parody of his own reply. “So many other things have been of so much more +importance.” + +She let her eyes rest full upon his, with a sense of returning comfort and +safety in his presence, and after a deep breath of satisfaction, she asked, +“How did you leave your mother?” + +“Very much better--entirely out of danger.” + +“It's so odd to think of any one's having a family. To me it seems the +normal condition not to have any relatives.” + +“Well, we can't very well dispense with mothers,” said the doctor. “We have +to begin with them, at any rate.” + +“Oh, I don't object to them. I only wonder at them.” + +They fell into a cosy and mutually interesting talk about their separate +past, and he gave her glimpses of the life, simple and studious, he had +led before he went abroad. She confessed to two mistakes in which she had +mechanically persisted concerning him; one that he came from Charlestown +instead of Chelsea, and the other that his first name was Joseph instead +of James. She did not own that she had always thought it odd he should +be willing to remain in a place like Hatboro', and that it must argue a +strangely unambitious temperament in a man of his ability. She diverted the +impulse to a general satire of village life, and ended by saying that she +was getting to be a perfect villager herself. + +He laughed, and then, “How has Hatboro' been getting along?” he asked. + +“Simply seething with excitement,” she answered. “But I should hardly know +where to begin if I tried to tell you,” she added. “It seems such an age +since I saw you.” + +“Thank you,” said the doctor. + +“I didn't mean to be _quite_ so flattering; but you have certainly +marked an epoch. Really, I _don't_ know where to begin. I wish you'd +seen somebody else first--Ralph and Ellen, or Mrs. Wilmington.” + +“I might go and see them now.” + +“No; stay, now you're here, though I know I shall not do justice to the +situation.” But she was able to possess him of it with impartiality, even +with a little humour, all the more because she was at heart intensely +partisan and serious. “No one knows what Mr. Gerrish intends to do next. +He has kept quietly about his business; and he told some of the ladies who +tried to interview him that he was not prepared to talk about the course +he had taken. He doesn't seem to be ashamed of his behaviour; and Ralph +thinks that he's either satisfied with it, and intends to let it stand as +a protest, or else he's going to strike another blow on the next business +meeting. But he's even kept Mrs. Gerrish quiet, and all we can do is to +unite Mr. Peck's friends provisionally. Ralph's devoted himself to that, +and he says he has talked forty-eight hours to the day ever since.” + +Is he--” + +“Yes; perfectly! I could hardly believe it when I saw him at church on +Sunday. It was like seeing one risen from the dead. What he must have +gone through, and Ellen! She told me how Mr. Peck had helped him in the +struggle. She attributes everything to him. But of course you think he had +nothing to do with it.” + +“What makes you think that?” he asked. + +“Oh, I don't know. Wouldn't that naturally be the attitude of Science?” + +“Toward religion? Perhaps. But I'm not Science--with a large S. May be +that's the reason why I left the case with Mr. Peck,” said the doctor, +smiling. “Putney didn't leave off my medicine, did he?” + +“He never got well so soon before. They both say that. I didn't think you +could be so narrow-minded, Dr. Morrell. But of course your scientific +bigotry couldn't admit the effect of the moral influence. It would be too +much like a miracle; you would have to allow for a mystery.” + +“I have to allow for a good many,” said the doctor. “The world is full of +mysteries for me, if you mean things that science hasn't explored yet. But +I hope that they'll all yield to the light, and that somewhere there'll be +light enough to clear up even the spiritual mysteries.” + +“Do you really?” she demanded eagerly. “Then you believe in a life +hereafter? You believe in a moral government of the--” + +He retreated, laughing, from her ardent pursuit. “Oh, I'm not going to +commit myself. But I'll go so far as to say that I like to hear Mr. Peck +preach, and that I want him to stay. I don't say he had nothing to do with +Putney's straightening up. Putney had a great deal to do with it himself. +What does he think Mr. Peck's chances are?” + +“If Mr. Gerrish tries to get him dismissed? He doesn't know; he's quite +in the dark. He says the party of the perverse--the people who think Mr. +Gerrish must have had some good reason for his behaviour, simply because +they can't see any--is unexpectedly large; and it doesn't help matters with +the more respectable people that the most respectable, like Mr. Wilmington +and Colonel Marvin, are Mr. Peck's friends. They think there must be +something wrong if such good men are opposed to Mr. Gerrish.” + +“And I suspect,” said Dr. Morrell soberly, “that Putney's championship +isn't altogether an advantage. The people all concede his brilliancy, and +they are prouder of him on account of his infirmity; but I guess they like +to feel their superiority to him in practical matters. They admire him, but +they don't want to follow him.” + +“Oh, I suppose so,” said Annie disconsolately. “And I imagine that Mr. +Wilmington's course is attributed to Lyra, and that doesn't help Mr. Peck +much with the husbands of the ladies who don't approve of her.” + +The doctor tacitly declined to touch this delicate point. He asked, after a +pause, “You'll be at the meeting?” + +“I couldn't keep away. But I've no vote, that's the worst. I can only +suffer in the cause.” The doctor smiled. “You must go, too,” she added +eagerly. + +“Oh, I shall go; I couldn't keep away either. Besides, I can vote. How are +you getting on with your little _protégée_? + +“Idella? Well, it isn't such a simple matter as I supposed, quite. Did you +ever hear anything about her mother?” + +“Nothing more than what every one has. Why?” asked the doctor, with +scientific curiosity. “Do you find traits that the father doesn't account +for?” + +“Yes. She is very vain and greedy and quick-tempered.” + +“Are those traits uncommon in children?” + +“In such a degree I should think they were. But she's very affectionate, +too, and you can do anything with her through her love of praise. She +puzzles me a good deal. I wish I knew something about her mother. But Mr. +Peck himself is a puzzle. With all my respect for him and regard and +admiration, I can't help seeing that he's a very imperfect character.” + +Doctor Morrell laughed. “There's a great deal of human nature in man.” + +“There isn't enough in Mr. Peck,” Annie retorted. “From the very first +he has said things that have stirred me up and put me in a fever; but he +always seems to be cold and passive himself.” + +“Perhaps he _is_ cold,” said the doctor. + +“But has he any _right_ to be so?” retorted Annie, with certainly no +coldness of her own. + +“Well, I don't know. I never thought of the right or wrong of a man's being +what he was born. Perhaps we might justly blame his ancestors.” + +Annie broke into a laugh at herself: “Of course. But don't you think that +a man who is able to put things as he does--who can make you see, for +example, the stupidity and cruelty of things that always seemed right and +proper before--don't you think that he's guilty of a kind of hypocrisy if +he doesn't _feel_ as well as see?” + +“No, I can't say that I do,” said the doctor, with pleasure in the feminine +excess of her demand. “And there are so many ways of feeling. We're apt to +think that our own way is the only way, of course; but I suppose that most +philanthropists--men who have done the most to better conditions--have been +people of cold temperaments; and yet you can't say they are unfeeling.” + +“No, certainly. Do you think Mr. Peck is a real philanthropist?” + +“How you do get back to the personal always!” said Dr. Morrell. “What makes +you ask?” + +“Because I can't understand his indifference to his child. It seems to me +that real philanthropy would begin at home. But twice he has distinctly +forgotten her existence, and he always seems bored with it. Or not that +quite; but she seems no more to him than any other child.” + +“There's something very curious about all that,” said the doctor. “In most +things the greater includes the less, but in philanthropy it seems to +exclude it. If a man's heart is open to the whole world, to all men, it's +shut sometimes against the individual, even the nearest and dearest. You +see I'm willing to admit all you can say against a rival practitioner.” + +“Oh, I understand,” said Annie. “But I'm not going to gratify your spite.” + At the same time she tacitly consented to the slight for Mr. Peck which +their joking about him involved. In such cases we excuse our disloyalty as +merely temporary, and intend to turn serious again and make full amends for +it. “He made very short work,” she continued, “of that notion of yours that +there could be any good feeling between the poor and the rich who had once +been poor themselves.” + +“Did I have any such notion as that?” + +She recalled the time and place of its expression to him, and he said, “Oh +yes! Well?” + +“He says that rich people like that are apt to be the hardest masters, and +are eager to forget they ever were poor, and are only anxious to identify +themselves with the rich.” + +Dr. Morrell seemed to enjoy this immensely. “That does rather settle it,” + he said recreantly. + +She tried to be severe with him, but she only kept on laughing and joking; +she was aware that he was luring her away from her seriousness. + +Mrs. Bolton brought in the lamp, and set it on the library table, showing +her gaunt outline a moment against it before she left it to throw its +softened light into the parlour where they sat. The autumn moonshine, +almost as mellow, fell in through the open windows, which let in the +shrilling of the crickets and grasshoppers, and wafts of the warm night +wind. + +“Does life,” Annie was asking, at the end of half an hour, “seem more +simple or more complicated as you live on? That sounds awfully abstruse, +doesn't it? And I don't know why I'm always asking you abstruse things, but +I am.” + +“Oh, I don't mind it,” said the doctor. “Perhaps I haven't lived on long +enough to answer this particular question; I'm only thirty-six, you know.” + +“_Only_? I'm thirty-one, and I feel a hundred!” she broke in. + +“You don't look it. But I believe I rather like abstruse questions. You +know Putney and I have discussed a great many. But just what do you mean by +this particular abstraction?” + +He took from the table a large ivory paper-knife which he was in the habit +of playing with in his visits, and laid first one side and then the other +side of its smooth cool blade in the palm of his left hand, as he leaned +forward, with his elbows on his knees, and bent his smiling eyes keenly +upon her. + +She stopped rocking herself, and said imperatively, “Will you please put +that back, Dr. Morrell?” + +“This paper-knife?” + +“Yes. And not look at me just in that way? When you get that knife and that +look, I feel a little too much as if you were diagnosing me.” + +“Diagnosticating,” suggested the doctor. + +“Is it? I always supposed it was diagnosing. But it doesn't matter. It +wasn't the name I was objecting to.” + +He put the knife back and changed his posture, with a smile that left +nothing of professional scrutiny in his look. “Very well, then; you shall +diagnose yourself.” + +“Diagnosticate, please.” + +“Oh, I thought you preferred the other.” + +“No, it sounds undignified, now that I know there's a larger word. Where +was I?” + +“The personal bearing of the question whether life isn't more and more +complicated?” + +“How did you know it had a personal bearing?” + +“I suspected as much.” + +“Yes, it has. I mean that within the last four or five months--since I've +been in Hatboro'--I seem to have lost my old point of view; or, rather, I +don't find it satisfactory any more. I'm ashamed to think of the simple +plans, or dreams, that I came home with. I hardly remember what they were; +but I must have expected to be a sort of Lady Bountiful here; and now I +think a Lady Bountiful one of the most mischievous persons that could +infest any community.” + +“You don't mean that charity is played out?” asked the doctor. + +“In the old-fashioned way, yes.” + +“But they say poverty is on the increase. What is to be done?” + +“Justice,” said Annie. “Those who do most of the work in the world ought to +share in its comforts as a right, and not be put off with what we idlers +have a mind to give them from our superfluity as a grace.” + +“Yes, that's all very true. But what till justice _is_ done?” + +“Oh, we must continue to do charity,” cried Annie, with self-contempt that +amused him. “But don't you see how much more complicated it is? That's what +I meant by life not being simple any more. It was easy enough to do charity +when it used to seem the right and proper remedy for suffering; but now, +when I can't make it appear a finality, but only something provisional, +temporary--Don't you see?” + +“Yes, I see. But I don't see how you're going to help it At the same time, +I'll allow that it makes life more difficult.” + +For a moment they were both serious and silent. Then she said: “Sometimes I +think the fault is all in myself, and that if I were not so sophisticated +and--and--selfish, I should find the old way of doing good just as +effective and natural as ever. Then again, I think the conditions are all +wrong, and that we ought to be fairer to people, and then we needn't be so +good to them. I should prefer that. I hate being good to people I don't +like, and I can't like people who don't interest me. I think I must be very +hard-hearted.” + +The doctor laughed at this. + +“Oh, I know,” said Annie, “I know the fraudulent reputation I've got for +good works.” + +“Your charity to tramps is the opprobrium of Hatboro',” the doctor +consented. + +“Oh, I don't mind that. It's easy when people ask you for food or money, +but the horrible thing is when they ask you for work. Think of me, who +never did anything to earn a cent in my life, being humbly asked by a +fellow-creature to let him work for something to eat and drink! It's +hideous! It's abominable! At first I used to be flattered by it, and try +to conjure up something for them to do, and to believe that I was helping +the deserving poor. Now I give all of them money, and tell them that they +needn't even pretend to work for it. _I_ don't work for my money, and +I don't see why they should.” + +“They'd find that an unanswerable argument if you put it to them,” said the +doctor. He reached out his hand for the paper-cutter, and then withdrew it +in a way that made her laugh. + +“But the worst of it is,” she resumed, “that I don't love any of the people +that I help, or hurt, whichever it is. I did feel remorseful toward Mrs. +Savor for a while, but I didn't love her, and I knew that I only pitied +myself through her. Don't you see?” + +“No, I don't,” said the doctor. + +“You don't, because you're too polite. The only kind of creature that I can +have any sympathy with is some little wretch like Idella, who is perfectly +selfish and naughty every way, but seems to want me to like her, and a +reprobate like Lyra, or some broken creature like poor Ralph. I think +there's something in the air, the atmosphere, that won't allow you to live +in the old way if you've got a grain of conscience or humanity. I don't +mean that _I_ have. But it seems to me as if the world couldn't go on +as it has been doing. Even here in America, where I used to think we had +the millennium because slavery was abolished, people have more liberty, but +they seem just as far off as ever from justice. That is what paralyses me +and mocks me and laughs in my face when I remember how I used to dream of +doing good after I came home. I had better stayed at Rome.” + +The doctor said vaguely, “I'm glad you didn't,” and he let his eyes dwell +on her with a return of the professional interest which she was too lost in +her self reproach to be able to resent. + +“I blame myself for trying to excuse my own failure on the plea that things +generally have gone wrong. At times it seems to me that I'm responsible for +having lost my faith in what I used to think was the right thing to do; and +then again it seems as if the world were all so bad that no real good could +be done in the old way, and that my faith is gone because there's nothing +for it to rest on any longer. I feel that something must be done; but I +don't know what.” + +“It would be hard to say,” said the doctor. + +She perceived that her exaltation amused him, but she was too much in +earnest to care. “Then we are guilty--all guilty--till we find out and +begin to do it. If the world has come to such a pass that you can't do +anything but harm in it--” + +“Oh, is it so bad as that?” he protested. + +“It's _quite_ as bad,” she insisted. “Just see what mischief I've done +since I came back to Hatboro'. I took hold of that miserable Social Union +because I was outside of all the life about me, and it seemed my only +chance of getting into it; and I've done more harm by it in one summer than +I could undo in a lifetime. Just think of poor Mr. Brandreth's love affair +with Miss Chapley broken off, and Lyra's lamentable triumph over Miss +Northwick, and Mrs. Munger's duplicity, and Ralph's escapade--all because I +wanted to do good!” + +A note of exaggeration had begun to prevail in her self-upbraiding, which +was real enough, and the time came for him to suggest, “I think you're a +little morbid, Miss Kilburn.” + +“Morbid! Of course I am! But that doesn't alter the fact that everything is +wrong, does it?” + +“Everything!” + +“Why, you don't pretend yourself, do you, that everything is right?” + +“A true American ought to do so, oughtn't he?” teased the doctor. “One +mustn't be a bad citizen.” + +“But if you _were_ a bad citizen?” she persisted. + +“Oh, then I might agree with you on some points. But I shouldn't say such +things to my patients, Miss Kilburn.” + +“It would be a great comfort to them if you did,” she sighed. + +The doctor broke out in a laugh of delight at her perfervid concentration. +“Oh, no, no! They're mostly nervous women, and it would be the death of +them--if they understood me. In fact, what's the use of brooding upon such +ideas? We can't hurry any change, but we can make ourselves uncomfortable.” + +“Why should I be comfortable?” she asked, with a solemnity that made him +laugh again. + +“Why shouldn't you be?” + +“Yes, that's what I often ask myself. But I can't be,” she said sadly. + +They had risen, and he looked at her with his professional interest now +openly dominant, as he stood holding her hand. “I'm going to send you a +little more of that tonic, Miss Kilburn.” + +She pulled her hand away. “No, I shall not take any more medicine. You +think everything is physical. Why don't you ask at once to see my tongue?” + +He went out laughing, and she stood looking wistfully at the door he had +passed through. + + + + +XXV. + + +The bell on the orthodox church called the members of Mr. Peck's society +together for the business meeting with the same plangent, lacerant note +that summoned them to worship on Sundays. Among those who crowded the house +were many who had not been there before, and seldom in any place of the +kind. There were admirers of Putney: workmen of rebellious repute and of +advanced opinions on social and religious questions; nonsuited plaintiffs +and defendants of shady record, for whom he had at one time or another done +what he could. A good number of the summer folk from South Hatboro' were +present, with the expectation of something dramatic, which every one felt, +and every one hid with the discipline that subdues the outside of life in a +New England town to a decorous passivity. + +At the appointed time Mr. Peck rose to open the meeting with prayer; then, +as if nothing unusual were likely to come before it, he declared it ready +to proceed to business. Some people who had been gathering in the vestibule +during his prayer came in; and the electric globes, which had been recently +hung above the pulpit and on the front of the gallery in substitution of +the old gas chandelier, shed their moony glare upon a house in which few +places were vacant. Mr. Gerrish, sitting erect and solemn beside his wife +in their pew, shared with the minister and Putney the tacit interest of the +audience. + +He permitted the transaction of several minor affairs, and Mr. Peck, as +Moderator, conducted the business with his habitual exactness and effect +of far-off impersonality. The people waited with exemplary patience, +and Putney, who lounged in one corner of his pew, gave no more sign of +excitement, with his chin sunk in his rumpled shirt-front, than his +sad-faced wife at the other end of the seat. + +Mr. Gerrish rose, with the air of rising in his own good time, and said, +with dry pomp, “Mr. Moderator, I have prepared a resolution, which I will +ask you to read to this meeting.” + +He held up a paper as he spoke, and then passed it to the minister, who +opened and read it-- + +“_Whereas_, It is indispensable to the prosperity and well-being of +any and every organisation, and especially of a Christian church, that the +teachings of its minister be in accord with the convictions of a majority +of its members upon vital questions of eternal interest, with the end and +aim of securing the greatest efficiency of that body in the community, as +an example and a shining light before men to guide their steps in the +strait and narrow path; therefore, + +“_Resolved_, That a committee of this society be appointed to inquire +if such is the case in the instance of the Rev. Julius W. Peck, and be +instructed to report upon the same.” + +A satisfied expectation expressed itself in the silence that followed +the reading of the paper, whatever pain and shame were mixed with the +satisfaction. If the contempt of kindly usage shown in offering such a +resolution without warning or private notice to the minister shocked many +by its brutality, still it was satisfactory to find that Mr. Gerrish had +intended to seize the first chance of airing his grievance, as everybody +had said he would do. + +Mr. Peck looked up from the paper and across the intervening pews at Mr. +Gerrish. “Do I understand that you move the adoption of this resolution?” + +“Why, certainly, sir,” said Mr. Gerrish, with an accent of supercilious +surprise. + +“You did not say so,” said the minister gently. “Does any one second +Brother Gerrish's motion?” + +A murmur of amusement followed Mr. Peck's reminder to Mr. Gerrish, and an +ironical voice called out-- + +“Mr. Moderator!” + +“Mr. Putney.” + +“I think it important that the sense of the meeting should be taken on +the question the resolution raises. I therefore second the motion for its +adoption.” + +Putney sat down, and the murmur now broadened into something like a general +laugh, hushed as with a sudden sense of the impropriety. + +Mr. Gerrish had gradually sunk into his seat, but now he rose again, and +when the minister formally announced the motion before the meeting, he +called, sharply, “Mr. Moderator!” + +“Brother Gerrish,” responded the minister, in recognition. + +“I wish to offer a few remarks in support of the resolution which I have +had the honour--the duty, I _would_ say--of laying before this +meeting.” He jerked his head forward at the last word, and slid the fingers +of his right hand into the breast of his coat like an orator, and stood +very straight. “I have no desire, sir, to make this the occasion of a +personal question between myself and my pastor. But, sir, the question has +been forced upon me against my will and my--my consent; and I was obliged +on the last ensuing Sabbath, when I sat in this place, to enter my public +protest against it. + +“Sir, I came into this community a poor boy, without a penny in my pocket, +and unaided and alone and by my own exertions I have built up one of the +business interests of the place. I will not stoop to boast of the part I +have taken in the prosperity of this place; but I will say that no public +object has been wanting--that my support has not been wanting--from +the first proposition to concrete the sidewalks of this village to the +introduction of city waterworks and an improved system of drainage, +and--er--electric lighting. So much for my standing in a public capacity! +As for my business capacity, I would gladly let that speak for itself, +if that capacity had not been turned in the sanctuary itself against the +personal reputation which every man holds dearer than life itself, and +which has had a deadly blow aimed at it through that--that very capacity. +Sir, I have established in this town a business which I may humbly say that +in no other place of the same numerical size throughout the commonwealth +will you find another establishment so nearly corresponding to the wants +and the--er--facilities of a great city. In no other establishment in a +place of the same importance will you find the interests and the demands +and the necessities of the whole community so carefully considered. In no +other--” + +Putney got upon his feet and called out, “Mr. Moderator, will Brother +Gerrish allow me to ask him a single question?” + +Mr. Peck put the request, and Mr. Gerrish involuntarily made a pause, in +which Putney pursued-- + +“My question is simply this: doesn't Brother Gerrish think it would help +us to get at the business in hand sooner if he would print the rest of his +advertisement in the Hatboro' _Register_?” + +A laugh broke out all over the house as Putney dropped back into his seat. +Mr. Gerrish stood apparently undaunted. + +“I will attend to you presently, sir,” he said, with a schoolmasterly +authority which made an impression in his favour with some. “And I thank +the gentleman,” he continued, turning again to address the minister, “for +recalling me from a side issue. As he acknowledges in the suggestion which +he intended to wound my feelings, but I can assure him that my self-respect +is beyond the reach of slurs and innuendoes; I care little for them; I +care not what quarter they originate from, or have their--their origin; +and still less when they spring from a source notoriously incompetent and +unworthy to command the respect of this community, which has abused all its +privileges and trampled the forbearance of its fellow-citizens under foot, +until it has become a--a byword in this place, sir.” + +Putney sprang up again with, “Mr. Moderator--” + +“No, sir! no, sir!” pursued Gerrish; “I will not submit to your +interruptions. I have the floor, and I intend to keep it. I intend to +challenge a full and fearless scrutiny of my motives in this matter, and +I intend to probe those motives in others. Why do we find, sir, on the +one side of this question as its most active exponent a man outside of +the church in organising a force within this society to antagonise the +most cherished convictions of that church? We do not asperse his +motives; but we ask if these motives coincide with the relations which a +Christian minister should sustain to his flock as expressed in the +resolution which I have had the privilege to offer, more in sorrow than +in anger.” + +Putney made some starts to rise, but quelled himself, and finally sank back +with an air of ironical patience. Gerrish's personalities had turned public +sentiment in his favour. Colonel Marvin came over to Putney's pew and shook +hands with him before sitting down by his side. He began to talk with him +in whisper while Gerrish went on-- + +“But on the other hand, sir, what do we see? I will not allude to myself +in this connection, but I am well aware, sir, that I represent a large and +growing majority of this church in the stand I have taken. We are tired, +sir--and I say it to you openly, sir, what has been bruited about in secret +long enough--of having what I may call a one-sided gospel preached in this +church and from this pulpit. We enter our protest against the neglect of +very essential elements of Christianity--not to say the essential--the +representation of Christ as--a--a spirit as well as a life. Understand me, +sir, we do not object, neither I nor any of those who agree with me, to the +preaching of Christ as a life. That is all very well in its place, and it +is the wish of every true Christian to conform and adapt his own life as +far as--as circumstances will permit of. But when I come to this sanctuary, +and _they_ come, Sabbath after Sabbath, and hear nothing said of my +Redeemer as a--means of salvation, and nothing of Him crucified; and when I +find the precious promises of the gospel ignored and neglected continually +and--and all the time, and each discourse from yonder pulpit filled up with +generalities--glittering generalities, as has been well said by another--in +relation to and connection with mere conduct, I am disappointed, sir, and +dissatisfied, and I feel to protest against that line of--of preaching. +During the last six months, Sabbath after Sabbath, I have listened in +vain for the ministrations of the plain gospel and the tenets under +which we have been blessed as a church and as--a--people. Instead of +this I have heard, as I have said--and I repeat it without fear of +contradiction--nothing but one-idea appeals and mere moralisings upon duty +to others, which a child and the veriest tyro could not fail therein; and I +have culminated--or rather it has been culminated to me--in a covert attack +upon my private affairs and my way of conducting my private business in a +manner which I could not overlook. For that reason, and for the reasons +which I have recapitulated--and I challenge the closest scrutiny--I felt +it my duty to enter my public protest and to leave this sanctuary, where I +have worshipped ever since it was erected, with my family. And I now urge +the adoption of the foregoing resolution because I believe that your +usefulness has come to an end to the vast majority of the constituent +members of this church; and--and that is all.” + +Mr. Gerrish stopped so abruptly that Putney, who was engaged in talk with +Colonel Marvin, looked up with a startled air, too late to secure the +floor. Mr. Peck recognised Mr. Gates, who stood with his wrists caught in +either hand across his middle, and looked round with a quizzical glance +before he began to speak. Putney lifted his hand in playful threatening +toward Colonel Marvin, who got away from him with a face of noiseless +laughter, and went and joined Mr. Wilmington where he sat with his wife, +who entered into the talk between the men. + +“Mr. Moderator,” said Gates, “I don't know as I expected to take part in +this debate; but you can't always tell what's going to happen to you, even +if you're only a member of the church by marriage, as you might say. I +presume, though, that I have a right to speak in a meeting like this, +because I _am_ a member of the society in my own right, and I've got +its interests at heart as much as any one. I don't know but what I got the +interests of Hatboro' at heart too, but I can't be certain; sometimes you +can't; sometimes you think you've got the common good in view, and you +come to look a little closer and you find it's the uncommon good; that is +to say, it's not so much the public weal you're after as what it is the +private weal. But that's neither here nor there. I haven't got anything to +say against identifying yourself with things in general; I don't know but +what it's a good way; all is, it's apt to make you think you're personally +attacked when nobody is meant in particular. _I_ think that's what's +partly the matter with Brother Gerrish here. I heard that sermon, and I +didn't suppose there was anything in it to hurt any one especially; and I +was consid'ably surprised to see that Mr. Gerrish seemed to take it to +himself, somehow, and worry over it; but I didn't really know just what the +trouble was till he explained here tonight. All I was thinking was when it +come to that about large commerce devouring the small--sort of lean and fat +kine--I wished Jordan and Marsh could hear that, or Stewart's in New York, +or Wanamaker's in Philadelphia. I never _thought_ of Brother Gerrish +once; and I don't presume one out of a hundred did either. I--” The +electric light immediately over Gates's head began to hiss and sputter, +and to suffer the sort of syncope which overtakes electric lights at such +times, and to leave the house in darkness. Gates waited, standing, till it +revived, and then added: “I guess I hain't got anything more to say, Mr. +Moderator. If I had it's gone from me now. I'm more used to speaking by +kerosene, and I always lose my breath when an electric light begins that +way.” + +Putney was on his legs in good time now, and secured recognition before Mr. +Wilmington, who made an effort to catch the moderator's eye. Gates had put +the meeting in good-humoured expectation of what they might now have from +Putney. They liked Gates's points very well, but they hoped from Putney +something more cruel and unsparing, and the greater part of those present +must have shared his impatience with Mr. Wilmington's request that he would +give way to him for a moment. Yet they all probably felt the same curiosity +about what was going forward, for it was plain that Mr. Wilmington and +Colonel Marvin were conniving at the same point. Marvin had now gone to +Mr. Gerrish, and had slipped into the pew beside him with the same sort of +hand-shake he had given Putney. + +“Will my friend Mr. Putney give way to me for a moment?” asked Mr. +Wilmington. + +“I don't see why I should do that,” said Putney. + +“I assure him that I will not abuse his courtesy, and that I will yield the +floor to him at any moment.” + +Putney hesitated a moment, and then, with the contented laugh of one who +securely bides his time, said, “Go ahead.” + +“It is simply this,” said Mr. Wilmington, with a certain formal neatness of +speech: “The point has been touched by the last speaker, which I think +suggested itself to all who heard the remarks of Brother Gerrish in support +of his resolution, and the point is simply this--whether he has not +misapplied the words of the discourse by which he felt himself aggrieved, +and whether he has not given them a particular bearing foreign to the +intention of their author. If, as I believe, this is the case, the whole +matter can be easily settled by a private conference between the parties, +and we can be saved the public appearance of disagreement in our society. +And I would now ask Brother Gerrish, in behalf of many who take this view +with me, whether he will not consent to reconsider the matter, and whether, +in order to arrive at the end proposed, he will not, for the present at +least, withdraw the resolution he has offered?” + +Mr. Wilmington sat down amidst a general sensation, which was heightened +by Putney's failure to anticipate any action on Gerrish's part. Gerrish +rapidly finished something he was saying to Colonel Marvin, and then half +rose, and said, “Mr. Moderator, I withdraw my resolution--for the time +being, and--for the present, sir,” and sat down again. + +“Mr. Moderator,” Putney called sharply, from his place, “this is altogether +unparliamentary. That resolution is properly before the meeting. Its +adoption has been moved and seconded, and it cannot be withdrawn without +leave granted by a vote of the meeting. I wish to discuss the resolution +in all its bearings, and I think there are a great many present who share +with me a desire to know how far it represents the sense of this society. +I don't mean as to the supposed personal reflections which it was intended +to punish; that is a very small matter, and as compared with the other +questions involved, of no consequence whatever.” Putney tossed his head +with insolent pleasure in his contempt of Gerrish. His nostrils swelled, +and he closed his little jaws with a firmness that made his heavy black +moustache hang down below the corners of his chin. He went on with a wicked +twinkle in his eye, and a look all round to see that people were waiting to +take his next point. “I judge my old friend Brother Gerrish by myself. My +old friend Gerrish cares no more really about personal allusions than I do. +What he really had at heart in offering his resolution was not any supposed +attack upon himself or his shop from the pulpit of this church. He cared no +more for that than I should care for a reference to my notorious habits. +These are things that we feel may be safely left to the judgment, the +charitable judgment, of the community, which will be equally merciful to +the man who devours widows' houses and to the man who 'puts an enemy in his +mouth to steal away his brains.'” + +“Mr. Moderator,” said Colonel Marvin, getting upon his feet. + +“No, sir!” shouted Putney fiercely; “I can't allow you to speak. Wait till +I get done!” He stopped, and then said gently “Excuse me, Colonel; I really +must go on. I'm speaking now in behalf of Brother Gerrish, and he doesn't +like to have the speaking on his side interrupted.” + +“Oh, all right,” said Colonel Marvin amiably; “go on.” + +“What my old friend William Gerrish really designed in offering that +resolution was to bring into question the kind of Christianity which has +been preached in this place by our pastor--the one-sided gospel, as he +aptly called it--and what he and I want to get at is the opinion of the +society on that question. Has the gospel preached to us here been one-sided +or hasn't it? Brother Gerrish says it has, and Brother Gerrish, as I +understand, doesn't change his mind on that point, if he does on any, in +asking to withdraw his resolution. He doesn't expect Mr. Peck to convince +him in a private conference that he has been preaching an all-round gospel. +I don't contend that he has; but I suppose I'm not a very competent judge. +I don't propose to give you the opinion of one very fallible and erring +man, and I don't set myself up in judgment of others; but I think it's +important for all parties concerned to know what the majority of this +society think on a question involving its future. That importance must +excuse--if anything can excuse--the apparent want of taste, of humanity, +of decency, in proposing the inquiry at a meeting over which the person +chiefly concerned would naturally preside, unless he were warned to absent +himself. Nobody cares for the contemptible point, the wholly insignificant +question, whether allusion to Mr. Gerrish's variety store was intended +or not. What we are all anxious to know is whether he represents any +considerable portion of this society in his general attack upon its pastor. +I want a vote on that, and I move the previous question.” + +No one stopped to inquire whether this was parliamentary or not. Putney sat +down, and Colonel Marvin rose to say that if a vote was to be taken, it +was only right and just that Mr. Peck should somehow be heard in his own +behalf, and half a dozen voices from all parts of the church supported him +Mr. Peck, after a moment, said, “I think I have nothing to say;” and he +added, “Shall I put the question?” + +“Question!” “Question!” came from different quarters. + +“It is moved and seconded that the resolution before the meeting be +adopted,” said the minister formally. “All those in favour will say ay.” He +waited for a distinct space, but there was no response; Mr. Gerrish himself +did not vote. The minister proceeded, “Those opposed will say no.” + +The word burst forth everywhere, and it was followed by laughter and +inarticulate expressions of triumph and mocking. “Order! order!” called the +minister gravely, and he announced, “The noes have it.” + +The electric light began to suffer another syncope. When it recovered, with +the usual fizzing and sputtering, Mr. Peck was on his feet, asking to be +relieved from his duties as moderator, so that he might make a statement to +the meeting. Colonel Marvin was voted into the chair, but refused formally +to take possession of it. He stood up and said, “There is no place where we +would rather hear you than in that pulpit, Mr. Peck.” + +“I thank you,” said the minister, making himself heard through the +approving murmur; “but I stand in this place only to ask to be allowed to +leave it. The friendly feeling which has been expressed toward me in the +vote upon the resolution you have just rejected is all that reconciles +me to its defeat. Its adoption might have spared me a duty which I find +painful. But perhaps it is best that I should discharge it. As to the +sermon which called forth that resolution it is only just to say that I +intended no personalities in it, and I humbly entreat any one who felt +himself aggrieved to believe me.” Every one looked at Gerrish to see how +he took this; he must have felt it the part of self-respect not to change +countenance. “My desire in that discourse was, as always, to present the +truth as I had seen it, and try to make it a help to all. But I am by +no means sure that the author of the resolution was wrong in arraigning +me before you for neglecting a very vital part of Christianity in my +ministrations here. I think with him, that those who have made an open +profession of Christ have a claim to the consolation of His promises, +and to the support which good men have found in the mysteries of faith; +and I ask his patience and that of others who feel that I have not laid +sufficient stress upon these. My shortcoming is something that I would not +have you overlook in any survey of my ministry among you; and I am not here +now to defend that ministry in any point of view. As I look back over it, +by the light of the one ineffable ideal, it seems only a record of failure +and defeat.” He stopped, and a sympathetic dissent ran through the meeting. +“There have been times when I was ready to think that the fault was not in +me, but in my office, in the church, in religion. We all have these moments +of clouded vision, in which we ourselves loom up in illusory grandeur above +the work we have failed to do. But it is in no such error that I stand +before you now. Day after day it has been borne in upon me that I had +mistaken my work here, and that I ought, if there was any truth in me, to +turn from it for reasons which I will give at length should I be spared +to preach in this place next Sabbath. I should have willingly acquiesced +if our parting had come in the form of my dismissal at your hands. Yet I +cannot wholly regret that it has not taken that form, and that in offering +my resignation, as I shall formally do to those empowered by the rules of +our society to receive it, I can make it a means of restoring concord among +you. It would be affectation in me to pretend that I did not know of the +dissension which has had my ministry for its object if not its cause; and I +earnestly hope that with my withdrawal that dissension may cease, and that +this church may become a symbol before the world of the peace of Christ. I +conjure such of my friends as have been active in my behalf to unite with +their brethren in a cause which can alone merit their devotion. Above all +things I beseech you to be at peace one with another. Forbear, forgive, +submit, remembering that strife for the better part can only make it the +worse, and that for Christians there can be no rivalry but in concession +and self-sacrifice.” + +Colonel Marvin forgot his office and all parliamentary proprieties in the +tide of emotion that swept over the meeting when the minister sat down. “I +am glad,” he said, “that no sort of action need be taken now upon Mr. +Peck's proposed resignation, which I for one cannot believe this society +will ever agree to accept.” + +Others echoed his sentiment; they spoke out, sitting and standing, and +addressed themselves to no one, till Putney moved an adjournment, which +Colonel Marvin sufficiently recollected himself to put to a vote, and +declare carried. + +Annie walked home with the Putneys and Dr. Morrell. She was aware of +something unwholesome in the excitement which ran so wholly in Mr. Peck's +favour, but abandoned herself to it with feverish helplessness. + +“Ah-h-h!” cried Putney, when they were free of the crowd which pressed +upon him with questions and conjectures and comments. “What a slump!--what +a slump! That blessed, short-legged little seraph has spoilt the best +sport that ever was. Why, he's sent that fool of a Gerrish home with the +conviction that he was right in the part of his attack that was the most +vilely hypocritical, and he's given that heartless scoundrel the pleasure +of feeling like an honest man. I should like to rap Mr. Peck's head up +against the back of his pulpit, and I should like to knock the skulls of +Colonel Marvin and Mr. Wilmington together and see which was the thickest. +Why, I had Gerrish fairly by the throat at last, and I was just reaching +for the balm of Gilead with my other hand to give him a dose that would +have done him for one while! Ah, it's too bad, too bad! Well! well! +But--haw! haw! haw!--didn't Gerrish tangle himself up beautifully in his +rhetoric? I guess we shall fix Brother Gerrish yet, and I don't think we +shall let Brother Peck off without a tussle. I'm going to try print on +Brother Gerrish. I'm going to ask him in the Hatboro' _Register_--he +doesn't advertise, and the editor's as independent as a lion where a man +don't advertise--” + +“Indeed he's not going to do anything of the kind, Annie,” said Mrs. +Putney. “I shall not let him. I shall make him drop the whole affair now, +and let it die out, and let us be at peace again, as Mr. Peck says.” + +“There seemed to be a good deal of sense in that part of it,” said Dr. +Morrell. “I don't know but he was right to propose himself as a +peace-offering; perhaps there's no other way out.” + +“Well,” said Mrs. Putney, “whether he goes or stays, I think we owe him +that much. Don't you, Annie?” + +“Oh yes!” sighed Annie, from the exaltation to which the events of the +evening had borne her. “And we mustn't let him go. It would be a loss that +every one would feel; that--” + +“I'm tired of this fighting,” Mrs. Putney broke in, “and I think it's +ruining Ralph every way. He hasn't slept the last two nights, and he's +been all in a quiver for the last fortnight. For my part I don't care what +happens now, I'm not going to have Ralph mixed up in it any more. I think +we ought all to forgive and forget. I'm willing to overlook everything, and +I believe others are the same.” + +“You'd better ask Mrs. Gerrish the next time she calls,” Putney interposed. + +Mrs. Putney stopped, and took her hand from her husband's arm. “Well, after +what Mr. Gerrish said to-night about you, I _don't_ think Emmeline had +better call _very_ soon!” + +“Ha, ha, ha! Ha, ha, ha!” shrieked Putney, and his laugh flapped back at +them in derisive echo from the house-front they were passing. “I guess +Brother Peck had better stay and help fight it out. It won't be _all_ +brotherly love after he goes--or sisterly either.” + + + + +XXVI. + + +Annie knew from the light in the kitchen window that Mrs. Bolton, who had +not gone to the meeting, was there, and she inferred from the silence of +the house that Bolton had not yet come home. She went up to her room, and +after a glance at Idella asleep in her crib, she began to lay off her +things. Then she sat down provisionally by the open window, and looked out +into the still autumnal night. The air was soft and humid, with a scent of +smoke in it from remote forest fires. The village lights showed themselves +dimmed by the haze that thickened the moonless dark. + +She heard steps on the gravel of the lane, and then two men talking, one +of whom she knew to be Bolton. In a little while the back entry door was +opened and shut, and after a brief murmur of voices in the library Mrs. +Bolton knocked on the door-jamb of the room where Annie sat. + +“What is it, Mrs. Bolton?” + +“You in bed yet?” + +“No; I'm here by the window. What is it?” + +“Well, I don't know but what you'll think it's pretty late for callers, but +Mr. Peck is down in the library. I guess he wants to speak with you about +Idella. I told him he better see _you_.” + +“I will come right down.” + +She followed Mrs. Bolton to the foot of the stairs, where she kept on to +the kitchen, while Annie turned into the library. Mr. Peck stood beside her +father's desk, resting one hand on it and holding his hat in the other. + +“Won't you be seated, Mr. Peck?” + +“I thank you. It's only for a moment. I am going away to-morrow, and I wish +to speak with you about Idella.” + +“Yes, certainly. But surely you are not going to leave Hatboro', Mr. Peck! +I hoped--we all did--that after what you had seen of the strong feeling in +your favour to-night you would reconsider your determination and stay with +us!” She went on impetuously. “You must know--you must understand now--how +much good you can do here--more than any one else--more than you could do +anywhere else. I don't believe that you realise how much depends upon your +staying here. You can't stop the dissensions by going away; it will only +make them worse. You saw how Colonel Marvin and Mr. Wilmington were with +you; and Mr. Gates--all classes. I oughtn't to speak--to attempt to teach +you your duty; I'm not of your church; and I can only tell you how it seems +to me: that you never can find another place where your principles--your +views--” + +He waited for her to go on; but she really had nothing more to say, and he +began: “I am not hoping for another charge elsewhere, at least not for the +present; but I am satisfied that my usefulness here is at an end, and I do +not think that my going away will make matters worse. Whether I go or stay, +the dissensions will continue. At any rate, I believe that there are those +who need help more, and whom I can help more, in another field--” + +“Yes,” she broke in, with a woman's relevancy to the immediate point, +“there is nothing to do here.” + +He went on as if she had not spoken: “I am going to Fall River to-morrow, +where I have heard that there is work for me--” + +“In the mills!” she exclaimed, recurring in thought to what he had once +said of his work in them. “Surely you don't mean that!” The sight, the +smell, the tumult of the work she had seen that day in the mill with Lyra +came upon her with all their offence. “To throw away all that you have +learnt, all that you have become to others!” + +“I am less and less confident that I have become anything useful to others +in turning aside from the life of toil and presuming to attempt the +guidance of those who remained in it. But I don't mean work in the mills,” + he continued, “or not at first, or not unless it seems necessary to my work +with those who work in them. I have a plan--or if it hardly deserves that +name, a design--of being useful to them in such ways as my own experience +of their life in the past shall show me in the light of what I shall see +among them now. I needn't trouble you with it.” + +“Oh yes!” she interposed. + +“I do not expect to preach at once, but only to teach in one of the public +schools, where I have heard of a vacancy, and--and--perhaps otherwise. With +those whose lives are made up of hard work there must be room for willing +and peaceful service. And if it should be necessary that I should work in +the mills in order to render this, then I will do so; but at present I +have another way in view--a social way that shall bring me into immediate +relations with the people.” She still tried to argue with him, to prove him +wrong in going away, but they both ended where they began. He would not or +could not explain himself further. At last he said: “But I did not come to +urge this matter. I have no wish to impose my will, my theory, upon any +one, even my own child.” + +“Oh yes--Idella!” Annie broke in anxiously. “You will leave her with me, +Mr. Peck, won't you? You don't know how much I'm attached to her. I see her +faults, and I shall not spoil her. Leave her with me at least till you see +your way clear to having her with you, and then I will send her to you.” + +A trouble showed itself in his face, ordinarily so impassive, and he seemed +at a loss how to answer her; but he said: “I--appreciate your kindness to +her, but I shall not ask you to be at the inconvenience longer than till +to-morrow. I have arranged with another to take her until I am settled, and +then bring her to me.” + +Annie sat intensely searching his face, with her lips parted to speak. +“_Another!_” she said, and the wounded feeling, the resentment of his +insensibility to her good-will, that mingled in her heart, must have made +itself felt in her voice, for he went on reluctantly-- + +“It is a family in which she will be brought up to work and to be helpful +to herself. They will join me with her. You know the mother--she has lost +her own child--Mrs. Savor.” + +At the name, Annie's spirit fell; the tears started from her eyes. “Yes, +she must have her. It is just--it is the only expiation. Don't you remember +that it was I who sent Mrs. Savor's baby to the sea-shore, where it died?” + +“No; I had forgotten,” said the minister, aghast. “I am sorry--” + +“It doesn't matter,” said Annie lifelessly; “it had to be.” After a pause, +she asked quietly, “If Mrs. Savor is going to work in the mills, how can +she make a home for the child?” + +“She is not going into the mills,” he answered. “She will keep house for +us all, and we hope to have others who are without homes of their own join +us in paying the expenses and doing the work, so that all may share its +comfort without gain to any one upon their necessity of food and shelter.” + +She did not heed his explanation, but suddenly entreated: “Let me go with +you. I will not be a trouble to you, and I will help as well as I can. I +can't give the child up! Why--why”--the thought, crazy as it would have +once seemed, was now such a happy solution of the trouble that she smiled +hopefully--“why shouldn't I go with Mr. and Mrs. Savor, and help to make a +home for Idella there? You will need money to begin your work; I will give +you mine. I will give it up--I will give it all up. I will give it to any +good object that you approve; or you may have it, to do what you think best +with; and I will go with Idella and I will work in the mills there--or +anything.” + +He shook his head, and for the first time in their acquaintance he seemed +to feel compassion for her. “It isn't possible. I couldn't take your money; +I shouldn't know what to do with it.” + +“You know what to do with your own,” she broke in. “You do good with that!” + +“I'm afraid I do harm with it too,” he returned. “It's only a little, but +little as it has been, I can no longer meet the responsibility it brings.” + +“But if you took my money,” she urged, “you could devote your life to +preaching the truth, to writing and publishing books, and all that; and so +could others: don't you see?” + +He shook his head. “Perhaps others; but I have done with preaching for the +present. Later I may have something to say. Now I feel sure of nothing, not +even of what I've been saying here.” + +“Will you send for Idella? When she goes with the Savors I will come too!” + +He looked at her sorrowfully. “I think you are a good woman, and you mean +what you say. But I am sorry you say it, if any words of mine have caused +you to say it, for I know you cannot do it. Even for me it is hard to go +back to those associations, and for you they would be impossible.” + +“You will see,” she returned, with exaltation. “I will take Idella to the +Savors' to-morrow--or no; I'll have them come here!” + +He stood looking at her in perplexity. At last he asked, “Could I see the +child?” + +“Certainly!” said Annie, with the lofty passion that possessed her, and she +led him up into the chamber where Idella lay sleeping in Annie's own crib. + +He stood beside it, gazing long at the little one, from whose eyes he +shaded the lamp. Then he said, “I thank you,” and turned away. + +She followed him down-stairs, and at the door she said: “You think I will +not come; but I will come. Don't you believe that?” + +He turned sadly from her. “You might come, but you couldn't stay. You don't +know what it is; you can't imagine it, and you couldn't bear it.” + +“I will come, and I will stay,” she answered; and when he was gone she +fell into one of those intense reveries of hers--a rapture in which she +prefigured what should happen in that new life before her. At its end +Mr. Peck stood beside her grave, reading the lesson of her work to the +multitude of grateful and loving poor who thronged to pay the last tribute +to her memory. Putney was there with his wife, and Lyra regretful of her +lightness, and Mrs. Munger repentant of her mendacities. They talked +together in awe-stricken murmurs of the noble career just ended. She heard +their voices, and then she began to ask herself what they would really say +of her proposing to go to Fall River with the Savors and be a mill-hand. + + + + +XXVII. + + +Annie did not sleep. After lying a long time awake she took some of the +tonic that Dr. Morrell had left her, upon the chance that it might quiet +her; but it did no good. She dressed herself, and sat by the window till +morning. + +The breaking day showed her purposes grotesque and monstrous. The revulsion +that must come, came with a tide that swept before it all prepossessions, +all affections. It seemed as if the child, still asleep in her crib, had +heard what she said, and would help to hold her to her word. + +She choked down a crust of bread with the coffee she drank at breakfast, +and instead of romping with Idella at her bath, she dressed the little one +silently, and sent her out to Mrs. Bolton. Then she sat down again in the +sort of daze in which she had spent the night, and as the day passed, her +revolt from what she had pledged herself to do mounted and mounted. It was +like the sort of woman she was, not to think of any withdrawal from her +pledges; they were all the more sacred with her because they had been +purely voluntary, insistent; the fact that they had been refused made them +the more obligatory. + +She thought some one would come to break in upon the heavy monotony of the +time; she expected Ralph or Ellen, or at least Lyra; but she only saw Mrs. +Bolton, and heard her about her work. Sometimes the child stole back from +the kitchen or the barn, and peeped in upon her with a roguish expectance +which her gloomy stare defeated, and then it ran off again. + +She lay down in the afternoon and tried to sleep; but her brain was +inexorably alert, and she lay making inventory of all the pleasant things +she was to leave for that ugly fate she had insisted on. A swarm of fancies +gave every detail of the parting dramatic intensity. Amidst the poignancy +of her regrets, her shame for her recreancy was sharper still. + +By night she could bear it no longer. It was Dr. Morrell's custom to come +nearly every night; but she was afraid, because he had walked home with her +from the meeting the night before, he might not come now, and she sent for +him. It was in quality of medicine-man, as well as physician, that she +wished to see him; she meant to tell him all that had passed with Mr. Peck; +and this was perfectly easy in the interview she forecast; but at the sound +of his buggy wheels in the lane a thought came that seemed to forbid her +even to speak of Mr. Peck to him. For the first time it occurred to her +that the minister might have inferred a meaning from her eagerness and +persistence infinitely more preposterous than even the preposterous letter +of her words. A number of little proofs of the conjecture flashed upon her: +his anxiety to get away from her, his refusal to let her believe in her own +constancy of purpose, his moments of bewilderment and dismay. It needed +nothing but this to add the touch of intolerable absurdity to the horror +of the whole affair, and to snatch the last hope of help from her. + +She let Mrs. Bolton go to the door, and she did not rise to meet the +doctor; she saw from his smile that he knew he had a moral rather than a +physical trouble to deal with, but she did not relax the severity of her +glare in sympathy, as she was tempted from some infinite remoteness to do. + +When he said, “You're not well,” she whispered solemnly back, “Not at all.” + +He did not pursue his inquiry into her condition, but said, with an +irrelevant cheerfulness that piqued her, “I was coming here this evening +at any rate, and I got your message on the way up from my office.” + +“You are very kind,” she said, a little more audibly. + +“I wanted to tell you,” he went on, “of what a time Putney and I have had +to-day working up public sentiment for Mr. Peck, so as to keep him here.” + +Annie did not change her position, but the expression of her glance +changed. + +“We've been round in the enemy's camp, everywhere; and I've committed +Gerrish himself to an armed neutrality. That wasn't difficult. The +difficulty was in another quarter--with Mr. Peck himself. He's more opposed +than any one else to his stay in Hatboro'. You know he intended going away +this morning?” + +“Did he?” Annie asked dishonestly. The question obliged her to say +something. + +“Yes. He came to Putney before breakfast to thank him and take leave of +him, and to tell him of the plan he had for--Imagine what!” + +“I don't know,” said Annie, hoarsely, after an effort, as if the untruth +would not come easily. “I am worse than Mrs. Munger,” she thought. + +“For going to Fall River to teach school among the mill-hands' children! +And to open a night-school for the hands themselves.” + +The doctor waited for her sensation, and in its absence he looked so +disappointed that she was forced to say, “To teach school?” + +Then he went on briskly again. “Yes. Putney laboured with him on his knees, +so to speak, and got him to postpone his going till to-morrow morning; and +then he came to me for help. We enlisted Mrs. Wilmington in the cause, and +we've spent the day working up the Peck sentiment to a fever-heat. It's +been a very queer campaign; three Gentiles toiling for a saint against +the elect, and bringing them all over at last. We've got a paper, signed +by a large majority of the members of the church--the church, not the +society--asking Mr. Peck to remain; and Putney's gone to him with the +paper, and he's coming round here to report Mr. Peck's decision. We all +agreed that it wouldn't do to say anything about his plan for the future, +and I fancy some of his people signed our petition under the impression +that they were keeping a valuable man out of another pulpit.” + +Annie accompanied the doctor's words, which she took in to the last +syllable, with a symphony of conjecture as to how the change in Mr. Peck's +plans, if they prevailed with him, would affect her, and the doctor had +not ceased to speak before she perceived that it would be deliverance +perfect and complete, however inglorious. But the tacit drama so vividly +preoccupied her with its minor questions of how to descend to this escape +with dignity that still she did not speak, and he took up the word again. + +“I confess I've had my misgivings about Mr. Peck, and about his final +usefulness in a community like this. In spite of all that Putney can say of +his hard-headedness, I'm afraid that he's a good deal of a dreamer. But I +gave way to Putney, and I hope you'll appreciate what I've done for your +favourite.” + +“You are very good,” she said, in mechanical acknowledgment: her mind was +set so strenuously to break from her dishonest reticence that she did not +know really what she was saying. “Why--why do you call him a dreamer?” She +cast about in that direction at random. + +“Why? Well, for one thing, the reason he gave Putney for giving up his +luxuries here: that as long as there was hardship and overwork for underpay +in the world, he must share them. It seems to me that I might as well +say that as long as there were dyspepsia and rheumatism in the world, I +must share them. Then he has a queer notion that he can go back and find +instruction in the working-men--that they alone have the light and the +truth, and know the meaning of life. I don't say anything against them. My +observation and my experience is that if others were as good as they are in +the ratio of their advantages, Mr. Peck needn't go to them for his ideal. +But their conditions warp and dull them; they see things askew, and they +don't see them clearly. I might as well expose myself to the small-pox in +hopes of treating my fellow-sufferers more intelligently.” + +She could not perceive where his analogies rang false; they only +overwhelmed her with a deeper sense of her own folly. + +“But I don't know,” he went on, “that a dreamer is such a desperate +character, if you can only keep him from trying to realise his dreams; and +if Mr. Peck consents to stay in Hatboro', perhaps we can manage it.” He +drew his chair a little toward the lounge where she reclined, and asked, +with the kindliness that was both personal and professional, “What seems to +be the matter?” + +She started up. “There is nothing--nothing that medicine can help. Why do +you call him my favourite?” she demanded violently. “But you have wasted +your time. If he had made up his mind to what you say, he would never give +it up--never in the world!” she added hysterically. “If you've interfered +between any one and his duty in this world, where it seems as if hardly +any one had any duty, you've done a very unwarrantable thing.” She was +aware from his stare that her words were incoherent, if not from the words +themselves, but she hurried on: “I am going with him. He was here last +night, and I told him I would. I will go with the Savors, and we will keep +the child together; and if they will take me, I shall go to work in the +mills; and I shall not care what people think, if it's right--” + +She stopped and weakly dropped back on the lounge, and hid her face in the +pillow. + +“I really don't understand.” The doctor began, with a physician's +carefulness, to unwind the coil she had flung down to him. “Are the Savors +going, and the child?” + +“He will give her the child for the one they lost--you know how! And they +will take it with them.” + +“But you--what have you--” + +“I must have the child too! I can't give it up, and I shall go with them. +There's no other way. You don't know. I've given him my word, and there is +no hope!” + +“He asked you,” said the doctor, to make sure he had heard aright--“he +asked you--advised you--to go to work in a cotton-mill?” + +“No;” she lifted her face to confront him. “He told me _not_ to go; +but I said I would.” + +They sat staring at each other in a silence which neither of them broke, +and which promised to last indefinitely. They were still in their daze when +Putney's voice came through the open hall door. + +“Hello! hello! hello! Hello, Central! _Can't_ I make you hear, any +one?” His steps advanced into the hall, and he put his head in at the +library doorway. “Thought you'd be here,” he said, nodding at the doctor. +“Well, doctor, Brother Peck's beaten us again. He's going.” + +“Going?” the doctor echoed. + +“Yes. It's no use. I put the whole case before him, and I argued it with a +force of logic that would have fetched the twelfth man with eleven stubborn +fellows against him on a jury; but it didn't fetch Brother Peck. He was +very appreciative and grateful, but he believes he's got a call to give up +the ministry, for the present at least. Well, there's some consolation in +supposing he may know best, after all. It seemed to us that he had a great +opportunity in Hatboro', but if he turns his back on it, perhaps it's a +sign he wasn't equal to it. The doctor told you what we've been up to, +Annie?” + +“Yes,” she answered faintly, from the depths of the labyrinth in which she +was plunged again. + +“I'm sorry for your news about him,” said the doctor. “I hoped he was +going to stay. It's always a pity when such a man lets his sympathies use +him instead of using them. But we must always judge that kind of crank +leniently, if he doesn't involve other people in his erase.” + +She knew that he was shielding and trying to spare her, and she felt +inexpressibly degraded by the terms of his forbearance. She could not +accept, and she had not the strength to refuse it; and Putney said: “I've +not seen anything to make me doubt his sanity; but I must say the present +racket shakes my faith in his common-sense, and I rather held by that, you +know. But I suppose no man, except the kind of a man that a woman would be +if she were a man--excuse me, Annie--is ever absolutely right. I suppose +the truth is a constitutional thing, and you can't separate it from +the personal consciousness, and so you get it coloured and heated by +personality when you get it fresh. That is, we can see what the absolute +truth was, but never what it is.” + +Putney amused himself in speculating on these lines with more or less +reference to Mr. Peck, and did not notice that the doctor and Annie gave +him only a silent assent. “As to misleading any one else, Mr. Peck's +following in his new religion seems to be confined to the Savors, as +I understand. They are going with him to help him set up a sort of +cooperative boarding-house. Well, I don't know where we shall get a hotter +gospeller than Brother Peck. Poor old fellow! I hope he'll get along better +in Fall River. It is something to be out of reach of Gerrish.” + +The doctor asked, “When is he going?” + +“Why, he's gone by this time, I suppose,” said Putney. “I tried to get him +to think about it overnight, but he wouldn't. He's anxious to go and get +back, so as to preach his last sermon here Sunday, and he's taken the 9.10, +if he hasn't changed his mind.” Putney looked at his watch. + +“Let's hope he hasn't,” said Dr. Morrell. + +“Which?” asked Putney. + +“Changed his mind. I'm sorry he's coming back.” + +Annie knew that he was talking at her, though he spoke to Putney; but she +was powerless to protest. + + + + +XXVIII. + + +They went away together, leaving her to her despair, which had passed into +a sort of torpor by the following night, when Dr. Morrell came again, out +of what she knew must be mere humanity; he could not respect her any +longer. He told her, as if for her comfort, that Putney had gone to the +depot to meet Mr. Peck, who was expected back in the eight-o'clock train, +and was to labour with him all night long if necessary to get him to +change, or at least postpone, his purpose. The feeling in his favour was +growing. Putney hoped to put it so strongly to him as a proof of duty that +he could not resist it. + +Annie listened comfortlessly. Whatever happened, nothing could take away +the shame of her weakness now. She even wished, feebly, vaguely, that she +might be forced to keep her word. + +A sound of running on the gravel-walk outside and a sharp pull at the +door-bell seemed to jerk them both to their feet. + +Some one stepped into the hall panting, and the face of William Savor +showed itself at the door of the room where they stood. “Doc--Doctor +Morrell, come--come quick! There's been an accident--at--the depot. +Mr.--Peck--” He panted out the story, and Annie saw rather than heard how +the minister tried to cross the track from his train, where it had halted +short of the station, and the flying express from the other quarter caught +him from his feet, and dropped the bleeding fragment that still held his +life beside the rail a hundred yards away, and then kept on in brute +ignorance into the night. + +“Where is he? Where have you got him?” the doctor demanded of Savor. + +“At my house.” + +The doctor ran out of the house, and she heard his buggy whirl away, +followed by the fainter sound of Savor's feet as he followed running, after +he had stopped to repeat his story to the Boltons. Annie turned to the +farmer. “Mr. Bolton, get the carry-all. I must go.” + +“And me too,” said his wife. + +“Why, no, Pauliny; I guess you better stay. I guess it'll come out all +right in the end,” Bolton began. “_I_ guess William has exaggerated +some may be. Anyrate, who's goin' to look after the little girl if you +come?” + +“_I_ am,” Mrs. Bolton snapped back. “She's goin' with me.” + +“Of course she is. Be quick, Mr. Bolton!” Annie called from the stairs, +which she had already mounted half-way. + +She caught up the child, limp with sleep, from its crib, and began to dress +it. Idella cried, and fought away the hands that tormented her, and made +herself now very stiff and now very lax; but Annie and Mrs. Bolton together +prevailed against her, and she was dressed, and had fallen asleep again +in her clothes while the women were putting on their hats and sacks, and +Bolton was driving up to the door with the carry-all. + +“Why, I can see,” he said, when he got out to help them in, “just how +William's got his idee about it. His wife's an excitable kind of a woman, +and she's sent him off lickety-split after the doctor without looking to +see what the matter was. There hain't never been anybody hurt at our depot, +and it don't stand to reason--” + +“Oliver Bolton, _will_ you hush that noise?” shrieked his wife. “If +the world was burnin' up you'd say it was nothing but a chimbley on fire +som'er's.” + +“Well, well, Pauliny, have it your own way, have it your own way,” said +Bolton. “I ain't sayin' but what there's _some_thin' in William's +story; but you'll see't he's exaggerated. Git up!” + +“Well, do hurry, and _do_ be still!” said his wife. + +“Yes, yes. It's all right, Pauliny; all right. Soon's I'm out the lane, +you'll see't I'll drive _fast_ enough.” + +Mrs. Bolton kept a grim silence, against which her husband's babble of +optimism played like heat-lightning on a night sky. + +Idella woke with the rush of cold air, and in the dark and strangeness +began to cry, and wailed heart-breakingly between her fits of louder +sobbing, and then fell asleep again before they reached the house where +her father lay dying. + +They had put him in the best bed in Mrs. Savor's little guest-room, and +when Annie entered, the minister was apologising to her for spoiling it. + +“Now don't you say one word, Mr. Peck,” she answered him. “It's all right. +I ruthah see you layin' there just's you be than plenty of folks that--” + She stopped for want of an apt comparison, and at sight of Annie she said, +as if he were a child whose mind was wandering: “Well, I declare, if here +ain't Miss Kilburn come to see you, Mr. Peck! And Mis' Bolton! Well, the +land!” + +Mrs. Savor came and shook hands with them, and in her character of hostess +urged them forward from the door, where they had halted. “Want to see Mr. +Peck? Well, he's real comf'table now; ain't he, Dr. Morrell? We got him all +fixed up nicely, and he ain't in a bit o' pain. It's his spine that's hurt, +so't he don't feel nothin'; but he's just as clear in his mind as what you +or I be. _Ain't_ he, doctor?” + +“He's not suffering,” said Dr. Morrell, to whom Annie's eye wandered from +Mrs. Savor, and there was something in his manner that made her think the +minister was not badly hurt. She went forward with Mr. and Mrs. Bolton, and +after they had both taken the limp hand that lay outside the covering, she +touched it too. It returned no pressure, but his large, wan eyes looked at +her with such gentle dignity and intelligence that she began to frame in +her mind an excuse for what seemed almost an intrusion. + +“We were afraid you were hurt badly, and we thought--we thought you might +like to see Idella--and so--we came. She is in the next room.” + +“Thank you,” said the minister. “I presume that I am dying; the doctor +tells me that I have but a few hours to live.” + +Mrs. Savor protested, “Oh, I guess you ain't a-goin' to die _this_ +time, Mr. Peck.” Annie looked from Dr. Morrell to Putney, who stood with +him on the other side of the bed, and experienced a shock from their +gravity without yet being able to accept the fact it implied. “There's +plenty of folks,” continued Mrs. Savor, “hurt worse'n what you be that's +alive to-day and as well as ever they was.” + +Bolton seized his chance. “It's just what I said to Pauliny, comin' along. +'You'll see,' said I, 'Mr. Peck'll be out as spry as any of us before a +great while.' That's the way I felt about it from the start.” + +“All you got to do is to keep up courage,” said Mrs. Savor. + +“That's so; that's half the battle,” said Bolton. + +There were numbers of people in the room and at the door of the next. Annie +saw Colonel Marvin and Jack Wilmington. She heard afterward that he was +going to take the same train to Boston with Mr. Peck, and had helped to +bring him to the Savors' house. The stationmaster was there, and some other +railroad employes. + +The doctor leaned across the bed and lifted slightly the arm that lay +there, taking the wrist between his thumb and finger. “I think we had +better let Mr. Peck rest a while,” he said to the company generally, “We're +doing him no good.” + +The people began to go; some of them said, “Well, good night!” as if they +would meet again in the morning. They all made the pretence that it was a +slight matter, and treated the wounded man as if he were a child. He did +not humour the pretence, but said “Good-bye” in return for their “Good +night” with a quiet patience. + +Mrs. Savor hastened after her retreating guests. “I ain't a-goin' to let +you go without a sup of coffee,” she said. “I want you should all stay and +git some, and I don't believe but what a little of it would do Mr. Peck +good.” + +The surface of her lugubrious nature was broken up, and whatever was kindly +and cheerful in its depths floated to the top; she was almost gay in the +demand which the calamity made upon her. Annie knew that she must have seen +and helped to soothe the horror of mutilation which she could not even let +her fancy figure, and she followed her foolish bustle and chatter with +respectful awe. + +“Rebecca'll have it right off the stove in half a minute now,” Mrs. Savor +concluded; and from a further room came the cheerful click of cups, and +then a wandering whiff of the coffee; life in its vulgar kindliness touched +and made friends with death, claiming it a part of nature too. + +The night at Mrs. Munger's came back to Annie from the immeasurable +remoteness into which all the past had lapsed. She looked up at Dr. Morrell +across the bed. + +“Would you like to speak with Mr. Peck?” he asked officially. “Better do it +now,” he said, with one of his short nods. + +Putney came and set her a chair. She would have liked to fall on her knees +beside the bed; but she took the chair, and drew the minister's hand into +hers, stretching her arm above his head on the pillow. He lay like some +poor little wounded boy, like Putney's Winthrop; the mother that is in +every woman's heart gushed out of hers in pity upon him, mixed with filial +reverence. She had thought that she should confess her baseness to him, and +ask his forgiveness, and offer to fulfil with the people he had chosen for +the guardians of his child that interrupted purpose of his. But in the +presence of death, so august, so simple, all the concerns of life seemed +trivial, and she found herself without words. She sobbed over the poor hand +she held. He turned his eyes upon her and tried to speak, but his lips only +let out a moaning, shuddering sound, inarticulate of all that she hoped or +feared he might prophesy to shape her future. + +Life alone has any message for life, but from the beginning of time it has +put its ear to the cold lips that must for ever remain dumb. + + + + +XXIX. + + +The evening after the funeral Annie took Idella, with the child's clothes +and toys in a bundle, and Bolton drove them down Over the Track to the +Savors'. She had thought it all out, and she perceived that whatever the +minister's final intention might have been, she was bound by the purpose +he had expressed to her, and must give up the child. For fear she might be +acting from the false conscientiousness of which she was beginning to have +some notion in herself, she put the case to Mrs. Bolton. She knew what she +must do in any event, but it was a comfort to be stayed so firmly in her +duty by Mrs. Bolton, who did not spare some doubts of Mrs. Savor's fitness +for the charge, and reflected a subdued censure even upon the judgment of +Mr. Peck himself, as she bustled about and helped Annie get Idella and her +belongings ready. The child watched the preparations with suspicion. At the +end, when she was dressed, and Annie tried to lift her into the carriage, +she broke out in sudden rebellion; she cried, she shrieked, she fought; the +two good women who were obeying the dead minister's behest were obliged to +descend to the foolish lies of the nursery; they told her she was going on +a visit to the Savors, who would take her on the cars with them, and then +bring her back to Aunt Annie's house. Before they could reconcile her to +this fabled prospect they had to give it verisimilitude by taking off her +everyday clothes and putting on her best dress. + +She did not like Mrs. Savor's house when she came to it, nor Mrs. Savor, +who stopped, all blowzed and work-deranged from trying to put it in order +after the death in it, and gave Idella a motherly welcome. Annie fancied a +certain surprise in her manner, and her own ideal of duty was put to proof +by Mrs. Savor's owning that she had not expected Annie to bring Idella to +her right away. + +“If I had not done it at once, I never could have done it,” Annie +explained. + +“Well, I presume it's a cross,” said Mrs. Savor, “and I don't feel right to +take her. If it wa'n't for what her father--” + +“'Sh!” Annie said, with a significant glance. + +“It's an ugly house!” screamed the child. “I want to go back to my Aunt +Annie's house. I want to go on the cars.” + +“Yes, yes,” answered Mrs. Savor, blindly groping to share in whatever cheat +had been practised on the child, “just as soon as the cars starts. Here, +William, you take her out and show her the pretty coop you be'n makin' the +pigeons, to keep the cats out.” + +They got rid of her with Savor's connivance for the moment, and Annie +hastened to escape. + +“We had to tell her she was going a journey, or we never could have got her +into the carriage,” she explained, feeling like a thief. + +“Yes, yes. It's all right,” said Mrs. Savor. “I see you'd be'n putting up +some kind of job on her the minute she mentioned the cars. Don't you fret +any, Miss Kilburn. Rebecca and me'll get along with her, you needn't be +afraid.” + +Annie could not look at the empty crib where it stood in its alcove when +she went to bed; and she cried upon her own pillow with heart-sickness for +the child, and with a humiliating doubt of her own part in hurrying to +give it up without thought of Mrs. Savor's convenience. What had seemed so +noble, so exemplary, began to wear another colour; and she drowsed, worn +out at last by the swarming fears, shames, and despairs, which resolved +themselves into a fantastic medley of dream images. There was a cat +trying to get at the pigeons in the coop which Mr. Savor had carried +Idella to see. It clawed and miauled at the lattice-work of lath, and its +caterwauling became like the cry of a child, so like that it woke Annie +from her sleep, and still kept on. She lay shuddering a moment; it seemed +as if the dead minister's ghost flitted from the room, while the crying +defined and located itself more and more, till she knew it a child's wail +at the door of her house. Then she heard, “Aunt Annie! Aunt Annie!” and +soft, faint thumps as of a little fist upon the door panels. + +She had no experience of more than one motion from her bed to the door, +which the same impulse flung open and let her crush to her breast the +little tumult of sobs and moans from the threshold. + +“Oh, wicked, selfish, heartless wretch!” she stormed out over the child. +“But now I will never, never, never give you up! Oh, my poor little baby! +my darling! God has sent you back to me, and I will keep you, I don't care +what happens! What a cruel wretch I have been--oh, what a cruel wretch, my +pretty!--to tear you from your home! But now you shall never leave it; no +one shall take you away.” She gripped it in a succession of fierce hugs, +and mumbled it--face and neck, and little cold wet hands and feet--with her +kisses; and all the time she did not know the child was in its night-dress +like herself, or that her own feet were bare, and her drapery as scanty as +Idella's. + +A sense of the fact evanescently gleamed upon her with the appearance +of Mrs. Bolton, lamp in hand, and the instantaneous appearance and +disappearance of her husband at the back door through which she emerged. +The two women spent the first moments of the lamp-light in making certain +that Idella was sound and whole in every part, and then in making uncertain +for ever how she came to be there. Whether she had wandered out in her +sleep, and found her way home with dream-led feet, or whether she had +watched till the house was quiet, and then stolen away, was what she could +not tell them, and must always remain a mystery. + +“I don't believe but what Mr. Bolton had better go and wake up the Savors. +You got to keep her for the night, I presume, but they'd ought to know +where she is, and you can take her over there agin, come daylight.” + +“_Mrs_. Bolton!” shouted Annie, in a voice so deep and hoarse that +it shook the heart of a woman who had never known fear of man. “If you +say such a thing to me--if you ever say such a thing again--I--I--I will +_hit_ you! Send Mr. Bolton for Idella's things--right away!” + + * * * * * + +“Land!” said Mrs. Savor, when Bolton, after a long conciliatory preamble, +explained that he did not believe Miss Kilburn felt a great deal like +giving the child up again. “_I_ don't want it without it's satisfied +to stay. I see last night it was just breakin' its heart for her, and I +told William when we first missed her this mornin', and he was in such a +pucker about her, I bet anything he was a mind to that the child had gone +back to Miss Kilburn's. That's just the words I used; didn't I, Rebecca? +I couldn't stand it to have no child _grievin'_ around.” + +Beyond this sentimental reluctance, Mrs. Savor later confessed to Annie +herself that she was really accepting the charge of Idella in the same +spirit of self-sacrifice as that in which Annie was surrendering it, and +that she felt, when Mr. Peck first suggested it, that the child was better +off with Miss Kilburn; only she hated to say so. Her husband seemed to +think it would make up to her for the one they lost, but nothing could +really do that. + + + + +XXX. + + +In a reverie of rare vividness following her recovery of the minister's +child, Annie Kilburn dramatised an escape from all the failures and +humiliations of her life in Hatboro'. She took Idella with her and went +back to Rome, accomplishing the whole affair so smoothly and rapidly that +she wondered at herself for not having thought of such a simple solution of +her difficulties before. She even began to put some little things together +for her flight, while she explained to old friends in the American colony +that Idella was the orphan child of a country minister, which she had +adopted. That old lady who had found her motives in returning to Hatboro' +insufficient questioned her sharply _why_ she had adopted the +minister's child, and did not find her answers satisfactory. They were such +as also failed to pacify inquiry in Hatboro', where Annie remained, in +spite of her reverie; but people accepted the fact, and accounted for it in +their own way, and approved it, even though they could not quite approve +her. + +The dramatic impressiveness of the minister's death won him undisputed +favour, yet it failed to establish unity in his society. Supply after +supply filled his pulpit, but the people found them all unsatisfactory when +they remembered his preaching, and could not make up their minds to any +one of them. They were more divided than ever, except upon the point of +regretting Mr. Peck. But they distinguished, in honouring his memory. They +revered his goodness and his wisdom, but they regarded his conduct of life +as unpractical. They said there never was a more inspired teacher, but it +was impossible to follow him, and he could not himself have kept the course +he had marked out. They said, now that he was beyond recall, no one else +could have built up the church in Hatboro' as he could, if he could only +have let impracticable theories alone. Mr. Gerrish called many people to +witness that this was what he had always said. He contended that it was the +spirit of the gospel which you were to follow. He said that if Mr. Peck had +gone to teaching among the mill hands, he would have been sick of it inside +of six weeks; but he was a good Christian man, and no one wished less than +Mr. Gerrish to reproach him for what was, after all, more an error of the +head than the heart. His critics had it their own way in this, for he had +not lived to offer that full exposition of his theory and justification of +his purpose which he had been expected to give on the Sunday after he was +killed; and his death was in no wise exegetic. It said no more to his +people than it had said to Annie; it was a mere casualty; and his past +life, broken and unfulfilled, with only its intimations and intentions of +performance, alone remained. + +When people learned, as they could hardly help doing from Mrs. Savor's +volubility, what his plan with regard to Idella had been, they instanced +that in proof of the injuriousness of his idealism as applied to real +life; and they held that she had been remanded in that strange way to Miss +Kilburn's charge for some purpose which she must not attempt to cross. As +the minister had been thwarted in another intent by death, it was a sign +that he was wrong in this too, and that she could do better by the child +than he had proposed. + +This was the sum of popular opinion; and it was further the opinion of Mrs. +Gerrish, who gave more attention to the case than many others, that Annie +had first taken the child because she hoped to get Mr. Peck, when she found +she could not get Dr. Morrell; and that she would have been very glad to be +rid of it if she had known how, but that she would have to keep it now for +shame's sake. + +For shame's sake certainly, Annie would have done several other things, and +chief of these would have been never to see Dr. Morrell again. She believed +that he not only knew the folly she had confessed to him, but that he had +divined the cowardice and meanness in which she had repented it, and she +felt intolerably disgraced before the thought of him. She had imagined +mainly because of him that escape to Rome which never has yet been +effected, though it might have been attempted if Idella had not wakened +ill from the sleep she sobbed herself into when she found herself safe in +Annie's crib again. + +She had taken a heavy cold, and she moped lifelessly about during the day, +and drowsed early again in the troubled cough-broken slumber. + +“That child ought to have the doctor,” said Mrs. Bolton, with the grim +impartiality in which she masked her interference. + +“Well,” said Annie helplessly. + +At the end of the lung fever which followed, “It was a narrow chance,” said +the doctor one morning; “but now I needn't come any more unless you send +for me.” + +Annie stood at the door, where he spoke with his hand on the dash-board of +his buggy before getting into it. + +She answered with one of those impulses that come from something deeper +than intention. “I will send for you, then--to tell you how generous you +are,” and in the look with which she spoke she uttered the full meaning +that her words withheld. + +He flushed for pleasure of conscious desert, but he had to laugh and turn +it off lightly. “I don't think I could come for that. But I'll look in to +see Idella unprofessionally.” + +He drove away, and she remained at her door looking up at the summer blue +sky that held a few soft white clouds, such as might have overhung the same +place at the same hour thousands of years before, and such as would lazily +drift over it in a thousand years to come. The morning had an immeasurable +vastness, through which some crows flying across the pasture above the +house sent their voices on the spacious stillness. A perception of the +unity of all things under the sun flashed and faded upon her, as such +glimpses do. Of her high intentions, nothing had resulted. An inexorable +centrifugality had thrown her off at every point where she tried to cling. +Nothing of what was established and regulated had desired her intervention; +a few accidents and irregularities had alone accepted it. But now she felt +that nothing withal had been lost; a magnitude, a serenity, a tolerance, +intimated itself in the universal frame of things, where her failure, her +recreancy, her folly, seemed for the moment to come into true perspective, +and to show venial and unimportant, to be limited to itself, and to be even +good in its effect of humbling her to patience with all imperfection and +shortcoming, even her own. She was aware of the cessation of a struggle +that has never since renewed itself with the old intensity; her wishes, her +propensities, ceased in that degree to represent evil in conflict with the +portion of good in her; they seemed so mixed and interwoven with the good +that they could no longer be antagonised; for the moment they seemed in +their way even wiser and better, and ever after to be the nature out of +which good as well as evil might come. + +As she remained standing there, Mr. Brandreth came round the corner of the +house, looking very bright and happy. + +“Miss Kilburn,” he said abruptly, “I want you to congratulate me. I'm +engaged to Miss Chapley.” + +“Are you indeed, Mr. Brandreth? I do congratulate you with all my heart. +She is a lovely girl.” + +“Yes, it's all right now,” said Mr. Brandreth. “I've come to tell you the +first one, because you seemed to take an interest in it when I told you of +the trouble about the Juliet. We hadn't come to any understanding before +that, but that seemed to bring us both to the point, and--and we're +engaged. Mother and I are going to New York for the winter; we think she +can risk it; and at any rate she won't be separated from me; and we shall +be back in our little home next May. You know that I'm to be with Mr. +Chapley in his business?” + +“Why, no! This is _great_ news, Mr. Brandreth! I don't know what to +say.” + +“You're very kind,” said the young man, and for the third or fourth time he +wrung her hand. “It isn't a partnership, of course; but he thinks I can be +of use to him.” + +“I know you can!” Annie adventured. + +“We are very busy getting ready--nearly everybody else is gone--and mother +sent her kindest regards--you know she don't make calls--and I just ran up +to tell you. Well, _good_-bye!” + +“_Good_-bye! Give my love to your mother, and to your-to Miss +Chapley.” + +“I will.” He hurried off, and then came running back. “Oh, I forgot! About +the Social Union fund. You know we've got about two hundred dollars from +the theatricals, but the matter seems to have stopped there, and some of us +think there'd better be some other disposition of the money. Have you any +suggestion to make?” + +“No, none.” + +“Then I'll tell you. It's proposed to devote the money to beautifying the +grounds around the soldiers' monument. They ought to be fenced and planted +with flowers--turned into a little public garden. Everybody appreciates the +interest you took in the Union, and we hoped you'd be pleased with that +disposition of the money.” + +“It is very kind,” said Annie, with a meek submission that must have made +him believe she was deeply touched. + +“As I'm not to be here this winter,” he continued, “we thought we had +better leave the whole matter in your hands, and the money has been +deposited in the bank subject to your order. It was Mrs. Munger's idea. I +don't think she's ever felt just right about that evening of the dramatics, +don't you know. _Good_-bye!” + +He ran off to escape her thanks for this proof of confidence in her taste +and judgment, and he was gone beyond her protest before she emerged from +her daze into a full sense of the absurdity of the situation. + +“Well, it's a very simple matter to let the money lie in the bank,” said +Dr. Morrell, who came that evening to make his first unprofessional visit, +and received with pure amusement the account of the affair, which she gave +him with a strong infusion of vexation. + +“The way I was involved in this odious Social Union business from the +first, and now have it left on my hands in the end, is maddening. Why, I +can't get rid of it!” she replied. + +“Then, perhaps,” he comfortably suggested, “it's a sign you're not intended +to get rid of it.” + +“What _do_ you mean?” + +“Why don't you go on,” he irresponsibly adventured further, “and establish +a Social Union?” + +“Do you _mean_ it?” + +“What was that notion of his”--they usually spoke of the minister +pronominally--“about getting the Savors going in a co-operative +boarding-house at Fall River? Putney said something about it.” + +Annie explained, as she had heard it from him, and from the Savors since +his death, the minister's scheme for a club, in which the members should +contribute the labour and the provisions, and should live cheaply and +wholesomely under the management of the Savors at first, and afterward +should continue them in charge, or not, as they chose. “He seemed to +have thought it out very carefully. But I supposed, of course, it was +unpractical.” + +“Was that why you were going in for it?” asked the doctor; and then he +spared her confusion in adding: “I don't see why it was unpractical. It +seems to me a very good notion for a Social Union. Why not try it here? +There isn't the same pressing necessity that there is in a big factory +town; but you have the money, and you have the Savors to make a beginning.” + +His tone was still half bantering; but it had become more and more serious, +so that she could say in earnest: “But the money is one of the drawbacks. +It was Mr. Peck's idea that the working people ought to do it all +themselves.” + +“Well, I should say that two-thirds of that money in the bank had come from +them. They turned out in great force to Mr. Brandreth's theatricals. And +wouldn't it be rather high-handed to use their money for anything but the +Union?” + +“You don't suppose,” said Annie hotly, “that I would spend a cent of it +on the grounds of that idiotic monument? I would pay for having it blown +up with dynamite! No, I can't have anything more to do with the wretched +affair. My touch is fatal.” The doctor laughed, and she added: “Besides, I +believe most heartily with Mr. Peck that no person of means and leisure can +meet working people except in the odious character of a patron, and if I +didn't respect them, I respect myself too much for that. If I were ready to +go in with them and start the Social Union on his basis, by helping do +house-work--_scullion_-work--for it, and eating and living with them, +I might try; but I know from experience I'm not. I haven't the need, and to +pretend that I have, to forego my comforts and luxuries in a make-believe +that I haven't them, would be too ghastly a farce, and I won't.” + +“Well, then, don't,” said the doctor, bent more perhaps on carrying his +point in argument than on promoting the actual establishment of the Social +Union. “But my idea is this: Take two-thirds or one-half of that money, +and go to Savor, and say: 'Here! This is what Mr. Brandreth's theatricals +swindled the shop-hands out of. It's honestly theirs, at least to control; +and if you want to try that experiment of Mr. Peck's here in Hatboro', it's +yours. We people of leisure, or comparative leisure, have really nothing +in common with you people who work with your hands for a living; and as we +really can't be friends with you, we won't patronise you. We won't advise +you, and we won't help you; but here's the money. If you fail, you fail; +and if you succeed, you won't succeed by our aid and comfort.'” + +The plan that Annie and Doctor Morrell talked over half in joke took a more +and more serious character in her sense of duty to the minister's memory +and the wish to be of use, which was not extinct in her, however she mocked +and defied it. It was part of the irony of her fate that the people who +were best able to counsel with her in regard to it were Lyra, whom she +could not approve, and Jack Wilmington, whom she had always disliked. He +was able to contribute some facts about the working of the Thayer Club +at the Harvard Memorial Hall in Cambridge, and Lyra because she had been +herself a hand, and would not forget it, was of use in bringing the scheme +into favour with the hands. They felt easy with her, as they did with +Putney, and for much the same reason: it is one of the pleasing facts of +our conditions that people who are socially inferior like best those above +them who are morally anomalous. It was really through Lyra that Annie got +at the working people, and when it came to a formal conference, there +was no one who could command their confidence like Putney, whom they saw +mad-drunk two or three times a year, but always pulling up and fighting +back to sanity against the enemy whose power some of them had felt too. + +No theory is so perfect as not to be subject to exceptions in the +experiment, and in spite of her conviction of the truth of Mr. Peck's +social philosophy, Annie is aware, through her simple and frank relations +with the hands in a business matter, of mutual kindness which it does +not account for. But perhaps the philosophy and the experiment were not +contradictory; perhaps it was intended to cover only the cases in which +they had no common interest. At anyrate, when the Peck Social Union, as its +members voted to call it, at the suggestion of one of their own number, got +in working order, she was as cordially welcomed to the charge of its funds +and accounts as if she had been a hat-shop hand or a shoe-binder. She is +really of use, for its working is by no means ideal, and with her wider +knowledge she has suggested improvements and expedients for making both +ends meet which were sometimes so reluctant to meet. She has kept a +conscience against subsidising the Union from her own means; and she even +accepts for her services a small salary, which its members think they +ought to pay her. She owns this ridiculous, like all the make-believe work +of rich people; a travesty which has no reality except the little sum it +added to the greater sum of her superabundance. She is aware that she is +a pensioner upon the real members of the Social Union for a chance to be +useful, and that the work they let her do is the right of some one who +needs it. She has thought of doing the work and giving the pay to another; +but she sees that this would be pauperising and degrading another. So she +dwells in a vicious circle, and waits, and mostly forgets, and is mostly +happy. + +The Social Union itself, though not a brilliant success in all points, is +still not a failure; and the promise of its future is in the fact that it +continues to have a present. The people of Hatboro' are rather proud of +it, and strangers visit it as one of the possible solutions of one of the +social problems. It is predicted that it cannot go on; that it must either +do better or do worse; but it goes on the same. + +Putney studies its existence in the light of his own infirmity, to which he +still yields from time to time, as he has always done. He professes to find +there a law which would account for a great many facts of human experience +otherwise inexplicable. He does not attempt to define this occult +preservative principle, but he offers himself and the Social Union as +proofs of its existence; and he argues that if they can only last long +enough they will finally be established in a virtue and prosperity as great +as those of Mr. Gerrish and his store. + +Annie sometimes feels that nothing else can explain the maintenance of Lyra +Wilmington's peculiar domestic relations at the point which perpetually +invites comment and never justifies scandal. The situation seems to her as +lamentable as ever. She grieves over Lyra, and likes her, and laughs with +her; she no longer detests Jack Wilmington so much since he showed himself +so willing and helpful about the Social Union; she thinks there must be a +great deal of good in him, and sometimes she is sorry for him, and longs to +speak again to Lyra about the wrong she is doing him. One of the dangers +of having a very definite point of view is the temptation of abusing it to +read the whole riddle of the painful earth. Annie has permitted herself to +think of Lyra's position as one which would be impossible in a state of +things where there was neither poverty nor riches, and there was neither +luxury on one hand to allure, nor the fear of want to constrain on the +other. + +When her recoil from the fulfilment of her volunteer pledge to Mr. Peck +brought her face to face with her own weakness, there were two ways back +to self-respect, either of which she might take. She might revert to her +first opinion of him, and fortify herself in that contempt and rejection of +his ideas, or she might abandon herself to them, with a vague intention of +reparation to him, and accept them to the last insinuation of their logic. +This was what she did, and while her life remained the same outwardly, it +was inwardly all changed. She never could tell by what steps she reached +her agreement with the minister's philosophy; perhaps, as a woman, it +was not possible she should; but she had a faith concerning it to which +she bore unswerving allegiance, and it was Putney's delight to witness +its revolutionary effect on an old Hatboro' Kilburn, the daughter of a +shrewd lawyer and canny politician like her father, and the heir of an +aristocratic tradition, a gentlewoman born and bred. He declared himself +a reactionary in comparison with her, and had the habit of taking the +conservative side against her. She was in the joke of this; but it was a +real trouble to her for a time that Dr. Morrell, after admitting the force +of her reasons, should be content to rest in a comfortable inconclusion +as to his conduct, till one day she reflected that this was what she was +herself doing, and that she differed from him only in the openness with +which she proclaimed her opinions. Being a woman, her opinions were treated +by the magnates of Hatboro' as a good joke, the harmless fantasies of an +old maid, which she would get rid of if she could get anybody to marry her; +being a lady, and very well off, they were received with deference, and +she was left to their uninterrupted enjoyment. Putney amused himself by +saying that she was the fiercest apostle of labour that never did a stroke +of work; but no one cared half so much for all that as for the question +whether her affair with Dr. Morrell was a friendship or a courtship. They +saw an activity of attention on his part which would justify the most +devout belief in the latter, and yet they were confronted with the fact +that it so long remained eventless. The two theories, one that she was +amusing herself with him, and the other that he was just playing with her, +divided public opinion, but they did not molest either of the parties to +the mystery; and the village, after a season of acute conjecture, quiesced +into that sarcastic sufferance of the anomaly into which it may have been +noticed that small communities are apt to subside from such occasions. +Except for some such irreconcilable as Mrs. Gerrish, it was a good joke +that if you could not find Dr. Morrell in his office after tea, you could +always find him at Miss Kilburn's. Perhaps it might have helped solve the +mystery if it had been known that she could not accept the situation, +whatever it really was, without satisfying herself upon two points, which +resolved themselves into one in the process of the inquiry. + +She asked, apparently as preliminary to answering a question of his, “Have +you heard that gossip about my--being in--caring for the poor man?” + +“Yes.” + +“And did you--what did you think?” + +“That it wasn't true. I knew if there were anything in it, you couldn't +have talked him over with me.” + +She was silent. Then she said, in a low voice: “No, there couldn't have +been. But not for that reason alone, though it's very delicate and generous +of you to think of it, very large-minded; but because it _couldn't_ +have been. I could have worshipped him, but I couldn't have loved him--any +more,” she added, with an implication that entirely satisfied him, “than I +could have worshipped _you_.” + +THE END. + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Annie Kilburn, by William Dean Howells + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ANNIE KILBURN *** + +***** This file should be named 7502-0.txt or 7502-0.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/7/5/0/7502/ + +Produced by Eric Eldred, William Flis, Charles Franks, and +the Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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