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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Christmas stories, by Mary Jane Holmes
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK CHRISTMAS STORIES ***
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-
-
-
-
- POPULAR NOVELS.
-
- BY
-
- _MRS. MARY J. HOLMES_.
-
-
- TEMPEST AND SUNSHINE.
- ENGLISH ORPHANS.
- HOMESTEAD ON HILLSIDE.
- ’LENA RIVERS.
- MEADOW BROOK.
- DORA DEANE.
- COUSIN MAUDE.
- MARIAN GREY.
- EDITH LYLE.
- DAISY THORNTON.
- CHATEAU D’OR.
- QUEENIE HETHERTON (_New_).
- DARKNESS AND DAYLIGHT.
- HUGH WORTHINGTON.
- CAMERON PRIDE.
- ROSE MATHER.
- ETHELYN’S MISTAKE.
- MILBANK.
- EDNA BROWNING.
- WEST LAWN.
- MILDRED.
- FORREST HOUSE.
- MADELINE.
- CHRISTMAS STORIES.
-
- “Mrs. Holmes is a peculiarly pleasant and fascinating writer. Her books
- are always entertaining, and she has the rare faculty of enlisting the
- sympathy and affections of her readers, and of holding their attention
- to her pages with deep and absorbing interest.”
-
-
- All published uniform with this volume. Price $1.50 each. Sold
- everywhere, and sent _free_ by mail on receipt of price,
-
- BY
-
- G. W. CARLETON & Co., Publishers,
- New York.
-
-[Illustration: Eng^d. by Geo E. Perine, N. York]
-
-
-
-
- CHRISTMAS STORIES.
-
- BY
-
- MRS. MARY J. HOLMES,
-
- AUTHOR OF
-
- TEMPEST AND SUNSHINE.—DARKNESS AND DAYLIGHT.—MILBANK.—ENGLISH
- ORPHANS.—’LENA RIVERS.—ETHELYN’S MISTAKE.—HUGH
- WORTHINGTON.—MADELINE.—WEST LAWN—MARIAN GREY.—EDNA BROWNING, ETC.
-
- _WITH A STEEL PORTRAIT OF THE AUTHOR._
-
-[Illustration]
-
- NEW YORK.
-
- _G. W. Carleton & Co., Publishers._
-
- LONDON: S. LOW, SON & CO.
-
- MDCCCLXXXV.
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1884,
- BY DANIEL HOLMES,
- ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
-
-
- Stereotyped by
- SAMUEL STODDER,
- 42 DEY STREET, N. Y.
-
-
-
-
- TO
-
- MISS MARY W. JEWETT,
-
- (OF CLARKSON, N. Y.)
-
- WHO HAS BEEN SO LONG IDENTIFIED
-
- WITH THE
-
- PARISH OF ST. LUKE’S,
-
- AND WHO IS
-
- ALMOST AS MUCH A PART OF THE CHRISTMAS FESTIVAL AS THE CHRISTMAS-TREE
- ITSELF,
-
- I DEDICATE THESE STORIES,
-
- SOME OF WHICH HAVE IN THEM MORE OF FACT THAN OF FICTION.
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS.
-
-
- Page
- I. ALICE AND ADELAIDE. 9
- II. RED-BIRD. 121
- III. RUTH AND RENA. 172
- IV. BENNY’S CHRISTMAS. 207
- V. THE CHRISTMAS FONT. 236
- VI. ADAM FLOYD. 271
- VII. JOHN LOGAN. 325
- VIII. THE PASSION PLAY AT OBERAMMERGAU. 342
-
-
-
-
- ALICE AND ADELAIDE.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
- CHRISTMAS EVE.
-
-
-It was Christmas eve, and the parlors of No. 46 Shelby Street were
-ablaze with light; rare flowers, in vases rarer still, filled the rooms
-with a sweet perfume, bringing back, as it were, the summer glory which
-had faded in the autumn light, and died in the chill December’s breath.
-Costly pictures adorned the walls; carpets, which seemed to the eye like
-a mossy bed inlaid with roses, covered the floors, while over all, the
-gas-light fell, making a scene of brilliant beauty such as was seldom
-witnessed in the quiet city of ——, where our story opens.
-
-It was the night of Alice Warren’s first presentation to society, as a
-young lady, and in her luxurious dressing-room she stood before her
-mirror, bending her graceful head, while her mother placed among her
-flowing curls a golden arrow, and then pronounced the toilet complete.
-Alice Warren was very beautiful with her fair young face, her waving
-hair, and lustrous eyes of blue, which shone with more than their wonted
-brightness, as, smoothing down the folds of her dress, she glanced again
-at the mirror opposite, and then turned toward her mother just as a
-movement in the hall without attracted the attention of both. It was a
-slow, uncertain step, and darting forward, Alice cried:
-
-“It is father—come to see how I look on my eighteenth birthnight!”
-
-“Not to _see_ you, my child,” the father answered; and in the tones of
-his voice there was a note of sorrow, as if the struggle of nineteen
-long years were not yet fully over.
-
-To Hugo Warren the world was one dark, dreary night, and the gold so
-many coveted would have been freely given, could he but once have looked
-upon the face of his only child, who, bounding to his side, parted the
-white hair from his forehead, and laying his hand upon her head, asked
-him “to _feel_ if she were not beautiful.”
-
-Very tenderly and caressingly the father’s hand moved over the shining
-hair, the glowing cheek, and rounded arms of the graceful little figure
-which stood before him, then dashing a tear away, the blind man said:
-
-“My Alice must be beautiful if she is, as they tell me, like her
-mother,” and the sightless eyes turned instinctively toward the mother,
-who, coming to his side, replied:
-
-“Alice is like me as I was when you last saw my face—but I have changed
-since then—there are lines of silver in my hair, and lines of time upon
-my face.”
-
-The blind man shook his head. The picture of the fond girl-wife, who, in
-his hour of bitter agony had whispered in his ear, “I will be sunlight,
-moonlight, starlight—everything to you, my husband,” had never changed
-to him—for faithfully and well that promise had been kept, and it was
-better perhaps, that he could not see the shadows on her face—shadows
-which foretold a darker hour than any he had ever known—an hour when the
-sunlight of her love would set forever. But no such forebodings were
-around him now. He held his wife and daughter both in his arms, and
-holding them thus, forgot for a moment that he was blind.
-
-“Did you invite Adelaide?” Alice asked at last; and Mr. Warren replied:
-
-“Yes, but it is doubtful whether she will come. She is very proud, her
-father says, and does not wish to put herself in a position to be
-slighted.”
-
-“Oh, father!” Alice cried, “Adelaide Huntington does not know me. I
-could not slight her because she is poor, and if she comes I will treat
-her like a royal princess,” and Alice’s face flushed with pleasure as
-she thought how attentive she would be to the daughter of her father’s
-“confidential clerk and authorized agent.”
-
-Meanwhile, in a distant part of the city, in a dwelling far more humble
-than that of Hugo Warren, another family group was assembled, father,
-mother, daughter—all, save old Aunt Peggy, who, thankful for a home
-which saved her from the almshouse, performed willingly a menial’s part,
-bearing patiently the whims of the mother, and the caprices of the
-daughter, the latter of whom proved a most tyrannical and exacting
-mistress. Tall, dignified, and rather aristocratic in her bearing,
-Adelaide Huntington was called handsome by many, and admired by those
-who failed to see the treachery hidden in her large, dark eyes, or the
-constant effort she made to seem what she was not. To be noticed by
-those whose position in life was far above her own, was her aim, and
-when the envied Alice Warren extended to her family an invitation to be
-present at her birthday party, her delight was unbounded.
-
-She would go, of course, she said, “and her father would go with her,
-and she must have a new dress, too, even if it took every cent they
-had.”
-
-The dress was purchased, and though it was only a simple white muslin,
-it well became the queenly form of the haughty Adelaide, who, when her
-toilet was completed, asked her father if “he did not think she would
-overshadow the diminutive Alice?”
-
-“I don’t see why there should be this difference between us,” she
-continued, as her father made no answer. “Here I must be poor all my
-life, while she will be rich, unless Mr. Warren chances to fail——”
-
-“Which he will do before three days are passed,” dropped involuntarily
-from the lips of Mr. Huntington.
-
-Then with a wild, startled look he grasped his daughter’s arm,
-exclaiming:
-
-“Forget what I just said—breathe not a word of it to any one, for Heaven
-knows I would help it if I could. But it is too late—too late.”
-
-It was in vain that Adelaide and her mother sought an explanation of
-these strange words. Mr. Huntington would give none, and in unbroken
-silence he accompanied his daughter to the house of Mr. Warren.
-
-Very cordially Alice welcomed the young girl striving in various ways to
-relieve her from the embarrassment she would naturally feel at finding
-herself among so many strangers. And Adelaide _was_ ill at ease, for the
-spirit of jealous envy in her heart whispered to her of slight and
-insult where none were intended; whispered, too, that her muslin dress
-which, at home with her mother and Aunt Peggy to admire, had been so
-beautiful, was nothing, compared with the soft, flowing robes of Alice
-Warren, whose polite attentions she construed into a kind of patronizing
-pity exceedingly annoying to one of her proud nature. Then, as she
-remembered her father’s words, she thought, “_We may be equals yet._ I
-wonder what he meant? I mean to ask him again,” and passing through the
-crowded apartments she came to the little ante-room, where all the
-evening her father had been sitting—a hard, dark look upon his face, and
-his eyes bent on the floor, as if for him that festive scene possessed
-no interest.
-
-“Father,” she said, but he made her no reply; he did not even know that
-she was standing at his side.
-
-Far back through the “past” his thoughts were straying, to the Christmas
-Eve when penniless, friendless and alone he had come to the city, asking
-employment from one whose hair was not as white then as it was now, and
-whose eyes were not quenched in darkness, but looked kindly down upon
-him, as the wealthy merchant said:
-
-“I will give you work as long as you do well.”
-
-Hugo Warren was older than William Huntington, and his station in life
-had always been different, but over the mountain side the same Sunday
-bell had once called them both to the house of God—the same tall tree on
-the river bank bore on its bark their names—the same blue sky had bent
-above their childhood’s home, and for this reason he had given the poor
-young man a helping hand, aiding him step by step, until now, he was the
-confidential clerk—the one trusted above all others—for when the
-blindness first came upon him the helpless man had put his hand on
-William’s head, saying, as he did so:
-
-“I trust _you_, with my all, and as you hope for Heaven, do not be false
-to the trust.”
-
-How those words, spoken years before, rang in William Huntington’s ears,
-as he sat thinking of the past, until the great drops of perspiration
-gathered thickly around his lips and dropped upon the floor. He had
-betrayed his trust—nay, more, he had ruined the man who had been so kind
-to him, and before three days were passed his sin would find him out.
-Heavy bank notes must be paid, and there was nothing with which to pay
-them. The gambling table had been his ruin. Gradually he had gone down,
-meaning always to replace what he had taken, and oftentimes doing so;
-but fortune had deserted him at last, and rather than meet the glance of
-those sightless eyes, when the truth should be known, he had resolved to
-go away. The next day would be a holiday, and before the Christmas sun
-set, he would be an outcast—a wanderer on the earth. Of all this he was
-thinking when Adelaide came to his side.
-
-The sound of her voice aroused him at last, and starting up, he
-exclaimed:
-
-“It is time we were at home. The atmosphere of these rooms is stifling.
-Get your things at once.”
-
-Rather unwillingly Adelaide obeyed, and ten minutes later she was saying
-good night to Alice and her mother, both of whom expressed their
-surprise that she should go so soon, as did Mr. Warren also.
-
-“I meant to have talked with you more,” he said, as he stood in the hall
-with Mr. Huntington, who, grasping his hand, looked earnestly into the
-face which for all time to come would haunt him as the face of one whom
-he had greatly wronged.
-
-A few hours later, and all was still in the house where mirth and
-revelry had so lately reigned. Flushed with excitement and the flattery
-her youthful beauty had called forth, Alice Warren had sought her
-pillow, and in the world of dreamland was living over again the
-incidents of the evening. The blind man, too, was sleeping, and in his
-dreams he saw again the forms of those he loved, but he did not see the
-cloud hovering near, nor the crouching figure which, across the way, was
-looking toward his window and bidding him farewell.
-
-Mr. Huntington had accompanied Adelaide to his door, and then, making
-some trivial excuse, had left her, and gone from his home forever,
-leaving his wife to watch and wait for him as she had often done before.
-Slowly the December night waned, and just as the morning was
-breaking—the morn of the bright Christmas day—a train sped on its way to
-the westward, bearing among its passengers one who fled from justice,
-leaving to his wife and daughter grief and shame, and to the blind man
-_darkness, ruin, and death_.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- THE HOUSE OF MOURNING.
-
-
-The third day came and passed, and as the twilight shadows fell upon the
-city, Alice and her mother pushed back the heavy curtain which shaded
-the window of their pleasant sitting-room, and looked anxiously down the
-street for one who seldom tarried long. An hour went by, and another
-still, and then he came, but far more helpless than when he left them in
-the morning. The blind eyes were red with tears—the stately form was
-bent with grief—the strong man was crushed with the blow which had
-fallen so suddenly upon him. He was ruined—hopelessly, irretrievably
-ruined, and in all the world there was nothing he could call his, save
-the loved ones who soothed him now, as one had done before, when a
-mighty sorrow overshadowed him.
-
-As well as he could he told them of the fraud which for many years had
-been imposed upon him and how he had trusted and been betrayed by one
-whom he would not suffer the officers to follow.
-
-“It will do no good,” he said “to have him brought back to a felon’s
-cell, and I will save the wife and daughter from more disgrace,” and so
-William Huntington was suffered to go at large, while in the home he had
-desolated there was sorrow and mourning and bitter tears shed; the blind
-man groping often through the familiar rooms which would soon be his no
-longer; and the daughter stifling her own grief to soothe her father’s
-sorrow, and minister to her mother’s wants.
-
-As has before been hinted, Mrs. Warren was far from being strong, and
-the news of the failure burst upon her with an overwhelming power,
-prostrating her at once, so that before two weeks were gone her husband
-forgot everything, save the prayer that the wife of his bosom, the light
-of his eyes, the mother of his child, might live.
-
-But she who had been reared in the lap of luxury, was never to know the
-pinching wants of poverty—never to know what it was to be hungry, and
-cold, and poor. All this was reserved for the gentle Alice, who, younger
-and stronger, too, could bear the trial better. And so, as day after day
-went by, the blind man felt what he could not see—felt the death shadows
-come creeping on—felt how the pallor was deepening on his wife’s
-cheek—knew that she was going from him fast—knew, alas, that she must
-die, and one bright, beautiful morning, when the thoughtless passers-by,
-pointing to the house, said, one to another, “He has lost everything,”
-he, from the depths of his aching heart, unconsciously made answer,
-“Lost everything—lost everything!” while Alice bowed her head in
-anguish, half wishing she, too, were blind, so she could not see the
-still, white face which lay upon the pillow.
-
-Suddenly the deep stillness of the room was broken by the sound of
-footsteps in the hall below, and, lifting up her head, Alice said, “Who
-is it, father?” but Mr. Warren did not answer. He knew who it was and
-why they had come, and going out to meet them, he stood upon the stairs,
-tall and erect, like some giant oak which the lightning stroke had
-smitten, but not destroyed.
-
-“I know your errand,” he said; “I expected you, but come with me and
-then surely you will leave me alone a little longer,” and turning, he
-led the way, followed by the men, who never forgot that picture of the
-pale, dead wife, the frightened, weeping child, and the blind man
-standing by with outstretched arm as if to shield them from harm.
-
-The sheriff was a man of kindly feelings, and lifting his hat
-reverentially, he said:
-
-“We did not know of this, or we would not have come,” and motioning to
-his companion, he left the room, walking with subdued footsteps down the
-stairs, and out into the open air; and when the sun went down not an
-article had been disturbed in Hugo Warren’s home, for sheriff,
-creditors, lawyers—all stood back in awe of the mighty potentate who had
-entered before them, and levied upon its choicest treasure—the
-white-haired blind man’s wife.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- THE BROWN HOUSE IN THE HOLLOW.
-
-
-Nearly a year has passed by since we left the blind man weeping over his
-unburied dead, and our story leads us now to the handsome rural town of
-Oakland, which is nestled among the New England hills, and owes much of
-its prosperity and rapid growth to the untiring energy of its wealthiest
-citizen—its one “aristocrat,” as the villagers persisted in calling
-Richard Howland, the gentleman from Boston, who came to Oakland a few
-years ago, giving to business a new impetus, and infusing new life into
-its quiet, matter-of-fact people, who respected him as few men have ever
-been respected, and looked upon him as the founder of their good
-fortune. He it was who built the factory, bought the mills and owned the
-largest store and shoe shop in the town, furnishing employment to
-hundreds of the poor, many of whom had moved into the village, and
-rented of him the comfortable tenements which he had erected for that
-purpose.
-
-Richard Howland’s home was very beautiful, overlooking, as it did, the
-town and the surrounding country, and the passers-by often stopped to
-admire its winding walks, its fountains, its grassy plats, graceful
-evergreens, and wealth of flowers, the latter of which were the especial
-pride of the stately Miss Elinor, the maiden sister, who was mistress of
-the house, for Richard Howland had no wife, and on the night when we
-first introduce him to our readers, he was seated in his pleasant
-sitting-room, with his sister at his side, and every possible comfort
-and luxury around him. The chill December wind which howled among the
-naked branches of the maples, or sighed through the drooping cedar
-boughs, could not find entrance there. The blinds were closely shut—the
-heavy curtains swept the floor—the fire burned brightly in the grate,
-casting fantastic shadows on the wall, and with his favorite paper in
-his hand, he almost forgot that in the world without there were such
-evils as poverty or pain. Neither did he see the fragile form toiling
-through the darkness up the street, and pausing at his gate. But he
-heard the ringing of the door-bell, and his ear caught the sound of some
-one in the hall, asking to see him.
-
-“I wish I could be alone for one evening,” he said, and with a slight
-frown of impatience upon his brow, he awaited the approach of his
-visitor.
-
-It was a delicate young girl, and her dress of black showed that sorrow
-had thus early come to her.
-
-“Are you Mr. Howland?” she asked, and her eyes of blue timidly sought
-the face of the young man, who involuntarily arose and offered her a
-seat.
-
-Her errand was soon told. She had come to rent his cheapest tenement—the
-brown house in the hollow, which she had heard was vacant, and she
-wished him to furnish her with work—she could make both shirts and vests
-tolerably well, and she would try hard to pay the rent!
-
-The stranger paused, and Miss Elinor, who had been watching her with
-mingled feelings of curiosity and interest, saw that the long eyelashes
-were moist with tears. Mr. Howland saw it, too, and wondering that one
-so young and timid should come to him alone, he said:
-
-“Little girl, have you no friends—no one on whom to depend, save
-yourself?”
-
-The tears on the eyelashes now dropped upon the cheek, for the _little
-girl_, as Mr. Howland had called her, mistook his meaning and fancied he
-was thinking of security, and payment, and all those dreadful words
-whose definition she was fast learning to understand.
-
-“I have a father,” she said, and before she had time for more, the
-plain-spoken Miss Elinor asked:
-
-“Why didn’t he come himself, and not send you, who seem so much a
-child?”
-
-There was reproach in the question, and the young girl felt it keenly,
-and turning toward Miss Elinor, she answered:
-
-“My father could not find the way—he never even saw my face—he couldn’t
-see my mother when she died. Oh! he’s blind, he’s blind,” and the voice,
-which at first had merely trembled, was choked with bitter sobs.
-
-The hearts of both brother and sister were touched, and the brown house
-in the hollow, nay, any house which Richard Howland had to rent, was at
-the girl’s command. But he was a man of few words, and so he merely told
-her she could have both tenement and work, while his sister thought how
-she would make her brother’s new tenants her especial care.
-
-Miss Elinor was naturally of a rather inquisitive turn of mind and she
-tried very skillfully to learn something of the stranger’s history. But
-the young girl evaded all her questioning, and after a few moments arose
-to go. Mr. Howland accompanied her to the door, which he held open until
-she passed down the walk and out into the street. Then the door was
-closed, and Alice Warren was alone again in the cold, dark night, but
-she scarcely heeded it, for her heart was lighter than it had been for
-many weeks. The gentleman whom she had so much dreaded to meet had
-spoken kindly to her; the lady too, had whispered “poor child” when she
-told her of her father, while better far than all, she had procured a
-shelter for her father, the payment for which would come within their
-slender means.
-
-Not time, but the joy or sorrow it brings, changes people most, and the
-Alice Warren of to-day is scarce the same we saw one year ago. Then,
-petted, caressed and glowing with youthful beauty, she presented a
-striking contrast to the pale-faced girl, who, on the wintry night of
-which we write, traversed street after street, until she came to the
-humble dwelling which for the last few days had been her home. Every
-cent of his large fortune had Mr. Warren given up, choosing rather to
-starve and know he had a right to do so, than to feed on what was not
-his own. His handsome house and furniture had all been sold, and with a
-mere pittance, which would not last them long, they had gone into the
-country, where Alice hoped to earn a livelihood by teaching. But she was
-“too small, too childish, too timid,” the people said, ever to succeed,
-and so at last she resorted to her needle, which in her days of
-prosperity, she had fortunately learned to use.
-
-As time passed on a kind-hearted woman, who visited in their
-neighborhood, became interested in them and urged their removal to
-Oakland, her native town, whither they finally went, stopping with her
-for a few days until further arrangements could be made.
-
-Hearing that the brown house in the hollow, as it was called, was
-vacant, Alice had applied for it, with what success we have seen, and
-returning home, she told her father the result of her application, and
-how small a sum they would have to pay for it, and how neatly she could
-fit it up, and how in the long winter evenings he should sit in his
-arm-chair before the cheerful fire, and listening to her as she talked,
-the blind man thanked God that the wife-love he had lost forever was in
-a measure made up to him in the love of his only child.
-
-Two weeks went by, and then, in the shoe shop and store the workmen said
-to each other, “to-morrow is Christmas,” wondering if Mr. Howland would
-present each of the families in his employ with a turkey, as he was wont
-to do.
-
-He had always done it before, they said, he would surely do so now.
-
-Nor were they disappointed, for when the day’s labor was over, each man
-was given his usual gift, and when all had been served, there was one
-turkey left, for which no owner came.
-
-“We shall need it ourselves perhaps,” Mr. Howland thought, as he
-remembered the numerous city friends expected on the morrow; and, as he
-was not ashamed to carry it himself, he placed it in a covered basked
-and started for home, turning involuntarily down the street which would
-take him through the hollow. He did not often go that way for though it
-was quite as near, it was not a pleasant portion of the town. But he was
-going that way now, and as he came near the brown house, from whose
-windows a cheerful light was shining, he thought of his new tenants, and
-half decided to call; then, remembering that one of his clerks had told
-him of a young lady who had inquired for him that afternoon, expressing
-much regret at his absence and saying she should call at his house early
-in the evening, he concluded to go on. Still the light shining out upon
-the snow, seemed beckoning him to come, and turning back he stood before
-the window, from which the curtain was drawn aside, revealing a picture,
-at which he paused a moment to gaze. The blind man sat in his old
-arm-chair, and the flickering flame of the blazing fire shone on his
-frosty locks and lighted up his grief-worn face, on which there was a
-pitiful expression, most touching to behold. The sightless eyes were
-cast downward as if they would see the fair young head and wealth of
-soft brown tresses resting on his knee.
-
-Alice was crying. All day long she had tried to repress her tears, and
-when, as she sat in the gathering twilight with her father, he said,
-“_She_ was with us one year ago,” they burst forth, and laying her head
-upon his lap she sobbed bitterly.
-
-There were words of love spoken of the lost one, and as Mr. Howland drew
-near, Mr. Warren said:
-
-“It is well, perhaps, that she died before she knew what it was to be so
-poor.”
-
-The words “to be so poor” caught Mr. Howland’s ear, and glancing around
-the humble apartment he fancied he knew why Alice wept. Just then she
-lifted up her head and he saw the tears on her cheek. Mr. Howland was
-unused to tears—they affected him strangely—and as the sight of them on
-Alice Warren’s eyelashes, when she told him her father was blind, had
-once brought down the rent of the house by half, so now the sight of
-them upon her cheek as she sat at her father’s feet brought himself into
-her presence and the turkey from his basket. Depositing his gift upon
-the table and apologizing for his abruptness, he took the chair which
-Alice offered him, and in a short space of time forgot the young lady
-who had so nearly prevented him from being where he was—forgot
-everything save the blue of Alice’s eyes and the mournful sweetness of
-her voice as she answered the few questions he addressed to her. He saw
-at once that both father and daughter were educated and refined, but he
-did not question them of the past, for he felt instinctively that it
-would be to them an unpleasant subject, so he conversed upon indifferent
-topics, and Alice, as she listened to him, could scarcely believe he was
-the man whom she had heretofore associated with her wages of Saturday
-night, he seemed so familiar and friendly.
-
-“You will come to see us again,” Mr. Warren said to his visitor, when
-the latter arose to go, and smiling down on Alice, who stood with her
-arm across her father’s neck, Mr. Howland answered:
-
-“Yes, I shall come again.”
-
-Then he bade them good night, and as the door closed after him, Mr.
-Warren said:
-
-“It seems darker now that he is gone,” but to Alice, the room was
-lighter far for that brief visit.
-
-Mr. Howland, too, felt better for the call. He had done some good, he
-hoped, and the picture of the two as he had left them was pleasant to
-remember, and as he drew near his home, and saw in imagination his own
-large easy-chair before the fire, he tried to fancy how it would seem to
-be a blind man, sitting there, with a brown-haired maiden’s arm around
-his neck.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- THE WHITE HOUSE ON THE HILL.
-
-
-“Miss Huntington, brother,” Miss Elinor said, and Mr. Howland bowed low
-to the lady thus presented to him by his sister on his arrival home.
-
-She had been waiting for him nearly an hour, and she now returned his
-greeting with an air more befitting a queen than Adelaide Huntington—for
-she it was; and by some singular co-incidence she had come to rent a
-house of Mr. Howland just as Alice Warren had done but two or three
-weeks before. The failure which had ruined Mr. Warren had not affected
-Mrs. Huntington further than the mortification and grief she naturally
-felt at the disgrace and desertion of her husband, from whom she had
-never heard since he left her so suddenly on the night of the
-party—neither had she ever met with Mr. Warren, although she had written
-him a note, assuring him that in no way had she been concerned in the
-fraud. Still her position in the city was not particularly agreeable,
-and after a time she had removed to Springfield, Mass., where she took
-in plain sewing—for without her husband’s salary it was necessary that
-she should do something for the maintenance of her family. Springfield,
-however, was quite too large for one of Adelaide’s proud, ambitious
-nature. “She would rather live in a smaller place,” she said, “where she
-could be _somebody_. She had been trampled down long enough, and in a
-country village she would be as good as any one.”
-
-Hearing by chance of Oakland and its democratic people, she had
-persuaded her mother into removing thither, giving her numerous
-directions as to the manner in which she was to demean herself.
-
-“With a little management,” she said, “no one need to know that we have
-_worked_ for a living—we have only left the city because we prefer the
-country,” and old Peggy, who still served in the capacity of servant,
-was charged repeatedly “never to say a word concerning their former
-position in society.”
-
-In short, Adelaide intended to create quite a sensation in Oakland, and
-she commenced by assuming a most haughty and consequential manner toward
-both Mr. Howland and his sister.
-
-“She had come as _ma’s_ delegate,” she said, to rent the white house on
-the hill, which they had heard was vacant. Possibly if they liked the
-country, they should eventually purchase, but it was doubtful—people who
-have always lived a city life were seldom contented elsewhere. Still,
-she should try to be happy, though of course she should miss the
-advantages which a larger place afforded.
-
-All this and much more she said to Mr. Howland, who, hardly knowing
-whether she were renting a house of him or he were renting one of her,
-managed at last to say:
-
-“Your mother is a widow, I presume?”
-
-Instantly the dark eyes sought the floor, and Adelaide’s voice was very
-low in its tone as she answered:
-
-“I lost my father nearly a year since.”
-
-“I wonder she don’t dress in mourning, but that’s a way some folks
-have,” Miss Elinor thought, while her brother proceeded to say that Mrs.
-Huntington could have the white house on the hill, after which Adelaide
-arose to go, casually asking if the right or left hand street would
-bring her to the hotel, where she was obliged to spend the night, as no
-train, after that hour, went up to Springfield.
-
-For a moment Mr. Howland waited, thinking his sister would invite the
-stranger to stop with them, but this Miss Elinor had no idea of doing;
-she did not fancy the young lady’s airs, and she simply answered:
-
-“The right hand street—you can’t mistake it;” frowning slightly when her
-brother said:
-
-“I will accompany you, Miss Huntington.”
-
-“I dislike very much to trouble you. Still I hardly know the way alone,”
-and Adelaide’s dark eyes flashed brightly upon him as she accepted his
-offer.
-
-Mr. Howland was not a lady’s man, but he could be very agreeable when he
-tried, and so Adelaide now found him, mentally resolving to give her
-mother and old Aunt Peggy a double charge not to betray their real
-circumstances. Mr. Howland evidently thought her a person of
-consequence, and who could tell what might come of her acquaintance with
-him? Stranger things had happened, and she thought that if she ever
-should go to that handsome house as its mistress, her first act would be
-to send that stiff old maid away.
-
-With such fancies as these filling her mind, Adelaide went back next day
-to Springfield, reported her success, and so accelerated her mother’s
-movements that scarcely a week elapsed ere they had moved into the white
-house on the hill, a handsome little cottage, which looked still more
-cozy and inviting after Adelaide’s hands had fitted it up with tasteful
-care. It was a rule with Mrs. Huntington to buy the best, if possible,
-and as her husband had always been lavish with his money, her furniture
-was superior to that of her neighbors, many of whom really stood in awe
-of the genteel widow, as she was thought to be, and her stylish,
-aristocratic daughter. They were supposed to be quite wealthy, or at
-least in very easy circumstances, and more than one young girl looked
-enviously at Adelaide, as day after day she swept through the streets,
-sometimes “walking for exercise,” she said, and again going out to shop;
-always at Mr. Howland’s store, where she annoyed the clerks excessively
-by examining article after article, inquiring its price, wondering if it
-would become her, or suit ma, and finally concluding not to take it “for
-fear every shoemaker’s daughter in town would buy something like it, and
-that she couldn’t endure.”
-
-Regularly each week she went to Springfield, to take music lessons, she
-said, and lest something should occur making it necessary for her to
-stay all night, Aunt Peggy usually accompanied her to the depot, always
-carrying a well-filled satchel, and frequently a large bundle, whose
-many wrappings of paper told no tales, and were supposed by the
-credulous to cover the dressing-gown, which Adelaide deemed necessary to
-the making of her morning toilet.
-
-“It was very annoying,” she said, “to carry so much luggage, but the
-friends with whom she stopped were so particular that she felt obliged
-to change her dress, even though she merely stayed to dinner.”
-
-And so the villagers, looking at the roll of music she invariably
-carried in her hands, believed the tale, though a few of the nearest
-neighbors wondered when the young lady practiced, for it was not often
-that they heard the sound of the old-fashioned instrument which occupied
-a corner of the sitting-room. Finally, however, they decided that it
-must be at night, for a light was always seen in Mrs. Huntington’s
-windows until after the clock struck twelve. As weeks went by, most of
-those whom Adelaide considered _somebodies_, called, and among them Mr.
-Howland. By the merest chance she learned that he was coming and though
-she pretended that she was surprised to see him, and said she was just
-going out, she was most becomingly dressed in her nicely-fitting merino,
-which, in the evening, did not show the wear of four years. The little
-sitting-room, too, with its furniture so arranged as to make the best of
-everything, seemed homelike and cheerful, causing Mr. Howland to feel
-very much at ease, and also very much pleased with the dark-eyed girl he
-had come to see. She was very agreeable, he thought, much more so in
-fact than any one he had met in Oakland, and at a late hour, for one of
-his early habits, he bade her good night, promising to call again soon,
-and hear the new song she was going to learn the next time she went to
-Springfield.
-
-In dignified silence his sister awaited his return, and when to her
-greeting, “Where have you been?” he replied, “Been to call on Miss
-Adelaide,” the depth of the three winkles between her eyebrows was
-perceptibly increased, while a contemptuous Pshaw! escaped her lips.
-Miss Elinor was not easily deceived. From the first she had insisted
-that Adelaide “was putting on airs,” and if there was one thing more
-than another which that straightforward, matter-of-fact lady disliked,
-it was pretention. She had not yet been to see Mrs. Huntington, and now,
-when her brother, after dwelling at length upon the pleasant evening he
-had spent, urged her to make the lady’s acquaintance, she replied rather
-sharply, that she always wished to know something of the people with
-whom she associated. For her part, she didn’t like Miss Adelaide, and if
-her brother had the least regard for her feelings, he wouldn’t call
-there quite as often as he did.
-
-“Quite as often,” Mr. Howland repeated, in much surprise. “What do you
-mean? I’ve only been there once,” and then in a spirit which men will
-sometimes manifest when opposed, particularly if in that opposition a
-lady is involved, he added, “but I intend to go again—and very soon,
-too.”
-
-“Undoubtedly,” was his sister’s answer, and taking a light, the
-indignant woman walked from the room, thinking to herself that, if ever
-_that_ girl came there to live—she’d no idea she would—but if she did,
-she—Miss Elinor Howland would make the house a little too uncomfortable
-for them
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
- CALLS.
-
-
-The next morning Miss Elinor felt better, and as time passed on and her
-brother did not again visit his new tenants, she began to feel a little
-more amiably disposed toward the strangers, and at last decided to call,
-intending to go next to the brown house in the hollow, where she was a
-frequent visitor. She accordingly started one afternoon for the white
-house on the hill, where she was most cordially received. With the
-ladylike manners of Mrs. Huntington she could find no fault, but she did
-not like the expression of Adelaide’s eyes, nor the sneering manner in
-which she spoke of the country and country people; neither did she fail
-to see the basket which the young lady pushed hastily under the lounge
-as Aunt Peggy ushered her into the sitting-room. On the table there were
-scissors, needles and thread, but not a vestige of sewing was visible,
-though on the carpet were shreds of cloth, and from beneath the lounge
-peeped something which looked vastly like the wristband of a man’s
-shirt.
-
-“Pride and poverty! I’ll venture to say they sew for a living,” Miss
-Elinor thought, and making her call as brief as possible, she arose to
-go.
-
-It was in vain that Adelaide urged her to stay longer, telling her “it
-was such a treat to see some one who seemed like their former
-acquaintances.”
-
-With a toss of her head Miss Elinor declined, saying she was going to
-visit a poor family in the hollow, a blind man and his daughter, and in
-adjusting her furs she failed to see how both Adelaide and her mother
-started at her words. Soon recovering her composure, the former asked,
-who they were, and if they had always lived in Oakland?
-
-“Their name is Warren,” said Miss Elinor, “and they came, I believe,
-from some city in western New York, but I know nothing definite
-concerning them, as they always shrink from speaking of their former
-condition. Alice, though, is a sweet little creature—so kind to her old
-father, and so refined, withal.”
-
-Mechanically bidding her visitor good afternoon, Adelaide went to her
-mother’s side, exclaiming:
-
-“Who thought those Warrens would toss up in Oakland! Of course, when
-they know that we are here, they’ll tell all about father and everything
-else. What shall we do?”
-
-“We are not to blame for your father’s misdeeds,” Mrs. Huntington
-answered; and Adelaide replied:
-
-“I know it, but people think you are a widow with a competence
-sufficient to support us genteelly—they don’t suspect how late we sit up
-nights, sewing, to make ends meet. Mercy! I hope the peeking old maid
-didn’t see that,” she exclaimed, as her own eye fell upon the wristband.
-Then, after a moment, she continued, “I know what I’ll do. I’ll go to
-Alice this very night, and tell her how sorry we are for what has
-happened, and I’ll ask her to say nothing about father’s having cheated
-them and run away. She’s a pretty good sort of a girl, I guess, if I did
-once to think her so proud.”
-
-The plan seemed a feasible one, and that evening as Alice Warren sat
-bending over a vest, which she must finish that night, she was startled
-by the abrupt entrance of Adelaide Huntington, who, seizing both her
-hands, said, with well-feigned distress:
-
-“My poor Alice! I never expected to find you thus.”
-
-In his arm-chair Mr. Warren was sleeping, but when the stranger’s shadow
-fell upon him, he awoke, and stretching out his arms, he said:
-
-“Who is it, Alice?—who stands between me and the fire?”
-
-“It is I,” answered Adelaide, coming to his side, “the daughter of him
-who ruined you. I have just learned that you were living here in the
-same village with ourselves, and, at my mother’s request, I have come to
-tell you how bitterly we have wept over my father’s sin, and to ask you
-not to hate us for a deed of which we knew nothing until it was all
-over.”
-
-Then seating herself in a chair she continued to speak hurriedly,
-telling them some truth and some falsehood—telling them how, for a few
-months they had lived with a distant relative, a wealthy man, who gave
-them money now for their support—telling them how her father’s disgrace
-had affected her mother, and begging of them not to speak of it in
-Oakland, where it was not known.
-
-“I don’t know why it is,” she said, “but people have the impression that
-mother is a widow; and though it is wrong to deceive them, I cannot tell
-them my father ran away to escape a convict’s cell. It would kill my
-mother outright, and if you will keep silent, we shall be forever
-grateful.”
-
-There was no reason why Mr. Warren should speak of his former clerk, and
-he answered Adelaide that neither himself nor Alice had any wish to
-injure her by talking of the past. Thus relieved of her fears, Adelaide
-grew very amiable and sympathetic, saying she did not suppose they were
-so poor, and pitying Alice, who must miss so much her pictures, her
-flowers, her birds and her music.
-
-“Come up and try my piano. You may practice on it any time,” she said,
-when at last she arose to go.
-
-“I never played much. I was not fond of it,” was Alice’s answer, while
-her father rejoined quickly:
-
-“Then you keep a piano. I did not know you had one.”
-
-“Oh, yes, father bought it for me at auction, three years ago, and as he
-was not owing any one then, our furniture was not disturbed.”
-
-The blind man sighed, while Alice dropped a tear on the vest she was
-making, as she thought of the difference between herself and Adelaide,
-who paused as she reached the door, and asked if she knew Mr. Howland.
-
-“I sew for his store,” said Alice, and Adelaide continued:
-
-“Isn’t he a splendid man?”
-
-Alice did not know whether he was splendid or not—she had never observed
-his looks particularly, she said; but she knew he was very kind, and she
-liked nothing better than to have him come there evenings, as he often
-did.
-
-“Come here often!” exclaimed Adelaide, her voice indicating the pang
-with which a feeling of jealousy had been brought to life.
-
-Before Alice could reply there was a footstep outside, and the blind
-man, whose quick ear caught the sound, said joyfully:
-
-“He’s coming now.”
-
-“I wish I had gone home before,” was the first thought of Adelaide, who
-did not care to be seen there by Mr. Howland. It might lead to some
-inquiries which she would rather should not be made. Still, there was
-now no escape, and trusting much to the promise of the Warrens, she
-stepped back from the door just as Mr. Howland opened it. He seemed
-greatly surprised at finding her there, and still more surprised when he
-learned that they were old acquaintances.
-
-“It is kind in her not to desert them in their poverty,” he thought, and
-his manner was still more considerate toward Adelaide, who, after
-standing a few moments, made another attempt to go.
-
-“Wait, Miss Huntington,” said he. “It was both raining and snowing when
-I came in, and you will need an umbrella.”
-
-This was just what Adelaide wanted, and taking a seat she waited
-patiently until Mr. Howland signified his readiness to go. Then, bidding
-Alice good night, she whispered to her softly:
-
-“You never will say a word of father, will you?”
-
-“Certainly not,” was Alice’s reply, and in another moment Adelaide was
-in the street walking arm in arm with Mr. Howland, who began to speak of
-the Warrens and their extreme poverty.
-
-“It is evident they have seen better days,” he said, “but they never
-seem willing to speak of the past. Did he meet with a reverse of
-fortune?”
-
-For a moment Adelaide was silent, while she revolved the propriety of
-saying what she finally did say, and which was—
-
-“Ye-es—they met with reverses, but as they are unwilling to talk about
-it, I, too, had better say nothing of a matter which cannot now be
-helped.”
-
-“Of course not, if it would be to their detriment,” said Mr. Howland, a
-painful suspicion entering his mind.
-
-Hitherto he had regarded Mr. Warren as the soul of integrity, but
-Adelaide’s manner, even more than her words, implied that there was
-something wrong, and hardly knowing what he said, he continued:
-
-“Was it anything dishonorable?”
-
-“If you please, I would rather say nothing about it,” answered Adelaide.
-“I don’t wish to do them harm, and I dare say they regret it more than
-any one else.”
-
-Mentally pronouncing her a very prudent, considerate girl, Mr. Howland
-walked on in silence, feeling the while that something had been taken
-from him. He had become greatly interested in the helpless old blind
-man, and in his writing-desk at home was a receipt in full for the first
-quarter’s rent, which would become due in a few days. But Mr. Howland
-was a man of stern integrity, hating anything like fraud and deceit, and
-if Mr. Warren had been guilty of either, he was not worthy of respect.
-Alice, too, though she might not have been in fault, did not seem quite
-the same, and now as he thought of her, there was less of beauty in the
-deep blue of her eyes and the wavy tresses of her hair.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Will you go in? It is a long time since you were here,” said Adelaide,
-when at last they reached her mother’s door.
-
-Her invitation was accepted, and the clock struck nine before Mr.
-Howland rose to leave. Accompanying him to the door, Adelaide said,
-jingly:
-
-“I trust you will forget our conversation concerning those Warrens. You
-know I didn’t really tell you anything.”
-
-Mr. Howland bowed and walked away, wishing in his heart that she had
-_not_ told him anything, or at least had not created in his mind a
-suspicion against people he had hitherto liked so much. So absorbed was
-he in his meditations that he did not at first observe the slender
-figure which, wrapping its thin shawl close around it, came slowly
-toward him, but when the girl reached him and the cold wind blew the
-brown curls over her white face, he knew it was Alice Warren, and his
-first impulse was to offer her his arm and shield her from the storm.
-But Adelaide’s dark insinuations were ringing in his ears, and so Alice
-went on alone, while the rain and the sleet beat upon her head and the
-cold penetrated through her half worn shoes, chilling her weary feet,
-and sending a shiver through her frame. But she did not heed it, or even
-think of the driving storm, so eager was she to be at home, where she
-could count the contents of the little box and see if with the money
-received there was not enough to pay the quarter’s rent.
-
-But the blind man, listening to the storm, knew how cold his darling
-would be, and groping in the darkness, he added fresh fuel to the fire,
-and then swept up the hearth, placing her chair a little nearer to his
-own, so that it would seem pleasant to her when she came. Poor, helpless
-man! He could not see—nay, he had never seen his child, but he could
-fancy just how bright and beautiful she would look sitting at his side,
-with the fire he had made shining on her hair, and when at last she
-came, he clasped her little red hands between his own, rubbing, kissing,
-and pitying them until he felt that they were warm. Then, seated in his
-chair, he listened while she counted the silver coin, dropping it piece
-by piece into his palm and bidding him guess its value by its size. It
-was all counted at last, and very joyfully Alice said to her father:
-
-“There is enough to pay our rent, and we have been comfortable, too,
-thanks to Miss Elinor, who has saved us many a shilling by her timely
-acts of charity.”
-
-Miss Elinor had been to them a ministering angel, and however much she
-might be disliked at the white house on the hill, she was loved and
-honored at the brown house in the hollow, and that night when Alice
-Warren sought her pillow, she breathed a prayer for the kind woman who
-was to befriend her in more ways than one.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
- PAY-DAY.
-
-
-Miss Elinor sat alone in her pleasant parlor, bending over her bit of
-embroidery, and setting her needle into the dainty fabric in a manner
-plainly indicating a mind ill at ease. And for a lady of her
-temperament, Miss Elinor was a good deal disturbed. During the past week
-her brother had spent four evenings at the white house on the hill, and
-though she had unreservedly given him her opinion of the young lady
-Adelaide, he persisted in saying she was the most agreeable and
-intelligent girl in Oakland. It was in vain that she told him of the
-wristband, saying she had no doubt they sewed secretly for a living.
-
-He only smiled incredulously, telling her, however, that he should like
-Adelaide all the better if he found she was skillful in shirt-making.
-
-In short, Miss Elinor began to have some wellfounded fears that she
-should yet have an opportunity of making the house uncomfortable, both
-to herself and the wife her brother might bring there and it was this
-reflection which made her so nervous, that pleasant March afternoon.
-
-“I would rather he married little Alice Warren—blind father and all,”
-she thought, just as the door opened softly, and “little Alice Warren”
-stood within the room.
-
-She had been to the store to see Mr. Howland, she said, and as he was
-not there she had come to the house, hoping to find him, for she would
-rather give the money into his hand and know there was no mistake.
-
-“What money, child?” asked Miss Elinor, and Alice replied that “it was
-pay-day,” at the same time opening the little box and showing the pieces
-of money she had saved from her earnings.
-
-Miss Elinor did not know of the receipt lying in her brother’s
-writing-desk, but she resolved that not a penny should be taken from
-that box, and bidding Alice be seated on a little stool at her feet, she
-told her to wait until her brother came. Then when she saw how languid
-and tired Alice seemed, she put her head upon her lap, smoothing the
-long brown curls until the weary girl fell asleep, dreaming that it was
-her mother’s hand which thus so tenderly caressed her hair.
-
-For half an hour she slumbered on, and then Mr. Howland came, treading
-carefully and speaking low, as his sister, pointing to the sleeping
-girl, bade him not to wake her.
-
-“Look at her, though. Isn’t she pretty?” she whispered, and Mr. Howland,
-gazing upon the fair, childish face, felt that he had seldom seen a more
-beautiful picture.
-
-In a few words Miss Elinor told why she was there, adding, in
-conclusion:
-
-“But you won’t take it, of course. You are rich enough without it, and
-it will do them so much good.”
-
-“I never intended to take it,” Mr. Howland replied, and going to his
-library, he soon returned with the receipt, which he laid within the
-box.
-
-Just then a new idea presented itself to the mind of Miss Elinor. They
-would change the silver, she said, into a bill, which they could roll up
-with the receipt and put in Alice’s pocket while she slept. This plan
-met with her brother’s approval, and when at last Alice awoke, the box
-was empty, while Mr. Howland, to whom she told her errand, blushing
-deeply to think he had found her sleeping, replied indifferently:
-
-“Yes, I found it there, and I like your promptness.”
-
-At that moment Miss Elinor left the room, and when she returned, she
-bore a basket of delicacies for the blind man, who, even then, was
-standing in the open door at home and listening anxiously for the
-footsteps which did not often linger so long. He heard them at last, and
-though they were far down the street, he knew they were Alice’s, and
-closing the door he passed his hands carefully over the tea-table, which
-he himself had arranged, feeling almost a childish joy as he thought how
-surprised Alice would be.
-
-“Oh, father!” she exclaimed, when at last she came bounding in, “how
-could you fix it so nicely? and only think, Miss Elinor has sent you so
-many good things—here’s turkey, and cranberry sauce, and pie, and
-cheese, and jelly-cake, and white sugar—and everything. I mean, for
-once, to eat just as much as I want,” and the delighted girl arranged
-the tempting viands upon the table, telling her father, the while, how
-pleased Mr. Howland was at her promptness.
-
-“He gave you a receipt, I suppose?” Mr. Warren said, and Alice replied:
-
-“Why, no, I never thought of a receipt. I’m so sorry,” and in her
-confusion she hit her hand against the hissing teapot she had just
-placed upon the table.
-
-The slight burn which she received, made her handkerchief necessary,
-and, in feeling for it, she touched the little roll which Miss Elinor
-had put in her pocket. Drawing it forth, and examining its contents, she
-experienced, for an instant, sensations similar to those which
-Benjamin’s brothers may be supposed to have felt when the silver cup was
-found in their possession.
-
-“What does it mean?” she exclaimed, reading aloud the receipt and
-examining the bill, which amounted exactly to the quarter’s rent.
-
-The blind man knew what it meant, and, bowing his white head upon his
-bosom, he silently thanked God who had raised them up friends in their
-sore need. Upon Alice the surprise produced a novel effect, moving her
-first to laughter and then to tears, and, notwithstanding her intention
-of “eating as much as she liked,” she forgot to taste many of the
-delicacies spread out so temptingly before her. In her estimation they
-were almost rich again, and never, perhaps, came sleep to her more
-sweetly than on that night, when she knew that the contents of the
-little box was theirs to do with as they pleased.
-
-Several evenings after this they were surprised by a call from Mr.
-Howland, who had not visited them before since the night he had found
-Adelaide Huntington there. Thoughts of Alice, however, as she lay
-sleeping on his sister’s lap, had haunted him. She was innocent of
-wrong, he was sure, and he had come to see her. It was hard, too, to
-believe there was aught of evil in that old man with the snow white hair
-and truthful looking face, and, after receiving their thanks for his
-generosity, he resolved to question them a little of the past, so he
-commenced by asking Alice if she had been intimately acquainted with
-Adelaide Huntington.
-
-Remembering her promise, Alice seemed much embarrassed, and answered
-hastily:
-
-“We were never intimate,” while at the same time she glanced toward her
-father, whose voice trembled slightly as he rejoined:
-
-“I had business transactions with Adelaide’s father, but our families
-seldom met.”
-
-The next moment he was talking of something else—his manner plainly
-indicating that any further allusion to the Huntingtons was not desired.
-
-“There is something wrong, or they would not be so unwilling to talk of
-their former life,” Mr. Howland thought, and, with his suspicions
-strengthened, he soon took his leave, stopping by the way to call on
-Adelaide, whose eyes beamed a joyous welcome as he entered the parlor,
-in which she received his frequent calls.
-
-Her mother was in the way in the sitting-room, she thought, and whenever
-she had reason for expecting him, she made a fire in the parlor,
-shutting up the stove and turning down the lamp until the ringing of the
-bell announced his arrival; then, while old Peggy hobbled to the door,
-she opened the draught and turned up the lamp, so that by the time Mr.
-Howland was ushered in, everything looked cheerful and inviting. By this
-means, too, she escaped another annoyance, that of being urged to play;
-for, if Mr. Howland did not see the piano, he was not as likely to ask
-her to sing, and she had already nearly exhausted her powers of
-invention in excuses for her indifferent playing and the style of her
-music.
-
-Ma insisted upon her taking old pieces, she said, but by and by, when
-she had a new piano, she should do differently.
-
-Fortunately for her, Mr. Howland was not a musical man and was thus more
-easily deceived. On the evening of which we are speaking, after
-listening a while to her sprightly remarks, he suddenly changed the
-conversation by saying he had been to see Mr. Warren.
-
-“And he told me,” said he, “that he once did business with your father.”
-
-Turning her face away to hide its startled expression, Adelaide asked
-hastily:
-
-“What else did he tell you?”
-
-“Nothing,” returned Mr. Howland. “He would not talk of the past.”
-
-“I should not suppose he would,” quietly rejoined Adelaide—then, after a
-moment, coming to his side, she continued, “Mr. Howland, I wish you
-would promise never to mention that subject again, either to me or those
-Warrens. It can do no good, and a knowledge of the truth might injure
-some people in your estimation. Promise me, will you?”
-
-Her hand was laid imploringly upon his arm, her handsome, dark eyes
-looked beseechingly into his, and as most men under similar
-circumstances would have done, he promised, while Adelaide mentally
-congratulated herself upon the fact that his business never took him to
-the city where she had formerly lived, and where the name of Huntington
-had scarcely yet ceased to be a by-word in the street. Mr. Howland was
-much pleased with her, she knew, and if they could manage to keep up
-appearances a little longer, he might be secured. One thing, however,
-troubled her. Pay-day was near at hand, but alas for the wherewithal to
-pay.
-
-It was not in her mother’s purse, nor yet in any other purse whence they
-could procure it. Still Adelaide trusted much to her inventive genius,
-and when she bade Mr. Howland good night, chatting gayly as she
-accompanied him to the door, he little dreamed how her mind was
-distracted with ways and means by which to dupe him still more
-effectually.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Three weeks passed away, and then, as Miss Elinor sat one evening with
-her brother, she asked him if Mrs. Huntington’s rent were not that day
-due.
-
-“Possibly, though I have not given it a thought,” Mr. Howland answered,
-his voice indicating that he neither deemed it essential for himself to
-be particular, or his sister to be troubled, about Mrs. Huntington’s
-rent.
-
-As far as dollars and cents were concerned, Miss Elinor was not
-troubled, though she did think it doubtful whether Adelaide would be as
-prompt as Alice had been. But when, as if to verify a proverb not
-necessary to be repeated here, Adelaide came to the door almost before
-her brother had ceased speaking, she began to think her suspicions
-groundless, and her manner was quite conciliatory toward the young lady,
-who, after throwing back her veil of dotted lace and fidgeting a while
-in her chair, managed to say:
-
-“It is very humiliating to me, Mr. Howland, to tell you what ma says I
-must. She fully expected that the agent who does her business would have
-sent her money ere this, but as he has not, she cannot pay you to-day.
-Shall we pack up our things at once?” she continued, playfully, as she
-saw the expression on Mr. Howland’s face.
-
-“Perhaps you had better,” he answered in the same strain, continuing in
-a more sober tone. “Tell your mother not to be concerned about the rent.
-It does not matter if it is not paid until the end of the year.”
-
-Adelaide drew a relieved breath, while Miss Elinor dropped her
-embroidery and involuntarily gave vent to a contemptuous “Umph!”
-
-The sound caught Adelaide’s ear, and thinking to herself, “Stingy old
-thing—afraid they will lose it, I dare say,” she made her call as brief
-as possible.
-
-Nodding to her civily as she arose to go, Miss Elinor turned to her
-brother, saying:
-
-“You know, Richard, you are to go with me to-night to call on Jenny
-Hayes.”
-
-But Richard did not know it, and as his distressed sister saw him going
-down the walk with Adelaide Huntington on his arm, she muttered:
-
-“I’d like to see the man who could make such a fool of me as that girl
-has made of him!”
-
-A wish not likely to be verified, considering that she had already lived
-forty-five years without seeing the man.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
- THE UNKNOWN DELIVERER.
-
-
-Very rapidly the spring passed away, and the soft, sunny skies of June
-had more than once tempted the blind man and his daughter into the open
-fields, or the woods which lay beyond. Their favorite resort, however,
-was a retired spot on the bank of the river, where, shut out from human
-eyes, they could speak together of the past, the present, and what the
-future might bring. Here, one pleasant afternoon, they came, and while
-Mr. Warren talked of his childhood and his early home, Alice sat sewing
-at his feet, until growing somewhat weary, she arose and began to search
-for wild flowers upon the mossy bank. Suddenly espying some beautiful
-pond lilies floating upon the surface of the water, she exclaimed:
-
-“Oh, father, father, these must be white lilies just like those you used
-to gather when a boy.”
-
-“Where, where?” the blind man asked, and his face shone with the intense
-longing he felt to hold once more within his hand the fair blossoms so
-interwoven with memories of his boyhood.
-
-“They are here on the river,” Alice replied, “and I can get them, too,
-by going out upon that tree which has partly fallen into the stream.”
-
-“Don’t, Alice—don’t! There may be danger,” Mr. Warren said, shuddering
-even while he spoke with an undefinable fear.
-
-But Alice was not afraid, and springing lightly upon the trunk of the
-tree she ventured out—farther, and farther still, until the lilies were
-just within her reach, when, alas, the branch against which she leaned
-was broken, and to the ear of the blind man sitting on the grass there
-came the startling cry of “Father!” while a heavy splash in the deep,
-dark water, told that Alice was gone.
-
-In wild agony the distracted man ran to the water’s edge and
-unhesitatingly waded in, shrieking, as he did so:
-
-“My child! my child! Is there no eye to pity, no arm to save?”
-
-Yes, there was an eye to pity, and it raised up an arm to save; for,
-rushing from a clump of alders which grew not far away, there came a
-rough, hard-featured man, who, catching up Mr. Warren as if he had been
-a child, bore him back to the grassy bank, then boldly plunging into the
-river, he seized the long tresses of the drowning girl, just as they
-were disappearing for the third and last time. Wringing the water from
-her brown hair, the stranger folded his light burden gently to his
-bosom, and bending over her still, white face, looked earnestly to see
-if she were dead. There was yet life, he hoped, and swimming to the
-shore, he laid the unconscious maiden upon the grass, resting her head
-in the lap of her father, who cried:
-
-“Is she dead—oh, tell me, is she dead!”
-
-But the stranger made him no reply, save to take his hand and lay it on
-the little heart which was beating faintly. Then with rapid footsteps he
-walked away, half pausing once as he heard the poor old man call after
-him imploringly.
-
-“Don’t leave me all alone, for I am blind, and Alice’s heart will stop
-beating, I’m afraid. It has stopped beating! She’s dead! oh, she’s
-dead!” he screamed, as in the distance he heard the tramping footsteps
-going from him fast.
-
-Still though he knew it not, they went for him, and Mr. Howland, whom
-chance had led that way, was surprised in his walk by the sudden
-appearance of a man with uncovered head and dripping garments, who bade
-him hasten to the river bank, where a young girl, he feared, was
-drowned.
-
-“I am going for a physician,” he said, and he sped away, while Mr.
-Howland hurried on to the spot where Alice still lay insensible, and
-whiter than the lilies for which she had risked her life. Over her bent
-the poor old man, his tears falling like rain upon her face, and himself
-whispering sadly:
-
-“It’s darker now than midnight—they are all gone from me—wife, daughter,
-all; oh, Alice, Alice, my bright, my beautiful one. Why did God take you
-from me when I needed you so much?”
-
-“She may not be dead,” said Mr. Howland, and touched with the grief of
-the stricken man, his own tears dropped on Alice’s face.
-
-But they did not rouse her, and with a terrible fear at his heart, he
-lifted her lightly in his arms, saying to her father:
-
-“My house is nearer than any other—we must go there.”
-
-Dizzy and faint with excitement, Mr. Warren arose to his feet, but to
-walk was impossible, and sinking back upon the grass, he cried:
-
-“Leave me here and care for her. You can send for me by and by.”
-
-This seemed the only alternative, and Mr. Howland started for home,
-meeting ere long with several of the villagers who had been alarmed by
-the stranger. A few of them kept on to the river, while others
-accompanied Mr. Howland to the house, where crowds of people were soon
-assembled, and where every possible means were used for Alice’s
-recovery. But they seemed in vain, and when at last the poor old father
-reached the door he knew by the death-like silence pervading the room,
-that the physician had said, “no hope.”
-
-“Lead me to her, somebody—lead me to Alice,” he whispered, and taking
-his outstretched arm, Mr. Howland led him to the couch where Alice lay,
-her wavy hair clinging in damp masses to her forehead, and her long
-eyelashes resting upon her marble cheek.
-
-Quickly the trembling fingers sought the heart, but alas! they felt no
-motion, and more than one turned away to weep as they saw the look of
-bitter anguish settling down upon the father’s face. There was yet one
-test more, and laying his ear upon the bosom of his child, the blind man
-listened intently, while the lookers-on held their breath in agonizing
-suspense.
-
-Suddenly through the room there rang the wild, glad cry, “I hear it—she
-lives, she lives!” and with renewed courage the people returned to their
-labor, which this time was successful, for she who had been so near to
-death, came slowly back to life, and when the sun went down, its last
-parting rays shone on the bowed head of one who from his inmost soul was
-thanking God for not having written him “childless.”
-
-It was thought advisable that Alice should remain where she was for a
-day or two, and they carried her into a large, pleasant chamber,
-overlooking the town, Miss Elinor constituting herself the nurse, and
-ever and anon bending down to kiss the lips of the young girl who had so
-narrowly escaped a watery grave.
-
-Meanwhile, in the parlors below, both Mr. Warren and Mr. Howland were
-making inquiries for the stranger, who, after giving the alarm, had
-suddenly disappeared. No one had seen him since, and of those who had
-seen him before, none knew who he was or whence he came.
-
-“If I could have heard the sound of his voice, I should know him
-anywhere,” said Mr. Warren, while Adelaide Huntington, who had not been
-there long, and who, for some reason, did not like to hear much of the
-stranger, suggested that it might have been some foot traveler, who, not
-caring for thanks, had gone on his way.
-
-This seemed probable and satisfactory to all, save Mr. Warren, who
-replied:
-
-“If he would come back, I’ve nothing in the wide world to offer him; but
-an old man’s blessing might be of some avail, and that he should have,
-even though he were my bitterest enemy, and had done me terrible wrong.”
-
-There was a deep flush on Adelaide’s cheek as Mr. Warren said these
-words, and turning quickly away, she walked to the window to hide the
-emotions which she knew were plainly visible upon her face. She seemed
-greatly excited, and far more interested in the accident than her slight
-friendship for the Warrens would warrant, and when she learned that
-Alice was to remain, she, too, insisted upon staying all night, provided
-she could be of any assistance. But Miss Elinor declined her offer, and
-at a late hour she started for home, managing to steal away when Mr.
-Howland did not see her. She evidently did not wish to have him
-accompany her, and for a few succeeding days she avoided him going to
-his house but once, and that on the morning when Alice was taken home in
-the carriage. There was something preying upon her mind—something, too,
-whose nature neither Mr. Howland nor his far-seeing sister could divine,
-though the former fancied he had discovered it, when, a little more than
-a week after the accident, she came to him with her face all wreathed in
-smiles and handed him the entire amount of money then due for the rent.
-
-That provoking agent had attended to them at last, she said, and she was
-so glad, for it was very mortifying to be owing any one.
-
-“And _this_ is what has been troubling you of late?” said Mr. Howland,
-who was greatly pleased at seeing her appear like herself again.
-
-“Then you noticed it,” Adelaide replied, coloring crimson, and adding
-hastily: “We have recently been much annoyed and perplexed, but for the
-future our agent will be prompt, and so shall we.”
-
-Whether the agent referred to was prompt or not, there seemed for
-several weeks to be plenty of money at the white house on the hill—so
-much so, in fact, that Adelaide did not, as usual, go to Springfield to
-take her accustomed lesson, while old Peggy, whose shabby dress was
-beginning to create some gossip among the villagers, presented quite a
-respectable appearance in her new gingham and muslin cap. About this
-time, too, there was sent by mail to Mr. Warren the sum of twenty-five
-dollars, and as there was no word of explanation accompanying it, he
-naturally felt curious to know from whom it came.
-
-“Miss Elinor sent it, I am sure. It is exactly like her,” said Alice,
-who was now entirely well, and that afternoon, when her work was done,
-she went up to see Miss Howland, whom she found suffering from a severe
-headache, and in ministering to her wants she entirely forgot to speak
-of the money. The next day Miss Elinor was much worse, and for many
-weeks was confined to her bed with a lingering fever, which left her at
-last so nervous and low that her physician advised a journey to the West
-as the surest means of restoring her health. Her only sister was living
-in Milwaukee, and thither Mr. Howland, who began to be seriously
-alarmed, tried to persuade her to go. For a time Miss Elinor hesitated,
-and only consented at last on condition that her brother promised not to
-engage himself to Adelaide Huntington during her absence.
-
-Bursting into a laugh, Mr. Howland assured her that she need have no
-fears of finding her station, as mistress of his house, filled on her
-return, for though Adelaide might possibly some day bear the name of
-Howland, he could wait a while, and would do so for his sister’s sake.
-
-With this promise Miss Elinor tried to be satisfied, and after giving
-him many charges not to neglect the blind man, she started for Milwaukee
-in company with some friends who, like herself, were westward bound.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
- THE PARTY DRESS.
-
-
-It was now the first of December. Miss Elinor had been gone from home
-nearly three months, and during this time Mr. Howland had spent one-half
-of his evenings at least with Adelaide Huntington, who marvelled that he
-did not ask her to be his wife. But the promise made to his sister must
-be kept, and so, night after night, he came and went, while Adelaide
-experienced fresh pangs of fear lest her deception should be discovered
-ere Mr. Howland was secured.
-
-About this time there were rumors of a large party to be given by Mrs.
-Hayes, the most fashionable lady in Oakland, and knowing well how the
-beauty of her person would be enhanced by a party dress, Adelaide
-resolved to leave no means unspared for the procuring of such a dress.
-
-She had always observed, she said, that Mr. Howland was unusually
-attentive when she looked unusually well, and there was no knowing what
-would happen if she eclipsed all the ladies who might be present at the
-party, and then, as day after day went by, she grew impatient because no
-letter came from one who, at the post-office, was designated as ma’s
-provoking agent, but who at home, with none but mother to hear, was
-called by a different name. Fretting, however, was of no avail—the
-provoking agent did not write, and her purse contained only seven
-dollars.
-
-“If I could get the dress,” she said, “I might possibly manage the
-rest,” and then, as she remembered the dainty fabric which Alice Warren
-had worn upon that memorable Christmas Eve, she started to her feet
-exclaiming, “That’s a good idea,” and ere her mother had time to
-question her she was on her way to the brown house in the hollow.
-
-For a few weeks past Mr. Warren had been seriously ill, and though Alice
-worked both early and late, she could not procure for him the little
-comforts which he needed and missed so much. Miss Elinor’s words, Do not
-neglect the blind man, had been forgotten, and many a weary night had
-the blind man’s daughter bent with aching head and tearful eyes over the
-piece of work which her increased cares had not permitted her to finish
-during the day. They were indeed drinking the bitter cup of poverty, and
-the sick man in his sleep was moaning sadly for wine, which he said
-would make him strong, when Adelaide Huntington entered the humble room.
-Glancing hurriedly at the scanty fire and empty wood-box, she thought:
-
-“They must be wretchedly poor—I dare say I can get it for almost
-nothing.”
-
-Then seating herself by Alice’s side, she told at once the object of her
-visit. She had never forgotten the beautiful lace dress which Alice had
-worn on the night of her party, and if there was one thing more than
-another which she coveted, it was that. In short she wished to know if
-Alice had it now, and if so, would she sell it, telling no one that it
-had ever belonged to her.
-
-At the first mention of the dress, Alice’s tears began to flow, for it
-was almost the only relic of the past which she possessed, and now,
-laying her head in Adelaide’s lap she sobbed out:
-
-“Oh, Adelaide, my mother bought it for me, and can I let it go?”
-
-“You know which you need the most, that or the money,” was Adelaide’s
-cold reply, while from his pillow the sick man faintly murmured:
-
-“Something to make me well.”
-
-This was enough, and wiping her tears away, Alice took from her trunk
-the dress, sighing deeply as she recalled the night when first and last
-she wore it.
-
-“I did not know it was so exquisitely beautiful,” was Adelaide’s mental
-comment as Alice shook out the soft, fleecy folds, but she did not say
-so. On the contrary she depreciated its value, saying, it had turned
-yellow, was rather old-fashioned, and a second-hand article at most,
-besides being quite too short for her in its present condition.
-
-In this manner she paved the way to the price which she finally offered,
-and which Alice at first refused to take. Four dollars seemed so little
-for what had cost so much. But Alice’s necessities were great, and when
-Adelaide offered her another dollar to change the dress as it would have
-to be changed for her, she yielded, promising to have it in readiness
-and bring it home on the night of the party. After trying it on and
-giving numerous directions as to the changes she wished to have made,
-Adelaide arose to go, saying nothing concerning the pay. With a beating
-heart Alice saw her about to leave, and though it cost her a mighty
-effort to do so, she at last conquered her pride and catching Adelaide’s
-shawl as she was passing out, she said with quivering lips:
-
-“If you only will pay me part to-day! Father is sick, and we are so
-poor,” and the little blue veined hands were clasped beseechingly
-together.
-
-“There’s a dollar, if that will do you any good,” said Adelaide,
-thrusting a bill into Alice’s hand, and then hurrying away.
-
-She had no intention of cheating Alice out of her pay, but she hated to
-part with her money, and on her way home she thought of so many things
-which she must have, that she began at last to wonder if Alice would not
-just as soon take something from the house, bread, or potatoes, or
-soap—she heard old Peggy boasting of having made a barrel full, and soap
-was a very useful article—she’d ask Alice when she brought the dress!
-and, feeling a good deal of confidence in her plan, she stopped at Mr.
-Howland’s store, where she spent a portion of her remaining six dollars
-for white kids, satin ribbon, blonde lace and so forth.
-
-As she was leaving the store, she met Mr. Howland, who accompanied her
-to the door, casually asking if she knew how Mr. Warren was getting
-along.
-
-“It is some time since I was there,” he said, “and I think of going
-round to-night. As he is sick, they may perhaps be suffering.”
-
-“Oh, no, they are not,” Adelaide quickly rejoined, “I have just been to
-see them myself. Mr. Warren is no worse, and they are doing very well. I
-gave Alice some work, too, paying her in advance.”
-
-“So, on the whole, you think I had better spend the evening with you,”
-said Mr. Howland, playfully interrupting her, as he saw that one of his
-clerks was desirous of speaking to him.
-
-“Most certainly I do,” she answered laughingly, as she passed into the
-street.
-
-And so that night, while her father slept, poor Alice Warren trimmed her
-little lamp, and with a heavy heart sat down to work upon the costly
-garment, every thread of which seemed interwoven with memories of the
-mother, who had bought it for her. Occasionally, too, she lifted up her
-head, and listened for the footsteps which now but seldom came that way,
-for only once had Mr. Howland been there since her father’s illness, and
-brushing away a tear, she sighed:
-
-“He does not care for such as we.”
-
-That afternoon she had heard the rumor that the proud Miss Huntington
-was to be his wife, and though the idea that she, little Alice Warren,
-could ever be aught to him, had never entered her mind, the news
-affected her painfully, and as she sat alone that night, the world
-seemed darker, drearier than it had ever been before, while the future
-home of Richard Howland’s bride looked very pleasant to her.
-
-“Alice,” came faintly from her father, and in a moment Alice was at his
-side. “Alice, are you sewing to-night?”
-
-“Yes, father, I am sewing.”
-
-“But I thought you finished the vest this afternoon. What are you doing
-now?”
-
-Alice hesitated. She could not tell him she had sold her party dress,
-neither would she tell him a lie, so she finally said:
-
-“Adelaide came here while you slept, and I am fixing a dress for her to
-wear to Mrs. Hayes’ party. She gave me a dollar for it, too, and
-to-morrow I shall buy you the wine which Dr. Martin says you need, and
-maybe I’ll get you some oranges, too. Would you like some oranges,
-father?”
-
-“Yes, yes,” the tremulous voice replied, and the childish old man cried,
-as he thought that to-morrow he would have the wine and the oranges,
-too.
-
-The morrow came, and with it came the delicacies so long desired. But
-the sick man scarcely tasted them; “some other time he might want them
-more,” he said, and with a feeling of disappointment Alice put them
-away, while her father, turning wearily upon his pillow, prayed that the
-deep, dark waters, through which he instinctively felt that he must ere
-long pass, might not be suffered to overflow.
-
-But to Alice there came no forebodings like these. She only knew her
-father was very sick, and she fancied that the luxuries to which he had
-been accustomed would make him well again.
-
-So with untiring patience she worked on, thinking how the money which
-Adelaide was to pay her should be expended for her father’s comfort.
-
-Alas for the poor little girl, who, just as it was growing dark on the
-night of the party, folded carefully the finished dress, and then stole
-softly to her father’s bedside, to see if he were sleeping. He was
-very—very pale, and on his face there was a look like that of her dead
-mother.
-
-But Alice was not alarmed. She had never thought it possible for him to
-die, so quiet, so gentle, so uncomplaining he seemed.
-
-“Father” she said, “can you stay alone while I carry Adelaide her dress?
-She is to pay me more than that dollar, and I will buy you ever so many
-nice things.”
-
-“By and by,” he whispered, “it is early yet,” and drawing Alice to him,
-he talked to her of her mother, who, he said, seemed very near to him
-that night—so near that he could almost feel her soft hand clasp his
-own, just as it used to do in the happy days gone by. And while he
-talked the darkness in the room increased—the clock struck six, and
-releasing his daughter Mr. Warren bade her go.
-
-“He felt better,” he said, “and was not afraid to stay alone.”
-
-“You must sleep till I return. I shall not be gone long,” were Alice’s
-parting words, and going out, she walked rapidly in the direction of
-Mrs. Huntington’s.
-
-In a very unamiable mood Adelaide met her at the door, chiding her for
-her delay, and saying:
-
-“I began to think you were never coming.”
-
-“Father has been worse, and I could not work so fast,” was Alice’s meek
-reply, as she followed Adelaide into the sitting-room, helping her try
-on the dress, which the petulant young lady declared:
-
-Didn’t fit within a mile! It was too high in the neck—too long in the
-waist—too short in the skirt, and must be fixed before it was decent to
-wear!
-
-“Oh, I can’t leave father so long,” said Alice, in dismay, as she
-thought how much there was to be done.
-
-“I’ll risk him,” returned Adelaide. “Any way, when I hire anything done
-I expect it to suit me, or I don’t pay, of course.”
-
-This remark was well-timed, for Alice could not go back without the
-money, and with a heavy heart she sat down to her task. But the tears
-blinded her eyes, and so impeded her progress that the clock struck
-eight before her work was done.
-
-“Now, put these flowers in my hair, and tie my sash just as yours was
-tied,” said the heartless Adelaide, as she saw Alice about to put on her
-bonnet.
-
-In a box which stood upon the table lay the bead purse, and glancing at
-that Alice did whatever was required of her, nor scarcely felt a pang
-when at last the toilet was completed, and Adelaide Huntington stood
-before her arrayed in the selfsame dress which she had worn but two
-short years ago.
-
-“I meant you should dress me all the time,” said Adelaide, glancing
-complacently at herself in the mirror. “I meant you should dress
-me—mother knows so little about such matters, and then, too, she is sick
-up stairs with a violent headache, but I do not need you any longer—what
-are you waiting for?” she continued, as Alice made no movement to go.
-
-“I am waiting for the money which I want so much to-night,” answered
-Alice.
-
-“Ah, yes, the money,” said Adelaide, making a feint to examine the
-purse, which she knew was empty.
-
-Alice knew it, too, all too soon, and sinking down upon a little stool
-she cried aloud:
-
-“What shall we do? The wood is almost gone, and I baked the last cake
-to-night. Oh, father, father, what will you do to-morrow?”
-
-Adelaide Huntington was not hard-hearted enough to be unmoved by this
-appeal, and forgetting entirely the soap, she glided from the room to
-which she soon returned, bringing a basket of food for Alice, whom she
-comforted with the assurance that she should be paid as soon as
-possible.
-
-“I’d no idea they were so poor,” said Adelaide to herself, as the door
-closed upon Alice. “I wish he would send the money so I could pay the
-debt and have it off my mind.”
-
-Just then the village omnibus stopped at the door, and Adelaide ran for
-a moment to show her mother how she looked, then gathering up the folds
-of her rich lace skirt, and throwing on her shawl, she entered the
-carriage and was soon riding toward the scene of gayety, while Alice
-Warren was hurrying home, a nameless terror creeping into her heart, and
-vaguely whispering that the morrow, for which she had been so anxious,
-might bring her a sorrow such as orphans only know.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.
- THE FIGURE ON THE HEARTHSTONE.
-
-
-For a while after Alice left him, Mr. Warren lay perfectly quiet, trying
-to number the minutes, by counting each tick of the clock, and wondering
-if it were not time for Alice to return. While thus engaged he fell
-asleep, and when at last he woke there was a death-like faintness at his
-heart; his lips were dry and parched, and he felt a strong desire for
-water with which to quench his burning thirst.
-
-“Alice,” he said feebly, “Alice, is that you? are you here?” but to his
-call there came no answer, and throughout the room there was heard no
-sound save the steady ticking of the clock.
-
-Why then did the blind man raise himself upon his elbow and roll his
-sightless eyes around the silent apartment. Did he hear aught in the
-deep stillness? He thought he did—ay, he was sure he did, and again he
-called:
-
-“Alice, Alice, are you here?”
-
-But Alice made him no reply, and as the minutes went by, the sick man
-grew delirious, talking of the past, which seemed present with him now.
-Then, as reason for a moment returned, he moaned:
-
-“Oh, Alice, will you never come? The fire is going out and I am growing
-cold. Oh, must I die alone at last?”
-
-No, not alone; for, crouched upon the hearthstone, there sat a human
-form. It was the figure of a man—a dark, hard-featured man; and often,
-as the wailing cry came from the humble bed, it bowed its head upon its
-hands and wept. Carefully, stealthily through the door it had come while
-Mr. Warren slept, and the deep black eyes, which glowed at first like
-coals of living fire, grew dim with tears as, glancing hurriedly around
-the room, they saw how poor it was.
-
-“Isn’t there somebody here with me?” the sick man said at last, as his
-quick ear caught the sound of breathing. “Speak, isn’t there somebody
-here?” he continued, while the figure on the hearthstone glided
-noiselessly to the bedside, where it stood erect, gazing pitifully upon
-the white, worn face which, with the lamp-light shining on it, seemed of
-a deathly hue.
-
-It was a strange sight, that statue standing there so silently, and that
-blind old man trying in vain to penetrate the darkness and learn who it
-was that stood there beside him. Raising himself at last in bed, and
-stretching out his arm, he touched a hand colder even than his own, for
-guilt and fear had chilled the blood of him who remained immovable,
-while the trembling fingers passed nervously over the face, through the
-hair, down the side, until they reached the left hand, from whose
-fore-finger a joint was gone. That missing joint, though we have made no
-mention of it heretofore, was well remembered by Hugo Warren, and it
-needed but this proof to tell him who was there.
-
-“William Huntington,” he hoarsely whispered, and falling back upon his
-pillow, he wiped the drops of perspiration from his face, for the
-presence of that man, coming to him thus, awakened all the bitter
-memories of the past. “William Huntington,” he gasped, “why are you here
-on this night of all others, when my lost wife seems present with me,
-and my ruined hopes pass in sad review before my mind. Say, have you
-come to add the last drop in the brimming bucket?”
-
-There was a moment’s silence, and then, falling upon his knees, William
-Huntington made answer to the man he had so wronged.
-
-“I did not come to insult you, but rather to seek the forgiveness which
-I know I do not merit. Only say that you forgive me, Mr. Warren—let me
-once hold your hand in token of reconciliation, and then do with me what
-you will. A life within a felon’s cell is preferable far, to the remorse
-which I have carried with me for two long, dreary years. Say, will you
-not forgive me?” he continued, and the strong man’s voice was choked
-with tears.
-
-“Forgive you, William,” Mr. Warren replied, “I might perhaps forgive
-you, were my fortune all you wrested from me, but when I think of my
-lost Helen, my heart is turned to steel, for you killed her, William
-Huntington—you killed my precious wife.”
-
-“Yes, yes, it was my base act which killed her, it is true, still I have
-made you some amends. I saved your daughter’s life, you know, else I had
-never dared to seek your face again,” said Mr. Huntington, interrupting
-him.
-
-“You saved Alice’s life?” the excited man rejoined, and the hand which
-had withdrawn itself beneath the bed-clothes now came forth again,
-feeling eagerly for the bowed head, on which it rested forgivingly,
-while he continued, “It was you, then who took her from the river, and
-laid her in my arms—you who saved me from a darker night than any I have
-ever known. Yes, William, because you did this good to me, you are
-forgiven, fully, freely forgiven—but why have you not told of it before?
-Where have you been, and did your family know aught of this?”
-
-“My family know aught of this?” repeated Mr. Huntington. “Can it be I am
-deceived?” and then, with the shaking hand still resting on his head, he
-told how he had wandered far and wide, seeking rest and finding none,
-for ever present to his mind was a white-haired, sightless man, weeping,
-o’er his pale, dead wife.
-
-In the far off California land he had dug for gold, vainly hoping by
-this means some time to make amends for the ruin he had wrought. At
-last, as the burden of remorse grew heavier to bear, he sought his home
-to see once more the faces of his wife and child, hoping, too, that the
-forgiveness he so much desired might be obtained.
-
-“I found them here,” said he—“found my wife and Adelaide working hard
-and secretly, lest the world should know how poor they were. I met my
-daughter first, and Heaven forgive me if I do her wrong, I thought she
-was not glad to see me. I questioned her of you, and learned that you
-were here, too, and very poor. You were fully determined, she said, to
-revenge yourself on me should I ever be found, and she urged me not to
-let my presence here be known, until she had tried to procure for me
-your forgiveness. My wife did not seem to understand your feelings, for
-she had never seen you, and she wished me to remain; but my daughter’s
-fears and my own dread of a convict’s fate prevailed, and trusting to
-Adelaide’s promise that she would eventually obtain your pardon for me,
-I left them again and became a second time a wanderer. I intended to
-take the cars at West Oakland, and was following the course of the
-river, when, pausing for a moment to rest, I saw you approaching, and
-hid behind the alders, one moment resolving to throw myself at your
-feet, and again fearing to do so, for guilt had made me cowardly and
-weak. The rest of that day’s incidents you know. I saved your daughter’s
-life, but I dared not speak, lest I should be betrayed. My wet clothes
-made it necessary for me to return to the house, where I told what I had
-done, and asked if this would not atone. My wife said yes, but Adelaide
-was fearful still. She would see you herself, she said, and she did see
-you that very day, but you refused. ‘The law must take its course,’ you
-said, ‘even though I saved a hundred lives.’”
-
-“Never! so help me Heaven!” Mr. Warren exclaimed. “Such words as those
-never passed my lips, and till this moment I knew not who it was that
-saved my child. Forgive me, William, but she lied, that girl Adelaide.
-There was treachery in her voice when she sat at my feet and asked me
-not to tell of your misdeeds, lest disgrace should fall on her. People
-thought her mother was a widow, she said, and she would rather they
-should not know that you ran away to escape a prison home.”
-
-“Oh, Adelaide, my child, my child, why did you thus deceive me?” the
-wretched father groaned, while Mr. Warren continued:
-
-“I never tried to find you, William, or sought to do you harm; but go on
-and tell me where you have been since that time.”
-
-“I remained at home a day or two, hiding from the sight of men,” Mr.
-Huntington replied, “and then one night I went away, thinking to make
-for my family a home in the distant West, where you would never find me.
-But no spot could be home to me with that load upon my mind, so at last
-I determined to see you myself, and beg for your forgiveness. They think
-me far away, my wife and Adelaide, for I only paused a moment at their
-door. Looking through the half-closed blind I saw your daughter there,
-and knowing that you must be alone I hastened on, entering your dwelling
-while you slept, and now it remains for you to do with me what you
-will.”
-
-“Nothing, William, I shall do nothing—only raise me up, my breath is
-going from me,” Mr. Warren gasped.
-
-The faintness he had experienced once before had returned again, brought
-on by the excitement of what he had heard, and Mr. Huntington, when he
-saw the corpse-like pallor stealing over his face, feared that he was
-dying. He was not afraid of death, but the world, he knew, was a
-suspicious one, and he would rather the man he had so wronged should not
-die alone with him. Just then he heard without, a footstep coming near,
-and thinking it must be Alice, he hurried to the door, exclaiming:
-
-“Be quick! your father, I fear, is dying!”
-
-In a moment the person thus addressed stood at Mr. Warren’s bedside, and
-when the fainting man came back to consciousness he whispered softly:
-
-“God bless you, Mr. Howland, for coming here again.”
-
-It was Richard Howland who stood there side by side with one whom he
-readily recognized as the stranger who had saved the life of Alice
-Warren. He had started for the party, going through the hollow as the
-shortest route, and was passing Mr. Warren’s gate, when the words, “Be
-quick! your father, I fear, is dying,” arrested his attention, bringing
-him at once into the presence of the blind man whom he had so long
-neglected.
-
-“I did not know you were so ill,” he was about to say, when Alice
-entered the room.
-
-“Father,” she cried, bounding to his side, “are you worse?” and then, as
-her eyes fell upon Mr. Huntington, the hot blood stained her face and
-neck, for she knew who he was, and marveled much that he was there.
-
-“Alice,” said Mr. Warren, “I have forgiven William Huntington because he
-saved your life, though he dared not let us know it then, for Adelaide
-had said I thirsted for revenge. He has suffered much, my child, and
-you, I am sure, will sanction my forgiveness.”
-
-It was in vain that Alice attempted to speak, so astonished was she at
-what she had heard, and, misinterpreting her silence, Mr. Huntington
-advanced toward her, saying, imploringly:
-
-“Hear, me, young lady, and you will perhaps be willing to forgive.”
-
-Then very rapidly he repeated in substance the story he had told her
-father, touching as lightly as possible on Adelaide’s duplicity, but
-still making the matter plain to Alice and clear to him, who, with
-clasped hands and wildly beating heart, listened breathlessly to the
-strange tale he heard. Richard Howland was undeceived at last, and the
-girl he had almost loved was revealed to him in her true character, as
-an artful, designing woman. The father, who he supposed was dead, stood
-there, a living, breathing man, identical, he was sure, with the agent
-of whom he had often heard, and, worse than all, the people against whom
-she had breathed her dark insinuations, were innocent of evil; the wrong
-was on the other side, and he had been her dupe; had even thought it
-possible to call that girl his wife. His wife! how he loathed the very
-idea now that he knew her guilt, and how his conscience smote him for
-having ever wronged in thought the helpless old blind man and his
-gentle, fair-haired daughter. They had suffered, too, from his neglect,
-but he could make amends for that, and his heart went out in pity toward
-Alice as he contrasted her former life with her present dreary lot. The
-party was forgotten, and while Adelaide, in a most impatient mood,
-watched each fresh arrival, he, for whom she watched in vain, smoothed
-the tumbled pillow, bathed the burning brow, or brought the cooling
-draught, and then spoke words of comfort to the weeping Alice, who read
-upon his face, and that of Mr. Huntington, a confirmation of her fears.
-
-But not that night did Mr. Warren die, though the physician, for whom
-Mr. Huntington was sent, would give no hope. The disease had assumed a
-most alarming form, he said, and Mr. Howland’s hand rested pityingly on
-the bowed head of the young girl who was soon to be an orphan. The
-morning came, and then, as it was necessary for him to go home for a
-time, he left both father and child to the care of Mr. Huntington,
-promising to send down one of his domestics, and to return himself ere
-long.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.
- REVELATIONS.
-
-
-The morning train from Albany had thundered through the town, and Mr.
-Howland was about returning to the hollow, when hasty footsteps were
-heard in the hall, and in a moment his sister stood before him. She had
-traveled night and day since leaving Milwaukee, she said, but she didn’t
-mind it at all, she was so impatient to be at home and tell him what she
-had heard, and, without so much as untying her bonnet, Miss Elinor
-continued:
-
-“I told you all the time they were impostors—but men have so little
-sense. I’m glad I ain’t a man, though if I were, no woman would ever
-impose on me as that Adelaide has on you. Why, instead of taking music
-lessons, as she pretends to do, she goes to Springfield after work, and
-the satchel you more than once carried for her, had in it vests and
-shirts, and mercy knows what—tell me that wasn’t a wristband I saw under
-the lounge. I guess I know a wristband. They are just as poor as they
-can be, and sew for Mr. Lincoln’s store in Springfield, for Mrs.
-Lincoln’s cousin told me so. I met her in Milwaukee, and when she knew I
-was from Oakland, she spoke of Adelaide, and asked me if I knew her. I
-told her yes, and then she asked if she were married yet, saying she
-hoped she was, for it seemed a pity that a stylish-looking girl like her
-should be obliged to sew for a living. Of course I questioned her,
-learning what I’ve told you, and, worse than all the rest, Adelaide made
-this lady believe that she was going to marry a very wealthy man, who
-had a most delightful home, with one incumbrance, which she should soon
-manage to dispose of, and that incumbrance was a dried-up old maid
-sister! Do you hear that, Richard Howland? A dried-up old maid sister.
-That means me!” and the highly scandalized lady walked up and down the
-room, upsetting, in her wrath, both her traveling basket and band-box,
-which last in a measure diverted her attention, for no woman, whether
-married or single, can think of anything else when her “best bonnet” is
-in danger.
-
-Picking up the box, and assuring herself that its contents were
-unharmed, she continued:
-
-“Why don’t you say something, Richard? Are you not surprised at what I
-have told you?”
-
-“Not particularly,” he answered, and coming to her side he repeated to
-her the story he had heard from Adelaide’s own father, so long supposed
-to be dead.
-
-“The trollop! the jade!” ejaculated Miss Elinor. “I understand her
-perfectly. She wished to keep up appearances, and make her father stay
-away until she became your wife, and you couldn’t help yourself.
-Dried-up old maid, indeed! I’ll teach her to call me names. But what of
-Mr. Warren and little Alice? I’ll go to them at once,” and
-notwithstanding her recent fatiguing journey, the energetic woman
-started for the hollow, saying to her brother, who accompanied her, “I
-am determined upon one thing, Richard. If Mr. Warren dies, Alice will
-live with us and have the best chamber, too. Poor little creature, how
-she must have suffered.”
-
-They found both Mr. Warren and Alice asleep, but Miss Elinor’s kiss
-awoke the latter, who uttered a cry of joy at the sight of her friend
-and benefactress. The sick man, too, ere long, awoke, but only to doze
-again, and as the day wore on he continued in a state of stupor, from
-which it was difficult to rouse him. Just before the sun was setting,
-however, consciousness returned, and he asked for Alice, who in a moment
-was at his side. Winding his arm lovingly around her neck, he prayed
-that the God of the fatherless would not forsake her when she should be
-alone.
-
-“I am going from you, Alice,” he said, “going to your mother, who has
-waited for me all day, and the pain of death would scarce be felt did I
-know what would become of you.”
-
-“Tell him, Richard,” whispered Miss Elinor, and advancing to the
-bedside, Mr. Howland said:
-
-“Your daughter shall live with me when you are gone.”
-
-“God bless you,” came feebly from the dying man, while the fair head
-resting on his bosom was a moment uplifted, and Mr. Howland never forgot
-the grateful, glad expression of the soft blue eyes which looked into
-his face.
-
-“I, too, will care for Alice so long as my life is spared,” said Mr.
-Huntington, who had been there all the day, and again from the white
-lips a faint “God bless you” came.
-
-Slowly toward the western horizon sank the setting sun, and when at last
-his farewell beams looked into that room of death, they shone on the
-frosty hair and still white face of one who was no longer blind, for to
-him the light of a better world had been revealed, and the eyes so long
-in darkness here were opened to the glories of the New Jerusalem.
-
-Every necessary care was bestowed upon the dead, and then, leaving the
-orphaned Alice in Miss Elinor’s arms, with Mr. Howland standing near and
-speaking to her an occasional word of comfort, Mr. Huntington started
-for his home, walking slowly, sadly; for his heart was full of
-sorrow—sorrow for the dead and sorrow for his only child, who had so
-cruelly deceived him. What her motive was he could not guess, unless it
-were that she dreaded the disgrace his presence might bring upon her,
-and when he thought of this, he half resolved to leave her forever, but
-love for his wife prevailed, and with an aching heart he kept on his
-way.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Restless and impatient Adelaide had passed the day in wondering what had
-happened to Mr. Howland, and why he was not at the party. She had
-confidently expected him there, but he had disappointed her, and the
-lace dress with which she hoped to impress him was worn for naught.
-
-“Parties were bores, anyway,” she said, “and she hoped she should never
-attend another so long as her name was Adelaide Huntington.”
-
-In this unamiable mood she fretted until late in the afternoon, when old
-Peggy, who had been sent on an errand to the village, returned, bringing
-the news that Mr. Warren was not expected to live, and that she saw Mr.
-Howland entering the door as she passed. Then lowering her voice to a
-whisper, she continued:
-
-“Right up against the window was a man’s head, which looked so like your
-father that I stopped a little, hoping he would turn his face one side,
-but he didn’t, and I came along.”
-
-“My father,” repeated Adelaide, “isn’t within a hundred miles of here.”
-
-Still the idea troubled her even more than the news of Mr. Warren’s
-illness, and after old Peggy left the room, she turned to her mother
-saying:
-
-“Wouldn’t it be mean if father had come back and gone to see Mr.
-Warren?”
-
-“I suppose it would be right, though,” returned her mother, while
-Adelaide continued:
-
-“Right or wrong, nobody wants him turning up bodily just yet, for Mr.
-Howland is so squeamish about a little deception that any chance of
-winning him would be rather slim, if he knew father was not dead as he
-believes him to be. If I secure him before he finds it out, he can’t
-help himself, and I wish he’d either propose or let it alone. I declare,
-mother, I think it is your duty as a prudent, careful parent to ask what
-his intentions are. You can tell him there is a great deal of talk about
-his coming here so much, and unless he is serious, you prefer that he
-should discontinue his visits, hinting, of course, that you fear my
-affections are already too deeply enlisted for my future happiness
-should he not be in earnest. Say, mother, will you tell him this when he
-comes again?”
-
-Mrs. Huntington at first refused, but Adelaide’s entreaties finally
-prevailed, and it was decided that when Mr. Howland next visited them he
-should be questioned concerning his intentions.
-
-“Oh, I hope he’ll come to-night,” said Adelaide, and feeling confident
-that he would, she made some changes in her dress, smoothed her glossy
-hair, and then, just as it was growing dark, lay down upon the lounge,
-building castles of the future, and wondering if she should be Adelaide
-Huntington one year from that day.
-
-As she lay thus, she heard the gate open and shut—a heavy footstep was
-coming up the walk, and thinking it must be Mr. Howland she assumed a
-half reclining posture, which she fancied was careless and graceful, and
-then awaited the appearance of her expected visitor. He did not ring,
-and she heard his step in the hall. Nearer and nearer he came, his hand
-was on the knob, and as the door swung back the large black eyes, which
-turned at first so eagerly in that direction, flashed their surprise and
-anger, not on Richard Howland, but on William Huntington, who keenly
-felt the coldness of his welcome.
-
-“Father,” she exclaimed, “where did you come from?”
-
-“I came from Mr. Warren’s,” he answered. “He is dead, but I have been
-forgiven, and can once more walk the earth a free and fearless man.
-Adelaide,” he continued, and in the tone of his voice and gleam of his
-eye there was something which made the guilty girl tremble, “I have
-heard that of you which fills me with grief. Oh, my child, how could you
-so shamefully deceive me?”
-
-“What do you mean?” she asked, in well-feigned surprise, for she would
-not admit anything until she knew how far she was implicated.
-
-Very briefly her father repeated to her what he had heard from Mr.
-Warren, and then awaited her answer. At first she thought to deny the
-charge, but she dared not give the lie to one then lying dead not far
-away, so she remained silent, trying in vain to frame some excuse with
-which to appease her father, and also to find some way of again binding
-Alice to secrecy, so that Mr. Howland should never hear of her
-falsehoods. He would, perhaps, excuse her deception with regard to her
-father when she told him, as she should do, that she had done it for the
-sake of her mother, who could not endure to have the matter known, and
-if the rest were kept from him, all might yet end well.
-
-At that moment she remembered what Peggy had said, and with a faint
-voice she asked:
-
-“Does any one know this but yourself?”
-
-“Mr. Warren’s daughter knows it,” he returned. “And the young
-man—Howland is his name—knows it, too, for he was there all night and
-heard my conversation with Alice.”
-
-“Mr. Howland!” Adelaide fairly screamed, and in the terrified expression
-of her face the motive for her conduct was revealed to her father, who
-rather enjoyed than otherwise the passionate tears of anger and
-mortification which she shed at finding herself thus betrayed to one
-whom she had loved as well as such as she could love.
-
-“I understand you perfectly,” said Mr. Huntington, advancing toward her
-as she lay weeping on the lounge, “and your punishment is just; for a
-child who can abuse its father as you have abused me, ought never to be
-the wife of a man like Mr. Howland. I will not reproach you further with
-your guilt,” he continued, “for your sin has found you out, and I leave
-you to your own reflections.”
-
-So saying, he passed on in quest of his wife, whose welcome to the
-repentant man was far more cordial than that of his daughter had been.
-
-Adelaide was, indeed, sorely punished, for all hope of winning Mr.
-Howland was gone, and, as the days wore on, she experienced more and
-more that the way of the transgressor is hard.
-
-The story of Mr. Huntington’s existence and return to his family
-circulated rapidly, and with it, hand in hand, went the rumor of the
-wrong he had once done to the blind man, who by the people of Oakland
-was honored more in death than he had been in life, for they came in
-crowds to his funeral, gazing pityingly at the white face of the dead,
-and then staring curiously at the dark-browed stranger who was said to
-be William Huntington. Adelaide was not there, for Miss Elinor, a little
-given to gossip, it may be, had kindly remembered her, and numerous were
-the exaggerated stories afloat concerning the deception she had
-practiced both upon her father and the villagers. Like most people she
-had one so-called friend who dutifully kept her informed with regard to
-all that was said concerning her, and completely overwhelmed with shame
-and mortification, she resolved to keep herself secluded at home, where
-she vented her disappointment in harsh language and bitter tears,
-particularly when, on the day succeeding the funeral, she heard that
-Miss Elinor had taken Alice to live with her.
-
-But little did Miss Elinor care for her anger. The world to her was
-brighter now than it had been for many years, and with something of a
-mother’s love, her heart went out toward the orphan to whom she had
-given a home. Adelaide, however, was not forgotten, and the good lady
-was certainly excusable if, when riding with her protege, she did
-frequently order Jim to take them round to High Street, bidding him
-drive slowly past the house of the Huntingtons. But if in this way she
-thought to obtain a glimpse of Adelaide, she was mistaken, for the young
-lady was never visible, though, safely hidden behind the curtain, she
-herself seldom failed to see the carriage and the little figure in
-black, who she instinctively felt would some day be her rival.
-
-The bitterest drop of all in Adelaide’s cup of mortification was the
-knowledge that Mr. Howland had once thought to make her his wife, for he
-told her so in a letter written three weeks subsequent to Mr. Warren’s
-death. It is true he had never committed himself by words, but he had
-done so by actions, and honor demanded an explanation. So he wrote at
-last, and though it was a most polite and gentlemanly note, its contents
-stung her to her inmost soul, and casting it into the fire she watched
-it as it turned to ashes, feeling the while as if her own heart were
-charred and blistered with its load of guilt and shame. There were no
-more trips to Springfield now, for concealment of labor was no longer
-necessary, and the satchel Miss Elinor taunted her brother with having
-carried so often, lay useless upon the closet shelf.
-
-“I’ll die before I’ll do that—father may support us,” Adelaide had said
-when her mother suggested that they take in sewing from Mr. Howland’s
-store.
-
-And Mr. Huntington did do his best toward maintaining his family, but
-popular opinion was against him. He had defrauded his employer once—he
-might do so again—and so all looked upon him with distrust, making it
-sometimes very hard for him to procure even the common necessaries of
-life. His health, too, had become impaired, both by exposure and the
-mental anguish he had so long endured, and night after night his labored
-breathing and hacking cough smote painfully on the ear of his wife,
-whose love no circumstances could destroy.
-
-One morning, toward the middle of February, he left them as usual, but
-he was soon brought back with a broken limb, which he had received from
-a fall upon the ice. For him to work was now impossible, and Adelaide no
-longer objected when her mother proposed that Peggy should be sent for
-sewing to Mr. Howland, who gave it to her readily, manifesting much
-concern for Mr. Huntington, whom Peggy represented as being in a most
-deplorable condition.
-
-Two or three days afterward, as he was leaving the store, he received a
-message from the sick man, who wished to see him, and in a short time he
-stood at the bedside of Mr. Huntington, who told, in a few words, why he
-had been sent for.
-
-They could not keep that house—they must rent a cheaper one, and if no
-tenant for the brown house in the hollow had been obtained, would Mr.
-Howland let him have it? He would try hard when he got well to pay the
-rent, and the strong man’s eyes filled with tears, just as little Alice
-Warren’s had done when words similar to these escaped her lips.
-
-Yes, he could have it, Mr. Howland said, and the sum he asked for it was
-just what Mr. Warren had paid; then fearing lest Adelaide by chance
-should enter the room, he hastened away, pondering upon the changes
-which a few short weeks had brought to the haughty girl, who, when she
-heard of her father’s arrangement, flew into a violent rage, declaring
-she would kill herself before she’d live in that little shanty.
-
-But neither her wrath nor her tears could shake her father’s
-determination, and when the first April sun had set, and the warm spring
-moon had risen, wretched, hopeless and weary, Adelaide Huntington crept
-up to her bed beneath the rafters, covering her head with the sheet,
-lest she should see the white-haired, sightless specter, which, to her
-disordered fancy, seemed haunting that low-roofed dwelling.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI.
- NATURAL CONSEQUENCES.
-
-
-It is summer again—“the leafy month of June”—and in the spacious,
-well-kept grounds of Richard Howland hundreds of roses are blossoming,
-but none so fair and beautiful to the owner of these grounds as the rose
-which blossoms within the house—the brighthaired, gentle Alice, who,
-when the grief-laden clouds of adversity were overshadowing her life,
-did not dream that she could ever be as happy as she is in her new home.
-The grass-grown grave in the quiet valley is not neglected, nor he who
-rests there forgotten, but though her tears fall often on the sod, she
-cannot wish the blind man back in a world which was so truly dark to
-him.
-
-And Alice has learned to be happy in her luxurious home—happy in the
-tender love which Miss Elinor ever lavishes upon her, and happy, too, in
-the quiet brother-like affection of him who seems to her the embodiment
-of every manly virtue. He does not talk often with her, for Richard
-Howland deals not so much in words as deeds, but in a thousand little
-ways he tells her he is glad to have her there. And this is all he tells
-her, so that neither she nor his more discerning sister dream how sweet
-to him is the music of the childish voice, which often in the gathering
-twilight sings some song of the olden time; nor do they know, when
-returning home at night, how wistfully he glances toward the window
-where Alice is wont to sit, and if they did know it, they could not
-fathom his meaning, for when the golden hair and bright young face is
-there, he always turns aside, lingering without, as if within there were
-no maiden fair, whose eyes of blue played wilder notes upon his
-heart-strings than the dark, proud orbs of Adelaide had ever done. Even
-he does not know he loves her, so quietly that love has come—creeping
-over him while he slept—stealing over him when he woke—whispering to him
-in the dingy counting-room, and bidding him cast frequent glances at the
-western sky, to see if it were not time that he were home. He only knows
-that he is very happy, and that his happiness is in some way connected
-with the childish form which flits before him like a sunbeam, filling
-his home with light and joy. It had never occurred to him that she might
-sometime go away, and leave in his household a void which no other one
-could fill, and when one day, toward the last of June, his sister said
-to him, “Alice has received a letter from an old friend of her mother,
-asking her to take charge of the juvenile department of a young ladies’
-seminary in B——,” he started as if he had been smitten with a heavy
-blow.
-
-“Alice teach school!” he exclaimed. “Alice go away from—me—from you, I
-mean. Preposterous! She don’t, of course, think of accepting the offer?”
-
-“Yes, she does. I’d no idea she had so much decision,” and Miss Elinor’s
-scissors cut quite a hole in the embroidery on which she has worked ever
-since we knew her. “I remonstrated when she told me she should return an
-affirmative answer, but it did no good. She never intended long to
-burden people on whom she had no claim, she said. She would rather be
-independent, and though she was very happy here, she felt it her duty to
-earn her own living, now that an opportunity was presented.”
-
-“Earn her own living,” repeated Mr. Howland, “just as though she cost
-anybody anything. There is some other reason, and if I didn’t know you
-as well as I do, I should be inclined to think the fault was with you.
-Maybe you do sometimes scold her, Elinor?” and he fixed his eyes
-inquiringly upon his sister’s face.
-
-Miss Elinor had striven hard to restrain the tears which thoughts of
-parting with her favorite induced, and thus far she had succeeded, but
-when she heard her brother’s remark, they burst forth at once.
-
-“_Me_ scold Alice?” was all she could articulate, as with a deeply
-injured air she left the room, while her brother, seizing his hat,
-hurried off to the store, where he remained the entire day, trying to
-think how it would seem to him when he knew that Alice was gone.
-
-_It didn’t seem at all_, either to him or to his clerks, for never
-before had he been so irritable and cross, finding fault with the most
-trivial matters; chiding the cash-boy for moving too fast, and the head
-clerk for moving too slow; refusing to trust the widow Simpson, whom he
-had trusted all his life, and making himself so generally disagreeable
-that the young men in his employ were not sorry when, about five
-o’clock, they saw him start for home.
-
-“I’m glad he’s gone, anyway, dern him!” muttered Check, who had been,
-perhaps, the greatest sufferer, and with a most contemptuous whistle he
-looked after the retreating figure of his master.
-
-Alice was not in the yard—nor in the parlor—nor in the house. He knew it
-by that indefinable feeling which we experience when the one we love the
-best is absent.
-
-“She had gone to walk by the river,” Miss Elinor said, when questioned,
-asking him in the same breath why he didn’t come home to dinner.
-
-“I was not hungry,” he replied. “The prospect of losing Alice has taken
-my appetite away. Do you think she would stay with us, if I were to
-adopt her as my daughter?”
-
-Miss Elinor didn’t think anything. She had not quite forgiven his unjust
-remark in the morning, and failing to obtain satisfaction from her, he
-started in quest of Alice, who, he was sure, would listen favorably to
-his plan of adoption. The tree where she and her father sat on that
-afternoon when she had come so near to death, was her favorite resort,
-and here he now found her, thinking of the coming time when she would be
-gone. It had cost her a struggle to decide the matter, but it was best,
-she thought; she could not always be dependent, and that very night she
-would answer “Yes.” But she wondered why she should feel so sad, or why
-the thought of leaving Mr. Howland should make her pain harder to bear.
-
-“I shall miss both him and his sister so much,” she unconsciously said
-aloud, “I shall miss them both, but him the most.”
-
-“Why then do you go?” came to her startled ear, and Richard Howland
-stood before her.
-
-Springing to her feet she blushed and stammered out something about the
-watch-dog Ponto, whom she should miss. But it would not do. Mr. Howland
-was not to be deceived, and in her telltale face he knew the watch-dog
-Ponto meant himself.
-
-“Alice,” said he, “sit down with me upon the bank, and tell me why you
-wish to leave us.”
-
-Alice obeyed, but neither of them spoke until Mr. Howland, growing
-suddenly very bold, wound his arm around her waist, and drew her to his
-side. It was the first time in his life he had ever found himself in a
-position like this, and though it was very novel—very strange—he liked
-it. He forgot, too, all about the adoption, and bending low, so that in
-case of an emergency his lips could touch her cheek, he whispered:
-
-“Alice—”
-
-But what else he said the murmuring river never told, neither the summer
-air which lifted the shining tresses falling over his arm, nor yet the
-little bird, which from the overhanging bough looked archly down upon
-them, shutting its round, bright eye with a knowing look as if it
-understood that scene. It did understand, and the sight of them sitting
-there thus brought to mind the dainty nest up in the maple tree, where
-its own loved mate was waiting, and when at last the maiden lifted up
-her head, it plumed its wings for flight and flew away, singing as it
-flew.
-
-“She’s won—she’s won.”
-
-That night Alice, instead of Mr. Howland, was missing from the table,
-and when Miss Elinor sought her in her room, she was surprised at the
-abruptness with which the young girl threw her arms around her neck and
-whispered:
-
-“I am happy—oh, so happy.”
-
-Then, with the twilight shadows gathering around, Alice told her story
-to the wondering lady, who in her joy forgave her brother for his unjust
-insinuation, and folding the orphan girl lovingly in her arms, she told
-her how gladly she should welcome her as a sister. It was known ere long
-all over town that the wealthy Mr. Howland was to wed the blind man’s
-daughter, and the rude brown rafters of the cottage in the hollow never
-witnessed so fierce a storm of passion and of tears as on the night when
-first to Adelaide came tidings that the man she so much loved had given
-himself to another. To William Huntington, however, the news brought joy
-and gladness. He had recovered from his broken limb, but his health did
-not improve, and now he seldom left his home. Still he did whatever he
-could do for his family, and the little yard in front of his house was
-filled with flowers, which he tended with the utmost care, and sold in
-small bouquets to such of the villagers as wished to buy. When he heard
-that Alice was to be a bride ere the summer days were gone, he set apart
-his choicest flowers, watching them with jealous care, and experiencing
-a childish delight in thinking how he would form a rare bouquet, worthy
-of her to whom it should be given.
-
-There was no reason why the marriage should be delayed, Mr. Howland
-said, and so one balmy night, when the harvest moon was in its infancy,
-St. Luke’s Church was filled to overflowing, and the same man, who, over
-Hugo Warren’s grave, had read the burial service, now spoke the solemn
-words which made one flesh of two. And when the rite was ended and Alice
-was a bride, from the three towers of Oakland there rang a merry peal,
-for Mr. Howland was greatly honored by the citizens who thus would keep
-his wedding night.
-
-Across the grassy meadow, up the wooded hill, and down into the hollow,
-floated the music of those bells, awakening an answering note of joy in
-every heart save that of the wretched Adelaide, who, grinding her teeth
-together, fled to her lonely garret and stuffed cotton in her ears, so
-as to shut out the hateful sound, which told her of her rival’s
-happiness. Anon, and from the rocky heights which overlooked the town,
-and from the village green, there shone a lurid light. Bonfires had been
-kindled by the workmen from the factory and shop, and among the boys who
-danced around the blazing fire, none threw his hat so high or cut so
-many antics as did the little Check, who in his bran-new suit, the gift
-of Mr. Howland, forgot his grievances on that memorable day when his
-master tried to see how it would seem, to live without Alice Warren.
-
-From her window Adelaide looked out upon the scene, shedding bitter
-tears of envy and of rage, then, wishing she had never seen the light of
-day she sought her solitary pillow and cried herself to sleep, while the
-song and the dance moved joyously on, and the gentle bride, in her robes
-of white, looked lovingly up to him who was her all in all. Nor were the
-inmates of the brown house in the hollow forgotten by Alice in her
-prosperity. From Mr. Huntington she had received a beautiful bouquet; it
-was all, save his blessing, that he had to give, he said, and Alice
-prized it the more when she knew how carefully he had watched each
-opening bud, shielding it alike from storm and noonday heat.
-
-“I will remember him for this,” she thought, and many a timely gift
-found its way to the brown cottage where it was sorely needed, for as
-the fall advanced Mr. Huntington grew worse, and to the other labors of
-his family was added the task of ministering to him and providing for
-his wants.
-
-As yet, no rent for the cottage had been paid, and Miss Elinor, when she
-remembered the ugly name which Adelaide had called her, secretly wished
-she might be turned into the street. But her brother was more forgiving,
-and when Alice’s birthday came, he gave her the brown house in the
-hollow, telling her playfully that she must collect the rent of her own
-property!
-
-“And I _would_ do it too,” spoke up Miss Elinor, who, nevertheless, was
-just as sure then of what Alice intended to do as she was next morning
-when she saw upon her sister’s writing-desk a receipt in full for the
-rent, and heard Alice bid a servant take it, with sundry other things,
-to the brown house in the hollow as a Christmas gift from her.
-
-Surely it is more blessed to give than to receive, and the prayer which
-the sick man breathed for Alice Howland was worth far more to her than
-the paltry sum which she had lost by doing what she did. Adelaide, too,
-was softened, for the pangs of poverty were beginning to be keenly felt,
-and when the servant turned to go, she said to him, with quivering lip:
-
-“Tell Mrs. Howland that _I_ thank her.”
-
-Another year has nearly gone, and from the windows of the cottage there
-shines a glimmering light, while gathered round the hearth three lonely
-women sit. They are now indeed alone—the bed in the corner is empty—the
-husband and father is gone. When the last May flowers were blooming, and
-the voice of spring was on the hills, strong men carried him out into
-the open air, and in the village churchyard, not far from Hugo Warren’s
-grave, they laid the weary one to rest. William Huntington had saved the
-life of Richard Howland’s wife, and for this reason his family were not
-neglected, though Miss Elinor took good care that not enough assistance
-should be given to them “to keep the trollop, Adelaide, from working.”
-
-In Richard Howland’s home all is joy and gladness, and though the
-curtains of one room are dropped, and the blinds are closely shut, it is
-only because the fussy old nurse will have it so, and not because the
-young mother is in any danger now. In the crib there sleeps a sturdy
-boy, and the bottom of his cambric petticoat is trimmed with the
-veritable embroidery which we have often seen in the hands of Miss
-Elinor, who is the baby’s aunt.
-
-She had fully expected that it would bear her name, but it proved a
-Betsey Trotwood affair, and when the Christmas bells are ringing, and
-the star of Bethlehem gleams on the walls of the old stone church, she
-will stand as sponsor for the little boy, to whom in memory of the blind
-man now singing to the praise of Bethlehem’s child, will be given the
-name of “Hugo Warren.”
-
-
- THE END
- OF
- ALICE AND ADELAIDE.
-
-
-
-
- RED-BIRD.
- A BROWN COTTAGE STORY.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
- INTRODUCTORY.
-
-
-It was Christmas morning, and everywhere the merry bells were ringing
-and telling again the story, which, though more than eighteen hundred
-years old, is always sweet, always new—the story of Bethlehem’s babe,
-for whose birthday we keep the Christmas-tide. All over the northern
-hills the December snow was lying, and the wind was sharp and cold as it
-went singing past the windows of the houses where so many eager, happy
-children ate their Christmas cakes, or counted their Christmas toys. But
-far away in the south land it was like summer still, and the
-orange-trees were fresh, and green, and beautiful, with the yellow fruit
-and the white blossoms showing among the leaves. Upon the highest branch
-of a tall orange-tree which grew upon the bank of the river St. John, a
-Red-bird was sitting, and listening to a Paroquet, which, on a magnolia
-near by, was dressing its bright plumage, and talking to his neighbor,
-the Red-bird.
-
-After wishing him a merry Christmas, he said:
-
-“And so, Mrs. Red, you are still alive! Why, we all thought you were
-dead, and Mr. Red wore mourning for a month, and then—but never mind.
-Have you been up to the old nest among the yellow jasmine? If not, I
-advise you to stay away; but say, where have you been this year or more?
-Tell me about it.”
-
-It seemed strange to me, who was sitting on a bench beneath the
-magnolia-tree, to hear birds talking together after this fashion, and
-remembering the children at the North who had never seen a Paroquet, nor
-a magnolia, nor a Red-bird, nor an orange-tree, I said to myself, I will
-write down what these birds are saying, and sometime, perhaps, I’ll send
-it to the little ones at home.
-
-And this, as nearly as I could understand it, was the story the Red-bird
-told.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- THE STORY.
-
-
-“You may well ask me where I have been, Mr. Paroquet,” said the
-Red-bird, “but you can keep your Merry Christmas to yourself, for it is
-not a merry Christmas with me. My heart is as heavy as lead, and if it
-were not that I dreaded the cold so much, I’d fly to the North, where
-they are having a grand time to-day with their Christmas trees, and the
-children all so happy.”
-
-“Fly to the North!” said Mr. Paroquet, with a shudder. “Fly to that
-horrid place where they have ice and snow the year round, with nothing
-green or bright, unless it’s that Christmas-tree you speak of! Pray, may
-I ask what kind of a tree that is? Is it like this magnolia, or that
-palm across the river, waving its fans in the breeze, or that
-orange-tree where you are sitting? And what kind of fruit does it bear?
-Icicles, or what?”
-
-“Icicles!” And Mrs. Red laughed a merry, rippling kind of laugh which
-did me good to hear, for there was something very sad in the expression
-of her face, as if she had lost every friend she ever had. “Little you
-know of the North and what they have there. I’ll wager now you never
-heard of the place before.”
-
-“Haven’t I, though?” Mr. Paroquet returned. “Didn’t one of those men
-from the North shoot the first Mrs. Paroquet one morning, just after
-breakfast, when she had gone out to take the air, and I was watching the
-three little birds in the nest? And didn’t he take her away to that
-place they call New York, and didn’t I hear afterward from a robin who
-comes down here every winter that they _stuffed_ her, and put glass eyes
-in her, and strung her on a wire frame, and set her up in somebody’s
-parlor for an ornament, to be admired? My dead wife _stuffed_!—and such
-a time as I had with the little ones, who kept tumbling out of the nest,
-and who had such appetites that I was almost worn out with hunting
-things for them to eat, and was obliged to get another Mrs. Paroquet to
-help me do the work. Of course, I know about the North; but pray go on
-and tell me how you happened to be there, and why you are here again.”
-
-“Yes,” returned Mrs. Red, “I’d like to tell some body. You remember my
-old home up the river, where the stream is so narrow that the boats
-almost touch the shore as they pass. There’s a splendid mass of yellow
-jasmine there, with lots of white dogwood, and Cherokee roses, and
-orange-trees, and palms, and magnolias, and water oaks, and there I had
-my nest, all covered up with flowers and leaves.
-
-“I was very happy in my soft, warm nest, with Mr. Red, and four of the
-prettiest little birds you ever saw just hatched and wanting a mother’s
-care so badly. But one morning I saw coming down the river one of those
-big boats, full of people, who kept firing at the poor alligators
-sunning themselves in the warm spring air. At last the boat stopped, and
-some of the men got out and began to look around and fire at anything
-they saw; and one shot hit me under my wing, so that I could not fly,
-but dropped to the ground, half dead with pain and fright, but still
-having sense enough to be glad that it was I who was hurt instead of Mr.
-Red, who flew away to the top of the very tallest palm-tree in sight,
-where he sat and watched while a man picked me up and said:
-
-“‘See, she is not dead; she is only wounded. I shall take her to my wife
-at the hotel. She has wanted a Red-bird so much.’
-
-“What a hotel was, or where he meant to take me, I did not know, and for
-a time I must have been unconscious, for the next I knew I was on the
-boat covered over with a kind of wire screen, which kept me a prisoner.
-I could not get away, though I beat my head against the screen until it
-ached almost as hard as the place under my wing.
-
-“Oh! what a change it was from my lovely nest among the oranges, and
-magnolias, and jasmines, to that dreadful wooden box in which they put
-me at the hotel, and which they called a cage. I think my new mistress
-meant to be kind to me, for she stroked my feathers very gently, and
-called me a ‘poor little thing,’ and brought me so many things to eat.
-But I could touch none of them, I was so home-sick and lonely, and my
-heart was aching so for the dear home up the river, and the little
-birdies there, who were sure to cry for me when the dark night came on
-and I was not there to shelter them. Would Mr. Red do it? I wondered,
-and I was afraid he wouldn’t; for, though the very best of all the
-Red-birds on the St. John’s, he did not always like to be bothered with
-the children, especially when he was tired and a little cross.”
-
-“But he did, though,” interrupted Mr. Paroquet. “He took care of them
-for quite a while after you went away. I used to see him hunting worms,
-and seeds and things; and he’d go every day to the top of that palm you
-spoke of, and watch to see if you were not coming back. After
-awhile—well, you remember old Mr. Red, whose nest was near yours on a
-sour orange-tree, and whose pretty little grand-daughter, Spotted-Wing,
-with the shining feathers and so many airs, you did not fancy much?
-
-“Yes, I remember her,” Mrs. Red answered very sadly, I thought, and Mr.
-Paroquet continued:
-
-“She used to fly up to that palm, too, and balance herself way out on
-the very tip of the longest green fan, and help him watch for _you_,
-because she was so anxious for you to come back and relieve him of his
-family cares, and then her eyes were younger than his, and could see
-farther, you know.”
-
-And as he said this Mr. Paroquet rolled both of his eyes quite out of
-sight in what I thought a very disagreeable, insinuating manner. But
-Mrs. Red did not seem to notice, and went on with her story:
-
-“I am glad if he was good to the children, and missed me a little, for I
-was so home-sick for him, that I could neither sleep nor eat, and I
-heard my mistress say she was afraid I would starve to death. And I was
-afraid, too, for had I been disposed to eat I could not have touched
-what she brought me—sweet potato, cake, and bread and sugar, as if that
-were proper diet for a bird. I had a great deal of attention from the
-guests of the hotel. It was the St. James, I heard them say, and it was
-full of people who did nothing but eat, and sleep, and dress for the
-parlors or the piazzas, where the young ones used to walk sometimes of
-an evening. At last, one morning very early, before anybody was up
-except a few of the servants, I was sitting on my perch in a new cage,
-with my head down, thinking so hard that I heard nothing until suddenly
-I was startled by a strange voice with a decidedly foreign accent, close
-to the bars of my cage.
-
-“‘Halloo, Miss Red-top,’ it said, ‘seems to me you are down in the mouth
-this morning. Guess you didn’t sleep well. What’s the matter with you?
-Look up and speak to a fellow, can’t you?’
-
-“So I looked up and saw a big round fat robin, with a breast red and
-shining, and a very good-natured face, and eyes which were very curious
-and inquisitive, as if he meant to know everybody’s business, and help
-them attend to it, too.”
-
-“I’ll bet that’s the very robin who brought me news of my stuffed wife,”
-interposed Mr. Paroquet. “He knows everybody, and can trace their family
-back to the time when Mr. Noah let the first bird out of the ark. He
-comes here every winter for his health, he says, and he stops along by
-the way, and so gets all the news.”
-
-“Maybe it was the same,” Mrs. Red replied. “But he was very kind to me,
-and asked me a great many questions, and when he heard my story, he said
-if it were not so warm he’d go up the river and find Mr. Red, and tell
-him about me. I thanked him and said that would do no good as I could
-not get out of prison, and should die there very soon.
-
-“‘No, you won’t,’ he answered, cheerily. ‘You’ll get used to it.’
-
-“Then, after eyeing me awhile, he continued:
-
-“‘Why, Miss Red-top, I’ll tell you what’s the matter. You are starved!
-Look at that sweet potato and frosted cake. You’ll have dyspepsia sure.
-What you want is a good fat bug, and seeds of some kind. Just keep up
-your courage, and I’ll fix you.’
-
-“So saying, he flew away to a neighboring garden, while I thought how
-good he was to me, an entire stranger, though I did wish he would not
-call me _miss_. It made me feel ashamed when I remembered Mr. Red and
-the nest among the jasmine.
-
-“When my mistress came to see me, after breakfast, bringing the usual
-sweet potato, and broiled fish and bits of bread, she found a part of a
-bug in my cage, and a piece of fig which my new friend had found near
-one of the dining-room windows and brought to me. Great was her wonder
-as to where it came from, but as I could not talk to her, though able to
-understand all she said, I do not suppose she ever knew about the robin
-who came to see me every morning before there was much stir in the
-hotel, and kept me so well supplied with such things as I liked, that I
-began to recover my health and my spirits, too, though my heart was
-always aching for the nest up the river, and the babies I left in it.
-Gradually, too, I began to have a great liking for Mr. Red-Breast, as I
-called him at first, though he insisted that I should say Robin, as that
-was more familiar. At home they all called him Robin, and no one ever
-mistered him, he said, except Mrs. Robin, when she began to help him
-build the nest in the mountain ash, which he told me grew in the garden
-where he lived at the North.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- ROBIN’S HOME.
-
-
-“One morning when he came to see me as usual, complaining of the heat,
-and saying he should soon be starting for home if the weather continued
-like this, he found me very sad and anxious, for only the night before I
-had heard my mistress say that she intended taking me North with her,
-and should, perhaps, give me to a friend who had asked her to bring her
-a bird from the South. This was a deathblow to all my hopes, for as day
-after day I had watched the piles of baggage and the crowds of people
-which left the hotel, and heard the waiters say they were starting for
-home, I thought to myself the day will come when my mistress will go,
-too, and then she will surely set me free, and I fancied the surprise
-and joy of Mr. Red and the little ones, when I flew down upon them some
-evening.”
-
-“About how long was this after your capture?” asked the Paroquet, and
-Mrs. Red replied:
-
-“Three, or four, or five weeks. I don’t quite remember.”
-
-“Ah!” and Mr. Paroquet nodded very knowingly. “I reckon he might have
-been surprised to see you, and glad, of course, very glad, and Miss
-Spotted-Wing, too, for she was at the jasmine nest every day by that
-time, helping take care of the children, and must have been pretty well
-tired out.”
-
-“Yes,” and Mrs. Red spoke sorry-like, as she always did when
-Spotted-Wing was mentioned, but if she understood the Paroquet’s meaning
-she gave no sign, and went on with her story.
-
-“All my hopes were blasted now, for if my mistress took me away with her
-that was the end to my dream of freedom, and I was feeling so wretched
-and heart-sick when Robin came, as usual, and to him I told my trouble,
-asking what the North was like, and if, as I had heard, it snowed there
-all the time, though what snow was I did not then know, any more than
-you knew what icicles were when you asked if they grew on Christmas
-trees.
-
-“‘Snow all the time!’ and Robin laughed so loudly that I was afraid he
-would awaken the lady on whose window-sill he was sitting. ‘That is one
-of your mistaken ideas of the North. Snow all the time! No, nor half the
-time, though we do have some pretty heavy north-easters when the wind
-blows enough to shake your feathers off; but that is in the winter, when
-such as you are in the warm house, hanging by the windows, where you can
-look out and see the snow drifting down through the trees, as the leaves
-of the dogwood and Cherokee roses fall in high wind. But it is the
-summer that is just glorious up there! Do you see that patch of green?’
-and he nodded toward a yard not far away, which I had before noticed,
-and thought very fine.
-
-“‘Well, the people who live there have sowed some kind of grain to make
-believe it was grass, but, dear me, it is no more like the turf at the
-North than your sand is like our clay. I wish you could see our
-beautiful lawns and meadows; they are just like a piece of green velvet.
-There is grass everywhere, and such flowers as we have in the summer
-time; such roses! No Cherokees, to be sure, but all the other kinds,
-with names I cannot begin to pronounce. And there is some smell to the
-lilacs, and honeysuckles, and the June pinks, and the English violets,
-and I can’t begin to tell you what else, except that the beds and
-borders are one blaze of beauty and brightness from early June till the
-frost comes in the fall.’
-
-“‘Do you have magnolias there?’ I asked, and he answered slowly, ‘Well,
-now, Miss Red, we don’t have magnolias, nor orange blossoms, nor
-jasmines, and such like, but we have pond lilies, which to my mind beat
-everything else in the world. I wish you could see my home, or rather
-the garden where I was born, and have lived all my life. It is so
-lovely, with its grass and evergreens, and mountain ash and
-horse-chestnuts, and so many crooked little paths winding here and
-there, and arbors covered with woodbine, and grape-vines, and roses, and
-in the summer so many baskets and tall white things filled with flowers;
-and, oh my, if you could just see the cherry-trees! It makes my mouth
-water now to think of the luscious fruit of which we robins can have all
-we want. There is one tree which my mistress says belongs to the boys
-and birds, and such squabbles as we have over it. I don’t much like the
-boys, for they will leave cherries any time to break up a bird’s nest,
-and I’ve seen some sad sights in my time; though in the garden
-everything was peaceful and quiet, for my mistress takes care of the
-birds, and sometimes in spring, when the snow comes late, and we cannot
-find any worms, she gives us bread crumbs to eat, and we are not afraid
-of her, though she comes very near to us. My nest was up under the
-eaves, and near a chamber window, where I felt so safe and secure,
-knowing that nothing could ever touch the pretty blue eggs which Mrs.
-Robin laid every spring and summer. Neither boy nor cat could reach us
-there.’
-
-“‘Cat?’” I said. “‘Cat! Pray what is that? I never heard of a cat
-before.’
-
-“‘Never heard of a cat?’ Mr. Robin repeated, and now he laughed so
-loudly that the lady in the room upon whose window-sill he was sitting
-turned the shutter, and looked out to see what all the chattering was
-about.
-
-“‘Seems to me the birds make a great noise this morning. They have been
-at it more than an hour,’ I heard her say, and then she went on with her
-dressing, while Robin continued:
-
-“‘Never heard of a cat! Why, where were you raised, that your education
-was so neglected? But I forgot that you Red-birds lead a kind of
-Bohemian life apart from civilization, and so fail to learn a great many
-things which we robins, who are in society all the time, take
-naturally.’
-
-“I had before observed that Mr. Robin, though given to a good deal of
-slang, sometimes went off into strains which I could not understand, and
-this was one of them, for I had not the remotest idea what he meant by
-civilization or Bohemian either, and I said so to him, whereupon he
-laughed again, and told me that the free and easy life I led up the
-river with Mr. Red and the little Reds, and the jasmines, and Cherokees,
-and alligators was Bohemian, while it was the very top of civilization
-and society to be shut up in a gilded cage as I was, with no chance of
-escape. At the risk of seeming very vulgar and ignorant in his eyes, I
-told him I liked Bohemian best, even if I had never heard of a cat, and
-then I questioned him again of that creature, was it a bird, or a beast,
-or what?’
-
-‘A _beast_ most decidedly,’ he said; ‘a _vile, ugly beast_,’ and by ugly
-he meant bad, for he said cats looked well enough, and he had even heard
-his mistress call one she had ‘a darling little beauty,’ but he did not
-see it. They had fur instead of feathers, four legs instead of two, with
-a long streamer behind which was called a tail, and which was anything
-but handsome. Then they were the natural enemies of birds, which they
-caught and ate whenever a chance occurred.
-
-“‘Eat birds! Eat my little Reds!’ I exclaimed, in horror, and he
-replied:
-
-“‘Yes, quicker than wink if they could get at ’em; and they are so sly
-and creeping-like that they are upon you before you know it, and they
-keep us in a constant fret when we are teaching our young ones to fly.’
-
-“‘Then there is something bad even at the North, which you describe as
-so perfect,’ I said, a little maliciously.
-
-“‘Why, yes,’ he answered, slightly crestfallen. ‘We have cats there, but
-then there’s no place just exactly right, you know. There’s a _cat_ or
-something everywhere.’
-
-“I knew that ‘by cat or something,’ he meant an annoyance of some kind,
-and I thought of the yellow jasmines up the river, and said to myself,
-‘There’s no cat there;’ and then, when I remembered how Mr. Red had
-sometimes troubled me with his indolent habits, and his familiar way of
-talking to that pert Miss Spotted-Wing, I thought that might perhaps
-have been a cat, or at least a kitten, as Robin said the little cats
-were called.
-
-“And then he told me of a kitten which came to his mistress’ door one
-wintry day when the snow was blowing, as he said, great guns, and the
-mountain ash almost bent up double before the driving wind. His mistress
-heard the cry, and saw the kitty looking in at the window and begging to
-come in; and as both she and the master were fond of cats he waded out
-into the snow and brought the kitty in, and gave it milk in a china
-saucer in the parlor, and petted it more than they did old Fanny, a
-highly respectable cat, who had lived with them a long time, and who did
-not at first take kindly to _Jim_—that was what they called the
-intruder—but spit at him, and boxed his ears, and growled if he came
-near her. But Jim was not to be repressed, and cared nothing for Fanny’s
-growls, or spits, or boxes, but seized every opportunity to jump at her
-from under chairs and tables, and to spring at her tail, until the old
-cat’s life was almost a burden to her. At last, however, Jim conquered,
-and the two were the best of friends, Fanny treating him as if he had
-been her own, giving him more than half the milk, and even waking him up
-when the dinner-bell rang, if he happened to be sleeping in the
-easy-chair near the fire, where he took his usual nap.
-
-“‘After a time,’ said Robin, ‘old Fanny died, and was buried in the
-garden, under the plum-tree, and then Jim was really the master of the
-house, for I never knew a cat petted as my mistress petted him. And for
-a cat he was very handsome. He did not grow tall and long, as cats
-usually do, but was short, and fat, and round as a ball, with fur which
-shone like satin, and a white spot under his chin. I did not wonder my
-mistress liked him, he was so playful and affectionate; but it used to
-make me sick sometimes when she actually kissed him and called him a
-darling. But when one morning he caught a little striped snake, and
-carried it to her in triumph, and persisted in keeping it and tossing it
-in the air in spite of all her efforts to make him drop it, I noticed
-that she did not fondle him for a week; and I think she put him in the
-bath-tub, for I saw him lying in the sun, looking very wet and forlorn.
-But his fur was soon dried, and he raced about the grounds like a mad
-creature, catching grasshoppers and flies, and worrying almost to death
-a highly respectable toad, who lived near the cellar door, outside.’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- LITTLE STUPID.
-
-
-“All this time I had felt no fears for the pretty blue eggs in our nest
-under the eaves, and with Mrs. Robin I was very happy watching them
-until the shells cracked open and four little birds appeared. They were
-our first, and we were so proud and fond of them, and nursed them with
-so much care, until one beautiful summer morning when we thought them
-old enough to begin to learn to fly. I shall never forget that day, and
-it all comes back to me now so vividly, the bright sunshine, the shadows
-on the grass, the ripe cherries on the trees, and our little ones
-hopping about on the walks, and then flying a few feet. I had taken the
-precaution to see that Jim was asleep in his chair, and so had no fear
-of him. Three of our children were sitting on the branch of a tree; but
-the fourth, who had never seemed quite as bright as the others, and whom
-we called Stupid, was in the grass pecking away at a cherry, while I was
-hunting about for more, when suddenly Mrs. Robin gave a terrible scream,
-and darted past me so swiftly that I felt kind of dizzy like and
-frightened, and flew up into a honeysuckle, where I was out of danger,
-and could look around and see what Mrs. Robin was so excited about. I
-never thought of Stupid, and my blood curdled in my veins, and I went a
-little higher up in the honeysuckle, when I saw that Jim had him in his
-mouth, and was bounding through the grounds with Mrs. Robin in hot
-pursuit, uttering such dreadful cries that out came my mistress with her
-parasol, and the cook with the broom, and the housemaid with the duster,
-and all took after Jim, on whose back Mrs. Robin finally pounced,
-pecking him so with her beak that he dropped his victim and turned to
-defend himself. But it was too late; poor little Stupid was dead, and
-that night there were only three little birds in our nest, and Mrs.
-Robin never spoke to me but once, and that was to call me a coward for
-hiding in the honeysuckle, instead of fighting as she did. If there was
-anything she despised, it was a _sneak_, she said, and for a whole week
-she was very cool and distant toward me, and would not believe me at all
-when I told her how sorry I was for my apparent want of courage, and
-that I stood back to look after our other young ones, and see that no
-harm came to them, while she, and my mistress, and the cook and the
-housemaid did battle with Jim.
-
-“‘That was our first quarrel and our first sorrow, and I may say our
-last, for before we had any more eggs in our nest the horrid Jim was
-dead. Just what ailed him I never knew, but Mrs. Robin said he had been
-fed too high, and possibly she was right. At any rate he grew very thin,
-and sick, and weak, and we watched him anxiously, feeling glad to see
-him suffer when we remembered Stupid, but sorry for our mistress, who
-nursed him so carefully, and cried that morning when they found him dead
-on the grass, with the rain falling heavily upon him. They buried him
-under the plum-tree, by the side of Fanny; and there’s not even a kitten
-about the house now, for they made such work with the lace curtains,
-jumping at each other through them, and scratched up the flower-beds so,
-that my mistress grew tired of them, and there’s nothing in that garden
-to trouble us birds. But our nest is not now up under the eaves, for
-they have torn the house down over our heads two or three times, and our
-home is in a big horse-chestnut, where the leaves are so thick that not
-a boy in the neighborhood has ever suspected where we live.’
-
-“Here the robin stopped to rest, for he had talked so fast, and used so
-many large words, that he was quite out of breath; and as by that time
-the people began to come out on the piazza for the fresh morning air, he
-flew away to a live-oak-tree, and began to sing merrily.”
-
-Here the Red-bird paused, and from my seat beneath the magnolia I looked
-at the Paroquet just in time to detect him trying to hide a yawn, as if
-he were slightly tired with Robin, and Stupid, and Jim, and cats
-generally. But perhaps I was mistaken, for after a moment he asked:
-
-“Where is Mrs. Robin now? Do you know if she is dead or alive?”
-
-“Dead,” answered the Red-bird. “Robin told me that she was with him two
-winters ago, near Tallahassee, and that they built a nest there—almost
-the first in Florida, for as a general thing robins do not nest here;
-but they did, and were very happy, too, until poor Mrs. Robin was
-killed—shot by one of the soldiers who used to be so thick in those
-parts.”
-
-“It’s the same fellow I know,” returned the Paroquet, “a great gossip;
-but go on—you certainly have more to tell.”
-
-“Oh, yes, a great deal more,” said Mrs. Red; “but my story takes me now
-to the North, for my mistress left Florida a few days after my long talk
-with Robin; and after a three days’ voyage by sea, during which I was so
-sick that I hoped I should die, we reached a place they called New York,
-and there I changed owners. It seems my mistress lived very far to the
-West, and as she had found it some trouble to travel with me, she gave
-me to a friend of hers whom she met at the hotel, and who took even
-better care of me than she had done, for sometimes she had forgotten to
-give me any water for an entire day, and had otherwise neglected me. But
-my new mistress was very kind, and petted me a great deal, and called me
-some of the names Robin had said his mistress gave to her cat Jim. I
-missed Robin, and wondered if I should ever see him again. It was not
-likely, I thought, for of course his home and mine must be miles apart.
-
-“We were going home very soon, I heard my mistress say, and one morning
-we left the noisy city, and when we stopped it was so late and so dark
-that I could not see where we were, or what the house was like. It was
-very quiet and still, and I was so tired and worn with the journey that
-I slept soundly until morning, and was only awakened by the housemaid
-when she came to open the shutters. It was a funny kind of a house,
-unlike anything I had ever seen before, which was not strange, perhaps,
-inasmuch as I had only been in big hotels. Still I think it was
-different from most houses, for the rooms all opened into each other,
-with no doors to shut, if one had wished to shut them; and there were
-queer nooks and corners, everywhere, and pleasant places to sit, and
-read the books upon the shelves. I really began to feel quite literary
-and learned myself, there were so many books, and pictures, and curious
-things from foreign parts, the names of which I did not then know, but I
-learned these afterward from hearing the people, who came to see my
-mistress, talk about them. There were Madonnas, and saints, and angels
-from Florence, and Rome, and Dresden, and dancing girls from Pompeii,
-and Apollos, and Venuses, and vases, and shells, and tables, and more
-things than I can remember now. I think my mistress wrote books, for
-there used often to be ink spots on her fingers, and a very tired look
-on her face when she came from a room upstairs which they called the
-library, and where she spent most of her mornings.
-
-“It must have been April when I went to my new home, and one morning I
-saw what a snow-storm was for the first time in my life. My cage was
-hung in such a pretty little nook off from a bay window where a great
-many flowers were kept, and there were windows on three sides, so that I
-could look out into the yard, and see the big snowflakes sifting down
-through the trees, until the ground was completely covered with a soft
-carpet of white, and the little birds which had been flitting about for
-several days, hid themselves in the evergreens, and I heard my mistress
-say she must throw them some crumbs if the weather continued so cold.
-And that made me think of Mr. Robin, and what he had told me of his
-mistress feeding the birds. Where was he, I wondered, and where was his
-home, and I wished so much that I might see him again, if only to ask if
-there was any news from the South, where I left all that made life
-pleasant to me. I was always thinking of the old home among the
-jasmines, and it was especially kept in my mind by a stuffed bird which
-hung on a shelf in one corner of the nook where my cage was hung. My
-mistress brought it and put it there one morning, and said to me very
-friendly-like: ‘There, little Reddy, that will remind you of home, and
-who knows but poor Greenie came from the same place with yourself?’ It
-was a Paroquet, with such lovely green and golden feathers.”
-
-“With a brownish tinge on the breast?” Mr. Paroquet asked, somewhat
-anxiously, and Mrs. Red replied:
-
-“Yes, I noticed that particularly—the mottled appearance of the breast,
-where there was a spot of bright yellow.”
-
-“My first wife, I’ll wager my head!” exclaimed Mr. Paroquet, very much
-awake now, and excited, it seemed to me, for he flew from the magnolia,
-where he had been sitting in a sleepy kind of way, to the orange-tree,
-where he alighted close to Mrs. Red, and continued: “My wife, from your
-description; the one they carried away and stuffed, so Robin said. Do
-you think she _was_ stuffed—think she was really dead, or will she be
-coming back some day when I don’t expect her?”
-
-“Dead? Of course she was dead,” returned Mrs. Red, rather scornfully.
-“She never spoke nor moved, all the time I was there, but just stared at
-me with those dreadful glass eyes, which made me feel so uncomfortable.
-You need have no fears of her coming back.”
-
-“Oh, well,” returned Mr. Paroquet, brightening up a little. “Not that I
-shouldn’t be very glad to see her; very glad, of course, but then, you
-see, there’s the present Mrs. Paroquet, who might not be so glad, and
-that would make it rather awkward. Nobody can be dead a year, and come
-back, without being a very little in the way, for they are sure to find
-their places filled, or at least bridged over.”
-
-To me, who, you will remember, was sitting on a bench listening to the
-conversation of these birds, the Paroquet’s assertion was startling, and
-for a few moments I forgot what the birds were saying, while I asked
-myself:
-
-“Is it true that if I were to die, and go away into the darkness and
-silence of the grave, and then after a year could come back to the
-friends who had wept so bitterly when I left them, is it true that I
-should find myself in the way—my place filled, or bridged over with new
-loves and interests, which my sudden return would disturb and mar?”
-
-And then I thought of a little blue-eyed, golden-haired girl, whom we
-called Nellie, and whose grave had been on the hill-side more than a
-dozen years. If she could come back again, would she not find a warm
-welcome from the mother who never mentions her without the hot tears
-springing to her eyes! Would Nellie be in the way? Oh, no, not the
-_little_ Nellie who died that winter day so many years ago, the child
-Nellie, whose chair is in the corner yet, and whose picture looks down
-upon us from the wall. _She_ could never be in the way, though the
-_woman_, the Nellie of twenty years, might be strange at first to the
-mother twelve years older now, with fuller and larger experiences of
-life, and habits of making plans with Nellie left out of them; but there
-could be no real jarring of new loves and interests; there could only be
-a deep joy and thankfulness for the Nellie alive again. So I reasoned—so
-I decided, and then turned back to the birds, who were still at their
-talk, and had passed from the snow-storm of April to the month of May,
-when Mrs. Red’s cage was first hung in a mountain ash which grew in the
-garden of her new home.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
- BLACK-EYES AND BRIGHT-HAIR.
-
-
-“The day was so bright,” she said, “and the grass so green, and the yard
-so beautiful, that for a time I could only look around me and admire the
-many pretty things scattered about the grounds. And as I looked it
-seemed to me I must have been there before, everything was so familiar,
-even to the iron deer with Southern moss upon his horns. Had I dreamed
-of all this, or what was it? I asked, and my head was beginning to ache
-with trying to recall something in the past, when suddenly a voice,
-which I remembered perfectly, called out:
-
-“‘Halloo, Miss Red, if this don’t beat all. Here you are away up here on
-my own ground. How did it happen? And what do you think of the North
-now?’
-
-“It was Robin, of course, and to my great delight I found that I was
-actually in the very garden he had described to me, that my mistress was
-his mistress, and that his nest was up in one of the tall horse
-chestnuts, which grew at the entrance of the grounds. And there was
-another Mrs. Robin now, a pretty little bird, who arched her neck so
-gracefully and looked so shyly at me from her bright eyes when Robin
-brought and introduced her to me. They were very happy together—Mr. and
-Mrs. Robin—and I in part forgot my own sorrows and loneliness in
-watching them day by day as they flew in and out of the nice soft nest
-in the chestnut tree, and made wide circles in the air just as I used to
-do away down on the river.
-
-“At last Robin came to me with a very important air, and told me there
-were four blue eggs in the nest, and Mrs. Robin was sitting on them to
-keep them warm, and he was going to hunt worms for her from the mound of
-earth just turned up in the garden. They were Mrs. Robin’s first eggs,
-and she scarcely left them at all until the shells were broken and I
-heard there were four young birds in the nest. Oh, how proud little Mrs.
-Robin was! What care she took of her babies—more care, indeed, than
-Robin, who was growing old and fat, and indisposed for work, and who
-sometimes called her nervous and fussy, and told her that nothing could
-harm her children as long as they staid up in that tall tree. Still Mrs.
-Robin was very watchful and vigilant, and looked askance at every boy
-who passed on the walk, and even at Harry and Grey and Gifford, little
-boys who came sometimes to play in the garden, and who could no more
-have climbed to the nest than they could have gone to the steeple of the
-church just showing above the trees in the distance.
-
-“At last, when the birds were old enough to be taught to fly, an event
-occurred which threw Mrs. Robin into a wild state of excitement. I had
-several times heard my mistress and the cook talking together of some
-people who were coming to spend a portion of the summer, and I had
-caught the names of Florence and Johnnie, but who Florence and Johnnie
-were I did not know or particularly care, for it mattered little to me
-who came or went. I was never molested, and my daily wants were supplied
-with great regularity. And still I did have some little curiosity with
-regard to the expected guests, on whose account the whole household was,
-for a few days, in an unusual commotion. On the afternoon when they
-arrived my cage was hanging in a little archway at the rear of the
-grounds, and so I heard and saw nothing until Robin, who had been absent
-for a few hours, came home, and stopped for a moment on a shrub near me
-to rest and chat awhile, as he was in the habit of doing. In fact, I had
-sometimes thought that Mrs. Robin, whom, since the birth of the birds,
-he had called little Motherdy, while she in return had called him
-Fatherdy, was more than half jealous of me because of Robin’s
-sociability. At all events he never sat near me long before she joined
-him and made some excuse to get him away. So I was not surprised to see
-her flying toward us from the cherry-tree, where she had been pecking
-away at a half-ripe cherry. As she came near I saw at a glance that
-something was the matter, and so did Robin, and he called out in his
-cheery, teasing way:
-
-“‘Well, little Motherdy, what’s up now, that your feathers seem so
-ruffled, and you so excited? Anything happened to the young ones, or
-what is the matter?’
-
-“‘Matter!’ she repeated. ‘Matter enough. What do you think has come
-right into our midst to worry our birds to death?’
-
-“‘Cats, maybe,’ he said; and she replied:
-
-“‘Cats! No, something worse than that. Two children, boy and girl, and
-by the looks of the luggage they have come to stay, and there’s an end
-of all peace for us. Why, the boy has already spied me, and actually
-thought he could reach me, and I on the top of the Brockway house. You
-would far better have put our nest in the evergreens across the street,
-where I wanted it. But no, you must stay in that old place just because
-you used to live there with the other one, who I wish was here now. Such
-a time as I am going to have with those children! Afraid for my life and
-the babies every minute!’
-
-“I had known before that Motherdy, though a nice little thing, had a
-temper, and that she was sometimes given to being jealous of the first
-Mrs. Robin, and that she had opposed the old nest in the chestnut tree,
-because Mrs. Robin 1st had lived there. But she was so pretty, and had
-such graceful ways, that Robin never lost his temper, no matter how
-unreasonable she might be, and now he only laughed good-humoredly and
-made light of her fears, saying his mistress would never allow any one
-to disturb the birds, and as for the evergreens across the street, where
-she had wanted him to build a new nest, she would have been no safer
-there, for was not Harry over there, and Grey, and were they not both
-larger than this Chicago boy who had so alarmed her?
-
-“‘You are nervous, little Motherdy,’ he said. ‘You have _boy_ on the
-brain. Hadn’t you better go home? Some boy may have stolen your babies,
-nest and all.’
-
-“Motherdy was too angry to reply, and flew away rapidly, followed soon
-by Robin, who, I suppose, made his peace with her, for they were out
-together early the next morning, hunting for worms and grasshoppers, and
-talking lovingly in the language which birds understand. And still I
-could see that both were rather anxious for the appearance of the
-children, Florence and Johnnie, and so was I, for I had heard the sound
-of voices from the house—sweet, musical voices, such as children always
-have—and I thought I could tell which was Florence and which was
-Johnnie, for one I knew was two or three years older than the other.
-
-“At last they came into the grounds with a laugh and a bound, and from
-the ridge-pole of the Brockway house Fatherdy and Motherdy were watching
-them, while I, in my cage, looked eagerly and curiously at them. How
-pretty they were in their white dresses and gay sashes—Florence with her
-pale face and starry eyes of black, which seemed to see everything at
-once, and Johnnie with his great round blue eyes, the color of the
-robin’s eggs, and his beautiful golden hair falling in curls about his
-neck. ‘Black-Eyes’ and ‘Bright-Hair’ I named them at once, and I watched
-them as they started to run up the gravel walk. Bright-Hair, whose
-little feet had just commenced to walk, fell down, of course, and bumped
-his nose and soiled his clean white dress; but he did not seem to mind
-it at all, but, man-like, got up again and started after Black-Eyes, who
-had spied a little arbor under an apple-tree, which she decided was just
-the place for the mud pies she was longing to make, as no child’s life
-in the country is complete without a trial of making and baking pies.
-Then she saw me next, and both came rushing to me, and Bright-Hair
-wanted to ‘take, take,’ and stretched his little hands toward me, and
-tried to climb the lattice, in the archway of which I was hanging. But I
-was far above his reach, and looked down upon him fearlessly as he tried
-in vain to get me.
-
-“What lovely children they were, and those were very happy days when I
-watched them flitting about the grounds or making their mud pies in the
-grapevine arbor. I think the cook must have been very good-natured, for
-she gave up her muffin-rings, and sponge-cake tins, and iron spoons, and
-a pan and dipper for the bakery, and even brought a box of dirt, which
-little Florence called flour; and then the mud pie business began in
-earnest, and Johnnie’s fat white arms were besmeared above his elbows,
-and his face was covered with mud, and Florence was not much better, as
-in her long-sleeved gingham apron she worked industriously at her pies
-and cakes, which were made into wonderful shapes, and baked on a griddle
-in the sun.
-
-“Sometimes Maggie and Harry, and Grey and Sophie and Louise came to
-help, but the girls were almost too old for mud pies, and Grey was
-afraid of soiling his clothes, and Harry fonder of chasing a kitten
-which had strayed into the yard the day after the children came, and
-which my mistress kept as a plaything for them, and so Black-Eyes and
-Bright-Hair had the pies mostly to themselves. It was difficult to tell
-which Bright-Hair liked the best—the pies or the kitten, which he called
-the ‘_cart_,’ or the little robins, which were just learning to fly, and
-who hopped about in a very stupid way, while little Motherdy watched
-narrowly and nervously to see that no harm came to them, either from the
-cat, or Bright-Hair, who always started for them when he saw them in the
-grass, and seemed greatly disturbed because they flew away just before
-he had reached them.
-
-“One afternoon there was a garden party for the children, and I think I
-never saw a finer sight than it was to see all those little girls and
-boys in their best clothes, which did not look quite so fresh and nice
-when they went home, as when they came. Oh, what fine times they had
-playing upon the lawn, and in the different arbors, which were fitted up
-with dollies, furniture, and called by different names. There was the
-‘Doll’s Drawing-room,’ where the larger dolls sat solemn and still in
-their chairs, and there was a sleeping room for the dolls, and
-Apple-Tree Hotel and a restaurant near by, where the children had
-macaroons, and took weak lemonade through straws; but the thing which
-pleased them most was the wheel chair, in which all the children had a
-ride before the day was done.
-
-“That afternoon, Motherdy kept her robins out of sight, and did not
-allow them once to fly down into the grass, lest some harm should befall
-them. She was not afraid of Bright-Hair nor Black-Eyes, nor Harry, nor
-Grey, nor Maggie, nor Gifford, she said, but she distrusted some of the
-larger boys, who ran so fast and made so much noise, and she kept her
-children at home greatly against their will. They were not afraid, and I
-think had really become attached to Black-Eyes and Bright-Hair, and so
-had the Fatherdy and Motherdy birds, who liked to see them round, and
-thought the grounds were prettier because they were there. I thought so,
-too, and when at last their father came and took them away, I felt more
-lonely and desolate than I had done in weeks, while my friends, Mr. and
-Mrs. Robin, with their four young ones, flew up to the ridge-pole of the
-house, and watched the huge thing which bore them away until it was out
-of sight, and there was nothing to be seen but a ring of smoke away to
-the west, where they were gone. I remember that my mistress came out to
-the arbor where the children had played, and cried a little as she
-picked up the spoons, and plates and dishes which had been used for
-their mud pies, some of which were still baking in the sun.
-
-“I pass rapidly over the remainder of the summer and the fall, when Mr.
-and Mrs. Robin bade me good-by, and, with their family started for the
-South. How I longed to go with them, and how many messages I sent to Mr.
-Red and my own little ones, should they chance to meet them. And then
-the days were very long and dreary, until little Florence came again to
-pass the holidays with her auntie, and there was a Christmas-tree in the
-church, and I was taken there in my cage and hung near the chancel,
-where I could see all the fine doings which were so new and strange to
-me. But I soon began to understand it, and watched the ladies with a
-great deal of interest as they filled the tree with every conceivable
-toy for the children, who, when it was done, came crowding in, and
-filled nearly half the church. What carols they sang of the ‘Wonderful
-Night,’and ‘Jesus of Bethlehem,’ and how the organ filled the church and
-even made the floor tremble, as the organist played with both hands and
-feet, and the children’s voices rose louder and clearer as they sang of
-a Saviour’s birth. I really began to feel quite like a churchman myself,
-or at least like a church bird, though I _did_ wonder why I was there.
-But I soon found out, for as name after name was called, and the
-children came trooping up to receive their gifts, I heard at last little
-Florence called, and, to my surprise, I was given to her as a Christmas
-gift from her auntie. I knew that she was very fond of me, and called me
-a great many pet names, and gave me more things to eat than I could
-possibly take, but I had never dreamed of belonging to her, and when I
-found that I was to go with her to her home in Chicago, where
-Bright-Hair lived, I felt at first sorry to leave my former mistress,
-who had been so kind to me. And there was Robin, whom I might never see
-again, and the beautiful garden where I had spent so many pleasant days.
-But it could not be helped, and within a week or two I was hanging in a
-bay window in my new home in the city, and I was very happy there, too,
-with Black-Eyes and Bright-Hair for my companions. Children do cheer up
-a house wonderfully, and I learned to listen to their merry voices, and
-wait anxiously for their appearance in the morning. As the winter wore
-away and the spring came on, little Florence, who was always a pale,
-delicate child, seemed to grow paler and thinner every day, until at
-last she refused to eat anything, and in the summer they took us all to
-their country home, a few miles from the city, where she improved
-rapidly, and ran about the grounds as merrily as ever. But when the
-autumn came and the winds blew cold from the lake, she began to droop
-again, and I heard them say they must take her South, where it was
-always warm and sunny.
-
-“Then my heart began to beat so fast with wondering if she would take me
-with her. I half believed she would, she loved me so much—and she did,
-and we came to the same hotel where I was first a prisoner, and my cage
-was hung again in the old place, where through the trees of oak and
-orange I could see glimpses of the river, and the boats as they went up
-and down.”
-
-“Really, now, it is all quite like a story. Have you seen Robin? and how
-did you get away?” Mr. Paroquet said, hopping up and down, first on one
-foot and then on the other, as if he were growing tired.
-
-Mrs. Red noticed this, and hastened on.
-
-“Yes, I have seen Robin; it was up the river, where he is spending the
-winter with Mrs. Robin, who is as bright, and pretty, and spirited as
-ever—but I must tell you how I came to be up the river myself. My dear
-little mistress, Florence, knew that my home was once in this part of
-the country, and a few days ago, when she gave me my breakfast of seeds
-and figs, she talked to me in her usual loving way, and said:
-
-“‘You know my mamma says I am not getting well here as fast as I ought,
-and she is going to take me to St. Augustine, down by the sea, and so,
-poor little Reddie, I love you ever and ever so much, but I’ve been
-thinking and thinking how dreadful it would be for me to be shut up as
-you are, and taken away where I never could see my papa, or mamma, or
-Johnnie any more. Maybe, though, you haven’t a papa, or mamma, or
-Johnnie. I guess birds never have such things, like us girls, but you
-may have had some little birds in some nest somewhere, and maybe you can
-find your way home to that nest, and so, you precious old Reddie, I am
-going to make you a present of your freedom. I am going to open the door
-of your cage, and let you go—so!’
-
-“And here she opened the door suddenly, and gave the cage a shake which
-sent me out upon the piazza.
-
-“If I had stopped a minute to consider, I might have hesitated about
-leaving the cage which had been my home so long, and to which I was
-really very much attached, but just as I hopped out upon the floor, some
-children came running round the corner and frightened me so, that I
-instantly flew to the top of a tree near by. It was my first experiment
-in flying for almost two years, and it seemed so natural, so delightful,
-to beat the air with my wings once more, and freedom seemed so sweet
-that I could not go back, but sat for a moment looking at the empty cage
-and my little mistress standing by it with a sorry look on her face, as
-if she had not quite expected me to leave her so readily. Then I thought
-of the nest in the jasmine, and of Mr. Red, and the happy life I had
-lived with him among the orange-trees and magnolias, and I said to
-myself, ‘I must go there,’ and while my mistress was looking up at me
-with those bright black eyes of hers, I flew away as fast as my wings
-could take me, in the direction of my old home. But not being accustomed
-to flying, I soon grew tired, and stopped many times to rest and look
-down from some tall tree upon the river, which had never seemed so
-beautiful to me as it did that day.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
- CONCLUSION.
-
-
-“It was late in the afternoon when I reached the clump of jasmine where
-I had left my little ones, and though I knew that by this time they were
-grown-up birds, and possibly had families of their own, I could not help
-feeling as if I should find them just as I had left them, hungry, noisy,
-and so glad to see me. It was very still in the thicket, and not a
-single bird of any kind was to be seen. But this did not surprise me
-much, for it was the time of day when the old birds would naturally be
-off after the little ones’ supper. They would soon be coming back, and I
-thought how delighted Mr. Red would be, and how startled, too, when he
-found me waiting for him just as I used to do.”
-
-“I reckon he was startled, too,” interrupted the Paroquet. “But pray
-hurry on. I _was_ getting a little tired, but I’m all attention now. You
-waited, you say, for Mr. Red to come, and didn’t you go near the old
-nest till he came?”
-
-“Yes,” returned Mrs. Red, “I went to the nest the first thing, and found
-it just as I had seen it in my dreams so many times, and right at the
-bottom, huddled together, were three little ones about the size of mine
-when I left them. And for an instant I forgot myself and thought they
-_were_ mine, and flew down so close to them that they awoke and began to
-scramble toward the top of the nest and open their mouths as if they
-were hungry. On the right wing of two of them little brown spots were
-beginning to show, and then I _knew_, and grew sick and faint, and more
-sorry than I had been since the day I was stolen away, and with such a
-different kind of sorrow, too.
-
-“Always before in the midst of my sharpest pain there had been a kind of
-comfort in thinking that Mr. Red remembered and longed for me just as I
-longed for and remembered him, but now I knew better. Those birds in the
-nest were not my birds. Spotted-Wing was their mother. I was forgotten;
-my place was filled; nobody wanted me there, and I felt as if my throat
-would burst with the lump which kept rising in it.
-
-“And while I waited, sitting high above the nest where I could look down
-into it, there was a whiz and whir in the air, and Spotted-Wing came
-home, looking a little older than when I saw her last, but quite as
-pretty and very happy. I was obliged to own that to myself, as I sat and
-watched her feeding her young ones, and every now and then turning up
-her head as if listening for some one. Just so I used to listen and just
-so I used to act when Mr. Red was coming home, as he did at last, and
-Spotted-Wing flew out a little way to meet him, and rubbed her bill
-against his, and kept at his side as he flew so near to me that the air
-set in motion by his wings stirred my feathers, and I could have touched
-him had I tried.
-
-“Oh, little did he dream who it was that sat and watched him until it
-grew dark, and all was still in the dear old nest which was once my
-home. When I could no longer see him and knew that he was asleep, I said
-good-by to him forever, and flew away to the palm-tree; where I staid
-till morning, and then I started down the river, caring nothing where I
-went or what became of me, and feeling an indescribable longing for the
-cage I had quitted and the little mistress I had left.
-
-“It was then that I came suddenly upon Robin, who is living near Green
-Cove Spring, and who was both astonished and delighted to see me. My
-face must have told him that I knew the worst, for he only said:
-
-“‘Poor little Reddie, it is rather hard, but it’s the way of the world.
-I s’pose you didn’t see your own children. One of them is dead, and the
-others are far up the river, near Enterprise, with families of their
-own, and as likely birds as you could wish to see. They think you dead,
-and so does Mr. Red, of course.’
-
-“Both Robin and Motherdy were very kind to me, and I staid with them all
-that day and night, and they brought me my supper and tried to cheer me
-up, but nothing can ever make me happy again unless it be to find myself
-in the cage once more, with Florence and Johnnie to pet me. But even
-that pleasure is denied me, for when I left Robin I went back to
-Jacksonville and the hotel, hoping to find my mistress. But she had gone
-down by the sea, and it is a long way there, and I might get lost, and
-not find her after all, so I have given it up, and what I shall do with
-myself now I am sure I don’t know.”
-
-“Do?” repeated the Paroquet, who began to evince a friendliness I had
-not given him credit for. “Why, make the best of it, of course, and if
-you are so anxious to find Black-Eyes and Bright-Hair again, go over to
-St. Augustine after them. It is not so very far: I’ve been there. I know
-the way. I’ll go with you and start now, to-day, if you like. It’s up
-the river a ways, and then across the wildest, swampiest piece of
-country you ever saw. But St. Augustine is lovely—some like that North
-you are so delighted with, and maybe you will make up your mind to stay
-there if you do not find the children.”
-
-“And I almost know I shall not,” returned Mrs. Red, who seemed to be
-quite discouraged, “for how shall I know where to look for them?”
-
-“Look! Why, look everywhere, at all the hotels and boarding-houses, but
-mostly at the Old Fort and in a square they call the Plaza. Children all
-like to play there. We shall find them, don’t you fear, so come; it is
-getting almost noon, and we ought to be off. We will fly across the
-river first, and then hunt a bug or two for dinner, before we start
-again, so here goes.” And spreading his beautiful green wings, the
-Paroquet flew swiftly away, followed by Mrs. Red, who moved more slowly,
-for she was tired, and had not much heart or courage left.
-
-I was half afraid she would drop into the water, but the Paroquet
-evidently encouraged her to exert herself as much as possible, and at
-last I was glad to see that they were fairly over the river, and resting
-on a live-oak tree. Then I started as from a dream, and wondered if it
-were really true that I had heard birds talk together, and if poor
-Reddie would ever find Florence and Johnnie again, and be happy once
-more. I hoped she would, and that I might know it; and I did, for when
-the spring came, and, with many other travelers, I started for home on
-the _City of Savannah_, I noticed upon the boat two lovely children, a
-boy and girl, one with beautiful black eyes, and the other with eyes as
-blue as the April sky over our heads. _Fornce_ the little boy called his
-sister, and then I guessed at once I had found Black-Eyes and
-Bright-Hair, and remembering Mrs. Red I said to the little girl one day:
-
-“Isn’t your name Florence and your brother’s name Johnnie, and don’t you
-live in Chicago?”
-
-“Why, yes,” she answered, looking curiously at me. “How did you know
-that?”
-
-“Oh, I guessed it,” I said, and then I added: “Did you ever have a
-Red-bird in a cage, which you let go one morning?”
-
-“Yes,” she replied; “but I think I have her again. I’m almost sure of
-it. She is in my stateroom. Don’t you want to see her?”
-
-Of course I wanted to see her, though as Red-birds are much alike, I
-knew I could not tell if this were the one whose sad story I had heard
-on Christmas morning. But when Florence told me the particulars of its
-recapture I was sure of it, and rejoiced that poor little Reddie was
-happy with its friends, Florence and Johnnie. They were at the Old Fort
-in St. Augustine one morning, Florence said, and one of the Indians kept
-as prisoners there, was teaching her how to use the bow and arrow, while
-Johnnie stood by begging to “_soot too_,” when suddenly a Red-bird,
-which seemed to be very tired, flew down at her feet, and kept hopping
-around close to her, while Johnnie tried to catch it, and the young
-Indian suggested making it a mark to shoot at. But from this Florence
-recoiled in horror, and, stooping toward the bird, she said:
-
-“I believe it’s my very own dear old birdie I used to have in a cage.
-Are you mine, Reddie?” and she held her hands toward it, when Reddie
-flew up to her shoulder, and caressed her face, and neck, and hair with
-its bill, nestling close to her, as if it did not wish to be let go
-again.
-
-So Florence took her back to the hotel where she was stopping, and,
-bringing out the cage, opened the door and set it before Reddie, who
-instantly went into it, and springing up to the perch, began to swing
-back and forth as if perfectly delighted with its quarters; nor could it
-be tempted to come out of the cage, although the door was left open the
-entire day.
-
-“Then I knew for sure it was mine,” Florence said, “and that it wanted
-to come and live with me again; though it is very funny how she found
-her way here, and why she did not go back to the nest, which I am sure
-she used to have somewhere in Florida.”
-
-I could have told her what I knew, and made her eyes blacker and larger
-than they were, but when I remembered the little girls and boys at home
-who had asked so often for a story which they could understand, I said
-I’ll wait, and some day when I feel like it I will write it, and so let
-other children, whose names I do not know, but whom I love because they
-are children, read the story which I heard the Red-bird tell that
-Christmas morning when I sat under the magnolia-tree far away in
-Florida.
-
-
- THE END
- OF
- RED-BIRD.
-
-
-
-
- RUTH AND RENA.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
- CHRISTMAS EVE IN OAKFIELD.
-
-
-It was Christmas Eve, and the first snow of the season lay upon the
-fields of Oakfield, and the wintry wind blew cold and chill through the
-leafless trees in the yard and shook the windows of the old red
-farm-house, where Uncle Obed Harris lived, and where in his comfortable
-kitchen he sat waiting for the supper which his wife, whom everybody
-knew as Aunt Hannah, or Grandma Harris, was putting upon the table.
-Across the common and distant from the house a quarter of a mile or
-more, the stone church was seen with lights shining from every pane of
-glass, for the worshippers at St. Mark’s had that night, in addition to
-their usual Christmas-tree, an illumination in honor of Bethlehem’s
-child, born amid the Judean hills so many years ago. And ever and anon
-as Uncle Obed took his tea he heard the merry sound of sleigh-bells and
-the happy voices of the children as they went tripping by, excited and
-eager to know what the tree held for them on its many and beautiful
-branches of green.
-
-It was thirteen years since Uncle Obed had been inside his church on
-Christmas Eve, and during all these years he had nursed only bitter
-memories of the night when his daughter, Agatha, had made such glorious
-music in the organ loft, and then sang so sweetly the “Peace on earth,
-good will toward men,” with a soft look of ecstasy upon her face which
-the proud old father thought sprang wholly from a love divine, never
-dreaming of the terrible blow in store for him, when, after the services
-were over, he waited in vain for Agatha to join him on his homeward
-walk; Agatha did not come either then or ever after, and he heard next
-day of a marriage performed by a justice of the peace and knew from the
-note sent to him that Agatha was gone with the young man whom he had
-forbidden her ever again to speak to if she cared to be his daughter.
-
-“You must choose between Homer Hastings and me,” he had said, and she
-had chosen, and his door was henceforth barred against her, and she knew
-it, and accepted the situation, and wrote once or twice to her mother
-from New York, and said that she was happy, and told of a little girl
-baby, whom she called _Ruth_, and who had her grandmother’s soft brown
-eyes and hair.
-
-Then for a time they lost all trace of her until a letter came, telling
-them her husband was dead and asking if she might come home; Aunt Hannah
-pleaded with Uncle Obed then, begging him to go for their child and the
-little one, who would brighten their lonely lives, but he said: “No, she
-has made her bed and now she must lie in it. She was my _eyes_, and when
-they are once pulled out you can’t put them in again.”
-
-Uncle Obed and his wife had married late in life and were old when
-Agatha was born, and it seemed as if the father loved her more for this,
-and her desertion of him for a worthless fellow, whose only virtue was
-his handsome face, had hurt him cruelly, and he would not forgive, and
-he kept aloof from the Christmas-tree, which was each year set up in the
-church where other fingers than Agatha’s swept the organ keys, and
-another voice sang “Glory to God on High.” But he was going to-night; he
-had promised his wife that he would, and Aunt Hannah’s face had been
-brighter all the day for that promise, and her step brisker and lighter
-as she prepared the basket of presents for the poor children of the
-parish, thinking, as she folded up a pair of lamb’s wool stockings, of
-the little Ruth whom she had never seen, and whose feet they would just
-fit. Where was she now, and where was Agatha that wintry day when the
-snow was drifting down so swiftly, and the wind was blowing so hard over
-her native hills. Something seemed to bring the absent one nearer to
-Aunt Hannah, and she almost felt the touch of the chord which was to
-have a beginning that night far away in New York and which would reach
-even to her lonely home and make it bright as the sunshine, which, as
-the day wore to a close, came through the dull gray clouds and fell soft
-and warm upon the pure white snow.
-
-There was a great crowd in the church that night, and Uncle Obed felt a
-throb of pain cut like a knife through his heart when he saw the gaily
-decorated tree, and heard the organ peal and the children’s voices
-telling of the “wonderful night” when
-
- “Angels and shining immortals,
- Crowding the ebony portals,
- Fling out their banners of light, on this
- Wonderful, wonderful, night.”
-
-He was thinking of thirteen years ago, and the golden head he saw in the
-gallery where Agatha sat in her bright beauty playing her Christmas
-songs. But his wife’s thoughts were more with Ruth, the unknown child,
-and as one after another the little ones went up the aisle, she prayed
-softly to herself, “God grant me life to see her some day before this
-very railing.”
-
-And God, who hears and answers the prayer of faith, heard and answered
-hers, though in a different way from what she had expected. As if the
-sight of the Christmas-tree and the happy, joyous faces of the children
-had softened Uncle Obed’s heart, he talked much that night of Agatha and
-the baby, as he always designated Ruth, who, if living, was then twelve
-years old at least.
-
-“They haunt me,” he said; “and it seems as if Aggie was here in this
-very room telling me to do something—I can’t make out what.”
-
-“She has been close to me all day, too,” Aunt Hannah replied, “she or
-the little one; and before the train came in I was foolish enough to go
-to her old room to see if all was right in case she came. You know, it
-is just as she left it, only the curtains are new.”
-
-“Yes, yes, I know, wife,” and Uncle Obed lifted his head suddenly.
-“Should I be an old fool to go to New York to-morrow and inquire?”
-
-Aunt Hannah had done with kissing years ago, but now her arms were
-around her husband’s neck in a trice, and her cheek was laid to his as
-she kissed him fervently, while the great tears choked her utterance and
-kept her from answering. But she was understood, and the next morning,
-while the bell was ringing for church and the Christmas sun was shining
-brightly over the earth, Uncle Obed sat in a corner of the car which was
-taking him to New York and, as he hoped, to the lost ones he sought.
-Aunt Hannah ate her Christmas dinner alone that day, and after it was
-over went to Agatha’s room and kindled a fire upon the hearth, and felt
-her pulse beat with a new hope as she watched the flames lapping the
-bits of pine and then leaping up the chimney mouth.
-
-“He may not be home in three or four days,” she said to herself, “but
-it’s well to be ready; and the room needs airing so much.”
-
-So she opened both the windows, and brushed the snow from the stools,
-and made the bed up fresh and clean, and gave the pillows a loving pat
-as she put them in their places, and moved Agatha’s favorite chair
-nearer to the fire, and put the book of Psalms upon it, with
-“Doddridge’s Rise and Progress,” and by way of variety laid beside them
-one of the Waverly Novels which Agatha used to like so much and prefer
-to Doddridge or the Psalms. This done, she shut the windows but left the
-blinds open to let the sunshine in, thinking to herself as she went out
-and closed the door, “I’ll build a fire every day until he comes back
-with ’em.”
-
-Alas for Aunt Hannah praying so often and waiting so anxiously for him
-and them, she little knows how long and severely her faith is to be
-tested, or of the rich fruition which will crown that faith at last.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- CHRISTMAS EVE IN NEW YORK.
-
-
-There was no snow in New York that Christmas Eve, but the wind seemed
-colder for that, as it blew in sharp biting gusts through the dark
-streets and alleys, and sweeping up a long flight of rickety stairs to
-one of those tenements where the poor live,—God only knows how,—crept
-through the wide cracks of a room where two little girls crouched before
-the fire, which the elder of them was trying to coax into a blaze. She
-had been out all day in the crowded streets offering her pins and
-shoe-lacings and matches, first to one and then to another of the gay
-throng hurrying by, all, or nearly all, in too great haste to notice
-her, shivering with cold and pinched with hunger though she was. Had
-they done so, they would have seen that she was no ordinary child, and
-her soft brown eyes, and sweet pale face, would have attracted attention
-to her at once. But it was the day before Christmas, and though money
-was spent by the thousands for toys which would please for an hour, and
-then lie idly upon some nursery floor, only twenty-five cents of it came
-to poor little Ruth, who wanted it so much, and whose eyes had in them a
-wistful, anxious look every time she offered her wares for sale. She did
-not tell a pitiful tale of her mother, dead six months before, or of the
-poverty and the sorrow, as one article after another was sold for food
-and fuel, until the comparatively comfortable home was bare of nearly
-everything, save the absolute necessities for daily use. Neither did she
-tell of her struggles to earn bread for herself and Rena, darling little
-five-years old Rena, whose eyes were like the violets of spring, and
-whose hair was golden in the sunshine, with a tinge of red upon it. Poor
-little Rena, who kept the house at home while Ruthy was away,—who washed
-the two plates and the one mug they shared between them, and swept the
-floor and washed the hearth, and wiped the dingy paint, as her mother
-had done when it was not as dingy as now, and did it more than once to
-pass away the long, lonely hours of Ruth’s absence. She had been told
-never to play with the children in the street, and her dead mother’s
-command was sacred to the conscientious child, who contented herself
-with looking from the windows of the fourth story, where she lived, down
-upon the moving, everchanging crowd in the narrow street below.
-
-And here she sat waiting for Ruth, as the short December day drew to a
-close, and the cold night shut down over the great city. She knew all
-about Christmas eve and Santa Claus, and many times that day she had
-said to herself, “I wish Santa Claus would bring Ruthy something,” and
-once she thought to go herself upon the walk and beg a few pennies for
-“Ruthy’s present,” as she had seen children do, but this had been
-forbidden, and so she sat in her chair by the window and watched and
-thought of many things, and among others, of the story of Bethlehem,
-which she liked so much. The lowly manger, the mound of hay, the
-meek-eyed oxen with their long white horns, were things she never tired
-of. But she delighted most in the baby, the little boy and his mother,
-and she had so wanted a book full of pictures which should tell her all
-about it. There _was_ such a one called “That Sweet Story of Old.” Ruthy
-had said, and Rena had made many plans for getting it when she was
-older, while Ruth, too, had her own darling scheme with regard to it,
-and every day for a month, she had put by a few pennies from her little
-earnings, and eaten less herself, in order to save enough to buy the
-book, as a Christmas gift to Rena. She had almost enough that morning
-when she went out, but the day was not a good one for her trade. Nobody
-wanted boot-lacings and pins, when in all the shop windows, there were
-so many beautiful things, and if she bought the book, she must go
-without her supper. But she did not care for that, though she was very
-hungry, and the smell of the food which came to her so often from the
-many basement kitchens, nearly drove her wild. Still she did not falter,
-and when at last she turned into the narrow street, and ascended the
-long, steep stairway, the book was under her shawl, and she had only two
-buns and a hot roll in her hands. These she had bought far up town, at
-Purssell’s, as a treat for little Rena, to whom a lady had once given a
-Bath bun, and who had talked of it ever since.
-
-Rena was off her guard, and in thinking of Bethlehem had fallen asleep
-and let the fire go out, so that it was dark and cheerless enough when
-Ruth entered the room; but though very cold and tired, she did not care
-for Rena’s remissness, as it gave her time to hide the book which was to
-be a great surprise on the morrow when it was fairly Christmas day.
-Putting it carefully away she lighted the lamp and then tried to
-rekindle the fire. The noise awoke Rena, who was soon beside her on the
-hearth and looking into her face to see if the day had been a good one.
-
-To little Rena _good_ days meant a bit of meat for supper with perhaps a
-piece of pie, and a warm fire in the evening, and she saw that none of
-these luxuries were in store for her that night, and the old, patient,
-but sad look came back to her face as she wound her arms around Ruthy’s
-neck and said:
-
-“You didn’t get much; but no matter, you’ve got _me_.”
-
-Yes, Ruth had little Rena, and forcing down a great sob just as she had
-forced it down the livelong day when she remembered other Christmas
-tides, she held her darling sister close to her and parted her
-bright-hair from her brow, and told her of the nice Bath buns from
-Purssell’s and the roll for breakfast, and said she did not want
-anything herself, as she had had her supper, meaning a part of an apple
-she had found near a fruit stand.
-
-And hungry little Rena ate a bun, sitting on the floor by the fire, for
-neither of the girls thought it worth while to set the table just for a
-single bun! And as Rena ate she talked of Christmas and Christmas trees,
-and asked Ruth to tell her again of the tree which she saw once, and
-which had on it a doll and a paper of candy for her. “Jesus’ birthday
-party” Rena called the Christmas eve festival, and as she warmed her
-blue hands by the fire, she wished that she might go to His “party” and
-get “oh, lots of things—some new shoes and stockings, and a doll that
-would squeak, and some mince pie, and that story of Jesus—only, Ruthy,
-I’d give them all to you, ’cause you goes in the cold, but I’d keep the
-book about the pretty Bethlehem child,” she said, as she stuck out her
-little feet with her ragged shoes and looked ruefully at them.
-
-Poor little Rena, there were shoes and stockings both, just fitted to
-her cold feet, in the basket Aunt Hannah carried to the Oakfield church
-that afternoon, but Rena knew nothing of them, and she kept on talking
-to Ruth, asking finally what it was their mother had said about her old
-home in the country where there was grass in summer, with flowers and
-birds, and always enough to eat and “Jesus’ birthday party” every year
-in the church.
-
-So Ruth told her again of the house of which she had heard so much from
-her mother; and Rena asked:
-
-“If we’ve a grandpa and grandma there, why doesn’t they come for us?
-It’s so cold here, Ruthy, and I’s so hungry, too. I want the other bun
-so bad, and I’s savin’ it for you.”
-
-There were great tears on Rena’s cheeks as she confessed that her hunger
-was greater than her spirit of self-denial could endure. She had meant
-to keep the other bun for Ruthy’s breakfast, but, as she said, she was
-“so hungry,” and Ruth made her eat it, and then to save the fire, they
-crept into bed, but not until their prayers were reverently said, Rena
-venturing to improvise a little and ask God “to send them a great big
-fire, which should make them, oh, as warm as toast—and let her sometime
-go to His Son’s birthday party and get something from the tree, please,
-for Christ’s sake; good night, and don’t let us be cold any more, amen.”
-
-This was Rena’s prayer, and then nestling close to Ruth, she whispered,
-“God is here, isn’t He; in this room?”
-
-“Yes,” was Ruth’s reply.
-
-“And hears me pray when I say ‘please, for Christ’s sake?’ And I am sure
-he _will_, for mamma said so, and we’ll be warm to-morrow, Ruthy, you
-and I; oh, so warm, with a big fire—fire—for Christ’s sake—please.”
-
-The words were far apart and indistinct for little Rena was fast falling
-into dreamland. But so long as consciousness remained, there was a
-prayer in her heart for “fire—a big fire to warm us, please.”
-
-And God, who was there, in that humble room, and heard their prayer,
-answered it in His own way, which was not exactly little Rena’s way.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- THE FIRE.
-
-
-The Christmas Eve Festivals were over, and night brooded silently over
-the great city, until the clock on Trinity rang for twelve; then a few
-moments went by, and the great bell at Jefferson market sent forth its
-warning, which was caught up and repeated faster, louder, more
-excitedly, as the mad flames, let loose from the nooks and corners where
-they had perhaps been smoldering through the day, leaped high in the air
-and ran riotously over the roofs of the old tenement house on —— street,
-where Ruth and Rena lay sleeping. “Fire,—fire,—” how the cry sounded
-through the streets, and what a clatter the firemen and the people made
-and how the women shrieked and the children cried, and nobody but God
-thought of Ruth and Rena. He was taking care of them, and woke Ruth just
-as the flames looked for an instant into the room, already filled with
-smoke, and then were subdued by a powerful jet of water, which left all
-again in darkness.
-
-Ruth knew what it meant, and with a gasp of suffocation sprang from the
-bed, and groping her way to the door, opened it wide, hoping to admit
-the fresh air, without which she knew she must smother. But only thick,
-dark billows of smoke came rolling in, filling her lungs and eyes and
-mouth, as she tried to find her way back to her sister to whom she
-shrieked, “Wake, Rena; the house is on fire. Run for your life.”
-
-The cry awoke Rena, who staggered toward the door, more by chance than
-design. Fortunately for her, it was still open, and, blinded by smoke,
-and wild with fright, she rushed down the stairway, and escaped unharmed
-into the street below, where the excited throng of people were running
-and shrieking, and where she would have been trampled to death, if a
-city missionary, had not found her as, in her night dress, with her
-little white feet nearly frozen, she ran hither and thither, sobbing in
-a pitiful kind of way for “Ruthy” to come and get her. One of the
-mission houses received her, and when the Christmas dawn broke over the
-city, and the bells were pealing merrily she lay on one of the little
-cots asleep, her lips occasionally whispering softly, “Come, Ruthy,
-come.”
-
-The fright and exposure brought on a low fever, and for weeks kind
-nurses watched by her trying to make out something from her not very
-clear story.
-
-“Mother’s dead,” she said, “I haven’t any papa; Ruthy and me lives
-alone, and sells pins and things, only Ruthy sells ’em and I keep house,
-and she’s burned, and I’s Rena Cutler and she isn’t.”
-
-This was her story, and as nothing more could be learned of her or of
-the Ruth of whom she talked, and as it was known that several had
-perished in the flames, it seemed probable that Ruth was one of them;
-and Rena’s fever ran higher, and she talked of the baby of Bethlehem and
-Jesus’ birthday party, and the buns from Purssell’s, but after a time
-she grew better, and was interested in things around her, and was a
-great favorite with every one and happy in her new home, where all the
-influences were calculated to strengthen the good there was in her when
-she lived with Ruth in the old house.
-
-But she never forgot “poor Ruthy,” whom she believed to have been burned
-to death, and every night she prayed that God would make her “good
-enough to go some day to Heaven where Ruthy and mother were; amen, for
-Christ’s sake, please.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- RENA AT UNCLE OBED’S.
-
-
-Uncle Obed had not found his lost daughter in New York, or any trace of
-her; but he heard of the fire, and he went down and looked at the ruins,
-and stood close to the place where little Rena came shrieking down the
-stairs into the streets; then he went to the Mission House on Sunday and
-heard the children sing their songs, and saw them take their evening
-meal, and went into the room where little Rena lay and saw her
-bright-hair on the pillow and just the outline of her pale face, and
-heard she was one of the little ones rescued from the fire. He left ten
-dollars with the matron to be used for her and “the other wee ones, God
-bless them!” and then went home and told Aunt Hannah, who all the winter
-long worked for that Home in New York, and sent to it more than one
-garment which happened to fit Rena.
-
-And so five years went by, and then there came to Oakfield one day an
-agent for the Home, and with him several little girls for whom places
-were wanted. Rena was among them, and in her soft blue eyes and pretty
-face there was something which appealed strongly to the sympathy of Aunt
-Hannah, who took the child for her own and brought her home and put her
-in the room which had been Agatha’s, and gave her so much love and
-kindness that the little girl sometimes wondered “if Heaven, where Ruthy
-was, could be better than this.”
-
-There in Oakfield she saw, for the first time, the Christmas-tree in all
-its glory, and “Rena” was called so many times, that at last when she
-came back with a huge doll which Aunt Hannah had worked at in secret for
-weeks, she hid her face in her hands and sobbed hysterically, so great
-was her happiness. That was to her in truth “Jesus’ birthday party,” and
-when that night she knelt alone in her room, she thanked Him in her
-quaint way for all the joy and brightness crowning her young life, and
-then, with a sigh as she remembered poor Ruthy, asked that if there were
-Christmas trees in Heaven, Ruthy might see one and get everything she
-wanted, just as she had done.
-
-Here Rena paused with a thought of the book she had coveted so much, and
-which Ruth had promised to buy as soon as she saved money enough. Rena
-had never seen the book, for Grandma Harris, as the child called her,
-knew nothing of it, and the nearest Rena had been to possessing it was
-on that night when Ruth had hidden it away so carefully against the
-morning which dawned upon them amid smoke and flame. The book had burned
-to ashes; Rena was there at Grandpa Harris’s; and Ruth, as she believed,
-was in Heaven with the mother whom Rena could scarcely remember. Fright
-and sickness had driven some things from her mind, but Mr. and Mrs.
-Harris knew that she was picked up on the street on the night of a fire
-and that her name was Rena Cutler. They knew, too, about poor Ruth, and
-Grandma Harris had wept more than once over the two little girls living
-alone in the cold, forlorn chamber of the dreary tenement house. So much
-Rena could tell, but when it came to her mother she remembered nothing
-except that she was good, and sick, and died; and so grandma never
-suspected the truth, or dreamed why the orphan seemed so near to her and
-her husband, both of whom would have been very lonely now without the
-little girl to whom they had given their name, so that she was known to
-everybody as Rena Harris.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
- DAISY.
-
-
-Swiftly the years came and went till Rena had been for more than four
-years in Oakland, and was a fair, sweet-faced girl of thirteen, when one
-day, toward the last of August there came to the farm-house from the
-hotel on the hill across the river, a young man whom Rena had seen in
-church and who she had heard was stopping in town with his wife.
-Occasionally he had driven by the farm-house, and Rena had caught sight
-of a pale, beautiful face which had made her heart throb quickly with a
-feeling she could not define. It was a young girlish face, and Rena was
-surprised when she heard that the lady was the young man’s wife, and
-very sorry and grieved when she further heard that she was crazy.
-
-“Not quite right in her mind,” George Rivers said, when he came to the
-farm-house to ask if they would take his poor “Daisy” for a few weeks
-“She lost her baby six months ago,” he said, “and she’s been strange
-ever since. I brought her to the country hoping a change from the city
-would do her good, and I think she is improving. We have driven by here
-several times, and for some reason she has taken a great fancy to this
-place, and says she could sleep and should get well if she were here, so
-I called to ask if you will take her.”
-
-The price offered was remunerative, and as dollars were not so very
-plenty with the old couple they consented at last to take the young
-lady, whom her husband called Daisy, and whom Rena felt that she should
-love so much. She was a wonderfully beautiful little creature, not much
-taller than Rena herself, and her soft, brown eyes had in them an
-expression so sad and pitiful, that Rena could scarcely keep back the
-tears when she saw her coming in leaning upon her husband’s arm. There
-had been talk of a nurse to look after her when George returned to the
-city, but Rena had begged so hard for that office that Mr. Rivers had
-consented and Rena was to attend her, and she came at once to the
-invalid and showed her to the large, pleasant chamber which adjoined her
-own, and which overlooked the town and the hill country beyond.
-
-“This is so nice—so like a dream I’ve had of something. I shall be
-better here,” Daisy said, as she leaned from the window and looked out
-upon the yard and garden below.
-
-“Can I do anything for you? I am to be your little maid. I am Rena
-Harris.”
-
-This was what Rena said as the lady turned from the window, and Daisy’s
-brown eyes looked wonderingly at her, while a deep flush suffused the
-white face for an instant and then left it paler than before.
-
-“Rena, Rena,” she repeated; “I never knew but one, and she is with the
-angels. I called baby _Irene_, and she died too. Rena; it’s very strange
-that you should have that name.”
-
-Daisy was talking to herself now, for at the first mention of _Irene_,
-Rena had darted down stairs to Aunt Hannah, exclaiming:
-
-“I’ve got it now—my real name. You know I never could think for sure,
-but the moment she said her baby was Irene, it came back to me. That was
-the name in the Bible—_Irene Cutler_, and Ruth read it to me once and
-she called me Rena. Oh, grandma, you don’t know how sad the lady looked
-when she said, ‘Rena, Rena!’ I shall love her so dearly, and I mean to
-take such good care of her, too.”
-
-Rena was as good as her word, and soon loved the beautiful Daisy with a
-devotion both rare and curious, while Daisy never seemed happier than
-when her little maid was with her. She was very pretty with a fair
-creamy complexion, soft brown eyes and abundant hair of the same shade,
-which she wore in braids coiled about her head, while, added to her
-beauty was an air of grace and gentle dignity which alone would have
-made her very attractive. She did not seem to be really crazy; her mind
-was only weak, and sometimes when talking of her baby she said queer
-things, which showed that her reason was not quite clear. But the quiet,
-happy life she led at the farm-house began to have its influence, and
-when in September her husband, who had returned to Boston after seeing
-her comfortably settled, came again to Oakfield, he found her greatly
-improved. She was very happy there, and begged so hard to be allowed to
-stay until after Christmas that both Mr. and Mrs. Harris and her husband
-consented, while Rena was wild with delight when she heard of the
-arrangement.
-
-When Mr. Rivers first came she had feared that she might lose the sweet
-lady whom she loved so much, but now she was to stay a long time, it
-seemed to her, and her joy knew no bounds, while she redoubled her
-efforts to please and amuse her patient who owed much of her improvement
-to Rena’s care. Together in the bright autumn days they roamed over the
-fields and thro’ the woods of Oakfield, and the villagers sometimes saw
-them sitting on the banks of the river, Rena at Daisy’s feet, looking up
-into the lovely face above her, while Daisy’s fingers caressed her
-golden hair, or wove for it a crown of the rich-hued autumn leaves.
-
-Once Daisy said to her:
-
-“You make me think so much of the sister I lost; her name was Rena,
-too.”
-
-“Tell me about her, please,” Rena said, and Daisy replied:
-
-“Sometime when I am stronger I will, but now it makes my brain thump so
-to think of her. Oh, Rena, Rena, my darling, my darling.”
-
-She covered her face with her hands, and Rena could see the tears
-trickle through her fingers as she rocked to and fro, whispering of
-things which perplexed and puzzled the little girl to whom they did not
-seem strange or new.
-
-After a little Daisy became quiet, but for many days she was not quite
-herself, and Rena never spoke again of the dead sister, and the autumn
-went by and the winter came with its dull gray clouds and wailing winds,
-and still Daisy tarried at the farm-house where she was to remain until
-after the holidays. These her husband was to spend with her, and he came
-the day before Christmas with gifts, some for his wife, some for Mr. and
-Mrs. Harris, and some for Rena. Among these last was a book—too young it
-might seem for a girl of thirteen, but it had been gotten up with
-beautiful binding and colored prints expressly for the holidays, and its
-title was:
-
- “THAT SWEET STORY OF OLD;
-
- OR
-
- THE LIFE OF JESUS.”
-
-Very carefully, nay, almost reverently, Daisy took the book in her hand
-and her eyes were full of tears as she said:
-
-“It is beautiful, but not much like the one I bought that day for my
-darling. Oh, George, how the Christmas holidays bring her back to me,
-and I see her just as she looked that last night kneeling by the fire
-and talking of ‘Jesus’ birthday party,’ and what she wanted from the
-tree if she ever went to one—shoes, and stockings and a doll that would
-squeak, and some mince pie and the story of Jesus and she would give
-them all to _me_ but the book, she said, because I went in the cold,
-and, George, her shoes were so ragged then and her little toes so blue.”
-
-“Yes, yes, I know. Don’t talk of it any more; it excites you too much,”
-George said, as he drew his young wife fondly to him, but Daisy
-answered:
-
-“I must talk. I feel just like it, and the words will choke me if I do
-not let them out. I have thought of Rena all day just as I always do at
-Christmas time. It’s eight years to-night since the fire, and I loved
-her so much; she was so sweet and pretty, with a look in her eyes like
-Rena Harris, whom I love for her sake. Darling sister, I see her now as
-she prayed for a big fire to warm her and Ruthy, as warm as toast, and
-God sent the fire and burned my precious sister up. Oh, George, does he
-always answer prayer that way?”
-
-Ere George could reply there was the sound of a choking sob by the open
-door, a rush across the floor, a folding of arms tightly around the
-astonished Daisy’s neck, while Rena’s voice said:
-
-“Oh, Ruthy, Ruthy,—you _are_ Ruthy and I am Rena. I was not burned that
-awful night, but thought you were, and have cried so often for you. God
-did answer my prayer and I never was cold any more. I am Rena Cutler and
-you are sister Ruth.”
-
-Rena had been passing the open door when her attention was attracted by
-hearing Daisy repeat the title of the book she had once coveted so much.
-Involuntarily and without any intention of listening, she paused a
-moment and heard that which kept her riveted to the spot, while the hot
-blood surged wildly through her veins at Daisy’s story. She did not stop
-to reason or ask herself how that beautiful young lady, with all the
-signs of wealth and culture around her, could be the Ruth who once sold
-matches in New York, and lived with her in that cheerless upper room.
-She knew it was she—the Ruth she had mourned as dead,—and with a glad
-cry she went to her, and falling upon her neck, claimed her as her own.
-
-And Daisy neither shrieked, nor fainted, nor cried out, but sat like one
-dead, while George unclasped Rena’s arms from her neck and questioned
-her of the past. Very rapidly Rena told her story, and Daisy listened
-till the color came back to her face, and the tears flowed in torrents,
-while sob after sob shook her frame, and her lips kept whispering
-gladly: “Thank God; thank God, it’s Rena, it is.”
-
-Mr. and Mrs. Harris were now summoned, and to them George appealed for
-confirmation of Rena’s story. As concisely as he could Grandpa Harris
-told what he had heard of Rena from the man who brought her to Oakfield,
-and when he had finished even Mr. Rivers himself could no longer doubt
-that Daisy had found her sister, and drawing Rena to him he kissed her
-fondly in token of his recognition as a near and dear relation.
-
-Daisy’s story was soon told. After her frantic call for Rena to waken
-she had fallen senseless upon the floor, where she would have died but
-for the women who occupied the adjoining room, and who suddenly
-remembered the little girls and called to a fireman to save them. The
-flames by this time were rolling up the stairway, and Ruth’s hair was
-scorched when the brave man reached her and bore her safely into the
-street. To venture again into the roaring mass of fire was impossible,
-and as none of Rena’s acquaintances chanced to see her in the crowd, it
-was supposed that she perished in the flames, and not all the good
-fortune which came to Ruth could ever obliterate the memory of that
-dreadful night, or her sister’s terrible fate. A kind woman belonging to
-the better class of poor had taken Ruth into her house, where within a
-few days came Mrs. Rivers, from far uptown, to get plain sewing done.
-Six months before she had lost her only daughter, who was just Ruth’s
-age and size, and something in the face of the desolate young girl
-attracted the lady’s notice, and when she heard her story it seemed as
-if her own dead child from the grave in Greenwood, was pleading for the
-orphan. And so it came about that Ruth found herself in a beautiful
-home, where, as Mrs. Rivers’ adopted daughter, every want was supplied,
-and she went no more into the street to sell her humble wares. So
-certain did Rena’s death seem, that no effort was ever made to find her,
-and for more than two years the sisters lived in the same city, and
-possibly met sometimes in the street, as Ruth rode with Mrs. Rivers in
-her luxurious carriage, and Rena took a walk with a teacher or older
-girl. Then Mrs. Rivers moved to Boston, and three years after Rena was
-sent to Oakfield, so that their lives were as far apart from each other
-as they were different in incident.—Loved, and petted and caressed,
-Ruth, to whom Mrs. Rivers gave the name of Daisy, had no wish
-ungratified which money could procure, and she grew up a beautiful and
-accomplished woman, retaining still the same sweet unselfishness of
-disposition and gentleness of manner which had marked her childhood,
-when she went hungry that little Rena might be fed. At eighteen she was
-married to the nephew of her so-called father, and after the birth of a
-little girl, whom she named Irene, she seemed perfectly happy until her
-infant died, when she sank into a weak, peculiar state of mind from
-which nothing had power to rouse her until Providence directed her to
-Oakfield. There she felt at home from the first, she said; the place
-reminded her so much of the house she had heard her mother describe so
-often.
-
-“And,” she continued, taking up her story where George had left it, “I
-never thought of it when I first came here. I guess I did not think of
-anything, but mother’s name was Harris—Agatha Harris—and she——”
-
-Daisy never finished the sentence, for ere another word could be uttered
-Grandpa Harris fell heavily against his wife, with the look of death on
-his face. The shock was too great for him to bear, and they laid him
-fainting upon the couch, while Aunt Hannah, Daisy and Rena bent over
-him, trying to restore him to consciousness. When he was himself again
-and able to listen, it needed but few words more to convince him that
-the Rena whom he loved already as his own, and the beautiful Daisy, whom
-he looked up to as a superior being, were both the children of his
-daughter, whose marriage with Homer Hastings twenty-one years ago that
-very night had so offended him.
-
-Daisy could remember very little of her own father. He had been kind,
-she knew, and they had been comfortable while he lived, but after his
-death they were very poor till her mother married a Mr. Cutler, who
-though a worthy and respectable man, was always sickly, and died soon
-after Rena’s birth.
-
-“So long as mother lived, we did pretty well,” Daisy said. “She took in
-sewing and I went for and carried home the work; but when she died and
-we sold the things to pay the doctor’s bill, and keep us from starving,
-it was so hard; then I peddled in the street and tried to earn a living,
-and tried to be good and remember all mother had taught me, but
-sometimes, when I was so cold, and nobody bought, and the ladies held
-their purses tight if I came near them, and the newsboys halloed after
-me, and Rena was home so hungry waiting for me, I thought God had
-forgotten us; but Rena never did. Her faith was always strong, and her
-sweet, baby words of comfort kept my heart from breaking.”
-
-They were all sobbing but Daisy, who alone was calm, as she went over
-the dreadful past which was now done with forever. Cold, nor hunger, nor
-insult, would ever touch Daisy again, and, as some great shock
-frequently unsettles the mind, so, contrarywise, it sometimes restores
-it, and the excitement and surprise of finding her sister and friends
-seemed to restore Daisy’s reason wholly, and after a moment she said, as
-she put her hand to her head and turned to her husband with one of her
-brightest smiles, “It is all gone,—the confusion and uncertainty. Every
-thing is clear as it was before baby died. I am myself once more. Thank
-God for giving me back my mind with all the other blessings.”
-
-She did seem perfectly sane, and never was there a happier family group
-than that at the farm-house on that Christmas eve. They did not go to
-the church, for they felt that their joy was something with which
-strangers had nothing to do, and they kept the festival at home and
-talked together of all the wonderful ways through which God had led
-them, until the bell of the church across the common rang for twelve and
-another Christmas morn was ushered in.
-
-Rena had her book at last,—the story of Bethlehem,—and though many
-costlier presents have been given her since, she prizes none of them so
-much as that “sweet story of old” which came to her with the sister she
-had believed to be dead. Her home proper is in the city now, with Daisy,
-where her winters are spent, and where Grandpa and Grandma Harris often
-come; but, all through the summer months, she stays at the old
-farm-house with Daisy and the sturdy boy who has taken the place of the
-little Irene. Uncle Obed always goes to the Christmas festival in the
-old church, and though his voice trills and shakes a little, he does not
-stop for that, but with a silent thanksgiving in his heart for the
-children restored to him, joins heartily in the “Peace on earth, and
-good will toward men,” which goes up to Heaven from so many tongues on
-that, night of nights—that “wonderful night” when—
-
- “Down o’er the stars to restore us,
- Leading His flame-winged chorus.
- Comes the Eternal to sight:—
- Wonderful, wonderful night!”
-
-
- THE END
- OF
- RUTH AND RENA.
-
-
-
-
- BENNIE’S CHRISTMAS.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
- BENNIE’S HOME.
-
-
-It was very cold down in the old lumber yard which skirted the canal,
-and Bennie’s little hands were numb and blue as he gathered the bits of
-boards and shingles and piled them in his basket, until it seemed as if
-so small a boy as he could not lift the heavy load. But Bennie was used
-to burdens and hardships; indeed, he would hardly have known himself
-without them, and when the basket was full he took it in both his hands
-and walked slowly along the towpath towards the miserable hovel he
-called his home. As he came near the bridge a young lady was going up
-the stone steps which lead to the street above, and with her was a
-little boy just Bennie’s age, but so different in looks and dress and
-general appearance that one could not fail to notice the contrast at
-once. Clad in a warm winter suit of the latest style Wallie Morgan knew
-nothing of cold or hunger and cruel neglect, and the sight of Bennie,
-with his ragged clothes and old slouched cap roused the boy nature and
-he called out, “Halloo, there, tow-head! What are you stealing chips for
-from my father’s lumber yard? I mean to tell him of you, Mr.
-Out-at-the-knees.”
-
-“Hush, Wallie!” said the young lady whose face was very sweet, “you
-should not speak so to the little boy. He looks very poor and very cold.
-Come here, boy, and tell me your name and where you live.”
-
-She held her hand towards the child, who was scowling defiantly at
-Wallie, but who, at the sound of her voice, seemed intuitively to
-recognize an ally in her, and replied: “He ’allus calls me tow-head, or
-out-at-the-knees, ’cause my hair’s white and my trouses is tore. I can’t
-help it, I didn’t make myself.”
-
-“Who did make you?” the young girl asked, and Bennie replied, “I dunno,
-mother’s dead and pa gets drunk. I dunno nothing.”
-
-“Don’t know who made you! That’s dreadful,” the lady said. “Why, you
-poor child, you must come to Sunday school and into my class and I will
-tell you about God. Will you come next Sunday? It is the church on the
-corner.”
-
-“Will _he_ be there?” Bennie asked, nodding towards Wallie.
-
-“Yes, he is in my class, and I am his Aunt Nellie; but he will be very
-kind to you. He is not a bad boy. Come, and perhaps you may get
-something at Christmas. Do you know what that is?”
-
-“Yes, it’s when the old chap fetches things down the chimbly; but he
-never brung me none. We’re poor, and Hetty keeps house and runs the
-streets all the time, and Mag and I is alone. I’ll tell Maggie, and
-mayby she’ll come. She’s got a new gown Miss Katy give her. I must go
-now, we are goin’ to have hasty puddin’ for dinner.”
-
-He took his heavy basket and almost staggering under the load walked
-slowly away. As usual at that time of day Hetty was out, but Maggie, a
-dark faced girl of twelve, was waiting for him, and with her help a fire
-was soon kindled in the old broken stove, and the hasty pudding, of
-which Bennie had spoken, was boiling and bubbling in the one kettle the
-miserable house afforded.
-
-“I wish we had some ’lasses, don’t you?” Bennie said, as Maggie poured
-into his dish more than half of the blue milk she had begged of a
-neighbor.
-
-But molasses was a luxury quite beyond the means of the Hewitts, and so
-Bennie ate his pudding and skimmed milk, and told Maggie of Wallie
-Morgan who had called him tow-heard and of the beautiful lady who had
-invited him to Sunday school.
-
-“Yes that’s Nellie Morgan, his aunt; his mother’s dead, and she keeps
-house and has a class, a big one, in Sunday school, and give Jane Shaw a
-doll and a dress and lots of candy and pop-corn last Christmas, and her
-brother Tim got a top and a whip.”
-
-“My, that’s jolly; less go to her class next Sunday,” Bennie said, his
-fancy caught with the top and the whip, and the shoes which would keep
-his little red toes from the cold.
-
-But Bennie was a delicate child and when Sunday came he was sick and lay
-on an old rug in a little room off from the kitchen where he was safe
-from his drunken father, while Maggie went to church and into Miss
-Morgan’s class.
-
-That day was a new era in Maggie’s life, and unmindful of the bitter
-cold which struck through her thin garments and made her shiver
-involuntarily, she hurried home to Bennie with the picture card she had
-received and the wonderful story she had heard of Jesus’ birthday and
-the baby born among the cows and oxen in that far off manger in
-Bethlehem. Wonderingly Bennie listened, asking innumerable questions
-about the child; was he ever cold, or hungry, and was he afraid of the
-cattle, and did his father get drunk and thrash him? To all these
-inquiries Maggie answered no decidedly, but when Bennie asked if he
-really could hear what every body said and would give them what they
-wanted, Maggie was doubtful. She thought, however, they better try it,
-and so the two forlorn little ones knelt down as Maggie said they did in
-church and tried to pray. But neither knew what to say and when Bennie
-suggested that his sister ought to know “’cause she’d been to meetin’,”
-she answered, “I know they said Our Father, I am sure of that.”
-
-But Bennie scoffed at this idea, “That baby in the hay our father! Why,
-pa is drunk down to the grocery!”
-
-As well as she could, Maggie explained, drawing some from her
-imagination, some from what Miss Morgan had told her, and some from
-faint remembrances of a time when her mother, who died at Bennie’s
-birth, had taught her of God and Heaven. Half convinced, half doubtful
-still, Bennie tried again, and said, “Our Father, if you is my father,
-and was oncet a little boy like me, give me something to eat and some
-gooder trouses and shoes, and a pair of lines on the tree when you have
-your birth night.”
-
-“For Christ’s sake; say that,” Maggie whispered, and Bennie rejoined,
-“Who’s he! I shan’t do it. I’m not goin’ to get ’em mixed, I’ll stick to
-Our Father.”
-
-And surely the good Father, who is so kind and pitiful to the little
-ones, heard that prayer of the ignorant child, and would in His own time
-and way answer it.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- BENNIE’S FIRST CHRISTMAS.
-
-
-The snow had fallen all day long, and from the window of his wretched
-home Bennie had watched the feathery flakes as they fell in perfect
-clouds, covering the old lumber yard where only yesterday he had
-gathered his basket of wood and chips, covering the tow path which
-skirted the canal, and covering the roofs of all the houses as far as he
-could see. It was the first genuine snow of the season, and he wanted to
-enjoy it as he saw some school-boys doing on the bridge, but his toes
-were out of his shoes, and his elbows were out of his jacket and there
-was that little hacking cough to which he was subject every winter, and
-which this season was worse than usual and kept him awake at night. He
-had learned that wet feet and chilled limbs increased it, and he dreaded
-to lie all day long in that dreary little bed-room, with no fire and
-nothing pleasant to look at. From his mother, who had been his father’s
-superior in every respect, he had inherited a love of the beautiful, an
-appreciation of comfort and pretty things, which made the squalor around
-more offensive, and he could not endure the thought of being sick again,
-as he was a month ago, when he was soaked in a rain and had the cough so
-badly; and then, he wanted to go to the Christmas-tree that night, and
-Hetty had said that he “should not stir a step if there was any sign of
-his coughing, for she would not be bothered with a sick young one
-again.” So, lest he should take cold and cough Bennie staid in doors all
-day and watched the falling snow, and late in the afternoon hailed with
-delight a rosy cloud in the west which said the storm was over. It was
-not very cold, and when the sun went down and the full moon rose up over
-the carpet of pure white snow Bennie thought he had never seen so
-beautiful a night, or felt as happy as he did when starting for the
-church, with Maggie as his chaperone. She had been three times to Sunday
-school and when Miss Morgan asked for the little boy seen that cold day
-in the lumber yard, Maggie had told her of his ragged clothes and
-worn-out shoes, and Miss Nellie, who was like an angel of mercy in the
-homes of the poor, had made a note of it; determining after Christmas
-was over to find the child and do what she could for him.
-
-It was early when Maggie and Bennie entered the church, but they found
-it nearly full, and abashed at the sight of so many strangers and
-attracted by the heat of the registers Bennie insisted upon staying by
-them, near the door where he was jostled by the crowd and jeered at by
-some thoughtless boys who made fun of his old clothes and asked “what he
-would take for himself, rags and all.” But Bennie bore their jeers
-meekly and only doubled his fist once, so intent was he upon the tree in
-the chancel, bending with its hundreds of gifts. He had never dreamed of
-anything like that, and his belief in Bethlehem’s baby grew stronger as
-he saw this tangible commemoration of his birth night. How fine it all
-was, and how splendidly the rector looked in his white robe, and how
-grandly the music of the organ rolled through the aisles, making the
-floor tremble under his feet, and causing him to start a little and look
-down to see what was the matter. And when the children began one of
-their Christmas carols and sang of the “Silent night, the holy night,”
-Bennie felt a strange thrill creep over him and every nerve quivered
-with excitement as he listened to the words:
-
- “All is calm,—all is bright
-
- · · · · ·
-
- Glories stream from Heaven afar,
- Heavenly hosts sing Alleluia,
- Christ the Saviour is born.”
-
-Was Heaven, of which Maggie had told him such wonderful things, any
-better than this, or the children there happier than these whose faces
-looked so eager and expectant as they went up to the tree, and so full
-of joy when they came back? They were calling the names very rapidly
-now, and Bennie held his breath to hear, and watched them anxiously.
-Wallie Morgan seemed to be a favored one, for he was called many times,
-and when he came back with a pair of red lines with little tinkling
-bells, Bennie exclaimed aloud, “Oh, if they’d only call _me_!”
-
-Would they? Was there anything for him on that heavily laden tree? There
-were gifts for Johnnie and Jakie, and Susie and Freddie, and Sam, and
-yes,—certain and true, he heard his name at last, or something like it,
-and half started forward, when a rough boy caught his arm, saying,
-“’Tain’t you. It’s a gal.”
-
-No, it was not Bennie, but it was Maggie, his sister, whose name he had
-heard and who received a Bible and a bundle of something which looked
-like clothes.
-
-“Maggie Hewitt; Maggie Hewitt,” Bennie heard a woman in front of him
-say. “That is a new name. Who is she?”
-
-“Oh, some waif Miss Nellie has picked up, I dare say,” was the reply.
-“She is always doing such things, you know. Isn’t she beautiful to-night
-with that long feather and jaunty sacque?”
-
-Bennie thought she was beautiful and watched her admiringly as she moved
-among her pupils, sharing their joy and occasionally trying to repress
-their wild spirits. Johnnie and Jakie and Tommie again, and Susie and
-Katie and Anne, but no Bennie Hewitt; he had been forgotten; there was
-nothing for him, and with a choking, gasping sensation he stood, holding
-fast to the pew railing in front of him, while the grand old anthem
-Glory to God on High, rang through the church, and the final prayer was
-said. But the music and the prayer were nothing to him now; faith in
-Bethlehem’s baby was gone, and his little heart was as empty of
-happiness as the tall tree was of gifts, and as full of bitter
-disappointment as the church was of people, all moving out and crowding
-him as they went. Maggie had been near the chancel with Miss Morgan’s
-class, and when at last she came there were few left in the church, and
-these were gathered about the rector, near the tree.
-
-“Oh, Ben, see what I’ve got; a bran-new gown,” Maggie said, as she
-caught sight of her brother.
-
-At the sound of her voice Bennie’s pent-up grief gave way, and a low,
-piteous, wailing cry reached the ear of Nellie Morgan, who, in a moment
-was at Bennie’s side asking what was the matter.
-
-“Everybody got somethin’ but me, and I never had a darned thing. I
-thought the baby in the stable would bring me suthin’; I asked him this
-mornin’ would he.”
-
-This was the sobbing reply of the little ragged boy who cried as if his
-heart would break, while Nellie tried to comfort him. In the
-multiplicity of her cares she had forgotten him, and she felt so grieved
-and sorry, until an idea struck her. There were a few whispered words to
-Wallie, whose hands were full, and then turning to Bennie, she asked
-what he wanted most.
-
-“Some lines and some shoes,” he said, and glancing at his thin, worn
-boots, Nellie replied, “Poor boy, you do need shoes, and you shall have
-them to-morrow, while the lines,—” she turned appealingly to Wallie,
-who, after a momentary struggle, laid the lines in her hand. “Yes,” she
-continued, “you shall have the lines to-night. Wallie gives them to you,
-and is sorry for the naughty words he said to you the other day. Now,
-shake hands and be friends with him.”
-
-Such generosity and self-denial were more than Bennie could comprehend,
-and he stood staring blankly at Wallie, while his lip quivered and the
-tears rained down his cheek.
-
-“Git out! Yer only foolin’,” he said, while the glimmer of a smile
-showed round his mouth.
-
-Wallie had felt like crying himself, but at the sight of tears in
-another he assumed a show of manliness and answered, “No, I ain’t
-foolin’. I want you to have ’em. Auntie can knit me some more. They are
-three yards long. Look!” and with a swift movement he threw them across
-Ben’s neck, exclaiming, “Get up there! Go ’long!”
-
-Quick as thought Ben started off on a brisk canter, with sundry little
-squeals and kicking up of heels, and before the astonished rector could
-stop it the two boys had made the entire circuit of the church, one as
-driver and the other as horse! It was an unprecedented thing, but Bennie
-knew no better, and Wallie would not admit that he was sorry. It was the
-greatest fun, he said, and Ben was the nicest kind of a horse, because
-he squealed and kicked up so good! To Bennie that race was, perhaps, the
-best part of the festival, though the next day was to him the real
-Christmas, the white day of his life, which he never forgot. There was
-much cheer and festivity at the Morgan house that Christmas time, for
-many guests were staying there, and Nellie, as the mistress, had
-numberless duties to perform, but she did not forget her promise to
-little Ben, and just before the bell at St. Luke’s rang for the morning
-service, the Morgan carriage stopped at the wretched house where the
-Hewitts lived, and Nellie entered the cold, dirty room, laden with gifts
-for Bennie. There was a warm suit of Wallie’s half worn clothes, a pair
-of shoes, with mittens and tippet, a book of pictures, and a horse on
-wheels, which, possibly, pleased the little boy more than all the rest.
-He was very happy and proud in his new clothes, and when the next Sunday
-came and Nellie Morgan joined her class in Sunday school Bennie was the
-first one she saw, his face all aglow with excitement and eager
-expectancy. Forlorn and despised as he was, he was no ordinary child,
-and the quickness with which he comprehended her and the aptness of his
-replies and questionings surprised and interested Miss Nellie, who felt
-that she had known the child for years, so fast did he gain upon her
-love during that first hour of teaching. Regularly every Sunday after
-that, through sunshine and storm, Bennie was in his place, his lesson
-always perfect, and his brain full of the puzzling thoughts which had
-come to him during the week, and which only Miss Nellie could explain.
-Of the child Jesus he was never tired of hearing, and the story of
-Bethlehem was told him again and again until he knew it by heart, and
-prompted both Miss Morgan and his sister if, in telling it, they
-deviated ever so little from the original. Of Calvary and its agony he
-did not care to hear. There was something horrible to him in that three
-hours’ suffering, and the darkened sky and opening graves, and he would
-far rather think of Christ as a little child sleeping on a mound of hay,
-or playing by the door of his home in Nazareth.
-
-“Seems if I got nearer to Him, and He was sorrier for me when I’m cold
-and hungry and father licks me so hard for nothin’,” he said, and his
-prayers were mostly said to the baby boy he had first heard about, and
-we have no doubt that God listened with love and sympathy for the poor
-child who sometimes asked so touchingly, “Was you ever hungry, dear
-Jesus, and be flogged and cuffed as I am when I hain’t done nothin’, and
-did the snow come into your winder and cover the front of your bed, and
-make you so cold at night?”
-
-At first Bennie’s prayers were mostly interrogatories of the Lord with
-regard to His early life; but as he learned more from the faithful
-Nellie, he came at last to ask for what he wanted in his own peculiar
-way, and God, who always hears and answers the prayer of faith like
-Bennie’s, heard and answered him, as we shall see in our next chapter.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- BENNIE’S SECOND CHRISTMAS.
-
-
-The year had rolled round swiftly, and the little ones of St. Luke’s
-were again looking eagerly forward to Christmas Eve and the wonderful
-tree, which all the summer long had been growing down by the lake and
-gathering new beauty and strength for the task it was to perform. It was
-in the cellar of St. Luke’s now, and the ladies and children were busy
-trimming the little stone church on the corner, and Maggie Hewitt was
-with them, holding twine and pulling twigs for Miss Nellie, at whose
-side she hovered constantly, and whom some of the young girls called
-“Miss Morgan’s shadow.” But Bennie was not there, and if you had gone
-down on the tow path that winter day and entered the room, into which
-the snow used to drift at night, and where Bennie used to hide away from
-his drunken, crazy father, you would scarcely have known the place.
-Nellie Morgan had proved the good angel of that house, as of many
-others, and discovering that appreciation of tidiness and comfort which
-Bennie possessed to so great a degree, she had made his surroundings as
-pleasant as possible under the circumstances. Bennie was a delicate
-child, and often sick for days and even weeks, and when Miss Nellie
-found how distasteful to him was that dingy, dreary room where the
-broken window was stuffed with rags, and the damp, stained paper hung in
-strips on the wall, she went to work with a will, and many an article of
-cast off furniture found its way from the garret of the Morgan house to
-the hut on the tow path, and in comparison with his condition one year
-ago, Bennie now lodged like a prince, and felt almost as happy as one.
-There was fresh paper on the walls, the window was mended, and a clean
-white curtain hung before it; a strip of carpet covered the floor, and
-Bennie’s bed was a wide, capacious crib, which had once been Wallie
-Morgan’s; and there, propped up with pillows and clad in a bright
-dressing-gown, Bennie lay that December day when his sister Maggie was
-busy at the church where he so longed to be. A severe cold had settled
-on his lungs, and for weeks he had kept in doors, trying to subdue the
-tickling cough, which harassed him day and night.
-
-“Oh, if I only can be well by Christmas, I want to see Jesus’ birth
-night once more. Do you think he’ll let me go?” he would say to Miss
-Nellie, when she came, as she often did, to see him, and with tears in
-her eyes Nellie would smooth the light hair of the little boy who had
-grown so fast into her love, and answer that she hoped so, when all the
-time there was a great fear in her heart that never again would Bennie
-celebrate the Saviour’s birth night.
-
-But she would not tell him so then, for she felt sure that he was one of
-the little ones of whom our Savior said “of such is the kingdom of
-Heaven.” Her labor had not been in vain so far as Bennie was concerned.
-With astonishing avidity he had seized upon her words of instruction,
-and now, whether awake or asleep, the baby of Bethlehem was always
-present with him, the friend to whom he told his joys and griefs and to
-whom he often prayed for his drunken father, his idle, wicked sister
-Hetty, and his other sister, Maggie, whom he loved so well.
-
-Such a child could not fail to influence any household for good, and it
-was observed by many that Mr. Hewitt worked more steadily, and was not
-intoxicated so often as of old, while Hetty was less in the street and
-never brought her vile, noisy companions to disturb her sick brother.
-And Bennie was very happy except when he thought of the Christmas
-Festival and his desire to attend it.
-
-“Please, Jesus of Bethlehem, let me be well enough to go there just this
-once and hear my name called from the tree, will you, and I’ll be so
-good and not fret at Mag when my side aches and I cough so hard.”
-
-This was Bennie’s prayer, or the substance of it, said often to himself,
-but for once God did not seem to hear the little boy, for his cough
-daily grew worse, the pallor about his lips grew deeper, the red on his
-thin cheeks redder, and his great blue eyes had in them that bright,
-glassy look which only the eyes of consumptives wear.
-
-“I can’t go; he won’t let me,” he said, with a burst of tears, the
-morning before Christmas to Miss Nellie, who had come down to see him,
-and who tried to comfort him by saying that he would be remembered just
-the same, and that his presents would be new to him Christmas morning.
-
-“’Tain’t that,” he answered with quivering lip, “’Tain’t the presents.
-It’s going up myself and feeling that _he_ counts me in as one of ’em, I
-want to hear Him call my name,—Bennie Hewitt, and know how it sounds.”
-
-It was a fancy of his that Jesus himself called the names of the little
-ones, and Nellie did not try to dispel the illusion. Jesus would call
-him soon, she was sure, and with a kiss and a promise to come again on
-the morrow she left him and went back to the church where she was busy
-all the day with Maggie as her constant aid. And while they trimmed the
-house of God and hung their gifts upon the tree, little Bennie lay in
-his crib thinking about it and of the tree of life, of which Nellie had
-once read to him. Would he ever see that tree, and would there be
-something on it for him, and could he bathe his burning cheeks and hands
-in that pure river of water, and wouldn’t it be nice to have no nights
-to cough so in, and no need of sun or moon to light those golden
-streets.
-
-It was nearly dark when Maggie came in, full of the beautiful church and
-the tree on which were so many curious things.
-
-“Something for you,” she said to Bennie. “I saw more than one, and I’ll
-bring ’em to you when it’s out. Don’t cry, Bennie, I’m so sorry you
-can’t go with me. Next year you will.”
-
-“No, Maggie, I shall never go—never hear my name,” Bennie tried to say,
-but a fit of coughing severer than any he had ever had came on and the
-cloth he held to his lips was stained with blood.
-
-Neither Hetty nor Mag knew the danger, or what those crimson stains
-portended, and both went to the church leaving their father with Bennie,
-who at first lay very still and seemed to be asleep; then he began to
-grow restless and asked his father to read to him of the “golden city
-where the gates stand always open and there is neither sun nor moon.”
-
-But Mr. Hewitt was unused to the Bible, and did not know where to find
-that description of the New Jerusalem of which Bennie talked so much,
-sometimes coherently and sometimes not, for his mind wandered a little
-and was now in “Jerusalem the golden, with milk and honey blest,” where
-the tree of life was growing and where Christ’s name was written on the
-foreheads of his children, and then at the church where the names were
-called, his perhaps, and he bade his father listen and tell him if he
-heard it.
-
-“I can’t go up,” he said, “I’m so sick, but Maggie will bring them, and
-next year I shall see that other tree in the New Jerusalem, I guess I
-will, I mean, for I have tried to be good since she told me how, and
-I’ve prayed to Jesus every day. Do you love Him, father?”
-
-There was no answer from the rough-faced man who sat watching his child
-with a pain in his heart such as he had not felt in years.
-
-“Father!” and Bennie’s voice was very low and pleading, “You ain’t drunk
-now one bit.”
-
-“No, by Jove, no,” came emphatically from the father’s lips, and Bennie
-continued, “Don’t ever be so any more, will you? Promise me, father,
-promise your little sick boy, who is going to die.”
-
-“No, Bennie, you must not die, and I’ve been so hard on you, and flogged
-you when I was in drink,” Mr. Hewitt sobbed, laying his head upon the
-pillow, while Bennie went on: “But I’ve forgiven that, father, and I was
-naughty sometimes, and called you names and made faces at you when you
-did not see me. I’m sorry for it now, and when I’m gone remember me as I
-was at the best, when I tried to be good, and, father, _don’t_ drink any
-more, please keep sober, for Maggie’s sake, and Hetty’s; will you? Say
-you will; say it, father, quick.”
-
-His wasted hand rested lovingly on the bowed head of his father, who
-faltered out: “Yes, Ben, I’ll try, I will, so help me God.”
-
-“And He will help you, father, I’ll ask Him, now; He will hear me
-because I am going to die,” and folding his hands reverently, Bennie
-prayed, “Oh, Jesus, _man_ Jesus, I mean; please keep father from getting
-drunk, and don’t let him trade at the groceries where they sell it; then
-he won’t see it and want it so bad, and make him a good man, for
-Christ’s sake.”
-
-Bennie’s voice ceased, and for a long time there was silence in the
-room, broken at last by the sound of steps outside, and Maggie came
-rushing in, her arms full of presents and her cheeks glowing with
-excitement and exercise. But she stopped quickly when she caught sight
-of Bennie’s face. It was very white, with a rapt look upon it, as if he
-were already lost to earth and was listening to “the shouts of them who
-triumph, the song of them that feast.” But her voice called him back and
-his eyes sparkled with pleasure for a moment as she spread his presents
-before him, and told him how many times his name had been called.
-
-“Six times; ’most as often as Wallie Morgan’s; and look, here’s a
-Christmas card, and a bran-new suit of clothes, and a ball, and a top,
-and a jumping jack, and—and—oh, Bennie, guess what else; a pair of
-skates from Wallie Morgan.”
-
-She had kept the skates for the last, knowing how her brother had wanted
-them, and now, at sight of them, he did seem to brighten up, and took
-them in his hands and examined them carefully; then, laying them where
-he could see them, he said, “Yes, I’m so glad, and they are all so good.
-I’d like to skate just once. I know I could beat Tom Carter in a little
-while; but, Maggie, I’m going to die. It came to me to-night. I’m going
-where Jesus is, and pa is not going to drink anymore, and Hetty must
-stay home nights, and you must be a real good girl, and not romp and
-tear your clothes so much.”
-
-“Oh, Bennie, Bennie,” and all the brightness was gone from Maggie’s face
-as she dropped beside the bed, and seizing her brother’s hand begged of
-him to stay with her and not leave her all alone.
-
-“Father and Hetty will be with you, and Jesus, too,” the pale lips
-whispered, and then Bennie’s mind began to wander, and he talked strange
-things of the Tree of Life, which he said was hung with tapers and
-beautiful gifts, some of which were for him, and he listened to hear his
-name, bidding his father and sisters keep very quiet lest he should fail
-to catch the sound.
-
-All night they sat by him, scarcely daring to move, while, with closed
-eyes and parted lips, he lay listening—listening—till over the snow-clad
-town the grey morning broke and the Christmas chimes were rung from the
-church tower; then with a triumphant voice he cried, “There, he has
-called me at last, little Bennie Hewitt, he said. Didn’t you hear his
-voice? He’s there, with something for me. I’m going now. Good-bye. Tell
-Miss Morgan she told me the way, and I love her for it. I wish more
-ladies would hunt up the poor little boys on the canal. I’m going up the
-aisle, and the music is playing, too. Such music! oh, Maggie, don’t you
-hear it? It’s better than the ‘Silent Night,’ and I hear the heavenly
-hosts sing ‘Alleluia.’ Little Bennie Hewitt they call. Yes, I’m
-coming—coming—coming. A golden harp and golden crown. That’s what is on
-the tree for me and joy forever and forever. Good-bye, good-bye,
-good-bye.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Little Bennie was dead and the Christmas he had looked forward to so
-eagerly was kept with the Saviour he loved, and when Miss Nellie came to
-inquire for him she found only a white wasted form which her own hands
-made ready for the grave. The new suit of clothes which was to have kept
-him warm, were put upon him, and flowers from the Morgan conservatory
-were placed in his hands and on his pillow, and over the little coffin
-bitter tears were shed and promises were renewed as the wretched father
-whispered to himself, “I’ll keep my word to Ben. I’ll try to be a man.”
-
-There’s a small white head stone near the gate in the Rosedale Cemetery,
-and Bennie’s name is on it.
-
- “BENNIE HEWITT.
- DIED DECEMBER 25, 1883,
- AGED 9 YEARS.”
-
-Strangers pass it by and think nothing of it, but God knows all about
-that little grave and the boy sleeping there, and when the Golden City
-shall indeed come down and Christ’s saints be gathered home, Bennie will
-be with them, where there is no more night, or need of sun or moon, for
-the glory from the Eternal Throne transcends the light of noonday and
-Christ is all in all.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Does my story seem a sad one to you, my little readers? In one sense it
-is, and in another it is not. It is always sad to see the children die,
-but when like Bennie they go from cold and hunger and toil, to be
-forever with the Lord it is for them a blessed thing, so, on Christmas
-morning of 1884 do not think of little Bennie, as in the grave where
-they laid him one year ago, but
-
- In that far off, happy country
- Which no human eye hath seen,
- Where the flowers are always blooming,
- And the grass is ever green.
-
-There we find our little Bennie. No more hungry days and freezing nights
-and cruel blows for him, for he is safe forever. Jesus called his name,
-and he has gone to that beautiful land where so many children are, and
-where, I pray, we too may meet to celebrate our Saviour’s birth in one
-never ending Christmas.
-
- _Brown Cottage,
- Christmas—1884._
-
-
- THE END
- OF
- BENNIE’S CHRISTMAS
-
-
-
-
- THE CHRISTMAS FONT.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
- INTRODUCTORY.
-
-
-When I was a child, as young as some of the children who may read this
-story, I brought from the Sunday school one afternoon the story of “Ruth
-Lee.” The day was warm and bright, and the summer sunshine fell softly
-on the grass in the old orchard, where, beneath an apple-tree, I sat
-down to read about Ruth and her half-brother Reuben, to whom she was
-always so kind, even when he was cross and irritable. The story was not
-a long one, and I read it very rapidly, growing more and more interested
-with every page, and wishing so much that I knew just where the brother
-and sister lived, and if Ruth still watched the web of cloth bleaching
-on the mountain side, or Reuben in a pet threw his piece of pie over the
-ledge of rocks, where his good, patient sister could not get it. To me
-every word was true. I believed in Ruth and Reuben. I knew just how they
-looked—Ruth with her grave, womanly face and soft brown eyes, and Reuben
-with his rosy cheeks, and round, hard head, which he sometimes bumped
-upon the floor when in one of his passions. I could see him bumping his
-head—could see Ruth, too, trying to quiet and soothe him. I would
-imitate her, I thought, and when my little baby brother screamed and
-kicked and wanted me to gather flowers instead of reading under the
-apple-tree, as I was given to doing, I would put up my books and go with
-him to the brook in the meadow where the little fishes glided in and out
-from their hiding-places and where the buttercups and daisies grew on
-the side of the mossy bank. I would be more like my older sister, who
-had borne with my childish freaks, who always gave me the fairest apple
-and the largest piece of cake, and who might have stood for Ruth
-herself.
-
-The story was having a good effect upon me, when suddenly I came upon a
-little note appended by the author, and which said the whole was a
-fiction; that no such person as Ruth Lee had ever lived, and I had been
-reading what was not true. I did not know then that but few of the
-Sunday school books are literally true, and I was terribly disappointed.
-I felt that in losing Ruth I had lost a real friend, and, leaning my
-head against the tree, I cried for a few moments, thinking to myself,
-that when I was older I would write a book for children, which should
-every word be _true_. I am older now—much older than I was then; that
-Sunday afternoon lies far back in the past; the sister, who might have
-been Ruth, is dead, and her grave is under a little pine, which whispers
-softly to the wind, of the gentle sleeper below. There are more graves
-than hers near to the pine. The household is broken up, and children of
-another name than mine read under the old apple-tree in the orchard, or
-search for violets and buttercups down by the meadow brook. I have
-learned to know that stories of fictitious people, if true to life and
-written with an earnest purpose to do good, may oftentimes be as
-beneficial as stories of real people; but I have through all adhered to
-my resolution, that my first story for children should be true; and so
-this bright May morning, when the sky is beautifully blue, and the grass
-in the garden is green and fresh with yesterday’s rain, I begin this
-story of the Font, which shall in every particular be _true_.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- SOMETHING ABOUT THE CHURCH, AND THE CHILDREN WHO BOUGHT THE FONT.
-
-
-I must tell you first about the Church where the children who bought the
-Font went to Sunday school. St. Luke’s we call it, and it stands on the
-corner where two streets cross each other, in a little village which we
-will call Carrollton. That is not its real name, you know, but I will
-call it that, and then go on to tell you how the church is built of
-stone, with a spire from which the paint has been worn off by time, and
-the rains which beat against it from the west. The window, too, on that
-side, has been broken by the wind, and boards are nailed across the top
-where the stained glass used to be. But the window will be mended in
-time; the old spire will be repainted; the ivy at the corner will reach
-higher and higher, until the tendrils will cling perhaps to the very
-roof; the fence will be built around that plot of grass, which looks so
-fresh this morning; and then the church will be as nice and neat as it
-was the day it was completed and consecrated to God. It is very pretty
-now inside, and the fine-toned organ in the gallery makes sweet music on
-a Sunday when they chant the “Gloria in Excelsis” and sing “Peace on
-earth, good-will to men.” That organ has played the Christmas songs
-which tell of a Saviour born, and the joyful Easter carols, which
-proclaim a Saviour risen. It has pealed a merry strain as bridal parties
-went up the aisle to the altar bedecked with flowers, and then its notes
-have been sad,—oh, so sad!—as strong men carried coffins up the aisle
-and laid them on the table. Two of them little coffins, with a dead boy
-in each,—boys who once came to the Sunday school, but who will never
-come again, or join their voices in the hymns the children sing and the
-prayers they say.
-
-To the left of the chancel, looking toward the organ, is a little
-enclosure, or room where the singers used to sit, but which is now used
-for the infant class;—the nursery which feeds the larger Sunday school.
-It is nearly seven years since the class was first organized, and,
-during that time, there have been in it one hundred different children.
-Three of these are dead,—three little boys,—and they lie up in the quiet
-graveyard where the white stones show so prettily through the dark
-evergreens. Berkie was the first to die,—blue-eyed, pale-faced Berkie,
-who used to sit so quietly all through the Sunday school, with an
-earnest expression on his thoughtful face and in his great blue eyes, as
-if he were already looking away from this world into the one where he
-was going so soon. There is a picture on the wall before me of Berkie,
-with many other members of his class, and I never look at it without a
-sigh, as I recall the dear little boy who used to run so gladly to meet
-me, and listen so attentively to the stories I told him of Jesus; and
-then I think of that innumerable host of white-robed children
-
- ... “whose little feet,
- Pacing life’s dark journey through,
- Have safely reached the heavenly seat
- They had ever kept in view.”
-
-And I know Berkie is there with them, and I cannot wish him back, though
-his going from us made a sad vacancy in our little school, and left his
-parents’ hearts so desolate.
-
-Children cannot be sorry long, neither is it right they should; and so
-the members of Berkie’s class, although they did not forget him, soon
-began to wear their cheerful faces again, and look forward to the
-Christmas festival, when the church was hung with garlands of green, and
-in the chancel was set up the young pine-tree, which, away in the marsh
-by the lake, had been growing year by year, and gathering strength in
-its young limbs to bear the many gifts hung upon it by parents, and
-teachers, and friends, when, on Christmas eve, they came together to
-keep the birthnight of the child born in Bethlehem’s manger more than
-eighteen hundred years ago. Children are always happy on such occasions,
-and it seems to me that the children of St. Luke’s, in Carrollton, are
-particularly so, judging from the eager joy which lights up their faces,
-and beams in their eyes when they hear their own names called, and go up
-the aisle to receive the expected gift. I wonder every church in the
-land does not have the Christmas trees, and thus give to the children
-pleasant remembrances of that day, without which we had indeed been
-shrouded in the deepest gloom! True, we do not know the exact date of
-Christ’s birth, but we know near enough, and children should be early
-taught that Christmas has a far deeper meaning than merely a day for
-festivity and mirth.
-
-As far as possible the little ones of St. Luke’s were taught to
-understand why the day was kept; and that rosy, round-cheeked Fred did
-understand was proved by his saying to his mother, “I know what the
-Christmas-tree means. It is Jesus’ birthday party.”
-
-Freddie had caught the spirit of the thing, if not its exact meaning;
-and as often as Christmas comes round he will remember the child Jesus,
-whose birth the church then commemorates.
-
-The summer following Berkie’s death the infant Sunday school was
-unusually large, and every seat was full, while a few of the smaller
-boys sometimes sat upon the floor. There were some visitors in
-Carrollton Parish that summer,—Susie Ganson from Jersey City, Maggie
-Holmes from New York, Lena and Ira Stevens from Philadelphia, and Sammie
-Field from New Orleans,—and these were all in the class. Then there was
-another Susie and Maggie, with Louise and Maria, and Carrie, and Fanny,
-and Mary, and Cora, and Ida, and Dell, and Nellie, and Lizzie, and Lulu,
-and Jennie, and Geenie, and two Emmas. Then came the boys,—a host of
-them: five Willies, four Freddies, three Franks, three Georges, two
-Walters, two Johns, with Ezra, and Mason, and Eddie, and Charlie, and
-Hugh, and Hunter, and Polie, and Newton, and beautiful little
-Wallie,—the youngest of them all,—who presented the Easter offering last
-year, and whom we love so much because of his mother, who died ere he
-could remember more of her than the cold, white face which he patted
-with his dimpled hands, as he said to the weeping ones around, “That is
-my mamma.” Darling Wallie! God keep him in safety, and bring him at last
-to the home where his mother is waiting for him!
-
-To say that these fifty children were always quiet and well-behaved
-would not be true; for sometimes, when the day was warm, and they were
-crowded more than usual, there was a pushing among the boys, a knocking
-together of boots and elbows, with a few wry faces made, and a few sly
-pinches given. Then, too, they sometimes whispered during prayers, and
-compared marbles and balls, and traded Jack-knives; while the girls
-thought sometimes of their new dresses, and the ribbons on their hats.
-Do any of the children who read this story play in Sunday school, and
-whisper to each other when they should be listening to what the teacher
-is saying? And do they know how displeasing this is to God, whose eyes
-are upon them everywhere, and who would have them reverence his house? I
-am sorry to say that there were a few children in the class who were
-very irregular in their attendance. The most trivial thing would keep
-them at home. The day was too hot or too cold,—or their new clothes were
-not done,—or they went out into the country to see their grandmother,—or
-they wandered off to some other Sunday school, where there was to be a
-festival or celebration, from which they hoped to be benefited. For this
-last the parents are especially to be censured. Better have some regular
-place, and stay there; for as a rolling stone gathers no moss, so no
-real good can come from going to different schools, and learning
-sometimes from one catechism, and sometimes from another, and sometimes
-from none at all.
-
-One boy there is at St. Luke’s who deserves especial notice for his
-regular attendance. The day is very cold and stormy indeed which does
-not find him there; and neither worn-out shoes nor threadbare coat avail
-to keep him at home. He does not always have his lesson, and he loses
-more catechisms than I can tell; but he is _always there_; and, what is
-better yet, he brings other children with him. Six, in all, he has
-brought to the Sunday school, and we call him our little “recruiting
-officer.” He has a very high-sounding name,—“Napoleon Augustus,”—but we
-all know him as “Polie.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- THE CHILDREN’S SEWING SOCIETY.
-
-
-There were many baptisms that summer, and the little silver bowl was so
-often called into requisition, that the people began to think a marble
-Font would be a most appropriate and useful ornament for the church; and
-who more appropriate to buy it than the children? So the teachers set
-themselves at work to devise the best means by which it could be done.
-And now, as it has something to do with the Font, I must tell you of the
-Children’s Sewing Society, which met every Saturday afternoon at the
-different houses in the parish, and was composed of the young girls of
-St. Luke’s, together with many who came from the other denominations.
-There were Carries and Lilies, and Adas, and Jennies, and Nellies and
-Ellas, and Marys, and Kitty, and Lenas, and Ida, and Annies, and Fannys,
-and many others, and they worked at first upon a patchwork quilt
-intended for Nashotah. There were bits of calico of every quality and
-hue, from flaming yellow down to sombre brown; and the blocks were put
-together with but little regularity or adaptation of one color to
-another. But could the student, whom it will keep warm next winter, have
-seen the group of merry-hearted girls who worked upon that quilt,—some
-with thimbles and some without; some with long stitches and some with
-short,—and could he know how engaged they were in the work, and how
-anxious even the youngest of them was to learn to sew for Nashotah,—he
-would forgive whatever there is unsightly in the quilt, and hold it more
-precious than the covering of kings’ couches. A lady in the parish, who
-was deeply interested in the children’s society, offered to give five
-dollars for the quilt when it was done, and then send it herself to
-Nashotah; and this five dollars was the nucleus round which other funds
-were to be gathered for the Font.
-
-At last a fair was suggested, and then the little girls’ fingers worked
-faster and their faces grew brighter as they talked together of what
-they could make or do for the fair. It was the one absorbing topic of
-conversation, and the society increased, and all were busy with
-something which they intended for the fair. I cannot enumerate all the
-articles, for it would make the story too long; and then I do not
-remember them. But I have in mind the beautiful bead mats, which little
-Susie made; and the elephant, as natural as the real ones which
-sometimes come into town, with their fanciful blankets on, and their big
-feet, which leave so large prints in the sand. There was a little
-air-castle made of straw, and designed for the flies to light on; and
-every time I lift my eyes I can see it hanging over my head, and I think
-of the bright-eyed Carrie who made it, and who was so much interested in
-the fair, even though she did not belong to St. Luke’s Sunday school.
-There were handsome hair-receivers, made by a young girl, from New York,
-who was spending the summer in Carrollton, and who contributed both
-labor and material. Boys tried their skill in making mats on corks, and
-harnesses for dogs; and all through the parish the enthusiasm increased
-until the fair promised to be a great success.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- WHAT WAS DONE IN THE INFANT CLASS FOR THE FAIR.
-
-
-There were two teachers in the infant school,—one the mother of little
-Berkie and the other Mrs. Hoyt, who wrote to a friend in New York,
-telling him of the fair, and asking if his little daughter would like to
-send a few toys for the tables. Three days passed, and then the answer
-came, not in the shape of toys, but a crisp five-dollar bill from little
-“Susie Street,” another five from “little Joe,” and two from “little
-Mamie.” This was the answer; and the ladies, who had sometimes felt
-discouraged, and feared they might fail, believed that God was blessing
-them in their efforts, and with earnest prayers they gave the fair into
-his charge, and the result proved how faithful he was to the trust. Not
-satisfied with what his children had done, the kind gentleman from New
-York, who was an editor, interested his workmen in the matter, and the
-treasurer was one day surprised with twelve dollars and a half,
-contributed by the printers and workmen in the press-room,—strangers,
-the most of them, to the ladies of St. Luke’s—and the gift was all the
-more acceptable for that, while many thanks and blessings were showered
-upon the generous donors. In Massachusetts, too, where the treasurer’s
-childhood was passed, a few kind friends interested themselves in the
-Children’s Fair, and eleven dollars more was the result. And so the fund
-kept growing, as one friendly hand after another was stretched out to
-help, and the Font seemed almost a certainty without the fair.
-
-It was a plan of the teachers that the smaller children should assist,
-and, either by saving or earning, contribute their mites. And so each
-Sunday the pennies were brought, while during the week the little ones
-were busy as bees in devising ways and means to save or earn for the
-fair. I wish you could have seen the boys who lived in the brick house
-just across the street from St. Luke’s. They were as fond of play as
-boys usually are; but they gave it up for a while, and the croquet
-mallets rested quietly in the grass, and the old house-dog had a
-worried, anxious look in his eyes, as if he wondered what had come over
-his young masters, and why, instead of running up and down the walk with
-him, they stayed so long out in the back yard, or climbed the trees
-where he could not reach them. They were picking plums, and piling up
-wood, and selling grapes; and, as the result of their work, they brought
-to the Sunday school over a dollar and a half. And while they were thus
-busy, two little girls, Susie and Maria, were picking apples, their
-chubby faces getting very red and their white aprons somewhat stained
-with the juicy fruit. Down on Main street there was a soda-fountain, and
-the delicious, creamy liquid was very tempting, on a hot day, to the
-children who had the pennies to spare, and in many cases the temptation
-was too strong to be resisted; but a few denied themselves, and brought
-the fruits of their self-denial to their teacher, just as Willie
-Sutherland brought the pennies which he had saved by going without the
-chewing-gum which boys usually like so much. To us these self-denials
-may look very small, but God knew just how hard the struggle was in each
-little heart, and he surely commended the offerings as he did the
-widow’s mite, and blessed the children, too, who made them. Fourteen
-dollars and thirty-three cents was the sum total which the children
-saved in seven weeks; and never were pennies more acceptable than these,
-which had cost the children quite as hard a struggle as many a greater
-self-denial costs those of maturer years.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
- THE DAY OF THE FAIR.
-
-
-Oh, how it rained and rained for days and days before the one appointed
-for the fair, and how many anxious eyes were turned up towards the
-clouds which looked so heavy and gray and pitiless, as if they never
-intended to stop raining again! It was hard to believe that behind the
-dark mass the sun was still shining, and the children watched in vain
-for the “silver lining” which is said to invest every cloud. But it
-appeared at last on the very day of the fair, and patches of blue sky
-showed here and there in the heavens, and before noon the October sun
-was drying the walks and the wet grass, and brightening up the little
-faces which for days had been overcast with gloom. The fair was to be
-held at a private house, and I wish you could have seen the multitude of
-pretty things which came pouring in, until the Brown Cottage looked like
-one great bazaar of toys and fancy articles. There were cushions of pink
-and cushions of blue, and penwipers and book-racks, and a beautiful
-whirling butterfly which Lulu bought on Broadway, and needle-books and
-spool-cases, and tidies of various devices and colors, with mittens and
-gloves, and fanciful lines with tinkling bells attached, and I know a
-little boy, among the Massachusetts hills, who to-day drives his
-miniature horses, of which he has forty or more, with a pair of those
-very lines. Then there were toys of every description sent from New York
-by Susie Ganson’s mother, and spread out upon the tables in the upper
-room, whose glass door looked into the garden. There were jumping-jacks,
-which turned the boys wild, and churns, which made the little girls
-scream with delight. There were washbowls and tubs, tin-kitchens and
-rolling-pins, and bars to dry the dolly’s clothes on, and chairs, and
-tables, and dishes, with balls and canes, and old Santa Claus himself
-bearing his Christmas-tree with the gifts to put upon it. There was a
-negro, too, with his woolly head and calico frock, looking so life-like
-and real that some of the smaller children drew back from him in terror,
-fancying he was alive.
-
-Downstairs, in the bay window, and on a table where it could be
-distinctly seen, was the “Beauty of the Fair,”—a little stained
-bedstead, which an ingenious gentleman had whittled out with his
-penknife. It was a most perfect thing, with castors and mattress tufted
-with pink, with ruffled sheets and pillow-cases, the ruffles all nicely
-fluted and showing well against the covering of white Marseilles. Upon
-it lay a handsome doll, in her muslin dress and scarlet cloak, ready for
-the opera. The two were to go together, and many a little girl hoped she
-might be made the happy possessor of so beautiful a gift. In a corner of
-the parlor, the books which a kind New York publisher had given, were
-arranged, together with the Fate Eggs, which looked so pretty, suspended
-from the branch of evergreen made to resemble a tree. The books and the
-eggs were to be Jennie’s charge,—dear little Jennie, with the pale,
-sweet face, whom everybody loves and pities so much,—for Jennie is lame;
-and when the other children of her age are at their merry play, she can
-only lean upon her crutches and watch the sport in which she can take no
-part. Near Jennie’s corner the candy and flower tables stood, and Annie
-and Carrie were to preside there, and send out little peddlers with
-baskets of candy and bouquets to sell.
-
-I must not forget to tell you of the famous fish pond, as it was
-something new in Carrollton, and proved a great success. A corner of the
-room was divided off with a heavy curtain, on which the printed words,
-
- FISH POND
-
-were pinned, while standing near were fishing rods and lines, with hooks
-made out of wire. With these the children were to fish, throwing the
-lines over the curtain and into a box filled with toys of various kinds,
-which a boy fastened upon the hooks as fast as they came over.
-
-At last everything was ready. The drapery had been taken from the
-windows and the pictures from the walls; the furniture had been removed
-from the rooms, which looked bare and empty enough, I assure you. There
-were curtains before the doors of the library where the tableaux were to
-be, and on the piano stood the big _shoe_ where Louise was to sit and
-sell her three dozen dolls. There were loaves and loaves of cake in the
-kitchen, which served as the restaurant, and gallons of ice-cream in the
-freezers. And all over the town the excited children were getting ready,
-and watching for the sun to set and the clock to point the hour when it
-was time for them to start.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
- THE NIGHT OF THE FAIR.
-
-
-It seemed a very inhospitable thing to close the doors of one’s house,
-and let in only those who paid for the admittance; but it had been
-decided that such should be the rule, and so at precisely six o’clock
-every door was locked, and the boys who were to tend them waited with an
-air of great importance for the ring which was to herald the first
-arrival, and put the first dime in their box. They had not long to wait,
-for the children were prompt to time, and came in groups of half-dozens,
-and dozens, and scores, until the boys who kept the doors became
-confused and bewildered, and gladly gave up their post to some one who
-was older, and could better stem the tide of human beings pouring in so
-fast, and filling the lower rooms till there was hardly a place to
-stand. It was a great jam,—the greatest which had ever been in town.
-Four hundred people were present, and, in an inconceivably short space
-of time, the tables upstairs were cleared, and then the crowd came
-surging down to the parlors, and gathered round the candy-table, which
-was emptied in a few moments,—for the little peddlers, Lily and Kitty
-and Jennie and Lena and Ada and Emma and Nellie, did their part well,
-and no one could refuse to buy when asked by so beautiful little girls.
-There were pictures, too, contributed by one of our finest artists, and
-these sold rapidly, until only two were left,—one of Horace Greeley, and
-another of some scene in Germany.
-
-Then came the tableaux. The first, called the “Red, White, and Blue,”
-was a group of three little girls,—Lizzie, Susie, and Lulu,—each wearing
-a white dress, and a sash of the color she represented, ornamented with
-stars. Around them were gathered the children,—three of whom sang the
-popular air, “Red, White, and Blue,” while all joined in the chorus,—the
-boys’ voices rising loud and shrill with their “Three cheers for the
-Red, White, and Blue!”
-
-I wish you could have seen the next tableau, called the “Bridal of Tom
-Thumb,” where Maria, in her long tarletan dress and flowing veil, with
-the orange blossoms in her hair, stood for Lavinia Warren: and little
-Maggie Holmes, only three years old, represented Minnie,—her soft, blue
-eyes looking shyly out from under their long lashes at the people, who
-set up loud shouts of laughter at the sight of the comical-looking
-party. There was Wallie, as Tom Thumb, in his swallow-tailed coat, with
-his white vest and white cravat, just putting the ring on Maria’s
-finger; while beside him was Little Josey Allen, similarly attired, and
-making the drollest figure you ever saw, as, with his thumb in his white
-vest, he stood erect and still,—making a better Commodore than the
-Commodore himself,—while Willie Campbell, in surplice made of a sheet,
-was supposed to perform the ceremony. As you may imagine, Maria and
-Maggie, Wallie and Josey, were the stars of the evening; but the poor
-little girls, in their long, trailing dresses, were almost as helpless
-as the ladies of China are with their little feet; and they had to be
-carried around in gentlemen’s arms, and shown to the people who had been
-unable to see them distinctly.
-
-“Santa Claus” came next; and Mason, with his white hair, and beard, and
-furs, made a capital St. Nick, and elicited peals of laughter as he
-drove in his eight reindeer, each with pasteboard horns tied on his
-head, and his name pinned on his back in large capitals. There were
-DASHER and DANCER, and PRANCER and VIXEN. There were COMET and CUPID,
-and DUNDER and BLITZEN; and the little bells about their necks made a
-soft, tinkling sound, as they shook their horned heads, and pranced in
-imitation of deer, while waiting for their master to fill the sleeping
-children’s stockings with toys. Then, with a bound, St. Nick sprang into
-his sleigh, and the little cortege passed on through the parlor and hall
-and sitting-room and dining-room, and so out of sight.
-
-There was a post-office, too, and the mail was drawn by eight little
-boys, with red plumes on their heads, and driven again by Mason, who
-showed great skill in the management of his horses and reindeer. Close
-beside the boys ran little Sammie Field, with the words
-“THIS-IS-A-COLT,” pinned on his back; and I assure you that kicking colt
-attracted quite as much attention as the eight plumed horses did. The
-letters, which sold for five and ten cents each, made a great deal of
-fun, and added to the general hilarity of the evening.
-
-You should have seen Ella, dressed as an old woman, and trying to thread
-the point of her needle by a tallow candle of enormous length, and which
-was called “The Light of other Days.” Louise, too, in broad frilled cap
-and glasses, with her dollies all over her, represented the “Old Woman
-in the Shoe,” and attracted crowds around her, until every doll was
-sold, and the great shoe was nearly empty. The Fish Pond was very
-popular, and was drained in half an hour,—the boys and girls going
-nearly crazy over it, and contending with each other for a chance to
-fish, at five cents a bite. It proved a great success, as did everything
-pertaining to the fair which closed with “JOHNNY SCHMOKER,” sung and
-acted by the children, and a tableau arranged by the young ladies.
-
-It was rather late when at last the fair was over, and the children went
-home very tired, and a few of them a little cross, it may be, though
-some were very happy, as was proved by little black-eyed Johnny, who had
-come up from Rochester, and who, after the fair was over, and he was
-going to bed, asked his mother if she did not think that children were
-sometimes as happy in this world as they would be in heaven; “Because,
-mother,” said he, “I know I was as happy to-night at the fair as I shall
-ever be in heaven.”
-
-When the ladies, who had worked so hard and been sometimes so
-disheartened, heard of that, they felt that the fair had paid, if only
-in making one child so happy. That it paid, too, in a more tangible
-form, was shown when the receipts were footed up, and found to amount to
-over two hundred and sixty dollars. You may be sure there was great
-rejoicing the next day when it was known that we had enough to get the
-Font, together with the bishop’s and rector’s chairs, which we so much
-needed. Means were immediately taken to have them in readiness by
-Christmas, so that the children could then present them to the church.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
- POOR LITTLE HUNTER
-
-
-The fair was held on the third of October, and of all the boys there,
-none was happier, or enjoyed it more, than little Hunter Buckley, who
-never dreamed that this was the last festivity in which he would ever
-join with his comrades,—that before the winter snows were falling, or
-the Font for which he had worked was set up in the church, he would be
-buried away from sight and sound,—where the songs of the children could
-not reach him, nor the sobs of his poor mother, who mourned so bitterly
-for her little darling boy. His death was very sudden. In the morning he
-was perfectly well, and his mother little thought, when, after
-breakfast, he bade her good-by, and started for the village, that never
-again would his feet come down the grassy lane, or his loved voice sound
-in her ears; that when he came back to her it would be as the dead come
-back,—lifeless and still. Yet so it was, for in a few hours the news ran
-through the village that Hunter Buckley was dead,—smothered in the wheat
-where he was playing; and which was running through a large tunnel into
-a boat loading at the wharf. It was a careless thing to play there; but
-he had done it before, and thought of no danger now, until the suction
-became so great that it was impossible to escape, and he was drawn into
-that whirlpool of grain.
-
-I saw him the next day, looking, except that he was paler, exactly as he
-had the Sunday before, when he sat in Sunday school, and listened to the
-lessons his teacher taught.
-
-The next day was the funeral; and six young boys carried his coffin up
-the aisle and laid it on the table; while, in silence and awe, his
-companions listened to the words the clergyman spoke,—words of
-admonition to them,—words of commendation of the dead,—and words of
-comfort for the weeping friends, upon whom so heavy a sorrow had fallen.
-Those were sad notes which the organ played then, and more than one
-voice trembled as it joined in the hymn sung over the dead boy, and then
-they carried him out to the long, black hearse, which bore him to the
-graveyard where Berkie had gone before him.
-
-Since that time they have made another grave, and the boys of the Sunday
-school have followed Walter Hewitt there. He died when the winter snows
-were heaped upon the ground, and now lies in the same yard where Hunter
-and Berkie are,—three little boys, who will sleep there in their coffins
-until the resurrection morn, when Jesus comes to claim his own and take
-them to himself.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
- CHRISTMAS, 1867.
-
-
-There was no rector in the parish that winter; but the people kept up
-lay-services and the Sunday school, and were resolved that the children
-should not go without the usual festival. So the evergreens were brought
-from the lake, with a beautiful pine-tree, and a few of the ladies
-worked industriously, day after day, fashioning wreaths and crosses and
-anchors, which were hung upon the walls and festooned about the chancel,
-where the tree was placed, its long branches reaching out in every
-direction, as if asking for the many hundred gifts which came pouring in
-so fast. There were dolls and tops, and bows and arrows, and Christmas
-cakes all sugared over the top, and stamped with the owner’s name. There
-were books and cards, and marbles and balls, and a beautiful
-slipper-case, which Lulu gave to her teacher. There were boxes with
-candy and boxes without, and horses and cows, and monkeys in red, and
-tea-kettles and pails, and golden fishes, which gleamed so brightly
-among the dark-green leaves of the tree. There was a white ermine muff,
-and a picture called the “Christmas Bell,” bought for Berkie’s mother by
-her class; while, swinging in his pretty cage, was a beautiful Canary,
-who, when the gas was lighted and he had recovered a little from his
-fright at being brought from the depot with a shawl over his cage, began
-to look about him, and wink his bright eyes at the children. Then, as he
-began to feel more at home and to get an inkling of what it all meant,
-he opened his mouth and poured forth one sweet song after another until
-it seemed as if his little throat would burst.
-
-But the handsomest gift of all was the font, which had come the night
-before and been firmly fixed in its place just outside the chancel. It
-was of Italian marble, very graceful in its proportions, and on the top,
-in black letters, were the words “Presented by the children of St.
-Luke’s Sunday School, Christmas, 1867,” followed by “Suffer the little
-children to come unto me, and forbid them not.” This was, of course, the
-center of attraction, and both the children and the grown people
-gathered around it, commenting on its beauty, and wondering who would be
-the first child baptized from it. The new chairs, too, were there, made
-of solid oak, and upholstered with crimson, so that the church looked
-very handsome with its new furniture, and the Christmas-tree, with the
-tapers shining from its branches and lighting up the hundreds of pretty
-things upon it.
-
-I have told you before that we had no clergyman; but our good doctor
-read a part of the evening service, and then made a few remarks to the
-children, who, I am afraid, did not listen very closely, they were so
-intent upon the tree and what they would probably get from it. Our
-organist had taken great pains to drill the children in their carols,
-and when they sang of “The Wonderful Night,” we could almost see the
-
- “Angels and shining immortals
- Which, crowding the ebony portals.
- Fling out their banners of light,”
-
-It is a splendid carol, and if you do not already know it, I advise you
-to get the “New Service Book” and learn it before another Christmas eve.
-
-The distribution of gifts commenced at last, and never were children
-happier than those who, as their names were called, went up one after
-another to the chancel, and came back with loaded hands, and hearts
-throbbing with a keener, purer delight than they will ever know after
-the years of childhood are past, and they have grown to be women and
-men. The tree was stripped at last, and all over the church there was
-the hum of eager, excited voices, mingled occasionally with a blast from
-a whistle or horn blown by some boy who could not wait till he reached
-home before testing his musical instrument. Then there came a hush, as
-the closing prayer was said, and the grand old chant was sung “Glory to
-God on high.” How the music rolled through the church as the organ
-pealed its loudest strains, and the boys and girls joined in the song,
-while the little bird, frantic by this time with all it had seen and
-heard, fairly shook its golden sides as it trilled its clear, shrill
-notes, and mingled its own loud voice in the last Christmas song!
-
-Half an hour later, and the church was silent and empty, the organ was
-hushed, the echo of the singing had died away, the tree was shorn of its
-decorations, the children were all at home, sleeping many of them, and
-dreaming, perhaps, of that boy-baby whose birth the angels sang, whom
-wise men came to worship, and over whose cradle hovered the shadow of
-the cross. But with the early dawn I know they will awake, looking at
-their treasures and living over again the joy of the preceding night.
-
-Blessed childhood, when guarded and hedged around with the influences
-which religion brings! Which of us does not recall with a pang of regret
-those halcyon days when the summer was so long and bright because of the
-flowers and birds, and the autumn so fair and sweet because of the
-ripening fruits and nuts, and the winter so glorious because of the
-beautiful snow? And who does not love the children and wish to make them
-happy? I most certainly do; and as, while writing this story of The
-Font, the actors in the fair have one by one passed in review before me,
-I have kissed and blessed them all, and asked that God would keep them
-to a green old age, when, perhaps, they may read, with strange, curious
-feelings, what I have written of them.
-
-And to the children I have never seen, but who may read this story, I
-would say, I love you, too;—love you because you are children and parts
-of God’s great family, and I pray him that you may one day meet in the
-better world with every one of those who helped to buy the Font and her
-who wrote its story.
-
-
-
-
- ADAM FLOYD.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
- ADAM.
-
-
-It was the warmest day of the season, and from the moment when the first
-robin chirped in the maple tree growing by the door, to the time when
-the shadows stretching eastward indicated that the sultry afternoon was
-drawing to a close, Adam Floyd had been busy. Indeed, he could not
-remember a day when he had worked so continuously and so hard, neither
-could he recall a time when he had been so perfectly happy, except upon
-one starlight night when last winter’s snow was piled upon the ground.
-The events of that night had seemed to him then like a dream, and they
-were scarcely more real now, when pausing occasionally in his work and
-leaning his head upon his broad, brown hands, he tried to recall just
-the awkward words he had spoken and the graceful answer she had given;
-answer so low that he would hardly have known she was speaking, had not
-his face been so near to hers that he could hear the murmured response,
-
-“I am not half good enough for you, Adam, and shall make a sorry wife;
-but, if you will take me with all my faults, I am yours.”
-
-That was what she had said, the only she in all the world to Adam Floyd,
-now that the churchyard grass was growing over the poor old blind
-mother, to whom he had been the tenderest, best of sons, and who had
-said to him when dying,
-
-“I’m glad I’m going home, my boy, for now you can bring Anna here. She
-is a bonny creature, I know by the sound of her voice and the touch of
-her silky hair. Tell her how with my last breath I blessed her, and how
-glad I was to think that when she came, the old blind woman’s chair
-would be empty, and that she would be spared a heavy burden which she is
-far too young to bear. God deal by her as she deals by you, my noble
-boy.”
-
-The March winds were blowing when they made his mother’s grave, and
-Adam’s heart was not as sore now as on that dismal, rainy night, when he
-first sat alone in his little cottage and missed the groping hand
-feeling for his own. Anna was coming within a week, Anna who had said,
-“I am not half good enough for you.” How the remembrance of these words
-even now brought a smile to the lips where the sweat drops were standing
-as he toiled for her, putting the last finishing strokes to the home
-prepared for his future bride, Anna Burroughs, the Deacon’s only
-daughter, the fairest maiden in all the goodly town of Rhodes—Anna, who
-had been away to school for a whole year, who could speak another
-language than her own, whose hands were soft and white as wool, whom all
-the village lads coveted, and at whom it was rumored even Herbert
-Dunallen the heir of Castlewild, where Adam worked so much, had cast
-admiring glances. Not good enough for him? She was far too good for a
-great burly fellow like himself, a poor mechanic, who had never looked
-into the Algebras and Euclids piled on Anna’s table the morning after
-she came from school. This was what Adam thought, wondering why she had
-chosen him, and if she were not sorry. Sometimes of late he had fancied
-a coldness in her manner, a shrinking from his caresses; but the very
-idea had made his great, kind heart, throb with a pang so keen that he
-had striven to banish it, for to lose his darling now would be worse
-than death. He had thought it all over that August day, when he nailed
-down the bright new carpet in what was to be her room. “Our room,” he
-said softly to himself, as he watched his coadjutor, old Aunt Martha
-Eastman, smoothing and arranging the snowy pillows upon the nicely made
-up bed, and looping with bows of pure white satin the muslin curtains
-which shaded the pretty bay window. That window was his own handiwork.
-He had planned and built it himself, for Anna was partial to bay
-windows. He had heard her say so once when she came up to Castlewild
-where he was making some repairs, and so he had made her two, one in the
-bed-room, and one in the pleasant parlor looking out upon the little
-garden full of flowers. Adam’s taste was perfect, and many a passer by
-stopped to admire the bird’s nest cottage, peeping out from its thick
-covering of ivy leaves and flowering vines. Adam was pleased with it
-himself, and when the last tack had been driven and the last chair set
-in its place, he went over it alone admiring as he went, and wondering
-how it would strike Anna. Would her soft blue eyes light up with joy, or
-would they wear the troubled look he had sometimes observed in them? “If
-they do,” and Adam’s breath came hard as he said it, and his hands were
-locked tightly together, “If they do, I’ll lead her into mother’s room;
-she won’t deceive me there. I’ll tell her that I would not take a wife
-who does not love me; that though to give her up is like tearing out my
-heart, I’ll do it if she says so, and Anna will answer——”
-
-Adam did not know what, and the very possibility that she might answer,
-as he sometimes feared, paled his bronzed cheek, and made him reel, as,
-walking to his blind mother’s chair, he knelt beside it, and prayed
-earnestly for grace to bear the happiness or sorrow there might be in
-store for him. In early youth, Adam had learned the source of all true
-peace, and now in every perplexity, however trivial, he turned to God,
-who was pledged to care for the child, trusting so implicitly in him.
-
-“If it is right for Anna to be mine, give her to me, but, if she has
-sickened of me, oh, Father, help me to bear.”
-
-This was Adam’s prayer, and when it was uttered, the pain and dread were
-gone, and the childlike man saw no cloud lowering on his horizon.
-
-It was nearly time for him to be going now, if he would have Anna see
-the cottage by day-light, and hastening to the chamber he had occupied
-since he was a boy, he put on, not his wedding suit, for that was safely
-locked in his trunk, but his Sunday clothes, feeling a pardonable thrill
-of satisfaction when he saw how much he was improved by dress. Not that
-Adam Floyd was ever ill-looking. A stranger would have singled him out
-from a thousand. Tall, straight and firmly built, with the flush of
-perfect health upon his frank, open face, and the sparkle of
-intelligence in his dark brown eyes, he represented a rare type of manly
-beauty. He was looking uncommonly well, too, this afternoon, old Martha
-thought, as from the kitchen door she watched him passing down the walk
-and out into the road which lead to the red farm-house, where Deacon
-Burroughs lived, and where Anna was waiting for him.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- ANNA.
-
-
-Waiting for him, we said, but not exactly as Adam Floyd should have been
-waited for. Never had a day seemed so long to her as that which to Adam
-had passed so quickly. Restless and wretched she had wandered many times
-from the garden to the brook, from the brook back to the garden, and
-thence to her own little chamber, from whose window, looking southward
-could be seen the chimney of the cottage, peeping through the trees. At
-this she looked often and long, trying to silence the faithful monitor
-within, whispering to her of the terrible desolation which would soon
-fall upon the master of that cottage, if she persisted in her cruel
-plan. Then she glanced to the northward, where, from the hill top, rose
-the pretentious walls of Castlewild, whose young heir had come between
-her and her affianced husband; then she compared them, one with the
-other—Adam Floyd with Herbert Dunallen—one the rich proprietor of
-Castlewild, the boyish man just of age, who touched his hat so
-gracefully, as in the summer twilight he rode in his handsome carriage
-past her father’s door, the youth, whose manners were so elegant, and
-whose hands were so white; the other, a mechanic, a carpenter by trade,
-who worked sometimes at Castlewild—a man unversed in etiquette as taught
-in fashion’s school, and who could neither dress, nor dance, nor
-flatter, nor bow as could Dunallen, but who she knew he was tenfold more
-worthy of her esteem. Alas, for Anna; though our heroine, she was but a
-foolish thing, who suffered fancy to rule her better judgment, and let
-her heart turn more willingly to the picture of Dunallen than to that of
-honest Adam Floyd, hastening on to join her.
-
-“If he were not so good,” she thought, as with a shudder she turned away
-from the pretty little work-box he had brought her; “if he had ever
-given me an unkind word, or suspected how treacherous I am, it would not
-seem so bad, but he trusts me so much! Oh, Adam, I wish we had never
-met!” and hiding her face in her hands, poor Anna weeps passionately.
-
-There was a hand upon the gate, and Anna knew whose step it was coming
-so cheerfully up the walk, and wondered if it would be as light and
-buoyant when she was gone. She heard him in their little parlor, talking
-to her mother, and, as she listened, the tones of his voice fell
-soothingly upon her ear, for there was music in the voice of Adam Floyd,
-and more than Anna had felt its quieting influence. It seemed cruel to
-deceive him so dreadfully, and in her sorrow Anna sobbed out,
-
-“Oh, what must I do?” Once she thought to pray, but she could not do
-that now. She had not prayed aright since that first June night when she
-met young Herbert down in the beech grove, and heard him speak jestingly
-of her lover, saying “she was far too pretty and refined for such an odd
-old cove.” It had struck her then that this cognomen was not exactly
-refined, that Adam Floyd would never have called Dunallen thus, but
-Herbert’s arm was round her waist, where only Adam’s had a right to
-rest. Herbert’s eyes were bent fondly upon her, and so she forgave the
-insult to her affianced husband, and tried to laugh at the joke. That
-was the first open act, but since then she had strayed very far from the
-path of duty, until now she had half promised to forsake Adam Floyd and
-be Dunallen’s bride. That very day, just after sunset he would be
-waiting in the beech wood grove for her final decision. No wonder that
-with this upon her mind she shrank from meeting her lover, whom she knew
-to be the soul of truth and honor. And yet she must school herself to go
-with him over the house he had prepared for her with so much pride and
-care. Once there she would tell him, she thought, how the love she once
-bore him had died out from her heart. She would not speak of Herbert
-Dunallen but she would ask to be released, and he, the generous,
-unselfish man, would do her bidding.
-
-Anna had faith in Adam’s goodness, and this it was which nerved her at
-the last to wash the tear-stains from her face and rearrange the golden
-curls falling about her forehead. “He’ll know I’ve been crying,” she
-said, “but that will pave the way to what I have to tell him;” and with
-one hasty glance at the fair young face which Adam thought so beautiful,
-she ran lightly down the stairs, glad that her mother was present when
-she first greeted Adam. But the mother, remembering her own girlish
-days, soon left the room, and the lovers were alone.
-
-“What is it, darling? Are you sick?” and Adam’s broad palm rested
-caressingly upon the bowed head of Anna, who could not meet his earnest
-glance for shame.
-
-She said something about being nervous and tired because of the
-excessive heat, and then, steadying her voice, she continued:
-
-“You have come for me to see the cottage, I suppose. We will go at once,
-as I must return before it’s dark,”
-
-Her manner troubled him, but he made no comment until they were out upon
-the highway, when he said to her timidly, “If you are tired, perhaps you
-would not mind taking my arm. Folks will not talk about it, now we are
-so near being one.”
-
-Anna could not take his arm, so she replied: “Somebody might gossip; I’d
-better walk alone,” and coquettishly swinging the hat she carried
-instead of wore, she walked by his side silently, save when he addressed
-her directly. Poor Adam! there were clouds gathering around his heart,
-blacker far than the dark rift rising so rapidly in the western sky.
-There was something the matter with Anna more than weariness or heat,
-but he would not question her there, and so a dead silence fell between
-them until the cottage was reached, and standing with her on the
-threshold of the door, he said, mournfully, but oh! so tenderly, “Does
-my little Blossom like the home I have prepared for her, and is she
-willing to live here with me?”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- IN THE COTTAGE.
-
-
-She seemed to him so fair, so pure, so like the apple blossoms of early
-June, that he often called her his little Blossom, but now there was a
-touching pathos in the tones of his voice as he repeated the pet name,
-and it wrung from Anna a gush of tears. Lifting her blue eyes to his for
-an instant, she laid her head upon his arm and cried piteously:
-
-“Oh, Adam, you are so good, so much better than I deserve. Yes, I like
-it, so much.”
-
-Was it a sense of his goodness which made her cry, or was it something
-else? Adam wished he knew, but he would rather she should tell him of
-her own accord, and winding his arm around her, he lifted up her head
-and wiping her tears away, kissed her gently, saying, “Does Blossom like
-to have me kiss her?”
-
-She did not, but she could not tell him so when he bent so fondly over
-her, his face all aglow with the mighty love he bore her. Affecting not
-to hear his question she broke away from his embrace and seating herself
-in the bay window, began talking of its pretty effect from the road, and
-the great improvement it was to the cottage. Still she did not deceive
-Adam Floyd, who all the while her playful remarks were sounding in his
-ear was nerving himself to a task he meant to perform. But not in any of
-the rooms he had fitted up for her could he say that if she would have
-it so she was free from him, even though the bridal was only a week in
-advance and the bridal guests were bidden. Only in one room, his dead
-mother’s, could he tell her this. That had been to him a Bethel since
-his blind mother left it. Its walls had witnessed most of his secret
-sorrows and his joys, and there, if it must be, he would break his heart
-by giving Anna up.
-
-“I did not change mother’s room,” he said, leading Anna to the arm-chair
-where none had sat since an aged, withered form, last rested there. “I’d
-rather see it as it used to be when she was here, and I thought you
-would not mind.”
-
-“It is better to leave it so,” Anna said, while Adam continued,
-
-“I’m glad you like our home. I think myself it is pleasant, and so does
-every one. Even Dunallen complimented it very highly.”
-
-“Dunallen; has he been here?” and Anna blushed painfully.
-
-But Adam was not looking at her. He had never associated the heir of
-Castlewild with Anna’s changed demeanor, and wholly unconscious of the
-pain he was inflicting, he went on, “He went all over the house this
-morning, except indeed in here. I could not admit him to the room where
-mother died. Did I tell you that he had hired me for a long and
-profitable job? He is going to make some repairs at Castlewild before he
-brings home his bride. You know he is engaged to a young heiress,
-Mildred Atherton.”
-
-It was well for Anna that her face was turned from Adam as she replied,
-
-“Yes, I’ve heard something of an engagement made by the family when he
-was a mere boy. I thought perhaps he had tired of it.”
-
-“Oh, no; he told me only to-day that he expected to bring his wife to
-Castlewild as early as Christmas. We were speaking of you and our
-marriage.”
-
-“Of me?” and Anna looked up quickly, but poor, deluded Adam, mistook her
-guilty flush for a kind of grateful pride that Dunallen should talk of
-her.
-
-“He said you were the prettiest girl he ever saw, and when I suggested,
-‘except Miss Atherton,’ he added, ‘I will not except any one; Milly is
-pretty, but not like your _fiancee_.’”
-
-Anna had not fallen so low that she could not see how mean and dastardly
-it was for Herbert Dunallen to talk thus of her to the very man he was
-intending to wrong so cruelly; and for a moment a life with Adam Floyd
-looked more desirable than a life with Herbert Dunallen, even though it
-were spent in the midst of elegance of which she had never dreamed.
-Anna’s good angel was fast gaining the ascendency, and might have
-triumphed had not the sound of horse’s feet just then met her ear, and
-looking from the window she saw Herbert Dunallen riding by, his dark
-curls floating in the wind and his cheek flushing with exercise. He saw
-her, too, and quickly touching his cap, pointed adroitly towards the
-beechwood grove. With his disappearance over the hill her good angel
-flew away, and on her face there settled the same cold, unhappy look,
-which had troubled Adam so much.
-
-“Darling,” he said, when he spoke again, “there is something on your
-mind which I do not understand. If you are to be my wife, there should
-be no secrets between us. Will you tell me what it is, and if I can help
-you I will, even though—though——”
-
-His voice began to falter, for the white, hard look on Anna’s face
-frightened him, and at last in an agony of terror, he grasped both her
-hands in his and added impetuously:
-
-“Even though it be to give you up, you whom I love better than my
-life—for whom I would die so willingly. Oh, Anna!” and he sank on his
-knees beside her, and winding his arms around her waist, looked her
-imploringly in the face. “I sometimes fear that you have sickened of
-me—that you shrink from my caresses. If it is so, in mercy tell me now,
-before it is too late; for, Anna, dear as you are to me, I would rather
-to-morrow’s sunshine should fall upon your grave and mine, than take you
-to my bosom an unloving wife! I have worked for you, early and late,
-thinking only how you might be pleased. There is not a niche or corner
-in my home that is not hallowed by thoughts of you whom I have loved
-since you were a little child and I carried you in the arms which now
-would be your resting place forever. I know I am not your equal, I feel
-it painfully, but I can learn with you as my teacher, and, my precious
-Anna, whatever I may lack in polish, I _will_, I _will_ make up in
-kindness!”
-
-He was pleading now for her love, forgetting that she was his promised
-wife—forgetting everything, save that to his words of passionate appeal
-there came no answering response in the expression of her face. Only the
-same fixed, stony look, which almost maddened him; it was so unlike what
-he deserved and had reason to expect.
-
-“I shall be lonely without you, Anna—more lonely than you can guess, for
-there is no mother here now to bless and cheer me as she would have
-cheered me in my great sorrow. She loved you, Anna, and blessed you with
-her dying breath, saying she was glad, for your sake, that the chair
-where you sit would be empty when you came, and asking God to deal by
-you even as you dealt by me.”
-
-“Oh, Adam, Adam!” Anna gasped, for what had been meant for a blessing
-rang in her ears like that blind woman’s curse. “May God deal better by
-me than I meant to deal by you!” she tried to say, but the words died on
-her lips, and she could only lay her cold hands on the shoulder of him
-who still knelt before her, with his arms around her waist.
-
-Softly, gladly came the good angel back, and ’mid a rain of tears which
-dropped on Adam’s hair, Anna wept her hardness all away, while the only
-sound heard in the room was the beating of two hearts and the occasional
-roll of thunder muttering in the distance. In reality it was only a few
-moments, but to Anna it seemed a long, long time that they sat thus
-together, her face bent down upon his head, while she thought of all the
-past since she could remember Adam Floyd and the blind old woman, his
-mother. He had been a dutiful son, Anna knew, for she had heard how
-tenderly he would bear his mother in his strong arms or guide her
-uncertain steps, and how at the last he sat by her night after night,
-never wearying of the tiresome vigil until it was ended, and the
-sightless eyes, which in death turned lovingly to him, were opened to
-the light of Heaven. To such as Adam Floyd the commandment of promise
-was rife with meaning. God would prolong his days and punish those who
-wronged him. He who had been so faithful to his mother, would be true to
-his wife—aye, truer far than young Dunallen, with all his polish and
-wealth.
-
-“Adam,” Anna began at last, so low that he scarcely could hear her.
-“Adam forgive me all that is past. I have been cold and indifferent,
-have treated you as I ought not, but I am young and foolish, I—I—oh!
-Adam, I mean to do better. I—”
-
-She could not say, “will banish Dunallen from my mind”—it was not
-necessary to mention him, she thought; but some explanation must be
-made, and so, steadying her voice, she told him how dearly she had loved
-him once, thinking there was not in all the world his equal, but that
-during the year at a city school she had acquired some foolish notions
-and had sometimes wished her lover different.
-
-“Not better at heart. You could not be that,” she said, looking him now
-fully in the face, for she was conscious of meaning what she said,
-“but—but—”
-
-“You need not finish it, darling; I know what you mean,” Adam said, the
-cloud lifting in a measure from his brow. “I am not refined one bit, but
-my Blossom is, and she shall teach me. I will try hard to learn. I will
-not often make her ashamed. I will even imitate _Dunallen_, if that will
-gratify my darling.”
-
-Why would he keep bringing in that name, when the sound of it was so
-like a dagger to Anna’s heart, and when she wished she might never hear
-it again? He was waiting for her now in the beech woods she knew, for
-she was to join him there ere long, not to say what she would have said
-an hour ago, but to say that she could not, would not wrong the noble
-man who held her to his bosom so lovingly as he promised to copy
-_Dunallen_. And as Anna suffered him to caress her, she felt her olden
-love coming back. She should be happy with him—happier far than if she
-were the mistress of Castlewild, and knew that to attain that honor she
-had broken Adam’s heart.
-
-“As a proof that you trust me fully,” she said, as the twilight shadows
-deepened around them, “you must let me go home alone, I wish it for a
-special reason. You must not tell me no,” and the pretty lips touched
-his bearded cheek.
-
-Adam wanted to walk with her down the pleasant road, where they had
-walked so often, but he saw she was in earnest, and so he suffered her
-to depart alone, watching her until the flutter of her light dress was
-lost to view. Then kneeling by the chair where she had sat so recently,
-he asked that the cup of joy, placed again in his eager hand, might not
-be wrested from him, that he might prove worthy of Anna’s love, and that
-no cloud should ever again come between them.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- IN THE BEECH WOODS.
-
-
-Herbert Dunallen had waited there a long time, as he thought, and he
-began to grow impatient. What business had Anna to stay with that old
-fellow, if she did not mean to have him, and of course she did not. It
-would be a most preposterous piece of business for a girl like Anna to
-throw herself away upon such as Adam Floyd, carpenter by trade, and
-general repairer of things at Castlewild. Whew-ew! and Herbert whistled
-contemptuously, adding in a low voice, “and yet my lady mother would
-raise a beautiful rumpus if she knew I was about to make this little
-village rustic her daughter-in-law. For I am; if there’s one redeeming
-trait in my character, it’s being honorable in my intentions toward
-Anna. Most men in my position would only trifle with her, particularly
-when there was in the background a Mildred Atherton, dreadfully in love
-with them. I wonder what makes all the girls admire me so?” and the vain
-young man stroked his mustache complacently, just as a rapid footstep
-sounded near.
-
-It was Anna’s, and the next moment he held her in his arms. But she
-would not suffer him to keep her there, and with a quiet dignity which
-for an instant startled him beyond the power to speak or act, she put
-his arm away, and standing apart from him, told him of her resolution,
-and reproached him with his duplicity, asking him how he could tell Adam
-that he was about to be married.
-
-“Because I am,” he replied. “I am not to blame for his believing silly
-little Milly to be the bride elect. Won’t it be famous, though, for you
-to order round your former lover? I’ve engaged him for a long job, and
-you ought to have seen how glad he was of the work, thinking, of course,
-how much he should earn for you. I came near laughing in his face when
-he hoped I should be as happy with Miss Mildred as he expected to be
-with you.”
-
-“You shan’t speak so of Adam Floyd!” and Anna’s little foot beat the
-ground impatiently, while indignant tears glittered in her blue eyes as
-she again reiterated that Adam Floyd should be her husband.
-
-“Not while I live!” Herbert responded almost fiercely, for he saw in her
-manner a determination he had never witnessed before.
-
-As well as he was capable of doing he loved Anna Burroughs, and the fact
-that she was pledged to another added fuel to the flame.
-
-“What new freak has taken my fickle goddess?” he asked, looking down
-upon her with a mocking sneer about his mouth as she told him why she
-could not go with him.
-
-He knew she was in earnest at last, and, dropping his jesting tone, he
-made her sit down beside him, while he used every possible argument to
-dissuade her from her purpose, working first upon her pride, flattering
-her vanity, portraying the happiness of a tour through Europe, a winter
-in Paris, and lastly touching upon the advantages of being lady supreme
-at Castlewild, with a house in the city, for winter. And as changeable,
-ambitious, Anna listened, she felt her resolution giving way, felt the
-ground which she had taken slipping from beneath her feet without one
-effort to save herself.
-
-“It seems terrible to wrong Adam,” she said, and, by the tone of her
-voice, Herbert knew the victory was two thirds won.
-
-“Adam will do well enough,” he replied. “People like him never die of
-broken hearts! He’s a good fellow, but not the one for you; besides, you
-know he’s what they call pious, just like Milly; and, I presume, he’ll
-say it was not so wicked for you to cheat him as to perjure yourself, as
-you surely would, by promising to love and honor and all that when you
-didn’t feel a bit of it!”
-
-“What was that you said of Miss Atherton?” Anna asked eagerly, for she
-had caught the word pious, and it made her heart throb with pain, for
-she knew that Herbert Dunallen could not say as much of her!
-
-Once, indeed, it had been otherwise, but that was before she had met him
-in the woods,—before she ceased to pray. Oh, that happy time when she
-had dared to pray! How she wished it would come back to her again; but
-it had drifted far away, and left a void as black as the night closing
-around her or the heavy thunder clouds rolling above her head.
-
-Tightly her hands clenched each other as Herbert answered jestingly.
-
-“She’s one of the religious ones, Milly is; writes me such good letters.
-I’ve one of them in my pocket now. She’s coming to see me; is actually
-on the way, so to-morrow night, or never, my bride you must be.”
-
-“Miss Atherton coming here! What do you mean?” Anna asked, and Herbert
-replied,
-
-“I mean, Mildred has always been in a fever to see Castlewild, and as
-she is intimate with Mrs. Judge Harcourt’s family, she is coming there
-on a visit. Will arrive to-morrow, her note said; and will expect to see
-me immediately after her arrival.”
-
-Herbert’s influence over Anna was too great for her to attempt to stop
-him, so she offered no remonstrance, when he continued!
-
-“I suppose Milly will cry a little, for I do believe she likes me, and
-always has; but I can’t help it. The match was agreed upon by our
-families when she was twelve and I fifteen. Of course I’m awfully sick
-of it, and have been ever since I knew you,” and Herbert’s lips touched
-the white brow where only half an hour before Adam Floyd’s had been.
-
-Thicker, and blacker, grew the darkness around them, while the thunder
-was louder and nearer, and still they sat together, Anna hesitating,
-while Herbert urged upon her the necessity of going with him the
-following night, if ever.
-
-Mildred in the neighborhood would be as formidable an obstacle to him as
-Adam was to Anna, while he feared the result of another interview
-between the affianced pair. With all his love for Anna he was not blind
-to the fact that the last one with whom she talked had the better chance
-of eventually winning. He could not lose her now, and he redoubled his
-powers of persuasion, until, forgetting everything, save the handsome
-youth beside her, the wealthy heir of Castlewild, Anna said to him,
-
-“I will meet you at our gate when the village clock strikes one!” and as
-she said the words the woods were lighted up by a flash of lightning so
-fearfully bright and blinding that with a scream of terror she hid her
-face in her lap and stopped her ears to shut out the deafening roll of
-the thunder. The storm had burst in all its fury, and hurrying from the
-woods, Herbert half carried, half led the frightened Anna across the
-fields in the direction of her father’s door. Depositing her at the
-gate, he paused for an instant to whisper his parting words and then
-hastened rapidly on.
-
-On the kitchen hearth a cheerful wood fire had been kindled, and making
-some faint excuse for having been out in the storm, Anna repaired
-thither, and standing before the blaze was drying her dripping garments,
-when a voice from the adjoining room made her start and tremble, for she
-knew that it was Adam’s.
-
-He seemed to be excited and was asking for her. An accident had occurred
-just before his door. Frightened by the lightning which Anna remembered
-so well, a pair of spirited horses had upset a traveling carriage, in
-which was a young lady and her maid. The latter had sustained no injury,
-but the lady’s ankle was sprained, and she was otherwise so lamed and
-bruised that it was impossible for her to proceed any farther that
-night. So he had carried her into his cottage and dispatching the driver
-for the physician had come himself for Anna as the suitable person to
-play the hostess in his home.
-
-“Oh, I can’t go,—mother, you!” Anna exclaimed, shrinking in terror from
-again crossing the threshold of the home she was about to make so
-desolate.
-
-But Adam preferred Anna. The lady was young, he said, and it seemed to
-him more appropriate that Anna should attend her. Mrs. Burroughs thought
-so, too, and, with a sinking heart, Anna prepared herself for a second
-visit to the cottage. In her excitement she forgot entirely to ask the
-name of the stranger, and as she was not disposed to talk, nothing was
-said of the lady until the cottage was reached and she was ushered into
-the dining-room, where old Martha and a smart looking servant were busy
-with the bandages and hot water preparing for the invalid who had been
-carried to the pleasant bed-room opening from the parlor.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
- MILDRED ATHERTON.
-
-
-“How is Miss Atherton?” Adam asked of Martha, while he kindly attempted
-to assist Anna in removing the heavy shawl her mother had wrapped around
-her.
-
-“Who? What did you call her?” Anna asked, her hands dropping helplessly
-at her side.
-
-“Why, I thought I told you. I surely did your mother. I beg pardon for
-my carelessness. It’s Mildred Atherton,” and Adam’s voice sank to a
-whisper. “She was on her way to visit Mrs. Harcourt. I suppose it would
-be well to send for Dunallen, but I thought it hardly proper for me to
-suggest it. I’ll let you get at it somehow, and see if she wants him.
-You girls have a way of understanding each other.”
-
-Knowing how, in similar circumstances, he should yearn for Anna’s
-presence, Adam had deemed it natural that Mildred’s first wish would be
-for Herbert, and one reason for his insisting that Anna should come back
-with him was the feeling that the beautiful girl, whose face had
-interested him at once, would be more free to communicate her wishes to
-one of her own age.
-
-“Mildred Atherton,” Anna kept repeating to herself, every vestige of
-color fading from her cheeks and lips, as she wondered how she could
-meet her, or what the result of the meeting would be.
-
-“Sarah, where are you? Has everybody left me?” came from the bed, where
-the outline of a girlish form was plainly discernible to Anna, who
-started at the tones of what seemed to her the sweetest voice she had
-ever heard.
-
-“Go to her,” Adam whispered, and Anna mechanically obeyed.
-
-Gliding to the bedside, she stood a moment gazing upon the beautiful
-face nestled among the snowy pillows. The eyes were closed, and the
-long, silken lashes shaded the fair, round cheek, not one half so white
-as Anna’s, notwithstanding that a spasm of pain occasionally distorted
-the regular features, and wrung a faint cry from the pretty lips. Masses
-of soft black curls were pushed back from the forehead, and one hand lay
-outside the counterpane, a little soft, fat hand, on whose fourth finger
-shone the engagement ring, the seal of her betrothal to the heir of
-Castlewild! Oh, how debased and wicked Anna felt standing by that
-innocent girl, and how she marveled that having known Mildred Atherton,
-Herbert Dunallen could ever have turned to her. Involuntarily a sigh
-escaped her lips, and at the sound the soft black eyes unclosed, and
-looked at her wonderingly. Then a smile broke over the fair face, and
-extending her hand to Anna, Mildred said,
-
-“Where am I? My head feels so confused. I remember the horses reared
-when that flash of lightning came, the carriage was overturned, and some
-young man, who seemed a second Apollo in strength and beauty, brought me
-in somewhere so gently and carefully, that I could have hugged him for
-it, he was so good. Are you his sister!”
-
-“No, I am Anna Burroughs. He came for me,” Anna replied, and looking her
-full in the face, Mildred continued,
-
-“Yes, I remember now, his nurse or housekeeper told me he had gone for
-the girl who was to be his wife; and you are she. It’s pleasant to be
-engaged, isn’t it?” and Mildred’s hand gave Anna’s a little confidential
-squeeze, which, quite as much as the words she had uttered, showed how
-affectionate and confiding was her disposition.
-
-The entrance of the physician put an end to the conversation, and
-withdrawing to a little distance where in the shadow she could not be
-well observed Anna stood while the doctor examined the swollen ankle,
-and his volatile patient explained to him in detail how it all happened,
-making herself out quite a heroine for courage and presence of mind,
-asking if he knew Mrs. Harcourt, and if next morning he would not be
-kind enough to let her know that Mildred Atherton was at the cottage.
-The doctor promised whatever she asked, and was about to leave the room,
-when Adam stepped forward and said,
-
-“Is there any one else whom Miss Atherton would like to see—any friend
-in the neighborhood who ought to be informed?”
-
-Eagerly Anna waited for the answer, watching half jealously the crimson
-flush stealing over Mildred’s face, as she replied,
-
-“Not to-night; it would do no good; to-morrow is soon enough. I never
-like to make unnecessary trouble.”
-
-The head which had been raised while Mildred spoke to Adam lay back upon
-the pillow, but not until with a second thought the sweet voice had said
-to him,
-
-“I thank you, sir, you are so kind.”
-
-As a creature of impulse, Anna felt a passing thrill of something like
-pride in Adam as Mildred Atherton spoke thus to him, and when as he
-passed her he involuntarily laid his hand a moment on her shoulder she
-did not shake it off, though her heart throbbed painfully with thoughts
-of her intended treachery. They were alone now, Mildred and Anna, and
-beckoning the latter to her side, Mildred said to her.
-
-“He meant Herbert Dunallen. How did he know that I am to be Herbert’s
-wife?”
-
-There was no tremor in her voice. She spoke of Herbert as a matter of
-course, while Anna could hardly find courage to reply.
-
-“Mr. Floyd works at Castlewild sometimes, and probably has heard Mr.
-Dunallen speak of you.”
-
-“Mr. Floyd—Adam Floyd, is that the young man’s name?” was Mildred’s next
-question, and when Anna answered in the affirmative, she continued, “I
-have heard of him. Herbert wrote how invaluable he was and how superior
-to most mechanics—his prime minister in fact. I am glad the accident
-happened here, and Herbert too will be glad.”
-
-For a moment Mildred seemed to be thinking, then starting up, she said,
-abruptly,
-
-“And it was Anna—Anna Burroughs, yes, I’m sure that’s the name. Would
-you mind putting that lamp nearer to me, and coming yourself where I can
-see just how you look?”
-
-Anna shrank from the gaze of those clear, truthful eyes, but something
-in Mildred’s manner impelled her to do as she was requested, and moving
-the lamp she came so near that Mildred placed a hand on either side of
-her burning face and gazed at it curiously; then, pushing back the
-golden hair, and twining one of the curls a moment about her finger, she
-laid it by her own long, black shining tresses, saying sadly, “I wish my
-curls were light and fair like yours. It would suit Herbert better. He
-fancies a blonde more than a brunette, at least he told me as much that
-time he wrote to me of you.”
-
-“Of me?” Anna asked anxiously, the color receding from her cheek and
-lip. “Why did he write of me, and when?”
-
-The dark eyes were shut now and Anna could see the closed lids quiver,
-just as did the sweet voice which replied, “It’s strange to talk so
-openly to you as if we were dear friends, as we will be when I come to
-Castlewild to live. It is my nature to say right out what I think, and
-people sometimes call me silly. Herbert does, but I don’t care. When I
-like a person I show it, and I like you. Besides, there’s something
-tells me there is a bond of sympathy between us greater than between
-ordinary strangers. I guess it is because we are both engaged, both so
-young, and both rather pretty, too. You certainly are, and I know I am
-not bad looking, if Aunt Theo. did use to try and make me think I was.
-Her story and the mirror’s did not agree.”
-
-Anna looked up amazed at this frank avowal, which few would ever have
-made, even though in their hearts they were far vainer of their beauty
-than was Mildred Atherton of hers. Was she really silly, or was she
-wholly artless and childlike in her manner of expression? Anna could not
-decide, and with a growing interest in the stranger, she listened while
-Mildred went on: “In one of his letters last May Herbert said so much of
-Anna Burroughs, with her eyes of blue and golden hair, calling her a
-‘Lily of the Valley,’ and asking, all in play, you know, if I should
-feel very badly if he should elope some day with his Lily. It shocks
-you, don’t it!” she said, as Anna started with a sudden exclamation,
-“But he did not mean it. He only tried to tease me, and for a time it
-did make in my heart a little round spot of pain which burned like fire,
-for though Herbert has some bad habits and naughty ways, I love him very
-dearly. He is always better with me. He says I do him good, though he
-calls me a puritan, and that time when the burning spot was in my heart,
-I used to go away and pray, that if Herbert did not like me as he ought,
-God would incline him to do so. Once I prayed for you, whom I had never
-seen,” and the little soft hand stole up to Anna’s bowed head smoothing
-the golden locks caressingly, “You’ll think me foolish, but thoughts of
-you really troubled me then, when I was weak and nervous, for I was just
-recovering from sickness, and so I prayed that the Lily of the Valley
-might not care for Herbert, might not come between us, and I know God
-heard me just as well as if it had been my own father of whom I asked a
-favor. Perhaps it is not having any father or mother which makes me take
-every little trouble to God. Do you do so, Anna? Do you tell all your
-cares to him?”
-
-Alas for conscience-stricken Anna, who had not prayed for so very, very
-long! What could she say? Nothing, except to dash the bitter tears from
-her eyes and answer, sobbingly,
-
-“I used to do so once, but now—oh, Miss Atherton! now I am so hard, so
-wicked, I dare not pray!”
-
-In great perplexity Mildred looked at her a moment, and then said,
-sorrowfully.
-
-“Just because I was hard and wicked, I should want to pray—to ask that
-if I had done anything bad I might be forgiven, or if I had intended to
-do wrong, I might be kept from doing it.”
-
-Mildred little guessed how keen a pang her words “or _intended_ to do
-wrong” inflicted upon the repenting Anna, who involuntarily stretched
-her hands toward the young girl as towards something which, if she did
-but grasp it, would save her from herself. Mildred took the hands
-between her own, and pressing them gently, said:
-
-“I don’t know why you feel so badly, neither can I understand how
-anything save sin can make you unhappy when that good man is almost your
-husband. You must love him very much, do you not?”
-
-“Yes,” came faintly from Anna’s lips, and laying her face on the pillow
-beside Mildred’s, she murmured, inaudibly: “God help me, and forgive
-that falsehood, I will love him, if I do not now.”
-
-Anna did not know she prayed, but He who understands our faintest desire
-knew it, and from that moment dated her return to duty. She should not
-wrong that gentle, trusting girl. She could not break Milly’s heart with
-Adam’s as break it she surely should if her wicked course were persisted
-in. And then there flashed upon her the conviction that Herbert had
-deceived her in more ways than one. He had represented Mildred as tiring
-of the engagement as well as himself—had said that though her pride
-might be a little wounded, she would on the whole be glad to be rid of
-him so easily, and all the while he knew that what he said was false.
-Would he deal less deceitfully by her when the novelty of calling her
-his wife had worn away? Would he not weary of her and sigh for the
-victim sacrificed so cruelly? Anna’s head and heart both seemed bursting
-with pain, and when Mildred, alarmed at the pallor of her face, asked if
-she were ill, there was no falsehood in the reply, “Yes, I’m dizzy and
-faint—I cannot stay here longer,” and scarcely conscious of what she was
-doing, Anna quitted the room, leaning for support against the banisters
-in the hall and almost falling against old Martha who was carrying hot
-tea to Mildred Atherton.
-
-“Let me go home, I am sick,” Anna whispered to Adam, who, summoned by
-Martha, bent anxiously over her, asking what was the matter.
-
-It was too late to go home, he said. She must stay there till morning;
-and very tenderly he helped her up to the chamber she was to occupy, the
-one next to his own, and from which, at a late hour, she heard him, as,
-thinking her asleep, he thanked his Heavenly Father for giving her to
-him, and asked that he might be more worthy of her than he was.
-
-“No, Adam, oh, no—pray that I may be more worthy of you,” trembled on
-Anna’s lips, and then lest her resolution might fail, she arose and
-striking a light, tore a blank leaf from a book lying on a table, and
-wrote to Herbert Dunallen that she could never meet him again, except as
-a friend and the future husband of Mildred Atherton.
-
-Folding it once over, she wrote his name upon it, then, faint with
-excitement, and shivering with cold, threw herself upon the outside of
-the bed, and sobbed herself into a heavy sleep, more exhausting in its
-effects than wakefulness would have been.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
- THE RESULT.
-
-
-There was another patient for the village doctor, besides Mildred, at
-the cottage next morning. Indeed, _her_ case sank into insignificance
-when compared with that of the moaning, tossing, delirious Anna, who
-shrank away from Adam, begging him not to touch her, for she was not
-worthy.
-
-They had found her just after sunrise, and sent for her mother, whose
-first thought was to take her home; but Anna resisted at once; she must
-stay there she said, and expiate her sin, in Adam’s house. Then,
-looking, into her mother’s face, she added with a smile,
-
-“You know it was to have been mine in a week!”
-
-Adam did not see the smile. He only heard the words, and his heart beat
-quickly as he thought it natural that Anna should wish to stay in what
-was to be her home.
-
-The hot August sun came pouring into the small, low room she occupied,
-making it so uncomfortable, that Adam said she must be moved, and taking
-her in his arms he carried her down the stairs, and laid her upon the
-bridal bed, whose snowy drapery was scarcely whiter than was her face,
-save where the fever burned upon her fair skin. On the carpet where it
-had fallen he found the crumpled note. He knew it was her writing, and
-he looked curiously at the name upon it, while there stole over him a
-shadowy suspicion, as to the cause of Anna’s recent coldness.
-
-“Herbert Dunallen!” He read the name with a shudder, and then thrust the
-note into his pocket until the young man came.
-
-Oh, how he longed to read the note and know what his affianced bride had
-written to Dunallen; but not for the world would he have opened it, and
-Anna’s secret was safe, unless she betrayed it in her delirium, as she
-seemed likely to do.
-
-A messenger had been dispatched to Castlewild, informing its young heir
-of Mildred Atherton’s mishap. In the room he called his library, Herbert
-sat, arranging his papers, and writing some directions for his head man
-of business.
-
-“Something from Adam Floyd,” he exclaimed, as he tore open the envelope,
-“Oh, bother,” was all the comment he made, as he read the hastily
-written lines, which gave no hint of Anna’s sudden illness.
-
-He was not in the least prepared for that, and the sudden paling of his
-cheek when, on his arrival at the cottage, he heard of it, did not
-escape the watchful Adam, who quietly handed him the note, explaining
-where he had found it, and then went back to Anna, in whose great blue
-eyes there was a look of fear whenever they met his—a look which added
-to the dull, heavy pain gnawing at his heart. He did not see Herbert
-when he read Anna’s note—did not hear his muttered curse at woman’s
-fickleness, but he saw the tiny fragments into which it was torn,
-flutter past the window where he sat by Anna’s side. One, a longer strip
-than the others, fell upon the window sill, and Adam picked it up,
-reading involuntarily the words “Your unhappy Anna.”
-
-Down in the depths of Adam’s heart there was a sob, a moan of anguish as
-his fears were thus corroborated, but his face gave no token of the
-fierce pain within. It was just as calm as ever, when it turned again to
-Anna who was talking in her sleep, first of Herbert and then of Adam,
-begging him to forget that he ever knew the little girl called Anna
-Burroughs, or carried her over the rifts of snow to the school-house
-under the hill. It seemed strange that she should grow sick so fast when
-yesterday she had been comparatively well, but the sudden cold she had
-taken the previous night, added to the strong excitement under which she
-had been laboring, combined to spend the energies of a constitution
-never strong, and the fever increased so rapidly that before the close
-of the second day more than one heart throbbed with fear as to what the
-end would be.
-
-In spite of her lame ankle Mildred had managed to get into the
-sick-room, urging Herbert to accompany her, and feeling greatly shocked
-at his reply that “camphor and medicine were not to his taste.”
-
-Herbert had not greeted his bride elect very lovingly, for to her
-untimely appearance he attributed Anna’s illness and decision. He could
-change the latter he knew, only give him the chance, but the former
-troubled him greatly. Anna might die, and then—Herbert Dunallen did not
-know what then, but bad as he was he would rather she should not die
-with all that sin against Adam unconfessed, and out in the beech woods
-where the night before he had planned with her their flight, and where
-after leaving Mildred he repaired, he laid his boyish head upon the
-summer grass and _cried_, partly as a child would cry for the bauble
-denied, partly as an honest man might mourn for the loved one whose life
-he had helped to shorten.
-
-Regularly each morning the black pony from Castlewild was tied at the
-cottage gate, while its owner made inquiry for Anna. He had discernment
-enough to see that from the first his visits were unwelcome to Adam
-Floyd, who he believed knew the contents of the note written him by
-Anna. But in this last he was mistaken. All Adam knew certainly was
-gathered from Anna’s delirious ravings, which came at last to be
-understood by Mildred, who in spite of Mrs. Judge Harcourt’s entreaties
-or those of her tall, handsome son, George Harcourt, just home from
-Harvard, persisted in staying at the cottage and ministering to Anna.
-For a time the soft black eyes of sweet Mildred Atherton were heavy with
-unshed tears, while the sorrow of a wounded, deceived heart was visible
-upon her face; but at length her true womanly sense of right rose above
-it all, and waking as if from a dream she saw how utterly unworthy even
-of her childish love was the _boy man_, whose society she shunned,
-until, irritated by her manner, he one day demanded an explanation of
-her coolness.
-
-“You know, Herbert,” and Milly’s clear, innocent eyes looked steadily
-into his. “You know far better than I, all that has passed between you
-and Anna Burroughs. To me and her lover, noble Adam Floyd, it is known
-only in part, but you understand the whole, and I am glad of this
-opportunity to tell you that you are free from an engagement which never
-should have been made, and of which you are weary. I did love you so
-much Herbert, even though I knew that you were wayward. I loved you, and
-prayed for you, too, every morning and every night. I shall do that yet,
-wherever you are, but henceforth we are friends, and nothing more. Seek
-forgiveness, first of God, and then of Adam Floyd, whom you thought to
-wrong by wresting from him the little ewe-lamb, which was his all.”
-
-Herbert looked up quickly. Wholly unversed in Scripture, the _ewe-lamb_
-was Greek to him, but Mildred was too much in earnest for him to jest.
-She had never seemed so desirable as now, that he had lost her, and
-grasping her hand from which she was taking the engagement ring, he
-begged of her to wait, to consider, before she cast him off.
-
-“I was mean with Anna, I know, and I meant to run away with her, but
-that is over now. Speak to me, Milly; I do not know you in this new
-character.”
-
-Milly hardly knew herself, but with regard to Herbert she was firm,
-giving him no hope of ever recovering the love he had wantonly thrown
-away.
-
-After that interview, the black pony stayed quietly in its stable at
-Castlewild, while Herbert shut himself up in his room, sometimes crying
-when he thought of Anna, sometimes swearing when he thought of Mildred,
-and ending every reverie with his pet words, “oh botheration.”
-
-Each morning, however, a servant was sent to the cottage where, for
-weeks, Anna hovered between life and death, carefully tended by her
-mother and Mildred Atherton, and tenderly watched by Adam, who deported
-himself toward her as a fond parent would toward its erring but
-suffering child. There was no bitterness in Adam’s heart, nothing save
-love and pity for the white-faced girl, whom he held firmly in his arms,
-soothing her gently, while Mildred cut away the long, golden tresses, at
-which, in her wild moods, she clutched so angrily.
-
-“Poor shorn lamb,” he whispered, while his tears, large and warm,
-dropped upon the wasted face he had not kissed since the night he and
-Mildred watched with her and heard so much of the sad story.
-
-But for the help which cometh only from on high, Adam’s heart would have
-broken, those long bright September days, when everything seemed to mock
-his woe. It was so different from what he had hoped when he built
-castles of the Autumn time, when Anna would be with him. She was there,
-it is true; there in the room he had called _ours_, but was as surely
-lost to him, he said, as if the bright-hued flowers were blossoming
-above her grave. She did not love him, else she had never purposed to
-deceive him, and he looked drearily forward to the time when he must
-again take up his solitary life, uncheered by one hope in the future.
-
-She awoke to consciousness at last. It was in the grey dawn of the
-morning, when Adam was sitting by her, while her mother and Mildred
-rested in the adjoining room. Eagerly she seemed to be searching for
-something, and when Adam asked for what, she answered: “The note; I had
-it in my hand when I went to sleep.”
-
-Bending over her, Adam said: “I found it; I gave it to him.”
-
-There was a perceptible start, a flushing of Anna’s cheek and a
-frightened, half pleading look in her eyes; but she asked no questions,
-and thinking she would rather not have him there, Adam went quietly out
-to her mother with the good news of Anna’s consciousness.
-
-Days went by after that, days of slow convalescence; but now that he was
-no longer needed in the sick-room, Adam stayed away. Tokens of his
-thoughtful care, however, were visible everywhere, in the tasteful
-bouquets arranged each morning, just as he knew Anna liked them—in the
-luscious fruit and tempting delicacies procured by him for the weak
-invalid who at last asked Mildred to call him and leave them alone
-together.
-
-At first there was much constraint on either side, but at last Anna
-burst out impetuously, “Oh, Adam, I do not know what I said in my
-delirium, or how much you know, and so I must tell you everything.”
-
-Then, as rapidly as possible and without excusing herself in the least,
-she told her story and what she had intended to do.
-
-For a moment Adam did not speak, and when he did it was to ask if
-Mildred had told her about Herbert. But his name had not been mentioned
-between the two girls and thus it devolved upon Adam to explain. Herbert
-had left the neighborhood and gone abroad immediately after Anna’s
-convalescence was a settled thing.
-
-“Perhaps he will soon come back,” Adam said, and Anna cried, “Oh, Adam,
-I never wish him to return, I know now that I never loved him as—I—oh, I
-wish I had died.”
-
-“You were not prepared, and God spared you to us. We are very glad to
-have you back,” Adam said.
-
-These were the first words he had spoken which had in them anything like
-his former manner, and Anna involuntarily stretched her hand toward him.
-He took it, and letting it rest on his broad, warm palm, smoothed it a
-little as he would have smoothed a little child’s, but what Anna longed
-to hear was not spoken, and in a tremor of pain she sobbed out,
-
-“In mercy, speak to me once as you used to. Say that you forgive me,
-even though we never can be to each other again what we have been!”
-
-“I do forgive you, Anna; and as for the rest I did not suppose you
-wished it.”
-
-Raising herself up, Anna threw her arms impetuously around his neck,
-exclaiming,
-
-“I do wish it, Adam. Don’t cast me off. Try me, and see if I am not
-worthy. I have sinned, but I have repented too. Never were you so dear
-to me! Oh, Adam, take me back!”
-
-She was getting too much excited, and putting her arms from his neck,
-Adam laid her upon the pillow, and said to her gently,
-
-“Anna, my faith in you has been shaken, but my love has never changed.
-You must not talk longer now. I’ll come again by and by, and meantime
-I’ll send Miss Atherton. She knows it all, both from Herbert and
-yourself. She is a noble girl. You can trust her.”
-
-At Adam’s request Mildred went to Anna, and sitting down beside her,
-listened while Anna confessed the past, even to the particulars of her
-interview with Adam, and then added tearfully,
-
-“Forgive me, and tell me what to do.”
-
-“I should be an unworthy disciple of Him who said forgive, until seventy
-times seven, if I refused your request,” was Mildred’s reply, as she
-wound her arm around Anna’s neck, and imprinted upon Anna’s lips the
-kiss of pardon.
-
-Then, as Anna could bear it, she unfolded her plan, which was that the
-invalid should return with her to her pleasant home at Rose Hill,
-staying there until she had fully tested the strength of her love for
-Adam, who, if she stood the test should come for her himself. As a
-change of air and scene seemed desirable, Anna’s mother raised no
-serious objection to this arrangement, and so one October morning Adam
-Floyd held for a moment a little wasted hand in his while he said
-good-bye to its owner, who so long as he was in sight leaned from the
-carriage window to look at him standing there so lone and solitary, yet
-knowing it was better to part with her awhile, if he would have their
-future as bright as he had once fancied it would be.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Eight years have passed away, and on the broad piazza of Castlewild a
-sweet-faced woman stands, waiting impatiently the arrival of the
-carriage winding slowly up the hill, and which stops at last, while
-Mildred Atherton alights from it and ascends the steps to where Anna
-stands waiting for her. And Mildred, who for years has been abroad, and
-has but recently returned to America, has come to be for a few weeks her
-guest, and to see how Anna deports herself as the wife of Adam Floyd,
-and mistress of beautiful Castlewild.
-
-There is a sad story connected with Anna’s being there at Castlewild, a
-story which only Mildred can tell, and in the dusky twilight of that
-first evening when Adam was away and the baby Milly asleep in its crib,
-she takes Anna’s hand in hers and tells her what Anna indeed knew
-before, but which seems far more real as it comes from Mildred’s lips,
-making the tears fall fast as she listens to it. Tells her how
-Providence directed her to the room in a Paris hotel, where a fellow
-countryman lay dying, alone and unattended save by a hired nurse. The
-sick room was on the same hall with her own, and in passing the door
-which was ajar, she was startled to hear a voice once familiar to her
-and which seemed to call her name. Five minutes later and she was
-sitting by Herbert Dunallen’s bedside and holding his burning hands in
-hers, while he told her how long he had lain there with the fever
-contracted in the south of France, and how at the moment she passed his
-door he was crying out in his anguish and desolation for the friends so
-far away, and had spoken her name, not knowing she was so near.
-
-After that Milly was his constant attendant, and once when she sat by
-him he talked to her of the past and of Anna, who had been three years
-the wife of Adam Floyd.
-
-“I am glad of it,” he said. “She is happier with him than she could have
-been with me. I am sorry that I ever came between them, it was more my
-fault than hers, and I have told Adam so. I wrote him from Algiers and
-asked his forgiveness, and he answered my letter like the noble man he
-is. There is peace between us now, and I am glad. I have heard from him,
-or rather of him since, in a roundabout away. He lost his right arm in
-the war, and that will incapacitate him from his work. He can never use
-the hammer again. I do not suppose he has so very much money. Anna liked
-Castlewild. In fact I believe she cared more for that than for me, and I
-have given it to her;—have made my will to that effect. It is with my
-other papers, and Milly, when I am dead, you will see that Anna has her
-own. I did not think it would come quite so soon, for I am young to die.
-Not thirty yet, but it is better so, perhaps. You told me that you
-prayed for me every day, and the memory of that has stuck to me like a
-burr, till I have prayed for myself, more than once, when I was well,
-and often since shut up in this room which I shall never leave alive.
-Stay by me, Milly, to the last; it will not be long, and pray that if I
-am not right, God will make me so. Show me the way, Milly, I want to be
-good, I am sorry, oh, so sorry for it all.”
-
-For a few days longer he lingered, and then one lovely autumnal morning,
-when Paris was looking her brightest, he died, with Milly’s hand in his,
-and Milly’s tears upon his brow.
-
-And so Castlewild came to Anna, who had been three years its mistress
-when Milly came to visit her, and on whose married life no shadow
-however small had fallen, except, indeed, the shadows which are common
-to the lives of all. When her husband came home from the war a cripple,
-as he told her with quivering lips, her tears fell like rain for him,
-because he was sorry, but for herself she did not care; he was left to
-her, and kissing him lovingly she promised to be his right arm and to
-work for him if necessary, even to building houses, if he would teach
-her how. But poverty never came to Adam Floyd and Anna, and probably
-never would have come, even if there had been no will which left them
-Castlewild. That was a great surprise, and at first Adam hesitated about
-going there. But Anna persuaded him at last, and there we leave them,
-perfectly happy in each other’s love, and both the better, perhaps, for
-the grief and pain which came to them in their youth.
-
-
- THE END
- OF
- ADAM FLOYD.
-
-
-
-
- JOHN LOGAN’S THOUGHTS ABOUT REPAIRING OLD HOUSES.
-
-
-My wife was Priscilla Lord, daughter of the Hon. Erastus Lord, but I
-always call her Cilly for short, and she rather likes that pet name,
-inasmuch as it is not spelled with an S. We had been married and kept
-house ten years, and it had never occurred to me that we were not as
-comfortable, and cozy, and happy as our neighbors, until one Saturday
-night in the month of May, when I was superintending the packing of my
-shirts, and socks, and neckties, preparatory to a business trip which I
-was to make for the firm which employed me, and which was to last four
-weeks positively, if not longer. Then, after sewing on the last button,
-and darning the last sock, and wondering why men always wore out their
-heels and toes so fast, Cilly suddenly informed me that we were neither
-cozy nor comfortable, nor respectable, in the present condition of
-things.
-
-I was taking off my boots, and sat staring at her with one uplifted in
-the air, while she went on to say that the view from our bed-room was
-just horrid, looking out upon nothing but a lane, and a board fence, and
-Mrs. Patterson’s kitchen—that we had no china closet proper at all,
-which was a shame for people of our means—that we had to pass through
-the dining-room to go down cellar, which was a great inconvenience—that
-we had no conservatory, and the bay window was always crowded with
-plants in the winter, giving a littered appearance to the room—that the
-west piazza was altogether too short a walk for her mother, who had
-lived with us for the past year, and who needed a longer promenade,
-especially in bad weather. And she continued to inform me further that
-there was space for such a nice room in the attic, which we really
-needed in the summer when the house was full, and Lizzie was there with
-all her children and the nurse.
-
-I liked Lizzie, and liked the children, and liked to have them with us,
-especially as there were no little Logans of my own playing in the yard;
-but I thought three spare rooms ought to be enough for them, until I
-reflected that my mother-in-law, Mrs. Erastus Lord, now occupied one of
-the spare rooms, leaving a surplus of only two, so I still kept silent
-until Cilly, thinking she had succeeded in convincing me that of all
-tucked-up, inconvenient, disreputable houses in town, ours was the
-worst, went on to say that she thought and her mother thought, and her
-grandma thought, (grandma was the old Mrs. Lord of all, Mrs. Erastus,
-senior,) that we ought to “go through a set of repairs;” I think that’s
-the way she worded it, and as brother John had left her two thousand
-dollars “_to do just exactly what she pleased with_” she had made up her
-mind to repair, and was going to do it while I was away, so as to save
-me all the trouble of the muss, and—and—Cilly got a little confused here
-and stammered a good deal, and finally went on rapidly: “You see, I have
-quite decided, and mother has seen the men, and they are coming Monday
-morning, and it will all be done beautifully before you get back, and
-you’ll never know the old hut at all.”
-
-I felt a little hurt to hear her stigmatize, as the old hut, what we had
-thought so pretty and nice when we took possession of it ten years ago,
-but had no time to protest before she added:
-
-“I didn’t mean to tell you, as I wished to see how surprised you would
-be when you returned; but I was afraid something might happen, the
-carpenters get sick, or you come home sooner than you intended, and so I
-had to tell you. See, here is the plan. I had an architect come and make
-it the day you were in New York. Isn’t it lovely, and such an
-improvement?”
-
-I looked at the paper which she held toward me, and saw on it a drawing
-which reminded me of one of the boats of the White Star Line, it was so
-long and narrow, with chimneys and smoke-stacks and gables jutting out
-everywhere.
-
-“Don’t you like it John?” Cilly asked, with a most rueful face, and I
-replied:
-
-“Why, yes, I dare say it is nice, but you see I haven’t the least bit of
-building genius, and less imagination, so I’ve no idea what it’s to be.”
-
-“Why, John, what a stupid; that’s the new piazza, and maybe the front
-door will have to be moved, and that’s the new gable, and that’s the
-conservatory, and here is our room right over the kitchen.”
-
-“Over the kitchen!” and I involuntarily sniffed as I thought of onions,
-and codfish, and boiled cabbage, each one of which was a favorite dish
-of mine, though I did not like the smell in my sleeping room.
-
-Cilly understood my meaning and hastened to say:
-
-“Oh, we have fixed all that; there’s to be deafening, a double floor and
-a whole lot of mortar, and we shall never hear a sound nor smell a
-smell, Jane is so quiet; and it will be so pleasant with a broad balcony
-and a door to go out. I wish you would try to have a little interest in
-it, John.”
-
-So I tried to be interested, but could not forbear asking her if she had
-the slightest conception of all it involved, this raising the roof and
-Cain generally; and then she cried, and the Lord part of her got the
-ascendant, and she said I was _mean_, and an _old fogy_, and a
-_conservative_, and a—well, she called me several names, and then we
-made it up, and I told her to fix away, and knock things endways if she
-wanted to, and that’s about the way matters stood Monday morning, when I
-said good-bye to her at half-past six and hurried to the train. She was
-up to see me off, the carpenters were coming at seven, and she must be
-ready to receive them.
-
-“You won’t know the house when you get home,” she said, “it will be so
-changed and improved; and if you are at all puzzled to find it, look for
-the very biggest and handsomest place on the street. Good-by.”
-
-She was so elated with her repairing that I do not think she was a bit
-sorry to have me go, and this did not console me much, or make me take
-any more kindly to the repairs. I did not hear from her for three or
-four days, and then she was in high spirits. Such nice men as the
-carpenters were, and such fun to superintend them: she began to think
-nature had intended her for a builder, or at least a designer of houses.
-
-I groaned a little for fear my hitherto quiet, satisfied Cilly should
-develop a propensity for building, and ruin me entirely. It was in her
-family on both sides, for old Mrs. Erastus Lord had ruined her husband
-that way, while Mrs. Erastus, junior, had sunk over twenty thousand
-dollars on a place which originally cost five thousand, and which when
-completed looked as if it had been taken up and shaken by a high wind
-and thrown down promiscuously. But I hoped better things of my little
-Cilly, and resuming her letter, read that the piazza was going up so
-fast, and they had not yet done a single bit of damage, except to knock
-a hole through one of the front door lights, and kill the ivy, which was
-just growing so beautifully, and which had come all the way from
-Kenilworth.
-
-The next letter was not quite so hilarious and assured, though Cilly was
-still hopeful and plucky, notwithstanding that four windows had been
-broken, and the arm of my Apollo Belvidere, which I had bought in
-Florence, and a whole lot of plaster, had fallen from the ceiling of the
-room where she was sitting, and a man’s leg came right through, lathing
-and all. I think the leg disturbed her more than all the other mishaps,
-though her mother told her it was nothing at all to what she must
-expect, but she didn’t think it was nice, and it was such a muss to have
-four carpenters, three masons, two tinners, three painters, besides a
-boy to lath, and a man to clean up, and the two thousand dollars would
-not begin to pay for it all, and I must make some arrangements, whereby
-she could get some more money, and if I could she’d like me to stay away
-as long as possible, not that she did not miss me awfully, and the days
-seemed a month each, but she did want the house done before I returned,
-and it went on so slowly, though mother said they were the best workmen
-she ever saw.
-
-This was the substance of Cilly’s letter, and I did not hear from her
-again except a few hurried lines saying she was well, and the house
-progressing, and both drains stopped up, and a chimney blown down, and
-the hard finish in one of the rooms spoiled by the rain which beat in
-just as they got the eaves-trough off. This was about as I had expected
-it would be, but I was sorry for Cilly, and sorry that my business kept
-me away from her six weeks instead of four, as I had at first proposed.
-But the day came at last for me to go home, and I almost counted the
-minutes, until there came a whiz and a crash, and we were off the track,
-with baggage car smashed but nobody hurt. This made it very late,
-midnight in fact, when we reached Morrisville, and, valise in hand, I
-stepped out upon the platform. It was the darkest night I think, I ever
-knew, and the rain was falling in torrents. Fortunately, however, there
-was a solitary cab in waiting, and I took it and bade the negro drive me
-to No.— Guelph street. But he was a stranger in the place, and stared at
-me stupidly until I explained where Guelph street was, and then
-remembering what Cilly had said about looking for the handsomest and
-largest house, bade him drive to the best and most stylish house in the
-street, if he knew which that was.
-
-“Yes, sar, I done knows now,” and with a grin he banged the door,
-mounted his box and drove me _somewhere_, and I alighted, paid my fare,
-and _heard_ him depart, for I could not see him, or the house either,
-except with the eye of faith, but of course it was mine, and I groped my
-way through the gate and up to the front door, to which I tried to fit
-my night-key, in vain, and after fumbling awhile at the key hole, and
-trying a shutter to see if it was unfastened, I was hunting for the bell
-knob, when suddenly a window from above was opened; there was a clicking
-sound, and then the sharp ring of a pistol broke the midnight stillness.
-I was not hit, but a good deal scared, and yelled out:
-
-“For Heaven’s sake, Cilly, what do you mean by firing away at a chap
-like this?”
-
-“John Logan, is that you? We thought it was a burglar. What are you here
-for?” some one called from the window, while at the same moment the gas
-flashed up in the hall and showed me where I was.
-
-Not at my house at all, but at the large boarding house at the upper end
-of the street, kept by a dashing grass widow. Hastily explaining my
-mistake, I said good night to Bob Sawyer, one of the boarders, whose
-loud laugh discomfited me somewhat as I felt my way into the street and
-started toward home.
-
-This time I was sure I was right by the trees near the gate, but the
-front door was gone—moved, and not wishing to venture into unknown
-regions, I concluded to try the bath-room door, for our rooms were
-adjoining it, and I could easily speak to Cilly without alarming her. So
-I tried it, and after floundering over piles of rubbish, and tearing my
-trousers on broads full of nails, and plunging up to my knees in what
-seemed to be a muddy ditch, and which smelled awfully, I suddenly found
-myself plump in the cistern, with the water up to my chin; at the same
-time I heard a succession of feminine shrieks, conspicuous among which
-was Cilly’s voice, crying out:
-
-“Oh, we shall all be murdered. It is a burglar. Throw something at him.”
-
-And they _did_ throw—first a soap dish, then the poker, then the broom,
-and lastly a pair of my old boots.
-
-“Cilly, Cilly!” I screamed; “are you mad? It’s I, John, drowning in the
-cistern.”
-
-Then such a Babel as ensued; such a scrambling down stairs, and opening
-of doors, and thrusting out of tallow candles into the darkness. But I
-was out of the cistern by this time, and, wet as a drowned rat,
-confronted Cilly in her night-gown and crimping-pins, and asked her
-“What the deuse was up?”
-
-“Oh, John!” she sobbed; “everything is up; the drain,” (that explained
-the smell), “the floor, and the pump, and the walk, and I’ve had such a
-dreadful time, and mother’s down with the rheumatism, and Jane has
-sprained her ankle, and Mary has gone, and I have got such a cold, and
-the town is full of burglars, and I thought you were one, and I wish we
-hadn’t repaired, it’s all so nasty and awful.”
-
-The next day, which was Sunday, I had ample time to survey the premises.
-There was a double piazza on three sides, which was an improvement; but
-the hall door was changed, which wasn’t. Then the little conservatory,
-hitched on to the double bay window, which looked like its father, was
-doubtful. But all this was nothing to the confusion which reigned at the
-back of the house; I only marveled that I had not broken my neck. The
-walk was up, the drain was up, the pump was up, the pipes were up, the
-cistern floor was up, and the kitchen roof was up, as well, looming into
-the sky, but the room was far from being finished.
-
-Nothing had worked as she hoped it would, Cilly said, and everything
-went wrong, especially the eaves-troughs, and conductors, and pipes, and
-it always rained just at the wrong time, and the cellar filled with
-water, and everything floated like a boat, and the plastering came down
-on the stove when Jane was getting dinner, and the soot came down from
-the chimney on Mary’s clean clothes, and just as she got them all washed
-again and hung out, they came with a lot of lumber and she had to take
-them down, and things got so bad that she left in disgust, and Jane had
-fallen into the drain and sprained her ankle, and mother was sick in
-bed, and the carpets all up, and, worse than all, the Dunnings were
-coming next week from New York, and it was more than Cilly could bear.
-
-Of course, I told her I’d help her bear it, and I put my shoulder to the
-wheel and wrote to the Dunnings to defer their visit, and began to
-investigate matters, which I found had become a little loose, to say the
-least of it. The men were good enough and faithful enough, and the
-troubles Cilly had encountered were only the troubles incident upon
-repairing any old house, a job which is quite as trying to one’s
-patience, and as exasperating as putting up a stove pipe when no one
-joint fits another, particularly the elbows, and the result is that new
-pipe is almost always bought to take the place of the old. So with our
-house; nothing was right, nothing would do again. No matter how good or
-how long the piece of conductor, or lead pipe, or bit of siding or
-floor, it would not fit, and it went to swell the pile of rubbish which,
-in our back yard was almost mountain high, and reminded me of the
-excavations in Rome, when I first looked out upon the debris that dreary
-Sunday morning. But Monday showed a better state of things. I saw that
-the open drain and cistern hurt Cilly the most, and so I had them closed
-up first and then plunged into the midst of the repairing, myself, and
-was astonished to find how rapidly I began to develop a talent for the
-business. I believe, after all, there is something exhilarating in the
-smell of fresh plaster, and something exciting in walking over piles of
-old lath, and bits of broken siding, and base boards, and moldings, and
-matched stuff, and so on through the whole list of terms in a
-carpenter’s vocabulary. I came to know them all, from _mitering_ to
-_nosing_, though I never rightly made out the orthography of that last
-word or its derivation either, but I knew just what it was, and was
-great on a squint to see if things were square or _plumb_, as Billy
-called it, and I think I made them change one window three times, and a
-certain door twice. What a propensity they did have for getting things
-wrong, that is, according to my ideas, and poor Cilly had been driven
-nearly crazy with windows just where she did not want them, and doors
-opening against her furniture. Then, too, she informed me, she began to
-suspect that the men thought she was strong-minded, and wanted to vote,
-because she superintended them, and was always in the thickest of it,
-and exactly in their way. Whether they liked masculine rule better, I
-never heard. I only know that they all worked well and faithfully, and
-they certainly did get on faster when they were not obliged to pull down
-one day what they had done the day before. This had been Cilly’s method
-of procedure, aided and abetted by her mother, whom the men stigmatized
-as “the old one,” and who spied upon them from every keyhole, and came
-unexpectedly upon them from every corner. She was disabled now, and
-could only issue daily bulletins to which I paid no heed, and so the
-repairs went on, and just three months after the first nail was driven
-the last man departed, and we went to work setting to rights, which
-would have been delightful business, if only we could have found our
-things, but everything was lost or mislaid. Curtain fixtures were gone;
-door keys were gone; stair rods were missing; screw drivers and
-tack-hammers could not be found; wood-saw broken; both trowels lost;
-water pails full of plaster, and all the brooms in the house spoiled, to
-say nothing of the dusters and dust pans broken, and dippers lost.
-
-But then, we had a double piazza, and a place for flowers, and a china
-closet so big that I had to spend a hundred dollars to fill it, and our
-bed-room has two arches over the south windows, and a raised platform
-behind them, and we have each of us a bureau in a dressing-room which
-looks like a long hall, and I have four drawers all to myself for my
-shirts and neckties, and a quarter of a closet, and there are east
-windows and south windows, which make it so bright in the morning that
-the flies bite me awfully, and we had to buy a mosquito net to keep them
-off, and instead of being disturbed by Mrs. Patterson’s pump, and
-looking into nothing but her back yard and kitchen, we now look into
-Mrs. Alling’s barn-yard, with a most unsightly corn-crib in the center
-of it, and Mrs. Alling’s roosters have a bad habit of crowing every
-hour, while at about three or four o’clock in the morning, the noise is
-so terrible, that I believe her hens crow too.
-
-But Cilly likes that—it sounds rural and like the country; and our room
-is lovely, with the two broad balconies where we sometimes have tea,
-when the west wind is not too strong, the sun too hot, or the mosquitoes
-too thick. Then it is such a nice place to smoke, but Cilly never lets
-me do that any more; she only smiles so sweetly on her gentlemen
-friends, and tells them it’s a nice place, that I am tempted to try it
-sometimes surreptitiously, when she and her mother are down town at some
-of the temperance meetings, but her mother would smell me a mile off,
-and so I forbear.
-
-Honestly, though, I do enjoy the balconies, and I rather like the arches
-over the windows, which I call the _twins_, and which are very pretty.
-They ought to be, for they cost enough. I’ve never told Cilly just how
-much I paid, besides her brother’s windfall, but when the greedy
-assessors tucked an extra four thousand on our house because of the
-_improvements_, I wondered how they guessed so accurately.
-
-We have five spare rooms now, but the new one in the attic, which was
-built for Lizzie’s children and the nurse, has never been occupied. The
-nurse is afraid to sleep there, you have to pass through such a
-menagerie of trunks, and broken chairs, and rag bags, and old hoop
-skirts, and cast off pants, and last year’s bonnets, to get to it, that
-it gives her the horrors, and as the children will not sleep without
-her, that room was made for nothing except to show.
-
-Mrs. Erastus Lord, senior, is dead, and Cilly was very sorry, when she
-died, and I suppose I was sorry, too; and I _know_ I was glad when Mrs.
-Erastus, junior, recovered the use of her limbs, and sailed away to
-Europe, where she finds the manners and customs more congenial to her
-taste than here.
-
-Cilly and I live very quietly together now, and I do not believe she has
-any thought of repairing again, though she has told me in confidence
-that the next time she does so, she means to stow the furniture in the
-barn, and knock the plaster off from all the old walls, which were so
-badly cracked when the house was fixed the last time; but when she
-actually gets to that point, as true as my name is John Logan, I’ll lock
-her up in a lunatic asylum and then commit suicide.
-
-
-
-
- THE PASSION PLAY
- AT OBERAMMERGAU, 1880.
-
-
-We have seen the great Passion Play, and the day is nearly over which we
-have anticipated so long, and to which every plan has been made
-subservient, since we crossed the ocean. And now, while the streets are
-full of people and the twilight shadows are falling over Mt. Kofel,
-where the tall cross shows so conspicuously, I sit down to write my
-impressions of the wonderful drama, which, during the summer, has
-attracted nearly 100,000 visitors to this little, quiet, old-fashioned
-town, among the hills of Bavaria. The high and the low, the rich and the
-poor, the titled lord and the lowly peasant meet here together, jostling
-side by side, sharing the same fatigue and discomfort, and deeming
-neither too great a price to pay for the object they have in view.
-
-Before speaking of the play in detail, it may not be out of place to say
-something of the way to reach Oberammergau, and of the town itself; and
-so, first, the journey there.
-
-Nearly all the Americans and English who visit Oberammergau, make Munich
-their starting-point; consequently the city is at this season crowded to
-its utmost capacity, and reminds one of Philadelphia during the
-Centennial. Naturally a great deal of anxiety is felt by the tourist
-with regard to his pilgrimage to the valley of the Ammer, especially as
-he hears such exaggerated accounts of the difficulties to be encountered
-on the way, and he is at times half tempted to give it up as something
-unattainable. When we reached Munich, on Friday, August 20th, and made
-inquiries at our hotel as to the probability of our getting tickets for
-August 29th, we were looked upon as lunatics for entertaining such a
-thought.
-
-It was impossible under any circumstances to procure a place for the
-29th, we were told by the clerk. There would be at least 6,000 people
-there, with accommodations for 2,000, and our only way was to wait
-quietly at the hotel until Sunday, the 29th; then take Gaze’s tickets,
-which were to be had in the office for forty-five marks each, and go to
-see the play on Monday, as it was sure to be repeated.
-
-Gaze, let me say, is an enterprising English tourist agent, who has
-opened a hotel at Oberammergau, and advertizes to board and lodge you
-for two days and carry you to and from the railway station at Murnau,
-where you leave the cars, for forty-five marks, which are equal to
-$11.25 of American money,—a pretty good price, it seemed to us, to pay
-for two days’ board and a drive of sixteen miles; but we accepted it as
-inevitable, and settled down quietly to wait, until Providence threw in
-our way an English clergyman, who changed our plans entirely.
-
-“Don’t believe one word they tell you at the hotels,” he said. “They
-wish to keep you here as long as possible. Don’t listen to them. Don’t
-touch a Gaze ticket. Don’t touch a Cook ticket. Don’t touch anybody’s
-ticket, but just run your own canoe.”
-
-On second considerations I am inclined to think he did not use that last
-expression, which I believe is purely American, but that was what he
-meant, and he went on to say: “Write to the burgomaster yourself and ask
-for the highest priced tickets. You’ll not get them, but you will get
-something. Neither will he answer your letter, but your name will be
-recorded and remembered when you prefer your claim. Go on Friday by the
-early train to Murnau, where you will find hundreds of carriages waiting
-to take you to Oberammergau, and once there, get a place for yourself at
-half the sum charged by Gaze or his agents.”
-
-We followed the Englishman’s advice and wrote to the burgomaster, and on
-Friday took the train for Murnau, distant from Munich sixty miles, and
-from Oberammergau sixteen. Here we expected our troubles to commence,
-for we doubted a little our English friend’s story of the carriages
-waiting for us there; but he was right. There were hundreds of
-them,—vehicles of every kind,—some good enough for a princess, and some
-which looked as if Eve herself might have driven in them, had driving
-been one of her pastimes. I even noticed a cow and a horse harnessed
-together, but I hardly think they were there for the purpose of getting
-passengers. At all events we did not take that establishment, but
-chartering one, which had a pair of strong looking horses, we were soon
-started on what proved to be the pleasantest drive we ever experienced,
-and one we shall never forget.
-
-There are two routes from Murnau to Oberammergau,—one through the little
-village of Oberau and up the famous Mt. Ettal, which is so steep and
-long that passengers are obliged to walk up it, or as a writer has
-expressed it, “Rich and poor have to struggle with the steepness of Mt.
-Ettal for over half an hour, while a pair of the best horses are
-struggling hard to draw up an empty carriage.” Marvelous stories are
-told of people who have had the apoplexy, and of horses which have died
-toiling up this hill, and as none of our party had a fancy to try it, we
-chose the other, and to my mind the pleasanter route of the two. It is a
-little longer than the one through Ettal, but the road winds alternately
-up and over hills neither too long or tiresome, and down through grassy
-valleys fresh from a recent shower and sweet with the perfume of new
-mown hay, and into which little brooks came tumbling from the mountains
-which shelter Oberammergau and which are always in view. Long before we
-reached the town I singled out one tall peak which from its peculiar
-shape attracted my curiosity and which I found to be the far-famed
-Kofel, on which the cross is erected and which bends over the little
-hamlet as if in benediction. For this peak the people have a kind of
-superstitious reverence, and when asked to repeat their play in America,
-they replied, “We would do so gladly, but we must bring our Kofel with
-us.”
-
-As we came down into the valley and passed through Unterammergau our way
-lay through a long avenue, bordered on either side with trees of
-mountain ash, whose clusters of scarlet berries gave a bit of coloring
-to the picture, and thus enhanced its beauty. I wish I could convey to
-your minds a correct idea of the loveliness of that valley, and make you
-see it, as we saw it that summer afternoon, when the sunlight fell so
-softly upon the steep hillsides where the grass was green and smooth as
-velvet, and little feathery wreaths of mist were floating on the
-mountain tops, reminding one of the patches of snow seen in midsummer in
-the Alps of Switzerland. Through the valley the Ammer runs swiftly,
-making sundry turns and windings, as it goes singing on its way toward
-the deep ravines, which lie beyond Unterammergau. At the end of the
-ash-bordered avenue we crossed a little bridge and were at last in
-Oberammergau.
-
-It is not a pretty town, or a clean one either, notwithstanding that a
-writer from whom I have before quoted, says, that “it is the cleanest
-town in the Bavarian Alps.” Not having seen all the towns in the
-Bavarian Alps, I am not prepared to dispute the assertion, but if
-Oberammergau is the cleanest, what must the others be? The streets are
-very narrow and crooked, and wind here and there in a crazy kind of
-manner very bewildering to the stranger, who constantly loses his way.
-But there is never any difficulty in finding it again, as the church,
-with its peculiar dome, not unlike a Turkish mosque, is a good landmark,
-as is also Gaze’s hotel, which stands very nearly in the center of the
-town. This last building looks as if it might have been an old barn
-before it was converted to its present use. It is very noisy around it,
-and dirty, too, in the extreme. The streets do not look as if they were
-ever picked up, and the open sewers are simply a nuisance to the eye and
-an offense to the nostrils, as are also the stables, of which there are
-quite as many as houses. Every dwelling has its barn, where the cows and
-horses are kept, and every barn has its manure heap, piled and boarded
-with great care, and standing close to the street, and oftentimes under
-the very windows of the houses. The fleas are everywhere, and attack you
-at all points, and travel over you until you feel like tearing your hair
-in utter desperation. And yet we have been told by some that they have
-not seen a flea. Truly their lot was cast in a more fortunate locality
-than ours.
-
-The houses of Oberammergau are for the most part small, old-fashioned
-and peculiarly shaped, and very few have flowers or trees in front. They
-stand mostly in the street, as it were, and are neither homelike nor
-inviting in their outward appearance. Of course there are exceptions to
-this rule, and we noticed several places where it would be a delight to
-stay. But these had probably been engaged for weeks, and when we drove
-to one of them which had a pretty yard in front, we were received with a
-shake of the head. At last, however, we found rooms in a sort of
-_dependence_ to a restaurant near Gaze’s hotel, and though the stables
-were here, and more smells than poor, abused Cologne ever boasted, and
-though directly under our window there was a beer garden, where I knew
-the peasantry would probably spend most of the night, we concluded we
-were fortunate to get even such quarters, and tried to feel contented
-and cheerful, until in walking about the town we came upon a tiny little
-cottage standing in a patch of turnips, with the muck heap behind the
-house instead of in front of it. There were some boxes of flowers in the
-window, and the face of the old lady who sat on a bench by the door was
-so pleasant and attractive that we accosted her, and were told that “we
-could have the upper floor if we liked,—would we step in and look?”
-
-There were but four rooms in the whole house, two below, the kitchen and
-the living room,—and two above, but these were scrupulously clean, and
-so odd-looking and delightful every way, that we decided at once to take
-them. Now, men are supposed to be more courageous than women, but the
-head of our party proved the contrary in this instance, and did not
-hesitate to say that alone and unprotected he dared not face the woman
-with the tumbled hair and dirty hands, who had smiled so blandly when we
-took the rooms we were about to give up. He must have help, he said, for
-though the Oberammergauers have the reputation of being very heavenly in
-their dispositions, he suspected our late hostess might be an exception
-to the general rule, and with her voluble French and German and English,
-all utterly incomprehensible, prove more than a match for him. So we
-went in a body, and I, as the one most interested in the change,
-undertook to explain to her very meekly that though her rooms were
-excellent in their way, and she herself everything to be desired in a
-landlady, I was afraid the beer garden under my window might disturb me,
-and we had found rooms in a quieter part of the town, where I should be
-more likely to sleep. I might have spared myself the sweetness and
-apologies, for they were lost upon her. With fierce gestures and
-flashing eyes she poured out a torrent of words, which, as nearly as I
-could judge, meant, that of all the mean people it had been her fortune
-to meet, we were the meanest and the worst; that her beer garden was as
-still as the grave, and if I could not sleep over it, the sooner I got
-out of her house, the better; then, taking Mr. Holmes’s traveling bag,
-she hurled it into the hall in a fashion which made Walter turn pale,
-and showed that she meant business. It was in vain that I tried to
-appease her; I only made matters worse, as she grew more furious and
-looked as if fully capable of taking me up bodily and throwing me from
-the window into her beer garden, the cause of the trouble. So we hurried
-away with our bags and bundles and were soon in possession of our new
-apartments, to which we ascended by means of a step-ladder, shutting the
-trap door behind us.
-
-What funny little rooms they were, with scarcely space to turn round or
-stand upright! We had but one sheet, and our covering was a feather bed,
-while one towel served for the day. There were little bits of windows
-which opened like doors, and our looking-glass was about a foot square.
-There were madonnas and saints and crosses on the wall, and presses
-which smelled of mint and musk, and boxes and drawers, and curiosities
-of various kinds, but the linen was white as snow, and the bare floor
-was clean as soap and water could make it, as was every part of the
-house, and with a deep feeling of thankfulness for our good luck, we
-disposed of our baggage as well as we could, and went out to see the
-town.
-
-The next day, Saturday, was the day for the arrivals, and from early
-morning until night they poured steadily in, until the town was full as
-it could hold. Where all the people staid is a mystery. In our little
-cottage the family slept in the woodshed, while on the night preceding
-the play, some of their friends slept on the floor of the living room. A
-full description of the variety of accommodations would fill a volume.
-Some of our friends reported no sheet at all upon their beds; others
-slept on pillows of hay, while others again boasted two sheets and a
-lounge, with preserves and cake for supper. It was very amusing to watch
-the new arrivals and see the fastidious lady hold high her silken skirts
-and glance ruefully at her dainty boots, as she was set down before a
-door which did not look very inviting; to see, too, the Tyrolese peasant
-woman, who had walked into town with her basket of provisions on her
-arm, and with no idea where she was to sleep. She had no anxiety with
-regard to her wooden shoes, nor did she hold up her cotton gown, for it
-was already above her ankles and expanded by a hoop, such as was worn
-years ago. Her home was far up among the Tyrol mountains, and she had
-come miles to see the play; but she was brisk as a bee, and after
-greeting her acquaintances, whose costumes, like her own, were of most
-wonderful fashion, she started with them across the meadow and up the
-steep declivity, in the direction of Mt. Kofel to say her prayers before
-the monument.
-
-This is a marble group, representing a scene from the crucifixion—Christ
-upon the cross, with his mother and John standing on either side. It is
-the gift of the present king, Ludwig of Bavaria, to the Oberammergauers,
-in commemoration of the play of 1870, which he witnessed. It is said to
-be the work of Halbig, of Munich, and as a work of art is very
-beautiful. As it is very large and stands high, it attracts the
-attention at once, and hundreds of the tourists climb the hill to
-examine it, while most of the peasantry go there to pray before it,
-kneeling, some upon the ground and some upon the wooden benches placed
-there for that purpose. The view from the monument is very fine, and of
-itself repays one for the fatigue of the ascent. Leading from it to the
-village is a higher and dryer, though longer road than the one across
-the meadow, and this we took on our return, following it until we
-reached the Church of Oberammergau.
-
-It stands very near the swiftly running Ammer, in which some peasants
-were washing their clothes when we crossed the bridge and entered the
-church yard, where the curious crosses and headstones which marked the
-graves of the dead made us linger a while to examine them and read the
-names and dates upon them. It would seem that almost a third of the
-persons buried there were Langs. Indeed, the Lang family is a very large
-one in Oberammergau. The burgomaster is a Lang; St. John is a Lang; Mary
-Magdalen is a Lang; Caiaphas is a Lang, and several of the singers are
-also Langs.
-
-The church itself is not very large or pretentious outwardly, and we
-were surprised to find so much ornamentation inside. There was too much
-gilding, it seemed to us, and the effect was rather tawdry than
-otherwise. There were a few good pictures, and under a glass case in an
-angle near the altar is the skeleton of a woman, elaborately and richly
-dressed, but looking ghastly and horrible to those unaccustomed to such
-sights. The church is chiefly interesting as being in one sense the
-training school for the Passion Play. With its ceremonies, its
-processions, its music and its singing, it prepares the actors for the
-parts they take, and keeps the scenes of the betrayal and crucifixion
-constantly in their minds. Its pastor, the good and aged Daisenberger,
-should be mentioned here as being closely identified with the play as it
-now appears upon the stage. He was the son of a peasant and is now
-eighty-two years of age. His youth was spent in the monastery of Ettal,
-with Othmar Weiss, who revised the old Passion Play and adapted it to
-more modern ideas. In 1845 Daisenberger became the head of the church in
-Oberammergau and made many changes in the play, striking out whatever he
-thought objectionable or absurd, and materially elevating its tone. He
-has also written several plays of a more secular character, which are
-repeated during the long winter months and constitute the only amusement
-of the little town. At these dramatic representations he directs and
-arranges in person, and when he is gone, his place cannot well be
-filled. The selection of the actors for the Passion Play devolves upon a
-committee of forty-five householders, with Daisenberger at their head,
-and the election takes place the last week of the December previous to
-the play. All the members attend divine worship first, as they never do
-anything without a prayer for guidance, and this it is which makes the
-great drama seem so sacred and holy. To them it is not to be lightly
-entered into, and the characters are chosen from the best citizens,
-whose lives are known to be perfectly upright and without reproach.
-
-Precisely at seven o’clock on the evening preceding a play, the actors
-assemble at the extreme end of the village, opposite the house of Tobias
-Flunger, the Christus of 1850, and there form a procession, which,
-headed by the band playing a lively tune, marches through the principal
-streets to the meadow near the theatre, where they disband and return to
-their several homes. It has been said that there is no rest in
-Oberammergau on the night before a play, but we did not find it so. It
-was very quiet around our cottage, and after ten o’clock scarcely a
-sound was heard till morning, when at five o’clock the booming of the
-cannon planted at the foot of Mt. Kofel awoke the slumbering people and
-told them that the business of the day had commenced. The first gun was
-followed by several others in quick succession until everybody was
-awake. The actors—and, including the musical characters, there are
-nearly five hundred in all—hurried to the church, where mass was
-performed, as a preparation for what was to follow, while the visitors
-hastened to get their breakfasts, so as to be at the theatre when the
-doors opened.
-
-There are but few reserved seats, and as these are taken weeks in
-advance, our tickets merely entitled us to seats in a certain _platz_,
-or division, without designating any particular spot.
-
-The theatre is plain and unpretending outwardly, being built wholly of
-boards, with no attempt at ornament of any kind. Inside it is also very
-simple and has evidently never had much money expended upon it. Its
-auditorium is 118 feet wide by 168 feet deep, and it occupies an area of
-nearly 20,000 square feet, and is capable of seating an audience of from
-5,000 to 6,000 people. There are visible to the spectator five distinct
-places of action. First is the proscenium for choruses and processions,
-and as this part of the stage is not under cover, the singers are always
-exposed to the weather, and stand, a part of the time, with the sun
-shining directly in their faces. When it rains they have no alternative
-but to bear it, and we were told that they sometimes sang with umbrellas
-over their heads.
-
-The second place is the central stage for the _tableaux vivants_ and the
-usual dramatic scenes; the third and fourth, which are reached by
-stairs, are the palace of Annas and the palace of Pilate, while the
-fifth represents the streets of Jerusalem.
-
-Thus there is plenty of room, and never any undue crowding, even when
-hundreds are on the stage, as in some of the tableaux. In front of, and
-facing the theatre proper, is the long area occupied by the spectators
-and divided into compartments varying in price from eight marks ($2) to
-one mark (25 cents). The eight-mark seats are reserved, and have backs,
-but all the others are simply benches, with nothing to lean upon, and
-those nearest the stage, in the one-mark places, have no cover of any
-kind; consequently, when it rains or the sun is very hot, those
-unfortunate enough to be in that locality are neither comfortable nor
-happy, especially as umbrellas are not allowed to be raised on account
-of those behind, whose view would be obstructed. And yet, in default of
-getting any thing better, these places are eagerly sought after, and
-some stand through the entire play rather than not see it.
-
-The broad space overhead is left open for the sake of the beautiful
-landscape, which adds greatly to the effect. Casting your eye over and
-beyond the stage, you see directly in front the quiet valley, with the
-Ammer flowing through it; to the right are steep hillsides clothed with
-grass, and dotted here and there with trees of fir, while to the left
-and farther back Mt. Kofel lifts his cross-crowned head, and looks down
-upon the play. A more lovely background could not be devised, and when
-the eye was tired with the scenes upon the stage it was such a rest to
-let it wander away to the green fields beyond, even if it did detect a
-wicked Oberammergauer fishing complacently in the river, unmindful of
-the commandment respecting the Sabbath day. Perhaps he thought he was
-quite as well occupied as we, and others may think so, too, but these
-have never seen the Passion Play, and do not know how forcible is the
-lesson it teaches, or how real it makes what before has seemed so misty
-and vague to those who cannot easily grasp the man Christ and make him
-seem human and life-like.
-
-By half-past seven the theatre was full of eager, curious people,
-gathered from all parts of the world, and from every station in life,
-from the nobility of aristocratic England down to the lowly peasant of
-the Tyrol. Even royalty is sometimes represented, but the “blue box” set
-apart for it was vacant to-day, for the Duke of Edinburgh, though
-expected, it was rumored, did not come, and only Lord Houghton and Lady
-Stanley and Lady George Gordon drew the eyes of the curious in that
-direction. At last, the booming of the cannon was heard again, and then
-over the waiting thousands there fell a hush of expectancy, while the
-orchestra played a sweet and simple overture. Could we then have looked
-behind the curtain which shut the stage from us, a novel and touching
-sight, such as is not often seen upon the boards of a theatre, would
-have met our view. Five hundred people kneeling in silent prayer and
-asking God’s blessing upon what they were about to do. Again the booming
-of the cannon was heard, followed quickly by the third and last. It was
-eight o’clock; the curtain was drawn, the chorus of singers appeared
-upon the stage, and the “Passion Play” we had come so far to see, had
-commenced.
-
-As most of our readers know, the Passion Play is performed in
-fulfillment of a vow made by the people in 1633, when a fearful
-pestilence was ravaging the villages in the valley. For a long time
-Oberammergau was free from the plague, owing to the strictness of the
-sanitary precautions; but it was brought to them at last by a laborer,
-who had been working in an infected district, and who succeeded in
-entering the town to see his wife and children. In a day or two he was
-dead, and so rapidly did the disease spread, that in thirty-three days
-eighty-four persons belonging to the village died. Then it was that the
-terrified inhabitants met together and made a solemn vow that if God
-would remove the dreadful scourge they would perform the Passion Play
-every ten years. From that time there were no more deaths in
-Oberammergau, and the play was acted the following year, 1634. The
-decaded period, however, was not chosen until 1680, and since that time
-the play has been performed every ten years, with more or less
-interruptions. It must, however, have been known to the peasantry of
-Bavaria before 1633, as history speaks of it at a much earlier period.
-Since 1634 it has undergone many changes and modifications and been
-stripped of much that was absurd and offensive. Once the devil was a
-constant actor upon the stage, and used to dance around Judas during the
-temptation, and when at last the betrayer hanged himself, a host of
-demons rushed upon him, as if to bear him away to endless torment.
-Later, too, the spectators were wont to groan and hiss when he appeared,
-and even pelt him with dirt and stones, so that it was difficult to find
-a man with sufficient nerve to take the part of _Judas_. Now, however,
-this is changed, and the good taste of the Geistlicher-Rath
-Daisenberger, is perceptible in every part of the play. In 1870 the play
-was broken up by the Franco-German war. Forty of the Ammergauers were
-called into the Bavarian army, and among them Joseph Maier, the
-_Christus_ of that year. When the news of peace reached the valley,
-fires were lighted on every mountain top from the Adenwald to the Tyrol,
-and the villagers resolved to give a repetition of the play by way of
-thanksgiving. It was a great success, and thousands of tourists went to
-witness it, all of whom were loud in their praises of Joseph Maier,
-whose acting cannot be excelled, and who, after the burgomaster, is
-looked up to by the peasantry as a man second only in importance to the
-good Daisenberger himself. But of him I shall speak more particularly by
-and bye. I wish now to describe the opening scene, which heralded the
-beginning of the play.
-
-The chorus of Schutzgeister, or Guardian Angels, as they are called, is
-a peculiar feature of the Ammergau stage and adds greatly to the
-interest. The chorus consists of twenty-six singers, and the leader is
-styled the Prologue, or _choragus_. Immediately after the third and last
-cannon they appear, thirteen on a side, and march slowly and solemnly
-into line. Their dresses are of various colors, and over them a white
-tunic or colored mantle is worn, giving them a picturesque and oriental
-appearance. Among them are several young women, some of whose faces are
-very pretty and sweet, and they seem to feel that it is a religious duty
-rather than a pleasure to stand thus before the five thousand pairs of
-eyes gazing so fixedly at them. Each act of the play is preceded by one
-or two _tableaux vivants_, as symbols or prophecies of scenes in the
-life of Christ, and it is the part of the _choragus_, or chief singer,
-to describe these tableaux and the lesson they are intended to teach.
-This he does in song, his companions taking up the chorus at intervals,
-and making the whole very impressive and interesting, especially as some
-of the solos are finely rendered, in voices clear and sweet, if not
-highly cultivated. The song or recitation ended, the _choragus_ steps
-backwards and with half the singers marches to the left of the stage,
-while the other half retire to the right, where they stand motionless as
-statues, while the curtain is withdrawn from the inner stage, and the
-tableau is exposed to view for two or three minutes, while, watch as
-closely as you may, you cannot detect the slightest movement in the mass
-of humanity so artistically grouped together.
-
-The first tableau represented Adam and Eve being driven from the
-Paradise, which lay in the background, while, conspicuous in the center
-of the garden, was the tree of life, laden with fruit, and among its
-branches, the tempter, in the form of a serpent, was coiled. The second
-tableau, which follows immediately after the close of the chorus,
-revealed a large cross planted on a rock, with crowds of children
-dressed in white kneeling around it in a worshiping attitude. The
-prayers the children are supposed to be saying, are sung by the chorus,
-who retire from the stage, and the first act of the great drama
-commences.
-
-Shouts of rejoicing and notes of glad singing were faintly heard,
-seeming at first so far away that one could easily believe they came
-from the green hilltops, seen over and beyond the theatre; nearer and
-nearer they came, until the long procession appeared in view, and the
-shouts and singing grew louder, as the thronging crowds, carrying palms
-in their hands, welcomed to Jerusalem their master. Then it is that you
-see _Joseph Maier_—the central figure of the play—the one on whom every
-eye is fixed whenever he appears, and the sight of whom makes your heart
-throb faster as you remember that the scenes you look upon were once a
-reality, when Jerusalem opened wide her gates, and her streets resounded
-with the loud hosannas of the multitude doing honor to the man riding in
-their midst. A better _Christus_ than Joseph Maier could not have been
-selected. Tall, finely formed, with a sad, pale face, and long, flowing
-hair, he impresses you at once, and your first thought is what a
-splendid looking man, and how well fitted for his part—a conviction
-which deepens as the play progresses, and you watch him in all the
-varied situations he has to fill. Not a trace of self-consciousness is
-ever perceptible in his manner, which is always dignified and
-self-possessed, like one who feels himself the master. His voice is
-clear, and full, and rich, and you find yourself constantly listening
-for it, especially toward the last, when the musical tones are full of
-anguish or tender expostulation and disappointment, as he says to his
-sleeping disciples: “Could ye not watch with me one hour?”
-
-As a general thing, he was well sustained. Judas was inimitable, and
-considering the character he had to take, may almost be said to be
-better than Joseph Maier himself. With the latter every heart was in
-sympathy, while for Judas there naturally could be but one feeling, and
-that of indignation, but so powerfully was he tempted by the artful
-Pharisees, and so hard and long did he struggle against the temptation,
-and so bitter was his repentance when the deed was done, that you have
-only a deep sympathy for him as he stands alone by himself and gives
-vent to his remorse. I can see him now so plainly as he walked the
-stage, wringing his hands in his despair, and catching at his long gray
-hair as he lamented his folly, and with bitter cries mourned for the
-dear friend he had betrayed. You do not see him hang himself, but you
-see him make a rush at the mountain ash, placed there for that purpose,
-and which hardly looks as if it would sustain him. But the curtain falls
-in time to shut out any inconsistencies, and poor Judas “goes to his own
-place,” and is seen no more.
-
-Next to _Judas_ in point of acting comes rash, impetuous and cowardly
-_Peter_, who, even if you did not know the story, would impress you as a
-loving, true hearted man, sure to weep bitterly over the denial called
-forth by fear, and to be among the first to seek the tomb of the risen
-Saviour.
-
-_John_, the beloved, was a little too tame and quiet for the part he
-took, while _Magdalen_ was an utter failure. One great feature of the
-play was the perfect self-forgetfulness of the actors, but this did not
-apply to _Magdalen_, whose self-consciousness was so apparent and whose
-voice was so unnatural and peculiar that we were sorry when she appeared
-and glad when she left the stage. Her personal appearance was quite
-contrary to one’s idea of the _Magdalen_, to whom the old masters always
-gave long, flowing hair of a reddish or golden hue, for hers was dark
-and so short and thin that to wipe one’s feet with it was an utter
-absurdity. She might, of course, have called in art to her assistance,
-and worn hair of wondrous length and thickness, but such deceptions are
-unknown to the Magdalen of Oberammergau, whose locks were all her own,
-as were the few attractions she possessed. The Madonna, on the contrary,
-was excellent, with a fair, sweet face, which would lead us to question
-the propriety of selecting so young a person for the mother of Christ,
-if we did not know that the Bavarian peasantry believe in the perpetual
-youth and beauty of the Virgin Mary. The parting scene between the
-mother and her son before he goes up to Jerusalem is very touching and
-sad, for Mary’s heart is wrung with dismal forebodings of some evil
-which will befall her child, and her voice is full of pathos and
-entreaty, while with infinite love and tenderness he bends over her
-trying to reassure and comfort her. This is the third act, and after the
-supper in Simon’s house, where Mary anointed the Saviour’s head, and
-Judas was filled with horror at the useless expenditure of the three
-hundred pence.
-
-The second act, of which I omitted to speak, represented the high
-priests in session, and consulting together how to secure the person of
-Christ. Conspicuous among these was _Caiaphas_, who was admirably
-represented by one of the Langs, and who never for an instant forgot the
-part he was acting, or ceased to be other than the proud and despotic
-man thirsting for the blood of the lowly Nazarene.
-
-In the fourth act we had the temptation of Judas, and in the fifth the
-institution of the Lord’s Supper, when Christ washed his disciples’
-feet, and foretold that one of them should betray him. Next we saw the
-Garden of Gethsemane, over which the shadows of night hung darkly, and
-where the Saviour, in his great agony, prayed for the cup to pass from
-him, if possible; while, a little apart, his disciples were sleeping
-heavily. In the distance and gradually approaching nearer, the sound of
-loud, excited voices and hurried footsteps was heard, as the Roman
-soldiers, with the Pharisees and chief priests, approached, led by
-Judas, who even then seemed to hesitate before giving the kiss of
-betrayal. The text of the history is here followed very closely, and
-ends with the captivity of the Saviour, who is borne away by the
-soldiers.
-
-By this time it was nearly twelve, and an intermission of an hour was
-given, in which the spectators hurried to their lunch and were again in
-their places by the time the cannon in the meadows announced that the
-drama was about to be resumed.
-
-As in the morning we followed the Saviour from his entry into Jerusalem
-up to his betrayal, so in the afternoon we followed him to his
-crucifixion and death, and saw him first before Annas, then before
-Caiaphas, and then before Pilate, who strove so hard to save him, and
-who, hoping to awaken the sympathy of the people for the man whose life
-they sought, ordered Barabbas to be brought forth and placed side by
-side with the noble captive. Where they picked up Barabbas is a marvel.
-With long grey hair, which looked as if it never had been combed, and a
-face from which you instinctively recoiled, he was led upon the stage by
-a halter or chain,—a marked contrast to the calm, quiet dignity of
-Joseph Maier, who, bound and bleeding from his recent scourging and the
-crown of thorns, stood beside him before the rabble thirsting for his
-blood and crying out, “Give us the Nazarene and let Barabbas go.”
-
-Matters now are hurried on with great rapidity, and as the end comes
-nearer and nearer, the hush which all along has pervaded that vast
-concourse grows more and more profound, and the tension to which the
-peoples’ nerves are strung reaches its climax, when in the fifteenth act
-you see the long procession winding its way up to Calvary, with the
-white-faced, worn-out Saviour tottering under the weight of his heavy
-cross, while the brutal soldiery urge him to greater speed, and the
-infuriated mob rend the air with their shouts of hatred and derision.
-Then the tears which have so long been kept back overflow, and the heart
-throbs with a keen sense of love and pity and sympathy, not for _Joseph
-Maier_, but for the man Christ, to whom this, which now is only acting,
-was once a terrible reality, and who really trod the weary road to
-Calvary, and bore not only the ponderous cross but the sins of the whole
-world. Every one was more or less affected, and the silence of the
-audience was almost painful in its intensity, though broken occasionally
-by a suppressed whisper or low cry, as the crowd increased and the
-boisterous shouts grew louder and the mob hurried the Saviour on, until
-from sheer exhaustion he fell upon the ground, and the cross was finally
-laid upon the shoulders of Simon of Cyrene, who conveniently appeared
-with a carpenter’s basket on his arm. This ascent to Calvary is, I
-think, more effective and affecting than the crucifixion, which is,
-however, a most marvelous piece of acting, and seems terribly real as
-you gaze at the central figure upon the cross, and fancy you see the
-death struggle from the beginning, until the white, worn face drops
-downward, and you are glad with a great gladness that all is over.
-
-Thenceforward there is more stir among the people, and the tired ones,
-who have sat so long, unmindful of fatigue, change their positions and
-breathe more freely as they wait for the scene of the resurrection.
-This, some critics say, might be omitted—that the play is long enough
-without it; but I hardly agree with them, for what would the crucifixion
-avail without the rising from the dead? And when at last the rock is
-rolled away and Jesus is alive again and speaks to the loving Mary, you
-experience something of the same thrill you feel on Easter morning, and
-your thoughts go back to the dear home church across the sea, where you
-have so often heard the Easter bells and joined in the Easter songs.
-Loudly and joyfully the singers take up the chorus, “He is risen, He is
-risen,” and if your tongue were tuned to their language you would almost
-join them in their exultant strains. But a tableau representing the
-ascension is to follow, and you sit quietly till that is over; then,
-singing the final hallelujah chorus, the Schutzgeister slowly retire
-from the stage and the play is over, and we leave the theatre with a
-feeling that we have witnessed something which for all time to come,
-will, like some earnest, heart-stirring sermon, repeat itself over and
-over again in our minds, until we are made better by it.
-
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