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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Something about Eve, by James Branch
-Cabell
-
-This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and
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-using this eBook.
-
-Title: Something about Eve
- A comedy of fig-leaves
-
-Author: James Branch Cabell
-
-Release Date: January 13, 2023 [eBook #69779]
-
-Language: English
-
-Produced by: Delphine Lettau, Cindy Beyer, Greg Weeks, Mary Meehan & the
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-
-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SOMETHING ABOUT EVE ***
-
-
-
-
-
- SOMETHING ABOUT EVE
-
-
- A Comedy of Fig-leaves
-
- BY
- JAMES BRANCH CABELL
-
-
- “I WAS AFRAID, BECAUSE I WAS
- NAKED: AND I HID MYSELF”
-
-
- LONDON
- JOHN LANE THE BODLEY HEAD LIMITED
-
-
-
-
- First Published in 1927
- Made and Printed in Great Britain by
- Tonbridge Printers Peach Hall Works Tonbridge
-
-
-
-
- To
- ELLEN GLASGOW
-
- —very naturally—this book which
- commemorates the intelligence
- of women
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
- PART ONE: THE BOOK OF OUTSET
-
- 1 How the Tempter Came 3
- 2 Evelyn of Lichfield 6
- 3 Two Geralds 15
- 4 That Devil in the Library 21
-
- PART TWO: THE BOOK OF TWILIGHT
-
- 5 Christening of the Stallion 33
- 6 Evadne of the Dusk 38
-
- PART THREE: THE BOOK OF DOONHAM
-
- 7 Evasherah of the First Water-Gap 51
- 8 The Mother of Every Princess 65
- 9 How One Butterfly Fared 72
-
- PART FOUR: THE BOOK OF DERSAM
-
- 10 Wives at Caer Omn 77
- 11 The Glass People 83
- 12 Confusions of the Golden Travel 86
- 13 Colophon of a God 99
- 14 Evarvan of the Mirror 102
-
- PART FIVE: THE BOOK OF LYTREIA
-
- 15 At Tenjo’s Court 113
- 16 The Holy Nose of Lytreia 120
- 17 Evaine of Peter’s Tomb 126
- 18 End of a Vixen 142
- 19 Beyond the Veil 146
-
- PART SIX: THE BOOK OF TUROINE
-
- 20 Thaumaturgists in Labor 155
- 21 They That Wore Blankets 159
- 22 The Paragraph of the Sphinx 164
- 23 Odd Transformation of a Towel 176
-
- PART SEVEN: THE BOOK OF POETS
-
- 24 On Mispec Moor 183
- 25 The God Conforms 190
- 26 “Qualis Artifex!” 195
- 27 Regarding the Stars 206
-
- PART EIGHT: THE BOOK OF MAGES
-
- 28 Fond Magics of Maya 215
- 29 Leucosia’s Singing 220
- 30 What Solomon Wanted 225
- 31 The Chivalry of Merlin 229
- 32 A Boy That Might As Well Be 238
-
- PART NINE: THE BOOK OF MISPEC MOOR
-
- 33 Limitations of Gaston 247
- 34 Ambiguity of the Brown Man 255
- 35 Of Kalki and a Döoppelganger 259
- 36 Tannhäuser’s Troubled Eyes 263
- 37 Contentment of the Mislaid God 270
-
- PART TEN: THE BOOK OF ENDINGS
-
- 38 About the Past of a Bishop 281
- 39 Baptism of a Musgrave 294
- 40 On the Turn of a Leaf 298
- 41 Child of All Fathers 301
- 42 Theodorick Rides Forth 305
- 43 Economics of Redemption 310
- 44 Economics of Common-Sense 319
- 45 Farewell to All Fair Welfare 323
-
- PART ELEVEN: THE BOOK OF REMNANTS
-
- 46 The Gray Quiet Way of Ruins 329
- 47 How Horvendile Gave Up the Race 333
-
- PART TWELVE: THE BOOK OF ACQUIESCENCE
-
- 48 Fruits of the Sylan’s Industry 345
- 49 Triumph of the Two Truths 352
- 50 Exodus of Glaum 362
-
-
-
-
- THE ARGUMENT OF THIS COMEDY
- Set forth as clearly as discretion permits, for the convenience
- of the intending reader
-
- THESE shadows here are subtle: for they wait
- Like usurers that briefly lend the sun
- Disfavor and a stinted while to run
- With flaunting vigor through life’s large estate
- Of fire and turmoil; or like thieves that hate
- No law-lord save the posturing of desire
- With genuflexions where dejections tire
- The fig-leaf’s trophy with the fig-leaf’s weight.
-
- Yes; they are subtle: and where no light is
- These tread not openly, as heretofore,
- With whisperings of that at odds with this
- To veil their passing, where a broken door
- Confronts the zenith, and Semiramis,
- At one with Upsilon, exhorts no more.
-
-
-
-
- PART ONE
-
- THE BOOK OF OUTSET
-
- “Wheresoever a Man Lives, There
- Will be a Thornbush Near His Door.”
-
-
-
-
- 1.
- How the Tempter Came
-
-
-FOR some moments after he had materialized, and had become perceivable
-by human senses, the Sylan waited. He waited, looking down at the very
-busy, young, red-haired fellow who sat within arm’s reach at the
-writing-table. This boy, as yet, was so unhappily engrossed in literary
-composition as not to have noticed his ghostly visitant. So the Sylan
-waited....
-
-And as always, to an onlooker, the motions of creative writing revealed
-that flavor of the grotesque which is attendant upon every form of
-procreation. The Sylan rather uneasily noted the boy’s writhing antics,
-which to a phantom seemed strange and eerie.... For this mortal world,
-as the Sylan well remembered, was remarkably opulent in things which
-gave pleasure when they were tasted or handled,—the world in which this
-pensive boy was handling, and now nibbled at, the tip-end of a black
-pen. Outside this somewhat stuffy room were stars or sunsets or
-impressive mountains, to be looked at from almost anywhere in this
-mortal world,—which would also afford to the investigative, who
-searched in appropriate places, such agreeable smells as that of vervain
-and patchouli, and of smouldering incense, and of hayfields under a
-large moon, and of pine woods, and the robustious salty odors of a wind
-coming up from the sea.
-
-Likewise, at this very moment, you might encounter, in the prodigal
-world outside this somewhat stuffy room, those tinier, those mere baby
-winds which were continually whispering in the tree-tops about this
-world’s marvelousness now that April was departing; or you might hear
-the irrationally dear sound of a bird calling dubiously in the spring
-night, with a very piercing sweetness; or, if you went adventuring yet
-farther, you might hear the muffled delicious voice of a woman
-counterfeiting embarrassment and reproof of your enterprise.... Outside
-this book-filled room, in fine, was that unforgotten mortal world in
-which any conceivable young man could live very royally, and with
-never-failing ardor, upon every person’s patrimony of the five human
-senses.
-
-And yet, in such a well-stocked world, this lean, red-headed boy was
-vexedly making upon paper (with that much nibbled-at black pen) small
-scratches, the most of which he almost immediately canceled with yet
-other scratches, all the while with the air of a person who is about
-something intelligent and of actual importance. This Gerald Musgrave
-therefore seemed to the waiting, spectral Sylan a somewhat excessively
-silly mortal, thus to be squandering a lad’s brief while of living in
-vigorous young human flesh, among so many readily accessible objects
-which a boy like this could always be seeing and tasting and smelling
-and hearing and handling, with unforgotten delight.
-
-But the Sylan reflected, too, a bit wistfully, that his own mortal youth
-was now for some time overpast. It had, in fact, been nearly six hundred
-years since he had been really young, a good five and a half centuries
-since young Guivric and his nine tall comrades in the famous fellowship
-had so delighted in their patrimony of five human senses and had spent
-that inheritance rather notably. Yes, he was getting on, the Sylan
-reflected; he had quite lost touch with the ways of these latter-day
-young people.
-
-Yet it was perhaps unavoidable that in the great while since he had gone
-about this world in a man’s natural body, the foibles of human youth had
-become somewhat strange to him; and it was not, after all, to appraise
-the wastefulness of authors that you had traveled a long way, from Caer
-Omn to Lichfield, at the command of another Author, to put this doomed
-red-headed boy out of living.
-
-The Sylan spoke....
-
-
-
-
- 2.
- Evelyn of Lichfield
-
-
-THE Sylan spoke. He spoke at some length. And the young man at the
-writing-table, after arising with the slight start which these
-supernatural visitations invariably evoked from him, had presently heard
-the Sylan’s proposal.
-
-“Who is it,” said Gerald, then, “that tempts me to this sacrifice and to
-this partial destruction?”
-
-The Sylan replied, “The name that I had in my mortal living was Guivric,
-but now I am called Glaum of the Haunting Eyes.”
-
-That was a queer name, and it was a queer arrangement, too, which this
-vague wraith in the likeness of a man was proposing,—an arrangement,
-Gerald Musgrave decided, which, at least, was worth consideration....
-
-For, as a student of magic, Gerald Musgrave in his time had dealt with
-many demons: but never had been made to him, before this final night in
-the April of 1805, such a queer, and yet rational, and even handsome
-offer as was now held out. Gerald pushed aside the manuscript of his
-unfinished romance about Dom Manuel of Poictesme; he straightened the
-ruffles about his throat; and for an instant he weighed the really quite
-alluring suggestion.... Most demons were obsessed by the notion of
-buying from you a soul which Gerald, in this age of reason, had no sure
-proof that he possessed. But this Glaum of the Haunting Eyes, it seemed,
-was empowered and willing to rid Gerald of all corporal obligations, and
-to take over Gerald’s physical life just as it stood,—even with all the
-plaguing complications of Gerald’s entanglement with Evelyn Townsend.
-
-“I was once human,” the Sylan explained, “and wore a natural body. And
-old habits, in such trifles as apparel, cling. I feel at times, even
-nowadays, after five centuries of a Sylan’s care-free living, rather at
-a loss for human ties.”
-
-“I find them,” Gerald stated, “vast nuisances. Candor is no more
-palatable than an oyster when either is out of season. And my relatives
-are all cursed with a very disastrous candor. They conceal from me
-nothing save that respect and envy with which they might, appropriately,
-regard my accomplishments and nobler qualities.”
-
-“That has been the way with all relatives, Gerald, since Cain and Abel
-were brothers.”
-
-“Still, but for one calamity, I could, it might be, endure my brothers.
-I could put up with my sisters’ voluble and despondent view of my
-future. I might even go so far in supererogation as to condone—upon
-alternate Thursdays, say,—a chorus of affectionate aunts who speak for
-my own good.”
-
-“The first person, Gerald, that pretended to speak for the real good of
-anybody else was a serpent in a Garden, and ever since then that sort of
-talking has been venomous.”
-
-“Yet all these afflictions I might,” said Gerald,—“conceivably, at
-least, I might be able to endure, if only the pursuit of my art had not
-been hampered, and the ease of my body blasted, by the greatest blessing
-which can befall any man.”
-
-“You allude, I imagine,” said the Sylan, “to the love of a good woman?”
-
-“That is it, that is precisely the unmerited and too irremovable
-blessing which may end, after all, in reducing me to your suggested
-vulgar fraction of a suicide.”
-
-Now Gerald was silent. He leaned far back in his chair. He meditatively
-placed together the tips of his two little fingers, and then one by one
-the tips of his other fingers, until his thumbs also were in contact;
-and he regarded the result, upon the whole, with disapprobation.
-
-“Every marriage gets at least one man into trouble,” he philosophised,
-“and it is not always the bridegroom. You see, sir, by the worst of
-luck, this Evelyn Townsend was already married, so that ours had
-necessarily to become an adulterous union. It is the tragedy of my life
-that I met my Cousin Evelyn too late to marry her. Any married person of
-real ingenuity and tolerable patience can induce his wife to divorce
-him. But there is no way known to me for a Southern gentleman to get rid
-of a lady whom he has possessed illegally, until she has displayed the
-decency to become tired of him. And Evelyn, sir, in this matter of
-continuing her immoral relations with me has behaved badly, very badly
-indeed—”
-
-“All women—” Glaum began.
-
-“No, but let us not be epigrammatic and aphoristic and generally
-flippant about a perverseness which is pestering me beyond any
-reasonable endurance! You know as well as I do that every pretty woman
-ought, by and by, to remember what she owes to her husband and to her
-marriage vows, and to act accordingly. Repentance when suitably timed in
-a liaison makes for everybody’s happiness. But some women, sir, some
-women stay more affectionately adhesive than an anaconda. They weep.
-They reply to their helpless paramours’ every least attempt at any
-rational statement, ‘And I trusted you! I gave you all!’”
-
-Glaum nodded, not unsympathetically. “I also in my time have heard that
-observation without any active enjoyment. It is, I believe,
-unanswerable.”
-
-Gerald shuddered. “There is, for a Southern gentleman at all events, no
-really satisfactory reply save murder. And against that solution there
-is of course a rather general prejudice. Therefore a woman of this
-bleating sort exacts fidelity, she makes every nature of unconscionable
-demand, and she pesters you to the verge of lunacy, always upon the
-unanswerable ground that her claim upon your gratitude, and upon your
-instant obedience in everything, ought not to exist. Oh, I assure you,
-my dear fellow, there is no more sensible piece of friendly counsel
-existent than is the Seventh Commandment!”
-
-“Your aphorisms are more or less true, and your predicament I can
-understand. Nevertheless—”
-
-But the Sylan hesitated.
-
-“You also understand us Musgraves perfectly!” Gerald applauded. “For I
-perceive you are now about to wheedle me forward in this business by
-throwing obstacles in my way.”
-
-“I was but going to point out the truism that, nevertheless, it may be
-wiser to put up with your Eve unresistingly—”
-
-“The name,” emended Gerald, “is Evelyn.”
-
-At that the Sylan smiled. “Yes, to be sure! Women do vary in their given
-names. It might be wiser, then, I was about to say, for you to put up
-with your Evelyn unresistingly, rather than for a student of magic, with
-so little real practical experience as yours, to go blundering about the
-doubtful road which leads to Antan.”
-
-“But, sir, I have the soul of an artist! Once”—and Gerald pointed to
-his manuscript,—“once it was the little art of letters. Then, through
-my acquaintance with Gaston Bulmer, who is no doubt known to you—”
-
-The Sylan shook his spectral head, like smoke in a veering wind. “I have
-not, I believe, that pleasure.”
-
-“You astound me. I would have supposed the name of Gaston Bulmer to be
-in all infernal circles a household word, because the dear old rascal is
-an adept, sir, of wide parts, of taste, and of sound judgment. Then,
-too, since Mrs. Townsend is his daughter, he has now for some while been
-my father-in-law for all practical purposes—But, where was I? Ah, yes!
-Through Gaston Bulmer, I repeat, I became initiate into the greatest of
-all arts. Now I desire to excel in that art. I note that I falter in the
-little art of letters, that my prose is no longer superb and
-breath-taking in its loveliness, because my heart is not any longer
-really interested in writing, on account of my heart’s ever-pricking
-desire to revive in its full former glories the far nobler and—at all
-events, in the United States of America,—the unjustly neglected art of
-the magician. And from whom else—just as you have suggested, my dear
-fellow,—from whom else save the Master Philologist can I get the great
-and best words of magic? Do you but answer me that very simple
-question!”
-
-“From no one else, to be sure—”
-
-“So, now, you see for yourself!”
-
-“Yet the Master Philologist is nowadays a married man, and is ruled in
-everything by his wife. And this Queen Freydis has a mirror which must,
-they say, be faced by those persons who venture into the goal of all the
-gods of men—”
-
-“That mirror, too,” said Gerald, airily, “I may be needing. Mirrors are
-employed in many branches of magic.”
-
-Glaum now was speaking with rather more of graveness than there seemed
-any call for. And Glaum said:
-
-“For one, I would not meddle with that mirror. Even in the land of
-Dersam, where a mirror is sacred, we do not desire any dealings with the
-Mirror of the Hidden Children and with those strange reflections which
-are unclouded by either good or evil.”
-
-“I shall face the Mirror of the Hidden Children,” Gerald said, with his
-chin well up, “and should I see any particular need for it, I shall
-fetch that mirror also out of Antan. When a citizen of the United States
-of America takes up the pursuit of an art, sir, he does not
-shilly-shally about it.”
-
-“For my part,” the Sylan answered, “I wearied, some centuries ago, of
-all magic: and I hanker, rather, after the more material things of life.
-For five hundred years and over, in my untroubled abode at Caer Omn, in
-the land of Dersam, I have reigned among the dreams of a god—”
-
-“But how did you come by these dreams?”
-
-“They forsook him, Gerald, when his hour was come to descend into
-Antan.”
-
-“That saying, sir, I cannot understand.”
-
-“It is not necessary, Gerald, that you should. Meanwhile, I admit, the
-life of a Sylan has no fret in it, a Sylan has nothing to be afraid of:
-and there is in me a mortal taint which cannot endure interminable
-contentment any longer. You conceive, I also was once a mortal man, with
-my deceivings and my fears and my doubts to spice my troubled deference
-to the ever-present folly of my fellows and to the ever-present
-ruthlessness of time and chance. And, as I remember it, Gerald, that
-Guivric, whom people so preposterously called the Sage, got more zest
-out of his subterfuges and compromises than I derive from being
-care-free and rather bored twenty-four hours to each insufferable day.
-Therefore, I repeat, I will take over your natural body—”
-
-“But that, my dear fellow, would leave me without any carnal residence.”
-
-“Why, Gerald, but I am surprised at such scepticism in you who pay your
-pew-rent so regularly! We have it upon old, fine authority that for
-every man there is a natural body and a spiritual body.”
-
-Then Gerald colored up. He felt that both his erudition and his piety
-stood reproved. And he said, contritely:
-
-“In fact, as a member of the Protestant Episcopal church, I am familiar
-with the Burial Service—Yes, you are right. I have no desire to take
-issue with St. Paul. The religion of my fathers assures me that I have
-two bodies. I can live in only one of them at a time. It is, for that
-matter, a bit ostentatious, it has a vaguely disreputable sound, for any
-unmarried man to be maintaining two establishments. So, let us get on!”
-
-“Therefore, I repeat, I will take over your natural body, just as that
-first Glaum once took over my body; and I will take over all your body’s
-imbroglios, even with your mistress,—who can hardly be more tasking to
-get along with than are the seven official wives and the three hundred
-and fifty-odd concubines I am getting rid of.”
-
-“You,” Gerald said, morosely, “do not know Evelyn Townsend.”
-
-“I trust,” the Sylan stated, more gallantly, “to have that privilege
-to-morrow.”
-
-It was in this way the bargain was struck. And then the Sylan who was
-called Glaum of the Haunting Eyes did what was requisite.
-
-
-
-
- 3.
- Two Geralds
-
-
-THE Sylan who was called Glaum of the Haunting Eyes, be it repeated,
-did that which was requisite.... To Gerald, as a student of magic, the
-most of the process was familiar enough: and if some curious grace-notes
-were, perhaps, excursions into the less wholesome art of goety, that was
-not Gerald’s affair. It was sufficient that, when the Sylan had ended,
-no Sylan was any longer visible. Instead, in Gerald Musgrave’s library,
-stood face to face two Geralds, each in a blue coat and a golden yellow
-waistcoat, each with a tall white stock and ruffles about his throat,
-and each clad in every least respect precisely like the other.
-
-Nor did these two lean, red-headed Geralds differ in countenance. Each
-smiled at the other with the same amply curved, rather womanish mouth
-set above the same prominent, long chin; and each found just the same
-lazy and mildly humorous mockery in the large and very dark blue, the
-really purple, eyes of the other: for between these two Gerald Musgraves
-there was no visual difference whatever.
-
-One half of this quaint pair now sat down at the writing-table; and,
-fiddling with the papers there, he took up the pages of Gerald
-Musgrave’s unfinished romance, about the high loves of his famous
-ancestor Dom Manuel of Poictesme and Madame Niafer, the Soldan of
-Barbary’s daughter. Gerald had begun this tale in the days when he had
-intended to endow America with a literature superior to that of other
-countries; but for months now he had neglected it: and, in fact, ever
-since he set up as a student of magic he had lacked time, somehow, with
-every available moment given over to runes and cantraps and
-suffumigations, to get back to any really serious work upon this
-romance.
-
-Then the seated Gerald, smiling almost sadly, looked up toward his twin.
-
-“Thus it was,” said the seated Gerald, “a great while ago at Asch, when
-two Guivrics confronted each other and played shrewdly for the control
-of the natural body of Guivric of Perdigon. All which I lost on that
-day, through my over-human clinging to the Two Truths, I now have back,
-after five centuries of pleasure-seeking in the land of Dersam. And I
-find this second natural body of mine committed to the creating of yet
-more pleasure-giving nonsense, about, of all persons, that eternal
-Manuel of Poictesme! I find this body also enamored of the fig-leaf of
-romance!”
-
-“It may be that I do not understand your simile,” said the standing
-Gerald, “for in the United States of America the fig-leaf is, rather,
-the nice symbol of decency, it is, indeed, the beginning and the end of
-democratic morality.”
-
-“Nevertheless, and granting all this,” replied the now demon-haunted
-natural body of Gerald Musgrave, “the fig-leaf is a romance with which
-human optimism veils the only two eternal and changeless and rather
-unlovely realities of which any science can be certain.”
-
-“Ah, now I comprehend! And without utterly agreeing with you, I cannot
-deny there is something in your metaphor. Yet I must tell you, sir, that
-I am perhaps peculiarly qualified to deal with Dom Manuel because of the
-fact that this famous hero was my lineal ancestor—”
-
-“Oh, but, my poor Gerald, was he indeed!”
-
-“Yes, through both the Musgrave and the Allonby lines. For my mother’s
-father was Gerald Allonby—”
-
-And Gerald would have gone on to explain the precise connection, of
-which the Musgrave family was justifiably proud. But the unappreciative
-Sylan who now wore good Musgrave flesh and blood had remarked, of all
-conceivable remarks:
-
-“I honestly condole with you. Yet ancestors cannot be picked like
-strawberries. And my luck was even worse, for I was of Manuel’s
-fellowship. I knew the tall swaggerer himself throughout his blundering
-career. And I can assure you that, apart from his unhuman gift for
-keeping his mouth shut, there was nothing a bit wonderful about the
-cock-eyed, gray impostor.”
-
-This was surprising news. Still, Gerald reflected, a demon did, in the
-way of business, meet many persons in circumstances in which the better
-side of their natures was not to the fore. Gerald therefore flew to
-defend the honor of his race quite civilly.
-
-“My progenitor, in any event, carried through his imposture. He died
-very well thought of by his neighbors. That you will find to be a
-leading consideration with any citizen of the United States of America.
-And I in turn assure you that my account of the great Manuel’s exploits
-will be, when it is completed, an exceedingly fine romance. It will be a
-tale which has not its like in America. Loveliness lies swooning upon
-every page, illuminated by a never-ceasing coruscation of wit. It is a
-story which, as you might put it, grips the reader. There is no
-imaginable reader but will be instantly engaged, by my adroit depiction
-of the hardihood and the heroic virtues of Dom Manuel—”
-
-“But,” said the really very handsomely disguised Sylan, “Manuel had
-always a cold in his head. Nobody can honestly admire an elderly fellow
-who is continually sneezing and spitting—”
-
-“In American literature of a respectable cast no human being has any
-excretory functions. Should you reflect upon this statement, you will
-find it to be the one true test of delicacy. At most, some tears or a
-bead or two of perspiration may emanate, but not anything more, upon
-this side of pornography. That rule applies with especial force to love
-stories, for reasons we need hardly go into. And my romance is, of
-course, the story of Dom Manuel’s love for the beautiful Niafer, the
-Soldan of Barbary’s daughter—”
-
-“Her father was a stable groom. She had a game leg. She was not
-beautiful. She was dish-faced, she was out and out ugly, apart from her
-itch to be reforming everybody and pestering them with respectability—”
-
-“Faith, charity and hope are the three cardinal virtues,” said Gerald,
-reprovingly. “And I think that a gentleman should exercise these three,
-in just this order, when he is handling the paternity or the looks or
-the legs of any lady.”
-
-“—And she smelt bad. Every month she seemed to me to smell worse. I do
-not know why, but I think the Countess simply hated to wash.”
-
-“My dear fellow! really now, I can but refer you to my previously cited
-rule as to the anatomy of romance. A heroine who smells bad every
-month—No, upon my word, I can find nothing engaging in that notion. I
-had far rather play with some wholly other and more beautiful idea than
-with a notion so utterly lacking in seductiveness. For this, I repeat,
-is a romance. It is a romance such as has not its like in America. I
-therefore consider that I display considerable generosity in presenting
-you with those quite perfect ninety-three pages, and in permitting you
-to complete this romance and to take the credit for writing all of it.
-Why, your picture will be in the newspapers, and learned professors will
-annotate your fornications, and oncoming ages will become familiar with
-every mean act you ever committed!”
-
-To that the Sylan replied: “I shall complete your balderdash, no doubt,
-since all your functions are now my functions. I shall complete it, if
-only my common-sense and my five centuries of living among the loveliest
-dreams of a god, and, above all, if my first-hand information as to
-these people, have not ruined me for the task of ascribing large virtues
-to human beings.”
-
-“I envy you that task,” said Gerald, with real wistfulness, “but, very
-much as there was a geas upon my famous ancestor to make a figure in
-this world, just so there is a compulsion upon me. The compulsion is
-upon me to excel in my art; and to do this I must liberate the great and
-best words of the Master Philologist.”
-
-Then the true Gerald went out of the room through a secret passage
-unknown to him until this evening.
-
-
-
-
- 4.
- That Devil in the Library
-
-
-YET Gerald looked back for an instant at that unfortunate devil, in
-the appearance of a sedate young red-haired man, who remained in the
-library. To regard this Gerald Musgrave, now, was like looking at a
-droll acquaintance in whom Gerald was not, after all, very deeply
-interested.
-
-For this Gerald Musgrave, the one who remained in the library, was
-really droll in well-nigh every respect. About the Gerald who was
-now—it might be, a bit nobly,—yielding up his life in preference to
-violating the code of a gentleman, and who was now quitting Lichfield,
-in order to become a competent magician, there was not anything
-ludicrous. That Gerald was an honorable and intelligent person who
-sought a high and rational goal.
-
-But that part of Gerald Musgrave which remained behind, that part which
-was already marshaling more words in order the more pompously to inter
-the exploits of Dom Manuel of Poictesme, appeared droll. There was, for
-one thing, no sensible compulsion upon that red-haired young fellow thus
-to be defiling clean paper with oak-gall, when he might at that very
-instant be comfortably drunk at the Vartreys’ dinner, or he might be
-getting pleasurable excitement out of the turns of fortune at Dorn’s
-gaming-parlors, or he might be diverting himself in his choice of four
-bedrooms with a lively companion.
-
-But, instead, he sat alone with bookshelves rising stuffily to every
-side of him,—rather low bookshelves upon the tops of which were perched
-a cherished horde of porcelain and brass figures representing one or
-another beast or fowl or reptile. Among the shiny toys, which in
-themselves attested his childishness, the young fellow sat of his own
-accord thus lonely. And his antics, incontestably, were queer. He
-fidgeted. He shifted his rump. He hunched downward, as if with a sudden
-access of rage, over the paper before him. He put back his head, to
-stare intently at a white china hen. He pulled at the lobe of his left
-ear; and he then rather frantically scratched the interior of this ear
-with his little finger.
-
-Between these bodily exercises he, who was so precariously seated upon
-the crust of a planet teetering unpredictably through space, was making
-upon the paper before him, with his much nibbled-at black pen, small
-scratches, the most of which he presently canceled with yet other
-scratches, all the while with the air of a person who was about
-something intelligent and of actual importance. The spectacle was queer;
-it was unspeakably irrational: for, as always, to an onlooker, the
-motions of creative writing revealed that flavor of the grotesque which
-is attendant upon every form of procreation.
-
-Yet it was upon a graver count that Gerald felt honestly sorry for the
-inheritor of Gerald Musgrave’s natural body. For Gerald was giving up
-his life out of deference to the code of a gentleman with rather more of
-relief than he had permitted the Sylan to suspect. And the poor devil
-who had so rashly taken over this life would—howsoever acute his
-diabolical intelligence,—he too would, in the end, Gerald reflected, be
-powerless against that unreasonable Evelyn Townsend and that even more
-unreasonable code of a gentleman.
-
-Nobody, Gerald’s thoughts ran on, now that he had found a rather
-beautiful idea to play with, nobody who had not actually indulged in the
-really dangerous dalliance of adultery in Lichfield could quite
-understand the hopelessness of the unfortunate fiend’s position. For in
-the chivalrous Lichfield of 1805 adultery had its inescapable etiquette.
-Your exact relations with the woman were in the small town a matter of
-public knowledge familiar to everybody: but no person in Lichfield would
-ever formally grant that any such relations existed. Eyes might meet
-with perfect understanding: but from the well-bred lips of no Southern
-gentleman or gentlewoman would ever come more than a suave and placid
-“Evelyn and Gerald have always been such good friends.” For you were
-second cousins, to begin with: and—in a Lichfield wherein, as
-everywhere else in this human world, most people unaffectedly disliked,
-and belittled, and kept away from their cousins,—that relationship was
-considered a natural reason for you two being much together. Moreover,
-every woman in Lichfield was, by another really rather staggering social
-convention, assumed to be beautiful and accomplished and chaste: it was
-an assumption which needed hardly to be stated: it was merely among all
-Southern gentry an axiom in the vast code of being well-bred.
-
-It followed that, when you were once involved in a liaison, your one
-salvation was for your co-partner in iniquity to become tired of you,
-and to cease dwelling upon the fact that she had trusted you and had
-given you all. That remained, of course, by the dictates of Southern
-chivalry, at any moment her privilege: but in this case the
-inconsiderate woman only grew fonder and fonder of Gerald, and repeated
-the dreadful observation more and more frequently.... And it remained,
-too, the privilege of the technically aggrieved husband to pick a
-quarrel with you, provided only that the grounds of this quarrel in no
-way involved a mention of his wife’s name. Then, still by the set rules
-of Lichfield’s etiquette, there would be a duel. After the duel you
-either were dispiritingly dead or, else, if you happened to be the more
-assuredly luckless survivor, you were compelled, merely by the silent
-force of everybody’s assumption that a gentleman could not do otherwise,
-to marry the widow. To do this was your debt to society at large, in
-atonement for having “compromised” a lady, where, bewilderingly enough,
-she was unanimously granted never to have been concerned at all. For
-never, in either outcome, would the occurrence of anything “wrong” be
-conceded, nor would ever the possibility of a lady’s having committed
-adultery be so much as hinted at in any speech or act of the chivalrous
-gentry of Lichfield.
-
-Meanwhile you were trapped. There was no way whatever of avoiding that
-bleated “Oh, and I trusted you! I gave you all!” You were not even
-privileged to avoid the woman. It was not considered humanly possible
-that you were bored, and upon some occasions frenziedly annoyed, by the
-society of a beautiful and accomplished and chaste gentlewoman who
-honored you with her friendship. There was, instead, compressing you
-everywhere, the tacit but vast force of the general assumption that your
-indebtedness to her could not ever be discharged in full. The
-deplorable—and sometimes, too, the rather dear—fond woman’s inability
-to keep her hands off you was conscientiously not noticed. So your
-Cousin Evelyn pawed at you in public without an eyebrow’s going up:
-hostesses smilingly put you together: other men affably quitted her side
-whensoever you appeared. Her husband was no different: Frank Townsend,
-also, genially accepted—in the teeth of whatsoever rationality the man
-might privately harbor,—the axiom that “Evelyn and Gerald have always
-been such good friends.”
-
-Of course, Gerald granted, this was, in the upper circles of the best
-Southern families, an exceptional case. Time and again Gerald had envied
-the dozens of other young fellows in Lichfield who were conducting their
-liaisons with visibly such superior luck. For the lady tired of them or,
-else, was smitten with convenient repentance: and these gay blades
-passed on high-heartedly to the embraces of yet other technically
-beautiful and accomplished and chaste playfellows. But Evelyn evinced an
-impenitence which threatened to be permanent; Evelyn did not tire of
-Gerald; she pawed at him; she slipped notes into his hand; she bleated
-almost every day her insufferable claim to upset his convenience and his
-comfort: and he cursed in all earnestness that fatal charm of his which
-held him in such desperate loneliness.
-
-—In loneliness, because not even the lean comfort of candor, not even
-any quest of sympathy, was permitted you. A gentleman did not kiss and
-tell: he, above all, might not tell that the kissing had become an
-infernal nuisance. Not any of your brothers, neither one of your
-sisters—not even when your indolence and your general worthlessness had
-reduced Cynthia to whimpering bits of the New Testament, or had launched
-Agatha in a chattering millrace of babbling maledictory
-vaticinations,—would ever recognize to you in plain words that you and
-Cousin Evelyn were illicitly intimate. Nor would any of your kindred,
-either, ever contemplate the possibility of you yourself acting or
-speaking here with common-sense, or in any other manner violating the
-formulas set for every gentleman’s conduct by the insane and magnificent
-code of Lichfield.
-
-For it was, after all, magnificent, in its own way, the code by which
-those bull-headed Musgraves—who shared the blood that was in your body,
-but no one of the notions in your astonishingly clever head,—along with
-the rest of this brave and stupid Lichfield, lived day after day, and
-carried genial, never-troubled self-respect into the graveyard. This
-code avoided, so far as Gerald could see, no especial misdoing or crime:
-but it did show you how, with the appropriate and most graceful of
-gestures, to commit either, when the need arose, in the prescribed
-fashion of a well-bred Southern gentleman. Yes, really, Gerald
-reflected, that code was rather a beautiful idea to play with. It was an
-excellent thing to be a gentleman: but it proved always fatal, too, in
-the end, simply because no lady was a gentleman.
-
-However, it was that poor devil in the library who was now involved in
-the dangerous task of carrying through an adultery in Lichfield after
-the fashion of well-bred persons. It was in his ears that a still rather
-dear but too damnably adhesive Evelyn would be bleating every day a
-reiteration of the fact that she had trusted him and had given him all.
-And Gerald himself, having decorously laid down his life rather than
-violate this dreadful code of a gentleman, was now fairly in train to
-become a competent magician.
-
-Not ever again would he sit writing among those bookshelves, engrossed,
-and rubbing at his chin or forehead, or scratching his head, or sticking
-his little finger into his ear, or restively shifting his weight from
-one buttock to the other buttock, in his multiform efforts to quicken,
-somehow, the flow of lagging thought. He would pause no more to prop his
-chin (with an unpleasantly moist hand, as a rule), and thus to stare
-lack-wittedly at one or another of the china and brass toys which he
-had, quite as idiotically, collected to make vivid his bookshelves. All
-these queer exercises, as Gerald, standing there, had seen them in the
-last few minutes performed by the natural body of Gerald Musgrave, did,
-manifestly, not constitute an engaging or a sane way of spending the
-evening, in a somewhat stuffy room.
-
-No, he was now, forever, very happily done with all these forlorn
-gymnastics. It was only the natural body of Gerald Musgrave which
-henceforward would, before this commensurately irrational audience of
-small elephants and dogs and parrots and chicken, go through these
-foolish writhing antics, in that wholly nice looking young idiot’s
-endeavor to complete the romance about Dom Manuel of Poictesme.... Well,
-one could but wish the poor devil joy of his bargain! and it no longer
-really mattered that all which pertained to Gerald Musgrave was rather
-droll, Gerald decided, as he passed out of sight of that red head bent
-over that incessant pen scratching.
-
-
-
-
- PART TWO
- THE BOOK OF TWILIGHT
-
- “It is Not Well to Look a
- Gift Horse in the Mouth.”
-
-
-
-
- 5.
- Christening of the Stallion
-
-
-GERALD descended nineteen steps; and in the dusk he found waiting
-there, beside a tethered riding-horse, yet another young man, with hair
-as red as Gerald Musgrave’s own.
-
-“That you may travel the more quickly, along a woman-haunted way, in
-your journeying toward your appointed goal,” this stranger began, “I
-have fetched a horse for you to ride upon.”
-
-Yet the speaker was not wholly a stranger. So Gerald now said, “Oh, so
-it is you!” As a student of magic, Gerald had held earlier dealings with
-this red-haired Horvendile, who was Lord of the Marches of Antan.
-
-And Gerald went on, gratefully: “Come now, but this is kind! Even as a
-courtesy between fellow artists, this is generous!”
-
-“The amenities of fellow artists,” returned Horvendile, “are by ordinary
-two-edged. And this one may cut deeper than you foreknow.”
-
-“Meanwhile you have brought me this huge shining horse, which cannot be
-other than Pegasus—”
-
-“Whether or not this divine steed be that Pegasus which bears romantics
-even to the ultimate goal of their dreams, depends upon the horseman. It
-has been prophesied, however, that the Redeemer of Antan and the monarch
-who shall reign, after the overthrow of the Master Philologist, in the
-place beyond good and evil, will come riding upon the silver stallion
-that is called, not Pegasus, but Kalki—”
-
-“Oh! oh!” said Gerald: and for an instant he considered this surprising
-turn of affairs. To reign in Antan had, very certainly, been no part of
-his modest plans; but he saw at once how much more becoming it would be,
-and how much better suited to his real merits, to enter into Antan as
-its heir apparent, resistless upon the silver stallion famous in old
-prophecies, rather than to come as a suppliant begging for a few words.
-
-“Prophecies,” said Gerald, then, “ought to be respected by all well
-brought up persons. Only, does this horse happened to be Kalki? Because,
-you see, Horvendile, that appears to be the whole point of the
-prophecy.”
-
-Rather oddly, Horvendile said, “Whether or not this divine steed be that
-Kalki which bears romantics even to the ultimate goal of all the gods,
-depends upon the horseman.”
-
-Gerald considered this saying. Gerald smiled, and Gerald remarked:
-
-“Oh, but now I comprehend you! The rider and the owner of any horse is,
-quite naturally, entitled to call the animal whatsoever he prefers. Very
-well, then! I shall christen this riding-horse Kalki. Yes, Horvendile,
-upon mature deliberation, I will accept the throne of Antan, without
-considering my personal preferences and my dislike of publicity and
-ostentation, in order that the prophecy may be fulfilled, because that
-is always a good thing for prophecies.”
-
-“Since that is your decision, Gerald, you have but, after you have paid
-homage here, to mount intrepidly. And the divine steed will carry you
-upon no common road, but, since he is divine, along that way which the
-gods and the great myths pursue in their journeying toward Antan.”
-
-“It is appropriate, of course, that I should travel on the road
-patronized by the best classes. Nevertheless, it would, I think, be a
-rather beautiful idea—”
-
-“Nevertheless, also,” said Horvendile, “and all the while that you waste
-in talking about beautiful ideas, there is a man’s homage to be paid
-here; and moreover, at the first gap of the Doonham, the Princess awaits
-you with some impatience. It would not be going too far to say, indeed,
-that she hungers for your coming.”
-
-“Come now, but the things you tell me steadily become more palatable!”
-remarked Gerald, as he approached the huge stallion. “Now that I have
-accepted the responsibilities of a throne and of all the great and best
-words of the Master Philologist, it would be most unbecoming for a
-princess to be ignored by anyone who already is virtually a reigning
-monarch. There are amenities to be preserved between royal houses. Very
-terrible wars have sprung from the omission of such amenities. So do you
-lead me forthwith to this impatient princess; but do you first tell me
-the adorable name of her highness!”
-
-Horvendile answered, “The princess who just now awaits you is Evasherah,
-the Lady of the First Water-Gap of Doonham.”
-
-“I admit that the information, now I have it, means very little.
-Nevertheless, my dear fellow, do you direct me to the water-gap of this
-princess!”
-
-“Yet, I repeat, it would be wise for you, before departing from this
-place, to render a man’s homage to the ruler of it.”
-
-“Well, Horvendile, the name of this tropical, damp, and this rather
-curious smelling country is no doubt better known to you than, I
-confess, it stays to me!”
-
-“This place has not any name in the reputable speech of men. It is the
-realm of Koleos Koleros.”
-
-At that name Gerald bowed his head; and, as became a student of magic,
-he courteously made the appropriate sign.
-
-And Gerald said: “Very dreadful is the name of Koleos Koleros! Yet,
-quite apart from the fact that I am a member of the Protestant Episcopal
-church, I owe this Koleos Koleros no homage. And I, very certainly,
-shall not linger to pay any, with a princess waiting for me! Rather, do
-I elect to pass hastily through this land of quags and underbrush, and
-to leave this somewhat unsanitarily odored neighborhood, in which, I
-perceive, misguided persons yet live—”
-
-For these two young men were no longer alone in this ambiguous valley.
-Through the twilight Gerald now saw many women passing furtively toward
-a dark laurel grove; and from out of that grove came a queer music.
-
-Then Horvendile spoke of these women.
-
-
-
-
- 6.
- Evadne of the Dusk
-
-
-NOW all the while that Horvendile talked it was to the accompaniment
-of that remote queer music: and Gerald was troubled. He came, at least,
-as near to being troubled as Gerald ever permitted himself to do. For
-Gerald did not really enjoy trouble of any kind, and said frankly that
-he found it uncongenial.
-
-“But these,” said Gerald, by and by, “all these, my dear fellow, I had
-thought to have perished a long while ago.”
-
-“You travel, Gerald, on the road of the greater myths. Such myths do not
-perish speedily. And, besides, nothing is true anywhere in the Marches
-of Antan. All is a seeming and an echo: and through this superficies men
-come to know the untruth which makes them free. It follows, in my logic,
-that to-day these women are the flute-players of Koleos Koleros. They
-serve to-day, forever unsatiated, that most insatiable divinity who is
-shaggy and evil-odored, and who can taste no pleasure until after
-bloodshed—”
-
-“I have read, also,” Gerald broke in, with the slight smile of one who
-is not unpleased to display his learning, “that this Koleos Koleros is a
-somewhat contradictory goddess, producing the less the more constantly
-that she is cultivated and stirred up—”
-
-“Oho, but a most potent goddess is this Koleos Koleros!” continued
-Horvendile. “She is wrinkled and flabby in appearance, yet the most
-stout of heroes falls at last before her. Infants perish nightly in her
-gloomy vaults, and plagues and diseases harbor there—”
-
-But again Gerald had interrupted him, saying: “Yet I have read,
-moreover, that this modest and retired Koleos Koleros, alone of eternal
-beings, is ever ardent to quench the ardor of her servitors; and
-that—still to praise merit where merit appears,—in her untiring
-warfare with all men that rise up to oppose her, she displays the
-magnanimity to favor, and to embrace lovingly, the adversary that
-attacks her most often and most deeply.”
-
-Horvendile thereupon held out his hand. He showed thus the tip of his
-forefinger touching the tip of his thumb so that they formed a circle.
-And Horvendile said:
-
-“She varies even as the moon varies. Yet equally is this divine small
-monster the bestower of life and of all joy; she charms in defiance of
-reason: and whensoever Koleos Koleros appears, red and inflamed and
-hideous among her tousled tresses, a man is moved willy-nilly to place
-in her his chief delight.”
-
-“Oho!” said Gerald, and, as became a student of magic, he also made the
-needful sign, “oho, but a most potent goddess is this Koleos Koleros!”
-
-“Now, then,” continued Horvendile, “all they who in this place serve
-eternally this most whimsical divinity are a loving and a peculiarly
-happy people. Their amorousness, which here is not ever blighted by
-shrill reprobation, has need at no time to fear either the chastisement
-of human law nor the anathemas of any other religion anywhere in the
-quiet brakes and lowlands of the moist realm of Koleos Koleros. For, you
-conceive, these feminine myths who now are flute-players in and about
-the shrine of the wrinkled goddess, and who through so many centuries
-have been trained in all the arts of pleasure, came by and by into a
-certain confusion—”
-
-“But what sort of confusion, Horvendile, do you mean? For I find your
-speaking another sort. And I am rather more interested in that
-princess—”
-
-“I mean that their religion, which ranks pleasure above all else,
-permits no man to pass by unpleased.”
-
-“Ah, now I understand you!”
-
-“—I mean that, through the duties of their religious faith, their way
-of living has been given over to an assiduous and an empirical study of
-all the charms peculiar to a woman, the more particularly as these
-charms are employed—”
-
-“Let us say, in the exercise of their religion,” Gerald suggested, “for
-I wholly understand you, sir.”
-
-“It has followed that the taste of these ladies has become more
-delicate. It has followed that, by force of considering their own
-feminine loveliness, always unveiled and in lively employment, and by
-comparing it so intimately and so jealously with the loveliness of their
-female rivals in the service of the wrinkled goddess, they have become
-connoisseurs of the beauties peculiar to their sex. They have acquired a
-refinement of taste—”
-
-“To be refined in one’s taste is eminently praiseworthy. Ah, my dear
-fellow, if you but knew what shocking examples of bad taste we kings are
-continually encountering among our sycophants! And that reminds me, you
-said something about a princess—”
-
-“—They have learned to despise the hasty and boisterous and, between
-ourselves, the very often disappointing ways of men—”
-
-“Ah, yes, no doubt!” said Gerald. “Men are a bad lot. But we were
-speaking of a princess—”
-
-“—And they have lovingly contrived more finespun and more rococo
-diversions without the crude assistance of any man. Then also they
-delight in playing with many well-trained pets,—with goats and large
-dogs and asses and, they tell me, with rams and with bulls also. The
-surprising and mysterious joys which blaze up among these flute-players
-are, thus, very violent and delicious.”
-
-Gerald said then that kindness to dumb animals was generally reckoned a
-most estimable trait in the United States of America. Whereas, in all
-quarters of that enlightened and hospitable republic, Gerald estimated,
-a princess—
-
-“Yet,” Horvendile went on, “these learned women do not forget, in mere
-pleasure-seeking, their religious duty of permitting no man to pass by
-unpleased. Go to them, therefore, you will be welcome. Yonder at this
-instant a religious festival is preparing. Yonder sweet-voiced Leucosia,
-who hereabouts is called Evadne, waits for you—”
-
-“But I have not the honor of knowing this Evadne—”
-
-“She is easily known, by her violet hair and her sharp teeth. Moreover,
-Gerald, her wise sisters—Telês, and Parthenopê, and Radnê, and Ligeia,
-and Molpê,—all these will greet you with ardor. They will deny to you
-no secret of their pious rites; they will share with you esoteric joys
-religiously. They will incite you to perform among their choir, in the
-most secret shrine of Koleos Koleros—”
-
-“But, really now, my dear fellow! I have no talent whatever for music. I
-would be quite out of place in any choir.”
-
-“These flute-players are very ingenious. They will find for you some
-suitable instrument. And there will be strange harmonies and much soft
-laughter at this festival: each reveller will pour out libations
-copiously: cups will be refilled and emptied until dawn. There will be
-for you perfumes and rose garlands and the most exquisite of wines and
-the most savory of dishes and other delicacies. Due homage will be paid
-to Koleos Koleros.”
-
-“Nevertheless,” said Gerald, “there is a phrase which haunts me—”
-
-“That dusky grove of laurels yonder is the hall of this pious feast.
-Nothing will be lacking to you at this feast if you attend it with
-proper religious exaltation; and you will discover abilities there which
-will surprise you.”
-
-“Ah, as to that now, Horvendile—! Yes, I have a man’s proper share of
-ability, I have quite enough ability for two persons. Nevertheless,
-there is a patriotic phrase which haunts me, and that phrase is _E
-pluribus unum_. For I have compunctions, Horvendile, which are
-translating that same phrase, a little freely, as ‘One among so many.’”
-
-“It seems to me a harmless phrase even in your paraphrase. More harm may
-very well come of the fact that these learned ladies will endeavor to
-cajole you out of the divine steed, so that he may be added to their
-trained pets—”
-
-“Oh! oh, indeed!” said Gerald. “But that is nonsense. The rider upon
-Kalki, and none other, has to fulfil that estimable old prophecy: and a
-deal of good such wheedlings will do any woman breathing, with a fine
-kingdom like that of mine set against a mere kiss or, it may be, a few
-tears!”
-
-“That matter remains to be attested in due time. Meanwhile, I can but
-repeat that if you do not render a man’s homage to the ruler of this
-place there is no doubt whatever that the slighted goddess will avenge
-herself.”
-
-“Sir,” Gerald now replied, with appropriate dignity, “I am, as were my
-fathers before me, a member of the Protestant Episcopal church. Is it
-thinkable that a communicant of this persuasion would worship a goddess
-of the benighted heathen? Do you but answer me that very simple
-question!”
-
-“In Lichfield,” Horvendile retorted, “to adhere to the religion of your
-fathers is tactful, and in this place also, as in every other place,
-tactfulness ought to be every wise man’s religion. Otherwise, you will
-be running counter to that which is expected of the descendants of
-Manuel and of Jurgen; and you may by and by have cause to regret it.”
-
-But Gerald thought of his church, and of its handsome matters of faith
-in the way of organ music and of saints’ days and of broad-mindedness
-and of delightful lawn-sleeved bishops and of majestic rituals. He
-thought of newly washed choir-boys and of his prayer-book’s wonderful
-mouth-filling phrases, of rogation days and of ember days and of Trinity
-Sunday. He thought about pulpits and hassocks and stained glass and
-sextons, and about the Thirty-nine Articles, and about those
-unpredictable, superb mathematics which early in every spring
-collaborated with the new moon to afford him an Easter: and these things
-Gerald could not abandon.
-
-So he said: “No. No, Horvendile! I pay no homage to the wrinkled
-goddess.”
-
-Then Horvendile warned him again, “You may find that decision costly.”
-
-“That is as it may be!” said Gerald, with his chin well up. “For a good
-Episcopalian, sir, finds in the petulance of no heathen goddess anything
-to blench the cheek and make the heart go pitapat.”
-
-Still, he looked rather fondly through the dusk. And now his shoulders
-also went up, shruggingly.
-
-“Yet I concede,” said Gerald, “that, howsoever firm my churchmanship,
-and even with a princess waiting for me, I am tempted. For yonder
-flute-player who still delays to join her companions—who are now, no
-doubt, already about their merry games with one another and with their
-trained pets,—has charms. Yes, she has charms which give my thoughts,
-as it were, a locally religious turn, and make the notion of joining her
-a rather beautiful idea. I deplore, of course, her feathered legs. Even
-so, she displays, as you too may observe, in her so leisurely retreat,
-an opulence in that most engaging kind of beauty which once got for
-Aphrodite the epithet of Callipygê. I contemplate, with at least locally
-pious joy, the curving of those reins, the whiteness and the fineness of
-the skin, and the graciousness of those superb contours, designed
-without any stinting or exaggeration, into the perfection of those fair
-twin moons of delight—”
-
-But in a moment Gerald said, “Still, there is something vaguely
-familiar, a something which chills me—”
-
-And Gerald said also: “Or, rather, in their so gentle undulations as she
-walks unhurriedly away from us, in their so amiable convulsions,—in
-their heavings, their twitchings, their ripplings and their
-twinklings,—rather, do the bewitching and multitudinous movements of
-those silvery spheres resemble, to my half dazzled eyes, the
-unarithmeticable smiling of the sunlit sea, to which, as you will
-remember, Horvendile, old Æschylos has so finely referred. I feel that I
-could compose a not discreditable sonnet to that most beautiful of
-backsides. There is nothing more poetical than is the backside of a
-naked woman who is walking away from you. Its movements awaken the
-yearnings of all elegiac verse.... And I do not doubt, sir, that the
-front of this feathery-legged lady is fully as enchanting as the rear.
-Yes, I imagine that the façade too has its own peculiar attractions: and
-I admit, in a word, that I am tempted to confront her—”
-
-Horvendile glanced toward the woman who alone remained within reach.
-“That is Evadne, who in the days of her sea-faring was called Leucosia.
-And it is plain enough that she waits for temptation to inflame and to
-uplift you into raptures somewhat more practical than all this talking.”
-
-“She waits,” said Gerald, “in vain. At this distance she is a rather
-beautiful idea: nearer, she would be only another woman with her clothes
-off. Moreover, sir, I am a self-respecting member of the Protestant
-Episcopal church: and besides that, as I now perceive, it is of Evelyn
-Townsend’s figure that this woman’s half-seen figure reminds me. That
-resemblance makes for every sedentary virtue. I have learned only too
-well what comes of permitting any female person to trust you and to give
-you all. Then, too, I am called to duties of more honor and
-responsibility in my appointed kingdom. And for the rest, I prefer to
-disappoint these ladies by failing in ardor at such a distance as will
-not provoke my blushes. No, Horvendile: no, I am still haunted by that
-patriotic phrase _E pluribus unum_; and I shall not just now presume to
-render a man’s homage to Koleos Koleros, among quite so many
-flute-players. Moreover, you assert that a princess is waiting for me,
-to whom I prefer to present the member of another royal house in the
-full possession of all faculties. So I do not elect, just now, to share
-in these—if you will permit the criticism,—somewhat un-American
-methods of religious exercise. I ask, instead, that you conduct me to
-the impatient princess about whom you keep talking so obstinately that,
-I perceive, there is no least hope of my stopping you.”
-
-It was in this way that Gerald began his journey by putting an affront
-upon Koleos Koleros.
-
-
-
-
- PART THREE
- THE BOOK OF DOONHAM
-
- “Though a Woman’s Tongue be but Three
- Inches Long, It can kill a Six-foot Man.”
-
-
-
-
- 7.
- Evasherah of the First Water-Gap
-
-
-“A GOOD-MORNING to you, ma’am,” Gerald had begun. His horse was
-tethered to a palm-tree, and Horvendile was gone, so that there now was
-only the Princess to be considered. “And in what way can I be of any
-service?”
-
-Yet his voice shook, as he stood there beside the alabaster couch....
-For Gerald was enraptured. The Princess Evasherah was, in the dawn of
-this superb May morning, so surpassingly lovely that she excelled all
-the other women his gaze had ever beheld. Her face was the proper shape,
-it was appropriately colored everywhere, and it was surmounted with an
-adequate quantity of hair. Nor was it possible to find any defect in her
-features. The colors of this beautiful young girl’s two eyes were nicely
-matched, and her nose stood just equidistant between them. Beneath this
-was her mouth, and she had also a pair of ears. In fine, the girl was
-young, she exhibited no deformity anywhere, and the enamored glance of
-the young man could perceive in her no fault. She reminded him, though,
-of someone that he had known....
-
-Such were the ardent reflections which had passed through Gerald’s mind
-in the while that he said decorously, “A good-morning, ma’am: and in
-what way can I be of any service?”
-
-But the Princess, in her impetuous royal fashion, had wasted no time
-upon the formal preliminaries which were more or less customary in
-Lichfield. And while Gerald’s patriotic republican rearing had been
-explicit enough as to the goings-on in monarchical families, he was
-whole-heartedly astounded by the animation and candor which here
-confronted him. There was no possible doubting that the Princess
-Evasherah was prepared to trust him and to give him all.
-
-“But, oh, indeed, ma’am,” Gerald said, “you quite misunderstand me!”
-
-For he had it now. This woman was uncommonly like Evelyn Townsend.
-
-Gerald sighed. All ardor had departed from him. And with a few
-well-chosen words he placed their relationship upon a more decorous
-basis.
-
-Now the Princess Evasherah, that most lovely Lady of the Water-Gap, was
-lying down even when Gerald first came to her, just after sunrise. She
-was lying upon a couch of alabaster, which had four legs made of
-elephants’ tusks. Upon this couch was a mattress covered with green
-satin and embroidered with red gold; upon the mattress was the Princess
-Evasherah in a brief shirt of apricot colored silk; and, over all, was a
-saffron canopy adorned with fig-leaves worked in pearls and emeralds.
-
-This couch was furthermore shaded by three palm-trees, and it stood near
-to the bank of the river called Doonham. And by the sparkling ripples of
-that river’s deep waters—as the Princess Evasherah explained, some
-while after she and Gerald had reached a friendly and clean-minded
-understanding, with no un-American nonsense about it,—was hidden the
-residence of the Princess, where presently they would have breakfast.
-
-“But,” Gerald said, a little dejectedly, “I have just now no appetite of
-any kind.”
-
-“That will not matter,” said the Princess: and for no reason at all she
-laughed.
-
-“—And to live under the water, ma’am, appears a virtually unprecedented
-form of royal eccentricity—”
-
-“Ah, but I must tell you, lord of the age, and most obdurate averter
-from the desirer of union with him, that very long ago, because of a
-girlish infatuation for a young man whose name I have forgotten, I
-suffered a fiery downfalling from the Home of the Heavenly Ones, into
-the waters of this river. For I had offended my Father (whose name be
-exalted!) by stealing six drops of quite another kind of water, of the
-water from the Churning of the Ocean—”
-
-“Eh?” Gerald said, “but do you mean the divine Amrita?”
-
-“Garden of my joys, and summit of sagacity,” the Princess remarked, “you
-are learned. You have knowledge of heavenly matters, you have traversed
-the Nine Spaces. And I perceive that you who travel overburdened with
-unresponsiveness upon this road of the gods are yet another god in
-disguise.”
-
-“Oh, no, ma’am, it is merely that, as a student of magic, one picks up
-such bits of information. I am the heir apparent to a throne, I cannot
-honestly declare myself any more than that: and I am upon my way to
-enter into my kingdom, but it is not, I am tolerably certain, a
-celestial kingdom.”
-
-The Princess was not convinced. “No, my preceptor and my only idol, it
-is questionless you are a god, all perfect in eloquence and in grace, a
-temptation unto lovers, and showing as a visible paradise to the
-desirous. Here, in any event, out of my keen regard for your virtues,
-and in exchange for that great gawky horse of yours which reveals in
-every feature its entire unworthiness of contact with divine buttocks,
-here are the five remaining drops, in this little vial—”
-
-Gerald inspected the small crystal bottle quite as sceptically as the
-Princess had regarded his disclaimer of being a god. “Well, now, ma’am,
-to me this looks like just ordinary water.”
-
-She placed one drop of the water upon her finger-tip. She drew upon his
-forehead the triangle of the male principle, she drew the female
-triangle, so that one figure interpenetrated the other, and she invoked
-Monachiel, Ruach, Achides, and Degaliel. No student of magic could fail
-to recognize her employment of an interesting if uncanonical variant of
-the Third Pentacle of Venus, but Gerald made no comment.
-
-After that the Princess Evasherah laughed merrily. “Now, then, companion
-of my heart, now that you have promised me that utterly contemptible
-horse of yours, I unmask you. For I perceive that you, O my master, more
-comely than the moon, are the predestined Redeemer of Antan—”
-
-“That much, ma’am, I already know—”
-
-“In short,” said the Princess, “you are Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper and
-Preserver, the Lord of the Third Truth, the Well-beloved of Heavenly
-Ones, thus masked in human flesh and in human forgetfulness and in
-peculiarly unhuman coldness. Yet very soon the power of the Amrita will
-have bestowed unfailing vigorousness upon your thinking, and presently
-the hounds of recollection will have run down the hare of your
-inestimable glory.”
-
-“That is well said, ma’am. It is spoken with a fine sense of style. And
-I conjecture that, although the better stylists usually omit this
-ingredient, it has some meaning also.... Yes, you do allude to my having
-red hair, but the hare of my inestimable glory, which you likewise
-mention, is not capillary, but zoölogical,—in addition to being also
-metaphorical.... You state, in brief, in a figurative Oriental way, that
-by and by I shall recollect something which I have forgotten.... But
-just what is it, ma’am, that you so confidently expect me to recollect?”
-
-“My lord, and acme of my contentment, you will recall, for one matter,
-the love that was between us in this world’s infancy, when you did not
-avert from me the inspiring glances of fond affection. For you, the
-bright-tressed, the resplendent, are unmistakably the Well-beloved of
-Heavenly Ones. I perfectly remember you, by your high nose, by your
-jutting chin, and by the eminence of yet another feature whose noble
-proportions also very deeply delighted me during my visit to your
-Dirghic paradise, and which I perceive to remain unabatedly heroic.”
-
-Gerald, gently, but with decision, took hold of her hand. It seemed to
-him quite time.
-
-Then the fair Lady of the Water-Gap, she who would have been so adorable
-if only she had not reminded Gerald more and more of Evelyn Townsend,
-began to talk about matters which Gerald as yet really did not remember.
-
-She spoke of Gerald’s golden and high-builded home, in which, it seemed,
-this Princess had trusted him and had given him all: and she spoke also
-of the unresting love for mankind which had led Gerald to quit that
-exalted home, among the untroubled lotus-ponds of Vaikuntha, upon nine
-earlier occasions, and of his nine fine exploits in the way of
-redemption.
-
-She spoke of how Gerald had visited men sometimes in his present heroic
-and elegant form, at other times in the appearance of a contemptible
-looking dwarf, and upon yet other occasions as a tortoise and as a boar
-pig and as a lion and as a large fish. His taste in apparel seemed as
-fickle as his charitableness was firm. For over and over again, the
-Princess said, it had been the power of Gerald, as Helper and Preserver,
-which had prevented several nations and a dynasty or two of gods from
-being utterly destroyed by demons whom Gerald himself had destroyed. It
-was Gerald, as he learned now, who had preserved this earth alike from
-depopulation and from ignorance, when during the first great flood the
-Lord of the Third Truth, in his incarnation as a great fish, had carried
-through the deluge seven married couples and four books containing the
-cream of earth’s literature: whereas, later, during a yet more severe
-inundation, Gerald had held up the earth itself between his tusks,—this
-being, of course, in the time of his incarnation as a boar pig,—and
-swimming thus, had preserved the endangered planet from being as much as
-mildewed.
-
-And Evasherah spoke also of how when Gerald was a tortoise he had
-created such matters as the first elephant, the first cow, and the first
-wholly amiable woman. He had created at the same time, she added, the
-moon and the great jewel Kaustubha and a tree called Parijata, which
-yielded whatever was desired of it, and it was then also that
-Fair-haired Hoo, the Well-beloved Lord of the Third Truth, had invented
-drunkenness. There had been, in all, Evasherah concluded, nineteen
-supreme and priceless benefits invented by Gerald at this time, but she
-confessed her inability to recall offhand everyone of them—
-
-“It is sufficient,—oh, quite sufficient!” Gerald assured her, with
-wholly friendly condescension, “for already, ma’am, it embarrasses me to
-have my modest philanthropies catalogued.”
-
-Yet Gerald, howsoever lightly he spoke, was thrilled with not
-uncomplacent pride in his past. He was not actually surprised, of
-course, because logic had already pointed out that the ruler of Antan
-would very naturally be a divine personage with just such a magnificent
-past. To be a god appeared to him a rather beautiful idea. So he first
-asked what was the meaning of that skull over yonder in the grass: the
-Princess explained that it was not her skull, but had been left there by
-a visitor some two months earlier: and then Gerald, after having agreed
-with her that people certainly ought to be more careful about their
-personal belongings, went on with what was really in his mind.
-
-“In any event, ma’am,” he hazarded, with the brief cough of diffidence,
-“it seems there have been tender passages between us before this
-morning—”
-
-“I trusted you! I gave you all!” she said, reproachfully. “But you,
-disposer of supreme delights, and fair vase of my soul, you have
-forgotten even the way you used to take advantage of my confidence! For
-how can the modesty of a frail woman avail against the brute strength of
-a determined man!”
-
-“No, Evelyn, not to-night—I beg your pardon, ma’am! My mind was astray.
-What I meant to say was that I really must request you to desist.” Then
-Gerald went on, tenderly: “To the contrary, my dear lady, our love stays
-unforgettable. I recall every instant of it, I bear in mind even that
-sonnet which I made for you on the evening of my first respectful
-declaration of undying affection.”
-
-“Ah, yes, that lovely sonnet!” the Princess remarked, with the
-uneasiness manifested by every normal woman when a man begins to talk
-about poetry.
-
-“—And to prove it, I will now recite that sonnet,” Gerald said.
-
-And he did.
-
-Yet his voice was so shaken with emotion that, when he had completed the
-octave, Gerald paused, because it was never within Gerald’s power to
-resist the beauty of a sublime thought when it was thus adequately
-expressed in flawless verse. So for an instant he stayed silent.
-
-He caught up the lovely, always straying hands of the Princess
-Evasherah, of this impulsive and investigatory lady, who so troublingly
-resembled Evelyn Townsend, and Gerald pressed these hands to his
-trembling lips. This lovely girl, returned to him almost miraculously,
-it might seem, out of his well-nigh forgotten past, was not merely
-intent once more to trust him and to give him all. She trusted also, as
-Gerald felt with that keen penetration which is natural to divine
-beings, to delude and to wheedle him into some material loss. What the
-Princess desired to cajole him out of was, perhaps, not wholly clear.
-Nevertheless, he felt that, in some way or another way, Evasherah was
-attempting to deceive him. It might be that neither her explanation as
-to that skull nor even her so candid seeming adoration of his wisdom and
-his comeliness was entirely sincere. For women were like that: they did
-not always mean every word they said, not even when they were addressing
-a god. And so, the gods had over-painful duties laid upon them, Gerald
-decided.
-
-After that he sighed: and he continued the reciting of his sonnet with
-an air of lofty resignation, with which was intermingled a certain
-gustatory approval of really good verse.
-
-“Light of my universe, that is a very beautiful sonnet,” the Princess
-remarked, when he had finished, “and I am proud to have inspired it, and
-I am almost equally proud of the fact that you (through whose supreme
-elegance and amiable aspect my heart is once more rent with ecstasy)
-should remember it so well after these thousands of years.”
-
-“Years mean very little, ma’am, to Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper and
-Preserver, the Lord of the Third Truth, the Well-beloved of Heavenly
-Ones: and centuries are, quite naturally, powerless to dim my memories
-of any matter in any way pertaining to you. Yet affairs of minor
-importance do rather tend to become a bit ambiguous as the æons slip
-by.... For example, what, in the intervals between my redemptory
-exploits—upon mere week days, as it were,—what do I happen to be the
-god of?”
-
-“That,” said the Princess, “O my master, and pure fountain-head of every
-virtue, is a peculiarly silly question to be coming from you, who are,
-as everybody knows, the Lord of the Third Truth.”
-
-“Ah, yes, to be sure,—of the Third Truth! My divine interests are
-invested in veracity. Well, that is highly gratifying. Yet, ma’am, there
-are a great many gods, and it is a rather beautiful idea to observe
-that, even where their professional spheres are the same, these gods
-differ remarkably. Thus, Vulcan is the lord of one fire, and Vesta of
-another, but Agni and Fudo and Satan rule over yet other fires, each
-wholly individual. Cupid and Lucina traffic in the same port, but not in
-the same way. Æolus controls twelve winds, and Tezcatlipoca four winds,
-and Crepitus only one wind—”
-
-“Director of my life, and comely shepherd of my soul, I know. Few gods
-are strange to me or to my embraces. Many a Heavenly One has invited me
-to love, and I have yielded piously: my kisses have written the tale of
-my religious transports upon many divine cheeks.”
-
-“—And I imagine that this water from the Churning of the Ocean was not
-intended, in the first place, to further my apotheosis. I mean, ma’am, I
-do not suppose you went to the trouble of stealing six drops of the
-Amrita in order just to recall to me that divinity which, in the press
-of other affairs, I had somehow permitted to slip my mind?”
-
-“Disposer and sole archetype of the seven magnanimities, you speak the
-truth. For the five remaining drops, as I was trying to tell you when
-you kept interrupting me, O my lord, and beloved of my heart, and joy of
-both my eyes, were intended for the five human senses of the young man
-about whom I was then rather foolish; and upon whom I meant to bestow
-immortality and eternal youth. The first drop, inasmuch as the Amrita
-confers a never-ending vigorousness, I had of course already placed. So
-my Father (whose name be exalted!) smote us both with lightnings, in his
-impetuous way, and tumbled us both from out of the Home of the Heavenly
-Ones into this river. My young man was thus drowned before I had the
-chance to confer upon him any of the favors which I greatly fear your
-superior strength and your pertinacity are now about to force from me—”
-
-Gerald replied: “I really do think you would get on far more quickly
-with your story if you were to keep both of these like this. The
-position, you see, is much more American: it lacks that earlier air of
-such personal freedom as a democracy does not think well of.”
-
-“Light of the age, I hear and I obey. Yet all my tale has been revealed
-to your consideration—”
-
-“Yes,” Gerald assented, “but your history interests me far more—”
-
-“Far more than what, O cruel and resplendent one?”
-
-“Why, far more than I can say, of course. So let us get on with it!”
-
-“But my sad history is now as refined glass before your discerning
-glance. It suffices to add that the immortal part of my young man was
-happily removed from the waters of this river, and is now worshipped as
-a god in Lytreia. But for me, alas! the squirrel of calamity continued
-to revolve in the cage of divine wrath. For, so perfectly ridiculous is
-the way my Father (whose name be exalted!) behaves when the least thing
-upsets him, that I was condemned through the length of nine thousand
-years to assume certain official duties in the waters of this river, in
-the repugnant shape of a crocodile.”
-
-But with that statement Gerald took prompt issue. “What may be your
-official duties as the guardian of these waters I can no more guess than
-I can guess how your visitors happen to be so careless about leaving
-their skulls behind. That really is a sort of slapdash and inconsiderate
-behavior which I cannot condone without considerable reflection. But I
-do know that the shape which I have beheld, and still see a great deal
-of, in nothing resembles the shape of a crocodile.”
-
-“Epitome of every excellence, and exalted zenith of my existence, that
-is because the nine thousand years of my doom have now happily expired.
-The proof of this is that already my luckless substitute arrives. We
-shall now behold her encounter with the terminator of delights and the
-separator of companions. Thereafter, when we have had breakfast, O vital
-spirit of my heart, whom my unmitigated love incites me to devour out of
-pure affection, I shall ride hence upon the horse with which you have so
-gallantly presented me, to enter again into the Home of the Heavenly
-Ones.”
-
-With that, the Princess pointed.
-
-
-
-
- 8.
- The Mother of Every Princess
-
-
-WITH that, the Princess pointed. And Gerald also now looked toward the
-river.... He viewed an unsolid-seeming world of dimly colored movings.
-Directly before him the deep river sparkled and rippled eastward with
-unhurried, very shallow undulations. But, under the sun’s warmth, mists
-rising everywhere above the waters streamed eastward too, unhastily, and
-in such unequal volume that now this and now another portion of the wide
-landscape beyond the river was irregularly glimpsed and then, gradually
-but with a surprising quickness, veiled. Very lovely medallions of green
-lawns and shrubbery and distant hills thus seemed to take form and then
-to dissolve into the mists’ incessant gray flowing, toward the newly
-risen sun....
-
-And Gerald also saw that, some fifty feet away from him, an unusually
-unclad elderly woman was approaching the river bank, carrying in her
-thin arms a child. The woman trudged forward toward the river like a
-drugged person, because of the doom which was upon her.
-
-Now this woman seemed to stumble, and she fell into the water, but in
-falling she cast the child from her, so that it remained safe in the
-coarse tall-growing grass.
-
-The woman whom divine will had led hither to serve as a scapegoat for
-the Princess Evasherah proceeded to drown satisfactorily, and with
-indeed a sort of decorum. She sank twice, with hardly any beating or
-splashing of the waters, because of that doom which was upon her. The
-child, though, whom no long years of living had taught to accept a
-preponderance of unpleasant happenings, screamed continuously, in
-candid, mewing disapproval of divine will.
-
-Out of the near-by reeds came a bright-eyed jackal; and it furtively
-approached the child.
-
-The Princess rose from the alabaster couch and from Gerald’s partially
-detaining arms. She stood for an instant irresolute. In her lovely face
-was trouble. Her mouth, a little open, trembled. Gerald liked that. Here
-was revealed the ever-tender heart of womanhood and the quick generous
-sympathy with all afflicted persons which living had taught him to look
-for only in the best literature.
-
-The Princess quitted Gerald. She hastened to the river bank. The jackal
-backed from her, crouching in a half-circle, with bared teeth, and the
-reeds swallowed the beast. The Princess leaned down, and with a lovely
-gesture of compassion the Princess caught the drowning woman by one hand
-and assisted her ashore.
-
-It was then that the Princess Evasherah cried out in wordless surprise.
-Then too her raised hands clenched, and her little fists jerked downward
-in a gesture of candid exasperation.
-
-And then also the woman whom the Princess had just saved from drowning
-unfastened the small copper bowl and the knife which hung by copper
-chains about her waist. The Princess took these, she approached the
-wailing child, she stooped, and the crying ceased. The Princess returned
-to the strange woman, calling out, “Hrang, hrang!” To the gray lips of
-this woman Evasherah applied the blood which was now in the copper bowl,
-and the remainder of the child’s blood she sprinkled over the woman’s
-unveiled breasts and between the woman’s legs, which were held wide
-apart for this fecundation.
-
-“Hail, Mother!” said Evasherah. “All hail, O red and wrinkled Mother of
-Every Princess! Hail, patient and insatiable Havvah! A salutation to
-thee! Spheng, spheng! a salutation to thee, and all delight to thee for
-a thousand years of thy Wednesdays! Drink deep, beloved and wise Mother,
-for an oblation of blood which has been rendered pure by holy texts is
-more sweet than ambrosia.”
-
-At first the elder lady had seemed peculiarly red and inflamed and
-hideous among her tousled tresses. Now she was placated, she panted, and
-her eyes rolled languorously. She began, with aggrieved reproach, “But,
-O my dearie! you have relapsed into a masculine display of clemency such
-as has flung away your allotted chance of redemption.”
-
-“Sorrow and mourning reside in my heart, O my Mother: my limbs are
-rendered infirm by remorse. For I had no least notion it was you. I
-thought only that some mortal woman was to take over my duties in the
-repulsive shape of a crocodile; and I could not bear to hear the small
-voice of the little child crying out as the sharp jackal teeth drew
-nearer, and to reflect that I was destroying two lives in order to
-purchase my freedom from this endless love-making and over-eating.”
-
-“But it was a boy child. Dearie, you are talking as though these sons of
-Adam were of real importance. And to hear you, nobody would ever give
-you your due credit for having piously ended the ambitions of so many
-hundreds of them, since you have protected the entrance to the road of
-gods and myths against the impudence of these romantics.”
-
-“Yet, refuge of the uplifted, and asylum of the vigorous, the persons
-whose blood has nourished my exile were all young men aflame with impure
-intentions. And a child is different. It is not right that the stainless
-flesh of a little boy, which is an offering acceptable to all our
-exalted race, should be torn by the long teeth of an undomesticated
-dog.”
-
-“That is true. That is alike a truthful and a pious reflection. A child
-is different from all other afflictions, because a child alone can
-always be an endless and a quite new sort of trouble. That nobody knows
-better than I who am the Mother of Every Princess, with my daughters
-everywhere policing the wild dreams of men so inadequately. Yet a thing
-done has an end. And it may be that by and by I can get around your
-Father—”
-
-“Whose name be exalted!” remarked Evasherah.
-
-“That also, dearie, is a wholly proper observation,—though, as I was
-saying, you know as well as I do how pig-headed he is. Meanwhile, there
-is nothing left for you, for the present, save another incarnation, and
-another century or two of seductiveness upon the verge of Doonham.”
-
-“But I have been,” observed the Princess, “a crocodile professionally
-for nine thousand years, for all that my chest is so delicate. The cats
-of conjecture are therefore abroad in the meadows of my meditation
-purring that this time I would prefer something a little less damp.”
-
-“Dearie, since your next incarnation is but a matter of form, do you by
-all means please yourself, so that you stay a destruction to young men
-and to their upsetting aspirations. You have been wholly inadequate this
-morning, I observe—”
-
-“Why, but—” said the abashed Princess.
-
-Her voice sank as she went on rather ruefully with a talking which to
-Gerald was now inaudible. He could merely see that the elder lady had
-hazarded a suggestion which Evasherah at once dismissed with an emphatic
-toss of her lovely head. He saw too the Princess place together the
-palms of her hands and then draw them about seven inches apart.
-
-“Oh, fully that, at first!” she stated, in the raised tones of mild
-exasperation, “so that, altogether, this unresponsive person (within
-whose ancestral tomb may all goats propagate!) remains quite
-incomprehensible.”
-
-The old woman replied: “In any event, you have failed; but that does not
-really matter. He travels, you assure me, with his assured betrayer. And
-the road he follows, that also, is lively enough and long enough to
-betray him in the end. For he will meet others of my daughters; and if
-all else fails, he will meet me.”
-
-“The ship of my enduring resolution is not yet wrecked upon the iceberg
-of his indifference; and I am not through with him, by any means. I am
-returning to this unremunerative occupier of my couch,—for breakfast, O
-my Mother,” the Princess added, with a merry laugh.
-
-And the old lady answered her with a mother’s ever-responsive
-tenderness. “That is my own child. One has to persevere with these
-romantics, no matter how hard the task may seem. For none of us knows
-yet what these romantic men desire. My daughters prepare for them fine
-food and drink, my daughters see to it that their homes are snug, and at
-the end of each day my daughters love them dutifully. All things that
-men can ask for, my daughters furnish them. Why need so many of these
-men nurse strange desires which do not know their aim? for how can any
-of my daughters content such desires?”
-
-“One can but summon, O my Mother, the terminator of delights and the
-separator of companions and the ender of all desires.”
-
-“There are other ways, my dearie, which are more subtle. That way is of
-the East, that way is old and crude. Still, that way also quiets
-over-ambitious dreaming; and that way serves.”
-
-Gerald blinked. He was a bit troubled by the matter-of-fact occurrence
-before his eyes of a perfectly incredible happening.
-
-For the elder lady became transfigured. She became larger, all ruddiness
-went away from her, and she took on the black and livid coloring of a
-thunder cloud. In her left hand she now carried a pair of scales and a
-yardstick. Her face smiled rather terribly as she steadily grew larger.
-Her necklace, you perceived, was made of human skulls, and each of her
-earrings was the dangling corpse of a hanged man in a very poor state of
-preservation. Altogether, it was not a grief to Gerald when the Mother
-of Every Princess had attained to her full heavenly stature, and had
-vanished.
-
-But the Lady of the Water-Gap was changed in quite another fashion.
-Where she had stood now fluttered a large black and yellow butterfly.
-
-
-
-
- 9.
- How One Butterfly Fared
-
-
-SO it was in the shape of a large butterfly that Evasherah returned
-toward Gerald, to careen and drift affectionately about him, in a
-bewildering medley of bright colors. He cried to her adoringly, “My
-darling—!” He grasped at her: and she did not avoid him.
-
-Gerald now held this lovely creature, by the throat, at arm’s length. He
-began the compelling words, “Schemhamphoras—” And in Gerald’s face was
-no adoration whatever.
-
-Instead, he continued, rather sadly, “—Eloha, Ab, Bar, Ruachaccocies—”
-and so went through the entire awful list, ending by and by with
-“Cados.”
-
-His prey was now struggling frantically. The unreflective girl had not
-allowed for her lover’s being a student of magic. And her restiveness
-was—well, it might be, pardonably,—a bit interfering with Gerald’s
-æsthetic delight, now that he paused to admire the splendor of the
-trapped Princess’s last incarnation, before he used the fatal Hausa
-charm.
-
-For Evasherah’s wings were of a wonderful velvety black and a fiery
-orange color, her body was golden, and her breast crimson. He noted also
-that Evasherah, in her increasing agitation of mind, had thrust out from
-the back of her neck a soft forked horn which diffused a horrible odor.
-
-And those curved, strong, needle-sharp fangs which were striking vainly
-at him were so adroitly designed that Gerald fell now to marveling,
-still a little sadly, at their superb efficiency. A yellowish oil oozed
-from their tips. They had, he saw, just the curve of two cat claws:
-whensoever such fangs struck flesh, their victim’s recoil would but
-clamp fangs which were shaped like that more deeply and more venomously;
-it was a quite ingenious arrangement. It perfectly explained, too, how
-the visitors of this soft-spoken, cuddling and utterly adorable Princess
-happened to leave their skulls in the thick grass around her alabaster
-couch.
-
-Then Gerald said: “O Butterfly, O Gleaming One, your breakfast this day
-is disappointment, your fork is agony, and your napkin death. O
-Butterfly, repent truly, abandon falsehood, put away deceit and
-flattery, cease thinking about your deluded lovers even remorsefully.
-Repent in verity, do not repent like the wildcat which repents with the
-fowl in its mouth without putting the fowl down. Where now is the
-artfulness which was yours, where are the high-hearted, tricked
-lovers?—To-day all lies in the tomb. This world, O Butterfly, is a
-market-place: everyone comes and goes, both stranger and citizen. The
-last of your lovers is a pious friend, he assists the decreed course of
-this world.”
-
-Still, it was rather strange that the body she had chosen appeared to
-belong to the species _Onithoptera crœsus_,—Gerald decided, as his foot
-crushed the squeaking soft remnants and rubbed all into a smeared paste
-of blood and gold-dust,—because, of course, this kind of butterfly was
-more properly indigenous to the Malay Archipelago than to these parts,
-over and above the fact that for any butterfly to have the fangs of a
-serpent was false entomology.
-
-However, the geography and local customs and all else which pertained to
-the Marches of Antan were tinged with some perceptible inconsequence,
-Gerald reflected, as he returned to his tethered stallion. He mounted
-then, cheered with the yet further reflection that he had got from
-Evasherah the rather beautiful idea of being a god, and had got also the
-four remaining drops from the Churning of the Ocean. The properties of
-this water were sufficiently well known to every student of magic.
-
-
-
-
- PART FOUR
- THE BOOK OF DERSAM
-
- “What Has a Blind Man
- to Do with Any Mirror?”
-
-
-
-
- 10.
- Wives at Caer Omn
-
-
-NOW Gerald mounted on the stallion Kalki, and Gerald traveled upon the
-way of gods and myths, down a valley of cedar-trees, into the realm of
-Glaum of the Haunting Eyes. The land of Dersam was already falling away
-into desolation, because of the disappearance of its liege-lord into
-mortal living. And at Caer Omn, which formerly had been the Sylan’s
-royal palace, and where Gerald got his breakfast, the three hundred and
-fifty-odd concubines of Glaum were about their cooking and cleaning and
-nursing, but the seven wives of Glaum sat together in a walled garden.
-
-Six of these wives were young and comely, but the seventh seemed—to
-Gerald’s finding,—as wrinkled as a wet fishnet, and as old as envy.
-
-By the half-dozen who retained their youth, however, Gerald was
-enraptured. As he looked from one of them to the other, each in her turn
-appeared so surpassingly lovely that she excelled all the other women
-his gaze had ever beheld.... But, no! Glaum was his benefactor. Glaum at
-this instant, in Lichfield, was toiling away at that unfinished romance
-about Dom Manuel of Poictesme which by and by was to make the name of
-Gerald Musgrave famous everywhere. It would, therefore, never do to
-encourage these so shapely and chromatically meritorious dears to follow
-out the dictates of womanly confidence and generosity to the point where
-they could bleat about it. No, to permit them all to deceive one husband
-would be an unfriendly and injudicious pleonasm, Gerald reflected. And
-Gerald sighed whole-heartedly.
-
-The seven women had sighed earlier. “What else is now come to trouble
-us?” said the wives of the Sylan when Gerald came.
-
-He answered them, with a great voice: “Ladies, I am Fair-haired Hoo, the
-Helper and the Preserver, the Lord of the Third Truth, the Well-beloved
-of Heavenly Ones. Yet, I pray you, do not be unduly alarmed by this
-revelation! I am not a ruthless deity, I deal fiercely with none save my
-misguided opponents. I, in a word, am he of whom it was prophesied that
-I, my dear ladies, or perhaps I ought to say that he—although, to be
-sure, it does not really matter which pronoun a strict grammarian would
-prefer, since in any case the meaning is unmistakable and very
-sublime,—would at his or at my appointed season appear, in unexampled
-and appropriate splendor, to reign over Antan, riding upon the silver
-stallion Kalki.”
-
-But the wives of Glaum seemed unimpressed. “Your meaning, sir,” said one
-of them, “may be terrible, but certainly it is not plain.”
-
-This wife had reddish golden hair, uncovered: she wore a blue gown, so
-fashioned that it left her right breast wholly uncovered also; and,
-doubtless for some sufficient purpose, she carried an iron candlestick
-with seven branches.
-
-Gerald asked, with indignation tempered by her good looks: “And do you
-doubt my divine word? Do you dispute my Dirghic godhead?”
-
-Another wife answered him, a glorious dark sultry creature in purple,
-who wore a semi-circular crown and had about the upper part of each bare
-arm two broad gold bands.
-
-She said: “Why should we question that? Gods by the score and by the
-hundreds, gods in battalions, have passed through the land of Dersam,
-going downward toward Antan, to enter into well-earned rest after their
-long labors in this world.”
-
-“Ah, so it appears that Antan is the heaven of all deserving gods, and
-that I am to rule a celestially populated kingdom well worthy of me!”
-
-“We have not ever been to Antan. We thus know nothing of its customs. We
-know only that many gods have passed us, traveling upon all manner of
-steeds as they went down into Antan. Bes rode upon a cat, and Tlaloc
-upon a stag, and Siva upon a bull: we have seen Kali pass upon the back
-of a tiger: above our heads Zeus has gone by upon the back of an eagle,
-as he traveled abreast with Amen-Ra upon the back of a very large
-beetle. We therefore think it likely enough that you who pass upon this
-shining horse are yet another one of these gods. What are the gods to
-us, in this our season of unexampled trouble?”
-
-Then the seven wives fell into a lamentation, and their complaining was
-that, since Glaum of the Haunting Eyes had left them, the sacred mirror
-reflected only the person who stood before it.
-
-“And is not such the nature of all mirrors?” Gerald asked.
-
-“Oh, sir,” replied the wife who carried a bunch of keys, and who wore
-that unaccountable tall bifurcated orange-colored headdress, “but until
-yesterday ours was the mirror which showed things as they ought to be.”
-
-“And what did one discover in it?”
-
-Now the old wife spoke. Her head was wrapped in a white turban; her face
-had no more color than has the belly of a fish; and a sprinkling of
-white hairs, so long that they had grown into spirals and half-circles,
-glittered upon her shaking chin. “To the aged, such as I have now
-become, the Mirror of Caer Omn reveals nothing any more: but to the
-young, such as we all were before Glaum left us, it was used to reveal
-that which may not be described.”
-
-“Then why do you not place before it some young person—?”
-
-“Alas, sir, but there is no longer any co-respondent youth in the
-mirror!”
-
-The speaker was the brown-haired and alluringly plump wife who wore
-nothing at all anywhere, and whose delicious body had been depilated in
-every needful place.
-
-Then the seven wives of Glaum of the Haunting Eyes raised a lament; and
-now the pallid sharp-nosed wife who was far gone in pregnancy, and who
-wore that maroon-colored headdress shaped like a cone, began to speak of
-the young fellows who had been used to come to them out of the sacred
-mirror.
-
-She spoke of very handsome, tall, brisk, nimble, impudent young fellows,
-that had been always jolly and buxom and jaunty, and not ever grumpish
-like a husband; of over-rash young fellows who must have their flings,
-who stuck at nothing, who went to all lengths, who had a finger in every
-pie, who kept the pot a-boiling; of what forward, eager, pushing,
-plodding, thwacking, negligent of no corner, business-like,
-never-wearying, soul-stirring workmen they had been at every job they
-undertook; of what great plagues they had been, too, without the least
-bit of any patience or of any modesty; and of how unreasonably you
-missed these sad rapscallions now that there was no longer any
-co-respondent youth remaining in the sacred Mirror of Caer Omn.
-
-Gerald replied: “Your plaint is very moving. I regard a mirror which
-begets any such young fellows as a rather beautiful idea. It is true
-that I am a bachelor who therefore object to no reasonable mitigation of
-matrimony. But I am also a god, dear ladies, a god who brings all youth
-with me here in this vial.”
-
-At that the last wife spoke. Her hair was flaxen; her body was
-everywhere engagingly visible through her gown, of a transparent soft
-green tissue; she carried a small golden-hilted sword. And this wife
-said:
-
-“You differ, then, from those other gods who have passed this way. No
-youth went with these gods, who had themselves grown old and tired and
-more feeble, and who journeyed toward a resting from all miracles and
-away from a world wherein they were no longer worshipped.”
-
-“But I,” said Gerald, “I am a god who is, moreover, a citizen of the
-United States of America, wherein every sort of religion yet flourishes
-as it can never do in an effete and sophisticated monarchy. So do you
-show me the way to the temple of the sacred Mirror of Caer Omn!”
-
-
-
-
- 11.
- The Glass People
-
-
-THE seven wives conducted Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper and the
-Preserver, to the Temple of the Mirror. It was the old wife who now
-lifted from the mirror a blue veil embroidered with tiny fig-leaves
-worked in gold thread. You saw then that this mirror was splotched and
-clouded and mildewed. It reflected sallowly a distorted and rather
-speckled Gerald: it glistened with an unwholesome iridescence.
-
-Thereafter Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper and Preserver, the Lord of the
-Third Truth, when he had announced his various titles, with such due
-ceremony as befits an exchange of amenities between divine powers,
-moistened his finger-tip with one drop of water from the Churning of the
-Ocean. Upon the sacred Mirror of Caer Omn he drew with his finger-tip
-the triangle of the male and of the female principle, so that the one
-interpenetrated the other: and he invoked Monachiel, Ruach, Achides, and
-Degaliel.
-
-Then there was never a more inconsequent rejoicing witnessed anywhere
-than was made by the seven wives of Glaum of the Haunting Eyes, now that
-the sacred mirror was altered, for these seven ungrateful
-scatter-brained women were now singing a sort of hymn in honor of the
-charitableness and the vigorous procreative powers of the sun.
-
-“But what under the sun has the sun,” said Gerald, a little flustered,
-“to do with the not inconsiderable favor which I have conferred upon
-this country? And do you think such anatomical details as you are
-singing about quite the proper theme for an opera?”
-
-They replied: “Sir, it is obvious that you are a sun god, of the clan of
-Far-darting Helios and Freyr the Fond Wooer and the Elder Horus and
-Marduk of the Bright Glance, all of whom have ridden this way as they
-passed down toward Antan. Sir, it is clear that the Lord of the Third
-Truth, also, is a god whose mission it is to awaken warmth and humidity
-and a renewal of life in all that he touches—”
-
-“But,” Gerald said, “but with my finger!”
-
-“—Just as,” they concluded, “you have done to this mirror. Therefore,
-sir, we are praising your charitableness and your vigorous procreative
-powers.”
-
-“Ah, now I comprehend you! Still, let us, in these public choral odes,
-let us adhere strictly to the charitableness! Those other solar traits I
-would describe as far better adapted to chamber music, in some duet
-form. Meanwhile, since this somewhat un-American hymn is intended as a
-personal tribute, I accept your really very personal arithmetic in the
-proper spirit, dear ladies, as a pious exaggeration. For of course, just
-as you say, it does seem fairly obvious I am a sun god.”
-
-Yet Gerald, after all, was now more deeply interested in that huge
-mirror than in anything else. He saw that the mirror which they
-worshipped in the land of Dersam was not in any way dreadful. If only
-the mirror of Freydis was like this, then every inheritance which
-awaited him in his appointed kingdom might well be pleasant enough.
-
-For now the Mirror of Caer Omn shone with a golden clear glowing, and in
-its depths he viewed with lively admiration a throng of strange and
-lovely beings such as he had not known in Lichfield.
-
-
-
-
- 12.
- Confusions of the Golden Travel
-
-
-BUT when three huge men beckoned to him, and Gerald had moved forward,
-he found, with wholly tolerant surprise, that this mirror was in reality
-a warmish golden mist, through which he entered into the power of these
-three giant blacksmiths, and into the shackles of adamant with which
-they bound him fast to a gray, lichen-crusted crag, the topmost crag
-above a very wide ravine, among a desert waste of mountain tops; and he
-entered, too, into that noble indignation which now possessed Gerald
-utterly. For it was Heaven he was defying, he who was an apostate god, a
-god unfrightened by the animosity of his divine fellows. He had
-preserved, somehow,—in ways which he could not very clearly recall, but
-of which he stayed wholly proud,—all men and women from destruction by
-the harshness and injustice of Heaven. He only of the gods had pitied
-that futile, naked, cowering race which lived, because of their
-defencelessness among so many other stronger animals, in dark and
-shallow caverns, like ants in an ant-hill. He had made those timid,
-scatter-brained, two-legged animals human: he had taught them to build
-houses and boats; to make and to employ strong knives and far-smiting
-arrows against the fangs and claws with which Heaven had equipped the
-other animals; and to tame horses and dogs to serve them in their
-hunting for food. He had taught them to write and to figure and to
-compound salves and medicines for their hurts, and even to foresee the
-future more or less. All arts that were among the human race had come
-from Prometheus, and all these benefits were now preserved for his so
-inadequate, dear puppets, through the nineteen books in which Prometheus
-had set down the secrets of all knowledge and all beauty and all
-contentment,—he who after he had discovered to mortals so many
-inventions had no invention to preserve himself. Prometheus, in brief,
-had created and had preserved men and women, in defiance of Heaven’s
-fixed will. For that sacrilege Prometheus atoned, among the ends of
-earth, upon this lichen-crusted gray crag. He suffered for the eternal
-redemption of mankind, the first of all poets, of those makers who
-delight to shape and to play with puppets, and the first of men’s
-Saviors. And his was a splendid martyrdom, for the winged daughters of
-old Ocean fluttered everywhere about him in the golden Scythian air,
-like wailing seagulls, and a grief-crazed woman with the horns of a cow
-emerging from her disordered yellow hair paused too to cherish him, and
-then went toward the rising place of the sun to endure her allotted
-share of Heaven’s injustice.
-
-But he who was the first of poets burst Heaven’s shackles like
-packthread, ridding himself of all ties save the little red band which
-yet clung about one finger, and rising, passed to his throne between the
-bronze lions which guarded each of its six steps, and so sat beneath a
-golden disk. All wisdom now belonged to the rebel against Heaven, and
-his was all earthly power: the fame of the fine poetry and the
-comeliness and the grandeur of Solomon was known in Assyria and Yemen,
-in both Egypts and in Persepolis, in Karnak and in Chalcedon, and among
-all the isles of the Mediterranean. He sported with genii and with
-monsters of the air and of the waters; the Elementals served King
-Solomon when he began to build, as a bribe to Heaven, a superb temple
-which was engraved and carved and inlaid everywhere with cherubim and
-lions and pineapples and oxen and the two triangles. There was no power
-like Solomon’s: his ships returned to him three times each year with the
-tribute of Nineveh and Tyre and Parvaam and Mesopotamia and Katuar; the
-kings of all the world were the servants of King Solomon: the spirits of
-fire and the lords of the air brought tribute to him, too, from behind
-the Pleiades. His temple now was half completed. But upon his ring
-finger stayed always the band of blood-colored asteria upon which was
-written, “All things pass away.” These glittering and soft and
-sweet-smelling things about him, as he knew always, were only loans
-which by and by would be taken away from him by Heaven. He turned from
-these transient things to drunkenness and to the embraces of women, he
-hunted forgetfulness upon the breasts of nine hundred women, he quested
-after oblivion between the thighs of the most beautiful women of Judea
-and Israel, of Moab and of Ammon and of Bactria, of Baalbec and of
-Babylon: he turned to wantoning with boys and with beasts and with
-bodies of the dead. These madnesses enraptured the flesh of Solomon, but
-always the undrugged vision of his mind regarded the fixed will of
-Heaven, “These things shall pass away.” The temple which he had been
-building lacked now only one log to be completed. He cast that gray and
-lichen-crusted cedar log into the Pool of Bethesda: it sank as though it
-had been a stone: and Solomon bade his Israelites set fire to the temple
-which all these years he had been building as a bribe to Heaven.
-
-But when the temple burned, it became more than a temple, for not only
-the flanks of Mt. Moriah were ablaze, a whole city was burning there,
-and its name was Ilion. He aided in the pillaging of it: the golden
-armor of Achilles fell to his share. In such heroic gear, he, like a fox
-hidden in a slain lion’s skin, took ship to Ismaurus, which city he
-treacherously laid waste and robbed: thence he passed to the land of the
-Lotophagi, where he viewed with mildly curious, cool scorn the men who
-fed upon oblivion. He was captured by a very bad-smelling, one-eyed
-giant, from whom he through his wiles escaped. There was no one anywhere
-more quick in wiles than was Odysseus, Laertes’ son. He toiled unhurt
-through a nightmare of pitfalls and buffetings, among never-tranquil
-seas, outwitting the murderous Laestrigonians, and hoodwinking Circe and
-the feathery-legged Sirens and fond Calypso: he evaded the man-eating
-ogress with six heads: he passed among the fluttering, gray, squeaking
-dead, and got the better of Hades’ sullen overlords and ugly spectres,
-through his unfailing wiliness,—he who was still a poet, making the
-supreme poem of each man’s journeying through an everywhere inimical and
-betraying world, he who was pursued by the wrath of Heaven which
-Poseidon had stirred up against Odysseus. But always the wiles of
-much-enduring Odysseus evaded the full force of Heaven’s buffetings, so
-that in the end he won home to Ithaca and to his meritorious wife; and
-then, when the suitors of Penelope had been killed, he went, as dead
-Tiresias had commanded, into a mountainous country carrying upon his
-shoulder an oar, and leading a tethered ram, for it was yet necessary to
-placate Heaven. Beyond Epirus, among the high hills of the Thesproteans,
-he sat the oar upright in the stony ground, and turning toward the ram
-which he now meant to sacrifice to Poseidon, he found Heaven’s
-amiability to remain unpurchased, because the offering of Odysseus, who
-was a rebel against Heaven’s will to destroy him, had been refused, and
-the ram had vanished.
-
-But in his hand was still the rope with which he had led this ram, and
-in his other hand was a bag containing silver money, and in his heart,
-now that he had again turned northerly, to find in place of the oar an
-elder-tree in flower, now in his heart was the knowledge that no man
-could travel beyond him in hopelessness and in infamy. He remembered all
-that he had put away, all which he had denied and betrayed, all the
-kindly wonders which he had witnessed between Galilee and Jerusalem,
-where the carpenters of the Sanhedrin were now fashioning, from a great
-lichen-crusted cedar log found floating in the Pool of Bethesda, that
-cross which would be set up to-morrow morning upon Mt. Calvary. Then
-Judas flung down the accursed silver and the rope with which he had come
-hither to destroy himself, because an infamy so complete as his must
-first be expressed with fitting words. It was a supreme infamy, it was
-man’s masterpiece in the way of iniquity, it was the reply of a very
-fine poet to Heaven’s proffered truce after so many æons of tormenting
-men causelessly: it was a thing not to be spoken of but sung. He heaped
-great sheets of lead upon his chest, he slit the cord beneath his
-tongue, he tormented himself with clysters and with purges and in all
-other needful ways, so that his voice might be at its most effective
-when he sang toward Heaven about his infamy.
-
-But when he sang of his offence against Heaven, he likened his
-hatefulness to that of very horrible offenders in yet elder times, he
-compared his sin to that of Œdipus who sinned inexpiably with his
-mother, and to that of Orestes whom Furies pursued forever because he
-had murdered his mother. But it was not of any Jocasta or of any
-Clytemnestra he was thinking, rather it was of his own mother, of that
-imperious, so beautiful Agrippina whom he had feared and had loved with
-a greater passion than anyone ought to arouse in an emperor, and whom he
-had murdered. Nothing could put Agrippina out of his thoughts. It
-availed no whit that he was lord of all known lands, and the owner of
-the one house in the world fit for so fine a poet to live in, a house
-entirely overlaid with gold and adorned everywhere with jewels and with
-mother of pearl, a house that quite dwarfed the tawdry little Oriental
-hovel which Solomon had builded as a bribe to Heaven, because this was a
-house so rich and ample that it had three-storied porticos a mile in
-length, and displayed upon its front portico not any such trumpery as an
-Ark of the Covenant but a colossal statue of that Nero Claudius Cæsar
-who was the supreme poet the world had ever known. Yet nothing could put
-Agrippina out of Nero’s thoughts. From the satiating of no lust,
-howsoever delicate or brutal, and from the committing of no enormity,
-and from the loveliness of none of his poems, could he get happiness and
-real peace of mind. He hungered only for Agrippina, he wanted back her
-detested scoldings and intermeddlings, he reviled the will of Heaven
-which had thwarted the desires of a fine poet by making this so
-beautiful, proud woman his mother, and he practised those magical rites
-which would summon Agrippina from the dead.
-
-But when she returned to him, incredibly beautiful, and pale and proud,
-and quite naked, just as he had last seen her when his sword had ripped
-open this woman’s belly so that he might see the womb in which he had
-once lain, then the divine Augusta drew him implacably downward among
-the dead, and so into the corridors of a hollow mountain. This place was
-thronged with all high-hearted worshippers of the frightening,
-discrowned, imperious, so beautiful woman who had drawn him thither
-resistlessly, and in this Hörselberg he lived in continued splendor and
-in a more dear lewdness, and he still made songs, only now it was as
-Tannhäuser that the damned acclaimed him as supreme among poets. But
-Heaven would not let him rest even among these folk who had put away all
-thought of Heaven. Heaven troubled Tannhäuser with doubts, with
-premonitions, even with repentance. Heaven with such instruments lured
-this fine poet from the scented Hörselberg into a bleak snow-wrapped
-world: and presently he shivered too under the cold wrath of Pope Urban,
-bells rang, a great book was cast down upon the pavement of white and
-blue slabs, and the candles were being snuffed out, as the now formally
-excommunicated poet fled westerly from Rome pursued by the ever-present
-malignity of Heaven.
-
-But from afar he saw the sapless dry rod break miraculously into
-blossom, and he saw the messengers of a frightened Bishop of Rome (with
-whom also Heaven was having its malicious sport) riding everywhither in
-search of him, bearing Heaven’s pardon to the sinner whom they could not
-find. For the poet sat snug in a thieves’ kitchen, regaling himself with
-its sour but very potent wines and with its frank, light-fingered girls.
-Yet a gibbet stood uncomfortably near to the place: upon bright days the
-shadow of this gallows fell across the threshold of the room in which
-they rather squalidly made merry. Death seemed to wait always within
-arm’s reach, pilfering all, with fingers more light and nimble than
-those which a girl runs furtively through the pockets of the put-by
-clothing of her client in amour. Death nipped the throats of ragged poor
-fellows high in the air yonder, and death very lightly drew out of the
-sun’s light and made at one with Charlemagne all the proud kings of
-Aragon and Cyprus and Bohemia, and death casually tossed aside the
-tender sweet flesh which had been as white as the snows of last winter,
-and was as little regarded now, of such famous tits as Héloïse and Thaïs
-and Queen Bertha Broadfoot. Time was a wind which carried all away. Time
-was preparing by and by (still at the instigation of ruthless Heaven) to
-make an end even to François Villon, who was still so fine a poet, for
-all that time had made of him a wine-soaked, rickety, hairless,
-lice-ridden and diseased sneakthief whose food was paid for by the
-professional earnings of a stale and flatulent harlot. For time ruined
-all: time was man’s eternal strong ravager, time was the flail with
-which Heaven pursued all men whom Heaven had not yet destroyed,
-ruthlessly.
-
-But time might yet be confounded: and it was about that task he set. For
-Mephistophilus had allotted him twenty-four years of wholly untrammeled
-living, and into that period might be heaped the spoilage of centuries.
-He took unto himself eagle’s wings and strove to fathom all the causes
-of the misery which was upon earth and of the enviousness of Heaven.
-That which time had destroyed, Johan Faustus brought back into being: he
-was a poet who worked in necromancy, his puppets were the most admirable
-and lovely of the dead. Presently he was restoring through art magic
-even those lost nineteen books in which were the secrets of all beauty
-and all knowledge and all contentment, the secrets for which Prometheus
-had paid. But the professors at the university would have nothing to do
-with these nineteen books. It was feared that into these books restored
-by the devil’s aid, the devil might slily have inserted something
-pernicious: and besides, the professors said, there were already enough
-books from which the students could learn Greek and Hebrew and Latin. So
-they let perish again all those secrets of beauty and knowledge and
-contentment which the world had long lost. Now Johan Faustus laughed at
-the ineradicable folly with which Heaven had smitten all men, a folly
-against which the clear-sighted poet fought in vain. But Johan Faustus
-at least was wise, and there had never been any other beauty like this
-which now stood before him within arm’s reach (as surely as did death),
-now that with a yet stronger conjuration he had wrested from
-all-devouring time even the beauty of Argive Helen.
-
-But when he would have touched the Swan’s daughter, the delight of gods
-and men, she vanished, precisely as a touched bubble is shattered into
-innumerable sparkling bits, and over three thousand of them he pursued
-and captured in all quarters of the earth, for, as he said of himself,
-Don Juan Tenorio had the heart of a poet, which is big enough to be in
-love with the whole world, and like Alexander he could but wish for
-other spheres to which he might extend his conquests, and each one of
-these sparkling bits of womanhood glittered with something of that lost
-Helen’s loveliness, yet, howsoever various and resistless were their
-charms, and howsoever gaily he pursued them, singing ever-new songs, and
-swaggeringly gallant, in his fair, curly wig and his gold-laced coat
-adorned with flame-colored ribbons, yet he, the eternal pursuer, was in
-turn pursued by the malevolence of Heaven, in, as it seemed, the shape
-of an avenging horseman who drew ever nearer unhurriedly, until at last
-the clash of rapiers and the pleasant strumming of mandolins were not
-any longer to be heard in that golden and oleander-scented
-twilight,—because of those ponderous, unhurried hoofbeats, which had
-made every other noise inaudible,—and until at last he perceived that
-both the rider and the steed were of moving stone, of an unforgotten
-stone which was gray and lichen-crusted.
-
-But when fearlessly he encountered the overtowering statue, and had
-grasped the horse about its round cold neck, he saw that the stone rider
-was lifeless, and was but the dumb and staring effigy of a big man in
-armor which was inset with tinsel and with bits of colored glass. It was
-the bungled copy and the parody of a magnanimous, great-hearted dream
-that he was grasping, and yet it was a part of him, who had been a poet
-once, but was now a battered old pawnbroker, for in some way, as he
-incommunicably knew, this parodied and not ever comprehended Redeemer
-and he were blended, and they were, somehow, laboring in unison to serve
-a shared purpose. He derided and he came too near to a mystery which he
-distrusted, and which yet (without his preference having been consulted
-in the affair) remained a part of him, as it was a part of all poets,
-even of a cashiered poet, and a part very vitally necessary to the
-existence of a Jurgen. A Jurgen had best not meddle with such matters
-one half-second sooner than that dimly foreseen, inevitable need arose
-for a Jurgen also to be utilized in the service of this mystery, without
-having his preference in the affair consulted. The aging pawnbroker was
-a little afraid. He climbed gingerly down from the tall pedestal of
-Manuel the Redeemer, he descended from that ambiguous tomb upon which he
-was trampling, he stepped rather hastily backward from that carved
-fragment of the crag of Prometheus. He stepped backward, treading beyond
-the confines of the golden mirror which was worshipped at Caer Omn; and
-he was thus released from its magic.
-
-
-
-
- 13.
- Colophon of a God
-
-
-NOW before him the mirror still glowed goldenly, and now a hunchback
-held out both his hands toward Gerald, whom he was trying to allure into
-the form and mind of this sardonic, cracker-jawed, sly knave who had
-such melancholy eyes. Gerald was much tempted to become this Punch, and
-to relive for a little the rascal’s defiant and ever-restless life. And
-then too, behind Punch waited tall Merlin, crowned with mistletoe, he
-that created all chivalry, and that, being himself the great fiend’s
-son, first taught men how to live as became the children of God. It
-would be quite entertaining to enter into Merlin’s dark heart. Moreover,
-to the other hand of Punch, stood a glittering suave gentleman with a
-blue beard, in whose uxoricides it might be vastly interesting to
-share....
-
-Yet Gerald, facing these three rather beautiful ideas, was of two minds.
-“For I am a god, with a throne awaiting me in Antan, where all the other
-gods will be my lackeys,—and, for that matter, with no doubt a whole
-cosmos of my own twirling and burning to unheeded clinkers somewhere in
-space, which I ought at this moment to be looking after and
-embellishing. And in this particular small world which I am quitting,
-the powers of Heaven do quite honestly seem—when you look at them from
-a perhaps biassed standpoint, that is,—and only to a certain extent, of
-course,—and if you are so ill-advised as to consider matters in a
-pessimistic, morbid, wholly un-American way—”
-
-Gerald paused. He smilingly shook his red head. “No. It is far better
-for us gods not to criticize the handiwork of one another. So I shall
-without one word of reproof permit my fellows to play as they like with
-this planet called Earth. I shall of course, very probably, make new
-planets a bit more conformable to my personal fancy. But I shall say
-nothing about the planet I am now quitting at all likely to hurt
-anybody’s feelings. No: I shall, rather, rely upon the appealing
-eloquence of a dignified silence reinforced by a decisive departure.”
-
-And Gerald said also: “As for this mirror which is worshipped in the
-land of Dersam, it pleases me as a toy. But I who am a Savior and a sun
-god with nine such very fine exploits behind me, in the way of swimming
-and of decimating devils, and of restoring warmth and making moons, and
-of really remarkable broad-mindedness as to what particular animal I may
-happen to look like,—I, the Helper and the Preserver, who am called to
-reign over the goal of all the gods of men,—why, I must necessarily
-lose by exchanging such a tremendous destiny for anything to be found in
-this mirror.”
-
-Then Gerald said: “No. I must never forget that, whether I am a Savior
-or a sun deity, or whether I am habitually used to discharge both
-functions, I in any case remain Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper and
-Preserver, the Lord of the Third Truth, and so on. I am a most notable
-figure, of some sort or another sort, in Dirghic mythology. I am the
-appointed rider of the silver stallion. I am destined to inherit from
-the Master Philologist the great and best words of magic, and after that
-poor hospitable fellow’s downfall to reign in his stead over the place
-beyond good and evil which is the goal of all the gods of men and the
-reward of their meritorious exertions. I cannot forsake such a majestic
-destiny in order to play with the droll and pretty figures that move
-about in the depths of this mirror. And whether or not this is a mirror
-which I may require hereafter, when I have come into my kingdom and have
-resumed my exalted divine estate in my appropriate mythology, is a
-matter which I shall settle in due time who have all eternity wherein to
-do whatever I may prefer.”
-
-
-
-
- 14.
- Evarvan of the Mirror
-
-
-THEN Gerald perceived that the wives of Glaum were not yet through
-with their wonder-workings, for these seven women were now about a
-ceremony which they called Asvamedha. They led into the temple a brown
-horse. Before the mirror they struck down this horse with pole-axes. The
-tail was cut off by the flaxen-haired wife in green, and the naked wife
-carried it away, Gerald did not know whither. The horse’s head also was
-severed from the body, by that wife who was with child; the head was
-then adorned with a chaplet made of small loaves of bread. This head was
-afterward impaled upon a stake and thus was set upright before the
-mirror, but not facing it. Then the six wives of Glaum who yet remained
-in the temple mixed the blood of the horse with the blood of unborn
-calves; they turned the stake: and they showed Gerald what he must do.
-
-When he had obeyed, and when they had all invoked Evarvan, then the
-golden glowing of the sacred mirror was turned into a paler haze like
-that of moonshine. Out of this silvery mistiness came a crowned woman.
-She was clothed in white, and about her head shone an aureole.
-
-And Gerald was enraptured. For this Evarvan of the Mirror was so
-surpassingly lovely that she excelled all the other women his gaze had
-ever beheld. Yet somehow it was not the coloring nor the placing of her
-features that he was noting. Rather, he was observing himself and the
-thing which was happening to this careful, this well-poised, fastidious,
-parched, rather pitiable Gerald whom for so many years he had known. The
-creature had not for a great while, not since, indeed, the days of his
-first insanity about Evelyn, been visited by any real emotion: now,
-momentarily at least, he was ablaze: he was caught perhaps: and it was
-this imminent personal peril that Gerald was noting, aloofly, with a
-drugged sense of derisory exultation.
-
-For this Gerald, as it seemed to him, had known quite well, a great
-while ago, before his lips had touched for pastime’s sake the lips of
-any woman anywhere, that this woman who, it seemed, was called Evarvan,
-existed in some place, and waited for him, and would by and by be found.
-That very important fact, which a boy had known, a thriftless, very
-silly young man had let slip out of mind. Throughout all the
-twenty-eight years of his living, it seemed to Gerald, this Evarvan had
-been the true and perfect love of his heart’s core.... To the extreme
-romanticism of this phrase he conceded a smile: that he should have
-concocted a phrase so abominable showed him just now to be neither
-fastidious nor well poised.... Nevertheless, here was the woman whose
-existence he, even in Lichfield, had always dimly divined, and of
-whom—he had it now,—of whom Evelyn Townsend had been a parodying
-shadow in human flesh. The likeness had been just sufficient to get him
-into a great deal of trouble. He saw that likeness now, quite plainly.
-
-“And this woman too is going to get me into trouble, I very much fear.
-For all my being cries out to her. Eh, Gerald, one needs caution here,
-my lad, you who find trouble uncongenial!”
-
-Evarvan spoke. And she was speaking, oddly enough, as it seemed to him,
-of that Evelyn who went about Lichfield immured in the body which was a
-poor copy of Evarvan’s body. Yet Gerald was listening hardly at all. He
-did not like the strong, insane and over-youthful emotions which this
-woman roused in him. They endangered his welfare. For this woman was
-awakening in him those old, unforgotten fervors which he had once felt
-for Evelyn Townsend, and which had betrayed him into the horrid bondage
-of an illicit love-affair. This Evarvan was ensnaring him, he knew, into
-the insanities appropriate to youth and inexperience: and such nonsense
-had to be controlled.
-
-So it was half dazedly Gerald protested that—quite apart from the
-claims of his divine duties as a Savior and a sun god, and apart too
-from the obligations he was under to ascend the throne of Antan,—he
-could no longer endure the stupidities and the fretfulness and the
-jealousies of the Evelyn who had made adultery wholly unendurable.
-
-“If she were but a bit like you, ma’am,” Gerald gallantly
-remarked,—with somewhat increasing composure now that this woman
-reminded him the more closely that he observed her yet more and more of
-Evelyn,—“the case would be different.”
-
-“But I,” said Evarvan of the Mirror, “will remain with you always, if
-you indeed desire to become my lover. For there is a way, Gerald, there
-is for you through my mirror’s aid an open way to contentment. You shall
-know an untruth, and that untruth will make you free: the doings of the
-world, and all the bustling that is made by merchants and by warriors
-and by well-thought-of persons talking about important matters, will
-then run by you like a little stream of shallow, bickering waters: and
-you will heed none of these things, but only that loveliness which all
-youth desires and no man ever finds save through my mirror’s aid. You
-will live among bright shadows very futilely: yes: but you will be
-happy.”
-
-Gerald replied hoarsely: “I desire only you. I cannot think of thrones,
-nor of any gods, now that you stand here within arm’s reach. All my
-life-long I have desired you, as I know now, my dearest, throughout the
-dreary while of over-much playing and laughter that I have lived in
-ever-dwindling faith I would yet win to you by and by. But now I am
-again as Johan Faustus,—or, rather, I am as Jurgen in that other old
-story, when he had come at last to Helen, the delight of gods and men:
-only I am more favored than was Jurgen, for my Helen speaks....”
-
-“Oh, and I speak for your own good, my darling, for there is a condition
-to be fulfilled before I may trust you and may give you all.”
-
-Gerald answered: “No, Evelyn, not to-night—But indeed I entreat your
-pardon, my dear. My mind must have been wandering. Yes, yes! as I was
-saying, the difference is that Helen speaks!”
-
-“For your own good, my dearest.”
-
-“Yes; you speak, naturally, of a condition for my own good, just as
-Glaum hinted that so many more or less friendly persons would be doing
-in these parts.”
-
-“I speak, though, of a very easy condition. You must yourself perform a
-tiny Asvamedha; and you must immolate before my mirror, not any really
-valuable horse, of course, nor even a good-looking horse, but only that
-hideous and wholly worthless horse which you have brought with you into
-the land of Dersam.”
-
-Then Gerald said: “And that is a small price to pay for the attainment
-of the one thing which my heart quite earnestly desires, is it not? For
-all my life I have hungered, as I believe that all poets hunger, for
-that unflawed beauty, seemingly not ever to be found upon this earth,
-which now stands revealed in the form of a woman, and which now speaks
-to me with the voice of a woman—oh, quite with the voice of a
-woman!—and speaks, too, for my own good. Yes, it is a small price, such
-as any boy of nineteen or thereabouts would pay gladly. For I must tell
-you, who are the delight of gods and—well! of adolescent boys, at
-least, in every quarter of the world,—that all this very strongly
-reminds me of that first sonnet which I made about you when I was a boy
-of nineteen.”
-
-Evarvan did not wholly conceal her uneasiness over the prospect of
-hearing this sonnet. But there was none the less in her voice a
-tenderness almost motherly now that she asked of Gerald, “And did you
-make verses, then, about me, dear, so early?”
-
-“To prove it,” Gerald replied, “I will now recite to you that identical
-sonnet.”
-
-And he did.
-
-But his voice was so shaken with emotion that, when he had completed the
-octave, he paused, because it was never within Gerald’s power to resist
-the beauty of a sublime thought when it was thus adequately expressed in
-flawless verse. So for an instant he stayed silent. He caught up the
-lovely hands of Evarvan of the Mirror, and he pressed them to his
-trembling lips.
-
-For this beguiling bright dream was now become a snare to delay him in
-journeying onward to his appointed kingdom, and to betray him again into
-bondage to the rather beautiful ideas and tinsel notions of youth.
-Presently he would be seeing no more of this traitorous dream woman, who
-was preparing to trust him and to give him all, and who none the less
-was more lovely and more dear than any real thing anywhere. Afterward he
-would regret her, he knew: always he would regret Evarvan, among
-whatsoever delights they were which awaited Gerald in his appointed
-kingdom. Nevertheless, this dream was an impediment in the way of a
-Savior and a sun deity, with whose appropriate functions this dream was
-interfering: and the most painful duty which confronted Gerald was not
-precisely to be discourteous to a lady, but to discourage sacrilege.
-
-Dismissing these cursory reflections, Gerald sighed: and he continued
-the reciting of his sonnet with an air of lofty resignation intermingled
-with a gustatory approval of really good verse.
-
-“That,” said Evarvan of the Mirror, when he had ended, “is a very
-beautiful sonnet, and I am proud to have inspired it. But we were
-talking about something else, I have quite forgotten what—”
-
-“I,” Gerald said, “have not forgotten.”
-
-“Oh, yes, now I do remember! We were talking about the lucky chance
-afforded you to get rid of that dreadful horse of yours.”
-
-Gerald looked for one instant at the most lovely of all the illusions he
-had found in the Mirror of Caer Omn. Then he began to recite the
-multiplication tables.
-
-You saw that she was frightened. She said, “Oh, and I trusted you! I
-gave you all!”
-
-She bleated now; her beauty was dimmed: and she seemed just the Evelyn
-Townsend who had pestered Gerald beyond any reasonable endurance.
-
-But Gerald, howsoever heavy was the heart of Gerald who quite honestly
-objected to being troubled by anything, went on inexorably to exorcise
-Evarvan with the old runes of common-sense. He spoke of the elephant
-that is the largest of beasts, and of the very dissimilar household
-economy practised by a King of Israel and by Elijah the Tishbite, and of
-the straight line that is the shortest distance between two points; and
-the old magic was potent.
-
-Before his eyes Evarvan of the Mirror was changed. Of the degradation
-which was put upon her, it suffices to report that this lovely lady went
-backward in the course of every mortal woman’s living. She passed from
-girlhood into a lank-legged childhood, and thence into drooling and
-feebly puking infancy, and after that into the shapes she had worn in
-her mother’s womb. In the end there remained of the most dear illusion
-which Gerald had found in the Mirror of Caer Omn only two pink figures
-in the form of a soft throbbing egg and of a creature like a tadpole
-darting lustfully about it: and these melted back into the moonshine of
-the Sacred Mirror of Caer Omn.
-
-Nor was that all. The wives of Glaum and the Temple of the Mirror and
-all that was about Gerald began to waver. All the material things about
-him showed now like paintings on a gauze curtain which was moving and
-crinkling in a very gentle breeze. The shaping of the six wives became
-longer and more attenuated: they were shaped like the shadows of women
-in a fine sunset. These so prettily tinted shadows strained toward the
-mirror and entered it precisely as you may see smoke drift toward and
-out of an opened window. Then all the temple followed them collapsingly,
-as if colored waters were running into a hole. The mirror swallowed all.
-Caer Omn was gone: the land of Dersam was a ruined land without
-inhabitants. Afterward the pale glass blinked seven times like summer
-lightning, and the mirror was not there.
-
-Gerald stood alone in a cedar-shadowed way. He was weeping quite
-unaffectedly. His very deepest poetic sensibilities had been touched by
-the rather beautiful idea that he had loved this woman all his
-life-long, and that now he had lost her forever: but a little way behind
-Gerald the silver stallion stayed unimmolated, and grazed placidly.
-
-
-
-
- PART FIVE
- THE BOOK OF LYTREIA
-
- “Whether You Boil or Roast Snow,
- You Can Have but Water of It.”
-
-
-
-
- 15.
- At Tenjo’s Court
-
-
-GERALD passed on, riding upon the stallion Kalki, down a valley of
-cedar-trees, into the realm of Tenjo of the Long Nose. This was the land
-of Lytreia, they told him. But, here too, dejection overbrooded all, and
-the atmosphere was elegiac, for people everywhere were lamenting that
-vigor and resiliency and liveliness had gone out of their noses, so that
-no man in Lytreia was able to sneeze or to employ his nose in any other
-normal way.
-
-“Well, now, suppose you take me to this king of yours,” said Gerald,
-“for it may be I can re-awaken hereabouts all the lost joys of
-influenza.”
-
-“And who shall we say to him has come into Lytreia, red-headed and
-riding upon the back of this huge and sparkling horse with the splendid
-nose?”
-
-“You will say to your king that this land is honored by a visit from
-Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper and Preserver, the Lord of the Third Truth,
-the Well-beloved of Heavenly Ones, as he passes toward his appointed
-kingdom in Antan, riding in very terrible estate upon the back of his
-famous silver stallion Kalki, a beast which, strictly speaking, has no
-nose, but only nostrils at the tip of his long, noble head.”
-
-They also seemed unimpressed. “No god is of terrible estate except the
-Holy Nose of Lytreia; nor do we concede the existence of any kingdom not
-his. Nevertheless, you may come with us.”
-
-“Upon my word,” thought Gerald, “but in these parts the people pay very
-inadequate homage to us gods and are little better than heretics.”
-
-But he went with these over-sceptical persons quietly to their King
-Tenjo.
-
-And Tenjo received the Well-beloved of Heavenly Ones more affably.
-First, though, the grave, white-bearded King shared with the visiting
-god a quite excellent dinner, which was handsomely served to them by ten
-pages in ermine and a seneschal in vermilion silk: not until dinner was
-over, and the two sat drinking their spiced wine out of gold goblets,
-would the King talk about his troubles. Then Tenjo complained that his
-nose was fallen and flabby. It was no longer worshipful. That was in all
-ways deplorable, said the King, refilling his goblet, inasmuch as his
-people worshipped a nose, and could respect no male creature who had not
-a large and high-standing and robust and succulent nose.
-
-Gerald was a little puzzled, because this seemed to him a queer sort of
-calamity to be befalling anybody, unless it was caused by the magic of
-the wu. But Gerald made no comment. He asked only how this sad state of
-affairs had come about.
-
-He was told that all the youth and vigor had been taken out of the Holy
-Nose of Lytreia, and out of Tenjo’s nose, and out of the nose of every
-man in the kingdom, by the blighting magic of a sorceress who had lately
-established her residence in the tomb of King Peter the Builder.
-
-“It is there,” said Tenjo, “the veiled Mirror of the Two Truths is
-hidden: but not even of that does this sorceress seem afraid.”
-
-“Nor, for that matter, am I: for I am Lord of the Third Truth. Well, it
-is fairly evident this woman is a wu.”
-
-“You may be right. I confess that dreadful possibility had not ever
-occurred to me—”
-
-“Only we gods are omniscient, my dear Tenjo,” said Gerald, kindlily. “So
-there is no need for any mere king to be ashamed of his human
-blindness.”
-
-“—Because, as I must tell you, before this minute I had not ever heard
-of a wu.”
-
-“You have been lucky. The less one hears of such creatures, the better
-for everybody. So, how is this woman called?”
-
-“She is called Evaine,” said Tenjo; “and she is called also the Lady of
-Peter’s Tomb, now that she has taken possession of it.”
-
-Then Gerald finished his fourth goblet, and Gerald hiccoughed, and
-Gerald said: “Your case, my dear fellow, while perplexing, is not wholly
-desperate. For I bring youth with me, and I will renovate your withered
-noses. I am competent to deal with any wu. I give you, in fact, my
-divine word that you shall be rid of this wu. Yes, Lytreia shall be rid
-of her, even though it is necessary that to undo her hoodoo I do with
-due to-do woo the wu, too—”
-
-“Would you be so kind,” said Tenjo, looking troubled, “as to repeat
-that, rather more slowly?”
-
-Gerald obliged him, and continued: “Yes, I assure you, upon the most
-sacred oath of our Dirghic heaven,—known only to the gods, my dear
-fellow, so that you will, I trust, pardon my not repeating it,—that I
-will subject this wu and this mirror also to my divine inspection—”
-
-“Ah, but I must tell you,” said Tenjo, seeming yet more troubled, “that
-the man who looks into that mirror straightway finds himself transformed
-into two stones. For that reason it is hidden away in Peter’s Tomb, and
-it is kept veiled, and of course no man has ever dared go near it.”
-
-“How, then, did this mirror ever manage to change anybody into two
-stones if nobody ever dared go near it?”
-
-“Why, but the mirror was compelled to change them into two stones
-because that was the law. It was not at all the mirror’s fault. Surely,
-you who are a god and are omniscient, and who are now nearly drunk
-enough to see everything double, can see that much?”
-
-“So far as your explanation goes, I can see the mirror’s blamelessness
-in the face of an obdurate physical law. Nor does any god object to a
-physical law which concerns other people.”
-
-“And they kept away from the mirror because they knew about this law.
-Surely, that too was natural?”
-
-“In a way, yes. But how could they be certain about this law?”
-
-“How could they help it, how could anybody be ignorant of one of our
-very oldest and most famous laws, which comes down to us, indeed, from
-sources so august and venerable that they antedate all history?”
-
-“Why, then, who enacted this law?”
-
-“How should I know, when, as I was just telling you, this law is older
-than any recorded history?”
-
-“But in a thousand pounds of law there is not an ounce of pleasure, and
-there are entirely too many laws,” said Gerald, shaking his red head
-above his golden goblet rather despondently. “There is common,
-statutory, international, maritime, ecclesiastical, and martial law.
-There is the law of averages, the Salic law, and Grimm’s law of the
-permutations of consonants. There is Jewish sacred law; there is prize
-law; there is the law of gravity; there is John Law, who first developed
-the natural wealth of the Mississippi, and William Law, who was a great
-mystic. There are, in logic, the laws of thought, just as in astronomy
-and physics and political economy there are, severally, the well-known
-laws of Kepler and Prevost and Gresham. In fine, there are laws
-everywhere, and they are very often a nuisance. He that goes to law
-loses time and money and rest and friends. Law is a lottery, law is a
-bottomless pit, law is an ass which slaps his tail in every man’s face.
-So it very well may be, my dear fellow, that in a world so legally
-overstocked this law of yours is superfluous, and therefore wrong.”
-
-But Tenjo was not convinced by Gerald’s relentless logic. Tenjo said
-only:
-
-“I do not any more know what you are talking about than you do. But I do
-know that”—here Tenjo hiccoughed, with judicial graveness,—“that it
-does not alter the principle of the thing. So this mirror will continue
-to transform into two stones all men who look into it, although I cannot
-see how it matters the worth of one box of matches in hell, because so
-long as the law is such, no man will ever look into this mirror.”
-
-“Yet, do you but answer me this very simple question! What if some
-intelligent, unsuperstitious person were to look into this mirror,—and
-were to come back not changed into stone, and not hurt in any
-way,—would that not prove to you the insanity of this law?”
-
-“Of course it would not! That would only prove the man was a liar. The
-plain fact of his not being changed into two stones would be legal proof
-in any of our courts or in any law-respecting place anywhere that he had
-not ever looked into the Mirror of the Two Truths.”
-
-“Oh, very well!” said Gerald. “No, thank you, my dear fellow, not
-another drop! Let us go to the temple! And let us each lean upon the
-other’s arm, for your most excellent wine does not seem to have
-clarified anything exactly.”
-
-
-
-
- 16.
- The Holy Nose of Lytreia
-
-
-NOW, when the grave, white-bearded King and the red-headed god had
-come to the Temple of the Holy Nose, they entered it arm in arm,
-followed by the King’s court. And when they approached the adytum, the
-head priestess came toward them exhibiting a cteis, or large copper
-comb, which she offered to Tenjo. The King accepted it, he parted her
-hair in the middle, and he spoke the Word of Entry.
-
-Said Tenjo: “I enter, proud and erect. I take my fill of delight
-imperiously, irrationally, and none punishes.”
-
-The head priestess replied, “Not yet.”
-
-Tenjo said then, “But in three months, and in three months, and in three
-more months, the avenger comes forth, and mocks me by being as I am, and
-by being foredoomed to do as I have done, inevitably.”
-
-This ceremony being discharged, they all entered the adytum, and then
-the three priestesses led Gerald toward the collapsed and shrivelled
-idol which was in the adytum. And Gerald whistled.
-
-“—For do you call this,” said Gerald, “a nose?”
-
-“Sir,” replied the priestesses, “we do. As, likewise, do all other
-well-conducted persons.”
-
-“Yet, I would call it,” said Gerald, whose naturally fine color was now
-perceptibly heightened by Tenjo’s excellent wine, “another member.”
-
-“Such, sir,” they answered him, “is not our custom.”
-
-“Nevertheless,” said Gerald, waggling very gravely his red head,
-“nevertheless, it is written in the scriptures of the Protestant
-Episcopal church that, even as great ships are turned about in the sea’s
-roaring main with a very small helm, even so is every man guided in the
-main by a small member—”
-
-They said, “Yet, sir—”
-
-“And this member is not well spoken of by the Apostolic Fathers. This
-member has ruined virgins: its conquests are stained with blood: it has
-caused the widow to regret: it has deceived the wisest and most elderly
-of men. It is, in fine, a member whose blushing hue is wholly proper to
-its iniquitous history.”
-
-They replied, “Still, sir—”
-
-“It is an over proud and wild member. Most justly is it written that
-every kind of beasts and of birds and of serpents and of things in the
-sea is to be tamed, and has been tamed, by human kind; but that this
-member can no man tame; for it is an unruly member, seeking ruthlessly
-its prey; a rebellious member, prominent in uprisings; a member very
-often full of deadly poison.”
-
-They said, “None the less, sir—”
-
-“I deduce that this member here represented is not worshipful. I deduce
-that it is not well for you of Lytreia to worship this shrivelled image
-of a tongue, for all that you call it a nose.”
-
-“But, sir, while there is much piousness and erudition in what you say,
-you must understand that the word ‘nose’ is a word with connotations and
-with a reputed correspondence in anatomy—”
-
-“I do not at all understand that saying, and so I cannot quite see your
-point of view. I merely know that, in consonance with the words of St.
-James the Just, and according to the scriptures of the Protestant
-Episcopal church, this member is a tongue. And I admit that this tongue,
-which your heathenish upbringing induces you to call a nose, is in a
-peculiarly bad way. But the divine word of Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper
-and Preserver, the Lord of the Third Truth, has been pledged to help and
-to preserve this idol. So we will see what can be done about it.”
-
-Then Gerald moistened his finger-tip with a drop of the water from the
-Churning of the Ocean. As the Lady of the First Water-Gap had done to
-Gerald’s forehead, so Gerald did to the shrivelled idol of Lytreia.
-
-It was changed. Its limpness departed; its coloring quickened; corded
-large blue veins, very intricately forked and branched, arose about its
-now glowing surface, which revealed also many tiny veins that were
-brightly red and astonishingly tortuous. It became enormous and
-high-standing and robust and succulent. It throbbed and jerked. It was
-hot to the touch: and the roughened cartilage of its erect tip-end now
-glistened with imperial purple.
-
-And everywhere at that same instant the magic of Evaine was lifted from
-Lytreia, and the nose of every man regained its proper proportions and
-vigor. Young couples to the right hand and to the left could be seen
-withdrawing to sneeze in private: the girls were already producing their
-handkerchiefs. And the three priestesses began to bathe the rejuvenated
-idol with refreshing water: they wreathed it with leaves of the Indian
-wood-apple; they placed before it flowers and incense and sweetmeats.
-Meanwhile they chaunted a contented song in honor of the Holy Nose.
-
-Tenjo and all the older lords and dowagers of Tenjo’s court had kneeled
-in worship. Gerald only remained standing as arrogantly erect as was the
-idol which people worshipped in Lytreia.
-
-“I honor in a civil way,” said Gerald, “the spirit of this tongue—”
-
-“But this,” said Tenjo the King, now speaking almost peevishly, “is not
-a tongue. It is the Holy Nose of Lytreia.”
-
-“Do you not be flying, my dear fellow, upon the wings of bad temper,
-into the face of scripture and of logic! In a civil way, I repeat, I
-honor this member. I personally am rather fond of talking. Nevertheless,
-as being myself a member of the Protestant Episcopal church, and as
-being also a self-respecting member of the Dirghic mythology, I must
-decline to worship this so restive and inflammable member of any man’s
-body.”
-
-Tenjo at that got up from off his knees. He came toward Gerald: and the
-white-bearded, grave King then spoke with rather less of peevishness
-than of compassion.
-
-“You will regret such sayings. For that also is a law of Lytreia.
-However, do you now ask what you will for the vigor which you have
-restored to our noses, and we will gladly pay that price. Yet for the
-blasphemies which you have uttered in this temple the spirit of the Holy
-Nose will by and by be asking a price: and that price nor you nor any
-other lad will ever pay gladly.”
-
-Gerald replied, “For the renovation of your noses, and as a propitiatory
-trap for the doomed wu in Peter’s Tomb, you will pay me the price of one
-black rooster.”
-
-“But what,” asked Tenjo, “is a rooster?”
-
-“Why, a rooster is the herald of the dawn, it is the father of an
-omelet, it is the pullet’s first bit of real luck, it is the male of the
-_Gallus domesticus_.”
-
-“We do not call a male chicken that—”
-
-“No,” Gerald assented, “no, but you ought to. And not to do so is wholly
-un-American.”
-
-“Yet why do you Americans call this particular bird a rooster, when
-everybody knows that all birds except ostriches and cassowaries roost,
-and that every flying bird everywhere is thus a rooster?”
-
-“Well, I admit that we do not reason about it as you reason in Lytreia.
-I admit that the word ‘rooster’ is a word without connotations and
-without any correspondence in anatomy. Nevertheless, every nation has
-its customs. And it is as much our well-established American custom to
-call the male of the chicken a rooster as it is your custom to call that
-thing a nose.”
-
-“But we call that a nose because it is, in point of fact, a nose. It is,
-as we have told you I do not know how many times, the Holy Nose of
-Lytreia.”
-
-Gerald was honestly exasperated by the obstinacy of the people of this
-kingdom.
-
-“Even so,” said he, “if you want the truth—”
-
-He spoke then the truth about that tongue, as it appeared to him. But
-his remarks were lost to history through the circumstance that none of
-his hearers ever thought of setting them down in writing.
-
-Instead, his hearers shuddered. They gave him a black cock, and they
-drove him out of that temple. It was in this way that Gerald put an
-affront upon the Holy Nose of Lytreia.
-
-
-
-
- 17.
- Evaine of Peter’s Tomb
-
-
-NOW Gerald rode upon the silver stallion toward the immemorial,
-moss-overgrown tomb of King Peter the Builder, and Gerald carried under
-his left arm the black cock. Gerald noted, with an interest natural to
-any student of magic, the glorification tree which grew beside this
-tomb. He once more whistled meditatively. Then he hitched his shining
-stallion to an over-candidly carved and painted post which stood at the
-door of the tomb, and he went in.
-
-The interior of this spacious tomb was lighted with nineteen iron lamps
-swung from the ceiling. Gerald thus saw, first of all, the great
-four-square mirror covered with a flesh-colored cloth. Before it fumed a
-smoking brazier; and beside this stood the appearance of a woman. To her
-left hand was a broad bed, and to her right, a gilded pig-trough heaped
-with fig-leaves. These leaves this woman was crumpling and tearing into
-little pieces one by one before she destroyed them in the fire of the
-brazier.
-
-She heard Gerald’s civil cough. She turned: and Gerald was enraptured.
-
-For Evaine of Peter’s Tomb was so surpassingly lovely that she excelled
-all the other women his gaze had ever beheld. The colors of this
-beautiful young girl’s two eyes were nicely matched, and her nose stood
-just equidistant between them. Beneath this was her mouth, and she had
-also a pair of ears. The girl was young, she exhibited no deformity
-anywhere, and the enamored glance of the young man could perceive in her
-no fault. There was, to be sure, a puzzling likeness to somebody he had
-once known, but Gerald’s quick wits soon unriddled the mystery. This
-woman reminded him of Evelyn Townsend.
-
-Nor was this all. He observed now that this woman was, just as he had
-suspected, a Fox-Spirit, for now from Evaine of Peter’s Tomb emanated
-the power of her magic. That magic which overmasters all animals now
-smote at Gerald; and in a mildly amusing way he found its assaults
-really quite interesting.
-
-“For this is the goety of beasts,” he reflected. “This is the brutish
-half-magic of the wu which maddens men, along with all other animals in
-their rutting season, and robs them of self-control. This magic
-persuades me, almost, that I, too, am only a bundle of cellular matter
-upon its way to becoming manure. Yes, my life, too, at just this moment,
-seems but a grudged brief season of bewildered appetites and of baffled
-surmise such as is the life of a mortal man. I, too, seem a mere human
-being passing from the forgotten to the unforeseeable. Under the
-assaults of this small carnal magic, I seem again to go in that
-continuous masked loneliness which mortal persons in Lichfield and
-elsewhere call living. I long to put out of mind the frailness and the
-transiency of my hold upon living. The nonsensical notion has occurred
-to me that such forgetfulness may be hired by bringing the epidermis
-which masks me into superficial contact with the homogenous animal
-matter in which hides this Fox-Spirit.... Yes, I am being, as it were,
-maddened with desire; I am very rapidly becoming the prey of this
-Fox-Spirit’s irresistible powers of fascination, so to speak. And I find
-it really quite interesting to observe how this half-magic which
-destroys so many men now impiously strikes beyond its proper arena, at
-that which is divine; and how this foolish magic attempts to deceive
-even me, who am a Savior and a sun god.”
-
-Such were the cursory reflections which passed through Gerald’s mind in
-the while that he said, aloud, “Good-evening, ma’am!”
-
-The Fox-Spirit Evaine, without replying to him directly, took out of her
-bosom a white gem about the size of an orange. She tossed this up into
-the air, and caught it again. Gerald conjectured that this was her soul,
-but he made no comment.
-
-He displayed to her his cock, saying, as was needful, “I entreat you to
-accept my rooster—”
-
-“But what,” asked learned Evaine, “what did you call this tamed
-descendant of the wild Bankiva fowl,—whose original habitat was in
-Northern India from Sindh to Burma, and in Cochin China, and in many of
-the Malay Islands as far as Timor, and in the Philippines?”
-
-“Why, in the United States of America, ma’am, we, rather more briefly,
-and for a variety of reasons, call this bird a rooster.”
-
-“It has been well observed,” she replied, “by Pliny the Elder—a
-celebrated Roman naturalist, born 23 A.D., perished in the eruption of
-Vesuvius 79 A.D.,—that every nation has its customs.”
-
-Then the Fox-Spirit dexterously cut off the head of Gerald’s cock with
-the sacrificial ax, and turning toward the East, she spoke the needed
-words three times. One entered now in a scarlet coat, a yellow vest, and
-pale green knee-breeches. His head was like that of a mastiff, with the
-addition of two horns and the ears of an ass, but he had the legs and
-hoofs of a calf. Such was he who carried off the black cock which Gerald
-had brought for the Fox-Spirit’s master, as a propitiatory offering and
-a trap.
-
-Gerald smiled. Gerald shook hands, politely, with Evaine the learned
-Fox-Spirit.
-
-“I am,” said Gerald, “a god.”
-
-She replied: “I am one who serves all gods. I honor every tribe of those
-divine beings whose existence scholars have so variously accounted for
-as the products of physical and ethical and historical and etymological
-blunders abetted by homonymy and polonymy. But I require for my piety a
-honorarium.”
-
-“And what is that honorarium?”
-
-She told him.
-
-And as she spoke, Evaine drew near to him, and yet nearer, and she was
-remarkably desirable. If only she had not now reminded Gerald more and
-more of Evelyn Townsend, she would have been resistless.
-
-“Very well, then!” said Gerald, affably: “you shall have that honorarium
-to-morrow morning if you still care to demand a reward so trivial.”
-
-Immediately afterward he said, “But, indeed, ma’am, you quite
-misunderstand me!”
-
-Then with a few well-chosen words he placed their relationship upon a
-more decorous basis.
-
-And Evaine the Fox-Spirit laughed. Such unresponsiveness she declared to
-be, when manifested by a god, wholly surprising, and comparable to the
-Seven Wonders of the World, namely: (1) the Pyramids of Egypt; (2) the
-Hanging Gardens of Babylon; (3) the Tomb of Mausolos; (4) the Temple of
-Diana at Ephesus; (5) the Colossus of Rhodes; (6) the Statue of Zeus by
-Phidias; and (7) the Pharos at Alexandria. Yet, Evaine continued, she
-perceived that she might trust him—
-
-“You may do nothing of the sort!” said Gerald, decisively. “You may not
-even give me all. No, ma’am, it would be quite unadvisable, because, as
-I am forced to point out, you in your unfading youth and omniscient
-learning are many thousands of years older than I am in my present
-incarnation. Beside you, I am a mere boy. Now, it is often a great
-disadvantage to a boy, it is by and by a curse to him, to succumb to the
-loving confidence and generosity of a woman much older than himself. It
-is unwholesome. It is un-American.”
-
-“Is it, then, inconsistent with the manners of a continent in the
-Western Hemisphere—first named America by Waldseemüller, a teacher of
-geography in the college of Saint-Dié among the Vosges, in a treatise
-called _Cosmographia_, published in 1507,—for me to like you so much
-that I just want to touch you and be near you?”
-
-“No, ma’am, that, I regret to say, is universal. Besides, I did not
-particularly mean you. I only mean that there are such women, as we both
-know, dear lady, who prey upon young boys. They employ for this purpose
-all their confidence and generosity without the least scruple. And many
-a hard, bitter, cynical man has originally had his faith in and his
-regard for everything good and holy blasted in his very first boyhood by
-the confiding nature and generosity of some middle-aged woman or another
-and her subsequent references to the advantage he took of her.”
-
-“It is possible that you speak with the clearness recommended by
-Quintilian as the chief virtue of speech,—born in Spain about 25 A.D.,
-died about 95 A.D., patronized by Vespasian and Domitian,—but it is
-certain that I do not understand one word of your speaking.”
-
-“—However,” Gerald continued, “when a boy has a nice, clean friendship
-with an older woman it is one of the most valuable and helpful
-experiences that can come into his life. A friendship such as this
-appears to me a rather beautiful idea. The older woman—particularly
-when she is older by many thousands of years,—can teach him, as his
-mother out of the superficial knowledge of a callow half-century or so
-cannot possibly do, about women. She can inspire and direct him. She can
-fire his ambition. She can encourage him. She can be to him in every way
-a liberal education.”
-
-“Now, certainly, I shall never understand your American way of uttering
-so many platitudes—derived from the Greek word _platys_, meaning
-‘flat,’—when I was attempting to do all these things!”
-
-“Ah, but we must keep the education entirely oral, and we must keep,
-too, your little hands—So, now, that is very much better!”
-
-“It is better still to permit a wilful person to have his way,—a remark
-attributed to Periander, an ancient sage, and Tyrant of Corinth during
-the sixth century B.C.,—since you elect to give me my honorarium for
-nothing,” Evaine said, rather sulkily.
-
-Gerald elected to do nothing of the sort. But, since his real intentions
-would have been an awkward matter to explain, he kept silent about them.
-
-After that Gerald questioned the learned Fox-Spirit. She explained to
-him willingly enough the laws of Lytreia and described the basket they
-were found in, and she made it plain just how these laws were enforced
-by a committee of midwives and stonemasons. She spoke of the magic she
-had put upon Lytreia. She spoke of Tenjo, telling how in the prime of
-his youth he came to be called Tenjo of the Long Nose; and her
-statistics were remarkable. She talked then about the wind between the
-stars, and about the grandeur that was Greece, and about Hobson’s
-choice, and about Davey Jones’s locker, and about the cause of
-volcanoes, and about the curate’s egg, and about the best cures for
-baldness. For no information anywhere was hidden from the wisdom of
-Evaine, who knew all things, and who served all gods.
-
-“I perceive,” said Gerald, “that you have knowledge, and I like your
-reflections extremely. So do you speak yet further out of the stores of
-your omniscience!”
-
-He had been glancing all the while toward the veiled Mirror of the Two
-Truths. But he of course said never a word about this mirror. His
-present task was simply to lure on this cultured and malefic creature to
-her complete ruin.
-
-For the Fox-Spirit, as Gerald saw, was still about the brutish magic of
-the wu, which drives men mad, and she now spoke of more and yet more
-evil matters such as were very well adapted to incite Gerald to
-brutality. She spoke of the battle of life, and of the feast of reason,
-and of the irony of fate, and of the lap of luxury. She talked of the
-writing on the wall, and of the scroll of fame, and of the lexicon of
-youth, and of the cloud that had a silver lining. She touched upon the
-two seas, of troubles and of upturned faces. She discussed the durance
-that was vile, and the hours that were wee and sma’, and the
-consummation that was devoutly to be wished for, and the light that was
-dim and religious, and the heat which was not the humidity. She
-indicated the balm in Gilead, the place in the sun, and the safety in
-numbers. She afterward gave succinctly the recipes for making a mountain
-out of a molehill, a silk purse out of a sow’s ear, and a virtue out of
-a necessity. For no evil phrase of any sort was hidden from the wisdom
-of Evaine, who knew all things, and who served all gods, and who was now
-intent to exercise upon Gerald the magic of the wu, which drives men
-mad.
-
-But Gerald only smiled, almost approvingly. This woman was reminding him
-more and more of Evelyn Townsend, and his pulses had not ever been
-calmer.
-
-“I perceive,” said Gerald, “that you have a great deal of knowledge,
-with the vocabulary of a dear friend to back it devastatingly.
-Therefore, ma’am, to avail myself of your knowledge alone may serve my
-divine ends much better than your really most flattering proffers in
-other fields.”
-
-For now it was Gerald’s turn to speak. So now he revealed to the baffled
-Fox-Spirit the fact that he was Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper and
-Preserver, the Lord of the Third Truth, the Well-beloved of Heavenly
-Ones, a very potent god who had temporarily mislaid his mythology. He
-told the omniscient Fox-Spirit, who knew all things excepting only how
-and at what hour her knowledge would end, of Gerald’s adventures during
-the rather crowded twenty-four hours since he had left Lichfield.
-
-And now she was smiling over his obtuseness. For to all-wise Evaine it
-was at once apparent that Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper and Preserver, the
-Lord of the Third Truth, the Well-beloved of Heavenly Ones, was a
-culture hero like Quat or Quetzalcoatl or Cagn or Osiris or Dionysos.
-All these were former acquaintances of hers: she knew, she said, every
-inch of them, for each one of these had stopped to visit her who served
-all gods, as each had passed downward toward Antan. Evaine, if anybody,
-would thus know a culture hero wherever she saw a culture hero.
-
-Every mythology contained one of these glorious philanthropists, born of
-a mysterious and superior race, just as Gerald had been born in the
-United States of America, a philanthropist, as the learned Fox-Spirit
-said, very usually theriomorphic, who came in the appearance of a
-jackass or of some other animal among less favored peoples to teach them
-strange new arts and mysteries, and to endow them with every kind of
-cultural advantage and prosperity, just as Gerald had benefited the
-people of Dersam and of Lytreia, and was preparing to benefit Antan.
-
-She pointed out, furthermore, that a culture hero was in no way
-un-American. There had been, for example, Quetzalcoatl. She also
-remembered quite clearly Yetl,—because a deity in the form of a bird
-was always, she said, rather difficult,—and Poshaiyankya, and Coyote,
-and Esaugetuh, and that other waggish Indian deity—his name at present
-evaded her,—who had traveled incognito in the shape of a large spider.
-For all these aboriginal American culture heroes had visited Evaine as
-they passed downward toward Antan, and every one of them had been in a
-somewhat earlier generation Gerald’s fellow countryman.
-
-“In the light of your forceful logic, ma’am, I concede that, over and
-above being a Savior and a sun god, it seems probable I must be a
-culture hero too.”
-
-“But yet, in any case,—dear, unresponsive, frigid child,” said the
-Fox-Spirit, speaking far more simply than she had done before,—“do you
-not know that all mythologies are controlled by the Master Philologist,
-so that he alone may say in which one of them and in what capacity you
-belong?”
-
-“I find that saying obscure.”
-
-“It means only that sooner or later all gods save only Koleos Koleros
-and the upright spirit of the Holy Nose pass down into Antan.”
-
-“Yes, for, as they told me at Caer Omn, Antan is the heaven of all
-deserving gods, where they rest from their divine labors.”
-
-But the Fox-Spirit shook her head, rather forebodingly. “I, certainly,
-would not say that.”
-
-“Do you, then, but answer me this very simple question! What becomes of
-them there? what fate befalls in that place all which men have found
-most beautiful and most worshipful?”
-
-“How can one say, when no god has ever returned? It is known only that,
-in one way or another way, the Master Philologist disposes of every
-deity that men have served, save only the two supreme gods of all
-mammals,—a class of vertebrates embracing bats, the warm-blooded
-quadrupeds, seals, cetaceans, man, and sirenians.”
-
-Gerald drew a long face. “Your account of the matter, ma’am, suggests
-that my predecessor upon the throne of Antan lacks piety. You imply that
-the creature is deficient in true religious feeling. That is a fault I
-would have to requite when I take from him his throne and all the great
-and best words of magic.”
-
-“To do that, child, needs power such as has not been shown by any god
-among the many millions of gods that men have worshipped since the first
-infancy of Chronos,—a Greek personification of Time, usually depicted
-as carrying a sickle and an hourglass.”
-
-“Ah, but, my dear lady, I, who am at once a culture hero and a sun deity
-and a Savior, must be a peculiarly powerful god. And, besides, ma’am,
-from what you tell me—Why, but, really now, it appears probable that
-the Master Philologist has damaged the Dirghic mythology to which I
-myself belong! No god can patiently endure such usage; and my divine
-wrath will, thus, redouble my power.”
-
-“But, still,—but, still, you dear, nice-looking and vainglorious
-baby—!”
-
-Evaine had paused. She was regarding him almost compassionately: and
-Gerald felt he could never get used to the flighty way in which people
-everywhere in the Marches of Antan seemed to pity the high gods. It was
-a quite friendly way they had of looking at you, but to extend
-commiseration where reverence was the proper thing savored almost of
-irreligion.
-
-Gerald shrugged. He said:
-
-“I shall therefore be resistless. I shall compel him to restore into
-general circulation the Dirghic mythology, after having amply repaired
-whatsoever damage he may have done to it, and then I shall assume, in
-addition to his throne, my proper station as a culture hero and a sun
-deity and a Savior in that mythology. So the affair is, virtually,
-settled: we may now turn to other matters: and in return for the
-gracious aid afforded by your large wisdom, I will make in your honor a
-sonnet.”
-
-“It is a very beautiful sonnet,—consisting of fourteen decasyllabic
-lines, expressing two phases of a single thought or sentiment,” said
-Evaine the Fox-Spirit,—“and I am proud to have inspired it.”
-
-“You forget,” said Gerald, “that I have not yet recited my sonnet. I
-will now do so.”
-
-And he did.
-
-But his voice was so shaken with emotion that, when he had completed the
-octave, he paused, because it was never within Gerald’s power to resist
-the beauty of a sublime thought when it was thus adequately expressed in
-flawless verse. So for an instant he stayed silent.
-
-He caught up the lovely hands of Evaine the Fox-Spirit, and as he
-pressed them to his trembling lips he noted that these hands smelled
-like hops drying in the sun. It seemed to him exceedingly pitiful he had
-given that promise to Tenjo. It seemed to him there was a certain
-sameness in the dear women who made colorful the Marches of Antan, and,
-to some extent, a similarity in their more intimate love passages with
-Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper and Preserver. He found it depressing to
-reflect that destruction waited, so very near, for so much loveliness.
-He found it perfectly dreadful to foreknow that he would often regret
-this omniscient Evaine and her fine stores of useful information, once
-he had kept the divine word given to Tenjo, and had put an end to her
-living before she could do any further damage to the men of Lytreia.
-
-Gods ought to abstain from all love-affairs: for through love alone
-might a god look to be wounded,—upon rainy Sunday afternoons, perhaps,
-or after drinking a bit more than was good for one,—to be wounded, at
-such unavoidable seasons of low vitality, with recurrent, plaguing
-memories of his mortal playthings, so dear, so very dear, and so soon
-reft away from his immortal arms, irrevocably....
-
-After these cursory reflections, Gerald sighed, and—with the thoughtful
-commentary that, since this was a Miltonic sonnet, his poem here went on
-with the same sentence,—he continued his reciting.
-
-And when he had ended, the Fox-Spirit sighed contentedly. She spoke with
-acumen and authority as to the main events of Milton’s life and as to
-his principal works, and she added:
-
-“That is a very beautiful sonnet,—a verse form of Italian origin, first
-used in English by Sir Thomas Wyatt in 1557,—and I am proud to have
-inspired it. That is the sort of poetry which would incline any living
-woman to trust you and to give you all the very moment you stopped
-reciting it. So now will you not come to bed?”
-
-“No, Evelyn, not to-night—I beg your pardon, ma’am! My thoughts were
-wool-gathering. What I had meant to say was but that if you insist upon
-yet further displays of your great-hearted womanly confidence and
-generosity you shall be walloped with a broomstick—severely. No, do you
-retire now, my dear lady, by all means, and with my apologies for
-keeping you up so late because of the delight I have got from your
-instructive way of talking. But I shall pass the remainder of the night
-in the aloofness appropriate to a god, in this quite comfortable
-armchair.”
-
-And this he did.
-
-
-
-
- 18.
- End of a Vixen
-
-
-WHEN Evaine was asleep, though, then Gerald rose softly from his
-chair. He approached the bed. Very carefully he inserted his hand
-between the young breasts of Evaine, and lightly he drew out the strange
-white gem. He waited now, looking down compassionately at this really
-very lovely girl....
-
-But at his touch the learned Fox-Spirit had moved, so that she now lay
-flat upon her back, with her mouth a little open. Evelyn slept thus. And
-that was why Evelyn snored....
-
-Gerald shrugged. He took up the sacrificial ax.
-
-Now that the dawn was at hand, he went out from the tomb, to the
-glorification tree, and he began to fell the tree with this ax. At the
-first stroke blood gushed out of the gray bark copiously, and Gerald
-heard a wailing noise. Gerald looked upward. The appearance of a young
-child dressed in blue garments was to be seen in a cleft in the side of
-the tree. It had the seeming of a boy child about seven or eight years
-old, a freckled boy, with tousled red hair, and with as yet only one
-upper front tooth.
-
-This child wailed broken-heartedly: “A blasphemer is come up against the
-Two Truths; a vainglorious fool derides the pair that endure where all
-else perishes; and life is denied to me by his wrongheadedness.”
-
-Gerald had put down the ax. He was trembling. He did not like the love
-and the great yearning which had awakened in his heart. He folded his
-arms very tightly: he seemed tense and rather frightened looking as he
-waited there peering sidewise toward this boy.
-
-“Child,” Gerald said, “what is your will that you cry out for life from
-the glorification tree?”
-
-“My father, I demand the life which you have not given me, that life
-which you owe to me, and that life which is denied me so long as you
-deny the Two Truths.”
-
-“I serve the demands of my appointed kingdom, child. I serve the needs
-of no other truth and the needs of no pawing women who would keep me out
-of that kingdom.”
-
-“My father, your kingdom is a doubtful dream, but the flesh of my mother
-is real.”
-
-“My dream is lovelier than any woman. Oh, and a doubtfulness also is
-more lovely than the body of a woman, for I know the shaping of that
-body over-well.”
-
-“My father, you refuse the pleasures which will not ever be returning.”
-
-“I am a god. I serve the needs of my own will.”
-
-“The gods also pass, my father, they also pass without any returning,
-upon the road which you now tread.”
-
-“Let us pass, then, unhindered! But no woman permits it.”
-
-“That is because these women, O my father, have a very rational wisdom.”
-
-“Such is, perhaps, the case. But a god has his irrational dream. And
-that is better.”
-
-“It is well enough, my father, for that dream to end contentedly in the
-arms of some woman.”
-
-“It is well enough. It is customary. But I am Fair-haired Hoo, the
-Helper and the Preserver. I go to my appointed kingdom: and I am Lord of
-a Third Truth, whose mightiness I must help and preserve.”
-
-Then Gerald hewed on: and as the tree fell, the child vanished.
-
-Now Gerald set fire to the tree: and when a tidy blaze was crackling, he
-spoke the needed words, and into the heart of this fire he tossed the
-strange white gem. Straightway you heard a loud screeching. Out of the
-tomb of Peter the Builder came a vixen fox, screaming and shuddering
-quite horribly, but not ever ceasing to approach the fire. She entered
-the flames. Silence followed, and the dawn of a superb May morning which
-was marred only by an unpleasant odor of singed hair and burning flesh.
-
-Gerald after that went back into the tomb from which the omniscient
-Fox-Spirit had been dispossessed. He looked rather sentimentally upon
-the empty disordered bed: then he passed beyond the brazier, in which
-the ruins of fig-leaves yet smouldered, toward the Mirror of the Two
-Truths.
-
-The fact no longer mattered, perhaps, that any man who looked into this
-mirror straightway found himself transformed into two stones: but it
-very greatly mattered what effect this mirror would have upon a sun god
-and a Savior and a culture hero. So he removed the flesh-colored veil.
-
-
-
-
- 19.
- Beyond the Veil
-
-
-BUT he was not turned into two stones. Nor was there confronting him
-any mirror. Beyond the flesh-colored veil he found only an ancient
-painting very carefully done, but upon an unhuman scale which made this
-painting monstrous. The subject of the picture, however, is not known,
-because Gerald never told anybody.
-
-But it is known that Gerald shook his head at this painting.
-
-“Laborious daub of prevaricating pigment!” he remarked. “O futile
-painting, which so many foolish believers in Lytreia think to be the
-Mirror of the Two Truths! I question your arithmetic. For I myself am
-the Lord of a Third Truth, for all that I have just at present no
-precise idea as to its nature. In consequence, I know the two objects
-which you magnify are not all which exists. And I deny that their
-never-ending search of each other is the one gesture of life. No: I at
-least, I feel assured, am destined to take part in some quite other
-gesture, of a more graceful and more cleanly and more dignified
-nature,—a gesture of, it well may be, eternal importance....”
-
-Yet Gerald glanced about him a little forlornly. This place was now
-rather lonesome and ambiguous looking. In the crypt immediately beneath
-him, Gerald knew, lay all that remained of King Peter and the most of
-his numerous family; dozens upon dozens of peculiarly ugly objects were
-there, all that remained of a great conqueror and of the queens who had
-delighted him, all that attestedly remained now anywhere of a strong
-hero’s pride and famous warfaring and of his many women’s loveliness....
-
-“Oh, yes, it may be,” Gerald conceded, half frettedly, because he did
-not like to be troubled with such reflections, “it may be that I am
-wrong in this belief. And that seems to me yet another reason for
-adhering to this belief. I, standing here alone upon the remnants of so
-many utter strangers, admit indeed to some depression of spirits. It
-seems to me, at this exact instant, that just conceivably I may be
-neither a Savior nor a sun god nor a culture hero, but merely another
-bull-headed Musgrave, for whom death waits, and after death, perhaps,
-oblivion. Nevertheless, I find it a more beautiful and a much more
-entertaining idea to believe in than to deny the immortality even of a
-mere Musgrave. There is to my mind nothing at all interesting in the
-idea of my own extinction. And it appears that my belief in this matter,
-with no assured knowledge anywhere to go on, must be simply a question
-of personal taste. Modesty even suggests that my belief is an affair of
-irrelevance.”
-
-And Gerald said also: “Therefore it furthermore appears to me, O
-peculiarly unimaginative painting, a sheer waste of opportunity to
-assume that anything is ever going to end even for a mere Musgrave all
-conscious experience. I had far rather play with a beautiful idea than
-with one utterly lacking in seductiveness. I very much prefer to believe
-that I at least am, in one way or another, reserved to take part in some
-enduring and rather superb performance,—somewhere, by and by,—in a
-performance concerned with some third truth, more august and
-æsthetically more pleasing than are the only ever-enduring truths
-apparent to us here. We copulate and die, and that is all?—Well,
-perhaps! But, then again, perhaps not! One must, you see, be
-broad-minded about the matter.”
-
-He for a moment kept silence. That regrettably candid painting and all
-the other adjuncts of this place were certainly very depressing, now
-that the learned diableries of the Fox-Spirit no longer enlivened this
-tomb. Nevertheless, Gerald kept his long chin well up.
-
-“Yes, every man ought to be broad-minded about this matter, and ought to
-cherish always, if only as a diverting and inexpensive plaything, this
-pungent notion of being immortal. It is really inexpensive, because,
-should your notion prove ungrounded, you run no risk, no tiniest risk,
-of being twitted, by and by, for credulity, or even of ever discovering
-your error. Meanwhile this faith in your own durability and potential
-importance is in some sense a cordial; and is in sundry ways a fine toy.
-It renders life, and dying too, endurable: and it offers against all
-vacant half-hours a variety of diverting speculations... as to that
-possible third truth.”
-
-Again Gerald paused. For it seemed to him, as he unwittingly repeated
-the age-old self-persuasions of so many of his ancestors, that he had
-found now another facet in this jewel of an idea that he was playing
-with; and this fact considerably cheered Gerald.
-
-“Then, too,” said he, “then, too, that rather wide-spread expectation of
-an oncoming triumph—somewhere, in some hazed roseate arena, beyond the
-discomforts of death and the incredible impudence of the mortician’s
-titivating,—that triumph which is to be a perpetual triumphing of
-justice and of rationality and of kindliness and of all the other
-canonical virtues, this rumored triumph yet cows many persons, not
-infrequently, into one or another thrifty-minded practice of these
-generally beneficent virtues.”
-
-Gerald said then: “It thus makes for, at any rate, terrestrial ease and
-stability and repose: it gives people, as the phrase runs, something to
-go by, in that it supports the most of every nation’s social and legal
-rules of thumb. And it tends appreciably to limit men’s common greed and
-viciousness, and all the harsher lusts of human beings, to exercises
-through which there seems some quite tangible gain within tolerably safe
-reach.”
-
-And Gerald said also: “Yes: it is much better for men to believe in some
-third truth which will be revealed to them after the death of their
-bodies; and a general faith in the immortality even of mere Musgraves
-appears to me, thus, very plainly, because of its happy blending of the
-functions of a narcotic and of a policeman, a generally desirable
-assumption. It remains in all ways a desirable faith, no matter whether
-or not there be any grounds for it. And if this careful painting
-presents the entire truth, that fact is but another excellent reason for
-paying no attention to it.”
-
-Gerald now felt quite comfortable through having listened so
-respectfully to his own relentless logic.
-
-“For these reasons, O foolish painting of the Two Truths, I deny your
-fleshly significance. Whether I happen to be a sun god or a Savior or a
-culture hero or just another bull-headed Musgrave, I deny that you
-present to me any truth whatever. I snap my fingers at your materialism;
-I turn up my nose at your indecorous anatomical studies; and I send the
-divine foot of the Lord of the Third Truth smashing through your ancient
-canvas. These things I do to proclaim the majesty of the Third Truth.
-And I depart from this Peter and this Peter’s Tomb, to seek my appointed
-kingdom.”
-
-It was in this way that Gerald yet again put an affront upon Koleos
-Koleros and upon the Holy Nose of Lytreia.
-
-
-
-
- PART SIX
- THE BOOK OF TUROINE
-
- “Weathercocks Turn more Easily
- when Placed very High.”
-
-
-
-
- 20.
- Thaumaturgists in Labor
-
-
-GERALD passed on, still riding upon the silver stallion, which Evaine
-the Fox-Spirit had not, after all, demanded of him that morning as her
-promised honorarium. And the next place he came to, and where he got his
-breakfast, was Turoine. This was a small free city given to sorceries of
-two colors.
-
-To every side of him the inhabitants of Turoine were about their arts:
-and Gerald, as a former student of magic, quite naturally observed their
-various activities with interest.
-
-Now the first sorcerer that he encountered was making a figure out of
-pink wax with which was mixed baptismal oil and the ashes of a
-consecrated wafer. The next sorcerer was murmuring charms over a very
-fat toad which was imprisoned in a net rudely woven out of the golden
-hairs from the head of some luckless, unresponsive woman, who was now
-about to meet a not wholly desirable doom after that toad had been
-buried at her threshold. And the third sorcerer huddled over a small
-fire wherein burned cypress branches and broken crucifixes and portions
-of a gibbet. In his hand was a skull filled with dark wine which had
-been seasoned with hemp and with the fat of a girl child and with poppy
-seed: and his familiar, in the shape of a large dun-colored cat, was
-lapping up that bitter drink.
-
-No sorcerer anywhere in Turoine was idle upon this fine May morning. And
-in this small, ever-busy city—where all the buildings were quaintly
-marked with stars and pentagrams and the signs of the zodiac and the two
-kinds of triangles, and were cozily overgrown with honeysuckle and arum
-lilies and black poppies and deadly nightshade,—these sorcerers were
-about a bewildering variety of studies.
-
-“I,” one of them told Gerald, “am learning the secrets which proceed
-from Saturn, that ashy lord of the greater infortune. I have especial
-power over all husbandmen and beggars, over grandfathers and monks of
-every order and ministers of the gospel, over all potters, and miners,
-and gardeners, and cow-tenders. I have learned how to make men envious,
-covetous, slow of thought, suspicious, and stubborn. And I am also able
-to afflict whatsoever person I elect with toothache and dropsy and black
-jaundice and leprosy and hemorrhoids, either severally or in unison.”
-
-Another said: “I study to divine and to make smooth the approach of
-every evil fortune,—with smoke and arrows and wax, with an egg, with
-mice, and with the simulacra of dead persons;—but, above all, as you
-may perceive, I have been most successful with the head of an ass in a
-brazier of live coals. And my guide is not any bow-legged, swarthy
-eunuch, but Leonard, the Grand Master of the Sabbat.”
-
-“I,” said a third, “have found in Turoine the Great Juggle Bag, for my
-guide is Baalberith. So have I mastered all kinds of unheard-of, secret,
-merry feats and mysteries and inventions—”
-
-“But what,” asked Gerald, “what purpose does your knowledge serve?”
-
-“By means of it, sir, those who are favored by my lord Baalberith, the
-Master of Alliances, may make real the sin performed in a dream; may
-open the locked door of any jail or bedchamber or counting house; may
-smite a husband with embarrassing weakness; may inspire strange maids
-and married women with flaming desires; may increase his natural height
-here by seven ells and here by three inches; may make himself invisible
-or invulnerable; may change his form into that of a cat or a hare or a
-wolf; may control thunder and lightning; may collect and talk with
-snakes; and”—here the sorcerer coughed,—“and may perform five other
-advantageous, extravagant and authentic devices.”
-
-But Gerald shrugged. “These sciences are well enough for a sorcerer; and
-I perceive that the industrious may pick up much useful information in
-Turoine. But I am a god who travels toward his appointed kingdom, and
-toward the mastery of secrets rather more vital than any of these. For
-your arts are of that black magic which hurts but cannot help; your
-guides are devils; and you deal only in misfortune and destructiveness.”
-
-“Then perhaps, sir, you may be better pleased by the enchanters who live
-at the other end of this city. For these enchanters have no guides save
-restlessness and foiled desires and impotence; they get no direct aid
-from hell, but from somewhat less ancient intellectual centres; and they
-work all their magic, such as it is, with words.”
-
-“And what does the magic of these same enchanters create?”
-
-“It creates, sir, a comfortable sense of equality with your betters
-wherever there is least reason for it.”
-
-“I find that saying obscure. Nevertheless, I will visit these
-enchanters,” said Gerald.
-
-And he rode on.
-
-
-
-
- 21.
- They That Wore Blankets
-
-
-THUS Gerald came to the enchanters who were used to perform all their
-magic with words. And they greeted his coming with a very cordial
-enthusiasm for creatures so gray and vague and bedraggled looking as
-they sat huddled there, each one of them clothed in a blanket, and
-thoroughly drenched as though with sour smelling rain.
-
-Now the first enchanter to speak wore a violet blanket. He arose; and
-dripping bilge-water everywhere about him in the while that he smiled
-with wholly friendly condescension, he observed:
-
-“Here is another rider on the silver stallion. Here is yet another
-figure of papier mâché which Horvendile has despatched upon a profitless
-journeying.”
-
-“But I—” said Gerald.
-
-Without at all heeding Gerald, a second enchanter, in a well soaked
-green blanket, laid down his scissors; and he addressed the first
-enchanter with some fervor, saying:
-
-“Let us not speak harshly of our good Horvendile’s magic, for everybody
-ought to respect the impotence of the aging. We must concede, of course,
-that his magic is no longer fresh. It is not possible to deny that a
-woefully infirm magic has set this papier mâché figure on a hackneyed
-journeying. Candor compels us to grant that this journeying crosses once
-sparkling rivers which have long ago run dry. We, as intelligent
-enchanters, must admit that a wearying fog lowers thickly about this
-journeying, that above it the sun of romance shines very pale and cold,
-and that this journeying is sterile and empty of gusto. Nevertheless,
-this journeying, as we ought not to ignore, is no doubt an afterthought,
-it is the belated invention of a tired mind, and a desperate and
-ill-advised proceeding. For these reasons, howsoever sorrowfully we, as
-Horvendile’s fellow artists and well-wishers, must always deplore among
-ourselves the kindergarten notions of this poor Horvendile, and his
-ponderous playfulness, and the limitations of his few and unenterprising
-ideas, still we must be careful not to apply to his magic one single
-harsh word.”
-
-“Yet—” Gerald stated.
-
-Nodding in profound and entire approbation, with which Gerald was not in
-any way connected, an enchanter in a sopping yellow blanket now
-remarked:
-
-“I, too, am always ready to defend the magic of our fellow practitioner.
-My conscience forces me to grant that his magic is not faultless. In
-mere honesty I have to confess that his magic is stupid and stilted and
-silly; that it is sniggering and sly and nasty; that it wallows in a
-morass of self-satisfaction; and that it is steeped and soaked in
-ever-fretful egoism, in spite of our friendly candor in all dealings
-with him from the very first. Nor can I dispute that our confrère
-behaves too much like a decadent small boy who is proud of having been
-haled into the police court for chalking dirty words on a wall. Apart,
-though, from his stinking filth and his vileness and his tinsel
-cynicisms, and aside from his bestiality and his vulgar frippery and his
-dabblings in cesspools and his vapid sophistries, I stand always ready
-to defend the magic of Horvendile, because it is not, after all, as if
-he were a mage of any real importance, and one ought always to be
-indulgent to persons of third and fourth rate ability.”
-
-“Even so—” Gerald pointed out.
-
-But now an enchanter in a thoroughly drenched scarlet blanket was
-saying, as he meditatively unclosed his pastepot:
-
-“I quite agree with you. Nobody admires the merits of our esteemed
-confrère more whole-heartedly than I do. It would be merely silly to
-deny that he has weakened his always rather wishy-washy magic potions by
-too frequent blendings. It is impossible to ignore that his magic has
-become a cloying weariness and a mincing indecency. We are forced to
-acknowledge that Horvendile is insincere, that he very irritatingly
-poses as a superior person, that he is labored beyond endurance, that he
-smells of the lamp, that his art is dull and tarnished and trivial and
-intolerable, but, even so, we ought also to admit that he does as well
-as could be expected of anybody who combines a lack of any actual talent
-with ignorance of actual life.”
-
-“However—” Gerald explained.
-
-The fifth enchanter to interrupt Gerald wore a black blanket; and he,
-too, appeared to drip with wisdom and bilge-water and judicious
-amiability in the while that he said:
-
-“It is, in fact, alike our duty and our privilege to be most lenient
-with this laborious bungler who, after all, is probably doing the best
-he can. So I, for one, I never dwell even fleetingly upon the awkward
-fact that the banality of his magic is no excuse for the way he botches
-its execution. Indeed, I do not know but that a person of very lively
-imagination might conceive of our confrère’s turning out worse work than
-he does. Nor do I think I am being over-charitable. For, upon my
-word,—while I can see that his magic is morbid, that it is sophomoric,
-that it is malignant, that it is plagiarized, that it is intolerably
-insipid, that it is sacrilegious, that it is naïve, that it is pseudo
-whatever or other may happen to sound best, that it is over brutal in
-cynicism, that it is incurably sentimental, and that it bores me beyond
-description,—yet otherwise I can, at just this moment, think of no
-especial other fault to find with his magic.”
-
-So it was that these dripping and affable enchanters went on defending
-Horvendile with such generous volubility that Gerald could get in no
-word.
-
-Then each took off the single garment which he wore, and so vanished,
-because without their wet blankets these enchanters were in no way
-noticeable. And Gerald rode away from that place contentedly, because it
-was a natural comfort to know that he traveled with a guide and a patron
-who was so well thought of by the best judges.
-
-
-
-
- 22.
- The Paragraph of the Sphinx
-
-
-NOW upon the outskirts of Turoine, after Gerald had ridden through
-this city, Gerald paused to talk with the Sphinx who lay there writing
-with a black pen in a large black-covered book like a ledger. The
-monster had so long couched in this place as to be half-imbedded in the
-red earth.
-
-“This partially buried condition, ma’am,” Gerald began,—“or perhaps one
-ought to say ‘sir’—”
-
-“Either form of address,” replied the Sphinx, “may be applicable,
-according to which half of me you are considering.”
-
-“—This semi-interment, then, madam and sir, is untidy looking, and
-cannot be especially comfortable.”
-
-“Yet I may not move,” replied the Sphinx, “in part because I have my
-writing to complete, in part because I know all movement and all action
-of every kind to be equally fruitless. So do I retain eternal bodily as
-well as mental poise.”
-
-“Such acumen borders upon paralysis,” Gerald said: “and paralysis is
-ugly.”
-
-“Do you not despise ugliness!” the Sphinx exhorted, “who have traveled
-thus far upon the road of gods and myths. For what things have you found
-stable upon this road save only Koleos Koleros and the Holy Nose of
-Lytreia? and what is there more ugly than these two?”
-
-Gerald replied: “That nose I found it my Christian duty to describe as a
-tongue; and the lady whom they call Koleos Koleros I have not yet seen.
-But, in any case, you, ma’am—for, after all, it is not quite nice for
-me to have your loins upon my mind—No, really, it does seem more
-becoming for me to treat you as a lady—”
-
-“So, and do you find me ugly?”
-
-“You mistake my meaning. I was about to observe that you, ma’am, also
-appear tolerably stable. And the Mirror of Caer Omn, that likewise
-remains in worship.”
-
-“Dreams pass eternally varying through that golden mirror. Thoughts pass
-eternally varying through my wise head. But all these dreams and
-thoughts stay barren, as barren as they are irresolute. For we create
-nothing. We control no material thing. And we aspire toward no goal.
-That is why we are permitted to endure powerlessly in realms wherein two
-powers alone are never barren; wherein they control all; and wherein
-neither may ever be uncertain of its goal so long as the other
-survives.”
-
-Gerald found this wholly incomprehensible and of no striking interest.
-So he only shrugged.
-
-“Nevertheless, in my worlds,” Gerald said, “there shall not be any
-ugliness.”
-
-“Do you, then, possess many worlds?”
-
-“Not as yet, ma’am. I allude to the worlds I shall create by and by,
-when I have come into my kingdom yonder, in the place beyond good and
-evil, and have regained my proper station as the Lord of the Third Truth
-in the Dirghic mythology.”
-
-Now the Sphinx frowned. “I perceive you are only another downfallen god
-upon your journey to the Master Philologist. I might have guessed it,
-for Thor and Typhon and Rudra and the Maruts and all the other storm
-gods who have gone blustering downward into Antan, all had red hair.”
-
-Gerald slapped his thigh.
-
-“Upon my word, ma’am, but that is a real clue! The storm gods did, in
-every mythology known to me, have red hair. I incline to believe that
-the wisdom of the Sphinx has solved the mystery of my being. I am no
-doubt a storm god also; I am rapidly becoming a complete pantheon upon
-two legs; and at this rate my waistcoat will end by embracing pure
-monotheism. Meanwhile I really do wonder, ma’am, at your offhand way of
-speaking about the gods, and I wonder, too, what grudge you can have
-against us gods?”
-
-“For one thing, it is said that the gods created those men who interrupt
-me in my writing to plague me with just such silly questions.”
-
-“Men naturally seek wisdom from you, ma’am, to whom the whole story of
-human life is familiar.”
-
-“But the story of human life is not one story. There are three stories
-of human life.”
-
-“Ah, ah! And what are they?”
-
-“Why, there was once a traveling man who came one night to an inn—”
-
-“I believe I have heard of his indecorous adventures there. So do you
-spare my blushes, ma’am, and tell me the second story!”
-
-“It seems, then, there were once two Irishmen—”
-
-“That anecdote also, in all conceivable variants, I am quite certain I
-have heard. So what is the third story?”
-
-“There was once a young married couple. And it seems that on the first
-night—”
-
-“Yet that story, in a great number of versions, is equally familiar to
-me. And really, ma’am, I question if these intolerably hackneyed tales
-sum up all human wisdom.”
-
-“But the young married couple in the outcome got pleasure for their
-bodies in the service of those two powers which I was just talking
-about. The Irishmen found an unlooked-for drollness in the mechanics of
-those two powers, which they preserved in a neat and nicely memorable
-phrase, getting pleasure for their minds. So, by the way, did the two
-Jews and the two Scotchmen. And the traveling man, upon the next
-morning, after those same two powers had obtained their will of him,
-went away from that inn, traveling nobody knows whither; and so got,
-through a darker night, unbroken and uncompanioned sleep, unbothered any
-longer by those powers. Thus these three stories really do sum up all
-the gains which it is possible for a man to acquire through human living
-and all the wisdom that it is salutary for any man to know about.”
-
-“Well, that is as it may be! I am persuaded that in the goal of all the
-gods there is a more august power than any which men know of hereabouts
-assuredly. For I note the sympathy and compassion and love and
-self-denial which human beings display toward one another, after all,
-rather copiously. I reflect that every art is a form of self-expression.
-And I deduce that the artist who created human beings was prompted in
-his embodiment of all these qualities by sheer egotism. He observed
-these qualities in his own nature: he approved of them: and so he
-embodied them. No actually reflective person, therefore, will ever
-imagine that human life does not go forward toward some kindly
-winding-up, since none who finds philanthropy in his own heart can doubt
-that philanthropy exists in the heart of his creator.”
-
-“And does that stuff which you are now talking really seem to you,” the
-Sphinx asked, “sensible?”
-
-“My dear lady, it seems to me something far better: it seems to me a
-rather beautiful idea. So I play with it sometimes. Now I dismiss that
-idea, out of deference to your proverbial wisdom: and I ask what far
-more gratifying and uplifting wisdom, ma’am, you may be writing in your
-black-covered book?”
-
-“Oh, yes, my book!” said the Sphinx, with the livelier interest natural
-to an author. “You find me just now in some difficulty with my book. You
-conceive there has to be an opening paragraph. It would not be possible
-to leave out the first paragraph—”
-
-“I can see that. I can recall no book in which there was not a first
-paragraph.”
-
-“—And this paragraph ought to sum up all things, so to speak—”
-
-“That likewise is a familiar rhetorical principle—”
-
-“—And it is with the composition of this paragraph that I am just now
-having trouble.”
-
-“Well, you could not possibly have consulted a more suitable person. I,
-too, used to dabble in the little art of letters before I became a god
-with four aspects. I am familiar with all rhetorical devices. I am a
-past master of zeugma and syllepsis; at hypallage, and chiasmus also, I
-excel; and my handling of meiosis and persiflage and oxymoron has been
-quite generally admired. So do you read me your rough draft: and I have
-no doubt I can arrange all difficulties for you.”
-
-The Sphinx for a moment considered this suggestion, and, before the
-prospect of a connoisseur’s efficient criticism, the monster seemed
-rather shy.
-
-“Do not be vexed unduly,” the Sphinx then said, “if you can find no
-meaning in this paragraph—”
-
-“I shall not be excessively censorious, I assure you. No beginner is
-expected to excel in any art.”
-
-“—For this paragraph was placed here simply because there happened to
-be a vacancy which needed filling—”
-
-“I quite understand that. So let us get on!”
-
-But there was no hurrying the diffident Sphinx. “The foolish,
-therefore,” the Sphinx continued in shy explanation, “will find in it
-foolishness, and will say ‘Bother!’ The wise, as wisdom goes, will
-reflect that this paragraph was placed here without its consent being
-asked; that no wit nor large significance was loaned it by its creator;
-and that it will be forgotten with the turning of the one page wherein
-it figures unimportantly—”
-
-“No doubt it will be!” said Gerald, now speaking a little impatiently,
-“but let us get on to this famous paragraph!”
-
-“—So do you turn the page forthwith, in just the care-free fashion of
-old nodding Time as he skims over the long book of life: and do you say
-either ‘Bother!’ or ‘Brother!’ as your wits prompt.”
-
-“I will, I assure you, the moment your book is published. But why do you
-keep talking about your paragraph? why do you not read me what you have
-written?”
-
-“I have just done so,” replied the Sphinx. “I have not been talking. I
-have been reading ever since I said, ‘Do you not be vexed’ and now I
-have read you the whole paragraph.”
-
-Gerald said, “Oh!” He scratched his long chin a bit blankly. He
-approached the monster, and leaning over one forepaw, he read for
-himself in that black ledger the paragraph of the Sphinx.
-
-Then Gerald said, “But what comes next?”
-
-“Were I to answer that question you would be wiser than I. And of course
-nobody can ever be wiser than the Sphinx.”
-
-“But is that as far as you have yet written?”
-
-“It is as far as anybody has written,” said the Sphinx, “as yet.”
-
-“In all these centuries you have not got beyond that one paragraph?”
-
-“Now, do you not see my difficulty? I needed an opening paragraph which
-would sum up all things, so to speak, and all the human living which men
-keep pestering me to explain. And when I had written it there was not
-anything left over to put in the second paragraph.”
-
-“But, oh, dear me! This is materialism! this is flat sacrilege committed
-in the actual presence of a god! I am embarrassed, ma’am. I hardly know
-which way to look before the spectacle of such conduct. For you fill
-your page, with your ambiguous paragraph—”
-
-“Do you not be vexed unduly if you can find no meaning in this
-paragraph—”
-
-“—Which has not anything to do with my exalted duties in this world—”
-
-“This paragraph was placed here simply because there happened to be a
-vacancy which needed filling—”
-
-“But I am not a paragraph, ma’am! I am no less a person, I may tell you
-in confidence, than Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper and Preserver, the Lord
-of the Third Truth, the Well-beloved of Heavenly Ones, upon a
-journey,—quite incognito, and therefore unattended by my customary
-retinue,—toward my appointed kingdom. And I confess that to my divine
-mind your writing has not any valid significance—”
-
-“The foolish, therefore, will find in it foolishness, and will say
-‘Bother!’—”
-
-“—And conveys no valuable lesson—”
-
-“The wise, as wisdom goes, will reflect that this paragraph was placed
-here without its consent being asked; that no wit nor large significance
-was loaned it by its creator; and that it will be forgotten with the
-turning of the one page wherein it figures unimportantly—”
-
-“Quite honestly, ma’am, I am not a paragraph! No, I assure you that I
-really am the Lord of the Third Truth, upon my way to rule over Antan. I
-am the predestined conqueror who will force that irreligious Master
-Philologist to refrain from any further evil-doing, and to turn over a
-new leaf—”
-
-“Do you turn the page forthwith, in just the care-free fashion of old
-nodding Time as he skims over the long book of life—”
-
-“Yes, yes!” said Gerald, smiling, “I was thinking you could bring in
-that bit, neatly enough, if I gave you the simile to start on. And I
-know, of course, how all you authoresses love to quote your own works.
-So now, ma’am, if I were to remark, in a half puzzled way, that I hardly
-know what to say about your irrational paragraph—”
-
-“Do you say either ‘Bother!’ or ‘Brother!’ as your wits prompt.”
-
-“Quite so! And that finishes it. You have now had the privilege of
-quoting in the course of one conversation your complete collected works,
-from cover to cover: and that ought to leave any authoress in a fairly
-amiable frame of mind. My complaint, then, ma’am, is that you have
-exhausted my time rather than your subject. There should be by all means
-a second paragraph. You see, dear lady,—and I am speaking now from the
-professional knowledge of a god,—it is the gist of every religion
-that—still to pursue your bibliomaniacal metaphor,—one has but to turn
-over that page in order to begin upon the most splendid of romances.”
-
-“What kind of romance can any dead man be getting pleasure out of in his
-dark grave?” the Sphinx asked, in frank surprise.
-
-“Well, I must not speak over-hastily. I cannot supply offhand your
-second paragraph until I have learned what the Dirghic religion states
-to be the nature of this second paragraph.... For, you conceive, ma’am,
-in the opinion of many wise and virtuous persons that paragraph deals
-with a voyaging in the great sun boat, to a hidden land very far down in
-the west, after the heart of each passenger has been weighed against a
-feather, and forty-two judges have passed favorably upon his claims to
-free transportation. But dissenters, just as wise and virtuous, and just
-as numerous, declare the subject of that paragraph to be a pleasure
-garden in which properly behaved persons will recline in continuous
-tipsiness upon golden couches covered with green cushions, cosily shaded
-by lotus- and banana-trees, and will have no other occupation than
-perpetually to remove the virginity of large-eyed celestial ladies. Yet,
-other sages declare that paragraph to deal with the crossing of a
-bridge—in which transit a peculiarly obliging dog will serve as the
-guide,—into the presence of the bright Amshaspands. Whereas, still
-other estimable people contend that your second paragraph should treat
-of a four-square city builded of gold and jasper, upon a twelve-fold
-foundation of various precious stones, and irrigated by its own private
-crystal sea.... For, I repeat, ma’am, the best-thought-of religions vary
-quite noticeably as to the nature of this second paragraph: and it would
-be wholly a sad thing if by speaking over-hastily I were to run counter
-to my own mythology. But, in any case, I have no sympathy whatever with
-the mental morbidity of such materialism as would deny the existence of
-any kind of second paragraph.”
-
-Then Gerald frowned, and he rode on.
-
-
-
-
- 23.
- Odd Transformation of a Towel
-
-
-GERALD now passed beyond Turoine, and, crossing Mispec Moor, he came
-thus to the tumbled-down hut of a decrepit old woman.
-
-“And how are you called, ma’am?”
-
-“What is that to you?” she answered, peevishly.
-
-And this wrinkled creature seemed to Gerald remarkably red and inflamed
-and regrettably hideous among her tousled tresses.
-
-“Well, ma’am,” replied Gerald, pleasantly, “a name is a word: and words
-are my peculiar concern.”
-
-“If it matters to you, young Carrot-top, I have had many names. And
-under one name or another I was used to deal with every man. Now my
-powers fall into decay, and one month is like another month, with never
-any changing in it. All about me is bleached, dearie, all is colorless.
-There is no more employment for me: and I am an old worthless flabby
-white-haired creature, still palely quivering with desire for the good
-ever-busy days—oh, and for the nights too, dearie,—that are overpast.
-Eh, dearie, though you would not ever think it, once I was Æsred, a
-mother of the Little Gods and of much else. And I fared handsomely then,
-taking liveliness and color out of all things, and turning men into
-useful domestic animals. But now the world is old, and I am the world’s
-twin: and all vigorousness has gone from me, and one month is like
-another month, with never any changing in it.”
-
-“I am a god who bring with me all vigor and all youth,” said Gerald: for
-he remembered what the Sphinx had said about not despising ugliness.
-
-Gerald spoke the appointed words: and he baptized the old whining trot
-after the rite of the Lady of the First Water-Gap. He straightway saw
-the dingy towel about her shaking head transformed. This towel had now
-become a crown composed, a bit surprisingly, of the four suits from a
-pack of playing cards. There were four clubs set upright, like the
-strawberry leaves in a duke’s coronet, and alternated with four spades:
-and the band of this crown was moulded in bas-relief with eight hearts
-and with sixteen diamonds.
-
-In fact, everything near Gerald was changed. To Gerald’s right hand and
-to his left were seen neat fields and green things growing pleasantly,
-and the tumbled-down hovel was now a spruce new cottage. But what seemed
-even more interesting to Gerald was the circumstance that the wrinkled
-angry looking old woman had become a quite personable creature, not
-young and callow, but in the very prime of life: and the name of Æsred
-now, as she told him, and as he noted at least two other reasons for
-believing, was Maya of the Fair Breasts.
-
-But she said also, forthwith: “Now that I am young, and have not any
-chaperon in the house, it would look better for you to be getting on
-with your journey, because you know how people talk. Yes, and how quick
-they are to be talking about all widow women anyhow—”
-
-“Oh! oh!” said Gerald: “are you not, then, prepared to trust me?”
-
-“—With or without,” continued Maya, “the least provocation. As for
-trusting you or any other young fellow living, I never heard before of
-such nonsense. It is only the elderly men that any woman can depend on,
-just as far as she can see them, in broad daylight, a good while after
-they can be depended on at night.”
-
-“You are not even ready to give me all?”
-
-Maya was reasonable. “I will give you your dinner, and on top of that
-your hat. For I can have no vagabond god hanging around my neat cottage
-when I am trying to get the dishes washed, and have the name of a widow
-to keep respectable.”
-
-“Here,” Gerald stated, with conviction, “is an unusual woman. I search
-the pages of history in vain to find any parallel to the strange
-behavior of this woman.”
-
-And Gerald reflected. Very certainly this Maya of the Fair Breasts did
-not excel all the other women his gaze had ever beheld. Yet the colors
-of her two eyes were nicely matched, and a fairish nose stood about
-equidistant between them. Beneath this was a tolerably good mouth, for
-all that the lips were sullen: and the indefinitely brownish hair, which
-was queerly arranged in nineteen formal braids, no doubt concealed a
-pair of well-enough ears. This rather heavy-visaged woman was reasonably
-young, she seemed hardly more than thirty-seven or thereabouts: she
-exhibited no deformity anywhere: her figure was acceptably preserved,
-her breasts were positively alluring.... In fine, the appraising glance
-of the young man could with the kindly eyes of twenty-eight perceive in
-her no really grave fault.
-
-Moreover, she reminded him of no woman that he had ever seen anywhere
-before this morning.
-
-So Gerald said: “I am satisfied. I shall stay for dinner. I shall
-thankfully accept all the refreshments you proffer, of every kind.”
-
-Then Maya answered: “But, indeed, you sauce-box, you quite misunderstand
-me. So do you keep your proper distance! For I am not the sort of woman
-that you seem only too well acquainted with.”
-
-Gerald said, with a caressing thrill in his voice, “Yet, do you but
-answer me this very simple question—”
-
-Maya replied, “Oh, get away with you!”
-
-Thus speaking, she boxed the jaws of the predestined ruler over all the
-gods of men; and with a few well-chosen words she placed their
-relationship upon a more decorous basis.
-
-
-
-
- PART SEVEN
- THE BOOK OF POETS
-
- “He Goes Farthest That Knows
- Not Where He is Going.”
-
-
-
-
- 24.
- On Mispec Moor
-
-
-GERALD, after they had dined, persuaded Maya of the Fair Breasts to
-permit him to rest over for supper also, now that his journeying was
-virtually complete. For beyond the home of the wise woman upon Mispec
-Moor the way lay unimpeded to the ambiguous lowlands of Antan, where
-Queen Freydis and her consort the Master Philologist ruled in, it was
-said, a very old, red-pillared palace which had once belonged to still
-another queen, named Suskind.
-
-But, as to this Antan, Gerald could not, even now, learn anything quite
-definite, because of all the gods and myths who had passed down into
-Antan none ever returned. It thus stayed, as yet, regrettably dubious
-whether these glorious beings now all lived together in unimaginable
-splendor, as Gerald had gathered at Caer Omn; or whether, as ran the
-gloomier report which prevailed in Lytreia, they had each been destroyed
-by the Master Philologist.
-
-In any case, from Mispec Moor you clearly saw Antan. Thus, there
-remained for Gerald hardly more than an hour’s ride, and perhaps a
-morning’s spirited work, in order to complete his predestined conquest
-of his appointed kingdom. Gerald therefore rested until to-morrow, with
-this not over-hospitable hostess,—who viewed him with such uncalled-for
-suspicion that (as he found toward midnight) the woman had actually
-bolted the door to her room, out of a foolish notion that he might be
-trying to enter this immovable door, from which he was, instead, with
-entire dignity tiptoeing away. He rested so as to be in his very best
-fettle when he approached, to-morrow, the climax of his superb
-achievements.
-
-Meanwhile he questioned Maya of the Fair Breasts as to his future
-kingdom; and she told him it was a poorly thought-of place. Nobody ever
-went there, Maya said, except such trash as poets and threadbare myths
-and over-inquisitive persons and such celestial riffraff as had lost
-their station in human esteem and their priests and their temples, said
-Maya, nodding her head rather gravely. That curious crown of hers
-sparkled cheerily with every movement of her head, for she sat at the
-window in a patch of sunlight, about her darning. And as to what became
-of such worthless people, Maya continued, after they reached Antan,
-that, certainly, was a question of no importance—
-
-“Yes, but what is the general opinion hereabouts, among the sorcerers
-and enchanters of Turoine?”
-
-“Our opinion is that the matter is not worth bothering about.”
-
-“Yes, but what do you think—?”
-
-Maya looked up from her darning, in mild but candid surprise. “You
-really do ask the silliest questions! For one, I do not think at all
-about those outcast tramps and vagabonds except to see that they steal
-nothing as they go by.”
-
-So then Gerald questioned her about Freydis.
-
-“I have heard of the woman,” said Maya, rather absent-mindedly, as she
-went on with the darning upon which stayed fixed her actual
-attention,—“of course: but nothing to her credit. They report, for
-example, that she has a mirror—”
-
-“I, too, have heard continually of that mirror, but never of exactly
-what she does with it.”
-
-“For that matter, Gerald, I also have a mirror, if that is all which is
-needed. Everybody has a mirror. In fact, I have a number of mirrors.”
-
-“I know. I have noticed them everywhere about the cottage. But all your
-mirrors, dear lady, are rose-colored.”
-
-—To which Maya replied irrelevantly, and without looking up from her
-darning: “But did you not know from the first that I was a wise woman?
-In any case, it is said that Queen Freydis holds her mirror up to
-nature, and that she does not scruple to hold this mirror up to her
-disreputable visitors, too. For they really are, you know. It is all
-very well being a god while it lasts. Only, it never does. And then
-where are you? Why, exactly! That is why the overlords of Turoine have
-always seemed to me more business-like. And there is no flaw in it,
-people say,”—now, though, as Gerald deduced, Maya was talking about the
-Mirror of the Hidden Children,—“no distortion of any kind, no
-flattering in it, and no kindly exaggeration. It is not in anything like
-my more sensible rose-colored mirrors. And nobody could of course be
-expected to approve of such a mirror.”
-
-“Nevertheless, if there indeed be any such mirror, I mean to face it,
-when to-morrow I enter into my kingdom, and liberate the great words of
-the Master Philologist, and restore the Dirghic mythology, for in that
-mythology, I must tell you, I am a god with four aspects.”
-
-“What nonsense you do talk!” said Maya, comfortably, as she slipped the
-darning-egg into another stocking.
-
-Then Gerald confided in her. Then Gerald told Maya of how he, howsoever
-unmeritorious, was heir to all the unimaginable wonders which harbored
-yonder. He told her that he and none other was Fair-haired Hoo, the
-Helper and Preserver, the Lord of the Third Truth, the Well-beloved of
-Heavenly Ones. He told her of everything that had happened in his
-triumphant expedition, thus far. He told her of somewhat more than had
-happened, for under Gerald’s expansive handling of the rather beautiful
-idea of his own invincibility the tale became an epic. And Gerald told
-her, too, of how he intended to rule in the goal of all the gods. He
-briefly indicated his summer and winter palaces, the probable personnel
-of his harem, the deities who would serve in his immediate household,
-and, in a general way, the worlds which he would create: and he promised
-to remember Maya, liberally, after he had come into his kingdom.
-
-And Maya all this while went on darning placidly. She admitted that
-men—
-
-“But, as I was telling you, I am a god,—a god with no less than four
-aspects.”
-
-That did not really matter, Maya considered. The gods, as near as she
-had been able to judge those scatter-brained ne’er-do-wells that went
-tramping by, were just the same, and, if anything, more so. It was
-simply incredible, she continued, how little wear there was in a
-stocking nowadays. She then admitted that male persons did have these
-notions, even about such unlikely places as Antan. And Gerald would, in
-any event, be finding out for himself all about Antan to-morrow, because
-if he for one solitary instant thought she was going to have him hanging
-about her cottage forever—!
-
-“Come now, my dear, but hospitality is a very famous virtue: and,
-besides, you owe it to me that you are now the handsomest woman in these
-parts.”
-
-“But that, Gerald,—even if it were the truth, of course, for you need
-not think you are fooling me, you scamp,—that is just why people will
-be imagining things if you continue to stay here.”
-
-“Then let us take good care not to be suspected unjustly, because that
-would be unfair to everybody—”
-
-“Oh, get along with you! and do you pick up every one of those
-stockings, too, now you have scattered them all over the floor. And
-really, you red-headed pest, I am not joking, either. That horse of
-yours—”
-
-“Ah, yes, that horse of mine! I admit that to the discerning eyes of a
-woman it is not the handsomest beast in the world. And I suppose you are
-about to point out that this horse is unworthy of me, and that I ought
-to dispose of it, in one way or another—”
-
-“But whatever nonsense are you talking, now! It is an extremely handsome
-horse. There is some sort of prophecy about it, too, is there not? So
-you would be even more foolish than you seem to be, to part with that
-horse.”
-
-“Well, to be sure, there may be something in what you say.”
-
-“—And what I was attempting to tell you is that, if you will simply
-permit me to talk for one minute without interrupting—”
-
-“Hereafter I remain as quiet, my dear, as a belch in polite society; and
-you may go on.”
-
-“Why, then, I was trying to say that your horse can get you to Antan
-within an hour. You can find out for yourself all about the place. And I
-daresay this Queen Freydis, from all I have heard of her, will not have
-the least objection to your rude way of grabbing and pawing at people
-and interfering with my housework and generally misconducting yourself.
-It is the sort of thing she is quite used to. But I do not like it: I
-feel you would not do it if you really respected me. And I am sorry if
-anything I have said or done has given you any such wrong notions about
-me. And if you stuck yourself with that needle it was simply your own
-fault. And that is all there is to it.”
-
-Gerald replied: “You are regrettably lacking, my dear, in the confidence
-and the generosity peculiar to your sex. It is impossible for the mind
-to conceive of anything more dreadful than your conduct. Nevertheless, I
-must stay until Wednesday, for otherwise I cannot possibly judge of your
-magics.”
-
-“Oh, very well, then!” Maya answered, with unconcealed regretfulness
-over the fact that she would have to put up with Gerald for yet another
-day.
-
-
-
-
- 25.
- The God Conforms
-
-
-FOR Gerald, upon reflection, had decided it would be really amusing to
-remain upon Mispec Moor until Wednesday, since only upon Wednesday could
-Maya show the perfection of her thaumaturgy. Thursday, though, as the
-wise woman forewarned him candidly, was her cleaning day; and she simply
-could not be bothering over company with the house all topsy-turvy.
-
-“And I also warn you well in advance, my darling,” said Gerald, “that
-the performance must be gratis, since I have no material possessions,
-save possibly my riding-horse, to barter for the privilege of witnessing
-your parlor magic.”
-
-“Why, but what in the world would I be needing with another horse, who
-already have dozens of them eating their heads off all over the moor?
-and when in the world, you pest, I became ‘your darling’ I would really
-like to know!”
-
-“Now, but have you, indeed? The very first moment I saw you, my dear.”
-
-“I do wish you would sometimes, just for a change, talk half rationally.
-And of course it has always been my custom to further the true happiness
-of the men with whom I was particularly intimate by turning them into
-domestic animals of one kind or another. Quite a number of them came out
-horses—”
-
-“I do not altogether approve of such a custom. Still, women have
-incalculable fancies: and all men find out sooner or later that it is
-less trouble to indulge these fancies than to thwart them. At any rate,
-a god has no concern with these minor sorceries.”
-
-“Of course not!” Maya agreed. “A scatter-brained, talk-you-to-death,
-carrot-topped, and generally good-for-nothing god is not concerned with
-anything except with getting on to that minx Freydis.”
-
-Gerald waved aside the insinuation. He continued to talk about more
-immediate matters, and he said:
-
-“Nevertheless, your story interests me. It would be droll to have a
-horse like that. So suppose, now, my dear, suppose that I trade my
-divine steed for one of those unusual horses of yours?”
-
-“No, Gerald, really I would rather not. For the men that I put my magic
-upon used once to be fine knights or barons or even kings,—and, for
-that matter, there were a couple of emperors, though only in a small
-way,—and I confess to a certain sentiment about them still.”
-
-Then in a clay chafing-dish Maya of the Fair Breasts burned fig-leaves
-with benzoin and macis and storax. And she showed Gerald how one might
-master mercurial things. She displayed to him the small magics which are
-Wednesday’s. She revealed to him—cursorily, since they had only a
-morning at their disposal,—the secrets of remunerative mediocrity in
-the learned professions, in truth-telling, in upholstering, in the
-removal of mountains into the sea, in the erection of bridges over any
-unpassable place, in the preparation of rose-colored mirrors, in
-criticism, in oratory, in jurisprudence, and in the safe interpretation
-of Holy Writ. As himself a former student of magic, Gerald found these
-formulæ of interest: but, as a god, he regarded Maya with profound
-respect, as one who, with no native divine advantages, had yet mastered
-this quite reputable stock of knowledge and ability.
-
-Yet the workings of these magics were not apparent until Gerald had put
-on the spectacles which Maya gave him. He found these glasses so
-soothing to the eyes that he retained them, just for the remainder of
-his visit to her cottage.
-
-For, after all, Gerald decided to stay over the week-end, since Maya was
-so unflatteringly eager to be rid of him. It was an eagerness troubling
-to his self-respect. Here was he, a god whom women had always run after,
-and had pestered beyond reasonable endurance, here was he, of all
-persons, being treated with unconcealed indifference by a mere
-hedge-sorceress, by a creature who had not even any remarkable good
-looks or wit to justify her impudence. This Maya of the Fair Breasts
-needed taking down quite a large number of pegs. So Gerald fell to
-wooing her with an ardor that somewhat surprised him. For it was
-eminently necessary, it was, indeed, a rather beautiful idea, to win the
-woman, and then to jilt her, so as to teach her, once for all, not ever
-again to make free and easy with the will of a god.
-
-Meanwhile, Maya had suggested that he conceal the fact he was a god; and
-that she should introduce him to the local gentry of Turoine as a
-visiting sorcerer.
-
-“For I must tell you, Gerald,” Maya said, “all the best-thought-of
-people hereabouts are in one or another branch of sorcery. We have,
-thus, never had any relations with Heaven. All our connections have been
-with another quarter. And it is not that we are unduly conceited and
-exclusive, it is simply that it has just happened so. Nevertheless, so
-many gods have straggled by, on their way to an ambiguous end, as they
-went down to encounter the Master Philologist, and whatever it is that
-he does to them, that there is a tendency among the best people
-hereabouts, as I will not conceal from you, to regard them as not quite
-the sort that one meets socially.”
-
-“But I—!” said Gerald, in uncontrolled indignation.
-
-“I know, my poor boy, you are entirely different. And I am perfectly
-broad-minded about it, myself. But other people are not. And it would
-sound much better.”
-
-Then Gerald spoke with dignity and firmness. Gerald said that not for
-one moment would he stoop to such a subterfuge. Not for an instant would
-he who was a lord of all exalted white magics pretend to be a sorcerer
-soiled with infernal traffics and patronized by mere devils. After that,
-Gerald passed as a visiting sorcerer.
-
-
-
-
- 26.
- “Qualis Artifex!”
-
-
-AND Gerald used to amuse himself by talking with the travelers who
-passed by the neat log and plaster cottage of Maya the wise woman, upon
-their way to the court of Queen Freydis and her consort the Master
-Philologist. For it was a good and shrewd policy, Gerald felt, for a
-monarch to familiarize himself with his future subjects: so he would sit
-by the wayside, in the shade of a conveniently placed
-chestnut-tree,—incognito, as it were,—and would artfully allure them
-into conversation.
-
-“Hail, friends! And what business draws you to the city of all marvels?”
-said Gerald, on the first morning that he fell into this long-sighted
-course.
-
-He was told—by the big-bellied, yellow-haired man, whose skin was so
-curiously spotted,—that they were two poets upon their way to Antan,
-the goal of all the gods, and the friendly haven of true poets, where
-poets might hope to find at last that loveliness which they desired and
-could nowhere discover in their everyday life upon earth. To Gerald this
-was excellent news, since it increased the number of his future subjects
-very gratifyingly.
-
-But he said nothing, while the big-bellied, spotted, thin-legged
-gentleman in the purple robe adorned with golden stars, went on in his
-answer to Gerald’s first question, by explaining that the speaker was
-Nero Claudius Cæsar, the king of all poets, and that his scrawny
-companion, in a brown doublet of which both elbows needed patching, was
-an artist of considerable talent from out of the Gallic provinces, who
-was called François Villon.
-
-Gerald found this also of some interest, in view of what he remembered
-about the Mirror of Caer Omn. Not often did you thus come face to face
-with two discarded personalities. But Gerald said nothing about this
-either. Instead, he questioned Nero yet further, and he thus learned
-that these two poets were on their way to the court of Freydis, because
-there alone in the universe was art properly regarded: for there,
-indeed, true artists were manufactured out of common clay, and were
-informed with the fire of Audela.
-
-It was one or another old hero from out of Poictesme, Nero had heard,
-who had first modeled these earthen images; and Freydis, as occasion
-served, gave life to these images and set them to live upon earth, as
-changelings. But, above all, said Nero, in Antan the true poets of this
-world fared happily among the myths and the gods who once had afforded
-to these poets such fine themes, so that to-day of course these poets
-wrote even more splendid poems now that they composed with the eye upon
-the object.
-
-Yet, Nero thought, playing idly with the emerald monocle which hung upon
-a green cord about his scrawny neck, this Queen would not be very likely
-ever to create in clay, or to find coming to her court, such another
-artist as Nero himself had been in the days of his Roman pre-eminence.
-No other person known to him had ever excelled in all the polite arts.
-For in dancing and in oratory, in wrestling (even with such dreadful
-adversaries as lions) and in music both vocal and instrumental,—alike
-as a charioteer and as a tragic actor,—but, above all, as a poet, and
-equally as a dramatic, a lyric and an epic poet,—Nero had been
-unanimously awarded the first prize in every contest. He did not care to
-appear boastful: yet, by all canons of criticism, one had to consider
-the list of his overwhelming triumphs, in Rome, in Naples, in Antium, in
-Alba,—at the Parthian games, at the Isthmian games, at the Olympic
-games,—and, in fine, in each contest which Nero had ever entered
-anywhere in all the kingdoms of which he was Emperor. No other artist
-had a record to compare with that: no other of the world’s great
-geniuses had ever been confessedly supreme in every polite form of
-æsthetic endeavor.
-
-Of course, as a student of history, Nero conceded that the elect artist
-was not to be placed, not permanently, by his ranking in the eyes of his
-contemporaries, who might often be swayed by such matters, really
-extraneous to enduring art, as the artist’s ingratiating manners and his
-personal beauty. As a man of the world, he even conceded the judges of
-the sacred games in awarding all the first prizes to Nero might
-furthermore have been influenced by the large sums of money which the
-Emperor always conferred upon his acclaiming judges after such
-occasions, as well as by the dexterity of the tortures which would have
-followed any decision less just.
-
-But the indisputable fact, the fact of superb importance, was that Nero
-had made of his life a poem which was wholly a unique masterpiece in the
-way of self-expression: he, above all other men, had served the one end
-of every poet’s art, by revealing the true nature of man’s being; for
-Nero had embodied, with loving carefulness, each trait which he found in
-himself, through some really memorable action,—rearing, as it were,
-among marshes and quicksands, and in yet other places which other
-persons feared to visit, those strange and passionately colored orchid
-growths which alone could express the highly complex nature of every
-man’s desires—
-
-“That jargon becomes somewhat senescent,” said Gerald. “Still, as a
-museum piece,—yes, even now, sophistication does display something of
-the quaint beauty of thorough obsoleteness. It has acquired the charm,
-and, as it were, the patina, of sedan chairs and of full-bottom wigs and
-of girdles of chastity and of suits of armor, and of all other things,
-once useful enough, which are nowadays endeared to every poet’s heart by
-the fact that they are forever outmoded. So let us grant it, O Cæsar, in
-the days that are gone you were a devil of a fellow and a sad rip among
-the ladies—”
-
-“Why, but, for that matter—” Nero began.
-
-“I know. You broad-mindedly despised neither sex. You were in amour a
-Greek scholar. You were something of a surgeon also. I concede it, I
-blush, and I urge you to omit all embarrassingly personal details.”
-
-So Nero went on, saying that other emperors, with very much his chances,
-had lacked the genius necessary to develop these chances. There had, of
-course, been minor artists. Caligula, for example, among so much
-hackwork in the way of throat-cutting, had shown at least one jet of
-rather lovely inspiration when he attempted a criminal assault upon the
-moon; that was a really finely imagined bit of work. Then, also,
-Domitian and Commodus and Tiberius had displayed praiseworthy ambitions;
-quite neat little things had been done by Tiberius, in an amateur way,
-at Capri; Caracalla too had been so-so: but they had all tended to
-wallow unimaginatively in cut and dried executions; merely to chop off
-anybody’s head was not art, no matter how often you did it. Besides,
-work done upon a public scaffold inevitably coarsened one’s touch. And
-Heliogabalus, whatsoever the lad’s thin vein of undeniable talent in the
-way of lyric lechery, had lacked the stamina and gusto for any sustained
-masterpiece in Nero’s copious epic style.
-
-For Nero alone had been, in every branch of self-expression, the
-sincere, skilled artist, enriching his handiwork always with that
-continual slight novelty which art demands. He had builded his
-appropriate stage, in the Golden House—
-
-“A house entirely overlaid with gold,” said Gerald, reminiscently, “and
-adorned everywhere with jewels and mother of pearl, a house so rich and
-ample that it had three-storied porticos a mile long, and huge revolving
-banqueting halls, and ivory ceilings which perpetually scattered
-perfumes and red rose-petals—”
-
-Nero, at that, had out his emerald monocle; and through it he now
-regarded Gerald with the childlike amiability of a sincere artist
-whensoever his vanity is flattered.
-
-Yes, Nero admitted, he had endeavored to express himself in that house
-also. The Golden House had been (to play with metaphor) the handsome
-binding of that poem which was his life, when in a setting such as the
-world had never known, before or since, he had given to his every human
-trait its full color value. In the Golden House he had reared his
-orchids, he had labored to open many frank and incisive and utterly
-unstinted avenues of self-expression to that somewhat complex thing
-called human nature....
-
-But here he entered rather explicitly into details. Gerald felt the
-style of this emperor to be growing woefully un-American; and Gerald
-fidgeted.
-
-“Let us, I again urge you,” said Gerald, “speak of less personal
-matters, and diversify the vividness of these orchids with a few
-fig-leaves!”
-
-Perhaps, of course, the Emperor continued, he, like every other really
-great artist, had been somewhat the anthologist, in that he had invented
-outright none of the art forms among the many in which he had
-distinguished himself. He had taken over from his predecessors a number
-of inspirations and a formula or two, as he would be the very last to
-deny: but the fine craftsmanship was all his, as well as that
-distinguishing, that peculiarly Neronic, touch of romantic irony, by
-virtue of which this artist had slain with suavity, had destroyed with a
-caress, and had ennobled all that was most dear to his human nature by
-killing it. He spoke now of the deaths of his wives, of Octavia and
-Poppæa, and of others who had been his wives just for the evening; he
-spoke of Sporus, of Aiëtes, of Narcissus, and of that other exceedingly
-beautiful boy, Aulus Plautinus....
-
-And again Gerald raised a protesting hand. “Let us still,” said Gerald,
-“avoid these quite un-American personalities! Meanwhile, you do not
-speak of your mother Agrippina.”
-
-He surprised in the spotted face of Nero something very like terror. But
-Nero said only, “No.”
-
-And besides, the Emperor continued, with rising animation, that happy
-chronological accident, the fact that Christianity began in the days of
-Nero its advance toward world supremacy, had enabled him, by pure luck,
-to lend to the great poem of his life just the needful felicitous touch
-of working in a new medium. To burn well-thought-of taxpayers and
-putative virgins as the torches at your supper parties was a device
-which, out of a natural desire to surprise and to amuse one’s guests,
-might have occurred to almost any host in quest of that continual slight
-novelty which the art of hospitality also demands. But that these
-flambeaux should later become the brightest glories of a triumphant
-church had made these supper parties, which were really quite modest
-affairs, unforgettable. Nero had expressed himself—not merely, as he
-thought at the time, through persons supposed to be deficient in
-patriotism and more or less suspected of being (here again, to play with
-metaphor) not one hundred per cent Roman,—but, as it had turned out,
-through saints and apostles, and through consecrated religious martyrs,
-such as not every artist could get for his themes and raw material. So,
-the succeeding discouragements of Christians had, æsthetically, fallen
-flat, in their impression upon posterity: their authors had come into
-this field too late, to find that tragic vein worked out, and all its
-most striking possibilities exhausted, by the great artist that was
-Nero. It was hardly remembered that Marcus Aurelius and Diocletian and
-many others had broken and flayed and mutilated and burned to the very
-best of their ability: these plodders were but the epigoni and the
-unimaginative plagiarists of Nero.
-
-So had it come about that of all the emperors Rome had known, and of all
-the tyrants and despots in every land and era, who had followed the fine
-art of self-expression, and who had shown what human nature really
-is—in, as it were, the nude, when any man is released from time-serving
-and is made omnipotent,—of all these, there had remained just one whose
-name was remembered everywhere; just one whose fame was imperishable;
-just one who had become a never-dying myth: and that one was Nero. The
-legend of Nero was, in a world wherein every other man stayed more or
-less unwillingly an unfulfilled Nero, the supreme type of the literature
-of escape. The legend of Nero was a poem which men would not ever
-forget: it was a poem current in all languages: and it was a poem which,
-now, everybody could cordially admire and delight in, because time had
-removed the need of considering any current moral standards or one’s own
-physical safety in judging this poem, now that Nero was only a character
-in a book, like—as the Emperor said, with a quaint revealment of his
-retained interest in literature,—like Iago or Volpone or Tartuffe. For
-whether you called any particular book a history or a poem or a drama
-did not, of course, effect the impressiveness and vigor and complexity
-of the character drawing in it, nor the value of the author’s apt and
-edifying revelations as to any eternal verities of man’s being.
-
-“For, certainly,” said Nero, “my life presented, as no other artist has
-ever done, the gist of all human nature as that nature actually is, when
-freed of such inhibitions as constrain it in but too many baffled lives.
-My life was, thus, a connoisseur’s production, and a work of art which
-escaped even the grave risk of anti-climax. For there was not anything
-lacking in the ending of it, either. My fall and the circumstances of my
-death were so æsthetically right that, as an artist, I never in my life
-enjoyed anything quite so much. Nothing could conceivably have been in
-better taste. For, overnight, as you may remember, I passed from the
-throne of the world, to hide in a tumbled-down out-house, under a
-ragged, very faded blue coverlet, and to perish thus by my own
-hand,—with an appropriate tragic verse upon my lips,—and without any
-friend remaining anywhere. No tragedy could have been more boldly
-proportioned, with all the Aristotelian unities so exactly preserved.
-And it was most gratifyingly led up to, too. For just as I was about to
-approach the dénouement of my poem, the statues of my Lares tumbled down
-miraculously, the hind quarters of my favorite riding-horse were
-transformed into the hind quarters of an ape, and the doors of the
-mausoleum of Augustus having unclosed of their own accord, there issued
-from the tomb a divine voice which summoned me to destruction. These
-incidents, I repeat, were gratifying, for they showed that the exercise
-of my art had been viewed by Heaven appreciatively. Ah, yes, in all I
-was peculiarly favored.”
-
-
-
-
- 27.
- Regarding the Stars
-
-
-VILLON spat meditatively between his yellow front teeth. He fingered,
-in the while that he continued his reflections, his scarred and puckered
-lower lip. Then he confessed that he dissented from a great many of his
-predecessor’s remarks.
-
-“You were impressive. Your life was a competent job, boldly executed,
-and nobody denies its merits on their own melodramatic plane. Yet it
-lacked the indispensable touch of tenderness, without which no work of
-art is of the first class. No: it was I who was truly favored; and I
-made of my life a flawless poem without dragging in such gaudy
-accessories as thrones and burning cities and the wasting of a lovely,
-mother-naked virgin on a mere lion.”
-
-And this François Villon went on to speak of the great blessings which
-had been accorded him. He had been granted irresolution, and lewdness,
-and poverty, and cowardice, and a large weakness for drink, and an
-ingrained dishonesty, and a disease-wrecked body, and everything else
-which was needed to make him a knave as contemptible as any man could
-hope to be.
-
-“I was, in brief, gentlemen, as I have elsewhere remarked, a hog with a
-voice. And there was no voice like my voice.”
-
-For out of the mire that wallowing, lustful and cowardly beast had sung.
-Now he sang jeeringly, and made fun of the whole world with satire and
-mockery and invective, and with plain filth-flinging,—which was all
-quite good art, because it pleases people to see a man superior to his
-fate. Now he sang piercingly of the great platitude that death conquers
-and ruins everything: and to that sentiment nobody can ever turn a deaf
-ear, because it is the only sentiment with a universal personal
-application. But, above all, he sang of his regret for his past
-indiscretions, and of his yearning for spiritual cleanliness,
-and—“soaring,” as Villon now quoted, with admirable complacency, “to
-the very gates of Heaven upon the star-sown wings of faith and
-song,”—he had proclaimed his trust in that divine love which,
-ultimately, would redeem all properly repentant persons from the logical
-outcome of their doings in this world, and would give to the marred life
-of every properly repentant person a happy ending in a fair-colored
-paradise agreeably full of harps and lutes. And people liked that, too,
-of course, because such a philosophy made everybody feel muggily
-consoled and, for no especial reason, magnanimous.
-
-So had Villon become a very great poet whose art was a fine blending of
-mirth and of pathos and of faith, and so might he hope to win to high
-honors in Antan, where, if anywhere, poets were properly rewarded. And
-the squalor and degradation of his terrestrial living were, now, but so
-many picturesque ingredients in the superb poem of his life, now that
-Villon too was—just as his Roman confrère had pointed out,—to be
-regarded as a character in a book. The difference was that Villon had
-become a never-dying myth of vagabondage with its heart in the right
-place, and a parable which revealed how much of good always survives in
-the most vile and abandoned of criminals and even in persons
-unsuccessful in business life. The legend of Villon thus proved exactly
-the contrary to that which was proved by the legend of Nero: as the one
-demonstrated the real nature of man to aspire only to lust and cruelty
-the moment that inhibitions were removed, so did the other legend show
-the real fundamental nature of every man to be incurably good and
-lovable under all possible surface stains. And the legend of Villon,
-Villon repeated, had in it tenderness,—that indispensable flavor of
-tenderness and of a sentimentality as wholesomely nourishing as
-molasses, without which no work of art can ever really be of the first
-class so far as goes its popular appeal.
-
-“For my life, gentlemen, was truly a superb parable. And it has been
-properly appreciated, it has ever been paid the fine compliment of being
-plagiarised by Holy Writ. Why, what the devil! if the parable of the
-Prodigal Son be good art in the New Testament, is it the less good art
-for being acted out with the vigor and the brio I brought to that task?
-For I too wasted all my substance, with some feminine assistance, and
-went down among the swine and the husks, without ever forgetting that by
-and by I was to be comforted with never-failing love and veal cutlets.
-In brief, although I lived perforce in the gutter, yet my eyes were upon
-the stars.”
-
-Then Gerald remarked, to this one of his discarded personalities: “You
-move me, Messire François. You sound upon my heart-strings a resounding
-chord, through your employment of a figure of speech which is always
-effective. I do not know why, but any imaginable bit of verse conveying
-a statement manifestly untrue can be made edifying and sublime through
-ending it with the word ‘stars’. We poets have convinced everybody,
-including ourselves, that there is some occult virtue in the act of
-looking at the stars. So, when you said just now, ‘Although I lived
-perforce in the gutter, yet my eyes were upon the stars’, I was moved
-very mightily. I seemed to hear the yearning cry of all human
-aspirations, foiled but superb. Yet if you had asserted your eyes to
-have been habitually, or at least every clear night, upon the
-planets—or, for that matter, upon the comets or the asteroids,—I would
-not have been moved in the least.”
-
-“It is sufficient that you were moved without knowing why,” observed
-Nero. “That is the magic of poetry. Very often when I recited some of my
-best poems, to commemorate the sorrows of Orestes or Canace or Œdipus, I
-myself could not quite understand the springs of that terrible misery
-which convulsed my hearers. They wept; they fainted; a number of the
-women entered prematurely into the labors of childbirth; and I was
-compelled to have the doors and windows guarded by my Praetorian
-soldiers because so many of the audience invariably attempted to escape
-from the well-nigh intolerable ecstasies which my art provoked. Such is
-the magic of great poetry, a thing not ever wholly to be explained even
-by the poet.”
-
-Then Gerald said: “Yet, you two poets who have traveled through the
-Marches of Antan, wherein only two truths endure, and the one teaching
-is that we copulate and die,—do you not look to find when you have
-reached Antan, which is the goal of all the gods, some third truth?”
-
-And it seemed to him that the faces of the two myths had now become
-evasive and more wary.
-
-Nero replied, “For a poet, there exist always just as many truths as he
-cares to imagine.”
-
-And Villon remarked: “I would phrase it somewhat differently. I would
-say there exist more truths than any poet cares to imagine. But it comes
-to the same thing.”
-
-“Yes,” Gerald assented,—“for it comes to an evasion. Yet I, who also am
-a poet, I retain my faith in the rather beautiful idea of that third
-truth.”
-
-And then Gerald told them that he himself had long dabbled in the art of
-poetry. “Indeed,” he added, generously, “I will now recite to you one of
-my sonnets which appears appropriate to the occasion.”
-
-“Dog,” Villon replied, taking up his hat, “does not eat dog.”
-
-And Nero very hastily stated that, howsoever unbounded their regret,
-they really must be hurrying on to the city of marvels.
-
-So these myths departed, traveling together, with an intimacy somewhat
-remarkable in the light of their flatly diverse teachings. And Gerald
-warned them to make the most of the present state of affairs in Antan,
-because the day after to-morrow the Lord of the Third Truth, a deity
-with several not uninteresting aspects, would be descending upon Antan,
-to take over all the powers of the Master Philologist, and to deal with
-Queen Freydis afterward as his divine inclinations might prompt.
-
-Thereafter Gerald went back to Maya and to his dinner quite jauntily,
-now that he knew in his appointed kingdom the true poets of this world
-were assembling to purvey his amusement: and he felt himself to be afire
-with impatience to reach that city of all marvels, yonder behind him, as
-he walked away from Antan, leisurely ascending to the trim cottage of
-Maya the wise woman, who went as a crowned queen, and would have none of
-his love-making, and yet was such an excellent cook, in her plain way.
-
-
-
-
- PART EIGHT
- THE BOOK OF MAGES
-
- “Not Every Good Scholar
- is a Good Schoolmaster.”
-
-
-
-
- 28.
- Fond Magics of Maya
-
-
-GERALD delayed his departure until Friday, because Gerald was
-cordially amused by the fond magics of Maya of the Fair Breasts. He
-regarded them, as he did her, through those roseate spectacles which the
-wise woman had loaned him to be an unfailing comfort to his eyes: and he
-found all very good.
-
-He had known many lovelier and more brilliant women, alike in the
-relinquished world of Lichfield and in his journeying through the
-Marches of Antan. But Maya contented him: he had really not the heart to
-disappoint his Maya by not forcing upon her—after four prolonged and
-tender arguments,—those physical attentions which all women seemed to
-expect.
-
-After that, she put aside her crown; and Gerald never saw it any more.
-
-And after that, also, the date of his departure from her neat cottage
-was postponed until after Sunday, though it was quite understood that,
-the very first thing after a particularly early breakfast on Monday, he
-would pass on to enter into his appointed kingdom, and to possess
-himself of the Master Philologist’s great words, and to reanimate the
-Dirghic mythology in which he was a god, and would come to know the
-third truth over which he exercised celestial authority.
-
-Meanwhile he stayed upon Mispec Moor, to regard with indulgence, and
-even with some pity, his predecessors in Maya’s affection, those
-beguiled men whom she had converted into domestic animals. His divine
-steed was for the while turned out to graze with those docile geldings
-that had once been knights and barons and reigning kings: all wandered
-contentedly enough about the neat cottage, along with a number of steers
-and sheep and three mules, who, also, had once been noblemen and
-well-thought-of monarchs.
-
-Gerald saw that these animals seemed not dissatisfied with their
-transfiguring doom. Yet it appeared a bit wanton—even to him, who had
-once been a tortoise and a lion and a fish and a boar pig,—that these
-gentlemen should have been snatched from positions of responsibility and
-worldly honor, from thrones and tournaments and large bank accounts, and
-set to eating grass in a field. And Gerald sincerely pitied them for
-their ignorance as to the correct way in which to deal with the small
-magics of Maya.
-
-The dear woman herself you could not blame. She could not help trying,
-out of pure kindliness and affection, to hold men back from daring and
-splendid exploits, because she really thought they would be much safer,
-and more happy, as domestic animals.
-
-And, in fact, she justified her charitableness with a logic which was
-plausible. She argued that all men were better content after they had
-become domestic animals. She pointed out that her lovers, in
-particular—Why, but Gerald could see for himself how little vexed were
-her steers and geldings, now, by affairs of the heart. Upon every
-imaginable moral ground they had been made better by their double
-transformation. They did not run after lewd females, they were not
-bloodthirstily jealous of one another, and they were asleep every night
-at a respectable hour. If Gerald had only known them, as she had known
-them, when they were gentlemen of high distinction and reigning
-monarchs, he would never argue about an improvement so obvious.
-
-Besides, domestic animals were spurred by magnanimity and altruism into
-no devastating wars, thrift did not often make them covetous of money,
-neither did self-respect induce them to spend money foolishly: religion
-did not lead mules to bray in any pulpit, nor did the conscientiousness
-of a sheep ever make of him an ever-meddling and pernicious pest. In
-fine, the domestic animals were undisfigured by any human virtues, and
-were quite easy to get along with. Whereas, if any woman attempted to
-have that many men about the house—! Maya, who had lost so many
-husbands (at least partially) did not complete the statement. But her
-expression made the aposiopesis eloquent.
-
-Gerald had no smallest doubt but that, if he himself had not been divine
-and beyond her arts, Maya of the Fair Breasts would long ago, out of
-pure kindliness and affection, have transformed him too into a sheep or
-an ox or some other useful quadruped, and would thus have held him back
-from his appointed inheritance in Antan. And he did not blame her. The
-placid, stupid, rather lovable woman simply did not understand that to
-be contented was not all: she did not comprehend the obligations which
-were upon a god to live with generous splendor and to perform very
-tremendous feats in the way of heroism and of philanthropy.
-
-Of course, just as she said, the exploits of a champion who came to
-enlighten and improve any place—even to redeem it from what, by the
-standards of the United States of America, was iniquitous and backward
-and probably undemocratic,—did of necessity upset the routine to which
-the inhabitants had grown accustomed. Antan, as Gerald looked down upon
-it from the porch of Maya’s cottage, seemed a contented and tranquil
-realm. No matter by howsoever un-American standards people might be
-living there, to redeem the place from those standards would bring
-upsetment and confusion. And it did seem almost a pity—just as Maya
-said,—to be bothering people who were contented enough, when you too
-were contented.... Even so, there was an obligation upon a god. To be
-contented, to have no cares to worry you by day, to lack for nothing by
-day, and every night to induce decorously through connubial affection a
-profound and refreshing slumber,—that was not everything a god desired.
-Yonder there was a third truth. Yonder was Gerald’s appointed kingdom,
-and not here upon Mispec Moor.
-
-Besides, Gerald had begun to wonder more and more about Freydis. By all
-reports, it was she who really ruled those hills and lowlands yonder,
-which to-morrow—or at least, next week,—would be Gerald’s hills and
-lowlands; and it was she who controlled in everything the Master
-Philologist, whom Gerald was appointed to overthrow. It had not been
-prophesied, however, so far as Gerald knew, how he would deal with
-Freydis. That, to every appearance, was a matter left to his divine
-election. Well, one would not be over-harsh with any woman whom rumor
-declared so beautiful, Gerald decided, half drowsily, as he sat there so
-utterly comfortable in the spectacles and the dressing-gown and the
-brown carpet slippers which Maya had provided, and so pleasantly replete
-with Maya’s excellent cooking.
-
-
-
-
- 29.
- Leucosia’s Singing
-
-
-AND upon another day, as Gerald sat by the roadside beneath his
-chestnut-tree, and waited for supper to be ready, three persons passed
-toward Antan, traveling together. They were all notable looking men; and
-Gerald greeted them with the sign which is known only to supreme mages.
-They returned his greeting, but they shaped signs that were of an older
-magic than any which was familiar to Gerald.
-
-And then the first of these men said, “I was Odysseus, Laertes’ son.”
-
-Gerald thus knew that before him stood yet another of his discarded
-personalities. But Gerald made no comment.
-
-And Odysseus continued: “I had wisdom. My prudent wisdom was to men of
-every calling an object of considerable attention, and the fame of it
-reached Heaven. I ruled in Ithaca, an island kingdom, well situated
-toward the west. I went unwillingly with the other well-greaved Greeks
-to besiege Ilion: the enterprise to me seemed rash, and unlikely to be
-remunerative: yet, being engaged, I dealt prudently, and in the end,
-where so many merely brave persons had failed, it was through my
-prudence that the enterprise succeeded. For ten years Ilion defied the
-strength of Achilles and of Ajax; Ilion derided all the endeavors of
-auburn-haired Menelaus and of godlike Agememnon: but the cunning of
-Odysseus felled Ilion in one night. I took my share of the spoils; I
-left the glory to them that wanted it. I returned across the world to
-that which I more prudently desired, toward the quiet comforts of my
-home in craggy Ithaca. The prayer of the blinded Cyclops, the wrath of
-earth-shaking Poseidon, the white thunder of offended Zeus, and the
-twelve winds of Æolus, all fought against me. I prevailed. The sea-witch
-Scylla, an exorbitant lady with twelve arms, a ravening monster whom
-none might pass and live, I passed. Charybdis, which devoured all, did
-not devour me, for I clung prudently to a fig-tree.”
-
-“Indeed,” said Gerald, “the leaves of that tree are very often a great
-protection,—O much-enduring and crafty Odysseus,” Gerald added hastily,
-as became a Greek scholar.
-
-“Moreover, the sun’s daughter, fair-haired Circe, and bright Queen
-Calypso, the divine one of goddesses, these also detained me rather more
-amiably. I embraced them; they did not find me slothful in their beds.
-For they were goddesses, as quick in anger as they were in lust. It is
-not prudent to deny a goddess. From the fond arms of these immortals I
-passed on toward my desired goal. Yet nobody is always prudent. When my
-ship approached the island of the man-devouring Sirens I caused the ears
-of my sailors to be stopped with wax; but I caused myself to be bound to
-the mast, so that I might hear the song which Leucosia sang in the while
-that Parthenopê and Ligeia made a sweet music. I desired to hear without
-any hurt that song which was so lovely that it drew less prudent men to
-the arms of its singer, wherein, as they well knew, dark death awaited
-them. I heard that song. It did not matter to me that I saw how the low
-beach about those music-makers gleamed, like silver, where a thin
-sunlight fell upon the scattered bones of many men whom they had slain.
-I struggled to cast myself into the gray sea-water, so that I might go
-to Leucosia. But my bonds held me. I was bound, both my hands and feet
-were bound, with very strong cables. The black ship passed onward,
-whitening the water with its polished blades of fir-wood; and I wept as
-I too passed onward, away from my own ruin, and drawing nearer to the
-goal which my prudent wisdom had desired.”
-
-“Truly, the enchantment of her singing must have maddened you. Yet such
-is the magic of great poetry,” Gerald remarked, “a thing not ever wholly
-to be explained even by the poet.... Yet your goal, nevertheless, was
-reached, they tell me, O much-contriving Odysseus. Your goal was
-reached, as I remember it, in the many-pillared hall of your home in
-Ithaca, and in a fine slaughter of those suitors who were pestering your
-wife because they believed that she was your widow.”
-
-“Very naturally my goal was reached. I was Odysseus. Very naturally I
-made an end of those wasters of my substance who had been eating and
-drinking for nine years at my expense. There arose, as one by one their
-heads were smitten off, a hideous moaning. The floors ran with blood. It
-was wholly plain that Odysseus faced those imprudent persons who had
-made over-free with his flocks and his wine jars and his wife and the
-other goods of his household. Yet I knew, by and by, that what I now
-desired was not to be found in craggy Ithaca nor in the calm embraces of
-Penelope nor in the tranquillity of my well-ordered home. I gave laws. I
-heard cases. I decided squabbles between one shepherd and another
-shepherd. I who had contrived the burning of Ilion now oversaw the
-branding of my cattle. War did not trouble Ithaca, of whose king all
-other kings were afraid. For I was very famous. I lacked for nothing in
-wealth. I lived at ease. But no man hears the singing of Leucosia except
-at a great price. I heard Leucosia no more. I heard, instead, the voices
-of fools praising my strength and my prudent wisdom, and the voice of my
-wife talking sensibly about I never noticed exactly what. I lacked for
-nothing which prudent men desire, in my snug, sleek, well-ordered
-Ithaca. But I had seen too much in my voyaging about a world which was
-more lewd and riotous than I permitted anybody to be in my Ithaca. I
-remembered too many things. No, I did not regret Calypso nor Circe nor
-that fine girl Nausicaä. I could at will have returned to them. But I
-remembered the singing of Leucosia, to whom I dared not return. For no
-man hears the singing of Leucosia except at a great price.”
-
-“But of what did she sing, O much-planning Odysseus?”
-
-“She sang of that which haunted me, and which derided the rewards of my
-prudent wisdom. She sang of the one way to that which I truly desired.”
-
-“That, O noble son of Laertes, is not a remarkably explicit reply.”
-
-Now the wise Greek regarded Gerald sombrely. Odysseus said, by and by:
-
-“She sang of that which troubles a prudent person’s soul and despoils
-his rational living of all fat contentment. Let it suffice that she
-sang, I think, of Antan. That is why I must travel to Antan, wherein—it
-may be,—is my desire.”
-
-—It was only then that Gerald recollected something. He recollected
-that Evadne of the Dusk, that feathery-legged Evadne, who, Horvendile
-had said, was called Leucosia in the days of her sea-faring. But Gerald
-said nothing about what, after all, was none of his affair....
-
-
-
-
- 30.
- What Solomon Wanted
-
-
-AND then the second traveler spoke. He spoke of that which had been
-his in the days when all riches and all pleasures and all power had been
-accorded to Solomon because of his sixfold wisdom. To no other being
-that ever lived among mankind was given such mightiness as was granted
-to King Solomon in the time that he reigned over Israel and ruled this
-world.
-
-For Solomon had sexanary wisdom. Solomon knew the six words which were
-not known to any other men. He understood the speaking of these words.
-
-The word of the beasts. It was spoken, and there assembled in the sight
-of Solomon a pair of every creature that walks or creeps upon earth,
-from the elephant to the smallest worm. Upon the neck of each was
-pressed the seal of Solomon, so that the race of each must henceforth be
-subject to him. They revealed to him the wisdom of the beasts that
-perish and do not bother about it. He feasted them at a table of silver
-and iron which covered four square miles; and at that banqueting Solomon
-the King served as the pantler, bringing with his hands to every beast
-and reptile its food according to its kind, from the elephant to the
-smallest worm.
-
-The word of Morskoï. It was spoken, and all manner of fishes rose to the
-surface of the sea’s water near Ascalon. Upon the neck of each was
-pressed the seal of Solomon. Then came a hundred thousand camels and a
-hundred thousand mules laden with new corn, and all the creatures of the
-water were fed, and after that they served King Solomon, and they
-revealed to him the wisdom of the Sea Market.
-
-The word of the fowls. It was spoken, and the sky was hidden by the
-birds who came to render fealty and to instruct King Solomon in the
-wisdom of the Apsarasas. The peewit alone did not come. But he came
-afterward, crying, “He that hath no mercy for others, shall find none
-for himself.” And it was the peewit who fetched to Solomon wise Balkis,
-and who taught Solomon to look through the surface of this earth as a
-man peers through a sheet of glass.
-
-The word of the Adversary. It was spoken, and the entire citizenry of
-hell kneeled before King Solomon, saving only Sachr and Eblis. The
-female Djinns were shaped like dromedaries with the wings of a bat; the
-male Djinns were like peacocks with the horns of a gazelle. The Mazikeen
-and the Shedeem came also. To the neck of each was pressed the seal of
-Solomon: and they revealed to him both the black and the gray wisdom.
-
-The word of Arathron. It was spoken, and there came to King Solomon the
-Seven Stewards of Heaven. The eyes of Solomon were closed, and his hand
-had shaken a little, as he pressed to the neck of each kneeling Steward
-the seal of Solomon, for he was troubled by the exceeding glory of the
-supreme Princes of Heaven. Of these the most terrible were Ophiel and
-Phul, whose reign is not yet. But these seven Stewards also served King
-Solomon; and they revealed to him the white wisdom.
-
-The word of the mirror. It was spoken, and before him stood a wicker
-cage containing three pigeons. Beside this cage lay a small mirror three
-inches square.
-
-All these six words were known to the wise King. It was the power of
-these six words which made him lord over the wild beasts and the birds
-of heaven, and over the devils and the elemental spirits and the ghosts
-of the dead, and over the sea-depths, and over the cherubim. All
-creatures upon earth trembled before King Solomon because of these six
-words: no other king withstood Solomon, nor sent forth his chariots
-against the army of Solomon. For the soldiers of Solomon were the beasts
-of the field and of the wild wood; the birds of prey were his horsemen;
-the little birds were his very cunning spies. His admirals were the huge
-whales and sea serpents, and Leviathan also served in the navy of King
-Solomon. His lieutenants were the overseers of hell; the supreme angels
-were his counsellors. He had also his mirror. The power of these six
-words was exceedingly great.
-
-Yet there remained one other word, that word which was in the beginning,
-and which will be when all else has perished. There stayed yet
-unrevealed that word which is spoken by the Master Philologist to all
-the gods of men. That word alone was not known to King Solomon. His
-little mirror showed him that word, as it showed every other thing; but
-the word was written in a language which he could not read.
-
-“What need is there for you to be bothering about that word?” said all
-the women who loved and cherished him. He answered, “I do not know.” The
-wives and concubines then stated, speaking with nine hundred voices in
-unanimity, that no one of them had ever before heard of such nonsense.
-And he answered them again, “I do not know....”
-
-For this reason King Solomon must pass down into Antan, to hear the
-speaking of the last great word of power.
-
-
-
-
- 31.
- The Chivalry of Merlin
-
-
-THEN said the third of these wise men: “I was Merlin Ambrosius. The
-wisdom that I had was more than human, for it came to me from my father.
-But I served Heaven with it. The land was starved and sick and
-frightened. Many little chieftains fought in its wild naked fields, and
-murderously waylaid one another in its old forests, causelessly. I made
-the land an ordered realm. I gave the land one king, a king whose sword
-was as bright as thirty torches. That sword flashed everywhither about
-the land to enforce justice and every other virtue commendable to
-Heaven. Arthur Pendragon and the knights who served him all served my
-whims. They were my toys.... I in my playing gave to the gaping,
-smooth-chinned boy, and to his shaggy followers, a notion to play with
-in their turn. This notion was that each one of them, and that every
-other man, was the child of God and his Father’s vicar upon earth; and
-that each human life was all a journeying home, toward a not ever ending
-happiness, and that it was a journeying which should be performed in a
-style appropriate to Heaven’s heir apparent. Those savages believed me.
-They were joyous both night and day. They learned to be envious of no
-one, to love God, and to support no unjust cause. They learned to speak
-seasonably and graciously, to be generous in giving, to clothe
-themselves neatly, and to sing and dance, and to war fearlessly against
-evil. It all quite upset my father.... Yet my notion was, I still
-believe, a very beautiful notion. It created beauty everywhere, because,
-as I have said, the heir apparent of Heaven must journey homeward in an
-appropriate style. Yes, the results were eminently picturesque. Caerleon
-arose; there was no city more delectable upon earth than was the
-pleasant town of Caerleon, builded upon Usk between the forest and the
-clear river. Arthur sat there upon a daïs over which was spread a
-covering of flame-colored satin. Under his elbow was a cushion of red
-satin. The lords and princes and the knights sat about King Arthur
-Pendragon, each in his order and degree. The oppressed and the unhappy
-came to Arthur. He was to the young a father, to the old a comforter.
-Wrong was loathsome to him, the right was very dear to Arthur, and he
-knew not what it was to fear. My father did not think at all well of
-him.... But I was pleased with my toys, for now I found in every part of
-the land a romantic strange beauty. The knights rode at adventure upon
-enormous stallions. They clanked as they rode. They went masked in blue
-armor and in crimson armor and in silver-speckled green armor. Upon
-their heads were brightly colored lions and leopards and griffins and
-sea horses, and very often their helmets were wrapped about with a
-woman’s sleeve. The giants that these knights fought against were mighty
-giants who ate at one meal six swine: the dragons that they fought
-against were marvelous huge worms with shining scales and wattles and
-magnificent whiskers. The maidens whom they rescued were each more
-lovely than the day. These maidens had blond curling hair and frontlets
-of red gold upon their heads. About each tender and rose-tinted body was
-a gown of yellow satin. Upon the feet of these maidens were shoes of
-variegated leather fastened with gilt clasps.... In fine, the heirs of
-Heaven discharged their moral and constabulary duties quite
-picturesquely as they rode homeward. It was in this way I who was Merlin
-Ambrosius played with heroic virtues: it was thus that I who was the son
-of my father made, for my amusement, men that were more virtuous and
-colorful than Heaven had ever been able to make them. Still, still, it
-really was a rather plainly outrageous notion upon which all this was
-founded: and by and by the dear and droll, and heart-breakingly
-beautiful antics of my flesh and blood toys did not content my desire.”
-
-Gerald remarked, now that the old gentleman had paused in his meditative
-speaking, “Your desire, Messire Merlin, as I remember it, was for an
-enchantress who outwitted and betrayed you.”
-
-“Men,” Merlin answered, with a grave smile, “have made a mistake in that
-report. Is it likely that I could be outwitted? No: I was Merlin
-Ambrosius.”
-
-And then Merlin told Gerald about the child Nimuë, who was the daughter
-of the goddess Diana, and of how old, wearied, over-learned Merlin had
-come to her in the likeness of a young squire. He told of how they
-played for a long while with his ancient magics, there in the spring
-woods, beside a very clear fountain in which the gravel shone like
-powdered silver. To make this twelve-year-old child laugh, as she did so
-adorably, the mage had turned into prettiness and drollery every
-infernal device. He created for the child Nimuë, there in the April
-woods, an orchard full of all those fruits and flowers, howsoever
-unseasonably mingled, which have the liveliest sweetness and flavor.
-Phantoms danced for her wide-eyed amusement, in the shaping of armed
-knights and archbishops and crowned ladies and goat-legged fauns: and it
-was all quite excellent fun.... Then Merlin told to Nimuë, because she
-pouted so adorably, the secret of building a tower which is not made of
-stone or timber or iron, and is so strong that it may never be felled
-while this world endures. And Nimuë, the moment that he had fallen
-asleep with his head in her lap, spoke very softly the old runes. In the
-while that she continued to caress her lover, she imprisoned Merlin in
-an enchanted tower which she had builded out of the magic air of April
-above a flowering white hawthorn-bush, so that Nimuë might keep her
-wonderful, so wise, dear lover utterly to herself.
-
-“And I was happy there for a long while,” said Merlin. “My toys, now
-that I played no more with them, began to break one another. Dissension
-and lust and hatred woke among them. They forgot the very pretty notion
-which I had given them in their turn to play with. The land was no
-longer an ordered realm. My toys now fought in the land’s naked fields,
-and they murderously waylaid one another in its old forests. Arthur was
-dead, at the hands of his own bastard son begotten in incest. It was an
-awkward ending for the heir apparent of Heaven. The Round Table was
-dissolved. The land was starved and sick and frightened.”
-
-Now Merlin, the old poet who did not any longer delight to shape and to
-play with puppets, had paused: and he sat gazing thoughtfully, with
-wholly patient, tired eyes, at nothing in particular. Then Merlin said:
-
-“I heard of all these things. They did not matter. I was happy. Yes, I
-suppose that I was happy. My ways were utterly domestic. They stayed
-thus for a long while.... There was no variety. In that small heaven
-which a child had builded out of the magic air of April there was no
-variety whatever. There was no enemy, no adversary for me to get the
-better of through some cunning device. There was only happiness....
-Nimuë stayed always young and kind and beautiful and contented just
-because I was there. The child loved me. But there was no variety. No
-son of my father stays forever a domestic animal. So in the end I who
-was Merlin Ambrosius found my desire was not in that tower of April air.
-There was only heaven. There was only just such a never-changing
-happiness as I had once talked about to the gaping, smooth-chinned boy
-and to his shaggy followers.”
-
-“Yet how could you escape from the blessings of a happy home-life,
-Messire Merlin, if that tower was truly enchanted?”
-
-“It does not seem reasonable that I should tell you all my secrets,”
-Merlin replied, drily, “any more than it seemed reasonable that the son
-of my father should share every secret with Nimuë. The child loved me
-utterly. And I loved her. Yes, I loved Nimuë as I have loved no other
-creature fluttering about earth. She did not seem to walk.... Even so, I
-was Merlin Ambrosius. So in the end I left my child mistress. I quitted
-the small heaven which a child’s pure-mindedness had contrived. And I go
-now into Antan to get, it may be, my desire.”
-
-Then there was silence, now that the three mages had all spoken.
-
-And Gerald shook his head. “You gentlemen have talked with gratifying
-candor. You have expressed yourself, with chaste simplicity, in very
-plain short sentences. You have reasoned powerfully. You imply that
-neither a wife nor a mistress, or even a harem, is able to dissuade a
-wise man from this journeying toward the goal of all the gods. I infer
-that, to the contrary, the domestic circumstances of no one of you were
-wholly satisfactory in the old time. Well, that is a situation still to
-be encountered more frequently than is desirable, even in Lichfield, and
-it is the reason that I too am on my way to Antan. I am stopping here
-just for the week-end. Yet I still do not know what in the world you
-gentlemen really desire.”
-
-“For one, I desire nothing that is in this world,” replied Odysseus.
-
-“Yet, do you but answer me this very simple question! What do you three
-expect to find in Antan? Because I can assure you that, after the
-impending changes to be made in the government and other civic affairs
-of Antan by the Lord of the Third Truth,—a deity, gentlemen, with
-several not uninteresting aspects, a deity with whom I may without
-boasting say that I have considerable influence,—why, then, the moment
-everything is in tolerable working order, it will be a real pleasure to
-afford you three gentlemen all possible courtesies.”
-
-But the three mages did not seem impressed.
-
-“I was wise,” said Solomon. “I knew all things save one thing. I did not
-know that word which was in the beginning, and which will be when all
-else has perished. And that word no god knows until he has heard it
-spoken by the Master Philologist.”
-
-“My desire,” said Merlin, “was for the maid Nimuë and for the love of my
-child mistress. When I had my desire it did not content me. So I now go
-into Antan to find, it may be, something which I can desire. But my
-father’s son does not go asking favors of any god.”
-
-Then Gerald said: “Yet, you three mages who have traveled through the
-Marches of Antan wherein only two truths endure, and the one teaching is
-that we copulate and die,—do you not look to find in the goal of all
-the gods some third truth?”
-
-And it seemed to him that the faces of these myths had now become
-somewhat evasive and more wary.
-
-But they said only, speaking severally: “A wise man knows that no truth
-is affected either by his beliefs or by his hopes.”—“A wise man accepts
-each truth as it is revealed to him.”—“A wise man will risk nothing
-upon the existence of any truth.”
-
-“Still, gentlemen, these are enigmas! These sayings are not a plain
-answer to a plain question: and I do not quite understand these
-sayings.”
-
-They answered him, “There is no need that you should understand.”
-
-Then these three passed down toward the sunset statelily. And Gerald,
-gazing after them, once more shook his red head. These wise myths seemed
-to him in a bad way: it would not be easy to content the more eminent
-sages among his future subjects, because these three at least, for all
-their wisdom, appeared never to have found out what they wanted.
-
-Gerald shrugged. He, in any event, perfectly well knew what in this
-bracing country air he wanted at once. So Gerald went in at once to
-supper with his Maya who was such an excellent cook in her plain way.
-
-
-
-
- 32.
- A Boy That Might As Well Be
-
-
-“WHAT more is needed,” Maya had asked, “to make this last day with me
-pass pleasantly?”
-
-—For this, again, was the very last day which Gerald could possibly
-spend in the trim log and plaster cottage. Maya had decided, without any
-reticence, that it was high time he attended to whatsoever foolishness
-he seemed to think himself committed to, in that disreputable low place
-down yonder, and that to keep putting it off in this way looked like
-shirking, and that, for her part, she simply could not understand why he
-did not get his nonsense over with....
-
-And Gerald said, “It would be nice if we had a son.”
-
-But Maya at once dissented, as, it seemed to Gerald she nowadays
-dissented, at least in part, from everything that Gerald proposed.
-
-“No, Gerald,” said Maya. “For you would grow far too fond of him. You
-would be foolish about him. You would be unwilling to leave him, you
-probably never would leave him. And it would end in your being in my
-way, and bothering me in the night season, and being under my feet all
-day, for the rest of your life—”
-
-“But I am a god—”
-
-“Yes, Gerald, to be sure, you are. I had forgotten. I apologize. Now, do
-not be upset about it! Stop pouting! You are a god, that is quite
-understood. You are immortal, you are going to outlive me indefinitely,
-and you are going to perform wonders in Antan, and it is all going to be
-very nice. I hope so, anyhow. I was only saying it would be much better
-for us to have no son.”
-
-But Gerald answered: “Do not keep contradicting me in that maddening
-way! If you again fly out at me like that, Maya, you will rouse my
-temper. Then I shall rage and roar and, quite possibly, ramp. I will
-bluster and speak harshly. I will huff, I will puff, I will blow the
-house down. For I insist it would be quite nice if we had a son.”
-
-“Oh, very well, then!” said Maya; and she turned with that sulkiness
-which she ever and again displayed—nowadays,—toward a large basket of
-magics.
-
-“—I mean, though, once he were old enough. Babies are too limited in
-conversation, they are too vocal, and they are too leaky.”
-
-Maya had lifted from an amber basin a small shining lizard. She held it
-toward her mouth, breathing softly upon the creature, in the while that
-she answered Gerald.
-
-“I think, myself,” said Maya, “that, since you insist upon having a son,
-he might as well be seven or eight years old to begin with.”
-
-Then Maya took off the top of the basket, she reached far into the blue
-basket with the hand in which she held the shining lizard, and out of
-this basket, clinging to Maya’s hand for support, climbed a freckled
-red-haired boy, about eight years old, in blue garments, and having as
-yet only one upper front tooth.
-
-“We have now got a splendid son,” said Gerald, contentedly. “But who is
-to christen our son? For I shall of course call him Theodorick Quentin,
-just as my father and my oldest brother were called.”
-
-The boy was, thus, named Theodorick Quentin Musgrave, and Gerald
-delighted in the child. For the Lord of the Third Truth put off once
-more his entry into his kingdom....
-
-“I told you so!” said Maya.
-
-“But, really now, my darling, would you have me lacking in all proper
-paternal feeling! It is necessary I give the child a fair start in life;
-and I ask you, candidly, could any parent discharge that duty, with any
-real thoroughness, in less than a week?”
-
-“That, though, is not at all what I said. And for any full-grown man to
-be talking such nonsense—”
-
-“So now you see for yourself! Therefore I shall be leaving you both next
-Tuesday, and it is quite useless for you to implore me to stay a
-half-second longer than that. Besides, I rather like him.”
-
-Yet the child showed peculiarities. For one thing, his tongue had no red
-in it, but was formed of perfectly white flesh. When Gerald noticed this
-odd fact he said nothing about it, though, because Gerald comprehended
-the limitations of gray magic. And for another thing, on the third day
-of Theodorick’s existence, Gerald happened to lay aside his rose-colored
-spectacles while he was playing with his son. Then the boy was not
-there. Gerald shrugged, just in time to avoid shuddering. He replaced
-his spectacles, and all was as before, to every freckle and each red
-hair.
-
-After that, Gerald wore his spectacles always.
-
-For Theodorick Quentin Musgrave had become very dear to him. No more
-than any other father could Gerald rationally explain this dearness or
-justify it by any common-sense logic. He only knew that the brat aroused
-in him a tenderness which came appreciably near to being unselfish; that
-it worried him to have the brat go unchristened in this neighborhood so
-full of sorcerers and wizards; that when he touched the brat it pleased
-him, for no assignable reason; and that when the brat displayed the
-mildest gleam of intelligence, it at once seemed quite brilliant and
-profound, and inexpressibly beyond all other people’s children.
-
-For Theodorick noticed everything. And Gerald delighted particularly in
-the child’s intelligence and powers of observation, because, since no
-sort of cleverness could possibly be inherited from poor dear stupid
-Maya, all the boy’s more excellent mental traits were obviously
-paternal.
-
-For example, “There is a lady,” Theodorick had stated, pointing toward
-Antan.
-
-“Oh, any number of ladies, my son,” Gerald assented, as he thought of
-the many beautiful goddesses and feminine myths who (for all that, he
-reflected, he had never seen any female creature pass toward Antan) must
-be aiding to make yet more glorious that kingdom over which Gerald would
-by this time next week be ruling.
-
-And Gerald’s hand went to the shoulder of the freckled brat whom, after
-next week, he would not ever be seeing any more: and Gerald wondered at
-the wholly illogical pleasure he derived just from touching this child.
-
-“Oh, yes, there are no doubt a great many ladies in Antan,” said Gerald,
-“and the coincidence is truly quaint that I have not yet seen any woman
-traveling in that direction.”
-
-But the boy explained he meant the very large lady lying down over
-yonder as if she were dead, but not dead, because her heart was
-breathing.
-
-Then Gerald saw that, in point of fact, the hills toward the southwest
-had, from this station, the shaping of a woman’s body. She seemed to lie
-flat on her back, with her long hair outspread everywhither about her
-head, of which the profile, now that you look for it, was complete and
-quite definitely formed. Also you saw her throat and her high breasts,
-whence the hills sloped downward into the contour of a relatively
-smallish, flat belly. Just here the outline of the vast violet-tinted
-figure was broken by the nearer green hill immediately across the road
-which led to Antan, but all that you could see of this womanlike figure
-was complete and perfectly moulded. Moreover, Gerald noted that, near
-where the heart would have been, a forest fire was sending up its
-languid smoke, which was, of course, what Theodorick Quentin Musgrave
-had meant by saying that the lady’s heart was breathing.
-
-Gerald was very proud of Theodorick’s cleverness in noticing the shaping
-of these hills, which Gerald himself had not ever observed, in the
-entire three weeks he had spent upon Mispec Moor. But when this odd
-accident of nature was pointed out to Maya, she only said that she saw
-what you meant of course, but that, after all, it was only two hills,
-and that hills looked much more like hills than they looked like
-anything else.
-
-
-
-
- PART NINE
- THE BOOK OF MISPEC MOOR
-
- “To Tame the Wolf You Must Marry Him.”
-
-
-
-
- 33.
- Limitations of Gaston
-
-
-IT WAS at this time, toward the middle of June, that Gaston Bulmer
-came from Lichfield. Gerald was sitting, as was his daily custom now,
-under the chestnut-tree beside the road which led to Antan. He waited
-there to engage in conversation the next of his future subjects who
-might pass by in that perpetual journeying toward Antan. Gerald, under
-this same chestnut-tree, had by this time talked with many such
-unearthly wayfarers: and if the rather interesting things they had told
-him were all written down, it would make a book unutterably enormous and
-utterly incredible.
-
-In such circumstances it was, just after two not unfamiliar mountebanks
-had gone by carrying with them the paraphernalia of their Punch and
-Judas show, that Gerald noticed a small sulphur-colored cloud sweeping
-rapidly from the east. It descended: and when it was near to Gerald, it
-unclosed. Gaston Bulmer then stepped, a bit rheumatically, from its
-glowing depths, and he laid down a rod of cedar wood tipped with an
-apple carved in blue-stone.
-
-There was not in all this anything in itself astonishing, since Gaston
-Bulmer was an adept in the arts of which Gerald, in the strange days
-before he knew that he was a god, had been a student. But to note how
-Gaston had aged in the last week or so was astounding. Yet Gerald, in
-any case, was wholly delighted to see again his old friend and
-preceptor, and a person who had for so long been virtually his
-father-in-law.
-
-Gaston would not come up to the cottage, though, for dinner, because, as
-he confessed, he preferred not to encounter Maya. Rather, it was his
-wish, and it seemed, indeed, to be his errand, to free Gerald from what
-Gaston Bulmer, surprisingly enough, described as the wise woman’s
-pernicious magic.
-
-Gerald said: “Oh, bosh! For really now, Gaston, if such nonsense were
-not heart-breaking it would be side-splitting. I am inexpressibly
-shocked by your hallucination, which is, I trust, of a most transitory
-nature. However, let us not discuss my wife, if you please. Instead, do
-you tell me how my body is faring.”
-
-So they sat down together under the chestnut-tree. And Gaston Bulmer
-answered, “That body, Gerald, since you quitted it, has become a noted
-scholar and a man of letters.”
-
-“Ah! ah!” said Gerald, greatly pleased, “so my romance about Dom Manuel
-of Poictesme has been completed, and is now being admired everywhere!”
-
-“No, for your body has become, just as I said, a scholar. Scholars do
-not write romances.”
-
-“Yet you referred to a man of letters—?”
-
-“Your body is now a rather famous ethnologist. Your body deals with
-historical and scientific truths. Your body thus writes large quartos
-upon topics to which no romance, howsoever indelicate, could afford to
-devote a sentence.”
-
-Gerald fell to stroking that long chin of his. “Still, I recall that the
-present informant of my body once informed me there were only two truths
-of which any science could be certain.”
-
-“And what were these two truths?”
-
-Gerald named them.
-
-Gaston said then: “The demon is consistent. For these two are precisely
-your body’s scientific specialty. To-day your body writes invaluable
-books in which the quaint and interesting customs that accompany an
-interplay of these two truths, and the various substitutes for that
-interplay, are catalogued and explained, as these customs have existed
-in all lands and times. Lichfield to-day is wholly proud of the
-scholarship and the growing fame of Gerald Musgrave.”
-
-“I am glad that my body has turned out so splendidly. And I trust that
-all goes equally well with your daughter Evelyn?”
-
-“Gerald,” the older man replied, looking more seriously troubled than
-Gerald ever liked to have anybody seeming in his company, “Gerald, it is
-an unfair thing that your Cousin Evelyn, without knowing it, should be
-living upon terms of such close friendship with a demon-haunted body.”
-
-“Ah, so that friendship continues!”
-
-“It continues,” said Gaston, “unaltered. It may interest you, Gerald, by
-the way, to hear that your Cousin Evelyn has now a son, quite a fine
-red-headed boy, born just a year after you relinquished your body to
-that treacherous Sylan.”
-
-Gerald answered affably: “Why, that is perfectly splendid! Frank always
-wanted a boy.”
-
-“My son-in-law, in fact, is much pleased. It is about my daughter I was
-thinking. It seems to me the situation is hardly fair to her, Gerald.”
-
-Gerald replied: “My body is all of me that she was ever acquainted with,
-Gaston. So I fail to perceive that anything is altered.”
-
-“Yet, when I reflect that a beautiful and accomplished and chaste
-gentlewoman, Gerald—”
-
-“Ah, ah! But, yes, to be sure! you speak in the time-hallowed terms of
-Lichfield. And I really do not know why I interrupted you.”
-
-“—When I reflect that, without knowing it, a gentlewoman is living upon
-terms of such close friendship with a mere demon-haunted body—”
-
-“And is, in fact, trusting and giving all?”
-
-“All her friendship and the natural affection of a kinswoman. Yes, that
-is a sad spectacle. It is an unsuitable spectacle. So it seems to me
-your duty as a Musgrave, and as a Southern gentleman, to return
-forthwith to mortal living and to your mortal obligations, and in
-particular to the obligations of your life-long friendship with your
-Cousin Evelyn.”
-
-Gerald said, for the second time, “Oh, bosh!”
-
-For the notions and the chivalrous assumptions of Gaston Bulmer all now
-appeared to Gerald out of reason, in view of the divine predestination
-which was upon him. A god had no concern with such slight imbroglios as
-the code of a merely terrestrial gentleman and the proper maintenance
-upon Earth of polite adultery. It would, indeed, be positively ill-bred
-for a Dirghic god to meddle with any of the affairs of a planet which,
-according to Gerald’s Protestant Episcopal faith, had been created and
-was controlled by an Episcopalian deity; for Gerald had of course
-retained, provisionally, that religion in which he was a communicant
-until he could find out something rather more definite about the
-religion in which he was a god.
-
-Gerald therefore said: “My good Gaston, that your meaning is excellent,
-I do not doubt. And it is not your fault of course that, in your merely
-human condition, you do not quite understand these matters, and
-certainly cannot view them with an omniscient eye.”
-
-The older man said: “I understand, in any event, that through all these
-years you have stayed here bewitched with terrible half-magics, and that
-your own eyes are blinded with the woman’s rose-colored spectacles. And
-I seek to preserve you.”
-
-“You would preserve me for the provincial life of your little Lichfield!
-You would make me just another chivalrous, bull-headed, rather
-nice-looking and wholly stupid Musgrave! In fine, you would urge me to
-become genteel and to deny my glorious destiny. Yet to do that would be
-cowardly, Gaston: for, whether I like it or not, there is upon me the
-divine obligation to fulfil some very ancient prophecies.”
-
-“What sort of prophecies are these?”
-
-“They are Dirghic prophecies. But, then, it is not the language in which
-a prophecy is uttered that matters, rather it is—Well, it is the spirit
-of the thing! For you must know—although, in view of my wife’s social
-position, I have compelled her, after some little argument, to introduce
-me hereabouts as a visiting sorcerer,—yet I may tell you, in strict
-confidence, Gaston, it is decreed that, as the Lord of the Third Truth,
-I am to reign in Antan.”
-
-“And who told you any such unlikely nonsense?”
-
-“Some people that I met upon the road. Oh, quite honest looking people,
-Gaston!”
-
-“And who told you that you were the Lord of any Third Truth?”
-
-“There my authority is unimpeachable. For I had it from the lips of a
-beautiful and accomplished and chaste gentlewoman, Gaston, who was
-speaking with all the frankness begotten by our being in bed together at
-the time.”
-
-“And how can you reign in Antan, or anywhere else, when you do not ever
-go there? Through all these years, I gather, you have loitered here
-within a man’s arm’s reach of Antan!”
-
-Gerald said, with the slight frown of one who finds trouble uncongenial:
-“I am puzzled, my dear friend, by your continued references to all these
-years. And I admit that various matters have a bit hindered my technical
-and merely formal entry into my kingdom. Yet I shall be leaving Mispec
-Moor the instant that this week’s washing is in, on Thursday
-afternoon—”
-
-“But, my poor Gerald! you will not go, either forward to Antan or back
-to Lichfield, on what you think to be next Thursday. You have lost here
-all sense of time, you do not even know that the days you have spent in
-this place have counted as four years in Lichfield. I tell you that the
-wise woman, with her half-magics and her accursed spectacles, holds you
-here bewitched. And I now perceive that nothing whatever can be done for
-you, who are ensnared by the most fatal of all the magics of the
-wrinkled goddess.”
-
-—To which Gerald, for the third time, replied: “Oh, bosh! No sorceress
-has any power over a god. And so completely do you misunderstand my
-wife, Gaston, that I must tell you hardly a day passes without her
-urging me to hurry on to Antan.”
-
-Gaston Bulmer was still regarding him with that extraordinary and wholly
-uncalled-for look of compassion.
-
-“How completely,” he remarked, “she understands you Musgraves! Yes, you
-are lost, my poor Gerald.”
-
-“—It follows that your notions are preposterous. Oh, that is not your
-fault, my dear fellow, and not for an instant am I blaming you. Your
-conduct, from your human point of view, is very right, very friendly,
-very proper. So your rather laughable blunder does not offend me in the
-least. And if, as you declare, I have lingered here for some four years
-as you human beings estimate time, what do four years amount to with an
-immortal who has at his disposal all eternity? Come now, Gaston, do you
-but answer me that very simple question!”
-
-But Gaston answered only: “You are content. You are lost.”
-
-
-
-
- 34.
- Ambiguity of the Brown Man
-
-
-AND Gaston said no more about the matter, because just here their
-talking was interrupted. For now, as these two still sat at the
-roadside, they were joined by a brown man, dressed completely in neat
-brown, who was journeying toward Antan.
-
-“Hail, friend!” said Gerald, “and what business draws you to the city of
-all marvels?”
-
-And the brown man, pausing, said that, in point of fact, it was upon a
-slight matter of business routine that he desired to consult with Queen
-Freydis. All gods, he said, had rather speedily passed downward to
-encounter the word which was in the beginning,—for it was thus that the
-brown man spoke, very much as King Solomon had spoken,—all gods, that
-is, save only one, who so bewilderingly altered his tenets that there
-was no telling where to have him.
-
-The brown man thought that, nowadays, in a comparatively enlightened
-nineteenth century, was perhaps the appropriate time for something to be
-done about this celestial chameleon. And in any case, he said yet
-further, he always enjoyed his little conferences with Freydis, who was
-rather a dear—
-
-“So, so!” said Gerald, “you, sir, have previously visited Antan?”
-
-“Oh, very often. For I am the adversary of all the gods of men.”
-
-And Gerald viewed with natural interest the one person who pretended to
-know at first-hand anything about Gerald’s appointed kingdom: yet, even
-so, if this brown gentleman, as Gerald had begun to suspect, happened to
-be the Father of All Lies, there was no real point to questioning him,
-inasmuch as you could believe none of his answers.
-
-“—For, I infer,” said Gerald, “that you who travel on the road of gods
-and myths are that myth not unfamiliar to my Protestant Episcopal
-rearing; and that I have now the privilege, so frequently anticipated
-for me by my nearer relatives, of addressing the devil?”
-
-“I retain of course in every mythology, including the Semitic, my
-niche,” replied the brown man, “from which to speak to intelligent
-persons in somewhat varying voices.”
-
-Then Gaston Bulmer arose, and the aging adept shaped a sign which to
-Gerald was unfamiliar.
-
-“I suspect, sir,” said Gaston Bulmer, “that my mother’s father, who was
-called Florian de Puysange, once heard the speaking of that voice.”
-
-“It is a tenable hypothesis. I in my day have spoken much.”
-
-“—As did, I believe, yet another forebear of mine, the great Jurgen,
-from whom descends the race of Puysange, and who once encountered
-someone rather like you in a Druid wood—”
-
-“I cannot deny it. The Druids also knew me. I, who am the Prince of this
-world, meet however, as you will readily understand, so many millions of
-people during the course of my efforts to keep them contented with my
-kingdom that it is not always possible for me to recollect every one of
-my beneficiaries.”
-
-“Still,” Gerald said, “you have played in large historical events a
-strange high part; you have known all the very best people: and you must
-have much of interest to tell me about. You, sir, at least shall dine
-with me, since my friend here is obdurate. My wife avoids the usual run
-of gods, but to devils I have never heard her voice the slightest
-objection. So, if you will do me the honor to accompany me to my
-temporary home, in that cottage—”
-
-But the brown man smiled. And he excused himself.
-
-“For your wife and I are not wholly strangers. And the circumstances in
-which we last parted were, I confess, a bit awkward. So I really believe
-it would be more pleasant, for everyone concerned, for me not to meet
-your wife just now. Do you present, none the less, my compliments.”
-
-“And whose compliments shall I tell her that they are?”
-
-“Do you say a friend of her earliest youth passed by, one somewhat
-intimately known to her before she first became a mother; and I make no
-doubt that Havvah will understand.”
-
-“But my wife’s married name is Maya, and before our marriage it was
-Æsred—”
-
-“Ah, yes!” the brown man said, precisely as Glaum had done, “women do
-vary in their given names. Do you present my compliments, then, to your
-wife: for that word, by and by, means the same thing to every husband.”
-
-“I will convey the message,” Gerald promised: “but the aphorism I would
-prefer to have delivered by somebody else.”
-
-And he so parted with both his guests.
-
-For Gaston Bulmer embraced Gerald and then went sorrowfully back to
-Lichfield, in a cloud which the aging adept’s despondency made quite
-black: and the brown man leisurely strolled on toward Antan, with the
-ease of one who was well used to walking to and fro about the earth.
-
-He did not hurry, nor did he look inquisitively about him, Gerald
-noticed, as has done the other travelers toward the city of all marvels.
-The brown man, alone of the many that had passed toward Antan, appeared
-to travel upon a road with which he was thoroughly acquainted, toward a
-familiar goal.
-
-
-
-
- 35.
- Of Kalki and a Döppelganger
-
-
-SO IT was that Gerald stayed yet a while longer upon Mispec Moor. July
-passed uneventfully. Each pleasant summer day found Gerald sitting
-beneath his chestnut-tree at the roadside: and he talked there with many
-wayfarers who have no part in this tale. For almost all these travelers
-told the same story. Nine out of every ten of them had yesterday been a
-god whom human beings served; each had been worshipped by mankind in one
-or another quarter of the world: to-day their human concerns were over,
-and they journeyed toward the goal of all the gods. What did they look
-to find there? Gerald would ask: and—to this very simple
-question,—every one of them replied evasively. They went to hear that
-word which was in the beginning, and which would be after everything
-else had perished, that word which was unknown to all the gods of men.
-They would say no more: and Gerald did not deeply bother about the
-matter, because he was nowadays quite well contented, and when he went
-to Antan would soon be clearing up every mystery for himself.
-
-And the divine steed Kalki also appeared content enough, nor was his
-aspect altered by inaction. The horse retained that uniform strange
-shining and that metallic glitter which made him seem actually to be
-made of untarnished silver. Of course when you saw him grazing upon
-Mispec Moor just after a rain-shower his back would be dark and sleek,
-and his broad sides would be streaked with wavering, oily-looking bands.
-But at all other times he kept his glowing silver color, which was
-unlike that of any other horse Gerald had ever seen.
-
-Meanwhile the divine steed grazed with the geldings who once had been
-the human lovers of Maya. He went as they did, lifting each hoof with
-somewhat droll carefulness as he grazed forward on the sloping ground
-about the cottage. For Gerald would often watch this grazing. And to him
-these horses as they moved slowly and irregularly windward seemed
-continually to pick up and to replace their hoofs upon the ground as
-though they believed each hoof to be a rather fragile parcel. The
-pendulous, stretched, heavy necks of these horses, each neck staying
-always monotonously parallel to all the other necks, appeared to him too
-heavy ever again to be lifted erect. To wonder in the drowsy summer
-afternoon how this lifting could possibly be achieved aroused an
-unpleasant sensation in Gerald’s collarbone.
-
-So Kalki fed all day among the geldings, and on windy nights he huddled
-with them in the lee of the cottage. Each day Kalki went looking
-downward, grazing interminably, and without ever ceasing to move those
-wobbling, dark, prehensile, rotatory, snuffling lips as the divine steed
-fed upon the sparse grass of Mispec Moor. He, just as greedily as the
-geldings, would contort his lips and twist his head when he attempted to
-get at the longer and more luscious grass which grew almost inaccessibly
-about the fence posts. And to reflection there was something of the
-incongruous in the spectacle of a divine steed engrossed by this
-problem.
-
-Now and again, as Gerald noted also, the stallion would raise his superb
-head, and Kalki would look almost wistfully toward Antan. But soon he
-would be back at his grazing: and, upon the whole, he seemed content
-enough with the pleasures appropriate to ordinary horses. And Gerald
-thought too that, nowadays, Kalki looked less often toward the goal of
-all the gods.
-
-Yet Kalki turned out to be not wholly unique. For, one morning, as
-Gerald went toward his chestnut-tree, he noted the approach from afar of
-a traveler who rode upon a horse that had very much the appearance of
-Kalki. And when Gerald had reached the roadway he saw that the newcomer
-was in fact mounted upon a steed which might well have been Kalki’s
-twin.
-
-“Hail, friend!” said Gerald, “And what business draws you to the city of
-all marvels?”
-
-Then a regrettable thing happened; for the young horseman pretended not
-to have heard Gerald, and as the boy passed he looked investigatively
-about Mispec Moor, and he pretended not to have seen Gerald, who stood
-within a few feet of him.
-
-He was a notably handsome boy, too, in a blue coat and a golden yellow
-waistcoat, with a tall white stock and ruffles about his throat. His
-hair seemed red: and Gerald noted, moreover, the lazy and mildly
-humorous, half-mocking gaze with which this boy regarded Mispec Moor, as
-he rode by unhurriedly toward Antan, without any pausing, and Gerald
-noted in particular the very lovely smiling of this boy’s so amply
-curved and rather womanish mouth, as the boy went by upon the horse
-which was astonishingly like Kalki.
-
-Yes, he had quite the air of a gentleman: and it was a great pity that
-this young whippersnapper had not the manners of a gentleman also,
-Gerald reflected, as Gerald stood there, feeling unwarrantably snubbed,
-and blinking behind his rose-colored spectacles.
-
-
-
-
- 36.
- Tannhäuser’s Troubled Eyes
-
-
-AND upon yet another day Gerald talked with the comely but now aged
-knight Tannhäuser, as this famous myth passed by, in full armor, upon
-his journey into Antan.
-
-“There,” said Tannhäuser, “there I may find again, it may be, the fair
-Dame Venus and all the brave and high-hearted sinners who would not
-compromise with the narrow and cruel ways of respectable persons.”
-
-“My friend,” said Gerald, mildly, “there is considerable virtue to be
-found, here and there, among respectable persons. There is even a virtue
-in compromise.”
-
-And Tannhäuser shouted: “That I deny! All my life denies that, and so
-long as my name lives I am that lie’s denial! For it was the good and
-the respectable who betrayed me. I found pride and worldliness and a
-lack of cordiality to exist among the bourgeoisie and even among those
-professional churchmen who should have been the first to sustain and
-guide a repentant sinner. And so I turned again to that frankly pagan
-beauty which is hateful to pious and small-minded persons.”
-
-Then this resplendent gray-haired myth spoke heatedly of his own life
-history and of how his love for this frankly pagan beauty had led him
-into the hollow mountain called the Hörselberg, to live there as the
-lover of Dame Venus in all manner of frankly pagan pleasure-seeking; and
-of how, after seven years of frankly pagan recreations, when repentance
-smote him, abetted by the frailties of middle age, it was among the
-leading church members, and in the heart of the very head of the church,
-that he had found no sympathy. Therefore Tannhäuser was returning to
-those frankly pagan recreations, so far at least as they were consistent
-with late middle life, because he was disgusted by those whining and
-hypocritical, cruel church members.
-
-And Gerald listened. He remembered how in the Mirror of Caer Omn he for
-a while had been Tannhäuser. Yet it was a queer thing, and a
-circumstance which made Gerald suspect time to be changing him, somehow,
-who used to be such a tremendous iconoclast, that now this old
-rebellious myth,—which represented yet another of Gerald’s discarded
-personalities,—appeared to Gerald remarkably over-colored and rather
-pitiably foolish. For here was a story which led to wrong conclusions.
-It ended by depicting a god at loggerheads with the head of his own
-church: and it begot, somewhat inevitably, those loud sneers at the
-bourgeois virtues, and those denunciations of people who, after all, had
-done nothing worse than to live quiet and common-sense lives which
-Tannhäuser was now declaiming, and which to Gerald appeared unutterably
-childish. There was no conceivable reason why a well-thought-of pope
-should be hobnobbing with and coddling a broken-down old lecher just
-come out of a superior brothel. In fact, in reproving Pope Urban so
-publicly, Heaven had been, to Gerald’s finding, rather tactless, and had
-violated the _esprit de corps_ which ought to be preserved among the
-fellow workers in every church. And in any case, Tannhäuser’s present
-reflections upon religion were not such as Gerald, now that he had
-become a god, could listen to with approval.
-
-Still, Gerald did listen: and Gerald smiled, friendlily enough.
-
-“I know, I know!” said Gerald. “I know, friend, all about you. When you
-repented of evil-doing,—and, really, you did take your time about
-that,—then you turned hopefully to religion, but, alas! you were
-repelled by its ministers. You found them to be human beings subject to
-human frailties. You found that—in Heaven’s eyes, anyhow,—even a pope
-might make a mistake. And so, quite naturally, you proceeded to drown
-the surprise and horror awakened by this discovery in out-and-out
-debauchery and in cutting reflections upon all pew-renters. For your
-discovery was revolutionary; no doubt the stars were shaken in their
-courses, to observe a human being making a mistake; and you also must
-have found the spectacle extremely trying. Still, you in this way became
-useful to romantic art.”
-
-Then Gerald said: “Lord, man, but what a following you have had! and
-what a number of people have got harmless pleasure out of developing the
-discovery which Tannhäuser first made, that inconsistency and
-mean-spiritedness may be found among the clergy and the churchgoers! You
-will thus continue to be a benefactor of your kind for centuries, I have
-not a doubt. Yet I sometimes fancy that inconsistency and
-mean-spiritedness may be found even among recognizedly depraved persons
-who do not go to any church at all. I find that every religion cows a
-number of its devotees into a thrifty-minded practice of generally
-beneficent virtues. The average of desirable qualities in the
-congregation of every church appears to me, after all, quite perceptibly
-higher than is that average among the regular customers of any brothel
-or the clients of the public hangman. I do not deny that my discovery
-also is, from any æsthetic standpoint, revolutionary. I confess that it
-is nowhere represented in romance, as yet, and that no conceivable
-realist can ever regard such a grotesque fancy with anything save
-loathing. But I believe that some day an intrepid handling of this
-daring theme will prodigally repay some very great innovator, and will
-become useful to romantic art.”
-
-And Gerald said also: “Moreover, you remain quite invaluable as a
-pretext and a palliation whenever youth hungers for its fling. Only, I
-must dare point out, my dear sir, that your second century-long fling
-was, by the best people, unavoidably, felt to be excessive. All of us,
-more or less, have had our flings: even so, a fling needs to be
-conducted, and above all to be wound up, with some discretion. It ought
-to be high-hearted and lyrical in every feature: it ought especially to
-have the briefness of the lyric. And it ought not, no, it really ought
-not, to wind up in the Hörselberg. Now I, too, my friend, for example,
-have had my fling. But I have had it in a quiet, self-controlled and
-gentlemanly way, without overdoing the thing. Thereafter I settled
-down,—just temporarily, to be sure, but still I have settled down,—in
-no lewd and feverish Hörselberg, but here, where a contented husband
-risks no further chance of becoming useful to romantic art.”
-
-“It is possible for one to exist, but not for anybody to live, here!”
-replied Tannhäuser, scornfully, as his wild gaze swept over the still
-stretches of Mispec Moor.
-
-“Allow me!” said Gerald, with the tiniest of smiles; and he perched his
-rose-colored spectacles upon the beaked high nose of Tannhäuser.
-
-There was a pause. And Tannhäuser sighed.
-
-“I see,” said the knight then, “a quiet little home of your own, in the
-country, with your wife and with the kiddies, too, I daresay. And with
-fresh vegetables, of course, right out of your own garden.”
-
-“In just such a home, Messire Tannhäuser, as is the cornerstone of every
-nation, the cradle of all the virtues, and the guiding-star of I forget
-precisely what. It is also the brightest jewel in the crown of something
-or other, and it assists other desirable abstractions in the capacity of
-a bulwark, a spur, and an anchor. It is, you may depend upon it, the
-proper place in which to end one’s fling.”
-
-“And I! I might, if only I had married that dear fine sweet girl
-Elizabeth, I, too, might have had such a home! For, after all, there is
-nothing like marriage and the love of a good woman. An endless round of
-perpetual pleasure-seeking rings hollow by and by, and one hungers for
-the simple sacred joys of home-life. I must, oh, very decidedly, I must
-settle down. I, too, must have just such a home as this.”
-
-But the thought of all which he had been missing so affected Tannhäuser
-that he took off the spectacles and unaffectedly wiped his eyes. After
-that the aging, comely knight sat for a while silent and rather
-frightened looking. He stared again at the cottage and at the moor, and
-then he stared at Gerald.
-
-“And you live in this hole, with a muddy brat and a dull-witted,
-middle-aged, not at all good-looking woman for your only company! I
-marvel at the enchantment which controls you. At least Dame Venus held
-me with an intelligible sort of sorcery.”
-
-“That,” Gerald replied, as he contentedly put on his rose-colored
-spectacles again, “is nonsense.”
-
-“It is a very dreadful nonsense. It is a soul-destroying and besotting
-nonsense, from which I flee to look for the less terrible enchantments
-of the Hörselberg.”
-
-Then Gerald put his question. “You, who have traveled through the
-Marches of Antan, wherein only two truths endure, and the one teaching
-is that we copulate and die,—do you not look to find in the goal of all
-the gods some third truth?”
-
-But the comely knight seemed not to have heard this question, in his
-frank terror of domesticity. Tannhäuser had mounted his horse, and he
-now rode galloping like a madman toward Antan.
-
-
-
-
- 37.
- Contentment of the Mislaid God
-
-
-NOW life contented Gerald as he lived it through this recognized
-parenthesis in his divine career. Very soon this little episode of his
-stay upon Mispec Moor would be ended: it would even be forgotten,
-perhaps, in the press of regal and superhuman affairs. Meanwhile he
-lived in quite tolerable ease. He had nothing to trouble him. Hardly a
-morning passed without his finding some more or less interesting
-celestial outcast to talk to under his chestnut-tree. Maya continued to
-be an excellent cook, in her plain, unpretentious way: and she saw to it
-that the cottage was kept comfortable and efficient in all appointments.
-
-And Maya was dear to him. She nowadays found fault with virtually
-everything that Gerald did. And whenever he ventured any suggestion, as
-to Theodorick or the economics of the cottage or their social
-engagements in Turoine,—or even if Gerald as much as suggested opening
-or closing a window,—Maya at once produced at least nine grounds upon
-which the suggestion was plainly very foolish and would never have
-occurred to anyone of real intelligence. And she cherished the most
-imaginative views as to the extent of Gerald’s selfishness and lack of
-consideration for other people, and of his habit of never doing anything
-whatever for her pleasure.
-
-Sometimes, though, she would go for as much as an hour without dwelling,
-at especial length, upon what a trial Gerald was to her in one way or
-another. And in all respects she was a capable woman who made him an
-excellent wife, and treated him far better than she could have found any
-excuse for doing in what she said about him.
-
-And Gerald loved Theodorick Quentin Musgrave, also, with an affection
-which rather troubled Gerald. The child, he knew, displayed no
-extraordinary charm nor talent: no course of reasoning could justify any
-extreme fondness for Theodorick upon the ground of his physical or
-mental gifts. Theodorick Quentin Musgrave was not brilliant, he was not
-lovely, he was not especially amiable: he was, indeed, by way of being a
-particularly selfish small tyrant, continually adding to the disorder of
-the cottage, to the dismay of Gerald’s finicky liking for neatness, and
-continually devising unneeded trouble and commandeering manual tasks
-from his parents because of the droll pleasure which Theodorick appeared
-to derive from seeing his parents fetch and carry in his service.
-
-Yet, whensoever Gerald put his arm about the small, warm, yielding,
-sturdy, but so helpless body, it was as though Gerald’s own body were
-melting in a grateful glow of what was—bewilderingly—a sort of panic
-terror. He loved this freckled, fragile creature with an unwisdom which
-was, as Gerald knew, an assuredness of more or less future discomfort
-and, it well might be, of anguish, for him who quite honestly disliked
-trouble of any kind. Since this child had been created, Gerald’s
-well-being was not any longer a matter which Gerald could hope to
-control or even to protect: his happiness was now risked upon what might
-befall this imp. It was the helplessness of the child which frightened
-Gerald with a sense of his own helplessness. Life was so cruel to
-children. Life damaged and hurt children in so many ways inevitably. And
-every hurt to this child, now, would be an anguish to Gerald, who could
-avoid none of them. He could not even manage to get the child properly
-christened, in this neighborhood so profuse in sorcerers and wizards,
-who used, as everybody knew, unchristened children in horrible ways
-which it was not comfortable to think about....
-
-Then, too, Gerald was not certain Theodorick Quentin Musgrave was real.
-Gerald remembered always, at the back of his mind, that frightful
-instant when he had removed his spectacles, to find the child had
-vanished. Gerald assured himself that the cause was a slight
-indigestion, and that the moment’s blur of vision came from a disordered
-stomach. But he was wholly careful not ever again to look at Theodorick
-except through the rose-colored spectacles which made visible the magics
-of Maya. He kept resolutely out of his full attention the fact that
-Theodorick might be an illusion which Maya had created. And he grew
-accustomed to that unusual milk-colored tongue, which showed like a
-white snake within the red moist little mouth whenever the child
-laughed.
-
-And Gerald sometimes wondered if Maya had over-ambitiously designed to
-make permanent this mere parenthesis in his career. She had attempted,
-to be sure, no magic such as that with which she had transformed his
-predecessors. No sorceress would dare, for that matter, thus to presume
-against a god.... Gerald knew that, instead, it was his Maya’s wholesome
-simplicity and the prosaic human comfort which he did get, after all,
-from living with this middle-aged and fault-finding and not in the least
-beautiful woman that had detained him, just for the while of this
-parenthesis in his career. He of course would pass on, to enter into his
-kingdom, by and by. And there was no conceivable hurry about it, now
-that his journeying to Antan was for every practical purpose finished,
-and now that whensoever he elected he might within the next half-hour or
-so be taking over the realm and all the powers of the Master
-Philologist.
-
-Meanwhile, though, Gerald would now and then wonder amusedly if his
-dear, stupid Maya could perhaps have struck upon the device of detaining
-him by not using any magic whatever: if she in secret flattered herself
-that this device was succeeding: and if she actually cherished the
-delusion that she was hoodwinking omniscient Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper
-and Preserver, the Lord of the Third Truth, the Well-beloved of Heavenly
-Ones?
-
-Anyhow, his life here very amiably contented him for the while. The
-local circles of sorcerers and wizards were pleasant enough, barring
-only that haunting memory as to how they used unchristened children.
-Gerald and Maya did not go out a great deal; but they were on friendly
-terms with the neighbors; they attended an occasional Sabbat; and they
-kept in touch generally with the affairs of Turoine. And for the rest,
-the little happenings of his home life temporarily contented the Lord of
-the Third Truth.
-
-And he began to reflect that, just possibly, Antan might be to him,
-after he had entered into his kingdom, a disappointment. From here Antan
-seemed uniformly wonderful. It was astonishingly pleasant to sit upon
-the western porch of the small cottage, especially toward evening, when
-your shoes propped up before you on the porch railing reflected a
-pinkish glow from the sunset, and to imagine what was going on in that
-broad expanse of yet unvisited fields and hills which now were turning
-into gray and purple mists directly beneath the gold and crimson of the
-sunset. The trouble was that you, who were gifted with the imagination
-of a god, were very certainly imagining more wonderful happenings for
-that mysterious theatre than could by any chance be enacted there.
-
-For one matter, after dark, Antan always displayed eight lights, six of
-them grouped together in the middle of the vista with the general effect
-of a cross, and the other two showing much farther off to the northwest.
-About those never-varying huge lights Gerald had formed at least twenty
-delightful theories, all plausible as long as you remained upon Mispec
-Moor, whereas if you went to Antan not more at most than one of these
-theories could prove true.
-
-To go to Antan thus meant the destruction of no less than nineteen
-rather beautiful ideas as to those lights alone. However, Gerald felt,
-there was no help for this: and he whole-heartedly meant to take over
-his appointed kingdom without any unpleasant criticizing, no matter what
-might be the deficiencies of the place, by and by. Meanwhile, there was
-no great hurry: and it was, indeed, a prudent and long-sighted course
-for him to be pausing here to enjoy these fine scenic effects, because
-by and by he would not ever again be seeing Antan from this distance.
-
-After nightfall those eight lights never varied. But by day there was
-always a different and, as it seemed, a more lovely display of rounded,
-parti-colored, cleared hills, which here and there were darklier
-streaked, no doubt with orchards. Beyond them many flat-topped mountains
-showed, yet farther to the west, like a sleeping herd of gigantic blue
-crocodiles all couched across the west and facing north. And above so
-much terrestrial graciousness moved an incessant pageant of clouds, not
-a bit like the flat clouds which you looked up at from Lichfield,
-because the clouds which brooded over Antan were seen, from Gerald’s
-station upon Mispec Moor, as on a level with you: and, when they were
-thus considered sidewise, they resembled moving walls and crags and
-drifting curtains through which the sunlight smote in slanting and huge
-and pallid and quite tangible looking shafts.
-
-Always, too, you noticed, nowadays, that vast and violet-shrouded,
-high-breasted woman’s figure lying yonder, motionless, with that
-ever-burning heart; and you were visited by an odd fancy. You fancied
-that Queen Freydis, the as yet unwon-to queen of your appointed kingdom,
-was like that woman. And this fancy came to you none the less often
-because of your plain perception of its illogic.
-
-“Come, now!” said Gerald, “a mistress of that size would be unsuitable.
-Charms of so diffuse an acreage would create, even in a god, a sense of
-inadequacy. Nevertheless, I am falling rather ardently in love with
-those two hills. I begin to adore the casual play of lights and shadows
-upon yonder piled-up dirt, which when seen from any other station than
-this would not in the least resemble a woman. And such amorous notions,
-apart from their insanity, are not befitting in a contentedly, if
-temporarily, married person.”
-
-The transience of his comforts made them very dear. It was well worth
-the inconvenience of sleeping in his spectacles (as Gerald, for his own
-reasons, did) so that in the night season he could awaken, to see Maya’s
-tranquil brown head yonder beside the smaller and tousled and livelily
-red head of Theodorick Quentin Musgrave,—both visible yonder because of
-the lamp which the child demanded at night, and because of his
-insistence that Mother was to sleep with him instead of with Father.
-
-Outside, Gerald would hear those of his transformed predecessors who now
-were horses, shuffling and restively stamping, and at times snorting and
-whinnying, in the chill outer darkness; or a misguided gentleman who
-lived nowadays as a steer would low, much farther off; or Gerald would
-hear yet another one of Maya’s former husbands coughing, with the
-far-reaching and morose scornfulness peculiar to a sheep. And then the
-difference between the estate of Gerald’s predecessors and the snug
-warmth of his so comfortable soft bed, and his knowledge of that
-unmarred bodily ease which, just now, was his through every hour of the
-day, would trouble Gerald, because he knew it all to be so satisfying
-and so transient.
-
-
-
-
- PART TEN
- THE BOOK OF ENDINGS
-
- “Trust Nobody but Thyself, and
- None Other will Betray Thee.”
-
-
-
-
- 38.
- About the Past of a Bishop
-
-
-SO GERALD stayed content enough, all through those pleasant summer
-days. It was odd to reflect that these days were counting as he did not
-know how many years in Lichfield. He would now and then contrast himself
-with his great ancestor Dom Manuel, the same about whom, in that quaint
-far-off time when Gerald had believed himself merely human, and was
-interested in such human nonsense, Gerald had intended to write a
-romance,—because the Redeemer of Poictesme, as Gerald remembered it,
-had passed a month with the wood demon Béda, in the forest of Dun
-Vlechlan, where the company consisted entirely of evil principles, and
-where the passing of each day left Manuel a year older.
-
-Gerald would reflect how much more sensible and pleasant was the course
-which he was following, surrounded with every domestic virtue, where the
-days did not count at all. For Gerald was content, and certainly he had
-grown no older in body. He had become used to living upon Mispec Moor:
-he wondered sometimes if Antan could afford any splendor which he
-personally would find more to his taste; and he felt that he would
-honestly miss the simple wholesome ways of Maya’s log and plaster
-cottage after he had entered forever into the red-pillared palace of his
-kingdom beyond good and evil,—next week, perhaps, or at all events not
-later than September.
-
-And it stayed diverting to observe those persons who almost every day
-passed beyond Mispec Moor in their journeying toward the goal of all the
-gods of men. Then by and by one of these wayfarers turned out to be a
-stalwart, white-bearded old gentleman dressed as a bishop. And the sight
-of him delighted Gerald: for here at last was somebody who could
-properly christen Theodorick Quentin Musgrave.
-
-Meanwhile this traveler was asking hospitality of Maya. She, who
-disliked travelers, prepared the white and tender flesh of a calf, she
-kneaded cakes of fine meal and baked them upon the hearth, she fetched
-milk and butter. All these she set before the seeming bishop upon the
-front porch of her cottage quite affably. For this old gentleman, it
-appeared, had known Maya of the Fair Breasts a great while ago, at the
-very beginning of a career confessedly so populous in husbands that
-Gerald always felt a certain delicacy in asking questions about it.
-
-“But there was never any reasoning with you, my dear,” said the old
-gentleman, as they all ate amicably together upon the porch. “So you
-eluded my purpose, and you preferred to content that first man of yours
-for his loss of the over-wilful beauty and the rebellious wisdom of your
-predecessor—”
-
-Maya replied: “I do wish you would try just one more of those cakes, for
-I made them myself, exactly as you used to like them in the plains of
-Mamrê, when you were up to your nonsense with Sarah. Yes, I believe that
-a girl, a really nice girl, that is, should keep her caresses for her
-husband. Oh, I am casting no reflections upon either of your
-sweethearts. It is a matter every woman must decide for herself. I
-merely say that, for my part, I think a love-affair with a god while he
-is still in power is ostentatious and can only end in unhappiness—”
-
-“But—!” Gerald had begun indignantly.
-
-She patted his hand. “No, Gerald, I did not mean you. Your power is
-limitless, and you are quite different from all other gods, and nobody
-knows that better than I do. So please do not start any pouting while we
-have company! He thinks that he is a god, too,” Maya then stated,
-casually, to her visitor. “That is why his feelings are upset. He
-believes he is the Fair-haired Hoodoo, the Yelper and the Pretender, or
-something of that sort. As for that woman, Adam was very lucky to get
-rid of her.”
-
-“I wonder,” said the white-bearded gentleman, smiling reminiscently, “I
-wonder if he always thought so?”
-
-“My dear old friend! but you and I know quite well what the creatures
-are! Of course he cherished the memory of her for the rest of his life,
-long after the worthless piece had gone, just literally, to the devil.
-She was not bad looking: that much, anyhow, one can say in her favor:
-and so the poor fellow had always his memories of that beauty which he
-had known, once. He used to say it was too lovely to be retained by any
-man. And I agreed with him. No man had the least chance, with infernal
-connoisseurs about.... And his sons,” said Maya, as she reflectively
-scratched at her nose, “have, somehow, all preserved that memory. There
-is no one of them but now and then finds my daughters rather inadequate,
-and half remembers that woman and gets lackadaisical over her. It is
-just another thing about the creatures which my daughters have to put up
-with.”
-
-“She too is yonder, they tell me,”—and the old gentleman nodded toward
-Antan. Then he continued: “And I suspect there is no one of your
-daughters but is jealous of this ever-living memory of that Lilith who
-stays always the first, never quite forgotten love of every son of Adam;
-and who prevents more of them than you would care to acknowledge, my
-dear, from ever utterly giving over their hearts to any of your
-daughters.”
-
-“We are jealous, within limits,” Maya replied, in the while that she
-hospitably refilled his glass with fresh milk. “No woman likes playing
-second fiddle, even in the moonstruck brain of a poet. Yet my daughters
-know it does no real harm. And if men were not up to something, they
-would be up to something else. Besides, it gives them their nonsense to
-be romantic over in private, without pestering their poor sweethearts,
-and their wives too at first, to be romantic along with them, which is a
-thing no nice woman really feels comfortable about—”
-
-But the old gentleman had sighed. “You touch upon a somewhat harrowing
-subject. For I fancy that no other luckless being has ever had to cater
-to the shifting needs of popular romance so arduously or so variously as
-I.”
-
-And Maya now was beaming upon him quite fondly. “Yes, but how clever you
-have been about it! In fact, I suppose that nobody anywhere has ever had
-a more wonderful career than yours. And it seems only yesterday—does it
-not?—that we were all young together in the Garden, and your reputation
-was merely local. But you Jews are so adaptable!”
-
-“I was not even a Jew, my dear, to begin with. Perhaps that is why I
-never quite got on with them. I was a storm deity of the Midianites. But
-the Jews kidnapped me, in some way or another, when I was just a godling
-playing happily with my thunderbolts upon the flanks of Sinai.”
-
-“Even so, when I think of what a position you have attained in the best
-Christian circles, and of the perfect respectability of the church to
-which you now belong, and of all the splendid poetry you have inspired,
-and of how generally famous you have become everywhere, I am wholly
-proud that you once, when we were both younger”—and Gerald saw that
-Maya had colored up rather prettily,—“had other plans for me.”
-
-“You,” said the old gentleman,—who, as Gerald now observed, was really
-quite Jewish looking,—“were the first of my disappointments. Yes, I
-suppose that in many respects my career has been unusual. Yet it has
-ended by placing me in a most awkward position: and nothing ever turned
-out in accordance with my plans, somehow.”
-
-Then the stalwart, white-bearded old gentleman who was dressed as a
-bishop spoke of his first family, and of how his descendants through a
-son named Isaac went astray. He spoke of his efforts to retain the
-affection of his family, through the vigorous methods appropriate to a
-storm god. But nothing had seemed to avail. There had been fine plagues
-and deluges and captivities and decimations and devastating miracles by
-the score. He had sent the swords of Babylon and of Philistia and of
-dozens of other kingdoms to slay them, and huge dogs to tear their
-corpses, and many birds of prey and all the wild beasts of earth to
-devour and to destroy them, without arousing one ray of real affection.
-He had laid waste their cities; he had made their widows as the sands of
-the sea; he had starved them, and had smitten them with leprosy, and had
-burned them with lightnings; he had afflicted them with the most voluble
-and pessimistic prophets: he had, in a word, done absolutely everything
-he could think of as likely to requicken their waning affection. But the
-more he annoyed his descendants, the less they had seemed really to love
-him. Upon the heels of every warning, and immediately after each
-paternal correction, the survivors of it seemed only the more inclined
-to prefer some other patron: and it was all very discouraging.
-
-And of his second son he spoke also. Here he became remarkably vague,
-and he talked as if muddled by the whole affair. There had been a great
-sacrifice and an atonement, the workings of which the old gentleman
-could not pretend to understand. He could not yet say just who had been
-put in a more amiable frame of mind by that atonement, since personally
-he imagined any father would have found it most distasteful and
-upsetting. Anyhow, the affair had resulted in a church with which he had
-felt it rather his duty to associate himself. And, awkwardly enough,
-after he had thus been persuaded by them formally to commit himself to a
-policy of peace and forgiveness and general loving-kindness, his
-incomprehensible servants had gone on squabbling and murdering, only
-much more often than before, because now they did it on high moral
-grounds. They had fought over transubstantiation, and over Greek
-diphthongs, and over the respective merits of complete and frontal
-baptism, and over infant damnation, and over redemption through faith
-alone, and over a number of other recondite matters which no Arabian
-storm god, very simply reared in the country during the really formative
-years of his life, and with no regular academic training, could well be
-expected to understand: and it was all very discouraging.
-
-Nor to-day was his position much happier. He found himself ranked rather
-high in the church with which he was associated professionally. Yes, the
-old gentleman admitted, with plain bewilderment, his name was honored.
-But all his actions—even such quite notable actions as holding a
-conference with his disciples in a fiery furnace, and affording his
-messengers inter-urban transportation by means of a whale, and of
-causing the sun itself to stand still,—all these fine exploits, along
-with his every natural exhibition of the irascibility and truculence
-appropriate to a storm god, had been reduced to poetic inventions. His
-very existence had been complicated with a triplicity which, since the
-mind could not grasp it, prevented his existence from being, actually,
-believed in by anybody. That had seemed, from the first moment he heard
-of it, a doctrine a bit difficult for him personally to accept, after
-having been an undivided deity in regular practice for so many thousands
-of years. And eighteen centuries of pondering upon that doctrine of his
-triune nature, to which he was through his official position committed,
-had showed a matter so abstruse and puzzling to be far beyond the
-comprehension of any country-bred Arabian storm god, howsoever
-faithfully he had broadened his mind, at the courts of various Christian
-monarchs and in the larger nunneries, since the commencement of his
-religious training among the farming element of Seir and Sinai. Nor
-could he honestly say that he had ever been able to take quite kindly to
-the notion that his being was confessedly a mystery not to be understood
-by prelates graduated from the best seminaries, and that his actions
-were all poetic inventions. For that left of him, so far as could be
-seen by a plain-thinking Arabian storm god, nothing which the human mind
-could grasp as an actuality; it made every one of his really
-thorough-going servants who accepted utterly the teachings of his
-church, so far as he could infer, a devotee of vacuousness: and it was
-all very discouraging.
-
-“Altogether,” said the old gentleman who was dressed as a bishop, “I
-feel that my present ranking in the Christian church is a perplexing
-and, in some sense, a false position for an Arabian storm god. I have
-aged under it. Oh, I have tried to be quite fair about the matter.
-Sometimes I even go so far as to concede that people who have never met
-a particular person might, just possibly, believe that person to be
-three persons whose actions were all poetic inventions. The human
-imagination is vigorous. I must point out to you, though, my friends,
-that nobody could conceivably believe that about himself. These very
-curious theories about me thus postulate the existence of at least one
-sceptic, and they hinge indeed upon the existence of that sceptic, in
-me. Now, I feel instinctively there must be an error in any such logic.
-I feel it unfair that I alone of all the persons connected with my
-church should be inevitably doomed to remain an atheist. And I have aged
-steadily under the injustice and unreason of it all. Otherwise, if I yet
-retained the vigor of my youth, I might yet, in my frank way, attempt to
-clean the slate, as it were, with whirlwinds and thunderbolts and
-another deluge or so, and to make a fresh start all around. But, alas, I
-have aged, my dear Havvah, since the days of our first acquaintance. The
-inexplicable theology and the rationalization, as they call it, to which
-I have been subjected by my incomprehensible servants, now for some
-eighteen centuries with ever increasing rigor, have brought me to the
-point that I cannot logically believe in my own existence. The things
-they tell me simply do not hold together. And so—”
-
-He comprehensively waved his hand toward Antan.
-
-But Gerald rose, and Gerald put aside his glass of milk and his veal
-sandwich.
-
-And Gerald said, beamingly: “You who have traveled through the Marches
-of Antan, wherein only two truths endure, and the one teaching is that
-we copulate and die,—you at least, I know, must, as a leading official
-of the Protestant Episcopal church, look confidently forward to finding
-in the goal of all the gods a third truth. The fact emboldens me to ask
-that you do but answer me this very simple question—”
-
-“Alas, my friend,” the badgered looking old gentleman broke in,
-“professionally, of course, my faith is all that it should be. But in my
-private capacity, as a plain-thinking Arabian storm god, now that I am
-retiring from active churchwork, I suspect that when anybody anywhere
-once understands the nature of any two truths, that will be quite time
-enough for him to be requiring a third truth to exercise his wits upon.”
-
-“That truism, sir, is not to be denied,” said Gerald, rather
-crestfallen. “Yet that is likewise an evasion.”
-
-“In fact,” said the bewildered old gentleman, shaking sadly his white
-head, “in fact, ever since I acquired triplicity, I have been accused of
-duplicity also. The Gnostics, I remember, said very unkind things about
-that: the Valentinians were no more charitable: whereas I would really
-hesitate to repeat, my friends, the remarks of the Priscillianists.”
-
-“—And in any case,” Gerald said, emphatically, “howsoever you may evade
-me, it would not do for you to evade your duties to the Protestant
-Episcopal church. The world as yet has need of bishops and of all that
-they signify. I must point out to you, sir, that the wild talking of
-bishops yet frightens many persons into a thrifty-minded practice of
-generally beneficent virtues. Indeed, sir, bishops remind me rather of
-calomel in the effect which they have upon the run of men, because I
-find their effect also to be, ultimately, beneficial. There are also
-other points of resemblance. And if the strange ways of episcopal action
-now and then unavoidably upset you, sir, you ought to remember that it
-is, after all, for the general good. I, moreover, must point out that it
-absolutely would not do for you to go into Antan and be one of my
-subjects—”
-
-“He thinks,” Maya once more explained, parenthetically, to her guest,
-“that he is a god, you understand.”
-
-“But I am!” said Gerald. “These continual interruptions are really very
-awkward, my dear. And the present situation also is awkward, in view of
-my Protestant Episcopal upbringing. It is a situation which must at any
-cost be avoided. This gentleman simply must not go into Antan.”
-
-“But what is to be done about it?”
-
-“Oh, do you not be uneasy! Your age, sir, and its attendant delusions,
-such as wanting to go into Antan, are matters quite easily remedied by
-any competent Dirghic deity. You could not possibly have pursued a wiser
-course than to come to me for assistance. So, if you will permit me,
-sir—”
-
-Thereafter Gerald, still in something of a flutter, baptized the old
-gentleman who was dressed as a bishop with the last remaining drop of
-water from the Churning of the Ocean.
-
-
-
-
- 39.
- Baptism of a Musgrave
-
-
-FORTHWITH the old white-bearded gentleman became a most personable
-looking youngish Oriental, who shone with a fiery radiance, and about
-whose head played a continual flashing like small lightnings. And he
-said, approvingly:
-
-“That is a fine magic which has restored to me my youth and the
-vigorousness I had in Midian before I was kidnapped by those
-stiff-necked and unaffectionate Jews.”
-
-“And will you now be going into Antan?” asked Gerald, rather anxiously.
-
-“Not yet, my friend,” replied the merry, strong, young Arabian storm
-god. “Oh, very certainly, not yet! No, I have had quite enough of my
-illogical position as a Christian and of the worries of being
-rationalized by incomprehensible foreigners. I shall thankfully return
-to my Midianites and to my little shrines upon Seir and Sinai and Horeb,
-and to the quiet living of a local godling. I shall be hearing again my
-own people’s sane and intelligible prayers for rain, and I shall be
-snuffing up the smoke of such rational offerings as kids and goats and
-an occasional prisoner of war, just as I used to do, where I was given
-due credit for my actions, and where you heard no unpleasant personal
-scandal circulated about my being triplets. In the meanwhile, my
-benefactor, is there not any favor which, in my turn, I can do you?”
-
-“Indeed, my dear sir,” Gerald answered, harking back to that worriment
-which in a neighborhood so full of sorcerers and wizards stayed always
-in the rear of Gerald’s mind, “there is a small one, now you mention it.
-For we have a boy, as you perceive. And it occurs to me that this is the
-first chance to have Theodorick Quentin Musgrave properly christened
-according to the rites of the Protestant Episcopal church—”
-
-The storm god asked of Gerald, in good-humored surprise. “But do I now
-look to you much like an Episcopalian clergyman?”
-
-“Well, sir, I admit the situation is perplexing. Nevertheless, you
-remain, so far as I can see, one of the three official heads of the
-Christian church, in every denomination. And as such, you must be wholly
-competent to administer the sacred rites of that baptism to which we
-Musgraves are accustomed.”
-
-He who had been a bishop laughed again. For an instant he glanced
-sidewise at Maya, rather impishly. Then the god called to him Theodorick
-Quentin Musgrave.
-
-The boy came forward without speaking. There had never been any dearer
-brat since time began, Gerald reflected, than was this sturdy droll
-red-headed jackanapes who waited there holding his small chin well up in
-order to look with politely puzzled interest at the storm god’s
-glittering face and the tiny lightnings which played about it. Gerald
-was abeam with the most fatuous sort of pride in Theodorick’s perfect
-behavior. Gerald glowed all over, now that awkward matter of the boy’s
-christening was being at last attended to, by the very highest
-authority. And Gerald nodded smilingly and with some inconsequence at
-his dear stupid Maya, so that she too might note how splendidly
-Theodorick was behaving. The boy was displaying the composure and the
-excellent manners of a true Musgrave.
-
-Then the storm god dipped his fingers in his unfinished glass of milk,
-and upon Theodorick’s lifted forehead he drew a sign. Gerald was not
-wholly certain, afterward, that it was the sign of a cross.
-
-“This is another sort of baptism than that which restored my youth. For
-youth this child already has,—to every seeming,” the god said, a bit
-unaccountably. “Therefore I now release this child whom I did not
-create, I release him from the bondage of the woman and of the Adversary
-who caused him to live upon this earth. I decree a forgiveness for the
-seven crimes. I cry a remission of the seven punishments.”
-
-“I must say, though, you have been long enough about it,” Maya placidly
-observed....
-
-As for Gerald, now that the ceremony was over, he was unaffectedly
-hugging Theodorick, and telling him that he was far too big a boy to be
-kissing people, and the vaguely puzzled, clinging child was asking, But
-who started it, Father?...
-
-And the storm god was saying to Maya, “Do you forget, my dear Havvah,
-that it is from your service I am releasing him?”
-
-She answered, still quite placidly: “So far as that goes, the imp has
-well earned a holiday; and it is not as if I were dependent upon him.
-No, but I confess to wondering—and not for the first time,
-either,—just what you may be up to.”
-
-
-
-
- 40.
- On the Turn of a Leaf
-
-
-SO THE Oriental storm god went back into the world of everyday, to
-look for his old shrines upon Sinai and Horeb: and Gerald was happily
-rid of a future subject whom, he could not but feel, it would have been
-a bit awkward to have as a subject. And the evening passed tranquilly,
-although it seemed to Gerald that Theodorick was rather moody and quiet
-after his christening.
-
-But it was not until the next day that Theodorick, just after breakfast,
-spoke with a voice which seemed to Gerald not quite the voice of a
-child: and Theodorick told his parents he wanted to go down into Antan.
-
-Gerald was troubled. Yet he suggested, with very careful levity, “If—?”
-
-“If you please,” the but half-smiling, ugly, so dear brat now added,
-docilely.
-
-“Why, it must be as your father says,” Maya replied. She had paused in
-her sweeping off of the porch, and for a moment she held the broom
-slantwise as she meditated over the boy’s notion. “But, for one, I see
-no great harm in your having a little outing, for I will put a
-protection on you. Only, you must promise to be back in good time to
-have your face and hands washed for supper.”
-
-Gerald said forlornly, “But what are those small yellow things you are
-sweeping from the porch, my dear?”
-
-“They are fallen leaves from a sycamore-tree, left here last night by
-that wind, Gerald: and I really do wish you would not ask such silly
-questions, when I was talking about something quite different.”
-
-“But that means summer is ending, Maya. It means an end of all growing.
-It means that not anything now will become any larger or more lovely.”
-
-“Upon my word, but I never did hear of any such nonsense as you do talk
-sometimes, for a grown man, Gerald, as if summer did not always end!”
-
-“That is it, precisely. It always ends: and the warmth and comfort of it
-perish. Yes, there is death in the air. I do not find that cheering. And
-that is all, my darling.”
-
-“Why, then, Gerald, if you are quite through with that up-in-the-air
-sort of talking—which may be very deep and clever indeed, only I happen
-not to understand it, and certainly have no wish to,—why, then, I was
-asking you about something entirely different.”
-
-“Oh, yes, you were speaking of Theodorick! Well, boys do get restless
-without any playmates, I suppose. I will talk to him about his notion
-while you are making up the beds.”
-
-Nothing could have been more prosaic. Yet Gerald was troubled. He could
-hear Maya inside the cottage, already thumping at the pillows. All about
-him seemed matter of fact, and comfortable, and familiar, and stable.
-And yet everything, as he somehow knew, was about to change. There awoke
-in him as yet no real unhappiness, but just a faint uneasiness mixed
-with resentment, now that he noted the fall of the first leaf in autumn,
-and knew he was powerless to stay the beginning change in everything
-about his small, snug home.
-
-
-
-
- 41.
- Child of All Fathers
-
-
-THEN Gerald followed the child down to the roadside. And they talked
-together under the chestnut-tree, just where Gerald had talked with so
-many strange beings who had passed beyond Mispec Moor in that continuous
-journeying toward Antan.
-
-First Gerald performed that needful rite which would reveal the truth.
-The child watched quietly. By and by Theodorick began to smile. But he
-said never a word until his father was through with these droll doings.
-
-Then Gerald questioned his small son. Theodorick replied. The appearance
-of a little child still sat there, and the soft red lips of a child were
-moving, but that curious tongue which was like a small white serpent was
-speaking about matters never known to any child.
-
-No one of Gerald’s excursions into the darker magics had prepared him
-for what was now in part revealed. Something of the spaces outside the
-world apparent to human senses Gerald knew, and of the realms beyond
-Earth’s orbit he, as a former student of magic, was not ignorant. But
-now he understood from what remote abyss his wife had drawn the being
-which seemed his child: a bit unwillingly, he could even surmise with
-what kind of enchantments Maya had fetched this seeming into the happier
-superficial world which is apparent to human senses.
-
-And Gerald was moved: he was, as so many husbands have been, before and
-since, now almost frightened by this glimpse of the unswerving and
-whole-hearted and unscrupulous love which women nourish for that man
-whom marriage has given them to look after. He was not worthy, he
-contritely felt, of being thus idolized and of being coddled at the
-fearful price of such unearthly indiscretions. And Gerald was sincerely
-touched, now that he comprehended to what lengths Maya had gone to
-gratify his whim of wanting a son, out of hand. She had warned him, too,
-that he was contriving for himself grief. Yes, her womanly intuition
-had, somehow, foreseen that to which all his cleverness had been blind.
-And yet, even so, Maya had not denied him his desire, because poor Maya
-pampered him in everything, to the accompaniment of a commentary
-howsoever tart.
-
-And Gerald thought too of how, a moment since, his worst dread had been
-that the boy was an illusion. He looked at his beloved son, knowing now
-what inhabited that freckled and droll, sturdy little body. The boy had
-of a sudden become strange; he was now a threat of unimaginable danger,
-and a creature worse than evil: yet Gerald knew, with a dull wonder,
-that he loved Theodorick Quentin Musgrave even now....
-
-Gerald by and by put yet another question to this dreadful parody of a
-child’s innocence and helplessness, to the being whom Gerald invoked as
-Abdel-Hareth.
-
-“But I have served her purpose,—my father,” the child replied, with a
-rather perturbing smile. “Oh, but I know! She has had many husbands.
-Most of them desired a son. I have always been that son.”
-
-Then, after an instant of silence, the being who was speaking through
-the child’s dear lips told of the bonds from which the Midianite storm
-god’s touch and absolution had released him. Gerald found this part of
-the story particularly unpleasant. And Theodorick Quentin Musgrave, whom
-Gerald still addressed as Abdel-Hareth, went on to tell why he must now
-go downward into Antan, to encounter, not the Master Philologist, but
-Queen Freydis.
-
-Gerald asked, What was needed of Queen Freydis? The child told him. Then
-Gerald shivered. He felt, if only for the instant, physically cold and
-nauseated. Still, that this creature should desire to return to its
-unearthly home was natural enough.
-
-“I comprehend,” said Gerald. “I comprehend a great deal which was
-unknown to me ten minutes ago. I confess to being surprised by much that
-I have learned from you. Nevertheless, my son,—if you will pardon the
-force of habit, sir, and the love I had for my own little, so dear
-son—! But I drift into emotional remarks which would be wholly out of
-place. My voice, as I note with sincere regret, evinces a distressing
-tendency—”
-
-Gerald paused. He gulped. He spoke now in a voice that was light and
-high-pitched and rather hysterical.
-
-“In fine, my dear Abdel-Hareth, as you see, I incline somewhat to
-blubber like a badly whipped baby. I can but ask you to respect the
-emotions of a suddenly bereaved parent, without bothering to understand
-his confused utterances. No: you have given me my desire, and my great
-happiness. A part of that dies now. But I have had it, utterly. I am
-content. I will see to it that you, in your turn, sir, get what you
-desire.”
-
-
-
-
- 42.
- Theodorick Rides Forth
-
-
-IT WAS after using his handkerchief a bit that Gerald returned to
-Maya. Nor did it surprise him she had already prepared a neatly wrapped
-up lunch for Theodorick Quentin Musgrave to be eating that day in Antan.
-
-Gerald said, with painstaking carelessness, “Well, my dear, after
-talking the matter over, I have decided we may as well let the boy go.”
-
-“Why, to be sure!” said Maya. “And a great deal of bother, too, there
-has been made this morning over nothing, as if I did not already have
-quite enough to bother me!”
-
-And with that, she summoned from among her enchanted geldings the
-handsomer of the pair who formerly had been emperors.
-
-“For a child of mine must go in proper state,” said Maya.
-
-Then Gerald said: “No. An imperial steed is well enough, but a divine
-steed is better. Let him take Kalki!”
-
-“Now, really, Gerald, your unreasonableness sometimes surprises even me!
-For you know perfectly well that Kalki is your own horse, and that you
-will be needing him yourself when you ride down to the appointed kingdom
-you are always talking your stuff and nonsense about.”
-
-Gerald looked at her for some while. He was conscious of a hushed great
-exultation that in a world wherein all else seemed doubtful and unstable
-he had, somehow, through blind luck, won to his Maya and her
-snappishness and her unswerving and whole-hearted and quite unscrupulous
-love for him. She was not pretty, she was not brilliant, she was not
-even easy to live with. But Gerald knew now that he and this woman were
-one person; and that any living without Maya would be a maimed business;
-and that there could be nothing in Antan which could conceivably content
-him for the loss of this dear, ever-wrangling, dull-witted woman.
-
-Then Gerald said: “But it is prophesied that the power of Antan shall
-pass to the rider upon Kalki. No harm can befall the rider upon Kalki.
-So we will let—we will let our son take Kalki. For in this way we will
-secure his protection, and we will remove the one chance of my ever
-leaving you, who are worth all the kingdoms that have ever been.”
-
-Maya said, “But—”
-
-Gerald, smiling, replied, “Nevertheless!”
-
-Then the illusion called Theodorick Quentin Musgrave was lifted up by
-Gerald to the back of Kalki, and it was Gerald who adjusted the stirrups
-for his successor upon the divine steed. And the seeming of a child rode
-down toward the goal of all the gods, a rather quaintly pathetic little
-figure perched up there so high upon the back of the huge shining
-stallion.
-
-Gerald watched the two pass out of his sight. His arms lifted after them
-ever so slightly. His arms seemed to ache as he recalled the feel of
-that small body and the warmth and yieldingness of it, which were now
-lost forever. Theodorick Quentin Musgrave was only an illusion contrived
-by forces which it was not comfortable to think about. Gerald knew that
-now with certainty. And it did not matter. Nor did it cheer him to
-reflect—as he did,—that he was in no worse case than all other
-fathers, no one of whom might ever retain the child that was little and
-helpless, and was loved for no reason at all, as nobody could quite love
-the hobbledehoy thumping schoolboy or even the estimable young man into
-whom that warm and yielding, sturdy, so small body might develop....
-
-Then Gerald turned to Maya. “I have only you. But that which I have
-suffices me. I have been lucky, O my dearest, very far beyond my
-merits.”
-
-She was regarding him with a sort of troubled fondness; and her speech
-now was hardly snappish at all. “You really are, my poor Gerald, quite
-too ridiculous about the child! You talk, you actually do talk, as
-though he were not ever coming back,—and in good time for supper, too,
-unless he wants a spanking.”
-
-At that, Gerald raised a protesting hand. “Do you not trick me into
-optimism, also! Too much ambition and high dreams and that which was
-perhaps divine have now departed forever. The illusion which you created
-to be our son has departed, forever. But use and wont and a great deal
-of honest love remain. I do not say these things are heroic. I do say
-that these suffice. So do you let the strong bonds which are about me
-content you, my darling, without wreathing them in the paper flowers of
-optimism.”
-
-“But are you, also,” Maya said, “content?”
-
-Gerald answered: “I am well content. Day in, day out, let there be
-between us faith, and aid, and a great fondness, O my dear, and no
-parting! For I am content and very contrite. I know that any life
-without you would be a maimed business. I know that I desire only to
-continue in our quiet way of living upon Mispec Moor. For the middle way
-of life is best. What need have I to be a god or to be seeking
-unfamiliar places so that I may rule over them? That way is troubled,
-and too full of noise and striving. It is better to be content. It is
-better to be content with the dear, common happenings of human life,
-shared loyally with the one woman whose love for you is limitless and
-does not change, for all that it is blind to none of your failings; and
-to know that these things are enough and very far beyond your deserts;
-and not to be insanely hankering after any more high-hearted manner of
-living which is out of your reach or, at any rate, is attained through
-more trouble than it is probably worth. Ah, yes, the middle way of life
-is best.”
-
-“At least it is some comfort,” Maya said, “to hear you talking almost
-sensibly.”
-
-Then she reached up, still with a grave and rather tender smiling upon
-her beloved, homely face; and she took away from Gerald’s eyes the
-rose-colored spectacles.
-
-“In fact,” said a male voice, “the woman’s task is ended.”
-
-
-
-
- 43.
- Economics of Redemption
-
-
-FOR now had come to them, traveling back from Antan, the brown man.
-This brown man came, he said, to summon Maya to her appointed task of
-transforming yet other men into domestic animals.
-
-“—For women,” he said, also, “have always their fond task and their
-beneficent labor. Here, I repeat, the woman’s task is ended. But yonder
-many men go untamed and unbroken to the sane ways of compromise.”
-
-Then Maya a bit absent-mindedly assented, as she put away those
-spectacles of hers for future use, that, in point of fact, she supposed
-she had done everything that was actually necessary in Gerald’s case,
-although nobody ever would really know what a trial he had been to her.
-
-And Gerald for one instant looked at his wife. He found in his wife’s
-face that which it is the doom of most husbands to find there at one
-time or another. And it caused Gerald to laugh a little.
-
-“Nevertheless,” Gerald said, quietly, “I am Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper
-and the Preserver, the Well-beloved of Heavenly Ones. I am Lord of the
-Third Truth, in this world which knows of only two truths and of the
-compromises which they beget.”
-
-The brown man greeted that with a thin smile. “You have been long
-expected. Oh, very long have scepticism and despair, with somewhat
-varying voices, invoked your name, saying, ‘Who will overthrow the
-Master Philologist!’”
-
-“Well, and now,” said Gerald, with the outline of a swagger, for he was
-getting himself more in hand, “now that prophecy is about to be
-fulfilled, for I am Hoo, and none other.”
-
-“But, really, friend, I do not see how you can be an interrogative
-pronoun.”
-
-“To a god, and more particularly to a Dirghic god, all incarnations are
-possible. There is no reason whatever why I should not be an
-interrogative pronoun. It is merely a matter of divine election.”
-
-And the brown man civilly inclined his grave brown head, as he remarked:
-
-“Do you have it your own way! Indeed, my people have very often derived
-their deities from less promising locations than the pages of a grammar.
-And upon the whole, your epiphany is most gratifying. For I try to keep
-my people content: yet it has been lamented, from the beginning, that no
-mythology revealed a god who might answer that word which the Master
-Philologist speaks to all the gods of men. And so, between despair and
-scepticism, those of my people who were so unwise as to exercise their
-minds in fields wherein thinking does not make for happiness, have very
-long been saying, ‘Who will redeem the goal of all the gods of men from
-the Master Philologist?’ Now it appears that this word also has become
-flesh; and that this interrogative pronoun Who? stands here before us.
-Yes, I consider that quite gratifying; for it is desirable that the
-sceptical and the despairing also should be contented, by being
-justified in their faith.”
-
-“You quibble,” Gerald replied, “you quibble very tediously and
-frivolously, in the divine presence of a god who is about to take over
-his appointed kingdom, and to make known that Third Truth which is not
-known upon Mispec Moor, where the one teaching is that we copulate and
-die.”
-
-“But uncelestial common-sense has always been my failing. So I must tell
-you, friend, that it seems to me, now that you have abandoned the
-Redeemer’s steed to a small freckled illusion, Antan has nothing to
-expect even from the mysterious awfulness of an interrogative pronoun.
-And yet, for one, I abandoned the place when your dwarfed deputy
-approached it—”
-
-“And you acted wisely, sir,” Gerald replied, with simple dignity. “No
-matter how potent may be the impious sorceries of the Master
-Philologist, a child has entered into his domain, fearing nothing and
-loving all. The fact that the powers of evil cannot prevail against this
-conjunction is well known to every citizen of the United States of
-America.”
-
-But the brown man still seemed rather moody. “I cannot say.... No, you
-and my friend Jahveh have, between you, loosed against Antan a power
-which is not of my kingdom. I therefore do not pretend to say what may
-come of the experiment. I merely await with lively interest, and at a
-reassuring distance, the upshot of this experiment, now that—of all the
-beings from beyond Earth’s orbit,—Abdel-Hareth has been deputed to ride
-upon the Redeemer’s steed.”
-
-“And, in any case, it is always very certain, dearie,” Maya said, “that
-no real comfort can ever come of such foolish notions as I have ridded
-you of a little by a little. And in exchange for those toplofty dreams,
-I have trusted you as far as seemed expedient, and I have given you all
-that was really good for you. I have given you a season of content and
-every wholesome joy of domesticity now for some thirty years of mortal
-time. No man gets more from life, my poor dearie. None attempts to get
-more without ending in disappointment and discontent: and so no sane man
-tries to get any more than you have had. And the end finds even the most
-wise and reasonable son of Adam—though, to be sure, that is not saying
-much,—if he but lives rationally enough to survive all thirty of those
-quiet happy years, with a wife who is just as I am, whatever she may
-have seemed to begin with.”
-
-Gerald saw, without any grief or horror, that he had now lost both his
-child and his wife. For Maya had become old. She was again the
-shrivelled and wrinkled creature, red and inflamed and hideous among her
-tousled tresses, that he had first found upon Mispec Moor. And
-fleetingly he reflected that she spoke the truth: all women, howsoever
-dear and beautiful, did become like that, provided they did not first
-die and become even more repulsive carrion.... But Gerald lacked time to
-discuss these generalities just now: for he had been looking toward
-Antan....
-
-“To this chatter about domesticity and pessimism and content,” Gerald
-replied sternly, “I answer that the Well-beloved of Heavenly Ones is
-above all aphorisms. I answer that I am Hoo, the Lord of that Third
-Truth whose nature is unknown to you. Now that Third Truth is loosed. Do
-you look now upon Antan!”
-
-The woman and the Adversary had turned when Gerald pointed, quite as
-majestically as though he knew just what he was talking about. In the
-midst of Antan they could see, as Gerald had already seen, a flaring
-green flame. Now this great flaming sunk earthward, much as the waters
-of a fountain descend; the flame spread evenly to every side, sweeping
-outward in an ever-widening circle; and now this flaming was no longer
-green, but red and glowing. You saw this flood of fire pass equably and
-swiftly, surging outward toward the horizon, where at once the mountains
-collapsed and disappeared. All that remained was flat and black and
-bare. Antan no longer existed.
-
-It was from such a miracle that the woman and the Adversary looked back
-toward Gerald, with every sign of sincere respect.
-
-And Gerald’s bewilderment was rather more profound than theirs. He could
-surmise only that the dreadful being to whom he had given Kalki had held
-to its plan, as voiced by the lips of a child, and had loosed elemental
-fires of a nature incomprehensible to Gerald, since they were drawn from
-beyond Earth’s orbit. Yet that seemed to Gerald no real reason for
-marring a fine attitude or for failing to preserve his self-respect
-before the woman and the Adversary. Tricked he might have been: that was
-a wholly different thing from ever admitting that he had been tricked.
-Gerald knew at least that the illusion which had appeared to be his son
-had entered the perhaps equally illusory place where Gerald now might
-never enter; and that, whatever had befallen the best loved but one of
-his illusions, the rider upon the silver stallion had destroyed Antan.
-And it seemed obvious, too, that Abdel-Hareth had returned homeward....
-
-Therefore Gerald claimed with a clear conscience the miracle which
-Gerald had, in fact, actually performed, at one remove. And Gerald kept
-his long chin, resolutely, well up....
-
-“So that,” observed the brown man, quietly, “that is the end of Antan. I
-do not complain.”
-
-“I had forgotten,” then said the wrinkled old woman who had been Maya of
-the Fair Breasts, “I had forgotten how wilful is that Abdel-Hareth who
-got his being upon Earth from me. Something of this sort was to be
-looked for, the first moment that the headstrong wretch was freed from
-my control. Still, Jahveh has gained less than we have gained through
-Jahveh’s meddling. Abdel-Hareth has served me even at the last by
-removing Antan from the horizon. Earth will be quieter now; and my
-daughters will not be so hard put to it to keep men in reasonable
-order.”
-
-“I forget nothing,” the brown man remarked, drily. “And so I did not
-await the coming of your first-born in the likeness of a child whose
-fearless innocence surmounts all evil. For it was the seeming of a
-little child who rode up against Antan, you conceive, with every
-appearance of that faith against which the snares of no sorcerer and of
-hardly nine women in ten can prevail. Such innocence is a quite
-dangerous counterfeit. For one, I do not meddle with it nor with any
-other unearthly phenomenon. I have my realm. It suffices me.”
-
-The woman asked, “But what, what, Janicot, do you suppose has happened?”
-
-“How shall we ever know, dear Havvah, when manifestly there are no
-survivors of that happening? Antan, in any case, is no loss to us.”
-
-Here Gerald broke in upon their talking; and Gerald shook at them his
-red head lordlily.
-
-“You little creatures guess in vain at the means which I have employed.
-And equally in vain will you supplicate me to reveal those means. For I
-shall tell you nothing. It is sufficient that the Well-beloved of
-Heavenly Ones has accomplished the mission of his tenth incarnation with
-a thoroughness not customary in interrogative pronouns. I came to redeem
-my appointed kingdom from the rule of usurpers. I came as the Lord of
-that Third Truth which is unknown to those who teach only that we
-copulate and die. That Third Truth has been loosed. No, I shall tell you
-nothing of its nature, for you are not fit to comprehend the Third
-Truth. But the mightiness of it your own eyes have witnessed. So Antan
-is now redeemed—”
-
-His voice broke here. But Gerald presently continued:
-
-“Antan is now redeemed at a great price. That woman and that child to
-whom my heart was given have perished. I remain. I know that these two
-were illusions. Nevertheless, I remain. There is no bond upon the Lord
-of the Third Truth to be happy: there is a strong bond upon every Helper
-and Preserver not to evade the full discharge of his mission. What, you
-may ask of me, is the mission of the Lord of the Third Truth? And I will
-reply to you out of my divine wisdom. It is the mission of the Lord of
-the Third Truth, howsoever he may palter or struggle against his doom,
-to destroy that which he most loves.”
-
-
-
-
- 44.
- Economics of Common-Sense
-
-
-NOW Gerald sat with his head bowed. He heard a talking between the old
-woman who had been his Maya and the brown man who was the Adversary of
-all the gods of men.
-
-“What is it men desire?” said the woman. “My daughters prepare for them
-fine food and drink, my daughters see to it that their homes are snug,
-and at the end of each day my daughters love them dutifully. All things
-that men can ask for, my daughters furnish them. Why need men cherish
-strange desires which do not know their aims? for how can any of my
-daughters content such desires?”
-
-“I also marvel at the desires of men,” replied the Adversary. “I, too,
-am ready to accord whatsoever a man can ask for sensibly and in plain
-words. I, who am the Prince of this world, remain a generous and
-ever-indulgent monarch. I will to make my people happy. My curious
-opulence awaits at every hand to afford my subjects whatsoever they can
-ask. But men want more. They desire that which was never in my kingdom.
-They have followed after impalpable gods: they have been enamored of
-phantoms. They have believed that their desire was in Antan, in part
-because they did not know what was their desire, and in part because
-they did not know what was Antan. Yes, it is well that Antan has
-perished.”
-
-“This world is well enough,” the woman said. “It is well to be born into
-this world of an ever-loving mother. It is well to be a young man in
-this world wherein one may follow after young women and be cherished by
-them. There is soft living in this world when you have come as near
-discretion as men ever get and have had the wit to find a wife to take
-care of you. And at the end it is well to fare out of this world quietly
-and incuriously, with a deft-handed woman to nurse you and to wash your
-body afterward. But men want more.”
-
-“This world is very good. My kingdom is a wholly sufficing kingdom,”
-agreed the Adversary. “The wise man, as goes human wisdom, will be
-content with the inexhaustible goodness of those material things which
-all are mine. For the five senses are an endless comfort; the five
-senses are an endless store of anodynes. A man may purchase bodily ease
-and a drugged brain with his five senses. But men want more.”
-
-“So they have passed beyond my daughters,” the woman said. “One by one,
-a many have passed, perversely and so lonely, from all my daughters
-could contrive to content them: and one by one a host of demented
-romantic men have struggled toward Antan, and toward what befalls all
-mortals and immortals there. Yes, it is very well that Antan has
-perished.”
-
-“One by one,” said the Adversary, “they have derided my kingdom. They
-have followed after impalpable gods. These gods passed futilely. But
-they drew many of my subjects from me, all to be lost forever in that
-beguiling Antan.”
-
-“Men are great fools, and my daughters can hardly hamper their folly.
-That which my daughters can do they perform willingly. But not all men
-could my daughters preserve from the madness which drew men toward Antan
-and into ruinous desires to judge the goal of every god. At last, Antan
-has fallen: it is very well.”
-
-The Adversary said, more leniently: “Men are, beyond doubt, great fools.
-But they are my people; and those that I can save I save. Yet many evade
-me. And their dreaming troubles all my realm and me, too, they trouble
-now and then. But Antan has fallen: and after that foolishness at least
-my people will not be following any more.”
-
-“The daughters of Eve are not troubled now and then, they are troubled
-at every moment, by the dreams of men. Such of these blundering men as
-fond and eternal laboring may save, my daughters win away from their
-toplofty dreams. But the work is hard; the work is endless; and our
-losses are many.”
-
-And then the Adversary said: “We two who began in the Garden to contrive
-for the happiness of men, and to be speaking always for the real good of
-men,—yes, certainly, our work is hard and endless. For men stay
-romantically minded creatures who aspire beyond my kingdom. Yet we do
-not despair.”
-
-
-
-
- 45.
- Farewell to All Fair Welfare
-
-
-WHEN Gerald raised his head he was alone on the naked moor, for the
-brown man had departed, and Maya had gone away with the first of all her
-lovers, and her illusions had vanished, including the neat log and
-plaster cottage. And mists were creeping up from the ruined kingdom of
-Antan, in billows of ever-thickening gray which seemed to be the smoke
-from that great burning.
-
-Then Gerald said:
-
-“I have come out of my native home on a gain-less journeying with no
-profit in it: yet there has been pleasure in that journeying. I do not
-complain. Let every man that must journey, without ever knowing why,
-from the dark womb of his mother to the dark womb of his grave, take
-pattern by me!
-
-“For all that every pleasure is departed from me, I have had pleasure. I
-do not grieve because I have gained nothing in my journeying. The great
-and best words of the Master Philologist stay unrevealed; that supreme
-word which was in the beginning, and which will be when all else has
-perished, I may not surmise: but I have played with many words which
-were rather pretty. In the art of magic which I chose to be my art I
-have performed no earth-shaking wonders, yet in small thaumaturgies I
-have had some hand. I did not ride the divine steed to my journey’s end:
-but a part of the way I rode quite royally.
-
-“That which I heard of from afar I have not won to in my foiled
-journeying. So I now cry farewell to that Queen Freydis whom, I suspect,
-I might have loved with a great love if lesser women had not solicited
-me. I cry farewell to the Mirror of the Hidden Children in which, I
-believe, I might have found myself as I am, and might have come to
-knowledge of the Third Truth. And I cry farewell to Antan, to that
-never-won-to goal of all the gods which was, I think, my appointed
-kingdom. I have surmised high things. I have gained none of them. My
-doom has been a little doom. It contents me.
-
-“I may well be content, because all that a man may hope for I have had,
-who have learned at least that the lot of a man is more sure than the
-lot of any god. For the deceit which you put upon me, O venerable and
-subtle Æsred, I cry out my gratitude. There was the seeming of a home
-and of a woman who loved and tended me and of a child. I may not speak
-of my love for these illusions. Now they have perished. But my memories
-remain: and they are more dear to me than is any real thing.
-
-“All, all, is perished! It may be that I have offended the two truths
-which I did not esteem sufficiently august. And I who willed to be Lord
-of the Third Truth have found no third truth anywhere. I have found only
-comfortably colored illusions. But I am content with that which I have
-found here upon Mispec Moor.”
-
-In the while that Gerald had been speaking, the mists rose thicker and
-thicker from destroyed Antan. He had noted in the while that he spoke
-how the first wavering thin billows crept tentatively up the hills and
-along the roadway, creeping upon the ground, and under the low-swinging
-tree branches, with, as it seemed, a pre-meditated furtiveness; and
-then, as if emboldened by finding the way unopposed, these mists had
-risen up from the ground, always swiftlier, until now they had eclipsed
-all. Gerald, now that he ended his talking, could see nothing palpable
-anywhere save the little patch of intermingled stone and grass
-immediately beneath his feet; and about him everywhere were the cool
-mists, lighted with a diffused gray radiancy which seemed to come from
-all sides.
-
-
-
-
- PART ELEVEN
- THE BOOK OF REMNANTS
-
- “When Wages are Paid, Work is Over.”
-
-
-
-
- 46.
- The Gray Quiet Way of Ruins
-
-
-GERALD now was wandering among thick luminous gray mists, on a gray
-way which led through long quieted places. It led him to a
-weather-beaten pavilion of badly stained and tattered cloth which once
-had been flesh-colored.
-
-Within this pavilion was a masked skeleton. The gleaming bones sat
-upright, and in unmarred order, in a gilded chair. A fan lay in the lap
-of this skeleton, a fan that was painted with the gay amours of
-Harlequin and Columbine, which Pierrot was observing, wistfully, through
-a gap in a yew-hedge: and the skeleton wore a little black velvet
-carnival mask, which covered all the upper front part of the skull,
-about the eye-sockets.
-
-And beyond that was a castle, whose exterior was overlaid with cracked
-and peeling black-and-gold lacquer work. This castle was empty
-everywhere of any inhabitant. Gerald passed through its courtyard and
-about many large rooms and corridors, all hung with faded, very ancient
-tapestries. He encountered nobody. Then he came to the inmost tower,
-builded of horn, and so into the room which had been the bedchamber of
-the lord of that castle, and he perceived the reason why not even mice
-nor spiders dared to dwell in that place.
-
-Afterward Gerald came to a dragon’s den. But the dragon was dead long
-ago, and the cupboards of that den were as empty as had been the castle
-of Vraidex, except for a pepper cruet and a salt cruet, both of
-time-blackened silver, and a light golden semi-circular crown inset with
-emeralds such as blonde princesses were used to wear in that dragon’s
-heyday.
-
-Thence Gerald passed to a jousting ground, and that too was tenantless
-and fallen into decay. In the paved place where knights had tilted
-against one another lay at random nineteen broken spears and three
-tarnished shields. In the ladies’ gallery Gerald found only a chamber
-pot. The hangings of this gallery were discolored and torn, but you
-could yet see that these hangings had been of black cloth embroidered
-with small rearing silver horses.
-
-And Gerald came also to a green pasture through which flowed unruffled a
-deep stream of still water. This pasture was strewn everywhere with many
-curious objects. He noted a crozier, and a wheel, and a camel-hair
-shirt, and a huge gridiron, and a copper dish containing the breasts of
-a young woman. He found in that pasture also a porcelain box of
-ointment, and a great saw, and a blue hat, and a large iron comb, which
-like the saw had long-dried blood upon its teeth, and a palm branch, and
-two enormous, very rusty keys marked with the monogram S. P.
-
-Then Gerald passed where three crosses lay overturned.
-
-And beyond that the way was yet more murky. To this hand and the other
-hand Gerald could just dimly divine the ruined porticos and domes and
-pylons of incredibly ancient buildings: he seemed to go among obelisks
-and many-storied square towers. But all was very gray and dubious. He
-wandered now in a cloudiness wherein not anything was indisputable.
-
-He passed across a narrow bridge beneath which showed a dark and
-sluggish river. In that water Gerald could see moving, many-colored
-figures which were not strange to him. For Evasherah was there, and
-Evaine, and Evarvan, and Evadne also, smiling at him now for the last
-time, and he could see how notably they had all resembled one another.
-And yet one more woman was there, a blue-clad woman in a crown just such
-as Maya had worn before she became his wife, but the face of this woman
-Gerald could not clearly discern.
-
-And upon the farther bank of the dark river one sat among a herd of
-black swine, and the eyes of all these swine gleamed meditatively at
-Gerald through their ragged white lashes. The man arose: and Gerald saw
-this swine-driver was that same young red-haired Horvendile who was Lord
-of the Marches of Antan.
-
-Then Horvendile began to speak.
-
-
-
-
- 47.
- How Horvendile Gave Up the Race
-
-
-HORVENDILE spoke of the race of Manuel, and of the joy, and the
-vexation, too, which the antics of this so inadequate race had been to
-Horvendile. And it was of Merlin that Gerald was thinking now, for it
-seemed to him that here was yet another poet who did not any longer
-delight to shape and to play with puppets, because Horvendile was
-saying:
-
-“Now I abandon a race whose needs are insatiable. For tall Manuel lived
-always wanting what he had not ever found, and never, quite, knowing
-what thing it was which he wanted, and without which he might not ever
-be contented. And Jurgen also, after Heaven’s very best had been done to
-grant him what he sought for, could reply only that he was Jurgen who
-sought he knew not what. And all their descendants have been like these
-maddening two in this at least, all seeking after they could not say
-what. Nobody can do anything for such a race! For their needs have
-stayed insatiable: their journeying has been, in every land and in every
-time, a foiled journeying: and in the end, in the inevitable unvarying
-end, each one of you treads that gray quiet way of ruins which leads
-hither and to no other place.”
-
-“Well, for that matter,” Gerald said, “it seems that you too,
-Horvendile, have some engagement in this hog wallow.”
-
-“I endeavor, in point of fact, to become familiar with this last stretch
-of limbo, against the time of my own possible need not ever to be
-remembered anywhere.”
-
-“—And for my part, I came of my own choice and in self-protection,”
-Gerald continued, with his chin well up. “For I must tell you,
-Horvendile, that I have had little peace since our last meeting.”
-
-Then Gerald (putting out of mind those attendant, very hungry looking
-pigs) related the epic of his journeying, without reserving anything out
-of false modesty, now that he talked with a confrère. He told of how he
-had descended into the underwater palace of the Princess Evasherah and
-of the orgies which he had shared in. He spoke, a bit contritely, of the
-amorous excesses he had been led into by the wives and the three hundred
-and fifty-odd concubines of Glaum during their master’s absence. With
-unconcealed embarrassment he told of how the people of Lytreia had
-endeavored to detain him in their temple, to reign there as their tribal
-god, because they found his nose to be so much more majestic than the
-idol they hitherto had worshipped. He confessed to his dalliance with
-the enamored Fox-Spirit. He frankly admitted that he had not behaved
-well in seducing Evarvan and then deserting her after her marvelous
-beauty had become to him an old story. He told of how Queen Freydis had
-come repeatedly to him with the most generous proffers of her realm and
-person; and he spoke of this matter with visible compunction, because he
-could not deny that after three or four bouts he had repulsed the
-infatuated poor lady rather rudely.
-
-In fine, said Gerald, since every man ought honestly to acknowledge his
-own weaknesses, he could get no real peace in the Marches of Antan. So
-at the last he had stolen away, into this quiet, gray untroubled place,
-of his own accord, just to be rid of so many persons who took unfair
-advantage of his over-amiable and fiery nature....
-
-And Horvendile, at the end of Gerald’s repentant narrative, observed: “I
-comprehend. You have been, in brief, the devil of a fellow and a sad rip
-among the ladies.”
-
-“Oh, but you wrong me! Such a suspicion is very horrifying and quite
-unjust! No, it is merely that not even Fair-haired Hoo, the Helper and
-Preserver, the Lord of the Third Truth, and the Well-beloved of Heavenly
-Ones, is immune to over-constant temptation.”
-
-And at that, Horvendile shrugged. “A god with so many fine titles is not
-to be argued with. In any case, do you be of good cheer, for even after
-all these regrettable amours, and beyond the mire that my swine delight
-in, the Princess still awaits you.”
-
-“But in what place?” said Gerald, “and how is she called?”
-
-“She awaits in every place so long as youth remains—”
-
-“Upon my word, now, Horvendile, but that is the truth, and a rather
-plaguing truth!”
-
-“—However, this especial Princess is called, as it chances,
-Evangeline—”
-
-“Oh, come!” said Gerald, “come now, but really, my dear fellow—!”
-
-“—And at your first sight of her you will be enraptured. For this
-Princess Evangeline is so surpassingly lovely that she excels all the
-other women your gaze has ever beheld—”
-
-“I know,” said Gerald. “Her face is the proper shape, it is
-appropriately colored everywhere, and it is surmounted with an adequate
-quantity of hair.”
-
-“—Nor,” Horvendile went on, with rising enthusiasm, “is it possible to
-find any defect in her features—”
-
-“No: for, doubtless, the colors of this beautiful young girl’s two eyes
-are nicely matched, and her nose stands just equidistant between them.
-Beneath this is her mouth; and she has also a pair of ears.”
-
-“In fine,” said Horvendile, with his hands aflourish above his attendant
-pigs, “the Princess is young, she exhibits no absolute deformity
-anywhere, and your enamored glance will therefore perceive in her no
-fault, because of that magic which in the Marches of Antan the Two
-Truths exercise over all vigorous young persons.”
-
-“You very movingly depict a woman of extraordinary and, I have not the
-least doubt, resistless charm. Nevertheless, I cannot any longer be
-wandering about a place wherein there are only two truths, and where the
-magic of these Two Truths is forever meddling with my young body, for
-the gods of the Marches of Antan do not content me.”
-
-Then Horvendile replied: “Men have found many gods. But these gods pass.
-They descend into Antan, and they do not return. One god and one goddess
-alone do not pass. They remain eternally, if but to weave eternally a
-mist about the seeing and the thinking of the young, and thus to secure
-the existence of yet other young persons within a month or so.”
-
-“With observations to that same general effect,” Gerald answered, “I am
-not unfamiliar. But let us make the thing complete! Do you now voice,
-here in your murky pigsty, one or another long-winded restatement of the
-fact that time disastrously affects all organic material. You will then,
-I think, have summed up the entire philosophy of the Marches of Antan.
-Perhaps it is a true philosophy. Nevertheless, that philosophy is a
-morbid materialism such as does not amuse me, who am a self-respecting
-citizen of the United States of America. No: I had far rather play with
-a beautiful idea than with one utterly lacking in seductiveness. So I
-prefer to think that the gods and the dreams of men pass to a noble and
-a worthy goal—”
-
-It was then that Horvendile sighed, a bit despondently. “Ah, Gerald, but
-how may you presume to speak of such matters, who did not attain to
-Antan?”
-
-“My friend,” replied Gerald, affably, “I was too wise to risk any such
-indiscretion. No: I did not enter into my appointed kingdom; and I have
-destroyed it. Therefore it must remain, so long as I remain, whatever I
-choose to imagine it. I retain the privilege of playing with a beautiful
-idea, in just the proper half-remorseful frame of mind which begets the
-most luxuriant fancies—”
-
-“But—” Horvendile began.
-
-“No, my dear fellow, you are quite wrong.”
-
-Horvendile said, “Still—”
-
-“Yes, there is something in that, at first glance, yet it does not
-really touch the root of the matter.”
-
-Horvendile protested, “I was but going to say—”
-
-“I know! I perfectly comprehend your argument. And I admit that you
-phrase it forcefully. The trouble is that you are wrong in your
-underlying principle.”
-
-Horvendile said, “However—”
-
-“Yes, but not always,” Gerald stated. “For the one way for a poet to
-appreciate the true loveliness of a place is not ever to go to it. No,
-Horvendile, a poet is not to be fobbed off with facts. No matter what
-the surrounding facts might be, all poets from Prometheus to Jurgen have
-preferred a beautiful idea to play with. So a logical poet will always
-destroy his appointed kingdom, because in this way only can he convert
-it into a beautiful idea. Therefore for me, who am a poet of sorts, to
-have entered into my appointed kingdom would have been woefully
-shiftless. I would have had henceforward only one kingdom. But, as it
-is, I can remake the destroyed place several times a day, in my
-imaginings, and can every time rebuild it more beautifully. I have thus
-a thousand kingdoms, each one of them more lovely than the other. To-day
-it will be Evasherah who awaits me there, among all the splendor and the
-perfume and the sunlit lewdness of the most ancient East: to-morrow the
-sweet singing of feathery-legged Evadne will summon me to a quite
-different Antan, which then will be a sea-engirdled, low-lying tropic
-island: but the day after that, far more idyllic lures will be recalling
-me to that pastel-colored, pastoral and rather populous Antan which is
-inhabited by all the many dreams that I had in youth, and is to be made
-my strictly personal heaven by the pure lips of Evarvan. Whereas, upon
-yet other occasions,—when my turn of mind takes on a more scholastic
-turn,—I shall know that in Antan awaits me each paragraph of the
-profound, wide erudition of Evaine.... But more often, Horvendile, I
-shall think of yet another woman and of a boy child, who were not
-wonderful in anything, but who for a while seemed mine. And I shall
-believe that these two wait for me, in a much more prosaic Antan; and I
-shall know that no magic, howsoever mightier than the less aspiring
-dreams of my manhood, can afford to me anything more dear.... For all
-that one needs, Horvendile, I have had. Antan could boast of nothing
-more desirable, to me, than that which I have had. So now not any power
-can ever quell my thankfulness for those illusions which have made sport
-with me for my allotted while. And I cry out defiantly, among your
-waiting swine, in this gray place of endless ruining, I am content...!”
-
-Then Horvendile replied: “A fool with so many fine words at his tongue’s
-tip, a fool also is not to be argued with. For it is a foolishness
-beyond any describing, to believe that Antan can be destroyed by you or
-by anybody else. Ah, no! your kingdom awaited you, poor Gerald: but you
-faltered, you fell away into domesticity,—and you talked! Now it is the
-Master Philologist who, through the might of that word which was in the
-beginning, and which will be when all else has perished, has removed
-your kingdom from your reach, and from your seeing, and even from your
-quite whole-hearted belief, forever. Now it is your only comfort to
-poultice your failure with such foolish phrases. And now also it is I
-who tell you that for such faltering and for such failure, and for such
-phrases, there is possible but one answer.”
-
-Thereafter Horvendile gave Gerald a queer word of power, and Horvendile
-took out of his pocket a little mirror three inches square. You heard in
-the duskiness a flapping of small vigorous wings. Then three white
-pigeons stood among the swine, at the feet of Horvendile. He did what
-was requisite: and Gerald thus came straightway into a place which was
-not unfamiliar.
-
-
-
-
- PART TWELVE
- THE BOOK OF ACQUIESCENCE
-
- “Candor is no More Palatable than an
- Oyster when Either is Out of Season.”
-
-
-
-
- 48.
- Fruits of the Sylan’s Industry
-
-
-GERALD came thus into the library in which, no more than four months
-ago, as it appeared to him, he had quitted his natural body. Lights
-burned there, but the room was empty.
-
-Nor did he perceive any marked signs of change. Most of his books were
-very much as he had left them. Upon the bookcases were still ranged his
-porcelain and brass animals and birds and reptiles. Investigation,
-though, revealed the addition to this diminutive fauna of a rather
-charming china cat,—a black cat, fast asleep, with a red ribbon about
-its neck,—and of a small ivory elephant, which also was black, but had
-white tusks.
-
-The chairs, he saw, had been recovered, but it was with a figured stuff
-of much the same design and color. The rug that once had been his
-mother’s was still underfoot; and the curtains, while new looking, were
-of just the same repulsive shade of green velvet that by candle light
-turned yellowish.
-
-“It is a quite detestable color. I had always intended to change those
-curtains so soon as I could afford it, for a green with some real life
-in it. I can but deduce that my body has remained remarkably
-conservative through all these thirty years which have seemed to me only
-a month or two. My body has evinced commendable industry, also, for here
-are dozens upon dozens of books by Gerald Musgrave.”
-
-It seemed a bit droll thus to be confronted with so much strange work
-performed by his own natural body,—thought out in his own brain cells,
-and written with his own hand,—during the time that these chattels had
-been entrusted to the Sylan. Yet the results were gratifying.
-
-For here were not any folderol romances such as Gerald himself, he felt
-uneasily, might have perhaps contrived with those brain cells and that
-hand, romances which at best would have wasted his readers’ time, and at
-worst might have incited unedifying and improper notions. Instead, these
-quartos were all serious and learned and scholastic works. Gerald
-therefore regarded these large quartos with a justifiable pride and with
-profound respect. Their very bindings were in themselves as incompatible
-with anything frivolous as were their contents with any unscientific
-double meanings. These books had the fine clarity of a physician in
-conference with a midwife. Moreover, Gerald’s admiring eyes found nearly
-every page empedestalled upon the most impressive looking kind of
-footnotes: upon tall footnotes in almost illegibly small type; upon huge
-polyglottic footnotes very full of numerals and brackets, which
-flatteringly assumed your acquaintance with all human tongues and your
-possession of all printed books, so that you could be referred offhand
-to such and such a page of an especial edition; and upon footnotes which
-appeared to quote from the literature of every known language after
-having abbreviated the title of each cited volume into
-unintelligibility.
-
-For these quartos dealt with no romantic nonsense such as the phantasms
-with which novels vitiate the intelligence and the morals of their
-readers, Gerald observed, but with really worth-while ethnographic
-matters like the marriage customs of all lands, and the ways of male and
-female prostitution among the different races, and with the history in
-each country of paederasty, and of lesbianism, and of bestiality, and of
-necrophily, and of incest, and of sodomy, and of onanism, and of all
-manifestations of the sexual impulse in every era. There, in a more
-imaginative vein, were the _Tentative Restoration of the Lost Books of
-Elephantis_, the handsomely illustrated _Seed of Minos_, the doctoral
-thesis upon _Lingham Worship_, the _Fertility Rites of the Sabbat_, the
-privately published _Myth of Anistar and Calmoora_, the _Study of
-Priapos_, and the various other monumental works which, although Gerald
-did not know this, had already made Gerald Musgrave’s name familiar to
-the lecture halls of all universities and the pages of the more learned
-reviews.
-
-These quartos were, in fine, the books which had made Gerald Musgrave
-the most famous and widely read of American ethnologists; and by his
-body’s industry and erudition and broad-mindedness Gerald was properly
-impressed. Here seemed, indeed, to be at least one complete and
-scholarly treatise devoted to the historical development and the
-mechanics and the literature of every known manifestation of the great
-forces which had created all life.
-
-“Yes, it is really edifying to note with what zeal and common-sense my
-body—while I was a-gypsying with over-ambitious follies,—has
-decorously set up as the recorder of historical and scientific truths.”
-
-Then Gerald found upon the next shelf some fourteen tall scrapbooks.
-They were full of what the newspapers had printed in laudation and in
-the most respectful criticism of the books of Gerald Musgrave. They
-contained, also, accounts of the academic honors conferred upon Gerald
-Musgrave. They were interleaved with the letters which had been
-written—the majority, of course, by that strange race which writes
-habitually to authors, but many of them, apparently, by persons of some
-consequence,—to Gerald Musgrave about his books.
-
-“My body in my absence has become, thanks to my body’s books, a
-reputable and even a looked-up-to citizen. My body is by way of being,
-indeed, a personage. I note, too, with that interest appropriate to the
-foibles of the great, that my body has also become a somewhat vain old
-magpie, gathering up through thirty years every scrap of paper which
-happens to display my name.”
-
-Next Gerald lighted on a black box with silver corners, and inside it
-was a time-discolored manuscript. This Gerald carried to the
-writing-table. And he found it that unfinished romance about his heroic
-ancestor, Dom Manuel of Poictesme, just ninety-three pages of it,
-precisely as Gerald had left it, with no word changed or added.
-
-“There was not in my natural body sufficient power to sustain the high
-inspiration of my youth. So, very sensibly, my body has found other
-pursuits, and through them it has become a personage. I do not complain.
-Not every body becomes a personage. Even so, it seems a pity to have
-denied to mankind the loveliness already created in this fragment.”
-
-But it was just then that the door opened. In the doorway stood a man in
-late middle life. And Gerald now for one instant regarded his natural
-body and all the dilapidations which time had performed upon that body.
-
-And Gerald somehow comprehended the penned-in and eventless and
-self-sacrificing, arduous life of the famous scholar, the life which had
-been lived so long by the natural body of Gerald Musgrave. That blinking
-magpie, in this somewhat stuffy room,—in the midst of this childish
-menagerie of small cats and elephants and dogs and parrots and chickens
-and camels and other imbecile toys,—day after day compiled the valuable
-and interesting matter in those quartos and the trivial magniloquence in
-those scrapbooks. And that, virtually, was all he ever did. Such was his
-living in a world profuse in so many agreeabilities,—to be tasted and
-seen, to be smelt and heard and handled, at absolutely your own
-discretion, in this so opulent world wherein anyone could live very
-royally, and with never-failing ardor, upon every person’s patrimony of
-the five human senses.
-
-Meanwhile, such self-devotion had paid, under time’s grasping
-governance, an exorbitant tax. The impaired shrunk body was unhealthy
-looking. Under each of the wavering dim eyes showed a peculiar white
-splotch. The skin of the noted scholar was pasty and seemed greasy. He
-had hardly any hair except those gray and untended whiskers. Everywhere
-he was shrivelled and lean, except for the abrupt, the surprising,
-protrusion of a large paunch. He self-evidently had inadequate kidneys,
-and an impaired heart, and defective teeth, and a sluggish liver, and
-approximately every other drawback to a sedentary person’s late middle
-life.
-
-The body of this ornament to scholarship and letters was, in fine, a
-quite disgusting bit of wreckage, in need of patching up everywhere; and
-a fallen god, when thus confronted by the work of time and of much study
-and of intramural living, might very well shake his red ever-busy head
-over the one refuge now remaining to down-tumbled divinity.
-
-Nevertheless, Gerald spoke the queer word of power which Horvendile had
-given him. There followed for Gerald an instant of dizziness, of a
-moment’s blindness....
-
-Then Gerald found that it was he who stood at the door of the library
-peering into the quiet lamp-lit room. Before him waited a red-headed,
-slim young man in a blue coat and a golden yellow waistcoat, with a tall
-white stock and very handsome ruffles about his throat. And the young
-fellow was smiling at Gerald Musgrave with a rather womanish mouth, and
-in the eyes of the boy was a half-lazy, mildly humorous mockery.
-
-Old Gerald Musgrave adored him with an ardor which was half hatred. Then
-he saw that the young fellow did not matter, and that Gerald Musgrave
-had bargained well.
-
-
-
-
- 49.
- Triumph of the Two Truths
-
-
-“THAT is a strange and glorious word for you to be telling me,” the
-boy began. “That is a disastrous bargain for you to be seeking. For your
-own will has spoken the revealing word which buys back your natural body
-now that your outworn crumbling body is of no more worth.”
-
-Gerald answered: “I, who have left the Marches of Antan forever, have
-bought freedom from the ever-meddling magic of the Two Truths. At my
-first sight of no other female body which is not positively deformed
-will I become enraptured. I have bought feet too old for errancy, ears
-that are deaf to the high gods, and to the heart-stirring music of great
-myths, and to the soft wheedling of women also, and I have bought eyes
-too dim to note whether or not Antan still gleams on the horizon. It is
-a good bargain.”
-
-Then he took up again the pages of that thirty-year-old romance. That
-too remains, he reflected, unfinished, like all else which I have ever
-undertaken....
-
-Some day it will be completed by other hands than the thin wrinkled
-hands before me. Somebody else,—not born, as yet, it may be,—will be
-writing out,—intelligibly, anyhow,—the story of Poictesme and of the
-Redeemer of Poictesme and of his fine followers and many children,—but
-not half so splendidly as I was going to write it. Somebody else will,
-by and by, be beleaguering and entering into—by means of the little,
-yet the not wholly despicable, art of letters,—that wonder-haunted
-province which—yes, that also,—was a part of my appointed kingdom....
-Somebody else will be laying open the fair ways to Bellegarde and to
-Amneran and to Storisende, and will be making free these ways to every
-person, so that, through the lean lesser art of letters, Poictesme may
-become in some sort another Antan,—an Antan perhaps considerably abated
-in splendor, but graced at least with easy accessibility....
-
-Yet not even such slight triumphs were to be won by aged feet, and by
-ears no longer acute, and by dimming eyes, and by pulses which would not
-be riotous ever any more. He tore up the pages one by one, just as, he
-recollected now, in the land of Lytreia, Evaine had torn up the sacred
-fig-leaves. Glaum had said that the fig-leaf was the true symbol of
-romance. Gerald meditatively dropped the destroyed fragments of his
-romance into the waste-basket.
-
-Gerald spoke then without any too great hopefulness. “Has my body,
-during your inhabitancy of it, my dear fellow, escaped from Evelyn
-Townsend? and gone free from the unmerited blessing of a good woman’s
-love?”
-
-The red-headed boy before him replied, discreetly: “Your body and the
-body of your Cousin Evelyn have always been such good friends!”
-
-And Gerald smiled. “I recognize that phrase. So throughout thirty years
-Lichfield has never once forgotten its polite formula for exorcising the
-inadmissible!”
-
-“It has been generally felt,” the youngster answered, “that a prominent
-man of letters was entitled to his Egeria. Of recent years, to be sure,
-your friendship has not been—we will say,—so ardent nor so frequently
-manifested. But there has been, to hold you two together, the boy
-begotten by your body upon her body. There has been the long usage to
-hold you two together. So your friendship has remained unshattered.”
-
-“I had forgotten,” Gerald said, “the boy. Yes, I remember hearing that
-you had thoughtfully provided me with offspring during my absence. I
-know not quite how to thank you, my dear fellow, for a favor so delicate
-and so personal. We will therefore cough and drop the subject.”
-
-Then Gerald leaned back in the chair. He put together his finger-tips,
-and smilingly he looked at them with rather tired, old eyes.
-
-“So I stay faithful to one woman, after all! I have been kept in
-everything a model American citizen. I have gracefully adhered to the
-code of a gentleman. In my private life I have evinced every proper
-respect for the chivalrous sacrament of adultery between social equals.
-In the field of my professional labors I have composed no puerile and
-lascivious romances, but only serious and instructive works. I am, in
-brief, in all respects, a credit to my native Lichfield, and, more
-generally, to the United States of America.”
-
-He shrugged. He spread out those old-looking, futile hands.
-
-“Well, certainly I must not spoil the miracle. So I submit. I yield to
-the demands of propriety. I accept my personal good behavior; I accept
-my success; and I accept also my measure of actual famousness.”
-
-Then Gerald said: “Therefore I must, so long as my life lasts, continue
-faithfully your work as the recorder of historical and scientific
-truths, since it was such truths which brought my name into famousness.
-Oh, yes, you may depend upon it, I shall henceforward honor these fine
-truths within the limits advisable for anybody now nearing sixty. I
-shall serve them, that is, with my pen rather than with other
-instruments now perhaps more fallible. For the trained intelligence of
-such a famous scholar as I have become cannot deny their proper
-importance to those scientific and historical truths which brought him
-into famousness,—nor would, of course, my admirers care to have me
-abandoning my métier.”
-
-And Gerald said also: “Even in the private relations which you have
-chivalrously preserved for me, my dear fellow, one must not ask
-everything. Wheresoever a man lives, there will be a thornbush near his
-door: and I can manage well enough, I daresay, to put up with the
-continuance of this illicit love-affair,—in which, after all, my
-advanced age now protects me from being put to any frequent or
-far-reaching inconvenience. Meanwhile, the legend of a life-long illicit
-love-affair is a very splendid preservative for the fame of any writer.
-It would have been even better, of course, if in conjugating the verb to
-love, you had managed to make a few mistakes in gender; that is more
-piquant; that is infallible: still, I repeat, one must not ask
-everything. I have my satisfying legend of private immorality, created
-without any least trouble on my part. Men will remember it. So all ends
-very well indeed. I am content with what I have found upon Mispec Moor.
-I am content with what I have found in Lichfield. And I shall not bother
-any more about Antan, wherein, for one reason and another, I have found
-nothing.”
-
-“Do you not be speaking lightly of Antan! For I—do you not
-understand?”—the young man spoke with an almost frightened
-elation,—“it is I who am called to reign in Antan. You have brought me
-the revealing word and the dreadful summons of Horvendile. Antan is my
-appointed kingdom, into which I shall now be entering upon the silver
-stallion famous in old prophecies.”
-
-“Oh, oh!” said Gerald, “so that is how it is! All ends, again, with that
-rather hackneyed scoring _Da capo_. And the eternal quest of Antan
-continues, for all that I have no part in it....”
-
-Yet the boy’s joyousness and proud faith appeared to old Gerald Musgrave
-pitiable beyond thought. Gerald, now that he was fifty-eight, was of
-course not really troubled by that pitiableness, because all actual
-commiseration and sympathy for other persons had withered in him along
-with the rest of youth’s over-upsetting emotions. Besides, Gerald saw
-that, in logic, as a plain question of arithmetic, the boy did not
-matter. A million or so other lads more or less like this enthusiastic
-young fellow were at that instant preparing for the same downcasting and
-failure; and by and by these lads also would be facing their own
-unimportance with equanimity. For, as you—howsoever suddenly,—got
-older, there was less bitterness, there was hardly any bitterness at
-all, to be derived of the knowledge that in human living very much
-amounted to nothing, because you saw even more clearly and more
-constantly that nothing amounted to very much....
-
-So Gerald said only: “You are young. At least, you are living in a young
-body. So do you beware! For, so long as you go about the Marches of
-Antan in any conveyance so perilous, the lying half-magic of the Two
-Truths will beset that young body, and the Princess will await you at
-every turn. She will encounter you under many names, for it is true
-that, just as you said very long ago, women do vary in their given
-names. She will encounter you in varying shapes. But in any case, she
-waits for every young romantic everywhere, as a rather lovable and as an
-interestingly formed and colored impediment.... I think it, therefore,
-highly improbable that you will complete the journey to Antan. I, in any
-case, am middle-aged. And I cry, not discontentedly, my personal
-farewell to the half-magic of racing pulses and of distended nerves—”
-
-For an instant Gerald was silent. In his old eyes awoke that gleam which
-anybody familiar with Gerald would have recognized at once.
-
-“You see,” he continued, with large affability, “while you have been
-theorizing, my dear fellow,—oh, very charmingly, and with a
-thoroughness which does you credit, great credit,—well, my
-investigations meanwhile have taken a rather more practical turn. I am
-not, of course, at liberty to speak of my love-affairs out yonder, with
-any real explicitness. No, here, as always, _noblesse oblige_. Still, if
-you only knew! If you but knew half as much as I do about that droll
-escapade with the Lady Sigid of Audierne and her cousin the Abbess!
-about what happened to me in the harem of Caliph Mizraim! about Beatrice
-and Henriette and Madame Pamela and Vittoria and Elspeth! about the
-three girls at the tanner’s! or if you knew the truth as to what her
-Majesty and I were about that night we came so near being caught—!”
-
-“I see,” the boy said, rather wistfully. “You have been a devil of a
-fellow and a sad rip among the ladies.”
-
-“Oh, dear me, not at all!” said Gerald. And the old fellow now wore the
-expression which, sometimes, accompanies a blush. “It is merely that I
-have talked a bit too freely. It is only that this rash tongue of mine
-was running away with me. So I can but ask you to forget every word I
-have uttered. For exalted names ought, really, not to be repeated thus
-lightly. I shall therefore say nothing whatever about the eight other
-queens with whom my name has been coupled,—with how good reason I, you
-understand, must be the last person in the world to admit,—nor about
-any of the empresses either. In fact, a great deal of the scandal about
-my intimacy with one of them was exaggerated. No: I most certainly must
-not voice any indiscretions about dear Caroline. So I merely point
-out—without mentioning any names whatever,—that my experience has been
-considerable: and I can assure you, my dear fellow, that in the end
-these half-magics produce, after all, no very prodigious miracles.”
-
-“But—” said the boy.
-
-“No,” Gerald protested, “no, really, you must not tempt me with such
-eloquence! It suffices that during the thirty years that you have sat
-here theorizing,—and have, as it were, blossomed forth with all these
-delightful books,—these half-magics have led me day after day from one
-affair to its twin; they have led me into more or less jealously guarded
-lowlands, which were not markedly dissimilar; they have led then from
-one valley to another valley which looked and felt and, for that matter,
-smelt very much the same; finally they led me to the fair breasts of
-Maya. And I fell away into domesticity, I went no farther. But I was
-wholly content there.... So I do not complain. I have lost through these
-half-magics my appointed kingdom in Antan,—or so, at least, it appears
-to me, in a world wherein perhaps nothing is indisputable except, of
-course, historical and scientific truths. Yet the losing of my kingdom
-has, none the less, been pleasant. I have had, under the harryings of
-these half-magics—always, I mean, upon the whole,—an agreeable time.
-To-night the half-magics whose appointed duty it is to keep all us
-romantics from attaining to Antan have ceased bothering about me. After
-to-night I am no longer formidable. I am, in a word, now that I approach
-sixty, almost middle-aged. It follows that Antan does not concern me any
-longer: and I shall think no more about Antan, wherein, for one reason
-and another, I have found nothing.”
-
-With that, gray Gerald Musgrave dipped his pen. He put the boy quite out
-of mind. And the well-thought-of old scholar began to write, just where
-his natural body had left off a bit earlier in the evening, setting down
-decorously the historical and scientific truth as to the rules governing
-pre-nuptial intercourse in the bedchambers of New Guinea and the Tonga
-Islands.
-
-
-
-
- 50.
- Exodus of Glaum
-
-
-THE boy waited, looking down at this old fellow who sat there making
-small scratches upon paper, the most of which he presently canceled with
-yet other scratches, all the while with the air of a person who is about
-something intelligent and of actual importance. Then the boy shrugged.
-For, as always, to an onlooker the motions of creative writing revealed
-that flavor of the grotesque which is attendant upon every form of
-procreation.
-
-And besides, to him for whom the silver stallion waited without, and for
-whom his appointed kingdom waited also, such time-wasting appeared
-futile. He, who was young, and who retained as yet the untroubled faith
-of every boy in his own abilities and in his own importance,—and who,
-of course, might not foresee the fate which awaited him in the arms of
-Evadne of the Dusk,—could not regard without impatience such
-time-wasting. What made it even worse was that this dilapidated remnant
-of a man was so plainly enjoying himself. For he chuckled as he wrote;
-he had self-evidently found what he considered a rather beautiful idea
-to play with, for now he had cocked his battered, so nearly bald, old
-head to one side, and that which he had just written down was being
-regarded by his dimmed and peering eyes with entire admiration: and it
-was all somewhat pitiable to the young eyes of the observer.
-
-For it did not seem possible that anybody should sit here, thus stuffily
-immured, and with no exercise more profitable than writing, when yonder,
-as all youth knew, the way lay open to the unimaginable splendors of
-Antan. It was, for that matter, an unthrifty wantonness for Gerald
-Musgrave’s young observer to be lingering here, in the cold company of
-books and china animals, when yonder (as all youth knew) along the
-pleasant way to Antan were waiting so many dear, fond, loving women
-eager to cheer and to inspire and to trust and to give all to speed the
-high-hearted adventurer in that glorious journeying toward his appointed
-kingdom. Decidedly, the old fellow was lost: for now he was infatuated
-by the contentment to be got out of writing, which remained always, in
-its own way, as bedrugging as the contentment to be got out of
-domesticity; and there was no help for this preposterous, doomed,
-chuckling Gerald Musgrave,—who would always now be finding one or
-another rather beautiful idea to play with, and who must remain, so long
-as life remained, a poet whose one real delight was to shape and to play
-with puppets....
-
-Yet it mattered very little, to any person who was already for every
-practical purpose a reigning monarch, that all which pertained to this
-Gerald Musgrave was somewhat droll, the smiling red-haired boy decided,
-as he passed toward Evadne of the Dusk, and out of sight of that
-gray-fringed bald head bent over that incessant pen scratching.
-
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