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- ROSE MATHER:
- A Tale.
-
-
- BY
-
- MRS. MARY J. HOLMES,
-
- AUTHOR OF “TEMPEST AND SUNSHINE,” “LENA RIVERS,” “THE CAMERON PRIDE,”
- ETC., ETC.
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- MDCCCLXXXIII.
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-
-
-
- Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1868, by
-
- DANIEL HOLMES,
-
- in the Clerk’s Office of the District Court of the United States, for
- the Northern District of New York.
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- TROW’S
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- _205–213 East 12th St._,
- NEW YORK.
-
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-
-
- _To_
-
- THE SOLDIERS LIVING
-
- AND
-
- The Memory of the Soldiers Dead,
-
- THIS STORY OF THE WAR
-
- IS GRATEFULLY INSCRIBED BY
-
- THE AUTHOR.
-
- BROWN COTTAGE, Brockport, N. Y.
- _April, 1868._
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS.
-
-
- CHAP. PAGE
- I.— THE WAR MEETING 9
- II.— ROSE AND ANNIE 20
- III.— THE DEPARTURE 35
- IV.— WILL AND BROTHER TOM 50
- V.— JIMMIE 67
- VI.— FINDING SOMETHING TO DO FOR THE WAR 81
- VII.— THE BATTLE 87
- VIII.— THE RETREAT 98
- IX.— THE REBEL AND THE YANKEE 111
- X.— NEWS OF THE BATTLE AT ROCKLAND 121
- XI.— THE WOUNDED SOLDIER 134
- XII.— GETTING READY 142
- XIII.— THE DYING SOLDIER 150
- XIV.— MATTERS IN ROCKLAND 158
- XV.— THE DESERTER 165
- XVI.— NEWS DIRECT FROM JIMMIE 179
- XVII.— THE CONFEDERATE SOLDIER’S WELCOME TO ROCKLAND 191
- XVIII.— THE RICHMOND CAPTIVES 208
- XIX.— TOM’S RECEPTION 224
- XX.— AT THE MATHER MANSION 248
- XXI.— “NOT LONG FOR THIS WORLD.” 259
- XXII.— THE WOUNDED SOLDIER 269
- XXIII.— TOM AND JIMMIE 283
- XXIV.— THE RESULTS OF THE BATTLE 289
- XXV.— GETTYSBURGH 292
- XXVI.— COURSE OF EVENTS 296
- XXVII.— THE HUNTED SOLDIER 304
- XXVIII.— THE DEAD ALIVE 318
- XXIX.— THE HEROINE OF THE MOUNTAIN 322
- XXX.— ARTHUR AND MAUDE 337
- XXXI.— MAUDE AND TOM 343
- XXXII.— SUSPICION 353
- XXXIII.— IN THE CAVE 359
- XXXIV.— POOR ARTHUR 368
- XXXV.— THE DEAD AND THE LIVING 373
- XXXVI.— ANDERSONVILLE PRISONERS 377
- XXXVII.— IN ROCKLAND 385
- XXXVIII.— THE LOVERS 392
- XXXIX.— CHARLIE 397
-
-
-
-
- ROSE MATHER.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
- THE WAR MEETING.
-
-
-The long disputed point as to whether the South was in earnest or not
-was settled, and through the Northern States the tidings flew that
-Sumter had fallen and the war had commenced. With the first gun which
-boomed across the waters of Charleston bay, it was ushered in, and they
-who had cried, “Peace! peace!” found at last “there was no peace.” Then,
-and not till then, did the nation rise from its lethargic slumber and
-shake off the delusion with which it had so long been bound. Political
-differences were forgotten. Republicans and Democrats struck the
-friendly hand, pulse beat to pulse, heart throbbed to heart, and the
-watchword everywhere was, “The Union forever.” Throughout the length and
-breadth of the land were true, loyal hearts, and as at Rhoderic Dhu’s
-command the Highlanders sprang to view from every clump of heather on
-the wild moors of Scotland, so when the war-cry came up from Sumter our
-own Highlanders arose, a mighty host, responsive to the call; some from
-New England’s templed hills, with hands inured to toil, and hearts as
-strong and true as flint; some from the Empire, some the Keystone State,
-and others from the prairies of the distant West. It mattered not what
-place had given them birth; it mattered little whether the Green
-Mountains of Vermont, the granite hills of New Hampshire, or the shadowy
-forests of Wisconsin had sheltered their childhood’s home; united in one
-cause they rallied round the Stars and Stripes, and went forth to meet,
-not a foreign foe, but alas, to raise a brother’s arm against another
-brother’s arm in that most dreadful of all anarchies, a national civil
-war.
-
-In the usually quiet village of Rockland the utmost interest was felt,
-and though there, as elsewhere, were many whose hearts beat as warmly
-for their Southern friends as when the sun shone on a nation at peace,
-all felt the necessity of action, and when at last the evening came in
-which the first war meeting of that place was to be held, a dense and
-promiscuous crowd wended its way to the old brick church, whose hallowed
-walls echoed to the sound of fife and drum, strange music for the house
-of God, but more acceptable, in that dark hour, than songs of praise
-sung by vain and thoughtless lips. In the centre of the church, the men
-were mostly congregated, while the seats nearest the door were occupied
-by the women,—the wives and mothers and sisters who had come with aching
-hearts to see their brothers, sons and husbands give their signatures to
-what seemed their sure death warrant. Conspicuous among these was Widow
-Simms, whose old-fashioned leghorn, with its faded green veil, was
-visible at all public gatherings, its broad frill of lace shading a pair
-of sharp grey eyes, and a rather peculiar face. It was very white now,
-and the thin lips were firmly compressed as the widow tried to look
-resolute and unconcerned when two of her sons went forward, their faces
-glowing with youthful enthusiasm, as they heard the President repeat
-their names, “John Simms,—Eli Simms.” The widow involuntarily said it
-after him, her mother’s heart whispering within her, “Isaac won’t go.
-He’s too young. I can’t give Isaac up,” and her eye wandered to where
-her youngest boy was sitting, twirling his old cloth cap, and
-occasionally exchanging a word with the young man next to him, William
-Baker, who, together with his brother, arose, to follow John and Eli
-Simms.
-
-Scarcely, however, had they risen to their feet, when a woman occupying
-the same seat with Widow Simms, uttered a cry more like the moaning howl
-of some wild beast, than like a human sound.
-
-“No, Harry, no, Bill—no, no,” and the bony arms were flung wildly toward
-the two young men, who, with a dogged, indignant glance at her, fell
-back among the crowd where they could not be seen, muttering something
-not very complimentary to “the old woman,” as they called her.
-
-But the old woman did not hear it, and if she had, it would have made no
-difference. It mattered not to her that they had ever been the veriest
-pests in the whole village, the planners of every grade of mischief, the
-robbers of barns and plunderers of orchards,—they were _her_ boys, and
-she didn’t want them shot, so she continued to moan and cry, muttering
-incoherently about the rich treading down the poor, and wondering why
-Judge Warner didn’t send his own white fingered sons, if he thought
-going to war was so nice.
-
-“I wouldn’t make such a fuss, let what would happen to me,” said the
-Widow Simms, casting a half contemptuous glance upon the weeping woman,
-whom she evidently considered far beneath her, and adding, “They had
-‘nough-sight better be shot than hung,’ as an aside to the young woman
-just behind her,—sweet Annie Graham, who was holding fast to her
-husband’s hand, as if she would thus keep him in spite of the speaker’s
-eloquent appeals, and the whispers of his companions, who were urging
-him to join the company forming so rapidly before the altar.
-
-There was a terrible struggle going on in Annie Graham’s breast,—duty to
-her country and love for her husband waging a mighty conflict, the
-former telling her that if the right would triumph, somebody’s husband
-must go, and the wife-heart crying out, “Yes, somebody’s husband _must_
-go, I know, but not mine, not George.”
-
-Very tenderly George Graham’s strong arm encircled the girlish form, and
-when he saw how fast the tears came to the great dreamy eyes of blue,
-and thought how frail was the wife of little more than a year, he bent
-down until his chin rested on her pale brown hair, and whispered softly
-to her,
-
-“Don’t, Annie, darling, you know I will never go unless you think I
-ought, and give your free consent.”
-
-Had George Graham wished, he could not have chosen a more powerful
-argument than the words, “Unless you think I ought.”
-
-Annie repeated them to herself again and again, until consciousness of
-all else around her was forgotten in that one question of _duty_. She
-heard no longer the second speaker, whose burning eloquence was stirring
-up hitherto reluctant young men to place their names beside others
-already pledged to their country’s cause. Leaning forward so that her
-forehead rested on the railing in front, she tried to pray, but flesh
-and strength were weak, and the prayer ended always with the unuttered
-cry, “I cannot let George go,” while the fingers twined more and more
-closely around the broad, warm hand, which sought awhile to reassure
-her, and then was withdrawn from her grasp as George arose and politely
-offered his seat to a lady who had just arrived, and who, after glancing
-an instant at his _coat_, accepted his civility as a matter of course,
-but withheld the thanks she would have accorded to one whom she
-considered her equal.
-
-Spreading out her wide skirt of rich blue silk so that it nearly covered
-poor Annie, she threw her crimson scarf across the railing in front,
-hitting Widow Simms, and so diverting the attention of Mrs. Baker, that
-the latter ceased her crying, while the widow turned with an expression
-half curious, half indignant. Annie, too, attracted by the heavy fringe
-and softly-blended colors of the scarf, a part of which had fallen upon
-her lap, as the widow shook it from her shoulder with a jerk, stole a
-glance at the new comer, in whom she recognized the bride, the beauty,
-the envied belle of Rockland, Rose Mather, from Boston,—and wife of the
-wealthy and aristocratic William Mather, who three months before had
-ended the strife between the Rockland ladies as to what fair hand should
-spend his gold, and drive his iron greys, by bringing to his elegant
-mansion a fairy little creature with whose exquisite beauty even the
-most fastidious could not find fault. Childish in proportions, and
-perfect in form and feature, she would have been handsome without the
-aid of the dancing brown eyes, and chestnut curls which shaded her
-girlish brow. Rose knew she was pretty,—knew she was stylish,—knew she
-was fascinating,—knew she was just then _the rage_, and as such could do
-and say what she pleased. Sweeping back her chestnut hair with her snowy
-hand, she gave one rapid glance at the sea of heads around her, and
-then, in a half petulant tone, exclaimed to her companion!
-
-“I don’t believe Will is here. I can’t see him anywhere.”
-
-“Didn’t you know he had enlisted?” asked a young man, who had made his
-way through the crowd, and joined her.
-
-For an instant the bright color faded from Rose Mather’s cheek, but it
-quickly returned as she read in Mr. Wentworth’s eye, a contradiction of
-his words.
-
-“Will enlisted!” she repeated. “Such people as _Will_ don’t go to the
-war. It’s a very different class, such, for instance, as that one going
-up to sign. Upon my word, it’s the boy who saws our wood!” and she
-pointed at the youth, offering himself up that just such people as Rose
-Mather, radiant in silks and diamonds, and lace, might rest in peace at
-home, knowing nothing of war, and its attendant horrors, save what came
-to her through the daily prints.
-
-Widow Simms heard the remark, and with a swelling heart turned toward
-the boy who sawed Rose Mather’s wood, for _she_ knew who it was, and it
-did not need the loud whisper of Mrs. Baker to tell her that it was
-_her_ boy, the youngest of the three, the one she loved the best, the
-baby, who kept the milk of human kindness from turning quite sour within
-her breast by his many acts of filial love, and his gentle, caressing
-ways. How could she give him up, her darling, her idol, the one so like
-his father, dead ere he was born? Who would comfort her as he had done?
-Who would give her the good-night kiss, timidly, stealthily, lest the
-older ones should see and laugh at his girlish weakness? Who would bring
-his weekly earnings, and empty them slily into her lap? Who would find
-her place in the prayer book on Sunday, and pound her clothes on Monday,
-long before it was light? Who would split the nice fine kindlings for
-the morning fire or bring the cool fresh water in the summer from the
-farther well, and who, when her head was aching sadly would make the cup
-of tea she liked so much? Homely offices, many of them, it is true, but
-they made up the sum of that mother’s happiness, and it is not strange
-that, for a moment, the iron will gave way, and the poor widow wept over
-her cruel bereavement, not noisily, as Mrs. Baker had done, but
-silently, bitterly, her body trembling nervously, and her whole attitude
-indicative of keen, unaffected anguish.
-
-Rose did not know the relationship existing between the widow and the
-boy who sawed her wood, but her better nature was touched always at the
-sight of distress, and for several minutes, she did not speak except to
-tell Mr. Wentworth how much _Brother Tom_ had paid for the crimson
-scarf, one end of which he was twirling around his wrist. To Annie it
-seemed an enormous sum, and a little over-awed with her close proximity
-to one who could sport so expensive an article of dress, she
-involuntarily tried to move away, and avoid, if possible, being noticed
-by the brilliant belle. She might have spared herself the trouble, for
-Rose was too much absorbed with the group of admirers gathering around
-her to heed the shrinking figure at her side, and, after a time, as
-Widow Simms recovered her composure, she resumed her gay badinage,
-bringing in Will with every other breath, and showing how completely her
-heart was bound up in her husband, notwithstanding the evident
-satisfaction with which she received the flattering compliments of the
-gentlemen who, since her arrival at Rockland, had made it a point to
-admire and flirt with the little Boston belle, laughing loudly at
-speeches which, from one less piquant and attractive, would have been
-pronounced decidedly silly and meaningless.
-
-Rose was not well posted with regard to the object of that meeting. She
-knew that Sumter or Charleston had been fired upon, she hardly could
-tell which, for she was far too sleepy when Will read the news to
-comprehend clearly what it was all about, and she had skipped every word
-which Brother Tom had written about it in his last letter, the one in
-which he enclosed five hundred dollars for the silver tea-set she saw in
-Rochester, and wanted so badly. Rose was an accomplished musician, a
-tolerable proficient in both French and German, and had skimmed nearly
-all the higher branches, but like many fashionably educated young
-ladies, her knowledge of geography comprised a confused medley of
-cities, towns and villages, scattered promiscuously over the face of the
-earth, but _which_ was _where_ she could not pretend to tell; and were
-it not that Brother Tom had spent three winters in Charleston, leaving
-at last his fair-haired wife sleeping there beneath the Southern sky,
-she would scarcely have known whether the waters of the Atlantic or of
-Baffin’s Bay, washed the shore of the Palmetto State. And still Rose was
-not a fool in the ordinary acceptation of the term. She knew as much or
-more than half the petted belles of modern society, and could say smart
-foolish things with so pretty an air of childishness, that even those of
-her own sex who were at first most prejudiced against her, confessed
-that she was certainly very captivating, and possessed the art of making
-everybody like her, even if she hadn’t common sense!
-
-On this occasion she chatted on in her usual style, provoking from
-George Graham more than one good-humored smile at remarks which evinced
-so much ignorance of the matter then agitating the entire community.
-
-“Will wouldn’t go to the war, of course,” she said, ‘supposing there
-were one, which she greatly doubted. Northern men, particularly those of
-Rockland, were so hateful toward the South. She didn’t believe Boston
-people were that way at all. At least, Brother Tom was not, and he knew;
-he had lived in Charleston, and described them as very nice folks.
-Indeed, she knew they were, herself, for she always met them at Newport,
-and liked them so much. She didn’t credit one word of what the papers
-said. She presumed Mr. Anderson provoked them. Tom knew him personally.
-
-“You have another brother besides Tom—won’t _he_ join the army?” asked
-Mr. Wentworth, a smile curling the corners of his mouth.
-
-Rose sighed involuntarily, for on the subject of _that other brother_
-she was a little sore, and the mention of him always gave her pain. He
-was not like Brother Tom, the eldest, the pride of the Carleton family.
-He was _Jimmie_, handsome, rollicking, mischievous Jimmie, to those who
-loved him best, while to the Boston people, who knew him best, he was
-“that young scapegrace, Jim Carleton, destined for the gallows, or some
-other ignominious end,” a prediction which seemed likely to be verified
-at the time when he nearly broke a comrade’s head for calling him a
-liar, and so was expelled from college, covered with disgrace. Something
-of this was known to Mr. Wentworth, and he asked the question he did,
-just to see what Rose would say. But if he thought she would attempt to
-conceal anything pertaining to herself, or any one else, for that
-matter, he was mistaken. Rose was too truthful for anything like
-duplicity, and she frankly answered:
-
-“We don’t know where Jimmie is. They turned him out of college, and then
-he ran away. It’s more than a year since we heard from him. He was in
-Southern Virginia, then. Mother thinks he’s dead, or he would surely
-write to some of us,” and a tear glittered in Rose’s eyes, as she
-thought of recreant Jimmie, sleeping elsewhere than in the family vault
-at beautiful Mt. Auburn. Rose could not, however, be unhappy long over
-what was a mere speculation, and after a few moments she resumed the
-subject of her husband’s volunteering.
-
-“She knew he wouldn’t, even if he did vote for Lincoln. She was not one
-bit concerned, for no man who loved his wife as he ought, would want to
-go and leave her,” and the little lady stroked her luxuriant curls
-coquettishly, spreading out still wider her silken robe, which now
-completely covered the plain shilling calico of poor Annie, whose heart
-for a moment beat almost to bursting as she asked herself if it were
-true, that no man who loved his wife as he ought, would want to go and
-leave her. In a moment, however, she repelled the assertion as false,
-for George had given too many proofs of his devotion for her to doubt
-him now, even though he had expressed a desire to join the army. Then
-she wished she was at home, where she could not hear what Rose Mather
-said, and she was about proposing to George that they should leave, when
-Mr. Mather himself appeared, and she concluded to remain. He was a
-haughty-looking man, very fond of his little wife, on whose shoulder he
-laid his hand caressingly, as he asked “what she thought of war now?”
-
-“I just think it is horrid!” and Rose’s fat hand stole up to meet her
-husband’s; “Mr. Wentworth tried to make me think you had volunteered,
-but I knew better. The idea of your going off with such frights! Why,
-Will, you can’t begin to guess what a queer-looking set they are. There
-was our milkman, and the boy who sawed our wood, and canal-drivers, and
-peddlers, and mechanics, and”——
-
-Rose did not finish the sentence, for something in her husband’s
-expression stopped her. He had caught the quick uplifting of Annie
-Graham’s head,—had noted the indignant flashing of her blue eye, the
-kindling spot on her cheek, and glancing at George, he saw at once how
-Rose’s thoughtless words must have wounded her. He had seen the
-disgusted expression of Widow Simms, as she flounced out into the aisle,
-and knowing that the “boy who sawed his wood,” was her son, he felt
-sorry that his wife should have been so indiscreet. Still, he could not
-be angry at the sparkling little creature chatting so like a parrot, but
-he felt impelled to say:
-
-“You should not judge people by their dress or occupation. The boy who
-saws our wood has a heart larger than many who make far more
-pretensions.”
-
-Rose tried to pout at what she knew to have been intended as a
-reprimand, but in the excitement of the jam as they passed out of the
-church, she forgot it entirely, only once uttering an impatient
-ejaculation as some one inadvertently stepped upon her sweeping skirt,
-and so held her for a moment, producing the sensation which nearly every
-woman experiences when she feels a sudden backward pull, as if skirt and
-waist were parting company.
-
-With the hasty exclamation, “Who _is_ stepping on me, I’d like to know?”
-she turned just in time to hear Annie Graham’s politely-spoken words of
-apology:
-
-“I beg your pardon, madam; they push me so behind that I could not help
-it.”
-
-“It isn’t the least bit of matter,” returned Rose, disarmed at once of
-all resentment, by Annie’s lady-like manner, and the expression of the
-face, on which traces of tears were still lingering.
-
-“Who is that, Will?” she whispered, as they emerged into the moonlight,
-and George Graham’s tall form was plainly discernible, together with
-that of his wife.
-
-Will told her who it was, and Rose rejoined:
-
-“He has volunteered, I ’most know. Poor, isn’t he?”
-
-“Not very rich, most certainly,” was Mr. Mather’s reply.
-
-“Then I guess he’s going to the war,” was Rose’s mental comment, as if
-poverty were the sole accomplishment necessary for a soldier to possess,
-a conclusion to which older and wiser heads than hers seemed at one time
-to have arrived.
-
-Annie Graham heard both question and answer, and with emotions not
-particularly pleasant she whispered to herself:
-
-“Rose Mather shall see that one man at least will not go, even if he is
-a mechanic and poor!” and clinging closer to George’s arm, she walked on
-in silence, thinking bitter thoughts of the little lady, who, delighted
-with having _Will_ on one side of her, and Mr. Wentworth, his partner,
-on the other, tripped gaily on, laughing as lightly as if on the
-country’s horizon there were no dark, threatening cloud, which might yet
-overshadow her in its gloomy folds, and leave her heart as desolate as
-that of the Widow Simms, or the wailing mother of Harry and Bill.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- ROSE AND ANNIE.
-
-
-Rose Mather’s home was a beautiful place, containing everything which
-love could devise, or money purchase, and Rose was very happy there,
-dancing like a sunbeam through the handsome rooms of which she was the
-mistress, and singing as gaily as her pet canary in its gilded cage by
-the door. No shadow of sorrow or care had ever crossed her pathway, and
-the eighteen summers of her short life had come and gone like so many
-pleasant memories, bringing with them one successive round of joys,
-leaving no blight behind, and bearing with them, alas, no thanks for the
-good bestowed, for Rose was far too thoughtless to think that the
-Providence which shielded her so tenderly, might have dealt more harshly
-with her. But the shadow was creeping on apace, and Rose was conscious
-that the war meeting had awakened within her a new and uncomfortable
-train of thought. Like many others, she had a habit of believing that
-nothing very bad could happen to her, and so, let what might occur, she
-was sure her husband would be spared. Still, in spite of her gaiety, an
-undefined something haunted her all the way from the church, and even
-when alone with her husband in her tasteful sitting-room, with the
-bright gas-light falling cheerily around her, and adding a fresh lustre
-to the elegant furniture, she could not shake it off, nor guess what it
-was that ailed her. At last, however, it came to her, suggested by the
-sight of her husband’s evening paper, and laying her curly head upon his
-knee, she gave vent to her restlessness in the expression:
-
-“I wish there wouldn’t be any war. What is it all for? Tell me, please.”
-
-It was the first interest she had evinced in the matter. And glad to
-talk with any one upon the subject which was beginning to occupy so much
-of his own thoughts, Mr. Mather drew her into his lap, and endeavored,
-as far as possible, to explain to her what it all was for. Much of what
-he said, however, was Greek to Rose, who only gained a vague idea that
-the North was contending for a bit of cloth, such as she had often seen
-floating over the dome of the old State House in Boston, and with the
-remark, that men’s lives were far more valuable than all the Stars and
-Stripes in the world, she fell away to sleep leaving her husband in the
-midst of an argument not quite clear to himself, for, like his wife, he
-could not then see _exactly what the war was for_. Still, inasmuch as
-there was war, he would not play the coward’s part, nor shrink from the
-post of duty if his country should need his services. But this Rose did
-not know, and secure in the belief that whatever might happen, Will
-would never go, she soon resumed her wonted cheerfulness, and if she
-said anything of the war, was sure to startle her hearers with some
-remark quite unworthy of a New England daughter. She did wish they would
-stop having so many meetings, she said, or if they must have them, she
-wished they’d get Brother Tom to come and set them right. He had lived
-in Charleston. He could tell them how kind the people were to Mary, his
-sick wife, and were it not that ’twas beneath him to lecture, she’d
-surely write for him to come. Rose Mather was growing unpopular by her
-foolish speeches, and when at last she was asked to join with other
-ladies of the town in making articles of clothing for the volunteers,
-she added the last drop to the brimming bucket, by tossing back her
-chestnut tresses, and “guessing she shouldn’t blister her hands over
-that coarse stuff. She couldn’t sew much any way, and as for making
-bandages and lint, the very idea was sickening. She’d give them fifty
-cents if they wanted, but she positively couldn’t do more than that, for
-she must have a new pair of lavender kids. She had worn the old ones
-three or four times, and Will preached economy every day.”
-
-With a frown of impatience, the matron who had been deputed to ask help
-from Rose, took the fifty cents, and with feelings anything but
-complimentary to the silly little lady, went back to the hall where
-scores of women were busily employed in behalf of the company, some of
-whom would never return to tell how much good even the homely housewife,
-with its pins and needles, and thread, had done them when far away where
-no mother or sister hand could reach them, nor yet how the thought that
-perhaps a dear one’s fingers had torn the soft linen band, or scraped
-the tender lint applied to some gaping wound, had helped to ease the
-pain, and cheer the homesick heart. It was surely a work of mercy in
-which our noble women were then engaged, and if from the group collected
-in Rockland Hall, there was much loud murmuring at Rose Mather’s want of
-sense or heart, it arose not so much from ill-nature, as from
-astonishment that she could be so callous and indifferent to an object
-of so much importance.
-
-“Wait till her husband goes, and she won’t mince along so daintily,
-taking all that pains to show her Balmoral, when it isn’t one bit
-muddy,” muttered the Widow Simms, pointing out, to those near the
-window, the lady in question, tripping down the street in quest of
-lavender kids, perhaps, or more likely, bound for her husband’s office,
-where, now that everybody worked all day long at the Hall, she spent
-much of her time, it was so lonely at home, with nobody to call. “I hope
-he’ll be drafted and have to go, upon my word!” continued the widow,
-whose heart was very sore with thinking of the three seats at her
-fireside, so soon to be vacated by her darling boys, Eli, John, and
-Isaac. “Yes, I do hope he’ll be drafted, don’t you, Mrs. Graham?” and
-she turned toward Annie, who was rolling up bandages of linen, and
-weaving in with every coil a prayer that the poor soldier, whose lot it
-should be to need that band, might return again to the loved ones at
-home, or else be fitted for that better home, where war is unknown.
-
-Annie shook her head, but made no answer. There was no bitterness now in
-her heart against Rose Mather. She had prayed that all away, and only
-hoped the anguish which had come to her, making her brain giddy, and her
-heart faint, might never be borne by another, if that could be. George
-had volunteered—was to be second lieutenant, and Annie, oh, who shall
-tell of the gloom which had fallen so darkly around the cottage she had
-called hers for one brief year. It was a neat, cozy dwelling, and to
-Annie it never seemed so cheerful as on that memorable night of the war
-meeting, when she had lighted the lamp, and sat down with George upon
-the chintz-covered lounge he had helped her make when first she was a
-bride. It is true the carpet was not of velvet, like that Rose Mather
-trod upon; neither was there in all the house one inch of rosewood or of
-marble, but there was domestic love, pure and deep as any Rose ever
-experienced, and there was something better far than that, a patient,
-trusting faith in One who can shed light upon the dreariest home, and
-make the heaviest trial seem like nought. It was this trusting faith
-which made Annie Graham the sweet, gentle being she was, shedding its
-influence over her whole life, and softening down a disposition which
-otherwise might have been haughty and resentful. Annie was naturally
-high-spirited and proud, and Rose’s remarks concerning volunteers in
-general, and George in particular, had stung her to the quick, but with
-the indignant mood there came another impulse, and ere the cottage had
-been reached, the bitter feeling had gone, leaving nothing but sorrow
-that it had ever been there. Like Rose, she wished there would be no
-war, but wishing was of no avail, and long after George Graham was
-asleep and dreaming, it may be, of glories won on battle-fields, Annie
-lay awake, questioning within herself, whether she ought, by word or
-deed, to prevent her husband’s going, if he felt as he seemed to feel,
-that it was as much his duty as that of others to join in his country’s
-defence. Annie was no great reasoner, logically; all her decisions were
-made to turn upon the simple question of right and wrong, and on this
-occasion she found it hard to tell, so evenly the balance seemed
-adjusted. More than once she stole from her pillow, and going out into
-the fresh night air, knelt in the moonlight, and asked for guidance to
-choose the right, even though that right should take her husband from
-her.
-
-“If I knew he would not die, it would not be so hard to give him up,”
-she murmured, as sickening visions of fields strewn with the dead, and
-hospitals filled with the dying, came over her, and for an instant her
-brain reeled with the thought of George dying thus, and leaving her no
-hope of meeting him again, for George’s faith was not like hers.
-
-Anon, however, something whispered to her that the God she loved was on
-the field of carnage, and in the camp and in the hospital, and
-everywhere as much as there in Rockland, that prayers innumerable would
-follow the brave volunteers, and that the evil she so much feared might
-be the means of working the great good she so desired. And thus it was
-that Annie came to a decision. Stealing back to her husband’s side, she
-bent above him as he lay sleeping, and with a heart which throbbed to
-its very core, though the lip uttered no sound, she gave him to his
-country asking, if it could be, that he might come back again, but if it
-were ordered otherwise—“God’s will be done.” There was no shrinking
-after that sacrifice was made, though when the morning came, the
-death-white face and the dark circle beneath the eyes, told of a weary
-vigil, such as many and many a woman kept both North and South, during
-the dark hours of the Rebellion. But save the death-white face, and
-heavy eyes, there was no token of the inner struggle, as with a
-desperate effort at self-command, Annie wound her arms around her
-husband’s neck, and whispered to him, “You may go,—I give my free
-consent,” and George, who cared far more to go than he had dared
-express, kissed the lips which tried so hard to smile, little dreaming
-what it cost his brave young wife to tell him what she had. To one of
-his temperament, there was no danger to be feared for himself. The
-bullet which might strike down a brother at his side would be turned
-away from him. Others would, of course, be killed, but he should escape
-unharmed. In the language of one speaker, whose eloquent appeal had done
-much to fire his youthful enthusiasm, “He was not going to be _shot_,
-but to _shoot_ somebody!”
-
-This was his idea, and ere the clinging arms had unclasped themselves
-from his neck, his imagination had leaped forward to the future, and
-in fancy George Graham wore, if not a Colonel’s, at least a Captain’s
-uniform, and the cottage on the hill, which Annie so much admired, and
-for the purchase of which a few hundreds were already saved, was
-his,—bought with the money he would earn. The deed should be drawn in
-her name, too, he said, and he pictured her to himself coming down the
-walk to meet him, with the rose-blush on her cheek, just as she looked
-the first time he ever saw her. Something of this he told her,—and
-Annie tried to smile, and think it all might be. But her heart that
-morning was far too heavy to be lightened by a picture of what seemed
-so improbable. Still, George’s hopeful confidence did much to reassure
-her, and when, a few days after, she started for the Hall, she
-purposely took a longer walk for the sake of passing the cottage on
-the hill, thinking, as she leaned over the low iron fence, how she
-would arrange the flower-beds more tastefully than they were now
-arranged, and teach the drooping vines to twine more gracefully around
-the slender columns supporting the piazza in front. She would have
-seats, too,—willow-twisted chairs beneath the trees, where she and
-George could sit at twilight, and watch the shadows creeping across
-the hollow where the _old_ cottage was, and up the opposite hill,
-where the cupola of Rose Mather’s home was plainly visible, blazing in
-the April sunshine. It was a very pleasant castle which Annie built,
-and for a time the load of pain which, since George volunteered, had
-lain so heavy at her heart, was gone; but it returned again when, as
-she passed a turn in the road, her eye wandered down to the hollow,
-and that other cottage standing there so brown and small, and looking
-already so desolate, because she knew that ere many days were over,
-she should wait in vain for the loved footsteps coming down the
-road,—should miss the pleasant, cheery laugh, the teasing joke and
-words of love which made the world all sunshine. The cottage on the
-hill became a worthless thing as poor Annie forced back her tears, and
-with quickened steps hurried on to join the group of ladies busy at
-the Hall.
-
-Taking her seat by the window, she commenced the light work imposed on
-her, that of tearing and winding bandages for those who might be
-wounded.
-
-“Maybe there’ll never be no fight, but it’s well enough to be prepared,”
-was the soothing remark of the kind-hearted woman who gave the work to
-Annie, noting, as she did so, how the lip quivered and the cheek paled
-at the very idea.
-
-“What if George should need them?” kept suggesting itself to her as she
-worked industriously on, hoping that if he did, some one of the rolls
-she was winding might come to him, or better yet, if he could only have
-the bit of soft linen she had brought herself,—a piece of her own
-clothing, and bearing on it her maiden name, Annie Howard. He would be
-sure to know it, she said, it was written so plainly with indelible ink,
-and it would make him feel so glad. But there might be other Annie
-Howards, it was not an uncommon name, was suggested next to her, as she
-tore the linen in strips, and quick as thought, her hand sought the
-pocket of her dress for the pencil which she knew was there. Glancing
-around to see that no one observed her, she touched the pencil to her
-lips and wrote after the name, “It’s _your_ Annie, George. Try to
-believe I’m there. Rockland, April, 1861.”
-
-There were big tear-drops on that bit of linen, but Annie brushed them
-away, and went on with her rolling, just as Widow Simms called her
-attention to Rose Mather, as mentioned several pages back.
-
-Annie could not account for it to herself, but ever since Rose’s arrival
-at Rockland, she had felt a strange inexplicable interest in the
-fashionable belle; an interest prompted by something more than mere
-curiosity, and now that there was an opportunity of seeing her without
-being herself seen, she straightened up and smoothing the soft braids of
-her pale brown hair, waited for the entrance of the little lady, who,
-with her pink hat set jauntily on her chestnut curls, and her rich fur
-collar buttoned gracefully over her handsome cloth cloak, tripped into
-the room, doing much by her sunny smile and pleasant manner to disarm
-the ladies of their recent prejudice against her. She was nothing but a
-child, they reflected; a spoiled, petted child; she would improve as she
-grow older, and came more in contact with the sharp corners of the
-world, so those who had the honor of her acquaintance, received her with
-the familiar deference, if we may be allowed the expression, which had
-always marked their manner toward William Mather’s bride. Rose was too
-much accustomed to society to be at all disconcerted by the hundred pair
-of eyes turned scrutinizingly toward her. Indeed, she rather enjoyed
-being looked at, and she tossed the coarse garments about with a pretty
-playfulness, saying that “since the ladies had called upon her she had
-thought better of it, and made up her mind to martyr herself one
-afternoon at least, and benefit the soldiers. To be sure there wasn’t
-much she could do. She might hold yarn for somebody to wind, she
-supposed, but she couldn’t knit, and she didn’t want to sew on such
-ugly, scratchy stuff as those flannel shirts, but if somebody would
-thread her needle, and fix it all right, she’d try what she could do on
-a pair of drawers.”
-
-For a time no one seemed inclined to volunteer her services, and Widow
-Simms’s shears clicked spitefully loud as they cut through the cotton
-flannel. At last, however, Mrs. Baker, who had more than once officiated
-as washerwoman at the Mather mansion, came forward and arranged some
-work for Rose, who, untying the strings of her pink hat, and adjusting
-her tiny gold thimble, labored on until she had succeeded in sewing up
-and joining together a long leg with one some inches shorter, which had
-happened to be lying near. Loud was the shout which a discovery of this
-mistake called forth, nor was it at all abated when Rose demurely asked
-if it would not answer for some soldier who should chance to have a limb
-shot off just below the knee.
-
-“The little simpleton!” muttered the widow, while Mrs. Baker pointed out
-to the discomfited lady that one division of the drawers was right side
-out and the other wrong!
-
-There was no alternative save to rip the entire thing, and with glowing
-cheeks, Rose began the task of undoing what she had done, incidentally
-letting out, as she worked, that Will might have known better than to
-send her there,—she shouldn’t have come at all if he had not insisted,
-telling her people would call her a secessionist unless she did
-something to benefit the soldiers. She didn’t care what they called her;
-she knew she was a democrat, or used to be before she was married; but
-now that Will was a republican, she hardly knew what she was; any way,
-she was not a secessionist, and she wasn’t particularly interested in
-the war either; why should she be?—Will was not going, nor Brother Tom,
-nor any of her friends.
-
-“But somebody’s friends are going,—somebody’s Will, somebody’s Tom; as
-dear to them as yours are to you,” came in a rebuking tone from a
-straight-forward, outspoken woman, who knew from sad experience that
-“somebody’s Tom was going.”
-
-“Yes, I know,” said Rose, a shadow for an instant crossing her bright
-face, “and it’s dreadful, too. Will says everything will be so much
-higher, and it will be so dull at Saratoga and Newport next summer,
-without the Southern people. One might as well stay at home. The war
-might have been avoided, too, by a little mutual forbearance from both
-parties, until matters could be amicably adjusted, for Brother Tom said
-so in his letter last night, and a heap more which I can’t remember.”
-
-Here Rose paused quite exhausted, with the effort she had made to repeat
-the opinion of Brother Tom. She had read all his last letter, fully
-indorsing as much of it as she understood, and after a little she went
-on:
-
-“Wasn’t it horrid, though, their firing into the Massachusetts boys?—and
-they were from right ’round Boston, too. Tom saw them when they started.
-They were fine looking men, he says, and Will thinks I ought to be proud
-that I’m a Bay State girl, and so I am, but it isn’t as if my friends
-had gone. Tom is a democrat, I know, but it’s quite another kind that
-join the army.”
-
-Widow Simms could keep silent no longer, and brandishing her polished
-shears by way of adding emphasis to what she said, she began:
-
-“And s’posin’ ’tis folks as poor as poverty struck, haint they feelin’s,
-I’d like to know? Haint they got bodies and souls, and mothers, and
-wives, and sisters? And s’posin’ ’tis _democrats_,—more shame for
-t’other side that helped get up the muss. Where be they now, them chaps
-that wore the big black capes, and did so much toward puttin’ Lincoln in
-that chair? Why don’t they help to keep him settin’ there, and not stand
-back with their hands tucked in their trouses’ pockets? Both my boys,
-Eli and John, voted t’other ticket, and Isaac would, but he wasn’t
-twenty-one. They’ve all jined, and I won’t say I’m sorry, for if there’s
-anything I hate, it’s a _sneak!_ It makes me _so_ mad!” and the big
-shears again clicked savagely, as Widow Simms resumed her work, after
-having thus delivered her opinion of the _black republicans_, besides
-having, in her own words, given “that puckerin Miss Mathers a piece of
-her mind.”
-
-Obtuse as Rose was on many points, she saw there was some homely truth
-in what the widow had said, but this did not impress her so much as the
-fact that she had evidently given offence, and she was about trying to
-extricate herself from the dilemma when George Graham appeared,
-ostensibly to bring some trivial message to the President of the
-Society, but really to see if his wife were there, and speak to her some
-kind word of encouragement. Rose recognized him as the young man she had
-seen at the war meeting, and the moment he left the hall, she broke out
-impetuously,
-
-“Isn’t he handsome?—so tall, so broad-shouldered, and such a splendid
-mark for a bullet,—I most know he will be shot?”
-
-“Hush-sh!” came warningly from several individuals, but came too late.
-The mischief was done. Ere Rose could collect her thoughts a group of
-frightened women had gathered around poor Annie, who had fainted.
-
-“What’s the matter? do tell!” cried Rose, standing on tiptoe and
-clutching at the dress of Widow Simms, who angrily retorted,
-
-“I should s’pose you’d ask. It’s enough to make the poor critter faint
-clean away to hear a body talk about her husband’s being a fust rate
-mark for a bullet!”
-
-With all her thoughtlessness, Rose had the kindest heart in the world;
-and forcing her way through the crowd, she knelt by the
-white-faced-Annie, and taking the drooping head in her lap, pushed back
-the thick braids of hair, noticing, with her quick eye for the
-beautiful, how soft and luxuriant they were, how pure was the
-complexion, how perfect were the features, how small and delicate the
-fingers, and how graceful was the slender neck.
-
-“I’m so sorry! I wish I’d staid at home; I _am_ so sorry,” she kept
-repeating; and when at last Annie returned to consciousness, Rose
-Mather’s was the first voice she heard, Rose’s the first face she saw.
-
-With an involuntary shudder she closed her eyes wearily, while Rose
-anxiously asked of those about her how they should get her home. “Oh,
-Jake,” she suddenly exclaimed, as, towering above the female heads, she
-saw her colored coachman looking for her, and remembered that her
-husband was to call and take her out to ride, “oh, Jake, lift this lady
-up, careful as you can, and put her in our carriage. Is Will there?
-Well, no matter, he’ll just have to get out. Stand back, won’t you, and
-let Jake come,” she continued, authoritatively to the group of ladies
-who, half-amused and half-surprised at this new phase in Rose Mather’s
-character, made way for burly Jake, who lifted Annie’s light form as if
-it had been a feather’s weight, and bore it down the stairs, followed by
-Rose, who, with one breath, told Annie not to be a bit afraid, for Jake
-certainly would not drop her, and with the next asked Jake if he were
-positive and sure he was strong enough not to let her fall.
-
-Lazily reclining upon the cushions of his carriage, William Mather was
-smoking his Havana, and admiring the sleek coat of his iron greys, when
-Rose appeared, and seizing him by the arm, peremptorily ordered him to
-alight, and help Jake lift the lady in.
-
-“I don’t know who ’tis, but it’s somebody I made faint away with my
-silly talk,” she replied in answer to Mr. Mather’s question, “Who have
-you there?”
-
-“_You_ made faint away!” he repeated, as he found himself rather
-unceremoniously landed upon the flagging stones, his Havana rolling at
-his feet, and his wife preparing to follow Annie, whom Jake had placed
-inside.
-
-“Yes; I talked about her husband’s being a splendid mark for a bullet,
-and all that, without ever thinking she was his wife. He looked so tall,
-and big, and nice, that I couldn’t help thinking his head would come
-above all the rest in a fight, but I don’t believe it will. There Jake,
-we are ready now, drive on,” said Rose, while poor Annie groaned afresh
-at this doubtful consolation.
-
-“Drive whar?” asked Jake. “I dun know whar they lives.”
-
-“To be sure, nor I either,” returned Rose, turning inquiringly to her
-husband, who gave the information, adding, as he glanced down the
-street,
-
-“Mr. Graham himself is coming, I see. I think, Rose, you had best give
-your place to him.”
-
-Rose, who was fond of adventures, wanted sadly to go with Annie, but
-George, when he came up, seemed so concerned, and asked so many
-questions, that she deemed it best to leave it for his wife to make the
-necessary explanations, merely saying, as she stepped upon the walk,
-
-“I am so sorry, Mr. Graham; I really did not mean anything wrong in
-saying I knew you’d be shot, for you are so——”
-
-“Rose, your dress is rubbing the wheel,” interrupted Mr. Mather, by way
-of diverting Rose from repeating the act for which she was expressing
-sorrow.
-
-“No, it ain’t rubbing the wheel, either. It isn’t any where near it,”
-said Rose, wondering what Will could mean; while George, taking a seat
-by Annie, smiled at what he saw to be a ruse.
-
-Bent upon reconciliation, Rose pressed up to the carriage, and said to
-Annie, “You _won’t_ be angry at me always, will you? I shouldn’t have
-thought of it, only he does look so——”
-
-“Go on, Jake,” Mr. Mather called out, cutting short Rose’s speech, and
-the next moment Annie was driving down the street in Rose Mather’s
-carriage, and behind the iron greys, an honor she had never dreamed in
-store for her when she saw the stylish turnout passing the door of her
-cottage in the Hollow.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- THE DEPARTURE.
-
-
-The 13th Regiment was ordered to Elmira, and the day had arrived for the
-departure of the volunteers. Bright was the sun, and cloudless the sky
-which shone on Rockland, that spring day; but cloudless sky nor warm
-spring sun could comfort the hearts about to part with their treasures,
-some forever, and some to meet again, but when, or where, or how, none
-could tell save Him who holds the secrets of the future.
-
-There were mothers who had never felt a pang so keen or a pain so sore,
-as when with hearts too full of anguish for the dry, red eyes to weep,
-they watched their sons pass from the threshold of the door, and knew
-that when the golden sunlight, falling so brightly around them, was
-purple in the west, they would look in vain for that returning step, and
-listen in vain for tones which were the first, perhaps, to stir the deep
-fountains of maternal love. Fathers, too, were there, with heads bent
-down to hide the tears they deemed it weak to shed, as they gave the
-farewell blessing to their boy, praying that God might be over and
-around him, both when the deafening battle roar was sounding in his ear,
-and when in the stilly night he wrapped his blanket about him, and laid
-him down to rest, sometimes with the southern star shining upon him, and
-sometimes with the southern rain falling on his unsheltered head, for
-all these vicissitudes must come to a soldier on the field. Wives and
-sisters, too, there were, who shuddered as they thought how the dear
-ones to whom they said good-bye, would miss the comforts they were
-leaving, miss the downy pillow, the soft, warm bed made with loving
-hands, and the luxuries of home never prized one half so much as now,
-when they were to be exchanged for a life within the camp. And there
-were maidens, from whose cheeks the roses faded, as they gave the
-parting kiss, and promised to be faithful, even though the manly form
-the lover bore away should come back to them all maimed and crushed and
-crippled with the toil of war. Far better so than not to come at all. At
-least so Annie Graham thought, as, winding her arms around her husband’s
-neck, she whispered to him:
-
-“If the body you bring back has my George’s heart within it, I shall
-love you just the same as I do now,” and with her fair head lying on his
-bosom, Annie wept piteously.
-
-Not till then had she realized what it was to let him go. She had become
-somewhat accustomed to thinking of it,—accustomed to seeing him pass in
-and out, dressed in his stylish uniform, which made him look so
-handsome, and then she had hoped the regiment would not be ordered for a
-long, long time, never perhaps; but now that dream was over; the dreaded
-hour had come, and for a moment Annie felt herself too weak to meet it.
-Through the livelong night she had prayed, or if perchance sleep for a
-moment shut the swollen lids, the lips had moved in prayer that her
-husband might come back to her again, or failing to do so, that he might
-grasp, even at the eleventh hour, the Christian’s faith, and so go to
-the Christian’s home, where they would meet once more. She had given him
-her little Bible, all pencil-marked and worn with daily usage,—the one
-she read when first the spirit taught her the meaning of its great
-mysteries,—and George had promised he would read it every day,—had said
-that when he went to battle he would place it next his heart, a talisman
-to shield him from the bullets of the foe. And Annie, smiling through
-her tears, pointed him again to the only One who could stand between him
-and death, asking that when he was far away, he would remember what she
-said, and pray to the God she honored.
-
-“It’s time, now, darling,” he said, at last, as he heard in the distance
-the beat of the drum.
-
-But the clinging arms refused to leave his neck, and the quivering lips
-pressed so constantly to his, murmured:
-
-“Wait a little minute more. ’Tis the last, you know.”
-
-Again the drum-beat was heard mingled with the shrill notes of the fife;
-the soldiers were marching down the street, and he must go, but oh, who
-can tell of the love, the pain, the grief, the tears mingled with that
-parting,—or the agony it cost poor Annie to take her arms from off his
-neck, to feel him putting her away, to hear him going from the room,
-across the threshold, down the walk, through the gate, and know that he
-was gone.
-
-As a child in peril instinctively turns to the mother who it knows has
-never failed to succor, so Annie turned to God, and with a moaning cry
-for help, sank on her knees just where George had left her. Burying her
-face in the lounge she prayed that He who heareth even the raven’s cry,
-would care for her husband, and bring him home again if that could be.
-So absorbed was she as not to hear the gate’s sharp click, nor the
-footstep coming up the walk. Impelled by something he could not resist,
-George had paused just by the garden fence, and yielding to the impulse
-which said he must see Annie’s face once more, he stole softly to the
-open door, and stood gazing at her as she knelt, her hands clasped
-together, and her face hidden from his view, as she prayed for him.
-
-“Will the kind Father keep my George from peril if it can be, but
-if,—oh, God, how can I say it?—if he must die, teach him the road to
-Heaven.”
-
-That was what she said, and George, listening to her, felt as if it were
-an angel’s presence in which he stood. He could not disturb her. She was
-in safer hands than his, and he would rather leave her thus,—would
-rather think of her when far away, just as he saw her last, kneeling in
-her desolation and praying for him.
-
-“It will help to make me a better man,” he said, and brushing aside the
-great tears swimming in his eyes, he left his angel Annie, and went on
-his way to battle.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Just off from Rockland’s main street, and in a cottage more humble than
-that of George Graham, the sun shone on another parting,—on Widow Simms
-giving up her boys, and straining every nerve to look composed, and keep
-back the maternal love throbbing so madly at her heart. Rigid as if cut
-in stone were the lines upon her forehead and around her mouth, as she
-bustled about, doing everything exactly as it should be done, and coming
-often to where Isaac sat trying to look unconcerned and whistling
-“Dixie” as he pulled on the soft, warm pair of socks she had sat up
-nights to knit him. Eli and John had some too, snugly tucked away in
-their bundle, but Isaac’s were different. She had ravelled her own
-lamb’s wool stockings for the material composing his, for Isaac’s feet
-were tender; there were marks of chilblains on them; they would become
-sore and swollen from the weary march, and his mother would not be there
-with soothing lint and ointment made from the blue poke-berries. Great
-pains had the widow taken with her breakfast that morning, preparing
-each son’s favorite dish and bringing out the six china cups and damask
-cloth, part of her grandmother’s bridal dower. It was a very tempting
-table, and John and Eli tried to eat, exchanging meaning smiles when
-they saw their mother put in Isaac’s cup the biggest lump of sugar, and
-the largest share of cream. They did not care,—for they too loved the
-fair-haired, smooth-faced boy sipping the yellow coffee he could not
-drink for the mysterious bunches rising so fast in his throat. The
-breakfast was over now. Isaac was trying on his socks, while Eli and
-John, knowing their mother would rather be alone when she said good-bye
-to her baby, prepared to start, talking quite loud, and keeping up stout
-courage till the last moment came, when both the tall, six-foot young
-men put their arms around the widow’s neck, and faltered a faint
-“Good-bye, mother, good-bye.”
-
-There were no tears in the mother’s eyes, nor in the sons’, but in the
-breast of each there was a whirlpool of raging waters, hurting far more
-than if they had been suffered to overflow in torrents. Eli was the
-first to go, for John lingered a moment. There was something he would
-say, something which made him blush and stammer.
-
-“Mother,” he began, “I saw Susan last night. We went to Squire Harding’s
-together; and,—and,—well, ’taint no use opposing it now,—Susan and I are
-one; and if I shouldn’t come back, be good to her, for my sake. Susan’s
-a nice girl, mother,” and on the brown, bearded cheek, there was a tear,
-wrung out by thoughts of only last night’s bride, Susan Ruggles, whose
-family the widow did not like, and had set herself against.
-
-There was no help now, and a sudden start was all the widow’s answer.
-She was not angry, John knew; and satisfied with this, he joined his
-brother in the yard, where he was cutting his name upon the beech tree.
-Thrice the widow called them back, failing each time to remember what
-she wanted to say. “It was something, sure,” and the hard hands worked
-nervously, twisting up the gingham apron into a roll, smoothing it out
-again and working at the strings, until Eli and John passed from the
-yard, and left her standing there, watching them as they walked down the
-road. They were a grand-looking couple, she thought, as she saw how well
-they kept step. They were to march together to the depot, she knew, and
-nobody in town could turn out a finer span, but who would go with
-Isaac?—“Stub,” his brothers called him. She hoped it might be Judge
-Warner’s son,—it would be such an honor; and that brought her back to
-the fact that Isaac was waiting for her inside; that the hardest part of
-all was yet to come, the bidding him good-bye. He was not in the chair
-where she had left him sitting, but was standing by the window, and
-raising often to his eyes his cotton handkerchief. He heard his mother
-come in, and turning toward her, said, with a sobbing laugh:
-
-“I wish the plaguy thing was over.”
-
-She thought he meant the war, and answered that “it would be in a few
-months, perhaps.”
-
-“I don’t mean that, I mean the telling you good-bye. Mother, oh,
-mother!” and the warm-hearted boy clasped his mother to his bosom,
-crying like a child; “if I’ve ever been mean to you,” he said, his voice
-choked with tears—“if I’ve ever been mean to you, or done a hateful
-thing you’ll forget it when I’m gone? I never meant to be bad and the
-time I made that face, and called you an old fool, when I was a little
-boy, you don’t know how sorry I felt, nor how long I cried in the
-trundle-bed after you were asleep. You’ll forget it, won’t you, when I
-am gone, never to come back, maybe? Will you, mother, say?”
-
-Would she? Could she remember aught against her youngest born, save that
-he had ever been to her the best, the dearest, most obedient child in
-the world? No, she could not, and so she told him, caressing his light
-brown hair and showering upon it the kisses which the compressed lips
-could no longer restrain. The fountain of love was broken, and the
-widow’s tears dropped like rain on the upturned face of her boy.
-
-Suddenly there came to their ears the same drum-beat which had sounded
-so like a funeral knell to Annie Graham. Isaac must go, but not till one
-act more was done.
-
-“Mother,” he whispered, half hesitatingly, “it will make me a better
-soldier if you say the Lord’s Prayer with me just as you used to do,
-with your hand upon my head. I’ll kneel down, if you like,” and the boy
-of eighteen, wearing a soldier’s dress, _did_ kneel down, nor felt shame
-as the shaky hand rested once more on his bowed head, while his mother
-said with him the prayer learned years ago, kneeling as he knelt now.
-
-Surely to the angels looking on there was charge given concerning that
-young boy,—charge to see that no murderous bullet came near him, even
-though they should fall round him thick and fast as summer hail. It
-would seem that some such thought as this intruded itself Upon the Widow
-Simms, for where the swelling pain had been there came a gentle peace.
-God would care for Isaac. He would send him home in safety, and so the
-bitterness of that parting was more than half taken away.
-
-Again the drum beat just as Annie heard it. Another pressure of the
-hand, another burning kiss, another “good-bye, mother, don’t fret too
-much about us,” and then the last of the widow’s boys was gone.
-
-Turn we now to the shanty-like building down by the mill, where the
-mother of Harry and Bill rocked to and fro upon the unmade bed, and rent
-the air with her dismal howls, hoping thus to win at least one tender
-word from the two youths, voraciously devouring the breakfast she, like
-Widow Simms, had been at so much pains to prepare, watching even through
-her tears to see “if they wan’t going to leave her one atom of the steak
-she had spent her yesterday’s earnings to buy.”
-
-No they didn’t. _Harry_ took the last piece, growling angrily at Bill,
-who, kinder hearted than his brother, suggested that “_Hal_ shouldn’t be
-a pig, but leave something for the old woman.”
-
-“Leave it yourself,” was Harry’s gruff response, and turning to his
-mother, he told her “not to make a fool of herself, when she knew she
-was glad to be rid of them. At any rate, if she were not, the whole
-village were;” adding, by way of consolation, that “he should probably
-end his days in State Prison if he staid at home, and he had better be
-shot in a fair fight, as there was some credit in that.”
-
-Around Harry Baker’s childhood there clustered no remembrance of prayers
-said at the mother’s knee, or of Bible stories told in the dusky
-twilight, and though reared in New England, within sight of the church
-spire, he had rarely been inside the house of God, and this it was which
-made the difference between that scene and the one transpiring in the
-house of Widow Simms. All the animal passions in Harry Baker’s case were
-brought to full perfection, unsubdued by any softer influence, and
-rising from the table, after having filled his stomach almost to
-bursting, he swaggered across the room, and opening his bundle began to
-comment upon the different articles, he having been too drunk to notice
-them when given to him on the previous night.
-
-“What in thunder is this for?” he exclaimed, holding up the calico
-housewife, and letting buttons, scissors and thread drop upon the floor.
-“Plaguy pretty implements of war, these!” and he began to enumerate the
-articles. “Fine tooth comb, black as the ace of spades. Good enough idea
-that; hain’t used one since I can remember;” and he passed it through
-his shaggy hair, whose appearance fully verified the truth of his
-assertion. “Half a paper of pins. Why didn’t the stingy critters give us
-more? An old brass thimble, too. Here, mother, I’ll give you that to
-remember me by,” and he tossed it into her lap. The drawers then took
-his attention; the identical pair Rose Mather made, and though they were
-better than any he had ever worn, he laughed at them derisively. Trying
-them on he succeeded in making quite a long rip in one of the seams, for
-Rose’s stitches were none the shortest. Then, with a flourish, he kicked
-them off, uttering an oath as he felt a sharp scratch from the needle
-which Rose had broken, and failed to extricate. The woolen shirt came
-next, but any remarks he might have made upon that, were prevented by
-his catching sight of the _little brown book_ which lay at the bottom of
-the bundle.
-
-“Hurrah, Bill, if here ain’t a Testament, with ‘Harry Baker’ inside.
-Rich, by George! Wonder if they s’posed I’d read it. Let us see what it
-says. ‘Come unto me all ye that labor.’ Mother, that means _you_,
-scrubbin’ and workin’, you know. Keep the pesky thing. I enlisted to
-lick the Southerners, not to sing _himes_ and psalms!” and he threw the
-sacred book across the floor, just as the first drum-beat sounded.
-“That’s the signal,” he exclaimed, and hastily rolling up the shirt and
-drawers, he started for the door, carelessly saying, “Come Bill take
-your Testament and come along. Good-bye, old lady. You needn’t wear
-black if I’m killed. ’Twon’t pay, I guess.”
-
-“Oh, Harry, Harry, wait. Wait, Billy boy, do wait. Give your old marm
-one kiss,” and the poor woman tottered toward Harry, who savagely
-repulsed her, saying “he wan’t going to have her slobberin’ over him.”
-
-“You, Billy, then, you’ll let me kiss you, won’t you?” and she turned
-toward Bill, who hesitated a moment, for Harry was in the way.
-
-Bill was afraid of Harry’s jeers, and so he, too, refused, while the
-wailing cry rose louder.
-
-“Oh, Billy, do just once, and I’ve been so good to you! Just once, do,
-Billy.”
-
-“Shan’t do it,” was Bill’s reply, as he followed Harry, who, as a
-farewell parting had hurled a stone at a cow across the street, set the
-dog on his mother’s kitten, stepped on the old cat’s tail, and then left
-the yard, slamming after him the rickety gate his mother had tried in
-vain to have him fix before he went.
-
-Billy, however, waited. There was something more human in his nature
-than in his brother’s. He had not thrown his Testament away, and the
-sight of it in his bundle had touched a tender chord, making him half
-resolve to read it. Watching his brother till he was out of sight, he
-went back to where his mother sat, moaning dolefully,
-
-“Oh that I should raise sich boys!—that I should raise sich boys!”
-
-“Mother,” he said, and Mrs. Baker’s heart fairly leaped at the sound,
-for there was genuine sympathy in the tone. “Mother, now that Hal has
-gone, I don’t mind kissin’ you, or lettin’ you kiss me, if you want to.”
-
-The doleful moan was a perfect scream as the shrivelled arms clasped
-Bill, while the joyful mother kissed the rough but not ill-humored face.
-
-“There, now, don’t screech so like an owl,” he said, releasing himself
-from her, and adding, as he glanced at a huge silver watch, won by
-gambling, “Maybe seein’ I’ve a few minutes to spare, I’ll drive a nail
-or so into that confounded gate, and I dun know, but while I’m about it,
-I’ll split you an armful of wood. I had or’to have cut up the hull on’t
-I s’pose, but when Hal is ’round I can’t do nothin’.”
-
-It was strange how many little things Bill did do in these few minutes
-he had to spare—things which added greatly to his mother’s comfort, and
-saved her several shillings, beside making a soft warm spot in a heart
-which knew not many such. Glancing at the tall clock brought from New
-England, when Mrs. Baker first moved to Rockland, Bill remarked:
-
-“The darned thing has stopped agin. I or’to have iled it, I s’pose. It
-would kind of been company for you, hearin’ it tick. I _vum_, if I
-hain’t a mind to give you this old turnep,” and again he drew out the
-silver watch. “You’ll lay abed all day without no time. Like enough I’ll
-nab one from some tarnal rebel,—who knows?” and with his favorite
-expression, “_Nuff said_,” Bill laid the watch upon the table, his
-mother moaning all the while,
-
-“Billy boy, Billy boy, I never sot so much store by you before. How can
-I let you go? Stay, Billy, do, or else run away the first chance you
-git. Will you, Billy boy?”
-
-“Not by a jug full!” was the emphatic response. “I ain’t none of that
-kind. I’ll be shot like a dog before I’ll run. The Baker name shall
-never be disgraced by my desertin’. It’s more like Hal to do that; but
-don’t howl so. I’m kinder puttin’ on the tender, you know, ‘cause I’m
-goin’ away. I should be ugly as ever if I’s to stay to hum. So stop your
-snivelin’,” and having driven the last nail into a broken chair, Bill
-gathered up his bundle, and with the single remark, “Nuff said,” darted
-through the open door, and was off ere his mother fairly comprehended
-it.
-
-There was a great crowd out that morning to see the company off.
-Fathers, mothers, wives, and sisters,—those who had friends in the
-company and those who had none. The Mather carriage was there, and from
-its window Rose’s childish face looked out, now irradiated with smiles
-as its owner bowed to some acquaintance, and again shadowed with
-sympathy as the cries of some bereaved one were heard amid the throng.
-
-Widow Simms, too, was there, drawn thither by a desire to see if Isaac
-_did_ march with Charlie Warner, as she hoped he would, notwithstanding
-that he had told her he was probably too short. She didn’t believe
-that,—he was taller than he looked, and inasmuch as Charlie was the most
-aristocratic of the company, she did hope Isaac would go with him. So
-there she stood waiting, not far from Mrs. Baker, who had dried her
-eyes, and come for a last look at her boys.
-
-Onward the soldiers came, slowly, steadily onward, the regular tread of
-their feet and the measured beat of the drum making solemn music as they
-came, and sending a chill to many a heart; for ’twas no gala day, no
-Fourth of July, no old-fashioned general training, they were there to
-celebrate. Every drum-beat was a note of war, and they who kept time to
-it were going forth to battle. Onward, onward still they came, George
-Graham’s splendid figure towering above the rest, and eliciting more
-than one flattering compliment from the lookers on.
-
-There were John and Eli, side by side,—John eagerly scanning the female
-forms which lined the walk for a sight of last night’s bride, and Eli
-looking for his mother, if perchance she should be there. She was there,
-and what to John was better yet, she stood with her hand on _Susan’s_
-shoulder, showing that thus early she was trying to mother her.
-
-“That’s him,—that’s John,” and Susan’s voice faltered as she pointed him
-out to the widow, whose heart gave one great spasm of pain as she saw
-him, and then grew suddenly still with wrath and indignation; for alas,
-her Isaac, who was to have gone with Charlie Warner, son of Rockland’s
-Judge, was marching with _William Baker_,—_Bill_,—who had been to the
-workhouse twice, to say nothing of the times he had stolen her
-rare-ripes and early melons! She had not looked for anything like this,
-and could scarcely believe her senses. Yet there they were, right before
-her eyes, Isaac and Bill, the former hoping his mother would not see
-him, and the latter trying not to see his mother, who was quite as much
-delighted to see him with Isaac Simms as the widow would have been had
-Isaac been with Charlie Warner, just in front.
-
-Mrs. Baker had followed her sons to the hall, had heard the reasons for
-the captain’s decision, and she called out in a loud, exultant tone,
-
-“Miss Simms! Miss Simms do you see your Ike with Billy? Cap’n Johnson
-would have put him with Charlie Warner if he hadn’t fell short two
-inches. Look kinder nice together, don’t they? only Ike stoops a trifle,
-’pears to me.”
-
-It didn’t “’pear” so to Widow Simms, but then her eyes wore blurred so
-that she could not see distinctly, for, strange to say, the sharpest
-pang of all was the knowing that Isaac, so pure, so gentle, so
-girl-like, must be a companion for reckless, swearing, gambling Bill,
-and for a time she could not quite forgive her youngest born that he had
-not been just two inches taller. Blind, ignorant Widow Simms, the hour
-will come when, on her bended knees, she’ll thank the over-ruling hand
-which kept her boy from growing _just two inches taller_!
-
-Onward, still onward they moved, until they turned the corner and paused
-before the depot.
-
-A little apart from the rest George Graham stood, wishing that the cars
-would come, and building airy-castles of what would be when he returned,
-covered with laurels, as he was sure to do if only opportunities were
-offered. He would distinguish himself, he thought, with many a brave
-deed, so that the papers would talk of him as a gallant hero, and when
-he came back to Rockland, the people would come out to meet him, a
-denser crowd than was assembled now. Their faces would not then be so
-sad, for they would come to do him honor, and in fancy he heard the
-stirring notes of the martial music, and saw the smile of joy steal over
-the weather-beaten features of the leader of the band, the man with the
-jammed white hat, as he fifed that welcome home. There would be
-carriages there, too, more than now, and maybe there would be _a
-carriage expressly for him_, and the dreamer saw the long procession
-moving down the street,—saw the little boys on the walk, the women at
-the doors, and heard the peal of the village bells. It would be grand,
-he thought, if he could have a crown just as the Roman victors used to
-do,—it would please Annie so much to see him thus triumphant. _She_
-would not come up to the depot, he knew. She would rather be alone when
-she met him, while he, too, would prefer that all those people should
-not be looking on when he kissed his little wife. Just then the train
-appeared, and the confusion became greater as the crowd drew nearer
-together, and the man with the jammed white hat who was to fife George’s
-welcome home, redoubled his exertions, and tried his best to drown his
-own emotions in the harsh sounds he made. But above the fife’s shrill
-scream, above the bass drum’s beat, and above the engine’s hiss, was
-heard the sound of wailing, as one by one the Rockland volunteers
-stepped aboard the train.
-
-Bill was the last to go, for as a parting act he had fired the old
-cannon, which almost from time immemorial had heralded to Rockland’s
-sleeping citizens that twelve o’clock had struck and it was Independence
-day. Some said it was no good omen that the worn-out gun burst in twain
-from the heavy charge with which Bill had seen fit to load it, but Bill
-cared not for omens, and with three cheers and a _tiger_ for Uncle Sam,
-he jumped upon the platform just as the final all aboard was shouted.
-
-There was a ringing of the bell, a sudden puffing of the engine, a
-straining of machinery, a sweeping backward of the wreaths of smoke, and
-then, where so lately one hundred soldiers had been, there was nothing
-left save an open space of frozen ground and iron rails, as cold and as
-empty as the hearts of those who watched until the last curling ring of
-vapor died amid the eastern woods, and then went sadly back to the homes
-left so desolate.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- WILL AND BROTHER TOM.
-
-
-“A letter from brother Tom,—I am so glad. It’s an age since he wrote,
-and I’ve been dying to hear from home. Dear old Tom!” and dropping
-parasol in one place, gloves in another, and shawl in another, Rose
-Mather, who had just come in from shopping, seized the letter her
-husband handed her, and seating herself upon an ottoman near the window,
-began to read without observing that it was dated at _Washington_
-instead of Boston, as usual.
-
-Gradually, however, there came a shadow over her face, and her husband
-saw the tears gathering slowly in her eyes, and dropping upon the letter
-she had been “dying to get.”
-
-“What is it, Rose?” Mr. Mather asked, as a sob met his ear.
-
-“Oh, Will,” and Rose cried outright, “I didn’t believe Tom would do
-that! I thought people like him never went to the war. I ’most know
-he’ll be killed. Oh, dear, dear. What shall I do?” and Rose hid her face
-in the lap of her husband, who fondly caressed her chestnut hair as he
-replied,
-
-“You’ll bear it like a brave New England woman. We need just such men as
-your brother Tom, and I never respected him one half so much as now that
-he has shown how truly noble he is. He was greatly opposed to Lincoln,
-you know, and worked hard to defeat him; but now that our country is in
-danger, he, like a true patriot, has thrown aside all political feeling
-and gone to the rescue. I honor him for it, and may success attend him.”
-
-“Yes,” interrupted Rose, as a new idea struck her, “but what will his
-Southern friends think of him? and he has got a heap of them. There are
-the Birneys and Franklins from New Orleans, the Richardsons in Mobile,
-and those nice people in Charleston,—what will they say when they hear
-he has taken up arms against them? and he always used to quarrel so with
-those stiff Abolitionists in Boston, when they said the Southerners had
-no right to their slaves. Tom insisted they had, and that the North was
-meddling with what was none of its business, and now he’s turned
-abolitionist, and joined too,—dear, dear.”
-
-Mr. Mather smiled at Rose’s reasoning, and after a moment, replied, “I
-have no idea that Tom has changed his mind in the least with regard to
-the negroes, or that he loves his Southern friends one whit the less
-than when defending them from abuse. Negroes and Southern proclivities
-have nothing to do with it. A blow has been struck at the very heart of
-our Union, and Tom feels it his duty to resent it. It’s just like this:
-suppose you, in a pet, were trying to scratch your mother’s eyes out,
-and Tom should try to prevent it. Would you think him false to you,
-because he took the part of his mother? Would you not rather respect him
-far more than if he stood quietly by and saw you fight it out?”
-
-“It is not very likely I should try to scratch out mother’s eyes,” said
-Rose, half laughing at her husband’s odd comparison, and adding, after a
-moment, “I don’t see how folks can fight and love each other too.”
-
-Mr. Mather didn’t quite see it either, and without directly replying to
-Rose, he asked, by way of diverting her mind from the subject of her
-brother’s volunteering, if she noticed what Tom said about the Rockland
-Company in general, and George Graham and Isaac Simms in particular?
-
-This reminded Rose of Annie, who had been ill most of the time since her
-husband’s departure.
-
-“I meant to have called on Mrs. Graham right away,” she said. “The poor
-creature has been so sick, they say, but would not let them send for
-George, because it was his duty to stay where he was. I’d like to see
-duty or anything else make me willing to part with you. I don’t believe
-Mrs. Graham loves her husband as I do you, or she would never consent to
-be left alone,” and Rose nestled closer to her husband, who could not
-find courage to tell her what he meant to do when he handed her Tom’s
-letter. It would be too much for her to bear at once, he thought, as he
-saw how greatly she was pained because her brother had joined the army,
-and was even then in Washington.
-
-To Rose it was some consolation that Tom was captain of his company, and
-that his soldiers were taken from the finest families in Boston. This
-was far better than if he had gone as a private, which of course he
-would not do. He was too proud for that, and she could never have
-forgiven him the disgrace. Still, viewed in any light, it was very sad,
-for Tom had been to Rose more like a father than a brother. He was the
-pride, the head of the Carleton family, upon whom herself and mother had
-leaned, the one since the day of her widowhood, and the other since she
-could remember. He it was who had petted and caressed, and spoilt her up
-to the very hour when, at the altar, he had given her away to Will. He
-it was, too, who had been the arbiter of all the childish differences
-which had arisen between herself and _Jimmie_, teasing, naughty
-_Jimmie_, wandering now no one knew where, if indeed he were alive. And
-at the thought of Jimmie, with his saucy eyes and handsome face, her
-tears flowed afresh. What if he were living and should join the army,
-like Tom? It would be more than she could bear, and for a long time
-after her husband left her, Rose sat weeping over the picture she drew
-of both her brothers slain on some bloody battle-field. The shadow of
-war was beginning to enfold her, and brought with it a new and strange
-sympathy for those who, like herself, had brothers in the army.
-
-Again remembering Annie Graham, she sprang up, exclaiming to herself,
-
-“I’ll go this very afternoon. She’ll be so glad to know what Tom thinks
-of George!” and ere long Rose was picking her way daintily through the
-narrow street which led to the cottage in the Hollow. It was superior to
-most of the dwellings upon that street, and Rose was struck at once with
-the air of neatness and thrift apparent in everything around it, from
-the nicely painted fence to the little garden with its plats of flowers
-just budding into beauty.
-
-“They have seen better days, I am sure, or else Mrs. Graham’s social
-position was above her husband’s,” was Rose’s mental comment, as she
-lifted the gate latch and passed up the narrow walk, catching a glimpse,
-through the open window, of a sweet, pale face, and of a thick stout
-figure, flying through the opposite door, as if anxious to avoid being
-seen.
-
-Poor Annie had been very sick, and more than once the physician who
-attended her had suggested sending for her husband, but Annie, though
-missing him sadly, and longing for him more than any one could guess,
-always opposed it, begging of Widow Simms, who of her own accord went to
-nurse her, not to write anything which would alarm him in the least. So
-George, ever hopeful, ever looking on the sunny side, thought of his
-blue-eyed wife as a little bit sick, and nervous it might be, but not
-dangerous at all, and wrote to her kind, loving, cheering letters, which
-did much to keep her courage from dying within her. Annie was better
-now,—was just in that state of convalescence when she found it very hard
-to lie all day long, watching Widow Simms as she bustled out and in,
-setting the chairs in a row with their six backs square against the
-wall, and their six fronts opposite the table, stand and bureau, also in
-a row. She was just wishing some one would come, when the swinging of
-the gate and the widow’s exclamation, “Oh, the land, if that stuck up
-thing ain’t comin’,” announced the approach of Rose Mather.
-
-“I’ll make myself missin’, for mercy knows I don’t wan’t to hear none of
-your _secession_ stuff. It fairly makes my blood bile!” was the widow’s
-next comment; and gathering up her knitting she hurried into the
-kitchen, leaving Annie to receive her visitor alone.
-
-Not waiting for her knock to be answered, Rose entered at the open door,
-and advanced at once into the room where Annie was, her fair hair pushed
-back from her forehead, her blue eyes unusually brilliant, and her face
-scarcely less white than the pillow on which it lay.
-
-Rose had an eye for the beautiful, and after the first words of greeting
-were over, she broke out in her impulsive way—
-
-“Why, Mrs. Graham, how handsome you are looking! just like the apple
-blossoms. I wish your husband could see you now. I’m sure he wouldn’t
-stay there another hour. I think it’s cruel in him, don’t you?”
-
-The tears came at once to Annie’s eyes, and her voice was very low as
-she replied:
-
-“George does not know how sick I have been, neither do I wish to have
-him. It would only make his burden heavier to bear, and I try to care
-more for his comfort than my own.”
-
-This was a phase of unselfishness wholly new to Rose, and for an instant
-she was silent, then remembering Tom’s letter, she seated herself upon
-the foot of the bed, and throwing aside her bonnet, took the letter from
-her pocket, telling Annie as she did so that she, too, was now
-interested in the war, and in every one whose friends had gone.
-
-“I never knew how it felt before,” she said; “and I’ve made a heap of
-silly speeches, I know. Don’t you remember that time in the Hall, when I
-talked about your husband being shot? I am sorry, but I _do_ think he’s
-more likely to be picked off than Tom, who is not nearly as tall. You
-are faint, ain’t you?” she added, as she saw how deathly pale Annie
-grew, while the drops of perspiration stood thickly about her lips.
-
-“Simpleton, simpleton!” muttered Widow Simms, listening through the
-keyhole in the kitchen, while Annie whispered:
-
-“Please don’t talk that way, Mrs. Mather. I know George is very tall,
-but unless God wills it otherwise, the bullets will pass by him as well
-as others.”
-
-Rose saw she had done mischief again, by her thoughtless way of
-speaking, and eager to repair the wrong, she bent over Annie and said:
-
-“I am sorry. I’m always doing something foolish. You are faint; shan’t I
-tell the servant to bring you some water? She’s in the kitchen, I
-suppose,” and ere Annie could explain, Rose had darted into the neat
-little kitchen where Widow Simms was stooping over the stove and
-kindling a fire, with which to make the evening tea.
-
-“Girl, girl, Mrs. Graham wants some water. Hurry and bring it quick,
-will you?”
-
-Rose called out a little peremptorily, for there was something rather
-suggestive of defiance in the square, straight back which never moved a
-particle in answer to the command.
-
-“Deaf or hateful,” was Rose’s mental comment, and as it might possibly
-be the former, she wished she knew the girl’s name, as that would be
-more apt to attract her. “Most every Irish girl is Bridget,” she thought
-to herself, “and I guess this one is. Any way she acts like the girl
-that used to order mother out doors, so I’ll venture upon that name.”
-
-“Bridget, Bridget!” and this time the voice was decidedly authoritative
-in its tone, but what more Rose might have added was cut short by the
-widow, who dropped the griddle with a bang, and turning sharply round,
-replied:
-
-“There’s no Bridget here, and if it’s me you mean, I am _Mrs. Joseph
-Simms_!”
-
-Rose had good reason for remembering Mrs. Simms, and coloring crimson,
-she tried to apologize:
-
-“I beg your pardon; I did not see your face. I supposed everybody kept a
-girl; and your back looked like——”
-
-“Don’t make the matter any worse,” interrupted the widow, smiling in
-spite of herself at Rose’s attempt to excuse her blunder. “You thought
-from my dress that I was a hired girl, and so I was in my younger days,
-and I don’t feel none the wus for it neither. Miss Graham’s faint, is
-she? She’s had time to get over it, I think. Here’s the water,” and
-filling a gourd shell she handed it to Rose, who, in her admiration of
-the (to her) novel drinking cup, came near forgetting Annie.
-
-But Annie did not care, for the rencounter between the widow and Rose
-had done her quite as much good as the water could, and Rose found her
-laughing the first really hearty laugh she had enjoyed since George went
-away.
-
-“It’s just like me,” Rose said, as she resumed her seat by Annie,
-listening intently while she told how kind the Widow Simms had been,
-coming every day to stay with her, and only leaving her at night because
-Annie insisted that she should.
-
-“I like Mrs. Simms!” was Rose’s vehement exclamation, “and I am glad Tom
-said what he did about Isaac, who used to saw our wood. I did not tell
-you, did I? And there’s something real nice about your husband, too. I
-mean to call her in while I read it,” and Rose ran out to the wood-shed,
-where the widow was now splitting a pine board for kindling, the
-newspaper she at first had used, having burned entirely out.
-
-Rose’s manner and voice were very conciliatory as she said:
-
-“Please, Mrs. Simms, come in and listen while I read what brother Tom
-has written about Mr. Graham and your Isaac,—something perfectly
-splendid. Tom has volunteered and gone to Washington, you know.”
-
-It was strange how those few words changed the widow’s opinion of Rose.
-The fact that Thomas Carleton, whom the Rockland people fancied was a
-Secessionist, had joined the Federal army, did much toward effecting
-this change, but not so much as the fact that he had actually noticed
-her boy, and spoken of him in a letter.
-
-“Miss Mather ain’t so bad after all,” she thought, and striking her axe
-into the log, she followed Rose to the sitting-room, listening eagerly
-while she read the few sentences pertaining to George and Isaac. They
-were as follows:
-
-“By the way, Will, I find there’s a company here from Rockland. Fine
-appearing fellows, too, most of them are, and under good discipline. I
-am especially pleased with the second lieutenant. He’s a magnificent
-looking man, and attracts attention wherever he goes.”
-
-“That’s George, you know,” and Rose, quite as much pleased as Annie
-herself, nodded toward the latter, whose pale cheek flushed with pride
-at hearing her husband thus spoken of by Rose Mather’s brother.
-
-“Yes, but Isaac,” interrupted the widow. “Whereabouts does he come in?”
-
-“Oh, pretty soon I’ll get to him. There’s more about George yet,”
-answered Rose, as she resumed her reading.
-
-“I had the pleasure of talking with him yesterday, and found him very
-intelligent and sensible. If we had more men like him, success would be
-sure and speedy. He has about him a great deal of fun and humor, which
-go far toward keeping up the spirits of his company, and some of the
-poor fellows need it sadly. There’s a young boy in the ranks, Isaac
-Simms, who interests me greatly.”
-
-“Oh-h!” and the widow drew a long sigh as Rose continued:
-
-“I wonder he was ever suffered to come, he seems so young, so girl-like
-and so gentle. Still he does a great deal of good, Lieut. Graham tells
-me, by visiting the sick and sharing with them any delicacy he happens
-to have. He’s rather homesick, I imagine, for when I asked him if he had
-a mother, his chin quivered in a moment, and I saw the tears standing in
-his eyes. Poor boy, I can’t account for the interest I feel in him.
-Heaven grant that if we come to open fight he may not fall a victim.”
-
-“Yes, yes, my boy, my darling boy,” and burying her face in her hard
-hands, the widow sobbed aloud. “I thank you, Miss Mather, for reading me
-that,” she said, “and I thank your brother for writing it. Tell him so
-will you. Tell him I’m nothing but a cross, sour-grained, snappish old
-woman, but I have a mother’s heart, and I bless him for speaking so
-kindly of my boy.”
-
-Rose’s tears fell fast as she folded up the letter, and Annie’s kept
-company with them. There was a bond of sympathy now between the three,
-as they talked together of the soldiers, Mrs. Simms and Annie devising
-various methods by which they might be benefited, and Rose wishing she,
-too, could do something for them.
-
-“But I can’t,” she said, despairingly. “I never did anybody any real
-good in all my life,—only bothered them,” and Rose sighed as she thought
-how useless and aimless was her present mode of life.
-
-“You’ll learn by and by,” said the widow, in a tone unusually soft for
-her; then, as if the sock she held in her lap had suggested the idea,
-she continued, “Can you knit?”
-
-Rose shook her head.
-
-“Nor your mother, neither?”
-
-Again Rose shook her head, feeling quite ashamed that she should lack
-this accomplishment.
-
-“Well,” the widow went on, “’taint much use to learn now. ’Twould take a
-year to git one stocking done, but if when winter comes, that brother of
-yours wants socks and mittens, or the like of that, tell him I’ll knit
-’em for him.”
-
-“Oh, you are so kind!” cried Rose, thinking to herself how she’d send
-Widow Simms some pineapple preserves, such as she had with dessert that
-day.
-
-They grew to liking each other very fast after this, and Rose staid
-until the little round table was arranged for tea and rolled to Annie’s
-bedside. There was no plate for Rose, the widow having deemed it
-preposterous that she should stay, but the table looked so cosy, with
-its tiny black teapot, and its nicely buttered toast, that Rose invited
-herself, with such a pretty, patronizing way, that the widow failed to
-see the condescension it implied. It did not, however, escape Annie’s
-observation, but she could not feel angry with the little lady, touching
-her bone-handled knife as if she were afraid of it, and looking round in
-quest of the napkin she failed to find, for Widow Simms had banished
-napkins from the table as superfluous articles, which answered no
-earthly purpose, save the putting an extra four cents into the pocket of
-the washerwoman, Harry Baker’s mother.
-
-It was growing late, and the sunset shadows were already creeping into
-the Hollow when Rose bade Annie good-bye, promising to come again ere
-long, and wondering, as she took her homeward way, whence came the calm,
-quiet peace which made Annie Graham so happy, even though her husband
-were far away in the midst of danger and death. Rose had heard that
-Annie was a Christian, and so were many others whom she knew, but they
-were much like herself,—good, well-meaning people, amiable, and
-submissive when everything went to suit them, but let their husbands
-once join the army and they would make quite as much fuss as she, who
-did not profess to be anything. And then, for the first time in her
-life, Rose wished she, too, could learn from Annie’s teacher, and so
-have something to sustain her in case her husband should go. But he
-wouldn’t go,—and if he did, all the religion in the world could not make
-her resigned,—and the tears sprang to Rose’s eyes as she hurried up the
-handsome walk to the piazza, where _Will_ sat smoking his cigar in the
-hazy twilight. She told him where she had been, and then sitting upon
-his knee told him of Annie, wishing she could be like her, and asking if
-he did not wish so too.
-
-Will made no direct reply. His thoughts were evidently elsewhere, and
-after a few minutes he said, hesitatingly:
-
-“Would it break my darling’s heart if I should join Tom at Washington?”
-
-There was a cry of horror, and Rose hid her face in her husband’s bosom.
-
-“Oh, Will, Will, you shan’t, you can’t, you mustn’t and won’t! I didn’t
-know you ever thought of such a cruel thing. Don’t you love me any more?
-I’ll try to do better, I certainly will!” and Rose nestled closer to
-him, holding his hands just as Annie Graham had once held her husband’s.
-
-“You could not be much better, neither could I love you more than I do
-now, Rosa, darling,” Mr. Mather replied, kissing her childish brow.
-“But, Rosa, be reasonable once, and listen while I tell you how, ever
-since the fall of Sumter, I have thought the time would come, when I
-should be needed, resolving, too, that when it came, it should not find
-me a second _Sardanapalus_!”
-
-The sudden lifting of Rose’s head, and her look of perplexed inquiry,
-showed that notwithstanding the fanciful ornament styled a _Diploma_
-lying in her writing-desk, Sardanapalus had not the honor of being
-numbered among her acquaintances. But her heart was too full to ask an
-explanation, and her husband continued:
-
-“Besides that, there was a mutual understanding between Tom and myself,
-that if one went the other would, and he has gone,—nobly laying aside
-all the party prejudice which for a time influenced his conduct. Our
-country needs more men.”
-
-“Yes, yes,” gasped Rose; “but more have gone. There’s scarcely a boy
-left in town, and it’s just so every where.”
-
-Mr. Mather smiled as he replied:
-
-“I know the boys have gone,—boys whose fair, beardless faces should put
-to shame a strong, full-grown man like me. And another class, too, have
-gone, our laboring young men, leaving behind them poverty and little
-helpless children, whereas I have nothing of that kind for an excuse.”
-
-“Oh, I wish I had a dozen children, if that would keep you!” cried Rose,
-the insane idea flashing upon her that she would at once adopt a score
-or more of those she had seen playing in the muddy Hollow that
-afternoon.
-
-Mr. Mather smiled, and continued:
-
-“Suppose you try and accustom yourself to the idea of living a while
-without me. I shall not die until my appointed time, and shall
-undoubtedly come back again. Don’t you see?”
-
-No, Rose didn’t. Her heart was too full of pain to see how going to war
-was just as sure a method of prolonging one’s life as staying at home,
-and she sobbed passionately, one moment accusing her husband of not
-loving her as he used to, and the next begging of him to abandon his
-wild project.
-
-Mr. Mather was a man of firm decision, and long before he broached the
-subject to his wife, his mind had been made up that his country called
-for _him_,—not for somebody else,—but for _him_ personally; that if the
-rebellion were to be crushed out, men of wealth and influence must help
-to crush it, not alone by remaining at home and urging others on, though
-this were an important part, but by actually joining in the combat, and
-by their presence cheering and inspiring others. And Mr. Mather was
-going, too,—had, in fact, already made arrangements to that effect, and
-neither the tears nor entreaties of his young wife could avail to change
-his purpose. But he did not tell her so that night; he would rather come
-to it gradually, taking a different course from that which George Graham
-had pursued, for where George had left the decision wholly to his wife,
-Mr. Mather had taken it wholly upon himself, making it first and telling
-Rose afterwards. It was better so, he thought, and having said all to
-her that he wished to say on that occasion, he tried to divert her mind
-into another channel. But Rose was not to be diverted. It had come upon
-her like a thunderbolt,—the thing she so much dreaded,—and she wept
-bitterly, seeing in the future, which only a few hours before looked so
-bright and joyous, nothing but impenetrable gloom, for she could read
-her husband tolerably well, and she intuitively felt that she had lost
-him,—that he was going from her, never to come back, she knew. She
-should be a widow before she was nineteen, and the host of summer
-dresses she meant to buy when she went back to Boston, changed into a
-widow’s sombre weeds, as Rose saw herself arrayed in the habiliments of
-mourning. What a fright she looked to herself in the widow’s cap, with
-which her vivid imagination disfigured her chestnut hair, and she
-shuddered afresh as she thought how hideous she was in black.
-
-Poor, simple little Rose! And yet we say again Rose was not a _fool_,
-nor yet an unnatural character. There are many, many like her, some who
-will recognize themselves in this story and more who will not. Gay,
-impulsive, pleasure-seeking creatures, whom fashionable education and
-too indulgent parents have done their utmost to spoil, but who still
-possess many traits of excellence, needing only adverse circumstances to
-mould and hammer them into the genuine coin of true-hearted womanhood.
-Such an one was Rose. Reared by a fond mother, petted by an older
-brother, and teased by a younger, flattered by friend and foe, and
-latterly caressed and worshiped by a husband, Rose had come to think far
-too much of her own importance as Mrs. Rose Mather,—_née_ Miss Rose
-Carleton, of Boston, an acknowledged belle, and leader of the _ton_.
-
-There was a wide difference between Rose and Annie Graham, for while the
-latter, in her sweet unselfishness, thought only of her husband’s
-welfare, both here and hereafter, Rose’s first impulse was a dread
-shrinking from being alone, and her second a terror lest the years of
-her youth, now spread out so invitingly before her, should be passed in
-secluded widowhood, with nothing from the gay world without wherewith to
-feed her vanity and love for admiration. Still, beneath Rose’s light
-exterior there was hidden a mine of tenderness and love, a heart which,
-when roused to action, was capable of greater, more heroic deeds, than
-would at first seem possible. And that heart was rousing, too,—was
-gradually waking into life; but not all at once, and the tears which
-Rose shed the whole night through were wrung out more from selfishness,
-perhaps, than from any higher feeling. It would be so stupid living
-there alone in Rockland. If she could only go to Washington with Will it
-would not be half so bad, but she could not, for she waked Will up from
-a sound sleep to ask him if she might, and he had answered “_No_,”
-falling away again to sleep, and leaving Rose to wakefulness and tears,
-unmingled with any prayer that the cloud gathering so fast around her
-might sometime break in blessings on her head.
-
-It was scarcely light next morning when Rose, determining to prevail,
-redoubled her entreaties for her husband to abandon the decision be now
-candidly acknowledged, but she could not. He was going to the war, and
-going as a private. Rose almost fainted when he told her this, and for a
-time refused to be comforted. She might learn to bear it, she said, if
-he were an officer, but to go as a common soldier, like those she worked
-for at the Hall, was more than she could bear.
-
-It was in vain that Mr. Mather told her how only a few could be
-officers, and that he was content to serve his country in any capacity,
-leaving the more lucrative situations to those who needed them more. He
-did not tell her he had declined a post of honor, for the sake of one
-who seemed to him more worthy of it. He would rather this should reach
-her from some other source, and ere the day was over it did, for in a
-small town like Rockland it did not take long for every other one to
-know that William Mather had enlisted as a private soldier, when he
-might have been _Colonel_ of a regiment, had he not given place to
-another because that other had depending on him a bed-ridden mother, a
-crazy wife, and six little helpless children.
-
-How fast William Mather rose in the estimation of those who, never
-having known him intimately, had looked upon him as a cold, haughty man,
-whose loyalty was somewhat doubtful, and how proud Rose felt, even in
-the midst of her tears, as she heard on every side her husband’s praise.
-Even the Widow Simms ventured to the Mather mansion, telling her how
-glad she was, and offering to do what she could for the volunteer, while
-Annie, unable to do anything for herself, could only pray that God would
-bring Mr. Mather back safely to the child-wife, who was so bowed down
-with grief. How Annie longed to see her,—and, if possible, impart to her
-some portion of the hopeful trust which kept her own soul from fainting
-beneath its burden of anxious uncertainty. But the days passed on, and
-Rose came no more to the cottage in the Hollow. Love for her husband had
-triumphed over every other feeling, and rousing from her state of
-inertness, she busied herself in doing, or rather trying to do, a
-thousand little things which she fancied might add to _Willie’s_
-comfort. She called him _Willie_ now, as if that name were dearer,
-tenderer than _Will_, and the strong man, every time he heard it, felt a
-sore pang,—there was something so plaintive in the tone, as if she were
-speaking of the dead.
-
-It was a most beautiful summer day, when at last he left her, and Rose’s
-heart was well nigh bursting with its load of pain. It was all in vain
-that she said her usual form of prayer, never more meaningless than now
-when her thoughts were so wholly absorbed with something else. She did
-not pray in faith, but because it was a habit of her childhood, a
-something she rarely omitted, unless in too great a hurry. No wonder
-then that she rose up from her devotion quite as grief-stricken as when
-she first knelt down. God does not often answer what is mere lip
-service, and Rose was yet a stranger to the prayer which stirs the heart
-and carries power with it. The parting was terrible, and Mr. Mather more
-than half repented when he saw how tightly she clung to his neck,
-begging him to take her with him, or at least to send for her very soon.
-
-“What shall I do when you are gone? What can I do?” she sobbed, and her
-husband answered:
-
-“You can work for me, darling,—work for all the soldiers. It will help
-divert your mind.”
-
-“I can’t I can’t,” was Rose’s answer. “I don’t know how to work. Oh,
-Willie, Willie! I wish there wasn’t any war.
-
-Willie wished so too, but there was no time now for regrets, for a
-rumbling in the distance and a rising wreath of smoke on the western
-plain warned him not to tarry longer if he would go that day. One more
-burning kiss,—one more fond pressure of the wife he loved so much,—a few
-more whispered words of hope, and then another Rockland volunteer had
-gone. Gone without daring to look backward to the little form lying just
-the same as he had put it from him, and yet not just the same. He had
-felt it quivering with anguish when he took his arms away, but the
-trembling, quivering motion was over now, and the form he had caressed
-lay motionless and still, all unconscious of the dreary pain throbbing
-in the heart, and all unmindful of the loud hurrah which greeted William
-Mather, as he stepped upon the platform of the car and waved his hat to
-those assembled there to see him off. Rose, who had meant at the very
-last to be so heroic, so brave, so worthy the wife of a soldier, had
-fainted.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
- JIMMIE.
-
-
-There were loving words being breathed into Rose’s ear, when she came
-back to consciousness, and there was something familiar in the touch of
-the hand bathing her brow, and smoothing her tangled hair, but Rose was
-too weak and sick to notice who it was caring for her so tenderly, until
-she heard the voice saying to her
-
-“Is my daughter better?”
-
-And then she threw herself with a wild scream of joy into the arms which
-had cradled her babyhood, sobbing piteously:
-
-“Oh, mother, mother, Willie has gone to the war! Willie has gone to the
-war!”
-
-It was very strange, Rose thought, that her mother’s tears should flow
-so fast, and her face wear so sad an expression just because of Will,
-who was nothing but her son-in-law. Then it occurred to her that Tom
-might be the occasion of her sadness, but when she spoke of him, asking
-why her mother had not prevailed on him to stay at home, Mrs. Carleton
-answered, promptly:
-
-“I never loved him one half so well, as on that night when he told me he
-had volunteered. He would be unworthy of the Carleton blood he bears,
-were he to hesitate a moment!” and the eye of the brave New England
-matron kindled as she added: “If I had twenty sons, I would rather all
-should die on the Federal battle-field than have one turn traitor to his
-country! Oh, _Jimmie_, _Jimmie_, my poor misguided boy!”
-
-It was a piteous cry which came from the depths of that mother’s aching
-heart,—a cry so full of anguish that Rose was startled, and asked in
-much alarm what it was about Jimmie. Had she heard from him, and was he
-really dead?
-
-“No, Rose,” and in the mother’s voice there was a hard, bitter tone.
-“No, not dead, but better so, than what he is. Oh, I would so much
-rather he had died when a little, innocent child, than live to bear the
-name he bears!”
-
-“What name, mother? What has Jimmie done? Do tell me, you frighten me,
-you look so white!” and Rose clung closer to her mother, who, with
-quivering lip and faltering voice, told her how recreant runaway Jimmie
-had joined the Confederate army under Beauregard, and was probably then
-marching on to Washington to meet her other son, in deadly conflict, it
-might be; his hand, the very one, perhaps, to speed the fratricidal
-bullet which should shed a brother’s life-blood!
-
-No wonder that her heart grew faint when she thought of her boy as a
-_Rebel_,—aye, a rebel of ten times deeper dye than if he had been born
-of Southern blood, and reared on Southern soil, for the roof-tree which
-sheltered his childhood was almost beneath the shadow of Bunker Hill’s
-monument, and many an hour had he sported at its base, playing directly
-above the graves of those brave men who fell that awful day when the
-fierce thunders of war shook the hills of Boston, and echoed across the
-smoky waters of the bay. Far up the lofty tower, too, as high as he
-could reach, his name was written with his own boyish hand, and the
-mother had read it there since receiving the shameful letter which told
-of his disgrace. Climbing up the weary, winding flight of stairs, she
-had looked through blinding tears upon that name,—JAMES MADISON
-CARLETON,—half hoping it had been erased, it seemed so like a mockery to
-have it there on Freedom’s Monument, and know that he who bore it was a
-traitor to his country. Yet there it was, just as he left it years ago,
-and with a blush of shame the mother crossed it out, just as she fain
-would have crossed out his sin could that have been. But it could not.
-She knew that Jimmie was in the Southern army, and not wishing to speak
-of it at home, where he already bore no envied name, she had come for
-sympathy to her only daughter; and it was well for both she did, for it
-helped to divert Rose’s grief into a new and different channel; to set
-her right on many points, and gradually to obliterate all marks of what
-so he had called Secession.
-
-_Tom_ had been her pride; the brother she honored and feared, while
-Jimmie, nearer her age, was more a companion of her childhood; the one
-who teased and petted her by turns, one day putting angle worms in her
-bosom just to hear her scream, and the next spending all his
-pocket-money to buy her the huge wax doll she saw in the shop window,
-down on Washington street, and coveted so badly. Such were some of
-Rose’s reminiscences of Jimmie, and while time had softened down the
-horrid sensations she experienced when she felt the cold worms crawling
-on her neck, it had not destroyed the _doll_, the handsomest she had
-ever owned, nor made her cease to love the teasing boy. She could not
-feel just as her mother did about him, for she had not her mother’s
-strong, patriotic feeling, but her tears flowed none the less, while
-she, too, half wished him lying beneath the summer grass, in beautiful
-Mt. Auburn.
-
-“How did you hear from him?” she asked, when her first burst of grief
-was over, and her mother replied by taking out a letter, on which Rose
-recognized her brother’s handwriting.
-
-“He sent me this,” Mrs. Carleton said, and tearing open the letter, she
-read it aloud to Rose.
-
- “RICHMOND, VA., _June, 1861_.
-
- “DEAR MOTHER: Pray don’t think you’ve seen a ghost when you recognize
- my writing. You thought me dead, I suppose, but there’s no such good
- news as that. I’m bullet-proof, I reckon, or I should have died in New
- Orleans last summer when the yellow fever and I had such a squabble. I
- was dreadfully sick then, and half wished I had not run away, for I
- knew you would feel badly when you heard how I died with nobody to
- care for me, and was tumbled into the ground, head sticking out as
- likely as any way. I used to talk about you, old Martha said, and
- about Rose, too. Dear little Rose. I actually laid down my pen just
- now, and laughed aloud as I thought how she looked when I treated her
- to those worms; telling her I had a necklace for her! Didn’t she dance
- and didn’t Tom thrash me, too, till I saw stars! Well, he never struck
- me a blow amiss, though I used to think he did. I was a sorry scamp,
- mother,—the biggest rascal in Boston. But I’ve reformed. I have, upon
- my word, and you ought to see how the people here smile upon and
- flatter me, telling me what a nice chap I am, and all that sort of
- thing.
-
- “In short, mother, to come at once to the point, and not spend an hour
- in arguing, as Tom used to do when he took me up in the attic where he
- kept the _gads_, you know,—in short, I’ve been naturalized,—have sworn
- allegiance to the future Southern monarchy, and am as true a Southern
- blood as you would wish to see. I’ve got a Palmetto cockade on my
- cap,—a tiny Confederate flag on my sleeve, and what is best of all,
- I’ve joined the Southern army under Beauregard, and shall shortly
- bring the war to the threshold of the Capitol, licking the Yankees
- there congregated like fun. It’s about time now, mother, for you to
- ring for Margaret. You’ll want the camphor, and make a fuss, of
- course, so while you are enjoying that diversion, I’ll go and practice
- a little with my gun. You know I could never hit a barn without
- shooting twice, but I’m improving fast, and shall soon be able to pick
- off a Yankee at a distance of a mile!
-
- “2 _o’clock_, P.M.
-
- “Well, mother, I take it for granted you are nicely tucked up in bed,
- with the curtains drawn and a wet rag on your head, as the result of
- what I’ve told you. I’m sorry that you should feel so badly, and wish
- I could see you for an hour or so, as I could surely convince you we
- are right. We have been browbeaten and trodden upon by the North until
- forbearance has ceased to be a virtue, and now that they’ve thrown
- down the gauntlet we will meet them on their own terms. I dare say
- they have made you believe that we struck the first blow by firing
- into Sumter, but, mother, those northern papers do lie so, all except
- the _Herald_, and a few others, which occasionally come within a mile
- of the truth, but even they have been bribed recently, or something.
- If you want the unbiased truth of the matter subscribe for the
- Richmond _Examiner_, or better yet, the Charleston _Mercury_, whose
- editor is a New England man, and of course is capable of judging
- right. He knows what has brought on this war. He’ll tell you how the
- South Carolinians generously bore the insult of the Federal flag
- flying there defiantly in their faces until they could bear it no
- longer, and so one day we pitched in.
-
- “I say _we_, for I was there in Fort Moultrie, and saw the fight, but
- did not join, for the brave fellows, out of compliment to my having
- been born near Bunker Hill, said I needn’t, so I mounted a cotton bale
- and looked on, feeling, I’ll admit, some as I used to on the Fourth of
- July, when I saw how noble old Sumter played her part. And once, when
- a shell burst within ten feet of me, turning things generally topsy
- turvy, and blowing shirt sleeves and coat sleeves, and waistbands and
- boots, higher than a kite, I was positively guilty of hurrahing for
- the Stars and Stripes. I couldn’t help it, to save me.
-
- And yet, mother, I believe the North wrong,—and the South right, but
- so generous a people are we, that all we ask now, is for you to _let
- us alone_; and if the Lincolnites won’t do that, why, then we must
- stoop to fight the mud-sills. It’s all humbug, too, about the negroes
- being on the verge of insurrection. A more faithful, devoted set, I
- never saw. They’ll fight for their masters until they die, every man
- of them. Tom will tell you that. What are his politics? Bell and
- Everett, I dare say, so there’s no danger of my meeting him in battle,
- and I’m glad of it, for to tell the truth, I should feel rather
- ticklish raising my gun against old Tom. May be, though, he is
- humbugged like the rest, and forms a part of that unit said to exist
- at the North. What sort of a thing is that, mother? What does it look
- like? Democrats and Republicans, Abolitionists and Garrisonites, all
- melted in one crucible and bearing _Abraham’s_ image and
- superscription! I wish I could see it. Must have changed mightily
- round Boston from what they used to be when they quarreled so, some
- against and some for Southern rights and Southern people. But strange
- things happen nowadays, and it may be Tom, too, has turned his coat,
- and taken sides with the Federals. If so, all I can say, is, Tommie,
- oh, Tommie, beware of the day, when Southern bloods meet thee in
- battle array; for a field of weak cowards rushes full on my sight, and
- the ranks of the Yankees are scattered in flight. Won’t we rout them,
- though! I shall fight next time. I’ve played pollywog long enough. I
- am regularly enlisted now. Am a _Rebel_, as you call us at home.
- Nothing very bad about that, either, as I can prove to you, if you’ll
- take the trouble to hunt up my old dog-eared History of the United
- States, where Washington is styled by the British the _Rebel Chief_.
-
- “The South are only doing what the Thirteen did in ‘76, trying to
- shake off the tyrant’s yoke. It’s the same thing precisely, only the
- shoe is on the other foot, and pinches mightily. We did not at first
- intend to subjugate the North, but maybe they’ll provoke us to do it,
- if they keep on. Now, however, we only want, or rather did want a
- peaceable separation, and you may as well yield to it first as last.
- What do you intend doing with us, any way, suppose you succeed in
- licking us? Hold us as a conquered province, just as England holds
- Ireland? Much good that will do you. It will be some like keeping a
- mad dog chained so tightly that he cannot get away, but is none the
- less snappish and non-come-at-able for that. No, no, acknowledge our
- independence, and call home the chaps you have dragged from Poor
- Houses and State Prisons, lanes and ditches, and sent to fight against
- Southern gentlemen. This, to me, is the most humiliating feature of
- the whole; and if I must be _shot_ or taken prisoner, I hope it will
- be by some one worthy of my steel. This last I’m writing for old Tom’s
- benefit. Give him my compliments, and tell him nothing would please me
- more than to welcome him to our camp some day.
-
- “Dear little Rose,—perhaps she would not let a Rebel kiss her, and I
- don’t know but I’d turn Federal for half an hour or so for the sake of
- tasting her sweet lips once more. I do love Rose, and I feel a
- mysterious lump in my throat every time I look at her picture, taken
- just before I left home. I never show it, for somehow it would seem
- like profanation to have the soldiers staring at it. So I wear it next
- my heart, and when I go into battle I shall keep it there. Perhaps it
- will save my life, who knows?
-
- “I am getting tired, and must close ere long. Now, mother, please
- don’t waste too many tears over me. The time will come when you’ll see
- we are right; and if it will be any consolation, I will say in
- conclusion, that I have written a heap worse than I really believe. I
- am not a fool. I understand exactly how the matter stands, but I like
- the Southern side the best. I think they are just as near right as the
- North, and I’m going to stick to them through thick and thin. We shall
- have a battle before long, and this may be the last time I’ll ever
- write to you. I’ve been a bad boy, mother, and troubled you so much,
- but if I’m shot you will forget all that, and only remember how, with
- all my faults, I loved you still,—you and Tom and little Rose,—more
- than you ever guessed.
-
- “By the way, I believe I’ll send you a lock of my hair, cut just over
- my left ear, where you used to think it curled so nicely. Perhaps it
- will enhance its value if you know I severed it with a bowie knife,
- such as I now carry with me. Tell Rose I’ll send her a calico dress by
- and by. It will be the most costly present I can make her if the
- blockade is carried out, but it won’t be; that old Bull across the sea
- will be goring you with his horns first you know. Then you’ll have a
- sweet time up there, beset before and behind, and possibly annexed to
- Canada. But I don’t want to make you feel any bluer than you are
- probably feeling, so good-bye, good-bye.
-
- “Your affectionate Rebel,
- “JAMES M. CARLETON.”
-
- “P. S.—I shall send this to Washington by a chap who is going to
- desert, you know, and join the Federals with a pitiful story about
- having been pressed into the Rebel service, telling them, too, how
- poor and weak and demoralized we are,—how a handful of troops can lick
- us, and so draw them into our web, as a spider tempts a fly, don’t you
- see? They offered me that honor, knowing that a son of GEORGE
- CARLETON, twice M. C. from Massachusetts, and now defunct, would be
- above suspicion, and would thus gather a heap of items. But hang me,
- if I could turn spy on any terms. So I respectfully declined. You see
- I am quite a somebody, owing to my having had sense enough to wait
- until I was twenty-one, ere I ran away, and so bringing a part of my
- property with me. Money makes the mare go here as elsewhere, but I’m
- about running out. I wish you could send me a few thousand, can’t
- you?”
-
-And this was Jimmie’s letter, over which the mother had wept far
-bitterer tears than any she shed when her eldest born bade her his last
-farewell, giving to her, just as Jimmie had done, a lock of his brown
-hair. She had it with her now, and she laid them both on Rose’s
-hand,—the dark brown lock, and the short black silken curl, which twined
-itself around Rose’s finger, as if it loved the snowy resting-place.
-Rose’s first impulse was to shake it off as if it had been a guilty
-thing; but the sight of it recalled so vividly the handsome, saucy face,
-and laughing, mischievous black eyes it once had helped to shade, that
-she pressed it to her lips, and whispered sadly, “Dear Jimmie, I cannot
-hate him if I try, nor see how he is greatly at fault,” while in her
-heart was the unframed prayer that God would care for the Rebel-boy, and
-bring him back to them.
-
-Mrs. Carleton was proud of her family name,—proud of her family
-pride,—and she shrank from having it known how it had been disgraced, so
-after Rose’s first grief was over she bade her keep it a secret, and
-Rose promised readily, never doubting for a moment her ability to do so.
-Rose had already borne much that morning. Excessive weeping for her
-husband, added to what she had heard of Jimmie, took her strength away,
-and she spent that first weary day in bed, sometimes sobbing bitterly as
-the dread reality came over her that _Will_ was really gone, and again
-starting up from a feverish, broken sleep with the idea that it was all
-a dream, or a horrid nightmare, from which she should at last awake.
-Callers were all excluded, and with a delicious feeling that she was not
-to be disturbed, Rose, late in the afternoon, lay watching the western
-sunlight dancing on the wall, when a step upon the stairs was heard, and
-in a moment Widow Simms appeared, her sharp face softening into an
-expression of genuine pity when she saw how white and wan Rose was
-looking.
-
-“They tried to keep me out,” she said, “that brawny cook of yours and
-that filigree waiting-maid, but I would come up, and here I am.”
-
-Then sitting down by Rose she told her Annie had sent her there. “She’s
-sorry for you,” the widow said, “and she sent this to tell you so,” and
-the widow handed Rose a tiny note, written by Annie Graham. Once Rose
-would have resented the act as implying too much familiarity, but her
-heart was greatly softened, while, had she tried her best, she could not
-have regarded Annie Graham in the light of an inferior. Tearing open the
-envelope she read:
-
- “MY DEAR MRS. MATHER—I am sure you will pardon the liberty I am
- taking. My apology is that I feel so deeply for you, for I understand
- just what you are suffering,—understand how wearily the hours drag on,
- knowing as you do that with the waning daylight _his_ step will not be
- heard just by the door, making in your heart little throbs of joy,
- such as no other step can make. I am so sorry for you, and I had hoped
- you at least might be spared, but God in his wisdom has seen fit to
- order it otherwise, and we know that what He does is right. Still it
- is hard to bear,—harder for you than for me, perhaps, and when this
- morning I heard the car signal given, I knelt just where I did when my
- own husband went away, and asked our Heavenly Father to bring your
- Willie back in safety, and, Mrs. Mather, I am sure He will, for I
- felt, even then, an answer to my prayer,—something which said, ‘It
- shall be as you ask.’
-
- “Dear Mrs. Mather, try to be comforted; try to see the brighter side;
- try to pray, and be sure the darkness now enveloping you so like a
- pall will pass away, and the sunshine be the brighter for the cloud.
- Come and see me when you feel like it, and remember, you have at least
- two friends who pray for you, one at the Father’s right hand in
- Heaven, and one in her cottage in the Hollow.
-
- “ANNIE GRAHAM.”
-
-Rose had not wept more passionately than she did now, as she kissed the
-note, and wished she were one half as good as Annie Graham.
-
-“But I am not,” she said, “and never shall be. Tell her to keep praying
-until Will comes home again.”
-
-“I will tell her,” returned the widow, “but wouldn’t it be well enough
-to try what you can do at it yourself, and not leave it all for her?”
-
-“Try what I can do at praying?” Rose exclaimed. “I can’t do anything,
-only the few words I always say at night, and they have nothing in them
-about Will.”
-
-“Brought up like a heathen!” muttered the widow, feeling within herself
-that to the names of her own sons and Captain Carleton, William Mather’s
-must now be added, when, as was her daily custom, she took her troubles
-to One who has said, “Cast your burdens upon the Lord, for He careth for
-you.”
-
-“We’ll both remember your husband, Miss Graham and I, so don’t fret
-yourself to death,” she said, soothingly, as Rose broke into a fresh
-burst of tears.
-
-“It isn’t him so much,” Rose sobbed, “though that is terrible and will
-kill me, I most know, but there’s something else that ails me a great
-deal worse than that; at least, mother has made me think it is, though I
-can’t quite see how having one’s brother join the Rebel army is so very
-bad.”
-
-Rose forgot her promise of secrecy, just as her mother might have known
-she would. The story of the Carleton disgrace was told, and perfectly
-aghast, the horrified widow listened to it.
-
-“Your brother a rebel?” she almost shrieked, “a good-for-nothing,
-ill-begotten rebel! I thought you said he was a captain of a company;”
-and mentally the widow struck from her list of names that of poor,
-scandalized Tom, that very moment perspiring at every pore as he went
-through with his evening drill within the Federal camp.
-
-“No, no,” Rose cried, vehemently, “not Tom; I have another brother, a
-younger one,—Jimmie we call him. Did you never hear of Jimmie, who ran
-away more than a year ago?”
-
-“Never!” and the staunch patriot of a widow pursed up her thin lips with
-an expression which plainly said the Carleton family had fallen greatly
-in her estimation, in spite of all Tom had said of Isaac.
-
-Rose, however, was not good at reading expressions, and taking it for
-granted the widow wanted to hear all about it, she told her what she
-knew, marvelling much at the rigid silence her auditor maintained.
-
-“Isn’t it shameful?” she asked, when she had finished.
-
-“Shameful? Yes. I hope he’ll be catched and hung higher than Haman. I’ll
-furnish rope to hang him!” was the indignant widow’s reply, and ere Rose
-could quite make out what ailed her, she had said good-afternoon, and
-banging the door behind her, was hurrying off, muttering to herself,
-“Somethin’ wrong in their bringin’ up. Needn’t tell me. I’d like to see
-my boys turnin’ traitor! The rascal!” and as by this time the widow had
-reached the shop where she was to stop for burning-fluid, she turned
-into the little store, and catching up the can with a jerk, spilt a part
-of its contents upon her clean gingham dress, and then hurried off again
-with rapid strides toward the cottage in the Hollow.
-
-The Carletons, Tom and all, were below par in her opinion, and kept
-sinking lower and lower, until she reached the cottage, where she gave
-vent to her wrath as follows:
-
-“A pretty how d’ye do up to _Miss Martherses_. Her brother _Jim_ has
-jined the cowardly, sneakin’, low-lived, contemptible Rebels, and is
-comin’ on to take Washington! The scalliwag! If things go on at this
-rate, I’ll jine the army myself, and tar and feather every one on ’em!
-Needn’t tell me.”
-
-Annie was no lover of gossip, and knowing that the widow was terribly
-excited, she made no reply except to pass her a letter bearing the
-Washington postmark. This had the desired effect, and utterly oblivious
-of Jimmie, the widow tore open _Isaac’s_ letter, in which he spoke of
-Captain Carleton as being very kind to him, and very popular with the
-soldiers.
-
- “I would fight for him till the very last,” Isaac wrote; “he has been
- so good to me, always noticing me with a bow when he comes into our
- regiment, as he sometimes does, and when he can, speaking to me a
- pleasant word. He knows I sawed his sister’s wood, for I told him so.
- It seemed so mean-like to be passing myself off for better than I am,
- and you know a soldier’s dress does improve a chap mightily, giving
- him kind of a dandy air. Why, even Harry Baker and Bill look like
- gentlemen, though Harry gets drunk awfully, and has been in the
- guard-house twice, But, as I was saying, Captain Carleton didn’t
- appear to think a bit less of me, though he struck me on the shoulder,
- and laughed kind of queer when I said why I told him I sawed Mrs.
- Mather’s wood, and the next day I saw him talking with our colonel,
- and heard something about sergeant, and _Isaac Simms_, and ‘too young
- to be expedient.’ Then, when I met him again, he asked me wasn’t I
- twenty-one, in such a way that I knew he wanted me to tell him yes;
- but, mother, I thought of that prayer we said together, the morning I
- came away, ‘Lead us not into temptation,’ and I couldn’t tell a lie,
- though the answer stuck in my throat and choked me so, but I out with
- it at last. I said, ‘No, sir, I was only eighteen last Thanksgiving,’
- and then his face had the same look it wore when I told him I was a
- wood-sawyer. ‘And so I suppose you’ll be nineteen next Thanksgiving’
- he said, adding ‘You don’t know what you lost by telling the truth so
- frankly, but the moral gain is much greater than the loss. You are a
- brave boy, Isaac Simms, and worthy of being a second George
- Washington.’ I do like him so much! Can’t you send him something,
- mother, if it’s nothing more than the nice cough-candy you used to
- make, or some of that poke-ointment? I notice he coughs occasionally,
- and I heard him say his feet were sore. I’d like to give him
- something, just to see his handsome white teeth when he laughed, and
- said ‘Thank you, my boy.’ Oh, I would almost die for Captain
- Carleton.”
-
-Surely, after reading this, the widow could feel no more animosity
-against the Carletons, on account of Jimmie’s sin.
-
-“Every family must have a black sheep,” she said to Annie, though where
-hers was she could not tell. It surely was not John, nor Eli, nor Isaac,
-so she guessed it must have been the girl baby that died before ’twas
-born, and for whom she shed so many tears. She shouldn’t do it again,
-she’d bet, for if it had lived, it would most likely have cut up some
-rusty or other, just as Jim Carleton had,—married _Bill Baker_, like as
-not; and with this consolatory reflection, the widow took up Isaac’s
-letter for a second time, resolving in her own mind that she would send
-that Captain Carleton something if she set up nights to make it.
-
-“I’m glad my boy didn’t tell a lie,” she whispered softly to herself, as
-she came again to that part of the letter, poor, weak human nature
-creeping in with the same thought, and suggesting how grand it would be
-to have him “Sergeant Simms, with the increased wages per month it would
-have brought.” This was the old Adam counselling within her, while the
-new Adam said, “Better never to be promoted than lose his integrity,”
-and with a silent prayer for the boy who would not tell a lie, the widow
-folded up the letter, and then repeated to Annie the particulars of
-Jimmie Carleton in a much milder manner than she would have done an hour
-before. So much good little acts of kindness do, stretching on link
-after link, until they reach a point from which they recoil in blessings
-on the doer’s head. Thus Captain Carleton’s friendly words to Isaac
-Simms were the direct means of saving his mother and sister from the
-bitter prejudice the Rockland people, in their then excitable state,
-might have felt toward them, had Widow Simms told the story of Jimmie in
-the spirit she surely would have told it, had it not been for Isaac’s
-timely letter. This, together with a little judicious caution from
-Annie, changed her tactics, and though she, that very night, had several
-opportunities for telling how “Miss Martherses brother was a rebel, and
-that Miss Marthers couldn’t see the mighty harm in it if he was,” she
-kept it to herself, speaking only of the noble Tom, so kind to her boy
-Isaac.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
- FINDING SOMETHING TO DO FOR THE WAR.
-
-
-The next morning the Mather carriage, containing both Mrs. Carleton and
-Rose, drove down the Hollow, and stopped in front of Annie’s gate. Mrs.
-Carleton’s business was with Widow Simms, who was mixing bread in the
-kitchen, and who experienced considerable trepidation when told “the
-grand Boston lady” had asked for her.
-
-“I’m pesky glad I hain’t tattled about Jim,” she thought, as washing the
-flour from her hands and hooking her sleeves at the wrist she entered
-the sitting-room, and with a low courtesy, waited to hear the lady’s
-errand.
-
-Mrs. Carleton had come with a request that the widow should not repeat
-what Rose had so heedlessly told her the previous night.
-
-“You may think it strange that I care so much,” Mrs. Carleton said, “and
-until you are placed in similar circumstances you cannot understand how
-I shrink from having it known that my son could fall so low, or do so
-great injustice to his early training.”
-
-If the widow had possessed one particle of prejudice against the
-Carletons, this would have disarmed her entirely, but she did not.
-Isaac’s letter had swept that all away, and she replied that “Jimmie’s
-secret was as safe with her as if locked up in an iron chest.”
-
-“I did feel blazin’ mad at you, though, for a spell,” she said, “for I
-thought you might have brung him up better; but this cured me entirely,”
-and she handed Isaac’s letter to Rose, bidding her read it aloud.
-
-“Noble boy. You must be proud of him,” was Mrs. Carleton’s comment,
-while Rose, ever impulsive, seized upon a new idea.
-
-It would be so nice for the Rockland ladies to fit up a box of things
-and send to Company R, reserving a corner for Tom and Will. She should
-do it, anyway, on her own responsibility, if nobody chose to help her,
-and she whispered to Annie that George should have a large share of the
-delicacies she would provide.
-
-“You may send that candy to Tom, if you choose,” she said to the widow,
-“though I think cod liver oil would be better. And the ointment
-too,—only it mustn’t sit near my preserves, for fear the two will get
-mixed.”
-
-Rose had found something to do, and so absorbed was she in a plan which
-every one approved, that she forgot to cry _all_ the time for _Will_, as
-she had fully intended doing. Up the streets and down she went,
-sometimes walking, sometimes riding, but always in a flurry, always
-excited, now tumbling over dry-goods boxes in quest of one large enough
-to hold the many articles preparing in Rockland for the then ill-fed,
-suffering soldiers of the 13th Regiment, now up at the express office,
-bargaining about the expense, which she meant to bear herself, and now
-down at the Hall, adroitly smoothing over little bickerings frequently
-arising among the ladies assembled there, concerning the articles sent
-in, some declaring the fried apple pies brought by Mrs. Baker should not
-go, nor yet the round balls of Dutch cheese she had saved sour milk two
-weeks to make, just because “Billy relished it so much, ’long with apple
-turnovers.”
-
-Poor old Mrs. Baker! It was the best she could do, and when Rose saw how
-the tears came at the prospect of Billy’s losing the feast she had
-prepared with so much care, she declared the cheese should go if she had
-to send it in a separate box. It was just so with the widow’s poke
-ointment, some of the ladies wondering what next would be brought in and
-what it could be for. Rose knew exactly what ’twas for; Tom had corns,
-and the despised salve was for him, so that should go if nothing else.
-But when Susan Ruggles Simms, her thoughts intent on _John_, brought in
-a round of roasted veal, which her mother-in-law said would be in a most
-lively condition by the time it reached Washington, Rose, after
-suggesting that it be packed in ice and put in a refrigerator, yielded
-for once, and persuaded the girl-wife to carry home her veal, which
-would most surely be spoiled ere John came to see it.
-
-“You can write him a nice long letter,” she said, when she saw how
-disappointed Susan looked. “You can tell him your intentions were good
-until we old experienced married ladies persuaded you out of them.”
-
-So Susan, with a sigh, carried back her nice stuffed roast, the widow
-muttering in an aside tone, “That’s all them shiftless Ruggleses know!
-Might as well send _maggits_ and done with it.”
-
-It was a strange medley that huge box contained, for every member of
-Company R was remembered, thanks to the indefatigable Rose, who procured
-a list of the names, and when she found any without friends in that
-immediate vicinity, she supplied the deficiency from her own store of
-luxuries. Of course _Will_ and _Tom_ fared the best, while next to them
-came Lieutenant Graham and Isaac Simms, Rose writing a tiny note to the
-latter, telling him how much she liked him for speaking so of Tom, and
-sending him a pair of her fine linen sheets, because she couldn’t think
-of anything else, and thought these would be cool to sleep in on hot
-summer nights. Dear little Rose! how fast she grew in popularity, the
-people wondering they had never seen before how good she was, and
-imputing some portion of her present interest to the presence of her
-mother, who had made arrangements to remain for an indefinite length of
-time in Rockland, and who, far less demonstrative than her active
-daughter, did much by her sensible advice to keep the wheel in motion,
-and Rose from overdoing the matter so zealously taken in hand.
-
-The box was packed at last;—every chink and crevice was full. Mrs.
-Baker’s Dutch cheese and fried apple pies were there, wrapped by Rose
-Mather in innumerable folds of paper, tied around with yards of the
-strongest twine she could find, and safely stowed away where they could
-not be harmed; Widow Simms’s ointment too, and the candy she had made,
-occupied a corner, together with her daguerreotype sent to _Isaac_, and
-a letter to Captain Carleton. That letter was a mammoth undertaking, but
-the widow felt it her duty to write it, groaning and sweating, and
-consulting Perry’s old leathern-bound dictionary for every word of which
-she felt at all uncertain, and driving poor Annie nearly distracted with
-asking “if this were grammar, and if that were too lovin’ like, for a
-widder to send a widower.” Not a little amused, Annie gave the required
-advice, smiling in spite of herself, as she read the note the widow
-handed her, and which ran as follows:
-
- “MY DEAR MR. CAPTIN CARLETON:—I can’t help puttin’ _dear_ before your
- name, you seem so nigh to me since Isaac told how kind you was to him.
- I’m nothin’ but a shrivelled, dried up widder, fifty odd years old,
- but I’ve got a mother’s heart big enough to take you in with my other
- boys. I know you are a nice, clever man, but whether you’re a _good_
- one, as I call good, I don’t know, though bein’ you come from Boston
- I’m afraid you’re a Unitarian, and I’ll never quit prayin’ for you
- till I know. That’s about all I can do, for I’m poor a’most as Job’s
- turkey; but if there’s any shirts or trouses, or the like o’ that
- wants makin’, let me know, for I don’t believe your mother or sister
- is great at sewin’. Mrs. Marthers ain’t, I know, though as nice a
- little body as ever drawed the breath. Your wife is dead, too, they
- say, and that comes hard agin. I know just how that feels, for my man
- died eighteen years ago last October, a few weeks before Isaac was
- born.
-
- “I send you some ’intment for your feet, and some bits of linen rags
- to bind round your toes; also, some red pepper candy, and my likeness
- to Isaac. He’ll let you see it if you want to. It don’t ’pear to me
- that my eyes is as dull as that, or my lips so puckered up, but we
- can’t see as others see us, and I ain’t an atom proud. Heaven bless
- you for being kind to Isaac, and if an old woman’s prayers and
- blessin’s is of any use, you may be sure you have mine. If you come to
- battle, be so good as to oversee him, won’t you, and git him put way
- back, if you can. Excuse haste and a bad pen.
-
- “Yours with regret,
- “MRS. BELINDA SIMMS,”
-
-This was the widow’s letter, sent with Tom’s parcel to Washington, where
-the box was greeted by the company with exclamations of joy, and could
-those who sent it have seen the eager, happy faces of each one as he
-found he was remembered, they would have felt doubly repaid for all the
-trouble and annoyance it had cost them. Only one growl of
-dissatisfaction was heard, and that from Harry Baker, who, with a
-muttered oath, exclaimed, as he undid his paper parcel,
-
-“Apple turnovers, by jing! Sourer than swill, and mouldier than the rot.
-Halloo, Bill, got some too, I see. What in fury is this? _Dutch cheese_,
-as I’m alive. Make good bullets for Secesh, so here goes!” and the next
-moment there whizzed through the air the cheese poor old Mrs. Baker had
-found so hard to smuggle in. The apple pies followed next, and then the
-reckless Harry amused himself with jeering at Bill, who, after carefully
-stowing away in his pocket, the large, strong twine Rose Mather had
-bound around the paper parcel, seated himself upon the ground, and was
-munching away at his pie, not because he liked it, but because his
-mother had sent it, and Billy’s mother was dearer to him now than when
-he was at home.
-
-Meanwhile, in another part of the camp, Tom Carleton was opening his
-parcel, while around him stood a group of officers, some his personal
-friends whom he had known in Boston.
-
-“There must be some mistake,” he said, as he daubed his white fingers
-with the sticky candy. But Rose had packed his things in a separate box,
-and directed it herself. There could be no mistake, and he continued his
-investigations, coming next upon the widow’s picture, which Rose had
-carelessly placed in his parcel.
-
-It would be impossible to describe Tom’s look of amazement and
-perplexity, as his eye fell upon the face which looked out upon him from
-its glass covering. Precise, puckered, and prim, with a decided
-best-clothes air. Who could it be? Tom asked this question aloud, while
-his companions laughingly declared it some lady love he had left behind,
-suggesting at last that he read the note which lay just beneath it, as
-that might explain the mystery. So Tom did read it, with a
-fellow-officer looking over his shoulder, and reading too. But there was
-too much of the anxious, genuine mother-tone about that letter to cause
-more than three or four hearty laughs at the expense of Tom and the
-widow. Tom knew now for whom the picture was intended, and he carried it
-to Isaac, but it was many a day ere Tom Carleton heard the last of _Mrs.
-Belinda Simms_!
-
-Numerous were the thanks sent by Company R to Rose for her kind
-thoughtfulness in setting afloat a plan which brought them so much good,
-and Rose, as she received the messages, wished it was all to be done
-again, and wondered what she could find to do next. One of Will’s
-letters told her at last what to do. She could be kind to the soldiers,
-if there were any in Rockland. She could visit their families, speak to
-them words of comfort, and supply, if needful, their necessities. This
-was just what suited her, and she commenced her task with a right good
-will, startling many an awkward youth wearing a soldier’s dress, by
-accosting him in the street, inquiring into his history, and frequently
-ending the interview by offering him her soft white hand, and leaving in
-his rougher one a piece of money, which affected him less than the
-brightness of the brilliant eyes he remembered long after the silver was
-spent. Every soldier’s wife and every soldier’s mother was looked after,
-and the Mather carriage was oftener seen in the muddy Hollow and by
-lanes in Rockland, than at the gates of more pretentious dwellings.
-Harry’s mother and Bill’s, and others of her standing, blessed the
-little lady, for the sunshine brought so often to their squalid homes,
-while Annie and Widow Simms prayed from a full heart that no evil should
-befall the husband or the brother of the heroic Rose.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
- THE BATTLE.
-
-
-Brightly, beautifully the Sabbath morning broke over all the hills of
-the Northland, covering them with floods of rosy light, burnishing the
-forest trees with sheens of gold, and cresting each tall spire with
-colors which seemed born of Paradise, so radiantly bright they looked,
-flashing from their lofty resting-place, and glancing off across the
-valleys where the fields of waving corn and summer wheat were growing.
-To the westward, too, where prairie on prairie stretches on into almost
-interminable space, the same July sun was shining, as quietly, as
-peacefully, as if in the hearts of men there burned no bitter feeling of
-fierce and vindictive hate,—no thirsting for each other’s blood. Oh, how
-calm, how still it was that Sunday morning both east, and north and
-west, and as the sun rose higher in the heavens, how soothingly the
-bells rang out their musical chimes. From New England’s templed hills to
-the far-off shores of Oregon, the echoes rose and fell, ceasing only
-when ceased the tramp of the many feet hastening up to worship God in
-his appointed way. Old and young, rich and poor, father and mother,
-sister and brother, husband and wife, assembling together to keep the
-holy day, that best day of the seven, praying not so much for their own
-sins forgiven as for the loved ones gone to war,—the dear ones far
-away,—and little, little dreaming as they prayed, how the same sun
-stealing so softly up the church’s aisle, and shining on the church’s
-wall, was even then looking down on a far different scene,—a scene of
-carnage, blood and death. For, off to the southward, near where the
-waters of the Potomac ripple past the grave of our nation’s hero,
-another concourse of people was gathered together; their Sunday bell the
-cannon’s roar; their Sunday hymn the battle-cry.
-
-Long before the earliest robin had trilled its matin song, they had been
-on the move, their bristling bayonets glittering in the brilliant
-moonlight like the December frost, as with regular, even tread they kept
-on their winding way, knowing not if the pale stars watching their
-course so pityingly, as it were, would ever shine on them again.
-Onward,—onward,—onward still they pressed; over the hills, through the
-ravines, down the valleys, across the fields, till the same sun which
-shone so softly on their distant homes rose also over the _Federal Fly_,
-as it has been aptly termed, moving onward to the _Web_ which lay
-beyond, so well concealed and so devoid of sound that none could guess
-that the treacherous woods, wearing so cool, so inviting a look, were
-sheltering a mighty, expectant host, watching as eagerly for the
-advancing foe as ever ambushed spider waited for its deluded prey.
-Backward,—backward, stretched the Confederate army, line after line,
-rank after rank, battalion after battalion, until in numbers it more
-than quadrupled that handful of men steadily moving on. From out their
-leafy covert the enemy peered, exulting that the fortunes of the great
-Republic, their whilom mother, were so surely within their power, and
-pausing for a time in sheer wantonness, just as a kitten sports with the
-mouse she has already captured, and knows cannot escape.
-Onward,—onward,—onward swept the Federal troops; their polished arms and
-glittering uniforms flashing in the morning sunlight just as the flag
-for which they fought waved in the morning breeze. They were weary and
-worn, and their lips were parched with feverish thirst, for hours had
-passed since they had tasted food or water. But not for this did they
-tarry; there was no faltering in their ranks, no faintly beating heart,
-no wild yearning to be away, no timid shrinking from what the woods, now
-just before them, might hold in store, and when the whisper ran along
-the lines that the enemy was in view, there was nought felt save joy,
-that the long suspense was ended and the fray about to commence.
-
- * * * * *
-
-There was a halt in the front ranks, and while they stand there thus,
-let us look once more upon these those whom we have known. Just where
-the good-humored faces of the Irish regiment, and the tall caps of the
-Highlanders are perceptible, the 13th appears in view, our company
-marching decorously on, no lagging, no faltering, no cowards there,
-though almost every heart had in it some thought of home and the dear
-ones left behind. Prayers were said by lips unused to pray, and who
-shall tell how many records of sins forgiven were that morning written
-in heaven? Bibles, too, were pressed to throbbing hearts, and to none
-more closely than to George Graham’s broad chest. He had prayed that
-morning in the clear moonlight, and by the same moonlight he had tried
-to read a line in Annie’s well-worn Bible, opening to where God promises
-to care for the widow and the fatherless. Was it ominous, that passage?
-Did it mean that he, so strong, so vigorous, so full of life, should
-bite the dust ere many hours were done? He could not believe it. He was
-too full of hope for that. He could not die with Annie at home alone, so
-he buttoned her Bible over his heart, and prayed that if a bullet struck
-him it might be there, fondly hoping that would break its force.
-
-There was a shadow on his handsome face, and it communicated itself to
-Isaac Simms, who was glancing so stealthily at him, and guessing of what
-he was thinking. Isaac, too, had prayed in the moonlight, and he, too,
-had thought, “What if I should be killed!” wondering if his mother ever
-would forget her soldier boy, even though she might not weep over his
-nameless grave. This to Isaac was the hardest thought of all. The boy
-that would not tell a lie for the sake of promotion, was not afraid to
-die, but he preferred that it should not be there ‘mid piles of bloody
-slain. He would rather death should come to him up in the humble attic,
-where he had lain so oft and listened to the patter of the rain on the
-roof above, or feigned to be asleep when his mother stole noiselessly
-across the threshold to see if he were covered from the cold and
-shielded from the snow, which sometimes found an entrance through a
-crevice in the wall. ’Tis strange when we are in danger what flights our
-fancy often takes, gathering up the minutest details of our past life,
-and spreading them out before us with startling distinctness. So Isaac,
-with possible death in advance, thought of his past life; of every
-object connected with his home, from the grass-plat in the rear, where
-his mother bleached her clothes in spring, to the blue and white checked
-blanket hung round his attic bed to protect him from the winter storm.
-That widow, so stern, so harsh, so sharp to almost every one, had been
-the tenderest of parents to him, and a tear glistened on the cheek of
-the fair-haired boy as he remembered the only time he ever was hateful
-to her. He had asked her forgiveness for it, and she surely would not
-recall it when she read the letter Eli or John would send, bearing the
-fatal line, “Mother, poor Isaac is dead.” He knew they would call him
-“poor Isaac,” for though they sometimes teased him as his “mother’s
-great girl baby,” they petted him quite as much as she, only in a
-different way, and he felt now that both would step between him and the
-bullet they thought would harm him. Eli would any way, but John,
-perhaps, would hesitate, as he now loved Susan best. Isaac was proud of
-his brothers, and he glanced admiringly at them as they marched side by
-side, keeping even step just as they did down Main street, with his
-mother and Susan looking on. One now was thinking of Susan, and one of
-his widowed mother.
-
-Close by Isaac walked Bill, quiet and subdued. He had not prayed that
-morning,—he never prayed; but when he saw Isaac kneeling on his blanket
-he had said to him, “Manage to get in a word or two for me and Hal; we
-need it, mercy knows.” And surely if ever poor mortal needed prayer it
-was _Hal_, as his brother styled him. Half stupefied with the vile
-liquor he had constantly managed to get, he trudged on, boasting of what
-he could do; “only give him a chance and he’d lick the entire Secession
-army. He’d like to see the ball that could kill him; he was good at
-dodging; he’d show’em a thing or two in the way of fight; he’d take the
-tuck out of the Southern gentlemen,—yes, he would,” and so he went
-thoughtlessly boasting on to death!
-
- * * * * *
-
-Will Mather was not there. Indisposition had detained him at Washington,
-and with a hearty God speed he had sent his comrades on their way,
-lamenting that he, too, could not join them, and bidding his
-brother-in-law do some fighting for him.
-
- * * * * *
-
-At the head of his company Capt. Carleton moved. Firm, erect, and
-dignified, as if born to command, he did full justice to the Carleton
-name, of which he was justly proud; but his face was paler than its
-wont, and a tinge of sadness rested upon it as his regiment halted at
-last in front of what was supposed to be the hidden foe. Thomas Carleton
-had wept bitter tears when he laid his Mary to rest beneath South
-Carolina’s sunny skies, and had thought he could never be reconciled to
-the loss, but he was half glad now that she was dead, for she was born
-of Southern blood, and he would rather she should not know the errand
-which had brought him to Virginia, where first he met and loved
-her,—rather she should not know how he had come to war with her people.
-There was another thought, too, which made him sad that July day. The
-green, beautiful woods standing there so silently before him probably
-sheltered more than one with whom he had in bygone days struck the
-friendly hand and bandied the friendly joke, for his home was once in
-Richmond, and there were there those who once held no small place in his
-heart. And they were dear to him yet. He was not fighting against them
-personally, he was contending only for his nation’s rights, his
-country’s honor. He bore no malice toward his Southern brethren, and
-like many of our staunchest, bravest Northern men, he would even then
-have met them more than half way with terms of reconciliation. He knew
-they were no race of bloodthirsty demons, as some fanatics had madly
-termed them. They were men, most of them, like himself,—warm-hearted,
-impulsive men, generous almost to a fault in peace, but firm and
-terrible in war. _Tom_ had lived among them,—had shared their
-hospitalities,—had seen them in their various phases, and making
-allowance for the vast difference which education and habits of society
-make in one’s opinions, he saw many points wherein the North had
-misunderstood their actions, and not made due concessions when they
-might have done so without yielding one iota of their honor. But time
-for concession was over now. Political fanatics had stirred up the mass
-of the people till nought but _blood_ could wash away the fancied wrong.
-And they were there that Sabbath morn to spill it. Tom, however, did not
-know that the green, silent woods sheltered his _brother_, for his
-mother had purposely withheld from him the fact that Jimmie had joined
-the Southern Army. She knew the struggle it had cost him to take up arms
-against a people he liked so much, and she would not willingly add to
-his burden by telling him of Jimmie’s sin, and it was well she did not,
-for had he known how near he was to Jimmie, he could not have stood
-there so unmoved, awaiting the first booming gun which should herald the
-opening of the battle.
-
-It came at last, a bellowing, thunderous roar, whose echoes shook the
-hills for miles, as the hissing shell went plowing through the air,
-bursting harmlessly at last just beyond its destined mark. The enemy
-were in no hurry to retort, for a deep silence ensued, broken ere long
-by another heavy gun, which did its work more thoroughly than its
-predecessor had done, for where several breathing souls had been there
-was nought left save the bleeding mutilated trunks of what were once
-human forms. The battle had commenced. Sherman’s Brigade, in which was
-the N. Y. 13th, did its part nobly, overrunning in its headlong charges
-battery after battery, and recking little of the shafts of death falling
-so thick and fast. Louder and more deafening grew the battle din,
-hoarser and heavier the battle thunder, denser, deeper the battle smoke,
-dimming the brightness of that Sabbath morn. Louder, shriller grew the
-Gaelic scream, fiercer rose the Celtic cry, wilder rang the yells of the
-13th, as its members plunged into the thickest of the fight their
-demoniacal shouts appalling the hearts of the foe far more than the rain
-of shot so vigorously kept up, and causing them to flee as from a pack
-of fiends.
-
-Steady in its place George Graham’s giant form was seen; no thought of
-Annie now; no thought of home; no thought of Bible buttoned over the
-heart; thoughts only of the fray and victory.
-
-Not far away, and where the fight was thickest, the widow’s boys, Eli
-and John, stood firm as granite rocks, the beaded sweat dropping from
-their burning brows, begrimed with battle smoke, as with unflinching
-nerve and hands that trembled not, they took their aims, seeing more
-than one fall before their sure fire.
-
-White as the winter snow one boyish face gleamed amid the excited
-throng; the fair hair pushed back from the girlish forehead, and the
-scorching sun falling upon the unsheltered head, for Isaac’s cap had
-been shot away, and the ball which shot it lay swimming in the dark life
-blood of poor Harry Baker, just behind, and _just two inches taller_
-than the widow’s youngest born. Poor Harry! He had done his best to keep
-the promise made so boastfully. In all the 13th Regiment there was not
-one who played a braver part than he, firing off with every gun a timely
-joke, which raised a smile even in that dreadful hour. But Harry’s work
-was done, and Mrs. Baker had but one boy now, for her first-born lay
-upon the ground so blackened and disfigured, with the thick brains
-slowly oozing from his mangled head, and the purple gore pouring from
-his lips, that only those who saw him fall, could guess that it was
-Harry. Poor Harry! We say it again, sadly, reverently, for rude and
-reckless though he was, he fell fighting for his country; and to all who
-perish thus we owe a debt of gratitude, a meed of praise. Sacred, then,
-be the memory of those whose graves are with the slain, far away beneath
-Virginia’s sky, and sacred be the memory of poor Harry Baker. His own
-worst enemy, he lived his life’s brief span, and died at last a
-soldier’s death.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Shot plump through the upper story! Won’t the old woman row it,
-though?” was Bill’s characteristic comment, as the whizzing and the
-death shriek met his ear, and the falling, bleeding figure met his view.
-
-Spite of his jeering words there was a keen pang in Billy’s heart as he
-shrank away from the gory mass he knew had been his brother,—a sudden
-upheaving of something in his throat and a blur before his vision, as he
-began to realize what it was to go to war. But there was then no time to
-waste over a fallen brother. The dread work must go on, and with the
-whispered words, “Poor Hal, I’ll do the tender for you when we get the
-varments licked,” he marked the position by signs he could not miss, and
-then pressed closer to his comrade, saying, as he did so—
-
-“Ike, Hal’s a goner. Shot right through his top-knot, with a piece of
-your cap wedged in his skull. If you’d been a leetle taller you’d been
-scalped instead of Hal. So much you get for bein’ ‘Stub.’”
-
-Isaac shuddered involuntarily, but ere he could look back the crowd
-behind pushed him forward, and so he failed to see the ruin which, but
-for his short stature, would have come to him. There were no marks upon
-him yet,—nothing, save the uncovered head, to tell where he had been.
-The balls which struck down others passed him by, the wind they made
-lifting occasionally his fair hair, but doing no other damage. Above,
-around, before, behind, at right, at left, the grape shot fell like
-hail, but left him all untouched, and Billy, grown timid since poor
-Harry’s fate, pressed closer to the boy who would not tell a lie, as if
-there were safety there.
-
-Onward, onward they pressed, Isaac wondering sometimes how Tom Carleton
-fared, and looking again in quest of their young Lieutenant Graham,
-still towering above them all, in spite of Rose’s prediction. The ball
-for which he was the mark had not been fired yet, but it was coming. An
-Alabamian volunteer had singled out that form, yelling exultingly as he
-saw it reel and totter like a broken reed. They were well matched in
-size, the two combatants, both splendid marks, as Rose had said, and
-Bill Baker’s sure aim froze the laugh upon the Alabamian’s lips and sent
-him staggering to the ground, just as Isaac received his captain’s
-orders to lead the fainting, wounded George to a place of comparative
-safety.
-
-“It’s only my arm they’ve shattered,” George whispered, glancing sadly
-at the disabled limb over which Isaac’s tears were falling. “Will it
-kill me, think?” was the next remark, prompted by a thought of Annie.
-
-Isaac did not believe it would, and with all a woman’s tenderness he
-bound it up and held his canteen to the lips of the fainting, weary man,
-whispering,
-
-“Water, boy, water.”
-
-Isaac had not, like many others, thrown his canteen away, and he gave
-freely to the thirsty George, who, with each draught, felt his pulse
-grow stronger, while his eyes kindled with fresh zeal as the noise of
-the battle grew louder, and seemed to be coming nearer. The onslaught
-was terrible now. Cannon after cannon belched forth its terrific
-thunder, ball after ball sped on its deadly track, battery after battery
-opened its blazing fire, shell after shell cut the summer air, and burst
-with murderous hiss; shout after shout rent the smoky sky, shriek after
-shriek went down with the rushing wind, officer after officer bit the
-dust, rank after rank was broken up, soul after soul went to the bar of
-God, and then there came a pause. The firing ceased, the stifling smoke
-rolled gradually away, and showed a dreadful sight,—men mutilated and
-torn, till not a vestige of their former looks was left to tell who they
-had been. Mingled together, in one frightful mass, the dead and dying
-lay, smiles wreathing the livid lips of some, and frowns disfiguring
-others. Arms, hands, and feet, heads, fingers, toes, and clots of human
-hair, dripping red with blood, were scattered over the field,—parts of
-the living mass we saw but a few hours agone moving on so hopefully
-beneath the morning moonlight, “Like leaves of the forest when autumn
-hath blown,” they lay there now, their mangled remains crying loudly to
-Heaven for vengeance on the heads of those who brought this curse upon
-us.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
- THE RETREAT.
-
-
-The day was ours, nobly won with sweat and toil and blood, and the brave
-men who won it were thinking of the laurels so laboriously earned, when
-suddenly the entire scale was turned, and ere they knew what they were
-doing, the tired, jaded troops found themselves rushing headlong from
-the battle-field, never so much as casting a backward glance, but each
-striving to out-run the other, and so escape from they knew not what!
-How that panic happened no one can tell. Some charged it to the reckless
-conduct of a band of Regulars sent back for ammunition, and others upon
-the idle lookers on, the curious ones, who had come “to see the Rebels
-whipped,” and who at the first intimation of defeat joined in the
-general stampede, making the confusion worse, and adding greatly to the
-fright of the flying multitude.
-
-It was a strange retreat our soldiers made. All law and order were at an
-end, company mixed with company, regiment with regiment, and together
-they rushed headlong down the hill, many in their dismay fording the
-creek regardless of the shot and shell sent after them by the astonished
-foe, now really in pursuit.
-
-Some there were, however, who made the retreat more leisurely, and among
-these, Bill Baker. Remembering the mark he had fixed in his own mind, he
-sought among the slain for Harry, finding him at last, trampled and
-crushed by the flying troops, and wholly unrecognizable by any save a
-brother’s eye. Bill knew him, however, in a moment, but there was no
-time now to “do the tender,” as he had purposed doing. There was danger
-in tarrying long, and with a shudder Bill bent over the mangled form,
-and with his jack-knife severed a lock of matted, bloodwet hair, taking
-also from the pockets whatever of value they contained, not from any
-avaricious motive, but rather from a feeling that the rebels should get
-nothing save the body.
-
-“A darned sight good Hal’s carcass will do ye!” he said, shaking his
-fist defiantly in the direction of the foe, “but the wust is your own
-this hot weather, if you don’t bury him decently;” then turning to the
-lifeless gore, he continued: “Poor Hal! I’m kinder sorry you are dead.
-You had now and then a streak of good about you, and I’m sorry we ever
-quarreled, I be, upon my word, and I wish you could hear me say so; but
-you can’t, knocked into a cocked up hat as you are, poor Hal. If there
-was a spot on your face as big as a sixpence that wasn’t smashed into a
-jelly, I’d kiss you just for the old woman’s sake, but I swan if I can
-stomach it! I might your hands, perhaps,” and bending lower, Bill’s lips
-touched the clammy fingers of the dead.
-
-There was something in the touch which brought to Bill’s heart a pang
-similar to the one he felt when he saw his brother fall, and rising to
-his feet, he said, mournfully:
-
-“Good-bye, old Hal, I’m going now; I wish you might go, too. Good-bye,”
-and wiping away a tear which felt much out of place on his rough cheek,
-Bill walked away, saying to himself, “Poor Hal. I didn’t s’pose I had
-such a hankerin’ for him. Didn’t s’pose I cared for nobody; but such a
-day’s work as this finds the soft spot in a feller’s heart if he’s got
-any. Poor Hal! Mother’ll nigh about raise the _ruff_!”
-
-Thus soliloquizing Bill moved on, not rapidly as others did, but rather
-leisurely than otherwise. He seemed to be benumbed, and did not care
-much what became of himself. Wading the stream he trudged on, now
-wondering “What the plague they all were running for, when they’d got
-the rascals licked,” and again anathematizing the shot which fell around
-him.
-
-“S’pose I care for you,” he said, hitting a spent ball a kick. “S’pose I
-care if I do get killed? better do that than to run.”
-
-Then reflecting that to be shot in the _back_ was not considered a
-distinguished mark of honor, he hastened his lagging steps until the
-shelter of the wood was reached. Bill was very tired, and feeling
-comparatively safe, determined not to travel farther until he had had
-some rest. Hunting out a thick clump of underbrush near a stream of
-water, where he would be sheltered from observation, he crawled into its
-midst, and was ere long sleeping soundly, wholly oblivious to the
-strange sights and sounds around him, as squad after squad of soldiers
-hurried by.
-
-Meanwhile George Graham was sitting faint and weary beneath the tree,
-when the first token of the retreat met his view.
-
-“See, they are running,” Isaac said, grasping his sound arm in some
-affright. “Let us run, too. You lean on me, and I’ll lead you safely
-through.”
-
-“With a bitter groan, George attempted to rise, but sank back again from
-utter exhaustion. A species of apathy had stolen over him, and he would
-rather stay there and die, he said, than make the attempt to flee. He
-did not think of Annie, until Isaac, bending down, said, entreatingly:
-
-“It will be horrid for Annie to know you died, when you might have got
-away. Try for Annie’s sake, can’t you?”
-
-Yes, for Annie’s sake he could, and at the mere mention of her name, the
-dim eye kindled, and the pale cheeks glowed, while the wounded man made
-another effort to rise. He succeeded this time, and with slow steps the
-two commenced their retreat. It was a novel sight, that tall, muscular
-man, towering head and shoulders above the frail boy, upon whom he
-leaned heavily for support,—the generous Isaac, who would not leave him
-there alone, even though he knew the danger he was incurring for
-himself.
-
-“They’ll treat us decent if we’re taken prisoners, won’t they, think?”
-he asked, as the possibility of such a calamity was suggested to his
-mind. Not till then had George thought of that. They would not murder a
-wounded man, he was sure, but they might take him prisoner, and death
-itself was almost preferable to days of captivity and sickening suspense
-away from Annie. The very idea roused him into life, and with a
-superhuman effort, he hastened on, almost outrunning Isaac, until they,
-too, had reached the friendly woods where Bill had already taken
-shelter. Just then a loaded wagon passed them, its frightened, excited
-occupants paying no heed to Isaac’s cry for help, until one whose
-uniform showed him to be an officer, sprang up, exclaiming:
-
-“The strong must give place to the wounded. I can find my way to
-Washington better than that bleeding man!” and _Tom Carleton_ seized the
-reins with a grasp which brought the foaming steeds nearly to their
-haunches. The vehicle was stopped, and the next instant Tom had leaped
-upon the ground, spraining his ankle severely, and reeling in his first
-pain against the astounded Isaac, who cried out, joyfully:
-
-“Oh, Captain Carleton, save Lieutenant Graham, won’t you? We can walk,
-you and I.”
-
-Tom had not the least suspicion as to whom he was befriending until
-then, and now, unmindful of his own aching foot, he assisted George to
-the seat he had vacated, and watched the party without a pang as they
-drove rapidly away, leaving him alone with Isaac.
-
-“We’ll do the best we can, my boy,” he said, cheerily, as he met the
-confiding, inquiring look bent upon him by Isaac, who, relieved of his
-former charge, felt now like leaning for protection and guidance upon
-Captain Carleton.
-
-Alas, his hopes were short-lived, for a groan just then escaped from
-Tom’s white lips, wrung out by the agony it cost him to step. Isaac saw
-him stagger when he sprang to the ground, and comprehending the case at
-once, he resumed his burden of care, and kneeling before poor Tom, who
-had sunk upon the grass, he rubbed the swollen limb as tenderly as Rose
-herself could have done.
-
-“If we could only find some water,” Tom said, scanning the appearance of
-the woods, and judging at last by indications which seldom failed, that
-there must be some not very far away. “There where the bushes are,” he
-said, pointing toward the very spot where Bill lay snoring soundly, and
-dreaming of robbing Parson Goodwin’s orchard, in company with Hal.
-“There must be water there, and human beings too, for I hear singing,
-don’t you?”
-
-Isaac listened till he, too, caught a strain of melody, as sad and low
-as if it were a funeral dirge some one was trilling there.
-
-“What can it mean?” Tom said. “Lend me your hand, my boy, and I’ll soon
-find out.”
-
-It was a harder task to move than he anticipated, for the ankle was
-swelling rapidly, and bearing the least weight upon it made the pain
-intolerable. Leaning on Isaac’s shoulder, he managed to make slow
-progress toward the stream bubbling so deliciously among the grass, and
-toward the music growing more and more distinct.
-
-It was reached at last, and the mystery was solved. Leaning against a
-tree was a Confederate officer, whose white face told plainer than words
-could tell that never again would he be seen in the pine-shadowed home
-he had left so unwillingly but a few months before. Beside him upon the
-grass lay a boy, scarcely more than twelve years old, a drummer in a
-company of New England volunteers, both little hands shot entirely off,
-and the bleeding stumps bound carefully up in the handkerchief of the
-Rebel, who had smothered his own dying anguish for the sake of
-comforting that poor child, sobbing so piteously with pain.
-
-“I didn’t s’pose any of you was so good, or I shouldn’t have come to
-fight you. Oh, mother, mother, they do ache so,—my hands,—my hands!” he
-said, the cry of contrition ending in a childish wail for the mother
-sympathy never more to be experienced by that drummer boy.
-
-A smile flitted across the officer’s face as he replied, “Had we all
-known each other better, this war would not have been,” and the noble
-foe held the boy closer to his bleeding bosom, dipping his hand in the
-running stream, and laving the feverish brow where the drops of sweat
-were standing.
-
-“What makes you so kind to me?” the dying boy asked, his dim eyes gazing
-wistfully into the face bending so sadly over him.
-
-“I have a boy about your size,—Charlie we call him,” the stranger said.
-
-“And I am Charlie, too,” the child replied, “Charlie Younglove, and my
-home is in New Hampshire, right on the mountain side. Father is dead,
-and we are poor, mother and I. That’s why I came to the war. I wanted to
-go to college, sometime. Do you think I’ll die? Will I never go home
-again?—never see mother nor little sister either?”
-
-The soldier groaned, and bent still closer to the drummer boy, asking so
-earnestly if he must die. How could he tell him yes, and yet he felt he
-must; he would not be faithful to his trust if he withheld the
-knowledge, or failed to point that dying one to the only source of life.
-
-“Yes, Charlie,” he answered, mournfully, “I think you will. Are you
-afraid to die? Did your mother never tell you of the Saviour?”
-
-“Yes, yes, oh yes!” and the little face lighted up as at the mention of
-a dear friend. “I went to Sunday School, and learned of Jesus there.
-I’ve prayed to him every night and every morning since I came from home.
-I promised her I would,—mother, I mean,—and she prays, too. She said so
-in her letter, right here in my jacket pocket. Don’t you want to read
-it?”
-
-The officer shook his head, and Charlie went on:
-
-“I didn’t want to fight to-day, because I knew it was Sunday, but I had
-to, or run away. Will God punish me for that, think? Will he turn me out
-of Heaven?”
-
-“No, no, oh no!” and the North Carolinian’s tears dropped like rain upon
-the troubled face, upturned so anxiously to his. “God will never punish
-those who put their trust in Jesus.”
-
-“I do, I do, I do!” and the trembling voice grew fainter, adding, after
-a pause: “You are a good man, I know. You have been to Sunday School, I
-guess, and you prayed this morning, didn’t you?”
-
-The soldier answered, “Yes,” and the child continued:
-
-“You are dying, too, I ’most know, for there’s blood all over us. We’ll
-go together, won’t we, you and I? Will there be war in Heaven, between
-the North and South?”
-
-“No, Charlie. There is naught but peace in Heaven,” and again the white
-hands laved the feverish forehead, for the soldier would fain keep that
-little spirit till his could join it company, and speed away to the land
-where trouble is unknown.
-
-But it could not be, for Charlie’s life was ebbing away; the last sand
-was dropping from the glass. Closer the fair curly head nestled to its
-strange pillow,—the bleeding bosom of a foe,—and the lips murmured
-incoherently of the elm-trees growing near the mountain home, and the
-mother watching daily for tidings of her boy. Then the train of thought
-was changed, and Charlie heard the _bell_, just as it pealed that
-morning from his own village spire. How grand the music was echoing
-through the Virginia woods, and the blue eyes closed, as with a whisper
-he asked:
-
-“Don’t you hear the old bell at home, calling the folks to church? It
-has stopped now, and the children are singing before the organ, ‘Glory
-to God on high.’ I used to sing it with them. Do you know it, ‘_Gloria
-in excelsis_’?”
-
-“Yes, yes!” the soldier eagerly replied, glad to find they were both of
-the same faith,—that little Yankee boy, born among the granite hills,
-and he a North Carolinian, born on Southern soil.
-
-“Then sing it,” Charlie whispered; “sing it, won’t you? Maybe I’ll go to
-sleep. I don’t ache any now.”
-
-With a mighty effort the soldier forced down his bitter grief, and in a
-low, mournful tone, commenced our beautiful church chant, the dying
-child for whom he sang, faintly joining with him for a time, but the
-sweet voice ceased ere long, the curly head pressed heavier, the
-bleeding stumps lay motionless, and when the chant was ended, Charlie
-had gone to his last sleep.
-
-Carefully, reverently, the North Carolinian laid the little form upon
-the grass, and kissed the stiffened lips for the sake of the mother, who
-might never know just how Charlie died.
-
-Just then footsteps sounded near. Tom and Isaac were coming, and the
-face of the soldier darkened when he saw them, as if they had been
-intruders upon him and his beautiful dead. Their appearance, however,
-disarmed him at once, and with a faint smile he pointed to his
-companion, and said:
-
-“He was in the Federal army two hours ago; he has joined God’s army now.
-Poor Charlie! I would have done much to save him!” and with his hand he
-smoothed the golden hair, on which the flecks of western sunshine lay.
-
-Isaac knew it was a Rebel speaking to him, and for an instant he
-experienced the same sensation he had felt in the midst of the fray, but
-only for an instant, for though he knew it was a sworn foe, he knew,
-too, that ’twas a noble-hearted man, and with a pitying glance at the
-dead, he asked if aught could be done for the living.
-
-“No,” and the soldier smiled again; “my passport is sealed; I am going
-after Charlie. Some one of your men did his work well—see!” and opening
-his coat, he disclosed the frightful wound from which the dark blood was
-gushing.
-
-Then, in a few words he had told them Charlie’s story, adding in
-conclusion,
-
-“You will escape; you will go home again: and if you do, write to
-Charlie’s mother, and tell her how he died. Tell her not to weep for him
-so early saved. Her letter is in his pocket: take it as a guide where to
-direct your own.”
-
-This he said to Isaac, for he saw Tom was disabled. Isaac did as he was
-bidden, and the letter from Charlie’s mother, written but a week before,
-was safely put away for future reference, and then Isaac did for the
-North Carolina soldier what the North Carolina soldier had done for the
-Yankee boy: he staunched the flowing blood as best he could, bathed the
-throbbing head, and held the cooling water to the dry, parched lips,
-which feebly murmured their thanks.
-
-The stranger saw the distinction there was between his new-found
-friends, and feeling that Tom was the one to whom he must appeal, he
-turned his glazed eyes upon him, and said:
-
-“Whose government will answer for all this, yours or the one that I
-acknowledge?”
-
-“Both, both!” Tom replied vehemently; and the stranger rejoined:
-
-“Yes, both have much to answer for,—one for not yielding a little more,
-and the other for its rash impetuosity. Oh, had we, as a people, know
-each other; could we have guessed what brave, kind hearts there were
-both North and South, we should never have come to this; but we believed
-our leaders too much; trusted too implicitly in the dastardly falsehoods
-of a lying press; and it has brought us here. For myself I am willing to
-die in a good cause; and of course I think _ours_ is just; exactly as
-you think of yours; but who will care for my poor Nellie I left in my
-Southern home? What splendid victory can repay her for the husband she
-will lose ere yonder sun has set, or what can compensate my daughter
-Maude or my boy Charlie for their loss?
-
-The North Carolinian paused from exhaustion, and Tom essayed to comfort
-him.
-
-Bending over him, and supporting the drooping head which dropped lower
-and lower, the lips whispering of _Nelly_, of Maud and Charlie, and of
-the Tar River winding past their door, until there seemed no longer life
-in that once vigorous frame.
-
-“He’s dead,” Isaac was about to say, but the words froze on his lips,
-for in the distance he caught sight of two other men coming towards
-them,—one strong and powerful, the other slight and girlish-looking. Tom
-saw them, too, and turning to Isaac, said hurriedly,
-
-“Run, my boy, and leave me. They will think far more of capturing an
-officer than a private. You can escape as well as not,—run, quick.”
-
-But Isaac would share Capt. Carleton’s fate, whatever that might be, and
-with a deep flush on his boyish face, he drew nearer to his companion
-and stood gazing defiantly at the Rebels as they came up.
-
-“We have nothing to hope,” Tom whispered, “but we’ll sell ourselves
-dearly as possible,” and bracing himself against the tree, he prepared
-to do battle, refusing at once the bullying Rebel’s command,
-
-“Surrender or die.”
-
-“Never!” was the firm response, and while Isaac engaged hand to hand
-with the smaller of the two, Tom parried skillfully each thrust of his
-antagonist, who accused him of having murdered the North Carolina
-officer lying near.
-
-Both Tom and Isaac had thought the stranger dead, but at this accusation
-the white lips quivered, and whispered faintly, “No, no, they were kind
-to me, the officer and the boy.”
-
-For an instant the Rebel’s uplifted hand was stayed, and it is difficult
-to say what the result might have been had not another voice called
-through the leafy woods, “No quarter to the Yankee!”
-
-Tom’s cheek blanched to an unnatural whiteness, as with partial lips and
-flashing eyes he watched the new comer hastening to the rescue, the
-handsome, graceful stranger, whose appearance riveted Isaac’s attention
-at once, causing him to gaze spell-bound upon the face of the advancing
-foe, as if it were one he had seen before. How handsome that young man
-was, with his saucy, laughing eyes of black, his soft, silken curls of
-hair, and that air of self-assurance, which bespoke a daring, reckless
-spirit. Isaac could not remove his eyes from the young Rebel, and his
-late antagonist met with no resistance, as he passed his arms around him
-and held him prisoner at last. Isaac did not even think of himself; his
-thoughts were all upon the stranger, at whom poor Tom sat gazing, half
-bewildered, and trying once to stretch his arms toward him, while the
-lips essayed to speak. But the words he would have uttered died away as
-a sudden faintness stole over him, when he saw that he was recognized.
-There was a violent start,—a fading out of the bright color on the
-Rebel’s cheek, and Isaac, still watching him, heard him exclaim, “No,
-no, not him, leave him alone,” while at the same time he attempted to
-free Tom from the firm grasp the enemy now had upon him.
-
-With an oath the soldier shook him off, then rudely bade his
-half-senseless victim rise and follow as a prisoner of war. And Tom,
-unmindful of the pain, arose without a word, and leaning heavily upon
-his captor, hobbled on, caring little now, it would seem, what fate was
-in reserve for him. He seemed benumbed, and only an occasional groan,
-which Isaac fancied was wrung out by pain, told that he was conscious of
-anything.
-
-“He’s lame,” Isaac cried, the hot tears raining over his face, while he
-begged of them to stop, or at least to _carry_ poor Capt. Carleton, if
-they must go on. “I won’t run away,” he said, imploringly to his own
-captor, feeling intuitively that his was the kinder nature. “Don’t be
-afraid of me. I’ll help you carry him if necessary. Do have some pity.
-He’s fainting, see!” and Isaac almost shrieked as poor Tom sunk upon the
-grass, utterly unable to move another step. They must carry him now or
-leave him there, and anxious for the honor a captured officer of Tom
-Carleton’s evident rank in life would confer upon them, the Rebels
-availed themselves of Isaac’s proffered aid, and the three, bearing
-their heavy burden, moved slowly on until far beyond the bushes by the
-stream, where the other soldier sat upon the ground, his laughing black
-eyes heavy with tears, and his heart throbbing with a keener pain than
-he had ever known before.
-
-“I was wrong to let him go,” he said aloud. “Three against two would
-surely have carried the day, and that boy at his side was brave, I know.
-But it cannot now be helped. He is their prisoner, and all that remains
-for me to do is to see that the best of treatment comes to him until he
-is released. But what! are the dead coming back to life?” and the
-soldier started up as he caught a sound of bending twigs near by.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.
- THE REBEL AND THE YANKEE.
-
-
-Bill Baker was awake at last, and from his hiding-place had seen Capt.
-Carleton and Isaac disappear beneath the trees in the distance.
-
-“They are goners,” he muttered to himself, “Won’t that snap dragon of a
-widow be mad, though, when she hears how they’ve got Ike. Poor Ike, I’d
-help him if I could, but ’taint no use interferin’ now,” and with this
-reflection, Bill turned his attention toward the stranger, watching him
-for several minutes, first to decide his politics, and second, to
-calculate his probable strength. The soldier was at least a head taller
-than Bill, who nevertheless far exceeded him in strength of muscle and
-power of endurance.
-
-“I can manage him,” was Bill’s contemptuous comment, and feeling in his
-pocket for the strong cord _Rose Mather_ had bound round his paper
-parcel of turnovers and cheese, he prepared to spring upon his foe in
-the rear and take him by surprise.
-
-The cracking twigs betrayed him, and changing his tactics he walked
-directly in front of the astonished young man, who, with heightened
-color, haughtily demanded “what he was doing there,—and whether he were
-a friend or foe.”
-
-“What am I doin’ here?” Bill repeated, sticking his cap a little more to
-one side, and half shutting one of his wicked grey eyes, “Kinder peekin’
-round to see what I can find. Be I friend or foe? You must be green to
-ask that. Don’t you re-cog-nize my _regimentals_, made after the cut of
-Uncle Sam, _siled_ some, to be sure, but then I’ve been at a dirty
-job,—been lickin’ jest such scamps as you. Now, then, corporal, seein’ I
-answered you civil, what are _you_ doin’ here? You won’t answer me,
-hey?” he continued, as the stranger deigned him no other reply than a
-look of ineffable disdain. “Wall, then, if you’re so ’fraid of your
-tongue, s’posin’ we try a rastle, rough and tumble, you know; and the
-one that gits beat is t’other’s prisoner. That’s fair, as these dead
-folks will witness;” and Bill’s glance for the first time fell upon the
-bodies lying near them,—upon Charlie’s childish face, with the golden
-curls clustering around it.
-
-The sight touched a tender chord in Bill, and forgetting for a moment
-his new acquaintance, he bent over the drummer boy, murmuring,
-
-“Poor child, your folks or’to have been ashamed to let you come to war.”
-
-Now was the Rebel’s time. He felt intuitively that he was no match for
-the thick-set, brawny Bill. Safety lay alone in flight, and with a
-sudden bound he fled like a deer.
-
-“Nuff said,” dropped from Bill’s lips, and the next instant he, too, was
-flying through the woods in pursuit of the foe.
-
-It proved an unequal race, and Bill’s strong arms ere long closed like a
-vice around the struggling soldier, who resisted manfully, until
-resistance was vain, and then sullenly stood still, while Bill fastened
-his hands behind him, with the cords unwittingly furnished by Rose
-Mather!
-
-“Don’t squirm so, corporal,” Bill said, as he bound the knots securely,
-with his knee upon the back of the stranger, whom he had thrown upon his
-face. “Don’t squirm so like an eel and I’ll be done the quicker. I
-calkerlate to tie you so you can’t git away, and you may as well hold
-on. Got kinder delicate hands, haint you? Never done nothin’, I guess,
-but lick niggers and shute your betters. There, you may stan’ up now if
-you want tew.”
-
-The young man struggled to his feet, saying, proudly:
-
-“What do you intend doing next, sir?”
-
-“What do I intend doin’?” Bill replied, with imperturbable gravity. “I
-intend leadin’ you by this string inter camp, and showin’ you up for
-to’pence a sight. What d’ye s’pose I intended doin’?”
-
-The young man made one more desperate struggle to free himself, but the
-twine only cut into his flesh, making the matter worse, so he finally
-submitted to his fate, and suffered Bill to take him where he listed.
-Bill was in no hurry to get to camp. He rather enjoyed being alone with
-his prisoner, and leading him to a little thicket he made him sit down,
-and placing one of his feet upon him he began to ask him innumerable
-questions,—what was his name, where did he come from, what company was
-he in, and so on, to none of which did the stranger vouchsafe a reply.
-
-With a haughty look upon his handsome face, he maintained a rigid
-silence, while Bill continued:
-
-“Needn’t talk unless you want to. Speech is free with us, you know; but
-seein’ you won’t tell who you be, maybe you wouldn’t mind hearing my
-geneology. It’ll make you feel better, mabby, to know my reputation and
-standin’ in society. Corporal, did you ever hear of a _Yankee_, a real
-live mudsill Yankee, such as Southern gentlemen feel above fightin’
-with? Wall, I’m that critter. What do you think of me, take me as a
-hull?”
-
-The stranger groaned in disgust, and Bill continued:
-
-“Them cords hurt you, I guess. Like enough I’ll ease ’em up a trifle, if
-you say so. I ain’t hard-hearted, if I be rough as a nutmeg-grater.
-Shall I loosen ’em so’s not to hurt them soft, baby hands of yourn?”
-
-“Thank you, sir. I don’t mind it in the least,” was the soldier’s
-answer, though all the while the coarse twine was cutting cruelly into
-the tender flesh.
-
-This Bill suspected, and muttering to himself:
-
-“Good grit, if he is a Rebel,” he went on: “Considerable top-lofty,
-ain’t you, corporal? And as chaps of your cloth like to meet with their
-equals, I’ll go on with my history. I was born in Massachusetts, not
-over a day’s ride from Boston. Ever been to Boston?”
-
-No answer from the stranger, save a heightened color, and Bill
-proceeded:
-
-“Tall old town. Got a smashin’ monument out to Charlestown. Heard on’t I
-s’pose, as I take it some of you Southern dogs can read. Wall, father
-died in State’s Prison down there to Charlestown, and then we moved to
-Rockland, the old woman, Hal and me. Hal’s lyin’ up there where the
-hottest of the fight took place, and I’m here tormentin’ you by tellin’
-you my character. I’ve been to the workhouse twice,—I have, I swan,—once
-for gettin’ drunk, and once for somethin’ else a good deal wus. How do
-you feel now?” and Bill leered wickedly at the young man, who seemed
-bent on keeping silence.
-
-Only the expression of his face told the extreme contempt he felt for
-his companion, and how it did wound to the quick one of his nature to be
-held a prisoner by such as William Baker. But there was no help for it;
-he must submit to be taken to Washington by the despised Bill, and
-then,—oh, how his heart sank within him as he thought, what then? Was
-there no method of escape? Couldn’t he get away, or better yet, couldn’t
-he hire Bill to let him go? Strange he had not thought of this before.
-Yankees were proverbially avaricious, and almost every man had his
-price. He could try, at all events, and unbending his dignity, he
-inquired what Bill would ask to let him go?
-
-“What’ll I ask?” repeated Bill, placing both feet instead of one upon
-his prisoner. “I dun know. Le’ss dicker a spell and see. What’ll you
-give, and where do you keep your traps?”
-
-“In my pockets,” the unsuspecting soldier answered; “there’s my watch
-and chain, worth over three hundred dollars.”
-
-“Whew-ew!” whistled Bill, his face lighting up instantly, while hope
-crept into the stranger’s heart. “A gold watch worth over three hundred!
-Let’s see the critter.”
-
-“You forget that my hands are tied,” the stranger suggested.
-
-“So they be, but mine ain’t,” and the next moment Bill was holding to
-his ear an elegant Parisian watch, and asking if the stranger were
-positive sure it cost more’n three hundred dollars. “I had an old pewter
-thing that I gin to mother,” he said, “and this concern jest comes in
-play. It’s mine, you say, if I’ll let you cut stick and run?”
-
-“Yes, sir; I give you that in exchange for my liberty.”
-
-“Wall, now, kind a generous, ain’t you? But I want you should fling in
-something to clinch the bargain. A chap of your cloth is of more valley
-than three hundred. What else have you got, corporal?” and laying the
-watch carefully upon the grass, Bill’s hand a second time sought the
-stranger’s pocket, bringing out an expensive and exquisitely wrought
-quizzing-glass.
-
-“Wall, now, if these ain’t the curisest spetacles!” he exclaimed. “I’ll
-jest see how a Reb looks through ’em,” and adjusting them to his eyes,
-Bill walked demurely around his prisoner, and then standing at a little
-distance inspected him minutely, as if he had been some curious monster.
-“Hanged if I can see in ’em, but mabby they’ll suit the old woman to
-hum,” he said, placing the glass beside the watch, and adding: “Watch
-and spetacles ain’t enough, corporal. What more have you got? Ain’t
-there a ring on one of your hands?”
-
-“Yes, a costly diamond,” was the faint response, and Bill ere long was
-trying in vain to push it over his large joints.
-
-“It don’t fit me, but I guess ’twill my gal, when I git one,” he said,
-laying that, too, with the watch and eyeglass.
-
-A silver tobacco-box and handsome cigar-case followed next, the stranger
-groaning mentally, as a faint suspicion of Bill’s real intentions
-crossed his mind. There remained now but one more article, the dearest
-of all the young Rebel possessed, and the perspiration started from
-every pore as he felt the rough hand again within his pockets, and knew
-he could not prevent it.
-
-“Oh, no, no, no, not that! Spare me that. Do not open it, please!” and
-the haughty tone was changed to one of earnest supplication, as Bill
-drew forth a small daguerrean case, and placed his dirty thumb upon the
-spring.
-
-Something in the stranger’s voice made him pause a moment, but anything
-like delicacy of feeling was unknown to the rough Bill, and the next
-instant he was feasting his rude gaze upon the features which the Rebel
-youth had guarded almost religiously, even from his equals in camp. How
-beautiful that girlish face was, with its bright laughing eyes, and soft
-chestnut curls falling in such profusion around the childish brow, and
-upon the smooth, white neck. Even Bill was awed into silence, while a
-feeling of bewilderment crept over him as if he had seen that face
-before, and mingled with this feeling came remembrances of that last day
-at home, when fair hands, which, ere he was a soldier, would have
-scorned to touch such as he, had waved him an adieu.
-
-“Whew-ew!” he whistled, at last. “Ain’t she pretty, though? Your
-sweetheart, I guess,” and he leered at the stranger, who made him no
-reply; only the lips quivered, and in the dark eyes there was a
-gathering moisture; but when Bill asked, “May I have this, too, if I’ll
-let you go?” the stranger answered, promptly:
-
-“Never! I’ll die a thousand deaths before I’ll part with that! Liberty
-is not worth that price. Give me back the picture, and I’ll go with you
-willingly wherever you please. Do give it back,” he added, in an agony
-of fear, as Bill continued gazing at it, and making his remarks.
-
-“Can’t a feller look at a gal on glass if he wants to? I wouldn’t hurt
-the little critter if I could as well as not. So you won’t give her to
-me, nor tell me who ’tis, neither?”
-
-“Stranger,” said the Rebel, “have you any feelings of refinement?”
-
-“Nary feelin’,” and Bill shook his head, but did not withdraw his eyes
-from the picture.
-
-“Well, then, have you a wife?”
-
-“Nary wife. Nobody would have Bill Baker.”
-
-“Nor sister?”
-
-“Nary sister but a dead one that I never seen.”
-
-“Nor mother? You surely have a mother,” and the soldier’s voice shook
-with strong emotion.
-
-“You’ve got me there,” and Bill’s eyes turned upon his prisoner. “I have
-a mother, and you ought to hear the old gal take on when she comes home
-from washin’ from Miss Martherses or some of the big bugs and finds Hal
-dead drunk on the trundle-bed, and me not a great sight better. Handsome
-old gal,—one of the kind that don’t wear hoops, but every time she steps
-takes her gownd up on her heels, you know.”
-
-The Rebel groaned aloud. There was no tender point upon which his captor
-could be touched, and the tears rained over his handsome face as he
-begged of Bill to give him at least the ambrotype.
-
-“It’s the only thing which has prevented me from being a perfect
-villain,” he said. “It has kept me from the wine cup, and from the
-gambler’s den.”
-
-“Pity it hadn’t kept you out of the Southern army,” was Bill’s dry
-response, and the stranger answered, eagerly:
-
-“I wish it had, I wish it had! Please give it back, and I’ll swear
-allegiance to the veriest minion in Lincoln’s train.”
-
-“I never thought no great of a turncoat,” Bill replied, closing the
-case, and still holding it in his hand. “If you’re a Southern dog, stay
-so, not go to barkin’ on both sides. We don’t want no traitors. Honest,
-though, corporal, where _was_ you born? There’s a kind of nateral look
-in your face, as if I’d seen it afore,” and Bill laid the ambrotype upon
-the grass.
-
-But with regard to his birthplace, the stranger was non-committal; and
-Bill continued:
-
-“If I let you go, you’ll give me the watch?”
-
-“Willingly, willingly.”
-
-“And the spetacles?”
-
-“Yes, oh yes.”
-
-“And the glass bead ring?”
-
-“Yes, everything but the picture.”
-
-“Don’t be so fast,” Bill rejoined. “I’ll get to that bimeby. Watch,
-spetacles, glass bead ring, tobarker-box, and this other thingumbob, but
-not the picter, if I’ll let you go? And you’ll go with me to Washington,
-and be showed up like a caravan if I’ll give up the picter? Them’s the
-terms as I understand.”
-
-“Yes,” the stranger gasped, a shadow of hope stealing into his heart.
-
-Alas, how soon it was erased by Bill’s continuing:
-
-“Yankees ain’t generally very green. We can make you Southern bloods buy
-wooden cowcumber-seeds any time of day, and do you s’pose I’m goin’ to
-let you off at any price? _No_ SIR! If you go to war, you must take the
-chances of war. I ain’t a-goin’ to hurt you, and I’ll ease up them
-strings if you say so, but, corporal, you’re my prisoner; and these
-traps,” laying his hand upon the various articles upon the grass, “these
-traps, picter and all, I _con-fis-cate_ as _con-tra-band_! How do you
-feel now?” and Bill coolly pocketed his contrabands, all save the watch,
-which he adjusted about his neck.
-
-There was a fierce storm of tears, and sobs, and wild entreaties, and
-then the poor discouraged soldier was still, his white face wearing
-again its look of cold, haughty reserve, and his whole manner indicative
-of the aversion he felt for the vulgar Bill, upon whom the feeling was
-entirely lost, for though Bill knew the proud Southerner felt above him,
-he could not appreciate the feelings which made the young man shrink
-from him as from a loathsome reptile. Bill had no intention of treating
-him cruelly, and as by this time the night shadows were creeping into
-the woods, he sought out a dryer and more sheltered spot, and bade his
-prisoner sleep while he sat by and watched. It seemed preposterous that
-the stranger should sleep under so great excitement, but human nature
-could endure no longer without rest, and when at last the stars came
-out, they shone down upon that tired soldier, sleeping upon the grass,
-with Bill sitting near, and watching as he slept. There were visions of
-home, and of the battle, too, it would seem, mingled in the young man’s
-dreams, for he talked sometimes with his mother, asking her to forgive
-her boy, and take him back again to her love; then he was pleading for
-another, a captive it would seem, asking that nought but the best of
-care should come to the wounded officer; and then the picture flitted
-across his mind, for he held converse with the original, and Bill,
-listening to him, muttered:
-
-“’Twas his gal, or sister, sure; I’m sorry for him, I _vum_, but hanged
-if I’ll give it up. It’s _contraband_ according to war. He needn’t of
-jined the army.”
-
-And so the weary night wore on, the deep stillness of the Virginia woods
-broken occasionally by the shouts of riders as they passed by, in search
-of whatever there was to find. Once, as the shouts came near, the
-soldier started up, but ere the scream for help had passed his lips,
-Bill’s hand was laid firmly upon them, and Bill himself whispered
-fiercely.
-
-“One yelp, and I gag you with the handkerchief the old woman took from
-her pocket and gin me the mornin’ I come from home. She takes snuff,
-too, the old woman does!”
-
-There was a gesture of disgust, and then the stranger became quiet
-again, while the shouts died away in the distance and were not heard
-again that night. The morning broke at last, and just as it was growing
-light, Bill, aroused by the falling rain from the slumber into which he
-had inadvertently fallen, awoke his prisoner, and led him safely through
-the pickets of the enemy without encountering a human being. They were a
-strange looking couple, and when, on the following day, they reached
-Washington, they attracted far more attention than the prisoner desired,
-for he shrunk nervously from the curious gaze fixed upon him, refusing
-to answer all questions as to his name or birthplace, and appearing glad
-when at last he was relieved from Bill’s surveillance and led to his
-prison home.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.
- NEWS OF THE BATTLE AT ROCKLAND.
-
-
-Great Battle at Manassas!
-
-Total Rout of the Federal Army!
-
-3,000 killed and as many more taken prisoners!
-
-Fire Zouaves all cut to pieces!
-
-Only three or four escape alive!
-
-N. Y. 13th completely riddled!!!
-
-Sherman’s Battery, and hosts of guns in the hands of the Rebels!
-
-Frightful Panic at Washington!
-
-The Capitol in imminent danger!
-
-Gen. Scott in convulsions, the President crazy, and Seward threatened
-with softening of the brain!
-
-Women and children fleeing for their lives!
-
-Beauregard marching on with 500,000 men!
-
-The Baltimoreans in ecstasies, and the Philadelphians in despair!
-
-Such were some of the exaggerated reports which ran like lightning
-through the streets of Rockland on the first arrival of the news,
-throwing the people into a greater panic than was said to exist in
-Washington. Hints of some terrible disaster, the exact nature of which
-could not be known until the arrival of the evening papers, had early in
-the afternoon found their way from the telegraphic station into the
-village, creating the most intense excitement. Men left their places of
-business to talk the matter over, while groups of women assembled at the
-street corners, discussing the probabilities of the case, and each
-hoping that _her_ child, _her_ husband, _her_ brother had been spared.
-
-Prominent among these was Widow Simms, holding fast to Susan’s hand, and
-occasionally whispering a word of comfort to the poor child, whose eyes
-were red with weeping over the possible fate of John. Rose Mather’s
-carriage drove up and down, and from its window Rose herself looked
-anxiously out, her face indicative of the anxiety she felt to hear the
-worst, if worst there were. She knew her husband could not have been in
-battle, for he was still in Washington, but she was conscious of a
-feeling as if some dire calamity were impending over her, and among the
-crowd collected in the street there was none who waited more impatiently
-for the coming of the evening train than she. She had taken Annie Graham
-to ride with her, and the two presented a most striking contrast, for
-where Rose was nervous, impatient and excited, Annie, though feeling
-none the less concerned, was quiet, submissive and resigned, exhibiting
-no outward emotion until the shrill whistle was heard across the plain,
-when a crimson flush stole into her cheek, deepening into a purple as
-the carriage drew up in front of the office, where the throng was
-growing denser,—men pushing past each other, and elbowing their way to a
-stand-point near the door, where they could catch the first item of
-news, and scatter it among the eager crowd. The papers came at last, and
-the damp sheets were almost torn asunder by the excited multitude.
-
-“Me one,—me, please,” and Rose Mather’s hand was thrust from the window
-in time to catch a paper destined for some one farther in the rear, but
-ere she had found the column sought, she heard from those around her
-that the worst was realized.
-
-There had been a battle. Our troops were utterly defeated, and worse
-than all, disgraced.
-
-“But the 13th?” Annie whispered faintly. “Does it speak of the 13th?”
-
-Rose did not know. Her interest just then was centered in the
-“Massachusetts——,” and in her eagerness to hear from Tom, she forgot for
-a moment that such a regiment as the N. Y. 13th existed. But there were
-others who did not forget, and just as the question left Annie’s lips,
-the answer came in the despairing cry which rent the air as some
-reckless person shouted aloud,
-
-“The 13th a total wreck! Not a man left of Company R.”
-
-“Oh, George,” poor Annie cried, and the next moment Rose held the
-fainting form upon her lap.
-
-“Drive home,—to Mrs. Graham’s I mean,” she said to Jake, who, with some
-difficulty made his way through the crowd, but not until the story so
-cruelly set afloat was contradicted by those who had more coolly read
-the sad intelligence.
-
-The news was bad enough, but the Rockland company was not mentioned, and
-its friends had no alternative but to wait until the telegraph wires
-should bring some tidings of the saved. Rose was the first to be
-remembered. Will did his duty faithfully.
-
-“A terrible battle,” his message ran. “Soldiers are arriving every hour,
-but Tom has not come yet.”
-
-A telegram for the Widow Simms came next, the mother’s quick eye taking
-in at a glance that only Eli’s name and John’s were appended to it.
-Isaac’s was not there. Where was he then, oh where? She asked this
-question frantically, refusing to read the note lest it should confirm
-her fears.
-
-“I’ll read it, mother. Let me see,” Susan said, wresting the paper from
-her hands, and reading with trembling tones,
-
- “Eli and I are safe. Isaac was last seen leading Lieut. Graham from
- the field.”
-
-Oh what a piteous wail went up to Heaven then, for Widow Simms, when she
-received the news, was sitting in Annie’s door, and Annie was kneeling
-at her side. George was wounded, of course, and if wounded, dead, else
-why had he not thought of her ere this? Locked in each other’s arms the
-two stricken women wept bitterly, the mother sobbing amid her tears, “My
-boy, my boy,” while Annie moaned sadly, “My George, my husband.”
-
-Well was it for both that ere that dark hour came they had learned to
-follow on, even when their Father’s footsteps were in the sea, knowing
-the hand which guided would never lead them wrong. Annie was the first
-to rally.
-
-“It might not after all be so bad,” she said. “George and Isaac were
-prisoners, perhaps, but even that was preferable to death. It would
-surely save them from danger in future battles. The Southerners would
-not maltreat helpless captives. There were kind people South as well as
-North.”
-
-Thus Annie reasoned, and the widow felt herself grow stronger as hope
-whispered of a brighter day to-morrow.
-
-To Annie it was brighter, for it brought her news of George, wounded in
-his right arm, an inmate of the hospital, and at present too weak to
-write. This was all, but it comforted the young wife. He was not dead.
-He might come home again, and Annie’s heart overflowed with grateful
-thanksgiving that while so many were bereaved of their loved ones she
-had been mercifully spared. The next mail brought her a second letter
-from Mr. Mather, more minute in its particulars than any which had
-preceded it. He had obtained permission to stay with George, had removed
-him to a private boarding-house, far more comfortable than the crowded
-hospital; and, at his request he wrote to Annie that her husband, though
-badly wounded and suffering much from the terrible excitement of the
-battle, was not thought dangerous, and had strong hopes of ere long
-receiving his discharge and returning home where she could nurse him
-back to life.
-
-This was Annie’s message, read by her eagerly, while the Widow Simms,
-forgetting all formality in her anxiety to hear if there was aught
-concerning her boy, looked over her shoulder, her eye darting from line
-to line until she caught _his name_. There was something of him, and
-grasping Annie’s arm, she whispered,
-
-“Read what it says of Isaac.”
-
-And Annie read how brave Tom Carleton had generously given place to the
-poor wounded George, and staid behind him with Isaac, hoping to make his
-way to Washington in safety. They had not been heard from since, and the
-widow’s heart was sick as heart could be with the dread uncertainty.
-Anything was preferable to this suspense, and in a state of mind
-bordering upon distraction she walked the floor, now wringing her hands
-and again declaring her intention to start at once for somewhere. She
-knew not whither, or cared, provided she found her child.
-
-In the midst of her excitement the gate swung open, and Mrs. Baker
-rushed up the walk, her sleeves above her elbows, and her hair pushed
-back from her bonnetless head, just as she had left her washing at a
-neighbor’s when she received _Bill’s letter_, which told of Hal’s sad
-fate, and unravelled the mystery of Tom Carleton’s silence.
-
-“He’s took! The Rebels have got your Ike!” she shrieked, brandishing
-aloft the soiled missive, and howling dismally. Then, putting her hand
-into her bosom, she drew forth the lock of hair, and thrusting it almost
-in to the widow’s face, cried out, “Look, ’tis Harry’s hair, all there
-is left of Harry. That’s what I git for havin’ a boy two inches taller
-than Ike, who stood in front, and would of been shot instead of Harry,
-only he was shorter. Read it, Miss Graham,” and tossing the letter into
-Annie’s lap, the wretched woman sank upon the doorstep, and covering her
-face with her wet apron, rocked back and forth, while Annie read aloud
-as follows:
-
- “WASHINGTON, _July 24th_, 1861.
-
- “DEAR MOTHER: We’ve met the rascals, and been as genteelly licked as
- ever a pack of fools could ask to be. How it happened nobody knows. I
- was fitin’ like a tiger, when all on a sudden I found us a-runnin’
- like a flock of sheep; and what is the queerest of all, is that while
- we were takin’ to our heels one way the Rebels were goin’ it t’other,
- and for what I know, we should of been runnin’ from each other till
- now if they hadn’t found out the game, and so turned upon us.
-
- “But wust of all is to come. _Hal_ is dead,—shot right through the
- forehead, and the ball that struck him down took off Ike Simmses cap,
- so if Ike had been only a little taller, Hal would of lived to been
- hung most likely.”
-
-“Oh, I wish he had, I wish he had!” poor Mrs. Baker moaned, still waving
-back and forth and kissing the lock of hair, while the widow
-involuntarily thanked her Heavenly Father that the two inches she once
-so earnestly coveted for her boy had wisely been withheld.
-
-Then followed Bill’s account of cutting away the hair he inclosed, of
-his flight into the woods, his sleep by the brook, and his waking just
-in time to see Capt. Carleton and Isaac Simms disappear beneath the
-trees, in charge of rebel soldiers.
-
-Now that she knew the worst the widow sat like one stunned by a heavy
-blow, uttering no sound, as Annie read Bill’s account of capturing his
-prisoner. Ere she reached this point, however, she had another auditor,
-Rose Mather, who had come with a second letter from her husband, and
-who, passing the weeping woman in the door, came and stood by Annie, and
-listened with strange interest to the story of that captive parting so
-willingly with everything save the picture.
-
-“Poor young man!” she sighed, when Annie finished reading. “I don’t
-suppose it’s right, but I _do_ feel sorry for him. What if it had been
-Jimmie? Perhaps he has a sister somewhere weeping for him just as I
-cried for Tom. Dear Tom, Will writes he is a prisoner with Isaac Simms.
-I’m glad they are together. Tom will take care of Isaac. He had a
-quantity of gold tied around his waist,” and Rose’s soft hand smoothed
-caressingly the widow’s thin, light hair.
-
-The widow had not wept before, but at the touch of those little fingers
-the flood gates opened wide, and her tears fell in torrents. They were
-bound together now by a common bond of sympathy, those four women, each
-so unlike to the other, and for a time they wept in silence, one for her
-wounded husband, one for a child deceased, one for a captured brother,
-the other for a son.
-
-Now, as ever, Annie was the first to speak of hope, and her words were
-fraught with comfort to all save Harry’s mother. She could not comfort
-her, for from reckless, misguided Harry’s grave, there came no ray of
-consolation, but to the others she spoke of One who would not desert the
-weary captives. Neither bolt nor bar could shut Him out. God was in
-Richmond as well as there at home, and none could tell what good might
-spring from this seeming great evil. For a long time they talked
-together, and the afternoon was half spent when at last they separated,
-Rose going back to her luxurious home where she wrote to her mother the
-sad news concerning Tom, blurring with great tears the line in which she
-spoke of Jimmie, wondering what his fate had been.
-
-Slowly, disconsolately poor Mrs. Baker returned to her day’s work so
-long neglected, but the suds she left so hot two hours before had grown
-cold, the fire burned out, and with that weary, discouraged feeling
-which poverty alone can prompt, she was setting herself to the task of
-bringing matters up again, when her employer, touched with the sight of
-the white, anguished face, kindly bade her leave the work until another
-day, and seek the quiet she so much needed. Poor old woman! How desolate
-it was going back to the squalid house where everything, even to the
-bootjack he had once hurled at her head, reminded her of the Harry who
-would come back no more! She did not think of his unkindness now. That
-was all forgotten, and motherlike, she remembered only the times when he
-was good and treated her like something half way human. He was her
-boy,—her first-born, and as she lay with her tear-stained face buried in
-the scanty pillows of her humble bed, she recalled to mind the time when
-first he lisped the sweet word mother, and twined his baby arms about
-her neck.
-
-He was a bright, pretty child, easily influenced for good or evil, and
-the rude mother shuddered as she felt creeping over her the conviction
-that she had helped to make him what he grew to be, laughing at his
-fierce temper and at times provoking him on purpose, just to see him
-bump his little round, hard head against the oaken floor. Then, as he
-grew older, it was fun to hear him imitate the oaths his father used,
-and she had laughed at that until the habit became so firmly fixed that
-neither threats nor punishment could break it. And when the Sabbath
-bells were pealing forth their summons to the house of prayer, she had
-suffered him to stay away, offering but slight remonstrance when the
-robin’s nest just without the door was pilfered of its unfledged
-occupants, the mother-bird moaning over its murdered young, just as she
-was moaning now over her ruined boy. Poor Harry! There was some excuse
-for him, some apology found in the nature of his early training, but for
-her who reared him,—none. She might have taught him better. She might
-have sent him to the Sunday school across the way, where Sunday after
-Sunday she had heard the hymns the children sang swelling on the Sabbath
-air, Harry sometimes joining in as he sat in the cottage door, adjusting
-the bait with which to tempt the unsuspecting fish playing in the brook
-nearby. A mother’s fearful responsibility had been hers. She had not
-fulfilled it, and it rolled back upon her now, stinging as only remorse
-can sting, and making her wish amid her pain that the boy, once so
-earnestly desired, had never been given her, or else had died in its
-cradle bed, and so gone where she knew the hardened in sin never could
-find entrance.
-
-So absorbed was she in her grief as not to hear the sound of wheels
-stopping near her gate, nor the tripping footstep upon the floor. Rose
-Mather, restless at home and wishing for something to do, had remembered
-the miserable woman, and knowing how desolate her comfortless house must
-seem that summer night, she had conquered her aversion to the place and
-come to speak, if possible, a word of cheer. Mrs. Baker’s howls always
-had the effect of making her laugh, they seemed so forced, so unnatural;
-but there was something so new, so real in the stillness of that figure
-crouching upon the bed, that Rose for a moment was uncertain how to act.
-It was no feigned sorrow of which she was a witness now, and advancing
-at last towards the untidy bed, she laid her hand upon the disordered,
-uncombed hair, and whispered soothingly, “I am so sorry for you, Mrs.
-Baker, and I’ll do all I can to help you. I’ll give you money to make
-your cottage pleasanter, and by and by you won’t feel so badly, maybe.”
-
-This was Rose’s idea of comfort. Money, in her estimation, was to the
-poor a panacea for nearly every evil, but all her wealth could not avail
-to quiet the feeling of remorse from which Mrs. Baker was suffering.
-With a sob she thanked the kind-hearted Rose, and then continued,
-“’Tain’t the poverty so much, nor the knowin’ that he’s dead, though
-that is bad enough. It’s the something that tells me I or’to have brung
-him up better. I never sent him to meetin’, never went myself, never had
-him baptized, though I did try once to learn him ‘Now I lay me—’ but he,
-that’s my man, laughed me out of it. He said there wasn’t any God, that
-we all come by chance, but I knew better. _I_ had a prayin’ mother, and
-though I forgot what she learnt me, it ’pears to come back to me now.
-Oh, Harry, I wish I’d done different, I do, I do,” and the repentant
-woman buried her face again in the scanty pillows, while Rose looked
-pityingly on.
-
-Here was a case she could not reach. Money would not cure that aching
-heart, or quiet that guilty conscience. “Mrs. Graham would know exactly
-what to say,” Rose thought, wishing more and more that she, too,
-possessed the wisdom which would have told her what it was poor Mrs.
-Baker needed. Sitting down beside her, Rose talked to her of _Bill_,
-who, her husband said, was highly complimented for having captured a
-rebel. Will had not seen the prisoner, she said, or heard his name; he
-only knew the fact, and that Bill was greatly praised. This was some
-consolation to Mrs. Baker, but it did not take the pain away, and as she
-was not inclined to converse, Rose soon bade her good-bye and left her
-there alone in her deep sorrow.
-
-The following Sunday, just as the notes of the organ were dying away in
-the opening service, a bent, shrinking figure stole noiselessly in at
-the open door, and Rose Mather recognized beneath the thin black veil,
-the haggard face of Widow Baker, who, except on funeral occasions, had
-never before been seen within the walls of the church. Annie saw her,
-too, and while Rose, touched with the humble attempt she had made to put
-on something like mourning for her child, thought how she would give her
-an entire new suit of black, Annie thought how she would daily pray that
-the blow which had fallen so crushingly might result in everlasting good
-to the now stricken mother.
-
-Scarcely less keen, but of a far different nature, was the grief of
-Widow Simms. There was no black upon her leghorn bonnet. She would not
-have worn it if Isaac had been dead, but every expression of her stern
-face told how constantly her heart was going out after her darling boy,
-her captured Isaac languishing in his sultry prison, sick perhaps, and
-pining for his mother. How savage she felt toward Beauregard and all his
-clan, resolving at times to start herself for Richmond, and beard the
-lion in his den.
-
-“She’d tell them what was what,” she said. “She’d let them know what an
-injured mother could do. She’d turn a second _Charlotte Corduroy_, if
-necessary, and free the land from such vile monsters,” and she actually
-sharpened up her shears as a weapon of offence in case the pilgrimage
-were made!
-
-This was the Widow Simms excited, but the Widow Simms when calm was a
-very different woman, praying then for her boy, and even asking
-forgiveness for the stirrers up of the rebellion. At Annie’s request she
-had at last come to live altogether at the cottage in the Hollow, and it
-was well for both that they should be together, for the widow’s stronger
-will upheld the weaker Annie who, in her turn, imparted much of her own
-trusting, childish faith to the less trusting widow.
-
-Greatly Annie mourned as the days went on, because no line came to her
-from George himself, nothing in his own handwriting, when he knew how
-she desired it, if it were but just his name. What made him always
-deputize Mr. Mather to write his letters for him? Annie put this
-question once to _Rose_, but the twilight was gathering over them, and
-so she failed to see the heightened color on Rose’s cheek and the
-moisture in her eye. Rose did not now, as formerly, bring her William’s
-letters, and read to her every word he said of George. She only told her
-how cheerfully George bore his illness, and how Will read to him every
-day from Annie’s Bible, choosing always the passages she had marked, but
-the rest was all withheld and Annie never dreamed the reason, or of the
-effort it cost the talkative little Rose to keep back what William said
-she must until the worst were known.
-
-Thus the August days glided by, one by one, until the summer light faded
-from the Rockland hills, and September threw over them her rich autumnal
-bloom, and then one day there came a note for Annie, written as of old
-by William Mather, but signed by George himself. Poor Annie, how she
-cried over and kissed that signature, to which George had added, “God
-bless you, darling Annie.” Every letter was unnaturally distorted, and
-few could have deciphered the words; but to the eye of love they were
-plain as noonday, and Annie’s kisses dropped upon them until they were
-still more blurred than when they came to her.
-
-It was very hard for Rose to keep from telling the dreadful story of
-what had followed the penning of those brief words, “God bless you,
-darling Annie.” But Will had said she must not, so she made no sign,
-only her arms clung closer around Annie’s neck, and her lips lingered
-longer upon the snowy forehead as she said good-night, and went away
-with the secret which Annie must not know then.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI.
- THE WOUNDED SOLDIER.
-
-
-How those polished, cruel-looking instruments sparkled, and glittered,
-and flashed; and how the sick man shuddered as he glanced toward the
-table where they lay, asking, with quivering lip, if there were no other
-alternative save the one their presence suggested.
-
-“None but speedy death!” was the response of the attending surgeon, who
-was too much accustomed to just such scenes as this, to appreciate the
-feelings of that poor soldier, shrinking so painfully from what they
-told him must be if he would live.
-
-“None but speedy death,”—George repeated the words slowly to himself,
-dwelling longest upon the last, as if to accustom himself to thoughts of
-it.
-
-“Wait a little, wait till I think the matter over,” he said, in reply to
-the question, “are you ready?” and turning his face to the wall, so that
-those about him should not see the fearful conflict going on, he thought
-long and earnestly. Wasn’t it better to die than go back to Annie maimed
-and disfigured for life? Better die than lose a portion of the manly
-beauty of which he had been so proud. Would Annie love him just the
-same, even though the strong right arm, which had toiled for her so
-cheerfully, could never work for her again, never encircle her in its
-embrace? Would the scarred stump be as dear to her as the well-moulded
-limb had been? He did not know, and the tears, which all through the
-weary days of his sickness had been kept back, now fell like rain upon
-the pillow, as he fancied the meeting between his sweet young wife, and
-her poor, crippled husband. The cottage on the hill so earnestly
-coveted, would never be theirs now. He could not earn it. He could not
-earn _much_ any way, with his left arm, and he groaned aloud, as he
-thought of the poor unfortunate seen so often in the Rochester depot,
-peddling daily papers. Would he ever come to that? He, who, but a few
-months ago had so bright hopes for the future? Would the delicate Annie
-he had meant to shield so carefully from every ill of life, yet be
-compelled to earn the bread she ate? It was a sad, sad picture the
-excited soldier drew of what the future might bring, and the fainting
-spirit had almost cried out, “I would rather die!” when there came
-stealing across his mind the memory of Annie’s parting words,
-
-“If the body you bring back has in it my George’s heart, I shall love
-you all the same.”
-
-Yes, she would love him just the same, for, as it was not her fair,
-sweet face alone which made her so dear to him, so it was not his
-splendid form which made him dear to her. Annie’s love would not abate,
-even though he went back to her the veriest cripple that ever crawled
-the earth. But how different his going home would be from what he had
-fondly hoped. No papers heralding his arrival; no dense crowd out to
-meet him; no fife trilling a jubilee; no drum beating a welcome; no bell
-ringing its merry peal; no carriage, no procession; nothing but the
-curious gaze of the few who might come out to see how George Graham
-looked without an arm, and whisper softly to each other, “Poor fellow,
-how I pity him!” He didn’t want to be pitied; he would almost rather
-die; and he did not want to die either, when he thought calmly of it. He
-was not prepared; and forcing back the bitter tears, he turned his
-white, worn face to William Mather, bending so sadly over him, and
-whispered:
-
-“Tell them they may cut it off, but not till you’ve written to Annie,
-and I have signed my name. You know how she has begged for a word from
-me. Tell them to keep away; they shall not intrude on my interview with
-Annie.”
-
-George was growing excited, but he became calm again when he found
-himself alone with Mr. Mather, who wrote the letter which gave Annie so
-much joy. There was nothing in it of the expected amputation; nothing
-but encouragement that he should ere long come home to stay with her
-always.
-
-“There, give me the pen,” he said, when the letter was finished, and the
-trembling fingers grasped it eagerly, but quickly let it fall as the
-purple, festered flesh above the elbow throbbed and quivered with the
-pain the sudden effort caused. “Once more; I’ll do it if it costs my
-life!” he whispered, nerving himself with might and main, and then, with
-Mr. Mather guiding his hand, he wrote his name, and the words, “God
-bless you, darling Annie!” “It’s done, and she must never know the agony
-it cost me,” he moaned, as his bandaged arm fell heavily at his side,
-while with his other hand he wiped away the sweat which stood so thickly
-upon his face. “Bring Annie’s Bible,” he said, “and lay it on my pillow.
-It will make me bear it better. Oh, Annie, Annie, if you could be here
-to pray for me! Can’t _you_?” and the dim eyes turned imploringly toward
-Mr. Mather who shook his head hesitatingly.
-
-Man of the world as he had been, he had not yet learned to pray, but he
-could not resist that touching appeal, and bending down he answered:
-
-“I never learned to pray, but while the operation is going on, I’ll do
-the best I can. Shall I call them now?”
-
-George nodded, and William admitted the two surgeons, who were growing
-somewhat impatient at the delay. They were not naturally hard-hearted
-men, but years of practice had brought them to look on amputations in a
-mere business point of view. Still there was something about this case
-which touched a chord of sympathy, and they spoke kindly to the
-sufferer, telling him it would soon be over, and was not half so bad as
-losing a leg would be. George made no reply except to shudder nervously
-as he saw the cold, polished steel so soon to cut into his flesh.
-
-“You’ll need bandages,” he said, his mind flashing backward to the day
-when he had looked in at Rockland Hall, where Annie, with others, sat
-working for just such a scene as this.
-
-“It’s here,” Mr. Mather answered, pointing to a table where lay a ball
-prepared for Company R.
-
-Without knowing why he did so, Mr. Mather took it up and began
-mechanically to unroll it, pausing suddenly as traces of a pencil met
-his view. There was something written there,—something which made him
-start as he read, “Annie Howard. It’s your Annie, George. Try to think
-I’m there. Rockland, April, 1861.”
-
-Was it a happen so, or a special providence that this bit of linen, over
-which Annie’s prayers had been breathed, should come at last to him for
-whom it was intended? Mr. Mather believed the latter, and pointed it out
-to George, who, comprehending the truth at a glance, uttered a wild,
-glad cry of joy as he pressed it to his lips.
-
-“Yes, Annie, I know you are here. I can feel your presence, and it will
-help to ease the pain. Begin without delay. Don’t wait, if it must be
-done.”
-
-There was a moment’s silence, a shutting of both William’s and George’s
-eyes, and a shriek of anguish rang through the room as George cried out,
-“Oh, Annie, Annie, stand up closer to me,—it makes me faint, it hurts me
-so bad! Pray, Mr. Mather, pray!” and Mr. Mather did pray, the first
-prayer which had passed his lips since his early boyhood,—not aloud, but
-silently; and the writhing victim grew still at last, only shivering
-once as the sharp saw glided through the splintered bone. Carefully they
-bound up the bleeding stump with the soft linen Annie had sent, speaking
-comforting words to the sufferer, who seemed to be stupefied, for he did
-not notice what they said.
-
-It was done at last; and after few directions the operators hurried off
-to do for others, what they had done for George. Poor George, how long
-and weary were the days and nights immediately succeeding the
-amputation, and how horrible the sensation which prompted him to fancy
-the severed limb was there; to feel the hot blood tingling through his
-finger tips, throbbing through his wrists, streaming into his elbow
-joints, and then to know ’twas all a mere delusion, for the right arm
-once so full of vigor, was nought now, save a putrifying mass buried
-away beneath the sod. He would not have Annie know it yet, he said. He
-would rather spare her as long as possible, and so the news was withheld
-from her, while day after day George waited and watched for the
-favorable change which should make it safe for him to undertake the
-tedious journey. Three times was the travelling-bag packed, with the
-hope of going to-morrow, and as often did the doctor’s stern mandate bid
-him wait a little longer.
-
-At last the terribly nervous sensation passed away, taking with it all
-the pain, and leaving no feeling save one of intense uneasiness and
-languor, which the once strong man strove in vain to shake off, trying
-day after day to sit up, if only for a moment, and as often falling back
-upon his pillows from sheer exhaustion. He was only tired; he had never
-been rested since the battle, he said, and if he could once go home to
-Annie, and lie upon the lounge, where he last saw her kneeling, he
-should get well so fast. Often in his troubled sleep he talked of her,
-begging her not to spurn her poor, crippled husband, but to love him
-just the same.
-
-“I never can work for you as I used to do,” he would say, “never can buy
-that cottage on the hill, but God won’t let us starve, and I shall love
-you so much, so much, when I find you do not shrink away from poor,
-mutilated George.”
-
-It was a sad, but not unprofitable lesson, which William Mather was
-learning by that bedside. At home in Rockland, where their positions
-were so different, he had always respected George Graham, but he had
-learned to love him now with a brother’s love, and gladly would he have
-saved him for the sweet wife in whom his own darling Rose was so deeply
-interested, and whose letters were silently working good in him as well
-as George. Greatly his personal friends marvelled that he should stay so
-closely immured within that sick-room, when he might, had he chosen,
-have mingled much in the world without, and many were the attempts they
-made to drag him away. But he withstood them all, and clung the closer
-to his friend, who leaned upon him with all the trustful confidence of a
-little child. Hour after hour he sat by his patient, reading to him from
-Annie’s well-worn Bible, and when at last the heavy cloud was lifted,
-and the pathway through the valley of death was divested of its gloom,
-he was the first to whom the sick man imparted the joyful news, that
-whether he lived or died, all was well,—all was peace within.
-
-In silence and in tears Mr. Mather listened to the story of what was so
-strange to him, and in the next letter sent to Rose, he told her of the
-new resolves awakened within him, tracing them back to that humble
-cottage in the Hollow, where Annie Graham, unknown save to a few, was
-wielding a mighty power for good. Everything which he could do for
-George he did, and Annie herself could scarcely have been more gentle or
-kind; and George,—oh how grateful he was to his noble friend, blessing
-him so often for the kindly deeds.
-
-“God will surely let you go home unharmed,” he said one day when Mr.
-Mather had been more than usually attentive. “I pray to Heaven every
-hour, that you may never know the dreary heart-pang it costs one to die
-away from home, and all that we hold dear, for I am dying. I have given
-up the delusion that to-morrow will find me better. I shall never be
-better until I wake in Heaven,—shall never go back to Annie,—never see
-my old home again. It is a humble home, Mr. Mather, but you can’t begin
-to guess how dear it is to me, because it is the spot where I brought
-Annie after she was mine. How well I remember that first night of
-housekeeping; how proud I felt, knowing it was my home, my table, my
-wife sitting opposite—that her own darling hands had made the tea, and
-cut the bread she passed me, and that I had earned it, too. The poor
-have many joys to which the rich are strangers, and I’ve sometimes
-thought we love each other more because there is little else to divide
-our love. True it is that mortal man never loved a creature better than
-I have loved my Annie. She was of gentler blood than I,—was far more
-delicately reared, and I know it was an unequal match. She was far above
-me in social position. Highly educated and accomplished, too; she was a
-belle and favorite everywhere, while I was only George Graham,—a
-mechanic and engineer. She kept nothing from me, and she told me of a
-childish fancy when she was a mere girl of fourteen, but if she ever
-sent a regret after the handsome, black-eyed boy,—the object of that
-fancy,—it was not perceptible to me. Still, I think that may have had
-its influence,—that, and the fact that her life was very wretched with
-her proud, hard aunt, on whom she was dependent, and who wanted her to
-marry a white-haired millionaire. But Annie chose me, and I have
-worshipped her with an idolatry which I know was sinful in the sight of
-Heaven, who will have the first place in our hearts. I have told you all
-this because your wife has been a friend to Annie, and I want her to
-know that Annie is her equal, if she did marry a poor mechanic. I am not
-blaming any one. I know the distinctions there are in social life. I
-should feel just so, too, perhaps, if I was rich and had been educated
-as you were. Even as it is I always was proud to think my wife was a
-lady-born, and I hoped one day to raise her to the position she ought to
-fill. But that dream is over now. It matters little what becomes of the
-body after the soul has left it, though I should rather lie in Rockland
-graveyard, where Annie can sometimes come to see me, and I do so want to
-hear her voice once more before I go,—to tell her with my own lips that
-if in Heaven I find a place, she has led me there.”
-
-“Suppose we send for her,” Mr. Mather said, the glad thought flashing
-upon his mind of the joy it would be to see his own darling once more,
-for if Annie came, Rose, he knew, was sure to come also. “I’ll send for
-both Annie and Rose at once. They can come on together.”
-
-Mr. Graham made no objection, and Mr. Mather set himself to the task of
-writing the letter, which he hoped was to bring not only Annie, but his
-own precious Rose.
-
-“Don’t say a word about my _arm_. I’d rather tell her myself. She won’t
-mind it so much when she sees how sick and weak I am,” George suggested;
-and so Mr. Mather bade Rose keep the amputation to herself as
-heretofore.
-
-“You will defray Mrs. Graham’s expenses,” he wrote, “and come as soon as
-possible, for her husband is nearer death than you imagine.”
-
-The letter was finished and read aloud to George, who faintly nodded his
-thanks, and then the message was sent on its way to the North.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII.
- GETTING READY.
-
-
-“Oh, I’ve such perfectly splendid news this morning. We are going to
-Washington right away, you and I, for Will says so in his letter. You
-see George is a great deal,—George can’t,—well, _George isn’t very
-well_;” and quite delighted with the happy turn she had given her words,
-Rose skipped around Annie’s cottage like a bird, lighting at last upon a
-stool at Annie’s feet, and asking if she were not glad. “Why, how white
-you are!” she exclaimed, as she observed the paleness of Annie’s cheek.
-“What makes you? Don’t you want to go?”
-
-Annie was not deceived by Rose’s abrupt turn. She knew that George was
-worse, else he had never sent for her: and hence the sudden faintness,
-which Rose’s gay badinage could not shake off at once.
-
-“Did your husband write, or mine?” she asked, and Rose replied,
-
-“Will, of course. George has never written, you know.”
-
-“Yes, I know;” and in Annie’s voice there was a tone approaching nearer
-to bitterness than any that Rose had ever heard from her. “Where is the
-letter? Let me read it for myself.”
-
-But Rose had found it convenient to leave the letter at home, and so she
-answered,
-
-“I did not bring it with me. I can tell you all there is in it.”
-
-“But will you?” and Annie grasped her shoulder firmly. “Win you tell me
-all? Tell me what it is about my husband, and why he never writes? Is
-George dying, and is that the reason why he sends for me? Tell me, Mrs.
-Mather, for I will not be put off longer.”
-
-There was a look in the blue eyes before which Rose fairly quailed, and
-turning her face away she answered truthfully,
-
-“Yes, George is very sick. He will never come home again; and he wants
-you there when he dies.”
-
-Softly the quivering lips repeated, “When he dies!” poor Annie wondering
-if it could be George who was meant. _Had_ the evil she most dreaded
-come upon her at last? Must she give her husband up and live without
-him? How dark, how cheerless the future looked, stretching before her
-through many years it might be! Was there no hope,—no help? It was
-Annie’s darkest hour of trial, and for a moment the spirit fainted,
-refusing to bear the load which, though more than half-expected, had
-come so sudden at the last. But Annie was not one to murmur long, and
-Rose Mather never forgot the sweet submissive smile which played over
-her white face as she said,
-
-“Whether George lives or dies, God will do all things well.”
-
-After this there was no more repining, no more bitterness of tone,
-nothing save humble submission to whatever might be in store for her.
-
-Rose was very enthusiastic on the subject of the Washington trip, and
-Annie listened eagerly to her suggestions.
-
-“It is absurd for two young ladies like us to travel alone,” Rose said.
-“We must have some nice elderly woman to matronize the party. I mean to
-write to mother to send up one from Boston.”
-
-“Miss Marthers,” interrupted the Widow Simms, who sat by the window
-knitting for some soldier boy, “Miss Marthers, don’t be a simpleton, a
-sendin’ down to Boston for somebody to marternize you and Miss Graham,
-when you can find forty of ’em nearer home. Let _me_ go. Eli and John
-are there, you know; and ’tain’t such a great ways to Richmond, where my
-poor Isaac is. Did I tell you I got a letter last night from a strange
-woman up in New Hampshire, whose boy was in the battle? The rascals let
-your brother write to her, because there was something between her
-Charlie and a rebel officer who was good to the child, when he was
-dyin’. There’s now and then a streak of good amongst ’em.”
-
-“Yes; but what of _Tom_?” Rose asked eagerly, forgetting Washington in
-her anxiety to hear from her brother, of whom not one word had been
-known after his name had appeared in the paper as one of the prisoners
-at Richmond, together with that of a boy called “Isaac Simpson.”
-
-The more humane of Captain Carleton’s captors had repeated what the
-dying officer said of Tom’s kindness to him, and for this Tom had at
-last found opportunity for sending a note to Charlie’s mother, telling
-her how her darling died, and asking her to write for him to his mother,
-his sister and the Widow Simms. This the grateful woman had done, but
-Rose had not received her letter yet, and she listened eagerly while the
-widow read the very words which Tom had written concerning himself and
-Isaac. There was but little said of suffering or privation. Tom, it
-would seem, was tolerably well cared for, but he told of days and nights
-when his heart went out in earnest longings for the loved ones at home,
-and then he spoke of Isaac, saying,
-
-“Tell his mother that he does not bear prison confinement well, and she
-would hardly know her boy. He is very popular among his fellow
-prisoners, and does more good, I verily believe, than half our army
-chaplains. One poor fellow, who died the other day, blessed Isaac Simms
-as the means of leading him to Heaven.”
-
-“Oh, I’m so glad he’s there, ain’t you?” and the tears shone in Rose’s
-eyes as she involuntarily paid this tribute to Christianity.
-
-“On some accounts I am, and then again I ain’t,” was the widow’s reply,
-as she wiped the moisture from her glasses and returned them to her
-pocket. “I’m glad he’s doing good, but I don’t want him sick there
-alone, without his mother. It’s hard to see why these things are so, but
-that’s nothin’ to do with the goin’ to Washington. Will you take me,
-Mrs. Marthers? I know I’m homespun and ignorant, but you may call me
-waitin maid, or anything you like, if you’ll only take me.”
-
-The widow’s voice was full of entreaty, and Rose could not resist it. It
-would be _grander_, she thought, to have a woman from Boston, but then
-Mrs. Simms wanted to go so badly, while Annie, too, preferred her, she
-was sure. So it was settled that as soon as the necessary arrangements
-could be made, Mrs. Simms, Annie and Rose were to start for the Federal
-Capital. Had the care of an entire regiment devolved upon Rose, she
-could not have been busier or have felt a greater responsibility than
-she did in planning and arranging the journey, and between times trying
-to initiate Widow Simms into the mysteries of travelling, telling her
-not to be frightened and think they’d run off the track each time the
-whistle blew,—not to show undue anxiety about her baggage, as
-she—Rose—should hold the checks, little brass pieces, which they would
-get at the depot,—not to bother the conductor by asking questions, or
-let the people know that she had never been further in the cars than
-Rochester.
-
-To all these directions the widow gravely promised compliance, saying,
-in an aside to Annie, “It does me good to see the little critter
-patternize me, as if she s’posed I was a tarnal fool, and didn’t know a
-steam _locofoco_ from a canal boat.”
-
-The day before the one appointed for the commencement of the journey
-came at last. Rose’s three trunks, of the size which makes the porters
-_swear_, were packed to their utmost capacity, for Rose meant to make a
-winter’s campaign, and display her numerous dresses at parties and
-levees. So everything which she could possibly and impossibly need, even
-to her skating dress, was stowed away in the huge boxes, together with
-various luxuries for her husband and George, and then, as the afternoon
-was drawing to a close, she started for the cottage in the Hollow, to
-see that everything there was in readiness.
-
-It had not taken the widow long to pack up her three dresses, and her
-small, old-fashioned hair trunk, locked and tied round with a bit of
-rope, was standing near the door ready for the morrow’s early train. On
-Annie’s face there was a hopeful, expectant expression, which told how
-glad she was at the prospect of meeting her husband so soon.
-
-“Two days more and I shall see him,” she thought, picturing to herself
-the meeting, and fancying what she would do, what she would say, and how
-carefully she would nurse him when once she was there with him. It was a
-bright picture she drew of that meeting with her husband,—of the kisses,
-the caresses, she would lavish upon him, and she was almost as impatient
-as Rose herself to have the November day come to an end, knowing that
-with the darkness she was nearer to the asked-for to-morrow.
-
-Just as the sun was setting, Rose took her leave, saying, as she bade
-Annie good-bye, “I mean to drive round by the depot and get the tickets
-to-night, so as to save time in the morning.”
-
-Annie smiled at the little lady’s restlessness, and after kissing her
-good-night, stood by the window watching her, as she drove down the
-street, and thinking to herself,
-
-“When I see her again it will be _to-morrow_.”
-
-Rapidly Rose Mather’s iron greys bore her to the depot, where but a few
-idlers were lounging, as it was past the hour for the cars. The window
-between the ladies’ sitting-room, and the office was closed, and Rose
-knocked against it in vain. The ticket agent had gone to his tea, and
-with a feeling of dissatisfaction Rose was turning away, when a sharp,
-clicking sound from an adjoining apartment reached her ear, and stepping
-to the open door, she stood looking in, while the telegraphic operator
-received a communication. What was it that made him start so, and utter
-an exclamation of surprise? Was it bad news the wires had brought to
-him? Had there been another battle? Was Washington in danger? Rose
-wished she knew, and she was about to inquire, when the operator turned
-upon her, and asked if she knew _Mrs. Graham_, wife of the Lieutenant?
-
-“Yes, yes; has anything happened to him?” she answered, grasping the now
-written message, which the agent handed her, saying:
-
-“Break it to her as gently as possible. He was the finest fellow in all
-the company,” and the kind-hearted man, not yet accustomed to the
-horrors entailed by the war, wiped a tear away, as he muttered to
-himself, “Poor George!”
-
-There was no need for Rose to open the envelope, for she knew well
-enough what it contained, but her fingers mechanically tore it apart,
-and with streaming eyes she read the fatal message which would break
-poor Annie’s heart.
-
-“Oh, I _cannot_ tell her,” she cried, sinking down upon the hard settee,
-and sobbing bitterly. “How can I take this to her, when I left her so
-happy half an hour ago?”
-
-But it must be done, and summoning all her courage she bade Jake drive
-back to the Hollow, shivering as she saw the cheerful light shining from
-the window, and shrinking more and more from the task imposed upon her,
-when, as she drew nearer, she saw Annie’s bright, joyous face as she put
-together the garments for to-morrow, pausing occasionally to speak to
-Widow Simms, who sat before the blazing fire, dreaming visions of what
-might be could she but get a pass to Richmond!
-
-“Don’t you hear wheels?” the widow asked as the carriage stopped before
-the gate.
-
-Annie thought she did, and going to window she saw Rose as she came up
-she walk.
-
-“Why, it’s Mrs. Mather,” she cried. “What can have brought her back
-to-night?” and hastening to the door she led Rose in, asking why she was
-there.
-
-“Oh, Annie,” Rose replied, winding her arms around Annie’s neck, “I wish
-I did not have to tell, but I must, and I know it will kill you dead.
-I’m sure it would me, and I don’t see why you should be served so
-either. We shall not go to-morrow, for Will is going to bring him home.
-Don’t you know now? Can’t you guess?” and Rose thrust the dispatch into
-the hands of the bewildered Annie, who clutched it eagerly, and bending
-to the lamplight, read what Rose had read before her.
-
-It came to her like a thunderbolt, striking all the deeper because it
-found her so full of eager expectation; and the November wind, as it
-swept past the door, and down the lonely Hollow, took with it one
-wailing cry of anguish, and then all was still within the cottage, save
-the sobbing whispers of Widow Simms and Rose bending over the
-unconscious form which lay upon the bed, so white and still that a
-terrible fear entered the hearts of both lest the stricken Annie, too,
-were dead.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII.
- THE DYING SOLDIER.
-
-
-Backward now we turn, and stand again in the chamber where we saw the
-glitter of the polished steel, and heard the bitter cry forced out by
-pain from lips unused to give such sign of weakness. They were white now
-as the wintry snow which covers the Northern hills, and the breath came
-feebly from between them, as the sick man whispered faintly:
-
-“I shall not be here if Annie comes, for when the drum beats on the
-morrow, calling my comrades to their daily drill, I shall be far away
-where sounds of battle were never heard but once. Oh the peace, the
-quiet, the rest, there is in Heaven. I hope you will one day come to
-share it with me; you who have been kinder than a brother,” and the
-long, white fingers grasped the hand which for so many days and weeks
-had soothed the aching head and cooled the fevered pillows with all a
-woman’s tenderness.
-
-Never for an hour had that faithful friend deserted his post. Day and
-night had found him there, ministering to every want, and, as far as
-human aid could do, smoothing the pathway leading so surely down to
-death. But his vigils were almost over now; his release was just at
-hand, for, as George had said, the morrow’s drum-beat would only find
-there the body, which was so worn by suffering and disease, that William
-Mather could lift it in his arms as easily as he could have lifted a
-little child. He was greatly changed from the days when he had been
-aptly called the Rockland Hercules. But as the outer man decayed, the
-inner life grew strong and bright, shining forth at the last with all
-the splendor which perfect faith in Christ’s Atonement can shed around a
-death-bed. There was no repining now, no murmuring at the mysterious
-dealings of Providence, nothing but sweet, childish confidence, and a
-patient waiting for the end coming on so fast that George himself could
-feel the irregular beat of his wiry pulse, and mark the death hue as it
-came creeping on, settling first in purplish spots about his finger
-tips, and spreading its ashen coloring over his clammy hands.
-
-A stormy November night had closed over Washington, and the rain beat
-dismally against the windows of the room where Mr. Mather bent over the
-dying soldier, listening to what he said.
-
-“You can’t tell Annie _all_,” George whispered, looking fondly up into
-the face he had learned to love so well. “You must write it down so as
-not to lose a single word. Bring pen and paper, and then sit where I can
-see you, for the sight of you does me good; you have been so kind to
-me.”
-
-The writing utensils were brought, and then sitting where George could
-look into his face, Mr. Mather wrote as the dying man dictated:
-
- MY DEAR, DEAR, DARLING ANNIE:—It will be days, perhaps, before you see
- this letter, and ere it reaches you somebody will have told you that
- your poor George is dead! Are you crying, darling, as you read this?
- Do the tears fall upon the words, ‘_poor George is dead_?’ Don’t cry,
- my precious Annie. It makes my heart ache to think how you will sorrow
- and I not there to comfort you. It’s hard to die away from home, but
- not so hard as it would once have been, for I hope I am a different
- man from the one who bade you good-bye a few short months ago; and,
- darling, it _must_ comfort you to know that your prayers, your sweet
- influence have led the wanderer home to God. We shall meet again in
- Heaven, Annie,—meet where partings are unknown. It may be many years,
- perhaps, and the grass upon my grave may blossom many times ere you
- will sleep the sleep which knows no waking but at the last you’ll come
- where I am waiting you. I _know_ I shall be there, Annie. All the
- harassing doubts and fears are gone. Simple faith in the Saviour’s
- promise has taken them away, and left me perfect peace. God bless you,
- Annie darling, and grant that as you have guided me, so you may guide
- others to that home above, where I am going so fast. You have made me
- very happy since you have been my wife, and I bless you for it. It
- makes my death pillow easier to know that not one bitter word has ever
- passed between us,—nothing but perfect confidence and love. I was not
- good enough for you, darling. None knows that better than myself. You
- should have married one of gentler blood and higher birth than I, a
- poor mechanic. I have always felt this more than you, perhaps, and
- have tried so hard not to shame you with my homespun ways, had I
- lived, I should have improved constantly beneath your refining
- influence, but that is all past now, and it is well, perhaps, that it
- is so. As you grew older you _might_ have felt there was a lack in me,
- a something which did not satisfy the cravings of your higher nature,
- and though you might not have loved me less, you would have seen that
- we were not wholly congenial. I am well enough in my way, but I am not
- a suitable companion for a girl of culture like yourself, and I’ve
- often wondered that you should have chosen me. But you did, and again
- I bless you for it. Never, never, was year so happy as the one I spent
- with you, my darling, darling Annie, and I was looking forward to many
- such, but God has decreed it otherwise, and what he does we know is
- right. I shall never see you again! and though they will bring me back
- to you, I shall not feel your tears upon my face, or see you bending
- over my coffin-bed! Still I know you will do this, and that makes it
- necessary for me to tell what, perhaps, has been too long withheld,
- because I would spare you if possible.
-
- “Annie, had I lived, I never could have toiled for you as I once did,
- for where the right arm, which has held your light form so often, used
- to be, there is nothing now but a scarred stump, and this is why I
- have not written. Does it make you sicken and shrink away from me?
- Don’t, Annie. Your crippled husband’s heart is as full of tenderness
- now as ever. I was too proud of my figure, Annie, and the thought that
- you might love me less when you knew how maimed I was, hurt more than
- the cold, sharp steel, cutting into my throbbing flesh.
-
- “And now, dear Annie, I come to the hardest part of all. I know just
- how you’ll start and shudder at what you deem so cruel a
- suggestion,—know just how keen the pang will be, for I have felt the
- same and my spirit well nigh fainted as I thought of the time when
- another’s caressess than mine would call the sweet love light to your
- eye and kindle the soft blushes on your cheek. Listen to me, Annie.
- You’ll be glad one day to remember that I told you what I did. You are
- young and beautiful, and though you do not believe it now, the time
- will surely come when my grave will not be visited as often as at
- first, and the flowers you will plant above me when next spring’s sun
- is shining will wither for want of care, and the rank grass growing
- there will not be trodden down by your dear little feet, for they will
- be waiting by another fireside than ours in the Hollow, and my Annie
- will bear another name than mine. Do you discredit me, darling? It
- will surely be, and I am willing that it should, but you will never
- know the anguish it costs me to be willing. It is the bitterest drop
- in all the bitter cup, but I drank it with tears and prayers, and now
- I can calmly say to you what I am saying,—can even from my death-bed
- give you to another, whoever he may be. You can never forget me, I
- know; never forget your soldier husband, who fell in his country’s
- cause, but by and by thoughts of him will cease to give you pain, and
- our short married life will seem like some far-off dream.
-
- “I cannot say how it would be with _me_ were you taken and I left, but
- I am much like other men, and judging from their example I should do
- just as they do, so if in after years another asks you, as I once did,
- to be his guiding star, don’t refuse for me. Think that from my low
- grave I bless you in your new relations, and will welcome you to
- Heaven all the same, though you come fettered and bound with other
- links than those my love has thrown around you.
-
- “I am almost done now, Annie. There is a gathering film before my
- eyes, and I feel the death chill creeping through my veins. It would
- be sweet to have you here, as I go down the brink up which no traveler
- has ever come; but it cannot be, and I will not repine. There is One
- with me whose presence is dearer far than yours could be; One whose
- everlasting arm will be beneath me as I pass over Jordan. Leaning on
- Him I need no other stay, but shall go fearlessly down to death. There
- is another with me, too,—an earthly friend, who has been kinder than a
- brother, and my heart clings to him more fondly than he can ever
- guess. Always respect William Mather, Annie, for what he has been to
- me. Pray that prosperity may attend him all his days, and that at the
- last he may find a place in Heaven. He is thinking of these things, I
- know, and from the dreary hours spent with me there may yet spring up
- plants of everlasting growth.
-
- “My mind begins to wander, darling. There’s a rushing sound in my
- ears, while thoughts of you and thoughts of that terrible Sabbath
- battle are blended together. Good-bye, my precious one. Don’t cry too
- much when you read this. It is not good-bye forever. A few more years
- of earth to you, a moment of heavenly bliss to me and then we meet
- again, where golden harps are ringing. I can almost hear them
- now,—almost see the shining throngs sent out to meet me, just as I
- once vainly dreamed the Rockland people would come to welcome me home
- from war. In fancy I put my arms around your neck just as I used to
- do; in fancy hold you to my bosom; in fancy kiss your girlish lips,
- and smooth your pale brown hair.
-
- “I don’t know how you’ll live without me; don’t know who will earn
- your bread, but the God of the widow and fatherless will surely care
- for my darling and keep her heart from breaking. With him I leave you,
- knowing you are safer there than elsewhere.
-
- “Good-bye, good-bye.”
-
-There were great tear blots upon this letter, for Mr. Mather, as he
-penned it, had wept over it like a child, forming a resolution which he
-wondered had not suggested itself before. Kneeling by the dying George,
-he said, “God _will_ care for your darling, and I shall be His
-instrument. So long as I have a home, Annie shall not suffer. Rose’s
-love was given to her long ago and mine will follow soon. She shall be a
-sister to us both.”
-
-The glazed eyes lighted up with joy, and the white lips whispered the
-thanks which ended in a prayer for blessings on one who had proved
-himself so kind to the poor soldier.
-
-“Come closer to me,” they said; “take my hand in yours and keep it there
-while I thank you for what you’ve been to me. You’ll forgive me, I know,
-that I ever thought you proud, for I did, and sometimes there was a
-bitter feeling in my heart when I saw your Rose surrounded with every
-luxury, and thought of Annie, as highly educated as she, taking a far
-lower place in Rockland, because her husband was a mechanic. There is
-more of that feeling among the working classes than you imagine, and you
-don’t know how much good a familiar word or a little notice from such a
-you does to those who fill the humbler walks of life. Women feel this
-more than men, and again I bless you for the care promised my Annie. I
-do not ask that you should take her to your home as you suggest. You’ll
-think differently of that bye and by, but see that she does not want;
-see that no winter night shall find her hungry, no winter morning cold.
-Oh, Annie, Annie, that you should ever come to this!”
-
-It was a bitter, wailing cry, embodying all the mighty love the sick man
-had ever felt for his young wife. George had thought himself resigned,
-but weak human nature, which clings so tenaciously to life, was making
-one last effort for the mastery, and the worn spirit fainted for a time
-in the fierce struggle which ensued. The mind began to wander, and was
-in fancy back again at the cottage in the Hollow, where the soldier
-clasped his Annie to his bosom, begging of her in piteous tones not to
-love him less because he was a cripple. “I have only one arm to work
-with now, but I won’t let you starve, for when there’s but one crust
-left, I’ll give it all to you, and laugh so merrily that you will never
-guess how the hunger pain is gnawing at my heart. I’ve felt it once, my
-darling. I know just what it’s like. ’Twas on that terrible day when our
-brave boys met the foe, way up there at Manassas. There were hours, and
-hours, and hours, when we neither ate nor drank, and the July sun poured
-down so hotly, drying the perspiration which dropped from my hair like
-rain. ’Twas my very life I sweat away that awful day, fighting for the
-Union. Did you hear the battle, Annie,—hear the cannon’s bellowing
-thunder as it echoed through the Virginia woods? Wasn’t it grand the
-yell the Highlanders gave, as, with the 69th, they bore down battery
-after battery, and plunged into the enemy’s midst! How bravely our
-company played their part, fighting their way through shot and shell,
-and blood and brains, wading ankle-deep in human gore! Hurrah for the
-Stars and Stripes, my boys! Three cheers for the Federal Flag! Yes, give
-us three times three; and when it floats again over all the land,
-remember the soldiers who helped defend it. Hurrah, hurrah!”
-
-Mr. Mather shuddered as the wild shout rang through the room. It seemed
-so like a mockery, that dying soldier shouting for liberty, and trying
-in vain to wave aloft his poor, scarred stump. Anon, however, the
-patriotic mood was changed, and the voice was very sad which whispered:
-
-“But hush! what sounds are these, mingling in the glad notes of victory?
-’Tis the widow, the orphan, the mother, weeping over the slain! There’s
-mourning East and West; there’s weeping North and South, for the dead
-who will return no more! A crushed rebellion is hardly worth the fearful
-price. Oh, Annie, pray for the poor soldier,—everybody pray. Honor our
-memory,—forget our faults,—speak kindly of us when we are gone. We gave
-our life for freedom! ’Tis all that we can do. Speak kindly of the
-soldiers slain!”
-
-Reason was struggling back again; and bending lower, Mr. Mather said:
-
-“George, we _will_ honor the soldiers dead, and care for the soldiers
-living.”
-
-“Yes, yes!” George answered, faintly. “They need it so much,—more than
-the people guess who stay at home and _read_ about the war. It will be
-long, and the contest terrible. The North is strong, and the South
-determined, and both will fight like fiends. But right must conquer at
-last, and the Star Spangled Banner shall wave again even over misguided
-Charleston, whose sons and daughters shall weep for joy as they greet
-the joyful sight. God speed the happy day!”
-
-Mr. Mather could only press the hand which lay again in his. He could
-not speak, for he knew there was a _third presence_ now in the
-sick-room,—that its dark form was shading the bed whereon he sat, and
-with that feeling of awe death always inspires, he sat silently watching
-its progress, and thinking, it may be, of the future time when _William
-Mather_ would be the dying one instead of George Graham. Slowly the
-marble pallor and the strange chill crept on, pinching the nose,
-contracting the lips, touching the forehead and moistening the soft
-brown hair which William smoothed caressingly, as he bent down to catch
-the last faint whisperings of a spirit nearly gone.
-
-“We fought the battle bravely. Tell them not to be discouraged because
-of one defeat. Our cause is just. ’Twill triumph at the last. Don’t be
-too bitter toward the South; there are kind hearts there as well as
-here, and its daughters weep as sadly as any at the North. God help and
-pity them all. Annie, darling, I am almost home; so near that I can see
-the pearly gates which stand open night and day. It is not hard to
-die,—no pain, no anguish now,—nothing but joy and gladness and
-everlasting _rest, rest_,—perfect rest for the Redeemed.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Drearily the November wind went sweeping down the street, and the
-sobbing rain beat against the window, whilst the misty daylight came
-struggling faintly into the silent room which held the living and the
-dead; the one cold, and white, and still, his features wearing a smile
-of peace as if he had indeed entered into everlasting rest,—the other
-kneeling by his side, and with his face buried in the pillows, praying
-that when his time should come, he, too, might die the death of the
-righteous, and go where George had gone.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV.
- MATTERS IN ROCKLAND.
-
-
-With quivering lip Mr. Mather told the members of Company R that their
-lieutenant was dead; and strong men as they were they did not deem
-themselves unmanly that they wiped the big tears away, and crowding
-around their informer anxiously asked for particulars of their departed
-comrade, all speaking kindly of him, and each thinking of the sweet
-girl-wife at home on whom the news would fall so crushingly. A soldier’s
-dying was no novel thing in Washington, and so, aside from Company R,
-there were few who knew or cared that another soul had gone to the God
-who gave it,—that another victim was added to the list which shall one
-day come up with fearful blackness before the provokers of the war. The
-drums beat just the same,—the bands played just as merrily, and the busy
-tide went on as if the quiet chamber in —— street held no stiffened
-form, once as full of life and hope as the gay troops marching by.
-
-But away to the Northward there was bitter mourning, and many a bright
-eye wept as the sad news ran along the streets that Rockland’s young
-lieutenant, of whom the people were justly proud, lay dead in
-Washington, and many a heart beat with sympathy for the young wife who,
-ever since hearing the fatal news, had lain upon her bed, more dead than
-alive, with a look upon her white face which told better than words of
-the anguish she was enduring.
-
-Nothing could induce Rose to leave her for a moment. “_Will_ had staid
-by George,” she said, “and she should stay by Annie.”
-
-With her sitting by, Annie grew stronger, and could at last talk calmly
-of what was expected on the morrow.
-
-“It will be terrible,” she said, “to hear the tramp of feet coming up
-the walk, and know they are bringing George! Oh, Mrs. Mather, you’ll
-stay by me, won’t you, even if your husband is among the number?”
-
-Annie did not mean to be selfish. She was too much benumbed to realize
-anything fully, and she never thought what it would cost Rose to stay
-there, knowing her husband would seek her at home, and be so
-disappointed at not finding her there. Rose could not refuse a request
-so touchingly made, but just as the morning broke she went home for a
-few moments to see that all necessary preparations were made for Will’s
-comfort; then, penning him a note to tell why she was not there to meet
-him, she returned again to the cottage, where Widow Simms was busily at
-work setting things to rights for the expected arrival, her tears
-falling upon the furniture she was dusting, and her chest heaving with
-sobs as she heard in the distance the sound of a gathering crowd, and
-thought,
-
-“It may be my boy they’ll go up next to meet.”
-
-Poor Annie, too, shuddered and moaned as she caught the ominous sounds,
-and knew what they portended.
-
-“It would be better to bring him back quietly,” she said. “It seems
-almost like mockery, this parade, which he can never know. I may be
-glad, by and by that they honored him thus, but it’s so hard now,” and
-covering her head with her pillow, Annie wept silently as she heard the
-mournful beat of the muffled drum, and knew the march to the depot had
-commenced.
-
-How Rose wanted to be in the street and see her husband when he came;
-but with heroic self-denial, she forced down every longing to be away,
-and sitting down by Annie, busied herself with counting off the minutes
-and wondering if the clock would ever point to half-past ten, or the
-train ever arrive.
-
-There was a great crowd out that morning to meet the returning soldier,
-and George’s dream of what might be when he came back again was more
-than realized. There were men and carriages upon the street, and groups
-of women at the corners, while the little boys ran up and down. But in
-the beat of the muffled drum there was a tone which made the hearts of
-those who heard it overflow with tears, as they remembered _what_ that
-dirgelike music meant. Around the jammed white hat of the man who played
-the fife there was a badge of mourning, and in the notes he trilled a
-mournful cadence far different from the patriotic strains he played as a
-farewell to Rockland soldiers, going forth to battle, with hopes so
-sanguine of success. One of that youthful band was coming back; not full
-of life and fiery ambition as when he went away, dreaming bright dreams
-of the glory he would win, and the laurels he would wear, when once
-again he trod the streets at home. Not as a conquering hero, with the
-crown of fame on his brow, though the crown indeed was won, and where
-the golden light of Heaven shines from the everlasting hills, he was
-wearing it in glory. But his ear was deaf to all earthly sounds, and the
-tribute of respect his friends fain would bestow upon him, awakened no
-thrill in his cold, pulseless heart. Still they felt that all honor was
-due to the dead, and so they had come up to meet him, a greater throng
-than any of which he had dreamed when ambition burned within his bosom.
-There was a carriage waiting, too, just as he hoped there might be; a
-carriage sent expressly for him, but the children on the sidewalk shrank
-away and ceased their noisy clamor as it went by, its sombre appearance
-somewhat relieved by the gay coloring of the Stars and Stripes laid
-reverently upon it.
-
-Slowly up the street the long procession passed, unmindful of the rain
-which, mingled with the snow and sleet, beat upon the pavements, and
-dashed against the window-panes, from which many a tear-stained face
-looked out upon the gloomy scene, made ten times gloomier by the sighing
-of the wind and the rifts of leaden clouds veiling the November sky.
-Over the eastern hills there was a rising wreath of smoke, and a shrill,
-discordant scream told that the train was coming, just as the carriage
-sent for George drew up to its appointed place.
-
-Gently, carefully, tenderly they lifted him out, and set him down in
-their midst; but no loud cheering rent the air, no acclamations of
-applause, nothing save that dreadful muffled beat, and the soft notes of
-the fife, telling to the passengers leaning from the windows that the
-dead, as well as the living, had been their fellow-traveller. The banner
-upon the hearse told the rest of the sad story, and with a sigh to the
-memory of the unknown soldier, the passengers resumed their seats, and
-the train sped on its way, leaving the Rockland people alone with their
-dead.
-
-Reverently they placed him in the carriage which none cared to share
-with him. Carefully they wrapped around him the Stars and Stripes, and
-dropping the heavy curtains, followed through the streets to the cottage
-in the Hollow, which he had left so full of life and hope. Around that
-cottage there was a gathered multitude next day, and though on the
-unsheltered heads of those without, the driving rain was falling, they
-waited patiently while the prayer was said, and the funeral anthem
-chanted. Then there came a bustling moment,—people passing beneath the
-Star Spangled Banner, and pausing to look at the dead. There were sobs
-and tears, and words of fond regret, and then the coffin-lid was closed,
-and once more that muffled beat was heard, as with arms reversed the
-Rockland Guards marched up the walk, where, leaning upon their guns they
-stood, while strong men carried out their late companion, and placed him
-in the hearse, _the carriage sent for him_. There was no relative to go
-with him to the grave,—none in whose veins his blood was flowing, so Mr.
-Mather and Rose took the lead, followed by a promiscuous crowd of
-carriages and pedestrians, the very horses keeping time to the solemn
-music beaten by the drum, and played by the man in the jammed white hat.
-
-Slowly through the November rain,—through the November sleet, and
-through the November mist they bore him on through the streets which he
-so oft had trodden; on past the cottage he meant to buy for poor Annie,
-whispering to herself with every note of the tolling bell, “George has
-gone to Heaven.” Onward, still onward, till streets and cottage were
-left behind, and they came to where the marble columns, gleaming through
-the autumnal fog, told who peopled that silent yard. Just by the gate,
-the bearers paused, and stood with uncovered heads while the solemn
-words were uttered, “Earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust!”
-Then, when it was all over, the long procession moved through the
-spacious churchyard, past the tall monuments betokening worldly wealth;
-past the less imposing stones, whose lettering told of treasure in
-Heaven; past the group of cedar trees and pine; past the graves of the
-nameless dead, and so out upon the highway, Rose Mather starting in
-alarm as the band struck up a quicker, merrier march, whose stirring,
-jubilant notes seemed so much like mockery. She knew it was the custom,
-but the music grated none the less harshly, and drawing her veil over
-her face, she wept silently, occasionally glancing backward to the spot
-of freshly upturned earth where Rockland’s first soldier was buried,—the
-brave, self-denying George,—who gave all he had for his country, and
-died in her behalf.
-
-Four weeks after George’s death, Annie left the cottage in the Hollow,
-and went to live for a time with Mrs. Mather. Early orphaned, and thrown
-upon the charities of a scheming aunt, who, after her marriage with
-George, had cast her off entirely, there was now no one to whom she
-could look for help and sympathy save Rose, and when the latter insisted
-that her home should be Annie’s also, while William, too, joined his
-entreaties with those of his wife, and urged as one reason his promise
-made to George, Annie consented on condition that as soon as her health
-was sufficiently restored, she should do something for herself, either
-as teacher, or governess in some private family.
-
-Amid a wild storm of sobs and tears she had read her husband’s dying
-message, growing sick and faint just as he knew she would when first she
-learned of his loss, and why it was he had never written to her himself.
-But this was naught compared to the horror which crept round her heart
-as she read what George had written of a coming time when the long grave
-by the gate would not be visited as often as at first, or he who slept
-there remembered as tearfully.
-
-“Oh, George, George!” she cried, “it was cruel to tell me so,” and
-sinking to her knees, she essayed to breathe a vow that other love than
-that she had borne for George Graham should never find entrance to her
-bosom. But something sealed her lips,—the words she would have uttered
-were unspoken, and the rash vow was not made.
-
-Still there was an added drop to her already brimming cup of sorrow, and
-a sadder, more loving note in the tone of her voice when she spoke of
-her husband, as if she would fortify herself against the possibility of
-his prediction coming true. It was a sorry day when she finally left her
-cottage home, and only God was witness to the parting; but the dim,
-swollen eyes and colorless cheeks attested to its bitterness, as, with
-one great upheaving sob, she crossed the threshold and entered the
-carriage where Rose sat waiting for her, while the motherly Widow Simms
-wrapped around her the pile of shawls which were to shield her from the
-cold, and bade her god speed to her new home.
-
-Rapidly the carriage drove away, while the widow returned to the cottage
-to perform the last needful office of fastening down the windows and
-locking up the doors, then, with a sigh at the changes a few short
-months had wrought, she went back to her own long deserted home. And the
-busy tide of life rolled on in Rockland just the same as if in the
-churchyard there was no new-made grave, holding the buried love of
-Annie, who, in Rose Mather’s beautiful home, was surrounded with every
-possible comfort and luxury, and treated with as much consideration as
-if she were a born princess, instead of the humble woman, who, a few
-months before, was wholly unknown to the little lady of the Mather
-Mansion.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV.
- THE DESERTER.
-
-
-Another had taken George’s place in Company R, and both the Widow Simms
-and Susan Simms shed tears of natural pride when they read that _John_
-was the favored one, and bore the title of Lieutenant. It more than half
-atoned for his long absence to the young wife, who, greatly to her
-mother-in-law’s disgust, was made the happy possessor of a set of furs
-bought with a part of the new lieutenant’s increased wages.
-
-“Better lay by for a wet day; but easy come, easy go. They will never be
-worth a cent. Tain’t like them Ruggleses to save, and to think of the
-silly critter’s comin’ round in the storm just to show ’em, late on
-Saturday night; I’m glad I wan’t to hum,” was the widow’s muttered
-comment, as on the Sunday following the receipt of the furs she pinned
-around her high, square shoulders, the ten years’ old blanket shawl, and
-tying round her neck the faded tippet of even greater age, started for
-church, determining not to notice or speak to the extravagant Susan, if
-she appeared, as she was sure to do, in her new finery.
-
-This was hardly the right kind of spirit for the widow to take to
-church, but hers was a peculiar nature, and the grace which would have
-sufficed to make Annie Graham an angel, would hardly have kept her from
-boiling over at the most trivial matter. This the widow felt, and it
-made her more distrustful of herself, more careful to keep down the
-first approaches of her besetting sin. But the furs had seriously
-disturbed her, particularly as they were said to have cost $35—“more
-than she had spent on her mortal body in half-a-dozen years,” she
-thought, as, with her well-worn Prayer Book in hand, and a pair of Eli’s
-darned, blue socks upon her feet to keep them from the snow which had
-fallen the night before, she walked rapidly on in the direction of St.
-Luke’s.
-
-There was an unusual stir about the doors, a crowd of eagerly talking
-people, and conspicuous among them was Susan, looking so pretty in her
-neatly fitting collar, and holding her little muff so gracefully that
-the widow began to relent at once, and to feel a kind of pride that
-“John’s wife was as genteel lookin’ as the next one, if she did come of
-them shiftless Ruggleses,” but inasmuch as it was Sunday, she shouldn’t
-flatter Susan by speaking of the furs; but the first chance she got on a
-week day she’d tell her “she was glad she got ’em, if they didn’t make
-her vain; though I know they will,” she added; “it’s Ruggles natur’ and
-she’s standin’ out there now, just to show ’em to the folks in the
-street goin’ to the Methodis’ meetin’.”
-
-But the widow was mistaken, for Susan had scarcely a thought of her
-furs, so absorbed was she in throwing what little light she could upon a
-mystery which was troubling the people and keeping them outside the
-door, while they talked the matter over. It seemed that the sexton,
-when, at about ten o’clock on the previous night, he came to see that
-the fire kindled in the furnace at sunset was safe, had stumbled over a
-human form lying upon the pile of evergreens gathered for the Christmas
-decorations, and placed for safe keeping in the cellar of the church.
-There was a cry between surprise and terror, and a muttered oath, and
-then the ragged, frightened intruder sprang to his feet, and bounding up
-the narrow stairway, fled through the open vestry door ere the sexton
-had time to collect his scattered senses.
-
-This was his story, corroborated by Susan Simms, who said that when, at
-about seven o’clock the previous night, she was passing the church, she
-saw a dark-looking object, which she at first mistook for a woman, but
-as she came nearer she saw it was the figure of a man who, at the sound
-of her steps, dropped behind a pile of rubbish, and thus disappeared
-from view,—that feeling timid she did not return home that way, but took
-the more circuitous route past her mother-in-law’s, where she stopped
-for a moment and repeated the circumstance to the neighbor she found
-staying there.
-
-“Then she didn’t come half a mile out of the way just to tell of her
-finery,” thought the widow, coming nearer to Susan, and even smoothing
-the soft fur, which, half an hour before, had so provoked her ire.
-
-Various were the surmises as to who the man could be, and why he had
-entered the lonesome cellar; and the morning services had commenced ere
-the knot of talkers and listeners at the door disbanded and took their
-accustomed places in the church. Rose Mather was there as usual, but she
-knelt in her handsome pew alone, for Will had been gone from her two
-whole weeks, and Annie was still too much of an invalid to venture out.
-With others at the door she heard of the intruder, and after asking a
-few questions she had passed into the aisle, with a certain wise air
-about her, as if she knew something which she should not tell! As one
-after another came in, it might have been observed that she turned often
-and curiously toward the door, glancing occasionally at the spot where
-Mrs. Baker, now a regular attendant, was in the habit of sitting. She
-was not there to-day, a fact which no one observed save Rose and the
-Widow Simms, the latter of whom only noticed it because Annie, she knew,
-was deeply interested in the repentant woman. “She’s sick, most likely,”
-the widow thought, while Rose, too, had her own opinion as to what kept
-Harry’s mother from church that Sunday morning.
-
-Meantime the object of their solicitude sat crouching over the fire of
-wet green wood she had succeeded in coaxing into a blaze, now looking
-nervously toward the half closed door of the small room her boys used to
-occupy, and again congratulating herself that it was Sunday, and
-consequently no one would be coming there to pry into the secret she was
-guarding as carefully as ever tigress guarded its threatened young. The
-half frozen, famished wretch, fleeing from the shadow of the church out
-into the wintry storm which had come up since nightfall, had gone next
-to the tumble-down shanty of a house which Mrs. Baker called her home.
-It was late for a light to be there, for Mrs. Baker kept early hours;
-but through the driving snow the wanderer, as he turned the corner,
-caught a friendly gleam shining out from the dingy windows, and waking
-in his breast one great wild throb of joy, such as some lost mariner
-feels when he spies in the distance the friendly bark and knows there’s
-help at hand.
-
-It was a desolate, dreary home, but to the wanderer hastening toward it,
-and glancing so timidly around as if behind each rift of snow there were
-bristling bayonets sent to stop his course, it seemed a splendid palace.
-Could he gain that shelter he was safe. His mother would shield him from
-the dreaded officers he fancied were on his track, and so, the sick,
-fainting man kept on until the old board fence was reached, where,
-leaning against the gate, he stood a moment, and with his feverish hand
-scooped up the grateful snow to cool his burning forehead. The tallow
-candle was burning yet within the cottage, but the fire was raked
-together on the hearth and the stranger could see the glow of the red
-embers and the broken shovel lain across the andiron.
-
-“I wonder what she’s doing up so late,” he whispered, and moving
-cautiously up the walk to the uncurtained window, he started suddenly at
-the novel sight which met his view.
-
-Years before, when he lived in New England, he remembered that one day
-when playing in the garret he had found in a chest of rubbish, a large,
-square book, which Hal had said was their grandmother’s Bible. Afterward
-he had seen it standing against a broken light of glass, to keep out the
-snow which sometimes beat in upon himself and Hal, and that was the last
-he could remember concerning that Bible or any other belonging to his
-mother. How then was he astonished to see it lying on the old round
-stand, the dim tallow candle casting a flickering light upon the yellow
-leaves and upon the figure of his mother bending over them, and loudly
-whispering the words she was reading. It was not an entirely new
-business to Mrs. Baker, the reading of the Bible, for after the news of
-Harry’s death she had hunted up the long neglected volume which had
-given her aged mother so much comfort. It might bring consolation to
-her, she thought, and so with tearful eyes and aching heart she had
-tried to read and understand the sacred pages, pencil-marked, some of
-them, by a sainted mother’s hand, and fraught with so many memories of
-the olden time when she was not the hard, wrinkled, desolate creature
-people knew as Mrs. Baker. The way of life was still dark and dim to
-that half heathenish woman, but she was determinedly groping on,
-following the little light she had, and each night found her bending
-over the Bible ere she sought the humble bed standing there in the dark
-corner, just where it stood that morning when her two boys went away.
-
-It was far more comfortable-looking now than then, for there was a nice,
-warm blanket on it, while the outer covering was clean and new. Rose
-Mather had kept her promise given in the hour of the poor mother’s
-bereavement, and scattered about the room were numerous articles which
-once did duty in the servants’ apartments at the Mather mansion. But the
-intruder did not notice these; he was too much absorbed with the
-stooping figure, whispering a part of the 14th chapter of John, and
-occasionally wiping away a tear as she came to some passage more
-beautiful than the others. There were tears, too, in the eyes of the
-rough man outside, but he forced them back, and pressing closer to the
-window, watched the lone woman inside, as, sinking down upon her knees,
-with the flickering candle shining on her wrinkled face, she prayed
-first for herself and then for him, _the boy_ standing without the door,
-and listening, while his heart beat so loudly that he almost feared she
-would hear and know that he was there. But she paid no heed, and the
-tremulous voice went on, asking that God would follow and bless, and
-care for the Billy boy far away, and bring him back to the mother who
-had never been to him what she ought. The name Billy boy touched a
-tender chord, and stretching out his hands toward her, the man who bore
-that name sobbed out,
-
-“Oh, mother, mother, I’m here, I’m here!”
-
-There was a sudden pause, and turning her head the startled woman
-listened.
-
-Was it the wind moaning round her lonesome dwelling, or was it poor dead
-Harry calling to her, as in her superstitious imagination she sometimes
-believed he did when she was praying for Billy, reproaching her that no
-prayer had ever been said for him, the lost one? Again the sobbing cry,
-and a rustling movement by the door. It could not be the wind, for that
-only shook the loosened timbers or screamed through some gaping crevice,
-while this, whatever it might be, called:
-
-“Mother, mother, come.”
-
-Was it a warning from the other world,—a summons to follow her
-first-born? Annie Graham had said there were no such messages sent to
-us, and Annie was always right; so the frightened woman listened again
-until the rattling of the latch, and a feeble, timid knock told her
-there was more than the winter wind or spirits of the dead about her
-house that night. There was a human being seeking to gain entrance, and
-tottering to the door she asked who it was, and what they wanted there.
-
-“Mother, mother, let me in. I’m your Billy boy, come from the war.”
-
-The words were hardly uttered ere the door was opened wide, the frantic
-woman dragging rather than leading in the worn-out man, who, staggering
-forward, fell into her arms, sobbing piteously,
-
-“I’m so sick and tired. I’ve been weeks on the road, hiding everywhere;
-for, mother,—shut the door tight, so nobody can hear,—I’ve run away;
-I’ve had enough of war, and so I left one night. You know what they do
-to deserters. They hang them, neck and heels. Oh, mother, mother, don’t
-let them find me, will you? I’ve done my best in one dreadful battle.
-They musn’t get me now. Will they, think?” and Billy cast a searching
-glance around the room to see that no officer was there with power to
-take him back.
-
-Would they get him from her? She’d like to see them do it, she said, as
-she led the childish deserter to the hearth, he leaning heavily upon
-her, and falling, rather than sitting upon the chair she brought. Weary
-of a soldier’s life, and satisfied with one taste of battle, he had
-stolen away one night when the rain and the darkness sheltered him from
-observation. Greatly magnifying the value put upon himself, as well as
-the chances for detection, he had not dared to take the cars, lest at
-every station there should be one of the police waiting to secure him.
-So he had made the entire journey from Washington on foot, travelling by
-night and resting by day, sometimes in barns, but oftener in the woods,
-where some friendly stump or leafless tree was his only shelter. He had
-reached his home at last, but his haggard face, his blood-shot eyes, his
-blistered feet and tattered garments bore witness to his long, painful
-journey.
-
-With streaming eyes the mother listened to the story, then opening the
-bed of coals, she warmed and chafed his half-frozen limbs, handling
-tenderly the poor, blistered feet, from which the soles of the shoes had
-dropped, leaving them exposed. But all in vain did she prepare the cup
-of fragrant tea, sent her that afternoon by Mrs. Mather. Billy could do
-little more than taste it. He was too tired, he said; he should be
-better in the morning, after he had slept. So with eager, trembling
-hands his mother fixed the bed in the little room which had not been
-used since he went away, bringing her own pillows, and the nice rose
-blanket given by Mrs. Mather, together with a strip of carpet which she
-spread upon the floor so as to make it soft for Billy’s wounded,
-bleeding feet. How sick he was, and how he moaned in his fitful sleep,
-now talking of _Hal_, now of being shot, and again of the Bible on the
-stand, and the prayer he heard his mother make.
-
-Mrs. Baker was not accustomed to sickness, but she knew this was no
-ordinary case, and she suggested sending for the doctor; but Billy
-started up in such dismay, telling her no one must know that he was
-there unless she wanted him killed, that he succeeded in communicating a
-part of his terror to her, and she spent the entire Sunday by her
-child’s bedside, doing what she could to allay the raging fever
-increasing so fast, and keeping watch to see that no one came near to
-drag her boy away.
-
-The next morning it became absolutely necessary for her to leave him for
-a time, as she must procure the few necessaries he needed, and taking
-advantage of the heavy sleep into which he had fallen, she stole
-noiselessly out, hoping to return ere he should wake. Scarcely, however,
-had she left the lane and turned into Main Street, when Rose came
-tripping to the gate, drawn thither by a curiosity to see if her
-suspicions were correct. She had learned from her husband of Bill’s exit
-from Washington, and for some days had been expecting to hear of his
-arrival in town. That he had come she was certain, and telling Annie
-where she was going, she had started rather early for Mrs. Baker’s. As
-her knock met with no response she entered without further ceremony, and
-passing on through the low dark kitchen came to the door of the little
-room where Bill lay breathing heavily, and muttering about camps, and
-guard-houses, and deserters. The sight of suffering always awoke a chord
-of sympathy in Rose Mather’s bosom, and without a thought of danger she
-bent close to the sick man, and involuntarily laid her soft, cool hand
-upon his burning forehead. The touch awoke him, but in the wild eyes
-turned upon her there was no glance of recognition, or look of fear. He
-evidently fancied himself back in Washington, and asked the name of her
-regiment.
-
-“Oh, I know,” he continued, still keeping his eyes fixed upon her,
-“you’re the chap I took, but you’ve fell away mightily since then.
-Yankee fare don’t set well on your Rebel stomach, I guess,” and a wild,
-coarse laugh rang through the room, making Rose shudder and draw back,
-for she felt intuitively that Billy was mad.
-
-She was not, however, afraid of him, and standing at a little distance,
-she tried to reason with him, telling him she was not a Rebel,—she was
-Mrs. Mather, come to do him good.
-
-Bill only laughed derisively. “Couldn’t cheat him. Guess he knew them
-eyes and them hands, white as cotton wool. I’ll bet I’ve got a ring
-that’ll fit ’em,” he continued, and reaching for his pantaloons, which
-he had insisted should lie behind him on the bed, he took from the
-pocket the costly diamond once worn by his Rebel captive, and
-_confisticated_ by him as _con-tra-band_. “Try it on,” he said to Rose,
-who mechanically obeyed, wondering why it should look so familiar to
-her.
-
-It was too large for her slender fingers, and dropping off, rolled upon
-the floor. Rose at once set herself to finding the missing ring, and had
-just returned it to its owner when Mrs. Baker came in, terribly alarmed
-at finding Mrs. Mather there. Rose, however, quieted her fears at once
-by telling her she had known for some days past of Bill’s desertion, and
-had kept it from every one but Annie, because her husband thought it
-best. She did not believe he would be followed, she said, for Will wrote
-that he had become so reckless and discontented that his absence was no
-loss to the army, but for a while it might be well that his presence
-should not be known in Rockland, as the people might be indignant at a
-deserter, and perhaps in their excitement do him some injury.
-
-“He ought to have medical advice, though,” she added, “for I think he’s
-very sick.”
-
-Mrs. Baker knew he was, and fear lest he should die overcame every other
-feeling, making her consent that Rose should call their family
-physician. It was nearly noon ere he arrived, and in the meantime Rose
-had reported the case to Annie, and then returning to Mrs. Baker’s, took
-her place by Billy, who called her “his little Rebel,” and ordered her
-about as if he had been a commanding officer, and she his subordinate.
-The novelty of the thing was rather pleasing to Rose, and
-notwithstanding that the physician pronounced the disease typhus fever
-in its most violent form, she persisted in staying, saying some one must
-help Mrs. Baker, and she was not afraid.
-
-So day after day found her in that comfortless dwelling, while the
-frequent callers at the Mather mansion wondered where she could be. It
-came out at last that she was nursing William Baker, lying dangerously
-sick of typhus fever in his mother’s dilapidated home, and then, as
-villagers will, the Rockland people wondered and gossiped, and wondered
-again how the aristocratic Rose Mather could sit hour after hour, in
-that poverty-stricken cottage, ministering to the wants of despised Bill
-Baker. Rose hardly knew, herself, and when questioned upon the subject
-could only reply—
-
-“I guess it’s because he’s a soldier, and I must do something for the
-war. Will knows it. He says I’m doing right, and Annie Graham, too.”
-
-And so, with her heart kept brave by thinking that Will and Annie
-approved her course, Rose went every day to Mrs. Baker’s, doing more by
-her cheerful presence and the needful comforts she supplied to arrest
-the progress of the disease and effect a favorable change, than all the
-physicians in the county could have done. Bill owed his life to her, and
-it was touching to witness his childish gratitude when reason resumed
-her throne, and he learned who it was he had sometimes called his
-“little Rebel,” and again had fancied was some beautiful angel sent to
-cure and comfort him. He had often seen Mrs. Mather in the streets
-before he went away; but never as closely as now, and for hours after
-his convalescence he would lie looking into her face, which seemed to
-puzzle him greatly. Occasionally, too, he would take from his pocket a
-picture, which he evidently compared with something about her person,
-then, with a sly wink, which began to be very annoying, he would return
-it to its hiding-place, and ask her sundry questions, which, under
-ordinary circumstances, she would have resented as being too familiar.
-
-At last, one afternoon, as she was sitting by him, while his mother did
-some errands in the village, he suddenly surprised her by dropping upon
-her lap an elegant gold watch, which Rose knew at a glance must have
-belonged to some person of taste and wealth.
-
-“What is it? Whose is it?” she asked, and Bill replied:
-
-“’Twas his’n, the chap’s I took, you know. He’s down to the old Capitol
-now, shet up. Didn’t you never hear of him?”
-
-“You mean the young man you captured,” Rose replied. “Tell me about him,
-please. Who was he, and where was his home?”
-
-“You tell,” Bill answered, with one of his peculiar winks. “He gave it
-as _John Brown_; but a chap who knowd him said ’twas somethin’ else. He
-wan’t a Rebel neither—that is, it wan’t his nater, for he came from
-Yankee land.”
-
-“A _traitor_, then,” Rose suggested, and Bill replied:
-
-“You needn’t guess agin; and you and I or’to be glad that no such
-_truck_ belongs to us.”
-
-Rose colored scarlet, but made no response, for recreant Jimmie flashed
-across her mind, and she shrank from having even the vulgar Bill know
-how intimately she was connected with a traitor. Bill watched her
-narrowly, and thinking to himself,
-
-“I’m on the right track, I’ll bet,” he continued, “I hain’t no relations
-in the Confederate army, I know, and I don’t an atom b’lieve you have.”
-
-No answer from Rose, except a heightened bloom upon her cheek, and her
-inquisitor went on:
-
-“Have you any friends there?”
-
-Rose could not tell a lie, and after a moment’s silence, she stammered
-out:
-
-“Please don’t ask me. Oh, Jimmie, Jimmie, I wish I knew where he was!”
-and the great tears trickled through the snowy fingers clasped over her
-flushed face.
-
-“I’ll be darned if I aint cryin’ too,” Bill said, wiping his eyes with
-his shirt sleeve, “but bein’ I’m in for it I may as well see it
-through.”
-
-“What might be your name before it was Miss Marthers?”
-
-“Carleton!” and Rose looked up quickly at Bill, who continued:
-
-“You came from Boston, I b’lieve?”
-
-“Yes, from Boston,” and Rose leaned eagerly forward while Bill, with his
-favorite “Nuff said,” plunged his hand into his pocket, and taking out
-the _picture_, passed it to Rose.
-
-Quick as thought the bright color faded from her cheek, and with ashen,
-quivering lips, she whispered;
-
-“_It’s I!_ It’s mine, taken for Jimmie, just before he went away! How
-came you by it? Oh tell me!” and in the voice there was a tone of
-increasing anguish. “Tell me, was it,—was it,—_Jimmie_, my brother, whom
-you took prisoner and carried to Washington?”
-
-“If James Carleton is your brother, I s’pose it was,” Bill said; “and
-that’s the very picter he stuck to like a chestnut burr, begging for it
-like a dog, and offerin’ everything he had if I’d give it up.”
-
-“Why didn’t you, then?” and Rose’s eye blazed with anger, making Bill
-shrink before their indignant gaze.
-
-“’Twas rotten mean in me, I know,” he said timidly, “but they _was
-con-tra-band_ according to law, and I felt so savage at the pesky Rebels
-then. I didn’t know ’twas you he teased so for, actually cryin’ when I
-wouldn’t give it up. I’m sorry, I be, I swan, and I’ll give you every
-confounded contraband. You’ve got the watch, and there’s the ring, the
-spetacles, the tobarker box, and the thingumbob for cigars, the sum
-total of his traps, except a chaw or so of the weed that I couldn’t very
-well bring back,” and Bill’s face wore a very satisfied expression as he
-laid in Rose’s lap every article belongin’ to her brother.
-
-She knew now who the prisoner was in whom she had felt so strange an
-interest. It was _Jimmie_, and the mystery concerning his fate was
-solved. He was a captive at Washington, and her heart ached to its very
-core as she thought of both her brothers languishing so many weary
-months in prison. Very minutely she questioned Bill, eliciting from him
-little or nothing concerning Jimmie’s present condition. He only knew
-that he was a captive still, that he was represented as maintaining the
-utmost reserve, seldom speaking except to answer direct questions, and
-that he seemed very unhappy.
-
-“Poor boy, he wants to come home, I know,” and Rose sobbed aloud, as she
-thought how desolate and homesick he must be. “I can’t stay any longer
-to-day,” she said, as she heard Mrs. Baker at the door, and bidding Bill
-good-bye, she hurried home, where, after a long passionate flood of
-tears, wept in Annie’s lap, she wrote to her mother and husband both,
-telling them where Jimmie was, and begging of the former to come at once
-and go with her to Washington.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI.
- NEWS DIRECT FROM JIMMIE.
-
-
-That night, as Rose sat alone in her cheerful boudoir, musing upon the
-strange events which had occurred within the last few months, a letter
-was brought to her, bearing her mother’s handwriting. It had passed hers
-on the road, and Rose tore it open, starting, as a soiled, tear-stained
-note dropped from the inside upon the floor. Intuitively she felt that
-it was from Jimmie, and catching it up, she read the homesick,
-heart-sick, remorseful cry of penitence and contrition which the weary
-Rebel-boy had at last sent to his mother. Stubborness and proud reserve
-could hold out no longer and he had written, confessing his error, and
-begging earnestly for the forgiveness he knew he did not deserve.
-
- “I am not all bad,” he said; “and on that quiet morning, when beneath
- the cover of the Virginia woods I lay, watching the Union soldiers
- coming so bravely on, there was a dizziness in my brain, and a
- strange, womanly feeling at my heart, while a sensation I cannot
- describe thrilled every nerve when I saw in the distance the Stars and
- Stripes waving in the summer wind. How I wanted to warn them of their
- danger, to bid them turn back from the snare so cunningly devised, and
- how proud I felt of the Federal soldiers when contrasting them with
- ours. I fancied I could tell which were the Boston boys, and there
- came a mist before my eyes, as I thought how your dear hands and those
- of little Rose had possibly helped to make some portion of the dress
- they wore.
-
- “You know about the battle. You read it months ago, and wept, perhaps,
- as you thought of _Jimmie_ firing at his own brother, it might be,
- but, mother, _I did not_. I scarcely fired at all, and when I was
- compelled to do so to avoid suspicion, it was so high that neither the
- wounded nor the dead can accuse me as their murderer; and I’m glad now
- that it is so. It makes my prison bed softer to know there is no stain
- of blood upon my soul.
-
- “Poor Tom, I dare say, has written to you of our encounter in the
- woods, but he does not know the shock it was to me to meet him there,
- and know I could not help him. Dear Tom, my heart aches more for him
- than for myself, for the Richmond Prison Guards are not like those who
- keep watch over us. There are humane people there,—kind, tender
- hearts,—which feel for any one in distress, but the jailers, the
- common soldiers, and the rabble, are not, I fear, as considerate as
- they might be. Many of them have been made to believe the war entirely
- of the North’s provoking, that _Hamlin_ is a _mulatto_, and Lincoln a
- foul-hearted knave, whose whole aim is to set the negroes free. But
- enough of Southern politics. It will all come clear at last, and the
- Star Spangled Banner wave again over every revolted State.
-
- “Write to me, mother. Say you forgive your Rebel-boy. Say that, when I
- am exchanged, as I hope to be, I may come home, and that you will not
- turn away from your sinful, erring
-
- “JIMMIE”
-
-There was a message of love for Rose, and then the letter closed with
-one last, touching entreaty that the mother would forgive her child and
-take him back again to her confidence and love.
-
-“Of course she’ll do it,” Rose said, vehemently, and seizing a pen and
-paper she wrote to Will, inclosing a note to Jimmie, full of pardon and
-tender love, bidding him when he should be released come directly to
-Rockland, where their mother should be waiting for him, and where she,
-forgetting all the past, would nurse him back to health.
-
-Nearly a week went by, and then there came a letter from Will, telling
-how he had visited the Rebel Jimmie in his prison, and Rose wept
-frantically as she read the particulars of that interview when her
-brother first met the sister’s husband, of whom he had never heard.
-
- “I found him sitting apart from the others,” William wrote,
- “apparently absorbed in disagreeable reflections, for there was an
- abstracted look upon his face and deep wrinkles upon his forehead. If
- he had not been pointed out to me, I should have known him by his
- striking resemblance to your family. The Carleton features could not
- be mistaken, particularly the proud curve about the mouth, and the
- arching of the eyebrows, while I recognized at once the soft, curling
- hair and brilliant complexion, which you will remember once attracted
- me toward a certain little girl, who is now all the world to the old
- bachelor Will.
-
- “But this isn’t a love letter, darling. I’m only going to tell you how
- sorry your brother looked sitting there alone in that noisy multitude,
- whose language and manners are not the most refined that could be
- desired, and how my heart warmed toward the solitary being, and
- forgave him at once for all his errors past. Very haughtily he bowed
- to me when I was introduced, and then in silence awaited to hear my
- errand, the proud curve around his mouth deepening as he surveyed me
- with a hauteur which, under ordinary circumstances, would have annoyed
- me exceedingly. As it was, I could almost fancy myself the prisoner
- and he the freeman, he seemed so cool, so collected, while I was
- embarrassed and uncertain how to act.
-
- “‘Is your visit prompted by curiosity to see how a so-called Rebel can
- bear confinement, or did you come on business?’ he asked, and then all
- my embarrassment was at an end.
-
- “‘I came,’ I said, ‘partly at your sister’s request, and partly to
- ascertain how much you are willing to do toward the attainment of your
- freedom.’
-
- “I do not think he understood the last. He only caught at the words,
- ‘your sister,’ and grasping my arm, he whispered hoarsely, ‘What of my
- sister? Have you seen her? Do you know her, and does she hate me now?’
-
- “I told him I was your husband, and with quivering lip, he asked me,
- ‘Is she well, my precious little Rose, whom I remember as almost a
- child, and mother—has she cast me off? Oh, if she only knew how I am
- punished for my sin, she would forgive her wayward boy.’
-
- “Here he broke down in such a wild storm of sobs and tears, that the
- inmates of the prison gathered in groups around him, their looks
- indicative of their surprise at witnessing so much emotion in one who
- up to that moment had appeared haughtily indifferent to everything
- around him. With an authoritative gesture he waved them off, and then,
- passing him your note, I, too, walked away, leaving him alone while he
- read it, but even where I stood I could hear the smothered sobs he
- tried in vain to suppress. I am inclined to think he is right in
- saying that joining the Confederate army was the best lesson he ever
- learned. I am sure he must be greatly changed from the reckless,
- daring boy, whose exploits you have described so often. He is very
- anxious to swear allegiance to the Stars and Stripes, even though he
- should be doomed to prison life for five more weary months, and as I
- am not a mere private now, and have considerable influence in
- Washington, I hope, ere long, to write that he is free, and on his way
- to Rockland, whither he will go first.
-
- “Jimmie expresses the utmost sympathy for Tom, and says he would
- gladly take his place, if that could be, for he fears the inmates of
- those Richmond tobacco houses are not always cared for, as he has been
- at Washington. Poor Tom, I hope he will be among the list of the
- exchanged, and if so, you may expect soon to welcome both your
- brothers.”
-
-No wonder Rose wept tears of joy over his letter, while her thoughts
-went after her rebellious, but repentant brother, nor tarried there,
-for, farther to the South, another weary captive pined, and every fibre
-of her heart bleed with sympathy for Tom—poor Tom, she always called
-him—and as the days of sickening suspense went by she grew so nervous
-and so ill that her mother came up from Boston to attend her, while
-Annie shook off her own feelings of weary languor, and did for Rose the
-same offices which Rose had once done for her.
-
-“I do so wish you had been my sister,” Rose said to her one day, when
-she had been kinder than usual “I know I should be a better woman, and
-so would all of us.”
-
-Annie made no reply, except to twine around her fingers the coils of
-chestnut hair, lying in such profusion upon the pillows. For a few
-moments Rose lay perfectly still, with her eyes fixed upon the paper
-bordering, as if counting the fanciful flowers, but her thoughts were
-intent upon a far different subject. Turning to her mother, she suddenly
-asked:
-
-“How _old_ is Jimmie, twenty-three, or twenty-four?”
-
-“Twenty-three last May,” was the reply, and, with rather a troubled
-expression upon her face, Rose continued, “_Will_ is _thirteen_ years
-older than I am,” and the little curly head shook doubtfully.
-
-“What are you talking about?” Mrs. Carleton asked, but Rose did not
-answer at once.
-
-There was another interval of silence, and then starting quickly, Rose
-called out, “Mother, don’t you remember that affair of Jimmie’s ever so
-long ago, when he was a boy at school in New London? There was a little
-girl that he fancied, and you took him home for fear of what would come
-of it; when you found she was poor and nobody?”
-
-Glancing quickly at Annie, who was attentively examining the hem-stitch
-of the fine linen pillow-case, Mrs. Carleton said, reprovingly:
-
-“You should not parade our family matters before strangers, my
-daughter.”
-
-“Oh, Annie is no stranger,” Rose answered, laughingly. “She’s one of our
-folks now, besides, she is not enough interested in the love affair of a
-seventeen years old boy ever to repeat it.”
-
-“Love affair!” Mrs. Carleton rejoined, a little scornfully. “Not very
-much love about it, I imagine. She was stopping with her aunt at the
-Pequot House, and Jimmie saw her a few times, passing himself off by
-another name than his own. If he had cared for this child he would never
-have done that.”
-
-“He seems to have a _penchant_ for assuming names,” Rose rejoined,
-playfully. “He called himself _John Brown_, at Washington, while to this
-little Pequot girl he was, let me see, what was it? Can’t you think,
-mother?”
-
-Rose was bent on talking about Jimmie and his Pequot girl, and knowing
-that she could not stop her, Mrs. Carleton replied:
-
-“Richard Lee, or something like that.”
-
-“Oh, yes, ‘Dick!’ I remember now; and her name was,—what _was_ it,
-mother? It makes my head ache so trying to recall it.”
-
-“If I ever knew, I’ve forgotten,” Mrs. Carleton said, and after trying
-in vain to think, Rose dismissed the name, but not the subject.
-
-“How angry Jimmie was,” she continued, “when you brought him home, and
-how awfully he swore. It makes you shudder, don’t it?” and she turned to
-Annie, who had shivered either with cold or horror at Jimmie’s
-profanity. “He was a bad boy once, but I most know he’s better now.
-Maybe, mother, this was a real nice girl and if you’d let Jimmie alone
-he might have become attached to her, and she have been his wife by this
-time. Then he would not have joined the Rebel army. Don’t you think you
-and Tom were a little too severe on Jimmie sometimes?”
-
-“Perhaps so,” was the faint response, as Mrs. Carleton looked out upon
-the wintry landscape, seeing there visions of a handsome, boyish,
-tearful face, flushed with anger and entreaty as its owner begged of her
-not to take him back to Boston, which he hated, but leave him where he
-was, saying that the little girl at the Pequot House had already done
-him more good than all the sermons preached from the pulpits of the Bay
-State Capital.
-
-But she had disregarded Jimmie’s wishes, and from that time forward he
-had pursued a course of recklessness ending at last in prison. With a
-half-regretful sigh Mrs. Carleton thought of all this, and in her heart
-she blamed herself for some of her boy’s disobedience. But it could not
-now be helped, and with another sigh, she turned toward Rose, still
-speculating as to what the result might have been, had Jimmie been
-suffered to follow up his first, and so far as she knew, only fancy.
-
-“What do you suppose would have happened if Jimmie had staid in New
-London, and this scheming aunt, whom mother feared far more than the
-Pequot, had staid there too?” she asked of Annie, forgetting that the
-particulars of the affair had not been repeated.
-
-But it did not matter, for Annie answered all the same. She was sitting
-now with her back to Mrs. Carleton, while, so far as Rose was concerned,
-her face was in the shadow. Consequently Rose could not see its
-expression, as she replied:
-
-“Nothing probably would have come of it. I imagine the _Pequot_, as you
-call her, was not more than fourteen, and you know how easily we forget
-the fancies of that age. She was undoubtedly pleased with the evident
-admiration of your handsome brother, and watched anxiously it may be,
-for the evenings when, with others of his comrades, he came to the
-hotel; but a closer acquaintance would have resulted in her knowing the
-deception about the name, and after that she would not have cared for
-him. If he really liked her he would not have imposed upon her thus.
-She’s forgotten him ere this, and is probably a married woman.”
-
-“Perhaps so,” Rose replied; “I wish I knew. Jimmie didn’t mean to
-deceive her long. He took the name Dick Lee, partly in sport, and partly
-because he didn’t wish his teacher to know how often Jim Carleton was at
-the Pequot House, when he thought him somewhere else. After he began to
-like her, and saw how pure and good and truthful she was, he hated to
-tell her, but had made up his mind to do so when mother took him away.”
-
-“He might have written,” Annie said, “and she may have been silly enough
-to cry over his abrupt and unexplained departure.”
-
-“Mother wouldn’t let him write,” Rose rejoined, laughingly. “She watched
-him closely, and got Tom interested too. Poor Jimmie, I wonder if that
-girl ever thinks of him now?”
-
-“She may, but I dare say she is glad your mother took him home. She has
-outlived all that fancy,” and Annie’s white fingers, on one of which the
-wedding ring was shining, worked nervously together.
-
-As if bent on tormenting both her auditors by talking of Jimmie, Rose
-kept on, wondering how he looked, if she should know him, what he would
-say, how he would act, and if he ever would come.
-
-“I’m so glad you are here, Annie,” she said, “for you do everybody good
-you come in contact with, and I want you to talk to Jimmie, will you?”
-
-Annie only smiled, but her cheeks burned with excitement, and Rose was
-about asking if her head didn’t ache, when a letter was brought in
-bearing the Washington postmark. Eagerly Rose broke it open, screaming
-with joy as she read that Jimmie had been released,—had taken the oath
-of allegiance, and was coming home to Rockland.
-
-“He’ll be here,—let me see,—Thursday, on the three o’clock train. That’s
-to-morrow. Oh, I’m so glad!” and in her delight the little lady forgot
-that for the last week she had been playing _sick_, and leaping upon the
-carpet, danced about the room, kissing alternately her mother and Annie,
-and asking if they were ever so pleased in their lives.
-
-“Oh, I forgot!” she suddenly exclaimed, as she saw the great tears
-dropping from Annie’s eyes, and guessed of what she was thinking. “I did
-not mean to make you sorry contrasting Jimmie’s coming home with that of
-poor George. Dear Annie, don’t cry,” and the chubby arms closed
-coaxingly round the now sobbing Annie’s neck. “Don’t cry. You’ll like
-Jimmie, I know, and if you don’t, I know you’ll like dear Tom. He’s
-perfectly splendid, and he gave his place to George, you know.”
-
-Yes, Annie knew, but it only made her tears flow faster as she thought
-of Rose, so full of hope, her husband yet alive, and her brothers coming
-home, while she, without a friend on whom she could lean, was alone in
-her desolate widowhood. Excusing herself from the room, she sought her
-own pleasant chamber, and there alone poured out her grief into the ear
-of One who almost since she could remember had been the recipient of all
-her sorrows. And Annie had far more need of help than Rose suspected.
-She could not stay there and meet Jimmie Carleton face to face after
-what she had heard, while a return to the lonely cottage seemed
-impossible. Widow Simms’s home suggested itself to her mind; but if the
-prisoners were exchanged, and Isaac came home, she might be an intruder
-there, and besides, what truthful reason could she give to Rose for her
-strange conduct? It was a sad dilemma in which Annie found herself so
-suddenly placed, and more than an hour of solitary and prayerful
-reflection, found her still uncertain as to the course duty would
-dictate in the present emergency. It seemed expedient that she should go
-away, and when in the evening she joined Rose, who chanced to be alone,
-she suggested leaving her house, at least during Jimmie’s stay, and
-going either to the cottage in the Hollow, or to stay with Widow Simms.
-
-In the utmost astonishment Rose listened to the proposal, and then
-replied:
-
-“_You_ go away because Jimmie is coming! Preposterous! Why, I want you
-here on his account, if nothing more. Besides, where will you go? Widow
-Simms has taken Susan to live with her at John’s request, and that
-little _teenty_ place will not begin to hold three women with _hoops_!”
-
-“You forget the widow does not wear them,” Annie suggested, her heart
-beginning to sink, notwithstanding her playful words.
-
-“Yes, I know,” Rose replied; “but you are not going there. If you are in
-the way here with Jimmie, you’d surely be more in the way there with
-Isaac. Don’t you see?” and Rose looked as if this argument were
-altogether conclusive.
-
-“I can go home,” Annie said, faintly. “The cottage is mine till the
-first of April.”
-
-Rose colored, and hesitated somewhat, as if a little uncertain how what
-she had to say on this subject might be received; then, resolving to put
-a bold face upon it, she said:
-
-“I ought to have told you before, I suppose. Don’t you remember the day
-you had the sick headache, more than a week ago? Well, while you were
-asleep, a man came to know if you’d let him into the cottage till
-spring, as he was obliged to leave where he was, and could find no other
-place. I did not wish to wake you, and as I knew you would not care, I
-said yes on my own responsibility, and sent Bridget down to pack all
-your things in the chamber, as he only wanted the lower rooms. She put
-them away real carefully, Bridget did, for I’ve been myself to see,”
-Rose added, quickly, as she saw the color mounting to Annie’s cheeks,
-and feared she might be indignant at the liberty.
-
-“And is he there?” Annie asked, conquering all emotion, and speaking in
-her natural tone.
-
-“Yes, he’s there,” Rose answered. “You are not angry, are you? He’s a
-nice man, and so is his wife.”
-
-“I am not angry,” Annie replied, “but more sorry than I can express,
-though, had I been consulted, I should undoubtedly have done as you
-did.”
-
-“Oh, I’m so glad, for it has bothered me a heap, wondering what you’d
-say!” Rose cried, throwing her arms around Annie’s neck. “And now you’ll
-stay with us, for you see you have nowhere else to go; shan’t she,
-mother?” and she appealed to Mrs. Carleton, who had just come in.
-
-“Of course Mrs. Graham will stay” was Mrs. Carleton’s reply; for, during
-the few days of her sojourn at Rockland, she had become greatly
-interested in the sweet young Annie, and already foresaw the benefit she
-would be to Rose, who needed some such influence to keep her in check.
-
-Mrs. Carleton was proud, and at first her daughter’s growing intimacy
-with the wife of a mechanic had given her pride a pang, but a closer
-acquaintance had dispelled the foolish prejudice, for she saw in the
-gentle Annie unmistakable marks of education and refinement, while she
-was not insensible to the charm thrown round the beautiful stranger by
-the lovely Christian character which shone so brightly now in the dark
-hour of affliction. Coming nearer to her, and laying her hand in a
-motherly way upon her pale brown hair, she said:
-
-“We all want you, Mrs. Graham, and as Rose, by an act which I will admit
-was too presuming, has virtually closed your own doors against you, I
-see no alternative but for you to stay with us. Rose needs you, and as
-she says, you may do Jimmie good, while _Tom_, if he ever comes, will be
-glad to meet the wife of one in whom he was greatly interested.”
-
-After this, Annie offered no further remonstrance, though in her heart
-she hoped Jimmie’s residence in Rockland would not be very long. Of Tom
-she had no dread. She rather wished to see him than otherwise, for he
-had been kind to George, and in fancy she had enshrined him as a
-middle-aged, greyish haired man, stooping a little, perhaps, and withal
-very fatherly and venerable in his appearance! This was _Tom_,—but
-_Jimmie_, handsome, saucy-eyed, mischievous Jimmie, putting angle worms
-in Rose’s bosom, and frightening the little Pequot with a mud-turtle,
-found on New London beach, was a very different thing, and though
-trusting much to the lapse of years and change of name, Annie shrank
-nervously from the dreaded to-morrow, which was to bring the Rebel home.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII.
- THE CONFEDERATE SOLDIER’S WELCOME TO ROCKLAND.
-
-
-Rose had fretted herself into a headache, and as Mrs. Carleton could not
-think of meeting her returning prodigal in the presence of strangers,
-there was no one to go up to meet him unless _Annie_ should consent to
-do so! But greatly to Rose’s disappointment Annie obstinately refused,
-while Mrs. Carleton, too, said it would not be proper for Mrs. Graham to
-go alone and meet a stranger whom she had never seen.
-
-“Couldn’t she tell him she was Annie, my adopted sister?” Rose said,
-half poutingly. “What will he think when he finds nobody there but Jake,
-who, I verily believe, looks upon him as half a savage for having joined
-the Southern army? I heard him, myself, tell Bridget that _Ben Arnold_
-was coming to-day, meaning that horrid traitor that gave up _Yorktown_,
-or something,” and having thus betrayed her ignorance of Revolutionary
-history, Rose bathed her aching head in eau-de-cologne, and lay back
-upon her pillows, wondering what Jimmie would say, and how he would
-manage to brave the gaping people who were sure to stare at him as if he
-were some monster. She hoped there would not be many there, and of
-course there wouldn’t, for who knew or cared for Jimmie’s coming?
-
-More cared for Jimmie’s coming than Rose suspected, and the streets were
-full of men and boys of a certain class, hastening to the depot to see
-the Rebel, as they persisted in calling him, in spite of Billy Baker’s
-repeated suggestions that they soften it down somewhat by prefixing the
-word “_reformed_.” Bill was very busy, very important, very
-consequential that day, and quite inclined to be very patronizing, and
-do the agreeable to the man he had captured at Manassas. “Folks or’to
-overlook him,” he said, “and treat him half way decent, for the best was
-apt to stumble, and there should neither be hootin’ nor hissin’, if he
-could help it.”
-
-Indeed, so impressed was Bill with the idea that the responsibility of
-Jimmie’s reception was pending upon himself, that he deliberately
-knocked down two of the ringleaders, who announced their intention to
-hoot and to hiss as much as they pleased. Bill’s warlike propensities
-were pretty generally understood in Rockland, and this energetic
-demonstration had the effect of quelling, to a certain extent, the Babel
-which would otherwise have reigned, when at last the train stopped
-before the depot, and the expected _lion_ appeared upon the platform,
-his identity proven by Bill, who whispered, “That’s him, with the rowdy
-hat,—that’s the chap;” then, with a proud air of self-assurance, he
-stepped forward and offered his hand to the embarrassed stranger, who
-was looking this way and that, in quest of a familiar face.
-
-“Halloo, Corporal!” he called out with the utmost _sang froid_, “you
-re-_cog_-nize me, I s’pose. I’m the critter that took you in the
-Virginny woods. I’ve gin all them contrabands to your sister, Miss
-Marthers. She and I has got to be considerable intimate. I think a sight
-on her,” he continued, as Jimmie showed no signs of reciprocating the
-coarse familiarity other than by rather haughtily offering his hand.
-
-But Bill was not to be put down, for “wasn’t he as good as Corporal
-Carleton? hadn’t they sustained to each other the relation of captor and
-captive, and if there were any preference, wasn’t it in his favor?” He
-thought so, and nothing abashed by Jimmie’s evident disgust, he was
-about announcing to him that a carriage was in waiting, when Jake made
-his way through the crowd to the spot where Jimmie stood. The sight of
-him suggested a new idea to Bill, and bowing first to one and then to
-the other, he said, “Ah, Mr. Jacob Sullivan, allow me to introduce you
-to my friend, Corporal Carleton, late of the Confederate army, supposed
-to be fitin’ for just such goods and chattels as you.”
-
-The African’s teeth were plainly visible at this novel introduction,
-while the good-humored smile which broke over the hitherto cold, haughty
-features of the stranger, changed into a general laugh the muttered
-groans and imprecations which the words “Confederate Army,” had
-provoked. It was strange what a difference that smile made in the looks
-of Jimmie’s handsome face, removing its haughty, sarcastic expression,
-and softening to a great extent the feelings of the crowd, many of whom
-instinctively dropped the brick-bats, stones, and bits of frozen mud,
-with which they were prepared to pelt the Rebel’s carriage so soon as
-they should be in the rear. Still they must have some fun, even if it
-were at _Bill’s_ expense, and just as the latter was button-holing the
-persecuted Jimmie, and escorting him to the carriage, one, more daring
-than the others, proposed “three groans and a tiger for the deserter.”
-
-Instantly, hats, caps, and fists were flourished aloft, and the air
-resounded with the most direful sounds imaginable, as groan after groan
-came heaving up from the leathern lungs of the crowd. With a fierce
-gesture of impatience Jimmie turned upon them, his black eyes flashing
-fire at what he deemed an insult offered to himself. Whatever his faults
-had been, desertion was not among the number, and he was about to say
-so, when Bill, with imperturbable gravity, whispered to him, “They don’t
-mean you now, Corporal. It’s me they’re hittin’ a dig. You see, I did
-leave Washington in a hurry. Don’t mind ’em an atom; they’re the
-off-scourin’s of the town,” and having piloted Jimmie safely to the
-carriage door, Bill took off his own cap, and swinging it around his
-head, shouted aloud, “Three cheers for Corporal Carleton!”
-
-For an instant there was a silence, the crowd a little uncertain as to
-how far their loyalty might be impeached by cheering for a Rebel; but
-when the dark, handsome face, with its winning smile, was again turned
-toward them, and they saw in it a strong resemblance to the patriotic
-little lady whom even the lowest of them had learned to regard with
-respect, their doubts were given to the winds, and the ringleader, who
-carried in his pocket a quantity of questionable eggs, designed for use
-as the occasion might require, led off the cheers, making the depot ring
-with the loud huzzas, interlarded here and there by a groan or hiss from
-those not yet won over to the popular party.
-
-Lifting his hat gracefully, Jimmie bowed an acknowledgment, and his lips
-moved as if about to speak, while cries of “Hear, hear!” “Give us a
-speech!” “Let’s have your politics!” ran through the excited throng.
-Standing close to Jimmie, who would fain have dispensed with his
-suggestive presence, Bill whispered in his ear, “Let ’er slide, Cop’ral.
-Go in strong for Uncle Sam if you don’t want this new coat of yourn
-sp’ilt. There ain’t a rotten hen’s nest in town but what was robbed this
-mornin’ on your account, and if they once git fairly to work, it’ll take
-mor’n me and Mr. Sullivan to stop em! Pitch in, then, to your sarmon.”
-
-Jimmie’s natural disposition prompted him to brave the purloined
-contents of Rockland’s hen’s nests, but he would not endanger his
-sister’s carriage, and besides that, he felt that submission to people
-so infinitely beneath him was a part of his merited punishment; so,
-forcing down his pride, he in a few well-chosen words, told his
-breathless audience that though he had once proved faithless to his
-country, none regretted it more than himself, or was now a firmer friend
-to the Stars and Stripes, the brief speech ending with the proposal of
-three cheers for the Star Spangled Banner.
-
-In a trice the whole crowd responded with might and main, prolonging
-their yells with the cries of “Carleton! Carleton forever!” and promises
-to make him police justice in the spring, should he want to run for that
-very agreeable office!
-
-“Couldn’t of done much better myself,” said the delighted Bill, hovering
-about the window of the carriage in which Jimmie had now taken his seat.
-
-Thoroughly tired of the scene, Jimmie intimated to Jake his wish to go
-home, and the iron greys sprang quickly forward, but not until Jimmie
-had caught Bill’s parting words, “Call round and see a feller, won’t
-you? I’ll show you the old gal. You know you asked me about her in the
-Virginny woods.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-It seemed like a new world to Jimmie when, after they had left the noisy
-crowd, they turned into the pleasant, quiet street which wound up the
-hill to where the handsome Mather mansion stood, every blind thrown back
-and wreaths of smoke curling gracefully from every chimney, for Rose,
-wishing to do something in honor of her brother’s return, had ordered
-the whole house to be opened as if for a holiday, while every flower
-which could possibly be spared from her conservatory, had been broken
-from its stem, and fashioned into bouquets by Annie’s tasteful hands.
-
-“Wouldn’t it be splendid,” Rose said, as she lay watching Annie at her
-task, “wouldn’t it be splendid to hang the Stars and Stripes in festoons
-across the hall, where Jimmie will pass under them?”
-
-Annie did _not_ think it would. In her opinion Jimmie was not deserving
-of such honor, and she said so, as delicately as possible, adding that
-“were it Tom it would be a very different thing.”
-
-Rose knew that Annie was right, and so the Stars and Stripes were not
-brought out to welcome the young man now rapidly approaching. Annie was
-the first to catch the sound of the carriage wheels, and when Rose
-turned to ask if she really supposed Jimmie was there, she found herself
-alone.
-
-“She’s gone to meet him, of course,” she said, “but I most wish she had
-staid here, for I wanted to introduce her myself. I hope she won’t
-dislike him.”
-
-Meantime in the parlor below, Mrs. Carleton sat waiting for her boy,—not
-as Spartan mothers were wont to wait for their sons returning from the
-war, but with a yearning tenderness for the loved prodigal, blended with
-loyal indignation for his sin. He was not coming to her as a hero who
-had done what he could for his country, but with a traitor’s stain upon
-his fair name, which she would gladly have wiped out. She heard the
-carriage as it stopped, and heard the step on the piazza, not rapid and
-bounding as it used to be, but slow and heavy, as if uncertain which way
-to turn.
-
-“I must go out to meet him,” she said, but all her strength forsook her,
-and sinking upon the sofa, she could only call out faintly, “Jimmie, my
-boy.”
-
-He heard her, and almost before the words had left her lips her _Jimmie
-boy_ was kneeling at her feet, with his face buried for an instant in
-her lap; then, with one burning kiss upon her forehead, the proud James
-Carleton, who in his early boyhood was scarcely ever known to
-acknowledge that he was wrong, asked to be forgiven and restored again
-to the confidence and love he had forfeited, and with her hand upon his
-bowed head, the mother forgave her boy, bidding him look up, that she
-might see again the face she had once thought so handsome. It was
-tear-stained now, and worn, and Mrs. Carleton sighed as she detected
-upon it unmistakable marks of reckless dissipation. Still it was
-Jimmie’s face, and it grew each moment more natural as the flush of
-excitement deepened on the cheeks, and lent an added brightness to the
-saucy, laughing eyes. The lines upon the forehead and about the mouth
-would wear away in time, Mrs. Carleton hoped, and parting the soft,
-black curls clustering around the broad, white brow, she told him why
-Rose was not there to meet him, and asked if he would go up then to see
-her.
-
-Rose heard them coming, and at the sound of the familiar voice calling
-her name, the tears flowed in torrents, and with her face buried in her
-pillows she received her brother’s first embrace. Very gently he lifted
-up her head, and taking in his the little hot hands, kissed again and
-again her childish face, and wiping her tears away, asked, half
-seriously, half playfully, “if they met in peace or war?”
-
-“Oh, in peace, in peace!” Rose answered, and winding her arms around his
-neck, she hugged and cried over him, asking why he had been so naughty,
-when he knew how badly they would feel, and why he had not interfered to
-save poor _Tom_ from a prisoner’s fate.
-
-He explained to her how that was impossible, but for his treachery he
-had no excuse; he could only answer that he was sorry, and ask again to
-be forgiven.
-
-“I do not now believe the South _all wrong_,” he said. “Many of them
-sincerely think they are fighting for their firesides; others hardly
-know what they are fighting for; while others again are impressed into
-the army and cannot help themselves. As for me, I would gladly blot out
-the past, for which I have no apology; but as that cannot be, I would
-rather talk as little of it as possible. Try, Rose, to forget that you
-ever had a rebel brother. Will you?”
-
-Rose’s kisses were a sufficient answer. She was too happy just then to
-remember aught save that he had always been the dearest brother
-imaginable; besides that Annie taught that we must forgive as we would
-be forgiven. Annie bore no ill will toward the South. She prayed for
-_them_ as well as for the North, and cried most as hard over the sick,
-suffering soldiers captured by our army as over our own prisoners, and
-if she could forgive, Rose surely ought to do so too.
-
-“You have not seen Annie yet,” she said; “she ran away the moment she
-knew you had come. I thought she might be going to meet you, but it
-seems she did not. You must love her a heap, and I know you will. She’s
-so beautiful in her mourning, and bears her trouble so sweetly. I wish
-everybody was as good as Annie Graham. She has never been heard to say
-one bitter thing against the South. She only pities and prays and says
-they are misguided.”
-
-“And pray, who is this paragon of excellence that I must love a heap?”
-Jimmie asked, when Rose had exhausted the list of Annie’s virtues, and
-paused for a little breath.
-
-“Who was she? Hadn’t he heard of Annie? Had _Will_ failed to tell him of
-her adopted sister?” Rose asked in some astonishment.
-
-Will had proved remiss in that one particular duty, and never, until
-this moment, had Jimmie heard that Rose had an adopted sister; and if
-_Rose_, why not himself? Wasn’t he Rose’s brother?
-
-“Certainly you are,” Rose replied; “but I’m not sure Annie will let you
-call her sister, because you’re,—you’re,—well, you see, Annie is real
-good, and, as I told you, prays, just as hard for Southern soldiers as
-for ours, that is, prays that they may be Christians, and that their
-sick and wounded may be kindly cared for, but of course she wants us to
-beat, and knows we shall, but I guess she does not think of you just as
-she does of Tom, though she never saw either. She would not go up to the
-depot to meet you, and I wanted her to so much. She said, too, it was
-not good taste, or something like that, to hang out our banner on a
-_Rebel’s_ account, and she acts so funny generally about your coming
-home that I hope you’ll do your best to be agreeable, and make her like
-you. Will you Jimmie?” and Rose looked up at her brother in such a
-comical, serious way, that he laughed aloud, promising to do his best to
-remove all prejudice from _Miss_ Graham’s mind, and asking who she was
-and where she came from.
-
-“I’m sure I don’t know where she came from,” Rose replied, a little
-uncertain how to grapple with the Carleton pride, which existed in
-Jimmie as well as the rest of them. “She’s a lady, as any one can see,
-and possessed of as much refinement as we often find in Boston. She
-can’t help it, Jimmie, if she is poor. It don’t hurt her one bit, and
-I’m getting over those foolish notions cherished by our set at home.
-Will says she came of a good family and might have married a
-millionnaire, old enough to be her father, but she wouldn’t. She
-preferred a mechanic, George Graham, the most splendid looking man you
-ever saw. He’s dead now, poor fellow. Will took care of him, and brought
-him home; that’s why Annie lives with me.”
-
-Rose’s explanations were not the plainest that could have been given,
-but Jimmie extracted from the medley of facts a very prominent one. It
-was not a _Miss_ but a _Mrs._, to whom he was to be agreeable. It had
-not seemed a very unpleasant duty to change a beautiful young girl’s
-opinion of himself, but a Mrs. was a very different affair, and for the
-first time since his arrival his old, merry, half-sarcastic laugh rang
-through the room, as with a mocking whistle, he said,
-
-“A widow, hey! How many children does she boast?”
-
-“Not a single bit of a one,” Rose answered, feeling that Jimmie had said
-something very bad of Annie.
-
-He saw it in her countenance, and hastened to make amends by asking
-numberless questions about Annie, whose history from the time of Rose’s
-first acquaintance with her up to the present hour, he managed at last
-to get, the result being that he was not as much interested in the Widow
-Graham, as he mischievously called her, as he might have been in _Miss
-Annie_. The easily disheartened Rose gave him up as incorrigible, and
-mentally hoping Tom would not prove as refractory as Jimmie had done,
-she turned the conversation upon Will, whose goodness she extolled until
-the supper bell rang and Jimmie arose to leave her for a time, as she
-was not prepared to go down that night and do the honors of the table.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The gas was lighted in the dining-room, and the heavy damask curtains
-were dropped before the long French windows. A cheerful coal fire was
-blazing on the marble hearth, while the table, with its snowy linen, its
-china, silver and cut glass, presented a most inviting appearance,
-making Jimmie feel more at home than he had through all the long years
-of his voluntary exile from the parental roof.
-
-“This is nice,” he said, with a pleasant feeling of satisfaction not
-unmingled with a certain degree of self-reproach, which whispered that
-after what had passed he was hardly worthy to be the recipient of so
-much luxury.
-
-Thoughts like these were about shaping themselves into words, when he
-caught sight of a figure he had not before observed, and became aware
-that he was not alone with his mother, as he at first supposed. It was a
-delicate little figure, not as _petite_ as his sister’s but quite as
-graceful, with its sloping shoulders and rounded waist, almost too small
-to suit the theorems of a _Water Cure_, but looking vastly well to
-Jimmie, whose first thought was that he could span it with his hands.
-Around the well shaped head the heavy bands of pale brown hair were
-coiled, forming a large square knot which, falling low upon the neck,
-gave to the figure a more girlish appearance than Jimmie had expected to
-find in his sister’s protégée, the _Widow Graham_. He knew it was Annie,
-by the mourning robe fitting so closely around the slender throat, and
-for an instant he wished she were not there as he preferred being alone
-with his mother. But one glance at the sweet face turned toward him as
-Mrs. Carleton repeated his name, dispelled all such desires, and with a
-strange sensation, which he attributed to pleasant disappointment, he
-took the soft, white hand which Annie extended toward him. It was a very
-small, a very pretty hand, and trembled perceptibly as it lay in
-Jimmie’s broader, warmer one, while on the pale cheek there was a deep,
-rich bloom, which Mrs. Carleton herself had never observed before.
-
-“I have heard of Mrs. Graham from my sister,” Jimmie said, bowing to her
-with his usual gallantry, while Annie tried to stammer out some reply,
-making a miserable failure, and leaving on Jimmie’s mind the impression
-that she was prejudiced against him, and so would not welcome him home.
-
-A dozen times in the course of the supper Jimmie assured himself that he
-did not care what was the opinion held of him by such as Annie Graham,
-while he as often changed his mind and knew that he did care, wondering
-what it was about her face which puzzled him so much. She looked a
-little like Tom’s wife, Mary, he thought, that is, as Mary had looked
-just before her departure for Charleston, when she bade him good-bye,
-whispering to him timidly of a world where she hoped to meet again the
-friends she loved so well. And as, whenever he thought of Mary, he felt
-that her angel presence was around him still, he now felt that another
-angel spirit looked out at him from the soft eyes of blue raised to his
-so seldom, and when raised withdrawn so quickly. What did she think of
-him? He would have given something to have known, but he was far from
-suspecting the truth or guessing what Annie felt, as she saw upon his
-face the lines of dissipation, and thought of the debasing scenes
-through which he must have passed since the days of auld lang syne,
-when, with the little Pequot of New London, he sat upon the rocks and
-watched the tide come in, telling her how, on the morrow night, his own
-fanciful little boat, named for her should bear them across the placid
-waters of the bay to where the green hill lay sleeping in the summer
-moonlight. The Pequot’s reply had been that the morrow was the Sabbath,
-and not even the pleasure of a sail with him could tempt her to steal
-God’s time, and appropriate it to such a purpose. He had called her a
-little Puritan then, asking where she learned so strict a creed, and
-adding, “but I half believe you’re right, and if I’d known you sooner I
-should have been a better boy;” then kissing her blushing cheek, he had
-led her from the rocks over which the waves were breaking now, and that
-was the last the Pequot ever saw of him. There was no sail upon the bay,
-no more watching for the ebb and flow of the evening tide, no walks on
-the long piazza, or strolls upon the beach, nothing but news one night
-that the handsome, saucy-eyed boy was gone to his home in Boston,
-leaving no message or word of explanation for her, the little Pequot,
-whose step was slower for a few days, and whose headache was not
-feigned, as the harsh aunt said it was, when she refused to join the
-revellers in the parlor, and dance with the grey-haired man, four times
-her age, who sought her for his partner. They had not met since then
-till now, and Annie struggled hard to keep back the tears as she
-remembered all that had come to her since that summer at New
-London—remembered the childish fancy which died out so fast, and the
-later love which crowned her early girlhood, finding its full fruition
-at the marriage altar, and twining itself so closely around the fibres
-of her heart, that when it was torn away, it left them sore and bleeding
-with pain at every pore.
-
-Surely, with this sad experience, Annie, young and beautiful though she
-was, could feel for Jimmie Carleton naught save the deference she would
-have felt for any stranger who came to her as the brother of her
-patroness. And still she was conscious of a deeper interest in him than
-if he had been a perfect stranger, and his presence awoke within her an
-uncomfortable feeling, making her wish more and more that she was away
-where she would not be obliged to come in daily contact with him. Under
-these circumstances it is not strange the conversation flagged, until
-for Rose’s sake Annie felt compelled to make an effort. Suddenly
-remembering Isaac Simms, she asked if anything was ever heard at
-Washington of the Richmond prisoners?
-
-“Yes,” Jimmie replied; and eager to show his own willingness to talk of
-the war and the Federal Army, he told how only the day before he left
-for Rockland, news had come from Tom, saying he was well as could be
-expected, considering his fare, but the boy captured with him would
-surely die if not soon restored to purer air and better care than those
-tobacco prisons afforded.
-
-“Oh,—it will kill Mrs. Simms if they should bring him back to her dead,”
-and the hot tears gushed from Annie’s eyes as she heard in fancy the
-muffled drum beating its funeral marches to the grave of another
-Rockland volunteer.
-
-The tears once started could not be repressed, and Mrs. Carleton and
-Jimmie finished their supper alone, for Annie excused herself, and
-hastening to her room, poured out her grief in tears and prayers for the
-poor sick boy, pining in his dreary prison home, while mingled with her
-tears was a note of thanksgiving that to her had been given the comfort
-of knowing that the death pillow of her darling was smoothed with
-friendly hands, and that no harsh, discordant sounds of prison riot or
-discipline had disturbed his peaceful dying.
-
-Meantime Jimmie had returned to his sister, whose first question was for
-Annie. “What did he think of her? Wasn’t she sweet, and hadn’t she the
-prettiest blue eyes he ever saw?”
-
-“I hardly saw them, for she is evidently coy of her glances at a
-_Rebel_,” Jimmie answered, half playfully, half bitterly, for Annie’s
-manner of quiet reserve had piqued him more than he cared to confess.
-
-“She’s bashful,” Rose replied; “and then, Jimmie, you can’t expect her
-to forgive you as readily as your own sister, for you know she never saw
-you till to-night, and she’s a true patriot; but say, did you ever see
-so sweet a face—one that made you think so much of an angel?”
-
-“Rather too pale to suit my taste. I like high color better,” and Jimmie
-pinched Rose’s glowing cheek until she screamed for him to stop.
-
-“It’s all going wrong, I know,” Rose began, poutingly. “You don’t like
-Annie a bit, and she’s so good, too. You can’t begin to guess how good.
-And there’s nothing blue about her, either. Why, she’s a heap more
-cheerful than I could be if Will were dead, as George is. I’d die too,—I
-know I should; but Annie’s a real Christian, and that does make a
-difference. It seems to be all through her, and she lives it every
-minute. I honestly believe I’m better than before she came. She has
-actually persuaded me not to get up big dinners on Sunday, as I used to
-do, but to let all the servants go to church, and every night she goes
-for half an hour into the kitchen and teaches old black Phillis how to
-read the Bible. She’s so truthful, too. Why, she said she presumed that
-little Pequot girl would not have liked you any way after she heard that
-Dick Lee was not your name.”
-
-“The Pequot girl! How came Mrs. Graham to hear of her?” Jimmie asked,
-his face flushing crimson.
-
-“Oh, I happened to ask mother something about her one day, right before
-Annie, and so, of course, explained a little. It would not have been
-polite if I hadn’t,” Rose replied, adding, as she saw her brother’s
-evident chagrin, “you need not mind one bit, for Annie never tells
-anything.”
-
-It was not the fearing she would tell which affected Jimmie
-unpleasantly; it was the feeling that he would rather Annie Graham
-should not know of all his delinquencies, and so despise him
-accordingly. How unfortunate it was that she was there, and yet he would
-not have sent her away if he could, though he did wish she were not so
-well posted with regard to his affairs, both past and present. What made
-Rose tell her of the _Pequot_, and why had the Pequot haunted him ever
-since he came into that house? Something had brought her to his mind,
-and as the servant just then came in, bringing her mistress’s supper, he
-left his seat by Rose, and walking to the window looked out upon the
-starry sky, wondering within himself where she was now, the little girl
-who had sat with him upon the rocks, and told him it was wicked to break
-God’s fourth command. The scene which Annie saw at the supper table was
-present with him now, remembered, for the first time, since the battle
-at Bull Run. Then, as he lay waiting for the foe, he had in fancy heard
-again a sweet, girlish voice, bidding him keep holy the Sabbath day, and
-the tear which dropped upon his gun was prompted by the thought of all
-he had passed through since the happy school-boy days when the Pequot
-preached to him her gentle sermons.
-
-In the hall there was a rapid footstep, and Rose called out:
-
-“Annie, Annie, come here. Why, where are you going to-night?” she
-continued, in much surprise, as Annie looked in, hooded and shawled as
-for some expedition.
-
-“Going to see Mrs. Simms. It is not far, you know,” was Annie’s answer,
-and the door closed after her in time to prevent her hearing Rose’s
-reply.
-
-“It’s dark as pitch, and slippery too. Jimmie, do please see her to the
-gate, but don’t go in, for the widow is awful against Rebels!”
-
-The next moment Jimmie was half way down the stairs, calling to Annie,
-who held the door-knob in her hand.
-
-“Mrs. Graham, allow me to be your escort,—Rose is not willing you should
-go out alone.”
-
-“Thank you, I am not at all afraid, and prefer going alone, as Mrs.
-Simms might not care to meet a stranger,” Annie replied, with an air of
-so much quiet dignity, that Jimmie knew there was no alternative for him
-save to return to his sister’s chamber, which he did, feeling far more
-crestfallen than he had supposed it possible for him to feel, just
-because a widow had refused his escort.
-
-It was wholly owing to the taint of Rebeldom clinging to him, he knew,
-for he was not accustomed to having his attentions thus slighted by the
-ladies to whom they were offered, and all unconsciously the manner of
-reserve which Annie assumed toward him was punishing him for his sin
-quite as much as anything which had yet occurred, making him feel keenly
-that by his traitorous act he had, for a time at least, built a gulf
-between himself and those whose good opinion was worth the having.
-
-“Why haven’t you gone?” Rose asked, as he came into the room. “She
-wouldn’t let you? I don’t believe you asked her just as you should.
-Dear, dear, it’s all going wrong between you two, and if Tom don’t act
-any better when he comes home, what shall I do?”
-
-“Send Mrs. Graham away,” trembled on Jimmie’s lips, but knowing, from
-what he had seen, that so far as Rose was concerned, Annie’s tenure at
-the Mather mansion was stronger than his own, he wisely kept silent, and
-sitting down by the open grate, he went off into a fit of abstraction,
-mingled with sad regrets for the past and occasional thoughts of the
-little white-faced Annie, now essaying to comfort the Widow Simms, who
-had extorted from her the intelligence brought by Jimmie of her boy, and
-who, with her hard hands covering her face, was weeping bitterly, and
-sobbing amid her tears,
-
-“My poor, poor boy! It’s the same to me now as if he was dead. I’ll
-never see him any more. Oh, Isaac, my darling!”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII.
- THE RICHMOND CAPTIVES.
-
-
-How close, and dirty, and terrible it was on that third floor of the
-dingy tobacco house, where Isaac, as a private, was first confined, and
-as the summer days glided by and the August sun came pouring into the
-great, disorderly room, how the young boy panted and pined for a breath
-of sweet, pure air, such as swept over the far-off Eastern hills, and
-how full of wistful yearning were the glances he cast toward the grated
-windows, seeking to catch glimpses of the busy world without, in which
-he could not mingle. Not very near those windows did he dare approach,
-for more than one had already paid the penalty of such transgression,
-and in his dreams, Isaac saw yet the white death agony which stole over
-the face of the Fire Zouave shot by the inhuman guard while looking from
-the window.
-
-No wonder that the homesick boy grew sadder, wearier each day amid such
-horrors as these, praying, sometimes, that he might die, even though he
-must be buried far from the quiet Rockland churchyard, where the cypress
-and the willow were growing so green and fair, and where a mother could
-sometimes come and weep over her soldier boy’s grave. It would matter
-little where he slept, he thought, or what indignities were heaped upon
-his lifeless form, for his soul could not be touched; that would be safe
-with Him, whom Isaac, in his captivity, had found to be indeed the
-Friend which sticketh closer than a brother. The Saviour, honored since
-early childhood, did not desert the captive, and this it was which made
-him strong to bear, through the long summer days, during which there
-came to him no tidings of his home, and his eye was greeted with no
-sight of a familiar face, for Captain Carleton was yet an inmate of the
-hospital. Neither did any friendly message come to tell he was
-remembered by the man whose fortunes he had voluntarily shared, when he
-might, perhaps, have escaped, for though _Tom_ thought often of the
-generous lad, and sent to him many a word of comfort through mistake or
-negligence only one brief message had ever reached its destination, and
-so forsaken by every human aid, poor Isaac looked to Heaven for help,
-finding there a peace which kept his heart from breaking.
-
-But as the summer days glided into September, and the heat grew more and
-more intense, until at last September, too, was gone, and the Virginia
-woods were blazing in the light of the October sun, and still there was
-no token of relief, oh! who, save those who have felt it, can tell of
-the loneliness, the dreary despair, which crept into the captive’s soul,
-driving out all hope, and making life as it existed in those walls a
-burden, which would be gladly shaken off. How Isaac paled and drooped as
-the weary hours stole on; how he loathed the sickening food; and how at
-night he shuddered with horror, and shrank away from the vermin-covered
-floor, his only pillow unless he substituted the coat, now scarcely less
-filthy than its surroundings! As Tom wrote to the New Hampshire woman,
-Mrs. Simms would scarcely have recognized her son in the haggard,
-emaciated boy, who, on one October afternoon, sat crouching in his
-corner, grasping the little Testament given by the Rockland ladies, and
-repeating its precious truths to the poor, sick, worn-out youth, whose
-head lay on his lap, and whose eyes, blistered with homesick tears, were
-fastened with a kind of hungry wistfulness upon the girlish face above
-him, the face of Isaac Simms, pointing the dying soldier to the only
-source of life. It was thus Tom Carleton found him, Tom, just released
-from the hospital, and transferred to the first floor of that dark
-prison.
-
-With Tom it had fared better, for Yankee-like in his precautions, he had
-gone into the battle with a quantity of _gold_ fastened securely around
-his person, and gold has a mighty power to unlock the hardest heart. As
-a commissioned officer, and a man of wealth and rank, many privileges
-were accorded to him which were denied the common soldiers, and his
-first act after entering the tobacco house was to seek out his late
-companion and ask after his welfare. He did not know him at first,
-though directed to that locality as the one where the “_Preacher_” would
-probably be found. He could not think he had ever seen either of these
-famished, miserable looking creatures, but touched by the impressive
-scene, he stood a moment listening, while Isaac read,
-
-“I am the way, the truth, and the life. No man cometh to the Father but
-by me.”
-
-“Yes, but how shall I go to Him? Where is He?” the sick boy asked, and
-bending lower, Isaac answered:
-
-“He’s here. He’s standing close by you. He hears all I say. He knows you
-want him, and he will not cast you off, for he has said he wouldn’t.
-Only believe, and take him at his word, that’s all.”
-
-There was an evident lifting up of both souls to God, and Tom felt that
-even in that horrid place, there were angels dwelling. He knew now that
-one was Isaac, and the great tears rolled down his cheeks as he saw the
-fearful change wrought in little more than two short months.
-
-“Isaac,” he said, softly, “Isaac, my boy, don’t you know me?”
-
-Not till then had Isaac observed the tall figure standing near, but at
-the sound of the well-remembered voice he looked quickly up, and putting
-gently from him the head of his comrade, sprang to his feet with a
-scream of joy, and threw himself into the open arms of Tom, who held and
-soothed him, while he sobbed out his delight.
-
-“Oh, Captain Carleton!” he cried, his body quivering with emotion, “I am
-so glad! I thought you had,—I didn’t know,—Oh, _why_ haven’t you come
-before, I’m so sick, so sick and tired, that I almost want to die! Will
-we ever be exchanged; have they forgotten us at Washington? Shall we
-never go home again?”
-
-These were questions which more than one poor captive had asked, and
-which none could answer. Tom, however, did the best he could, and
-hushing Isaac as he would have hushed and quieted a grieving child, he
-spoke to him many a word of comfort, promising to care for him as for a
-younger brother, and speaking of various ways in which his forlorn
-condition should be bettered, now that he was an inmate of the same
-prison. It was a blissful interview, and its good effects were seen in
-the brightness of Isaac’s face, and the cheerful smile which played
-around his mouth, even after Tom had gone to his quarters below.
-
-Softer than downy pillow seemed the hard bare floor, that night, as with
-his arm thrown round his invalid friend, Isaac lay dreaming of the
-frost-tipped trees at home, and the brown nuts ripening on the hill,
-where he, perhaps, might pick them yet, for Tom had given some
-encouragement that an exchange would ere long be effected, and as each
-believed his own name would be upon the list, so Isaac hoped his would,
-and in slumber’s fitful fancy he was at home again, and saw his mother
-come softly in to tuck the bed-clothes round him, or see if he were
-sleeping, just as she used to do. How still he lay to make her think he
-_was_ asleep! How real seemed the vision, how life-like the kiss pressed
-upon his lips, and the tear-drop that came with it! In a corner of the
-room there were groans and imprecations, and with a nervous start the
-dreamer woke to find it all a horrid delusion. That stifling, fetid
-atmosphere had in it no odor of Rockland’s healthful breezes, and the
-star, shining on him through the iron bars, though familiar to him, was
-not the same which he used to watch from the window beneath the eaves,
-facing to the north. No home, no mother, no soft feathery pillow for his
-head, or blanket for his body—nothing but that feverish hand still upon
-his forehead, and that tear on his cheek, for _these_ were real, and the
-sick soldier at his side, who gave the kiss and tear, was whispering in
-his ear, that the way so tearfully sought was found at last; that the
-gloomy, desolate prison was like the gates of Paradise, and death
-disarmed of all its terror.
-
-“If mother could only know it,” he said, “I should be so glad, and
-you’ll tell her, won’t you, when you get home again? Tell her it wasn’t
-very hard to die, even in this dingy hole; that Heaven and Jesus are as
-near to me here on the floor, as if I were lying on my own bed at home,
-with her standing by. Tell her I’m glad I fought for the Stars and
-Stripes, but sorry I ran away without her consent, for I did. I got out
-on the wood-shed roof, and so came off unseen. She’s prayed for me every
-day and every night, and God has heard her prayers. He sent you here to
-lead me in the way, and after I am gone, he’ll let you go back again.”
-
-There were a few more whispered words on either side, and then the
-exhausted but happy youth fell away to sleep, while Isaac wept with
-thankfulness that his confinement there had not been all in vain.
-
-Faithful to his promise, Tom, as far as was possible, alleviated the
-hardships so long and so meekly borne by Isaac, and with his gold bought
-many a delicacy for Isaac’s end, the poor, sick Massachusetts boy, who,
-one night ere the physician had fairly decided that he was in need of
-medical care, laid his head on Isaac’s lap as he was wont to do, and
-with another whispered message for the mother far away, and another
-assurance of perfect peace, went where the wicked cease from troubling,
-and the weary are at rest!
-
-While he lived there had been something to take Isaac’s mind—something
-to excite his sympathy, and in ministering to Henry’s wants, he had more
-than half forgotten his own, but now that he was gone, and the corner
-where he had sat or lain was empty, Isaac, too, faded rapidly, and not
-all Tom’s efforts had power to save him from the apathy which came
-stealing over him so fast. Touched with pity at his forlorn, dejected
-appearance, his comrades made him a little bed in the corner where the
-dead boy had been, and there all the day long he lay, rarely noticing
-any one except Tom Carleton, who came often to his side, and whose own
-warm blanket formed the pillow for his head. From the first floor to the
-third there was not one who was not more or less interested in the pale
-invalid, bearing his pain so patiently, never complaining, never
-repining, but thanking those about him for any kindness rendered with
-such childlike, touching sweetness, that even the rough jailer regarded
-him with favor, and paused sometimes to speak to him a word of
-encouragement.
-
-In this state of feeling it was not a difficult matter for Tom to obtain
-permission for Isaac to be removed from the dirty corner above to his
-own comparatively comfortable cot in the officers’ apartments below. But
-this did not effect a cure. Nothing could do that save a sight of home
-and mother.
-
-“Could I see _her_,” Isaac said one day, “or even stand again beneath
-the Federal Flag, I might get better, but here I shall surely die, and
-if I do, oh, Captain Carleton, you’ll get them to send me home, won’t
-you? I don’t care for myself where I am buried, but my mother—it would
-break her heart to hear I was put with the negroes. She’s a rough woman,
-and folks who don’t know her much, thinks she’s cross and queer, but
-she’s been _so_ good to me, and I love her so much! Oh, mother, mother,
-I wish she was here now,” and the sick boy turned his white face to the
-wall, sobbing out choking sobs which seemed to come from the lowest
-depths of his heart.
-
-Cries for home and mother were not uncommon in that prison house, but
-there was something so piteous in his childlike wail that other officers
-than Tom bent over the poor lad, trying to comfort him by telling of an
-exchange which, it was hoped would ere long be effected, and by painting
-happy pictures of the glad rejoicing which would greet the returning
-captives. For an instant the great tears, dropping so fast from Isaac’s
-lids, were staid in their course, and a smile of hope shone on his
-pallid face, but quickly passed away as he suggested,
-
-“Yes, but who knows if _I_ will be on the list?”
-
-No one could tell him that. All would not go, they knew, and they could
-only wait patiently, each hoping _he_ would be the favored one. At last
-there came a day, never to be forgotten by the inmates of that tobacco
-house, a day on which was read the names of those who were to be
-released and breathe again the air of freedom. Oh, how anxiously the
-sick boy listened as one after another was called. “Captain Thomas
-Carleton” was among the number, and a deep flush stole to the young
-man’s face as uncertainty was thus made sure. _He_ was going home, and
-like waves upon the beach, the throbs of joy beat around his heart,
-making him glad as a little child when returning to its mother after a
-long separation.
-
-But oh, who shall tell Isaac’s emotions as name after name was called,
-and none that sounded like his. Would they never reach it, never say
-_Isaac Simms?_ Could it be he was not there? Larger and thicker grew the
-drops of sweat, quivering about his mouth, and standing upon his
-forehead. Whiter, more death-like grew his face: heavier, sadder, more
-mournful the eyes, fixed so wistfully upon the caller of that roll,
-growing less so fast. There could not be many more, and the head drooped
-upon the heaving bosom, with a discouraged, disheartened feeling, just
-as the last was read, not _his_, not Isaac Simms. _He was not there_,
-and with a moan, which smote painfully on Tom’s ear, the disappointed
-boy turned away, and wept bitterly, while his pale lips moved feebly
-with the prayer for help he essayed to make. To be left there alone,
-with no kind Captain Carleton to soothe the weary hours, to be returned,
-most likely, to the noisy floor above, to die some night when nobody
-knew or cared,—it was terrible,—and Widow Simms would have shrieked in
-anguish could she have seen the look of despair settling down on her
-darling’s face.
-
-But though she did not see it, there was one who did, and guessing at
-the thoughts which prompted it, he walked away to be alone, and gather
-strength for the sacrifice he must make. Tom Carleton could not desert
-the boy who had clung so faithfully to him, and as Isaac had once staid
-by him in the Virginia woods, when he might have gone away, so he now
-would stay with Isaac. Still it was hard to give up going home, and for
-a moment he felt as if he could not. There was a fierce struggle between
-duty and inclination,—a mighty combat between Tom’s selfishness and his
-better nature,—and then the latter conquered. He must stay. It would not
-be difficult to find some person to take his place clandestinely, for
-already were the unfortunate ones seeking to buy such chances, and
-offering every possible inducement to any who would accept. A young
-lieutenant about his age and appearance, and whose wife and child were
-suffering from his absence, was the one selected by Tom as his
-substitute, and the matter soon arranged. Then, with a forced
-cheerfulness he did not feel, Tom went back to Isaac, who was still
-weeping silently on his couch, and whispering to an unseen presence,
-“_You’ll_ never leave me, will you? and when I die you’ll take me up to
-Heaven?”
-
-Here was a faith, a trust, to which Tom Carleton was a stranger, and
-wishing himself more like that sick boy, he bent over the cot, and said
-cheerily,
-
-“Isaac, are you asleep?”
-
-In the tone of his voice there was something so kind and sympathetic,
-that Isaac started up, and winding his feeble arms around Tom’s neck,
-sobbed out,
-
-“Forgive me, Captain Carleton; I’m glad you are going home, but I wasn’t
-at first; the bad, hard lumps kept rising in my throat as I thought of
-staying here alone without you, but they’re gone now. I prayed them all
-away, and I am glad you are going. I shall miss you dreadfully, but God
-will not forsake me. And, Captain Carleton, if you ever
-do,—see—my,—my”——
-
-Isaac’s voice was choked with tears, and he could not at first
-articulate that dear word, but soon recovering, he went on—“see my
-mother, you’ll tell her about me. Tell her everything except how I’ve
-suffered. That would do no good—’twould only make her cry, and when she
-hears, as she maybe will, that I am dead, tell I wasn’t afraid, for the
-Saviour was with me. I’d rather you shouldn’t say good-bye at the last.
-It would make me feel so bad, only sometime before you go I want to tell
-you how much I love you for your goodness, and to ask you to be a”——
-
-He did not finish the sentence, for Tom knew what he would say, and
-wiping both sweat and tears from off the worn face, looking so lovingly
-at him, he answered, “I _will_ try to be a better man. I never felt the
-need of it so much till I came here, and Isaac, I am going to stay till
-you, too, are exchanged. Did you think I would desert the boy who, but
-for me, would not have been a prisoner?”
-
-Isaac did not reply; only the soft, blue eyes lighted up with sudden,
-eager joy; the lips trembled as if they would speak, there was a
-perceptible shudder, and then Tom held in his arms a fainting,
-unconscious form. The revulsion of feeling was too great, and for many
-minutes Isaac gave no sign of life, but when at last he was restored
-again, he tried to dissuade Tom from making so great a sacrifice, but
-all in vain. Tom silenced every objection, and when the 3d of January
-came, and prisoners were released, another than Tom Carleton answered to
-his name, and marched from Richmond in his stead.
-
-Tom had once spent several months in Richmond, and in the higher circles
-he numbered many personal friends, who, until quite recently, were
-ignorant of the fact that he was a prisoner in their midst. Of these the
-more loyal to the new Confederacy ignored him entirely. Others,
-remembering his genial humor, and quiet, gentlemanly manner which had
-won their admiration for the elegant Bostonian and his gentle wife,
-threw their prejudice aside, and respecting him because he had stood
-firmly by his own State, visited him in his prison, while others sent
-playful messages that though they denounced him as an intruder upon
-their rights, they owned him as a friend, and would gladly ameliorate
-his condition. To these acquaintance it was soon known how great a
-sacrifice Tom had made for the sake of a young boy, and the result was a
-gradual abatement of the surveillance held over Tom, while many
-privileges hitherto denied by the strict jail discipline, were accorded
-to him. Isaac, too, was benefited through him, and more than one fair
-lady visited the invalid, growing strangely interested in the gentle
-“Yankee boy,” and bringing many a delicacy with which to tempt his
-capricious appetite. But no amount of kindness could win him back to
-health so long as he breathed the atmosphere of prison walls. To go home
-was all he desired, and day after day the flesh shrivelled from his
-bones, and the blue veins stood out round and full upon his wasted hands
-until there came a night when the physician told the jailer, whom he met
-upon the stairs, that “the Yankee boy was dying.”
-
-There were not many now in prison, and ere long the sad news was known
-throughout the building, causing the riotous ones to hush their noisy
-revels, and tread softly across the uncovered floor, lest they should
-disturb the sufferer below. The jailer, too, remembering his own son,
-afar in Southern Tennessee, wiped a tear from his rough face, and drew
-nearer to the humble cot where Tom sat watching the panting and
-seemingly dying boy. There were moments of feverish delirium, when the
-prison, with its surrounding horrors, faded away, and Isaac was at home,
-bathing his burning brow with the snow covering the Northern hills, or
-talking to his mother of all that had transpired since the April morning
-when, followed by her prayers and tears, he left her for the battle.
-Then, reason came back again, as clear as ever, and with Tom Carleton’s
-hand pressed between his own he dictated what Tom should say to the
-mother when he went back to her alone and left her boy behind.
-
-“I shall never go home any more,” he said, “and I’ve built such bright
-castles about it, too, fancying how nice it would seem to lie on
-mother’s soft, warm bed, and watch the sun shining through the windows,
-or the grass springing by the door. The snow will melt from the garden
-before long, and the flowers I used to tend come up again, but I shan’t
-be there to see them. I shall be lying here so quiet and so still that I
-shall not even hear the cannon’s roar, or the loud huzzahs when peace is
-at last declared, and the cruel war is ended. Oh, if all the dead ones
-could know, it would be something worth fighting for, but when the
-troops are marching home, and the bells ring out a welcome, there’ll be
-many a one missing in the ranks, and almost every graveyard, both North
-and South, will hold a soldier’s grave, but you will not forget us, will
-you?” and the sunken eyes turned pleadingly on Tom. “When the bonfires
-are kindled at the North, and the glad rejoicings are made, you will
-think of the poor boys who fought and died that you might enjoy just
-such a holiday?”
-
-Tom could only answer by pressing the thin hands he held, and Isaac
-continued:
-
-“Tell mother not to fret too much for me. I guess she did love me best,
-because I was the youngest, but Eli and John will comfort her old age.
-Tell them, too, how much I love them, and how proud I was of them that
-day at Bull Run. They used to plague me sometimes, and call me a girl
-baby, but I’ve forgiven that, for I know they did not mean it. I hope
-they’ll both be spared. It would kill mother to lose us all. Tell her
-how I bless her for the lessons of my childhood, the prayers said at her
-knee before I knew their meaning, the Sunday School she sent me to, and
-the Bible stories told in the winter twilight. Tell her I was not afraid
-to die, only I wanted her so much, but everybody’s been good. There are
-kind folks here in Richmond, and God will bless them for it. Oh, Captain
-Carleton, I’m a poor ignorant boy, and you a proud, rich man, but you
-will heed me, won’t you, and when I’m gone, you’ll take my little
-Testament and read it every day. Read it first for Isaac’s sake, but it
-won’t be long before you’ll read it for its precious truths, and you
-will come to Heaven where we can meet again—promise, won’t you?”
-
-There was a moment’s silence, during which Tom choked down the tears he
-could scarcely suppress, so strongly this scene reminded him of another,
-when he sat by Mary’s side, and heard her dying voice urging him to meet
-her. Four years the Southern sun had shone upon her grave, and he had
-made no preparation yet, but now he would put it off no longer, and
-bending over Isaac, he replied:
-
-“I promise; and if you see my darling in the better land, tell her, God
-helping me, I’ll find my way to where she has gone.”
-
-The white lips feebly murmured their thanks, and then suddenly asked:
-
-“Do you think mother’s got the letter you sent, and knows how sick I am?
-If so, she’s praying for me now, and maybe her prayers will save. I’m
-not afraid to die, but if I could go home to Rockland first, it would
-not seem so bad. Pray, mother, pray—pray, pray hard,” and too much
-exhausted to talk longer, the half-delirious boy turned upon the pillow
-furnished by some kind lady, and fell into a heavy sleep, from which the
-physician said he would never waken.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Midnight in Richmond, and Tom, counting off the strokes, bent lower to
-watch for the expected change. There was no color in the parted lips,
-and about the nose there was a pinched, contracted look, which Tom
-remembered to have seen in Mary’s face, when by her bedside he had sat,
-just as he sat by Isaac’s, but where Mary’s hands were cold and dry
-Isaac’s were moist and warm, while the rapid pulses were not as wiry,
-and irregular as hers had been. There was hope, and falling on his
-knees, Tom Carleton asked that the life almost gone out might be
-restored, and promised that if it were he would not forget this lesson
-as he had forgotten the one learned by Mary’s death-bed. He would be a
-better man, he said, and God, as he sometimes does, took him at his
-word. Gradually the sharp expression passed away, the hair grew damp
-with a more healthful moisture, the pulses were slower, the breathing
-more regular, and when at last the heavy slumber was broken, and Isaac
-looked up again, Tom knew that he would live.
-
-There was a murmured prayer of thanksgiving, a renewal of his pledge,
-and then he bent every energy to sustain the life coming so slowly back.
-Softly the morning broke over the prison walls, and they who had
-expected to look on Isaac dead, rejoiced to hear that he was better.
-
-“It may be I shall see mother yet,” he whispered, faintly, when Tom told
-him that the dreaded crisis was past; “and if I do, I’ll tell her of
-your kindness.”
-
-“Would you like very much to go home to your mother?” Tom asked, and
-with a quivering lip and chin Isaac answered:
-
-“Yes, oh, yes, if I only could! I was willing to die, but I guess we all
-cling to life at the last, don’t you?”
-
-Tom did not reply to this, but spoke instead of a rumor that all were
-soon to be discharged and sent back to Washington.
-
-“We’ll go together, then,” he said, “you and I, for I shall visit
-Rockland first and see my sister Rose.”
-
-The prospect of release was meat and drink for Isaac who rallied so fast
-that when the joyful news of an exchange _did_ come, he was able, with
-Tom’s help, to walk across the floor of what had been his home so long.
-
-Haggard, wasted, weary, and worn were those prisoners as they filed down
-the stairs and out into the streets, but with each moment which brought
-them nearer home, their spirits rose, and when at last they stood again
-on Federal soil and saw the Stars and Stripes waving in the morning
-breeze, long and deafening were the huzzas which rent the air as one
-after another gave vent to his great joy at finding himself free once
-more. Isaac, however, could neither shout, nor laugh, nor speak, and
-only the large eyes, brimming with tears, told of joy unutterable, but
-when arrived at Washington, his two stalwart brothers took him in their
-arms, hugging and crying over him as over one come back to them from the
-grave, his calmness all gave way, and laying his tired head on Eli’s
-bosom, while John held and caressed his wasted hands, he sobbed out the
-happiness too great to be expressed in words. To him a full discharge
-from service was readily accorded, while to Tom a furlough of several
-weeks was given, and after a few days at Washington both started
-northward to join the friends waiting so impatiently for their arrival.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX.
- TOM’S RECEPTION.
-
-
-The people of Rockland had become somewhat accustomed to the “Rebel
-lion,” as they had playfully called Jimmie Carleton, and the latter
-could now go quietly through the streets without attracting attentions
-which at first had been vastly disagreeable to the sensitive young man.
-Gradually, as he mingled more with the people, they had learned to like
-him, and were fast forgetting that he had ever joined the ranks of the
-foe and struck at his mother country. With the rabble who had met him at
-the depot on his first arrival at Rockland he was vastly popular, for
-forcing down his pride, he had been very conciliatory toward them, and
-they still adhered to their olden promise of making him their next
-police justice, provided he would consent to run.
-
-With his usual impudence, Bill Baker continued to annoy the proud
-Bostonian with his good-humored familiarities, some of which Jimmie
-permitted, while others he quietly repulsed, for Bill’s constant
-allusions to the past were exceedingly disagreeable, and as far as
-possible he avoided his quondam associate, who, without the least
-suspicion that his manner was disgusting in the extreme, would hail him
-across the street, addressing him always as “Corp’ral,” and if strangers
-were in hearing, inviting him to “call ’round and see a fellar once in a
-while for old acquaintance sake.”
-
-At the Mather mansion matters remained about the same as when Jimmie
-first came home. Mrs. Carleton was still there, waiting for her other
-son, and Rose, as usual, was ever on the alert, seeking ways and means
-by which the soldiers might be benefited, compelling Jimmie to be
-interested in all her plans, dragging him from place to place, sending
-him on errands; and once, when in a great hurry to get a box in
-readiness for the hospitals at Washington, actually coaxing him into
-helping _tie_ a _comfortable_, which was put up in her back parlor, and
-which she “must send immediately, for some poor fellow was sure to need
-it.” “Jimmie could learn to tie as well as herself,” she said, when he
-pleaded his ignorance as an excuse for refusing his services. “She
-didn’t know how once, but Widow Simms and Annie had taught her a heap,
-and Annie would teach him, too. All he had to do was to put the big
-darning needle through twice, tie a weaver’s knot, cut it off, and the
-thing was done; besides that, ’twas a real pretty quilt, made from
-Annie’s calico dress, which she used to wear last summer and look _so_
-sweetly in. Annie was tying on one side and Jimmie must tie on the
-other; he needn’t be so lazy. He ought to do something for the war.”
-
-By the time Rose had reached the last points in her argument, Jimmie had
-closed the book he was reading, and concluded that there might be duties
-required of him a great deal worse than tying a soldier’s comfortable
-with Annie to oversee! It was strange how much teaching he needed, and
-how often Annie was called to the rescue. The needle would stick so in
-the cotton, and he could not remember just how to tie that knot. So
-Annie, never dreaming that he knew how to tie the knot as well as she,
-would come to his aid, her hands sometimes touching his, and his black
-curls occasionally brushing her pale, brown braids as he bent over her
-to see how she did it so as to know himself next time! There was a world
-of mischief in Jimmie’s saucy eyes as he demurely apologized to Mrs.
-Graham for the trouble he was giving her, but Annie never once looked
-up, neither did the color deepen in the least upon her cheek, and when
-Jimmie, on purpose to draw her out, suggested that “he was more bother
-than help,” she answered that he “had better return to his reading, as
-she could get on quite as well alone.”
-
-After this, Jimmie thought proper to learn a little faster, and soon
-outstripped his teacher, who rewarded him with no word of approval save
-a cool “Thank you,” when the comfortable was done and taken from the
-awkward frames. And this was a fair specimen of the nature of the
-intercourse existing between Jimmie and Annie. Secure now in the belief
-that she would never be recognized as the “Pequot of New London,” Annie
-regarded Jimmie as any ordinary stranger, in whom she had no particular
-interest, save that which her kind heart prompted her to feel for all
-mankind. She could not dislike him, and she always defended him from the
-aspersions of the widow, who could not quite conquer her repugnance to a
-Rebel, and who frequently gave vent to her ill will toward Jimmie, whom
-she thought so proud.
-
-“Stuck-up critter!” she said, “struttin’ round as if he was good as
-anybody, and feelin’ above his betters. Of course he felt above her, and
-Susan, and Annie, she knew he did; and if she’s Annie she _vummed_ if
-she’d stay there, and be looked at as Jim looked at her.”
-
-Although making due allowance for the widow’s prejudice, these remarks
-were not without their effect upon Annie, who, imperceptibly to herself,
-began to feel that probably Jimmie did regard her as merely a poor
-dependent on his sister’s bounty, and she unconsciously assumed toward
-him a cool reserved manner, which led him to fancy that she entertained
-for him a deep-rooted prejudice on account of his past error. Twenty
-times a day he said to himself he did not care what she thought of him,
-and as many times a day he knew he did care much more than was at all
-conducive to his peace of mind. Where this caring might end he never
-stopped to consider. He only felt now that he respected the Quaker-like
-Annie more than he ever respected a woman before, and coveted her good
-opinion more earnestly than he ever remembered to have coveted anything
-in his life, unless, indeed, it were his freedom when a prisoner in Bill
-Baker’s power.
-
-In this state of affairs it required all Rose’s tact to sustain anything
-like sociability between her brother and Annie, and the little lady was
-perfectly delighted when the joyful tidings was received that _Tom_ was
-coming home. Annie would like Tom, for everybody did; besides, Tom had
-written as if he were _almost_ a good man himself, and Annie was sure to
-be pleased with that; they, at least, would be fast friends; and secure
-on this point. Rose, with her usual impulsiveness, plunged into the
-preparations for Tom’s reception. Even Annie did not think any
-reasonable honor too great for him, particularly after Isaac wrote from
-Washington to his mother, telling her of Tom’s generous sacrifice, and
-how he might have been home long before if he had not chosen to stay and
-care for a poor, sick boy. How the widow’s heart warmed toward the
-Carletons, taking the whole family into its hitherto rather limited
-dimensions. Even Jimmie was not excluded, the widow admitting to Mrs.
-Baker, between whom and herself there had been many a hot discussion
-touching the so-called Rebel, that when he laughed, “he was uncommon
-handsome for a Secessioner,” and she presumed that “at the bottom he was
-as good they would average.”
-
-But if the widow were thus affected by Tom’s kind act, how much more
-were the mother and sister pleased to know how noble and good he was,
-while Annie, amid the tears she could not repress, said to Rose,
-
-“You should be proud of such a brother! There are few like him, I am
-sure!”
-
-How Jimmie envied Tom, as he heard, on all sides, praises for his noble
-unselfishness, and the resolution to welcome him and Isaac with military
-honors. Once more in his element, Bill Baker industriously drilled _his_
-clique, who were to answer no earthly purpose save to swell the throng
-and prolong the deafening cheers. Bill began to feel related to the
-Carletons, and regularly each day he called at the Mather mansion to
-keep Rose posted with regard to the progress of affairs. They were to
-bring out the new gun, he said, and as it was minus a name, the
-villagers had concluded to call it the “_Thomas Carleton_,” asking “how
-she thought the _’Square_ would like it, and how many times it ought to
-be fired. The band would serenade Tom in the evening,” he said, “and
-_we_ shall have bonfires kindled in the streets,” talking as if instead
-of being merely cannon-tender, he were head manager of the whole, and
-that all the responsibility was resting on himself. Rose understood him
-perfectly, and with the utmost good nature listened to his suggestions,
-and scolded Jimmie for calling him her prime minister and confidant.
-
-From the cupola of the Mather mansion the Stars and Stripes were to be
-hung out, and on the morning of Tom’s expected arrival, Jimmie and Annie
-climbed the winding stairs and fastened the staff securely to its place.
-There were tears in Annie’s eyes as the graceful folds shook themselves
-to the breeze, for she remembered the coming of another soldier when
-this same banner was wrapped around a coffin. Across the valley and
-beyond the confines of the village she could see where that coffin with
-its loved inmate was buried, and as the past came rushing over her, she
-suddenly gave way, and sitting down beneath the flag wept bitterly,
-while Jimmie, with a vague idea as to what might have caused her tears,
-stood looking at her, wishing he could comfort her. But what should he
-say? As yet they had scarcely passed the bounds of the most scrupulous
-politeness to each other, and for him to attempt to comfort her seemed
-preposterous, while to leave her without a word, seemed equally unkind.
-Perhaps it was the beautiful glossy braids of hair which brought him at
-last to a decision, causing him to lay his hand involuntarily upon the
-bowed head, while he said:
-
-“I am sorry for you, Mrs. Graham, for I know how much the contrast
-between my brother’s return and that of your husband must affect you,
-and gladly would I spare you the pain, if I could. I am not certain but
-the good people of Rockland, in their intended kindness to Tom, are
-doing you an injury, and surely Lieutenant Graham, having been a
-resident of this place, should receive their first thought with all
-pertaining to him.”
-
-There was no mistaking the genuine sympathy which thrilled in every tone
-of Jimmie’s voice, and for a moment Annie wept more passionately than
-before. It was the first time he had ever spoken to her of her husband,
-and his words touched a responsive chord at once.
-
-“It is not that so much,” she answered, at last. “I am glad they are
-honoring your brother thus; he richly deserves it for his noble
-adherence to his country in her hour of peril, and for his generous
-treatment of poor Isaac Simms. I would do much myself to show him my
-respect; but oh, George, George, I am so desolate without him!” and
-covering her face with her hands, Annie wept again, more piteously than
-before.
-
-Here was a point which Jimmie could not touch, and an awkward silence
-ensued, broken at last by Annie, who, resuming her usual calm demeanor,
-frankly offered Jimmie her hand, saying:
-
-“I thank you, Mr. Carleton, for your sympathy. It has made me believe
-you are my friend, and as such I would rather consider you.”
-
-“Your friend! Did you ever deem me other than that?” Jimmie replied in
-some surprise, involuntarily pressing the little hand which only for an
-instant rested in his, and then was quietly withdrawn just as Rose from
-the foot of the stairs called out to know “what they were doing up there
-so long.”
-
-It was strange how differently Jimmie felt after this incident, and how
-fast his spirits rose. The few words said to him by Annie up in his
-sister’s cupola had made him very happy, for he felt that a better
-understanding existed between himself and Annie, that she did not so
-thoroughly despise him as he had at first supposed, and that the winning
-her respect was not a hopeless task.
-
-As early as two the crowd began to gather in the streets, and half an
-hour later Rose’s carriage, with Jimmie in it, was on its way to the
-depot. Mrs. Carleton did not care to go, and so Rose, too, remained at
-home, and mounting to the cupola, watched for the first wreath of smoke
-which should herald the approach of the train.
-
-“I see it,—he’s coming!” she screamed, as a feathery mist was
-discernible over the distant plains, and in a few moments more the cars
-swept round the curve, while a booming gun told that Bill Baker was
-faithful to his duty.
-
-There was a swaying to and fro of the throng at the depot, a pushing
-each other aside, a trilling of fife, a beating of drums, and then a
-deafening shout went up as Tom Carleton and John Simms appeared upon the
-platform, carefully supporting the tottering steps of the weak, excited
-boy, who stood between them. At sight of Isaac, there was a momentary
-hush, and then, with a shriek such as a tigress might give when it saw
-its young in danger, the Widow Simms rushed frantically forward, and
-catching the light form of her child in her arms, tried to bear him
-through the crowd, but her strength was insufficient, and she would have
-fallen had not Jimmie relieved her of her burden, which he sustained
-with one hand, while the other was extended to welcome the stranger who
-came near.
-
-Half bewildered, Tom looked around upon the multitude, asking in a
-whisper what it meant. He could not think they had come to welcome him,
-and when assured by Jimmie that such was the fact, his lip quivered for
-an instant, and his tongue refused its office. Then, in a few
-well-chosen words, he thanked the people for the undeserved surprise, so
-far as he was himself concerned. _Isaac_ was more worthy of such
-welcome, he said, and more than half of it was meant, he knew, for their
-townsman, who had shown himself equally brave in camp, in battle, and in
-prison, while, had they known that Lieutenant Simms, too, was coming, he
-was sure they would not have thought of him a stranger to them all.
-
-The brief speech ended, and Rose, listening at home, clapped her hands
-in ecstasy as she heard the terrific cheers and caught the name of
-“Carleton” mingled with “Isaac Simms.”
-
-“Poor boy!” she said, “I wonder how he’ll get home? I wish I had told
-Jimmie to drive that way, and take him in the carriage.”
-
-She need have given herself no uneasiness, for what she had forgotten
-was remembered by Jimmie, who, after a hurried consultation with Tom,
-insisted that both Isaac and his mother should take seats in the
-carriage, while he and Tom mingled with the crowd.
-
-“And your other son, there’s room for him,” he said, looking round in
-quest of John, who, at the last moment, had obtained permission to visit
-his bride, and so came on with Isaac.
-
-At a glance his eye had singled out _Susan_, and the young couple were
-now standing apart from the rest, exchanging mutual caresses, and words
-of love, the tall lieutenant kissing fondly the blushing girl who could
-not realize that she stood in the presence of her husband. After a
-little it was decided that Tom and Jimmie, Mrs. Simms and Isaac, should
-occupy the carriage, while John and Susan walked, and so from her lofty
-stand-point, Rose watched the long procession winding down the streets,
-amid the strains of music and the cannon’s bellowing roar. It was very
-exciting to Isaac, and by the time the cottage was reached he was glad
-to be lifted out by Jimmie, who bore the tired boy tenderly into the
-house and laid him down on the soft, warm bed he had dreamed about so
-many nights in the dark, filthy prison corner. How faint and weak he
-was, and how glad to be home again! Winding his arms around his mother’s
-neck, he sobbed out his great joy, saying amid his tears, “God was so
-kind to let me come back to you.”
-
-It was a very happy group the villagers left behind in that humble
-cottage, and neither John nor Susan thought it out of place when the
-mother called on them to kneel with her and thank the Giver of all good
-for his great mercy in granting them this blessing.
-
-Meantime the procession passed on until it reached the Mather mansion,
-where, with three cheers for Captain Carleton, the crowd dispersed,
-leaving Tom at liberty to join the mother and sister waiting so
-impatiently for him, one on the steps, and the other in the parlor just
-where she had welcomed Jimmie.
-
-“If _Will_ were only here, it would be the happiest day I ever knew,”
-Rose said, as, seating herself on Tom’s knee with her chubby arm around
-his neck, she asked him numerous questions concerning her absent
-husband. Then, as she saw in him signs of weariness she said, “You are
-tired, I know. Suppose you go to your room till dinner-time. It’s the
-one right at the head of the stairs,” she continued, and glad of an
-opportunity to rest, Tom went to the room where Annie Graham just then
-chanced to be. She had discovered that the servant had neglected to
-supply the rack with towels, and so she had brought them herself,
-lingering a moment after they were arranged, to see if everything were
-in order. She did not hear Tom’s step, until he opened the door upon
-her, and uttered an exclamation of surprise and apology. He had no idea
-who the little black-robed figure was, for though he knew the wife of
-George Graham was an inmate of his sister’s family, he had her in his
-mind as a very different person from this one before him. Mrs. Graham
-was young, he supposed, and possibly good-looking, but she did not bear
-the stamp of refinement and elegance which this graceful creature did,
-and fancying he had made a mistake and stumbled into the apartment of
-some city visitor, he was about to withdraw, when Annie came toward him,
-saying:
-
-“Excuse me, sir, I came in to see that all was right in your room. Mr.
-Carleton, I presume?”
-
-This last Annie spoke doubtingly, for in the tall, handsome stranger
-before her there was scarcely a vestige of the “greyish haired, oldish,
-fatherly-looking man” she had in fancy known as Captain Carleton, and
-but for the eyes, so much like Mrs. Mather’s, and the unmistakable
-Carleton curve about the mouth, she would never have dreamed that it was
-_Tom_ to whom she was speaking. As it was, she waited for him to confirm
-her suspicions, which he did by bowing in the affirmative to her
-interrogation, “Mr. Carleton, I presume?”
-
-Then holding the door for her to pass out, he stood watching her till
-she disappeared at the extreme end of the hall, wondering who she was,
-and why a mere visitor should take so much interest in his room. Once he
-thought of Annie Graham; but this could not be a widow, though the deep
-mourning dress told of recent bereavement. Still Annie Graham was a
-different personage, he knew; and thus perplexed, Tom, instead of
-resting, commenced his toilet for dinner, determining, as soon as it was
-completed, to go down and have the mystery unravelled.
-
-Restless and impatient to know just what his brother thought of his late
-treachery to the Federal Flag, Jimmie paced the parlors below until he
-could wait no longer and knowing by the sounds which came from the
-chamber above, that Tom was not trying to sleep, he finally ran up the
-stairs, and knocking at the chamber door, was soon closeted with Tom. It
-was an awkward business to speak of the past, but Jimmie plunged into it
-at once, stating some reasons which had led him to abjure his own
-government, expressing his contrition for having done so, and ending by
-saying he hoped Tom, if possible, would forget that he ever had a rebel
-brother.
-
-It had taken Tom a long time to recover from the shock of meeting his
-brother in the Virginia woods, and knowing he was a traitor to his
-country, but the same generous feeling which led him to refrain from any
-allusion to that meeting in the messages sent to his mother and sister
-from his Richmond prison, now prompted him to treat with kind
-forbearance the brother whom he had loved and grieved over since the
-days of his mischievous boyhood.
-
-“I should have found it very hard to forgive you if you had staid in the
-Southern army,” he said, “but as it is we will never mention the subject
-again.”
-
-Jimmie knew, by the warm pressure of Tom’s hand, that he was forgiven,
-and with a burden lifted from his mind he was about leaving the room,
-when Tom, with a preliminary cough, said:
-
-“By the way, Jimmie, who has Rose got here,—what visitor, I mean?” and
-Tom tried to look vastly indifferent as he buttoned his vest and hung
-across it the chain made from Mary’s hair.
-
-But the ruse did not succeed. Jimmie knew he had seen Annie, and with a
-sudden uprising of something undefined he answered in apparent surprise:
-
-“Visitor! what visitor! He must have come to-day, then. Where did you
-see him?”
-
-“I saw _her_ in here,” Tom replied, and Jimmie laughingly rejoined:
-
-“A pretty place for a _her_ in _your_ quarters! Pray, what was she
-like?”
-
-“Some like Mary, as she used to be when I first knew her,—a little body
-dressed in black.”
-
-“With large, handsome, blue eyes?” interrupted Jimmie, while Tom,
-without suspecting that his brother’s object was to ascertain how
-closely he had observed the figure in black, replied:
-
-“Yes, very handsome, dreamy eyes.”
-
-“And pale, brown _curls_?” was the teasing Jimmie’s next query, to which
-Tom quickly responded:
-
-“Curls, no. The hair was braided in wide plats and twisted around the
-head, falling low in the neck.”
-
-“Not a very white neck, was it?” Jimmie continued, with imperturbable
-gravity.
-
-“Indeed, it was,” Tom said, industriously scraping his thumb nail with
-his penknife. “White as snow, or looked so from the contrast with her
-dress. Who is she?”
-
-“One question more,—had she big feet or little, slippers or boots?” and
-this time Jimmie’s voice betrayed him.
-
-Tom knew he was being teased, and bursting into a laugh, he answered:
-
-“I confess to having observed her closely, but not enough so to tell the
-size of her slipper. Come now, who is she? Some lady you spirited away
-from Secessiondom? Tell me,—you know you’ve nothing to fear from steady
-old Tom.”
-
-For an instant the eyes of the two brothers met, with a curious
-expression in each. Both were conscious of something they were trying to
-conceal, while a feeling akin to a pang shot through Jimmie’s heart as
-he thought how much more worthy of Annie Graham’s respect was steady old
-Tom than a rollicking young scapegrace like himself.
-
-“From your rather minute description I think you must have stumbled upon
-the _Widow Graham_,” he said. “Rose has taken her up, you know, and as a
-word of brotherly advice, let me say that if you wish to raise Rose to
-the seventh heaven you have only to praise her protégée. We, that is the
-widow and I, do not get on very well, for she is a staunch patriot, and
-until this morning I verily believe she looked on me as a kind of
-monster. She’s a perfect little Puritan, too, and if she stays here
-long, will make a straight-laced Methodist of Rose, under the garb of an
-Episcopalian, of course, as she is the strictest kind of a church
-woman.”
-
-“I shall not esteem her less for that,” Tom said, and in rather a
-perturbed state of mind, as far as the Widow Graham was concerned, he
-went with Jimmie to the parlor, half hoping his brother had
-mischievously misled him, and that the stranger would prove after all to
-be some visitor from Boston.
-
-But the first object he saw on entering the parlor was the dainty figure
-in black, standing by the window, and on the third finger of the hand
-raised to adjust the heavy curtain glittered the wedding ring. Tom knew
-now that Jimmie had not deceived him, and with a feeling of
-disappointment he addressed _Mrs. Graham_, when introduced by Jimmie,
-making some playful allusion to their having met before, but saying
-nothing to her then of George, for remembering his own feelings when
-Mary died, he knew that Annie would not thank him, a stranger, to bring
-up sad memories of the past by talking of her husband. Still, in his
-manner toward her there was something which told how he pitied and
-sympathized with her, and Annie, grateful always for the smallest
-kindness threw off her air of quiet reserve and talked with him freely,
-asking many questions concerning Isaac Simms and the condition of the
-Richmond prisoners generally.
-
-“She was going round after dinner to call on Isaac,” she incidentally
-said, whereupon Tom rejoined that wishing to know how Isaac bore the
-journey and the excitement, he had intended going there himself, and
-would, with her permission, time his visit to suit her convenience, and
-so accompany her.
-
-Instantly Jimmie’s black eyes flashed upon Annie a look of inquiry,
-which brought the bright color to her cheeks, for she knew he was
-thinking of the night when she had refused his escort, and she felt her
-present position a rather embarrassing one. Still the circumstances were
-entirely different. There was a reason why Tom should call on Widow
-Simms, while with Jimmie there was none, and bowing to Captain Carleton,
-she replied that “she presumed Mrs. Simms would be glad of an
-opportunity to thank him for his kindness to Isaac, and that, though not
-in the least afraid to go alone, she had no objection to showing him the
-way.”
-
-“What! going off the first night, and they are coming to serenade you,
-too? You must not go, Tom. Shall he, mother?” cried Rose, who at first
-had been too busy with her duties as hostess, clearly to comprehend what
-Tom was saying to Annie.
-
-“It will look as if you do not appreciate the people’s attention,” Mrs.
-Carleton replied, while Jimmie vehemently protested against the
-impropriety of the act, and so Tom was compelled to yield, thinking the
-while that a walk to the Widow Simms’ might possibly afford him quite as
-much satisfaction as staying at home for a serenade.
-
-“I always surrender to the majority,” he said, playfully, while Jimmie’s
-spirits rose perceptibly, and Annie had never before seen him so witty
-or gay since he came home from Washington as he was during the dinner.
-
-It was joy at his brother’s return, she thought, never suspecting that
-Tom’s decision had anything to do with it, and Jimmie hardly knew
-himself that it had. He only felt relieved that Tom was not to receive a
-favor which had once been denied to himself, and glad also that Annie
-was to spend the evening with them. But in this he was mistaken. There
-was no necessity for Annie’s deferring her visit. The serenade was not
-for her, and with that nice sense of propriety which prompted her to
-shrink from anything like intrusion, she felt that on this first night
-of their reunion, the Carleton family would rather be alone. This rule
-would apply also to Mrs. Simms, but Annie knew she was always welcome to
-the widow, and wishing to see the boy who had led her husband from the
-battle-field, she went to her room, and throwing on her cloak and hood,
-stole quietly down stairs just as Jimmie was crossing the hall. He
-guessed where she was going, and coming quickly to her side, said,
-
-“I supposed you had given up that call, but if you persist in going, it
-must not be alone, this night of all others, when the streets are likely
-to be full of men and boys. You accepted my brother’s escort, you
-cannot, of course, refuse mine,” and seizing his hat from the hall stand
-he led her out upon the steps and placed her arm in his with an air of
-so much authority that Annie had no word to offer in remonstrance.
-
-It was not a very comfortable walk to either party, or a very sociable
-one either, but ere it was ended Annie had reason to be glad that she
-was not alone, for as Jimmie had predicted, the streets were full of men
-and boys, following the band up to the Mather Mansion, and as they met
-group after group of the noisy throng, Annie timidly drew closer to her
-companion, who pressed more tightly the arm trembling in his own.
-
-“I am glad you came with me,” she said, when at last the friendly gleam
-of the widow’s candle appeared in view, “but if you please I think you
-had better not go in to-night. You are so much a stranger to the family,
-and Mrs. Simms’ boys have but just returned. John will see me safely
-home, and I’ll excuse you now. You must feel anxious to rejoin your
-brother.”
-
-But Jimmie was not to be disposed of so easily. He had no intention of
-entering the house, but he should wait outside, he said, until Annie’s
-visit was over. Annie had no alternative save submission, and parting
-from Jimmie at the gate, she hurried up the walk and was soon bending
-over the couch of the sick boy, whose eyes beamed the welcome his pale
-lips could scarcely speak. How many questions she had to ask him, and
-how much he had to tell her of that day when her husband received his
-fatal wound. Altogether it was a sad interview, and Annie’s eyes were
-nearly blistered with the hot tears she shed while listening to Isaac’s
-touching account of George ere the woods were gained, and Tom Carleton
-generously gave up his seat to the bleeding man, thereby becoming
-himself a prisoner. Much, too, was said in praise of Tom, and Annie felt
-that she could not do too much for one who had shown himself so generous
-and brave. Talking of _Tom_ reminded her of Jimmie stalking up and down
-the icy walks, waiting patiently for her, and when at last the music of
-Tom’s serenade had ceased she arose to go, wishing to get away ere the
-band came there, as she knew they were intending to do. As John arose to
-accompany her, she had to say that “Jimmie Carleton was waiting for her
-by the gate.” Instantly the sharp eyes of the widow shot at her a
-curious glance, which brought the hot blood to her cheek, while John and
-Susan exchanged a smile, the meaning of which she could not fail to
-understand. Poor Annie! How her heart throbbed with pain as she guessed
-of what they were thinking! Could they for a moment believe her so
-heartless and cold? The mere idea made her dizzy and faint, and scarcely
-articulating her good-night, she hastened out into the cool night air,
-feeling half tempted to refuse outright the arm offered for her support.
-If she only dared tell him to leave her there alone,—leave her to flee
-away through the dark, lonely streets to the still more lonely yard,
-where on George’s grave she could lay herself down and die. But not thus
-easily could life’s heavy burden be shaken off, she could not lay it
-down at will,—and conquering the emotions which, each time she thought
-of John Simms’ significant smile, threatened to burst out into a fierce
-storm of passionate sobs, she apologized for having kept Jimmie waiting
-so long, and taking his arm left the cottage gate just as the throng of
-serenaders turned into that street. Jimmie knew she had been crying, and
-conjecturing that she had been talking of her husband, he, too, began to
-speak of George, asking her many questions about him, and repeating many
-things he had heard in his praise from the Rockland citizens. It seemed
-strange that this should comfort her, but it did. The hard, bitter
-feeling insensibly passed away while listening to Jimmie, and by the
-time the Mather Mansion was reached the tears were dried on Annie’s
-cheeks, and outwardly she was cheerful and patient as ever.
-
-After that night Rose had no cause for complaint that Jimmie was rude to
-Annie, or Annie cool toward him, for though Annie talked to him but
-little, she did not forget the sympathy so delicately manifested for
-her, and treated him with as much respect as she awarded Tom, who grew
-each day more and more interested in the black-robed figure, reminding
-him so much of his lost Mary. Jimmie _knew_ he did, and watched narrowly
-for the time when she would know it, too; but such time did not come,
-for Annie had no suspicion that either of the brothers regarded her with
-the shadow of a feeling save that of ordinary friendship. As much of her
-time as possible was spent with the Widow Simms, and a great part of
-Isaac’s visible improvement was owing to her gentle care and the
-sunshine of her presence. John’s furlough had expired, and now that he
-was gone, the disconsolate Susan turned to Annie for comfort, while
-Isaac watched daily for the sound of the little feet coming up the walk,
-and bringing with them so much happiness to the lonely cottage.
-
-“I wish you’d stay home more; we miss you so much, and it’s so dismal
-without you. Mother nods over her knitting, Tom just walks the floor, or
-reads some stiff Presbyterian book, while Jimmie thrums the piano and
-teases my kitten awfully,” Rose said to Annie one night when the latter
-came in from a tour of calls, the last of which had been on Mrs. Baker,
-now a much happier, better woman, than when we first made her
-acquaintance. “It’s so different when you are here,” Rose continued, as
-Annie came and sat down by her side. “Tom is a heap more entertaining,
-while Jimmie is not half so mischievous and provoking.”
-
-“I did not suppose my absence could affect your happiness, or I would
-certainly have staid with you more,” Annie replied; and Rose continued:
-
-“Well, it just does, and now that both Tom and Jimmie are going so soon,
-I shall need you to oversee the things I must get ready for them.”
-
-“Captain Carleton and Jimmie going away soon!” Annie repeated, in some
-surprise. “Where are they going? The Captain’s furlough has not yet
-expired.”
-
-“I know it,” Rose continued, “but as he is perfectly well, he thinks it
-right to go back, and has fixed on one week from to-day.”
-
-“Yes, but Jimmie. You spoke of his leaving, too,” Annie said, and Rose
-rejoined:
-
-“Jimmie is going with Tom to join the Federal Army on the Potomac, and,
-as he says, retrieve, if possible, the character he lost by turning
-traitor once.”
-
-“Oh, I am _so_ glad! and I like him so much for that!” Annie exclaimed,
-her white face lighting up with a sudden animation, which made it seem
-very beautiful to the young man just entering the door.
-
-“I would brave the cannon’s mouth for another look like that,” was
-Jimmie’s mental comment as he stepped into the room, and advanced to the
-ladies’ side. “So you are glad I am going?” he said, half playfully, to
-Annie, who answered frankly:
-
-“Yes, very glad.”
-
-“And won’t you miss me a bit? Folks like to be missed, you know, if they
-are ever so bad. It makes one think better of himself, and consequently
-do better if he knows that his absence will cause a feeling of regret,
-however slight, to the friends left behind,” Jimmie remarked, while in
-his eyes there was a peculiar expression which Annie failed to see, as
-he stood looking down upon her.
-
-She would miss Jimmie, she knew, for she had become accustomed to his
-merry whistle, his ringing laugh, his teasing jokes at Rose’s expense,
-and his going would leave them very lonely, and so she frankly admitted,
-adding that “it was not because she wished to be rid of him that she was
-glad; it pleased her to see him in the path of duty, even though that
-path led to danger and possible death.”
-
-“Oh, don’t, Annie, don’t talk of death to Jimmie!” Rose cried, with a
-shudder. “You can’t begin to guess how it makes me feel, or how terrible
-it would seem if either he or Tom should die!”
-
-“Can’t I?” Annie asked, with such a depth of mournful pathos, that
-Rose’s tears flowed at once.
-
-Of course Annie knew how it felt, and every fibre of her heart was
-bleeding now, as she remembered one who left her as full of life and
-hope as either Tom or Jimmie, but who came back no more, save as the
-dead come back, shrouded and coffined for the grave. But Annie would not
-give way to her own feelings then. She would comfort Rose, and encourage
-the young man, who, she felt, shrank from the perils spread out before
-him. So she told how few there were, comparatively, who died on the
-battle-field, while the chances for life in the hospitals were greater
-now that better care and skill had been procured.
-
-“Annie,—excuse me, Mrs. Graham?” and Jimmie spoke vehemently, while his
-eyes kindled with a strange gleam. “Why don’t you go as nurse? You might
-be the means of untold good to the poor fellows who need such care as
-you could give.”
-
-“I have thought of it,” said Annie, while Rose exclaimed:
-
-“_You_ turn hospital nurse,—ridiculous! You never shall, so long as I
-can prevent it. Shall she, Tom?” And she appealed to the latter, who had
-just come in. “Shall Annie go into those horrid hospitals?”
-
-“I am not Mrs. Graham’s keeper,” Tom replied, “but I should be sorry to
-see her acting in the capacity of hospital nurse, even though I know
-that some of our noblest, best women are engaged in that work.”
-
-“Yes, old chap,” and Jimmie laughed a merry laugh. “It’s mighty easy
-talking that way now, but suppose _you_ Captain Carleton, are some day
-among the terribly wounded, thigh shot through, arm splintered above the
-elbow, jaw-bone broken, and all that, wouldn’t the pain be easier to
-bear, if the nurse should happen to be Mrs. Graham, or somebody just
-like her?”
-
-“Undoubtedly it would,” Tom answered. “Still I should be sorry to have
-her there amid the sickening horrors.”
-
-“Please stop, I can’t bear to hear about it!” Rose exclaimed. “I know it
-would be nice to be a Florence Nightingale, and Annie would make a
-splendid one, but I’ll never let her go, unless you, or Jimmie, or Will
-are wounded, and then we’ll come together, won’t we, Annie?”
-
-There was no response from Annie, until Jimmie said:
-
-“Say, Mrs. Graham, if I am ever wounded, and you hear I am suffering in
-some dismal hole, will you come and care for me?”
-
-He did not join Will’s or Tom’s name with his own. It was “Jimmie
-Carleton” whom Annie was to nurse. But it did not matter. Lifting up her
-head so that her soft, blue eyes looked into his, Annie answered,
-unhesitatingly:
-
-“Providence permitting, I will, and I would do the same for any brave
-fellow who follows, as my husband did, where duty to his country leads.”
-
-“So you see you will fare no better than I, after all,” Tom laughingly
-rejoined, while Jimmie thought within himself:
-
-“Why need she always bring that husband in? It’s bad enough to know
-she’s had one, without eternally hearing about him.”
-
-Foolish Jimmie. It was folly for him to lie awake so long as he did that
-night, or to dream, when at last he slept, of hospital walls expanding
-into a palace as an angel form with hair and eyes like Annie’s bent over
-his feverish pillow, while soft, white hands dressed some gaping wound
-where the enemy’s bullet had been. Sheer folly, too, was it for
-“dignified old Tom,” to watch from his window the young moon, until it
-set in the western sky, thinking of _Mary_, as he tried to make himself
-believe, wondering why it was that Annie reminded him so much of her,
-and why he should be so deeply interested in one who, until a few weeks
-past, had been to him a stranger.
-
-To Annie, Captain Carleton and Jimmie were nothing more than friends,
-and if, during the week preceding their departure, she was quite as busy
-as Rose, and apparently as much interested in the various preparations
-for their comfort, it was only because they were soldiers, and not, as
-Widow Simms once suggested to Susan, “because they were Carletons, and
-handsome and rich, and,—and,—well, there’s no tellin’ what will happen,
-when a widder’s young and handsome, but this I know, _I’ve_ never
-married, and my man’s been dead this nineteen years! Nobody need tell me
-she’d be so busy for anybody but them Carletons. If ’twas the Cap’n, I
-wouldn’t mind, but that _sassy_-faced _Jeems_. Ugh!” and in her ire at
-Annie’s supposed preference for “sassy-faced Jeems,” the widow spilled
-more than half of the spiced chocolate she was carrying to Isaac.
-
-Never was the widow more mistaken. Annie Graham would have done for Eli,
-John, and Isaac Simms, or possibly William Baker, the same offices she
-was doing for “the Carletons,” and her voice would have been just as
-sweet and hopeful when she bade them farewell, as it was that bright
-spring morning, when, in the parlor of the Mather mansion, Tom and
-Jimmie were waiting to say good-bye.
-
-At the very last moment Bill Baker had announced his intention of going
-too.
-
-“Thirteen dollars a month and dog’s fare was better than layin’ round
-hum,” he said; “and livin’ on the old gal, who was gittin’ most too
-straight and blue for his notions. Besides that, he felt kinder ’tached
-to the Corp’ral, and wanted to be where he could see him and wait on him
-like any other nigger.”
-
-Jimmie would gladly have dispensed with such a singular attaché, but
-Bill could not be shaken off, and as he did in various ways evince a
-strong regard for his former captive, Jimmie was forced to submit to
-what he termed “his thorn in the flesh,” giving from his own purse money
-for Billy’s outfit, and furnishing the mother with means to repair her
-dwelling and make it far more comfortable than at present. This he was
-sure pleased Annie, and no sacrifice was too costly if it won her
-regard. She had prayed for him, he knew, for Rose had told him so, and
-prayers like hers, though they did not avail to save her George’s life,
-would surely shield him from danger. _He_ should come back again when
-the war was over,—come back to find an _older_ grave by Rockland’s
-churchyard gate, while the wife, who daily watered that grave with
-tears, would be as young, as beautiful, and far more girlish-looking
-than now, when, in her widow’s weeds, she offered him her hand at
-parting, bidding God speed to him and the noble Tom, who stood beside
-him.
-
-There were tears, and kisses, and blessings from Rose and her mother, a
-few low-spoken words of sympathy and good will from Annie, and then the
-two young men were gone.
-
-Half an hour later, and the eastern train thundered through the town,
-bearing away to the fields of bloody carnage, three more young, vigorous
-lives, and leaving desolate two homes, one the lonely cottage, where
-Bill’s mother wept alone, the other the Mather mansion, where Mrs.
-Carleton and Rose sobbed bitterly, while Annie strove in various ways to
-comfort them.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX.
- AT THE MATHER MANSION.
-
-
-It was very lonely at the Mather mansion after the departure of the
-soldiers, and it required all Annie’s tact to keep Rose from sinking
-entirely under the sense of desolation which crept over her as she began
-more and more to realize what the war meant, and to tremble for the
-safety of her husband and her brothers. They were still in Washington,
-but they might be ordered to advance at any moment; and, in a tremor of
-distress, Rose waited and watched for every mail which could bring her
-tidings of them. Next to her husband’s letters, Jimmie’s did her the
-most good, for Jimmie had in his nature a world of hopefulness and
-humor; and his letters were full of fun, and quaint description of the
-life he was leading. And still of the three young men,—Will Mather, Tom
-Carleton, and Jimmie,—the latter suffered the most acutely, for in
-addition to his dislike of military life he was compelled to endure the
-jokes and jeers which the coarser and more unfeeling of his comrades
-heaped upon him when, from Bill Baker, they heard that his first
-experience in arms-bearing had been learned in the army of the enemy. To
-one of Bill’s instincts it seemed a great thing that he had captured and
-brought to Washington so illustrious a prisoner as the “Corp’ral,” as he
-persisted in calling him, and the story was repeated with such wonderful
-additions, that Jimmie, when once by accident he was a listener to the
-tale failed utterly to recognize himself in the “chap who had run so
-many miles, _from_, and then fought so many hours _with_, the
-redoubtable Bill,” who, while annoying his quondam captive so terribly,
-still, under all circumstances, evinced for him an attachment as
-singular as it was sincere. Everything which he could do for Jimmie he
-did, becoming literally his servant and drudge, and thus saving him from
-many a hardship which, as a private, he would otherwise have
-encountered. It was a fancy of Jimmie’s that by serving as a private in
-the army against which his hand had once been lifted, he should in some
-way expiate his sin, and, perhaps, be surer of winning favor from Annie
-Graham, whose blue eyes were constantly before him just as they had
-looked when, in her dress of black, she stood in the spring sunshine,
-bidding him good-bye. Soon after his arrival in Washington, he had been
-offered a second lieutenancy in Captain Carleton’s company, but he
-steadily declined the office, giving no explanation to any one except
-his brother and his sister Rose, to whom he wrote:
-
- “Perhaps I was foolish to decline the offer, and for a moment I was
- horribly tempted to accept it, especially when, by doing so, I could
- to some degree escape my ‘thorn in the flesh,’ who, notwithstanding
- that he does me many a kindness, annoys me excessively. But I could
- not feel that I deserved that post. It ought to belong to some one who
- had never spurned the Old Flag, and so I stood firm, and suggested as
- a substitute that other Simms chap from Rockland, _Hophni_, or
- _Phineas_, or _Eli_,—hanged if I know what his name is. Any way, he is
- that crabbed widow’s son, that used to pucker her mouth so when she
- saw ‘_that young reb_ of a Carleton,’ and snatch away her gown for
- fear it should hit me. I reckon he’ll get the office, with its twelve
- hundred a year, which he can use for his mother’s support. One of her
- sons, you know, is married, and as good as lost to her; while that boy
- Isaac is not long for this world. Prison life at Richmond did the
- business for him, or I’m mistaken, so let Eli be lieutenant, and James
- Carleton only a private. Do you think I did right, and will that
- paragon of yours, Mistress Graham, think so, too?”
-
-This was what Jimmie wrote to Rose after he had been gone for three or
-four weeks, and what Rose, with her usual impetuous thoughtlessness,
-read to her mother and Annie, who were both in her room when the letter
-came. Annie had made an attempt to leave, but Rose had insisted that
-there could be no secret in Jimmie’s letter. If there was, she would
-skip it, she said, and she read on, stumbling dreadfully, and
-mispronouncing words, for Jimmie’s handwriting was never very plain: and
-this letter, written with a soft lead pencil, with a bit of slate-stone
-for a table, was his very worst. She made out, however, that he had
-declined the office of second lieutenant because he thought he did not
-deserve it; that he had named Eli Simms as a fitter person for it than
-himself, and that he had called the widow a “crab-apple,” or something
-like it. All this was _very_ clear; and, after exclaiming against
-Jimmie’s morbid sense of justice in one breath, and pronouncing him
-“perfectly splendid” in another, she kept on till she reached the
-“paragon,” which she rendered “Pequot,” making the sentence read, “Will
-that Pequot of yours, Mistress Graham, think I did right?”
-
-“What did he call me?” Annie exclaimed, her face turning very white, as
-she leaned toward Rose, who, startled at her vehemence, tried again to
-make out the word, which was strangely distorted, from the fact that
-just as Jimmie was writing it, his shadow, Bill, had struck him
-familiarly upon the shoulder, saying, with a laugh,
-
-“Writin’ to your gal, I s’pose? Give her Bill Baker’s regrets.”
-
-“It looks like Pequot, and some like Patagonian,” Rose said, deciding at
-last that it was _paragon_, and adding by way of an explanation to
-herself of Annie’s evident surprise, “you did not like the idea of his
-calling you a Pequot, did you Annie? It wouldn’t have meant anything if
-he had, and it was natural that I should make the blunder, for that’s
-the name he gave the young girl at the Pequot House,—the one he liked,
-and to whom he passed himself off as Dick Lee. You remember I told you
-about her.”
-
-“Yes, I remember,” and Annie’s voice was a little husky—“the little girl
-who was not happy with her aunt, and so listened the more willingly to
-the boy’s kind winning words.”
-
-Annie did not know why she said that, unless it were wrung from her by
-some sudden and bitter memory of what had been a bright sun-spot in her
-cheerless childhood. When the Pequot girl was mentioned in her presence
-once before, she had gathered that it was mostly Mrs. Carleton’s pride
-which had taken the boy away from any more rambles on the beach or
-moonlight sails upon the bay, and perhaps it was a desire to defend and
-excuse the girl which prompted her to advance a reason why Dick Lee’s
-attentions had been so acceptable. She would have given much to recall
-her words, which made Mrs. Carleton dart a quick, curious glance at her,
-while Rose exclaimed: “How do you know she was not happy with her aunt?
-Did Jimmie ever tell you about her?”
-
-“Never,” Annie replied, feeling glad that a servant appeared just at
-that moment, telling Rose a little girl was in the kitchen asking to see
-her.
-
-It was a daughter of one of the soldiers whose mother was sick and had
-sent to Mrs. Mather for some little delicacy. Such calls were frequent
-at the Mather house, for the soldiers did not receive their pay
-regularly, and there was much destitution among their families, who, but
-for Rose’s liberality, would have suffered far more than they did. As
-freely as water, her money was used to relieve their wants, and now,
-forgetting Jimmie and his Pequot, she entered at once into the little
-girl’s story, and when told that the sick woman had expressed a wish to
-see her she said, “I’ll go now; there’s Jake just come in. I’ll have him
-harness the horses and take you home. It must be a mile or more to your
-house.”
-
-Rose usually acted upon her impulses, and was soon in her carriage, with
-a huge basket at her feet and the little girl opposite, enjoying her
-ride so much, and enjoying it the more for the unmistakable signs of
-envy and wonder which she detected in the faces of her companions as she
-neared her humble home in the hollow. Rose had asked both her mother and
-Annie to accompany her, but they had declined, and for a time after
-Rose’s departure they sat together in perfect silence, while a curious
-train of thought was passing through the minds of each. Annie’s
-agitation when Rose read “Pequot” for “paragon” had surprised Mrs.
-Carleton, while what she had said of the girl and her aunt had awakened
-a feeling of disquiet and suspicion. Mrs. Carleton was proud of her own
-and her husband’s family,—proud of her wealth, and proud of her
-position. Not offensively so, but in that quiet, assured kind of way so
-natural to the highly bred Bostonian. It was this pride which had
-prompted her to resort to so extreme measures with the boy Jimmie, when
-she found how much he was interested in the little Pequot, and when,
-during Jimmie’s brief stay in Rockland, she, with a mother’s quick
-intuition, detected in him signs of interest in Annie Graham, her pride
-again took fright, and she was half glad to have him go from the
-possible temptation. Something in the nobler part of the woman’s nature
-told her how wrong the feeling was, while each day some new development
-of Annie’s gentle Christian character, made the desolate young creature
-dearer to her. That she was superior to most people in her rank of life
-Mrs. Carleton knew, and she had more than once wondered how one like her
-had ever become the wife of a mechanic. She was not thinking of this,
-however, on the afternoon when she was alone with Annie, while Rose was
-away on her errand of mercy. She was thinking rather of the suspicion
-which had just found a lodgment in her mind, and was devising some means
-of testing its reality. To this end she at last made some casual remark
-about Rockland and its people, asking if Annie had always lived there.
-
-“Only since I was married,” was the reply. And Mrs. Carleton continued,
-
-“You seem more like Eastern people than like a New Yorker. Were you born
-in New England?”
-
-“Yes,—in Connecticut,” Annie said. And then Mrs. Carleton made a great
-blunder by asking next,
-
-“Were you born in or near New London? I have been there several times,
-and may know your family.”
-
-At mention of New London Annie’s eyes flashed upon Mrs. Carleton with a
-startled look, as if she felt that there was a deeper meaning in the
-questioning to which she was being subjected than appeared on the
-surface, and her voice trembled a little as she replied,
-
-“I was born in Hartford, and lived there till I was eight years old,
-when my parents both died of cholera in one day, and I went to live with
-my aunt in New Haven.”
-
-“Yes,” Mrs. Carleton answered slowly.
-
-Thus far there was quite as much to prove as there was to disprove the
-correctness of her surmise, and thinking to herself,
-
-“I may as well go further now I have commenced with being rude,” she
-continued, “Pardon me, Mrs. Graham, if I seem inquisitive, but I cannot
-help feeling interested in one to whom Rose is so greatly attached, and
-I do not remember that I ever heard any of your history before your
-husband went to war. I do not even know your maiden name.”
-
-Annie’s heart beat almost audibly, and her cheeks were very red, as she
-replied,
-
-“My father was Dr. Howard, and I was Annie Louise Howard. Excuse me,
-Mrs. Carleton, if I cannot talk much of my girl-life after my parents
-died. It was not a happy one. I was wholly dependent upon my aunt, who,
-while giving me every advantage in the way of education, kept before me
-so constantly the fact that I was an object of charity that it
-embittered every moment of my life, and when George offered me his love
-I accepted it gladly, finding in him the only real friend I had known
-since the day I was an orphan.”
-
-Annie was crying now, and excusing herself she left the parlor and
-repaired to her own room, where her excitement spent itself in tears and
-sobs as she recalled all the dreadful years when she was subject to the
-caprices of the most capricious of women, who had attempted to force her
-into a marriage with a millionnaire of sixty, and had driven her to
-accept the love which George Graham had offered her. George had _not_
-been her equal in an intellectual point of view, and none knew this fact
-better than Annie herself. But he was the kindest, tenderest of
-husbands, and she had loved him devotedly for the manly virtues which
-made him the noble, unselfish man he was. Capt. Carleton and Jimmie both
-could sympathize with her tastes and inclinations far better than George
-had done; but never once during her brief married life had she allowed
-herself to wonder what her lot might have been had it been cast with
-people like the Carletons. And since her husband’s death anything which
-looked away from that grave by the churchyard gate seemed so terrible to
-her that now, as she recalled Mrs. Carleton’s questionings, and guessed
-what had prompted them, every nerve quivered with pain, which could only
-be soothed by a visit to George’s grave. There, on the turf which
-covered him, she had wept out many a grief, and she started for it now,
-the villagers watching her as she passed their doors, and curiously
-speculating, as people will, upon the time to come when the long black
-dress and graceful, girlish form would not be so often seen among the
-Rockland dead.
-
-Already the gossips of the town were coupling her name with the
-Carletons, the majority giving her to Tom, the elder, and more worthy of
-the two. A whisper of this gossip had been borne to Mrs. Carleton, who,
-while pretending to ignore it, had felt troubled as she recalled all the
-incidents of Jimmie’s visit at home. Then, when the suspicion came to
-her that the woman whom Rose had taken into her household was possibly
-identical with the girl of New London, whose name she could not
-remember, she felt for a moment greatly disturbed. There was a fierce
-struggle with her pride, a close reasoning with herself, and then her
-better nature triumphed, and her heart went out very kindly toward poor
-Annie, at that moment standing by her husband’s grave, and wondering why
-her thoughts would keep straying away to the wayward young man who had
-been a traitor to his country, but was trying to atone by voluntarily
-bearing the hardships of a private’s life when a better was offered him.
-He had asked if she would think he did right, and the question had shown
-that he cared for her good opinion. Yes, she did think he was right, and
-she resolved to send him a message to that effect when Rose wrote to him
-next. There was no wrong to the dead in the thought, and her tears
-dropped just as fast upon the marble as she stooped to kiss the name cut
-upon it and then left the silent graveyard.
-
-Meantime Rose had visited her sick woman in the Hollow,—had fed the
-hungry children, and dropped upon the floor the six weeks baby which she
-tried to hold, then, gathering her shawl about her and holding up her
-skirts, just as she always did when in the homes of the poor, she
-re-entered her carriage and bade Jake drive her next to Widow Simms’.
-
-Everything there was neat and clean as soap and sand and the widow’s two
-hands could make it, while Susan made a very pretty picture, in her dark
-stuff gown with the scarlet velvet ribbon in her black hair. There was a
-saucer of English violets on the round deal table, and their sweet
-perfume filled the room into which Rose came dancing, her eyes shining
-like stars, and her cheeks so brilliant a color that the widow began
-directly to wonder “if there wasn’t some paint there.”
-
-The widow was not in her best mood, for she was very tired, having done
-a heavy washing in the morning before Rose Mather had thought of opening
-her bright eyes; then, after the coarser, larger pieces were dried and
-ironed, she had tried to spin, a work to which she clung as tenaciously
-as if on every stream in New England there were not a cotton or woolen
-factory capable of doing the work so much easier and better than
-herself. The widow was fond of spinning, and she had turned the wheel
-with a right good will, until Isaac had complained that the continuous
-humming hurt his head, and made him think of the wind as it howled so
-dismally around the dreary prison in Richmond. Libby, they called it
-now, and Isaac always shuddered when he heard the name and thought of
-what he suffered there.
-
-Isaac was very weak and pale, and his face looked like that of some
-young girl as he lay among his pillows, in the pretty dressing-gown
-which Rose had bought and Annie had made for him. He was sleeping when
-Rose came in, and the widow’s “Hsh-sh,” came warningly as a greeting,
-but came too late, for Rose’s blithesome voice had roused him, and his
-glad, welcoming smile more than counterbalanced the frown which settled
-on the widow’s face when she saw her boy disturbed. Rose was accustomed
-to the widow’s ways, and throwing off her shawl and untying her hat, she
-sat down on the foot of Isaac’s bed, and drawing Jimmie’s letter from
-her pocket began:
-
-“I’ve got such splendid news for you, Mrs. Simms,—at least, I think I
-have. Yes, I know it’s sure to come true. Eli is going to be a
-lieutenant, with twelve hundred dollars a year. Such a heap of money for
-him; and it’s all Jimmie’s doings, too. He would not have the office
-because he did not think he deserved it. Listen to what he says.”
-
-Both the Widow and Susan were close to Rose now, the frown all gone from
-the widow’s brow, and the pucker from her mouth; but both came back in a
-trice, as blundering Rose read on about “Hophni,” and “Phineas,” and
-“Eli,” till she came to the “_crabbed_,” which she called
-“_crab-apple_,” and then stopped short, her face a perfect blaze, as she
-tried to apologize.
-
-“’Tain’t wuth while to soap it over,” the widow said, fiercely. “I _be_
-a crab-apple, I s’pose, and a gnarly one at that, but I am as I was
-made, and I’d like to know if _crabs_ wan’t as good as _Secessioners_.”
-
-“Please, mother, never mind,” Isaac said, pleadingly, and his voice
-always quieted the fiery woman, who listened while Rose read of Eli’s
-good fortune, and made another terrible mistake by stumbling upon
-Jimmie’s opinion of Isaac’s sickness.
-
-She only read, “He is not long for this world,” but that was enough to
-bring a flush to his brow, and blanch his mother’s cheek; while, with a
-gush of tears, Rose hid her face in Susan’s lap, and sobbed:
-
-“I wish I had not come. I’m always doing wrong when I mean to do the
-best. Oh, I wish the war had never been, and I don’t believe Isaac is so
-sick. Jimmie has no right to judge. He don’t know.”
-
-Rose’s distress was too genuine not to touch the widow, who tried to
-appear calm and unconcerned, and even said something kind of Jimmie, who
-had so generously preferred Eli to himself. But there was a restraint
-over everything, and, after a few awkward attempts at something like
-natural conversation, Rose bade a hasty good-bye, and went out from the
-house to which she had brought more sorrow than joy.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI.
- “NOT LONG FOR THIS WORLD.”
-
-
-The sick boy whispered the words a great many times to himself, as with
-his face to the wall, where neither his mother nor Susan could see it,
-he thought of what Rose had read, and wondered if it were true. He was
-not afraid to die. He had been very near death once before, and had not
-shrunk from meeting it _as_ death. It was only the dying from home he
-had dreaded so much, asking to live till he could see his mother again,
-and the grass growing by the cottage door, and the violets by the well.
-And God had taken him at his word. He had lived to see his mother, to
-feel the touch of her rough hands upon his hair; to hear her voice,
-always kind to him, calling him her “Iky boy;” to see the green grass by
-the door, and the violets by the well. But this, alas! did not suffice.
-He wanted to live longer,—live to be a man, like Eli and John; live to
-do good; live to take care of his mother; live to hear the notes of
-victory borne on the northern breeze, as the Federal Flag floated again
-over land and sea. All this was worth living for, and Isaac was young to
-die,—only nineteen, and looking three years younger. It was very hard,
-and the dark eyelashes closed tightly to keep back the tears as the
-white lips tried to pray, “Thy will be done.” That was what they meant
-to utter, but there came instead the first words of the prayer the
-Saviour taught, “Our Father!” that was all; but the very name of father
-brought a deep peace into Isaac’s heart.
-
-God was his father, and he had nothing to fear; living or dying, it
-would be well with the boy who would not tell a lie even for promotion.
-And so, while the mother whose heart ached and throbbed with this new
-fear, and still found time to feel a thrill of pride in Lieutenant Eli,
-moved softly around the room, preparing the dainty supper for her child,
-Isaac slept peacefully, nor woke until the delicate repast was ready,
-and waiting for him on the little table by the bed. There was spiced
-chocolate to-night, and nice cream toast, with grape jelly, and a bit of
-cold baked chicken, and the highly-seasoned cucumber pickles Isaac had
-craved so much since his return, and which the physician said were good
-for him. And the best china cup was brought out, and the silver spoons
-marked with the widow’s maiden name, and a white napkin was on the tray;
-and Isaac, who enjoyed such things, knew why it was all done that
-particular night, just as the widow knew why, at bed-time, he asked
-Susan to read from Revelation, vii. 16, “They shall hunger no more,
-neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any
-heat. For the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them,
-and shall lead them unto living fountains of waters, and God shall wipe
-away all tears from their eyes.”
-
-He was thinking of his heavenly home, while the mother was thinking of
-the time when he, who Jimmie Carleton had said “was not long for earth,”
-would be gone, and she could no longer do for him the little offices
-which gave her so much comfort. Since the dreadful days when she knew
-her boy was in prison, the widow had not felt so keen a pang as that
-which stirred her heart-strings now, when alone in her room she dropped
-in her quick, defiant way into the high-backed chair, and sitting stiff
-and straight, tried to face the future. It could not be that Isaac had
-only come home to die,—God would not deal thus harshly with her. He had
-spared Eli and John, He had promoted them both and He would not take
-Isaac from her. The boy was getting better, he was mending every day,
-or, at least, she had thought so, until Rose Mather came with her
-message of evil. Why could not Rose have stayed at home? Why need she
-come there and leave such a sting behind? The widow was growing very
-hard and wicked toward poor little thoughtless Rose, and her heart lay
-like a stone in her bosom, as for an hour or more she sat in her
-high-backed chair, thinking of the boy whose low breathings she could
-hear from the next room. He was sleeping, she thought, and she would
-steal softly to his side and see if it was written on his face that his
-days were numbered. But Isaac was not asleep, and he knew the moment his
-mother bent over him, and turning toward her, he whispered,
-
-“I know why you are up so late, mother; and what you are here for. You
-are thinking of what Mrs. Carleton said, and wondering if it is true. I
-guess ’tis, mother, for I don’t get any stronger, and my cough hurts me
-so. But I’m not a bit afraid to die now, with you beside me up to the
-very last minute. In Richmond it was different: and I prayed so hard
-that God would let me come back, if only to drink from the well and then
-die on the grass beside it. He did let me come, and now we mustn’t say
-anything if He does not let me stay but a little bit of a while. I’ve
-been thinking it over since Mrs. Mather went away, and at first it
-seemed hard that Eli and John should both have such good luck, and only
-‘Stub,’ be the one to suffer.”
-
-He said this last playfully, using his old nickname of “Stub,” because
-he saw by the dim light burning on the table the bitter look of anguish
-upon his mother’s face, and he would fain remove it. At the mention of
-the name which her more stalwart sons had given to her baby, the widow’s
-chin quivered, and her rough hand smoothed the thin light hair, but she
-did not speak, and Isaac went on:
-
-“Then, too, I want to live till the war is over. I want to hear the
-joyful shouts, and see the bonfires they will kindle in the streets.
-There’s a big box in the barn. I hid it there the morning I went away,
-and I said when the peace comes we can burn that box, and mother will
-look out from the window, and the church bells will ring, and there’ll
-be such rejoicings. Now I ’most know I shan’t be here to see it. But,
-mother, you’ll burn the box,—you and Susan, with Eli and John,—and
-you’ll think of me, who did what I could to bring the peace.”
-
-There was a choking sound like the swallowing of a great sob, and that
-was all the answer the widow made; only her hands moved faster through
-the threads of light brown hair, and her rigid form sat up straighter,
-more rigid than ever. She was suffering the fiercest pangs she would
-ever know, for she was giving Isaac up. She was coming to the knowledge
-that he was really going from her,—that Jimmie Carleton was right, and
-Isaac was not long for this world. When at last her mind reached that
-point, the tension of nerve gave way for a little, and her hot tears
-poured over the white face she kissed so tenderly.
-
-The moon was looking in at the low west window ere the widow went back
-to her own bed, and Isaac, nestling down among his pillows, fell away to
-sleep, dreaming of the bonfire in the street, when the hidden box was
-burned, and dreaming, too, of that other world which lies so near this
-that he could almost see the loving hands stretched out to welcome him.
-
-After that night the widow’s mouth shut together more firmly than ever,
-and the frown between her eyes was more marked and decided, while her
-manner to all save Isaac and Annie Graham was sharper, and crisper than
-before. When Eli’s letter came telling of his promotion and lauding
-Jimmie Carleton, whose generous act was a by-word in the company, her
-face relaxed a little, and she said to Annie Graham: “The Lord is good
-to my two oldest boys, but if he’d give me Isaac I wouldn’t care for all
-the titles in Christendom.”
-
-As the warm weather came on, Isaac did not get up any more to sit by the
-open door, but lay all day on his bed, sometimes sleeping, sometimes
-thinking, and sometimes listening while Annie read to him from the
-Bible. Isaac was very fond of Annie. She had been George Graham’s wife,
-and he evinced so much desire to have her constantly with him that at
-last she stayed altogether with Mrs. Simms, only going occasionally to
-the Mather Mansion, where they missed her so much. Rose was nothing
-without her, and had at first opposed her going to the Widow Simms.
-
-“If help was needed,” she said, “she would hire some one, for Annie must
-not tire herself out just as she was beginning to grow plump and
-beautiful again.”
-
-But when Isaac said to her: “Please let Mrs. Graham come; it will not be
-long she’ll have to stay, and she is so full of hope and faith that it
-makes me more willing to die and to go away alone across the Jordan,”
-she withdrew her opposition, and Annie was free to go and come as she
-liked. It suited Annie to get away from the Mather Mansion just then,
-for she could not help feeling that there was a purpose in Mrs.
-Carleton’s questioning her of her early history, and she hailed any
-excuse which removed her from the scrutiny with which since that
-conversation touching her early home and maiden name Mrs. Carleton had
-evidently regarded her. Jimmie had written to her once, inclosing the
-unsealed note in a letter to Rose, and Annie’s cheeks had been all
-ablaze as she read it, for she knew the mother’s eyes were fastened upon
-her. It was nothing but a simple acknowledgment of some article Annie
-had made and sent to him in a box filled for all three of the soldiers,
-Will Mather, Tom and Jimmie. There was also mention made of Annie’s
-kindly message, to the intent that she did think he was right in giving
-the office to Eli, and a wish expressed that she would write to him.
-
- “You don’t know how much good letters from home do such scamps as we
- privates are, or how we need something from the civilized world to
- keep us from turning heathens.”
-
-Tom, too, had sent thanks to Annie Graham for the needle-book made for
-him, but he did not write to her, though every letter had in it more or
-less of “Mrs. Graham,” and Mrs. Carleton, while saying to herself: “Both
-my boys have fallen under the spell,” felt her pride gradually giving
-way and her heart growing warmer toward the woman whom she missed so
-much during the weeks spent at Isaac’s bedside.
-
-They were not many, for when the dry days of August came on, and the
-grass withered by the door, and the flowers drooped for want of rain,
-and the sun rose each morning redder, hotter, than on the previous day,
-the sick boy began to fail rapidly, and one night, just as the wind was
-beginning to blow from the west, where a bank of dark clouds was lying,
-he whispered to Annie:
-
-“Call mother and Susan, for I know I am going now.”
-
-The widow was in the back yard, putting out the barrels and tubs to
-catch the rain if it came, for the well and the cistern were nearly dry,
-just as her dim eyes were, when a few minutes after she bent over her
-boy, and saw the change coming so rapidly. She could not weep, and
-Susan’s sobs annoyed her. “’Twas like them Ruggleses to go into
-hysterics and make a fuss,” she thought, with a kind of bitter scorn for
-her daughter-in-law, who loved Isaac as a brother, and wept that he was
-leaving them. Perhaps the dying boy detected the feeling, for he said,
-feebly:
-
-“Go out, Susan and Mrs. Graham both. I want to be alone with mother a
-minute.” Then when they were alone, he said: “I am dying, mother, and I
-know you won’t be angry at what I say. I want you to be kind to Susan,
-and pet her some and love her for John’s sake. She is a good girl, and
-Mr. Carleton’s good too, the one they call Jimmie, I mean. Don’t say
-harsh things of him because he was once a rebel. Don’t speak against him
-to Mrs. Graham. Maybe she will like him sometime, and if so, help her,
-mother, instead of hindering it.”
-
-Jimmie Carleton, on his lone picket-watch that night on the banks of the
-Potomac, and thinking, alas! more of a black-robed figure, with braids
-of pale brown hair, than of a lurking foe, little dreamed of the good
-word spoken for him by the dying boy, whose eyes turned lovingly to
-Annie when she came back to him, and held his clammy hand.
-
-“It is not dark; it is not hard; I am not afraid, for the Saviour is
-with me,” he kept repeating, and then he sent messages to his absent
-brothers,—to Captain Tom Carleton, who had been so kind to him in
-prison, and to Jimmie, too, and all the boys who had been with him in
-battle; and then, just as the wind began to roar down the chimney, and
-the refreshing rain to beat against the windows, Isaac’s spirit went out
-into the great unknown expanse beyond this life, and only the pale,
-emaciated body was left in the humble room, where the lone women stood
-looking upon the boyish face, which seemed so young in death.
-
-The widow uttered no sound when she knew he was dead, and it was her
-hand which drew the covering decently about him, and then picked up from
-the floor a loose _feather_, which had dropped from the worn pillow.
-
-Susan must speak to their next-door neighbors, she said, and ask them to
-care for the body. Then, when the men came in, she remembered an open
-window in the back chamber where the rain must be driving in, and stole
-up there on the pretence of shutting it; but she did not return till the
-men were gone, and Isaac was lying on the calico-covered lounge with a
-look of perfect peace upon his face, and the damp night air blowing
-softly across his light hair.
-
-Kneeling at his side, and laying her hard cheek against the icy face of
-her last-born, the mother gave vent to her grief in her own peculiar
-way. There were no tears, or sobs; but loving, tender, cooing words
-whispered over the boy, as if he had been a living baby, instead of a
-soldier dead. And yet the fact that it was a soldier, lying there before
-her, was never lost sight of, and the bitter part of the woman’s nature
-was stirred to its very depths as she remembered what had brought her
-boy to this. It was the _war_. And fierce were the mental denunciations
-against those who had stirred up the strife, while with the bitterness
-came pitying thoughts of the poor boys who died in the lonely hospitals,
-or on the battle-fields; and with her cheek still resting against the
-pale, clammy one, and her fingers threading the light hair, the widow
-vowed that all she was, and all she had, should henceforth be given to
-the war. She would work for the soldiers, give to the soldiers, deny
-herself food and raiment for the soldiers; aye, even _die_ for them, if
-need be; and whispering the vow into her dead boy’s ear, she left him
-there alone, just as the early summer dawn was breaking. And when, next
-morning, her friends came in to see her, they found her sitting by the
-body, and working upon the shirt she had a few days before taken from
-the Aid Society to make for some poor wretch.
-
-She should not wear mourning, she said. She had other uses for her
-money; and so the leghorn of many years’ date, with the old faded green
-veil, followed Isaac Simms to the grave, and the widow’s face was still
-and stony as if cut from solid marble.
-
-They made him a great funeral, too, though not so great as George
-Graham’s had been; for Isaac was not the second, nor the third, nor the
-fourth soldier buried in Rockland’s churchyard. But he was _Isaac
-Simms_,—“Little Ike,”—“Stub,”—whom everybody liked; and so the firemen
-came out to do him honor, and the Rockland Guards, and the company of
-young lads who were beginning to drill, and the boys from the Academy,
-and Rose Mather was chief directress, and her carriage carried the
-widow, and Susan, and Annie, and herself up to the newly-made grave,
-where they left the boy who once had sawed wood for the little lady now
-paying him such honor.
-
-The war was a great leveler of rank, bringing together in one common
-cause the high and the low, the rich and the poor, and in no one was
-this more strikingly seen than in the case of Rose Mather, who, utterly
-forgetful of the days when, as Rose Carleton, of Boston, she would
-scarcely have deigned to notice such as the Widow Simms, now sought in
-so many ways to comfort the stricken woman, going every day to her
-humble home, and once coaxing her to spend a day at the Mather mansion,
-together with Susan, whom Rose secretly thought a little insipid and
-dull. Susan’s husband was alive, and in the full flush of prosperity; so
-Susan did not need sympathy, but the widow did, and Rose got her up to
-the “Great House,” as the widow called it, and ordered a most elaborate
-dinner, with soups and fish, and roasts and salads, prepared with oil,
-which turned the widow’s stomach, and ices and chocolate, and
-Charlotte-russe, and nuts and fruit, and coffee served in cups the size
-of an acorn, the widow thought, as very red in the face and perspiring
-at every pore, she went through the dreadful dinner which lasted nearly
-three hours, and left her at its conclusion, “weak as water, and
-sweatin’ like rain,” as she whispered to Annie, who took the tired woman
-for a few moments into her own room, and listened patiently to her
-comments upon the grand dinner which had so nearly been the death of
-her.
-
-Susan, on the contrary, enjoyed it. It was her first glimpse of life
-among the very wealthy, and while her mother-in-law was wondering “how
-Annie could stand such doins every day, and especially that ’bominable
-soup, and still wus _salut_,” Susan was thinking how she should like to
-live in just such style, and wondering if, when John came home with his
-wages all saved, she could not set up housekeeping somewhat on the
-Mather order. At least she would have those little coffees after dinner;
-though she doubted John’s willingness to sit quietly until the coffee
-was reached.
-
-It was a long day to the widow, and the happiest part of it was the
-going home by the cemetery, where she stopped at Isaac’s grave, and
-bending over the turf, murmured her tender words of love and sorrow for
-the boy who slept beneath. There was a plan forming in the widow’s mind,
-and it came out at last to Annie, who was visiting her one day.
-
-The hospitals were full to overflowing, and the cry all along the lines
-was for more help to care for the sick and dying, and the widow was
-going as nurse, either in the hospital or in the field. She should
-prefer the latter, she said, “for only folks with _pluck_ could stand it
-there.”
-
-And Annie encouraged her to go, and even talked of going too, but the
-first suggestion of the plan brought such a storm of opposition from
-Rose, that for a little time longer Annie yielded, resolving, however,
-that ere long she would break away and take her place where she felt
-that she could do more good than she was doing in Rockland.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII
- THE WOUNDED SOLDIER.
-
-
-Widow Simms was going to the army, and Jimmie Carleton, who was coming
-home for a few weeks, was to be her escort to Washington. During the
-summer Jimmie had seen a good deal of hard service. He had been in no
-general battle, but had taken part in several skirmishes and raids, in
-one of which he received a severe flesh wound in his arm, which,
-together with a sprained ankle, confined him for a time to the hospital,
-and finally procured for him a furlough of three or four weeks. Rose was
-delighted, and this time the Federal Fag was actually floating from the
-cupola of the Mather mansion in honor of Jimmie’s return but there was
-no crowd at the depot to welcome him. That custom was worn out, and only
-the Mather carriage was waiting for Jimmie, whose right arm was in a
-sling, and whose face looked pale and thin from his recent confinement
-in hospital. Altogether he was very interesting in his character as a
-wounded soldier, Rose thought, as she made an impetuous rush at him,
-nearly strangling him with her vehement joy at having him home again.
-And Jimmie was very glad to see her,—glad, too, to meet his mother,—but
-his eyes kept constantly watching the door, and wandering down the hall,
-as if in quest of some one who did not come. During the weary days he
-had passed in the Georgetown Hospital, Annie Graham’s face had been
-constantly with him, and as he watched the tall, wiry figure of the
-nurse, who always wore a sun-bonnet and had a pin between her teeth, he
-kept wishing that it was Annie, and even worked himself into a passion
-against his sister Rose, who, in one of her letters, had spoken of
-Annie’s proposal to offer herself as nurse, and her violent opposition
-to the plan.
-
-“If Rose had minded her business Annie might possibly have been in this
-very ward, instead of that old maid from Massachusetts, who looks for
-all the world like those awful good women in Boston, who don’t wear
-hoops, and who distribute tracts on Sundays in the vicinity of Cornhill.
-Why can’t a woman look decent, and distribute tracts, too? Annie, in her
-black dress, with her hair done up somehow, would do more good to us
-poor invalids than forty strong-minded females in paste-board bonnets,
-with an everlasting pin between their teeth.”
-
-Thus Jimmie fretted about Rose, and the Massachusetts woman, who, in
-spite of her big pin and paste-board bonnet, brought him many a nice
-dish of tea or bowl of soup, until the order came for him to go home,
-when, with an alacrity which almost belied the languor and weakness he
-had complained of so bitterly, he packed his valise and started again
-for Rockland. This time he wore the “army blue;” but the suit which at
-first had been so fresh and clean, was soiled, and worn, and hateful to
-the fastidious young man, who only endured it because he fancied it
-might in some way commend him to Annie Graham. Rose had written that she
-worshiped the very name of a soldier, especially if he were a _poor
-private_, her sympathies being specially enlisted for that class of
-people. And Jimmie was a poor private, and a wounded one at that, with
-his arm in a sling, and a cane in his hand, and his curly hair cut
-short, and his coat all wrinkled and soiled, and his knapsack on his
-back; and he was going home to Annie, who surely would welcome him now,
-and hold his hand a moment, and possibly dress his wound. That _would_
-be delightful; and Jimmie’s blood went tingling through his veins as he
-felt in fancy the soft touch of Annie’s fingers upon his flesh, and saw
-her head crowned with the pale brown hair bending over him. He felt a
-little disappointment that she was not at the depot to meet him, while
-his chagrin increased at the tardiness of her appearance after his
-arrival home, but she was coming at last, and Jimmie’s quick ear caught
-the rustle of her garments as she came down the stairs and into the
-room, smiling and blushing, as she took his offered hand, and begged him
-not to rise for her.
-
-“You are lame yet, I see. I had hoped your ankle might be well,” she
-said, glancing at his cane, which he carried more from habit, and
-because it had been given him by an officer, than from any real
-necessity.
-
-His sprained ankle _was_ almost well, and only troubled him at times;
-but after Annie’s look of commiseration at the cane, and her evident
-intention to pity him for his ankle rather than his arm, he found it
-vastly easy to be lame again, and even made some excuse to cross the
-room in order to show off the _limp_ which had not been very perceptible
-when he first came in. And Annie was very sorry for him, and inquired
-with a great deal of interest into the particulars of his being wounded,
-and kindly sat where he could look directly at her, and thought, alas!
-how much he was changed from the fashionably-dressed, saucy-faced young
-man who went from them only a few months before. Short hair was not
-becoming to him,—neither was his thin, burnt face,—neither was that
-soiled blue coat; and he looked as little as possible like a hero whom
-maidens could worship. Some such thought passed through Annie’s mind,
-while Rose, too, felt the change in her handsome brother, and, with a
-puzzled expression on her face, said to him, as she stood by his side:
-
-“How queer you do look, with your hair so short, and the hollows in your
-cheeks! Does _war_ change all the boys so much? Are Tom and Will such
-frights?”
-
-“Rose!” Mrs. Carleton said, reprovingly, while Annie looked up in
-surprise, pitying Jimmie, whose chin quivered even more than his voice,
-as he said:
-
-“Tom and Will have not been sick like me; and then,—there’s no denying
-it,—officers have easier times, as a general thing, than privates. I do
-not mean, by that, that I regret my position, for I do not. Somebody
-must take a private’s place, and it would better be I than a great many
-others; but, Rose, I shall regret it, perhaps, if by the means my looks
-become obnoxious to my sister and friends.”
-
-There was a marked emphasis on the word _friends_, and Jimmie’s eyes
-went over appealingly to Annie, who remembered how proud the boy Dick
-Lee used to be of his beauty, and guessed how Rose’s remarks must have
-wounded him. Rose suspected it, too, and winding her arms around his
-neck she tried to apologize.
-
-“Forgive me, Jimmie,” she said; “I did not mean anything; only your hair
-_is_ so short,—just like the convicts at Charlestown,—and your coat is
-so tumbled and dirty; but Hannah can wash that, or I can buy you a new
-one,” and Rose stumbled on, making matters ten times worse, until Mrs.
-Carleton succeeded in turning the conversation upon something besides
-her son’s personal appearance.
-
-Annie was very sorry for him, and her sympathy expressed itself in the
-soft light of her blue eyes which rested so kindly upon him, and in the
-low, gentle cadence of her voice when she addressed him, and her eager
-haste to bring him whatever she thought he wanted, and so save him the
-pain of walking!
-
-Mrs. Carleton saw through that _ruse_ at once. She had noticed no limp
-when Jimmie first came in, and she readily suspected why it was put on.
-But it was not for her to expose her son. From a lady who had spent a
-few days at the Mather House, and who once lived near Hartford, Mrs.
-Carleton had learned that the Dr. Howard, who had died of cholera in
-‘49, was highly respected, both as a gentleman and a practising
-physician, and this had helped to reconcile her in a great measure to
-whatever might result from her son’s evident liking for Annie Graham,
-_née_ Annie Howard, and as she more than half suspected, the heroine of
-Jimmie’s boyish fancy.
-
-How very beautiful Jimmie thought Annie was, after he had had time to
-recover himself a little and look at her closely. She was in better
-health, and certainly in better spirits than when he saw her last. Her
-cheeks were rounder, her eyes were brighter, and her hair more
-luxuriant, and worn more in accordance with the prevailing style. This
-was Rose’s doings, as was also the increased length of Annie’s dress,
-which swept the floor with so long a trail that the Widow Simms had made
-it the subject of sundry invidious remarks.
-
-“Needn’t tell her that a widder could wear such long switchin’ gowns,
-and think just as much of the grave by the gate. She knew better, and
-Miss Graham was beginnin’ to get frillicky. She could see through a
-millstone.”
-
-This was Mrs. Simms’ opinion of the long gored dress which Jimmie
-noticed at once, admiring the graceful, symmetrical appearance it gave
-to Annie’s figure, just as he admired the softening effect which the
-plain white collar and cuffs had upon Annie’s dress. When he was home
-before, everything about her was black of the deepest dye; but now the
-sombreness of her attire was relieved somewhat, and Jimmie liked the
-change. He could look at her without seeing constantly before him the
-grave by the churchyard gate, where slept the man whose widow she was.
-She did not seem like a widow, she was so young; only twenty-one, as
-Jimmie knew from Rose, who, delighted with the friendly meeting between
-her brother and friend, was again building castles of what might be.
-Could Rose have had her choice in the matter, she would have selected
-Tom for Annie. He was older, steadier, while his letters seemed very
-much like Annie. Tom had found the Saviour of whom Isaac Simms once
-talked so earnestly in the prison house at Richmond. He was better than
-Jimmie, Rose reasoned, and more likely to suit Annie. Still, if it were
-to be otherwise, she was satisfied, and in a quiet way she aided and
-abetted Jimmie in all his plans to be frequently alone with Annie. It
-was Annie who rode with him when Mrs. Carleton was indisposed, and Rose
-did not care to go,—Annie who read to him the books which Rose
-pronounced too stupid for anything,—Annie who brought his cane, and
-Annie who finally attended to his wounded arm. The physician did not
-come one day; Mrs. Carleton was sick; and Rose positively could not
-touch it and so Annie timidly offered her services, and Jimmie knew from
-actual experience just how her soft fingers felt upon his arm, his pulse
-throbbing and the blood tingling in every vein as she dressed his wound
-so carefully, asking anxiously if she hurt him very badly. He would have
-suffered martyrdom sooner than lose the opportunity of feeling those
-soft fingers upon his flesh, and so it came about that Annie was his
-surgeon, and ministered daily to the wound which healed far too rapidly
-to suit the young man, who began to shrink from a return to the life he
-had found so irksome.
-
-Tom had written twice for him to come as soon as possible, and now only
-one day more remained of the month he was to spend at home. The Widow
-Simms was ready to go with him; Susan had gone to her mother, and the
-cottage was to be closed, subject to a continual oversight from Mrs.
-Baker and an occasional inspection from both Rose and Annie. The _box_
-which Isaac had hidden in the barn, waiting for the bonfire which should
-celebrate our nation’s final victory, had been brought from its
-hiding-place, and baptized with the first and only tears the widow had
-shed since she went back to her humble home and left him in the
-graveyard. Sacred to her was that box, and she put it with her best
-table and chairs, bidding Annie Graham see that no harm befell it, and
-saying to her, “In case I never come back, and peace is declared, burn
-the box for Isaac’s sake, right there on the grass-plat, which he
-dreamed about in Richmond.”
-
-And Annie promised all, as she packed the widow’s trunk, putting in many
-little dainties which Rose Mather had supplied, and which were destined
-for the soldiers whom the widow was to nurse. She had been all day with
-Mrs. Simms, and Rose had been back and forth with her packages,
-curtailing her calls because of Jimmie, with whom she would spend as
-much time as possible.
-
-Jimmie was not in a very social mood that day; the house was very lonely
-without Annie, and the young man did nothing but walk from one window to
-another, looking always in the direction of Widow Simms’, and scarcely
-heeding at all what either his mother or sister were saying to him. When
-it began to grow dark, and he heard Rose speak of sending the carriage
-for Annie as she had promised to do, he said:
-
-“I ought to see Mrs. Simms myself to-night, and know if everything is in
-readiness for to-morrow. I will go for Mrs. Graham, and Rose,—don’t
-order the carriage,—there is a fine moon, and she,—that is,—I would
-rather walk.”
-
-Jimmie spoke hurriedly, and something in his manner betrayed to Rose the
-reason why he preferred to walk.
-
-“Oh, Jimmie!” she exclaimed, “I’m so glad; tell her so for me. I thought
-at first you did not like each other, and everything was going wrong. I
-am so glad; though I had picked her out for Tom. I ’most know he fancied
-her, and then he is a widower. It would be more suitable.”
-
-Rose meant nothing disparaging to Jimmie’s suit. She did think Tom, with
-his thirty-two years, better suited to Annie, who had been a wife, than
-saucy-faced teasing Jimmie of only twenty-four. But love never consults
-the suitability of a thing, and Jimmie was desperately in love by this
-time. It was not possible for one of his temperament to live a whole
-month with Annie as he had lived, and not be in love with her. Her
-graceful beauty, brightened by the auxiliaries of dress and improved
-health, and the thousand little attentions she paid him just because he
-was a soldier, had finished the work begun when he was home before, and
-he could not go back without hearing from her own lips whether there was
-any hope for him,—the scamp, the scapegrace, the rebel, as he had been
-called by turns. What Rose said of Tom brought a shadow to his face, and
-as he walked rapidly toward Widow Simms’, not limping now, or scarcely
-touching his cane to the ground, he thought of Tom,—_old Tom_ he called
-him,—wondering how much he had been interested in Annie Graham, and
-asking himself if it were just the thing for him to take advantage of
-Tom’s absence, and supplant him in the affections of one whom he might,
-perhaps, have won had he an opportunity.
-
-“But Tom has had his day,” Jimmie thought. “He can’t expect another wife
-as nice as Mary was, and it is only fair for me to try my luck. _I_
-never loved any one before.”
-
-Jimmie stopped suddenly here; stopped in his soliloquy and his walk, and
-looking up into the starry sky, thought of the boy at New London, and
-the hills beyond, and the hotel on the beach, and the white-robed little
-figure with the blue ribbons in the golden hair, and the soft light in
-the violet eyes, which used to watch for his coming, and look so bright
-and yet so modest withal when he came. _Louise_ her aunt had called her,
-and he had designated her as _Lu_, or _Lulu_, just as the fancy took
-him.
-
-“I _did_ love _her_ some,” Jimmie thought. “Yes, I loved her as well as
-a boy of seventeen is capable of loving, and I deceived her shabbily. I
-wonder where she is? She must be twenty or more by this time, and a
-woman much like Annie. If I could find her, who knows that I might not
-like her best?” And for a moment Jimmie revolved the propriety of
-leaving Annie to Tom, while he sought for his first love of the Pequot
-House.
-
-But Annie Graham had made too strong an impression upon him to be given
-up for a former love, who might be dead for aught he knew, and so Tom
-was cast overboard, and Jimmie resumed his walk in the direction of
-Widow Simms’ cottage.
-
-The widow’s trunks were all packed and ready: every thing was done in
-the cottage which Annie could do, and with a tired flush on her cheek, a
-tumbled look about her hair, and a rent in the black dress, made by a
-nail on one of the boxes, Annie was waiting for the carriage, and half
-wishing, as she looked out into the bright moonlight, that she was going
-to walk home instead of riding. The fresh air would do her good, she
-thought, just as Jimmie appeared at the door. He had come to see if
-there was anything he could do for Mrs. Simms, he said, and to escort
-Mrs. Graham home.
-
-Annie’s cheeks were very red as she went for her shawl, and then bade
-good-bye to Mrs. Simms, whom she did not expect to see on the morrow. As
-soon as they were outside the gate, Jimmie drew her shawl close round
-her neck, and taking her arm in his, said to her: “The night is very
-fine and warm, too, for the first of November. You won’t mind taking the
-longest route home, I am sure, as it is the last time I may ever walk
-with you, and there is something I must tell you before I go back to
-danger and possible death.”
-
-He had turned into a long, grassy lane or newly opened street, where
-there were but few houses yet, and Annie knew the route would at least
-be a mile out of the way, but she could not resist the man who held her
-so closely to his side. She must hear what he had to say, and with an
-upward glance at the clear blue sky where she fancied George was looking
-down upon her, she nerved herself to listen.
-
-“Annie,” he began, “I’ve called you Mrs. Graham heretofore, but for
-to-night you must be Annie, even if you give me no right to call you by
-that name again. Annie, I have been a scamp, a wretch, a rebel, and
-almost everything bad. I deceived a young girl in New London years ago
-when I was a boy. Rose told you something about it once. Her name was
-Louise,—_Lulu_ I called her,—and I made her think I loved her.”
-
-“And didn’t you love her?” Annie asked suddenly, her voice ringing clear
-in the still night and making Jimmie start, there was something so quiet
-and determined in its tone.
-
-Still he had no suspicion that the woman beside him was the girl he had
-left on the beach at New London, and he continued: “Yes, Annie, I did,
-as boys of seventeen love girls of fourteen. She was pretty and soft,
-and pure and good, and I kissed her once on her forehead, and then I
-went away and never saw her after, or knew what became of her. And I am
-telling you this by way of confessing my misdeeds, for I’ve been a fast
-and reckless young man. I’ve gambled, and sneered at the Bible, and
-broken the Sabbath heaps of times, and flirted with more than forty
-girls, some of them not very respectable either, and none as pure as
-little Lulu. I ran away from home and nearly broke my mother’s heart. I
-joined the rebel army and fought against my brother at the battle of
-Bull Run. I was captured by Bill Baker and led with a halter to
-Washington and there shut up in prison. A fine character I give myself,
-and yet after all this I have dared to love you, Annie Graham, and I
-have brought you this way to ask if you will be my wife. Not now, of
-course: not before I go back; but if I come through the war alive will
-you be mine then, Annie? Tell me, darling, and don’t tremble so, or turn
-your face away.”
-
-Annie was shaking in every joint, and the face which Jimmie tried in
-vain to see was white as ashes. She had expected something like this
-when he led her down that grassy lane, but nevertheless it came to her
-with a shock, making her feel as if in some way she had injured her dead
-husband by listening to another’s love. And still she could not at once
-repulse the young man whose arm was around her, and who had drawn her to
-a gap in a stone wall, where he made her sit down while she answered
-him. Strange feelings had swept over her as she heard Jimmie Carleton’s
-voice telling her how much she was beloved,—how from the first moment he
-saw her he had been interested in her, and asking her again if she had
-anything to give the “recreant Jim.”
-
-He said the last playfully, but there was a great fear at his heart lest
-her silence portended evil to him.
-
-“No, Mr. Carleton. I have no heart to give you. I buried it with George;
-I can never love another. Forgive me if in any way I have misled you. I
-was only kind to you as I would be to any soldier.”
-
-“Bill Baker, for instance,” came savagely from Jimmie’s lips.
-
-He was cruelly disappointed, for he had not believed Annie would refuse
-him as she had done. He thought a good deal of himself as a _Carleton_.
-Nay, he believed himself superior to the man who was standing between
-him and the woman he coveted, and to be so decidedly refused by one who
-had been content with a person in George Graham’s position angered him
-for a moment. Annie knew he was offended, and when he spoke of Bill
-Baker, she said to him gently:
-
-“You mistake me, Mr. Carleton. If necessary, I could do for William
-Baker more than I have done for you; but it would only be from a sense
-of duty,—there would be no pleasure in it; while caring for you was a
-pleasure, because you are Mrs. Mather’s brother, and because,—because—”
-
-She did not know how to finish the sentence, for she could not herself
-tell why it had of late been so pleasant for her to do for Jimmie
-Carleton those little acts of kindness which had devolved on her. She
-was only interested in him as a soldier, she insisted, and she tried to
-make him understand that her decision was final; that were George dead a
-dozen years, she should give him the same answer as she did now. She
-could not be his wife. And Jimmie understood it at last, and by the
-terrible pangs of disappointment which crept over him, the Pequot girl
-was fully avenged for the many times she had watched from her window of
-the hotel, or walked sadly along the road by the bay to see if Dick Lee
-were coming. But Annie had no wish for revenge. She was only sorry for
-him, and she tried to comfort him with the assurance of her interest in
-him, and by telling him that, if ever he was sick in hospital or camp,
-and unable to come home, she would surely go to him as readily as if he
-were her brother.
-
-Jimmie did not particularly care for such comforting then, and his face,
-when he reached home, wore so dark and sorry a look that Rose, knew at
-once that something was wrong; but she refrained from asking any
-questions then,—feeling intuitively that both Annie and her brother
-would prefer to have her do so.
-
-It was a very grave, silent party which met at the breakfast table next
-morning, and only Annie was at all inclined to talk. She tried to be
-cheerful and appear as usual to the silent young man who never looked at
-her as she sat opposite him, with her smooth bands of hair so becomingly
-arranged, and her eyes so full of pity for him. She could not revoke her
-decision, but she was sorry to send him from her with that look upon his
-face; and when, after breakfast, she met him for a few moments alone in
-the library, she laid her hand timidly upon his arm, and said,
-“_Jimmie_, don’t be angry with me. Try to think of me as your
-sister,—your best friend, if you like. It grieves me that I have made
-you so unhappy.”
-
-She had never called him _Jimmie_ before, in his hearing, and as she did
-it now, the dark, handsome face into which she was looking, flushed with
-a sudden joy, as if he thought she were relenting. But she was not; she
-could only be his friend,—his best friend, she repeated, and her face
-was very pale, as she told him how she should remember him, and work for
-him, and pray for him, when he was gone. And then she gave him her hand,
-saying to him, “It is nearly time for you to go. I would rather say
-good-bye here.”
-
-And Jimmie took her hand, and, pressing it between his own, said to her:
-
-“You have hurt me cruelly, Annie Graham, for I believed you cared for
-me; but I cannot hate you for it, though I tried to do so all night
-long. I love you just the same as ever, and always shall. Remember your
-promise to come to me when I am sick, and let me kiss you once for the
-sake of what I hoped might be.”
-
-She did not refuse his request; and when at last he left her there was a
-red spot on her cheek where Jimmie Carleton’s lips had been. From her
-window she watched him going down the walk; and while with widow Simms
-he waited at the depot for the coming of the train, she on her knees was
-praying for him and his safety, just as, eighteen months before, she
-prayed for George when he was going from her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII.
- TOM AND JIMMIE.
-
-
-Jimmie’s journey was performed in safety, and he won golden opinions
-from his traveling companion, for whom he had cared as kindly as if it
-had been his mother instead of the “crabbed widow” in her eternal
-leghorn, with the vail of faded green. He had left her at one of the
-hospitals in Washington, where she was to begin her work as nurse, and
-hastened on to join his regiment. Captain Carleton was glad to welcome
-back the brother whom he had missed so much, but he saw that something
-was wrong; and that night, as they sat around the tent fire, he asked
-what it was, and why the face, usually so bright and cheerful, seemed so
-sober and sad. Tom had made minute inquiries concerning his mother, and
-Rose, and Susan Simms, and even poor old Mrs. Baker. But not a word of
-Annie. He could not speak of her, with that unfinished letter lying in
-his little travelling writing-case,—that letter commencing “My dear Mrs.
-Graham,” and over the wording of which Tom had spent more time by far
-than he did over the first epistle sent to Mary Williams. That had been
-dashed off in all the heat of a young man’s first ardent passion, just
-as Jimmie two weeks ago would have written to Annie. But Tom was eight
-years older than Jimmie. His first love had met its full fruition, and
-Mary, the object, was dead. Tom had always been old for his years. He
-looked, and seemed, and felt, full forty now, save when he thought of
-Annie, who was only twenty-one. Then he went back to thirty-two, glad
-that he had numbered no more birth-days. He had made up his mind to
-write to her. A friendly letter the first should be, he said,—a letter
-merely asking if she would correspond with him, and hinting at the
-interest he had felt in her ever since he saw how much she was to Rose,
-and how constant were her labors for the suffering soldiers. If her
-answer was favorable, he should ere long ask her to be his wife, and
-this is the way he took to win the woman whose name he would not mention
-to his brother. He had been a little uneasy when Jimmie first went home,
-for he knew how popular the wayward youth was with all the ladies; but
-as Rose had never written a word to strengthen him in his fears, he had
-thrown them aside and commenced the letter which to-night, after Jimmie
-was gone, he was intending to finish for the morrow’s mail. He changed
-his mind, however, as the night wore on, for in reply to his question as
-to what was the matter, Jimmie had burst out impetuously with,
-
-“It is all over with me and the widow. I went in strong for her, Tom. I
-told her all my badness, confessed everything I could, and then she said
-it could not be. I tell you, Tom, I did not know a man could be so sore
-about a woman!” And with a great choking sob Jimmie Carleton laid his
-head upon Tom’s lap, and moaned like some wounded animal.
-
-Tom, who had been as a father to this younger brother, was touched to
-his heart’s core, and felt as if by having that unfinished letter in his
-possession he was in some way guilty, and as a pitying woman would have
-done, he smoothed the dark curly hair, and tried to speak words of
-comfort.
-
-“What had Annie said? Perhaps she might relent. Would Jimmie tell him
-about it?”
-
-Then Jimmie lifted up his head, and looking straight in Tom’s eyes,
-said,
-
-“Forgive me, old Tom. I was inclined to be jealous of you. Rose said you
-were more suitable, and I know you are; but, Tom, I did love Annie so
-much, after I had swallowed the first husband, which cost me a great
-effort, for a widow is not the beau ideal I used to cherish of my future
-wife. Tom, you don’t care for Annie, do you?” he continued, in a
-startled tone, as something in Tom’s face affrighted him.
-
-Tom would not deceive him then, and he replied,
-
-“I have,—that is,—yes, I do care for her, and I had commenced a letter,
-but——”
-
-“Don’t finish it, Tom. Do this for me,—don’t finish it!” Jimmie
-exclaimed, eagerly, knowing now how the hope that Annie might relent had
-buoyed him up, and kept him from utter despondency. “Don’t send it, Tom;
-leave her to me, if I can win her yet. She may feel differently by and
-by: her husband is only one year dead. Let me have Annie, Tom,” and
-Jimmie grew more vehement as he saw plainly the struggle in Tom’s mind.
-“You’ve had your day with Mary. Think of your years of married life,
-when you were so happy, and leave Annie to me. At least don’t try to get
-her from me,—not yet,—wait a year. Will you, Tom?”
-
-Few could resist Jimmie Carleton’s pleadings when they were so earnest
-as now; and generous Tom yielded to the boy, whom he had scolded, and
-whipped, and disciplined, and loved, and grieved over, ever since the
-day their father died and left him the head of the family.
-
-“I will wait a year and see what that brings to us; and you, Jimmie,
-must do the same, then Annie shall decide,” he said at last, and his
-voice was so steady in its tone, and his manner so kind, that Jimmie
-never guessed how much it cost the man who “had had his day,” to unlock
-the little desk and take from it the letter intended for Annie Graham
-and commit it to the flames.
-
-They watched it together as it crisped and blackened on the coals,
-neither saying a word or stirring until the last thin flake had
-disappeared, when Tom bent to pick up something which had dropped from
-the desk, when he took out the letter. It was _Mary’s_ picture, and in
-her lap the baby which had died when six months old.
-
-“Yes, I have had my day,” Tom thought, as he gazed upon the fair, sweet
-face of her whose bright head had once lain where he had thought to have
-Annie’s lie. “I have had my day, and though it closed before it was
-noon, I will not interfere with Jimmie.”
-
-And so the compact was sealed between them, and Jimmie slept sounder on
-his soldier bed that night than he had slept before since Annie’s
-refusal. Jimmie was not selfish, and as the days went by and he
-reflected more and more upon Tom’s generosity, his conscience smote him
-for having allowed his brother to sacrifice his happiness for a whim of
-his. “She might have refused him, too, and then again she might not; at
-all events he had a right to try his luck,” Jimmie reasoned, until at
-last his sense of justice triumphed and he wrote to Annie an account of
-the whole transaction.
-
-“It was mean in me to let Tom burn the letter,” he said, “but I could
-not bear the thought of his winning what I had lost, and so like a
-coward I looked on and felt a thrill of satisfaction when I saw his
-letter crisping on the coals. But as proof that I have repented of that
-selfish act, I ask you plainly, ‘Would you have replied favorably to
-that letter, had it been sent?’ If so, tell me truly, and without ever
-betraying the fact that I have written to you on the subject, I will
-manage to have Tom write again, and if the fates shall so decree I will
-try to forget that gap in the stone wall where we sat that night when I
-told you of my love.”
-
-His letter found Annie sick in bed from the effects of a severe cold
-which kept her so long in her room that it was not till just on the eve
-of the battle of Fredericksburg that Jimmie received her answer, “I
-should say No to your brother just as I did to you.”
-
-This was what Jimmie read, and with a feeling of relief as far as Tom
-was concerned, he crushed the few lines into his pocket and went on with
-his preparations for the contest at Fredericksburg, which seemed
-inevitable, with a kind of recklessness which characterized many of our
-soldiers. Jimmie had heretofore felt no fears of a battle. The bullet
-which might strike down another would not harm him, and he charged his
-preservation mostly to Annie’s prayers for his safety; but in this, her
-last brief note, she had not said so much as “God bless you,” and
-Jimmie’s heart beat faster as he thought of the impending danger. Jimmie
-seldom prayed, but if Annie had failed him he must try what he could do
-for himself, and when the night came down upon that vast army camping in
-the woods and on the hillside, it looked on one young face upturned to
-the wintry sky, and the moaning winds carried up to heaven the few words
-of prayer which Jimmie Carleton said.
-
-Oppressed with a strange feeling of foreboding, he prayed earnestly that
-God would blot out all his manifold transgressions, and if he
-died,—grant him an entrance into heaven where Annie was sure to go.
-Close beside him crouched Bill, who listened with wonder to the
-“Corp’ral,” a feeling of terror beginning to creep into his own heart as
-he detected the accents of fear in his companion.
-
-“I say, Corp’ral,” he began, when Jimmie’s devotions were ended, “be you
-’fraid of somethin’s happenin’ to you when they set us to crossin’ that
-darned river, and if there does, shall I write to the folks and the gal
-you mentioned and tell ’em you prayed like a parson the night before?”
-
-Jimmie was terribly annoyed with Bill’s impertinence, and for a man who
-had just been praying did not exercise as much Christian forbearance as
-might have been expected. A harsh “Mind your business!” was his only
-reply, which Bill received with a good humored, “Guess you’ll have to
-try agin, Corp’ral, before you get into the right frame;” and then there
-was silence between them, and the night crept on apace, and the early
-morning began to break and the wintry sky was obscured by a thick, dull
-haze, which hid for a time our soldiers from view, then a deadly fire of
-musketry from the opposite bank of the Rappahannock was opened upon
-them, till they fled to the shelter of the adjacent hills, where,
-forming into line, they again went back to the laying of the pontoon
-bridges, while the roar of the cannon shook the hills and told to the
-listeners miles away that the battle of Fredericksburg was begun.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV.
- RESULTS OF THE BATTLE.
-
-
-The streets of Rockland were full of excited people when the news first
-reached the town of the terrible battle which had left so many slain
-upon the field, and desolated so many hearths both North and South. Rose
-Mather was nearly frantic, for Will she knew was in the battle, together
-with her two brothers, and it was not probable that all three would
-escape unharmed. Eagerly she grasped the paper to see who was killed,
-wounded, or missing, but neither of the three names was there, and she
-began to hope again, and found time to comfort poor Susan Simms, whose
-husband was also in the fight, and who had gone almost mad with the fear
-lest he should be killed.
-
-Two days passed, and then there came a telegram from Tom, and Mrs.
-Carleton, who read it first, gave a low, moaning cry, while Rose, who
-read it next, uttered a piercing shriek, and fell sobbing into Annie’s
-arms.
-
-“Oh, Will!—oh, Will!—my husband!” was what she said, while Mrs. Carleton
-uttered Jimmie’s name, and then Annie knew that harm had come to him,
-and placing Rose upon the sofa, she took the paper from Mrs. Carleton’s
-hand, and read:
-
- “Will was badly wounded,—lay on the field all night;—Jimmie
- missing,—supposed to be a prisoner. I am well.
-
- “T. CARLETON.”
-
-“Poor Jimmie!” Annie whispered, sadly, her heart throbbing with pity for
-the young man who had gone back in time to meet so sad a fate.
-
-Never had so dark a day dawned upon Rose Mather as that which followed
-the arrival of Tom’s telegram, but ere its close there came a message of
-hope to her. Will had been taken to Washington, where he had
-providentially fallen into the hands of Mrs. Simms, who sent the joyful
-news that “no bones were broken, and he was doing well.”
-
-“Oh, Annie, God is so much better to me than I deserve; I must love Him
-now, and I will, if He will only send Jimmie back,” Rose said, while
-Annie’s heart went up in a prayer of thanksgiving for Mr. Mather’s
-comparative safety, and then went out after the poor prisoner, whose
-destination was as yet unknown.
-
-That night Rose started for Washington, and three days after there came
-to Annie a soiled, queer-looking missive, directed to “Miss Widder Anny
-Graam, At Miss Martherses,” the name written at the top of the letter,
-and the superscription spreading over so much surface, that, had there
-been another word, it must, from necessity, have been written on the
-other side of the letter. It was from Bill Baker, and it read as
-follows:
-
- “Army of Potomac, and about as licked out an army as you ever seen. To
- all it may concern, and ‘specially Miss Anny Graam. I send you my
- regrets greetin’, and hopin’ this will find you enjoying the same
- great blessin’. Burnside has made the thunderinest blunder, and more’n
- a million of our boys is dead before Fredericksburgh. Mr. Mathers was
- about riddled through, I guess, and the Corporal,—wall, may as well
- take it easy,—I fit for him like a tiger, till they nocked me endways,
- and I played dead to save my life. But the Corporal’s a goner,—took
- prisoner with an awful cut on his neck; and now what I’m going to tell
- you is this: the night before the battle I came upon him prayin’ like
- a priest, kneelin’ in an awful mudpuddle, and what he said was
- somethin’ about Heaven, and _Anny_, whitch, beggin’ your pardon, I
- think means you, and so I ast him in case of bad luck, if I should
- write and tell you. I don’t think he could have ben in a vary
- sperritual frame of mind, for he told me to mind my bisiness, but I
- don’t lay it up agin him, and when them too tall, lantern-jawed sons
- of Balam grabbed him as he was tryin’ to skedaddle with the blood a
- spirtin’ from his neck, I pitched inter ’em, and give ’em hale columby
- for a spell, till they nocked me flat and I made bleeve dead as I was
- tellin’ you. Don’t feel bad, Miss Graam. Trust luck and keep your
- powder dry, and mabby he’ll come back sometime.
-
- Yours to command,
- “BILL BAKER.”
-
- “Tell the old woman I’m well, but pretty well tuckered out.”
-
-“God soften the hearts of his captors. God keep him in safety!” Annie
-whispered, and then, as Mrs. Carleton came in, she passed the note to
-her, and tried to comfort the poor mother, who, in Rose’s absence,
-leaned on her as on a daughter.
-
-Annie seemed very near the sorrowing woman, who wept bitterly for her
-poor boy, and in the first hours of her sorrow she spoke out what was in
-her mind.
-
-“I believe Jimmie loved you, Annie, and that makes you very dear to me.
-We can mourn for him together, and, Annie, you will pray for him night
-and day, that God will bring him back to us.”
-
-Annie could only reply by pressing the hand which sought hers, for her
-heart was too full to speak. Had Jimmie been dead she would scarcely
-have mourned for him more deeply than she did now. The country was
-already rife with rumors of the sufferings endured by our prisoners, and
-death itself seemed almost preferable to months and years of privations
-and pain in the Southern prisons.
-
-“Sent to Richmond, and probably from thence further South, probably to
-Georgia.”
-
-This was all the intelligence they could procure from him, until spring,
-when there came news direct that he was at Salisbury, and there for a
-time the curtain dropped, leaving his face shrouded in darkness, while
-in his Northern home tears were shed like rain, and prayers went up to
-heaven from the quivering lips of a mother, who was just learning to
-pray as she ought, and into Annie Graham’s heart there gradually crept a
-wish that the poor, weary prisoner might know how much and how kindly
-she thought of him, feeling at times half sorry that she had not given
-him some little hope as a solace for the weary hours of his prison life.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV.
- GETTYSBURGH.
-
-
-Rose Mather had brought her husband home as soon as it was safe to move
-him, and with the good nursing of Mrs. Carleton and Annie, he grew
-strong enough to rejoin his regiment in May, and the last which Rose
-heard from him directly was a few words hastily written and sent off to
-Washington just as the Army of the Potomac was moving on to Gettysburgh.
-Then came the terrible battle, when the summer air was full of smoke,
-and dust, and flying splinters, with clouds of torn-up earth which
-blinded the horror-stricken men, who vainly sought for shelter behind
-the trees and the headstones of the graveyard, where the dead must
-almost have heard the fierce commotion around them as wail after wail of
-human anguish, mingled with the awful shrieks of dying horses, went up
-to the blackened heavens and then died away in silence. Where the battle
-was the hottest, and the carnage the most terrible, Will Mather
-followed, or rather led, and when the fight had ceased he lay upon his
-face, unconscious of the pitiless rain beating upon his head, or the two
-savage looking Texans bending over him, and turning him to the light.
-
-Among the list of killed, the Rockland _Chronicle_ of July 10th had the
-name of William Mather, while in another column, designated by long
-lines of black, was a eulogy upon the deceased, who was known to have
-fought so bravely. Then every blind of the Mather mansion was closed,
-and knots of crape streamed from the door-knob, and the villagers missed
-the roll of the carriage wheels which were wont to carry so much comfort
-and sunshine to the hearts of the poor soldiers; and the little airy,
-dancing creature, whose bright smile and rare beauty had done quite as
-good service as her generous gifts, lay in her darkened room, never
-weeping, never speaking, except to moan so piteously, “Oh, Will, my
-darling, my poor, poor husband.”
-
-They could not comfort her, for she did not seem to hear, or at least to
-understand one word they said, and the soft, dark eyes had in them a
-wild, scared look, which troubled the watchers at her side, and made
-them tremble for her safety.
-
-The knots of crape were taken from the doors, and the blinds were opened
-at last, and the light of heaven let into the dreary house; but there
-came no change to poor little Rose, whose white face grew so thin that
-Tom, when in September he came home to see her, would scarcely have
-known the little sister, of whose beauty he had been so proud. As if the
-sight of him in his uniform had brought back the horror of the past, she
-uttered a piercing shriek, and hid her face for a moment in her pillows;
-then, with a sudden movement lifted her head, and shedding back her
-tangled curls from her pale forehead, she stretched her arms toward him
-and whispered:
-
-“Take me, Tom; hold me as you used to do; let me be a little girl again
-in the old home in Boston, for Will, you know, is dead.”
-
-And Tom took her in his strong, brotherly arms, and laid her head
-against his breast, and caressed and smoothed her tumbled hair, and
-petted and loved her just as he did when she was a little child, with no
-shadow around her like that which enfolded her now. And then he spoke of
-Will, and the dark eyes fastened eagerly upon his as he told her how the
-very night before the battle, Will knelt down with him and prayed that
-whether he lived or died, all might be well with him.
-
-“And Rose,” he continued, “he bade me tell you, in case he was killed,
-that all was well, and you must think of him as in Heaven, not far, as
-some suppose, but near to you,—with you,—he said, and you must meet him
-there. You must bear bravely what God chooses to send; not give up like
-this when there is so much to be done. Will my darling little sister
-heed what poor Will said? Will she try to rally and be a brave woman?”
-
-“Yes, Tom, I’ll try,” came gaspingly from the white lips, and Rose’s
-voice was broken with sobs, as the first tears she had shed since she
-heard the fatal news, ran in torrents down her face.
-
-Tom only staid a week, but he did them a world of good, and Annie felt
-she had never known one half how noble a man he was until she saw how
-tender he was with Rose, and how kind to his mother, whose heart was
-aching to its very core for her youngest son. He had been removed from
-Salisbury to Andersonville when they last heard from him, and was dead,
-perhaps, by this time. Poor Jimmie! The year he had asked Tom to wait
-would be up before very long, but Tom would still keep faith with him.
-Annie was sacred to Jimmie’s memory, and once, when talking with her of
-the captive, he alluded to what would probably be when Jimmie came home
-again. And Annie did not turn from him now, as she would once have done
-had such a thing been suggested.
-
-“God only knows how I might feel,” she said, and by the look in her blue
-eyes, and the tone of her voice, Tom knew there was no hope for _him_.
-
-With many kisses and loving words of sympathy, he bade his sister
-good-bye when his leave had expired, and then in the hall stood a moment
-while his mother whispered something to him which made him start, and
-turn pale as he said:
-
-“Poor Will! he would have been so glad!”
-
-Then, as if the news had brought Rose nearer to him, and made her more
-the object of his special care, he went back to her a second time, and
-wound his arms about her lovingly, as he said, “Poor little wounded
-dove! God’s promises are for the widow and fatherless, and He will care
-for you;” and Rose guessed to what he referred, but there was no
-answering joy upon her face, and her hands were pressed upon her heart
-as she watched him from the window, going from her just as Will had
-gone, and whispered to herself, “It would have been too much happiness
-if Will had lived; but now I cannot be glad.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI
- COURSE OF EVENTS.
-
-
-With a howl of despair, Mrs. Baker came rushing into the kitchen of the
-Mather mansion, one morning in November, startling Annie with her
-vehemence as she thrust into her hand a dirty, half-worn envelope, which
-she said was from Bill, who had been missing since August, and who, it
-now appeared, was at Andersonville.
-
-“Might better be dead,” his mother said, and then she explained that the
-letter she brought Annie had come in one to herself received that
-morning from Bill.
-
-How he ever got it through the lines was a mystery which he did not
-explain; nor did Annie care, inasmuch as it brought news direct from
-Jimmie. He had written to her with the pencil and on the sheet of paper
-Bill had brought him, for Bill Baker was employed outside the prison
-walls, and allowed many privileges which were denied to the poor
-wretches who crowded that swampy pen. In short, Bill had taken the
-Confederate oath,—“had done some tall swearin’,” as he wrote to Annie,
-giving as an excuse for the treasonable act, “that he couldn’t _stan’_
-the racket” in that horrible place, where twenty thousand human beings
-were crowded together in a space of twenty-five acres, and part of that
-a marshy swamp, teeming with filth and scum, and hideous living things.
-Another reason, too, Bill gave, and that was pity for the “Corp’ral,” to
-whom he could occasionally take little extras, and whom he would have
-scarcely recognized, he said, so worn and changed had he become from his
-long imprisonment.
-
- “I mistrusted he was there,” Bill wrote; “and so when me and some
- other fellow-travellers was safely landed in purgatory, I went on an
- explorin’ tower to find him. But you bet it want so easy gettin’
- through that crowd. Why, the camp-meetin’ they had in the Fair Grounds
- in Rockland, when Marm Freeman bust her biler hollerin’, was nothin’
- to the piles of ragged, dirty, hungry-lookin’ dogs; some standin’ up,
- some lyin’ down, and all lookin’ as if they was on their last legs.
- Right on a little sand bank, and so near the dead line that I wonder
- he didn’t get shot, I found the Corp’ral, with his trouses tore to
- tatters, and lookin’ like the old gal’s rag-bag that hangs in the
- suller-way. Didn’t he cry, though, when I hit him a kelp on the back,
- and want there some tall cryin’ done by both of us as we sat there
- flat on the sand, with the hot sun pourin’ down on us, and the sweat
- and the tears runnin’ down his face, as he told me all he’d suffered.
- It made my blood bile. I’ve had a little taste of Libby, and Bell
- Isle, too; but they can’t hold a candle to this place. Miss Graam, you
- are the good sort, kinder pius like; but I’ll be hanged if I don’t
- bleeve you’ll justify me in the thumpin lies I told the Corp’ral that
- day, to keep his spirits up. Says he, ‘Have you ever ben to Rockland
- since Fredericksburg?’ and then I tho’t in a minute of that nite in
- the woods when he prayed about Anny; and ses I to myself, ‘The piusest
- lie you ever told will be that you have been home, and seen Miss
- Graam, with any other triflin’ additions you may think best;’ so I
- told him I had ben hum on a furbelow, as the old gal (meanin’ my
- mother) calls it. And I seen her, too, says I, Miss Graam, and she
- talked an awful sight about you, I said, when you orto have seen him
- shiver all over as he got up closer to me, and asked, ‘What did she
- say?’ Then I went on romancin’, and told him how you spent a whole
- evenin’ at the ole hut, talkin’ about him, and how sorry you was for
- him, and couldn’t git your natural sleep for thinkin’ of him, and how,
- when I came away, you said to me on the sly, ‘William, if you ever
- happen to meet Mr. Carleton, give him Anny Graam’s love, and tell him
- she means it.’ Great Peter! I could almost see the flesh come back to
- his bones, and his eyes had the old look in ’em, as he liked to of
- hugged me to death. I’d done him a world of good, he said, and for
- some days he seemed as chipper as you please; but nobody can stan’ a
- diet of raw meal and the nastiest watter that ever run; and ses I to
- myself, Corp’ral will die as sure as thunder if somethin’ don’t turn
- up; and so, when I got the hang of things a little, and seen how the
- macheen was worked, sez I, ‘I’ll turn Secesh, though I hate ’em as I
- do pizen.’ They was glad enuff to have me, bein’ I’m a kind of
- carpenter and jiner, and they let me out, and I went to work for the
- Corp’ral. I’ll bet I told a hundred lies, fust and last, if I did one.
- I said he was at heart Secesh; that he was in the rebel army, and I
- took him prisoner at Manassas, which, you know was true. Then I said
- his sweetheart, meanin’ you, begging your pardon, got up a row, and
- made him jine the Federals, and promise never to go agin the flag, and
- that’s how he come to be nabbed up at Fredericksburg. I said ‘twan’t
- no use to try to make him swear, for he thought more of his gal’s good
- opinion than he did of liberty, and I set you up till I swan if I
- bleeve you’d a knowed yourself, and every one of them fellers was
- ready to stan’ by you, and two of ’em drinked your helth with the wust
- whisky I ever tasted. One of ’em asked me if I was a fair specimen of
- the Northern Army, and I’ll be darned if I didn’t tell him _no_, for I
- was ashamed to have ’em think the Federals was all like me. I guess,
- though, they liked me some; anyway, they let me carry something to the
- Corp’ral every now and then, and I bleeve he’d die if I didn’t. I’ve
- smuggled him in some paper and a pencil, and he is going to wright to
- you, and I shall send it, no matter how. The rebs won’t see it, and I
- guess it’s pretty sure to go safe. I must stop now, and wright to the
- old woman.
-
- “Yours to command,
- “WILLIAM BAKER, ESQUARE.”
-
-It was with great difficulty that Annie could decipher the badly-written
-scrawl; but she made it out at last, and then took Jimmie’s letter next,
-shuddering as she saw in it marks of the horrors which Bill had
-described but faintly, and which were fully corroborated by Jimmie
-himself.
-
- “My dear Annie,” he wrote, “I do not know that this letter will ever
- reach you. I have but little hope that it will. Still it is worth
- trying for, and so here in this terrible place, whose horrors no pen
- or tongue can adequately describe, I am writing to you, who I know
- think sometimes of the poor wretch starving and dying by inches in
- Andersonville. Oh, Annie, you can never know what I have suffered from
- hunger and thirst, and exposure and filth, which makes my very blood
- curdle and creep, and from that weary homesickness which more than
- aught else kills the poor boys around me. When I first came here I
- thought I could not endure it, and though I knew I was not prepared, I
- used to wish that I might die; but a little drummer boy from Michigan,
- who took to me from the first, said his prayers one night beside me,
- and the listening to him carried me back to you, who, I felt sure,
- prayed for me each day. And so hope came back again, with a desire to
- live and see your dear face once more. My little drummer boy, Johnny,
- was all the world to me, and when he grew too sick to sit or stand, I
- held his poor head in my lap, and gave up my rations to him, for he
- was almost famished, and ate eagerly whatever was brought to us. We
- used to say the Lord’s Prayer together every night, when a certain
- star appeared, which he playfully called his ‘mother,’ saying it was
- her eye watching over him. It was a childish fancy, but we grow
- childish here, and I, too, have given that star a name. I call it
- ‘Annie,’ and I watch its coming as eagerly as did the little boy, who
- died just as the star reached the zenith and was shining down upon
- him. His head was in my lap, and all there was left of my coat I made
- into a pillow for him, and held him till he died. His mother’s address
- is ——, Michigan. Write to her, Annie, and tell her how Johnny died in
- the firm hope of meeting her again in heaven. Tell her he did not
- suffer much pain,—only a weakness, which wasted his life away. Tell
- her the keepers were kind to him, and brought him ice-water several
- times. Tell her, too, of the star at which he gazed so long as he had
- strength.
-
- “It was all the companion I had after he was gone until Bill Baker
- came. I shall never forget that day. I had crawled up to my sand bank,
- and drawn my rags around me, and was beginning to wish again that I
- could die, when a broad hand was laid upon my shoulder, and a voice
- which was music to me then, if it never had been before, said to me
- cheerily, ‘Hallo, old Corp’ral! Such are the chances of war! Give us
- your fist!’ But when he saw what a sorry jaded wretch I was, his chin
- began to quiver, and we cried together like two great babies as we
- were.
-
- “Oh, Annie, was it a lie Bill Baker told me, or did you really send me
- your _love_, and say that you meant it? He told me such a story, and I
- grew better in a moment. Have you relented, and if I could ask you
- again the question I asked a year ago, when we sat together beneath
- the moonlight, would you tell me _yes_? Darling Annie, Andersonville
- is not so terrible since I am kept up by that hope. I do not mind now
- if my shoes and stockings are all gone, and my trowsers nearly so, and
- I watch for that star so eagerly, and make believe that it is you, and
- when the dark clouds obscure it, and the rain is falling upon my
- unsheltered head, I say that it is Annie’s tears, and do not mind that
- either. I pray, too, Annie,—pray with my heart, I hope, though my
- prayers have more to do with you than myself.
-
- “Bill Baker said he should write and tell you about his taking the
- oath, which I believe he did almost solely for my sake, and greatly
- have I been benefited by it. Rough as he is, and disgusting at times,
- he seems to have gained friends outside, and he does us many a
- kindness, confining his attentions mostly to me, who am his especial
- care. It is a strange Providence that he who took me a prisoner at
- Bull Run and annoyed me so terribly, should now be caring for me here
- at Andersonville, and literally keeping the life within me, for I
- should die without him.
-
- “I have not written half I want to say, but my paper is nearly used
- up, and not one word have I said to mother or Rose. Tell them they
- would not know me now, and tell them, too, that in my dreams, when I
- am not with you, I am with them, and mother’s face is like an angel’s,
- while Rose’s sparkling beauty makes my heart beat just as it used to
- beat when I first began to realize what a darling sister I had. Dear
- Annie, you _did_ send that message by Bill Baker, I _will_ believe,
- and thus believing, shall gain strength maybe to bear up until the day
- of release.
-
- “Good-bye, my darling. From my crowded, filthy, terrible prison I send
- you a loving good-bye.”
-
-Notwithstanding the sickening details of this letter the day succeeding
-its receipt was a brighter one at the Mather house than the inmates had
-known for a long time. Jimmie was still alive, and with Bill Baker’s
-care he might survive the horrors of Andersonville and come back to them
-again. Annie showed both letters to Mrs. Carleton, who, when she read
-them, wound her arms around Annie’s neck and whispered, “Is it wrong for
-me to be glad that Bill Baker told that lie, when by the means our
-prisoner boy is so greatly benefited.”
-
-Annie could not tell. She was not sorry that Jimmie should think of her
-as he did, and that night when the stars came out in the sky she looked
-tearfully up at them wondering which was the one watched for by the
-childish young man, and the little boy who died. Mrs. Carleton had taken
-it for granted that if Jimmie came back Annie would be her daughter, and
-she clung to her with a love and tenderness second only to what she felt
-for Rose. Poor Rose! She had listened with some degree of interest to
-such portions of Jimmie’s letter as Annie chose to read to her, but it
-had no power to rouse her from the state of apathy into which she had
-fallen. She never smiled now, and rarely spoke except to answer a
-question, but sat all day by the window in her own room, and looked away
-to the southward, where all her thoughts were centered. It was very
-strange that nothing could be heard of her husband except that he was
-shot down dead. A dozen corroborated that fact, but his body had not
-been found on the field, nor was any mention ever made of him in any
-official accounts. Once Rose had been startled from her stupor by a
-soldier, who pretended to have seen her husband in one of the Southern
-prisons, but a closer examination proved that the man was intoxicated,
-and had told what he did in the hope that money might be given him for
-the intelligence, and then Rose sank back into her former condition, the
-same hopeless look in her eyes which had been there from the moment she
-heard her husband’s name among the killed, and the same look of anguish
-upon her face which never relaxed a muscle, as she watched indifferently
-the preparations made by her mother and Annie for an event which under
-other circumstances would have stirred every pulsation of her heart. But
-when on Christmas morning, the bell from St. Luke’s was sending forth
-its joyous peal for the child born in Bethlehem more than eighteen
-hundred years ago, there came a softer, more natural look to Rose’s
-eyes, and her lip quivered a little as she said to Annie, who was
-bending over her, “What is that sound in the next room like the crying
-of a baby?”
-
-“It is your baby, Rose; born last night. Don’t you remember it,—a
-beautiful little boy, with his father’s look in his eyes, and Jimmie’s
-dimple in his chin?”
-
-Annie hoped, by mentioning both the father and Jimmie, to awaken some
-interest in the little mother, whose eyes grew larger, and rounder, and
-brighter, as she whispered:
-
-“My baby, I can’t understand. It is all so strange and mysterious. How
-came I with a baby, Annie? Bring it to me, please.”
-
-They brought it to her, and laid it in her arms, and then stood watching
-her as the first tokens of the mother’s love came over her face and
-crept into her eyes, which gradually began to fill with tears, until, at
-last, a storm of sobs and moans burst forth, as Rose rocked to and fro,
-whispering to her child:
-
-“Poor darling! to be born without a father, when he would have been so
-proud of his boy. Poor, murdered Will! Poor, fatherless baby! I am glad
-God gave you to me. I did not deserve it. I’ve been so thoughtless and
-wicked, but I will be better now. Dear little baby, we will grow good
-together, so as to go some day where papa has gone.”
-
-She would not let them take the child from her. It was hers, she said.
-God had sent it to make her better, and she would have it. There was
-something in the touch of its soft, warm hands, which kept her heart
-from breaking. And so they left it with her, and from the day that
-little life came to be one in the household, Rose began to amend, and,
-in her love for her child, forgot in part the terrible pain in her
-heart. Once her mother said to her:
-
-“Will you call your baby, William?” And she replied.
-
-“No; there is but one Willie for me, and he is in Heaven. Baby will be
-called for brother Jimmie.”
-
-And so one bright Sunday morning in March, when St. Luke’s was decked
-with flowers from the Mather hot-house, and the children of the Sunday
-School sang their Easter carols, Rose Mather, in her widow’s weeds, went
-up the aisle, with her mother, Annie, and brother Tom, the latter of
-whom gave her bright-eyed, beautiful boy to the rector, who baptized him
-“James Carleton.” And all through the congregation there ran a thrill of
-pity for the widowed mother, whose face, though it had lost some of its
-brilliant color, was more beautiful than ever, for there was shining all
-over it the light of a new joy, the peace which comes from sins
-forgiven, and, after the baptism was over and the morning service read,
-Rose knelt with her mother, brother, and Annie, to receive, for the
-first time, the precious symbols of a Saviour’s dying love.
-
-Rose had ceased to oppose Annie in her wish to join Mrs. Simms, who was
-then at Annapolis; and when Tom, a few days after the baptism, went back
-again, Annie would go with him as a regular hospital nurse.
-
-It might be that Jimmie would be among the number of skeletons sent up
-to “God’s land,” as the poor fellows called it; and Annie’s heart
-throbbed with the pleasure it would be to minister to him, to call the
-life back to his heart, to awaken an interest in him for olden times,
-and then, perhaps, whisper to him that the decision made that moonlight
-night, more than a year and a half ago, had been revoked and where she
-had said no, her answer now was yes. Between herself and Mrs. Carleton
-there had been a long talk, of which Jimmie and the little Pequot girl
-were the subjects, and the proud lady had asked forgiveness for the
-wrong done to that girl, if wrong there were.
-
-“Something tells me you will find my boy,” she said; “and if you do,
-tell him how freely I give him this little Lulu, and God bless you
-both!”
-
-A few weeks later, and news came to the Mather House that when the
-battle of the Wilderness was over, Captain Tom Carleton was not with his
-handful of men who came from the field. “A prisoner of war,” was the
-next report, and then, as if her last hope had been taken from her, Mrs.
-Carleton broke down entirely, and, secluding herself from the world
-without, sat down in her desolation, mourning and praying for her two
-boys,—one a prisoner in Andersonville, and one in Columbia.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII.
- THE HUNTED SOLDIER.
-
-
-The sun was just rising, and his red beams gilded the summits of the
-Alleghany Mountains, which in the glory of the early morning seemed as
-calm and peaceful as if their lofty heights had never looked down upon
-scenes of carnage and strife, or their tangled passes and dark ravines
-sheltered poor, starving, frightened wretches, fleeing for their lives,
-and braving death in any form rather than be recaptured by their
-merciless pursuers. There were several of these miserable men hiding in
-the mountain passes now, prisoners escaped from Salisbury and other
-points, but our story now has to do with but one, and that a young man,
-with a look of determination in his eye, and the courage of a Samson in
-his heart. He had suffered incredible hardships since the day of his
-capture. He had been stripped at once of his handsome uniform by the
-brutal Texans, who found him upon the field. His gold, which he carried
-about his person into every battle, had been taken from him, and in this
-condition he had been sent from one prison to another, until Salisbury
-received him. At first he had suffered but little mentally, for the ball
-which struck him down had left him with his reason impaired, and to him
-it was all the same whether friend or foe had him in keeping. Deprived
-of everything which could mark his rank as an officer, and always
-insisting that his name was “Rose,” he passed for a demented creature,
-whom the brutal soldiery delighted to torment. Gradually, however, his
-reason came back, and he woke to the full horrors of his condition.
-Then, like a caged lion he chafed and fumed, and resolved to be free. He
-could not die there, knowing that far away there was a blithesome little
-woman waiting for his coming, if, indeed, she had not ceased to think of
-him as among the living,—a state of things which he thought very
-probable, as he became aware of the fact that no one of his companions
-was acquainted with his real name. Rose was the only cognomen by which
-he was known, and the proud man shivered every time he heard that dear
-name uttered by the coarse, jesting lips around him. A horrid suit of
-dirty grey had been given him in place of the stolen uniform, and though
-at first he rebelled against the filthy garments, he began ere long to
-think now they might aid him in his escape, inasmuch as they were the
-garb of the Confederates. Day and night he studied the best means of
-escape, until at last the attempt was made and he stood one dark, rainy
-night, out on the highway a free man, breathing the pure breath of
-heaven, and ready to sell his life at any cost rather than go back again
-to the prison he had left. He had put his trust in God, and God had
-raised him up a friend at once, who had seen him leave the prison, and
-greatly aided him in his escape, just as he had aided others, knowing
-the while that by so doing he was putting his own life in jeopardy. But
-a staunch Unionist at heart, he was willing to brave everything for the
-cause, and it was through his instrumentality and minute directions that
-Will Mather had finally reached the shelter of the mountains which
-separate North Carolina from Tennessee. He had found friends all along
-the route, true, loyal men, who had periled their lives for him; brave
-tender women, whose hands had ministered so kindly to his wants, and who
-had so cheerfully divided with him their scanty meals, even though
-hunger was written upon their thin, haggard faces, and stared in their
-sunken eyes. And Will had taken down each name, and registered a vow
-that if ever he reached the North, these noble self-denying people
-should be rewarded, and if possible removed from a neighborhood where
-they suffered so much from privation and from the hands of their former
-friends, who, suspecting their sentiments, heaped upon them every
-possible abuse. Ragged, bareheaded, footsore and worn, he came at last,
-at the close of a June day, to the entrance of a cave in the hills to
-which he had been directed, and where, on the damp earth, he slept so
-soundly from fatigue and exhaustion that the morning sun was shining
-through the entrance to the cave, and a robin, on a shrub growing near,
-was trilling its morning song ere he awoke. The air, though damp from
-the water which trickled through the rocks, was close and stifling, and
-Will crept cautiously out from his hiding-place, and sitting down upon
-the ground drank in the beauty and stillness of the summer morning.
-Exactly where he was he did not know, but he felt certain that his face
-was toward the land where the Stars and Stripes were waving, and a
-thrill of joy ran through his veins as he thought of home and Rose,
-whose eyes by this time had grown so dim with looking for him. “God take
-me safely to her,” he whispered, when up the mountain side came the
-sound of voices and the tramp of feet. Creeping to the farthest side of
-the cave, and crawling down beneath the shelving rock where the cool
-waters were dripping, he hoped to avoid being seen. Up to this moment
-Will’s courage had never flagged, but now, when the Federal lines were
-not many miles away, and Rose and home seemed certain, he felt a great
-pang of fear, and his white lips whispered, “God pity me! God help me,
-God save me, for his own glory, if not for Rose’s sake,” then, knee-deep
-in the pool of water, he stood with his body nearly double, while the
-voices and the feet came nearer, and at last stopped directly in front
-of his hiding-place.
-
-There were terrible oaths outside, and bitter denunciations were
-breathed against any luckless Union man who might be lurking near, and
-then the light from the entrance of the cave was wholly obscured, and
-Will saw that a man’s back was against the opening, as if some one were
-sitting there. _Did_ they know of the cave? Would they come in there,
-and if they did would they find him? Will kept asking himself these
-questions and his breath came gaspingly as he knew that the man whose
-back barred the entrance to his hiding-place was the bitterest in his
-invectives against the Yankees, and the most anxious to find them.
-Something in his voice and language indicated both education and
-position superior to his companions, who evidently looked up to him as
-their leader, calling him “_Square_,” and acquiescing readily when,
-after the lapse of ten or fifteen minutes, he suggested that they go
-higher up the mountain to a gorge where some of the fugitives had
-heretofore taken refuge.
-
-Five minutes more and the footsteps and voices were heard far up the
-mountain, and Will breathed more freely again, and kneeling down in the
-pool of water, thanked God who had turned the danger aside, and kept him
-a little longer. He did not dare leave the cave, but he came out from
-under the rock, and stretching himself upon the ground tried to wring
-and dry the tatters which hung so loosely upon him.
-
-It was two days since he had tasted food, and the long fast began to
-make itself felt in the keen pangs of hunger. Surely he could venture
-out toward the close of the day, he thought, and see if there were not
-berries growing in the ledges, and when the sun was setting he crawled
-to the mouth of the cavern, where just in the best place for him to see
-it lay a huge corn-cake and slice of bacon, wrapped nicely in a bit of
-paper.
-
-How it came there he did not stop to ask. That it was there was
-sufficient for him then, and never had the costliest dinner, served on
-massive silver, tasted to him half so well as did that bit of bacon with
-the coarse corn bread.
-
-Refreshed and encouraged he went back to his hiding-place, intending to
-start again on his perilous journey when the mountain path grew dark
-enough to warrant him in doing so. But soon after the sunsetting a
-fearful storm came up, and in the pitchy darkness of the cave Will
-listened to the bellowing thunder roaring through the mountain gorges,
-and saw from the opening the forked lightning which struck more than one
-tall tree near the place of his concealment. Fed by the rain which had
-fallen in torrents, the stream under the projecting rock was beginning
-to rise and spread itself over the surface of the cave. It was up to his
-ankles now, and it rose so rapidly that Will was thinking of leaving the
-cave and groping his way as well as he could to the westward, when his
-quick ear caught the sound as of two or more persons coming stealthily
-up the mountain side. Whoever they were they seemed to move with the
-utmost caution, and Will’s heart beat high as he hoped it might be some
-brother fugitives seeking the shelter of the cave. The gleam of a
-lantern, however, and the same voice he had heard in the morning cursing
-the Yankees so bitterly dispelled that illusion, and in a tremor of
-terror he drew back in his watery quarters, crawling in the darkness to
-the farthest end of the cavern, and feeling the rising water flow over
-his knees as he waited for what might come next.
-
-“Stay here, Charlie, while I go in. I know he must be here, and if he
-isn’t drowned by this time it’s just a special Providence, that’s all I
-have to say.”
-
-Surely that was no unfriendly voice, notwithstanding the oaths of the
-morning, but still Will did not move until the stranger, who evidently
-knew every turn and nook of the cavern, was so near to him that the
-light from the dark lantern fell full upon his face and betrayed him at
-once. There was a thought of Rose, and the freedom he had almost
-regained, and then forgetting the friendly tones, Will gave a low,
-bitter moan and stretching out his hands, said imploringly,
-
-“Kill me here as well as anywhere, and let the suspense be ended.”
-
-“Kill you, my boy?” and the stranger spoke cheerily as he bent over poor
-Will and rubbed his clammy hands. “What should I kill _you_ for? I’ve
-had my eyes on you ever since yesterday evening, when I saw you creeping
-under the brushwood, and knew you were hunting for this cave. The
-‘Refuge of Safety,’ I call it, and it has proved so to many a poor devil
-who like yourself has taken shelter here. I have never known one to fail
-of reaching the happy land when once they got so far as this, so cheer
-up, my man. Paul Haverill can swear a string of swears about the Yanks
-which will reach from here to Richmond, if necessary, and then when the
-hounds are thrown off the track he can turn round and save the poor
-hunted rascal’s life. You are among your friends, so come out from this
-puddle. You must be wetter than a rat. There’s a spring under the rocks,
-and it rises in a rain so as to fill the cave sometimes. Here, Charlie,
-give us that shawl, his teeth are fairly chattering.”
-
-Thus talking, the stranger, who had announced himself as Paul Haverill,
-led Will out to where the boy Charlie stood, holding a bright plaid
-shawl in his hand, and looking curiously at the worn, drooping, sorry
-figure emerging from the cave. It was a woman’s shawl, Will knew, but it
-was very soft and warm, and he wrapt it closely round him, for he was
-shaking with cold, and his tattered garments were wringing wet. Very few
-words were spoken, and those in a whisper, as they went cautiously down
-the mountain until they reached what seemed to be a road winding among
-the hills. This they did not follow, but, striking into the field or
-pasture land beside it, kept to the right, and at a safe distance from
-it, lest some straggler might be abroad, and meet them face to face.
-Will Mather was enough acquainted with Southern customs not to be
-surprised to find here in the mountain wilds a substantial and even
-handsome-looking building, which, with its white walls and green blinds,
-seemed much like the farm-houses in New England. There was a light
-shining from the windows, and a woman’s brisk step was heard as they
-went toward the door; Paul Haverill coughing, to give warning of his
-approach.
-
-“All right!” was the pass-word by which they entered, and Will soon
-stood in the wide hall which ran through the entire building, and opened
-in the rear upon a broad piazza.
-
-“Better take him to Miss Maude’s room,” the woman said, and Will
-followed on to an upper chamber, which, he would have known at once
-belonged to a young lady.
-
-It was not as elegantly furnished as his own sleeping apartment at home,
-but it bore unmistakable marks of taste and refinement; while the air of
-pure gentle womanhood, which pervaded it, brought Rose very vividly
-before him.
-
-“This is my niece’s room, Maude De Vere,” Mr. Haverill explained, when
-they were alone, and Will was drying himself before the fire, kindled by
-the woman who had admitted them, and who, Will saw, was a mulatto. “My
-niece is not at home now,” he continued. “She is in South Carolina; has
-been gone several months on a visit to old Judge Tunbridge, her mother’s
-uncle. I’m her mother’s brother, and she and the boy Charlie have lived
-with me since the first year of the war. Their father was Captain De
-Vere, from North Carolina, and was killed at the first Bull Run. Nelly,
-their mother, never held up her head after that. I was with her when she
-died, and brought the children home. Maude is twenty now, and Charlie
-fourteen. I am their guardian. Maude is Union, Charlie secesh, but safe.
-They have a great deal of property here and there, though how it will
-come through the war, the Lord only knows.”
-
-Will was glad to see that his host was inclined to talk on without
-waiting for answers, and he kept quiet, while Mr. Haverill continued:
-
-“I dare say you wonder to find a chap like me among people who are so
-bitter against you Yankees, and I sometimes wonder at myself. I am South
-Carolina born, and ought to be foremost in the rebellion; but hanged if
-I can see that it is right. Why, _I_ might as well set up a government
-of my own, here on the Oak Plantation, and refuse to come under any
-civilized laws. Mind, though, I don’t think the South all wrong,—not a
-bit of it. The North _did_ bully us, and the election of Mr. Lincoln was
-particularly obnoxious to the majority here, but we had no right to
-secede, and you did your duty trying to drive us back. For a spell I
-kept quiet,—didn’t take either side; or if I did, I wanted the South to
-beat, as all my interests are here. But when our folks got to abusing
-their prisoners so shamefully, and told so many lies by way of deceiving
-us fellows who live among the hills and only get the news once or twice
-a week, I changed my politics, and after the day when I found one of my
-neighbors, and the best man that ever breathed, too, _hung_ to a tree
-like a dog, with the word ‘Abolitionist’ pinned to his coat, I made a
-vow that every energy I had should be given to caring for and helping;
-just such wretches as you, and if I’ve helped one I’ve helped a
-thousand. Why, at least a hundred have slept in this very room,—Maude’s
-room; for, as I told you, she is Union to the backbone, and led one chap
-across the mountain herself. She is a regular Di Vernon, and is not
-afraid of the very de’il. When she went away she bade me put them in
-here, as the room least liable to suspicion. To the folks around me I am
-the roughest kind of a Secessionist, and I suppose nobody can beat me
-swearing about the Yankees, just to hoodwink ’em, you know. I suppose
-that’s wrong; my wife would say so; she was a saint when she was
-here,—she is an angel now. She died five years ago,—before the war broke
-out; and _Lois_, the woman you saw, has been my housekeeper since. I
-shouldn’t like the North to take her from me. They tried it once,—when a
-squad of ’em ransacked my house,—and I was sick in bed. Maude threatened
-to blow their brains out: and, sir, she would have done it, too, if the
-scamps hadn’t let Lois alone.
-
-“I don’t agree with your folks on the nigger question, though none of
-mine has run away since the Proclamation, which I did not like. They
-know, too, they are free, or will be when the Yankees come, for I took
-pains to tell them, and gave them liberty to cut stick for the Federal
-lines as soon as they pleased; but they staid, and great help I find
-them in the business I’m carrying on. They are constantly on the lookout
-for runaways or refugees, and are quite as good as bloodhounds to scent
-one. They told me about _you_, and I watched and saw you go into that
-cave, which is on my land, and which few know about, or if they do they
-think it a springhole, and never dream that anybody can hide in there.
-Somebody else must have seen you, too, for word came that a man was
-hiding in the mountains, and as the acknowledged leader of as hard a set
-as ever hunted a Yankee, I went with ’em to find you, and carried in my
-pocket that bacon and corn bread which I managed to drop into the cave
-when I sat with my back against it. I knew you must be hungry, and it
-might be some time before I could come to your aid. We didn’t find the
-chap; but to-morrow they’ll be at it again, and so, while I help ’em
-hunt for a man about your build, you will stay in the room in Lois’s
-charge. Maude has a good many gimcracks here, such as books and things,
-which may amuse you. She is coming home by and by. The house is very
-different then. You ought to see Maude. We are very proud of her. That’s
-her picture, only not half so good-looking,” and he pointed to a small
-oil painting hanging above the mantel.
-
-It was a splendid head, and the glossy black hair bound about it in
-heavy braids gave it a still more regal look. The eyes, too, were black,
-but very soft and gentle in their expression, though something about
-them gave the impression that they might flash and blaze brilliantly
-under excitement. It was a beautiful face, and Will did not wonder that
-his host was proud of his niece,—prouder even than of the pale-faced,
-delicate boy, who next day, while the hunt for the runaway went on among
-the mountains, tried to entertain Will Mather by telling him of his old
-home in North Carolina, and how happy they were there before the war
-came and took his father away.
-
-“I don’t see it in the light Uncle Paul and sister do,” Charlie said. “I
-don’t want them to catch and torment the prisoners, or murder folks who
-don’t think as they do; but I _do_ want our side to succeed, and when I
-hear of a victory I say ‘Hurrah for the Confederacy!’ I can’t help it
-when I think of father, who was killed by the Yankees, and all the
-trouble the war has brought. I’m willing to work like a dog for the
-refugees and prisoners, and I’d die sooner than betray one, but if I was
-a man I’d join Mr. Davis’s army sure.”
-
-The pale face of the boy was flushed all over, and his dark eyes burned
-with Southern fire as he frankly avowed his sentiments, and Will Mather
-could not repress a smile at this noble specimen of a Southern rebel.
-
-“I like you, my boy, for your frankness,” he said, “and when the war is
-over, I shall have to send for you to come North and be cured of your
-treason.”
-
-“It is not _treason_,” and the boy stamped his girlish foot. “It is not
-treason any more than the views held by the Revolutionary soldiers.
-Didn’t the colonies secede from England, and does anybody call
-Washington a traitor now? I tell you it is _success_ which decides the
-nature of the thing. If we succeed, future historians will speak of us
-as patriots, as a persecuted people, who gave our lives in defence of
-our homes and firesides.”
-
-“You won’t succeed, my poor boy. The Confederacy is gasping its last
-breath. You will be conquered at the last, and then what have you
-gained?”
-
-“Nothing,—nothing but ruin!” and the tears poured over the white face of
-this defender of Southern rights.
-
-Soon recovering himself, however, he exclaimed, proudly:
-
-“We may be conquered, but not subjugated. You can’t do that with all
-your countless hordes of men, and your millions of money. The North can
-never subjugate the South. We may lay down our arms because we have no
-other alternative, but we shall still think the same, and feel the same
-as we do now.”
-
-Here was a curious study for Will Mather, who was surprised to find such
-maturity of thought and so strong determination in one so young and
-frail.
-
-“No wonder it is hard to conquer a people composed of such elements,” he
-thought, and he was about to continue the conversation when he was
-startled by a loud blast from a horn among the hills.
-
-“They’ve caught some one. They always do that as a kind of exultation,”
-the boy exclaimed, wringing his hands, and evincing as much distress as
-he had heretofore shown bitterness against the opposing party.
-
-It was a poor refugee from a neighboring county, whom, in spite of Paul
-Haverill’s precautions, they had found in a hollow tree, and whom they
-brought more dead than alive down to the Oak Plantation, amid vociferous
-cries of “Tar and feather him!” “Hang him to a sour-apple tree!” “Give
-him a taste of the halter!” “Make him an example to all other sneaking
-Yankee sympathizers!”
-
-With his face as white as marble, and his lips set firmly together, Paul
-Haverill stood in the midst of the noisy group which he tried to quiet.
-
-“Let us try him by jury,” he said, and something in his voice reassured
-the frightened, haggard wretch, who had seen his house burned down and
-his son shot before his very eyes, and of course expected no mercy.
-
-The trial by jury proved popular, and then Paul Haverill suggested that
-a judge be chosen in the person of some one who had lost a near friend
-in the war, and was of course competent to mete out full justice to the
-criminal—“Charlie, for instance,” and his eye fell on the boy, who had
-joined the crowd and was standing close by the prisoner. The boy caught
-his uncle’s meaning at once, and exclaimed:
-
-“Yes, let _me_ be the judge. My father was killed at Bull Run. My mother
-died of grief. Surely I may decide.”
-
-Charlie De Vere was a favorite with the men, who knew how staunch a
-Confederate he was, and, waiving the trial for want of time, they said:
-
-“Charlie shall decide whether we hang, drown, whip, or tar and feather
-the prisoner at the bar.”
-
-Then, with far more energy and fire than had characterized his
-vindication of the South, Charlie De Vere pleaded for the criminal, that
-they would _let him go_. “Just this once, for father’s sake, and mine,
-and Maude’s,” he said; and, at the mention of Maude, the dark brows
-began to clear, and the scowling faces grew more lenient in their
-expression, for Maude De Vere was worshiped by the rough men of the
-mountains, who, though they knew her sympathies were on the Union side,
-made an exception in her favor, and held her person and opinions sacred.
-For _her_ sake, they would let their captive go, giving him warning to
-leave the neighborhood at once, nor let himself be seen again in their
-midst while the war lasted.
-
-And thus it chanced that Will Mather had a companion in his wanderings,
-which were renewed the following day; the boy Charlie acting as guide
-through the most dangerous part of the way, and at last bidding him
-good-bye, with great tears in his eyes, as he said:
-
-“I hope you won’t be caught; but I don’t know, the woods are full of our
-soldiers. Travel at night, and hide through the day. Trust no one, but
-the negroes; and if you are captured, ask for mercy in sister’s name.
-Everybody knows Maude De Vere.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII
- THE DEAD ALIVE.
-
-
-It was the night of the third of July, the anniversary, as she supposed,
-of her husband’s death, and Rose was sitting up unusually late. She
-could not sleep for thinking of one year ago, and the white-faced man
-who lay upon the battle-field with the rain falling upon him.
-
-It was a clear starlight night, and she leaned many times from her open
-window and looked up at the kindly eyes keeping watch above her. But she
-did not see the figure coming down the street and up the walk to their
-own door; the figure of a worn-out soldier, who from the prison at
-Salisbury had escaped to Tennessee, and had come from thence straight on
-until the midnight train dropped him at the Rockland station.
-
-The light was behind her, and Will saw _her_ distinctly as he went up
-the avenue, and he stopped a moment to look at her. She was very pale,
-and much thinner than when he saw her last, but never, even on her
-bridal day, had she seemed so beautiful to him as then, when leaning
-from her window, and apparently listening for something.
-
-It was the sound of his footsteps as he came up the walk which had
-attracted her attention, and when it ceased so suddenly as he stopped
-under the trees, she felt a momentary pang of fear, for burglars had
-been very common in the town that summer. Possibly this was one of the
-robbers, and Rose was thinking of alarming the house, when the figure
-emerged from under the shadow of the trees, and came directly up beneath
-the window, while a voice which made Rose’s blood curdle in her veins,
-called softly,
-
-“Rose, darling, is it you?”
-
-Had the dead come back to life? Was that her husband’s voice, and that
-his step in the lower hall? Rose had supposed the front door bolted. She
-had not heard it open, and now, when the steps sounded upon the stairs,
-her heart gave one throb of fear, as all the old superstitious stories
-of New England lore rushed to her mind. Perhaps on this anniversary of
-his death he _had_ come back to see her. And perhaps——
-
-Rose did not finish the sentence, for the opening of her own door
-disclosed the wasted figure of a man wearing the army blue, his face
-very pale, but lighted up with perfect joy as he stretched his arms
-toward the shrinking woman by the window, and said:
-
-“Come to me, darling; I am no ghost.”
-
-Then she went to him, but uttered no sound. Her heart was too full for
-that, and seemed bursting from her throat as she laid her head upon the
-bosom of her husband, and felt his arms around her waist and neck. Her
-stillness frightened him, it was so unlike her, and lifting her from the
-floor, he took her in his lap, and said to her:
-
-“Speak to me, Rose. Let me hear your voice once more. You thought I was
-dead, and you’ve been so sorry.”
-
-“Yes, killed at Gettysburgh,” came gaspingly at last; and then a storm
-of tears and kisses fell upon Will’s face, and Rose’s arms were thrown
-about his neck as she tried to tell him how great was her joy to have
-him back again.
-
-“I have been so lonely,” she said, “for everybody is gone. Jimmie and
-Annie, and poor Tom, too, is a prisoner at last, so mother and I are all
-alone, except”——
-
-Just then it occurred to her that her husband had no suspicion of the
-great joy in store for him.
-
-“How shall I tell him?” she thought, and her eyes went from his face to
-the basket and chair where baby’s clothes were lying.
-
-The little white dress, with its shoulder knots of blue; the flannels
-and the soft wool socks were all there in plain sight, and Will saw
-them, too, as his eye followed Rose’s.
-
-“Rose, tell me, what is that? What does it mean?” he asked, and then,
-without a word, Rose led him into the adjoining room, where in his crib
-slumbered her beautiful boy,—_their_ beautiful boy rather. He was hers
-alone no longer, for the father was there now, and the happiest moment
-he had ever known was that when he knelt by his baby’s cradle, and felt
-how much he had for which to thank his Maker. He could not wait till
-morning before he heard the sound of his first-born’s voice, and he took
-him at once in his arms, every pulse thrilling with pride and exquisite
-delight, as he felt the soft, baby hands in his own, and looked into the
-beautiful dark eyes which met his so wonderingly as baby awoke and gazed
-up into his face. It was not afraid of him, and Rose almost danced with
-joy as she saw it smile in its father’s face, and then turn slily away.
-
-“It was so terrible till baby came last Christmas,” she said, beginning
-to explain how they believed him dead, and how much she had suffered.
-“Even baby did not make me as glad as it ought,” she continued, “for I
-could not forget how happy you would have been to come home and find him
-here, and now you’ve come. God is very, very good; I love him now, Will,
-better, I hope than I love you, or baby, or anything. I’ve given baby to
-Him and given myself, too, but he had to punish me so hard before I
-would do it.”
-
-Then together the re-united couple knelt and thanked the Father who had
-remembered them so mercifully, and asked that henceforth their lives
-might be dedicated to his service, and all they had be subject to his
-will. There was no more sleep in the Mather mansion that night, for by
-the time Mrs. Carleton and the servants had recovered from their
-surprise and joy, the early morning was red in the east, and the sun was
-just beginning to show the returned soldier how pleasant and beautiful
-his home was looking.
-
-The people of Rockland had not intended to have much of a celebration on
-that Fourth of July. The churchyard was too full of soldiers’ graves,
-and the war-clouds were still too dark over the land, while the battle
-of the Wilderness, where so many had perished, was too fresh in their
-minds to admit of much festivity; but when it was known that Will Mather
-had come home the town was all on fire with excitement. Every bell was
-rung, and the cannon of Bill Baker memory bellowed forth its welcome,
-while in the evening impromptu fireworks attested to the people’s
-delight. Then followed many days of delicious quiet in which Will told
-his wife and mother the story of his wanderings, but said very little of
-his life in Salisbury. That was something he could not mention without a
-shudder, and so he passed it over in silence, choosing rather to tell of
-his journey across the mountains, where so many friendly hands had been
-stretched out to help him. He had every name upon paper, and was only
-waiting for an opportunity to show his gratitude in some tangible form.
-Especially was he grateful to Paul Haverill, whose name became a
-household word, together with that of Charlie and Maude De Vere. Of her
-Rose thought so often, wishing she could see her, and resolving when the
-war was over either to write at once or go all the way to the Mountains
-of Tennessee to find her.
-
-“Poor Tom!” she often sighed. “If he could only fall into so friendly
-hands.”
-
-But everything pertaining to Tom was shrouded in gloom. The last they
-heard he was in Columbia, while Jimmie still pined in Andersonville, if
-indeed he had not died amid its horrors. Exchanged prisoners were
-constantly arriving at Annapolis, where both Mrs. Simms and Annie were,
-and every letter from the latter was eagerly torn open by Rose in hopes
-that it might contain some news of her brothers. But there was none, and
-the mourning garments which, with her husband’s return, were exchanged
-for lighter, airier ones, seemed only laid aside for a few weeks until
-word should come that one or both of her brothers were with the dead
-whose graves were far away beneath a Southern sky.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIX.
- THE HEROINE OF THE MOUNTAIN.
-
-
-Of the three captives, Will Mather, Jimmie, and Tom, the latter had
-suffered the least as a prisoner of war. A strong Freemason, he had
-found friends at Columbia, where chance threw in his way a near relation
-of his dead wife and a former classmate. Though firmly believing in the
-Southern cause, Joe Haskell from the first befriended Captain Carleton,
-whom he finally helped to escape, giving him money, and so far as he was
-able, directions where to go and whom to ask for aid. Tom’s imprisonment
-had been of short duration, and thus it was, with vigor unimpaired and
-spirits unbroken, that he found himself free on that very night when
-Will Mather lay sleeping in the cave among the mountains of Tennessee.
-But that “Refuge of Safety” was many, many miles away, and Tom’s route
-to the land of freedom was a longer and far more dangerous one than
-Will’s had been. Still Tom had in his favor health and strength,
-together with a knack of passing himself off as a Southerner whenever an
-opportunity was presented, and so for a week or more he proceeded with
-comparatively little trouble; but at the end of that time dangers and
-difficulties beset him at every step, while more than once death or
-recapture stared him in the face, either from the close proximity of his
-pursuers, or the pertinacity of the bloodhounds which were set upon his
-track. Escape at times seemed impossible, and Tom’s courage and strength
-were beginning to give way, when one night, toward the last of June, he
-found himself in a negro cabin, and an occupant of a bed whose covering,
-though impregnated with the peculiar odor of the sable-hued faces around
-him, seemed the very embodiment of sweetness and cleanliness to the
-tired and footsore man, who nearly all his life had slept in the finest
-linen, with lace or silken hangings about his bed. For linen now there
-was a ragged quilt, and the bed was festooned with cobwebs, while from
-the blackened rafters hung bundles of herbs and strings of peppers,
-alternated here and there with the grimy articles of clothing which old
-Hetty had washed that day for her own “boys,” and in consequence of the
-rain had hung in her cabin to dry. Coarse, heavy shirts they were, but
-Tom, as he watched them drying on the pole, fell to coveting the uncouth
-things, and thought how soft and nice they would feel on his rough
-flesh. Then he thought of home and Rose, and wondered what she would say
-could she look in upon him in that negro hut, with all those stalwart
-boys sitting by, while Hetty, their mother, cooked the corn-cake, and
-fried the slice of bacon for supper. Two sat just where Tom could see
-them, while the third was near the door, keeping a constant watch on the
-circuitous path leading from the cabin to a large dwelling on the
-knoll,—“Marsr’s house,”—where to-night a number of young people were
-assembled in honor of the return of the son and heir, Lieut. Arthur, who
-had been in so many battles, and had a taste of prison life at the
-North.
-
-Though bitterly opposed to the Unionists, Arthur was truthful, almost to
-a fault, as some of his auditors thought to whom he was recounting the
-incidents of his prison life. Comfortable beds, decent bread,
-well-cooked meat, with plenty of pure air and water, _he_ had received
-from the hands of his enemies; and once, when for a few days he was
-sick, he had been fed with toast and jelly, and tea quite as good as
-Hetty could make, he said. And while he talked more than one present
-thought of the Southern prisons, where so many men were dying from
-starvation and neglect; and one young girl’s eyes flashed angrily, and
-her nostrils quivered with passion as she burst out with the
-exclamation:
-
-“That’s the story most of our prisoners tell when they come back to us.
-Think you a like report will be carried North, if the poor wretches ever
-live to get there! I think it a shame to allow such suffering in our
-midst.”
-
-This speech, which had in it the ring of Unionism, did not startle the
-hearers as much as might be expected. They were accustomed to Maude De
-Vere’s outspoken way, and they knew that when she first came among them
-she was on the Federal side, and had opposed the secession movement with
-all the force of her girl nature. As yet no harm had been threatened
-her, for Maude was one to whom all paid deference, and her clear
-arguments touching the right of secession had done much toward keeping
-alive a feeling of humanity for our prisoners in the family where for
-months she had been a guest.
-
-Squire Tunbridge—or Judge, as he was frequently called—was her near
-relative, and as his only daughter had died only two years before, and
-he was very lonely in his great house, he had invited Maude to visit
-him, and insisted upon her staying as long as possible. At first he had
-laughed at her Yankee preferences, but when the deaths at Salisbury and
-Andersonville increased so fast, he shook his head sadly and protested
-against the cruelty and neglect of the government. “He did not believe
-in killing men by inches,” he said; “better shoot them at once.” And
-still he would not willingly have harbored a runaway on his premises,
-for fear of the odium which would attach to him if the fact were known.
-
-And so, when late that night, while Tom lay sleeping in Hetty’s cabin,
-and Hetty, up at the big house, was waiting upon the guests and making
-secret signs to Maude De Vere, there came a band of men into the yard in
-pursuit of an escaped Yankee, the Squire roused at once, saying that no
-one could possibly be hidden on his plantation unless the blacks had
-secreted him. The negro houses were close by; they could look for
-themselves. He had supposed his servants loyal, but there was no telling
-in these perilous times; and the old man’s face flushed as his Southern
-blood fired his zeal for the Southern cause.
-
-In her evening dress of white, with her bands of glossy black hair bound
-like a coronet around her regal brow, Maude De Vere stood leaning upon
-the piano, her eyes shining like burning coals, and her lips slightly
-parted as she listened to the conversation, and then darted an anxious
-glance toward the spot where Hetty had been standing a moment before.
-But Hetty had disappeared, and under cover of darkness was running and
-rolling and slipping down the steep wet path, which led to her cabin
-door.
-
-Arrived there, she seized the sleeping Tom by the arm, and exclaimed:
-
-“Wake up, mars’r, for de dear lord’s sake! De Seshioners is come, and
-will be here in a minute! I’m mighty ’fraid even Miss Maude can’t save
-you!”
-
-Tom was awake in a moment and fully alive to the danger of his
-condition. From the house on the knoll, he could hear the excited voices
-of his pursuers, and the sound made every pulse throb with fear.
-
-“Tell me what to do,” he said, and Hetty replied,
-
-“Kin you bar smotherin’ for a spell? If you kin, git under de ole straw
-tick, and lie right still and flat, and you, Hal, buckle into marsr’s
-place, as if ’twas you who’ve been lyin’ here all the time.”
-
-Tom did not hesitate a moment, and had just straightened himself under
-the straw bed, and drawn a long breath as he felt Harry’s body settling
-down above him, when steps were heard coming down the path, and a young
-man’s voice asked of Hetty if she had any strangers there—“any Yankees,
-you know; because if you have—” the young man paused a moment and peered
-out into the night to make sure that no one was listening, then, in a
-whisper, he added, “Keep them safe, and remember, Fleetfoot knows all
-the passes of the mountains between here and Tennessee.”
-
-A suppressed “thank God!” might almost have been heard beneath the straw
-bed, while old Hetty exclaimed,
-
-“The Lord bless Mars’r Arthur, and Miss Maude, too! I know it is her
-doins.”
-
-And Hetty was right, for Tom Carleton owed his escape from that great
-peril, to Maude De Vere rather than to Lieutenant Arthur. “When the
-order was given to search the negro quarters, Arthur had seen that in
-Maude’s face which constrained him to follow her when she beckoned to
-him to come out upon the piazza.
-
-“Arthur,” she said, putting her lips to his ear, “remember the kind
-treatment you received from your enemies, and be merciful. Don’t let
-them find him, for there _is_ a Yankee soldier down in Hetty’s cabin.
-She told me to-night. Search her house yourself. Throw them off the
-track. Anything to mislead them. Be merciful. Do it, Arthur, for _my_
-sake.”
-
-Always beautiful, Maude De Vere was dazzlingly so now, as she stood
-before the young officer pleading for Tom Carleton, and Arthur Tunbridge
-was more influenced by her beauty, than by any party feelings. Assuming
-a fierce, determined manner, he went back to the pursuers and said,
-
-“It’s perfectly preposterous that one of those Unionists should come
-here for protection, when it is well known what we are. Still it may be.
-There’s no piece of effrontery they are not capable of. I know them
-well, just as I knew every nook and corner of the negro cabins. Stay
-here, gentlemen, and take some refreshment while I search the quarters
-myself.”
-
-Arthur Tunbridge wore a lieutenant’s uniform. He had been in the army
-from the very first; he had fought in many a battle; had been a prisoner
-for four months, while his father was known to be a staunch
-secessionist, who was ready to sacrifice all he had for the success of
-the cause he believed to be so just and righteous. There could be no
-cheating in such a family as this, and so, while Maude De Vere wore her
-most winning smile, and with her own hands served cake and coffee to the
-soldiers, Lieutenant Arthur went on his tour of investigation, and
-brought back word that not a trace of a runaway had he found,
-notwithstanding that every cabin on the premises had been visited. A
-savage oath was the answer to this report, but something in Maude’s eyes
-kept the soldiers in check and made them tolerably civil, as they
-mounted their horses, and with a respectful good-night, rode off in an
-opposite direction.
-
-With a feeling of security after hearing from Hetty of Maude De Vere,
-Tom came out from his hiding-place and ventured to the open door of the
-cabin, where he stood looking at the “big house” on the hill, from which
-the guests were just departing. He could hear their voices as they said
-good night, and fancied he could detect the clear, well-bred tones of
-Maude De Vere, in whom he began to feel so deeply interested. He could
-see the flutter of her white dress as she stood against a pillar of the
-piazza, with Arthur at her side, but her back was toward him, and he
-could only see her well shaped head, which sat so erect and proudly upon
-her shoulders. She was very tall, Tom thought, comparing her with Mary,
-Annie, and petite Rose as she walked across the piazza with Arthur, who,
-from comparison seemed the shorter of the two. Profoundly grateful to
-her as his probable deliverer, Tom went back into the cabin and began to
-question Hetty with regard to the young lady. Who was she, and where did
-she live, and how came she so strong a Unionist?
-
-“She’s Miss Maude De Vere, bred and born in the old North State,
-somewhars near Tar Run.” Aunt Hetty said “Her father was killed at first
-Bull Run, and then her mother died, and she went to live with her uncle
-off toward Tennessee in de hills. She’s got an awful sight of money, and
-heaps of niggers,—lazy, no count critters,—who jest do nothing from morn
-till night. She and Miss Nettie, Mars’r Tunbridge’s gal, was great
-friends at school, and Miss Maude was here when she died, and has been
-here by spells ever since. Young mars’r think she mighty nice, but dis
-chile don’t ’zactly know what Miss Maude do think of him. Reckon he’s
-too short, or too sessionary to suit her.”
-
-This was Hetty’s account of the young lady, who at that very moment was
-listening with a defiant look upon her face to Arthur Tunbridge’s
-remonstrance against what he termed her treasonable principles.
-
-“They will get you into trouble yet. The war is not over, as some would
-have you think. The North is greatly divided. Be warned of me, Maude,
-and do not run such risks as you do by openly avowing your Union
-sentiments. Think what it would be to me if harm should befall you,
-Maude.”
-
-Arthur spoke very gently now, while a deep flush mounted to his
-beardless cheek, but met with no reflection from Maude De Vere’s face.
-Only her eyes kindled and grew blacker, if possible, as she listened to
-him, first with scorn, when he spoke of treason, and then with pity when
-he spoke of himself, and the pain it would cause him if harm should come
-to her.
-
-Maude knew very well the nature of the feelings with which her kinsman,
-young Arthur Tunbridge, regarded her. At first she had been disposed to
-laugh at him, and his preference for an Amazon, as she styled herself;
-but Arthur had proved by actual measurement that in point of height he
-excelled her by half an inch, while the register showed that in point of
-age he had the advantage of her by more than four years, though Maude
-seemed the elder of the two.
-
-“Don’t be foolish, Arthur, nor entertain fears for me,” she said. “I am
-not afraid of Gen. Lee’s entire army, nor Grant’s either, for that
-matter. My home at Uncle Paul’s has been beset alternately by either
-party, and I have held a loaded pistol at the heads of both Federal and
-Confederate, when one was for leading away Charlie’s favorite horse, and
-the other for coaxing off old Lois to cook the company’s rations. No, I
-am not afraid, and if necessary I will guide that poor wretch down in
-Hetty’s cabin safely to Tennessee.”
-
-Arthur’s face grew dark at once, and he said, half angrily:
-
-“Maude, let that man alone; let them all alone. It is not womanly for
-you to evince so much interest in such people. For your sake I’ll help
-this one get away, but that must be the last; and remember, it is done
-for _your_ sake, with the expectation of reward. Do you consent to the
-terms?”
-
-Maude’s nostrils quivered as she drew her tall figure to its full
-height, and answered back:
-
-“I could not prize the love I had to buy. No, Arthur; I have told you
-once that you are only my brother, just as Nettie was my sister. Believe
-me, Arthur, I cannot give you what you ask.”
-
-She spoke gently, kindly, now, for she pitied the young man whose
-sincerity she did not doubt, but whose love she could not return. He was
-not her equal, either physically or mentally, and the man who won Maude
-De Vere must be one to whom she could look up to as a superior. Such an
-one she would make very happy, but she would lead Arthur a wretched,
-miserable life, and she knew it, and would save him from herself, even
-though there were many kindly, tender feelings in her heart for the
-young lieutenant.
-
-She saw that he was angry with her, and as further conversation was
-useless, she left him and repaired to her room, the windows of which
-overlooked Hetty’s cabin.
-
-And there until daylight the noble girl sat watching lest their
-unwelcome visitors of the previous night, failing to find their victim,
-should return and insist upon another search. As Maude De Vere said, she
-had held a loaded pistol at the head of both Federal and Confederate,
-when her uncle was sick, and the house was beset one week by one of the
-belligerent parties and the following week by the other. She was afraid
-of nothing, and Tom Carleton, so long as she stood his sentinel, had
-little to fear from his pursuers. But she could not ward off the fever
-which for many days had been lurking in his veins, and which was
-increasing so fast that when the morning came he was too sick to rise,
-and lay moaning with the pain in his eyes and complaining of the heat,
-which, in that dark corner of the close cabin, and on that sultry summer
-morning, was intolerable.
-
-“Mighty poorly, with face as red as them flowers in yer ha’r, and the
-veins in his forehead as big as my leg,” was the word which Hetty
-brought up to Maude De Vere the next morning, and half an hour later
-Maude, in her pale buff cambric wrapper, with her black hair shining
-like satin, went down to Hetty’s cabin and stood beside Tom Carleton.
-
-He was sleeping for a few moments, and the drops of perspiration were
-standing on his forehead and about his lips. He was not worn and
-emaciated, like the most of the prisoners and refugees whom Maude had
-seen. His complexion, though bronzed from exposure, had not that
-peculiar greyish appearance common to so many of the returned prisoners,
-while his forehead was very white, and his rich brown hair, damp with
-the perspiration, clung about it in the soft, round curls so natural to
-it.
-
-There was nothing in his personal appearance to awaken sympathy on the
-score of ill-treatment, and yet Maude felt herself strangely drawn
-toward him, guessing with a woman’s quick perception that he was
-somewhat above many whom it had been her privilege to befriend. And
-Maude, being human, did not like him less for that. On the contrary, she
-the more readily brushed away the flies which were alighting upon his
-face, and with her own handkerchief, wiped the moisture from his brow,
-and then felt his rapid pulse.
-
-“He ought not to stay in this place,” she said, and she was revolving
-the propriety of boldly asking Squire Tunbridge if he might be removed
-to the house, when Tom awoke and turned wonderingly toward her.
-
-He knew it was Maude De Vere, and something in her face riveted his
-attention, making him wonder where he had seen somebody very like her.
-
-“You are sick,” she said to him kindly, as he attempted to rise on his
-elbow, and fell back again upon the squalid bed. “I am afraid you are
-very sick, but you are safe here,—that is,—yes,—I know you are safe.
-None but fiends would betray a sick man.”
-
-She spoke rapidly, and Tom saw the bright color deepen in her cheek, and
-her eyes flash with excitement. She was very beautiful, and Tom felt the
-influence of her beauty, and tried to draw the ragged quilt over him so
-as to hide the coarse, grey shirt Hetty had given him, and which was as
-unlike the immaculate linen Tom Carleton was accustomed to wear as it
-was possible to be.
-
-“You are Miss De Vere, I’m sure,” he said, “and you are very kind. I
-shall not tax your hospitality long. I hope to go on to-night. Don’t
-stay here, Miss De Vere; you must be uncomfortable. It’s hotter here
-than in Massachusetts.”
-
-“You are from New England, then?” Maude asked, and Tom replied:
-
-“From Boston,—yes,—your people hate us most of all I believe,” and Tom
-tried to smile, while Maude answered him,
-
-“It makes no difference to me whether you are from Maine or Oregon. You
-are sick and have come to us for succor. I’ll do what I can to help
-you.”
-
-With the last words she was gone, her tall, lithe figure bending
-gracefully under the low doorway, and the rustle of her fresh, clean
-garments leaving a pleasant sound in Tom Carleton’s ears.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“A sick Yankee down in Hetty’s cabin,—a Boston one at that, with his
-Wendell Phillips notions, and you want me to let him be brought up to
-_this house_, the house of a Southern gentleman, who, if he hates one of
-the dogs worse than another, hates the Massachusetts kind, whose women
-have nothing to do but to write Abolition books about our niggers. No,
-indeed; he shall not come an inch, and by the Harry I’ll send for the
-authorities and have him bundled off to jail before night, with his camp
-fever, and his Boston airs. Needn’t talk. See if I don’t do it, and I’ll
-have Hetty strung up and whipped for harboring the villain. Treason
-under my very nose, and a Yankee, too! Go away,—go away, I tell you. I
-won’t hear you. I hate ’em all for the cussedness there is in ’em.”
-
-This was Squire Tunbridge’s reply to Maude De Vere, who had told him of
-Tom Carleton, and asked permission to have him moved up to the house.
-Nothing daunted, Maude went close up to him, and her beautiful eyes
-looked straight into his as she said:
-
-“Think if it was Arthur sick among his enemies. They were kind to him,
-he says, and remember Nettie, too. Had she lived she would have married
-a Northern man. You liked Robert, and Nettie loved him. For her sake let
-this man be brought to the house. He will die there, where it is so
-close.”
-
-“Serve him right for coming down here to fight us; wish they were all
-dead. How are you going to get the rascal up that confounded hill? Can
-he walk?”
-
-Maude had gained her point, and with Mrs. Tunbridge, who had a soft,
-kind heart, she hastened to make ready a large, airy chamber, somewhat
-remote from the rooms occupied by the family and their frequent guests.
-It was not the best room in the house, but he would be safer there than
-elsewhere, and Maude made it as inviting as possible, by pulling the bed
-out from the corner to the centre of the room, covering the plain stand
-with a clean, white towel, and the table with a gaily-colored shawl of
-her own. Then with Hetty and one of Hetty’s sons she started for the
-cabin, followed by the Squire himself. Since the war began he had not
-seen a Yankee, and curiosity as much as anything took him to Tom
-Carleton, whom he assailed with a string of epithets, telling him “to
-see what he’d got by making war on people so much better than himself.
-Good enough for you,” he continued, as, assisted by Hetty and Claib, Tom
-tried to walk up the winding path, with Maude in front and the Squire in
-the rear. “Yes, good enough for you, if you die like a dog, and I dare
-say you will. Fevers go hard with you Bunker Hill chaps. _Claib_, you
-villain, you are letting him fall. Don’t you see he hasn’t strength to
-walk? Carry him, you rascal!” And thus changing the nature of his tirade
-the Squire thrust his cane against Tom’s back by way of assisting him up
-the hill.
-
-He was human if he was not quite consistent, and his face was very red,
-and he was very much out of breath when the house was reached at last,
-and Tom was comfortably disposed in bed.
-
-“For thunder’s sake, Hetty, take that grey, niggery thing off from him,”
-the Squire said, pointing to the coarse shirt Tom had thought so nice,
-when he exchanged it for his dirty uniform. “If you women are going to
-do a thing, do it decent. Arthur’s shirts won’t fit him, I reckon, for
-Arthur ain’t bigger than a pint of cider, but mine will. Fetch him one,
-and for gracious sake souse him first in the bath-tub. He needs it bad,
-for them prison pens ain’t none the neatest according to the tell.”
-
-In spite of his aversion to the Boston Yankees, the Judge had taken the
-ordering of this one into his own hands, and it was to him that Tom owed
-the refreshing bath which did him so much good, and abated the force of
-the fever, which nevertheless ran high for many days, during which time
-Maude nursed him as carefully as if he had been her brother. Arthur was
-absent when the moving occurred, but when he found that it was done, and
-the Yankee was actually an inmate of his father’s house, he concluded to
-make the best of it, merely remarking that “they would be in a pretty
-mess if the story got out of their harboring a prisoner.”
-
-The Judge knew that, and in fancy he saw his house burned down, and
-himself, perhaps, ridden on a rail by his justly incensed neighbors. The
-fear wore upon him terribly, until a new idea occurred to him. Maude, as
-everybody knew, had long been talking of going back to Tennessee, and
-what more natural than for Paul Haverill to send an escort for her in
-the person of some cousin or other, who was foolish enough to fall sick
-immediately after his arrival. This was a _smart_ thought; and as that
-very day at least a dozen people called at the Cedars, as the Judge
-called his place, so the dozen were told of “John Camp,” sick abed up
-stairs, “kind of cousin to Maude, and sent to see her home, by her Uncle
-Paul.”
-
-“Right smart chap,” the Judge said, feeling amazed at the facility with
-which he invented falsehoods when once he began. “Been a _guerrilla_
-there in the mountains, and done some tall fightin’, I reckon.”
-
-This was the Judge’s story, which his auditors believed, wondering, some
-of them, why the visitor should occupy that back chamber in preference
-to the handsome rooms in front. Still they had no suspicion of the
-truth. “John Camp” was accepted as a reality, and kind inquiries were
-made after his welfare, as, day after day, the fever ran its course, and
-Maude De Vere bent over him, bathing his forehead, smoothing his
-pillows, and brushing his hair, her white fingers insinuating queer
-fancies into his brain, as, half unconscious, he felt their touch upon
-his face, and saw the soft eyes above him.
-
-At first Arthur had kept aloof from Tom, but as the latter grew better,
-he yielded to Maude’s entreaties and went in to see him, feeling
-intuitively that he was in the presence of a gentleman as well as of a
-superior. He could not dislike him, for there was something about Tom
-Carleton which disarmed him of all prejudice, and many a quiet, friendly
-talk the two had together on the all-absorbing topic of the day.
-
-“He is a splendid fellow, if he is a Yankee,” was Arthur’s mental
-verdict, “and fine looking, too,—finer a hundred times than I,” and then
-there crept into his heart a fear lest Maude should think as he did, and
-ere he was aware of it, he found himself fiercely jealous of one who was
-at his mercy, and whom, if he chose, he might have removed so easily.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXX.
- ARTHUR AND MAUDE.
-
-
-Tom Carleton was able to start on his journey westward. Twice he had
-left his room and joined the family below, making himself so agreeable,
-and adapting himself so nicely to all the Judge’s crotchets that the old
-man confessed to a genuine liking for the _Yankee rascal_, and expressed
-himself as unwilling to part with him. He had inquired into his family
-history, and, to his infinite delight, found that the elder Carleton,
-Tom’s father, was the very lawyer whose speech years ago, had been
-instrumental in sending back to bondage the Judge’s runaway negro,
-Hetty’s husband, whose grave was out by the garden wall, and whose wife
-and sons had rendered so different a service to the lawyer’s son.
-
-Tom’s face was scarlet when he thought of the difference, and remembered
-how his father had worked to prove that the master was entitled to his
-property wherever it was found. The Judge suspected the nature of his
-thoughts, and with a forced laugh, said, goodhumoredly:
-
-“You are more of an abolitionist than your father was, I see. Well,
-well, young man, times change, and we change with them. Old man Carleton
-did me a good turn, for Seth was worth two thousand dollars. I never
-abused him, nor gave him a blow when I got him back. I only asked him
-how he liked freedom as far as he had gone, and he didn’t answer. He
-seemed broke down like, and in less than a year he died. He was the best
-hand I ever had, more’n half white. I cried when he died. I’ll be hanged
-if I didn’t. I told him to live and I’d set him free, and when I see how
-his eyes lighted up I made out his papers on the spot, and brought ’em
-to him, and he died with ’em in his hand, held so tight we could
-scarcely get ’em out, and I had ’em buried with him in his coffin.
-
-“‘Thank you, mars’r, God bless you for letting me die free, but it’s
-come too late. I would worked for you, mars’r, all the same, if you’d
-done this before. I wanted to be a _man_, and not a _thing_, a brute.
-You have been kind to me mars’r; thank you, thank you for liberty.’
-
-“These are Seth’s very words. I got ’em by heart, and I said them so
-much that I began to wonder if freedom wasn’t better than slavery. But,
-bless you, my niggers was about all I had. I couldn’t give ’em up,
-though I used to go out to Seth’s grave and think how he hugged the
-papers to the last, and wonder if the clause ‘all men are born free and
-equal,’ didn’t mean the blacks. But the pesky war broke out, and drove
-all this from my head. I hate the Yankees,—I hate Lincoln. I hate the
-whole Union army, though I’ll be blamed if I can hate _you_. Got a wife,
-hey?”
-
-He turned abruptly to his guest, who had listened with so breathless
-interest to the story of poor Seth, that he did not see Maude De Vere,
-her eyes shining, and her cheeks flushed, as if she were under some
-strong excitement.
-
-Between herself and Arthur there had been a long conversation concerning
-Captain Tom Carleton, and other matters of greater interest to Maude.
-The “John Camp” ruse had succeeded well, and Maude had a fancy for
-making it do still more, by taking her patient in safety as far as her
-Uncle Haverill’s. She had received several letters from her uncle,
-urging her to come home, and in a week at most she was going. As one who
-had been expressly sent as her escort, Mr. Carleton would of course go
-with her, and in order to make the journey with perfect safety she would
-have Arthur go too, and it was of this that she had spoken to him that
-morning when she found him in a little summer-house at the rear of the
-long garden. There was a dark shadow on Arthur’s face, as he listened to
-Maude’s proposition, and when she had finished speaking, he replied:
-
-“I intend to go with you, provided I am not ordered back to the army,
-but, Maude, I will not have that Yankee soldier hanging on to us. We
-have done that for him which imperils our lives, and now that he is able
-to go on, let him take his chance alone. If he is one half as keen as
-Yankees think themselves to be, he will get through unharmed. No, I
-won’t have him in our way.”
-
-“But think of the dangers to be encountered, the hordes of guerrillas
-which infest the mountains,” Maude pleaded, and in her earnestness she
-laid both her hands on Arthur’s shoulder, and stood leaning over him.
-
-“Maude De Vere,” and Arthur spoke very decidedly, “_why_ are you so much
-interested in this man? Tell me, and tell me truly, too,—have you
-learned to care for _him_ more than you would for a _common soldier_,
-had such a one come to you as a runaway Yankee? If you have, Maude,” and
-Arthur’s face was white with determination, “if you have, by the heavens
-above us, I’ll put a bullet through him myself, or worse than that, send
-him back to where he came from.”
-
-“That would be an act worthy of a Tunbridge and a Southern gentleman,”
-Maude said, bitterly, and something in her tone warned Arthur that he
-had gone too far, so changing his tactics, he said more gently:
-
-“Sit here beside me, Maude, and listen to what I have to say. You know
-that I have loved you ever since I knew the meaning of the word, and it
-is not in my nature to give up what my heart is set upon. You have
-refused me, but that does not matter. I want you for my wife; I must
-have you for my wife. I know you are my superior, and I am willing it
-should be so. You can fashion me into anything you like. I have
-screened, and hidden, and _lied_ for that Yankee Carleton, just to
-gratify you. And when I first consented to act the traitor’s part, I
-supposed he was most likely some coarse, ignorant boor, but he is not.
-Returning health shows him to be a well-bred gentleman, and decidedly
-good-looking, so much so that I have been jealous of him, Maude, not
-knowing to what your strange opinions might lead you.”
-
-“You know of course he has a wife,” dropped scornfully from Maude’s
-lips, and Arthur started quickly.
-
-“No, Maude, I did not know it. How came you by the knowledge? Did he
-tell you so?”
-
-“Not directly, but when he was out of his head, or asleep, he talked of
-Rose, and Annie, and Mary, and he called the latter his wife. That is
-the way I know,” Maude said, and Arthur’s face cleared at once.
-
-“Forgive me, Maude. I was a fool to be jealous of him. And now let us
-come to a final understanding. You have laughed at, and browbeaten, and
-queened it over me for years, but I have never despaired of winning you
-at the last. Once for all, then, will you be my wife? I must have you. I
-cannot be denied.”
-
-Arthur was in earnest now, and his pleadings were eloquent with the love
-he felt for the girl, who listened in silence, and then said to him:
-
-“Arthur, it cannot be. I should make you very unhappy. We do not agree
-in any one point.”
-
-“But we will agree. I promise to conform to your opinions in everything.
-I’ll guide this man to Tennessee, and give myself in future to the work
-of saving and helping the entire Yankee army. I’ll be a second _Dan
-Ellis_ if you like. I’ll do anything but take the oath to the Union.
-I’ve sworn to stand by the other side. I cannot break my word even for
-you, Maude.”
-
-Maude did not like him less for that last. There was Southern fire in
-her heart as well as his, and Southern blood in her veins, and though
-she clung to the old flag, there were moments when she felt a flush of
-pride in her misguided brothers, who fought so like heroes and believed
-so heartily in their cause.
-
-“Say, Maude,” Arthur continued, “will you be my wife if I will do all
-this. Think how many lives I might save, and how much suffering relieve;
-there are so many chances where I could do good, for no one would
-suspect _me_. Give me some hope, Maude. Speak to me.”
-
-She was sitting with her face buried in her hands, as many another
-maiden has sat, “counting the cost.” All her life long, Arthur Tunbridge
-had followed her with his love, till she was tired of the contest.
-Nothing she had ever said disheartened him. No rebuff, however severe,
-had availed to keep him quiet. She knew he loved her, and perhaps she
-might in time love him. It would make the old Judge and his wife so
-happy, while Charlie liked Arthur so much. Other people liked him, too.
-He was very popular, and she well knew that she was envied by many a
-proud maiden for the attentions of the agreeable Lieut. Tunbridge.
-Besides, if Arthur pledged himself to help the escape of prisoners, he
-would keep his word, and so through her much good might be done, and
-hearts made happy perhaps. Others had willingly sacrificed their lives
-for their country, and why should she shrink from sacrificing her
-happiness, if by it so many lives could be saved? Was it not her duty to
-cast self aside and think only of the suffering she could relieve with
-Arthur as her ally. Maude was selling herself for her country, and with
-one great throb of bitter pain, she said at last:
-
-“I will deal frankly with you, Arthur, as I always have. You are not
-disagreeable to me. I like you very much as a friend. I miss you when
-you are away, and am glad when you come back; still, you are not just
-what I have imagined my future husband to be. I like you for the good I
-know there is in you, and I may learn to love you. I shall lead you a
-horrid life if I do not, for it is not in my nature to affect what I do
-not feel. If I cannot love you, I shall learn to hate you, and that will
-be terrible.”
-
-She was looking at him now, and though he winced a little beneath the
-blazing eyes, she looked so grand, so beautiful, that, foolish youth as
-he was, he fancied her hate would be preferable to losing her, and so he
-said:
-
-“Go on, Maude, I am not afraid of the hatred if you always look as you
-do now.”
-
-Something like contempt leaped to her eyes then, but she put it aside,
-and continued:
-
-“I will promise only on conditions. You shall see this Mr. Carleton
-safely to my Uncle Paul’s. You shall befriend and help every runaway you
-chance to find. You shall relieve every suffering Union soldier when an
-opportunity occurs. You shall use your influence for the prisoners, and
-seek to ameliorate their wretched condition. If you do this, Arthur, and
-do it faithfully, when the war is over I will try to answer yes. Are you
-satisfied?”
-
-It was a very one-sided affair, and Arthur knew it; but love for Maude
-De Vere was the strongest passion of which he was capable, and he
-answered:
-
-“I am satisfied,” and kissed the cold hand which Maude placed in his,
-and thought what a regal creature he had won, and thought, too, how
-implicitly he would keep the contract, even if it involved a giving up
-of Jefferson Davis himself into the enemy’s hands.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXI.
- MAUDE AND TOM.
-
-
-It was then that Maude left him and went back to the house, where,
-standing in the door, she scanned the face and person of the man for
-whose safety in part she had pledged her heart and hand.
-
-Tom’s _tout ensemble_ was good, and there was about him a certain air of
-grace and culture which showed itself in every movement. A stranger
-would have trusted him in a moment, and recognized the true manhood in
-his expressive face. And Maude recognized it, as she never had before,
-and the contrast between him and Arthur struck her painfully.
-
-“If Arthur were more like him, I could love him better,” she thought,
-just as the Judge asked the abrupt question:
-
-“You have a wife, hey?”
-
-“Of course he has,” Maude thought, and still she listened for the
-answer.
-
-“My wife died some years ago, before the war broke out. She was a Mary
-Williams, a near relative of the Williamses of Charleston. Perhaps you
-know them?”
-
-“Know ’em! I’ll bet I do!—the finest family in the State. And you
-married one of them?” the old Judge said, his manner indicating an
-increased respect for the man who had married a Williams of Charleston.
-
-Maude knew the family, too, or rather knew of them, and remembered how,
-some years before, when she was at St. Mary’s, she had heard a
-Charleston young lady speaking of a Mrs. Carleton from Boston, who had
-recently died, and whose husband had been so kind and patient and
-tender, and was “the most perfectly splendid looking man she ever saw.”
-
-Maude remembered this last distinctly, because it had called forth a
-reproof from the teacher who had overheard it, and who asked what kind
-of a man “the most perfectly splendid looking” one could be. Maude had
-not thought of that incident in years, but it came back to her now as
-she stood close to the man who had been so kind and tender to his sick,
-dying wife. He would be all that, she knew, for his manner was so quiet
-and grave and gentle, and then a great throb of pain swept over Maude De
-Vere as she thought of Arthur and the pledge she had given him. Maude
-could not analyze her feelings, or understand why the knowing who Tom
-Carleton was, and that he was also free, should make the world so
-desolate all on a sudden, and blot out the brightness of the summer day
-which had seemed so pleasant at its beginning.
-
-“I did it in part for him,” she said, feeling that in spite of her pain
-there was something sweet even in such a sacrifice.
-
-She was still standing in the door, when Tom, turning a little more
-toward his host, saw her, his face lighting up at once, and the smile,
-which made him so handsome, breaking out about his mouth and showing his
-fine teeth.
-
-“Ah, Miss De Vere, take this seat,” and with that well-bred politeness
-so much a part of his family, he arose and offered her his chair.
-
-But Maude declined it, and took a seat instead upon a little camp stool
-near to the vine-wreathed columns of the piazza.
-
-It was very pleasant there that morning, and Maude, sitting against that
-back-ground of green leaves, made a very pretty picture in her pink
-cambric wrapper, trimmed with white, white pendants in her ears, and a
-bunch of the sweet scented heliotrope in her hair, and at her throat
-where the smooth linen collar came together. And Tom enjoyed the picture
-very much, from the crown of satin hair, to the high-heeled slipper,
-with its bright ribbon rosette. It was not a little slipper, like those
-which used to be in Tom’s dressing-room in Boston, when Mary was alive,
-nor yet like the fairy things which Rose Mather wore. Nothing about
-Maude De Vere was small, but everything was admirably proportioned. She
-wore a _seven_ glove and she wore a _four_ boot. She measured just
-twenty-five inches around the waist, and five feet six from her head to
-her feet, and weighed one hundred and forty. A perfect Amazon, she
-called herself; but Tom Carleton did not think so. He knew she was a
-large type of womanhood, but she was perfect in form and feature, and he
-would not have had her one whit smaller than she was, neither did he
-contrast her with any one he had ever known. She was so wholly unlike
-Mary and Rose and Annie, that comparison between them was impossible.
-She was Miss De Vere,—Maude he called her to himself, and the name was
-beginning to sound sweetly to him, as he daily grew more and more
-intimate with the queenly creature who bore it. He had buried his pale,
-proud-faced, but loving Mary; he had given up the gentle Annie, and
-surely he might think of Maude De Vere if he chose; and the sight of her
-sitting there before him with the rich color in her cheek, and the
-Southern fire in her eyes, stirred strange feelings in his heart, and
-made him so forgetful of what the Judge was saying to him, that the old
-man at last rose and walked away, leaving the two young people alone
-together. Tom had never talked much to Maude except upon sick-room
-topics, and he felt anxious to know if her mind corresponded with her
-face and form. Here was a good opportunity for testing her mental
-powers, and in the long, earnest conversation which ensued concerning
-men, and books, and politics, Tom sifted her thoroughly, experiencing
-that pleasure which men of cultivation always experience when thrown in
-contact with a woman whose intelligence and endowments are equal to
-their own. Maude’s education had not been a superficial one, nor had it
-ceased with her leaving school. In her room at home there was a small
-library of choice books, which she read and studied each day together
-with her brother Charlie, whose education she superintended. Few persons
-North or South were better acquainted with the incidents and progress of
-the war, than she was. She had watched it from its beginning, and with
-her father, from whom she had inherited her superior mind, she had held
-many earnest argumentative discussions concerning the right and wrong of
-secession. Maude had opposed it from the first, but her father had
-thought differently, and carrying out his principles, had lost his life
-in the first battle of Bull Run. Maude spoke of him to Tom, and her fine
-eyes were full of tears as she told of the dark, terrible days which
-preceded and followed the news of his death.
-
-“The ball which struck him down went further than that; it killed
-mother, too, and made us orphans,” Maude said, and something in the tone
-of her voice, and the expression of her face, puzzled Tom just as it had
-many times before, and carried him back to Bull Run, where it seemed to
-him he had seen a face like Maude De Vere’s.
-
-“Was your father killed in battle?” Tom asked, and Maude replied:
-
-“No, sir; that is, he did not die on the battle-field. He was wounded,
-and crawled away into the woods, where they found him dead, sitting
-against a tree, with a little Union drummer boy lying right beside him,
-and father’s handkerchief bound round the poor bleeding stumps, for the
-little hands were both shot away. I’ve thought of that boy so often,”
-Maude said, “and cried for him so much. I know father was kind to him,
-for the little fellow was nestled close to him, Arthur said. He was
-there, and found my father, though he did not at first recognize him, as
-it was a number of years since he had seen him.”
-
-Tom was growing both interested and excited. He was beginning to find
-the key to that familiar look in Maude De Vere’s face, and, coming close
-to her he said:
-
-“Were any prisoners taken near your father, Miss De Vere? Union
-prisoners, I mean?”
-
-“Yes,” Maude replied. “Arthur was a private, then, and, with another
-soldier, was prowling through the woods when they came upon father, and
-two Union soldiers near him,—one a boy, Arthur said, and one an officer,
-whose ankle had been sprained. In their eagerness to capture somebody
-they forgot my father, and carried off the man and boy. Then they went
-back, and Arthur found, by some papers in the dead soldier’s pocket,
-that it was father, and he had him decently buried at Manassas, with the
-little boy. I liked Arthur for that. I would never have forgiven him if
-he left that child in the woods. When the war is over, I am going to
-find the graves.”
-
-She was not weeping now, but her eyes had in them a strange glitter as
-they looked far off in the distance, as if in quest of those two graves.
-
-“Maude De Vere,” Tom Carleton said, and at the sound, Maude started and
-blushed scarlet, “you must forgive me if I call you Maude this once.
-It’s for the sake of your noble father, by whose side _I_ stood when the
-spirit left his body, and went after that of the little drummer boy,
-whose bleeding stumps were bound in your father’s handkerchief. I
-remember it well. I had sprained my ankle, and, with a lad of my company
-was trying to escape, when I heard the sound of some one singing that
-glorious chant of our church, ‘Peace on earth, good will toward men.’ It
-sounded strangely there, amid the dead and dying, who had killed each
-other; but there was peace between the Confederate captain and the
-Federal boy, as they sang the familiar words. As well as we could, we
-cared for him. I wiped the blood from your father’s wound, and the boy
-brought him water from the brook, while he talked of his home in North
-Carolina; of his children who would never see him again; and of Nellie,
-his wife. It comes back to me with perfect distinctness, and it is your
-father’s look in your eyes and face which has puzzled me so much. Two
-soldiers wearing the Southern grey came up and captured us, and we were
-taken to Richmond. Surely, Miss De Vere, it is a special providence
-which has brought me at last to you, the daughter of that man, and made
-you the guardian angel, who has stood between me and recapture. There is
-a meaning in it, if we could only find it.”
-
-Tom’s fine eyes were bent upon Maude, and in his excitement he had
-grasped her hand, which did not lie as cold and pulseless in his as an
-hour before it had lain in Arthur’s. It throbbed and quivered now, but
-clung to Tom’s with a firm hold, which was not relaxed even when Arthur
-came up, his face growing dark and threatening as he saw the position of
-the two.
-
-Maude did not care for Arthur then, or think what that look in Tom’s
-kindling eyes might mean. She only remembered that the man whose hand
-held hers so firmly, had ministered to her dying father, had held the
-cup of water to his parched lip, had wiped the flowing blood from his
-face, and spoken to him kindly words of sympathy.
-
-Here was the answer to her prayer, that God would send her somebody who
-could tell her of her father’s last minutes. The somebody had come, and,
-in her gratitude to him, she could almost have knelt and worshiped him.
-
-“Oh, Arthur!” she cried, “Captain Carleton is the very man you and Joe
-Newell captured at Bull Run. He was with father when he died; he took
-care of him, and was so kind until you came and took him.”
-
-And Maude’s eyes flashed with anything but affection upon her lover, who
-for a moment could not speak for his surprise.
-
-Curiously he looked at Tom, seeking for something on which to fasten a
-doubt, for he did not wish Maude to have a cause for gratitude to the
-Northern officer. But the longer he gazed the less he doubted. The face
-of the lame officer in the Virginia woods came up distinctly before him,
-and was too much like the face confronting him to admit of a mistake,
-especially after Maude repeated the substance of what she had heard from
-Captain Carleton. Arthur was convinced, and as Maude dropped Tom’s hand,
-he took it in his, and said:
-
-“It is very strange that my first prize, over whose capture I felt so
-proud, should fall again into my power. But this time you are safe, I
-reckon. I am older than I was three years ago, and not quite so thirsty
-for a Yankee’s blood. You did Maude’s father good service, it seems, and
-to prove that we _rebels_ can be grateful and generous even to our foes,
-I will take you under my protection as one of my party, when I escort
-Maude home to Tennessee, as I intend doing in a few days.”
-
-Maude’s face was white with passion as she listened to this patronizing
-speech, which had in it so much of assumed superiority over the man who
-smiled a very peculiar kind of smile, as he bowed his acknowledgment of
-Arthur’s kind attentions. Not a hint was there that Maude was head and
-front of the arrangement,—that for Tom’s sake she had pledged herself to
-one whose inferiority never struck her so painfully as now, when she saw
-him side by side with Captain Carleton. Arthur did not care to have
-Captain Carleton know how much he was indebted to Maude for his present
-pleasant quarters, and his prospect of a safe transfer to the hills of
-Tennessee. But Tom, though never suspecting the whole truth, did know
-that his gratitude for past and present kindness received from that
-Southern family was mainly due to Maude, whom he admired more and more,
-as the days wore on, and he learned to know her intimately. The shy
-reserve which since his convalescence she had manifested toward him,
-passed with the knowledge that he had stood by her dying father, and she
-treated him as a friend with whom she had been acquainted all her life
-long. Occasionally, as something in Tom’s manner made her think that but
-for Arthur she might perhaps in time bear that relation toward him,
-which Mary Williams had borne, she felt a fierce throb of pain and a
-sense of such utter desolation, that she involuntarily rebelled against
-the life before her. But Maude was a brave, sensible girl. She had
-chosen her lot, she reasoned, and she would abide by it, and make Arthur
-as happy as she could. He was fulfilling his part of the contract well,
-as was proven by the terror-stricken creature, whom he had found hiding
-on the plantation, and had brought to Hetty’s cabin, where he now lay so
-weak, that it was impossible to take him along on that journey to
-Tennessee.
-
-“His time will come by and by,” Arthur said, when Maude expressed
-anxiety for him. “I’ll land him safely at your Uncle Paul’s some night
-when you least expect it. My business now is with you and your Yankee
-captain.”
-
-Maude had asked that for the present nothing should be said with regard
-to their engagement. And so, though the Judge suspected that some
-definite arrangement had been made between his son and Maude, he did not
-know for certain, even when she stood before him attired for the
-journey.
-
-The Judge was sorry to part with Maude, and he was sorry to part with
-Tom. He liked him because he was a gentleman if he _was_ a Yankee, and
-because his father had sent _Seth_ back, (poor Seth, with his free
-papers in his coffin,) and because he had been kind to Maude’s father,
-and married Mary Williams, of the Charleston Williamses, and could smoke
-a cob-pipe, and enjoy it. These were the things which recommended Tom to
-the old man, who shook his hand warmly at parting, saying to him:
-
-“I hate Northern dogs mostly, but hanged if I don’t like you. May you
-get safely home, and if you do, my advice is to stay there, and tell the
-rest of ’em to do the same. They can’t whip us,—no, by George, they
-can’t, even if they have got some advantage. The papers say it was all a
-strategical trap, and we’d rather you’d have the places than not. You
-can’t take Richmond,—no, sir! We will die in the last ditch, every
-mother’s son of us; and what is left will set the town on fire, and let
-it go to thunder!”
-
-The old Judge was waxing very eloquent for a man who had one Union
-soldier recruiting in Hetty’s cabin, and was bidding good-bye to
-another; but consistency was no part of war politics, and he rambled on,
-until Arthur cut him short by saying they could wait no longer. With
-Arthur as a safeguard in case of an attack from Confederates, and Tom
-Carleton in case of an assault from the Unionists, Maude felt perfectly
-secure, and in quiet and safety she accomplished her journey, and was
-welcomed with open arms by Paul Haverill and Charlie. Arthur could only
-stop for a day among the hills. He might be ordered back to his regiment
-at any time, and if he got that _other chap_ through he must be bestir
-himself, he said; and so he bade good-bye to Maude, in whom he had
-implicit faith, and whose sober, quiet demeanor he tried to attribute to
-her sorrow at parting with him.
-
-“She does like me some, and by and by she will like me better,” he said,
-as he went his way, leaving her standing in the doorway of her uncle’s
-house, her face very pale, and her hands pressed closely together, as if
-forcing back some bitter thought or silent pain.
-
-Turning once ere the winding road hid her from view Arthur kissed his
-hand to her gayly, while with a wave of her handkerchief she re-entered
-the house, and neither guessed nor dreamed how or when they would meet
-again.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXII.
- SUSPICION.
-
-
-Maude De Vere had insisted that Captain Carleton should have her room,
-inasmuch as he would be more secure there; for, if the house was
-suspected and searched, a catastrophe Paul Haverill was constantly
-anticipating, no one would be likely to invade the sanctity of her
-apartment.
-
-And Tom found it so very pleasant, and quiet, and home-like, that he was
-not at all indisposed to linger for several days, particularly after
-Paul found an opportunity for sending to the Federal lines a letter,
-which would tell the anxious friends in Rockland of his safety. This
-letter, which was directed to Mrs. William Mather, had been the direct
-means of Tom’s ascertaining that his brother-in-law was not only alive,
-but had once shared in the hospitalities now so freely extended to
-himself. After learning this, Tom could not forbear tearing open the
-envelope, and adding in a postscript:
-
- “I have just heard that Will was, not many weeks since, a guest in
- this very house where I am so kindly cared for. God bless the noble
- man who has saved so many lives, and the beautiful girl, his niece. I
- cannot say enough in her praise. I do believe she would die for a
- Unionist any day. Will, it seems, did not see her, as she was away
- when he was here; and perhaps it is just as well for you, little Rose,
- that he did not. There is something in her eye, and voice, and
- carriage, which stirs strange thoughts and feelings in the hearts of
- us, savages, who have so long been deprived of ladies’ society. She is
- a very queen among women.”
-
-That postscript was a most unlucky thought. The first part of Tom’s
-letter had been so guarded with regard to the people who befriended him,
-that no harm to them could possibly have accrued from its falling into
-hostile hands; but in the postscript he forgot himself, and assumed
-forms of speech which pointed directly to Paul Haverill and his niece,
-Maude De Vere. And so the guerrillas, who caught and half killed the
-refugee entrusted with the letter, set themselves at once at work to
-find the “noble man who had the beautiful niece.” It was not a difficult
-task; and Paul Haverill, who had been looked upon as so rank a
-Secessionist, was suddenly suspected of treason.
-
-Paul was popular and dangerous; while Maude De Vere, whose principles
-were well known, was too much beloved by the rough mountaineers, to
-allow of harm falling upon her at once. But the writer of that
-letter,—the “Yankee Carleton”—should not go unpunished, and just at
-sunset one afternoon, Lois, who had been at a neighboring cabin, came
-hurrying home, with that ashen hue upon her dark face which is the
-negro’s sign of paleness.
-
-“Mass’r Paul was suspicioned of harborin’ somebody,” she said; and
-already the hordes of mountaineers were assembling around the Cross
-Roads, and concerting measures for surprising and entrapping the Yankee.
-“Chloe tell me she hear ’em say if they was perfectly sure ’bout mass’r,
-and it wasn’t for Miss Maude, they’d set the house on fire; and they
-looks mighty like they’s fit to do it. The wust faces, Miss Maude, and
-they does _swar_ awful ’bout the Yankee. They’s got halters, and tar and
-feathers, and guns”
-
-Lois was out of breath by this time, and even if she had not been, she
-would have paused with wonder at the face of her young mistress. Maude
-had listened intently to the first part of Lois’s story, but felt no
-emotion save that of scorn and contempt for the men assembled at the
-Cross Roads, and whom “Uncle Paul could manage so easily;” but when it
-came to the halter for the Yankee, her face turned white as marble, and
-in that moment of peril, she realized all that Captain Carleton was to
-her, and knew what had been the result of the last week’s daily
-intercourse with one so gifted and so congenial. She knew too that he
-was not for her. Arthur Tunbridge stood in the way of that. She would
-keep her faith with him, but she would save Captain Carleton, or die.
-
-“Lois,” she said, and there was no tremor in her voice, “bring that
-dress I gave you last Christmas,—the one you think is so long. Your
-shawl and bonnet, too, and shoes; bring them to Captain Carleton’s
-room.”
-
-Lois comprehended her mistress at once, and hurried away to her cabin
-after the dress, whose extra length she had so often deplored, saying
-“it wasn’t for such as her to wear switchin’ trains like the grand
-folks.”
-
-Meanwhile Maude had communicated with her uncle, who manifested no
-concern except for his guest, and even for him he had no fears provided
-he could reach the cave in safety. To accomplish that was Maude’s
-object, and as the Cross Roads lay in that direction a great amount of
-tact and skill was necessary. But Maude was equal to any emergency, and
-half an hour later there issued from Paul Haverill’s door, two figures
-clad in female garments, and whom a casual observer would have sworn
-were Maude De Vere and her servant Lois. Maude had a revolver in her
-pocket, and another in the basket she carried so carefully, and which
-was supposed to contain the cups of jelly and custard she was taking a
-poor sick neighbor, whose house was up the mountain path. At her side,
-with the shuffling gait peculiar to Lois, Tom Carleton walked, his
-nicely blackened face hidden in the deep shaker which Lois had worn for
-years, and his calico dress flopping awkwardly about his feet. Lois
-fortunately was very tall, and so her skirts did good service for the
-young man, whose powers of imitation were perfect, and who walked and
-looked exactly like the old colored woman watching his progress from an
-upper window, and declaring that she would almost “swar it was herself.”
-
-At her side stood Charlie, a round spot of red burning on either pale
-cheek, and his slender hands grasping a revolver, while occasionally his
-blue eyes looked eagerly along the mountain road, which as yet was quiet
-and lonely.
-
-“I never thought to raise my hand against my own people,” he said, “but
-if they harm Uncle Paul I shall shoot somebody.”
-
-The sun had been gone from sight for some little time, and the tall
-mountain shadows were lying thick and black across the valley, when up
-the road several horsemen came galloping, and Paul Haverill’s house was
-ere long surrounded by a band of as rough, savage looking men as could
-well be found in the mountains of Tennessee.
-
-Calmly and fearlessly Paul Haverill went out to meet them, asking why
-they were there, and why they seemed so much excited.
-
-For a moment his old power over them asserted itself again, and they
-hesitated to charge him with treason, as they intended doing. But only
-for a brief space was there a calm, and then amid oaths and
-imprecations, and taunting sneers, and threats, they told him of the
-letter, and deriding him as a traitor, demanded the sneaking Yankee who
-had written that letter, and was now hidden in the house. To reason with
-such people was useless, and Paul Haverill did not try it. Standing upon
-his doorstep, with his grey hair blowing in the evening wind, and his
-hands deep in his pockets, he said,
-
-“I admit your charge in part. There _has_ been a Union soldier in my
-house,—an escaped prisoner from Columbia. I _did_ care for him, and I am
-neither ashamed nor afraid to own it. Fear is a stranger to old Paul
-Haverill, as any of you who tries to harm him will find.”
-
-“Never mind a speech, Paul,” said the leader of the men. “Nobody wants
-to hurt _you_, though you deserve hanging, perhaps. What we want is the
-Yankee. Fetch him out, and let’s see how he’ll look dangling in the
-air.”
-
-“Yes, fetch him out,” yelled a dozen voices in chorus. “Bring out the
-Yankee, we want him. Hallo, puny face, are you a bad egg, too?” they
-continued, as Charlie appeared in the door.
-
-“Shall I fire, Uncle Paul?” Charlie asked, and his uncle replied,
-
-“By no means, unless you would have them on us like wolves. Friends,”
-and he turned to the mob, which had been increased by some twenty or
-more, “friends, that man is gone; he is not here; he has left my house.
-You can search it if you like.”
-
-“Where’s Miss De Vere?” a coarse voice cried. “We know her to be Union.
-She never tried to cover that as you, hoary old villain, did. She was
-out and out. Let her come and say the Yankee is gone and we will believe
-her.”
-
-“My niece, I regret to say, is not just now in either. She is gone with
-Lois to take some nicknacks to a sick neighbor.”
-
-“That’s so, boys. I met her myself as I came down the mountain,” called
-out a young man of the company, who seemed to be superior to his
-associates.
-
-“Gone with Lois, hey? Then whose woolly pate is that?” responded a
-drunken brute, who, rising in his stirrups, fired a shot toward the
-garret window from which Lois in an unguarded moment had thrust her
-head.
-
-Others had seen her, too, and as this gave the lie to the story that
-Lois was gone, the maddened crowd pressed against the house, declaring
-their intention to search it and hang any runaway they might find
-secreted here. It never occurred to them that the runaway could have
-been with Maude in Lois’s clothes; but the young man who met the two
-lone women saw the ruse at once, and influenced by Maude’s beauty and
-the remembrance of the sweet “Good evening, Mark,” with which she had
-greeted him as he passed, he made his way to Charlie’s side and
-whispered,
-
-“If you know where your sister has gone, and can warn her, do so at
-once. Tell her if she is tolerably safe to stay there and not return
-here to-night.”
-
-Charlie needed no second bidding, and stealing from the rear of the
-house he was soon speeding up the mountain path in the direction of the
-cave. Meanwhile the search in Paul Haverill’s house went on. Closets
-were thrown open; beds were torn to pieces; cellars were ransacked, and
-old Lois was dragged from the ash-house, where she had taken refuge,
-while, worse than all, Tom Carleton’s boots were found in the chamber
-where he had dressed so hurriedly, and the sight of these maddened the
-excited crowd, which, failing of finding their victim, began to clamor
-for Paul Haverill’s blood. But Paul kept them at bay. In the rear of the
-house was a small, dark room, to which there was but one entrance, and
-that a steep narrow stairway. Here Paul Haverill took refuge, and
-standing at the head of the stairs threatened to shoot the first man who
-should attempt to come up. They had not yet reached that state when they
-counted their lives as nothing, and so amid yells and oaths, and riding
-up and down the road, and drinking the fine grape wines with which the
-cellar was stocked, the hours of the short summer night wore on until
-just as the dawn was breaking in the east, the marauders put the
-finishing touch to their night’s debauch by setting fire to the house,
-and then starting in a body up the mountain side in the direction of the
-cave.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIII.
- IN THE CAVE.
-
-
-The cave was dry and comparatively comfortable, and Tom felt as he
-entered it almost like going home. Will Mather had spent a day and a
-night there, while better than all, Maude De Vere was with him, her
-bright eyes shining upon him through the darkness, and her hands
-touching his as she groped around for the candle her uncle had said was
-on a shelf in the rock.
-
-It was presently found, and with the aid of the match Maude had brought
-with her a light was soon struck, its flickering beams lighting up the
-dark recesses of the cavern with a ghastly kind of light, which to Maude
-seemed more terrible than the darkness. She was not afraid, but her
-nerves were shaken as only threatened danger to Tom Carleton could shake
-them, and she felt strangely alone on the wild mountain side and in that
-silent cavern.
-
-Tom did not seem like much of a protector in that woman’s garb, but
-when, with a shake and a kick and a merry laugh, he threw aside the
-bonnet, shawl and dress, and stood before her in his own proper person,
-minus the boots, she felt all her courage coming back, and with him
-beside her could have defied the entire Southern army. There was water
-enough in the spring to wash the black from his face, and Maude lent her
-own pretty ruffled white apron for a towel, and then, when his toilet
-was completed, began to speak of returning.
-
-“At this hour, and alone, with the road full of robbers? Never, Maude,
-never! You must either stay here with me, or I shall go back with you,”
-Tom said, and he involuntarily wound his arm around the waist of the
-young girl, who trembled like a leaf.
-
-She did not think of Arthur then, or her promise to him, for something
-in Tom’s voice and manner as he put his arm about her and called her
-Maude, brought to her a feeling such as she had never experienced
-before. Perhaps Tom suspected that he was understood, for he held her
-closer to him, and passing his hand caressingly over her burning cheek,
-he whispered:
-
-“Dear Maude, I cannot let you incur any danger which I must not share.
-You understand me, don’t you?”
-
-She thought of Arthur then, and the thought cut like a knife through her
-heart. She must _not_ understand; she must _not_ listen to words like
-these; she must not stay there to hear them, and with a quick gesture
-she was removing Tom’s arm from her waist, when his wary “Hist!” made
-her pause and stand where she was, leaning against him, and heavily,
-too, as terror overcame every other feeling. Footsteps were coming near,
-and coming cautiously, too, up to the very entrance of the cave, where
-they stopped as some one outside seemed to be listening.
-
-It was a moment of terrible suspense, and Maude could hear the throbbing
-of her heart, while Tom strained her so close to him that his chin
-rested on her hair, and she felt his breath upon her cheek.
-
-“Maude,—sister Maude,” came reassuringly in a low whisper, and with a
-cry Maude burst away from Tom, exclaiming:
-
-“Charlie, what brings you here?”
-
-He explained to her why he was there, and that she must stay all night,
-and with a shudder as she thought of what might befall her uncle, Maude
-acquiesced in the decree, feeling glad that Charlie was with them, a
-hindrance and preventive to the utterance of words she must not hear. A
-hindrance he was, it is true, but not a total preventive, for by and by
-the tired boy’s eyes began to droop as drowsiness stole over him, and
-when Tom made him a bed with Lois’s dress and shawl, and bade him lie
-down and sleep, he did so at once, after first offering the impromptu
-couch to Maude.
-
-Seen by the dim candle-light, Maude’s face was very white, and her eyes
-shone like burning coals as she watched Captain Carleton, and guessed
-his motive. Had there been no Arthur in the way, she would not have
-shrunk from Captain Carleton; but with that haunting memory she could
-have shrieked aloud when she saw the weary lids droop over Charlie’s
-eyes, and knew by his regular breathing that he was asleep.
-
-Tom knew it as soon as she did, but for a time he kept silence; then he
-came close to her, and sitting down by her side, said, softly:
-
-“Maude, you and I have been very strangely thrown together, and as I
-once said to you, there is a meaning in it, if we will but find it.
-Shall I try and solve it for you, or do you know yourself what is in my
-mind?”
-
-She did know, but she could not answer; and her face drooped over her
-brother, whose head she had pillowed upon her lap.
-
-“Perhaps this is not the fitting place for me to speak,” Tom continued,
-“but if the morning finds me in safety, I must be gone, and no one can
-guess when we may meet again. Let me tell you, Maude, of my early life
-before ever I saw or dreamed of you.”
-
-Surely she might hear this, and the bowed head lifted itself a little,
-while Captain Carleton told first of his home in Boston, of beautiful
-little Rose, and saucy, dark-eyed Jimmie, and then of the pale, proud
-Mary, his early manhood’s love, who at the last had lost the pride and
-hauteur inherited from her race, and had died so gentle and lowly, and
-gone where her husband one day hoped to meet her. Then there came a
-pause, and Tom was thinking of a night when poor Jimmie sat by his side
-before the lonely tent fire, and talked with him of Annie Graham. Should
-he tell Maude of that? Yes, he would; and by the even beating of his
-heart, as he made that resolve, and thought of Annie, he knew he had
-outlived his fancy for one of whom he spoke unhesitatingly, praising her
-girlish beauty, telling how pure and good she was, and how once a hope
-had stirred his heart that he, perhaps, might win her.
-
-“But I gave her up to Jimmie. Annie will be my sister, and I know now
-why it was so appointed. God had in store for me a gem as beautiful as
-Annie Graham, and better adapted to me. I mean you, Maude. God intends
-you for my wife. Do you accede willingly? Have you any love for the poor
-Yankee soldier who has been so long dependent upon you?”
-
-He had her head now on his arm, and with his hand was smoothing her
-bands of satin hair, while he waited for her to speak. He had dealt
-honestly with her. She would be equally truthful with him, and she
-answered at last:
-
-“Oh, Mr. Carleton, you don’t know how much it pains me to tell you what
-I must. I might have loved you once, but now it is too late. I promised
-Arthur, if he would be kind to the poor prisoners and help the escaped
-ones to get away, and,—oh, I don’t know what, but I am to be his wife
-when the dreadful war is over. Pity me, Mr. Carleton, but don’t love me.
-No, no, don’t make me more wretched by telling me of a love I cannot
-return.”
-
-“Could you return it, Maude, if there were no promise to Arthur?”
-
-Tom spoke very low, with his lips close to her burning cheek, but Maude
-did not reply, and Tom continued:
-
-“Maude, was the getting me here in safety any part of the price for
-which you sold yourself?”
-
-She did not answer even then, but by the low, gasping sob she gave as
-she shed back from her hot brow the heavy hair Tom knew the truth, and
-to himself he said, “It shall not be.” And then from his heart there
-went up a silent prayer that God would give him the brave, beautiful
-girl, who drew herself away from him, and leaning over her sleeping
-brother, sat with both hands clasped upon her face. They did not talk
-together much more, and once Tom thought Maude was asleep, she sat so
-rigid and motionless, with her face turned toward the entrance of the
-cave.
-
-But she was not asleep, and her dark eyes were fixed wistfully upon the
-one bright star visible to her, and which seemed whispering to her of
-hope. Perhaps Arthur would release her from her promise, and
-perhaps,—but Maude started from _that_ thought as from an evil spirit,
-and her white lips whispered faintly, “God help me to keep my promise.”
-
-The night was very still, and as the hours wore on, and the faint dawn
-of day came over the mountain tops, Maude’s quick ear caught the echo of
-the fierce shouts in the valley below, and laying Charlie’s head from
-her lap she went out of the cave, followed by Captain Carleton, who
-wondered to see how that one night had changed her. The brilliant color
-was gone from her cheek, which looked haggard and pale, as faces look
-when some great storm of sorrow has passed over them. Her hair had
-fallen down and lay in masses upon her neck, from which she shook it off
-impatiently, and then intently listened to the sounds which each moment
-grew louder. Shoutings they were, and tones of command, mingled with the
-distant tramp of horses’ feet, while suddenly, above the tall tree-tops
-which skirted the mountain side, arose a coil of smoke. Too dark, too
-thick to have come from any chimney where the early morning fire was
-kindled, it told its own tale of horror, and Maude’s eyes grew so black
-and fierce that Tom shrunk back from her, as pointing her finger toward
-the fast increasing rings of smoke and flame, she whispered:
-
-“Do you see that, Captain Carleton? It’s Uncle Paul’s dwelling; they
-have set it on fire. I never thought they would do that, though I have
-watched more than one burning house in these mountains, and have almost
-felt a thrill of pride as I thought how dearly we were paying for our
-love to the old flag; but when it comes to my own home, the pride is all
-gone, the fire burns deeper, and one is half tempted to question the
-price required for the Union.”
-
-Tom was about to speak to her, when she turned abruptly upon him, and
-said:
-
-“Captain Carleton, do you believe your Northern we men,—your Rose, your
-Annie would bear and brave what the loyal women of the South endure?
-They may be true to the Union,—no doubt they are, and they think they
-know what war means; but I tell you they do not. Did they ever see their
-friends and neighbors driven to the woods and hills like hunted beasts,
-or watch the kindling flames devouring their own houses, as I am doing
-now? for I know that is my Uncle Paul’s, and whether he still lives, or
-is hung between the earth and heavens, God only knows, and perhaps _he_
-has forgotten. I sometimes think he has, else why does he not send us
-aid? Where are your hordes of men? Why do they not come to save us, when
-we have waited so long, and our eyes and ears are weak and weary with
-watching for their coming?”
-
-She was talking now more to herself than to her companion, and she
-looked a very queen of tragedy, as, with her hair floating over her
-shoulders, and her hands pressed tightly together, she walked hurriedly
-the length and breadth of the long flat rock which bordered a precipice
-near to the cave
-
-Tom was about to answer her, when a ball went whizzing past him, while
-the loud shouts of the men, whose heads were visible beneath the distant
-trees, told that he had been discovered.
-
-To return to the cave and take Maude with him, was the work of a moment,
-and amid yells of fury the drunken mob came on to where Maude,
-forgetting everything now except Tom Carleton, stood waiting for them.
-They would not harm her, she knew, and like a lioness guarding its
-young, she stood within the cave, but so near the entrance that her face
-was visible to the men, who at sight of her stopped suddenly, and asked
-what she was doing there, and who she had with her.
-
-“My brother Charlie and Captain Carleton, the man whom you sought at
-Uncle Paul’s,” she answered, fearlessly, as she held with a firm grasp
-the dangerous-looking weapon, which she knew how to use.
-
-“And pray, what may you be doing with the Yankee? asked one of the
-coarser of the men; and Maude replied
-
-“I am standing between him and just such creatures as you are.”
-
-While Tom, grasping her shoulder, said:
-
-“Step aside, Maude; I cannot endure this. You, a girl, defending me! I
-must go out. Let me pass.”
-
-“To certain death? Never!” Maude replied, thrusting him back with a
-strength born of desperation.
-
-Charlie, who had roused from his sleep, and fully comprehended what was
-going on, caught Tom around the neck, and nearly strangled him, as he
-said:
-
-“Let Maude alone, Captain Carleton. They’ll not harm her. They would
-only shoot you down for nothing.”
-
-Thus hampered and importuned, Tom stood back a little, while Maude held
-a parley with her besiegers threatening to shoot the first man who
-should attempt to pass her. She did not think of danger to herself, and
-she stood firmly at her post; while the men consulted together as to the
-best course to be pursued. And while they talked, and Maude stood
-watchful and dauntless the flames of Paul Haverill’s house rose higher
-in the heavens, and strange, ominous sounds were heard in the
-distance,—sounds as of many horsemen riding for dear life, with shouts
-and excited voices; and Maude became aware of some sudden influence
-working upon the crowd around her.
-
-Then a band of cavalry dashed into sight, and all was wild hurry and
-consternation. But, above the din of the strife without, Tom Carleton
-caught sounds which made his heart leap up, and springing forward past
-Maude De Vere, he exclaimed:
-
-“Thank God, the Federals have come! We are saved! Maude, we are saved!”
-
-As his tall form emerged into view, a brutal soldier, maddened by the
-surprise and unavoidable defeat, leveled his gun and fired, recking
-little whether Tom or Maude was the victim. The ball cut through the
-sleeve of Maude’s dress, and grazing her arm enough to draw blood,
-lodged harmlessly in the rocks beyond.
-
-At that sight all Charlie’s fire was roused, and the shot which went
-whizzing through the air made surer work than did the one intended for
-Tom Carleton. Tom was out upon the ledge of rocks by this time, grasping
-the hands of the blue coats, who were a part of a company sent out to
-reconnoiter, and who had reached Paul Haverill’s house just after the
-rebels had left it. At first they had tried to extinguish the flames,
-but finding that impossible, they had followed the enemy, most of whom
-were made prisoners of war.
-
-Some months before, John Simms had been transferred from the Army of the
-Potomac to the Army of the Cumberland, and he it was who led his men to
-the rescue, doing it the more daringly and willingly when he heard who
-was in danger. _He_ was a captain now, and he stood grasping Tom
-Carleton’s hand, when a piercing shriek rose on the air, and turning
-round, the young men saw Maude De Vere bending over the prostrate form
-of a soldier, whose head she gently lifted up, as she moaned bitterly:
-
-“Oh, Arthur, Arthur! how came you here?”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIV.
- POOR ARTHUR.
-
-
-He had kept his word, and piloted safely across the mountains the
-prisoner left in Hetty’s cabin. His arrival at Paul Haverill’s burning
-home had preceded that of the Federal troops by twenty minutes or more,
-and when he heard of Maude’s danger, he followed our soldiers up the
-hillside to where Maude held the entrance to the cave. He saw her, and
-tried to make his voice heard, but it was lost amid the strife and noise
-of the conflict, and she only knew of his presence, when Charlie, with
-chattering teeth, and a face as white as ashes, clutched her dress
-frantically, and said:
-
-“Come, sister, come this way to Arthur,—somebody—shot him. Do you think
-he will die?”
-
-Quick as lightning the remembrance of the thought, which had yet
-scarcely been a thought, of just such a contingency as this, flashed
-over Maude, sweeping away all the pain, the terror, the shrinking she
-had felt when she contemplated the fulfillment of her promise to Arthur
-Tunbridge. He was lying there at her feet, and the grass beneath him was
-all a pool of blood, while his dim eyes showed that the objects around
-him were now but faintly discerned. He saw Maude, though, and when her
-loud cry met his ear he smiled a glad, grateful smile, and said to her,
-as she knelt beside him and took his head in her lap—
-
-“You are sorry, Maude. It was a mistake. You did love me some.”
-
-She pressed her quivering lips to his, and said again,
-
-“Oh Arthur! Arthur! how came you here?”
-
-Arthur knew he was dying, but, shaking off all thought of his own pain,
-he explained to Maude how he came there.
-
-“The man,—you remember. I got him through, and I am not sorry, for he
-told me of a blind mother and six little children dependent upon him
-away off somewhere among the Ohio hills. Think if they had been left
-with out support. I am glad I saved him even if it cost my life. And
-still it is hard to die, Maude, just as you are beginning to love me,
-for you are, and if I had lived you would have kept your promise to me.
-
-“Yes, Arthur, I would,” and Maude’s white fingers threaded the bloody
-hair and moved softly over the ghastly face. “Who did it, Arthur?” she
-asked, and Arthur’s face flushed to a purple hue as with a moan he said:
-
-“Don’t ask me,—there was a _mistake_. I had taken no part in the fray,
-except to knock down the ruffian who fired at you. I was standing right
-behind him. Yes, there was a mistake. Oh Maude, it _was_ a mistake.”
-
-He kept repeating the words, while Maude tried to stop the blood flowing
-so freely from the wound in his temple. The ball had entered there, but
-had not penetrated to the brain, and he retained his consciousness to
-the last, smiling once kindly on Charlie, who, half frantic, bent over
-him, and said:
-
-“Yes, Arthur, it _was_ a mistake, oh Arthur, oh Maude, and you two were
-engaged. I did not know it before.”
-
-Then a bright flush crept into Maude’s white face, for she knew the tall
-shadow on the grass beside her belonged to Capt. Carleton, and he, she
-guessed, was thinking of last night in the cave. He did think of it, but
-only for a moment, and then his thoughts were merged in his great
-anxiety for Lieutenant Arthur, who he saw was dying. Arthur knew he was
-there, and smiled when he asked if he felt much pain.
-
-“None with Maude beside me. She was to have been my wife, wern’t you,
-Maude?”
-
-“Yes, Arthur. I was to have been your wife.”
-
-She spoke it openly, frankly, as if by so doing she was seeking to atone
-for an error, and the eyes lifted to Tom’s face had in them something
-defiant, as if she would say “I mean it. I would have been his wife.”
-
-But she met only pity in Tom’s looks—pity for her, and pity for the
-young man dying among the mountains on that soft, summer morning, when
-the whole world seemed so at variance with a death like that. It was a
-strange scene, and one which those who witnessed it never could forget.
-The broad, level plat on the mountain side, the mounted horsemen, the
-group of prisoners, the beautiful, queenly girl, whose lap pillowed the
-head of the dying soldier, while her brilliant eyes wept floods of tears
-which, with quick, nervous movements of her fingers, she swept away.
-Beside her was Charlie, his face whiter than that of the dying man, and
-his muscles working painfully as if he was forcing back some terrible
-pang or cry of agony. Tom Carleton, too, and Paul Haverill, who had
-later joined the group and stood looking sadly on, while toward the
-south the smoke and flame of his own house was ascending, and in the
-east the early morning was bright and fresh with the summer’s golden
-sunshine. And there on the mountain side they waited and watched, while
-the young lieutenant talked faintly of his distant home where the news
-would carry so much sorrow.
-
-“Tell father I died believing in our cause, and were I to live my life
-over I should join the Southern army; but it’s wrong about the
-prisoners. We ought not to abuse those who fall into our hands. I’ve
-loved you Maude, so long. Remember me when I am gone, not for anything
-brilliant there was about me, but because I loved you so well, and died
-in carrying out the work you gave me to do.”
-
-“Oh, Arthur! Arthur! speak some word of comfort to me or I shall surely
-die. It _was_ a mistake,” Charlie whispered, as he crept close to
-Arthur’s side.
-
-The dying man’s eyes rested inquiringly for a moment in Charlie’s face,
-then lighted up with a sudden joy.
-
-“Charlie! Charlie! come close,” he whispered. “Bend your ear to my lips.
-Maude must not hear me.”
-
-His head was still lying on Maude’s lap, but he spoke so low to Charlie
-that she did not hear the question asked. She only knew that Charlie
-started quickly, and throwing one arm across her neck as if to save her
-from some evil, said, promptly, energetically:
-
-“No, no, Arthur; no!”
-
-Then the quivering lips went down again to Arthur’s ear, and Maude
-caught the word “mistake,” and that was all. She did not know or think
-what it really meant. It was _all_ a mistake, the terrible war which had
-brought her so much pain and suffering.
-
-“I die easier now. It was so horrible before. Poor Charlie! Don’t let it
-trouble you. Care for Maude. She would have been my wife. Stick to our
-cause. You never forsook it,” came faintly from Arthur, and his eyes,
-when again they rested on Maude’s face, had lost the strange, frightened
-look which she had observed when she first came to his side. He was
-dying very fast, and his mind seemed groping for some form of prayer
-with which to meet the last great foe.
-
-“Pray, somebody,” he moaned, and Paul Haverill, who, wholly overcome
-with all he had passed through during the last few hours, had stood dumb
-and motionless, replied in a choking voice:
-
-“I am not a praying man, but God be with you, my boy, and land you
-safely on t’other side, where there’s no more fighting.”
-
-“Yes, but that isn’t ‘Our Father.’ I used to say it at home,” came
-feebly from the white lips, and then Tom Carleton knelt beside the youth
-whose path had crossed his own so often and so strangely, and with deep
-reverence and earnest entreaty commended the departing spirit to the God
-who deals more gently, and mercifully, and lovingly with his children
-than they dealt with each other.
-
-Tom thought of Isaac Simms, and the noisome, filthy room in Libby where
-he had first learned to pray, and the thought gave fervor to his prayer,
-to which Arthur listened intently, his lips motioning the amen he could
-not speak, for he had no power of utterance. Once again they moved with
-a pleading kind of motion, and Maude stooped over to kiss them, her long
-hair falling across the pallid brow, where the blood stains were, and
-when she lifted her head up, and pushed back her heavy locks, there was
-the seal of death on Arthur’s face.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXV.
- THE DEAD AND THE LIVING.
-
-
-Of all Paul Haverill’s comfortable buildings, house, stables, barn and
-negro quarters, there was left him only one cabin which the fire had not
-consumed. That stood a little distant from the rest, and had been
-occupied by Lois before her husband died. It was superior to the other
-cabins then; it was neat and tidy now, and there they laid the dead
-lieutenant, in his grey uniform, with a little flag of stars and bars
-across his breast. This was Charlie’s thought, and it was very mete that
-he who to the last had believed in the righteousness of the Confederacy
-should have her sign above him. There was no other spot except the cabin
-where Maude could stay, and the entire day and night she sat by her dead
-Arthur, whom, now that he _was_ dead, she cherished in her heart as a
-martyr and a hero, questioning even the ground on which she had hitherto
-stood so firmly, and asking herself if, after all, the South was so very
-far out of the way, or if the Union were worth the fearful price the
-Southern people were paying for it. Maude did not know herself in this
-mood. It was so unlike all her former theories, and more than once she
-pressed her hot hands to her still hotter head, and asked if she was
-going mad.
-
-Crouched beside Maude, with his blue eyes fixed upon her with a pitying,
-remorseful look, was Charlie.
-
-“Poor Maude,—poor sister! I am so sorry. I never thought,—I did not
-know; you used to laugh about him so to Uncle Paul. I’d give my life to
-bring him back for you. Did you love him so very much?” Charlie said, in
-broken sentences, and then Maude shivered from head to foot, but made
-him no reply.
-
-She had not loved him so very much, but his violent death and all the
-horrors attending it had shaken her terribly, and could he have come
-back to life she would have tried to love him, and with her iron will
-would have crushed that other love, the very knowledge of which had made
-her heart throb with so much joy.
-
-But the dead come not to life again, and the next morning they buried
-Arthur Tunbridge in the grassy enclosure where Paul Haverill’s wife was
-sleeping with the infant son who, had he lived, would have been just
-Arthur’s age. The blue coated soldiery, who had been his deadly foes,
-paid him every military honor possible within their means, even marching
-to his grave behind the stars and bars which lay upon his coffin; but
-when they came back from the burial, they bore the national flag, whose
-folds that peaceful summer night floated in the breeze from the top of
-Lois’s cabin.
-
-Very kind, and gentle, and pitiful was Tom’s demeanor toward Maude.
-During the day and the night, when she had sat by Arthur in Lois’s
-cabin, he had not been near her; but, after all was over, he went to
-her, and, with the authority of a friend and brother, insisted that she
-should take the rest she needed so much. And Maude gave way at the sound
-of his soothing, quieting voice, and, with a flood of tears, did what he
-bade her do. And then Tom sat by her, and bathed her throbbing head, and
-smoothed her beautiful hair, and paid back in part the services she had
-rendered him when he lay sick in Squire Tunbridge’s house.
-
-Maude was not ill,—only exhausted,—both physically and mentally the
-exhaustion showing itself in the quiet, listless state into which she
-lapsed, paying but little attention to what was passing around her, and
-offering no suggestion or remonstrance when told of her uncle’s plan to
-accompany Captain Simms and his men to Knoxville.
-
-Over Paul Haverill, too, a change had passed. The attack upon him by his
-old friends and neighbors, though long expected, had been sudden and
-terrible when it came, and as he watched the burning of the house which
-had been his so long, he felt that every tie which bound him to the old
-place was severed. Then came swiftly the fearful tragedy of the
-mountains, when Arthur was brought to him dead. Stunned and bewildered
-by the startling events which had followed each other so rapidly, Paul
-was hardly able to counsel for himself, and assented readily to the plan
-which had really originated with Captain Carleton, who had another
-scheme underlying that, but who suggested both so skillfully that Paul
-Haverill fancied they were his own ideas, and gave them as such to
-Maude. They would go to Knoxville with the soldiers, he said; thence to
-Nashville. They had some relatives living there, and, after resting for
-a little, they would continue their journeyings North, going, perhaps,
-as far as New York.
-
-“I always wanted to travel North,” he said, “but my affairs kept me at
-home. Now I have no affairs. My neighbors have relieved me of such
-commodities and I want to get away from a spot where I have witnessed
-such dreadful things. We all need change. You, Maude, more than I, and
-Charlie more than either. I don’t know what has come over the boy. That
-horrible night and morning were too much for him.”
-
-Maude knew that so far as Charlie was concerned, her uncle had spoken
-truly. Charlie was greatly changed, and his eyes had in them a scared
-look, as if every detail of the horrors of the fight on the mountain had
-stamped itself indelibly upon his mind, and was never for an instant
-forgotten.
-
-He needed a change of place and scene; and as she could not return to
-Arthur’s desolate home, whither the sad news had been sent at once,
-Maude assented to the Nashville arrangement, and in three weeks was
-comfortably settled at a Nashville hotel, with Lois as her attendant.
-Her uncle, Charlie, and Captain Carleton were with her, the latter
-constantly putting off his journey to Rockland, where they were so
-anxiously waiting for him. He had written to Rose immediately after his
-arrival at Nashville, telling her of all that had transpired, and
-speaking of Maude De Vere as one whom he hoped to make his wife. This
-time the letter went safely, and Rose replied at once, urging Tom to
-come, and insisting that Mr. Haverill, Maude and Charlie should
-accompany him.
-
-“They saved Will’s life as well as yours,” Rose wrote. “I have a right
-to them all, and especially to the noble Maude. Bring her to me, Tom,
-and let me coax back the color to her dear face and the brightness to
-her eyes. I shall come myself and get her if she refuses.”
-
-Maude had never known the companionship of a sister,—had never had a
-single intimate girl friend except Nettie Tunbridge, who died.
-Independent, strong willed and self-reliant, she had cared but little
-for any society except that which she found with nature in the wild
-mountains of Tennessee; but now, broken and shocked, and shorn of some
-of her strength, she longed for sympathy and companionship, and
-something in Rose Mather’s sprightly letter made her heart yearn toward
-the little lady who had written it, and the pleasant home which Rose
-described as beautiful with the summer bloom.
-
-“I will think about it by and by,” she said to her uncle; “but for the
-present it is nice to rest here in Nashville.”
-
-So for a time longer they lingered in Tennessee, while Rose waited
-impatiently for them and fretted at the delay.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVI.
- ANDERSONVILLE PRISONERS.
-
-
-“This seems to be one of the worst cases we have had. I doubt if his
-mind will survive the horrors he has endured, even if his body does.
-Poor fellow! his mother would not recognize him now.”
-
-This was what the physician at Annapolis said to Mrs. Simms of a
-miserable, emaciated skeleton, which had come up from Andersonville with
-the last arrival of prisoners.
-
-While we in the mountains of Tennessee were tracing the wanderings of
-Will Mather and Captain Carleton, Mrs. Simms and Annie had stood
-untiringly at their posts beside the sick and dying soldiers who had
-learned to bless and watch for the stern widow, and to love and worship
-the beautiful Annie Graham. And well had she earned such appreciation,
-for she had been most faithful to the wretched ones committed to her
-care,—faithful both to body and soul, and in the better world she knew
-there was waiting to welcome her more than one, whose darkened mind she
-had led to the fountain of all light. And Annie had made a vow to stay
-till from that foul Southern prison, where 28,000 men had died, there
-came to her _the one_ for whom she always looked so anxiously when new
-arrivals came, her blue eyes running rapidly over each wasted form, and
-then filling with tears when the scrutiny was found to be in vain.
-
-James Carleton had never been heard from since that letter sent to her
-so long ago, and hope had died out of Annie’s heart, when at last, with
-Widow Simms, she stood by the cot where lay the insensible form of which
-the physician had spoken so discouragingly.
-
-It was the figure of a young man, who must once have been finely formed,
-with handsome face and hair and eyes. The latter were closed now, and
-only the lids moved with a convulsive motion, as Annie bent over him.
-The dark hair, matted and coarse and filthy, had curled in rings about
-the bony forehead, but had been cut away when the bath was given, and
-the closely shorn head was like many other heads which Annie Graham’s
-hands had touched, gently, tenderly, as they now moved over this one,
-trying to infuse some life into the breathing skeleton. He was to be her
-charge,—he was in her division and Mrs. Simms’ keen grey eyes scanned
-Annie curiously as she bent over the poor fellow.
-
-He was helpless as an infant, and Annie nursed him much as she would
-have nursed a baby whose life hung on a thread. He had been there four
-days, and only a faint, moaning sound had given token of life or
-consciousness. But at the close of the fourth day, as Annie sat chafing
-the pulseless fingers where the grey skin hung so loosely, the eyes
-opened for a moment and were fixed upon her face. There was no
-consciousness in them,—no recognition of her presence, nothing but the
-strained, hungry, despairing look Annie had seen in the eyes of so many
-of our prisoners, and which to a greater or less degree was peculiar to
-them all. Annie saw this look, and then underneath it all she saw
-something more,—_what_ it was she could not tell, but it brought back to
-her those moonlight nights upon the beach at New London, and that other
-night of more recent date, when she sat with Jimmie Carleton beneath the
-Rockland sky and heard his passionate words of love, and saw his soft,
-black eyes kindle with earnestness and then grow sad and sorrowful with
-disappointment. There was no kindling in them now,—no ardent passion or
-heat of love,—but a certain softness and brightness, and even sauciness,
-lingered still and told Annie at last who it was.
-
-“Oh, merciful Father! it is _Jimmie_!” she said, and unmindful of any
-who might be looking on, she bent down and kissed the sunken cheeks from
-which the flesh was gone.
-
-She had expected him so long, and grown so weary and hopeless with
-expectations unfulfilled, that she could scarcely believe it now, or
-realize that the half dead wretch before her was once the lively,
-humorous, teasing Jimmie Carleton. How she pitied him, and how her heart
-throbbed as she thought of the suffering he must have endured ere he
-reached this state of apparent imbecility. Then, as she remembered what
-the physician said about his mind, she dropped upon her knees, and
-clasping her hands over her face, prayed earnestly that God would remove
-the darkness and wholly restore the man whom she loved so dearly.
-
-“_Do_ you think he will die?” she asked Mrs. Simms, who had come for a
-moment to her side.
-
-“You know him, then. I was wondering that an old woman like me should
-see clearer than you. I mistrusted from the first,” Mrs. Simms answered,
-and then to Annie’s eager questioning she replied, “It will be almost a
-miracle if we do get any sense into that brain, or flesh upon these
-bones, but we’ll do the best we can.”
-
-Her words were not very encouraging, and Annie’s tears fell like rain
-upon the face of the man who gave no sign that he knew where he was, or
-who was bending over him. Oh! how he had longed for the air of the
-North, as his face daily grew thinner, greyer, and more corpse-like,
-while his flesh seemed shrivelling and drying on his bones. Bill Baker
-had done what he could to ameliorate his condition,—done too much in
-fact, and as the result he suddenly found himself shorn of his
-privileges, and an inmate again of the dreadful prison. Even then he
-clung to and cared for Jimmie, until the pangs of starvation and the
-pains of sickness made him forgetful of all but himself. And there they
-pined and wept and waited until the day of their release, when Bill was
-too ill to be removed, and was left in charge of a humane family, who
-kindly promised to care for him until he was better. From a Rockland
-soldier who had been taken prisoner at the battle of the Wilderness,
-Jimmie had heard that Mrs. Graham was at Annapolis, and then! oh, how he
-longed for the time when it might be his fate to be tended and nursed by
-her. She would do it so gently, and so kindly and in his dreams the
-walls of his pestilential prison stretched away to the green fields of
-the North, where he walked again with Annie, and felt the clasp of her
-little hand, and the light of her blue eyes. She was always present with
-him,—she or the little Lulu, of Pequot memory. Somehow these two were
-strangely mixed, and when his mind began to totter as the physical
-strain on it became too great, the two faces were united in one body,
-and both bent lovingly over him, just as Annie Graham was doing now when
-he was past knowing or caring who ministered to him. A vague suspicion
-he had at intervals that in some respects there was a change, that his
-bed was not the filthy sand bank, nor his covering the pitiless sky.
-Gradually, too, there came a different look upon his face; the color was
-changing from the dingy gray, to a more life-like hue; flesh was showing
-a little beneath the skin, and the dark hair began to grow, and Annie
-watered the tiny curls with bitter tears, for, as proof of the terrible
-life whose horrors will never half be written, the once black hair was
-coming out streaked with grey. They knew in Rockland that he was at
-Annapolis, but Annie had peremptorily forbidden either Mrs. Carleton or
-Rose to come. “They could do no good,” she wrote. “Jimmie would not know
-them; and they might be in the way.”
-
-They were constantly expecting Tom from Tennessee, with Maude De Vere
-and her friends, and so they remained at home the more willingly,
-enjoining it upon Annie to write them every day, just a line to tell how
-Jimmie was.
-
-The summer rain was falling softly upon the streets of Annapolis, and
-the cool evening air came stealing into the room, where Annie Graham sat
-by her patient. There were not so many now in her ward, and she had more
-time for Jimmie, by whose bedside every leisure moment was passed. She
-was sitting by him now, watching him as he slept, and listening
-breathlessly to his low murmurings as he seemed to be talking of her and
-the dreadful prison life. Then he slept more soundly, and she arranged
-the light so that it left his face in shadow, but fell full upon her
-own.
-
-Half an hour passed in this way, and Annie’s head was beginning to droop
-from languor and drowsiness, when a sudden exclamation startled her, and
-she looked up to see her patient’s eyes fixed upon her, while with his
-finger he pointed to the window opposite, and whispered,
-
-“The star, it’s risen again, when I thought it had set forever. I take
-it as a good omen, Bill. I shall see her face again.”
-
-Did he think himself in prison still, with that star shining over him,
-and did he take her for Bill Baker? The thought was not a very
-complimentary one, but Annie forgot everything in her joy, at this
-evidence of returning reason.
-
-“Jimmie,” she said softly, and she bent her face so close to his, that
-her lips touched his forehead, “Jimmie, don’t you know that you are in
-Annapolis, with me, with Annie Graham. You remember Annie?”
-
-She had many a time said these very words in his ear, hoping somehow to
-impress them upon him, and now she had succeeded, for he repeated them
-after her slowly and with long pauses, like a school-boy trying to say a
-half-learned lesson.
-
-“Jimmie—don’t you—know—that you—are here—in—Annapolis—with
-me—with—Annie—Graham—You remember—Annie?”
-
-And as he said them consciousness began to struggle back,—the black eyes
-fastened themselves upon Annie with a wistful look; then they took in
-her dress, her hands folded in her lap, the decent covering on the bed
-the furniture of the room, and then throwing up his arms he felt of his
-flesh, and examined his linen, and patted the pillow, while still the
-look of wonder and perplexity deepened on his face. Suddenly he let his
-arms drop helplessly, then stretched them feebly towards Annie, and
-while both chin and lip quivered touchingly, and the tears streamed from
-his eyes, he whispered,
-
-“Clean face, clean hands, soft pillow and bed, with the hunger, and
-thirst, and homesickness gone. This is—yes, this must be God’s land, and
-_she_ is there with me.”
-
-He fainted then. The shock of coming back to “God’s land” had been too
-great, and for a week or more he paid but little heed to what was
-passing around him.
-
-“Don’t you know me, Jimmie? It’s I,—it’s Annie,” Mrs. Graham would say
-to him, as his restless eyes turned upon her, and he would repeat after
-her,
-
-“Don’t you—know—me, Jimmie? It’s I,—it’s Annie.”
-
-This was a peculiarity of his, and it continued until Bill Baker, who
-had become strong enough to be moved, came to Annapolis, and asked to
-see the “Cop’ral.”
-
-At first the physician refused, but Annie approved the plan, hoping for
-a good result, and she waited anxiously, while Bill said cheerily,
-
-“Hallo, old Cop’ral. Rather nicer quarters here than that sand bank down
-by that infernal nasty stream.”
-
-Bill Baker’s voice was the last which in the far-off prison had sounded
-kindly in Jimmie’s ears, and now as he heard it again his face lighted
-up, and his eyes kindled with something like their olden fire.
-
-“You know me, Cop’ral. I’m Bill. We’ve been exchanged. We’re up to
-Annapolis, and Miss Graam is nussin’ you,” Bill continued, and then
-Jimmie drew a long breath, and burst into a passionate fit of tears.
-“They’ll do him good. They allus did to Andersonville. He’d hold in till
-he was fit to burst, and then he’d let ’em slide, and feel better. He’ll
-know you, Miss Graam, after this.”
-
-Annie was called away just then, to attend to another patient, and Bill
-was left alone with Jimmie. There were a few broken sentences from the
-latter, and then Bill Baker was heard talking rapidly, but very gently
-and cautiously, and Jimmie lifted his head once and looked across the
-room where Annie was.
-
-“Better leave him alone a spell, till he thinks it out, and gets it
-arranged,” Bill said to Annie. “I made him understand where he was, and
-that you was here, and all right on the main question; and though he’d
-like to have bust his biler for a minute, he’ll come all straight, I
-reckon.”
-
-It was more than an hour before Annie went to Jimmie again, but when she
-did, the eager, joyful look in his eyes told her that she was
-recognized.
-
-“Don’t speak to me,—don’t talk,” she said, laying one hand lightly upon
-the lips, which began to move, while with the other she smoothed the
-short curls of hair.
-
-He kissed the hand upon his lips, and whispered, through the fingers:
-
-“Tell me first, was it true, he told me? Do you”——
-
-He did not finish the sentence, for Annie understood him, and bending so
-near to him that no one else could hear, she said:
-
-“Yes, Jimmie,—I do.”
-
-He seemed satisfied, and something of his old manner came back to him
-when, later in the day, Annie tried to straighten the clothes about him,
-and wet and brushed his hair.
-
-“Look like a hippopotamus, don’t I?” he asked, touching his
-thick-skinned face.
-
-“Not half as much as you did,” Annie replied; and the first smile her
-face had worn for weeks glimmered around her lips, for she knew now the
-danger was past, and Jimmie Carleton would live.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVII.
- IN ROCKLAND.
-
-
-The warm, bright November day was wearing to its close. The purple haze
-of the Indian summer lay around the hilltops, and the soft, golden
-sunlight fell softly upon the grass, and the few autumnal flowers which
-had escaped the recent storm. The grounds around the Mather mansion were
-looking almost as beautiful as in the early summer, for the grass,
-invigorated by the rain, was fresh and green again, and the brilliant
-foliage of the trees which dotted the lawn made up for the loss of the
-flowers. Even these last were not lacking indoors, for the hot-house had
-been robbed of its costliest flowers, which filled the whole house with
-perfume, and made Maude De Vere start with surprise when she first
-entered the parlors.
-
-“It takes me back to my Southern home,” she said to Rose, who, standing
-on tiptoe, fastened a half-open lily in her hair, going into ecstasies
-over the effect, and thinking to herself that Maude De Vere was the most
-regal creature she had ever seen.
-
-Maude had been in Rockland three weeks, and Rose was already as much in
-love with her as if she had known her all her life. At first, she had
-dreaded a little to meet the fearless heroine of the mountains. A girl
-who had held a revolver at the heads of both Federal and Confederate;
-who, in the night, had ridden twenty miles on horseback to conduct a
-party of refugees to a place of safety, and had guarded the entrance of
-the cave in the face of a furious mob, must be something very
-formidable, or, at least, something unlike all Rose’s ideas of what a
-lady gently born should be; and both Rose and her mother had waited
-nervously for the arrival of one who, they felt sure, was to be the wife
-of Tom. Nothing definite had been said upon the subject since Arthur
-died, but it was tacitly understood by all parties that Maude De Vere
-was, sometime, to be Maude Carleton; and Tom was allowed to pay her
-attentions which could only be paid to his _fiancée_.
-
-In a great flutter of spirits, Rose had heard of Maude’s arrival at the
-Monteur House, and immediately after dinner had driven down to see her,
-accompanied by Will, who, if possible, was more anxious than herself to
-pay his respects to Maude.
-
-She was kneeling by Charlie’s couch when the party entered, but she rose
-at once and came forward, with the most beautiful carnation staining her
-cheeks, and a look of modesty in her brilliant eyes. She wore a long,
-trailing dress of heavy silk, and stood so erect, and held her head so
-high, that she seemed taller than she really was,—taller than Tom, Rose
-feared; but as he stepped up to her, she saw he had the advantage of her
-by at least four inches, and thus reassured, she drew a long breath of
-relief; then, as thoughts of all her husband and brother had been saved
-from by this heroic girl came over her, she sprang toward Maude, and
-winding her arms around her neck, sobbed hysterically, but never spoke
-one word.
-
-“What is it? What are you crying for?” Maude asked, petting her as if
-she had been a little child.
-
-“Oh, I don’t know. The sight of you who have done so much for the war,
-and been so brave, makes me seem so little, so small, so mean beside
-you, Maude De Vere,” Rose replied, brokenly, and then Maude’s eyes
-filled with tears, and she hugged the sobbing little creature, whom,
-from that moment, she loved so fondly.
-
-She, too, had dreaded this meeting, for she knew that Rose Mather and
-her mother were both women of the highest culture, and she felt that
-they might criticise, and perhaps condemn one who had lived so long
-among the pines of North Carolina and the mountains of Tennessee. But
-Rose’s manner divested her of all fear, and in a moment she resumed that
-unconscious air of superiority to all else around her, which was a part
-of herself. Queenly was the word which best suited her looks and her
-manners, and Rose paid homage to her as to a queen, and told her that
-she loved her, and how much she had thought of her, and how anxious her
-mother was to see her, and how happy they would all be when Jimmie and
-Annie came home.
-
-There had been daily visits to the Monteur since then, and Mrs. Carleton
-had met the beautiful Maude, and mentally approved of Tom’s choice.
-
-Charlie too had been petted and caressed, and his blue eyes opened with
-wonder as he saw what Northern women were like, and remembered his
-prejudice against them. He liked the Northerners, he said, but he was
-loyal to the Southern cause, and listened, with flashing eyes and
-crimson cheeks, to all he continually heard of the sure defeat and
-disgrace of the Confederacy.
-
-Matters were in this wise when the day came on which Annie was expected
-home with Jimmie. Great preparations had been made for that arrival. In
-Rockland there was more than one prisoner who had been nursed by Annie
-Graham, and her name was spoken with reverence and love by the veriest
-vagabond that walked the streets. They had not made a demonstration in a
-long, long time, but they were going to make one now, and the honors
-which poor George saw in fancy awarded to himself were to be given to
-his wife. Jimmie, too, whose terrible sufferings had excited so much
-commiseration, was to have his share of consideration. Bill Baker, who
-had been home for a week, and was as usual the most active spirit of
-all, suggested that when they flung out the banner on which was
-inscribed, “Honor and welcome to Annie Graham,” they should give three
-cheers for Mr. Carleton too. “Bein’,” as he said, “that they are about
-as good as one.”
-
-Prompt to the moment when it was due, the train swept round the Rockland
-curve and stopped at the depot where a large concourse of people was
-gathered. They had not expected the Widow Simms, and when her green veil
-and straw bonnet appeared on the platform, the foremost of the group
-looked a little disappointed, while the widow’s face darkened as she saw
-the waiting multitude, and guessed why they were there.
-
-Annie had appeared by this time, and at sight of her the tongues were
-loosened, and deafening shouts of welcome greeted her on every side. The
-flag bearing her name was held aloft, the cannon in the adjoining field
-sent forth its bellowing roar, and the band struck up the sweet refrain
-of “Annie Laurie;” while the voices of the Andersonville prisoners, who
-had been Annie’s charge, sang the last line:
-
- “And for bonnie _Annie Graham_ I would lay me down and die.”
-
-Surely this was a coming home which Annie had never looked for, and with
-her face flushed with excitement, and her eyes shining with tears, she
-stood in the midst of the shouting throng, gazing wonderingly from one
-to the other, and realizing nothing clearly, except the firm clasp upon
-her arm.
-
-It was Jimmie’s hand, and Jimmie himself leaned upon her, as the crowd
-coupled his name with hers, and hurrahed for “James Carleton and Annie
-Graham.”
-
-“And the Widder Simms,—I swan if it’s fair to leave her out. She did
-some tall nussin’ down to Annapolis,” Bill Baker said; and then the
-widow was cheered, and she acknowledged the compliment with a grim
-smile, and wondered when “folks would quit making fools of themselves,
-and if Susan wasn’t up there, somewhere, in the jam. Of course she was;
-’twas like them Ruggleses to go where the doins was.”
-
-And while she shook the hand of her neighbors, she kept her eyes on the
-watch for Susan, and felt a little chagrined that she did not find her.
-
-Susan was at home in the neat little house which John had bought with
-his captain’s wages, so carefully saved. The same house it was at which
-Annie Graham had looked with longing eyes, in the commencement of the
-war; and in the pleasant chamber which overlooked the town there was _a
-little boy_ who had been in Rockland only a week, and whose existence
-was as yet unknown to the widow. They had purposely kept it from her, so
-she had no suspicion that he was expected; and the first genuine feeling
-of happiness she had known since Isaac died, she experienced when she
-was ushered into Susan’s room, and the little red-faced thing was laid
-in her lap. She had looked askance at the new house, and neat furniture,
-and the pretty curtains, as so many proofs of “them Ruggleses”
-extravagance; but she was not proof against the white face which, from
-the pillows, smiled so kindly upon her, and called her mother. And she
-was guilty of kissing her daughter-in-law, even before she saw the baby,
-her first grandchild, whom Susan called _Isaac_, although she hated the
-name, and had tacked on to it _Adolphus_, with the hope that the future
-would adjust the name into _Adolph_, or something more fanciful than the
-good, plain Bible Isaac. And while the widow kissed and wept over her
-grandson, and felt herself growing young, and soft, and gentle again,
-the crowd around the depot had dispersed, a part going to their own
-homes, and a part following the soldiers and band which escorted Annie
-Graham and Jimmie Carleton to the Mather mansion, where everything had
-been made so beautiful for them.
-
-It was a pleasant coming home, and a most ample compensation for all the
-weariness and privation which Annie, as hospital nurse, had endured, and
-she felt that far more was awarded to her than she deserved.
-
-“Mr. Carleton was the one to be honored,” she said, and her soft, blue
-eyes rested upon the pale, tired man, who, exhausted with his journey
-and the excitement, lay down at once upon the sofa, while his mother and
-Rose knelt beside him and kissed, and pitied, and cried over his poor
-white face, and long, bony hands, which were almost transparent in their
-whiteness.
-
-Maude was not one of the party at the Mather mansion that night.
-
-“You ought to be alone the first night,” she said, when Rose insisted
-that she should join them. “To-morrow I will come round and call on Mrs.
-Graham and your brother.”
-
-She had been greatly interested in all the arrangements, and was curious
-to see the woman who had almost been her rival, while Annie was quite as
-curious to see her, the heroine of the mountains. In her letters to
-Annie, Rose had purposely refrained from mentioning Tom’s name with
-Maude’s, so that Annie was ignorant of the real state of things. But she
-did not remain so long.
-
-“Is she so very beautiful?” she said to Rose, when, after supper, they
-were all assembled in the parlor, and Maude was the subject of
-conversation.
-
-“Ask Tom; he can tell you,” Rose replied, and by the conscious look on
-Tom’s face, Annie guessed the truth at once.
-
-That night, when the two brothers were alone in their room, Tom said to
-Jimmie:
-
-“Well, my boy, I’ve kept my word,—I’ve waited a year and more. I’ve
-given you every chance a reasonable man could ask. Have you made a
-proper use of your privileges? Would it do me any good to try and win
-Annie now?”
-
-“You can try if you like,” Jimmie said, with a smile. And then Tom told
-him of his hopes concerning Maude De Vere, and Jimmie said to him
-saucily:
-
-“Don’t you remember I told you once you had had your day? But some lucky
-dogs have two, and you, it seems, are one of them.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVIII.
- THE LOVERS.
-
-
-The next day brought Maude De Vere, looking so handsome in her black
-dress, with her coquettish drab hat and long drab feather tipped with
-scarlet, that she reminded Annie of some bright tropical flower as she
-came into the room with the sparkle in her brilliant eyes, and the deep,
-rich bloom upon her cheek. She had regained her health and spirits
-rapidly within the last few weeks, and even Jimmie, who seldom saw
-beyond Annie’s fair face and soft blue eyes, drew a breath of wonder at
-the queenly girl who completely overshadowed those around her so far as
-size and form and physical development were concerned. But nothing could
-detract from the calm, quiet dignity of Annie’s manner, or from the
-pure, angelic beauty of her face, and as the two stood holding each
-other’s hands and looking into each other’s eyes, they made a most
-striking tableau, and Mrs. Carleton thought, with a thrill of pride, how
-well her sons had chosen.
-
-That night, as Maude was walking back to the hotel accompanied by Tom,
-he asked her again the question put in the cave of the Cumberland.
-
-“I understand about Arthur,” he said; “but he is dead; there is no
-promise now in the way. I claim you for my own. Am I wrong in doing so?”
-
-That Maude’s reply was wholly satisfactory was proved by the expression
-of Tom Carleton’s face when at last he stopped at the door of the hotel,
-and by the kiss which burned on Maude’s lips long after he had
-disappeared down the street.
-
-The next afternoon, while Tom was with Maude, and both Mrs. Carleton and
-Rose were out on a shopping expedition, Annie sat alone with Jimmie in
-the pleasant little room which had been given to him as a place where he
-would be more quiet than in the parlor. Annie had been playing with
-Rose’s boy,—the little Jimmie, a handsome, sturdy fellow of nearly a
-year old, whom the entire household spoiled. He was already beginning to
-talk, and having taken a fancy to Annie, he tried to call her name, and
-made out of it a tolerably distinct “Auntee,” which brought a blush to
-Annie’s face, and a teasing smile to Jimmie’s.
-
-“Come, sit by me a moment, Annie,” Jimmie said, when the child had been
-taken out by his nurse. “Sit on this stool, so,—a little nearer to
-me,—there, that’s right,” he continued, in the tone of authority he had
-unconsciously acquired since his convalescence.
-
-He was lying upon the couch, and Annie was sitting at his side and so
-near to him that his long fingers could smooth and caress her shining
-hair, while his saucy eyes feasted themselves upon her face, as he asked
-“when she would really be the auntie of the little boy who called her
-now by that name.”
-
-“Not till you are able to stand alone,” was Annie’s reply, and then, for
-the first time since his return from Andersonville, Jimmie spoke of that
-episode in his life at New London, when little Lulu Howard had stirred
-his boyish blood, and filled his boyish fancy.
-
-Perhaps he wanted to tease Annie, for he said to her:
-
-“I _did_ like that little blue-eyed Lu,—that’s a fact. I used to think
-about her all day, and dream about her all night. I wonder where she is
-now.”
-
-“What would you do if you knew?” Annie asked, and Jimmie replied:
-
-“I believe I would go miles to see her, just to know what kind of a
-woman she has developed into. I trust she is not like her aunt. I could
-not endure her. She struck me as a hard, selfish, ambitious woman,
-terribly afraid lest the world generally should not think Mrs. Scott
-Belknap all which Mrs. Scott Belknap thought herself to be.”
-
-Annie’s cheeks were very red by this time, and imputing her heightened
-color to a cause widely different from the real one, Jimmie drew her
-face down to his, and kissing the burning cheeks, said:
-
-“Of course I should take you with me, when I went after little Lu.”
-
-“You would hardly find her if you did not,” Annie said, while Jimmie
-looked inquiringly at her.
-
-Annie had only been waiting for Jimmie to speak of the little Pequot,
-before making her own confession, and she now said to him abruptly:
-
-“Did Lulu look any like me?”
-
-“Why, yes. I’ve always thought so, only she was younger, and had short
-hair, you know, and short dresses, too. Annie, Annie, tell me,—was
-she,—do you,—are you”—Jimmie began, raising himself upright upon the
-couch, as something in Annie’s expression began to puzzle and mystify
-him.
-
-“Am I what?” Annie asked. “Am I little Lulu of the Pequot House? My name
-was _Annie Louise Howard_ before I married George. My aunt called me
-Louise. You never inquired my maiden name, I believe. I suppose you
-thought I had always been a married woman, but I was a girl of fourteen
-once, and went with my Aunt Belknap to New London, and met a boy who
-called himself _Dick Lee_, and who was so kind to the orphan girl, that
-she began to think of him all day, and watch for his coming after his
-school hours. He was a saucy, teasing boy, but Lulu liked him, and when
-one day she waited for his promised coming till it grew dark upon the
-beach, and the great hotel was lighted up for the evening festivity, and
-when other days and nights passed, and he neither came nor sent her any
-word, and she heard at last from one of his comrades that he had gone
-home to Boston,—I say, when all this came about she began to think that
-she had loved the boy who deceived her so, for he did deceive her in
-more points than one, as she afterward learned. His name was not Dick
-Lee”——
-
-“But, Annie,” Jimmie began, and Annie stopped him, saying:
-
-“Wait, Jimmie, till I am through. This is my hour now. I have delayed
-telling you all this, for various reasons. Your mother knew who I was
-before I went to Washington, and she excused you as far as was possible.
-That I have promised to be your wife is proof that I have forgiven the
-pangs of disappointment I endured; for, Jimmie, I did suffer for a time.
-There was so little in the world to make me happy, and you had been so
-kind, that I fully believed in and trusted you; and when I found I was
-deceived, my heart ached as hard, perhaps, as the heart of a girl of
-fourteen can ache from such a cause.”
-
-“Poor Annie! poor little Lulu!” Jimmie said, as he clasped one of
-Annie’s hands in his own, and his voice expressed all the sorrow and
-tenderness he felt for Annie who continued:
-
-“Such childish loves are usually short-lived, you know, but mine was the
-first pleasant dream I had known since my parents died, and I went to my
-Aunt Belknap, in New Haven. She meant to be kind, I suppose, and in a
-certain way she was. She gave me a good education, and every advantage
-within her means. She took me to Newport and Saratoga, and the New York
-hotels, and she turned her back on George Graham, whom we met at Long
-Branch, where he was making some repairs upon an engine. A mechanic was
-not her idea of a husband for her niece. She preferred that I should
-marry a man of sixty, who had already the portraits of three wives in
-his handsome house at Meriden; but then, for each portrait he counted
-over two hundred thousand dollars, and half a million covers a multitude
-of defects and a great many wives. I would not marry that man, and as
-the result of my persistent refusal, my life with my aunt became so
-unbearable that, when Providence again threw George in my way, and he
-asked me to be his wife, I consented, and I never regretted the step. He
-was very kind to me, and I loved him so much, that when he died, I
-thought my heart died too, for he was my all.”
-
-Annie was very beautiful in her excitement as she paid this tribute to
-her deceased husband, and Jimmie saw that she was beautiful, but felt
-relieved when she left George Graham, and spoke of Rose, who had come to
-her like an angel of light, and made the burden easier to bear.
-
-“I had no suspicion that she was the _soi-disant_ Dick Lee’s sister, or
-that my boy-hero was not Dick Lee, until just before you came home for
-the first time, and then I thought I must go away, for I did not care to
-meet you. But Rose prevented me, and I am glad now that she did.”
-
-“And I am glad, too,” Jimmie said. “Your staying has been the means of
-untold good to me, darling,—it was the memory of your sweet, holy life
-and character which led me, a wretch at Andersonville, to seek the
-Saviour whom you have loved so long. God has led us both in strange
-paths. We have suffered a great deal,—you mentally, I physically, and
-only what I deserved; but let us hope that the night is passed, and the
-morning of our happy future dawning upon us. We are both young yet,—you
-twenty-three, and I only twenty-six. We have a long life to look forward
-to, and I thank God for it; but most of all, I thank Him for giving me
-my darling Annie,—my dear little Lulu! Does Rose know that you are
-Lulu?”
-
-Mrs. Carleton had thought it better not to add to Rose’s excitement by
-telling her who Annie was, while Jimmie’s fate was shrouded in so much
-gloom; then, after his return, she decided that Annie should have the
-satisfaction of telling herself, and thus Rose was still in ignorance
-with regard to Annie’s identity with the Pequot. But Annie told her that
-night, and Rose’s eyes were like stars, as she smothered Annie with
-kisses, and declared it was all like some strange story she had read.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIX.
- CHARLIE.
-
-
-He did not improve as his sister and uncle hoped he might; and as the
-cold weather increased, they began to talk of taking him to a warmer
-climate, but Charlie said:
-
-“I am as well here as I could be anywhere. I don’t want to be moved
-about. Let me stay here in quiet.”
-
-So they made him as comfortable as possible at the hotel, and Rose and
-Annie came every day to see him and he learned to watch and listen for
-their coming, especially that of Annie, to whom he took the kindliest.
-She knew just how to nurse him, and as she once cared for the poor
-prisoners, so she now cared for the Southern boy, who, while
-acknowledging the kindness of the Northern people, was still as
-thorough a Secessionist as he had ever been. Anxiously he waited for
-daily news of the progress of Grant’s army, refusing to believe that
-Lee was so closely shut up in Richmond that escape was impossible.
-Blindly, like many of his older brethren, he clung to the hope, that
-underlying the whole was some hidden motive which would in time appear
-and work good to his cause. Maude never opposed or disputed with him
-now, but read him every little item of good for the South. But when,
-in the spring, the fighting at Petersburg commenced, there were no
-such items to read, and Charlie asked no longer for news. Then there
-came a never-to-be-forgotten day, when through the length and breadth
-of the land, the glad tidings ran that Richmond had fallen; that Lee
-with his army was flying from the city, with Grant in hot pursuit. The
-war was virtually over; and from Maine to Oregon the air was filled
-with the jubilant notes of victory. For three long hours the bells of
-Rockland rang out their merry peals, and at night they kindled
-bonfires in the streets; and on the grass-plat by the well in Widow
-Simms’ yard, they burned the box, which, four years before, poor Isaac
-had put away for just such an occasion as this.
-
-All the morning of that memorable Monday, while the bells were ringing,
-and the crowds were shouting in the streets, Charlie De Vere had lain
-with his white face to the wall, and his lips quivering with the grief
-and mortification he felt, that it should have ended thus. Occasionally,
-as the shouts grew louder, he stopped his ears, so as to shut out what
-seemed to him like exultations over the death of so many hopes; but when
-Annie came in, and told Maude of the bonfire they were to have that
-night in Mrs. Simms’ yard, and asked her to come for the sake of the boy
-whose box was to be burned, Charlie began to listen. And as he listened,
-he grew interested in Isaac Simms and the grass-plat by the well, and
-the box hidden in the barn, and he expressed a wish to be present when
-it was burned. Maude, too, had heard of Isaac Simms before. She knew
-that he had been captured by Arthur Tunbridge, but she did not know the
-particulars of his prison life, or how generously Tom had sacrificed his
-chance of liberty for the sake of the poor, sick boy, until Annie told
-the story, to which she listened with swimming eyes and a heart
-throbbing with love and respect for her lover, who had been so noble and
-unselfish. She would go to the bonfire on the grass-plat, she said; and
-Charlie should go too. _He_ had wept passionately at the recital of
-Isaac’s sufferings in Libby, but still found some excuse for the South
-generally.
-
-“It was not the better class of people,” he said, “who did these things;
-it was the lower, ignorant ones, whose instincts were naturally brutal.”
-
-And neither Maude nor Annie contradicted him, though the eyes of the
-former flashed indignantly, and her nostrils quivered as they always did
-when the sufferings of our prisoners were mentioned in her presence.
-
-That night, when the stars came out over Rockland, a party of twelve or
-more was congregated at the house of the widow Simms, where, but for the
-sad memory of Isaac, whose soldier-coat hung on the wall, with the
-knapsack carried into battle, all would have been, joy and hilarity at
-the prospect of certain peace. But death had been in that household,
-just as it had crept across many and many another threshold; and mingled
-with the rejoicings were tears and sad regrets for the dead of our land,
-whose graves were everywhere, from the shadowy forests of Maine, and the
-vast prairies of the West, to the sunny plains of the South, where they
-fought and died. There were twenty-five buried in the Rockland
-graveyard; and others than the party assembled at Mrs. Simms, thought of
-the vacant chairs at home, and the sleeping dead whose ears were deaf to
-the notes of peace floating so musically over the land. Charlie’s face
-was very white, and there were tears in his eyes as he laid his thin,
-white hands reverently upon the box, examining its make, and bending
-close to the name, and date, and words cut upon it.—“Isaac Simms,
-Rockland, April 25th, 1861. This box to be burned——” There was a blank
-which the boy, who had cut the words with his jack-knife, could not
-supply. He did not know _when_ the box would be burned. Then it was
-April, 1861; now it was April, 1865. Four years of strife and bloodshed,
-thousands and thousands of desolate hearth-stones, and broken hearts,
-and lifeless forms both North and South, and the end had come at last.
-But the boy Isaac was not there to see it. It was not for _him_ to fill
-up that blank; but for the Southern boy, Charlie De Vere, who took his
-pencil from his pocket, and wrote, “April 3d, 1865, to celebrate the
-fall of Richmond, and the end of the Confederacy. Charles De Vere.”
-
-“Who shall light the pile?” Tom asked, when all was ready. And Charlie
-answered, “Let me, please. Surely I may light the fire!”
-
-And he did light it, and then, with the rest, looked on while the smoke
-and the flames curled up toward the starry heavens where the boy Isaac
-had gone, and where Charlie in his dreams that night saw him so
-distinctly, and grasped his friendly hand.
-
-After that night, Charlie failed rapidly, and often in his sleep, he
-talked to some one who seemed to be Arthur, and said it was “a mistake,
-a dreadful mistake.” At last, as Maude sat by him one day, the fifth
-after the bonfire on the grass-plat, he said to her suddenly:
-
-“Maude, if a man kills another and didn’t mean to, is it _murder_?”
-
-“No, it is manslaughter. Why do you ask?” Maude said; and Charlie
-continued:
-
-“Don’t hate me, Maude, nor tell any body, for _I_ killed Arthur, myself.
-I shot him right through the head, and—Maude, he thought it was _you_!”
-
-“Oh! Charlie! Charlie!” and Maude shrieked aloud as she bent over her
-brother, who continued:
-
-“Not when he died, but at first, when he lay there on the grass, moaning
-and looking at you so sorry and grieved like, don’t you remember?”
-
-“Yes!” Maude gasped; and Charlie went on:
-
-“You know that one of the ruffians fired at Captain Carleton and hit
-you, and then I could not help paying him back. He was taller than
-Arthur, who stood behind him, and knocked him down in time to take the
-ball himself. He knew you had a revolver, and he thought it was you,
-though an accident, of course, and it made him so sorry that you should
-be the one to kill him. But I told him different; when I whispered to
-him, you know. I said it was I, and his eyes put on such a happy look. I
-know he forgave me, for he said so; but my heart has ached ever since
-with thinking about it. I could not forget it; and I’ve asked God to
-forgive me so many times. I think he has; and that when I die, I shall
-go where Isaac Simms has gone. I like him, Maude, if he was a Yankee,
-and fought against us; and I like Mrs. Graham so much; and Mr. James
-Carleton, and the Mathers, and Mrs. Simms, some; but I can’t like that
-dreadful Bill Baker, with his slang words and vulgar ways; he makes me
-so sick, and I feel so ashamed that we should be beaten by such as he.”
-
-“You were not beaten by such as he! You are mistaken, Charlie! The
-Northern army was composed of many of the noblest men in the world.
-There are Bill Bakers everywhere, as many South as North. It is foolish
-to think otherwise.”
-
-Maude was growing hot and eloquent in her defense of the Northern army,
-but Charlie’s gentle, low-spoken reply, stopped her:
-
-“Perhaps it is. I got terribly perplexed thinking it all over, and how
-it has turned out. I think—yes, I know I am glad the negroes are free.
-_We_ never abused them. Uncle Paul never abused them. But there were
-those who did; and if slavery is a Divine institution, as we are taught
-to believe, it was a broken down and badly conducted institution, and
-not at all as God meant it to be managed.”
-
-Charlie paused a moment, and when he spoke again, it was of _Tom_, who
-had been so kind to him.
-
-“He is like a brother to me, Maude, and I am glad you are to be his
-wife. And Maude, don’t wait after I am dead, but marry Captain Carleton
-at once. You will be happier then.”
-
-With tears and kisses Maude bent over her brother, who after that
-confession seemed so much brighter and more cheerful, that hope
-sometimes whispered to Maude that he would live. Annie was almost
-constantly with him now. He felt better and stronger with her, he said,
-and death was not so terrible. So, just as she had soothed, and
-comforted, and nursed many a poor fellow from Andersonville, Annie
-comforted and nursed Charlie De Vere, until that dreadful Saturday when
-the telegraphic wires brought up from the South the appalling news that
-our President was dead,—murdered by the assassin’s hand.
-
-“No, no, not that. We did not do that,” Charlie cried, with a look of
-horror in his blue eyes when he heard the dreadful story, and that the
-Southern leaders were suspected of complicity in the murder.
-
-“It would make me a Unionist, if I believed my people capable of that;
-but they are not,—it cannot be,” Charlie kept repeating to himself,
-while the great drops of sweat stood upon his white forehead, and his
-pulse and heart beat so rapidly, that Maude summoned the attending
-physician, who shook his head doubtfully at the great change for the
-worse in his patient.
-
-“I had hoped at least to keep him till the warm weather, but, I am
-afraid those bells will be the death of him,” he said, as he saw how
-Charlie shivered and moaned with each sound of the tolling bells.
-
-“Perhaps they would stop if you were to ask them, and tell them why,”
-Annie suggested to Maude; but Charlie, who heard it, exclaimed,
-
-“No, let them toll on. It is proper they should mourn for him. The South
-would do the same if it was our President who had been murdered.”
-
-So the bells tolled on, and the public buildings were draped in
-mourning, and the windows of Charlie’s room were festooned with black,
-and he watched the sombre drapery as it swayed in the April wind, and
-talked of the terrible deed, and the war which was ended, and the world
-to which so many thousands had gone during the long four years of strife
-and bloodshed.
-
-“I shall be there to-morrow,” he said, “and then perhaps I shall know
-why all this has been done, and if we were so wrong.”
-
-Maude and Annie, Paul Haverill and Tom Carleton watched with him through
-the night, and just as the beautiful Easter morning broke, and the
-sunlight fell upon the Rockland hills, the boy who to the last had
-remained true to the Southern cause, lay dead among the people who had
-been his foes.
-
-At Maude’s request they buried him by the side of Isaac Simms, and Capt.
-Carleton ordered a handsome monument, on which the names of both the
-boys were cut, Isaac Simms, who had died for the North, and Charlie De
-Vere, who, if need be, would have given his life for the South, each
-holding entirely different political sentiments, but both holding the
-same living faith which made for them an entrance to the world where all
-is perfect peace, and where we who now see through a glass darkly shall
-then see face to face, and know why these things are so.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Six months had passed since Charlie De Vere died. Paul Haverill, Will
-Mather, and Captain Carleton had been together on a pilgrimage to Paul’s
-old neighborhood, where the people, wiser grown, welcomed back their old
-friend and neighbor, and strove in various ways to atone for all which
-had been cruel and harsh in their former dealing toward him. The war had
-left them destitute, so far as negroes and money were concerned; but
-such as they had they freely offered Paul, entreating him to stay in
-their midst and rebuild the homestead, whose blackened ruins bore
-testimony to what men’s passions will lead them to do when roused and
-uncontrolled. But Paul said no; he could never again live where there
-was so much to remind him of the past. A little way out of Nashville was
-a beautiful dwelling-house, which, with a few acres of highly cultivated
-land, was offered for sale.
-
-Maude had spoken of the place when she was in the city, and had said:
-
-“I should like to live there.”
-
-And Tom had remembered it; and when he found it for sale, he suggested
-to Mr. Haverill that they buy it as a winter residence for Maude. And so
-what little property Paul Haverill had left was invested in _Fair Oaks_,
-as the place was called; and Tom gave orders that the house should be
-refurnished and ready for himself and bride as early as the first of
-November.
-
-As far as was possible, Will and Tom found and generously rewarded those
-who had so kindly befriended them in their perilous journey across the
-mountains.
-
-But some were missing, and only their graves remained to tell the story
-of their wrongs.
-
-This trip was made in June, and early in August, the whole Carleton
-family went to New London, where Jimmie improved so fast that few would
-have recognized the pale, thin invalid, of Andersonville notoriety, in
-the active, red-cheeked, saucy-eyed young man, who became the life of
-the Pequot House, and for whom the gay belles practiced their most
-bewitching coquetries.
-
-But these were all lost on Jimmie, who was seldom many minutes away from
-the fair, blue-eyed woman who, the girls had learned, was a widow, and
-of whom they at first had no fears. But they changed their minds when
-day after day saw the “handsome Carleton” at her side, and night after
-night found him walking with her along the road, or sitting on the rocks
-and watching the tide come in, just as he had done years ago, when both
-were younger than they were now. They lived those days over again, and,
-in their perfect happiness, almost forgot the sorrow and pain which had
-come to them both since they first looked out upon the waters of New
-London bay.
-
-Tom and Maude were there, too, together with Rose Mather and Will, and
-Susan Simms and John.
-
-A well-timed investment in _oil stock_,—a lucky turn of the wheel,—and
-Captain John Simms awoke, one morning, with one hundred thousands
-dollars! He did not believe it at first, and Susan did not believe it
-either. But when John, who, with all his good sense, was a little given
-to show, or, as his mother expressed it, “to making a fool of himself,”
-brought her a set of diamonds, handsomer than Rose Mather’s, and bought
-her a new carriage, and took her to Saratoga, with an English nurse for
-little Ike, she began to realize that something had happened to her
-which brought Rose Mather’s envied style of living within her means.
-
-She soon grew tired of Saratoga. She was too much alone in that great
-crowd, and when she heard that the Carletons were at New London she went
-there with her diamonds and horses, and, patronized by Rose, who took
-her at once under her protection, she made a few pleasant acquaintances,
-and ever after talked confidently of her “summer at the sea-side.” She
-did not care to go again, however. “She and John were not exactly like
-people born to high life,” she said, and so she settled quietly down in
-her pretty home, and made, as the Widow Simms said, “quite a decent
-woman, considerin’ that she was one of them Ruggleses.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Bill Baker was astir very early one bright, October morning, his face
-indicating that some important event was pending in which he was to act
-a part. It was a double wedding at St. Luke’s, and Maude and Annie were
-the brides. There was a great crowd to witness the ceremony, and Annie’s
-“boys” whom she had nursed at Annapolis, were the first to offer their
-congratulations to Mrs. James Carleton, who looked so fair and pure and
-lovely, while Maude, whose beauty was of a more brilliant order, seemed
-to sparkle and flash as she bent her stately head in response to the
-greetings given to her.
-
-Upon Bill, who had turned hack-driver, devolved the honor of taking the
-bridal party to and from the church, and his horses were covered with
-the Federal flag, while conspicuous in his button-hole was a small one
-made of white silk and presented to him by a girl whom he called “Em,”
-and who blushed every time she heard Bill’s voice ordering the crowd to
-stand back and his horses to “show their oats,” as he drove from the
-church with the newly-married people.
-
-Their destination was Nashville, where, in Maude’s beautiful home,
-Jimmie and Annie passed a few delightful weeks, and then returned to
-Boston to the old Carleton house on Beacon Street, which had been fitted
-up for their reception.
-
-Mrs. Carleton, senior, divides her time between her three children, Tom,
-Jimmie and Rose, but her home proper is with Annie, in Boston, where
-there is now a little “Lulu Graham,” six months old, and where Rose and
-Will often go, while each summer Tom Carleton comes up from Fair Oaks
-with his beautiful Maude, the heroine of the Cumberland Mountains.
-
-
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