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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Mrs. Hallam’s companion, by Mary
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- MRS. HALLAM’S COMPANION.
- AND
- THE SPRING FARM,
- AND OTHER TALES.
-
-
- BY
-
- MRS. MARY J. HOLMES
-
- AUTHOR OF
-
- “TEMPEST AND SUNSHINE,” “’LENA RIVERS,” “GRETCHEN,” “MARGUERITE,” “DR.
- HATHERN’S DAUGHTERS,” ETC., ETC.
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- NEW YORK:
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- _G. W. Dillingham, Publisher_,
-
- MDCCCXCVI.
-
-
-
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- COPYRIGHT, 1896, BY
- MRS. MARY J. HOLMES.
-
- [_All rights reserved._]
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
-
- MRS. HALLAM’S COMPANION
- Chapter Page
- I. The Hallams 9
- II. The Homestead 24
- III. Mrs. Hallam’s Applicants 36
- IV. Mrs. Fred Thurston 40
- V. The Companion 49
- VI. On the Teutonic 58
- VII. Reginald and Phineas Jones 67
- VIII. Rex at the Homestead 79
- IX. Rex Makes Discoveries 90
- X. At Aix-les-Bains 95
- XI. Grace Haynes 108
- XII. The Night of the Opera 114
- XIII. After the Opera 122
- XIV. At the Beau-Rivage 131
- XV. The Unwelcome Guest 139
- XVI. Tangled Threads 144
- XVII. On the Sea 149
- XVIII. On Sea and Land 158
- XIX. “I, Rex, Take Thee, Bertha 163
-
- THE SPRING FARM.
- I. At the Farm House 169
- II. Where Archie Was 174
- III. Going West 180
- IV. On the Road 184
- V. Miss Raynor 194
- VI. The School Mistress 199
- VII. At the Cedars 205
- VIII. Max at the Cedars 209
- IX. “Good-Bye, Max; Good-Bye.” 218
- X. At Last 225
-
- THE HEPBURN LINE.
- I. My Aunts 235
- II. Doris 246
- III. Grantley Montague and Dorothea 254
- IV. Aleck and Thea 268
- V. Doris and the Glory Hole 278
- VI. Morton Park 280
- VII. A Soliloquy 291
- VIII. My Cousin Grantley 293
- IX. Grantley and Doris 298
- X. Thea at Morton Park 307
- XI. The Crisis 317
- XII. The Missing Link 322
- XIII. The Three Brides 332
- XIV. Two Years Later 336
-
- MILDRED’S AMBITION.
- I. Mildred 339
- II. At Thornton Park 345
- III. Incidents of Fifteen Years 352
- IV. At the Farm House 358
- V. The Bride 365
- VI. Mrs. Giles Thornton 374
- VII. Calls at the Park 380
- VIII. Mildred and her Mother 387
- IX. Gerard and his Father 395
- X. In the Cemetery 399
- XI. What Followed 405
- XII. Love versus Money 409
- XIII. The Will 414
- XIV. Mildred and Hugh 418
- XV. The Denouement 424
- XVI. Sunshine After the Storm 431
-
-
-
-
- MRS. HALLAM’S COMPANION.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
- THE HALLAMS.
-
-
-Mrs. Carter Hallam was going to Europe,—going to Aix-les Bains,—partly
-for the baths, which she hoped “would lessen her fast-increasing
-avoirdupois, and partly to join her intimate friend, Mrs. Walker Haynes,
-who had urged her coming and had promised to introduce her to some of
-the best people, both English and American. This attracted Mrs. Hallam
-more than the baths. She was anxious to know the best people, and she
-did know a good many, although her name was not in the list of the four
-hundred. But she meant it should be there in the near future, nor did it
-seem unlikely that it might be. There was not so great a distance
-between the four hundred and herself, as she was now, as there had been
-between Mrs. Carter Hallam and little Lucy Brown, who used to live with
-her grandmother in an old yellow house in Sturbridge, Massachusetts, and
-pick berries to buy herself a pair of morocco boots. Later on, when the
-grandmother was dead and the yellow house sold, Lucy had worked first in
-a shoe-shop and then in a dry-goods store in Worcester, where, attracted
-by her handsome face, Carter Hallam, a thriving grocer, had made her his
-wife and mistress of a pretty little house on the west side of the city.
-As a clerk she had often waited upon the West Side ladies, whom she
-admired greatly, fancying she could readily distinguish them from the
-ladies of the East Side. To marry a Hallam was a great honor, but to be
-a West-Sider was a greater, and when both came to her she nearly lost
-her balance, although her home was far removed from the aristocratic
-quarters where the old families, the real West-Siders, lived. In a way
-she was one of them, she thought, or at least she was no longer a clerk,
-and she began to cut her old acquaintances, while her husband laughed at
-and ridiculed her, wondering what difference it made whether one lived
-on the east or west side of a town. He did not care whether people took
-him for a nabob, or a fresh importation from the wild and woolly West;
-he was just Carter Hallam, a jolly, easy-going fellow whom everybody
-knew and everybody liked. He was born on a farm in Leicester, where the
-Hallams, although comparatively poor, were held in high esteem as one of
-the best and oldest families. At twenty-one he came into the possession
-of a few thousand dollars left him by an uncle for whom he was named,
-and then he went to the Far West, roughing it with cowboys and ranchmen,
-and investing his money in a gold-mine in Montana and in lands still
-farther west. Then he returned to Worcester, bought a small grocery,
-married Lucy Brown, and lived quietly for a few years, when suddenly one
-day there flashed across the wires the news that his mine had proved one
-of the richest in Montana, and his lands were worth many times what he
-gave for them. He was a millionaire, with property constantly rising in
-value, and Worcester could no longer hold his ambitious wife.
-
-It was too small a place for her, she said, for everybody knew everybody
-else’s business and history, and, no matter how much she was worth,
-somebody was sure to taunt her with having worked in a shoe-shop, if,
-indeed, she did not hear that she had once picked berries to buy herself
-some shoes. They must go away from the old life, if they wanted to be
-anybody. They must travel and see the world, and get cultivated, and
-know what to talk about with their equals.
-
-So they sold the house and the grocery and traveled east and west, north
-and south, and finally went to Europe, where they stayed two or three
-years, seeing nearly everything there was to be seen, and learning a
-great deal about ruins and statuary and pictures, in which Mrs. Hallam
-thought herself a connoisseur, although she occasionally got the Sistine
-Chapel and the Sistine Madonna badly mixed, and talked of the Paul
-Belvedere, a copy of which she bought at an enormous price. When they
-returned to America Mr. Hallam was a three times millionaire, for all
-his speculations had been successful and his mine was still yielding its
-annual harvest of gold. A handsome house on Fifth Avenue in New York was
-bought and furnished in the most approved style, and then Mrs. Hallam
-began to consider the best means of getting into society. She already
-knew a good many New York people whom she had met abroad, and whose
-acquaintance it was desirable to continue. But she soon found that
-acquaintances made in Paris or Rome or on the Nile were not as cordial
-when met at home, and she was beginning to feel discouraged, when chance
-threw in her way Mrs. Walker Haynes, who, with the bluest of blood and
-the smallest of purses, knew nearly every one worth knowing, and, it was
-hinted, would for a _quid pro quo_ open many fashionable doors to
-aspiring applicants who, without her aid, would probably stay outside
-forever.
-
-The daughter and grand-daughter and cousin of governors and senators and
-judges, with a quiet assumption of superiority which was seldom
-offensive to those whom she wished to conciliate, she was a power in
-society, and more quoted and courted than any woman in her set. To be
-noticed by Mrs. Walker Haynes was usually a guarantee of success, and
-Mrs. Hallam was greatly surprised when one morning a handsome coupé
-stopped before her door and a moment after her maid brought her Mrs.
-Walker Haynes’s card. She knew all about Mrs. Walker Haynes and what she
-was capable of doing, and in a flutter of excitement she went down to
-meet her. Mrs. Walker Haynes, who never took people up if there was
-anything doubtful in their antecedents, knew all about Mrs. Hallam, even
-to the shoe-shop and the clerkship. But she knew, too, that she was
-perfectly respectable, with no taint whatever upon her character, and
-that she was anxious to get into society. As it chanced, Mrs. Haynes’s
-funds were low, for business was dull, as there were fewer human moths
-than usual hovering around the social candle, and when the ladies of the
-church which both she and Mrs. Hallam attended met to devise ways and
-means for raising money for some new charity, she spoke of Mrs. Hallam
-and offered to call upon her for a subscription, if the ladies wished
-it. They did wish it, and the next day found Mrs. Haynes waiting in Mrs.
-Hallam’s drawing-room for the appearance of its mistress, her
-quick-seeing eyes taking in every detail in its furnishing, and deciding
-on the whole that it was very good.
-
-“Some one has taste,—the upholsterer and decorator, probably,” she
-thought, as Mrs. Hallam came in, nervous and flurried, but at once put
-at ease by her visitor’s gracious and friendly manner.
-
-After a few general topics and the mention of a mutual friend whom Mrs.
-Hallam had met in Cairo, Mrs. Haynes came directly to the object of her
-visit, apologizing first for the liberty she was taking, and adding:
-
-“But now that you are one of us in the church, I thought you might like
-to help us, and we need it so much.”
-
-Mrs. Hallam was not naturally generous where nothing was to be gained,
-but Mrs. Haynes’s manner, and her “now you are one of us,” made her so
-in this instance, and taking the paper she wrote her name for two
-hundred dollars, which was nearly one-fourth of the desired sum. There
-was a gleam of humor as well as of surprise in Mrs. Haynes’s eyes as she
-read the amount, but she was profuse in her thanks and expressions of
-gratitude, and, promising to call very soon socially, she took her leave
-with a feeling that it would pay to take up Mrs. Hallam, who was really
-more lady-like and better educated than many whom she had launched upon
-the sea of fashion. With Mrs. Walker Haynes and several millions behind
-her, progress was easy for Mrs. Hallam, and within a year she was “quite
-in the swim,” she said to her husband, who laughed at her as he had done
-in Worcester, and called Mrs. Haynes a fraud who knew what she was
-about. But he gave her all the money she wanted, and rather enjoyed
-seeing her “hob-a-nob with the big bugs,” as he expressed it. Nothing,
-however, could change him, and he remained the same unostentatious,
-popular man he had always been up to the day of his death, which
-occurred about three years before our story opens.
-
-At that time there was living with him his nephew, the son of his only
-brother, Jack. Reginald,—or Rex as he was familiarly called,—was a young
-man of twenty-six, with exceptionally good habits, and a few days before
-his uncle died he said to him:
-
-“I can trust you, Rex. You have lived with me since you were fourteen,
-and have never once failed me. The Hallams are all honest people, and
-you are half Hallam. I have made you independent by my will, and I want
-you to stay with your aunt and look after her affairs. She is as good a
-woman as ever lived, but a little off on fashion and fol-de-rol. Keep
-her as level as you can.”
-
-This Rex had tried to do, rather successfully, too, except when Mrs.
-Walker Haynes’s influence was in the ascendant, when he usually
-succumbed to circumstances and allowed his aunt to do as she pleased.
-Mrs. Haynes, who had profited greatly in a pecuniary way from her
-acquaintance with Mrs. Hallam, was now in Europe, and had written her
-friend to join her at Aix-les-Bains, which she said was a charming
-place, full of titled people both English and French, and she had the
-_entrée_ to the very best circles. She further added that it was
-desirable for a lady traveling without a male escort to have a companion
-besides a maid and courier. The companion was to be found in America,
-the courier in London, and the maid in Paris; “after which,” she wrote,
-“you will travel _tout-à-fait en princesse_. The _en princesse_ appealed
-to Mrs. Hallam at once as something altogether applicable to Mrs. Carter
-Hallam of New York. She was a great lady now; Sturbridge and the old
-yellow house and the berries and the shoe-shop were more than thirty
-years in the past, and so covered over with gold that it seemed
-impossible to uncover them; nor had any one tried, so far as she knew.
-The Hallams as a family had been highly respected both in Worcester and
-in Leicester, and she often spoke of them, but never of the Browns, or
-of the old grandmother, and she was glad she had no near relatives to
-intrude themselves upon her and make her ashamed. She was very fond and
-very proud of Reginald, who was to her like a son, and who with the
-integrity and common sense of the Hallams had also inherited the innate
-refinement and kindly courtesy of his mother, a Bostonian and the
-daughter of a clergyman. As a rule she consulted him about everything,
-and after she received Mrs. Haynes’s letter she showed it to him and
-asked his advice in the matter of a companion.
-
-“I think she would be a nuisance and frightfully in your way at times,
-but if Mrs. Haynes says you must have one, it’s all right, so go ahead,”
-Rex replied, and his aunt continued:
-
-“But how am I to find what I want? I am so easily imposed upon, and I
-will not have one from the city. She would expect too much and make
-herself too familiar. I must have one from the country.”
-
-“Advertise, then, and they’ll come round you like bees around honey,”
-Rex said, and to this suggestion his aunt at once acceded, asking him to
-write the advertisement, which she dictated, with so many conditions and
-requirements that Rex exclaimed, “Hold on there. You will insist next
-that they subscribe to the Thirty-Nine Articles, besides believing in
-foreordination and everything in the Westminster Catechism. You are
-demanding impossibilities and giving too little in return. Three hundred
-dollars for perfection! I should say offer five hundred. ‘The
-higher-priced the better’ is Mrs. Walker Haynes’s motto, and I am sure
-she will think it far more tony to have an expensive appendage than a
-cheap one. The girl will earn her money, too, or I’m mistaken; for Mrs.
-Haynes is sure to share her services with you, as she does everything
-else.”
-
-He spoke laughingly, but sarcastically, for he perfectly understood Mrs.
-Walker Haynes, whom his outspoken uncle had called “a sponge and a
-schemer, who knew how to feather her nest.” Privately Rex thought the
-same, but he did not often express these views to his aunt, who at last
-consented to the five hundred dollars, and Rex wrote the advertisement,
-which was as follows:
-
- “WANTED,
-
- “A companion for a lady who is going abroad. One from the country,
- between twenty and twenty-five, preferred. She must be a good
- accountant, a good reader, and a good seamstress. She must also have a
- sufficient knowledge of French to understand the language and make
- herself understood. To such a young lady five hundred dollars a year
- will be given, and all expenses paid. Address,
-
- “MRS. CARTER HALLAM,
- “No. — Fifth Avenue, New York,”
-
-When Rex read this to his aunt, she said:
-
-“Yes, that will do; but don’t you think it just as well to say _young
-person_ instead of _young lady_?”
-
-“No, I don’t,” Rex answered, promptly. “You want a lady, and not a
-_person_, as you understand the word, and I wouldn’t begin by insulting
-her.”
-
-So the “lady” was allowed to stand, and then, without his aunt’s
-knowledge, Rex added:
-
-“Those applying will please send their photographs.”
-
-“I should like to see the look of astonishment on aunt’s face when the
-pictures come pouring in. There will be scores of them, the offer is so
-good,” Rex thought, as he folded the advertisement and left the house.
-
-That night, when dinner was over, he said to his aunt: “I have a project
-in mind which I wish to tell you about.”
-
-Mrs. Hallam gave a little shrug of annoyance. Her husband had been full
-of projects, most of which she had disapproved, as she probably should
-this of Rex, who continued:
-
-“I am thinking of buying a place in the country,—the real country, I
-mean,—where the houses are old-fashioned and far apart, and there are
-woods and ponds and brooks and things.”
-
-“And pray what would you do with such a place?” Mrs. Hallam asked.
-
-Rex replied, “I’d make it into a fancy farm and fill it with blooded
-stock, hunting-horses, and dogs. I’d keep the old house intact so far as
-architecture is concerned, and fit it up as a kind of bachelor’s hall,
-where I can have a lot of fellows in the summer and fall, and hunt and
-fish and have a glorious time. Ladies will not be excluded, of course,
-and when you are fagged out with Saratoga and Newport I shall invite
-you, and possibly Mrs. Haynes and Grace, down to see the fox-hunts I
-mean to have, just as they do in the Genesee Valley. Won’t it be fun?”
-
-Rex was eloquent on the subject of his fancy farm. He was very fond of
-the country, although he really knew but little about it, as he was born
-in New York, and had lived there all his life with the exception of two
-years spent at the South with his mother’s brother and four years at
-Yale. His aunt, on the contrary, detested the country, with its woods,
-and ponds, and brooks, and old-fashioned houses, and she felt very
-little interest in Rex’s fancy farm and fox-hunts, which she looked upon
-as wholly visionary. She asked him, however, where the farm was, and he
-replied:
-
-“You see, Marks, who is in the office with me, has a client who owns a
-mortgage on some old homestead among the hills in Massachusetts. This
-mortgage, which has changed hands two or three times and been renewed
-once or twice, comes due in October, and Marks says there is not much
-probability that the old man,—I believe he is quite old,—can pay it, and
-the place will be sold at auction. I can, of course, wait and bid it off
-cheap, as farms are not in great demand in that vicinity; but I don’t
-like to do that. I’d rather buy it outright, giving the old fellow more
-than it is worth rather than less. Marks says it is a rambling old
-house, with three or four gables, and stands on a hillside with a fine
-view of the surrounding country. The woods are full of pleasant drives,
-and ponds where the white lilies grow and where I can fish and have some
-small boats.”
-
-“But where is it? In what town, I mean?” Mrs. Hallam asked, with a
-slight tremor in her voice, which, however, Rex did not notice as he
-answered:
-
-“I don’t remember where Marks’s client said it was, but I have his
-letter. Let me see.” And, taking the letter from his pocket, he glanced
-at it a moment, and then said, “It is in Leicester, and not more than
-five or six miles from the city of Worcester and Lake Quinsigamond,
-where I mean to have a yacht and call it the Lucy Hallam for you. Why,
-auntie, it has just occurred to me that you once lived in Worcester, and
-Uncle Hallam, too, and that he and father were born in Leicester. Were
-you ever there,—at the house where father was born, I mean? But of
-course you have been.”
-
-Rex had risen to his feet and stood leaning on the mantel and looking at
-his aunt with an eager, expectant expression on his face. She was pale
-to her lips as she replied:
-
-“Yes, I was there just after I was married. Your uncle drove me out one
-afternoon to see the place. Strangers were living there then, for his
-father and mother were dead. He was as country mad as you are, and
-actually went down upon his knees before the old well-sweep and bucket.”
-
-“I don’t blame him. I believe I’d do the same,” Rex replied, and then
-went on questioning her rapidly. “What was the house like? Had it a big
-chimney in the centre?”
-
-Mrs. Hallam said it had.
-
-“Wide fireplaces?”
-
-“Rather wide,—yes.”
-
-“Kitchen fireplace, with a crane?”
-
-“I don’t know, but most likely.”
-
-“Little window-panes, and deep window-seats?”
-
-“I think so.”
-
-“Big iron door-latches instead of knobs?”
-
-“Yes, and a brass knocker.”
-
-“Slanting roof, or high?”
-
-“It was a high gabled roof,—three or four gables, and must have been
-rather pretentious when it was new.
-
-“Rex,”—and Mrs. Hallam’s voice trembled perceptibly,—“the gables and the
-situation overlooking the valley make me think that the place you have
-in view is possibly your father’s old home.”
-
-“By Jove,” Rex exclaimed, “wouldn’t that be jolly! I believe I’d give a
-thousand dollars extra for the sake of having the old homestead for my
-own. I wonder who the old chap is who lives there. I mean to go down and
-see for myself as soon as I return from Chicago and we get the lawsuit
-off our hands which is taking all Marks’s time and mine.”
-
-Mrs. Hallam did not say what she thought, for she knew there was not
-much use in opposing Rex, but in her heart she did not approve of
-bringing the long-buried past up to the present, which was so different.
-The Homestead was well enough, and Leicester was well enough, for Hallam
-had been an honored name in the neighborhood, and Rex would be honored,
-too, as a scion of the family; but it was too near Worcester and the
-shoe-shop and the store and the people who had known her as a
-working-girl, and who would be sure to renew the acquaintance if she
-were to go there. She had no relatives to trouble her, unless it were a
-certain Phineas Jones, who was so far removed that she could scarcely
-call him a relative. But if he were living he would certainly find her
-if she ventured near him, and cousin her, as he used to do in Worcester,
-where he was continually calling upon her after her marriage and
-reminding her of spelling-schools and singing-schools and circuses which
-he said he had attended with her. How distasteful it all was, and how
-she shrank from everything pertaining to her early life, which seemed so
-far away that she sometimes half persuaded herself it had never been!
-
-And yet her talk with Rex about the old Homestead on the hill had
-stirred her strangely, and that night, long after her usual hour for
-retiring, she sat by her window looking out upon the great city, whose
-many lights, shining like stars through the fog and rain, she scarcely
-saw at all. Her thoughts had gone back thirty years to an October day
-just after her return from her wedding trip to Niagara, when her husband
-had driven her into the country to visit his old home. How happy he had
-been, and how vividly she could recall the expression on his face when
-he caught sight of the red gables and the well-sweep where she told
-Reginald he had gone down upon his knees. There had been a similar
-expression on Rex’s face that evening when he talked of his fancy farm,
-and Rex was in appearance much like what her handsome young husband had
-been that lovely autumn day, when a purple haze was resting on the hills
-and the air was soft and warm as summer. He had taken her first to the
-woods and shown her where he and his brother Jack had set their traps
-for the woodchucks and snared the partridges in the fall and hunted for
-the trailing arbutus and the sassafras in the spring; then to the old
-cider-mill at the end of the lane, and to the hill where they had their
-slide in winter, and to the barn, where they had a swing, and to the
-brook in the orchard, where they had a water-wheel; then to the well,
-where he drew up the bucket, and, poising it upon the curb, stooped to
-drink from it, asking her to do the same and see if she ever quaffed a
-sweeter draught; but she was afraid of wetting her dress, and had drawn
-back, saying she was not thirsty. Strangers occupied the house, but
-permission was given them to go over it, and he had taken her through
-all the rooms, showing her where he and Jack and Annie were born, and
-where the latter had died when a little child of eight; then to the
-garret, where they used to spread the hickory-nuts and butternuts to
-dry, and down to the cellar, where the apples and cider were stored. He
-was like a school-boy in his eagerness to explain everything, while she
-was bored to death and heard with dismay his proposition to drive two or
-three miles farther to the Greenville cemetery, where the Hallams for
-many generations back had been buried. There was a host of them, and
-some of the headstones were sunken and mouldy with age and half fallen
-down, while the lettering upon them was almost illegible.
-
-“I wonder whose this is?” he said, as he went down upon the ground to
-decipher the date of the oldest one. “I can’t make it out, except that
-it is seventeen hundred and something. He must have been an old
-settler,” he continued, as he arose and brushed a patch of dirt from his
-trousers with his silk handkerchief. Then, glancing at her as she stood
-listlessly leaning against a stone, he said, “Why, Lucy, you look tired.
-Are you?”
-
-“No, not very,” she answered, a little pettishly; “but I don’t think it
-very exhilarating business for a bride to be visiting the graves of her
-husband’s ancestors.”
-
-He did not hunt for any more dates after that, but, gathering a few wild
-flowers growing in the tall grass, he laid them upon his mother’s grave
-and Annie’s, and, going out to the carriage standing by the gate, drove
-back to Worcester through a long stretch of woods, where the road was
-lined on either side with sumachs and berry-bushes and clumps of
-bitter-sweet, and there was no sign of life except when a blackbird flew
-from one tree to another, or a squirrel showed its bushy tail upon the
-wall. He thought it delightful, and said that it was the pleasantest
-drive in the neighborhood and one which he had often taken with Jack
-when they were boys; but she thought it horribly lonesome and poky, and
-was glad when they struck the pavement of the town.
-
-“Carter always liked the country,” she said to herself when her reverie
-came to an end, and she left her seat by the window; “and Rex is just
-like him, and will buy that place if he can, and I shall have to go
-there as hostess and be called upon by a lot of old women in sun-bonnets
-and blanket shawls, who will call me Lucy Ann and say, ‘You remember me,
-don’t you? I was Mary Jane Smith; I worked in the shoe-shop with you
-years ago.’ And Phineas Jones will turn up, with his cousining and
-dreadful reminiscences. Ah me, what a pity one could not be born without
-antecedents!”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- THE HOMESTEAD.
-
-
-It stood at the end of a grassy avenue or lane a little distance from
-the electric road between Worcester and Spencer, its outside chimneys
-covered with woodbine and its sharp gables distinctly visible as the
-cars wound up the steep Leicester hill. Just what its age was no one
-knew exactly. Relic-hunters who revel in antiquities put it at one
-hundred and fifty. But the oldest inhabitant in the town, who was an
-authority for everything ancient, said that when he was a small boy it
-was comparatively new, and considered very fine on account of its gables
-and brass knocker, and, as he was ninety-five or six, the house was
-probably over a hundred. It was built by a retired sea-captain from
-Boston, and after his death it changed hands several times until it was
-bought by the Hallams, who lived there so long and were so highly
-esteemed that it came to bear their name, and was known as the Hallam
-Homestead. After the death of Carter Hallam’s father it was occupied by
-different parties, and finally became the property of a Mr. Leighton,
-who rather late in life had married a girl from Georgia, where he had
-been for a time a teacher. Naturally scholarly and fond of books, he
-would have preferred teaching, but his young wife, accustomed to
-plantation life, said she should be happier in the country, and so he
-bought the Homestead and commenced farming, with very little knowledge
-of what ought to be done and very little means with which to do it.
-Under such circumstances he naturally grew poorer every year, while his
-wife’s artistic tastes did not help the matter. Remembering her father’s
-plantation with its handsome grounds and gardens, she instituted
-numerous changes in and about the house, which made it more attractive,
-but did not add to its value. The big chimney was taken down and others
-built upon the outside, after the Southern style. A wide hall was put
-through the centre where the chimney had been; a broad double piazza was
-built in front, while the ground was terraced down to the orchard below,
-where a rustic bridge was thrown across the little brook where Carter
-and Jack Hallam had built their water-wheel. Other changes the ambitious
-little Georgian was contemplating, when she died suddenly and was
-carried back to sleep under her native pines, leaving her husband
-utterly crushed at his loss, with the care of two little girls, Dorcas
-and Bertha, and a mortgage of two thousand dollars upon his farm. For
-some years he scrambled on as best he could with hired help, giving all
-his leisure time to educating and training his daughters, who were as
-unlike each other as two sisters well could be. Dorcas, the elder, was
-fair and blue-eyed, and round and short and matter-of-fact, caring more
-for the farm and the house than for books, while Bertha was just the
-opposite, and, with her soft brown hair, bright eyes, brilliant
-complexion, and graceful, slender figure, was the exact counterpart of
-her beautiful Southern mother when she first came to the Homestead; but
-otherwise she was like her father, caring more for books than for the
-details of every-day life.
-
-“Dorcas is to be housekeeper, and I the wage-earner, to help pay off the
-mortgage which troubles father so much,” she said, and when she was
-through school she became book-keeper for the firm of Swartz & Co., of
-Boston, with a salary of four hundred dollars a year. Dorcas, who was
-two years older, remained at home as housekeeper. And a very thrifty one
-she made, seeing to everything and doing everything, from making butter
-to making beds, for she kept no help. The money thus saved was put
-carefully by towards paying the mortgage coming due in October. By the
-closest economy it had been reduced from two thousand to one thousand,
-and both Dorcas and Bertha were straining every nerve to increase the
-fund which was to liquidate the debt.
-
-It was not very often that Bertha indulged in the luxury of coming home,
-for even that expense was something, and every dollar helped. But on the
-Saturday following the appearance of Mrs. Hallam’s advertisement in the
-New York _Herald_ she was coming to spend Sunday for the first time in
-several weeks. These visits were great events at the Homestead, and
-Dorcas was up as soon as the first robin chirped in his nest in the big
-apple-tree which shaded the rear of the house and was now odorous and
-beautiful with its clusters of pink-and-white blossoms. There was
-churning to do that morning, and butter to get off to market, besides
-the usual Saturday’s cleaning and baking, which included all Bertha’s
-favorite dishes. There was Bertha’s room to be gone over with broom and
-duster, and all the vases and handleless pitchers to be filled with
-daffies and tulips and great bunches of apple-blossoms and a clump or
-two of the trailing arbutus which had lingered late in the woods. But
-Dorcas’s work was one of love; if she were tired she scarcely thought of
-it at all, and kept steadily on until everything was done. In her
-afternoon gown and white apron she sat down to rest awhile on the piazza
-overlooking the valley, thinking as she did so what a lovely place it
-was, with its large, sunny rooms, wide hall, and fine view, and how
-dreadful it would be to lose it.
-
-“Five hundred dollars more we must have, and where it is to come from I
-do not know. Bertha always says something will turn up, but I am not so
-hopeful,” she said, sadly. Then, glancing at the clock, she saw that it
-was nearly time for the car which would bring her sister from the
-Worcester station. “I’ll go out to the cross-road and meet her,” she
-thought, just as she heard the sharp clang of the bell and saw the
-trolley-pole as it came up the hill. A moment more, and Bertha alighted
-and came rapidly towards her.
-
-“You dear old Dor, I’m so glad to see you and be home again,” Bertha
-said, giving up her satchel and umbrella and putting her arm caressingly
-around Dorcas’s neck as she walked, for she was much the taller of the
-two.
-
-It was a lovely May afternoon, and the place was at its best in the warm
-sunlight, with the fresh green grass and the early flowers and the apple
-orchard full of blossoms which filled the air with perfume.
-
-“Oh, this is delightful, and it is so good to get away from that close
-office and breathe this pure air,” Bertha said, as she went from room to
-room, and then out upon the piazza, where she stood taking in deep
-inhalations and seeming to Dorcas to grow brighter and fresher with each
-one. “Where is father?” she asked at last.
-
-“Here, daughter,” was answered, as Mr. Leighton, who had been to the
-village, came through a rear door.
-
-He was a tall, spare man, with snowy hair and a stoop in his shoulders,
-which told of many years of hard work. But the refinement in his manner
-and the gentleness in his face were indicative of good breeding, and a
-life somewhat different from that which he now led.
-
-Bertha was at his side in a moment, and had him down in a rocking-chair,
-and was sitting on an arm of it, brushing the thin hair back from his
-forehead, while she looked anxiously into his face, which wore a more
-troubled expression than usual, although he evidently tried to hide it.
-
-“What is it, father? Are you very tired?” she asked, at last, and he
-replied;
-
-“No, daughter, not very; and if I were the sight of you would rest me.”
-
-Catching sight of the corner of an envelope in his vest pocket, with a
-woman’s quick intuition, she guessed that it had something to do with
-his sadness.
-
-“You have a letter. Is there anything in it about that hateful
-mortgage?” she said.
-
-“It is all about the mortgage. There’s a way to get rid of it,” he
-answered, while his voice trembled, and something in his eyes, as he
-looked into Bertha’s, made her shiver a little; but she kissed him
-lovingly, and said very low:
-
-“Yes, father. I know there is a way,” her lips quivering as she said it,
-and a lump rising in her throat as if she were smothering.
-
-“Will you read the letter?” he asked, and she answered:
-
-“Not now; let us have supper first. I am nearly famished, and long to
-get at Dor’s rolls and broiled chicken, which I smelled before I left
-the car at the cross-roads.”
-
-She was very gay all through the supper, although a close observer might
-have seen a cloud cross her bright face occasionally, and a look of pain
-and preoccupation in her eyes; but she laughed and chatted merrily,
-asking about the neighbors and the farm, and when supper was over helped
-Dorcas with her dishes and the evening work, sang snatches of the last
-opera, and told her sister about the new bell skirt just coming into
-fashion, and how she could cut over her old ones like it. When
-everything was done she seemed to nerve herself to some great effort,
-and, going to her father said:
-
-“Now for the letter. From whom is it?”
-
-“Gorham, the man who holds the mortgage,” Mr. Leighton replied.
-
-“Oh-h, Gorham!” and Bertha’s voice was full of intense relief. “I
-thought perhaps it was —— but no matter, that will come later. Let us
-hear what Mr. Gorham has to say. He cannot foreclose till October,
-anyhow.”
-
-“And not then, if we do what he proposes. This is it,” Mr. Leighton
-said, as he began to read the letter, which was as follows:
-
- “BROOKLYN, N. Y., May —, 18—.
-
- “MR. LEIGHTON:
-
- “DEAR SIR,—A gentleman in New York wishes to purchase a farm in the
- country, where he can spend a part of the summer and autumn, fishing
- and fox-hunting and so on. From what he has heard of your place and
- the woods around it, he thinks it will suit him exactly, and in the
- course of a few weeks proposes to go out and see it. As he has ample
- means, he will undoubtedly pay you a good price, cash down, and that
- will relieve you of all trouble with the mortgage. I still think I
- must have my money in October, as I have promised it elsewhere.
-
- “Very truly,
- “JOHN GORHAM.”
-
-“Well?” Mr. Leighton said, as he finished reading the letter, and looked
-inquiringly at his daughters.
-
-Bertha, who was very pale, was the first to speak. “Do you want to leave
-the old home?” she asked, and her father replied, in a choking voice,
-“No, oh, no. I have lived here twenty-seven years, and know every rock
-and tree and shrub, and love them all. I brought your mother here a
-bride and a slip of a girl like you, who are so much like her that
-sometimes when I see you flitting around and hear your voice I think for
-a moment she has come back to me again. You were both born here. Your
-mother died here, and here I want to die. But what is the use of
-prolonging the struggle? I have raked and scraped and saved in every
-possible way to pay the debt contracted so long ago, the interest of
-which has eaten up all my profits, and I have got within five hundred
-dollars of it, but do not see how I can get any further. I may sell a
-few apples and some hay, but I’ll never borrow another dollar, and if
-this New York chap offers a good price we’d better sell. Dorcas and I
-can rent a few rooms somewhere in Boston, maybe, and we shall all be
-together till I die, which, please God, will not be very long.”
-
-His face was white, with a tired, discouraged look upon it pitiful to
-see, while Dorcas, who cried easily, was sobbing aloud. But Bertha’s
-eyes were round and bright and dry, and there was a ring in her voice as
-she said, “You will _not_ die, and you will not sell the place. Horses
-and dogs and fox-hunts, indeed! I’d like to see that New Yorker plunging
-through the fields and farms with his horses and hounds, for that is
-what fox-hunting means. He would be mobbed in no time. Who is he, I
-wonder? I should like to meet him and give him a piece of my mind.”
-
-She was getting excited, and her cheeks were scarlet as she kissed her
-father again and said, “Write and tell that New Yorker to stay where he
-is, and take his foxes to some other farm. He cannot have ours, nor any
-one else. Micawber-like, I believe something will turn up; I am sure of
-it; only give me time.”
-
-Then, rising from her chair, she went swiftly out into the twilight,
-and, crossing the road, ran down the terrace to a bit of broken wall,
-where she sat down and watched the night gathering on the distant hills
-and over the woods, and fought the battle which more than one unselfish
-woman has fought,—a battle between inclination and what seemed to be
-duty. If she chose, she could save the farm with a word and make her
-father’s last days free from care. There was a handsome house in Boston
-of which she might be mistress any day, with plenty of money at her
-command to do with as she pleased. But the owner was old compared to
-herself, forty at least, and growing bald; he called her Berthy, and was
-not at all like the ideal she had in her mind of the man whom she could
-love,—who was really more like one who might hunt foxes and ride his
-horses through the fields, while she rode by his side, than like the
-commonplace Mr. Sinclair, who had asked her twice to be his wife. At her
-last refusal only a few days ago he had said he should not give her up
-yet, but should write her father for his co-operation, and it was from
-him she feared the New York letter had come when she saw it in her
-father’s pocket. She knew he was honorable and upright and would be kind
-and generous to her and her family, but she had dreamed of a different
-love, and she could not listen to his suit unless it were to save the
-old home for her father and Dorcas.
-
-For a time she sat weighing in the balance her love for them and her
-love for herself, while darkness deepened around her and the air grew
-heavy with the scent of the apple-blossoms and the grove of pine-trees
-not far away; yet she was no nearer a decision than when she first sat
-down. It was strange that in the midst of her intense thinking, the
-baying of hounds, the tramp of horses’ feet, and the shout of many
-voices should ring in her ears so distinctly that once, as some bushes
-stirred near her, she turned, half expecting to see the hunted fox
-fleeing for his life, and, with an impulse to save him from his
-pursuers, put out both her hands.
-
-“This is a queer sort of hallucination, and it comes from that New York
-letter,” she thought, just as from under a cloud where it had been
-hidden the new moon sailed out to the right of her. Bertha was not
-superstitious, but, like many others, she clung to some of the
-traditions of her childhood, and the new moon seen over the right
-shoulder was one of them. She always framed a wish when she saw it, and
-she did so now, involuntarily repeating the words she had so often used
-when a child:
-
- “New moon, new moon, listen to me,
- And grant the boon I ask of thee,”
-
-and then, almost as seriously as if it were a prayer, she wished that
-something might occur to keep the home for her father and herself from
-Mr. Sinclair.
-
-“I don’t believe much in the new moon, it has cheated me so often; but I
-do believe in presentiments, and I have one that something will turn up.
-I’ll wait awhile and see,” she said, as the silvery crescent was lost
-again under a cloud. Beginning to feel a little chilly, she went back to
-the house, where she found her father reading his evening paper.
-
-This reminded her of a New York _Herald_ she had bought on the car of a
-little newsboy, whose ragged coat and pleasant face had decided her to
-refuse the chocolates offered her by a larger boy and take the paper
-instead. It was lying on the table, where she had put it when she first
-came in. Taking it up, she sat down and opened it. Glancing from page to
-page, she finally reached the advertisements, and her eye fell upon that
-of Mrs. Hallam.
-
-“Oh, father, Dorcas, I told you something would turn up, and there has!
-Listen!” and she read the advertisement aloud. “The very thing I most
-desired has come. I have always wanted to go to Europe, but never
-thought I could, on account of the expense, and here it is, all paid,
-and five hundred dollars besides. That will save the place. I did not
-wish the new moon for nothing. Something has turned up.”
-
-“But, Bertha,” said the more practical Dorcas, “what reason have you to
-think you will get the situation? There are probably more than five
-hundred applicants for it,—one for each dollar.”
-
-“I know I shall. I feel it as I have felt other things which have come
-to me. Theosophic presentiments I call them.”
-
-Dorcas went on: “And if it does come, I don’t see how it will help the
-mortgage due in October. You will not get your pay in advance, and
-possibly not until the end of the year.”
-
-“I shall borrow the money and give my note,” Bertha answered, promptly.
-“Anybody will trust me. Swartz & Co. will, anyway, knowing that I shall
-come back and work it out if Mrs. Hallam fails me. By the way, that is
-the name of the people who lived here years ago. Perhaps Mrs. Carter
-belongs to the family. Do you know where they are, father?”
-
-Mr. Leighton said he did not. He thought, however, they were all dead,
-while Dorcas asked, “If you are willing to borrow money of Swartz & Co.,
-why don’t you try Cousin Louie, and pay her in installments?”
-
-“Cousin Louie!” Bertha repeated. “That would be borrowing of her proud
-husband, Fred Thurston, who, since I have been a bread-winner, never
-sees me in the street if he can help it. I’d take in washing before I’d
-ask a favor of him. My heart is set upon Europe, if Mrs. Hallam will
-have me, and you do not oppose me too strongly.”
-
-“But I must oppose you,” her father said; and then followed a long and
-earnest discussion between Mr. Leighton, Dorcas, and Bertha, the result
-of which was that Bertha was to wait a few days and consider the matter
-before writing to Mrs. Hallam.
-
-That night, however, after her father had retired, she dashed off a
-rough draught of what she meant to say and submitted it to Dorcas for
-approval. It was as follows:
-
- “MRS. HALLAM:
-
- “MADAM,—I have seen your advertisement for a companion, and shall be
- glad of the situation. My name is Bertha Leighton. I am twenty-two
- years old, and was graduated at the Charlestown Seminary three years
- ago. I am called a good reader, and ought to be a good accountant, as
- for two years I have been book-keeper in the firm of Swartz & Co.,
- Boston. I am not very handy with my needle, for want of practice, but
- can soon learn. While in school I took lessons in French of a native
- teacher, who complimented my pronunciation and quickness to
- comprehend. Consequently I think I shall find no difficulty in
- understanding the language after a little and making myself
- understood. I enclose my photograph, which flatters me somewhat. My
- address is
-
- “BERTHA LEIGHTON,
- “No. — Derring St., Boston, Mass.”
-
-“I think it covers the whole business,” Bertha said to Dorcas, who
-objected to one point. “The photograph does not flatter you,” she said,
-while Bertha insisted that it did, as it represented a much more
-stylish-looking young woman than Mrs. Carter Hallam’s companion ought to
-be. “I wonder what sort of woman she is? I somehow fancy she is a snob,”
-she said; “but, snob me all she pleases, she cannot keep me from seeing
-Europe, and I don’t believe she will try to cheat me out of my wages.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- MRS. HALLAM’S APPLICANTS.
-
-
-Several days after Mrs. Hallam’s advertisement appeared in the papers,
-Reginald, who had been away on business, returned, and found his aunt in
-her room struggling frantically with piles of letters and photographs
-and with a very worried and excited look on her face.
-
-“Oh, Rex,” she cried, as he came in, “I am so glad you have come, for I
-am nearly wild. Only think! Seventy applicants, and as many photographs!
-What possessed them to send their pictures?”
-
-Rex kept his own counsel, but gave a low whistle as he glanced at the
-pile which filled the table.
-
-“Got enough for an album, haven’t you? How do they look as a whole?” he
-asked.
-
-“I don’t know, and I don’t care. Such a time as I have had reading their
-letters, and such recommendations as most of them give of themselves,
-telling me what reverses of fortune they have suffered, what church they
-belong to, and how long they have taught in Sunday-school, and all that,
-as if I cared. But I have decided which to choose; her letter came this
-morning, with one other,—the last of the lot, I trust. I like her
-because she writes so plainly and sensibly and seems so truthful. She
-says she is not a good seamstress and that her picture flatters her,
-while most of the others say their pictures are not good. Then she is so
-respectful and simply addresses me as ‘Madam,’ while all the others
-_dear_ me. If there is anything I like, it is respect in a servant.”
-
-“Thunder, auntie! You don’t call your companion a servant, do you?” Rex
-exclaimed, but his aunt only replied by passing him Bertha’s letter.
-“She writes well. How does she look?” he asked.
-
-“Here she is.” And his aunt gave him the photograph of a short,
-sleepy-looking girl, with little or no expression in her face or eyes,
-and an unmistakable second-class air generally.
-
-“Oh, horrors!” Rex exclaimed. “This girl never wrote that letter. Why,
-she simpers and squints and is positively ugly. There must be some
-mistake, and you have mixed things dreadfully.”
-
-“No, I haven’t,” Mrs. Hallam persisted. “I was very careful to keep the
-photographs and letters together as they came. This is Bertha
-Leighton’s, sure, and she says it flatters her.”
-
-“What must the original be!” Rex groaned.
-
-His aunt continued, “I’d rather she’d be plain than good-looking. I
-don’t want her attracting attention and looking in the glass half the
-time. Mrs. Haynes always said, ‘Get plain girls by all means, in
-preference to pretty ones with airs and hangers-on.’”
-
-“All right, if Mrs. Haynes says so,” Rex answered, with a shrug of his
-shoulders, as he put down the photograph of the girl he called
-Squint-Eye, and began carelessly to look at the others.
-
-“Oh-h!” he said, catching up Bertha’s picture. “This is something like
-it. By Jove, she’s a stunner. Why don’t you take her? What splendid eyes
-she has, and how she carries herself!”
-
-“Read her letter,” his aunt said, handing him a note in which, among
-other things, the writer, who gave her name as Rose Arabella Jefferson,
-and claimed relationship with Thomas Jefferson, Joe Jefferson and
-Jefferson Davis, said she was a member in good standing of the First
-Baptist Church, and spelled Baptist with two _b_’s. There were also
-other mistakes in orthography, besides some in grammar, and Rex dropped
-it in disgust, but held fast to the photograph, whose piquant face,
-bright, laughing eyes, and graceful poise of head and shoulders
-attracted him greatly.
-
-“Rose Arabella Jefferson,” he began, “blood relation of Joe Jefferson,
-Thomas Jefferson, and Jefferson Davis, and member in good standing in
-the First Baptist Church, spelled with a _b_ in the middle, you never
-wrote that letter, I know; and if you did, your blue blood ought to
-atone for a few lapses in grammar and spelling. I am sure Mrs. Walker
-Haynes would think so. Take her, auntie, and run the risk. She is from
-the country, where you said your companion must hail from, while
-Squint-Eye is from Boston, with no ancestry, no religion, and probably
-the embodiment of clubs and societies and leagues and women’s rights and
-Christian Science and the Lord knows what. Take Rose Arabella.”
-
-But Mrs. Hallam was firm. Rose Arabella was quite too good-looking, and
-Boston was country compared with New York. “Squint-Eye” was her choice,
-provided her employers spoke well of her; and she asked Rex to write to
-Boston and make inquiries of Swartz & Co., concerning Miss Leighton.
-
-“Not if I know myself,” Rex answered. “I will do everything reasonable,
-but I draw the line on turning detective and prying into any girl’s
-character.
-
-He was firm on this point, and Mrs. Hallam wrote herself to Swartz &
-Co., and then proceeded to tear up and burn the numerous letters and
-photographs filling her table. Rose Arabella Jefferson, however, was not
-among them, for she, with other pretty girls, some personal friends and
-some strangers, was adorning Rex’s looking-glass, where it was greatly
-admired by the housemaid as Mr. Reginald’s latest fancy.
-
-A few days later Mrs. Hallam said to Rex, “I have heard from Swartz &
-Co., and they speak in the highest terms of Miss Leighton. I wish you
-would write for me and tell her I have decided to take her, and that she
-is to come to me on Friday, June —, as the Teutonic sails the next
-morning.”
-
-Reginald did as he was requested, thinking the while how much he would
-rather be writing to Rose Arabella, _Babtist_ and all, than to Bertha
-Leighton. But there was no help for it; Bertha was his aunt’s choice,
-and was to be her companion instead of his, he reflected, as he directed
-the letter, which he posted on his way down town. The next day he
-started for the West on business for the law firm, promising his aunt
-that if possible he would return in time to see her off; “and then,” he
-added, “I am going to Leicester to look after my fancy farm.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- MRS. FRED THURSTON.
-
-
-Bertha waited anxiously for an answer to her letter; when it did not
-come she grew very nervous and restless, and began to lose faith in the
-new moon and her theosophical presentiments, as she called her
-convictions of what was coming to pass. A feeling of dread began also to
-haunt her lest, after all, the man with the bald head, who called her
-Berthy, might be the only alternative to save the homestead from the
-auctioneer’s hammer. But the letter came at last and changed her whole
-future. There was an interview with her employers, who, having received
-Mrs. Hallam’s letter of inquiry, were not surprised. Although sorry to
-part with her, they readily agreed to advance whatever money should be
-needed in October, without other security than her note, which she was
-to leave with her father.
-
-There was another interview with Mr. Sinclair, who at its close had a
-very sorry look on his face and a suspicion of suppressed tears in his
-voice as he said, “It is hard to give you up, and I could have made you
-so happy, and your father, too. Good-bye, and God bless you. Mrs.
-Thurston will be disappointed. Her heart was quite set upon having you
-for a neighbor, as you would be if you were my wife. Good-bye.”
-
-The Mrs. Thurston alluded to was Bertha’s cousin Louie, from the South,
-who, four years before had spent part of a summer at the Homestead. She
-had then gone to Newport, where she captured Fred Thurston, a Boston
-millionaire, who made love to her hotly for one month, married her the
-next, swore at her the next, and in a quiet but decided manner had
-tyrannized over and bullied her ever since. But he gave her all the
-money she wanted, and, as that was the principal thing for which she
-married him, she bore her lot bravely, became in time a butterfly of
-fashion, and laughed and danced and dressed, and went to lunches and
-teas and receptions and dinners and balls, taking stimulants to keep her
-up before she went, and bromide, or chloral, or sulfonal, to make her
-sleep when she came home. But all this told upon her at last, and after
-four years of it she began to droop, with a consciousness that something
-was sapping her strength and stealing all her vitality. “Nervous
-prostration,” the physician called it, recommending a change of air and
-scene, and, as a trip to Europe had long been contemplated by Mr.
-Thurston, he had finally decided upon a summer in Switzerland, and was
-to sail some time in July. Mrs. Thurston was very fond of her relatives
-at the Homestead, and especially of Bertha, who when she was first
-married was a pupil in Charlestown Seminary and spent nearly every
-Sunday with her. After a while, however, and for no reason whatever
-except that on one or two occasions he had shown his frightful temper
-before her, Mr. Thurston conceived a dislike for Bertha and forbade
-Louie’s inviting her so often to his house, saying he did not marry her
-poor relations. This put an end to any close intimacy between the
-cousins, and although Bertha called occasionally she seldom met Louie’s
-husband, who, after she entered the employment of Swartz & Co., rarely
-recognized her in the street. Bread-winners were far beneath his notice,
-and Bertha was a sore point between him and his wife, who loved her
-cousin with the devotion of a sister and often wrote, begging her to
-come, if only for an hour.
-
-But Bertha was too proud to trespass where the master did not want her,
-and it was many weeks since they had met. She must go now and say
-good-bye. And after Mr. Sinclair left her she walked along Commonwealth
-Avenue to her cousin’s elegant house, which stood side by side with one
-equally handsome, of which she had just refused to be mistress. But she
-scarcely glanced at it, or, if she did, it was with no feeling of regret
-as she ran up the steps and rang the bell.
-
-Mrs. Thurston was at home and alone, the servant said, and Bertha, who
-went up unannounced, found her in her pleasant morning room, lying on a
-couch in the midst of a pile of cushions, with a very tired look upon
-her lovely face.
-
-“Oh, Bertha,” she exclaimed, springing up with outstretched hands, as
-her cousin came in, “I am so glad to see you! Where have you kept
-yourself so long? And when are you coming to be my neighbor? I saw Mr.
-Sinclair last week, and he still had hopes.”
-
-Bertha replied by telling what the reader already, knows, and adding
-that she had come to say good-bye, as she was to sail in two weeks.
-
-“Oh, how could you refuse him, and he so kind and good, and so fond of
-you?” Louie said.
-
-Bertha, between whom and her cousin there were no domestic secrets,
-replied:
-
-“Because I do not love him, and never can, good and kind as I know him
-to be. With your experience, would you advise me to marry for money?”
-
-Instantly a shadow came over Louie’s face, and she hesitated a little
-before she answered:
-
-“Yes, and no; all depends upon the man, and whether you loved some one
-else. If you knew he would swear at you, and call you names, and storm
-before the servants, and throw things,—not at you, perhaps, but at the
-side of the house,—I should say no, decidedly; but if he were kind, and
-good, and generous, like Charlie Sinclair, I should say yes. I did so
-want you for my neighbor. Can’t you reconsider? Who is Mrs. Hallam, I
-wonder? I know some Hallams, or a Hallam,—Reginald. He lives in New
-York, and it seems to me his aunt’s name is Mrs. Carter Hallam. Let me
-tell you about him. I feel like talking of the old life in Florida,
-which seems so long ago.”
-
-She was reclining again among the cushions, with one arm under her head,
-a far-away look in her eyes, and a tone in her voice as if she were
-talking to herself rather than to Bertha.
-
-“You know my father lived in Florida,” she began, “not far from
-Tallahassee, and your mother lived over the line in Georgia. Our place
-was called Magnolia Grove, and there were oleanders and yellow jasmine
-and Cherokee roses everywhere. This morning when I was so tired and felt
-that life was not worth the living, I fancied I was in my old home
-again, and I smelled the orange blossoms and saw the magnolias which
-bordered the avenue to our house, fifty or more, in full bloom, and Rex
-and I were playing under them. His uncle’s plantation joined ours, and
-when his mother died in Boston he came to live with her brother at
-Grassy Spring. He was twelve and I was nine, and I had never played with
-any boy before except the negroes, and we were so fond of each other. He
-called me his little sweetheart, and said he was going to marry me when
-he was older. When he was fourteen, his uncle on his father’s side, a
-Mr. Hallam, from New York, sent for him, and he went away, promising to
-come back again when he was a man. We wrote to each other a few times,
-just boy and girl letters, you know. He called me Dear Louie and I
-called him Dear Rex, and then, I hardly know why, that chapter of my
-life closed, never to be reopened. Grandfather, who owned Magnolia
-Grove, lost nearly everything during the war, so that father, who took
-the place after him, was comparatively poor, and when he died we were
-poorer still, mother and I, and had to sell the plantation and move to
-Tallahassee, where we kept boarders,—people from the North, mostly, who
-came there for the winter. I was sixteen then, and I tried to help
-mother all I could. I dusted the rooms, and washed the glass and china,
-and did a lot of things I never thought I’d have to do. When I was
-eighteen Rex Hallam came to Jacksonville and ran over to see us. If he
-had been handsome as a boy of fourteen, he was still handsomer as a man
-of twenty-one, with what in a woman would be called a sweet graciousness
-of manner which won all hearts to him; but as he is a man I will drop
-the sweet and say that he was kind alike to everybody, old and young,
-rich and poor, and had the peculiar gift of making every woman think she
-was especially pleasing to him, whether she were married or single,
-pretty or otherwise. He stopped with us a week, and because I was so
-proud and rebellious against our changed circumstances, and so ashamed
-to have him find me dusting and washing dishes, I was cold and stiff
-towards him, and our old relations were not altogether resumed, although
-he was very kind. Sometimes for fun he helped me dust, and once he wiped
-the dishes for me and broke a china teapot, and then he went away and I
-never saw him again till last summer, when I met him at Saratoga. Fred,
-who was with him in college, introduced us to each other, supposing we
-were strangers. You ought to have seen the look of surprise on Rex’s
-face when Fred said, ‘This is my wife.’
-
-“Why, Louie,” he exclaimed, “I don’t need an introduction to you,” then
-to my husband, “We are old friends, Louie and I;” and we told him of our
-early acquaintance.
-
-“For a wonder, Fred did not seem a bit jealous of him, although savage
-if another man looked at me. Nor had he any cause, for Rex’s manner was
-just like a brother’s, but oh, such a brother! And I was so happy the
-two weeks he was there. We drove and rode and danced and talked
-together, and never but once did he refer to the past. Then, in his
-deep, musical voice, the most musical I ever heard in a man, he said, ‘I
-thought you were going to wait for me,’ and I answered, ‘I did wait, and
-you never came.’
-
-“That was all; but the night before he went away he was in our room and
-asked for my photograph, which was lying upon the table. He had quite a
-collection, he said, and would like to add mine to it, and I gave it to
-him. Fred knew it and was willing, but since then, when he is in one of
-his moods, he taunts me with it, and says he knew I was in love with Rex
-all the time,—that he saw it in my face, and that Rex saw it, too, and
-despised me for it while pretending to admire me, and because he knew
-Rex despised me and he could trust him, he allowed me full liberty just
-to see how far I would go and not compromise myself. I do not believe it
-of Rex: he never despised any woman; but it is hard to hear such things,
-and sometimes when Fred is worse than usual and I have borne all I can
-bear, I go away and cry, with an intense longing for something
-different, which might perhaps have come to me if I had waited, and I
-hear Rex’s boyish voice just as it sounded under the magnolias in
-Florida, where we played together and pelted each other with the white
-petals strewing the ground.
-
-“I am not false to Fred in telling this to you, who know about my
-domestic life, which, after all, has some sunshine in it. Fred is not
-always cross. Every one has a good and a bad side, a Jekyll and Hyde,
-you know, and if Fred has more Hyde than Jekyll, it is not his fault,
-perhaps. I try him in many ways. He says I am a fool, and that I only
-care for his money, and if he gives me all I want I ought to be
-satisfied. Just now he is very good,—so good, in fact, that I wonder if
-he isn’t going to die. I believe he thinks I am, I am so weak and tired.
-I have not told you, have I, that we, too, are going to Europe before
-long? Switzerland is our objective point, but if I can I will persuade
-Fred to go to Aix, where you will be. That will be jolly. I wonder if
-your Mrs. Hallam can be Rex’s aunt.”
-
-“Did you ever see her?” Bertha asked, and Louie replied:
-
-“Only in the distance. She was in Saratoga with him, but at another
-hotel. I heard she was a very swell woman with piles of money, and that
-when young she had made shoes and worked in a factory, or something.”
-
-“How shocking!” Bertha said, laughingly, and Louie rejoined:
-
-“Don’t be sarcastic. You know I don’t care what she used to do. Why
-should I, when I have dusted and washed dishes myself, and waited on a
-lot of Northern boarders, with my proud Southern blood in hot rebellion
-against it? If Mrs. Hallam made shoes or cloth, what does it matter, so
-long as she is rich now and in the best society? She is no blood
-relation to Rex, who is a gentleman by birth and nature both. I hope
-Mrs. Carter is his aunt, for then you will see him; and if you do, tell
-him I am your cousin, but not how wretched I am. He saw a little in
-Saratoga, but not much, for Fred was very guarded. Hark! I believe I
-hear him coming.”
-
-There was a bright flush on her cheeks as she started up and began to
-smooth the folds of her dress and to arrange her hair.
-
-“Fred does not like to see me tumbled,” she said, just as the portière
-was drawn aside and her husband entered the room.
-
-He was a tall and rather fine-looking man of thirty, with large, fierce
-black eyes and an expression on his face and about his mouth indicative
-of an indomitable will and a temper hard to meet. He had come in, he
-said, to take Louie for a drive, as the day was fine and the air would
-do her good; and he was so gracious to Bertha that she felt sure the
-Jekyll mood was in the ascendant. He asked her if she was still with
-Swartz & Co., and listened with some interest while Louie told him of
-her engagement with Mrs. Carter Hallam, and when she asked if that lady
-was Rex’s aunt, he replied that she was, adding that Rex’s uncle had
-adopted him as a son and had left a large fortune.
-
-Then, turning to Bertha, he said, “I congratulate you on your
-prospective acquaintance with Rex Hallam. He is very susceptible to
-female charms, and quite indiscriminate in his attentions. Every woman,
-old or young, is apt to think he is in love with her.”
-
-He spoke sarcastically, with a meaning look at his wife, whose face was
-scarlet. Bertha was angry, and, with a proud inclination of her head,
-said to him:
-
-“It is not likely that I shall see much of Mr. Reginald Hallam. Why
-should I, when I am only his aunt’s hired companion, and have few charms
-to attract him?”
-
-“I am not so sure of that,” Fred said, struck as he had never been
-before with Bertha’s beauty, as she stood confronting him.
-
-She was a magnificent-looking girl, who, given a chance, would throw
-Louie quite in the shade, he thought, and under the fascination of her
-beauty he became more gracious than ever, and asked her to drive with
-them and return to lunch.
-
-“Oh, do,” Louie said. “It is ages since you were here.”
-
-But Bertha declined, as she had shopping to do, and in the afternoon was
-going home to stay until it was time to report herself to Mrs. Hallam.
-Then, bidding them good-bye, she left the house and went rapidly down
-the avenue.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
- THE COMPANION.
-
-
-Bertha kept up very bravely when she said good-bye to her father and
-Dorcas and started alone for New York; but there was a horrid sense of
-loneliness and homesickness in her heart when at about six in the
-afternoon she rang the bell of No. — Fifth Avenue, looking in her sailor
-hat and tailor-made gown and Eton jacket of dark blue serge more like
-the daughter of the house than like a hired companion. Peters, the
-colored man who opened the door, mistook her for an acquaintance, and
-was very deferential in his manner, while he waited for her card. By
-mistake her cards were in her trunk, and she said to him, “Tell Mrs.
-Hallam that Miss Leighton is here. She is expecting me.”
-
-Mrs. Hallam’s servants usually managed to know the most of their
-mistress’s business, for, although she professed to keep them at a
-distance, she was at times quite confidential, and they all knew that a
-Miss Leighton was to accompany her abroad as a companion. So when Peters
-heard the name he changed his intention to usher her into the
-reception-room, and, seating her in the hall, went for a maid, who took
-her to a room on the fourth floor back and told her that Mrs. Hallam had
-just gone in to dinner with some friends and would not be at liberty to
-see her for two or three hours.
-
-“But she is expecting you,” she said, “and has given orders that you can
-have your dinner served here, or if you choose, you can dine with Mrs.
-Flagg, the housekeeper, in her room in the front basement. I should go
-there, if I were you. You’ll find it pleasanter and cooler than up here
-under the roof.”
-
-Bertha preferred the housekeeper’s room, to which she was taken by the
-maid. Mrs. Flagg was a kind-hearted, friendly woman, who, with the quick
-instincts of her class, recognized Bertha as a lady and treated her
-accordingly. She had lived with the Hallams many years, and, with a
-natural pride in the family, talked a good deal of her mistress’s wealth
-and position, but more of Mr. Reginald, who had a pleasant word for
-everybody, high or low, rich or poor.
-
-“Mrs. Hallam is not exactly that way,” she said, “and sometimes snubs
-folks beneath her; but I’ve heard Mr. Reginald tell her that civil words
-don’t cost anything, and the higher up you are and the surer of yourself
-the better you can afford to be polite to every one; that a gold piece
-is none the less gold because there is a lot of copper pennies in the
-purse with it, nor a real lady any the less a lady because she is kind
-of chummy with her inferiors. He’s great on comparisons.”
-
-As Bertha made no comment, she continued, “He’s Mrs. Hallam’s nephew, or
-rather her husband’s, but the same as her son;” adding that she was
-sorry he was not at home, as she’d like Miss Leighton to see him.
-
-When dinner was over she offered to take Bertha back to her room, and as
-they passed an open door on the third floor she stopped a moment and
-said, “This is Mr. Reginald’s room. Would you like to go in?”
-
-Bertha did not care particularly about it, but as Mrs. Flagg stepped
-inside, she followed her. Just then some one from the hall called to
-Mrs. Flagg, and, excusing herself for a moment, she went out, leaving
-Bertha alone. It was a luxuriously furnished apartment, with signs of
-masculine ownership everywhere, but what attracted Bertha most was a
-large mirror which, in a Florentine frame, covered the entire chimney
-above the mantel and was ornamented with photographs on all its four
-sides. There were photographs of personal friends and prominent artists,
-authors, actors, opera-singers, and ballet-dancers, with a few of horses
-and dogs, divided into groups, with a blank space between. Bertha had no
-difficulty in deciding which were his friends, for there confronting
-her, with her sunny smile and laughing blue eyes, was Louie’s picture
-given to him at Saratoga, and placed by the side of a sweet-faced,
-refined-looking woman wearing a rather old-style dress, who, Bertha
-fancied, might be his mother.
-
-“How lovely Louie is,” she thought, “and what a different life hers
-would have been had her friendship for Reginald Hallam ripened into
-love, as it ought to have done!” Then, casting her eyes upon another
-group, she started violently as she saw herself tucked in between a
-rope-walker and a ballet-dancer. “What does it mean? and how did my
-picture get here?” she exclaimed, taking it from the frame and wondering
-still more when she read upon it, “Rose Arabella Jefferson, Scotsburg.”
-
-“Rose Arabella Jefferson!” she repeated. “Who is she? and how came her
-name on my picture? and how came my picture in Rex Hallam’s possession?”
-Then, remembering that she had sent it by request to Mrs. Hallam, she
-guessed how Rex came by it, and felt a little thrill of pride that he
-had liked it well enough to give it a place in his collection, even if
-it were in company with ballet-girls. “But it shall not stay there,” she
-thought. “I’ll put it next to Louie’s, and let him wonder who changed
-it, if he ever notices the change.”
-
-Mrs. Flagg was coming, and, hastily putting the photograph between
-Louie’s and that of a woman who she afterwards found was Mrs. Carter
-Hallam, she went out to meet the housekeeper, whom she followed to her
-room.
-
-“You will not be afraid, as the servants all sleep up here. We have six
-besides the coachman,” Mrs. Flagg said as she bade her good-night.
-
-“Six servants besides the coachman and housekeeper! I make the ninth,
-for I dare say I am little more than that in my lady’s estimation,”
-Bertha thought, as she sat alone, watching the minute-hand of the clock
-creeping slowly round, and wondering when the grand dinner would be over
-and Mrs. Hallam ready to receive her. Then, lest the lump in her throat
-should get the mastery, she began to walk up and down her rather small
-quarters, to look out of the window upon the roofs of the houses, and to
-count the chimneys and spires in the distance.
-
-It was very different from the lookout at home, with its long stretch of
-wooded hills, its green fields and meadows and grassy lane. Once her
-tears were threatening every moment to start, when a maid appeared and
-said her mistress was at liberty to see her. With a beating heart and
-heightened color, Bertha followed her to the boudoir, where, in amber
-satin and diamonds Mrs. Hallam was waiting, herself somewhat flurried
-and nervous and doubtful how to conduct herself during the interview.
-She was always a little uncertain how to maintain a dignity worthy of
-Mrs. Carter Hallam under all circumstances, for, although she had been
-in society so long and had seen herself quoted and her dinners and
-receptions described so often, she was not yet quite sure of herself,
-nor had she learned the truth of Rex’s theory that gold was not the less
-gold because in the same purse with pennies. She had never forgotten the
-shoe-shop and the barefoot girl picking berries, with all the other
-humble surroundings of her childhood, and because she had not she felt
-it incumbent upon her to try to prove that she was and always had been
-what she seemed to be, a leader of fashion, with millions at her
-command. To compass this she assumed an air of haughty superiority
-towards those whom she thought her inferiors. She had never hired a
-companion, and in the absence of her mentor, Mrs. Walker Haynes, she did
-not know exactly how to treat one. Had she asked Rex, he would have
-said, “Treat her as you would any other young lady.” But Rex held some
-very ultra views, and was not to be trusted implicitly. Fortunately,
-however, a guest at dinner had helped her greatly by recounting her own
-experience with a companion who was always getting out of her place, and
-who finally ran off with a French count at Trouville, where they were
-spending the summer.
-
-“I began wrong,” the lady said. “I was too familiar at first, and made
-too much of her because she was educated and superior to her class.”
-
-Acting upon this intimation, Mrs. Hallam decided to commence right.
-Remembering the picture which Rex called Squint-Eye, she had no fear
-that the original would ever run off with a French count, but she might
-have to be put down, and she would begin by sitting down to receive her.
-“Standing will make her too much my equal,” she thought, and, adjusting
-the folds of her satin gown and assuming an expression which she meant
-to be very cold and distant, she glanced up carelessly, but still a
-little nervously, as she heard the sound of footsteps and knew there was
-some one at the door. She was expecting a very ordinary-looking person,
-with wide mouth, half-closed eyes, and light hair, and when she saw a
-tall, graceful girl, with dark hair and eyes, brilliant color, and an
-air decidedly patrician, as Mrs. Walker Haynes would say, she was
-startled out of her dignity, and involuntarily rose to her feet and half
-extended her hand. Then, remembering herself, she dropped it, and said,
-stammeringly, “Oh, are you Miss Leighton?”
-
-“Yes, madam. You were expecting me, were you not?” Bertha answered, her
-voice clear and steady, with no sound of timidity or awe in it.
-
-“Why, yes; that is—sit down, please. There is some mistake,” Mrs. Hallam
-faltered. “You are not like your photograph, or the one I took for you.
-They must have gotten mixed, as Rex said they did. He insisted that your
-letter did not belong to what I said was your photograph and which he
-called Squint-Eye.”
-
-Here it occurred to Mrs. Hallam that she was not commencing right at
-all,—that she was quite too communicative to a girl who looked fully
-equal to running off with a duke, if she chose, and who must be kept
-down. But she explained about the letters and the photographs until
-Bertha had a tolerably correct idea of the mistake and laughed heartily
-over it. It was a very merry, musical laugh, in which Mrs. Hallam joined
-for a moment. Then, resuming her haughty manner, she plied Bertha with
-questions, saying to her first, “Your home is in Boston, I believe?”
-
-“Oh, no,” Bertha replied. “My home is in Leicester, where I was born.”
-
-“In Leicester!” Mrs. Hallam replied, her voice indicative of surprise
-and disapprobation. “You wrote me from Boston. Why did you do that?”
-
-Bertha explained why, and Mrs. Hallam asked next if she lived in the
-village or the country.
-
-“In the country, on a farm,” Bertha answered, wondering at Mrs. Hallam’s
-evident annoyance at finding that she came from Leicester instead of
-Boston.
-
-It had not before occurred to her to connect the Homestead with Mrs.
-Carter Hallam, but it came to her now, and at a venture she said, “Our
-place is called the Hallam Homestead, named for a family who lived there
-many years ago.”
-
-She was looking curiously at Mrs. Hallam, whose face was crimson at
-first and then grew pale, but who for a moment made no reply. Here was a
-complication,—Leicester, and perhaps the old life, brought home to her
-by the original of the picture so much admired by Rex, who had it in
-mind to buy the old Homestead, and was sure to admire the girl when he
-saw her, as he would, for he was coming to Aix-les-Bains some time
-during the summer. If Mrs. Hallam could have found an excuse for it, she
-would have dismissed Bertha at once. But there was none. She was there,
-and she must keep her, and perhaps it might be well to be frank with her
-to a certain extent. So she said at last, “My husband’s family once
-lived in Leicester,—presumably on your father’s farm. That was years
-ago, before I was married. My nephew, Mr. Reginald” (she laid much
-stress on the _Mr._, as if to impress Bertha with the distance there was
-between them), “has, I believe, some quixotic notion about buying the
-old place. Is it for sale?”
-
-The fire which flashed into Bertha’s eyes and the hot color which
-stained her cheeks startled Mrs. Hallam, who was not prepared for
-Bertha’s excitement as she replied, “For sale! Never! There is a
-mortgage of long standing on it, but it will be paid in the fall. I am
-going with you to earn the money to pay it. Nothing else would take me
-from father and Dorcas so long. We heard there was a New York man
-wishing to buy it, but he may as well think of buying the Coliseum as
-our home. Tell him so, please, for me. Hallam Homestead is _not_ for
-sale.”
-
-As she talked, Bertha grew each moment more earnest and excited and
-beautiful, with the tears shining in her eyes and the bright color on
-her cheeks. Mrs. Hallam was not a hard woman, nor a bad woman; she was
-simply calloused over with false ideas of caste and position, which
-prompted her to restrain her real nature whenever it asserted itself, as
-it was doing now. Something about Bertha fascinated and interested her,
-bringing back the long ago, with the odor of the pines, the perfume of
-the pond-lilies, and the early days of her married life. But this
-feeling soon passed. Habit is everything, and she had been the
-fashionable Mrs. Carter Hallam so long that it would take more than a
-memory of the past to change her. She must maintain her dignity, and not
-give way to sentiment, and she was soon herself, cold and distant, with
-her chin in the air, where she usually carried it when talking to those
-whom she wished to impress with her superiority.
-
-For some time longer she talked to Bertha, and learned as much of her
-history as Bertha chose to tell. Her mother was born in Georgia, she
-said; her father in Boston. He was a Yale graduate, and fonder of books
-than of farming. They were poor, keeping no servants; Dorcas, her only
-sister, kept the house, while she did what she could to help pay
-expenses and lessen the mortgage on the farm. All this Bertha told
-readily enough, with no thought of shame for her poverty. She saw that
-Mrs. Hallam was impressed with the Southern mother and scholarly father,
-and once she thought to speak of her cousin, Mrs. Louie, but did not,
-and here she possibly made a mistake, for Mrs. Hallam had a great
-respect for family connections, as that was what she lacked. She had
-heard of Mrs. Fred Thurston, as had every frequenter of Saratoga and
-Newport, and once at the former place she had seen her driving in her
-husband’s stylish turnout with Reginald at her side. He was very
-attentive to the beauty whom he had known at the South, and Mrs. Hallam
-had once or twice intimated to him that she, too, would like to meet
-her, but he had not acted upon the hint, and she had left Saratoga
-without accomplishing her object. Had Bertha told of the relationship
-between herself and Louie, it might have made some difference in her
-relations with her employer. But she did not, and after a little further
-catechising Mrs. Hallam dismissed her, saying, “As the ship sails at
-nine, it will be necessary to rise very early; so I will bid you
-good-night.”
-
-The next morning Bertha breakfasted with Mrs. Flagg, who told her that,
-as a friend was to accompany Mrs. Hallam in her coupé to the ship, she
-was to go in a street-car, with a maid to show her the way.
-
-“Evidently I am a hired servant and nothing more,” Bertha thought; “but
-I can endure even that for the sake of Europe and five hundred dollars.”
-And, bidding good-bye to Mrs. Flagg, she was soon on her way to the
-Teutonic.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
- ON THE TEUTONIC.
-
-
-Bertha found Mrs. Hallam in her state-room, which was one of the largest
-and most expensive on the ship. With her were three or four ladies who
-were there to say good-bye, all talking together and offering advice in
-case of sickness, while Mrs. Hallam fanned herself vigorously, as the
-morning was very hot.
-
-“Are you not taking a maid?” one of the ladies asked, and Mrs. Hallam
-replied that Mrs. Haynes advised her to get one in Paris, adding, “I
-have a young girl as companion, and I’m sure I don’t know where she is.
-She ought to be here by this time. I dare say she will be more trouble
-than good. She seems quite the fine lady. I hardly know what I am to do
-with her.”
-
-“Keep her in her place,” was the prompt advice of a little,
-common-looking woman, who was once a nursery governess, but was now a
-millionaire, and perfectly competent to advise as to the proper
-treatment of a companion.
-
-Just then Bertha appeared, and was stared at by the ladies, who took no
-further notice of her.
-
-“I am glad you’ve got here at last. What kept you so long?” Mrs. Hallam
-asked, a little petulantly, while Bertha replied that she had been
-detained by a block in the street cars, and asked if there was anything
-she could do.
-
-“Yes,” Mrs. Hallam answered. “I wish you would open my sea trunk and
-satchel, and get out my wrapper, and shawl, and cushion, and toilet
-articles, and salts, and camphor. I am sure to be sick the minute we get
-out to sea.” And handing her keys to Bertha, she went with her friends
-outside, where the crowd was increasing every moment.
-
-The passenger-list was full, and every passenger had at least half a
-dozen acquaintances to see him off, so that by the time Bertha had
-arranged Mrs. Hallam’s belongings, and gone out on deck, there was
-hardly standing room. Finding a seat near the purser’s office, she sat
-down and watched the surging mass of human beings, jostling, pushing,
-crowding each other, the confusion reaching its climax when the order
-came for the ship to be cleared of all visitors. Then for a time they
-stood so thickly around her that she could see nothing and hear nothing
-but a confused babel of voices, until suddenly there was a break in the
-ranks, and a tall young man, who had been fighting his way to the plank,
-pitched headlong against her with such force that she fell from the
-seat, losing her hat in the fall, and striking her forehead on a sharp
-point near her.
-
-“I beg your pardon; are you much hurt? I am so sorry, but I could not
-help it, they pushed me so in this infernal crowd. Let me help you up,”
-a pleasant, manly voice, full of concern, said to her, while two strong
-hands lifted her to her feet, and on to the seat where she had been
-sitting. “You are safe here, unless some other blunderhead knocks you
-down again,” the young man continued, as he managed to pick up her hat.
-“Some wretch has stepped on it, but I think I can doctor it into shape,”
-he said, giving it a twist or two, and then putting it very carefully on
-Bertha’s head hind side before. “There! It is all right, I think,
-though, upon my soul, it does seem a little askew,” he added, looking
-for the first time fully at Bertha, who was holding her hand to her
-forehead, where a big bump was beginning to show.
-
-Her hand hid a portion of her face, but she smiled brightly and
-gratefully upon the stranger, whose manner was so friendly and whose
-brown eyes seen through his glasses looked so kindly at her.
-
-“By Jove, you are hurt,” he continued, “and I did it. I can’t help you,
-as I’ve got to go, but my aunt is on board,—Mrs. Carter Hallam; find
-her, and tell her that her awkward nephew came near knocking your brains
-out. She has every kind of drug and lotion imaginable, from morphine to
-Pond’s extract, and is sure to find something for that bump. And now I
-must go or be carried off.”
-
-He gave another twist to her hat and offered her his hand, and then ran
-down the plank to the wharf, where, with hundreds of others, he stood,
-waving his hat and cane to his friends on the ship, which began to move
-slowly from the dock. He was so tall that Bertha could see him
-distinctly, and she stood watching him and him alone, until he was a
-speck in the distance. Then, with a feeling of loneliness, she started
-for her state-room, where Mrs. Hallam, who had preceded her, was looking
-rather cross and doing her best to be sick, although as yet there was
-scarcely any motion to the vessel.
-
-Reginald, whose train was late, had hurried at once to the ship, which
-he reached in time to see his aunt for a few moments only. Her last
-friend had said good-bye, and she was feeling very forlorn, and
-wondering where Bertha could be, when he came rushing up, bringing so
-much life and sunshine and magnetism with him that Mrs. Hallam began to
-feel doubly forlorn as she wondered what she should do without him.
-
-“Oh, Rex,” she said, laying her head on his arm and beginning to cry a
-little, “I am so glad you have come, and I wish you were going with me.
-I fear I have made a mistake starting off alone. I don’t know at all how
-to take care of myself.”
-
-Rex smoothed her hair, patted her hand, soothed her as well as he could,
-and told her he was sure she would get on well enough and that he would
-certainly join her in August.
-
-“Where is Miss Leighton? Hasn’t she put in an appearance?” he asked, and
-his aunt replied, with a little asperity of manner:
-
-“Yes; she came last night, and she seems a high and mighty sort of
-damsel. I am disappointed, and afraid I shall have trouble with her.”
-
-“Sit down on her if she gets too high and mighty,” Rex said, laughingly,
-while his aunt was debating the propriety of telling him of the mistake
-and who Bertha was.
-
-“I don’t believe I will. He will find it out soon enough,” she thought,
-just as the last warning to leave the boat was given, and with a hurried
-good-bye Rex left her, saying, as he did so:
-
-“I’ll look a bit among the crowd, and if I find your squint-eyed damsel
-I’ll send her to you. I shall know her in a minute.”
-
-Here was a good chance to explain, but Mrs. Hallam let it pass, and Rex
-went his way, searching here and there for a light-haired, weak-eyed
-woman answering to her photograph.
-
-But he did not find her, and ran instead against Bertha, with no
-suspicion that she was the girl he had told his aunt to sit on, and for
-whom that lady waited rather impatiently after the ship was cleared.
-
-“Oh!” she said, as Bertha came in. “I have been waiting for you some
-time. Did you have friends to say good-bye to? Give me my salts, please,
-and camphor, and fan, and a pillow, and close that shutter. I don’t want
-the herd looking in upon me; nor do I think this room so very desirable,
-with all the people passing and repassing. I told Rex so, and he said
-nobody wanted to see me in my night-cap. He was here to say good-bye.
-His train got in just in time.”
-
-Bertha closed the shutters and brought a pillow and fan and the camphor
-and salts, and then bathed the bruise on her forehead, which was
-increasing in size and finally attracted Mrs. Hallam’s attention.
-
-“Are you hurt?” she asked, and Bertha replied, “I was knocked down in
-the crowd by a young man who told me he had an aunt, a Mrs. Hallam, on
-board. I suppose he must have been your nephew.”
-
-“Did you tell him who you were?” Mrs. Hallam asked, with a shake of her
-head and disapproval in her voice.
-
-“No, madam,” Bertha replied. “He was trying to apologize for what he had
-done, and spoke to me of you as one to whom I could go for help if I was
-badly hurt.”
-
-“Yes, that is like Reginald,—thinking of everything,” Mrs. Hallam said.
-After a moment she added, “He has lived with me since he was a boy, and
-is the same as a son. He will join me in Aix-les-Bains in August. Miss
-Grace Haynes is there, and I don’t mind telling you, as you will
-probably see for yourself, that I think there is a sort of understanding
-between him and her. Nothing would please me better.”
-
-“There! I have headed off any idea she might possibly have with regard
-to Rex, who is so democratic and was so struck with her photograph,
-while she,—well, there is something in her eyes and the lofty way she
-carries her head and shoulders that I don’t like; it looks too much like
-equality, and I am afraid I may have to sit on her, as Rex bade me do,”
-was Mrs. Hallam’s mental comment, as she adjusted herself upon her couch
-and issued her numerous orders.
-
-For three days she stayed in her state-room, not because she was
-actually sea-sick, but because she feared she would be. To lie perfectly
-quiet in her berth until she was accustomed to the motion of the vessel
-was the advice given her by one of her friends, and as far as possible
-she followed it, while Bertha was kept in constant attendance, reading
-to her, brushing her hair, bathing her head, opening and shutting the
-windows, and taking messages to those of her acquaintances able to be on
-deck. The sea was rather rough for June, but Bertha was not at all
-affected by it, and the only inconvenience she suffered was want of
-sufficient exercise and fresh air. Early in the morning, while Mrs.
-Hallam slept, she was free to go on deck, and again late in the evening,
-after the lady had retired for the night. These walks, with going to her
-meals, were the only recreation or change she had, and she was beginning
-to droop a little, when at last Mrs. Hallam declared herself able to go
-upon deck, where, by the aid of means which seldom fail, she managed to
-gain possession of the sunniest and most sheltered spot, which she held
-in spite of the protestations of another party who claimed the place on
-the ground of first occupancy. She was Mrs. Carter Hallam, and she kept
-the field until a vacancy occurred in the vicinity of some people whom
-to know, if possible, was desirable. Then she moved, and had her reward
-in being told by one of the magnates that it was a fine day and the ship
-was making good time.
-
-Every morning Bertha brought her rugs and wraps and cushions and
-umbrella, and after seeing her comfortably adjusted sat down at a
-respectful distance and waited for orders, which were far more frequent
-than was necessary. No one spoke to her, although many curious and
-admiring glances were cast at the bright, handsome girl who seemed quite
-as much a lady as her mistress, but who was performing the duties of a
-maid and was put down upon the passenger-list as Mrs. Hallam’s
-companion. As it chanced, there was a royal personage on board, and one
-day when standing near, Bertha, who was watching a steamer just
-appearing upon the horizon, he addressed some remark to her, and then,
-attracted by something in her face, or manner, or both, continued to
-talk with her, until Mrs. Hallam’s peremptory voice called out:
-
-“Bertha, I want you, Don’t you see my rug is falling off?”
-
-There was a questioning glance at the girl thus bidden and at the woman
-who bade her, and then, lifting his hat politely to the former, the
-stranger walked away, while Bertha went to Mrs. Hallam, who said to her
-sharply:
-
-“I wonder at your presumption; but possibly you did not know to whom you
-were talking?”
-
-“Oh, yes, I did,” Bertha replied. “It was the prince. He speaks English
-fluently, and I found him very agreeable.”
-
-She was apparently as unconcerned as if it had been the habit of her
-life to consort with royalty, and Mrs. Hallam looked at her wonderingly,
-conscious in her narrow soul of an increased feeling of respect for the
-girl whom a prince had honored with his notice and who took it so coolly
-and naturally. But she did not abate her requirements or exactions in
-the least. On the contrary, it seemed as if she increased them. But
-Bertha bore it all patiently, performing every task imposed upon her as
-if it were a pleasure, and never giving any sign of fatigue, although in
-reality she was never so tired in her life as when at last they sailed
-up the Mersey and into the docks at Liverpool.
-
-At Queenstown she sent off a letter to Dorcas, in which, after speaking
-of her arrival in New York and the voyage in general, she wrote, “I
-hardly know what to say of Mrs. Hallam until I have seen more of her.
-She is a great lady, and great ladies need a great deal of waiting upon,
-and the greater they are the greater their need. There must be something
-Shylocky in her nature, and, as she gives me a big salary, she means to
-have her pound of flesh. I am down on the passenger-list as her
-companion, but it should be maid, as I am really that. But when we reach
-Paris there will be a change, as she is to have a French maid there. It
-will surprise you, as it did me, to know that she belongs to the Hallams
-for whom the Homestead was named and who father thought were all dead.
-Her husband was born there. Where she came from I do not know. She is
-very reticent on that point. I shouldn’t be surprised if she once worked
-in a factory, she is so particular to have her position recognized. Such
-a scramble as she had to get to the captain’s table; though what good
-that does I cannot guess, inasmuch as he is seldom there himself. I am
-at _Nobody’s_ table, and like it, because I am a nobody.
-
-“Do you remember the letter father had, saying that some New Yorker
-wanted to buy our farm and was coming to look at it? That New Yorker is
-cousin Louie’s Reginald Hallam, of whom I told you, and Mrs. Carter’s
-nephew; not in the least like her, I fancy, although I have only had the
-pleasure of being knocked down by him on the ship. But he was not to
-blame. The crowd pushed him against me with such force that I fell off
-the seat and nearly broke my head. My hat was crushed out of all shape,
-and he made it worse trying to twist it back. He was kindness itself,
-and his brown eyes full of concern as they looked at me through the
-clearest pair of rimless glasses I ever saw. He did not know who I was,
-of course, but I am sure he would have been just as kind if he had. I
-can understand Louie’s infatuation for him, and why his aunt adores him.
-
-“But what nonsense to be writing with Queenstown in sight, and this
-letter must be finished to send off. I am half ashamed of what I have
-said of Mrs. Hallam, who when she forgets what a grand lady she is, can
-be very nice, and I really think she likes me a little.
-
-“And now I must close, with more love for you and father than can be
-carried in a hundred letters. Will write again from Paris. Good-bye,
-good-bye.
-
- “BERTHA.
-
-“P. S. I told you that if a New Yorker came to buy the farm you were to
-shut the door in his face. But you may as well let him in.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
- REGINALD AND PHINEAS JONES.
-
-
-After bidding his aunt good-bye, Reginald went home for a few moments,
-and then to his office, where he met for the first time Mr. Gorham, the
-owner of the Leighton mortgage, and learned that the place was really
-where his father used to live and that the Homestead was named for the
-Hallams. This increased his desire to own it, and, as there was still
-time to catch the next train for Boston, he started for the depot and
-was soon on his way to Worcester, where he arrived about four in the
-afternoon. Wishing to make some inquiries as to the best means of
-reaching Leicester, he went to a hotel, where he found no one in the
-office besides the clerk except a tall, spare man, with long, light hair
-tinged with gray, and shrewdness and curiosity written all over his
-good-humored face. He wore a linen duster, with no collar, and only an
-apology for a handkerchief twisted around his neck. Tipping back in one
-chair, with his feet in another, he was taking frequent and most
-unsuccessful aims at a cuspidor about six feet from him.
-
-“Good-afternoon,” he said, removing his feet from the chair for a
-moment, but soon putting them back, as he asked if Reginald had just
-come from the train, and whether from the East or the West. Then he told
-him it was an all-fired hot day, that it looked like thunder in the
-west, and he shouldn’t wonder if they got a heavy shower before night.
-
-To all this Reginald assented, and then went to the desk to register,
-while the stranger, on pretense of looking at something in the street,
-also arose and sauntered to the door, managing to glance at the register
-and see the name just written there.
-
-Resuming his seat and inviting Rex to take a chair near him, he began:
-“I b’lieve you’re from New York. I thought so the minute you came in. I
-have traveled from Dan to Beersheba, and been through the war,—was a
-corp’ral there,—and I generally spot you fellows when I first put my eye
-on you. I am Phineas Jones,—Phin for short. I hain’t any real
-profession, but am jack at all trades and good at none. Everybody knows
-me in these parts, and I know everybody.”
-
-Rex, who began to be greatly amused with this queer specimen, bowed an
-acknowledgment of the honor of knowing Mr. Jones, who said, “Be you
-acquainted in Worcester?”
-
-“Not at all. Was never here before,” was Rex’s reply, and Phineas
-continued: “Slow old place, some think, but I like it. Full of nice
-folks of all sorts, with clubs, and lodges, and societies, and no end of
-squabbles about temperance and city officers and all that. As for
-music,—my land, I’d smile to see any place hold a candle to us. Had all
-the crack singers here, even to the diver.”
-
-Rex, who had listened rather indifferently to Phineas’s laudations of
-Worcester, now asked if he knew much of the adjoining towns,—Leicester,
-for instance.
-
-“Wa-all, I’d smile,” Phineas replied, with a fierce assault upon the
-cuspidor. “Yes, I would smile if I didn’t know Leicester. Why, I was
-born there, and it’s always been my native town, except two or three
-years in Sturbridge, when I was a shaver, and the time I was to the war
-and travelin’ round. Pleasant town, but dull,—with no steam cars nigher
-than Rochdale or Worcester. Got stages and an electric car to
-Spencer;—run every half hour. Think of goin’ there?”
-
-Rex said he did, and asked the best way of getting there.
-
-“Wa-all, there’s four ways,—the stage, but that’s gone; hire a team and
-drive out,—that’s expensive; take the steam cars for Rochdale, or
-Jamesville, and then drive out,—that’s expensive, too; or take the
-electric, which is cheaper, and pleasanter, and quicker. Know anybody in
-Leicester?”
-
-Rex said he didn’t, and asked if Phineas knew a place called Hallam
-Homestead.
-
-“Wa-all, I’d smile if I didn’t,” Phineas replied. “Why, I’ve worked in
-hayin’-time six or seven summers for Square Leighton. He was ’lected
-justice of the peace twelve or fifteen years ago, and I call him Square
-yet, as a title seems to suit him, he’s so different-lookin’ from most
-farmers,—kind of high-toned, you know. Ort to have been an aristocrat.
-As to the Hallams, who used to own the place, I’ve heard of ’em ever
-since I was knee-high; I was acquainted with Carter; first-rate feller.
-By the way, your name is Hallam. Any kin?”
-
-Rex explained his relationship to the Hallams, while the smile habitual
-to Phineas’s face, and which, with the expressions he used so often, had
-given him the _sobriquet_ of Smiling Phin, broadened into a loud laugh
-of genuine delight and surprise, and, springing up, he grasped Rex’s
-hand, exclaiming: “This beats the Dutch! I’m glad to see you, I be. I
-thought you was all dead when Carter died. There’s a pile of you in the
-old Greenville graveyard. Why, you ’n’ I must be connected.”
-
-Rex looked at him wonderingly, while he went on: “You see, Carter
-Hallam’s wife was Lucy Ann Brown, and her great-grandmother and my
-great-grandfather were half-brother and sister. Now, what relation be I
-to Lucy Ann, or to you?”
-
-Rex confessed his inability to trace so remote a relationship on so hot
-a day, and Phineas rejoined:
-
-“’Tain’t very near, that’s a fact, but we’re related, though I never
-thought Lucy Ann hankered much for my society. I used to call her
-cousin, which made her mad. She was a handsome girl when she clerked it
-here in Worcester and roped Carter in. A high stepper,—turned up her
-nose when I ast her for her company. That’s when she was bindin’ shoes,
-before she knew Carter. I don’t s’pose I could touch her now with a
-ten-foot pole, though I b’lieve I’ll call the fust time I’m in New York,
-if you’ll give me your number. Blood is blood. How is the old lady?”
-
-Here was a chance for Rex to inquire into his aunt’s antecedents, of
-which he knew little, as she was very reticent with regard to her early
-life. He knew that she was an orphan and had no near relatives, and that
-she had once lived in Worcester, and that was all. The clerkship and the
-shoe-binding were news to him; he did not even know before that she was
-Lucy Ann, as she had long ago dropped the _Ann_ as too plebeian; but,
-with the delicacy of a true gentleman, he would not ask a question of
-this man, who, he was sure, would tell all he knew and a great deal
-more, if urged.
-
-“I wonder what Aunt Lucy would say to being visited and cousined by this
-Yankee, who calls her an old lady?” he thought, as he said that she was
-very well and had just sailed for Europe, adding that she was still
-handsome and very young-looking.
-
-“You don’t say!” Phineas exclaimed, and began at once to calculate her
-age, basing his data on a spelling-school in Sturbridge when she was
-twelve years old and had spelled him down, a circus in Fiskdale which
-she had attended with him when she was fifteen, and the time when he had
-asked for her company in Worcester. Naturally, he made her several years
-older than she really was.
-
-But she was not there to protest, and Rex did not care. He was more
-interested in his projected purchase than in his aunt’s age, and he
-asked if the Hallam farm were good or bad.
-
-“Wa-all, ’taint neither,” Phineas replied. “You see, it’s pretty much
-run down for want of means and management. The Square ain’t no kind of a
-farmer, and never was, and he didn’t ort to be one, but his wife
-persuaded him. My land, how a woman can twist a man round her fingers,
-especially if she’s kittenish and pretty and soft-spoken, as the
-Square’s wife was. She was from Georgy, and nothin’ would do but she
-must live on a farm and have it fixed up as nigh like her father’s
-plantation as she could. She took down the big chimbleys and built some
-outside,—queer-lookin’ till the woodbine run up and covered ’em clear to
-the top, and now they’re pretty. She made a bath-room out of the
-but’try, and a but’try out of the meal-room. She couldn’t have niggers,
-nor, of course, nigger cabins, but she got him to build a lot of other
-out-houses, which cost a sight,—stables, and a dog-kennel.”
-
-“Dog-kennels!” Rex interrupted, feeling more desirous than ever for a
-place with kennels already in it. “How large are they?”
-
-“There ain’t but one,” Phineas said, “and that ain’t there now. It was
-turned into a pig-pen long ago, for the Square can’t abide dogs; but
-there’s a hen-house, and smoke-house, and ice-house, and house over the
-well, and flower-garden with box borders, and yard terraced down to the
-orchard, with brick walls and steps, and a dammed brook——”
-
-“A what?” Reginald asked, in astonishment.
-
-“Wa-all, I should smile if you thought I meant disrespect for the Bible;
-I didn’t. I’m a church member,—a Free Methodist and class-leader, and
-great on exhortin’ and experiencin’, they say. I don’t swear. You spelt
-the word wrong, with an _n_ instead of two _m_’s, that’s what’s the
-matter. That’s the word your aunt Lucy Ann spelt me down on at the
-spellin’-school. We two stood up longest and were tryin’ for the medal.
-I was more used to the word with an _n_ in it than I am now, and got
-beat. What I mean about the brook is that it runs acrost the road into
-the orchard, and Mis’ Leighton had it dammed up with boards and stones
-to make a waterfall, with a rustic bridge below it, and a butternut tree
-and a seat under it, where you can set and view nature. But bless your
-soul, such things don’t pay, and if Mis’ Leighton had lived she’d of
-ruined the Square teetotally, but she died, poor thing, and the Square’s
-hair turned white in six months.”
-
-“What family has Mr. Leighton?” Rex asked, and Phineas replied:
-
-“Two girls, that’s all; one handsome as blazes, like her mother, and the
-other—wa’all, she is nice-lookin’, with a motherly, venerable kind of
-face that everybody trusts. She stays to hum, Dorcas does, while——” Here
-he was interrupted by Rex, who, more interested just then in the farm
-than in the girls, asked if it was for sale.
-
-“For sale?” Phineas replied. “I’d smile to see the Square sell his farm,
-though he owes a pile on it; borrows of Peter to pay Paul, you know, and
-so keeps a-goin’; but I don’t believe he’d sell for love nor money.”
-
-“Not if he could get cash down and, say, a thousand more than it is
-worth?” Rex suggested.
-
-Staggered by the thousand dollars, which seemed like a fortune to one
-who had never had more than a few hundred at a time in his life, Phineas
-gasped:
-
-“One thousand extry! Wa-all, I swan, a thousand extry would tempt some
-men to sell their souls; but I don’t know about it fetchin’ the Square.
-Think of buyin’ it?”
-
-Rex said he did.
-
-“For yourself?”
-
-“Yes, for myself.”
-
-“_You_ goin’ to turn farmer?” and Phineas looked him over from head to
-foot. “Wa-all, if that ain’t curi’s. I’d smile to see you, or one of
-your New York dudes, a-farmin’ it, with your high collars, your long
-coats and wide trouses and yaller shoes and canes and eye-glasses, and
-hands that never done a stroke of hard work in your lives. Yes, I
-would.”
-
-Rex had never felt so small in his life as when Phineas was drawing a
-picture he recognized as tolerably correct of most of his class, and he
-half wished his collar was a trifle lower and his coat a little shorter,
-but he laughed good-humoredly and said, “I am afraid we do seem a
-useless lot to you, and I suppose we might wear older-fashioned clothes,
-but I can’t help the glasses. I couldn’t see across the street without
-them.”
-
-“I want to know,” Phineas said. “Wa-all, they ain’t bad on you, they’re
-so clear and hain’t no rims to speak of. They make you look like a
-literary feller, or more like a minister. Be you a professor?”
-
-Rex flushed a little at the close questioning, expecting to be asked
-next how much he was worth and where his money was invested, but he
-answered honestly, “I wish I could say yes, but I can’t.”
-
-“What a pity! Come to one of our meetin’s, and we’ll convert you in no
-time. What persuasion be you?”
-
-Reginald said he was an Episcopalian, and Phineas’s face fell. He hadn’t
-much faith in Episcopalians, thinking their service was mere form, with
-nothing in it which he could enjoy, except that he did not have to sit
-still long enough to get sleepy, and there were so many places where he
-could come in strong with an Amen, as he always did. This opinion,
-however, he did not express to Reginald. He merely said, “Wa-all,
-there’s good folks in every church. I do b’lieve the Square is pious,
-and he’s a ’Piscopal. Took it from his Georgy wife, who had a good many
-other fads. You have a good face, like all the Hallams, and I b’lieve
-they died in the faith. Says so, anyway, on their tombstones; but
-monuments lie as well as obituaries. But I ain’t a-goin’ to discuss
-religious tenants, though I’m fust-rate at it, they say. I want to know
-what _you_ want of a farm?”
-
-Rex told him that he had long wished for a place in the country, where
-he could spend a part of each year with a few congenial friends, hunting
-and fishing and boating, and from what he had heard of the Homestead, he
-thought it would just suit him, there were so many hills and woods and
-ponds around it.
-
-“Are there pleasant drives?” he asked, and Phineas replied:
-
-“Tip-top, the city folks think. Woods full of roads leading nowhere
-except to some old house a hundred years old or more, and the older they
-be the better the city folks like ’em. Why, they actu’lly go into the
-garrets and buy up old spinning-wheels and desks and chairs; and, my
-land, they’re crazy over tall clocks.”
-
-Rex did not care much for the furniture of the old garrets unless it
-should happen to belong to the Hallams, and he asked next if there were
-foxes in the woods, and if he could get up a hunt with dogs and horses.
-
-Phineas did not smile, but laughed long and loud, and deluged the
-cuspidor, before he replied:
-
-“Wa-all, if I won’t give up! A fox-hunt, with hounds and horses, tearin’
-through the folks’s fields and gardens! Why, you’d be mobbed. You’d be
-tarred and feathered. You’d be rid on a rail.”
-
-“But,” Rex exclaimed, “I should keep on my own premises. A man has a
-right to do what he pleases with his own,” a remark which so affected
-Phineas that he doubled up with laughter, as he said:
-
-“That’s so; but, bless your soul, the Homestead farm ain’t big enough
-for a hunt. It takes acres and acres for that, and if you had ’em the
-foxes wouldn’t stop to ask if it’s your premises or somebody else’s.
-They ain’t likely to take to the open if they can help it, but with the
-dogs to their heels and widder Brady’s garden right before ’em they’d
-make a run for it. Her farm jines the Homestead, and ’twould be good as
-a circus to see the hounds tearin’ up her sage and her gooseberries and
-her violets. She’d be out with brooms and mops and pokers; and, besides
-that, the Leicester women would be up in arms and say ’twas cruel for a
-lot of men to hunt a poor fox to death just for fun. They are great on
-Bergh, Leicester women are, and they might arrest you.”
-
-Reginald saw his fox-hunts fading into air, and was about to ask what
-there was in the woods which he could hunt without fear of the widow
-Brady or the Bergh ladies of the town, when Phineas sprang up,
-exclaiming:
-
-“Hullo! there’s the Square now. I saw him in town this mornin’ about
-some plasterin’ I ort to have done six weeks ago.”
-
-And he darted from the door, while Rex, looking from the window, saw an
-old horse drawing an old buggy in which sat an old man, evidently intent
-upon avoiding a street-car rapidly approaching him, while Phineas was
-making frantic efforts to stop him. But a car from an opposite direction
-and a carriage blocked his way, and by the time these had passed the old
-man and buggy were too far up the street for him to be heard or to
-overtake them.
-
-“I’m awful sorry,” he said, as he returned to the hotel. “He was alone,
-and you could of rid with him as well as not and saved your fare.”
-
-Rex thanked him for his kind intentions, but said he did not mind the
-fare in the least and preferred the electric car. Then, as he wished to
-look about the city a little, he bade good-bye to Phineas, who
-accompanied him to the door, and said: “Mabby you’d better mention my
-name to the Square as a surety that you’re all right. He hain’t traveled
-as much as I have, nor seen as many swells like you, and he might take
-you for a confidence man.”
-
-Rex promised to make use of his new friend if he found it necessary, and
-walked away, while Phineas looked after him admiringly, thinking,
-“That’s a fine chap; not a bit stuck up. Glad I’ve met him, for now I
-shall visit Lucy Ann when she comes home. He’s a little off, though, on
-his farm and his fox-hunts.”
-
-Meanwhile, Reginald walked through several streets, and at last found
-himself in the vicinity of the electric car, which he took for
-Leicester. It was a pleasant ride, and he enjoyed it immensely,
-especially after they were out in the country and began to climb the
-long hill. At his request he was put down at the cross-road and the
-gabled house pointed out to him. Very eagerly he looked about him as he
-went slowly up the avenue or lane bordered with cherry-trees on one
-side, and on the other commanding an unobstructed view of the country
-for miles around, with its valleys and thickly wooded hills.
-
-“This is charming,” he said, as he turned his attention next to the
-house and its surroundings.
-
-How quiet and pleasant it looked, with its gables and picturesque
-chimneys under the shadow of the big apple-tree in the rear and the big
-elm in the front! He could see the out-buildings of which Phineas had
-told him,—the well-house, the hen-house, the smoke-house, the ice-house
-and stable,—and could hear the faint sound of the brook in the orchard
-falling over the dam into the basin below.
-
-“I wish I had lived here when a boy, as my father and uncle did,” he
-thought, just as a few big drops of rain fell upon the grass, and he
-noticed for the first time how black it was overhead, and how
-threatening were the clouds rolling up so fast from the west.
-
-It had been thundering at intervals ever since he left Worcester, and in
-the sultry air there was that stillness which portends the coming of a
-severe storm. But he had paid no attention to it, and now he did not
-hasten his steps until there came a deafening crash of thunder, followed
-instantaneously by a drenching downpour of rain, which seemed to come in
-sheets rather than in drops, and he knew that in a few minutes he would
-be wet through, as his coat was rather thin and he had no umbrella. He
-was still some little distance from the house, but by running swiftly he
-was soon under the shelter of the piazza, and knocking at the door, with
-a hope that it might be opened by the girl who Phineas had said “was
-handsome as blazes.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
- REX AT THE HOMESTEAD.
-
-
-The day had been longer and lonelier to Dorcas than the previous one,
-for then she had gone with Bertha to the train in Worcester, and after
-saying good-bye, had done some shopping in town and made a few calls
-before returning home. She had then busied herself with clearing up
-Bertha’s room, which was not an altogether easy task. Bertha was never
-as orderly as her sister, and, in the confusion of packing, her room was
-in a worse condition than usual. But to clear it up was a labor of love,
-over which Dorcas lingered as long as possible. Then when all was done
-and she had closed the shutters and dropped the shades, she knelt by the
-white bed and amid a rain of tears prayed God to protect the dear sister
-on sea and land and bring her safely back to the home which was so
-desolate without her. That was yesterday; but to-day there had been
-comparatively nothing to do, for after an early breakfast her father had
-started for Boylston, hoping to collect a debt which had long been due
-and the payment of which would help towards the mortgage. After he had
-gone and her morning work was done, Dorcas sat down alone in the great,
-lonely house and began to cry, wondering what she should do to pass the
-long hours before her father’s return.
-
-“I wish I had Bertha’s room to straighten up again,” she thought. “Any
-way I’ll go and look at it.” And, drying her eyes, she went up to the
-room, which seemed so dark and close and gloomy that she opened the
-windows and threw back the blinds, letting in the full sunlight and warm
-summer air. “She was fond of air and sunshine,” she said to herself,
-remembering the many times they had differed on that point, she
-insisting that so much sun faded the carpets, and Bertha insisting that
-she would have it, carpets or no carpets. Bertha was fond of flowers,
-too, and in their season kept the house full of them. This Dorcas also
-remembered, and, going to the garden, she gathered great clusters of
-roses and white lilies, which she arranged in two bouquets, putting one
-on the bureau and the other on the deep window-seat, where Bertha used
-to sit so often when at home, and where one of her favorite books was
-lying, with her work-basket and a bit of embroidery she had played at
-doing. The book and the basket Dorcas had left on the window-seat with
-something of the feeling which prompts us to keep the rooms of our dead
-as they left them. At the side of the bed and partly under it she had
-found a pair of half-worn slippers, which Bertha was in the habit of
-wearing at night while undressing, and these she had also left, they
-looked so much like Bertha, with their worn toes and high French heels.
-Now as she saw them she thought to put them away, but decided to leave
-them, as it was not likely any one would occupy the room in Bertha’s
-absence.
-
-“There, it looks more cheerful now,” she said, surveying the apartment
-with its sunlight and flowers. Then, going down-stairs she whiled away
-the hours as best she could until it was time to prepare supper for her
-father, whose coming she watched for anxiously, hoping he would reach
-home before the storm which was fast gathering in the west and sending
-out flashes of lightning, with angry growls of thunder. “He will be
-hungry and tired, and I mean to give him his favorite dishes,” she
-thought, as she busied herself in the kitchen. With a view to make his
-home-coming as pleasant as possible, she laid the table with the best
-cloth and napkins and the gilt band china, used only on great occasions,
-and put on a plate for Bertha, and a bowl of roses in the centre, with
-one or two buds at each plate, “Now, that looks nice,” she thought,
-surveying her work, with a good deal of satisfaction, “and father will
-be pleased. I wish he would come. How black the sky is getting, and how
-angry the clouds look!” Then she thought of Bertha on the sea, and
-wondered if the storm would reach her, and was silently praying that it
-would not, when she saw old Bush and the buggy pass the windows, and in
-a few moments her father came in looking very pale and tired. He had had
-a long ride for nothing, as the man who owed him could not pay, but he
-brightened at once when he saw the attractive tea-table and divined why
-all the best things were out.
-
-“You are a good girl, Dorcas, and I don’t know what I should do without
-you now,” he said, stroking Dorcas’s hair caressingly, and adding, “Now
-let us have supper. I am hungry as a bear, as Bertha would say.”
-
-Dorcas started to leave the room just as she heard the sound of the bell
-and knew the electric car was coming up the hill. Though she had seen it
-so many times, she always stopped to look at it, and she stopped now and
-saw Reginald alight from it and saw the conductor point towards their
-house as if directing him to it. “Who can it be?” she thought, calling
-her father to the window, where they both stood watching the stranger as
-he came slowly along the avenue. “How queerly he acts, stopping so much
-to look around! Don’t he know it is beginning to rain?” she said, just
-as the crash and downpour came which sent Rex flying towards the house.
-
-“Oh, father!” Dorcas exclaimed, clutching his arm, “don’t you know, Mr.
-Gorham wrote that the New Yorker who wanted to buy our farm might come
-to look at it? I believe this is he. What shall we do with him? Bertha
-told us to shut the door in his face.”
-
-“You would hardly keep a dog out in a storm like this. Why, I can’t see
-across the road. I never knew it rain so fast,” Mr. Leighton replied, as
-Rex’s knock sounded on the door, which Dorcas opened just as a vivid
-flash of lightning lit up the sky and was followed instantaneously by a
-deafening peal of thunder and a dash of rain which swept half-way down
-the hall.
-
-“Oh, my!” Dorcas said, holding back her dress; and “Great Scott!” Rex
-exclaimed, as he sprang inside and helped her close the door. Then,
-turning to her, he said, with a smile which disarmed her at once of any
-prejudice she might have against him, “I beg your pardon for coming in
-so unceremoniously. I should have been drenched in another minute. Does
-Mr. Leighton live here?”
-
-Dorcas said he did, and, opening a door to her right, bade him enter.
-Glancing in, Rex felt sure it was the best room, and drew back, saying,
-apologetically, “I am not fit to go in there, or indeed to go anywhere.
-I believe I am wet to the skin. Look,” and he pointed to the little
-puddles of water which had dripped from his coat and were running over
-the floor.
-
-His concern was so genuine, and the eyes so kind which looked at Dorcas,
-that he did not seem like a stranger, and she said to him, “I should say
-you were wet. You’d better take off your coat and let me dry it by the
-kitchen fire or you will take cold.”
-
-“She _is_ a motherly little girl, as Phineas Jones said,” Rex thought,
-feeling sure that this was not the one who was “handsome as blazes,” but
-the nice one, who thought of everything, and if his first smile had not
-won her his second would have done so, as he said, “Thanks. You are very
-kind, but I’ll not trouble you to do that, and perhaps I’d better
-introduce myself. I am Reginald Hallam, from New York, and my father
-used to live here.”
-
-“Oh-h!” Dorcas exclaimed, her fear of the dreaded stranger who was
-coming to buy their farm vanishing at once, while she wondered in a
-vague way where she had heard the name before, but did not associate it
-with Louie Thurston’s hero, of whom Bertha had told her.
-
-He was one of the Hallams, of whom the old people in town thought so
-much, and it was natural that he should wish to see the old Homestead.
-At this point Mr. Leighton came into the hall and was introduced to the
-stranger, whom he welcomed cordially, while Dorcas, with her hospitable
-instincts in full play, again insisted that he should remove his wet
-coat and shoes before he took cold.
-
-“They are a little damp, that’s a fact; but what can I do without them?”
-Reginald replied, beginning to feel very uncomfortable, and knowing that
-in all probability a sore throat would be the result of his bath.
-
-“I’ll tell you,” Dorcas said, looking at her father. “He can wear the
-dressing-gown and slippers Bertha gave you last Christmas.” And before
-Rex could stop her she was off up-stairs in her father’s bedroom, from
-which she returned with a pair of Turkish slippers and a soft gray
-cashmere dressing-gown with dark blue velvet collar and cuffs.
-
-“Father never wore them but a few times; he says they are too fine,” she
-said to Rex, who, much against his will, soon found himself arrayed in
-Mr. Leighton’s gown and slippers, while Dorcas carried his wet coat and
-shoes in triumph to the kitchen fire.
-
-“Well, this is a lark,” Rex thought as he caught sight of himself in the
-glass. “I wonder what Phineas Jones would say if he knew that instead of
-being taken for a confidence man I’m received as a son and a brother and
-dressed up in ‘the Square’s’ best clothes.”
-
-Supper was ready by this time, and without any demur, which he knew
-would be useless, Rex sat down to the table which Dorcas had made so
-pretty, rejoicing now that she had done so, wondering if their guest
-would notice it, and feeling glad that he was in Bertha’s chair. He did
-notice everything, and especially the flowers and the extra seat, which
-he occupied, and which he knew was not put there for him, but probably
-for the handsome girl, who would come in when the storm was over, and he
-found himself thinking more of her than of the blessing which Mr.
-Leighton asked so reverently, adding a petition that God would care for
-the loved one wherever and in whatever danger she might be.
-
-“Maybe that’s the girl; but where the dickens can she be that she’s in
-danger?” Rex thought, just as a clap of thunder louder than any which
-had preceded it shook the house and made Dorcas turn pale as she said to
-her father:
-
-“Oh, do you suppose it will reach her?”
-
-“I think not,” Mr. Leighton replied; then turning to Rex, he said, “My
-youngest daughter, Bertha, is on the sea,—sailed on the Teutonic this
-morning,—and Dorcas is afraid the storm may reach her.”
-
-“Sailed this morning on the Teutonic!” Rex repeated. “So did my aunt,
-Mrs. Carter Hallam.”
-
-“Mrs. Carter Hallam!” and Dorcas set down her cup of tea with such force
-that some of it was spilled upon the snowy cloth. “Why, that is the name
-of the lady with whom Bertha has gone as companion.”
-
-It was Rex’s turn now to be surprised, and explanations followed.
-
-“I supposed all the Hallams of Leicester were dead, and never thought of
-associating Mrs. Carter with them,” Mr. Leighton said, while Rex in turn
-explained that as Miss Leighton’s letter had been written in Boston and
-he had addressed her there for his aunt it did not occur to him that her
-home was here at the Homestead.
-
-“Did you see her on the ship, and was she well?” Dorcas asked, and he
-replied that, as he reached the steamer only in time to say good-bye to
-his aunt, he did not see Miss Leighton, but he knew she was there and
-presumably well.
-
-“I am sorry now that I did not meet her,” he added, looking more closely
-at Dorcas than he had done before, and trying to trace some resemblance
-between her and the photograph he had dubbed Squint-Eye.
-
-But there was none, and he felt a good deal puzzled, wondering what
-Phineas meant by calling Dorcas “handsome as blazes.” She must be the
-one referred to, for no human being could ever accuse Squint-Eye of any
-degree of beauty. And yet how the father and sister loved her, and how
-the old man’s voice trembled when he spoke of her, always with pride it
-seemed to Rex, who began at last himself to feel a good deal of interest
-in her. He knew now that he was occupying her seat, and that the
-rose-bud he had fastened in his button-hole was put there for her, and
-he hoped his aunt would treat her well.
-
-“I mean to write and give her some points, for there’s no guessing what
-Mrs. Walker Haynes may put her up to do,” he thought, just as he caught
-the name of Phineas and heard Mr. Leighton saying to Dorcas:
-
-“I saw him this morning, and he thinks he will get up in the course of a
-week and do the plastering.”
-
-“Not before a week! How provoking!” Dorcas replied, while Rex ventured
-to say:
-
-“Are you speaking of Phineas Jones? I made his acquaintance this
-morning, or rather he made mine. Quite a character, isn’t he?”
-
-“I should say he was,” Dorcas replied, while her father rejoined:
-
-“Everybody knows Phineas, and everybody likes him. He is nobody’s enemy
-but his own, and shiftlessness is his great fault. He can do almost
-everything, and do it well, too. He’ll work a few weeks,—maybe a few
-months,—and then lie idle, visiting and talking, till he has spent all
-he earned. He knows everybody’s business and history, and will sacrifice
-everything for his friends. He attends every camp-meeting he can hear
-of, and is apt to lose his balance and have what he calls the power. He
-comes here quite often, and is very handy in fixing up. I’ve got a
-little job waiting for him now, where the plastering fell off in the
-front chamber, and I dare say it will continue to wait. But I like the
-fellow, and am sorry for him. I don’t know that he has a relative in the
-world.”
-
-Rex could have told of his Aunt Lucy, and that through her, Phineas
-claimed relationship to himself, but concluded not to open up a subject
-which he knew would be obnoxious to his aunt. Supper was now over, but
-the rain was still falling heavily, and when Rex asked how far it was to
-the hotel, both Mr. Leighton and Dorcas invited him so cordially to
-spend the night with them, that he decided to do so, and then began to
-wonder how he should broach the real object of his visit. From all
-Phineas had told him, and from what he had seen of Mr. Leighton, he
-began to be doubtful of success, but it was worth trying for, and he was
-ready to offer fifteen hundred dollars extra, if necessary. His coat and
-shoes were dry by this time, and habited in them he felt more like
-himself, and after Dorcas had removed her apron, showing that her
-evening work was done, and had taken her seat near her father, he said:
-
-“By the way, did Mr. Gorham ever write to you that a New Yorker would
-like to buy your farm?”
-
-“Yes,” Mr. Leighton replied, and Rex continued:
-
-“I am the man, and that is my business here.”
-
-“Oh!” and Dorcas moved uneasily in her chair, while her father answered,
-“I thought so.”
-
-Then there was a silence, which Rex finally broke, telling why he wanted
-that particular farm and what he was willing to give for it, knowing
-before he finished that he had failed. The farm was not for sale, except
-under compulsion, which Mr. Leighton hoped might be avoided, explaining
-matters so minutely that Rex had a tolerably accurate knowledge of the
-state of affairs and knew why the daughter had gone abroad as his aunt’s
-companion, in preference to remaining in the employ of Swartz & Co.
-
-“Confound it, if I hadn’t insisted upon aunt’s offering five hundred
-instead of three hundred, as she proposed doing, Bertha would not have
-gone, and I might have got the place,” he thought.
-
-Mr. Leighton continued, “I think it would kill me to lose the home where
-I have lived so long, but if it must be sold, I’d rather you should have
-it than any one I know, and if worst comes to worst, and anything
-happens to Bertha, I’ll let you know in time to buy it.”
-
-He looked so white and his voice shook so as he talked that Rex felt his
-castles and fox-hunts all crumbling together, and, with his usual
-impulsiveness, began to wonder if Mr. Leighton would accept aid from him
-in case of an emergency. It was nearly ten o’clock by this time, and Mr.
-Leighton said, “I suppose this is early for city folks, but in the
-country we retire early, and I am tired. We always have prayers at
-night. Bring the books, daughter, and we’ll sing the 267th hymn.”
-
-Dorcas did as she was bidden, and, offering a Hymnal to Rex, opened an
-old-fashioned piano and began to play and sing, accompanied by her
-father, whose trembling voice quavered along until he reached the
-words,—
-
- “Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee
- For those in peril on the sea.”
-
-Then he broke down entirely, while Dorcas soon followed, and Rex was
-left to finish alone, which he did without the slightest hesitancy. He
-had a rich tenor voice; taking up the air where Dorcas dropped it, he
-sang the hymn to the end, while Mr. Leighton stood with closed eyes and
-a rapt expression on his face.
-
-“I wish Bertha could hear that. Let us pray,” he said, when the song was
-ended, and, before he quite knew what he was doing, Rex found himself on
-his knees, listening to Mr. Leighton’s fervent prayer, which closed with
-the petition for the safety of those upon the deep.
-
-As Rex had told Phineas Jones, he was not a professor, and he did not
-call himself a very religious man. He attended church every Sunday
-morning with his aunt, went through the services reverently, and
-listened to the sermon attentively, but not all the splendors of St.
-Thomas’s Church had ever impressed him as did that simple, homely
-service in the farm house among the Leicester hills, where his “Amen” to
-the prayer for those upon the sea was loud and distinct, and included in
-it not only his aunt and Bertha, but also the girl whom he had knocked
-down, who seemed to haunt him strangely.
-
-“If I were to have much of this, Phineas would not be obliged to take me
-to one of his meetings to convert me,” he thought, as he arose from his
-knees and signified his readiness to retire.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.
- REX MAKES DISCOVERIES.
-
-
-It was Mr. Leighton who conducted Rex to his sleeping-room, saying, as
-he put the lamp down upon the dressing-bureau: “There’s a big patch of
-plaster off in the best chamber, where the girls put company, so you are
-to sleep in here. This is Bertha’s room.”
-
-Rex became interested immediately. To occupy a young girl’s room, even
-if that girl were Squint-Eye, was a novel experience, and after Mr.
-Leighton had said good-night he began to look about with a good deal of
-curiosity. Everything was plain, but neat and dainty, from the pretty
-matting and soft fur rug on the floor, to the bed which looked like a
-white pin-cushion, with its snowy counterpane and fluted pillow-shams.
-
-“It is just the room a nice kind of a girl would be apt to have, and it
-doesn’t seem as if a great, hulking fellow like me ought to be in it,”
-he said, fancying he could detect a faint perfume such as he knew some
-girls affected. “I think, though, it’s the roses and lilies. I don’t
-believe Squint-Eye goes in for Lubin and Pinaud and such like,” he
-thought, just as he caught sight of the slippers, which Dorcas had
-forgotten to remove when she arranged the room for him.
-
-“Halloo! here are Cinderella’s shoes, as I live,” he said, taking one of
-them up and handling it gingerly as if afraid he should break it.
-“French heels; and, by Jove, she’s got a small foot, and a well-shaped
-one, too. I wouldn’t have thought that of Squint-Eye,” he said, with a
-feeling that the girl he called Squint-Eye had no right either in the
-room or in the slipper, which he put down carefully, and then continued
-his investigations, coming next to the window-seat, where the
-work-basket and book were lying. “Embroiders, I see. Wouldn’t be a woman
-if she didn’t,” he said, as he glanced at the bit of fancy work left in
-the basket. Then his eye caught the book, which he took up and saw was a
-volume of Tennyson, which showed a good deal of usage. “Poetical, too!
-Wouldn’t have thought that of her, either. She doesn’t look it.” Then
-turning to the fly-leaf, he read, “Bertha Leighton. From her cousin
-Louie. Christmas, 18—.”
-
-“By George,” he exclaimed, “that is Louie Thurston’s handwriting. Not
-quite as scrawly as it was when we wrote the girl and boy letters to
-each other, but the counterpart of the note she sent me last summer in
-Saratoga, asking me to ride with her and Fred. And she calls herself
-cousin to this Bertha! I remember now she once told me she had some
-relatives North. They must be these Leightons, and I have come here to
-find them and aunt’s companion too. Truly the world is very small. Poor
-little Louie! I don’t believe she is happy. No woman could be that with
-Fred, if he _is_ my friend. Poor little Louie!”
-
-There was a world of pathos and pity in Rex’s voice as he said, “Poor
-little Louie!” and stood looking at her handwriting and thinking of the
-beautiful girl whom he might perhaps have won for his own. But if any
-regret for what might have been mingled with his thoughts, he gave no
-sign of it, except that the expression of his face was a shade more
-serious as he put the book back in its place and prepared for bed, where
-he lay awake a long time, thinking of Louie, and Squint-Eye, and the
-girl he had knocked down on the ship, and Rose Arabella Jefferson, whose
-face was the last he remembered before going to sleep.
-
-The next morning was bright and fair, with no trace of the storm visible
-except in the freshened foliage and the puddles of water standing here
-and there in the road, and Rex, as he looked from his window upon the
-green hills and valleys, felt a pang of disappointment that the place he
-so coveted could never be his. Breakfast was waiting when he went down
-to the dining-room, and while at the table he spoke of Louie and asked
-if she were not a cousin.
-
-“Oh, yes,” Dorcas said, quickly, a little proud of this grand relation.
-“Louie’s mother and ours were sisters. She told Bertha she knew you.
-Isn’t she lovely?”
-
-Rex said she was lovely, and that he had known her since she was a
-child, and had been in college with her husband. Then he changed the
-conversation by inquiring about the livery-stables in town. He would
-like, he said, to drive about the neighborhood a little before returning
-to New York, and see the old cemetery where so many Hallams were buried.
-
-“Horses enough, but you’ve got to walk into town to get them. If old
-Bush will answer your purpose you are quite welcome to him,” Mr.
-Leighton said.
-
-“Thanks,” Rex replied. “I am already indebted to you for so much that I
-may as well be indebted for more. I will take old Bush, and perhaps Miss
-Leighton will go with me as a guide.”
-
-This Dorcas was quite willing to do, and the two were soon driving
-together through the leafy woods and pleasant roads and past the old
-houses, where the people came to the doors and windows to see what fine
-gentleman Dorcas Leighton had with her. Every one whom they met spoke to
-Dorcas and inquired for Bertha, in whom all seemed greatly interested.
-
-“Your sister must be very popular. This is the thirteenth person who has
-stopped you to ask for her,” Rex said, as an old Scotchman finished his
-inquiries by saying, “She’s a bonnie lassie, God bless her.”
-
-“She is popular, and deservedly so. I wish you knew her,” was Dorcas’s
-reply; and then as a conviction, born he knew not when or why, kept
-increasing in Rex’s mind, he asked, “Would you mind telling me how she
-looks? Is she dark or fair? tall or short? fat or lean?”
-
-Dorcas answered unhesitatingly, “She is very beautiful,—neither fat nor
-lean, tall nor short, dark nor fair, but just right.”
-
-“Oh-h!” and Rex drew a long breath as Dorcas went on: “She has a lovely
-complexion, with brilliant color, perfect features, reddish-brown hair
-with glints of gold in it in the sunlight, and the handsomest eyes you
-ever saw,—large and bright and almost black at times when she is excited
-or pleased,—long lashes, and carries herself like a queen.”
-
-“Oh-h!” Rex said again, knowing that Rose Arabella Jefferson had fallen
-from her pedestal of beauty and was really the Squint-Eye of whom he had
-thought so derisively. “Have you a photograph of her?” he asked, and
-Dorcas replied that she had and would show it to him if he liked.
-
-They had now reached home, and, bringing out an old and well-filled
-album, Dorcas pointed to a photograph which Rex recognized as a
-facsimile of the one his aunt had insisted belonged to Miss Jefferson.
-He could not account for the peculiar sensations which swept over him
-and kept deepening in intensity as he looked at the face which attracted
-him more now than when he believed it that of Rose Arabella of
-Scotsburg.
-
-“I wish you would let me have this. I am a regular photo-fiend,—have a
-stack of them at home, and would like mightily to add this to the lot,”
-he said, remembering that the one he had was defaced with Rose
-Arabella’s name.
-
-But Dorcas declined. “Bertha would not like it,” she said, taking the
-album from him quickly, as if she read his thoughts and feared lest he
-would take the picture whether she were willing or not.
-
-It was now time for Rex to go, if he would catch the next car for
-Worcester. After thanking Mr. Leighton and Dorcas for their hospitality
-and telling them to be sure and let him know whenever they came to New
-York, so that he might return their kindness, he bade them good-bye,
-with a feeling that although he had lost his fancy farm and fox-hunts,
-he had gained two valuable friends.
-
-“They are about the nicest people I ever met,” he said, as he walked
-down the avenue. “Couldn’t have done more if I had been related. I ought
-to have told them to come straight to our house if they were ever in New
-York, and I would if it were mine. But Aunt Lucy wouldn’t like it. I
-wonder she didn’t tell me about the mistake in the photographs when I
-was on the ship. Maybe she didn’t think of it, I saw her so short a
-time. I remember, though, that she did say that Miss Leighton was rather
-too high and mighty, and, by George, I told her to sit down on her! I
-_have_ made a mess of it; but I will write at once and go over sooner
-than I intended, for there is no telling what Mrs. Haynes may put my
-aunt up to do. I will not have that girl snubbed; and if I find them at
-it, I’ll——”
-
-Here he gave an energetic flourish of his cane in the air to attract the
-conductor of the fast-coming car, and posterity will never know what he
-intended doing to his aunt and Mrs. Walker Haynes, if he found them
-snubbing that girl.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.
- AT AIX-LES-BAINS.
-
-
-There was a stop of a few days at the Metropole in London, where Mrs.
-Hallam engaged a courier; there was another stop at the Grand in Paris,
-where a ladies’ maid was secured; and, thus equipped, Mrs. Hallam felt
-that she was indeed traveling _en prince_ as she journeyed on to Aix,
-where Mrs. Walker Haynes met her at the station with a very handsome
-turnout, which was afterwards included in Mrs. Hallam’s bill.
-
-“I knew you would not care to go in the ’bus with your servants, so I
-ventured to order the carriage for you,” she said, as they wound up the
-steep hill to the Hôtel Splendide.
-
-Then she told what she had done for her friend’s comfort and the
-pleasure it had been to do it, notwithstanding all the trouble and
-annoyance she had been subjected to. The season was at its height, and
-all the hotels were crowded, especially the Splendide. A grande duchesse
-with her suite occupied the guestrooms on the first floor; the King of
-Greece had all the second floor south of the main entrance; while
-English, Jews, Spaniards, Greeks, and Russians had the rooms at the
-other end of the hall; consequently Mrs. Hallam must be content with the
-third floor, where a salon and a bedchamber, with balcony attached, had
-been reserved for her. She had found the most trouble with the salon,
-she said, as a French countess was determined to have it, and she had
-secured it only by engaging it at once two weeks ago and promising more
-per day than the countess was willing to give for it. As it had to be
-paid for whether occupied or not, she had taken the liberty to use it
-herself, knowing her friend would not care. Mrs. Hallam didn’t care,
-even when later on she found that the salon had been accredited to her
-since she first wrote to Mrs. Haynes that she was coming and asked her
-to secure rooms. She was accustomed to being fleeced by Mrs. Haynes,
-whom Rex called a second Becky Sharp. The salon business being settled,
-Mrs. Haynes ventured farther and said that as she had been obliged to
-dismiss her maid and had had so much trouble to fill her place she had
-finally decided to wait until her friend came, when possibly the
-services of one maid would answer for both ladies.
-
-“Gracie prefers to wait upon herself,” she continued, “but I find it
-convenient at times to have some one do my hair and lay out my dresses
-and go with me to the baths, which I take about ten; you, no doubt, who
-have plenty of money, will go down early in one of those covered chairs
-which two men bring to your room. It is a most comfortable way of doing,
-as you are wrapped in a blanket quite _en déshabille_ and put into a
-chair, the curtains are dropped, and you are taken to the bath and back
-in time for your first _déjeûner_, and are all through with the baths
-early and can enjoy yourself the rest of the day. It is rather
-expensive, of course, and I cannot afford it, but all who can, do. The
-Scrantoms from New York, the Montgomerys from Boston, the Harwoods from
-London, and old Lady Gresham, all go down that way; quite a high-toned
-procession, which some impertinent American girls try to kodak. I shall
-introduce you to these people. They know you are coming, and you are
-sure to like them.”
-
-Mrs. Haynes knew just what chord to touch with her ambitious friend, who
-was as clay in her hands. By the time the hotel was reached it had been
-arranged that she was not only to continue to use the salon, but was
-also welcome to the services of Mrs. Hallam’s maid, Celine, and her
-courier, Browne, and possibly her companion, although on this point she
-was doubtful, as the girl had a mind of her own and was not easily
-managed.
-
-“I saw that in her face the moment I looked at her, and thought she
-might give you trouble. She really looked as if she expected me to speak
-to her. Who is she?” Mrs. Haynes asked, and very briefly Mrs. Hallam
-told all she knew of her,—of the mistake in the photographs, of
-Reginald’s admiration of the one which was really Bertha’s, and of his
-encounter with her on the ship.
-
-“Hm; yes,” Mrs. Walker rejoined, reflectively, and in an instant her
-tactics were resolved upon.
-
-Possessed of a large amount of worldly wisdom and foresight, she boasted
-that she could read the end from the beginning, and on this occasion her
-quick instincts told her that, given a chance, this hired companion
-might come between her and her plan of marrying her daughter Grace to
-Rex Hallam, who was every way desirable as a son-in-law. She had seen
-enough of him to know that if he cared for a girl it would make no
-difference whether she were a wage-earner or the daughter of a duke, and
-Bertha might prove a formidable rival. He had admired her photograph and
-been kind to her on the boat, and when he met her again there was no
-knowing what complications might arise if, as was most probable, Bertha
-herself were artful and ambitious. And so, for no reason whatever except
-her own petty jealousy, she conceived a most unreasonable dislike for
-the girl; and when Mrs. Haynes was unreasonable she sometimes was guilty
-of acts of which she was afterwards ashamed.
-
-Arrived at the hotel, which the ’bus had reached before her, she said to
-Bertha, who was standing near the door, “Take your mistress’s bag and
-shawl up to the third floor, No. —, and wait there for us.”
-
-Bertha knew it was Celine’s place to do this, but that demoiselle, who
-thus far had not proved the treasure she was represented to be, had
-found an acquaintance, to whom she was talking so volubly that she did
-not observe the entrance of her party until Bertha was half-way up the
-three flights of stairs, with Mrs. Hallam’s bag and wrap as well as her
-own. The service at the Splendide was not the best, and those who would
-wait upon themselves were welcome to do so, and Bertha toiled on with
-her arms full, while Mrs. Hallam and Mrs. Haynes took the little coop of
-a lift and ascended very leisurely.
-
-“This is your room. I hope you will like it,” Mrs. Haynes said, stopping
-at the open door of a large, airy room, with a broad window opening upon
-a balcony, where a comfortable easy-chair was standing. Mrs. Hallam sank
-into it at once, admiring the view and pleased with everything. The
-clerk at the office had handed her a letter which had come in the
-morning mail. It was from Rex, and was full of his visit to the
-Homestead, the kindness he had received from Mr. Leighton and Dorcas,
-and the discovery he had made with regard to Bertha.
-
-“I wonder you didn’t tell me on the ship that I was right and you
-wrong,” he wrote. “You did say, though, that she was high and mighty,
-and I told you to sit on her. But don’t you do it! She is a lady by
-birth and education, and I want you to treat her kindly and not let Mrs.
-Haynes bamboozle you into snubbing her because she is your companion. I
-sha’n’t like it if you do, for it will be an insult to the Leightons and
-a shame to us.” Then he added, “At the hotel in Worcester I fell in with
-a fellow who claimed to be a fortieth cousin of yours, Phineas Jones. Do
-you remember him? Great character. Called you cousin Lucy Ann,—said you
-spelled him down at a spelling-match on the word ‘dammed,’ and that he
-was going to call when you got home. I didn’t give him our address.”
-
-After reading this the view from the balcony did not look so charming or
-the sunlight so bright, and there was a shadow on Mrs. Hallam’s face
-caused not so much by what Rex had written of the Homestead as by his
-encounter with Phineas Jones, her abomination. Why had he, of all
-possible persons, turned up? And what else had he told Rex of her
-besides the spelling episode? Everything, probably, and more than
-everything, for she remembered well Phineas’s loquacity, which sometimes
-carried him into fiction. And he talked of calling upon her, too! “The
-wretch!” she said, crushing the letter in her hands, as she would have
-liked to crush the offending Phineas.
-
-“No bad news, I hope?” Mrs. Haynes said, stepping upon the balcony and
-noting the change in her friend’s expression.
-
-Mrs. Hallam, who would have died sooner than tell of Phineas Jones,
-answered, “Oh, no. Rex has been to the Homestead and found out about
-Bertha, over whom he is wilder than ever, saying I must be kind to her
-and all that; as if I would be anything else.”
-
-“Hm; yes,” Mrs. Haynes replied, an expression which always meant a great
-deal with her, and which in this case meant a greater dislike to Bertha
-and a firmer resolve to humiliate her.
-
-It was beginning to grow dark by this time. Reentering her room, Mrs.
-Hallam asked, “Where is Celine? I want her to open my trunk and get out
-a cooler dress; this is so hot and dusty.”
-
-But Celine was not forthcoming, and Bertha was summoned in her place. At
-the Metropole Bertha had occupied a stuffy little room looking into a
-court, while at the Grand in Paris she had slept in what she called a
-closet, so that now she felt as if in Paradise when she took possession
-of her room, which, if small and at the rear, looked out upon grass and
-flowers and the tall hills which encircle Aix on all sides.
-
-“This is delightful,” she thought, as she leaned from the window
-inhaling the perfume of the flowers and drinking in the sweet, pure air
-which swept down the green hillside, where vines and fruits were
-growing. She, too, had found a letter waiting for her from Dorcas, who
-detailed every particular of Reginald’s visit to the Homestead, and
-dwelt at some length upon his evident admiration of Bertha’s photograph
-and his desire to have it.
-
-“I don’t pretend to have your psychological presentiments,” Dorcas
-wrote, “but if I had I should say that Mr. Hallam would admire you when
-he sees you quite as much as he did your picture, and I know you will
-like him. You cannot help it. He will join you before long.”
-
-Bertha knew better than Dorcas that she should like Rex Hallam, and
-something told her that her life after he came would be different from
-what it was now. For Mrs. Hallam she had but little respect, she was so
-thoroughly selfish and exacting, but she did not dislike her with the
-dislike she had conceived in a moment for Mrs. Haynes, in whom she had
-intuitively recognized a foe, who would tyrannize over and humiliate her
-worse than her employer. During her climb up-stairs she had resolved
-upon her course of conduct towards the lady should she attempt to
-browbeat her.
-
-“I will do my best to please Mrs. Hallam, but I will not be subject to
-that woman,” she thought, just as some one knocked, and in response to
-her “Come in,” Mrs. Haynes appeared, saying, “Leighton, Mrs. Hallam
-wants you.”
-
-“Madam, if you are speaking to me, I am _Miss Leighton_,” Bertha said,
-while her eyes flashed so angrily that for a moment Mrs. Haynes lost her
-self command and stammered an apology, saying she was so accustomed to
-hearing the English employees called by their last names that she had
-inadvertently acquired the habit.
-
-There was a haughty inclination of Bertha’s head in token that she
-accepted the apology, and then the two, between whom there was now war,
-went to Mrs. Hallam’s room, where Bertha unlocked a trunk and took out a
-fresher dress. While she was doing this, Mrs. Hallam again stepped out
-upon the balcony with Mrs. Haynes, who said;
-
-“It is too late for _table d’hôte_, but I have ordered a nice little
-extra dinner for you and me, to be served in our salon. I thought you’d
-like it better there the first night. Grace has dined and gone to the
-Casino with a party of English, who have rooms under us. The king is to
-be there.”
-
-“Do you know him well?” Mrs. Hallam asked, pleased at the possibility of
-hobnobbing with royalty.
-
-“Ye-es—no-o. Well, he has bowed to me, but I have not exactly spoken to
-him yet,” was Mrs. Haynes’s reply, and then she went on hurriedly, “I
-have engaged seats for lunch and dinner for you, Grace and myself in the
-_salle-à-manger_, near Lady Gresham’s party, and also a small table in a
-corner of the breakfast-room where we can be quite private and take our
-coffee together, when you do not care to have it in your salon. Grace
-insists upon going down in the morning, and of course, I must go with
-her.”
-
-“You are very kind,” Mrs. Hallam said, thinking how nice it was to have
-all care taken from her, while Mrs. Haynes continued:
-
-“Your servants take their meals in the servants’ hall. Celine will
-naturally prefer to sit with her own people, and if you like I will
-arrange to have places reserved with the English for your courier
-and—and——”
-
-She hesitated a little, until Mrs. Hallam said, in some surprise:
-
-“Do you mean Miss Leighton?”
-
-Then she went on. “Yes, the courier and Miss Leighton; he seems a very
-respectable man,—quite superior to his class.”
-
-Here was a turn in affairs for which even Mrs. Hallam was not prepared.
-Heretofore Bertha had taken her meals with her, nor had she thought of a
-change; but if Mrs. Walker Haynes saw fit to make one, it must be right.
-Still, there was Rex to be considered. Would he think this was treating
-Bertha as she should be treated? She was afraid not, and she said,
-hesitatingly, “Yes, but I am not sure Reginald would like it.”
-
-“What has he to do with it, pray?” Mrs. Haynes asked, quickly.
-
-Mrs. Hallam replied, “Her family was very nice to him, and you know he
-wrote me to treat her kindly. I don’t think he would like to find her in
-the servants’ hall.”
-
-This was the first sign of rebellion Mrs. Haynes had ever seen in her
-friend, and she met it promptly.
-
-“I do not see how you can do differently, if you adhere to the customs
-of those with whom you wish to associate. Several English families have
-had companions, or governesses, or seamstresses, or something, and they
-have always gone to the servants’ hall. Lady Gresham has one there now.
-Miss Leighton may be all Reginald thinks she is, but if she puts herself
-in the position of an employee she must expect an employee’s fare, and
-not thrust herself upon first-class people. You will only pay
-second-class for her if she goes there.”
-
-Lady Gresham and the English and paying second-class were influencing
-Mrs. Hallam mightily, but a dread of Rex, who when roused in the cause
-of oppression would not be pleasant to meet, kept her hesitating, until
-Bertha herself settled the matter. She had heard the conversation,
-although it had been carried on in low tones and sometimes in whispers.
-At first she resolved that rather than submit to this indignity she
-would give up her position and go home; then, remembering what Mrs.
-Hallam had said of Reginald, who was sure to be angry if he found her
-thus humiliated, she began to change her mind.
-
-“I’ll do it,” she thought, while the absurdity of the thing grew upon
-her so fast that it began at last to look like a huge joke which she
-might perhaps enjoy. Going to the door, she said, while a proud smile
-played over her face, “Ladies, I could not help hearing what you said,
-and as Mrs. Hallam seems undecided in the matter I will decide for her,
-and go to the servants’ hall, which I prefer. I have tried first-class
-people, and would like a chance to try the second.”
-
-She looked like a young queen as she stood in the doorway, her eyes
-sparkling and her cheeks glowing with excitement, and Mrs. Haynes felt
-that for once she had met a foe worthy of her.
-
-“Yes, that will be best, and I dare say you will find it very
-comfortable,” Mrs. Hallam said, admiring the girl as she had never
-admired her before, and thinking that before Rex came she would manage
-to make a change.
-
-That night, however, she had Bertha’s dinner sent to her room, and also
-made arrangements to have her coffee served there in the morning, so it
-was not until lunch that she had her first experience as second-class.
-The hall, which was not used for the servants of the house, who had
-their meals elsewhere, was a long room on the ground-floor, and there
-she found assembled a mixed company of nurses, maids, couriers, and
-valets, all talking together in a babel of tongues, English, French,
-German, Italian, Russian, and Greek, and all so earnest that they did
-not see the graceful young woman who, with a heightened color and eyes
-which shone like stars as they took in the scene, walked to the only
-vacant seat she saw, which was evidently intended for her, as it was
-next the courier Browne. But when they did see her they became as silent
-as if the king himself had come into their midst, while Browne rose to
-his feet, and with a respectful bow held her chair for her until she was
-seated, and then asked what he should order for her. Browne, who was a
-respectable middle-aged man and had traveled extensively with both
-English and Americans, had seen that Bertha was superior to her
-employer, and had shown her many little attentions in a respectful way.
-He had heard from Celine that she was coming to the second salon, and
-resented it more, if possible, than Bertha herself, resolving to
-constitute himself her protector and shield her from every possible
-annoyance. This she saw at once, and smiled gratefully upon him. No one
-spoke to her, and silence reigned as she finished her lunch and then
-left the room with a bow in which all felt they were included.
-
-“By Jove, Browne, who is that person, and how came she here? She looks
-like a lady,” asked an English valet, while two or three Frenchmen
-nearly lost their balance with their fierce gesticulations, as they
-clamored to know who the grande mademoiselle was.
-
-Striking his fist upon the table to enforce silence, Browne said:
-
-“She is a Miss Leighton, from America, and far more a lady than many of
-the bediamonded and besatined trash above us. She is in my party as
-madam’s companion, and whoever is guilty of the least impertinence
-towards her in word or look will answer for it to me; to _me_, do you
-understand?” And he turned fiercely towards a wicked-looking little
-Frenchman, whose bad eyes had rested too boldly and too admiringly upon
-the girl.
-
-“_Mon Dieu, oui, oui, oui!_” the man replied, and then in broken English
-asked, “Why comes she here, if she be a lady?”
-
-It was Celine who answered for Browne:
-
-“Because her mistress is a cat, a nasty old cat,—as the English say. And
-there is a pair of them. I heard them last night saying she must be put
-down, and they have put her down here. I hate them, and mine most of
-all. She tries to get me cheap. She keeps me fly-fly. She gives me no
-_pourboires_. She sleeps me in a dog-kennel. Bah! I stay not, if good
-chance come. _L’Amèricaine_ hundred times more lady.”
-
-This voluble speech, which was interpreted by one to another until all
-had a tolerably correct idea of it, did not diminish the interest in
-Bertha, to whom after this every possible respect was paid, the men
-always rising with Browne when she entered the dining-hall and remaining
-standing until she was seated. Bertha was human, and such homage could
-not help pleasing her, although it came from those whose language she
-could not understand, and who by birth and education were greatly her
-inferiors. It was something to be the object of so much respect, and
-when, warmed by the bright smile she always gave them, the Greeks, and
-the Russians, and the Italians, not only rose when she entered the hall,
-but also when she passed them outside, if they chanced to be sitting,
-she felt that her life had some compensations, if it were one of
-drudgery and menial service.
-
-True to her threat, Celine left when a more desirable situation offered,
-and Mrs. Hallam did not fill her place. “No need of it, so long as you
-have Miss Leighton and pay her what you do,” Mrs. Haynes said; and so it
-came about that Bertha found herself companion in name only and
-waiting-maid in earnest, walking demurely by the covered chair which
-each morning took Mrs. Hallam to her bath, combing that lady’s hair,
-mending and brushing her clothes, carrying messages, doing far more than
-Celine had done, and doing it so uncomplainingly that both Mrs. Hallam
-and Mrs. Haynes wondered at her. At last, however, when asked to
-accompany Mrs. Haynes to the bath, she rebelled. To serve her in that
-way was impossible, and she answered civilly, but decidedly, “No, Mrs.
-Hallam. I have done and will do whatever you require for yourself, but
-for Mrs. Haynes, nothing. She never spares an opportunity to humiliate
-me. I will not attend her to her bath. I will give up my place first.”
-That settled it, and Bertha was never again asked to wait upon Mrs.
-Haynes.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI.
- GRACE HAYNES.
-
-
-“Bravo, Miss Leighton! I did not suppose there was so much spirit in
-you, when I saw you darning madam’s stockings and buttoning her boots.
-You are a brick and positively I admire you. Neither mamma nor Mrs
-Hallam needs any one to go with them, any more than the sea needs water.
-But it is English, you know, to have an attendant, and such an
-attendant, too, as you. Yes, I admire you! I respect you! Our door was
-open, and I heard what you said; so did mamma, and she is furious; but I
-am glad to see one woman assert her rights.”
-
-It was Grace Haynes, who, coming from her bedroom, joined Bertha, as she
-was walking rapidly down the hall and said all this to her. Bertha had
-been nearly two weeks at Aix, and, although she had scarcely exchanged a
-word with Grace, she had often seen her, and remembering what Mrs.
-Hallam had said of her and Reginald, had looked at her rather
-critically. She was very thin and wiry, with a pale face, yellow hair
-worn short, large blue eyes, and a nose inclined to an upward curve. She
-was a kind-hearted, good-natured girl, of a pronounced type both in
-dress and manner and speech. She believed in a little slang, she said,
-because it gave a point to conversation, and she adored baccarat and
-rouge-et-noir, and a lot more things which her mother thought highly
-improper. She had heard all that her mother said of Bertha, and, quick
-to discriminate, she had seen how infinitely superior she was to Mrs.
-Hallam and had felt drawn to her, but was too much absorbed in her own
-matters to have any time for a stranger. She was a natural flirt, and,
-although so plain, always managed to have, as she said, two or three
-idiots dangling on her string. Just now it was a young Englishman, the
-grandson of old Lady Gresham, whom she had upon her string, greatly to
-the disgust of her mother, with whom she was not often in perfect
-accord.
-
-Linking her arm in Bertha’s as they went down the stairs, she continued,
-“Are you going to walk? I am, up the hill. Come with me. I’ve been dying
-to talk to you ever since you came, but have been so engaged, and you
-are always so busy with madam since Celine went away. Good pious work
-you must find it waiting on madam and mamma both! I don’t see how you do
-it so sweetly. You must have a great deal of what they call inward and
-spiritual grace. I wish you’d give me some.”
-
-Grace was the first girl of her own age and nation who had spoken to
-Bertha since she left America, and she responded readily to the friendly
-advance.
-
-“I don’t believe I have any inward and spiritual grace to spare,” she
-said. “I only do what I hired out to do. You know I must earn my wages.”
-
-“Yes,” Grace answered, “I know, and I wish I could earn wages, too. It
-would be infinitely more respectable than the way we get our money.”
-
-“How do you get it?” Bertha asked, and Grace replied, “Don’t you know?
-You have certainly heard of high-born English dames who, for a
-consideration, undertake to hoist ambitious Americans into society?”
-
-Bertha had heard of such things, and Grace continued, “Well, that is
-what mamma does at home on a smaller scale; and she succeeds, too.
-Everybody knows Mrs. Walker Haynes, with blood so blue that indigo is
-pale beside it, and if she pulls a string for a puppet to dance, all the
-other puppets dance in unison. Sometimes she chaperons a party of young
-ladies, but as these give her a good deal of trouble, she prefers people
-like Mrs. Hallam, who without her would never get into society. Society!
-I hate the word, with all it involves. Do you see that colt over there?”
-and she pointed to a young horse in an adjoining field. “Well, I am like
-that colt, kicking up its heels in a perfect abandon of freedom. But
-harness it to a cart, with thills and lines and straps and reins, and
-then apply the whip, won’t it rebel with all its might? And if it gets
-its feet over the traces and breaks in the dash-board who can blame it?
-I’m just like that colt. I hate that old go-giggle called society, which
-says you mustn’t do this and you must do that because it is or is not
-proper and Mrs. Grundy would be shocked. I like to shock her, and I’d
-rather take boarders than live as we do now. I’d do anything to earn
-money. That’s why I play at baccarat.”
-
-“Baccarat!” Bertha repeated, with a little start.
-
-“Yes, baccarat. Don’t try to pull away from me. I felt you,” Grace said,
-holding Bertha closer by the arm. “You are Massachusetts born and have a
-lot of Massachusetts notions, of course, and I respect you for it, but I
-am Bohemian through and through. Wasn’t born anywhere in particular, and
-have been in your so-called first society all my life and detest it. We
-have a little income, and could live in the country with one servant
-comfortably, as so many people do; but that would not suit mamma, and so
-we go from pillar to post and live on other people, until I am ashamed.
-I am successful at baccarat. They say the old gent who tempted Eve helps
-new beginners at cards, and I believe he helps me, I win so often. I
-know it isn’t good form, but what can I do? If I don’t play baccarat
-there’s nothing left for me but to marry, and that I never shall.”
-
-“Why not?” Bertha asked, becoming more and more interested in the
-strange girl talking so confidentially to her.
-
-“Why not?” Grace repeated. “That shows that you are not in it,—the swim,
-I mean. Don’t you know that few young men nowadays can afford to marry a
-poor girl and support her in her extravagance and laziness? She must
-have money to get any kind of a show, and that I haven’t,—nor beauty
-either, like you, whose face is worth a fortune. Don’t say it isn’t;
-don’t fib,” she continued, as Bertha tried to speak. “You know you are
-beautiful, with a grande-duchesse air which makes everybody turn to look
-at you, even the king. I saw him, and I’ve seen those Russians and
-Greeks, who are here with some high cockalorums, take off their hats
-when you came near them. Celine told me how they all stand up when you
-enter the _salle-à-manger_. I call that genuine homage, which I’d give a
-good deal to have.”
-
-She had let go Bertha’s arm and was walking a little in advance, when
-she stopped suddenly, and, turning round, said, “I wonder what you will
-think of Rex Hallam.”
-
-Bertha made no reply, and she went on: “I know I am talking queerly, but
-I must let myself out to some one. Rex is coming before long, and you
-will know then, if you don’t now, that mamma is moving heaven and earth
-to make a match between us; but she never will. I am not his style, and
-he is far more likely to marry you than me. I have known him for years,
-and could get up a real liking for him if it would be of any use, but it
-wouldn’t. He doesn’t want a washed-out, yellow-haired girl like me.
-Nobody does, unless it’s Jack Travis, old Lady Gresham’s grandson, with
-no prospects and only a hundred pounds a year and an orange grove in
-Florida, which he never saw, and which yields nothing, for want of
-proper attention. He says he would like to go out there and rough it;
-that he does not like being tied to his grandmother’s apron-strings; and
-that, give him a chance, he would gladly work. I have two hundred
-dollars a year more. Do you think we could live on that and the
-climate?”
-
-They had been retracing their steps, and were near the hotel, where they
-met the young Englishman in question, evidently looking for Miss Haynes.
-He was a shambling, loose-jointed young man, but he had a good face, and
-there was a ring in his voice which Bertha liked, as he spoke first to
-Grace and then to herself, as Grace presented him to her. Knowing that
-as a third party she was in the way, Bertha left them and went into the
-hotel, while they went down into the town, where they stayed so long
-that Lady Gresham and Mrs. Haynes began to get anxious as to their
-whereabouts. Both ladies knew of the intimacy between the young people,
-and both heartily disapproved of it. Under some circumstances Mrs.
-Haynes would have been delighted to have for a son-in-law Lady Gresham’s
-grandson. But she prized money more than a title, and one hundred pounds
-a year with a doubtful orange grove in Florida did not commend
-themselves to her, while Lady Gresham, although very gracious to Mrs.
-Haynes, because it was not in her nature to be otherwise to any one, did
-not like the fast American girl, who wore her hair short, carried her
-hands in her pockets like a man, and believed in women’s rights. If Jack
-were insane enough to marry her she would wash her hands of him and send
-him off to that orange grove, where she had heard there was a little
-dilapidated house in which he could try to live on the climate and one
-hundred a year. Some such thoughts as these were passing through Lady
-Gresham’s mind, while Mrs. Haynes was thinking of Grace’s perversity in
-encouraging young Travis, and of Reginald Hallam, from whom Mrs. Hallam
-had that morning had a letter and who was coming to Aix earlier than he
-had intended doing. Nearly all his friends were out of town, he wrote,
-and the house was so lonely without his aunt that she might expect him
-within two or three weeks at the farthest. He did not say what steamer
-he should take, but, as ten days had elapsed since his letter was
-written, Mrs. Hallam said she should not be surprised to see him at any
-time, and her face wore an air of pleased expectancy at the prospect of
-having Rex with her once more. But a thought of Bertha brought a cloud
-upon it at once. She had intended removing her from the second-class
-_salle-à-manger_ before Rex came, but did not know how to manage it.
-
-“The girl seems contented enough,” she thought, “and I hear has a great
-deal of attention there,—in fact, is quite like a queen among her
-subjects; so I guess I’ll let it run, and if Rex flares up I’ll trust
-Mrs. Haynes to help me out of it, as she got me into it.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII.
- THE NIGHT OF THE OPERA.
-
-
-It was getting rather dull at the Hôtel Splendide. The novelty of having
-a king in their midst, who went about unattended in citizen’s dress, and
-bowed to all who looked as if they wished him to bow to them, was
-wearing off, and he could go in and out as often as he liked without
-being followed or stared at. The grand duchess, too, whose apartments
-were screened from the great unwashed, had had her Sunday dinner-party,
-with scions of French royalty in the Bourbon line for her guests, and a
-band of music outside. The woman from Chicago, who had flirted so
-outrageously with her eyes with the Russian, while his little wife sat
-by smiling placidly and suspecting no evil because the Chicagoan
-professed to speak no language but English, of which her husband did not
-understand a word, had departed for other fields. The French count, who
-had beaten his American bride of three weeks’ standing, had also gone,
-and the hotel had subsided into a state of great respectability and
-circumspection.
-
-“Positively we are stagnating, with nothing to gossip about except Jack
-and myself, and nothing going on in town,” Grace Haynes said to Bertha,
-with whom she continued on the most friendly terms.
-
-But the stagnation came to an end and the town woke up when it was known
-that Miss Sanderson from San Francisco was to appear in opera at the
-Casino. Everybody had heard of the young prima donna, and all were
-anxious to see her. Mrs. Hallam took a box for Mrs. Haynes, Grace, and
-herself, but, although there was plenty of room, Bertha was not included
-in the party. Nearly all the guests were going from the third floor,
-which would thus be left entirely to the servants, and Mrs. Hallam, who
-was always suspecting foreigners of pilfering from her, did not dare
-leave her rooms alone, so Bertha must stay and watch them. She had done
-this before when Mrs. Hallam was at the Casino, but to-night it seemed
-particularly hard, as she wished to see Miss Sanderson so much that she
-would willingly have stood in the rear seats near the door, where a
-crowd always congregated. But there was no help for it, and after seeing
-Mrs. Hallam and her party off she went into the salon, and, taking an
-easy-chair and a book, sat down to enjoy the quiet and the rest. She was
-very tired, for Mrs. Hallam had kept her unusually busy that day,
-arranging the dress she was going to wear, and sending her twice down
-the long, steep hill into the town in quest of something needed for her
-toilet. It was very still in and around the hotel, and at last, overcome
-by fatigue and drowsiness, Bertha’s book dropped into her lap and she
-fell asleep with her head thrown back against the cushioned chair and
-one hand resting on its arm. Had she tried she could not have chosen a
-more graceful position, or one which showed her face and figure to
-better advantage, and so thought Rex Hallam, when, fifteen or twenty
-minutes later, he stepped into the room and stood looking at her.
-
-Ever since his visit to the Homestead he had found his thoughts
-constantly turning to Aix-les-Bains, and had made up his mind to go on a
-certain ship, when he accidentally met Fred Thurston, who was stopping
-in New York for two or three days before sailing. There was an
-invitation to dinner at the Windsor, and as a result Rex packed his
-trunk, and, securing a vacant berth, sailed for Havre with the Thurstons
-a week earlier than he had expected to sail. Fred was sick all the
-voyage and kept his berth, but Louie seemed perfectly well, and had
-never been so happy since she was a child playing with Rex under the
-magnolias in Florida as she was now, walking and talking with him upon
-the deck, where, with her piquant, childish beauty, she attracted a
-great deal of attention and provoked some comment from the censorious
-when it was known that she had a husband sick in his berth. But Louie
-was guiltless of any intentional wrong-doing. She had said to Bertha in
-Boston, that she believed Fred was going to die, he was so good; and,
-with a few exceptions, when the Hyde nature was in the ascendant, he had
-kept good ever since. He had urged Rex’s going with them quite as
-strongly as Louie, and when he found himself unable to stay on deck, he
-had bidden Louie go and enjoy herself, saying, however:
-
-“I know what a flirt you are, but I can trust Rex Hallam, on whom your
-doll beauty has never made an impression and never will; so go and be
-happy with him.”
-
-This was not a pleasant thing to say, but it was like Fred Thurston to
-say it, and he looked curiously at Louie to see how it would affect her.
-There was a flush on her face for a moment, while the tears sprang to
-her eyes. But she was of too sunny a disposition to be miserable long,
-and, thinking to herself, “Just for this one week I will be happy,” she
-tied on her pretty sea-cloak and hood, and went on deck, and was happy
-as a child when something it has lost and mourned is found again. At
-Paris they separated, the Thurstons going on to Switzerland, and Rex to
-Aix-les-Bains, laden with messages of love to Bertha, who had been the
-principal subject of Louie’s talk during the voyage. In a burst of
-confidence Rex had told her of Rose Arabella Jefferson’s photograph, and
-Louie had laughed merrily over the mistake, saying:
-
-“You will find Bertha handsomer than her picture. I think you will fall
-in love with her; and—if—you—do——” she spoke the last words very slowly,
-while shadow after shadow flitted over her face as if she were fighting
-some battle with herself; then, with a bright smile, she added, “I shall
-be glad.”
-
-Rex’s journey from Paris to Aix was accomplished without any worse
-mishap than a detention of the train for three hours or more, so that it
-was not until his aunt had been gone some time that he reached the
-hotel, where he was told that Mrs. Hallam and party were at the Casino.
-
-“I suppose she has a salon. I will go there and wait till she returns,”
-Rex said, and then followed a servant up-stairs and along the hall in
-the direction of the salon.
-
-He had expected to find it locked, and was rather surprised when he saw
-the open door and the light inside, and still more surprised as he
-entered the room to find a young lady so fast asleep that his coming did
-not disturb her. He readily guessed who she was, and for a moment stood
-looking at her admiringly, noting every point of beauty from the long
-lashes shading her cheeks to the white hand resting upon the arm of the
-chair.
-
-“Phineas was right. She is handsome as blazes, but I don’t think it is
-quite the thing for me to stand staring at her this way. It is taking an
-unfair advantage of her. I must present myself properly,” he thought,
-and, stepping into the hall, he knocked rather loudly upon the door.
-
-Bertha awoke with a start and sprang to her feet in some alarm as, in
-response to her “Entrez,” a tall young man stepped into the room and
-stood confronting her with a good deal of assurance.
-
-“You must have made a mistake, sir. This is Mrs. Hallam’s salon,” she
-said, rather haughtily, while Rex replied:
-
-“Yes, I know it. Mrs. Hallam is my aunt, and you must be Miss Leighton.”
-
-“Oh!” Bertha exclaimed, her attitude changing at once, as she recognized
-the stranger. “Your aunt is expecting you, but not quite so soon. She
-will be very sorry not to have been here to meet you. She has gone to
-the opera. Miss Sanderson is in town.”
-
-“So they told me at the office,” Rex said, explaining that he had
-crossed a little sooner than he had intended, but did not telegraph his
-aunt, as he wished to surprise her. He then added, “I am too late for
-dinner, but I suppose I can have my supper up here, which will be better
-than climbing the three flights of stairs again. That scoop of an
-elevator has gone ashore for repairs, and I had to walk up.”
-
-Ringing the bell, he ordered his supper, while Bertha started to leave
-the salon, saying she hoped he would make himself comfortable until his
-aunt returned.
-
-“Don’t go,” he said, stepping between her and the door to detain her.
-“Stay and keep me company. I have been shut up in a close railway
-carriage all day with French and Germans, and am dying to talk to some
-one who speaks English.”
-
-He made her sit down in the chair from which she had risen when he came
-in, and, drawing another near to her, said, “You do not seem like a
-stranger, but rather like an old acquaintance. Why, for a whole week I
-have heard of little else but you.”
-
-“Of me!” Bertha said, in surprise.
-
-He replied, “I crossed with Mr. and Mrs. Fred Thurston. She, I believe,
-is your cousin, and was never tired of talking of you, and has sent more
-love to you than one man ought to carry for some one else.”
-
-“Cousin Louie! Yes, I knew she was coming about this time. And you
-crossed with her?” Bertha said, thinking what a fine-looking man he was,
-while there came to her mind what Louie had said of his graciousness of
-manner, which made every woman think she was especially pleasing to him,
-whether she were old or young, pretty or plain, rich or poor. He talked
-so easily and pleasantly and familiarly that it was difficult to think
-of him as a stranger, and she was not sorry that he had bidden her stay.
-
-When supper was on the table he looked it over a moment, and then said
-to the waiter, “Bring dishes and napkins enough for two;” then to
-Bertha, “If I remember the _table d’hôtes_ abroad, they are not of a
-nature to make one refuse supper at ten o’clock; so I hope you are ready
-to join me.”
-
-Bertha had been treated as second-class so long that she had almost come
-to believe she _was_ second-class, and the idea of sitting down to
-supper with Rex Hallam in his aunt’s salon took her breath away.
-
-“Don’t refuse,” he continued. “It will be so much jollier than eating
-alone, and I want you to pour my coffee.”
-
-He brought her a chair, and before she realized what she was doing she
-found herself sitting opposite him quite _en famille_, and chatting as
-familiarly as if she had known him all her life. He told her of his
-visit to the Homestead, his drive with Dorcas, and his meeting with
-Phineas Jones, over which she laughed merrily, feeling that America was
-not nearly so far away as it had seemed before he came. When supper was
-over and the table cleared, he began to talk of books and pictures,
-finding that as a rule they liked the same authors and admired the same
-artists.
-
-“By the way,” he said, suddenly, “why are you not at the opera with my
-aunt? Are you not fond of music?”
-
-“Yes, very,” Bertha replied, “but some one must stay with the rooms.
-Mrs. Hallam is afraid to leave them alone.”
-
-“Ah, yes. Afraid somebody will steal her diamonds, which she keeps
-doubly and trebly locked, first in a padded box, then in her trunk, and
-last in her room. Well, I am glad for my sake that you didn’t go. But
-isn’t it rather close up here? Suppose we go down. It’s a glorious
-moonlight night, and there must be a piazza somewhere.”
-
-Bertha thought of the broad, vine-wreathed piazza, with its easy-chairs,
-where it would be delightful to sit with Reginald Hallam, but she must
-not leave her post, and she said so.
-
-“Oh, I see; another case of the boy on the burning deck,” Rex said,
-laughing. “I suppose you are right; but I never had much patience with
-that boy. I shouldn’t have stayed till I was blown higher than a kite,
-but should have run with the first sniff of fire. You think I’d better
-go down? Not a bit of it; if you stay here, I shall. It can’t be long
-now before they come. Zounds! I beg your pardon. Until I said _they_, I
-had forgotten to inquire for Mrs. Haynes and Grace. They are well, I
-suppose, and with my aunt?”
-
-Bertha said they were, and Rex continued:
-
-“Grace and I are great friends. She’s a little peculiar,—wants to vote,
-and all that sort of thing,—but I like her immensely.”
-
-Then he talked on indifferent subjects until Mrs. Hallam was heard
-coming along the hall, panting and talking loudly, and evidently out of
-humor. The elevator, which Rex said had been drawn off for repairs, was
-still off, and she had been obliged to walk up the stairs, and didn’t
-like it. Bertha had risen to her feet as soon as she heard her voice,
-while Rex, too, rose and stood behind her in the shadow, so his aunt did
-not see him as she entered the room, and, sinking into the nearest
-chair, said, irritably:
-
-“Hurry and help me off with my things. I’m half dead. Whew! Isn’t that
-lamp smoking? How it smells here! Open another window. The lift is not
-running, and I had to walk up the stairs.”
-
-“I knew it stopped earlier in the evening, but supposed it was running
-now. I am very sorry,” Bertha said, and Mrs. Hallam continued:
-
-“You ought to have found out and been down there to help me up.”
-
-“I didn’t come any too soon,” Rex thought, stepping out from the shadow,
-and saying, in his cheery voice, “Halloo, auntie! All tuckered out,
-aren’t you, with those horrible stairs! I tried them, and they took the
-wind out of me.”
-
-“Oh, Rex, Rex!” Mrs. Hallam cried, throwing her arms around the tall
-young man, who bent over her and returned her caresses, while he
-explained that he did not telegraph, as he wished to surprise her, and
-that he had reached the hotel half an hour or so after she left it.
-
-“Why didn’t you come at once to the Casino? There was plenty of room in
-our box, and you must have been so dull here.”
-
-Rex replied: “Not at all dull, with Miss Leighton for company. I ordered
-my supper up here and had her join me. So you see I have made myself
-quite at home.”
-
-“I see,” Mrs. Hallam said, with a tone in her voice and a shutting
-together of her lips which Bertha understood perfectly.
-
-She had gathered up Mrs. Hallam’s mantle and bonnet and opera-glass and
-fan and gloves by this time; and, knowing she was no longer needed, she
-left the room just as Mrs. Haynes and Grace, who had heard Rex’s voice,
-entered it.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII.
- AFTER THE OPERA.
-
-
-The ladies slept late the next morning, and Rex breakfasted alone and
-then went to the salon to meet his aunt, as he had promised to do the
-night before. It was rather tiresome waiting, and he found himself
-wishing Bertha would come in, and wondering where she was. As a young
-man of position and wealth and unexceptionable habits, he was a general
-favorite with the ladies, and many a mother would gladly have captured
-him for her daughter, while the daughter would not have said no if asked
-to be his wife. This he knew perfectly well, but, he said, the daughters
-didn’t fill the bill. He wanted a real girl, not a made-up one, with
-powdered face, bleached hair, belladonna eyes, and all the obnoxious
-habits so fast stealing into the best society. Little Louie Thurston had
-touched his boyish fancy, and he admired her more than any other woman
-he had ever met; Grace Haynes amused and interested him; but neither she
-nor Louie possessed the qualities with which he had endowed his ideal
-wife, who, he had come to believe, did not exist. Thus far everything
-connected with Bertha Leighton had interested him greatly, and the two
-hours he had spent alone with her had deepened that interest. She was
-beautiful, agreeable, and real, he believed, with something fresh and
-bright and original about her. He was anxious to see her again, and was
-thinking of going down to the piazza, hoping to find her there, when his
-aunt appeared, and for the next hour he sat with her, telling her of
-their friends in New York and of his visit to the Homestead, where he
-had been so hospitably entertained and made so many discoveries with
-regard to Bertha.
-
-“She is a great favorite in Leicester,” he said, “and I think you have a
-treasure.”
-
-“Yes, she serves me very well,” Mrs. Hallam replied, and then changed
-the conversation, just as Grace knocked at the door, saying she was
-going for a walk into town, and asking if Rex would like to go with her.
-
-It was a long ramble they had together, while Grace told him of her
-acquaintances in Aix, and especially of the young Englishman, Jack
-Travis, and the Florida orange grove on which he had sunk a thousand
-dollars with no return.
-
-“Tell him to quit sinking, and go and see to it himself,” Rex said.
-“Living in England or at the North and sending money South to be used on
-a grove, is much like a woman trying to keep house successfully by
-sitting in her chamber and issuing her orders through a speaking tube,
-instead of going to the kitchen herself to see what is being done
-there.”
-
-Rex’s illustrations were rather peculiar, but they were sensible. Grace
-understood this one perfectly, and began to revolve in her mind the
-feasibility of advising Jack to go to Florida and attend to his business
-himself, instead of talking through a tube. Then she spoke of Bertha,
-and was at once conscious of an air of increased interest in Reginald,
-as she told him how much she liked the girl and how strangely he seemed
-to be mixed up with her.
-
-“You see, Mrs. Hallam tells mamma everything, and so I know all about
-Rose Arabella Jefferson’s picture. I nearly fell out of my chair when I
-heard about it; and I know, too, about your knocking Miss Leighton down
-on the Teutonic——”
-
-“Wha-at!” Rex exclaimed; “was that Ber—Miss Leighton, I mean?”
-
-“Certainly that was Bertha. You may as well call her that when with me,”
-Grace replied. “I knew you would admire her. You can’t help it. I am
-glad you have come, and I hope you will rectify a lot of things.”
-
-Rex looked at her inquiringly, but before he could ask what she meant,
-they turned a corner and came upon Jack Travis, who joined them, and on
-hearing that Rex was from New York began to ask after his orange grove,
-as if he thought Reginald passed it daily on his way to his business.
-
-“What a stupid you are!” Grace said. “Mr. Hallam never saw an orange
-grove in his life. Why, you could put three or four United Kingdoms into
-the space between New York and Florida.”
-
-“Reely! How very extraordinary!” the young Englishman said, utterly
-unable to comprehend the vastness of America, towards which he was
-beginning to turn his thoughts as a place where he might possibly live
-on seven hundred dollars a year with Grace to manage it and him.
-
-When they reached the hotel it was lunch-time, and after a few touches
-to his toilet Rex started for the _salle-à-manger_, thinking that now he
-should see Bertha, in whom he felt a still greater interest since
-learning that it was she to whom he had given the black eye on the
-Teutonic. “The hand of fate is certainly in it,” he thought, without
-exactly knowing what the _it_ referred to. Mrs. Hallam and Mrs. Haynes
-and Grace were already at the table when he entered the room and was
-shown to the only vacant seat, between his aunt and Grace.
-
-“This must be Miss Leighton’s place,” he said, standing by the chair. “I
-do not wish to keep her from her accustomed seat. Where is she?” and he
-looked up and down both sides of the long table, but did not see her,
-“Where is she?” he asked again, and his aunt replied “She is not coming
-to-day. Sit down, and I will explain after lunch.”
-
-“What is there to explain?” he thought, as he sat down and glanced first
-at his aunt’s worried face, then at Grace, and then at Mrs. Haynes.
-
-Then an idea occurred to him which almost made him jump from his chair.
-He said to Grace:
-
-“Does Miss Leighton lunch in her room?”
-
-“Oh, no,” Grace replied.
-
-“Doesn’t she come here?” he persisted.
-
-“Your aunt will explain. I would rather not,” Grace said.
-
-There was something wrong, Rex was sure, and he finished lunch before
-the others and left the salon just in time to see Bertha half-way up the
-second flight of stairs. Bounding up two steps at a time, he soon stood
-beside her, with his hand on her arm to help her up the next flight.
-
-“I have not seen you this morning. Where have you kept yourself?” he
-asked, and she replied:
-
-“I have been busy in your aunt’s room.”
-
-“Where is her maid?” was his next question, and Bertha answered:
-
-“She has been gone some time.”
-
-“And _you_ fill her place?”
-
-“I do what Mrs. Hallam wishes me to.”
-
-“Why were you not at lunch?”
-
-“I have been to lunch.”
-
-“_You have!_ Where?”
-
-“Where I always take it.”
-
-“And _where_ is that?”
-
-There was something in Rex’s voice and manner which told Bertha that he
-was not to be trifled with, and she replied, “I take my meals in the
-servants’ hall, or rather with the maids and nurses and couriers. It is
-not bad when you are accustomed to it,” she added, as she saw the
-blackness on Reginald’s face and the wrath in his eyes. They had now
-reached the door of Mrs. Hallam’s room, and Mrs. Hallam was just leaving
-the elevator in company with Mrs. Haynes, who very wisely went into her
-own apartment and left her friend to meet the storm alone.
-
-And a fierce storm it was. At its close Mrs. Hallam was in tears, and
-Rex was striding up and down the salon like an enraged lion. Mrs. Hallam
-had tried to apologize and explain, telling how respectful all the
-couriers and valets were, how much less it cost, and that Mrs. Haynes
-said the English sent their companions there, and governesses too,
-sometimes. Rex did not care a picayune for what the English did; he
-almost swore about Mrs. Haynes, whose handiwork he recognized; he
-scorned the idea of its costing less, and said that unless Bertha were
-at once treated as an equal in every respect he would either leave the
-hotel or join her in the second-class salon and see for himself whether
-those rascally Russians and Turks and Frenchmen looked at her as they
-had no business to look.
-
-At this point Bertha, who had no suspicion of what was taking place in
-the salon, and who wished to speak to Mrs. Hallam, knocked at the door.
-Rex opened it with the intention of sending the intruder away, but when
-he saw Bertha he bade her come in, and, standing with his back against
-the door, went over the whole matter again and told her she was to join
-them at dinner.
-
-“And if there is no place for you at my aunt’s end of the table there is
-at the other, and I shall sit there with you,” he said.
-
-He had settled everything satisfactorily, he thought, when a fresh
-difficulty arose with Bertha herself. She had listened in surprise to
-Rex, and smiled gratefully upon him through the tears she could not
-repress, but she said, “I cannot tell you how much I thank you for your
-sympathy and kind intentions. But really I am not unhappy in the
-servants’ hall, nor have I received the slightest discourtesy. Browne,
-our courier, has stood between me and everything which might have been
-unpleasant, and I have quite a liking for my companions. And,”—here her
-face hardened and her eyes grew very dark,—“nothing can induce me to
-join your party as you propose while Mrs. Haynes is in it. She has
-worried and insulted me from the moment she saw me. She suggested and
-urged my going to the servants’ hall against your aunt’s wishes, and has
-never let an opportunity pass to make me feel my subordinate position. I
-like Miss Haynes very much, but her mother ——” there was a toss of
-Bertha’s head indicative of her opinion of the mother, an opinion which
-Rex fully shared, and if he could he would have turned Mrs. Haynes from
-the hotel bag and baggage.
-
-But this was impossible. He could neither dislodge her nor move Bertha
-from her decision, which he understood and respected. But he could take
-her and his aunt away from Aix and commence life under different
-auspices in some other place. He had promised to join a party of friends
-at Chamonix, and he would go there at once, and then find some quiet,
-restful place in Switzerland, from which excursions could be made and
-where his aunt could join him with Bertha. This was his plan, which met
-with Mrs. Hallam’s approval. She was getting tired of Aix, and a little
-tired, too, of Mrs. Haynes, who had not helped her into society as much
-as she had expected. Lady Gresham, though civil, evidently shunned the
-party, presumably because of Grace’s flirtation with Jack, while very
-few desirable people were on terms of intimacy with her, and the
-undesirable she would not notice. In fresh fields, however, with Rex,
-who took precedence everywhere, she should do better, and she was quite
-willing to go wherever and whenever he chose. That night at dinner she
-told Mrs. Haynes her plans, and that Rex was to leave the next day for
-Chamonix.
-
-“So soon? I am surprised, and sorry, too; Grace has anticipated your
-coming so much and planned so many things to do when you came. She will
-be so disappointed. Can’t we persuade you to stop a few days at least?”
-Mrs. Haynes said, leaning forward and looking at Rex with a very
-appealing face, while Grace stepped on her foot and whispered to her:
-
-“For heaven’s sake, don’t throw me at Rex Hallam’s head, and make him
-more disgusted with us than he is already.”
-
-The next morning Rex brought his aunt a little, black-eyed French girl,
-Eloïse, whom he had found in town, and who had once or twice served in
-the capacity of maid. He had made the bargain with her himself, and such
-a bargain as he felt sure would ensure her stay in his aunt’s service,
-no matter what was put upon her. He had also enumerated many of the
-duties the girl was expected to perform, and among them was waiting upon
-Miss Leighton equally with his aunt. He laid great stress upon this,
-and, in order to secure Eloïse’s respect for Bertha, he insisted if the
-latter would not go to the same table with Mrs. Haynes she should take
-her meals in the salon. To this Bertha reluctantly consented, and at
-dinner she found herself installed in solitary state in the handsome
-salon and served like a young empress by the obsequious waiter, who,
-having seen the color of Reginald’s gold, was all attention to
-Mademoiselle. It was a great change, and in her loneliness she half
-wished herself back with her heterogeneous companions, who had amused
-and interested her, and to some of whom she was really attached. But
-just as dessert was served Rex came in and joined her, and everything
-was changed, for there was no mistaking the interest he was beginning to
-feel in her; it showed itself in ways which never fail to reach a
-woman’s heart. At his aunt’s earnest entreaty he had decided to spend
-another night at Aix, but he left the next morning with instructions
-that Mrs. Hallam should be ready to join him whenever he wrote her to do
-so.
-
-“And mind,” he said, laying a hand on each of her shoulders, “don’t you
-bring Mrs. Haynes with you, for I will not have her. Pension her off, if
-you want to, and I will pay the bill; but leave her here.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV.
- AT THE BEAU-RIVAGE.
-
-
- “BEAU-RIVAGE, OUCHY, SWITZERLAND, August 4, 18—.
- “To MISS BERTHA LEIGHTON, Hôtel Splendide,
- Aix-les-Bains, Savoie.
- “Fred is dying, and I am ill in bed. Come at once.
- “LOUIE THURSTON.”
-
-This was the telegram which Bertha received about a week after Rex’s
-departure for Chamonix, and within an hour of its receipt her trunk was
-packed and she was ready for the first train which would take her to
-Ouchy. Mrs. Hallam had made no objection to her going, but, on the
-contrary, seemed rather relieved than otherwise, for since the
-revolution which Rex had brought about she hardly knew what to do with
-Bertha. The maid Eloïse had proved a treasure, and under the combined
-effects of Rex’s _pourboire_ and Rex’s instructions, had devoted herself
-so assiduously to both Mrs. Hallam and Bertha that it was difficult to
-tell which she was serving most. But she ignored Mrs. Haynes entirely,
-saying that Monsieur’s orders were for _his_ Madame and _his_
-Mademoiselle, and she should recognize the rights of no third party
-until he told her to do so. In compliance with Rex’s wishes, very
-decidedly expressed, Mrs. Hallam now took all her meals in the salon
-with Bertha, but they were rather dreary affairs, and, although sorry
-for the cause, both were glad when an opportunity came for a change.
-
-“Certainly it is your duty to go,” Mrs. Hallam said, when Bertha handed
-her the telegram, while Mrs. Haynes also warmly approved of the plan,
-and both expressed surprise that Bertha had never told them of her
-relationship to Mrs. Fred Thurston.
-
-They knew Mrs. Fred was a power in society, and Mrs. Haynes had met her
-once or twice and through a friend had managed to attend a reception at
-her house, which she described as magnificent. To be Mrs. Fred
-Thurston’s cousin was to be somebody, and both Mrs. Hallam and Mrs.
-Haynes became suddenly interested in Bertha, the latter offering her
-advice with regard to the journey, while the former suggested the
-propriety of sending Browne as an escort. But Bertha declined the offer.
-She could speak the language fluently and would have no difficulty
-whatever in finding her way to Ouchy, she said, but she thanked the
-ladies for their solicitude and parted with them, apparently, on the
-most amicable terms. Grace accompanied her to the station, and while
-waiting for the train said to her confidentially, “I expect there will
-be a bigger earthquake bye-and-bye than Rex got up on your account. Jack
-and I are engaged. I made up my mind last night to take the great,
-good-natured, awkward fellow and run my chance on seven hundred dollars
-a year. It will come off early in the autumn, and we shall go to Florida
-and see what we can do with that orange grove. Jack will have to work,
-and so shall I, and I shall like it and he won’t, but I shall keep him
-at it, trust me. Can you imagine mother’s disgust when I tell her? She
-really thinks that I have a chance with Rex. But that is folly. Play
-your cards well. I think you hold a lore hand. There’s your train. Write
-when you get there, Good-bye.”
-
-There was a friendly parting, a rush through the gate for the carriages,
-a slamming of doors, and then the train sped on its way, bearing Bertha
-to a new phase of life in Ouchy.
-
-Thurston had been sick all the voyage, and instead of resting in Paris,
-as Rex had advised him and Louie had entreated him to do, he had started
-at once for Geneva and taken a severe cold on the night train. Arrived
-at the Beau-Rivage in Ouchy, he refused to see a physician until his
-wife came down with nervous prostration and one was called for her.
-Louie had had rather a hard time after Rex left her in Paris, for, as if
-to make amends for his Jekyll mood on the ship, her husband was
-unusually unreasonable, and worried her so with sarcasm and taunts and
-ridicule that her heart was very sore when she reached Ouchy. The
-excitement of the voyage, with Reginald as her constant companion, was
-over, and she must again take up the old life, which seemed drearier
-than ever because everything and everybody were so strange, and she
-found herself constantly longing for somebody to speak a kind and
-sympathetic word to her. In this condition of things it was not strange
-that she succumbed at last to the extreme nervous depression which had
-affected her in Boston, and which was now so intensified that she could
-scarcely lift her head from the pillow.
-
-“I am only tired,” she said to the physician, a kind, fatherly old man,
-who asked her what was the matter. “Only tired of life, which is not
-worth the living.” And her sad blue eyes looked up so pathetically into
-his face that the doctor felt moved with a great pity for this young,
-beautiful woman, surrounded with every luxury money could buy, but whose
-face and words told a story he could not understand until called to
-prescribe for her husband; and then he knew.
-
-Thurston had made a fight against the illness which was stealing over
-him and which he swore he would defy. Drugs and doctors were for silly
-women like Louie, who must be amused, he said, but he would have none of
-them. “Only exert your will and you can cheat Death himself,” was his
-favorite saying, and he exerted his will, and went to Chillon, rowed on
-the lake in the moonlight, took a Turkish bath, and next day had a
-chill, which lasted so long and left him so weak that he consented to
-see the doctor, but raved like a madman when told that he must go to bed
-and stay there if he wished to save his life.
-
-“I don’t know that I care particularly about it. I haven’t found it so
-very jolly,” he said; then, after a moment, he added, with a bitter
-laugh, “Tell my wife I am likely to shuffle off this mortal coil, and
-see how it affects her.”
-
-He was either crazy, or a brute, or both, the doctor thought, but he
-made him go to bed, secured the best nurse he could find, and was there
-early the next morning to see how his patient fared. He found him so
-much worse that when he went to Louie he asked if she had any friends
-near who could come to her, saying, “If you have, send for them at
-once.”
-
-Louie was in a state where nothing startled her, and without opening her
-eyes she said, “Am I going to die?”
-
-“No,” was the doctor’s reply, and she continued, “Is my husband?”
-
-“I hope not, but he is very ill and growing steadily worse. Have you any
-friend who will come to you?”
-
-“Yes,—my cousin, Miss Leighton, at Aix,” Louie answered; and she
-dictated the telegram, which the doctor wrote after asking if she had no
-male friend.
-
-For a moment she hesitated, thinking of Reginald, who would surely come
-if bidden, and be so strong and helpful. But that would not do; and she
-answered, “There is no one. Bertha can do everything.”
-
-So Bertha was summoned, and the day after the receipt of the telegram
-she was at the Beau-Rivage, feeling that she had not come too soon when
-she saw how utterly prostrated Louie was, and how excited and
-unmanageable Thurston was becoming under the combined effects of fever
-and his dislike of his nurse, who could not speak a word of English,
-while he could understand very little French. Frequent altercations were
-the result, and when Bertha entered the sick-room there was a fierce
-battle of words going on between the two, Victoire trying to make the
-patient take his medicine, while Fred sat bolt upright in bed, the
-perspiration rolling down his face as he fought against the glass and
-hurled at the half-crazed Frenchman every opprobrious epithet in the
-English language. As Bertha appeared the battle ceased, but not until
-the glass with its contents was on the floor, where Thurston had struck
-it from Victoire’s hand.
-
-“Ah, Bertha,” he gasped, as he sank exhausted upon his pillow, “did you
-drop from heaven, or where? and won’t you tell this idiot that it is not
-time to take my medicine? I know, for I have it written down in good
-English. Blast that French language, which nobody can understand! I
-doubt if they do themselves, the gabbling fools, with their _parleys_
-and _we-we’s_.”
-
-It did not take Bertha long to bring order out of confusion. She was a
-natural nurse, and when the doctor came and she proposed to take
-Victoire’s place until a more suitable man was found, her offer was
-accepted. But it was no easy task she had assumed, and after two days
-and nights, during which she was only relieved for a few hours by John,
-Thurston’s valet, when sleep was absolutely necessary, she was
-thoroughly worn out. Leaving the sick man in charge of John, she started
-for a ramble through the grounds, hoping that the air and exercise would
-rest and strengthen her. The Thurston rooms were at the rear of a long
-hall on the second floor, and, as the other end was somewhat in shadow,
-she only knew that some one was advancing towards her as she went
-rapidly down the corridor. Nor did she look up until a voice which sent
-a thrill through every nerve said to her, “Good-afternoon, Miss
-Leighton. Don’t you know me?” Then she stopped suddenly, while a cry of
-delight escaped her, as she gave both her hands into the warm, strong
-ones of Rex Hallam, who held them fast while he questioned her rapidly
-and told her how he chanced to be there. He had joined his party at
-Chamonix, where they had stayed for several days, crossing the
-Mer-de-Glace and making other excursions among the mountains and
-glaciers. He had then made a flying trip to Interlaken, Lucerne, and
-Geneva, in quest of the place to which he meant to remove his aunt, and
-had finally thought of Ouchy, where he knew the Thurstons were, and to
-which he had come in a boat from Geneva. Learning at the office of his
-friend’s illness, he had started at once for his room, meeting on the
-way with Bertha, whose presence there he did not suspect. While he
-talked he led her near to a window, where the light fell full upon her
-face, showing him how pale and tired it was.
-
-“This will not do,” he said, when he had heard her story. “I am glad I
-have come to relieve you. I shall write to Aix to-day that I am going to
-stay here, where I can be of service to Fred and Louie, and to you too.
-You will not go back, of course, while your cousin needs you. And now go
-out into the sunshine, and bye-and-bye I’ll find you somewhere in the
-grounds.”
-
-He had taken matters into his own hands in his masterful way, and Bertha
-felt how delightful it was to have some one to lean upon, and that one
-Rex Hallam, whose voice was so full of sympathy, whose eyes looked at
-her so kindly, and whose hands held hers so long and seemed so unwilling
-to release them. With a blush she withdrew them from his clasp. Leaving
-her at last, he walked down the hall, entering Louie’s room first and
-finding her asleep, with her maid in charge. For a moment he stood
-looking at her white, wan face, which touched him more than her fair
-beauty had ever done, for on it he could read the story of her life, and
-a great pity welled up in his heart for the girl who seemed so like a
-lovely flower broken on its stem.
-
-“Poor little Louie!” he said, involuntarily, and at the sound of his
-voice Louie awoke, recognizing him at once, and exclaiming:
-
-“Oh, Rex! I was dreaming of you and the magnolias. I am so glad you are
-here! You will stay, won’t you? I am afraid Fred is going to die, he is
-so bad, and then what shall I do?”
-
-She gave him her hand, which he did not hold as long as he had held
-Bertha’s, nor did the holding it affect him the same. Bertha’s had been
-warm and full of life, with something electrical in their touch, which
-sent the blood bounding through his veins and made him long to kiss
-them, as well as the bright face raised so eagerly to his. Louie’s hand
-was thin and clammy, and so small that he could have crushed it easily,
-as he raised it to his lips with the freedom of an old-time friend, and
-just as he would have done had Fred himself been present. He told her he
-should stay as long as he was needed, and after a few moments went to
-see her husband, who was beginning to grow restless and to fret at
-Bertha’s absence. But at sight of Reginald his mood changed, and he
-exclaimed joyfully:
-
-“Rex, old boy, I wonder if you know how glad I am to see you. I do
-believe I shall get well now you are here, though I am having a big
-tussle with some confounded thing,—typhoid, the doctor calls it; but
-doctors are fools. How did you happen to drop down here?”
-
-Rex told him how he chanced to be there, and that he was going to stay,
-and then, excusing himself, went in quest of Bertha, whom he found
-sitting upon a rustic seat which was partially concealed by a clump of
-shrubbery. It was a glorious afternoon, and Rex, who was very fond of
-boating, proposed a row upon the lake, to which Bertha consented.
-
-“I have had too many races with Harvard not to know how to manage the
-oars myself,” he said, as he handed Bertha into the boat, and dismissing
-the boy, pushed off from the shore.
-
-It was a delightful hour they spent together gliding over the smooth
-waters of the lake, and in that time they became better acquainted than
-many people do in years. There was no coquetry nor sham in Bertha’s
-nature, while Rex was so open and frank, and they had so much in common
-to talk about, that restraint was impossible between them. Poor Rose
-Arabella Jefferson was discussed and laughed over, Rex declaring his
-intention to find her some time, if he made a pilgrimage to Scotsburg on
-purpose. Then he spoke of the encounter on the ship, and said:
-
-“I can’t tell you how many times I have thought of that girl before I
-knew it was you, or how I have wanted to see her and apologize properly
-for my awkwardness. Something seems to be drawing us together
-strangely.” Then he spoke again of his visit to the Homestead, while
-Bertha became wonderfully animated as she talked of her home, and Rex,
-watching her, felt that he had never seen so beautiful a face as hers,
-or listened to a sweeter voice. “I wonder if I am really falling in
-love,” he thought, as he helped her from the boat, while she was
-conscious of some subtle change wrought in her during that hour on Lake
-Geneva, and felt that life would never be to her again exactly what it
-had been.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV.
- THE UNWELCOME GUEST.
-
-
-Thurston was very ill with typhoid fever, which held high carnival with
-him physically, but left him mentally untouched. One afternoon, the
-fifth after Rex’s arrival, the two were alone, and for some time Fred
-lay with his eyes closed and an expression of intense thought upon his
-face. Then, turning suddenly to Rex, he said, “Sit close to me. I want
-to tell you something.”
-
-Rex drew his chair to the bedside, and Fred continued, “That idiot of a
-doctor has the same as told me I am going to die, and, though I don’t
-believe him, I can’t help feeling a little anxious about it, and I want
-you to help me get ready.”
-
-“Certainly,” Rex answered, with a gasp, entirely misunderstanding Fred’s
-meaning, and wishing the task of getting his friend ready to die had
-devolved on some one else. “We hope to pull you through, but it is
-always well to be prepared for death, and I’ll help you all I can. I’m
-afraid, though, you have called upon a poor stick. I might say the
-Lord’s Prayer with you, or, better yet,” and Rex grew quite cheerful,
-“there’s a young American clergyman in the hotel. I will bring him to
-see you. He’ll know just what to say.”
-
-“Thunder!” Fred exclaimed, so energetically that Rex started from his
-chair. “Don’t be a fool. I shall die as I have lived, and if there is a
-hereafter, which I doubt, I shall take my chance with the rest. I don’t
-want your clergy round me, though I wouldn’t object to hearing you say,
-‘Our Father.’ It would be rather jolly. I used to know it with a lot of
-other things, but I quit it long ago,—left all the praying to Louie, who
-goes on her knees regularly night and morning in spite of my ridicule.
-Once, when she was posing beautifully, with her long, white
-dressing-gown spread out a yard or so on the floor, I walked over it on
-purpose to irritate her, but didn’t succeed. I never did succeed very
-well with Louie. But it is more my fault than hers, although I was
-fonder of her than she ever knew. She never pretended to love me. She
-told me she didn’t when she promised to marry me, and when I asked her
-if any one stood between us she said no, but added that there was
-somebody for whom she could have cared a great deal if he had cared for
-her. I did not ask her who it was, but I think I know, and she would
-have been much happier with him than with me. Poor Louie! maybe she will
-have a chance yet; and if she does I am willing.”
-
-His bright, feverish eyes were fixed curiously on Rex, as he went on,
-“It’s for Louie and her matters I want help, not for my soul; that’s all
-right, if I have one. Louie is a child in experience, and you must see
-to her when I am gone, and stand by her till she goes home. There’ll be
-an awful row with the landlord, and no end of expense, and a terrible
-muss to get me to America. My man, John, will take what there is left of
-me to Mount Auburn, if you start him right. Louie can’t go, and you must
-stay with her and Bertha. If Mrs. Grundy kicks up a row about your
-chaperoning a handsome girl and a pretty young widow,—and, by Jove,
-Louie will be that,—bring your aunt to the rescue; that will make it
-square. And now about my will. I made one last summer, and left
-everything to Louie on condition that she did not marry again. That was
-nonsense. She will marry if the right man offers;—wild horses can’t hold
-her; and I want you to draw up another will, with no conditions, giving
-a few thousands to the Fresh Air Fund and the Humane Society. That will
-please Louie. She’s great on children and horses. What is it about a
-mortgage on old man Leighton’s farm? Louie wanted me to pay it and keep
-Bertha from going out to service, as she called it. But I was in one of
-my moods, and swore I wouldn’t. I am sorry now I didn’t. Maybe I have a
-soul, after all, and that is what is nagging me so when I think of the
-past. I wish I knew how much the mortgage was.”
-
-“I know; I can tell you,” Rex said, with a great deal of animation, as
-he proceeded to narrate the particulars of the mortgage and his visit to
-the Homestead, while Fred listened intently.
-
-“Ho-ho,” he said, with a laugh, when Rex had finished. “Is that the way
-the wind blows? I thought maybe—but never mind. Five hundred, is it?
-I’ll make it a thousand, payable to Bertha at once. You’ll find
-writing-materials in the desk by the window. And hurry up; I’m getting
-infernally tired.”
-
-It did not take long to make the will, and when it was finished, Rex and
-Mr. Thurston’s valet John and Louie’s maid Martha, all Americans,
-witnessed it. After that Fred, who was greatly exhausted, fell into a
-heavy sleep, and when he awoke Bertha was alone with him. He seemed very
-feverish, and asked for water, which she gave him, and then bathed his
-forehead and hands, while he said to her faintly, “You are a trump. I
-wish I’d made it two thousand instead of one; but Louie will make it
-right. Poor Louie! she’s going to be so disappointed. It’s a big joke on
-her. I wonder how she will take it.”
-
-Bertha had no idea what he meant, and made no reply, while he continued,
-“Say, how does a fellow feel when he has a soul?”
-
-Bertha felt sure now that he was delirious, but before she could answer
-he went on, “I never thought I had one, but maybe I have. I feel so
-sorry for a lot of things, and mostly about Louie. Tell her so when I am
-dead. Tell her I wasn’t half as bad a sort as she thought. It will be
-like her to swathe herself in crape, with a veil which sweeps the
-ground. Tell her not to. Black will not become her. Think of Louie in a
-widow’s cap!”
-
-Weak as he was, he laughed aloud at the thought of it, and then began to
-talk of the prayer which had “forgive” in it, and which Rex was to say
-with him.
-
-“Do you know it?” he asked, and, with her heart swelling in her throat,
-Bertha answered that she did, and asked if she should say it.
-
-He nodded, and Rex, who at that moment came unobserved to the door,
-never forgot the picture of the kneeling girl and the wistful, pathetic
-expression on the face of the dying man as he tried to say the words
-which had once been familiar to him.
-
-“Amen! So be it! Finis! I guess that makes it about square. Tell Louie I
-prayed,” he whispered, faintly, and never spoke again until the early
-morning sunlight was shining on the lake and the hills of Savoy, when he
-started suddenly and called, “Louie, Louie! Where are you? I can’t find
-you. Oh, Louie, come to me.”
-
-But Louie was asleep in her room across the long salon, and when, an
-hour later, she awoke, Bertha told her that her husband was dead.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI.
- TANGLED THREADS.
-
-
-As Thurston had predicted, there was a great deal of trouble and no end
-of expense; but Rex attended to everything, while Bertha devoted herself
-to Louie, who had gone from one hysterical paroxysm into another until
-she was weaker and more helpless than she had ever been, but not too
-weak to talk continually of Fred, who, one would suppose, had been the
-tenderest of husbands. All she had suffered at his hands was forgotten,
-wiped out by the message he had left for her and by knowing that his
-last thoughts had been of her. But she spurned the idea of not wearing
-black, and insisted that boxes of mourning dresses and bonnets and caps
-should be sent to her on approbation from Geneva and Lausanne, until her
-room looked like a bazaar of crape, and not only Bertha and Martha, the
-maid, but Rex was more than once called in for an opinion as to what
-would be most suitable. It was rather a peculiar position in which Rex
-found himself,—two young ladies on his hands, with one of whom he was in
-love, while the other would unquestionably be in love with him as soon
-as her first burst of grief was over and she had settled the details of
-her wardrobe. But he did not mind it; in fact, he found it delightful to
-be associated daily with Bertha, and to be constantly applied to for
-sympathy and advice by Louie, who treated him with the freedom and
-confidence of a sister, and he would not have thought of a change, if
-Bertha had not suggested it. She had been told of the bequest which
-secured the Homestead from sale and made it no longer necessary for her
-to return to Mrs. Hallam, and she wrote at once asking to be released
-from her engagement, but saying she would keep it if her services were
-still desired.
-
-It was a very gracious reply which Mrs. Hallam returned to her, freeing
-her from all obligations to herself, while something in the tone of the
-letter made Bertha suspect that all was not as rose-colored at Aix as it
-had been, and that Mrs. Hallam would be glad to make one of the party at
-Ouchy. This she said to Rex, suggesting that he should invite his aunt
-to join them, and urging so strongly the propriety of either bringing
-her to him, or going himself to her, that he finally wrote to his aunt
-to come to him, and immediately received a reply that she would be with
-him the next day. Rex met her at the station in Lausanne, and Bertha
-received her at the hotel as deferentially and respectfully as if she
-were still her hired companion, a condition which Mrs. Hallam had made
-up her mind to ignore, especially as it no longer existed between them.
-Taking both Bertha’s hands in hers, she kissed her effusively and told
-her how much better she was looking since she left Aix.
-
-“And no wonder,” she said. “The air there was not good, and either that
-or something made me very nervous, so that I did things for which I am
-sorry, and which I hope you will forget.”
-
-This was a great concession which Bertha received graciously, and the
-two were on the best of terms when they entered Louie’s room. Louie had
-improved rapidly during the week, and was sitting in an easy-chair by
-the window, clad in a most becoming tea-gown fashioned at Worth’s for
-the first stages of deep mourning, and looking more like a girl of
-eighteen than a widow of twenty-five. Notwithstanding her husband’s
-assertion that black would not become her, she had never been half so
-lovely as she was in her weeds, and her face was never so fair as when
-framed in her little crêpe bonnet and widow’s cap, which sat so jauntily
-on her golden hair. “Dazzlingly beautiful and altogether irresistible,”
-was Mrs. Hallam’s opinion as the days went by, and Louie grew more and
-more cheerful and sometimes forgot to put Fred’s photograph under her
-pillow, and began to talk less of him and more to Rex, whose attentions
-she claimed with an air of ownership which would have amused Bertha if
-she could have put from her the harrowing thought of what might be a
-year hence, when the grave at Mount Auburn was not as new, or Louie’s
-loss as fresh, as they were now.
-
-“He cannot help loving her,” she would say to herself, “and I ought to
-be glad to have her happy with him.”
-
-But she was not glad, and it showed in her face, whose expression Rex
-could not understand. Louie’s was one of those natures which, without
-meaning to be selfish, make everything subservient to them. She was
-always the centre about which others revolved, and Rex was her willing
-slave, partly because of Thurston’s dying charge, and partly because he
-could not resist her pretty appealing ways, and would not if he could.
-But he never dreamed of associating his devotion to her with Bertha’s
-growing reserve. She was his real queen, without whom his life at Ouchy
-would have been very irksome, and when she suggested going home, as
-Dorcas had written urging her to do, he protested against it almost as
-strenuously as Louie. She must stay, both said, until she had seen
-something of Europe besides Aix and Ouchy. So she stayed, and they spent
-September at Interlaken and Lucerne, October in Paris, and November at
-the Italian lakes, where she received a letter from Grace, written in
-New York and signed “Grace Haynes Travis.”
-
-“We were married yesterday,” she wrote, “and to-morrow we start for our
-Florida cabin and orange grove, near Orlando, where so many English
-people have settled. Mother gave in handsomely at the last, when she
-found there was no help for it, and I actually won over Lady Gresham,
-who used to think me a Hottentot, and always spoke of me as ‘that
-dreadful American girl.’ She invited mother and me to her country house,
-The Limes, near London, and suggested that Jack and I be married there.
-But I preferred New York; so she gave us her blessing and a thousand
-pounds, and mother, Jack, and I sailed three weeks ago in the Umbria.
-When are you coming home? and how is that pretty little Mrs. Thurston? I
-saw her once, and thought her very lovely, with that sweet, clinging,
-helpless manner which takes with men wonderfully. I have heard that she
-was an old flame of Rex Hallam’s, or rather a young one, but I’ll trust
-you to win him, although as a widow she is dangerous; so, in the words
-of the immortal Weller, I warn you, ‘Bevare of vidders.’”
-
-There was much more in the same strain, and Bertha laughed over it, but
-felt a pang for which she hated herself every time she looked at Louie,
-whose beauty and grace drew about her many admirers besides Rex, in
-spite of her black dress and her frequent allusions to “dear Fred, whose
-grave was so far away.” She was growing stronger every day, and when in
-December Rex received a letter from his partner saying that his presence
-in New York was rather necessary, she declared herself equal to the
-journey, and said that if Rex went she should go too. Consequently the
-1st of January found them all in London, where they were to spend a few
-days, and where Rex brought his aunt a letter, addressed, bottom side
-up, to “Mrs. Lucy Ann Hallam, Care of Brown, Shipley & Co., London.
-_Post Restant._”
-
-There was a gleam of humor in Rex’s eyes as he handed the missive to his
-aunt, whose face grew dark as she studied the outside, and darker still
-at the inside, which was wonderful in composition and orthography.
-Phineas Jones had been sent out to Scotland by an old man who had some
-property there and who knew he could trust Phineas to look after it and
-bring him back the rental, which he had found it hard to collect. After
-transacting his business, Phineas had decided to travel a little and
-“get cultivated up, so that his cousin Lucy Ann shouldn’t be ashamed of
-him.” Had he known where she was, he would have joined her, but, as he
-did not he wrote her a letter, which had in it a great deal about
-Sturbridge and the old yellow house and the huckleberry pasture and the
-circus and the spelling-school, all of which filled Mrs. Hallam with
-disgust. She was his only blood kin extant, he said, and he yearned to
-see her, but supposed he must wait till she was back in New York, when
-he should pay his respects to her at once. And she wouldn’t be ashamed
-of him, either. He knew what was what, and had hob-a-nobbed with
-nobility, who took a sight of notice of him. He was going to sail the
-10th in the Germanic, he said, and if she’d let him know when she was
-coming home he’d be in New York on the wharf to meet her.
-
-As it chanced, the Germanic was the boat in which the Hallam party had
-taken passage for the 10th, but Mrs. Hallam suddenly discovered that she
-had not seen enough of London; Rex could go, if he must, but she should
-wait for the next boat of the same line. Rex had no suspicion as to the
-real reason for her change of mind, and, as a week or two could make but
-little difference in the business calling him home, he stayed, and when
-the next boat of the White Star line sailed out of the docks of
-Liverpool it carried the party of four: Louie, limp and tearful as she
-thought of her husband who had been with her when she crossed before;
-Mrs. Hallam, excited and nervous, half expecting to see Phineas pounce
-upon her, and haunted with a presentiment that he was somewhere on the
-ship; and Rex, with Bertha, hunting for the spot where he had first seen
-her and knocked her down.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII.
- ON THE SEA.
-
-
-It was splendid weather for a few days, and no one thought of being
-sea-sick, except Mrs. Hallam, who kept her room, partly because she
-thought she must, and partly because she could not shake off the feeling
-that Phineas was on board. She had read the few names on the
-passenger-list, but his was not among them, nor did she expect to find
-it, as he had sailed two weeks before. Still, she would neither go on
-deck nor into the dining-saloon, and without being really ill, kept her
-berth and was waited upon by Eloïse, who was accompanying her home.
-Louie, who was still delicate and who always shrank from cold, stayed
-mostly in the salon. But the briny, bracing sea air suited Bertha, and
-for several hours each day she walked the deck with Rex, whose arm was
-sometimes thrown around her when the ship gave a great lurch, or when on
-turning a corner they met the wind full in their faces. Then there were
-the moonlight nights, when the air was full of frost and the waves were
-like burnished silver, and in her sealskin coat and cap, which Louie had
-bought for her in Geneva, Bertha was never tired of walking and never
-thought of the cold, for, if the exercise had not kept her warm, the
-light which shone upon her from Rex’s eyes when she met their gaze would
-have done so. Perhaps he looked the same at Louie,—very likely he
-did,—but for the present he was hers alone, and she was supremely happy
-while the fine, warm weather lasted and with it the companionship on
-deck. But suddenly there came a change.
-
-Along the western coast of the Atlantic a wild storm had been raging,
-and when it subsided there it swept towards the east, gathering force as
-it went, and, joined by the angry winds from every point of the compass,
-it was almost a cyclone when it reached the Teutonic. But the great ship
-met it bravely, mounting wave after wave like a feather, then plunging
-down into the green depths below, then rising again and shaking off the
-water as if the boiling sea were a mere plaything and the storm gotten
-up for its pastime. The passengers, who were told that there was no real
-danger, kept up their courage while the day lasted, but when the night
-came on and the darkness grew deeper in the salon, where nearly all were
-assembled, many a face grew white with fear as they listened to the
-howling of the wind and the roaring of the sea, while wave after wave
-struck the ship, which sometimes seemed to stand still, and then,
-trembling in every joint, rose up to meet the angry waves which beat
-upon it with such tremendous force.
-
-Early in the day Louie had taken to her bed, where she lay sobbing
-bitterly, while Bertha tried to comfort her. As the darkness was
-increasing and the noise overhead grew more and more deafening, Rex
-brought his aunt to the salon, where, like many of the others, she sat
-down upon the floor, clinging to one of the chairs for support. Then he
-went to Louie and asked if he should not take her there too.
-
-“No, no! oh, no!” she moaned. “I’d rather die here, if you will stay
-with me.”
-
-Just then a roll of the ship sent her out upon the floor, where every
-movable thing in the room had gone before her. After that she made no
-further resistance, but suffered Bertha to wrap her waterproof around
-her, and was then carried by Rex and deposited upon one end of a table,
-where she lay, too much frightened to move, with Rex supporting her on
-one side and Bertha on the other. And still the storm raged on, and the
-white faces grew whiter as the question was asked, “What will the end
-be?” In every heart there was a prayer, and Rex’s mind went back to that
-night at the Homestead and the prayers for those in peril on the deep.
-Were they praying now, and would their prayers avail, or would the sad
-news go to them that their loved one was lying far down in the depths of
-the sea?
-
-“Oh, if I could save her!” he thought, moving his hand along upon the
-table until it touched and held hers in a firm clasp which seemed to
-say, “For life or death you are mine.”
-
-Just then Louie began to shiver, and moaned that she was cold.
-
-“Wait a minute, darling,” Bertha said, “and I will bring you a blanket
-from our state-room, if I can get there.”
-
-This was no easy task, for the ship was plunging fearfully, and always
-at an angle which made walking difficult. Twice Bertha fell upon her
-knees, and once struck her head against the side of the passage, but she
-reached the room at last, and, securing the blanket, was turning to
-retrace her steps, when a wave heavier than any which had preceded it
-struck the vessel, which reeled with what one of the sailors called a
-double X, pitching and rolling sidewise and endwise and cornerwise all
-at once. To stand was impossible, and with a cry Bertha fell forward
-into the arms of Rex Hallam.
-
-“Rex!” she said, involuntarily, and “Bertha!” he replied, showering
-kisses upon her face, down which the tears were running like rain.
-
-She had been gone so long that he had become alarmed at her absence, and
-with great difficulty had made his way to the state-room, which he
-reached in time to save her from a heavy fall. Both were thrown upon the
-lounge under the window, where they sat for a moment, breathless and
-forgetful of their danger, Bertha was the first to speak, saying she
-must go to Louie, but Rex held her fast, and, steadying himself as best
-he could, drew her face close to his, and said, “This is not a time for
-love-making, but I may never have another chance, and, if we must die,
-death will be robbed of half its terrors if you are with me, my darling,
-my queen, whom I believe I have loved ever since I saw your photograph
-and thought it was poor Rose Arabella Jefferson.”
-
-He could not repress a smile at the remembrance of that scion of the
-Jeffersons, but Bertha did not see it. Her head was lying upon his
-breast, and he was holding to the side of the door to keep from being
-thrown upon the floor as he urged his suit and then waited for her
-answer. Against the windows and the dead-lights the waves were dashing
-furiously, while overhead was a roar like heavy cannonading, mingled
-with the hoarse shouts of voices calling through the storm. But Rex
-heard Bertha’s answer, and at the peril of his limbs folded her in his
-arms and said, “Now we live or die together; and I think that we shall
-live.”
-
-Naturally they forgot the blanket and everything else as they groped
-their way back to the door of the salon, where Rex stopped suddenly at
-the sound of a voice heard distinctly enough for him to know that some
-one was praying loudly and earnestly, and to know, too, who it was whose
-clear, nasal tones could be heard above the din without.
-
-“Phineas Jones!” he exclaimed. “Great Cæsar! how came he here?” And he
-struggled in with Bertha to get nearer to him.
-
-Phineas had been very ill in Liverpool, and when the Germanic left he
-was still in bed, and was obliged to wait two weeks longer, when he took
-passage on the same ship with Mrs. Hallam. Even then he was so weak that
-he did not make up his mind to go until an hour before the ship sailed.
-As there were few passengers, he had no difficulty in securing a berth,
-where during the first days of the voyage he lay horribly sea-sick and
-did not know who were on board. He had been too late for his name to be
-included in the passenger-list, and it was not until the day of the
-storm that he learned that Mrs. Hallam and Rex and Bertha were on the
-ship. To find them at once was his first impulse, but when the cyclone
-struck the boat it struck him, too, with a fresh attack of sea-sickness,
-from which he did not rally until night, when he would not be longer
-restrained. Something told him, he said, that Lucy Ann needed him,—in
-fact, that they all needed him in the cabin, and he was going there. And
-he went, nearly breaking his neck. Entering the salon on his hands and
-knees, he made his way to the end of the table on which Louie lay, and
-near which Mrs. Hallam was clinging desperately to a chair as she
-crouched upon the floor. It was at this moment that the double X which
-had sent Bertha into Rex’s arms struck the ship, eliciting shrieks of
-terror from the passengers, who felt that the end had come. Steadying
-himself against a corner of the table, Phineas called out, in a loud,
-penetrating voice:
-
-“Silence! This is no time to scream and cry. It is action you want. Pray
-to be delivered, as Jonah did. The captain and crew are doing their
-level best on deck. Let us do ours here, and don’t you worry. We shall
-be heard. The Master who stilled the storm on Galilee is in this boat,
-and not asleep, either, in the hindermost part. If He was, no human
-could get to Him, with the ship nearly bottom side up. He is in our
-midst. I know it, I feel it; and you who are too scart to pray, and you
-who don’t know how, listen to me. Let us pray.”
-
-The effect was electric, and every head was bowed as Phineas began the
-most remarkable prayer which was ever offered on shipboard. He was in
-deadly earnest, and, fired with the fervor and eloquence which made him
-so noted as a class-leader, he informed the Lord of the condition they
-were in and instructed Him how to improve it. Galilee, he said, was
-nothing to the Atlantic when on a tear as it was now, but the voice
-which had quieted the waters of Tiberias could stop this uproar. He
-presumed some of them ought to be drowned, he said, but they didn’t want
-to be, and were going to do better. Then he confessed every possible sin
-which might have been committed by the passengers, who, according to his
-statement, were about the wickedest lot, take them as a whole, that ever
-crossed the ocean. There were exceptions, of course. There were near and
-dear friends of his, and one blood kin, on board, for whom he especially
-asked aid. He had not looked upon the face of his kinswoman for years,
-but he had never forgotten the sweet counsel they took together when
-children in Sturbridge, and he would have her saved anyway. Like
-himself, she was old and stricken in years, but——
-
-“Horrible!” came in muffled tones from something at his feet, and,
-looking down, he saw the bundle of shawls, which, in its excitement, had
-loosened its hold on the chair and was rolling down the inclined plane
-towards the centre of the room.
-
-Reaching out his long arm, he pulled it back, and, putting his foot
-against it, went on with what was now a prayer of thanksgiving. Those
-who have been in a storm at sea like the one I am describing, will
-remember how quick they were to detect a change for the better, as the
-blows upon the ship became less frequent and heavy and the noise
-overhead began to subside.
-
-Phineas was the first to notice it, and, with his foot still firmly
-planted against the struggling bundle to keep it in place, he exclaimed,
-in a voice which was almost a shriek:
-
-“We are saved! We are saved! Don’t you feel it? Don’t you hear it?”
-
-They did hear it and feel it, and with glad hearts responded to the
-words of thanksgiving which Phineas poured forth, saying the answer to
-his prayer had come sooner than he expected, and acknowledging that his
-faith had been weak as water. Then he promised a forsaking of their
-sins, and a life more consistent with the doctrine they professed, for
-them all, adapting himself as nearly as he could to the forms of worship
-familiar to the different denominations he knew must be assembled there.
-For the Presbyterians there was a mention made of foreordination and the
-Westminster Catechism, for the Baptists, immersion, for the Methodists,
-sanctification, for the Roman Catholics, the Blessed Virgin; but he
-forgot the Episcopalians, until, remembering, with a start, Rex and Lucy
-Ann, he wound up with:
-
-“From pride, vainglory and hypocrisy, good Lord deliver us. Amen.”
-
-The simple earnestness of the man so impressed his hearers that no one
-thought of smiling at his ludicrous language, and when the danger was
-really over and they could stand upon their feet, they crowded around
-him as if he had been their deliverer from deadly peril, while Rex
-introduced him as his particular friend. This stamped him as somebody,
-and he at once became a sort of lion. We are all more or less
-susceptible to flattery, and Phineas was not an exception; he received
-the attentions with a very satisfied air, thinking to himself that if
-his recent prayers had so impressed them, what would they say if they
-could hear him when fully under way at a camp-meeting?
-
-“Where’s your aunt?” he asked Rex, suddenly, while Rex looked round for
-her, but could not find her.
-
-More dead than alive, Mrs. Hallam had clung to the chair in momentary
-expectation of going down, never to rise again, and in that awful hour
-it seemed to her that everything connected with her life had passed
-before her. The old, yellow house, the grandmother to whom she had not
-always been kind, the early friends of whom she had been ashamed, the
-husband she had loved, but whom she had tried so often, all stood out so
-vividly that it seemed as if she could touch them.
-
-“Everything bad,—nothing good. May God forgive it all!” she whispered
-more than once, as she lay waiting for the end and shuddering as she
-thought of the dark, cold waters so soon to engulf her.
-
-In this state of mind she became conscious that some one was standing so
-close to her that his boots held down a portion of her dress, but she
-did not mind it, for at that moment Phineas began his prayer, to which
-she listened intently. She knew it was an illiterate man, that his boots
-were coarse, that his clothes were saturated with an odor of cheap
-tobacco, and that he belonged to a class which she despised because she
-had once been of it. But as he prayed she felt, as she had never felt
-before, the Presence he said was there with him, and thought nothing of
-his class, or his tobacco, or his boots. He was a saint, until he spoke
-of Sturbridge and his blood kin who was old and stricken in years. Then
-she knew who the saint was, and as soon as it was possible to do so she
-escaped to her state-room, where Rex found her in a state of great
-nervous excitement. She could not and would not see Phineas that night,
-she said. Possibly she might be equal to it in the morning. With that
-message Phineas, who was hovering around her door, was obliged to be
-content, but before he retired, every one with whom he talked knew that
-Mrs. Hallam was his cousin Lucy Ann, whom he used to know in Sturbridge
-when she was a girl.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII.
- ON SEA AND LAND.
-
-
-Naturally the captain and officers made light of the storm after it was
-over, citing, as a proof that it was not so very severe, the fact that
-within four hours after it began to subside the ship was sailing
-smoothly over a comparatively calm sea, on which the moon and stars were
-shining as brightly as if it had not so recently been stirred to its
-depths. The deck had been cleared, and, after seeing Louie in her berth,
-Bertha went up to join Rex, who was waiting for her. All the past peril
-was forgotten in the joy of their perfect love, and they had so much to
-talk about and so many plans for the future to discuss that the midnight
-bells sounded before they separated.
-
-“It is not very long till morning, when I shall see you again, nor long
-before you will be all my own,” Rex said, holding her in his arms and
-kissing her many times before he let her go.
-
-She found Louie asleep, and when next morning Bertha arose as the first
-gong sounded, Louie was still sleeping, exhausted with the excitement of
-the previous day. She was evidently dreaming, for there was a smile on
-her lips which moved once with some word Bertha could not catch,
-although it sounded like “Rex.”
-
-“I wonder if she cares very much for him,” Bertha thought, with a twinge
-of pain. “If she does, I cannot give him up, for he is mine,—my Rex.”
-
-She repeated the name aloud, lingering over it as if the sound were very
-pleasant to her, and just then Louie’s blue eyes opened and looked
-inquiringly at her.
-
-“What is it about Rex?” she asked, smiling up at Bertha in that pretty,
-innocent way which children have of smiling when waking from sleep. “Has
-he been to inquire for me?” she continued; and, feeling that she could
-no longer put it off, Bertha knelt beside her and told her a story which
-made the bright color fade from Louie’s face and her lips quiver in a
-grieved kind of way as she listened to it.
-
-When it was finished she did not say a word, except to ask if it was not
-very cold.
-
-“I am all in a shiver. I think I will not get up. Tell Martha not to
-come to me. I do not want any breakfast,” she said, as she turned her
-face to the wall.
-
-For a moment Bertha lingered, perplexed and pained,—then started to
-leave the room.
-
-“Wait,” Louie called, faintly, and when Bertha went to her she flung her
-arms around her neck and said, with a sob, “I am glad for you, and I
-know you will be happy. Tell Rex I congratulate him. And now go and
-don’t come back for ever so long. I am tired and want to sleep.”
-
-When she was alone, the little woman buried her face in the pillows and
-cried like a child, trying to believe she was crying for her husband,
-but failing dismally. It was for Rex, whom she had held dearer than she
-knew, and whom she had lost. But with all her weakness Louie had a good
-deal of common sense, which soon came to her aid. “This is
-absurd,—crying for one who does not care for me except as a friend. I’ll
-be a woman, and not a baby,” she thought, as she rung for Martha to come
-and dress her. An hour later she surprised Bertha and Rex, who were
-sitting on a seat at the head of the stairs, with a rug thrown across
-their laps, concealing the hands clasped so tightly beneath it. Nothing
-could have been sweeter than her manner as she congratulated Rex
-verbally, and then, sitting down by them, began to plan the grand
-wedding she would give them if they would wait until poor Fred had been
-dead a little longer, say a year.
-
-Rex had his own ideas about the wedding and waiting, but he did not
-express them then. He had settled in his own mind when he should take
-Bertha, and that it would be from the old house in which he began to
-have a feeling of ownership.
-
-Meanwhile Mrs. Hallam had consented to see Phineas, whom Rex took to her
-state-room. What passed at the interview no one knew. It did not last
-long, and at its close Mrs. Hallam had a nervous headache and Phineas’s
-face wore a troubled and puzzled expression. He would never have known
-Lucy Ann, she had altered so, he said. Not grown old, as he supposed she
-would, but different somehow. He guessed she was tuckered out with
-fright and the storm. She’d be better when she got home, and then they’d
-have a good set-to, talking of the old times. He was going to visit her
-a few days.
-
-This accounted for her headache which lasted the rest of the voyage, so
-that she did not appear again until they were at the dock in New York.
-Handing her keys to Rex, she said, “See to my trunks, and for heaven’s
-sake—keep that man from coming to the house, if you have to strangle
-him.”
-
-She was among the first to leave the ship, and was driving rapidly home,
-while Phineas was squabbling with a custom-house officer over some
-jewelry he had bought in Edinburgh as a present for Dorcas, and an
-overcoat in London for Mr. Leighton, and which he had conscientiously
-declared.
-
-“I’m a class-leader,” he said, “and I’d smile to see me lie, and when
-they asked me if I had any presents I told ’m yes, a coat for the
-’Square, and some cangorms for Dorcas, and I swan if they didn’t make me
-trot ’em out and pay duty, too; and they let more’n fifty trunks full of
-women’s clothes go through for nothin’. I seen ’m. Where’s Lucy Ann? I
-was goin’ with her,” he said to Rex, who could have enlightened him with
-regard to the women’s clothes which “went through for nothin’,” but
-didn’t.
-
-“Mr. Jones,” he said, buttonholing him familiarly as they walked out of
-the custom-house, “my aunt has gone home. She is not feeling well at
-all, and, as the house is not quite in running order, I do not think
-you’d better go there now. I’ll take you to dine at my club, or, better
-yet, to the Waldorf, where Mrs. Thurston and Miss Leighton are to stop,
-and to-morrow we will all go on together, for I’m to see Mrs. Thurston
-home to Boston, and on my way back shall stop at the Homestead. I am to
-marry Miss Bertha.”
-
-“You be! Well, I’m glad on’t; but I do want to see Lucy Ann’s house, and
-I sha’n’t make an atom of trouble. She expects me,” Phineas said, and
-Rex replied, “I hardly think she does. Indeed, I know she doesn’t, and I
-wouldn’t go if I were you.”
-
-Gradually the truth began to dawn upon Phineas, and there was a pathos
-in his voice and a moisture in his eyes as he said, “Is Lucy Ann ashamed
-of _me_? I wouldn’t have believed it, and she my only kin. I’d go
-through fire and water to serve her. Tell her so, and God bless her.”
-
-Rex felt a great pity for the simple-hearted man to whom the glories of
-a dinner at the Waldorf did not quite atone for the loss of Lucy Ann,
-whom he spoke of again when after dinner Rex went with him to the hotel,
-where he was to spend the night.
-
-“I’m an awkward critter, I know,” he said, “and not used to the ways of
-high society, but I’m respectable, and my heart is as big as an ox.”
-
-Nothing, however, rested long on Phineas’s mind, and the next morning he
-was cheerful as ever when he met his friends at the station, and
-committed the unwonted extravagance of taking a chair with them in a
-parlor car, saying as he seated himself that he’d never been in one
-before, and that he found it tip-top.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX.
- “I, REX, TAKE THEE, BERTHA.”
-
-
-The words were said in the old Homestead about a year from the time when
-we first saw Bertha walking along the lane to meet her sister and
-holding in her hand the newspaper which had been the means of her
-meeting with Rex Hallam. The May day had been perfect then, and it was
-perfect now. The air was odorous with the perfume of the pines and the
-apple-blossoms, and the country seemed as fresh and fair as when it
-first came from the hands of its Creator. The bequest which Fred had
-made to Bertha, and which he wished he had doubled, had been quadrupled
-by Louie, who, when Bertha declined to take so much, had urged it upon
-her as a bridal present in advance. With that understanding Bertha had
-accepted it, and several changes had been made in the Homestead, both
-outside and in. Bertha’s room, however, where Rex had once slept,
-remained intact. This he insisted upon, and it was in this room that he
-received his bride from the hands of her bridesmaids. It was a very
-quiet affair, with only a few intimate friends from Worcester and
-Leicester, and Mrs. Hallam from New York. Bertha had suggested inviting
-Mrs. Haynes, but Rex vetoed that decidedly. She had been the direct
-cause of so much humiliation to Bertha that he did not care to keep her
-acquaintance, he said. But Mrs. Haynes had no intention to be ignored by
-the future Mrs. Rex Hallam, and one of the handsomest presents Bertha
-received came from her, with a note of congratulation. Louie and Phineas
-were master and mistress of ceremonies, Louie inside and Phineas
-outside, where he insisted upon caring for the horses of those who drove
-from Worcester and the village.
-
-He’d “smile if he couldn’t do it up ship-shape,” he said, and he came at
-an early hour, gorgeous in swallowtail coat, white vest, stove-pipe hat,
-and an immense amount of shirt-front, ornamented with Rhine-stone studs.
-In his ignorance he did not know that a dress-coat was not just as
-suitable for morning as evening, and had bought one second-hand at a
-clothing-store in Boston. He wanted to make a good impression on Lucy
-Ann, he said to Grace, who had been at the Homestead two or three days,
-and who, declaring him a most delicious specimen, had hobnobbed with him
-quite familiarly. She told him she had no doubt he would impress Lucy
-Ann; and he did, for she came near fainting when he presented himself to
-her, asking what she thought of his outfit, and how it would “do for
-high.” She wanted to tell him that he would look far better in his
-every-day clothes than in that costume, but restrained herself and made
-some non-committal reply. Since meeting him on the ship she had had time
-to reflect that no one whose opinion was really worth caring for would
-think less of her because of her relatives, and she was a little ashamed
-of her treatment of him. Perhaps, too, she was softened by the sight of
-the old homestead, which had been her husband’s home, or Grace Travis’s
-avowal that she wished she had just such a dear codger of a cousin,
-might have had some effect in making her civil and even gracious to the
-man who, without the least resentment for her former slight of him,
-“Cousin Lucy Ann”-ed her continually and led her up to salute the bride
-after the ceremony was over.
-
-There was a wedding breakfast, superintended by Louie, who, if she felt
-any regret for the might-have-been, did not show it, and was bright and
-merry as a bird, talking a little of Fred and a great deal of Charlie
-Sinclair, whom business kept from the wedding and whose lovely present
-she had helped select. The wedding trip was to extend beyond the Rockies
-as far as Tacoma, and to include the Fair in Chicago on the homeward
-journey. The remainder of the summer was to be spent at the Homestead,
-where Rex could hunt and fish and row to his heart’s content, if he
-could not have a fox-hunt. Both he and Bertha wished a home of their own
-in New York, but Mrs. Hallam begged so hard for them to stay with her
-for a year at least that they consented to do so.
-
-“You may be the mistress, or the daughter of the house, as you please,
-only stay with me,” Mrs. Hallam said to Bertha, of whom she seemed very
-fond.
-
-Evidently she was on her best behavior, and during the few days she
-stayed at the Homestead she quite won the hearts of both Mr. Leighton
-and Dorcas, and greatly delighted Phineas by asking him to spend the
-second week in July with her. In this she was politic and managing. She
-knew he was bound to come some time, and, knowing that the most of her
-calling acquaintance would be out of town in July, she fixed his visit
-at that time, making him understand that he could not prolong it, as she
-was to join Rex and Bertha in Chicago on the 15th. Had he been going to
-visit the queen, Phineas could not have been more elated or have talked
-more about it.
-
-“I hope I sha’n’t mortify Lucy Ann to death,” he said, and when in June
-Louie came for a few days to the Homestead, he asked her to give him
-some points in etiquette, which he wrote down and studied diligently,
-till he considered himself quite equal to cope with any difficulty, and
-at the appointed time packed his dress-suit and started for New York.
-
-This was Monday, and on Saturday Dorcas was surprised to see him walking
-up the avenue from the car.
-
-He’d had a tip-top time, he said, and Lucy Ann did all she could to make
-it pleasant.
-
-“But, my!” he added, “it was so lonesome and grand and stiff; and didn’t
-Lucy Ann put on the style! But I studied my notes, and held my own
-pretty well. I don’t think I made more than three or four blunders. I
-reached out and got a piece of bread with my fork, and saw a
-thunder-cloud on Lucy Ann’s face; and I put on my dress-suit one morning
-to drive to the Park, but took it off quicker when Lucy Ann saw it.
-Dress-coats ain’t the thing in the morning, it seems. I guess they ain’t
-the thing for me anywhere. But my third blunder was wust of all, though
-I don’t understand it. Between you ’n’ I, I don’t believe Lucy Ann has
-much company, for not a livin’ soul come to the house while I was there,
-except one woman with two men in tall boots drivin’ her. Lucy Ann was
-out and the nigger was out, and I went to the door to save the girls
-from runnin’ up and down stairs so much. I told her Mis’ Hallam wa’n’t
-to home, and I rather urged her to come in and take a chair, she looked
-so kind of disappointed and tired, and curi’s, too, I thought, as if she
-wondered who I was; so I said, ‘I’m Mis’ Hallam’s cousin. You better
-come in and rest. She’ll be home pretty soon.’
-
-“‘Thanks,’ she said, in a queer kind of way, and handed me a card for
-Lucy Ann, who was tearin’ when I told her what I’d done. It was the
-servants’ business to wait on the door when Peters was out, she said,
-and on no account was I to ask any one in if she wasn’t there. That
-ain’t my idea of hospitality. Is’t yours?”
-
-Dorcas laughed, and said she supposed city ways were not exactly like
-those of the country. Phineas guessed they wasn’t, and he was glad to
-get where he could tip back in his chair if he wanted to, and eat with
-his knife, and ask a friend to come in and sit down.
-
-A few days later Dorcas and her father, with Louie, started for Chicago
-to join the Hallams. For four weeks they reveled in the wonders of the
-beautiful White City. After that Mrs. Hallam returned to her lonely
-house in New York, while Rex and Bertha and Louie went back to the old
-Homestead. There they spent the remainder of the summer, and there
-Bertha lingered until the hazy light of October was beginning to hang
-over the New England hills and the autumnal tints to show in the woods.
-Then Rex, who had spent every Sunday there, took her to her new home,
-where her reception was very different from what it had been on her
-first arrival. Then she was only a hired companion, dining with the
-housekeeper and waiting on the fourth floor back for her employer to
-give her an audience. Now she was a petted bride, the daughter of the
-house, with full authority to go where she pleased, do what she pleased,
-and make any change she pleased, from the drawing-room to the handsome
-suite which had been fitted up for her. But she made no change, except
-in Rex’s sleeping-apartment, where she did take the pictures of
-ballet-dancers, rope-walkers, and sporting men from the mirror-frame,
-and substituted in their place those of her father, Dorcas, and Grace.
-She would have liked to remove her own picture, with “Rose Arabella
-Jefferson” written upon it, but Rex interfered. It seemed to him, he
-said, a connecting link between his bachelor life and the great joy
-which had come to him, and it should stay there, Rose Arabella and all.
-
-Mr. Leighton and Dorcas have twice visited Bertha in her home, and been
-happy there because she was so happy. But both were glad to go back to
-the old house under the apple-trees and the country life which they like
-best. Bertha, on the contrary, takes readily to the ways of the great
-city, although she cares but little for the fashionable society that is
-so eager to take her up, and prefers the companionship of her husband
-and the quiet of her home to the gayest assemblage in New York.
-Occasionally however, she may be seen at some afternoon tea, or dinner,
-or reception, where Mrs. Hallam is proud to introduce her as “my
-nephew’s wife,” while Mrs. Walker Haynes, always politic and persistent,
-speaks of her as “my friend, that charming Mrs. Reginald Hallam.”
-
-
-
-
- THE SPRING FARM.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
- AT THE FARM HOUSE.
-
-
-It was a very pleasant, homelike old farm house, standing among the New
-England hills, with the summer sunshine falling upon it, and the summer
-air, sweet with the perfume of roses and June pinks, filling the wide
-hall and great square rooms, where, on the morning when our story opens,
-the utmost confusion prevailed. Carpets were up; curtains were down;
-huge boxes were standing everywhere, while into them two men and a boy
-were packing the furniture scattered promiscuously around, for on the
-morrow the family, who had owned and occupied the house so long, were to
-leave the premises and seek another home in the little village about two
-miles away. In one of the lower rooms in the wing to the right, where
-the sunshine was the brightest and the rose-scented air the sweetest, a
-white-faced woman lay upon a couch looking at and listening to a lady
-who sat talking to her, with money and pride and selfishness stamped
-upon her as plainly as if the words had been placarded upon her back.
-The lady was Mrs. Marshall-More, of Boston, whose handsome country house
-was not far from the red farm house, which, with its rich,
-well-cultivated acres, had, by the foreclosure of a mortgage she held
-upon it, recently come into her possession, or rather into that of her
-half brother, who had bidden it off for her.
-
-Mrs. Marshall-More had once been plain Mrs. John More, but since her
-husband’s death, she had prefixed her maiden name, with a hyphen to the
-More, making herself Mrs. Marshall-More, which, she thought, had a very
-aristocratic look and sound. She was a great lady in her own immediate
-circle of friends in the city, and a greater lady in Merrivale, where
-she passed her summers, and her manner toward the little woman on the
-couch was one of infinite superiority and patronage, mingled with a show
-of interest and pity. She had driven to the farm house that morning,
-ostensibly to say good-bye to the family, but really to go over the
-place which she had coveted so long as a most desirable adjunct to her
-possessions. What she was saying to the white-faced woman in the widow’s
-cap was this:
-
-“I am very sorry for you, Mrs. Graham, and I hope you do not blame me
-for foreclosing the mortgage. I had to have the money, for Archie’s
-college expenses will be very heavy, and then I am going to Europe this
-summer, and I did not care to draw from my other investments.”
-
-“Oh, no, I blame no one, but it is very hard all the same to leave the
-old home where I have been so happy,” Mrs. Graham replied, and Mrs.
-Marshall-More went on: “I am glad to hear you say so, for the Merrivale
-people have been very ill-natured about it and I have heard more than
-once that I hastened the foreclosure and intend to tear down the old
-house and build a cottage, which is false.”
-
-To this Mrs. Graham made no reply, and Mrs. Marshall-More continued:
-
-“You will be much better off in the village than in this great rambling
-house, and your children will find employment there. Maude must be
-eighteen, and ought to be a great help to you. I hear she is a
-sentimental dreamer, living mostly in the clouds with people only known
-to herself, and perhaps she needed this change to rouse her to the
-realities of life.”
-
-“Maude is the dearest girl in the world,” was the mother’s quick protest
-against what seemed like disapprobation of her daughter.
-
-“Yes, of course,” was Mrs. Marshall-More’s response. “Maude is a nice
-girl and a pretty girl and will be a great comfort to you when she wakes
-up to the fact that life is earnest and not all a dream, and in time you
-will be quite as happy in your new home as you could be here, where it
-must be very dreary in the winter, when the snow-drifts are piled up to
-the very window ledges, and the wind screams at you through every
-crevice.”
-
-“Oh-h,” Mrs. Graham said, with a shudder, her thoughts going back to the
-day when the blinding snow had come down in great billows upon the
-newly-made grave in which she left her husband, and went back alone to
-the desolate home where he would never come again.
-
-It had been so terrible and sudden, his going from her. Well in the
-morning, and dead at night; killed by a locomotive and brought to her so
-mangled that she could never have recognized him as her husband. People
-had called him over-generous and extravagant, and perhaps he was, but
-the money he spent so lavishly was always for others, and not for
-himself, and as the holder of the heavy mortgage on his farm had been
-content with the interest and never pressed his claim, he had made no
-effort to lessen it, even after he knew it passed into the hands of Mrs.
-Marshall-More, who had often expressed a wish to own the place known as
-the Spring Farm, and so-called from the numerous springs upon it. She
-would fill it with her city friends and set up quite an English
-establishment, she said; and now it was hers, to all intents and
-purposes, for though the deed was in her brother’s name, it was
-understood that she was mistress of the place and could do what she
-liked with it. Of the real owner, Max Gordon, her half-brother, little
-was known, except the fact that he was very wealthy and had for years
-been engaged to a lady who, by a fall from a horse, had been crippled
-for life. It was also rumored that the lady had insisted upon releasing
-her lover from his engagement, but he had refused to be released, and
-still clung to the hope that she would eventually recover. Just where he
-was at present, nobody knew. He seldom visited his sister, although she
-was very proud of him and very fond of talking of her brother Max, who,
-she said, was so generous and good, although a little queer. He had
-bidden off the Spring Farm because she asked him to do so, and a few
-thousand dollars more or less were nothing to him; then, telling her to
-do what she liked with it, he had gone his way, while poor Lucy Graham’s
-heart was breaking at the thought of leaving the home which her husband
-had made so beautiful for her. An old-fashioned place, it is true, but
-one of those old-fashioned places to which our memory clings fondly, and
-our thoughts go back with an intense longing years after the flowers we
-have watered are dead, and the shrubs we have planted are trees pointing
-to the sky. A great square house, with a wing on either side, a wide
-hall through the center and a fireplace in every room. A well-kept lawn
-in front, dotted with shade trees and flowering shrubs, and on one side
-of it a running brook, fed by a spring on the hillside to the west;
-borders and beds and mounds of flowers;—tulips and roses and pansies and
-pinks and peonies and lilies and geraniums and verbenas, each blossoming
-in its turn and making the garden and grounds a picture of beauty all
-the summer long. No wonder that Lucy Graham loved it and shrank from
-leaving it, and shrank, too, from Mrs. Marshall-More’s attempts at
-consolation, saying only when that lady arose to go, “It was kind in you
-to come and I thank you for it; but just now my heart aches too hard to
-be comforted. Good-bye.”
-
-“Good-bye, I shall call when you get settled in town, and if I can be of
-any service to you I will gladly do so,” Mrs. Marshall-More said, as she
-left the room and went out to her carriage, where she stood for a moment
-looking up and down the road, and saying to herself, “Where can Archie
-be?”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- WHERE ARCHIE WAS.
-
-
-A long lane wound away to the westward across a strip of land called the
-mowing lot, through a bit of woods and on to a grassy hillside, where,
-under the shade of a butternut tree, a pair of fat, sleek oxen were
-standing with a look of content in their large, bright eyes as if well
-pleased with this unwonted freedom from the plough and the cart. Against
-the side of one of them a young girl was leaning, with her arm thrown
-across its neck and her hand caressing the long, white horn of the dumb
-creature which seemed to enjoy it. The girl was Maude Graham, and she
-made a very pretty picture as she stood there with her short, brown hair
-curling in soft rings about her forehead; her dark blue eyes, her
-bright, glowing face, and a mouth which looked as if made for kisses and
-sweetness rather than the angry words she was hurling at the young man,
-or boy, for he was only twenty, who stood before her.
-
-“Archie More,” she was saying, “I don’t think it very nice in you to
-talk to me in that patronizing kind of way, as if you were so much my
-superior in everything, and trying to convince me that it is nothing for
-us to give up the dear old place where every stone and stump means
-somebody to me, for I know them all and have talked with them all, and
-called them by name, just as I know all the maiden ferns and water
-lilies and where the earliest arbutus blossoms in the spring. Oh,
-Archie, how can I leave Spring Farm and never come back again! I think I
-hate you all for taking it from us, and especially your uncle Max.”
-
-Here she broke down entirely, and laying her face on the shining coat of
-the ox began to cry as if her heart would break, while Archie looked at
-her in real distress wondering what he should say. He was a city-bred
-young man, with a handsome, boyish face, and in a way very fond of
-Maude, whom he had known ever since he was thirteen and she eleven, and
-he first came to Merrivale to spend the summer. They had played and
-fished together in the brook, and rowed together on the pond and
-quarreled and made up, and latterly they had flirted a little, too,
-although Archie was careful that the flirting should not go too far, for
-he felt that there was a vast difference between Archie More, son of
-Mrs. Marshall-More, and Maude Graham, daughter of a country farmer. And
-still he thought her the sweetest, prettiest girl he had ever seen, a
-_jolly lot_ he called her, and he writhed under her bitter words, and
-when she cried he tried to comfort her and explain matters as best he
-could. But Maude was not to be appeased. She had felt all the time that
-the place need not have been sold, that it was a hasty thing, and though
-she did not blame Archie, she was very sore against Mrs. Marshall-More
-and her brother, and her only answer to all Archie could say, was:
-
-“You needn’t talk. I hate you all, and your uncle Max the most, and if I
-ever see him I’ll tell him so, and if I don’t you may tell him for me.”
-
-Archie could keep silent and hear his mother blamed and himself, but he
-roused in defense of his uncle Max.
-
-“Hate my uncle Max,” he exclaimed. “Why, he is the best man that ever
-lived, and the kindest. He knew nothing of you, or how you’d feel, when
-he bought the place; if he had he wouldn’t have done it; and if he could
-see you now, crying on that ox’s neck, he would give it back to you.
-That would be just like him.”
-
-“As if I’d take it,” Maude said, scornfully, as she lifted up her head
-and dashed the tears from her eyes with a rapid movement of both hands.
-“No, Archie More, I shall never take Spring Farm as a gift from any one,
-much less from your uncle Max; but I shall buy it of him some day if he
-keeps it long enough.”
-
-“You?” Archie asked, and Maude replied, “Yes, I, why not? I know I am
-poor now, but I shall not always be so. People call me crazy, a dreamer,
-a crank, and all that, because they cannot see what I see; the people
-who are with me always, my friends; and I know their names and how they
-look and where they live; Mrs. Kimbrick, with her fifty daughters, all
-Eliza Anns, and Mrs. Webster, with her fifty daughters, all Ann Elizas,
-and Angeline Mason, who comes and talks to me in the twilight, wearing a
-yellow dress; they are real to me as you are, and do you think I am
-crazy and a crank because of that?”
-
-Archie said he didn’t, but he looked a little suspiciously at the girl
-standing there so erect, her eyes shining with a strange light as she
-talked to him of things he could not understand. He had heard of this
-Mrs. Kimbrick and Mrs. Webster before, with their fifty daughters each,
-and had thought Maude queer, to say the least. He was sure of it now as
-she went on:
-
-“Is the earth crazy because there is in it a little acorn which you
-can’t see, but which is still there, maturing and taking root for the
-grand old oak, whose branches will one day give shelter to many a tired
-head? Of course not; neither am I, and some time these brain children,
-or brain seeds, call them what you like, will take shape and grow, and
-the world will hear of them, and of me; and you and your mother will be
-proud to say you knew me once, when the people praise the book I am
-going to write.”
-
-“A book!” and Archie laughed incredulously, it seemed so absurd that
-little Maude Graham should ever become an author of whom the world would
-hear.
-
-“Yes,” she answered him decidedly. “A book! Why not? It is in me; it has
-been there always, and I can no more help writing it than you can help
-doing,—well, nothing, as you always have. Yes, I shall write a book, and
-you will read it, Archie More, and thousands more, too; and I shall put
-Spring Farm in it, and you, and your uncle Max. I think I shall make him
-the villain.”
-
-She was very hard upon poor Max, whose only offense was that he had
-bidden off Spring Farm to please his sister, but Archie was ready to
-defend him again.
-
-“If you knew uncle Max,” he said, “you would make him your hero instead
-of your villain, for a better man never lived. He is kindness itself and
-the soul of honor. Why, when he was very young he was engaged to a girl
-who fell from a horse and broke her leg, or her neck, or her back, I’ve
-forgotten which. Anyhow, she cannot walk and has to be wheeled in a
-chair, but Max sticks to her like a burr, because he thinks he ought. I
-am sure I hope he will never marry her.”
-
-“Why not?” Maude asked, and he replied:
-
-“Because, you see, Max has a heap of money, and if he never marries and
-I outlive him, some of it will come to me. Money is a good thing, I tell
-you.”
-
-“I didn’t suppose you as mean as that, Archie More! and I hope Mr. Max
-will marry that broken-backed woman, and that she will live a thousand
-years! Yes, I do!”
-
-The last three words were emphasized with so vigorous blows on the back
-of the ox, that he started away suddenly, and Maude would have fallen if
-Archie had not caught her in his arms.
-
-“Now, Maude,” he said, as he held her for a moment closely to him,
-“don’t let’s quarrel any more. I’m going away to-morrow to the
-Adirondacks, then in the fall to college, and may not see you again for
-a long time; but I sha’n’t forget you. I like you the best of any girl
-in the world; I do, upon my honor.”
-
-“No, you don’t. I know exactly what you think of me, and always have,
-but it does not matter now,” Maude answered vehemently. “You are going
-your way, and I am going mine, and the two ways will never meet.”
-
-And so, quarreling and making up, but making up rather more than they
-quarreled, the two went slowly along the gravelly lane until they
-reached the house where Mrs. Marshall-More was standing with a very
-severe look upon her face, as she said to her son:
-
-“Do you know how long you have kept me waiting?”
-
-Then to Maude:
-
-“Been crying? I am sorry you take it so hard. Believe me, you will be
-better off in the village. Neither your mother nor you could run the
-farm, and you will find some employment there. I hear that Mrs. Nipe is
-wanting an apprentice and that she will give small wages at first, which
-is not usual with dressmakers. You’d better apply at once.”
-
-“Thank you,” Maude answered quickly. “I do not think I shall learn
-dressmaking,” and Maude looked at the lady as proudly as a queen might
-look upon her subject. “Mrs. More, do you think your brother would
-promise to keep Spring Farm until I can buy it back?” she continued.
-
-The idea that Maude Graham could ever buy Spring Farm was so
-preposterous that Mrs. Marshall-More laughed immoderately, as she
-replied, “Perhaps so. I will ask him; or you can do it yourself. I don’t
-know where he is now. I seldom do know, but anything addressed to his
-club, No. —, —— Street, Boston, will reach him in time. And now we must
-go. Good-bye.”
-
-She offered the tips of her fingers to the girl who just touched them,
-and then giving her hand to Archie said, “Good-bye, Archie, I am sorry
-we quarreled so, and I did not mean half I said to you. I hope you will
-forget it. Good-bye; I may never see you again.”
-
-If Archie had dared he would have kissed the face which had never looked
-so sweet to him as now; but his mother’s eyes were upon him and so he
-only said “Good-bye,” and took his seat in the carriage with a feeling
-that something which had been very dear had dropped out of his life.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- GOING WEST.
-
-
-It was a very plain but pretty little cottage of which Mrs. Graham took
-possession with her children, Maude and John, who was two years younger
-than his sister. As most of the furniture had been sold it did not take
-them long to settle, and then the question arose as to how they were to
-live. A thousand dollars was all they had in the world, and these Mrs.
-Graham placed in the savings bank against a time of greater need, hoping
-that, as her friends assured her, something would turn up. “If there was
-anything I could do, I would do it so willingly,” Maude was constantly
-saying to herself, while busy with the household duties which now fell
-to her lot and to which she was unaccustomed. During her father’s life
-two strong German girls had been employed in the house and Maude had
-been as tenderly and delicately reared as are the daughters of
-millionaires. But now everything was changed, and those who had known
-her only as an idle dreamer and devourer of books, were astonished at
-the energy and capability which she developed. But these did not
-understand the girl or know that all the stronger part of her nature had
-been called into being by the exigencies of the case. Maude’s love for
-her mother was deep and unselfish, and for her sake she tried to make
-the most and the best of everything. Stifling with a smile born of a sob
-all her longings for the past, she turned her thoughts steadily to the
-one purpose of her life,—buying Spring Farm back! But how? The book she
-was going to write did not seem quite so certain now. Her brain children
-had turned traitors and flown away from the sweeping, dusting,
-dishwashing and bedmaking which fell to her lot and which she did with a
-song on her lips lest her mother should detect the heartache which was
-always with her, even when her face was the brightest and her song the
-sweetest. She had written to Archie’s uncle without a suspicion that she
-did not know his real name. As he was a brother of Mrs. More, whose
-maiden name was Marshall, his must be Marshall too, she reasoned,
-forgetting to have heard that Mrs. More was only a half-sister and that
-there had been two fathers. Of course, he was Max Marshall, and she
-addressed him as follows:
-
- “MERRIVALE, July —, 18—.
-
- “MR. MAX MARSHALL:
-
- “DEAR SIR,—I am Maude Graham, and you bought my old home, Spring Farm,
- and it nearly broke my own and mamma’s heart to have it sold. I don’t
- blame you much now for buying it, but I did once, and I said some hard
- things about you to Archie More, your nephew, which he may repeat to
- you. But I was angry then at him and everybody, and I am sorry that I
- said them. I am only eighteen and very poor, but I shall be rich some
- day,—I am sure of it,—and able to buy Spring Farm, and I want you to
- keep it for me and not sell it to any one else. It may be years, but
- the day will come when I shall have the money of my own. Will you keep
- the place till then? I think I shall be happier and have more courage
- to work if you write and say you will.
-
- “Yours truly, “MAUDE GRAHAM.”
-
-After this letter was sent and before she had reason to expect an
-answer, Maude began to look for it, but none came, and the summer
-stretched on into August and the house at Spring Farm was shut up, for
-Mrs. Marshall-More was in Europe, and Maude’s great anxiety was to find
-something to do for her own and her mother’s support. Miss Nipe, the
-dressmaker, would give her a dollar a week while she was learning the
-trade, and this, with the three dollars per week which her brother John
-was earning in a grocery store, would be better than nothing, and she
-was seriously considering the matter, when a letter from her mother’s
-brother, who lived “out West,” as that portion of New York between the
-Cayuga Bridge and Buffalo was then called, changed the whole aspect of
-her affairs and forged the first link in the chain of her destiny. He
-could not take his sister and her children into his own large family, he
-wrote, but he had a plan to propose which, he thought, would prove
-advantageous to Maude, if her mother approved of it and would spare her
-from home. About six miles from his place was a school, which his
-daughter had taught for two years, but as she was about to be married,
-the position was open to Maude at four dollars a week and her board,
-provided she would take it.
-
-“Maude is rather young, I know,” Mr. Ailing wrote in conclusion, “but no
-younger than Annie was when she began to teach, so her age need not
-stand in the way, if she chooses to come. The country will seem new and
-strange to her; there are still log-houses in the Bush district; indeed,
-the school-house is built of logs and the people ride in lumber wagons
-and are not like Bostonians or New Yorkers, but they are very kind, and
-Maude will get accustomed to them in time. My advice is that she
-accept.”
-
-At first Mrs. Graham refused to let her young daughter go so far from
-home, but Maude was persistent and eager. Log-houses and lumber wagons
-had no terrors for her. Indeed, they were rather attractions than
-otherwise, and fired her imagination, which began at once to people
-those houses of the olden time with the Kimbricks and the Websters, who
-had forsaken her so long. Four dollars a week seemed a fortune to her,
-and she would save it all, she said, and send it to her mother, who
-unwillingly consented at last and fortunately found a gentleman in town
-who was going to Chicago and would take charge of Maude as far as
-Canandaigua, where she was to leave the train and finish her journey by
-stage. But on the evening of the day before the one when Maude was to
-start, the gentleman received word that his son was very ill in Portland
-and required his immediate presence.
-
-“I can go alone,” Maude said courageously, though with a little sinking
-of the heart. “No one will harm me. Crossing the river at Albany is the
-worst, but I can do as the rest do, and after that I do not leave the
-car again until we reach Canandaigua.”
-
-“Don’t feel so badly, mamma,” she continued, winding her arms around her
-mother’s neck and kissing away her tears. “I am not afraid, and don’t
-you know how often you have said that God cared for the fatherless, and
-I am that, and I shall ask Him all the time I am in the car to take care
-of me, and He will answer. He will hear. I’m not a child. I am eighteen
-in the Bible and a great deal older than that since father died. Don’t
-cry, darling mamma, and make it harder for me. I must go to-morrow, for
-school begins next Monday.”
-
-So, for her daughter’s sake, Mrs. Graham tried to be calm, and Maude’s
-little hair trunk was packed with the garments, in each of which was
-folded a mother’s prayer for the safety of her child; and the morning
-came, and the ticket was bought, and the conductor, with whom Mrs.
-Graham had a slight acquaintance, promised to see to the little girl as
-far as Albany, where he would put her in charge of the man who took his
-place. Then the good-byes were said and the train moved on past the
-village on the hillside, past the dear old Spring Farm which she looked
-at through blinding tears as long as a tree-top was in sight, past the
-graveyard where her father was lying, past the meadows and woods and
-hills she loved so well, and on towards the new country and the new life
-of which she knew so little.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- ON THE ROAD.
-
-
-Those were the days when the Boston train westward-bound moved at a
-snail’s pace compared with what it does now, and twenty-four hours
-instead of twelve were required for the trip from Merrivale to
-Canandaigua, so that the afternoon was drawing to a close when the cars
-stopped in Greenbush and the passengers alighted and rushed for the boat
-which was to take them across the river. This, and re-checking her
-trunk, was what Maude dreaded the most, and her face was very white and
-scared and her heart beating violently as she followed the crowd,
-wondering if she should ever find her trunk among all that pile of
-baggage they were handling so roughly, and if it would be smashed to
-pieces when she did, and if she should get into the right car, or be
-carried somewhere else. She had lost sight of the conductor. Her head
-was beginning to ache, and there was a lump in her throat every time she
-thought of her mother and John, who would soon be taking their simple
-evening meal and talking of her.
-
-“I wonder if I can bear it,” she said to herself, as she sat in the
-cabin the very image of despair, clasping her hand-bag tightly and
-looking anxiously at the people around her as if in search of some
-friendly face, which she could trust.
-
-She had heard so much before leaving home of wolves in sheep’s or rather
-men’s clothing, who infest railway trains, ready to pounce upon any
-unsuspecting girl who chanced to fall in their way, and had been so much
-afraid that some of the wolves might be on her train, lying in wait for
-her, that she had resolutely kept her head turned to the window all the
-time with a prayer in her heart that God would let no one speak to and
-frighten her. And thus far no one had spoken to her, except the
-conductor, but God must have deserted her now, for just as they were
-reaching the opposite shore, a gentleman, who had been watching her ever
-since she crouched down in the shadowy corner, and who had seen her wipe
-the tears away more than once, came up to her and said, “Are you alone,
-and can I do anything for you?”
-
-“Yes,—no; oh, I don’t know,” Maude gasped as she clutched her bag, in
-which was her purse, more tightly, and looked up at the face above her.
-
-It was such a pleasant face, and the voice was so kind and reassuring,
-that she forgot the wolves and might have given him her bag, purse,
-check and all, if the conductor had not just then appeared and taken her
-in charge. Lifting his hat politely the stranger walked away, while
-Maude went to identify her trunk.
-
-“Will you take a sleeper?” the conductor asked.
-
-And she replied: “Oh, no. I can’t afford that.”
-
-So he found her a whole seat in the common car, and telling her he would
-speak of her to the new conductor, bade her good-bye, and she was left
-alone.
-
-Very nervously she watched her fellow passengers as they came hurrying
-in,—men, mostly, it seemed to her,—rough-looking men, too, for there had
-been a horserace that day at a point on the Harlem road, and they were
-returning from it. Occasionally some one of them stopped and looked at
-the girl in black, who sat so straight and still, with her hand-bag held
-down upon the vacant seat beside her as if to keep it intact. But no one
-offered to take it, and Maude breathed more freely as the crowded train
-moved slowly from the depot. After a little the new conductor came and
-spoke to her and looked at her ticket and went out, and then she was
-really alone. New England, with its rocks and hills and mountains, was
-behind her. Mother, and John, and home were far away, and the lump in
-her throat grew larger, and there crept over her such a sense of
-dreariness and homesickness, that she would have cried outright if she
-dared to. There were only six women in the car besides herself. All the
-rest were _wolves_; she felt sure of that, they talked and laughed so
-loud, and spit so much tobacco-juice. They were so different from the
-stranger on the boat, she thought, wondering who he was and where he had
-gone. How pleasantly he had spoken to her, and how she wished——She got
-no further, for a voice said to her:
-
-“Can I sit by you? Every other seat is taken.”
-
-“Yes, oh, yes. I am so glad,” Maude exclaimed involuntarily in her
-delight at recognizing the stranger, and springing to her feet she
-offered him the seat next to the window.
-
-“Oh, no,” he said, with a smile which would have won the confidence of
-any girl. “Keep that yourself. You will be more comfortable there. Are
-you going to ride all night?”
-
-“Yes, I am going to Canandaigua,” she replied.
-
-“To Canandaigua!” he repeated, looking at her a little curiously; but he
-asked no more questions then, and busied himself with adjusting his bag
-and his large traveling shawl, which last he put on the back of the
-seat,, more behind Maude than himself.
-
-Then he took out a magazine, while Maude watched him furtively, thinking
-him the finest looking man she had ever seen, except her father, of
-whom, in his manner, he reminded her a little. Not nearly so old,
-certainly, as her father, and not young like Archie either, for there
-were a few threads of grey in his mustache and in his brown hair which
-had a trick of curling slightly at the ends under his soft felt hat. Who
-was he? she wondered. The initials on his satchel were “M. G.,” but that
-told her nothing. How she hoped he was going as far as she was, she felt
-so safe with him, and at last, as the darkness increased and he shut up
-his book, she ventured to ask:
-
-“Are you going far?”
-
-“Yes,” he replied, with a twinkle of humor in his blue eyes, “and if
-none of these men get out, I am afraid I shall have to claim your
-forbearance all night, but I will make myself as small as possible.
-Look,” and with a laugh he drew himself close to the arm of the seat,
-leaving quite a space between them; but he did not tell her that he had
-engaged a berth in the sleeper, which he had abandoned when he found her
-there alone, with that set of roughs, whose character he knew.
-
-“Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these ye have done
-it unto me,” would surely be said to him some day, for he was always
-giving the cup of water, even to those who did not know they were
-thirsting until after they had drunk of what he offered them. Once he
-brought Maude some water in a little glass tumbler, which he took from
-his satchel, and once he offered her an apple which she declined lest
-she should seem too forward; then, as the hours crept on and her eyelids
-began to droop, he folded his shawl carefully and made her let him put
-it behind her head, suggesting that she remove her hat, as she would
-rest more comfortably without it.
-
-“Now sleep quietly,” he said, and as if there were something mesmeric in
-his voice, Maude went to sleep at once and dreamed she was at home with
-her mother beside her, occasionally fixing the pillow under her head and
-covering her with something which added to her comfort.
-
-It was the stranger’s light overcoat which, as the September night grew
-cold and chill, he put over the girl, whose upturned face he had studied
-as intently as she had studied his. About seven o’clock the conductor
-came in, lantern in hand, and as its rays fell upon the stranger, he
-said, “Hello, Gordon, you here? I thought you were in the sleeper. On
-guard, I see, as usual. Who is the lamb this time?”
-
-“I don’t know; do you?” the man called Gordon replied.
-
-“No,” the conductor said, turning his light full upon Maude; then, “Why,
-it’s a little girl the Boston conductor put in my care; but she’s safer
-with you. Comes from the mountains somewhere, I believe. Guess she is
-going to seek her fortune. She ought to find it, with that face. Isn’t
-she pretty?” and he glanced admiringly at the sweet young face now
-turned to one side, with one hand under the flushed cheek and the short
-rings of damp hair curling round her forehead.
-
-“Yes, very,” Gordon replied, moving uneasily and finally holding a
-newspaper between Maude and the conductor’s lantern, for it did not seem
-right to him that any eyes except those of a near friend should take
-this advantage of a sleeping girl.
-
-The conductor passed on, and then Gordon fell asleep until they reached
-a way station, where the sudden stopping of a train roused him to
-consciousness, and a moment after he was confronted by a young man, who,
-at sight of him, stopped short and exclaimed:
-
-“Max Gordon, as I live! I’ve hunted creation over for you and given you
-up. Where have you been and why weren’t you at Long Branch, as you said
-you’d be when you wrote me to join you there?”
-
-“Got tired of it, you were so long coming, so I went to the Adirondacks
-with Archie.”
-
-“Did you bring me any letters?” Max replied, and his friend continued,
-“Yes, a cart load. Six, any way,” and he began to take them from his
-side pocket. “One, two, three, four, five; there’s another somewhere.
-Oh, here ’tis,” he said, taking out the sixth, which looked rather
-soiled and worn. “I suppose it’s for you,” he continued, “although it’s
-directed to Mr. Max Marshall, Esq., and is in a school-girl’s
-handwriting. It came long ago, and we chaps puzzled over it a good
-while; then, as no one appeared to claim it, and it was mailed at
-Merrivale, where your sister spends her summers, I ventured to bring it
-with the rest. If you were not such a saint I’d say you had been
-imposing a false name upon some innocent country girl, and, by George, I
-believe she’s here now with your ulster over her! Running off with her,
-eh? What will Miss Raynor say?” he went on, as his eyes fell upon Maude,
-who just then stirred in her sleep and murmured softly, “Our Father, who
-art in Heaven.”
-
-She was at home in her little white-curtained bedroom, kneeling with her
-mother and saying her nightly prayer, and, involuntarily, both the young
-men bowed their heads as if receiving a benediction.
-
-“I think, Dick, that your vile insinuation is answered,” Max said, and
-Dick rejoined, “Yes, I beg your pardon. Under your protection, I s’pose.
-Well, she’s safe; but I must be finding that berth of mine. Will see you
-in the morning. Good-night.”
-
-He left the car, while Max Gordon tried to read his letters as best he
-could by the dim light near him. One was from his sister, one from
-Archie, three on business, while the last puzzled him a little, and he
-held it awhile as if uncertain as to his right to open it.
-
-“It must be for me,” he said at last, and breaking the seal he read
-Maude’s letter to him, unconscious that Maude was sleeping there beside
-him.
-
-Indeed, he had never heard of Maude Graham before, and had scarcely
-given a thought to the former owners of Spring Farm. His sister had a
-mortgage upon it; the man was dead; the place must be sold, and Mrs.
-More asked him to buy it; that was all he knew when he bid it off.
-
-“Poor little girl,” he said to himself. “If I had known about you, I
-don’t believe I’d have bought the place. There was no necessity to
-foreclose, I am sure; but it was just like Angie; and what must this
-Maude think of me not to have answered her letter. I am so sorry;” and
-his sorrow manifested itself in an increased attention to the girl, over
-whom he adjusted his ulster more carefully, for the air in the car was
-growing very damp and chilly.
-
-It was broad daylight when Maude awoke, starting up with a smile on her
-face and reminding Max of some lovely child when first aroused from
-sleep.
-
-“Why, I have slept all night,” she exclaimed, as she tossed back her
-wavy hair; “and you have given me your shawl and ulster, too,” she
-added, with a blush which made her face, as Max thought, the prettiest
-he had ever seen.
-
-Who was she, he wondered, and once he thought to ask her the question
-direct; then he tried by a little _finessing_ to find out who she was
-and where she came from, but Maude’s mother had so strongly impressed it
-upon her not to be at all communicative to strangers, that she was
-wholly non-committal even while suspecting his design, and when at last
-Canandaigua was reached he knew no more of her history than when he
-first saw her, white and trembling on the boat. She was going to take
-the Genesee stage, she said, and expected her uncle to meet her at Oak
-Corners in Richland.
-
-“Why, that is funny,” he said. “If it were not that a carriage is to
-meet me, I should still be your fellow-traveler, for my route lies that
-way.”
-
-And then he did ask her uncle’s name. She surely might tell him so much,
-Maude thought, and replied:
-
-“Captain James Alling, my mother’s brother.”
-
-Her name was not Alling, then, and reflecting that now he knew who her
-uncle was he could probably trace her, Max saw her into the stage, and
-taking her ungloved hand in his held it perhaps a trifle longer than he
-would have done if it had not been so very soft and white and pretty,
-and rested so confidingly in his, while she thanked him for his
-kindness. Then the stage drove away, while he stood watching it, and
-wondering why the morning was not quite so bright as it had been an hour
-ago, and why he had not asked her point-blank who she was, or had been
-so stupid as not to give her his card.
-
-“Max Gordon, you certainly are getting into your dotage,” he said to
-himself. “A man of your age to be so interested in a little unknown
-girl! What would Grace say? Poor Grace. I wonder if I shall find her
-improved, and why she has buried herself in this part of the country.”
-
-As he entered the hotel a thought of Maude Graham’s letter came to his
-mind, and calling for pen and paper he dashed off the following:
-
- CANANDAIGUA, September —, 18—.
-
- MISS MAUDE GRAHAM,—Your letter did not reach me until last night, when
- it was brought me by a friend. I have not been in Boston since the
- first of last July, and the reason it was not forwarded to me is that
- you addressed it wrong, and they were in doubt as to its owner. My
- name is Gordon, not Marshall, as you supposed, and I am very sorry for
- your sake and your mother’s that I ever bought Spring Farm. Had I
- known what I do now I should not have done so. But it is too late, and
- I can only promise to keep it as you wish until you can buy it back.
- You are a brave little girl and I will sell it to you cheap. I should
- very much like to know you, and when I am again in Merrivale I shall
- call upon you and your mother, if she will let me.
-
- With kind regards to her I am
- Yours truly,
- “MAX GORDON.”
-
-The letter finished, he folded and directed it to Miss Maude Graham,
-Merrivale, Mass., while she for whom it was intended was huddled up in
-one corner of the crowded stage and going on as fast as four fleet
-horses could take her towards Oak Corners and the friends awaiting her
-there. Thus strangely do two lives sometimes meet and cross each other
-and then drift widely apart; but not forever, in this instance, let us
-hope.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
- MISS RAYNOR.
-
-
-About a mile from Laurel Hill, a little village in Richland, was an
-eminence, or plateau, from the top of which one could see for miles the
-rich, well-cultivated farms in which the town abounded, the wooded hills
-and the deep gorges all slanting down to a common centre, the pretty
-little lake, lying as in the bottom of a basin, with its clear waters
-sparkling in the sunshine. And here, just on the top of the plateau,
-where the view was the finest, an eccentric old bachelor, Paul Raynor,
-had a few years before our story opens, built himself a home after his
-own peculiar ideas of architecture, but which, when finished and
-furnished, was a most delightful place, especially in the summer when
-the flowers and shrubs, of which there was a great profusion, were in
-blossom, and the wide lawn in front of the house was like a piece of
-velvet. Here for two years Paul Raynor had lived quite _en prince_, and
-then, sickening with what he knew to be a fatal disease, he had sent for
-his invalid sister Grace, who came and stayed with him to the last,
-finding after he was dead that all his property had been left to her,
-with a request that she would make the Cedars, as the place was called,
-her home for a portion of the time at least. And so, though city bred
-and city born, Grace had stayed on for nearly a year, leading a lonely
-life, for she knew but few of her neighbors, while her crippled
-condition prevented her from mingling at all in the society she was so
-well fitted to adorn. As the reader will have guessed, Grace Raynor was
-the girl, or rather woman, for she was over thirty now, to whom Max
-Gordon had devoted the years of his early manhood, in the vain hope that
-some time she would be cured and become his wife. A few days before the
-one appointed for her bridal she had been thrown from her horse and had
-injured her spine so badly that for months she suffered such agony that
-her beautiful hair turned white; then the pain ceased suddenly, but left
-her no power to move her lower limbs, and she had never walked since and
-never would. But through all the long years Max had clung to her with a
-devotion born first of his intense love for her and later of his sense
-of honor which would make him loyal to her even to the grave. Knowing
-how domestic he was in his tastes and how happy he would be with wife
-and children, Grace had insisted that he should leave her and seek some
-other love. But his answer was always the same. “No, Grace, I am bound
-to you just as strongly as if the clergyman had made us one, and will
-marry you any day you will say the word. Your lameness is nothing so
-long as your soul is left untouched, and your face, too,” he would
-sometimes add, kissing fondly the lovely face which, with each year,
-seemed to grow lovelier, and from which the snowy hair did not in the
-least detract.
-
-But Grace knew better than to inflict herself upon him, and held fast to
-her resolve, even while her whole being went out to him with an intense
-longing for his constant love and companionship. Especially was this the
-case at the Cedars, where she found herself very lonely, notwithstanding
-the beauty of the place and its situation.
-
-“If he asks me again, shall I refuse?” she said to herself on the
-September morning when Maude Graham was alighting from the dusty stage
-at Oak Corners, two miles away, and the carriage sent for Max was only
-an hour behind.
-
-How pretty she was in the dainty white dress, with a shawl of scarlet
-wool wrapped around her, as she sat in her wheel chair on the broad
-piazza, which commanded a view of the lake and the green hills beyond.
-Not fresh and bright and glowing as Maude, who was like an opening rose
-with the early dew upon it, but more like a pale water lily just
-beginning to droop, though very sweet and lovely still. There was a
-faint tinge of color in her cheek as she leaned her head against the
-cushions of her chair and wondered if she should find Max the same
-ardent lover as ever, ready to take her to his arms at any cost, or had
-he, during the past year, seen some other face fairer and younger than
-her own.
-
-“I shall know in a moment if he is changed ever so little,” she thought,
-and although she did not mean to be selfish, and would at any moment
-have given him up and made no sign, there was a throb of pain in her
-heart as she tried to think what life would be without Max to love her.
-“I should die,” she whispered, “and please God, I shall die before many
-years and leave my boy free.”
-
-He was her boy still, just as young and handsome as he had been thirteen
-years ago, when he lifted her so tenderly from the ground and she felt
-his tears upon her forehead as she writhed in her fearful pain. And now
-when at last he came and put his arms around her and took her face
-between his hands and looked fondly into it as he questioned her of her
-health, she felt that he was unchanged, and thanked her Father for it.
-He was delighted with everything, and sat by her until after lunch,
-which was served on the piazza, and asked her of her life there and the
-people in the neighborhood, and finally if she knew of a Capt. Alling.
-
-“Capt. Alling,” she replied; “why, yes. He lives on a farm about two
-miles from here and we buy our honey from him. A very respectable man, I
-think, although I have no acquaintance with the family. Why do you ask?”
-
-“Oh, nothing; only there was a girl on the train with me who told me she
-was his niece,” Max answered indifferently, with a vigorous puff at his
-cigar, which Grace always insisted he should smoke in her presence. “She
-was very pretty and very young. I should like to see her again,” he
-added, more to himself than to Grace, who, without knowing why, felt
-suddenly as if a cloud had crept across her sky.
-
-Jealousy had no part in Grace’s nature, nor was she jealous of this
-young, pretty girl whom Max would like to see again, and to prove that
-she was not she asked many questions about her and said she would try
-and find out who she was, and that she presumed she had come to attend
-the wadding of Capt. Alling’s daughter, who was soon to be married. This
-seemed very probable, and no more was said of Maude until the afternoon
-of the day following, which was Sunday. Then, after Max returned from
-church and they were seated at dinner he said abruptly, “I saw her
-again.”
-
-“Saw whom?” Grace asked, and he replied, “My little girl of the train.
-She was at church with her uncle’s family. A rather ordinary lot I
-thought them, but she looked as sweet as a June pink. You know they are
-my favorite flowers.”
-
-“Yes,” Grace answered slowly, while again a breath of cold air seemed to
-blow over her and make her draw her shawl more closely around her.
-
-But Max did not suspect it, and pared a peach for her and helped her to
-grapes, and after dinner wheeled her for an hour on the broad plateau,
-stooping over her once and caressing her white hair, which he told her
-was very becoming, and saying no more of the girl seen in church that
-morning. The Allings had been late and the rector was reading the first
-lesson when they came in, father and mother and two healthy, buxom
-girls, followed by Maude, who, in her black dress looked taller and
-slimmer than he had thought her in the car, and prettier, too, with the
-brilliant color on her cheeks and the sparkle in the eyes which met his
-with such glad surprise in them that he felt something stir in his heart
-different from anything he had felt since he and Grace were young. The
-Allings occupied a pew in front of him and on the side, so that he could
-look at and study Maude’s face, which he did far more than he listened
-to the sermon. And she knew he was looking at her, too, and always
-blushed when she met his earnest gaze. As they were leaving the church
-he managed to get near her, and said, “I hope you are quite well after
-your long journey, Miss——.”
-
-“Graham,” she answered, involuntarily, but so low that he only caught
-the first syllable and thought that she said _Grey_.
-
-She was Miss Grey, then, and with this bit of information he was obliged
-to be content. Twice during the week he rode past the Alling house,
-hoping to see the eyes which had flashed so brightly upon him on the
-porch of the church, and never dreaming of the hot tears of homesickness
-they were weeping in the log school-house of the Bush district, where
-poor Maude was so desolate and lonely. If he had, he might, perhaps,
-have gone there and tried to comfort her, so greatly was he interested
-in her, and so much was she in his mind.
-
-He stayed at the Cedars several days, and then finding it a little
-tiresome said good-bye to Grace and went his way again, leaving her with
-a vague consciousness that something had come between them; a shadow no
-larger than a man’s hand, it is true, but still a shadow, and as she
-watched him going down the walk she whispered sadly, “Max is slipping
-from me.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
- THE SCHOOL MISTRESS.
-
-
-The setting sun of a raw January afternoon was shining into the dingy
-school-room where Maude sat by the iron-rusted box stove, with her feet
-on the hearth, reading a note which had been brought to her just before
-the close of school by a man who had been to the postoffice in the
-village at the foot of the lake. It was nearly four months since she
-first crossed the threshold of the log school-house, taking in at a
-glance the whole dreariness of her surroundings, and feeling for the
-moment that she could not endure it. But she was somewhat accustomed to
-it now, and not half so much afraid of the tall girls and boys, her
-scholars, as she had been at first, while the latter were wholly devoted
-to her and not a little proud of their “young school ma’am,” as they
-called her. Everybody was kind to her, and she had not found “boarding
-round” so very dreadful after all, for the fatted calf was always killed
-for her, and the best dishes brought out, while it was seldom that she
-was called upon to share her sleeping-room with more than one member of
-the family. And still there was ever present with her a longing for her
-mother and for Johnnie and a life more congenial to her tastes. Dreaming
-was out of the question now, and the book which was to make her famous
-and buy back the old home seemed very far in the future. Just how large
-a portion of her thoughts was given to Max Gordon it was difficult to
-say. She had felt a thrill of joy when she saw him in church, and a
-little proud, too, it may be, of his notice of her. Very minutely her
-cousins had questioned her with regard to her acquaintance with him,
-deploring her stupidity in not having ascertained who he was. A
-relative, most likely, of Miss Raynor, in whose pew he sat, they
-concluded, and they told their cousin of the lady at the Cedars, Grace
-Raynor, who could not walk a step, but was wheeled in a chair, sometimes
-by a maid and sometimes by a man. The lady _par excellence_ of the
-neighborhood she seemed to be, and Maude found herself greatly
-interested in her and in everything pertaining to her. Twice she had
-been through the grounds, which were open to the public, and had seen
-Grace both times in the distance, once sitting in her chair upon the
-piazza, and once being wheeled in the woods by her man-servant, Tom. But
-beyond this she had not advanced, and nothing could be farther from her
-thoughts than the idea that she would ever be anything to the lady of
-the Cedars. Max Gordon’s letter had been forwarded to her from
-Merrivale, but had created no suspicion in her mind that he and her
-friend of the train were one. She had thought it a little strange that
-he should have been in Canandaigua the very day that she arrived there,
-and wished she might have seen him, but the truth never dawned upon her
-until some time in December, when her mother wrote to her that he had
-called to see them, expressing much regret at Maude’s absence, and when
-told where she was and when she went, exclaiming with energy, as he
-sprang to his feet, “Why, madam, your daughter was with me in the
-train,—a little blue-eyed, brown-haired girl in black, who said she was
-Captain Alling’s niece.”
-
-“He seemed greatly excited,” Mrs. Graham wrote, “and regretted that he
-did not know who you were. He got an idea somehow that your name was
-_Grey_, and said he received your letter with you asleep beside him. He
-is a splendid looking man, with the pleasantest eyes and the kindest
-voice I ever heard or saw.”
-
-“Ye-es,” Maude said slowly, as she recalled the voice which had spoken
-so kindly to her, and the eyes which had looked so pleasantly into her
-own. “And that was Max Gordon! He was going to the Cedars, and Miss
-Raynor is the girl for whom he has lived single all these years. Oh-h!”
-
-She was conscious of a vague regret that her stranger friend was the
-betrothed husband of Grace Raynor, who, at that very time, was thinking
-of her and fighting down a feeling as near to jealousy as it was
-possible for her to harbor. In the same mail with Maude’s letter from
-her mother there had come to the Cedars one from Max, who said that he
-had discovered who was his _compagnon da voyage_.
-
- “She is teaching somewhere in your town,” he wrote “and I judge is not
- very happy there. Can’t you do something for her, Grace? It has
- occurred to me that to have a girl like her about you would do you a
- great deal of good. We are both getting on in years, and need
- something young to keep us from growing old, and you might make her
- your companion. She is very pretty, with a soft, cultivated voice, and
- must be a good reader. Think of it, and if you decide to do it,
- inquire for her at Captain Alling’s. Her name is Maude Graham.
-
- Yours lovingly,
- “MAX.”
-
-This was Max’s letter, which Grace read as she sat in her cosy
-sitting-room with every luxury around her which money could buy, from
-the hot house roses on the stand beside her to the costly rug on which
-her chair was standing in the ruddy glow of the cheerful grate fire. And
-as she read it she felt again the cold breath which had swept over her
-when Max was telling her of the young girl who had interested him so
-much. And in a way Grace, too, had interested herself in Maude, and
-through her maid had ascertained who she was, and that she was teaching
-in the southern part of the town. And there her interest had ceased. But
-it revived again on the receipt of Max’s letter and she said, “I must
-see this girl first and know what she is like. A woman can judge a woman
-better than a man, but I wish Max had not said what he did about our
-growing old. Am I greatly changed, I wonder?”
-
-She could manage her chair herself in the house, and wheeling it before
-a long mirror, she leaned eagerly forward and examined the face
-reflected there. A pale, sweet face, framed in masses of snow white
-hair, which rather added to its youthful appearance than detracted from
-it, although she did not think so. She had been so proud of her golden
-hair, and the bitterest tears she had ever shed had been for the change
-in it.
-
-“It’s my hair,” she whispered sadly,—“hair which belongs to a woman of
-sixty, rather than thirty-three, and there is a tired look about my eyes
-and mouth. Yes, I am growing old, oh, Max——,” and the slender fingers
-were pressed over the beautiful blue eyes where the tears came so fast.
-“Yes, I’ll see the girl,” she said, “and if I like her face, I’ll take
-her to please him.”
-
-She knew there was to be an illumination on Christmas Eve in the church
-on Laurel Hill, and that Maude Graham was to sing a Christmas anthem
-alone.
-
-“I’ll go, and hear, and see,” she decided, and when the evening came
-Grace was there in the Raynor pew listening while Maude Graham sang, her
-bright face glowing with excitement and her full, rich voice rising
-higher and higher, clearer and clearer, until it filled the church as it
-had never been filled before, and thrilled every nerve of the woman
-watching her so intently.
-
-“Yes, she is pretty and good, too; I cannot be deceived in that face,”
-she said to herself, and when, after the services were over and Maude
-came up the aisle past the pew where she was sitting, she put out her
-hand and said, “Come here, my dear, and let me thank you for the
-pleasure you have given me. You have a wonderful voice and some time you
-must come and sing to me. I am Miss Raynor, and you are Maude Graham.”
-
-This was their introduction to each other, and that night Maud dreamed
-of the lovely face which had smiled upon her, and the voice, which had
-spoken so kindly to her.
-
-Two weeks afterwards Grace’s note was brought to her and she read it
-with her feet upon the stove hearth and the low January sun shining in
-upon her.
-
-Miss Raynor wanted her for a companion and friend, to read and sing to
-and soothe her in the hours of languor and depression, which were many.
-
- “I am lonely,” she wrote, “and, as you know, wholly incapacitated from
- mingling with the world, and I want some one with me different from my
- maid. Will you come to me, Miss Graham? I will try to make you happy.
- If money is any object I will give you twice as much as you are now
- receiving, whatever that may be. Think of it and let me know your
- decision soon.
-
- “Yours very truly,
- “GRACE RAYNOR.”
-
-“Oh,” Maude cried. “Eight dollars a week and a home at the Cedars,
-instead of four dollars a week and boarding around. Of course I will go,
-though not till my present engagement expires. This will not be until
-some time in March,” and she began to wonder if she could endure it so
-long, and, now that the pressure was lifting, how she had ever borne it
-at all.
-
-But whatever may be the nature of our surroundings, time passes quickly,
-and leaves behind a sense of nearly as much pleasure as pain, and when
-at last the closing day of school came, it was with genuine feelings of
-regret that Maude said good-bye to the pupils she had learned to love
-and the patrons who had been so kind to her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
- AT THE CEDARS.
-
-
-It had cost Grace a struggle before she decided to take Maude as her
-companion, and she had been driven past the little log house among the
-hills and through the Bush district, that she might judge for herself of
-the girl’s surroundings. The day was raw and blustering, and great banks
-of snow were piled against the fences and lay heaped up in the road
-unbroken save by a foot path made by the children’s feet.
-
-“And it is through this she walks in the morning, and then sits all day
-in that dingy room. I don’t believe I should like it,” Grace thought,
-and that night she wrote to Maude, offering her a situation with
-herself.
-
-And now, on a lovely morning in April, when the crocuses and snowdrops
-were just beginning to blossom, she sat waiting for her, wondering if
-she had done well or ill for herself. She had seen Maude and talked with
-her, for the latter had called at the Cedars and spent an hour or more,
-and Grace had learned much from her of her former life and of Spring
-Farm, which she was going to buy back. Max’s name, however, was not
-mentioned, although he was constantly in the minds of both, and Grace
-was wondering if he would come oftener to the Cedars if Maude were
-there. She could not be jealous of the girl, and yet the idea had taken
-possession of her that she was bringing her to the Cedars for Max rather
-than for herself, and this detracted a little from her pleasure when she
-began to fit up the room her companion was to occupy. Such a pretty room
-it was, just over her own, with a bow window looking across the valley
-where the lake lay sleeping, and on to the hills and the log
-school-house which, had it been higher, might have been seen above the
-woods which surrounded it. A room all pink and white, with roses and
-lilies everywhere, and a bright fire in the grate before which a willow
-chair was standing and a Maltese kitten sleeping when Maude was ushered
-into it by Jane, Miss Raynor’s maid.
-
-“Oh, it is so lovely,” Maude thought, as she looked about her, wondering
-if it were not a dream from which she should presently awake.
-
-But it was no dream, and as the days went on it came to be real to her,
-and she was conscious of a deep and growing affection for the woman who
-was always so kind to her and who treated her like an equal rather than
-a hired companion. Together they read and talked of the books which
-Maude liked best, and gradually Grace learned of the dream life Maude
-had led before coming to Richland, and of the people who had deserted
-her among the hills, but who in this more congenial atmosphere came
-trooping back, legions of them, and crowding her brain until she had to
-tell of them, and of the two lives she was living, the ideal and the
-real. She was sitting on a stool at Grace’s feet, with her face flushed
-with excitement as she talked of the Kimbricks, and Websters, and
-Angeline Mason, who were all with her now as they had been at home, and
-all as real to her as Miss Raynor was herself. Laying her hand upon the
-girl’s brown curls, Grace said, half laughingly, “And so you are going
-to write a book. Well, I believe all girls have some such aspiration. I
-had it once, but it was swallowed up by a stronger, deeper feeling,
-which absorbed my whole being.”
-
-Here Grace’s voice trembled a little as she leaned back in her chair and
-seemed to be thinking. Then, rousing herself, she asked suddenly, “How
-old are you, Maude?”
-
-“Nineteen this month,” was Maude’s reply, and Grace went on: “Just my
-age when the great sorrow came. That was fourteen years ago next June. I
-am thirty-three, and Max is thirty-seven.”
-
-She said this last more to herself than to Maude, who started slightly,
-for this was the first time his name had been mentioned since she came
-to the Cedars.
-
-After a moment Grace continued: “I have never spoken to you of Mr.
-Gordon, although I know you have met him. You were with him on the train
-from Albany to Canandaigua; he told me of you.”
-
-“He did!” Maude exclaimed, with a ring in her voice which made Grace’s
-heart beat a little faster, but she went calmly on:
-
-“Yes; he was greatly interested in you, although he did not then know
-who you were; but he knows now. He is coming here soon. We have been
-engaged ever since I was seventeen and he was twenty-one; fourteen years
-ago the 20th of June we were to have been married. Everything was ready;
-my bridal dress and veil had been brought home, and I tried them on one
-morning to see how I looked in them. I was beautiful, Max said, and I
-think he told the truth; for a woman may certainly know whether the face
-she sees in the mirror be pretty or not, and the picture I saw was very
-fair, while he, who stood beside me, was splendid in his young manhood.
-How I loved him; more, I fear, than I loved God, and for that I was
-punished,—oh, so dreadfully punished. We rode together that afternoon,
-Max and I, and I was wondering if there were ever a girl as happy as
-myself, and pitying the women I met because they had no Max beside them,
-when suddenly my horse reared, frightened by a dog, and I was thrown
-upon a sharp curb-stone. Of the months of agony which followed I cannot
-tell you, except that I prayed to die and so be rid of pain. The injury
-was in my spine, and I have never walked in all the fourteen years
-since. Max has been true to me, and would have married me had I allowed
-it. But I cannot burden him with a cripple, and sometimes I wish, or
-think I do, that he would find some one younger, fairer than I am, on
-whom to lavish his love. He would make a wife so happy. And yet it would
-be hard for me, I love him so much. Oh, Max; I don’t believe he knows
-how dear he is to me.”
-
-She was crying softly now, and Maude was crying, too; and as she
-smoothed the snow-white hair and kissed the brow on which lines were
-beginning to show, she said:
-
-“He will never find a sweeter face than yours.”
-
-To her Max Gordon now was only the betrothed husband of her mistress,
-and still she found herself looking forward to his visit with a keen
-interest, wondering what he would say to her, and if his eyes would
-kindle at sight of her as they had done when she saw him in the church
-at Laurel Hill. He was to come on the 20th, the anniversary of the day
-which was to have been his bridal day, and when the morning came, Grace
-said to Maude:
-
-“I’d like to wear my wedding gown; do you think it would be too much
-like Dickens’ Miss Havershaw?”
-
-“Yes, yes,” Maude answered, quickly, feeling that faded satin and lace
-of fourteen years’ standing would be sadly out of place. “You are lovely
-in those light gowns you wear so much,” she said.
-
-So Grace wore the dress which Maude selected for her; a soft, woolen
-fabric of a creamy tint, with a blue shawl, the color of her eyes,
-thrown around her, and a bunch of June pinks, Max’s favorite flowers, at
-her belt, Then, when she was ready, Maude wheeled her out to the piazza,
-where they waited for their visitor.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
- MAX AT THE CEDARS.
-
-
-The train was late that morning and lunch was nearly ready before they
-saw the open carriage turn into the grounds, with Max standing up in it
-and waving his hat to them.
-
-“Oh, Maude,” Grace said, “I would give all I am worth to go and meet
-him. Isn’t he handsome and grand, my Max!” she continued, as if she
-would assert her right to him and hold it against the world.
-
-But Maude did not hear her, for as Max alighted from the carriage and
-came eagerly forward, she stole away, feeling that it was not for her to
-witness the meeting of the lovers.
-
-“Dear Max, you are not changed, are you?” Grace cried, extending her
-arms to him, with the effort to rise which she involuntarily made so
-often, and which was pitiful to see.
-
-“Changed, darling? How could I change in less than a year?” Max
-answered, as he drew her face down to his bosom and stroked her hair.
-
-Grace was not thinking of a physical change. Indeed she did not know
-what she did mean, for she was not herself conscious how strong an idea
-had taken possession of her that she was losing Max. But with him there
-beside her, her morbid fears vanished, and letting her head rest upon
-his arm, she said:
-
-“I don’t know, Max, only things come back to me to-day and I am thinking
-of fourteen years ago and that I am fourteen years older than I was
-then, and crippled and helpless and faded, while you are young as ever.
-Oh, Max, stay by me till the last. It will not be for long. I am growing
-so tired and sad.”
-
-Grace hardly knew what she was saying, or why, as she said it, Maude
-Graham’s face, young and fair and fresh, seemed to come between herself
-and Max, any more than he could have told why he was so vaguely
-wondering what had become of the girl in black, whom he had seen in the
-distance quite as soon as he had seen the woman in the chair. During his
-journey Grace and Maude had been pretty equally in his mind, and he was
-conscious of the feeling that the Cedars held an added attraction for
-him because the latter was there; and now, when he began to have a faint
-perception of Grace’s meaning, though he did not associate it with
-Maude, he felt half guilty because he had for a moment thought any place
-where Grace was could be made pleasanter than she could make it. Taking
-her face between his hands he looked at it more closely, noticing with a
-pang that it had grown thinner and paler and that there were lines about
-the eyes and the mouth, while the blue veins stood out full and distinct
-upon the forehead. Was she slowly fading? he asked himself, resolving
-that nothing should be lacking on his part to prove that she was just as
-dear to him as in the days when they were young and the future bright
-before them. He did not even speak of Maude until he saw her in the
-distance, trying to train a refractory honeysuckle over a tall frame.
-Then he said:
-
-“Is that Miss Graham, and do you like her as well as ever?”
-
-“Yes, better and better every day,” was Grace’s reply. “It was a little
-awkward at first to have a stranger with me continually, but I am
-accustomed to her now, and couldn’t part with her. She is very dear to
-me,” she continued, while Max listened and watched the girl, moving
-about so gracefully, and once showing her arms to the elbows as her wide
-sleeves fell back in her efforts to reach the top of the frame.
-
-“She oughtn’t to do that,” Grace said. “She is not tall enough. Go and
-help her, Max,” and nothing loth, Max went along the terrace to where
-Maude was standing, her face flushed with exercise as she gave him her
-hand and said, “Good-morning, Mr. Gordon. I am Maude Graham. Perhaps you
-remember me.”
-
-“How could I forget you,” sprang to Max’s lips, but he said instead,
-“Good-morning, Miss Graham. I have come to help you. Miss Raynor thinks
-it is bad for your heart to reach so high.”
-
-Maude could have told him that her heart had not beaten one half as fast
-while reaching up as it was beating now, with him there beside her
-holding the vine while she tied it to its place, his hand touching hers
-and his arm once thrown out to keep her from falling as she stumbled
-backward. It took a long time to fix that honeysuckle, and Max had
-leisure to tell Maude of a call made upon her mother only a week before.
-
-“Spring Farm is looking its loveliest, with the roses and lilies in
-bloom,” he said, “and Angie, my sister, is enjoying it immensely. She
-has filled the house with her city friends and has made some changes, of
-which I think you would approve. Your mother does, but when she wanted
-to cut down that apple-tree in the corner I would not let her do it. You
-remember it, don’t you?”
-
-“Oh, Mr. Gordon,” Maude exclaimed, “don’t let her touch that tree. My
-play-house was under it, and there the people used to come to see me.”
-
-He did not know who the people were, for he had never heard of Maude’s
-brain children,—the Kimbricks and the Websters,—and could hardly have
-understood if he had; but Maude’s voice was very pathetic and the eyes
-which looked at him were full of tears, moving him strangely and making
-him very earnest in his manner as he assured her that every tree and
-shrub should be kept intact for her.
-
-“You know you are going to buy it back,” he continued laughingly, as
-they walked slowly toward the house where Grace was waiting to be taken
-in to lunch.
-
-“Yes, and I shall do it, too. You will see; it may be many years, but I
-trust you to keep it for me,” Maude said, and he replied, “You may trust
-me with anything, and I shall not disappoint you.”
-
-The talk by the honeysuckle was one of many which took place while Max
-was at the Cedars, for Grace was too unselfish to keep him chained to
-her side, and insisted that he should enjoy what there was to enjoy in
-the way of rides and drives in the neighborhood, and as she could not
-often go with him she sent Maude in her stead, even though she knew the
-danger there was in it, for she was not insensible to Max’s admiration
-for the girl, or Maude’s interest in him.
-
-“If Max is true to me to the last, and he will be, it is all I ask,” she
-thought, and gave no sign of the ache in her heart, when she saw him
-going from her with Maude and felt that it was in more senses than one.
-“If he is happy, I am happy, too, she would say to herself, as she sat
-alone hour after hour, while Max and Maude explored the country in every
-direction.
-
-Sometimes they drove together, but oftener rode, for Maude was a fine
-horsewoman and never looked better than when on horseback, in the
-becoming habit which Grace had given her and which fitted her admirably.
-Together they went through the pleasant Richland woods, where the grass
-was like a mossy carpet beneath their horses’ hoofs, and the singing of
-the birds and the brook was the only sound which broke the summer
-stillness, then again they galloped over the hills and round the lake,
-and once through the Bush district, up to the little log house which Max
-expressed a wish to see. It was past the hour for school. Teacher and
-scholars had gone home, and tying their horses to the fence they went
-into the dingy room and sat down side by side upon one of the wooden
-benches, and just where a ray of sunlight fell upon Maude’s face and
-hair, for she had removed her hat and was fanning herself with it. She
-was very beautiful, with that halo around her head, Max thought, as he
-sat watching and listening to her, as in answer to his question, “How
-could you endure it here?” she told him of her terrible homesickness
-during the first weeks of her life as a school-teacher.
-
-“I longed so for mother and Johnnie,” she said, “and was always thinking
-of them, and the dear old home, and—and sometimes—of you, too, before I
-received your letter.”
-
-“Of me!” Max said, moving a little nearer to her, while she went on:
-
-“Yes, I’ve wanted to tell you how angry I was because you bought our
-home. I wrote you something about it, you remember, but I did not tell
-you half how bitter I felt. I know now you were not to blame, but I did
-not think so then, and said some harsh things of you to Archie; perhaps
-he told you. I said he might. Did he?”
-
-“No,” Max answered, playing idly with the riding whip Maude held in her
-hand. “No, Archie has only told me pleasant things of you. I think he is
-very fond of you,” and he looked straight into Maude’s face, waiting for
-her reply.
-
-It was surely nothing to him whether Archie were fond of Maude, or she
-were fond of Archie, and yet her answer was very reassuring and lifted
-from his heart a little shadow resting there.
-
-“Yes,” Maude said, without the slightest change in voice or expression.
-“Archie and I are good friends. I have known him and played with him,
-and quarreled with him ever since I was a child, so that he seems more
-like a brother than anything else.”
-
-“Oh, ye-es,” Max resumed, with a feeling of relief, as he let his arm
-rest on the high desk behind her, so that if she moved ever so little it
-would touch her.
-
-There was in Max’s mind no thought of love-making. Indeed, he did not
-know that he was thinking of anything except the lovely picture the
-young girl made with the sunlight playing on her hair and the shy look
-in her eyes as, in a pretty, apologetic way she told him how she had
-disliked him and credited him with all the trouble which had come upon
-them since her father’s death.
-
-“Why, I thought I hated you,” she said with energy.
-
-“Hated me! Oh, Maude, you don’t hate me now, I hope;—I could not bear
-that,” Max said, letting the whip fall and taking Maude’s hand in his,
-as he said again, “You don’t hate me now?”
-
-“No, no; oh, no. I—oh, Mr. Gordon,” Maude began, but stopped abruptly,
-startled by something in the eyes of the man, who had never called her
-Maude before, and whose voice had never sounded as it did now, making
-every nerve thrill with a sudden joy, all the sweeter, perhaps, because
-she knew it must not be.
-
-Wrenching her hand from his and springing to her feet she said, “It is
-growing late, and Miss Raynor is waiting for us. Have you forgotten
-_her_?”
-
-He had forgotten her for one delirious moment, but she came back to him
-with a throb of pain and self-reproach that he had allowed himself to
-swerve in the slightest degree from his loyalty to her.
-
-“I am not a man, but a traitor,” he said to himself, as he helped Maude
-into her saddle and then vaulted into his own.
-
-The ride home was a comparatively silent one, for both knew that they
-had not been quite true to the woman who welcomed them back so sweetly
-and asked so many questions about their ride and what they had seen.
-Poor Grace; she did not in the least understand why Maude lavished so
-much attention upon her that evening, or why Max lingered longer than
-usual at her side, or why his voice was so tender and loving, when he at
-last said good-night and went to his own room, and the self-castigation
-which he knew awaited him there.
-
-“I was a villain,” he said, as he recalled that little episode in the
-school-house, when to have put his arm around Maude Graham and held her
-for a moment, would have been like heaven to him. “I was false to Grace,
-although I did not mean it, and, God helping me, I will never be so
-again.” Then, as he remembered the expression of the eyes which had
-looked up so shyly at him, he said aloud, “Could I win her, were I free?
-But that is impossible. May God forgive me for the thought. Oh, why has
-Grace thrown her so much in my way? She surely is to blame for that,
-while I——well, I am a fool, and a knave, and a sneak.”
-
-He called himself a great many hard names that night, and registered a
-vow that so long as Grace lived, and he said he hoped she would live
-forever, he would be true to her no matter how strong the temptation
-placed in his way. It was a fierce battle Max fought, but he came off
-conqueror, and the meeting between himself and Maude next morning was as
-natural as if to neither of them had ever come a moment when they had a
-glimpse of the happiness which, under other circumstances, might perhaps
-have been theirs. Maude, too, had had her hours of remorse and
-contrition and close questioning as to the cause of the strange joy
-which had thrilled every nerve when Max Gordon called her Maude and
-asked her if she hated him.
-
-“Hate him! Never!” she thought; “but I have been false to the truest,
-best woman that ever lived. She trusted her lover to me, and——”
-
-She did not quite know what she had done, but whatever it was it should
-not be repeated. There were to be no more rides, or drives, or talks
-alone with Max. And when next day Grace suggested that she go with him
-to an adjoining town where a fair was to be held, she took refuge in a
-headache and insisted that Grace should go herself, while Max, too,
-encouraged it, and tried to believe that he was just as happy with her
-beside him as he would have been with the young girl who brought a
-cushion for her mistress’ back and adjusted her shawl about her
-shoulders and arranged her bonnet strings, and then, kissing her fondly,
-said, “I am so glad that you are going instead of myself.”
-
-This was for the benefit of Max, at whom she nodded a little defiantly,
-and who understood her meaning as well as if she had put it into words.
-Everything was over between them, and he accepted the situation, and
-during the remainder of his stay at the Cedars, devoted himself to Grace
-with an assiduity worthy of the most ardent lover. He even remained
-longer than he had intended doing, for Grace was loth to let him go, and
-the soft haze of early September was beginning to show on the Richland
-hills when he at last said good-bye, promising to come again at
-Christmas, if it were possible to do so.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.
- GOOD-BYE, MAX; GOOD-BYE.
-
-
-It was a cold, stormy afternoon in March. The thermometer marked six
-below zero, and the snow which had fallen the day before was tossed by
-the wind in great white clouds, which sifted through every crevice of
-the house at the Cedars, and beat against the window from which Maude
-Graham was looking anxiously out into the storm for the carriage which
-had been sent to meet the train in which Max Gordon was expected. He had
-not kept his promise to be with Grace at Christmas. An important lawsuit
-had detained him, and as it would be necessary for him to go to London
-immediately after its close, he could not tell just when he would be at
-the Cedars again.
-
-All through the autumn Grace had been failing, while a cold, taken in
-November, had left her with a cough, which clung to her persistently.
-Still she kept up, looking forward to the holidays, when Max would be
-with her. But when she found he was not coming she lost all courage, and
-Maude was alarmed to see how rapidly she failed. Nearly all the day she
-lay upon the couch in her bedroom, while Maude read or sang to her or
-talked with her of the book which had actually been commenced, and in
-which Grace was almost as much interested as Maude herself. Grace was a
-careful and discriminating critic, and if Maude were ever a success she
-would owe much of it to the kind friend whose sympathy and advice were
-so invaluable. A portion of every day she wrote, and every evening read
-what she had written, to Grace, who smiled as she recognized Max Gordon
-in the hero and knew that Maude was weaving the tale mostly from her own
-experience. Even the Bush district and its people furnished material for
-the plot, and more than one boy and girl who had called Maude
-schoolma’am figured in its pages, while Grace was everywhere, permeating
-the whole with her sweetness and purity.
-
-“I shall dedicate it to you,” Maude said to her one day, and Grace
-replied:
-
-“That will be kind; but I shall not be here to see it, for before your
-book is published I shall be lying under the flowers in Mt. Auburn. I
-want you to take me there, if Max is not here to do it.”
-
-“Oh, Miss Raynor,” Maude cried, dropping her MS. and sinking upon her
-knees beside the couch where Grace was lying, “you must not talk that
-way. You are not going to die. I can’t lose you, the dearest friend I
-ever had. What should I do without you, and what would Max Gordon do?”
-
-At the mention of Max’s name a faint smile played around Grace’s white
-lips, and lifting her thin hand she laid it caressingly upon the girl’s
-brown hair as she said:
-
-“Max will be sorry for awhile, but after a time there will be a change,
-and I shall be only a memory. Tell him I was willing, and that although
-it was hard at first it was easy at the last.”
-
-What did she mean? Maude asked herself, while her thoughts went back to
-that summer afternoon in the log school-house on the hill, when Max
-Gordon’s eyes and voice had in them a tone and look born of more than
-mere friendship. Did Grace know? Had she guessed the truth? Maude
-wondered, as, conscience-stricken, she laid her burning cheek against
-the pale one upon the pillow. There was silence a moment, and when Grace
-spoke again she said:
-
-“It is nearly time for Max to be starting for Europe, or I should send
-for him to come, I wish so much to see him once more before I die.”
-
-“Do you think a hundred trips to Europe would keep him from you if he
-knew you wanted him?” Maude asked, and Grace replied:
-
-“Perhaps not. I don’t know. I only wish he were here.”
-
-This was the last of February, and after that Grace failed so fast, that
-with the hope that it might reach him before he sailed, Maude wrote to
-Max, telling him to come at once, if he would see Grace before she died.
-She knew about how long it would take her letter to reach him and how
-long for him to come, allowing for no delays, and on the morning of the
-first day when she could by any chance expect him, she sent the carriage
-to the Canandaigua station, and then all through the hours of the long,
-dreary day, she sat by Grace’s bedside, watching with a sinking heart
-the pallor on her lips and brow, and the look she could not mistake
-deepening on her face.
-
-“What if she should die before he gets here, or what if he should not
-come at all?” she thought, as the hours went by.
-
-She was more afraid of the latter, and when she saw the carriage coming
-up the avenue she strained her eyes through the blinding snow to see if
-he were in it. When he came before he had stood up and waved his hat to
-them, but there was no token now to tell if he were there, and she
-waited breathlessly until the carriage stopped before the side entrance,
-knowing then for sure that he had come.
-
-“Thank God!” she cried, as she went out to meet him, bursting into tears
-as she said to him, “I am so glad, and so will Miss Raynor be. She does
-not know that I wrote you. I didn’t tell her, for fear you wouldn’t
-come.”
-
-She had given him her hand and he was holding it fast as she led him
-into the hall. She did not ask him when or where he received her letter.
-She only helped him off with his coat, and made him sit down by the fire
-while she told him how rapidly Grace had failed and how little hope
-there was that she would ever recover.
-
-“You will help her, if anything can. I am going to prepare her now,” she
-said, and, going out, she left him there alone.
-
-He had been very sorry himself that he could not keep his promise at
-Christmas, and had tried to find a few days in which to visit the Cedars
-between the close of the suit and his departure for England. But he
-could not, and his passage was taken and his luggage on the ship, which
-was to sail early in the morning, when, about six o’clock in the
-evening, Maude’s letter was brought to him, changing his plans at once.
-Grace was dying,—the woman he had loved so long, and although thousands
-of dollars depended upon his keeping his appointment in London, he must
-lose it all, and go to her. Sending for his luggage, and writing a few
-letters of explanation, the next morning found him on his way to the
-Cedars, which he reached on the day when Maude expected him.
-
-She had left Grace asleep when she went to meet Max, but on re-entering
-her room found her awake and leaning on her elbow in the attitude of
-intense listening.
-
-“Oh, Maude,” she said, “was it a dream, or did I hear Max speaking to
-you in the hall? Tell me is he here?”
-
-“Yes, he is here. I sent for him and he came,” Maude replied, while
-Grace fell back upon her pillow, whispering faintly:
-
-“Bring him at once.”
-
-“Come,” Maude said to Max, who followed her to the sick-room, where she
-left him alone with Grace.
-
-He stayed by her all that night and the day following, in order to give
-Maude the rest she needed, but when the second night came they kept the
-watch together, he on one side of the bed, and she upon the other, with
-their eyes fixed upon the white, pinched face where the shadow of death
-was settling. For several hours Grace slept quietly. Then, just as the
-gray daylight was beginning to show itself in the corners of the room,
-she awoke and asked:
-
-“Where is Max?”
-
-“Here, darling,” was his response, as he bent over her and kissed her
-lips.
-
-“I think it has grown cold and dark, for I can’t see you,” she said,
-groping for his hand, which she held tightly between her own as she went
-on: “I have been dreaming, Max,—such a pleasant dream, for I was young
-again,—young as Maude, and wore my bridal dress, just as I did that day
-when you said I was so pretty. Do you remember it? That was years
-ago,—oh! so many,—and I am getting old; we both are growing old. You
-said so in your letter. But Maude is young, and in my dream she wore the
-bridal dress at the last, and I saw my own grave, with you beside it and
-Maude, and both so sorry because I was dead. But it is better so, and I
-am glad to die and be at rest. If I could be what I once was, oh! how I
-should cling to life! For I love you so much! Oh, Max, do you know, can
-you guess how I have loved you all these years, and what it has cost me
-to give you up?”
-
-Max’s only answer was the hot tears he dropped upon her face as she went
-on: “You will not forget me, that I know; but some time,—yes, some
-time,—and when it comes, remember I was willing. I told Maude so. Where
-is she?”
-
-“Here!” and Maude knelt, sobbing, by the dying woman, who went on: “She
-has been everything to me, Max, and I love her next to you. God bless
-you both! And if, in the Heaven I am going to, I can watch over you, I
-will do it, and be often, often with you, when you think I’m far away.
-Who was it said that? I read it long ago. But things are going from me,
-and Heaven is very near, and the Saviour is with me,—closer, nearer than
-you are, Max; and the other world is just in sight, where I soon shall
-be, free from pain, with my poor, crippled feet all strong and well,
-like Maude’s. Dear Maude! tell her how I loved her; tell her——”
-
-Here her voice grew indistinct, and for a few moments she seemed to be
-sleeping; then, suddenly, opening her eyes wide, she exclaimed, as an
-expression of joy broke over her face: “It is here,—the glory which
-shineth as the noonday. In another moment I shall be walking the golden
-streets. Good-bye, Max; good-bye.”
-
-Grace was dead, and Maude made her ready for the coffin, her tears
-falling like rain upon the shrivelled feet and on the waxen hands which
-she folded over the pulseless bosom, placing in them the flowers her
-mistress had loved best in life. She was to be buried in Mt. Auburn, and
-Maude went with the remains to Boston, as Grace had requested her to do,
-caring nothing because Mrs. Marshall-More hinted broadly at the
-impropriety of the act, wondering how she could have done it.
-
-“She did it at Grace’s request, and to please me,” Max said; and that
-silenced the lady, who was afraid of her brother, and a little afraid of
-Maude, who did not seem quite the girl she had last seen in Merrivale.
-
-“What will you do now? Go back to your teaching?” she asked, after the
-funeral was over.
-
-“I shall go home to mother,” Maude replied, and that afternoon she took
-the train for Merrivale, accompanied by Max, who was going on to New
-York, and thence to keep his appointment in London.
-
-Few were the words spoken between them during the journey, and those
-mostly of the dead woman lying under the snow at Mt. Auburn; but when
-Merrivale was reached, Max took the girl’s hands and pressed them hard
-as he called her a second time by her name.
-
-“God bless you, Maude, for all you were to Grace. When I can I will
-write to you. Good-bye.”
-
-Only for a moment the train stopped at the station, and then it moved
-swiftly on, leaving Maude standing upon the platform with her mother and
-John, while Max resumed his seat, and pulling his hat over his eyes,
-never spoke again until New York was reached. A week later and a ship of
-the Cunard line was plowing the ocean to the eastward, and Max Gordon
-was among the passengers, silent and abstracted, with a bitter sense of
-loneliness and pain in his heart as he thought of the living and the
-dead he was leaving behind,—Grace, who was to have been his bride, dead
-in all her sweetness and beauty, and Maude, who was nothing to him but a
-delicious memory, alive in all her freshness and youthful bloom. He
-could hardly tell of which he thought the more, Grace or Maude. Both
-seemed ever present with him, and it was many a day before he could rid
-himself of the fancy that two faces were close against his own, one cold
-and dead, as he had seen it last, with the snowy hair about the brow and
-a smile of perfect peace upon the lips which had never said aught but
-words of love to him,—the other glowing with life and girlish beauty, as
-it had looked at him in the gathering darkness when he stood upon the
-car step and waved it his good-bye.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.
- AT LAST.
-
-
-Five years had passed since Grace was laid in her grave in Mt. Auburn,
-and Max was still abroad, leading that kind of Bohemian life which many
-Americans lead in Europe, when there is nothing to call them home. And
-to himself Max often said there was nothing to call him home, but as
-often as he said it a throb of pain belied his words, for he knew that
-across the sea was a face and voice he was longing to see and hear
-again, a face which now visited him in his dreams quite as often as that
-of his dead love, and which he always saw as it had looked at him that
-summer afternoon in the log house among the Richland hills, with the
-sunlight falling upon the rings of hair, and lending a warmer tint to
-the glowing cheeks. Delicious as was the memory of that afternoon, it
-had been the means of keeping Max abroad during all these years, for, in
-the morbid state of mind into which he had fallen after Grace’s death,
-he felt that he must do penance for having allowed himself for a moment
-to forget her, who had believed in him so fully.
-
-“Grace trusted me, and I was false to her and will punish myself for it,
-even if by the means I lose all that now makes life seem desirable,” he
-thought.
-
-And so he stayed on and on, year after year, knowing always just where
-Maude was and what she was doing, for Archie kept him informed.
-Occasionally he wrote to her himself,—pleasant, chatty letters, which
-had in them a great deal of Grace,—his lost darling, he called her,—and
-a little of the places he was visiting. Occasionally, too, Maude wrote
-to him, her letters full of Grace, with a little of her life in
-Merrivale, for she was with her mother now, and had been since Miss
-Raynor’s death. A codicil to Grace’s will, bequeathing her a few
-thousand dollars, made it unnecessary for her to earn her own
-livelihood. Indeed, she might have bought Spring Farm, if she had liked;
-but this she would not do. The money given for that must be earned by
-herself, paid by the book she was writing, and which, after it was
-finished and published, and after a few savage criticisms by some
-dyspeptic critics, who saw no good in it, began to be read, then to be
-talked about, then to sell,—until finally it became the rage and was
-found in every book store, and railway car, and on almost every parlor
-table in New England, while the young authoress was spoken of as “a star
-which at one flight had soared to the zenith of literary fame,” and this
-from the very pens which at first had denounced “Sunny Bank” as a
-milk-and-watery effort, not worth the paper on which it was written.
-
-All Mrs. Marshall-More’s guests at Spring Farm read it, and Mrs.
-Marshall-More and Archie read it, too, and both went down to
-congratulate the author upon her success, the latter saying to her, when
-they were alone:
-
-“I say, Maude, your prophecy came true. You told me you’d write a book
-which every one would read, and which would make mother proud to say she
-knew you, and, by Jove, you have done it. You ought to hear her talk to
-some of the Boston people about Miss Graham, the authoress. You’d
-suppose you’d been her dearest friend. I wonder what Uncle Max will say?
-I told you you would make him your hero, and you have. I recognized him
-at once; but the heroine is more like Grace than you. I am going to send
-it to him.”
-
-And the next steamer which sailed from New York for Europe carried with
-it Maude’s book, directed to Max Gordon, who read it at one sitting in a
-sunny nook of the Colosseum, where he spent a great part of his time.
-Grace was in it, and he was in it, too, he was sure, and, reading
-between the lines what a stranger could not read, he felt when he had
-finished it that in the passionate love of the heroine for the hero he
-heard Maude calling to him to come back to the happiness there was still
-for him.
-
-“And I will go,” he said. “Five years of penance have atoned for five
-minutes of forgetfulness, and Grace would bid me go, if she could, for
-she foresaw what would be, and told me she was willing.”
-
-With Max to will was to do, and among the list of passengers who sailed
-from Liverpool, March 20th, 18—, was the name of Maxwell Gordon, Boston,
-Mass.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was the 2d of April, and a lovely morning, with skies as blue and air
-as soft and warm as in the later days of May. Spring Farm, for the
-season, was looking its loveliest, for Mrs. Marshall-More had lavished
-fabulous sums of money upon it, until she had very nearly transformed it
-into what she meant it should be, an English Park. She knew that Maude
-had once expressed her intention to buy it back some day, but this she
-was sure she could never do, and if she could Max would never sell it,
-and if he would she would never let him. So, with all these _nevers_ to
-reassure her, she went on year after year improving and beautifying the
-place until it was worth far more than when it came into her hands, and
-she was contemplating still greater improvements during the coming
-summer, when Max suddenly walked in upon her, and announced his
-intention of going to Merrivale the next day.
-
-“But where will you stay? Both houses are closed only the one at Spring
-Farm has in it an old couple—Mr. and Mrs. Martin—who look after it in
-the winter,” she said, and Max replied:
-
-“I will stay at Spring Farm with the Martins. I want to see the place.”
-And the next day found him there, occupying the room which, by a little
-skillful questioning of Mrs. Martin, he learned had been Maude’s when
-her father owned the farm.
-
-Miss Graham was home, she said, and at once launched out into praises of
-the young authoress of whom Merrivale was so proud.
-
-“And to think,” she said, “that she was born here in this very house! It
-seems so queer.”
-
-“And is the house more honored now than when she was simple Maude
-Graham?” Max asked, and the old lady replied:
-
-“To be sure it is. Any house can have a baby born in it, but not every
-one an authoress!” and with that she bustled off to see about supper for
-her guest.
-
-Max was up early the next morning, wondering how soon it would be proper
-for him to call upon Maude. He had no thought that she would come to
-him, and was somewhat surprised when just after breakfast her card was
-brought up by Mrs. Martin, who said she was in the parlor. Maude had
-heard of his arrival from Mr. Martin, who had stopped at the cottage the
-previous night on his way to the village.
-
-“Mr. Gordon in town! I supposed he was in Europe!” she exclaimed,
-feeling herself grow hot and cold and faint as she thought of Max Gordon
-being so near to her.
-
-That very afternoon she had received the first check from her publisher,
-and been delighted with the amount, so much more than she had expected.
-There was enough to buy Spring Farm, if Max did not ask too much, and
-she resolved to write to him at once and ask his price. But that was not
-necessary now, for he was here and she should see him face to face, and
-the next morning she started for Spring Farm immediately after their
-breakfast, which was never served very early.
-
-“Will he find me greatly changed, I wonder,” she thought, as she sat
-waiting for him, her heart beating so rapidly that she could scarcely
-speak when at last he came and stood before her, the same man she had
-parted from five years before save that he seemed a little older, with a
-look of weariness in his eyes.
-
-But that lifted the moment they rested upon her.
-
-“Oh, Maude,” was all he could say, as he looked into the face he had
-seen so often in his dreams, though never as beautiful as it was now.
-“Maude,” he began at last, “I cannot tell you how glad I am to see you
-again, or how glad I am for your success. I read the book in Rome.
-Archie sent it to me, and I have come to congratulate you.”
-
-He was talking so fast and pressing her hands so hard that he almost
-took her breath away. But she released herself from him, and,
-determining to have the _business_ off her mind as soon as possible,
-began abruptly:
-
-“I was surprised to hear of your arrival, and glad, too, as it saves me
-the trouble of writing you. I can buy Spring Farm now. You know you
-promised to keep it for me. What is your price?”
-
-“How much can you give?” Max asked; and without stopping to consider the
-strangeness of the question, Maude told him frankly the size of the
-check she had received, and asked if it were enough.
-
-“No, Maude,” Max said, and over the face looking so anxiously at him
-there fell a cloud of disappointment as Maude replied:
-
-“Is it much more you ask?”
-
-“Yes, a great deal more,” and Max seated himself beside her upon the
-sofa, for she was now sitting down; “but I think you can arrange it.
-Don’t look so sorry; It is _you_ I want, not your money. Will you give
-me yourself in return for Spring Farm?”
-
-He had her hands again, but she drew them from him, and covering her
-face with them, began to cry, while he went on:
-
-“Five years is a long time to wait for one we love, and I have waited
-that length of time, with thoughts of you in my heart, almost as much as
-thoughts of Grace, whom I loved dearly while she lived. But she is dead,
-and could she speak she would bid you grant me the happiness I have been
-denied so many years. I think she knew it would come some day. I am sure
-she did, and she told me she was willing. I did not mean to ask you
-quite so soon, but the sight of you, and the belief that you care for me
-as I care for you, has made me forget all the proprieties, and I cannot
-recall my words, so I ask you again to be my wife, to give me yourself
-as the price of Spring Farm, which shall be your home as long as you
-choose to make it so. Will you, Maude? I have come thousands of miles
-for your answer, which must not be no.”
-
-What else he said, or what she said, it is not necessary for the reader
-to know; only this, that when the two walked back to the cottage Maude
-said to her mother, “I am to marry Mr. Gordon in June, and you will
-spend the summer in our old home, and John will go to college in the
-fall.”
-
-It was very bad taste in Max to select the 20th of June for his wedding
-day, and she should suppose he would remember twenty years ago, when
-Grace Raynor was to have been his bride, Mrs. Marshall-More said to
-Archie, when commenting upon her brother’s approaching marriage, which
-did not altogether please her. She would far rather that he should
-remain single, for Archie’s sake and her own. And still it was some
-comfort that she was to have for her sister one so famous as Maude was
-getting to be. So she went up to Merrivale early in June and opened her
-own house, and patronized Maude and Mrs. Graham, and made many
-suggestions with regard to the wedding, which she would have had very
-fine and elaborate had they allowed it. But Maude’s preference was for a
-quiet affair, with only a few of her more intimate friends present. And
-she had her way. Archie was there, of course, and made himself master of
-ceremonies. He had received the news of Maude’s engagement with a keener
-pang of regret than he had thought it possible for him to feel, and
-suddenly woke up to a consciousness that he had always had a greater
-liking for Maude than he supposed. But it was too late now, and casting
-his regrets to the winds he made the best of it, and was apparently the
-gayest of all the guests who, on the morning of the 20th of June,
-assembled in Mrs. Graham’s parlor, where Max and Maude were made one.
-
-Aunt Maude, Archie called her, as he kissed her and asked if she
-remembered the time she cried on the neck of the brown ox, and declared
-her hatred of Max and all his relations.
-
-“But I did not know him then; did I, Max?” Maude said; and the bright
-face she lifted to her husband told that she was far from hating him
-now.
-
-There was a short trip to the West and a flying visit to Richland and
-the Cedars, so fraught with memories of the past and of Grace, whose
-grave on the wedding day had been one mass of flowers which Max had
-ordered put there. “Her wedding garment,” he said to Maude, to whom he
-told what he had done. “She seems very near to me now, and I am sure she
-is glad.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was a lovely July day, when Max and Maude returned from their bridal
-journey and took possession of the old home at Spring Farm, where Mrs.
-Graham met them with a very different expression upon her face from what
-it wore when we first saw her there years ago. The place was hers again,
-to enjoy as long as she lived; and if it had been beautiful when she
-left it, she found it far more so now, for Mrs. Marshall-More’s
-improvements, for which Max’s money had paid, were mostly in good taste,
-and never had the grounds looked better than when Max and Maude drove
-into them on this July afternoon. Although a little past their prime,
-there were roses everywhere, and the grassy walks, which Mrs. More had
-substituted in place of gravel, were freshly cut, and smooth and soft as
-velvet, while the old-fashioned flowers Maude loved so well, were
-filling the air with their perfume, and the birds in the maple tree
-seemed carolling a welcome to the bride so full were they of song.
-
-And here we shall leave her, happy in her old home and in her husband’s
-love, which is more to her than all the world beside. Whether she will
-ever write another book we do not know, probably she will, for where the
-brain seeds have taken root it is hard to dislodge them, and Maude often
-hears around her the voices of new ideal friends, to whom she may some
-time be compelled to give shape and name, as she did to the friends of
-her childhood.
-
-
-
-
- THE HEPBURN LINE.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.—DORIS’S STORY.
- MY AUNTS.
-
-
-I had come from my mother’s burial to the rector’s house, where I was to
-stay until it should be known what disposition would be made of me by my
-father’s aunts, the Misses Morton, who lived at Morton Park, near
-Versailles, Kentucky. Of these aunts I knew little, except that there
-were three of them now, but there had been four, and my
-great-grandfather, an eccentric old man, had called them respectively,
-Keziah, Desire, Maria and Beriah which odd names he had shortened into
-Kizzy and Dizzy, Rier and Brier. My father, who had lived with them when
-a boy, had often talked of Morton Park, and once when he was telling me
-of the grand old house, with its wide piazza and Corinthian pillars, its
-handsome grounds and the troop of blacks ready to come at his call, I
-had asked him why he didn’t go back there, saying I should like it
-better than our small cottage, where there were no grounds and no
-Corinthian pillars and no blacks to wait upon us. For a moment he did
-not answer, but glanced at my mother with a look of unutterable
-tenderness, then, drawing us both closely to him, he said, “If I go
-there I must leave you behind; and I would rather have mamma and you
-than all the blacks and Corinthian pillars in the world.”
-
-Although very young, I felt intuitively that Morton Park was not a
-pleasant topic of conversation, and I rarely spoke of it to him after
-that, but I often thought of it, with its Corinthian pillars for which I
-had a great reverence, and of the blacks, and the maple-trees, and the
-solid silver from which my aunts dined every day, and wondered when they
-were so rich why we were so poor and why my father worked as hard as I
-knew he did, for he often lay upon the couch, saying he was tired, and
-looking very pale about his mouth, with a bright red spot on either
-cheek. I heard some one call these spots “the hectic,” but did not know
-what this meant until later on, when he stayed in bed all the time and
-the doctor said he was dying with quick consumption. Then there came a
-day when I was called from school and hurried home to find him dead,—my
-handsome young father, who had always been so loving to me, and whose
-last words were, “Tell little Doris to be a good girl and kind to her
-mother. God bless her!”
-
-The blow was so sudden that for a time my mother seemed stunned and
-incapable of action, but she was roused at last by a letter from my Aunt
-Keziah, to whom she had written after my father’s death. I say a letter,
-but it was only an envelope containing a check for a hundred dollars and
-a slip of paper with the words, “For Gerold’s child,” and when my mother
-saw it there was a look on her face which I had never seen before, and I
-think her first impulse was to tear up the check, but, reflecting that
-it was not hers to destroy, she only burned the paper and put the money
-in the bank for me, and then went bravely to work to earn her living and
-mine, sometimes taking boarders, sometimes going out to nurse sick
-people, and at last doing dressmaking at home and succeeding so well
-that I never knew what real poverty was, and was as happy and free from
-care as children usually are.
-
-My father had been an artist, painting landscapes and portraits when he
-could find sale for them, and, when he could not, painting houses, barns
-and fences, for although he had been reared in the midst of luxury, and,
-as I now know, belonged to one of the best families in Kentucky, he held
-that all kinds of labor, if necessary, were honorable, and was not
-ashamed to stand in his overalls side by side with men who in birth and
-education were greatly his inferiors. At the time of his death he had in
-his studio a few pictures which had not been sold. Among them was a
-small one of the house in Morton Park, with its huge white pillars and
-tall trees in front, and one or two negroes playing under the trees.
-This I claimed for my own, and also another, which was a picture of his
-four aunts taken in a group in what seemed to be a summer-house. “The
-Quartette,” he called it, and I had watched him with a great deal of
-interest as he brought into seeming real life the four faces so unlike
-each other, Aunt Kizzy, stern and severe and prim, with a cap on her
-head after the English style, which she affected because her grandfather
-was English,—Aunt Dizzy, who was very pretty and very youthfully
-dressed, with flowers in her hair,—Aunt Rier, a gentle, matronly woman,
-with a fat baby in her lap which I did not think particularly
-good-looking,—and Aunt Brier, with a sweet face like a Madonna and a
-far-away look in her soft gray eyes which reminded one of Evangeline.
-Behind the four was my father, leaning over Aunt Rier and holding a rose
-before the baby, who was trying to reach it. The picture fascinated me
-greatly, and when I heard it was to be sold, with whatever other effects
-there were in the studio, I begged to keep it. But my mother said No,
-with the same look on her face which I had seen when she burned Aunt
-Kizzy’s letter. And so it was sold to a gentleman from Boston, who was
-spending the summer in Meadowbrook, and I thought no more of it until
-years after, when it was brought to my mind in a most unexpected manner.
-
-I was ten when I lost my father, and fourteen when my mother, too, died
-suddenly, and I was alone, with no home except the one the rector kindly
-offered me until something should be heard from my aunts. My mother had
-seemed so well and active, and, with her brilliant color and beautiful
-blue eyes and chestnut hair which lay in soft waves all over her head,
-had been so pretty and young and girlish-looking, that it was hard to
-believe her dead, and the hearts of few girls of fourteen have ever been
-wrung with such anguish as I felt when, after her funeral, I lay down
-upon a bed in the rectory and sobbed myself into a disturbed sleep, from
-which I was roused by the sound of voices in the adjoining room, where a
-neighbor was talking with Mrs. Wilmot, the rector’s wife, of me and my
-future.
-
-“Her aunts will have to do something now. They will be ashamed not to.
-Do you know why they have so persistently ignored Mr. and Mrs. Gerold
-Morton?”
-
-It was Mrs. Smith, the neighbor, who asked the question, and Mrs. Wilmot
-replied, “I know but little, as Mrs. Morton was very reticent upon the
-subject. I think, however, that the aunts were angry because Gerold, who
-had always lived with them, made what they thought a misalliance by
-marrying the daughter of the woman with whom he boarded when in college.
-They had in mind another match for him, and when he disappointed them,
-they refused to recognize his wife or to see him again.”
-
-“But did he have nothing from his father? I thought the Mortons were
-very rich,” Mrs. Smith said, and Mrs. Wilmot answered her, “Nothing at
-all, for his father, too, had married against the wishes of _his_
-father, a very hard and strange man, I imagine, who promptly
-disinherited his son. But when the young wife died at the birth of her
-child, the aunts took the little boy Gerold and brought him up as their
-own. I do not at all understand it, but I believe the Morton estate is
-held by a long lease and will eventually pass from the family unless
-some one of them marries somebody in the family of the old man who gave
-the lease.”
-
-“They seem to be given to misalliances,” Mrs. Smith rejoined; “but if
-they could have seen Gerold’s wife they must have loved her, she was so
-sweet and pretty. Doris is like her. She will be a beautiful woman, and
-her face alone should commend her to her aunts.”
-
-No girl of fourteen can hear unmoved that she is lovely, and, although I
-was hot with indignation at my aunts for their treatment of my father
-and their contempt for my mother, I was conscious of a stir of
-gratification, and as I went to the washstand to bathe my burning
-forehead I glanced at myself in the mirror. My face was swollen with
-weeping, and my eyes were very red, with dark circles around them, but
-they were like my mother’s, and my hair was like hers, too, and there
-was an expression about my mouth which brought her back to me. I was
-like my mother, and I was glad she had left me her heritage of beauty,
-although I cared but little whether it commended me to my aunts or not,
-as I meant to keep aloof from them, if possible. I could take care of
-myself, I thought, and any hardship would be preferable to living with
-them, even should they wish to have me do so, which was doubtful.
-
-To Mrs. Wilmot I said nothing of what I had overheard, but waited in
-some anxiety for Aunt Kizzy’s letter, which came about two weeks after
-my mother’s death. It was directed to Mr. Wilmot, and was as follows:
-
- “MORTON PARK, September 10, 18—.
-
- “REV. J. S. WILMOT:
-
- “DEAR SIR,—Your letter is received, and I have delayed my reply until
- we could give our careful consideration as to what to do, or rather
- how to do it. We have, of course, no option in the matter as to _what_
- to do, for naturally we must care for Gerold’s daughter, but we shall
- do it in the way most agreeable to ourselves. As you will have
- inferred, we are all elderly people, and I am old. I shall be sixty
- next January. Miss Desire, my sister, is forty-seven. (Between her and
- myself there were two boys who died in infancy.) Maria, my second
- sister, would, if living, be forty-five, and Beriah is nearly
- thirty-eight. Thus, you see, we are no longer young, but are just
- quiet people, with our habits too firmly fixed to have them broken in
- upon by a girl who probably talks slang and would fill the house with
- noise and chatter, singing at most inopportune moments, banging the
- doors, pulling the books from the shelves and the chairs into the
- middle of the rooms, and upsetting things generally. No, we couldn’t
- bear it, and just the thought of it has given me a chill.
-
- “We expect to educate the girl,—Doris, I think you called her,—but it
- must be at the North. If there is a good school in Meadowbrook,
- perhaps it will be well for her to remain there for a while, and if
- you choose to retain her in your family you will be suitably
- remunerated for all the expense and trouble. When she is older I shall
- place her in some institution where she will receive a thorough
- education, besides learning the customs of good society. After that we
- may bring her to Morton Park. For the present, however, I prefer that
- she should remain with you, for, as you are a clergyman, you will
- attend to her moral training and see that she is staunch and true in
- every respect. I hate deception of all kinds, and I wish her to learn
- the Lord’s Prayer and the Ten Commandments and the Creed, and to be
- confirmed at the proper age. She is about ten now, is she not?
-
- “Enclosed you will find a check sufficient, I think, for the present
- necessities. If more is needed, it will be sent. Please let me know if
- there is a good school in Meadowbrook, and if there is none, will you
- kindly recommend one which you think suitable?
-
- “Yours truly,
- “MISS KEZIAH MORTON.”
-
-This was the letter which I read, looking over Mr. Wilmot’s shoulder,
-and growing more and more angry as I read, it was so heartless and cold,
-with no word of real interest or sympathy for me, who was merely a
-burden which must be carried, whether she were willing or not.
-
-“I’ll never accept a penny from her,” I exclaimed, “and you may tell her
-so. I’d rather scrub than be dependent upon these proud relatives, who
-evidently think me a heathen. The Lords Prayer, indeed! and I fourteen
-years old! I wonder if she thinks I know how to read!”
-
-I was very defiant and determined, but after a little I grew calmer, and
-as the graded school in Meadowbrook, which I had always attended, was
-excellent of its kind, and the Wilmots were glad to have me with them, I
-consented at last that a letter to that effect should be forwarded to
-Kentucky. But when Mr. Wilmot suggested that I, too, should write and
-thank my aunt for her kindness, I stoutly refused. I was not thankful, I
-said, neither did I think her kind as I understood kindness, and I could
-not tell a lie. Later, however, it occurred to me that as she had said
-she wished me to be true and staunch, and that she hated deception, it
-might be well to let her know just how I felt towards her, so as not to
-occupy a false position in the future. Accordingly I wrote a letter, of
-which the following is a copy:
-
- “MEADOWBROOK, MASS., September—, 18—.
-
- “MISS KEZIAH MORTON:
-
- “DEAR MADAM,—Mr. Wilmot has told you that there is a good school in
- Meadowbrook and that he is glad to keep me in his family. He wished me
- also to thank you for your kindness in furnishing the means for my
- education, and if I really felt thankful I would do so. But I don’t,
- and I cannot pretend to be grateful, for I do not think your offer was
- made in kindness, but because, as you said in your letter, you had no
- option except to care for me. You said, too, that you did not like
- deception of any kind, and I think I’d better tell you how I feel
- about accepting help from you. Since my mother died I have
- accidentally heard how you treated her and neglected my father because
- of her, and naturally I am indignant, for a sweeter, lovelier woman
- than my mother never lived. When she died and left me alone, there was
- a leaning in my heart towards you and the other aunts, because you
- were the only relatives I have in the world, and if you had shown the
- least sympathy for me I could have loved you so much. But in your
- letter you never said one word of pity or comfort. You offered to
- educate me, that was all. But I prefer to care for myself, and I can
- do it, too. I am fourteen, and can earn my own living. I can make
- dresses, as mother did after father died, or I can do second work
- until I have enough to pay for my schooling. And I would rather do it
- than be indebted to any one, and if, when you get this, you think best
- to change your mind, I shall be glad. But if you do not, I shall try
- to improve every moment and get a thorough education as soon as
- possible, and when I can I shall pay you every dollar you expend for
- me, and you need have no fears that I shall ever disgrace my father’s
- name, or you either.
-
- “I used to think that I should like to see Morton Park, as it was once
- my father’s home, but since reading your letter I have no desire to go
- there and bang doors, and pull the books from the shelves, and sing,
- whether invited to or not, and shock you with slang. I suppose I do
- use some,—all the girls do, and example is contagious,—and I am fond
- of singing, and would like nothing better than to take lessons in
- vocal and instrumental music, but I am not quite a heathen, and can
- hardly remember when I did not know the Lord’s Prayer, and Ten
- Commandments, and Creed. But I have not been confirmed, and do not
- intend to be until I am a great deal better than I am now, for I
- believe there is something necessary to confirmation besides mere
- intellectual knowledge. Father and mother taught me that, and they
- were true Christians.
-
- “Father used sometimes to tell me of his home and his aunts, who were
- kind to him, and so, perhaps, you would like to know how peacefully he
- died, and how handsome he was in his coffin, just as if he were
- asleep. But mother was lovelier still, with such a sweet smile on her
- face, and her dear little hands folded upon her bosom. There were
- needle-pricks and marks of the hard work she had done on her fingers,
- but I covered them with great bunches of the white pond-lilies she
- loved so much, and then kissed her good-bye forever, with a feeling
- that my heart was broken; and, oh, it aches so now when I remember
- that in all the world there is no one who cares for me, or on whom I
- have any claim.
-
- “I don’t know why I have written this to you, who, of course, have no
- interest in it, but guess I did it because I am sure you once loved
- father a little. I do not expect you to love me, but if I can ever be
- of any service to you I will, for father’s sake; and something tells
- me that in the future, I don’t know when or how, I shall bring you
- some good. Until then adieu.
-
- “DORIS MORTON.”
-
-I knew this was not the kind of letter which a girl of fourteen should
-send to a woman of sixty, but I was indignant and hot-headed and young,
-and felt that in some way I was avenging my mother’s wrongs, and so the
-letter was sent, unknown to the Wilmots, and I waited anxiously for the
-result. But there was none, so far as I knew. Aunt Kizzy did not answer
-it, and in her letter to Mr. Wilmot she made no reference to it. She
-merely said she was glad I was to live in a clergyman’s family under
-religious influence, and added that if I had a good voice and he thought
-it desirable I was to have instruction in both vocal and instrumental
-music.
-
-It did not occur to me to connect this with anything I had written, but
-I was very glad, for I was passionately fond of music, as I was of books
-generally. And so for two years I was a pupil in the High School in
-Meadowbrook, passing from one grade to another, until at last I was
-graduated with all the honors which such an institution could give.
-
-During this time not a word had ever been written to me by my aunts. The
-bills had been regularly paid through Mr. Wilmot, to whom Aunt Kizzy’s
-letters were addressed, and at the end of every quarter a report of my
-standing in scholarship and deportment had been forwarded to Kentucky.
-And that was all I knew of my relatives, who might have been
-Kamschatkans for anything they were to me.
-
-About six months before I was graduated, Mr. Wilmot was told that I was
-to be sent to Madame De Moisiere’s School in Boston, and then, three
-months later, without any reason for the change, I learned that I was to
-go to Wellesley, provided I could pass the necessary examination. Of
-this I had no fears, but the change disappointed me greatly, as I had
-heard glowing accounts of Madame De Moisiere’s School from a girl friend
-who had been there, and at first I rebelled against Wellesley, which I
-fancied meant nothing but hard study, with little recreation. But there
-was no help for it. Aunt Keziah’s law was the law of the Medes and
-Persians, and one morning in September I said good-bye to Meadowbrook
-and started for Wellesley, which seemed to me then a kind of
-intellectual prison.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.—BERIAH’S STORY.
- DORIS.
-
-
- MORTON PARK, June —, 18—.
-
-Ten o’clock at night, and I have brought out my old book for a little
-chat. I am sure I don’t know why I continue to write in my journal, when
-I am nearly forty years old, unless it is because I began it nineteen
-years ago, on the day after I said good-bye to Tom forever and felt that
-my heart was broken. It was just such a moonlight night as this when we
-walked under the elms in the Park and he told me I was a coward, because
-I would not brave Kizzy’s wrath and marry out of the “accursed Hepburn
-line,” as he called it. Well, I _was_ afraid of Kizzy, and shrank from
-all the bitterness and trouble which has come to us through that Hepburn
-line. First, there was my brother Douglas, twenty-five years older than
-I am, who, because he married the girl he loved, instead of the one he
-didn’t, was sent adrift without a dollar. Why didn’t my father, I
-wonder, marry into the line himself, and so save all this trouble?
-Probably because he was so far removed from the crisis now so fast
-approaching, that he ventured to take my mother, to whom he was always
-tender and loving, showing that there was kindness in his nature,
-although he could be so hard on Douglas and the dear little wife who
-died when Gerold was born. Then came the terrible time when both my
-father and mother were swept away on the same day by the cholera, and
-six months after Douglas died, and his boy Gerold came to live with us,
-He was two years my senior, and more like my brother than my nephew, and
-I loved him dearly and spoke up for him when Kizzy turned him out, just
-as Douglas had been turned out before him. Had I dared I would have
-written to him and assured him of my love, but I could not, so great was
-my dread of Keziah, who exercises a kind of hypnotic power over us all.
-She tried to keep Desire from the man of her choice, and might have
-succeeded, if death had not forestalled her. She sent Tom away from me,
-and only yielded to Maria, who had a will as strong as her own and
-married whom she pleased. But she, too, died just after her husband, who
-was shot in the battle of Fredericksburgh, and we have no one left but
-her boy Grant, who is almost as dear to me as Gerold was.
-
-Grant is a young man now, and I trust he will marry Dorothea, and so
-break the evil spell which that old man must have put upon us when to
-the long lease of ninety years given to my grandfather he tacked that
-strange condition that if before the expiration of the lease a direct
-heir of Joseph Morton, of Woodford County, Kentucky, married a direct
-heir of Amos Hepburn, of Keswick, England, only half the value of the
-property leased should revert to the Hepburn heir, while the other half
-should remain in the Morton family. If no such marriage has taken place,
-uniting the houses of Morton and Hepburn, then the entire property goes
-to the direct heir of the Hepburns. I believe I have stated it as it is
-worded in that old yellow document which Keziah keeps in the family
-Bible and reads every day with a growing dread of what will soon befall
-us unless Grant marries Dorothea, who, so far as we know, stands first
-in the Hepburn line, and to whom the Morton estate will go if it passes
-from our hands.
-
-I have sometimes doubted if that clause would stand the test of law, and
-have said so to Keziah, suggesting to her to take advice on the subject.
-But she treated my suggestion with scorn, charging me with wishing to be
-dishonest, and saying that even if it were illegal it was the request of
-Amos Hepburn, and father had instilled it into her mind that a dead
-man’s wish was law, and she should abide by it. Neither would she allow
-me to ask any legal advice, or talk about the matter to any one.
-
-“It is our own business,” she said, “and if we choose to give up our
-home it concerns no one but ourselves.”
-
-But she does not expect to give it up, for our hopes are centred on
-Grant’s marrying Dorothea; and as one means of accomplishing this end he
-must be kept from Doris and all knowledge of her.
-
-Poor little orphaned Doris! I wonder what she is like, and why Keziah is
-so hard upon her! She is not to blame because her father married the
-daughter of his landlady, whom Keziah calls a cook. How well I recall a
-morning two or three years ago when, at the tick of the clock announcing
-eight, Kizzy and Dizzy and I marched solemnly down to breakfast just as
-we have done for the last twenty years and shall for twenty more if we
-live so long, Keziah first in her black dress and lace cap, with her
-keys jingling at her side, Desire next, in her white gown and blue
-ribbons, which she will wear until she is seventy, and I, in my chintz
-wrapper of lavender and white, colors which Tom said were becoming to me
-and which I usually select. I can hear the swish of our skirts on the
-stairs, and see the round table with its china and glass and flowers,
-and old Abe, the butler, bringing in the coffee and toast, and a letter
-for Keziah, who read it twice, and then, folding it very deliberately,
-said, “Gerold’s widow is dead and has left a little girl, and a Rev. Mr.
-Wilmot has written to know what is to be done with her.”
-
-“Oh, bring her here, by all means!” both Dizzy and I exclaimed in a
-breath, while Keziah’s face, which is always severe and stern, grew more
-so as she replied, in the tone from which there is no appeal, “She will
-stay where she is, if there is a decent school there. I shall educate
-her, of course; there is no alternative; but she cannot come here until
-she is sufficiently cultivated not to mortify us with her bad manners,
-as blood will tell. I have never forgiven her mother for marrying
-Gerold, and I cannot yet forgive this girl for being that woman’s
-daughter.”
-
-Both Desire and myself knew how useless it was to combat Keziah when her
-mind was made up. So we said nothing more about the child, and kept as
-much as possible out of Keziah’s way, for when she is disturbed she is
-not a pleasant person to meet in a _tete-a-tete_. We knew she wrote to
-Mr. Wilmot, and that he replied, and then, two days after, when we went
-down to breakfast, we found another letter for Keziah. It was from
-Doris, and Keziah read it aloud, while her voice and hands shook with
-wrath, and Desire and I exchanged glances of satisfaction and touched
-each other slyly with our feet in token of sympathy with the child, who
-dared write thus to one who had ruled us so long that we submitted to
-her now without a protest. It was a very saucy letter, but it showed the
-mettle of the girl, and I respected her for it, and my heart went out to
-her with a great pity when she said, “If you had shown the least
-sympathy for me I could have loved you so much, but you did not. You
-offered to care for me because you felt that you must, but you never
-sent me one word of pity or comfort.”
-
-“Oh, Keziah,” I exclaimed at this point, “is that true? Did you write to
-Mr. Wilmot and say no word to the child?”
-
-“I never say what I do not feel,” was Keziah’s answer, as she read on,
-and when she had finished the letter she added, “She is an ungrateful
-girl, fitter for a dressmaker or maid, no doubt, than for anything
-higher. But she is a Morton, and must not be suffered to do a menial’s
-work. I shall educate her in my own way, but shall not recognize her
-socially until I know the kind of woman into which she develops. Neither
-must you waste any sentimentality upon her, or make any advances in the
-shape of letters, for I will not have it. Let her stand alone awhile.
-She seems to be equal to it. And——” here she hesitated, while her pale
-cheek flushed a little, as she continued, “she is older than I supposed.
-She is fourteen,—very pretty, or beautiful, I think Mr. Wilmot said, and
-that does not commend her to me. You know how susceptible Grant is to
-beauty, and there must be no more mistakes. The time is too short for
-that. Grant is going to Andover, which is not far from Meadowbrook, and
-if he knew of this girl, who is his second cousin, nothing could keep
-him from seeing her, and there is no telling what complications might
-arise, for she is undoubtedly designing like her mother, who won Gerold
-from the woman he should have married. Consequently you are to say
-nothing to Grant of this girl; then, if he chances to meet her and
-trouble comes of it, I shall know the hand of fate is in it.”
-
-“But, Keziah,” I remonstrated, “you surely cannot expect that Grant will
-never know anything of Doris? That is preposterous!”
-
-“He need know nothing of her until matters are arranged between him and
-Dorothea, who is only fifteen now, while he is eighteen,—both too young
-as yet for an engagement. But it must be. It shall be!”
-
-She spoke with great energy, and we, who knew her so well, felt sure
-that it would be, and knew that so far as Grant or any of us were
-concerned, Doris was to remain a myth until such time as Keziah chose to
-bring her home. But if we could not speak of her to Grant, Desire and I
-talked of her often between ourselves, and two or three times I began a
-letter to her, but always burned it, so great was my fear of Keziah’s
-displeasure should she find it out. We knew the girl was well cared for
-and happy, and that she stood high in all her classes, for the very best
-of reports came regularly from her teachers, both with regard to
-deportment and to scholarship. Perhaps I am wrong, but I cannot help
-thinking that Keziah would have been better pleased if some fault had
-been found in order to confirm her theory that blood will tell. But
-there has been none, and she was graduated with honor at the High School
-in Meadowbrook, and every arrangement was made for her to go to Madame
-De Moisiere’s school in Boston, where she particularly wished to go,
-when suddenly Keziah changed her mind in favor of Wellesley, where Doris
-did not wish to go. “She is bitterly disappointed, and I shall be glad
-if you can think best to adhere to your first plan,” Mr. Wilmot wrote,
-but did not move Keziah a whit. It was either Wellesley or some
-out-of-the-way place in Maine, which I do not recall. Doris has chosen
-Wellesley, of course, while Dizzy and I have put our wits to work to
-find the cause of the change, and I think we have found it. Dorothea has
-suddenly made up her mind to go to Madame De Moisiere.
-
-“I don’t care for books, any way,” she wrote. “I am a dunce, and
-everybody knows it and seems to like me just as well. But old Gardy
-thinks I ought to go somewhere to be finished, and so I have chosen De
-Moisiere, where I expect to have no end of fun provided I can hoodwink
-the teachers, and I think I can. Besides, as you may suspect, the fact
-that Grant has finished Andover and is now in Harvard has a good deal to
-do with my choice, for he will call upon me, of course. I shall be so
-proud of him, as I hear he is very popular, and all the girls will be
-green with envy!”
-
-“The dear rattle-brained child,” Keziah said, chuckling over the letter,
-as she would not have chuckled if it had been from Doris,—“the dear
-rattle-brained child! Of course Grant must call, and I shall write to
-the professors, giving my permission, and to Madame asking her to allow
-him to see her.”
-
-Poor, innocent Kizzy! It is so many years since she was at
-boarding-school, where she was kept behind bars and bolts, and she knows
-so little how fast the world has moved since then, that she really
-believes young people are kept as closely now as they were forty years
-ago. What would she say if she knew how many times Grant was at Madame’s
-while he was at Andover and during his first year at Harvard, and how
-many flirtations he has had with the girls, whom he calls a jolly lot.
-All this he confided to Dizzy and myself, when at the vacation he came
-home, fresh and breezy and full of fun and frolic and noise, making our
-quiet house resound with his college songs and Harvard yells, which I
-think are hideous, and rather fast, if not low. But Kizzy never utters a
-word of protest, and pays without questioning the enormous bills sent to
-her, and seems gratified to know that his rooms are as handsome and his
-turnout as fine as any in Cambridge.
-
-Grant has the first place in Kizzy’s heart, and Dorothea the next, and
-because she is going to Madame De Moisiere, Doris must not go, for
-naturally she would fall in with Dorothea, and through her with Grant,
-who would not be insensible to his pretty cousin’s charms, and who would
-resent his having been kept from her so long. Mr. Wilmot has written
-that she is exceedingly beautiful, with a manner which attracts every
-one, while some of her teachers have written the same. Dorothea, on the
-contrary, is rather plain. “Ugly as a hedge fence,” Grant once said of
-her in a fit of pique, declaring that if he ever married, it would be to
-a pretty face. And so he must not see Doris until he is engaged to
-Dorothea, as it seems likely he soon will be, and Doris is going to
-Wellesley, where Kizzy thinks Grant has never been and never can go
-without her permission! Deluded Kizzy! Grant knows at least a dozen
-Wellesley girls, each one of whom he designates a brick. Will he find
-Doris, I wonder? I cannot help hoping so. Ah, well, the world is a queer
-mixture, and _nous verrons_.
-
-It is growing late, and everybody in and around the house is asleep,
-except myself and Nero, the watch-dog, who is fiercely baying the moon
-or barking at some thieving negro stealing our eggs or chickens. The
-clock is striking twelve, and I must say good-night to my journal and to
-Tom, if he is still alive, and to dear little Doris: so leaning from my
-window into the cool night air, I will kiss my hand to the north and
-south and east and west, and say God bless them both, wherever they are.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.—DORIS’S STORY.
- GRANTLEY MONTAGUE AND DOROTHEA.
-
-
-It was a lovely morning in September when, with Lucy Pierce, a girl
-friend, I took the train for Boston, where I was to spend the night with
-Lucy’s aunt, who lived there, and the next day go to Wellesley. Soon
-after we were seated, a young man who had formerly lived in Meadowbrook,
-but was now a clerk in some house in Chicago and was going to Boston on
-business, entered the car, and after the first greetings were over, said
-to us, “I saw you get in at Meadowbrook, and have come to speak with you
-and have a little rest. The through sleeper from Chicago and Cincinnati
-is half full of school-girls and Harvard boys, who have kept up such a
-row. Why, it was after twelve last night before they gave us a chance to
-sleep. They are having a concert now, and a girl from Cincinnati, whom
-they call Thea, and who seems to be the ringleader, is playing the
-banjo, while another shakes a tambourine, and a tall fellow from
-Kentucky, whom they call General Grant, is whistling an accompaniment. I
-rather think Miss Thea is pretty far gone with the general, the way she
-turns her great black eyes on him, and I wouldn’t wonder if he were a
-little mashed on her, although she is not what I call pretty. And yet
-she has a face which one would look at twice, and like it better the
-second time than the first; and, by Jove, she handles that banjo well. I
-wish you could see her.”
-
-When we reached Worcester, where we were to stop a few minutes, Lucy and
-I went into the sleeper, from which many of the passengers had alighted,
-leaving it free to the girls and the Harvards, who were enjoying
-themselves to their utmost. The concert was at its height, banjo and
-tambourine-players and whistler all doing their best, and it must be
-confessed that the best was very good. Thea was evidently the centre of
-attraction, as, with her hat off and her curly bangs pushed back from
-her forehead, her white fingers swept the strings of the banjo with a
-certain inimitable grace, and her brilliant, laughing eyes looked up to
-the young man, who was bending over her with his back to me so I could
-not see his face. I only knew he was tall and broad-shouldered, with
-light brown hair which curled at the ends, and that his appearance was
-that of one bred in a city, who has never done anything in his life but
-enjoy himself. And still he fascinated me almost as much as Thea, who,
-as I passed her, said to him, with a soft Southern accent, “For shame,
-Grant,—to make so horrid a discord! I believe you did it on purpose, and
-I shall not play any more. The concert is ended; pass round the hat;”
-and, dropping her banjo on her lap and running her fingers through her
-short hair until it stood up all over her head, she leaned back as if
-exhausted and fanned herself with her sailor hat. With the exception of
-her eyes and hair, she was not pretty in the usual acceptation of the
-term. But, as young Herring had said, one would turn to look at her
-twice and like her better the second time than the first, for there was
-an irresistible charm in her manner and smile and voice, which to me
-seemed better than mere beauty of feature and complexion.
-
-When he reached the depot in Boston I saw her again, and then thought
-her very pretty as she stood upon the platform, taking her numerous
-parcels from “General” Grant, with whom she was gayly chattering.
-
-“Now mind you come soon. I shall be so homesick till I see you. I am
-half homesick now,” she said, brushing a tear, either real or feigned,
-from her eyes.
-
-“But suppose they won’t let me call? They are awfully stiff when they
-get their backs up, and they are not very fond of me,” the young man
-said, and she replied, “Oh, they will, for your aunt and Gardy are going
-to write and ask permission for me to see you, so that is fixed. _Au
-revoir._” And, kissing her fingers to him, she followed her companions,
-while Grant went to look for his baggage.
-
-He had been standing with his back to me, but as he turned I saw his
-face distinctly and started involuntarily with the thought that I had
-seen him before, or somebody like him. Surely there was something
-familiar about him, and the memory of my dead father came back to me and
-was associated with this young man, thoughts of whom clung to me
-persistently, until the strangeness and novelty of Wellesley drove him
-and Thea from my mind for a time.
-
-Of my student life at Wellesley, I shall say but little, except that as
-a student I was contented and happy. I loved study for its own sake, and
-no task was too long, no lesson too hard, for me to master. I stood high
-in all my classes, and was popular with my teachers and the few girls
-whom I chose as my friends. And still there was constantly with me a
-feeling of unrest,—a longing for something I could not have. Mordecai
-sat in the gate, and my Mordecai was the restrictions with which my Aunt
-Keziah hedged me round, not only in a letter written to my teachers, but
-in one which she sent to me when I had been in Wellesley three or four
-weeks. I was not expecting it, and at the sight of her handwriting my
-heart gave a great bound, for she was my blood relation, and although I
-had no reason to love her, I had more than once found myself wishing for
-some recognition from her. At last it had come, I thought, and with
-moist eyes and trembling hands I opened the letter, which was as
-follows:
-
- “DEAR DORIS,—It has come to my knowledge that a great deal more
- license is allowed to young people than in my day, and that young men
- sometimes call upon or manage to see school-girls without the
- permission of their parents or guardians. This is very reprehensible,
- and something I cannot sanction. I am at a great expense for your
- education, in order that you may do credit to your father’s name, and
- I wish you to devote your entire energies and thoughts to your books,
- and on no account to receive calls or attentions of any kind from any
- one, and especially a Harvard student. My orders are strict in this
- respect, and I have communicated them to your Principal. You can, if
- accompanied by a teacher, go occasionally to a concert or a lecture in
- Boston, but, as a rule you are better in the building, and must have
- nothing to do with the Harvarders. Your past record is good and I
- expect your future to be the same, and shall be pleased accordingly. I
- shall send your quarter’s spending money to Miss ——, who will give it
- to you as you need it, and I do this because I hear that girls at
- school are sometimes given to buying candy by the box,—French candy,
- too,—and sweets by the jar, and to having _spreads_, whatever these
- may be. But you can afford none of these extravagancies, and, lest you
- should be tempted to indulge in them, I have removed the possibility
- from your way by giving your allowance to Miss ——, and I wish you to
- keep an account of all your little incidental expenses, and send it to
- me with the quarterly reports of your standing.
-
- “I have arranged with the Wilmots for you to spend your vacations with
- them. But when your education is finished, if your record is as good
- as it has been, you will come to us, of course, if we have a home for
- you to come to. There is a dark cloud hanging over us, and whether it
- will burst or not I cannot tell. If it does, you may be obliged to
- earn your own living, and hence the necessity for you to get a
- thorough education. I am thankful to say that, for people of our
- years, your aunts and myself are in comfortable health. If you wish to
- write me occasionally and tell me of your life at Wellesley, you can
- do so, but you must not expect prompt replies, as people at my time of
- life are not given to voluminous correspondence.
-
- “Yours truly,
- “KEZIAH MORTON.”
-
-I had opened the letter with eager anticipations of what it might
-contain, but when I finished it my heart was hardening with a sense of
-the injustice done me by treating me as if I were a little child, who
-could not be trusted with my own pocket money, and who was to give an
-account for every penny spent, from a postage stamp to a car fare. And
-this at first hurt me worse than the other restrictions. I did not know
-much about the Harvard boys or spreads, and I did not care especially
-for French candy and sweets, but now that they were so summarily
-forbidden, I began to want them and to rebel against the chains which
-bound me, and as the weeks and months went on, I became more and more
-conscious of a feeling of desolation and loneliness, which at times made
-me very unhappy. In Meadowbrook I had been so kindly cared for by the
-Wilmots that, except for the sense of loss when I thought of my mother,
-I had not fully realized how alone I was in the world; but at Wellesley,
-when I heard my companions talk of their homes and saw their delight
-when letters came to them from father or mother or brothers or sisters,
-I used to go away and cry with an intense longing for the love of some
-one of my own kindred and friends. I had no letters from home and no
-home to go to during the vacations except that of the Wilmots, who
-always made me welcome. I stood alone, a sort of _goody-goody_, as the
-girls called me when I resisted their entreaties to join in violation of
-the rules. I took no part in what Aunt Keziah called spreads. I seldom
-saw a Harvard student, but heard a good deal about them and learned that
-they were not the monsters Aunt Kizzy thought them to be.
-
-My room-mate, Mabel Stearns, had a brother in Harvard, whose intimate
-friend was called General Grant, but whose real name was Grantley
-Montague, Mabel said, adding that he was a Kentuckian and belonged to a
-very aristocratic family. He was reported to be rich, spending his money
-freely, and while always managing to have his lessons and stand well
-with the professors, still arranging to have a hand in every bit of fun
-and frolic that came in his way. I heard, too, of Dorothea Haynes, who
-was at Madame De Mosiere’s, She was a great heiress and an orphan, and
-lived in Cincinnati with her guardian, whom she called old Gardy, who
-gave her all the money she wanted, and whose instructions were that, as
-she was delicate, she was not to have too many lessons or study too
-hard. Like Grantley Montague, she was very popular, and no one had so
-many callers from Harvard. Prominent among these was Grantley Montague,
-who was very lover-like in his attentions. Happy Dorothea Haynes, I
-thought, envying her for her money,—which was not doled out to her in
-quarters and halves,—envying her for her freedom, and envying her most
-for her acquaintance with Grantley Montague, who occupied much of my
-thoughts, but who seemed as far removed from me as the planets from the
-earth.
-
-I never went anywhere, except occasionally to a concert, or a lecture,
-and to church. I seldom saw anyone except the teachers and students
-around me, and, although I was very fond of my books, time dragged
-rather monotonously with me until I had been at Wellesley about two and
-a half years, when Mabel who had spent Sunday in Boston came back on
-Monday radiant and full of news which she hastened to communicate.
-Grantley Montague and her brother Fred were soon to give a tea-party
-under the auspices of her married sister, who lived in Cambridge, and
-who was to be assisted by two or three other ladies. I had heard of
-these receptions, where Thea Haynes usually figured so prominently in
-wonderful costumes, but if any wish that I might have part in them ever
-entered my mind, it was quickly smothered, for such things were not for
-me, fettered as I was by my aunt Keziah’s orders, which were not relaxed
-in the least, although I was now nineteen years of age. How then was I
-surprised and delighted when with Mabel’s invitation there came one for
-me! It was through her influence, I knew, but I was invited, and for a
-few moments I was happier than I had ever been in my life. Then came the
-thought expressed in words, “Can I go?”
-
-“Certainly,” Mabel said; “you have only to write your aunt, who will say
-yes at once, if you tell her how much you desire it, and Miss —— will
-give her permission gladly, for you are the model scholar. You never get
-into scrapes, and have scarcely had an outing except a few stupid
-lectures or concerts with a teacher tacked on, and I don’t believe you
-have spoken to a Harvarder since you have been here. Of course she will
-let you go; if she don’t, she’s an old she-dragon. Write to her at once,
-and blarney her a little, if necessary.”
-
-I did not know how to blarney, and I was horribly afraid of the
-she-dragon, as Mabel called her, but I wrote her that day, telling her
-what I wanted, and how much pleasure it would give me to go. It was the
-first favor I had asked, I said, and I had tried so hard to do what I
-thought would please her, that I hoped she would grant it, and, as there
-was not very much time for delay, would she please telegraph her answer?
-I signed myself, “Your affectionate niece, Doris Morton,” and then
-waited, anxiously, for a reply. I knew about how long it took for a
-letter to reach Morton Park, and on the fourth day after mine was sent I
-grew so nervous that I could scarcely eat or keep my mind upon my
-lessons. Encouraged by Mabel, I had come to think it quite sure that my
-aunt would consent, and had tried on my two evening dresses to see which
-was the more becoming to me, crimson surah with creamy trimmings, or
-cream-colored cashmere with crimson trimmings. Mabel decided for the
-cashmere, which, she said, softened my brilliant color, and I sewed a
-bit of lace into the neck and fastened a bow of ribbon a little more
-securely, and was smoothing the folds of the dress and wondering what
-Grantley Montague would think of it and me, when there was a knock at my
-door and a telegram was handed me. I think the sight of one of those
-yellow missives quickens the pulse of every one, and for a moment my
-heart beat so fast that I could scarcely stand. I was alone, for Mabel
-had gone out, and, dropping into a chair, I opened the envelope with
-hands which shook as if I were in a chill. Then everything swam before
-my eyes and grew misty, except the one word _No_, which stamped itself
-upon my brain so indelibly that I see it now as distinctly as I saw it
-then, and I feel again the pang of disappointment and the sensation as
-if my heart were beating in my throat and choking me to death. I
-remember trying to cry, with a thought that tears might remove the
-pressure in my head, which was like a band of steel. But I could not,
-and for a few moments I sat staring at the word _No_, which for a time
-turned me into stone. Then I arose and hung up the dress I was not to
-wear, and put away the long gloves I had bought to go with it, and was
-standing by the window, looking drearily out upon the wintry sky, when
-Mabel came in, full of excitement and loaded with parcels.
-
-She had been shopping in Boston, and she displayed one after another the
-slippers and fan and handkerchief she had bought for the great occasion
-of which she had heard so much. Grantley Montague, she said, was sparing
-no pains to make it the very finest affair of the season, and Thea
-Haynes was having a wonderful costume made, although she already had a
-dozen Paris gowns in her wardrobe. Then, as I did not enter very
-heartily into her talk, she suddenly stopped, and, looking me in the
-face, exclaimed, “What is it, Dorey? Has the answer come?”
-
-I nodded, and spying the dispatch on the table, she snatched it up and
-read _No_, and then began pirouetting wildly around the room, with
-exclamations not very complimentary to my aunt.
-
-“The vile old cat!” she said. “What does she mean by treating you so,
-and you the model who never do anything out of the way, and have never
-been known to join in the least bit of a lark? But I would spite the
-hateful old woman. I’d be bad if I were you. Suppose you jump out of the
-window to-night, or do something to assert your rights. Will you? A lot
-of us will help.”
-
-She had expressed aloud much that had passed through my mind during the
-last hour. What was the use of being a _goody-goody_, as I was so often
-called? Why not be a _bady-bady_ and taste forbidden fruit for once? I
-had asked myself, half resolving to throw off all restraint and see how
-bad I could be. But when I thought of my teachers, who trusted me and
-whom I loved, and more than all when I remembered my dead mother’s
-words, “If your aunts care for you, respect their wishes as you would
-mine,” my mood changed. I would do right whatever came; and I said so to
-Mabel, who called me a milksop and sundry other names equally
-expressive, and declared she would not tell me a thing about the
-reception. But I knew she would, and she did, and for days after it I
-heard of little else than the _perfectly elegant_ affair.
-
-“Such beautiful rooms,” she said, “with so many pictures, and among them
-such a funny one of four old women sitting in a row, like owls on a
-pole, with a moon-faced baby in the lap of one of them, and a young man
-behind them. It has a magnificent frame, and I meant to have asked its
-history, but forgot it, there was so much else to look at.”
-
-I wonder now that I did not think of my father’s picture of his four
-aunts, which was sold to a Boston dealer years before; but I did not,
-and Mabel rattled on, telling me of the guests, and the dresses,
-especially that of Thea Haynes, which she did not like; it was too low
-in front and too low in the back, and fitted her form too closely, and
-the sleeves were too short for her thin arms.
-
-“But then it was all right because it was Thea Haynes, and she is very
-nice and agreeable and striking, with winning manners and a sweet
-voice,” she said. “Everybody was ready to bow down to her, except
-Grantley Montague, who was just as polite to one as to another, and who
-sometimes seemed annoyed at the way she monopolized him, as if he were
-her special property. I am so sorry you were not there, as you would
-have thrown her quite in the shade, for you are a thousand times
-handsomer than she.”
-
-This was of course flattering to my vanity, but it did not remove the
-feeling of disappointment, which lasted for a long time and was not
-greatly lessened when about a week after the reception I received from
-Aunt Keziah a letter which I knew was meant to be conciliatory. She was
-sorry, she said, to have to refuse the first favor I had ever asked, but
-she had good reasons, which she might some time see fit to tell me, and
-then she referred again to a shadow which was hanging over the family,
-and which made her morbid, she supposed. I had no idea what the shadow
-was, or what connection it had with my going to Grantley Montague’s
-reception, but I was glad she was making even a slight apology for what
-seemed to me so unjust. She was much pleased with the good reports of
-me, she said, and if I liked I might attend a famous opera which she
-heard was soon to be in Boston, and I could have one of those long wraps
-trimmed with fur such as young girls wore to evening entertainments, and
-a new silk dress, if I needed it. That was very kind, and Mabel, to whom
-I showed the letter, declared that the dragon must have met with a
-change of heart.
-
-“I’d go to the opera,” she said, “and I’d have the wrap trimmed with
-light fur, and the gown a grayish blue, just the color of your eyes when
-you are excited. There are some lovely patterns at Jordan & Marsh’s, and
-sister Clara will help you pick it out, and we’ll have a box and go with
-Clara, and I’ll do your hair beautifully, and you’ll see how many
-glasses will be leveled at you.”
-
-Mabel was always comforting and enthusiastic, and I began to feel a good
-deal of interest in the box and the dress and the wrap and the opera,
-which I enjoyed immensely, and where so many glasses were turned towards
-me that my cheeks burned as if I were a culprit caught in some wrong
-act. But there was something lacking, and that was Grantley Montague,
-whom I fully expected to see. Neither he nor Thea was there, and I heard
-afterwards that she was ill with a cold and had written a pathetic note,
-begging him not to go and enjoy himself when she was feeling so badly
-and crying on her pillow, with her nose a sight to behold. Mabel’s
-brother, who reported this to her, added that when Grantley read the
-note he gave a mild little swear and said he reckoned he should go if he
-liked. But he didn’t, and I neither saw him then, nor any time
-afterwards, except in the distance, during my stay at Wellesley.
-
-He was graduated the next summer, and left for Kentucky, with the
-reputation of a fair scholar and a first-rate fellow who had spent quite
-a fortune during his college course. Thea Haynes also left Madame’s,
-where she said she had learned nothing, generously adding, however, that
-it was not the fault of her teachers, but because she didn’t try. Some
-time during the next autumn I heard that she had gone to Europe with her
-guardian and maid and a middle-aged governess who acted as chaperon, and
-that Grantley Montague was soon to join her in a trip to Egypt. After
-that I knew no more of them except as Mabel occasionally told me what
-she heard from her brother, who had also left Harvard and was in San
-Francisco. To him Grantley wrote in February that he was with the Haynes
-party, which had been increased by a second or third cousin of Thea’s, a
-certain Aleck Grady, who was a crank, and perfectly daft on the subject
-of a family tree and the missing link in the Hepburn line.
-
-“If he finds the missing link,” Fred wrote to his sister, “Grant says it
-will take quite a fortune from Thea, or himself, or both; and he seems
-to be a little anxious about the link which Aleck Grady is trying to
-find. I don’t know what it means. Think I’ll ask him to explain more
-definitely when I write him again.”
-
-Neither Mabel nor I could hazard a guess with regard to the missing link
-or the Hepburn line, and I soon forgot them entirely in the excitement
-of preparing for my graduation, which was not very far away. I had hoped
-that one of my aunts at least would be present, and had written to that
-effect to Aunt Keziah, telling her how lonely it would be for me with no
-relative present, and how earnestly I wished that either she or Aunt
-Desire or Aunt Beriah would come. I even went so far as to thank her for
-all she had done for me and to tell her how sorry I was for the saucy
-letter I wrote to her six years ago. I had often wanted to do this, but
-had never quite made up my mind to it until now, when I hoped it might
-bring me a favorable response. But I was mistaken.
-
-It was not possible for herself or either of her sisters to come so far,
-she wrote. She appreciated my wish to have her there, she said, and did
-not esteem me less for it. But it could not be. She enclosed money for
-my graduating dress, and also for my traveling expenses, for after a
-brief rest in Meadowbrook I was going to Morton Park, in charge of a
-merchant from Frankfort, who would be in New York in July and would meet
-me in Albany. And so, with no relative present to encourage me or be
-proud of me, I received my diploma and more flowers than I knew what to
-do with, and compliments enough to turn my head, and then, amid tears
-and kisses and good wishes, bade farewell to my girl friends and
-teachers, one of whom said to me at parting: “If all our pupils were
-like you, Wellesley would be a Paradise.”
-
-A model in every respect they called me, and it was with quite a high
-opinion of myself that I went to Meadowbrook, where I spent a week, and
-then, bidding a tearful good-bye to the friends who had been so kind to
-me, I joined Mr. Jones at Albany, and was soon on my way to Kentucky.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.—GRANTLEY MONTAGUE’S STORY.
- ALECK AND THEA.
-
-
- HOTEL CHAPMAN, FLORENCE, April —, 18—.
-
-Nearly everybody keeps a diary at some time in his life, I think. Aunt
-Brier does, I know, and Thea, and Aleck,—confound him, with his Hepburn
-lines and missing links!—and so I may as well be in fashion and commence
-one, even if I tear it up, as I probably shall. Well, here we are in
-Florence, and likely to be until Thea is able to travel. Why did she go
-tearing around Rome night and day in all sorts of weather, spooning it
-in the Coliseum by moonlight and declaring she was _oh, so hot_, when my
-teeth were chattering with cold, and I could see nothing in the beauty
-she raved about but some old broken walls and arches, with shadows here
-and there, which did not look half as pretty as the shadows in the park
-at home? Europe hasn’t panned out exactly as I thought it would, and I
-am getting confoundedly bored. Thea is nice, of course,—too nice, in
-fact,—but a fellow does not want to be compelled to marry a girl any
-way. He’d rather have some choice in the matter, which I haven’t had;
-but I like Thea immensely, and we are engaged.
-
-There, I’ve blurted it out, and it looks first-rate on paper, too. Yes,
-we are engaged, and this is how it happened. Ever since I was knee-high
-Aunt Keziah has dinged it into me that I must marry Thea, or her heart
-would be broken, and the Mortons beggared. I wish old Amos Hepburn’s
-hand had been paralyzed before he added to that long lease a condition
-which has brought grief to my Uncle Douglas and cousin Gerold, who
-married an actress, or a cook, or something, because he loved her more
-than he did money. By George, I respect him for his independence, and
-wish I were more like him, and not a lazy, good-for-nothing fellow who
-does not know how to do a single useful thing or to earn a dollar.
-
-Well, the time is drawing near for that lease to expire, and unless a
-direct heir of Joseph Morton, my great-grandfather, marries a direct
-heir of Amos Hepburn, the entire Morton estate will revert to the
-Hepburn heir. Now, I am a direct heir of Joseph Morton, and Thea is old
-Hepburn’s direct heir, which means, according to the way it was
-explained in the lease, that she is the eldest child, whether son or
-daughter, of the eldest child, and so on back to the beginning, when
-there were three daughters of old Amos. Thea comes from the second of
-these daughters, for where the first one is the Lord only knows. Aleck
-Grady descends from old Amos’s third daughter, and has no chance while
-Thea lives. Nor does he pretend to want any, as he has money enough of
-his own. He joined our party uninvited in Egypt, and has bored us to
-death with his family tree, and the missing link, which link means the
-eldest daughter of old Hepburn, of whom nothing is known after a certain
-date. And it is she and her descendants, if there are any, he is trying
-to hunt up. He is a shrewd fellow, and a kind of quack lawyer, too, and
-once told me that he did not think the long lease would hold water a
-minute in the United States, and asked if Aunt Keziah had consulted a
-first-class lawyer, and when I told him that she had not,—that it had
-been a rule in our family not to talk about the lease to any one until
-compelled to do so, and that even if she knew the document was invalid
-she would consider herself bound in honor to respect it as her father
-had done before her and enjoined her to do,—he shrugged his shoulders
-and said, “_Chacun à son goût_; but I should dispute that lease inch by
-inch, and beat the Hepburns too.”
-
-“Why, then,” I asked, “are you so anxious to find the _missing link_, as
-you call it? I always supposed that for some reason you wanted to throw
-Thea out of the property.”
-
-With that insinuating smile of his which Thea thinks so winning and I
-think so disgusting, he replied, “My dear fellow, how you mistake me! I
-don’t care a picayune who gets the Morton money, if you are fools enough
-to give it up. But I do care for my ancestors; in fact, I have a real
-affection for my great-aunt Octavia, and am most anxious to know what
-became of her and her progeny. I have her as far as New York, where all
-trace of her is lost. Would you like to see the family tree?”
-
-As I had seen it half a dozen times and knew exactly where Octavia
-failed to connect, I declined, and then the conversation turned upon
-Thea, who, Aleck said, was a very nice girl, but a little too fast, and
-had about her too much gush and too much powder to suit him. It was
-strange why girls would gush and giggle and plaster their faces with
-cosmetics and blacken their eyebrows until they looked like women of the
-town, he said, appealing to me for confirmation of his opinion. I had
-more than half suspected him of designs on Thea, and I flamed up at once
-in her defense, telling him she neither gushed, nor powdered, nor
-blackened,—three lies, as I knew,—but I was angry, and when, with that
-imperturbable good humor which never fails him, he continued: “Don’t get
-so mad, I beg. I am older than you, and know human nature better than
-you do, and I know you pretty well. Why, I’ve made you quite a study.
-Thea, in spite of her powder and gush, is a splendid girl, and will make
-a good wife to the man she loves and who loves her, but she is not your
-ideal, and pardon me for suggesting that I don’t believe that you would
-marry her if it were not for that clause about the eldest heir, which I
-don’t think is worth the paper it is written on,”—I could have knocked
-him down, he was so cool and patronizing, and was also telling me a good
-deal of truth. But I would not admit it, and insisted that I would marry
-Thea if there had never been any Hepburn line and she had not a dollar
-in the world.
-
-“Why don’t you propose, then, and done with it? She is dying to have
-you,” he said, and I declared I would, and that night I asked her to be
-my wife, and I have not regretted it either, although I know she is not
-my ideal.
-
-But who is my ideal, and where is she, if I have one? I am sure I don’t
-know, unless it is the owner of a face which I have seen but twice, but
-which comes back to me over and over again, and which I would not forget
-if I could, and could not if I would. The first time I saw it was at a
-concert in Boston, not long before I left college. I was in the
-dress-circle, and diagonally to my right was an immense bonnet or hat
-which hid half the audience from me. Late in the evening it moved, and I
-saw beyond it a face which has haunted me ever since. It was that of a
-young and beautiful girl, who I instinctively felt belonged to a type
-entirely different from the class of girls whom I had known while at
-Harvard, and who, without being exactly fast in the worst acceptation of
-the term, had come so near the boundary-line between propriety and
-impropriety that it was difficult to tell on which side they stood. But
-this girl was different, with her deep-blue eyes and her wavy hair which
-I was sure had never come in contact with the hot curling-tongs, as
-Thea’s does, while her complexion, which reminded me of the roses and
-lilies in Aunt Keziah’s garden, owed none of its brilliancy to
-cosmetics, as Aleck says most complexions do. She was real, and
-inexpressibly lovely, especially when she smiled, as she sometimes did
-upon the lady who sat beside her, and who might have been her mother, or
-her chaperone, or some elderly relative. When the concert was over I
-hurried out, hoping to get near her, but she was lost in the crowd, and
-I only saw her once again, three weeks later, in an open street-car
-going in the opposite direction from the one in which I was seated. In
-her hand she held a paper parcel, which made me think she might possibly
-be a seamstress or a saleslady, and I spent a great deal of time
-haunting the establishments in Boston which employed girls as clerks,
-but I never found her, nor heard of her. She certainly was not at
-Moisiere’s and I don’t think she was at Wellesley, as I am sure I should
-have heard of her through Fred, who had a sister there. Once I thought I
-would tell him about her, but was kept from doing so by a wish to
-discover her myself, and when discovered to keep her to myself. But I
-have never seen her since the day she went riding so serenely past me,
-unconscious of the admiration and strange emotions she was exciting in
-me. Who was she, I wonder; and shall I ever see her again? It is not
-likely; and if I do, what can it matter to me, now that I am engaged to
-Thea?
-
-In her letter of congratulation Aunt Keziah, who was wild with delight,
-wrote to me that nothing could make her so happy as my marriage with
-Thea, and that she knew I would keep my promise, no matter whom I might
-meet, for no one of Morton blood ever proved untrue to the woman he
-loved. Of course I shall prove true; and who is there to meet, unless it
-is my Lost Star, as I call her, for whom I believe I am as persistently
-searching as Aleck is for the missing link, for I never see a group of
-young American girls that I do not manage to get near enough to see if
-she is among them, and I never see a head of chestnut-brown hair set on
-shoulders just as hers was that I don’t follow it until I see the face,
-which as yet has not been hers. And in this I am not disloyal to Thea,
-whom I love better than any girl I have ever known, and whom I will make
-happy, if possible. She has been ill now nearly four weeks, but in a few
-days we hope to move on to Paris, where we shall stay until June, then
-go to Switzerland, and some time in the autumn sail for home, and the
-aunts who have vied with each other in spoiling me and are the dearest
-aunts in the world, although so unlike each other,—Aunt Keziah, with her
-iron will but really kind heart, Aunt Dizzy, with her invalid airs and
-pretty youthful ways which suit her so well in spite of her years, and
-Aunt Brier, whose name is a misnomer, she is so soft and gentle, with
-nothing scratchy about her, and who has such a sad, sweet face, with a
-look in her brown eyes as if she were always waiting or listening for
-something. I believe she has a history, and that it is in some way
-connected with that queer chap, Bey Atkins they called him, whose dress
-was half Oriental and half European, and whom I met at Shepheard’s in
-Cairo. I first saw him the night after our return from the trip up the
-Nile. He registered just after I had written the names of our party, at
-which he looked a long time, and then fairly shadowed me until he had a
-chance to speak to me alone. It was after dinner, and we were sitting
-near each other in front of the hotel, when he began to talk to me, and
-in an inconceivably short space of time had learned who I was, and where
-I lived, and about my aunts, in whom he seemed so greatly interested,
-especially Aunt Brier, that I finally asked if he had ever been to
-Morton Park.
-
-“Yes,” he answered, knocking the ashes from his cigar and leaning back
-in the bamboo chair in the graceful, lounging way he has,—“yes, years
-ago I was in Versailles and visited at Morton Park. Your aunt Beriah and
-I were great friends. Tell her when you go home that you saw Tom Atkins
-in Cairo, and that he has become a kind of wandering Ishmael and wears a
-red fez and white flannel suit. Tell her, too—” but here he stopped
-suddenly, and, rising, went into the street, where his dragoman was
-holding the white donkey he always rode, sometimes alone and sometimes
-with a little girl beside him, who called him father.
-
-Of course, then, he is married, and his wife must be an Arab, for the
-child was certainly of that race, with her great dark eyes and her tawny
-hair all in a tangle. I meant to ask him about her, but when next day I
-inquired for him, I was told that he had gone to his home near
-Alexandria, where, I dare say, there is a host of little Arabs, and a
-woman with a veil stretched across her nose, whom he calls his wife.
-
-Alas for Aunt Brier if my conjecture is right!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.—BERIAH’S STORY.
- DORIS AND THE GLORY HOLE.
-
-
-It is a long time since I have opened my journal, for there is so little
-to record. Life at Morton Park goes on in the same monotonous routine,
-with no change except of servants, of which we have had a sufficiency
-ever since the negroes became “ekels,” as our last importation from
-Louisville, who rejoiced in the high-sounding name of Helena Maude,
-informed us they were. Such things make Keziah furious, for she is a
-regular fire-eater, but I shall admit their equality provided they spare
-my best bonnet and do not insist upon putting their knives into our
-butter. Helena Maude is a pretty good girl, and when some of her friends
-come to the front door and ask if Miss Smithson lives here I tell them
-yes, and send them round to the cabins and say nothing to Keziah, who
-for the last few weeks has been wholly absorbed in other matters than
-colored gentry.
-
-Doris is coming home to-morrow, and just the thought of it makes me so
-nervous with gladness that I can scarcely write legibly. I think it was
-a struggle for Keziah to consent to her coming, and she only did so
-after she heard Grant was engaged to Dorothea. I never saw Keziah as
-happy as she was upon the receipt of Grant’s letter, for his marriage
-with Dorothea means keeping our old home, and she allowed Helena Maude
-to whistle “Marching Through Georgia” as she cleared the table, and did
-not reprove her. It was soon after this that she announced her intention
-to bring Doris to Morton Park after her graduation, and that night Dizzy
-and I held a kind of jubilee in our sitting-room, we were so glad that
-at last Gerold’s daughter was coming to her father’s old home.
-
-We need young blood here to keep us from stagnating, and although
-Grantley will be with us in the autumn, and possibly Dorothea, we know
-what they are, and are anxious for something new and fresh and pretty
-like Doris. I have a photograph of her, and it stands before me as I
-write, a picture of a wondrously beautiful young girl, with great
-earnest eyes confronting mine so steadfastly, and masses of soft,
-natural curls all over her head after the fashion of the present day. I
-know they are natural, although Keziah says they are the result of hot
-tongs, and that she shall stop it at once, for she will not have the gas
-turned on half the time while the irons are heating. That is Dorothea’s
-style; but she is in the Hepburn line, and is to marry Grant, which
-makes a difference.
-
-Doris sent such a nice letter to Keziah, asking pardon for the saucy
-things she wrote to her years ago, and begging that some one of us would
-come to see her graduated. How I wanted to go! but Keziah said we could
-not afford it, as she intended buying a new upright Steinway in place of
-the old spindle-legged thing on which she used to thrum when a girl. We
-have heard that Doris is a fine musician, but Keziah will not admit that
-the piano was bought for her. Dorothea will visit us in the autumn, she
-says, and she wishes to make it as pleasant as possible for her. Dizzy
-and I both know what Dorothea’s playing is like, and that it does not
-matter much whether it is on a Steinway or a tin pan, but we are glad
-for something modern in our ancient drawing-room, where every article of
-furniture is nearly as old as I am, and where the new Steinway is now
-standing with one of Keziah’s shawls thrown over it to keep it from the
-dust.
-
-For once in our lives Dizzy and I have waged a fierce battle with
-Keziah, who came off victor as usual. The battle was over Doris’s room,
-which Keziah thinks is of little consequence. Looking at our house from
-the outside, one would say it was large enough to accommodate a dozen
-school-girls; but looks are deceptive, and it seems it can hardly
-accommodate one. There is a broad piazza in front, and through the
-centre a long and wide hall, after the fashion of most Southern houses.
-On the south side of the hall are the drawing-room and sitting-room,
-with fireplaces in each. On the north side are the dining-room and
-Keziah’s sleeping-room, where she usually sits and receives her intimate
-friends. On the floor above are also four rooms,—Dizzy’s and mine, which
-open together on the north side of the hall, and on the other side
-Grantley’s, and the guest-room, which has not been occupied in fifteen
-years, for when Dorothea is here she has always had a cot in my room or
-Dizzy’s. At the end of the hall is a small room, ten by twelve perhaps,
-and communicating with the guest-chamber, for which it was originally
-intended as a dressing-room, but which we use as a store-room for a most
-heterogeneous mass of rubbish, such as broken chairs and stands and
-trunks and chests, and old clothes and warming-pans and water-bags and
-Grantley’s fishing-tackle. The Glory Hole, we call it, though what the
-name has to do with the room I have no idea. There is a tradition that
-Gerold, when he first looked into it, exclaimed, “Oh, glory, what a
-hole!” and hence the name, which clung to it even after it was cleared
-of its rubbish for him, for he once occupied it when a little boy, and
-now it is to be his daughter’s.
-
-Dizzy and I pleaded for the large guest-chamber, but Keziah said that
-was reserved for Dorothea who, as an engaged young lady, was too old to
-sleep in a cot. And nothing we could say was of any avail to turn her
-from her purpose. The Glory Hole was good enough for the daughter of a
-cook, she said, and so the room has been emptied of its contents, and,
-except that it is so small, it is quite presentable, with its matting
-and muslin hangings and willow chair and table by the window, under
-which there is a box of flowers, as one often sees in London. Just where
-she will put her trunk or hang her dresses I don’t know,—possibly in my
-closet, which is large enough for us both. She will be here to-morrow
-afternoon, and Keziah is nearly ill with dread of her coming, and
-worrying as to what she will be like, and whether she will bring a
-banjo, and worst of all, if she will want to ride a bicycle! This
-bicycle-riding is in Kizzy’s mind the most disreputable thing a woman
-can do, and the sight of a girl on a wheel, or a boy either, for that
-matter, is like a red flag to a bull, especially since the riders have
-taken to the sidewalks. She will never turn out, she declares, and I
-have seen her stand like a rock and face the enemy bearing down upon
-her, and once she raised her umbrella with a hiss and a shoo, as if she
-were scaring chickens. I dare say Thea will have one as soon as she
-lands in America, but for Doris there are no bicycles, or banjoes, or
-hot irons,—nothing but the Glory Hole. Poor little Doris!
-
-I hope she will be happy with us, and I know I am glad because she is
-coming. So few have ever come home to make me glad, and the one who
-could make me the gladdest will never come again, for somewhere in the
-wide world the sun is shining on his grave, I am sure, or he would come
-back to me, and I should bid him stay, or rather go with him, whether to
-the sands of Arabia or to the shores of the Arctic Sea. My hair is
-growing gray, the bloom has faded from my cheek, and I shall be
-forty-four my next birthday, and it is twenty-four years since I saw
-Tom; but a woman’s love at forty-four is just as strong, I think, as a
-girl’s at twenty, and there is scarcely a night that I do not hear in my
-dreams the peculiar whistle with which he used to summon me to our
-trysting-place after Kizzy had forbidden him the house, and I see again
-his great, dark eyes full of entreaty and love, and hear his voice
-urging me to do what, if it were to do over again, I would do. That is
-an oddly-worded sentence; but I am too tired to change it, and will
-close my journal until after I have seen Doris.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.—DORIS’S STORY.
- MORTON PARK.
-
-
-I have been here four weeks, and begin to feel quite like the daughter
-of the house, with some exceptions. I am in love with Aunt Beriah, very
-intimate with Aunt Desire, and not as much in awe of Aunt Keziah as I
-was at first. It was a lovely afternoon when the coach from Frankfort
-set me down at the gate to the Morton grounds, where a little,
-brown-eyed, brown-haired lady was waiting for me. She had one of the
-sweetest faces I ever saw, and one of the sweetest voices, too, as she
-came towards me, holding out both her soft white hands, and saying to
-me, “I am sure you are Doris, and I am your aunt Beriah. Welcome to
-Morton Park!”
-
-It was not so much what she said as the way she said it, which stirred
-me so strangely. It was the first word of affection I had heard from my
-own kin since my mother died, and, taking her hands in mine, I kissed
-them passionately, and cried like a child. I think she cried a little,
-too, but am not sure. I only know that she put her arm around my neck
-and said, soothingly, “There, there, dear. Don’t cry, when I am so
-glad.”
-
-Then taking my bag and umbrella, she gave them to a colored girl, whom
-she called Vine, and who, after bobbing me a courtesy, disappeared
-through the gateway.
-
-“It is not far, and I thought you would like to walk,” Aunt Brier said,
-leading the way, while I followed her into the park, at the rear of
-which stood the house, with its white walls and Corinthian pillars,
-looking so cool and pleasant in the midst of grass and flowers and
-maples and elms, with an immense hawthorn-tree in full bloom.
-
-“Oh, this is lovely, and just as papa told me it was,” I exclaimed, and
-then, stopping short, Aunt Brier drew me close to her, and scrutinizing
-me earnestly, said, with a tremor in her voice, “Yes, Gerold told you of
-his old home. I was so fond of him. We were like brother and sister, and
-I was so sorry when he died. You are not as much like him as I fancied
-you were from your photograph.”
-
-“No?” I said, interrogatively, wondering if she were disappointed in me;
-but she soon set me right on that point by saying, “Gerold was
-good-looking, but you are beautiful.”
-
-I had been told that so often, and I knew it so well without being told,
-that I did not feel at all elated. I was only glad that she liked my
-looks, and replied, “And you are lovely, and so young, too. My great
-aunt ought to look older.”
-
-She smiled at that, and said, “I am nearly forty-four, and feel
-sometimes as if I were a hundred. But there is Kizzy on the piazza. I
-think we’d better hurry. She does not like to wait for anything.”
-
-I had never really known what fear of any person was, but I felt it now,
-and my heart beat violently as I hastened my steps towards the spot
-where Aunt Keziah stood, stiff and tall and straight, and looking very
-imposing in her black silk gown and lace cap set on a smooth band of
-false hair, a bunch of keys dangling at her belt, and a dainty
-hemstitched handkerchief clasped in her hands. In spite of her sixty odd
-years, she was a handsome woman to look at, with her shoulders thrown
-back and her chin in the air as if she were on the alert and the
-defensive. Her features were clearly cut, her face smooth and pale,
-while her bright black eyes seemed to look me through as they traveled
-rapidly from my hat to my boots and back again, evidently taking in
-every detail of my dress, and resting finally on my face with what
-seemed to be disapproval.
-
-“How do you do, Miss Doris?” she said, with a quick shutting together of
-her thin lips, and without the shadow of a smile.
-
-I had cried when Aunt Brier spoke to me, but I did not want to cry now,
-for something of the woman’s nature must have communicated itself to
-mine and frozen me into a figure as hard and stiff as she was. It was a
-trick of mine to imitate any motion or gesture which struck me forcibly,
-and I involuntarily threw my shoulders back and my chin in the air, and
-gave her two fingers just as she had given me, and told her I was quite
-well, and hoped she was the same. For a moment she looked at me
-curiously, while it seemed to me that her features did relax a little as
-she asked if I were not very tired with the journey and the dusty ride
-in the coach from Frankfort.
-
-“It always upsets me,” she said, suggesting that I go at once to my room
-and rest until dinner, which would be served sharp at six, “and,” she
-added, “we never wait for meals; breakfast at half-past seven in the
-summer, lunch at half-past twelve, dinner at six.”
-
-Then she made a stately bow, and I felt that I was dismissed from her
-presence, and started to follow Aunt Beriah into the hall just as two
-negroes came up the walk bringing one of my trunks, which had been
-deposited at the entrance to the park.
-
-“Mass’r Hinton’s man done fotchin’ t’other trunk on his barrer,” the
-taller negro said, in response to a look of inquiry he must have seen on
-my face, and instantly Aunt Kizzy’s lips came together just as they had
-done when she said, “How do you do, Miss Doris?”
-
-“Two trunks?” she asked, in a tone which told me that I had brought
-altogether too much luggage.
-
-“Yes,” I replied, stopping until the negroes came up the steps. “Perhaps
-I ought to have brought but one, but I have so many books and things,
-and, besides, one trunk was father’s and one mother’s, and I could not
-give either up. This was father’s, which he said you gave him when he
-went to college. See, here is his name.” And I pointed to “Gerald
-Morton, Versailles, Ky.,” on the end of the stout leather trunk, which
-had withstood the wear of years.
-
-“Yes, I remember it,” she said, in a voice so changed and with so
-different an expression on her face that I scarcely knew her as she bent
-over the trunk, which she touched caressingly with her hand. “You have
-kept it well,” she continued; then, to the negroes, “Take it up-stairs,
-and mind you don’t mar the wall nor the banisters. Look sharp, now.”
-
-“Mass’r Hinton’s man” had arrived with the wheelbarrow and the other
-trunk, a huge Saratoga, with mother’s name upon it, “Doris Morton, New
-Haven, Ct.,” but this Aunt Keziah did not touch. Indeed, it seemed to me
-that she recoiled from it, and there was an added severity in her tone
-as she told the man to be careful, and chided him for cutting up the
-gravel with the wheelbarrow.
-
-“I’s couldn’t tote it, missis; it’s too heavy,” he said, as he waited
-for one of the other blacks to help him take it up the stairs.
-
-I had reached the upper hall and was standing by the door of my room,
-while Aunt Beriah said, apologetically, “I am sorry it is so small:
-perhaps we can change it bye-and-bye.”
-
-It was really a very pretty room, but quite too small for my trunks
-unless I moved out either the bedstead, or the bureau, or the washstand,
-and, as I could not well dispense with either of these, I looked rather
-ruefully at my aunt, who said, “There is a big closet in my room where
-you can hang your dresses and put both your trunks when they are
-unpacked.” And that was where I did put them, but not until after two
-days, for I awoke the next morning with the worst headache I ever had in
-my life, and which, I suppose, was induced by the long and rapid journey
-from Meadowbrook, added to homesickness and crying myself to sleep. I
-could not even sit up, and was compelled to keep my room, where Aunt
-Beriah nursed me so tenderly and lovingly, while Aunt Kizzy came three
-times a day to ask how I was, and where I first saw my aunt Desire, who
-had been suffering with neuralgia and was not present at dinner on the
-night of my arrival. She sent me her love, however, and the next day
-came into my room, languid and graceful, with a pretty air of invalidism
-about her, and a good deal of powder on her face, reminding me of a
-beautiful ball-dress which has done service through several seasons and
-been turned and made over and freshened up until it looks almost as well
-as new. Her dress, of some soft, cream-colored material was artistically
-draped around her fine figure and fastened on the left side with a
-ribbon bow of baby blue, and her fair hair, in which there was very
-little gray, was worn low on her neck in a large, flat knot, from which
-a few curls were escaping and adding to her youthful appearance. If I
-had not known that she was over fifty, I might, in my darkened room,
-easily have mistaken her for a young girl, and I told her so when after
-kissing me and telling me who she was, she sank into the rocking-chair
-and asked me if she looked at all as I thought she would.
-
-With a merry laugh, which showed her white, even teeth, she said, “I
-like that. I like to look young, if I am fifty, which I will confess to
-you just because Kizzy will be sure to tell you; otherwise, torture
-could not wring it from me. A woman is as old as she feels, and I feel
-about twenty-five. Nor do I think it is necessary to blurt out my age
-all the time, as Kizzy does. It’s no crime to be old, but public opinion
-and women themselves have made it so. Let two of them get to saying
-nasty things about a third, and they are sure to add several years to
-her age, while even men call a girl right old before she is thirty, and
-doesn’t that prove that although age may be honorable it is not
-desirable, and should be fought against as long as possible? And I
-intend to fight it, too, and thus far have succeeded pretty well, or
-should, if it were not for Kizzy, who has the most aggravating way of
-saying to me, ‘You ought not to do so at your time of life,’ and ‘at
-your age,’ as if I were a hundred.”
-
-I listened to her in amazement and admiration too. She was so pretty and
-graceful and earnest that although I thought her rather silly, and
-wished that in her fight against time she did not make up quite so much
-as I knew she did, I was greatly drawn towards her, and for a while
-forgot my headache as she told me of her ailments, which were legion,
-and with which Aunt Kizzy had little sympathy. “Kizzy thinks all one has
-to do is to exercise his will and make an effort, as Mrs. Chick insisted
-poor Fanny should do in ‘Dombey and Son,’” she said, and then went on to
-give me glimpses of their family life and bits of family history, all of
-which were, of course, very interesting to me. Aunt Brier, I heard, had
-been engaged, when young, to a very fine young man, but Aunt Kizzy broke
-up the match because she wished Beriah to marry some one in the Hepburn
-line, which was frightfully tangled up with the Morton line.
-
-“It would take too long to explain the tangle,” she said, “and so I
-shall not try. It estranged your father from us, and his father before
-him, because each took the woman of his choice in spite of the line.”
-
-Then she told me of her own dead love, to whose memory she had been
-faithful thirty years, and who so often visited her in her dreams that
-he was as much a reality now as the day he died.
-
-“And that is why I try to keep young, for where he has gone they know no
-lapse of time, and if he can see me, as I believe he can, I do not want
-to look old to him,” she said, with a pathetic sob, while her white
-hands worked nervously.
-
-Then she told me that I was in the Glory Hole, which my father had so
-named, and told me, too, that she and Beriah had fought for the larger
-room, but had given in to Kizzy, as they always did.
-
-“I believe she has an invisible cat-o’-nine-tails which makes us all
-afraid of her,” she added; “but, really, when you get down to the kernel
-it is good as gold, and you can get there if you try. Don’t seem afraid
-of her, or fond of her, either. She hates gush, and she hates cowardice
-and deceit; but she adores manner and etiquette as she knew it forty
-years ago, and dislikes everything modern and new.”
-
-She did not tell me all this at one sitting, for she came to see me
-twice during the two days I kept my bed, and at each visit told me so
-much that I felt pretty well informed with regard to the family history,
-and began to lose my dread of Aunt Keziah and to feel less nervous when
-I heard her quick step and sharp voice in the hall. I knew she meant to
-be kind, and knew, too, that she was watching me curiously and trying to
-make up her mind as to what manner of creature I was, and whether I was
-feigning sickness or not. As she had never had a hard headache in her
-life, she did not know how to sympathize with one who had, and at the
-close of the second day she made me understand that mine had lasted long
-enough and that all I required now was an effort and fresh air, and that
-she should expect me down to breakfast the next morning. And as I was
-better, I made the effort, and at precisely half-past seven followed my
-three aunts down the stairs in a methodical, military kind of way, which
-reminded me of the school in Meadowbrook, where we used to march to the
-sound of a drum and a leader’s call of “Left, right; left, right,” Aunt
-Kizzy in this case being the leader and putting her foot down with an
-energy which marked all her movements.
-
-The table was laid with great care, and Aunt Keziah said grace with her
-eyes open and upon black Tom, who was slyly purloining a lump of sugar
-from the bowl on the sideboard, and who nearly choked himself in his
-efforts to swallow it in time for his Amen, which was very audible and
-made me laugh in spite of my fear of Aunt Kizzy. When breakfast was over
-I was invited into her room, where I underwent a rigid cross-examination
-as to what I had learned at school, as well as done and left undone. I
-was also told what I could do and not do at Morton Park. There was a new
-Steinway in the drawing-room, on which I could practice each day from
-nine to ten and from three to four, but at no other time unless
-specially invited. Nor was I to sing unless asked to do so, while
-humming to myself was out of the question, as something very
-reprehensible. I was never to cross my feet when I sat down, nor lean
-back in my chair, nor put my hands upon the table, and above all things
-she hoped I did not whistle, and had not acquired a taste for banjoes
-and bicycles, as she heard some young ladies had.
-
-With her sharp eyes upon me I was forced to confess that I could whistle
-a little and play the banjo, and had only been kept from buying one by
-lack of means, and also that when in Meadowbrook I had tried to ride a
-wheel.
-
-“A Morton on a wheel and playing a banjo!” she exclaimed, in horror.
-“Surely, surely, you did not inherit this low taste from your father’s
-family. It is not the Morton blood which whistles and rides on wheels.
-It is your——”
-
-Something in my face must have checked her, for she stopped suddenly and
-stared at me, while I said, “Aunt Kizzy, I know you mean my mother, and
-I want to tell you now that in every respect she was my father’s equal,
-and was the sweetest, loveliest woman I ever saw, and my father was so
-fond of her. I know you were angry because he married her, and you were
-very unjust to her, but she never said a word against you, and now she
-is dead I will hear nothing against her. She was my mother, and I am
-more like her than like the Mortons, and I am glad of it.”
-
-This was not very respectful language, I knew, and I half expected her
-to box my ears, but she did nothing of the kind, and it seemed to me as
-if her expression softened towards me as she went on asking questions
-about other and different matters, and finally dismissed me with the
-advice that I should lie down awhile, as I looked pale and tired. That
-was four weeks ago, and since that time I have learned to know her
-better, and have found many good points which I admire. She has never
-mentioned my mother to me since that day, but has asked me many
-questions about my father and our home in Meadowbrook. In most things,
-too, I have my own way and am very happy, for Aunt Keziah has withdrawn
-some of her restrictions. I practice now when I like, and sing when I
-please, and even hum a little to myself, and once, when she was gone, I
-whistled “Annie Rooney” to my own accompaniment, with Aunts Dizzy and
-Brier for audience. I have seen a good many of the Versailles people,
-and have had compliments enough on my beauty to turn any girl’s head. I
-have learned every nook and corner of the house and park, and become
-quite attached to my Glory Hole, which I really prefer to the great room
-adjoining it, with its high-post bedstead and canopy, and its stiff
-mahogany furniture, which Aunt Kizzy says is nearly a hundred years old.
-
-It looks a thousand, as does the furniture in the next room beyond,
-which puzzles me a little, it smells so like a man, and a young man,
-too. By this I mean that there is in it a decided odor of tobacco and
-cigars, and the leather-covered easy-chair looks to me as if some man
-had often lounged in it, while I know there are a smoking-jacket and a
-pair of men’s slippers there.
-
-Funny that such things should be in this house of the Vestal Virgins, as
-I call them, and bye-and-bye I shall get to be one, I suppose, and tend
-the sacred fires, and go on errands of mercy, unless, indeed, I fall in
-love and am buried alive, as were the erring Vestals of old, which God
-forbid.
-
-I wish that room did not bother me as it does. I think it is kept locked
-most of the time, but two days ago I saw Rache cleaning it, and walked
-in, as a matter of course, and smelled the cigars, and saw the jacket
-and the slippers in the closet, and asked Rache whose room it was. She
-stammers a little, and I could not quite make out what she said; and
-just as I was going to repeat my question Aunt Kizzy appeared and with a
-gesture of her hand waived me from the room, which remains to me as much
-a mystery as ever. I could, of course, ask one or all of my aunts about
-it, but by some intuition I seem to know that they do not care to talk
-about it. Indeed, I have felt ever since I have been here that there is
-something they are keeping from me, and I believe it is connected with
-this room, which may have been my father’s, or grandfather’s, or
-great-grandfather’s, although the smell is very much like the cigars of
-the Harvard boys, and that smoking-jacket had a modern look. But,
-whatever the mystery is, I mean in time to find it out.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.—KEZIAH’S STORY.
- A SOLILOQUY.
-
-
-Doris is here, and has been for four weeks, and in spite of myself I am
-drawn to her more and more every day. I did not want her to come, and I
-meant to be cold and distant to her, but when she looked at me with
-something in her blue eyes like Gerold, I began to soften, while the
-sight of Gerold’s trunk unnerved me wholly. I gave it to him when he
-first went away to college, and I remember so well how pleased he was,
-and how he put his arms around me and kissed me, as he thanked me for
-it, and said, “Auntie, the trunk is so big that I shall not bring it
-home at my vacations, but leave it in New Haven. So when you see it
-again it will be full of honors, and I shall be an A. B., of whom you
-will be so proud.”
-
-God forgive me if I have done wrong; that was twenty-five years ago, and
-Gerold is dead, and his trunk was brought back to me by his daughter,
-whose face is not his face, although very, very beautiful. I acknowledge
-that to myself, and rebel against it a little, as I mentally contrast it
-with Dorothea’s and wonder what Grant will think of it. I have surely
-done well to keep him from all knowledge of her until he was engaged to
-Dorothea, and even now I tremble a little for the result when he is
-thrown in contact with her every day, for aside from her wonderful
-beauty there is a grace and charm about her that Dorothea lacks, and had
-I seen her before she came here I should have kept her at the North
-until after Grant’s marriage, which I mean shall take place as early as
-Christmas.
-
-He is coming home sooner than I expected; indeed he sails in two or
-three days, and I must tell her at once that she has a cousin, and in
-some way put her on her honor not to try to attract him. It is a
-difficult thing to do, for the girl has a spirit of her own, and there
-is sometimes a flash in her eyes which I do not like to meet. I saw it
-first when I said something derogatory of her mother. How her eyes
-blazed, and how grand she was in her defense, and how I respected her
-for it!
-
-Ah me, that Hepburn lease! What mischief it has wrought, and how the
-ghosts of the past haunt me at times, when I remember the stand I have
-taken to save our house from ruin! Beriah says I am a monomaniac on the
-subject, and also that she doubts the validity of the lease. But that
-does not matter. My father bade me respect Amos Hepburn’s wishes, and I
-shall, to the letter, if Grant does not marry Dorothea.
-
-I must stop now and superintend the opening of a box which by some
-mistake Grant left at Cambridge and did not think necessary to have
-forwarded to us until recently, when he gave orders to have it sent us
-by express, It has in it a little of everything, he wrote, and among the
-rest a picture which he thinks will interest and puzzle us as it has
-him. I hear Tom hammering at the box, and must go and see to it.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.—DORIS’S STORY.
- MY COUSIN GRANTLEY.
-
-
-I have solved the mystery of that room with the smell of cigars and the
-smoking-jacket. It does belong to a man, and that man is Grantley
-Montague, and Grantley Montague is my second cousin. Aunt Kizzy told me
-all about him this morning, and I am still so dazed and bewildered and
-glad and indignant that I can scarcely write connectedly about it. Why
-was the knowledge that Grant was my cousin kept from me so long, and
-from him, too, as he is still as ignorant as I was a few hours ago? Aunt
-Kizzy’s explanation was very lame. She said if he had known that he had
-a cousin at Wellesley when he was in Harvard, nothing could have kept
-him from seeing me so often that we should both have been interrupted in
-our studies,—that she did not approve of students visiting the girls
-while they were in school,—and that she hardly knew why she did not tell
-me as soon as I came here. This was not very satisfactory, and I believe
-there is something behind; but when I appealed to Aunts Dizzy and
-Beriah, and said I was hurt and angry, Aunt Brier did not answer at all,
-but Aunt Dizzy said, “I don’t blame you, and I’d have told you long ago
-if I had not been so afraid of Kizzy;” and that is all I could get from
-her.
-
-But I know now that Grant is my cousin; and this is how it happened.
-This morning, as I was crossing the back piazza, I saw Tom opening a box
-which had come by express and which Aunt Kizzy was superintending.
-Taking a seat on the side piazza, I thought no more about it until I
-heard Aunt Kizzy say, very hurriedly and excitedly, “Go, boy, and call
-Miss Desire and Miss Beriah,—quick,” and a moment after I heard them
-both exclaim, and caught the sound of my father’s name, Gerold. Then I
-arose, and, going around the corner, saw them bending over a picture
-which I recognized at once, and in a moment I was kneeling by it and
-kissing it as I would have kissed my father’s hand had it suddenly been
-reached to me.
-
-“Oh, the picture!” I cried. “It is my father’s; he painted it. I saw him
-do it. He said it was a picture of his aunties, and this is himself.
-Dear father!” And I touched the face of the young man who was standing
-behind the woman with the baby in her lap.
-
-Aunt Kizzy was very white, and her voice shook as she asked me to
-explain, which I did rapidly and clearly, telling all I knew of the
-picture, which had been sold to some gentleman from Boston for fifty
-dollars.
-
-“And,” I added, “that fifty dollars went to pay his funeral expenses,
-poor dear father. He was ill so long, and we were so poor.”
-
-I was crying, and in fact we were all crying together, Aunt Kizzy the
-hardest of all, so that the hemstitched handkerchief she always carried
-so gingerly was quite moist and limp. I was the first to recover myself,
-and asked:
-
-“How did it get here? Whose box is this?”
-
-“Our nephew’s, Grantley Montague, who was graduated at Harvard last year
-and is now in Europe. He left this box in Cambridge by mistake, and it
-was not sent to us until yesterday. We are expecting him home in a short
-time. He must have bought the picture for its resemblance to us,
-although he could not have known that it was painted for us.”
-
-It was Aunt Kizzy who told me this very rapidly, as if anxious to get it
-off her mind, and I noticed that she did not look at me as she spoke,
-and that she seemed embarrassed and anxious to avoid my gaze.
-
-“Grantley Montague,—your nephew! Then he is my cousin!” I exclaimed,
-while every particular connected with the young man came back to me, and
-none more distinctly than the telegram, No, sent in response to my
-request that I might attend his tea-party.
-
-I know that my eyes were flashing as they confronted Aunt Kizzy, who
-stammered out:
-
-“Your second cousin,—yes. Did you happen to see him while at Wellesley?”
-
-She was trying to be very cool, but I was terribly excited, and, losing
-all fear of her, replied:
-
-“No; you took good care that I should meet no Harvard boys; but I saw
-Grantley Montague once on the train, and I heard so much about him, but
-I never dreamed he was my cousin. If I had, nothing would have kept me
-from him. Did he know I was there?”
-
-“He knows nothing of you whatever,” Aunt Kizzy said. “I did not think it
-best he should as it might have interfered with the studies of you both.
-He is coming soon, and you will of course make his acquaintance.”
-
-I was sitting upon the box and crying bitterly, not only for the
-humiliation and injustice done to me, but from a sense of all I had lost
-by not knowing that Grantley was my cousin.
-
-“Why didn’t you tell me?” I said, when she asked why I cried. “It would
-have made me so happy, and I have been so lonely at times, with no one
-of my own blood to care for me, and I should have been so proud of him;
-and when he invited me to his party, why didn’t you let me go? I did
-everything to please you. You did nothing to please me!”
-
-I must have been hysterical, for my voice sounded very loud and
-unnatural as I reproached her, while she tried to soothe me and explain.
-But I would not be soothed, and kept on crying until I could cry no
-longer, and still, in the midst of my pain, I was conscious of a great
-joy welling up in my heart, as I reflected that Grantley was my cousin,
-and that I should soon see him in spite of Aunt Kizzy, who, I think, was
-really sorry for me and did not resent what I said to her. She had me in
-her room for an hour after lunch, and tried to smooth the matter over.
-
-“You are very pretty,” she said, “and Grant is very susceptible to a
-pretty face, and if he had seen yours he might have paid you attentions
-which would have turned your head, and perhaps have done you harm as
-they would have meant nothing. They couldn’t mean anything; they must
-mean nothing.”
-
-She was getting more and more excited, and began to walk the floor as
-she went on:
-
-“I may as well tell you that I dread his coming. He is very
-magnetic,—with something about him which attracts every one. Your father
-had it, and your grandfather before him, and Grant has it, and you will
-be influenced by it, but it must not be. Oh, why did I let you come
-here, with your fatal beauty, which is sure to work us evil? or, having
-come, why are you not in the Hepburn line?”
-
-I thought she had gone crazy, and stared at her wonderingly as she
-continued:
-
-“I can’t explain now what I mean, except that Grant _must_ marry money,
-and you have none. You have only your beauty, which is sure to impress
-him, but it must not be. Promise me, Doris, to be discreet, and not try
-to attract him,—not try to win his love.”
-
-“Aunt Keziah! What do you take me for!” I exclaimed, indignantly, and
-she replied:
-
-“Forgive me; I hardly know what I am saying; only it must not be. You
-must not mar my scheme, though if you were in the line, I’d accept you
-so gladly as Grantley’s wife.” And then, to my utter amazement, she
-stooped and kissed me, for the first time since I had known her.
-
-A great deal more she said to me, and when the interview was over, there
-was on my mind a confused impression that I was not to interfere with
-her plan of marrying Grantley to a rich wife,—Dorothea Haynes, probably,
-although no mention was made of her,—and also that I was to treat him
-very coldly and not in any way try to attract him. The idea was so
-ludicrous that after a little it rather amused than displeased me, but
-did not in the least lessen my desire to see the young man who had been
-the lion at Harvard, and whom I had seen in the car whistling an
-accompaniment to Dorothea’s banjo.
-
-I have told Aunts Desire and Beriah of that incident, and of nearly all
-I had heard with regard to Grantley and Dorothea, but the only comment
-they made was that they had known Miss Haynes since she was a child,
-that she had visited at Morton Park, and would probably come there again
-in the autumn. Once I thought to ask if she were engaged to Grantley,
-but the wall of reserve which they manage to throw about them when the
-occasion requires it, kept me silent, and I can only speculate upon it
-and anticipate the time when I shall stand face to face with Grantley
-Montague.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.—THE AUTHOR’S STORY.
- GRANTLEY AND DORIS.
-
-
-It was one of those lovely summer days, neither too hot nor too cold,
-which sometimes occur in Kentucky even in August. The grounds at Morton
-Park were looking their best, for there had been a heavy shower the
-previous night, and since sunrise three negroes had been busy mowing and
-rolling and pruning and weeding until there was scarcely a twig or dead
-leaf to be seen upon the velvet lawn, while the air was sweet with the
-odor of the flowers in the beds and on the broad borders. Mas’r Grantley
-was expected home on the morrow, and that was incentive enough for the
-blacks to do their best, for the negroes worshiped their young master,
-who, while maintaining a proper dignity of manner, was always kind and
-considerate and even familiar with them to a certain extent. Within
-doors everything was also ready for the young man. Keziah had indulged
-in a new cap, Dizzy in a pretty tea-gown, while Beriah had spent her
-surplus money for a new fur rug for Grant’s room, which had been made
-very bright and attractive with the decorations which had come with the
-picture in the box from Cambridge. As for Doris, she had nothing new,
-nor did she need anything, and she made a very pretty picture in her
-simple muslin dress and big garden-hat, when about four o’clock she took
-a book and sauntered down to a summer-house in the rear of the grounds,
-near the little gate which opened upon the turnpike and was seldom used
-except when some one of the family wished to go out that way to call
-upon a neighbor or meet the stage.
-
-Taking a seat in the arbor, Doris was soon so absorbed in her book as
-not to hear the stage from Frankfort when it stopped at the gate, or to
-see the tall young man with satchel in one hand and light walking-cane
-in the other who came up the walk at a rapid rate and quickened his
-steps when he caught a glimpse of a light dress among the green of the
-summer-house. Grantley, who had been spending a little time with
-Dorothea at Wilmot Terrace, which was a mile or more out of Cincinnati,
-had not intended to come home until the next day, but there had suddenly
-come over him an intense longing to see his aunts and the old place,
-which he could not resist, while, to say the truth, he was getting a
-little tired of constant companionship with Dorothea and wished to get
-away from her and rest. It was all very well, he said to himself, to be
-kissed and caressed and made much of by a nice girl for a while, but
-there was such a thing as too much of it, and a fellow would rather do
-some of the love-making himself. Dorothea was all right, of course, and
-he liked her better than any girl he had ever seen, although she was not
-his ideal, which he should never find. He had given that up, and the
-Lost Star did not now flit across his memory as often as formerly,
-although he had not forgotten her, and still saw at times the face which
-had shone upon him for a brief moment and then been lost, as he
-believed, forever. He was not, however, thinking of it now, when,
-wishing to surprise his aunts, he dismounted from the stage at the gate
-and came hurrying up the walk,—the short cut to the house. Catching
-sight of Doris’s dress, and thinking it was his aunt Desire, he called
-out in his loud, cheery voice, “Hello, Aunt Dizzy! You look just like a
-young girl in that blue gown and big hat with poppies on it. Are you
-glad to see me?”
-
-In an instant Doris was on her feet and confronting him with the bright
-color staining her cheeks and a kindling light in her blue eyes as she
-went forward to meet him. She knew who it was, and, with a bright smile
-which made his heart beat rapidly, she offered him her hand and said, “I
-am not your aunt Dizzy, but if you are Grantley Montague I am your
-cousin, Doris Morton,—Gerald Morton’s daughter,—and I am very glad to
-see you.”
-
-For the first time in his life Grantley’s speech forsook him. Here was
-his Lost Star, declaring herself to be his cousin! What did it mean?
-Dropping his satchel and taking off his soft hat, with which he fanned
-himself furiously, he exclaimed, “Great Scott! My cousin Doris! Gerold
-Morton’s daughter! I don’t understand you. I never knew he had a
-daughter, or much about him any way. Where have you kept yourself, that
-I have never seen or heard of you, and why haven’t my aunts told me of
-you?”
-
-He had her hand in his, as he led her back to the summer-house, while
-she said to him. “A part of the time I have been at Wellesley. I was
-there when you were at Harvard, and used to hear a great deal of you,
-although I never dreamed you were my cousin till I came here.”
-
-This took his breath away, and, sitting down beside her, he plied her
-with questions until he knew all that she knew of her past and why they
-had been kept apart so long.
-
-“By Jove, I don’t like it,” he said. “Why, if I had known you were at
-Wellesley I should have spent half my time on the road between there and
-Harvard——”
-
-“And the other half between Harvard and Madame De Moisiere’s?” Doris
-said, archly, as she moved a little from him, for he had a hand on her
-shoulder now.
-
-“What do you mean?” he asked, quickly, while something of the light
-faded from his eyes, and the eagerness from his voice.
-
-“I heard a great deal about you from different sources, and about Miss
-Haynes, too; and I once saw you with her in the train whistling an
-accompaniment to her banjo,” Doris replied.
-
-“The dickens you did!” Grant said, dropping Doris’s hand, which he had
-held so closely.
-
-It is a strange thing to say of an engaged young man that the mention of
-his betrothed was like a breath of cold wind chilling him suddenly, but
-it was so in Grant’s case. With the Lost Star sitting by him, he had for
-a moment forgotten Dorothea, whose farewell kiss was only a few hours
-old.
-
-“The dickens you did! Well, I suppose you thought me an idiot; but what
-did you think of Dorothea?” he asked, and Doris replied:
-
-“I thought her very nice, and wished I might know her, for I felt sure I
-should like her. And she is coming to Morton Park in the autumn. Aunt
-Brier told me.
-
-“Yes, I believe she is to visit us then,” Grant said, without a great
-deal of enthusiasm, and then, changing the conversation, he began to ask
-about his aunts, and what Doris thought of them, and if she were happy
-with them, and when she first heard he was her cousin, and how.
-
-She told him of the box and the picture which had led to the disclosure,
-and which she had recognized at once.
-
-“And your father was the artist!” he exclaimed. “By Jove, that’s funny!
-How things come round! I found it in a dealer’s shop and bought it
-because it looked so much like my aunts, although I did not really
-suppose they were the originals, as I never remembered them as they are
-on the canvas. And that moon-faced baby was meant for me, was it? What
-did you think of him?”
-
-“I didn’t think him very interesting,” Doris replied; and then they both
-laughed, and said the pleasant nothings which two young people who are
-pleased with each other are apt to say, and on the strength of their
-cousinship became so confidential and familiar that at the end of half
-an hour Doris felt that she had known Grant all her life, while he could
-scarcely have told how he did feel.
-
-Doris’s beauty, freshness, and vivacity, so different from what he had
-been accustomed to in the class of girls he had known, charmed and
-intoxicated him, while the fact that she was his cousin and the Lost
-Star bewildered and confused him; and added to this was a feeling of
-indignation that he had so long been kept in ignorance of her existence.
-
-“I don’t like it in Aunt Kizzy, and I mean to tell her so,” he said, at
-last, as he rose to his feet, and, picking up his satchel, went striding
-up the walk towards the house, with Doris at his side.
-
-It was now nearly six o’clock, and Aunt Kizzy was adjusting her cap and
-giving sundry other touches to her toilet preparatory to dinner, when,
-glancing from her window, she saw the young couple as they emerged from
-a side path, Doris with her sun-hat in her hand and her hair blowing
-about her glowing face, which was lifted towards Grant, who was looking
-down at her and talking rapidly. Miss Kizzy knew Doris was pretty, but
-never had the girl’s beauty struck her as it did now, when she saw her
-with Grant and felt an indefinable foreboding that the Hepburn line was
-in danger.
-
-“Doris is a flirt, and Grant is no better, and I’ll send for Dorothea at
-once. There is no need to wait until autumn,” she said to herself, as
-she went down stairs and out upon the piazza, where Beriah and Desire
-were already, for both had seen him from the parlor and had hurried out
-to meet him.
-
-“Hello, hello, hello,” he said to each of the three aunts, as he kissed
-them affectionately. “I know you didn’t expect me,” he continued, as,
-with the trio clinging to him and making much of him, he went into the
-house,—“I know you didn’t expect me so soon, but the fact is I was
-homesick and wished to see you all and so I came. I hope you are glad.
-And, I say, why in the name of all that is good didn’t you ever tell me
-I had a cousin,—and at Wellesley, too? And why did you never tell me
-more of Cousin Gerold, who, it seems, painted that picture of you all?
-It’s awfully queer. Hello, Tom, how d’ye?” he added, as a woolly head
-appeared in the doorway and a grinning negro answered:
-
-“Jes’ tol’able, thanky, Mas’r Grant. How d’ye youself?”
-
-Keziah was evidently very glad of this diversion, which turned the
-conversation away from Doris, who had remained outside, with a feeling
-that for the present the aunts must have Grant to themselves. How
-handsome and bright and magnetic he was, and how gay he made the dinner
-with his jokes and merry laugh! Once, however, it seemed to Doris that a
-shadow flitted across his face, and that was when Miss Keziah asked
-after Dorothea.
-
-“Oh, she’s right well,” he answered, indifferently, and when his aunt
-continued:
-
-“Didn’t she hate to have you leave so abruptly?” he replied, laughingly:
-
-“She paid me the compliment of saying so, but I reckon Aleck Grady will
-console her for awhile.”
-
-“Who is Aleck Grady?” Miss Morton asked, and Grant replied:
-
-“Have I never written you about Aleck Grady? A good fellow enough, but
-an awful bore, and a second cousin of Thea’s, who joined us in Egypt and
-has been with us ever since.”
-
-Beriah had heard of him, but Miss Morton could not recall him, and
-continued to ask questions about him as if she scented danger from him
-as well as from Doris. Was he in the Hepburn line and really Thea’s
-cousin, and did she like him?
-
-At the mention of the Hepburn line Grant’s face clouded, and he answered
-rather stiffly:
-
-“He _is_ in the Hepburn line, one degree removed from Thea, and he is
-hunting for a missing link, which, if found, will knock Thea into a
-cocked hat.”
-
-Miss Morton knew about the missing link herself; indeed, she had once
-tried to trace it, but had given it up with the conviction that it was
-extinct, and if she thought so, why, then, it was so, and Aleck Grady
-would never find it. But he might be dangerous elsewhere, and she
-repeated her question as to whether Thea liked him or not.
-
-“I dare say,—as her cousin,” Grant replied, adding, with a view to tease
-his aunt, “and she may get up a warmer feeling, for there is no guessing
-what will happen when a young man is teaching a girl to ride a bicycle,
-as he is teaching Thea.”
-
-“Ride a bicycle! Thea on a bicycle! Thea astride of a wheel!” Miss
-Morton exclaimed, horrified and aghast at the idea.
-
-Was the world all topsy-turvy, or had she lived so long out of it that
-she had lost her balance and fallen off? She did not know, and she
-looked very white and worried, while Grant laughed at her distress and
-told her how picturesque Thea looked in her blue gown and red shoes and
-jockey cap, adding:
-
-“And she rides well, too, which is more than can be said of all the
-girls. But it is of no use to kick at the bicycles; they have come to
-stay, and I mean to get Doris one as soon as I can. She must not be left
-out in the cold when Thea and I go racing down the turnpike. She will be
-splendid on a wheel.”
-
-“God forbid!” came with a gasp from the highly scandalized lady, while
-Doris’s eyes shone with a wonderful brilliancy as they looked their
-thanks at Grant.
-
-With a view to change the conversation, Beriah began to question Grant
-of his trip to Egypt, without a suspicion of the deep waters into which
-she was sailing. After describing some of the excursions on the donkeys,
-Grant suddenly exclaimed:
-
-“By the way, Aunt Brier, I met an old acquaintance of yours in Cairo,
-Tom Atkins, who said he used to visit Morton Park. Do you remember him?”
-
-Beriah was white to the roots of her hair, and her hand shook so that
-her coffee was spilled upon the damask cloth as she answered, faintly:
-
-“Tom Atkins? yes, I remember him.”
-
-It was Keziah who came to the rescue now by giving the signal to leave
-the table, and so put an end for the time being to the conversation
-concerning Tom Atkins; but that evening, after most of the family had
-retired, as Grant sat smoking in the moonlight at the end of the piazza,
-a slender figure clad in a gray wrapper with a white scarf on her head
-stole up to him and said, very softly and sadly:
-
-“Now, Grant, tell me about Tom.”
-
-Grant told her all he knew, and that night Beriah wrote in her diary as
-follows:
-
-“Tom is alive, and wears a fez and a white flannel suit, and has a
-little, dark-eyed, tawny-haired girl whom he calls Zaidee. Of course
-there is or has been an Oriental wife, and Tom is as much lost to me as
-if he were sleeping in his grave. I am glad he is alive, and think I am
-glad because of the little girl Zaidee. It is a pretty name, and if she
-were motherless I know I could love her dearly for Tom’s sake, but such
-happiness is not for me. Ah, well, God knows best.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.—DORIS’S STORY.
- THEA AT MORTON PARK.
-
-
-Thea is here, and has brought her wheel and her banjo and her pet dog,
-besides three trunks of clothes. The dog, whom she calls Cheek, has
-conceived an unaccountable dislike to Aunt Kizzy, at whom he barks so
-furiously whenever she is in sight that Thea keeps him tied in her room
-except when she takes him into the grounds for exercise. Even then he is
-on the lookout for the enemy, and once made a fierce charge at her
-shawl, which she had left in the summer-house and which was not rescued
-from him until one or two rents had been made in it. Thea laughs, and
-calls him a bad boy, and puts her arms around Aunt Kizzy’s neck and
-kisses her and tells her she will send Cheek home as soon as she gets a
-chance, and then she sings “Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay,” which she says is all
-the rage, and she dances the skirt dance with Grant, to whom she is
-teaching a new step, which shows her pretty feet and ankles and consists
-mostly of “one-two-three-kick.” And they do kick, or Grant does, so high
-that Aunt Kizzy asks in alarm if that is quite proper, and then Thea
-kisses her again and calls her “an unsophisticated old darling who
-doesn’t know the ways of the world and must be taught.” Her banjo lies
-round anywhere and everywhere, just as do her hat and her gloves and
-parasol, and Aunt Kizzy, who is so particular with me, never says a
-word, but herself picks up after the disorderly girl, who, with Grant,
-has turned the house upside down and filled it with laughter and frolic.
-Her wheel stays at night in a little room at the end of the piazza, with
-Grant’s, for he has one, and with Thea he goes scurrying through the
-town, sometimes in the street and sometimes on the sidewalk, to the
-terror of the pedestrians. Thea has already knocked down two negroes and
-run into the stall of an old apple-woman, who would have brought a suit
-if Aunt Kizzy had not paid the damages claimed.
-
-What do I think of Thea? I love her, and have loved her from the moment
-she came up to me so cordially and called me Cousin Doris, and told me
-Grant had written her all about me, and that because I was at Morton
-Park she had come earlier than she had intended doing, and had left her
-old Gardy and Aleck Grady disconsolate. “But,” she added, quickly:
-“Aleck is coming soon, and then it will be jolly with four of us, Grant
-and you, Aleck and me, and if we can’t paint the town red my name is not
-Thea.”
-
-I don’t suppose she is really pretty, except her eyes, which are lovely,
-but her voice is so sweet and her manners so soft and kittenish and
-pleasing that you never stop to think if she is handsome, but take her
-as she is and find her charming. She occupies the guest-room of course,
-and I share it with her, for she insisted at once that my cot be moved
-in there, so we could “talk nights as late as we pleased.” Aunt Kizzy,
-who does not believe in talking late, and always knocks on the wall if
-she hears me move in the Glory Hole after half-past nine, objected at
-first, saying it was more proper for young girls to room alone, but Thea
-told her that propriety had gone out of fashion with a lot of other
-stuff, and insisted, until the Glory Hole was abandoned and used only
-for toilet-purposes.
-
-“Just what it was intended for,” Thea said, “and the idea of penning you
-up there is ridiculous. I know Aunt Kizzy, as I always call her, and
-know exactly how to manage her.”
-
-And she does manage her beautifully, while I look on amazed. The first
-night after her arrival she invited me into her room, where I found her
-habited in a crimson dressing-gown, with her hair, which had grown very
-long, rippling down her back, and a silver-mounted brush in one hand and
-a hand-glass in the other. There was a light-wood fire on the hearth,
-for it was raining heavily, and the house was damp and chilly. Drawing a
-settee rocker before the fire, she made me sit down close by her, and,
-putting her arm around me and laying my head on her shoulder, she said,
-“Now, Chickie,—or rather Softie, which suits you better, as you seem
-just like the kind of girls who are softies,—now let’s talk.”
-
-“But,” I objected, “Aunt Kizzy’s room is just below, and it’s nearly ten
-o’clock, and she will hear us and rap.”
-
-“Let her rap! I am not afraid of Aunt Kizzy. She never raps me; and if
-you are so awfully particular, we’ll whisper, while I tell you all my
-secrets, and you tell me yours,—about the boys, I mean. Girls don’t
-count. Tell me of the fellows, and the scrapes you got into at school.”
-
-It was in vain that I protested that I had no secrets and knew nothing
-about fellows or scrapes. She knew better, she said, for no girl could
-go through any school and not know something about them unless she were
-a greater softie than I looked to be.
-
-“I was always getting into a scrape, or out of one,” she said, “and it
-was such fun. Why, I never learned a blessed thing,—I didn’t go to
-learn, and I kept the teachers so stirred up that their lives were a
-burden to them, and I know they must have made a special thank-offering
-to some missionary fund when I left. And yet I know they liked me in
-spite of my pranks. And to think you were stuffing your head with
-knowledge at Wellesley all the time, and I never knew it, nor Grant
-either! I tell you he don’t like it any better than I do. And Aunt
-Kizzy’s excuse, that you would have neglected your studies if you had
-known he was at Harvard, is all rubbish. That was not the reason. Do you
-know what the real one was?”
-
-I said I did not, and with a little laugh she continued, “You _are_ a
-softie, sure enough;” then, pushing me a little from her, she regarded
-me attentively a moment, and continued, “Do you know how very, very
-beautiful you are?”
-
-I might have disclaimed such knowledge, if something in her bright,
-searching eyes had not wrung the truth in part from me, and made me
-answer, “I have been told so a few times.”
-
-“Of course you have,” she replied. “Who told you?”
-
-“Oh, the girls at Wellesley,” I answered, beginning to feel uneasy under
-the fire of her eyes.
-
-“Humbug!” she exclaimed. “I tell you, girls don’t count. I mean boys.
-What boy has told you you were handsome? Has Grant? Honor bright, has
-Grant?”
-
-The question was so sudden that I was taken quite aback, while conscious
-guilt, if I can call it that, added to my embarrassment. It was three
-weeks since Grant came home, and in that time we had made rapid strides
-towards something warmer than friendship. We had ridden and driven
-together for miles around the country, had played and sung together, and
-walked together through the spacious grounds, and once when we sat in
-the summer-house and I had told him of my father’s and mother’s death
-and my life in Meadowbrook and Wellesley, and how lonely I had sometimes
-been because no one cared for me, he had put his arm around me, and,
-kissing my forehead, had said, “Poor little Dorey! I wish I had known
-you were at Wellesley. You should never have been lonely;” and then he
-told me that he had seen me twice in Boston, once at a concert and once
-in a street-car, and had never forgotten my face, which he thought
-beautiful, and that he had called me his Lost Star, whom he had looked
-for so long and found at last. And as he talked I had listened with a
-heart so full of happiness that I could not speak, although with the
-happiness there was a pang of remorse when I remembered what Aunt Keziah
-had said about my not trying to win Grant’s love. And I was not trying;
-the fault, if there were any, was on his side, and probably he meant
-nothing. At all events, the scene in the summer-house was not repeated,
-and I fancied that Grant’s manner after it was somewhat constrained, as
-if he were a little sorry. But he had kissed me and told me I was
-beautiful, and when Thea put the question to me direct, I stammered out
-at last, “Ye-es, Grant thinks I am handsome.”
-
-“Of course he does. How can he help it? And I don’t mind, even if we are
-engaged.”
-
-“Engaged!” I repeated, and drew back from her a little, for, although I
-had suspected the engagement, I had never been able to draw from my
-aunts any allusion to it or admission of it, and I had almost made
-myself believe that there was none.
-
-But I knew it now, and for a moment I felt as if I were smothering,
-while Thea regarded me curiously, but with no jealousy or anger in her
-gaze.
-
-“You are surprised,” she said at last. “Has neither of the aunts told
-you?”
-
-“No,” I replied, “they have not, but I have sometimes suspected it. And
-I have reason to think that such a marriage would please Aunt Kizzy very
-much. Let me congratulate you.”
-
-“You needn’t,” she said, a little stiffly. “It is all a made-up affair.
-Shall I tell you about myself?” And, drawing me close to her again, she
-told me that at a very early age she became an orphan, with a large
-fortune as a certainty when she was twenty-one, as she would be at
-Christmas, and another fortune coming to her in the spring, if she did
-not marry Grant, and half in case she did. “It’s an awful muddle,” she
-continued, “and you can’t understand it. I don’t either, except that one
-of my ancestors, old Amos Hepburn, of Keswick, England, made a queer
-will, or condition, or something, by which the Mortons will lose their
-home unless I marry Grant, which is not a bad thing to do. I have known
-him all my life, and like him so much; and it is not a bad thing for him
-to marry me, either. Better do that than lose his home.”
-
-“Would he marry you just for money?” I asked, while the spot on my
-forehead, which he had kissed, burned so that I thought she must see it.
-
-But she was brushing her long hair and twisting it into braids, and did
-not look at me as she went on rapidly: “No, I don’t think he would marry
-me for my money unless he liked me some. Aleck wouldn’t, and Grant
-thinks himself vastly superior to Aleck, whom he calls a bore and a
-crank; and perhaps he is, but he is very nice,—not handsome like Grant,
-and not like him in anything. He has reddish hair, and freckles on his
-nose, and big hands, and wears awful baggy clothes, and scolds me a good
-deal, which Grant never does, and tells me I am fast and slangy, and
-that I powder too much. He is my second cousin, you know, and stands
-next to me in the Hepburn line, and if I should die he would come in for
-the Morton estate, unless he finds the missing link, as he calls it,
-which is ahead of us both. I am sure you will like him, and I shall be
-so glad when he comes. I am not half as silly with him as I am without
-him, because I am a little afraid of him, and I miss him so much.”
-
-As I knew nothing of Aleck, I did not reply, and after a moment, during
-which she finished braiding her hair and began to do up her bangs in
-curl-papers, she said, abruptly, “Why don’t you speak? Don’t you
-tumble?”
-
-“What _do_ you mean?” I asked, and with very expressive gestures of her
-hands, which she had learned abroad, she exclaimed, “Now, you are not so
-big a softie as not to know what _tumble_ means, and you have been
-graduated at Wellesley, too! You are greener than I thought, and I give
-it up. But you just wait till I have coached you awhile, and you’ll know
-what tumble means, and a good many more things of which you never
-dreamed.”
-
-I said I did not like slang,—in short, that I detested it,—and we were
-having rather a spirited discussion on the subject, and Thea was talking
-in anything but a whisper, when suddenly there came a tremendous knock
-on the door, which in response to Thea’s prompt “_Entrez_” opened wide
-and disclosed to view the awful presence of Aunt Kizzy in her night-cap,
-without her false piece, felt slippers on her feet, a candle in her
-hand, and a look of stern disapproval on her face as she addressed
-herself to me, asking if I knew how late it was, and why I was keeping
-Thea up.
-
-“She is not keeping me up. I am keeping her. I asked her to come in
-here, and when she said we should disturb you I told her we would
-whisper, and we have until I was stupid enough to forget myself. I’m
-awfully sorry, but Doris is not to blame,” Thea explained, generously
-defending me against Aunt Kizzy, towards whom she moved with a graceful,
-gliding step, adding, as she put her arm around her neck, “Now go back
-to bed, that’s a dear, and Doris shall go too, and we’ll never disturb
-you again. I wonder if you know how funny you look without your hair!”
-
-I had never suspected Aunt Kizzy of caring much for her personal
-appearance, but at the mention of her hair she quickly put her hand to
-her head with a deprecatory look on her face, and without another word
-walked away, while Thea threw herself into a chair, shaking with
-laughter and declaring that it was a lark worthy of De Moisiere.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Four weeks have passed since I made my last entry in my journal, and so
-much has happened in that time that I feel as if I were years older than
-I was when Thea came, and, as she expressed it, “took me in hand.” I am
-certainly a great deal wiser than I was, but am neither the better nor
-the happier for it, and although I know now what _tumble_ means, and all
-the flirtation signs, and a great deal more besides, I detest it all,
-and cannot help feeling that the girl who practices such things has lost
-something from her womanhood which good men prize. Old-maidish Thea
-calls me, and says I shall never be anything but a _softie_. And still
-we are great friends, for no one can help loving her, she is so bright
-and gay and kind. As for Grant, he puzzles me. I have tried to be
-distant towards him since Thea told me of her engagement, and once I
-spoke of it to him and asked why he did not tell me himself. I never
-knew before that Grant could scowl, as he did when he replied, “Oh,
-bother! there are some things a fellow does not care to talk about, and
-this is one of them. You and Thea gossip together quite too much.”
-
-After that I didn’t speak to Grant for two whole days. But he made it up
-the third day in the summer-house where he had kissed me once, and would
-have kissed me again, but for an accident.
-
-“Doris,” he said, as he took my face between his hands and bent his own
-so close to it that I felt his breath on my cheek,—“Doris, don’t quarrel
-with me. I can’t bear it. I——”
-
-What more he would have said I do not know, as just then we heard Thea’s
-voice near by calling to Aleck Grady, who has been in town three weeks,
-stopping at the hotel, but spending most of his time at Morton Park, and
-I like him very much. He seems very plain-looking at first, but after
-you know him you forget his hair and his freckles and his hands and
-general awkwardness, and think only how thoroughly good-natured and kind
-and considerate he is, with a heap of common sense. Thea is not quite
-the same when he is with us. She is more quiet and lady-like, and does
-not use so much slang, and acts rather queer, it seems to me. Indeed,
-the three of them act queer, and I feel queer and unhappy, although I
-seem to be so gay, and the house and grounds resound with laughter and
-merriment all day long. Aleck comes early, and always stays to lunch, if
-invited, as he often is by Thea, but never by Aunt Kizzy, who has grown
-haggard and thin and finds a great deal of fault with me because, as she
-says, I am flirting with Grant and trying to win him from Thea.
-
-It is false. I am not flirting with Grant. I am not trying to win him
-from Thea, but rather to keep out of his way, which I cannot do, for he
-is always at my side, and when we go for a walk, or a ride, or a drive,
-it is Aleck and Thea first, and necessarily Grant is left for me, and,
-what is very strange, he seems to like it, while I——Oh, whither am I
-drifting, and what shall I do? I know now all about the Morton lease and
-the Hepburn line, for Aunt Kizzy has told me, and with tears streaming
-down her cheeks has begged me not to be her ruin. And I will not, even
-if I should love Grant far more than I do now, and should feel surer
-than I do that he loves me and would gladly be free from Thea, who
-laughs and sings and dances as gayly as if there were no troubled hearts
-around her, while Aleck watches her and Grant and me with a quizzical
-look on his face which makes me furious at times. He has talked to me
-about the missing link and the family tree, which he offered to show me,
-but I declined, and said impatiently that I had heard enough about old
-Amos Hepburn and that wretched condition, and wished both had been in
-the bottom of the sea before they had done so much mischief. With a
-good-humored laugh he put up his family tree and told me not to be so
-hard on his poor old ancestor, saying he did not think either he or his
-condition would harm the Mortons much.
-
-I don’t know what he meant, and I don’t know anything except that I am
-miserable, and Grant is equally so, and I do not dare stay alone with
-him a moment, or look in his eyes for fear of what I may see there, or
-he may see in mine.
-
-Alas for us both, and alas for the Hepburn line!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI.—THE AUTHOR’S STORY.
- THE CRISIS.
-
-
-It came sooner than the two who were watching the progress of affairs
-expected it, and the two were Kizzy and Dizzy. The first was looking at
-what she could not help, with a feeling like death in her heart, while
-the latter felt her youth come back to her as she saw one by one the
-signs she had once known so well. She knew what Grant’s failure to marry
-Thea meant to them. But she did not worry about it. With all her fear of
-Keziah, she had a great respect for and confidence in her, and was sure
-she would manage somehow, no matter whom Grant married. And so in her
-white gown and blue ribbons she sat upon the wide piazza day after day,
-and smiled upon the young people, who, recognizing an ally in her, made
-her a sort of queen around whose throne they gathered, all longing to
-tell her their secret, except Doris, who, hearing so often from her Aunt
-Keziah that she was the cause of all the trouble, was very unhappy, and
-kept away from Grant as much as possible. But he found her one afternoon
-in the summer-house looking so inexpressibly sweet, and pathetic, too,
-with the traces of tears on her face, that, without a thought of the
-consequences, he sat down beside her, and, putting his arms around her,
-said:
-
-“My poor little darling, what is the matter, and why do you try to avoid
-me as you do?”
-
-There was nothing of the coquette about Doris, and at the sound of
-Grant’s voice speaking to her as he did, and the touch of his hand which
-had taken hers and was carrying it to his lips, she laid her head on his
-shoulder and sobbed:
-
-“Oh, Grant, I can’t bear it. Aunt Kizzy scolds me so, and I—I can’t help
-it, and I’m going to Meadowbrook to teach or do something, where I shall
-not trouble any one again.”
-
-“No, Doris,” Grant said, in a voice more earnest and decided than any
-she had ever heard from him. “You are not going away from _me_. You are
-mine and I intend to keep you. I will play a hypocrite’s part no longer.
-I love _you_, and I do not love Thea as a man ought to love the girl he
-makes his wife, nor as she deserves to be loved; and even if you refuse
-me I shall not marry her. It would be a great sin to take her when my
-whole soul was longing for another.”
-
-“Grant, are you crazy? Don’t you know you must marry Thea? Have you
-forgotten the Hepburn line?” Doris said, lifting her head from his
-shoulder and turning towards him a face which, although bathed in tears,
-was radiant with the light of a great joy.
-
-Had Grant been in the habit of swearing, he would probably have
-consigned the Hepburn line to perdition. As it was, he said:
-
-“Confound the Hepburn line! Enough have been made miserable on account
-of it, and I don’t propose to be added to the number, nor do I believe
-much in it, either. Aleck does not believe in it at all, and we are
-going to look up the law without Aunt Kizzy’s knowledge. She is so
-cursed proud and reticent, too, or she would have found out for herself
-before this time whether we are likely to be beggared or not. And even
-if the lease holds good, don’t you suppose that a great strapping fellow
-like me can take care of himself and four women?”
-
-As he had never yet done anything but spend money, it seemed doubtful to
-Doris whether he could do anything or not. But she did not care. The
-fact that he loved her, that he held her in his arms and was covering
-her face with kisses, was enough for the present, and for a few moments
-Aunt Kizzy’s wrath and the Hepburn line were forgotten, while she
-abandoned herself to her great happiness. Then she remembered, and,
-releasing herself from Grant, stood up before him and told him that it
-could not be.
-
-“I am not ashamed to confess that I love you,” she said, “and the
-knowing that you love me will always make me happier. But you are bound
-to Thea, and I will never separate you from her or bring ruin upon your
-family. I will go away, as I said, and never come again until you and
-Thea are married.”
-
-She was backing from the summer-house as she talked, and so absorbed
-were she and Grant both that neither saw nor heard anything until,
-having reached the door, Doris backed into Thea’s arms.
-
-“Hello!” was her characteristic exclamation, as she looked curiously at
-Doris and then at Grant, who, greatly confused, had risen to his feet,
-“And so I have caught you,” she continued, “and I suppose you think I am
-angry; but I am not. I am glad, as it makes easier what I am going to
-tell you. Sit down, Grant, and hear me,” she continued authoritatively,
-as she saw him moving towards the doorway, opposite to where she stood,
-still holding Doris tightly. “Sit down, and let’s have it out, like
-sensible people who have been mistaken and discovered their mistake in
-time. I know you love Doris, and I know she loves you, and she just
-suits you, for she is beautiful and sweet and fresh, while I am neither;
-I am homely, and fast, and slangy, and sometimes loud and forward.”
-
-“Oh, Thea, Thea, you are not all this,” Doris cried.
-
-But Thea went on: “Yes, I am; Aleck says so, and he knows, and that is
-why I like him so much. He tells me my faults straight out, which Grant
-never did. He simply endured me because he felt that he must, until he
-saw you, and then it was not in the nature of things that I could keep
-him any longer. I have seen it, and so has Aleck; and this morning,
-under the great elm in the far part of the grounds, we came to an
-understanding, and I told the great, awkward, ugly Aleck that I loved
-him better than I ever loved Grant; and I do,—I do!”
-
-She was half crying, and breathing hard, and with each breath was
-severing some link which had bound her to Grant, who for once felt as
-awkward as Aleck himself, and stood abashed before the young girl who
-was so boldly declaring her preference for another. What could he say?
-he asked himself. He surely could not remonstrate with her, or protest
-against what would make him so happy, and so he kept silent, while
-brushing the tears from her eyes, she continued, “I don’t know when it
-began, or how, only it did begin, and now I don’t care how ugly he is,
-nor how big his feet and hands are. He is just as good as he can be, and
-I am going to marry him. There!”
-
-She stopped, quite out of breath, and looked at Doris, whose face was
-very white, and whose voice trembled as she said:
-
-“But, Thea, have you forgotten the _lease_?”
-
-“The lease!” Thea repeated, bitterly. “I hate the very name. It has
-worked so much mischief, and all for nothing, Aleck says, and he knows,
-and don’t believe it would stand a moment, and if it does we have
-arranged for it, and should the Morton estate ever come to me through
-Aunt Kizzy’s foolish insistence, I shall deed it straight back to her,
-or to you and Grant, which will be better. It is time old Amos Hepburn
-was euchred, and I am glad to do it. Such trouble as he has brought to
-your grandfather, your father, and to me, thrusting me upon one who did
-not care a dime for me!”
-
-“Thea, Thea, you are mistaken. I did care for you until I saw Doris, and
-I care for you yet,” Grant said, and Thea replied:
-
-“In a way, yes. But you were driven to it by Aunt Kizzy, and so was I.
-Why, I do not remember a time when I did not think I was to marry you,
-and once I liked the idea, too, and threw myself at your head, and
-appropriated you in a way which makes me ashamed when I remember it.
-Aleck has told me, and he knows, and will keep me straight, while you
-would have let me run wild, and from a bold, pert, slangy girl I should
-have degenerated into a coarse, second-class woman, with only money and
-the Morton name to keep me up. You and Doris exactly suit each other,
-and your lives will glide along without a ripple, while Aleck’s and mine
-will be stormy at times, for he has a will and I have a temper, but the
-making up will be grand, and that I should never have known with you. I
-am going to tell Aunt Kizzy now, and have it over. So, Grant, let’s say
-good-bye to all there has been between us, and if you want to kiss me
-once in memory of the past you can do so. Doris will not mind.”
-
-There was something very pathetic in Thea’s manner as she lifted her
-face for the kiss which was to part her and Grant forever, and for an
-instant her arms clung tightly around his neck as if the olden love were
-dying hard in spite of what she had said of Aleck; then without a word
-she went swiftly up the walk, leaving Grant and Doris alone.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII.—DORIS’S STORY.
- THE MISSING LINK.
-
-
-How can I write when my heart is so full that it seems as if it would
-burst with its load of surprise and happiness? Grant and I are engaged,
-and so are Thea and Aleck, and of the two I believe Thea is happier than
-I, who am still so stunned that I can scarcely realize what a few hours
-have brought to me,—Grant, and—and—a fortune! And this is how it
-happened.
-
-Grant was saying things to me which I thought he ought not to say, when
-Thea came suddenly upon us and told us she loved Aleck better than she
-did Grant, whom she transferred to me in a rather bewildering fashion,
-while I accepted him on condition that Aunt Kizzy gave her consent. She
-did not appear at dinner that night, and the next morning she was
-suffering from a severe headache and kept her room, but sent word that
-she would see Thea and Grant after breakfast. This left me to Aleck, who
-came early and asked me to go with him to the summer-house, where we
-could “talk over the row,” as he expressed it. Love had certainly
-wrought a great change in him, softening and refining his rugged
-features until he seemed almost handsome as he talked to me of Thea,
-whom he had fancied from the time he first saw her.
-
-“She is full of faults, I know,” he said, “but I believe I love her the
-better for them, as they will add variety to our lives. She and Grant
-would have stagnated, as he did not care enough for her to oppose her in
-any way. Theirs would have been a marriage of convenience; ours will be
-one of love.”
-
-And then he drifted off to the Morton lease and Hepburn line and family
-tree.
-
-“You have never seen it, I believe,” he said, taking from his pocket a
-sheet of foolscap and spreading it out upon his lap. He had offered to
-show it to me before, but I had declined examining it. Now, however, I
-affected to be interested, and glanced indifferently at the sheet, with
-its queer looking diagrams and rows of names, which he called branches
-of the Hepburn tree. “I have not made it out quite ship-shape, like one
-I saw in London lately,” he said, taking out his pencil and pointing to
-the name which headed the list, “but I think you will understand it. You
-have no idea what a fascination there has been to me in hunting up my
-ancestors and wondering what manner of people they were. First, here is
-Amos Hepburn, the old curmudgeon who leased that property to your
-grandfather ninety years ago. He married Dorothea Foster, and had three
-daughters, Octavia, Agrippina, and Poppæa.”
-
-“Octavia, Agrippina, and Poppæa,” I exclaimed. “What could have induced
-him to give these names to his daughters?”
-
-“Classical taste, I suppose,” Aleck said. “No doubt the old gentleman
-was fond of Roman history, and the names took his fancy. If he had had a
-son he would probably have called him Nero. Poppæa, the youngest, is my
-maternal ancestress. I inherit my beauty from her.”
-
-Here he laughed heartily, and then went on:
-
-“Agrippina, the second daughter, was Thea’s great-grandmother, and
-called no doubt after the good Agrippina, and not the bad one, who had
-that ducking in the sea at the hands of her precious son. As to the
-eldest daughter, she ought to have felt honored to be named for the poor
-little abused Empress Octavia; and then it is a pretty name.”
-
-“Yes, indeed,” I said, “and it is _my_ middle name, which my grandmother
-and my great-grandmother bore before me.”
-
-“That’s odd,” he rejoined, looking curiously at me. “Yes, very odd.
-Suppose we go over Thea’s branch of the tree first, as that is the
-oldest line to which a direct heir can be found, and consequently gives
-her the Morton estate. First, Agrippina Hepburn married John Austin, and
-had one child, Charlotte Poppæa, who married Tom Haynes, and bore him
-one daughter, Sophia, and two sons, James and John. This John, by the
-way, I have heard, was the young man whom Miss Keziah wished your Aunt
-Beriah to marry, and failing in that she wished your father to marry
-Sophia. But neither plan worked, for both died, and James married
-Victoria Snead, of Louisville, and had one daughter, Dorothea Victoria,
-otherwise Thea, my promised wife, and the great-great-grandaughter of
-old Amos Hepburn. As I, although several years older than Thea, am in
-the third and youngest branch of the tree, I have no claim on the Morton
-estate; neither would Thea have, if I could find the missing link in the
-first and oldest branch, that of Octavia, who was married in Port Rush,
-Ireland, to Mr. McMahon, and had twins, Augustus Octavius, and Octavia
-Augusta. You see she, too, was classically inclined, like her father.
-Well, Augustus Octavius died, and Octavia Augusta married Henry Gale, a
-hatter, in Leamington, England, and emigrated to America in 18—, and
-settled in New York, where all trace of her is lost. Nor can I by any
-possible means find anything about her, except that Henry Gale died, but
-whether he left children I do not know. Presumably he did, and their
-descendants would be the real heirs to the Morton property, if that
-clause holds good. Do you see the point? or, as Thea would say, do you
-tumble?”
-
-He repeated his question in a louder tone, as I did not answer him, but
-sat staring at the unfinished branch of the Hepburn tree. I did tumble
-nearly off the seat, and only kept myself from doing so entirely by
-clutching Aleck’s arm and holding it so tightly that he winced a little
-as he moved away from me, and said: “What’s the matter? Has something
-stung you?”
-
-“No,” I replied, with a gasp, and a feeling that I was choking, or
-fainting, or both.
-
-I had followed him closely through Agrippina’s line, and had felt a
-little bored when he began on Octavia’s, but only for an instant, and
-then I was all attention, and felt my blood prickling in my veins and
-saw rings of fire dancing before my eyes, as I glanced at the names, as
-familiar to me as old friends.
-
-“Aleck,” I whispered, for I could not speak aloud, “these are all my
-ancestors, I am sure, for do you think it possible for two Octavias and
-two McMahons to have been married in Port Rush and had twins whom they
-called Octavia Augusta and Augustus Octavius, and for Augustus to die
-and Octavia to marry a Mr. Gale, a hatter, in Leamington, and emigrate
-to New York?”
-
-It was Aleck’s turn now to stare and turn pale, as he exclaimed:
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“I mean,” I said, “that my great-grandmother’s name was Octavia, but I
-never heard that it was also Hepburn, or if I did I have forgotten it. I
-know, though, that she married a McMahon and lived at Port Rush. I know,
-too, that Mrs. McMahon had twins, whose names were Augustus Octavius and
-Octavia Augusta. Augustus died, but Octavia, who was my grandmother,
-first married a Mr. Gale, a hatter, in Leamington, and then came to New
-York, where he died. She then went to Boston, married Charles Wilson,
-and moved to New Haven, where my mother, Dorothea Augusta, was born, and
-where she married my father. I have a record of it in an old English
-book, which, after my grandmother’s death, was sent to my mother with
-some other things.”
-
-“Eureka! I have found the missing link, _and you are it_! Hurrah!” Aleck
-exclaimed, springing to his feet and catching me up as if I had been a
-feather’s weight. “I was never more surprised in my life, or glad
-either. To think here is the link right in Miss Kizzy’s hands! Wouldn’t
-she have torn her hair if Grant had married Thea? By Jove, it would have
-been a joke, and a sort of retributive justice, too. I must tell her
-myself. But first let’s be perfectly sure. You spoke of a record. Do you
-happen to have it with you?”
-
-“Yes, in my trunk,” I said, and, excusing myself for a few moments, I
-flew to the house, and soon returned with what had originally been a
-blank-book and which my grandmother had used for many purposes, such as
-recording family expenses, names of people who had boarded with her, and
-when they came, what they paid her, and when they left; dates, too, of
-various events in her life, together with receipts for cooking; and
-pinned to the last page was an old yellow sheet of foolscap, with the
-name of a Leamington bookseller just discernible upon it. On this sheet
-were records in two or three different handwritings. The first was the
-birth in Leamington of Augustus Octavius and Octavia Augusta, children
-of Patrick and Octavia McMahon, who were married in Port Rush, April
-10th, 18—. Then followed the death of Augustus and the marriage of
-Octavia to William Gale, of Leamington. Then, in my grandmother’s
-handwriting, the death of Mr. Gale in New York, followed by a masculine
-hand, presumably that of my grandfather, Charles Wilson, who married
-Mrs. Octavia Gale in Boston, and to whom my mother, Dorothea Augusta,
-was born in New Haven. I remember perfectly well seeing my mother record
-the date of her marriage with my father and of my birth on the sheet of
-foolscap after it came to her with the other papers from my grandmother,
-but when or why it was pinned into the blank-book I could not tell. I
-only knew it was there, and that I had kept the book, which I now handed
-to Aleck, whose face wore a puzzled look as, opening it at random, he
-began to read a receipt for ginger snaps.
-
-“What the dickens has this to do with Cæsar Augustus and Augustus
-Cæsar?” he asked, while I showed him the sheet of paper, which he read
-very attentively twice, and compared with his family tree. “You _are_
-the Link, and no mistake!” he said. “Everything fits to a T, as far as
-my tree goes. Of course it will have to be proven, but that is easily
-done by beginning at this end and working back to where the branch
-failed to connect. And now I am going to tell Miss Morton and Grant.
-Will you come with me?”
-
-“No,” I replied, feeling that I had not strength to walk to the house.
-
-I was so confused and stunned and weak that I could only sit still and
-think of nothing until Grant’s arms were around me and he was covering
-my face with kisses and calling me his darling.
-
-“Aleck has told us the strangest story,” he said, “and I am so glad for
-you, and glad that I asked you to be my wife before I heard it, as you
-know it is yourself I want, and not what you may or may not bring me.
-Aunt Kizzy is in an awful collapse,—fainted dead away when she heard
-it.”
-
-“Oh, Grant, how could you leave her and come to me?” I asked,
-reproachfully, and he replied, “Because I could do no good. There were
-Aunts Dizzy and Brier, and Thea, and Aleck, and Vine, all throwing water
-and camphor and vinegar in her face, until she looked like a drowned
-rat. So I came out and left them.”
-
-“But I must go to her,” I said, and with Grant’s arm around me I went
-slowly to the house and into the room where Aunt Kizzy lay among her
-pillows, with an expression on her face such as I had never seen before.
-It was not anger, but rather one of intense relief, as if the tension of
-years had given way and left every nerve quivering from the long strain,
-but painless and restful. Thea was fanning her; Aunt Brier was bathing
-her forehead with cologne; Aunt Dizzy was arranging her false piece,
-which was somewhat awry; while Aleck was still energetically explaining
-his family tree and comparing it with the paper I had given him. At
-sight of me Aunt Kizzy’s eyes grew blacker than their wont, while
-something like a smile flitted across her face as she said, “This is a
-strange story I have heard, and it will of course have to be proved.”
-
-“A task I take upon myself,” Aleck interrupted, and she went on to
-catechise me rather sharply with regard to my ancestors.
-
-“It is strange that your father did not find it out, if he saw this
-paper.”
-
-“He did not see it, for it was not sent to us until after his death,” I
-said, while Aunt Dizzy rejoined, “And if he had it would have conveyed
-no meaning to him, as I do not suppose he ever troubled himself to trace
-the Hepburn line to its beginning or knew that Mrs. McMahon was a
-Hepburn. I have no idea what my great-grandmother’s name was before she
-was married. For me, I need no confirmation whatever, but accept Doris
-as I have always accepted her, a dear little girl whose coming to us has
-brought a blessing with it, and although I am very fond of Thea, and
-should have loved her as Grant’s wife, I am still very glad it is to be
-Doris.”
-
-She was standing by me now, with her hand on my shoulder, while Aunt
-Brier and Thea both came to my side, the latter throwing her arms around
-my neck and saying, “And I am glad it is Doris, and that the Hepburn
-line is torn into shreds. I believe I hate that old Amos, who, by the
-way, is as much your ancestor as mine, for we are cousins, you know.”
-
-She kissed me lovingly, and, putting my hand in Aunt Kizzy’s, said to
-her, “Aren’t you glad it is Doris?”
-
-Then Aunt Kizzy did a most extraordinary thing for her. She drew me
-close to her and cried like a child.
-
-“Yes,” she said, “I am glad it is Doris, and sorry that I have been so
-hard with everybody, first with Beriah, and then with Gerold, whom I
-loved as if he had been my own son, and who it seems married into the
-Hepburn line and I did not know it. And I have loved you, too, Doris,
-more than you guess, notwithstanding I have seemed so cross and cold and
-crabbed. I have been a monomaniac on the subject of the Hepburn lease.
-Can you forgive me?”
-
-I could easily answer that question, for with her first kind word all
-the ill feeling I had ever cherished against her was swept away, and,
-putting my face to hers, I kissed her more than once, in token of peace
-between us.
-
-That afternoon Aleck started North with his family tree and my family
-record, and, beginning at the date of my mother’s marriage, worked
-backward until the branch which had been broken with the Gales in New
-York was united with the Wilsons of New Haven, “making a beautiful
-whole,” as he wrote in a letter to Thea, who was to me like a dear
-sister, and who, with her perfect tact, treated Grant as if they had
-never been more to each other than friends. Those were very happy days
-which followed, and now, instead of being the least, I think I am the
-most considered of all in the household, and in her grave way Aunt Kizzy
-pets me more than any one else, except, of course, Grant, whose love
-grows stronger every day, until I sometimes tremble with fear lest my
-happiness may not last. We are to be married at Christmas time, and are
-going abroad, and whether I shall ever write again in this journal I
-cannot tell. Years hence I may perhaps look at it and think how foolish
-I was ever to have kept it at all. There is Grant calling me to try a
-new wheel he has bought for me, and I must go. I can ride a wheel now,
-or do anything I like, and Aunt Kizzy does not object. But I don’t think
-I care to do many things, and, except to please Grant, I do not care
-much for a wheel, being still, as Thea says, something of a _softie_.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII.—AUNT DESIRE’S STORY.
- THE THREE BRIDES.
-
-
-I am too old now to commence a diary; but the house is so lonely with
-only Keziah and myself in it that I must do something, and so I will
-record briefly the events of the last few weeks, or rather months, since
-the astounding disclosure that Doris and not Thea was the direct heir in
-the Hepburn line. Nothing ever broke Keziah up like that, transforming
-her whole nature and making her quite like other people and so fond of
-Doris that she could scarcely bear to have her out of sight a moment,
-and when Grant and Doris were married and gone she cried like a baby,
-although some of her tears, let us hope, were for Beriah, who will not
-come back to live with us again, while Doris will.
-
-And right here let me speak of Beriah’s little romance, which has ended
-so happily. Years ago she loved Tom Atkins, but Kizzy separated them, in
-the hope that Brier would marry John Haynes, of the Hepburn line, as
-possibly she might have done, for she was mortally afraid of Kizzy. But
-John had the good taste to die, and Brier remained in single blessedness
-until she was past forty, when Tom, who she supposed was dead, turned up
-unexpectedly in Cairo. Grant, who was there at the time, made his
-acquaintance and brought a message from him to Brier, who, after
-receiving it, never seemed herself, but sat for hours with her hands
-folded and a look on her face as if listening or waiting for some one,
-who came at last.
-
-It was in November, and the maple-leaves were drifting down in great
-piles of scarlet in the park, and in the woods there was the sound of
-dropping nuts, and on the hills a smoky light, telling of “the
-melancholy days, the saddest of the year.” But with us there was
-anything but sadness, for two brides-elect were in the house, Doris and
-Thea, who were to be married at Christmas, and whose trousseaus were
-making in Frankfort and Versailles. Thea had expressed a wish to be
-married at Morton Park on the same day with Doris, and, as her guardian
-did not object, she was staying with us altogether, while Aleck came
-every day. So we had a good deal of love-making, and the doors which
-used to be shut promptly at half-past nine were left open for the young
-people, who, in different parts of the grounds, or piazza, told over and
-over again the old story which, no matter how many times it is told, is
-ever new to her who hears and him who tells it.
-
-One morning when Aleck came as usual, he said to Grant, “By the way, do
-you remember that chap, half Arab and half American, whom we met in
-Cairo? Atkins was the name. Well, he arrived at the hotel last night,
-with that wild-eyed little girl and two Arabian servants, one for him,
-one for the child. He used to know some of your people, and is coming
-this morning to call, with his little girl, who is not bad-looking in
-her English dress.”
-
-We had just come from breakfast, and were sitting on the piazza, Grant
-with Doris, and Brier with that preoccupied look on her face which it
-had worn so long. But her expression changed suddenly as Aleck talked,
-and it seemed to me I could see the years roll off from her, leaving her
-young again; and she was certainly very pretty when two hours later, in
-her gray serge gown with its trimmings of navy blue, and her brown hair,
-just tinged with white, waving softly around her forehead, she went down
-to meet Tom Atkins, from whom she parted more than twenty years ago. We
-had him to lunch and we had him to dinner, and we had him finally almost
-as much as we did Aleck, and I could scarcely walk in any direction that
-I did not see a pair of lovers, half hidden by shrub or tree.
-
-“‘Pears like dey’s a love-makin’ from mornin’ till night, an’ de ole
-ones is wuss dan de young,” I heard Adam say to Vine, and I fully
-concurred with him, for, as if he would make up for lost time, Tom could
-not go near Brier without taking her hand or putting his arm around her.
-
-Just what he said to her of the past I know not, except that he told her
-of dreary wanderings in foreign lands, of utter indifference as to
-whether he lived or died, until in Athens he met a pretty Greek, whom,
-under a sudden impulse, he made his wife, and who died when their little
-Zaidee was born, twelve years ago. After that he spent most of his time
-in Egypt, where he has a palatial home near Alexandria, with at least a
-dozen servants. Last winter he chanced to meet Grant at Shepheard’s
-Hotel in Cairo, and, learning from him that Beriah was still unmarried,
-he decided to come home, and, if he found her as unchanged in her
-feelings as he was, he would ask her a second time to be his wife. So he
-came, and the vows of old were renewed, and little Zaidee stayed with us
-altogether, so as to get acquainted with her new mamma that was to be.
-She is a shy, timid child, who has been thrown mostly with Arabs and
-Egyptians, but she is very affectionate, and her love for Beriah was
-touching in its intensity.
-
-When Thea heard of the engagement she begged for a triple wedding, and
-carried her point, as she usually does. “A blow-out, too,” she said she
-wanted, as she should never marry but once, and a _blow-out_ we had,
-with four hundred invitations, and people from Cincinnati, Lexington,
-Louisville, Frankfort, and Versailles. There were lanterns on all the
-trees in the park, and fireworks on the lawn, and two bands in different
-parts of the grounds, and the place looked the next morning as if a
-cyclone or the battle of Gettysburg had swept over it. The brides were
-lovely, although Doris, of course, bore off the palm for beauty, but
-Thea was exceedingly pretty, while Beriah reminded me of a Madonna, she
-looked so sweet and saintly, as she stood by Tom, who, the moment the
-ceremony was over, just took her in his arms and hugged her before us
-all. Zaidee was her bridesmaid, while Kizzy was Doris’s and I was
-Thea’s, and in my cream-colored silk looked, they said, nearly as young
-as the girls.
-
-The next morning the newly married people left _en route_ for Europe,
-and the last we heard from them they were at Brindisi, waiting for the
-Hydaspes, which was to take them to Alexandria. Doris will come back to
-live with us again in the autumn, but Brier never, and when I think of
-that, and remember all she was to me, and her patience and gentleness
-and unselfishness, there is a bitter pain in my heart, and my tears fall
-so fast that I have blurred this sheet so that no one but myself can
-read it. I am glad she has Tom at last, although her going from us makes
-me so lonely and sad and brings back the dreary past and all I lost when
-Henry died. But some time, and that not very far in the future, I shall
-meet my love, dead now so many years that, counting by them I am old,
-but, reckoned by my feelings, I am still young as he was when he died,
-and as he will be when he welcomes me inside the gate of the celestial
-city, and says to me in the voice I remember so well, “I am waiting for
-you, darling, and now come rest awhile before I show you some of the
-glories of the heavenly world, and the people who are here, Douglas, and
-Maria, and Gerold, and all the rest who loved you on earth, and who love
-you still with a more perfect love, because born of the Master whose
-name is love eternal.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV.—DORIS’S STORY.
- TWO YEARS LATER.
-
-
-It is just two years since that triple wedding, when six people were
-made as happy as it is possible to be in this world, Aunt Brier and Mr.
-Atkins, Aleck and Thea, and Grant and myself, on whom no shadow has
-fallen since I became Grant’s wife and basked in the fullness of his
-love, which grows stronger and more tender as the days go on. He is now
-studying hard in a law office in town, determined to fit himself for
-something useful, and if possible atone for the selfish, useless life he
-led before we were married. We spent a year abroad, going everywhere
-with Aleck and Thea, and staying a few weeks in Mr. Atkins’s elegant
-villa near Alexandria, where everything is done in the most luxurious
-and Oriental manner, and Aunt Brier was a very queen among her subjects.
-When the year of travel was ended we came back to Morton Park, where a
-royal welcome awaited us, and where Aunt Kizzy took me in her arms and
-cried over me a little and then led me to my room, or rather rooms, one
-of which was the Glory Hole, which had been fitted up as a boudoir, or
-dressing-room, while the large, airy chamber adjacent, where Thea used
-to sleep, had also been thoroughly repaired and refurnished, and was
-given to us in place of Grant’s old room.
-
-And here this Christmas morning I am finishing my journal, in which I
-have recorded so much of my life,—more, in fact, than I care to read. I
-wish I had left out a good deal about Aunt Kizzy. She is greatly changed
-from the grim woman who held me at arm’s length when I first came from
-school, and of whom I stood in fear. We have talked that all over, and
-made it up, and every day she gives me some new proof of her affection.
-But the greatest transformation in her came some weeks ago, with the
-advent of a little boy, who is sleeping in his crib, with a
-yellow-turbaned negress keeping watch over him. Aunt Kizzy calls herself
-his grandmother, and tends him more, if possible, than the nurse. Grant
-laments that it is not a girl, so as to bear some one or two of the
-queer names of its ancestors. But I am glad it is a boy, and next Sunday
-it will be christened Gerold Douglas, for my father and grandfather, and
-Aleck and Thea will stand for it. They have bought a beautiful place a
-little out of town and have settled down into a regular Darby and Joan,
-wholly satisfied with each Other and lacking nothing to make them
-perfectly happy. Aunt Brier and Mr. Atkins are also here, staying in the
-house until spring, when they will build on a part of the Morton estate
-which Mr. Atkins has bought of Grant. Oriental life did not suit Aunt
-Brier, and, as her slightest wish is sacred to her husband, he has
-brought her to her old home, where, when Aleck and Thea are with us, we
-make a very merry party, talking of all we have seen in Europe, and
-sometimes of the Hepburn line, which Aleck says I straightened,—always
-insisting, however, that it did not need straightening, and that the
-obnoxious clause in the lease would never have stood the test of the
-law. Whether it would or not, I do not know, as we have never inquired.
-
-
-
-
- MILDRED’S AMBITION.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
- MILDRED.
-
-
-The time was a hot morning in July, the place one of those little
-mountain towns between Albany and Pittsfield, and the scene opens in a
-farm house kitchen, where Mildred Leach was seated upon the doorstep
-shelling peas, with her feet braced against the doorjamb to keep her
-baby brother, who was creeping on the floor, from tumbling out, and her
-little sister Bessie, who was standing outside, from coming in. On the
-bed in a room off the kitchen Mildred’s mother was lying with a
-headache, and both the kitchen and the bedroom smelled of camphor and
-vinegar, and the vegetables which were cooking on the stove and filling
-the house with the odor which made the girl faint and sick, as she
-leaned against the door-post and longed, as she always was longing, for
-some change in her monotonous life. Of the world outside the mountain
-town where she was born she knew very little, and that little she had
-learned from Hugh McGregor, the village doctor’s son, who had been away
-to school, and seen the President and New York and a Cunarder as it came
-sailing up the harbor. On his return home Hugh had narrated his
-adventures to Mildred, who listened with kindling eyes and flushed
-cheeks, exclaiming, when he finished, “Oh! if I could see all that; and
-I will some day. I shall not stay forever in old Rocky Point. I hate
-it.”
-
-Mildred was only thirteen, and not pretty, as girls usually are at that
-age. She was thin and sallow, and her great brown eyes were too large
-for her face, and her thick curly hair too heavy for her head. A mop her
-brother Tom called it, when trying to tease her; and Mildred hated her
-hair and hated herself whenever she looked in the ten by twelve glass in
-her room, and never dreamed of the wonderful beauty which later on she
-would develop, when her face and form were rounded out, her sallow
-complexion cleared, and her hair subdued and softened into a mass of
-waves and curls. Her father, John Leach, was a poor farmer, who,
-although he owned the house in which he lived, together with a few acres
-of stony land around it, was in one sense a tenant of Mr. Giles
-Thornton, the proprietor of Thornton Park, for he rented land enough of
-him to eke out his slender income. To Mildred, Thornton Park was a
-Paradise, and nothing she had ever read or heard of equaled it in her
-estimation, and many a night when she should have been asleep she stood
-at her window, looking off in the distance at the turrets and towers of
-the beautiful place which elicited admiration from people much older
-than herself. To live there would be perfect bliss, she thought, even
-though she were as great an invalid as its mistress, and as sickly and
-helpless as little Alice, the only daughter of the house. Against her
-own humble surroundings Mildred was in hot rebellion, and was always
-planning for improvement and change, not only for herself, but for her
-family, whom she loved devotedly, and to whom she was giving all the
-strength of her young life. Mrs. Leach was a martyr to headaches, which
-frequently kept her in bed for days, during which time the care and the
-work fell upon Mildred, whose shoulders were too slender for the burden
-they bore.
-
-“But it will be different some time,” she was thinking on that hot July
-morning when she sat shelling peas, sometimes kissing Charlie, whose fat
-hands were either making havoc with the pods or pulling her hair, and
-sometimes scolding Bessie for chewing her bonnet strings and soiling her
-clean apron.
-
-“You must look nice when Mrs. Thornton goes by,” she said, for Mrs.
-Thornton was expected from New York that day, and Mildred was watching
-for the return of the carriage, which half an hour before had passed on
-its way to the station.
-
-And very soon it came in sight,—a handsome barouche, drawn by two
-shining black horses, with a long-coated driver on the box, and Mr. and
-Mrs. Thornton and the two children inside,—Gerard, a dark, handsome boy
-of eleven, and Alice, a sickly little girl, with some spinal trouble
-which kept her from walking or playing as other children did. Leaning
-back upon cushions was Mrs. Thornton,—her face very pale, and her eyes
-closed, while opposite her, with his gold-headed cane in his hand, was
-Mr. Thornton,—a tall, handsome man who carried himself as grandly as if
-the blood of a hundred kings was flowing in his veins. He did not see
-the children on the doorsteps, until Gerard, in response to a nod from
-Mildred, lifted his cap, while Alice leaned eagerly forward and said,
-“Look, mamma, there’s Milly and Bessie and the baby. Hello, Milly. I’ve
-comed back;” then he said quickly, “Allie, be quiet; and you Gerard, why
-do you lift your cap to such people? It’s not necessary;” and in these
-few words was embodied the character of the man.
-
-Courteous to his equals, but proud and haughty to his inferiors, with an
-implicit belief in the Thorntons and no belief at all in such people as
-the Leaches, or indeed in many of the citizens of Rocky Point, where he
-owned, or held mortgages on, half the smaller premises. The world was
-made for him, and he was Giles Thornton, of English extraction on his
-father’s side and Southern blood on his mother’s, and in his pride and
-pomposity he went on past the old red farm house, while Mildred sat for
-a moment looking after the carriage and envying its occupants.
-
-“Oh, if I were rich, like Mrs. Thornton, and could wear silks and
-jewels; and I will, some day,” she said, with a far-off look in her
-eyes, as if she were seeing the future and what it held for her. “Yes, I
-will be rich, no matter what it costs,” she continued, “and people shall
-envy me, and I’ll make father and mother so happy? and you, Charlie”——
-
-Here she stopped, and parting the curls from her baby brother’s brow,
-looked earnestly into his blue eyes; then went on, “you shall have a
-golden crown, and you, Bessie darling, shall have,—shall have,—Gerard
-Thornton himself, if you want him.”
-
-“And I lame Alice?” asked a cheery voice, as there bounded into the
-kitchen a ten year old lad, who, with his naked feet, sunny face and
-torn straw hat, might have stood for Whittier’s barefoot boy.
-
-“Oh, Tom,” Mildred cried, “I’m glad you’ve come. Won’t you pick up the
-pods while I get the peas into the pot? It’s almost noon, and I’ve got
-the table to set.”
-
-Before Tom could reply, another voice called out, “You have given Gerard
-to Bessie and Alice to Tom; now what am I to have, Miss Prophetess?”
-
-The speaker was a fair-haired youth of seventeen, with a slight Scotch
-accent and a frank, open, genial face, such as strangers always trust.
-He had stopped a moment at the corner of the house to pick a rose for
-Mildred, and hearing her prophecies, sauntered leisurely to the
-doorstep, where he sat down, and fanning himself with his big hat, asked
-what she had for him.
-
-“Nothing, Hugh McGregor,” Mildred replied, with a little flush on her
-cheek. “Nothing but that;” and she tossed him a pea-pod she had picked
-from the floor.
-
-“Thanks,” Hugh said, catching the pod in his hand. “There are two peas
-in it yet, a big and a little one. I am the big, you are the little, and
-I’m going to keep them and see which hardens first, you or I.”
-
-“What a fool you are,” Mildred said, with increased color on her cheek,
-while Hugh pocketed the pod and went on: “A crown for Charlie, Gerard
-for Bessie, Allie for Tom, a pea-pod for me, and what for you, my
-darling?”
-
-“I am not your darling,” Mildred answered quickly; “and I’m going to
-be,—mistress of Thornton Park,” she added, after a little hesitancy,
-while Hugh rejoined: “As you have given Gerard to Bessie, I don’t see
-how you’ll bring it about, unless Mrs. Thornton dies, a thing not
-unlikely, and you marry that big-feeling man, whom you say you hate
-because he turned you from his premises. Have you forgotten that?”
-
-Mildred had not forgotten it, and her face was scarlet as she recalled
-the time the past summer when, wishing to buy a dress for Charlie, then
-six months old, she had gone into one of Mr. Thornton’s pastures after
-huckleberries, which grew there so abundantly, and which found a ready
-market at the groceries in town. In Rocky Point, berries were considered
-public property, and she had no thought that she was trespassing until a
-voice close to her said, “What are you doing here? Begone, before I have
-you arrested.”
-
-In great alarm Mildred had seized her ten quart pail, which was nearly
-full, and hurried away, never venturing again upon the forbidden ground.
-
-“Yes, I remember it,” she said, “but that wouldn’t keep me from being
-mistress of the Park, if I had a chance and he wasn’t there. Wouldn’t I
-make a good one?”
-
-“Ye-es,” Hugh answered slowly, as he looked her over from her head to
-her feet. “But you’ll have to grow taller and fill out some, and do
-something with that snarly pate of yours, which looks this morning like
-an oven broom,” and with this thrust at her bushy hair Hugh disappeared
-from the door just in time to escape the dipper of water which went
-splashing after him.
-
-“Oven broom, indeed!” Mildred said indignantly, with a pull at the
-broom; “I wonder if I am to blame for my hair. I hate it!”
-
-This was Mildred’s favorite expression, and there were but few things to
-which she had not applied it. But most of all she hated her humble home
-and the boiled dinner she put upon the table just as the clock struck
-twelve, wondering as she did so if they knew what such a dish was at
-Thornton Park, and what they were having there that day.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- AT THORNTON PARK.
-
-
-Meanwhile the barouche had stopped under the grand archway at the side
-entrance of the Park house, where a host of servants was in waiting; the
-butler, the housekeeper, the cook, the laundress, the maids, the
-gardener and groom and several more, for, aping his English ancestry and
-the custom of his mother’s Southern home before the war, Mr. Thornton
-kept about him a retinue of servants with whom he was very popular. He
-paid them well and fed them well, and while requiring from them the
-utmost deference, was kind in every way, and they came crowding around
-him with words of welcome and offers of assistance. Mrs. Thornton went
-at once to her room, while Alice was taken possession of by her nurse,
-who had come from the city the night before, and who soon had her charge
-in a little willow carriage, drawing her around the grounds. Gerard, who
-was a quiet, studious boy, went to the library, while Mr. Thornton,
-after seeing that his wife was comfortable, joined his little daughter,
-whose love for her country home he knew, and to whom he said, “I suppose
-you are quite happy now?”
-
-“Yes, papa,” she replied, “only I want somebody to play with me. Ann is
-too big. I want Milly Leach. She was so nice to me last summer. Can’t I
-have her, papa?”
-
-For Alice to want a thing was for her to have it, if possession were
-possible, and her father answered her:
-
-“Yes, daughter, you shall have her,” without knowing at all who Milly
-Leach was. But Alice explained that she was the girl who lived in the
-little red house where Ann had often taken her the summer before to play
-with Tom and Bessie. And so it came about that Ann was sent that
-afternoon to the farm house with a request from Mr. Thornton that
-Mildred should come for the summer and amuse his daughter. Three dollars
-a week was the remuneration offered, for he always held out a golden
-bait when the fish was doubtful, as he thought it might be in this case.
-Mrs. Leach was better, and sitting up while Mildred combed and brushed
-the hair much like her own, except that it was softer and smoother,
-because it had more care and there was less of it.
-
-“Oh, mother,” she cried, when Ann made her errand known, “can’t I go?
-Three dollars a week! Only think, what a lot; and I’ll give it all to
-you, and you can get that pretty French calico at Mr. Overton’s store.
-May I go?”
-
-“Who will do the work when I’m sick?” Mrs. Leach asked, herself a good
-deal moved by the three dollars a week, which seemed a fortune to her.
-
-“I guess they’ll let me come home when you have a headache,” Milly
-pleaded, and on this condition it was finally arranged that she should
-go to the Park for a time at least, and two days after we saw her
-shelling peas and longing for a change, the change came and she started
-out on her career in her best gingham dress and white apron, with her
-small satchel of clothes in her hand and a great lump in her throat as
-she kissed her mother and Bessie and Charlie, and would have kissed Tom
-if he had not disappeared with a don’t-care air and a watery look in his
-eyes, which he wiped with his checked shirt sleeve, and then, boy-like,
-threw a green apple after his sister, hiding behind the tree when she
-looked around to see whence it came.
-
-It was a lovely morning, and Thornton Park lay fair and beautiful in the
-distance as she walked rapidly on until a familiar whistle stopped her
-and she saw Hugh hurrying across the fields and waving his hat to her.
-
-“Hello!” he said, as he came to her side, “I nearly broke my neck to
-catch you. And so you are going to be a hired girl. Let me carry that
-satchel,” and he took it from her while she answered hotly, “I ain’t a
-hired girl. I’m Allie’s little friend; that’s what she said when she
-came with Ann last night and we made the bargain, and I’m to have three
-dollars a week.”
-
-“Three dollars a week! That is big,” Hugh said, staggered a little at
-the price. “But, I say, don’t go so fast. Let’s sit down awhile and
-talk;” and seating himself upon a log, with Mildred beside him and the
-satchel at his feet, he went on: “Milly, I don’t want you to go to
-Thornton Park. Won’t you give it up? Seems as if I was losing you.”
-
-“You never had me to lose,” was the girl’s reply, and Hugh continued:
-
-“That’s so; but I mean that I like you better than any girl I ever knew;
-like you just as I should my sister if I had one.”
-
-Here Milly elevated her eyebrows a little, while Hugh went on: “And I
-don’t want you to go to that fine place and learn to despise us all, and
-the old home by the brook.”
-
-“I shall never do that, for I love father and mother and Tom and Bessie
-and Charlie better than I do myself. I’d die for them, but I do hate the
-old house and the poverty and work, and I mean to be a grand lady and
-rich, and then I’ll help them all, and you, too, if you’ll let me.”
-
-“I don’t need your help, and I don’t want to see you a grand lady, and I
-don’t want you to be snubbed by that proud Thornton,” Hugh replied, and
-Milly answered quickly, with short, emphatic nods of her head:
-
-“I sha’n’t be snubbed by him, for if he sasses me I shall sass him. I’ve
-made up my mind to that.”
-
-“And when you do may I be there to hear; but you are a brick, any way,”
-was Hugh’s laughing rejoinder, and as Milly had risen to her feet, he,
-too, arose, and taking up the satchel walked with her to the Park gate,
-where he said good-bye, but called to her after a minute, “I say, Milly,
-I have that pea-pod yet, and _you_ are beginning to wilt, but I am as
-plump as ever.”
-
-“Pshaw!” was Mildred’s scornful reply, as she hurried on through the
-Park, while Hugh walked slowly down the road, wishing he had money and
-could give it all to Milly.
-
-“But I shall never be rich,” he said to himself, “even if I’m a lawyer
-as I mean to be, for only dishonest lawyers make money, they say, and I
-sha’n’t be a cheat if I never make a cent.”
-
-Meanwhile Milly had reached the house, which had always impressed her
-with a good deal of awe, it was so stately and grand. Going up to the
-front door she was about to ring, when the same voice which had ordered
-her from the berry pasture, said to her rather sharply:
-
-“What are you doing here, little girl?”
-
-“I’m Mildred Leach, and I’ve come to be Allie’s little friend,” Mildred
-answered, facing the speaker squarely, with her satchel in both hands.
-
-“Oh, yes; I know, but go to the side door, and say Miss Alice instead of
-Allie,” Mr. Thornton replied as he began to puff at his cigar.
-
-Here was _sass_ at the outset, and remembering her promise to Hugh,
-Milly gave a vigorous pull at the bell, saying as she did so:
-
-“I sha’n’t call her Miss, and I shall go into the front door, or I
-sha’n’t stay. I ain’t dirt!”
-
-This speech was so astounding and unexpected, that instead of resenting
-it, Mr. Thornton laughed aloud, and as a servant just then came to the
-door, he sauntered away, saying to himself:
-
-“Plucky, by Jove; but if she suits Allie, I don’t care.”
-
-If Mr. Thornton had a redeeming trait it was his love for his wife and
-children, especially little Alice, for whom he would sacrifice
-everything, even his pride, which is saying a great deal, and when, an
-hour later, he found her in the Park with Mildred at her side making
-dandelion curls for her, he was very gracious and friendly, asking her
-how old she was, and giving her numerous charges with regard to his
-daughter. Then he went away, while Mildred looked admiringly after him,
-thinking how handsome he was in his city clothes, and how different he
-was from her father.
-
-“It’s because he’s rich and has money. I mean to have some, too,” she
-thought, and with the seeds of ambition taking deeper and deeper root,
-she began her life at Thornton Park, where she soon became a great
-favorite, not only with Alice, but with Mrs. Thornton, to whom she was
-almost as necessary as to Alice herself.
-
-Regularly every Saturday night her three dollars were paid to her, and
-as regularly every Sunday morning she took them home, where they were
-very acceptable, for Mr. Leach had not the least idea of thrift, and his
-daughter’s wages tided over many an ugly gap in the household economy.
-Mrs. Leach had the French calico gown, and Charlie a pair of red shoes,
-and Bessie a new white frock, and Tom a new straw hat, but for all that
-they missed Mildred everywhere, she was so helpful and willing, even
-when rebelling most against her condition, and when in September Mrs.
-Thornton proposed that she should go with them to New York, Mrs. Leach
-refused so decidedly that the wages were at once doubled, and six
-dollars a week offered in place of three. Money was nothing to Mrs.
-Thornton, and as what she set her mind upon she usually managed to get,
-she succeeded in this, and when in October the family returned to the
-city, Mildred went with them, very smart in the new suit Mrs. Thornton
-had given her, and very red about the eyes from the tears she had shed
-when saying good-bye to her home.
-
-“If I’d known I should feel this way, I believe I wouldn’t have gone,”
-she had thought, as she went from room to room with Charlie in her arms,
-Bessie holding her hand, and Tom following in the rear, whistling “The
-girl I left behind me,” and trying to seem very brave.
-
-On a bench by the brook which ran back of the house Mildred at last sat
-down with Charlie in her lap, and looking at the water running so fast
-at her feet, wondered if she should ever see it again, and where Hugh
-was that he did not come to say good-bye. She had a little package for
-him, and when at last he appeared, and leaping across the brook, sat
-down beside her, she gave it to him, and said with a forced laugh:
-
-“A splint from the oven broom. You used to ask for one, and here ’tis.”
-
-He knew what she meant, and opening the paper saw one of her dark curls.
-
-“Thanks, Milly,” he said, with a lump in his throat. “I’ll keep it, and
-the peas, too, till you come back. When will that be?”
-
-“I don’t know; next summer, most likely; though perhaps I shall stay
-away until I’m such a fine lady that you won’t know me. I’m to study
-with Allie’s governess and learn everything, so as to teach some time,”
-she said.
-
-“Here’s the carriage,” Tom called round the corner, and kissing Charlie
-and Bessie and Tom, who did not resist her now, and crying on her
-mother’s neck, and wringing her father’s hard hand and saying good-bye
-to Hugh, she went out from the home where for many a long year she was
-not seen again.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- INCIDENTS OF FIFTEEN YEARS.
-
-
-At first the inmates of the farm house missed the young girl sadly; but
-they gradually learned to get on very well without her, and when in the
-spring word came that Mrs. Thornton was going to Europe and wished to
-take Mildred with her, offering as an inducement a sum far beyond what
-they knew the girl’s services were worth, and when Mildred, too, joined
-her entreaties with Mrs. Thornton’s, telling of the advantage the
-foreign life would be to her, as she was to share in Alice’s
-instruction, the father and mother consented, with no thought, however,
-that she would not return within the year. When Hugh heard of it he went
-alone into the woods, and sitting down near the chestnut tree, where he
-and Milly had often gathered the brown nuts together, thought the matter
-out in his plain, practical way.
-
-“That ends it with Milly,” he said. “Europe will turn her head, and if
-she ever comes home she will despise us more than ever and me most of
-all, with my gawky manners and big hands and feet.”
-
-Then, taking from his pocket a little box, he opened it carefully, and
-removing a fold of paper looked wistfully at the contents. A curl of
-dark-brown hair and a gray pod with two peas inside,—one shriveled and
-harder than the other, and as it seemed to him harder and more shriveled
-than when he last looked at it.
-
-“It’s just as I thought it would be,” he said, “She will grow away from
-me with her French and German and foreign ways, unless I grow with her,”
-and for the first time in his life Hugh felt the stirring of a genuine
-and laudable ambition. “_I_ will make something of myself,” he said. “I
-have it in me, I know.”
-
-The curl and the peas were put away, and from that time forward Hugh’s
-career was onward and upward, first to school in Pittsfield, then to
-college at Amherst, then to a law office in Albany, and then ten years
-later back to Rocky Point, where he devoted himself to his profession
-and won golden laurels as the most honorable and prominent lawyer in all
-the mountain district. Rocky Point had had a boom in the meantime, and
-now spread itself over the hillside and across the pasture land, almost
-to the red farm house which stood by the running brook, its exterior a
-little changed, as blinds had been added and an extra room with a bow
-window, which looked toward the village and the brook. And here on
-summer mornings fifteen years after Mildred went away a pale-faced woman
-sat, with her hair now white as snow, combed smoothly back from her
-brow, her hands folded on her lap, and her eyes turned towards the
-window through which she knew the sun was shining brightly, although she
-could not see it, for Mrs. Leach was blind. Headache and hereditary
-disease had done their work, and when her husband died she could not see
-his face, on which her tears fell so fast. For more than two years he
-had been lying in the cemetery up the mountain road, and beside his
-grave was another and a shorter one, nearly level with the ground, for
-it was twelve years since Charlie died and won the golden crown which
-Milly had promised him that day when the spirit of prophecy was upon
-her.
-
-During all these years Mildred had never come back to the old home which
-bore so many proofs of her loving remembrance, for every dollar she
-could spare from her liberal allowance was sent to her people. Mrs.
-Thornton had died in Paris, where Alice was so far cured of her spinal
-trouble that only a slight limp told that she had ever been lame. At the
-time of Mrs. Thornton’s death there was staying in the same hotel an
-English lady, a widow, who had recently lost her only daughter, a girl
-about Mildred’s age, with something of Mildred’s look in her eyes. To
-this lady, whose name was Mrs. Gardner, Mildred had in her helpful way
-rendered many little services and made herself so agreeable that when
-Mrs. Thornton died the lady offered to take her as her companion and
-possibly adopted daughter, if the girl proved all she hoped she might.
-When this proposal was made to Mr. Thornton he neither assented nor
-objected. The girl could do as she pleased, he said, and as she pleased
-to go she went, sorry to leave Alice, but glad to escape from the
-father, whose utter indifference and apparent forgetfulness of her
-presence in his family, had chafed and offended her. Rude he had never
-been to her, but she might have been a mere machine, so far as he had
-any interest in or care for her. She was simply a servant, whose name he
-scarcely remembered, and of whose family he knew very little when Mrs.
-Gardner questioned him of them.
-
-“Very poor and very common; such as would be called peasantry on the
-continent,” he said, and Mildred, who accidentally overheard the remark,
-felt the hot blood stain her face and throb through her veins as she
-registered a vow that this proud, cold man, who likened her to a
-peasant, should some day hold a different opinion of her.
-
-She was nearly fifteen now, and older than her years with her besetting
-sin, ambition, intensified by her life abroad, and as she saw, in the
-position which Mrs. Gardner offered her an added round to the ladder she
-was climbing, she took it unhesitatingly, and went with her to
-Switzerland, from which place she wrote to her mother, asking pardon if
-she had done wrong, and enclosing fifty pounds which she had been saving
-for her.
-
-“Taken the bits in her teeth,” was Hugh’s comment, when he heard of it,
-while Mr. and Mrs. Leach mourned over their wayward daughter, whose
-loving letters, however, and substantial gifts made some amends for her
-protracted absence.
-
-She had gone with Mrs. Gardner as a companion, but grew so rapidly into
-favor that the lady began at last to call her daughter, and when she
-found that her middle name was Frances, to address her as Fanny, the
-name of the little girl she had lost, and to register her as Miss
-Gardner. To this Mildred at first objected as something not quite
-honorable, but when she saw how much more attention Fanny Gardner
-received than Mildred Leach had done, she gave up the point, and became
-so accustomed to her new name that the sound of the old would have
-seemed strange to her had she heard it spoken. Of the change, however,
-she never told her mother, and seldom said much of Mrs. Gardner, except
-that she was kind and rich and handsome, with many suitors for her hand,
-and when at last she wrote that the lady had married a Mr. Harwood, and
-spoke of her ever after as Mrs. Harwood, the name Gardner passed in time
-entirely from the minds of both Mr. and Mrs. Leach, who, being very
-human, began to feel a pride in the fact that they had a daughter
-abroad, who was growing into a fine lady and could speak both German and
-French.
-
-From point to point Mildred traveled with the Harwoods, passing always
-as Mrs. Harwood’s adopted daughter, which she was to all intents and
-purposes. And in a way she was very happy, although at times there came
-over her such a longing for home that she was half resolved to give up
-all her grandeur and go back to the life she had so detested. They were
-at a villa on the Rhine, not very far from Constance, when she heard of
-Charlie’s death, and burying her face in the soft grass of the terrace
-she sobbed as if her heart were broken.
-
-“Oh, Charlie,” she moaned, “dead, and I not there to see you. I never
-dreamed that you would die; and I meant to do so much for you when you
-were older. I wish I had never left you, Charlie, my darling.”
-
-Could Mildred have had her way she would have gone home then, but Mrs.
-Harwood would not permit it, and so the years went on until in Egypt she
-heard of her father’s death, and that her mother was blind. It was Tom
-who wrote her the news, which he did not break very gently, for in a way
-he resented his sister’s long absence, and let her know that he did.
-
-“Not that we really need you,” he wrote, “for Bessie sees to the house,
-which is fixed up a good deal, thanks to you and mother’s Uncle Silas.
-Did you ever hear of him? I scarcely had until he died last year and
-left us five thousand dollars, which makes us quite rich. We have some
-blinds and a new room with a bay window and a girl to do the work; so,
-you see, we are very fine, but mother is always fretting for you, and
-more since she was blind, lamenting that she can never see your face
-again. Should we know you, I wonder? I guess not, it is so long since
-you went away, thirteen years. Why, you are twenty-six! Almost an old
-maid, and I suppose an awful swell, with your French and German and
-Italian. Bessie can speak French a little. She is eighteen, and the
-handsomest girl you ever saw, unless it is Alice Thornton, whose back is
-straight as a string. She comes to Thornton Park every summer with
-Gerard, and when she isn’t here with Bessie, Bessie is there with her.
-Mr. Thornton is in town sometimes, high and mighty as ever, with a face
-as black as thunder when he sees Gerard talking French to Bessie, for it
-was of him she learned it. I have been away to the Academy several
-quarters, and would like to go to college, but shall have to give that
-up, now father is dead. Did I tell you I was reading law with Hugh? He
-is a big man every way, stands six feet in his slippers, and head and
-shoulders above every lawyer in these parts. Why, they sometimes send
-for him to go to Albany to try a suit. I used to think he was sweet on
-you, but he has not mentioned you for a long time, except when mother
-got blind, and then he said, ‘Milly ought to be here.’ But don’t fret;
-we get along well enough, and you wouldn’t be happy with us.
-
- “Yours,
- “Tom.”
-
-When Mildred read this letter she made up her mind to go home at any
-cost, and would have done so, if on her return from Naples she had not
-been stricken down with a malarial fever, which kept her an invalid for
-months, and when she recovered from it there had come into her life a
-new excitement which absorbed every other thought, and led finally to a
-result without which this story would never have been written.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- AT THE FARM HOUSE.
-
-
-It was fifteen years since Milly Leach sat shelling peas on the doorstep
-where now two young girls were sitting, one listening to and the other
-reading a letter which evidently excited and agitated her greatly. It
-was as follows:
-
- “LANGHAM’S, LONDON, MAY —, 18—.
-
- “DEAR ALICE,—You will probably be surprised to hear that I am going to
- be married to a Miss Fanny Gardner, whom I first met in Florence. She
- is twenty-seven or twenty-eight, and the most beautiful woman I ever
- saw, and good as she is beautiful. You are sure to like her. The
- ceremony takes place at —— church in London, and after the wedding
- breakfast at her mother’s town house we shall go for a short time to
- Wales and Ireland and then sail for home.
-
- “I suppose you and Gerard are at the Park, or will be soon, and I want
- you to see that everything is in order. We shall occupy the suite of
- rooms on the south side of the house instead of the east, and I’d like
- to have them refurnished throughout, and will leave everything to your
- good taste, only suggesting that although Miss Gardner’s hair is
- rather a peculiar color,—golden brown, some might call it,—she is not
- a blonde; neither is she a brunette; and such tints as soft French
- grays and pinks will suit her better than blue. The wedding day is
- fixed for June —. Shall telegraph as soon as we reach New York, and
- possibly write you before.
-
- “Your loving father,
- “GILES THORNTON.”
-
-“Oh—h,” and the girl who was listening drew a long breath. “Oh—h! Going
-to be married,—to Fanny Gardner. That’s a pretty name. She’s English, I
-suppose. I guess you’ll like her;” and Bessie put her hand, half
-pityingly, half caressingly upon the arm of her friend, down whose
-cheeks two great tears were rolling.
-
-“Yes,” Alice replied; “but it is so sudden, and I’m thinking of mother.
-I wonder what Gerard will say. There he is now. Oh, Gerard,” she called,
-as a young man came through the gate and seating himself upon a lower
-step took Bessie’s hand in his and held it while the bright blush on her
-lovely face told what he was to her.
-
-“What’s the matter, Allie?” he said to his sister. “You look solemn as a
-graveyard.”
-
-“Papa is going to be married,” Alice replied, with a sob.
-
-“Wha—at!” and Gerard started to his feet. “Father married! Why, he is
-nearly fifty years old. Let me see,”—and taking the letter from Alice he
-read it aloud, commenting as he read. “Twenty-seven or twenty-eight; not
-much older than I am, for I am twenty-five; quite too young for me to
-call her mother. ‘The most beautiful woman I ever saw.’ He must be hard
-hit. ‘Ceremony takes place——’ Why, girls, it’s to-day! It’s past. I
-congratulate you, Allie, on a stepmother, and here’s to her health from
-her son;” and stooping over Bessie he kissed her before she could
-remonstrate.
-
-Just then Hugh McGregor came up the walk, and taking off his straw hat
-wiped the perspiration from his face, while he stood for a moment
-surveying the group before him with a quizzical smile upon his lips.
-Fifteen years had changed Hugh from the tall, awkward boy of seventeen
-into the taller, less awkward man of thirty-two, who, having mingled a
-good deal with the world, had acquired much of the ease and polish which
-such mingling brings. Handsome he could not be called; there was too
-much of the rugged Scotch in him for that, but he had something better
-than beauty in his frank, honest face and kindly blue eyes, which
-bespoke the man who could be trusted to the death and never betray the
-trust. He, too, had received a letter from Mr. Thornton, whose business
-in Rocky Point he had in charge, and after reading it had gone to
-Thornton Park with the news. Finding both Alice and Gerard absent, he
-had followed on to the farm house where he was sure they were.
-
-“I see you know it,” he said, pointing to the letter in Gerard’s hand.
-“I have heard from your father and came to tell you. Did you suspect
-this at all?”
-
-“No,” Alice replied; “he has never written a word of any Miss Gardner. I
-wonder who she is.”
-
-“I don’t know,” Hugh answered slowly, while there swept over him the
-same sensation he had experienced when he first saw the name in Mr.
-Thornton’s letter.
-
-It did not seem quite new, and he repeated it over and over again but
-did not associate it with Mildred although she was often in his mind,
-more as a pleasant memory now, perhaps, for the feelings of the man were
-not quite what the boy’s had been, and in one sense Milly had dropped
-out of his life. When she first went away, and he was in school,
-everything was done with a direct reference to making of himself
-something of which Milly would be proud when she came back. But Milly
-had not come back, and the years had crept on and he was a man honored
-among men, and in his busy life had but little leisure for thought
-beyond his business. It was seldom now that he looked at the dark brown
-curl, or the little pea in the pod, hard as a bullet, and shriveled
-almost to nothing. But when he did he always thought of the summer day
-years ago and the young girl on the steps and the sound of the brook
-gurgling over the stones as it ran under the little bridge. And it all
-came back to him now, with news of Mr. Thornton’s bride, though why it
-should he could not tell. He only knew that Milly was haunting him that
-morning with strange persistency, and his first question to Bessie was,
-“When did you hear from your sister?”
-
-“Last night. She is in London, or was,—but wrote she was going on a
-journey and then was coming home. I shall believe that when I see her.
-Mother has the letter, and will be glad to see you,” was Bessie’s reply,
-and Hugh went into the pleasant, sunny room where the blind woman was
-sitting, with her hands folded on her lap and a listening expression on
-her face.
-
-“Oh, Hugh,” she exclaimed, “I am glad you have come. I want to talk to
-you.”
-
-Straightening her widow’s cap, which was a little awry, as deftly as a
-woman could have done, he sat down beside her, while she continued, as
-she drew a letter from her bosom, where she always kept Milly’s last. “I
-heard from Milly last night. I am afraid she is not happy, but she is
-coming home by and by. She says so. Read it, please.”
-
-Taking the letter he began to read:
-
- “LONDON, May —, 18—.
-
-“DARLING MOTHER:—I am in London, but shall not stay long, for I am going
-on a journey, and it may be weeks, if not months, before I can write you
-again. But don’t worry. If anything happens to me you will know it. I am
-quite well and—oh, mother, I never loved you as I do now or needed your
-prayers so much. Pray for me. I can’t pray for myself, but I’d give half
-my life to put my arms around your neck and look into your dear, blind
-eyes, which, if they could see, would not know me, I am so changed. My
-hair fell out when I was so sick in Naples, and is not the same color it
-used to be. Everything is different. Oh, if I could see you, and I shall
-in the fall, if I live.
-
-“Give my love to Tom and Bessie, and tell Hugh,——No, don’t tell him
-anything. God bless you, darling mother. Good-bye,
-
- “From
- “MILDRED F. LEACH.”
-
-Hugh’s face was a study as he read this letter, which sounded like a cry
-for help from an aching heart. Was Milly unhappy, and if so, why? he
-asked himself as he still held the letter with his eyes fixed upon the
-words “Tell Hugh——No, don’t tell him anything.” Did they mean that in
-her trouble she had for a moment turned to him, he wondered, but quickly
-put that thought aside. She had been too long silent to think of him
-now; and he was content that it should be so. His liking for her had
-been but a boy’s fancy for a little girl, he reasoned, and yet, as he
-held the letter in his hand, it seemed to bring Milly very near to him,
-and he saw her plainly as she looked when entering Thornton Park that
-morning so long ago. “I felt I was losing her then. I am sure of it
-now,” he was thinking, when Mrs. Leach asked what he thought of Milly’s
-letter, and where he supposed she was going, and what ailed her.
-
-Hugh was Mrs. Leach’s confidant and oracle, whom she consulted on all
-occasions, and Tom himself was no kinder or tenderer in his manner to
-her than this big-hearted Scotchman, who soothed and comforted her now
-just as he always did, and then, without returning to the young people
-by the door he went out through the long window of Mrs. Leach’s room and
-off across the fields to the woods on the mountain side, where he sat
-down upon a rocky ledge to rest, wondering why the day was so
-oppressive, and why the words “Tell Hugh” should affect him so
-strangely, and why Mildred seemed so near to him that once he put up his
-hand with a feeling that he should touch her little hard, brown hand,
-browned and hardened with the work she hated so much. It was not often
-that he indulged in sentiment of this kind, but the spell was on him,
-and he sat bound by it until the whistle from the large shop had called
-the workmen from their dinners. Then he arose and went down the mountain
-road to his office, saying to himself: “I wonder where she is to-day,
-when I am so impressed with a sense of her nearness that I believe she
-is thinking of me,” and with this comforting assurance, Hugh was very
-patient and kind to the old woman whose will he had changed a dozen
-times, and who came to have it changed again, without a thought of
-offering him any remuneration for his trouble.
-
-Meantime the group by the door had been joined by Tom, who had grown
-into just the kind of man Whittier’s barefoot boy would have grown into
-if he had grown at all,—a frank, sunny-faced young man, whom every old
-woman and young girl liked, and whom one young girl loved with all the
-intensity of her nature, caring nothing that he was poor and one whom
-her proud father would scorn as a son-in-law. They were not exactly
-engaged,—for Alice said her father must be consulted first, and they
-were waiting for him, while Gerard, who could wait for nothing where
-Bessie was concerned, was drinking his fill of love in her blue eyes,
-with no thought or care as to whether his father would oppose him or
-not.
-
-“Hello, you are all here,” Tom said, as he came round the corner and
-laid his hand on Allie’s shoulder; then, glancing at her face, he
-continued: “Why, you’ve been crying. What’s the matter, Allie?”
-
-“Oh, Tom, papa is married to-day,—to Fanny Gardner, an English girl with
-golden-brown hair and only twenty-eight years old and very handsome, he
-says. I know I shall hate her,” Alice sobbed, while Tom burst into a
-merry laugh.
-
-“Your father married to a girl with golden-brown hair, which should be
-gray to match his,—that is a shame, by Jove. But, I say, Allie, I’m glad
-of it, for with a young wife at Thornton Park, you will be _de trop_,
-don’t you see?” And just as Gerard had done to Bessie so Tom did to
-Alice—kissed her pale face, with his best wishes to the bride, who was
-discussed pretty freely, from her name to the furniture of her room,
-which was to harmonize with the complexion of one who was neither a
-blond nor a brunette, but very beautiful.
-
-For the next few weeks there was a great deal of bustle and excitement
-at Thornton Park, where Bessie went every day to talk over and assist in
-the arrangement of the bridal rooms, which were just completed when
-there came a telegram from New York saying that the newly married pair
-had arrived and would be home the following day.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
- THE BRIDE.
-
-
-A Cunard steamer had landed its living freight at the wharf, where there
-was the usual scramble and confusion, as trunks and boxes were opened
-and angry, excited women confronted with their spoils by relentless
-custom house officers, bent upon doing their duty, unless stopped by the
-means so frequently employed upon such occasions. Outside the long
-building stood an open carriage in which a lady sat, very simply but
-elegantly attired, with money, and Paris, and Worth showing in every
-article of her dress, from her round hat to her dainty boots, which
-could not be called small, for the feet they covered harmonized with the
-lady herself, who was tall and well proportioned, with a splendidly
-developed figure, on which anything looked well. There was a brilliant
-color in her cheeks, and her brown eyes were large and bright and
-beautiful, but very sad as they looked upon the scenes around her
-without seeming to see anything. Nor did their expression change when
-she was joined by an elderly man, who, taking his seat beside her, said
-first to the driver:
-
-“To the Windsor,” and then to her, “I was longer than I thought I should
-be; those rascally officers gave me a world of trouble, but we shall
-soon be at the hotel now. Are you very tired?”
-
-The question was asked very tenderly, for Giles Thornton was greatly in
-love with his bride of a few weeks. He had first met her in Florence,
-where she was recovering from the long illness which had lasted for
-months and made her weak as a child and almost as helpless. During her
-sickness her hair had fallen out, and owing to some unusual freak of
-nature it had come in much lighter than it was before and not so curly,
-although it still lay in wavy masses upon her head, and here and there
-coiled itself into rings around her forehead. The Harwoods were staying
-at the same hotel with Mr. Thornton, and it was in the Boboli Gardens
-that he first met her as she was being wheeled in an invalid chair by
-her attendant.
-
-“Will he know me?” was her first thought when he was presented to her.
-
-But there was no fear of that, for Mildred Leach had passed as wholly
-out of his mind as if he had never seen her, and if she had not there
-was no danger of his recognizing the girl who had been his daughter’s
-companion in this lovely woman whose voice and manner and appearance
-were indicative of the refinement and cultivation to which for years she
-had been accustomed. To him she was Miss Gardner, an English girl, and
-during the half hour he walked by her chair in the gardens, he felt his
-heart throb as it had never throbbed since he buried his wife. He had
-loved her devotedly and had never thought to fill her place until now
-when love did its work at first sight, and when two weeks later the
-Harwoods left Florence for Venice and Switzerland, he was with them, to
-all intents and purposes Mildred’s lover, although he had not openly
-announced himself as such.
-
-To Mrs. Harwood Mildred had said, “Don’t tell him who I am. I prefer to
-do that when the time comes. I am going to punish him for calling my
-father a peasant when you inquired about him. I heard him. I have not
-forgotten.”
-
-And so Mr. Thornton went blindly to his fate, which came one day in
-Ouchy in the grounds of the Beau-Rivage, where Mildred was sitting
-alone, with her eyes fixed upon the lake and the mountains beyond, and
-her thoughts back in the old farm house, with her mother and Bessie and
-Tom and Hugh, of whom she had not heard a word for months.
-
-“He has forgotten me,” she said to herself, “and why shouldn’t he? I was
-never much to him, and yet”——
-
-She did not get any farther, for there was a footstep near; some one was
-coming, and in a moment Mr. Thornton said to her, “Alone, Miss Gardner,
-and dreaming? May I dispel the dream and sit beside you a moment?”
-
-Mildred knew then what was before her, as well as she did half an hour
-later, during which time Giles Thornton had laid himself and his fortune
-at her feet, and what was harder than all to meet, had made her believe
-that he loved her. She knew that he admired her, but she had not counted
-upon his love, which moved her a little, for Mr. Thornton was not a man
-to whom one could listen quietly when he was in earnest and resolved to
-carry his point, and for an instant Mildred wavered. It was something to
-be Mrs. Giles Thornton, of Thornton Park, and ought to satisfy her
-ambition. With all her beauty and social advantages, she as yet had
-received no eligible offer. It was known that she had no money, and only
-an Italian count and the youngest son of an English earl had asked her
-hand in marriage. But both were poor, and one almost an imbecile, from
-whom she shrank in disgust. Mr. Thornton was different; he was a
-gentleman of wealth and position, and as his wife she would for a part
-of the year live near her family. But with the thought of them there
-came the memory of an overgrown, awkward boy, whose feet and hands were
-so big that he never knew what to do with them, but whose heart was so
-much bigger than his feet and hands, that it bore down the scale and Mr.
-Thornton’s chance was lost for the time being.
-
-“Hugh may never be anything to me,” she thought, “but I must see him
-before I give myself to any one.”
-
-Then turning to Mr. Thornton, she said, “I thank you for your offer,
-which I believe is sincere, and that makes it harder for me to tell you
-what I must. Do you remember a girl, Mildred Leach, who was your
-daughter’s little friend, as she called herself, for she was as proud as
-you, and would not be a maid?”
-
-“Ye-es,” Mr. Thornton stammered, as he looked wistfully into the
-beautiful face confronting him so steadily. “I had forgotten her
-entirely, but I remember now. She left us to go with an English lady, a
-Mrs. Gardner. Why, that is Mrs. Harwood,—and,—and,—oh, you are not she!”
-
-“Yes, I am,” was Mildred’s reply, and then very rapidly she told her
-story, not omitting her having overheard him liken her parents to
-peasants when speaking of them to Mrs. Gardner. “I determined then,” she
-said, “that if possible I would one day humble your pride, but if I have
-done so, it has not given me the satisfaction I thought it would, and I
-am sorry to cause you pain, for I believe you were in earnest when you
-asked me to be your wife, which I can never be.”
-
-“No,” he answered slowly, like one who had received a blow from which he
-could not at once recover. “No, you can never be my wife; Mildred Leach;
-it does not seem possible.”
-
-Then he arose and walked rapidly away, and when the evening boat left
-Ouchy for Geneva he was on it, going he cared but little where, if by
-going he could forget the past as connected with Mildred Leach.
-
-“I cannot marry her family,” he said many times during the next few
-months, when he was wandering everywhere and vainly trying to forget
-her, for always before him was the face he had never admired so much as
-when he last saw it, flushed and pale by turns, with a wondrous light in
-the brown eyes where tears were gathering. “If it were not for her
-family, or if I could separate her from them, I would _not_ give her
-up,” he had often thought when in the following May he met her again at
-the Grand Hotel in Paris, where the Harwoods were stopping.
-
-He could not tell what it was which impressed him with the idea that she
-had changed her mind, as she came forward to meet him, saying she was
-glad to see him, and adding that Mr. and Mrs. Harwood had gone to the
-opera. She seemed very quiet and absent minded at first, and then
-rousing herself, said to him abruptly, “You did not stop long enough in
-Ouchy for me to inquire after my family. You must have seen them often
-since I left home.”
-
-“Yes,—no,” he answered in some embarrassment; “I have of course been to
-Thornton Park, but I do not remember much about them. I believe your
-father rents, or did rent, some land of me, but am not sure, as my agent
-attends to all that.”
-
-“My father is dead,” Mildred answered so sharply as to make him jump and
-color painfully, as if guilty of a misdemeanor in not knowing that her
-father was dead.
-
-“I beg your pardon. I am very sorry. I,—yes,—am very sorry,” he began;
-but she cut him short by saying, “Do you know Hugh McGregor?”
-
-“Oh, yes. I know him well,” and Mr. Thornton brightened perceptibly. “He
-is my lawyer, and attends to all my business in Rocky Point; a fine
-fellow,—a very fine fellow. Do you know him?”
-
-“Yes,” Mildred replied, while her breath came heavily, “I know him, and
-I hear he is to marry my sister Bessie.”
-
-“Oh, indeed,” and as if memory had suddenly come back to him, Mr.
-Thornton seemed immensely relieved. “I remember now,—Bessie Leach;
-that’s the girl I have sometimes seen with Alice. Gerard taught her
-French,—a very pretty girl. And Mr. McGregor is engaged to her? I am
-very glad. Any girl might be proud to marry him.”
-
-Mildred made no reply to this, and Mr. Thornton never guessed the dreary
-emptiness of her soul as she sat with her hands clasped tightly
-together, thinking of the man whom any girl would be proud to marry. A
-few months before she would have said that he was nothing more to her
-than the friend of her childhood, but she had recently learned her
-mistake, and that the thought of seeing him again was one of the
-pleasantest anticipations of her home going. There had come to the hotel
-a Mr. and Mrs. Hayford from America, who sometimes spent their summers
-at Rocky Point, where Mrs. Hayford was once a teacher. As Mildred had
-been her pupil, she remembered her at once, after hearing the name, and
-would have introduced herself but for a conversation accidentally
-overheard between Mrs. Hayford and a friend who had also been at Rocky
-Point, and to whom she was retailing the news, first of New York and
-then of Rocky Point, where she had spent a few days in April prior to
-sailing.
-
-“Do you remember that Hercules of a lawyer, Hugh McGregor, whom you
-admired so much?” was asked. “They say he is engaged to Bessie Leach, a
-girl much younger than himself, but very pretty,—beautiful, in fact,
-and——
-
-Mildred heard no more, but hurried away, with an ache in her heart that
-she could not quite define. Tom had intimated that Gerard was interested
-in Bessie, and now Hugh was engaged to her. Well, it was all right, she
-said, and would not admit to herself how hard the blow had struck her
-and how she smarted under it. And it was just when the smart was at its
-keenest that Mr. Thornton came again across her path, more in love, if
-possible, than ever, and more intent upon making her his wife. He had
-fought a desperate battle with his pride and had conquered it, and
-within twenty-four hours after meeting her in Paris, she had promised to
-marry him, and when her pledge was given she was conscious of a feeling
-of quiet and content which she had scarcely hoped for. In his character
-as lover Mr. Thornton did not seem at all like the man she had feared in
-her childhood, nor if he felt it did he gave the slightest sign that he
-was stooping from his high position. She had been very frank with him
-and had made no pretension of love. “I will be true to you,” she said,
-“and try to please you in everything. I am tired of the aimless life I
-have led so many years, and I think Mrs. Harwood is a little tired of me
-too. She says I ought to have married long ago, but I could not marry a
-fool even if he had a title. I shall be so glad to go home to my
-friends, although I am so changed they will never know me.”
-
-Then she added laughingly: “Wouldn’t it be great fun not to write them
-who I am and see if they will recognize me?”
-
-She did not really mean what she said, or guess that it harmonized
-perfectly with a plan which Mr. Thornton had in mind, and was resolved
-to carry out, if possible. If he could have had his wish he would not
-have gone to Rocky Point at all, but his children were there and
-Mildred’s heart was set upon it, and he must meet the difficulty in some
-way. He could marry Mildred, but not her family, and he shrank from the
-intimacy which must necessarily exist between the Park and the farm
-house when it was known who his wife was. In his estimation the Leaches
-were nobodies, and he could not have them running in and out of his
-house and treating him with the familiarity of a son and brother, as he
-was sure they would do if he did not stop it. If Mildred would consent
-to remain incognito while at the Park the annoyance would be prevented,
-and this consent he tried to gain by many specious arguments. His real
-reason, he knew, must be kept from sight, and so he asked it as a
-personal favor, saying it would please him very much and be a kind of
-excitement for her.
-
-“Possibly you will be recognized,” he said; “and if so, all right; if
-not, we will tell them just before we go to New York in the autumn and
-enjoy their surprise.”
-
-He did not add that, once away from Rocky Point, it would probably be
-long before he took her there again. He only talked of the plan as a
-joke, which Mildred did not quite see. She was willing to keep the
-secret until she met them, but to keep it longer was absurd and foolish,
-she said, and involved a deception, which she abhorred.
-
-“I accepted you partly that I might be near them and see them every
-day,” she said, “and am longing to throw my arms around mother’s neck
-and tell her I have come back.”
-
-“And so you shall in time, but humor my whim for once. You will not be
-sorry,” Mr. Thornton pleaded, and Mildred consented at last, and felt in
-a measure repaid when she saw how happy it made Mr. Thornton, whose real
-motive she did not guess.
-
-This was the last of April, and six weeks later Mildred was Mrs. Giles
-Thornton, traveling through Scotland and Wales and trying to believe
-herself happy in her husband’s love and the costly gifts he lavished
-upon her. She had been courted and admired as Fanny Gardner, but the
-deference paid her now and her independence were very sweet to her, and
-if she could have forgotten Hugh and been permitted to make herself
-known to her family, she would have been content at least on the morning
-when she left New York and started for Thornton Park.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
- MRS. GILES THORNTON.
-
-
-She was very lovely in all the fullness of her matured beauty as she
-stepped from the train at Rocky Point, and with her large bright eyes
-swept the crowd of curious people gathered to see her, not one of whom
-she recognized. A handsome open carriage from Brewster’s, sent up a few
-days before for this occasion, was waiting for them, and with a half bow
-to those who ventured to salute her husband, Mildred seated herself in
-it and was driven through the well-remembered street, her heart beating
-so loudly that she could hear it distinctly as she drew near the top of
-the hill from which she knew she would see her old home and possibly her
-mother. And when the hill top was reached and she saw the house with its
-doors opened wide, and from the upper window of what had been hers and
-Bessie’s room a muslin curtain blowing in and out, she grew so white
-that her husband laid his hand on hers, and said, “Don’t take it so
-hard, darling. You are doing it to please me.”
-
-“Yes, but it seems as if I must stop here,” she answered faintly as she
-leaned forward to look at the house around which there was no sign of
-life, or stir, except the moving of the curtain and the gambols of two
-kittens playing in the doorway where Mildred half expected to meet the
-glance of Bessie’s blue eyes and see the gleam of Charlie’s golden hair.
-
-But Charlie was lying on the mountain side, and Bessie, although out of
-sight, was watching the carriage and the beautiful stranger in whom she
-saw no trace of her sister.
-
-“I’ve seen her,” Bessie said, as she went into her mother’s room, “and
-she is very lovely, with such a bright color on her cheeks. And so young
-to be Mr. Thornton’s wife! I wonder if she loves him. I couldn’t.”
-
-“No. I suppose you prefer Gerard,” Mrs. Leach replied, while Bessie
-answered blushingly, “Of course I do. Poor Gerard! How angry his father
-will be when he knows about Tom and me, too. Gerard was going to tell
-him at once, but I persuaded him to wait until the honeymoon was over.
-Just two months I’ll give him, and during that time I mean to cultivate
-Mrs. Thornton and get her on my side. I hope she is not proud like him.
-She did not look so.”
-
-Bessie had been at the Park that morning helping Alice give the last
-touches to the rooms intended for the bride. These had been finished in
-the tints which Mr. Thornton had prescribed. Everything was new, from
-the carpets on the floors to the lace-canopied bedstead of brass. There
-were flowers everywhere in great profusion, roses mostly of every
-variety, and in a glass on a bracket in a corner, Bessie had put a bunch
-of June pinks from her own garden, explaining to Alice that her mother
-had sent them to the bride, as they were her favorite flowers and would
-make the rooms so sweet. Everything was finished at last, and after
-Bessie was gone Alice had nothing to do but to wait for the coming of
-the carriage which she soon saw entering the Park. Mildred’s face was
-very white and her voice trembled as she saw Alice in the distance and
-said, “I can’t bear it. I came near shrieking to the old home that I was
-Mildred. I must tell Alice. I cannot be so hypocritical. There is no
-reason for it.”
-
-“No, no,” and Mr. Thornton spoke a little sternly. “It is too late now,
-and you have promised. I wish it and have my reason. Ah, here we are,
-and there are Alice and Gerard.”
-
-They had stopped under the great archway at the side entrance where
-Gerard and Alice were waiting for them and scanning the bride curiously
-as she alighted and their father presented her to them,—not as their
-mother, but as “Mrs. Thornton, my wife.”
-
-All Mildred’s color had come back and her face was glowing with
-excitement as she took Alice’s hand; then unable to control herself, she
-threw her arms around the neck of the astonished girl and burst into a
-flood of tears, while Mr. Thornton looked on in dismay, dreading what
-might follow. He was himself beginning to think it a very foolish and
-unnatural thing to try to keep his wife’s identity from her people, but
-he was not a man to give up easily, and once in a dilemma of his own
-making he would stay in it at any cost.
-
-“She is very tired and must go to her room,” he said to his daughter,
-who was crying herself, and holding Mildred’s hands in her own.
-
-Had Mildred tried she could have done nothing better for her cause than
-she had done. Alice had been very doubtful as to whether she should like
-her new mother or not, but something in the eyes which looked so
-appealingly into hers, and in the tears she felt upon her cheek, and the
-clasp of the arms around the neck, disarmed all prejudice and made of
-her a friend at once. As for Gerard, he had never meant to be anything
-but friendly, and when the scene between the two ladies was over he came
-forward with the slow, quiet manner natural to him and said, “Now it is
-my turn to welcome Mrs. Thornton, who does not look as if she could have
-for a son a great six-footer like me. But I’ll call you mother, if you
-say so.”
-
-“No, don’t,” Mildred answered, flashing on him a smile which made his
-heart beat rapidly and brought a thought of Bessie, who sometimes smiled
-like that.
-
-Leading the way to Mildred’s rooms, Alice said, as she threw open the
-door, “I hope you will like them.”
-
-“Like them! They are perfect,” was Mildred’s answer, as she walked
-through the apartments, feeling that it must be a dream from which she
-would bye-and-bye awaken. “And so many roses,” she said, stopping here
-and there over a bowl or cluster of them until, guided by the perfume,
-she came upon the pinks her mother had sent to her.
-
-Taking up the glass she held it for an instant while Alice said, “June
-pinks, perhaps you do not have them in England. They are old-fashioned
-flowers, but very sweet. A friend of mine, Bessie Leach, brought them
-for you from her mother, who is blind.”
-
-There was a low cry and a crash as the finger-glass fell to the floor
-and Mildred sank into the nearest chair, white as ashes, with a look in
-her eyes which startled and frightened Alice.
-
-“It is the heat and fatigue of the voyage. I was very sea-sick,” Mildred
-said, trying to smile and recover herself, while Alice went for a towel
-to wipe up the water trickling over the carpet, and wondering if Mrs.
-Thornton was given to faintings and hysterics like this.
-
-“She don’t look like it,” she thought, as she picked up and carried out
-the bits of glass and the pinks which had done the mischief.
-
-When lunch was served Mildred was too ill to go down. A severe headache
-had come on, and for a time Alice sat by her couch bathing her forehead
-and brushing her hair, which was more a mottled than golden brown, for
-it was darker in some places than others, especially when seen in
-certain lights and shadows. But this only added to its beauty, and Alice
-ran her fingers through the shining mass, admiring the color and the
-texture and admiring the woman generally and answering the many
-questions which were asked her. Hungry at heart to hear something of her
-family, Mildred said to her, “Tell me of your friends. Have you any
-here? Girl friends, I mean.”
-
-“Only one with whom I am intimate,” Alice replied, and then as girls
-will she went off into rhapsodies over Bessie Leach, and in a burst of
-confidence concluded by saying, “You must not tell papa, for he is not
-to know it yet, but Bessie is to be my sister. She is to marry Gerard.”
-
-“Marry Gerard!” and Mildred raised herself upon her elbow and shedding
-her heavy hair back from her face stared at Alice with an expression in
-her eyes which the girl could not understand, and which made her wonder
-if her stepmother, too, were as proud as her father and would resent
-Gerard’s choice.
-
-This called forth another eulogy upon Bessie’s beauty and sweetness,
-with many injunctions that Mildred should not repeat to her husband what
-had been told her.
-
-“Nobody knows it for certain but Mr. McGregor and ourselves,” she added,
-and then, turning her face away so that it could not be seen, Mildred
-said, “Mr. McGregor? That is your father’s attorney. Is he a married
-man?”
-
-The question was a singular one, but Alice was not quick to suspect, and
-answered laughingly, “Hugh McGregor married! Why, I don’t suppose he has
-ever looked twice at any girl. He is a confirmed old bachelor, but very
-nice. Father thinks the world of him.”
-
-“Yes, oh, yes,” Mildred moaned, as she clasped her hands over her
-forehead where the pain was so intense.
-
-“You are worse. You are white as a sheet; let me call papa,” Alice
-cried, alarmed at the look of anguish in the dark eyes and the gray
-pallor of the face which seemed to have grown pinched and thin in a
-moment.
-
-But her husband was the last person whom Mildred wished to see then, and
-detaining Alice she said, “Don’t call him, please. It will soon pass
-off, and don’t think me ungrateful, either, but I’d rather be alone for
-a while. I may sleep and that will do me good.”
-
-And so, after darkening the room, Alice went out and left the wretched
-woman alone in her grief and pain.
-
-“Mrs. Hayford was mistaken. Hugh is not engaged to Bessie, and I am Mrs.
-Giles Thornton,” she said, a little bitterly. “My ambition ought to be
-satisfied. I have made my own bed and must lie in it, and go on lying,
-too!”
-
-She smiled faintly at her own joke and then continued: “If I had only
-resisted and come back Mildred Leach! But it is now too late, and Hugh
-will always despise me for the deception. Oh, Hugh!”
-
-There was a spasmodic wringing of the hands, and then, as if ashamed of
-herself Mildred said, “I must not, will not be faithless to my husband,
-who loves me, I know, and I will be worthy of his love and make him
-happy, so help me Heaven!”
-
-The vow was made and Mildred would keep it to the death. The might have
-been, which has broken so many hearts when the knowledge came too late,
-was put away and buried deep down in the inmost recesses of her soul,
-and when two hours later she awoke from a refreshing sleep and found her
-husband sitting by her, she put her hand in his just as she had never
-put it before, and did not shrink from him when he stooped down to
-caress her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
- CALLS AT THE PARK.
-
-
-It was early the next morning when Mildred arose and stepping out upon
-the balcony looked toward the town which had changed so much since she
-was there last. Across the noisy little river which went dashing along
-in its rocky bed at the foot of the mountain, one or two tall stacks of
-manufactories were belching forth their smoke, while new churches and
-hotels and villas dotted what had been pasture lands when she went away.
-Standing upon tiptoe she could see the chimney top of her old home, and
-just over it, up the mountain road, the evergreens in the cemetery where
-her father and Charlie were lying.
-
-“I’ll go there some day alone and find their graves,” she was thinking
-when her husband joined her.
-
-“I am sure you are better, you look so fresh and bright; but it is time
-you were getting ready for breakfast,” he said, as he gave her a little
-caress.
-
-And Mildred was very bright when she at last went with her husband to
-the breakfast-room, a half-opened rose which he had gathered for her at
-her throat, and another at her belt. It was her first appearance at her
-own table, and Mr. Thornton led her proudly to her seat behind the
-coffee urn and looked at her admiringly while she assumed the rôle of
-mistress as naturally as if she had all her life been accustomed to her
-present surroundings. Alice had kissed her effusively as she came in,
-hoping she was quite well and thinking her more beautiful than on the
-previous day. Gerard, who was less demonstrative but more observant than
-his sister, greeted her cordially and then sat watching her, curious and
-puzzled by something in her face or manner or voice which seemed
-familiar to him.
-
-“She is dazzlingly lovely. I wonder how Bessie will look beside her,” he
-thought, as after breakfast he started for the farm house as was his
-daily custom.
-
-It was very warm that morning and Mildred had seated herself with a book
-upon the shaded balcony opening from her room, when word was brought her
-that her husband wished to see her on the front piazza.
-
-“There’s a gentleman with him,—Mr. McGregor,” the servant said, and
-Mildred felt as if her heart had suddenly risen in her throat, making
-her choke and gasp for breath.
-
-She knew he would come some time, but had not expected him so soon, and
-she shook like a leaf as she stood a moment before her mirror.
-
-“He will never know me,” she said, as side by side with the reflection
-of herself she saw the girl of fifteen years ago; sallow and thin and
-slight, with eyes too big for her face, and hair too heavy for her head;
-the girl with the faded calico dress and high-necked apron, who seemed
-to walk beside her as she descended the broad staircase and went through
-the hall and out upon the piazza, where she heard her husband’s voice,
-and Hugh’s.
-
-“I came on business, and intended calling later, but I shall be glad to
-see Mrs. Thornton,” she heard him say, and then the smothered, choking
-sensation left her, and, with a little unconscious nod to the other
-Mildred at her side, she whispered:
-
-“I shall pull through.”
-
-Hugh was standing half-way down the piazza, leaning against a column,
-with his straw hat in his hand, fanning himself, just as she had seen
-him do a hundred times when they were boy and girl together, and he was
-looking at the shadowy Mildred at her side just as he now looked at her,
-the tall, elegant, perfectly self-possessed woman, coming slowly towards
-him, every movement graceful, and every action that of one sure pf
-herself, and accustomed to the admiration she saw in his eyes,—the same
-kind, honest blue eyes which she remembered so well, but which had in
-them no sign of recognition as he came forward to meet her, and offering
-her his hand, welcomed her to Rocky Point, “and America,” he added,
-while a blood-red stain crept up from her neck to her ear as she felt
-the deception she was allowing. Hugh was not as polished as Mr.
-Thornton, nor were his clothes as faultless and fashionable, but he was
-every whit a gentleman, and looked it, too, as he stood for a moment
-talking to Mildred in the voice she knew so well and which had grown
-richer and deeper with the lapse of time, and moved her strangely as she
-listened to it again.
-
-“I think I should have known him anywhere,” she thought, as she answered
-his remarks, her own voice, in which the English accent was predominant,
-steady and firm, but having in it occasionally a tone which made Hugh
-start a little, it was so like something he had heard before, but could
-not define.
-
-There was nothing in this English woman, as he believed her to be, which
-could remind him of Mildred Leach, who was never once in his mind during
-the few minutes he was talking with her. And still she puzzled him, and
-all that morning, after his return to his office, her lovely face and
-especially her eyes haunted him and looked at him from every paper and
-book he touched, and he heard the tone, which had struck him as
-familiar, calling to him everywhere, and bringing at last a thought of
-Mildred Leach and the July morning when she had shelled her peas by the
-door, and given him a pod as a souvenir. Where was she now, he wondered,
-and would she come back in the autumn? Probably not. She had held out
-similar promises before only to break them. She was weaned entirely from
-all her old associations, and it did not matter, he said to himself,
-wondering, as he often did, why he had so long kept in his mind the
-little wayward girl, who had never done anything but tease and worry
-him, and tell him of the great things she meant to do.
-
-“She has been a long time doing it, unless she calls a life of
-dependence a great thing,” he said, and then his thoughts drifted to
-Thornton Park and the bride, who was troubled with no more calls that
-day, and so had time to rest and go about her handsome house and
-grounds, much handsomer than when she first rang the front door bell and
-was told to go to the side entrance by the man who was her husband now,
-and prouder of her than of all his other surroundings.
-
-The next day there were many visitors at the Park, mostly strangers to
-Mildred, although a few of them had been known to her in childhood, but
-like Hugh, they saw no resemblance in her to the “oldest Leach girl,” as
-she was called by the neighbors who remembered her. Of the bride there
-was but one verdict, “The most elegant and agreeable woman that has ever
-been in Rocky Point,” was said of her by all, for Mildred, while bearing
-herself like a princess, was so gracious and friendly that she took
-every heart by storm.
-
-It was late in the day when Bessie started to make her call with Tom.
-Dinner was over and Mildred, who, with her husband and Gerard and Alice,
-was sitting upon the piazza, saw them as they turned an angle in the
-shrubbery and came up the avenue.
-
-“Oh, there’s Bessie,” Allie cried, springing to her feet, while
-Mildred’s heart began to beat wildly as she glanced at Mr. Thornton, on
-whose brow there was a dark frown, the first she had seen since she was
-his wife, and this quieted her at once, for she readily guessed its
-cause. She knew he had not married her family, and had begun to suspect
-that he meant to keep her from them as much as possible.
-
-“But he cannot do it,” she thought, and turning to him she said in a low
-tone, “They are mine; my own flesh and blood, and for my sake treat them
-politely. It is the first favor I have asked of you.”
-
-There was something in her eyes which made him think she might be
-dangerous if roused, and for aught he knew she might bring the whole
-family there to live, or leave him for them, and swallowing his pride,
-he went forward to meet his visitors with so much cordiality that Tom,
-who had never received the slightest civility from the great man,
-thought, to himself, “By Jove, she’s made him over.”
-
-“My wife, Mrs. Thornton; Miss Leach and Mr. Leach,” Mr. Thornton said,
-and Mildred’s hand, cold and nerveless, was taken by a hand as white and
-soft as her own, while Bessie’s blue eyes looked curiously at her, and
-Bessie was saying the commonplace things which strangers say to each
-other.
-
-“How lovely she is,” Mildred thought, hardly able to restrain herself
-from folding the sunny, bright-faced girl in her arms and sobbing and
-crying over her.
-
-But Tom was speaking to her now, and she was conscious of a feeling of
-pride as she looked at the tall, handsome, manly fellow, and knew he was
-her brother. Tom was like his mother, and Bessie like her father, while
-Mildred was like neither, and one could scarcely have seen any
-resemblance between them as they sat talking together until the moon
-came up over the hill and it was time to go. Bessie had devoted herself
-to Mildred, who fascinated her greatly, and who had adroitly led her to
-talk of herself and her home and her mother. Mildred spoke of the pinks,
-her voice trembling as she sent her thanks and love to the blind woman
-whom she was soon coming to see.
-
-“Oh, I’m so glad,” Bessie exclaimed, in her impulsive way, “and mother
-will be glad too. She sent the pinks because they are her favorite
-flowers and she says they remind her of Milly, who used to love them so
-much; that’s my sister, who has been abroad many years. I scarcely
-remember her at all.”
-
-“Oh,” came like a moan from Mildred, who felt as if a blow had struck
-her heart, it throbbed so painfully at the mention of her old name by
-the sister who did not know her, and for an instant she was tempted to
-scream out the truth and bring the foolish farce to an end.
-
-Then she felt her husband’s hand on her arm and the power of his will
-overmastering her, and keeping her quiet. But she was glad when the
-interview was over and she was free to go by herself and sob out her
-anguish and shame and regret, that she had ever lent herself to this
-deception. Of the two, Bessie and Tom, she had felt more drawn toward
-the latter, of whom any sister might be proud, and when bidding him
-good-night she had held his hand with a pressure which surprised him,
-while her lips quivered and her eyes had in them a wistful look, as if
-she were longing to say, “Oh, Tom; my brother.” And Tom had felt the
-magnetism of her eyes and manner, and he said to Alice, who, with
-Gerard, walked with them to the Park gate, “I say, Allie, your
-stepmother is a stunner, and no mistake, and I do believe she took a
-fancy to me. Why, I actually thought she squeezed my hand a little, and
-she looked as if she’d like to kiss me. It wouldn’t hurt me much to kiss
-her.”
-
-“Oh, Tom; and right before Allie,” Bessie said laughingly, and Tom
-replied, “Can’t a fellow fall in love with his stepmother-in-law, if he
-wants to?” and the arm he had thrown around Alice tightened its hold
-upon her.
-
-Here they all laughed together and went on freely discussing the woman,
-who, on her knees in her room was praying to be forgiven for the lie she
-was living, and for strength to meet her mother, as that would be the
-hardest ordeal of all. Once she resolved to defy her husband and
-proclaim her identity, but gave that up with the thought that it was not
-very long until September, and she would wait at least until she had
-seen her mother.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
- MILDRED AND HER MOTHER.
-
-
-It was several days before Mildred went to the farm house, from which
-her husband would have kept her altogether if he could have done so. His
-determination to separate her as much as possible from her family had
-been constantly increasing since his return, and he had fully made up
-his mind to leave Rocky Point by the first of September and advertise
-the Park for sale, thus cutting off all chance for intimacy in the
-future when it was known who she was. She could do for her family all
-she pleased, he thought, but she must not be intimate with them, and on
-his way to the house, for he drove her there himself, he reminded her
-again of her promise, saying to her very kindly, as he helped her to
-alight:
-
-“I can trust you, Milly, and am sorry for you, for I know it will be
-hard to meet your mother and keep silence.”
-
-It was harder than Mildred herself had anticipated, for the sight of the
-familiar place, the walk, the garden, and the brook, where she had waded
-barefoot many a time in summer and drawn her sled in winter with Hugh at
-her side, nearly unmanned her, and every nerve was quivering as she rang
-the bell in the door of the little, square entry, with the steep, narrow
-stairs winding up to the chambers above. It was Bessie who answered the
-ring, blushing when she saw her visitor and apologizing for her
-appearance. The hired girl was gone for a day or two, leaving her maid
-of all work, and as this was baking day she was deep in the mysteries of
-pastry and bread, with her long, bib apron on and her hands covered with
-flour.
-
-“Never mind me,” Mildred said, as she took in the situation. “It was
-thoughtless in me to come in the morning. Please keep to your work while
-I talk with your mother. I will call upon you some other time. Oh,
-Gerard, you here?” she continued, as through the door opening into the
-kitchen she saw the young man seated by the table pitting cherries which
-Bessie was to make into pies. “That’s right; help all you can,” she
-added with a smile, glad he was there, as it would leave her alone and
-freer with her mother, whom she found in the bright, sunny room, built
-partly with the money she had sent.
-
-Mrs. Leach was always very neat and clean, but this morning she was
-particularly so, in her black cambric dress and spotless white apron,
-with the widow’s cap resting on her snowy hair. Her hands were folded
-together, and she was leaning back in her chair as if asleep, when
-Mildred’s voice roused her, and a moment after Bessie said:
-
-“Here, mother, is Mrs. Thornton, and as I am so busy I will leave her
-with you for a little while.”
-
-Suddenly, as if she had been shot, Mrs. Leach started forward, and
-rubbing her eyes, in which there was an eager, expectant look, said:
-
-“I must have been dozing, for I dreamed that Milly had come and I heard
-her voice in the kitchen. Mis’ Thornton here, did you say? I am very
-proud to meet her;” and the hands were outstretched, groping in the
-helpless way habitual with the blind. And Mildred took the hands in hers
-and drawing a chair to her mother’s side sat down so close to her that
-Mrs. Leach felt her hot breath stir her hair and knew she was being
-looked at very closely. But how closely she did not dream, for Mildred’s
-soul was in her eyes, which scanned the worn face where suffering and
-sorrow had left their impress. And what a sad, sweet face it was, so
-sweet and sad that Mildred involuntarily took it between her hands and
-kissed it passionately; then, unable to control herself, she laid her
-head on her mother’s bosom and sobbed like a little child.
-
-“What is it? Oh, Mrs. Thornton, you scare me. What makes you cry so? Who
-are you?” Mrs. Leach said, excitedly, for she was frightened by the
-strange conduct of her visitor.
-
-“You must excuse me,” Mildred said, lifting up her head. “The sight of
-you unnerved me, for my,—my mother is blind?”
-
-She did not at all mean to say what she knew would involve more
-deception of a certain kind, but she had said it and could not take it
-back, and it was a sufficient explanation of her emotion to Mrs. Leach,
-who said:
-
-“Your mother blind! Dear,—dear,—how did it happen, and has she been so
-long? Where does she live, and how could she bear to have you leave her?
-Dear, dear!”
-
-“Don’t talk of her now, please. I can’t bear it,” Mildred replied, and
-thinking to herself, “Homesick, poor thing,” Mrs. Leach, whose ideas of
-the world were narrowed to her own immediate surroundings, began to talk
-of herself and her family in a desultory kind of way, while Mildred
-listened with a feeling of half wonder, half pain.
-
-All her associations while with Mrs. Harwood had been with
-highly-cultivated people, and in one sense her mother was new to her and
-she realized as she had never done before how different she was from Mr.
-Thornton and herself. “But she is my mother, and nothing can change my
-love for her,” she thought, as she studied her and the room, which was
-cozy and bright, though very plainly furnished as compared with the
-elegant boudoir where she had made her own toilet. There was the tall
-clock in the corner which had ticked away the hours and days she once
-thought so dreary and lonely; the desk between the windows, where her
-father used to keep his papers, and his old, worn pocketbook, in which
-there was never much money, and on the bed in another corner was a
-patchwork quilt, a few blocks of which Mildred had pieced herself,
-recognizing them now with a start and a throb of pain as she saw in two
-of them bits of the frock she had bought for Charlie with the berries
-picked in her husband’s pasture. She had been turned out then as a
-trespasser where she was mistress now, and there were diamonds on her
-white hands, which had once washed potatoes for dinner, her special
-abomination, and her gown had cost more than all her mother’s wardrobe.
-And there she sat in a kind of dream, while the other Mildred of years
-ago sat close beside her, confusing and bewildering her, so that she
-hardly heard half her mother was saying about Tom and Bessie, the
-dearest children in the world. But when at last her own name was
-mentioned she started and was herself again, and listened as her mother
-went on:
-
-“I’ve another girl, Mildred by name, but I call her Milly. She’s been in
-Europe for years, and has been everywhere and speaks French and German,
-and writes such beautiful letters.”
-
-She was evidently very proud of her absent daughter, and the lady beside
-her, whose pallid face she could not see, clasped her hands and held her
-breath as she continued:
-
-“I never s’posed she’d stay so long when she went away, or I couldn’t
-let her go; but somehow or other she’s staid on and on till she’s been
-gone many a year; many a year has Milly been gone, fifteen years come
-fall, and now ‘tain’t likely I should know her, if I could see. You
-won’t be offended, Mis’ Thornton, if I say that something about you
-makes me think of Milly; something in your voice at first, and you laid
-your head on my neck and cried just as she used to when things went
-wrong and fretted her, which they mostly did, for she wasn’t meant to be
-poor, and was always wantin’ to be rich and grand. I guess she is grand
-now she’s been in foreign places so much, but she’s comin’ home in the
-fall; she wrote me so in her last letter. You’ll call on her, won’t
-you?”
-
-“Yes,” Mildred stammered, scarcely able to keep herself from crying out:
-“Oh, mother, I _have_ come. I am Milly,” but a thought of her husband
-restrained her, and thinking how she would make amends in the future,
-when freed from her promise of secrecy, she listened again, while her
-mother talked of her father and Charlie, and lastly of Hugh McGregor,
-who was a great favorite with the old lady.
-
-“Jest like my own boy,” Mrs. Leach said, “and so kind to Tom. He lent
-him money to go to school, and helps him a sight in his law books, and
-helps on the farm, too, when he gets time, which is not often, for Hugh
-is a first-rate lawyer and pleads at the bar like a judge. I believe
-he’s comin’. Yes, I hear his step,” and her face lighted up as Hugh
-appeared in the open door.
-
-“Good-morning, Mrs. Leach,” he called cheerily. “I beg your pardon, good
-morning, Mrs. Thornton,” and he bowed deferentially to the lady as he
-came in with a cluster of lovely roses, which he laid in Mrs. Leach’s
-lap, saying, “Here are some of Milly’s roses. They opened this morning
-and I brought them to you. Shall I give one to Mrs. Thornton?”
-
-“Yes, do; the fairest and best. I think she must be like them, though I
-can’t see her,” Mrs. Leach replied, and selecting one of the finest,
-Hugh offered it to Mildred, whose cheeks rivaled it in color, as she
-held it near them to inhale its perfume.
-
-It was of the variety known as “Souvenir d’un Ami,” and the original
-stock had been bought by Mrs. Leach two or three years before with some
-money sent her by Mildred, whose name she had given to the rose. This
-she explained to Mildred, adding that Mr. McGregor was so fond of the
-rose that he had taken a slip from her garden and planted it under his
-office window.
-
-“He calls it Milly’s rose,” she added, “for he and Milly were great
-friends, as children. Hugh, ain’t there something about Mis’ Thornton
-that makes you think of Milly?”
-
-Mildred’s face was scarlet, but she tried to hide it by bending her head
-very low as she fastened the rose to the bosom of her dress, while Hugh
-answered laughingly, “Why, no. Milly was small and thin, and a child
-when we saw her, while Mrs. Thornton is——” here he stopped, confused and
-uncertain as to what he ought to say next. But when Mildred’s eyes
-flashed upon him expectantly, he added very gallantly, “Mrs. Thornton is
-more like Milly’s roses.”
-
-“Thank you for the compliment, Mr. McGregor. I will remember it and keep
-Milly’s rose, too,” Mildred said, with a little dash of coquetry, and a
-ring in her voice which made Hugh think of the Milly who, he supposed,
-was thousands of miles away.
-
-Just then there was the sound of wheels stopping before the house, and
-Gerard, with his apron still tied around his neck, for he was not yet
-through with his culinary duties, came to the door, saying, “Mrs.
-Thornton, father is waiting for you.”
-
-“Yes, I’ll be there directly,” Mildred replied, rising hurriedly to say
-good-bye, and giving her hand to her mother, who fondled it a moment and
-then said to her, “Your hands are soft as a baby’s, and there are many
-rings on your fingers. I think I know how they look, and I have felt
-your hair, but not your face. Tom and Bessie say it is handsome. Would
-you mind my feeling it? That’s my way of seeing.”
-
-Mildred was glad that Hugh had stepped in to the next room and could not
-see her agitation, as she knelt beside the blind woman, whose hands
-moved slowly over her face and then up to her hair, where they rested a
-moment as if in benediction, while she said, “You are lovely, I am sure,
-and good, too, and your poor blind mother must miss you so much. Didn’t
-she hate to part with you?”
-
-“Yes, oh, yes, and my heart is aching for her. Please bless me as if you
-were my mother and I your daughter Milly,” was Mildred’s sobbing reply,
-her tears falling like rain as the shaking hands pressed heavily upon
-her bowed head, while the plaintive voice said slowly, “God bless you,
-child, and make you happy with your husband, and comfort your poor
-mother while you are away from her. Amen.”
-
-“Will you tell Mrs. Thornton I am in a hurry?” Mr. Thornton said to
-Bessie, loudly enough for Mildred to hear, and wiping her tears away,
-she went out through the side door where her husband was standing, with
-a frown upon his face, caused not so much by her delay as by the glimpse
-he was sure he had caught of his son, in the kitchen, with a checked
-apron tied round his neck and a big cherry stain on his forehead.
-
-Nor did the sight of his wife’s flushed cheeks and red eyes help to
-restore his equanimity, and although he said nothing then, Mildred felt
-that he was displeased, as he helped her into the phaeton and took his
-seat beside her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.
- GERARD AND HIS FATHER.
-
-
-Gathering up the reins and driving very slowly, he began:
-
-“Was that Gerard whom I saw tricked out as a kitchen cook?”
-
-“Gerard was there. Yes,” Mildred answered, and he continued in that
-cool, determined tone which means more than words themselves, “Is he
-often there? Is he interested in your sister? If he is, it must stop. I
-tell you it must stop,” he added more emphatically as his wife made no
-reply. “I married you because——” he paused a moment and looked at the
-woman sitting at his side in all her glowing beauty, and then went on in
-a softer tone,—“because I loved you more than I loved my pride, which,
-however, is so great, that it will not quietly submit to my son’s
-marrying your sister.”
-
-“Does he intend to?” Mildred asked so coolly that it exasperated him,
-and he replied, “He will not with my consent, and he will hardly dare do
-so without it. Why, he has scarcely a dollar of his own, and no business
-either. More’s the pity, or he wouldn’t be capering round a kitchen in
-an old woman’s apron.”
-
-“I think it was Bessie’s,” Mildred said quietly, and angrier than ever,
-her husband continued. “You told me in Paris that your sister was
-engaged to Mr. McGregor.”
-
-“It was a mistake,” Mildred said, her heart beating heavily as she
-thought of all the mistake had done for her.
-
-“Yes,” Mr. Thornton repeated, “I ventured to rally Hugh a little this
-morning, and he denied the story while something in his manner aroused a
-suspicion which the sight of Gerard confirmed. What was he doing there?”
-
-“Pitting cherries for Bessie,” Mildred said with provoking calmness, and
-he continued, “I tell you it shall not be. Gerard Thornton must look——”
-here he stopped, not quite willing to finish the sentence, which Milly,
-however, finished for him—“must look higher than Bessie Leach?”
-
-“Yes, that’s what I mean, although I might not have said it, for I do
-not wish to wound you unnecessarily; but I tell you again it must not
-be, and you are not to encourage it, or encourage so much visiting
-between my children and the Leach’s. Why, that girl,—Bessie, I think is
-her name,—is at the Park half the time. Heavens! What would it be if
-they knew who you were! I was wise to do as I did, but I am sorry I came
-here at all, and I mean to return to New York earlier than I intended,
-and if necessary, sell the place. That will break up the whole
-business.”
-
-To this Mildred made no reply, but sat thinking, with a growing
-conviction that she now knew her husband’s real reason for wishing to
-keep her identity a secret during their stay at the Park. It was to
-prevent the intimacy which he knew would ensue between her and her
-family, if they knew who she was, and with all the strength of her will
-she rebelled against it. “I will not encourage the young people, but he
-shall not keep me from my mother,” she thought, and the face at which
-her husband looked a little curiously as he helped her from the phaeton,
-had in it an expression he did not understand.
-
-“I believe she’s got a good deal of the old Harry in her after all, but
-I shall be firm,” he thought, as he drove to the stable and gave his
-horse to the groom.
-
-Lunch was nearly over when Gerard appeared, the cherry stains washed
-from his face, but showing conspicuously on his nails and the tips of
-his fingers, from which he had tried in vain to remove them.
-
-“Why, Gerard, what have you been doing to your hands?” Alice asked, and
-with an amused look at Mildred, he replied, “Stoning cherries with
-them,” while his father hastily left the table.
-
-“Gerard,” he said, pausing a moment in the doorway, “Come to the library
-after lunch. I want to see you.”
-
-“Yes, sir,” Gerard answered, feeling as certain then of what was coming
-as he did twenty minutes later when his father asked abruptly, “How old
-are you?”
-
-“Twenty-five last May.”
-
-“Twenty-five,—yes; and been graduated three years, and no business yet.
-Nothing to do but wear a kitchen apron and stone cherries for Bessie
-Leach. I saw you. I don’t like it, and as soon as we are in New York I
-shall find something for you to do.”
-
-At the mention of Bessie, Gerard had stiffened, for his father’s tone
-was offensive. But his answer was respectful: “I shall be glad of
-something to do, sir, although I do not think myself altogether to blame
-for having been an idler so long. When I left college you know I was in
-so bad health that you and the doctor both, fearing I had inherited my
-mother’s malady, prescribed perfect rest and quiet for a long time. But
-I am strong now and will do anything you think best. I prefer law, and
-would like to go into Mr. McGregor’s office. I can get on faster there
-than in New York.”
-
-“Yes, and see Bessie Leach oftener,” Mr. Thornton began angrily. “I tell
-you I will not have it. The girl is well enough and pretty enough, but I
-won’t have it, and if you are getting too much interested in her, quit
-her at once.”
-
-“Quit Bessie!” Gerard said. “Quit Bessie! Never! She has promised to be
-my wife!”
-
-“Your wife!” Mr. Thornton repeated, aghast with anger and surprise, for
-he never dreamed matters had gone so far.
-
-“Yes, my wife. I was only waiting for you to know her better to tell you
-of our engagement,” Gerard replied, and then for half an hour, Mildred,
-who was in her room over the library, heard the sound of excited
-voices,—Gerard’s low and determined, and his father’s louder and quite
-as decided.
-
-And when the interview was over, and her husband came up to her, he
-said:
-
-“I am very sorry, my darling, because, in a way, the trouble touches you
-through your sister; but you must see that it is not a suitable match
-for my son. She is not you, and has not had your advantages. She is a
-plain country girl, and if Gerard persists in marrying her he will have
-no help from me, either before or after my death.”
-
-“You mean you will disinherit him?” Mildred asked, and he replied:
-
-“Yes, just that; and I have told him so, and given him the summer in
-which to make up his mind. He has some Quixotic idea of studying law
-with McGregor, which will of course keep him here after we have gone. I
-don’t intend to live in a quarrel, and shall say no more to him on the
-subject, or try to control his actions in any way. If he goes with us to
-New York, all right; and if he chooses to stay here, I shall know what
-to do.”
-
-A slight inclination of Mildred’s head was her only reply, until her
-husband said:
-
-“Do you think Bessie would marry him if she knew he was penniless?”
-
-And then she answered proudly: “I do,” and left the room, saying to
-herself as she went out into the beautiful grounds, whose beauty she did
-not see: “What will he do when he hears of Alice and Tom? Three Leaches
-instead of one. Poor Tom! Poor Bessie! And I am powerless to help them.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.
- IN THE CEMETERY.
-
-
-As Mr. Thornton had said, he did not like to live in a quarrel, and
-after his interview with his son, he tried to appear just as he had done
-before, and when Bessie came to the Park, as she often did, he treated
-her civilly, and insensibly found himself admiring her beauty and grace,
-and thinking to himself, “If she had money she might do.”
-
-Upon Mildred he laid no restrictions with regard to her intercourse with
-her family, feeling intuitively that they would not be heeded. And thus
-she was free to see her mother as often as she liked, and it was
-remarked by the villagers that the proud mistress of Thornton Park went
-more frequently to the farm house than anywhere else. Many a morning she
-spent in the pleasant room, listening while her mother talked, mostly of
-Mildred, whose long silence was beginning to trouble her.
-
-“It is weeks since I heard from her. She said in her last letter it
-might be some time before she wrote again, but I am getting anxious,”
-she would say, while Mildred comforted her with the assurance that no
-news was good news, and that perhaps her daughter was intending to
-surprise her by coming upon her unexpectedly some day.
-
-“I am certain of it; I am something of a prophet, and I know Milly will
-come,” she would say, as she smoothed her mother’s snowy hair, or
-caressed her worn face, which always lighted up with gladness when she
-came, and grew sadder when she went away.
-
-By some strange coincidence, it frequently happened that Hugh called
-upon Mrs. Leach when Mildred was there, and always stopped to talk with
-her. But Mildred was never quite at ease with him. Her eyes never met
-his squarely, while her brilliant color came and went as rapidly as if
-she were a shy school-girl confronted with her master instead of the
-elegant Mrs. Thornton, whose beauty was the theme of every tongue,
-stirring even him a little, but bringing no thought of Mildred, of whom
-he sometimes spoke to her mother. As yet Milly had found no chance to
-visit her father’s and Charlie’s graves, which she knew she could find
-without difficulty, as her mother had told her of the headstones which
-Tom had put there in the spring. But she was only biding her time, and
-one afternoon in August, when she had been in Rocky Point six weeks or
-more, she drove up the mountain road to call upon some New Yorkers who
-were stopping at the new hotel. It was late when she left the hotel, and
-the full moon was just rising as she reached the entrance to the
-cemetery on her return home. Calling to the driver to let her alight,
-she bade him go on and leave her, saying she preferred to walk, as the
-evening was so fine. Mildred had already won the reputation among her
-servants of being rather eccentric, and thinking this one of her cranks,
-the man drove on, while she went into the grounds, where the dead were
-lying, the headstones gleaming white through the clump of firs and
-evergreens which grew so thickly as to conceal many of them from view,
-and to hide completely the figure of a man seated in the shadow of one
-of them not very far from the graves to which she was making her way.
-Hugh had also been up the mountain road on foot, and coming back had
-struck into the cemetery as a shorter route home. As he was tired and
-the night very warm, he sat down in an armchair under a thick pine,
-whose shadow screened him from observation, but did not prevent his
-outlook upon the scene around him. He had heard the sound of wheels
-stopping near the gate, but he thought no more of it until he saw
-Mildred coming slowly across the yard diagonally from the gate, holding
-up her skirts, for the dew was beginning to fall, and making, as it
-seemed to him, for the very spot where he was sitting. At first he did
-not recognize her, but when removing her hat as if its weight oppressed
-her she suddenly raised her head so that the moonlight fell upon her
-face, he started in surprise, and wondered why she was there. Whose
-grave had she come to find? Some one’s, evidently, for she was looking
-carefully about her, and afraid to startle her, Hugh sat still and
-watched, a feeling like nightmare stealing over him as she entered the
-little enclosure where the Leaches were buried. He could see the two
-stones distinctly, and he could see and hear her, too, as leaning upon
-the taller and bending low so that her eyes were on a level with the
-lettering, she said, as if reading. “John Leach, and Charlie; these are
-the graves. Oh, father! Oh, Charlie! do you know I have come back after
-so many years only to find you dead? And I loved you so much. Oh,
-Charlie, my baby brother!”
-
-Here her voice was choked with sobs, and Hugh could hear no more, but he
-felt as if the weight of many tons was holding him down and making him
-powerless to speak or move, had he wished to do so. And so he sat
-riveted to the spot, looking at the woman with a feeling half akin to
-terror and doubt, as to whether it were her ghost, or Mildred herself
-weeping over her dead. As her smothered sobs met his ear and he thought
-he heard his own name, he softly whispered, “Milly,” and stretched his
-arms towards her, but let them drop again at his side and watched the
-strange scene to its close. Once Mildred seemed to be praying, for she
-knelt upon the grass, with her face on her father’s grave, and he heard
-the word “Forgive.”
-
-Then she arose and walked slowly back to the road, where she was lost to
-view. As long as he could see the flutter of her white dress Hugh looked
-after her, and when it disappeared from sight he felt for a few moments
-as if losing his consciousness, so great was the shock upon his nervous
-system. Mrs. Thornton was Mildred Leach,—the girl he knew now he had
-never given up, and whose coming in the autumn he had been looking
-forward to with so much pleasure. She had come, and she was another
-man’s wife, and what was worse than all she was keeping her identity
-from her friends and daily living a lie. Did her husband know it, or was
-he, too, deceived?
-
-“Probably,” Hugh said, with a feeling for an instant as if he hated her
-for the deception. But that soon passed away, and he tried to make
-himself believe that it was a hallucination of his brain and he had not
-seen her by those two graves. He would examine them and see, for if a
-form of flesh and blood had been there the long, damp grass would be
-trampled down in places. It was trampled down, and in the hollow between
-the graves a small, white object was lying.
-
-“Her handkerchief. She has been here,” he whispered, as he stooped to
-pick it up. “If her name is on it I shall know for sure.”
-
-There was a name upon it, but so faintly traced that he could not read
-it in the moonlight, which was now obscured by clouds. A storm was
-rising, and hastening his steps towards home he was soon in his own room
-and alone to think it out. Taking the handkerchief from his pocket, he
-held it to the light and read “M. F. Thornton.” There could be no
-mistake. It was Mrs. Thornton he had seen in the cemetery, but was it
-Mildred? “M. F.,” he repeated aloud, remembering suddenly that Mildred’s
-name was Mildred Frances, which would correspond with the initials.
-
-“It is Milly,” he continued, “but why this deception? Is she ashamed to
-have her family claim her? Ashamed to have her husband know who she was;
-and did she pass for Fanny Gardner in Europe?”
-
-Again a feeling of resentment and hatred came over him, but passed
-quickly, for although he might despise and condemn, he could not hate
-her. She had been too much to him in his boyhood, and thoughts of her
-had influenced every action of his life thus far. Just what he had
-expected, if he had expected anything, he did not know, but whatever it
-was, it was cruelly swept away. He had lost her absolutely, for when his
-respect for her was gone, she was gone forever, and laying his head upon
-the table he wrestled for a few moments with his grief and loss, as
-strong men sometimes wrestle with a great and bitter pain.
-
-“If she were dead,” he said, “it would not be so hard to bear. But to
-see her the beautiful woman she is,—to know she is Mildred and makes no
-sign even to her poor, blind mother, is terrible.”
-
-He was walking the floor now, with Milly’s handkerchief held tightly in
-his hands, wondering what he should do with it.
-
-“I’ll keep it,” he said. “It is all I have left of her except the lock
-of hair and the peas she gave to me. What a fool I was in those days,”
-and he laughed as he recalled the morning when Milly threw him the pod
-which he had not seen in a year.
-
-But he brought it out now, and laughed again when he saw how hard and
-shriveled were both the peas.
-
-“Stony and hard like her. I believe I’ll throw them away and end the
-tomfoolery,” he said.
-
-But he put them back in the box, which he called a little grave, and
-took up next the curl of tangled hair, comparing its color in his mind
-with Mrs. Thornton’s hair, which, from its peculiar, mottled appearance,
-had attracted his notice. How had she changed it, he wondered, and then
-remembering to have heard of dyes, to which silly, fashionable women
-sometimes resorted, he was sure that he hated her, and putting the box
-away went to bed with that thought uppermost in his mind, but with
-Milly’s handkerchief folded under his pillow.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI.
- WHAT FOLLOWED.
-
-
-When Hugh awoke the next morning it was with a confused idea that
-something had gone out of his life and left it a blank, and he asked
-himself what it was and why he was feeling so badly. But memory soon
-brought back a recollection of the secret he held and would hold to the
-end, for he had no intention of betraying Mildred or charging her with
-deception, if, indeed, he ever spoke to her again. He had no desire to
-do so, he thought, and then it came to him suddenly that there was to be
-a grand party at Thornton Park that night, and that he had ordered a
-dress suit for the occasion.
-
-“But I shall not go,” he said to himself, as he made his hurried toilet.
-“I could not bear to see Milly tricked out in the gewgaws and jewels for
-which she sold herself.”
-
-And firm in this resolution, he went about his usual duties in his
-office, clinching his fist and setting his teeth when several times
-during the day he heard Tom Leach talking eagerly of the party, which he
-expected to enjoy so much. Tom did not ask if Hugh was going, expecting
-it as a matter of course, and Hugh kept his own counsel, and was silent
-and moody and even cross for him, and at about four o’clock sat down to
-write his regret. Then, greatly to his surprise, he found how much he
-really wanted to see Mildred once more and study her in the new
-character she had assumed.
-
-“I shall not talk with her and I don’t know that I shall touch her hand,
-but I am half inclined to go,” he thought, and tearing up his regret, he
-decided to wait awhile and see; and as a result of waiting and seeing,
-nine o’clock found him walking up the broad avenue to the house, which
-was ablaze with light from attic to basement, and filled with guests,
-who crowded the parlors and halls and stairways, so that it was some
-little time before he could fight his way to the dressing-room, which
-was full of young men and old men in high collars, low vests and
-swallow-tails, many of them very red in the face and out of breath with
-their frantic efforts to fit gloves a size too small to hands unused to
-them, for fashionable parties like this were very rare in Rocky Point.
-
-Mildred had not wished it, as she shrank from society rather than
-courted it, but Gerard and Alice were anxious for it, and Mr. Thornton
-willing, and under the supervision of his children cards were sent to so
-many that the proud man grew hot and cold by turns as he thought of
-having his sacred precincts invaded by Tom, Dick and Harry, and the rest
-of them, as he designated the class of people whom he neither knew, nor
-cared to know. But Alice and Gerard knew them, and they were all there,
-Tom and Bessie with the rest, Tom by far the handsomest young man of all
-the young men, and the one most at his ease, while Bessie, in her pretty
-muslin dress, with only flowers for ornament, would have been the belle
-of the evening, but for the hostess, whose brilliant beauty, heightened
-by the appliances of dress, which so well became her fine figure,
-dazzled every one as she stood by her husband’s side in her gown of
-creamy satin and lace, with diamonds flashing on her white neck and arms
-and gleaming in her hair. How queenly she was, with no trace of the
-storm which had swept over her the previous night, and Hugh, when he
-descended the stairs and first caught sight of her, stopped a few
-moments, and leaning against the railing, watched her receiving her
-guests with a smile on her lips and a look in her eyes which he
-remembered now so well, and wondered he had not recognized before. And
-as he looked there came up before him another Milly than this one with
-the jewels and satin and lace, a Milly with tangled hair and calico
-frock and gingham apron, shelling her peas in the doorway and predicting
-that she would some day be the mistress of Thornton Park. She was there
-now, and no grand duchess born to the purple could have filled the
-position better.
-
-“Thornton chose well, if he only knew it,” Hugh thought, and, mustering
-all his courage he at last went forward to greet the lady. And when she
-offered her hand to him he took it in spite of his determination not to
-do so, and looked into her eyes, which kindled at first with a strange
-light, while in his there was an answering gleam, so that neither would
-have been surprised to have heard the names Milly and Hugh
-simultaneously spoken. But no such catastrophe occurred, and after a few
-commonplaces Hugh passed on and did not go near her again until, at a
-comparatively early hour, when he came to say good-night.
-
-Mildred had removed her glove to change the position of a ring which cut
-her finger, and was about putting it on again when Hugh came up,
-thinking that at the risk of seeming rude he would not again take the
-hand which had sent such a thrill through him when earlier in the
-evening he held it for an instant. But the sight of it, bare and white
-and soft as a piece of satin, unnerved him and he grasped it tightly,
-while he made his adieus, noting as he did so the troubled expression of
-her face as she looked curiously at him.
-
-“Does she suspect I know her?” he thought as he went from the house, but
-not to his home.
-
-It was a beautiful August night, and finding a seat in the shrubbery
-where he could not be seen, he sat there in the moonlight while one
-after another carriages and people on foot went past him, and finally,
-as the lights were being put out, Tom Leach came airily down the walk,
-singing softly. “Oh, don’t you remember sweet Alice, Ben Bolt? Sweet
-Alice, with hair so brown.”
-
-“Tom’s done for,” Hugh thought, little dreaming how thoroughly he was
-done for in more respects than one.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII.
- LOVE VERSUS MONEY.
-
-
-Tom had been the last to leave the house, for he had lingered awhile to
-talk to Alice, with whom he was standing in the conservatory, partially
-concealed by some tall vases and shrubs, when Mr. Thornton chanced that
-way. Thinking his guests all gone and hearing the murmur of voices, he
-stopped just in time to see Tom’s arm around his daughter’s waist and to
-hear a sound the meaning of which he could not mistake, as the young
-man’s face came in close proximity to that of his daughter. To say that
-he was astonished is saying very little. He was horrified and disgusted,
-and so indignant that his first impulse was to collar the audacious Tom
-and hurl him through the window. But not wishing a scene before the
-servants, he restrained himself, and went quietly away, with much the
-same feeling which prompted Cæsar to say, “_Et tu, Brute!_” Since his
-interview with his son he had never mentioned Bessie’s name to him, or
-raised any objection to her coming to his house as often as she liked.
-But he had watched her closely, and had been insensibly softened by her
-girlish beauty and quiet grace of manner. There was nothing of the
-plebeian in her appearance, and he was beginning to think that if
-Gerard’s heart were set upon her, rather than have a bitter quarrel he
-might possibly consent to the marriage, although it was not at all what
-he desired. The young couple could live at the Park house, and in the
-spring he would go abroad for an indefinite length of time, and thus
-separate himself and wife entirely from her family. In Europe, with her
-refinement and money, Alice would make a grand match and possibly marry
-an earl, for titles, he knew, could be bought, and he had the means to
-buy them. With a daughter who was My Lady, and a son-in-law who was My
-Lord, he could afford to have a Leach for his daughter-in-law, and
-Gerard’s star was rising when he came so unexpectedly upon a scene which
-at once changed him from a relenting father into a hard, determined man,
-whom nothing could move.
-
-Mildred was asleep when he went to his room, but had she been awake he
-would have said nothing to her. His wrath was reserved for his daughter,
-who poured his coffee for him next morning, as Mildred had a headache,
-and was not out of her bed. Gerard, too, was absent, and the meal was a
-very silent, cheerless one, for Alice felt that something was the matter
-and trembled when, after it was over, her father asked her to step into
-the library, as he wished to speak with her alone.
-
-“Alice,” he began, “I want to know the meaning of what I saw last
-night?”
-
-“What did you see?” she asked, her heart beating rapidly but bravely as
-she resolved to stand by Tom.
-
-“I am no spy on other people’s actions, but I was passing the
-conservatory and saw Tom Leach kiss you, and I think, yes, I’m very sure
-you kissed him back; at all events you laid your head on his shoulder in
-a very disreputable way, and I want to know what it means.”
-
-Alice, who had some of her father’s nature, was calm and defiant in a
-moment. The word disreputable had roused her, and her answer rang out
-clear and distinct, “It means that Tom and I are engaged.”
-
-“Engaged! You engaged to Tom Leach!” Mr. Thornton exclaimed, putting as
-much contempt into his voice as it was possible to do. “Engaged to Tom
-Leach! Then you are no daughter of mine.”
-
-Mr. Thornton had never liked Tom, whose frank, assured manner towards
-him was more like that of an equal than an inferior, and for a moment he
-felt that he would rather see Alice dead than married to him. Just then
-Gerard came to the door, but was about to withdraw when his father
-called him in and said inquiringly, “Your sister tells me she is engaged
-to Tom Leach. Did you know it?”
-
-“Yes, I imagined something of the kind,” was Gerard’s reply, as he
-crossed over to his sister and stood protectingly by her side, while his
-father, forgetting his softened feelings towards Bessie, went on: “And
-you? I gave you time to consider your choice. Have you done so?”
-
-“I have.”
-
-“And it is——?”
-
-“To marry Bessie,” was Gerard’s answer, while Alice’s came with it: “And
-I shall marry Tom.”
-
-Such opposition from both his children roused Mr. Thornton to fury, and
-his look was the look of a madman, as he said, “That is your decision.
-Then hear mine. I shall disinherit you both! I can’t take away from you
-the few thousands your mother left you, but I can do as I like with my
-own. Now, what will you do?”
-
-“Marry Bessie.”
-
-“Marry Tom,” came simultaneously from the young rebels, and with the
-words, “So be it,” their father left the room, and a few minutes later
-they saw him galloping rapidly down the avenue in the direction of the
-town.
-
-He did not return to lunch, and when he came in to dinner he seemed very
-absent-minded and only volunteered the remark that he was going to New
-York the next day to see that their house was made ready for them within
-a week. As Mildred’s headache was unusually severe she had kept her bed
-the entire day and knew nothing of the trouble until just at twilight,
-when Alice, who felt that she must talk to some one, crept up to her,
-and laying her head on the pillow beside her, told of her father’s anger
-and threat and asked if she thought he would carry it out.
-
-“No,” Mildred answered. “He will think better of it, I am sure,” and
-Alice continued, “Not that I care for myself, but I wanted to help Tom.”
-
-“Do you love him so much that you cannot give him up?” Mildred asked.
-
-“Love him! Why, I would rather be poor and work for my living with Tom,
-than have all the world without him,” Alice replied, while the hand on
-her head pressed a little heavily as she went on: “Papa is so proud. You
-don’t know how contemptuously he says _those Leaches_, as if they were
-too low for anything, and all because they happen to be poor, and
-because——Did I ever tell you that Bessie’s sister Mildred, who has been
-so long in Europe, was once,—not exactly a servant in our family, for
-she took care of me,—my little friend, I called her, and was very fond
-of her. But I suppose father does not wish Gerard and me to marry into
-her family. Are you crying?” Alice asked suddenly, as she heard what
-sounded like a sob.
-
-“Yes,—no,—I don’t know. I wish I could help you, but I can’t,” Mildred
-answered, while the tears rolled down her cheeks like rain.
-
-Every word concerning her family and herself had been like a stab to
-her, and she felt how bitterly she was being punished for her deception.
-Once she decided to tell Alice the truth, and might have done so if she
-had not heard her husband’s step outside the door. That broke up the
-conference between herself and Alice, who immediately left the room.
-
-The next morning Mr. Thornton started for New York, where he was absent
-for three or four days, and when he returned he complained of a headache
-and pain in all parts of his body. He had taken a severe cold, he said,
-and went at once to his bed, which he never left again, for the cold
-proved to be a fever, which assumed the typhoid form, with its attendant
-delirium, and for two weeks Mildred watched over and cared for him with
-all the devotion of a true and loving wife. True she had always been,
-and but for one memory might have been loving, too, for Mr. Thornton had
-been kind and indulgent to her, and she repaid him with every possible
-care and attention. He always knew her in his wildest fits of delirium,
-and would smile when she laid her cool hand on his hot head, and
-sometimes whisper her name. Gerard and Alice he never knew, although he
-often talked of them, asking where they were, and once, during a
-partially lucid interval, when alone with Mildred, he said to her, “Tell
-the children I was very angry, but I am sorry, and I mean to make it
-right.”
-
-“I am sure you do,” Mildred replied, little guessing what he meant, as
-his mind began to wander again, and he only said, “Yes,—all right, and
-you will see to it. All right,—all right.”
-
-And these were the last words he ever spoke, for on the fourteenth day
-after his return from New York, he died, with Mildred bending over him
-and Mildred’s hand in his.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII.
- THE WILL.
-
-
-When Mr. Thornton left Gerard and Alice after his threat of
-disinheritance, he went straight to the office of Hugh McGregor, and
-asking to see him alone, announced his intention of making his will.
-
-“It’s time I did it,” he said with a little laugh, and then as Hugh
-seated himself at his table, he dictated as follows:
-
-To a few charitable institutions in New York he gave a certain sum; to
-his children, Gerard and Alice, a thousand dollars each, and the rest of
-his property he gave unconditionally to his beloved wife, Mildred F.
-Thornton.
-
-“Excuse me, Mr. Thornton,” Hugh said, looking up curiously from the
-paper on which he was writing, “isn’t this a strange thing you are
-doing, giving everything to your wife, and nothing to your children.
-Does she know,—does she desire it?”
-
-“She knows nothing, but I do. I know my own business. Please go on.
-Write what I tell you,” Mr. Thornton answered impatiently, and without
-further protest Hugh wrote the will, which was to make Mildred the
-richest woman in the county, his hand trembling a little as he wrote
-Mildred F., and thought to himself, “That is Milly’s name. She did not
-deceive him there. Does he know the rest?”
-
-“You must have three witnesses,” he said, when the legal instrument was
-drawn up.
-
-“Tom Leach is in the next room. I saw him. He will do for one,” Mr.
-Thornton said, with a grim smile, as he thought what a ghastly joke it
-would be for Tom to witness a will which cut Alice off with a mere
-pittance. “Have him in.”
-
-So Tom was called, together with another man who had just entered the
-office. A stiff bow was Mr. Thornton’s only greeting to Tom, who
-listened while the usual formula was gone through with, and then signing
-his name, Thomas J. Leach, went back to his books, with no suspicion as
-to what the will contained or how it would affect him.
-
-“I will keep the paper myself,” Mr. Thornton said, taking it from Hugh,
-with some shadowy idea in his brain that it might be well to have it
-handy in case he changed his mind and wished to destroy it.
-
-But death came too soon for that, and when he died his will was lying
-among his papers in his private drawer, where it was found by Gerard,
-who without opening it, carried it to Mildred. There had been a funeral
-befitting Mr. Thornton’s position and wealth, and he had been taken to
-Greenwood and laid beside his first wife, and after a few days spent in
-New York the family came back to their country home, which they
-preferred to the city. Bessie, Tom and Hugh met them at the station, the
-heart of the latter beating rapidly when he saw Mildred in her widow’s
-weeds, and helping her alight from the train, he went with her to her
-carriage, and telling her he should call in a few days on business,
-bowed a little stiffly and walked away.
-
-Since drawing the will he had been growing very hard towards Mildred,
-whose identity he did not believe her husband knew, else he had not
-married her, and as he went back to his office after meeting her at the
-station he wondered what Gerard would think of the will, half hoping he
-would contest it, and wondering how long before something would be said
-of it to him. It was not long, for the second day after his return from
-New York, Gerard found it and took it to Mildred.
-
-“Father’s will,” he said, with a sinking sensation, as if he already saw
-the shadow on his life.
-
-Mildred took the paper rather indifferently, but her face blanched as
-she read it, and her words came slowly and thick as she said, “Oh,
-Gerard, I am so sorry, but he did not mean it to stand, and it shall
-not. Read it.”
-
-Taking it from her, Gerard read with a face almost as white as hers, but
-with a different expression upon it. She was sorry and astonished, while
-he was resentful and angry at the man whose dead hand was striking him
-so hard. But he was too proud to show what he really felt, and said
-composedly, “I am not surprised. He threatened to disinherit us unless
-we gave up Bessie and Tom, and he has done so. It’s all right. I have
-something from mother and I shall be as glad to work for Bessie as Tom
-will be to work for Alice. It’s not the money I care for so much as the
-feeling which prompted the act, and, by George,” he continued, as he
-glanced for the first time at the signatures, Henry Boyd, Thomas J.
-Leach, Hugh McGregor, “if he didn’t get Tom to sign Alice’s death
-warrant. That is the meanest of all.”
-
-What more he would have said was cut short by the violent fit of
-hysterics into which Mildred went for the first time in her life. And
-she did not come out of it easily either, but sobbed and cried
-convulsively all the morning, and in the afternoon kept her room, seeing
-no one but Alice, who clung to her as fondly as if she had been her own
-mother. Alice had heard of the will with a good deal of composure, for
-she was just the age and temperament to think that a life of poverty, if
-shared with the man she loved, was not so very hard, and besides she had
-in her own right seven hundred dollars a year, which was something, she
-reasoned, and she took her loss quite philosophically, and tried to
-comfort Mildred, whose distress she could not understand. Mildred knew
-by the handwriting that Hugh had drawn the will, and after passing a
-sleepless night she arose early the next morning, weak in body but
-strong in her resolve to right the wrong which had been done to Gerard
-and Alice.
-
-“I am going to see Mr. McGregor,” she said to them when breakfast was
-over, and an hour or two later her carriage was brought out, and the
-coachman ordered to drive her to Hugh’s office and leave her there.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV.
- MILDRED AND HUGH.
-
-
-Tom was at work that morning on the farm, and as the other clerk was
-taking a holiday, Hugh was alone when he received his visitor, whose
-appearance there surprised him, and at whom he looked curiously, her
-face was so white and her eyes, swollen with weeping, so unnaturally
-large and bright. But she was very calm, and taking the seat he offered,
-and throwing back the heavy veil whose length swept the floor as she
-sat, she began at once by saying:
-
-“You drew my husband’s will?”
-
-“Yes, I drew it,” he answered curtly, and not at all prepared for her
-next question, which seemed to arraign him as a culprit.
-
-“Why did you do it?” and there was a ring in her voice he could not
-understand.
-
-“Why did I do it?” he repeated. “Don’t you know that lawyers usually
-follow their client’s wishes in making their wills?”
-
-“Yes, but you might have dissuaded him from it. You knew it was wrong.”
-
-“You don’t like it then?” he asked, but repented the question when he
-saw the effect upon her.
-
-Rising to her feet and tugging at her bonnet strings as if they choked
-her, she looked steadily at him and said:
-
-“Don’t like it? What do you take me for? No, I don’t like it, and if I
-had found it first, I think,—I am sure I should have torn it to pieces.”
-
-She had her bonnet off, and was tossing it toward the table as if its
-weight oppressed her. But it fell upon the floor, where it might have
-lain if Hugh had not picked it up, carefully and gingerly, as if half
-afraid of this mass of crape. But it was Milly’s bonnet, and he brushed
-a bit of dust from the veil, and held it in his hand, while she pushed
-back her hair from her forehead, and wiping away the drops of
-perspiration standing there went on:
-
-“Do you know why he made such a will?”
-
-“I confess I do not. I expressed my surprise at the time, but he was not
-a man to be turned from his purpose when once his mind was made up. May
-_I_ ask why he did it?” Hugh said, and Mildred replied:
-
-“Yes;—he was angry with Gerard and Alice, because of—of—Tom and Bessie
-Leach. The young people are engaged and he accidentally found it out.”
-
-“Yes, I see;—he thought a Thornton too good to marry a Leach. Do you
-share his opinion?” Hugh asked, while the blood came surging back to
-Mildred’s white face in a great red wave, but left it again, except in
-two round spots which burned on either cheek.
-
-Hugh was torturing her cruelly, and she wrung her hands, but did not
-answer his question directly. She only said, as she took the will from
-her pocket and held it towards him, “It is all right? It is legally
-executed?”
-
-“Yes, it is all right.”
-
-“And it gives everything to me to do with as I please?”
-
-“Yes, it gives everything to you to do with as you please. You are a
-very rich woman, Mrs. Thornton, and I congratulate you.”
-
-His tone was sarcastic in the extreme, and stung Mildred so deeply that
-she forgot herself, and going a step nearer to him cried out, “Oh, Hugh,
-why are you so hard upon me? Why do you hate me so? Don’t you know who I
-am?”
-
-Hugh had not expected this, for he had no idea that Mildred would ever
-tell who she was, and the sound of his name, spoken as she used to speak
-it when excited, moved him strangely. He was still holding her black
-bonnet, the long veil of which had become twisted around his boot, and
-without answering her at once he stooped to unwind it and then put the
-bonnet from him upon the table as if it had been a barrier between him
-and the woman, whose eyes were upon him.
-
-“Yes,” he said at last, very slowly, for he was afraid his voice might
-tremble, “You are Mrs. Thornton now; but you were Mildred Leach.”
-
-“Oh, Hugh, I am so glad!” Mildred cried, as she sank into her chair, and
-covering her face with her hands, sobbed like a child, while Hugh stood
-looking at her, wondering what he ought to do, or say, and wishing she
-would speak first. But she did not, and at last he said:
-
-“Mrs. Thornton, you have often puzzled me with a likeness to somebody
-seen before I met you. But I had no suspicion of the truth until I saw
-you in the cemetery at your father’s grave. I am no eavesdropper, but
-was so placed that I had to see and hear, and I knew then that you were
-Mildred, come back to us, not as we hoped you would come, but——”
-
-His voice was getting shaky, and he stopped a moment to recover himself.
-Then, taking from his side pocket the handkerchief he had carried with
-him since the night he found it, he passed it to her, saying:
-
-“I picked it up after you left the yard. Have you missed it?”
-
-“Yes,—no. I don’t remember,” she replied, taking the handkerchief, and
-drying her eyes with it. Then, looking up at Hugh, while the first smile
-she had known since her husband died broke over her face, she continued:
-“I am glad you know me; I have wanted to tell you and mother and
-everybody. The deception was terrible to me, but I had promised and must
-keep my word.”
-
-“Then Mr. Thornton knew? You did not deceive him?” Hugh asked, conscious
-of a great revulsion of feeling towards the woman he had believed so
-steeped in hypocrisy.
-
-“Deceive him?” Mildred said, in some surprise. “Never,—in any single
-thing. I am innocent there. Let me explain how it happened, and you will
-tell the others, for I can never do it but once. I am so tired. You
-don’t know how tired,” and she put her hands to her face, which was
-white as marble, as she commenced the story which the reader already
-knows, telling it rapidly, blaming herself more than she deserved and
-softening as much as possible her husband’s share in the matter.
-
-“He was very proud, you know,” she said, “and the Leaches were like the
-ground beneath his feet. But he loved me. I am sure of that, and he was
-always kind and good, and tried to make up for the burden he had imposed
-upon me. Yes, my husband loved me, knowing I was a Leach.”
-
-“And you loved him?” Hugh asked, regretting the words the moment they
-had passed his lips, and regretting them more when he saw their effect
-upon Mildred.
-
-Drawing herself up, she replied:
-
-“Whether I loved him or not does not matter to you, or any one else. He
-was my husband, and I did my duty by him, and he was satisfied. If I
-could have forgotten I should have been happy, and I tell you truly I am
-sorry he is dead, and if I could I’d bring him back to-day.”
-
-She was now putting on the bonnet which made her a widow again, and made
-her face so deathly white that Hugh was frightened and said to her:
-
-“Forgive me, Mrs. Thornton. It was rude in me to ask that question.
-Forget it, I beg of you. You are very pale. Can I do anything for you?”
-
-“No,” she answered, faintly. “I am only tired, that’s all, and I must
-get this business settled before I can rest. I have come to give the
-money back to Gerard and Alice, and you must help me do it.”
-
-“I don’t quite understand you,” Hugh said. “Do you mean to give away the
-fortune your husband left you?”
-
-“Yes, every farthing of it. I can never use it. It would not be right
-for me to keep it. He was angry when he made that will. He did not mean
-it, and had he lived he would have changed it. That was what troubled
-him when he was ill and he tried to tell me about it,” and very briefly
-she repeated what her husband had said to her of his children.
-
-“I did not understand him then, but I do now. He knew I would do right;
-he trusted me,” she continued, her tears falling so fast as almost to
-choke her utterance.
-
-“But,” said Hugh, “why give it all? If Mr. Thornton had made his will
-under different conditions, he would have remembered you. Why not divide
-equally? Why leave yourself penniless?”
-
-“I shall not be penniless,” Mildred replied. “When I was married Mr.
-Thornton gave me fifteen thousand dollars for my own. This I shall keep.
-It will support mother and me, for I am going back to her as soon as all
-is known. And you will help me? You will tell mother and Bessie and Tom,
-and everybody, and you will be my friend, just for a little while, for
-the sake of the days when we played together?”
-
-Her lips were quivering and her eyes were full of tears as she made this
-appeal, which no man could have withstood, much less Hugh, who would
-have faced the cannon’s mouth for her then, so great was his sympathy
-for her.
-
-“Yes, I will do all you wish, but not to-day. The will must be proved
-first, and you are too tired. I will see to it at once, and then if you
-still are of the same mind as now I am at your service. Perhaps it will
-be better to say nothing for a few days.”
-
-“Yes, better so,—you—know—best—stand—by—me,—Hugh,” Mildred said, very
-slowly, as she leaned back in her chair and closed her eyes in the weary
-way of a child going to sleep.
-
-Hugh thought she was going to faint, her face was so pinched and gray,
-and he said, excitedly:
-
-“Mildred, Mildred, rouse yourself. You must not faint here. I don’t know
-what to do with people who faint. You must go home at once. Your
-carriage is gone but I see a cab coming. I will call it for you.”
-
-Darting to the door, he signaled the cab, to which he half led, half
-carried Mildred, who seemed very weak and was shaking with cold.
-Rallying a little, she said to him:
-
-“Thank you, Hugh. I’d better go home. I am getting worse very fast and
-everything is black. Is it growing dark?”
-
-This was alarming. He could not let her go alone, and springing in
-beside her, Hugh bade the cabman drive with all possible speed to the
-Park and then go for a physician.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV.
- THE DENOUEMENT.
-
-
-Nothing could have happened better for Mildred and her cause than the
-long and dangerous illness which followed that visit to Hugh’s office.
-It was early September then, but the cold November rain was beating
-against the windows of her room when at last she was able to sit up and
-carry out her purpose. She had been very ill, first with the fever taken
-from her husband, and then with nervous prostration, harder to bear than
-the fever, for then she had known nothing of what was passing around
-her, or whose were the voices speaking so lovingly to her, or whose the
-hands ministering to her so tenderly, Bessie, who called her sister, and
-Alice, who was scarcely less anxious and attentive than Bessie herself.
-She did not even know the white-haired woman who sat by her day after
-day, with her blind eyes turned toward the tossing, moaning, babbling
-figure on the bed, whose talk was always of the past, when she was a
-girl and lived at home, and bathed her mother’s head and cooked the
-dinner and scolded Tom and Bessie and kissed and petted Charlie. Of Hugh
-she seldom spoke, and when she did it was in the old, teasing way,
-calling him a red-haired Scotchman and laughing at his big hands and
-feet. To all intents and purposes she was the Mildred whom we first saw
-shelling peas in the doorway, and the names of her husband and Gerard
-and Alice never passed her lips. Every morning and evening Hugh walked
-up the avenue, and ringing the bell asked, “How is Mrs. Thornton?” Then
-he would walk back again with an abstracted look upon his face, which to
-a close observer would have told of the fear tugging at his heart. The
-possibility that Mildred could ever be anything to him, if she lived,
-did not once enter his mind, but he did not want her to die, and the man
-who had seldom prayed before, now learned to pray earnestly for
-Mildred’s life, as many others were doing.
-
-Hugh had done his work well, and told Mildred’s story, first to her
-mother, Bessie and Tom, then to Gerard and Alice, and then to everybody,
-giving it, however, a different coloring from what Mildred had done. She
-had softened her husband’s part in the matter and magnified her own,
-while he passed very lightly over hers, and dwelt at length upon the
-pride and arrogance of the man who, to keep her family aloof, wrung from
-her a promise, given unguardedly and repented of so bitterly. Thus the
-sympathy of the people was all with Mildred, who, as the lady of
-Thornton Park, had won their good opinion by her kindness and
-gentleness, and gracious, familiar manner. That she was Mrs. Giles
-Thornton did not harm her at all, for money and position are a mighty
-power, and the interest in, and sympathy for her were quite as great, if
-not greater, than would have been the case if it were plain Mildred
-Leach for whom each Sunday prayers were said in the churches and for
-whom inquiries were made each day until the glad news went through the
-town that the crisis was past and she would live. Hugh was alone in his
-office when the little boy who brought him the morning paper said, as he
-threw it in, “Mis’ Thornton’s better. She knows her marm, and the doctor
-says she’ll git well.” Then he passed on, leaving Hugh alone with the
-good news.
-
-“Thank God,—thank God,” he said. “I couldn’t let Milly die,” and when a
-few minutes later one of his clerks came into the front office, he heard
-his chief in the next room whistling Annie Laurie, and said to himself,
-with a little nod, “I guess she’s better.”
-
-It had been a very difficult task to tell Mildred’s story to Mrs. Leach
-and Tom and Bessie, but Hugh had done it so well that the shock was not
-as great as he had feared it might be. As was natural, Mrs. Leach was
-the most affected of the three, and within an hour was at Mildred’s
-bedside, calling her Milly and daughter and kissing the hot lips which
-gave back no answering sign, for Mildred never knew her, nor any one,
-until a morning in October, when, waking suddenly from a long,
-refreshing sleep, she looked curiously about her, and saw the blind
-woman sitting just where she had sat for days and days and would have
-sat for nights had she been permitted to do so. Now she was partially
-asleep, but the words “Mother, are you here?” roused her, and in an
-instant Mildred was in her mother’s arms, begging for the pardon which
-was not long withheld.
-
-“Oh, Milly, my child, how could you see me blind and not tell me who you
-were?” were the only words of reproof the mother ever uttered; then all
-was joy and peace, and Mildred’s face shone with the light of a great
-gladness, when Tom and Bessie came in to see her, both very kind and
-both a little constrained in their manner towards her, for neither could
-make it quite seem as if she were their sister.
-
-Gerard and Alice took it more naturally, and after a few days matters
-adjusted themselves, and as no word was said of the past Mildred began
-to recover her strength, which, however, came back slowly, so that it
-was November before she was able to see Hugh in her boudoir, where Tom
-carried her in his arms, saying, as he put her down in her easy-chair,
-“Are you sure you are strong enough for it?”
-
-“Yes,” she answered, eagerly. “I can’t put it off any longer. I shall
-never rest until it is done. Tell Hugh I am ready.”
-
-Tom had only a vague idea of what she wished to do, but knew that it had
-some connection with her husband’s will, the nature of which he had been
-told by Gerard.
-
-“She’ll never let that stand a minute after she gets well,” Tom had
-said, but he never guessed that she meant to give up the whole.
-
-Hugh, who had been sent for that morning, came at once, and found
-himself trembling in every nerve as he followed Tom to the room where
-Mildred was waiting for him. He had not seen her during her sickness,
-and he was not prepared to find her so white and thin and still so
-exquisitely lovely as she looked with her eyes so large and bright, and
-the smile of welcome on her face as she gave him her hand and said, “We
-must finish that business now, and then I can get well. Suppose I had
-died, and the money had gone from Gerard and Alice.”
-
-“I think it would have come back to them all the same,” Hugh replied,
-sitting down beside her, and wondering why the sight of her affected him
-so strangely.
-
-But she did not give him much time to think, and plunging at once into
-business, told him that she wished to give everything to Gerard and
-Alice, dividing it equally between them.
-
-“You know exactly what my husband had and where it was invested,” she
-said, “and you must divide it to the best of your ability, giving to
-each an equal share in the Park, for I think they will both live here. I
-wish them to do it, for then we shall all be near each other. I shall
-live with mother and try to atone for the wrong I have done. I have
-enough to keep us in comfort, and shall not take a cent of what was left
-me in the will.”
-
-This was her decision, from which nothing could move her, and when at
-last Hugh left her she had signed away over a million of dollars and
-felt the richer for it, nor could Gerard and Alice induce her to take
-back any part of it after they were told what she had done.
-
-“Don’t worry me,” she said to them. “It seemed to me a kind of atonement
-to do it, and I am so happy, and I am sure your father would approve of
-it if he could know about it.”
-
-After that Mildred’s recovery was rapid, and on the first day of the new
-year she went back to the farm house to live, notwithstanding the
-earnest entreaties of Gerard and Alice that she should stay with them
-until Tom and Bessie came, for it was decided that the four should, for
-a time at least, live together at the Park. But Mildred was firm.
-
-“Mother needs me,” she said, “and is happier when I am with her. I can
-see that she is failing. I shall not have her long, and while she lives
-I shall try to make up to her for all the selfish years when I was away,
-seeking my own pleasure and forgetting hers.”
-
-And Mildred kept her word and was everything to her mother, who lived to
-see, or rather hear, the double wedding, which took place at St. Jude’s
-one morning in September, little more than a year after Mr. Thornton’s
-death. The church was full and there was scarcely a dry eye in it as
-Mildred led her blind mother up the aisle, and laid her hand upon
-Bessie’s arm in response to the question, “Who giveth this woman to be
-married to this man?” It was Mildred who gave Alice away, and who three
-weeks later received the young people when they came home from their
-wedding journey, seeming and looking much like her old self as she did
-the honors of the house where she had once been mistress, and joining
-heartily in their happiness, laughingly returned Tom’s badinage when he
-called her his stepmother-in-law. Then, when the festivities were over,
-she went back to her mother, whom she cared for so tenderly that her
-life was prolonged for more than a year, and the chimes in the old
-church belfry were ringing for a Saviour born, when she at last died in
-Mildred’s arms, with Mildred’s name upon her lips and a blessing for the
-beloved daughter who had been so much to her. The night before she died
-Mildred was alone with her for several hours, and bending over her she
-said, “I want to hear you say again that you forgive me for the
-waywardness which kept me from you so long, and my deception when I came
-back. I am so sorry, mother.”
-
-“Forgive you?” her mother said, her blind eyes trying to pierce the
-darkness and look into the face so close to hers. “I have nothing to
-forgive. I understand it all, and since you came back to me you have
-been the dearest child a mother ever had. Don’t cry so, Milly,” and the
-shaky hand wiped away the tears which fell so fast, as Mildred went on:
-
-“I don’t know whether the saints at rest ever think of those they have
-left behind; but if they do, and father asks for me, tell him how sorry
-I am, and tell Charlie how I loved him, and how much I meant to do for
-him when I went away.”
-
-“I’ll tell them. Don’t cry,” came faintly from the dying woman, who said
-but little more until the dawn was breaking, and she heard in the
-distance the sound of the chimes ringing in the Christmas morn. Then,
-lifting her head from Mildred’s arm, she cried joyfully:
-
-“The bells,—the bells,—the Christmas bells. I am glad to go on his
-birthday. Good-bye, Milly. God bless you; don’t cry.”
-
-They buried her by her husband and Charlie, and then Mildred was all
-alone, except for the one servant she kept. Bessie and Alice would
-gladly have had her at the Park, but she resisted all their entreaties
-and gave no sign of the terrible loneliness which oppressed her as day
-after day she lived her solitary life, which, for the first week or two,
-was seldom enlivened by the presence of any one except Gerard and Tom,
-who each day plowed their way through the heavy drifts of snow which
-were piled high above the fence tops. A terrible storm was raging on the
-mountains, and Rocky Point felt it in all its fury. The trains were
-stopped,—the roads were blocked,—communication between neighbor and
-neighbor was cut off, and though many would gladly have done so, few
-could visit the lonely woman, who sat all day where she could look out
-toward the graves on which she knew the snow was drifting, and who at
-night sat motionless by the fire, living over the past and shrinking
-from the future which lay so drearily before her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI.
- SUNSHINE AFTER THE STORM.
-
-
-It was the last day, or rather the last night of the storm. The wind had
-subsided, and when the sun went down there was in the west a tinge of
-red as a promise of a fair to-morrow. But to Mildred there seemed no
-to-morrow better than to-day had been, and when after her early tea she
-sat down in her little sitting-room, there came over her such a sense of
-dreariness and pain as she had never before experienced. Once she
-thought of her husband, who had been so kind to her, and whispered
-sadly:
-
-“I might have learned to love him, but he is dead and gone; everybody is
-gone who cared for me. Even Hugh has disappointed me,” and although she
-did not realize it this thought was perhaps the saddest of all. Hugh had
-disappointed her. During the two years since her return to the farm
-house, she had seen but little of him, for it was seldom that he called,
-and when he did it was upon her mother, not herself.
-
-But he had not forgotten her, and there was scarcely a waking hour of
-his life that she was not in his mind, and often when he was busiest
-with his clients, who were increasing rapidly, he saw in the papers he
-was drawing up for them, her face as it had looked at him when she said:
-
-“Oh, Hugh, don’t you know me?” He was angry with her then, and his heart
-was full of bitterness towards her for her deception. But that was gone
-long ago, and he was only biding his time to speak.
-
-“While her mother lives she will not leave her,” he said; but her mother
-was dead, and he could wait no longer. “I must be decent, and not go the
-very first day after the funeral,” he thought, a little glad of the
-storm which kept every one indoors.
-
-But it was over now, and wrapping his overcoat around him, and pulling
-his fur cap over his ears he went striding through the snow to the farm
-house, which he reached just as Mildred was so absorbed in her thoughts
-that she did not hear the door opened by her maid, or know that he was
-there until he came into the room and was standing upon the hearth rug
-before her. Then, with the cry, “Oh, Hugh, is it you? I am glad you have
-come. It is so lonesome,” she sprang up and offered him her hand, while
-he looked at her with a feeling of regret that he had not come before.
-He did not sit down beside her, but opposite, where he could see her as
-they talked on indifferent subjects,—the storm,—the trains delayed,—the
-wires down,—the damage done in town,—and the prospect of a fair day
-to-morrow. Then there was silence between them and Mildred got up and
-raked the fire in the grate and brushed the hearth with a little broom
-in the corner, while Hugh watched her, and when she was through took the
-poker himself and attacked the fire, which was doing very well.
-
-“I like to poke the fire,” he said, while Mildred replied, “So do I;”
-and then there was silence again, until Hugh burst out:
-
-“I say, Milly, how much longer am I to wait?”
-
-“Wha—at?” Mildred replied, a faint flush tinging her face.
-
-“How much longer am I to wait?” he repeated; and she answered, “Wait for
-what?”
-
-“For you,” and Hugh arose and went and stood over her as he continued:
-“Do you know how old I am?”
-
-Her face was scarlet now, but she answered laughingly, “I am thirty. You
-used to be four years older than myself, which makes you thirty-four.”
-
-“Yes,” he said. “As time goes I am thirty-four, but measured by my
-feelings it is a hundred years since that morning when I saw you going
-through the Park gate and felt that I had lost you, as I knew I had
-afterwards, and never more so than when I saw you in the cemetery and
-knew who you were.”
-
-“Why are you reminding me of all this? Don’t you know how it hurts? I
-know you despised me then, and must despise me now,” Mildred said, with
-anguish in her tones as she, too, rose from her chair and stood apart
-from him.
-
-“I did despise you then, it’s true,” Hugh replied, “and tried to think I
-hated you, not so much for deceiving us as for deceiving your husband,
-as I believed you must have done; but I know better now. Your record has
-not been stainless, Milly, and I would rather have you as you were
-seventeen years ago on the summer morning when you were a little girl of
-thirteen shelling peas and prophesying that you would one day be the
-mistress of Thornton Park. You have been its mistress, and I am sorry
-for that, but nothing can kill my love, which commenced in my boyhood,
-when you made fun of my hands and feet and brogue and called me freckled
-and awkward, and then atoned for it all by some look in your bright eyes
-which said you did not mean it. I am awkward still, but the frecks and
-the brogue are gone, and I have come to ask you to be my wife,—not
-to-morrow, but some time next spring, when everything is beginning new.
-Will you, Milly? I will try and make you happy, even if I have but
-little money.
-
-“Oh, Hugh! What do I care for money. I hate it!”
-
-It was the old Mildred who spoke in the old familiar words, which Hugh
-remembered so well, but it was the new Mildred who, when he held his
-arms towards her, saying “Come,” went gladly into them, as a tired child
-goes to its mother.
-
-It was late that night when Hugh left his promised bride, for there was
-much to talk about, and all the incidents of their childhood to be lived
-over again, Hugh telling of the lock of hair and the pea-pod he had kept
-with the peas, hard as bullets now, especially the smaller one, which he
-called Mildred.
-
-“But, do you know, I really think it has recently begun to change,” Hugh
-said, “and I shall not be surprised to find it soft again——”
-
-“Just as I am to let you see how much I love you,” Mildred said, as she
-laid her beautiful head upon his arm, and told him of the rumor of his
-engagement to Bessie, which had been the means of making her Mrs.
-Thornton.
-
-“That was the only secret I had from my husband,” she said. “I told him
-everything else, and he took me knowing it all, and I believe he loved
-me, too. He was very kind to me,—and——”
-
-She meant to be loyal to her husband, and would have said more, if Hugh
-had not stopped her mouth in a most effective way. No man cares to hear
-the woman who has just promised to marry him talk about her dead
-husband, and Hugh was not an exception.
-
-“Yes, darling, I know,” he said. “But let’s bury the past. You are mine
-now; all mine.”
-
-Hugh might be awkward and shy in many things, but he was not at all shy
-or awkward in love-making when once the ice was broken. He had waited
-for Mildred seventeen years, and he meant to make the most of her now,
-and he stayed so long that she at last bade him go, and pointed to the
-clock just striking the hour of midnight.
-
-No one seemed surprised when told of the engagement. It was what
-everybody expected, and what should have been long ago, and what would
-have been, if Mildred had staid at home, instead of going off to Europe.
-Congratulations came from every quarter and none were more sincere than
-those from the young people at the Park, who wanted to make a grand
-wedding. To this Hugh did not object, for in his heart was the shadow of
-a wish to see Mildred again as he saw her that night at the party in
-jewels and satins and lace. But she vetoed it at once. A widow had no
-business with orange blossoms, she said, and besides that she was too
-old, and Hugh was old, too, and she should be married quietly in church,
-in a plain gray traveling dress and bonnet. And she was married thus on
-a lovely morning in June, when the roses were in full bloom, and the
-church was full of flowers, and people, too,—for everybody was there to
-see the bride, who went in Mildred Thornton and came out Mildred
-McGregor.
-
-And now there is little more to tell. It is three years since that
-wedding day, and Hugh and Mildred live in the red farm house, which is
-scarcely a farm house now, it has been so enlarged and changed, with its
-pointed roofs and bow windows and balconies. Brook Cottage they call it,
-and across the brook in the rear there is a rustic bridge leading to the
-meadow, where Mr. Leach’s cows used to feed, but which now is a garden,
-or pleasure ground, not so large, but quite as pretty as the Park, and
-every fine afternoon at the hour when Hugh is expected from his office,
-Mildred walks through the grounds, leading by the hand a little
-golden-haired boy, whom she calls Charlie for the baby brother who died
-and whom he greatly resembles. And when at last Hugh comes, the three go
-back together, Hugh’s arm around Milly’s waist and his boy upon his
-shoulder. They are not rich and never will be, but they are very happy
-in each other’s love, and no shadow, however small, ever rests on
-Milly’s still lovely face, save when she recalls the mad ambition and
-discontent which came so near wrecking her life.
-
-In the Park three children play, Giles and Fanny, who belong to the
-Thorntons, and a second Mildred Leach, who belongs to Tom and Alice.
-
-One picture more, and then we leave them forever near the spot where we
-first saw them. Gerard and Bessie,—Alice and Tom,—have come to the
-cottage at the close of a warm July afternoon, and are grouped around
-the door, where Mildred sits, with the sunlight falling on her hair, a
-bunch of sweet peas pinned upon her bosom, and the light of a great joy
-in her eyes as she watches Hugh swinging the four children in a hammock,
-and says to Bessie “I never thought I could be as happy as I am now. God
-has been very good to me.”
-
-
- THE END.
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