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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Girl Among the Anarchists + +Author: Isabel Meredith + + +Release Date: December, 2004 [EBook #7084] +This file was first posted on March 8, 2003 +Last Updated: June 12, 2013 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A GIRL AMONG THE ANARCHISTS *** + + + + +Text file produced by Nathan Harris, Eric Eldred, Charles Franks and +the Online Distributed Proofreading Team + +HTML file produced by David Widger + + + + +</pre> + + <div style="height: 8em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h1> + A GIRL AMONG THE ANARCHISTS + </h1> + <h2> + By Isabel Meredith + </h2> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2H_PREF" id="link2H_PREF"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + PREFACE + </h2> + <p> + In spite of the fact that there are certain highly respectable + individualists of a rabid type who prefer to call themselves Anarchists, + it must be owned that it requires some courage to write about Anarchism + even with the sympathy befitting a clinical physician or the scientific + detachment of a pathologist. And yet it is certain that Anarchists are + curiously interesting, and not the less in need of observation from the + fact that apparently none of the social quacks who prescribe seriously in + leading articles has the faintest insight into them as a phenomenon, a + portent, or a disease. This book, if it is read with understanding, will, + I feel assured, do not a little to show how it comes about that Anarchism + is as truly endemic in Western Civilisations as cholera is in India. + Isabel Meredith, whom I had the pleasure of knowing when she was a more + humble member of the staff of the <i>Tocsin</i> than the editor, occupies, + to my knowledge, a very curious and unique position in the history of + English Anarchism. There is nothing whatever in "A Girl among the + Anarchists" which is invented, the whole thing is an experience told very + simply, but I think convincingly. Nevertheless as such a human document + must seem incredible to the ordinary reader, I have no little pleasure in + saying that I know what she has written to be true. I was myself a + contributor to the paper which is here known as the <i>Tocsin</i>. I have + handled the press and have discussed details (which did not include bombs) + with the editor. I knew "Kosinski" and still have an admiration for + "Nekrovitch." And even now I do not mind avowing that I am philosophically + as much an Anarchist as the late Dr. H. G. Sutton, who would no doubt have + been astounded to learn that he belonged to the brotherhood. + </p> + <p> + Curiously enough I have found most Anarchists of the mildest dispositions. + I have met meek Germans (there are meek Germans still extant) who even in + their wildest Anarchic indignation seemed as little capable of hurting a + living soul as of setting the Elbe on fire. For it must be understood that + the "red wing" of the Anarchists is a very small section of the body of + philosophers known as Anarchists. There is no doubt that those of the + dynamite section are practically insane. They are "impulsives"; they were + outraged and they revolted before birth. Most of the proletariat take + their thrashing lying down. There are some who cannot do that. It is out + of these who are not meek and do not inherit even standing-room on the + earth that such as "Matthieu" comes. Perhaps it may not be out of place to + suggest that a little investigation might be better than denunciation, + which is always wide of the mark, and that, as Anarchism is created by the + social system of repression, more repression will only create more + Anarchism. However, I am perfectly aware that the next time a wild-eyed + philosopher, who ought to be under restraint in an asylum, throws a bomb, + all the newspapers in Europe will advocate measures for turning all the + meeker Anarchists into outrage-mongers. For of the Anarchists it is + certainly true that repression does not repress. Anarchism is a creed and + a philosophy, but neither as creed nor philosophy does it advocate + violence. It only justifies resistance to violence. So much, I think, will + be discovered in this book even by a leader-writer. + </p> + <p> + In conclusion I cannot do better than quote from Spinoza's <i>Tractatus + Politicus:</i>— + </p> + <p> + "In order that I might inquire better into the matter of this science with + the same freedom of mind with which we are wont to treat lines and + surfaces in mathematics, I determined not to laugh or weep over the + actions of men but simply to understand them, and to contemplate their + affections and passions such as love, hate, anger, envy, arrogance, pity, + and all other disturbances of soul not as vices of human nature, but as + properties pertaining to it in the same way as heat, cold, storm, thunder + pertain to the nature of the atmosphere. For these, though troublesome, + are yet necessary and have certain causes through which we may come to + understand them, and thus by contemplating them in their truth, gain for + our minds as much joy as by the knowledge of things which are pleasing to + the senses." + </p> + <p> + I think that Isabel Meredith, so far as the outlook of her book extends, + is a disciple of Spinoza. But she can speak for herself. + </p> + <p> + MORLEY ROBERTS. + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <p> + <b>CONTENTS</b> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2H_PREF"> PREFACE </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0001"> CHAPTER I. — A STRANGE CHILDHOOD </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER II. — A GATHERING IN CHISWICK </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER III. — AN ABORTIVE GROUP-MEETING + </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER IV. — A POLICE SCARE </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0005"> CHAPTER V. — TO THE RESCUE </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER VI. — A FOREIGN INVASION </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER VII. — THE OFFICE OF THE <i>TOCSIN</i> + </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER VIII. — THE DYNAMITARD'S ESCAPE + </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER IX. — SOME ANARCHIST PERSONALITIES + </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0010"> CHAPTER X. — A FLIGHT </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER XI. — A CRISIS </a> + </p> + <p class="toc"> + <a href="#link2HCH0012"> CHAPTER XII. — THE <i>TOCSIN'S</i> LAST + TOLL </a> + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0001" id="link2HCH0001"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER I. — A STRANGE CHILDHOOD + </h2> + <p> + In the small hours of a bitter January morning I sat in my room gazing + into the fire, and thinking over many things. I was alone in the house, + except for the servants, but this circumstance did not affect me. My + childhood and upbringing had been of no ordinary nature, and I was used to + looking after myself and depending on my own resources for amusement and + occupation. + </p> + <p> + My mother had died when I was yet a small child and, with my elder sister + and brother, I had grown up under our father's eye. He was a chemist and a + man of advanced ideas on most things. He had never sent us to school, + preferring to watch in person over our education, procuring for us private + tuition in many subjects, and himself instructing us in physical science + and history, his two favourite studies. We rapidly gained knowledge under + his system and were decidedly precocious children, but we had none of the + ordinary school society and routine. Our childhood was by no means dull or + mopish, for there were three of us and we got on very well together, but + we mixed hardly at all with children of our own age, our interests were + not theirs, and their boisterous ways were somewhat repellent to us. + </p> + <p> + Our father was a great believer in liberty, and, strange to say, he put + his ideas into practice in his own household. He was a devoted and + enthusiastic student, and for days, nay, weeks together, we would see but + little of him. He had fitted himself up a small laboratory at the top of + our house on which he spent all his available money, and here he passed + nearly all the time he could dispose of over and beyond that necessary for + the preparation and delivery of his scientific lectures. As we grew out of + childhood he made no difference in his mode of life. He gave us full + liberty to follow our various bents, assisting us with his advice when + requested, ever ready to provide the money necessary for any special + studies or books; taking an interest in our readings and intellectual + pursuits. The idea of providing us with suitable society, of launching us + out into the world, of troubling to see that we conformed to the ordinary + conventions of society, never occurred to him. Occasionally some old + friend of his would drop in, or some young admirer who had followed his + scientific work in the press would write asking permission to call and + consult him on some point. They were always received with cordiality, and + my father would take much trouble to be of any assistance he could to + them. We children used generally to be present on such occasions, and + frequently would join in the conversation, and thus we got to know various + people, among whom foreigners and various types of cranks were fairly in + evidence. + </p> + <p> + We lived in a large old-fashioned house in Fitzroy Square where our father + had settled down somewhere in the seventies soon after his marriage to a + South American Spaniard, whom he had met during a scientific research + expedition in Brazil. She was a girl of seventeen, his junior by some + twenty years. During his journeys into the interior of Brazil he had + fallen seriously ill with malarial fever, and had been most kindly taken + in and nursed by a coffee-planter and his family. Here he had met his + future wife who was acting as governess. She was of Spanish descent, and + combined the passionate enthusiasm of a Southerner with the independence + and self-reliance which life in a new and only partially civilised country + breeds. She was an orphan and penniless, but our father fell in love with + her, attracted doubtless by her beauty and vivaciousness in such striking + contrast with his bookish way of life, and he married her and brought her + home to London. He truly loved her and was a good husband in all essential + respects, but the uncongenial climate and monotonous life told on her + health, and she died three years after my birth, much mourned by her + husband, who plunged all the more deeply into scientific research, his + only other thought being a care for our education. He had lived on in the + same old house which grew somewhat dingier and shabbier each year, whilst + the neighbourhood fell from its pristine respectability to become the + resort of foreigners of somewhat doubtful character, of Bohemian artists + and musicians. + </p> + <p> + As I sat gazing into the fire many pictures of those old days rose before + me. I saw our large drawing-room with its old-fashioned furniture, + handsome, often beautiful, but ill-kept; its sombre hangings and fine + pictures. I recalled a typical scene there with a large fire burning + cheerily in the big grate, relieving the gloom of a late winter afternoon + with the bright flickering of its flames. Ensconced in a roomy arm-chair, + our father is seated by the fire in a skullcap and list slippers, with his + favourite cat perched on his knee. Opposite him sit two ladies, the elder + of whom—a quaint, nice-looking old lady, dressed neatly in black, + but whose innate eccentricity succeeded in imparting something odd to the + simplest and quietest of attires—is leaning eagerly forward, pouring + forth a long tale of woe into my father's sympathetic ear. She is + denouncing the London roughs, landlords, and police, who, apparently, are + all in league to ruin her and turn her cats astray upon an unkind world. + The brutality of the English poor, who consider their duty towards the + feline race fully performed when they have fed them, and who pay no more + attention to their morals and higher feelings than if they were stocks and + stones, arouses her ire; sympathy is what she needs, sympathy to help her + to face the world and continue her crusade against cruelty. She says all + this in a scattered and disconnected style, jumping from one point to + another, turning occasionally to her friend for support or confirmation. + This friend is a meek, subdued-looking person of uncertain age, somewhat + washed-out and bedraggled in appearance. Her attire is nondescript, and + seems to consist of oddments bought solely because they were cheap and + bearing no relation whatever one to the other. Mrs. Smuts, growing more + and more absorbed in the course of her harangue on the great cat question, + states that she believes in marrying cats young in life and looking + strictly after their morals; and as she appeals to Miss Meggs whilst + voicing this sentiment, the latter timidly interjects, "But do you think, + my dear Maria, that cats can maintain themselves chaste on a meat diet? I + never give mine anything more exciting than cold potatoes and rice + pudding, and I find that they thrive on it, Mr. Meredith!" + </p> + <p> + At this point we children, stifling our laughter, rush headlong from the + room, to vent our mirth in safety in the kitchen. + </p> + <p> + Another frequent visitor whom my imagination summoned from the grave in + which he had lain now for several years past, was a tall, thin, + delicate-looking man of some thirty years of age. He was by birth a + Frenchman, but had lived mostly in England, his parents having come over + as political exiles from the tyranny of Louis Napoleon, afterwards + settling permanently in this country. He was an engineer by profession, + but a poet at heart, and all his spare time and thought he devoted to + tackling the problem of aerial navigation. His day was spent earning a + scanty living in a shipbuilding yard, but his evenings and nights were + passed in constructing a model of a flying-machine. He would bring his + drawings round to our father for discussion and advice; and although he + never attained success, he was always hopeful, trusting that some one of + the ever fresh improvements and additions which his fertile brain was + always busy conceiving would solve the difficulty which had hitherto beset + him. His sallow face with its large dreamy eyes and his spare figure, clad + in an old bluish suit, rusty with age and threadbare with brushing, stand + out clear in my memory. There was also an old professor, a chemist like my + father, who often assisted him in his experiments. He was somewhat + formidable in appearance, wearing gold spectacles, and helping himself + freely to the contents of a snuff-box, but he was one of the most + kind-hearted of men. Children were great favourites with him, and his + affection was returned with interest as soon as the shyness consequent on + his somewhat gruff manner was overcome. He used to enjoy drawing us out, + and would laugh heartily at our somewhat old-fashioned remarks and + observations, at which we used to grow very indignant, for we were + decidedly touchy when our dignity was at stake. He had nicknamed me + Charlotte Corday, for, after a course of Greek and Roman history, studied + in Plutarch and Shakespeare's "Julius Caesar," I had plunged into the + French Revolution, glorying in its heroisms and audacity, and it had + become a favourite amusement with all three of us to enact scenes drawn + from its history, and to recite aloud, with great emphasis if little art, + revolutionary poetry. The old professor loved to tease me by abusing my + favourite heroes; and when he had at last roused me to a vigorous + assertion of revolutionary sentiments, he would turn to my father and say, + "There's a little spitfire for you; you will have to keep a look-out or + she will be making bombs soon and blowing us all up," at which my father + would smile complacently. + </p> + <p> + Our father was very charitable. He did not like to be bothered or + disturbed, but he would willingly give a little assistance when asked, and + the result was that our door was always besieged by beggars of various + nationalities, Spaniards and Italians forming the chief contingent. + Generally they confined themselves to sending in notes, which used to be + returned with a shilling or half-crown as the case might be, but sometimes + one would insist on a personal interview. I remember one wild-looking + Hungarian, whose flowing locks were crowned by a sort of horse's + sun-bonnet, who used to rush round on one of those obsolete bicycles, + consisting of an enormously high wheel on the top of which he was perched, + and a tiny little back one. He was generally pursued by a crowd of hooting + boys, advising him to "get 'is 'air cut," and inquiring, "Where did you + get that 'at?" He used to insist on seeing my father; but the help he + solicited was not for himself but for various political refugees in whom + he was interested. One day the professor happened to meet this + wild-looking creature at our door, and inquired of my father who that + maniac might be. "Oh, he is a Hungarian refugee; a good fellow, I believe. + I have noticed something rather odd in his appearance, but I do not + consider him mad," replied his friend. + </p> + <p> + Amid such surroundings we grew up. My elder sister, Caroline, had a + notable musical gift, and even as a small child had a fine voice, which + developed into a rich contralto. Our father, always anxious to do his duty + by us, gave her a first-rate musical education, sending her abroad to + study under famous Continental teachers, and at eighteen she made her + first appearance in public, exciting much attention by the powerful + dramatic qualities of her voice. It was evident that her right course was + to go in for operatic singing, and this she did. She continued on the most + affectionate terms with her family, but naturally her pursuit took her + into quite another path of life, and we saw less and less of her as time + went on. This threw my brother and myself more together. There was only a + year's difference between us, and we studied together, walked, talked, + played, and read together—in fact, were inseparable. Raymond was no + ordinary boy. In character and in manners he was very like my father. His + favourite study was physical science in its various branches; mine, + history and sociological subjects. He saw things from the scientific + standpoint, I from the poetical and artistic; but we were both by nature + enthusiastic and dreamers, and sympathised heartily with each other's + views. His ambition was to become a famous explorer; mine, to die on a + scaffold or a barricade, shouting Liberty, Equality, Fraternity. + </p> + <p> + Our father took a great pride in Raymond, and carefully supervised his + studies. He passed various brilliant examinations, and at eighteen, having + decided to go in for medicine, was already walking a hospital. Shortly + after this our father died suddenly. He was at work as usual in his + laboratory when he was seized by a paralytic stroke, and in three days he + was dead. + </p> + <p> + This blow quite stunned us for a time. Our father was everything to us; + and the possibility of his death we had never contemplated. Though, as I + have explained, he had always left us free to follow our own devices, + still he was the centre round which our family life circled; we were + passionately attached to him, and now that he was gone we felt at a loss + indeed. We had no relatives living of our father's; our mother's family we + had never known, and they were too distant to be practically available. + Our father's friends were not such as to be of much help to us. Cat + enthusiasts and scientific dreamers are all very well in their way, but + they almost always take far more than they give in the mart of friendship. + The old professor had preceded my father to his grave. + </p> + <p> + Our father left us comfortably off. The house was our own, and property + yielding a comfortable income was divided equally between us. Our home + seemed desolate indeed without our father, and very gloomily did the first + months of his absence pass; but in time hope and youth reasserted + themselves and we gradually settled down to much our old way of life. + Caroline obtained several engagements and was still studying + enthusiastically. Raymond passed most of his time at the hospital, where + he had rooms, though he frequently came home; I was the only one who had + not a definite occupation. I read a great deal and wrote a little also, + chiefly studies on historical subjects which interested me, but I had + printed nothing. In fact I had never been in the way of the literary + world, and did not know how to set about it. Time used often to hang + rather heavily on my hands in the big house where I was generally alone. I + was the housekeeper, but such cares did not take up much of my time. The + result of so much solitude and lack of occupation was that I became + restless and dissatisfied. Mere reading without any definite object did + not and could not suffice me; to write when there seemed no prospect of + ever being read, and keenly alive as I was to my own deficiencies, did not + attract me; friends I might say I had none, for the few people my father + knew were interested in him and not in us children, and ceased to frequent + our house after his death. Caroline's musical friends did not appeal to + me, so that the whole interest of my life was centred round my brother. + When he came home we used always to be together, and conversation never + flagged. Never having been to school he had none of the schoolboy's + patronising contempt for a sister. We had always been chums and + companions, and so we continued, but whereas, as children, it was I, with + my more passionate and enterprising nature, who took the lead, now it was + he who, mixing with the outer world, provided the stimulus of new ideas + and fresh activities for which I craved. Brought suddenly face to face, + after the studious seclusion of home, with the hard facts of life as seen + in a London hospital, he had begun to take a deep interest in social + questions. The frightful havoc of life and happiness necessitated by the + economic conditions of nineteenth-century society, impressed him deeply, + and he felt that any doctor who looked upon his profession as other than a + mere means to make money must tackle such problems. Following up this line + of thought he became interested in economics and labour questions. His + views were the result of no mere surface impression, but the logical + outcome of thought and study, and he arrived at socialism by mental + processes of his own, uninfluenced by the ordinary channels of propaganda. + I shared his interests and read on parallel lines. We had no friends in + Socialist circles, no personal interest of any kind balanced our judgment. + The whole trend of our education had been to make independent thinkers of + us. What we saw in the whole problem was a question of justice, and for + this we were ready and anxious to work. A new interest was thus brought + into our lives, which, in my case, soon became all-absorbing. I was always + begging my brother to bring me home fresh books. The driest volumes of + political economy, the most indigestible of philosophical treatises, + nothing came amiss. From these I passed on to more modern works. Raymond + had made friends with a student who was a professed socialist and through + him he came into possession of a number of pamphlets and papers, all of + which I devoured eagerly, and some of which made a lasting impression on + my mind. Krapotkin's "Appeal to the Young" was of this number. I remember + in my enthusiasm reading it aloud to my sister Caroline, who, however, + took scant interest in such matters, and who tried, but in vain, to put a + damper on my enthusiasm. + </p> + <p> + I was always fond of scribbling, and the outcome of all this reading was + that I, too, flew to pen and paper. I used to read my papers to Raymond on + those rare occasions when I fancied I had not done so much amiss. They + would provide the material for an evening's conversation, then I would + toss them aside and think no more about them. One day, however, Raymond + brought his Socialist friend home with him. It seems they had talked about + me and my all-absorbing interest in social subjects. Hughes, my brother's + friend, had been surprised to hear from Raymond that I knew no socialists + in the flesh, and that all my hero-worship was laid before the altar of + mental abstractions, of my own creation for the most part. + </p> + <p> + Great was my excitement when Raymond told me that I might expect him and + his friend, of whom I had heard so much, to turn up together one Sunday + evening. So great was my ignorance of the world, so wild my enthusiasm, + that I imagined every socialist as a hero, willing to throw away his life + at a moment's notice on behalf of the "Cause." I had had no experience of + the petty internal strifes, of the jealousies and human frailties which a + closer knowledge of all political parties reveals. I remember how ashamed + I felt of the quite unostentatious comfort of our home, how anxious I was + to dissemble the presence of servants, how necessary I thought it to dress + myself in my oldest and least becoming clothes for the occasion, and how + indignant I felt when Caroline, who was going off to sing at a concert + that evening, said, on coming in to wish me good-bye, "Why, surely, + Isabel, you're not going to receive that gentleman looking such a fright + as this?" As if a Socialist could care for dress! How I felt he would + despise me for all the outward signs which proved that I was living on the + results of "unearned increment" (<i>vide</i> Karl Marx) and that I was a + mere social parasite! + </p> + <p> + When at last the longed-for, yet dreaded moment came, I was surprised, + relieved, and I must add somewhat disappointed, at seeing a young man + looking much like any other gentleman, except that he wore a red tie, and + that his clothes were of a looser and easier fit than is usual. "What a + jolly place you have!" he exclaimed after my brother had introduced us and + he had given a look round. I felt considerably relieved, as I had quite + expected him to scowl disapproval, and my brother, after saying, "Yes, it + is a nice old house; we are very fond of it," suggested that we should + adjourn to supper. + </p> + <p> + During this repast I took an animated part in the conversation, which + turned on recent books and plays. At last reference was made to a book, + "The Ethics of Egoism," which had excited much attention. It was a work + advocating the most rabid individualism, denying the Socialist standpoint + of the right to live, and saying that the best safeguard for the + development and amelioration of the race lay in that relentless law of + nature which sent the mentally and morally weak to the wall. I had read + the book with interest, and had even written a rather long criticism of + it, of which I felt distinctly proud. In the course of the discussion to + which this book gave rise among us, my brother mentioned that I had + written something on it, and Hughes begged me to read my performance. + Though I felt somewhat diffident, I acceded, after some persuasion, to his + request, and was elated beyond measure at earning his good opinion of my + effort. + </p> + <p> + "By George, that's about the best criticism I've read of the work. Where + do you intend publishing it, Miss Meredith?" + </p> + <p> + "Oh, I had never thought of publishing it," I replied; "I have never + published anything." + </p> + <p> + "But we cannot afford to lose such good stuff," he insisted. "Come, + Raymond, now, don't you think your sister ought to get that into print?" + </p> + <p> + "I think you should publish it, Isabel, if you could," he replied. + </p> + <p> + "Could! Why any of our papers would be only too delighted to have it. Let + me take it down to the <i>Democrat</i>," he said, mentioning the name of a + paper which Raymond often brought home with him. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, if you really think it worth while, I shall be only too pleased," I + replied. + </p> + <p> + Thus was effected my first introduction to the actual Socialist party. My + article was printed and I was asked for others. I made the acquaintance of + the editor, who, I must confess, spite of my enthusiasm, soon struck me as + a rather weak-kneed and altogether unadmirable character. He thought it + necessary to get himself up to look like an artist, though he had not the + soul of a counter-jumper, and the result was long hair, a velvet coat, a + red tie, bumptious bearing, and an altogether scatter-brained and fly-away + manner. In figure he was long and willowy, and reminded me irresistibly of + an unhealthy cellar-grown potato plant. My circle of acquaintances rapidly + enlarged, and soon, instead of having too much time on my hands for + reading and study, I had too little. At one of the Sunday evening lectures + of the Democratic Club, at which I had become a regular attendant, I made + the acquaintance of Nekrovitch, the famous Nihilist, and his wife. I took + to him instinctively, drawn by the utter absence of sham or "side" which + characterised the man. I had never understood why Socialism need imply the + arraying of oneself in a green curtain or a terra-cotta rug, or the + cultivation of flowing locks, blue shirts, and a peculiar cut of clothes: + and the complete absence of all such outward "trade marks" pleased me in + the Russian. He invited me to his house, and I soon became a constant + visitor. In the little Chiswick house I met a class of people who + stimulated me intellectually, and once more aroused my rather waning + enthusiasm for the "Cause." The habit of taking nothing for granted, of + boldly inquiring into the origin of all accepted precepts of morality, of + intellectual speculation unbiassed by prejudice and untrammelled by all + those petty personal and party questions and interests which I had seen + occupy so much time and thought at the Democratic Club, permeated the + intellectual atmosphere. Quite a new side of the problem—that of its + moral bearings and abstract rights as opposed to the merely material right + to daily bread which had first appealed to my sense of justice and + humanity—now opened before me. The right to complete liberty of + action, the conviction that morality is relative and personal and can + never be imposed from without, that men are not responsible, or only very + partially so, for their surroundings, by which their actions are + determined, and that consequently no man has a right to judge his fellow; + such and similar doctrines which I heard frequently upheld, impressed me + deeply. I was morally convinced of their truth, and consequently more than + half an Anarchist. The bold thought and lofty ideal which made of each man + a law unto himself, answerable for his own actions only to his own + conscience, acting righteously towards others as the result of his feeling + of solidarity and not because of any external compulsion, captivated my + mind. + </p> + <p> + The Anarchists who frequented Nekrovitch's house were men of bold and + original thought, the intellectual part of the movement, and I was never + tired of listening to their arguments. Meantime the more I saw of the + Social Democrats the less I felt satisfied with them. A wider experience + would have told me that all political parties, irrespective of opinion, + are subject to much the same criticism, and that Socialist ideas are no + protection against human weaknesses; but extreme youth is not compromising + where its ideals are concerned, and I expected and insisted on a certain + approach to perfection in my heroes. True, Nekrovitch made me hesitate + some time before taking the final step. His attitude in such discussions + was one of sound common sense, and he never ceased reminding his Anarchist + friends, though all in vain, that we must live in our own times, and that + it is no use trying to forestall human evolution by some thousand years. + </p> + <p> + At home I had become more and more my own mistress. I was now full + eighteen years of age, and had always been accustomed to think and act for + myself. Caroline, with whom I was on most affectionate terms, despite our + frequent differences on politics, had accepted an engagement as <i>prima + donna</i> with a travelling opera company which was to visit the United + States and the principal cities of South America; her engagement was to + last two years, and she had left just three weeks before the opening of my + first chapter. + </p> + <p> + Raymond slept at home, but as the date of his final examination drew near + he was more and more occupied, and frequently whole weeks passed in which + I only caught a glimpse of him. He knew and sympathised with my new line + of thought; he had accompanied me more than once to the Nekrovitchs', whom + he liked much, but he had no longer the time to devote much thought to + such matters. Of money I always had a considerable command; ever since our + father's death I had kept house, and now that Caroline was away I had full + control of the household purse. + </p> + <p> + Turning over all these thoughts in my mind as I sat toasting my feet + before the fire, I felt more and more inclined to throw in my lot with the + Anarchists. At the same time I felt that if I did take this step it must + be as a worker and in no half-hearted spirit. The small hours of the + morning were rapidly slipping by as I turned at last into bed to dream of + Anarchist meetings, melting into a confused jumble with the rights of cats + and the claims of the proletariat. + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0002" id="link2HCH0002"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER II. — A GATHERING IN CHISWICK + </h2> + <p> + As my first actual acquaintance with Anarchists was effected in + Nekrovitch's house, it will not be out of place for me to give a slight + sketch of the gatherings held there and of my host himself. + </p> + <p> + An interminably dreary journey by tram and rail, omnibus and foot, the + latter end of which lay along a monotonous suburban road, brought you to + the humble dwelling of the famous Nihilist. Here from time to time on + Sunday evenings it was my wont to put in an appearance towards ten or + eleven, for the journey was deceptively long from Fitzroy Square, and + Nekrovitch, like most Russians, was himself of so unpunctual and irregular + a nature, that he seemed to foster the like habits in all his friends. The + nominal hour for these social gatherings to commence was eight, but not + till past nine did the guests begin to assemble, and till midnight and + later they would come dribbling in. Only one conscientiously punctual + German was ever known to arrive at the appointed hour, but the only reward + of the Teuton's mistaken zeal was to wait for hours in solitary state in + an unwarmed, unlighted room till his host and fellow-guests saw fit to + assemble. + </p> + <p> + The meeting-room, or parlour, or drawing-room in Nekrovitch's house was by + no means a palatial apartment. Small and even stuffy to the notions of a + hygienic Englishman, and very bare, scanty in furniture, and yet poorer in + decoration, this room bore evidence to its owners' contempt for such + impedimenta, and their entire freedom from slavery to household gods. It + was evidently the home of people used to pitching their tent often, and to + whom a feeling of settled security was unknown. But its occupants usually + made up for any deficiencies in their surroundings. + </p> + <p> + The company was always of a very mixed cosmopolitan character—Russian + Nihilists and exiles, English Liberals who sympathised with the Russian + constitutional movement, Socialists and Fabians, Anarchists of all + nationalities, journalists and literary men whose political views were + immaterial, the pseudo-Bohemian who professes interest in the "queer side + of life," all manner of faddists, rising and impecunious musicians and + artists—all were made welcome, and all were irresistibly attracted + towards the great Russian Nihilist. + </p> + <p> + The most notable figure in this assembly, and he certainly would have been + in most assemblies, was Nekrovitch himself. Nekrovitch was essentially a + great man; one of those men whom to know was to admire and to love; a man + of strong intellect, and of the strong personal magnetism which is so + frequently an adjunct of genius. Physically he was a huge powerful man, so + massive and striking in appearance that he suggested comparison rather + with some fact of nature—a rock, a vigorous forest tree—than + with another man. He was one of those rare men who, like mountains in a + landscape, suffice in themselves to relieve their environments, whatever + these may be, from all taint of meanness. He stood out from among his + guests the centre of conversation, of feeling, and of interest. He was + almost invariably engaged in eager conversation, pitched in a loud tone of + voice, broken at intervals when he listened to the other disputants, while + puffing the cigarettes which he was constantly rolling, and looking + intently out of his deep-set penetrating eyes. + </p> + <p> + Nekrovitch's wife, a Russian like himself, had been a student of medicine + at the Russian University until, along with her husband, she had been + compelled to take flight from the attentions of the Russian police. She + was a curly-headed brunette, with bright hazel eyes and a vivacious + manner; a very intelligent and highly "simpatica" woman, as the Italians + would put it. + </p> + <p> + Round Nekrovitch there always clustered an eager crowd of admirers and + intimates, discussing, disputing, listening, arguing. They were mostly + foreigners, of the shaggy though not unwashed persuasion, but two English + faces especially attracted notice. One belonged to a young woman, still on + the right side of thirty, dressed without exaggeration in the aesthetic + style, with a small but singularly intellectual head and an argumentative + manner, whom I knew as Miss Cooper. The other was a man of some + thirty-seven years, with auburn hair, which displayed a distinct tendency + to develop into a flowing mane; tall, slim, and lithe of limb, with a + splendid set of teeth, which showed under his bushy moustache whenever his + frank, benevolent smile parted his lips. He was somewhat taciturn, but + evidently tenacious; a glance at his spacious forehead and finely-shaped + head revealed a man of mind, and the friendly, fearless glance of his eyes + betokened a lovable nature, though, as he listened to his opponents or + answered in his low distinct voice, there was an intensity and fixedness + in their depth not incompatible with the fanatic. + </p> + <p> + This Dr. Armitage was one of the most noticeable figures in the English + Anarchist movement, and it was with him that I first discussed Anarchist + principles as opposed to those of legal Socialism. Nekrovitch and others + often joined in the discussion, and very animated we all grew in the + course of debate. Nekrovitch smiled sympathetically at my whole-hearted + and ingenuous enthusiasm. He never made any attempt to scoff at it or to + discourage me, though he vainly attempted to persuade me that Anarchism + was too distant and unpractical an ideal, and that my energies and + enthusiasm might be more advantageously expended in other directions. + "Anyway," he once said to me, "it is very agreeable to a Russian to see + young people interested in politics and political ideals. It reminds him + of his own country." + </p> + <p> + Among the other Anarchists who frequented Nekrovitch's house was the + Anarchist and scientist, Count Voratin, a man who had sacrificed wealth + and high position and family ties for his principles with less fuss than + another rich man would make in giving a donation to an hospital. He seemed + always absolutely oblivious of his own great qualities, as simple and + kindly in manners as a <i>moujik</i> but with a certain innate dignity and + courtliness of demeanour which lifted him above most of those with whom he + came in contact. I nourished an almost passionate admiration for Voratin + as a thinker and a man, and his writings had gone far to influence me in + my Anarchist leanings. Never shall I forget the excitement I felt when + first I met him at Nekrovitch's house. I reverenced him as only a youthful + disciple can reverence a great leader. + </p> + <p> + From Armitage and Nekrovitch I heard much from time to time of another + Russian Anarchist, Ivan Kosinski, a man actively engaged in the Anarchist + propaganda all over Europe. He was much admired by them for his absolute + unswerving devotion to his ideas. A student and a man of means, he had + never hesitated between his interests and his convictions. He had come + into collision with the Russian authorities by refusing to perform + military service. In prison he would not recognise the right of judges and + jailers, and had consequently spent most of his time in a strait waistcoat + and a dark cell. His forte was silence and dogged unyielding obstinacy. On + escaping from Russian prisons he had gone to America: he had starved and + tramped, but he had never accepted any sort of help. How he lived was a + mystery to all. He was known to be an ascetic and a woman-hater, and had + been seen at one time selling fly-papers in the streets of New York. In + revolutionary circles he was looked up to as an original thinker, and it + was rumoured that he played a leading part in most of the revolutionary + movements of recent years. He was also engaged on a life of Bakounine + which was to be the standard work on the famous revolutionist, for which + purpose he was always reading and travelling in search of material. + </p> + <p> + And at last one evening Nekrovitch announced that Kosinski was expected. I + had heard so much about this man that I spent my whole evening in a state + of suppressed excitement at the news. For many months past I had + sympathised with the Anarchist principles, but I had taken no particular + steps towards joining the party or exerting myself on its behalf. I was + waiting for some special stimulus to action. Half unconsciously I found + myself wondering whether Kosinski would prove this. + </p> + <p> + I had passed a pleasant evening in the little Chiswick house between the + usual political and ethical discussions and the usual interesting or + entertaining company. I had assisted at a long discussion between Miss + Cooper and Dr. Armitage, which, commencing on the question of Socialism, + had gradually deviated into one on food and dress reform, a matter upon + which that lady held very strong views. I had felt a little irritated at + the conversation, for I entertained scant sympathy for what I regarded as + hygienic fads; and the emphasis with which the lady averred that she + touched neither flesh nor alcohol, and felt that by this abstinence she + was not "besotting her brain nor befouling her soul," amused me much. Dr. + Armitage, to my surprise, expressed some sympathy with her views, and + treated the question with what I considered undue importance. This + discussion was brought at last to a termination by Miss Cooper breaking + off for a meal (she always ate at regular intervals), and retiring into a + corner to consume monkey-nuts out of a hanging pocket or pouch which she + carried with her. + </p> + <p> + The evening advanced, and I began to despair of Kosinski's ever arriving. + Every time there was a knock at the door, I wondered whether it was the + much-expected Anarchist, but I was repeatedly disappointed. Once it was + the musical infant prodigy of the season whose talents had taken London by + storm, another time it was a Nihilist, yet another a wild-looking Czech + poet. One loud rat-tat made me feel certain that Kosinski had arrived, but + I was again disillusioned, as an aesthetic, fascinating little lady made + her entry, dragging triumphantly in tow a reluctant, unengaging and + green-haired husband. Nekrovitch gave me a significant glance. "So sorry + to be so late," the little lady began in a high-pitched voice, "but I had + to attend a meeting of our society for the distribution of sanitary + dust-bins; and Humphry got quite disagreeable waiting for me outside, + although he was well wrapped up in comforters and mits. My dear Anna (this + to Madame Nekrovitch), <i>do</i> tell him that he is most absurd and + egoistic, and that it is his duty to think less of personal comfort and + more of humanity." + </p> + <p> + At this last word the injured Humphry, who had approached the fire, and + was attempting to thaw his nose and toes, gave utterance to a suppressed + groan; but a cup of steaming tea and some appetising buttered toast + diverted his spouse's thoughts, and she was soon deep in a confidential + chat with Anna. + </p> + <p> + At last, long after eleven, appeared the new-comer of whom I had heard so + much. I must confess that my preconceived notions (one always has a + preconceived notion of the appearance of a person one has heard much + spoken of) fell to the ground. I had imagined him dark and audacious, and + I saw before me a tall, big, well-built man, with a slight stoop in his + shoulders, fair of skin, with a blonde beard and moustache, lank long + hair, a finely-cut, firm-set mouth, and blue dreamy eyes, altogether a + somewhat Christ-like face. He was clad in a thick, heavy, old-fashioned + blue overcoat with a velvet collar, which he refused to remove, baggy + nondescript trousers, and uncouth-looking boots. He saluted his host and + hostess in an undemonstrative style, bowed awkwardly to the other guests, + and settled down to crouch over the fire, and look unostentatiously + miserable. + </p> + <p> + From the first moment Kosinski interested me. His manners were not + engaging; towards women especially he was decidedly hostile. But the + marked indifference to opinion which his bearing indicated, his sincerity, + his unmistakable moral courage, perhaps his evident aversion to my sex, + all had for me a certain fascination. + </p> + <p> + I felt attracted towards the man, and was pleased that a discussion on + Anarchism with Armitage at last afforded me an opportunity of exchanging a + few words with him—even though on his side the conversation was not + altogether flattering to myself. It happened in this way. + </p> + <p> + Nekrovitch, Armitage, and myself had, according to our wont, been + discussing the great Anarchist question. For the hundredth time the + Russian had endeavoured to persuade us of the truth and the reason of his + point of view. + </p> + <p> + "So long as men are men," he maintained, "there must be some sort of + government, some fixed recognised law—organisation, if you will, to + control them." + </p> + <p> + "All governments are equally bad," answered the doctor. "All law is + coercion, and coercion is immoral. Immoral conditions breed immoral + people. In a free and enlightened society there would be no room for + coercive law. Crime will disappear when healthy and natural conditions + prevail." + </p> + <p> + And Nekrovitch, perceiving for the hundredth time that his arguments were + vain, and that Armitage was not to be moved, had left us to ourselves and + gone across to his other guests. Doctor Armitage, always eager for + converts, turned his undivided attention to me. + </p> + <p> + "I hope yet to be able to claim you for a comrade," he said: "you are + intelligent and open-minded, and cannot fail to see the futility of + attempting to tinker up our worn-out society. You must see that our + Socialist friends have only seized on half-truths, and they stop short + where true reform should begin." + </p> + <p> + "I can quite see your point of view," I replied; "in fact I am more than + half a convert already. But I should like to know what I can do. I have + been interested now in these problems for a year or two, and must confess + that the electioneering and drawing-room politics of Fabians and Social + Democrats are not much to my taste; in fact I may say that I am sick of + them. A few men like our friend Nekrovitch, who ennoble any opinions they + may hold, are of course exceptions, but I cannot blind myself to the fact + that ambition, wire-pulling, and faddism play a prominent part in the + general proceedings. On the other hand you seem to me to sin in the + opposite direction. No organisation, no definite programme, no specific + object!—what practical good could any one like myself do in such a + party?" + </p> + <p> + The doctor smiled a quiet smile of triumph as he proceeded to overthrow my + objections: "Why, the very strength of our party lies in the fact that it + has not what you are pleased to call an organisation. Organisations are + only a means for intriguers and rogues to climb to power on the shoulders + of their fellow-men; and at best only serve to trammel initiative and + enterprise. With us every individual enjoys complete liberty of action. + This of course does not mean to say that several individuals may not unite + to attain some common object, as is shown by our groups which are + scattered all over the globe. But each group is autonomous, and within the + group each individual is his own law. Such an arrangement, besides being + right in principle, offers great practical advantages in our war against + society, and renders it impossible for governments to stamp us out. Again, + as to our lack of programme, if a clear grasp of principle and of the + ultimate aim to be attained is meant, it is wrong to say we have no + programme, but, if you mean a set of rules and formulas, why, what are + they after all but a means of sterilising ideas? Men and their + surroundings are unceasingly undergoing modification and change, and one + of the chief defects of all governments and parties hitherto has been that + men have had to adapt themselves to their programmes, instead of their + programmes to themselves. We make no statement as to specific object: each + comrade has his own, and goes for it without considering it necessary to + proclaim the fact to the whole world. Now you ask me how you could help + this movement or what you could do, and I have no hesitation in saying, + much. Every revolution requires revolutionists, we need propagandists, we + need workers, we need brains and money, and you have both." + </p> + <p> + "So you think that one ought to place one's property at the service of the + Cause, and that thus one is doing more good than by helping in the + ordinary way?" + </p> + <p> + "Why, of course, the revolutionist aims at eradicating the causes of + poverty and vice, whereas benevolence, by making it just possible for + people to put up with their circumstances, only strengthens the chains + which hold mankind in slavery." + </p> + <p> + We had unconsciously raised our voices in the heat of discussion, and + Kosinski, who had caught our last observations, broke in unexpectedly. It + was the first time he had opened his mouth to any purpose, and he went + straight to the point: "It is you bourgeois Socialists, with your talk of + helping us, and your anxiety about using your property 'to the best + advantage,' who are the ruin of every movement," he said, addressing me in + an uncompromising spirit. "What is wanted to accomplish any great change + is enthusiasm, whole-hearted labour, and where that is, no thought is + taken as to whether everything is being used to the best advantage. If you + are prepared to enter the movement in this spirit, without any backward + notion that you are conferring a favour upon any one—for indeed the + contrary is the case—well and good: your work will be willingly + accepted for what it is worth, and your money, if you have any, will be + made good use of; but if not, you had better side with your own class and + enjoy your privileges so long as the workers put up with you." + </p> + <p> + These outspoken remarks were followed by a momentary silence. Mrs. + Trevillian looked dismayed; Miss Cooper evidently concluded that Kosinski + must have dined on steak; Dr. Armitage agreed, but seemed to consider that + more amenity of language might be compatible with the situation. + Nekrovitch laughed heartily, enjoying this psychological sidelight, and I, + who ought to have felt crushed, was perhaps the only one who thoroughly + endorsed the sentiment expressed, finding therein the solution of many + moral difficulties which had beset me. Kosinksi was right. I felt one must + go the whole length or altogether refrain from dabbling in such matters. + And as to property I again knew that he was right; it was what I had all + along instinctively felt. Private property was, after all, but the outcome + of theft, and there can be no virtue in restoring what we have come by + unrighteously. + </p> + <p> + Small things are often the turning-point in a career; and, looking back, I + clearly see that that evening's discussion played no small part in + determining my future conduct. I was already disposed towards Anarchist + doctrines, and my disposition was more inclined towards action of any + order than towards mere speculation. I was the first to speak. "Kosinski + is quite right; I am the first to recognise it. Only I think it a little + unfair to assume me to be a mere bourgeois, attempting to play the part of + lady patroness to the revolution. I am sure none who know me can accuse me + of such an attitude." + </p> + <p> + Kosinski grumbled out a reply: "Well, of course I may be mistaken; but I + have seen so many movements ruined by women that I am rather distrustful; + they are so rarely prepared to forgo what they consider the privileges of + the sex—which is but another phrase for bossing every one and + everything and expecting much in return for nothing; but of course there + may be exceptions. Perhaps you are one." + </p> + <p> + Nekrovitch laughed aloud: "Bravo, bravo, you are always true to yourself, + Kosinski. I have always known you as a confirmed misogynist, and I see you + still resist all temptations to reform. You carry boorishness to the verge + of heroism." + </p> + <p> + The hours had slipped by rapidly, and Mrs. Trevillian took the hint which + her spouse had long tried to give by shuffling restlessly in his seat and + casting side glances at the clock which pointed to half-past one. She rose + to go. "We really must be leaving—it is quite late, and Humphry is + never fit for anything unless he gets at least six hours' sleep. Good-bye; + thanks for such a pleasant evening," and she bustled out, followed by her + husband. I rose to follow her example and, turning a deaf ear to + Nekrovitch, who remarked, "Oh, Isabel, do stay on; it is not yet late, and + as you have lost your last train it is no use being in a hurry," I shook + hands with my friends, including Kosinski, who had once more subsided into + a corner, and left, accompanied by Dr. Armitage, who offered to walk home + with me. + </p> + <p> + We walked rapidly on through the keen night air. I felt excited and + resolute with the feeling that a new phase of existence was opening before + me. Dr. Armitage at last spoke. "I hope, Isabel"—it was usual in + this circle to eschew surnames, and most of my friends and acquaintances + called me Isabel in preference to Miss Meredith—"I hope, Isabel, + that you will come to our meetings. I should like you to know some of our + comrades; there are many very interesting men, quite original thinkers, + some of them. And I think human beings so often throw light on matters + which one otherwise fails to grasp." + </p> + <p> + "I should much like to," I replied, "if you can tell me how and when; for + I suppose one requires some sort of introduction even to Anarchist + circles." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, that is easy enough," he replied. "I have often mentioned your name, + and the comrades will be very glad to see you; we make no sort of mystery + about our meetings. There will be a meeting at the office of our paper, + the <i>Bomb</i>, next Saturday. Do come. The business on hand will perhaps + not interest you much, but it will be an opportunity for meeting some of + our men, and I shall be there." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, I shall be so glad to come!" I exclaimed. "What will you be + discussing?" + </p> + <p> + "Well, to tell the truth, it is a somewhat unpleasant matter," replied the + doctor with some hesitation in his voice. "There have been some strange + reports circulating about the Myers case, and we are anxious to get at the + truth of the business. It may strike you as a rather unsuitable + introduction, but come nevertheless. The movement is always in need of new + blood and fresh energies to keep it from narrowing its sphere of activity, + and it is well that you should know us as we are." + </p> + <p> + "Very well, I will come if you will give me the direction." + </p> + <p> + "Let us say nine o'clock at the office of the <i>Bomb</i> in Slater's + Mews, —— Street; you will find me there." + </p> + <p> + "Agreed," I replied, and conversation dropped as we walked rapidly along. + I was much occupied with my own thoughts and Dr. Armitage was noted for + his long periods of silence. At last we reached my doorstep. I fumbled for + my latch-key, found it, and wished my friend good-night. We shook hands + and parted. + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0003" id="link2HCH0003"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER III. — AN ABORTIVE GROUP-MEETING + </h2> + <p> + Before describing the strange committee or group-meeting about to be dealt + with, it is necessary to say a few words concerning the mysterious affair + which gave rise to it. + </p> + <p> + On the 17th of December 189- the posters of the evening papers had + announced in striking characters:— + </p> + <p> + "DEATH OF AN ANARCHIST: ATTEMPTED OUTRAGE IN A LONDON PARK." + </p> + <p> + That same afternoon a loud explosion had aroused the inhabitants of a + quiet suburban district, and on reaching the corner of —— Park + whence the report emanated, the police had found, amid a motley debris of + trees, bushes, and railings, the charred and shattered remains of a man. + These, at the inquest, proved to have belonged to Augustin Myers, an + obscure little French Anarchist, but despite the usual lengthy and + unsatisfactory routine of police inquiries, searches, and arrests, + practically nothing could be ascertained concerning him or the + circumstances attending his death. All that was certain was that the + deceased man had in his possession an explosive machine, evidently + destined for some deadly work, and that, while traversing the park, it had + exploded, thus putting an end both to its owner and his projects. + </p> + <p> + Various conflicting theories were mooted as to the motive which prompted + the conduct of the deceased Anarchist, but no confirmation could be + obtained to any of these. Some held that Myers was traversing London on + his way to some inconspicuous country railway station, whence to take + train for the Continent where a wider and more propitious field for + Anarchist outrage lay before him. Others opined that he had contemplated + committing an outrage in the immediate vicinity of the spot which + witnessed his own death; and others, again, that, having manufactured his + infernal machine for some nefarious purpose either at home or abroad, he + was suddenly seized either with fear or remorse, and had journeyed to this + unobserved spot in order to bury it. The papers hinted at accomplices and + talked about the usual "widespread conspiracy"; the police opened wide + their eyes, but saw very little. The whole matter, in short, remained, and + must always remain, a mystery to the public. + </p> + <p> + Behind the scenes, however, the Anarchists talked of a very different + order of "conspiracy." The funeral rites of the poor little Augustin were + performed with as much ceremony and sympathy as an indignant London mob + would allow, and he was followed to his grave by a goodly <i>cortčge</i> + of "comrades," red and black flags and revolutionary song. Among the chief + mourners was the deceased man's brother Jacob, who wept copiously into the + open grave and sung his "Carmagnole" with inimitable zeal. It was this + brother whose conduct had given rise to suspicion among his companions, + and "spies" and "police plots" were in every one's mouth. The office of + the <i>Bomb</i>, as being the centre of English anarchy, had been selected + as the scene for an inquiry <i>en group</i> into the matter. + </p> + <p> + Thus on a wet and chilling January evening—one of those evenings + when London, and more especially squalid London, is at the height of its + unattractiveness—I set out towards my first Anarchist + "group-meeting." And certainly the spirit which moved me from within must + have been strong that the flesh quailed not at the foul scenery amid which + my destination lay. + </p> + <p> + Half-way down one of the busiest, grimiest, and most depressing streets in + the W.C. district stands a squalid public-house, the type of many hundreds + and thousands of similar dens in the metropolis. The "Myrtle Grove + Tavern," pastoral as the name sounds, was not precisely the abode of peace + and goodwill. From four A.M., when the first of her <i>habitués</i> began + to muster round the yet unopened doors, till half-past twelve P.M., when + the last of them was expelled by the sturdy "chucker-out," the atmosphere + was dense with the foul breath and still fouler language of drunken and + besotted men and women. Every phase of the lower order of British drinker + and drunkard was represented here. The coarse oaths of the men, mingled + with the shriller voices of their female companions, and the eternal "'e + saids" and "she saids" of the latter's complaints and disputes were + interrupted by the plaintive wailings of the puny, gin-nourished infants + at their breasts. Here, too, sat the taciturn man, clay pipe in mouth, on + his accustomed bench day after day, year in year out, gazing with stony + and blear-eyed indifference on all that went on around him; deaf, dumb, + and unseeing; only spitting deliberately at intervals, and with apparently + no other vocation in life than the consumption of fermented liquor. + </p> + <p> + The side-door for "jugs and bottles" gave on to a dirty and odoriferous + mews, down which my destination lay. The unbridled enthusiasm of eighteen + years can do much to harden or deaden the nervous system, but certainly it + required all my fortitude to withstand the sickening combination of beer + and damp horsy hay which greeted my nostrils. Neither could the cabmen and + stablemen, hanging round the public-house doors and the mews generally, be + calculated to increase one's democratic aspirations, but I walked + resolutely on, and turning to my left, dexterously avoiding an unsavoury + heap of horse manure, straw, and other offal, I clambered up a break-neck + ladder, at the top of which loomed the office of the <i>Bomb</i>. + </p> + <p> + The door was furtively opened in response to my kick by a lean, + hungry-looking little man of very circumspect appearance. He cast me a + surly and suspicious glance, accompanied by a not very encouraging snarl, + but on my mentioning Dr. Armitage he opened the door a few inches wider + and I passed in. + </p> + <p> + It took me some seconds before I could accustom my eyes to the fetid + atmosphere of this den, which was laden with the smoke of divers specimens + of the worst shag and cheapest tobacco in the metropolis. But various + objects, human and inanimate, became gradually more distinct, and I found + myself in a long, ill-lighted wooden shed, where type and dust and + unwashed human beings had left their mark, and where soap and sanitation + were unknown. Past the type racks and cases, which occupied the first half + of this apartment, were grouped benches, stools, packing-cases, and a few + maimed and deformed chairs for the accommodation of the assembly. Then + came a hand printing-press, on which were spread the remains of some + comrade's repast: the vertebral column of a bloater and an empty + condensed-milk can, among other relics. The floor, from one extremity to + the other of the "office," was littered with heaps of unsold revolutionary + literature, the approximate date of which could be gauged by the thickness + of dust in which it was smothered. On the walls and from beams and rafters + hung foils and boxing-gloves; artistic posters and cartoons, the relics of + a great artist who had founded the <i>Bomb</i>, and the effigies of divers + comrades to whom a pathway to a better world had been opened through the + hangman's drop. But what most riveted my attention was an indistinct + animate <i>something</i> enveloped in a red flag, rolled up in a heap on + the frouziest and most forbidding old sofa it had ever been my lot to + behold. That this <i>something</i> was animate could be gathered from the + occasional twitchings of the red bundle, and from the dark mop of black + greasy hair which emerged from one end. But to what section of the animal + kingdom <i>it</i> belonged I was quite at a loss to decide. Other stray + objects which I noted about this apartment were an ostentatious-looking + old revolver of obsolete make, and some chemical bottles, which, however, + contained no substance more dangerous than Epsom salts. + </p> + <p> + The human occupants were not less noticeable than the inanimate, and some + of them are deserving of our attention. + </p> + <p> + The man Myers, round whom the interest of the meeting was principally + centred this evening, was to all appearances a mean enough type of the + East End sartorial Jew. His physiognomy was not that of a fool, but + indicated rather that low order of intelligence, cunning and intriguing, + which goes to make a good swindler. The low forehead, wide awake, shifty + little eyes, the nose of his forefathers, and insolent lock of black hair + plastered low on his brow—all these characteristics may frequently + be met with in the dock of the "Old Bailey" when some case of petty + swindling is being tried. + </p> + <p> + Next Myers I noticed Dr. Armitage, who stood out in striking contrast from + the rest of his companions. The smile with which he welcomed me was + eloquent of the satisfaction with which he noted this my first entrance + into an Anarchist circle. + </p> + <p> + The short bench on which he sat was shared by a man in corduroys of the + navvy type, a large honest-looking fellow whose views of the Social + question appeared to be limited to a not very definite idea of the + injustice of third-class railway travelling and the payment of rent, and + he expressed his opinions on these knotty problems with more freedom and + warmth of language than was perhaps altogether warranted by the occasion. + </p> + <p> + Gracefully poised on one leg against an adjoining type-rack leaned a tall + youth with fair curling hair, a weak tremulous mouth, and an almost + girlish physiognomy. This youth had been drummed out of the army, the + discipline of which he had found too severe, for feigning illness, since + when he had passed his time between the bosom of his family, the + workhouse, and the Anarchist party. He paid very little attention to the + proceedings of the meeting, but discoursed eloquently, in a low voice, of + the brutality of his parents who refused to keep him any longer unless he + made some attempt to find employment. I remember wondering, <i>en passant</i>, + why this fair-haired, weak-kneed youth had ever entered the Anarchist + party; but the explanation, had I but known, was close at hand. + </p> + <p> + This explanation was a square-built, sturdy-looking man of some forty + years. His appearance was the reverse of engaging, but by no means lacking + in intelligence. He was ill-satisfied and annoyed with the universe, and + habitually defied it from the stronghold of a double bed. Thither he had + retired after the death of his father, an old market-porter, who had been + crushed by the fall of a basket of potatoes. The son saw in this tragic + circumstance the outcome and the reward of labour, swore a solemn oath + never to do a stroke of work again, threw up his job, and from that day + became a confirmed loafer in the Anarchist party. Some months previously, + while propagandising in the workhouse, he found the youth there, and + learned from his own lips how, being disinclined to become a burden on his + poor old parents after his exit from the army, he had seen no other + alternative but to become a pauper, and make the best he could of the + opportunities afforded him by the poor-rates. From the workhouse he was + dragged triumphantly forth by his new friend, and became an easy convert + to anarchic and communistic principles. + </p> + <p> + The only feminine element in this assembly was a fair, earnest-looking + Russian girl, whose slight knowledge of English did not allow her to + follow the proceedings very accurately. She was an almost pathetic figure + in her naïve enthusiasm, and evidently regarded her present companions as + seriously as those she had left behind her in Russia, and seemed to + imagine they played as dangerous a rôle, and ran the same risk as they + did. + </p> + <p> + There were several others present among whom the loafer type was perhaps + in the ascendant. But there were also many of the more intelligent artisan + class, discontented with their lot; labourers and dockers who had tramped + up after a hard day's work, a young artist who looked rather of the Social + Democratic type, a cabman, a few stray gentlemen, a clever but never-sober + tanner, a labour agitator, a professional stump-orator, and one or two + fishy and nondescript characters of the Hebraic race. O'Flynn, the printer + of the <i>Bomb</i>, was a cantankerous Irishman with a taste for + discoursing on abstract questions, concerning which he grew frightfully + muddled and confused. He had a rather mad look in his eye and a + disputatious manner. + </p> + <p> + When at last inquiry was made whether all companions expected were + present, the red flag began to quiver and writhe most noticeably and + finally to unfurl, and there emerged from its depths the dirtiest and most + slovenly man I had ever seen, and the frouziest and most repulsive of + dogs. This man, if man I may call him, was bony and ill-built, and + appeared to consist largely of hands and feet. His arms were abnormally + long and his chest narrow and hollow, and altogether he seemed to hang + together by a mere fluke. His ill-assorted limbs were surmounted by a + sallow, yellowish face, large repulsive lips, and a shapeless nose, and to + him belonged the long, black greasy hair which I had already noted amid + the folds of the red banner. Large gristly ears emerged from his uncombed + mop of hair, and the only redeeming feature about the abject creature was + his large, brown, dog-like eyes. He crept forward, grinding his teeth and + rubbing his bony hands, and subsided into a waste-paper basket which was + the only available seat left unoccupied. + </p> + <p> + And now at last, after much talking and shifting about, and not before a + young German hairdresser had been stationed with one eye glued to a hole + in the outer wall of the shed, in order to make sure that no detective was + listening outside, the proceedings commenced. + </p> + <p> + Banter, the little man who had opened the door to me, rose to his feet, + cleared his throat, and said "<i>Com</i>rades" in a stentorian voice. Then + followed a long and rambling statement which he read out, from amid the + grammatical inaccuracies and continual digressions of which I was enabled + to gather that he had noticed of late something very peculiar about the + conduct of Jacob Myers, who had appeared to exercise undue influence and + power over his brother Augustin; that, moreover, Jacob had been seen by a + third party drinking a glass of rum in the "Nag and Beetle" in company + with a well-known detective, and that, in final and conclusive proof of + some very fishy transactions on his part, three undeniable half-crowns had + been distinctly observed in his overcoat pocket the previous week. "And + how should he come by these by honest means?" indignantly inquired Banter. + "He says he's out of work, and he's not got the courage to steal!" + </p> + <p> + "'Ear, 'ear! Why pay rent to robber landlords?" the navvy, Armitage's + neighbour, ejaculated at this juncture, after which irrelevant inquiry he + spat defiance at Society. + </p> + <p> + Then followed the speeches for the prosecution, if the use of such a word + may be permitted in connection with an Anarchist transaction. The chief + accusations made against Myers were his violent blood-and-thunder speeches + which he had in no wise carried out in action, but which he had delivered + under the eyes and in the hearing of the police who had listened and seen + it all with quite commendable Christian forbearance. Besides this several + sensational articles had appeared in the daily press in connection with + Augustin's death, exaggerating the importance of the affair and hinting at + dark plots; of which articles he was suspected of being the author. Jacob + was in fact accused of having egged on his unfortunate brother to his doom + in order that he might turn a little money out of the transaction between + newspaper reports and police fees. It apparently mattered little to this + modern Shylock whence came his pound of flesh or what blood ran or + congealed in its veins. + </p> + <p> + Through all these statements and questions Myers sat in stolid and + insolent silence—occasionally whistling snatches of some music-hall + air. At last when reference was made to some chemicals which he was + alleged to have procured and handed on to his brother, he roused up from + his affected indifference and appealed to Armitage for assistance. "Dr. + Armitage knows," he exclaimed indignantly, "that I only procured the + sulphuric acid from him for domestic purposes." + </p> + <p> + My eyes were riveted on the doctor's face, and only to one who knew him + well could the expression be at all decipherable. To me it distinctly + denoted disappointment—that humiliating sense of disappointment and + disillusion which must invariably come upon a man of strong and fanatical + convictions when brought into contact with the meanness and cowardice of + his fellows. + </p> + <p> + Dr. Armitage was a fanatic and an idealist, and two convictions were + paramount in his mind at this time: the necessity and the justice of the + "propaganda by force" doctrine preached by the more advanced Anarchists, + and the absolute good faith and devotion to principle of the men with whom + he was associated. A man of the Myers type was quite incomprehensible to + him. Not for a single instant had Armitage hesitated to throw open the + doors of his Harley Street establishment to the Anarchists: to him the + cause was everything, and interests, prudence, prospects, all had to give + way before it. And here was this man who had professed the same principles + as himself, with whom he had discoursed freely on the necessity of force, + who had openly advocated dynamite in his presence—this man who had + spoken of the revolution and the regeneration of Society with the same + warmth as himself—talking of "domestic purposes," and ready to + recant all that he had preached and said. And what lay behind this + reticence and these denials? Treachery of the basest kind, and the most + sordid, abominable calculations which it was possible to conceive. + </p> + <p> + These thoughts I read in the doctor's face, and turning my eyes from him + to the abject Jacob I could only wonder at the naïve sincerity of + Armitage, which could ever have laid him open to such illusions and + disillusions. + </p> + <p> + After some seconds' hesitation Armitage replied: "I do not desire or + intend to go into any details here concerning my past conversations or + relations with Jacob Myers, neither do I consider myself in any way bound + to discuss here the motives which prompted, or which I thought prompted + his actions, and the requests he made of me. As Anarchists we have not the + right to judge him, and all we can do is to refuse to associate ourselves + any further with him, which I, for one, shall henceforth do. The knowledge + of his own abominable meanness should be punishment enough for Myers." + </p> + <p> + The doctor's words were received with very general approval. + </p> + <p> + "Armitage is perfectly right," said Carter. "We Anarchists cannot pretend + to judge our fellows, but we can form our own opinions and act + accordingly. Myers' conduct proves him to be no better than a spy; we of + the <i>Bomb</i> can have no further relations with him." + </p> + <p> + "Damn about judging and not judging," exclaimed a sturdy-looking docker. + "All I know is that if Myers does not quickly clear out of the <i>Bomb</i> + I'll kick him out. He ought to be shot. I don't pretend to understand none + of these nice distinctions. I call a spade a spade, and if...." + </p> + <p> + "'Ear,'ear! Down with ..." commenced Elliot again, and Jacob opened his + mouth to speak, but he was saved from any further need of self-defence or + explanation, for at this moment the door of the office was broken rudely + open and there entered like a hurricane a veritable fury in female form—a + whirlwind, a tornado, a ravening wolf into a fold of lambs. This + formidable apparition, which proved to be none other than the wife of the + suspected Myers, amid a volley of abuse and oaths delivered in the + choicest Billingsgate, pounced down on her ill-used husband, denounced + Anarchy and the Anarchists—their morals, their creeds, their hellish + machinations; she called on Jehovah to chastise, nay, utterly to destroy + them, and soundly rated her consort for ever having associated with such + scoundrels. And thus this formidable preacher of dynamite and disaster was + borne off in mingled triumph and disgrace by his indignant spouse. + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0004" id="link2HCH0004"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IV. — A POLICE SCARE + </h2> + <p> + I left the office of the <i>Bomb</i> towards 1 A.M., undecided whether to + weep or to laugh at what I had witnessed there. This, my first + introduction into an English Anarchist circle had certainly not been very + encouraging, but I was too deeply persuaded of the truth and justice of + the Anarchist doctrines to be deterred by such a beginning, and I did not + for one instant waver from my resolve to enter and take part in the + "movement." That some insincere and dishonest men and some fools should + also play their part in it I from the first recognised as inevitable, but + I could not see that this affected the Anarchist principles or rendered it + less necessary for those believing in them to advocate and spread them. + Dr. Armitage accompanied me part of my way home and we talked the matter + over <i>en route</i>. "Why trouble ourselves," he exclaimed, "about a few + unprincipled men in such a wide, such a universal movement? Our objects + and ideals are too far above such considerations to allow us to be + influenced by them. Men like Myers are but the outcome of unnatural and + vitiated conditions; they are produced by the very society which it is our + object to abolish—as all manner of disease is produced by vitiated + air. With better conditions such men will disappear; nay, the very + possibility of their existence will be gone." + </p> + <p> + "But in the meantime," I rejoined, "they are surely damaging our Cause, + and scenes like the one we have just witnessed would, if known to the + public, bring our party into ridicule and discredit." + </p> + <p> + "The Cause is too great and too high to be influenced by such men or such + scenes," answered the doctor with conviction. "Moreover it is our duty to + bring fresh blood and life into the party, so that no place will be left + to renegades of the Myers type." + </p> + <p> + And in face of Armitage's unswerving faith and optimism my moment of + disgust and perplexity passed, and I felt more than ever determined to + bring my quota of time and strength to the propagation of the Anarchist + ideals. "I have only seen a very limited and narrow circle," I said to + myself; "the field is wide, and I only know one obscure and unclean corner + of it. I cannot judge from this night's experience." + </p> + <p> + As far as the squalor of the men and their surroundings was concerned, + although it was at first something of a shock to me, I did not allow + myself to be disconcerted on its account. I had no desire or ambition to + be a mere dilettante Socialist, and as dirt and squalor had to be faced, + well, I was ready to face them. A famous Russian writer has described a + strange phase through which the Russian youth passed not many years since, + the "V. Narod" ("To the People!") movement, when young men and girls by + the thousands, some belonging to the highest classes in society, fled from + their families, tore themselves free from all domestic and conventional + yokes, persuaded that it was their duty to serve the cause of the masses, + and that in no way could they better accomplish this object than by + settling in the people's midst, living their life, taking part in their + work. I was passing through a similar phase of mental evolution. + </p> + <p> + I felt a strong desire to free myself from all the ideas, customs, and + prejudices which usually influence my class, to throw myself into the life + and the work of the masses. Thus it was that I worked hard to learn how to + compose and print, that I might be of use to the Cause in the most + practical manner of all—the actual production of its literature. + Thus it was also that I resolutely hardened myself against any instinctive + sentiments of repulsion which the unclean and squalid surroundings of the + people might raise in me. I remember reading an article by Tolstoi which + appeared in the English press, dealing with the conditions of the Russian + <i>moujik</i>, in which he clearly and uncompromisingly stated that in + order to tackle the social problem, it is necessary to tackle dirt and + vermin with it. If you desire to reach your <i>moujik</i> you must reach + him <i>ā travers</i> his dirt and his parasites: if you are disinclined to + face these, then leave your <i>moujik</i> alone. It was in fact a case of + "take me, take my squalor." I determined to take both. + </p> + <p> + Dr. Armitage left me at the corner of Oxford Circus, but before I had + taken many steps farther, I heard him suddenly turn round, and in an + instant he had come up with me again. + </p> + <p> + "By the way, Isabel," he exclaimed, "I was quite forgetting to mention + something I had done, to which I trust you will not object. You know how + full up my place is just now with hard-up comrades. Well I took the + liberty to send on to you a young Scotchman, I forget his name, who has + just tramped up from the North; a most interesting fellow, rather + taciturn, but with doubtless a good deal in him. He had nowhere to pass + the night, poor chap, and no money, so I told him that if he waited on + your doorstep some time after midnight you would be certain to give him a + night's lodgings when you returned. Did I do right?" and the doctor's + kindly face beamed with the look of a man who expected approbation. + </p> + <p> + "Ye—es," I gasped out, somewhat taken aback, "quite right, of + course;" for I felt that any hesitation would be feeble, a mere relic of + bourgeois prejudice. + </p> + <p> + And, sure enough, on reaching my domicile, I found installed on the + doorstep a most uncouth and villainous-looking tramp. Taciturn he + certainly was, for he scarcely opened his mouth to say "Good-evening," and + indeed during the three days of his residence with me he hardly ever + articulated a sound. As I was getting out my latch-key the local policeman + chanced to pass: "That fellow has been hanging about for the last hours, + miss," he said to me. "Shall I remove him for you?" + </p> + <p> + "Certainly not," I replied firmly, and opening the door, I requested my + unknown comrade to enter. I can still see in my mind's eye that + constable's face. It looked unutterable things. + </p> + <p> + After conducting the tramp to the pantry, and letting him loose on a cold + pigeon-pie and other viands, and finally installing him on the study sofa, + I retired to my own apartment, well prepared to enjoy a good night's rest. + </p> + <p> + This was destined, however, to be of short duration. Towards 6.30 I was + roused from sleep by a loud rat-tat at the front door and, the servants + not being up at such an hour, and suspecting that this early visit was in + some way connected with the Anarchists, I hastily slipped on a wrapper and + ran downstairs. + </p> + <p> + On opening the door I found one of the members of the previous night's + meeting, the taciturn hero of the potato tragedy. + </p> + <p> + "It's rather early to disturb you," he began, "but I came to let you know + that last night, after you had all gone, Comrades Banter and O'Flynn were + arrested." + </p> + <p> + "Arrested!" I exclaimed, as yet unused to such incidents; "why, what on + earth are they charged with?" + </p> + <p> + "Well," answered Carter, "the charge is not yet very clear, but so far as + we can understand, it is in some way connected with the Myers business. + They are charged with manufacturing explosives, or something of the sort. + The fact is, the police and Jacob Myers are at the bottom of the whole + matter, and Banter, O'Flynn, and Augustin have all played into their + hands." + </p> + <p> + "Come in here," I interrupted, leading the way to the dining-room. "Let us + sit down and talk the matter over together;" and we entered, Carter + casting a distinctly disapprobatory glance at the "bourgeois luxury" of + this apartment. + </p> + <p> + As soon as we were seated my companion returned to the question of the + moment. "I fear," he said, "that it is rather a serious affair for the + comrades. That Myers is a police emissary there can no longer be any + reasonable doubt, and the death of his brother is clear proof that he has + not been wasting his time lately. And it is only too likely that the same + hand which provided Augustin with explosives may have placed similar + material in the possession of Banter and O'Flynn." + </p> + <p> + "How abominable!" I exclaimed indignantly. + </p> + <p> + "Yes, but Anarchists should not be stupid enough to take any one into + their confidence in such matters," returned Carter. "It is merely + encouraging <i>mouchards</i> and police plots. However, the question now + is—What can be done to help the comrades out of the mess?" + </p> + <p> + "I am willing to do my best," I answered; "only tell me how I can be of + use." + </p> + <p> + "You can be of great use, if you care to be," answered Carter. "A + barrister must be procured to defend them, witnesses must be found, money + procured (and here he cast a side-glance at my plate), and some one ought + to interview the comrades in Holloway, and take some food to the poor + fellows." + </p> + <p> + "I am quite willing to do my best in all these matters," I answered + enthusiastically. + </p> + <p> + Carter stayed some little while longer instructing me in the various + things I was to do, and then left me, retiring presumably to his double + bed again, for I saw no more of him till long after the trial was over. He + had handed the work over to me, and doubtless felt that so far as he was + personally concerned his responsibilities were at an end. + </p> + <p> + As soon as the morning papers arrived I scanned them eagerly and from them + learned further particulars of the arrest. A widespread conspiracy was + suspected, the object of which was to blow up the West End of London, and + leaders were devoted to the denunciation of the Anarchists and their + infamous teachings. Explosives, it was alleged, had been found in the + possession of the arrested men, "evidently destined to carry into effect + the deadly work which was only stopped by the hand of God in Queen's Park + three weeks ago." + </p> + <p> + Having disposed of a hasty breakfast, I left the house, and my morning was + spent in places which were new and strange to me—Holloway Jail, the + Old Jewry, and the Middle Temple. Holloway Prison was my first + destination, for before any other steps could be taken it was necessary to + ascertain what views the prisoners themselves held as to the course to be + adopted in their defence. + </p> + <p> + I awaited my turn in the prison waiting-room along with a motley crowd of + other visitors—burglars' and forgers' wives, pickpockets' mates, and + the mother of a notorious murderer among others. Their language was not + very choice when addressing the jailers, but sympathetic enough when + talking among themselves and inquiring of one another, "What's your man up + for?" or, "How did your mate get copped?" I felt painfully conscious of + the tameness of my reply: "It's a friend: incitement to murder." How far + more respectable murder itself would have sounded in the midst of such + superior crime! + </p> + <p> + One burglar's spouse confided to me that her husband had been "at it for + years, but this was the first time he'd been copped:" which latter + incident she seemed to consider an unpardonable infringement of the + privileges and rights of citizenship. She was a bright buxom little woman + and had evidently flourished on his plunder. + </p> + <p> + In striking contrast to the burglar's wife, I noticed the daughter of a + would-be suicide, a tall, beautiful girl, who formed a pathetic contrast + to her surroundings. Her unfortunate father—an unsuccessful musician—had + succumbed in the struggle for an honest life, and the cares of a large + family had driven him to desperation. As I gazed at the poor girl with her + tear-swollen eyes and noted her extreme thinness and the shabbiness of her + well-worn clothes, and as, from her, my eyes turned to the cheerful + burglar's wife, I meditated on the superiority of virtue over dishonesty—especially + in the reward accorded to it. + </p> + <p> + At last, having stated my name, the name of my prisoner, the relationship + or lack of relationship between us, and declared my non-connection with + the case, and having received a tin number in return for this information, + I was ushered through various passages and apartments into a kind of dark + cage, separated by a narrow passage from a still darker one, in the depths + of which I perceived my Anarchist, O'Flynn, as soon as my eyes had grown + accustomed to the darkness. I had several questions to ask him during the + few minutes at our disposal, and conversation was anything but easy; for + on all sides of me other prisoners and their relatives were talking, + weeping, arguing, disputing, and shouting one another down with all their + might and lungs. + </p> + <p> + Two things struck me in Holloway Prison on this my first visit to such a + place. Firstly, the outward cleanliness, and I might almost say + pleasantness, of the place; and secondly, the illogical nature of the law + which treats the unconvicted men, who in its eyes are consequently + innocent, like convicted criminals. Nothing could be more uncomfortable + and unattractive than the conditions under which the detained men are + allowed to see their relatives; no privacy of any sort is allowed them, + the time allotted is of the briefest, and only one visitor a day is + permitted to pass. The censorship over books allowed is very strict and + hopelessly stupid, and altogether everything is made as uncomfortable as + possible for those under detention. + </p> + <p> + Later in the course of my Anarchist career I had occasion to visit Newgate + on a similar errand, and was struck by the same incongruity in the system. + The external impression made by Newgate was very different, however. + </p> + <p> + There is no suggestion of pleasantness about Newgate. It strikes you + indeed as the threshold of the gallows, and is calculated to arouse qualms + in the most strenuous upholder of capital punishment. A constant sense of + gloom is settled like a pall over the whole building, blacker even than + the soot and grime which encrust it. Inside, the dreary atmosphere is + ominous of the constant vicinity of the hangman's drop, doors seem for + ever to be swinging heavily and locking, keys and chains clanking, and + over all the uncompromising flagstaff looms like an embodied threat. + </p> + <p> + After my many dreary wanderings round London, the clambering in and out of + omnibuses and other vehicles, and prison interviews, I found the old-world + tranquillity of the Temple quite a relief. + </p> + <p> + Here began a new order of search. I had to find a barrister, and that + without delay. But how, whom, and in what court or lane did the right man + dwell? During one brief moment indeed my thoughts turned towards our + family solicitor as a possible counsellor in this matter, but only to be + promptly diverted into other channels. That worthy gentleman's feelings + would certainly not have withstood so rude a shock. I could picture him, + in my mind's eye, slowly removing his gold pince-nez and looking at me in + blank but indulgent surprise, as at one who had suddenly taken leave of + her senses. No, this would never do. Barristers by the score must surely + reside in the labyrinths of the Temple, and I determined to seek one first + hand. + </p> + <p> + And thus it was that, after some little hesitation, I finally ascended the + stairs of a house in Fig Tree Court in the hope that J. B. Armstrong, + Esq., selected at random, might answer my purpose. + </p> + <p> + The clerk who opened the door looked politely surprised at my appearance + and inquired my business, into which I promptly plunged headfirst. His + eyebrows gradually ascended higher and higher into the regions of his + hair, and his face grew stern and sad as I proceeded. "Allow me to + inquire," he interrupted, "the name of the solicitor who is instructing + the case." + </p> + <p> + "I have not got a solicitor," I replied, somewhat taken aback. + </p> + <p> + Then he re-opened the door. "I feel confident, madam, that Mr. Armstrong + would not care to undertake such a case. Good morning." + </p> + <p> + I retired from this gentleman's presence neither bent nor broken, though + slightly disappointed. "So it is usual to engage a solicitor first," I + reflected, "and to communicate through him with the barrister, is it? + Well, a solicitor can't be afforded here and we must do without him." The + Anarchist in me revolted at such red-tapeism. "Well, here's for another + plunge," I said to myself; "let us try a B this time. C. Bardolph sounds + promising." And I ascended another staircase and knocked at another + inhospitable door. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Bardolph I saw in person, a very pompous gentleman with manners the + reverse of polite. He could scarcely contain his outraged feelings when it + came to the question of the solicitor. "I can have no connection with such + a case," he said firmly, and I again retired, feeling quite disreputable. + </p> + <p> + My next defeat occurred in the chambers of Mr. Anthony C. Frazer. No + sooner did my eyes fall on that gentleman than I regretted my entry, and + the utter hopelessness of my mission was borne in upon my mind, for I was + beginning to realise the difficulties of the situation and to scent + failure in the very air. Mr. Frazer requested me to be seated and eyed me + curiously, as though I were some queer zoological specimen recently + escaped from captivity, and listened with an incredulous smile to my + narrative. He did not even wait for the missing solicitor. "This is + scarcely in my line, madam," he said, rising. "You have certainly made + some mistake." And he left his clerk to accompany me to the door. + </p> + <p> + I descended the stairs from this gentleman's chambers feeling distinctly + crestfallen and tired, and at my wits' ends as to where next to go, when, + turning the corner into another court, I became aware of rapid footsteps + in my pursuit, and next moment I was overtaken by the youth who had + ushered me out from the scene of my last defeat. + </p> + <p> + "I think, miss," he began, "that I can direct you to a—er—barrister + who would just do for your business. On no account say that I recommended + you to him, or you will get me into trouble. But you try Mr. Curtis in + Brick Court. He undertakes the defence of burglars and swindlers and all + sorts of people, and you'll find him cheap and satisfactory." + </p> + <p> + I thanked the youth, and although this did not strike me as altogether the + most promising introduction, I thought it best to try my luck in this new + direction, and, having at length discovered the house, I ascended the + three rickety flights of stairs which led to Mr. Curtis's apartment and + entered. + </p> + <p> + This Curtis was a small, wizened old man, of obsolete cut, but with + remarkably up-to-date manners, and a pair of keen little eyes, penetrating + as Röntgen rays. His hair was weedy, and his clothes snuffy and + ill-fitting; but spite of this there was something uncommonly brisk and + wide awake about the little man, and a certain business-like directness in + his manner which impressed me favourably. I felt hopeful at once. + </p> + <p> + One of the first remarks he addressed to me—for we primarily + discussed the financial aspect of his services—struck me by reason + of its uncompromising common sense. "Five guineas down and another three + next Tuesday, miss, and I make no inquiry where the money comes from," he + said, "not so long as it is the current coin of the realm and paid + punctually. Without this, however, I cannot undertake or proceed with the + case." + </p> + <p> + On my immediately producing the required sum he requested me to be seated, + and sitting down opposite me himself, he asked me for full particulars of + the case. These I gave him to the best of my ability and he took notes. + </p> + <p> + The question of witnesses he tackled with the same uncompromising lack of + veneer which had characterised his remarks on the money question. + "Witnesses to character and so forth must be found," he said, "the more + authentic and reputable the better, but at all costs they must be + procured. Whom can you suggest?" + </p> + <p> + I confessed that I could for the moment think of nobody. + </p> + <p> + "You will think of somebody," he replied persuasively, "you <i>must</i> + remember somebody," and there was that in his voice which did not brook or + encourage contradiction, "some one in a respectable position, of course," + he continued, "a man pursuing one of the liberal professions, or a + business man of means. Plenty of doctors and professional men among your + people, are there not? The evidence of such a man would carry weight. The + court's belief in a witness's veracity is, generally speaking, + proportionate to his means. Doubtless you will be able to think of a + desirable man ... who knows the prisoners," he added, rapidly turning over + his notes, and speaking in such a manner as to convey to me the idea that + the exact extent of the witness's knowledge of the prisoners was not of + any very great consequence, so long as he was prepared to swear to their + respectability, and that his banking account and general appearance were + satisfactory. + </p> + <p> + "I will look round and let you know the result to-morrow," I answered. + </p> + <p> + "Good," replied Curtis, "two witnesses at least, and men of position and + education at all costs. Good afternoon." + </p> + <p> + I had enough to do during the remainder of the day in finding those + witnesses, but found they were at last, though not without a tremendous + effort on my part and some considerable degree of ingenuity. When attired + in some of my brother Raymond's discarded clothes, and produced for + Curtis's inspection the following day, they really made a respectable + couple, and I felt proud of them—one a physician of superior + accomplishments and aristocratic appearance, the other a master-tailor, of + prosperous if not very <i>distingué</i> presence. I likewise discovered a + cabman who had been present in Hyde Park at an allegedly incriminating + speech made by Banter; and on jogging his memory with a little whisky he + distinctly recalled several points valuable to the defence. + </p> + <p> + Up till the very day of the trial my time was kept well occupied with such + errands. Indeed, remarkable as the fact may appear, practically the whole + labour of preparing the defence devolved upon me. + </p> + <p> + It was neither an easy nor a very encouraging task. The greater number of + the English Anarchists mysteriously disappeared at this approach of + danger. Mindful of the truth of the axiom that discretion is the better + part of valour, A thought it well to suddenly recollect his duties towards + his family; B discovered that he had a capacious stomach, which required + feeding; C, that the Anarchist policy was in discord with his own true + principles. At such a moment, therefore, and surrounded, or rather + unsurrounded by such men, the task in front of me was not easy, and in the + actual state of public opinion it was not very hopeful either. + </p> + <p> + Public feeling was against the Anarchists. So long as violence and outrage + had been reserved entirely for the benefit of foreign climes, the British + public had regarded the Anarchists with tolerance and equanimity. But the + mysterious death of Myers had alarmed and disquieted it, and heavy + sentences were generally invoked against the prisoners. + </p> + <p> + That the whole conspiracy was a got-up affair between Jacob Myers and the + police was evident. Neither Banter nor O'Flynn was a dangerous man; a + little loud and exaggerated talk was the utmost extent of their + harmfulness. Neither of them was any better capable of making a bomb than + of constructing a flying-machine, and they were less capable of throwing + it than of flying. But political detectives would have a slow time of it + in this country unless they occasionally made a vigorous effort on their + own behalf, and an unscrupulous and impecunious man like Myers proved a + valuable tool to help such gentlemen along, and fools of the Banter type + suitable victims. + </p> + <p> + And thus it was that these two men now found themselves in the dock with + twelve serious-minded tradesmen sitting in solemn conclave to consider + their crimes. + </p> + <p> + The trial itself was a ridiculous farce. Jacob Myers, who would have been + the one witness of any importance, was not subpoenaed; he had in fact + discreetly quitted the country under his wife's escort. The police, with + imperturbable gravity, brought ginger-beer bottles into court which had + been found in O'Flynn's apartment, and which, they averred, could be + converted into very formidable weapons of offence. Many gaseous speeches + made by the prisoners, or attributed to them, were solemnly brought up + against them, and a shudder ran through the court at the mention of such + phrases as "wholesale assassination" and "war to the death." + </p> + <p> + The evidence, however, sufficed to impress the jury with the extreme + gravity of the case and to alarm the public, and the prisoners were found + guilty. + </p> + <p> + I well recollect the last day of the trial, which I attended throughout in + more or less remote regions of the Old Bailey, recruiting recalcitrant + witnesses, sending food in to the defendants, &c. Two other cases were + being tried at the same time, one of which was a particularly revolting + murder, for which three persons were on trial. The prisoners' relatives + were waiting below in a state of painful excitement. "Guilty or not + guilty," was on all their lips, "release or penal servitude, life or + death, which was it to be?" Friends were constantly running in and out of + the court giving the women news of the progress of the trials. "It is + looking black for the prisoners!" "There is more hope!" "There is no + hope!" and finally "guilty" in all the cases was reported. The wife of a + horrible German murderer who had strangled his employer's wife, while a + female accomplice played the piano to divert her children's attention from + her cries, swooned away at the news. O'Flynn's old mother went into + hysterics and became quite uncontrollable in her grief when, a few minutes + later the news, "Five years' penal servitude," was brought down. + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0005" id="link2HCH0005"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER V. — TO THE RESCUE + </h2> + <p> + The first weeks of my experience in the Anarchist camp had flown by with + astounding rapidity. The chapter of my experiences had opened with the + expulsion of an alleged spy and <i>agent provocateur</i>, and had closed + with a sentence of penal servitude passed on two of my new-found comrades. + Between these two terminal events I seemed to have lived ages, and so I + had, if, as I hold, experience counts for more than mere years. Holloway + and Newgate, Slater's Mews and the Middle Temple, barristers and + solicitors, judges and juries and detectives; appointments in queer places + to meet queer people—all this had passed before me with the rapidity + of a landscape viewed from the window of an express train; and now that + the chapter had closed, I found that it was but the preface to the real + business I had set my shoulder to. + </p> + <p> + The morning after the conclusion of the trial I met Armitage by + appointment, and together we wended our way towards Slater's Mews. The + doctor was preoccupied, and for some minutes we proceeded in silence; the + problem of what to do with the <i>Bomb</i> was evidently weighing on his + mind. At last he spoke: "It is our duty," he said, "to see that the + movement be not unduly crippled by the loss of these two men. Poor + fellows, they are doing their duty by the Cause, and we must not shirk + ours. The <i>Bomb</i> must be kept going at all costs; we can ill afford + to lose two workers just now, but the loss of the paper would be a yet + more severe blow to our movement. How thankful I am that you are with us! + It is always so. The governments think to crush us by imprisoning or + murdering our comrades, and for one whom they take from us ten come to the + fore. I am sure you must agree with me as to the paper." + </p> + <p> + "I quite agree with you in the main," I replied, "but I fear that the <i>Bomb</i> + itself is past hope. It strikes me it had got into somewhat bad hands, and + I fear it would be useless to try to set it on its feet again. It is + hardly fair to a paper to give it a Jacob Myers for editor. Really it + seems to me to have died a natural death. The entire staff has disappeared—Myers, + the editor; Banter, the publisher; O'Flynn, the printer—who remains? + where are the others? It seems to me they have all vanished and left no + trace behind." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, that is hardly the case, I think," said the doctor in a tone of + deprecation. "I went up to the office last night and found Short sleeping + on the premises." + </p> + <p> + "Short? Is not he the man whom I first saw wrapped in the red flag of + glory?" + </p> + <p> + "Yes, that is the man; perhaps his appearance is somewhat disadvantageous, + but he is constant to the Cause, anyhow." + </p> + <p> + "Well, I should not have thought him much of a staff to lean on; still, + appearances are often deceptive. But, anyhow, do you not think it would be + advisable to start a new paper, rather than to attempt to galvanise a + corpse?" + </p> + <p> + "The idea would not be a bad one; in fact I think you are right, quite + right," returned Armitage. "It is not wise to put new wine into old skins. + Anyhow, here we are, I dare say other comrades have mustered in the office + who will have something to say in the matter." + </p> + <p> + We had now reached our destination, and passing the curious scrutiny of + several cabmen and scavengers assembled at the entrance of the mews, we + prepared to ascend the break-neck ladder leading to the office. I had but + put my foot on the first step when I heard the loud yelping of a dog + followed by a string of oaths, and the office door opened, emitting a tall + brawny man in shirt-sleeves with a very red face and close-cropped hair, + who appeared holding out at arm's length a pair of tongs which gripped + some repulsive-looking fronts and collars. On seeing me, he exclaimed, + "Take care," and proceeded to drop the objects on a heap of rubbish below. + We were both somewhat surprised at this apparition, but realised without + difficulty that the office was still in the possession of the police. They + were, in fact, contrary to the doctor's expectation, the sole occupants of + the place. The comrades had not seen fit so far to muster round the paper. + To say there was none, however, is an injustice, for there on the sofa, + still huddled in the red flag, lay Short, apparently little affected by + what had taken place since I last saw him. He had been aroused from his + slumbers by the yelping of his dog, whose tail had been trodden on by one + of the detectives, and he had raised himself on his elbow, and was looking + round, uttering curses volubly. He nodded slightly on seeing us enter, but + did not change his position. There he lay, quite heroic in his immovable + sloth; of all the many fighters he alone remained staunch at his post; and + that because he was positively too lazy to move away from it. + </p> + <p> + Dr. Armitage on entering had gone up to one of the three detectives and + spoken to him, and the man now turned to me. + </p> + <p> + "We are just having a final look round before leaving, miss," he remarked. + "It is not at all pleasant work, I assure you, to be put in to search such + a filthy place. Look there," he exclaimed, pointing at the recumbent Short + with his outstretched tongs. "I shall have to burn every rag I have on + when it is over, and I'd advise you to be careful," and he resumed his + occupation, which consisted in raking out some old papers, while his two + companions, having contrived to resume an official appearance, prepared to + leave. + </p> + <p> + The police once gone Dr. Armitage and I found ourselves in sole possession + of the office and the lethargic Short. It was no sinecure, to be sure. + Heaps of "pie," some due to the police and some to Banter, who previous to + his arrest had put his foot through several "forms" which it was + inadvisable to let fall into the hands of the police, encumbered the + floor. Everything was intensely chaotic and intensely dirty, from the type + cases and the other scanty belongings to the dormant compositor. Armitage + understood nothing of printing and I very little, and there we stood in + the midst of a disorganised printing-office whence all had fled save only + the unsavoury youth on the couch. I looked at Armitage and Armitage looked + at me, and such was the helpless dismay depicted in our faces that we both + broke into a laugh. + </p> + <p> + "Well," I said at last, "what shall we do? Suggest something. We cannot + stay on here." + </p> + <p> + "The only thing I can think of," he rejoined after a pause, "is that I + should go around and look up some of the comrades at their addresses + whilst you remain here and get Short to help you put up the type, &c., + as best you can, so that we may remove it all elsewhere. Here certainly + nothing can be done and we must start our new paper amidst new + surroundings." + </p> + <p> + "So you are thinking of starting a new paper?" + </p> + <p> + We looked round, surprised at this interruption, for Short had apparently + returned to his slumbers, but we now saw that he had emerged from the + banner and was standing behind us, fully dressed (I discovered later on + that he had discarded dressing and undressing as frivolous waste of time), + a queer uncouth figure with his long touzled black hair and sallow, + unhealthy face. He had a short clay pipe firmly set between his teeth, and + his large lips were parted in a smile. He held his head slightly on one + side, and his whole attitude was somewhat deprecatory and cringing. + </p> + <p> + "Well," said the doctor, "Isabel and I think that would be the best plan. + You see the <i>Bomb</i> seems thoroughly disorganised, and we think it + would be easier and better to start afresh. I was just saying that I would + go round and hunt up some of the comrades and get their views on the + subject." + </p> + <p> + "Oh," rejoined Short, "you can save yourself that trouble. One half of + them will accuse you of being a police spy, the others will be ill or + occupied—in short, will have some excuse for not seeing you. They + are all frightened out of their lives. Since the arrest of Banter and + O'Flynn I have not seen one of them near the place, though I have been + here all the time." + </p> + <p> + This remark confirmed what we both half suspected; and as Short, who by + right of possession seemed authorised to speak on behalf of the <i>Bomb</i>, + seemed willingly to fall in with our idea of starting a new paper, taking + it for granted—which I was not exactly prepared for—that he + would install himself in the new premises as compositor, we decided to + take practical steps towards the move. Short informed us that six weeks' + rent was owing, and that the landlord threatened a distraint if his claims + were not immediately satisfied; and in spite of the advice, "Don't pay + rent to robber landlords," which stared us in the face, inscribed in + bright red letters on the wall, I and Armitage between us sacrificed the + requisite sum to the Cause. + </p> + <p> + Whilst we were discussing these matters the dog warned us by a prolonged + bark that some one was approaching, and the new-comer soon appeared. He + greeted Short, who introduced him to us as Comrade M'Dermott. He shot a + scrutinising glance at us from his keen grey eyes and proceeded to shake + hands with friendly warmth. + </p> + <p> + He was a very small man, certainly not more than five feet high, thin and + wiry, with grey hair and moustache, but otherwise clean-shaven. His + features were unusually expressive and mobile from his somewhat scornful + mouth to his deep-set, observant eyes, and clearly denoted the absence of + the stolid Saxon strain in his blood. His accent too, though not that of + an educated man, was quite free from the hateful Cockney twang. His dress + was spare as his figure, but though well worn there was something spruce + and trim about his whole demeanour which indicated that he was not totally + indifferent to the impression he created on others. He looked round the + "office," took a comprehensive glance at Short, who was occupying the only + available stool and smoking hard with a meditative air, and then walked + over to me, and addressing me in an undertone, with the same ease as if he + had known me all my life, he said, with a twinkle in his eye, jerking his + head in the direction of Short, "There's a rotten product of a decaying + society, eh?" This remark was so unexpected and yet so forcibly true, that + I laughed assent. + </p> + <p> + "So you're the only ones up here," he continued. "I expected as much when + I heard of the raid on the office. I was up in the North doing a little + bit of peddling round the country, when I read the news, and I thought I'd + come to London to see what was up. What do you think of doing with the + paper anyway? It seems a pity the old <i>Bomb</i> should die. It would + mean the loss of the only revolutionary organ in England." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, it must not die," I replied, "or at least if it cannot be kept up, + another paper must take its place. Comrade Armitage agrees with me in + thinking that that would be the best plan. You see this place looks + altogether hopeless." + </p> + <p> + Armitage, who had been engaged in looking over some papers, now joined us + and the conversation became general. + </p> + <p> + "Well, how did you get on up North?" inquired Short, who seemed to wake up + to a sense of actuality. "How did you hit it off with young Jackson? Did + you find him of much use?" + </p> + <p> + "Use!" retorted M'Dermott with an infinite depth of scorn in his voice. "A + fat lot of use he was. If it was a matter of putting away the grub, I can + tell you he worked for two, but as to anything else, he made me carry his + pack as well as my own, on the pretext that he had sprained his ankle, and + his only contribution to the firm was a frousy old scrubbing-brush which + he sneaked from a poor woman whilst I was selling her a ha'p'orth of pins. + He seemed to think he'd done something mighty grand—'expropriation' + he called it; pah, those are your English revolutionists!" and he snorted + violently. + </p> + <p> + Short gave vent to an unpleasing laugh. He always seemed to take pleasure + at any proof of meanness or cowardice given by his fellows. Armitage + looked pained. "Such things make us long for the Revolution," he said. + "This rotten society which breeds such people must be swept away. We must + neglect no means to that end, and our press is one. So now let's set to + work to move the plant and start a new paper, as we seem all agreed to + that plan. Who'll go and look for a suitable workshop?" + </p> + <p> + Short volunteered, but M'Dermott scouted the idea, declaring that the mere + sight of him would be enough to frighten any landlord, and this we all, + including Short, felt inclined to agree with. At last we decided to fall + in with M'Dermott's suggestion that he and I should sally forth together. + "You see, my dear," he said with almost paternal benevolence, "you will be + taken for my grand-daughter and we shall soften the heart of the most + obdurate landlord." + </p> + <p> + The field of our researches was limited by a few vital considerations. The + rent must not be high. For the present anyhow, the expenses of the paper + would have to be defrayed by Armitage and myself. Short had proposed + himself as printer and compositor, on the tacit understanding of free + board and lodging, and the right to make use of the plant for his own + purposes; I was willing to give my time to the material production of the + paper, and to contribute to its maintenance to the best of my ability; and + Armitage's time and means were being daily more and more absorbed by the + propaganda, to the detriment of his practice; but he was not of those who + can palter with their conscience. The individual initiative inculcated by + Anarchist principles implied individual sacrifices. Another consideration + which limited our choice was that the office must be fairly central, and + not too far from my home, as, spite of my enthusiasm for Anarchy, I could + not wholly neglect household duties. We talked over these points as we + walked along, and M'Dermott suggested Lisson Grove, where a recent + epidemic of smallpox had been raging, as likely to be a fairly cheap + neighbourhood, but after tramping about and getting thoroughly weary, we + had to acknowledge that there was nothing for us in that quarter. We were + both hungry and tired, and M'Dermott suggested a retreat to a neighbouring + Lockhart's. Seated before a more than doubtful cup of tea, in a grimy + room, where texts stared at us from the walls, we discussed the situation, + and decided to inquire about a workshop which we saw advertised, and which + seemed promising. Our destination led us out of the slummy wilderness into + which we had strayed, into cleaner and more wholesome quarters, and at + last we stopped before some quite imposing-looking premises. "We seem + destined to consort with the cabbing trade," I remarked; "the last office + was over a mews, this place seems to belong to a carriage-builder." There + was, however, no other connection between the unsavoury mews and the + aristocratic carriage-yard, whose proprietor, resplendent in side-whiskers + and a shiny chimney-pot hat, advanced to meet us, a condescending smile + diffusing his smug countenance. I explained to him our object, and he + showed us over the shop, which consisted in a large loft, well lighted and + fairly suitable, at the back of the premises. + </p> + <p> + In answer to Mr. White's inquiries, I informed him that I needed it as a + printing-office, for a small business I had, and he quite beamed on me, + evidently considering me a deserving young person, and expressed the + opinion that he had no doubt I should get on in that neighbourhood. + </p> + <p> + M'Dermott, who was greatly enjoying the fun of the situation, here broke + in: "Yes, sir, my grand-daughter deserves success, sir; she's a + hardworking girl, is my poor Emily," and here he feigned to wipe away a + tear, whilst casting a most mischievous side-glance at me. + </p> + <p> + "Dear, dear, very affecting, I'm sure," muttered the prosperous + carriage-builder. + </p> + <p> + Everything was soon satisfactorily settled. I gave him my name and + address, and that of my brother's Socialist friend as a reference, and we + agreed that I should move in on the following Monday morning. + </p> + <p> + Great was the amusement at Slater's Mews at the account of our adventures, + given with a few enlargements by M'Dermott. He had an artist's soul, and + would never consent to destroy the effect of a tale by slavish + subservience to facts. + </p> + <p> + "Well, I fear he will find he has taken in wolves in sheep's clothing," + Armitage remarked; "anyhow, I am thankful that matter is settled and that + we can get to work without further delay. I met Kosinski, and he has + promised to give us a hand with the move. I shall not be able to be here + all the time as I have to attend an operation on Monday, but I will put in + an hour or two's work in the morning. I suppose I can get in if I come + here at five on Monday morning?" he said turning to Short who was "dissing + pie," his inseparable clay pipe still firmly set between his yellow and + decayed teeth. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, yes. I shan't be up, but you can get in," the latter surlily + remarked. He was evidently no devotee of early hours. + </p> + <p> + On Monday a hard day's work awaited me. At Slater's Mews I found the poor + doctor, who had already been there some two hours, packing up the + literature, tying up forms, and occasionally turning to Short for + instruction or advice. + </p> + <p> + The latter, seated on a packing-case, was regaling himself on a bloater + and cheesecakes, having disposed of which he took up a flute and played + some snatches of music-hall melodies. He seemed quite unconcerned at what + took place around him, contenting himself with answering Armitage's + questions. Soon after I arrived on the scene Kosinski appeared. It was the + first time I had seen him since the memorable evening at Chiswick, and I + felt a little nervous in his presence, overcome by a half-guilty fear lest + he should think I was merely dallying, not working in true earnest. I was + conscious of my own sincerity of purpose, yet feared his mental verdict on + my actions, for I now realised that his uncompromising words and scathing + denunciation of dilettanteism had had much to do with my recent conduct; + more than all Armitage's enthusiastic propagandising, much as I liked, + and, indeed, admired the latter. Kosinski shook hands with Armitage and + Short. The latter had stepped forward and assumed an air of unwonted + activity, having pulled off his coat and rolled up his shirt sleeves, and + there he stood hammering up a form and whistling "It ain't all Lavender"—very + appropriate verses, considering the surroundings. The Russian merely + recognised my presence with a slight bow, not discourteous, but + characterised by none of the doctor's encouraging benevolence; I, however, + felt more honoured than snubbed, and worked away with a will. + </p> + <p> + "Well, I must be going," said Armitage; "it is nearly ten, and at + half-past eleven I have an appointment at a patient's house. You will + stay, won't you, Kosinski, and help our comrades to move the plant?" + </p> + <p> + "I will do what I can," replied the Russian. "I do not understand + printing, but I will wheel the barrow, and do anything I may be told." + </p> + <p> + "That's right. Well, good luck to you, comrades. I will try and get round + about five. I suppose you will then be at the new place?" + </p> + <p> + "Oh, yes," I replied, "you will be in time to help us get things + ship-shape." + </p> + <p> + "Well, good-bye, Isabel; good-bye, comrades," and he was off. + </p> + <p> + For some time we all worked with a will. Kosinski was set to stowing away + the literature in packing-cases. Short "locked up" forms and "dissed" pie, + and I busied myself over various jobs. M'Dermott had come round, and he + stood at my elbow discussing the propaganda and the situation generally. + He was much rejoiced at the turn matters were taking on the Continent, and + deplored the lukewarmness of English Anarchists. "You cannot have a + revolution without revolutionists," was a favourite phrase of his, and he + was at no trouble to conceal his opinion of most of the comrades. I was as + yet too new to the movement and too enthusiastic to endorse all his + expressions, but the little man was congenial to me; his Irish wit made + him good company, and there was an air of independent self-reliance about + him that appealed to me. + </p> + <p> + "That Kosinski's a good fellow," he continued. "He knows what Revolution + means. Not but what there is good material in England too, but it is <i>raw</i> + material, ignorant and apathetic, hoodwinked and bamboozled by the + political humbugs." + </p> + <p> + "Have you known Kosinski long?" I inquired, interrupting him, for I saw he + was fairly started on a long tirade. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, some seven years," he replied. "He was over here in '87 at the time + of the unemployed riots; he and I were at the bottom of a lot of that + movement, and we should have had all London in revolt had it not been for + the palaver and soft-soap of the official labour-leaders. After that he + went to America, and has only been back in England some six months." + </p> + <p> + Our preparations were now well advanced, and M'Dermott and I set out to + procure a barrow whereon to transport our belongings. + </p> + <p> + I had expected on my return to find everything in readiness. Short had + spoken as if he would work wonders, and I had hoped that within an hour we + should be off. What was my surprise, then, to find that during the + half-hour of my absence a change had come o'er the scene. Instead of the + noise of the mallet locking up forms, the melodious notes of a flute + greeted my ear as I approached the office, and I must confess that my + heart sank, though I was not yet prepared for the truth. On entering I + found things just as I had left them, not a whit more advanced, but Short + was again seated, and opposite him lounged the weak-kneed youth whom I had + noted on the occasion of my first group-meeting, Simpkins by name, as I + had since found out; between them stood the small hand-press which Short + had promised to take to pieces for removal, on the "bed" of which now + stood three bottles of ginger-beer, a parcel of repulsive and + indigestible-looking pastry, and a packet of tobacco. My look of dismay + and surprise was answered by Short, who explained that his friend had come + up, bringing with him the wherewithal for this carouse; which statement + Simpkins supplemented by the information that he had been occupied that + week in "planting" an aunt and possessing himself of his share of the good + lady's property. + </p> + <p> + "My married sister got in first, but father waited his opportunity, and + whilst they went out to 'ave a 'alf-pint at the pub round the corner, he + got in. They thought themselves mighty clever, for they had locked the + door and taken the key, but father got in by the scullery window which + they had forgotten to latch, and when they came back they found themselves + sold. The guv'nor's a sharp one, 'e is, but I was fly too; 'e always keeps + me short, grumbles 'cause I won't let myself be exploited by the + capitalists; but I did 'im this time. I 'ad a good old-fashioned nose + round whilst the guv'nor left me in charge whilst 'e went for a drink, and + I found ten bob the old girl 'ad 'idden away in a broken teapot, so I just + pocketed 'em. We planted 'er the day before yesterday; she was insured for + twelve quid, an' everything was done 'ansome. Yesterday I felt awful bad, + but to-day I thought I'd come an' see 'ow the paiper was getting on." + </p> + <p> + "Well, you see we're moving," I said. "If you care to give us a hand + you'll be welcome. Come, Short, the barrow's here; let's get the things + down." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, I'm going to have a half-day off," was his cool reply; "I'm tired. + Armitage woke me up at five this morning, and I couldn't get any sleep + after he came, he made such a damned noise." + </p> + <p> + "But surely you're going to help us get this move over; to-morrow you can + sleep all day if you like." + </p> + <p> + "You can do as you like; I'm not going to move," was his only reply, and + he calmly filled his pipe and puffed luxuriously. Simpkins giggled feebly; + he evidently was wavering as to his proper course, but Short's calm + insolence won the day. + </p> + <p> + I confess that at the moment I was blind to the humour of the situation. I + fancy people with a keen sense of humour are rarely enthusiasts; certainly + when I began to see the ludicrous side of much of what I had taken to be + the hard earnest of life, my revolutionary ardour cooled. My indignation + was ready to boil over; I could have wept or stamped with annoyance. "Oh, + but you <i>must</i> help!" I exclaimed. "You promised. How are we ever to + do anything if you go on like this?" + </p> + <p> + Short merely puffed at his pipe complacently. + </p> + <p> + For the first time since his arrival Kosinski spoke. I had almost + forgotten his presence; he was working quietly, getting things ready, and + now he stepped forward. + </p> + <p> + "The comrade is right," he said; "he does not want to work; leave him + alone; we can do very well without him. Let us get off at once. There is + enough ready to make a first load, anyhow." + </p> + <p> + The calm indifference of Kosinski seemed to take some of the starch out of + Short, who looked more than foolish as he sat over his ginger-beer, trying + to feign interest in the flagging conversation with Simpkins. I was + relieved at the turn matters had taken, which threw the ridicule on the + other side, and before long we were ready, little M'Dermott having made + himself very useful, running actively up and down the ladder laden with + parcels. We must have looked a queer procession as we set off. The long + stooping figure of Kosinksi, wrapped in his inseparable dark-blue + overcoat, his fair hair showing from under his billycock hat, pushing the + barrow, heavily laden with type-cases and iron forms, packets of + literature and reams of printing paper; I in my shabby black dress and + sailor hat, bearing the furled-up banner, and M'Dermott following on + behind, carrying with gingerly care a locked-up form of type, the work of + poor Armitage, which was in imminent danger of falling to pieces in the + middle of the street. We found that quite a crowd of loafers of both + sexes, the habitués of the "Myrtle Grove Tavern," had assembled outside to + witness our departure, and, as I never missed an opportunity to spread the + light, I distributed among them some hand-bills entitled "What is + Anarchy?" regardless of their decidedly hostile attitude. The London + loafer has little wit or imagination, and their comments did not rise + above the stale inquiry as to where we kept our bombs, and the equally + original advice bestowed upon Kosinksi to get 'is 'air cut. A half-hour's + walk brought us to our destination, but our Odyssey was not so soon to + end. The man who accompanied the carriage-builder when he showed us over + the shop was waiting at the entrance to the yard, and, recognising me, he + asked me to step into the office. He had a rather scared appearance, but I + did not notice this particularly at the moment, and supposing that Mr. + White wanted to give me the keys I told my friends I should be back in a + minute. The carriage-builder was awaiting me in the little office where he + usually received his fashionable clients. He was still the self-same + consequential figure, resplendent in broadcloth and fine linen, but the + benevolent smile had vanished from his unctuous features, and he looked + nervous and ill at ease. + </p> + <p> + "I am sorry to say, Miss Meredith," he began, "that I find I am unable to + let you the shop. I much regret having caused you inconvenience, but it is + quite impossible." + </p> + <p> + This was a staggerer for me. Everything had been settled. What could have + happened? + </p> + <p> + "What on earth does this mean?" I exclaimed. "Why, Saturday evening you + called at my house and told me you were satisfied with the references, and + that I could move in to-day." + </p> + <p> + The poor man looked quite scared at my indignation. + </p> + <p> + "I am very sorry, I assure you, but I cannot let you the shop," was all he + replied. + </p> + <p> + "But surely you will give me some explanation of this extraordinary + behaviour. I am not to be trifled with in this way, and if you will not + answer me I will get some of my friends to speak to you." + </p> + <p> + This last threat seemed quite to overcome him. He looked despairingly at + me, and then determined to throw himself on my mercy. + </p> + <p> + "Well, you see, the fact is I did not quite understand the nature of your + business—that is to say, I thought it was a printing business just + like any other." + </p> + <p> + Light dawned upon me. The police had evidently been at work here. I was + too new to the revolutionary movement to have foreseen all the + difficulties which beset the path of the propagandist. + </p> + <p> + "And since Saturday night you have come to the conclusion that it is an <i>un</i>usual + printing office?" I inquired somewhat derisively. I could still see in my + mind's eye the benevolent smile and patronising condescension with which + he had beamed on M'Dermott and me on the occasion of our first meeting. + </p> + <p> + "You are a sensible person, Miss Meredith," he said, with an almost + appealing accent, "and you will, I am sure, agree with me that it would be + impossible for me to have revolutionary papers printed on my premises. It + would not be fair to my clients; it would interfere with my business + success. Of course every one has a right to their opinions, but I had no + idea that you were connected with any such party. In fact I had gone out + of town, and intended staying away two or three days when yesterday + afternoon I received this telegram," and he handed me the document. It was + from Scotland Yard, and warned him to return at once as the police had + something of importance to communicate. + </p> + <p> + "Of course I came back," continued the tremulous White. "At first I + thought it must be all a mistake, but I was shown a copy of the <i>Bomb</i>, + and told that that was what you intended printing. Now you must agree that + this is not a suitable place for such an office." + </p> + <p> + "I cannot see," I replied with some warmth, "that it can make any + difference to you what I print. I pay you your rent, and we are quits. Of + course if you refuse to give me the keys of the shop I cannot force myself + in, but I have reason to think that you will regret your extraordinary + conduct." + </p> + <p> + "Is that a threat?" inquired White, growing visibly paler, and glancing + nervously towards the door. + </p> + <p> + "No, it is only the expression of a personal opinion," I replied. At this + moment the door opened, and M'Dermott appeared. + </p> + <p> + "Well, are you coming with the keys? We are getting tired of waiting," he + inquired. + </p> + <p> + "This man," said I, pointing with scorn at the abject carriage-builder, + "now refuses to let me the shop on the ground that he disapproves of + revolutionary literature." + </p> + <p> + M'Dermott gave a low whistle, "Oh, that's how the wind blows, is it?" he + remarked; "I thought I saw some 'narks' hanging round. So this is the turn + your benevolent interest in my grand-daughter has taken? Well, come along, + Isabel, we have no time to waste, and I am sure this good gentleman will + not feel comfortable till we are off the premises. He is afraid we might + waste some dynamite on him, I do believe." + </p> + <p> + At the word dynamite White seized a bell-pull and rang it violently, and + we could not help laughing heartily, as we left the office, at his evident + terror. Whilst crossing the yard we saw two well-known detectives lurking + on the premises. White had evidently thought it necessary to take + precautions against possible outrage. + </p> + <p> + We found Kosinski patiently waiting. He did not seem much surprised at our + news, and in answer to my inquiry as to what on earth we were to do, he + suggested that we should take the barrow back to Slater's Mews, and then + resume our search for a shop. This advice was so obvious and tame that it + almost surprised me coming from him, still there was nothing for it, and + back we went, looking somewhat more bedraggled (it had now come on to + rain) and decidedly crestfallen. We found Short as we had left him, but I + was still too indignant at his conduct to deign to answer his inquiries. I + was tired and worried, and could almost have wept with annoyance. Kosinski + at last came to the rescue. When he had brought the last parcel up the + stairs and deposited it on the floor he came up to me. + </p> + <p> + "If you like we might go and look at a workshop I have heard of and which + might suit. Some German comrades rented it for some time; I believe they + used it as a club-room, but I dare say it would answer your purpose, and I + believe it is still unoccupied." + </p> + <p> + Of course I readily assented; it was indeed a relief to hear of some + definite proposal, and together we set off. Little M'Dermott, who + evidently did not much relish Short's company, armed himself with leaflets + and set off on a propagandising expedition, and Kosinski and I wended our + way in search of the office. At last we stopped in front of a little + green-grocer's shop in a side street off the Hampstead Road. "The place I + mean is behind here," explained Kosinski; "the woman in the shop lets it; + we will go in and speak with her." + </p> + <p> + Kosinski stepped inside and addressed a voluminous lady who emerged from + the back shop. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, good day, Mr. Cusins," she exclaimed, a broad smile overspreading her + face; "what can I do for you?" + </p> + <p> + Kosinksi explained our errand, and the good lady preceded us up a narrow + yard which led to the workshop in question. She turned out to be as + loquacious as she was bulky, a fair specimen of the good-natured cockney + gossip, evidently fond of the convivial glass, not over-choice in her + language, the creature of her surroundings, which were not of the + sweetest, but withal warm-hearted and sympathetic, with that inner hatred + of the police common to all who belong to the coster class, and able to + stand up for her rights, if necessary, both with her tongue and her fists. + She showed us over a damp, ill-lighted basement shop, in a corner of which + was a ladder leading to a large, light shop, which seemed well suited to + our purpose, meanwhile expatiating on its excellencies. I was satisfied + with it, and would have settled everything in a few minutes, but Mrs. + Wattles was not to be done out of her jaw. + </p> + <p> + "I'm sure you'll like this place, my dear, and I'm glad to let it to you, + for I've known your 'usband some time. I used to see 'im come when those + others Germans was 'ere, and——" + </p> + <p> + "Kosinski is not my husband," I interrupted. "I'm not married." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, I see, my dear; just keeping company, that's all. Well, I don't blame + yer; of course, 'e is a furriner; but I'm not one to say as furriners + ain't no class. I was in love with an I-talian organ-grinder myself, when + I was a girl, and I might 'ave married 'im for all I know, ef 'e 'adn't + got run in for knifin' a slop what was always a aggravatin' 'im, poor + chap. And I don't say but what I shouldn't be as well off as what I am + now, for Wattles, 'e ain't much class." + </p> + <p> + I ventured some sympathetic interjection and tried to get away, but her + eye was fixed on me and I could not escape. + </p> + <p> + "It was a long time before I forgot 'im, and when my girl was born I + called 'er Ave Maria, which was a name I used to 'ear 'im say, and a very + pretty one too, though Wattles does say it's a 'eathen-sounding name for + the girl. I was just like you in those days, my dear," she said, surveying + my slim figure with a critical eye. "No one thought I should make old + bones, I was that thin and white, and nothin' seemed to do me no good; I + took physic enough to kill a 'orse, and as for heggs an' such like I eat + 'undreds. But, lor', they just went through me like jollop. It was an old + neighbour of ours as cured me; she said, says she, 'What you want, Liza, + is stimilant; stout 'ud soon set you right.' An' sure enough it did. I + took 'er advice, an' I've never 'ad a day's illness since, though + Wattles's been mighty troublesome at times, and would 'av driven me to my + grave long ago if it 'adn't been for stout. You should take it, miss; + you'd soon be as like me, and as 'arty too. Two glasses at dinner and two + at supper is my allowance, and if I chance to miss it, why I jest seems to + fall all of a 'eap like, an' I 'ears my in'ards a gnawin' and a gnawin' + and a cryin' out for stout." + </p> + <p> + I felt quite overcome at this charming picture of my future self, if only + I followed Mrs. Wattles's advice. I expressed my intention of thinking the + matter over, and, after shaking hands, paying a deposit on the rent—which + she informed me she should expend in drinking my health—and settling + to move in on the morrow, I made good my escape. + </p> + <p> + Cheered and elated by our success, I returned with Kosinksi to the office + of the <i>Bomb</i>. He was naturally very nervous and reticent with women, + but the events of this long day had broken down some of the barriers + between us, and I found it less difficult to talk to him as we trudged on + our way. + </p> + <p> + "I hope you will help us with the new paper," I said. "I feel really very + unfit for the responsibility of such a task, but Armitage thinks I shall + manage all right, and I do not wish to be a mere amateur, and shirk the + hard work entailed by our propaganda. You see, I remember your words that + night at Chiswick. I hope you do not still think that I am merely + playing." + </p> + <p> + He positively blushed at my words, and stammered out: "Oh no, I do not in + the least doubt your sincerity. I am sure you do your best, only I have + seen so much harm done by women that I am always on my guard when they + propose to share in our work. But you are not a woman: you are a Comrade, + and I shall take much interest in your paper." + </p> + <p> + We met Armitage coming up Red Lion Street. He greeted us with a look of + relief. "Where on earth have you been?" he exclaimed; "I went to the + address you gave me, but when I inquired for you the fellow looked as + scared as if he had seen a ghost, and said he knew nothing about you, that + I must have made a mistake; and when I insisted and showed him the address + you had written, seemed to lose his head, and rang a bell and called for + help as if I were going to murder him. I thought he must be mad or drunk, + and so turned on my heel and came away. In the yard I recognised some of + our friends the detectives, and I felt quite anxious about you. At + Slater's Mews the door is locked; there is no light, and nobody answered + when I knocked. I am quite relieved to see you. I was beginning to fear + you had all got run in." + </p> + <p> + "Well, you see we are still alive and in fighting form. As you say the <i>Bomb</i> + has closed, I suppose Short has gone off to the music-hall with Simpkins, + as he hinted at doing. Anyhow, come home with me; you too, Kosinksi, if + you don't mind; there is a lot to say, and many things to settle, and we + can settle everything better there than here in the street." + </p> + <p> + My proposal was agreed to, and we all three repaired to Fitzroy Square, + where over a cup of tea we settled the last details of the move, including + the name of our new paper, which was to be known as the <i>Tocsin</i>. + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0006" id="link2HCH0006"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VI. — A FOREIGN INVASION + </h2> + <p> + Thus was the question of the new paper and its quarters settled. The shop, + as I had hoped, did well enough for our purposes. True, the district in + which it lay was neither salubrious nor beautiful, and the constant and + inevitable encounters with loquacious Mrs. Wattles and her satellites + something of a trial; but we were absorbed in our work, absorbed in our + enthusiasms, utterly engrossed in the thought of the coming revolution + which by our efforts we were speeding on. + </p> + <p> + During the first months, besides writing and editing the <i>Tocsin</i>, I + was very busily employed in learning how to set type, and print, and the + various arts connected with printing—and as I grew more proficient + at the work my share of it grew in proportion. + </p> + <p> + The original staff of the <i>Tocsin</i> consisted of Armitage, Kosinksi, + and myself, with Short occupying the well-nigh honorary post of printer, + aided by occasional assistance or hindrance from his hangers-on. But our + staff gradually increased in number if not in efficiency; old M'Dermott + was a frequent and not unwelcome visitor, and as time went on he gradually + settled down into an inmate of the office, helping where he could with the + work, stirring up lagging enthusiasms, doing odd cobbling jobs whenever he + had the chance, and varying the proceedings with occasional outbursts of + Shakespearian recitation. These recitations were remarkable performances, + and made up in vigour for what they perhaps lacked in elegance and <i>finesse</i>. + Carter would at times put in an appearance, mostly with a view to leaning + up against a type-rack or other suitable article of furniture, and there + between one puff and another at his pipe would grumble at the constitution + of the universe and the impertinent exactions of landlords. Another + Englishman who in the earlier days frequented the <i>Tocsin</i> was a + tall, thoughtful man named Wainwright, belonging to the working-classes, + who by the force of his own intelligence and will had escaped from the + brutishness of the lowest depths of society in which he had been born. + </p> + <p> + Thus with little real outside assistance we worked through the spring and + early summer months. Besides bringing out our paper we printed various + booklets and pamphlets, organised Anarchist meetings, and during some six + weeks housed a French Anarchist paper and its staff, all of whom had fled + precipitately from Paris in consequence of a trial. + </p> + <p> + The lively French staff caused a considerable revolution in Lysander + Grove, which during several weeks rang with Parisian argot and Parisian + fun. Many of these Frenchmen were a queer lot. They seemed the very + reincarnation of Murger's Bohemians, and evidently took all the + discomforts and privations of their situation as a first-class joke. + Kosinksi detested them most cordially, though, spite of himself, he was a + tremendous favourite in their ranks, and the unwilling victim of the most + affectionate demonstrations on their part: and when, with a shrug of his + shoulders and uncompromising gait, he turned his back on his admirers, + they would turn round to me, exclaiming fondly— + </p> + <p> + <i>"Comme il est drole, le pauvre diable!"</i> + </p> + <p> + They could not understand his wrath, and were obstinately charmed at his + least charming traits. When he was singularly disagreeable towards them, + they summed him up cheerfully in two words, <i>Quel original!</i> They + soon learned, however, not to take liberties with Kosinski, for when one + sprightly little man of their number, who affected pretty things in the + way of cravats and garters, presumed to dance him round the office, the + Russian, for once almost beside himself, seized his persecutor by the + shoulders and dropped him over the balustrade below, amid the cheers of + all present. + </p> + <p> + He appeared, however, to be their natural prey, and his quaint habit of + stumbling innocently into all manner of blunders was a perpetual fount of + amusement to the humour-loving Gauls. His timidity with women, too, was a + perennial joy, and innumerable adventures in which he figured as hero were + set afloat. + </p> + <p> + One little escapade of Kosinski's came somehow to the knowledge of the + French Comrades, and he suffered accordingly. Although careless and shaggy + enough in appearance in all conscience, Kosinski happened to be + fastidiously clean about his person. I doubt whether he was ever without a + certain small manicure set in his pocket, and an old joke among his + Russian friends was that he had failed to put in an appearance on some + important occasion—the rescue of a Nihilist from prison, I believe—because + he had forgotten his tooth-brush. This was of course a libel and gross + exaggeration, but his extreme personal cleanliness was none the less a + fact. Now when he first reached London he had scarcely left the station, + besooted and begrimed after his long journey, when his eye was arrested by + the appearance of a horse-trough. "Most opportune!" mused Kosinski, "how + public-spirited and hygienic this London County Council really is!" and + straightway divesting himself of his hat and collar and similar + encumbrances, and spreading out on the rim of the trough his faithful + manicure set and a few primitive toilette requisites secreted about his + person, he commenced his ablutions, sublimely unconscious of the attention + and surprise he was attracting. Before long, however, a riotously amused + crowd collected round, and the Russian had finally to be removed under + police escort, while attempting to explain to the indignant officer of the + law that he had merely taken the horse-trough as a convenient form of + public bath for encouraging cleanliness among the submerged tenth. + </p> + <p> + With the departure of the <i>Įa-Ira</i> the office resumed once more, + during a brief interval, the even tenor of its ways. Kosinski who, in a + spirit of self-preservation, had practically effaced himself during its + sojourn, made himself once more apparent, bringing with him a peculiar + Swede—a man argumentative to the verge of cantankerousness—who + for hours and days together would argue on obscure questions of + metaphysics. He had argued himself out of employment, out of his country, + almost out of the society and the tolerance of his fellows. Life + altogether was one long argument to this man, no act or word, however + insignificant, could he be induced to pass over without discussing and + dissecting, proving or disproving it. Free-love was his particular hobby, + though this, too, he regarded from a metaphysical rather than a practical + point of view. Like everything else in his life it was a matter for reason + and argument, not for emotion; and he and Kosinski would frequently + dispute the question warmly. + </p> + <p> + One day, not long before Christmas, and after I had been nearly a year in + the movement, when all London was lost in a heavy fog and the air seemed + solid as a brick wall, there landed at the <i>Tocsin</i> a small batch of + three Italians fresh from their native country. It was the year of the + coercion laws in Italy, of the "domicilio coatto" (forced domicile), and + the Anarchists and Socialists were fleeing in large numbers from the + clutches of the law. + </p> + <p> + None of these Southerners had ever been in England before, and having + heard grim tales of the lack of sunshine and light in London, they took + this fog to be the normal condition of the atmosphere. Stumbling into the + lighted office from the blind stifling darkness outside, the leader of the + party, a remarkably tall handsome man well known to me by reputation and + correspondence, gave vent to a tremendous sigh of relief and exclaimed in + his native tongue: + </p> + <p> + "Thank Heaven, friends, we have overcome the greatest danger of all and we + are here at last, and still alive!" + </p> + <p> + They then advanced towards me and Avvocato Guglielmo Gnecco held out his + hand. "You are Isabel Meredith?" he said in a sonorous voice, and I gave + an affirmative nod. "I am very glad to meet you at last, Comrade," and we + all shook hands. "So this is London! I had heard grim enough tales of your + climate, but never had I conceived anything like this. It is truly + terrible! But how do you live here? How do you get through your work?... + How do you find your way about the streets? Why, we've been wandering + about the streets ever since eleven o'clock this morning, walking round + and round ourselves, stumbling over kerb-stones, appealing to policemen + and passers-by, getting half run over by carts and omnibuses and cabs. + Giannoli here sees badly enough at all times, but to-day he has only + escaped by the skin of his teeth from the most horrid series of deaths. Is + it not so, Giacomo?" Giannoli, who had been engaged in enthusiastic + greetings with Kosinski, who was evidently an old friend, looked up at + this. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, I've had too much of London already," he exclaimed fervently. "We + must leave here for some other country to-night or to-morrow at the + latest. We should be better off in prison in Italy than at liberty here. + You see, Comrade," he said, turning to me with a smile, "we Anarchists all + belong to one nationality, so I have no fear of wounding your patriotic + sentiments." + </p> + <p> + "But London is not always like this, I assure you," I began. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, make no attempt to palliate it," Gnecco interrupted. "I have heard + English people before now defending your climate. But I see now only too + well that my compatriots were right in calling it impossible, and saying + that you never saw the sun here," and all attempts to argue them out of + this conviction proved futile. + </p> + <p> + The avvocato, as above mentioned, was an exceptionally good-looking man. + Fully six feet two inches in height, erect and slim without being in the + least weedy, he carried his head with an air of pride and self-confidence, + and was altogether a very fine figure of a man. His features were regular + and well cut, his abundant hair and complexion dark, and his eyes bright + with the vivacity of the perennial youth of the enthusiast. The delicacy + of his features, the easy grace of his walk, and the freedom and + confidence of his manners, all suggested his semi-aristocratic origin and + upbringing. He was evidently a man of romantic tastes and inclinations, + governed by sentiment rather than by reason; a lover of adventure, who had + found in Anarchism an outlet for his activities. His eloquence had made + him a considerable reputation all over Italy as an advocate, but the + comparative monotony of the life of a prosperous barrister was distasteful + to him, and he had willingly sacrificed his prospects in order to throw in + his lot with the revolutionary party. + </p> + <p> + Giannoli, in his way, was an equally interesting figure. Between Gnecco + and himself it was evident that there existed the warmest bonds of + fraternal affection—a sentiment whose fount, as I discovered later, + lay in a mutual attachment for a certain Milanese lady, who on her side + fully reciprocated their joint affection. Both these Italians were warm + exponents of the doctrine of free-love, and, unlike their more theoretic + Northern confréres, they carried their theories into practice with + considerable gusto. Many Anarchists of Teutonic and Scandinavian race + evidently regarded free-love as an unpleasant duty rather than as a + natural and agreeable condition of life—the chaff which had to be + swallowed along with the wheat of the Anarchist doctrines. I remember the + distress of one poor old Norwegian professor on the occasion of his + deserting his wife for a younger and, to him, far less attractive woman—a + young French studentess of medicine who practised her emancipated theories + in a very wholesale fashion. + </p> + <p> + "I felt that as an Anarchist it would have been almost wrong to repel her + advances," the distressed old gentleman confided to me. "Moreover, it was + ten years that I had lived with Rosalie, uninterruptedly.... <i>Cela + devenait tout-ā-fait scandaleux, Mademoiselle</i>.... I no longer dared + show myself among my comrades." + </p> + <p> + I felt quite sorry for the poor old fellow, a humble slave to duty, which + he performed with evident disgust, but the most heroic determination. + </p> + <p> + Giannoli, when seen apart from Gnecco, was a tall man. But at the time of + his arrival in London he was already falling a victim to ill-health; there + was a bent, tired look about his figure, and his features were drawn and + thin. A glance at him sufficed to reveal a nervous, highly-strung + temperament; his movements were jerky, and altogether, about his entire + person, there was a noticeable lack of repose. He was about thirty-five + years of age, though he gave the impression of a rather older man. The + fact that he was very short-sighted gave a peculiar look to his face, + which was kindly enough in expression; his features were pronounced, with + a prominent nose and full, well-cut mouth hidden by a heavy moustache. + There was a look of considerable strength about the man, and fanatical + determination strangely blended with diffidence—a vigorous nature + battling against the inroads of some mortal disease. + </p> + <p> + The third member of the trio was a shortish, thickset man of extraordinary + vigour. He somehow put me in mind of a strongly-built, one-storey, stone + blockhouse, and looked impregnable in every direction; evidently a man of + firm character, buoyed up by vigorous physique. He was a man rather of + character than of intellect, of great moral strength rather than of + intellectual brilliancy—a fighter and an idealist, not a theoriser. + I knew him very well by renown, for he was of European fame in the + Anarchist party, and the <i>bęte noire</i> of the international police. + Enrico Bonafede was a man born out of his time—long after it and + long before—whose tremendous energy was wasted in the too strait + limits of modern civilised society. In a heroic age he would undoubtedly + have made a hero; in nineteenth-century Europe his life was wasted and his + sacrifices useless. These men, born out of their generation, are tragic + figures; they have in them the power and the will to scale the heights of + Mount Olympus and to stem the ocean, while they are forced to spend their + life climbing mole-hills and stumbling into puddles. + </p> + <p> + Such, briefly, were the three men who suddenly emerged from the fog into + the office of the <i>Tocsin</i>, and who formed the vanguard of our + foreign invasion. All three were at once sympathetic to me, and I viewed + their advent with pleasure. We celebrated it by an unusually lavish + banquet of fried fish and potatoes, for they were wretchedly cold and + hungry and exhausted after a long journey and almost equally long fast, + for of course they all arrived in a perfectly penniless condition. + </p> + <p> + Seated round a blazing fire in M'Dermott's <i>eleutheromania</i> stove + (the old fellow had a passion for sonorous words which he did not always + apply quite appositely) the Italians related the adventures of their + journey and discussed future projects. As the fog grew denser with the + advance of evening, and it became evident that lodging-searching was quite + out of the question for the time being, it was agreed that we should all + spend the night in the office, where heaps of old papers and sacking made + up into not altogether despicable couches. Moreover, publication date was + approaching, and at such times we were in the habit of getting later and + later in the office, the necessity for Short's assistance rendering it + impossible to get the work done in an expeditious and business-like way. + </p> + <p> + We worked on far into the night, the Italians helping us as best they + could with the printing, one or other occasionally breaking off for a + brief respite of slumber. We talked much of the actual conditions in + Italy, and of the situation of the Anarchist party there; of how to keep + the revolutionary standard afloat and the Anarchist ideas circulating, + despite coercion laws and the imprisonment and banishment of its most + prominent advocates. Kosinksi joined enthusiastically in the discussion, + and the hours passed rapidly and very agreeably. I succeeded at length in + dissuading Giannoli and Gnecco from their original intention of + precipitate flight, partly by repeatedly assuring them that the state of + the atmosphere was not normal and would mend, partly by bringing their + minds to bear on the knotty question of finance. + </p> + <p> + The three Italians settled in London; Gnecco and Bonafede locating + themselves in the Italian quarter amid most squalid surroundings; while + for Giannoli I found a suitable lodging in the shape of a garret in the + Wattles's house which overlooked the courtyard of the <i>Tocsin</i>. They + were frequently in the office, much to the indignation of Short, who could + not see what good all "those —— Foreigners did loafing about." + Short, in fact, viewed with the utmost suspicion any new-comers at the <i>Tocsin</i>. + </p> + <p> + "These foreigners are such a d——d lazy lot," he would say; "I + hate them!" and there was all the righteous indignation in his tones of + the hard-worked proletariat whose feelings are harrowed by the spectacle + of unrighteous ease. Short had a habit of making himself offensive to + every one, but for some mysterious reason no one ever took him to task + over it. It was impossible to take Short seriously, or to treat him as you + would any other human being. When he was insolent people shrugged their + shoulders and laughed, when he told lies they did not deign to investigate + the truth, and thus in a despised and unostentatious way—for he was + not ambitious of <i>réclame</i>—he was able to do as much mischief + and set as many falsehoods afloat as a viciously-inclined person with much + time on his hands well can. His physical and mental inferiority was his + stock-in-trade, and he relied on it as a safeguard against reprisals. + </p> + <p> + After a prolonged period of fog the real severity of the winter set in + towards the end of January. One February morning, after all manner of + mishaps and discomfort, and several falls along the slippery icy pavement, + I arrived at the office of the <i>Tocsin</i>. The first thing that struck + my eye on approaching was the unusual appearance of the Wattles's + greengrocery shop. The shutters were closed, the doors still unopened. + "What has happened?" I inquired of a crony standing outside the + neighbouring pub. "Surely no one is dead?" + </p> + <p> + "Lor' bless yer, no, lydy," answered the old lady, quite unperturbed, + "yesterday was the hanniversary of old Wattles's wedding-day, and they've + been keepin' it up as usual. That's all." + </p> + <p> + I was about to pass on without further comment when my attention was again + arrested by the sound of blows and scuffling inside the shop, mingled with + loud oaths in the familiar voice of my landlady, and hoarse protests and + entreaties in a masculine voice. + </p> + <p> + "But surely," I urged, turning once more to my previous informant, "there + is something wrong. What is all that noise?" as cries of "Murder! murder!" + greeted my ear. + </p> + <p> + "Why, I only just told you, my dear," she responded, still quite unmoved, + "they've been celebratin' their silver weddin' or somethin' of the sort. + It's the same every year. They both gets roarin' drunk, and then Mrs. + Wattles closes the shop next mornin' so as to give 'im a jolly good + 'idin'. You see, these hanniversaries make 'er think of all she's 'ad to + put up with since she married, and that makes things a bit rough on poor + old Jim." + </p> + <p> + Perceiving my sympathy to be wasted I proceeded, and on entering the + office of the <i>Tocsin</i> I found that here, too, something unusual was + going on. + </p> + <p> + A perfect Babel of voices from the room above greeted my ear, while the + printing-room was bedecked with a most unsightly litter of tattered + garments of nondescript shape and purpose laid out to dry. I was not + surprised at this, however, as I had long grown used to unannounced + invasions. Unexpected persons would arrive at the office, of whom nobody + perhaps knew anything; they would stroll in, seat themselves round the + fire, enter into discussion, and, if hungry, occasionally partake of the + <i>plat du jour</i>. The most rudimentary notions of Anarchist etiquette + forbade any of us from inquiring the name, address, or intentions of such + intruders. They were allowed to stay on or to disappear as inexplicitly as + they came. They were known, if by any name at all, as Jack or Jim, + Giovanni or Jacques, and this was allowed to suffice. Every Anarchist + learns in time to spot a detective at first sight, and we relied on this + instinct as a safeguard against spies. + </p> + <p> + But on reaching the composing-room on this particular morning an + extraordinary sight presented itself. Accustomed as I was to the + unaccustomed, I was scarcely prepared for the wild confusion of the scene. + What at first sight appeared to be a surging mass of unwashed and unkempt + humanity filled it with their persons, their voices, and their gestures. + No number of Englishmen, however considerable, could have created such a + din. All present were speaking simultaneously at the top of their voices; + greetings and embraces mingled with tales of adventure and woe. The first + object which I managed to distinguish was the figure of Giannoli + struggling feebly in the embrace of a tall brawny, one-eyed man with thick + curling black hair, who appeared to be in a state of demi-déshabille. By + degrees a few other familiar figures became one by one discernible to me + as I stood mute and unobserved at the head of the stairs. Bonafede and + Gnecco were there; they, too, surrounded by the invading mob, exchanging + greetings and experiences. Old M'Dermott, standing up against his stove, + was striking a most impressive attitude, for the old fellow had to live up + to the reputation he had established among foreigners of being the + greatest orator in the English revolutionary party. Two cloddish-looking + <i>contadini</i> stood gazing at him, rapt in awe. Kosinksi stood little + apart from the rest, not a little bewildered by the enthusiastic reception + which had been accorded him by old friends. In one corner, too, I + recognised my old friend Short, fully dressed, as usual, in his frowsy + clothes, as though eternally awaiting the call-to-arms, the long-delayed + bugles of the social revolution; there he lay, much as when I first set + eyes on him, wrapped up in old banners and rugs, blinking his eyes and + muttering curses at the hubbub which had thus rudely interrupted his + slumbers. + </p> + <p> + The others were quite new to me. They were evidently all of them Italians—some + ten or twelve in number—though at the first glance, scattered as + they were pell-mell among the printing plant of the overcrowded work-room, + they gave an impression of much greater number. They appeared mostly to + belong to the working-classes. Their clothes, or what remained of them, + were woefully tattered—and they were few and rudimentary indeed, for + most of what had been spared by the hazards of travel were drying down + below. Their hair was uncut, and beards of several days' growth ornamented + their cheeks. Their hats were of incredible size and shape and all the + colours of the rainbow seemed to be reproduced in them. Littered around on + divers objects of furniture, they suggested to me a strange growth of + fungi. + </p> + <p> + My advent, as soon as it was perceived amid the confusion and noise of the + scene, created something of a sensation, for by now my name had become + well known in the International Anarchist party. "Isabel Meredith" was + exclaimed in all manner of new and strange intonations, and a host of + hands were extended towards me from all directions. + </p> + <p> + At last Gnecco managed to make his voice heard above the din of his + compatriots. "All these comrades," he explained in Italian, "have escaped + like ourselves from the savage reaction which actually holds Italy in its + sway. They arrived this morning after a fearful journey which lack of + money compelled them to make mostly on foot." + </p> + <p> + Before he could get any further an outburst of song interrupted his words + as the whole band broke into an Anarchist war-whoop. This over, my + attention was arrested by the groans of a dark young man of + extraordinarily alert physiognomy who had shed his boots and was gazing + dolefully at his wounded feet. "What would I not give," he exclaimed, "to + be back in prison in Lugano! Oh for the rest and comfort of those good old + times!" He was utterly worn out, poor fellow, nipped up with the cold, and + seemed on the verge of tears. + </p> + <p> + "Well," exclaimed M'Dermott at last, "propaganda implies propagandists, + and propagandists entail bellies! All these fellows seem pretty well + starving. What would they say to a little grub?" + </p> + <p> + On my interpreting the old fellow's suggestion he and it were received + with universal acclaim. Bonafede produced from the innermost depths of his + pockets a huge quantity of macaroni which was put on to boil, and several + bottles of wine; one of the new arrivals, a sober-looking young fellow + with a remarkably long nose, contributed an enormous lobster which he had + acquired <i>en route</i>, while Kosinski volunteered to fetch bread and + other provender. A Homeric repast ensued, for all these Anarchists had + cultivated the digestions of camels; they prepared for inevitable fasts by + laying in tremendous stores when chance and good fortune permitted. While + they were eating a noticeable silence fell on the scene, and I had leisure + to observe the immigrants more in detail. + </p> + <p> + Beppe, the tall, one-eyed man, already referred to, seemed to be the life + and spirit of the band. He was a rollicking good-natured fellow, an + unpolished <i>homme du peuple</i>, but not inadmirable in his qualities of + courage and cheerfulness—the kind of man who would have cracked a + joke on his death-bed and sung lustily <i>en route</i> to the gallows. He + possessed, too, a heroic appetite, and as he made away with enormous heaps + of macaroni his spirits rose higher and higher and his voice rose with + them. + </p> + <p> + The long-nosed youth was something of an enigma. From the scraps of + conversation which, during the repast, fell principally on the subject of + food, or the lack of food, during the tramp, I gathered that they had + relied principally on his skill and daring in the matter of foraging to + keep themselves from actually dying of hunger on their journey. Yet there + was about him such a prudent and circumspect air that he might well have + hesitated to pick up a pin that "wasn't his'n." He was evidently of an + acquisitive turn, however, for over his shoulder was slung a bag which + appeared to contain a collection of the most heterogeneous and + unserviceable rubbish conceivable. "<i>Eh!... possono servire!</i>" ... + was all he would volunteer on the subject when I once chaffed him on the + subject of his findings. "They may serve yet!..." + </p> + <p> + Somehow this youth struck me at once as a man who had made a mistake. At + home as he appeared to be among his comrades, there was yet something + about him which suggested that he was out of his proper sphere in the + midst of the Anarchists, that he was <i>desorienté</i>. He was cut out for + an industrious working-man, one that would rise and thrive in his business + by hard work and thrift; he was destined by nature to rear a large family + and to shine in the ranks of excellent family men. He was moulded for the + threshold, poor boy, neither for the revolutionary camp nor for the + scaffold, and it was thwarted domestic instinct which led him to steal. + There was good nature in his face and weakness; it was the face of a youth + easily led, easily influenced for good or bad. As a revolutioniser of his + species he was predestined to failure, for years would certainly show him + the error of his ways. Old age seemed to be his proper state, and youth in + him was altogether a blunder and a mistake. I found myself vainly + speculating what on earth could have led him among the Anarchists. + </p> + <p> + The others comprised a silent young artisan who was evidently desperately + in earnest with his ideas, a red-haired, red-bearded Tuscan of clever and + astute aspect, a singularly alert and excitable-looking young man of + asymmetrical features, who looked half fanatic, half criminal, and others + of the labouring and peasant class. One other of their number arrested my + attention, a stupid, sleepy young man, who seemed quite unaffected by the + many vicissitudes of his journey. His features were undefined and his + complexion undefinable, very greasy and suggestive of an unwholesome + fungus. He was better dressed than his companions, and from this fact, + combined with his intonation, I gathered that he belonged to the leisured + classes. There was something highly repellent about his smooth yellow + face, his greasiness and limp, fat figure. M'Dermott christened him the + "Buttered muffin." + </p> + <p> + Dinner over, the one-eyed baker, Beppe, proceeded to give us their news, + and to recount the vicissitudes of their travels. Gnecco and Giannoli were + anxious for news of comrades left behind in Italy. So-and-so was in + prison, another had remained behind in Switzerland, a third had turned his + coat, and was enjoying ill-gotten ease and home, others were either dead + or lost to sight. + </p> + <p> + The present party, who were mostly Northern Italians, had left Italy + shortly after Giannoli and Gnecco, and had since spent several weeks in + Italian Switzerland, whence at last they had been expelled in consequence + of the circulation of an Anarchist manifesto. Beppe gave a glowing account + of their stay in Lugano, and consequent flight to London. "You know," he + said, "that I reached Lugano with two hundred francs in my pocket in + company with all these comrades who hadn't got five francs among them. It + is not every one who could have housed them all, but I did. I could not + hire a Palazzo or a barrack for them, but we managed very comfortably in + one large room. There were fourteen of us besides la Antonietta. There was + only one bed, but what a size! We managed well enough by sleeping in two + relays. However, even in two relays it took some organisation to get us + all in. It was a fine double bed, you know, evidently intended for three + or four ... even for five it was suitable enough, but when it came to + seven!... there was not much room for exercise, I can tell you.... But + with four at the top and three at the bottom, we managed, and Antonietta + slept on a rug in a cupboard. We did our best to make her comfortable by + sacrificing half our clothes to keep her warm, but we might have saved + ourselves the trouble, for she deserted us for the first bourgeois who + came along. She was not a true comrade, but I will tell you all about her + later on. + </p> + <p> + "We had some trouble with the landlord, a thick-headed bourgeois who got + some stupid idea into his head about overcrowding. I have no patience with + these bourgeois prejudices. One day he came round to complain about our + numbers, and at not receiving his rent. But we were prepared for him. We + assembled in full force, and sang the <i>Marseillaise</i> and the <i>Inno + dei Lavoratori</i>, and danced the <i>Carmagnole</i>. I took out my eye + and looked very threatening—one glance at us was enough for the old + fellow. He made the sign of the cross and fled before we had time to tear + him to pieces. + </p> + <p> + "Well, my two hundred francs was a very large sum, and not paying the rent + was economical, but it dwindled, and I had to look round again for ways + and means to feed us all. The money came to an end at last and then the + real struggle began. Old Castellani, the landlord, kept a large stock of + sacks of potatoes in a cellar, and every day he used to go in and take a + few out for his own use, and then lock the cellar up again, mean old + brute! But once again I was one too many for him. I collected large + quantities of stones in the day-time, and then at night with a skeleton + key I had acquired—it came out of Meneghino's bag which we always + jeered at—I let myself in and from the farthest sacks I abstracted + potatoes and refilled them with stones. I calculated that at the slow rate + he used them he would not notice his loss till March. What a scene there + will be then, <i>Misericordia</i>! During the last fortnight of our stay + we lived almost entirely on my potatoes. I don't know how the devil they + would all have got on without me. It is true that a waitress at the + Panetteria Viennese fell in love with Meneghino, and used to pass him on + stale bread; but then you all know his appetite! He ate it nearly all + himself on the way home. One day I sent Bonatelli out to reconnoitre. He + returned with <i>one mushroom</i>!" It would be quite impossible to convey + an idea of the intense contempt contained in these last words. It was a + most eloquent denunciation of impotence and irresolution. + </p> + <p> + "All the same we had a grand time in Lugano. And the week I and Migliassi + spent in prison was a great treat. Why, they treated us like popes, I can + tell you—as much food as you like, and the best quality at that; no + work, a comfortable cell, and a bed all to yourself! And the bread! I + never tasted anything like it in my life: they sent to Como for it all. + Lugano bread was not good enough. Ah, Swiss prisons are a grand + institution, and I hope to spend a happy old age in such a place yet. + </p> + <p> + "Then came Bonafede's manifesto, and that scoundrel Costanzi betrayed us + all to the police. Then the real trouble began. We had not ten francs + among the lot of us, and we twelve had orders to clear out of the country + within forty-eight hours! Once again they were all at a loss but for me!" + and here he tapped his forehead in token of deference to his superior + wits. "I had noticed the fat letters Morė received from home the first day + of every month, and how jolly quiet he kept about them. I also noticed + that he used to disappear for a day or two after their receipt, and return + very sleepy and replete, with but scant appetite for dry bread and + potatoes." + </p> + <p> + At this point Morė, the greasy Neapolitan youth, blinked his eyes and + laughed foolishly. He seemed neither ashamed of himself nor indignant at + his companions, merely sluggishly amused. + </p> + <p> + "Well," continued Meneghino, "that letter was just due, and I intercepted + it. It contained one hundred and eighty francs; would you believe me? and + that went some way to get us over here. Altogether we managed to collect + sufficient money to carry us to the Belgian frontier, and for our passage + across from Ostend. But that tramp across Belgium, <i>dio boia</i>!" + </p> + <p> + Here a clamour of voices interrupted Beppe, as each one of the travellers + chimed in with a separate account of the horrors of that ghastly tramp + across country in mid-winter. + </p> + <p> + For many years Europe had not experienced such an inclement season. + Everywhere the cold counted innumerable victims. Along the country + highways and byways people dropped down frozen to death, and the paths + were strewn with the carcasses of dead birds and other animals who had + succumbed to the inclemency of the elements. All the great rivers were + frozen over, and traffic had to be suspended along them. Unwonted numbers + of starving sea-gulls and other sea-birds flocked to London in search of + human charity, for the very fishes could not withstand the cold, and the + inhospitable ocean afforded food no longer to its winged hosts. All Europe + was under snow; the railways were blocked in many places, and ordinary + work had to be suspended in the great cities; business was at a + stand-still. + </p> + <p> + Neither the temperaments nor the clothes of these Italians had been equal + to the exigencies of their march in the cruel Northern winter. As they + tramped, a dismal, silent band across Belgium, the snow was several feet + deep under foot, and on all sides it stretched hopelessly to the horizon, + falling mercilessly the while. Their light clothing was ill adapted to the + rigours of the season; boots gave out, food was scanty or non-existent, + and they had to rely entirely on the fickle chances of fortune to keep + body and soul together. By night, when chance allowed, they had crept + unobserved into barns and stables, and, lying close up against the dormant + cattle, they had striven to restore animation to their frozen limbs by + means of the beasts' warm breath. Once an old farm-woman had found them, + and, taking pity on their woebegone condition, had regaled the whole party + on hot milk and bread; and this was now looked back on as a gala day, for + not every day had afforded such fare. At times in the course of their + weary tramp the Anarchists had made an effort to keep up their flagging + spirits by means of song, revolutionary and erotic, but such attempts had + usually fallen flat, and the little band of exiles had relapsed into + gloomy silence as they tramped on noiselessly through the snow. One of + their number had quite broken down on the road and they had been compelled + to leave him behind. "Lucky fellow, that Morelli," exclaimed Meneghino, + "enjoying good broth in a hospital while we were still trudging on through + that infernal snow!" + </p> + <p> + "And Antonietta?" inquired Giannoli, when the relation of these adventures + had terminated. "You have not yet told us her end, nor how she incurred + your displeasure." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, Antonietta!" exclaimed Beppe. "I was forgetting. You who believed her + to be such a sincere comrade will scarcely credit her baseness. She ran + away with a horrible bourgeois; she was lured away from the Cause by a + bicycle! Yes, Antonietta weighed a bicycle in the scales against the + Social Revolution, and found the Social Revolution wanting! So much for + the idealism of women! Never speak to me of them again. The last we saw of + her she was cycling away in a pair of breeches with a disgusting banker. + She laughed and waved her hand to us mockingly, and before we had time to + utter a word she was gone. I never shall believe in a woman again!" + </p> + <p> + His indignation choked him at this point, and only the expression of his + mouth and eye told of the depth of scorn and disgust which he felt for the + young lady who had thus unblushingly cycled away from the Social + Revolution. + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0007" id="link2HCH0007"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VII. — THE OFFICE OF THE <i>TOCSIN</i> + </h2> + <p> + To the ordinary citizen whose walk in life lies along the beaten track + there is a suggestion of Bohemianism about the office of any literary or + propagandist organ; but I doubt whether the most imaginative among them in + their wildest moments have ever conceived any region so far removed from + the conventions of civilised society, so arbitrary in its hours and + customs, so cosmopolitan and so utterly irrational as the office of the <i>Tocsin</i>. + </p> + <p> + In other chapters I attempt to describe the most noticeable among the + genuine Anarchists who belonged to it, but I wish here to convey some + faint idea of the strange medley of outside cranks and <i>déclassés</i> + whose resort it in time became. There appeared to be a magnetic attraction + about the place to tramps, <i>désoeuvrés</i> cranks, argumentative people + with time on their hands, and even downright lunatics. Foreigners of all + tongues assembled in the office—Russians, Italians, French, + Spaniards, Dutch, Swedes, and before very long they practically swamped + the English element. The Anarchist and revolutionary party has always been + more serious on the Continent than in England, and what genuine Anarchists + there are here are mostly foreigners. + </p> + <p> + Trades and industries of the most heterogeneous kinds were carried on at + the <i>Tocsin</i> by unemployed persons who could find no other refuge for + their tools nor outlet for their energies. In one corner old M'Dermott + settled down with his lasts and leather, and there industriously hammered + away at his boots, alternating his work with occasional outbursts of + Shakespearian recitation. In winter the old fellow was positively snowed + up in the office, where he crouched shivering over the fire until the + advent of spring revived him. On the first warm sunny day he suddenly + flung down his tools, and rushing out into the courtyard amazed and + terrified Mrs. Wattles and her colleagues by shouting at the top of his + voice, "Let me shout, let me shout, Richard's himself again!" "'E gave me + such a turn, Miss, with 'is carryin's on that I got the spasims again, an' + I don't know what ever I shall do if I can't find the price of a + 'alf-quartern o' gin." And I took the hint, for Mrs. Wattles's alliance + was no despicable possession among the savages of Lysander Grove. + </p> + <p> + A shed was erected in the corner of the composing-room, which served by + night as a dormitory for numbers of otherwise roofless waifs, and here + during the daytime a young Belgian and his wife set up a small factory of + monkeys up sticks, which when completed they proceeded to sell in the + streets. In another corner two Italians settled down to manufacture a + remarkable new kind of artificial flower with which they traded when + opportunity permitted. Small plaster-casts of Queen Victoria and Marat + were also manufactured here. When the influx of starving Italians + necessitated it, a kind of soup-kitchen was inaugurated over which Beppe + presided, and very busy he was kept too, manufacturing <i>minestras</i> + and <i>polenta</i>, a welcome innovation to me, I may mention, after a + long régime of small and nauseous tarts, bread and jam, and cheese. In + short, the headquarters of the <i>Tocsin</i>, besides being a printing and + publishing office, rapidly became a factory, a debating club, a school, a + hospital, a mad-house, a soup-kitchen and a sort of Rowton House, all in + one. + </p> + <p> + When I look back on the scene now, and recall all the noise and hubbub, + the singing, the discussions and disputes, the readings, the hammerings on + this side, the hangings on that, the feeding, and M'Dermott's + Shakespearian recitations, I find it very difficult to realise the amount + of hard work which I and the other few serious and earnest comrades got + through. + </p> + <p> + The chief impediment to the progress of the work, however, was Short, the + compositor. On close acquaintance with this creature, I found that he did + not belie my first impression of him as the laziest and most slovenly of + men; and I soon realised the two dominant characteristics which had made + of him a Socialist—envy and sloth. So deeply was he imbued with envy + that he was quite unable to rest so long as anyone else was better off + than himself; and although he did not care one jot for "humanity" of which + he prated so freely, and was incapable of regenerating a flea, he found in + a certain section of the Socialist and Anarchist party that degree of + dissatisfaction and covetousness which appealed to his degraded soul. + Besides which the movement afforded him grand opportunities for living in + sloth and sponging on other people. + </p> + <p> + Short was not without his humorous side, however, when only you were in + the right mood to appreciate it. His envy of the superiority which he + noted in others was only equalled by his intense contempt for himself. + </p> + <p> + I can still picture the poor brute lying with his dog in a corner of the + office amid a heap of rubbish, unwashed, unkempt (he never divested + himself of his clothes), and verminous in the extreme. There he would blow + discordant notes on a mouth-organ, or smoke his rank old pipe, eat jam + tarts, and scowl his wrath and envy on the world. If he could get hold of + some unoccupied person to whom he could retail all the latest bits of + Anarchist scandal, or from whom he could ferret out some little private + secrets, he was contented enough, or, leaning out of the office window he + would deliver a short autobiographical sketch to the interested denizens + of the surrounding courts. A small bill, posted outside the office door, + announced that Short was prepared to undertake extraneous jobs of printing + on his own account; and this was responsible for many of the queer + customers who found their way to the office of the <i>Tocsin</i>. + </p> + <p> + One of the queerest of all the queer oddities who haunted it was a small + man of hunted aspect, known to every one as the "Bleeding Lamb." He had + acquired this peculiar name from the title of a booklet which he had + written under the direct inspiration of the Holy Ghost, a sort of + interpretation of the Apocalypse, wherein was foretold a rapid termination + of the universe. The printing of the "Bleeding Lamb" was undertaken by + Short, whose dilatoriness in executing his work doubtless prolonged by a + few years the existence of the terrestrial globe. + </p> + <p> + There was all the fervour of a prophet in the eye of the "Bleeding Lamb," + but inspiration ceased here, and even what there was of inspired and + prophetic in his eye was overcast by a certain diffident and deprecating + look. He was the victim, poor man, of a twofold persecution in which + heaven and earth joined hands to torment him—the archangel Michael + and the Metropolitan police being the arch offenders. + </p> + <p> + One of the first things that struck you about the Bleeding Lamb was the + helpless look of his feet. They were for ever shuffling and stumbling, + getting in the way, and tripping up himself and others. His hands too had + a flabby and inefficient expression, and his knees were set at a wrong + angle. His stature was insignificant, his colouring vague; longish hair + and beard of a colourless grey matched the grey of his prophetic and + persecuted eye. + </p> + <p> + He would enter the office furtively, and cast a rapid glance round as + though he almost expected to find the archangel Michael or an inspector of + the Metropolitan police lurking in a corner, and it would take him some + few seconds before he could muster up sufficient courage to inquire, as + was his invariable custom, whether anyone had been round to ask after him. + On being assured that no one had called for that purpose he appeared + relieved, and gradually, as he became more and more reassured, he would + warm to his subject of the coming cataclysm, and launch out into prophecy. + "Ah," he exclaimed to me one day after a long discourse on the universal + destruction at hand, "won't Queen Victoria just shiver in her shoes when + she receives the revised edition of the 'Bleeding Lamb.' Little does she + dream at this moment of what is in store for her." I recollect also that + Nelson was in some way connected with his prophecies and his perplexities, + but in what particular connection is not quite clear to my mind. The + sympathy which he apparently felt for the Anarchists was, I suppose, due + to the fact that they too were engaged—on a somewhat smaller scale + it is true—on a policy of destruction, and also to their avowed + antagonism to the law and the police, whether metropolitan or otherwise. + </p> + <p> + The Bleeding Lamb had a formidable rival in the field of prophecy in the + person of another strange frequenter of our office—a demure-looking + gentleman named Atkinson who professed to be the reincarnation of Christ, + and who preached the millennium. He was a less depressed-looking person + than the Bleeding Lamb—whom he treated with undisguised contempt—and + affected a tall hat and Wellington boots. The Lamb, on his side, denounced + the Messiah as a fraud, and went so far as to suggest that he had only + taken to prophecy when the alteration in the fashion of ladies' pockets + compelled him to abandon his original profession. "That Lamb is not quite + right in the upper storey," whispered Atkinson to me one day; "he may even + become dangerous, poor creature!" Shortly afterwards I was taken aside by + the gentleman in question who warned me to keep my purse in safety as + "that Messiah is no better than a common thief." + </p> + <p> + The approach of either of these prophets was invariably the signal for a + stampede on Short's part, who, never having completed his work, dreaded + encountering the mournful scrutiny and reproachful bleating of the Lamb no + less than the sad, stern rebukes and potential Wellington boots of the + Messiah. Into no single item of the day's programme did he put so much + zest as into the grand dive he would make into any available hiding-place, + and he would lie for hours flat on his stomach under M'Dermott's bed + sooner than "face the music." + </p> + <p> + One day the perspiring Lamb entered the office red in the face and + considerably out of breath, rapidly followed by a lugubrious individual, + talking volubly in an argumentative monotone. This person seemed to be + very indignant about something. + </p> + <p> + "Marcus Aurelius was a just ruler and a philosopher," he was saying, "and + he saw the necessity for suppressing the Christian factions. He was among + the severest persecutors of the early Christians.—What does that + argue, you fool?" + </p> + <p> + "Nothing against my contention with regard to the seven-headed beast in + the Apocalypse," replied the Bleeding Lamb with a defiant snort. + </p> + <p> + "The seven-headed beast has nothing to do with the case," retorted his + interlocutor, putting all the warmth into his monotonous drawl of which he + appeared capable. "The seven-headed beast can't alter history, and my case + is conclusively proved in the course of this little work, to the + production of which I have devoted the best years of my life. The + seven-headed beast indeed! Pshaw for your seven-headed beast, you + dunder-headed dreamer!" + </p> + <p> + Whilst I gazed on dumbfounded at this little scene, making futile efforts + to grasp the vexed point under discussion, the strange new-comer, whom the + Lamb addressed as Gresham, deposited on the floor a huge and shapeless + brown-paper parcel, under whose weight he was staggering, and sitting down + by its side he carefully untied the string, and dragged triumphantly forth + tome after tome of carefully-written MSS., which he proceeded to read out + without further preamble. + </p> + <p> + "'Atheism <i>v.</i> Christianity,'" he drawled, commencing at the title, + "'being a short treatise on the Persecutions of the Early Christians, the + object of which is to prove that they were persecuted by the just emperors + and protected by the unjust; that, consequently, they were wrong; that + Christianity is wrong, and the Deity a palpable fraud; by Tobias Jonathan + Gresham,'—and let the seven-headed beast in the Apocalypse put that + in his pipe and smoke it!" casting a defiant glance at the Bleeding Lamb. + </p> + <p> + As this concluding remark was made in the same monotone as the foregoing + sentence, I was at some loss to determine whether or not it formed part of + the title of that momentous work. + </p> + <p> + The Bleeding Lamb here cast me a knowing glance, which said as plainly as + words that his unfortunate acquaintance was mad, but that it was as well + to humour him, and so he magnanimously sat down on a stool facing his + rival, while the latter proceeded to read out his book, which was destined + soon to mount up the long list of Short's sins of typographical omissions. + This was but the herald of a long series of readings from the "short + treatise," which were carried on at intervals for some weeks. Minute after + minute and hour after hour Gresham drawled on from one tedious reiteration + to another, never raising his voice nor altering its key, till a sense of + dizziness overcame his audience, and his voice became as the singing in + one's ears which accompanies high fever or heralds a faint. Indeed I have + never suffered from fever or faintness since that date without my + sensations recalling Gresham's dreary, argumentative drawl; then gradually + his voice would grow fainter and somewhat spasmodic, until at length it + gave way to snores, as the weary Lamb and the atheist Lion, like the kid + and the leopard of Isaiah, sank down together in a confused heap on the + floor, and there slept out a miniature fulfilment of the word of the + prophet. + </p> + <p> + Then there was a Polish count who found his way to the <i>Tocsin</i>—a + most deplorable aristocratic débris, who might have stepped straight out + of the pages of Dostoievsky. I never set eyes on a more depressed-looking + mortal than Count Voblinsky. He looked as though he bore on his bent + shoulders the weight of all the ill-spent lives in Christendom. He was a + damp, unwholesome-looking man, whose appearance suggested long confinement + in a cellar. He was pale and hollow-eyed, and almost mouldy; altogether a + most cadaverous-looking person. He was always attired, even at eleven + A.M., in an old dress suit, green and threadbare with age, and a furry + tall hat, into which garments he seemed to have grown and taken root. But + despite the decay of his person and his attire, there was a certain degree + of aristocratic refinement about Voblinsky's features, last ghastly traces + of his ancient nobility. He vaguely recalled to my mind a long-ago + Continental trip of my childhood, and an unfortunate elephant in the + Marseilles Jardin des Plantes who, from long inactivity in the corner of + his cage, had become overgrown with moss. There was the same incongruous + touch of erstwhile nobility, the same decay, the same earthy smell. By + what shady and circuitous paths had the unfortunate count reached this + unhappy pass? Perhaps his wife was responsible; for if ever woman was + calculated not to lead her mate on to higher and better things it was the + Countess Voblinska. The countess was worse than slovenly: she was + downright dirty. Her tumbled, frowsy hair, with patches of golden dye in + it, was surmounted by an appalling hat of incongruous dimensions and + shape, trimmed with what appeared to be archaeological relics, thick in + dust. To approach it brought on a perfect paroxysm of sneezing. Her + clothes, which were very greasy and never brushed, hung together by + strings, tatters, and safety-pins. Her hands and face were begrimed with + several coats of dirt, and a top coat of <i>poudre de riz</i>. No ordinary + imagination dared speculate on what lay hidden beneath those tattered rags + she wore. She gesticulated much, and discoursed on the subject of some + lecture she was to give, in the intervals of volleying forth abuse and + swearing in Parisian argot at her long-suffering husband, who received it + all with most ludicrous courtesy. Often a strong smell of gin mingled with + the eloquent flow of the countess's language. + </p> + <p> + On the whole, however, the Anarchists and their queer associates might be + regarded as a fairly temperate set. One of the most potent causes of drink + is the monotony of the existences led by most people, the hopeless + dreariness of their confined, narrow lives, the total lack of interest and + excitement. This is not the case in revolutionary circles, where not only + are there plenty of ideas afloat to occupy men's minds and distract them + from the narrow circle of their dreary domestic lives, but where also the + modern craving for excitement, factitious or otherwise, finds plenty of + nourishment. + </p> + <p> + The office of the <i>Tocsin</i>, however, did not lack the occasional + presence of the habitual drunkard. There was one queer fellow who + frequently put in a dissipated appearance for the purpose of complaining + of the ill-usage to which his wife's tongue subjected him. He looked + forward to the Social Revolution as the only escape from this thraldom, + and certainly no man ever made more strenuous, albeit ill-directed + efforts, on its behalf. + </p> + <p> + Then there was a bibulous Welshman who at times would startle the unwashed + denizens of the neighbouring slums by appearing in a tall hat and + irreproachable shirt front. He was a doctor by profession, who succeeded + in maintaining a certain reputation in polite circles, but an alcoholic + soaker by inclination, one of those men who somehow contrive to keep ahead + of ruin by sleeping out periods of financial distress in friends' houses. + </p> + <p> + Our proof-reader was a benevolent old gentleman of obsolete customs, who + in an age of open-air cures still wore a mouth and nose respirator. He was + such an eminently respectable person that I never could quite understand + why he associated himself with anything so disreputable as the <i>Tocsin</i>. + I always half suspected that he came there principally on my account, + chivalrously determined that I should not be surrounded <i>solely</i> by + scum. But besides this motive he had some pretensions to being a man of + advanced views, and was a purchaser of "advanced" literature. The + introduction of this into the precincts of his home was a great trial to + his better half, who had no kind of sympathy with such leanings. + New-fangled ideas of any description were tabooed by her, and all + preachers and holders of such she unconditionally consigned to hell-fires. + Her husband she regarded as a brand to be snatched from the burning, and + she and a few select female relatives worked hard to snatch him. But + although new-fangled ideas on social organisation and political economy + were bad enough, one thing alone was beyond all human endurance to the + mind of Mrs. Crawley, and that one thing was free-love. + </p> + <p> + One day Mr. Crawley brought home "The Woman Who Did," and neglected to + conceal it. It was found by his wife lying on the dining-room sofa. + </p> + <p> + "My fingers itched to seize and burn the impudent huzzy, lying there as + unconcerned as though she had been the 'Private Meditations and Prayers of + the Rev. Bagge,'" Mrs. Crawley confided to her Aunt Elizabeth, "but it was + a six-shilling book, and I knew how Crawley valued it, and for the life of + me I did not dare touch it." + </p> + <p> + It was a sore trial indeed to Mrs. Crawley to live under the same roof + with such a person, but she dared not so far outrage the feelings of one + whom she had sworn to love, honour, and obey, as to execute the offending + lady. She long meditated some revenge, some outlet for her outraged + feelings; it was long in coming, but come it did at last. The "Man Who + Didn't" followed in the footsteps of his irregular mate, and in a + fourpenny-halfpenny edition. This was more than the worthy matron could + stand, and either he or she herself must leave the house. She summoned + Aunt Elizabeth, a lady of irreproachable moral standard, the whites of + whose eyes had a habit of turning up spasmodically, and the corners of + whose mouth down, and to her she unburdened her feelings. + </p> + <p> + "My dear Eliza," she said, "I have too long tolerated 'The Woman Who Did,' + but when it comes to the 'Man Who Didn't,' that—er—well, that + disgusting 'Man Who Didn't'—and how am I to know that he didn't, the + brazen creature!—it is time I asserted my authority. I cannot and I + will not stand him." + </p> + <p> + The offending and irresolute gentleman was then seized upon with a pair of + tongs, carried in solemn procession to the remotest room in the house, and + burnt. The sanctity of matrimony had reasserted its rights. + </p> + <p> + A young bank clerk who accompanied Crawley to the office was a type of + what I might call the conscientiously unprincipled man. It being wrong to + steal, he made a point of annexing small objects. Cleanliness is next to + godliness, and he devoted himself heroically to dirt; it was not at all + his natural tendency, and the more disagreeable he found it the more + strenuous was he in its pursuit. Being by nature punctual, he made it an + absolute point of honour never to keep an appointment; and, as a lover of + domestic peace, he was for ever working his way into scrapes and rows. He + was a comical object, with his limp yellow hair brushed ferociously on + end, and his mild yellow eyes scowling defiance at mankind. + </p> + <p> + When the Cuban revolution broke out a wave of sympathy for the oppressed + islanders passed over the whole civilised world, and nowhere did this find + a warmer echo than in the Anarchist party and the <i>Tocsin</i> group. + Many Anarchists were in favour of going out to the assistance of the + insurgents. Opinion was divided on the question. Some said: "It is our + duty to remain in Europe to carry on the work of Anarchist propaganda + here. The Cuban revolution is a race struggle, and no concern of ours." + Others said: "We Anarchists are internationalists, and in whatsoever part + of the world there is revolt against oppression, and wherever the + revolutionary forces are at work, there is our opportunity to step in and + direct those forces into the proper course, towards Anarchism." These + Anarchists saw in the uprising of this small and comparatively + insignificant race against the Spanish throne the possible dawn of a + wider, vaster struggle, in which the whole world would join hands to lay + low thrones, altars, and judgment seats. + </p> + <p> + A small band of Italian comrades, led by an adventurous Sicilian, got up a + subscription for the purpose, and left the office of the <i>Tocsin</i>, + amid great revolutionary enthusiasm, to journey to the assistance of the + insurgent island. Only one of their number ever returned alive to Europe + to tell of the horrors and hardships of the fierce struggle there endured, + of the cruelty of the Spaniards, and the uselessness of the fight from the + Anarchist point of view. + </p> + <p> + The Cuban fever was very catching, and after the departure of this first + band there was a regular epidemic of departure at the <i>Tocsin</i>. + Carter and Simpkins turned up at the office one afternoon very much in + earnest about it all and persuaded that a little British grit was what was + needed in Cuba, "to keep things humming." Simpkins recalled his old army + days and the valour he had several times displayed when under the + influence of liquor. He waved an old belt appertaining to those times, and + would, I believe, have sung something about the Union Jack and the beer of + old England, had not his friend recalled him to a better sense of his duty + as an Anarchist and Internationalist. It appeared that Carter had come + into a small sum of money consequent on the death of an uncle, with which + he was bent on paying their passage out to Cuba. "What is an Anarchist to + do in this wretched country?" he asked. "I am tired of lying in bed + waiting for the revolution. It's too slow coming." "Yah!" muttered Short + under his breath to me, "the springs are out of order, and he finds it + hard. That's about how much he cares for the revolution." + </p> + <p> + After Carter and Simpkins had taken their leave of the staff of the <i>Tocsin</i> + I watched a very moving scene from the window, when they bade good Mrs. + Wattles farewell. The good lady was very deeply affected, and with tears + in her eyes she begged them to think again before betaking themselves to + "them furrin' parts" where she had heard "the drink was something awful + and not fit for a Christian stomach." She was only half reassured when + told that rum came from somewhere in that direction. + </p> + <p> + But Carter and Simpkins never reached Cuba. Some few minutes' walk from + the office of the <i>Tocsin</i>, at the corner of Lysander Grove, stood an + inviting house of call, the "Merry Mariners," where the valiant warriors + dropped in on their way, to refresh themselves, perhaps in anticipation of + the dreary prospect which Mrs. Wattles's words had opened before them. + When several hours later Short returned from his accustomed evening stroll + round the neighbourhood, he described with great relish the pitiable + termination of their voyage. He had found Carter just sober enough to cart + his incapacitated disciple home on a wheelbarrow, after which he painfully + betook himself to his bed, there to bemoan the tardiness of the + revolution, and the broken condition of the spring mattress. + </p> + <p> + "And won't his guv'nor just give Simpkins a ragging when he gets home. + He'll give him Cuba," gloated the unsympathetic printer. + </p> + <p> + Another relief expedition from the <i>Tocsin</i> met with scarcely more + brilliant success. Beppe and Meneghino set out under the guidance of old + M'Dermott, on tramp to Cardiff, whence they hoped to work their way out to + the insurgent island. They, too, set out full of brave hopes and generous + enthusiasm, but with too confident a trust in the beneficence of + Providence as caterer to their material needs on the journey. Before a + fortnight had elapsed, they also were back at the office, Beppe bearing + the poor old Irishman on his shoulders in a quite crippled and exhausted + condition. He had to be put to bed, and remained there several weeks, + before he was in a fit state to get about again. They all complained + bitterly of the inhospitality of the country-folk to whom they had + appealed for help, and of the uncourteous reception they had met with in + the Cardiff docks. Poor Meneghino reached London barefooted, his faithful + canvas bag hanging disconsolately over his shoulder—and all with + woefully vacant stomachs. They formed a comically dismal group as they + collapsed into the office in an exhausted heap. + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <p> + Amid these many strange and dubious, ludicrous or pathetic characters, + some few heroic figures appeared. From time to time there came into our + midst Vera Marcel, the Red Virgin of the barricades, the heroine of the + Commune of Paris—a woman of blood and smoke and of infinite mercies + towards men and beasts. I can see her still, almost beautiful in her + rugged ugliness, her eyes full of the fire of faith and insane fanaticism, + her hair dishevelled, her clothes uncared for. I can hear the wonderful + ring of her tragic voice as she pleaded the misery of the poor and + suffering, of the oppressed, the outcast, the criminal, the rejected, and + as it rose higher and higher to invoke fire and sword and bloodshed in + expiation. Then I seem to hear its magic and inspired ring as her + wonderful faith conjured up visions of the future when the whole of + humanity shall live in peace and brotherhood, and the knife, which in time + of revolution had shed the blood of the oppressors, shall "cut nothing + deadlier than bread." A strange gaunt figure she was, a woman who had + never hesitated at shedding blood in the good Cause, nor feared to face + death for it; but with her friends, and especially with children and dumb + animals, she was as gentle as the gentlest of her sex; and no words can + describe the extreme sweetness of her voice. + </p> + <p> + As publication time approached, all-night sittings became necessary, when + all this heterogeneous assembly met together, and amidst Anarchist song + and Anarchist enthusiasm forwarded or hindered, each in his degree, the + publication of the <i>Tocsin</i>. I can see in my mind's eye the + much-littered, overcrowded office in all the confusion of those nights, + with its dark corners hidden in shadow, where slept tired fighters weary + of the fray, and its brightly-lighted patches, under the lamps, where the + work of the night was being carried on. Some dozen voices, more or less + musical, are chanting Anarchist war-songs, and the <i>Inno di Caserio</i> + and the <i>Marseillaise</i> ring out through the open windows to the + dormant or drunken denizens of Lysander Grove. The Reincarnation is + patiently turning the wheel of the printing machine, and rolling out fresh + <i>Tocsins</i>, thinking, no doubt, of that tocsin which, at no distant + date, shall ring out from a loftier sphere to rouse the deluded + inhabitants of this globe to a different millennium from that dreamed of + by Anarchists. But, whatever his thoughts, he grinds away with much + Christian endurance and fortitude. Wainwright, who is tired after a long + turn at the wheel, subsequent to a hard day's work in the brick-yard, is + relating to a few interested listeners the strange story of his life, or + discussing points of Anarchist principle and propaganda. + </p> + <p> + Then, somehow, the Bleeding Lamb would find his way in, and looking over + at his reincarnated rival at the wheel with undisguised contempt, he + whispers: "I know what sort of a wheel his unhallowed hoof ought to be + turning!" + </p> + <p> + Armitage and Kosinski at such times would be busy folding the papers, both + absorbed in their work, happy to think that they were thus advancing the + great Cause. And Short, shivering discontentedly at the cold, or swearing + amid much perspiration at the heat, would smoke his pipe and eat his + unattractive pastry, whilst crawling into his rugs and banners, until + Beppe, in an outburst of indignation, drags him out by the scruff of the + neck and compels him to lock up the forms. + </p> + <p> + One night there was a grand banquet, for Beppe had turned in, bearing + under his long cloak a prime conditioned tom-cat, whose disconcerted mews + were rapidly ended by a dexterous twist of the neck, and whose plump + person was before long stewing in wine and vinegar in the <i>Tocsin</i> + stockpot, after his liver had been previously fried for the private + consumption of the ever-hungry Beppe. + </p> + <p> + When this succulent repast had been disposed of towards 3 A.M. (all the <i>Tocsin</i> + workers had admirable digestions) a brief respite from work ensued, during + which Beppe sang pieces of Italian opera, accompanied by Gnecco on his + mandolin, and M'Dermott treated us to brief recitations from Shakespeare. + Much stamping and gesticulation accompanied, I remember, the soliloquy of + Hamlet, and our flesh crept at the witches' incantations from "Macbeth." + The old cobbler delighted in Shakespeare and dictionaries, between the + perusal of which he spent most of his time. "Like Autolycus in the + 'Winter's Tale,'" he said to me one day, "I am a 'snapper-up of + unconsidered trifles,' and during the riots of 18—I snapped up a + sufficient number of these to enable me to set myself up with a small + library, and I did no work during eighteen months, devoting my entire time + to Shakespeare and Johnson's Dictionary." + </p> + <p> + Sometimes a phrenologist who had strayed into our midst would follow on + with a brief phrenological séance, and nothing afforded the comrades more + satisfaction than to be informed that their bumps showed undoubted + criminal propensities. + </p> + <p> + Then again the heavy roll of the machine would drown all lesser noises + with its monotonous grinding, as the most resolute and earnest among us + returned undaunted to the fray, whilst others, less energetic, curled up + on the floor in varying uncomfortable attitudes about the office—inside + the dormitory shed and out, propped against posts and type-racks, or + stretched on stacks of paper—and slumbered in blissful ignorance of + the future fortunes of the <i>Tocsin</i>. + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0008" id="link2HCH0008"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VIII. — THE DYNAMITARD'S ESCAPE + </h2> + <p> + May-Day was at hand, and we had been working all night at the office of + the <i>Tocsin</i> in order to have the paper ready in time to distribute + to the provincial groups. Since Friday morning I had hardly left the + office at all—merely going home for dinner and returning at once to + the fray—and by four o'clock Sunday morning we had rolled off the + last of the five thousand copies of the <i>Tocsin</i>, which, along with + two thousand leaflets drawn up by myself and Armitage, were ready for + distribution. The 1st of May fell on the following Wednesday, and we had + for once the satisfaction of knowing that we had taken Time by the + forelock. + </p> + <p> + Short had retired to his shake-down in the dormitory about midnight, and + the loud creaking of his boots against the boards was the only sign he + gave of life. Kosinski, Armitage, and Giannoli, after making up and + addressing the last parcel, had left for their respective abodes; Beppe + and Meneghino, having turned the wheel the whole evening, had fallen to + sleep exhausted, stretched on a bench in the machine-room; and I, after + having partaken of a cup of tea and some hot buttered toast which old + M'Dermott had provided for me, sat nodding and dozing on one side of the + fire. The old cobbler had fallen fast asleep on the other side while + poring over a dictionary, noting down sonorous and impressive-sounding + words with which to embellish the oration he intended to deliver on + May-day in Hyde Park. + </p> + <p> + About half-past five, just as the first cold rays of the chilly spring + dawn cast a ghastly blue light on the dormant figures around me, deadening + the yellow flame of the lamp which was burning itself out, I was roused + from my torpor by a light rap at the outside door. In the office all was + quiet, but for the heavy and rhythmic snores of the weary comrades, and + wondering who could claim admittance at such an unearthly hour, I rose + with a shiver and opened the door. To my surprise I found myself face to + face with Bonafede. + </p> + <p> + Since that bitter January day when Bonafede and his companions had emerged + from the London fog and made their unexpected entrance on the scene of the + <i>Tocsin</i>, I had not seen very much of him, though we had never quite + lost sight of one another, and I frequently heard his news through mutual + friends. As I have already stated, Gnecco and Bonafede had retired to + lodgings in the Italian quarter in the unsavoury neighbourhood of Saffron + Hill. They had a little money, but only enough to last for two or three + weeks. Gnecco had a few valuables in the shape of a gold watch and chain, + a pearl breast-pin, and a fur-lined coat, and he soon had recourse to my + friendly help to dispose of these articles to the best advantage with a + pawnbroker, and on the proceeds, eked out by some small help which he + received from his family, he managed to rub along, and he and his mandolin + were soon familiar features at the office. But with Bonafede the case was + different. He was a man of too active and independent a character to be + long idle. He was by profession an engineer, and in Italy, before his + career had been interrupted by his political activity, he had held an + important post on the Italian railways. But for many years his life had + been a stirring one, and he had learned to turn his hand to whatever + offered, and had in turn worked as a dock labourer, a sailor before the + mast, a gilder employed in church decorations, a house-decorator in a + lunatic asylum and a cutter-out of military trousers at Marseilles, a + warehouse porter and a navvy. Whatever job turned up he accepted; if it + was work at which he had no experience he would look up some comrade in + that line and get from him a few hints, and this, supplemented by reading + up particulars in some trade encyclopaedia at a public library, enabled + him to accomplish his task satisfactorily. He had hardly been in London a + fortnight when he looked about him for work, and, nothing better offering, + he engaged himself as washer-up at one of Veglio's many restaurants. After + six weeks he was rescued from the uncongenial drudgery of scullion by a + comrade, a fellow-Calabrian, who earned a good living as decorator of + West-end cafés, and who took on Bonafede to assist him in frescoing a + ceiling at the Trocadero, not, however, before the latter had laid the + foundations of a <i>lega di resistenza</i> between the Italians employed + in restaurant kitchens. At the end of a month the ceiling was painted, and + Bonafede parted company with his compatriot, pocketing Ģ10, plus his keep + whilst the job lasted. One of his first steps was to visit me at the + office of the <i>Tocsin</i> and arrange for the printing of an Italian + pamphlet and of a booklet of revolutionary songs, the production of + Gnecco, which were to be smuggled into Italy for distribution. The cost of + paper and carriage of these works ran into the better part of Ģ3. With the + remaining cash in his pocket, Bonafede went to look up old friends and + comrades in the French and Italian quarters. A's wife was expecting her + confinement, B needed an outfit in order to enter on a job as waiter which + he had secured at a club; C had been out of work for three months and had + five small mites to feed and clothe, and so forth. At the end of this + expedition rather less than 15s. remained in his pocket, and once more he + sought employment. This time he got taken on by a contractor who asphalted + the London streets, a work done entirely by Italians. Here he remained for + nearly two months, during which time he organised the men into a union and + induced them to strike for better conditions. The men won their point, and + returned to work on the condition that the agitator who had got up the + strike should be dismissed, and Bonafede left of his own accord, unwilling + to cause loss to the men by prolonging the struggle. After a few weeks' + enforced idleness, during which he was lost sight of by the comrades, he + reappeared one evening at a group meeting held at our office, and informed + us that he was taken on as electrician at the Monico. + </p> + <p> + Ten days had now passed since I last saw him, and my expression was + eloquent of my amazement at his unexpected appearance. + </p> + <p> + "You are surprised at my coming at such an unusual hour, Comrade," he + began with his strong Calabrian accent; "but you will understand when I + tell you that ever since yesterday evening I have been awaiting an + opportunity to get round here without being followed by my guardian angels + of Scotland Yard. Gnecco told me that you were passing the night in the + office, and so I seized on a favourable moment and came." He stopped, + glanced round the room, walked up to the bench on which the two Italians + were sleeping the sleep of the just, and having satisfied himself that no + one could overhear us he explained the motive of his visit to me. + </p> + <p> + "You doubtless know that Jean Matthieu, suspected of complicity in the + P.... bomb explosions, has been hiding in London for some time past." I + nodded assent: he had even been pointed out to me one evening by Giannoli + at a meeting in the East End. + </p> + <p> + "Well, since yesterday we have the certainty that the police are on his + track, that they are aware of his whereabouts. It has become absolutely + necessary for him to leave London without further delay—within the + next twenty-four hours. Everything is arranged. The police will be + watching the Continental trains, so he will go for the present to + Leicester, and stay with a comrade who has a French wife, and who will + pass him off as his wife's uncle. From there we hope, within a week or so + to get him off to America; but all this requires money: the least that we + can give him is twenty pounds. I had five by me, left with me to make use + of for the Cause, a few French comrades have handed me over another seven. + But we are still in need of eight pounds to make up the necessary sum. + Could you let us have it?" + </p> + <p> + The last days of the month always found me at the end of my resources. I + had but two pounds in my purse. "What a pity," I exclaimed, "that you + could not let me know yesterday! Today is Sunday; it will be impossible + for me to get at any money. Raymond is certain only to have a pound or two + on him, if he has as much; the Bank is closed. I have some jewellery by me + on which I could easily raise ten or twelve pounds, but the pawn-shops are + not open on Sundays. What am I to do? Can you not wait until tomorrow?" + </p> + <p> + Bonafede explained that every minute was of consequence: Matthieu must + leave at once or he would inevitably be arrested. We both remained silent, + hesitating, for a few minutes. At last he spoke: "Madame Combrisson has + the money by her, I am sure, but she will never give it. You say, however, + you have some jewellery that you would be willing to pledge: perhaps with + that as security she would advance us the money. Anyhow we can but try." + </p> + <p> + It was arranged that I should go home for my valuables and repair to the + house of the Combrissons, where, Bonafede informed me, Matthieu was at + that moment concealed. + </p> + <p> + "But do you think he is safe there?" I inquired. + </p> + <p> + "Oh yes, perfectly. Jules is a good comrade, and both he and his wife have + every reason to wish to remain on good terms with the Anarchists. They + know on which side their bread is buttered. I shall go now and you will + find me at the Combrissons'." + </p> + <p> + I knew the French couple well by reputation, though I had never yet + crossed their threshold. Combrisson had come over to England some twelve + years ago; he had been mixed up in the Anarchist propaganda, and had seen + fit to expatriate himself; it was rumoured that he had been actively mixed + up with a gang of coiners, amongst whom were several Anarchists who + thought it good warfare to make the hated bourgeois pay for the propaganda + by falsifying the currency. They had not been long in London when they + took a large house in Grafton Street, letting out rooms to comrades. They + also kept on the ground floor a small <i>depôt</i> of foreign + revolutionary literature, and received for a consideration the + correspondence of the refugees. Combrisson, who worked as a carpenter and + joiner, had the reputation of being a good comrade, and always set down to + his wife's account all actions not strictly in accordance with the + principles of solidarity, such as turning out comrades who did not pay + their rent, refusing small loans and subscriptions, and such like. + </p> + <p> + By eight o'clock I was in Grafton Street. As I turned down the corner + which leads from the Tottenham Court Road, I became aware that I was being + followed. A young man with a sandy moustache, a celestial nose, and fishy + blue eyes, got up to look like a counter-jumper on a holiday, whom I had + long since learned to know as Detective Limpet, was walking a few steps + behind me on the other side of the road. I stopped at Number 9, my + destination, and I saw Limpet likewise stop outside a public-house which + stood opposite, and exchange a few words with a hulking brute leaning + against the wall, characterised by a heavy jaw, lowering brows, and a + strong Irish brogue, in whom I recognised Detective O'Brien. They both + turned their eyes on me as I stood on the door-step pulling the bell + handle, and I saw a stupid grin overspread the countenance of the Limpet. + </p> + <p> + The door was opened by a little maid-of-all-work who seemed doubtful as to + whether she should let me in or no, till a head adorned with curl-papers + appeared above the kitchen steps, calling out in a shrill voice, "Jane, + you fool, show the young lady in." + </p> + <p> + Next minute I was in the front kitchen, where Madame Combrisson, her + husband, and Bonafede awaited me. + </p> + <p> + The house was a good-sized, solidly-built one, originally intended for a + gentleman's residence, but fallen now on evil days. An odour of fried + onions and sawdust pervaded the establishment, for Madame Combrisson + boarded three or four of her lodgers, regaling them principally on "<i>soupe + ā l'ognon</i>," and Combrisson carried on in the back kitchen his + carpentry business at which he kept these same lodgers employed, paying + them in kind with food and house-room, and doling out a few shillings now + and again as pocket-money. In this way he succeeded in combining + philanthropy and business, and though, after a few months, his employees + invariably left as soon as they had learned a little of the English + language and English prices, still there were always new-comers willing, + nay anxious, to replace them. + </p> + <p> + After a few preliminary words of introduction, I produced the jewellery + for Madame Combrisson's inspection. She was a small wiry woman, with hard, + covetous grey eyes, grizzled hair screwed up in a tight knot on the top of + her head, a nose like the beak of a bird of prey, and thin blue lips. Her + eyes lit up as her hands turned over the little diamond brooch and + finely-chased gold bracelet which I submitted to her inspection. + </p> + <p> + "Of course I am not a judge," she said, "but I should think we could + easily raise a little money on these. I wish I had it myself, I would + willingly give it for the Cause, but, <i>que voulez vous, mademoiselle</i>? + we are but poor folk; however, I know some one near here who might perhaps + be able to oblige us; I will go and see." + </p> + <p> + Bonafede winked at me and I could see that he considered the matter + settled. He and Combrisson left the kitchen and I remained alone with + madame, who proceeded to take her fringe out of the curl-papers, and to + exchange her petticoat and red flannel jacket for a somewhat rusty black + dress. Whilst performing her toilette she eyed me carefully. I noticed + that since she had inspected the jewellery she had involuntarily assumed a + more respectful tone in addressing me. "I hear from the comrades that you + are very active in the Cause, mademoiselle; have you been long in the + movement?" + </p> + <p> + I replied that it was getting on for two years. + </p> + <p> + "And your family, are they Anarchists also?" + </p> + <p> + I explained that my parents were dead and that I was the only one of my + family who worked in the movement. She seemed surprised at this + information, "But you must be rich," she said: "that jewellery you have + brought is very beautiful; you are young, you could enjoy yourself, mix + with those of your own class; why do you work in a printing-office + instead?" + </p> + <p> + "But I am an Anarchist. We must all do what we can to help the Cause, I do + my best; not more, however, than other comrades." + </p> + <p> + She seemed by now to have summed me up, though I was evidently still + somewhat of a mystery to her, and she merely said:— + </p> + <p> + "Oh, of course we are all Anarchists; we all do our best for the Cause." + </p> + <p> + As she was leaving, Bonafede came down and said that Matthieu would like + to see me if I saw fit, and together we mounted to the back attic where + the dynamitard was concealed. + </p> + <p> + Nobody could have guessed on sight that the puny little man before me + could be the dreaded Anarchist for whom the police of Europe had been + searching high and low during the past seven months. Matthieu was a tailor + by trade, and his physique bore traces of the sedentary work and of the + long hours passed in close unhealthy rooms. He was slightly hunchbacked, + his chest narrow and hollow, his legs bowed; his pale blue eyes with their + swollen red lids had the strained expression of one accustomed to make use + of the last rays of daylight before lighting the lamp. His massive jaw and + firm round chin, and high narrow forehead were the only features which + revealed in him the man of action and the fanatic. Yet this was the man + who, by a series of explosions culminating in the blowing up of a police + station, had spread terror in the ranks of the French bourgeoisie. + </p> + <p> + We shook hands, and I told them how I had been followed by Detective + Limpet and how he and O'Brien were stationed opposite the house. + </p> + <p> + "Yes," said Bonafede, "it is certain that they suspect Matthieu's presence + here; we must try to get rid of them in some way for a short while; set + them off on some false scent, so as to enable our comrade to leave the + house." + </p> + <p> + "If you would only let me do as I wish," broke in Matthieu, "I would soon + be out of this. I have a good revolver and I am not afraid to use it. I + would make a rush for it, and ten to one I should get off scot-free; and + anyhow better be taken fighting than caught like a rat in a hole." + </p> + <p> + We both tried to dissuade him, arguing that there was always time to take + such a step, and that with a little patience and ingenuity it was almost + certain that a means would be found for his safe escape. + </p> + <p> + In a few minutes Madame Combrisson entered the room. She handed me over + Ģ10 and a receipt for the pledges, adding that her friend would not be + induced to lend more. I handed the sum over to Bonafede. He had now Ģ22 in + hand, so that the financial side of the difficulty was solved. Madame + Combrisson, however, had news. A neighbour had informed her that Chief + Inspector Deveril had been seen in the street, and that, after giving + instructions to his two subordinates not to move from their post of + observation, he had left, it was supposed, in order to procure a + search-warrant. This news filled us with alarm. Almost any minute now the + police might claim entrance to the house, and then Matthieu would + inevitably be caught. What was to be done? I was told off to look out of a + front window from behind a curtain and report on the situation, but only + to return with the news that Limpet and O'Brien were both leaning airily + on their sticks studying the heavens with imperturbable calm. Matthieu was + growing restless. He walked up and down the small room like a caged beast, + nervously clutching at the revolver which he kept in his trouser pocket. + Madame Combrisson kept bemoaning her fate, saying that it would be the + ruin of her house if the police entered. Bonafede alone remained calm and + collected. At last he exclaimed, looking at his watch, "It is now past + eleven, in another half-hour the public-houses will open, let us hope that + our friends below may turn in to refresh themselves. In that minute + Matthieu must escape; we must have everything ready; he had better change + his clothes and disguise himself as much as possible. We will leave + together; we are both armed, and if the worst comes to the worst we will + sell our lives dearly." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, my poor house, my poor house!" moaned madame, "this business will be + the death of us all." + </p> + <p> + Bonafede turned on her savagely. "This is no time for recriminations," he + exclaimed. "Sharpen your wits and see if you cannot find some means of + getting rid of those spies. You are clever enough when it is a question of + serving your own interests." + </p> + <p> + Madame Combrisson seemed electrified by these words. + </p> + <p> + "I will try, Comrade, only give me time to think." Next minute, she + exclaimed, "How would it do to send down two of the comrades to pick a + quarrel in the street? They could start a fight, a crowd will assemble, + the detectives will go to see what is up, and you and Matthieu can avail + yourselves of the confusion to escape." + </p> + <p> + "Good!" replied Bonafede, "go and see about it at once. I will help + Matthieu to get ready, and you, Isabel, be on the look-out, and let us + know when the right moment has come." + </p> + <p> + I stationed myself behind the curtain at the front parlour window. In a + few minutes I saw a young German who lodged in the house rush up the area + steps into the street, followed by Combrisson. They were both shouting and + gesticulating loudly, and Combrisson seemed to be demanding money which + the other refused. A few passers-by stopped to listen to the two + foreigners, who danced around, growing ever more noisy; but Limpet and + O'Brien stood firm. They looked at the combatants, but seemed to consider + the matter as a joke, and only crossed over to our side of the way when + they saw a crowd begin to assemble. The quarrel between Combrisson and his + lodger began to flag when they saw that their object had failed, and the + German soon walked off in the direction of Tottenham Court Road. I watched + the detectives cross over to their former post of observation, and was + just going to inform the comrades of the negative result of this manoeuvre + when I saw Inspector Deveril coming down the street. For a second I stood + paralysed with apprehension: all was up with my friends! Next moment I had + climbed the four flights, and given the dreaded news. + </p> + <p> + Matthieu rushed to the attic window. It gave on to a wide gutter which ran + along several roofs. "This is my only means of escape. I will get into one + of these other houses by the skylight, and escape at the front door whilst + they are searching here." + </p> + <p> + "And if any one tries to stop you?" I exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + "So much the worse for them," he replied, clutching his revolver. + </p> + <p> + He was already outside the window when Bonafede spoke, advising him to + wait a minute whilst we saw what was going on. As soon as the police + knocked, he could carry out his plan. To be noticed by them on the roof + would be fatal to its success. + </p> + <p> + At that moment Combrisson rushed in. "I cannot tell what has happened. + Deveril spoke to those two spies and has walked off. The public-house has + opened, Limpet has gone inside, and only O'Brien remains on guard." + </p> + <p> + We all three went downstairs to watch proceedings, leaving Matthieu by the + window, ready at a moment's notice to put his desperate project into + execution. + </p> + <p> + Sure enough, all was quiet in the street below; passers-by were hurrying + home to their Sunday dinners, the smell of which pervaded the street and + house, and O'Brien stood at the door of the opposite pub, leaning + gracefully on his stick and gazing at the windows of our house. We stood + watching for about a quarter of an hour, fully expecting to see the police + appear; the room had gradually filled with the lodgers, all on the <i>qui + vive</i>, and jabbering fluently in foreign tongues. As nobody came and + all seemed quiet, Bonafede and I returned upstairs to reassure Matthieu. + </p> + <p> + In a few minutes we heard a ring at the door. + </p> + <p> + "It is they!" we exclaimed, and Matthieu leapt to the window, whilst + Bonafede rushed to the door, which burst open, giving admittance to a + strange-looking figure. The new-comer had the slight build and nervous + carriage of a Frenchman, but was got up in the most aggressively British + attire. Clean-shaven, with a short bulldog pipe in the corner of his + mouth, a billycock hat set rather jauntily on his head, a short, + drab-coloured overcoat of horsy cut, black and white check trousers, + red-skin riding gloves, square-toed walking shoes, a light cane, and a + rose in his buttonhole; you would have taken him at first sight for a + sporting tipster. Matthieu, who had stopped short at this sudden + apparition, and Bonafede, both stood staring in amazement. The new-comer + looked at them with a wicked twinkle in his eye, and burst out into a + hearty laugh. + </p> + <p> + "Why, it is you, Sylvestre," the Italian at last said, whilst Matthieu + jumped down into the room. "But what on earth have you done to yourself? I + should never have recognised you?" + </p> + <p> + "Ah! so I look in character, then? If you did not recognise me no wonder + that I was able to take in those gaping clodhoppers, fresh from their + turnip-fields, in the street below. I have news for you. Just listen," but + here he broke off, for, looking round the room, he had caught sight of me + (I had stood speechless in a corner whilst this scene was enacted). "First + though, my dear fellow, I must beg you to introduce me to the lady. The + emotions of the moment seem to have made you and Matthieu forget all + manners." + </p> + <p> + Bonafede turned smilingly towards me, and introduced us: "Armand + Sylvestre, a French comrade; Isabel Meredith, editor of the <i>Tocsin</i>." + </p> + <p> + The Frenchman made me an elegant and profound bow in strange contrast with + his sporting appearance, removing his hat, which he had till then kept on. + </p> + <p> + "But what has happened to you, Sylvestre?" exclaimed Matthieu. "Your hair + has turned purple." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, for Heaven's sake don't look at my hair. A most awful fate has + befallen it. Yesterday I heard from Cotteaux that you intended leaving + soon, so I settled to come down here this morning, and thought it would be + as well to disguise myself; one never knows, one can sometimes get such a + lot of fun out of those heavy-witted, pudding-eating police. So I asked + Marie to go into a West End hairdresser's and procure some black hair-dye, + as I know my gold locks are well known to our friends below. She asked for + some, explaining that it was for theatricals, and last night I tried it. + With what result you see!—and mind I only made up my mind to come + out after washing it some dozen times. Now, with a hat on, it's not very + noticeable, but if you could have seen it last night; it had turned the + real imperial shade of purple! It was a sight for the gods!" + </p> + <p> + We all laughed heartily at his adventure, the humour of which was + heightened by the mock pathos and tragedy with which he narrated it. But + Matthieu, who was straining his ears to catch the slightest sound + downstairs, asked him to proceed with his news. + </p> + <p> + "<i>Oh, mais vous saves, mademoiselle, votre pays est tout-ā-fait épatant</i>," + he began, turning to me. "As I came down the street I noticed Deveril + speaking with those two satellites of his outside the 'Cat and Mouse.' I + at once guessed something was up here, and thought I would try and pump + them, so I walked into the bar and asked in my best English accent for a + whisky and soda, throwing down a half-sovereign to pay for it, and began + talking about racing bets with the barman. As I expected, after a few + minutes, Limpet entered, asking for a glass of bitter; he soon got + interested in our talk. I was giving tips with the air of a Newmarket + jockey, and as he had finished his drink I offered to treat him. He + hesitated, saying that he was in a hurry, and I then pumped the whole tale + out of him, how he and his comrade were watching this house, where they + had reason to know that a dangerous French Anarchist was concealed, and so + forth and so on. + </p> + <p> + "'But,' I said, 'if this is so, why do you not get a warrant to search the + house?' And he then explained to me that the inspector had wished so to + do, but that the magistrate, spite of his entreaties, had refused to sign + the warrant because it was Sunday!! Yes, this is an extraordinary country. + Society must be saved, but before everything the Sabbath must not be + broken. <i>C'est delicieux!</i> Having gained this information, I politely + wished him good day, and walked over to this house. You should have seen + the faces of those two men. I expect their mouths are open still." + </p> + <p> + We all stared at each other at this information. This, then, was the + secret of the situation. The English Sunday had saved our comrade! + Bonafede went downstairs to summon the Combrissons and relieve their + minds. We had now nearly twenty-four hours before us; it was certain that + till nine o'clock on Monday morning the search-warrant would not be + signed. In this interval Matthieu must leave the house, but how? + </p> + <p> + Sylvestre, who evidently looked upon the whole question as a good joke—<i>une + bonne blague</i>—suggested that the dynamitard should dress up in + his sporting attire; he urged that the detectives had seen him enter and + could not be surprised at his leaving, and that this would be the best + solution of the difficulty. The idea seemed feasible, and it was tried on. + Matthieu got into the check trousers and horsy overcoat, but the effect + was too ludicrous, and he was the first to laugh at the figure he cut in + the looking-glass. Something else must be found. Madame Combrisson came to + the rescue. She reminded us of a Jewish comrade, also a tailor by trade, + who was not unlike Matthieu, being slightly hunchbacked. Her idea was to + get him round, dress him in the fugitive's clothes, let Bonafede call a + cab in an ostentatious style, into which the false Matthieu was to jump + and drive off; the detectives would probably follow on their bicycles, and + then was our opportunity. Only, how to get this man on to the scene + without his advent being noticed by them? For if he were seen to enter, + the game was up; his exit would not cause surprise. We were still face to + face with the same difficulty, and Matthieu once more began to pace the + room like a wild beast in a cage. + </p> + <p> + Sylvestre broke the silence. "The only way out of the difficulty is to + disguise our man. Dress him up as a woman; he will then enter without + causing observation." + </p> + <p> + In a few minutes all was settled. I was to leave with the hand-bag in + which I had brought in the jewellery to be pawned; but this time it was to + contain a dress belonging to Madame Combrisson. With this I was to proceed + to the lodging of the Jewish comrade, Yoski, taking care to lose on the + way any detective who might be following me. Yoski was to dress himself in + the woman's clothes, and return with me to Grafton Street, care being + taken that the detectives should notice his entry. He was then to exchange + his female attire for Matthieu's clothes and drive off in a cab, as + previously arranged, and then Matthieu, in his turn donning the skirt and + blouse, was to leave the house on my arm, whilst the police would be + rushing after a red-herring. Sylvestre turned a somersault to express his + joy, and, slapping Matthieu on the shoulder, said, "Why, before long, <i>mon + vieux</i>, you will again be treading the flags of Paris, and, let us + hope, frightening the bourgeois out of their wits." + </p> + <p> + By two o'clock I was on my way. When I left the house Deveril was talking + with O'Brien over the way; Limpet had disappeared for the time being. The + inspector at once noticed my presence, and, calling to a corner-boy + lounging at the public-house door, he spoke to him, pointing me out, and + this "copper's nark" followed doggedly in my steps. Yoski lived in a + turning off the Mile-End Road, but anxious to give no inkling as to my + destination, I turned in the opposite direction, and after a lengthy <i>détour</i> + stopped at my own door. I stayed indoors nearly an hour, hoping that my + attendant's patience would give out, but he showed no signs of moving, + time was precious, and I decided to set out once more. This time I walked + down the Euston Road to the beginning of Marylebone Road, where I jumped + on to a bus going towards Maida Vale. The youth did likewise, and at the + beginning of the Kilburn High Street I descended, making my way up that + dreary road. I began to despair of ridding myself of my pursuer. I was + miles out of my way, the hours were passing, and he still dogged my steps. + I trudged along, weary and worried, weighed down with the responsibility + of my position. Suddenly my eyes caught sight of a solitary hansom coming + slowly towards me, I hurried forward, the youth was some paces behind me + on the other side of the road, and before he had time to realise what I + was up to I had boarded that hansom and shouted to the cabman, "Five + shillings, if you set me down at Baker Street Station in ten minutes," and + away we went. I looked out of the spy window in the back of the cab and + saw my "nark" standing staring in the middle of the road. At Baker Street + I took a ticket for the Edgeware Road and there I jumped into a train for + Aldgate Station. When I once more found myself in the streets I looked + carefully around me and to my relief was able to assure myself that no one + was following me. Taking a circuitous route, for greater precaution, I at + last reached my destination. + </p> + <p> + I seemed to be in a foreign country. Dark-eyed comely women and pretty + children, dressed in gay colours, were walking up and down. The shop-signs + and advertisements were mostly written in Hebrew characters, loud + conversation in a foreign language accompanied by vivacious gesticulation, + caught the ear. The narrow, dirty street was swarming with inhabitants, + the front doors were mostly open, and many people had placed chairs on the + doorsteps and pavement and were sitting out, though it would be an + euphemism to speak of enjoying the fresh air in such a neighbourhood. The + house at which I stopped was a six-roomed "cottage," but whilst I stood on + the doorstep, waiting to gain admittance, at least fourteen persons passed + in and out. At last a wizened old woman, scrutinising me suspiciously, + answered my inquiries. + </p> + <p> + "Yoski! yes, he live on the tird floor back, vis his vife and schwester. + Yes, you will find him in." + </p> + <p> + Yoski was a small, unhealthy-looking man, not much unlike Matthieu, though + darker in colouring, and of a weaker type of face. He was a serious, + silent, earnest man, a model of solidarity, regularly setting aside his + weekly contribution to the Cause out of his meagre earning on which he had + to maintain a wife and four children and a young sister. They all lived in + the one room, but one felt that this did not cause them any suffering; + they were evidently used to it. The three grown-ups were all at work when + I entered, and the children clustered round like inquisitive little + animals. I explained briefly my identity and the object of my visit, + talking English, which was not understood by his female relatives. He + nodded gravely, and said: "But I cannot change here; it would cause too + much curiosity. I will tell my wife that I must go with you for some work, + and I will go into the room of a friend of mine who is out and dress + there." He did as he said and we left the room together. + </p> + <p> + On the landing I handed him the bag. "Is everything here?" he inquired, + "hat and all?" + </p> + <p> + The hat! Who had thought of it? And yet without that it was impossible to + go out. + </p> + <p> + "Cannot you get at your wife's or your sister's?" I inquired. + </p> + <p> + "Impossible," he replied, "they would never give me a moment's peace till + they knew why I wanted it. You might, however, try with Rebecca Wiesmann; + she is a comrade and lives two streets farther down. Do not, however, tell + her all this matter; make up some story and see if you can manage." + </p> + <p> + Much doubting my success, I went round to Rebecca's. I had seen her + sometimes at meetings, but I felt that she would be surprised at my + appearance, and still more at my errand. Still there was nothing for it, + the shops were all shut, and so I went round to her. This girl lived + alone, having separated from her parents, who were strictly orthodox and + intolerant Jews. She was indeed taken aback at seeing me, but did not like + to refuse my request. I told her that I was expected at a comrade's house, + that I had been followed by detectives and wished to lose sight of them, + and she, with the foreign Jews' dread of policemen as omnipotent beings, + swallowed the tale and provided me with a showy best hat quite unlike my + own. This I donned and left with my own in a paper under my arm, in spite + of her pressing offer to keep it for me. + </p> + <p> + In a few minutes I was knocking at the door Yoski had pointed out to me. I + found him ready, carefully shaved of his moustache, and quite transformed + in appearance. The hat and veil completed the disguise. By six o'clock we + were in Grafton Street. I was relieved to find that Deveril had left, and + that only Limpet and O'Brien were on guard. They took a good stare at us + as we passed them by. + </p> + <p> + Combrisson himself opened to us. "Oh, here you are at last. We began to + fear you would never come. It has been as much as we could do to prevent + Matthieu from spoiling everything by making a rush for it. Come in, there + is not a moment to lose. Deveril may be back any minute, and he's not so + easily gulled as those two mugs." + </p> + <p> + We found Matthieu in a state of great nervous excitement. The long, + anxious hours of waiting had told on him. A nervous twitch convulsed his + mouth. He jumped spasmodically to his feet as we entered the room. "At + last," exclaimed Bonafede, with a sigh of relief on seeing us. "Now, + Matthieu," he said, laying a hand encouragingly on the man's shoulder, + "there is no time to be lost. Isabel will go downstairs whilst you two + exchange clothes. As soon as you are ready I will fetch the cabs. Be + courageous, and, above all, calm, and in half-an-hour all will be over." + </p> + <p> + I went downstairs with Madame Combrisson, and we paced nervously up and + down the front parlour. Every other minute one of us went to look out of + the window. It was nearly dark. The street lamps were lighting up, and + still the two detectives watched on the other side of the road. + </p> + <p> + "Where is Sylvestre?" I at last inquired, to break the tense silence. + </p> + <p> + "Who knows? He left about half-an-hour ago, saying he would soon be back. + He is off on some madcap expedition, you may be sure. He is a dreadful <i>farceur.</i>" + </p> + <p> + At that moment no fewer than three barrel-organs came up the street, + stopped nearly opposite the house, and started playing "The man who broke + the bank at Monte Carlo," and other similar classics. I was at the window + and saw Sylvestre go gravely up to the detectives, bow, say a few words, + and cross over to our door. Madame rushed out to open to him. + </p> + <p> + "So here you are, Mademoiselle. All is well, I hope?" he inquired. + </p> + <p> + I nodded assent. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, what a game it will be to see their faces to-morrow when Deveril + comes round with his warrant! Meanwhile, I was sure those poor devils were + boring themselves to death, so I went down to the Italian quarter and + brought back these musicians. I have just told them that I hope the music + will help them to pass a pleasant half-hour." + </p> + <p> + Just then Bonafede came down, followed by the false Matthieu. The lower + part of his face was concealed in a muffler, and the illusion was really + very deceptive. + </p> + <p> + "I am going now for the cab," said the Italian. "As soon as I return Yoski + must hurry out, jump in rapidly, and drive off. I shall be waiting for + you, Isabel, and Matthieu with a cab just by Shoolbred's; time to leave + the house five minutes after the departure of Yoski. Here is Matthieu; + you, Madame Combrisson, see if his dress is right; now I am going." + </p> + <p> + "Wait a minute," exclaimed Sylvestre, "give me a bottle of whisky and two + glasses, I will go over and offer some to the 'tecs; it will look as if I + am trying to distract their attention from Bonafede and the cab, and will + lend truth to the scene." + </p> + <p> + All passed off to perfection. As the hansom drew up, Sylvestre, with a + polite bow, offered a drink to Limpet and O'Brien. The latter caught sight + of the cab, just as the false Matthieu hurriedly jumped in, and, pushing + the Frenchman roughly aside, he leapt on his bicycle and rushed off in + pursuit just as the cab disappeared round the street corner. Bonafede had + quietly slipped off down the Tottenham Court Road. Limpet was pacing up + and down distractedly, uncertain whether to stick to his post or join his + comrade in pursuit. In five minutes' time I quietly walked out, arm in arm + with Matthieu, turning round on the doorstep to shake hands with Madame + Combrisson. We walked boldly past Limpet, and were soon at Shoolbred's, + where I left the dynamitard with Bonafede, and, taking a roundabout walk, + returned within half-an-hour to Grafton Street. In an hour's time Bonafede + joined us. "All is well!" he exclaimed; "within a couple of hours our + comrade will be safe in Leicester. It has been an anxious day, but it has + ended better than I had dared hope for." + </p> + <p> + "And now let us get some dinner," broke in Sylvestre, "I am just fainting + with hunger. Here is a sovereign, Madame; see if you can get us something + fit to eat, though I fear that, with this hateful English Sunday, + everything will be shut." + </p> + <p> + "Do not abuse the English Sunday," rejoined Bonafede, "to its sanctity we + owe our friend's escape." + </p> + <p> + We were soon enjoying a supper which Madame Combrisson got in from the + neighbouring Italian restaurant. We were all in high spirits, and laughed + and chatted freely. Limpet, and O'Brien who had returned after satisfying + himself as to the true identity of the false Matthieu, who had driven + straight home, kept pacing up and down in front of the area railings, + evidently half suspecting that we had played them a trick. + </p> + <p> + All that night we sat round the kitchen fire, chatting and dozing + alternately. At midnight Deveril came, accompanied by two other officers, + who relieved Limpet and O'Brien. The next morning, as the clock hands + pointed to 9.15, a loud rat-tat resounded through the house. Deveril, with + our two friends of the previous day, accompanied by three uniformed + policemen, were on the doorstep. Combrisson opened to them with his most + engaging smile. He politely read the warrant which the inspector handed + him, and bowed him in, saying that he was happy that he should persuade + himself that Matthieu was not, and never had been, on the premises. + Deveril seemed rather taken aback by this reception, but was too sure of + his case to feel much doubt. + </p> + <p> + Never shall I forget that man's face when, after a three hours' hunt in + every hole and corner of the building he had to come down persuaded that + his victim had escaped him. + </p> + <p> + He was perfectly green with rage. Turning to Bonafede who, with us others, + was sitting in the front parlour, he said, "Well, Signore, you have been + one too much for me on this occasion, but remember, he laughs best who + laughs last. We shall doubtless meet again soon." + </p> + <p> + Bonafede merely shrugged his shoulders and turned aside, whilst the + crestfallen Limpet, who had evidently received a severe wigging from his + superior for allowing his quarry to escape, turned on me a look of intense + hatred and hissed out, + </p> + <p> + "Remember, miss, you may not always be in London; you will yet pay me for + this!" and with this melodramatic threat he and his comrades departed + amidst the jeers of the assembled lodgers. + </p> + <p> + In the street they were met by deafening shouts of "Vive Deveril! Hurrah + for the detective force!" Sylvestre, who had slipped out a few minutes + before the arrival of the police, had assembled in the road all the + Italian comrades of the <i>Tocsin</i> group, several Frenchmen of his own + acquaintance, and four or five organ-grinders, and amidst the ironic + cheers of their enemies, the dejected guardians of law and order made + their shamefaced exit from the scene. + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0009" id="link2HCH0009"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IX. — SOME ANARCHIST PERSONALITIES + </h2> + <p> + There has been of late years a remarkable, and, on the whole, a very + futile tendency among certain men of science to dissect and classify + abnormal people and abnormal ideas, to discover that geniuses are mad, and + that all manner of well-intentioned fanatics are born criminals. + </p> + <p> + But there were elements in the Anarchist party which defied the science of + the psychological analyst, so strangely and intricately were the most + heterogeneous qualities blended in certain of their number—fanaticism, + heroism, criminality, and not unfrequently a spicing of genius. + </p> + <p> + The primary difference between the ordinary normal man and the fanatic—as + between the normal man and the madman or the genius—is the totally + different standpoint whence each views life. This it is which renders it + impossible for the normal man really to understand or judge fanatics. He + cannot grasp their motive, their point of view, and is therefore morally + incapable of judging them. + </p> + <p> + Among the Anarchists, who may be said to represent the intellectual rather + than the material side of the Socialist movement—there were many + fanatics. This fanaticism showed itself in different ways—sometimes + in the most admirable self-abnegation, in the sacrifice of wealth, + position, and happiness; frequently in abnormal actions of other kinds, + and most noticeably in deeds of violence. + </p> + <p> + Very diverse in nature were the motives which prompted the committal of + these acts of violence—these assassinations and dynamite explosions—in + different men. With some it was an act of personal revolt, the outcome of + personal sufferings and wrongs endured by the rebel himself, by his family + or his class. In others violence was rather the offspring of ideas, the + logical result of speculation upon the social evil and the causes thereof. + These Anarchists referred to their actions as Propaganda by Deed. + </p> + <p> + Émile Henry, the dynamitard of the Café Terminus, belonged to the number + of what I may call the theoretical dynamitard. His terrible acts were the + outcome of long and earnest thought; they were born of his mental analysis + of the social canker. He committed them not in moments of passion, but + with all the <i>sang froid</i> of a man governed by reason. His defence + when on trial was a masterpiece of logical deduction and eloquent + reasoning. + </p> + <p> + To the average man it is no doubt very difficult to conceive that when he + threw his bomb among the crowd in the Café Terminus, maiming and killing + indiscriminately, Émile Henry was performing his duty according to his own + lights just as much as a soldier when he obeys orders and fires on the + enemy, a city man when he embarks on the day's business, or a parson when + he preaches a sermon against prevailing vices. It was his sermon—however + vigorously preached—against the prevailing vices and injustices of + Society, and against the indifference which all classes displayed towards + these. He took upon himself to strike a blow against this indifference on + behalf of all the weaker and more unfortunate members of society. Being a + man of intellect and some culture, he could not, like his more ignorant <i>confrčres</i>, + imagine that one man or one small group of men, was responsible for these. + Earnest thought and reflection told him that if any section of society + suffered, then society at large was guilty: all the thoughtless, all the + indifferent members of society were equally responsible for its abuses. + Now this may be true enough theoretically, but no one but a fanatic or a + madman would carry the reasoning farther to the point of saying: "Society + at large is guilty; society at large must suffer. Society is fairly well + represented by the mixed crowd in a café. I will attack this crowd + indiscriminately, and kill as many of their number as I can. I will + unreluctantly end my days on the scaffold in order to accomplish this very + obvious duty;" and proceed from words to deeds. + </p> + <p> + There is something terribly, if pervertedly logical in this reasoning, and + although nothing could be farther from the attitude of the ordinary + delinquent, it is no doubt more dangerous to the peace and continuance of + society; and such was the attitude and the reasoning which rendered the + Anarchists so formidable, and which led up to many of their most terrible + outrages. Émile Henry was in his own way a well-meaning youth; kindly in + private life, frugal in his habits; studious, industrious, and free from + vice, he lived with his old mother and mixed little with his fellows, and + no one who knew him could have suspected that this quiet, studious boy + would have developed into the terrible assassin whose act sent a thrill of + horror through the world. + </p> + <p> + To Anarchists of this order, abstract ideas and opinions replaced all the + ordinary forces of life. Their every action was prompted by some theory, + and they fashioned their lives to fit their peculiar views of what it + ought to be. Émile Henry belonged to this number no less than Kosinski, + Bonafede, and certain so-called Christian Anarchists. For in some fanatics + the Anarchist ideas, instead of leading to violence, led to the absolute + negation and rejection of it. + </p> + <p> + Among the many frequenters of our office and of the weekly discussion + meetings held there, was a Christian Anarchist, one of those holding what + was known as the "non-resistance to evil" creed. He, too, was a man who + fitted his life to his ideas, who lived in ideas, whose whole being + centred round his ideas. He was a religious fanatic whose course had + deviated into strange paths. + </p> + <p> + Norbery was a pale, anxious-looking Lancashire man, with weak, restless + eyes and a resolute mouth, who did not lack a certain dignity of bearing. + </p> + <p> + Both the organisationists and the individualists united in abusing and + despising the Christian Norbery, but no amount of insults or invective + ruffled his temper or aroused his wrath. "When you preach force or use + force," he said to his opponents, "you imitate the very methods used by + Governments. You will never attain universal peace and brotherhood by such + means. As Anarchists we have no right to use other than passive + resistance, for by using coercion we are defeating our own ends and + justifying the actions of our persecutors." + </p> + <p> + The more indignant his Anarchist opponents became in the course of debate, + the calmer and more complacent grew Norbery. "Abuse me," he would say, + "insult me, use violence towards me, if you will; I shall turn the other + cheek." Once a hot-headed Italian Anarchist lost patience with him and + threw him downstairs. He lay where he fell with a sprained ankle, + repeating good words from the Sermon on the Mount, until his adversary, + overcome with shame and remorse, picked him up and bandaged his injured + limb. Once during certain strike riots in the North of England, Norbery + journeyed to the scene of trouble to preach passive measures and the + Anarchist principles to the rioters. He was dragged from his platform by + the police and badly hustled and knocked about. But Norbery was determined + on having his say; he procured a chain and padlock, chained himself to a + lamppost, threw away the key, and resumed the interrupted course of his + harangue. A large crowd gathered round the persistent orator, attracted + partly by his eloquence and partly by the novelty of his situation. The + police hurried to the scene and tried to drag him down; his coat and + shirt, torn to shreds, remained in their hands, while the semi-naked + Anarchist preached away to the constantly increasing crowd. The officers + of the law foamed with rage, and threatened and pommelled the enchained + and defenceless Norbery. Norbery grew more eloquent and more argumentative + under this treatment. Nearly an hour passed before a file could be + procured and the chain severed, and by that time Norbery had ample + opportunity to finish his discourse, and was conveyed to the police + station in a fainting and exhausted condition. + </p> + <p> + Armitage and I engaged in endless discussions with Norbery on the question + of violence, maintaining on our side that violence could only be overcome + by violence, and that, however peaceful our ultimate aims might be, force + must inevitably be used towards their attainment. We argued and adduced + reasons in support of our views, and Norbery argued and adduced + counter-reasons in support of his views, but neither the one nor the other + of us was ever in the least affected by his opponent's eloquence, and at + the end of the discussion we were all, if anything, more staunchly + persuaded of the sense and justice of our own case than at the start. So + much for the profitableness of debate between confirmed partisans. + </p> + <p> + Émile Henry was representative of the theoretical dynamitard; Matthieu, + like Ravachol, of the dynamitard by passion. A——, who belonged + rather to the Ravachol type, and ended by killing one of the crowned heads + of Europe, was during a few weeks a frequenter of the <i>Tocsin</i>. He + had turned Anarchist in revolt against the society which had cramped his + life, starved him in childhood, overworked his body, underfed his mind, + where he had found neither place nor welcome. Born into the lowest depths + of society, dragged up amid criminals and drunkards, he had spent his + early years between the streets and the jail-house, at times working his + undeveloped muscles, at other times begging or picking pockets. + </p> + <p> + "It is all very well," he said to me one day, "for those on the top rungs + of the ladder to talk of the unrelenting laws of nature and the survival + of the fittest. For my part I have felt very forcibly one great law of + nature, the law of self-preservation: the right to live when you have once + been born, the right to food and to the pleasures of life, and I + determined to survive at all costs. When my stomach is empty and my boots + let in water, the mere sight of a replete and well-clothed man makes me + feel like murder. It may be true that it is natural for the strongest and + the best men to rise above their fellows, but even this is not the case in + our society of to-day. The weakest and the worst have somehow got to the + top, and giants are bolstering up the impotence of dwarfs. These dwarfs + are crushing the life-blood out of us. We must pull them down, exterminate + them; we must turn the whole world upside down before we can create a new + and better order of things." + </p> + <p> + His action was not a theoretical protest translated into deeds; it was an + act of vengeance, of personal and class revenge. + </p> + <p> + Giannoli was a type apart. His desires and actions were responsible for + his views. They coloured and distorted his opinions and destroyed all + sense of proportion. An incident in his private life would stand up + giant-like in the way of all the doctrines in the world, dwarfing opinions + and creeds. He was a physically active man and his ideas grew out of his + life, whereas men like Kosinski might be said to abandon the material life + in the pursuit of an ideal. + </p> + <p> + Giacomo Giannoli was a man of some education, and no ordinary degree of + natural refinement and culture, one whom you would pronounce at first + sight to be a gentleman. He was the son of a fairly well-to-do builder in + a provincial town of Lombardy, and had received a good general education + in boyhood. Early left an orphan by his father's death, he had inherited + his business, and for some years he carried it on prosperously, living + with his mother and sisters. But before he was two-and-twenty his + naturally erratic disposition asserted itself, and he chafed under the + restraints and monotony of life in a small provincial town. He sold up his + business at a great loss, well-nigh ruining his family, had it not been + for his mother's small private means; and with his share of the proceeds + of the sale he travelled about for some years, leading a roving life, and + devoting most of his time and cash to the Anarchist propaganda, constantly + getting into troubles and bothers, at times in hiding, at others in + prison, always in difficulties, growing harder and harder up as the months + went by, and his moderate means slipped through his untenacious fingers. + </p> + <p> + Two convergent factors had led up to this sudden change in his life. + Firstly, an incident of a private nature which revolutionised his notions + of individual morality, and secondly, the discovery of the Anarchist + doctrines which gave form to his new views. The incident which was + primarily responsible for his new views of life, he recounted to me not + long after his arrival in London. + </p> + <p> + "It was a woman," he said, "who completely altered my views of life, and + made me see how perverted and unnatural are our ideas of sex and love and + morals, and, in short, of everything. She was an ignorant peasant girl who + lived in a neighbouring village, but a woman of rare mind and character. I + shall never forget her, nor what I owe her. I was a young fellow of some + twenty-one years at the time, and I loved this girl with all the passion + and faith of a youth of those years. Teresina loved me in return, and for + some two years we lived on happily till one day it was brought to my + knowledge that she was unfaithful to me. I was beside myself with grief + and mortification and jealous fury. For some hours I just raged up and + down my room like one demented, crying like a child one minute, cursing + and meditating revenge the next. I felt that I must have blood at all + costs to appease my passion—Teresina's or her lover's, or + somebody's. I was to meet Teresina that evening as usual towards nine + o'clock, and I thought the intervening hours would never go by. One hope + suddenly suggested itself to me, and I clung desperately to it. 'Perhaps + it is false!' I said to myself. 'I will ask Teresina. It is all a lie,' + and then 'Proofs, proofs, I must have proofs!' I cried, and once more my + thoughts turned back to murder. Thus I went through the long hours, and at + last evening came—a beautiful warm May evening, and long before the + appointed hour I was at our rendezvous in a deserted <i>podere</i> on the + mountain-side, overgrown with flags and other spring flowers, among which + the fireflies were flitting noiselessly. I had no eyes for the beauty of + the scene, however. I paced up and down waiting for my sweetheart, cursing + the treachery of women and the blindness of men. Suddenly she appeared, + dark against the clear evening sky, graceful, gay, and unconscious as + ever. Without a word of welcome I rushed at her, seized her by the arm, + and hurled forth all my accusations and all my reproaches. + </p> + <p> + "'Tell me it is not true,' I cried at last, 'tell me it is not true, or I + will kill you where you stand!' + </p> + <p> + "I expected the usual routine of tears and protestations of innocence, all + the lies and subterfuges with which women are wont to defend themselves + against the unreasoning savagery of their mates. I was disappointed. + Teresina stood perfectly silent till I had finished speaking; then without + flinching, without one instant's hesitation, she answered, 'It is true. + Every word of it is true.' + </p> + <p> + "If the moon and the stars had all dropped simultaneously out of heaven at + my feet I should not have been more astonished. The calmness of her + answer, the steady earnestness of her gaze as she looked back fearlessly + into my eyes, her utter lack of subterfuge, took away my breath. I dropped + her arm and stood staring at her, bereft of speech and understanding. At + last I blurted out stupidly that I did not understand her, that I must be + going mad, and entreated her to explain. + </p> + <p> + "'I said it was true; that I love Giordano, and have accepted his love,' + she answered. Still I did not fully grasp her meaning. + </p> + <p> + "'But, Teresina, I thought that you loved me; have you lied to me then?' I + exclaimed. + </p> + <p> + "'No, I have not lied,' she answered me. 'I have never lied to you,' and + she took my hand in her strong little hand, and led me like one blind or + intoxicated to the projecting root of a tree close by, and there sat down + by my side. + </p> + <p> + "'Listen,' she said, still holding my hand in hers, 'I ought to have told + you what I have to say before now. I only hesitated because I knew it + would cause you acute suffering at first ... until you could understand. + Believe me, I do love you as much as ever I did, and I could not bear even + the thought of living without you. I love Giordano too, in a different way + it is true, but still I love him. He has not got your mind or your heart, + or your wonderful knowledge' (she was a very ignorant girl, so far as + learning was concerned, and my small knowledge of books appeared to her + little short of miraculous, poor child!), 'but then he has some qualities + you do not possess. Well, I love him for these, and I enjoy being with him + in a quite different way from what I experience with you.' + </p> + <p> + "I was silent, and she continued after a short pause:— + </p> + <p> + "'Nothing is more brutish or more selfish than jealousy, my friend. If I + thought another woman could give you a moment's happiness, I should say: + "Take it, enjoy it!" We do not grudge our friends every moment of + enjoyment not enjoyed in our company. We wish them other friendships and + other joys. What is there in the love between man and woman which should + make us so selfish and so unreasonable? For my part, I must have freedom + at all costs, absolutely at all costs. It is dearer to me than anything + else in life, and I had sooner sacrifice even love and happiness; indeed, + I cannot love or be happy without it. For God's sake grant me this liberty + as I grant it to you! Take my love as I can give it to you, but do not ask + me to be your slave on its account! Be sure you have my heart, and little + of it remains to be squandered in other directions. What does the rest + matter? I do not grudge you your loves, your pleasures, your caprices! Do + not grudge me mine. Life is necessarily full of sorrows; do not let us + embitter it unnecessarily.' + </p> + <p> + "She ceased speaking. She had risen to her feet and stood in front of me + as she spoke, then as she finished she sank down on her knees by my side. + </p> + <p> + "'Do you understand?' she asked me. 'Can you love me on these terms? + liberty—absolute liberty for us both?' + </p> + <p> + "I answered 'Yes,' nor did I ever regret the answer. + </p> + <p> + "I think that was the most momentous day in my life, for it wrought the + greatest change in me. My eyes were opened by the peasant girl's words, + and from that evening forward I regarded life quite differently. For the + first time I realised the necessity to the individual to enjoy absolute + personal freedom in love as in all else in life. All my previous ideas and + prejudices appeared to me monstrous and iniquitous. I saw the falseness of + all our ideas of morality, the absurdity of placing conventions before + nature and the detestable character of our dealings with women and of our + attitude in such matters. And with this suddenly awakened vision I looked + anew on life, and it seemed to me that till then I had never lived. All + that which I had before taken for granted I now began to question. I found + that instead of thinking out life's problems for myself I had allowed + myself to grow into other peoples' ideas, that I had tacitly taken for + right what they had pronounced right, and for wrong what they had + stigmatised as wrong. My spiritual world now turned, as it were, a + complete somersault, and I was re-born a new man—an Anarchist. + </p> + <p> + "I and Teresina and Giordano lived very happily for some months, much to + the scandal of the narrow-minded, bigoted village folk, until I was + compelled to absent myself from the country owing to some little + disturbances in the neighbourhood in which I had got implicated. + </p> + <p> + "Teresina followed me into exile, and with little intermission remained + with me during all those early years of wanderings and adventure. She + cared little about Anarchist doctrines, though herself a born rebel and an + innate Anarchist. She did more for me than all the doctrines in the world. + Poor child! When at last I got through all my money, and life from day to + day grew harder and more precarious, food scantier, clothes raggeder, and + surroundings more dangerous, she still remained faithful to me in her own + way, but the life was too hard for her. We had spent the summer in Paris, + and there I had got seriously implicated in a little Anarchist venture and + found it necessary to flee the country with all haste. Teresina followed + me into Belgium in the bitter winter weather. She died of consumption in a + Brussels hospital shortly after our arrival." + </p> + <p> + Such, in his own words, were the influences and the circumstances which + revolutionised Giannoli's entire life and his outlook on things. He became + one of the leaders of the most advanced section of the "Individualist + Anarchists," who maintain that not only is government of man by man wrong + and objectionable, but that no ties or obligations of any sort bind men + together. The ethics of "humanity" and "brotherhood" are unknown to these + Anarchists. They recognise no laws, social or moral, no obligations or + duties towards their fellows, no organisation or association of any sort. + They claim absolute freedom for the individual, freedom to live, die, + love, enjoy, think, work, or take—this freedom in each individual + only curtailed by others claiming equal rights. And I am bound to admit + that the question whether such individual freedom would not tend to + individual licence and domination by the stronger and cleverer or more + unscrupulous man in the future, met with little consideration. + </p> + <p> + That it led to such licence in the present among themselves was an + indubitable fact. All the individualist Anarchists agreed that, being at + war with existing society, which interfered with, coerced, and used + violence towards them, they were at liberty to use all means against + society in retaliation—force and even fraud if expedient. But the + less intelligent and more ignorant men who came in contact with these + principles considered themselves not only at liberty to use all means + against society, the enemy; but honour or scruples of any sort among + themselves were tabooed. A naturally honourable man like Giannoli was, of + course, free from the danger of falling victim to such perverted + sophistry. But the manner in which these doctrines succeeded in perverting + the minds of fairly intelligent and well-meaning men is illustrated by the + following incident. + </p> + <p> + One evening, some months after the advent of Giannoli and his friends, + there arrived at the office of the <i>Tocsin</i> a small party of three + men and one woman—all of them Spaniards. They requested me to help + them to procure lodgings for the night, and, as they knew nothing of the + English language, to assist them the following morning in procuring + tickets, etc., with a view to their immediate re-departure for the States. + Giannoli, who knew the men, having spent some years in Spain, explained to + me that the leader of the party, a handsome, well-spoken young man, was an + engineer belonging to a good Barcelona family. The second one, a + good-natured giant, was his brother and an engineer like himself. The + third male member of the party was a lanky, scrofulous journalist, a man + of many words and few wits. The lady, a pretty brunette, was their + "compagna." She had escaped from her family and eloped with Fernandez, the + engineer, but was apparently shared on communistic principles. + </p> + <p> + I settled the party for the night in a small hotel and procured their + tickets for the morrow's journey, after which they proceeded to hand over + to Giannoli, with many cautions and precautions, a mysterious linen bag + which, it was whispered, contained some twelve thousand lire in bank-notes + (about five hundred pounds sterling). Then, having been assured by + Giannoli that I was to be trusted, they told me their story. + </p> + <p> + The two brothers, the engineers, had till quite recently been employed by + a large electrical engineering firm in Barcelona, of which an elder + brother, some years their senior, was the manager. For some time the two + younger men had been engaged, unknown to their family, in Anarchist + propaganda, and had fallen in with the section of the <i>individualisti</i>. + Fernandez was in love with Adolfa, the daughter of a well-to-do merchant, + and had secretly talked her over to his own ideas. The girl's parents + objected to the match on account of the extreme youth of the couple—the + girl was not quite eighteen and the young man still considerably under + age. Therefore they settled to elope, and Fernandez's brother and Vanni, + their journalist friend, expressed a desire to form an addition to the + elopement. This Fernandez had at first objected to, but the girl, who had + made rapid strides into the Giannolian free-love theories, insisted. Lack + of money formed the only obstacle to this scheme, but an unforeseen + circumstance enabled them to remove it. + </p> + <p> + The eldest brother, who had charge of the finances of the establishment, + and whose business it was to pay the men their wages, wished to absent + himself from the works for a few days, and, without the knowledge of his + employers, he broke rules to the extent of handing over to his brother + Fernandez, as to one beyond suspicion, the men's wages—the five + hundred pounds now contained in the mysterious linen bag. + </p> + <p> + "Now," argued Fernandez to himself, "I, as an Anarchist, do not recognise + private property, nor any set moral laws. The company's money is the + result of plunder; they can afford to lose it and have no right to it; I + stand desperately in need of it—and it is in my hands.... My + brother?... oh, my brother, he is after all nothing but a bourgeois, and + I, as an Anarchist, admit of no family ties." + </p> + <p> + Thus when, two days later, the unfortunate manager returned, he found his + brothers gone, the money nowhere to be found, and disgrace and ruin ahead. + Driven to despair, and not knowing in what direction to turn for the + necessary sum, the wretched man ended his perplexities with a bullet. This + was the first news which greeted the runaways on their arrival in the + States. + </p> + <p> + Now the younger brothers who had perpetrated this cruel thing were not + hardened criminals. From what little I saw of them, they appeared to be + kindly, courteous, and, by nature, fairly honourable men. What they lacked + was moral strength. Under ordinarily good influences they would have acted + in an ordinarily proper way. They had not the force of character necessary + for handling the Anarchist individualist doctrines, which, excellently as + they may work with men of character, are fatal to weaker men. The man who + recognises no law outside himself must be capable of governing himself. + </p> + <p> + The office of the <i>Tocsin</i> was the constant scene of debate and + dispute between the two rival camps in the Anarchist party—the + organisationists and the individualists. Bonafede and Gnecco belonged to + the former, while most of the active staff of the <i>Tocsin</i>—myself + among others—adhered to the latter section. A curious feature of the + matter—and I fancy it is not exclusively characteristic of the + Anarchist party—was the amount of invective and hatred, which both + factions ought properly to have expended on the common enemy, but which + instead they spent most of their time in levelling at one another. A + casual witness of these internal strifes might have imagined that the two + parties were at the antipodes in their ideas and objects, rather than + comrades and participators in a common belief. Their dissensions were + alone forgotten in a common hatred of government and existing society. And + even in their efforts to upraise the social revolution—the great + upheaval to which all Anarchists aspired—I doubt whether there + lurked not some secret hope that the detested rival faction might be + demolished in the fray. Bonafede and Giannoli were warm friends + personally, and held one another in great esteem. Yet I can clearly + recollect Giannoli one evening, with tears in his eyes, assuring me that + his first duty when the Revolution broke out would be to disembowel his + dear friend. + </p> + <p> + "He is my friend," Giannoli said to me, "and I love him as such, and as a + man I admire him. But his doctrines are noxious; in time of Revolution + they would prove fatal to our Cause; they would be the undoing of all the + work for which we have suffered and fought. Organise a Revolution, indeed! + You might as well attempt to organise a tempest and to marshal the + elements into order! I know Bonafede to be above personal ambition, but, + take my word for it, most of these organisationists hope to organise + themselves into comfortable places when their time comes! It is our duty + to destroy them." + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0010" id="link2HCH0010"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER X. — A FLIGHT + </h2> + <p> + No man, having once thrown himself into an idea, was ever more sincerely + convinced of the truth of his beliefs or more strenuous in his efforts to + propagandise them than Giannoli. To destroy utterly the fabric of existing + society by all possible means, by acts of violence and terrorism, by + expropriation, by undermining the prevailing ideas of morality, by + breaking up the organisations of those Anarchists and Socialists who + believed in association, by denouncing such persons and such attempts, by + preaching revolution wherever and whenever an opportunity occurred or + could be improvised, to these objects he had blindly devoted the best + years of his life. His was a gospel of destruction and negation, and he + was occupied rather in the undoing of what he had come to regard as bad + than with any constructive doctrines. + </p> + <p> + All existing and established things were alike under his ban: art no less + than morals and religion. He nourished a peculiar hatred for all those + links which bind the present to the past, for ancient customs and + superstitions, for all tradition. Had it been in his power he would have + destroyed history itself. "We shall never be free," he used to say, "so + long as one prejudice, one single ingrained belief, remains with us. We + are the slaves of heredity, and of all manner of notions of duties, of the + licit and the illicit." + </p> + <p> + One day I took him to the National Gallery. I was quite unprepared for the + effect of this step. He walked about nervously for some time, looking from + one picture to another with evident displeasure. At last he stopped in + front of Leonardo's "Madonna delle Roccie," and remained gazing at it for + some minutes in silence, while a heavy frown gathered round his brows. "I + hate art," he exclaimed at last. "I consider it one of the most noxious + influences in the world. It is enervating and deteriorating. Art has + always been the slave of religion and superstition, from the ancient + Egyptians and Assyrians to our own times. You see something beautiful, + perhaps, in these pictures, in these saints and Madonnas and Immaculate + Conceptions? Well, when I look at them, all the darkest pages of history + seem to open before me, and generations upon generations of superstitious + slaves, toiling on and suffering with the ever-present terror of + hell-fires and chastisement, pass before my mental vision. I should love + to burn them all, to raze all these galleries and museums to the ground, + and libraries with them. For what are libraries but storehouses of human + superstition and error? We must free ourselves from the past, free + ourselves utterly from its toils, if the future is to be ours. And we + shall never free ourselves from the past until we have forgotten it. Let + us leave here. I cannot stand it any longer! I do not know which is most + repugnant to me, the asceticism of these early Christians or the senseless + fantasies of the Greeks," and without further ado he fled. + </p> + <p> + Fired by this gospel of destruction, he spent his life wandering about + Europe, never resting for a month together, wrenching himself free from + all those ties which might curtail the freedom of his actions. Although + not fashioned by nature for enduring hardships, he alternately suffered + cold, hunger, heat, fatigue, privations, and dirt. In Paris one week, + making a brief sojourn in Spain the next, fleeing thence under warrant of + arrest to find himself some days later in hiding in Italy; at times in + prison, always in danger and uncertainty; starving one day, in fairly + flourishing conditions the next, never certain what fortune the morrow + might bring: thus the years went by, until, escaping from <i>domicilio + coatto</i>, or worse, in Italy, he had at length made his way to London + and the office of the <i>Tocsin</i>, quite broken down in health after the + long winter tramp. As I knew him, among his few personal friends, Giannoli + was loyal and honourable in the extreme, independent and proud. Like many + other Anarchists he entertained an almost maniacal prejudice against plots + and conspiracies of any kind, maintaining that such organisations were + merely police traps and death-gins. "Propaganda by deed"—outrage, in + short—they maintained should, and could, be the outcome only of + entirely individual activity. Never, indeed, did police or press make a + greater blunder than when they attributed deeds of violence to + associations and large conspiracies, and sought for or denounced + accomplices. Every one of those outrages and assassinations which startled + Europe was the act of a single man, unaided by, and frequently unknown to + other Anarchists. + </p> + <p> + This horror of plots and associations was, when I first met him, one of + the most noticeable traits about Giannoli. He was beginning to lose his + earlier assurance, worn out by the roving life he had led, and was growing + suspicious in the extreme. "Such-a-one is a police emissary," or + "So-and-so is not to be trusted" were words constantly on his lips. + </p> + <p> + To me he took a great liking, and he always showed implicit faith in me + both as an Anarchist and an individual. "You are a true Anarchist," he + said to me one day, "and I would trust you with anything, <i>even</i>" and + he emphasised the word so as to give greater weight to the compliment, "<i>even</i> + with <i>explosives</i>!" + </p> + <p> + His suspiciousness, however, grew by leaps and bounds during his sojourn + in London. Every day he threw out hints against some new person or some + fresh imaginary conspiracy. There was a plot brewing, he informed me, + among various false comrades to ruin him. He was the victim of a + conspiracy to deprive him of his liberty and perhaps even of his life. Not + a day passed but some covert threat was made against him; men whom he had + believed his comrades, and to whom he—fool that he was!—had + confided the deadliest secrets in the past, had given him to understand + the power they held over him, and had made it clear that they would avail + themselves of it should it serve their purpose. "What fools we Anarchists + are," he exclaimed to me one day, "ever to feel any confidence in any one! + We are no longer free men when we have done this. We are slaves." + </p> + <p> + I watched the progress of this monomania with painful interest, for among + all the Anarchists there was no individual for whom I entertained a more + genuine regard than for Giannoli. One of the worst aspects of the matter, + moreover, was that I was really unable to judge how far Giannoli's + suspicions were true and how far imaginary. As to his sincerity there was + no possibility of doubt, and this lent to all he said an air of + verisimilitude which was most convincing. I did not know the majority of + the other Italians well enough to feel positive as to their honesty, and + many of them were uncertain and somewhat suspicious characters. Morė, for + instance—the youthful Neapolitan already referred to, the enigmatic + "buttered muffin"—was quite incomprehensible. He was a youth of no + particular intelligence, and certainly of no ideality or genuine political + or anti-political convictions, and I was quite at a loss to conjecture why + he had followed the Anarchists into exile—his only apparent reason + being a disinclination to study and a desire to escape from school. When + Giannoli informed me that he was a police-spy I really did not know + whether to believe him or not. + </p> + <p> + And as the weeks passed on, Giannoli's condition grew worse and worse, and + I could see that a crisis must inevitably follow. Nor was I mistaken in + this conviction. + </p> + <p> + Late one afternoon, towards the end of September, I was busy in the + printing-room "making up" the pages of the forthcoming number of the <i>Tocsin</i>, + when, looking up from my work on which I was very intent, I saw Giannoli + walk in hurriedly with his usual restless step, and look about the place + in a nervous short-sighted way, evidently in search of somebody. He was + just about to leave again, not having noticed me, when I called to him. + "Oh, Isabel," he replied, evidently much relieved, "are you here then!" + and he came up to me. "I did not see you!" and then, casting a glance + round the room, he inquired, "Are we quite alone?" + </p> + <p> + "There are others upstairs," I answered. "If you wish to speak to me alone + I will come to your room a little later, when I have finished this work." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, thank you, thank you," he exclaimed; "I <i>must</i> speak to you; I + shall wait for you till you come;" and he hurried away, once more looking + furtively round the office as though fearing he were watched. + </p> + <p> + From his manner it was evident to me that he was terribly perturbed about + something and that his fears and suspicions were reaching a climax. + "Whatever can be the matter?" I asked myself as I hammered away at my + form. "Has anything serious really happened?" + </p> + <p> + Towards seven o'clock I left the printing-office and the work to the + tender mercies of Short, who was just writhing out of a peaceful sleep of + some hours' duration on the "bed" of the machine, and made my way towards + Giannoli's room, which though quite close was by no means easy of access. + Turning to my right, half-way down the court-yard, I passed into Mrs. + Wattles's house, at the summit of which my friend was located; and here at + once my progress was arrested by that lady herself, only half sober and in + a mood evidently requiring sympathy. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, my dear," she exclaimed, "are you going up to see that pore young + man? I don't know what's gone wrong with 'im of late, but for all the + world 'e looks as if 'e were sickening for something. To look at 'im's + enough. It just sets my inn'ards all of a 'eave and a rumble, and I 'ave + to take a little drop o' something warm to settle 'em again." + </p> + <p> + "Damnation!" I muttered inwardly at finding myself trapped at such a + moment; but there was nothing for it; I had to wait and hear out the long + and weary recital of the sickness and agony of her deceased son, to whom + she had suddenly discovered a resemblance in Giannoli. At the end of a + long discourse, full of those "sickening details" in which women of her + class delight, she summed up her case with a brief but telling epitome of + his career, to the effect that he never smoked, nor drank, nor swore, but + that he "only gave one sniff and died;" and I, determined to escape from + the inevitable sequel, when Wattles senior's vices would be declaimed in + contrast to the son's virtues, beat a hasty retreat. A few scraps of this + anticlimax, mingled with hiccups and sobs, wafted after me as I wended my + way up the uneven wooden stairs. At the top of these a perilous-looking + ladder gave access to a trap-door, through which I dexterously made my way + into Giannoli's room. + </p> + <p> + The interior was familiar to me—a squalid little den, some ten feet + square, whose dirty, brown-paper-patched window looked out over the + chimneys and yards of the "Little Hell" district. In one corner of the + room was a mysterious cupboard, through which a neighbouring chimney + contrived to let in a constant supply of filthy black smoke. The bare + unwashed boards were rotting away, and at one spot the leg of the bed had + gone through the floor, to the considerable alarm of its dormant occupant. + The wall-paper, which had once been a gorgeous combination of pink and + cobalt and silver, was tattered and discoloured, and so greasy that one + might imagine that generations of squalid lodgers had made their meals off + it. The furniture consisted of a small table, now covered with a perpetual + litter of papers; a ramshackle wash-hand stand, on which a broken + vegetable dish served as a receptacle for soap and such objects; a bed, + which bred remarkable crops of fleas, and to which clung an old patchwork + quilt, but which was otherwise poor in adornment; a chair, and an old + travelling-box. As I have already mentioned, a trap-door in the floor gave + access to this apartment. There was no other door. + </p> + <p> + When I entered Giannoli was sitting at his table with his face buried in + his hands, so deeply absorbed in his own reflections that for some seconds + he did not notice my advent. When at last I made my presence known to him + he gave a violent start, and, holding out both his hands, he wrung mine + for some moments in silence. Then he motioned me to the box; I seated + myself; once more he became silent; then, suddenly raising his head, he + looked me full in the face. + </p> + <p> + "Do you know why I wished to speak to you?" he asked; "can you guess? Oh, + it is no light matter, Isabel, which has led me to trouble you, no + pleasant matter either. I am on the brink of ruin, threatened and betrayed + by my most trusted friends. I must leave here at once, go right away from + London and England. My life is not safe here for another day." He spoke in + Italian, and as he grew more excited his voice rose higher and higher, + though every now and again he was minded to control it, as though fearing + he might be overheard. "Yes," he continued, "those men whom I have most + trusted, whom I have treated as my own brothers, with whom I have often + shared my last shilling and the very clothes off my back, have turned + against me. They are in league to destroy me. They are plotting against my + liberty and my life!" For some minutes he raved on in this style, every + now and again breaking off into curses, while I listened half horrified, + half incredulous. + </p> + <p> + "For goodness' sake," I exclaimed at last, "do try and be calmer, + Giannoli, and tell me what has happened and what you wish me to do." + </p> + <p> + "You are right," he answered, making an effort to control himself; "I must + explain the matter or you cannot understand.... I will talk to you + frankly, for you at any rate are above suspicion. You may perhaps be aware + that I have been connected with many serious Anarchist ventures in the + past. The explosions at St. ——, the affair in V—— + three years ago, the sacking of the bank in Barcelona. All of these were, + of course, very dangerous matters, in which I risked my life; but it all + tended towards the destruction of society, and I readily took the risk. As + far as possible I avoided taking other comrades into my confidence—partly + out of regard for my own safety, partly with a view to theirs. To one or + two well-trusted men, however, I confided my projects, so that in case of + my arrest all proper measures might be taken." (Gnecco was one of these + "trusted comrades," B—— and Morė were others.) "I was mistaken + in my estimate of these men, mistaken in my confidence in them. From their + lips my secret has been wormed or bought by others, until now it has + become a byword, and every indiscreet fool and paid spy in our midst knows + the tale of my past better than I do myself. I no longer dare attend our + meetings, for all around me I hear whisperings and insinuations, and my + name being passed from one mouth to another along with references to my + past actions. The torture is becoming unendurable. Some of these cowards + even descend to taunting me with their knowledge; and when I, in any way, + cross their purposes in our discussions, they threaten me covertly with + exposure. That disgusting young fool, Morė, only to-day, being jealous of + me in some trivial matter, tried to intimidate me by hinting at the V—— + affair. I felt that I could have struck him down where he stood; and then + a sense of my own impotence overtook me, and I stood there, silent and + confused, trying to laugh the matter off, as though I had not grasped his + meaning. But I can stand this state of things no longer: it is driving me + mad. When I am alone now I suddenly start with the feeling that some one + is coming on me unawares. This afternoon, wishing to be alone and to think + matters over, I took a walk about the Park, but the very trees seemed to + be whispering about me, and before long I perceived that I was followed, + that my movements were being dogged step by step. When I am alone in my + room they do not even leave me in peace. They obtain entrance here by + means of that Wattles woman, who is evidently in their pay. B—— + cannot forgive me for not having appropriated to our private use the money + expropriated in Barcelona for the propaganda; and this indeed is one of + their principal grievances against me. Would you believe it, Isabel, last + night he actually got into this house and woke me from sleep by shouting + the name of the bank through that hole? When I rushed down to find him, + determined to teach him a sound lesson, he was gone. But what use is there + in my enlarging on this subject? You cannot fail to see the danger I am + in, and the absolute imperative necessity for flight. Another day's + procrastination may be my undoing. Who knows what signal they are awaiting + to denounce me, and how many others may be implicated in my ruin? I must + get away from here; I must flee in absolute secrecy, and none of them must + be allowed to suspect where I am gone. You and Kosinski alone I can trust. + You alone must be in the secret of my flight. Will you help me, Isabel?" + and at this point Giannoli seized my hand, and then, overcome and unnerved + by excitement, he allowed his head to sink on to the table and sobbed + convulsively. + </p> + <p> + My head was fairly swimming by this time. How far was all this true? how + far the imaginings of an over-wrought, over-excited brain? However, the + immediate urgencies of the situation gave me no time to carefully weigh + the matter. I must either act or refuse to act, thereby leaving my friend + alone to his despair and possible ruin. I decided on the former course. + </p> + <p> + "I think that you exaggerate, Giannoli," I answered him. "You are ill and + over-wrought, and require rest and change. Get away from here by all means + if there is any danger in remaining, but do not take too gloomy a view of + the situation. I am at your disposal and willing to help you in every way + in my power. Tell me where you think of going, and what I can do. But in + the meantime, had we not better get supper somewhere, and discuss the + situation over a little reassuring food?" + </p> + <p> + This unheroic but practical suggestion met with poor Giannoli's + approbation, and he confessed to not having broken his fast all day. He + also seemed relieved at the prospect of leaving the vicinity of the office + where he was convinced that spies surrounded him, and having thanked and + re-thanked me over and over again for my proffered assistance, he led the + way down the ladder, and together we gained the street. I was horribly + shocked at the haggard strained look of the unfortunate Italian which the + clearer light down here revealed. He had aged ten years since his arrival. + We made our way towards a small restaurant in Soho frequented principally + by the lower order of <i>cocotte</i>, and here over a savoury but + inexpensive meal we discussed our plans. + </p> + <p> + "I can scarcely dare believe that this hell is coming to an end!" + exclaimed Giannoli. "The assurance of your sympathy is already lightening + my burden. I am beginning once more to take hope and courage! Oh, to have + at last left that awful den where night and day I have felt myself watched + by unseen treacherous eyes, and my every breath noted by my enemies! I + shall never put foot there again. You and Kosinski must get my things away + from there to-night, and to-morrow I leave London by the first continental + train." + </p> + <p> + "Where do you purpose going?" I inquired. + </p> + <p> + "To South America, as soon as the arrival of funds will allow it, but, + this not being practicable for the moment, I propose going first to + Lisbon. There I will hide for a few weeks until I restart for Buenos + Ayres, and I trust that this will have the advantage of putting my + 'friends' off the track. Even for this little voyage I do not at the + present moment possess the necessary funds, but in this you can no doubt + assist me, for in a few days I expect some thirty pounds from my relations + in Italy. If you will return to my room to-night you might rescue my + guitar and what few little objects of value I possess and pawn them, and + burn all papers and documents of any kind." + </p> + <p> + "You have left everything till rather late!" I could not help exclaiming, + not a little taken aback at the amount to be done, and at the rapidly + advancing hour. + </p> + <p> + Supper over, I left Giannoli in Oxford Street, and made tracks for his + lodging, which by great good luck I reached without any obstruction. I + locked myself in, rescued a few papers of importance, burnt the rest, put + his scanty personal belongings together in a box which it had been agreed + I was subsequently to send Kosinski to fetch, and having secured his + guitar, a silver-handled umbrella, and two or three other articles of + small value, I proceeded with these to a neighbouring pawnbroker. I may + mention here that since my connection with the Anarchist movement, and its + consequent demands on my pocket, I had become quite familiar with the ins + and outs, and more especially the ins, of these most invaluable relatives. + </p> + <p> + I reached the side door of Mr. Isaac Jacob's establishment on the stroke + of eleven, but as Providence and would-be drunkards had mercifully + ordained that pawnbrokers should remain open later than usual on Saturday, + I was still able to effect an entrance. I laid my goods down on the + counter, and politely requested the temporary loan of 3 pounds. "Three + pounds for this damned lot of old rubbish," exclaimed the indignant Jew. + "Do you take this for a public charity? It's not worth fifteen shillings + to me, the whole lot!" and he turned the things over with his greasy + hands, as though they were objectionable offal. We finally compromised for + thirty-two shillings, with which sum in my pocket I triumphantly sallied + forth. + </p> + <p> + My next move was to disinter Kosinski, whom I felt pretty certain of + finding at a certain coffee-stall where, at that advanced hour, he was in + the habit of making his one and only diurnal, or rather nocturnal repast. + This coffee-stall was situated at the corner of Tottenham Court Road and a + side street, and there, sure enough, stood Kosinski, munching sardines on + toast, and buns, and drinking coffee, surrounded by a motley group of + cabmen and loose women. These had evidently grown used to his regular + attendance and treated him with marked respect and friendliness, many of + the unfortunate women having often had to thank him for a meal and the + price of a night's lodging when luck had failed them in other directions. + </p> + <p> + Kosinski was somewhat taken aback at my sudden appearance. "You, Isabel!" + he exclaimed in some confusion, "what can have brought you here? But may I + offer you a little supper? These buns are excellent!" + </p> + <p> + Tired and worried as I was, I could not help smiling at the awkward manner + in which he made this offer. "No, thank you," I answered, "I am not + hungry. I have come to fetch you in connection with a rather important + matter. Can you come with me when you have finished your supper?" + </p> + <p> + "Yes, certainly," answered Kosinski, "if there is anything I can do. Just + let me finish these few mouthfuls and I will follow you. In the meantime + will you explain what is the matter?" + </p> + <p> + Without further ado I explained to him the whole Giannoli affair as I + understood it. It was a relief to me to do so, and I was anxious to hear + his opinion. He was silent for some minutes after I had finished speaking, + and munched reflectively the last relics of his supper. + </p> + <p> + "I am afraid," he said at last, "that Giannoli is not quite well—not + quite well, mentally, I mean," he added after a slight pause. "At the same + time, it is quite possible that there is some truth in what he suspects. + Spies have always been abundant in our party and Giannoli is a very likely + victim. He has been imprudent in the past, too believing and too + foolhardy. I do not know very much about the men whom he primarily + suspects, but Gnecco certainly I believe to be above suspicion. In any + case it will be safer for him to leave.... I am ready now.... What can I + do? Where are you going?" + </p> + <p> + "Home, and to bed," I answered. "I have been on my feet all day and I am + very tired. Moreover, there is nothing that I can do till to-morrow." + </p> + <p> + I then explained to him what he was to do, where we were to meet on the + following morning, and where he could find Giannoli that night. He + acquiesced and we parted. + </p> + <p> + Early the following morning I found Giannoli and Kosinski, as prearranged, + awaiting my arrival under the bridge of Waterloo Station. Both looked very + washed out, with the fagged and pasty look of people who have been up all + night. They were strolling up and down, carrying Giannoli's box between + them, and making a fine but very obvious show of indifference towards a + policeman who eyed them suspiciously. "Here, move on, you fellows," he was + saying gruffly as I came up with them, and on perceiving me they seemed + glad enough to be able to do so. + </p> + <p> + "That stupid policeman wanted to arrest us as rogues and vagabonds," + Kosinski explained to me as we made our way towards a neighbouring + coffee-shop for breakfast. "A pretty fix that would have been just now! We + had scarcely settled down for a quiet sleep on the box when the meddlesome + fool came up and asked our names and addresses, what we had there, what we + were doing at that hour, and threatened to take us in charge unless we + moved on. When I explained that we were simply waiting for our train he + laughed, and said that was a likely tale! If you had not come along and + thus confirmed our assertion that we expected a friend, I really believe + he would have arrested us." + </p> + <p> + "Well, is everything arranged?" I inquired as we settled down to our + breakfast. "How did you get on last night?" + </p> + <p> + "Oh, we have had nothing but mishaps and adventures all night," returned + Kosinski. "What a night! Thank goodness it is over at last. After you + left, towards one o'clock, I went off to Giannoli's room to fetch his box. + I confess that I felt a little nervous about this, for I dreaded an + encounter with that horrible Mrs. Wattles. She talks and talks and talks + to me whenever she sees me, and insists upon asking the most indelicate + questions. She is a perfect savage. But no matter; let me get on. As I + crawled upstairs, I heard her in her room abusing her poor husband in the + most disgusting terms. I held my breath and crept up. I found the trunk + right enough in the corner, though it was none too easy to find, as there + was no light in the room, and I was afraid of lighting even a match for + fear of attracting attention. But on the way down a terrible accident + occurred. My foot caught in a scrap of oilcloth at the top of the stairs, + just outside Mrs. Wattles's room, and I fell. Crash down the stairs went + the box, and I rattled after it. The noise, of course, brought Mrs. + Wattles screaming and swearing to the door. Then, bruised and bewildered + as I was, I seized on the box and fled. Down the remaining stairs, out + through the door, and into the street, I ran as for dear life. Oh I have + never run like that before, Isabel! I remember years ago, when escaping + from prison in Russia, my life depended on the efficiency of my legs. But + I did not run with such fervour as I ran last night from that woman. I + still feel unspeakably grateful when I think that I escaped without being + recognised. She raced down after me, but being half-drunk she fell in the + passage, and it was that which saved me.... I found Giannoli in Trafalgar + Square." + </p> + <p> + The remainder of the night they had spent peacefully enough, wandering + about the streets, occasionally being "moved on" by a policeman, until the + sceptical officer already referred to had evinced an intention of + arresting them both as rogues and vagabonds. I could not help smiling at + the peremptory manner in which poor Giannoli's adventures had almost been + brought to a conclusion. + </p> + <p> + I gave Giannoli the proceeds of the previous night's pawnings, and I and + Kosinski turned out on the table what money we had about us. It was just + sufficient to cover the expenses of the first stage of Giannoli's journey. + </p> + <p> + We proceeded—a quaint procession—to the station. Kosinski led + the way with head bent forward and even resolute tread, apparently untired + and unaffected by his night's vicissitudes, with the much battered box on + his shoulders. Behind him followed Giannoli and myself, the former nervous + and unstrung, constantly turning from right to left with the idea that we + were being followed. In the station, half deserted this Sunday morning, we + had another long wait. We talked of many things together, and I had never + found Kosinski so friendly and communicative before. There existed between + Giannoli and himself the keen sympathy and understanding of two men + equally devoted to an idea, equally willing to sacrifice everything to it. + The Russian was more of a philosopher than the Italian, more engrossed in + abstractions, more oblivious of his own personality, and this it was that + had saved him from the possibility of Giannoli's terrible malady. At the + same time he was by no means inclined to make light of Giannoli's fears, + and together they talked them over, Kosinski promising to investigate them + after his friend's departure, and to see if it was possible to discover + who was really at fault. + </p> + <p> + "No man can ever hold such threats over me," said Kosinski, "for I have + never taken any one into my confidence. I have always acted alone. Some + day it may fall to my lot to pay with my life for some action on behalf of + our ideas. When that moment comes I shall be ready for the sacrifice." + </p> + <p> + "I too," exclaimed Giannoli with fervour—"I too would not hesitate + to make the sacrifice if I felt the right moment had arrived. If to-morrow—if + at this very moment—I saw the means of advancing the Anarchist cause + by the sacrifice of my life, I would give it without regret or hesitation. + But to lose it for no purpose, before I have finished my work, to fall a + victim to the envy and treachery of my own comrades, and to involve others + in my own ruin, I cannot bear. When my time comes to die I wish to feel + that my death is at any rate of some use. There are moments when an + Anarchist can help his ideas on better by dying than by living. But for me + the moment is not yet quite ripe." + </p> + <p> + He then relapsed into silence, and the two friends sat together, engrossed + in their own reflections, without saying a word. + </p> + <p> + After a time Giannoli turned to me: "I will write to you as soon as I + reach Lisbon, Isabel, and let you know how I am getting on. There at least + I am little known, and I will stay with an old friend whose sincerity is + above suspicion—Avvocato Martini. You and Kosinski are the only two + persons whom I regret in leaving London. You have done more for me than I + can ever thank you for. You have saved my life, and although I do not + value life for itself, it may be of value to our Cause, and I hope yet to + give it for some good purpose. Give what explanation you think fit of my + disappearance. Above all, let no one suspect where I am gone." + </p> + <p> + The train left at ten o'clock. Giannoli was deeply affected at parting + from us, and as the train was about to leave he seized our hands and + embraced us. "Something tells me," he exclaimed, "that I shall never see + either of you again. Write to me sometimes and bear me in mind. Do not + believe any lies you may be told about me. I have only our principles at + heart. Good-bye," and the train steamed out of the station. + </p> + <p> + I remained alone with Kosinski. The hour was still quite early, and there + was much to be talked over together. "Let us go to some picture gallery," + I suggested, "so as to talk things over and to settle what we are to give + out concerning Giannoli's disappearance." + </p> + <p> + "No, please, don't," answered the Russian in genuine alarm; "you know how + I hate art, Isabel. It goads me to madness. We must think of some other + place." + </p> + <p> + We strolled out of the station together and wended our way across the + bridge and along the Strand, up by St. Martin's Church, and eventually + found ourselves close to old St. Giles's Churchyard. "Let us sit down + here," I said, indicating a seat; "I am tired of walking." + </p> + <p> + "It is little better than a picture gallery," murmured Kosinski, "but it + will do if you are tired," and we sat down. Kosinski advised me to feign + absolute ignorance of Giannoli's whereabouts and to set afloat the idea of + his having committed suicide. He asked me to let him know as soon as I + received news from the fugitive, and he, in the meantime, would + investigate the matter of the "conspiracy." As we parted he said to me: + </p> + <p> + "I am very glad, Isabel, that I have had to deal with you in this matter. + You may sometimes have thought me unduly harsh in my estimate of your sex. + I am not without reason in this. Women are rarely of much use in a + movement like ours. They so rarely seem able to forget <i>themselves</i>, + to detach themselves from the narrow interests of their own lives. They + are still the slaves of their past, of their passions, and of all manner + of prejudices. But you are different.... There have even been moments when + I felt that I had other things to say to you, things which it is better to + leave unsaid. I must not be guilty of the weakness which I condemn in + women. An Anarchist's life, you see, is scarcely his own. He has no time + to indulge in personal sentiment. Good-bye," and before I had time to + answer he was gone. + </p> + <p> + I returned home and spent the remainder of the day locked in my room, + absorbed in many conflicting thoughts. I was grieved beyond words at + Giannoli's trouble, at the possibility of foul play, at the almost more + grievous possibility of mental disorder in him. Then again and again + Kosinski's last words recurred to me, and I could not help reflecting + that, slight as they were, he had probably never said so much to any other + woman. I was compelled to admit to myself that the Russian, for all his + strange ideas and brusque manners, had grown to be a great deal to me. But + I felt that he was a hopeless case—the kind of man to whom personal + happiness was unknown, and who would succeed in rendering unhappy any one + rash enough to care for him. "How easy happiness might be," I reflected, + "with our ideas, with our freedom from prejudice. And yet it is these very + ideas which will ruin his life, which——" Half unconsciously I + found that my thoughts had been drifting from abstract ideas and abstract + enthusiasms to persons, and with this divorce from abstractions began a + feeling of weariness, of nausea. I thought of Kosinski's words again, of + his contempt for personal sentiment in an Anarchist, of what he had said + about women; and I struggled hard within myself to turn my thoughts into + other channels. It was useless, and at last, weary of the effort, I + retired to bed and took refuge in slumber. + </p> + <p> + During the following weeks I worked on fairly regularly at the <i>Tocsin</i> + and saw Kosinski not unfrequently, on which occasions he most carefully + avoided any recurrence of personalities, however vague these might be. + Giannoli's disappearance created considerable commotion, and every one was + at a loss to imagine what could have become of him. My relations with + those Italians whom he had suspected were naturally very strained and + uncomfortable, for I did not know what to think of them, how far to trust + or mistrust them. Kosinski, as promised, investigated the matter as + carefully as he could, but the exact truth was difficult to ascertain. + Gnecco we neither of us for one instant suspected, but we felt some degree + of uncertainty about the others. Whether or no there had been some amount + of unclean work going on, it was anyway quite certain that a great part of + Giannoli's suspicions were the outcome of his overwrought and exhausted + mental condition. + </p> + <p> + About a fortnight after his departure I received at last a letter from + Giannoli. This consisted of a few words, written evidently in much hurry + and perturbation of spirit. He thanked me for the money from his + relatives, which I had forwarded, which would, he said, enable him to + leave at once for Argentina. "It has arrived in the very nick of time," he + wrote, "for here I am no longer safe. Avvocato Martini, of whom I spoke to + you in such high terms, is not to be trusted. He intercepts my letters, + and has, I believe, communicated with my enemies in London. Thank Heaven! + I am now able to get away. In South America I shall once more settle down + to the propaganda work, and I shall be out of the power of these + informers. My old friend, Giovanni Barelli, awaits me there. We shall live + together and life will once more become endurable. I am anxious to hear + from Kosinski. What is the result of his inquiries? My best love to him + and to you, dear friend, and again a thousand thanks to you both. I will + write at greater length from America." + </p> + <p> + I showed the letter to Kosinski. He read it through with a serious + expression. "I fear," he said, "that it is a case of hallucination, and + that there is but very slight foundation of truth to his suspicions. I + have looked into the matter and can see no adequate grounds for suspecting + the men whom he regarded as his enemies over here. Giannoli exaggerates + and distorts everything. I must write to him and try to reassure him about + this. I will tell him that he is mistaken. We cannot afford to lose such a + comrade." + </p> + <p> + "Beware," I returned half in jest—"beware, lest you too fall under + his ban." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, there is no fear of that," answered Kosinski with assurance. "He + knows me too well. I am the oldest friend he has. I can and must tell him + the truth." + </p> + <p> + Kosinski wrote, and the weeks passed on. A month after Giannoli's arrival + in Buenos Ayres I received another letter from him. Once again he declared + that he was not safe, that he must take flight. Barelli, of whom he had + always spoken with the most brotherly affection, had turned against him. + He and other false comrades had entered into a plot to murder him, and at + the time of writing he had fled from their ken and was in hiding in some + remote and populous district, awaiting the arrival of money which would + enable him to return to Europe. Then, later on, there arrived another + letter from Lisbon, disconnected in matter, shaky in writing, full of the + wildest and most improbable statements. + </p> + <p> + "I feel like a hunted animal," he wrote; "I have been driven about from + pillar to post, from one end of the civilised world to another. I am + growing very weary of all this, and am trying to devise how to terminate a + situation which is growing intolerable. Here I am again in hiding, and + dare not venture from my lair till the dead of night. What money I had is + almost at an end. My clothes are falling off my back. I have not changed + my linen for weeks, having forgotten my old valise in my hurried departure + from Buenos Ayres. My health is failing, and I feel utterly helpless and + wretched. You would be horrified if you could see me now. I am ill, and at + night I can get no sleep. Every moment I expect them to break in, murder + me, and seize my papers. Those devils from Buenos Ayres are already on my + track. I have not heard from Kosinski. His letter has no doubt been + intercepted. As soon as possible I shall proceed to Gibraltar. I am + thinking out a plan to end all this. <i>Do you understand?</i>" + </p> + <p> + Some weeks later I received from Gibraltar a letter in which Giannoli + informed me that yet once more he was compelled to abscond himself, + further plottings against him rendering this necessary. He had been + seriously ill, he wrote, and his strength was quite giving out. He was, at + the time of writing, on the eve of departure for Barcelona, where he was + determined "to end it all." He had at last received Kosinski's letter, and + would write at greater length from Barcelona. He warned me to beware of + false friends. + </p> + <p> + These last sentences troubled me very much. What could it all mean? What + was impending? And Kosinski; did he doubt <i>him</i> too? + </p> + <p> + But this state of uncertainty as to his meaning was destined to be but of + short duration. Barely a week had elapsed since my receipt of the above + letter when, as I stood alone in the composing-room one morning, I was + surprised to see the figure of an unknown man appear above the balustrade + leading from below. He was evidently a foreigner and a Southerner, and + walking straight up to me he asked in Italian, but with a distinct Spanish + accent, "Are you Isabel Meredith?" + </p> + <p> + On my answering in the affirmative, he handed me a sealed note on which + was written my name in Giannoli's familiar hand. + </p> + <p> + "This is for you," he said, "I bring it direct from Barcelona. It is + strictly private. Good morning," and as mysteriously as he had appeared he + was gone. + </p> + <p> + Even before opening it, the shaky writing on the envelope told me only too + eloquently that matters were no better with Giannoli at the time he penned + it. Moreover, I felt certain, from the extraordinary nature of its + delivery, that it must contain news of exceptional moment. A dull, sick + feeling of dread overcame me as I stood irresolute, holding the unopened + letter in my hand. I was tempted to put it aside and postpone the + knowledge of any unpleasant news it might contain. I knew this, however, + to be a weakness, and so with an effort I tore it open. It read as + follows:— + </p> + <p> + "DEAREST FRIEND,—This is a letter which it would be unsafe to + consign to the post. Therefore I send it to you by hand, by means of an + old friend who can be trusted. He is not a comrade, and has no knowledge + of its contents. A few days back I wrote to you from Gibraltar, telling + you of the serious break-down in my health, and of the circumstances which + had compelled me once again to leave Lisbon. Now, at last, I feel in a + measure more composed, for my resolution is taken, and I mean to end my + life—not without benefit to our Cause, I hope. You are the only + person with whom I am communicating. Even Kosinski has been bought over by + my enemies. A letter from him was forwarded to me in Lisbon, in which he + sided with the spies who have been trying to ruin me, and which contained + covert threats which I understood only too well. Thus another illusion is + shattered! The burden of all these disillusions, all these disgusts and + disappointments, is too heavy to bear any longer. I must get away from it + all before my health and intellect are completely shattered. I have always + thought suicide a cowardly death for an Anarchist. Before taking leave of + life it is his duty to strike a final blow at Society and I, at least, + mean to strike it. Here the moment is in every way ripe. Ever since the + explosion in Madrid, eight months ago, the Anarchists have been the + victims of the most savage persecutions. I have seen one man with his + nails torn off, and another raving mad with thirst, after having been kept + without water, and fed on salt cod during sixty hours. Others have been + tortured in prison in other ways—some tortures so vile and filthy + that I would not tell you of them. I write this in order to show you that + the moment is ripe here for some vigorous act of reprisal. It is + impossible to strike a blow at all those who are responsible, for the + whole of Society is to blame: but those most guilty must suffer for it. I + am prepared to strike my final blow before I take my leave, and you will + learn from the papers in a few days' time the exact nature of the act I + contemplate. + </p> + <p> + "And now I must beg you to pardon me for all the trouble and disturbance I + have occasioned you, dear friend; I can never thank you enough. You, and + you alone, have been true to me. For your own sake, I entreat you also to + beware of false friends—especially avoid Kosinski.——Yours + ever, + </p> + <p> + "GIACOMO GIANNOLI." + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0011" id="link2HCH0011"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XI. — A CRISIS + </h2> + <p> + The flight of Giannoli, and all the worry and turmoil occasioned thereby, + told on my health. I did not admit as much to myself, and I still kept on + at the paper as usual through the very thick of it all. For one thing, + this was necessary in order not to arouse the curiosity of many of the + comrades, and moreover there is no doubt that whatever line of life we may + adopt we gradually become the creatures of our habits, however much we may + scoff at such a notion. Thus, though I had grown out of the first stage of + youthful enthusiasm when I revelled in squalor and discomfort, and + sincerely believed myself to be one of the hubs round which the future + Revolution and the redemption of mankind circled, and though experience + had opened my eyes to much that was unlovely, and not a little which was + despicable, in my associates, still I stuck at my post and continued my + work on the paper. + </p> + <p> + On arriving at the office towards nine every morning, my first task was to + get Short out of pawn in the neighbouring coffee-shop, where he retired—regardless + of the fact that his pockets were but capacious vacuums—in order to + regale himself on shop eggs and fly-blown pastry, and where his person was + detained as a pledge till my purse redeemed him. + </p> + <p> + I would then work away, "dissing" or "comping," "locking up forms," or + writing a "leader," till some of the Italians, keenly alive to their + ownership of stomachs, would call me off to partake of a Milanese <i>minestra</i>, + or to pronounce on the excellencies of a mess of <i>polenta</i>. Then + would follow an hour devoted to digestion and talk, when Short, if in a + bad temper, would smoke abominable shag, and raise the bowl of his clay + pipe into quite perilous proximity with his eyebrows, and if genially + inclined, would entertain some one member of the company to dark tales and + fearsome hints as to the depraved habits and questionable sincerity of his + or her dearest friend. + </p> + <p> + He had of late developed a great interest in my welfare, and Kosinski had + been his special butt. He had always hated the latter on account of his + vast moral superiority to himself, and seemed specially desirous of + discrediting him in my eyes. The Russian came pretty frequently to the + office during the months following on Giannoli's disappearance. He was + always singularly uncommunicative about his own concerns; his intimate + friends were not aware of his address; how he lived or what his home life + was none seemed to know; and, indeed, he was one of those men who, without + ever saying a word to that effect, make one feel that their private life + is no concern of any one but themselves. Short, however, hinted at things + he <i>could</i> say if he <i>would</i>, spoke in general terms of the + disgracefulness of exploiting the affections of women, referred in an + undertone to "that Kosinski's" luck, adding that, of course, one had a + right to act according to one's inclination, still Anarchists should set + an example, &c., &c. I, of course, took such observations at their + true value; I knew Short and Kosinski too well to give two thoughts to the + matter. Still when, on top of all this mysterious talk, I received + Giannoli's letter, in which he spoke of his folly in trusting his supposed + friend, and accused him of being neither more nor less than an agent in + the hands of the International police, I felt my brain whirl, and really + wondered whether I was the sole sane person in a mad world, or whether the + reverse were not the case. + </p> + <p> + It was now some weeks since I had last seen Dr. Armitage. He had written + to explain his absence, alleging stress of work, in which I readily + believed; for though I knew his regular practice had been much neglected + during the preceding year, I also knew that there was not an Anarchist + within twenty miles who did not expect him to attend on himself and family + when in illness or trouble, an obligation with which the doctor willingly + complied, though not only did he take no fees, but generally had to + provide the patients with all their creature comforts. No sort of change + had occurred in our relations to each other, but lately he had seemed more + than ever preoccupied, absorbed in the propaganda, ever devising new plans + for spreading the "movement." He seemed less and less inclined to keep up + his West End connection, and confessed that he had but scant patience + wherewith to listen to the polite ailments and sentimental troubles of + fashionable ladies. He had given much time to the <i>Tocsin,</i> writing + many really remarkable papers for it, but lately, since Kosinski had come + more to the front, and I had been so much taken up with Giannoli's + affairs, he had, perhaps intentionally, kept more away from the office. + </p> + <p> + It was with a feeling of real pleasure that I saw him enter at last one + Saturday evening early in April. I had been feeling tired and depressed, + and only by an effort of will had I kept myself at my work. I was struck + at the change that a few weeks had wrought in the doctor's appearance. His + hair had grown unusually long, quite noticeably so, his tall figure was + somewhat bent, and there was an unusual appearance about his dress. He had + not yet cast aside the garb of civilisation, but his trousers evinced a + tendency to shrink, and he appeared to contemplate affecting low necks in + the matter of shirts. His feet were shod in sandals of a peculiar make, + and there was a feverish look in his eyes. As he came towards me his + characteristic kindly smile lit up his drawn features, and he grasped my + hand with friendly warmth. I was delighted to see him, but somewhat + shocked at the alteration in his looks. In answer to my inquiries as to + his prolonged absence, he explained that he had been very busy for one + thing, and that he had also been much preoccupied with his own thoughts on + questions of principle and propaganda. + </p> + <p> + "You know, Isabel," he said, "my habit of silence when confronted by + mental problems. I think I must belong to the race of ruminating animals, + and it is only by quietly chewing the cud of my ideas that I can digest + and assimilate them. It used to be just the same in my student days, and + doubtless the habit will stick to me through life. When I have once + thought out a point, and settled in my own mind on the right course of + action, I am not as a rule troubled by hesitation or doubts, and then I + like to talk and discuss, but the initial stage seems to need solitude. + Besides, I know you have been very much taken up of late months. I have + seen Kosinski sometimes, and had your news from him. You are not looking + well; you must have been overtaxing your strength, and need a rest." + </p> + <p> + "Doctor, cure yourself, I might well say," I rejoined. "There is nothing + much amiss with me. I am a little fagged perhaps, nothing more. But you + look very much run down. I am sure you have been neglecting yourself very + much of late." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, no, on the contrary," replied the doctor, "I have been giving much + thought lately to food and dress reform in their bearings on the social + question, and I have been putting some of my ideas into practice in my own + person. I have never felt in better health. All superfluous fat has been + got rid of, and my mind feels singularly lucid and clear. I have been + going on quite long rounds propagandising, often walking as much as twenty + and thirty miles a day, and, thanks to my somewhat more rational dress and + to my diet of raw oatmeal and fresh fruit, I have found no difficulty in + so doing. But will you not come for a walk with me? It is a beautiful + evening, and here the atmosphere is so close and stuffy. Do come, I should + so enjoy a quiet talk with you. I have much I want to say to you, and I + have come this evening in the hope of an opportunity to say it." + </p> + <p> + I agreed, and we sallied forth. At the entrance to the courtyard we + encountered Mrs. Wattles holding forth to a group of gossips amongst whom + stood Short (for no scandal-mongering was too trivial to interest him), on + the disappearance of Giannoli from her house and her suppositions as to + his fate—a theme of which she never wearied. I managed to slip by + without attracting her attention, so absorbed was she with the enthralling + mystery, only to find myself in for another almost worse danger. For there + at the corner of P. Street and the Euston Road stood the Bleeding Lamb, + surrounded by a hooting and uproarious crowd. He had, it appeared, + interrupted the Gospel-preaching of the Rev. Melchisedek Hicks with some + inappropriate inquiry as to the probable whereabouts of Nelson on the + resurrection day. This was considered irreverent by the admirers of the + Rev. Hicks, who forthwith began to jibe and jeer at the Bleeding Lamb, + who, in his turn, exchanging the meekness of the traditional victim for + the righteous indignation of a prophet misjudged, had volleyed a torrent + of abuse on all present, consigning them unconditionally to hell-fire. As + Armitage and I neared the scene a constable was taking the names and + addresses of all concerned, and was manifesting his intention of marching + off the poor Lamb to durance vile. + </p> + <p> + Armitage took in the situation at a glance, and, hurrying up, addressed + the man in blue. "I know this man very well, officer," he said in an + authoritative voice. "I can answer that he gives his name and address + correctly; there is no need to arrest him." + </p> + <p> + "And who are <i>you?</i> I should like to know," inquired the irate + policeman; "I think I can answer for your address, Colney Hatch ain't far + off the mark." + </p> + <p> + "This is my card," answered the doctor, handing one over to the constable + with a dignified gesture. The latter seemed somewhat impressed and taken + aback, and after grumbling some remarks in an undertone and eyeing the + Lamb in a suspicious and unconvinced manner, he told him to be off sharp + if he did not wish to find himself in the cells, and then vented his + spleen and unappeased zeal on behalf of his country by cuffing, shoving + and abusing the corner-boys who had assembled to witness the fun. We + availed ourselves of the consequent confusion to make good our escape, + dodging the Lamb, who manifested an intention of coming along with us; and + soon we found ourselves, thanks to a penny tram fare, in fresher, cleaner + quarters. We got down at the corner of Parliament Hill. The sun had just + set and the clear spring twilight lent a wonderful charm of serene peace + to the scene. The undulating expanse of Heath was growing darker and + darker; in the west still lingered the last sunset hues of pink and + saffron and green; and overhead in the deep blackening blue of night the + stars were just becoming visible. We had strolled on in silence for some + time, hushed by the solemn stillness of the evening. At last Dr. Armitage + exclaimed, "Ah, Isabel, how I sometimes long for rest and peace, and sweet + wholesome surroundings! How beautiful life might be passed with a + companion such as you. The earth is beautiful, man is naturally good; why + cannot we all be happy?" + </p> + <p> + I was a little taken aback at the doctor's remark, though I had half + expected something of the sort. During the early months of my Anarchist + career, when battling with the first difficulties of starting the <i>Tocsin</i>, + we had been so constantly together that we had got into a way of divining + each other's thoughts and feelings almost without the need of words. We + never thought or talked of anything but abstract questions of principle or + the immediate needs of the propaganda, yet, as was only natural, an + undercurrent of personal sympathy had sprung up between us which I had + felt to be somewhat more pronounced on the doctor's side than on my own. + However, with him, excess of emotion always manifested itself in renewed + and redoubled zeal for the propaganda, leading him to elaborate some quite + extraordinary schemes for advancing the Cause, such as, for instance, + supplementing his daily work by keeping a coffee-stall at night, as he + considered that such a plan would afford an excellent opportunity for + quiet personal argument and for the distribution of literature to probable + converts; so that he had never broached personalities in any definite + style. Then events had followed on one another with surprising rapidity; + the advent of the Italian refugees had contributed to change the <i>personnel</i> + if not the principles of the <i>Tocsin</i>; a common friendship for + Giannoli had brought Kosinski and myself more together and I had, always + had a decided sympathy for the Russian, increased perhaps by the + instinctive feeling that if there were one man who would refuse to budge + one inch from his principles for a woman that man was he. I seemed to have + lived ages, my character was developing, a sense of humour was gradually + modifying my views of many matters, and during these last few months + Armitage and I had drifted somewhat apart. + </p> + <p> + There was something pathetic in his voice that night as he spoke. His + whole appearance told me that he had been passing through an acute mental + and moral crisis, and a queer feeling came over me which seemed to warn me + that something irreparable was about to take place between us. I felt deep + sympathy for this noble nature struggling for the ideal in a world all out + of gear; so thoroughly unselfish and self-sacrificing as hardly to grasp + clearly the personal side of its sufferings, and slowly and unconsciously, + in its very effort to free itself from material trammels, falling a victim + to monomania—striving too high only to fall in a world where the + sublime is divided by but a step from the ridiculous, and where all are + capable of laughing and sneering, but few indeed of appreciating qualities + such as Armitage possessed. + </p> + <p> + "We might well ask 'what is happiness?'" I rejoined in answer to his + remark, anxious to steer the conversation clear of personalities. "How + vain and trivial all our struggles seem whenever we find ourselves face to + face with the serene indifference of Nature. What are we, after all, but + fretful midges whizzing out our brief hour?" + </p> + <p> + "Ah, one is often tempted to think so," answered Armitage—and I + confess that I gave vent to a sigh of relief as I realised that he was now + started on a discussion—"but as long as injustice prevails we must + continue the struggle. I often long for rest, silence, oblivion; but the + mood passes and I awake more keenly alive than ever to the greatness of + our Cause, and our duty toward the propaganda. Nothing must be allowed to + interfere with our devotion to it, and, what is more, Isabel, we must + strive to live in such a way as to free ourselves from all considerations + that might hamper our action on its behalf. We must simplify our lives; we + must not neglect to set an example even in small matters. The material + claims of life absorb far too much of our time. We are constantly selling + our birthright for a mess of pottage. We shall never be truly devoted + propagandists till we have freed ourselves from all care for the morrow." + </p> + <p> + "You are right," said I, "but such ideas may be carried to an excess. We + must live our lives; and as that is so we must attend more or less to our + personal wants." + </p> + <p> + "That I do not deny, Isabel," answered the doctor; "what I aim at is to + simplify them as much as possible. Thanks to my new diet I shall never + have to waste time to procure the wherewithal to fill my stomach. Nuts and + raw fruit are easily procured, and contain all the elements essential to + physical health. I am sure you will agree with me on this point when you + have considered it at length. Then again in the matter of dress, what + could be more hateful or harmful than our modern costume? It is awful to + think of the lives wasted in useless toil to produce the means by which a + so-called man of fashion contrives to make himself hideous and ridiculous + in the eyes of all sensible people. Besides there is no doubt that we are + all the creatures of our surroundings, and so the influence of food and + dress on character must be inestimable." + </p> + <p> + "Oh, doctor, do not harp so on this dress and food question!" I could not + help exclaiming. "Really, seriously, I think you have let your mind run + somewhat too much in a groove lately. Talk of vegetarianism and dress + reform! why, what you need, it seems to me, is a steak at the Holborn and + a starched shirt collar! Seriously, it grieves me to think that you should + be giving yourself up so entirely to such notions. I consider you could do + far more good to the Cause by keeping up your practice, pursuing your + studies, and working on the lines you used to be so successful in." + </p> + <p> + Hardly had I spoken than I regretted the hastiness of my remark. I could + see at a glance that my friend was pained, more at feeling that I was out + of sympathy with him than at my actual words. He suggested that we should + turn homewards. We were nearing Fitzroy Square when he exclaimed— + </p> + <p> + "You know, Isabel, that I have always had a great admiration for you. I + have thought you would prove one of the great figures of the coming + Revolution; I still think so, but I see that our ways are parting. You + laugh at me; yet I feel sure that my position is right. I am sorry I have + not your sympathy in my work. I had counted on it; I had come this evening + to tell you so. Perhaps some day you will understand my views and agree + with them. Till then, good-bye. I am due at a comrade's house at + Willesden; he is going in for the No Rent Campaign, and I have promised to + help him move to-night, but first I must go home and get out of these + cumbersome clothes into a more rational dress; coats and trousers impede + one's every thought and movement. Good-bye," and he grasped my hand and + was off, walking with a rapid, almost feverish stride. + </p> + <p> + On reaching home the servant informed me that a gentleman had called for + me, and that on hearing I was out he had expressed his intention of + returning. The girl could not remember his name, but I gathered from her + description that he was a foreigner. + </p> + <p> + Just then a ring at the door interrupted her remarks, and I was surprised + to see Kosinski enter the room. He walked straight up to me with an + unwonted look of perturbation about him. + </p> + <p> + "Could you come with me at once?" he said in low, hurried tones. + </p> + <p> + "Where?" said I, feeling quite alarmed. "What is the matter?" + </p> + <p> + "With me, to my room. I need the help of some woman, but there is no time + to waste. I will explain <i>en route</i>. Will you come?" + </p> + <p> + "Certainly, at once," and I walked out with him. + </p> + <p> + I had not chanced to see him since Giannoli's last letter in which he was + denounced as belonging to the ranks of the Italian's false friends, since + when I had only heard the insinuations of Short, which, as can easily be + imagined, had not deeply impressed me, coming from such a quarter. Still I + should not have been surprised had I felt a momentary embarrassment at + finding myself suddenly in his company, and under such decidedly unusual + circumstances, but such was not the case. No one could look into + Kosinski's steady grey eyes and earnest face, pale with the inward fire of + enthusiasm, and not feel conscious of standing face to face with one of + those rare natures who have dedicated themselves, body and soul, to the + service of an ideal. I walked on hurriedly, keeping up with his swinging + stride, wondering where we were going, but not liking to break in on his + reserve by probing questions. Suddenly he seemed to wake to a sense of + reality, and turned sharply round to me. + </p> + <p> + "We are going to my room in Hammersmith," he said. "I want your + assistance, if you care to come; there is a woman there dying, a friend of + mine. You are the only person of whom I should care to ask such a favour. + Will you come? I hardly think it will be for many hours." + </p> + <p> + So then Short was right; there was a woman at the bottom of Kosinski's + life; and simultaneously with this idea there flashed across my brain a + feeling of shame at having for one instant entertained a mean thought of + my friend. "I will come," I answered; "you did well to count on my + friendship." We hurried on for several minutes in silence. Then again + Kosinski spoke: + </p> + <p> + "I had best tell you a little how matters stand," he said. "I am not fond + of talking about private concerns, but you have a right to know. Eudoxia + has lived with me for the past two years. I brought her over with me from + America. She has been suffering with consumption all this while, and I do + not think she will last the night." + </p> + <p> + "Is she a comrade?" I ventured to inquire. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, no. She hates Anarchists; she hates me. It will be a blessing to + herself when she is laid to rest at last. She was the wife of my dearest + friend, perhaps my only friend outside the Cause. Vassili had a great + intellect, but his character was weak in some respects. He was full of + noble ambitions; he had one of the most powerful minds I have known, a + quite extraordinary faculty for grasping abstract ideas. I was first drawn + towards him by hearing him argue at a students' meeting. He was + maintaining a fatalistic paradox: the total uselessness of effort, and the + vanity of all our distinctions between good and bad. All our acts, he + argued, are the outcome of circumstances over which we have no control; + consequently the man who betrays his best friend for interested motives, + and the patriot who sacrifices happiness and life for an idea are morally + on the same footing—both seek their own satisfaction, aiming at that + goal by different paths; both by so doing obey a blind impulse. I joined + in the argument, opposing him, and we kept the ball going till 4 A.M. He + walked with me to my lodgings and slept on a rug on the floor, and we + became fast friends. But though his mind was strong, he was swayed by + sensual passions. He married young, burdening himself with the + responsibility of a woman and family, and went the way of all who do so. + He would have lost himself entirely in the meshes of a merely animal life; + he seemed even to contemplate with satisfaction the prospect of begetting + children! But I could not stand by and witness the moral degradation of my + poor friend. I kept him intellectually alive, and when once stimulated to + mental activity, no one was ever more logical, more uncompromising than + he. Soon after my imprisonment he got implicated in a conspiracy and had + to flee to America. When I arrived there after my escape I found him in + the most abject condition. His wife, Eudoxia, was ill with the germs of + the disease which is now killing her, and was constantly railing at him as + the cause of their misfortune, urging him to make a full confession and + throw himself on the mercy of the Russian authorities. Poor thing! she was + ill; she had had to leave behind her only child, and news had come of its + death. Vassili would never have done anything base, but he had not + sufficient strength of character to rise superior to circumstances. + Another weak trait in him was his keen sensibility to beauty. It was not + so much the discomfort as the ugliness of poverty which irked him. I have + always noted the deteriorating effect art has on the character in such + respects. He was grieved at his wife's illness, goaded to desperation by + her reproaches, sickened by the squalor of his surroundings, and instead + of turning his thoughts inwards and drawing renewed strength and + resolution from the spectacle of the sufferings caused by our false + morality and false society, he gave way completely and took to drink. When + I found him in New York he was indeed a wreck. He and his wife were living + in a filthy garret in the Bowery; he had nothing to do, and had retired + permanently on to a rotten old paillasse which lay in a corner; his + clothes were in pawn; he could not go out. Eudoxia earned a few cents + daily by slaving at the wash-tub, and most of this he spent in getting + drunk on vile, cheap spirits. When he saw me arrive he railed at me as the + cause of all his woes; blamed me for having dragged him on to actions he + should never have done if left to himself; and pointing to his wife and to + the squalid room, he exclaimed, 'See the results of struggling for a + higher life.' Eudoxia, for her part, hated me, declaring that I was + responsible for her husband's ruin, and that, not content with making his + life a hell on earth, I was consigning his soul to eternal perdition. Then + Vassili would burst into maudlin tears and weep over his own degeneracy, + saying that I was his only true friend. I grieved at the decay of a fine + mind; there was no hope now for him; I could only wish that his body might + soon too dissolve. I gave him what little help I could, and he soon drank + himself to death. I was with him at the last. He seemed overcome by a + great wave of pity for himself, spoke tearfully of the might-have-beens, + blamed me for having urged him to deeds beyond his strength, and ended by + exclaiming that he could not even die in peace, as he did not know what + would become of his poor wife, whose strength was already rapidly failing. + 'I am leaving her friendless and penniless. I dragged her away from a + comfortable home, promising her happiness. She has had to sacrifice her + only child to my safety, and now, prematurely old, soured by misfortune + and illness, I am abandoning her to fight for herself. She is my victim + and yours, the victim of our ideas; it is your duty to look after her.' I + promised him so to do, and she has been with me ever since." + </p> + <p> + I had walked on, absorbed in the interest of his tale, heedless of the + distance we were covering, and now I noticed that we were already skirting + Hyde Park, and reflected that our destination must still be far ahead. + </p> + <p> + "As your friend is so ill had we not better take the 'bus? You said we + were going to Hammersmith, and there is still quite a long walk ahead of + us," I suggested after a few minutes. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, are you tired?" he inquired; "I ought to have thought of it. I always + walk." I noticed that his hand strayed into the obviously empty pocket of + his inseparable blue overcoat, and a worried look came into his face. I at + once realised that he had not a penny on him, and deeply regretted my + remark. Not for worlds would I have suggested to him paying the fares + myself, which I should have thought nothing of doing with most of the + others. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, it was not for me," I hastened to rejoin, "I am not in the least + tired; I only thought it would be quicker, but after all we must now be + near," and I brisked up my pace, though I felt, I confess, more than a + little fagged. + </p> + <p> + Again we trudged on, absorbed in our thoughts. At last, to break the + silence I inquired of him if he had seen Armitage lately. + </p> + <p> + "It must be quite ten days now since I last saw him at a group-meeting of + the Jewish Comrades. I fear he is developing a failing common to many of + you English Anarchists; he is becoming something of a crank. He talked to + me a lot about vegetarianism and such matters. It would be a thousand + pities were he to lose himself on such a track, for he has both intellect + and character. He is unswerving where principle is at stake; let's trust + he will not lose sight of large aims to strive at minor details." + </p> + <p> + Again a silence fell on us. My companion was evidently reviewing his past; + my brain was occupied in blindly searching the future; what would become + of us all? Kosinski, Armitage, myself? Vassili's words, "This is the + result of struggling for a higher life," haunted me. Should we after all + only succeed in making our own unhappiness, in sacrificing the weak to our + uncompromising theories, and all this without advancing the cause of + humanity one jot? The vague doubts and hesitations of the past few weeks + seemed crystallising. I was beginning to mount the Calvary of doubt. + </p> + <p> + After a quarter of an hour Kosinski exclaimed: "Here we are. You must not + be taken aback, Isabel, if you get but scant thanks for your kindness. + Eudoxia is not well disposed towards our ideas; she looks upon her life + with me as the last and bitterest act in the tragedy of her existence. + Poor thing, I have done what I could for her, but I understand her point + of view." + </p> + <p> + Without further ado we proceeded along the passage and up the mean wooden + staircase of a third-rate suburban house, pushing past a litter of + nondescript infancy, till we stopped before a back room on the top floor. + As Kosinski turned the door handle a woman stepped forward with her finger + to her lips. "Oh, thank Gawd, you're here at last," she said in a whisper, + "your sister's been awful bad, but she's just dozed off now. I'll go to my + husband; he'll be in soon now." + </p> + <p> + "Thanks, Mrs. Day. I need not trouble you further. My friend has come to + help me." + </p> + <p> + The landlady eyed me with scant favour and walked off, bidding us + good-night. + </p> + <p> + The room was of a fair size for the style of dwelling and was divided in + two by a long paper screen. The first half was evidently Kosinski's, and + as far as I could see by the dim light, was one litter of papers, with a + mattress on the floor in a corner. We walked past the screen; and the + guttering candle, stuck in an old ginger-beer bottle, allowed me to see a + bed in which lay the dying woman. There was also a table on which stood + some medicine bottles, a jug of milk, and a glass; an armchair of frowsy + aspect, and two cane chairs. The unwashed boards were bare, the room + unattractive to a degree, still an awkward attempt at order was + noticeable. I stepped over to the bed and gazed on its occupant. Eudoxia + was a thin gaunt woman of some thirty-five years of age. Her clustering + golden hair streaked with grey; small, plaintive mouth, and clear skin + showed that she might have been pretty; but the drawn features and closed + eyelids bore the stamp of unutterable weariness, and a querulous + expression hovered round her mouth. The rigid folds of the scanty + bedclothes told of her woeful thinness, and the frail transparent hands + grasped convulsively at the coverlet. As I gazed at her, tears welled into + my eyes. She looked so small, so transient, yet bore the traces of such + mental and physical anguish. After a moment or two she slowly opened her + eyes, gazed vacantly at me without apparently realising my presence, and + in a feeble, plaintive voice made some remark in Russian. Kosinski was at + her side immediately and answered her in soothing tones, evidently + pointing out my presence. The woman fixed on me her large eyes, luminous + with fever. I stepped nearer. "Is there anything I can do for you?" I + inquired in French. "No one can do anything for me except God and the + blessed Virgin," she replied peevishly, "and they are punishing me for my + sins. Yes, for my sins," she went on, raising her voice and speaking in a + rambling delirious way, "because I have consorted with infidels and + blasphemers. Vassili was good to me; we were happy with our little Ivan, + till that devil came along. He ruined Vassili, body and soul; he killed + our child; he has lost me. I have sold myself to the devil, for have I not + lived for the past two years on his charity? And you," she continued, + turning her glittering eyes on me, "beware, he will ruin you too; he has + no heart, no religion; he cares for nothing, for nobody, except his cruel + principles. You love him, I see you do; it is in your every movement, but + beware; he will trample on your heart, he will sacrifice you, throw you + aside as worthless, as he did with Vassili, who looked upon him as his + dearest friend. Beware!" and she sank back exhausted on the pillows, her + eyes turned up under her eyelids, a slight froth tinged with blood + trickling down the corners of her mouth. + </p> + <p> + I was transfixed with horror; I knew not what to say, what to do. I put my + hand soothingly on her poor fevered brow, and held a little water to her + lips. Then my eyes sought Kosinski. He was standing in the shadow, a look + of intense pain in his eyes and on his brow, and I knew what he must be + suffering at that moment. I walked up to him and grasped his hand in + silent sympathy; he returned the pressure, and for a moment I felt almost + happy in sharing his sorrow. We stood watching in silence; at regular + intervals the church chimes told us that the hours were passing and the + long night gradually drawing to its close. Half-past three, a quarter to + four, four; still the heavy rattling breath told us that the struggle + between life and death had not yet ceased. At last the dying woman heaved + a deep sigh, she opened her wide, staring eyes and raised her hand as if + to summon some one. Kosinski stepped forward, but she waved him off and + looked at me. "I have not a friend in the world," she gasped; "you shall + be my friend. Hold my hand and pray for me." I knelt by her side and did + as I was bid. Never had I prayed since I could remember, but at that + supreme moment a Latin prayer learned in my infancy at my mother's knee + came back to me; Kosinski turned his face to the wall and stood with bowed + shoulders. As the words fell from my lips the dying woman clutched my hand + convulsively and murmured some words in Russian. Then her grasp loosened. + I raised my eyes to her face, and saw that all was over. My strained + nerves gave way, and I sobbed convulsively. Kosinski was at my side. + </p> + <p> + "Poor thing, poor thing!" I heard him murmur. He laid his hand caressingly + on my shoulder. The candle was flaring itself out, and everything assumed + a ghastly blue tint as the first chill light of dawn, previous to sunrise, + stole into the room. I rose to my feet and went over to the window. How + cold and unsympathetic everything looked! I felt chilly, and a cold + shudder ran down my limbs. Absolute silence prevailed, in the street, in + the house, in the room, where lay the dead woman staring fixedly before + her. Kosinski had sunk into a chair, his head between his hands. I looked + at him in silence and bit my lip. An unaccustomed feeling of revolt was + springing up in me. I could not and did not attempt to analyse my + feelings, only I felt a blind unreasoning anger with existence. How + stupid, how objectless it all seemed! The church clock rung out the hour, + five o'clock. Kosinski rose, he walked to the bedside, and closed poor + Eudoxia's staring eyes, and drew the sheet over her face. Then he came + over to me. + </p> + <p> + "I shall never forget your kindness, Isabel. There is yet one thing I will + ask of you; I know that Eudoxia wanted a mass to be said for her and + Vassili; will you see about carrying out this wish of hers? I cannot give + you the money to pay for it; I have not got it." + </p> + <p> + I nodded in silent consent. + </p> + <p> + He paused a few minutes. He seemed anxious to speak, yet hesitated; at + last he said, "I am leaving London, Isabel, I can do nothing here, and I + have received letters from comrades in Austria telling me that there + things are ripe for the Revolution." + </p> + <p> + I started violently: "You are leaving! Leaving London?" I stammered. + </p> + <p> + "Yes, I shall be able to do better work elsewhere." + </p> + <p> + I turned suddenly on him. + </p> + <p> + "And so you mean to say that we are to part? Thus? now? for ever?" A + pained look came into his eyes. He seemed to shrink from personalities. + "No," I continued rapidly, "I will, I must speak. Why should we ruin our + lives? To what idol of our own creation are we sacrificing our happiness? + We Anarchists are always talking of the rights of the individual, why are + you deliberately sacrificing your personal happiness, and mine? The dead + woman was right; I love you, and I know that you love me. Our future shall + not be ruined by a misunderstanding. Now I have spoken, you must answer, + and your answer must be final." + </p> + <p> + I looked at him whilst the words involuntarily rushed from my lips, and + even before I had finished speaking, I knew what his answer would be. + </p> + <p> + "An Anarchist's life is not his own. Friendship, comradeship may be + helpful, but family ties are fatal; you have seen what they did for my + poor friend. Ever since I was fifteen I have lived solely for the Cause; + you are mistaken in thinking that I love you in the way you imply. I + thought of you as a comrade, and loved you as such." + </p> + <p> + I had quite regained my self-possession. "Enough," I said, interrupting + him. "I do not regret my words; they have made everything clear to me. You + are of the invincibles, Kosinski; you are strong with the strength of the + fanatic; and I think you will be happy too. You will never turn to + contemplate regretfully the ashes of your existence and say as did your + friend, 'See the result of struggling for a higher life!' You do not, you + cannot see that you are a slave to your conception of freedom, more + prejudiced in your lack of prejudice than the veriest bourgeois; that is + your strength, and it is well. Good-bye." + </p> + <p> + He grasped my proffered hand with warmth. + </p> + <p> + "Good-bye, Isabel. I knew you were not like other women; that <i>you</i> + could understand." + </p> + <p> + "I can understand," I replied, "and admire, even if I deplore. Good-bye." + </p> + <p> + Slowly I moved towards the door, my eyes fascinated by the rigid lines of + the sheet covering the dead woman; slowly I turned the handle and walked + down the mean wooden staircase into the mean suburban street. + </p> + <p> + <br /><br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0012" id="link2HCH0012"> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XII. — THE <i>TOCSIN'S</i> LAST TOLL + </h2> + <p> + As I walked home from Kosinski's in the early morning I felt profoundly + depressed. The weather had turned quite chilly and a fine drizzling rain + began to fall, promising one of those dull, wet days of which we + experience so many in the English spring. The streets were deserted but + for the milkmen going their rounds, and the tired-looking policemen + waiting to be relieved on their beats. I felt that feeling of physical + exhaustion which one experiences after being up all night, when one has + not had the opportunity for a wash and change of clothes. I was not + sleepy, but my eyes were hot and dry under their heavy eyelids, my bones + ached, my muscles felt stiff; I had the uncomfortable consciousness that + my hair was disordered and whispy, my hat awry, my skin shiny; and this + sub-consciousness of physical unattractiveness heightened the sense of + moral degradation. + </p> + <p> + I felt weary and disgusted, and it was not only, nor even principally, the + knowledge that Kosinski had gone out of my life which accounted for this. + I felt strangely numbed and dull, curiously able to look back on that + incident as if it had occurred to some one else. Every detail, every word, + was vividly stamped on my brain: I kept recurring to them as I trudged + along, but in a critical spirit, smiling every now and again as the humour + of some strangely incongruous detail flashed across my brain. + </p> + <p> + What really weighed me down was a sense of the futility, not only of + Anarchist propaganda but of things in general. What were we striving for? + Happiness, justice? And the history of the world shows that man has + striven for these since the dawn of humanity without ever getting much + nearer the goal. The few crumbs of personal happiness which one might hope + for in life were despised and rejected by men like Armitage, Kosinski, and + Bonafede, yet all three were alike powerless to bring about the larger + happiness they dreamed of. + </p> + <p> + I had acquired a keener sense of proportion since the days when I had + first climbed the breakneck ladder of Slater's Mews, and I now realised + that the great mass of toiling humanity ignored our existence, and that + the slow, patient work of the ages was hardly likely to be helped or + hindered by our efforts. I did not depreciate the value of thought, of the + effort made by the human mind to free itself from the shackles of + superstition and slavery; of that glorious unrest which spurs men on to + scrutinise the inscrutable, ever baffled yet ever returning to the + struggle, which alone raises him above the brute creation and which, after + all, constitutes the value of all philosophy quite apart from the special + creed each school may teach; and I doubted not for a moment that the yeast + of Anarchist thought was leavening the social conceptions of our day. + </p> + <p> + But I had come to see the almost ludicrous side of the Anarchist party, + especially in England, considered as a practical force in politics. Short + and Simpkins were typical figures—M'Dermott, an exceptionally good + one—of the rank and file of the English party. They used long words + they barely understood, considered that equality justified presumption, + and contempt or envy of everything they felt to be superior to themselves. + Communism, as they conceived it, amounted pretty nearly to living at other + people's expense, and they believed in revenging the wrongs of their + classes by exploiting and expropriating the bourgeois whenever such action + was possible without incurring personal risk. Of course I was not blind to + the fact that there were a few earnest and noble men among them, men who + had educated themselves, curtailing their food and sleep to do so, men of + original ideas and fine independent character, but I had found that with + the Anarchist, as with the Socialist party, and indeed all parties, such + were not those who came to the surface, or who gave the <i>ton</i> to the + movement. Then, of course, there were noble dreamers, incorrigible + idealists, like Armitage, men whom experience could not teach nor + disappointment sour. Men gifted with eternal youth, victimised and + sacrificed by others, yet sifting and purifying the vilest waste in the + crucible of their imaginations, so that no meanness, nor the sorrow born + of the knowledge of meanness in others, ever darkens their path. Men who + live in a pure atmosphere of their own creation, whom the worldly-wise + pity as deluded fools, but who are perhaps the only really enviable people + in the world. Notable, too, were the fanatics of the Kosinski type, stern + heroic figures who seem strangely out of place in our humdrum world, whose + practical work often strikes us as useless when it is not harmful, yet + without whom the world would settle down into deadly lethargy and + stagnation. Then in England came a whole host of cranks who, without being + Anarchists in any real sense of the word, seemed drawn towards our ranks, + which they swelled and not infrequently brought into ridicule. The + "Bleeding Lamb" and his atheist opponent Gresham, the Polish Countess Vera + Voblinska with her unhappy husband who looked like an out-at-elbows mute + attached to a third-rate undertaker's business, a dress-reforming lady + disciple of Armitage, a queer figure, not more than four feet in height, + who looked like a little boy in her knickers and jersey, till you caught + sight of the short grizzled hair and wrinkled face, who confided to me + that she was "quite in love with the doctor, he was so <i>quaint</i>;" and + numerous others belonged to that class; and finally a considerable + sprinkling of the really criminal classes who seemed to find in the + Anarchist doctrine of "Fais ce que veux" that salve to their conscience + for which even the worst scoundrels seem to crave, and which, at worst, + permitted them to justify their existences in their own eyes as being the + "rotten products of a decaying society." Such were the heterogeneous + elements composing the Anarchist party with which I had set out to reform + the world. + </p> + <p> + The neighbouring church chimes rang out half-past six as I approached + home, and on reaching the doorstep of the Fitzroy Square house I found my + brother Raymond just letting himself in. On seeing me he exclaimed, "Oh, + Isabel, where have you been so early?—though really your appearance + suggests the idea that you have never been to bed rather than that you + have just risen!" I confirmed his suspicion and together we entered his + study. + </p> + <p> + "Well, where have you been? Is there something new on with the Anarchists? + I have seen so little of you for the past six months that I feel quite out + of the world—your world at least." + </p> + <p> + It was a great relief to me to find my brother so conversable. We had both + been so occupied of late in our respective ways that we had had but scant + opportunity for talk or companionship. Raymond had now started practising + on his own account; he was popular with his poor patients in the crowded + slums round King's Cross, amongst whom his work chiefly lay, and day and + night he toiled in their midst. Certainly the sights he saw there were not + calculated to destroy his revolutionary longings, though they were often + such as might well have made him doubt of the ultimate perfectibility of + the human race. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, I am so glad to find you, Raymond, and I should enjoy a nice long + talk together; but you must be tired; you have, I suppose, only just come + in after working all night?" + </p> + <p> + He explained to me that he had been summoned after midnight to attend a + poor woman's confinement, and had stayed with her till past four, when, + feeling more inclined for a walk than for his bed, he had wandered off in + the direction of Highgate and had only just got home. + </p> + <p> + "By the way, Isabel," he said, "as I was coming down the Caledonian Road I + met your friend Armitage. He is a good fellow whom I have always liked, so + I stopped him and we had a chat. He explained to me that he was attired in + his new pedestrian costume, which indeed struck me as almost pre-Adamite + in its simplicity. He had been helping some of his friends to move—to + shoot the moon, I fancy, would describe the situation. He inquired of me + what I was doing, and we got talking on all sorts of scientific and + philosophic problems. It is extraordinary what an intellect that man has. + Only he lives too much in a world of his own creation; he seems absolutely + oblivious of self, and I feel sure his hygiene and vegetarianism are + simply the outcome of his desire to free himself from all worldly cares + which might impede his absolute devotion to his Cause. He seems to have + practically abandoned his practice. As we were wandering on rather + aimlessly, I suggested accompanying him home, but he did not appear to + jump at the idea, and as I know that it is not considered etiquette + amongst you folk to press inquiries as to address and so on, I was going + to drop the subject; but Armitage, after a short silence, explained that + the fact was he had not exactly got a home to go to. I concluded that he + was in for the bother of changing diggings, and made some sympathetic + remark to that effect; but he said that was not exactly the case—that, + in fact, he had given up having a fixed abode altogether. As you can + imagine, Isabel," continued my brother, "this information somewhat + staggered me. I knew through you that he had long ago given up his Harley + Street establishment and moved into more populous quarters, where I quite + supposed him still to be residing. But he calmly went on to explain, as + though it were the most natural thing in the world, that he had been in + need of a rather considerable sum of money some weeks back for purposes of + propaganda, and that, not knowing where else to obtain the money, he had + sold up all his belongings and cleared out of his lodgings without paying + his rent, 'by way of an example.' All this he explained with the air of a + man adducing an unanswerable argument, and as his manner did not admit of + remonstrance, I simply asked him what he thought of doing now, which + started him off on a long account of the opportunities for propaganda + afforded by such establishments as Rowton House, the casual wards, and the + Salvation Army Shelters. 'We want to get at the oppressed, to rouse them + from their lethargy of ages, to show them that they too have rights, and + that it is cowardly and wicked to starve in the midst of plenty; we want + to come amongst them, not as preachers and dilettantists, but as workers + like themselves, and how can this be done better than by going in their + midst and sharing their life?' I could not but feel amazement and + admiration at the enthusiasm and sincerity of this man, mingled with + sorrow at the thought that such an intellect as his should be thus wasted. + He is a man who might have done almost anything in the scientific world, + and now he seems destined to waste his life, a dreamer of dreams, a sort + of modern St. Francis in a world lacking in idealism, and where he will be + looked upon as a wandering lunatic rather than a saint." + </p> + <p> + I sat silent for a few minutes. I had not quite realised that poor + Armitage had come to this—a frequenter of casual wards, a homeless + and wandering lunatic; my brother was right, the world would judge him as + such. I was not, however, in the least surprised at the news. + </p> + <p> + The servants had by now come down and we had breakfast brought to the + study, and I gave Raymond an account of my night's proceedings. When I + concluded my brother said, + </p> + <p> + "Well, Isabel, you will remain almost alone at the <i>Tocsin</i>. Kosinski + is leaving, Giannoli is gone, Armitage is otherwise occupied. Will you be + able to keep it going?" + </p> + <p> + "Oh, I could keep it going," I replied. "There are still a lot of comrades + hanging on to it; new ones are constantly turning up. The work can be done + between us, there is no doubt of that. It is rather of myself that I + doubt. I begin to feel isolated in the midst of the others; I cannot + believe that people like Short and Simpkins can change Society; they would + have to begin reforming themselves, and that they are incapable of. I can + admire a man like Kosinski: I cannot exactly sympathise with him. As to + Armitage, I can only grieve that he should thus waste his life and + talents. Probably, had he thought a little more of his personal happiness, + he would have avoided falling a victim to monomania, for such he is in + part. And then—and then—it is not only of others that I doubt, + but of myself. Am I really doing any good? Can I sincerely believe that + the <i>Tocsin</i> will help towards the regeneration of mankind? Can + mankind be regenerated? When such questions never occurred to me, or, if + they did, were answered by my brain with an unhesitating affirmative, then + it was easy to work. No difficulties could daunt me; everything seemed + easy, straightforward. But now—but now...." + </p> + <p> + "Well, then, why don't you give it up, Isabel?" + </p> + <p> + "Give it up? Oh, how could I? I have never really thought of that. Oh no; + the paper must come out. I have undertaken it. I must go on with it." + </p> + <p> + "And you an Anarchist! Why, I always thought you believed in the absolute + freedom of the individual, and here you are saying that you must go on + with a work in which you no longer feel the requisite confidence, for the + mere reason that you once, under other circumstances, started it." + </p> + <p> + "You are right, Raymond, logically right, but life is not ruled by logic, + whether we be Anarchists or Reactionaries. I feel that I could not give up + the <i>Tocsin</i>, my interests centre round it; besides, I do not say + that I have altered my ideas; I am still an Anarchist, I can honestly work + for the Cause; I only said that I doubt. I feel depressed. Who has not had + at times periods of depression and doubt?" + </p> + <p> + "Well, we shall see," replied Raymond. "I got a letter from Caroline last + night which I wanted to show you. She says she will be home in another + three months, as she has accepted a further engagement for the States now + that her tour is nearly over. When she comes home it will be a little + company for you in the house. She has friends, and she is sure to be much + sought after now, as she seems fairly on the road to becoming a celebrity + in the musical world." + </p> + <p> + I read the long letter, written in the brilliant style which characterised + everything about Caroline. She described her triumphs in the various + cities of the Argentine and Brazil, the receptions given in her honour, + the life and society of these faraway countries, with a brightness and + humour which brought home to me the whole atmosphere of the places and + people she described. Caroline had always been fond of society, and even + before leaving England had become quite a favourite in musical circles; + but her quick, bright intelligence had never allowed her to be blind to + much that was vulgar and ludicrous in her surroundings. I was truly glad + to think that we should meet again before long. The common memories and + affections of our childhood formed a solid basis for our mutual + friendship, but I could not help smiling as I read the last paragraph of + her long epistle: "I expect by now Isabel has had time to grow out of her + enthusiasm for revolutions and economics, and will feel less drawn towards + baggy-trousered democrats and unwashed philosophers than when I left. + Perhaps she may even have come round to my view of life, <i>i.e.</i>, that + it is really not worth while taking things too tragically, and that it is + best to take the few good things life brings us without worrying one's + brains about humanity. Selfish, is it not? But I have generally noticed + that it is your stern moralists and humanitarians who cause the most + unhappiness in the world. Anyhow, if Isabel is less wrapped up in + Socialism and Anarchy we shall be able to have a good time when I come + home. I am sure to be asked out a good deal, and if the fashionable people + who patronise musical celebrities are not free from their foibles and + ridicules we shall anyhow be able to amuse ourselves and laugh at them up + our sleeves." + </p> + <p> + So Caroline already counted on my having outgrown Anarchy and unwashed + philosophy, as she phrased it, and grown into drawing-room etiquette! But + she was wrong! I should go on with the <i>Tocsin</i>. I should still work + in the Cause; I had done so till then, and what had happened since + yesterday to alter my intentions? Nothing, or at least nothing of outward + importance. Only, since my last interview with Armitage and my parting + with Kosinski, I had begun to formulate to myself many questions which + till then I had only vaguely felt. Still I repeated to myself that I + should go on with the paper, that I should continue to lead the same life. + Of course I should! How could I do otherwise? And even if I had changed + somewhat in my ideas and my outlook on life, I certainly did not feel even + remotely attracted towards the sort of society Caroline referred to. I had + a vivid recollection of once accompanying her to an <i>at home</i>, given + in a crowded drawing-room, where the heavily-gilded Louis XV. mirrors and + Sevres vases and ornaments, with their scrolls and flourishes, all seemed + to have developed the flowing wigs which characterised the Roi Soleil, and + where the armchairs and divans were upholstered in yellow and pink satin, + and decked out with ribbon bows to resemble Watteau sheep. Oh no; + certainly I should not exchange the low living and high thinking of my + Anarchist days for such artificiality and vulgar display. Sunday was + generally a very busy day with me, almost more so than week-days, for + there were meetings to be held, literature to be sold and distributed, and + lectures and discussions to be attended. I was in the habit of rising + rather late, as very often Saturday night was an all-night sitting at the + office of the <i>Tocsin</i>, and Sunday morning was the only time I found + it convenient to pay a little attention to the toilet. But I used + generally to manage to be by twelve in some public place, and help Short + and M'Dermott to start a meeting. Short, influenced by his inherent + laziness, had succeeded in persuading the Italians that he was a great + orator, and that they could not better forward the Cause in their new + country than by carrying for him the movable platform from which he + delivered his spirited harangues; so that one or two of them were + generally present helping to form the nucleus of an audience, and ready to + lend their valid support should any drunken loafer or top-hatted + bourgeois, outraged in his feelings, attempt to disturb the proceedings. + Hyde Park was generally my destination in the afternoon, and in the + evening we used to repair in force to the hall of the Social Democrats, + there to take part in the discussion which followed the lectures, or else + some meeting in Deptford, Canning Town, or Stratford would claim my + attendance. But on this particular Sunday I felt too tired and despondent + to think of rushing out in my usual style. + </p> + <p> + I shut myself in my room and tried to rest, but I could not free myself + from the sights and thoughts which had beset me during the night. The + words of Kosinski's friend, "And this is what comes of struggling for the + higher life," still haunted me; the dead woman, staring blindly into space + rose before me, an image of the suffering forced on the weak by the + strong. Then my thoughts reverted to Giannoli. What was he doing? I had + not heard from him for over a month, and his last letter had been far from + reassuring. He hinted at some desperate enterprise he was engaged on, and + as I had no further news of him from any quarter I thought it not unlikely + that he had been arrested, and was, even then perhaps, suffering unknown + tortures in one of those dreaded Spanish prisons, where the old systems of + the Inquisition still prevail, though modern hypocrisy requires that all + should pass in silence and darkness, content on these conditions never to + push too closely its inquiries, even though some crippled victim who may + escape should rouse for a moment a spasmodic outburst of indignation in + the civilised world. And even were this not his fate, it was a sad enough + one in all conscience: to rush all over the world, wrecked in health, + driven from place to place by his wild suspicions, the offspring of a + diseased imagination; deprived of friends, for his mania of persecution + drove them off; deprived of means, for he had sacrificed his all to the + propaganda, and his health and mode of life did not permit of any settled + occupation. I felt strangely anxious about him, and this led my thoughts + back once more to Kosinski, with whom I had been brought so closely into + contact through our relations with Giannoli. I should never see him again + in all probability. He had told me he was going to Austria. He too + belonged to the <i>knights of death</i>, as an Italian comrade had named a + certain section of the Anarchists; and he was working out his inevitable + destiny. I wondered now how I had ever allowed myself to conceive of him + otherwise. I had always known it was impossible, and I felt that it was + only an impulse of rebellion against fate which had led me to speak. + </p> + <p> + Finding sleep out of the question, I got up and attempted to write an + article which I had promised to bring down to the <i>Tocsin</i> the + following morning. The subject I had chosen was "The Right to Happiness," + and I argued that man has a right not only to daily bread, as the + Socialists maintain, but also to happiness, consisting in the fullest + development and exercise of all his faculties, a condition only possible + when the individual shall be perfectly free, living in a harmonious + society of free men, untrammelled by artificial economic difficulties, and + by superstitions inherited from the past. Some days previously we had had + a discussion on the subject at the office of the <i>Tocsin</i>, and I had + maintained my views victoriously against the pessimistic dogmatism of a + German comrade. But now my arguments seemed hollow to myself, mere + rhetoric, and even that of third-rate quality. Happiness! Did not the mere + fact of attaining our desires deprive them of their charm? Life was an + alternating of longing and regret. I pushed paper and pen aside, and began + roaming aimlessly about the house. The large old-fashioned rooms impressed + me as strangely silent and forlorn. I wandered up to the attic which our + father had used as a laboratory, and which had always struck us children + as a mysterious apartment, where he did wonderful things with + strange-shaped instruments and bottles which we were told contained deadly + poison. His apparatus was still ranged on the shelves, thick in dust, and + the air was heavy with the pungent smell of acids. The large drawing-rooms + with their heavy hangings looked shabbier and dingier than of old; I could + not help noticing the neglected look of everything. I had hardly entered + them during the past year, and now I vaguely wondered whether Caroline on + her return would wish to have them renovated. Then I remembered how I had + received there for the first time, some four years ago, my brother's + Socialist friend, and I could not help smiling as I recollected my + excitement on that occasion. I was indeed young in those days! I picked up + a book which was lying on a table thick in dust, and sat down listlessly + in the roomy arm-chair by the fireside, which had been my father's + favourite seat. I began turning the pages of a volume, "The Thoughts of + Marcus Aurelius," and gradually I became absorbed in its contents. Here + was a man who had known how to create for himself in his own soul an oasis + of rest, not by practising a selfish indifference to, and isolation from, + public matters—not by placing his hopes in some future paradise, the + compensation of terrestrial suffering, but by rising superior to external + events, and, whilst fulfilling his duty as emperor and man, not allowing + himself to be flustered or perturbed by the inevitable. "Abolish opinion, + you have abolished this complaint, 'Some one has harmed me.' Suppress the + complaint, 'Some one has harmed me,' and the harm itself is suppressed." + What wisdom in these words! + </p> + <p> + It was a long while since I had thus enjoyed a quiet read. For several + months past my life had been a ceaseless round of feverish activity. + Looking back, it seemed to me that I had allowed myself to be strangely + preoccupied and flustered by trifles. What were these important duties + which had so absorbed me as to leave me no time for thought, for study, no + time to live my own life? How had I come to give such undue importance to + the publication of a paper which, after all, was read by a very few, and + those few for the most part already blind believers in the ideas it + advocated? Yet I told myself that the <i>Tocsin</i> had done good work, + and could yet do much. Besides, I had undertaken it, I must go on with it; + life without an object would be intolerable. The slow hours passed, and + when night came I felt thoroughly worn out and exhausted, and soon got to + sleep. + </p> + <p> + I awoke on Monday morning with a sense of impending misfortune hovering + over me. I had taken refuge in sleep the previous night from a host of + troublesome thoughts and perplexing doubts, and I now experienced the + hateful sensation of returning consciousness, when one does not yet + recollect fully the past, yet realises vaguely the re-awakening to + suffering and action. I wanted to get to the office early that morning, + for publishing day was near at hand and there was a lot of work to be + finished. I felt that the drudgery of composing would be a relief to my + over-strained nerves; so, without waiting for breakfast and the morning + paper which I generally scanned before leaving home, I dressed rapidly and + set out for the <i>Tocsin</i>. I had not gone many yards when my attention + was attracted by the large placards pasted on the boards outside a + newspaper shop:— + </p> + <p> + "Shocking outrage in Madrid. Attempt on the life of Spanish Prime-Minister—Many + victims. Arrest of Anarchist Assassin. London Police on scent." + </p> + <p> + Giannoli! The name flashed across my brain as I rushed into the shop and + purchased the paper. My heart thumped with excitement as, standing in the + shadow of some houses at the corner of the street, I hastily opened and + folded the sheet and ran my eyes down the long column, freely interspersed + with headlines. + </p> + <p> + "On Sunday evening, at half-past six, when the fashionable crowd which + throngs the Prado at Madrid was at its thickest, and just as the Minister + Fernandez was driving by in his carriage, a man pushed his way through the + crowd, and shouting 'Long live Anarchy,' discharged at him three shots + from a revolver; the aim, however, was not precise, and one of the bullets + wounded, it is feared mortally, the secretary, Seņor Esperandez, who was + seated beside his chief, whilst the Minister was shot in the arm. Several + people rushed forward to seize the miscreant, who defended himself + desperately, discharging the remaining chambers of the revolver amidst his + assailants, two of whom have sustained serious injuries. He was, however, + overcome and taken, handcuffed and bound, to the nearest police station. + On being interrogated he refused his name and all particulars as to + himself, only declaring that he attempted the life of the Minister + Fernandez on his own individual responsibility, that he had no + accomplices, and that his object was to revenge his comrades who had been + persecuted by order of the Minister. When informed that he had missed his + aim, and that Fernandez had escaped with a broken arm, whilst his + secretary was in danger of death, he expressed his regret at not having + succeeded in his object, saying that this was due to his wretched health, + which rendered his aim unsteady; but as to Seņor Esperandez, he declared + that he considered him also responsible, inasmuch as he was willing to + associate himself with the oppressor of the people. Neither threats nor + persuasion could induce him to say more. The police, however, are making + active inquiries, and have ascertained so far (midnight of Sunday) that + the prisoner is an Italian Anarchist recently landed at Barcelona from + America, passing under the name of Paolo Costa. This name, however, is + considered to be false. He is a tall man, of rather distinguished + appearance. The police do not credit the idea that he has no accomplices, + and during the evening extensive arrests have been made in Madrid and + Barcelona. Over a hundred of the most noted Anarchists and Socialists in + these cities are now in prison." + </p> + <p> + Such was the brief outline of facts as given by the <i>Morning Post.</i> + Of course I had not the slightest doubt as to the identity of the + prisoner; the state of weakness and ill-health which had caused him to + miss his aim was conclusive, added to the many other reasons I had for + supposing him to be Giannoli. This, then, was the deed he had been + contemplating! Only the day before I had been wondering why I had no news + of him; but a few hours previously he went forth to his death. For it + meant death, of course; of that I had no doubt. He would be garotted; I + only hoped that he might not be tortured first. I gave a hasty glance at + the other details given by the paper. A column was dedicated to the + virtues of the prime-minister. He was upheld as a model of the domestic + virtues (a few months back Continental papers had been full of a + scandalous trial in which Fernandez had been involved), and was + represented as the man who had saved Spain from ruin and disaster by his + firm repression of the revolutionary parties: by which euphonious phrase + the papers referred to the massacres of strikers which had taken place at + Barcelona and Valladolid, and the wholesale arrest and imprisonment of + Anarchists and Socialists in connection with a recent anti-clerical + movement which had convulsed the Peninsula. + </p> + <p> + These arrests had given rise to a great political trial for conspiracy + before a court-martial, which had ended in a sentence of death passed on + five of the prisoners, whilst the others were sentenced to terms of + imprisonment varying from thirty to five years. It was to revenge the + injustice and the sufferings caused by this policy that Giannoli had + attempted the life of the Spanish minister. Another paragraph caught my + eye:— + </p> + <p> + "London police hot on scent: raids and arrests." + </p> + <p> + "Our correspondent has interviewed a leading detective at Scotland Yard + who for some years past has been charged with the surveillance of + suspicious foreign Anarchists. This clever officer informs our + correspondent that he has no doubt the plot was hatched in London, and + thinks that he could name the author, an Italian Anarchist of desperate + antecedents who disappeared from London under mysterious circumstances + nearly seven months ago. London is a centre of Anarchist propaganda, and + foreign desperadoes of all nationalities flock hither to abuse the + hospitality and freedom which this government too rashly concedes them. + Englishmen will one day be roused from their fool's paradise to find that + too long have they nursed a viper in their bosom. We trust that this + lesson will not be wasted, and that the police will see to closing without + delay certain self-styled clubs and 'printing-offices' which are in + reality nothing but hotbeds of conspiracy and murder." + </p> + <p> + I hurried along as I read these last words. We were evidently once more in + for troublous times. The office of the <i>Tocsin</i> was clearly + designated in the paragraph I have quoted; perhaps the office would be + raided; perhaps the Italian comrades who were staying there would be + arrested. I rapidly reviewed in my mind's eye the papers and letters which + were in the office, wondering whether anything incriminating would be + found; but I did not feel much perturbed on that score, as it was my + invariable custom to burn all papers of importance, and I felt certain + that nothing more compromising would be found than the Bleeding Lamb's + tract on the Seven-headed Beast, which, according to its author, would + "make the old Queen sit up a bit," and Gresham's treatise on the + persecutions of the Early Christians. I was glad to think that Kosinski + had settled to leave the country. I knew that Giannoli had left with him + much of his correspondence, and I trusted that this would not fall into + the hands of the police. + </p> + <p> + I had now nearly reached my destination and, as I turned up the corner of + Lysander Grove, I at once realised that something unusual had taken place + at the office. The shutters were still up at Mrs. Wattles's green-grocer's + shop, and that lady herself loomed large at the entrance to the courtyard + leading to the <i>Tocsin</i>, surrounded by her chief gossips and by a + dozen or two of dirty matrons. Several windows were up in the houses + opposite and slatternly-looking women were craning out and exchanging + observations. I hurried on and, pushing my way past Mrs. Wattles, who I + could see at a glance was in liquor, and heedless of her remarks, I ran + down the narrow courtyard to the office door which I found shut. I knocked + impatiently and loudly; the door opened and I was confronted by a + detective. + </p> + <p> + What I had expected had happened. The office had been raided, and was now + in the hands of the police. In answer to my inquiring look, the detective + requested me to come in and speak to the inspector. In the ground-floor + room three or four Italian comrades were gathered together. The one-eyed + baker, Beppe, was addressing the others in a loud voice; as far as I could + gather from the few words I caught, he was relating some prison + experiences. The group looked unusually animated and jolly; the incident + evidently reminded them of their own country. As soon as they saw me enter + they interrupted their talk, and Beppe stepped forward to shake hands, but + the officer of the law interposed: "Now, you fellows, stay there; the + young lady is going to speak to the inspector." I told Beppe I should soon + be down, and he retired, pulling a wry face at the detective, and making + some observation to his friends which made them all roar with laughter. + Upstairs a scene of wild disorder greeted my eye. Four or five policemen + were turning over heaps of old papers, searching through dusty cupboards + and shelves; heaps of pie lay about the floor—evidently some one had + put a foot through the form of type ready set for the forthcoming issue of + the <i>Tocsin</i>; on the "composing surface" stood a formidable array of + pint pots, with the contents of which the men in blue had been refreshing + themselves. On a packing-case in the middle of the room sat Short, his + billycock hat set far back on his long, greasy hair, smoking a clay pipe + with imperturbable calm; whilst little M'Dermott, spry as ever, watched + the proceedings, pulling faces at the policemen behind their backs, and + "kidding" them with extraordinary tales as to the fearful explosive + qualities of certain ginger-beer bottles which were ranged on a shelf. At + the editorial table, which was generally covered with a litter of proofs + and manuscript, more or less greasy and jammy, owing to our habit of + feeding in the office, sat the inspector, going through the heaps of + papers, pamphlets, and manuscript articles which were submitted to his + scrutiny by his satellites. I took in all this at a glance, and walking + straight up to the inspector, I demanded of him an explanation of this + unwarranted invasion of the office. + </p> + <p> + His first answer was an interrogation. + </p> + <p> + "You are Isabel Meredith, are you not?" + </p> + <p> + This opened up an explanation which was brief and conclusive. The + inspector showed me a search-warrant, duly signed by a magistrate, and + another warrant for the arrest of Kosinski, and informed me that the + office had been opened to him by Short, who had represented himself as one + of the proprietors. The primary object of the search was to see if + Kosinski, who was wanted by the police in connection with the Madrid + outrage, were not on the premises, and also to see if there were no + incriminating documents or explosive materials concealed there. + </p> + <p> + "And have you found anything very alarming?" I inquired sarcastically. + </p> + <p> + "No, miss," the inspector replied in the same tone; "the most dangerous + object in this place seems to be your printer" (he pointed at Short), "and + we have kept at a fairly safe distance from <i>him</i>. Still, of course, + I have to go through all these papers; they may yet give us a clue to the + whereabouts of Kosinski or your friend Giannoli;" and here he looked me + straight in the face. + </p> + <p> + "Maybe," I simply replied with a shrug. I felt perfectly tranquil on that + score, and had but small doubt that Kosinski was by now already on his way + out of the country, as he would judge from the papers that the police + would be on his track. + </p> + <p> + "And when will this search be over?" I inquired. + </p> + <p> + "Oh, I cannot exactly tell you. It will take me some days to go all + through these papers. We shall probably be here for two or three days." + </p> + <p> + I looked around me. Everything was disorganised. The type cases had all + been emptied into a heap in the middle of the room, the forms ready locked + up had been pied, the MSS. and papers sequestered. It was utterly hopeless + to think of bringing out the <i>Tocsin</i>. The scene reminded me of my + first experience of an Anarchist printing-office after the police raid on + the <i>Bomb</i>; but now I no longer had Armitage to encourage me with his + unswerving optimism and untiring energy, nor Kosinski to urge me on with + his contempt of dilettantism and half-hearted enthusiasm. True, Short was + there, much the same as in the old days; even his dog could be heard + snarling and growling when the policemen administered to him some sly + kick; but as I looked at the squalid and lethargic figure with its sallow, + unhealthy, repulsive face, I was overcome by a feeling of almost physical + nausea. I realised fully how loathsome this gutter Iago had become to me + during the past few months, during which I had had ample opportunity to + note his pettifogging envy and jealousy, his almost simian inquisitiveness + and prying curiosity. I felt I could not work with him; his presence had + become intolerable to me. I realised that this was the <i>finale</i>, the + destined end of the <i>Tocsin</i> and of my active revolutionary + propaganda. I had changed. Why not let the dead bury their dead? + </p> + <p> + At this moment the policeman who had opened the office door to me came up + bringing a letter, which he handed to the inspector. + </p> + <p> + "It is for you, miss," that functionary said, reading the address, "but I + have orders to open all correspondence. You will excuse my complying with + them." + </p> + <p> + My heart stood still. Could it be from Kosinski or Giannoli? After a + moment the inspector handed the note to me. It was from the landlord—a + notice to quit. I walked up and showed it to Short. + </p> + <p> + "Well, what will you do?" he inquired. They were the first words we had + exchanged that morning. + </p> + <p> + "I shall leave," I replied. + </p> + <p> + "And how about the paper? Do you think of starting it again?" + </p> + <p> + "No, I do not think so; not for the present at any rate." + </p> + <p> + "And the 'plant'?" + </p> + <p> + "I shall leave that too. You can look after it, you and the comrades!" + </p> + <p> + "Oh, the comrades!" sneered Short, and returned to his pipe. + </p> + <p> + I turned once more to the inspector. "I am free to leave, I suppose?" I + inquired. "I cannot see that my presence here serves any purpose." + </p> + <p> + "Oh yes, miss, you can go if you like. The presence of the printer is + sufficient for us. I understand he is one of the proprietors?" + </p> + <p> + "Oh yes, he is a proprietor," I replied, and turned on my heel. M'Dermott + came up to me. + </p> + <p> + "Well, my dear," he said, "so you are leaving. Well, I don't blame you, + nor wish you to remain. After all, it is no use trying to tinker up our + rotten system, or to prop up society with such wretched supports as our + friend here," and he pointed at Short. "What we need is to get round them + by our insidious means, and then go in for wholesale assassination!" + </p> + <p> + I could not help smiling as the little man gave vent to this bloodthirsty + sentiment in an undertone; he wrung my hand warmly, and we parted. + </p> + <p> + "What do you intend doing with those Italians who stay here?" I inquired + of the inspector as the sound of a guitar proceeding from downstairs + recalled my thoughts to them. + </p> + <p> + "I think it best to detain them here until I have finished searching the + place thoroughly; then if I find nothing to incriminate them, they will be + free. You need not worry about them, miss, they do not seem likely to + suffer from depression." + </p> + <p> + The twanging of the guitar was now accompanied by Beppe's powerful + baritone voice, whilst the others joined in the chorus: + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + "<i>Noi, profughi D'Italia....</i>" +</pre> + <p> + I walked down the stairs. + </p> + <p> + "Good-bye, Comrades!" + </p> + <p> + "Good-bye, a rivederci!" and after giving one last look at the familiar + scene, I walked out. + </p> + <p> + As I made my way down the yard leading to the street, I encountered Mrs. + Wattles at the back door of her shop. She had now reached the maudlin + stage of intoxication. Her eyes were bleary, her mouth tremulous, her + complexion bloated and inflamed. There was something indefinite in her + appearance, suggesting the idea that her face had been boiled, and that + the features had run, losing all sharpness of outline and expression. She + fixed me with her fishy eye, and dabbing her face with the corner of her + apron began to blubber. + </p> + <p> + "S'elp me Gawd, miss," she began, "I never thought as I should come to + this! To have them narks under my very roof, abrazenin' it out! I always + knew as there was something wrong abart pore Mr. Janly, and many's the + time I've said to 'im, 'Mr. Janly, sir,' I've said, 'do take a little + something, yer look so pale.' But 'e always answered, 'No, Mrs. Wattles, + no; you've been a mother to me, Mrs. Wattles, and I know you're right, but + I can't do it. 'Ere's for 'alf a pint to drink my health, but I can't do + it.' And I dare say as it were them temp'rance scrupils like as brought + 'im to 'is end." + </p> + <p> + At these tender recollections of Giannoli the good lady quite broke down. + </p> + <p> + "To think that it was I as let you that very shop two years last + Christmas, and that pore Mr. Cusings, as was sweet on you then—I've + not seen 'im lately—and now the coppers are under my very roof! It + seems a judgment on us, it really does. But I always told Wattles that if + he went on treatin' of 'is wedded wife more like a 'eathen than a + Christian woman, as a judgment would come on 'im, an' now my words is + proved." + </p> + <p> + She seemed by now quite oblivious of my presence: a quivering shapeless + mass of gin-drenched humanity she collapsed on to the doorstep. And with + this for my last sight and recollection of the place which had witnessed + so much enthusiasm, so many generous hopes and aspirations, and where so + many illusions lay buried, I walked forth into the London street a sadder + if a wiser woman. + </p> + <p> + THE END + </p> + <div style="height: 6em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's A Girl Among the Anarchists, by Isabel Meredith + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A GIRL AMONG THE ANARCHISTS *** + +***** This file should be named 7084-h.htm or 7084-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/7/0/8/7084/ + + +Text file produced by Nathan Harris, Eric Eldred, Charles Franks and +the Online Distributed Proofreading Team + +HTML file produced by David Widger + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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