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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SECOND CHANCE ***
-
-
-
-
-
- _For those of you who may be sentimentalists about
- what you'd do if you could live your life over
- again, here is the real lowdown about that...._
-
- SECOND CHANCE
-
- By ROBERT HOSKINS
-
- Illustrated by SUMMERS
-
- [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
- Amazing Stories April 1962
- Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
- the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]
-
-
-The boy was twelve, and running for dear life. Behind him came the
-sounds of half a dozen pursuers, the faintly sticky slap of leather
-soles coming down on summer-hot blacktopping and the sharp explosions
-of breath let out and sucked back in quickly as out-of-condition bodies
-forced muscles angrily beyond normal limits of endurance.
-
-"There goes the little bastard now!"
-
-"Don't let him get away!"
-
-A scant hundred yards separated pursued from pursuers. The boy stopped
-at the mouth of an alley, panic stealing logic as he glanced over his
-shoulders at the boys coming up quickly behind him. He darted into
-the alley, rounded a curve, and realized too late that he was in a
-dead-end. Boxes and trash were piled against the wall; a fire-escape
-beckoned invitingly just above. He scrabbled up the side of the pile,
-then realized his mistake as it began to shift beneath him. He leaped
-for the fire-escape ladder, his fingers brushing the lowest rung just
-as the pile collapsed, carrying him down and burying him.
-
-"Where the hell is he?"
-
-Hands started pulling at the pile, tearing away debris. The boy bit
-down on his lip, and closed his eyes against the inevitable.
-
-"Hey, here he is!"
-
-They grabbed him and pulled him out. A palm slapped across his cheek,
-forcing his eyes open.
-
-"Okay, you little sneak. What's the big idea? Why'd you rat to the
-Principal?" He shook his head.
-
-"Come on, dammit! Talk! You were talking enough yesterday!"
-
-"Ah, you're wasting your breath. Come on, let's do what we came to do
-and get it over with."
-
-"Okay, if that's the way you want it."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Johnson winced, as the first of the blows fell. The picture on the
-screen seemed far away, but the memory of physical pain was suddenly
-freshened. As hands and feet lashed out, repeatedly, raining down a
-storm of punishment on the quivering mass of flesh in the center of the
-picture, once-tortured nerves twinged in sympathy.
-
-"Brutal little monsters, aren't they?" said Cavendish.
-
-"I got back at them," said Johnson. "Every last one of them. I was the
-last kid they beat up."
-
-"Mmmm. Still, that didn't change the fact that you had already received
-a nasty beating yourself. No matter how sweet revenge, wouldn't it have
-been sweeter to have avoided the beating altogether?"
-
-Johnson massaged his crippled hand as he watched the tortured boy make
-a break away from his tormentors. A foot shot out, and the boy went
-sprawling. His chin hit the pavement; only the adult saw the biggest
-of the tormentors bring booted foot down on pathetic fingers. The foot
-twisted, and the man looked away.
-
-"Shut it off!" he shouted.
-
-"Certainly." Cavendish reached out and the screen went dead. Getting
-up, he went to the bar in the corner of the room and returned with a
-tumbler half-full of amber liquid. "Here, you need this."
-
-Johnson tossed off the drink, gasping as the liquor burned its way down
-to his stomach. "Ahhhh!" He wiped his mouth on the back of his good
-hand.
-
-"What do you think of my little machine, Mr. Johnson?" Cavendish
-settled himself behind a cluttered desk, hands folded over his paunch,
-looking extremely satisfied with himself. Pointed mustache and faintly
-slanted eyes heightened the effect of a cat with a stolen canary.
-
-"Your gadget is effective," admitted Johnson. "Just how powerful is it?"
-
-"Fifty years seems the limit it can probe. I've tried increasing the
-power, but beyond fifty years things quickly fade away into a gray fog.
-That's why I wanted to see you so urgently. Another few weeks, and this
-particular event in your life will be irrevocably lost." He glanced at
-the crippled hand. "Considering the direct consequences, I thought it
-would be a good place to start."
-
-"Assuming that I want to have anything to do with this at all."
-
-"Of course," said Cavendish, blandly. "Everything is always an
-assumption."
-
-"Your machine. It can actually send me back through time?"
-
-"In effect, yes."
-
-"I don't believe it."
-
-"I think you do, Mr. Johnson. You want to believe it, therefore you do
-believe it. A man like yourself, aware of missed opportunities...."
-
-"I haven't missed many chances in my day," said Johnson. "If I had, I'd
-never have become what I am today."
-
-"Rich."
-
-"I'd rather call it powerful."
-
-"As you like." Cavendish shrugged. "After all, what is money but
-power? With it, you have the power to do things, make a living, run
-a business, increase your standing in the community. Without it....
-Everything becomes negative. You have the power to die, but nothing
-more."
-
-"You need money, too."
-
-"Of course. I've never denied it. Science has never been a particularly
-profitable field of endeavor--at least, not on my level. For you,
-science has made money. For me, it merely uses it."
-
-"You want money from me."
-
-"Naturally. You have enough for both of us."
-
- * * * * *
-
-"But why me?" asked Johnson, suspiciously. "Why not someone else? There
-are other men as wealthy or wealthier than I--Reading, Blackwell,
-Morgenstern, just to name three in this very city."
-
-"Yes, I considered them--all of them, and many others besides. It
-really made no difference which one I finally selected. I chose you,
-Mr. Johnson, for just one reason--the scene just witnessed."
-
-"All right. You've aroused my interest. Now tell me just how your time
-machine can help me."
-
-Cavendish winced. "Please, Mr. Johnson, I do not have a time machine."
-
-"You just said you can send me back through time."
-
-"In effect, Sir; in effect. Physically, no. My machine--temporal
-transgressor I call it, for want of a better term--my machine has the
-faculty of liberating a certain part of the human id, the conscience,
-the soul, if you please, and casting it adrift on the broad temporal
-stream. A strong will can direct this liberated 'something' against the
-general drift of the temporal stream, forcing it backwards against the
-natural current. Back through time, as it were."
-
-"And just how does this help me?"
-
-"From the limited experiments I have been able to perform with
-available funds, I have found that, shall we say from now on, for
-simplicity's sake, the Id, tends to gravitate to early versions of
-itself. Apparently there is some sort of force that binds the Id with
-itself. At moments of crisis, this force is strongest."
-
-"And you want me to be a guinea pig for your experiments."
-
-"Crudely put, Sir."
-
-"But the truth."
-
-Cavendish shrugged. "Consider the benefits to be reaped."
-
-"As yet, I have seen none," said Johnson, bluntly. "Suppose you
-enlighten me some more."
-
-"Opportunities...."
-
-"We covered that before."
-
-"But have we? Consider, Sir; you are wealthy, powerful, in spite of
-your, ah, handicap." He glanced away as Johnson inspected his hand.
-"Just think what might have happened had you not been injured? Who can
-say what new avenues might be opened to you?"
-
-"How much?"
-
-"Then you'll do it?" asked Cavendish, eagerly.
-
-"Perhaps. How much do you need?"
-
-"I have my equipment all ready. But I need a great deal of power to
-operate it. You are one of the directors of Public Power; I need your
-signature on releases for the necessary leads and, of course, the power
-itself."
-
-"You shall have them. When can we be ready to operate?"
-
-Cavendish pursed his lips. "With PP technicians running in the new
-lines--three days."
-
-"Very well. I'll be back."
-
- * * * * *
-
-T. Arthur Johnson had not, as he had told Cavendish, been a man to
-pass up an opportunity. Forty years of fighting and clawing his way up
-through the jungle of business competition had sharpened his senses and
-heightened his awareness of what one fatal mistake could do.
-
-Still, no man is infallible; all miss out on something, sometime. Some
-men go through their entire lives making the wrong decisions; they end
-up failures.
-
-T. Arthur Johnson was a qualified success. Qualified, for, although
-successful he might be, as a man he was not happy. It is rarely
-that the two go hand-in-hand. Happiness and success often seem to
-be mutually exclusive goals. Yet contentment is a close cousin of
-happiness, and many let themselves be satisfied with second best.
-
-After checking with Cavendish to find out just how much time would have
-to be invested in the experiments, Johnson arranged his affairs into
-the hands of several trusted managers--trusted because they were owned,
-body and soul, by Johnson. On the morning of the third day, as the last
-of the Public Power trucks was leaving the warehouse in which Cavendish
-had set up his laboratory, Johnson presented himself at the door.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"Ah, Mr. Johnson." His eyes lit up. "Right on time. I suppose you are
-as anxious as I to get on with the experiments."
-
-"Time is valuable," said Johnson. "I don't believe in wasting it. Shall
-we get on with it?"
-
-"Of course."
-
-The lab seemed little changed from Johnson's earlier visit. An
-adjustable lounge chair had been set up near the screen; from it,
-lines ran into a panel of equipment that the industrialist found
-incomprehensible. At Cavendish's gesture, he sat down and permitted
-electrodes to be attached to his head and arms.
-
-"Comfortable, Sir?"
-
-"Quite."
-
-Cavendish adjusted switches; the screen came to life, showing the
-earlier scene with the youthful Johnson just beginning his dash into
-the alley.
-
-"We regress some twenty-seven hours more," he said. The scene dissolved
-and was replaced by one with the boy in a classroom. The clock on the
-wall read three-thirty; school had been out some fifteen minutes. Timmy
-Johnson placed the last of the erasers in the blackboard trough and
-checked the stack of workbooks with his eye, stopping to shift the top
-one a quarter of an inch into better alignment.
-
-"We are now approaching the crisis point," said Cavendish. "The
-blending of the adult Id with that of the boy will enable you to
-control the actions of the boy."
-
-"Get on with it!" said Johnson, impatiently, anxious to have the affair
-over with.
-
-"Very well." Cavendish closed several switches and the hum of vast
-amounts of power pouring into the little room rose until it set the
-hackles of the men's necks rising. Still it rose, until Cavendish
-closed one final switch--
-
- * * * * *
-
-"All done, Mrs. Taylor."
-
-"Thank you, Timmy." She glanced up from the stack of papers and smiled
-at the boy. "I swear, I don't know what I'd do without you. You're the
-best helper I ever had."
-
-Timmy glowed at the praise; he felt the back of his neck warming. It
-was fun helping her out, no matter what the other kids said or thought.
-He scuffed the toe of his sneaker against the heel of the other one.
-"Well, I guess I'd better be getting home, Mrs. Taylor. Mom usually
-wants me to run to the store for her after school."
-
-"All right, Timmy. Good night."
-
-"Good night." He lingered in the door for a last smile from the woman,
-then ran down the stairs to the lockers on the basement corridors.
-He stowed his books in his locker, then twirled the dial on the
-combination lock, bought with money saved out of his allowance.
-
-Timmy started towards the exit, when suddenly he heard voices coming
-from the boys' shower room.
-
-"Aw, come on, Janie! What's the harm in having a little peek?"
-
-"With your big eyes, Danny Grissome, a lot!"
-
-Raucous laughter. "I guess she told you that time, Danny boy."
-
-"Yeah? Well, I'm gonna see what I came down here to see, whether you
-like it or not, Janie. Now come on!"
-
-"No! Keep your dirty hands off me, Danny Grissome!"
-
-Heart pounding in his breast, Timmy edged towards the door of the
-shower room. From the voices, he knew there were at least half a dozen
-boys inside. The door was slightly ajar; the school was supposed to be
-empty, so the boys had been careless. Placing his eye to the crack,
-Timmy tried to make out what was going on, but his field of vision was
-too limited. All he could get were vague impressions of bodies moving
-back and forth.
-
-Frustrated, he leaned his weight against the door. Suddenly it swung
-in, and he fell after it.
-
-"Hey, who's that?"
-
-Rough hands pulled him to his feet.
-
-"Ahh, it's Teacher's Pet Johnson. What are you doing here, stupid?"
-
-Timmy panicked. "I saw what you were doing!" he piped. His voice was
-shrill with fear. "I'm going to--"
-
-Something clicked.
-
-"Yeah?" demanded Danny. "What are you going to do shrimp?"
-
-"I...."
-
-Timmy shook his head; his eyes took on a faraway expression.
-
-"Hey, what's the matter with you, shrimp? Wake up."
-
-Something clicked again, and the adult Id settled into control of
-the youthful body. T. Arthur Johnson looked out on the situation
-confronting Timmy Johnson and came to a decision. It was not the
-decision the boy had--would--make of his own volition. But, then,
-the adult Johnson had one important advantage over his juvenile
-counterpart--he knew the certain and distasteful consequences of the
-boy's activities.
-
-"Well?" demanded Danny. "Get with it, kid. What are you going to do?"
-
-"I'm going to tell Mr. Arkins--unless you let me watch too!"
-
- * * * * *
-
-"How's your hand?" asked Cavendish, as he unsnapped the electrodes.
-
-"Hand?" Johnson looked at first one then the other. "What about my
-hand?"
-
-Cavendish looked, then shook his head, puzzled. "That's funny. Now
-where did I get the idea that something was wrong with your hand?"
-
-"I'm sure I don't know," said Johnson, getting up and stretching. He
-felt tired, more tired than he could remember having been in a long
-time. The feeling had become alien to the desk-bound man, but it was
-simply physical exhaustion. He yawned. "How about a drink?"
-
-"Of course." He retreated to the little bar and came back with a
-generous slug in the usual water tumbler. Johnson tossed it off,
-sighed, and wiped his mouth.
-
-"Well?" demanded Cavendish.
-
-"Well, what?"
-
-"Don't keep me in suspense!" begged the little man. "What was it like?"
-
-Johnson considered. "Nostalgic, I suppose. Everyone would like
-another chance to revisit his childhood. You've proven that your time
-ma--Pardon me. Your temporal transgressor, works. But as to your idea
-that events can be changed--well, consider me from Missouri."
-
-"But the machine does work," insisted Cavendish.
-
-"I've already said that," said Johnson, irritated with the little man.
-Cavendish seemed much more pushy than he had at their first meeting.
-Johnson had never cared for that type of person, perhaps recognizing
-too much of himself reflected in the other personality.
-
-"The next part should be simple, then," said Cavendish. "All we have
-to do is find a suitable crisis point in your life, and send you back.
-Once you have changed it--made a different decision--then you'll see."
-
-"Perhaps," said Johnson, a strong doubt in the back of his mind. "Have
-you picked out such a suitable crisis?"
-
-"I think so." He turned to the screen, and began adjusting the dials.
-Gray fog swirled mistily across the face of the tube, resolving
-momentarily into brief scenes as the scientist searched for something
-in particular. At last he grunted in satisfaction, and straightened up.
-
-"Here we are." He sharpened the focus, and it became Johnson's turn to
-grunt in surprise.
-
-"Damn you!"
-
- * * * * *
-
-The scene was dimly-lit, obviously happening late at night. Two youths
-in their late teens were busy at the rear door of a service station,
-while another kept peering around the corner, keeping an anxious eye
-out for passers-by. At last the lock of the door gave way to their
-efforts, and all three slipped inside. Cavendish turned a dial and the
-picture followed the actors into the interior of the station.
-
-One of the figures produced a pencil flash; by its thin beam, they
-made their way past a store-room piled high with cases of motor oil
-and transmission fluid and into the garage part of the station. One of
-the figures stopped by a stack of tires and a heated argument broke
-out, soundless though it seemed to the watchers in the future. At last,
-one prevailed over the other and they continued their search of the
-station, stopping at last by the register. One of the boys punched it
-open, and scooped up a small handful of bills, only to have disgust
-register on his face when they turned out to be all singles.
-
-In the meantime, one of the other boys was forcing the coin box on the
-cigarette machine. He scooped silver into his pockets, then turned to
-the soft drink machine at its side.
-
-Sudden light glared into the station, blinding the boys. They stopped
-dead in their tracks, as they tried to shield their eyes from the
-glare. Then, panic-stricken, they broke for the rear and the door they
-had forced to gain entrance. The figures were lost for a moment, but
-soon reappeared, shepherded none too gently by several men in blue. The
-station's own lights came on.
-
-Cavendish suddenly felt pity for the aged man and switched off the
-picture. Without asking, he refilled Johnson's glass.
-
-"No one ever knew about that," said Johnson, softly.
-
-"Your family did a good job of hushing it up," agreed Cavendish.
-
-"We served our time, though--nine months in that stinking county jail,
-after time off for good behavior." He shuddered. Across two-thirds of a
-lifetime, the memory was still painful.
-
-"It kept you out of the service, didn't it?"
-
-"Yes. My folks always claimed I spent the time bumming around the
-country. They said ill health kept me out of the Army. People never
-believed them, though. They seemed to know better."
-
-"Definitely a crisis in your life?"
-
-"Most definitely," agreed Johnson.
-
-"Then if I send you back to the time when you and your companions were
-planning this adventure, and you succeed in talking your younger self
-out of it, you'll be convinced that what I say is true?"
-
-"Yes, that'll do it."
-
-"Good! Events can be altered; time is not immutable!" The little man's
-eyes gleamed fanatically; Johnson for the first time debated the wisdom
-of letting himself be strapped in under his care. But Cavendish was
-already adjusting the electrodes; he finished, and turned on the power
-source.
-
-"I'll send you back to that afternoon," he said. "The three of you are
-gathered in the back room of Cook's News Shop."
-
-"I remember," said Johnson.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"Hi, Danny."
-
-"Hi," said the leader of the three, looking up. "What do you want,
-Janie?"
-
-"Oh, nothing," said the girl, tossing her pony tail back over her
-shoulder. "But I'll settle for a coke."
-
-"Be my guest," said Danny Grissome, digging a dime from his pocket.
-"But be a doll and drink it at the counter, hey?"
-
-"What's the matter? My company not good enough for the big shots?" She
-sniffed, but accepted the dime.
-
-"Your company's fine," said Grissome. "But we're busy----man-type busy.
-So later, hey? Later."
-
-The boys watched her flounce sensuously through the archway separating
-the back room from the front section of the store, and knew as they
-watched that she was fully aware of their eyes on her. Danny's tongue
-darted over his lips; he sighed.
-
-"Man, I gotta get me some more of that. But not now. We got things to
-talk about now. Important things, right, Art?"
-
-Johnson tore his eyes from the girl. "Uh, yeah, Danny. Sure. Anything
-you say."
-
-"That's right. Anything I say. And don't you creeps ever forget it."
-
-"So who's arguing?"
-
-"Nobody, Flip--not yet. But I got me a feeling all of us in our little
-group aren't happy. Right, Art?"
-
-"I didn't say that," protested Johnson.
-
-"That's what it sounded like to me."
-
-"So excuse me for living." He shrugged. "All I said was that I don't go
-for that kind of jazz. It spells trouble, big trouble. C--O--P trouble."
-
-"Ahhh, you're a real nervous nellie, Art. I tell you, this place is
-a leadpipe cinch. He leaves the money in a register my baby brother
-could walk off with, and the lock on that back door is made out of
-bubble-gum. Now all we gotta do is wait till about midnight, after
-the patrol car swings through. It doesn't come back again for forty
-minutes, and that's more than enough time for what we want to do. What
-do you say?"
-
-"I don't like it."
-
-"You don't have to like it. Just do it. Now, what do you say?"
-
-"Well, okay."
-
-"Good!" Danny settled back and slapped the table. "It's settled, then.
-Flip picks us up here at eleven thirty and we drive over to Blandina
-and park behind the billboard on the vacant lot the next block down.
-Now don't either one of you creeps go fouling up this deal."
-
-"What's to foul?" said Flip.
-
-"Yeah, you're right. What's to foul?" He slapped the table again. "Hey,
-who wants a coke? I'll buy." He leaned around the corner of the booth
-and whistled. "Hey, Janie! Fun time! Tell Sandy to fix us three cokes
-and come on out and join the party!"
-
- * * * * *
-
-Art Johnson rounded the corner and approached the coke shop, hands
-sweaty in anticipation of what was going to happen within the next
-hour. He wished there was some way for him to back out of the situation
-and still manage to save face, but it was too late. The pattern was
-set, and events would ride out to their inevitable climax.
-
-Then--
-
-Something clicked.
-
-The youth paused in midstride and nearly stumbled. His eyes took on a
-faraway look. A boy and girl came out of the shop arm-in-arm and nearly
-walked into him.
-
-"Hey, stupid! Watch where you're going."
-
-"Sorry," he muttered, shaking his head.
-
-"Some people," said the boy, "live in a fog." The girl giggled, and Art
-pushed his way into the packed interior of the shop.
-
-"Hey, man!"
-
-Danny was holding a booth open. Art pushed his way through the crowd
-and slid in beside him.
-
-"You're late," said Danny. "What happened?"
-
-"The old lady stayed up to watch the eleven o'clock news. I had to wait
-until she was in bed."
-
-"Well, it's a good thing you made it. We were about ready to take off
-without you. Come on, Flip; let's move out."
-
-"Just a minute, Danny."
-
-"Yeah?" The boy paused, half-risen out of his seat. After staring at
-Johnson's face, he sat back down again. "What is it, Art boy?"
-
-"The deal's off. I'm cutting out."
-
-"What?" He shook his head in disbelief. "You crazy man?"
-
-"No. That's why I'm cutting out." He sighed. "I didn't like this deal
-from the word go. You knew that."
-
-"Yeah. But I never thought you'd go chicken on us, Art boy. Not on old
-Danny. That's me, remember? Danny Grissome. What I say, goes. Anything
-I say goes. Right, Flip?"
-
-"Right, Danny."
-
-"Right, Art boy?"
-
-"Not right, Danny," said Johnson, softly.
-
-"You mean it. You really mean it!" He shook his head, sadly. "What's
-the world coming to?"
-
-"No good end, most likely," said Johnson. "But I don't intend to mess
-myself up any sooner than I absolutely have to."
-
-"I dunno." Danny shook his head again. "You don't talk like the
-same Art boy I know. Hey, is that you, hiding inside that mess of
-goody-goody talk, Art baby? Come on out and join the party."
-
-"No go, Danny." Johnson shook his head. "If I'm not the same Art boy,
-it's because I finally woke up."
-
- * * * * *
-
-"How did it go?" asked Cavendish, as he unclipped the electrodes.
-
-"Go?" Johnson shrugged, then stretched and yawned widely. "I guess it
-went all right. I haven't seen Danny or Flip for forty years. Wonder
-what ever happened to them?"
-
-"Ended up in jail, most likely. But what about the crisis? Did you
-succeed in avoiding it?"
-
-"Crisis?" Johnson peered at him through narrowed lids. "Are you daft,
-man? What crisis could there possible be in a bunch of kids getting
-together in a corner sweet shop?"
-
-"But...." Cavendish shook his head. "Things did change!"
-
-"What changed? Name me one concrete thing that's different than it
-used to be."
-
-"I...." He shook his head. "I can't."
-
-"Of course you can't. And for the very simple reason that nothing did
-change. I'm still the same man I always was. And you'd better start
-coming up with some concrete benefits from this gadget of yours. You
-know I put myself into hock to raise the money you needed--I told my
-wife I was adding another franchise to my line. If she finds out her
-jewels were hocked for me to play around with a time machine, instead
-of a new line of cars, she'll flip. So how about it, Cavendish? Some
-concrete results next time."
-
-Cavendish went to the bar and returned with a generous slug of whisky.
-
-"What's this?" said Johnson.
-
-"Why, your drink."
-
-"Drink?" He snorted. "You know I don't drink, man. Have you gone
-completely daft? I haven't touched alcohol since I was a youngster."
-
-Cavendish seemed near tears. He drank the whisky himself, then turned
-back to the machine.
-
-"What are you up to now?"
-
-"I'm looking for a suitable crisis point." The screen wavered, then
-filled with a group of men in uniform--heavy winter garb. They were
-clustered around a small fire in a cave; one seemed to be heating
-coffee in a tin can. Johnson sucked in his breath.
-
-"You know what is going to happen?"
-
-"Yes, dammit! You're a devil!"
-
-"Perhaps." He sighed. "I sometimes wonder.... But no matter." He
-adjusted the picture, and events flowed forward a few hours. The
-soldiers were now at the base of a snow-covered hill. Above them, gaunt
-and bare, the timber-line beckoned with obscenely stretching limbs.
-
-Suddenly a flare shot up from someplace to the right of the little
-band. Its eerie glare picked out unexpected shadows among the trees
-above. One of the soldiers, facing the prospect of near and immediate
-personal death for the first time in his life, panicked and began
-spraying the tree-line with his grease gun. Branches and splinters of
-wood kicked out, until the Sergeant reached out and slapped the gun
-from the boy's arms.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The men waited until an unheard signal sounded; then the Sergeant waved
-them on up the hill. Slowly, cautiously at first, they made progress
-through the protecting trees. But then they reached the timber-line
-and froze. Cursing, the Sergeant moved from man to man, shoving them
-out of the false protection. At last he came to the boy who had fired
-earlier. Just as the older man placed his hand on the boy's shoulder,
-the boy twisted and broke away, running madly down the hill....
-
-"That's enough, damn you!"
-
-Cavendish turned off the picture and came back to Johnson's side. "They
-court-martialed you, didn't they?"
-
-"You know they did," he said, dully.
-
-"You were unlucky, that's all. Many a soldier spooks his first time
-under fire. A lot of them run away."
-
-"How many of them run right into the arms of their Commanding General?"
-
-"Unlucky," said Cavendish.
-
-"They kicked me out," said Johnson, bitterly. "A dishonorable
-discharge--'cowardice in the face of enemy action'. Said I was lucky I
-didn't face the firing squad."
-
-"Officers are human, too," said Cavendish. "In times of stress, they
-tend to panic."
-
-"They were 'making an example of me'," said Johnson. He laughed, a
-humorless sound that grated on the ears. "Some example. It took me
-twenty years to live it down."
-
-"But people do forget, eventually."
-
-"Not all of them."
-
-"Shall we get on with it?"
-
-"Of course, man. This is what I have been waiting for!" His words were
-sharp and impatient.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"Hey, Art! Got a butt?"
-
-"Yeah, sure." Art Johnson scrabbled around inside his jacket and came
-out with a crumpled pack of cigarettes. He passed them over.
-
-"Thanks, buddy. God, but it's cold here!" He stripped off one glove and
-warmed the palm of his hand over the glowing coal of the cigarette.
-"Now I know what they mean when they call a place Godforsaken."
-
-"Ease off there, you two!" Sergeant Stebbins glowered their way. "You
-want every chink in Korea to hear you?"
-
-"Sorry, Sarge," muttered the cigarette-bummer. He dropped his voice
-to a whisper. "Hey, Artie! I hear some of the guys in Fox company are
-making book on how many of us live through the day."
-
-"Yeah?" Johnson shook his head. "Some characters'll bet on their own
-mother's funeral."
-
-"Or their own." The boy giggled. "Wouldn't it be funny if the winners
-couldn't collect because they were all dead?"
-
-"A real scream," said Johnson, sourly. "Look, let's change the subject,
-huh?"
-
-The boy shrugged. "Sure, Art. Anything you say."
-
-They lapsed into silence, and Art Johnson considered the improbable
-amount of circumstances that had brought him to the base of this
-numbered but nameless hill half across the world from home. There was
-nothing of home here, and he felt the lack mightily. There was a very
-good chance that before another few hours had passed, he would be dead.
-And then he would never see home again.
-
-He shivered. The thought frightened him. He didn't want to die. Not
-that he supposed any of the other men wanted to die either. But they
-were remote, other beings, alien in Art Johnson's world. What they felt
-he could not guess; what he felt he knew.
-
-_And he did not want to die!_
-
-"Hey, Art!"
-
-"Uh, what is it, Tooey?"
-
-"Chinks, I think. Up there in the trees. God, they're sneaking down!"
-
-"Where? Dammit, where?" He thumbed the safety of his grease gun, and
-brought it up to bear on the trees. His fingers tightened around the
-stock; the trigger started to depress--
-
-Then--
-
-Something clicked.
-
-"Jesus, Artie, they're coming!"
-
-Art Johnson's eyes took on a faraway look. His fingers loosened their
-death grip on the gun. He shook his head.
-
-"_Artie!_"
-
-"Shut up, Tooey!" Reaching out, he slapped the boy's face. "You're
-imagining things."
-
-"But they're up there, Artie!" whimpered the boy.
-
-"Sure they're up there. But not where you think they are. They're dug
-in, in the caves. And it's going to be up to us to dig them out. Now
-snap out of it!"
-
- * * * * *
-
-Suddenly a flare shot up from somewhere to their right. It whistled,
-then popped, the white light hurting their night-adjusted eyes. A
-moment later, Stebbins whistled and the men started moving up the hill.
-
-They paused at the timber-line, and Stebbins cursed, moving from man
-to man and urging him out of the false protection of the trees and
-onto the broad expanse of boulder-pocked snow. Above them, another
-two hundred yards, black dots against the snow showed where the caves
-were waiting for them. Johnson could visualize the little slant-eyed
-men within. He flopped to his belly and wriggled forward. Suddenly he
-stood up and dashed twenty yards, then flopped again as bullets whined
-through the space occupied by his body bare instants earlier.
-
-He lay there, face pressed into the snow, until the muscles of his legs
-started tensing of their own accord. Then he was up again, and running
-for dear life.
-
-Gun fire was bursting all around now, a seemingly solid screen of lead
-pouring down from the caves. But the men were getting through the
-barrier; one slammed into the rock wall beside a cave mouth and started
-unlimbering grenades, tossing them in as quickly as he could pull the
-pins. Seconds later a vast tongue of fire roared out, melting the snow
-and scorching the barren earth beneath.
-
-The fire probed down the hill as the side around the cave shook and
-roared. The fire reached and passed over Art Johnson, lying in the
-snow, fingers digging at the rock beneath.
-
-By its orange light, the spreading circle of red around the soldier
-blended into the artificial coloring of the snow.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"Just think of it!" Cavendish pounded his hand on the desk. "The
-chance to go back and correct our mistakes, live our lives over again.
-The opportunities missed, the chances passed up, the decisions made
-wrong--all can be changed."
-
-The man in the chair swirled the dregs of the whisky in the bottom of
-the glass. "Go on, Cavendish," he said. "You're keeping my interest."
-
-Cavendish flushed. "Thank you, Mr. Blackwell. I knew a man of your
-position would not pass up an opportunity like this. Why, this is
-another chance to make the world! A second chance!"
-
-
- THE END
-
-
-
+ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SECOND CHANCE *** + + + + + + _For those of you who may be sentimentalists about + what you'd do if you could live your life over + again, here is the real lowdown about that...._ + + SECOND CHANCE + + By ROBERT HOSKINS + + Illustrated by SUMMERS + + [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from + Amazing Stories April 1962 + Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that + the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.] + + +The boy was twelve, and running for dear life. Behind him came the +sounds of half a dozen pursuers, the faintly sticky slap of leather +soles coming down on summer-hot blacktopping and the sharp explosions +of breath let out and sucked back in quickly as out-of-condition bodies +forced muscles angrily beyond normal limits of endurance. + +"There goes the little bastard now!" + +"Don't let him get away!" + +A scant hundred yards separated pursued from pursuers. The boy stopped +at the mouth of an alley, panic stealing logic as he glanced over his +shoulders at the boys coming up quickly behind him. He darted into +the alley, rounded a curve, and realized too late that he was in a +dead-end. Boxes and trash were piled against the wall; a fire-escape +beckoned invitingly just above. He scrabbled up the side of the pile, +then realized his mistake as it began to shift beneath him. He leaped +for the fire-escape ladder, his fingers brushing the lowest rung just +as the pile collapsed, carrying him down and burying him. + +"Where the hell is he?" + +Hands started pulling at the pile, tearing away debris. The boy bit +down on his lip, and closed his eyes against the inevitable. + +"Hey, here he is!" + +They grabbed him and pulled him out. A palm slapped across his cheek, +forcing his eyes open. + +"Okay, you little sneak. What's the big idea? Why'd you rat to the +Principal?" He shook his head. + +"Come on, dammit! Talk! You were talking enough yesterday!" + +"Ah, you're wasting your breath. Come on, let's do what we came to do +and get it over with." + +"Okay, if that's the way you want it." + + * * * * * + +Johnson winced, as the first of the blows fell. The picture on the +screen seemed far away, but the memory of physical pain was suddenly +freshened. As hands and feet lashed out, repeatedly, raining down a +storm of punishment on the quivering mass of flesh in the center of the +picture, once-tortured nerves twinged in sympathy. + +"Brutal little monsters, aren't they?" said Cavendish. + +"I got back at them," said Johnson. "Every last one of them. I was the +last kid they beat up." + +"Mmmm. Still, that didn't change the fact that you had already received +a nasty beating yourself. No matter how sweet revenge, wouldn't it have +been sweeter to have avoided the beating altogether?" + +Johnson massaged his crippled hand as he watched the tortured boy make +a break away from his tormentors. A foot shot out, and the boy went +sprawling. His chin hit the pavement; only the adult saw the biggest +of the tormentors bring booted foot down on pathetic fingers. The foot +twisted, and the man looked away. + +"Shut it off!" he shouted. + +"Certainly." Cavendish reached out and the screen went dead. Getting +up, he went to the bar in the corner of the room and returned with a +tumbler half-full of amber liquid. "Here, you need this." + +Johnson tossed off the drink, gasping as the liquor burned its way down +to his stomach. "Ahhhh!" He wiped his mouth on the back of his good +hand. + +"What do you think of my little machine, Mr. Johnson?" Cavendish +settled himself behind a cluttered desk, hands folded over his paunch, +looking extremely satisfied with himself. Pointed mustache and faintly +slanted eyes heightened the effect of a cat with a stolen canary. + +"Your gadget is effective," admitted Johnson. "Just how powerful is it?" + +"Fifty years seems the limit it can probe. I've tried increasing the +power, but beyond fifty years things quickly fade away into a gray fog. +That's why I wanted to see you so urgently. Another few weeks, and this +particular event in your life will be irrevocably lost." He glanced at +the crippled hand. "Considering the direct consequences, I thought it +would be a good place to start." + +"Assuming that I want to have anything to do with this at all." + +"Of course," said Cavendish, blandly. "Everything is always an +assumption." + +"Your machine. It can actually send me back through time?" + +"In effect, yes." + +"I don't believe it." + +"I think you do, Mr. Johnson. You want to believe it, therefore you do +believe it. A man like yourself, aware of missed opportunities...." + +"I haven't missed many chances in my day," said Johnson. "If I had, I'd +never have become what I am today." + +"Rich." + +"I'd rather call it powerful." + +"As you like." Cavendish shrugged. "After all, what is money but +power? With it, you have the power to do things, make a living, run +a business, increase your standing in the community. Without it.... +Everything becomes negative. You have the power to die, but nothing +more." + +"You need money, too." + +"Of course. I've never denied it. Science has never been a particularly +profitable field of endeavor--at least, not on my level. For you, +science has made money. For me, it merely uses it." + +"You want money from me." + +"Naturally. You have enough for both of us." + + * * * * * + +"But why me?" asked Johnson, suspiciously. "Why not someone else? There +are other men as wealthy or wealthier than I--Reading, Blackwell, +Morgenstern, just to name three in this very city." + +"Yes, I considered them--all of them, and many others besides. It +really made no difference which one I finally selected. I chose you, +Mr. Johnson, for just one reason--the scene just witnessed." + +"All right. You've aroused my interest. Now tell me just how your time +machine can help me." + +Cavendish winced. "Please, Mr. Johnson, I do not have a time machine." + +"You just said you can send me back through time." + +"In effect, Sir; in effect. Physically, no. My machine--temporal +transgressor I call it, for want of a better term--my machine has the +faculty of liberating a certain part of the human id, the conscience, +the soul, if you please, and casting it adrift on the broad temporal +stream. A strong will can direct this liberated 'something' against the +general drift of the temporal stream, forcing it backwards against the +natural current. Back through time, as it were." + +"And just how does this help me?" + +"From the limited experiments I have been able to perform with +available funds, I have found that, shall we say from now on, for +simplicity's sake, the Id, tends to gravitate to early versions of +itself. Apparently there is some sort of force that binds the Id with +itself. At moments of crisis, this force is strongest." + +"And you want me to be a guinea pig for your experiments." + +"Crudely put, Sir." + +"But the truth." + +Cavendish shrugged. "Consider the benefits to be reaped." + +"As yet, I have seen none," said Johnson, bluntly. "Suppose you +enlighten me some more." + +"Opportunities...." + +"We covered that before." + +"But have we? Consider, Sir; you are wealthy, powerful, in spite of +your, ah, handicap." He glanced away as Johnson inspected his hand. +"Just think what might have happened had you not been injured? Who can +say what new avenues might be opened to you?" + +"How much?" + +"Then you'll do it?" asked Cavendish, eagerly. + +"Perhaps. How much do you need?" + +"I have my equipment all ready. But I need a great deal of power to +operate it. You are one of the directors of Public Power; I need your +signature on releases for the necessary leads and, of course, the power +itself." + +"You shall have them. When can we be ready to operate?" + +Cavendish pursed his lips. "With PP technicians running in the new +lines--three days." + +"Very well. I'll be back." + + * * * * * + +T. Arthur Johnson had not, as he had told Cavendish, been a man to +pass up an opportunity. Forty years of fighting and clawing his way up +through the jungle of business competition had sharpened his senses and +heightened his awareness of what one fatal mistake could do. + +Still, no man is infallible; all miss out on something, sometime. Some +men go through their entire lives making the wrong decisions; they end +up failures. + +T. Arthur Johnson was a qualified success. Qualified, for, although +successful he might be, as a man he was not happy. It is rarely +that the two go hand-in-hand. Happiness and success often seem to +be mutually exclusive goals. Yet contentment is a close cousin of +happiness, and many let themselves be satisfied with second best. + +After checking with Cavendish to find out just how much time would have +to be invested in the experiments, Johnson arranged his affairs into +the hands of several trusted managers--trusted because they were owned, +body and soul, by Johnson. On the morning of the third day, as the last +of the Public Power trucks was leaving the warehouse in which Cavendish +had set up his laboratory, Johnson presented himself at the door. + + * * * * * + +"Ah, Mr. Johnson." His eyes lit up. "Right on time. I suppose you are +as anxious as I to get on with the experiments." + +"Time is valuable," said Johnson. "I don't believe in wasting it. Shall +we get on with it?" + +"Of course." + +The lab seemed little changed from Johnson's earlier visit. An +adjustable lounge chair had been set up near the screen; from it, +lines ran into a panel of equipment that the industrialist found +incomprehensible. At Cavendish's gesture, he sat down and permitted +electrodes to be attached to his head and arms. + +"Comfortable, Sir?" + +"Quite." + +Cavendish adjusted switches; the screen came to life, showing the +earlier scene with the youthful Johnson just beginning his dash into +the alley. + +"We regress some twenty-seven hours more," he said. The scene dissolved +and was replaced by one with the boy in a classroom. The clock on the +wall read three-thirty; school had been out some fifteen minutes. Timmy +Johnson placed the last of the erasers in the blackboard trough and +checked the stack of workbooks with his eye, stopping to shift the top +one a quarter of an inch into better alignment. + +"We are now approaching the crisis point," said Cavendish. "The +blending of the adult Id with that of the boy will enable you to +control the actions of the boy." + +"Get on with it!" said Johnson, impatiently, anxious to have the affair +over with. + +"Very well." Cavendish closed several switches and the hum of vast +amounts of power pouring into the little room rose until it set the +hackles of the men's necks rising. Still it rose, until Cavendish +closed one final switch-- + + * * * * * + +"All done, Mrs. Taylor." + +"Thank you, Timmy." She glanced up from the stack of papers and smiled +at the boy. "I swear, I don't know what I'd do without you. You're the +best helper I ever had." + +Timmy glowed at the praise; he felt the back of his neck warming. It +was fun helping her out, no matter what the other kids said or thought. +He scuffed the toe of his sneaker against the heel of the other one. +"Well, I guess I'd better be getting home, Mrs. Taylor. Mom usually +wants me to run to the store for her after school." + +"All right, Timmy. Good night." + +"Good night." He lingered in the door for a last smile from the woman, +then ran down the stairs to the lockers on the basement corridors. +He stowed his books in his locker, then twirled the dial on the +combination lock, bought with money saved out of his allowance. + +Timmy started towards the exit, when suddenly he heard voices coming +from the boys' shower room. + +"Aw, come on, Janie! What's the harm in having a little peek?" + +"With your big eyes, Danny Grissome, a lot!" + +Raucous laughter. "I guess she told you that time, Danny boy." + +"Yeah? Well, I'm gonna see what I came down here to see, whether you +like it or not, Janie. Now come on!" + +"No! Keep your dirty hands off me, Danny Grissome!" + +Heart pounding in his breast, Timmy edged towards the door of the +shower room. From the voices, he knew there were at least half a dozen +boys inside. The door was slightly ajar; the school was supposed to be +empty, so the boys had been careless. Placing his eye to the crack, +Timmy tried to make out what was going on, but his field of vision was +too limited. All he could get were vague impressions of bodies moving +back and forth. + +Frustrated, he leaned his weight against the door. Suddenly it swung +in, and he fell after it. + +"Hey, who's that?" + +Rough hands pulled him to his feet. + +"Ahh, it's Teacher's Pet Johnson. What are you doing here, stupid?" + +Timmy panicked. "I saw what you were doing!" he piped. His voice was +shrill with fear. "I'm going to--" + +Something clicked. + +"Yeah?" demanded Danny. "What are you going to do shrimp?" + +"I...." + +Timmy shook his head; his eyes took on a faraway expression. + +"Hey, what's the matter with you, shrimp? Wake up." + +Something clicked again, and the adult Id settled into control of +the youthful body. T. Arthur Johnson looked out on the situation +confronting Timmy Johnson and came to a decision. It was not the +decision the boy had--would--make of his own volition. But, then, +the adult Johnson had one important advantage over his juvenile +counterpart--he knew the certain and distasteful consequences of the +boy's activities. + +"Well?" demanded Danny. "Get with it, kid. What are you going to do?" + +"I'm going to tell Mr. Arkins--unless you let me watch too!" + + * * * * * + +"How's your hand?" asked Cavendish, as he unsnapped the electrodes. + +"Hand?" Johnson looked at first one then the other. "What about my +hand?" + +Cavendish looked, then shook his head, puzzled. "That's funny. Now +where did I get the idea that something was wrong with your hand?" + +"I'm sure I don't know," said Johnson, getting up and stretching. He +felt tired, more tired than he could remember having been in a long +time. The feeling had become alien to the desk-bound man, but it was +simply physical exhaustion. He yawned. "How about a drink?" + +"Of course." He retreated to the little bar and came back with a +generous slug in the usual water tumbler. Johnson tossed it off, +sighed, and wiped his mouth. + +"Well?" demanded Cavendish. + +"Well, what?" + +"Don't keep me in suspense!" begged the little man. "What was it like?" + +Johnson considered. "Nostalgic, I suppose. Everyone would like +another chance to revisit his childhood. You've proven that your time +ma--Pardon me. Your temporal transgressor, works. But as to your idea +that events can be changed--well, consider me from Missouri." + +"But the machine does work," insisted Cavendish. + +"I've already said that," said Johnson, irritated with the little man. +Cavendish seemed much more pushy than he had at their first meeting. +Johnson had never cared for that type of person, perhaps recognizing +too much of himself reflected in the other personality. + +"The next part should be simple, then," said Cavendish. "All we have +to do is find a suitable crisis point in your life, and send you back. +Once you have changed it--made a different decision--then you'll see." + +"Perhaps," said Johnson, a strong doubt in the back of his mind. "Have +you picked out such a suitable crisis?" + +"I think so." He turned to the screen, and began adjusting the dials. +Gray fog swirled mistily across the face of the tube, resolving +momentarily into brief scenes as the scientist searched for something +in particular. At last he grunted in satisfaction, and straightened up. + +"Here we are." He sharpened the focus, and it became Johnson's turn to +grunt in surprise. + +"Damn you!" + + * * * * * + +The scene was dimly-lit, obviously happening late at night. Two youths +in their late teens were busy at the rear door of a service station, +while another kept peering around the corner, keeping an anxious eye +out for passers-by. At last the lock of the door gave way to their +efforts, and all three slipped inside. Cavendish turned a dial and the +picture followed the actors into the interior of the station. + +One of the figures produced a pencil flash; by its thin beam, they +made their way past a store-room piled high with cases of motor oil +and transmission fluid and into the garage part of the station. One of +the figures stopped by a stack of tires and a heated argument broke +out, soundless though it seemed to the watchers in the future. At last, +one prevailed over the other and they continued their search of the +station, stopping at last by the register. One of the boys punched it +open, and scooped up a small handful of bills, only to have disgust +register on his face when they turned out to be all singles. + +In the meantime, one of the other boys was forcing the coin box on the +cigarette machine. He scooped silver into his pockets, then turned to +the soft drink machine at its side. + +Sudden light glared into the station, blinding the boys. They stopped +dead in their tracks, as they tried to shield their eyes from the +glare. Then, panic-stricken, they broke for the rear and the door they +had forced to gain entrance. The figures were lost for a moment, but +soon reappeared, shepherded none too gently by several men in blue. The +station's own lights came on. + +Cavendish suddenly felt pity for the aged man and switched off the +picture. Without asking, he refilled Johnson's glass. + +"No one ever knew about that," said Johnson, softly. + +"Your family did a good job of hushing it up," agreed Cavendish. + +"We served our time, though--nine months in that stinking county jail, +after time off for good behavior." He shuddered. Across two-thirds of a +lifetime, the memory was still painful. + +"It kept you out of the service, didn't it?" + +"Yes. My folks always claimed I spent the time bumming around the +country. They said ill health kept me out of the Army. People never +believed them, though. They seemed to know better." + +"Definitely a crisis in your life?" + +"Most definitely," agreed Johnson. + +"Then if I send you back to the time when you and your companions were +planning this adventure, and you succeed in talking your younger self +out of it, you'll be convinced that what I say is true?" + +"Yes, that'll do it." + +"Good! Events can be altered; time is not immutable!" The little man's +eyes gleamed fanatically; Johnson for the first time debated the wisdom +of letting himself be strapped in under his care. But Cavendish was +already adjusting the electrodes; he finished, and turned on the power +source. + +"I'll send you back to that afternoon," he said. "The three of you are +gathered in the back room of Cook's News Shop." + +"I remember," said Johnson. + + * * * * * + +"Hi, Danny." + +"Hi," said the leader of the three, looking up. "What do you want, +Janie?" + +"Oh, nothing," said the girl, tossing her pony tail back over her +shoulder. "But I'll settle for a coke." + +"Be my guest," said Danny Grissome, digging a dime from his pocket. +"But be a doll and drink it at the counter, hey?" + +"What's the matter? My company not good enough for the big shots?" She +sniffed, but accepted the dime. + +"Your company's fine," said Grissome. "But we're busy----man-type busy. +So later, hey? Later." + +The boys watched her flounce sensuously through the archway separating +the back room from the front section of the store, and knew as they +watched that she was fully aware of their eyes on her. Danny's tongue +darted over his lips; he sighed. + +"Man, I gotta get me some more of that. But not now. We got things to +talk about now. Important things, right, Art?" + +Johnson tore his eyes from the girl. "Uh, yeah, Danny. Sure. Anything +you say." + +"That's right. Anything I say. And don't you creeps ever forget it." + +"So who's arguing?" + +"Nobody, Flip--not yet. But I got me a feeling all of us in our little +group aren't happy. Right, Art?" + +"I didn't say that," protested Johnson. + +"That's what it sounded like to me." + +"So excuse me for living." He shrugged. "All I said was that I don't go +for that kind of jazz. It spells trouble, big trouble. C--O--P trouble." + +"Ahhh, you're a real nervous nellie, Art. I tell you, this place is +a leadpipe cinch. He leaves the money in a register my baby brother +could walk off with, and the lock on that back door is made out of +bubble-gum. Now all we gotta do is wait till about midnight, after +the patrol car swings through. It doesn't come back again for forty +minutes, and that's more than enough time for what we want to do. What +do you say?" + +"I don't like it." + +"You don't have to like it. Just do it. Now, what do you say?" + +"Well, okay." + +"Good!" Danny settled back and slapped the table. "It's settled, then. +Flip picks us up here at eleven thirty and we drive over to Blandina +and park behind the billboard on the vacant lot the next block down. +Now don't either one of you creeps go fouling up this deal." + +"What's to foul?" said Flip. + +"Yeah, you're right. What's to foul?" He slapped the table again. "Hey, +who wants a coke? I'll buy." He leaned around the corner of the booth +and whistled. "Hey, Janie! Fun time! Tell Sandy to fix us three cokes +and come on out and join the party!" + + * * * * * + +Art Johnson rounded the corner and approached the coke shop, hands +sweaty in anticipation of what was going to happen within the next +hour. He wished there was some way for him to back out of the situation +and still manage to save face, but it was too late. The pattern was +set, and events would ride out to their inevitable climax. + +Then-- + +Something clicked. + +The youth paused in midstride and nearly stumbled. His eyes took on a +faraway look. A boy and girl came out of the shop arm-in-arm and nearly +walked into him. + +"Hey, stupid! Watch where you're going." + +"Sorry," he muttered, shaking his head. + +"Some people," said the boy, "live in a fog." The girl giggled, and Art +pushed his way into the packed interior of the shop. + +"Hey, man!" + +Danny was holding a booth open. Art pushed his way through the crowd +and slid in beside him. + +"You're late," said Danny. "What happened?" + +"The old lady stayed up to watch the eleven o'clock news. I had to wait +until she was in bed." + +"Well, it's a good thing you made it. We were about ready to take off +without you. Come on, Flip; let's move out." + +"Just a minute, Danny." + +"Yeah?" The boy paused, half-risen out of his seat. After staring at +Johnson's face, he sat back down again. "What is it, Art boy?" + +"The deal's off. I'm cutting out." + +"What?" He shook his head in disbelief. "You crazy man?" + +"No. That's why I'm cutting out." He sighed. "I didn't like this deal +from the word go. You knew that." + +"Yeah. But I never thought you'd go chicken on us, Art boy. Not on old +Danny. That's me, remember? Danny Grissome. What I say, goes. Anything +I say goes. Right, Flip?" + +"Right, Danny." + +"Right, Art boy?" + +"Not right, Danny," said Johnson, softly. + +"You mean it. You really mean it!" He shook his head, sadly. "What's +the world coming to?" + +"No good end, most likely," said Johnson. "But I don't intend to mess +myself up any sooner than I absolutely have to." + +"I dunno." Danny shook his head again. "You don't talk like the +same Art boy I know. Hey, is that you, hiding inside that mess of +goody-goody talk, Art baby? Come on out and join the party." + +"No go, Danny." Johnson shook his head. "If I'm not the same Art boy, +it's because I finally woke up." + + * * * * * + +"How did it go?" asked Cavendish, as he unclipped the electrodes. + +"Go?" Johnson shrugged, then stretched and yawned widely. "I guess it +went all right. I haven't seen Danny or Flip for forty years. Wonder +what ever happened to them?" + +"Ended up in jail, most likely. But what about the crisis? Did you +succeed in avoiding it?" + +"Crisis?" Johnson peered at him through narrowed lids. "Are you daft, +man? What crisis could there possible be in a bunch of kids getting +together in a corner sweet shop?" + +"But...." Cavendish shook his head. "Things did change!" + +"What changed? Name me one concrete thing that's different than it +used to be." + +"I...." He shook his head. "I can't." + +"Of course you can't. And for the very simple reason that nothing did +change. I'm still the same man I always was. And you'd better start +coming up with some concrete benefits from this gadget of yours. You +know I put myself into hock to raise the money you needed--I told my +wife I was adding another franchise to my line. If she finds out her +jewels were hocked for me to play around with a time machine, instead +of a new line of cars, she'll flip. So how about it, Cavendish? Some +concrete results next time." + +Cavendish went to the bar and returned with a generous slug of whisky. + +"What's this?" said Johnson. + +"Why, your drink." + +"Drink?" He snorted. "You know I don't drink, man. Have you gone +completely daft? I haven't touched alcohol since I was a youngster." + +Cavendish seemed near tears. He drank the whisky himself, then turned +back to the machine. + +"What are you up to now?" + +"I'm looking for a suitable crisis point." The screen wavered, then +filled with a group of men in uniform--heavy winter garb. They were +clustered around a small fire in a cave; one seemed to be heating +coffee in a tin can. Johnson sucked in his breath. + +"You know what is going to happen?" + +"Yes, dammit! You're a devil!" + +"Perhaps." He sighed. "I sometimes wonder.... But no matter." He +adjusted the picture, and events flowed forward a few hours. The +soldiers were now at the base of a snow-covered hill. Above them, gaunt +and bare, the timber-line beckoned with obscenely stretching limbs. + +Suddenly a flare shot up from someplace to the right of the little +band. Its eerie glare picked out unexpected shadows among the trees +above. One of the soldiers, facing the prospect of near and immediate +personal death for the first time in his life, panicked and began +spraying the tree-line with his grease gun. Branches and splinters of +wood kicked out, until the Sergeant reached out and slapped the gun +from the boy's arms. + + * * * * * + +The men waited until an unheard signal sounded; then the Sergeant waved +them on up the hill. Slowly, cautiously at first, they made progress +through the protecting trees. But then they reached the timber-line +and froze. Cursing, the Sergeant moved from man to man, shoving them +out of the false protection. At last he came to the boy who had fired +earlier. Just as the older man placed his hand on the boy's shoulder, +the boy twisted and broke away, running madly down the hill.... + +"That's enough, damn you!" + +Cavendish turned off the picture and came back to Johnson's side. "They +court-martialed you, didn't they?" + +"You know they did," he said, dully. + +"You were unlucky, that's all. Many a soldier spooks his first time +under fire. A lot of them run away." + +"How many of them run right into the arms of their Commanding General?" + +"Unlucky," said Cavendish. + +"They kicked me out," said Johnson, bitterly. "A dishonorable +discharge--'cowardice in the face of enemy action'. Said I was lucky I +didn't face the firing squad." + +"Officers are human, too," said Cavendish. "In times of stress, they +tend to panic." + +"They were 'making an example of me'," said Johnson. He laughed, a +humorless sound that grated on the ears. "Some example. It took me +twenty years to live it down." + +"But people do forget, eventually." + +"Not all of them." + +"Shall we get on with it?" + +"Of course, man. This is what I have been waiting for!" His words were +sharp and impatient. + + * * * * * + +"Hey, Art! Got a butt?" + +"Yeah, sure." Art Johnson scrabbled around inside his jacket and came +out with a crumpled pack of cigarettes. He passed them over. + +"Thanks, buddy. God, but it's cold here!" He stripped off one glove and +warmed the palm of his hand over the glowing coal of the cigarette. +"Now I know what they mean when they call a place Godforsaken." + +"Ease off there, you two!" Sergeant Stebbins glowered their way. "You +want every chink in Korea to hear you?" + +"Sorry, Sarge," muttered the cigarette-bummer. He dropped his voice +to a whisper. "Hey, Artie! I hear some of the guys in Fox company are +making book on how many of us live through the day." + +"Yeah?" Johnson shook his head. "Some characters'll bet on their own +mother's funeral." + +"Or their own." The boy giggled. "Wouldn't it be funny if the winners +couldn't collect because they were all dead?" + +"A real scream," said Johnson, sourly. "Look, let's change the subject, +huh?" + +The boy shrugged. "Sure, Art. Anything you say." + +They lapsed into silence, and Art Johnson considered the improbable +amount of circumstances that had brought him to the base of this +numbered but nameless hill half across the world from home. There was +nothing of home here, and he felt the lack mightily. There was a very +good chance that before another few hours had passed, he would be dead. +And then he would never see home again. + +He shivered. The thought frightened him. He didn't want to die. Not +that he supposed any of the other men wanted to die either. But they +were remote, other beings, alien in Art Johnson's world. What they felt +he could not guess; what he felt he knew. + +_And he did not want to die!_ + +"Hey, Art!" + +"Uh, what is it, Tooey?" + +"Chinks, I think. Up there in the trees. God, they're sneaking down!" + +"Where? Dammit, where?" He thumbed the safety of his grease gun, and +brought it up to bear on the trees. His fingers tightened around the +stock; the trigger started to depress-- + +Then-- + +Something clicked. + +"Jesus, Artie, they're coming!" + +Art Johnson's eyes took on a faraway look. His fingers loosened their +death grip on the gun. He shook his head. + +"_Artie!_" + +"Shut up, Tooey!" Reaching out, he slapped the boy's face. "You're +imagining things." + +"But they're up there, Artie!" whimpered the boy. + +"Sure they're up there. But not where you think they are. They're dug +in, in the caves. And it's going to be up to us to dig them out. Now +snap out of it!" + + * * * * * + +Suddenly a flare shot up from somewhere to their right. It whistled, +then popped, the white light hurting their night-adjusted eyes. A +moment later, Stebbins whistled and the men started moving up the hill. + +They paused at the timber-line, and Stebbins cursed, moving from man +to man and urging him out of the false protection of the trees and +onto the broad expanse of boulder-pocked snow. Above them, another +two hundred yards, black dots against the snow showed where the caves +were waiting for them. Johnson could visualize the little slant-eyed +men within. He flopped to his belly and wriggled forward. Suddenly he +stood up and dashed twenty yards, then flopped again as bullets whined +through the space occupied by his body bare instants earlier. + +He lay there, face pressed into the snow, until the muscles of his legs +started tensing of their own accord. Then he was up again, and running +for dear life. + +Gun fire was bursting all around now, a seemingly solid screen of lead +pouring down from the caves. But the men were getting through the +barrier; one slammed into the rock wall beside a cave mouth and started +unlimbering grenades, tossing them in as quickly as he could pull the +pins. Seconds later a vast tongue of fire roared out, melting the snow +and scorching the barren earth beneath. + +The fire probed down the hill as the side around the cave shook and +roared. The fire reached and passed over Art Johnson, lying in the +snow, fingers digging at the rock beneath. + +By its orange light, the spreading circle of red around the soldier +blended into the artificial coloring of the snow. + + * * * * * + +"Just think of it!" Cavendish pounded his hand on the desk. "The +chance to go back and correct our mistakes, live our lives over again. +The opportunities missed, the chances passed up, the decisions made +wrong--all can be changed." + +The man in the chair swirled the dregs of the whisky in the bottom of +the glass. "Go on, Cavendish," he said. "You're keeping my interest." + +Cavendish flushed. "Thank you, Mr. Blackwell. I knew a man of your +position would not pass up an opportunity like this. Why, this is +another chance to make the world! A second chance!" + + + THE END + + + *** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SECOND CHANCE ***
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-<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SECOND CHANCE ***</div>
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-
-<p><i>For those of you who may be sentimentalists about<br>
-what you'd do if you could live your life over<br>
-again, here is the real lowdown about that....</i></p>
-
-<h1>SECOND CHANCE</h1>
-
-<p class="ph1">By ROBERT HOSKINS</p>
-
-<p>Illustrated by SUMMERS</p>
-
-<p>[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from<br>
-Amazing Stories April 1962<br>
-Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that<br>
-the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]</p>
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-<hr class="chap">
-
-<p>The boy was twelve, and running for dear life. Behind him came the
-sounds of half a dozen pursuers, the faintly sticky slap of leather
-soles coming down on summer-hot blacktopping and the sharp explosions
-of breath let out and sucked back in quickly as out-of-condition bodies
-forced muscles angrily beyond normal limits of endurance.</p>
-
-<p>"There goes the little bastard now!"</p>
-
-<p>"Don't let him get away!"</p>
-
-<p>A scant hundred yards separated pursued from pursuers. The boy stopped
-at the mouth of an alley, panic stealing logic as he glanced over his
-shoulders at the boys coming up quickly behind him. He darted into
-the alley, rounded a curve, and realized too late that he was in a
-dead-end. Boxes and trash were piled against the wall; a fire-escape
-beckoned invitingly just above. He scrabbled up the side of the pile,
-then realized his mistake as it began to shift beneath him. He leaped
-for the fire-escape ladder, his fingers brushing the lowest rung just
-as the pile collapsed, carrying him down and burying him.</p>
-
-<p>"Where the hell is he?"</p>
-
-<p>Hands started pulling at the pile, tearing away debris. The boy bit
-down on his lip, and closed his eyes against the inevitable.</p>
-
-<p>"Hey, here he is!"</p>
-
-<p>They grabbed him and pulled him out. A palm slapped across his cheek,
-forcing his eyes open.</p>
-
-<p>"Okay, you little sneak. What's the big idea? Why'd you rat to the
-Principal?" He shook his head.</p>
-
-<p>"Come on, dammit! Talk! You were talking enough yesterday!"</p>
-
-<p>"Ah, you're wasting your breath. Come on, let's do what we came to do
-and get it over with."</p>
-
-<p>"Okay, if that's the way you want it."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>Johnson winced, as the first of the blows fell. The picture on the
-screen seemed far away, but the memory of physical pain was suddenly
-freshened. As hands and feet lashed out, repeatedly, raining down a
-storm of punishment on the quivering mass of flesh in the center of the
-picture, once-tortured nerves twinged in sympathy.</p>
-
-<p>"Brutal little monsters, aren't they?" said Cavendish.</p>
-
-<p>"I got back at them," said Johnson. "Every last one of them. I was the
-last kid they beat up."</p>
-
-<p>"Mmmm. Still, that didn't change the fact that you had already received
-a nasty beating yourself. No matter how sweet revenge, wouldn't it have
-been sweeter to have avoided the beating altogether?"</p>
-
-<p>Johnson massaged his crippled hand as he watched the tortured boy make
-a break away from his tormentors. A foot shot out, and the boy went
-sprawling. His chin hit the pavement; only the adult saw the biggest
-of the tormentors bring booted foot down on pathetic fingers. The foot
-twisted, and the man looked away.</p>
-
-<p>"Shut it off!" he shouted.</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly." Cavendish reached out and the screen went dead. Getting
-up, he went to the bar in the corner of the room and returned with a
-tumbler half-full of amber liquid. "Here, you need this."</p>
-
-<p>Johnson tossed off the drink, gasping as the liquor burned its way down
-to his stomach. "Ahhhh!" He wiped his mouth on the back of his good
-hand.</p>
-
-<p>"What do you think of my little machine, Mr. Johnson?" Cavendish
-settled himself behind a cluttered desk, hands folded over his paunch,
-looking extremely satisfied with himself. Pointed mustache and faintly
-slanted eyes heightened the effect of a cat with a stolen canary.</p>
-
-<p>"Your gadget is effective," admitted Johnson. "Just how powerful is it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Fifty years seems the limit it can probe. I've tried increasing the
-power, but beyond fifty years things quickly fade away into a gray fog.
-That's why I wanted to see you so urgently. Another few weeks, and this
-particular event in your life will be irrevocably lost." He glanced at
-the crippled hand. "Considering the direct consequences, I thought it
-would be a good place to start."</p>
-
-<p>"Assuming that I want to have anything to do with this at all."</p>
-
-<p>"Of course," said Cavendish, blandly. "Everything is always an
-assumption."</p>
-
-<p>"Your machine. It can actually send me back through time?"</p>
-
-<p>"In effect, yes."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't believe it."</p>
-
-<p>"I think you do, Mr. Johnson. You want to believe it, therefore you do
-believe it. A man like yourself, aware of missed opportunities...."</p>
-
-<p>"I haven't missed many chances in my day," said Johnson. "If I had, I'd
-never have become what I am today."</p>
-
-<p>"Rich."</p>
-
-<p>"I'd rather call it powerful."</p>
-
-<p>"As you like." Cavendish shrugged. "After all, what is money but
-power? With it, you have the power to do things, make a living, run
-a business, increase your standing in the community. Without it....
-Everything becomes negative. You have the power to die, but nothing
-more."</p>
-
-<p>"You need money, too."</p>
-
-<p>"Of course. I've never denied it. Science has never been a particularly
-profitable field of endeavor—at least, not on my level. For you,
-science has made money. For me, it merely uses it."</p>
-
-<p>"You want money from me."</p>
-
-<p>"Naturally. You have enough for both of us."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>"But why me?" asked Johnson, suspiciously. "Why not someone else? There
-are other men as wealthy or wealthier than I—Reading, Blackwell,
-Morgenstern, just to name three in this very city."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I considered them—all of them, and many others besides. It
-really made no difference which one I finally selected. I chose you,
-Mr. Johnson, for just one reason—the scene just witnessed."</p>
-
-<p>"All right. You've aroused my interest. Now tell me just how your time
-machine can help me."</p>
-
-<p>Cavendish winced. "Please, Mr. Johnson, I do not have a time machine."</p>
-
-<p>"You just said you can send me back through time."</p>
-
-<p>"In effect, Sir; in effect. Physically, no. My machine—temporal
-transgressor I call it, for want of a better term—my machine has the
-faculty of liberating a certain part of the human id, the conscience,
-the soul, if you please, and casting it adrift on the broad temporal
-stream. A strong will can direct this liberated 'something' against the
-general drift of the temporal stream, forcing it backwards against the
-natural current. Back through time, as it were."</p>
-
-<p>"And just how does this help me?"</p>
-
-<p>"From the limited experiments I have been able to perform with
-available funds, I have found that, shall we say from now on, for
-simplicity's sake, the Id, tends to gravitate to early versions of
-itself. Apparently there is some sort of force that binds the Id with
-itself. At moments of crisis, this force is strongest."</p>
-
-<p>"And you want me to be a guinea pig for your experiments."</p>
-
-<p>"Crudely put, Sir."</p>
-
-<p>"But the truth."</p>
-
-<p>Cavendish shrugged. "Consider the benefits to be reaped."</p>
-
-<p>"As yet, I have seen none," said Johnson, bluntly. "Suppose you
-enlighten me some more."</p>
-
-<p>"Opportunities...."</p>
-
-<p>"We covered that before."</p>
-
-<p>"But have we? Consider, Sir; you are wealthy, powerful, in spite of
-your, ah, handicap." He glanced away as Johnson inspected his hand.
-"Just think what might have happened had you not been injured? Who can
-say what new avenues might be opened to you?"</p>
-
-<p>"How much?"</p>
-
-<p>"Then you'll do it?" asked Cavendish, eagerly.</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps. How much do you need?"</p>
-
-<p>"I have my equipment all ready. But I need a great deal of power to
-operate it. You are one of the directors of Public Power; I need your
-signature on releases for the necessary leads and, of course, the power
-itself."</p>
-
-<p>"You shall have them. When can we be ready to operate?"</p>
-
-<p>Cavendish pursed his lips. "With PP technicians running in the new
-lines—three days."</p>
-
-<p>"Very well. I'll be back."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>T. Arthur Johnson had not, as he had told Cavendish, been a man to
-pass up an opportunity. Forty years of fighting and clawing his way up
-through the jungle of business competition had sharpened his senses and
-heightened his awareness of what one fatal mistake could do.</p>
-
-<p>Still, no man is infallible; all miss out on something, sometime. Some
-men go through their entire lives making the wrong decisions; they end
-up failures.</p>
-
-<p>T. Arthur Johnson was a qualified success. Qualified, for, although
-successful he might be, as a man he was not happy. It is rarely
-that the two go hand-in-hand. Happiness and success often seem to
-be mutually exclusive goals. Yet contentment is a close cousin of
-happiness, and many let themselves be satisfied with second best.</p>
-
-<p>After checking with Cavendish to find out just how much time would have
-to be invested in the experiments, Johnson arranged his affairs into
-the hands of several trusted managers—trusted because they were owned,
-body and soul, by Johnson. On the morning of the third day, as the last
-of the Public Power trucks was leaving the warehouse in which Cavendish
-had set up his laboratory, Johnson presented himself at the door.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>"Ah, Mr. Johnson." His eyes lit up. "Right on time. I suppose you are
-as anxious as I to get on with the experiments."</p>
-
-<p>"Time is valuable," said Johnson. "I don't believe in wasting it. Shall
-we get on with it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Of course."</p>
-
-<p>The lab seemed little changed from Johnson's earlier visit. An
-adjustable lounge chair had been set up near the screen; from it,
-lines ran into a panel of equipment that the industrialist found
-incomprehensible. At Cavendish's gesture, he sat down and permitted
-electrodes to be attached to his head and arms.</p>
-
-<p>"Comfortable, Sir?"</p>
-
-<p>"Quite."</p>
-
-<p>Cavendish adjusted switches; the screen came to life, showing the
-earlier scene with the youthful Johnson just beginning his dash into
-the alley.</p>
-
-<p>"We regress some twenty-seven hours more," he said. The scene dissolved
-and was replaced by one with the boy in a classroom. The clock on the
-wall read three-thirty; school had been out some fifteen minutes. Timmy
-Johnson placed the last of the erasers in the blackboard trough and
-checked the stack of workbooks with his eye, stopping to shift the top
-one a quarter of an inch into better alignment.</p>
-
-<p>"We are now approaching the crisis point," said Cavendish. "The
-blending of the adult Id with that of the boy will enable you to
-control the actions of the boy."</p>
-
-<p>"Get on with it!" said Johnson, impatiently, anxious to have the affair
-over with.</p>
-
-<p>"Very well." Cavendish closed several switches and the hum of vast
-amounts of power pouring into the little room rose until it set the
-hackles of the men's necks rising. Still it rose, until Cavendish
-closed one final switch—</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>"All done, Mrs. Taylor."</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you, Timmy." She glanced up from the stack of papers and smiled
-at the boy. "I swear, I don't know what I'd do without you. You're the
-best helper I ever had."</p>
-
-<p>Timmy glowed at the praise; he felt the back of his neck warming. It
-was fun helping her out, no matter what the other kids said or thought.
-He scuffed the toe of his sneaker against the heel of the other one.
-"Well, I guess I'd better be getting home, Mrs. Taylor. Mom usually
-wants me to run to the store for her after school."</p>
-
-<p>"All right, Timmy. Good night."</p>
-
-<p>"Good night." He lingered in the door for a last smile from the woman,
-then ran down the stairs to the lockers on the basement corridors.
-He stowed his books in his locker, then twirled the dial on the
-combination lock, bought with money saved out of his allowance.</p>
-
-<p>Timmy started towards the exit, when suddenly he heard voices coming
-from the boys' shower room.</p>
-
-<p>"Aw, come on, Janie! What's the harm in having a little peek?"</p>
-
-<p>"With your big eyes, Danny Grissome, a lot!"</p>
-
-<p>Raucous laughter. "I guess she told you that time, Danny boy."</p>
-
-<p>"Yeah? Well, I'm gonna see what I came down here to see, whether you
-like it or not, Janie. Now come on!"</p>
-
-<p>"No! Keep your dirty hands off me, Danny Grissome!"</p>
-
-<p>Heart pounding in his breast, Timmy edged towards the door of the
-shower room. From the voices, he knew there were at least half a dozen
-boys inside. The door was slightly ajar; the school was supposed to be
-empty, so the boys had been careless. Placing his eye to the crack,
-Timmy tried to make out what was going on, but his field of vision was
-too limited. All he could get were vague impressions of bodies moving
-back and forth.</p>
-
-<p>Frustrated, he leaned his weight against the door. Suddenly it swung
-in, and he fell after it.</p>
-
-<p>"Hey, who's that?"</p>
-
-<p>Rough hands pulled him to his feet.</p>
-
-<p>"Ahh, it's Teacher's Pet Johnson. What are you doing here, stupid?"</p>
-
-<p>Timmy panicked. "I saw what you were doing!" he piped. His voice was
-shrill with fear. "I'm going to—"</p>
-
-<p>Something clicked.</p>
-
-<p>"Yeah?" demanded Danny. "What are you going to do shrimp?"</p>
-
-<p>"I...."</p>
-
-<p>Timmy shook his head; his eyes took on a faraway expression.</p>
-
-<p>"Hey, what's the matter with you, shrimp? Wake up."</p>
-
-<p>Something clicked again, and the adult Id settled into control of
-the youthful body. T. Arthur Johnson looked out on the situation
-confronting Timmy Johnson and came to a decision. It was not the
-decision the boy had—would—make of his own volition. But, then,
-the adult Johnson had one important advantage over his juvenile
-counterpart—he knew the certain and distasteful consequences of the
-boy's activities.</p>
-
-<p>"Well?" demanded Danny. "Get with it, kid. What are you going to do?"</p>
-
-<p>"I'm going to tell Mr. Arkins—unless you let me watch too!"</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>"How's your hand?" asked Cavendish, as he unsnapped the electrodes.</p>
-
-<p>"Hand?" Johnson looked at first one then the other. "What about my
-hand?"</p>
-
-<p>Cavendish looked, then shook his head, puzzled. "That's funny. Now
-where did I get the idea that something was wrong with your hand?"</p>
-
-<p>"I'm sure I don't know," said Johnson, getting up and stretching. He
-felt tired, more tired than he could remember having been in a long
-time. The feeling had become alien to the desk-bound man, but it was
-simply physical exhaustion. He yawned. "How about a drink?"</p>
-
-<p>"Of course." He retreated to the little bar and came back with a
-generous slug in the usual water tumbler. Johnson tossed it off,
-sighed, and wiped his mouth.</p>
-
-<p>"Well?" demanded Cavendish.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, what?"</p>
-
-<p>"Don't keep me in suspense!" begged the little man. "What was it like?"</p>
-
-<p>Johnson considered. "Nostalgic, I suppose. Everyone would like
-another chance to revisit his childhood. You've proven that your time
-ma—Pardon me. Your temporal transgressor, works. But as to your idea
-that events can be changed—well, consider me from Missouri."</p>
-
-<p>"But the machine does work," insisted Cavendish.</p>
-
-<p>"I've already said that," said Johnson, irritated with the little man.
-Cavendish seemed much more pushy than he had at their first meeting.
-Johnson had never cared for that type of person, perhaps recognizing
-too much of himself reflected in the other personality.</p>
-
-<p>"The next part should be simple, then," said Cavendish. "All we have
-to do is find a suitable crisis point in your life, and send you back.
-Once you have changed it—made a different decision—then you'll see."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps," said Johnson, a strong doubt in the back of his mind. "Have
-you picked out such a suitable crisis?"</p>
-
-<p>"I think so." He turned to the screen, and began adjusting the dials.
-Gray fog swirled mistily across the face of the tube, resolving
-momentarily into brief scenes as the scientist searched for something
-in particular. At last he grunted in satisfaction, and straightened up.</p>
-
-<p>"Here we are." He sharpened the focus, and it became Johnson's turn to
-grunt in surprise.</p>
-
-<p>"Damn you!"</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>The scene was dimly-lit, obviously happening late at night. Two youths
-in their late teens were busy at the rear door of a service station,
-while another kept peering around the corner, keeping an anxious eye
-out for passers-by. At last the lock of the door gave way to their
-efforts, and all three slipped inside. Cavendish turned a dial and the
-picture followed the actors into the interior of the station.</p>
-
-<p>One of the figures produced a pencil flash; by its thin beam, they
-made their way past a store-room piled high with cases of motor oil
-and transmission fluid and into the garage part of the station. One of
-the figures stopped by a stack of tires and a heated argument broke
-out, soundless though it seemed to the watchers in the future. At last,
-one prevailed over the other and they continued their search of the
-station, stopping at last by the register. One of the boys punched it
-open, and scooped up a small handful of bills, only to have disgust
-register on his face when they turned out to be all singles.</p>
-
-<p>In the meantime, one of the other boys was forcing the coin box on the
-cigarette machine. He scooped silver into his pockets, then turned to
-the soft drink machine at its side.</p>
-
-<p>Sudden light glared into the station, blinding the boys. They stopped
-dead in their tracks, as they tried to shield their eyes from the
-glare. Then, panic-stricken, they broke for the rear and the door they
-had forced to gain entrance. The figures were lost for a moment, but
-soon reappeared, shepherded none too gently by several men in blue. The
-station's own lights came on.</p>
-
-<p>Cavendish suddenly felt pity for the aged man and switched off the
-picture. Without asking, he refilled Johnson's glass.</p>
-
-<p>"No one ever knew about that," said Johnson, softly.</p>
-
-<p>"Your family did a good job of hushing it up," agreed Cavendish.</p>
-
-<p>"We served our time, though—nine months in that stinking county jail,
-after time off for good behavior." He shuddered. Across two-thirds of a
-lifetime, the memory was still painful.</p>
-
-<p>"It kept you out of the service, didn't it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. My folks always claimed I spent the time bumming around the
-country. They said ill health kept me out of the Army. People never
-believed them, though. They seemed to know better."</p>
-
-<p>"Definitely a crisis in your life?"</p>
-
-<p>"Most definitely," agreed Johnson.</p>
-
-<p>"Then if I send you back to the time when you and your companions were
-planning this adventure, and you succeed in talking your younger self
-out of it, you'll be convinced that what I say is true?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, that'll do it."</p>
-
-<p>"Good! Events can be altered; time is not immutable!" The little man's
-eyes gleamed fanatically; Johnson for the first time debated the wisdom
-of letting himself be strapped in under his care. But Cavendish was
-already adjusting the electrodes; he finished, and turned on the power
-source.</p>
-
-<p>"I'll send you back to that afternoon," he said. "The three of you are
-gathered in the back room of Cook's News Shop."</p>
-
-<p>"I remember," said Johnson.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>"Hi, Danny."</p>
-
-<p>"Hi," said the leader of the three, looking up. "What do you want,
-Janie?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, nothing," said the girl, tossing her pony tail back over her
-shoulder. "But I'll settle for a coke."</p>
-
-<p>"Be my guest," said Danny Grissome, digging a dime from his pocket.
-"But be a doll and drink it at the counter, hey?"</p>
-
-<p>"What's the matter? My company not good enough for the big shots?" She
-sniffed, but accepted the dime.</p>
-
-<p>"Your company's fine," said Grissome. "But we're busy——man-type busy.
-So later, hey? Later."</p>
-
-<p>The boys watched her flounce sensuously through the archway separating
-the back room from the front section of the store, and knew as they
-watched that she was fully aware of their eyes on her. Danny's tongue
-darted over his lips; he sighed.</p>
-
-<p>"Man, I gotta get me some more of that. But not now. We got things to
-talk about now. Important things, right, Art?"</p>
-
-<p>Johnson tore his eyes from the girl. "Uh, yeah, Danny. Sure. Anything
-you say."</p>
-
-<p>"That's right. Anything I say. And don't you creeps ever forget it."</p>
-
-<p>"So who's arguing?"</p>
-
-<p>"Nobody, Flip—not yet. But I got me a feeling all of us in our little
-group aren't happy. Right, Art?"</p>
-
-<p>"I didn't say that," protested Johnson.</p>
-
-<p>"That's what it sounded like to me."</p>
-
-<p>"So excuse me for living." He shrugged. "All I said was that I don't go
-for that kind of jazz. It spells trouble, big trouble. C—O—P trouble."</p>
-
-<p>"Ahhh, you're a real nervous nellie, Art. I tell you, this place is
-a leadpipe cinch. He leaves the money in a register my baby brother
-could walk off with, and the lock on that back door is made out of
-bubble-gum. Now all we gotta do is wait till about midnight, after
-the patrol car swings through. It doesn't come back again for forty
-minutes, and that's more than enough time for what we want to do. What
-do you say?"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't like it."</p>
-
-<p>"You don't have to like it. Just do it. Now, what do you say?"</p>
-
-<p>"Well, okay."</p>
-
-<p>"Good!" Danny settled back and slapped the table. "It's settled, then.
-Flip picks us up here at eleven thirty and we drive over to Blandina
-and park behind the billboard on the vacant lot the next block down.
-Now don't either one of you creeps go fouling up this deal."</p>
-
-<p>"What's to foul?" said Flip.</p>
-
-<p>"Yeah, you're right. What's to foul?" He slapped the table again. "Hey,
-who wants a coke? I'll buy." He leaned around the corner of the booth
-and whistled. "Hey, Janie! Fun time! Tell Sandy to fix us three cokes
-and come on out and join the party!"</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>Art Johnson rounded the corner and approached the coke shop, hands
-sweaty in anticipation of what was going to happen within the next
-hour. He wished there was some way for him to back out of the situation
-and still manage to save face, but it was too late. The pattern was
-set, and events would ride out to their inevitable climax.</p>
-
-<p>Then—</p>
-
-<p>Something clicked.</p>
-
-<p>The youth paused in midstride and nearly stumbled. His eyes took on a
-faraway look. A boy and girl came out of the shop arm-in-arm and nearly
-walked into him.</p>
-
-<p>"Hey, stupid! Watch where you're going."</p>
-
-<p>"Sorry," he muttered, shaking his head.</p>
-
-<p>"Some people," said the boy, "live in a fog." The girl giggled, and Art
-pushed his way into the packed interior of the shop.</p>
-
-<p>"Hey, man!"</p>
-
-<p>Danny was holding a booth open. Art pushed his way through the crowd
-and slid in beside him.</p>
-
-<p>"You're late," said Danny. "What happened?"</p>
-
-<p>"The old lady stayed up to watch the eleven o'clock news. I had to wait
-until she was in bed."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, it's a good thing you made it. We were about ready to take off
-without you. Come on, Flip; let's move out."</p>
-
-<p>"Just a minute, Danny."</p>
-
-<p>"Yeah?" The boy paused, half-risen out of his seat. After staring at
-Johnson's face, he sat back down again. "What is it, Art boy?"</p>
-
-<p>"The deal's off. I'm cutting out."</p>
-
-<p>"What?" He shook his head in disbelief. "You crazy man?"</p>
-
-<p>"No. That's why I'm cutting out." He sighed. "I didn't like this deal
-from the word go. You knew that."</p>
-
-<p>"Yeah. But I never thought you'd go chicken on us, Art boy. Not on old
-Danny. That's me, remember? Danny Grissome. What I say, goes. Anything
-I say goes. Right, Flip?"</p>
-
-<p>"Right, Danny."</p>
-
-<p>"Right, Art boy?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not right, Danny," said Johnson, softly.</p>
-
-<p>"You mean it. You really mean it!" He shook his head, sadly. "What's
-the world coming to?"</p>
-
-<p>"No good end, most likely," said Johnson. "But I don't intend to mess
-myself up any sooner than I absolutely have to."</p>
-
-<p>"I dunno." Danny shook his head again. "You don't talk like the
-same Art boy I know. Hey, is that you, hiding inside that mess of
-goody-goody talk, Art baby? Come on out and join the party."</p>
-
-<p>"No go, Danny." Johnson shook his head. "If I'm not the same Art boy,
-it's because I finally woke up."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>"How did it go?" asked Cavendish, as he unclipped the electrodes.</p>
-
-<p>"Go?" Johnson shrugged, then stretched and yawned widely. "I guess it
-went all right. I haven't seen Danny or Flip for forty years. Wonder
-what ever happened to them?"</p>
-
-<p>"Ended up in jail, most likely. But what about the crisis? Did you
-succeed in avoiding it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Crisis?" Johnson peered at him through narrowed lids. "Are you daft,
-man? What crisis could there possible be in a bunch of kids getting
-together in a corner sweet shop?"</p>
-
-<p>"But...." Cavendish shook his head. "Things did change!"</p>
-
-<p>"What changed? Name me one concrete thing that's different than it
-used to be."</p>
-
-<p>"I...." He shook his head. "I can't."</p>
-
-<p>"Of course you can't. And for the very simple reason that nothing did
-change. I'm still the same man I always was. And you'd better start
-coming up with some concrete benefits from this gadget of yours. You
-know I put myself into hock to raise the money you needed—I told my
-wife I was adding another franchise to my line. If she finds out her
-jewels were hocked for me to play around with a time machine, instead
-of a new line of cars, she'll flip. So how about it, Cavendish? Some
-concrete results next time."</p>
-
-<p>Cavendish went to the bar and returned with a generous slug of whisky.</p>
-
-<p>"What's this?" said Johnson.</p>
-
-<p>"Why, your drink."</p>
-
-<p>"Drink?" He snorted. "You know I don't drink, man. Have you gone
-completely daft? I haven't touched alcohol since I was a youngster."</p>
-
-<p>Cavendish seemed near tears. He drank the whisky himself, then turned
-back to the machine.</p>
-
-<p>"What are you up to now?"</p>
-
-<p>"I'm looking for a suitable crisis point." The screen wavered, then
-filled with a group of men in uniform—heavy winter garb. They were
-clustered around a small fire in a cave; one seemed to be heating
-coffee in a tin can. Johnson sucked in his breath.</p>
-
-<p>"You know what is going to happen?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, dammit! You're a devil!"</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps." He sighed. "I sometimes wonder.... But no matter." He
-adjusted the picture, and events flowed forward a few hours. The
-soldiers were now at the base of a snow-covered hill. Above them, gaunt
-and bare, the timber-line beckoned with obscenely stretching limbs.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly a flare shot up from someplace to the right of the little
-band. Its eerie glare picked out unexpected shadows among the trees
-above. One of the soldiers, facing the prospect of near and immediate
-personal death for the first time in his life, panicked and began
-spraying the tree-line with his grease gun. Branches and splinters of
-wood kicked out, until the Sergeant reached out and slapped the gun
-from the boy's arms.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>The men waited until an unheard signal sounded; then the Sergeant waved
-them on up the hill. Slowly, cautiously at first, they made progress
-through the protecting trees. But then they reached the timber-line
-and froze. Cursing, the Sergeant moved from man to man, shoving them
-out of the false protection. At last he came to the boy who had fired
-earlier. Just as the older man placed his hand on the boy's shoulder,
-the boy twisted and broke away, running madly down the hill....</p>
-
-<p>"That's enough, damn you!"</p>
-
-<p>Cavendish turned off the picture and came back to Johnson's side. "They
-court-martialed you, didn't they?"</p>
-
-<p>"You know they did," he said, dully.</p>
-
-<p>"You were unlucky, that's all. Many a soldier spooks his first time
-under fire. A lot of them run away."</p>
-
-<p>"How many of them run right into the arms of their Commanding General?"</p>
-
-<p>"Unlucky," said Cavendish.</p>
-
-<p>"They kicked me out," said Johnson, bitterly. "A dishonorable
-discharge—'cowardice in the face of enemy action'. Said I was lucky I
-didn't face the firing squad."</p>
-
-<p>"Officers are human, too," said Cavendish. "In times of stress, they
-tend to panic."</p>
-
-<p>"They were 'making an example of me'," said Johnson. He laughed, a
-humorless sound that grated on the ears. "Some example. It took me
-twenty years to live it down."</p>
-
-<p>"But people do forget, eventually."</p>
-
-<p>"Not all of them."</p>
-
-<p>"Shall we get on with it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Of course, man. This is what I have been waiting for!" His words were
-sharp and impatient.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>"Hey, Art! Got a butt?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yeah, sure." Art Johnson scrabbled around inside his jacket and came
-out with a crumpled pack of cigarettes. He passed them over.</p>
-
-<p>"Thanks, buddy. God, but it's cold here!" He stripped off one glove and
-warmed the palm of his hand over the glowing coal of the cigarette.
-"Now I know what they mean when they call a place Godforsaken."</p>
-
-<p>"Ease off there, you two!" Sergeant Stebbins glowered their way. "You
-want every chink in Korea to hear you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Sorry, Sarge," muttered the cigarette-bummer. He dropped his voice
-to a whisper. "Hey, Artie! I hear some of the guys in Fox company are
-making book on how many of us live through the day."</p>
-
-<p>"Yeah?" Johnson shook his head. "Some characters'll bet on their own
-mother's funeral."</p>
-
-<p>"Or their own." The boy giggled. "Wouldn't it be funny if the winners
-couldn't collect because they were all dead?"</p>
-
-<p>"A real scream," said Johnson, sourly. "Look, let's change the subject,
-huh?"</p>
-
-<p>The boy shrugged. "Sure, Art. Anything you say."</p>
-
-<p>They lapsed into silence, and Art Johnson considered the improbable
-amount of circumstances that had brought him to the base of this
-numbered but nameless hill half across the world from home. There was
-nothing of home here, and he felt the lack mightily. There was a very
-good chance that before another few hours had passed, he would be dead.
-And then he would never see home again.</p>
-
-<p>He shivered. The thought frightened him. He didn't want to die. Not
-that he supposed any of the other men wanted to die either. But they
-were remote, other beings, alien in Art Johnson's world. What they felt
-he could not guess; what he felt he knew.</p>
-
-<p><i>And he did not want to die!</i></p>
-
-<p>"Hey, Art!"</p>
-
-<p>"Uh, what is it, Tooey?"</p>
-
-<p>"Chinks, I think. Up there in the trees. God, they're sneaking down!"</p>
-
-<p>"Where? Dammit, where?" He thumbed the safety of his grease gun, and
-brought it up to bear on the trees. His fingers tightened around the
-stock; the trigger started to depress—</p>
-
-<p>Then—</p>
-
-<p>Something clicked.</p>
-
-<p>"Jesus, Artie, they're coming!"</p>
-
-<p>Art Johnson's eyes took on a faraway look. His fingers loosened their
-death grip on the gun. He shook his head.</p>
-
-<p>"<i>Artie!</i>"</p>
-
-<p>"Shut up, Tooey!" Reaching out, he slapped the boy's face. "You're
-imagining things."</p>
-
-<p>"But they're up there, Artie!" whimpered the boy.</p>
-
-<p>"Sure they're up there. But not where you think they are. They're dug
-in, in the caves. And it's going to be up to us to dig them out. Now
-snap out of it!"</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>Suddenly a flare shot up from somewhere to their right. It whistled,
-then popped, the white light hurting their night-adjusted eyes. A
-moment later, Stebbins whistled and the men started moving up the hill.</p>
-
-<p>They paused at the timber-line, and Stebbins cursed, moving from man
-to man and urging him out of the false protection of the trees and
-onto the broad expanse of boulder-pocked snow. Above them, another
-two hundred yards, black dots against the snow showed where the caves
-were waiting for them. Johnson could visualize the little slant-eyed
-men within. He flopped to his belly and wriggled forward. Suddenly he
-stood up and dashed twenty yards, then flopped again as bullets whined
-through the space occupied by his body bare instants earlier.</p>
-
-<p>He lay there, face pressed into the snow, until the muscles of his legs
-started tensing of their own accord. Then he was up again, and running
-for dear life.</p>
-
-<p>Gun fire was bursting all around now, a seemingly solid screen of lead
-pouring down from the caves. But the men were getting through the
-barrier; one slammed into the rock wall beside a cave mouth and started
-unlimbering grenades, tossing them in as quickly as he could pull the
-pins. Seconds later a vast tongue of fire roared out, melting the snow
-and scorching the barren earth beneath.</p>
-
-<p>The fire probed down the hill as the side around the cave shook and
-roared. The fire reached and passed over Art Johnson, lying in the
-snow, fingers digging at the rock beneath.</p>
-
-<p>By its orange light, the spreading circle of red around the soldier
-blended into the artificial coloring of the snow.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>"Just think of it!" Cavendish pounded his hand on the desk. "The
-chance to go back and correct our mistakes, live our lives over again.
-The opportunities missed, the chances passed up, the decisions made
-wrong—all can be changed."</p>
-
-<p>The man in the chair swirled the dregs of the whisky in the bottom of
-the glass. "Go on, Cavendish," he said. "You're keeping my interest."</p>
-
-<p>Cavendish flushed. "Thank you, Mr. Blackwell. I knew a man of your
-position would not pass up an opportunity like this. Why, this is
-another chance to make the world! A second chance!"</p>
-
-
-<p class="ph2">THE END</p>
-
-<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SECOND CHANCE ***</div>
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Behind him came the +sounds of half a dozen pursuers, the faintly sticky slap of leather +soles coming down on summer-hot blacktopping and the sharp explosions +of breath let out and sucked back in quickly as out-of-condition bodies +forced muscles angrily beyond normal limits of endurance.</p> + +<p>"There goes the little bastard now!"</p> + +<p>"Don't let him get away!"</p> + +<p>A scant hundred yards separated pursued from pursuers. The boy stopped +at the mouth of an alley, panic stealing logic as he glanced over his +shoulders at the boys coming up quickly behind him. He darted into +the alley, rounded a curve, and realized too late that he was in a +dead-end. Boxes and trash were piled against the wall; a fire-escape +beckoned invitingly just above. He scrabbled up the side of the pile, +then realized his mistake as it began to shift beneath him. He leaped +for the fire-escape ladder, his fingers brushing the lowest rung just +as the pile collapsed, carrying him down and burying him.</p> + +<p>"Where the hell is he?"</p> + +<p>Hands started pulling at the pile, tearing away debris. The boy bit +down on his lip, and closed his eyes against the inevitable.</p> + +<p>"Hey, here he is!"</p> + +<p>They grabbed him and pulled him out. A palm slapped across his cheek, +forcing his eyes open.</p> + +<p>"Okay, you little sneak. What's the big idea? Why'd you rat to the +Principal?" He shook his head.</p> + +<p>"Come on, dammit! Talk! You were talking enough yesterday!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, you're wasting your breath. Come on, let's do what we came to do +and get it over with."</p> + +<p>"Okay, if that's the way you want it."</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>Johnson winced, as the first of the blows fell. The picture on the +screen seemed far away, but the memory of physical pain was suddenly +freshened. As hands and feet lashed out, repeatedly, raining down a +storm of punishment on the quivering mass of flesh in the center of the +picture, once-tortured nerves twinged in sympathy.</p> + +<p>"Brutal little monsters, aren't they?" said Cavendish.</p> + +<p>"I got back at them," said Johnson. "Every last one of them. I was the +last kid they beat up."</p> + +<p>"Mmmm. Still, that didn't change the fact that you had already received +a nasty beating yourself. No matter how sweet revenge, wouldn't it have +been sweeter to have avoided the beating altogether?"</p> + +<p>Johnson massaged his crippled hand as he watched the tortured boy make +a break away from his tormentors. A foot shot out, and the boy went +sprawling. His chin hit the pavement; only the adult saw the biggest +of the tormentors bring booted foot down on pathetic fingers. The foot +twisted, and the man looked away.</p> + +<p>"Shut it off!" he shouted.</p> + +<p>"Certainly." Cavendish reached out and the screen went dead. Getting +up, he went to the bar in the corner of the room and returned with a +tumbler half-full of amber liquid. "Here, you need this."</p> + +<p>Johnson tossed off the drink, gasping as the liquor burned its way down +to his stomach. "Ahhhh!" He wiped his mouth on the back of his good +hand.</p> + +<p>"What do you think of my little machine, Mr. Johnson?" Cavendish +settled himself behind a cluttered desk, hands folded over his paunch, +looking extremely satisfied with himself. Pointed mustache and faintly +slanted eyes heightened the effect of a cat with a stolen canary.</p> + +<p>"Your gadget is effective," admitted Johnson. "Just how powerful is it?"</p> + +<p>"Fifty years seems the limit it can probe. I've tried increasing the +power, but beyond fifty years things quickly fade away into a gray fog. +That's why I wanted to see you so urgently. Another few weeks, and this +particular event in your life will be irrevocably lost." He glanced at +the crippled hand. "Considering the direct consequences, I thought it +would be a good place to start."</p> + +<p>"Assuming that I want to have anything to do with this at all."</p> + +<p>"Of course," said Cavendish, blandly. "Everything is always an +assumption."</p> + +<p>"Your machine. It can actually send me back through time?"</p> + +<p>"In effect, yes."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe it."</p> + +<p>"I think you do, Mr. Johnson. You want to believe it, therefore you do +believe it. A man like yourself, aware of missed opportunities...."</p> + +<p>"I haven't missed many chances in my day," said Johnson. "If I had, I'd +never have become what I am today."</p> + +<p>"Rich."</p> + +<p>"I'd rather call it powerful."</p> + +<p>"As you like." Cavendish shrugged. "After all, what is money but +power? With it, you have the power to do things, make a living, run +a business, increase your standing in the community. Without it.... +Everything becomes negative. You have the power to die, but nothing +more."</p> + +<p>"You need money, too."</p> + +<p>"Of course. I've never denied it. Science has never been a particularly +profitable field of endeavor—at least, not on my level. For you, +science has made money. For me, it merely uses it."</p> + +<p>"You want money from me."</p> + +<p>"Naturally. You have enough for both of us."</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>"But why me?" asked Johnson, suspiciously. "Why not someone else? There +are other men as wealthy or wealthier than I—Reading, Blackwell, +Morgenstern, just to name three in this very city."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I considered them—all of them, and many others besides. It +really made no difference which one I finally selected. I chose you, +Mr. Johnson, for just one reason—the scene just witnessed."</p> + +<p>"All right. You've aroused my interest. Now tell me just how your time +machine can help me."</p> + +<p>Cavendish winced. "Please, Mr. Johnson, I do not have a time machine."</p> + +<p>"You just said you can send me back through time."</p> + +<p>"In effect, Sir; in effect. Physically, no. My machine—temporal +transgressor I call it, for want of a better term—my machine has the +faculty of liberating a certain part of the human id, the conscience, +the soul, if you please, and casting it adrift on the broad temporal +stream. A strong will can direct this liberated 'something' against the +general drift of the temporal stream, forcing it backwards against the +natural current. Back through time, as it were."</p> + +<p>"And just how does this help me?"</p> + +<p>"From the limited experiments I have been able to perform with +available funds, I have found that, shall we say from now on, for +simplicity's sake, the Id, tends to gravitate to early versions of +itself. Apparently there is some sort of force that binds the Id with +itself. At moments of crisis, this force is strongest."</p> + +<p>"And you want me to be a guinea pig for your experiments."</p> + +<p>"Crudely put, Sir."</p> + +<p>"But the truth."</p> + +<p>Cavendish shrugged. "Consider the benefits to be reaped."</p> + +<p>"As yet, I have seen none," said Johnson, bluntly. "Suppose you +enlighten me some more."</p> + +<p>"Opportunities...."</p> + +<p>"We covered that before."</p> + +<p>"But have we? Consider, Sir; you are wealthy, powerful, in spite of +your, ah, handicap." He glanced away as Johnson inspected his hand. +"Just think what might have happened had you not been injured? Who can +say what new avenues might be opened to you?"</p> + +<p>"How much?"</p> + +<p>"Then you'll do it?" asked Cavendish, eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps. How much do you need?"</p> + +<p>"I have my equipment all ready. But I need a great deal of power to +operate it. You are one of the directors of Public Power; I need your +signature on releases for the necessary leads and, of course, the power +itself."</p> + +<p>"You shall have them. When can we be ready to operate?"</p> + +<p>Cavendish pursed his lips. "With PP technicians running in the new +lines—three days."</p> + +<p>"Very well. I'll be back."</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>T. Arthur Johnson had not, as he had told Cavendish, been a man to +pass up an opportunity. Forty years of fighting and clawing his way up +through the jungle of business competition had sharpened his senses and +heightened his awareness of what one fatal mistake could do.</p> + +<p>Still, no man is infallible; all miss out on something, sometime. Some +men go through their entire lives making the wrong decisions; they end +up failures.</p> + +<p>T. Arthur Johnson was a qualified success. Qualified, for, although +successful he might be, as a man he was not happy. It is rarely +that the two go hand-in-hand. Happiness and success often seem to +be mutually exclusive goals. Yet contentment is a close cousin of +happiness, and many let themselves be satisfied with second best.</p> + +<p>After checking with Cavendish to find out just how much time would have +to be invested in the experiments, Johnson arranged his affairs into +the hands of several trusted managers—trusted because they were owned, +body and soul, by Johnson. On the morning of the third day, as the last +of the Public Power trucks was leaving the warehouse in which Cavendish +had set up his laboratory, Johnson presented himself at the door.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>"Ah, Mr. Johnson." His eyes lit up. "Right on time. I suppose you are +as anxious as I to get on with the experiments."</p> + +<p>"Time is valuable," said Johnson. "I don't believe in wasting it. Shall +we get on with it?"</p> + +<p>"Of course."</p> + +<p>The lab seemed little changed from Johnson's earlier visit. An +adjustable lounge chair had been set up near the screen; from it, +lines ran into a panel of equipment that the industrialist found +incomprehensible. At Cavendish's gesture, he sat down and permitted +electrodes to be attached to his head and arms.</p> + +<p>"Comfortable, Sir?"</p> + +<p>"Quite."</p> + +<p>Cavendish adjusted switches; the screen came to life, showing the +earlier scene with the youthful Johnson just beginning his dash into +the alley.</p> + +<p>"We regress some twenty-seven hours more," he said. The scene dissolved +and was replaced by one with the boy in a classroom. The clock on the +wall read three-thirty; school had been out some fifteen minutes. Timmy +Johnson placed the last of the erasers in the blackboard trough and +checked the stack of workbooks with his eye, stopping to shift the top +one a quarter of an inch into better alignment.</p> + +<p>"We are now approaching the crisis point," said Cavendish. "The +blending of the adult Id with that of the boy will enable you to +control the actions of the boy."</p> + +<p>"Get on with it!" said Johnson, impatiently, anxious to have the affair +over with.</p> + +<p>"Very well." Cavendish closed several switches and the hum of vast +amounts of power pouring into the little room rose until it set the +hackles of the men's necks rising. Still it rose, until Cavendish +closed one final switch—</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>"All done, Mrs. Taylor."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Timmy." She glanced up from the stack of papers and smiled +at the boy. "I swear, I don't know what I'd do without you. You're the +best helper I ever had."</p> + +<p>Timmy glowed at the praise; he felt the back of his neck warming. It +was fun helping her out, no matter what the other kids said or thought. +He scuffed the toe of his sneaker against the heel of the other one. +"Well, I guess I'd better be getting home, Mrs. Taylor. Mom usually +wants me to run to the store for her after school."</p> + +<p>"All right, Timmy. Good night."</p> + +<p>"Good night." He lingered in the door for a last smile from the woman, +then ran down the stairs to the lockers on the basement corridors. +He stowed his books in his locker, then twirled the dial on the +combination lock, bought with money saved out of his allowance.</p> + +<p>Timmy started towards the exit, when suddenly he heard voices coming +from the boys' shower room.</p> + +<p>"Aw, come on, Janie! What's the harm in having a little peek?"</p> + +<p>"With your big eyes, Danny Grissome, a lot!"</p> + +<p>Raucous laughter. "I guess she told you that time, Danny boy."</p> + +<p>"Yeah? Well, I'm gonna see what I came down here to see, whether you +like it or not, Janie. Now come on!"</p> + +<p>"No! Keep your dirty hands off me, Danny Grissome!"</p> + +<p>Heart pounding in his breast, Timmy edged towards the door of the +shower room. From the voices, he knew there were at least half a dozen +boys inside. The door was slightly ajar; the school was supposed to be +empty, so the boys had been careless. Placing his eye to the crack, +Timmy tried to make out what was going on, but his field of vision was +too limited. All he could get were vague impressions of bodies moving +back and forth.</p> + +<p>Frustrated, he leaned his weight against the door. Suddenly it swung +in, and he fell after it.</p> + +<p>"Hey, who's that?"</p> + +<p>Rough hands pulled him to his feet.</p> + +<p>"Ahh, it's Teacher's Pet Johnson. What are you doing here, stupid?"</p> + +<p>Timmy panicked. "I saw what you were doing!" he piped. His voice was +shrill with fear. "I'm going to—"</p> + +<p>Something clicked.</p> + +<p>"Yeah?" demanded Danny. "What are you going to do shrimp?"</p> + +<p>"I...."</p> + +<p>Timmy shook his head; his eyes took on a faraway expression.</p> + +<p>"Hey, what's the matter with you, shrimp? Wake up."</p> + +<p>Something clicked again, and the adult Id settled into control of +the youthful body. T. Arthur Johnson looked out on the situation +confronting Timmy Johnson and came to a decision. It was not the +decision the boy had—would—make of his own volition. But, then, +the adult Johnson had one important advantage over his juvenile +counterpart—he knew the certain and distasteful consequences of the +boy's activities.</p> + +<p>"Well?" demanded Danny. "Get with it, kid. What are you going to do?"</p> + +<p>"I'm going to tell Mr. Arkins—unless you let me watch too!"</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>"How's your hand?" asked Cavendish, as he unsnapped the electrodes.</p> + +<p>"Hand?" Johnson looked at first one then the other. "What about my +hand?"</p> + +<p>Cavendish looked, then shook his head, puzzled. "That's funny. Now +where did I get the idea that something was wrong with your hand?"</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I don't know," said Johnson, getting up and stretching. He +felt tired, more tired than he could remember having been in a long +time. The feeling had become alien to the desk-bound man, but it was +simply physical exhaustion. He yawned. "How about a drink?"</p> + +<p>"Of course." He retreated to the little bar and came back with a +generous slug in the usual water tumbler. Johnson tossed it off, +sighed, and wiped his mouth.</p> + +<p>"Well?" demanded Cavendish.</p> + +<p>"Well, what?"</p> + +<p>"Don't keep me in suspense!" begged the little man. "What was it like?"</p> + +<p>Johnson considered. "Nostalgic, I suppose. Everyone would like +another chance to revisit his childhood. You've proven that your time +ma—Pardon me. Your temporal transgressor, works. But as to your idea +that events can be changed—well, consider me from Missouri."</p> + +<p>"But the machine does work," insisted Cavendish.</p> + +<p>"I've already said that," said Johnson, irritated with the little man. +Cavendish seemed much more pushy than he had at their first meeting. +Johnson had never cared for that type of person, perhaps recognizing +too much of himself reflected in the other personality.</p> + +<p>"The next part should be simple, then," said Cavendish. "All we have +to do is find a suitable crisis point in your life, and send you back. +Once you have changed it—made a different decision—then you'll see."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps," said Johnson, a strong doubt in the back of his mind. "Have +you picked out such a suitable crisis?"</p> + +<p>"I think so." He turned to the screen, and began adjusting the dials. +Gray fog swirled mistily across the face of the tube, resolving +momentarily into brief scenes as the scientist searched for something +in particular. At last he grunted in satisfaction, and straightened up.</p> + +<p>"Here we are." He sharpened the focus, and it became Johnson's turn to +grunt in surprise.</p> + +<p>"Damn you!"</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>The scene was dimly-lit, obviously happening late at night. Two youths +in their late teens were busy at the rear door of a service station, +while another kept peering around the corner, keeping an anxious eye +out for passers-by. At last the lock of the door gave way to their +efforts, and all three slipped inside. Cavendish turned a dial and the +picture followed the actors into the interior of the station.</p> + +<p>One of the figures produced a pencil flash; by its thin beam, they +made their way past a store-room piled high with cases of motor oil +and transmission fluid and into the garage part of the station. One of +the figures stopped by a stack of tires and a heated argument broke +out, soundless though it seemed to the watchers in the future. At last, +one prevailed over the other and they continued their search of the +station, stopping at last by the register. One of the boys punched it +open, and scooped up a small handful of bills, only to have disgust +register on his face when they turned out to be all singles.</p> + +<p>In the meantime, one of the other boys was forcing the coin box on the +cigarette machine. He scooped silver into his pockets, then turned to +the soft drink machine at its side.</p> + +<p>Sudden light glared into the station, blinding the boys. They stopped +dead in their tracks, as they tried to shield their eyes from the +glare. Then, panic-stricken, they broke for the rear and the door they +had forced to gain entrance. The figures were lost for a moment, but +soon reappeared, shepherded none too gently by several men in blue. The +station's own lights came on.</p> + +<p>Cavendish suddenly felt pity for the aged man and switched off the +picture. Without asking, he refilled Johnson's glass.</p> + +<p>"No one ever knew about that," said Johnson, softly.</p> + +<p>"Your family did a good job of hushing it up," agreed Cavendish.</p> + +<p>"We served our time, though—nine months in that stinking county jail, +after time off for good behavior." He shuddered. Across two-thirds of a +lifetime, the memory was still painful.</p> + +<p>"It kept you out of the service, didn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. My folks always claimed I spent the time bumming around the +country. They said ill health kept me out of the Army. People never +believed them, though. They seemed to know better."</p> + +<p>"Definitely a crisis in your life?"</p> + +<p>"Most definitely," agreed Johnson.</p> + +<p>"Then if I send you back to the time when you and your companions were +planning this adventure, and you succeed in talking your younger self +out of it, you'll be convinced that what I say is true?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, that'll do it."</p> + +<p>"Good! Events can be altered; time is not immutable!" The little man's +eyes gleamed fanatically; Johnson for the first time debated the wisdom +of letting himself be strapped in under his care. But Cavendish was +already adjusting the electrodes; he finished, and turned on the power +source.</p> + +<p>"I'll send you back to that afternoon," he said. "The three of you are +gathered in the back room of Cook's News Shop."</p> + +<p>"I remember," said Johnson.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>"Hi, Danny."</p> + +<p>"Hi," said the leader of the three, looking up. "What do you want, +Janie?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, nothing," said the girl, tossing her pony tail back over her +shoulder. "But I'll settle for a coke."</p> + +<p>"Be my guest," said Danny Grissome, digging a dime from his pocket. +"But be a doll and drink it at the counter, hey?"</p> + +<p>"What's the matter? My company not good enough for the big shots?" She +sniffed, but accepted the dime.</p> + +<p>"Your company's fine," said Grissome. "But we're busy——man-type busy. +So later, hey? Later."</p> + +<p>The boys watched her flounce sensuously through the archway separating +the back room from the front section of the store, and knew as they +watched that she was fully aware of their eyes on her. Danny's tongue +darted over his lips; he sighed.</p> + +<p>"Man, I gotta get me some more of that. But not now. We got things to +talk about now. Important things, right, Art?"</p> + +<p>Johnson tore his eyes from the girl. "Uh, yeah, Danny. Sure. Anything +you say."</p> + +<p>"That's right. Anything I say. And don't you creeps ever forget it."</p> + +<p>"So who's arguing?"</p> + +<p>"Nobody, Flip—not yet. But I got me a feeling all of us in our little +group aren't happy. Right, Art?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't say that," protested Johnson.</p> + +<p>"That's what it sounded like to me."</p> + +<p>"So excuse me for living." He shrugged. "All I said was that I don't go +for that kind of jazz. It spells trouble, big trouble. C—O—P trouble."</p> + +<p>"Ahhh, you're a real nervous nellie, Art. I tell you, this place is +a leadpipe cinch. He leaves the money in a register my baby brother +could walk off with, and the lock on that back door is made out of +bubble-gum. Now all we gotta do is wait till about midnight, after +the patrol car swings through. It doesn't come back again for forty +minutes, and that's more than enough time for what we want to do. What +do you say?"</p> + +<p>"I don't like it."</p> + +<p>"You don't have to like it. Just do it. Now, what do you say?"</p> + +<p>"Well, okay."</p> + +<p>"Good!" Danny settled back and slapped the table. "It's settled, then. +Flip picks us up here at eleven thirty and we drive over to Blandina +and park behind the billboard on the vacant lot the next block down. +Now don't either one of you creeps go fouling up this deal."</p> + +<p>"What's to foul?" said Flip.</p> + +<p>"Yeah, you're right. What's to foul?" He slapped the table again. "Hey, +who wants a coke? I'll buy." He leaned around the corner of the booth +and whistled. "Hey, Janie! Fun time! Tell Sandy to fix us three cokes +and come on out and join the party!"</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>Art Johnson rounded the corner and approached the coke shop, hands +sweaty in anticipation of what was going to happen within the next +hour. He wished there was some way for him to back out of the situation +and still manage to save face, but it was too late. The pattern was +set, and events would ride out to their inevitable climax.</p> + +<p>Then—</p> + +<p>Something clicked.</p> + +<p>The youth paused in midstride and nearly stumbled. His eyes took on a +faraway look. A boy and girl came out of the shop arm-in-arm and nearly +walked into him.</p> + +<p>"Hey, stupid! Watch where you're going."</p> + +<p>"Sorry," he muttered, shaking his head.</p> + +<p>"Some people," said the boy, "live in a fog." The girl giggled, and Art +pushed his way into the packed interior of the shop.</p> + +<p>"Hey, man!"</p> + +<p>Danny was holding a booth open. Art pushed his way through the crowd +and slid in beside him.</p> + +<p>"You're late," said Danny. "What happened?"</p> + +<p>"The old lady stayed up to watch the eleven o'clock news. I had to wait +until she was in bed."</p> + +<p>"Well, it's a good thing you made it. We were about ready to take off +without you. Come on, Flip; let's move out."</p> + +<p>"Just a minute, Danny."</p> + +<p>"Yeah?" The boy paused, half-risen out of his seat. After staring at +Johnson's face, he sat back down again. "What is it, Art boy?"</p> + +<p>"The deal's off. I'm cutting out."</p> + +<p>"What?" He shook his head in disbelief. "You crazy man?"</p> + +<p>"No. That's why I'm cutting out." He sighed. "I didn't like this deal +from the word go. You knew that."</p> + +<p>"Yeah. But I never thought you'd go chicken on us, Art boy. Not on old +Danny. That's me, remember? Danny Grissome. What I say, goes. Anything +I say goes. Right, Flip?"</p> + +<p>"Right, Danny."</p> + +<p>"Right, Art boy?"</p> + +<p>"Not right, Danny," said Johnson, softly.</p> + +<p>"You mean it. You really mean it!" He shook his head, sadly. "What's +the world coming to?"</p> + +<p>"No good end, most likely," said Johnson. "But I don't intend to mess +myself up any sooner than I absolutely have to."</p> + +<p>"I dunno." Danny shook his head again. "You don't talk like the +same Art boy I know. Hey, is that you, hiding inside that mess of +goody-goody talk, Art baby? Come on out and join the party."</p> + +<p>"No go, Danny." Johnson shook his head. "If I'm not the same Art boy, +it's because I finally woke up."</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>"How did it go?" asked Cavendish, as he unclipped the electrodes.</p> + +<p>"Go?" Johnson shrugged, then stretched and yawned widely. "I guess it +went all right. I haven't seen Danny or Flip for forty years. Wonder +what ever happened to them?"</p> + +<p>"Ended up in jail, most likely. But what about the crisis? Did you +succeed in avoiding it?"</p> + +<p>"Crisis?" Johnson peered at him through narrowed lids. "Are you daft, +man? What crisis could there possible be in a bunch of kids getting +together in a corner sweet shop?"</p> + +<p>"But...." Cavendish shook his head. "Things did change!"</p> + +<p>"What changed? Name me one concrete thing that's different than it +used to be."</p> + +<p>"I...." He shook his head. "I can't."</p> + +<p>"Of course you can't. And for the very simple reason that nothing did +change. I'm still the same man I always was. And you'd better start +coming up with some concrete benefits from this gadget of yours. You +know I put myself into hock to raise the money you needed—I told my +wife I was adding another franchise to my line. If she finds out her +jewels were hocked for me to play around with a time machine, instead +of a new line of cars, she'll flip. So how about it, Cavendish? Some +concrete results next time."</p> + +<p>Cavendish went to the bar and returned with a generous slug of whisky.</p> + +<p>"What's this?" said Johnson.</p> + +<p>"Why, your drink."</p> + +<p>"Drink?" He snorted. "You know I don't drink, man. Have you gone +completely daft? I haven't touched alcohol since I was a youngster."</p> + +<p>Cavendish seemed near tears. He drank the whisky himself, then turned +back to the machine.</p> + +<p>"What are you up to now?"</p> + +<p>"I'm looking for a suitable crisis point." The screen wavered, then +filled with a group of men in uniform—heavy winter garb. They were +clustered around a small fire in a cave; one seemed to be heating +coffee in a tin can. Johnson sucked in his breath.</p> + +<p>"You know what is going to happen?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dammit! You're a devil!"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps." He sighed. "I sometimes wonder.... But no matter." He +adjusted the picture, and events flowed forward a few hours. The +soldiers were now at the base of a snow-covered hill. Above them, gaunt +and bare, the timber-line beckoned with obscenely stretching limbs.</p> + +<p>Suddenly a flare shot up from someplace to the right of the little +band. Its eerie glare picked out unexpected shadows among the trees +above. One of the soldiers, facing the prospect of near and immediate +personal death for the first time in his life, panicked and began +spraying the tree-line with his grease gun. Branches and splinters of +wood kicked out, until the Sergeant reached out and slapped the gun +from the boy's arms.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>The men waited until an unheard signal sounded; then the Sergeant waved +them on up the hill. Slowly, cautiously at first, they made progress +through the protecting trees. But then they reached the timber-line +and froze. Cursing, the Sergeant moved from man to man, shoving them +out of the false protection. At last he came to the boy who had fired +earlier. Just as the older man placed his hand on the boy's shoulder, +the boy twisted and broke away, running madly down the hill....</p> + +<p>"That's enough, damn you!"</p> + +<p>Cavendish turned off the picture and came back to Johnson's side. "They +court-martialed you, didn't they?"</p> + +<p>"You know they did," he said, dully.</p> + +<p>"You were unlucky, that's all. Many a soldier spooks his first time +under fire. A lot of them run away."</p> + +<p>"How many of them run right into the arms of their Commanding General?"</p> + +<p>"Unlucky," said Cavendish.</p> + +<p>"They kicked me out," said Johnson, bitterly. "A dishonorable +discharge—'cowardice in the face of enemy action'. Said I was lucky I +didn't face the firing squad."</p> + +<p>"Officers are human, too," said Cavendish. "In times of stress, they +tend to panic."</p> + +<p>"They were 'making an example of me'," said Johnson. He laughed, a +humorless sound that grated on the ears. "Some example. It took me +twenty years to live it down."</p> + +<p>"But people do forget, eventually."</p> + +<p>"Not all of them."</p> + +<p>"Shall we get on with it?"</p> + +<p>"Of course, man. This is what I have been waiting for!" His words were +sharp and impatient.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>"Hey, Art! Got a butt?"</p> + +<p>"Yeah, sure." Art Johnson scrabbled around inside his jacket and came +out with a crumpled pack of cigarettes. He passed them over.</p> + +<p>"Thanks, buddy. God, but it's cold here!" He stripped off one glove and +warmed the palm of his hand over the glowing coal of the cigarette. +"Now I know what they mean when they call a place Godforsaken."</p> + +<p>"Ease off there, you two!" Sergeant Stebbins glowered their way. "You +want every chink in Korea to hear you?"</p> + +<p>"Sorry, Sarge," muttered the cigarette-bummer. He dropped his voice +to a whisper. "Hey, Artie! I hear some of the guys in Fox company are +making book on how many of us live through the day."</p> + +<p>"Yeah?" Johnson shook his head. "Some characters'll bet on their own +mother's funeral."</p> + +<p>"Or their own." The boy giggled. "Wouldn't it be funny if the winners +couldn't collect because they were all dead?"</p> + +<p>"A real scream," said Johnson, sourly. "Look, let's change the subject, +huh?"</p> + +<p>The boy shrugged. "Sure, Art. Anything you say."</p> + +<p>They lapsed into silence, and Art Johnson considered the improbable +amount of circumstances that had brought him to the base of this +numbered but nameless hill half across the world from home. There was +nothing of home here, and he felt the lack mightily. There was a very +good chance that before another few hours had passed, he would be dead. +And then he would never see home again.</p> + +<p>He shivered. The thought frightened him. He didn't want to die. Not +that he supposed any of the other men wanted to die either. But they +were remote, other beings, alien in Art Johnson's world. What they felt +he could not guess; what he felt he knew.</p> + +<p><i>And he did not want to die!</i></p> + +<p>"Hey, Art!"</p> + +<p>"Uh, what is it, Tooey?"</p> + +<p>"Chinks, I think. Up there in the trees. God, they're sneaking down!"</p> + +<p>"Where? Dammit, where?" He thumbed the safety of his grease gun, and +brought it up to bear on the trees. His fingers tightened around the +stock; the trigger started to depress—</p> + +<p>Then—</p> + +<p>Something clicked.</p> + +<p>"Jesus, Artie, they're coming!"</p> + +<p>Art Johnson's eyes took on a faraway look. His fingers loosened their +death grip on the gun. He shook his head.</p> + +<p>"<i>Artie!</i>"</p> + +<p>"Shut up, Tooey!" Reaching out, he slapped the boy's face. "You're +imagining things."</p> + +<p>"But they're up there, Artie!" whimpered the boy.</p> + +<p>"Sure they're up there. But not where you think they are. They're dug +in, in the caves. And it's going to be up to us to dig them out. Now +snap out of it!"</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>Suddenly a flare shot up from somewhere to their right. It whistled, +then popped, the white light hurting their night-adjusted eyes. A +moment later, Stebbins whistled and the men started moving up the hill.</p> + +<p>They paused at the timber-line, and Stebbins cursed, moving from man +to man and urging him out of the false protection of the trees and +onto the broad expanse of boulder-pocked snow. Above them, another +two hundred yards, black dots against the snow showed where the caves +were waiting for them. Johnson could visualize the little slant-eyed +men within. He flopped to his belly and wriggled forward. Suddenly he +stood up and dashed twenty yards, then flopped again as bullets whined +through the space occupied by his body bare instants earlier.</p> + +<p>He lay there, face pressed into the snow, until the muscles of his legs +started tensing of their own accord. Then he was up again, and running +for dear life.</p> + +<p>Gun fire was bursting all around now, a seemingly solid screen of lead +pouring down from the caves. But the men were getting through the +barrier; one slammed into the rock wall beside a cave mouth and started +unlimbering grenades, tossing them in as quickly as he could pull the +pins. Seconds later a vast tongue of fire roared out, melting the snow +and scorching the barren earth beneath.</p> + +<p>The fire probed down the hill as the side around the cave shook and +roared. The fire reached and passed over Art Johnson, lying in the +snow, fingers digging at the rock beneath.</p> + +<p>By its orange light, the spreading circle of red around the soldier +blended into the artificial coloring of the snow.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>"Just think of it!" Cavendish pounded his hand on the desk. "The +chance to go back and correct our mistakes, live our lives over again. +The opportunities missed, the chances passed up, the decisions made +wrong—all can be changed."</p> + +<p>The man in the chair swirled the dregs of the whisky in the bottom of +the glass. "Go on, Cavendish," he said. "You're keeping my interest."</p> + +<p>Cavendish flushed. "Thank you, Mr. Blackwell. I knew a man of your +position would not pass up an opportunity like this. Why, this is +another chance to make the world! A second chance!"</p> + + +<p class="ph2">THE END</p> + +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SECOND CHANCE ***</div> +</body> +</html> |
