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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The splendour of Asia, by L. Adams
-Beck
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-Title: The splendour of Asia
- The story and teaching of the Buddha
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-Author: L. Adams Beck
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-Release Date: January 14, 2023 [eBook #69787]
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- _THE NOVELS OF_
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-  THE KEY OF DREAMS
-  THE PERFUME OF THE RAINBOW
-  THE TREASURE OF HO
-  THE NINTH VIBRATION
-  THE WAY OF STARS
-  THE SPLENDOUR OF ASIA
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-[Illustration: A GANDHARA BUDDHA AT HOTI-MARDAN]
-
-
-
-
- THE
- SPLENDOUR OF ASIA
-
- THE STORY AND TEACHING OF THE BUDDHA
-
-
- BY
- L. ADAMS BECK
-
- [Illustration]
-
- NEW YORK
- DODD, MEAD AND COMPANY
- 1926
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1926,
- BY DODD, MEAD AND COMPANY, INC.
-
-
-
- PRINTED IN U. S. A.
-
-
- THE VAIL-BALLOU PRESS
- BINGHAMTON AND NEW YORK
-
-
-
-
- _I dedicate this book to_
-
- ELLERY SEDGWICK
-
- WHO INSPIRED ME WITH THE IDEA
-
- OF WRITING IT.
-
-
-
-
- PREFACE
-
-
-I have endeavoured in this book to make not only the story but the
-teaching of the Buddha intelligible and human, so that those who wish to
-understand one of the greatest facts in history may not find themselves
-entangled in the mazes of scholastic terms, and may perhaps be enabled
-to realize its strange coincidences with modern psychology and certain
-scientific verities. The teaching of the Indian Prince has indeed
-nothing to dread from science. Sir Edwin Arnold’s beautiful “Light of
-Asia” ends very early in that great ministry, and I have continued the
-story to the death of the Buddha, and have enriched it with many
-scriptures and ancient traditions unknown to or unused by Sir Edwin.
-Words would fail me if I attempted to express how necessary I think a
-knowledge of this high faith and philosophy is to leaven the materialism
-of the West, and the reception my books on cognate subjects have had
-encourages me to think there may be those who will see in what I here
-set down a great revelation of truth. It is, at all events a truth which
-influenced not only the mightiest thinkers of Greece and Rome, but also
-the beginnings of Christian teaching—which it antedated by five or six
-hundred years. It may well claim kindred with all the great faiths,
-persecuting and opposing none which differ with it, and this for reasons
-which are easily seen in the teachings themselves. In relation to its
-noble and scientific austerity no words are needed.
-
-Of the Founder himself, I may quote a great Buddhist scholar’s opinion,
-one which none who have studied the subject impartially will controvert.
-“Perhaps never while the world has lasted has there been a personality
-who has wielded such a tremendous influence over the thinking of
-humanity. And whoso recognizes this will also recognize that almost two
-and a half millenniums ago the supreme summit of spiritual development
-was reached, and that at that distant time in the quiet hermit groves
-along the Ganges already had been thought the highest man can think.”
-
-Of the august beauty of the Life those who read will form their own
-judgment. It has been the mainspring of the highest art of Asia. It has
-brought peace to myriads. It will bring it to many more.
-
-I have consulted all the available Scriptures, and have not forgotten
-the great traditions. I am indebted to all the best known scholars,
-including Max Müller, Faüsboll, Dahlke, Rhys Davids, his accomplished
-wife, Beal, and many more. I must mention Professor Radhakrishnan and
-other Indian writers, and among illuminating thinkers I must not forget
-Dr. Carus, and Mr. Edmond Holmes. To the latter’s work I owe a debt
-because he appears to me to appreciate more keenly than other writers
-the true point of junction between the early and later interpretations
-of the Buddha’s teaching. I have myself had the advantage of studying
-later Buddhist interpretation with Japanese scholars, with whom I have
-translated the Buddhist Psalms of Shinran Shonin. About some of these
-interpretations there will always be points of difference until we have
-access to the whole body of ancient teaching in the Far East as well as
-in India, and freedom from all error is beyond hope.
-
-If any Buddhist scholars should look into this book they will recall the
-immense difficulty of (so to speak) translating their work for the
-public, especially where the words of one language often fail to
-represent the thought of another. They will therefore be lenient to
-shortcomings. They will note that I have employed Pali or Sanscrit words
-and names alternatively as I thought they would be more familiar or
-easier to remember. _Karma_ for _kamma_, and _Nirvana_ for _Nibbana_ are
-instances of many others. I have omitted accents as mystifying to those
-unfamiliar with Indian languages.
-
-I can scarcely hope to satisfy scholars and the general public. But if I
-succeed in interesting some of the latter, the former, will, I think,
-recognize that my aim was justified.
-
- L. ADAMS BECK.
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
- PART I
-
- PART II
-
- PART III
-
- PART IV
-
-
-
-
- PART I
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-Nearly two thousand five hundred years ago, in the City of Kapila in
-Northern India, the spring came with glory. And surely nowhere in all
-the three worlds is spring more gracious, for the sunshine, life-giving,
-inspiring, draws divine scents from moist earth and the deep luxuriance
-of leaves and flowers to send on every breathing breeze pure incense
-from the world, rejoicing as a bride in the all-enfolding delight.
-
-Here stood the little City of Kapila, nobly placed, as beseems the
-birthplace of the Perfect One, and above it the Himalayas stormed the
-skies with tossing billows of snow, leading the aspiration of man on and
-up until it melted in the Divine. On these, as was known, the Divinities
-had their dwelling. Thence Indra, the heavenly lord, drove his flocks of
-clouds to pasture in pure air, taking form and colour from the
-splendours of the sun and the moon and the silver embroidery of the
-constellations. Vaya, lord of the winds, charged in thunder or breathed
-in music from awful heights of snow. Surya, the Sun, urged his golden
-steeds from the low horizon to the zenith and on to the confines of
-night. Chandra, the moon, rose on the crest of the mighty range and sank
-below it into his mysterious kingdom in the darkening west. The deep
-pine forests clothing the lower spurs and veiling the sources of the
-rivers must surely have their indwelling spirits, and the river Rohini,
-breaking light-foot from the heights to scatter her diamonds as she
-leaped from rock to rock or brooded a moment in deep pools mirroring her
-ferns and flowers—what was she but a lovely, living nymph, a Dancer,
-pure as the silver peaks that fathered her? Therefore let it be known
-that this city was set among celestial influences, that the gates of the
-Paradise of India were not far from it, and that the Four Celestial
-Kings were its wardens. And it dwelt at this time in a great peace.
-
-The city and surrounding country, a part of the great kingdom of Kosala,
-were inhabited by the Sakya clan. Very great was the kingdom of Kosala.
-The vast and holy city of Benares, a hundred miles south from Kapila,
-was but one of its cities, and its capital, Savatthi, lay in the cloudy
-mountains of Nepal. To the south-east lay the kingdom of Magadha, and
-only the great Gods then knew to which of these kingdoms would fall the
-sceptre of India.
-
-And peaceful was the City of Kapila, the City of Red Earth, home of the
-Sakya clansmen, a race strong and high, for they were of the Arya, the
-Noble People, and it was they who descending into India through the
-passes had conquered the dark men of the land and driven them before
-them like the shadows of night fleeing before the arrows of dawn; and
-having dispossessed the dark-skinned, the lawless, the godless, the
-fair-skinned Noble People entered in upon their lands and made them
-theirs. With them the Noble People brought their Gods of Heaven and
-Earth, and these they worshipped with sacrifice and ritual and chanting
-of mantra and offerings of cows and grain and ghi and all the savours
-dear to hovering divinity. And in peace and plenty their Maharaja ruled
-them.
-
-Very fair was the city on the banks of bright Rohini. As there were few
-men of arrogant, dominant riches, so was there no piercing poverty, and,
-since life was simple, all had enough. The streets were clean-swept and
-watered, and parks and gardens lay about them where men might shelter in
-the great heats and the gay, golden-skinned children played beside the
-river and grew sleek and round on their food of pure rice and plantains
-and milk from the deep-dewlapped cattle that wound home in the evenings
-from high pastures by running water.
-
-Nor was there fare only for the body. Wise men, the Wanderers, they
-whose minds are fixed on things unearthly and whose souls climb toward
-keen stars as the cragsmen follow the eagle to her eyry above the
-clouds, came in from mighty forests where the hermits and their families
-dwell in peace with God and man pursuing the purities of the
-householder’s life in the wilds;—bringing with them the dreams, the
-speculations, the conclusions of the hermits and themselves. And for
-such the Raja had made a hall of cedarwood in the city, where they might
-hold disputations with its wise men and the simpler folk sit and listen,
-bestowing applause or condemnation as they heard. For there was none in
-the city, gentle or simple, noble or humble, but set the things of the
-spirit above the chaffer of the market-place and lent a ready ear to
-such talk. Nor did they fear to speak, for the Arya are free peoples,
-coming from the north and bold and adventurous.
-
-And of these Wanderers the people learnt much, for if the clansmen were
-free, these were freer. No love of earthly homes or riches held them.
-Strip one of them of his worldly all—his tattered robe and bowl for
-alms—and he would depart content, smiling his strange, secret smile, as
-a man whose treasure is beyond thief or destroyer. But for the _Wasa_,
-the three months’ rainy season, they would stay, willing to speak or to
-hear, satisfied with a very little, and when the sun shone again, depart
-like migrating birds on their mysterious way. And sometimes would come
-one, God-intoxicated, utterly heedless of men, scarce emerging from
-_samadhi_, the mystic ecstasy; and him would men surround with mute envy
-because in that trance he beheld things not lawful nor possible to be
-uttered. And such would stay but a little while and then, heedless of
-rain or sun or wind or snow, press on to the cold glories of the
-mountains, alone and in haste, and reappear no more.
-
-So does the flame of the Divine draw the moth of the spirit of man to
-hover about it until, dazzled and drunken with radiance, it joins itself
-to the flame and is consumed into pure light.
-
-Yet was not the talk of the City of Kapila for ever of things divine,
-for bygone Rajas and this one also (knowing that where there is a
-North-man he must still be talking and much trouble thereby averted) had
-made a Folk Mote, a meeting hall, and not one only, where in the
-different quarters of the town men might gather and talk of their
-affairs, the farmers and handicraftsmen alike,—the sowing and
-harvesting of rice, the well-doing of cattle, the doings of the
-Kosalans, of whom they themselves were a clan, the subjugation of the
-swarthy natives among whom they lay as pearls in a black ocean, the
-ambitions of the Kings of Magadha, the trading of the merchants, and
-many things more which concerned them nearly. And each householder had
-the right to be heard, for each in his own house was king and priest and
-there none might say him nay, were it not that the Brahmans made or
-unmade his peace with the Lords of Heaven through gifts and sacrifices
-and a ritual grown exceedingly heavy and burdensome. But against these
-even the fair-skinned people, the Arya, as they called themselves, did
-not as yet dare to murmur.
-
-The women of Kapila also were wives and mothers of free men. Their faces
-were not veiled save when they themselves for modesty chose to draw the
-folds between themselves and too bold a gaze. They shared the joys and
-sorrows of their men, though the great ladies were screened. And if they
-walked in the ways of ritual piety even more eagerly and laid daily
-gifts even more precious at the feet of the Brahmans, this is the way of
-women all the world over.
-
-And these happy people had a good Maharaja, named Suddhodana, or Pure
-Rice, because not only were his granaries and those of his fathers’
-before him full to overflowing, but his heart was pure as the grains of
-living pearl; a man grave and kind, rich also in cattle and elephants,
-yet not arrogant with riches, charitable, alms-giving, reverencing the
-Brahman and the ascetic, walking in peace in the way of ancient pieties,
-with thoughts of his own to think as he raised his eyes to the
-mountains, awful in the heavens as intermediaries between men and Gods.
-And he had taken to wife two fair sisters, the elder, Maya, the younger,
-Prajapati; and by the elder, the more dearly loved, had as yet no child
-and by neither a son to succeed him on his peaceful seat of rulership.
-And this was a grief to him, for when he was gone who should sacrifice
-to his soul and the souls of the great dead fathers? Very sweet and
-grateful is the tenderness of daughters, but this they cannot do.
-
-And one day, as they sat in the pleasure pavilion beside the waters of
-Rohini, listening to her song of the snows as she danced onward,
-downward from the heights, the Maharaja Suddhodana opened his heart once
-more to his wives. And one, Maya the Maharani, sat at his feet on a
-cushion of silk woven with gold, and her beauty was calm as the evening
-star shining in a faint moonlight, luminous, remote, veiled with dreams
-and hopes unknown to others. The second Queen, Prajapati, was fair and
-gentle, and no more—yet that is much, as shall be shown. And these two
-were sisters in heart as in blood and wifehood. So, laying his hand on
-the head of Maya, the Maharaja spoke softly:
-
-“What dreams my Queen?”
-
-And she, pointing to the bamboo grove where stood in green slim hand
-clasping her sister’s:
-
-“Of motherhood. Of this I dream night and day, knowing many beautiful
-things, but most of all this—that the heart of my lord, my beloved,
-cannot rest until a son of his is laid in his arms. O would, if I am
-barren, that my heart’s sister, my Prajapati, might give to our husband
-this gift of gifts!”
-
-And he, with heavy brows:
-
-“Dear lady and wife, the Gods give and withhold their great gift of life
-at pleasure. What have we left undone? We have besought them. We have
-offered of our best on many an altar. We have fed Brahmans, we have kept
-the precepts, and yet—they do not give. If in some former life we have
-sinned—Yet who can tell? It is their will, and must be borne even if it
-break my heart.”
-
-Then Prajapati, raising her sweet eyes timidly to him, one slim hand
-clasping her sister’s:
-
-“If my lord please to take another wife, then indeed my sister and I
-will serve her, and if a son is born, what can we but rejoice?”
-
-And he:
-
-“That son would not be the child of my Queens, and most of all of Maya,
-the Great Lady. Dear he might be, but not so dear; and, moreover, you
-both, my ladies, have heard the word of the wandering Rishi, the wise
-ascetic, who prophesied that in this city, in this fortunate palace,
-should a child be born, a ruler of men, a King among Kings.”
-
-“May it be here and now!” said the lady Maya. And again, softly: “May we
-be found worthy!”
-
-There was a long silence and only Rohini, the river, talked of sweet
-secret things as she went her way. And presently the Maharaja added:
-
-“I think it will not be!”
-
-And a large tear pearled itself on the long lashes of Prajapati and
-spilt down the bloom of her cheek as she watched her baby daughter in
-the arms of a dark-skinned nurse lulling her to sleep with strange and
-wistful songs of the native people, by the lotuses on the great marble
-tank in the shade of the pippalas.
-
-And presently the evening came, gliding with silent steps through the
-woods and along the waters, veiled as a maid who steals to meet her
-star-eyed lover. And having beheld the pomps of sunset, the mountains
-withdrew into their mysteries and a star stood on each of their summits
-for guard, and in a great peace the moon floated upward, resplendent.
-Then the beauty of heaven and earth became marvellous and remote, and
-the earth was no longer for men but Gods.
-
-Now that night Maya, the Great Lady, asleep beside her lord in the
-pleasure pavilion when moonlight blanched the dewy lawns like snow,
-dreamed a dream. Nor was it the first. This lady was vision-haunted. Her
-eyes, her ears, were open to all the starry influences to all the
-weeping of winds and the tales the reeds whisper to one another in
-lonely places. But this dream came, not flitting ghostly along the ways
-of sleep nor with the morning dissolving cloud-like, illusive, scarcely
-to be grasped or recorded, more a feeling than a thought, but clear,
-majestic, terrible and beautiful, so that she found herself (and knew
-not how) sitting up, awake, aware, breathless, as it were a Queen to
-whom has been made a great annunciation from equal powers. And, with an
-awakening hand laid upon her husband, she spoke, nor did her voice
-tremble:
-
-“Beloved, awake! I have dreamed. For it seemed to me that the four
-Guardian Divine Kings lifted me from my bed and bore me away to the
-great mountains and laid me down. And heavenly spirits, shining as
-stars, came about me and bathed me in the pure waters of a mountain
-lake, freeing me of all human stain. And when this was done they laid me
-down again, clothing me in the gold of divine garments and shedding
-perfumes about me. And I saw a lordly elephant, white as silver,
-wandering beneath the trees. For, as you know, this is the symbol of
-royalty. And touching me on the right side with his trunk, he appeared
-to melt into a cloud and pass like a vapor into my womb. In the darkness
-I have seen a great light shine, and in the air myriads of radiant
-spirits sang my joy. And O, beloved, all is well!”
-
-And he stammering, amazed:
-
-“Beloved, when you awaked me, the music of these very spirits rang in my
-ears, and they cried to me with voices more tunable than all songs of
-birds or harmony of well-touched lutes, ‘The child shall be born when
-the Flower-Star shines in the east.’ And as you touched me, I awoke.”
-
-And more they could not say, but clung to each other, trembling for joy
-and wonder. Nor could any sleep come to them that night, for in their
-gladness it seemed they stood on the shining shores of heaven, its light
-about them like an ocean. And when on the morrow these dreams were told
-to Prajapati, she rejoiced with them, no thought of envy to cloud the
-crystal of her soul. And when they were laid before the dream-readers,
-they could presage nothing but good, and being called in before the
-Maharaja where he sat in state with his Maharanis, they spoke as
-follows:
-
-“A lord of men shall be born, a great and awful ruler. Let the soul of
-the Maharaja be exalted, and the heart of the Maharani rejoice and
-triumph, since to their house is given a son whose kingdom is the earth
-and the fullness of it.”
-
-Then the Maharaja shouted for joy, while Maya the Maharani, listened
-with dreaming eyes.
-
-“For he shall conquer the earth!” he cried, “and the trampling of his
-elephants be heard like thunder, and Kosala shall be his kingdom and
-Maghada prostrate before his feet, and riches and glory shall be the
-slaves of the Conqueror for ever and ever!”
-
-And the Maharani said:
-
-“For ever and ever? Yet there is death.”
-
-And Prajapati hid her face.
-
-And the dream-readers, looking up with reverence where they knelt before
-their diagrams and circles, answered:
-
-“Great Lady, there are riches that Death cannot thieve. There are
-conquests that Time does not triumph over. There is an Empire that
-passes not away. What the fate of this child is to be we cannot yet
-tell. It bewilders us, for great and auspicious as are the signs, they
-are not plain reading as is the custom. It may be that the child shall
-be a sage, dominating the souls of men, ruling by pure wisdom, a
-conqueror——”
-
-But here the Maharaja broke in, in anger:
-
-“Be silent, for this I will not have! The men of my race are Kshatriyas,
-warriors. The Brahman, the ascetic, the hermit, have their sacred uses,
-and may the guardian Gods forbid that I should disparage their
-merit—but my son is my son and a warrior, and if the signs are great,
-it is a warrior’s greatness I claim for him, for in my family is no
-other known or considered.”
-
-But still the dream-readers lingered in doubt.
-
-“Great sir, there is more to be told, strange and very wonderful. Two
-ways lie before the child to be, and in which he will walk we cannot
-say. If, when he is of age to judge, he beholds a sick man, an old man,
-a dead man, and a holy monk, then great and wide is his kingdom but not
-of this world. And if he see not these signs, he shall be a king of the
-earth, magnificent in riches, glory and power. Therefore it is in the
-hand of his father to choose what he shall see or not see. The dream is
-read.”
-
-“Gladly and gloriously is it read!” shouted the Maharaja. “No such
-sights shall my son see. Leave spiritual things to spiritual men, for he
-shall reign for ever and ever!”
-
-And bowing, with minds perplexed, the dream-readers gathered up their
-calculations and departed. And in the city they spread their news, and
-there was scarcely a man but thought and rejoiced with the Maharaja,
-commending him in that he chose rather to have a son to fight beside him
-and ride terribly at his bridle rein than an ascetic in the woods, with
-matted hair and clawed hands, to pray for his victories——“So would we
-all choose, like men!” they said. And very joyful was the city.
-
-But Maya the Great Lady, saying little, went her way in peace, strong
-and calm of purpose as our general mother the earth, pure within and
-without as the white lotus; and surrounding herself with a great
-tranquillity, she floated on its surface as a water-lily, rooted in the
-life-giving bosom of earth, turning an adoring face to the purities of
-the heavens and absorbing their radiance, until her heart was pure gold
-and her body white as the ivory of the flower that is a prayer embodied
-and throne of all the Gods. And if she passed through the city, the
-women and children strewed flowers before her as before a goddess borne
-in procession, and when the benediction of her eyes fell on them, they
-prostrated themselves.
-
-And always her sister, Prajapati, went beside her, guarding her with her
-own hands, treasuring her as a thing already enskied and sainted, a fear
-in her heart clasping hands with joy. And the Maharaja Suddhodana would
-stride into the pavilion, saying in his great voice:
-
-“Wife, how goes it? For the time passes onward, and soon the spring
-shall be here again, and with it our boy. This day have the farmers
-given me a little plough, made of red cedarwood, banded with ivory, and
-when he can walk and talk he shall plough his furrow like a man!”
-
-And she, smiling, answered:
-
-“Dear lord, he shall plough his furrow and sow his seed, and very great
-shall his harvest be. All goes better than well.”
-
-And again another day he came with a sword, the haft sparkling like
-frost with jewels, and he cried, rejoicing:
-
-“This have the goldsmiths and handicraftsmen of the city given me, that
-with it my son may strike off the head of the goat for his first
-sacrifice, and after destroy his enemies as when Indra thunders and
-lightens from the peaks. But is all well?”
-
-And she, smiling:
-
-“Beloved, his enemies shall fall before him like chaff driven on a gale.
-And all goes better than well.”
-
-And she spent her time in deep meditation, free from grief or pain, free
-also from illusions and desires, in a measureless content and
-foreseeing. Thus the time went by, not swiftly as a dancer nor slowly as
-a mourner, but in a great quiet, pacing with majesty from day to day.
-
-Now, on a certain day when Spring with her birds and blossoms was come
-to earth, the Maharani, following the custom of the ladies of her race,
-with her sister made ready all her matters and entered the presence of
-her husband, speaking thus:
-
-“Dear lord, it is a habit of my people that when our children are born
-it is in the house of our parents. Have I then your permission to
-journey to them for this auspicious birth, that, returning, I may bring
-my sheaves with me?”
-
-And he, embracing her with true affection, gave her leave to go,
-commending her to the care of Prajapati and giving strict command that
-men should go before making all the ways clear for her litter, and men
-and women be warned that no sight painful or terrifying should meet her
-eyes. So, tenderly invoking the prayers and ritual of the Brahmans on
-her and his son’s behalf, he sent her forth and returned to his duties
-full of thought. But she, borne in her litter and embraced in the very
-arms of peace, went her way, thinking to reach the house of her parents
-and knowing not that the great hour of her life was even then upon her.
-
-And passing the Lumbini gardens, where trees and flowers, placid waters
-and green shades, the song of birds and cooing of doves combine to make
-a heaven on earth, she commanded them to stay her litter that she might
-set her feet in the sun-warmed grass and stand beside the coolness of
-the lake. So it was done, and leaning on the arm of Prajapati, she
-descended and entered the garden and wandered awhile, silent for joy.
-
-And suddenly, as they stood beneath a great palsa tree, sweeping the
-sward with robes of green and the honeyed snow of blossom, awe and
-trembling seized her and a measureless marvelling; and the tree swept
-its boughs earthward until the leaves and flowers lay thick upon the
-grass, and she knew that the life of all growing things and of the
-divine earth and the mountains and skies lived within her and that her
-hour was come. So she laid her hand on a bough of the palsa tree, and as
-Prajapati knelt beside her, stilled with joy and fear, and her women
-crowded outside the close blossomed shelter of the palsa tree, her son
-was born: not like a human birth with agony but painlessly.
-
-Now, it was told afterwards that for wardens the Four Heavenly Kings
-stood about him, and that the air was thronged with those birds of
-heaven, the happy Shining Ones, singing and rejoicing. And it is told
-that throughout the world all polluted streams flowed clear as crystal,
-and that even as the lady his mother suffered no pang of childbirth, so
-all sentient creatures knew surcease of pain because of that great Birth
-and rejoiced with her in jungle and meadow, in deep waters, and in
-clouds aerial—for what mother or child could sorrow in that hour?
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II
-
-
-BUT of the child, what shall be said? Borne back to the palace with
-flute and drum, through streets thronged with eager men and women
-pressing forward to behold him, he did not sleep, nor shrink, like other
-children, but gazed about him as though the gem of thought were hidden
-beneath the blue deeps of his eyes. He shone like pure gold, after the
-manner of his people, Aryan, noble, a child of high descent. And it is
-told that the hidden sweetness of precious lilies went with him and that
-the garments of shining spirits, sweeping unseen above him, made the air
-vibrant. So the Maharaja, receiving him in his arms, blessed his son,
-rejoicing in his happy fate who was the father of such a one as the
-world could not show the like. And in his ears the voices of prophecy
-made a changing music of pride and triumph. And the Maharani,
-overweighted with gladness, like a lily surcharged with dew, was borne
-to her noble couch of ivory and gold; and Prajapati watched each breath
-she drew, so great were her love and fear.
-
-Then, to the rejoicing palace, came an ascetic of pure life and
-understanding, a dweller on the holy heights of Himavat, a great
-marvel-worker, honoured of all men; and he desired to enter the presence
-of the Maharaja and make obeisance. And this was granted.
-
-Bowing before the Maharaja, he addressed him thus:
-
-“Great sir, as I came on the sun’s way, I heard the rejoicing of radiant
-spirits in the air, and when I asked why they were glad, they triumphed
-in this verse—
-
- “‘The Wisdom-Child, that precious Jewel, unmatched, unrivalled,
- Is born in Lumbini, in the land of the happy Sakyas,
- For good and joy to all the world of men.’
-
-“Therefore am I come. Lead me now to the young child that I may see him
-and be glad also. Rejoice, O Maharaja of happy fortune, for most surely
-is it owing to your righteous deeds in former lives that this good
-celestial is fallen to your lot!”
-
-And the Maharaja, dumb with love and pride, led the way to the palace
-hall where the child slept; and they uncovered his little lovely person
-that the old man might see and be glad also. So he considered the
-precious marks and signs of his body, assuring him to be a Buddha, one
-perfect in enlightenment, reading and comprehending them all with a
-heart that scarce for joy could believe what lay before him. And, seeing
-these wonderful birth-portents, the tears rolled down his cheeks; and at
-his weeping fear seized the father, and he bowed down at the ascetic’s
-feet, crying:
-
-“O what is my lord’s grief: O what are his tears? Is the child doomed?
-Do we lose him? Forbid it, all-seeing Divinities! Forbid it that one
-parched, within reach of the eternal draught, should lose all and perish
-of thirst! Forbid it that I should lose my treasure! For when a man dies
-who owns a son, it is as a man with two eyes—one sleeps yet the other
-watches,—but a man without a son is blind in death’s darkness.”
-
-And the ascetic, seeing his grief, answered swiftly:
-
-“Sir, have no fear. Good and better than good are the portents. I wept
-for myself. This child shall rule the world, but I, by reason of my age,
-shall not live to see it. Deep and full and wide is the river of his
-Law. Like a great lake is the calm of his Yoga; like the sun at the
-zenith his wisdom. The earth shall be glad for him, and he shall reign
-and he SHALL reign, and mighty the glory of his dominion!”
-
-And having said this, the ascetic departed mysteriously, after the
-fashion of the Instructed, leaving joy as his gift.
-
-But still Prajapati watched by the Queen Maya and leaned her ear close
-to catch a whisper—for as yet the Great Lady had not spoken.
-
-And now the child lay in the hollow of her arm, and it was the seventh
-day. And without raising her lashes, she whispered:
-
-“Sister, my true sister! On the seventh day I die, for so it is with
-those mothers whose joy, too great for the lowlands of earth, soars like
-a bird to the mountains of heaven. My joy is winged. No more can it walk
-beside my sweet sister nor follow my husband as his shadow nor guard the
-steps of my child. It is become divine. Already its wings quiver for
-flight. But all is well. My place is prepared in a heaven where my
-bliss, rolling outward, may spread into a sea to mirror the Wisdom I
-have borne. And you, my true sister, will not forget me, but, taking
-this child for your own, will nourish him with noble milk from your pure
-bosom. And for our lord you will take heed. And this I know, that the
-Way of Peace shall be opened to the feet of my son’s foster-mother as to
-mine.”
-
-And Prajapati pressed her cheek against the Great Lady’s in silence that
-laid a finger on the lips of grief, and the child slept between them.
-
-Now Night, with the moon in her hair and the stars for ear and breast
-jewels, came gliding down from the high mountains and wandered in the
-palace gardens, shedding sleep unutterable and all sweet influences from
-her outspread hands. And there was not one in the palace, from the
-Maharaja to the sweeper but slept, dreaming auspicious dreams.
-
-And in the morning all woke refreshed and at peace. But Maya, the Great
-Lady waked not. And her sister, the Queen Prajapati, seeing the child,
-lovely as an image of pure gold, blue-eyed and beautiful, loved him, and
-took him to her fragrant bosom, and became his mother. And he received
-the name of Siddhartha, meaning “He who has attained his aim”—for who
-could doubt that such a child must conquer where he would?
-
-Thus have I heard.
-
-With this child all good came to the City of Kapila and to the country
-round about, and all the Sakya clansmen prospered very greatly. Their
-cows were pure-coloured, well-proportioned, giving fragrant and rich
-milk with even flow; their horses were as though winged, shaped for
-speed and strength; their elephants royal beasts and understanding. When
-rain was needed the air distilled it seasonably, and the five cereals
-swelled with scented grain, wholesome and soft for food. All creatures
-about to produce their young were content and at ease, their bodies
-well-knit and healthful.
-
-Nor was this grace confined to the lower creation, for in the City of
-Kapila and its dominions, amongst men and women auspicious things grew
-like seed flung from the hands of Gods, and even those whom their
-passions spurred down the broad way of a dangerous karma, considered and
-took heed, and, laying aside their selfish desires and covetousness,
-thought no proud, envious thoughts, but lived in quiet with their
-neighbours; and men were grave and recollected and women chaste and
-calm, and by all were the Four Rules of Purity honoured. And it is told
-that the Maharaja, seeing this heavenly guest within his palace, for his
-sake dwelt purely, practising virtue, putting away from him all evil
-company, that his heart might not be polluted with lust. And he
-meditated much by night and day, drinking the moon’s brightness with
-clasped hands and sacrificing in the golden silences of the dawn, when
-all high influences are unloosed. And this course of conduct must ensue
-from such a birth, for, as the lotus and champak flowers exhale their
-perfume and the moon drops camphor in her secret glories, so do the
-influences of purity and high thought spread outward from the person of
-a Buddha-to-be. Therefore, as the light of sun or moon increases little
-by little and none can measure its growth, so was it with the child,
-orbing into beauty perfect and yet more perfect—if such a thing can be.
-And with precious things they surrounded him. Noble amulets guarded his
-person, great gems adorned him, and the scent of sandalwood made sweet
-the air for his breathing.
-
-Now, when the time for instruction came, the Maharaja considered whom he
-should employ to teach his son. Should it be a man of the Wanderers,
-who, having cast the world utterly aside, scans its wisdom with the
-diamond ray of perfect comprehension—one of the Unfettered? Or should
-it be one of the men of braided hair—a Brahman hermit, held, as yet, in
-family ties, but living the life of pure contemplation? Or a bearer of
-the Triple Staff?
-
-Much he revolved these matters and, gathering opinions, digested them,
-and summoned to the high task the wise and saintly Viswamitra. And the
-boy was brought before him and made due obeisance to his teacher (who
-is, if possible, more to be reverenced than even a father, being the
-father of the soul and mind, whereas that other may be but the father of
-the transitory body); but when Viswamitra questioned the noble child, it
-has been told that there was nothing he did not know already. For it is
-related that he was familiar with all that has been written in books or
-told with tongues, even from the number of the spheres and heavenly
-bodies, as also their triangular, square and sextile aspects, to the
-powers of the lowliest worm that creeps upon the earth, unable even to
-raise its head to adore the divine luminaries. There was nothing that
-teacher could teach him, for already he knew all. So Viswamitra heard
-and trembled, and at last, seeing that this matter touched on things
-deep, incomprehensible and wonderful, he prostrated himself before the
-child, and, closing up his books, went his way marvelling.
-
-Yet let it not be thought that the Maharaja Suddhodana could behold
-these portents with a heart of ease, for mingled with all his pride and
-joy was fear. His son moved before him, beautiful exceedingly, perfect
-in duty not only to his father and his foster-mother, Prajapati the fair
-and noble, but also to all with whom he had to do, quick to smile and
-reply, glad in a boy’s sports and games, and yet—apart. As a man,
-looking down through the clear crystal of a lake, may behold beneath it
-groves of strange leafage where silver fish dart and disappear in a life
-unknown to him, so the Maharaja, looking through the translucence of his
-son’s eyes uplifted to his, knew that they revealed yet hid a world in
-which he had no part. And this aloofness grew to be to him a knife
-driven into his very heart. And time passed, and the child became a
-noble youth.
-
-One day the Maharaja sent for his minister, an old man, wise and
-instructed, and to him he said:
-
-“Is all well in the city and the country about it?”
-
-And the old minister, saluting, replied:
-
-“O Maharaj, all is well. And since the birth of your auspicious son how
-could it be otherwise? For it appears that in past times when a child of
-pure brilliancy was born, there prevailed great prosperity, and
-wickedness came to an end. And so it is now.”
-
-And, sighing as if his heart were like to break, the Maharaja replied:
-
-“This is true. And who should rejoice more than I? Yet it is not so, and
-my heart is consumed with anxiety.”
-
-But the minister remained respectfully silent, and the Maharaja
-continued:
-
-“For my son is not as the other young nobles, free and gay and enamoured
-of sports and battle and women, but the opposite—rather enduring than
-sharing the frolics suited to his age; and when I see him meditating
-beneath the rose-laurels and mark his calm, abstracted eyes, it recalls
-to me the saying of the sage Asita, that ‘embarking in the boat of
-wisdom, he shall save the world from peril.’ Now, were this to be the
-wisdom of a great King delivering his people, I might triumph as I did
-in hearing it, but if it is to be the cold wisdom of the Wanderers and
-forest-dwellers, then I desire none of it, for to embark in that boat is
-to be severed from power and from all things dear and desirable to the
-heart of man. What, then, is your counsel?”
-
-And with grief written in his face, the aged minister replied:
-
-“Great sir, who shall challenge Fate and the unwritten laws of the
-Divine? I will own that sometimes in the noble youth’s presence I have
-felt as it were a cold air blowing between him and me, as though he
-stood apart from lesser men. And more than once this thought has
-occurred: Suppose this noble Siddhartha is a Bodhisattva, destined in
-his next re-birth to be a Buddha, how then shall we fight against a
-destiny so great and awful? But yet it may not be thus, and so rarely
-does a Buddha appear upon the earth that there is neither experience nor
-knowledge to guide us.”
-
-And, trembling, the Maharaja replied:
-
-“You voice my very fear. It is certain that many of the predictions
-which my soul applied to earthly glory, may be read otherwise if
-considered. But since I dread this unspeakably and we are by no means
-certain of the end, what is your counsel that we may divert him and so
-fulfil his mind with beauty and bliss, that these cold visions may blow
-away like mists at sunrise and leave him glad?”
-
-Then, smiling subtly, the old man answered:
-
-“There is one way, and one only. For it is acknowledged throughout the
-three worlds that there is no charm of forgetfulness like the beauty of
-a woman. On her bosom the Gods are forgotten and the wisdom of the wise
-is vanity.”
-
-But the Maharaja, with impatience:
-
-“This is true of others, but as for my son, he has seen the loveliest
-face to face and has never turned to look again. Think better, old man.”
-
-And he:
-
-“For the noble, a noble bait. And there is a girl, daughter of the great
-Suprabuddha, young and lovely as the Maiden of the Dawn when she stands,
-rose-fingered, smiling upon the mountain peaks, and this maiden is pure
-in health and person, constant and faithful, cheerful evening and
-morning, one to establish the palace in purity and quiet, full of
-dignity and grace. Among her companions she moves as the queen-swan
-leading the flotilla, with stately neck, yet bowed in humility. For a
-King of all the earth this is a fitting consort. I have made diligent
-inquiry. Her name is Yashodara.”
-
-And the Maharaja replied with joy:
-
-“In this Yashodara may be our deliverance! Send in haste, but with
-dignity, to Suprabuddha her father, and call a gathering at which the
-bridegroom-to-be shall show his strength with bow and sword and horse
-against all rivals, after the manner of the free choice of our women.”
-
-And the old man bowed and went away, smiling, but with a sore doubt at
-his heart—for he also recalled the words and portents of the Prince’s
-birth and dreaded the anger of awful Gods if any should let their
-purpose.
-
-Thus on a certain day the lists were set, and the Sakya lords were
-challenged by the noble Siddhartha to archery, to sword-play and to
-riding, that the maiden, Yashodara, might know she chose no craven to be
-her husband. And all the people crowded to see, some wagering on the
-success of this lord and some on that, but all, on whomsoever they
-wagered, hoping that the son of the good Maharaja might win honour and
-the bride. Yet most believed that the victor would be Devadatta, cousin
-of Siddhartha, a young prince proud and obstinate and amorous and very
-skilful in feats of arms.
-
-It was in the golden silence of very early morning when the people
-crowded to the _maidan_ where all should be done, for the heat of the
-later day forbade it then. So still was it that not a frond of the palms
-stirred nor even a bamboo leaf lifted on the air, and the dew lay bright
-as silver upon grass and flower. So still that the voice of Rohini,
-full-throated from the melting snows, would have filled the quiet but
-for the myriad shufflings of bare feet through the dust and the tinkle
-of litter bells as the hidden beauty and her companions were borne to
-the place of meeting. For her face should not be seen until she made her
-choice.
-
-And all the way was strewn ankle-deep with flowers, as though the
-Spirits of the Air had rained them with both hands upon the glad earth,
-and from their bruised beauty was shed such sweetness on the dew that
-the fragrance rose like incense to greet the lovely ones on their way.
-
-But when the rival lords rode on to the _maidan_ in splendour of armour
-jewelled and inlaid with gold and swords that flashed like lightning
-from the rifts of cloudy mountains, and horses that seemed to spurn the
-ground with their hoofs and desire to ride the air like the very
-coursers of the sun, then the joy of the people so grew that they
-clapped their hands and shouted lustily, for of all things the noble
-fair-skinned Northern peoples love a good man and a good horse, and only
-next to these a beautiful woman. And of the last the most beautiful as
-yet was hidden. So they shouted until their voices were like the noise
-of a great wind and the echoes returned them from far-off heights and
-woods.
-
-And Devadatta rode a horse so black that in the night he seemed a part
-of it, but Siddhartha’s horse was white, proud and great and gentle, and
-his name shall not be forgotten while the round world holds, for he was
-Kantaka—and of him more hereafter. And when the maiden, looking between
-the curtains of her palanquin so that none might know she looked, saw
-the young Sakya lord, her heart left her bosom and fled into his,
-settling there like a bird nestling with feet and wings, for there was
-none like him—none. With calm he sat his horse, awaiting the moment,
-and young he was and slender and like an image of pure gold, and his
-eyes were blue and dark after the manner of his people, and his lips and
-cheek shaped by a great graver. He carried his head as a stag in the
-spring season, and for all his slenderness was he tense and eager as a
-bow in the hand of the Brahma King with the arrow laid on the string.
-And so he waited, and his eyes never sought the palanquin where was
-hidden the Pearl of Victory. And to her sick heart she said:
-
-“He is not mine! He is above me. What woman can cloud the serenity of
-those eyes? How can the fiery dart of Madhu, the God of Love, pierce
-that breast, guarded with the snow of high thoughts? He is a King too
-high for me—too high.”
-
-And it is true that the noble youth thought little of the maiden, but
-much of the great clash with his rivals, for he knew well that Honour
-was the prize of the day and that his father’s heart must needs break if
-he failed before all the Kin of the House and the people.
-
-Now it is certain that of this jousting many tales have grown up, of
-arrows flying miraculously, winged by eager Gods, of sword-strokes such
-as the world has never seen nor shall see, of horses that the Wind, Vaya
-himself, might bestride for swiftness and cruel, dangerous pride. And
-how all this may be I know not, who was not there; but this I know, that
-Siddhartha was better than the best in all the tests, and that the
-people stormed and shouted and laughed and wept, knowing not what they
-did so only they might hail him conqueror, while he stood leaning on his
-sword, breathing lightly and resting, for the first time smiling, a very
-splendid young knight.
-
-And the Maharaja, scarcely daring to look in his son’s face lest he
-should too openly show his pride and joy, said only:
-
-“Son, you have done well.” And, turning, “Bring forth the bride.”
-
-Then all the people were of a sudden silent, that not a word, not a
-sound of that Beautiful should be lost. And they drew back the pictured
-curtains of the litter and she stepped forth, most resembling the silver
-moon floating through clouds to her unveiling and pure radiance, and so
-stood before the people, clad in supple silver that flowed about her
-like water and jewels that dripped glory braided among the silk-soft
-hair that fell to her ankles and crowned her brows. (Yet none could look
-at her splendour, for her face drew the bees of all glances to the honey
-of its sweetness and there held them, dizzy with ecstasy.) Thus, with a
-maiden, only less fair, on either side, she paced towards Siddhartha
-where he sat motionless on his white horse as a man of marble, carrying
-in her hand the Garland of Choosing. And coming before him, she raised
-her eyes to his and stood silent; but her look pleaded.
-
-Then for the first time he knew in the solitude of his heart the drawing
-near of another. And soft spring airs came before her, with the singing
-of mating birds, and pearling of young buds and delicate tremble and
-thrill of life in green silences and all the good things of this world.
-And it troubled his calm, because he knew not what it meant, and it was
-more pain than pleasure. This sweet melody, as it were of flutes and
-lutes, that came from the tattling of her anklets and the rustle of her
-garments, overpowered the austere, high voices that had breathed in his
-ear from birth, and they were silent. Like a man bewildered, he
-dismounted from white Kantaka, with his arm still laid along the noble
-neck, and gazed down upon her, and their looks met and were one.
-
-So she stooped and took the dust from his feet, then rising, stately as
-a young palm-tree, she put the Garland of Choosing about his neck and
-together they faced the shouting people and the rivals, some sullen as
-Devadatta the evil-hearted, some glad in the victory as Ananda the
-Prince, his true cousin.
-
-And of all men who saw that sight be sure that none more beautiful could
-ever meet their eyes than the silver bride hand in hand with the golden
-lover, shining as Surya the Sun rejoicing to run his course; for with
-the touch of her hand, doubt dropped from him like a garment and they
-were submerged, he and she alike, in the joy of the bridegroom and the
-bride.
-
-And the Maharaja, laughing aloud for triumph and gladness, said to the
-old minister:
-
-“We have caught our bird! Thanks be to the God of Love!”
-
-But the old man replied:
-
-“Great sir, it will need the triple cord of love to bind him—your own,
-the wife’s and the child’s. Let us wait. Still are we not secure.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-Time went by, but since he had snared his bird, the Maharaja Suddhodana
-resolved that the fetters should be gilded, and calling his minister
-again, he said to him:
-
-“If a man would cage a bird of heaven (and such, I think, is my son), it
-is necessary that earth should be made heaven, so that no home-sickness
-for the blue heights should take him. And because a young man may weary
-of one woman’s beauty, however beautiful, let fresh faces be found to
-make for him a wreath of such roses of the earth as may intoxicate him
-with its love and perfume. Send north to Savatthi and south to Benares,
-and fetch such beauties, such players on the vina and sitar as sing
-before the high Gods, such dancers as those whose white limbs, melting
-to music, enchant their eyes. Give orders to build him a house for the
-winter, when the snow is blue in the hollows of Himalaya and the rivers
-are locked in his cold heart. See that it be warm and silent and that no
-wind may creep in, and let white furs of snow-leopards, clouded with
-black, lie about it, soft and smooth to the touch, and let there be
-story-tellers to speed the long nights with jest and amorous tale and
-clash of battle. Shut out the cold and terrible moon with close
-lattice-work and rich curtains, for she, remote and small in the blue,
-profound skies, may freeze his soul to the chill calm I fear.”
-
-And the minister, saluting, said:
-
-“All shall be done. And yet——”
-
-“And yet there is more before we may sleep in peace. Build for him also
-a house of spring. Let it be pavilioned, and with little stiff, frilled
-roofs flying outward like the skirts of a dancer when she revolves
-swiftly. On every point set a wind-bell to resemble her anklets and
-armlets in their tinkling, so that the soft breezes from the hills shall
-make an aerial music as they wander about it. Let it appear as if the
-whole were blown together like a cloud on a wind and might be lifted and
-dispersed like thistle-down—a dream of spring.”
-
-And the old wise man saluted, saying:
-
-“It shall be done. And yet——”
-
-“And yet it is not enough,” mused the Maharaja, stroking his great
-beard. “For we must build also a house for summer—to drowse in, dim and
-cool and with long echoing colonnades to catch the faintest breath of
-breeze. Let this house be set in the grass by Rohini, that her liquid
-voice may sing of the snows when the dog-days are sultry. And let it be
-paved with shining stone from the mountains, and the walls be of dark
-cedar, carved wonderfully, and all the windows dimmed and latticed that
-the heats die on the threshold. Choose a place for it where the asoka
-trees are deep with rich leafage and golden blossom, and the neems
-spread their shade and the acacias rain white petals and the champak
-swoons in its heavy sweetness. Let there be a lake, pensive with reeds
-and green reaches, the haunt of swans and cranes and all beautiful water
-birds, and silver rills by which my son may sit and muse if he will,
-until the langour of slowly dropping water shall pass into his veins and
-be a narcotic binding him for ever to long dreaming days and nights, and
-he be utterly content.”
-
-And the old man saluted, saying:
-
-“So it shall be done. Is it also your pleasure, Maharaja, that I set a
-guard at the gate of the park of the three Pleasure Houses?”
-
-And he answered:
-
-“It is my pleasure. And now I will visit my son’s wife and hear her
-mind.”
-
-So he went to the place of the women in the great house. And his
-presence being told to Yashodara, she came before him, sweet as the star
-of evening bathed in rosy vapours, for a dress fell about her coloured
-as though dipped in the blood of red roses and bound with gold that,
-winding spirally upward round her lovely limbs and bosom, embraced them,
-drawing the eye to the slender curves, and she wore no jewels but only
-the great rings in her ears sparkling with fiery gems. And he drew her
-to his feet and she sat on a cushion beside him, looking upward with
-duty and affection, waiting for the favour of his speech. And at last,
-having observed the delicate sweetness of her face and her grace and
-majesty, he said, sighing:
-
-“Noble daughter, you have now been wedded to my son, Siddhartha, for six
-months. Is all well with you?”
-
-And, stooping to touch his feet, she replied:
-
-“Great father, all is well. And I did not know that in all the world
-there was such joy as I share night and day with my dear lord. For
-beyond all beauty he is beautiful and beyond all goodness, good, and his
-gentleness of speech is not like that of a woman, but with strength
-behind it like Himalaya when he smiles in sunshine. And yet——”
-
-The words stopped like hovering birds on her sweet lips and her fine
-brows drew together as she meditated. And the Maharaja, drawing his hand
-from her head, leaned forward to look into her eyes.
-
-“Daughter, have you a doubt—and what is it?”
-
-She, lovely and submissive, made haste to answer:
-
-“Great lord, all is pure joy, and yet——”
-
-And he, in great anger, so that she shrank down, veiling her face with
-her hands:
-
-“And yet! When I command my minister to surround my son with all joy
-wherewith to bind and hold him, he obeys, but ends always with ‘And
-yet—’ as though some mystery surrounded him! And you, that should
-triumph in pride and joy, say the like. My son is fair and free and
-noble and sharer in my riches and pride. What is this miserable ‘And
-yet—’ that mocks my hope? Speak out, woman, and tell me what is in your
-heart.”
-
-And, kindling her courage at his sternness, the wife of Siddhartha
-looked at him with clear, unsullied eyes.
-
-“Father, all I have said is truth, but there is also this. In the midst
-of rejoicings of song and when the women dance before him and the feast
-is spread and the great fruits, cooled with snow, and purple wines in
-cut crystal cups are set to his hand, then often I know that though his
-fair body is among us, his soul is escaped and fled away.”
-
-And in her eyes two tears gathered and stood but did not fall.
-
-And he, with anger:
-
-“Would it not be thought a woman should know her business! For what is
-beauty but to hold a man prisoner to the senses? And you are beautiful
-as the woman the high Gods made with flowers—how then do you fail? Does
-he not love you?”
-
-“Sir, he loves me. But not me only. He loves something that I know not,
-and his thought flies away to it as a dove flies home.”
-
-And he said:
-
-“True, true! It is true. What is this thing? For I, too, have felt it.
-When I have spoken of wealth and power and pride, I have known that as
-you, daughter, say, his soul is escaped and gone, I cannot tell where.
-But have no fear. Tell me only this—has never a word, never a sight of
-sorrow crept into the paradises I have made for him?”
-
-And she answered:
-
-“Not one. All is joy unceasing.”
-
-“And no sign of age, of sickness, of death? For, as I have told you, he
-must not know that these things are, and until he passed into your
-keeping, the secret was well guarded.”
-
-And she replied gravely:
-
-“The secret is well guarded. He does not know. When he speaks, it is of
-an eternity of delight and of nothing else. And yet—if I may speak and
-live——”
-
-And he said:
-
-“Speak. Even in the words of women there is sometimes wisdom, and you
-are a pearl among women.”
-
-“Great lord, is it possible to strive against the high Gods? For they
-have appointed death and sickness and grief to be our lot, and it may be
-that the very joy of life is the greater because we know it is brief.
-Children suck sugar-cane until they sicken, and may not grown man and
-woman weary of sweet things, desiring to match their fortitude against
-grief? And he is great of soul.”
-
-Then he would not look at her for anger, saying:
-
-“Folly and double folly—woman’s madness! Have you not heard the saying
-of the wise, that if ever he hears tell of age and sickness and death,
-his doom is sealed? And mine with it—and mine with it! For I love my
-son.”
-
-Then the great tears overflowed her eyes and ran down like a stream at
-the thaw.
-
-“Forgiveness!” she cried. “Forgiveness! for I love my husband, and if
-this unknown sweetness capture and carry him from me, what good should
-my life do me? But now, most honoured father of my lord, I have a
-hope—a hope! Will a child’s hand hold him?”
-
-And even as the words left her lips, he caught her two hands and gazed
-deep into her eyes and triumphed. And he said:
-
-“Daughter, you are hope, and your words a cup in the desert! For,
-knowing what my son is to me, I know that those hands will hold him when
-yours and mine drop helpless. Go back to him and tell him, and to the
-great Gods do I give thanks because my prayers and sacrifices have not
-run to waste but are rewarded!”
-
-And as she knelt before him, the tears rolled down his cheeks for
-gladness, nor could he hide them, as a warrior should.
-
-And, beautiful as a rainbow flowering against a black cloud, the
-Princess returned to the carved chamber of cedar with its lattices set
-wide to the perfumed air of summer. Beneath and around them the ivory
-chalices of the frangipani blossoms and starred clouds of jasmine
-offered warm incense to the sun and all was calm as ecstasy, as though
-the world, captured by the power of Yoga, were in ecstasy, dreaming with
-open eyes upon Perfection. The leaves of deep-foliaged trees floated on
-air in absolute stillness, swimming, silent, in liquid gold, and below
-the shades of the gardens gleamed Rohini, she also dancing no longer as
-in spring, but calm and silent as the meditation of a saint, pursuing
-her shining way in a deep quiet.
-
-There, seated beneath a neem tree, in the green bower of its heart, the
-Princess beheld Siddhartha as he sat with his feet folded and his hands
-lying upon his knees. And as she watched, kneeling by the lattice, he
-stirred no more than a noble image of himself made in gold and there was
-that in his calm that struck her soul with fear. Then presently,
-gathering courage from knowledge of the gladness she bore within her,
-she rose, and folding the gold sari about her brows, she went with
-rose-leaf footsteps through the House of Joy, passing those palace rooms
-where the fair women talked and sang and made low music with their vinas
-and sitars, eating fruits cooled in blocks of ice from the mountains and
-laughing with each other as though joy could never cease nor death wreck
-youth and life, for it seemed that the secret of the house held them
-also and that they, like the Prince, believed that these things were
-immortal.
-
-But Yashodara, going through the garden ways, past groups of tall
-flowers bee-haunted, flickered about by rose-coloured and black
-butterflies, caught wafts of varying perfumes, like strains of music
-through the opening and closing of celestial doors, so sweet was the
-world that day. The jewelled peacock and his wife led forth their train
-of little ones to pace in deep grass and silver pheasants went daintily
-in the plumed shades of the bamboo and their young followed rejoicing in
-life and warmth and plenty, and birds hidden in high branches sang as if
-never they would cease, and above all floated the blue sky—a blue pure
-and strong as that of the infinite ocean, and life and love wandered
-hand in hand along the blossomed earth in sunlight like clear water. So
-though her secret winged her feet the Princess must needs pause here and
-there to share with all these living creatures the wine of joy poured
-from the sun’s brimming cup, and her soul gladdened within her in the
-youth of the world. And at last with steps light as the fall of a petal
-she approached the great neem tree and stood and looked into its shade.
-
-Now here was an extraordinary stillness as though an arresting finger
-were laid upon the pulse of life, but not wholly silencing it, for from
-a fern-fringed spring there fell at regular intervals a bright drop of
-water marking time into divisions lest it should wholly slip into
-Eternity and be lost. And the shade within was deep and green making a
-soft dusk at noon, and through the shade could be seen the great spires
-of silver mountains ecstatic in blue air and resembling the highest
-reach of the aspiration of man arrested on the verge of comprehension.
-
-Very still in green shade sat the son of the Maharaja, his hands, palm
-upward, laid empty upon his knees, his eyes fixed on the everlasting
-hills, neither joy nor trouble upon calm brows, lost in meditation so
-deep that it walled him as in crystal from the fair shows around, and
-her coming was nothing to him for he neither saw nor heard it.
-
-Then a wave of anguish rose in her bosom and swelled until it spilt in
-salt and bitter water from her eyes, and she could not restrain herself
-from that forbidden show of sorrow and putting aside the boughs she ran
-to him and fell at his knees and laid her head upon them, sobbing. And
-with a long sigh he awoke and looked down upon her, smiling.
-
-“What is it, wife, and why do your eyes run like Rohini. Is it a new
-gladness beyond gladness? And why are you so glad?”
-
-Weeping and sobbing she hid her fair face upon his knees, clasping them
-passionately, her words stumbling from her lips in agony.
-
-“It is not gladness, O heart of my heart. It is grief.”
-
-And he, from the inward Kingdom of Calm.
-
-“And what is grief, my lotus flower?”
-
-For in all his life he had neither heard the word nor seen the thing and
-she spoke an unknown language. And as she sobbed on, he lifted her face
-gently in his two hands and looked at her closed eyelids, the lashes wet
-and matted on her cheek with running tears, she pale as death, the rich
-colour dead in her lips, and on his beautiful face was amazement and no
-more, for how could he pity who had lived only in the presence of joy?
-And at last he said very slowly as if bewildered:
-
-“My rose, my delight, what is this new thing, and what have you to tell
-me? Speak that I may rejoice also.”
-
-And his words stung some terror in her because he could not understand
-and it seemed that she must bear the burden of grief and the hidden
-secret of the world’s woe not only for him and herself, but for all the
-earth. For from any creature born human, though young and beautiful and
-a Prince, it may well seem a daring too great for mortals to deny grief
-and affront sorrow and to shut the door in their grey faces—knowing
-them waiting and watching outside. So the words broke from her sobbing
-lips:
-
-“This morning I woke, and in the august quiet of the dawn I knew that my
-hope of hopes was given to me and my joy brimmed and sparkled in the cup
-of jewelled gold from the Gods, and I would have turned then into my
-lord’s breast to tell of it, but that night you had not passed with me
-but in the chamber of deodar, so I lay and dreamed awake, lost in bliss
-until they brought me word that our father would speak with me, and I
-went.”
-
-“But all this was good, my lily swaying on blue waters. And what was
-your hope?” he said with a hand coming and going softly in her hair, and
-the monotony and gentleness of his touch soothed her like the
-immeasurable falling of far-distant water—no louder than the humming of
-a bee. And drawing more quiet breath, she continued:
-
-“Our father asked me, lord of my soul, whether still you escaped away in
-soul from all the love and laughter about you. For when this is so, is
-it not that we fail to make you glad, and am not I, your wife, the worst
-sinner? O heart of my heart, what more is there that we have not done?
-Tell me, I beseech you.”
-
-And he answered, “Nothing,” looking above her head to the heights.
-
-Passionately she caught his hands in hers.
-
-“Then, O beloved, if we have done all and fail, _what_ is it that draws
-you from me? What is your soul’s desire? When our father, believing a
-man might weary of my poor beauty, sought out new faces for the Painted
-Chambers, did I weep? I smiled, though—But no, I will not say it. If it
-was your pleasure, what should I be but glad? But still you were drawn
-from us, and it has been a terror that bit into my soul, when waking in
-a white moonlight, I have seen you sitting with alien eyes fixed upon
-the great march of the stars. And yet I have kept silence. But now, lord
-of my life I ask this—where is it your soul goes, and to whom?”
-
-Her hands, hot with the fever of the soul, pleaded for her, clasping
-his. Her dark eyes heavy with tears entreated mercy. He answered
-gravely:
-
-“I go to my own people.”
-
-“And we are not your own people? Beloved, beloved—Your words are
-swords, who then are your own?”
-
-“I cannot tell.”
-
-Her hope forgotten, the Princess knelt beside him.
-
-“O noble one, is it life or death that draws you?”
-
-“I cannot tell. What is death? But life such as this is weariness
-inexpressible, and how men endure it I cannot know. Without change,
-break, or ripple the sunshiny days glide past, each bringing in its
-hands the same offering of love and peace monotonous as a dove’s cooing.
-My life is without hope, for, having all, what is there to hope for? And
-what I have is over-sweet. It cloys in the tasting like honey. And the
-Brahmans make their sacrifices and mutter their mantras of invocation
-and propitiation, and for what? For if we have all, what more is there
-to have, and why pray for what is unneeded? If this Paradise over-sweet
-can never crack asunder; if ages and ages hence we still shall sit here
-young and beautiful as to-day,—the Gods have emptied their hands and
-what have they left to give? And if we do amiss, how shall they punish
-us? And will not the day come when I may lift up my hand to the
-mountains and curse them, saying—‘Be at ease in your careless heavens,
-O unapproachable Gods,—but I am a man with a soul not to be captured
-and tamed in earth’s paddock. I demand my rights, though what they are I
-know not, for I move in a perfumed cloud that blinds me. But I shall
-know one day.’”
-
-She looked up at him in fear that forbade speech.
-
-“I hear the noise of hammers outside the gardens, the cry of the
-plougher, the song of the maids who come home with cattle from the outer
-meadows. And I say that these people have lives better than mine, and if
-I could change I would, for sweet must be their sleep and glad their
-leisure, but for me life is all idleness and sleep, and their eternity
-is better than my own. I will ask my father to let me too go out and
-labour in the glad world outside this prison, that buys its food with
-happy toil, that I too may know what it is to eat the bread I have
-earned in contentment.”
-
-Pale with fear Yashodara answered:
-
-“But, lord of my life, how is it known to you that their life is all
-good? Is it possible to envy what you know not?”
-
-“I know that with them life is eternal as with me and doubtless joy
-perpetual. But to this they add useful toil that gives us our luxuries.
-All these fair things about us are made by the hands of free men
-rejoicing in beauty. And I make nothing. I pass from one enjoyment to
-another, fettered—a winged bird in a jewelled cage. Are they not
-happier than I? And you, sweet wife,—what joy have you in comforting
-the long hours of a slave?”
-
-She kissed his hands with passion, her black hair falling silken about
-his feet.
-
-“It is I that am the slave, my King—the happy slave of your beauty and
-nobleness, and what could I ask but to wait eternally upon your pleasure
-and that of your son.”
-
-He turned his eyes gravely upon her.
-
-“My son?” he said. And she:
-
-“It is true—it is true. And it is because I bear this hope in my bosom
-that it pierces me like a sword to see your calm averted eyes and know
-you far away in that strange heaven where I cannot follow. O, my lord,
-if it be true that you have alien kindred I cannot reach, let your son
-be of them. Give him all good!”
-
-Then stooping, he drew her head to his breast and put his arm about her
-and drew her gently until she sat upon his left knee—that throne of the
-Indian wife, and thus they remained awhile in silence, and his touch was
-better than speech and his quiet healing as moonlight. Nor did she miss
-words of love or rejoicing for his calm folded her in the very wings of
-peace. At long last he spoke:
-
-“My Pearl of Perfectness, we two are one, and of our true oneness
-springs this new delight. To me the hope is sweeter than all harps
-touched in the hollow of Heaven, and if you were dear to me before,
-judge how dear now. But since we are so one, come nearer, share my
-thought as well as my heart. Does it content you that we should bring
-into our prison another prisoner and one so dear? Here the days slip by
-uncounted—a chain of fadeless flowers. Here the river links its long
-silver thought for ever and ever down the channel from the peaks. Here
-the bright birds flash by eternally. Will they people the garden to
-overflowing with their beauty or do they fly away to freer lands as I
-would if I could? When this garden is full of our children and theirs,
-what then? Am I the only prisoner or they also? _What_ is the secret my
-father holds from me?”
-
-But she, trembling, could answer nothing. And again there was silence
-and only the bright slow dropping of the little spring, and her heart
-forboded sorrow.
-
-“O day of joy made bitter with fear!” it said within her.
-
-And again he fell into deep cold meditation, and forgot her utterly and
-his arm relaxed and slipping fell beside him, and she crept from his
-knee, and he did not know, staring with lost eyes toward the stainless
-heavens. And for awhile she stood and watched unnoticed, and then crept
-shuddering away.
-
-And beneath the shade of the neem Siddhartha sat motionless until the
-rays from the low sun struck high up the tree trunks, and sunset
-followed, a breath of rose on a rainbow sky, and presently the moon rose
-unclouded in luminous loveliness and floated to the zenith, and all
-boughs dropped dew, and the mountains were lost in stars.
-
-Nor did any dare to break his dream.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-Time went by, each day sweet as new honey dripping golden from a golden
-comb, sweet, inexpressibly sweet, and the Princess, moving languidly,
-trembling with hope mingled with doubt and fear, would tell only her
-joys to the Maharaja Suddhodana and not her fears. For what help was
-there in him? He could not strengthen the guarding gates for they were
-strong and armed men watched by them, nor the walls, for they were high,
-and observed from watch-towers. And yet, day by day and night by night
-the spirit of Siddhartha had passed invisible between the swords and
-unsleeping eyes.
-
-But since the hope of the Princess was made known to him, he shut
-himself within the great gardens in spirit also. There should no cloud
-dim the eyes of the mother of his son—flowers must bud and blossom in
-her heart as about her slender feet, and no thought but peace and
-security creep into her Paradise. And little by little, as a wild deer
-glimpsing through the green flies in terror, yet may be slowly won with
-patience and tenderness till it will browse the rose-leaves in a girl’s
-hand, so was the fear of the Princess put to sleep, and a low song of
-joy and immeasurable thankfulness made music in her heart like the
-summer voice of Rohini after the melting of the snows—when the river is
-little and peaceful.
-
-And one day the Maharaja came to visit her in the cool chamber of roses
-looking toward the north and the eternal mountains and found her
-stringing jade and crystal and amber on a fine golden cord, while ladies
-sat about her plucking rose petals for paste of roses, and there was a
-sound of far music in the gardens and looking through the lattice he saw
-Siddhartha with his best and dearest cousin, the Prince Ananda, shooting
-with bow and arrow in a wide meadow by the river, and Devadatta and
-another of the Sakya lords stood by, and the young men laughed and
-shouted, and their voices came small and clear with distance, so that
-the heart of the King exulted and he triumphed as he seated himself on
-the golden and peacock cushions, dismissing the women.
-
-“We have conquered, lovely one!” he said, laughing kindly in his black
-beard. “What neither I nor all my sages could do your small wise hands
-have done, for in them the mother of his child holds my son’s heart. I
-knew—I foretold, it must be so, for he is loving and good and all the
-pieties of life hold him like bands of iron. You are content?”
-
-And she smiling.
-
-“Noble father, I am content. I have no more ‘And yets’ with which to
-wound your ear. My lord leaves me neither by night or day, except when I
-entreat him to try his strength with Ananda and Devadatta and the Sakya
-lords. And this is wisdom. We strained too tight upon the fetters and
-they ate into his soul. This freedom among the young lords is well. My
-noble father, I entreat you to give him what liberty you can, for it is
-good. Never now do I see him submerged in the cold dreams that stole him
-from us. Those strange voices call him no more, the hands have ceased to
-beckon. He is ours—yours and mine and the child’s, and of the child is
-all his talk and thought. He shall ride with sword and lance and be a
-King of Kings. So we say—one to the other.”
-
-She looked up with tears of pure joy trembling like shed diamonds on her
-long black lashes, and the Maharaja, grave with delight, replied:
-
-“So it shall be! What!—the kingdom of Maghada is ruled by a foolish
-man—the King Bimbisara,—why shall not my son oust him as we gather
-strength? Ha! are not we too of the Arya—the great fighting people, and
-may not one elephant subdue another! Daughter, I would have you breathe
-these things in my son’s ear, and thrill him with hope of great
-splendours for the child.”
-
-She answered eagerly.
-
-“Father, I have done—I do it. I say each day—‘Give him his
-inheritance, my lord. Let all good that you gain be his, for he is yours
-and ours,’ and always he replies: ‘Could I find the whole world’s Pearl
-it would be for my great father, for you and for the child. Be content,
-wife, for my heart is with my own people.’”
-
-And as she spoke his words the tears of gladness brimmed and fell on the
-crystals and jade and amber in her golden lap and the Raja clapped his
-hands together and shouted for joy.
-
-“Ha, ha! we have won him! O auspicious daughter, dip your hands in my
-treasury and take at your will. What reward is enough for your beauty
-and wisdom? But now be cautious”—[There he became grave and
-weighty]—“guard your health and your person as the deposit of a King,
-and all shall be well. And the day is not far distant when we shall
-laugh at the sickly foretelling that said if he saw death, pain or old
-age he would flee into the jungle. What! Shall not my son have strength
-to face the common lot of man like a great King! But not yet—not yet!
-We will go warily.”
-
-And the wise Princess saw that beneath his triumph he was not even yet
-wholly reassured. But she herself was content.
-
-So when Siddhartha returned flushed and gay from riding and shooting by
-the parks of Rohini with the great bow in his hand and quiver at his
-shoulder, a glittering glorious young warrior, she clung about him
-shining with bliss so that it appeared that visible rays surrounded her
-as they do the Dawn Maiden when she, standing, flings her golden arrows
-about the world from the peaks of Himalaya. And with his arms about her
-in their chamber of marble he said:
-
-“And is my dove content? And is life good?” and she replied:
-
-“Most utterly content. If life is good to my lord it is delight to me.
-But you, O, heart’s dearest—and are you not content? See how the world
-is white with blossom dropping perfumed dew, and the blue birds flash
-through them, and there is piping and singing and the flutter of wings
-through all the happy gardens and the humming of black bees mad for
-honey. And this morning as I walked with Gautami the slender-waisted,
-close, close hidden in the jasmin flowers I found a small nest—small
-and heart-holding and in it four blue jewels of eggs warm from the
-mother’s breast—warm as love and home, and blue as the skies, and I
-looked and said—‘One, two, three, four. This is a prophecy. These are
-the three sons and the one daughter I shall bear to my lord.
-First—three sons, one by one, and then a daughter so lovely that all
-Kings of the earth shall desire her, and the three strong brothers shall
-guard her beauty—that is fit only for the enjoyment of the King of the
-Three Worlds! And we will hide this lovely one in the heart of the
-gardens until he comes. Now, since I have seen this portent, four there
-must be. Less there cannot. But possibly more!’”
-
-And she leaned back, flashing the sunshine of her eyes in his, and he
-laughed back holding her by the two hands, half dazzled with her beauty
-and gladness.
-
-“This is life,” he said—“and the cold dreams are gone. They rose like
-mists from Rohini in autumn mornings—and in the rising of the sun they
-disperse. And the coming of my son has driven them into the night where
-they belong.”
-
-Therefore great gladness reigned in the House of Gardens and doubt was
-forgotten, and in his pride, willing to make his son more free and yet
-security more secure, the Maharaja made another and most beautiful
-garden across the city where Siddhartha might take his pleasure if he
-wearied of the Gardens of Rohini, and the Princess approved this with
-her wisdom, saying: “We must stretch the tether, lest the bird guess he
-is not free to fly into the distances.”
-
-And this was a most exquisite garden, with great pools and lakes where
-white cranes stood meditating all day among blue lotus blossoms—the
-very essence of the blue of the waters, and it was made a Paradise where
-none might take life or harm the creatures of earth or air or water, and
-the wild swans floated as pure and fearless upon those lakes as upon the
-bosom of holy Manasa in the sky-uplifted bosom of the mountains, and the
-deer were not shy but walked beside men, and with great eyes, silent
-though full of speech, told them the hidden histories of their wild
-hearts.
-
-And on a certain day Siddhartha sent a message to his father.
-
-“Great father, if my Paradise is ready, give me permission to drive
-through the city to-morrow that I may enjoy it with my cousins Ananda
-and Devadatta and the Sakya lords.”
-
-And the answer returned was “To-morrow,” and that night Siddhartha
-passed with his wife Yashodara in a pavilion of Chinese silks with blue
-and gold dragons by the banks where Rohini wandered among her reeds
-singing a little song of sleep, and as the orange sunset faded into grey
-a few large stars came out, and swam in immeasurable deeps above them.
-And she said, holding his hand:
-
-“How beautiful—how beautiful is the coming of the night with all the
-stars caught like bees in her net of blue,—and is it not strange, O
-lord of my life, to think that long ages after we and our love are
-forgotten other lovers shall sit by this little river and see the night
-glide down the mountains scattering stars about the world like seeds of
-light. Shall we see, shall we know, in those cold other lives they
-promise?”
-
-And he in great astonishment:
-
-“Forgotten? In what age to come shall you not still be loveliest and
-gentlest, Queen of the whole earth for beauty? Then, as now, shall men
-come to happy Kapila because the city holds the most beautiful as the
-shell its pearl. How should we be forgotten?”
-
-And for a moment cold fear crept by her like the silent passing of a
-snake, compelling her to remember that the truth was shut from those
-dear eyes, light of her life,—and she brushed it from her and said
-laughing.
-
-“True—who should forget us? I dream sometimes that of all names in the
-world my lord’s shall be greatest, uplifted, splendid, like that great
-star throbbing upon the topmost peak of all, and men shall bow down and
-do homage to it not only in the land of the Sakyas and in Maghada and
-Kosala, but in the wide great world among strange people who send us
-their treasures but whose very names we cannot utter.”
-
-“And you have dreamed this, beloved? And how?”
-
-“I have dreams that beat in my ears and their sound goes over the
-mountains, north and south and east and west. And the sun is dimmed with
-fumes of incense offered to a great King. And I see golden palaces like
-the sands of all the rivers for number, with my lord sitting throned
-beneath them in gold—palaces innumerable, and flowers cast in heaps to
-exhale their perfume. And all this in my lord’s honour. This have I
-dreamed four times.”
-
-And he said, slowly:
-
-“It is my dream also. Certainly the Gods come in dream. But who can say?
-See, beloved, how the night, mother of men, brings us her dark reposes
-lulling all things to sleep. There is no moon, but strange spirits as
-white as moonbeams moving among the trees. Sing low to me, beloved, sing
-low. I would not see their eyes—they look upon me with thoughts I
-cannot read. Sing to me—fill my eyes with the love in yours. Sing!”
-
-And she took her sitar of ebony and ivory and sang softly as Rohini that
-made a silver music at their feet.
-
-But there was a seal upon her lips that she might not sing of love
-though love was beside her, for the awe of the mountains was heavy on
-them and the listening of night. Therefore she sang these words, but no
-louder than a bee hovering about a flower.
-
- “The wild swans rise from earth,
- Strong in the path of the sun.
- How should it give them mirth
- With his great day begun?
- Upward the white wings fly,
- Clouds in the bluest blue,
- Far they soar—and high!—
- Would I might follow too.”
-
-And again after awhile she sang a great hymn of the ancient Scripture
-but lower still:
-
- “Though difference be none, I am of Thee,
- Not Thou, O Lord, of me.
- For of the sea is verily the wave,
- Not of the wave the sea.”
-
-And there was silence, and he turned and laid his cheek to hers and they
-sat together long, gazing speechless at the marvel of the starry deeps.
-Nor did they know that their last night of peace was with them.
-
-Meanwhile the commands of the Maharaja went out into every street and
-house of Kapila.
-
-“To-morrow the chariot of my son goes through the streets to the
-Paradise of Pleasure. See and beware that no aged man or woman be abroad
-in the city, for my son’s eyes must behold no aged, sick or dead person.
-It is forbidden by the Powers that rule his destiny. Therefore let none
-but healthy, glad and beautiful persons fall in his way, for if
-otherwise the transgressor must die.”
-
-And there was not a soul in the place but heard this command and
-touching their foreheads murmured, “It is an order.” And men, women and
-children ran busily here and there garlanding the happy streets, and
-they set up poles gilded and painted and with gay fluttering banners.
-And dwarfed trees after the Chinese manner were placed along the roads,
-and there were hanging canopies of blue and rose silk, and magnificent
-tapestries were hung from the windows, until the city shone beautiful as
-the Paradise of the Gods on the holy mountain Sumeru, and bands of
-children running like the lesser angels strewed flowers through all the
-ways where Siddhartha should pass.
-
-Then steadily as the running of a river the people poured in from the
-country-side to see their young Prince, and the ways were gay with happy
-folk dressed in their best and garlanded with garlands of marigolds and
-little rosebuds scented with fragrant oils to increase their own
-fragrance. The towers were filled with men and women clustering like
-bees. The mounds by the trees, the windows and terraces—were thronged
-with eager persons,—the men looking sharply about them to see that
-nothing was left which might offend the eyes of the heir. And there was
-nothing, for in bright sunshine, tempered by a cool breath from the
-mountains none but happy and beautiful people with their children
-rejoiced and were glad.
-
-Now see the glorious chariot of ivory inlaid with gold made ready by the
-gate of the Garden House, fronted with jewels glittering in the bright
-challenging sunbeams, spread with noble silks flowered with gold, and
-drawn by four equal-pacing stately horses, white as the ivory they drew,
-and harnessed with splendour,—their pride subdued to the pride of their
-master. And beside them stood Channa, the charioteer, a young man well
-born and noble in mind and person.
-
-So having saluted his wife, the Princess Yashodara, the Prince
-Siddhartha advancing ascended the chariot, robed in gold and jewels and
-appearing like Surya the sun when he blazes at his zenith, and all
-veiled their eyes from his brilliance.
-
-And as he came through the streets, his horses pacing gently, the people
-swayed toward him and a whisper of awe and delight ran through them like
-the breathing of a breeze that blows the blossoms in passing.
-
-Looking upon them his heart exulted with joy and kindness, for he
-thought—“This is my city of delight. These are my people, and it shall
-eternally be my bliss to do them good. Look at the strong fathers
-holding up their little sweet children to see their Prince. Their hearts
-are full of love even as my own. Look at the lovely mothers with their
-babes in warm bosoms—only less fair than Yashodara, and full of love
-and gentleness. And the glorious young men straight and tall, and the
-antelope-eyed girls with silken hair braided with blossoms. The Gods
-know it is a happy world with all these noble creatures in it, and my
-sick dreams of I know not what are dispersed in this bliss and the great
-joy of my people.”
-
-And he saluted with his hands, smiling right and left that none might be
-forgotten, and sometimes from the chariot he took an armful of flowers
-and tossed them lightly among the crowd and they were gathered up with
-delight and pressed to eager lips and brows because they had touched the
-Prince’s hand. So he went through the city, marvelling why his father
-had forbidden it hitherto. And as he flung his last handful of flowers
-the appointed moment struck—predestined by the Rulers,—and across the
-way of the chariot staggered an old, old man, and the stately stallions
-arched white necks and tossed their heads in disdain at this revolting
-sight, for they too had beheld nothing but loveliness until that moment.
-
-And because the commands of the Maharaja were stern it is said that this
-figure was no mortal man but a divinity hidden in flesh whom none could
-let or hinder and that the myriad people of Kapila saw nothing of
-this—but two saw clearly—the Prince and the charioteer, Channa. And
-how this may be I cannot tell. Thus have I heard.
-
-And the aged man with tattered white hair depending from his bleached
-and bony head like lichen from a stricken tree, supporting his painful
-steps on a stick, weak, imbecile, skinny jaw fallen disclosing toothless
-gums, eyes red and bleared, without lashes, and moisture oozing from
-them, drawing oppressed and painful breath and terror-stricken amidst
-the crowds, tottered across the flowery way and sank, heaped and huddled
-beside the chariot, casting a look of terror upon the radiant Prince,
-and mumbling and muttering what none could hear, his head shaking like a
-leaf in wind. And it was as if darkness and terror obliterated the sun
-and all the crowded people bowed forward to see the stopping of the
-chariot, breathlessly remembering the Maharaja’s commands, but none
-stirred in his place and even the children were dumb. And yet they had
-seen nothing but the face of the Prince with a shadow fallen upon it.
-And the Prince laid his hand on the reins and the horses stopped with
-drooped crests, and shaken with horror he cried aloud to the charioteer:
-
-“Channa, what is it? What is this man? If indeed man it be.”
-
-And the old man crouched there, muttering, and great fear held Channa
-silent, and again the Prince cried aloud:
-
-“What is it? What is it?”
-
-And again the crowd sighed like the first stirring of winter answer from
-Channa’s lips where he stood, bowed over the golden reins grasped in his
-hand.
-
-“Prince, this is an old man. This is old age.” And a long sighing sob
-commoved the crowded people as though their doom were pronounced, when
-they heard.
-
-But the Prince, the words almost dying on his lips, said trembling.
-
-“What is old age? Was this unhappy one born so, or has it fallen as a
-judgment from Heaven?”
-
-And again the crowd sighed like the first stirring of winter winds and
-Channa, face hidden, replied:
-
-“Prince, he was not so born, nor is it the Gods’ anger, but this is the
-common lot and to every man born on earth it comes nor can it be
-escaped. This ruin of a man was once a child at his mother’s breast, and
-then a boy filled with laughter and sportive gaiety, a joy to see and
-hear. Later, a youth, beautiful, amorous and brave, such as attended on
-bliss, and in enjoyment of the Five Pleasures. But old age, dogging the
-steps of men as a hound with fell teeth, has dragged him down at last
-and had its will of him, and he lives a life of pain and men avoid him
-and women pass him by.”
-
-And some women in the crowd wept aloud, and the air was heavy with
-sighing and the old man moaned and muttered with toothless jaws.
-
-But the Prince, still unbelieving and trembling said:
-
-“And will this doom come upon my great father?
-
-“Noble sir, yes.”
-
-“And upon the beauty of—my ladies?”
-
-“Even so.”
-
-“And upon me.”
-
-And there was a fearful silence like death among the crowd and no word
-from Channa so that had a breath stirred in the palms it would have
-affrighted the soul.
-
-Then suddenly the Prince cried aloud:
-
-“Turn back the chariot. What heart have I for pleasures! Tear down the
-garlands. Where is there room for joy! I have seen what I have seen.”
-
-And, wordless, Channa turned the white horses, and guided the chariot
-along the way it came and the people fell back to make way, and men and
-women hid their faces like mourners for it seemed as though in the
-knowledge of the Prince knowledge had come to them also of the terror of
-life and the doom inevitable.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
-
-NOW when Siddhartha returned to the Garden House, one ran before him and
-told the women what had occurred and the ladies bore the news to the
-Princess where she waited, and when she heard it she said:
-
-“O ill-foreboding heart of mine! Did I not know that the anger of the
-Gods must burn against those who would conceal their righteous doom from
-any man born upon this cruel earth? For who can fight with fate? If this
-drives my lord to despair, what shall be done?”
-
-So she sent messages to the Maharaja telling him the danger and went
-forth into the Painted Hall to seek the Prince, and he sat there alone,
-surrounded by lovely images painted upon the walls, where joy and
-triumph and love clasped hands, and dancing limbs shone amongst flowers
-and all the world was white with spring.
-
-Now something in his eyes held his wife from him and she had no courage
-to draw near, and went and sat herself humbly on the ground before him
-but at a distance, and at last he said:
-
-“This was the secret. You knew it and did not tell me.”
-
-And in the hall was no sound.
-
-“You saw me fed with lies such as these—” (and he flung out his arm
-against the pictures) “and you did not tell me they were the mask of
-horror.” She bowed her head upon her hands speechless.
-
-“And I, most pitiable, most ignorant, rejoiced that a son should be
-given to me, not knowing that such a one is born to a heritage of
-wretchedness and the inevitable approach of shame and ruin. And from
-this is no escape, for the Gods have appointed no end to our misery, no
-door from the prison, but we must live eternally and horribly, old and
-disgraced in body and mind. Could a man but end it and fall into the
-dark and be forgotten! O had I known, no child of mine should ever have
-felt the whip and dragged the chain. I will not blame you who are but a
-woman,—but my father—my father.”
-
-And in the hall was no sound at all. And the Princess, hiding her face,
-thought, “Shall I tell him of the end—of Death?” But she dared not.
-
-And he called aloud for the women and said:
-
-“Deface these pictures for they are lies, and the sight of them turns
-the knife in the wound. Blot them out with blackness.”
-
-So it was done, but the Maharaja in terror bade them redouble the
-pleasures of the Paradise and of the Garden House. And at great cost he
-bought a fair slave from the outlands, golden-haired as dawn,
-sapphire-eyed as blue ice of the Himalaya, white as the elephants’ tusk,
-skilled in all arts of love, and among the darker beauties of the
-pleasure chambers she moved radiant as though day had broken forth in
-starry midnight, and all the neighbouring Kings hearing were envious.
-And in this beauty all hoped, even the sad Yashodara, and her heart
-failed her when she saw the Prince’s eyes coldly averted from loveliness
-that might have stirred the eternal Gods. And again she sent a message
-to the Maharaja.
-
-“Your son, my lord, will not look upon the beautiful white stranger nor
-on any. O send him forth in freedom, for penned in these sweet gardens
-he muses and meditates and what is in his heart I cannot know, but fear
-very terribly. Yet guard the way that no sad sight approach him, for if
-he sees more all is lost.”
-
-And again orders were given, and as before the Prince set forth, but
-this time grave and sad, and the crowds shared his mood and the city
-could not rejoice.
-
-And as they neared the street all a-flutter with banners and flowers and
-perfumes and thronged with silent gazing thousands again a divinity
-masked his divinity in tortured flesh (thus it is told), and by the way
-was seen a sick man struggling for life in a losing battle.
-
-His body was swollen and disfigured, his hollow cheeks blazed with fever
-and in his dying eyes fear and agony contended. Scarce could he drag
-himself along, moaning and crying for pity, the hot tears pouring and
-searing his cheeks as they ran. And seeing it, the Prince set his hands
-on the reins and checked the horses and cried aloud.
-
-“What is this horror?”
-
-So the charioteer, Channa, with fear tearing at his vitals, yet
-compelled by a force beyond all resistance to no other than the truth,
-answered:
-
-“Prince, it is a sick man. The four elements are all confused and
-disordered, he is worn, feeble, and strengthless, tortured in body and
-mind, dependent upon the mercy of men whose own evil day is but
-postponed.”
-
-And a shudder ran through the crowd as the Prince questioned him,
-shrinking back as one in mortal fear.
-
-“And this too is the common doom?”
-
-“Prince, none escape it.”
-
-“And the few poor years that old age leaves us are broken into misery
-like this?”
-
-“Prince, so it is.”
-
-And he said:
-
-“Turn my chariot again, I will go no further. I have seen what I have
-seen.”
-
-So the news was carried to the Maharaja and he was almost beside
-himself, raging with anger that was half fear, and he sent for his wise
-minister, and cried to him:
-
-“What shall we do? For my son is learning the guarded secrets, and if I
-keep him shut in the gardens he will rebel and break away, and if I send
-him through the city such devils are my servants that horrible sights
-afflict him and disperse my hopes in him. Here have I built a Paradise
-so heavenly that could he but see it I need fear no more, for the man is
-not born who could leave its deep and delicious shades for the dusty
-world. And there have I placed a golden maiden whose smile is sunshine
-and her lips singing roses, and were he to see her—But what do I say?
-Is it not possible to a great person like myself that for a few short
-hours the city ways should be guarded from horror while he passes
-through? I am fallen indeed, otherwise.”
-
-But the old wise minister shook his head.
-
-“Great Sir, one should say it is possible, yet when I remember how the
-city was searched and guarded this twice, what dare I say? O
-Maharaj—may it not be that the high Gods being resolved may not be
-thwarted, and that we fight against iron destiny? Great fear possesses
-me.”
-
-But his Master replied angrily.
-
-“Foolish old man! And was I not given the choice? If I could withhold
-the truth he would be a great world-King. If he guessed it he would be
-an ascetic of the jungles. What father would choose other than I have
-done? Once more I will send him to my Paradise, and if this time I am
-tricked let your head answer it.”
-
-And again the Prince was sent out but this time also though the city was
-decorated and garlanded, there was no semblance of joy, and the very
-horses went with drooped heads as though fear were the charioteer.
-
-And as they reached the street, where most the people crowded, the
-Divinity was again ready with his work, having prepared a sight terrible
-and woeful. For slowly preceding the chariot there went a funeral train,
-with four men bearing a bier and lying on it a body cold and stiff, with
-dropped jaw and dreadful dead eyes staring blindly at the sun. Withered
-flowers lay on the bier and the mourners beat their breasts and wept
-aloud, filling the air with wailing and lamentation.
-
-And the Prince closing his eyes to shut out the horror, and clenching
-his palms said:
-
-“What is this?”
-
-And Channa not daring to look in his face, answered very low: bowed
-under the weight of words he was compelled to utter.
-
-“This is a dead man, all his powers of body destroyed, life departed,
-his heart without thought, his intellect dispersed. His spirit is fled,
-his body withered, stretched out like a dead log, taken from all who
-loved him. And mourning they carry him forth to burn and obliterate him,
-for they—even they—will have no more of his presence now become
-loathsome, but cast him from them utterly. And this is Death.”
-
-And into his clenched hands he murmured:
-
-“Is this also the common lot?”
-
-And the charioteer replied, with hidden face:
-
-“Prince, so it is. He who begins his life must end it. And thus. For
-death may at any moment seize us and carry us away into darkness.”
-
-Then Siddhartha sank down in the chariot, his soul warring with his
-body, catching at the leaning-board for support, hiding his face from
-the light of day as the dead man was borne on before him and wailing and
-lamentation filled the air.
-
-And into his clenched hands he murmured:
-
-“O terrible delusion of mortal men, who born in pain and utterly deluded
-are brought through grief and sickness and old age to this frightful
-end! Disperse the people. Turn back my chariot. The whole world is a
-lie. I have seen what I have seen.”
-
-So the people melted silently away in tears, as clouds disperse in rain.
-For seeing the Prince’s horror and amazement in learning the truth, for
-the first time they also sounded the deeps of their own misery, and life
-appeared to them a traitor, and in all the universe was no comfort.
-
-But Channa the charioteer, not daring to return because of the
-Maharaja’s strict command, drove onward to the Paradise, and the Prince
-crouching in the silks and gold with face hidden neither knew nor cared.
-
-So at last they came in among the green lawns and pleasant waters and
-deep-leaved trees, the last hope of the Maharaja, and slowly and
-painfully he dismounted.
-
-Suddenly about the chariot, running and fluttering like doves came the
-lovely ones provided for pleasure, beautiful as flowers in a Paradise of
-Gods, adorned with chains of pearls and other jewels.
-
-Beautiful were they, each one chosen as merchants choose a pearl to
-complete a queen’s necklace, for their eyes were long and languishing,
-half hidden in black lashes as stars in midnight, and their mouths
-pomegranate buds disclosing seeds of ivory, and down to the ankle rolled
-their lengths of perfumed hair.
-
-Most beautiful is the bosom of a woman, for in its gentle curves are all
-love, all tenderness expressed, and these displayed its loveliness—dear
-as rare jasmin flowers, precious as sweet food to the hungry, unveiled
-or veiled a little in transparency like the running of shallow water.
-
-And thus they surrounded him as he passed through the blossomed trees
-rapt in sorrowful meditation, pale with the terror of gazing for the
-first time on the face of Death.
-
-So they fluttered about him, the lovely ones, skilled in all subtleties
-of love, shedding enticements as the moon distils dews of camphor. One,
-seeing him sad, saddened her sweet face and looked at him with tears
-hanging on long lashes, as though she would say—“Dear Prince, I too
-have tasted grief. Do I not know?” And one, smiles chasing one another
-to cover in her merry eyes, promised forgetfulness, gladness in her
-arms, and some clinging together like sister roses on twined stems,
-seemed to defy severance even if love should call them, tempting him who
-watched them to essay that sweet sorrow.
-
-But amidst them the Prince paced lost in grief, not seeing them, or,
-seeing, heeding not at all. And presently when they had tried all their
-arts and could draw his regards no more than remote stars can draw the
-gaze of a cold moon, they fell silent and gathered fearfully into
-groups,—drawing back.
-
-Now there stood in the shade of the bamboos a man much about the person
-of the Maharaja, sent to see if all were well, and when the Prince
-passed on, careless, this nobleman, Udayi, came out and addressed the
-silent beauties.
-
-“You women, all so graceful and fair, are you thus worsted? Surely in
-all ages men have been subject to women when they put forth their power.
-Too soon are you discouraged—too soon. For this Prince, though he
-restrains his heart with the bit and bridle of purity, is but a man, and
-the wisest and greatest in time past have slipped where they thought
-themselves secure. And there is no fetter strong as white arms about a
-man’s neck. Strive after new devices. Redouble your efforts. Great is
-the prize.”
-
-And the maidens, ashamed and angry at his chiding, fluttered again about
-the Prince where he sat in the shade of a jambu tree, putting forth
-amorous enticements, forgetful of all modesty and womanly reserve,
-pressing on, striving to move him.
-
-But he in his great heart, sorrowful, apart, looked upon them, sighing.
-
-“O creatures most miserable, unheeding the dooms of age and death,
-forgetful of the briefness of beauty, unconscious that above your
-throats is suspended the sharp two-edged sword, how wretched is your
-empty playing in the very jaws of destruction!”
-
-And though he spoke nothing, they saw the homeless horror in his eyes,
-and again they shrank away afraid.
-
-So seeing the Prince alone, Udayi, smooth of speech, came softly along
-the pleasure-paths of the Paradise, brushing aside the flowers,
-observant and quiet as a serpent, and saluting the Prince he drew up
-beside him and spoke this:
-
-“Prince in whom all beauty and nobility meet, you sit here sad and
-alone, and it is therefore that your great father, consumed by care for
-your welfare appointed me to act as beseems a friend. Permit me then to
-speak, for a wise friend removes what is unprofitable, promotes real
-gain, and in adversity is true.”
-
-And Siddhartha lifting his eyes said:
-
-“Speak, if indeed in this great strait there be anything to say.”
-
-So supporting his arm on a bough of the fire-flame tree Udayi spoke,
-inclining his delicate dark face and subtle eyes toward the Prince.
-
-“True it is that sickness may assail us and that old age and death will
-by no means be baulked of their prey, yet youth is youth and beauty
-divine, and the man who turns his back on pleasure because it passes is
-a coward. Indeed the rose is the sweeter because even in blooming it
-treads the way of death and soon we see it no more. Truly, my Prince,
-you are afflicted with a distempered mind. Acquiescence is the secret of
-life. We who are wise know that these things must be, and even old age
-and death, the conquerors, we take to enhance our pleasures, saying to
-ourselves, ‘The moment is mine, and love is sweet and lust the spur of
-life. This moment neither death nor old age can take from me. I will
-spend it as a man would spend his all if he knew that next day he would
-be plundered, and a beggar.’”
-
-But Siddhartha was silent, with brooding eyes fixed on the ground, and
-presently Udayi resumed, in a delicately modulated voice:
-
-“While you believed that joy and beauty were eternal, and that ages
-hence these women would still surround you, beautiful and yielding, then
-you might well shrink from a delight too prolonged, for dropped honey
-cloys. An eternity of love may well become hell. Was it not so, my
-Prince.”
-
-And slowly the Prince answered:
-
-“It was so. I have looked on the racing river, swollen with melting
-snows, thinking that, were any end possible, to be hurled beaten and
-broken down the rocks in its mad hurry were better than the changeless
-Paradise of love and soft words and swooning music. There you are right,
-Udayi the smooth-tongued. This is true.”
-
-And highly satisfied, Udayi resumed:
-
-“And now, having learnt that there _is_ an end, what should be your
-course? The pleasures of a prisoner released, who enjoys knowing that he
-has a respite though the doors will shut upon him one day. Surely it is
-not the part of a brave man to fling away what he has because he cannot
-have all, nor to own himself conquered because one day he must face the
-enemy whom as yet he has not seen. No—not so. Take what the Gods
-send—the Gods who have themselves been amenable to beauty and docile in
-the arms of loveliness. Indeed what choice is there but to slink through
-life starting at every shadow, or to dice and drink and love, like a man
-tasting the best while it lasts. For what comes after we cannot tell.
-Who knows?”
-
-And the Prince said:
-
-“This has the sound of wisdom, yet wisdom it is not. There is an
-answer—there is a way, but I have not found it. It may be that it
-cannot be found—that there is no such thing. Yet, better the search
-than dully to agree with necessity. And as for these women—To me they
-are no enticement, and if I would I cannot. Under their fair faces I see
-the skull and they mop and mow like apes in the face of Horror. If the
-Gods have thus made the world it is a folly and a brutality and they are
-more foolish than men who must abide their cruelties, and if they have
-not made it and all is chance we sink in the slough lit only by the
-flicker of dying dreams. Leave me, Udayi the smooth-tongued. I would be
-alone.”
-
-And the courtier crept silently away under green shades, treading
-lightly on turf and blossoms, thanking destiny that he was not as
-Siddhartha but could lift the brimming cup and drain it to the dregs,
-savouring every sparkle. And in his heart he mocked him, laughing at his
-weakness—he whose name is now remembered only because one day he spread
-out his folly before the Perfect One!
-
-But the Prince, bending his great brows upon life and death, sat beneath
-the jambu tree, feet folded, hands laid upon his knees in perfect
-immobility. And he thought:
-
-“Hollow compliance and a protesting heart! Is this life? Is there a
-better? Great are the concerns of life and death. So great, so awful
-that the poor race of mankind struggles only to forget for a brief
-moment what it can never comprehend. For all about us are seen
-injustices that were a King to commit his miserable people would rise
-and hurl him from his bloody throne. And we are told of the priests that
-the Gods have committed these crimes and yet are worthy of worship and
-honour. No—rather is it the propitiation of fiends who will torture us
-if they have not the servility of our praises while we die for their
-pleasure. And the good suffer and the evil flourish, and to the rich man
-is given more riches and to the poor more toil even exceeding their
-strength. Now indeed all that was hidden from me bursts upon my mind as
-when a flash of lightning tears the dark, and things I put aside for
-want of comprehension shriek aloud in my ears. Why am I clothed in
-jewels, why is my father generous and good, and my wife the fairest and
-most loving of women, when at this moment were my eyes opened they would
-behold men dying for bread that the least of my jewels would buy, with
-none to tend or pity them. And what are my deserts more than theirs? And
-why are some evil and some good as it were by nature? O cruel Gods who,
-lapt in far-off pleasures, care nothing for our agonies, and let fall
-your good things on the wicked and evil things on the good—yourselves
-perhaps the sport of chance, if indeed you are at all!”
-
-And these thoughts and many like them, black and miserable, stormed
-about him in the wreckage of the world.
-
-And at long last he aroused himself and the Paradise was empty of all
-but a broad moonlight that lay in glories of light and shadow on trees
-and waters and there was deep silence. For the women, ashamed and
-terrified, had slipt noiselessly away and so back to the city, and far
-off down a long glade his chariot and wearied horses stood waiting in
-marble patience, and Channa sat beside them his head bowed upon his
-raised knees like an embodied grief.
-
-Very slowly the horses paced through the city, and that also was empty
-of all but moonlight, for not a living soul went or came in the quiet,
-and the pacing of the horses echoed loudly down the empty ways.
-
-And not a word was spoken as they went, but when they reached the House
-of the Garden, a woman ran out to meet them veiled like a ghost in the
-moonlight, and cried aloud.
-
-“O happy Prince, and happiest,—the Gods are good to this glad House and
-to you, for on the bosom of the Princess lies your first-born son.”
-
-And at these words a strange trembling seized him, so that for a moment
-he hid his face in his hands. Then pale in the moonlight he said these
-words:
-
-“A fetter, a fetter is set upon me, therefore call the child Rahula, a
-Fetter.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
-
-NOW at the birth of her son, so great was the joy of the Princess that
-life and death were little things in her eyes, black rocks submerged in
-bright water glittering with sunshine, and every day she blossomed more
-beautiful and the child in her arms was like the star shining within the
-moon’s crescent. And seeing this what could the nobility of Siddhartha
-do otherwise than hide his grief and deep searchings of a heart tossed
-like waves in a mighty wind.
-
-Beautiful in his eyes was the tenderness of the lovely mother and her
-eyes dwelling upon him and the child, but terrible also remembering that
-at any moment the bright picture of life might break asunder and
-disclose beneath the lurking horror of death and the dark and unknown
-hereafter.
-
-For if the Gods with their utmost forethought had made the world so full
-of shameful things, what wise man could trust such unskilful workmen for
-the world to come, and no hope was left anywhere.
-
-He sat much alone by Rohini, his gaze dwelling on the silver peaks far
-off and serene in blue air, and at his feet little fish darted in the
-transparency of the pure waters, and the pheasant would lead her brood
-to his unmoving feet, and the shimmering peacocks feed beside him. And
-when the wild white swans spread snowy vans above his head, taking wing
-for the mountains and for far lands beyond that he knew not, it seemed
-in his deep musings that all these happy creatures were subject to a law
-they knew and obeyed with content and that their life was better than
-his own.
-
-But compassion grew daily in his heart now that his eyes were
-opened—Compassion for all the sorrows that surrounded him bleeding in
-his heart like a wound such as drains life itself away. He saw the
-little lovely dancer Amra drag wearied feet through the dance one night
-and called her to him.
-
-“Child, what ails you?”
-
-“Great my lord, I must not tell you. But I dance no more. To-morrow I
-go.”
-
-“Child, I command you to speak. What is it?”
-
-She looked about her with eyes large and fearful as the deer’s when she
-sees the hunter’s knife glitter above her.
-
-“Great my lord, it is an order. I dare not speak.”
-
-“My order stands higher. Speak.”
-
-She trembled as she stood, with fear and weakness.
-
-“My lord, it is the sickness. Two years ago my sister Vijaya was a
-dancer. Yourself has commended her. But the cruel cough came and tore
-her breast, and at last she could scarcely lift her little feet, and
-then they sent her secretly away, and she spat blood and the cough
-devoured her, and she died. And now it has taken me also and the blood
-came from my mouth last night, and to-morrow I go. But O I beseech your
-greatness to hide my words, for it is forbidden that any grief should
-soil the air about your noble presence.”
-
-“But when you rest the cough will decline and you will be glad again, my
-sister.”
-
-“Great Prince, I shall die. For this there is no cure.”
-
-There was a long silence.
-
-“And do you fear this?”
-
-“My lord, I fear very terribly—but there is no help. What must be,
-must. And I am now too weary to dance, and it is better I die for I am a
-burden and a distress to my mother now I am worth no more money, and she
-is poor. There is scarce bread to eat.”
-
-Then the blood poured into the pale face of Siddhartha for shame and
-horror, and he said:
-
-“On such foundations was my happiness built, and others have bled and
-wept that I might laugh! O, evil Gods, shameful and disastrous to man,
-if this is all! How shall the heart of man forgive your crimes against
-us, and where is justice in all the wide Three Worlds?”
-
-And as he spoke he lifted the chain of pearls from his shoulders and
-threw them upon the dancer’s and she, beholding his nobleness and grief
-with tears, went sobbing away.
-
-The next day he sent a message to the Maharaja.
-
-“Great father, since now I know all the secrets and there is nothing
-hidden from me of the world’s woe, what hinders that I should go free to
-see it? It may be that some joy shall meet my eyes and relieve the
-burning of the flame of pity that consumes me. Also, since I have a son
-it is now surely well that I should see and know the lives of the people
-whom he and I one day shall rule. And I say this for truth, I am weary,
-weary even to death of the music and dancing and the miserable
-diversions of my prison, and if there be any hope for me it is in the
-things of men, for I have done with those of women and children. Set
-your prisoner free. It is your son who beseeches.”
-
-And when the Maharaja agreed, the Prince sent another message.
-
-“And let the city be neither decorated nor feasting. I desire to see the
-life of the people as they live it, not as they would pretend it is
-lived to please us great ones.”
-
-And this too was conceded, but the Maharaja commanded that the chief
-minister and a guard of the Sakya lords should accompany the Prince.
-
-Therefore once more the chariot and well-paced horses were prepared,
-adorned with precious stones and gold glittering like splendid sunshine,
-and he passed through the city and out by the further gate into a new
-world hitherto unknown.
-
-And as he went on the road was smooth and white, and gardens gay on
-either side and trees loaded, some with flowers and some with fruit, and
-seeing this and knowing it unprepared for his eyes, his heart stirred
-under the snow of grief and thawed a little from its ice, for it seemed
-that the people who lived therein must know some happiness and freedom
-from misery. But as he went further the heat of the day strengthened and
-became like a weight of lead, oppressive even beneath the silken canopy
-of the chariot and the sweat stood on his brow and his garments clung to
-the moisture of his skin and weariness weighed upon him.
-
-But for all this the toil about him could not cease, for men must eat,
-and work be completed and the fields of the Maharaja ploughed, and he
-saw how the labourers struggled with painful exertion, their bodies
-bent, their wet hair falling about haggard faces, their bodies fouled
-with mud and dust. And some were old and some were weak, and yet all
-must greatly toil and very pitiful was it to see their strained muscles
-and starting eyes.
-
-The ploughing oxen also—they, toiling so pitifully and with no
-reward,—their lolling tongues and gaping jaws, the whip and goad
-indenting smooth flanks until bright blood drops started and they
-trembled and shrank—all these things tortured the mind of Siddhartha as
-he sat silently observant. And he said within himself:
-
-“The world is built on pain and its foundations laid in agony. O Gods,
-most cruel and unjust, if there be a way, where is it? If there be a Law
-of Peace, where shall I find it? For I am bound in the dungeons of
-despair.”
-
-And, nobly moved to sympathy, he dismounted from the chariot, forcing
-himself to look steadfastly upon the sufferings of man and beast, and he
-sat down beneath a jambu tree, reflecting on the ways of death and
-birth. And he desired his companions, the Sakya lords, to leave him and
-wander where they would, and they went away laughing with each other and
-talking, costly umbrellas borne over them in the heat until they should
-reach the shade of the forest and there rest beside their wines and
-fruits. And then, as was now his wont, he gave himself to deep
-meditation on life and death, on transiency, and the progress of all to
-decay, desiring with all his soul that somewhere, anywhere, he might
-behold the changeless, the Abiding and in that find rest. And he asked
-of his soul:
-
-“Is there safety in riches? Are the rich exempt and high in the Gods’
-favour. No—no, indeed,—for their very luxuries consume them body and
-soul, making their bodies the home of disease and death, and their souls
-the harbourage of cowardice and terror. For it is harder to leave a
-Palace of gold than a mud hovel, and these are the spoilt children of
-the universe. There is no refuge in riches. In all the Three Worlds I
-see no refuge at all from the three Enemies—death, old age, and
-disease.”
-
-And as he meditated, his heart thus fixed, the five senses, as it were,
-extinguished, lost in the clear light of insight he entered on the first
-stage of pure rapture. All low desires submerged and in an ecstasy that
-was not joy but perfect clarity he saw the misery and sorrow of the
-world, sounding its deeps of agony and loss, the ruin wrought by age,
-disease, and death,—the hopeless dark beyond.
-
-Hitherto he had known only in part, but now the whole, even as an eagle
-suspended on unmoving pinions, floating in supernal sunshine looks down
-beholding the earth spread like a picture below him, and nothing hidden.
-
-And suddenly a great light shone within him—not to be described in
-words nor in thought comprehended. And he said these words, radiant with
-the first dawning beams of illumination:
-
-“I have heard the wisdom of men and it is the crackling of dry wood in a
-destroying fire. Now will I seek a Noble Law they have not known, a Law
-hidden and divine, and I will wrestle with disease and age and death and
-bind their terrors. For behind these things is Peace, if the way is
-opened. And I will seek until I die.”
-
-And slowly at length, passing downward from ecstasy his thoughts
-collecting centred again about things earthly, and he became aware that
-a man approached him, carrying a bowl in his hand, wearing a coarse robe
-of yellow, pacing slowly in the roadway. And their eyes met.
-
-And it appeared to the Prince that he had never before seen a man who
-resembled this strange mendicant, and he rose to greet him with
-courtesy, saying in his heart:
-
-“Who is this person? For his face is calm and joyful, and his eyes
-bespeak a soul at rest. Nor has he the mien of one tricked by sensual
-happiness, but austerity and contentment guide him, and though he treads
-on earth it does not hold him. And what is this bowl in his hand? I will
-accost him.”
-
-And this done, the stranger, with due salutation grave and sweet,
-replied:
-
-“Great lord, I am a religious mendicant, who, shuddering at the
-victorious onslaught of age, disease and death, seeing that all things
-are transient and permanence nowhere to be found, have left the fetters
-of my home behind me that I may search for some happiness that is
-trustworthy, that decays not, that is imperishable, that looks with
-equal mind on friend and enemy, and is regardless of wealth and beauty.
-Such is the only happiness that will content me.”
-
-And Siddhartha in deep amazement on hearing thoughts thus resembling his
-own, enquired eagerly:
-
-“And where, O wise man, do you seek it?”
-
-“Great lord, I seek it in solitude, in the tranquillity of deep woods,
-free from molestation. There in the Quiet dwells enlightenment. And I
-carry this bowl that the charitable may deposit an alms of food within
-it, and this is all I ask of the world. And now, pardon haste, for my
-way lies onward to the mountains where the true light awaits me, and joy
-for its attendant.”
-
-And he passed onward and was no more seen, and it is related that this
-ascetic was that divinity veiled in flesh who had made known to the
-Prince the Three Terrors,—but this I cannot tell.
-
-Be he what he might, this man left behind him the first hope that had
-enlightened the midnight of grief. And the Prince said within his soul:
-
-“This too is a seeker, and this is the life I covet, for the pleasures
-of earth are but sea-waters enraging the thirst they seem to quench, and
-what now has life to offer but the search for truth? Were there no
-others in the world but my son, my father, my wife, then surely is it
-incumbent upon me to find some means for their deliverance, but since
-the whole wide earth weeps uncomforted, what a craven should I be, if I
-spared to help it even with my blood and tears for unguents to its
-wounds. The way most surely opens before me, and the cry of the
-conquering ages is in my ears.”
-
-And after a time the Sakya lords, weary of their enjoyments, gathered
-about him and the horses were harnessed, and all returned to the city.
-And the people, rejoicing to see their Prince, gathered to meet and
-greet him, and one fair lady, leaning from a window, rejoicing in his
-beauty cried aloud:
-
-“Happy be the father, happy the mother, happy the wife of such a son and
-husband.”
-
-But this word “happy” means also “freed,” for are not freedom and
-happiness one? And taking her auspicious words for the cry of freedom he
-looked up smiling into her eyes, and said “Good is the teacher. Let this
-be her fee,” unclasped his necklace of pearls and sent it to the happy
-lady and passed on, forgetting, while she dreamed in vain of love.
-
-And all dispersed to their abodes.
-
-But the next day the Prince entered into his father’s presence, his face
-bright with resolution like the full moon, his step strong and steady as
-the gait of the King of Lions, noble and beautiful in strength.
-
-And making due obeisance he asked.
-
-“Is the Maharaj well and happy?”
-
-“Well, my son, and rejoicing to see your face so bright and calm after
-long sorrow. Is the cloud past?”
-
-“My father, it is past in part. A clear way lies before me.”
-
-“That too is well. Praise to the Wielder of the thunder and to all great
-Gods who hear our prayers.”
-
-Then tenderly, but with a calm immovable, the Prince declared his
-heart’s desire.
-
-“O kind father, worthy of all obedience, hear my case. The grief that
-has moved me is not my grief alone. Were I to die, I can die silent,
-after the manner of our race. But a man, when he beholds other men old,
-diseased, dying, is hurt, ashamed, revolted that such things should be,
-and no way of conquering such evils. There is a way if it could but be
-found.”
-
-And the Maharaja replied with anger.
-
-“What way? This is child’s folly. These things have been from Eternity,
-and men have faced the common lot as best they could, taking their
-pleasure where they might. What would you have more than others? Life is
-good, if you will but see it.”
-
-But Siddhartha answered steadfastly.
-
-“O my father, I desire your august permission to seek the solitude, and
-there, deeply meditating, to find true deliverance not only for myself
-but for you and all the world.”
-
-And when the Maharaja heard these words—“to seek the solitude” a great
-trembling of the heart seized him, and his strong voice choked in his
-throat. And at last, even as the mighty wild elephant shakes with his
-weight the boughs of a fair green sapling in the jungle, he caught the
-hands of the Prince and clung to them most pitifully, crying aloud.
-
-“Stop. Let not such ill-omened words be spoken. The time is not yet
-come—even if come it must. You are young and full of life and your
-heart beats to a glad measure. If you were to do this miserable thing
-you would bitterly repent it. You have not the strength, nor the
-knowledge. This is a resolution for old men, world-wearied. But
-you—beautiful as the day, full of youth, husband of a fair and dutiful
-wife, father of a young son, what talk is this? My son, I am ashamed for
-you. It is for me to undertake the ascetic’s life, for you to rule in
-Kapila. Let it be so, and I will go.”
-
-And Siddhartha holding his father’s hands tenderly replied thus:
-
-“My father, honoured and loved, you are the ruler and what have I to do
-with putting you from your seat? No—far be it from me! Rule in gladness
-and honour until the appointed day. But for myself—there is but one
-condition on which I can stay! If you will assure me against old age,
-disease, and death, I will remain—but not otherwise.”
-
-And the Maharaja, blind with grief, the white hairs showing on head and
-beard, said only:
-
-“Such words are impious. Am I a God that I can say to these three, ‘Thus
-far and no farther’? No—Betake yourself to pleasure and business like
-other men and forget. There is no other remedy.”
-
-But Siddhartha flung himself on his knees before his father and grasped
-his robe in the agony of his pleading.
-
-“Father, hinder me no more if you love me. If I were shut in a burning
-home would you bar the door? Let me solve my doubt for it consumes my
-very life. O let me go, let me go! For if not—what way is left? Men
-have slain themselves for a lesser hope than mine, that perhaps down the
-dark ways of death they might seek and find what they could not in this
-world of lies and counterfeits.”
-
-But he appealed in vain for the ears of his father were sealed, and when
-after pleading even to anguish the Prince had left him grave and silent,
-he issued orders that the Garden House should be guarded more strictly
-than before—that fresh dancers, fresh music, should be ordered and new
-pleasures invented and that every road and way should be watched with
-ten-fold diligence.
-
-And Siddhartha seeing the tears of his father with a compassion that
-pierced his own heart returned to the Garden House, and set himself in
-silence to consider, not knowing whence help would find him, but firm in
-his resolve.
-
-And beneath the trees Yashodara awaited him, carrying his young son in
-her arms, and she knelt beside him, uncovering the face of the child,
-bright and beautiful as a budding rose in earliest summer. For she
-thought—“Let this speak for me,” and Siddhartha read the little face so
-like his own, in silence.
-
-Then, stretching out his hand, he clasped the hand of his wife, and
-spoke thus:
-
-“Well-beloved, if our child were in a house ruining about him, and I
-stood by to see him crushed and broken, what would be your thoughts of
-me?”
-
-She smiled with pride and contentment.
-
-“Why ask? That could not be. You would give your life for him and count
-it nothing.”
-
-“Well-beloved, mother of my son, that word is true; you know it. And
-would you who love me hold me back if I rushed on death for his sake,
-counting my own life as nothing?”
-
-“For my love’s sake I would bid you go.”
-
-“True again. So speak, so do the women of our race. But hear further.
-Suppose my son fallen into bitter poverty, and that I knew of a great
-treasure hidden in far-off forests and mountains, so far that great was
-the danger, great the severance, would you bid me stay or go?”
-
-Doubt clouded the beauty of her eyes, raised toward him.
-
-“There, my heart’s lord, I know not. You are more to my son and me than
-any treasure. What are jewels, pearls or gold compared with the heaven
-of your presence? Better poverty together and the blue heaven above us
-and bright earth beneath, than loneliness and splendour.”
-
-Clasping her hand he answered:
-
-“But starving, his face gaunt with want, haunted by ghosts of grief and
-fear, would you send me or bid me stay? Think well, mother of my son.
-Would you weigh your grief against his good, and he too young to know?”
-
-And she answered:
-
-“I would say, Go—how otherwise? But, O beloved, these words are
-dreadful. Forget them. Look at the sunset strewing roses on the cold
-snows and the splendour of Surya driving his chariot down the western
-sky after the long day of glory. He is weary of pomp and colour. He
-longs for the cool refreshing dews and the dusk and quiet and the dark
-repose of midnight. Would that we could see him face to face,
-golden-eyed and inconceivably divine. The Gods are far and grief is
-near.”
-
-He loosed her hand gently.
-
-“Those words are true also, wise and beautiful.” And slowly he added:
-
-“Night comes and the Gods are far. Go in and sleep, beloved,—Yet do not
-forget the words we have spoken together, for grief comes to all and
-when it comes there is but one way—to agree nobly with necessity.”
-
-And she took the dust from his feet, rapt on the beauty of his eyes and
-went, carrying the child with her.
-
-
-
-
- PART II
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-On that night of terror and wonder were strange influences astir in the
-darkness, influences moving steadily to war. For the battle was not
-between the armies of Kings nor was the prize a throne, but a combat
-strange, unearthly between the armies of the Appetites and Desires, and
-the warriors of the World of pure spirit and wisdom eternal, and there
-and thus was it fought.
-
-It was the night of No Moon and the stars hung larger and brighter,
-suspended but a little above the earth, and the dark was still and
-breathless, so that Siddhartha would have willingly sat all night by
-Rohini listening to the cool ripple of water as she made her way through
-the gardens to an end he knew not. But this could not be, for by the
-Maharaja’s new orders the women must dog his footsteps, never permitting
-him to wander, or remain unseen. And thus, though they were invisible,
-he knew that bright eyes watched in every brake, and feet light as a
-spirit’s trod noiselessly where he went.
-
-Therefore at last, sighing, he rose and passed into the Hall where the
-dancers stood ready to sway in their beautiful measure, and the singers
-and musicians were ranged in order, fair face outshining fair face until
-the most beautiful were nearest to the gold cushions of his seat. But
-the Princess Yashodara slept far off in the little marble chamber with
-her child clasped to her bosom.
-
-And at last as the night went on a deep weariness oppressed him and lay
-like lead on his eyelids, and the subtly stealing dark and wearisome
-iteration of music and of rhythmic feet became like an opiate, and his
-head dropped on the raised pillows and he slept. So the dance slackened
-quietly and the dancers whispered one to another:
-
-“How pale is the Prince! How careworn! Was it wise in the Maharaj to
-hide from him what cannot be hidden? But we are dancers—this is not our
-business. Do not wake him lest there be anger. Mute the instruments very
-slowly and softly and let none jangle as we lay it aside. We must not
-leave him alone, lest suddenly he awake and demand more pleasure,
-therefore remain here but be very quiet and, if it be possible, sleep.
-O, it is good to rest. We too are weary of singing and dancing. It is a
-hard service. Sleep, sisters, sleep.”
-
-And it is told that when midnight drew veils of darkness over earth and
-sky there came Influences noiseless—winged as the white moth that
-haunts the evenings of summer, and that as these came, thought died from
-the soul of Siddhartha and it became Perception,—and he saw and heard
-inwardly while the women about him lay drunk with heavy sleep.
-
-Now along the night crept a strange music, thin at first and faint as
-the far-off falling of rain, but drawing nearer, nearer, sweeter than
-all harps and lutes struck with earthly hands, and at first no words
-could be distinguished but only an unearthly sweetness, soul-dividing,
-purer than the crystal purity of ice on the highest summits of the
-mountains that speak face to face with heaven.
-
-And at last, the clear sounds glided into clear words, and the Prince
-heard the mystic music, whether within or without his soul who shall
-say? But it fell from on high like white flakes of snow falling cold and
-passionless and drowning desire.
-
- “Mighty One, O Mighty One.
- There is a Way—a Way.
- The wise of old have trodden it.
- Rise now and go.
- Finding the Light,
- Share it with men.
- Grant unto all
- To drink in peace
- The water of Righteousness.
- Thou who in past lives
- Didst agonize for men,
- Nothing withholding,
- Again go forth,
- Conqueror of sorrow.”
-
-And as he listened in tranced silence once more the clear words shaped
-themselves from the heart of silence.
-
- “Light of the world,
- Remember past lives.
- Griefs without end,
- Revilings and prisons,
- Deaths many and cruel.
- These hast Thou borne,
- Loving and patiently,
- Shedding forgiveness
- On those who slew thee.
- Go forth again,
- Riding to Victory.”
-
-And when he heard and had understood this music, the Prince rose from
-sleep and looked about him in the faint light of the lamps, with
-thoughts new and awful stirring in his breast—thoughts beyond words,
-unutterable.
-
-And the women slept in disorder about him, heavily lolling as though
-drunk with wine, their faces wried and twisted, mouths awry, running
-over with saliva, limbs flung into coarse attitudes, sprawling, couchant
-like animals, with pendant lips and breasts, laughing foolishly at
-worthless dreams, hidden blemishes visible, abandoned to the disclosures
-of careless sleep, ungainly, revolting, as though the truth had suddenly
-touched them with clear ray disclosing them as they were.
-
-And the Prince said slowly:
-
-“It is a graveyard, and these are the corpses.”
-
-And shrinking in his very soul, he rose, looking down upon them with
-horror, and drawing his feet and garments from the contact went forth
-treading quietly and ascended to the roof of the House of the Garden to
-look out into the night.
-
-Dead silent was it as he turned to the eastern horizon, the air
-breathless as though the Universe waited in suspense to know what he
-would do.
-
-But he, standing alone in the night, joined the ten fingers of his
-hands, and rendered homage to all the Enlightened who had preceded him,
-exalting and uniting his purpose to theirs who had opened the way which
-the eternities shall not close.
-
-And even as he joined his hands he perceived that the bright star Pushya
-which had shone upon his birth was rising in the sky, and he knew that
-his hour was upon him.
-
-Then turning he descended, led by human anguish and longing to see once
-more his young child and its mother, for in the very deeps of his heart
-those lives were rooted, but, lest resolution should waver, he went
-first to the doorway where slept Channa the charioteer, wrapped in his
-white garment, and even as the Prince stooped above him, this man sprang
-to his feet, alert and faithful, saluting his Prince,—and in dim
-lamplight each looked into the eyes of the other.
-
-And Siddhartha said:
-
-“O faithful! The blessing that is upon me has this night touched
-perfection. Bring out my noble white horse, for my life here is done and
-I depart.”
-
-But Channa stood perfectly silent staring in his face as one bereft of
-purpose, and once more Siddhartha spoke.
-
-“What must be, must. I thirst and long for a draught of the Fountain of
-Sweet Dew. Delay no more. Saddle white Kantaka. It is an order.”
-
-And Channa obeyed.
-
-So the Prince entered the little marble chamber where on her golden bed
-lay the Princess, drowned in sweet sleep, clasping the child in her
-arms, unconscious of the grief approaching. And it appeared to
-Siddhartha that the cold air of his sorrow must rouse her, but it did
-not. She slept and smiled, rapt in a dream of content. And garlands of
-flowers hung about the chamber mingling their perfumes with the pure air
-of night breathed through marble lattices, and all this was home and
-his, and for the last time he looked upon it. And so great a desolation
-fell upon him that twice he stretched his empty arms to clasp the child
-in all its rosy warmth and dearness, and twice they fell because he
-feared to wake Yashodara from her last dream of joy.
-
-So he stood, enduring, looking upon them as a man who faces death and
-for a while he stayed, with thoughts that cannot be told, nor should
-that veil be lifted.
-
-But when the end was come and he could endure no more, he stooped above
-them until his breath mingled with theirs, and turned away leaving them
-sleeping.
-
-Then, passing through the quiet house, he came to the doorway where
-stood white Kantaka, and Channa held him pale as death.
-
-Now this horse was of all most noble, high-maned, with flowing tail,
-broad-backed, wide-browed, with round and claw-shaped nostrils, and he
-stood regarding his lord, and there was prescience in his great eyes.
-And the Prince soothed and caressed the strong neck, saying:
-
-“O brave in fight and fearless, now put forth strength in a sterner
-battle. To-night I ride far—even to the River of Eternal Life. I ride
-far to seek deliverance—not for men only, but for all your kind also.
-Therefore for your own sake, great horse,—for the sake of all that draw
-the breath of life, carry me far—far this night.”
-
-And so, springing upon the noble horse, he settled himself in the
-saddle, and pacing quietly the horse went on his way. So they passed out
-dreamlike, the man like the sun shining forth from his cloudy palaces,
-the horse like the white cloud beneath him, drawing quiet breath because
-no sound must awake the house of sleepers.
-
-And it is told—but I know not—that four attendant divine spirits laid
-their hands beneath the strong ringing hoofs to deaden the sound, and
-that others, casting the watchmen into sleep, caused the heavy barred
-gates to roll open slowly and noiselessly. But be that as it will it is
-certain that the Prince passed out, and gaining the road before the
-gates, stopped and turned, saying these words:
-
-“Never again shall I come here—never again see this beloved place,
-unless I conquer old age, disease, and death, for this is my quest.”
-
-And it is told that divine voices in the air cried aloud:
-
-“Well done. Well said.” And whether the Prince heard this or no I cannot
-tell, but he rode on his way. And man and horse, strong of heart, went
-far that night, so far that when the east flashed into light and the
-world-wide radiance of the rising sun they stood beside great woods and
-the habitations of those ascetics who had relinquished the world.
-
-There, wearied, the royal horse himself stopped, to draw restful breath
-and to drink the pure lymph of those crystalline streams. So the Prince
-dismounted and looking into the horse’s eyes he said:
-
-“You have borne me well.” And from that he turned to Channa, saying:
-
-“And you, O faithfullest, swift-footed as a bird is swift-winged, long
-have you followed me, and even before this night my heart was full of
-gratitude, and I knew you as a true man,—strong of heart and strong of
-body. But now I know more, for you have come with me utterly disdainful
-of profit, courting danger and rebuke, and what shall I say to you? Many
-words I cannot say—but only this. My heart will remember. But, here we
-part—here is our relationship ended. Take my horse and return. For me
-are births and deaths about to be ended.”
-
-And taking off the chain of beaten gold and glimmering jewels which he
-wore about his neck, he gave it to Channa, saying:
-
-“Take this in remembrance. Let it console your grief.”
-
-Then loosing the precious jewel that shone in his head-tire, he looked
-at it lying in his palm where it flashed resplendent like the sun of
-Indra’s Paradise, and he said slowly:
-
-“Take this, Channa, to my father and lay it reverently before him. It is
-my heart. Tell him that I have entered upon the life of the ascetic, not
-indeed seeking a heavenly birth, for what is that to me if again I fall
-into rebirth and it leaves me in this world of lies and illusions?—but
-that I may find the Way of Deliverance. For if that way is found then no
-more need I leave those whom I love; no more put away my kindred. But
-since I must go, let not my father endure grief for me. Let him forget
-me and be glad.”
-
-Then Channa, listening with reverence, tried to make his voice heard,
-choking with grief.
-
-“This will I do—but O the heaping up of sorrow! How shall it be
-endured? Your father increases in years, your son is but a little
-infant, the sister of your mother, who tended your childhood, loves you
-as a son,—your wife, the mother of your child—My Prince, my
-Prince!—think better before all are lost. And drive me not from you. If
-I have been faithful is not trust the reward of fidelity? O turn for
-pity’s sake: set your face homeward. This I beseech you.”
-
-But the Prince, pale and resolved, made answer:
-
-“What is relationship? Were I to die I must leave them. My own mother
-loved me, but she is vanished from among us. The kinships of this world
-are like a flock of birds that for a night settle on the same tree and
-when dawn comes disperse. Such are its ties, no more. Does any tie of
-relationship ensure the joy of permanent union? No. All is said. Say no
-more, faithful one. Return to the city and make known to all men these
-my words—‘When I have found the Way—that Way which puts an end to the
-sad endless chain of birth and death, then and not otherwise I will
-return.’ And if I do not obtain this victory my body shall perish in the
-jungle.”
-
-And as he turned to go, the horse, hearing, bent his head and licked the
-foot of the Prince, and grief was seen in his large eyes. So the Prince,
-fondly stroking his head, bade him also farewell.
-
-“My horse, gentle and noble, your good deeds have gained their reward.
-No painful rebirth awaits you—this I know. Be content, for it is well.”
-
-Then taking his jewelled sword, shining like a meteor, he cut off the
-knot of hair which as a Prince he wore twisted with jewels and even as
-he did this, there passed a hunter going toward the jungle with bow and
-arrows and wearing a garment of coarse yellow, and Siddhartha hailed the
-man.
-
-“Friend, will you change your garment for mine, for with mine I have
-done for ever.”
-
-And the man drew near, consenting, and stripped off his garment and took
-the other, and for a moment the two looked each other in the eyes,
-Channa standing by.
-
-Now it is told—but this I cannot know—that this hunter was the same
-divine spirit, who disguised in flesh had brought enlightenment to the
-Prince, but be that as it may, he took the garment and went his way in
-silence.
-
-And having made this exchange Siddhartha took off his jewels one by one
-and placed them in the hands of Channa, and stood a moment in the dull
-garment as it were a bright star in eclipse, and so looked into the
-faithful eyes of Channa—as though he would have spoken. But this he
-could not, then slowly turning he made his way to the forest, and its
-boughs and leaves opened to receive him, he parting them with his hands,
-and he passed in and was seen no more.
-
-And Channa left alone, cried aloud
-
-“It is done.”
-
-Raising his hands to the unpitying skies and letting fall his arm on the
-neck of Kantaka, he stumbled homeward, his tears falling, and great fear
-and grief possessing his soul.
-
-And here and thus ends the scripture of the great Renunciation leading
-us onward to the Discipline, the Enlightenment and the Victory.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-Going deeper into the forest, calm and resolved in mind, startling the
-deer as he passed, the birds rising about him with cries, the Prince
-went on his way, plucking the wild berries and fruits for food, he who
-had been served from gold and silver, and the sun now fully risen poured
-floods of light between the quivering leaves and ancient branches of
-those venerable trees. And as he passed, seeing the world so beautiful,
-dew trembling like crystals upon leaf and flower and the perfume of the
-morning exhaling like the breath of a maiden in pure mist, the beginning
-of peace rose in his troubled mind, and he said within himself.
-
-“After a great storm comes calm. Let me now control my grief,
-remembering that the past returns no more than Rohini after she has
-flowed into the ocean. And as in the ocean drifting logs for awhile meet
-and touch and are then driven apart by the waves so is it with parents,
-wives, children and wealth. This is most true.”
-
-And when at noon he was weary and his feet torn with the strong thorns
-and hooks of jungle creepers he sat down to rest and the thought came.
-
-“Were I now in the sweet garden by Rohini how would my wife,
-soft-handed, gentle-voiced, weep to see these feet, with what cool
-dropping unguents would she staunch the blood, which now I have not so
-much as a rag to wipe away.”——
-
-So, seeing this and waiting his opportunity Mara the Tempter—that One
-evil from of old, drew near through the shining trees, and whether he
-spoke within or without the heart of Siddhartha I cannot tell, but most
-certainly he spoke and his voice at first distant as the humming of
-ardent black bees about a flower became nearer, sweeter, subtle, until
-it sealed every sense to all but its meaning. And thus he said:
-
-“O Prince, merciful and compassionate but utterly misled, what is it you
-would do in the wild forest? Is this a place for a ruler of men? Far be
-it from you! By what evil counsel do you abandon your duties, flinging
-all madly aside to become an ascetic? What reason is there in believing
-that pain and destruction of the body give wings to the soul? No—but
-far otherwise, for the soul dwindles with the tortured body as flame
-dies when it has consumed the fuel. And if your aim be to benefit
-mankind, are not just and powerful Kings needed, and was it not foretold
-at your auspicious birth that you would become an empire-ruling King?
-Here—living and dying in the jungle, how is your might wasted, and the
-people forsaken!”
-
-And the voice grew sweeter and more poignant and verily before him did
-Siddhartha see the face of the Tempter, beautiful and melancholy with
-pleading mouth and eyes that entreated and hands spread out in prayer.
-
-“Think better, O Prince. Consider how the kingdom of Kosala lies near to
-Kapila and easily to be captured. Great are the cities of Kosala.
-Consider the city of Ayodhya—in length it is eighty-four miles, in
-breadth seventy, and the streets so broad that a team of elephants—nay
-two; might be easily driven abreast, and flowering trees stand along
-them, and there are rows of stalls to which the wealthy merchants flock
-from all the countries of the world, from China and Lanka and down the
-Passes from Balkh and Samarkhand; their caravans of camels and horses
-carrying such rarities as kingly hearts desire. There are gardens and
-mango groves for the delight of the citizens and clear waters where they
-may sport like swans and other aquatic birds, and mountain-like palaces
-adorned with pinnacles and banners and glittering with precious
-inlay,—and great houses where skilled actors delight their hearers with
-song and dance and story, so that eye and ear are transported in seeing
-and hearing. And there is a quarter of the city where dwell women of
-beauty exceeding the Apsaras, for they are brought from the ends of the
-earth to delight the happy people of Kosala. And the town is thronged
-with splendid elephants and horses; and neighbouring kings, decked with
-earrings and armlets, come to pay tribute and marvel at the glittering
-beauty of the city. There is no want of food and the very water is sweet
-as the juice of the sugar-cane, and night and day the air resounds with
-music and stringed instruments. And all this is yours for the taking.”
-
-And heart-enthralling was the picture that rose before the Prince’s eyes
-in hearing, for he beheld Yashodara a Queen beside him, fair and royal,
-example to women, and between his knees his son Rahula proud and
-gentle—a great King to be, and a happy people sheltered in his
-shadow—a noble people enlightening the dark tribes about them. And the
-soft voice proceeded like the breathing melody of a flute.
-
-“Nor are the Gods forgotten in the city of Ayodhya; great reverence is
-done them, and were a royal saint upon the throne, crime would be
-banished and forgotten and the Golden Age return to earth. O bountiful
-and merciful, all this is in your hands. There also are troops of noble
-Brahmans, celebrated for learning and piety, for it were shame indeed if
-greatness of mind and soul were forgotten in the pleasure of the senses.
-No—far otherwise. And with such wisdom, there is no poverty, for every
-householder is rich in horses and cattle and food. All possess earrings
-and garlands, each is content with his own gains, free from
-covetousness, speaking the truth.”
-
-And when the sweet subtle voice ceased the Prince replied:
-
-“Then it is only I who shall be covetous—I, who must plunge this happy
-city in blood and tears that I may take it to be my slave? And the King
-who has made them happy I must slay. Is this what you would have me do?”
-
-And the Tempter replied gravely.
-
-“Prince, there is no good but what it might be better, and if that King
-is wise you are wiser. Turn again to Kapila and to glory, and to the
-good of mankind and this that I promise shall befall in seven days.”
-
-Then summoning his fortitude, Siddhartha said slowly.
-
-“This city filled with pleasure, beauty and wealth, with wisdom and
-content,—is it safely protected, O wise one? Is it well fortified
-against attack?”
-
-And eager was the voice of the Tempter.
-
-“Well asked, O Prince, and wisely. It is fortified as never city in the
-world’s history. About it goes a mighty wall where the King’s chariots
-may drive abreast, and about that a moat wide and deep, and there is a
-host of warriors, each able to combat with a thousand. Never city so
-safe. Nor could even yourself conquer it did I not give you friends
-within the gates.”
-
-“Then is it certain that age, disease and death, those fell enemies,
-must needs stay outside? They cannot enter in this guarded city?” So
-said the Prince.
-
-There was silence. And presently Siddhartha answering the subtle voice
-said:
-
-“Go from me, thou Ancient Evil! The snare is set too plain. For all
-their wealth this miserable people must suffer and decay and die like
-all the world and their riches are but a pang the more. Truly one day I
-may come to Ayodhya and as a conqueror bringing great riches in my hand
-for their good, but not thus—not thus!”
-
-And in his heart the subtle voice was stilled and he rose and went on
-his way with bleeding feet. And as he went he said this to himself:
-
-“Before the days when I considered the terrors of re-birth, old age,
-disease and death, I sought after such merchandise as the merchandise of
-Kosala, subject to all these lures. But now, seeing the danger, awake
-and alert, let me seek only after the things which have no part in
-these, even the supreme joy and security of the Peace.”
-
-But though he did not know it, that Tempter followed, for who is immune
-from his arts, and he thought, watching the serenity of the Prince:
-
-“This time he has conquered, but sooner or later even if riches fail
-some hurtful or malicious thought will burn within him and then—then he
-is mine.”
-
-And from that hour he crept behind the Prince on the watch for sin,
-cleaving to him like a shadow which follows the object from which it
-falls.
-
-So after long journeying he came to Rajagriha—name never to be
-forgotten because once the Light of the world sojourned there. And this
-was the capital of King Bimbisara, King of Magadha, and it lay very
-pleasantly in an eastern valley of holy Ganges, surrounded by the five
-mountains of the Vindhya range, and these are beautiful though but as
-foothills comparing them with those great ramparts of the Gods—the
-mountains beyond Kapila.
-
-Now in these Vindhya mountains are caves in the lower hills, all grown
-about by trees, in the solitude yet not so far but what an ascetic may
-go to the city if needful, and in these caves certain learned and holy
-Brahmans had established themselves and to each came disciples, counting
-this world as husks if they might rise to the heavens on strong wings of
-knowledge and belief.
-
-Coming wearily through the forest, pale and worn with unused hardships,
-the Prince climbed upward to the caves shaded by great trees and in an
-excellent quiet, and at last before him he saw the mouth of a cave hung
-with vines and grown about by bushes in blossom, and before it sat a man
-clothed in a garment of red bark, and he was in the lotus posture to
-ward off evil, and the Prince seeing him thus meditating passed around
-him respectfully three times and took his seat in silence at a proper
-distance, waiting his pleasure.
-
-So time went by, and the ascetic never stirred though his shadow shifted
-as the sun went on his golden journey westward, and Siddhartha meditated
-on the Way of Peace, wondering if the man before him had its key, and to
-him too the time was not long, and the cool shade bathed his wounded
-feet and refreshed them.
-
-And at last the ascetic returned to earth and looked at him with
-visionary incurious eyes while the Prince waited respectfully, and
-finally he accosted Siddhartha, asking what had brought him hither, to
-whom the Prince dutifully replied, for a teacher is more even than a
-parent, being a spiritual and not a fleshly father, and he besought his
-instruction.
-
-And having heard, the Brahman Alara considered awhile, and agreed that
-he should study the Vedas and Upanishads, those ancient holy scriptures,
-under his guidance and amid the families of holy persons, both men and
-women, who dwelt in the caves and woods each engaged in religious duties
-and pursuing the way to Heaven.
-
-And the Prince, with folded hands, said humbly:
-
-“I am but a beginner, great sir; I do not know the rules of the
-religious life. Be pleased to grant me information.”
-
-And that twice-born Brahman of high lineage informed Siddhartha of the
-rules of the various teachers and of the fruits expected from their
-practices. He declared how some lived only on food proceeding from pure
-water, some subsisting on edible roots and tender twigs, others on
-fruits and flowers some, like deer, eating grass and herbs, others again
-begging their food and giving it in charity, keeping only the crumbs and
-remnants for themselves.
-
-Also he named those ascetics who torture the body in order to subdue it,
-those who let water drop continually on their heads—and many more,
-cunning in devising sufferings and cruel austerities, so that at the end
-of every life they may purchase birth in Heaven and taste divine
-tranquillities and pleasures before they are again launched into the
-dreary sea of mortal existence.
-
-“And thus,” he said, “are great joys attained, impossible to be
-described in words, delectable to the soul.”
-
-And the Prince heard with reverence, and the ascetics, men and women who
-dwelt in the woods and caves, seeing the beauty of his face and his
-serenity and courtesy were moved with wonder and admiration,
-saying—“Who is this most beautiful young man, so calm and noble? Surely
-he has the appearance of a great Prince and can be no other. Well is it
-when such forsake the world’s things for the things of the Gods.”
-
-And his master appointed a cave for his dwelling tapestried with nests
-of the wild black bees, and dripped about in one part with golden honey,
-but because the holy men were friendly to all creatures and disturbed
-none of their combs but only ate a little of the dripped honey, the bees
-were friendly also and pleasant companions, their myriad voices soothing
-to meditation as the sounds of a great ocean far off.
-
-Here dwelt Siddhartha joining in the strong chanting of Vedic hymns and
-hearing the recital of the Vedas and Upanishads, for books were
-none—the memories of men carrying all knowledge, and he learnt these
-things with a swiftness almost incredible, because his heart was in it.
-And when food was needed, clad in his yellow garment he took his begging
-bowl, and went down to the city begging from house to house, for he
-considered thus:
-
-“Full of hindrances is the household life; the haunt of passion. Free as
-air is the homeless state,” and all the luxuries of his former life
-seemed empty as a dream that flies at dawn. “Better is the alms of food
-I beg than the wines and fruits cooled in snow, the rich meats and
-costly of Kapila.” So he said night and day, though at first his soul
-loathed the food.
-
-Now one day when he went to the town of Giribaja to beg his food it so
-happened that the King of Magadha, Bimbisara, stood on the high terrace
-of his palace, looking down the street, and he saw the young ascetic
-coming slowly, holding his bowl in his hands and courteously accepting
-what was given. And there was that in the nobility of his person and
-evident signs of Aryan birth which arrested the eyes of the King and he
-said to those about him.
-
-“Look upon this man, lords, beautiful is he, great and pure. He is
-guarded in conduct: his eyes do not wander, he looks not more than a
-fathom’s length before him. Such a man is of no low caste. See how, like
-a great noble, he is self-possessed and serene, moving in solitary
-majesty as the moon among faint stars. Send my royal messengers and
-inquire where that mendicant goes.”
-
-And the messengers ran at the King’s word and hurried down into the
-street saying to one another.
-
-“Where is that Bhikkhu[1] going? It is toward the mountain Pandava. That
-must be his abode.”
-
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-
-[1] Monk.
-
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-
-And having followed where Siddhartha went they returned to the King and
-told him—
-
-“On the eastern slope of Mount Pandava that Bhikku has taken his seat, a
-King among men as the tiger among beasts.”
-
-And the King said, “Bring out my chariot,” and he directed it to the
-mountain.
-
-Now when the road ended he did not return discouraged but dismounting
-went onward climbing up on foot until he came near to where the Prince
-sat, and there with eagerness and courtesy the King greeted him, for as
-lions know their kind, not mistaking them for jackals, so is it with the
-great. And the King took his seat on a rock, saying:
-
-“I beseech you, sir, to tell me your family and lineage. Young are you,
-a man in his first youth, fine and delicate in colour, the glory of the
-vanguard of an army. I would lay wealth at your feet, if wealth
-delighted you. Speak, and tell me your mind.”
-
-And as he spoke the nobles stood grouped about to hear, correcting every
-careless or unseemly gesture because the man was great and the very air
-about him pure, and they beheld with joy his noble body bright as gold,
-his eyes of darkest blue, and the kingliness of his manners.
-
-And the Prince replied with gratitude and noble courtesy:
-
-“Great King, kind and liberal is your heart, and precious your
-generosity to my own, but all these things lie behind me far as dawn
-from sunset. I had wealth and power, and more, but regarding these
-things as hindrances to perception I am come out into the solitude to
-seek the Way of Peace.”
-
-And having thus begun he related to the King his family and history and
-all about them held breath to listen.
-
-And the King, sighing, at last said this:
-
-“Noble one, I cannot but reverence your choice yet I lament it, for the
-world has need of you. I would share my kingdom with you could that
-shake your resolution. There is nothing I could refuse would it draw you
-to us again for I see you surpassing other men and have not known your
-like.”
-
-But the steadfast Prince replied:
-
-“Illustrious and world-renowned, descendant of Arya, your words are
-heard with deep veneration. Righteous and sincere, you speak the truth,
-and virtue is not confined to any one school of thought—the sun lights
-the whole world and the Way of a great and just king is blessed. But for
-me, I have heard a call. My way is onward and behind me lie the Five
-Desires. Would a hare rescued from a serpent’s jaws go back to be
-devoured? As little would I return to the dreams and illusions that have
-fallen from me. King, there are many quests and mine is to find
-deliverance for the world from the Wheel of Agony that turns and turns
-and will not cease through pitiless ages of rebirth and sorrow. There is
-a way,—and I have given all that I may find it. But you—return, O wise
-King, to your happy city. May you direct and defend your subjects in
-peace. May the Gods be good to you. May all good go with you.”
-
-And the King replied with gratitude and noble courtesy said these words:
-
-“That which you seek, great Prince, may you attain, receiving the
-perfect fruit of your birth. And when this is gained I pray you return
-to me that I also may share in your wisdom, and graciously receive me as
-one who would learn.”
-
-So the Prince rising, with courteous salutations, pursued his way to the
-solitude, and the King and his nobles with folded hands followed a
-little way in reverence and then with thoughtful and mindful hearts
-returned to the city.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-So while the Prince went on into the woods, turning his steadfast face
-to the dawn of Enlightenment, Channa the charioteer went slowly back to
-Kapila, grieving and weeping, leading the noble horse, for he had most
-surely hoped that where his lord went he might follow, having proved
-himself faithful; and as the darkness of night closed in upon him he
-wavered, halting and looking behind him and then again proceeding,
-irresolute in mind.
-
-And the horse also grieved for his master, going heavily, his head bowed
-that was held so nobly, neither would he eat grass nor drink water, and
-no joy nor spirit were left in him, for he thought “I shall never see
-him again.” And even as he thought this, his great heart broke for
-grief, and he died. But in a happy place was he reborn because of his
-fidelity, even as the Prince had foreseen, for in no world can love lose
-the blessedness of its love.
-
-But Channa went yet more slowly, weeping a second sorrow, and to him the
-land appeared withered as when a man returns to a ruined city which once
-he knew glad and living, and it seemed as though the sun hidden behind a
-mountain no longer enlightened the world.
-
-So the men about the way, seeing him in grief, turned again to look, and
-consternation seized them and one cried aloud:
-
-“Where is the Prince—beloved of the world? Have you taken him away by
-stealth? Where is he hidden?”
-
-And Channa halting, said with sighs;
-
-“I who followed him always with a loving heart, would I have left him?
-Little do you know me! He has dismissed me,—O men of Kapila! He has
-buried himself in the forests to live the life of an ascetic.”
-
-And those who listened heard this with dark foreboding, for it appeared
-to them that things deep, strange, and mysterious had suddenly appeared
-in their way, and that the very world had changed in its course if such
-things could be. What had there been lacking to the Prince that he
-should go out thus to seek it? What had he beheld, invisible to them?
-
-And the news spread from them to the city and men and women rushed out
-to the gates, and when they saw that Channa wept as he returned in
-loneliness, they, not understanding whether the Prince was dead or
-alive, cried out.
-
-“What has befallen? Surely sorrow is added to sorrow.”
-
-And like the flash of lightning news spread to the House of the Garden
-and the women of the palace, their hair dishevelled about them, their
-robes flung hastily on as for a night-alarm, came pouring down to the
-doors that they might hear the worst, and when they saw the charioteer
-alone, they raised a loud and bitter cry. So women mourn the beloved
-dead when hope itself is dead with him.
-
-And the cry reached Prajapati, aunt and foster-mother of the Prince,
-sister of Maya his mother, and she wept, saying to herself.
-
-“Alas—his beauty, his beauty! O my son, who was there to compare with
-him? I see his dark locks bound with gold, his eyes blue and deep as the
-Ox-King’s, his broad shoulders and strong arms, a Tiger-King among men.
-How can it be endured that you should suffer the chills and heats of the
-forest and we, bereft and miserable, see you no more!”
-
-And the great lady threw herself upon the earth and so lay, with the
-women sitting about her, held motionless by strong grief, as marble
-images.
-
-And when at last one gathered up courage to tell the Princess she sent
-for Channa, towering in indignation above him like an angry Queen.
-
-“O faithless man, and trusted in vain! evil contriver, false
-servant!—beneath these pretended tears there is a hidden smile. You
-went out with him and alone you return. What have you done? Better an
-open enemy than a false friend. Alas, the sorrows of our line! Surely
-his noble mother died foreseeing the grief of to-day, for our house is
-left unto us desolate!”
-
-And Channa, pierced to the soul and thunderstruck, was silent, and she
-spoke again.
-
-“You weep aloud now. Why did you not awake the Palace when he went? Then
-all might have been saved. Now it is too late.”
-
-So, folding his hands, with no anger in his heart, for the agony of the
-Princess was visible, the true Channa replied:
-
-“Great Lady, have pity on my grief, for I am innocent in this. In my
-soul I believe it was the Gods’ doing. From the day of his birth there
-have been portents, and who was I to stand against it?”
-
-Then the Princess, just and noble of soul, recollected herself,
-regretting her words, knowing well that the burden of the Gods’ purpose
-is their own and cannot be charged upon a man, and she spoke gently to
-him, and when he was gone she sat alone mourning, recalling the face and
-voice of her Prince, and slowly as the strong grief overburdened her she
-slipped down strengthless from the golden cushions and lay upon the
-ground, her empty arms stretched out before her.
-
-So her women found her, and as they raised her tenderly, she said this
-only:
-
-“Take away my golden bed where my lord and I lay, for henceforth I will
-lie upon bare earth. Take away my robes of silk and my jewels and bring
-me the yellow robe of the mendicant, for I am beggared indeed.
-Henceforth I will wear no other. Cut off my long hair, for I have done
-with beauty. And once a day and once only, bring me the food of the
-mendicant, such as will keep the flame of life alight and no more, for
-as to pleasure, the name of it is forgotten.”
-
-And as she said so was it done, and the long and perfumed tresses that
-touched her lovely feet fell about her like a dropped veil, and thus she
-lived henceforward, and for her child’s sake only.
-
-But as to the Maharaja his case was different, for love and anger
-contended in him, and his thoughts charged each other as in battle,
-rushing madly hither and thither like a herd of wild elephants. And when
-his nobles gathered about him he raged aloud before them:
-
-“Once I had a son. Now I have none. What is my kingdom to me, and my
-horribly echoing empty palace? And what are rule and dominance? Why was
-he given to be taken?”
-
-And for all the royal priest and the wise minister could do, they could
-not assuage his wrath and grief until the thought occurred to them that
-they might follow the wanderer and yet compel or persuade him to return.
-Then, and then only, the King listened:
-
-“Go,” he said, “and swiftly. Let not a breath intervene between now and
-your going, for life is unendurable until you return with him.”
-
-So in great haste the priest and minister set out on the way indicated
-by Channa, counting every instant of time they lost precious as dropped
-grains of pearl.
-
-And when they were come to the forests and hills of Rajagriha, they
-asked their way of the wandering religious persons whom they met, and of
-the cave-dwelling ascetics, and to these grave persons they said:
-
-“We are come, beseeching your aid. We serve a King like to the greatest
-of the Gods and his son, beautiful as the God who pierces hearts, has
-forsaken us and gone out into the solitudes seeking a remedy against old
-age, disease, and death, a thing no man can find. Knowing this, tell us,
-we entreat, where we may find him.”
-
-And the ascetics replied:
-
-“We know him and his beauty and nobleness. He is gone to the cave of
-Alara the Brahman that he may seek for illumination.”
-
-Scarcely giving themselves time to hear and to utter thanks those two
-old men, the priest and minister, hurried on.
-
-Now as they did so the awe of the place and its quiet and the spirit of
-deep contemplation arising from the residence of so many holy persons
-fell on them, and insensibly their speed slackened, and neither said
-this to the other, but the same influence was upon them both, and as
-they had abandoned the royal chariot when the track ceased, so also they
-now divested themselves of the insignia of their high offices, and
-advanced humbly towards their destination. And as they went they saw a
-young ascetic seated beneath a tree, his hands folded and eyes fixed
-upon the running water of a stream before his feet, and he heard their
-steps and rising saluted them, and it was their Prince.
-
-Surely words cannot tell how this sight moved them—they who had seen
-him far otherwise, who perceived about him now a difference immeasurable
-even in thought!
-
-But they saluted him with more than the old obedience, and being hidden
-took their seats beside him as the twin stars attend the moon. And about
-them was the vast quiet and silence and shadow of the forest.
-
-Then choosing their words with care as a warrior chooses the arrows that
-shall lose his life or save it, in turn they set before him the
-condition of his father the King, asking him with deep earnestness how
-it could be right in his eyes to abandon all his duties, inflicting
-sorrow worse than death upon those he loved and left.
-
-And when they had spoken, only the little running water took up the tale
-for the Prince meditated upon their words, and they dared not interpose.
-
-After a long interval he raised his head and answered:
-
-“This is well spoken, but I have entered the road wherein is no turning.
-For it is not for myself only that I seek the remedy, but for all
-creation. And to me the earth is filled with this thought and with this
-only, and however you may use the sorcery of words to bewilder me it
-fails. I have heard and I will again hear your plea, but this is and
-will be my answer—The sun, the moon, forsaking the sky, may fall to
-earth, the snowy mountains topple from their base, but I will never
-change my purpose.”
-
-And having said this he rose, and the two with him, and they, seeing
-that they broke themselves against rock, answered gently:
-
-“My Prince, it is enough. No more remains to be said. We will intrude
-our presence on you no more, but will return to the King and lay your
-fixed resolution before him.”
-
-And they saluted him, and returned slowly through the forest, pausing
-here and there as they went to speak with the calm and untroubled
-inhabitants who therein sought the treasure of wisdom, eager to
-understand from them if possible the teaching which as the nectar of
-flowers draws the bee, had drawn the Prince to the homeless life. Hard
-was it to comprehend, and at last, sad and bewildered, they emerged from
-the green ocean of leaves to the light of common day and mounting the
-chariot, plied lash and shout hastening homeward, and thus was the last
-tie with Kapila broken.
-
-And the Prince remained behind them, upborne by the love of those he had
-forsaken, a love too great for them and such as they to comprehend.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-Then for patient years. Siddhartha, the Buddha to be,—struggled to the
-light in the forest, finding none. Surely was this the dark night of the
-soul wherein not so much as a star gleams in the thick and stifling
-midnight.
-
-With Alara he studied long and patiently, so mastering his system of
-thought that the ascetics who followed Alara besought the Prince to
-become their master. But this he would not, for he discerned no finality
-in this teaching, nor any real deliverance, because desire is not
-extinguished even though it be for high things, and though it be held
-but by a finger the ego of man is drawn again and yet again into the
-revolving wheel that mangles him,—the wheel of birth and death.
-
-Therefore abandoning the teacher Alara he went sorrowfully on to the
-teacher Uddaka, that wise dweller in solitude, and with him he studied
-in patience, hoping yet against hope that here at last might be the
-beginning of light.
-
-And he mastered this system also, confronting his instructor with
-difficulties which could be neither explained nor overcome,—finding
-that Uddaka promised a glittering heaven not founded upon the
-Unchangeable, but transitory, vanishing, illusory. And here too the Way
-was not, nor the unchanging Law.
-
-Then at last on his long patience dawned a certainty—that no help was
-in any son of man, that the riddle was too high for them and their wings
-fluttered lamed in the blue and awful heights where his own thoughts
-soared—and that even this height was not high enough. And within
-himself he said:—
-
-“What I have learned here I have learned and there is no more. The
-pasture is eaten bare. I will go on alone into the forests of Uruvela
-and there I will practise a terrible asceticism beyond all I have seen
-in Rajagriha, for it may be these men are right who teach that in the
-destruction of the body lies enfranchisement of the soul. I cannot tell,
-but I will pass by no opening which may set my feet in the Way.”
-
-So travelling alone (for he said in his heart:
-
-“If a traveller does not meet with one who is his better or his equal
-let him steadfastly keep to his solitary journey: there is no
-companionship with a fool.”) He came at last to the town of Uruvela, and
-when he saw the place he loved it, and long afterwards, when
-Enlightenment was come he spoke of it thus.
-
-“Then, O disciples, I thought within myself, Surely this is a place dear
-and delightful. The forest is wide and deep. There flows a pure river,
-with little creeks where a man may bathe, and fair lie the villages of
-the simple people. This is a good place for one in search of
-deliverance.”
-
-But he was very weary, and often he said to his heart:
-
-“Long is the night to him who is awake, long is a mile to him who is
-tired, long is life to him who knows not the true Law. O that it would
-shine upon me in this gross darkness.”
-
-And there in the great woods he set himself to a cruel discipline so
-that other wood-dwellers marvelled at his austerities though themselves
-treading a painful way. And of these were in especial five, of whom more
-hereafter. And they established themselves within reasonable distance,
-hoping to learn from him when he should attain, and talking with him of
-great things.
-
-So by the river in the forest composing his body and mind he set himself
-to contemplation lessening his food little by little daily until he
-subsisted on a morsel incredible to the mind of man, and even this he
-would have spared had it been possible that the attenuated body could
-still have caged the soul. And after awhile he spoke to no man, sitting
-lost in far-off regions they could not enter, even controlling his
-breath so that scarcely could he be said to breathe at all.
-
-So still, so motionless, he sat day-long that he became a part of nature
-as much as the tree that sheltered him, and the creatures of the forest
-moved about him unafraid. The furry mothers brought their cubs to nestle
-by his feet, and winged mothers lit upon his shoulders to call their
-broods, and at his feet the wild peacock outspread his jewelled fans,
-and fear was unknown in the still presence of the Bodhisattva—the
-Buddha-to-be.
-
-Far and wide spread the fame of this great and noble ascetic in the
-woods of Uruvela, and persons would journey from the city that they
-might stand far off and see him lost in meditation, and when, looking
-timidly through the boughs, they beheld his starved body like a withered
-tree and his calm unseeing eyes they were moved with wonder and
-compassion, and went away very softly, in their hearts entreating his
-prayers and blessings.
-
-But lost in deep meditation Siddhartha was beyond prayer or blessing and
-whether they came or went, he neither saw nor knew.
-
-Making his way perfect through the disentangling powers of wisdom,
-fasting cruelly, yet not trusting in this austerity for enfranchisement,
-he strengthened in heart and wisdom even as his body weakened.
-
-And first he meditated on transience, and all about him confirmed the
-truth, for nothing stayed but all became and passed instantly, never
-resting, into further becoming. About him the seasons trod their quiet
-round. Scarcely had the young spring burst into blossom, when, before
-she had leisure to mirror her beauty in the river at his feet, she was
-lost in the burning splendour of summer, and this passed without pause
-or division into the gold and orange fruitage of autumn and the
-passionate weeping of the rains, and so ended in the temperate sweetness
-of winter, there to recommence the eternal Wheel of Change.
-
-And he thought: “There is no being, for all is becoming. On what shall
-we build?”
-
-And before him the spider spun her frail thread, glittering with morning
-dew, lovely as a queen’s garments in the pale morning gold that filtered
-through green leaves. And so in a moment it was gone. And he thought:
-
-“Surely the existence of man is frailer. A blow, a breath of pestilence
-and he lies broken, an offence to the earth. To appear, to disappear.
-Such is the history of man as of the meanest of insects.” And before his
-strained perception unrolled itself the whole vast phantasmagoria of
-thought like a veil hung to conceal the Permanent, the Eternal, and he
-could not penetrate behind it. Before him were the steps by which the
-creature ascends to the Source, but in the height they dissolved into
-vapour and dispersed into cloud and there was no way there.
-
-And sometimes so present were the evil and pain of life to his vision,
-so unescapable their presence, that for a space it seemed the perfection
-of divine attainment was but an infinite of the first power, but evil
-and pain an infinite of immeasurable power, terrible in perfection. And
-to a lesser than the Bodhisattva this must have brought madness or
-despair, but strong as an eagle to the sun he outsoared the dark clouds.
-And unknown to himself nature spread her guards about him. In the rising
-of the moon was peace and her light shed tenderer dreams like the soft
-falling of snow, and the strong leap of the sun at dawn in the first of
-his three strides, was the outrush of hope—hope unfulfilled but ever on
-before. And the breeze was good to him, laying a cool hand on weary
-temples, and the singing of the river overflowed from the very heart of
-quiet.
-
-And as the tapestry of life unrolled its pictures before his eyes he
-read its lesson. Happiness is a dream and sorrow a truth and individual
-life a misfortune from which impersonal contemplation is the only
-enfranchisement. Could this be true? Could it be possible that a barren
-soul, a proud and complete selfishness and heedlessness of all other
-sufferers than himself, disdain of the crowd and indifference to all
-that the vulgar covet, represent the only escape for the wise man from
-the entanglements of Maya—Illusion? No—a thousand times no! Better to
-drop into the jaws of darkness and be extinguished than remain petrified
-and apart in a world where men must bleed and die.
-
-Then is goodness itself a lie? Is man the eternal dupe of words and
-phrases contrived to make us docile to suffering as slaves to the whip?
-Is hope but a watery rainbow painted on a dissolving cloud? Is the Way
-itself a dream begotten of Misery, the Mother, and Pride, the
-father—Pride that will have man think himself a something when in
-reality he is nothing and his fate concerns the universe as much as
-blown grains of sand in a whirlwind, rising and settling as aimlessly?
-
-And at such times the Bodhisattva felt the endless turning of the Wheel
-within his own soul, and a vertigo of perception seized him as the
-Infinities gazed over his head in untroubled calm, and only the Wheel
-turned and turned in merciless revolution.
-
-Then were it not better to submit to passive ignorance and fight no
-more? To sink into wearied submission, accepting the lash and fetter for
-doom? For each life is built up of millions, and where is the redemption
-for its infinite littleness? Let all pass for all is nothing.
-
-But at such times he steadied himself upon the thought of Law. Could a
-man nobly agree with necessity which is the other name of Law, were that
-no peace and enlightenment? Is not Law beheld in nature? What is this
-incessant changing yet unchanging series of phenomena unperplexed by
-self-contemplation and analysis which man sees about him. What? Is it a
-play—a spectacle that Brahm the Universal Spirit has set in motion for
-Its own delight, or is it Itself expanded throughout the Universe, and
-if this be so is man the one thing outside Its circumference, and if he
-be within it, shall he only be ignorant of the Law and agonized because
-he does not obey it? If man is capable of conceiving the Law surely it
-exists and is his and him.
-
-So he looked down the abyss and beheld nothing but persistence in change
-and the infinity of infinities. Was there anywhere a fixed point? Surely
-only in the relation of all to Law. Therefore he hungered and thirsted
-for Law, forgetting the emaciation of his body and its pitiable
-weakness, thirsting for the Way with a deathly thirst that consumed him,
-rendering him incapable of all other suffering.
-
-But though he knew full well and each day perceived more clearly that
-the climax of wisdom is perception of this universal Law from which
-nothing—no, not the very soul of man is exempt—still it evaded him.
-Freedom from deception he attained, diamond-clear lucidity, certainty
-that there is a first principle and final aim of the Universe, but the
-Way to touch hands with it he could not find.
-
-Thus, having caught but a glimpse of the Absolute like a star in driven
-clouds, he had gained the certainty of what is not, but not as yet the
-knowledge of what is, and there even the majesty of the Bodhisattva’s[2]
-intellect fell back baffled, and at last his mind became like a dimness
-in which thought itself lost its way and analysis stumbled, and the
-clear call became like the falling of a great water in which many sounds
-fuse into a confused roar in which nothing but mere noise is to be
-discerned, deafening the ears and confusing the senses.
-
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-
-[2] The Buddha-to-be.
-
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-
-And thus he sat for six long years, and at the end though he had
-discerned the perishable, the transient, the Eternal Way was far from
-his perception, and life rushed by him from an unknown beginning to a
-hopeless end, defending itself frantically for a few brief years, but in
-the end conquered, and the man broken in the frail edifice which is
-called his being.
-
-And now he was so wasted that life hung in him by a thread worn slender
-as a spider’s, and the fame of his terrible austerities had spread like
-the sound of a great bell hung in the canopy of the skies, and if he had
-gained what he sought all this would have counted as nothing in his
-eyes, but in the long six years he had not gained, and his mind tortured
-him because now it seemed that it broke itself and its power dispersed
-like a mighty wave broken on rocks and fleeing in foam and spray. And
-one day when he rose to his feet, still drowned in hopeless meditation,
-his limbs failed beneath him, and he fell and so lay exhausted, spent,
-believing “This is death, and I am conquered.”
-
-And it could not be otherwise for very terrible had been his austerities
-and later he told his disciple this.
-
-“I remember when a crab-apple was my only daily food. I remember when a
-single grain of rice was my only grain of food. And my body became
-extremely thin and lean. Like dried withered reeds my arms and legs, my
-hips like a camel’s hoof, like a plait of hair my spine. As project the
-rafters of a house’s roof, so raggedly stuck out my ribs. As in a
-deep-lying brook the watery mirror beneath appears so small as almost to
-disappear, so in the deep hollows of my eye-pits my eye-balls well nigh
-wholly disappeared. As a gourd becomes shrivelled and hollow in the hot
-sun so did the skin of my head become parched. And pressing my stomach
-my hands touched my spine, and feeling my spine my hand felt through to
-the stomach. And yet with all this mortification I came no nearer to the
-supernatural faculty of clearness of knowledge.”
-
-So for a long time he lay in the borderland of death, and had this been
-the end—O Light of the World extinguished, O Sun set at dawn!—but it
-was not to be, and slowly, very slowly, consciousness returned, and his
-heavy eyelids lifted and once more he beheld the light. And he thought:
-
-“If I could creep down to the river the waters, warm and kindly, would
-refresh me, and thought would perhaps return to me, and a little rest.”
-
-And painful inch by inch Siddhartha crept down to the river, supporting
-himself as he went by the extended hands of branches, and in a warm
-shallow of water, sparkling in green shade he lay, foredone, and it
-flowed about him gently, bringing healing.
-
-And the five ascetics watching him from far off said to each other:
-
-“He will die now; the ascetic Gotama will die now. It is not possible
-that a man so worn and exhausted should live.”
-
-And indeed, when he tried to struggle up and leave the kindly water,
-there was no strength in him and he could not rise. And it is told that
-a heavenly spirit pressed down a branch that he might reach it and
-support himself. This it is certain he did, laying hold on a bough which
-dipped over its own image in still water, and he crept up the bank,
-dizzily, and seated himself beneath a tree, supporting his weakness
-against it, with closed eyes.
-
-And now, being refreshed, he had power to reflect, and he said within
-himself.
-
-“This way of mortification has failed me also. Like other ways I have
-sought this beats against a shut door and there is no help in it. My
-body is so broken that it can no longer support the intellect. I will
-eat and drink and strengthen this tortured body that it may still be the
-servant of the higher in me, no longer complaining of its own griefs and
-diverting attention from the goal. For it is possible that what I have
-already learned has prepared the way to Right Ecstasy and that in
-ecstasy I may behold the beginning of the Wisdom which in all the
-methods I have tried has been hidden from me.”
-
-And even as he thought this the strong weakness overwhelmed him again
-and he could think no more.
-
-Now, on the other side of the wood dwelt a chief herdsman, very wealthy
-in cattle and rice, owning land far-spreading and fertile in the rich
-water-meadows by the river, and he had a daughter fair and wise, named
-Sujata. And reaching womanhood this fair maiden had made a vow to the
-Tree-Spirit of the forest, saying:
-
-“If I should wed a husband of equal rank with myself and my first-born
-should be a son, then would I make a noble offering every year, never
-forgetting the benefit.” And this prayer was heard, and her first-born
-son lay upon her bosom.
-
-So wishing to make her offering on the day of the full moon, she
-pastured a thousand cows in the woods, and with their milk she nourished
-five hundred cows, and with theirs two hundred and fifty, drawing life
-through life until at last she possessed eight cows thus fed on the
-strength and life of a thousand, and no purer nor stronger milk could
-be. And this being ready Sujata rose earlier than dawn and, went to the
-byre with her pails, and as she came near the milk flowed in streams
-without milking, even as when the calves crowd for their food about
-their mothers.
-
-So she took it and placed it in a new vessel and added rice, and herself
-made a fire and cooked it. And the bubbles rose and froth, but not a
-drop ran over the brim, and the fire burned clear and steady without
-smoke or blackness. And as a man crushes golden honey from the comb that
-has formed about a stick—the very essence of honey—so into that pure
-food was infused a marvellous sustenance.
-
-And Sujata said to her waiting-maid, Punna:
-
-“Punna, dear girl, surely the deity is auspiciously disposed to us. The
-omens are good. Run therefore and get all ready beneath the tree.”
-
-And Punna answered obediently:
-
-“Yes, lady,” and ran.
-
-And when she came to the tree, the Bodhisattva—the Buddha-to-be—sat
-beneath it, and it appeared to her that his body shone like light and
-she flushed and trembled with terror, saying:
-
-“Good indeed are the omens, for this is the Tree-Spirit himself come to
-receive our offering!”
-
-And with all her might she ran to tell this to her lady, and when Sujata
-heard it she cried out:
-
-“From this day be to me as a daughter, for this great good news!”
-
-And running to where she kept her jewels she put upon the happy Punna
-all those ornaments suitable to a daughter of the house. And she
-thought; “What more can I do? For this is a great day,” and so took up a
-precious golden dish and into this she poured the milk-rice, and it
-rolled in like drops of water slipping off a lily-leaf and filled the
-vessel, neither more nor less. Then, covering it with a golden cover,
-she adorned herself with her best jewels and went stately to worship and
-make her offering.
-
-So she came along the banks of the river, glad in the dawn, robed in
-grey like a cloud before sunrise, and about her slender wrists were
-bracelets of white chalcedony and the grey and white of them resembled
-the colours of the rounded river-bubble before it breaks, and she came
-as softly.
-
-And parting the boughs she saw the Prince, his head fallen back against
-the tree, eyes closed and helpless hands beside him, and deep pity and
-veneration stirred in her heart, and seeing it was no Tree-Spirit but a
-holy man she thought “May he accept it!”
-
-And bowing repeatedly she raised the dish in both hands, entreating his
-greatness and thus offered it humbly, saying:
-
-“Lord, accept my gift and go where it seems good to you.” And he, seeing
-in this the accomplishment of his purpose, received it, and partook of
-that pure food while the happy giver watched with such delight as when a
-mother feeds her only child and beholds new life flow through his veins,
-and the very air about the Prince appeared to distil in dews of visible
-blessing upon her head and joy hitherto unknown possessed her noble
-soul. And she said:
-
-“Lord, may your wishes prosper as mine have done!”, and so departed,
-caring no more for her golden dish than as if it had been an autumn leaf
-upon the ground.
-
-But the five ascetics, watching far off with greedy eyes, said:
-
-“The ascetic Gotama has failed. He is now mere man. Like the common herd
-he eats and drinks. He has nothing to teach us—nothing! Mistaken indeed
-were we in thinking to learn from a mere backslider! It is done and
-over, and the Gods are angry with him.”
-
-So they turned their backs in scorn and departed to Benares, there to
-resume their austerities.
-
-But when Sujata was gone, timidly receiving thanks, the Future Buddha
-arose and stood beneath the tree, refreshed in heart and body, his face
-shining with renewed strength, his energy swelling like a river in spate
-rushing rejoicing to the sea.
-
-And he knew that that place where for six years he had pursued a
-vanishing truth could hold him no more, its use being ended, and he set
-steadfast steps toward the tree.
-
-O Tree of Wisdom, Tree of Knowledge unsearchable, Tree whereunder the
-world’s deliverance was attained,—through all the rain of years between
-our sight and thee, shall we not look back and behold and veil our
-faces? For beneath this Tree was Wisdom perfected.
-
-Then taking his way, Bodhisattva begged from a man cutting grass for his
-cattle, an armful of pure and pliant grass, and, going onward, he saw
-before him that Tree of Knowledge, broad-leaved, noble, a tower of
-leafage, and knowing that this was where time and place meeting clasped
-hands, he spread the grass and seated himself with folded hands and feet
-beneath the pillared stems and the night came quietly down the woodland
-ways and veiled him from the sight of man.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-Yet of what follows I veil my face in writing, for it is high, holy, and
-beyond the mind of man to conceive, nor can it be told but in great
-parables, for by pictures we teach little children. It is the Arhats
-only,—the perfected saints,—who comprehend and can distinguish the
-symbol from the truth.
-
-Bodhisattva was tempted in the wilderness. Against him that Wicked One
-led his hosts, strong and cunning to daunt and allure. And as our Lord
-sat there in peace, suddenly the calm sea, heaven-reflecting, of his
-mind, was tossed and torn into wild billows as in a furious storm, and
-foes which he had thought conquered, rose mighty against him, some most
-infinitely sweet, piercing the heart with a pain more to be desired than
-joy.
-
-For, shaping on the dark like a picture—but real, so real that he had
-but to rise and enter, came the lost heaven of Kapila, where Rohini
-flowed in liquid light, and there in cool green shades he beheld those
-loveliest in whose arms once he lay. Soft bosoms, intolerably sweet
-after long pain and loneliness, entreated him to rest. Deep eyes,
-love-filled, invited. And at the last one alone drew near him and it
-seemed that in that one fair face was centred all beauty that was his in
-those far days. In one all wooed him.
-
-“Come to me—Come to me. Dear lord, you have borne torture for long
-years and grief exceeding. You have hungered and thirsted and wept tears
-of blood and still the Way eludes you, and all was vain. There is no
-Way. It is delusion. Vain it must be: not thus is Paradise found. Love
-is heaven—there is no other.”—So said the Beautiful kneeling before
-him, most dear and desirable, with passionate dark eyes more eloquent
-than music plucked on harp or sitar, words spoken between kisses and the
-slackening and straining of arms that are the bonds of love. On his
-knees he felt the warmth of her golden bosom, sun-kissed fruit for the
-tasting, on his hands the clasp of those little fingers that once
-clenched his heart.
-
-“Put away your pale dreams of Heaven. O Prince beloved!” she pleaded.
-“Heaven is here and now by bright Rohini. Come, taking and giving joy. O
-sad and wearied, and utterly foredone, come back to us and be made whole
-and glad. Am I not yours? Rest in my arms. Forget the cold ascetic, and
-be again our Prince, our warrior. Come! Time goes swiftly and the sands
-of life are blown about the desert and man knows them no more.”
-
-She moved as if to draw him with her, and all her naked loveliness swam
-rose and gold before his eyes, long hair, brightening at the
-tendril-ends, caressing the slender curves of perfect feet, the smile of
-victory touching soft lips,—breathless beauty waiting its fruition,
-queen and slave of men, thinking its victory won, looking downward half
-amazed at its own perfection.
-
-Then lifting her head that Beautiful regarded him in triumph as the moon
-rides serene over tossing waves, and lo! he sat motionless and unmoved,
-with eyes looking past her to a distant hope, and his face was set and
-calm as doom.
-
-And suddenly, shuddering together with the sighing shudder of leaves in
-cold rain, the sweet shape wavered, trembled like an image in water when
-the rings widen outward and all is dispersed, and it was gone, for the
-waste night closed about it and took it.
-
-But the garden remained—that home beloved, and a new and dearer shape
-wandered lonely by the river bank gazing steadfastly upward to the
-bright billows of the silver peaks, remote and pure as they, and she led
-by the hand a child. And surely he whom lust cannot conquer may
-unashamed kneel at the feet of love pure as the very sources of light!
-And his heart said “My Princess!” and almost ceased to beat, so strange,
-so sweet, that living bleeding memory;—and whether it was the voice of
-his own soul or hers he could not know,—but she seemed to shape the one
-word, “Beloved”, and so withdrawing her gaze from the mountains, looked
-at him, all love, all entreaty in those sunken eyes—beauty faded by
-grief, but stronger a thousandfold to plead with him, and mutely she
-showed the child, and so stood, waiting to know his sentence whether she
-must live or die.
-
-And round her like mourning shadows swept the image of his father, aged
-by grief and visibly stooping under the heavy burden; the gentle queen,
-sister of his mother, who had fed him from her own bosom, wrung her
-hands beside him and all the faithful friends and servants who had
-guarded his youth; and together they were the very voice of home, and
-his own heart asked itself, “Have I the right to hurt these faithful
-ones! But what are they and myriads like them to her—my wife, my son!”
-
-And whether he would have moved to reach her, I cannot tell, but
-suddenly, past all knowledge, he certainly knew that never could that
-great lady his wife present herself as an obstacle and a temptation, and
-that this was but a shift and a shape-changer not to be trusted,
-dangerous and cunning like the first, and steadfastly he gazed past her,
-his face set and calm as doom, and shrieking horribly she fled.
-
-And then, thick as rain in _Wasa_, fell delirious dreams and delusions,
-and there came about him frightful things, misshapen, goblin, the very
-spume and smoke of the pit, and there was a noise in the air, that
-stupified the brain, of shrieks and shouts and groans and terrible cries
-and far off wailings and it appeared as though great spirits fought in
-the air about him with the black armies of the Wicked One.
-
-And upon the night the Tempter flung a vast phantasmagoria of the power
-and splendour awaiting the Prince if he would but stoop to grasp them.
-King of the earth, throned and crowned, he saw himself. And flames shot
-about the pictures and huge confusions, and an ocean of terrors broke
-against him, and the billows threatened to overwhelm him, and he knew
-that did he relax but for the instant that a man blinks his eye, all
-were lost.
-
-But he sat motionless his face fixed and calm as doom, and it is told
-that in all the tumult not one leaf of the Tree flickered but hung still
-as if carved in stone. Within its shadow was calm: without tumult as
-when heaven and earth break together in storm.
-
-So the strife raged about him and Lust and Love, and Power and Wealth
-thundered or pleaded at his ear and could not move him. And huge
-elemental Powers led on their armies, deep instincts from the abyss of
-the primeval life of man, conqueering, cunning, rock-rooted, hard to be
-fought, beckoning, alluring, threatening. And some, robed like heavenly
-spirits, showed, as it were, the Way, but it was no way, and very
-terrible were the confusions, sights and sounds of that night of dread.
-Nor is it possible or lawful that all should be uttered.
-
-But when the worst and utmost were done and endured and no more
-remained, the Wicked One and his hosts, outwearied, ceased their
-torment, and very slowly the angry roar of the billows subsided and the
-foam of their fury stilled, and the mind of the Blessed One relaxed into
-peace, and the great darkness thinned as at the cold breath of dawn.
-
-The moon and the stars reappearing shed dying light, the barriers of the
-dark being removed. And now—the marvel,—the marvel!
-
-Let the Three Worlds wait in silence.
-
-Thus have I heard.
-
-For the east became grey, and all being now hushed, our Lord passed into
-deep and subtle contemplation and entered thus upon the First Stage of
-Ecstasy, and this was the First Watch.
-
-And, consciousness withdrawn into the Infinite, passing through the
-bounds of human comprehension, seeing the world as it truly is, not as
-it appears, his mind moved swiftly onward and upward as the eagle soars
-effortless to the sun, or rather, as the swimmer daring the current, is
-caught up and carried strongly and without volition to his desired end.
-For, be it known, this world about us is far other than it appears, and
-with enlightenment we pass free from the fetters of illusion. And this
-is Perception in which time as it is known in this our world ceases to
-exist.
-
-And in this Perception he beheld his past lives and all his former
-births, with their gains and losses, their sins and purities, as they
-passed steadily onward and led him inevitably to the Tree; seeing all at
-once as a picture.
-
-And soaring higher, carried ever more swiftly onward, ever more
-profoundly withdrawn, in the second watch he beheld with diamond-clear
-perception all that lives, and the round of birth and death of all
-mankind, hollow all and false and transient, built upon nothingness—the
-piers and fabric of a dream; and saw before him erring creatures born
-and born again to die, the righteous and the evil heirs alike of pain
-self-inflicted, and stabbed with daggers their own hands have forged.
-
-And he saw the transient heavens gained through desire, won through
-righteousness that craves reward, and beheld these longer-lived than the
-joys of earth yet transient also, for he who desires the joys of an
-individual heaven and pays down righteousness as the coin of its price,
-he too is still held within the pitiless fetters of craving, though it
-be for heaven, and nothing rooted in desire is eternal, but must pass
-and be done.
-
-And he saw the hells that, gorged with suffering, yet again yield up
-their prey to the weary round of rebirth and lo—heaven and hell and
-earth empty and vain, the Wheel of Birth and Death revolving evermore,
-hopeless and without delay or stay, now heaven-high, now low as earth,
-but ever and ever a whirling Wheel without rest. And in the third watch
-there came Perception higher still and our Lord entered upon the deep
-apprehension of Truth.
-
-And in this the secrets of birth and death were apparent and he became
-assured that age and death have their source in birth and are rooted in
-it as trees in the ground, for the body and earthly self implicate man
-in all evils, divided thus from the Source, and, in a word, life in this
-world of ignorance, is suffering. For here men walk blinded with
-ignorance, not knowing whence nor whither, and the high things move
-veiled about them and are not seen.
-
-And as to rebirth, he saw that its cause is in deeds done and thoughts
-thought in former lives.
-
-Swept on and up in ecstasy, perception becoming ever clearer, he beheld
-the so-called soul-self of man unravelled into its component parts and
-laid before him like the unwoven threads of a garment, and behold in
-these was no durability nor immortality, for there is but one Immortal,
-one Infinite, and the man who claims his own, his separate immortality,
-is dying and reborn through the ages and but the fierce desire of life
-gives him its simulacrum and the long-linked chain of births and deaths
-and griefs immeasurable.
-
-So then, swept on and up in ecstasy, he beheld the causes of the
-long-linked chain of existence stretching from Infinite to Infinite.
-
-And these are they, and this is the lineage of suffering:
-
- Contact brings forth sensation.
- Sensation brings desire.
- Desire produces the clinging to shows and illusions.
- Clinging to shows and illusions produces deeds.
- Deeds engender birth.
- Birth produces age and death.
-
-
-And this is the weary round, the offspring of Ignorance repeated in the
-endless turning of the Wheel, the dragging of a lengthening chain of
-births. For the ignorant man, desiring the things that are worthless,
-transient, illusory, seeing about him false shows instead of the high
-things which are real, creates in himself a passion which in turn
-creates more and more dangerous illusions, and thus is his own victim.
-But when false desire dies, illusions end, and Ignorance, dispersing
-like the night, gives place to the Sun of Enlightenment and the world
-lies about such a man as it truly is. And he _knows_, being no more the
-prisoner of time and space and their brood of follies, for Ignorance,
-the true cause of all ill, in him is dead.
-
-And having thus perceived the world as it is, our Lord was perfected in
-wisdom, and shows and illusions being ended for him, there died in him
-that false self which will have all for its own; never again to be born,
-utterly at an end,—even that false ego shut in the prison of itself.
-And in him was completed the destruction of craving and evil desire, as
-a fire goes out for lack of fuel. For the man in whom is no separation
-from the Source, in whom is no ignorance, how shall he desire that which
-has no eternity but is transient as a morning dream? And over him Desire
-and Death—which indeed are one—had no more dominion.
-
-Thus first he found the way of perfect knowledge, and in the broad east
-the onrushing of the sun’s golden wheels was heard afar.
-
-So he reached at last the unfathomable source of Truth, beholding past,
-present, and future as one, having passed beyond the glimmer of the six
-senses into true perception, no longer gazing through a narrow window,
-but about and around him the wide horizon—and more.
-
-Illumined with all wisdom sat the Buddha, the Perfected One, having at
-last attained, and the light strengthened and grew in rapture. And about
-him the world lay calm and bright and a soft breeze lifted the leaves.
-
-And for seven days and nights sat our Lord beneath the Tree, lost in
-contemplation of the World as it Is, submerged in the ocean of love,
-having entered the Nirvana, most utterly at peace, and day and night—or
-what men call such—made their solemn procession about him unheeded, for
-he was lost in bliss, and his heart said:
-
-“Now, resting here, have I attained my birth-weary heart’s desire,
-having traversed many lives to this goal. Now have I slain the self, and
-the fetters are broken, and not for myself alone.”
-
-And lifting up his voice he cried aloud this song of triumph in the
-hearing of all worlds.
-
- “Many a house of life
- Has held me, seeking ever that which wrought
- These prisons of the senses, sorrow-fraught,
- Sore was my ceaseless strife.
- But now,
- Thou Builder of the body-prison,—Thou!
- I know thee! Never shalt thou build again
- These walls of pain,
- Nor raise the roof-tree of deceits, nor lay
- Fresh rafters on the clay.
- Broken the House is, and the ridge-pole split,
- Delusion fashioned it.
- Safe pass I hence, deliverance to attain.”[3]
-
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-
-[3] For this verse I have used Edwin Arnold’s translation slightly
-modified.
-
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-
-For now he knew that the builder of the prison, the cause of rebirth,
-the hinderer from the Peace was his own false self, the dreamer of
-dreams, the creator of false desires and illusions, and in him this
-false self was dead, and only the true, the Self that is mysterious and
-high and One with the One survived.
-
-And next, sending his sight through the invisible (for when
-enlightenment is attained all bars of time and space fall and man is no
-longer blinded by his eyes and deafened by his ears), he considered all
-that live, and like a swelling tide there rose in him compassion for
-their darkness and misery, and in deep contemplation he considered how
-to gain deliverance for them also, and with this came the thought:
-
-“Shall I teach? And how?” for he doubted that any would believe and
-relinquish that false and illusory self which holds men from the light.
-And he said:
-
-“How can they believe the world is other than it seems and the very sea
-and sky and mountains far differing from what they have supposed? And
-they the prisoners of Ignorance.” And a deep voice from the Divine
-within and without him answered:
-
-“O let your heart most loving be moved into pity toward the people, most
-ignorant, toiling amid deathly illusions to a goal unknown.”
-
-And as this purpose rooted and flowered within him—a mighty blossom
-opening its chalice of perfume to all worlds and heavens, the dawn of
-the seventh day broke resplendent, as it were a new heaven and a new
-earth and it was light.
-
-Light also within him and a great flooding of light, for not only was
-the Way opened but the steps now lay clear before him—the Noble
-Eightfold Path whereby men setting one foot before the other achieve the
-first heights, the true Self developing as does the body from lowly
-beginnings to great ends and royalties, but all in order and gradually,
-each step rising by the stepping stones of dead selves in dead lives to
-higher.
-
-O peace: O bliss inexplicable, not to be confounded with others, but
-singular, lovely, and alone! Not in the heavens, unattainable save by
-the strength of Gods, but within reach of all who set their faces to the
-heights in true and steadfast endeavour, proceeding step by step in love
-and patience. For the lowly, the little children of the Law, as for the
-wise and noble. For he who is ruler over a few things in this life shall
-in lives to come be ruler over many, so he be found faithful. And at the
-last—not the dewdrop lost in the ocean, but the ocean drawn into the
-dewdrop and eternal Unity.
-
-And in his heart this thought arose.
-
-“I will proclaim accordingly the way unto the further shore!”
-
-As he saw it, so he told it: He the stainless, the Very Wise, the
-Passionless, the Desireless Lord; for what reason should he speak
-falsely?
-
-Thus, flooded with sunshine and bathed in peace sat the Perfect One.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
-
-NOW as the Blessed One sat beneath the Tree in the Dawn, two merchants
-bound on their way passed through the wood, and within them spoke the
-Voice of Wisdom, saying:
-
-“In this wood, outspread upon the spurs of the mountain, dwells a
-Rishi—a wise ascetic—deeply to be reverenced; go then and make him an
-offering.”
-
-And with joy they went, glad in the opportunity of righteousness, and
-found him enthroned beneath the Tree, laving his feet in the ripples of
-the Sea of Bliss; and with reverence they placed food in his bowl, a
-simple gift and good; and they were respectfully silent while he ate,
-but when they saw that the Exalted One, his need over, had washed his
-bowl and hands in the mountain stream, they bowed their heads to his
-feet, saying:
-
-“We who are here take refuge in the Perfect One and his Law. May the
-Blessed One accept us as his adherents from this day forth throughout
-our life, who have taken refuge in him.”
-
-And they were accepted as lay followers and went on their business
-rejoicing in peace; and these were the first persons who accepted the
-Law, with faith in the One Enlighted and his teaching, for as yet the
-communion of the Order was not. And their names were Bhallika and
-Tapussa.
-
-Yet, having risen, he paused, and again seated himself in meditation,
-for he doubted again whether it were either wise or possible to make
-known the great Law to the world.
-
-And into the mind of the Exalted One yet retired in solitude, came this
-thought.
-
-“I have penetrated this deep truth of the abandonment of the imprisoning
-self, hard to be perceived, difficult to grasp. Man moves in an earthly
-sphere, and there has he his place and delights, tapestried about with
-illusions real indeed to the dim feelers of his poor senses. For such it
-will be hard to grasp this matter, the chain of causes and effects, for
-man sees the effect but not the cause. And hard indeed to grasp are
-withdrawal from earthly illusions, extinction of desire, cessation of
-longing, and the deep mysterious Peace. Should I now preach the Law, it
-would gain nothing—grief and weariness would be the only fruit of
-labour. The truth remains hidden from men absorbed by hate and greed. It
-is deep and difficult, veiled from the coarse mind. How shall he
-apprehend it whose thought moves in the darkness of earthly
-preoccupations?”
-
-And this was without doubt the last, the uttermost temptation of that
-Wicked One, and the subtlety of it stirred a vibration in the highest of
-the Divine Beings, and this thought arose.
-
-“Truly the world is lost, truly the world is undone if the heart of the
-Perfect One be set on abiding in peace without revealing the Law.”
-
-And instantly this Divine thought was light in the heart of the Exalted
-One and its symbol was that he beheld a Divine Being who raised his
-folded hands before him, saying:
-
-“May it please the Perfect One to preach the Law! There are a few whose
-eyes are not dimmed with the dust of earth. They will see. They will
-hear. Open, O Wise One, the door of Eternity. He who stands on the
-mountain peaks looks out over all peoples. Go forth to Victory.”
-
-Then, hearing this voice in his ears, the Exalted One turned the gaze of
-perfect enlightenment upon the world, and he beheld this:
-
-As on a lotus stem bearing the lotus blossom of ivory, some flowers do
-not rise out of the water but are below the surface, and others float on
-the calm surface, and others rise high, reflecting themselves in its
-mirror, so are men—some pure, and some impure, some noble and some
-ignoble, some strong in mind and intellect, others weak and dull,—but
-all needing what they are qualified to take of the light of wisdom. And
-perceiving this, he replied as it were to the Divine Voice:
-
-“It was because I believed the toil fruitless, Holy One, that I have not
-yet uttered the Word.”
-
-And the Divine Voice perceived what would be, saying:
-
-“It is done. The Perfect One will preach the Law,” and the matter being
-thus ended the Divine Voice returned to its source and the Buddha passed
-onward in majesty, musing on the first means whereby the Law should be
-made known. And since a man owes deep duty to his teachers who, if they
-have not opened the gate have yet directed him in the Path, his though
-hovered first over Alara and Uddaka the Brahmans,—but the diamond-clear
-inward sight revealed to him that in the six years of his asceticism
-they were dead.
-
-And next he remembered the five ascetics who had scorned him when in
-starving he had tasted of the food offered by the lady Sujata, thinking
-“These shall be the first fish I catch in my net!”—and because they had
-betaken themselves to Benares, he resolved that leaving the Forest of
-Enlightenment he would go to that great and ancient city bathing her
-feet in holy Ganges and there for the first time make known the Pearl he
-had found.
-
-So, alone in the wood, he arose from beneath the Tree and turning
-regarded it steadfastly, saying:
-
-“O Tree, because of this, many generations of men as yet unmanifested on
-earth, shall hold your name in honour and a leaf of you shall be
-precious. Rejoice therefore and accept the sunshine and rain gladly,
-knowing that life is in the least of your leaves for ever and ever.”
-
-Then with eyes deep and kind, shedding light, as it were about him,
-steadfast in noble composure did he advance through the Wood of Wisdom,
-taking the way to Benares, strengthened as one fed on food divine. And
-beside the way to Benares, journeying on in peace, he met a young and
-haughty Brahman, proud in the possession of his greatness, whose name
-was Upaka, and as this man went he repeated the mystic word “Aum,” of
-which the three letters are the Threefold and the word the One, and in
-this he put his faith. And seeing the Exalted One passing by, rapt in
-meditation, he cried aloud with scorn:
-
-“Ha, Master,—what constitutes the true Brahman?” hoping to trip him in
-his answer. And from the heart of his calm the Exalted One replied:
-
-“To put away all evil, to be pure in thought, word and deed, to
-transcend pride and desire,—this it is to be a true Brahman.”
-
-And the answer astonished the proud young man, and turning suddenly he
-looked into the face of the Perfect One and said slowly:
-
-“How comes it that your face is so beautiful, shining like the full moon
-reflected in water, your form so stately? And whence the peace that
-surrounds you? What is your noble tribe, and who your master? Here, in
-this country, where each man struggles to find the Way, what is your
-way?”
-
-And, glad at heart, the Perfect One answered:
-
-“Happy the solitude of him who is full of joy, who has seen the truth.
-Happy he who in all the wide world has no ill-will, self-restrained and
-guided, Happy—happiest is freedom from lusts and desires. And highest
-is the bliss of freedom from the pride of the thought _I am I_. No
-honourable tribe have I,—no Teacher. I go alone and content.”
-
-And the Brahman heard in great astonishment, for much as he had heard of
-religion it was not this. And he said, hesitating:
-
-“And where, sir, are you bound?” And the World-Honoured replied:
-
-“I desire to set revolving the Wheel of the Excellent Law, and therefore
-I go to the great and ancient city of Benares, to give light to them
-that sit in darkness and to open the gate of true Immortality to men.”
-
-And when the Brahman Upaka heard this his pride was revolted and he was
-angry that a man should assume to himself such mastership, and he
-replied curtly:
-
-“Reverend person, your way lies onward,” and struck into the opposite
-path, yet as he went, he stopped, proceeded, stopped again, lost in
-thought, for there was that in the occurrence which startled him from
-his equanimity. So the moment goes by us, and we do not know it! But the
-Blessed One, proceeding quietly day by day, came at last to Benares, to
-the Deer Park of Isipatana where now dwelt the five ascetics who had
-scorned him. And there they sat practising the weary round of their
-austerities, not knowing that the Perfect One who approached them had
-discovered the way that leads from the world of sorrowful becoming and
-the flowing stream of transiency into the world of happy being where all
-is beheld as it is.
-
-For to the man who knows not the way all things flow and pass in
-unreality and nothing abides; but the foot of him who has thus attained
-is set on the Eternal and in That is no motion nor any change.
-
-So when they saw him coming the five ascetics were angry, and they said
-to one another:
-
-“Friends, here comes the ascetic Gotama [using in contempt his family
-name] he who eats rich food, who lives in self-indulgence and has given
-up his quest. Let us show him no respect nor rise up to meet him, nor
-take his alms-bowl nor cloak from him. Let us only give him a seat as we
-would to any person, and he can sit down if he likes.”
-
-But the nearer the Exalted One came to the five the more did the majesty
-of his presence precede him, and the less could they abide by their
-resolution. Slowly they rose, and went forward, and one took the cloak
-and alms-bowl—another brought a seat, a third brought water, and
-accepting the water the Blessed One sat down and bathed his weary feet.
-
-And then they addressed him as “Friend” and “Gotama” but he replied:
-
-“It is not seemly, monks, that you should address Him who has thus
-Attained as ‘Friend’ and ‘Gotama.’ For I am now the Enlightened. Open
-your ears: I teach you the Law. If you will learn, the Truth shall meet
-you face to face.”
-
-But, still in much doubt, they said:
-
-“If you were not able, friend Gotama, to attain full knowledge by
-mortification of the body, is it likely you can attain it by
-self-indulgence and a worldly life?”
-
-And thus replied the Blessed One:
-
-“Monks, I do not live in self-indulgence although I torture my body no
-more. Nor have I forsaken my quest. Open your ears. Found is deliverance
-from death and illusion!”
-
-And because the five still doubted, the Blessed One said to them:
-
-“Tell me, monks,—when we dwelt in the forest, did I ever before speak
-to you in this manner?”
-
-And they said:
-
-“Sir, never.”
-
-And it is told in the ancient scriptures that the very Evening opened
-their ears and heard.
-
-So, with the five about him, the Perfect One spoke the first words of
-the Teaching of the Law, the first ever heard in this world,—and where
-the last shall be spoken who can tell? But it is needful that all to
-whom their happy Karma allows it should hear and ponder these words for
-in them is all truth. Now this is the high teaching in the Deer Park of
-Isipatana, as dusk came on and the shadows.
-
-And it is told in the ancient scriptures that the very evening appeared
-to bow at the knees of the Exalted One—the World-Honoured, that she
-might hear his word. Like a maiden she came, the stars the pearls about
-her throat, the gathering dark her braided hair, the deepening vastness
-of space her cloudy robe. For a crown had she the holy heavens where
-dwell divine spirits. The Three Worlds were her body, her eyes were as
-blue lotus blossoms opening to the moonlight, and her voice of stillness
-as the distant murmur of bees. To worship and to hear the Perfect One
-this lovely maiden came.
-
-And though our Lord spoke in the Pali tongue each man heard his own. And
-thus said the Blessed One, the Tathagata, He who has thus Attained:
-
-“Monks, there are two extremes which he who would follow my attainment
-must shun. The one is a life of pleasure devoted to desire and
-enjoyments. That is base, ignoble, unworthy, unreal, and is the Path of
-Destruction. The other is the life of self-mortification and torture. It
-is gloomy, unworthy, unreal. It is nothing and leads to nothing. But
-hear and be attentive, monks, for I have found the Middle Way which lies
-between these two, the way which in a spiral of eight stages ascends the
-Mount of Vision even to the summit where dwells the glory of the Peace.
-
-“This is the Noble Eightfold Path, and the stages in their order. Right
-Comprehension. Doubts and wrong views and mere opinions must be laid
-aside. The man must perceive the distinction between the Permanent and
-the Transient. He must behold facts behind hypotheses. Realization of
-the need of truth is the attitude for its reception. This is the first
-stage.
-
-“Right Resolution. This is the will to attain, based on self-discipline
-and the vision which has perceived that attainment of perfect knowledge
-is possible. This is the second stage.
-
-“Right Speech. This is the first step in the practice of
-self-discipline. Indiscretion, slander, abuse, and bitter words are
-forbidden. Only such words must be uttered as are kind, pure, true. This
-is the third stage.
-
-“Right Conduct. Deeds which are blameless, true, and noble. These only
-must be done. Put away all thought of gain or reward here or hereafter,
-for the motive is the deed. Retaliation is dead. Impulse cannot exist
-with discipline. Deeds actuated by likes and dislikes are
-forbidden,—let each action be guided by inward Law irrespective of whom
-it concerns. Act only from this Law which is in its highest Love and
-Pity, and very swiftly will come the insight to distinguish which deeds
-are in harmony with the Law and which gainsay it,—and that blessedness
-will follow which the doer has not thirsted to gain or garner. This is
-the fourth stage.
-
-“Very difficult to climb are the two stages of Right Speech and Right
-Conduct, but, when they are surmounted, fair and wide and noble is the
-prospect seen from those heights, and very great self-mastery is gained.
-
-“Right Living. And this includes the right means of earning a livelihood
-for there are means a man cannot follow and maintain his integrity and
-purity. Let him take heed to avoid these dangerous circumstances, and
-which they may be that man’s mind shall declare to him if he have
-trodden the Four First Stages. Such a man cannot be in doubt. And so is
-the learner become a Master. This is the Fifth stage.
-
-“Right Effort. Now, loving, wise, and enlightened, he apportions all his
-strength to wise purpose, fully comprehending his deed and its aim. He
-who has reached this noble stage does all, whether eating or drinking,
-sleeping or waking, working or resting, in harmony with the great Law,
-for in his obedience he is perfect, and the Law is his life, nor does he
-need to consider longer than while a man in health need count his
-heart-beat. And this is the Sixth Stage.
-
-“Right Meditation. This is the right state of a mind at peace, self, he
-considers only the truth, and having utterly abandoned the thought of
-self he is clear in perception, having slain illusion and stood face to
-face with Reality as a man speaks with a friend. He is the Knower of
-Truth. More, he _is_ the Truth, and this is the Seventh Stage.
-
-“Right Meditation. This the right state of a mind at peace. At peace
-indeed, for what is left for grief? Nothing is here to wail, nothing but
-what must quiet us. Doubt and fear, trouble and confusions are dead.
-Groundless beliefs, false hopes and fears are forgotten, and in this
-stage is the attainment of the Peace which passes understanding. This is
-the Eighth Stage from which, having attained, a man cannot fall.
-
-“But, monks, you may ask, what is the cause from which springs the need
-for the Noble Eightfold Path? It is this. Hear the Four Noble Truths.
-
-“Birth is the cause of suffering, for life is suffering, passing through
-all the stages of grief from birth to death. This is the first Truth.
-The cause of birth is the thirst for living, leading from birth to
-birth, fed by the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eye, the pride of
-life. This is the second Truth.
-
-“The cure of the cause of birth is the extinction of this thirst for
-living by complete extinction of wrong desire, letting it go, expelling
-it, giving it no room. This is the third Truth.
-
-“And the fourth Truth is the Noble Eightfold Path. These are the four
-Truths.
-
-“So by the truth of suffering, monks, my eyes were opened to these
-conceptions and judgment and vision were opened in me. Not by sacrifice
-nor mortification nor prayer, but by that which a man has in himself is
-the Way of Deliverance opened. And as long as I did not know this I had
-not received enlightenment. But now have I attained, and deliverance is
-secured, and henceforth I shall no more go out into birth and death.
-Death has no more dominion over me.”
-
-This is the first Teaching and it was spoken in the Deer Park at
-Isipatana,—and the five ascetics sat about to hear, and borne on these
-great words, their eyes were opened and with joy they accepted the Law,
-and the chief of them, Kondanna, since called “Kondanna the Knower,”
-entreated the Lord that he would receive them as disciples, and in these
-words he received them:
-
-“Draw near, monks, well preached is the Doctrine. Walk in purity to the
-goal of the end of all suffering.”
-
-And further he taught them of the transiency and impermanence of all
-earthly things and of the Truth that lies beyond when the world is
-apprehended as it is, free of illusion, free of the fleeting
-apprehensions of the senses, and knowing this, they entered into the
-Peace.
-
-And when it was ended the darkness was deep about them and the night of
-rest was come.
-
-
-
-
- PART III
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
-
-SO for a time the World-Honoured dwelt in the Deer Park of Isipatana,
-and men came eagerly to hear him, for his teachings resembled none they
-had heard as yet and delivered them from the yoke of priests in
-teachings and beliefs which if they could not inwardly accept made them
-very sorely afraid of the anger of the Gods and compelled much
-ceremonial and expiation.
-
-But He, who has thus Attained, the Tathagata, taught them thus:
-
-“No priest, no God, can deliver a man. By himself is evil done, by
-himself he endures the shame and pain. By himself and his own will and
-struggle he becomes pure. There is none can save a man but himself—No,
-none in heaven or earth. It is he himself who must walk the Way: The
-Enlightened can but show it. Therefore where and how can a priest aid
-you?”
-
-And this appeared to them a most wonderful doctrine, inspiring with
-great courage and resolution, and looking upon each other they said:
-
-“If it be thus, and a man holds deliverance in the hollow of his hand,
-it can be done. To-day, brother, let us take the first step.”
-
-And so the Exalted One taught them to break the fetter of the delusion
-of self—the delusive belief that the individual self is real and
-self-existent. For to abide contented in the prison of this apparent
-self not looking forward to its expansion into the Universal self is the
-shadow of egoism and egoism is the mother of sin.
-
-And he broke off them the fetter of the belief that outward
-righteousness of conduct will deliver a man, or that safety lies in
-rites and ceremonies, for truly a man can never say within himself, “I
-have placated the Gods and may now go my way in peace.”
-
-Now at this time there was in the great city of Benares, a noble youth
-named Yasas, son of a rich man, master of one of the city guilds, and on
-this son his parents had lavished every good thing. He possessed a house
-of cool shades for summer, and another for the season of the rains. And
-his houses were full of delicately beautiful dancing girls, jewelled and
-perfumed, and what pleasure was absent, whether of food or wines, or
-music or any other?—None indeed, for the rich merchants dwell in luxury
-resembling that of kings.
-
-And at first all this was good to him and he asked no more; but
-fulfilled every desire on the instant. There are men so embruted that
-this will content them until bodily power fails, but the noble youth
-Yasas was not of these.
-
-And suddenly in the midst of his pleasures deep loathing fell upon him
-and secret disgust because he had sounded the utmost of pleasure and no
-more or better remained, and it was like vomit in his mouth, revolting
-to his soul.
-
-And one night as he lay among his women, and they, abandoned to sleep,
-surrounded him, lovely as maidens of Mount Sumeru, he leaned against his
-silken cushions and the hall became hateful to him and he could no more
-endure it, but rose softly and put on his gilded shoes and went out into
-the midnight gardens where dripping dew impearled every leaf and blossom
-and glittered in pure moonlight, and the cool and calm were excellent.
-And he walked under the black and white light and dark of a long path by
-trees whose carven leaves hung like sculptured stone in the stillness of
-the air and their shadows flitted like dreams over his robes and face as
-he went, meditating upon the unspeakable weariness and distaste that
-filled him and the uncomforted wretchedness of youth that in all the
-world can find no good. And he said aloud:
-
-“O my heart, how oppressive it is! O, my soul, the speechless weariness!
-Who in all the world shall show me any good.”
-
-So, in his walking, he came to the gate of the garden and it stood wide
-open and the porter lay drowned in sleep, his face hidden from the
-moonlight, and there was none to see who came or went, and Yasas
-wandered on through dewy ways and silver pools of moonlight, not knowing
-where he went, having fled the house because he could no longer endure
-his despair. And as he came at last to the Deer Park of Isipatana the
-darkness began to thin for dawn.
-
-And so it was that the Lord had risen from sleep and walked beneath the
-trees of Isipatana in meditation and he saw a young man coming, and in
-the great stillness heard him say:
-
-“O my grief, how deep is my wretchedness,” and he pitied him, for he
-himself had been a rich young man, and he knew his heart.
-
-So, taking his seat, the Blessed One said aloud:
-
-“Sir, you are weary, but I hold in my hand a life that is neither
-grievous nor wretched. Sit down beside me and hear the Law. This
-doctrine, Yasas, is not oppressive. This is not afflicting.”
-
-And Yasas seeing beneath the trees a young man of royal bearing and
-beauty like to but surpassing his own, yet robed as a monk, was
-startled. Nor could he refuse, and he took off his gilded shoes and
-having saluted the stranger with courtesy sat down beside him, and in
-the quiet of the coming dawn, the Blessed One spoke. And first he spoke
-of the misery, worthlessness and ruin of lust, of the strong calm of
-renunciation, of the high way of the Law, and as he heard, in place of
-burning disgust there flowed into the heart of Yasas the refreshing
-streams of wisdom, as when a man sets hot and travel-worn feet in the
-coolness of a pellucid lake. And there was that fruit of former births
-within the noble youth which drew him to high things, even as a pure
-silken fabric is with ease dyed a noble colour.
-
-And the Lord saw this, and knowing his heart elate and ready he then set
-before him the Four Noble Truths of Sorrow and the Noble Eightfold Path,
-and the eyes of Yasas were opened and conquering joy possessed him, and
-the sun rose within and without him in splendour, and it was day.
-
-Then Yasas arose and said:
-
-“It is impossible that I should return to my former life for I see it
-now unreal and foolish, a tale told by a madman signifying nothing. Let
-me receive from the Lord ordination and admission to the Order that I
-may spend eternity in acquiring knowledge.”
-
-And the Blessed One answered:
-
-“Come, monk. The Doctrine is well taught. Lead henceforward a new life.”
-
-So he was received into the Order.
-
-And presently his father, the rich guild-master, came running, eagerly
-asking whether the Exalted One had seen his son pass that way. And thus
-he fell into talk with the Tathagata, (even with Him who has thus
-Attained) and he too became ensnared by that great Presence and great
-Doctrine as a bee with perfumed mogra blossoms, for sweet, sweet is the
-Truth to them who are akin to it; and last he exclaimed:
-
-“Wonderful, great sir, most wonderful! This truly is showing the way to
-the lost and setting a lamp in darkness. I take refuge in the Lord, the
-Law, and the Assembly. May the Lord take me as a lay-disciple
-henceforth, while my life lasts.”
-
-And he was accepted, and looked upon his son, now divested of jewels and
-clad in the yellow robe with bared shoulder, and the Exalted One said to
-him:
-
-“Is it possible, householder, that Yasas, the noble youth should return
-to a worldly life of lusts and pleasure?”
-
-And he replied:
-
-“Sir, it is not possible. It is gain to Yasas the noble youth, that his
-mind should be set free. Will the Exalted One consent this day to take
-food with me, with Yasas beside him as a younger brother?”
-
-And the Buddha by silence gave his consent. So were these two freed from
-the bonds of desire and entered into the Peace. For they knew the Truth,
-and this was their desire.
-
- “From the unreal lead me to the real,
- From darkness to light.
- From death to immortality.”
-
-And of the light companions of Yasas, many, allured to the teaching by
-his joy, heard and were glad and followed, and many more, too many to
-tell, women as well as men (for the Blessed One welcomed women also,
-regarding neither sex nor caste) sought the Deer Park of Isipatana and
-followed the Law.
-
-And these are the commandments they accepted, and be it understood that
-the first five only are binding upon laymen and women, but the whole ten
-are binding on the Brotherhood, and they may not marry nor take upon
-them the householder’s life while they are a part of the Order.
-
- 1. Thou shalt not destroy life.
-
- 2. Thou shalt not take what is not given.
-
- 3. Thou shalt abstain from unchastity.
-
- 4. Thou shalt not lie nor deceive.
-
- 5. Thou shalt abstain from intoxicating drinks.
-
- 6. Thou shalt eat temperately and not after noon.
-
- 7. Thou shalt not behold dancing, singing, music, or plays.
-
- 8. Thou shalt not wear garlands, perfumes, ornaments and
- adornments.
-
- 9. Thou shalt not use high nor luxurious beds.
-
- 10. Thou shalt not accept gold and silver.
-
-And now, when sixty of the disciples had attained complete
-enlightenment, it came into the mind of the Blessed One that the time
-was come to send them forth into the world to spread the high Doctrine,
-and he said to them:
-
-“See now!—You have passed the river and reached the shore of peace, and
-for you birth and death are no more, being one with the Unchanging. Go
-then through every country, teach those who have not heard. Make known
-the Teaching, lovely in its origin, its progress, and most lovely in its
-consummation. Make it known both in the spirit and the letter, Go!—each
-one travelling by himself (But later they went two together) rescue and
-receive. I too will go—for the work is begun.”
-
-But Yasas he would not send out into the world for his aged parents had
-need of him in Benares.
-
-Then the sixty having in all reverence received his commands went forth,
-for in those days books were not and each man was a book of the Law, and
-the Lord himself went on to Gayasisa, followed by many who had been
-ascetics. And great joy went with them and a shining peace, for like a
-swelling wave exaltation lifted their souls so that each looking on the
-other was glad.
-
-It was at Gayasisa that the Exalted One uttered the great Fire teaching.
-
-And the cause of it was this. As he and his disciples sat on the
-Elephant Rock near Gaya, with the wide and pleasant valley of Rajagriha
-outspread beneath them, a jungle fire broke out across the valley and
-they watched it, and thus spoke the World-Honoured; drawing a lesson as
-they looked.
-
-“Everything about and within us, brethren, is on fire, and how? The
-senses are afire with passion, hate and illusion. The mind with its
-perceptions and sensations is afire with passion, hate and illusion,
-betrayed and deceived every way. Every approach by which a man beholds
-and comes in contact with life is afire with passion and illusion, and
-these all in turn supply fuel to the burning. And the wise and noble
-disciple, perceiving this, is indifferent to the lies of the senses and
-the sensations arising from them whether pleasant or unpleasant. He is
-indifferent to mental perceptions whether pleasant or unpleasant. And
-this indifference extinguishes the fire and cools its ashes and deprives
-it of fuel and thus frees him from passion and illusion, and being free
-he recognizes his freedom. He clings no more to the individual and
-selfish self. Rebirth is destroyed, the life of pure duty and love is
-lived, and the world has no more wherewith to tempt him.”
-
-And many heard and accepted the teaching and found peace, having seen
-that behind this false world of illusion created by the senses lies the
-true world of things as they are.
-
-And from Gaya, the World-Honoured, followed by his disciples, went
-onward to the city of Rajagriha, the chief town of King Bimbisara, and
-with him went Kassapa, a great disciple, and wise, who had been a
-worshipper of the pure element of the sacrificial fire until he had
-heard the teaching of the Buddha, and so great and wise was this man
-that many of the people of Rajagriha doubted which was the Master and
-which the disciple. But the Exalted One willing to honour the disciple
-addressed him thus in presence of the King and people.
-
-“Welcome, great Master, welcome! Rightly have you distinguished Law,
-winning the highest wisdom. And now, as a wealthy noble displays his
-treasures to bring forgetfulness of sorrow to those who love beauty, so
-do you!”
-
-And it is told that immediately Kassapa, composing himself into ecstasy,
-was raised up in the air before the eyes of all and this wonderful sight
-drew their eyes in adoration of so mighty a marvel, so that with
-different mouths but in language one they magnified the Buddha,
-exclaiming:
-
-“Let the World-Honoured be our teacher. We are his disciples.”
-
-And perceiving them eager to hear, he addressed them on the false self
-the lying, that is nothing but claims all within and without as fuel for
-its greed.
-
-Hear and be wise.
-
-“The mind, the thought and all the senses are subject to the law of life
-and death, and, understanding the self and the transient things of which
-it is compounded and how the thought and senses act, there is no room
-left for this individual _I_ nor any ground for this _I_, for it is this
-belief in _I_ which gives rise to all sorrows binding us as with cords
-to the world of illusion. But when a wise man knows there is no such _I_
-and that it does not exist, the bonds are severed.
-
-“Of those who believe in this false _I_, some say it endures beyond
-death some say it perishes. Grievous is the error of both. For if they
-say this _I_ is perishable, then all the fruit of their striving
-perishes and there is no hereafter, and who can call this deliverance?
-
-“And if they say this greedy _I_ is immortal, then in the midst of all
-life and death in this world of illusion there is but one identity that
-is not born and does not die—even this greedy _I_. And if the one
-immortal thing is this greedy _I_ which arrogates all to itself then is
-it the one thing in the whole Universe that is self-perfect, and there
-is no need of high and noble deeds,—this greedy self is lord and master
-of all, and what need to strive for what is already done? For if this
-greedy _I_ is lasting and imperishable then can it never be changed.
-
-“But when a man has learned there is _no_ greedy _I_, that it does not
-exist, that it can do nothing, is but an illusion, then, freed, he
-passes on to the wider outlook, the nobler knowledge, and he passes on
-also in other lives the same yet not the same, as the shoot springs from
-the seed, and the seed is not the shoot, not one and yet not different.
-Such is the birth of all that lives. Learn therefore that this _I_ does
-not exist, and the illusion of it conceals That which Is.”
-
-So the World-Honoured, the Happy One, great and glad, addressed the King
-and people, and very joyfully they heard, understanding that in the
-egoism of the _I_ lives all curse, all ignorance.
-
-And the King became a lay follower and throughout his life was faithful
-and many of the noble young men about him believed also, and many of the
-people.
-
-It was here too, in happy Rajagriha, that the Perfect One, gained the
-two greatest of his Arhats, his perfected saints, and thus it befell.
-
-On a day to be remembered, it so chanced that Assaji, a disciple, walked
-in the streets, collecting alms of food in his bowl, and he walked in
-the shade, in the yellow robe, one shoulder bare, composed and with
-majesty, musing as he went. And he was thus observed by a young Brahman
-of noble birth who was studying spiritual things in the city under a
-teacher, and when he saw him the dignity of his serene presence moved
-the heart of the Brahman Sariputta, and he thought:
-
-“Surely this is one who has already attained the way of purity! I will
-go and ask him in whose name he has renounced the world and by what Law.
-Not yet, for he is collecting alms, but presently.”
-
-Therefore he watched, and when the venerable Assaji had received food
-from the householders he turned back, and Sariputta approached him with
-a courteous salutation, which having concluded, he said:
-
-“Friend, your eyes are shining, your colour pure and clear. Great is
-your composure. In whose name have you renounced the world and who is
-your honourable Master?”
-
-“Friend, my master is the Son of the Sakya House, the descendant of
-Kings; I am but a novice. As yet I cannot tell the great heights of the
-Law, but in a few words I can give its spirit.”
-
-“Be it so, friend. Instruct me.”
-
-And musing a moment, Assaji said this:
-
-“The Perfected One teaches how existences apparently separate are
-dependent upon One Cause, how they depend upon one another, their
-apparent separateness springing from ignorance and illusion as its
-cause, and how these existences can be ended and the Truth of Unity
-appear. This is the teaching of the Son of the Sakyas.”
-
-And as he heard these words, suddenly their implications and how they
-affect all within and without us and the whole Universe, flashed into
-the clear vision of Sariputta, and he understood as a consequence:
-
-“Whatever is subject to the law of beginning that also is subject to the
-law of decay, and how should the _I_ be excepted? There is but one
-Unchanging, motionless and eternal.”
-
-And deeply moved, he said to Assaji:
-
-“If the teaching were nothing else but this you have at any rate
-overpassed suffering. That which many ages have not seen is revealed to
-us now.”
-
-And leaving Assaji, who pursued his way in peace, Sariputta hastened
-with winged feet to his friend and fellow-student Moggalana, and
-Moggalana seeing him cried out.
-
-“Your eyes are shining. Your colour is pure and clear. Have you then
-found deliverance from death?”
-
-“I have found it. I have found it.”
-
-And standing there breathless he told him of Assaji and his words, and
-on the great mind of Moggalana, strong in clear perception, flashed also
-the truth of the nonentity of the greedy _I_, and unable to delay,
-panting for the truth, they left the ascetic who taught them, and
-hurried to the wood where the Perfect One taught sitting among his
-disciples, and when he saw the two young Brahmans approach full of
-eagerness and awe, he said to those about him. “Welcome these two, for
-they shall be my greatest—the one unsurpassed for wisdom, the other for
-supernormal power.”
-
-And he himself welcomed them with joy, seeing that they would stand
-about him as bright stars about the moon.
-
-So when they had told him their case and heard his words, he said:
-
-“Come, monks, the Doctrine is well taught! Lead henceforward the pure
-life for the extinction of suffering,” and thus received them to be his
-own.
-
-And shortly after this he founded the Sangha, the Brotherhood formally,
-and drew up the first code for its governance.
-
-And the number of his followers grew and increased mightily, for not
-only the people but many of the noble youths of the Kingdom of Maghada
-joined themselves to this most noble young man, the Son of the Sakyas,
-so much so that some of the people were angry and said:
-
-“The ascetic Gotama is come to bring childlessness and widowhood and the
-decay of families,” and they made a verse that was repeated in the
-streets:
-
- “The great monk has come through the wood-ways:
- he sits on the hill,
- And whom will he steal from us next,
- for he takes whom he will?”
-
-And his disciples hearing this verse went to the Exalted One and
-repeated it, dwelling on the anger of some of the people. But the
-Perfect One smiled, for the young monks were angry.
-
-“Seven days will this excitement last, monks, and for that time only.
-But if they taunt you with that verse, reply with this:
-
- “The heroes, the Perfect Ones, lead by the Truth:—
- and who calls it amiss?
- If the Buddha persuades by the truth, will ye
- blame him for this?”
-
-And the disciples smiled also and were content, and in seven days it was
-forgotten, and still the great and lowly flocked to hear.
-
-Now of the people who flocked to him many desired signs and wonders that
-so they might be convinced of the truth, but these were not given in
-that manner and the Blessed One forbade his disciples to exalt
-themselves thus. For there is nothing but the taintless beauty of Law
-throughout the worlds, and the wise know there is no miracle at all, but
-only a higher law, not known to the ignorant, which in its action
-appears to them strange and a miracle. Yet did our Lord teach that for
-the instructed there are the powers, since to them in their higher
-consciousness the bonds of time and space and form exist no more. But it
-is useless and perilous to expose these mysteries before the ignorant
-who can but see in them the breaking of the law, and see it either with
-fear or greed. Therefore he taught that those who have attained should
-be wise and silent in knowledge where the occasion does not demand
-speech or action, and very rarely can they be demanded, for each stage
-has its own knowledge and cannot rise to the knowledge of a
-consciousness above its own. Hence all this foolish talk of miracle and
-the like. But for those who know even in part the fetters are
-broken:—the binding fetters of form, time and space. And of such a case
-the Lord told this story, while he rested at one time at Jetavana:
-
-“There was a faithful, noble, joyful disciple who desired to hear again
-the words of Him who has thus Attained, and he came in the evening to
-the river Aciravati, hoping to cross by the ferry. But so it was that
-the boatman had himself gone to hear the great words and there was no
-ferry. Then, joyful in meditating on the Light, and lost of all else,
-that faithful disciple walked on the water of the river, and his feet
-made no holes in the water, and he went as if on dry land. But suddenly
-in the middle of the river he saw waves, and his joy sank and his feet
-with it, for fear entered his soul and fear is a fetter of the world of
-form, so that he immediately became subject to it. But again he
-strengthened his inmost self in meditation on the Enlightened One, and
-again he walked on the water and so came to Jetavana and saluted the
-Blessed One, and took his seat respectfully beside him, and the Lord
-asked: ‘Disciple, did you come with little fatigue by the road? Have you
-lacked for food?’ And he replied:
-
-“Lord, in my joyful meditation I received support so that I walked on
-the water and did not sink, and thus have I come to Jetavana as though I
-walked on dry land.”
-
-And the Lord said: “So also has it been in past lives.”
-
-For he taught that though there are times and seasons for the powers to
-be manifested to the ignorant, they are very few.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
-
-NOW while the Perfect One dwelt by Rajagriha there came to him a message
-from Kapila, from his father, the Maharaja Suddhodana, and it said this:
-
-“My son, tidings have reached me of great things concerning you and the
-fulfilment of prophecies. But of these I will not speak for it is
-fitting that I should hear them from your own lips. But this I have to
-say: Is it not just and right that I should see my son before I die?
-Come to me.”
-
-And when this reached the Enlightened One it was impossible that he
-should doubt or hesitate, for who had more right to call upon him? And
-so, preparing himself for the journey on foot with certain of his
-disciples, once more he set his face to Kapila looking toward the
-mountains.
-
-And many things filled his heart, of memory and of affection, but all
-now controlled and guided by divine knowledge and certitude so that he
-went surrounded by peace and glad in that he carried a great gift to his
-father exceeding all gold, all jewels of all kings, if so it could be
-received, repaying thus the tenderness which had guarded his youth.
-
-And when the Maharaja and the people of Kapila heard he would come, from
-that day forth they watched the ways to the city that they might with
-due eagerness and joy welcome the great return of their Prince. For they
-said proudly:
-
-“Our Prince who left us to seek enlightenment has now found it, and
-gloriously returns!” and they thought:
-
-“To what kingdom has the like happened?”
-
-So journeying on foot, the Blessed One, crowned with the Ten
-Perfections, at last approached Kapila, and those who were the far
-outposts of the watch ran back to the next and those to the next until
-it reached the city crying:
-
-“The Prince comes! The Prince comes!”
-
-And the Maharaja having prepared himself, surrounded by his lords and
-all the neighbouring nobility, went forth along the flower-strewn ways
-(for the people hurried with flowers and banners and perfumes) to meet
-the great guest. And the heart of the Maharaja was hot within him and
-exulted, thinking:
-
-“He returns and the clouds are past and the sun of his glory drowns all
-in its brightness, and my good days are come again.”
-
-So they paused in the principal street of the town and there waited in
-the shade, with banners and flowers making gay the blue air about them.
-
-Then at long last moving through the streets, followed by two others,
-the Maharaja and his nobles saw a young monk clad in the yellow robe,
-with one shoulder bared, who in his hands carried an alms-bowl, and at
-each house door stopped and silently tendered the bowl, receiving with
-majesty what was given, and passing on with patience when it was
-refused. And it was his son.
-
-Then shame and love and anger contended in the heart of the Maharaja and
-tore him like a whirlwind among the leaves of a tree, and he clenched
-his robe across his breast and cried out aloud to Siddhartha:
-
-“I am put to shame—to horrible shame. My son a beggar! Our race is
-beaten to the earth with shame.”
-
-And standing calmly before the angry Maharaja the Blessed One after due
-salutation lifted his eyes and replied:
-
-“Maharaj, this is the custom of our race.”
-
-“This horrible thing is not so. Not one of our ancestors has ever begged
-his bread.”
-
-“Maharaj, you and your high race claim descent from kings,—but my
-descent is far otherwise. It is from the Buddhas of ancient days, and as
-they have done, begging their food from the charitable, so do I, nor can
-I otherwise.”
-
-But seeing his father still in pain from anger and sorrow, the Perfected
-One spoke thus:
-
-“Do I not know that the King’s heart bleeds with love and memory, and
-that for his son’s sake he adds grief to grief? But now let these
-earthly bonds of love be instantly unloosened and utterly destroyed, for
-there are greater and higher. Ceasing from thought of such love, let the
-King’s mind receive from me such spiritual food as no son has yet
-offered to father, a gift most beautiful and wonderful.”
-
-So leading the King by the hand they went together to the palace, the
-mind of the Maharaja quieted and subdued as after a storm the billows
-sink to rest.
-
-And within the palace the Perfected One looked for Another, but she was
-not there, for her very life beat against her body in agony,
-remembering, remembering, and she said in her heart:
-
-“I will not go. I cannot go. If I am of any value in his eyes, I, the
-mother of his son, he will come to me. I cannot go to him.”
-
-So, when a little time had passed, the Perfected One arose, and attended
-by the two mightiest of his disciples and followed by the Maharaja went
-to the Palace of his wife, and as he went, he said:
-
-“Monks, if this lady should embrace me, do not hinder her, though it be
-against the rule.”
-
-And pacing silently beside him, the two comprehended the wisdom and
-compassion of the Lord, bowing their heads.
-
-And they entered the hall where the Princess stood unveiled, the glory
-of her hair shorn, clad in a coarse robe of yellow resembling his own,
-and divested of all jewels and splendours, and she stood like the marble
-image of a woman as he entered, pale in the shadows.
-
-Then, seeing him, suddenly love and manifold anguish broke in a freshet
-in her heart as when the melting snows fill Rohini until she floods her
-banks; and pride and love, each stabbed to the heart, strove within her,
-and with piteous eyes she looked upon her Lord once so near and now so
-far, as he stood calmly regarding her with a look she could not
-understand, and love had the victory, and she ran to him and falling on
-the ground laid her face upon his feet and embraced them weeping most
-bitterly.
-
-And there was silence, none hindering or speaking, and he looked down
-upon her.
-
-So she lay.
-
-But after awhile remembrance returned to her and his silence and the
-distance wide as heaven and earth between them, and she rose with
-majesty and withdrew herself to one side and stood with bowed head while
-the Maharaja declared to the Perfected One her griefs and patience and
-mortifications so that she might resemble him, abjuring her bed for a
-mat laid upon the ground, and the feasts of the palace for one poor meal
-a day, and much more. And the Prince heard and speaking slowly, still
-with his eyes upon her, said:
-
-“This is true. Great also was the virtue of this high lady, the mother
-of Rahula, virtue in a former life which I remember and she too will
-remember one day with gladness. Lady, mother of my son, the way that I
-have opened is open for you also. Come and hear.”
-
-And with his eyes upon her to the last he turned and went away.
-
-So that evening, seated by the bank of Rohini, the Perfect One taught
-the Way before his own people, and they crowded to hear; and this high
-lady seated, veiled so that none might see her hidden eyes, heard also,
-and as she listened, illusion fell from her; she perceived the
-Unchanging, the Formless, the Beautiful, and the illusory forms of this
-world and the delusion of time fell from her also, and she beheld her
-love no longer past and done with, but eternal as the eternity of the
-Self that alone endures, and the imprisoning self which alone can suffer
-died within her and left her enfranchised, and inward light shone upon
-her and she knew the truth.
-
-So also was it with the Maharaja and the Maharani Prajapati and many
-more.
-
-But on the next day the Princess Yashodara called to her son Rahula and
-dressed him in his best until he shone bright and beautiful as a star,
-and she laid her cheek against his, saying:
-
-“Go now, beloved, and seek your father and ask for your inheritance.”
-
-And he answered:
-
-“Mother, I know of no father but the Maharaja. What father? And why
-should he withhold my inheritance?”
-
-And she said: “Go and ask. But first see, that you may know him.”
-
-She led the boy to the window and pointed.
-
-“That monk, clothed in the yellow robe, he whose face shines like the
-sun in its strength, is your father. And he has great wealth—riches,
-not to be told in words. Go, son, and demand your inheritance.”
-
-And the boy went, wondering and desiring, and in the garden he ran
-quickly and catching the robe of the Blessed One, he said:
-
-“My father, how happy I am to be near you. O day of gladness,” and tears
-of joy overflowed his eyes, seeing his father so great and beautiful.
-But to test him, the Blessed One was silent, pacing toward the Nyagrodha
-grove, and still the child followed, entreating for his inheritance.
-
-Then when they reached the grove, the Perfected One turned smiling to
-Sariputta the great disciple, and he said:
-
-“Monk, what think you? For worldly wealth perishes, but this remains.
-Shall I make my son heir to the Greatest? Let us admit him to the
-Order.”
-
-And it was done, and the heart of the Princess sang within her for
-bliss, and henceforward the boy trod the way of Peace.
-
-So leaving joy and tranquillity behind him and measureless content in
-the soul of Yashodara, the Blessed One returned to Shravasti on the
-river Rapti and there a rich merchant, Anathapindika, gave to the Order
-a pleasant grove named Jetavana, and a monastery, and there during the
-rains our Lord dwelt and many of his teachings and discourses were
-spoken at Jetavana.
-
-And this was the manner of his life.
-
-The Blessed One would rise early in the morning, and that some one of
-his followers might gain merit he accepted service, and water was
-brought to him for ablution, and having performed this he would sit
-alone until it was time to go and beg his food. Then he would put on his
-tunic, girdle, and robe, and taking his bowl would enter the village or
-town for alms. Sometimes alone, sometimes with other monks, many of them
-men of great and noble birth. And it seemed that gentle breezes cleared
-the air for him and clouds let fall rain to lay the dust, and where he
-placed his foot the way was even and pleasant and flowers blossomed. And
-it appeared to those who saw, that rays of radiance surrounded his
-person, since he possessed the attributes of that true world which
-encompasses the illusions of the false world perceived by the senses.
-
-By all these tokens and more did the people know who approached, and
-they said to each other:
-
-“Bhagavat—the Blessed One—has now entered for alms,” and robed in
-their best, with perfumes, flowers, and such offerings as they could
-give, they came into the street. There, having paid their homage, some
-would implore him:
-
-“Reverend sir, let us feed ten monks,” and some, “Let us feed twenty,”
-and the rich “Let us feed a hundred.” And the most fortunate would take
-the bowl of the Blessed One and fill it with food.
-
-When he had finished his meal, the Blessed One considering what was
-suited to the minds of those who listened, would so teach them the Law
-that many would attain to the fruit of knowledge in its different
-degrees, and some in the highest—that of a clear perception in
-saintship,—and having thus given his good gifts to the multitude he
-would rise and return to the quiet monastery.
-
-On his arrival there he sat in a pavilion shaded from the sun, on an
-excellent Buddha-mat which had been spread for him, and there waited for
-the monks to finish their meal, and when this was done he entered his
-chamber and bathed his feet from the dust of travel.
-
-Then, standing, he exhorted the assembly of monks, saying:
-
-“Monks, diligently work out your salvation, for not often is a
-Buddha—an Enlightened One—seen in the world—not often is it possible
-thus to hear the Law. And if even an animal can keep the Precepts, how
-much more a man.”
-
-And at this point some would ask the Blessed One for exercises in
-meditation and to each he assigned what suited best their characters.
-And then all did obeisance to the Perfect One, and dispersed to the
-places where they were in the habit of spending the night or day, some
-to the forest, some to the foot of trees, some, in meditation, to the
-heavenly places.
-
-And the Blessed One, then entering his chamber, would, if wearied, lie
-down for awhile, not sleeping but mindful and conscious and on his right
-side, as a lion takes his repose. And when refreshed he rose, and sent
-his gaze through the world (for to the Illuminated this is possible), to
-see who it was possible he might aid.
-
-And after this, the people of the village or town near which he might be
-dwelling assembled, again in their best robes, and he, approaching with
-majesty, took his seat on the Buddha-mat in the little audience hall,
-and declared the doctrine to his hearers who sat before him rapt in
-hearing.
-
-And when they had made obeisance and departed it was the custom of the
-Perfected One to bathe himself, and after that to assume his tunic and
-girdle, and throwing his robe over his right shoulder to go into his
-chamber and there fall into deep meditation, and after that was the rest
-of the day given to the monks who assembled, coming from here, there,
-and everywhere, to question the Blessed Lord and ask his instructions or
-plead for a sermon and all this he very gladly gave, so consuming the
-first watch of the night.
-
-And during the middle watch of the night he would commune with the
-blessed spirits of the Universe, they drawing very near him in the true
-accord.
-
-And the last watch of the night he divided into three parts, and weary
-with much sitting he paced up and down considering many things, and in
-the second part would enter his chamber and rest, and in the third,
-seated, send the diamond-clear ray of his perception through the world
-that he might commune with any soul who needed that communion.
-
-And thus were spent the days of him who had attained the _Paramitas_,
-the Ten Perfections.
-
-And if there be any who would know of the ten, these are they.
-
-Almsgiving, morality, long-suffering, manliness, meditation, mystic
-insight, resolution, strength, knowledge, and skill in the choice of
-means.
-
-In all these was our Lord perfected. And above even these in Love. For
-hear the teaching of the Lord:
-
-“As a mother, even at the risk of her own life, protects her son, her
-only son, so let the disciple cultivate love without measure toward all
-beings. Let him cultivate toward the whole world above, below, around, a
-heart of love unstinted, unmixed with differing or opposing interests.
-And let a man maintain this mindful love whether he stands, walks, sits
-or lies. For in all the world this state of heart is best.”
-
-For the Lord, the Blessed One, taught that this love must increase until
-the wide Universe is suffused with its radiance.
-
-“Our mind shall not waver. No evil speech will we utter. Tender and
-compassionate will we abide, loving, void of malice. And with rays of
-love shall we suffuse all that is, even with love grown great and
-measureless.”
-
-And because of this high teaching many men and women attained to
-Arhatship, becoming perfected saints, seeing things as they are in
-themselves and not according to their illusory appearances in this world
-of illusion,—and they made great songs of triumph and victory, saying
-that when the Hindrances are removed from a man he is as one set free
-from debt, imprisonment, and slavery.
-
-“For when the five Hindrances are put away within him, he is a free man
-and secure, and gladness springs up within him, and joy, and so
-rejoicing all his frame becomes at ease, and in that peace his heart is
-stayed.”
-
-And again, this song of Right Rapture.
-
- “It is in very bliss we dwell, we who hate not those who hate us:
- Among men full of hate we dwell, who are void of hate.
- It is in very bliss we dwell, we in health among the ailing.
- Among men weary and sick, we continue well.
- It is in very bliss we dwell, we, free from care among the careworn.
- Among men tortured with unrest, we are calm.
- It is in very bliss we dwell, we who have no hindrances.
- We have become feeders on joy, like to the shining Gods.”
-
-“The shining Gods.” What then are these Gods and Shining Ones? Thus have
-I heard.
-
-Surely the Gods are they who having acquired mighty merit by great good
-deeds reign and shine for ages until the power of their good deeds is
-exhausted. For they knew not the Nirvana and the disintegration of the
-false self, and so desired Paradise as their reward, and Paradise they
-have. But though it last for ages, when the power of their good deeds is
-exhausted then they too must enter again by the gate of birth and humbly
-learn to extinguish all desire, even though it be the desire of Heaven,
-and to know that the greedy _I_ which desired these things is
-non-existent, until they too, treading the Noble Eightfold Path, enter
-upon the highest wisdom and attain to the Nirvana, the Peace, for this
-alone is that comprehension which beholds the heavens and hells as
-pictures, as illusions, as nothing,—and whoso possesses it sits above
-manhood and Godhead alike, having utterly attained.
-
-Thus it must be when ignorance is dead and wisdom made perfect, for the
-vain shows of ignorance are dispersed in clear perception of the things
-that are true and eternal.
-
-When the wise man by earnestness has driven vanity far away, he has
-climbed the terraced heights of wisdom, and, care-free, looks down upon
-the illusory world, the careworn crowd, as he who standing upon a
-mountain top watches serenely the toilers in the plain.
-
-And a man must have what he desires, be it the Paradises that pass, or
-the Peace that is eternal.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-Now persons of all castes, high and low, women as well as men, sought
-the teachings of the Lord—and he received all with courtesy and
-gladness, for he said:
-
-“There is no caste in blood and tears.”
-
-So they brought him their griefs and questionings. And very strange to
-them did it seem to behold a great Prince surrounded by young men of the
-noble families who each and all had thrown off the Hindrances of the
-illusory world and forsaking all had followed the Truth.
-
-But when they themselves had seen the light no longer did it appear
-strange, for who will stay to watch a fragment of broken glass flash in
-the sun, when before him pulse the great lights of a royal jewel,
-brother of the sun and stars.
-
-And about this time the beautiful harlot of Vaisali, the Lady Amra,
-lovely as the divine Shri rising from the ocean, heard that a great Lord
-of Wisdom was come to Vaisali, and she offered him the use of her Garden
-of Mangoes outside the city that he might rest in the delicious shade of
-her trees and in the little pavilion where she took her pleasure, for
-she was rich in gold and jewels and resembled a great Princess in pride
-and beauty. But she did not herself think to see him, for the joy of
-life held her as the nectar of flowers holds the clinging bee, making
-his wings heavy so that he scarce can fly.
-
-But her steward came to her, saying:
-
-“O auspicious lady, I know not how it is, but all the nobles and people
-are afoot, making their way to the Garden of Mangoes, and when I asked
-the reason they replied:
-
-“It is because of the man who rests there. There is none like him—none!
-And he is the son of a King and has forsaken his kingdom that he may
-find a greater.”
-
-And she leaped to her feet laughing, ever ready for some new sight,
-saying:
-
-“Is it so? Then make ready my vehicle and I will go with Subaddha to see
-the man.”
-
-And they harnessed her velvet-white oxen with tassels of gold to her
-gilded car, and she took her place with the lady Subaddha at her feet
-and a golden canopy above her head, shining like the moon in her glory,
-and she went as a queen, casting proud glances about her.
-
-Now it was so early in the day that folk were busied with their labours
-and the nobles were yet sleeping and the way was clear before her, and
-the oxen trod quietly between the neem trees and fan palms until she
-came to the gate of her Garden of Mangoes, and there they halted in
-young sunlight and the dew of dawn. And a man stood by the gate as
-though he guarded it, and he was robed in yellow with one arm and
-shoulder bare, and when she would have entered he stretched out his arm
-and forbade her, saying:
-
-“Lady, being such a woman as you are, how is it seemly that you should
-enter this garden? Return whence you came.”
-
-And the blood fell away from her face and left her pale at that saying,
-for she had lived all her life like a queen, and now it seemed that
-scorn and the end were come upon her, and her beauty nothing though she
-shone like a night of moon and stars in her woven webs of gold. And
-silence fell upon her as she looked upon this noble young man serene and
-beautiful, who regarded her not, nor could she say, “The garden is
-mine,” for she was afraid.
-
-So then, between the feathering palms and the bamboo leaves that floated
-on still air, came another man, also clothed in the yellow robe, but
-walking like a Prince, and he said softly to the other:
-
-“Stay her not, brother Yasas, for our Master would look upon her beauty.
-Descend, Lady, and follow.”
-
-And a little comforted at his saying she descended from beneath the
-canopy and followed through the palms and the mango trees that were her
-own and now seemed not hers. And there was great quiet, for the monk
-said no word and the leaves forbore to stir and not a cricket chirped
-and the sun was very early and dewy in the green ways. And she thought:
-
-“What shall I see? For kings and princes have feared my beauty and I
-mocked them. And if he be wise, yet have the stern ascetics of the
-forests—those whose power the very Gods dreaded,—been seduced from
-their wisdom by the nymphs of Heaven. They have gone utterly astray, and
-very certainly I am beautiful as Menaka or Urvasi.”
-
-And, now they turned into a green way beside the still pool where the
-lotuses bloomed, and it was cool and dim with a deep shade of trees, for
-they let down pillared stems to root again in earth and make a forest
-temple that scarcely a ray might pierce. And within the shade was One
-seated with folded hands and feet and behind his head a raying light
-that shone like the midnight moon, and, lost in calm, he looked out into
-the worlds.
-
-And the man beside her fell on his knees and hid his face.
-
-Not for me, O, not for me, least of all the disciples is it meet that I
-should tell of this or of the similitude of the Blessed One—the very
-wise, the passionless, the desireless Lord in the eyes of such as loved
-him. Only this I know, that the woman stood amazed, forgetting her
-beauty, forgetting herself, forgetting all in the Three Worlds but only
-that One. And the rock crystal that was her heart melted within her and
-flowed away in a river of tears: nor could she stay her feet, but
-slowly, very slowly, she approached and before his feet she fell and
-laid her face on the earth.
-
-Now after awhile the Exalted One commanded her to rise and be seated,
-and he incited and gladdened her with high discourse so that she could
-no longer fear but only love in hearing these great words with ears that
-drank them as the parched earth yearns for the rains. And if it be asked
-how a woman of evil life should thus be honoured, should thus harken
-with love and understanding, I tell this thing.
-
-Many lives ago was there a deep forest where beasts and birds dwelt and
-nourished their young in peace, but one day a wind blew and brought on
-its wings a great fire. And none had pity on the beasts and birds but
-one pheasant, glorious of plumage, and this, caring nothing for her own
-life, plunged into a stream of pure water, and flying upward shook the
-drops from her feathers on the flames. Therefore Indra, King of the
-Gods, seeing said:
-
-“Foolish bird! and what can this do? You weary yourself in vain! This is
-a deed for the great and not for a little bird!”
-
-And she: “You are Indra, King of Heaven, and with a wish you could
-quench this fire, yet do not. But as for me while it burns I have no
-time for words.”
-
-And again she flew against the fire, sprinkling water. And the Great God
-blew with his breath, extinguishing the fire, but the pheasant had
-perished. Now in that former life was the Lady Amra that bird, and
-because the fruit of a high deed can never perish so, passing through
-many lives, she attained at last to lie at the feet of the Blessed One.
-Just and perfect is the Law.
-
-So, seated, at his feet, she received the Heart of Wisdom and accepted
-the first noble Truth, the Truth of suffering. And when the Exalted One
-judged that she could receive no more that day, he dismissed her, and
-she bowed at his feet and said this:
-
-“O, may the Lord in deep compassion do me the honour of eating at my
-house to-morrow.”
-
-And all assembled thought this could not be, but the Blessed One gave by
-silence his consent, and circling reverently about him three times she
-departed glad of heart, and the people made way for one so honoured.
-
-Now the nobles of Vaisali had come out to meet the World-Honoured and
-they were on the road, and Amra in the dancing joy of her heart drove up
-against them, axle to axle, and they said angrily.
-
-“How is it, Amra, that you, being such a one, drive up against us?”
-
-And she cried aloud.
-
-“Noble persons, I have bidden the Exalted One for tomorrow’s meal, and
-he comes—he comes!”
-
-And they halted amazed, and said:
-
-“Sell us the honour of his company for great weights of gold.”
-
-And she, glowing with joy.
-
-“Noble persons, were you to give me Vaisali and all its subject
-territories yet would I not give up this honourable meal.”
-
-And the angry nobles cast up their hands, crying.
-
-“We are outdone by this mango-girl! We are out-reached by this
-mango-girl.”
-
-And in anger they proceeded to the garden and went in before the Lord
-where he sat surrounded with calm, and they said:
-
-“May the Exalted One do us the honour of taking his meal together with
-his disciples at one house to-morrow?”
-
-But he replied:
-
-“Noble persons, I have promised to eat with the Lady Amra.”
-
-And again they threw up their hands exclaiming:
-
-“We are outdone by this mango-girl. Great shame to us is this!”
-
-And the Lord Buddha robed himself early in the morning and took his
-begging bowl and his disciples followed, and he went to the Street of
-Flowers, and Amra set sweet milk-rice and cakes before the Lord and his
-followers and she herself attended upon them in great humility and they
-ate the food they had not thought to eat, and when it was eaten, she sat
-lowly by his side and folding her hands, said:
-
-“Holy One, I present this house to the Order. Accept it, if it be your
-will.”
-
-And the Blessed One accepted the gift, seeing the heart that made it,
-and after inciting and gladdening her with high discourse, he rose and
-went his way.
-
-And in merciful deeds and right living this lady grew, and the Heart of
-Wisdom strengthened in her, and in this very life she became a perfected
-saint—a great Arhat—and entered the Nirvana—the Peace. For, as the
-lotus flowers do not grow on dry land but spring from black and watery
-mud, so even by the strength of her passion and sin and the deeps of
-experience she reached the heights. And she it was who made The Psalm of
-Old Age, and smiled in its making.
-
- “Glossy and black as the down of the bee my curls once clustered.
- They, with the waste of years, are liker to hemp or to bark-cloth,
- Such and not otherwise, runneth the rune of the Soothsayer.
-
- Lovely the lines of my ears as the delicate work of the goldsmith.
- They, with the waste of years, are seamed with wrinkles and pendent.
- Such and not otherwise runneth the rune of the Soothsayer.
-
- Full and lovely in rounding rose of old the small breasts of me.
- They, with the waste of the years, droop sunken as skins without water.
- So and not otherwise runneth the rune of the Soothsayer.
-
- Such hath this body been. Now age-weary, weak and unsightly,
- Home of manifold ills: old house whence the mortar is dropping
- So and not otherwise runneth the rune of the Soothsayer.”[4]
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-
-[4] Translated by C. F. Rhys Davids.
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-
-And inasmuch as the Sister thus discerned impermanance in all phenomena,
-knowing the world we see is but the creation of our senses, she, making
-clear her insight, attained, leaving behind her all fear and grief. For
-who shall measure the bounds and deeps and height and length of that
-wisdom that is one with Love?
-
-Hear also the story of the very wise and glad and gay Lady Visakha—that
-pillar of the Order, who abiding in the world as a great lady of riches
-yet gave her heart to wisdom and the Law of the Perfect One, for open is
-the way to all.
-
-She was daughter to a great man, Balamitra, and was a young maiden in
-her father’s house, when a Brahman commissioned by the Treasurer Migara
-to choose a wife for his son came that way, and when he arrived he saw
-Visakha and other girls going into the wood in search of amusement, and
-he watched them idly.
-
-Now the other girls were frivolous, running, skipping, whirling about
-and singing, but Visakha walked quietly with them, observing all and
-saying little. And when they came to the tank the others carelessly
-stripped themselves and began to play in the clear water. But Visakha
-lifted her clothes by degrees as she entered and by degrees lowered them
-as she came out, careful and modest in her conduct. And, after this,
-food was distributed, and the other girls ate hurriedly and greedily and
-then gave the remnants to their attendants. But Visakha gave food first
-to those who served her, and then ate temperately herself.
-
-And the Brahman, still watching, saw that as the girls returned there
-was water across the path and the others took off their shoes and waded,
-but Visakha remained shod, and when they came to a wood she kept her
-sunshade up though the others had lowered theirs.
-
-And there the Brahman came up with her, in much astonishment and
-questioned her, and seeing him to be a holy and dignified person she
-replied with respectful courtesy. And thus he said:
-
-“Dear girl, whose daughter are you?”
-
-“Sir, I am the daughter of Balamitra.”
-
-“Dear girl, be not angry if I question you.”
-
-“While those girls were skipping, dancing and twirling, with other
-unseemly manners, you walked quietly; why, dear girl?”
-
-“Because, great sir, all girls are their parents’ merchandise. If in
-leaping and twirling I were to injure myself, I must be kept by my
-parents while I live, for none would woo me.”
-
-“Good, dear girl. I understand. Now, in entering the water your
-companions stripped themselves but you went clothed and modest. And
-why?”
-
-“O uncle, maidens must be shame-faced. It is not well for them to be
-seen unclothed.”
-
-“Dear girl, there was none to see.”
-
-“Uncle, you saw.”
-
-“Good, dear girl. And again, the others neglected their attendants, but
-you fed yours first. And why?”
-
-“For this reason, uncle; we have easy days and feastful; they, hard work
-always.”
-
-“Good, dear girl. And why in wading through the water did you keep your
-shoes on?”
-
-“Because in water one cannot see where one plants one’s feet. I would
-not cut mine!”
-
-“And in the wood, dear girl, you kept your sunshade open. Why? For then
-there was shade from the trees?”
-
-“But also, uncle, the droppings of birds, the malice of the monkeys
-letting fall unpleasant fragments, the falling of leaves and twigs. In
-the open this seldom happens; in a wood often.”
-
-So full of delight at her good sense, the Brahman went to her parents,
-and asked her in marriage for the son of Migara. And he said:
-
-“This girl will make a noble wife and a great lady, for she is full of
-thought for others and wise with the very wisdom of the Law. Give her to
-the son of Migara.”
-
-And it was granted and they sent her to her husband in the city of
-Savatthi. Now Visakha was one who followed the Enlightened One with all
-her wise heart, but it was not so with Migara, her husband’s father, nor
-yet with his household. But she gratified their eyes for they demanded
-the Five Beauties in a daughter of the House, and these five she richly
-possessed namely, beauty of hair, beauty of flesh, beauty of bone,
-beauty of skin, and beauty of youth.
-
-And beauty of hair is when the hair resembles a peacock’s tail, falling
-to the end of the tunic where it curls upward. Beauty of flesh, when the
-lips resemble a bright red gourd. Beauty of bone, when the teeth gleam
-between the rosy lips like cut mother-of-pearl, with even division.
-Beauty of skin, when without the application of any cosmetic it is
-smooth as a lotus-wreath and white as Kanikara flowers. Beauty of youth
-is the endurance of the gaiety and freshness of youth after many
-child-births. All these had Visakha, and yet another, for her voice was
-sweeter than music, like the silver sounding of a little gong. And on
-parting her father presented her with a magnificent jewel adornment
-known as the Great Creeper Parure, and a part of it consisted of a
-peacock with five hundred feathers of red gold in each wing, the beak of
-coral, the eyes of jewels and likewise the neck and tail-feathers. And
-on Visakha’s head it resembled a peacock perched on a height, and it
-gave forth music and appeared to be real.
-
-But when she was established in her new home she found that Migara, her
-father-in-law, was a follower of the naked ascetics, and they and he
-cast scorn on the Perfect One, and this disturbed her much, and the
-ascetics said to Migara:
-
-“O householder, you have introduced into your family an arrant
-misfortune breeder, a disciple of the monk Gotama. Expel her instantly.”
-
-“And that is not easy!” thought Migara, “for she comes of a great
-family,—But I will take measures.”
-
-So he sat down and began to eat sweet rice-milk from a golden bowl, and
-Visakha stood before him, dutifully fanning him. And a holy mendicant
-entered with his begging bowl for alms, but Migara made as though he did
-not see him, and ate on, keeping his head down.
-
-“Pass on, reverend sir!” said Visakha with courtesy. “My father is
-eating stale food—it would not be agreeable to you.”
-
-And when she said this, Migara leaped to his feet and cried:
-
-“Take away this food and drive the girl from the house. To think the
-slut should accuse _Me_ of eating stale food, and at a time of
-festival!”
-
-“Father!” said Visakha, with composed serenity. “I shall not easily
-leave the house. For I am no harlot picked up at some river bathing
-place, but a great lady. And my father foresaw such a case, and when I
-left commanded eight householders of this town to investigate any charge
-brought against me. Summon them now.”
-
-And Migara agreed joyfully, knowing what they must adjudge to such
-insolence.
-
-Then they came—eight grave and wise men, and the story was told. And
-when it was heard:
-
-“Dear girl,” said the eldest householder, “is it as he says?”
-
-“That is not as _I_ say! For when my father-in-law ignored the monk I
-said ‘He is eating stale fare.’ And I meant this—He is uselessly
-consuming the merit acquired in a former life instead of making fresh.
-Now, what fault was that?”
-
-“None, dear girl. Our daughter speaks justly. Why are you angry with
-her, sir?”
-
-“Sirs, granted that was no fault,—But when she came to us her mother
-gave her ten admonitions of a hidden meaning, and I dislike them. First:
-‘The indoor fire is not to be taken out of doors.’ Now you know it is
-the friendly custom to send fire to our neighbours.”
-
-“Is it as he says, dear girl?”
-
-“Good sirs, this is the meaning: ‘If you notice any fault in any of your
-new family, never tell it outside the house. For there is no worse fire
-than this.’ Was this a fault in me?”
-
-And Migara was ashamed and said:
-
-“Sirs, I grant this. But she was also instructed thus: ‘Outdoor fire
-must not be brought indoors.’ It is the custom to accept fire if ours
-should go out, and therefore this was an unseemly instruction.”
-
-And seated in a row and consulting, the householders appointed their
-eldest to answer.
-
-“Is it as he says, dear girl?”
-
-“No, good sirs. The meaning is—‘If any outside the house speak ill of
-any within, never repeat it within doors. For there is no fire like the
-tongue.”
-
-“Well and good, dear girl. And the rest?”
-
-And she repeated.
-
-“I was instructed. ‘Give to him who gives and also to him who does not
-give,’ and this means ‘Be liberal to needy relatives and friends whether
-they can repay you or no.’ And again: ‘Sit happily.’ And this
-means—‘When you see your father-in-law or his wife or your husband, you
-must rise and stand before them.’ ‘Eat happily.’ This means—‘They must
-be served by you before you eat yourself.’ ‘Wait upon the fire.’ This
-signifies, ‘These three must be looked upon as beautiful as a flame of
-fire or a royal serpent.’ ‘Reverence the household divinities.’ This
-means that these three are your divinities indeed. ‘Sleep happily.’ This
-means ‘You must not lie down to sleep till you have done all possible
-services for them.’ All these rules, good sirs, I have kept. Now am I in
-fault?”
-
-And Migara sat with downcast eyes and the eight said to him:
-
-“Treasurer, is there any other sin in our daughter for she is clear of
-any wrong in all this.”
-
-And he said:
-
-“No. None.” But Visakha then arose in just anger.
-
-“Good sirs,” she said, “It would not have been fitting that I should be
-dismissed, yet now I am found guiltless I will go. It is a good time.”
-
-And she ordered her many carriages and slaves to be made ready. But
-Migara implored her to remain with them, half in fear and half in shame.
-And when she refused he redoubled his entreaties, and asked her
-forgiveness earnestly. And she replied:
-
-“Good sir, what there is to pardon I pardon cheerfully. But I am
-daughter to a family which follows the Law of the Exalted One. If I can
-be allowed to attend upon the Assembly, then I will stay. Not
-otherwise.”
-
-And he replied:
-
-“Dear girl, wait on your Assembly as you please.”
-
-And the end of the matter was that Migara went with Visakha to hear the
-World-Honoured, doubtful and unwilling, and it appeared to Migara, as it
-did always to all, that the eyes of the Buddha were fixed steadfastly on
-him and his proclamation of the Law addressed to him, and to him only.
-And Migara heard and the words reached his innermost being and he became
-established in the truth and acquired an immovable faith in the Three
-Refuges—the Law, the Lord, and the Assembly. And he said:
-
-“Truly it was for my advantage, truly it was for my good that my
-daughter-in-law came to my house,” and when he returned, he touched her
-breast with his hand, saying:
-
-“Henceforth you are as my mother,” thus giving her the position of
-honour. And he caused to be made for her an ornament known as the Highly
-Polished Parure, and gave it to her under the eyes of the Buddha.
-
-And she continued to give alms and to do many deeds of merit, and as the
-crescent moon rounds in the sky she became great in sons and daughters,
-ten of each. She lived to be an hundred and twenty years old, and not
-one grey hair was seen upon her head, insomuch that when she walked to
-the monastery with her children and their children, people asked:
-
-“Which is the great Visakha?”
-
-And they said: “That great lady who walks so lightly,” and the others
-replied:
-
-“May she walk further! Our lady looks well when she walks.”
-
-And those who saw her stand, sit, or lie, would say:
-
-“I hope she may do each a little longer. Our lady looks well in all she
-does.”
-
-So that it could not be charged against her that there was any posture
-in which she did not look well.
-
-And great and magnificent were her charities to all who needed. And even
-the great Creeper Parure she gave for the needy, and redeemed it with a
-King’s ransom, and she attended upon the sick, healing them with wise
-medicaments, and she built a monastery and it is easy to rehearse what
-she did not do that was good, but impossible to rehearse all her
-innumerable nobilities of deed and thought.
-
-And it was of her the One who is Awakened said:
-
-“Just, monks, as a skilful garland-maker if he obtain a heap of flowers
-will go on making beautiful garlands without end, even so does the mind
-of Visakha incline to do all manner of noble deeds weaving them into
-loveliness.”
-
-And this is the history of that great, generous and happy lady, the
-daughter of the Law.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-At this time the Queen Prajapati, she who had nourished the Blessed One
-with noble milk when his mother Maya was received into Paradise, sent to
-our Lord, with a message from herself and from the Princess Yashodara
-and other ladies of the royal family, and it was this.
-
-“Full of hindrances is the household life, very free the life of the
-homeless for such as would walk in the way. Let the Blessed One, the
-Happy One, permit that women also retire to the peace of the homeless
-life under the discipline taught by the Exalted Lord.”
-
-But he was silent, and a second time they made their petition, for they
-thought:
-
-“Much need have women of the Peace, and is the way closed to them only?”
-
-And the Queen Prajapati came herself and besought him with tears, and he
-replied:
-
-“Enough, Lady. Do not make this request,” and weeping and saluting him
-with reverence she left him.
-
-So wandering from place to place and teaching by the way, the Blessed
-One came to Vaisali and stayed awhile in the Pagoda Hall, and when she
-knew where she could find him the Queen Prajapati with shorn hair and
-yellow robes, followed by a number of the Sakya women journeyed along
-the dusty ways to Vaisali and stood in the porch of the Pagoda Hall
-weeping and very sorrowful.
-
-Now it so chanced that the disciple Ananda, cousin of the Exalted One
-and much loved by him (and he was chosen to wait always about his
-person), saw those weeping women stand in the porch, dusty and foreworn
-with the long journey and their tender feet swollen and cut with
-unwonted travel, and he pitied them and inquired into the cause of their
-grief.
-
-And having heard all he approached the Blessed One with reverence where
-he sat full of peace looking out into the green shade of the nyagrodha
-trees, and after salutation Ananda the beloved sat down beside him
-waiting until the Lord turned his eyes serenely upon him. And then said
-Ananda:
-
-“Reverend Sir, here in the entrance stands Prajapati the Queen with
-swollen feet, sorrowful and weeping, and her word is that the Blessed
-One will not permit women to retire to the homeless life. Exalted One, I
-beseech you for these. Let their petition be heard.”
-
-But the Blessed One replied:
-
-“Enough, Ananda. Do not ask this.”
-
-And again and yet again the beloved Ananda besought and still the Lord
-refused. And then the thought occurred to Ananda that he might ask in
-another manner with more success, for he pitied the women for this great
-denial of their hope. And he said:
-
-“Lord, if women retire to the homeless life is it possible for them to
-attain to the goal of returning only once more to rebirth? Is it
-possible that escaping from sorrow they should attain to saintship?”
-
-And the Blessed One in whom is all truth, answered:
-
-“This is possible.”
-
-And the face of Ananda gladdened even like his name which signifies Joy,
-and he said:
-
-“Then I beseech the Perfected One to consider how great a benefactress
-to the Order has been the Queen. She is sister to the mother of the
-Blessed One and at her breast was he nourished. I beseech and yet again
-beseech that they be admitted, for if it be possible that they thus make
-an end of sorrow shall not this be permitted?”
-
-Then said the Blessed One:
-
-“Hard is it to refuse and I cannot. If therefore these women will accept
-eight weighty regulations in addition to those accepted by the
-Order—eight weighty regulations making them subject to the Order, it
-shall be reckoned to them for ordination.”
-
-And when he had received the eight weighty regulations hard to be borne,
-for they set the oldest and most venerable of nuns below the youngest
-and least of the Order, Ananda went out to the Queen and told her all as
-she stood patiently with the wearied women. And when they heard the
-regulations sorrow passed from them as when the moon escaping from a
-cloud floats in pure radiance in pure air, and the Queen answered for
-Yashodara and for all those tender ones:
-
-“Reverend Ananda, as a woman young, beautiful, and loving to beautify
-herself, having obtained a wreath of blue lotus-flowers, or of perfumed
-jasmin, takes it and wreathes her head with joy, so do we. O venerable
-Ananda, we take up those eight weighty regulations, not to be
-transgressed while life lasts.”
-
-And that was their ordination, as the Exalted One had said, and Ananda
-returned to the Lord and told him of their joy. And he meditated and
-said:
-
-“If, Ananda, women had not retired to the homeless life, under my
-discipline then would religion have endured long in this country, even a
-thousand years. But now, not very long will the discipline and religion
-endure. And just as a man prudently builds a dike in order that water
-confined may not transgress its bounds, have I laid down the eight
-weighty regulations. Yet shall it not endure, since women have accepted
-the rules.”
-
-And true it is that in India the faith has not endured, but over the
-rest of Asia has it spread, strong and mighty.
-
-But the women were glad at heart, for the homeless life drew them with
-the very passion of peace and many became great saints, some dwelling in
-forests and in caves, and great to them was the joy of peace in the
-solitudes far from crowds, and they were filled with the life of trees
-and great forests and the strength of the up-running sap and the
-speechless communion and growth of trees and plants. And in many joy
-broke forth in words and they made the Psalms of the Sisters, even as
-their brothers the monks also sang for joy and could no more be silent
-than birds at dawn, and the world they had known called to ears that
-heard no longer. And thus it called:
-
-“Young art thou, sister, and faultless—what seekest _thou_ in the holy
- life?
-Cast off that yellow-hued raiment and come!”
-
-And each replied in her own manner.
-
- “I what was well to do have done, and what
- Is to my heart delectable. Therein
- Is my delight, and thus through happiness
- Has happiness been sought after and won.”
-
-Young and old they rejoiced, and the solitudes were kind to them,
-admitting them to fellowship. And one aged sister spoke this:
-
- “Though I be suffering and weak and all
- My spring of youth be gone, yet have I come
- Leaning upon my staff and climbed aloft
- On mountain peak. My cloak have I thrown off
- My little bowl o’er-turned; so sit I here
- Upon the rock. And o’er my spirit sweeps
- The breath of Liberty. I win, I win
- The Triple Lore! The Buddha’s will be done.”
-
-For now, they who had been the prisoners of man and of opinion learnt
-the beauty of the solitudes, and knew the silence that is in the starry
-sky, the sleep that is among the lonely hills, and it became theirs, and
-they attained to the coolness, purity and luminance of the Peace,
-bathing in it as in moonlit water. For they had passed through the Three
-Grades of Training, the Higher habit of Conduct, the Higher
-Consciousness, and the Higher Wisdom, and thus, knowing the world, not
-as it appears to be but as it is, knowing “This is Ill; this is the
-cause of Ill; this is the way leading to the cessation of Ill,” they
-were glad, and right ecstasy was theirs and joys that cannot be told,
-and they were free.
-
-And another said this:
-
- “Nirvana have I realized and gazed
- Into the mirror of the holy Norm.
- I, even I, am healed of all my hurt.
- Down is my burden laid, my task is done,
- My heart is wholly set at liberty.”
-
-And again:
-
- “One day bathing my feet, I sit and watch
- The water as it trickles down the slope.
- Thereby I set my heart in steadfastness,
- As one shall train a horse of noble breed.
- Then, going to my cell, I take my lamp,
- And seated on my couch I watch the flame.
- Taking the pin I pull the wick right down
- Into the oil. Extinguished is the fire.
- Lo, the Nirvana of the little lamp.
- Emancipation dawns. My heart is free.”
-
-For as the flame is quenched so are all lusts, desires and cravings
-extinguished in the clear waters of Nirvana. There is no fire so burning
-as the greed of passion, no luckless cast of the dice so cruel as hate,
-no ill so miserable as that of the ego that would claim all. Nor is
-there any bliss to be compared with the Nirvana.
-
-And the monks, also musing, made psalms that cannot die, for upon them
-also was the bliss.
-
- “When in the lowering sky thunders the storm-cloud’s drum,
- And all the pathways of the birds are thick with rain,
- The brother sits within the hollow of the hills
- Alone, rapt in thought’s ecstasy. No higher bliss
- Is given to men than this.
-
- Or where by rivers flowers crowd the bank,
- And fragrant rushes scent the tranquil air
- With heart serene the brother sits to see,
- Alone, rapt in an ecstasy. No higher bliss
- Is given to men than this.”
-
-And another:
-
- “Whene’er I see the crane, her clear pale wings
- Outstretched in fear to flee the black storm cloud,
- A shelter seeking, to safe shelter borne,
- Then does the river Ajakarani
- Give joy to me.
-
- Who shall not love to see on either bank
- Clustered rose-apple trees in bright array
- Beyond the great cave of the hermitage?
- Or hear the soft croak of the frogs, their foes,
- The legions of the air, withdrawn, proclaim
- Now from the mountain streams is’t time to-day
- To flit. Safe is the Ajakarani.
- She brings us luck! Here it is good to be.”[5]
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-
-Thus very great joy had come to be by the Blessed One’s sufferings, and
-for each pang he had paid came a golden harvest of the peace of others.
-
-To Him who had thus Attained came men and women from far and near with
-doubts and questions, and seated with dignity (for his noble Aryan birth
-was upon him as well as the Peace) he received them all, answering and
-resolving their doubts, nor was it difficult for him to do this for his
-eyes were as the sun in his strength to divide light from darkness.
-
-Yet let it be well understood that of certain things he would not speak,
-counting them beyond human knowledge and knowing well that in no human
-speech are there words to bear the burden of the Ineffable. Therefore
-when men asked him of the Beginning, how division from the Eternal into
-the false ego-self came into the world and from what well of bitterness
-evil thought and evil doing flowed to become tears and blood in their
-flowing, he would not answer, for none but a Buddha can comprehend the
-deepest, and he only in ways beyond transmission to others. And he would
-say:
-
-“The arrow sticks in the wound, will you wait before the healer draws it
-out to enquire of what wood is it made and whether the bowstring is of
-hair or vegetable fibre? Life is ebbing while you theorize credulously
-about present and future, self or identity. Of the origins I do not
-teach.”
-
-And when again they besought him to say whether life or nothingness lay
-beyond death, only his own nearest disciples could read the fathomless
-depths of his calm, looking rather to this than to his speech. For he
-said, being alone with them to whom it was given to know:
-
-“In this world of forms and illusions created by our senses, according
-to our illusion a man either is or is not, either lives or dies, but in
-the true and formless world this is not so for all is otherwise than
-according to our knowledge and it is easier to answer in negatives than
-in affirmatives. And if you ask Does a man live beyond death, I answer
-No, not in any sense comprehensible to the mind of man which itself dies
-at death. And if you ask does a man altogether die at death, I answer
-No, for what dies is what belongs to this world of form and illusion,
-that is the false I, but beyond this is another world incomprehensible
-as yet to such as are not instructed and beyond all human categories, so
-that if I would I cannot tell you of it, but I would not, for the things
-are disturbing and do not aid the traveller on the only path which can
-bring him to their threshold. Therefore of that and of the origins I do
-not teach.”
-
-But this ego which the unenlightened believes to be himself, very
-certainly falls apart and dissolves at death, nor is there any place of
-continuance for it, and it is wholly extinct.
-
-And it so happened that one day a wandering monk, by name Vacchagotta,
-came to the Exalted One, and saluting him with friendly greetings he sat
-down beside him, and he asked:
-
-“How does the matter stand, venerated Gotama? In a man is there the
-Ego?”
-
-And the Exalted One was silent, and Vacchagotta asked again and yet
-again and still there was silence, and after awhile he rose and went
-away.
-
-But the beloved Ananda came to Him who has thus Attained, and said:
-
-“Why, sir, did you not answer the wandering monk Vacchagotta?” And,
-smiling, he looked in the face of the beloved Ananda.
-
-“If, Ananda, when he asked me, I had answered ‘The ego is,’ then that
-reply would have confirmed the teaching of those who believe in the
-permanence of that false ego which is a bundle of tendencies and
-consciousness and proudly calls itself I and the Soul; and if I had said
-the ego is not, this would have confirmed the teaching of those who say
-there is annihilation and nothing beyond death. For neither of these
-schools, nor yet Vacchagotta, know the distinction between the ego of
-which he asked me and the true Ego, for this last is eternal and beyond
-comprehension, and the false ego passes and is gone like a dream in the
-awakening of dawn. Therefore since Vacchagotta has not attained to the
-threshold of that knowledge, being prisoned in the world of appearances,
-what could I do but keep silence?”
-
-And the beloved Ananda laid his hand upon his mouth and retired, for
-with all his heart of love he had not yet attained to the full insight
-of the unreality of appearances, but where he could not understand he
-loved. And love is also the Way, as witness the monk Purna who was about
-to carry the light into a land of violent and perilous people. So the
-Perfected One sent for him, and asked:
-
-“And if, monk, these people abuse and injure you, what will be your
-thought?”
-
-“That these people are good in that they only abuse me and do not beat
-me.”
-
-“But if they beat you?”
-
-“Then I shall think they are good in that they only beat me and do not
-stab me with swords.”
-
-“But if with swords?”
-
-“Then I shall think: They are good. They leave me my life.”
-
-“But if they take your life?”
-
-“Then,—They are good to me in that they have lifted a burden from me.”
-
-And looking upon his face the World-Honoured said:
-
-“Well have you spoken, Purna. Go and deliver, you who have delivered
-yourself. Comfort, for you are comforted. Guide to the Peace, for you
-have entered it.”
-
-So Purna went in joy.
-
-And there was a monk named Yamaka who, considering the teaching,
-believed that on the dissolution of the body the man who has lost all
-depravity is annihilated and exists no more. And his fellow monks having
-in vain urged him to abandon so wicked a heresy called upon Sariputta
-the Great to teach him better, and by his silence he consented.
-
-So when the evening was come, Sariputta the Great rose from deep
-meditation and drawing near to Yamaka he greeted him with courtesy as
-one monk should another and sitting down respectfully beside him he
-questioned him thus:
-
-“Is the report true, brother Yamaka, that the wicked heresy of
-annihilation has sprung up in your mind?”
-
-“Even so, brother, do I understand the teaching of the Blessed One.”
-
-And Sariputta the Great mused a moment and resumed:
-
-“What think you, brother Yamaka;—is his bodily form the saint?”
-
-“No indeed, brother.”
-
-“Are sensation, perception, predispositions, the saint?”
-
-“Certainly not, brother.”
-
-“Then can you consider the saint as apart and distinct from form,
-sensation, perception and predispositions?”
-
-“Brother, I cannot.”
-
-“And if separately they are not, are they when united the saint?”
-
-“Brother, no.”
-
-“Then what think you, brother Yamaka? If you cannot prove the very
-existence of the saint in this world of forms and appearances, is it
-reasonable for you to say that at death the saint is annihilated and
-does not exist.”
-
-And holding down his head for shame Yamaka answered:
-
-“Brother Sariputta, it was through ignorance I held that wicked heresy,
-but now I have acquired the True Doctrine.”
-
-For Sariputta the Great taught as did his Master that the true being is
-detached from each of these delusive selves of consciousness, sensation,
-perception, and predispositions, and the saint who has attained has
-detached himself even in this life from belief that these are
-himself—his ego. How then should it be that the essential perishes when
-these dissolve with the dying brain in death? Yet has this wicked heresy
-been spread, though clear as day must it be made to those who tread the
-way that it is a lie and no truth.
-
-For thus have I heard. After the death of the Perfected One, the King of
-Kosala, journeying from Savatthi, met with the learned nun Khema,
-renowned for wisdom, and the King, respectfully saluting her, asked her
-of the Teaching.
-
-“Venerable Lady, the Perfect One is dead. Does he exist after death?”
-
-“Great King, the Exalted One has not declared that he exists after
-death.”
-
-“Then, venerable Lady, does the Perfect One not exist.”
-
-“The Perfect One has not declared that he does not exist after death.”
-
-“But, venerable Lady,—does and does not? How is this possible?”
-
-And, smiling a little, the learned nun replied:
-
-“Great King, have you an accountant or a mint-master who could count the
-sands of Ganges and lay the figure before you?”
-
-“Venerable Lady, no.”
-
-“Or who could measure the drops in the ocean?”
-
-“Again no, venerable Lady.”
-
-“And why? Because the ocean is deep, immeasurable, unfathomable. So also
-is it if the existence of the Perfect One be measured by any human
-category, for all statements of bodily form are abolished in the Perfect
-One; their root is severed; they are done with and can germinate no
-more. The Perfect One is released from the possibility that his being
-can be gauged in any human terms. He is now deep, immeasurable and
-unfathomable as the ocean, and neither the terms of existence or of
-non-existence as understood by the world fit him any more.”
-
-Then there was a long silence and the King having heard the nun Khema’s
-words with approbation, rose and bowed reverently before her and went
-his way.
-
-Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, nor can the tongue tell of such
-matters for they are beyond and above us. And it is for this reason that
-the Blessed One replied thus to the venerable Malukya, when he
-reproached the Perfect One as follows:
-
-“Is the world eternal or the slave of time? Does the World-Honoured live
-on beyond death? It pleases me not at all that all these important
-matters should remain unanswered. May it please the Master to answer
-them if he can. And if he does not know let him say so plainly.”
-
-But the Master replied with his smile:
-
-“Did I say to you, Malukya,—‘Come and be my disciple, and I will teach
-you whether the world is everlasting or finite, whether the vital
-faculty is separate from the body or one with it, whether the Exalted
-One lives or does not live after death?’ Did I promise all this?”
-
-“No, sir, you did not.”
-
-“And, Malukya, if a man is struck by a poisoned arrow, suppose he
-says—‘I will never allow my wound to be treated until I know who shot
-the arrow—was it a man of high or low caste. And I must know whether he
-is tall or short, and how his bow and arrows are made!’—Would this be a
-sensible proceeding? Surely no. He would die of his wounds.
-
-“Why have I not made these things clear? Because the knowledge of them
-does not conduce to holiness nor right detachment, nor to peace and
-enlightenment.—What is needed for these I teach, the truth of suffering
-and its origin, the truth of the Way to its cessation. Therefore let
-what I have not revealed rest, and follow that which I have revealed.”
-
-And Malukya was content, knowing at last that in this life these
-questions are deep, mysterious and unanswerable, and the sole way to
-their understanding is to live the life, untroubled by controversy and
-dogma on such things as cannot be uttered in terms of human knowledge.
-
-For there is a Knowledge veiled in excess of light which dazzles the
-eyes to blindness. Let words be few. Let good deeds be many. He
-understands it for whom it passes thought. Who thinks of it can never
-know it. And if it could be told in words it would not be the Truth.
-
-And there is yet another example of this. For once in early days the
-Blessed One sat high among his own upon the Peak of Vultures, and there
-came before his quiet feet a Shining One and laid there a golden flower,
-praying that he would speak and in sweet speech instruct them of the
-innermost of the Peace. The Blessed One received the golden flower
-within his hand and sat in utter calm but spoke no word and all the
-Assembly mused what this might mean, and, musing, could not know. But at
-long last, Kassapa the Great smiled, also in silence, and the Blessed
-One said softly:
-
-“I hold within my heart the Treasure of the Law, the wondrous knowledge
-that is the Peace. This have I given to Kassapa wordless, and wordless
-he has seen and known.”
-
-So passes the vision from heart to heart. But words cannot tell it to
-the brain.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-A Brahman, high and haughty, having great possessions and full of this
-world’s power, raised his voice railing against the teaching of the Holy
-One, saying:
-
-“But this is against the teaching of the Vedanta! Who shall hear Gotama
-the Sakya when he teaches thus?”
-
-And he came proudly from Rajagriha far off, and stood beside to hear,
-that he might scoff at his ease, but the nobleness of the teacher drew
-him as with the kindred understanding of high birth, and the marvellous
-deeps of the Law caught him by the pride of his intellect for he thought
-it was too high for the foolish, and the wisdom beyond all words that
-falls like dew on the thirsty soul subdued him into an amazing quiet,
-and when it was done he went alone into the wood and sat himself in the
-shade by a clear running stream and considered these things in his
-heart.
-
-But he could not stay away for cords drew him and bonds were forged
-between him and That Other and they were smithied in iron unbreakable.
-So after awhile he rose, and hanging his head went back to the Jetavana
-monastery and demanded to see the World-Honoured, and when he came, this
-Brahman Vasettha made due salutation and seated himself respectfully
-beside him, and he said:
-
-“It has been told to me, Gotama, that the monk Gotama knows the way to
-the state of union with the Ultimate.”
-
-And the Perfect One replied:
-
-“What is to be known I know.”
-
-“So has it been told to me, Gotama. It is well. Let the venerable Gotama
-be pleased to show me the way.”
-
-Then said the Happy One:
-
-“Know, Vasettha, that from time to time is born into the world a fully
-Enlightened One happy with knowledge of the Truth, a Blessed Buddha, and
-he sees as it were face to face this Universe, freed from his senses in
-that they no longer can shape illusions to blind and deceive him, for
-with ordinary men their thought creates shapes about them, a false world
-in which they believe and are blinded. But it is not so with the Buddhas
-for they see things as they are. Then do they proclaim this truth of the
-Universe as it is, lovely in origin, lovely in progress, lovely in
-consummation, and this is to be known by the higher life, which is the
-Way to Wisdom in all its purity and perfectness.”
-
-And the Brahman Vasettha as in a dream, fixed, unconscious of all else,
-said:
-
-“Speak, Lord,—I hear.”
-
-And the Lord said:
-
-“There are two levels of the Way. One for the monk, one for the
-householder, and of the monk I speak first.
-
-“He takes nothing that is not his own. He is content with what is given,
-and honesty and a pure heart are his.
-
-“His life is pure, having put aside the habit and thought of sexual
-intercourse. This is for the householder only, but in all purity.
-
-“From truth in speech he cannot swerve, faithful and trustworthy, he
-hurts no man by deceit.
-
-“Slander is not for him, and calumny dies upon his tongue. He is a
-binder together of those who are divided, a peacemaker, a peace-lover,
-impassioned for peace.
-
-“From him come no harsh words. Whatever word is humane and lovely,
-pleasing and comforting, that he speaks.
-
-“Foolish talk and idle words are not his. In season he speaks what
-redounds to profit and wisdom.
-
-“He will not injure any creature. He eats but once a day. Gay and
-trivial shows are not for him. He does not adorn himself richly, for
-this is folly for a grown man.
-
-“For riches, be it in silver and gold and jewels, or flocks and herds he
-has no desire, and putting field to field does not tempt him who knows
-the world as it Is. And as for any deed of fraud or violence the
-possibility of it is not in him.
-
-“Nor will he teach magical spells nor gain a living or influence by any
-such arts or lying practices. And among the disturbed and careful, he
-moves serene and pure, as the moon, freed from clouds, pursues her way
-in midnight skies, shedding her light abroad to guide the wayfarer.”
-
-And Vasettha, musing, said:
-
-“This is no low teaching. This is the way of a great nobleman, and such
-are his manners.”
-
-And the Blessed One:
-
-“It is true. And there is more. Having attained right conduct within and
-without, he sets his mind free like a bird uncaged from the self, to
-pervade the four quarters of the world with love and sympathy, and as a
-mighty trumpeter makes himself heard with ease in all the four
-directions, so there is no living thing he passes by, but surrounds them
-with love, grown great and beyond measure.
-
-“And when Love is attained, the way to be one with the Supreme is known
-and is not far from him.”
-
-And there was a silence, and the Brahman Vasettha said slowly:
-
-“Venerable Gotama, I have been a liberal giver: justly I sought riches,
-bountifully I bestowed them. Was this well?”
-
-And the Blessed One replied:
-
-“Well. Yet have I shown you a more excellent way, for love is the path
-of wisdom to true understanding and union with all that is.”
-
-And the Brahman said with passion:
-
-“Instruct me.”
-
-So the Perfect One opened to him the Way and, seated beside him, the
-Brahman Vasettha learned the Four Noble Truths of suffering, the truth,
-the cause, the cessation, and the way that leads to its extinction. And
-immediately there arose within him forgetfulness of all his riches and
-wisdom came upon him—the Light-bearer, so that he knew illusions for
-what they are and saw the Universe about him wholly fair, being united
-with it as a bridegroom with a bride. And seeing being substituted for
-blindness, he said:
-
-“Most excellent, Lord, are the words of your mouth, most excellent! Just
-as if a man were to bring a lamp into the darkness so that all is seen
-clear, so is the truth made known by the Blessed One. And I, even I,
-betake myself to the Blessed One as my refuge, and to the Truth and the
-Brotherhood. May I be accepted!”
-
-And the Blessed One replied:
-
-“Come, monk! Well taught is the Doctrine. You have broken every fetter.
-You have made an end of pain.”
-
-So Vasettha was made one of the Brotherhood and glad at heart he exalted
-the word of the Blessed One.
-
-And so it was that even the Shining Ones desired instruction of the
-Perfect One.
-
-Thus have I heard.
-
-When He who has thus Attained dwelt in the monastery of Jetavana, once
-there came to him a Shining One in the dead of night, and the place was
-lit up by the clear luminance that streamed from his body. And this
-Shining One placed himself neither too far nor too near, but where he
-should rightly be, and bowing low thus he addressed the Buddha:
-
-“Most Excellent, during the twelve years of teaching many Shining Ones
-desiring to reach the holiness of the Peace have striven to discover
-what things are blessed, and still are ignorant. Instruct us therefore
-in those matters which are most blessed. Pronounce the Beatitudes.”
-
-And the Perfected One replied:
-
-“Son of Light, to shun the company of the foolish, to pay homage to the
-learned, to worship what is worship-worthy, these are blessed things.
-Son of Light, mark them well.
-
-“Son of Light, to dwell among good men: to hold within the consciousness
-of good deeds done in a former state of existence, to guard well the
-actions;—Son of Light, these are blessed things. Mark them well.
-
-“Son of Light, to hear and see much in order to acquire knowledge, to
-study all science that does not lead to sin, to use right language, to
-study right manners, these are blessed things. Son of Light, mark them
-well.
-
-“Son of Light, to treat parents with tenderness and love, to guard wife
-and children, to do no evil when tempted, these are blessed things. Son
-of Light, mark them well.
-
-“Son of Light, to make offerings and give nobly, to follow the precepts
-of law and virtue, to assist relations and friends: these are blessed
-things, Son of Light, mark them well.
-
-“Son of Light, to avoid sin steadfastly, to abstain from strong drink,
-to lay up great treasure of good deeds: these are blessed things. Son of
-Light, mark them well.
-
-“Son of Light, to reverence those who are worthy of veneration, to walk
-in humility, to dwell in content and gratitude, to hear the teaching of
-the Law; these are blessed things. Son of Light, mark them well.
-
-“Son of Light, to be patient and endure suffering, to rejoice in good
-words, to visit saintly persons when possible, to talk on high matters;
-these are blessed things. Son of Light, mark them well.
-
-“Son of Light, to practise holy austerities, to walk steadfast in the
-Truth with eyes fixed on the attainment of the Peace: these are blessed
-things. Son of Light, mark them well.
-
-“Son of Light, to be unmoved, to be of serene mind, exempt from passion,
-composed and fearless amid all earthly dangers: these are blessed
-things. Son of Light, mark them well.
-
-“O Son of Light, whoever possesses these blessings shall never be
-overcome; shall in all things find joy. Son of Light, mark them well,
-thus attaining the peace of the Arhats, the Perfected Saints.”
-
-Thus replied the World-Honoured and the Shining One heard and went away
-content. And it is told that it was the beloved Ananda who handed down
-this discourse to the ages, having received it from the Blessed One, and
-mark it well, for in a little compass it contains all.
-
-Praise be to the Possessor of the Six Glories, the Holy, the All-Wise!
-
-Now of the bodily presence of the Blessed One will I say this.
-
-When age came upon him it came with beauty, so that all hearts fell at
-his feet and embraced them because he was as one to whom all evil things
-must fly for refuge that being delivered from the self they might be
-made one with him and the Truth. And none could see him without this
-desire. Nor in his presence was virtue remembered for he was virtue’s
-self made manifest in love, and in the ocean of love were all submerged
-who saw him.
-
-His face was worn and calm as in an image of royal ivory, his nose
-prominent and delicate, bespeaking his Aryan birth, his eyes of a blue
-darkness, and he carried himself as one of the princes. But all this
-might be said of another, and there was none like him—none! For Wisdom
-walked on his left hand and Love on his right, and light as of the sun
-surrounded him. Wise and piercing were his words, delighting even those
-who would have scoffed.
-
-And once the Holy One approached with his begging bowl the ploughed
-fields of a rich man and stood apart, waiting, and the man saw this
-saying:
-
-“Having ploughed and sown I eat. You also should plough and sow, for the
-idle shall not eat.”
-
-“I also, Brahman, plough and sow.” Thus said the Perfected One.
-
-“Yet we do not see the plough of the Venerable Gotama!” so said the
-other, mocking. And the World-Honoured answered:
-
-“Faith is the seed, understanding the yoke and plough, tenderness the
-deliverance. So is my ploughing done. And the fruit is immortality, and
-having thus ploughed a man is freed of all ill.”
-
-And the Brahman poured rice-milk into a bowl and offered it, saying:
-
-“Let the Blessed One eat of the rice-milk for he also is a ploughman who
-makes to grow the fruit of immortality.”
-
-And this man also entered the Way and became glad at heart, having heard
-the Truth.
-
-And the Holy One talked with men and women of all ranks and affairs, so
-that the mind of none was hidden from him, and, even as they felt, he
-knew, and their hopes and fears were not far from him. Fathomless were
-the wisdom and compassion of Him who has thus Attained.
-
-So also with women, from the queens to the weaver-maidens they feared
-not to implore his mercy. Very patiently and according to the measure of
-their weakness he instructed them, and they grew like bamboos in a night
-shooting up to the light with glory of leaf and stem. And surely in
-these tender ones the Lord beheld the likeness of his mother, of whom it
-was said, “Joyful and reverenced of all, even as the young moon, strong
-and calm of purpose as the earth, pure of heart as the lotus, was Maya
-the Great Lady.” And of these women many became nuns and teachers, and
-not a few attained unto the Perfect Enlightenment passing even in this
-life into that Nirvana wherein are no more birth and death. And even the
-light women sought him in hope and he drove them not away, and wisdom
-rose within them like a wind of fire and burnt away all dross and alloy
-and they too entered the Way and wielded the powers, perceiving the Love
-in which all loves are one.
-
-Yet let it not be thought that because of this compassion the Lord at
-any moment relaxed the watchfulness of those who followed him, knowing
-well that of all snares women may be the very worst. Stern were the
-rules he made for the men who live on the austere heights of
-contemplation, strait the fences about the way. For the householders,
-purity in marriage, kindness reverence to mother, sister, wife,
-daughter, in their daily duties. For all, watchfulness and discipline
-lest the foot slip in the mire.
-
-And one day, when they rested in the shade on a journeying, Ananda the
-well-beloved, cousin of the Lord, asked an instruction.
-
-“Lord, how should we who are monks, conduct ourselves with regard to
-women-kind, for this is a hard matter.”
-
-And the Excelling One said:
-
-“See them not, Ananda.”
-
-“Even so, Lord. But if we should see them, what then?”
-
-“Abstain from speech, Ananda.”
-
-“Even so, Lord. But if they should speak to us, what then?”
-
-“Keep wide awake, Ananda.”
-
-And O that it were possible to set down the laughter of the Lord among
-his own, and the sweet converse when he related to them the stories of
-his former births, and whether parables or truths, how is it possible
-for the not wholly enlightened, who know not their own chains of births,
-to say? But wise were these stories and sweet and full of teaching for
-the little ones of the Law and babes might run to hear and laugh, and
-yet again the wisest pause and ponder the noble truths hidden in them.
-
-Hear now a Birth Story of the Lord. For this is called the Holy Quail,
-and the Blessed One told it as he and his went through a jungle. For
-there a very great jungle fire arose and roared toward them very
-terribly, and some would have made counter-fire and burned the ground
-before it, but others cried aloud:
-
-“Monks, what is it you would do? Surely it is madness, for we journey
-with the Master who can do All. And yet, making a counter-fire you would
-forget the power of the Buddhas! Come, let us go to the Master.”
-
-So they went, and the flame came roaring on to the place where they
-stood, and when it came within fifteen rods of the Blessed One it was
-extinguished like a torch plunged in water, and they magnified him. But
-he said:
-
-“Monks, this was not due to my power but to the faith of a Quail. Hear
-this.”
-
-And they said:
-
-“Even so, Lord.”
-
-And the beloved Ananda folded a robe and spread it as a seat and he sat
-and told this tale:
-
-“In this very spot long, long ago, was a young Quail, and he lay in the
-nest and his parents fed him, for he could neither fly nor walk. And
-with a mighty roar there came a jungle fire and all the birds fled
-shrieking away and even his parents deserted him.
-
-“So the young Quail lay there alone, and he thought this:
-
-“Could I fly, could I walk, I might be saved, but I cannot. No help have
-I from others and in myself is none. What then shall I do?”
-
-And he reflected thus.
-
-“In this world is Truth if it can be found. There are also the Buddhas
-who have seen the Truth and have shown it abroad, and in the Buddhas is
-love for all that lives. In me also is the Truth (though but a poor
-little Quail) and faith that has power. Therefore it behoves me, relying
-on these things to make an Act of Faith and thus to drive back the fire
-and find safety for myself and the other birds.
-
-“So the Quail called to mind the Powers of the Buddhas, the Truth-Seers,
-and making a solemn asseveration of faith existing in himself he said
-this:
-
- “Wings have I that cannot fly,
- Feet I have that cannot walk.
- My parents have forsaken me,
- O all-devouring fire, go back!”
-
-“And before this Act of Faith the fire dropped and died, retreating. And
-the Quail lived his life in the forest and passed away according to his
-deeds, and because of his strength of faith fire dies for ever when it
-touches this spot.”
-
-So said the Excellent One, and when he had finished this discourse he
-made the connection and summed up, saying:
-
-“My parents at that time were my present parents, and the Quail was I
-myself.”
-
-And they marvelled and were instructed.
-
-And one day two monks approached him, having travelled far, and
-according to his manner he said in welcoming them:
-
-“Is it well with you, monks? Are you able to live? Have you passed the
-rains in peace and unity, and have you experienced any lack of support?”
-
-And they replied:
-
-“It is not well with us, Blessed One, for there is great anger between
-us, and we devour our hearts with bitterness and know no peace.”
-
-And they laid their case before him in mutual hatred, and he said:
-
-“He abused me! He beat me! In those who harbour such thoughts how can
-hatred die? By oneself evil is done. By oneself one suffers. The swans
-go on the path of sun, they go through the air by means of their
-miraculous power. In a man’s power is his salvation from evil. There is
-no fire like passion: there is no losing throw like hatred. Let a man
-leave anger, let him forsake pride. Let him overcome anger by love and
-conquer the liar by truth. For hatred ceases not at any time by hatred,
-but only by love. This is an old rule.”
-
-An old rule. Yet when the Lord spoke it from his heart of bliss it
-became a new commandment and wisdom. So these two saluted one another in
-love before the face of the Perfect One, and, hand clasped in hand, they
-left him.
-
-And again when a young monk was led away by the transient smile of a
-woman to his undoing, the Perfected One said this:
-
-“Rise above the five senses which see things as they are not, and open
-the sight which see things as they are. Even the Divine Beings may well
-envy him whose desires like horses well broken are utterly subdued. Him
-whom no false desires can lead captive any more, by what temptation can
-he be felled—he the Awakened, the all-seeing, the desireless? And make
-thought pure, for all that we are is the result of what we have thought.
-It is founded on our thoughts, it is made up of our thoughts. If a man
-speaks or acts from an evil thought pain follows him as the wheel
-follows the ox that draws the carriage. Earnest among the thoughtless,
-awake among the drowsy, the wise man presses steadily onward to joy.”
-
-And they said, “Even so, Lord,” and seeing their faces glad about him,
-he added:
-
-“As on a heap of refuse cast forth by the highway a lily may grow
-filling the air with sweetness, thus the disciples of the true Buddha
-shine forth among the people who walk in darkness.”
-
-And on another day when they talked of the lures of desire, the Lord
-said this:
-
-“As long as the evil deed does not bear fruit the fool thinks it sweet
-as honey, but later comes the bitterness.
-
-“And when the evil deed is thrown upward in recklessness, like a stone
-it falls back on the fool and breaks his head.
-
-“For those who will not learn, who cannot as yet understand, hard to
-follow is the path of the wise man, like that of birds flying home
-through trackless depths of air. But what is difficult may with taking
-thought be done. The arrow-maker trues his arrow, the carpenter shapes
-his log, the wise man shapes himself, for no other hand can do it.
-Tranquil are his thoughts, serene his meditation when he has obtained
-freedom by knowledge. But the beginning is this—Let no man think
-lightly of the beginning of evil, saying—‘It is only a little thing,’
-for by the falling of water drops one by one, a pit is filled, and so is
-it with a little evil,—and with good it is the same. Little by little
-do good thoughts and deeds grow into the Peace.
-
-“By a man’s self is evil done, by himself he suffers, by himself comes
-good, by himself purification, and by none other.
-
-“This is the sole victory that brings gladness, for in the world of
-forms victory breeds hatred for the conquered is unhappy. He who has
-given up both victory and defeat, he is the taster of bliss.”
-
-I write and men read, but who can declare the wisdom of the Lord? For as
-mists ascend at dawn so illusion was dispersed before his radiance and
-the veil was lifted and men beheld about them the true Universe of the
-Powers and the Truth,—the One, the Alone, in which we live and move and
-have our being.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
-
-THUS have I heard.
-
-Yet another thing, and heed it well for it was a day precious as clean
-gold.
-
-As the Lord went with his disciples, they came to the river by the
-fields of Dhaniya the herdsman, a rich man who trusted in his goods, but
-kindly and simple, such as the Blessed One loved. And here he stayed his
-feet, smiling a little as at a thought of his own; and his disciples
-stood about him, and he said this:
-
-“Here we see great riches of beasts and pasture; surely the man owning
-these good things is well content!”
-
-And Dhaniya seeing the Holy One, drew near in his peasant’s pride and
-addressed him:
-
-“I have boiled my rice, I have milked my cows,” so said the herdsman
-Dhaniya. “I dwell near the banks of the Mahi, my house is roofed, my
-fire kindled. Therefore, if thou wilt, rain, O sky!”
-
-For believing his riches a strong shield he feared nothing.
-
-“I am free from anger, free from stubbornness,” said the Blessed One,
-“For one night I abide by the Mahi river. My house is unroofed, the fire
-of passion is extinguished. Therefore, if thou wilt, rain, O sky!” And
-he smiled.
-
-“Gadflies are not found with me,” said the herdsman Dhaniya. “In meadows
-rich with grass my cows are roaming, and well can they endure rain when
-it falls. Therefore if thou wilt, rain, O sky!”
-
-“I have made a raft, I have passed over to the shore of the Peace,” so
-said the Blessed One. “Therefore if thou wilt, rain, O sky!”
-
-“My wife is obedient!” boasted the herdsman Dhaniya. “Winning she is,
-and I hear no ill of her. Therefore, if thou wilt, rain, O sky!”
-
-“My mind is obedient, delivered from all worldly matters,” so said the
-Blessed One. “And in me there is no ill. Therefore if thou wilt, rain, O
-sky!”
-
-“I support myself by my own riches!” so said the herdsman Dhaniya, “and
-my children are healthy about me. I hear nothing wicked of them.
-Therefore if thou wilt, rain, O sky!”
-
-“I am no one’s servant,” so said the Perfect One, “with what I have
-gained I wander through the world. For me there is no need to serve.
-Therefore, if thou wilt, rain, O sky!”
-
-“I have cows, I have calves!” so said the herdsman Dhaniya. “I have also
-a bull as lord over the herds. Therefore if thou wilt, rain, O sky!”
-
-“I have no cows, I have no calves!” so said the Happy One, “—And I have
-no bull as lord over the herds. Therefore, if thou wilt, rain, O sky!”
-
-“The stakes are driven in and cannot be shaken,” so said the herdsman
-Dhaniya. “The ropes are new and well made: the cows cannot break them.
-Therefore if thou wilt, rain, O sky!”
-
-“Having, like a bull, rent the ropes: having like an elephant broken
-through the tangle,” so said the Blessed One, “I shall no more be born
-to death. Therefore if thou wilt, rain, O sky!”
-
-And he smiled as one at rest, enthroned above pain or change.
-
-Then all at once, from a full-wombed cloud, a shower poured down,
-filling both land and water. And the eyes of Dhaniya were enlightened,
-and seeing the true riches of the empty hand and freed soul, the
-herdsman spoke thus, bowing at the feet of the Perfect One.
-
-“No small gain has indeed accrued to us since we have seen the Blessed
-One. We take refuge in thee, O Wisest. Be thou our Master.”
-
-“He who has cows has care with his cows,” so said the Blessed One,
-concluding the matter. “But he who is free of these things has not
-care.” So Dhaniya entered the Way of Peace, and taking the vow of the
-householder was at rest.
-
-And now in this of Dhaniya is a thing much to be pondered. For it is
-observable that the Holy One said these words to him:
-
-“I have passed over to Nirvana—to the Peace.” How could this be and he
-yet living in the world of form? What then is the Nirvana? For, since
-the departing of Him who has thus Attained, the ignorant have taught the
-heresy which Sariputta the Great rebuked in the monk Yamaka,—even that
-the true Nirvana is extinction, is dispersal of all that once was the
-man, the ego known to himself and others, he being annihilated in death
-as a flame blown out in vast darkness. Yet no, and again, not so, though
-not in words may the Truth be fully told. Yet—if a man may attempt to
-throw a stone at a star, this that follows may be told of the Nirvana.
-
-They who talk of existence and non-existence are ignorant, for these are
-words only. There is no existence or non-existence, but in their stead
-reality and unreality, and in this world of form is unreality and in
-That World, reality. So that the unreal ego which we here believe to be
-the man is nothing and whether here or there has no reality but is a
-compound of causes which dissolve at death, while the reality of the man
-abides whether here or There. True it is that after death no longer can
-it be perceived, no longer can it be guessed by the bodily senses—the
-liars, the deceived, the slaves; yet in a profundity beyond all depths
-of all oceans it abides. The rest is silence.
-
-Thus, the Blessed One and they who with him attained, were in life
-delivered from the illusion of the world of forms and seeing all as it
-is were glad. For the true Nirvana is an extinction—not of the
-eternal—but of craving, the lust of the flesh, the lust of life, and
-the pride of life. And when the inward fires of lust, and hatred and
-pride are extinguished, then that man has entered into the Nirvana
-whether here or there. And surely this was the Lesson of Lessons, and
-many a parable, many a teaching did the World-Honoured utter in all
-solemnity that we might know it is the self—the individual self lurking
-in a man like an ape in the boughs, clutching, greedy, foul, foolish,
-that is the cause of all evil and sorrow and of his separation from the
-universe of life and light that lies about him. And he must learn that
-this foul and foolish chatterer is dream and illusion of the senses and
-consciousness, for when this teaching is mastered we lift the true eyes
-of wisdom and look about us seeing at last that the world is wholly
-fair. Know this, for it is the very kernel of the nut. This is the Way
-of Peace, this is the Gate of the Ten Perfections whereby we also are
-perfect being One; this is the Nirvana, absolute in joy and bliss
-immortal.
-
-Be not misled. If this false belief of annihilation be accepted the
-belief in the Karma and its awful justice falls to the ground, and the
-Blessed One is made to utter words unreal and deceptive. It is not well
-to traduce the teaching of the Blessed One, for what he taught he knew,
-and where he was silent it was from knowledge too great to be uttered
-save to his high initiates, and they too, knowing, were content. For a
-man can but receive as he is able, and the Truth needs two servants—the
-one to speak and the other to hear.
-
-True is it that the Lord before he passed away from the world of the
-senses said to the beloved Ananda, this:
-
-“I have preached the truth, Ananda, and in respect of the Truth He who
-has thus Attained had no such thing as the closed fist of the Teacher
-who holds back his knowledge.”
-
-Yes, but a man can but take what he can, and where the great saints of
-the Lord knew and were content, the lesser men guessed and stumbled
-blindly by excess of light and this was unavoidable for they were not
-prepared, and in future lives they have learned, will learn, and they
-too be content in wisdom.
-
-Therefore when men ask the disciple of the Nirvana, and say:
-
-“Is it annihilation? Is it the end of all, for so many teach?” reply
-thus:
-
-“It is the annihilation of ignorance and passion and all their brood. It
-is the annihilation of conditioned being and of all the illusion that
-fettered us. It is the rending of the painted veil of life that hides
-from us the light. It is the end of all turning of the wheel of the long
-pilgrimage through self-shaped dream-worlds of deception. It is the end
-of grief and self-deceit. It is awakening from the dream of life, from
-the crippling of the ego-self, into freedom. It is beyond all that we
-call life, and death is unknown to it. It is All and One and above right
-and wrong and in it are all things reconciled.
-
-“And it is us and in us and we in it for ever.”
-
-Open the eyes of understanding and see and know, as he the Awakened, has
-taught.
-
-And now must the story turn to the Princess Yashodara, released from
-grief and grown strong in wisdom.
-
-Musing night and day on these thoughts and this blessedness the Princess
-excelled in knowledge and in her true eyes the light shone brighter and
-more bright in the deep contemplation of her heart, and when in the
-passing of the years the wealth of the Maharaja fell into her hands she
-valued it nothing, placing it where most good and least harm could flow
-from it. And with attendant princesses she walked nearly five hundred
-miles, refusing all offers of assistance, that she might be near the
-World-Honoured, breathing the same air, sometimes attendant upon his
-teaching, sometimes sending dutifully to enquire after the health of the
-monk Rahula, her son.
-
-So, having grown old, but still eminent in the nobility of her beauty
-and its calm, as she sat alone one day she remembered many of her
-friends who through the Peace here to be attained had departed to that
-Other. And she thought this:
-
-“I was born on the same day as my lord, the Awakened One, and in the
-regular order of things I should on the same day enter the Great Peace.
-But this is an honour too great for me and far beyond my deserts, nor
-can it be. I am now seventy eight years in this world of illusion, and
-in two years from now, he, the Blessed One, will enter that which cannot
-be named. I will therefore request permission to precede him, as the
-lower should precede the great.”
-
-So, accompanied by her attendants, the Princess went to the Vihara, the
-monastery, where the Lord sat at the time with a company of disciples,
-and presenting herself before him humbly asked forgiveness for any
-faults she might have committed. And he replied:
-
-“You are the most virtuous of women. But from the time you received the
-Light, you have done no marvels, so that many have not known the power
-that is in you, doubting whether you were indeed an Arhat. There is a
-company assembled about us, who know not the Powers. Show them.”
-
-But the Princess, doubting in her humility that this should be, doubting
-whether a woman should display the beauty of her person to onlookers,
-was not assured that this was well. Yet, with the insight to which time
-is nothing, she spoke, rehearsing the mystery and marvel of all her
-former lives, for now having vanquished rebirth she was as the traveller
-who nearing the mountain top and the eternal purities sees the way by
-which he has come, rejoicing in perils escaped and rest unending. And
-all sat entranced, listening to the music of her voice and the marvels
-she—to whom time was no more than a child’s toy cast aside—unfolded
-before them. And suddenly, as she ended, the air upbore her light feet
-and a marvel was done before them, for in the air she prostrated herself
-before Him who has thus Attained, attributing to him the knowledge that
-had guided her into bliss. And those who saw hid their faces.
-
-And when all was concluded she retired to her own dwelling and there,
-that same night, rising from contemplation to contemplation, she beheld
-the Peace, being delivered for ever from all illusion, and so passed
-into That which is to come.
-
-And of her son—the monk Rahula—this also must be told:
-
-At one time the Lord, with robe and bowl, went to Savatthi in search of
-alms, and his son Rahula followed step for step, and the Blessed One,
-turning, said this:
-
-“Whatever form one bears, monk, is to be viewed with perfect wisdom and
-the understanding—‘This is not mine; it is not I. This is not my true
-self.’”
-
-And Rahula answered:
-
-“And only form, O Lord, and only form, O Happy One?”
-
-“Form, Rahula, and sensation and perception and the tendencies and
-consciousness. These also are not the true self.”
-
-And Rahula, being thus addressed with an Instruction, would not go to
-roam and beg among the people, but set aside his bowl, and sat beneath a
-tree to meditate upon the Instruction. And in the evening, having ended
-his calm contemplation, he sought the Blessed One and saluting him
-reverently seated himself respectfully beside him and besought him to
-instruct him on the discipline of meditation and training, and the
-Blessed One instructed him in all the processes, even to the ruling of
-the breath in inspiration and expiration so that the false senses may be
-lulled and the true eye of wisdom opened, and pleased and gladdened was
-the venerable Rahula with that high instruction.
-
-And thus Rahula in time became first a great warrior for the Truth and
-then a great Arhat: a perfected saint. And in what way did he become a
-warrior? Even as a monk asked of the Awakened One:
-
-“Warriors, warriors, we call ourselves, O Happy One, and in what way are
-we warriors?”, and had this reply:
-
-“We make war, monk. Therefore are we warriors?”
-
-“And for what do we make war, O Leader?”
-
-“For perfect virtue, for high endeavour, for sublime wisdom. To see in a
-world of blindness, to be free in a world of slaves,—therefore, do we
-make war.”
-
-And when is the victory gained?—When the dark night of I-ness is
-enlightened,—when the man is no longer a swimmer struggling for life in
-agony against the waves, but the grey gull borne on the winds in bliss
-or floating at peace on the billows of eternity.
-
-This is the victory of the monk Rahula and of the wise.
-
-
-
-
- PART IV
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
-
-SO continued our Lord, wandering from place to place, or resting in the
-season of the rains in the monasteries provided by the supporters of the
-Brotherhood, and, followed by his own, he taught the Breaking of the
-Fetters—and the fetters he broke are these:
-
-The delusion of self—namely that the individual ego is real and
-self-existent. For what can exist outside the Universal Self? And egoism
-is the very root of death.
-
-Doubt. For who can advance boldly, doubting the way and where he shall
-set the next step?
-
-Belief in good works and ceremonies. For what good work can open a man’s
-eyes if his motive is mean, and what value have rites and ceremonies in
-themselves?
-
-Fleshly lust. By no means did the Lord command a cruel asceticism, for
-this he had tried to the uttermost and having laid it aside, passed on.
-No, but a joyous temperance, the child of wisdom and duty, the fosterer
-of endeavour. And duty in all things, a strength by some to be attained
-now, by others with patience in later lives.
-
-Ill-will. For this is a cruel fetter, biting to the very bone of the
-wretch who carries it, and it is forged indeed from the black iron of
-egoism and belief in the separate ego.
-
-And this being all accomplished the last fetters to be broken are:
-
-The desire for separate and individual life in the world of forms we see
-about us.
-
-The desire for separate life in the formless world to which we shall
-attain.
-
-Pride—the very snarer of Divine Beings.
-
-Self-righteousness, the womb-sister of pride.
-
-And last, the most terrible of fetters—
-
-Ignorance—mother of a deadly brood.
-
-And where he went these fetters fell before him, and prison doors were
-opened and they who had sat in darkness walked in light. And they
-aspired to perfection for he taught that Perfection was their heritage,
-if not now, then in some future life where the sown seeds of good
-expanding should throw out strong arms and glorious blossom.
-
-And they believed, and some set tottering steps in the path, and some
-advanced with wings rather than feet, but all were seekers and finders.
-
-But he compelled none, nor threatened, for by a man’s true self comes
-his salvation, and seated among his own he said:
-
-“The Tathagata—He who has thus Attained, does not think that it is he
-who must lead the Brotherhood or that the Order is dependent upon him.”
-
-Only, steadfastly pointing the way, he rejoiced that men should follow
-it, casting forth his light like the sun, not compelling men to guide
-their steps by it.
-
-Nor did he teach resignation to sorrow nor its acceptance as a blessing
-and discipline. Far from it. For in the clear percipience of the Lord
-sorrow is ignorance and shameful.
-
-“One thing only, monks, now as always I declare to you—sorrow and the
-uprooting of sorrow.”
-
-For what man would wander in the mist of sorrow when he may walk glad
-and straight to the goal in the sunlight of wisdom. And sorrow
-understood is sorrow ended.
-
-Therefore the Lord taught understanding of sorrow, as the first need and
-therefore says the wise Nagasena:
-
-“As a boy I was admitted to the Order, and nothing did I know of the
-goal. But I thought—‘These men taught by the Awakened One will teach
-me.’ And they taught, and now I know with understanding the foundation
-and the crown of Renunciation.”
-
-And what the Lord taught he knew: that there is no sorrow for the wise.
-
-And thus when he stayed at Alavi, by the cattle-path in the forest he
-rested on a couch of leaves, and it so chanced that a man of Alavi as he
-went through the forest saw the Exalted One sitting absorbed in
-meditation, and greeting him with respect this man sat down at his side
-and said:
-
-“Master, does the World-Honoured live happily?”
-
-And the Perfect One answered:
-
-“It is so, young man. Of those who live happily in the world I also am
-one.”
-
-“Cold, Master, is the winter night, the time of frost is coming: rough
-is the ground trodden by cattle: thin is the couch of leaves: light the
-monk’s yellow robe: sharp the cutting winter wind.”
-
-For his heart pitied the aging of the Exalted One. But he replied, again
-smiling:
-
-“It is so, young man. I live happily. Of those who live happily in the
-world I also am one.”
-
-And so it was, and with his own also. For his mendicants rejoicing said
-to one another:
-
-“We who call nothing our own, drenched with happiness, we in this world
-cast out light like the radiant Gods.”
-
-And their song was—
-
- “Abolished is the round of birth: Completed the ascetic life;
- Done what was to do.
- This world of form is no more. This we know.”
-
-And sometimes proud and learned Brahmans would come to dispute haughtily
-with the Perfect One, and they, full of pride and anger, would rage and
-trip in their discourse thinking to show their much learning rather than
-to seek the truth. But like the waves of a muddy river lashing rock so
-were they, and the Lord sat there always, answering duly, teaching duly,
-clothed in serenity, his skin the colour of bright gold, his eyes bright
-and calm, for he said:
-
-“That in disputation with anyone whatsoever I could be thrown into any
-confusion or embarrassment,—there is no possibility of such a thing,
-and because I know of no such possibility I remain quiet and confident.
-And even when I am carried here upon a bed shall my intellectual
-strength remain unabated.”
-
-And his monks said:
-
-“Truly from the Exalted One comes all our wisdom.”
-
-And because he was so near the Blessed One many monks would come to the
-venerable Ananda and say:
-
-“It is long, brother, since we heard a discourse from the Exalted One.
-It were very good if we might hear one now.”
-
-“Well, venerable ones, betake yourselves to the hermitage of the Brahman
-Rammako. Perhaps you will get to hear a discourse from the lips of the
-Exalted One.” For Ananda was wise in the ways of the Master.
-
-Now after the Perfected One had returned from his begging-round, he
-turned and said:
-
-“Come, Ananda, let us go to the East Grove, to the terrace of the Mother
-of Migara, and stay there until the evening.”
-
-So they went, and when he had finished his meditation he turned to the
-venerable Ananda:
-
-“Come, Ananda, let us to the Old Bath and refresh our limbs.”
-
-So they went. Then the beloved Ananda addressed the Perfected One thus:
-
-“The hermitage of the Brahman Rammako, Master, is not far from here. It
-is pleasantly situated in peaceful solitude. Good were it if the Master
-should betake himself there.”
-
-And the Blessed One signified by silence his assent. And there they
-found many monks in edifying discourse. And he waited till they were
-done, and cleared his throat and rapped at the knocker, and they opened
-the door, and the World-Honoured entered in and seated himself and
-incited and gladdened them all with great and high discourse.
-
-So they got what they needed, for very wise was the beloved Ananda in
-dealing with the Master.
-
-Amazing indeed were the experiences of those who followed the Lord, and
-not to be understood of those who have not stood face to face with Truth
-and Love unveiled and terrible in beauty, and terrible also in the loves
-they inspire. What can words avail?
-
-And where he went the Awakened One strewed little precepts like flowers,
-easy for a child to remember yet each an upward spiral on the Way.
-
-“If all knew the fruits of alms-giving as I, monks, know them, most
-surely they would not eat the last least mouthful without dividing it
-with another.”
-
-And they answered, “Even so, Lord,” and gave of their food, living in
-peace amidst the Transient, until even its semblance should pass for
-ever away. And nothing else than food had they to give, being monks.
-
-And one asked of the learned nun Dhammadhina:
-
-“And how, venerable Lady,—how and what has the Blessed One taught about
-the arising of the false ego in the beginning of things? How came it to
-be? What does he teach of this?”
-
-“It is the lust of life that sows repeated being in successive lives.”
-
-“And how is the annihilation of the false ego to be attained, Venerable
-Lady? How has the Exalted One taught?”
-
-“Even by the complete annihilation, rejection, and driving forth of the
-lust of life—this is what was taught by the Exalted One.” So answered
-the nun Dhammadhina. “Even through the breaking of any attachment to the
-Transient.”
-
-But of how Attachment began to be in the beginning of things the Lord
-would not answer. The Way out, he taught; the way in concerns not at all
-the man who is fleeing for his life to peace and safety from attachment
-to the Transient and its illusion.
-
-And again:
-
-“But what follows after death? What follows after the extinction of
-illusion?” the seeker asked of the learned nun Dhammadhina. And she
-replied:
-
-“Abandon the question, brother. I cannot grasp the meaning of the
-question. If you will, go to the Enlightened One and ask him.”
-
-And he went, and the Lord answered:
-
-“Wise is Dhammadhina and mighty in understanding. My answer is hers.”
-
-For the Unknown cannot be known until the way is built to it. Build then
-the way, and knowledge will come in time. But, without words, to the
-few, the very few, this knowledge has come, as has been told.
-
-And when the nun Gotami asked him:
-
-“Will the Exalted One teach me the very quintessence of the Law,” he
-answered thus:
-
-“Whatever teaching leads to passion and not to peace, to pride and not
-to humility, to desire of much in place of little, to love of society
-and not of solitude, to idleness and not to striving, to a mind of
-unrest and not to a mind at peace—that, O Gotami,—note well!—that is
-not the way,—that is not the teaching of the Master.”
-
-And as they sat in the calm of the sunset and discoursed, Sariputta the
-Great said this:
-
-“I desire not life. I desire not death. I wait until my hour shall come
-like a servant that waits for his wage. I await the coming of the hour,
-conscious and of thoughtful mind.”
-
-Thus steadfast in the way they continued, not cruelly mortifying the
-body but in the true asceticism of the heart that cannot be tempted. For
-the Awakened One said this:
-
-“I teach asceticism inasmuch as I teach the burning away of all evil
-conditions of the heart. And the true ascetic who thus lives may fitly
-and rightly eat of the food that is given him in alms, of rice
-pleasantly prepared and such-like, and it will do him no ill.”
-
-So quietly and in radiance life went on as a summer day which from dewy
-dawn passes through every gradation of light until the night comes,
-taking the world in her net of stars and laying all to rest.
-
-And still the Exalted One journeyed and taught, now being very aged, and
-the seeds of his doctrine were carried as if by far-flying birds into
-the outer lands which had never felt in this life the tread of his
-blessed feet nor seen the calm of his face nor the majesty that attended
-him. And taking root these seeds shot up later into mighty trees of
-glorious growth.
-
-And still he journeyed to and fro, and the people said to the monks:
-
-“Let not the World-Honoured overweary himself, for in what are we worthy
-that our well-being should cost the world its Light?”
-
-And they answered:
-
-“All he does is well. This also is well and could not be otherwise.”
-
-But the beloved Ananda saw with fear that the World-Honoured moved more
-slowly and with more painful effort on each journey he made. And awe and
-grief possessed Ananda, seeing this, for he had not as yet attained to
-perfect enlightenment,—and with many cares he compassed the Blessed and
-followed him wherever he went.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
- THE LAST JOURNEY
-
-
-AND the Blessed One passed through Pataligama and went on to the river
-and at that time Ganges was swollen and brimming, and some with him
-began to seek for boats and some for basket-rafts that they might pass
-over. But the Exalted One, swiftly as a powerful man could stretch out
-his arm and withdraw it, vanished from the hither side of the river and
-stood on the other bank with the brethren. And he uttered this verse:
-
- “Those who cross the stormy sea
- Making a firm way for their feet,
- While the blinded tie their basket-rafts,
- These are the wise, these are the safe and glad.”
-
-And they passed on to the villages of Nadika and at the last the Happy
-One rested at the Brick Hall, and the beloved Ananda (who tended him
-always) came and sat down respectfully beside him, and having passed
-through the village and heard of the deaths of several devout followers,
-men and women, who had followed them formerly, he asked the Lord of
-their destiny and of what had befallen them.
-
-And naming them each and all by name, replied the Exalted One:
-
-“Of those men and women there are some who in their first return to this
-world will make an end of sorrow and illusion and return no more. And
-some there are for whom having attained the highest knowledge, it is no
-longer possible that they should return to mortal birth, for they are
-now assured of final salvation.”
-
-And in the Brick Hall at Nadika he taught the people, saying:
-
-“Great is the fruit, great the advantage of earnest contemplation when
-adorned with right doing. And great the fruit of high intellect adorned
-with earnest contemplation. For the mind set round with intelligence is
-thus delivered from sensuality, from the false ego, from delusion and
-ignorance.”
-
-And they went on to Vaisali, and from thence to Beluva, and there the
-Blessed One rested in the village. And he said to the brethren:
-
-“Mendicants, do you take up your abode round about Vaisali for the
-rains, each according to his friends. For I shall enter upon the rainy
-season here at Beluva.”
-
-“So be it, Lord,” said the brethren in assent, and so it was done.
-
-Now when the Blessed One had thus entered on the rains at Beluva there
-fell upon him a sickness, and sharp pains came upon him even to death.
-But mindful and self-possessed he bore them without complaint. And this
-thought came into his mind:
-
-“It would not be right for me to pass away without addressing the
-disciples, without taking leave of the Order. Let me now by a strong
-effort of the will bend down this sickness and keep my hold on life
-until the allotted time be come.”
-
-And he bent that sickness down and it abated.
-
-And when he began to recover he went out of the little vihara—the
-monastery, and sat down behind it on a seat spread out for him. And the
-venerable Ananda went where the Blessed One was, and sat respectfully
-beside him, and said this:
-
-“I have seen, Lord, how the Blessed One suffered, and though at that
-sight my body became weak as a creeper, yet I had some little comfort in
-thinking that the Blessed One would not pass from existence until at
-least he had left some instructions touching the Order.”
-
-“What then, Ananda? Does the Order expect that of me? Now, He who has
-thus Attained thinks not that it is he who shall lead the Order or that
-it is dependent upon him. I too, Ananda, am now grown old and full of
-years. My journey is drawing to its close. I have reached my sum of
-days, I am turning eighty years of age. And just as a worn-out cart can
-only with much additional care be made to move, so, I think, the body of
-the Tathagata can only be kept going with much additional care. It is
-only when ceasing to attend to any outward thing he becomes plunged in
-devout meditation concerned with no material object,—it is only then
-that the body of the Tathagata is at ease.”
-
-And there was a long pause, and the venerable Ananda remained
-steadfastly gazing at the Perfect One, absorbed in his words as
-foreseeing the end. And the Lord resumed:
-
-“Therefore, Ananda, be lamps unto yourselves. Betake yourselves to no
-external Refuge. Hold fast to the truth as a lamp. Look not for refuge
-to anyone beside yourselves. And whoever after I am dead shall be a lamp
-unto themselves and holding fast to the truth look for refuge to no one
-outside themselves, it is they, among my mendicants, who shall reach the
-Height.”
-
-And again the Blessed One robed himself early in the morning and taking
-his bowl went into Vaisali for alms and when he returned he sat down
-upon the seat prepared for him and when he had finished eating the rice
-he said:
-
-“Take up the mat, Ananda,—I will go to spend the day at the Kapila
-Ketiya.”
-
-“So be it, Lord,” said the venerable Ananda, and he followed step for
-step behind the Blessed One.
-
-And when he had come there the Blessed One sat down upon the mat spread
-out for him, and the venerable Ananda took his seat respectfully beside
-him. And the Blessed One said:
-
-“Whoever, Ananda, has developed himself and ascended to the very heights
-of the four paths to Power, thus transcending bodily conditions and
-using these Powers for good may if he desires it, remain in the same
-birth for an age, or that portion of the age which is yet to run. Now He
-who has thus Attained has developed these Powers and could therefore
-live on yet for an age or that portion of the age which has yet to run.”
-
-But even though this suggestion was given by the Blessed One, the
-venerable Ananda did not comprehend it, nor did he say, “Vouchsafe,
-Lord, to remain! Live on for the good and happiness of the peoples, out
-of pity for the world and the weal of Divine Beings and men.”
-
-And a second time did the Blessed One say this, and yet did not the
-beloved Ananda speak.
-
-Now the Blessed One addressed him thus:
-
-“You may leave me, Ananda, for awhile.”
-
-And rising from his seat, Ananda saluted the Lord, and sat down at the
-foot of a tree not far off, and when he was gone, the Evil One, the
-Tempter, approached the Lord and stood beside him, and he said:
-
-“Pass away now, Lord, from existence. Let the Blessed One die. For did
-he not say that when the Order was established, and the lay-people, and
-the truth made known, that then the time would be come? And all this is
-now done, and the time is here. Pass away now, therefore, Lord. Let the
-Blessed One die.”
-
-And when he had spoken, the Blessed One said to the Evil One:
-
-“Be happy. At the end of three months from this time the Blessed One
-will die.”
-
-Thus did the Lord deliberately and consciously reject the rest of his
-possible sum of life. And there followed an earthquake and tremblings
-and thunders.
-
-And Ananda returned in haste and said:
-
-“Wonderful and marvellous is this earthquake, Lord, and what is its
-cause?”
-
-And the Lord said:
-
-“Of the eight causes of earthquake and tremblings, this is one—when an
-Awakened One,—He who has thus Attained, consciously and deliberately
-rejects the remainder of his life, then is the earth shaken.”
-
-And, still speaking of the mastery of the Powers, the Lord continued:
-
-“Now I call to mind, Ananda, how when I used to enter into an assembly
-of many hundred nobles with discourse of religion I would instruct and
-gladden them, and they would say,—‘Who may this be who thus speaks? A
-man or a God?’ And having taught and gladdened them, suddenly I would
-vanish away. But they knew me not even when I vanished away, and they
-would say in bewilderment, ‘Who may this be who has thus vanished away?
-A man, or a God?’”
-
-And he spoke also of the eight stages of deliverance from errors of
-perception, passing beyond the apprehension of form through infinite
-space and infinite reason and finally beyond sensation and ideas, even
-into the eighth stage of deliverance.
-
-And having given this instruction the Lord related to the venerable
-Ananda how that in three months’ time he should hear his voice no more,
-and the venerable Ananda cried out vehemently:
-
-“Vouchsafe, O Blessed One, to live. Stay with us for the weal of Divine
-Beings and men.”
-
-But the Lord answered:
-
-“The time for making such a request is past.”
-
-And a second and a third time Ananda entreated and the Lord replied,
-saying:
-
-“Verily, the word has gone forth from Him who has thus Attained. That
-the Tathagata for the sake of living should repent of that saying can in
-no wise be. Come, Ananda, let us rise and go to the Mahavana.”
-
-And they went to the Mahavana, to the Service Hall, and he commanded
-Ananda to assemble there such of the brethren as dwelt in the
-neighbourhood of Vaisali. And when they were assembled the Blessed One
-sat down upon his mat and addressed them. And he said:
-
-“The truths, monks, which I have made known to you and you have
-mastered, these practise, meditate, and spread abroad, that it may
-continue to be for the good and happiness of great multitudes.
-
-“Behold, monks, now I exhort you. All component things must grow old and
-pass away. Work out your salvation with diligence. At the end of three
-months from this time He who has thus Attained will die. My age is now
-full ripe: my life draws to its close. I leave you, I depart, relying on
-myself alone. Be earnest, holy, full of thought. Be steadfast in
-resolve. Keep watch over your own hearts. Who wearies not, but holds
-fast to the Law, shall cross this sea of life, shall make an end of
-grief.”
-
-So he spoke, and they dispersed silently.
-
-And the Blessed One robed himself early in the morning and took his bowl
-and went into Vaisali for alms and when he had eaten his meal and was
-returning, he gazed steadfastly at Vaisali and he said this:
-
-“This is the last time, Ananda, that He who has thus Attained will
-behold Vaisali. Let us now go to Bhandagama.”
-
-And they went, and the Lord rested in the village itself, and there he
-addressed the brethren, saying:
-
-“It is through ignorance of the Truths that we have had to run so long,
-to wander so far in this weary road of rebirth—you and I. But when the
-noble conduct of life, noble meditation, noble wisdom and noble freedom
-are realized and known, then is the craving for existence rooted out,
-the chain broken and we return to earth no more.”
-
-And it was there also that he delivered the high discourse on the nature
-of the Four Truths; and having done this he pressed on with the
-venerable Ananda and a great company of his own to Pava. And there he
-stayed in the Mango Grove of Chunda, and Chunda was a smith by family.
-
-And when Chunda heard that the Perfect One had come to Pava and rested
-in his Mango Grove, he went to him and saluted him joyfully, and with
-reverence took his seat beside him, and the Blessed One gladdened him
-with talk of high things. And, so gladdened, he addressed the Lord, and
-said:
-
-“May the Blessed One do me the honour of taking his meal, together with
-the brethren, at my house to-morrow?”
-
-And the Lord signified by silence his consent, and seeing he had
-consented, Chunda the worker in metals, bowed before him and keeping him
-on his right hand, departed.
-
-And at the end of the night Chunda made ready in his house excellent
-food, hard and soft, sweet rice and cakes and the food, found in the
-earth and loved by boars, truffles, and when all was ready he announced
-it to the Lord saying:
-
-“Exalted One, the meal is ready.”
-
-And the Blessed One robed himself and took his bowl and he and his
-followers went to the dwelling-place of Chunda. And when the meal was
-over, he gladdened the smith with discourse of high matters, and so rose
-and departed.
-
-But after the Blessed One had eaten of his food then fell upon him a
-grievous disease, and sharp pain came upon him even to death, but he
-bore it without complaint mindful and self-possessed. And to the
-venerable Ananda he said:
-
-“Come, let us go to Kusinara.”
-
-“Even so, Lord,” said the venerable Ananda.
-
-And they went, but as they went the Blessed One grew very weary and he
-rested beneath a tree and said:
-
-“Fold the robe and spread it for me, I pray you. I am weary, Ananda, and
-I must rest awhile.”
-
-And the robe was spread, folded fourfold, and when the World-Honoured
-was seated he asked for fresh water to drink and Ananda answered:
-
-“But, Lord, five hundred carts have just gone by across the stream and
-stirred up by the wheels it has become fouled and turbid. Let us wait
-for the river, cool and transparent, easy to get into. There the Blessed
-One may drink and cool his limbs.”
-
-But his thirst would not wait, and taking a bowl Ananda went down to the
-stream, and when he came to it it flowed clear as light. And he thought:
-
-“How wonderful, how marvellous is the power of Him who has thus
-Attained. For this turbid stream is flowing brightly now.”
-
-And when he returned he said:
-
-“Great is the power of the Lord. Let the Happy One drink!”
-
-Now at that time a young man named Pukkusa, a disciple of the Brahman
-Alara, passed along the highway, and seeing the Blessed One very weary
-beneath the tree he came and saluted him taking his seat respectfully
-beside him, and the Holy One discoursed with him on the depths of calm
-in pure contemplation and abstraction of mind from the vain shows about
-us, and with every power of his mind and heart did the young man listen,
-and when the great teaching was ended, he said:
-
-“Most excellent, Lord, are the words of your mouth—most excellent. As
-it were to bring a lamp into the darkness so are your words. And I, even
-I, betake myself to the Blessed One as my refuge, to the Truth and the
-Brotherhood. May I be accepted as a disciple!”
-
-And the young Pukkusa presented two robes of burnished cloth of gold to
-the World-Honoured, saying:
-
-“May favour be shown and these accepted at my hand!”
-
-“In that case, Pukkusa, offer the one to me and the other to Ananda.”
-
-And so it was done and the young man gladdened and strengthened, rose
-and bowed down and went his way.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI
-
-
-NOW not long after the young man was gone the venerable Ananda placed
-that glorious robe upon the Blessed One, and so placed it appeared to
-dim and lose its splendour, and Ananda said:
-
-“Lord, it is marvellous that the colour of the skin of the Blessed One
-should now be so clear, so bright, beyond measure, for this robe of
-burnished gold has lost its splendour in the radiance.”
-
-“It is even so, Ananda. For on the night that He who has thus Attained
-achieves supreme Enlightenment and also on the night in which he passes
-away for ever leaving no residue behind, the colour of his person
-becomes exceedingly bright and clear. And now this day at the third
-watch of the night at Kusinara, between the twin sala trees the utter
-passing away of Him who has thus Attained will take place. Come, let us
-go forward.”
-
-And when he was come to the Mango Grove by the river, he said:
-
-“Fold a robe for me, Kundaka, for I am forespent and would lie down.”
-And it was done and the Blessed One laid himself down on his right side,
-and meditated, calm and self-possessed, and finally, calling to Ananda
-the beloved, he said:
-
-“Now it may happen that someone may grieve Chunda the smith, saying, ‘it
-is evil to you, Chunda, and loss, that the Blessed One died after he had
-eaten his last meal from your provision.’ But check this remorse,
-Ananda, by saying—‘It is good and gain to you, Chunda, that this should
-have been. For the very mouth of the Blessed One has told me this—There
-is laid up for Chunda the smith a good Karma of long life and good
-fortune and good fame and the inheritance of Heaven and sovereign
-power.’ In this manner check any remorse in Chunda the smith.”
-
-Then once more rising, the World-Honoured began again his pilgrimage of
-pain, and he said:
-
-“Come, let us go to the Sala Grove of the Malla people at Kusinara.”
-
-And they went on.
-
-So with the monks the Exalted One reached at last the Sala Grove of the
-Mallas, and he desired that Ananda the beloved would lay a couch for him
-with its head to the north between the twin sala trees that they knew.
-And this was done, and the sala trees shed their dropping blossoms on
-the body of the Blessed One, for so it must be with a departing Buddha.
-
-And here, Ananda seeing that the time drew on, reverently besought the
-commands of the Lord as to the disposal of his mortal body. And he
-replied:
-
-“Hinder not yourselves by honouring what remains of Him who has thus
-Attained. Be zealous, I beseech you, in your own behalf: be intent on
-good. There are wise men among the nobles who will do due honour to the
-body of the Tathagata.”
-
-And when he heard this Ananda could no longer endure his grief, and that
-the Lord might not see his tears, he went into the monastery and stood
-leaning against the door and wept, for he thought:
-
-“Alas! I still remain but a learner, one who has not yet attained
-perfection, and the Master is about to pass away from me—he who is so
-kind.”
-
-But the Blessed One called the brethren and asked:
-
-“Where then, monks, is Ananda?”
-
-And they told him, and he said to a certain brother:
-
-“Go, brother, and say ‘Brother Ananda, the Master calls you.’”
-
-And it was done and the beloved Ananda returned, and the Blessed One
-said to him.
-
-“Enough, Ananda. Do not let yourself be troubled. Do not weep. Have I
-not often told you that it is in the very nature of things most near and
-dear to us that we must divide ourselves from them and leave them? How
-then could it be possible that anything containing within itself the
-necessity of dissolution should not be dissolved? For a long time,
-Ananda, have you been very near to me by acts of love, kind and good,
-that never varies and is beyond all measure. And not only by acts but by
-words and thoughts of love. You have done well, Ananda. Be earnest in
-effort and you too shall soon be delivered and attain the perfect
-percipience.”
-
-Then the Blessed One said to the others:
-
-“He is a wise man, monks, is Ananda. Knowing what is right he has four
-marvellous qualities, for those who see him, who hear him speak or teach
-are filled with joy on beholding and hearing him, and the company of the
-Assembly are ill at ease when Ananda is silent.”
-
-And later he said:
-
-“Go now, Ananda, to the town of Kusinara and inform the people of the
-Mallas that in the last watch of the night He who has thus Attained will
-pass away. And say this—‘Be favourable herein, Mallas, and leave no
-occasion to reproach yourselves that you did not visit the
-World-Honoured in his last hours.’”
-
-And Ananda the beloved went, robed and carrying his bowl and attended by
-a member of the Order.
-
-And, as it chanced, the Mallas were assembled in the Council Hall and
-when they heard his words, they wept, they and their wives and children
-saying:
-
- “Too soon will the Blessed One die!
- Too soon will the Happy One pass away.
- Too soon will the Light of the World be darkened!”
-
-And trooping out with their wives and children, these Mallas came to the
-Grove of the sala trees, and Ananda considering their great number
-thought:
-
-“There is not time that they should speak singly with the Lord. But I
-will present them by families.”
-
-And this he did, causing the Mallas to stand in groups and so presented
-them, saying:
-
-“Lord, a Malla of such and such a name, with his wives, his children his
-retinue and his friends, humbly bows down at the feet of the Blessed
-One.” And that family with its retinue then advanced, weeping.
-
-And after this manner were all presented during the first watch of the
-night, and when it was done they retired in heavy grief.
-
-But there was yet one work of mercy left unto the Lord. For at this time
-a mendicant named Subaddha was dwelling at Kusinara, and he heard the
-news that the Blessed One was about to pass away and his religious
-doubts rushed into his mind and he thought:
-
-“Seldom indeed in this world do the authentic Buddhas appear. I have
-faith in the monk Gotama that he may be able to remove my uncertainty. I
-will go to him.”
-
-And he went and told his case to Ananda and he replied:
-
-“Enough, friend Subaddha. Do not trouble Him who has thus Attained. The
-Lord is weary.”
-
-And three times he refused. But the Lord heard and he said:
-
-“Let him come to me. He will ask from a true desire of knowledge and
-will quickly understand my replies.”
-
-So Ananda said:
-
-“Enter in, friend Subaddha. The Blessed One gives you leave.”
-
-And speaking respectfully that mendicant put his questions, awaiting the
-answer with anxiety. And it was this: “Is the Way of the Law the only
-path possible for a saint? Can that way alone produce sainthood of the
-first order?”
-
-And the Lord replied:
-
-“Perfect saints from the first to the fourth degree are found only in
-the Noble Eightfold Path.”
-
-And when he had given the reason why only under such discipline is
-perception perfected, Subaddha, hailing his words with gladness, every
-doubt lost in light, besought admission as a disciple and it was granted
-and the probation of four months remitted, though Subaddha himself
-willingly undertook that probation. But the Lord said:
-
-“In this case I acknowledge the difference in persons.”
-
-And this was the last man the Lord himself received. And because it
-could not be otherwise Subaddha attained light and percipience, and
-became conscious that for him birth was at an end, and he became a great
-Arhat. And he sat beside the Blessed One until the end.
-
-And now the time drew on swiftly and knowing this, the Blessed One said,
-while they all stood in great grief surrounding him:
-
-“It may be, Ananda, that in some of you the thought may arise—‘Now that
-the word of the Master is ended we have no Teacher.’ But this is not so.
-The truths and the rules of the Order—let them be your Teacher when I
-am gone. And when I am gone, Ananda, let the Order if it will, abolish
-the Lesser Precepts.”
-
-And after awhile the Blessed One spoke again, and he said:
-
-“It may be, brethren, that there is doubt or misgiving in the mind of
-some brother as to the Buddha, the Truth, the Way. Enquire freely,
-monks! Do not reproach yourself afterwards with the thought,—‘We were
-face to face with the Blessed One, and yet could not bring ourselves to
-enquire.’”
-
-But the brethren were silent. And again and a third time the Lord
-repeated this. And in his care for them he said:
-
-“It may be that the brethren will not question out of reverence for the
-Teacher. Let one friend then communicate with another.”
-
-And still they were silent, and the venerable Ananda said:
-
-“It is wonderful, Lord. I have faith to believe that in this whole
-Assembly of the brethren there is not one who has any doubt or misgiving
-as to the Buddha, the Truth, or the Way.”
-
-And the Blessed One, sinking yet lower into weakness, answered:
-
-“From the fulness of faith do you speak, Ananda. But He who has thus
-Attained knows of certain knowledge that in this whole Assembly there is
-not one brother who has any doubt or misgiving. For even the most
-backward of all these brethren knows and has seen and will be born no
-more in a state of suffering and is assured of final peace.”
-
-And by these words did the World-Honoured reassure Ananda the beloved in
-whom as yet the tenderness of love crippled its wings, restraining it
-from the eagle-flight of the perfected Arhat.
-
-And Ananda knelt, hiding his face beside the sala trees where lay the
-Blessed One, for he knew that the parting drew very near. And there was
-a deep silence, and it was as though all the spirits of earth and air,
-and the Divine Beings and the Three Worlds, the earth, the heavens, and
-hells waited with them nor would lose a breath that remained. And He who
-has thus Attained lay with closed eyes, submerged in calm as in a great
-ocean.
-
-And after awhile his eyelids opened and for the last time he looked upon
-them and for the last time his disciples heard his voice, strong in
-death.
-
-“Behold now, brethren, I exhort you, saying—‘Decay is inherent in all
-component things. Work out your own salvation with diligence.’”
-
-And they trembled, kneeling about him.
-
-Then the Blessed One entered into the first state of ecstasy, and,
-rising from this, into the second, and so passed into the third and into
-the fourth and rising from that realm of ecstasy he entered the realm of
-the infinity of space, and from this he entered the realm of the
-infinity of consciousness and rising from this he entered the realm of
-nothingness, and beyond this the realm of neither perception nor
-non-perception, and from this he arrived at the cessation of sensation
-and idea.
-
-And Ananda cried out to the great Anuruddha in an agony:
-
-“O my Lord—O Anuruddha, the Blessed One is dead!”
-
-And he, leaning above that Peace, said with calm:
-
-“Nay, brother Ananda. He has entered that state where sensation and
-ideas have ceased to be.”
-
-
-
-And all veiled their faces.
-
-
-
-And the mind of Him who has thus Attained retraced its way downward
-again and passing through all the stages entered into the fourth stage
-of deep meditation and passing out of this he immediately entered the
-Great Peace.
-
-And at the moment of his expiring the thunders of Heaven broke forth
-roaring about them and there was a loud and terrible trembling of the
-earth and the voice of Him who is the First uttered this:
-
-“All beings in the world must lose their compound selves and
-individuality, and even such a Master as this, he, unrivalled and endued
-with all the powers, even he has passed into the Nirvana.”
-
-And the voice of Indra, King of Gods, took up the tale.
-
- “Transient are all component things.
- They being born must die, and being
- dead are glad to be at rest.”
-
-And Anuruddha the Great said these words:
-
-“When he, the Desireless, lay in peace, so ending his span of life,
-resolute and with unshaken mind did he endure the pains of death,
-attaining his final deliverance from the Fetters.”
-
-But Ananda cried aloud:
-
-“Then there was terror, then the hair rose on the head, when he who
-possessed all grace—the supreme Buddha died.”
-
-Thus spoke the Four Loves, from the highest to the lowest,—and these of
-the brethren who were not yet enfranchised from the passions wept and
-wailed in anguish, crying aloud:
-
-“Too soon has the Blessed One died. Too soon has the Happy One departed.
-Too soon is the World’s Light darkened.”
-
-But the great Arhats bore their sorrow calm and self-possessed, saying:
-
-“Transient are all earth’s things. How is it possible they should not be
-dissolved?”
-
-And all that night did the great Sariputta and Anuruddha spend in high
-discourse but Ananda wept nor could be comforted.
-
-And in the morning the great Anuruddha addressed the sorrowing Assembly.
-
-“Enough, my brethren. Weep not nor lament. Has not the Blessed One
-declared to us that it is in the very nature of things near and dear to
-us that we and they must part? How then can it be possible that anything
-born and thus containing within itself the necessity of dissolution
-should not dissolve? Weep no more. Even the spirits would reproach us.
-For they who have attained wisdom say ‘Transient indeed are all
-component things. How is it possible they should not be dispersed? This
-cannot be.’”
-
-And calling to Ananda he sent him into the town of Kusinara that he
-might tell the faithful Mallas that their Lord was departed and that in
-their true hands should be the burning.
-
-And they came out lamenting, having made great and costly preparation,
-and they encased the body of the Lord in new cloth and folded sheets of
-wool and lastly in a vessel of iron for the burning, and having clad
-themselves in new garments eight chieftains of the Mallas lifted the
-body, and they bore it through their little town to their own shrine,
-and there in the presence of the Order with devotion and spices and
-flowers and perfumes they did what was needful, and the body of the Lord
-passed into grey ash, fulfilling all even to the uttermost.
-
-“Bow down with clasped hands.
-
-“Hard, hard is it to meet with a Buddha through hundreds of ages.”
-
-But they knew in whose presence they had stood.
-
-This also have I heard.
-
-The great Ananda, casting aside the fetters of love and retaining only
-its radiance, became a mighty Arhat and laid aside all sorrow.
-
-After these things, one day it so chanced that one of the brothers sat
-with Pingiya the aged Brahman, the disciple of the Lord, and Pingiya
-from the fulness of his heart spoke of the Blessed One, saying:
-
-“As he saw the Way, so he taught it, he, the very wise, the passionless,
-the desireless Lord, and how should he do otherwise, for in him was no
-shadow nor turning of untruth. I will praise the voice of him who was
-without folly, who had left arrogance far behind. It is he only, the
-Dispeller of darkness, the high Deliverer, who giveth light.”
-
-And seeing his love, the other said:
-
-“How then can you stay away from him even one instant, O Pingiya?”
-
-And the old man replied:
-
-“Not even for one instant do I stay away from him, my brother. Vigilant
-day and night I see him in my mind. In reverencing him do I spend the
-night, and verily I think I am not far from him.”
-
-And he mused awhile and added this:
-
-“I am worn out and feeble, but my heart, venerable brother, is joined to
-him for ever.”
-
-And lo, as Pingiya sat and said this word, there shone about them a
-great light and Pingiya beheld the Blessed One stand there in majesty
-that cannot be uttered. And he said these words:
-
-“Strong is thy faith, O Pingiya, and it shall be made glad. Fear not.
-You too shall reach that further shore, the haven of the realm of
-death.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII
-
-
-AND when the burning was done, the faithful Mallas gathered the bones
-and they took them to their Council Hall and surrounded them with a
-lattice-work of spears and a rampart of bows, and there for seven days
-they did them reverence and homage with solemn dance and music and
-garlands and perfumes.
-
-And the King of Maghada sent to beg a portion of the relics, for he
-said: “The Blessed One was of the soldier caste and so too am I; I am
-worthy to receive a portion and I will set over it a sacred monument and
-hold a solemn feast.”
-
-And other peoples, and among them the Sakyas of Kapila,—the Lord’s own
-people—sent demanding each a portion. And the Sakyas said:
-
-“He who has thus Attained was the pride of our race. We are worthy to
-receive a portion, and we will put up a sacred monument and celebrate a
-solemn feast.”
-
-And so it was with six more peoples all demanding their portion, and the
-true Mallas grew angry, for they loved the Lord, and they replied:
-
-“The Blessed One died in our land and he is ours. We will not give away
-any of the relics.”
-
-But the wise Brahman Dona rose amongst them and said this:
-
-“Hear, sirs, one word from me. Our Lord taught forbearance, and
-gentleness was the law of his lips. Would it not be unseemly that strife
-should arise over the relics of him who was in all things highest? Sirs,
-let us all with one accord unite in friendly harmony to divide these
-precious relics into eight portions.”
-
-And they asked him, this being so, to undertake the division, and he
-answered “Be it so,” and with scrupulous care he divided the relics,
-asking for himself the vessel that he might set a monument over it.
-
-And to the Moriya people (who too late asked their share of the precious
-relics), seeing their grief they gave the embers of the pyre, and these
-with all reverence they took away.
-
-Thus is the story told of Him who cast aside earthly love and riches and
-power that he might open the way to the myriads of mankind who have
-trodden it after him and who will tread it until all things merge in the
-unity and reconcilement of the Peace. For like a bright shining went
-forth the words of the Lord unto the ends of the earth, and those
-countries that have not heard shall yet hear and rejoice, for in Him
-were all wisdom and all love. And Kings and Emperors have heard and
-adored, and peasants looked up in gladness to see the night of sorrow
-dawn into the sunrise of joy.
-
-And for that man who desires no longer the illusions of earth,
-ended—ended is the passing from death to death, the illusion of that
-false self and ego being slain over whom alone death has dominion! For
-the All in whom we are One is life and not death.
-
-Yet do not think that all the appearances of this world are wholly
-illusion for that was not the Teaching of the Lord. No; but he taught
-that the five senses cannot see nor hear nor touch nor the dissolving
-brain apprehend Absolute Truth, and that this being so there is only
-relative truth for those unenlightened who see but as in a glass darkly,
-while those who have attained enlightenment, as did He who has thus
-Attained, behold the Truth face to face.
-
-Therefore here we see things but as they can appear to us and not in
-their true Being, and are most mistaken and deceived.
-
-Furthermore it is a strange thing and not to be uttered in words how by
-following the narrow way of right thinking and right doing is the
-cleansed perception attained. But the Lord said: “Do thus and thus, and
-you shall know.” And so it is.
-
-And to the weak and poor in spirit as to the great of mind he did not
-say:
-
-“Believe this, for so it is told you” but “Do this, and little by
-little, as when a man climbs a mountain the earth unfolds beneath him,
-for yourselves you shall see and know, needing no testimony from
-another—No, not even from the ancient scriptures, the Vedas, the
-Vedanta or any Brahman nor another. For the Kingdom of Heaven is within
-you. Look inward and see it and be glad.” Thus the Lord taught and so it
-was.
-
-And because this is so I who have seen many teachings of the old
-writings and of the Brahmans pass away in later knowledge have never
-seen one jot or one tittle of the Law pass rebuked into oblivion,
-neither shall I, nor any other. Knowledge is a good thing and a great,
-but all knowledge that comes through the brain and the five senses shall
-be rebuked later or sooner by the majesty of the Truth and shall crumble
-and pass. Only he who perceives beyond knowledge and sees beyond sight
-can apprehend these matters and so sit above error, being one with the
-One, and beyond that is the Nirvana, and even beyond the Nirvana it may
-well be there are states inconceivable in glory.
-
-As for the ignorant, nothing is as they think it and they move through a
-world of distorted forms most alien to the Truth, just as in the lower
-consciousness of insect, reptile, and beast the forms perceived by them
-are still more alien from the Truth, for consciousness evolves from
-lowly beginnings. And this must be so since the thing seen is shaped by
-him who sees it through his own fettered consciousness, the limits of
-which he can in no way escape until he reaches that perception to which
-the perception of the ignorant is as the snail’s or worm’s to the man’s.
-
-Yet let us not think that Reality is far from us. It lies about and in
-us and we walk in it and see it not, and in the higher perception bright
-things move about us and we of the lower perception see them no more
-than the blind man the sunshine in which he sits, and they touch us with
-strange instincts and visitings through the dark and we do not know, and
-our heart calls them to come nearer and there is silence.
-
-So, for those who have eyes to see and ears to hear, the Blessed One
-summed up all teachings of the wise men of old and those who are yet to
-come, and no more can be added to it though it shall be more clearly
-understood as time and knowledge join hands. Therefore walk in the Way.
-
-And whereas there are wise men of the West who teach that there is but
-one life in this world of form and illusion, one hope of development and
-knowledge,—I say this: Very wise and near the Truth must be those men
-of the West if one life of twenty, thirty, ninety years suffices to free
-them from the fetters of ignorance and render them perfect as their
-Father in Heaven (for so they phrase it) is perfect. With us this is not
-so, nor yet do we hold that any of the Buddhas can pay the debt of
-another nor lift his sins from his shoulders, holding that the debt
-incurred must be paid by the debtor, and this for the sake of immortal
-Justice and for his own sake also. For the Law is evolution in the
-innermost as in the mortal body. First the lowly beginning, the seed in
-black earth. Then the tender shoot, the waxing strength of trunk and
-bough till they can bear the glory of expanding blossom, and last, the
-perfect fruit. And in one life this cannot be. And so have all the
-Buddhas taught.
-
-Yet another thing. It was said by our Wisest that the man who truly
-perceives sits above good and evil and may do what he will. Is this a
-hard saying? How can it be?
-
-It is because the Truth is now his will. It is his being; he sits in it
-and it in him, and the Truth and he are one. How should such a man
-think; “This is right. I will do it. This is evil; I will not do it,”
-any more than he will think; “I must breathe or I shall die,”
-considering each breath or heart-beat? How can sin draw him any more
-than the writhing of the snake tempts to imitation the man who walks
-erect? These things are the necessary laws of the beginner in the Way.
-They are stages of the Noble Eightfold Path, but for the Enlightened,
-they who see things as they are, laws have no meaning, for they
-themselves are Law.
-
-And this is the faith that must triumph, for Wisdom is its sceptre and
-Knowledge its footstool, and the science of the schools its slave to
-follow where it has led the way.
-
-Did not the Blessed One say—“We know. He who has thus Attained has
-nothing to do with theories.”
-
-And great is the patience of the Law, for Eternity is its own and of
-time it knows nothing.
-
-And now in ending I write down a few maxims which the wise have made for
-those who did not see the Face nor hear the Voice of Him who has thus
-Attained, that they also may consider and attain. For these are steps on
-the Way. “Let a man learn to comprehend the True Nature of the World of
-Law. Then will he perceive that all things are but the production of
-Mind.”
-
-“In all living creatures there exists and has existed from the beginning
-the nature of the Law. All, by this nature, contain the original essence
-of Enlightenment. Wherefore birth and death and even the Nirvana itself
-are transcended and become for us a dream of the night that is gone,
-being lost in a greater Light.”
-
-“To the eye of flesh, plants and trees appear to be gross matter. But to
-the eye of the Buddha they are composed of minute spiritual particles.”
-
-“Grass, trees, countries, the earth itself, all these shall wholly enter
-into Enlightenment.”
-
-“Hail to the Buddhas of the Three Worlds, who are all but One in the One
-Mind.”
-
-So I end.
-
-With lips of clay have I told that which cannot be uttered and with
-mortal thought have I set forth the Highest. And well I knew this could
-not be, for it is above the flesh and the tongue cannot speak it.
-
-Glory to the Blessed One, the Holy, the Perfect in Enlightenment!
-
- THE END
-
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