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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Memoirs of a millionaire, by Lucia
-True Ames
-
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-Title: Memoirs of a millionaire
-
-Author: Lucia True Ames
-
-Release Date: January 1, 2023 [eBook #69678]
-
-Language: English
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-
-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MEMOIRS OF A
-MILLIONAIRE ***
-
-
-
-
-
- MEMOIRS OF A MILLIONAIRE
-
-
- BY
-
- LUCIA TRUE AMES
-
- AUTHOR OF “GREAT THOUGHTS FOR LITTLE THINKERS”
-
-[Illustration]
-
- BOSTON AND NEW YORK
- HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN AND COMPANY
- =The Riverside Press, Cambridge=
- 1889
-
-
-
-
- Copyright, 1889,
- BY LUCIA TRUE AMES.
-
- _All rights reserved._
-
-
- _The Riverside Press, Cambridge, Mass., U. S. A._
- Electrotyped and Printed by H. O. Houghton & Co.
-
-
-
-
- Dedicated
-
- TO
-
- MY ONLY BROTHER, CHARLES H. AMES.
-
-Written for all men and women to whom the privilege of American
-citizenship has been vouchsafed, and to whom the stewardship of wealth
-has been entrusted.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
- EDITOR’S PREFACE.
-
-
-Since the recent death of the noble woman whose name has become a
-household word all over our land, and whose memoirs form the subject of
-this volume, I have been repeatedly importuned to give to the public
-some account of her remarkable life.
-
-It is too soon yet to present an adequate biography, and for such a task
-I should consider myself entirely unfitted. I have, however, endeavored,
-though somewhat hastily, to put together such material, chiefly
-selections from newspaper reports, letters, and diaries, as shall throw
-light upon the numerous projects that were the outcome of her thought
-and generosity, and which in certain ways are unparalleled in the annals
-of those whose wealth has been devoted to the cause of humanity.
-
-Cut off in the full ripeness of early womanhood, her work was
-nevertheless accomplished, and millions shall in the ages to come reap
-perennial harvests from the seed which in one short year her wisdom and
-foresight sowed far and wide.
-
-The world at large will know somewhat of her work; but only to those who
-knew her best, to whom she revealed the warmth and intensity of her
-strong nature, can the full beauty of her life be known.
-
-The constant, subtle charm of her manner, now gracious and dignified,
-now unconsciously naive and simple, only a master could portray. I must
-content myself, therefore, with giving, in simplest words, but a few of
-the many reminiscences that memory brings back of those moments which
-may serve to make clear the thoughts and purposes that were the
-mainspring of all her action, and which made her what she was, the
-noblest woman I have ever known.
-
-I have hesitated about using the word “Memoirs” in the title of this
-volume. That word has a somewhat doleful and funereal sound, suggestive
-of anything but the bright, vigorous life of her who was so intensely
-warm and alive. But perhaps there is no other word that so well
-expresses what I have here put together, and so I leave it as I wrote it
-first, “Memoirs of a Millionaire.”
-
- BOSTON, _June 7, 189–_.
-
-
-
-
- MEMOIRS OF A MILLIONAIRE.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
-
- The class of which I speak make themselves merry without duties. They
- sit in decorated club-houses in the cities, and burn tobacco and play
- whist; in the country they sit idle in stores and bar-rooms, and burn
- tobacco, and gossip and sleep. They complain of the flatness of
- American life; America has no illusions, no romance. They have no
- perception of its destiny. They are not Americans.—EMERSON, _The
- Fortune of the Republic_.
-
-
-It was on the evening of election day that I first saw her. I had come
-up from Salem to Boston, to spend the night and hear Booth and Barrett
-the next day, and I had gone to dine at aunt Madison’s on Louisburg
-Square.
-
-The lamps had not been lighted, and we were all sitting cosily around
-the open grate after dinner, talking over the _matinée_, and jesting
-with two or three of Will’s college friends who were there for the
-evening, when the portière was noiselessly drawn aside, and Mildred
-Brewster came in with a cheery good evening.
-
-I can recall now just how she looked, as, after the introductions were
-over, she stood leaning on the back of aunt Madison’s chair, with the
-ruddy glow of the firelight on her face, and her lithe figure dimly
-outlined against the shadowy background.
-
-I did not notice her much at first, for, after her blithe greeting, on
-seeing strangers she had drawn back into the shadow and sat so quietly
-that I, carrying on a gay banter with the young men, had almost
-forgotten her.
-
-I do not remember what was said at first. It did not make much
-impression on me at the time, until, after a while, the talk grew a
-little more serious, and the young men began to speak of their plans for
-the future. They were all seniors, and each of them, except Will, had
-plenty of money in his own right, with apparently nothing in life more
-burdensome to do than to draw checks and order dinners at Young’s.
-
-They were a handsome trio, broad-chested, keen-eyed, clad in the
-daintiest of linen from Noyes Brothers,—“the jolliest swells in the
-class,” Will called them.
-
-Aunt Madison asked them, apropos of the election, how they had voted,
-for they were all residents of Boston and had passed their majority.
-They were evidently rather amused at the query, but each and all
-politely replied that they hadn’t much enthusiasm about voting, and it
-having been a rainy day, they had not taken the trouble to go to the
-polls.
-
-“You see, the fact is,” said the young man with the blonde mustache whom
-Will called Ned Conro, “voting is a confounded bore, any way.”
-
-“But of course you have an interest in national politics, if not in
-municipal affairs?” said aunt Madison, inquiringly, as she looked up
-from her knitting and beamed benevolently at the young man through her
-gold-bowed spectacles. “I suppose you young men at Harvard, with all
-your study of history and political economy, are wide awake about all
-these things.”
-
-“Oh, we talk free trade and protection more or less, that is, the
-fellows did who took that course of study last year. I don’t go in for
-that sort of thing myself very much; my money isn’t in manufactures, and
-I don’t care a continental about the tariff one way or the other. And as
-for politics,—of course we all go in for the hurrah and fun in a
-presidential campaign, but I don’t look forward to doing anything
-further in that line after I graduate. It is all well enough for any one
-who has a fancy for it and who wants to run for office, and that sort of
-thing. But there can’t be more than two senators and one governor in a
-state at a time, and anything less than that isn’t worth the trouble.
-
-“I’ve mighty little respect for any man who condescends to be a ward
-politician. Boston is an Irish city, after all, though last year some of
-the better class got their blood up and had a clearing out; but the game
-isn’t worth the candle, and I, for one, am willing to let the Irish go
-the whole figure if they wish to do it. We can’t get rid of them, and it
-doesn’t pay to mix up with them. I don’t propose to vote to have my
-father, or any other gentleman of good old New England stock, sit beside
-some liquor-seller or grocer as common councilman or alderman.”
-
-“Neither do I,” ejaculated my _vis-à-vis_, whom Will had introduced as
-Mr. Mather; “a fellow who begins to bother his head about all these
-little twopenny municipal affairs only soils his hands for his pains,
-and doesn’t improve matters one atom. It’s well enough to vote if one
-wants to, but what does a single vote amount to? It counts no more when
-cast by a Harvard professor than by some South Cove ‘Mick.’ Suppose Mr.
-Smith and Mr. Brown are up for school committee; you don’t know a thing
-about either of them, except that they are nominated by a set of rummies
-and demagogues, or else by a lot of women or pious temperance cranks.
-You are a professional man and your time is worth ten dollars an
-hour,—you don’t care a fig about the whole school committee business
-anyway; it’s the women’s affair—they can vote on that. Let them turn out
-and manage it as they did last year, if they want to; but you can’t
-expect a man to look after these matters, and be elbowed and hooted down
-at the caucuses, if he has the tastes of a gentleman and all the
-responsibilities of a profession or a large business on his shoulders.”
-
-“The fact is that in municipal matters the ballot ought to be put on a
-property basis, and until that is done, I shall bother myself precious
-little about it,” remarked the third young gentleman, twirling his seal
-and addressing his three feminine listeners.
-
-I wondered why Mildred’s cheeks had grown so rosy and why her dark eyes
-had such a gleam in them as she laid down the bit of embroidery on which
-her fingers had been busy, and turned toward the speaker. “What a
-profile!” I thought; “almost pure Greek, only the chin is a little too
-square.”
-
-“The truth is,” the young man continued, “we have no great men now and
-no great issues, unless you call all this frenzy about the school
-question a great issue. We’ve got to come to see that the government has
-no right to tax its citizens to teach history, anyway. It’s an
-imposition to tax a man to send some one else’s child to a high school.
-Let the state give a child the three R’s, and then if he wants to learn
-about Tetzel or Luther, let his father pay to have him taught in his own
-way. Politics is no profession for a young man. There’s no great amount
-of money in it, unless you’re mighty shrewd, and tricky, too; and as for
-fame, the man must be pretty thick-skinned who can stand the pelting
-which every reputation gets nowadays, and not wince under it. For my
-part, I think democracy is a good deal played out. It was all right so
-long as men _were_ equal; but we’re getting about as stratified a
-society now as there is anywhere in the Old World; and there’s no use in
-the sentimental every-man-a-brother kind of talk. I don’t propose to
-shake the greasy hand of any of these beastly foreigners that are coming
-here and crowding us to the wall. I don’t grudge them the rights of
-American citizenship; they may have it and welcome, if they want it; but
-where they step in I step out. In fact, I think I shall settle down in
-Paris or Florence for a while. There’s lots more fun for a fellow over
-there.”
-
-There was more of this sort of talk. I watched Mildred’s face, and
-noticed that her lips were twitching and her fingers playing nervously
-with the fringe of a scarlet silk shawl which she wore. Evidently she
-was under some stress of strong emotion, though for what reason I but
-vaguely guessed. She had come out of the shadow, and stood tall and
-stately, with her arm resting on the mantel and her eyes fixed on the
-speakers with such a look as I had never before seen on any countenance.
-There was anger and pity and contempt, strangely mingled, on her mobile
-features. She had forgotten herself, and I think they were fairly
-startled at the look they read in her tell-tale face.
-
-Will made an attempt to change the subject, but Mr. Mather broke in:
-“You look as though you did not agree with us, Miss Brewster. Come, we
-have monopolized the conversation so far, now tell us what _you_ think.”
-
-She did not speak at first, and there was an awkward silence for a
-minute. When it was broken, her voice sounded so painfully hard and calm
-in its effort not to tremble that I scarcely recognized it.
-
-“Within two weeks,” she said, speaking slowly, “I have sat for five
-hours face to face with the leading anarchists of New England. I have
-questioned them, and they have told me frankly of their doctrines, which
-you already know, and which, I scarcely need to say, I heartily detest.
-But I have not heard, either from the lips of these misguided men or
-from any one for many months, anything which has so shocked and
-surprised me as what I have just listened to here.”
-
-I felt that she was trembling as she spoke, but her voice was low and
-quiet.
-
-She continued: “When one is filled with indignation and grief it is
-difficult to speak justly and wisely, and therefore, if you will excuse
-me, I think that I will not trust myself to say anything further.”
-
-“Good heavens!” cried Mr. Mather, staring at her in undisguised
-amazement, while his companions glanced slyly at each other with faint
-smiles and an evident endeavor to make the best of an embarrassing
-situation.
-
-“I think, dear, you had better tell them what you are thinking of, lest
-they misunderstand you; of course you don’t mean that they are worse
-than anarchists,” said aunt Madison, gently.
-
-“No, not worse, but more to blame,” replied Miss Brewster, with
-extraordinary candor, and then recollecting herself, a crimson tide
-suddenly mantled her neck and cheek and brow, and she drew back again
-into the shadow.
-
-“I beg your pardon,” she stammered; and then with a little forced laugh
-she added, “you see, you oughtn’t to have tempted me to speak. I was
-sure to give offense if I spoke my thoughts.”
-
-“Ah, but we can’t excuse you unless you go on,” said Ned Conro,
-persuasively. “As for me, you have whetted my curiosity so that I shan’t
-sleep a wink to-night,” he went on, with a twinkle in his eye, “unless I
-know why my father’s son and heir, who has hitherto supposed himself to
-be always on the side of law and order, is more to blame than these
-foreign wretches who have come over here with the notion in their addled
-heads that they are going to upset this nineteenth-century civilization
-with a few ounces of dynamite.”
-
-Mr. Gordon echoed Mr. Conro’s request, while a quizzical smile played
-around his lips, and I knew as well as if he had told me, that he was
-saying to himself, “Gad, she’s a specimen! One of these cranky
-women’s-righters, no doubt. How they do like to hold forth! These girls
-always spoil a fellow’s fun with their high and mighty theories and
-ideas.” And this son of a quadruple millionaire thrust his hands deep
-into the pockets of his English trousers and stretched himself
-comfortably to listen, with all the complacent condescension of a man to
-whom twenty-two years of experience and masculine wisdom gave a
-consciousness of virtuous superiority.
-
-The flush had faded from Mildred’s cheek, but I fancied from the look in
-her eyes that she was in no mood to be trifled with; this was no mere
-passing gust of passion. She had received a wound which had cut her to
-the quick; for, as I afterwards learned to know, hers was one of those
-rare natures, rare in men, rarer still in women, which scarcely feels a
-personal slight, but to which a grand, absorbing idea is more real and
-vital than all else, and which counts treason to this the unpardonable
-sin.
-
-“If I speak, I must speak plainly,” said Mildred. “I have neither time
-nor wit to clothe my thoughts in ambiguous, inoffensive words. Like
-plain, blunt Antony, I can only ‘speak right on’ and say ‘what in my
-heart doth beat and burn.’”
-
-“Good, I like that,” said Mr. Mather gravely, and there was an instant’s
-silence, broken only by the chime of the cathedral clock as it struck
-the hour.
-
-“I have been thinking,” said Mildred quietly, “of those words in that
-record of the young Hebrew, who, it is said, sold his birthright for a
-mess of pottage. I have been thinking also of those words of our own
-Emerson: ‘We live in a new and exceptional age. America is another name
-for Opportunity. Our whole history appears like a last effort of
-Providence in behalf of the human race.’ Perhaps you do not see the
-connection between these two thoughts, but to me it seems very close. To
-have for one’s inheritance the birthright of American citizenship seems
-to me something so rich and precious that to despise it and ignobly sell
-it,—not like Esau for the mess of pottage which could relieve his
-hunger,—but to sell it to the stranger for the sake of gaining immunity
-from responsibility, yes, more than that, throwing it away out of sheer
-contempt for it and ingratitude for what it has done for one, this seems
-to me the acme of cowardice and selfishness.”
-
-I noticed that Mr. Mather knit his brows at this, and I thought I
-detected a slight flush in his cheeks, but perhaps it was only the
-firelight. Mildred did not look up or hesitate, but went steadily on.
-
- “We sit here in the Promised Land
- That flows with Freedom’s honey and milk;
- But ’twas they won it, sword in hand,
- Making the nettle danger soft for us as silk.”
-
-“Yes, they won it, not we; and we, the heirs of all the ages, for whom
-the whole creation has groaned and travailed until now, we, the favored
-children of the best age, the best land which history has known, we idly
-fold our hands and let the wealth of all the past, which others have
-toiled for and shed bloody sweat to gain, fall into our laps as a matter
-of course, as if it were but the just due of such lordly creatures as
-we.
-
-“Of what value, pray, is all our study of history if we have so little
-realizing sense of its meaning, if we have no imagination to fill out
-with quivering, throbbing life this record of the past, which shows what
-mankind has been, and what, thank God, we have escaped?
-
-“Of what value are the sacrifices of those who at bitter cost bought us
-our freedom and privilege, if we are so lost to all sense of honor as to
-tacitly say, ‘everything has been done for us, to be sure, but we can’t
-be expected to go out of our way to see that it is passed along to those
-who are less favored’?”
-
-Mr. Mather made a gesture of dissent and looked up as if to speak; but
-Mildred did not notice him. She was gazing with fixed eyes into the
-shadows, and seemed to have forgotten her little audience and to be
-addressing herself to an unnumbered throng of unseen listeners. Her
-bosom heaved and her breath came and went quickly as she went on with
-her relentless sarcasm.
-
-“Yes, our business as immortal sons of God is first of all to look out
-for our precious selves. Let us all see to it that no annoying social or
-economic questions shall disturb our minds. Let us not be distracted
-from our culture and amusements by being forced to waste time in
-settling the prosaic bread and butter problems of the ‘lower classes.’
-Let us wash our hands of all responsibility. Why should we hold
-ourselves debtors either to the Greeks or to the barbarians?
-
-“Oh, we are not hard-hearted. We would live and let live. But we can
-count it no part of our business to soil our fingers by lending a hand
-to the poor wretch whose blind guide has led him into the miry ditch.
-
-“Let him who ‘despises his birthright’ just think for an instant what
-citizenship on the continent of Europe means. You talk about finding
-‘more fun’ in Paris and Vienna than here, yes, to be sure; for there you
-have nothing to do but to skim the cream of everything and dream away
-your youth surrounded by all that the thought of the ages and modern
-science can devise to stimulate your already fastidious palate. But
-suppose you were a _citizen_ of Germany or Austria or Russia, and must
-spend from three to six of the best years of your life in active service
-in the army; suppose you were taxed to the extent of over thirty per
-cent. of your earnings like the people of Italy; suppose you knew that
-your country was growing poorer and taxation was on the frightful
-increase as is the case in continental countries; suppose you were taxed
-to support a church in which you did not believe, and a government which
-granted you no representation; suppose privilege and prejudice hung like
-a millstone round every effort for your social advancement!
-
-“Why,” continued Mildred after a moment’s pause, “just imagine for an
-instant all that is involved in the difference in comfort and mode of
-life from the simple statement that during the ten years from 1870 to
-1880, when the United States decreased its aggregate taxation nine per
-cent., Germany increased hers over fifty per cent. Imagine, if you can,
-what it means to the lives of millions of human beings when I say that
-during a period when the wealth of Europe decreased per caput three per
-cent. that of our country increased nearly forty per cent.
-
-“It is one thing, I have found, to travel in Europe untaxed, unmolested,
-and unaffected by that gloomy war cloud which continually hovers over
-every nation; where, even in times of peace, one man out of twenty-two
-is withdrawn from productive industries to train himself to destroy his
-fellow-beings. It is quite another thing to be an irresponsible
-traveler, free to come and go and say what he pleases.
-
-“Let those who count their American citizenship of such slight worth
-think what a delightful existence theirs would be if they were so
-favored as to be one of the subjects of the Russian Tsar! Think of the
-bliss of living in a land where one is never disturbed by the
-encroachments of foreigners, or expected to attend caucuses and polls;
-where, in fact, the less he knows about the government the better for
-him and his! Fancy the pleasure in reading newspapers where the news of
-the day is under such careful surveillance, through the kindness of the
-censorship, that one is never disturbed by troublesome political
-matters, and has always the calm consciousness that everything is going
-well, although ninety per cent. of the hundred millions over whom the
-Russian flag waves cannot write their names; where a man may not go from
-one town to another without a passport; where for joining a club that
-advocates a constitutional monarchy, as here you might join a club that
-advocates Nationalism, you may be subject without a moment’s warning to
-arrest and solitary confinement for a year or two without a trial! You
-have read Kennan and Stepniak. You know these are hard facts.
-
-“So when I see men who have been ground between the millstones of caste,
-priestcraft, and governmental oppression come here and turn against all
-government, I have less contempt and more patience for them than for the
-young men of our land, who owe almost every blessing that they enjoy to
-this government, and who from mere indolence and apathy choose to allow
-the demagogue and ignorant alien to shape its destiny.
-
-“You complain that we have a ‘stratified society.’ Are you not doing
-your best to make it a stratified society and create a caste system when
-you advocate a property qualification for the ballot, and would deny all
-but the barest rudiments of education to the poor boy? One would think
-that you had been brought up in a monarchy and did not realize that from
-the people we must choose our legislators as well as our voters, and
-that a system which can be tolerated in a country where rulers are
-hereditary is most perilous for a government that is of ‘the people, by
-the people, and for the people.’
-
-“You say ‘there are no great men now,’ ‘no great issues.’ True, the war
-is over, and Grant and Lincoln are dead, but
-
- ‘Life may be given in many ways,
- And loyalty to truth be sealed
- As bravely in the closet as in the field,
- So bountiful is fate.’
-
-“I do not doubt if our flag were openly dishonored you, too, would
-spring to arms and give your life-blood as heroically as those who fell
-at Manassas or in the Wilderness.
-
-“But how many young men have that kind of heroism that impels them to
-devote their culture and ability to unostentatious, unceasing service to
-the state, though it bring no glory or reward in fame or office? No, the
-cowards are not so often to be found on the battlefield as at the
-committee meeting and the caucus.
-
-“True, there seems to be nothing sublime in being a faithful health
-commissioner, an Anthony Comstock, a General Armstrong, or a Felix
-Adler; nothing glorious in busying one’s self with such prosy things as
-labor statistics and tenement houses, with prison reform and sewage and
-primary schools and ward politics. ’Tis a thankless task, and the large
-per cent. of our Boston legal voters who did not vote yesterday
-doubtless think, if they think at all, that even the casting of a ballot
-once or twice a year is too great a sacrifice of their valuable time,
-and more than ought to be expected of men whose private and social
-interests are of far more importance than the welfare of the body
-politic.
-
-“And as for caucuses, how preposterous to expect a man who has such
-important matters as Art Club receptions, Psychical Research meetings,
-and Longwood toboggan parties to attend, to spend one or two evenings a
-year in the company of grocers and saloon-keepers, all for the sake of
-defeating some lamplighter or pawnbroker who wants a nomination for the
-city council! What difference does it make who is on the council,
-provided taxes are not raised?
-
-“Yes,” continued Mildred, and a shade of melancholy replaced the quiet
-scorn in her tone, “the last thing that you or they ever dream of is
-that you have a debt to pay and are basely repudiating it.”
-
-The voice, whose tremor at last betrayed the intensity of the feeling
-that had hitherto been carefully guarded, ceased, and suddenly starting
-with a self-conscious look, and coloring deeply, Mildred glided softly
-from the room. Aunt Madison followed her.
-
-The fire had burned low and the light was dim. The young men had
-forgotten me in the sofa corner.
-
-There was not a word said for a minute or two as they sat looking into
-the bed of coals and listening to the wind shuddering through the bare
-branches of the elms outside. Mr. Mather sat leaning forward with his
-elbows on his knees and his head on his hands; I could not see his face.
-Presently he looked up and made a motion as if to speak, but apparently
-he changed his mind, for he said nothing. At last Mr. Gordon’s voice
-broke the silence.
-
-“I say, Madison,” he asked, with a studiously polite manner, “who is
-this charming Miss Brewster who has favored us with the benefit of her
-views?”
-
-“She is a sort of second cousin of my mother,” Will replied. “She has
-just returned from abroad, and I haven’t seen much of her yet.”
-
-“Well,” rejoined the other, “with your permission, I will venture to say
-that with all due respect to your mother’s second or third cousin, I
-would as lief hear it thunder as to hear her talk. Why can’t a pretty
-woman let well enough alone and not go into hysterics over what she
-doesn’t know anything about? You would think, to hear her go on, that
-the country was going to the devil, and that we were the cause of it.”
-
-“I wonder if all those facts about Russia and the thirty per cent.
-taxation in Italy are really true,” interposed Mr. Conro, meditatively.
-“She reeled off all those statistics like a schoolma’am saying dates.”
-
-“They are true if she says so, you can bet your life on that,” answered
-Will, thoroughly nettled. “Being out at Cambridge most of the time, I
-haven’t seen much of her, and I never heard her say so much on any
-subject before to-night. I was about as much surprised as you were at
-her coming out in that way; but if you and Gordon think she is the kind
-of girl to go into hysterics over nothing, you are mightily mistaken.
-Most people talk for the sake of talking, but I’ve seen enough of her to
-know that when she says a thing it stands for something. What you said
-hurt her in a way a fellow like you can’t understand. You’ve no interest
-in a girl who has any notions beyond flattering you into thinking you
-are the most stunning fellow going.”
-
-“Beg pardon,” drawled Gordon, “but”—
-
-“Hold on there,” interposed Mr. Mather, grimly; “you’ve said enough.
-What she said was solid gospel, and you know it as well as I do.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
-
- The books of Scripture only suffer from being subjected to
- requirements which we have ceased to apply to the books of common
- literature.—DEAN STANLEY, _History of the Jewish Church_.
-
- The Protestant Reformation shows how men tried to lodge infallibility
- in the Bible.... The great point of our present belief is that there
- is no such infallible record anywhere in church or council or
- book.—PHILLIPS BROOKS, _Harvard Divinity Address, 1884_.
-
-
- BOSTON, _Jan. 6._ 25 Louisburg Square.
-
-JESSIE DEAR,—I have been sitting for the last half hour in the broad,
-cushioned window-seat of my cosy attic room, looking far out over the
-mass of chimney-tops to the towers and spires beyond the hill and the
-Public Garden.
-
-I love to sit here quietly on Sunday afternoons, and when the sunset
-comes I throw aside my books and watch the shifting, brilliant colors
-turning the blue Charles into a sheet of glimmering gold and dyeing with
-rosy hues the snowy slopes of Corey Hill beyond.
-
-Have you been away so long as to have forgotten these dear old sights?
-And do you recall that on this western slope of Beacon Hill from which I
-write to you lived the hermit Blackstone of Shawmut, before Winthrop or
-any Puritan had thought of settling Boston town?
-
-I like old places. I like to be on the oldest spot in this old, historic
-town, as you may easily imagine, remembering all my antiquarian
-enthusiasm when we were at school. Well, I have not outgrown it in the
-least, in spite of all my modern radicalism about many things.
-
-I wonder, dear, what all these ten years have brought to you. I have
-been sitting and thinking, as the sunset glow has faded in the western
-sky, all its glory turning so soon to dull, cold gray, how in these few
-minutes the past years seem typified. What glorious visions, what
-radiant achievements illumined the heavens when we looked at them with
-the eyes of eighteen! What would we not, what could we not, dream of
-doing then? I remember how you vowed that I was a genius, and were sure
-that ten years would not pass before I should win renown. And now,
-to-night, on my twenty-eighth birthday, I sit here as dull and prosy and
-commonplace a spinster as one can well find in this city of spinsters.
-
-After one is twenty-five and the birthdays begin to be a little
-unwelcome, I suppose one is apt to be made a little morbid by them,
-though I solace myself by thinking that since college girls in these
-days rarely finish their studies before twenty-two, twenty-eight does
-not seem so ancient as it was once thought to be.
-
-How strange that we should have known so little of each other, we who
-vowed that “ocean-sundered continents” should never make our girlhood’s
-love less warm! But after your change of name and transfer to the China
-Mission, while I was at Smith College, I lost sight of you, and, missing
-your letters, knew not where to write. So you will understand my long
-silence and know that the Mildred of ten years ago is the same Mildred
-to-day, only no longer a girl, but a woman.
-
-A woman, with many ambitions unsatisfied, with many heroes dethroned,
-but with the same loves and hopes and fears, and with the same ideals,
-although their attainment seems farther off with the growing years.
-
-I have slowly come to recognize and be reconciled to my mediocrity; to
-know that I have not had a thought but has been common to humanity; that
-I am no whit wiser or better than all my fellows; and that what you in
-girlish enthusiasm flattered me into believing was creative power was
-simply a capacity to appreciate and be moved by what was great.
-
-I have longed for power, but, believe me, not for name or fame. Simply
-to have had the consciousness in myself that the world was better and
-wiser for my having lived would have made all drudgery and toil a joy
-and privilege. But the blessedness of giving and doing in a large
-measure has not been granted to me. Not that I blame fate or
-circumstance or environment. I have had health and freedom and friends;
-no hindrances and no great sorrows since mother left me alone five years
-ago.
-
-The failure lies with myself alone. Sometimes there has been an
-unutterable loneliness and a longing for something, I know not what; but
-I suppose it must be for the love which has not yet come to me, and
-which now may never come.
-
-But I do not let that burden me overmuch. I have my daily task. I love
-my work; and here, among my books, I thankfully count myself rich indeed
-in the society of all the great and wise and good of whose treasures I
-am the happy heir. I have traveled, too, and seen the Old World cities
-and the castles, palaces, and ruins of which we used to dream. It was
-not exactly the blissful experience I had fancied, for I was doomed to
-be the companion of a stupid old dowager whose money bought my time and
-service, and to whom I was useful as an interpreter of the arts and
-languages with which she was unfamiliar.
-
-I saw a great deal and learned some things. It helped me a little
-towards reaching that goal of culture at which I aim, whence I can truly
-say that “I count nothing human foreign to me.” It helped to free me
-somewhat from the narrowness of my age and environment. I have become a
-little more of a Greek, a little less of a rugged Goth. Not that mere
-travel did this; if my eyes had not begun to be opened before, I should
-have seen nothing. I have verified nothing more thoroughly than
-Emerson’s saying, “Though we travel the world over to find the beautiful
-we must carry it with us or we find it not.”
-
-I miss the picturesqueness and the charm of the Old World life. I am
-surprised to find how shocked and annoyed I am at the crudities and
-Philistinism of which I was once oblivious. But, after all, I am glad to
-be back; glad to be in the current of real life again, and to take my
-share in it. It is worth something to live in a land where one does not
-have to despise the men or pity the women; where a man is not ashamed to
-be seen carrying his own baby; where a girl can walk the streets alone
-and unmolested, and where a lady can earn her daily bread and be thought
-a lady still.
-
-I have a quiet home with my mother’s cousin—“auntie,” I call her; and I
-have settled down to steady work with a concert or play or toboggan
-party to give it a little zest now and then. My classes take me to
-Dorchester and Cambridge and Longwood. Once a week I meet a score or so
-of our Boston society women in a Commonwealth Avenue drawing-room, who
-manage, among their thousand and one lectures, lessons, and engagements
-of every sort, to squeeze in an hour to hear me discourse on the topics
-of the day, when I try to teach them about some phases of our nineteenth
-century life of which they, like most women, know but little. As these
-ladies include all shades of religious and political belief and
-non-belief, I have to choose my words, as you may imagine.
-
-I write a little occasionally for the “Transcript” or “Woman’s Journal,”
-or some other equally inoffensive and unremunerative sheet. I visit my
-North Enders, and think I am doing God more service in trying to keep
-some of my small Hibernians from being sent to the Reform School than I
-ever used to accomplish in teaching Jewish history at the Mission.
-
-I have given up Sunday-school work. Not that I disbelieve in it, but I
-find myself less and less able to adapt myself to the requirements of
-superintendents and “lesson helps,” and my conscience now forbids me to
-teach what I could once repeat so glibly and confidently.
-
-Yes, let me say it frankly,—though I fear it will greatly shock you, you
-dear, pious soul,—I have gone over to the “New Theology,” and I have
-gone so far and so irrevocably that but few of those churches where my
-childhood’s faith is still believed dare open their doors to me.
-
-I wonder if you can conceive how painful it has been to me to find the
-friends for whom I care most condemning as irreligious every thoughtful
-man or woman who ventures to treat the Hebrew scriptures in a reasonable
-way.
-
-My last Sunday-school class was in the home school, where I had bright
-girls of sixteen. I did my best to make the Bible a living book to them,
-to make them study the history of the Jews in the same natural and
-enthusiastic way that they studied their Greek history at school, but I
-soon found that they considered this sacrilegious. They looked at me
-with cold, critical glances when I tried to spiritualize their “Gates
-Ajar” idea of heaven. I found that they had gone home and told their
-mothers that I did not believe in God or heaven or hell, and, to my
-bitter mortification and dismay, they left me one by one until I was
-alone.
-
-Doubtless I had little wisdom. I was trying to teach them in a few
-months what it had taken me years of growth to reach. In trying to
-disabuse them of their anthropomorphic notions of God, I had succeeded
-in making Him only a nonentity to them. In taking away a literal Garden
-of Eden and the serpent, and substituting a theory of evolution, I had,
-in their imaginations, abolished all inspiration and moral
-responsibility. Not that they were girls who troubled themselves very
-much about such things; they could dance and flirt as well as the best;
-but as for really daring to face the evidence on such matters, that was
-wicked and dangerous, in their opinion.
-
-Nor was this all. One good old clergyman, to whose church I brought a
-letter of recommendation, and who after my candid talk felt obliged to
-deny me a welcome, said, with tears in his eyes, that he hoped my
-mother’s prayers would save me.
-
-It made me feel forlorn and homesick for a while. I like the strength,
-sincerity, and earnestness which the old faith gave, and I cannot
-lightly break away from it. I hate the lukewarmness and apathy of many
-of the more radical faith, and I cannot make up my mind to cast my lot
-with them. Besides, I have a half fear that, after all, they have not
-begun, even intellectually, to probe to the bottom these great historic
-beliefs on which the church has stood for ages. I fear that they treat
-them too cavalierly, too superficially. I find about as much intolerance
-among the so-called liberals as among the conservatives.
-
-To me sin is not an ailment to be cured with sugared plums. The
-Puritanism in me rebels at the weakness and flabbiness of many who have
-left the old faith for a broader one. However much my mind is forced to
-accept their doctrine, my sympathies abide with the men of moral
-earnestness who still think it their business to be “saving souls.”
-
-To me the doctrine of the Trinity is something more than a mathematical
-absurdity, as the men of one party say; and, on the other hand,
-something more than an inscrutable mystery to be accepted without deep
-philosophic study, as the men of the other party hold.
-
-I pity and long to help the poor souls groping for some solution of the
-religious problems peculiar to our day. There are thousands of them—more
-than any one knows—inside the fold of the church itself, fed, but not
-nourished, and famishing for the kind of food which their good pastors
-know not how to give.
-
-How many times I have gone to church bewildered, utterly wretched, my
-soul crying out for the living God, and listened to a cheap, well-meant
-discourse against “Ingersoll, Emerson, and all other unbelievers in the
-inspired Word of God,” with an earnest exhortation to refrain at our
-peril from “searching into what are the hidden mysteries.”
-
-I understood the preacher’s standpoint, poor soul! I respected him and
-his effort, but oh, how helpless he was to do anything for me who could
-detect the sophistry and lack of discrimination in all this talk!
-
-Oh, if I could help those who have been driven to question the whole of
-truth, when they thus find out a part of it to have been crude or false!
-And I pity almost as much the many timid ones who, like myself, are
-longing to stay in the mother church, to that end being sorely tempted
-to quibble with creeds, but who find no place either in or out of the
-church which would exactly express their true religious attitude.
-
-How strange all this must seem to you, who used to feel that heaven and
-earth might fall, but that I should never give up my faith.
-
-No, please God, I shall never give up faith, nor hold less faithfully to
-the eternal verities which alone make life worth living. Never have I
-felt more deeply than to-day the truth of the old words of the
-catechism, “Man’s chief end is to glorify God and enjoy him forever.”
-But I do not hold that keeping the faith is an adherence to any creed or
-an absolute acceptance of any book, even if it be the Book of books.
-
-I have come to feel that the teaching of my childhood which made
-historic facts, or what were assumed to be historic facts, of equal
-importance with the eternal and immutable laws of moral and spiritual
-growth,—I have come, I say, to feel that his was false. Ah me, the pity
-of it!
-
-I write you all this because I want you to know the strongest reason
-that has prevented me from following in your footsteps and, as I once
-dreamed of doing, giving myself up either at home or abroad to the grand
-missionary work which still seems to me the most satisfying kind of work
-in the world. No, I cannot be a missionary; I think I shall never dare
-to teach any one; I don’t know how; but, thank God, I have come to see a
-little more clearly some truths to which I think it is possible for the
-human mind to attain. The vision thus gained, though still at times a
-fleeting one, has, I firmly believe, placed me forever beyond the reach
-of the nightmare of doubts and mortal terrors which first assailed me
-after I dared trust myself to think and question.
-
-No one, not bred in a New England home with all the Puritan traditions
-imbibed with every breath, can realize the fever and despair that I have
-felt more than once after I dared to think and face the result of my
-thought. But that torture can never come again. Not that I have relapsed
-into indifference or have heeded the pleadings of my devout friends to
-“only believe,” that so I might dread my doubts as impious and accept
-without question the creed of my fathers. No! Kant, Hegel, and Fichte,
-Carlyle and Emerson, Robertson, Stanley, Phillips Brooks, and, more than
-all, the unprejudiced study of the Bible itself, have kept me from that.
-
-I no longer tremble at the question whether the record of the miracles
-be fact or no; it touches not my spiritual life. The baby born next door
-yesterday is a greater miracle to me than Lazarus raised from the dead;
-the morning’s breakfast turned into vital force that guides this hand as
-marvelous as water changed to wine. Whether the resurrection of Jesus be
-literal fact or not, it in no wise affects my immortality. My faith
-rests on something surer than the accuracy of any historic fact.
-
-Are you shocked? Yes, doubtless, for so should I have been once. I do
-not expect you to understand me yet, unless you too have been climbing
-up to the light by the same path in which I have been led. You will
-think that I have been venturing on dangerous ground, but I could not
-write to you without granting your request to tell you how it was with
-me in my inmost self.
-
-You ask whether I am married or am going to be. The first question I
-have answered; as to the second, the most that I can say is that when a
-woman has lived a dozen years beyond sweet sixteen and has never been
-very deeply in love, it argues either that she has lived like a nun, or
-something rather uncomplimentary to her heart, and that there is
-precious little prospect of her ever finding the right one after that.
-
-They say no woman ever fails of some time having at least one suitor.
-Well, I have had my one. A burly, broad-chested business man he was,
-with very decided ideas about protection and mining stock, with a good
-deal of amused wonder at my independence of thought and action, and a
-chivalrous old-fashioned pity for gentlewomen who had to earn their
-living. He felt pretty desperately when I said “no,” and I had to say it
-three or four times before he could believe it, for he had been so sure
-that a poor young creature like me must long for his strong arm and good
-bank account to shield her from the “world’s cold blasts.” I did like
-him, I confess, but not enough; not as I must love the one to whom I
-would gladly, heartily, pledge my whole self for life.
-
-So, one bright spring day he sailed away for South America and never
-returned. He married a Spanish wife, I hear, who will inherit his
-millions, for he made shrewd investments and became enormously wealthy.
-The “Herald” had a dispatch yesterday morning announcing his death from
-sunstroke. It gave me a shock. Yes, he was a good man, and I did like
-him; but I am glad I am not his widow in spite of his millions.
-
-We were talking at lunch to-day about wealth, and when I answered the
-question “How much money would you wish for if you could have your
-wish?” by saying “Twenty-five millions,” every one looked aghast.
-
-“What, _you_, Mildred, of all persons! Why, you never cared for diamonds
-or horses or yachts or anything grand,” exclaimed one.
-
-“What in the world would you do with it?” asked another. “You couldn’t
-spend half a million with your modest tastes, and the rest would be
-simply a dead weight. You would be bored to death with lawyers and
-beggars, and have brain fever in six weeks.”
-
-“Oh no,” interposed a third; “she would buy shoes for all the barefoot
-children, and build colleges from Alaska to Key West.”
-
-“If you were like most people you would find it the hardest thing in the
-world to spend your money wisely,” said auntie, sagely.
-
-So I kept my counsel and said nothing. I can’t help wishing, though, to
-know what will become of these millions which I might have had by saying
-that one little word five years ago. It seems to me I should not be
-utterly at a loss to find some wise uses for them, and it would not be
-by building colleges which are not needed, or by encouraging
-pauperism....
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
-
- (Extract from the “Boston Herald.”)
-
- MILDRED’S MILLIONS.—BOSTON’S BEAUTIFUL BELLE FALLS HEIRESS TO A
- FORTUNE ESTIMATED AT THIRTY MILLIONS! MISS MILDRED BREWSTER THE SOLE
- HEIRESS.
-
-
-When the rumor in yesterday’s South American despatches hinted that the
-colossal fortune amassed by the late Mr. William Dunreath was, according
-to his will, to be transferred _in toto_ to a Boston lady, when
-moreover, on investigation, the name of the aforesaid lady was disclosed
-by her lawyer, an enterprising representative of the “Herald” was not
-long in finding his way to the residence of this favored daughter of
-fortune.
-
-Two other journalists, with pencil and pad in readiness, arrived almost
-simultaneously and were shown into the reception room.
-
-Miss Brewster was out.
-
-Would her ladyship soon return?
-
-That was doubtful.
-
-A skillful use of some of Uncle Sam’s coin, however, secured an “aside”
-in the library with the sable domestic whose acquaintance with desirable
-facts proved a godsend.
-
-“Was Miss Brewster young?”
-
-Certainly. She had just celebrated her twenty-fourth birthday, or, to
-quote our informant more literally, “Yes, sah, she is done gone
-twenty-fo’ shuah, fo’ I made her buffday cake.”
-
-“Was Miss Brewster handsome?”
-
-In response to this momentous question this jewel of a Chloe produced
-from a corner of the library a photograph album containing two cabinet
-photographs, taken in Boston and Paris respectively, and representing
-one of the most attractive types of petite female beauty. One picture
-was taken in a jaunty riding habit, displaying to good advantage a
-slender, trim figure, with a graceful poise to a very pretty head, and a
-pair of fascinating dark eyes looking frankly at you from under the
-hat-brim. The other was in a white evening dress modestly covering the
-sloping shoulders, the hair worn Pompadour, and no ornaments save
-flowers. There was a delicacy and refinement indicated in the small ear
-and sensitive mouth, which betokened generations of the best blood and
-culture. It was gratifying to perceive that the enviable possessor of
-one of the largest private fortunes in New England was evidently richly
-endowed by nature with every charm which could lend grace to the
-brilliant position in society that she without doubt is destined to
-fill.
-
-The “Herald” representative inquired further as to the past history of
-Miss Brewster, and learned that she was the only child of a physician,
-was born in Cambridge, has spent some years in foreign travel and study
-under the chaperonage of a distinguished leader of society, was
-presented at the Court of St. James, and received marked attention from
-some of the scions of the oldest and noblest houses of England.
-
-She is supposed to have had a small independent fortune of her own, but
-having literary and philanthropic tastes, has quietly devoted herself to
-study and works of charity, thus depriving society of one peculiarly
-fitted to be one of its brightest ornaments.
-
-The connection between the defunct millionaire and the charming girl
-upon whom he has lavished all his wealth seems hard to prove. From all
-that could be learned, however, it seems conclusive that an engagement
-existed between them, and that the death of Mr. Dunreath was a great
-shock to the fortunate lady of his choice. In the absence of any family
-or near relatives, Mr. D. being an only son and a bachelor, she will
-find no one to dispute the will. This latter point was confirmed by her
-lawyer, Mr. Kilrain, of No. 55 Pemberton Square, who, however, remained
-very provokingly non-committal on all other points of interest,
-intimating that he was thus obeying the instructions of his fair client,
-who modestly wishes to avoid the sudden notoriety which her fortune will
-necessarily bring upon her.
-
-A call on some of her co-workers in the Associated Charities revealed
-the fact that Miss Brewster is ardently absorbed in her work, and has
-been peculiarly successful in winning the hearts of the street _gamins_
-in her district. She is interested in various charities, and it is
-anticipated that her increased wealth will not lessen the time nor the
-interest which she has devoted to her various benefactions.
-
-It was intimated from one source that Miss Brewster holds very
-pronounced views upon women’s rights, and will probably use a great part
-of her wealth in advancing the cause of female suffrage, but this we are
-loth to believe.
-
-(Extract from the “Boston Globe.”)
-
-... After waiting an hour and calling at three different times, the
-representative of the “Globe” was finally so fortunate as to encounter
-the fair lady in whom the public is now feeling so warm an interest. She
-had just returned home, and was standing in the hall with her little
-toque of wine-colored velvet still crowning her chestnut tresses, and
-her tall, stately figure draped from head to foot in a fur-trimmed cloak
-of the same shade.
-
-She received the “Globe” representative most courteously, ushering him
-into a cosy little reception room, and meanwhile drawing off the _gants
-de suede_ which encased her shapely hands. She seemed nervous and tired,
-but had a brilliant color which deepened perceptibly when requested to
-grant an interview. The involuntary look of surprise and _hauteur_ which
-accompanied this only enhanced her beauty, but quickly recovering
-herself she replied without embarrassment that there was nothing
-whatever that she wished to state to the public. She had not been
-apprised of the nature of the will until within three days. Since then
-she had been overwhelmed with business arrangements, and was very tired
-and wished to see only her intimate friends.
-
-One question, however, she so far forgot herself as to answer, namely,
-as to whether she should change her residence. She replied that she
-purposed soon to leave town for an indefinite period. A further question
-designed to draw out some information regarding her acquaintance with
-Mr. Dunreath, whom it is certain she has for a long time corresponded
-with, met with no reply beyond “I will bid you good evening.”
-
-Miss Brewster is certainly a very prepossessing lady. In addition to her
-beauty her voice is particularly well modulated and pleasing. She is
-decidedly above the medium height, and has a queenly air combined with a
-brisk, business-like manner, which gives evidence that she is at once a
-lady and a shrewd woman of the world,—an indication of anything but the
-helpless state into which most inexperienced women would have been
-thrown at so sudden and astounding a change of fortune.
-
-In the gaslight and with such a color Miss Brewster had the appearance
-of being not over twenty-three; we learn, however, on unquestioned
-authority from a former schoolmate of hers, that she is just twenty-six,
-having had a birthday last week.
-
-Miss Brewster is said to be a very devout church-woman of the
-ritualistic type, and usually attends the Church of the Advent.
-
-The Hub is certainly to be commiserated at the prospect of so soon
-losing a lady who would otherwise become one of its most admired belles
-as well as a leader of its most cultured society, and we trust that her
-stay though indefinite may not be prolonged.
-
-
-Three of the one hundred and twenty-seven letters received by Miss
-Brewster during the first week after the above newspaper extracts
-appeared will serve as types of the whole.
-
-LETTER NO. I.
-
- JONESPORT, PA., _Jan. — 18—_
-
- DEREST MISS BREWSTER HONORED MISS
-
-God has been verry bountiful too you truly and no doubt your kind heart
-is greatful for all his Mercies and anxshus to do your part in relieving
-the wos of humanity. Henceforth your couch is down and your pathway
-strude with roses. You have more money than you know what too do with
-and will take it kindly for me suggest a most useful and feesable way to
-do the greatest good to the greatest number which is the Christian’s
-vitle breath. My dorter Rose Ethel Bangs is just turned sixtine and is
-as smart and handsum a girl as ever trod shu lether. She is awful
-musicle and is just dying to get a chance to go to the Boston
-Conservatory, she plays the banjo best of anybody in the county and has
-given solo peices at some of the best concerts she plays the melodeon at
-meeting and the best critics say her voice is amazing a professor from
-Philadelfy said he had heard a great many voices but he never heard a
-voice that was as strong as her voice. A yere’s residens in Boston would
-complete her education she has a young gentleman second cousin who is
-anxshus to show her about to see the sites and 300 dollers with what her
-pa can raise would just about do the bizness now dear miss when you have
-it in your pour to bestough such a blessing how can you refrane. We
-shall bless you and my dorter will be a credit to you and a jewel in the
-crown which our Heavenly father will bestough on all who remember the
-proverb it is more blessed to give than to receive.
-
- Yours with love and regards
- MRS. MATTIE T. BANGS.
-
-P. S. I send Bose Ethel’s tintype took when she was fourtine she wears
-her hair up now.
-
-LETTER NO. II.
-
- NEW YORK, N. Y., —— Street.
-
- DEAR MISS BREWSTER:
-
-Permit me at this moment of your joy and unprecedented good fortune to
-present to you my most heartfelt congratulations.
-
-Perhaps you may not recollect my humble self, as you always impressed me
-with such a sense of awe and dignity that I dared not venture to
-disclose to you the _profound_ admiration which I have always felt for
-your _exalted_ character.
-
-Rarely have I known such a nature as yours. One so endowed with all the
-charms and graces of a _goddess_ and a _saint_ it has never been my
-fortune to meet. Do not think I am flattering you, _mon ange_; but ever
-since the first moment when my eyes fell on your face suffused with dewy
-tears, as you bade good-by to your native land, you have been the ideal
-of my fondest dreams.
-
-I sailed with you on the steamer, like you bound for those shores of
-mystery and delight which from childhood’s hour had haunted my
-imagination, now _hélas!_ never to be revisited, for I—how can I say
-it?—have been doomed by fate to lose _all_ that is most dear to me.
-
-I had kept my diamond earrings until the last, but yesterday even those,
-my last precious treasures, had to be sacrificed. How can I relate to
-you the story of our disgrace!
-
-A year ago papa failed, and we were obliged to leave our palatial home
-on Fifth Avenue and betake ourselves to a small hotel on W. Ninth
-Street. I nearly cried my eyes out. I spent days and nights in weeping
-over our sad fortunes, and as one by one I was obliged to surrender the
-darling treasures of happier days I felt that if this were to go on I
-should either become a _hopeless wreck_ with shattered nerves and end my
-days in a lunatic asylum, or else that rather than suffer the mental
-torture which I had endured I should with my own hand take the life
-which was a _curse_ to me.
-
-Everything has gone from bad to worse, though I have fought against fate
-with all the passion of _desperation_. Our friends have deserted us;
-that is, all the young society which I care about and really need to
-keep up my spirits and make me cheerful. I can find no congenial society
-in the class with whom I am doomed to associate, and so I keep my room,
-and solace my sad hours with works of fiction, which for the time being
-take me out of myself, and with fancy work, which is the one little link
-that connects me with my happy past.
-
-But now a crisis has come in papa’s affairs. He is offered a position in
-Jersey City, and compels us to go with him to this _odious_ place, to
-live in a second or third rate boarding-house, away from everything that
-makes life endurable.
-
-I _cannot_ do it. I should simply be burying myself alive. To one of my
-sensitive temperament the shock would be too great, and I know that I
-should become but a wreck of my former self.
-
-I have racked my brains and tossed on my sleepless pillow many a night,
-endeavoring to solve the problem that is before me.
-
-This morning a ray of light dawned upon the gloom which has enshrouded
-me. I picked up the morning paper and read the delightful announcement
-of the good fortune which has come to you. My heart throbbed with
-sympathetic joy, _mon amie_, to think that in this desolate world at
-least one whom I loved was _completely_ happy.
-
-The report says that you are soon to go abroad. Like an inspiration the
-thought came to me, “Oh, if only I could go with her as a _companion_!”
-The thought fairly suffocated me. Once the idea of attempting to go as a
-paid companion, of accepting money for services rendered, no matter how
-valuable they might be, would have brought the blush to my cheek. But my
-pride has been humbled, and though even now I could not do it for every
-one, for _you_ whom I _adore_ it would seem no sacrifice but a
-privilege.
-
-I could be of invaluable service to you in shopping and in visiting
-galleries. I speak French perfectly, and could play whist or sing to you
-when you are tired. I know how to arrange flowers, to design toilettes,
-to order dinners, and can read aloud without fatigue. I could relieve
-you of all care, and this you will certainly require, as so many new
-cares have devolved upon you, and you must be distracted with all the
-new things you have to order and to attend to.
-
-What steamer shall you take? I like the North German Lloyd best,—don’t
-you?
-
-I can be ready at a moment’s notice. I await your answer in an _agony_
-of suspense.
-
- Yours devotedly,
- M. JEANETTE MASON.
-
-LETTER NO. III.
-
- E. GAINSBOROUGH, VT.
-
- MISS BREWSTER:
-
-DEAR MISS,—No doubt you will be very much surprised to get a letter from
-me for you don’t know me at all and I don’t know you at all and I
-persume you are not used to getting letters from strangers. But you are
-a rich kind lady and as a last resorse I turn to you for my heart is
-bleeding and my friends can’t do no more for me. I am an inventor as you
-will be surprised to learn. Ever since I was able to hold a jack knife
-and whittle I have been whittling out things and making inventions. Some
-folks say I am a genius and if I had my rights I should be rolling in
-welth and be able to keep a horse and carriage.
-
-My inventions have been about all sorts of things. I almost got a patent
-for a clothes-wringer but a mean sneak of a fellow stole it from me
-taking the bread from my children’s mouths. My wife took in sewing and
-washing and the children milked the cow and kept the garden running and
-sometimes I got odd jobs. But a month ago Susie and Jimmie took sick
-with scarlet fever and wife she was up with them night and day and she
-took sick too and first Jimmie died and then Susie, and mother the next
-day.
-
-I did the best I could and the neighbors was kind and came in spite of
-its being so catching.
-
-But now there all gone and nobody but the baby and me is left. He had it
-light and wan’t down but a day or two. I feel most crazy when I think of
-it all and wonder what I’m going to do. The neighbors cooked up some
-vittles for a few days but there poor too and I can’t count on them for
-doing much.
-
-I’ve got to do something right off and I an’t a cent of money more than
-enough to pay the postage of this letter.
-
-Last night when Mis deacon Allen went by with the newspaper she had got
-to the P. O. she stopped and read me all about your getting rich so
-sudden and she said to me brother Silas if I was you I’d just write to
-that Miss Brewster and if she’s a woman with a heart in her she’ll feel
-for that poor motherless little feller there a toddlin about, and you
-with your hands tied sos you cant leave him a minute. I’d take him
-myself said she if my hands wasnt tied too. Which is true enough for
-shes five of her own and one adopted.
-
-Now Miss Brewster if you could take my baby for a while, his name is
-Orlando and he is 18 months old and help me make a man of him and get on
-my feet a little and carry out a scheme I’ve got for an improved churn
-I’d thank you to my dying day. I aint a great hand at farm work for I
-cut my foot in a mowing machine and have been lame ever since and my
-hearing is bad. So you see there aint much I can do except invent and
-sometimes if it want for the inventing I think Id rather die. But I do
-feel sure sometime if I can only get a chance I can invent something
-that will sell and then I can repay you.
-
-If you send for Orlie to go to Boston I must stay there too. I couldn’t
-bear to be so far away from him. I should die of lonesomeness. Couldn’t
-you get me a chance there? I am forty-six years old and a professor.[1]
-
- Yr. ob’t servant,
- SILAS KITTREDGE.
-
-Footnote 1:
-
- Of religion.—ED.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
-
- Notwithstanding all that England has done for the good of India, the
- missionaries have done more than all other agencies combined.—LORD
- LAWRENCE, in 1871.
-
- ... all this is very surprising when it is considered that five years
- ago nothing but the fern flourished here; native workmanship taught by
- the missionaries has effected this change; the lesson of the
- missionaries is the enchanter’s wand.... I look back to but one bright
- spot in New Zealand, and that is Waimate with its Christian
- inhabitants.—CHARLES DARWIN, _Journal of Researches in Natural History
- and Geology_.
-
-
- EXTRACT FROM MISS BREWSTER’S DIARY.
-
-For the first time since the lawyer’s call a week ago I sit down to
-collect my wits after this whirl of excitement, and, like the old woman
-in the nursery rhyme, ask myself if it can be that I am really I.
-
-I am frightfully tired, and it may be childish to write this all out for
-no one’s eye but my own. I cannot sleep, however, and I feel as if it
-would be a relief and might cool the fever in my veins to calmly make a
-record of some of the momentous events of these last few days. So many
-things are crowding upon me that I fear my mind will be a chaos if I do
-not attempt something like this to help me to quiet and arrange my
-thoughts.
-
-When Mr. Kilrain came with the cablegram and letters, I neither laughed
-nor cried nor fainted. I was perfectly calm. I did not realize it in the
-least, just as a girl never realizes what it all means when she kneels
-before the altar as a bride, or when she stands beside the dead white
-face that she has loved.
-
-After the real meaning of the thing dawned upon me and I began to
-comprehend that I, whose golden dreams had been quietly put aside
-forever, was now actually to realize those dreams, to exchange prose for
-poetry, and insignificance and uselessness for tremendous power such as
-I had always longed for,—when the possibilities of it all came over me
-and I saw that I could now actually build all my air castles on this
-earth, besides doing many other things of which I have dreamed,—it gave
-me at first a thorough ague fit, followed by a burning fever which
-nothing could allay until I had seen my will written, signed, and
-witnessed.
-
-Every one thought it such an odd thing for me to think of at first.
-Auntie said, “Wait and take time to think it over, dear. You are
-laboring under a nervous strain now; wait and rest and enjoy yourself a
-little while. Go to Hollander’s and order a fine outfit. I will help you
-find a French maid, for you will need one, of course; then travel after
-that, if you like. Take time to make up your mind. It isn’t possible for
-you to know how to spend such an enormous sum wisely without great
-thought.”
-
-I could find no rest, however, until I had put beyond a peradventure the
-danger of my dying and leaving nothing done towards carrying out all the
-projects which have been so dear to me.
-
-My will is made, and though I may change it next week,—doubtless I shall
-change it more than once as I get more wisdom,—I know that it is in the
-main as I shall let it stand.
-
-Mr. Kilrain’s partner and uncle Madison start at once for South America
-to look after my interests, and transfer my stocks and landed property
-as soon as possible into our government and railroad bonds. I cannot
-bear to feel that I am employing hundreds of people whom I do not know,
-and who may suffer from the extortion of villainous agents and overseers
-whom I cannot control. If I could go to South America myself, and if I
-understood enough of business to administer my affairs personally, I
-might, perhaps, do as much good by giving employment to great numbers of
-people there, and treating them in a helpful Christian fashion, as by
-anything that I can do at home.
-
-But it would take me ten years at least to learn the language and know
-the people and the business merely in its outlines. My lawyers say it
-would require half a dozen of the shrewdest men simply to make
-investments and oversee the overseers, and I can foresee that a woman
-dependent on lawyers and agents is in no wise to be envied. So I am
-determined to free myself from these worries as to the details of making
-money, and devote my whole energies to making this fortune, which has so
-strangely fallen to me, tell for good in the future of our country.
-
-I am sure that nowhere else in Christendom can money be made to produce
-such far-reaching results. Last night I lay awake for hours, planning
-this work. My mind is made up. For the next few years I shall travel and
-study, first, the resources and necessities of our own country, and
-after that the social and economic questions in the Old World. Meanwhile
-I shall begin to carry out some of my schemes at once, and not wait for
-lawyers and trustees to squabble over my money after my death.
-
-As I am planning to leave Boston soon, I determined to meet some of the
-people whom I have chosen as trustees of certain funds. Accordingly I
-invited five people of different religious faiths, the broadest-minded
-and most public-spirited persons known to me,—Revs. P—— B——, A—— McK——,
-E. E. H——, P—— M——, and Mrs. A—— F—— P——. Not one of them had an inkling
-as to what it was all about, or knew who were invited beside himself.
-Mr. Kilrain was there in obedience to my request. I wished him to see
-that everything was done legally, and, besides, to draw up all the
-necessary papers.
-
-I fairly shivered with delight and excitement as they came in one by one
-and I introduced myself to them, feeling very much like a young queen
-who has just ascended a throne and summons her generals and wise
-counselors to plan a campaign.
-
-I had a dainty lunch served in a cosy little parlor, and as soon as the
-servants were gone I began, rather tremulously, it must be confessed, to
-make my little speech. They all knew, of course, that they were invited
-to give me counsel on some philanthropic matter, but further than that
-they were in the dark. As nearly as I can remember this is what I said:—
-
-“You are all aware that I have asked the favor of your company to-day in
-order to discuss a serious matter involving the expenditure of a large
-sum of money. I wish to avail myself of the united wisdom of those
-present to enable me to use for good and not for evil the enormous
-wealth which has so suddenly dropped from the skies, as it were, into my
-hands.
-
-“I count myself as simply a steward, and know well that before my own
-conscience, if before no other tribunal, I shall be called to account
-for my stewardship.
-
-“It is stated that one of the seven greatest sources of pauperism in
-London is foolish almsgiving. I am perfectly aware that I may ‘give all
-my goods to feed the poor,’ and do more harm by it than if I threw my
-offerings into the Charles River.
-
-“I am convinced that if I would help any man I must do it by giving him
-the means to help himself, and thus to retain or gain his self-respect.
-
-“My thoughts and affections go out most strongly to our own country, and
-therefore most of my money is to be spent in it. I feel that by helping
-to outline the new paths which multitudes are to follow here, I shall
-best help the progress of humanity everywhere. But I am not so
-narrowminded as to think it right to wait until we get all the
-industrial schools and kindergartens that we need here, before we teach
-the first elements of decency to our brothers and sisters in Africa and
-every other stronghold of heathenism and savagery. My childhood was
-spent with earnest people who were interested in the missionary work. As
-a child, I read the ‘Missionary Herald,’ and gave my mite towards
-building the Morning Star.
-
-“But of late years I have lived in a society whose sentiment has been
-more than half contemptuous of foreign missions. ‘Let us civilize the
-heathen at home,’ they say; ‘let us do the duty that lies nearest, and
-not meddle with what is none of our business.’
-
-“I am tired of this prating and ignorant talk by would-be cultured
-people who know nothing of the real results of missionary work. They
-find no fault with actresses or sea-captains or Bohemians who choose
-exile for gain or pleasure, but they are always ready to cry out against
-the folly of one who goes to teach men the alphabet, and tell women that
-they are something more than beasts of burden or mere child-bearing
-animals.
-
-“I am constantly meeting people who talk as if Buddhism contained all
-that is of value in Christianity, and who actually scoff at any attempt
-to disturb what they call the picturesque, simple faith of their carvers
-of ivory bric-à-brac.
-
-“I revere Buddha. I do not ignore the fact that in all ages God has not
-left himself without a witness, and that many seers and prophets have
-led the nations toward the light. But I prefer the sunlight to the
-twilight, and what vision of truth has come to me I would pass along to
-others. Especially do I long to help the women. Sometimes their
-degradation and helplessness appeals so powerfully to my imagination
-that I feel that I must give my money and my time without stint, until
-selfish, indifferent Christendom is forced to remember what is the true
-condition of two thirds of the world.”
-
-I was trembling all over with nervous excitement, and, as usual, was so
-absorbed in what I was saying as to quite forget to wonder what these
-five people, so much older and wiser and more experienced than I, must
-think of my sitting there and talking to them in this fashion. I am
-dreadfully afraid it must have seemed conceited or audacious or
-something of the sort. However, they knew nothing about me or my ideas,
-and as it was quite necessary that they should understand my position
-before they could give me any counsel, I proceeded to make it known.
-
-“I am not content,” I said, “with most methods that have been used.
-Sectarianism, bigotry, and ignorance have often perverted the best
-results. The good souls who fear to send a preacher, no matter how
-devoted, unless he preach exactly their ‘ism,’ seem to me to be
-retarding by many years the consummation so devoutly to be wished. The
-most Christlike men whom I know could not be sent out as missionaries by
-the American Board. I believe there are hundreds of ardent young souls
-who would be led to offer themselves for work in foreign lands if the
-restrictions of creed did not stand in the way.
-
-“Do not misunderstand me. I do not condemn creeds. Doubtless every one
-who thinks must have some kind of a creed, however short it be. But in
-the making of bequests, in endowments which are to help affect the
-thought of future generations, it seems to me difficult to avoid
-ultimate lawsuits, temptation to mental dishonesty, and infinite harm,
-unless the founder works on the broadest principles and sees the work
-begun in his lifetime.
-
-“I have written my will this week and have devoted a very large sum of
-money for the establishment of a fund, the amount of which I shall not
-at present name, to be used as follows:—
-
-“For the management and expenditure of this fund I have chosen five
-trustees. These shall fill vacancies in their number as they occur from
-death, resignation, incapacity, or whatever cause. One member, at least,
-shall always be a woman, and as many as three Christian denominations
-shall always be represented among the five trustees.
-
-“The fund shall be called the ‘Christian Missionary Fund,’ and the work
-shall be, so far as the trustees are concerned, entirely unsectarian,
-though always distinctly Christian and Protestant.
-
-“The fund shall be devoted to the following purposes:
-
-“First, for promoting the spiritual and mental, and thus indirectly the
-material, welfare of the most helpless and degraded people on the globe.
-
-“Second, for promoting Christianity and education in lands like Japan,
-where there is already an awakened aspiration for better things, and
-hence the most immediate results may be anticipated.
-
-“Third, for promoting such measures as shall diminish the slave-trade
-wherever it exists, and for preventing the liquor traffic between
-civilized and barbarous nations, for instance, such as is now disgracing
-and desolating the Congo State.
-
-“Any man or woman who applies to be sent out as preacher, teacher, or
-agent, for promoting any of these ends, shall be accepted if he or she
-give satisfactory evidence to the committee of being fitted to do
-sufficiently helpful work in the positions to which they are assigned.
-No acceptation of any creed shall be required of any applicant. After
-being enrolled for the work, however, all shall be required to leave
-detailed written statements of their religious beliefs. These are to be
-kept on file for statistical purposes, together with the records of the
-subsequent work of the candidates, their methods of labor, and the
-results accomplished.
-
-“Every woman employed by the trustees shall receive the same salary as a
-man would receive for doing the same work. In sending out preachers and
-pastors no distinction shall be made in regard to sex. All women
-desiring to preach and to administer the sacraments shall be authorized
-to do so if possessed of proper qualifications.”
-
-In regard to that latter clause I had had considerable discussion with
-auntie previous to convening the trustees.
-
-“Isn’t that a little odd?” she asked. “I am afraid some clergymen would
-be shocked at that.”
-
-“Aunt Madison,” I said, “if it is desirable to have the sacraments of
-communion or baptism celebrated at all, I can see no reason why they
-cannot be done by a woman’s hand as well as by that of a man? If the
-hand that made the bread does not desecrate it, why may not that same
-hand break and pass it, provided it be done in a proper spirit? Is a
-man’s hand any more sacred than a woman’s?”
-
-“Oh, it isn’t that,” said auntie, fidgeting a little; “but it is the
-words and the service which go with it, of course.”
-
-“Certainly,” said I,—rather bluntly, too, I am afraid,—“and those words
-consist of quotations from the words of Christ and Paul, and a prayer. I
-see no reason why quotations and prayer uttered by a female voice may
-not be just as acceptable to the Almighty as if spoken by a male voice.
-(I hate those words ‘male’ and ‘female,’ but I thought it would help her
-to see the absurdity of our conventional notions about such things.)”
-
-“Well, dear, perhaps so, if you look at it that way,” she said; “but
-what do you think the apostles would have thought of such a thing?”
-
-“As a matter-of-fact,” said I, “the members of the early church, who ate
-at one table, and had all things in common, and celebrated their Lord’s
-death at the close of their meal in the simplest way in the world,
-probably passed the cup from one to the other informally, and women as
-well as men took part in what little service there was. It seems to me
-in this age of common sense on other subjects it is time we had a little
-more of it in religion.”
-
-How saucy that appears as I write it. I wonder if I am getting
-dictatorial.
-
-I told the trustees, that, although their work as trustees was to be
-entirely undenominational, and that they were to discourage any
-sectarian work in whatever schools and churches might be established,
-this was not to be interpreted to mean a refusal to send good men and
-women, even if they held narrow sectarian views. I hold myself too
-liberal to refuse to send any one who can do any good, even though he
-hold mediæval views on eschatology. If a man can persuade a savage to
-wash his face and stop beating his wife, I am willing to allow him his
-cassock and crucifix and all the joys of a celibate High Churchism, so
-long, at least, as he holds himself responsible to no other body than
-the committee of my choosing. I have observed that a fair amount of
-civilization, intelligence, and real Christianity can co-exist with a
-very crude theology. So any good man who cares enough about helping his
-fellow-men to work hard on a moderate salary, as an exile in a heathen
-land, shall not be hindered from going until enough better men offer
-themselves to take his place.
-
-I told my guests that I wished to begin the work at once. Without
-stating whether or not they were the trustees referred to in my will, I
-asked them to assume for the next three years the responsibility of
-disbursing two hundred thousand dollars annually in the way I had
-specified. I shall keep the money in my own hands so that they need not
-be troubled about investments, and shall pay the amount in installments,
-as they call for it.
-
-I requested them to do exactly as they thought best, without any more
-reference to me than if I were dead, except when they came to any
-misunderstanding in regard to the interpretation of my wishes as
-expressed above.
-
-I shall have accurate reports of their proceedings, and thus be able to
-rectify any point that is left obscure, or that is capable of abuse.
-
-I requested that my name should not be made known in connection with all
-this.
-
-When I had finished there was a pause; then Dr. H—— in his genial way
-began—But I can write no more to-night.
-
-(Extract from an editorial in the “Church Inquisitor.”)
-
-It is with feelings of mingled interest and alarm that we report as the
-most notable of recent events in the religious world the announcement of
-an enormous bequest for foreign missionary work.
-
-“Why alarm?” may be asked. But a careful reading of the provisions of
-the bequest which we publish in another column will assure the reader
-that the conditions under which it is given are unprecedented and allow
-possibilities so dangerous as to create great anxiety in the minds of
-those who are well grounded in the faith and zealous for the maintenance
-of pure doctrine. As it is needless to say that in matters of such
-moment we hold that the most stringent regulations and careful scrutiny
-should be exercised, it is evident that the utter abolishing of all
-tests, allowing the teaching of the most dangerous heresies by
-Unitarians, Universalists, Spiritualists, Christian Scientists and what
-not,—and this to be done in the name of Christian Missions,—is
-startling, to say the least.
-
-It will be readily seen that to the mind of the untutored savage unable
-to distinguish genuine Christianity from that which is spurious, and as
-likely to accept the one as the other, the danger of confounding the two
-to the discredit of all true piety will be great, if the restrictions
-laid down in the bequest are to be binding.
-
-To be sure, the men and women sent out by this fund must be presumed to
-possess a fair amount of intellect and moral character, though how their
-spiritual condition is to be ascertained before hearing a statement of
-their creed we fail to see. Doubtless something may be done in the way
-of building up schools and supplementing the work of those whom our
-Board sends to preach the gospel. For this we rejoice and give thanks.
-Knowing the genuine Christian character of some members of the
-committee, we are led to hope that they will deem no one fit to send out
-as a proclaimer of the doctrines of Christianity who holds the evidently
-loose views of the framer of this singular bequest. As only one of the
-trustees is a Unitarian, and as Unitarians are proverbially indifferent
-to foreign missions, it seems to leave considerable ground for the hope
-that none of that sect will apply, or, if applying, will be sent.
-
-The donor’s name is withheld, but it is shrewdly surmised to be the late
-Mr. Albert Danforth of Springfield, formerly a noted Free-thinker, but
-who is said to have had a deathbed repentance and to have attempted to
-appease his conscience by bestowing his vast wealth in the manner
-described. In this case why his name should be withheld remains a
-mystery.
-
-It will be noticed that another peculiar feature of the bequest is that
-one trustee at least shall always be a woman. In the course of time
-there is nothing to prevent all of them being women, as four of the five
-appointed are known to be in favor of female suffrage. As the late Mr.
-Danforth, among his other radical notions, held the same unscriptural
-view of woman’s functions, the promotion of “women’s rights” views by
-the endowment in question is to be feared.
-
-It is, perhaps, well enough to pay women in the mission field the same
-sum as that given to men for the same work, though this possibly would
-be too attractive an allurement for some unworthy persons who might
-assume the sacred duties in question for the sake of the loaves and
-fishes. But what seems especially unwise as well as wholly unscriptural,
-and of which we feel compelled to assert our disapproval, is the
-provision that women shall be permitted to administer the holy
-sacraments. See Corinthians i. 14, 34, and xi. 3, 7.
-
-There seems to be no serious objection to women preaching to assemblies
-of their own sex where male missionaries cannot be admitted; but that
-such an extreme step should be taken as to desecrate and turn into a
-farce the ordinances of baptism and the Lord’s Supper by allowing them
-to be administered by a woman, is something that we must deplore.
-
-Were it not that most of the trustees appointed represent the new school
-of thought, which seems to rely more on reason than on the Written Word,
-we should wonder at their being able to satisfy their consciences if
-they accept responsibilities encumbered by such restrictions.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
-
- LETTER TO AN INTIMATE FRIEND.
-
-
- FIFTH AVENUE HOTEL, NEW YORK, _February —, 18—._
-
-MY DEAR ALICE,—I ran away from Boston without saying good-by to you. Dr.
-Wesselhoeft predicted all sorts of horrors—hysterics, St. Vitus’s dance,
-nervous prostration, and I don’t know what else, if I did not at once
-get away from the hosts of people who drove me distracted with an
-incessant ringing of the door-bell from breakfast until bedtime. I was
-not aware that I had so many friends before. Every pupil I have ever
-had, every passing acquaintance even, has felt it to be his or her
-privilege and duty to call and congratulate me and bore me to death with
-their ecstasies and flatteries.
-
-I rather liked it at first, I must confess. It was all so novel to me,
-and it showed some of my acquaintances in an entirely new light, which,
-I found, gave me an admirable opportunity for a study of character on
-its drollest side. Whenever I entered the reception room and found it
-lined with callers waiting all on tiptoe for my appearance, I really
-felt like a president beset by office-seekers during his first month at
-the White House.
-
-But a few days of all this rather nauseated me, and I thanked my fortune
-that it had not come at my birth, but had allowed me to make many true
-and tried friends before bestowing on me what I fear will now always
-make me suspicious of a lack of disinterestedness in every new-comer.
-
-However, in leaving Boston and coming to New York I fancy that I have
-only jumped out of the frying-pan into the fire, for letters pursue me
-everywhere. I devote every forenoon to reading them and dictating
-replies to my amanuensis. Many of them are applications for money or
-help of some sort, some of them outrageous, and some very pitiful
-indeed. I had one some days ago from a poor fellow in Vermont, who
-fancied himself an inventor. He had just lost his wife and two children,
-and implored me to “help him make a man” of the only little one left to
-him. His letter sounded so forlorn that it went to my heart, so I sent
-telegrams of inquiry about him to the postmaster and the minister in his
-native town. They answered my questions satisfactorily, and I sent at
-once for the man to come.
-
-Such a dazed, bewildered-looking creature as he was, to be sure, when he
-stepped out of the carriage, which I had sent for him, and stumbled
-clumsily up the steps with his baby, tied up in an old red shawl, in his
-arms!
-
-He told me the simple story of his life, its little ambitions and narrow
-outlook; of his conversion and his courtship, and of the horrors of
-disease and death and poverty, to which his pinched face and trembling
-hands bore witness. The boy was a pathetic little morsel of humanity,
-and his sad little mouth won my heart. I have taken charge of the child,
-and, please God, I will “make a man of him.” The father is quite unfit
-for hard work, and what to do with him I did not know, when suddenly I
-bethought myself of a magazine article which you loaned me some time
-ago, apropos of “A Universal Tinker.” The man is clever with tools, I
-hear, and just the one to do odd bits of mending and attending to the
-thousand and one things which are always getting out of order about a
-house. So I sent him with a letter to all my Back Bay friends, and eight
-of them have offered to pay him five dollars a month each, on condition
-that he keep everything in their establishments in repair. I have given
-him a chest of tools, and have found a good home for him. A widow in
-straitened circumstances, whom also I wish to help, but who will not
-accept charity, is glad to receive him and his child into her family.
-Really, the man seems already like another creature. He has taken on a
-new look of self-respect and courage that makes his commonplace,
-weather-beaten face fairly radiant.
-
-This whole experience has given me intense satisfaction. I had almost
-made up my mind to pay no heed to these calls, which demand so much of
-my time and prove, at least half of them, to come from frauds and
-impostors. In fact, it was merely as an experiment, and chiefly to
-indulge my curiosity, that I heeded this case. I am now determined to
-have every appeal for help that seems at all deserving thoroughly
-investigated, and I foresee that I shall be obliged to have more than
-one agent to attend to it all.
-
-I had an extraordinary experience last night, of which I must tell you,
-though my ears tingle yet at the thought of it. I wonder if this is a
-foretaste of the penalties which I am doomed to pay for the sin of being
-a great heiress. I had always wondered how rich women could endure to
-make such a display of diamonds at parties and balls as to necessitate
-their being dogged by private detectives everywhere. I always maintained
-that a woman was an idiot who would thus let herself become such a slave
-to her wealth. I was sure that any one who lived simply, and did not
-care for show, could go alone where she pleased, and have no fears; but
-my theories are getting sadly shaken. However, I am digressing. Now
-about this affair last night.
-
-I received a beautifully written note the other day, delicately
-perfumed, and bearing a seal stamped with a coat of arms, and signed
-Manuel Altiova. The writer intimated that he had been a friend of Mr.
-Dunreath, and had matters of importance to tell me. He begged the favor
-of an interview. I surmised that he was a scamp, but, on the other hand,
-thought it possible that he might be some titled wealthy Spaniard who
-had met Mr. Dunreath in South America, and who could give me some
-information about the locality of my possessions. So I had my amanuensis
-send him a formal note in reply asking him to call on me last evening.
-
-I told my maid Hélène to remain in the next room with the door ajar, and
-when his card was sent up, followed almost immediately by himself, I
-arose to receive him with some curiosity.
-
-Tableau. Enter, with many bows, a tall, black-eyed man of perhaps
-thirty-five, clad in faultless dress; in short, to all outward
-appearance, an elegant Adonis.
-
-I let him tell his story, and said nothing for awhile. He professed to
-have been most intimately acquainted with Mr. Dunreath, and produced a
-photograph of him. Subsequently, he showed me some letters in Mr.
-Dunreath’s handwriting referring to some dishonorable business
-transactions by which Mr. D. had greatly augmented his fortunes, and for
-which he would have suffered the full penalty of the law except for the
-timely and most self-sacrificing intervention of his “noble and devoted
-friend,” Manuel Altiova.
-
-I was thunderstruck. The hot blood mounted to my temples, and for a
-moment everything seemed to reel before me. Was all my happiness a
-dream? Was I then enjoying the ill-gotten gains of a swindler? I looked
-at the letters. There could be no mistake about the handwriting. That
-very forenoon, with my lawyer, I had been carefully examining a dozen
-documents in that same queer crabbed hand, which I had known so well in
-the days when I was a girl and had a lover.
-
-Five years ago it was, but it seemed fifty, as I sat there staring
-dizzily at those letters and trying to realize that this man whom I had
-loved almost enough to marry, this man whom I would have sworn was honor
-itself, was false, basely false. Oh, it seemed a thing incredible; yet,
-as I thought of how in these last few years for month after month
-society has been shocked by the fall of those who have stood most high
-in our esteem, yet who have been tempted to sell their souls for gold, I
-believed it all.
-
-I remember thinking vaguely of how I must try to find out the men whom
-Mr. Dunreath had defrauded, and return to them this money, which was
-theirs, not mine. Then I roused myself and questioned him, trying to
-appear as indifferent and non-committal as possible, though I could feel
-my temples throbbing, and I knew my cheeks were hot. He answered my
-questions without the slightest hesitation, giving names, dates, and
-localities with startling readiness and apparent sincerity. He mentioned
-various little peculiarities of Mr. Dunreath’s,—his never eating butter,
-his being left-handed, and so on.
-
-At last I could ask no more. I felt as though I should suffocate. The
-man went on talking, however, telling his own family history. His father
-was a learned professor, his mother a lady of noble birth. He was born
-at Barcelona, had been destined from childhood to take orders in the
-Romish Church, and was finally disinherited by his stern father for his
-avowed Protestant and Republican doctrines, to say nothing of his
-refusal to wed the woman of his father’s choice when all hope of his
-entering the church had been abandoned. With his own little private
-fortune of twenty thousand dollars he had sailed for Brazil, and had
-entered the service of Mr. Dunreath. Soon he became the devoted friend
-of that gentleman, was intrusted with his confidence, and became
-cognizant of all his affairs. Mr. Dunreath had fully expected to return
-to him the thousands which he had so generously made over to the
-officials in the nick of time, thus preventing the pursuit which would
-have ended in his arrest and conviction, with the subsequent surrender
-to the state of many of his millions.
-
-Mr. Altiova, or rather Señor as he called himself, presently let me
-understand the chief purpose of his visit. As you will readily guess, he
-desired me to pay him the sum which he had spent, namely, twenty
-thousand dollars, all his little fortune. In another letter which he
-produced, Mr. Dunreath had promised to return this sum doubled, and this
-promise was in the act of fulfillment on the very day of the fatal
-sunstroke.
-
-Señor Altiova modestly disclaimed any desire that this generous offer
-should be fulfilled by Mr. Dunreath’s heirs, and declared that he would
-be quite content to receive only the sum which he had spent. He paused
-for my reply. Meanwhile I had been gradually collecting my wits, and was
-able to control my voice enough to say that I must first consult with my
-lawyer.
-
-“But, Miss Brewster,” he urged, “that, you see, is impossible. Will you
-disclose Mr. Dunreath’s felony? Will you create a needless scandal and
-lose your fortune? No; if you will but settle this little business with
-me (the sum, of course, is but a mere bagatelle to a rich lady like
-you), the secret will remain forever buried in my bosom, and no mortal
-shall know what has passed between us. The moment you hand me your check
-for twenty thousand dollars, payable to the bearer, that moment you
-shall with your own hand burn these incriminating letters.”
-
-I reiterated that in spite of the danger of bringing ignominy upon the
-name of my old friend, I should consult my lawyer before taking any
-steps in the matter.
-
-“But I can’t wait,” he retorted almost fiercely, and there was a look in
-his eyes which made me start. My heart rose. Could it be that those
-terrible letters were only clever forgeries? He instantly recollected
-himself, however, and his tone assumed a touch of pathos.
-
-“Miss Brewster,” he said, and there was a tremor in his voice as he
-looked at me beseechingly; “my mother, whom I have not seen for years,
-is dying. The physician gives her at most only a month to live. Unknown
-to my father she has cabled me to return instantly. Ah, my sweet
-mother,” he murmured, as if speaking to himself, while his eyes were wet
-with unshed tears, “the moments are years until I see her. Oh, if I
-should be too late! And then—who knows? perhaps,—yes,—perhaps, if I may
-stand beside my mother’s deathbed, my stern old father may be reconciled
-to me—may bid me stay, and I may have the unspeakable comfort of
-sustaining his declining years.”
-
-I watched him keenly. If this were acting, it had been very good acting
-until now. But these last few words had a false ring in them, which even
-my unpracticed ear detected. With a mournful sigh he showed me two
-miniatures painted on ivory, one the face of a handsome, dark-eyed
-woman, the other that of a scholarly-looking man of middle age. These,
-he said, were the portraits of his father and mother, and as he returned
-the latter to its velvet case he pressed it tenderly to his lips.
-
-It was very touching, and I was half convinced, especially when my eye
-fell again on that curious handwriting whose peculiarities I knew so
-well. The man evidently saw that I was agitated and afraid that his
-story might, after all, be true. He continued:—
-
-“But, Miss Brewster, I have no money. I arrived here last week from Rio
-Janeiro. My father has disinherited me, as I have told you. My little
-private fortune, my mother’s gift, which I could have doubled in a
-year’s time by my investments, was all given to save my friend. Madame!”
-he cried, “where is your sense of justice—simple justice—if you refuse
-me the paltry sum which saved the reputation and wealth of the man whose
-heiress you now are? You have his own confession here before you, signed
-with his name. The evidence is unimpeachable. If I bring it into court,
-it may cost you half your millions. Madame, the Urania sails to-morrow,
-I must go. I must have money, the money you owe me. If you refuse”—
-
-I rose to bring this extraordinary interview to an immediate close. I
-was shaking from head to foot and thankful beyond measure that Hélène,
-who had doubtless heard the whole conversation, understood too little
-English to realize its import. I was convinced that I had to deal with a
-very shrewd, clever villain, who had worked up his facts most adroitly,
-and was trying a desperate confidence game. But he was not to be gotten
-rid of so easily. Suddenly falling upon one knee, he grasped my hand as
-I stood before him and poured out a torrent of words, of which I
-remember nothing, for I was too indignant and astounded even to think of
-calling upon Hélène. We must have looked for all the world like the
-tragic pictures in the “Police Gazette,” which my naughty youngsters
-used to display behind my back at the Mission School.
-
-Suddenly I came to my senses. I don’t suppose the whole scene lasted
-half a minute at most. Tearing my hand away, I was rushing for
-Hélène,—who, as I learned afterward, was sound asleep, with the door
-blown to,—when, as a last bit of desperation, what did this man do, but
-snatch a dainty little pistol from his hip pocket, and before I could
-scream or even gasp an articulate word he aimed it at his temples and
-seemed about to fire. I can hardly tell what I did then. I believe I
-screamed, and I must have rushed upon the madman, for the next instant I
-found myself with the pistol in my hand trying to fire it up the
-chimney, while the Señor lay prostrate apparently in a swoon. But the
-pistol would not fire; evidently it was not loaded. I dropped it into
-the smouldering ashes, and staggered into the next room, where my stupid
-maid lay soundly sleeping on the sofa. Faint and trembling I dropped
-into the nearest chair. I could not have walked six inches further, and
-was too weak to attempt to arouse Hélène. On the whole, I was glad not
-to do so, for she would have been too frightened to be of the least use.
-Moreover, she would have raised the neighborhood with her shrieks, while
-I should have been ready to die with mortification and disgust.
-
-In imagination I saw the lurid head lines of the next day’s columns of
-society gossip and scandal. “Dunreath’s Defalcation!” “How it Horrifies
-His Heiress!!” I saw myself posing as the heroine of a sixth-rate dime
-novel; on whose pages alone, as I had always supposed, such experiences
-as this ever took place. It did not take three seconds for all this to
-flash through my brain and make the cold sweat stand out in drops upon
-my forehead.
-
-Just then I heard a faint click, and summoning courage to look into the
-drawing-room, what was my unutterable relief to find the room empty. The
-wretch had vanished. To tell the truth, at that juncture I came about as
-near verifying the doctor’s prediction in regard to hysterics as I ever
-did in my life.
-
-Now for the sequel. This afternoon I received the following note, which
-I inclose for your benefit.
-
- MISS BREWSTER.
-
- MADAM,—John I. Carrigain, alias Court Peperino, alias Dr. Kametski,
- alias Manuel Altiova, aged thirty-four years and seven months, was
- born in Manchester, England, of an English father and Portuguese
- mother, received a good education, was arrested for forgery at the age
- of nineteen, served out a sentence of five years, and on release was
- sent to New York by a charitable agency. He was suspected of being
- accessory to one of the largest swindling operations ever undertaken
- in New York city, but as nothing could be proved, he was released from
- custody and began operations in Chicago, obtaining money under various
- false pretences. At first he met with great success, but was finally
- convicted and sentenced to six years in the state prison. He was
- released from Joliet six months ago, but, until your communication
- last night, had not been known to be in New York. A person answering
- his description was seen to take the northern express last evening
- with a ticket for some point in Canada. The man is a clever forger,
- and it would require an expert to detect his work. It has been
- ascertained that Carrigain was assistant clerk for Mr. Dunreath for a
- few months seven years ago, which accounts for some of his information
- regarding the habits of that gentleman; and as for the handwriting and
- the South American details, he is quite clever enough to have worked
- those carefully up in the last few weeks.
-
- It is needless to say that his career will henceforth be closely
- watched.
-
- Yours respectfully,
- J. ALLISON,
- _Pinkerton Detective_.
-
-By the way, Alice, I am having my portrait painted, full-length, in a
-blue velvet tea gown. I give a sitting every other afternoon, and on
-alternate days visit tenement houses, industrial schools, and Castle
-Garden. I saw two thousand filthy Italians of the lowest kind land
-yesterday.
-
-I have just come home from a tour through the Mulberry Bend where these
-creatures herd together. I felt as if I were in Naples again. I thought
-some parts of Boston were bad enough, but I never saw anything on this
-side of the water equal to the horrible squalor and loathsomeness of
-these places.
-
-I mean to take all your good advice about being calm, and trying not to
-feel that it devolves upon me to settle all our social problems this
-month. I know even better than you the complexity of the difficulties in
-our congested city life. I have little hope of doing much for this
-generation of pauperism and vice, but I am determined to do whatever my
-money and good will can do for laying the foundation of better things in
-the generation to come.
-
-I am going to begin with tenement houses, for there, I believe, lies the
-root of half of the trouble. I suppose my friends will think that I am
-getting to be a dreadful doctrinaire. Well, it can’t be helped. I was
-predestined for that, I believe. My consolation is that you at least
-will not be bored by all my plans and theories, and will warn me if I
-get too rabid....
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
-
-
-The night after I had first seen Mildred Brewster at aunt Madison’s I
-lay awake for hours, feverishly tossing upon my pillow, and revolving
-many thoughts. I then made one resolve. I would try to win the
-friendship of this woman who had touched me, who had moved me in a way
-that no one had ever done before.
-
-It was not so much by what she had said, for I had heard the same or
-kindred thoughts expressed by other lips; but I had never before met a
-woman so strong, well poised and thoughtful, a woman who united girlish
-grace and charm with all the persistent ardor of one who, I was sure,
-could not only die for an idea, but, what is far rarer, live for it day
-by day and year by year, although forced to meet indifference and
-coldness or the quiet contempt which cuts to the quick in every
-sensitive nature.
-
-As I had sat by the firelight that night, watching the color come and go
-in her face,—that changeful, eager face,—for the first time in a dreary
-twelve-month I had felt my heart leap up with warmth and sympathy. From
-a thoughtless, happy girlhood, from the life of a gay, pleasure-loving
-young lady, I had been rudely summoned to face some of the bitterest
-realities of life. No matter what they were. I am not writing about
-myself. But though my life was still rich and full of opportunities, if
-I had but known it, yet in my blindness and selfishness it had seemed
-utterly wrecked to me. I had sunk into a dull, prosaic routine, and
-under a proud mask of gay indifference was trying to hide a heart dead
-to hope, ambition, and love. Yet, no! not dead to love, though I had
-thought it so; but in the heart-hunger which was not satisfied, I was
-fast becoming self-centred, cold, and cynical.
-
-Like a dreary desert the long years which must be lived stretched
-desolately before me, and my only aim was to fill the minutes of each
-day so full as to leave me no leisure for memory or thought.
-
-As I closed my eyes to sleep that night my last thought was, “Yes, I
-_will_ know her. I _must_ know her. Oh, if I could only be like her, a
-creature of thought and purpose, absorbed in some idea, caring for
-something beside my wretched, silly self! Perhaps she can help me. I
-will ask her. I can trust _her_.”
-
-I had been deceived in others; I had given my utmost trust to those who
-had proved utterly unworthy, and in bitterness of spirit I had resolved
-never to trust again, never to leave the gateway to my heart unguarded;
-but now, before I knew it, the locks had yielded, and I stood with
-lonely, outstretched arms, begging for love to enter in. After all, I
-was still young, and very, very human.
-
-And love came. It came before my fallen pride had found words to ask for
-it. I had something to live for now. _I had found a friend._ What
-romance has ever been written that tells of woman’s love for woman? And
-yet the world is full of it, despite the skeptics, and the Davids and
-Jonathans find their counterparts in thousands of the unwritten lives of
-women. Yes, I had found not a new acquaintance, but a warm heart-friend.
-Thank God that she knew it and I knew it before the wealth which came so
-fast upon the beginning of our friendship could create a gulf between
-us, which, once established, my pride would never have allowed me to
-cross. Mildred knew, she always knew, that I had loved her first, and
-wanted her for herself alone.
-
-I knew, when the wealth came, that it would not make her any the less my
-friend, but I was only one among her many friends. I knew that our paths
-would be different now, and though she would always think kindly of me,
-I could not expect to see and know her as I had fondly dreamed in the
-first days of our friendship.
-
-“No, I can never return to her what she can give, what she has already
-given to me; my little life can play but a small part in the large life
-that has come to her,” I said drearily, as I turned back, after the
-first shock of surprise, to readjust myself to the old routine of
-thought and feeling, which, I had dared to hope, had been put behind me
-forever.
-
-“Ah, well, I have made believe be happy before, I can do so again,” I
-said to myself, grimly.
-
-But one day—how well I remember it—as I passed down Chestnut Street in
-Salem noting the brilliant winter sunlight shining down from the
-cloudless blue through the black lace work of branches high arching
-overhead, and casting fantastic shadows on the brick walls of the
-stately old mansions on either side, some one handed me a letter. This
-is what it said:—
-
-... “You asked me to be your friend, you said I could help you, and now
-I ask you to be my friend, to come here to this great city where I must
-be for a time and help me. I felt brave and strong at first, I was not
-afraid to be rich, but I begin to tremble now, to feel strangely weak
-and girlish and unprotected; to feel, in short, that I need a friend,
-that I need what I think you can be to me. After aunt Madison had been
-with me only a few days she was obliged to return to Boston, leaving me
-quite alone. Of course Madam Grundy says that I must have a chaperon,
-but I do not want a chaperon, and I should be wretched with a
-‘companion,’ perfunctorily trying to entertain me, learning all my plans
-and secrets, and hypocritically assenting to everything I do and say.
-No; I want an honest friend, one who knows the world as you do, who will
-honestly speak her mind, who will take an interest in all my schemes,
-and help to keep me from making blunders.
-
-“I believe I could talk more freely, think more clearly, and do better
-work if you were beside me, your honest eyes looking into mine. For, let
-me tell you the secret, dear, of what first drew me to you. You are most
-strangely like the sister whom I lost years ago, and whose
-companionship, if she had lived, would have made life so rich for me. I
-feel myself so alone; never before have I had so keen a sense of
-loneliness as now, here, in this modern Babylon, with my old life and
-work abandoned, and the new perplexing life which my wealth has brought
-me just begun. Like me, you are alone in the world, singularly alone; so
-come and be to me what my little Ruby would have been. When you speak I
-could almost believe that I hear her voice; when you look at me I see
-her eyes again. Your face haunts me. Come to me and I shall feel that my
-Ruby is with me again.”
-
-Standing in the sunshine beneath the old elms I read these loving words.
-When I lifted my eyes again, the beautiful quaint old street was
-suddenly transfigured. For months it had been to me but a bare
-prison-house; now the sunshine was real sunshine, the sky was no longer
-leaden, the world was, after all, a beautiful world, and I was glad to
-live.
-
-So bidding farewell to quiet Chestnut Street and the staid, historic old
-city, I went to the “modern Babylon” to meet Mildred, and the new life
-began. As the days went on I perceived that she seemed to have a
-feverish dread that she should die with her work undone. My constant
-anxiety was that she would succumb to the fearful nervous strain which
-her sudden accession to wealth and responsibility had brought upon her.
-But nothing seemed to rest her or relieve her mind except the
-accomplishment of some of the ends she had in view, and as every new
-project was consummated, she showed a relief and delight that to the
-average society woman would have appeared inexplicable and at the same
-time amusing.
-
-“It seems to me,” said Mildred one day as we were strolling through the
-park, after a morning on Cherry Street; “it seems to me that most people
-have no imagination. It cannot be that all the pleasant, cultured people
-whom one meets are so shamefully heartless and indifferent. They simply
-have not the smallest realization of what is going on in this great
-city, or any thought of their personal, individual responsibility about
-it. They hear it all as a tale that is told. They have always heard it.
-They are used to hearing it. From constant hearing it has become as
-meaningless to them as the Lord’s Prayer has to most people. How many
-who dare to say ‘Thy kingdom come, on earth as it is in heaven,’ ever
-actually mean a word that they say, or lift a finger to bring it about?”
-
-We walked on in silence. Presently Mildred burst out again:
-
-“We are so apt to think that because we eat our three meals a day, and
-can buy our opera tickets when we feel like it, that all the world is
-doing well, and that if people are miserable it must somehow be their
-own fault.
-
-“I am convinced that if any people ever needed missionary work, it is
-the society belles and the well-bred, cultured men of the clubs, who
-know so little and care still less for this vast multitude of the
-ignorant and suffering and fallen here at their very doors, and who look
-with calm indifference on these hideous sores upon our modern life.
-
-“I promise you, Ruby, after I get some of my irons out of the fire, I
-mean to devote myself to a crusade to rescue what George Eliot calls the
-‘perishing upper classes.’
-
-“But ah,” she sighed, “it needs genius for that, and I have only money.
-Oh, I would give half my millions if I had the scathing pen of a
-Carlyle, or the power to plead for humanity like Mrs. Stowe or Walter
-Besant or Dickens; if I could stir the hearts of the people with flaming
-words that should help to sweep away the sloth, indifference, and
-contemptible arrogance that makes one tenth of us forget that the other
-nine tenths are our brothers and sisters!”
-
-“If every one were as self-sacrificing as you, Mildred”—I began; but she
-interrupted me almost sternly.
-
-“Hush! never say that to me. What have I ever sacrificed? Nothing,
-absolutely nothing. I have always had comforts; now I have everything
-that heart can wish. In giving to others I deny myself nothing. Never
-dare to let me for a moment imagine that I am doing anything more than
-the simplest, most obvious duty. I must not cheat my conscience. I
-should be the veriest hypocrite if I allowed myself to think that I am
-generous. Is there anything generous in paying one’s debts, particularly
-when one has not had to earn the money with which to pay them?
-
-“I have always observed,” she continued, “that a little decency in a
-millionaire goes a long way. I am not above temptation, and I have
-already discovered that I am in danger of coming to believe that my
-simple good will, common sense, and capacity for sympathy are something
-rare and remarkable.
-
-“Every one thinks to please me by telling me so. Do not let me deceive
-myself. I have a clear vision now; help me to keep it and to be
-faithful.”
-
-Mildred’s voice quivered, and she drew my arm in hers while we walked
-back to our rooms in silence.
-
-“But the world is growing better, Mildred. Every intelligent person
-admits that people are more kind and thoughtful than they used to be. No
-one who has read history could deny it,” I resumed, as once more within
-doors we sat down before the glowing grate to finish our talk.
-
-“You and I believe it, dear, because we believe in God, and because we
-believe that this is God’s world and not the devil’s,” Mildred replied.
-
-“Half the women whom we saw parading their fine toilets this afternoon
-believe it too, not because they know enough about history to see in it
-the unfolding of the divine idea, but because they like to believe it;
-because it makes them very comfortable to believe that by taking money
-which some one else has earned and paying an annual fee out of it to
-orphan asylums and hospitals, or to any outcome of our modern altruism,
-they are thereby relieved from all further responsibility.
-
-“But here is an intelligent man,—an English university man, who has read
-history as well as you and I, and he says it is false. This is what he
-writes,” said Mildred, taking a thick letter from her writing-desk. She
-held it unopened for a moment and continued: “I met him when I was in
-England. We had many a talk in our rambles together at Kew and Hampstead
-Heath. He is a friend of William Morris and like him a socialist of the
-deepest dye. I don’t half accept the accuracy of all his statements, but
-he is an honest man and a gentleman. I am glad to know him, for I cannot
-afford to be ignorant of such a man’s views on our social problems,
-however much I may dissent from them. Now let me read you his letter.
-
-... “You ask me to give you suggestions for the expenditure of your
-wealth in benefiting humanity. This I must decline to do, my dear
-friend. If I had your wealth I know what _I_ should do, or, at least,
-what I ought to do, but _I_ am a socialist, and _you_ are not. I do not
-believe in _laissez-faire_ as you do, and as a socialist I should use my
-wealth and influence for a reorganization of society, not for a patching
-up of what is at bottom false and rotten. Things are getting worse and
-worse, and must continue to do so under the present social system. My
-hope is that they will get so bad, so unutterably vile, that the people
-will be compelled to throw aside their apathy and make a clean sweep. I
-take no part in any of the hundred little schemes for ‘improving’ the
-present system. I don’t want to improve the present system as you do. I
-want to destroy it.
-
-“We improve things that are already fairly good and can be made better,
-but we destroy whatever is thoroughly rotten; at least I think all
-rational people do so. So far as the present order is at all bearable,
-it is due to certain socialist innovations, such as interference with
-the capitalist, trade unions, movements like that of the Irish against
-the particular class of thieves called landlords, etc.
-
-“The people, the common people, who for centuries have silently suffered
-and abjectly kissed the foot that kicked them and trod upon them, the
-people, I say, are beginning to wake up. They are beginning to ask
-questions, and they are questions which will have to be solved erelong,
-even if it take another bloody French revolution to do it. I see no way
-in which bloodshed is to be avoided. I look forward confidently to what
-will seem to you very like a reign of terror ere this century closes.
-Things must grow worse before they can get better. The crisis has not
-come, but it is coming. Money has done much, but it cannot do
-everything; the press will not always be bribed and muzzled as it is
-to-day, nor Levi’s and Mulhall’s and Giffen’s statistics be doctored to
-suit the capitalists who pay for them. The time is coming, Miss
-Brewster, when the people _will be heard_; and _they will be heeded_,
-for their words will be as short and sharp as fire and dynamite can make
-them.
-
-“Do not think I am telling you of what I wish to see. I am telling you
-of what I know will come.
-
-“The rich are not voluntarily going to heed the bitter cry of the
-famishing, except in one way, the only way they have ever known, namely,
-almsgiving. They will give alms because it is noble to be a benefactor,
-because it appeases their consciences, because it might be made
-extremely inconvenient for them if they did not. But they will not give
-justice. Justice! they never learned the meaning of the word.
-
-“But some day these landed aristocrats ‘whose thin bloods crawl down
-from some robber in a border brawl,’ who have never lifted their finger
-to earn a penny in their lives, and who owe all that they have to these
-same robber ancestors,—these people, I say, will some day be taught the
-meaning of that same word ‘justice’ by some of the forty-five millions
-of landless people in our little island. I shall not soon forget how
-quickly the subscriptions for the poor went up a year or two ago, after
-the riots.
-
-“You have no conception, Miss Brewster, you can have no conception, of
-the state of things here at present. Six millions of our people are
-living on the brink of pauperism. I tell you, when I sit down to my
-omelette and toast in the morning and reflect that there are two hundred
-thousand human beings within two miles of me who don’t know where they
-are going to get their next meal, when I read of the hundreds of
-children who habitually go to school without any breakfast, and who not
-unfrequently faint dead away over their books, I tell you it doesn’t
-make my own breakfast relish any better.
-
-“One night in the autumn, a year or two ago, I passed through Trafalgar
-Square at twelve o’clock, and counted four hundred and eighty-three
-homeless people lying out in the chill air upon the bare stones. Not one
-of them had fourpence wherewith to pay for a night’s lodging. And this,
-remember, was only one spot.
-
-“There were many others where a similar sight might have been seen.
-
-“‘Ah,’ but you say; ‘these are the dissolute and drunken, those who love
-to be vagabonds.’
-
-“I assure you that you are much mistaken. I have seen and talked with
-thousands of these people, and a large number of them, probably a
-fourth, are men from the country who can find no work there, and have
-found none here—honest, hard-working British laborers. Two thirds of
-these people are not vicious, or drunken, but they are out of work, they
-are cold, they are hungry, they are naked, they are outcasts in this
-Christian (?) land which has enough for all its children. All they ask
-is work, hard work, dirty work, work for twelve hours a day, but that
-they cannot get. Why? Because our accursed modern society is irrational,
-wasteful, utterly selfish. Plenty of money, plenty of things worth
-doing, plenty of men who would thank God if this work could be given
-them to do; but what does our mad, maladjusted society say to them?
-‘Emigrate! Clear the country! Away with you! We have no use for you.’
-Malthus was right, after all, and we must reverse Browning.
-
- ‘There’s no God in heaven;
- All’s wrong with the world.’
-
-“Do you know of the blacksmith women in the ‘black country’? I have
-recently been there, giving some addresses. Oh, the hideousness of it
-all, with its starving people, its wretched, stunted lives, its ghastly
-ugliness, its brutalized men and women! One sees women, who should be at
-home nursing their babies, standing on their feet from morning till
-night doing the work of men, swinging the hammer amidst grime and soot
-and incessant noise. And if one of them drops at her post from sheer
-exhaustion, there is a fiendish clanging thing that bangs on the floor
-and shakes every bone in the poor wretch’s body.
-
-“Mr. —— took Henry George to see the sight when he was here, and he told
-me that George swore until he was black in the face.
-
-“Oh, I know you think I am a hot-head; you will say these are
-exceptional cases. You will doubtless try to do what all the good rich
-people do (I admit, you see, that there are _some_ good ones); you will
-doubtless try to help palliate all these horrors. If you were here you
-might build an old men’s home for the poor men to whom society has never
-given a chance, who, through no fault of their own, have been forced
-from their cradle to live in stifling attics or damp, unwholesome
-hovels, breathing poison, working their fingers off to give their hungry
-children bread. You might build a comfortable home where these decrepit,
-useless old fellows might enjoy the food which you give in charity, wear
-your charity uniform, and look forward to filling a pauper’s grave, as
-does one in nine of all the people who die in London. Or you might build
-a splendid marble palace of a hospital or asylum, and herd together vast
-numbers of little boys or fallen women or cripples, and try in some big,
-mechanical, institutional way to do with your pound of cure what an
-ounce of prevention would have accomplished a thousand times better, if
-it could have come in the way of justice, not charity. Charity! how I
-loathe the word! It is the iron which sears the conscience of your rich
-Christian as does nothing else. He thinks to buy heaven with that word.
-
-“I tell you, Miss Brewster, these people want what you and I want. They
-want to preserve their self-respect, to have a chance once a week to
-remember that they are human beings and not machines. They want to be
-able in this Christian land to earn an honest living, to keep their
-daughters from the streets, and to keep soul and body together without
-sacrificing all decency and honor.
-
-“How much delicacy and fine moral sentiment, to say nothing of physical
-comfort, do you suppose is to be had in the sixty thousand families of
-London, each of which lives in one room?
-
-“Do you rich people suppose you are going to help this matter greatly by
-leaving money in your wills to build asylums for the moral and physical
-wrecks for which our incredible folly and selfish indifference is
-responsible?
-
-“Your time will come; sooner or later you will find much the same
-condition of things in your own great cities. Do not believe that in
-some mysterious way—as your politicians and newspapers are trying to
-teach you—you, in America, are different from us.
-
-“We are all in the same boat, because the structure of society is
-everywhere the same. Money is literally king and god. It rules us
-everywhere, and it is bringing about a state of things with which the
-order imposed by a German Kaiser is a mild and beneficent régime.
-Indeed, I am not sure but that the greatest social crash will come in
-the United States, unless you soon come to recognize that a new order of
-things must be brought about. You pride yourselves upon your universal
-suffrage, but of what value is a vote to a poor man who must risk his
-bread and butter if he dares to vote contrary to his employer’s wishes?
-What avails universal suffrage when one third of your legislators can be
-bought, and votes go to the highest bidder? No; universal suffrage is
-totally inadequate to save us under the existing order of things.
-
-“I am a socialist simply because I am a rational human being, who knows
-the facts; because I am—I venture to think—endowed with reason and
-imagination.
-
-“I do not imagine, however, that socialism is going to produce any
-perfect ideal order. I simply see that the economic order which has
-sustained the civilized world for the past two or three hundred years is
-now falling in pieces and must be replaced by something; that we are
-approaching a period that will spell either socialism or chaos.
-
-“If unhappily chaos should come, it will be due to the opponents of
-socialism, which is the only peaceful, rational method of social
-organization under the new economic conditions, due to machine industry
-and the contraction of the world by means of the great scientific
-discoveries of our time.
-
-“If you want to see a fuller statement of my views and the grounds for
-them, look at the article on Socialism in the ‘Forum’ last month. But we
-socialists spend years in study, and we can’t give the results
-adequately in a brief form. Miss Brewster, I feel that you are in
-earnest, far more in earnest than most women whom I have met from your
-country. I do not wonder that you are perplexed. I would not change
-places with you. I would far rather have the sure conviction of the
-truth as I see it, and be of little power in advancing the cause I
-believe in, than to stand as you do, rich, powerful, overwhelmed with
-responsibilities, not knowing how to use your power, and trying in vain
-to patch up and prolong the existence of what is destined to be swept
-away ere the next generation shall have come and gone.
-
-“Smile at my pessimism if you like; time will verify my words. If ever
-you come to see this as I do, perhaps then I may suggest some things for
-you to do with your millions.”...
-
-(Miss Brewster’s reply to the foregoing letter.)
-
-... “Your letter has deeply stirred me. Not that anything you say
-surprises me, or is new to me; but behind the words, I know, are the
-sad, dreadful facts for which they stand; and, being a creature endowed
-with some imagination, I can in some measure realize what that simple
-statement means, when you say that six millions of your people are on
-the brink of pauperism.
-
-“Good God! what endless heartaches, what physical misery, what
-degradation of mind and soul is implied in those few words! I am glad
-you do not envy me my wealth. I am beginning to think that I am not so
-much to be envied as I thought at first I might be. I have been amazed,
-in these last few weeks, to learn from numberless sources of the
-chagrin, disappointment, and perplexity of many rich men and women who
-have thought to benefit the world by the ‘charity’ which you so despise.
-They have put up great institutions, only to find that in many cases it
-was the least helpful thing that they could do; that a large part of the
-money was spent on taxes, insurance, agents, servants, go-betweens;
-that, after all, when they had gathered their orphans or cripples or old
-women together, they had brought about an utterly cheerless, artificial
-state of things, and have proved that for the average human being with
-natural human instincts the poorest home is often more preferable than
-the most palatial asylum.
-
-“So, set your heart at rest. I am not going to spend my money in that
-way. Whatever may be the political and social changes which will take
-place in the next twenty years,—and doubtless they will be many and
-great,—of one thing I am sure, no new condition of things can be made
-permanent or harmonious except by means of two things. The first of
-these is moral character. The second is intellectual insight into cause
-and effect and relation. In any condition of things we must have
-righteousness, and we must have trained minds. You will doubtless agree
-with me that selfishness and ignorance are the two monster dragons that
-are threatening now, as they always have done, to devour us, only we
-should differ as to the way in which they are to be slain. You have a
-definite theory as to how this is to be done, which I do not yet
-thoroughly understand. I see your goal, but I do not understand how you
-propose to reach it without doing away with individuality and crushing
-out some of the deepest human instincts. True, many of our instincts are
-brutish. There is still the tiger and the ape within us, which, as John
-Fiske says, is our inheritance of ‘original sin’ from our brute
-ancestors. I agree with you that such instincts must be eliminated, but
-how? By dynamite, fear, revolution, legislation?
-
-“You are right: we may make the selfish fear, and that is often a very
-salutary thing to do if nothing better can be done. A business man was
-telling me only the other day of the different relations between
-employers and employees in Fall River and other manufacturing places
-since the strikes of the last few years.
-
-“But, after all, though fear and legislation can do something to convert
-a brutal man into a decent man for a time, there must needs be something
-else,—the gospel of love and humanity, which of his own free will he
-must choose to accept and apply understandingly.
-
-“I shall not attempt to palliate any of the existing evils, nor, on the
-other hand, shall I attempt to undermine our present social and
-political system even if I could. Certainly I shall not try to do this
-until I am very certain that I see the right method of substituting
-something better in its place.
-
-“By the way, have you read Bellamy’s ‘Looking Backward’? It is very
-suggestive, and Nationalization of Industries is getting to be more of a
-fad in Boston than Esoteric Buddhism or Christian Science. Bellamy tells
-us what we must try to attain; but, alas! he gives little hint of what
-must be our first step toward the attainment. This is the problem which
-you and I must help our generation to solve.
-
-“Go on with your socialistic schemes. I believe they contain a half
-truth; at all events, to talk about them as you do will make people
-think, for you speak from the deepest conviction. Out of all this _sturm
-und drang_ period must surely come clear insight and right action: at
-least I am optimist enough to hope so; and my work shall be to think out
-the solution, as far as I may, but at all events to do what in me lies
-to set people to thinking; to make life a little sweeter and better; to
-infuse into it more hope for a few of my generation, and thus help to
-make their children ready for the new order of things if it comes.
-
-“In this great city money flows like water. There are streets where, for
-a mile, every house must be the home of a millionaire, for no one else
-could afford to live in such a one. Yet, within two miles of these
-palaces there is the direst want, the most frightful squalor, and the
-problem of New York is fast getting to be like the problem of London.
-
-“Most of our women dabble a little in charity now and then. They get up
-charity balls and fairs to satisfy their consciences in that way, and
-flatter themselves when they spend their money lavishly in luxuries for
-their own pleasure that they are giving employment to the poor and doing
-God service. They will sometimes give their money; they will sometimes
-give a little time to cut out garments at a sewing circle; but not one
-in five hundred will give her personal service even for a half day a
-week in coming face to face with those who need the help of her
-intelligence and her human sympathy.
-
-“Of this I am convinced: men are never to be uplifted permanently,
-except by human sympathy, intelligently directed and expressed, and by
-personal contact with those who do not come to them to dole out
-‘charity,’ but who come as brothers to lend them a helping hand.
-
-“There are a few who begin the work; there are fewer still who continue
-it. The other day a gentleman, who is giving his life to the rescuing of
-street children, told me of the faintheartedness of his voluntary
-helpers, who come a half dozen Sundays to his mission, but who rarely
-come longer when they discover that, to use his own coarse but forcible
-words, which you will pardon my quoting verbatim, ‘_they must be willing
-to pick lice off those children for Christ’s sake_.’...
-
-“Well, dear friend, we are both working in very different ways. You
-would tear down; I would build up, or ‘patch up,’ as you say. Which of
-us is the wiser, time will tell; but however differently we may labor,
-it is for the same end after all that we are striving,—‘putting society
-on a just and rational basis,’ as you would phrase it, or bringing God’s
-kingdom upon earth, as the Christ called it,—and so I bid you
-God-speed.”...
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
-
-
-One morning in April we had risen from a leisurely, late breakfast, a
-luxury which, with our press of work, we did not often allow ourselves,
-except when, as in this case, we had been up late the previous night.
-
-Hélène brought in the usual bulky bag of mail matter, and we settled
-ourselves to our morning’s task, I taking charge of all letters that
-were not of a private nature, and consigning to the waste basket
-innumerable quires of paper devoted to more or less roundabout appeals
-for aid, and lectures and advice _ad libitum_.
-
-Occasionally we stopped to read aloud to each other bits of the letters,
-and discuss or laugh over their contents. This morning I remember I was
-examining a document in regard to a prison reform society, containing a
-request that Mildred would allow her name to be used as vice-president
-of it, when an exclamation from her startled me into dropping the letter
-and turning round.
-
-“Well, what now?” I asked, in response to the intimation from the
-puckered forehead and pursed-up lips that something was the matter.
-“Another love-sick poet? or is it a count this time? It must be time for
-another suitor; you haven’t had an offer of marriage for at least ten
-days, have you?”
-
-“Indeed, Ruby, this is no joke, I assure you,” replied Mildred, gazing
-blankly at the letter in her hand. “It is from General Lawrence.”
-
-“What!” I exclaimed; “that distinguished-looking man who has written all
-those books upon political economy? He talked with me in such an
-entertaining way the other night and told the funniest stories. I was
-afraid he would be awfully erudite and dry, but he wasn’t at all.”
-
-“No; he can be very entertaining,” sighed Mildred. “I have met him
-several times since we have been in New York. He was a classmate of
-papa’s at Yale and a gallant soldier in the war. Judge Matthews said he
-thought him one of the clearest and ablest thinkers in the country, and
-it seems that years ago he had achieved a European reputation.”
-
-“Yes,” I said, “I have seen his articles in the ‘Fortnightly’ and
-‘Edinburgh’ reviews, and he spoke the other night as if he were well
-acquainted with Browning and Froude and half of the literary people of
-England.”
-
-“His wife wore fine sapphires, and I overheard her say that she was
-devoted to German opera,” added Mildred, musingly.
-
-“Well, what of it?” I asked, much mystified at this apparently
-irrelevant remark.
-
-“Why, only this,” answered Mildred, dryly; “this entertaining society
-man, this famous political economist, writes to me this morning
-piteously begging for an immediate loan of ten thousand dollars to keep
-the sheriff out of his house.”
-
-“Heavens! Mildred. Why, I supposed he had enough money to live on,” I
-cried, aghast. “He lives in one of those pretty two-thousand-a-year
-apartments up by the park, does he not? I have heard people say what a
-charming little home they had, and everything in such good taste. Pray
-how have they managed it?”
-
-“Oh, in the simplest way in the world—on other people’s money,” replied
-Mildred, with a shade of scorn in her tone. “The fact is, as all his
-friends know, he is as poor as a church-mouse. But he has always been
-accustomed to living well, and he has not the faintest idea of household
-economy in spite of his fine theories of political economy. He is
-generous and warm-hearted, and helped papa with a loan when he was in
-college trying to live on three hundred a year, and I cannot forget a
-kindness like that. Of course, it would be the easiest thing in the
-world for me to give him the ten thousand outright. A loan would be a
-gift for that matter, for he could never repay it, as his income is only
-three thousand a year, I fancy, and his expenses are at least one or two
-thousand more.”
-
-“Of course his wife must be the cause of all this,” I remarked. “Any
-woman who will spend borrowed money on sapphires”—
-
-“Oh, they were probably heirlooms; she came of a rich family,”
-interrupted Mildred.
-
-“No matter,” I continued; “any woman who will wear sapphires and has the
-assurance to go to a dinner party with its attendant expenses of dress,
-carriage, et cetera, when she cannot pay her debts and expects at any
-minute to be sold out of house and home, is a woman who deserves to have
-a pretty sharp lesson taught her, and I hope you will do it. Now, don’t
-let those blue eyes of his and that majestic manner overawe you and
-cajole you into feeling that you owe him a debt of gratitude to be paid
-by getting him out of this emergency; for it will serve only to let him
-teach his children that the highroad to comfort and ease is to go on the
-principle that the public owes a genius a living.”
-
-“No, I do not mean to do that,” replied Mildred, thoughtfully; “but I
-cannot let this disgrace come to them when I can help it as well as not,
-and it is a rather awkward thing for me to dictate conditions to a man
-who is old enough to be my father, one who has risked his life on many a
-battlefield, and is a genius and a famous scholar. I cannot lay the
-blame on his wife. She adores him, and he thinks her failures are better
-than other people’s successes. The whole family in fact forms the most
-genuine mutual admiration society. They seem utterly oblivious of the
-fact that in letting their milkman’s bill go unpaid, and in giving their
-children money to go riding in the goat carriage in the park, they are
-doing anything dishonorable.
-
-“Every one who knows them says they have no more wisdom in bringing up
-their children than two babies. They let them eat and drink what they
-like, sit up as late as they like, and care more about their speaking
-French and German well than about their knowing the multiplication
-table, or anything practical.
-
-“If they were not such devout churchpeople, one would not be so amazed
-at this extravagance,” ejaculated Mildred warmly, “though perhaps genius
-may be pardoned for lacking common sense and common honesty,” she added,
-grimly.
-
-Then rising, she continued, as she put on her hat and gloves: “I know
-what I shall do. I have a scheme for helping him in a way that will be
-something more than merely giving him immediate material aid. I know a
-dear old lady who used to be papa’s friend and his, and I will go at
-once to see her. She can tell me some facts that I need to know.”
-
-Two hours later, she had but just returned when the General called.
-
-He looked nervous and flushed, and I never saw Mildred seem more
-embarrassed. In an adjoining room I awaited with some impatience the
-close of the interview.
-
-At last she came into my room, and throwing herself down on the white
-bear-skin rug before the grate, she exclaimed, with a little groan,
-“There, I’ve done it, though it was the most painful thing I ever did in
-my life. I felt that I must seem so mean and arrogant to make myself the
-arbiter of the fate of a man like him, and to dictate terms which must
-have been horribly humiliating. Think of my setting myself up to
-instruct a man who has deserved the honor of the friendship of men like
-Mazzini and Von Moltke and Carlyle and Sumner.”
-
-“How did you begin?” I queried, realizing for the first time what a
-difficult thing this must have been to a generous-hearted girl like
-Mildred.
-
-“Oh,” she said, “I began by reminding him of his kindness to papa, and
-assuring him that I was ready and glad to be of assistance to him. He
-looked so grateful that I found it almost impossible to screw up my
-courage to continue. But, after stammering over it a minute, I put on a
-bold front and went on to say that I felt it my duty to make my gift,
-for it was to be a gift, not a loan, upon certain stringent conditions
-in order that similar circumstances might not occur again. I would state
-what they were, and then he might consult with his family and let me
-know whether he would accept them or not.
-
-“He replied sadly, ‘I am in your hands, Miss Brewster. There is no
-question of my volition in the matter.’
-
-“It almost brought the tears to my eyes, Ruby, for he did look so grand
-and noble, and it was so pathetic to think of a man of his powers forced
-to humble himself before a girl like me. He said that for years this
-shadow of debt had been over him, making life a purgatory for him, which
-is true enough. I hear that he has long been borrowing from every one of
-his own and his wife’s relatives, and has mortgaged everything they own,
-even her jewels. One wonders what he can be made of to have endured such
-shame and yet to have counted it less shame than to live in a small,
-economical way within his income. But he spoke of his debts with all the
-ingenuousness of a child, just as though they were an affliction sent by
-Providence, for which he was in no wise responsible, and I really think
-that he felt them so.
-
-“‘My first condition,’ I said, ‘is that you shall give me a full and
-accurate statement of your financial affairs, including old debts which
-are not pressing, insurance, mortgages, and everything of a money
-nature.’
-
-“Secondly, I asked that none of his children should receive private
-lessons in dancing, French, or anything else, which were not paid for in
-full in advance. I could see that this was a very bitter thing for the
-General. One of his daughters is a girl of artistic talent, and he has
-been giving her expensive lessons in painting, for which, as I knew, he
-has never paid.
-
-“I asked General Lawrence pretty pointedly,” continued Mildred, “if, so
-long as a fair education could be had in our schools without cost, he
-felt justified in taking other people’s money to give his children
-accomplishments.”
-
-“And pray what did he say to that?” I inquired.
-
-“Why, nothing,” answered Mildred. “He looked absolutely dazed, as if it
-were a totally new idea. In fact, I do not think that it had occurred to
-him that children could be brought up respectably without knowing French
-and dancing.
-
-“I wanted to tell him,” said Mildred, “that I counted the best part of
-my education to be the years that I spent studying geography and
-arithmetic with both boys and girls, with white and black, with rich and
-poor, with Protestants, Catholics, and Jews, in a public school, where
-success was gauged by individual merit alone, and where we little bigots
-and partisans learned to be tolerant and respectful toward one another.
-One of the most salutary things I ever learned was that the son of a
-ragpicker, in my class, was a better mathematician than I, and that a
-mulatto girl across the aisle usually outranked me.
-
-“I told General Lawrence it was my firm conviction that his children
-would be far more benefited by a few years’ study of ordinary English
-branches with ordinary children than by anything else he could do for
-them educationally, for I feared that they were growing up to know only
-one side of life and only one class of people, and their knowledge and
-sympathies would be narrow. He nodded assent, and I went on.
-
-“My third condition was, that he and his wife should sign a paper
-promising for the next three years to allow no debts to any one but me,
-or some agent authorized by me, to run beyond a month’s time. Any
-failure to meet such debts promptly must be immediately reported to me
-for settlement, for which I should take a mortgage on his furniture and
-personal effects.
-
-“I told him that my intention was not merely to help his immediate and
-pressing need, but to entirely free him from debt. Nevertheless, I was
-unwilling to undertake this, unless he were ready to rigidly insist upon
-living within his income, thus teaching his children some lessons of
-self-sacrifice and thrift. I told him plainly that I was sure a little
-different management would reduce his doctor’s bills, for I had reason
-to think that his children’s constant ailing was due to the foolish way
-in which they had been indulged. He looked amazed and annoyed at this,
-and begged me to specify.
-
-“I replied, ‘Mrs. Lawrence herself told me of three parties which her
-eight-year-old Gladys attended within a single week, and she afterwards
-remarked incidentally that the child had a tendency to insomnia and
-dyspepsia and was taking medicine all the time. Moreover, your older
-daughter privately informed me that she had begun a diet of vinegar and
-slate-pencils to reduce her plumpness.
-
-“‘No,’ I said, ‘I shall not presume to dictate to you as to the methods
-which you are to pursue with your children. But I have seen them several
-times and have an interest in them, and I believe that their character
-will receive a permanent injury from the irregular life which they are
-living and the false notions they have imbibed in regard to keeping up a
-style which they cannot afford. So for their sake, and in addition to
-paying all your debts, I am willing to send the oldest to good
-boarding-schools where simple diet, regular hours, and systematic work
-can help to make of them a stronger man and woman than there is prospect
-of their becoming now.’
-
-“I could see that it was terribly galling for him to have me sit there
-and arraign him, as it were, for his conduct; but he clenched his teeth,
-kept silence, and heard me to the end. Then he cleared his throat, and
-after a moment said, hoarsely, without looking up:
-
-“‘Miss Brewster, you are very kind. With your permission I will call on
-you to-morrow at eleven.’”
-
-The next morning, a half hour after the time appointed, General Lawrence
-and his wife appeared, both looking as if they had passed a restless
-night. Mrs. Lawrence, clad in an elegant gown, quite outshone Mildred,
-who wore a quiet street costume of gray serge. That costly dress and the
-queenly air of its owner nettled me.
-
-“Mildred,” I whispered, as she came back for a pencil, “do think twice
-before you squander your thousands on saving those people from the just
-penalty of their folly and sin.”
-
-“I am not thinking of them so much as of their children,” said she
-gravely; “and it is far more folly than sin. Mrs. Lawrence is a Southern
-woman, sweet-tempered and charming, but despising little economies as
-petty Yankee meanness, and she will have to submit to receiving
-instruction from me on that score, or else I shall let the sheriff
-come.”
-
-But Mildred certainly did seem somewhat disconcerted when she learned
-that the ten-thousand-dollar loan which had been asked for was less than
-half of General Lawrence’s indebtedness. He confessed, she told me
-afterward, that his expenses last year were over five thousand dollars,
-while his receipts from his literary work, his sole income, were only
-twenty-eight hundred. “We were obliged, actually obliged, to go into
-society more or less on account of the General’s position,” said his
-wife, apologetically. “General Lawrence is continually meeting important
-people in the literary and political world, and can’t you see, my dear
-Miss Brewster, how essential this is for his writing? And, of course, if
-we are always well entertained ourselves, we have to treat people
-decently when they come to see us. I have been my own seamstress, and
-have economized in every way, but it is absolutely impossible for us to
-live on three thousand a year. My husband’s writings would bring us
-three times that if he could get what he deserves. But it is always so
-with men of genius; their own generation never appreciates them,” she
-added bitterly, while her husband fidgeted and took a turn around the
-room.
-
-“Well, and what did you say to such rubbish as that?” I inquired of
-Mildred.
-
-“I said,” answered she, “that Emerson and many others had found ‘plain
-living and high thinking’ quite compatible, and that I thought a
-residence in some suburban town would obviate the burdens of society,
-and allow them to live within their income. At all events,” I said,
-“although I stood ready to offer, as a gift, their entire immunity from
-debt, this could not be done except by a strict construction of the
-conditions which I had laid down. However, I offered General Lawrence an
-opportunity to lay up a little money, telling him that I had various
-projects in view, and should need the assistance of the pen of a ready
-writer in carrying out many of them. I told him that I would put to his
-credit in the bank ten dollars for every newspaper column which he would
-write on subjects that I should give him: at the end of three years this
-amount should be turned over to him, and meanwhile he must ‘cut his coat
-according to his cloth,’ and manage in some way to live strictly within
-his income.”
-
-“And what did Madam say to that?” I asked.
-
-“Oh, her pride kept the tears back; they both said nothing and signed
-the papers; but I know that she must think me a hateful, close-fisted
-Yankee, with no conception of granting a favor graciously and without
-cruelly wounding the recipient’s feelings.”
-
-We saw very little of the Lawrences after this. It was understood that
-little Gladys’s health required country air, and a cottage out of town
-was engaged. The children were not sent to school, but kept up French
-and read history and literature at home with their mamma, and although
-they would have found it difficult to bound Missouri or do an example in
-long division, they could talk glibly of Louis XI. and the Cid.
-
-Whether a beneficial reform was wrought in the domestic economy of the
-family, I never knew, and I think Mildred had her doubts, though she was
-not called upon to pay any more debts.
-
-We heard incidentally that the General’s cigar bills and physician’s
-fees had not decreased, and that his last work on the Philosophy of the
-Greek Tragedians had received unqualified praise from Professor Curtius.
-
-This little episode was only one of the many which marked our brief stay
-in New York, and gave me an opportunity to study the many-sided
-character of my friend. She had some aristocratic acquaintances in the
-city who were only too happy to lionize her, and she was soon
-overwhelmed with invitations to lunch parties, theatre parties, et
-cetera, in which I was also kindly included.
-
-“You must go, dear; I want some one to back me up,” she used to say at
-first. “I have courage enough to go into a pulpit and preach a sermon,
-or to go down into the slums alone, or to do a thousand things which
-would make most girls horrified, but I fairly shake in my shoes when I
-have to be the target of the eyes of all these society women and
-dollar-hunters. I know they would not care a jot for me were it not for
-my money, and I cannot help thinking of it all the time. I feel
-suspicious of every one in a way that makes me blush.
-
-“I can’t talk society small talk; I never could. I wonder how people
-manage to do it and wax so eloquent over nothing,” she once said. “But I
-suppose I must try to learn how,” she added, with a comical wry face.
-
-“Why try to learn, why not act your natural self?” I protested, for I
-had quietly observed that Mildred’s simple and unaffected bearing and
-transparent sincerity had proved far more attractive in society than the
-persiflage and repartee of more brilliant women, though I knew that she
-herself felt conscious of shyness and a sense that she was out of her
-proper element.
-
-“Why not act my natural self?” repeated Mildred. “Because, my dear, I
-like to be liked, and my natural, unconventional self would lead me to
-talk of all sorts of things which society would not like. If I talked as
-much as I wished to on the subjects that interest me most, I should be
-voted a Boston bore, a woman with a mission, with hobbies, with
-theories,—altogether a very unlikable person aside from my ducats.”
-
-“Nonsense, Mildred!” I cried. “I have seen a hundred times as much of
-society as you have, and I can say that the greatest boon in the way of
-novelty would be a little bit of the independence and freshness so
-natural to you. You are a woman to whom real things mean something. You
-are earnest. You like to talk about earnest things, and why should you
-feel obliged to condescend to the level of society small talk and
-meaningless compliments?”
-
-“Oh, I don’t propose to be a hypocrite,” said Mildred, with a little
-amused laugh, at my unaccustomed vehemence in this line of thought. She
-sat for a minute absently picking in pieces the Jacqueminot rose in her
-corsage; then she said, “But you know, Ruby, there is such a thing as
-being a doctrinaire and a dull dogmatist, and, on the other hand, being
-full of tact and sympathy and wit, accomplishing the best results in an
-indirect way, when no amount of direct preaching could do it. A woman of
-character can make even her small talk a tremendous power if she only
-knows how to go to work.
-
-“I want to be a power, I honestly confess that, but I have little
-worldly wisdom, and I have much to learn. I have lived in a world of
-books and ideas, and now I am thrown into this perplexing, brilliant,
-kaleidoscopic world of society, and I feel as unsophisticated as a girl
-of sixteen.”
-
-“But there is plenty of homage given you,” I remarked. “You were the
-envy of every woman in the room the other night when Lord H—— took you
-out to dinner.”
-
-“Homage to _me_? Homage to my money, you ought to say,” replied Mildred,
-with a touch of bitterness, as she shook the rose-leaves from her lap
-into the waste-basket. “I wore opals and satin, and am, as the papers
-say, a ‘great catch;’ but how much attention do you suppose my lord
-would have paid me six months ago if he had met me running down Joy
-Street with my bag of books, to take a Cambridge car?”
-
-“But plenty of women are admired who are not rich,” I remarked; “it
-doesn’t follow”—
-
-“No,” said Mildred, breaking in impetuously; “but women are not admired
-for their real worth. It always used to madden me to see how the nice,
-sensible girls, who really had original ideas and could say something
-worth saying, were always left to be the wall-flowers.
-
-“Nine men out of ten actually like a little, helpless doll of a creature
-who can talk by the hour and say nothing; and they don’t care for a
-brave, self-helpful girl who has any independence of spirit, and who
-does not flatter a man by demanding his attention and referring to his
-opinion on every subject which requires more thought than crocheting or
-tennis.
-
-“No,” after a moment’s pause. “Men do not find thoughtful women
-interesting. I learned that long ago. I went to a mixed high school, and
-when we young folks went on picnics or sleigh-rides, it was always the
-poorest scholar in the class who had the smallest waist and wore the
-most bracelets, a good-natured little society girl, who received the
-most attention from the young men. But they were all callow boys, and I
-did not think or care much about them. I knew a few men of the finest
-sort who showed me what men could be, and I did not think then, what I
-am coming to believe now, that many of the real gentlemen who mean to be
-chivalrous, and who imagine that they give the highest honor to women,
-actually admire the Howells-farce-type of woman above every other,—that
-is to say, a pretty, prattling, conscientious, irrational little goose.”
-
-“I don’t know anything about Howells’s women,” said I, rather surprised
-at this outburst; “and I didn’t suppose you ever condescended to
-anything less than Hawthorne or George Eliot.”
-
-“Oh yes, I always read everything of Howells’s, though I abominate his
-women. But he is so inimitably droll and bright, and then the local
-Boston flavor of his stories is rather fascinating to a Bostonian, you
-know.”
-
-“Very likely he does not admire his women himself; he may simply wish to
-show up that type,” I suggested.
-
-“Yes, and a pretty common type I am finding it to be after all, though I
-once used to scorn the idea,” said Mildred, despondingly.
-
-Then she added, as she nervously twirled the little silver Maltese
-cross, the badge of the King’s Daughters, which she always wore, “I
-suppose I have known as little and cared as little about men as any girl
-who ever lived. But I have lived too much like a nun,” she sighed; “this
-new life of these past few weeks has awakened me; I feel that I have
-missed something.
-
-“I wish”—
-
-“Well, dear, what do you wish?” I asked, as she hesitated.
-
-“I wish,” said she decidedly, “that I could meet some thoroughly fine
-men with brains and heart who liked me for myself, who liked what was
-best in me. I honestly confess it is pleasant to be liked and sought
-after, pleasanter than I used to think. I can see now how easy it is to
-get one’s head turned.” Then, after a little pause:
-
-“But in society we can never be sure what the attraction is. Everything,
-vulgarity, ignorance, immorality,—everything is pardonable with wealth.”
-
-“Hush, dear, you are getting desperate,” I said. “There are, no doubt,
-many grades of New York society where all that may be pardoned on the
-score of wealth; but you have not seen much of that, so far, and we have
-met many really fine, cultivated people who have traveled and studied
-and have real character. You spoke enthusiastically of the talk about
-Art which you had the other night over in the bay window with Professor
-Stuart and that English artist with all the letters after his name.”
-
-“Yes, indeed, they were as entertaining as possible, and gave me ideas I
-had never thought of by myself; but then they were graybeards of fifty.
-I was thinking of younger men whom one might”—and Mildred hesitated and
-looked out of the window, blushing.
-
-“Why don’t you finish it,” I said mischievously; “whom one might marry?”
-
-But Mildred only laughed and said nothing.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
-
-
-One morning at breakfast, as we were sipping our chocolate, Mildred
-cried out, “Oh, Ruby, I forgot to tell you! I am going to have a
-symposium here to-night.”
-
-“A symposium!—of whom? and what is it all to be about? Let me hear your
-latest scheme,” I queried, laying down my black Hamburgs and looking up
-at her. Her face was very bright and animated, and the scheme, whatever
-it was, evidently interested her considerably.
-
-Mildred leaned back in her chair and twirled the beautiful ruby ring
-which she always wore. This ring had been her sister’s, and was an
-heirloom; she rarely wore any other jewels, and when she was preoccupied
-she had a habit of turning it round and round on her finger.
-
-“I mean,” said Mildred, “to get together all the wisdom on the tenement
-house question that is available in New York and Brooklyn, and see what
-the consensus of opinion is; and I am going to have my amanuensis take
-notes for future reference. You know I have some coöperative theories of
-my own in regard to the matter, and I wish to ascertain what these
-practical workers think of them.”
-
-“Whom have you invited?” I inquired, beginning to be interested.
-
-“Oh, Professor Felix Adler, for one. He built those tenements that we
-saw the other day down on Cherry Street, you remember, and he is also
-very much interested in manual training. Then there is Mr. Pratt, who
-founded that great Pratt Institute in Brooklyn, with all kinds of
-industrial training and a free library and reading-room. Then—let me
-see—I have invited Mr. Barnard of the Five Points House of Industry,
-Mrs. Alice Wellington Rollins, who wrote ‘Uncle Tom’s Tenement,’ Mr.
-Charles L. Brace of the Children’s Aid Society, most of the agents of
-the model tenement houses that I have visited, several of the lady
-visitors in the charity organizations, and one or two architects.”
-
-As it proved, however, not all who were invited came, but there were
-enough to comfortably fill our pretty parlor. There were Jews and
-Gentiles, radicals and high-churchmen, all interested in the same
-subject, and many of them meeting each other for the first time.
-
-Mildred had chocolate and cakes and fruit served, and then proceeded to
-business in the dignified, quiet way which so well became her.
-
-“I have asked you here this evening,” she said, “that I may get the
-benefit of your united wisdom and experience. I seek enlightenment as to
-the best way to solve the problem of the housing of the poor in a great
-city. I wish to do something to make the conditions of existence a
-little more bearable for some of the wretched creatures that I have been
-seeing of late in such places as the Mulberry Street Bend, on Hester,
-Forsyth, and Cherry streets, and a hundred other places.
-
-“For some years, in connection with the Associated Charity work of
-Boston, I have visited poor families in the alleys of North Street, and
-have made myself somewhat familiar with the problems that are besetting
-us in the herding together of enormous numbers of people under
-conditions that, I think I am safe in saying, never before existed. What
-little I have seen in other cities is as nothing to what I find here.
-And it is here in New York, where I am told you have the most thickly
-populated square mile on the globe, and where the dregs from Castle
-Garden remain, that I propose to do something.
-
-“As I have been about with your district visitors and have picked my way
-among the garbage barrels and swarming mass of humanity in the Jewish
-quarter, on their market day, I have wondered how it was possible for
-morality to exist in the close personal contact and absolute want of
-privacy which this lack of space necessitates. Now, tell me, what is to
-be done to relieve this condition of things and permit those little
-_gamins_ to grow up decent American citizens? Are things worse or are
-they better than they used to be? I hear that a mint of money is spent
-in charity, but I hear also that in the past one of the greatest causes
-of pauperism has been found to be unwise philanthropy, and the more I
-look into the question the more perplexed and uncertain I find myself.
-
-“What does your experience suggest?” asked Mildred, turning with one of
-her winning smiles to a cheery-faced lady of perhaps fifty years of age,
-who sat at her right.
-
-“That is a pretty hard question to answer,” was the reply. “I’ve been at
-work for twenty-five years down on the East side near the river, and I
-am free to say that I don’t see much improvement. Of course, things are
-better in some ways; there is better sanitary inspection than there used
-to be, and need enough there is of it too, with these filthy Italians
-and Polish Jews who are pouring in here every week by the thousands. I
-must say I haven’t much hope of them.”
-
-“Yes, of course; but haven’t you hope of the children?” inquired
-Mildred, eagerly.
-
-“Yes, a little more hope for them, certainly,” responded the lady
-somewhat dubiously, with a sigh that contrasted strangely with her
-bright, hopeful face; “but I must say frankly, that the more I see of
-the poor, the more hopeless I sometimes feel and the less able to make
-generalizations and give advice. I used to think it a comparatively
-simple thing, requiring merely money and hard work. Ten years ago I
-could have given you advice very glibly, but I don’t feel so sure about
-anything now; there are so many sides to everything, and so many
-exceptions to every rule.
-
-“Of course, good tenement houses are a great thing, provided you can
-have a janitor and a housekeeper to keep them in order. But the best
-model tenement house in the world would be completely ruined if entirely
-given over to the class of tenants I know about. They will just as
-likely as not throw their ashes and garbage down the waste-pipes, and
-pile all their bedding out on the fire-escapes, blocking them up so as
-to make them almost useless in case of a fire. It requires the patience
-of Job to deal with such people. They don’t care for your new
-improvements, and they don’t propose to be restrained by any regulations
-or rules.
-
-“As for the model tenement houses that we have, doubtless they are
-excellent. But they don’t as a general thing reach the lowest class of
-people, and in any event they are a mere drop in the bucket. There’s
-just one consolation about it all, as I say to myself when I go
-about,—these people have never been used to anything better, and they
-don’t know how miserable they are.”
-
-“That is just what I think is the worst of it,” said Mrs. Rollins, as
-the speaker paused. “The fact that they don’t know anything better,
-don’t expect anything better, don’t want anything better, is the
-frightful thing about it. As to whether things are getting better or not
-I can’t say, but I know this, the tenement house has come to stay; it
-cannot be eliminated from the modern problem of living. Thousands of our
-well-to-do people are living in flats and suites simply to avoid the
-burden and expense of having to entertain so much company, and these
-buildings, like the Spanish flats or the Dacotah, are really only
-another kind of tenement house. As I say, the tenement house has come to
-stay. Separate houses for separate families are going to be fewer and
-fewer in our large cities, where land is becoming more and more
-valuable. The thing that remains for us to do is to build with more
-skill and wisdom, so that while the separate house must more and more
-give way, the home need not be sacrificed.”
-
-“Miss Brewster,” said a gray-bearded man whose name I did not learn, “as
-to the question whether the charities and sanitary improvements of the
-city have amounted to anything in the last twenty-five years, it seems
-to me it is not well for us to rely wholly on personal impressions.
-There are figures at command which can abundantly show that in two
-respects at least—the lessening of the rates of mortality and the
-reduction of arrests for crime—we have made an immense advance on
-twenty-five years ago, in spite of the fact that the population has
-nearly doubled. Permit me to state a few facts.”
-
-“Good; this is just what I want,” said Mildred with keen attention.
-
-He continued: “In 1864, when the sanitary examination of the city was
-made, some wards were found to be peopled at the rate of 290,000 persons
-to the square mile, while in the most densely populated part of London
-the number was less than 176,000 to the square mile. To show what
-sanitary regulations will do, let me say that the number of deaths in
-London previous to a good sanitary government was one in twenty, and in
-New York one in thirty-five, while after such regulations the number in
-London was reduced to one in forty-five, and in New York to one in
-thirty-eight and a half.
-
-“We think our tenement houses now are bad enough, but let me read you a
-report of the condition of things in 1866. ‘At this time the cities of
-New York and Brooklyn were filled with nuisances, many of them of years’
-duration. The streets were uncleaned; manure heaps, containing thousands
-of tons, occupied piers and vacant lots; sewers were obstructed; houses
-were crowded and badly ventilated and lighted; stables and yards were
-filled with stagnant water, and many dark and damp cellars were
-inhabited. The streets were obstructed, and the wharves and piers were
-filthy and dangerous from dilapidation. Cattle were driven through the
-streets at all hours of the day in large numbers. Slaughter houses were
-open to the streets, and were offensive from the accumulated offal and
-blood, or filled the sewers with decomposing animal matter. Gas
-companies, shell-burners, and fat-boilers pursued their occupations
-without regard to the public health or comfort, filling the air with
-disgusting odors; and roaming swine were the principal scavengers of the
-streets and gutters!’
-
-“Moreover,” the gentleman continued, “owing to the general indifference
-and ignorance concerning sanitary construction of houses, tenement
-houses used often to be found having on one floor ten or twelve interior
-rooms, with no means of ventilation or light except through other rooms;
-and at night, when these rooms were occupied and the doors closed, one
-may imagine the amount of poison which each person was compelled to
-breathe. Now, all that has been remedied to a great extent. No such
-houses are allowed to be built, and in lodging-houses there is a
-wholesome regulation as to the number of cubic feet of air-space allowed
-to each individual. Sanitary inspection is conducted by competent
-officials at regular intervals. The public conscience has been aroused
-in this matter.
-
-“As I look back thirty-five years, I find that among the better class of
-people there is far more fastidiousness in regard to all matters of
-personal cleanliness than there used to be. There are more bathing
-facilities, a greater delicacy in manners at table, a greater tendency
-to isolation and privacy in personal matters of the toilet, and so
-forth, and therefore among every class of people a better sentiment in
-regard to the enforcement of sanitary regulations than there used to be
-when I was a boy. But those who are helping these things, although many
-absolutely, are relatively pitifully few. Yet no one who knows the
-condition of affairs twenty years ago can question that an advance has
-been made. We are learning to organize charity better, we are spending
-our efforts in more profitable directions, and we are training our
-public not to increase pauperism by the old-fashioned, pernicious
-methods of indiscriminate giving. In regard to the lessening of juvenile
-crime I think Mr. Brace can give the most valuable opinion of any one
-present.”
-
-All eyes were turned to Mr. Brace, and there was a hearty hand-clapping
-as he prepared to speak.
-
-“Since 1852,” he said, “the society which I represent has been doing its
-best to rescue the little wanderers of this city from lives of suffering
-and degradation. The value of its work is too well known for me to
-enlarge upon it. We are met here this evening to discuss tenement
-houses, and I will therefore take the time to make only two or three
-statements in reply to Miss Brewster’s inquiry as to whether the morals
-of the community have improved, and whether charitable and reformatory
-work is of much value. Now, in spite of the fact that the overcrowding
-in the poor quarters is greater than ever, that the lowest of the
-European population are pouring into our city to an alarming extent,
-that our municipal government has often been notoriously corrupt, in
-spite of all this, I say, by means of the efforts which have been put
-forth, there has been a steady and most satisfactory decrease in crime
-during all these years. Allow me to give you a few figures. In 1859
-there were more than five thousand five hundred commitments for female
-vagrancy, and in 1886, notwithstanding the general increase in
-population, there were less than two thousand five hundred commitments
-for the same cause. In the eleven years preceding 1886, the decrease in
-arrests for drunkenness among males was just about fifty per cent. I
-will hand you a table, Miss Brewster, giving you the report of juvenile
-crimes since 1875, and also the Police record containing the general
-report for the city, the details of which you can read at your leisure.
-I will simply say now that the net summing up of these reports shows a
-remarkable decrease in crime of all sorts of twelve and a half per cent.
-This, I think, will answer your question as to whether, on the whole,
-our city is any better.”
-
-“There is another thing to be noticed,” said a little lady over in the
-corner. “People of all classes think more of going into the country and
-getting fresh air than they used to. Thousands of families who thirty
-years ago would not have spent two or three weeks in the year out of the
-city now think they must have two months at least. They have come to
-consider this a necessity for themselves, and it makes them through
-sympathy appreciate a little the needs of the very poor during the
-fierce summer heat. The lovely charities of the Flower Mission, Country
-Week, and the harbor excursions have grown out of this sympathy for
-others.
-
-“I, for one, think that the world is far more kind and sympathetic than
-it used to be, in all sorts of little ways, as is shown by the
-multiplication of such societies as the ‘King’s Daughters’ and ‘Lend a
-Hand’ clubs, by the increased tenderness with children, and prevention
-of cruelty to animals. I don’t mean to say that people are much happier,
-for they have a higher standard and are less content with objectionable
-things than they used to be when I was a child forty years ago. But I
-for one do not decry that kind of discontent with existing bad
-circumstances. To me it seems to be only the precursor of reform. I do
-not believe in encouraging the poor to be content with their lot. I
-think, with Mrs. Rollins, that the worst thing possible is this fearful
-apathy toward bad surroundings, of which one sees so much among our low
-foreigners. The first thing to do in Americanizing them is to make them
-discontented with living like the brutes.”
-
-“And what is the first step in that direction?” inquired Mildred,
-thoughtfully. “Is it more legislation to regulate and limit this fearful
-inflow of more people than we are able to cope with; or is it a large
-concerted movement of capitalists to provide better tenements? Or is it
-education and Christianization?”
-
-“As I hold, it is each and all of these,” said a blond-haired, keen-eyed
-young man in the back part of the room, rising as he spoke and leaning
-against the mantel. He spoke in a clear, crisp way which was pleasant to
-hear.
-
-“Legislation is needed, after we first enforce the laws which we already
-have; but it would hardly be worth while to petition for new ones when
-we can make the old but little more than a dead letter. At present no
-foreigner can be allowed by law to land who has not money enough to
-support himself for a year; and yet how often is this law enforced? No;
-as long as the pressure of taxation and the burden of a great standing
-army exists in every country in Europe, as long as our unchristian
-tariff prevents the natural inflow of foreign products and grinds down
-the laborers of the old world, so long shall we be compelled to face
-this problem of Americanizing two thirds of the population of our great
-cities. We here in New York live in a foreign city. There are less than
-fifteen per cent. of us whose parents were born in this country and bred
-in its political, religious, and social traditions. One doesn’t realize
-this in walking down Broadway or Fifth Avenue; but in some parts of the
-city where most people do not often go, one would think himself in
-Germany, or Italy, or Poland.
-
-“Now, you ask what is the first step toward Americanizing this foreign
-element. _I_ say, education, Christianity, and better living. There
-isn’t much use in trying to teach children when their stomachs are
-empty; there is not much use in goody-goody Sunday-school talk without
-the discipline in cleanliness, order, and industry which the day school
-alone can compel; neither is there much use in giving these people
-palaces to live in and supplying them with comforts and conveniences,
-unless at the same time you bring some moral power to bear upon them,
-while also helping them to a pretty good acquaintance with the three
-R’s. You see, it works both ways. Clean and wholesome physical
-surroundings create an opportunity for mental and spiritual growth, and
-without the latter the former would not be appreciated or preserved.”
-
-“I quite agree with the last speaker,” said Professor Adler in his mild,
-quiet way, contrasting with the briskness of the blond young man whose
-common-sense talk had pleased us. “The supply of pure air, sanitary
-regulations, and decent comforts must be the primary object of the
-philanthropist who would solve the problem of the housing of the poor;
-but it will avail little, unless it is invariably accompanied by
-constant supervision, helpfulness, and sympathy. Every tenement house
-should have a responsible resident agent,—not a mere perfunctory person
-who shall issue orders and collect the rent, but one who in case of
-sickness or trouble can give advice and help, and by living constantly
-in friendly relations with tenants can initiate reforms in a wise way.
-The stubbornness and conservatism of the ignorant in opposing what is
-for their real good is one of the most surprising things we have to
-contend with. One would think, for instance, that a coöperative grocery
-store, situated in a tenement house, and giving good quality at as
-reasonable prices as could be obtained elsewhere, would be an inducement
-to the average tenant to buy. But so great is the suspicion that we are
-trying to take advantage of them in some way, that they will often
-prefer to go farther and pay more, simply to assert their independence.”
-
-“Do they take kindly to free kindergartens?” inquired Mildred.
-
-“Yes, when they come to understand them; but the announcement of a
-kindergarten, free reading-room, and bath-rooms in connection with a new
-tenement house rarely offers much inducement to the average laborer
-looking for rooms. But a large room which can be used in the morning for
-kindergarten purposes, and at other times for a gathering place for
-clubs and singing-classes, is an invaluable thing in every large
-tenement house. This gives a foothold for all kinds of work to be
-conducted by young gentlemen and ladies who desire to uplift the youth
-of these neighborhoods. Gymnastic classes and glee clubs form a sort of
-neutral ground where all may meet on a common level, and where the
-refinement, intelligence, and good breeding of those who are willing to
-give their services once or twice a week will soon make itself felt. It
-is not necessary that they should directly teach or preach; but if they
-are well-bred, kind-hearted people, they will by their mere tones of
-voice and their method of managing things exert a subtle influence which
-in tune will give them the power to go further and attempt other things.
-
-“The quickest way to Americanize an ignorant foreigner is to give him
-frequent object lessons in the shape of the best type of American
-citizen.”
-
-“I think I understand you,” said Mildred, “and it is what I myself
-thoroughly believe. The model tenement house question is not merely a
-question of brick and stone, ventilation, bath-rooms, and four per
-cent.; it is a question largely of providing the best means for
-uplifting spiritually, mentally, and physically these swarming masses.
-Speaking of four per cent., let me inquire whether tenement houses can
-be considered a good money investment. Not that I, personally, am
-anxious to make money out of them; but I suppose it goes without saying
-that anything like this which does not pay a fair percentage, and is
-really a charity, in the end tends to pauperize and is pernicious.”
-
-“Certainly,” replied Professor Adler; “and not only that, but most of
-the poor are too proud to accept charity in that form, though,
-inconsistently enough, they may be quite ready to accept it in other
-ways. But anything which savors of an institution or charity, and that
-puts them under obligations, is sure to fail. On the other hand, to hold
-out to capitalists the idea that they had better put their money into
-tenement houses because it is a good investment is something I do not
-like to do. A man who wishes simply to make money would tell me that he
-knows far better methods than mine, and would consider my advice an
-impertinence. But every man, no matter how much of an egotist he may be,
-likes to be thought unselfish, and if I can tell him that here is a
-means of doing great good while at the same time he loses no money, then
-he may listen to me. Money wisely put into tenements can provide for the
-tenant far more advantages than he usually has; it can give light, air,
-cleanliness, many conveniences in common with others, and yield to the
-landlord four per cent. besides. Some good tenements pay six per cent.,
-but this is perhaps at a sacrifice of conveniences to the tenant, or is
-due to some special reasons. However, as the security of the investment
-is so great, four per cent. may be considered fair interest.”
-
-“Good; now as to the details,” said Mildred in her practical way. “I
-want to tell you my scheme, and then let you criticise it to the utmost.
-I suppose I was born with a bump for economy; at all events, nothing
-tries me more than the excessive waste which I have seen around me all
-my life. I don’t mean merely waste of money, but waste of time, waste of
-energy and effort in every direction. Of course there is less of the
-latter here than in the old world, for here Yankee ingenuity does not
-have so hard a fight with prejudice, and every inventor of a
-labor-saving machine is crowned with honor. Still, there is a terrible
-amount of waste, especially in women’s work. I will not stop to speak of
-all phases of it; but as I have observed men and women for years, and
-have seen the suffering from needless backaches caused by climbing
-stairs and doing housework in an unnecessarily hard way, as I have seen
-the complexity and endless details of our modern life crowd out, in the
-lives of all but the rich, the leisure which their children should have,
-and which they need for their own self-development, I have racked my
-brains to see what could be done to simplify the petty details of modern
-housekeeping.
-
-“I believe that we are on the verge of a new era in this respect. The
-prejudices of centuries must give way to the new requirements of a
-civilization which will more and more create an urban population, and
-also a higher standard of physical comfort. Now in this, time, strength,
-and money must be better conserved, or we shall, as a nation, have
-nervous prostration, I fear.
-
-“My only solution for this, or for a part of it at least, seems to me
-coöperation, so that all shall get the greatest return for the least
-outlay. I don’t mean for a moment that I believe hotel life or
-boarding-house life to be the life of the family of the future. Heaven
-forbid! That the privacy and seclusion of the individual and family
-should be preserved is imperative. The home is the first consideration.
-But that one’s food should be cooked, or one’s clothes made or washed,
-inside the rooms occupied by the family, seems to me no essential
-feature of the home, and I am convinced that where prejudice can be
-removed, a great gain would be made by eliminating the first and last,
-at least from the home of the city poor.
-
-“In regard to the value of a common laundry with set tubs, I think most
-of you have found them successful. I have found only one person-an
-attendant in the beautiful Astral flats of Green Point—who told me that
-they were considered undesirable, as tending to encourage gossip and
-quarreling. Now the dwellings which I mean to build are intended for a
-lower class of people than any whom I have hitherto found occupying
-model tenement houses. In those on Seventy-second Street, I was told
-there were many mechanics earning three to four dollars a day. Such
-people are not what I call poor, and I design my houses for people who
-earn, at most, only half of that. I want to give them the greatest
-possible return for their money, and at the same time make a fair per
-cent. on the capital invested. The income thus derived I shall devote to
-the erection of more houses.
-
-“I propose to make the buildings fairly fireproof, with iron staircases
-and stone-paved halls. The interior walls will be of painted brick. Upon
-the top of the house I propose to have a well-fenced, well-paved
-playground, believing that the roof space which is so rarely utilized in
-our great cities may be made of great service in this way. In most of
-the tenement houses I find that the roof is not allowed to be used for
-anything but drying clothes, the owners not caring to go to the extra
-expense necessary to make it a perfectly safe place for children. But,
-if it is all planned in the beginning, the expense will be comparatively
-slight, and the open space thus provided will afford better air than any
-interior court, and be, both physically and morally, a far safer place
-than the street. By a simple arrangement of pulleys the drying clothes
-can be elevated between strong, high posts quite above the heads of the
-children, so that their play need not be interrupted. A stout wire
-netting can be arranged to keep the clothes from blowing away.
-
-“On the upper floor of the house I shall have several store-rooms
-adjoining a freight elevator and a kitchen. This will be connected with
-every floor of the house by speaking-tubes and dumb-waiters, so that
-meals can be cooked here for the whole number of tenants and delivered
-hot when ordered. The charge will be simply for the cost of preparing
-the food itself and the fuel; and as everything will be bought by the
-quantity, the expense for each individual will be moderate. I believe
-that thus, with proper arrangements, and suiting the food to the tastes
-of the occupants, the whole question of the food supply may be solved,
-and three women do the work of a hundred. How does this feature of the
-house impress you?”
-
-As Mildred paused, three voices exclaimed in chorus,—
-
-“It would never work in the world!” “Perfectly impracticable!” “They
-would not like it at all!”
-
-“Why not?” asked Mildred.
-
-“Well, first of all,” said a man who proved to be an agent in one of the
-large model tenement houses, “what would all those women do if you take
-away their work from them? They would be idle and shiftless, and just
-spend their time in gossiping and quarreling. I know ’em.”
-
-“It seems to me,” said Mildred, rather tartly, “that if the average poor
-man’s wife has not enough to do in washing, ironing, scrubbing,
-sweeping, making and mending clothes for a household and attending to
-her children, we need not feel any necessity laid upon us to fill up any
-spare moment she may have for herself by an addition of needless work
-for work’s sake. I know poor mothers in Boston who don’t get down so far
-as the Common twice a year, who scarcely see a green tree from one
-year’s end to another, who never think they can spare a moment’s time to
-amuse their children, and who gladly turn the poor little ones into the
-street to get them away from the hot cooking-stove which occupies the
-best part of the only family living-room. It is to such mothers that I
-would give a little freedom, and in time they will find something better
-to do than quarreling and gossiping if they live in my tenements.”
-
-“But they will have to pay a little more for their food than if they
-cooked it themselves. The wages of the cook must be paid, and even a
-little more counts,” remonstrated another skeptic.
-
-“Not at all,” said Mildred, eagerly. “Think of the immense saving in
-fuel to begin with. Why, most of these people, as you know well, buy
-coal in small quantities, often by the hodful, paying for it at an
-enormous rate when reckoned by the ton, to say nothing of the evil of
-sending children out along the wharves to pick up dirty barrels and bits
-of wood for kindling.”
-
-“But in winter they would need the fire just the same for warmth,” said
-some one.
-
-“No; the whole house would have steam heat, thus making a valuable
-saving of space as well, by doing away with the stove and place for
-fuel. The halls of the model tenements now are heated by steam. I
-estimate that the trifle extra which would be added to the price of the
-room and the food would be no more than, probably not so much as, what
-would be spent for food and fuel in the old way; for the poor that I
-have known are the most extravagant people living. They buy a poor
-quality of food at high rates, and through bad cooking and irregularity
-of living waste and spoil much that they have.
-
-“Besides, I have had another thing in mind,—that is, the mothers who go
-out to work by the day and have to let their children come home from
-school to pick up any kind of cold dinner that they find, and who, so
-far as my experience goes, invariably spend every cent they get upon
-candy and innutritious cakes bought at the bakery.”
-
-“This is all a charming theory, Miss Brewster,” said a pale-faced lady
-with auburn hair, who had hitherto remained silent; “but I am afraid
-that until you have a more enlightened community to deal with it won’t
-work. The conservatism, perhaps one might call it the stupidity, of the
-lower classes is something we are fighting against all the time. Every
-innovation has to be introduced with great caution in order not to
-offend them. Strange as it may seem, these people who come from lands
-where they have been down-trodden, with no privileges of any sort,
-stickle more for their rights and independence, and are far less willing
-to yield to restrictions than we. They don’t want to be ‘bossed.’ They
-want to do as they please, even if they pay more for it and are not half
-so well served. The idea of saving fuel and getting rid of the nuisance
-of ash-barrels would not appeal to the low Italians. They cook their
-little messes of macaroni over a few sticks, and would not dream of
-using the fuel that an Irishman would require.
-
-“Let me tell you about a cheap lunch-room that was started as an
-experiment some time ago. We gave good, nutritious food at the lowest
-cost price, and what was the result? It remained on our hands, and we
-could not sell it, and discovered to our surprise that the people for
-whose advantage we had established it learned that if they waited until
-the food was cold and ready to spoil they could come to the back door
-and ask for it and get it for little or nothing. It would really have
-been wiser to throw the food away. Yet the very same people who would do
-this showed a decided pride when they suspected any supervision or
-interference in their domestic affairs. A coöperative kitchen was
-established in one of our tenement houses as an experiment, that is, a
-range to be used in common, in order to save the fuel and heat in summer
-of a fire in each separate room. But no one liked to use it. Each woman
-was afraid of interfering or being interfered with.”
-
-“Naturally enough,” said Mildred; “and anything that should tend to mix
-up families, where the yielding of personal preferences and ‘taking
-turns’ is involved, would probably fail so long as human nature remains
-human nature. I do not propose anything of that sort, you see.”
-
-“I think myself,” said Professor Adler, “that the idea is thoroughly
-good, and if cautiously and wisely carried out would be a success. I
-should like to see the experiment tried. I have all my life been
-preaching coöperation, not only for the poor, but for ourselves as well,
-but with small success.”
-
-“The chief objection, I suppose,” said Mildred, “is, that when food is
-cooked in large quantities it never tastes so good. In time everything
-seems to get a sort of boarding-house flavor, and individual tastes
-cannot be consulted as in one’s own home. This may be made an objection
-by the rich, but that a fastidiousness about a flavor should prevent
-people from trying coöperation, who have all they can do to keep soul
-and body together, seems to me more than ridiculous.”
-
-“It is more than ridiculous, and I for one have faith that people can be
-taught to see it,” said the blond young man with the clear, crisp
-speech. “The people who have lived in the model tenement houses have
-already learned to use dumb-waiters, speaking-tubes, set tubs,
-ash-shutes, and the like, and have seen the advantages of these modern
-conveniences. Now, with patience on our part and a painstaking
-explanation of your scheme, I think that they could be led to see the
-saving in time, fuel, space, money, and quality of food as well as the
-increased variety of food and cleanliness incident to an arrangement
-such as you propose, and which I heartily hope you will carry out. The
-thing to do, as Octavia Hill in her work in London has wisely taught us,
-is to make sure that we put in the right sort of men and women to manage
-such a place. As she once said, ‘We have more model tenements than we
-know how to take care of. My present work is to train women who will go
-down and oversee them.’
-
-“If, beside the man who is employed to attend to the business part of it
-and to see that the sanitary condition is good, you will also put in one
-or two nice American women who will look after the families in a
-friendly way, giving suggestions and advice with tact, and carefully
-explaining the advantages of improvements, I will vouch for the success
-of the experiment. If some object, there are enough people of common
-sense in the city to fill one house at least.”
-
-“It seems to me,” said one speaker, “that we ought to be careful about
-talking or even allowing ourselves to think of those whom we call the
-‘lower classes’ as being essentially different from ourselves. They are
-ignorant, of course, and dreadfully shiftless, some of them, but they
-have the same instincts and affections as we, and I for one respect
-their individuality and their privacy as I would our own. I shouldn’t
-like to ask them to do anything I wouldn’t do myself under similar
-circumstances. If _we_ aren’t ready for coöperation, how can we expect
-them to be?”
-
-“I ask nothing of any one,” replied Mildred, “which I would not be glad
-to do myself under the same conditions, or under better conditions. We
-are learning to coöperate in a thousand ways of which our grandfathers
-never dreamed. Under the pressure of new duties and interests which our
-age has brought with it, we are learning to eliminate useless individual
-work where combined work is better. The law of reciprocity is the divine
-law. Wasteful individual effort belongs to the age of savagery.
-Communism, the mingling of families, and absence of personal privacy can
-never I am convinced be tolerated by civilized people; but coöperation
-with one’s fellows in harnessing up the forces of nature to subserve our
-material interests and leave man more free for the development of his
-higher nature, seems to me the only rational thing for rational beings.
-Any reluctance to see and accept this seems to me the result of
-prejudice.”
-
-“I should put it even a little stronger than that,” said Professor
-Adler, gently. “Under every objection which has been presented to me by
-the friends with whom I have for years been laboring in this very line
-of effort, I have felt that there was not mere prejudice but a real,
-unconscious selfishness. All objections like the one you mention are
-mere matters of detail which could be properly adjusted, and the freedom
-of the wife from all petty details that eat up the greater part of her
-life ought to more than compensate for the slight sacrifice of feeling
-involved in doing an unaccustomed thing. I believe that we shall
-gradually come to it; and meanwhile our boarding-houses and hotels will
-shelter larger and larger numbers of women driven from housekeeping by
-the weight of domestic cares. They will have lost their home in losing
-their cook!”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.
-
-
- FIFTH AVENUE HOTEL.
-
-DEAR ALICE: What an age it seems since I left Boston and exchanged the
-peace and quiet of my dear old attic room for all this turmoil and whirl
-of excitement! I have done more thinking in the last two months than
-ever before in my life, and sometimes I feel as though every idea had
-been squeezed out of my brain. If it were not that I insist upon getting
-some hours every week for a canter in the park, I fear I should be in a
-state of nervous collapse. However, I am beginning to see my way clear,
-and hope to get away in a month or so and be off to the West. Then when
-I get a conscience tolerably clear I shall run riot like a school-boy
-out of school.
-
-Just now I am buried deep in tenement house problems. I have had two or
-three conclaves of all the wiseacres I could get together, and I have
-been considering their criticisms and suggestions, until now the details
-of my scheme are pretty nearly complete, and I sign the papers with my
-architect and builder to-night.
-
-You know about the plan for coöperative cooking which I used to
-discourse upon to you to your infinite amusement. Well, half of the
-people here opposed it at first just as you did. They said, for one
-thing, that no one under heaven would be able to provide the kind of
-food that would suit all tastes. There would be Jews who would want to
-have meat killed after their own fashion; the Italians would want horrid
-messes of garlic; the Irish would find fault if they didn’t have the
-finest white bread and the strongest of tea, and not a blessed one of
-them would eat oatmeal, the coarse cereals, nutritious soups, or any of
-the suitable things that they ought to eat.
-
-All of which is more or less true, as I had wit enough to know myself
-beforehand; but I don’t mean to let it daunt me. I shall let all my
-tenants have an Atkinson kerosene stove in their rooms, if they wish to
-pay for it, and on this they can do an endless amount of cooking at a
-trifling cost for fuel, and a great saving of space as well as of heat
-in summer.
-
-I have engaged one of the graduates of Mrs. Lincoln’s cooking school to
-take my first kitchen in charge. Meantime, until the buildings are
-ready, I am going to send her to study the system of marketing and
-cooking for hotels; also the kinds of food which each nationality likes,
-and the methods of its preparation.
-
-The kitchen will be arranged under her special supervision. She will
-engage her own assistants and be the responsible head. She will have a
-schedule of cooked dishes, with prices of each displayed on a bulletin
-in the corridors. Special dishes will be cooked by request, and orders
-for food can be sent in the day before. Of course at first there may be
-a little waste until she gets familiar with the people and can
-anticipate their wants; but she is a smart Yankee girl, and has a
-good-natured, merry way with her which I am sure will win recognition. I
-have told her to make it her first point to please the people, and when
-that is accomplished she can gradually teach them to drink milk instead
-of tea, and to eat brown bread instead of soda crackers.
-
-One objection which was brought up was that children would have no
-chance to learn cooking, never seeing their mothers cook; but I said,
-that not one woman in ten of those I have in mind knows how to cook
-either in a cleanly or economical way. They have but little variety in
-their cooking, moreover, and I thought the loss of the instruction which
-might be imparted would be largely counterbalanced by the knowledge
-which would be gained as to what well-cooked food tasted like.
-
-The _modus operandi_ of getting the food will be something like this. At
-half-past six, Biddy Flanigan, who has to go out scrubbing at seven
-o’clock, will deposit a dime with her teapot and an empty dish in the
-dumb-waiter; she will call up through the speaking-tube that she wants
-tea, fried potatoes, and three rolls; and in about seventy seconds the
-dish full of potatoes done to a turn, and not soaked in fat, and a pot
-full of tea will be at her elbow. From these and the nice home-made
-rolls, neither burned nor sour nor underdone, she and little Patsy and
-Maggie will have a hot breakfast.
-
-Then Maggie will wash the dishes with the hot water running at the sink;
-there will have been no ashes to dump, or clinkers to pick out; no fuel
-to be brought, or fire made; and Biddy can put on her hood and depart,
-knowing that the children will not open all the draughts and waste the
-coal, or set themselves on fire, or let the fire go out, and come home
-from school to a dinner of cold scraps, with the necessity of building
-up the fire again at night. For with a nickel in the dumb-waiter at
-noon, and a tin can containing two big bowls full of hot soup, the
-children will be well provided for.
-
-I have some little plans for the arrangements of rooms which I hope will
-work well. The beds of the tenement houses have always been a great
-trouble to me. Of all clumsy and unsanitary arrangements for sleeping
-when one is obliged to sleep with four or five others in a small room,
-ordinary bedsteads seem to me the worst. Now in order to introduce all
-the improvements that I want, I am obliged to economize space. The
-people must be crowded together, there is no other way out of that; so,
-for the children, I mean to put up single beds, berth-fashion, over each
-other. Strong iron sockets fastened to the wall will hold an iron frame
-on which a little mattress with bedclothes will be strapped. In the
-daytime these will be turned up, one under the other, and hooked against
-the wall, out of the way, and a neat little curtain fastened to the
-upper one will hang down and conceal both as if they were a set of
-hanging shelves. At night the youngster in the upper berth will be
-protected from all danger of falling out by two or three leather straps
-fastened on to the upper part of the berth and hooked firmly to the
-lower edge of the framework. I have thought all the details out one by
-one as various objections were made to my scheme.
-
-I think this plan a fine solution for the dirt and vermin question.
-Besides, the mattresses, being so small, could be very much more easily
-aired and turned than if they were larger. But an agent, to whom I
-explained it, protested, saying she wouldn’t encourage such an idea at
-all. “People ought to live properly, in regular fashion, and not get
-used to putting up with any such makeshifts as that. It wouldn’t be
-living naturally.”
-
-“You old bigot!” said I inwardly, “your grandmother, I suppose, would
-have protested against sleeping-cars and elevators and dumb-waiters as
-being unnatural and artificial!”
-
-I am amazed every day to see how densely stupid some sensible people
-are. I know a Frenchwoman who has always slept at home on a bed four
-feet high, canopied and enshrouded with curtains. It is half a day’s
-work to make it, and she feels out in the cold and all forlorn when put
-into one of our little, open, low, brass bedsteads. I suppose she would
-think it quite as unhomelike and as demoralizing in its tendency as my
-agent thought my berth beds would be.
-
-The other day I explained the idea to a poor woman in a tenement house,
-who with the greatest difficulty was trying to sweep under two
-good-sized bedsteads in a tiny room. At first she did not seem to
-comprehend, but when she did, she smiled and nodded and said, “I like
-that, Mees; easy to sweep; children no kick each other all time; my
-children sleep four in one bed—too much kick and cry.”
-
-I have thought of another thing, that is, of having low, stationary
-settees made in suitable places against the wall, and having the seat a
-cover which would turn up on hinges, showing space underneath where
-clothes and all sorts of things could be kept out of sight, instead of
-being put into trunks or left to lie around in an untidy way. I shall
-have no closets, as I find that space can be better saved and
-cleanliness more readily enforced by building stationary wardrobes, each
-with a drawer underneath and shelves above extending to the ceiling.
-Closets, I find, are rarely swept.
-
-On these shelves, which can be protected by a curtain, things not in
-frequent use can be laid away, and every inch of space to the ceiling
-utilized. I know you will not approve of this. You think closets are a
-_sine qua non_; all of which is well enough if you are dealing with
-people who are sure to keep them swept clean, and where room is not so
-precious. But in this case I am planning to economize space to the
-utmost, and at the same time give the number of hooks for hanging
-clothes that there is in the ordinary closet.
-
-The rooms are to be only seven feet high, thereby saving much space and
-making it possible for me to put on another story to the building.
-Without this, by the closest planning, I could not afford all the
-conveniences that I want and get my four per cent. interest, which, for
-the success of the experiment, I feel bound to make.
-
-Of course these low-studded rooms would give too little air were it not
-that I have taken extraordinary pains about the ventilation. I have been
-using all my feminine ingenuity to devise all possible means to provide
-the greatest amount of comfort and convenience for the smallest possible
-amount of money and space. Understand that I am aiming to provide a
-decent home for the very poorest, who cannot afford to pay more than
-five dollars a month for rent. I mean to give them as much room as they
-have now in their dirty, dark alleys and attics, and in addition to
-that, warmth, pure air, cleanliness, and the saving of countless steps.
-
-I find my architects strangely unsuggestive about all this; they have
-not enough imagination to put themselves in the place of a tired
-ignorant woman who has to spend all her life in two rooms with her
-husband and four or five untidy, restless children.
-
-Knowing how much afraid of the dark many of my North End people used to
-be, and remembering how they used to keep a lamp burning all night in
-their sleeping-rooms, where the windows were shut tight, I have planned
-to have the upper eight inches of the walls of the room bordering on the
-hall, of glass, which can be opened like a transom, to admit air and
-much light at night from the lights in the hall, which I shall myself
-provide. I mean also to have in every room, fastened against the wall, a
-stationary table that can be put up or let down like an ordinary
-table-leaf.
-
-I am going to have some experienced woman oversee all these little
-details, for I never yet saw a builder who could not learn a great deal
-from a practical housekeeper.
-
-In the basement there are to be bath-rooms and a barber’s shop, while in
-some part of the building I shall have a large room which can be divided
-by sliding-doors. One part shall be a nursery, where mothers who want to
-go out can leave their children in good charge for a trifling fee, and
-the other half of the room shall be used as a kindergarten.
-
-In the evening these rooms will be occupied by the grown people for club
-meetings and a reading-room. When desired, both rooms can be thrown
-together for a lecture or entertainment.
-
-I have in mind sewing schools and gymnastic classes and all sorts of
-good things, for which this will be the centre.
-
-I am more and more convinced that the quickest way to revolutionize
-whatever needs revolutionizing in this world is to get at the hearts and
-souls of people. Open a man’s heart, give him an idea, in other words,
-convert him, and self-respect, industry, and good manners will soon
-appear.
-
-I think I have found just the right man and woman to help me make my
-scheme feasible. They are a couple about fifty years old, Pennsylvania
-Quakers, whose daughter has just been graduated from Professor Adler’s
-kindergarten training school, and who is bubbling over with zeal to
-begin her work. All three are to live in the building and give their
-whole time to the work that may be needed, each one having his or her
-separate department to attend to, and being responsible for everything
-in that department. For all this a good salary will be paid to each of
-the three.
-
-I have found that my original plan has grown on my hands, and as it is
-often easier to do a thing on a large scale than on a small one, I have
-decided to put up four large buildings around a hollow square, each one
-to contain one hundred sets of tenements of from one to four rooms. Each
-house will accommodate perhaps four or five hundred people. Most of the
-suites will contain two rooms suitable for a family of four. But I shall
-have also many single rooms for bachelors, there being a good demand for
-them, I find.
-
-You know my enthusiasm for our Puritan history. Behold my opportunity to
-indulge my taste in that direction! I am going to christen these hobbies
-of mine, so long a dream, now so soon to be materialized, by bestowing
-upon them some good old names that ought never to be forgotten. These
-four are to be called the “Pilgrim Homes.” One will be named Scrooby,
-another Leyden, one Plymouth, and one the Mayflower. If these prove
-successful I shall have four more, named Bradford, Brewster, Carver, and
-Winslow. However, I must not romance, for that perhaps will be far in
-the future.
-
-You have no idea of the endless details I have had to consider. I have
-been over every single model tenement I could find in New York and
-Brooklyn, which is not saying much, for there are not many. Now,
-although not a stone is yet laid, I feel as if a load had rolled off my
-shoulders and the thing were nearly complete.
-
-I shall watch with the greatest anxiety the outcome of this experiment.
-If it can be shown, as I think it can, that the lowest poor can be
-comfortably housed at the prices which they now pay for their wretched
-slums, and if it can be demonstrated, as I think it can, that health and
-happiness increase and vice decreases in proportion to the opportunity
-which is offered for decent living, then I shall be ready to devote a
-goodly number of my millions to what seems to me about the best use that
-can be made of them.
-
-As soon as it can be fully proved just what needs to be done, if a state
-or city loan can be obtained, I mean to try to persuade some of these
-wealthy men and women whom I have been meeting of late to join with me
-and engage in the work of tenement house reform on a gigantic scale.
-There is no good reason why the crying evils which now exist should be
-perpetuated another year. Since planning all this I have been greatly
-interested to learn of what Glasgow has recently been doing in this
-direction; buying up and destroying a mass of vile old rookeries, and
-building sanitary homes for the poor in place of them.
-
-There is money enough, brains enough, and good will enough in this city
-to abolish these hideous conditions of life by which thousands of lives
-are wrecked every year. I am very doubtful about much state socialism;
-but municipal socialism to this extent seems to me the only rational
-thing in view of the present evils. A century hence we shall look back
-with wonder that our mania for individualism and dread of governmental
-interference should have led us to tolerate these things a day. I was
-never more convinced of anything than of this, and never more terribly
-in earnest about anything in my life. Meanwhile my agents are buying up
-and cleansing some of the worst old tenement houses in the city, and I
-am searching in every direction for the right person to put in charge of
-them. I find that this is the most important feature of it all. There
-must be constant, tireless supervision, and I find that it really pays
-to give one good tenant his rent free on condition that he keep the
-building clean and orderly. He must, of course, be one who has enough
-moral power to enforce all necessary rules.
-
-These details must sound very prosaic to you, I fear, in comparison with
-all the delightful things which you are studying; but just at present I
-am finding the subject of dumb-waiters and ash-shoots quite as
-fascinating as I ever used to find Correggios or cryptogamia.
-
-By the way, I am going to see a beautiful private car which is to be
-sold. I am thinking of buying it and taking aunt Madison and some
-delightful people whom I know on a trip to the Yellowstone Park and
-Puget Sound this summer. What do you say to joining us? By the time you
-have finished at the Annex you will be ready to drop, and will be quite
-unfit to think of getting up your trousseau. Tell that impatient young
-professor that he must wait for three months, and give you a chance to
-know how sweet it is to get a love-letter when it comes three thousand
-miles....
-
- FIFTH AVENUE HOTEL, NEW YORK, _Apr. 10_.
-
- To CHAS. W. TURNER, ESQ., Boston, Mass.
-
-_Dear Sir_,—Your letter has come to hand with the inclosed deed for the
-eight lots on Huntington Avenue, each twenty-three by one hundred feet.
-
-I will now write you in detail about the buildings which I wish to put
-upon those lots. I want you to understand my plans exactly, together
-with my reasons for them, as I shall ask you to take the responsibility
-of carrying them out.
-
-I want to try an experiment that I have long had in mind. I hope to have
-it pay a fair per cent. and at the same time serve as a hint toward the
-solution of some of the difficulties in the problems of modern
-housekeeping.
-
-For the last twenty years we have been blundering our way toward better
-methods of meeting the exigencies of our modern city life, but with
-indifferent success.
-
-However, one thing is certain. In our great cities, where land is
-growing more and more expensive, and where people are swarming in
-constantly increasing numbers, building their houses higher and higher
-into the air, something must be done to readjust the methods of living,
-if life is to remain anything but drudgery to a large majority of wives
-and mothers.
-
-The modern system of “flats” is a step in the right direction, but thus
-far it has meant cramped quarters, great expense, and many
-disadvantages, and I am convinced that it is a long way from being the
-city home of the future.
-
-What I propose is to put up some houses where all the rooms in each
-suite of apartments shall be on the same floor, but which shall in no
-other particular resemble any “flats” that I have seen.
-
-I have found none where the rooms were spacious and all directly lighted
-and ventilated from the outer air, unless they were at a price quite
-beyond the income of a man who must live on three thousand dollars’
-salary. Even the best I have seen, although they are elegantly frescoed
-and finished, are sure to have some small dark rooms, and give much less
-good space for living purposes than a house bearing the same rental.
-
-Now I think there is no reason for this,—that is to say, no necessary
-reason; nothing more in fact than that the demand for “flats” exceeds
-the supply, and landlords make more on an investment in that direction.
-
-The never ceasing trouble with servants, the burden of entertaining
-company, the fearful strain of the stairs incident to living in a house
-where there are only two good rooms on a floor,—all these and other
-things are more and more compelling people of moderate means either to
-board or live in a “flat,” where one servant can do the work for which,
-in an ordinary house, two would be required.
-
-I think the continual increase of boarding-houses marks a sign of
-decadence in American social and home life, and yet I do not blame
-delicate women for longing for freedom from the details of work, which
-is often done at a great disadvantage, and for immunity from the
-back-breaking stairs and other things that are the cause of so much
-invalidism.
-
-Seeing these domestic problems and the wear and tear of the nervous
-system contingent on the ordinary methods of city housekeeping, I have
-determined to try in this experiment to see if for a moderate cost, say
-nine or ten hundred dollars rental, it may not be possible to supply a
-family with twelve good-sized rooms all on one floor, and with the back
-yard of a size which is usual to an ordinary house.
-
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-
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-
-One great objection to the ordinary flat is the absence of a back yard
-where clothes can be dried, and children can play. Families with
-children find but little freedom and comfort in the ordinary flat, and I
-propose to remedy this in the simplest way in the world,—at least, it
-seems perfectly simple and feasible to me. If the architect you engage
-makes any objections to the scheme, let me know what they are.
-
-Taking the eight lots which you have purchased, each one hundred feet
-deep, let us devote say sixty feet to the back yards. This will admit of
-flowerbeds, and a little playground, a very important item with a mother
-of young children. These dimensions are the same as those of hundreds of
-South End lots and houses.
-
-Then there will be left for the building of the eight homes an area of
-eight lots, each forty feet deep and twenty-three feet wide.
-
-According to our ordinary wasteful system in the building of houses
-vertically there would be eight sets of stone steps, eight doors and
-lobbies, and allowing four stories to each house, there would be four
-halls and three staircases, one over the other, in each of the eight
-houses. Each hall would involve more or less expense in carpeting, much
-time in sweeping and keeping clean; and beside, much physical energy
-would be wasted in simply getting from dining-room to parlor and from
-parlor to bedroom.
-
-Now it seems to me that instead of building these eight houses side by
-side vertically, like so many bricks set up on end, we can do much
-better. We can abolish seven of our doorsteps and entrance ways and use
-one entrance for all, making it thereby much handsomer, and, if we
-choose, seven times more expensive. Then instead of eight times three
-flights of stairs we shall have simply three, one over the other, in a
-broad central hall which will run from the street to the back yard,
-having four tenements on either side of it, one tenement for each story.
-The floors separating the tenements will be made as impervious to sound
-as the partitions in houses built in the usual vertical fashion. The
-central hall can be divided into two parts: a front hall containing a
-passenger elevator and a handsome flight of stairs, and a back hall with
-another flight of stairs and another elevator, the latter for servants
-and freight. With the same amount of money that would have been required
-for building and carpeting the extra stairs, these halls and staircases
-can be made handsomer and absolutely fireproof. On the top story,
-instead of the inconvenient ladder and trap-door leading to the roof,
-which is usual in our vertically built tenements, there can be a
-comfortable staircase, covered at the point where it reaches the roof
-and giving exit through a door upon the roof, which can be thoroughly
-guarded by a parapet or iron fence, thus affording a safe playground for
-children.
-
-This will cost something, of course, but no more I think than would be
-expended in the ordinary, wasteful method of building to which we resort
-at present.
-
-Now perhaps you will say that with the exception of the back yards this
-is not different from the ordinary apartment hotel; but wait a bit. What
-I propose to do is to give to each person a suite of rooms equal in
-cubical contents to what he would have had in his vertical four-story
-house, and I shall arrange these rooms so that he shall have a frontage
-on the street, not of twenty-three feet, but of ninety-two feet minus
-ten feet which he will allow for the central hall. As his neighbor
-across the hall will have the same frontage and also allow ten feet for
-the hall, the latter, you see, will be a spacious apartment twenty feet
-in width.
-
-Think of a flat having eighty-two feet of front, and with a set of four
-back yards at the rear of each home, which is an area of sixty by
-eighty-two feet! To be sure each one cannot use all that area. He will
-have only one fourth of it for his special use, but it will be worth
-something to have all that space ostensibly his own, and the outlook a
-little different from each room.
-
-Of course your first question will be as to how these yards are to be
-reached.
-
-My first purpose is to have these eight families who dwell under the
-same roof use nothing but their halls and staircases in common. So in
-the basement each family shall have a space at the rear of the house,
-twenty-three feet in width, each having its own exit into its own yard
-from the laundry and store-rooms which will be situated there. In the
-front part of the basement, where in the average Boston house the coal
-and furnace are usually found, will be the heating appliances for the
-whole building, and heat will be provided in the different stories as it
-is in the ordinary hotel.
-
-There will be speaking-tubes, of course, connecting each laundry with
-its kitchen above, so that the mistress on the fourth floor can
-communicate with her Bridget in the laundry, and the only disadvantage
-will be that once a week the Bridget living on the top story will have
-to descend four flights in the elevator to reach her laundry instead of
-running down one flight of stairs, as she would do in the house of the
-ordinary type.
-
-Although I prefer to leave the arrangement of rooms in the suites to the
-taste of the architect, I will inclose a plan—the simplest possible one
-which, so far as I know, will be thoroughly convenient. The only
-objection to it that I can discover is, that it is rather stiff and
-monotonous; but, as the same thing must be said of our houses as at
-present constructed, I do not think this a very formidable objection.
-However, I send a second plan, which will show how it is possible to
-introduce considerable variety in the arrangement of rooms. In this, as
-you see, the parlor is placed at the end of the hall, and is
-thirty-eight feet long, being lighted at both ends. If it should be
-thought best, half of the suites, _i. e._, the four on one side of the
-hall, can be built after this second plan.
-
-The central passage-way running between the rooms in each suite will
-receive light through transoms and glass doors, and will be lighter than
-the halls in the average city house.
-
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-
-As the kitchen does not communicate with this central passage-way, the
-odors of cooking will not be so likely to permeate the house as they
-usually do in the average Boston house with a basement dining-room.
-
-If I have made myself clear, I think you will see that, according to
-this extremely simple plan of construction, the chief advantages of the
-average flat and the average separate block house may be combined, and
-the disadvantages of each nearly eliminated.
-
-The care of the sidewalk, stairs, central hall, and the management of
-the heating apparatus, will be in the charge of a janitor, as is
-customary in the ordinary apartment hotel, thus almost doing away with
-the work of one servant in each family. In addition to the great
-advantage of having all the rooms on one floor, these rooms will be
-larger and more airy than in the ordinary block house. Then, too, they
-will not only be more in number than those in the average flat, but they
-will be more than in the vertical house of the same cubical contents.
-For the space heretofore devoted to stairs can now be utilized for
-living-rooms, and by simply opening the doors and windows a draught of
-air can sweep straight through from front to back of the house. There
-will be neither dark rooms nor rooms opening into a dismal brick
-air-well, as in most of our modern flats, and, consequently, none of
-that cramped, confined feeling that one always experiences when going
-into their tiny rooms which seem designed for a family of three members
-only, and where children have no right to be.
-
-Now I propose to offer this horizontal dwelling, with its eighty-two
-feet front, and its yard at the back, with all its economy of space and
-expense and physical exertion, for _precisely the same rental_ that the
-vertical house with its twenty-three feet of front would cost.
-
-And, as I want permanent tenants, and desire to make them practically
-the same offer as a sale of the property would be, you may give, to any
-one who desires it, a lease for fifteen or twenty years.
-
-Doubtless before that time has expired we shall come to see that our
-methods of living must be modified still more, and separate kitchens and
-laundries will be relegated to the country, while some system of
-coöperation will come into vogue in our cities. If so, such a house as I
-propose to build can be easily modified to suit the new order of things.
-The kitchens above could be metamorphosed into bedrooms, and part of the
-space in the basement turned into a cooking centre for all the families.
-
-If this experiment should prove a success,—and I can see no reason now
-why it should not,—this will be but the beginning of what I intend to do
-on a large scale. I think I can do no better service for the hurried,
-overworked wives and mothers of our great cities, than to simplify and
-lighten the burdens of housekeeping, by adding to their comfort without
-adding to their expense.
-
-I want very little frescoing and gilding in these houses, but there must
-be fire-escapes at the rear, and every device for convenience that is
-available.
-
-In regard to their outward appearance I have but one suggestion to make.
-I should like to have the windows very broad and very low. It has always
-seemed to me ridiculous to note the pains which is taken to cut a hole
-in the wall and then immediately cover up two thirds of it in the most
-elaborate manner with lambrequins and two or three sets of curtains, all
-of which are never raised above the middle sash except when the servant
-washes the glass. If it is desirable to admit a little subdued light
-near the top of the room, this might be done by a few panes of stained
-or ground glass, which would not be covered by a curtain. On the
-exterior the bricks or stone, arranged in the form of an arch over each
-window, would add much to the beauty of effect.
-
-If a window were five feet wide by three and a half high, the top being
-no more than six and a half feet from the floor, the curtain question
-would be somewhat simplified and our rooms made sunnier and more
-beautiful. However, I leave this to the architect to decide.
-
-You will, I think, get my idea from the accompanying sketches.
-
- Yours sincerely,
- MILDRED BREWSTER.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.
-
- In achieving spiritual emancipation the mind must pass from
- prescription to conscious reason, from mere faith to knowledge. There
- must be nothing lost in the transition, only a gain in the form of
- science to what was before held in the form of faith and tradition.
- But this transition is the most painful one in history, although its
- results are the most glorious.—WM. T. HARRIS, LL. D.
-
-
-One evening Mildred and I had prepared for bed, and in our
-dressing-gowns were sitting cosily before our open wood fire, watching
-the flames dance and flicker and cast weird shadows on the wall. It had
-been a hard day, the morning having been spent in writing and dictation
-and in examining a half bushel of mail matter; the afternoon we had
-spent in visiting tenement houses and industrial schools in Brooklyn.
-
-After dinner, however, I had beguiled Mildred into a merry hour over
-some dashing Schubert duets, for music never failed to rest and soothe
-her. Then, turning the lights down and drawing the _tête-à-tête_ before
-the red glow of the firelight, we fell to talking, indulging in many
-reminiscences of childish pranks and school-girl sentimentality.
-
-I had been bred outside of New England, and our lives had been wholly
-unlike. Perhaps it was because we were so very unlike in many things
-that we were more and more drawn to each other day by day, finding ever
-new delight in exploring each other’s history and thoughts.
-
-I had seen more of the world, in a certain way, than Mildred,—that is,
-more of society, in Philadelphia, Baltimore, and Washington. The
-leisurely, easy-going life of a people to whom New England ideas and
-“isms” were unknown had been the limits of my social, and
-Presbyterianism and Episcopacy the limits of my spiritual, horizon. I
-had scarcely dreamed of the existence of any other way of looking at
-life among people in good society.
-
-A brisk canter on my red roan, with a gay company of young people, a
-good dinner party, plenty of bouquets and dancing and young men, with
-now and then a would-be-serious talk with some of the more
-studiously-minded of them apropos of German poetry or Victor Hugo,—this
-life I had known all about, and but little of any other.
-
-However, eight months previously, when reverses of fortune had cast my
-fate in Salem, Massachusetts, among a family of Unitarians who had been
-old-time abolitionists, and were now woman suffragists and zealous
-reformers in every direction, my conception of life had enlarged a
-little, and I was prepared not to be amazed at this radical, bookish
-Boston girl who upset all my previous theories of what a charming woman
-should be.
-
-She was charming; no one who had seen her sitting there, in her loose
-gown of a delicate rose color, her dark wavy hair falling around her
-shoulders as she gazed steadily into the glowing embers, her fine
-features outlined by the firelight, but would have thought her so. We
-had been laughing heartily over some droll accounts of my first New
-England experiences and the horror which I had aroused in some precise
-old maids by my frivolity, while I had been equally horrified by their
-radical theology. I thought that it was wicked for them to read Renan,
-and they thought it sinful for me to wear French corsets and moderately
-high heels.
-
-After a time Mildred and I began to talk of love and lovers, as girls
-will. I say “girls,” though I was six-and-twenty and she my senior. But
-in New England, where late marriages are the rule and not the exception,
-the term “girls,” as I have discovered, has an indefinite application.
-
-“Mildred, were you never in love?” I asked.
-
-I shouldn’t have dared quite so much as that, only somehow she had
-invited my confidence, and I had told her all about my love affairs. I
-couldn’t tell whether she blushed or not, for the firelight glowed on
-her face. At first I thought that she was offended, for she waited a
-minute before she answered, and we listened to the rain coming in great
-gusts against the window pane, and the omnibuses rattling over the paved
-street below.
-
-Mildred nestled a little closer to the fire and adjusted her cushions.
-Then she said slowly, as she stretched out her slender fingers before
-the blaze, “Why, yes, I suppose I really was in love, though I didn’t
-know it at the time.”
-
-“Good heavens, Mildred, not with Mr. Dunreath!” I cried; “you told me
-you never really cared for him.”
-
-“No, not with Mr. Dunreath,” replied Mildred quickly, and throwing her
-head back she clasped her hands over her knee, swaying back and forth in
-the firelight. Then she stopped again. I asked no more questions, for
-there was a look in her eyes and a droop to the sensitive mouth which
-meant I knew not what. Was it possible that this woman, who seemed so
-enthusiastically absorbed in her plans and so cheerful and gay, was
-really carrying about with her a secret heart-ache? I had watched her
-curiously as we had been in society together, and had been amused at her
-absolute lack of coquetry and matter-of-fact way of talking with
-gentlemen, and, on the other hand, at her semi-consciousness that she
-must try not to say too much about her theories and hobbies, and to
-“learn to talk small talk,” as she said. I, who had had my fill of small
-talk, and whom the late years were beginning to teach some serious
-lessons, liked much better her simplicity and unusual earnestness about
-things. Her bookishness, too, which at first I had rather dreaded, did
-not mean pedantry or dullness. She had read but few books, she told me;
-far less than I. She once showed me in her diary her list of books for
-the past year. There were only six: Plato’s “Republic,” “Wilhelm
-Meister,” Stanley’s “History of the Jews,” Thackeray’s “Newcomes,” Henry
-George’s “Progress and Poverty,” and a volume of Fichte.
-
-“I like to be acquainted with the best people,” she once said; “there is
-no reason why one should put up with the second-rate ones when one can
-have the best.”
-
-“But it is not every one who can get the best society,” said I, not
-understanding in the least what she meant.
-
-“Every one who can read can have the best friends of all ages,” she
-replied. And they were her friends. But I am digressing.
-
-“I will tell you all about it,” said Mildred, with her eyes still fixed
-on the coals. “There is no reason why I should not, though I never told
-any one before, and I have hardly acknowledged it to myself. I think I
-was in love; yes, I think I really was—in love.
-
-“It happened in this way. I had gone down to the Fitchburg station to
-take the early morning train for Concord. By the way, were you ever at
-Concord?” she asked abruptly.
-
-“What?” I answered, “Concord, New Hampshire?”
-
-“No, our own Massachusetts Concord; the Concord of Emerson and Hawthorne
-and Thoreau and the Alcotts. I had been there but once before, but since
-that time it has been a sort of Mecca of mine, and I have made many a
-pilgrimage there.
-
-“I was going out to the Concord School of Philosophy, not, however, for
-any special reason. I didn’t know and didn’t care to know anything about
-philosophy, but I thought it might be fun to see for once the
-long-haired men and short-haired women congregate and talk, as the
-papers said, about the ‘thisness of the then and the whichness of the
-where.’ Besides, I wanted to visit Hawthorne’s grave. I was full of his
-romances then.
-
-“At the station I met my bosom-friend Julia Mason. ‘How fortunate!’ she
-exclaimed. ‘Here is my cousin, bound for the Summer School, too. You
-must philosophize together.’ She introduced us to each other, and then
-hastened to take her own train, while the young man and I made our way
-together to the express train for Concord.
-
-“He pleased my fancy at once. I was just at the age when a girl always
-sees a possible lover in every handsome young man whom she chances to
-know. Not that the thought occurred to me then, for he was far from
-being the ideal lover whom I had dreamed of marrying. My lover must
-combine all the graces of an Alcibiades with the virtues of a Bayard, a
-knight _sans peur et sans reproche_, with classic features, curling
-locks, and a voice and smile that should melt the very stones.”
-
-“You matter-of-fact old Mildred,” I laughed. “To think of your ever
-being so romantic!”
-
-She smiled a little as she unclasped her hands from her knee and leaned
-back.
-
-“Yes,” she said, “I had my dreams once.”
-
-Then she continued:
-
-“He was older than I, twenty-five, perhaps; tall, broad-shouldered, a
-manly man every inch of him; a little clumsy and awkward at first, and
-lacking in all the manifold little attentions which girls like. He did
-not offer to carry my bag, I observed, and he entered the car-door
-first. He was certainly not in the least like the courteous, gallant
-knight of my girlish fancy.
-
-“But presently, as he began to talk in an animated way, his frank blue
-eyes lighted up and lent to his by no means classic features a wonderful
-charm. We got well acquainted on the short journey. He, it seems, had,
-like myself, been at Concord only once before. It was on that raw, cold
-day in ’75, when I, a young school-girl, with my mother, and he a
-Phillips Academy boy, had, unknown to each other, essayed to board the
-train in that same frightfully thronged station, and go to the
-Centennial celebration.
-
-“I told him of my droll experience, wedged in between a dozen men and
-women in the smoking-car. He, it seems, was not so fortunate as I, for
-he took no lunch, and, like thousands of others who could buy nothing
-for either love or money, almost starved. I told him about our
-experience: how we marched with the women assembled at the town hall,
-led by a lady with a little flag, around the road to the tent on Battle
-lawn; how there we were nearly annihilated by the throng, and how at
-last by some good fortune I was borne up to the platform’s very edge,
-and stood there within a few feet of Grant and all his cabinet, and with
-Curtis, Emerson, and Lowell all within arm’s reach.
-
-“How my heart beat at the sight of those faces! I have seen many famous
-sights since, but nothing that ever stirred my blood like that,” said
-Mildred, with glowing eyes. “I was scarcely more than a child, Ruby, but
-I stood there for two mortal hours, unable to move forward or backward,
-to right or left, quivering from head to foot with enthusiasm and
-excitement. That day my American patriotism was born. I had studied a
-little text-book at school, and learned names and dates; but not until
-under the spell of Curtis’s eloquence, and face to face with the men
-whose fathers had shed their blood in the brave fight one hundred years
-before, did I begin to realize what it all meant. I remember
-particularly a little old man with weather-beaten face, clad in a simple
-suit,—his ‘Sunday best,’—who stood beside me listening with eager,
-upturned face, his blue eyes filled with unshed tears. I could see his
-lips quiver; and once, as if carried away by the fervor of his emotion,
-he grasped my arm with his brown, withered hand and whispered huskily,
-‘Little girl, when you get as old as I be, you’ll understand what all
-this means.’
-
-“Since then,” said Mildred gravely, “the words ‘my country’ have meant
-something new to me. A distinctly new idea took hold of me, an idea that
-some time I hope to make blossom into deeds.”
-
-I confess I was getting a little impatient for an account of the
-love-making, and this did not sound much like it. But after musing a
-bit, Mildred continued:
-
-“This little experience which my companion and I had in common made us
-quickly acquainted. He frankly told me of his college life and of
-himself. He had been studying for the ministry, he said, though whether
-he was to be a clergyman or not I inferred was somewhat doubtful.
-
-“We passed Walden Pond, gleaming like silver in the sunshine, and he
-talked of Thoreau, whom he seemed to know well, though I had at that
-time read nothing of him. Presently we rolled up to the Concord station,
-and while a crowd of people alighted and took the ‘barge,’ we went down
-one of the long, shady streets, bordered by tall hedges and
-close-clipped lawns, with comfortable, roomy mansions set back from the
-street; past the little gem of a town library, on its carpet of emerald
-green; past the cluster of shops and the cool-plashing fountain, and
-down the famous old road which saw the redcoats’ flight, and which Hosea
-Biglow, you remember, says he ‘most gin’ally calls “John Bull’s Run.”’
-
-“Such a lovely, quiet old street! Dear, you must see it some day—with
-the broad, green meadow lands on one side, and the hill crowned with
-trees and vines on the other.
-
-“‘Along this ridge lived Hawthorne’s Septimius Felton,’ said my
-companion.
-
-“‘And here,’ said I, as we passed a tiny antique house on the hillside
-with curtains drawn, and no path through the grass that surrounded
-it,—‘here, I am positive, an old witch with a black cat must have lived
-a hundred years ago.’
-
-“We jested and laughed as we went merrily on. We were young and happy
-that brilliant summer morning. I remember how every leaf sparkled with
-the heavy dewdrops, and the air seemed to fairly intoxicate one like a
-draught of wine. I was fairly brimming over with delight.
-
-“We passed the old-fashioned white house with green blinds, peeping out
-from behind the pines, which I needed no one to tell me had been the
-home of the Concord seer; and a little further on appeared the
-brown-gabled house, nestled in a green hollow, and guarded by giant
-elms, where the Little Women lived their charming life. Just within
-these grounds stood the vine-covered Hillside Chapel, whither our steps
-were tending. We had passed little groups on our way, and now and then
-we caught a word of what they were saying; ‘first entelechy,’ ‘pure
-subjectivity,’ the ‘_ding an sich_,’ and so on, which in my hilarious
-mood served as a further theme for jest.
-
-“As we took our seats beneath the bust of Pestalozzi and beside the
-comfortable arm-chair always reserved for Mrs. Emerson, I scanned the
-audience closely. It was not a stylish one, and I felt a little inclined
-to poke fun at some of the antiquated bonnets; but my attention was
-attracted by the evident eagerness with which my new friend was studying
-the face of the speaker.
-
-“He was a middle-aged man, with close-clipped gray beard and spectacles,
-and a face that seemed to be the very personification of thought. The
-subject of the lecture was Immortality. I listened, vainly trying to
-understand, and feeling as though the essence of a thousand books was
-being crowded into that quiet morning’s talk. I had heard that this man
-was a German rationalist, and was undermining the foundations of
-Christianity; therefore I had prepared myself to see a cynic or a
-scoffer. I had thought that I would go, for once, to hear what he had to
-say; just to have an idea as to what it was all about. I felt all the
-excitement of doing something a little venturesome.
-
-“Dear me,” laughed Mildred; “how droll it all seems now, and what an
-ignorant little bigot I must have been!
-
-“I tried to follow the speaker and to get some meaning from those quiet,
-clear-cut sentences as they dropped from his lips, and slowly forced
-upon my incredulous mind the conviction that here at least was one man
-who spoke whereof he knew. I had never done so hard thinking in my life.
-He was taking me into a field of thought of which I had never dreamed,
-and I was as unable to follow his giant strides as a child to follow the
-man in seven-league boots. My temples began to throb; in despair I gave
-up the attempt, and fell to watching my companion as with bated breath
-he followed the speaker. Only one thing I remember, and that because I
-jotted it down on the back of an envelope at the time. He said, ‘The
-standpoint of absolute personality is the one to be attained. On this
-plane, freedom, immortality, and God are the regulative principles of
-science as well as of life; and they are not only matters of faith, but
-matters of indubitable scientific certainty.’
-
-“The lecture was nearly two hours long, and there was to be a discussion
-following it; but we were both exhausted with the mental strain, and
-quietly slipped out into the summer sunshine.
-
-“My companion said nothing. He walked with head erect and long strides,
-and I felt considerably piqued to find that he seemed utterly oblivious
-of my presence. Presently he turned to me, and in a tone which almost
-startled me exclaimed, ‘Thank God for that man! More than any other man
-living or dead has he kept me from making utter shipwreck of my faith.’
-I was surprised at his earnestness and touched by the simple frankness
-with which he had revealed to me, almost an utter stranger, his inmost
-thoughts.
-
-“Again he seemed to forget me, and we paced on in silence, past the
-fountain, under gigantic elms, past the ‘town toothpick,’ as the
-æsthetic scoffers have dubbed the obelisk that commemorates the soldiers
-of the war, and turned down the road by Hawthorne’s gray old manse and
-through the avenue of pines, to where, stretching across the sluggish
-stream, we saw the
-
- ... ‘bridge that arched the flood’
-
-where
-
- ‘Once the embattled farmers stood,
- And fired the shot heard round the world.’
-
-“Here we stopped to rest a while, under the spreading boughs of a
-pine-tree, beside the graves of the two British soldiers that fell in
-the famous fight. We shared our sandwiches and bananas, and threw crumbs
-to the saucy squirrels that darted from limb to limb above our heads;
-and then, like two children, we trimmed our hats with daisies and
-buttercups from the fields close by. I watched him closely, with the
-pleasing consciousness that my pretty dress and new hat were noticed
-with evident approval on his part. Evidently he was able to enjoy some
-other things as well as philosophy; and when he shook back the thick
-blonde hair which rose from his broad forehead in a sort of Rubenstein
-mane, and tossed over into the fields a great stone that had fallen from
-the wall, I began to query whether a young man with locks and sinews
-like a young Norse god might not be a very fascinating type of hero.
-
-“But I was curious to know what he meant by ‘shipwreck of his faith.’ As
-we picked up our various belongings (this time I noted that he asked for
-my bag) and walked over through the woods to Sleepy Hollow Cemetery, I
-determined to probe him a little.
-
-“‘Mr. Everett,’ I began, ‘don’t you think, after all, that philosophy is
-a rather dangerous thing for one to begin to study?’”
-
-I smiled mischievously as Mildred inadvertently disclosed the name which
-hitherto she had adroitly concealed. She flushed a little, as if
-annoyed.
-
-“After all,” she said, “you might as well know his name, for he has
-gone, heaven knows where, and I shall never see him again.”
-
-A shade of sadness fell upon her face turned toward the firelight, but
-she went quietly on:
-
-“He hesitated a moment before he answered, as if mentally to adjust
-himself to my plane of ignorance. Then he asked, ‘And why dangerous,
-Miss Brewster?’
-
-“‘You know what I mean,’ said I, rather vexed at being obliged to put my
-vague thoughts into words. ‘What good can all this theorizing and
-speculation do? Don’t you think it would be a great deal better for all
-these people here to spend their time in talking about something
-practical? My feeling is, that people who begin to think and question
-about God and immortality and such things, and aren’t satisfied with the
-simple truths of the Bible, get to be skeptics before they know it, and
-are ruined for life. My mother’s religion is good enough for me. If I
-can live up to that I shall be satisfied, without racking my brains and
-reasoning over things that God intended us to take on faith.’
-
-“To tell the truth, this didn’t exactly represent my thought; but I had
-often heard it said, and thought it sounded well. Besides, I was curious
-to see what he would reply to it.
-
-“‘It would take hours to answer adequately what you have just said, Miss
-Brewster,’ replied Mr. Everett; ‘but I will try to say something; for it
-is precisely these same questions that I myself have been trying to
-answer in the last few years.’
-
-“We were climbing the little hill that like a crescent surrounded the
-green hollow, where lie the sleepers in their last sleep. On the summit,
-beneath the tall sighing pines, beside Emerson’s grave and within a
-stone’s throw of the graves of Hawthorne and Thoreau, we sat down and
-looked over the broad valley on the other side with the hills beyond. It
-was so quiet, so peaceful, just where a tired soul would love to have
-his last resting-place.
-
-“Mr. Everett was silent for a moment, as if to collect his thought;
-then, not looking at me, but afar off at the glimpses of blue between
-the swaying boughs, he began to speak, while I listened intently, every
-word fairly burning itself upon my memory. I did not rest that night
-until I had transmitted it all to my diary, to be read and reread over
-and over again.
-
-“‘You say that your mother’s religion is good enough for you,’ he began.
-‘Well, Miss Brewster, when I think of the love and devotion, of the
-tender prayers and wise counsels that guided my boyish waywardness, when
-I think of the saintliness and unselfishness of my own sainted mother, I
-feel like saying that, too. If I could ever have one half her
-spirituality and Christlikeness, I should count my life a grand success.
-But I cannot say, and I know that truth and justice cannot compel me to
-say, that my mother’s theology would be enough for me, for her life was
-not the outcome of much in her theology. Her unquestioning faith in a
-literal Adam and Eve had nothing to do with her sweetness and devotion
-to duty. Nor was her unwavering belief in the sacredness of everything
-in the sixty-six Hebrew and Christian books the cause of her infinite
-patience and self-sacrifice. No; I want my mother’s religion, but I
-cannot accept all of her theology. I should count it a sin against God
-if I were to so stultify my intelligence as to do it.
-
-“‘You say, “Don’t you think all these people here had better be doing
-something practical?” What is more practical, I ask you, than for a
-human soul, to whom life is something more than meat and drink, to learn
-of that which more than all else concerns that soul’s welfare? And what
-can more help to this than the study of the wisest thought of all the
-ages on just these very problems of life and death, things present and
-things to come? As Novalis says, “Philosophy can bake no bread; but she
-can procure for us God, Freedom, and Immortality.” I count that the most
-practical as well as the most precious help that can be offered to any
-questioning human soul who has come to see that man cannot live by bread
-alone, and whose sorest need is to know the meaning and the end of this
-life of ours.’
-
-“‘But the Bible tells us that,’ I cried impatiently; ‘what more do we
-need?’
-
-“‘Perhaps you need nothing more,’ he answered quietly. ‘If so, well and
-good. Clear insight is not essential to living a noble life. If you have
-really grasped the spiritual meaning of Christianity it matters little
-that you should hold it in a more naive and literal way than I am able
-to. If in this age you can accept unquestioningly everything that has
-been taught you, if you never have a doubt, I would be the last person
-to raise one, for I know what mental misery would ensue in one educated
-as you have been. But so long as your religious faiths have been
-inherited, like your hair and eyes, and you have not examined them so as
-to make them your own, pardon my saying that there is small virtue in
-your holding them, and so far as your own thought goes you might as well
-have been a Papist or a Mohammedan.’
-
-“‘But what is the use of mental misery? Why should I encourage doubts
-and unrest? Is it not far better to trust in God and not venture to
-question all the strange things that he allows?’
-
-“‘You ask two or three questions at once; let me take them one at a
-time. Five years ago I asked just those same questions, and I know how
-you feel.’ He spoke tenderly, and his voice comforted me. I was
-beginning to get nervous and troubled and felt myself in deep waters.
-
-“‘No great thing is ever born into this world except by suffering. If we
-are put here simply for pleasure, for calm content, for peace of mind,
-let us banish all questioning and dread it as a precursor of the
-nightmare. Yes, if immediate peace of mind is the primary consideration,
-let us, like the ostrich, bury our heads in the sand, like the chicken
-refuse to pick our way through the shell, and be turned out of our warm
-corner into the bare, cold world outside. If peace of mind is our chief
-aim, let us stop thinking once for all. It is dangerous. Yes, thinking
-is always dangerous; dangerous to one’s love of ease and content with
-existing ideas. The little shoot content with its environment in the
-dark mould will never reach the sunlight until first it struggles upward
-from the conditions that surround it.
-
-“‘Many a time in the last four years I have said to myself, in the night
-of horror that swept over me, when I felt as if the foundations beneath
-me had broken away, “whether the Bible be true, or life eternal, or God
-a father, I do not know; but this one thing I do know: I must be true; I
-must be unselfish; I must go on and seek the light;” and, thank God, I
-have begun to find it at last.’
-
-“Mr. Everett spoke with a quiet intensity of feeling that awed me.
-However, I ventured to ask, rather timidly, ‘But you did find—you do
-believe in the Bible now, don’t you?’
-
-“‘That is a question which cannot be rightly answered by a “yes” or
-“no,”’ he replied; ‘for neither answer would be true. I was brought up,
-as perhaps you were, to look upon all these matters without the
-slightest discrimination; to think a disbelief in Jonah’s whale
-synonymous with the disbelief in the divine inspiration of any part of
-the Bible; to think a disbeliever in the Bible necessarily a disbeliever
-in God; and to count a disbeliever in immortality on a par with a
-bigamist or a horse-thief.
-
-“‘When I dared trust myself to think and read this book, or rather
-collection of books, with a calm, unprejudiced eye, I was amazed to find
-how much I had been taught to claim for them which they never claim for
-themselves. They became utterly new books to me, as if I had never read
-them before; wonderfully rich and helpful and inspiring and full, as I
-believe, of the truest religious inspiration, but not always a guide for
-me in history and science, and not infallible as to fact.
-
-“‘Who shall find any authority for the doctrine that inspiration ceased
-with the last one of those sixty-six books? No, Miss Brewster,’ said Mr.
-Everett, looking at me earnestly, his shoulders thrown back, his head
-erect, ‘God reveals himself to man to-day just as truly in this new
-world as ever he did thousands of years ago to Hebrew seers.
-
-“‘You ask why I should crave any deeper reasons for my belief in God,
-free will, and immortality than these writings give. Simply this: I
-must. At first I fought against it, fearing it to be a temptation of the
-devil. But I came to see that this fear, for me at least, was cowardice
-and folly. The command was laid upon my soul to give an adequate reason
-for the faith that I held, and I could not be recreant to this call of
-conscience. I had been told to believe the Bible because it was God’s
-Word, and then, following in a circle, to believe that there was a God
-because God’s Word proved it. It did not take me long to see the
-childishness of this, and though I put it off again and again, my
-conscience would not be stilled until I had systematically set myself to
-see whether or not anything could really be known, or whether inference,
-conjecture, and hope were all that God had vouchsafed to the creature
-made in his image.
-
-“‘I suppose few women ever feel this necessity. I do not say that it is
-necessary for you or for any one to probe to the bottom of these things,
-if you are content without doing so. I think, however, that it is of the
-utmost importance for the thousand bewildered spirits in our day, who
-long to know but who cannot themselves study, to come to see that
-knowledge on the questions which are most vital to us all is to be had
-by every rational being who has time and patience and follows the right
-path of inquiry; and that in these matters, if we are willing to pay the
-cost of time and labor, we may in truth see and know.
-
-“‘There are few who have the time or taste for any deep philosophic
-study. There are fewer still who have any faith in the outcome of such
-study, and of these few but a handful who get started on the right road
-and persist until they attain results. Moreover, as truly in philosophy
-as in religion must one be “born again”; and, unlike religious birth, it
-cannot be instantaneous, for it is not a matter of will. It takes years
-to bring about this new and deeper insight.
-
-“‘I rarely find a person whom I would advise to study philosophy, for
-here, if anywhere, a little learning is a dangerous thing, and one is
-maddened by the superficial talk of those who have not learned its
-a-b-c, but yet presume to argue as if they had mastered everything from
-Aristotle to Schelling. I have come to find that there are very few
-people who even dream of what philosophy is. The average man fancies
-that speculative philosophy must be simply guess-work or some vague
-theorizing, unworthy of a Christian man who has any practical work to do
-in this world in the way of earning his living and helping to hasten the
-kingdom of God.
-
-“‘But the average Christian is largely materialistic in his thought. His
-heaven, his hell, are localities; his God a huge, anthropomorphic being,
-and the universe a kind of vast machine, guided by some external Power;
-or a sort of precipitate or sediment, as it were, of the eternal
-thought.
-
-“‘If this is true of a man who professes and in some measure accepts a
-real spiritual faith, how much more true is it of the average worldly
-man of common sense! He looks upon the ground he walks on as something
-real. It is something that appeals to his senses, and he smiles with
-calm contempt if you tell him that an idea is far more real than the
-earth beneath his foot; that it is thought, and thought alone, that
-sustains this planet; and that all the things that he considers real are
-in fact mere passing phenomena, absolutely nothing in themselves, except
-as they exist in relation to other things.’
-
-“I looked up somewhat perplexed at this and was about to ask a question,
-but Mr. Everett was too preoccupied with his own thought to notice this.
-Leaning his head against a gray tree-trunk, he looked with absent eyes
-far off at the purple hills. Presently he went on:
-
-“‘Just as the sensualist can never understand the spiritually-minded man
-and his infinitely higher capacity for joy, so the man of mere _common_
-sense can never understand the man of philosophic insight, the man of
-more than common sense, until he has been mentally born again, and has
-transcended the materialistic phase of thought in which we all begin to
-do our thinking, and which most of us never pass beyond. As said the man
-whose dust lies at our feet, “Every man’s words, who speaks from that
-life, must sound vain to those who do not dwell in the same thought on
-their own part.”’
-
-“‘But is it necessary to go through this tragic experience of which you
-have spoken in order to reach right results?’ I asked.
-
-“‘Whether it be tragic or not depends upon the temperament and
-traditions of the individual,’ he answered.
-
-“‘To me, brought up to know all that was possible of the loveliness of
-Christian character, and taught to attribute it to a theology that was
-more or less false, a change of belief was naturally almost as much to
-be dreaded as a deterioration in moral character. From the cradle I was
-destined for the missionary work; so you see that I had always the fear
-of frustrating my parents’ most cherished hopes if I should deviate from
-their standard of doctrine. In later years I gladly acquiesced in their
-desire to see me in the ministry; it seemed to me, it still seems to me,
-the most enviable life in the world.’
-
-“I listened eagerly,” said Mildred, “as Mr. Everett said this. I, too,
-had often thought of the missionary work, but I could not leave mother
-then.
-
-“‘Well, Miss Brewster,’ Mr. Everett continued; ‘I was blessed or
-afflicted, whichever you may please to call it, with a conscience which
-would not let me rest content with tacit consent to what I came to see
-was hardly more than a half truth, and my inward life since my senior
-year at Yale three years ago has been, until recently, one of bitter
-conflict. Night after night, after leaving the lecture-room at the
-seminary, have I walked my floor until morning, too wretched to pray, my
-brain half crazed with the ceaseless turmoil of my thoughts. “I have no
-message to give to others,” I said, “for I am sure of nothing; no one is
-sure of anything.” Like the sad Hindu king, I asked myself,
-
- “How knowest thou aught of God,
- Of his favor or his wrath?
- Can the little fish tell what the eagle thinks,
- Or map out the eagle’s path?
-
- Can the finite the infinite seek?
- Did the blind discover the stars?
- Is the thought that I think a thought,
- Or a throb of the brain in its bars?”
-
-“‘But at last help came, I have told you through whom, and now as I look
-back upon it, I thank God for all that bitter experience. I know better
-how to understand and sympathize with many a one whom I have found
-struggling in the meshes of sophistry; earnest souls, who long for the
-truth more than they long for life itself, and finding no one who can do
-more for them than to simply say “Repent and believe.”
-
-“‘Not that I have learned much yet. I have only begun to get glimpses of
-the truth. I feel sure of far less now than I did five years ago. But I
-know this: I do know and see beyond peradventure that it is right to
-probe to the uttermost the problems which confront me. I should have
-been false to myself, unfaithful to my highest, truest instinct, if I
-had listened to the tearful advice of my timid friends and turned my
-back and shut my eyes to what God would reveal to me. I did not know
-where I should be led; my knees knocked together with fear as I felt my
-way through the gloom. But gradually, and chiefly from the writings of
-that man whose teachings we heard this morning, have I learned not only
-to believe, but to know the truths which he taught us to-day. Some men
-call him skeptic, rationalist; at best they say, such talk must be
-unpractical. Fools! not to know that to save a soul from hopeless
-despair, to give life and health to an immortal spirit, is quite as
-practical a thing as to pave streets and cut coats.
-
-“‘I look upon a true philosophy as the most completely useful thing in
-the world.’ He stopped, and I looked up bewildered.
-
-“‘Useful?’ I asked.
-
-“‘Certainly; useful. Is not that useful which gives man a clear insight
-into what must otherwise be forever obscure? Is it not useful to lift
-him out of the domain of prejudice and mere opinion on vital matters,
-and give him the key to the universe by making him to know the grounds
-of his knowledge, of his being, and of his destiny?’
-
-“‘But do you not believe in relying on faith at all? Do you accept
-nothing that you do not understand?’ I asked.
-
-“‘I understand very few things that my reason compels me to accept,’
-answered Mr. Everett. ‘I do not understand the chemical change which
-transmutes my food into living animal matter, and I do not understand a
-million things which I believe. Certainly we must have faith. All
-business and all life depends upon faith. But by faith I do not mean the
-simple credulity of my childhood in everything that I was taught. By
-faith I mean a steadfast reliance on what my reason tells me is true,
-even though I have no immediate evidence of it, and imagination and
-understanding fail to compass it. When I see the apparently useless
-suffering and cruelty which the Supreme Power has permitted, I have
-faith in his infinite goodness, not because any man or book has told me
-that it is so, but because, thank God, I see that it is so; and it is
-philosophic study alone which has made me see this. He who is afraid to
-study and question into the nature of the universe “and trust the Rock
-of Ages to his chemic test” is the man who has no true faith.’
-
-“‘But after all,’ I said, ‘you must admit that the philosophers are but
-little read. It is the practical, common-sense people of the world who
-have done the work, and they have got on very well, too, without all
-this theorizing.’
-
-“‘There was never a greater mistake in the world,’ replied Mr. Everett
-vehemently, too deeply in earnest to remember anything but the point
-that he was trying to make. ‘The philosophers certainly have not been
-widely read, but that by no means measures their influence. It is they
-who have taught the teachers who have taught the masses, and as the
-traveler knows perhaps nothing of the inventor of the engine which
-carries him safely from one side of the continent to the other, and
-makes life larger for him in a hundred ways, so we all, reaping every
-day in every one of our human institutions the rich benefits which the
-thinkers of the ages have bestowed upon us, say ungratefully that we owe
-them nothing. We attribute all our speed to the visible engineer and
-conductor who by another man’s genius have brought us to our
-destinations.’
-
-“‘Would you advise me to study philosophy?’ I inquired humbly, much
-impressed with the point of his reply to what I had flattered myself was
-a rather bright remark.
-
-“‘That depends,’ he said, ‘on what and how you study. If you wish to
-study simply to be able to say or to feel that you have studied
-philosophy, and can quote from this or that man, I advise you not to
-study.’
-
-“I must have flushed and looked a little hurt, for he quickly added,
-‘Pardon me, Miss Brewster, I think that you are far too much in earnest
-for that; but I have seen too many begin to read philosophy as a mere
-amusement, a sort of fad, and with no real earnest purpose, learning
-just enough to make them conceited or discouraged, and doing no good to
-themselves or any one else, and bringing the study of philosophy into
-disrepute. To me my philosophy has been a search for God, for truth. I
-have studied for my soul’s sorest need, and in all my intellectual life
-I have found nothing so satisfying, nothing that gives me such hope and
-courage.’
-
-“‘Should you advise me to begin with Herbert Spencer?’ I asked, thinking
-that I would come to something definite.
-
-“‘No, as you value your power to grow. You are not ready for him yet. He
-would fascinate you, and you could not refute his fallacies; but read
-Plato, read Kant, Fichte, Hegel. Don’t begin with them, though. Read
-first, perhaps, the “Introduction to Philosophy” by the man whom we
-heard this morning. I will give you also an article of his which deals
-with Spencer in a way that opened my eyes.
-
-“‘Don’t read much at a time, else it will utterly daunt you. Come back
-to it again and again at intervals. You will be astonished to see your
-growth. You will be surprised to find how digging at these tough
-problems makes such mental muscle as renders other tasks easy.
-
-“‘It will open a new world to you; but you must have infinite patience.
-I have made up my mind to that. I shall be more than thankful if in
-twenty years I have mastered this book;’ and he drew a volume of Hegel
-from his pocket.
-
-“The sun was sinking behind the trees as we rose to go homeward.
-Stiffened with sitting so long, I tripped and fell. He sprang and caught
-me in his great strong arms for one little moment; then—well—I trembled
-a bit with the start it had given me, and finding that my foot had
-really been hurt a little, I accepted his help as we descended the slope
-and climbed upon the other side to the road again. It seemed very
-pleasant to have his strong arm for a support. There had not been a word
-of love, but his unaffected, frank talk had touched me as no compliments
-or sentiment could ever have done.
-
-“I had thought his voice rather harsh at first when he spoke so
-earnestly and vehemently, but it had grown very tender and quiet now,
-and as we came back from the woods to civilization again we lapsed into
-silence.”
-
-As Mildred ceased, the clock struck midnight. The noise outside had died
-away, and the fire had burned low, too low for me to distinguish her
-face clearly.
-
-“And was there no love-making at all?” I asked, much disappointed at the
-prosaic ending of the little romance that I had been anticipating. A
-talk on philosophy in a graveyard was not the kind of love-making that I
-knew about, and I wondered if there ever were another girl like Mildred.
-
-“Oh, I didn’t say there was any love-making,” said Mildred rather dryly.
-“I simply said that I think I really was in love.”
-
-“And is that all? Did you never see him again?” I persisted.
-
-“Yes, several times afterward,” she answered; “for I went regularly to
-the school after that. At first I understood almost nothing, and much of
-what he said was Greek to me. I met some delightful people there, but he
-helped me more than any one else. He loaned me books, and we had many a
-talk.
-
-“I felt that we were becoming fast friends, when suddenly he went West.
-I received a note from him some months afterward, telling me that his
-parents had died; but there was very little about himself. I heard
-afterward that he was engaged; but after Julia died I lost all knowledge
-of him. Probably he has forgotten me long ago, but I owe to that talk
-the best things that have come to me since I was a woman. Yes, Ruby,
-that first April-day and that second day in midsummer in old Concord are
-the two red-letter days of my life.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI.
-
- (Extract from the New York “Tribune.”)
-
-
- BOOKS FOR THE MILLION! HELP FOR THOSE WHO WILL HELP THEMSELVES.
-
-It has been understood that Miss Mildred Brewster, the Boston heiress
-and philanthropist who has recently been making such a sensation in New
-York society, was quite inaccessible to reporters. But yesterday a
-member of the “Tribune” staff was so fortunate as to gain a gracious
-reception, and to learn certain facts which will be of great interest to
-the public in general.
-
-Miss Brewster was found in her pretty parlor at the Fifth Avenue Hotel,
-dressed to attend a reception, in an exquisite robe of golden-brown
-velvet, simply made, and worn with a unique girdle and collar of
-
- RARELY BEAUTIFUL CAMEOS.
-
-Miss Brewster said that she was waiting for her carriage, but was not in
-haste, and would be pleased to make an authentic statement in regard to
-certain facts of which there had been vague rumors in the papers of
-late.
-
-She began by saying that she supposed the newspapers would learn it
-indirectly sooner or later, and therefore she might as well give the
-facts so that they should be stated accurately. What followed will be
-given as nearly as possible in Miss Brewster’s own words.
-
-“When I was a child,” she said, “I spent several years in some of the
-frontier towns of our Western states, where my father was vainly seeking
-for a climate which would prolong his life. I had an opportunity there
-to observe many things which I have never forgotten. I understood them
-but dimly then, but as I grew to womanhood in my New England home,
-surrounded with the privileges and traditions of an older and more
-distinctly American civilization, I often contrasted my life with what
-it would have been had I grown up among the German farmers, rough
-cowboys, greedy land speculators, and half-starved home missionaries,
-who formed the chief part of the people whom we met in the little towns
-along the railroad on the Western prairies.
-
-“I was too young to appreciate the value of the indomitable energy of
-this pioneer work. I saw only the sordid, unpicturesque side of it then.
-
-“I hated the tornadoes and blizzards; I loathed the sloughs and muddy
-streams—the everlasting dullness of the prairie and the prosaic struggle
-for existence in the little clusters of board shanties or in the
-isolated log cabins and dug-outs. I longed for the hills and granite
-bowlders, for the great elms and sparkling streams of New England, and
-for the refinements and conveniences of my Eastern home.
-
-“How well I recall the tired, overworked women, toiling over their
-cooking-stoves, with no household conveniences, milking, churning,
-mending, washing, feeding the pigs, selling eggs, and making themselves
-prematurely old that their children might have a ‘better chance.’
-
-“I remember, with my insatiable love of reading, how my first glance on
-entering a house was in search of book-shelves. Many a time, though in
-the house of a man owning hundreds of cattle and a thousand acres of
-land, I have found no literature beyond a copy of the Bible but little
-used, the State Agricultural or Mining Reports, or a stray copy of
-‘Godey’s Lady’s Book.’
-
-“But, as an offset to this prosaic life, I remember also, as I look back
-upon it now, the hopefulness and cheerfulness, the ambition and
-self-sacrifice, and the sturdy courage and self-reliance which all this
-new Western life engendered.
-
-“There was much that was admirable about it all, and that gave promise
-of the development of great men and women and a glorious future for that
-part of our country. Yet I know that in many instances, except where a
-colony of Eastern people had settled and put up their schoolhouse and
-church before there was an opportunity to build a gambling den and
-saloon, the early influences which shaped the future of the towns were
-like the sowing of dragon’s teeth, which have brought forth, as I have
-taken pains to learn, most deadly fruit.
-
-“It is more than sixteen years since I have been in the West, and I
-intend now to revisit it. Of course I shall see an astonishing change. I
-read of opera houses and electric lights in the places that I remember
-as mere shabby settlements of a hundred shanties. But the same condition
-of things that I knew then is still to be found in a thousand places
-further west, or off the line of the main roads, and it will continue
-for a half century to come. Hundreds of thousands of ignorant emigrants
-are pouring into this land, with throngs of alert young business men
-from the East, all making a breakneck race for wealth. They are buying
-the
-
- LAST REMNANTS OF GOVERNMENT LAND,
-
-and are developing the material resources of the country at an amazing
-rate. The shanties will give place to brick blocks, and the sloughs to
-paved streets, soon enough. I am not concerned as to that.
-
-“The luxuries of civilization will come as rapidly as one could wish,
-but it is the tendency of things in regard to the development of morals
-and character that alarms me. When I learn that one third of our school
-population in this land of boasted educational privileges is ignorant of
-the alphabet, and that in the Rocky Mountain states and territories
-there is one saloon for every forty-three voters; when I read how the
-peasants of Europe are flocking by the hundred thousand to this fair
-Western land, and I see the possibilities of the future for good or
-evil, it wakens all my ardor and enthusiasm to be up and doing and
-lending a hand to help shape its destiny.
-
-“There are many who, not falling under good influences at once, lapse
-into a selfish indifference to everything but their own worldly
-advancement if they do not retrograde morally. I do not mean that they
-are heartless. They have, of course, the proverbial Western generosity
-and frank cordiality, which is one of the finest things in the world and
-is very genuine; but it is often coupled with an absolute contempt for
-everything beyond that which will advance their purely material
-interests. In short, they are ‘Philistines.’
-
-“I have seen many Western men who have made their ‘pile,’ as they say,
-who would find it absolutely impossible to believe in any one’s having
-such a real, disinterested enthusiasm for art, or science, or literature
-as would permit a man like Agassiz to say:
-
- ‘I HAVE NO TIME TO MAKE MONEY.’
-
-“Do not misunderstand me. I would throw no slurs on Western men. There
-are thousands in New England as all-absorbed in money-getting as they,
-only there is this saving difference: Here, these men are, in spite of
-themselves, under the influence of traditions and institutions founded
-by better men than they; and there, they are the creators of the
-traditions and institutions which are to be and which will of a surety
-be no better than they choose to make them.
-
-“It is the early settlers that shape the future of the country.
-Massachusetts, New Jersey, South Carolina are to-day what their first
-settlers made them.
-
-“I believe in the New England principles, and in the men who sought New
-England’s shores, not to find gold, to speculate in land, to buy bonanza
-farms, but to found a commonwealth such as mankind had never seen, a
-commonwealth whose corner-stones should be righteousness and ideas.
-
-“It is these New England principles that I would engraft upon that great
-empire of the West, which to-day is so plastic in our hands, whose
-future we, to-day, have power to shape, but which to-morrow we shall be
-powerless to mould.
-
-“I would teach them that all their limitless material resources cannot
-make them the real power in the land that little, sterile Massachusetts,
-with her east winds and rocky soils, has been, unless they first plant
-the seed that shall bring forth such men of character and thought as New
-England has borne.
-
-“Why was it that so many of the men of this century, whom the nation
-most delights to honor, Emerson, Hawthorne, Longfellow, Lowell, Bryant,
-Whittier, Holmes, Beecher, Curtis, Garrison, Phillips, Webster, were
-sons of this New England soil?
-
-“I know that I am saying nothing new. All this is very trite, as trite
-as the Ten Commandments. It has been said a thousand times; yet half our
-people do not know it or believe it, and serenely smile at what they
-call our ‘Eastern egotism.’ I confess that we have quite too much of
-that. I, for one, have almost as hearty a contempt as any of them for
-the men who
-
- ... ‘sit the idle slaves of a legendary virtue
- Carved upon their fathers’ graves.’
-
-“Let no one think that I am boasting of the New England of to-day. I am
-simply saying that the principles which have made her a power in this
-nation are the principles by which, in East and West, in North and
-South, this nation must rise, or without which she must fall. And if the
-nation is to be saved,
-
- THE WEST
-
-must be saved. No man needs to be told that _there_ is to be the true
-seat of empire.
-
-“To me, this present war, waged between the forces of good and evil, for
-the conquest of this land, has an all-absorbing interest. Surely, as I
-have said, this generation will not pass away before the fate—that is to
-say, the influences which are chiefly to control the destinies of
-millions yet unborn—of this great nation will be settled.”
-
-As Miss Brewster uttered these words her cheeks glowed, and her whole
-frame seemed to quiver with the intensity of her feeling. She rose and
-restlessly paced the floor as she continued:
-
-“I have said all this because I want it understood why I intend to
-devote a large share of my property to sowing all over the West and
-South the seeds of what I count as best, in the form of
-
- FREE READING-ROOMS AND CIRCULATING LIBRARIES.
-
-“I have been for some time carefully studying into this subject, and I
-have learned some facts which are rather startling when one considers
-the inference which must be drawn from them.
-
-“Let me give you a few of these facts,” said Miss Brewster, seating
-herself at her desk and drawing some papers from a pigeon-hole.
-
-“Taking all the libraries which contain more than one thousand volumes,
-and are absolutely free to every one, I find that in Massachusetts there
-are two hundred, and in other New England states—and some of the Middle
-states as well—a number approximating that. But what do I find in the
-West and South? I find that Virginia, Kentucky, Alabama, Arkansas,
-Montana, Arizona, Idaho, Oregon, Nevada, Washington and Dakota
-territories, and New Mexico, have
-
- NOT ONE FREE GENERAL LIBRARY.
-
-I find that Texas, Utah, West Virginia, Mississippi, and Colorado have
-but one each; and that Louisiana and Maryland have none outside of the
-one largest city in each.
-
-“Of course what I have said does not imply that there are no libraries
-in the states referred to. But it does mean that there are but few, and
-that those few are either subscription libraries or else belong to
-schools or institutions, and are not open to the general public.
-
-“How is this all to be explained? Is it sufficient to say that the West
-is young and that the South is poor and sparsely settled? The West is
-young, indeed, but not too young to have magnificent opera houses,
-hundreds of millionaires’ palaces, and, in many of the new cities,
-richer clothes for every one and more of them than the average New
-Englander thinks he can afford.
-
-“The South is poor, very poor, and very sparsely settled compared with
-the North. But the fact that in those Southern states which I have
-mentioned there is not one free library open to all, such as one may
-find in scores of little villages in the North, is not due entirely to
-poverty.
-
-“Even New York State, with her superior wealth and population, and with
-an aggregate number of all kinds of libraries nearly as great as that of
-Massachusetts, has
-
- NO MORE THAN THIRTY
-
-which are absolutely free and general as compared with the two hundred
-such in Massachusetts. And Pennsylvania, with all her wealth and
-numbers, shows no more than ten such libraries.
-
-“The farther one travels from New England, the more surely does one find
-public sentiment indifferent to these matters, and whole communities
-preferring to tax themselves for the adornment of their cities, rather
-than to provide every poor man with books. Books are considered a
-luxury, not a necessity; to be indulged in only by those who can afford
-to pay for them.
-
- LEARNING FOR ALL
-
-was the idea of the men who made the North what it is. Learning for the
-few was the idea of the men who made the South what it is. And the men
-of this generation are reaping the harvest of the seed which those men
-sowed.
-
-“Now I propose, as soon as practicable, to assist in putting into
-several thousand little communities in the West and South either a free
-reading-room or a free circulating library, or both, thinking that it
-will be the best possible use to which money can be put.
-
-“Perhaps it may be wondered at that I do not spend these millions in the
-direction of Home Missionary work. I have several reasons for not doing
-so, although I am heartily in sympathy with it. Never was there nobler,
-more self-denying and more fruitful labor than that of the overworked
-men and women in the Home Missionary field. But, in the first place,
-there are one hundred needed where one can be found to go. The religious
-denomination in which I was reared graduates but about one hundred
-students from all its theological seminaries every year, scarcely
-enough, one would think, to supply the vacancies in the pulpits of the
-East, to say nothing of the West, and I presume the same is nearly true
-of other denominations which I should be quite as ready to help as my
-own.
-
-“The library can never take the place of the church, but I am convinced
-that in many communities the provision of a comfortable, tastefully
-furnished room, filled with periodicals, giving to every one access to
-the best literary, political, scientific, and religious thought of our
-time, will do quite as much for the morals of a town as anything that
-could be devised.
-
-“Unlike a church, it will be open every day in the week. It will be a
-counter attraction to the street and the saloon, and if there is a
-circulating library as well as a reading-room, it will serve to
-stimulate and open a larger life to every one who takes a book from it.
-The home missionary shall not be lacking, but she shall appear under the
-guise of a librarian instead of a preacher.
-
-“In regions where there is a large proportion of foreigners, there shall
-be books and periodicals in their native tongues. Few who have not
-looked into the matter realize the terrible mental strain to the mind of
-the immigrant from the disruption of old associations and the necessity,
-in middle life, of adapting himself to utterly new conditions, in a land
-where his language is unspoken. Many succumb to this, and the statistics
-of the numbers of
-
- OUR FOREIGN-BORN INSANE
-
-are startling.
-
-“The same is true of the insanity caused among herders’ and farmers’
-wives by their dreary, isolated lives on the treeless plains. We
-commonly think of people living close to nature and absorbed in simple
-daily tasks as being exceptionally healthy and placid. But a visit to
-our hospitals for the insane will tell a different story. The lonely
-woman, with no outlook but the prairie’s level floor, to whom a new
-book, a new picture, a new idea never comes, is, as statistics show, as
-much in danger of losing her mind as the man on Wall Street whose life
-is a fever of excitement.
-
-“Now, to these tired, lonely women, to the young girls who as soon as
-they are well into their teens begin to think of marrying and abandoning
-all study, to the young men so eager to make money that self-culture is
-counted an unnecessary luxury, to the boys who spend their evenings
-listening to the vulgar talk of the teamsters at the corner grocery, to
-the ministers and teachers who find that their scant salaries permit of
-none of the new books and papers which are essential to their mental
-life,—to all these people I should like to give the blessing of books.
-
-“The offer of a ‘St. Nicholas’ or ‘Youth’s Companion,’ from a pleasant
-librarian, will be quite as effectual to keep a boy off the street of an
-evening as an invitation from a home missionary to go to a
-prayer-meeting. And to the man who may never enter the building, the
-sight, as he passes to his work every day, of a beautiful little temple
-devoted to the things of thought, will serve all unconsciously to make
-life seem a little cleaner and sweeter and more dignified than it would
-be without it.
-
-“Now as to the details of this. In the first place, I propose to help
-only those who are willing to help themselves. That is my principle of
-work in most matters.
-
-“This is not a new scheme of mine. I have thought of it for years, but
-it was until recently only a dream of which there was no prospect of
-realization. Now, however, I have taken steps, which, whether I live or
-die, will scatter all over the states and territories west of the
-Mississippi and south of the Ohio little centres of learning, which will
-reach far more people, and, I must again repeat, do far more good than
-any other way possible.
-
-“I have appointed two gentlemen, and they are to select three other
-trustees, two of whom are to be ladies, who will act with them
-conjointly in the management of the fund. I shall leave them largely to
-choose their own methods of work, but I have made some stipulations in
-regard to the disposal of the amount.
-
-“No sum whatever is to be given unconditionally. Except for special
-reasons, no amount shall ever be given for the establishment of a
-library or reading-room which shall be less than fifty or more than ten
-thousand dollars, and the amount given must in every case be
-
- DUPLICATED BY THE RECIPIENTS.
-
-“That is to say, if a little rural community of five hundred people out
-in Nebraska is able to raise one hundred dollars as a nucleus for a
-reading-room, I will give an equal amount. Some room over a store,
-perhaps, or in the church vestry, will be rented. It will be fitted up
-with chairs, tables, and lamps, which may be contributed by individuals
-independently of the fund. Then the remainder may be spent in
-periodicals and a few reference books, to be selected by a committee
-appointed by the town and by the agent whom I shall employ to look after
-all details of the work.
-
-“I have already engaged a dozen persons, New England teachers chiefly,
-women whom I know, whose good sense and executive ability are to be
-trusted, and I have apportioned out the localities in which they are to
-work. The first duty of each one will be to put herself in communication
-with the state superintendent of education, and to receive his
-indorsement. Then she will make the announcement in all the leading
-papers of the state or territory, that she is the trustees’ accredited
-representative, and is authorized to make such arrangements as may be
-deemed fitting for the establishment of free reading-rooms and libraries
-in every township. Getting a list of such towns as have no provision of
-this kind for books and reading, she will proceed to communicate, either
-by letter or by personal interviews, with the clergymen, mayors, and
-leading men of the town, and, where any apathy in the matter exists,
-will endeavor to arouse interest and stimulate them to raise a fund.
-
-“Wherever there is an interest and a desire to take immediate advantage
-of my proposal by erecting a building, the agent will join with the town
-in deciding on the plan of construction, and in the selection of a lot,
-insisting always that it shall be ample enough to allow of the addition
-of more rooms to the building as the town grows.
-
-“All the details of the arrangements will be submitted to the head
-committee in New York, thereby insuring the consideration of many
-matters essential to the success of the scheme, which might be
-overlooked by the average selectman, more skilled in raising grain and
-killing hogs than in the science of library construction.
-
-“Of course all this will require tact as well as business-like habits on
-the part of the agent, but I can rely on those I have engaged for these
-qualities, and I will risk their success anywhere. I shall urge them to
-encourage, wherever they can, the erection of a small hall in connection
-with the library building, which may serve for lectures and meetings,
-and by pleasant, dignified surroundings give a tone to the character of
-the proceedings held in it, which might not be obtained elsewhere.
-
-“I shall insist on making the buildings as fireproof and as beautiful as
-the money will allow. I want to make the Library the most attractive
-place in town.
-
-“In farming communities, where houses are few and far between, and an
-hour an evening at a central reading-room would be an impossibility, I
-shall suggest a circulation of periodicals after the fashion of our
-Eastern book clubs.
-
-“One great demand which will be made on us, and which we are not yet
-ready to supply, is for good librarians. I wish to call the attention of
-intelligent young women to this field of work which is about to be
-opened to them, provided that they are fitted for it.
-
-“In these new libraries, I propose to provide the librarian at my own
-expense for the first two years, thereby insuring the judicious
-management and consequent popularity of the scheme.
-
-“A librarian who has the missionary spirit can have, in a small town,
-about as christianizing an influence as a home missionary. She will make
-the library a pleasant place, where quietness and good manners are the
-rule, and every one is made to feel at home; she will offer wise
-suggestions as to the selection of books, and give occasional talks on
-authors and good literature.
-
-“I mean to send out strong, earnest, college-bred young women, who will
-take a missionary view of their work, and make it a means of great good.
-I shall pay them well, and, as their terms expire, shall transfer them
-from one place to another to do pioneer work, varying their salary
-according to the amount of work done.
-
-“My reason for choosing women for the work is, that I think them to be
-more faithful and conscientious than men, as a rule, and to have more
-tact and knowledge of detail. Besides, there are more capable women than
-men who would be benefited by the money and experience.
-
-“I am especially interested in the success of my scheme in the South,
-where a circulating library, open to every one without distinction of
-race or sex, is an almost if not quite an unheard-of thing.
-
-“The scarcity of reading matter among both colored and white teachers,
-to say nothing of other people, is something fairly startling, and my
-agents in the Southern states will probably be compelled to adopt
-somewhat different measures from those used in the West.
-
-“A circulation of magazines and papers will be necessary in sparsely
-settled districts, where people would otherwise have to walk two or
-three miles to get any benefit from a reading-room.
-
-“Suppose, for instance, there is a little community of fifty families,
-both black and white, whose cabins and clearings are scattered over an
-area five miles square. There are hundreds of such places in the South
-where the people are completely out of the world, and where not one
-adult in five sees a weekly paper regularly or could read it if he saw
-it. To these people, up on the mountain sides, in the pine forests or on
-the river-bottoms, my
-
- BRAVE NEW ENGLAND TEACHER
-
-will go. She will call them together and have a meeting. She will get
-them to pledge, say fifty dollars a year, and to this she will add
-another fifty. Half of this, perhaps, will go for periodicals, chiefly
-illustrated weeklies and magazines, and the remainder will be paid to
-some of the more enterprising who can read, and who will agree to hold
-neighborhood meetings weekly. The blacks will be with the blacks, and
-the whites with the whites, probably, and the reading matter will be
-read aloud for the benefit of all.
-
-“Some responsible committee will take charge of the reception,
-distribution, and preservation of the papers and magazines, and at the
-end of the year they will, perhaps, be sold at auction among the
-contributors to the fund.
-
-“If the reading matter were given outright there would be some chance
-against the success of the plan. People care little for what costs them
-nothing. But having had to sacrifice something to bring it about they
-will think it worth something.”
-
-“What would you do, Miss Brewster,” the writer inquired, “in towns where
-reading-rooms were open to both whites and negroes? Have you any idea
-that the whites would tolerate being brought into contact with blacks on
-a par in a public reading-room?”
-
-“Probably not,” replied Miss Brewster; “for racial animosity is still
-pretty strong in most sections, I imagine. But the difficulty could be
-
- EASILY OBVIATED
-
-by allowing certain days or certain hours for one race and other days or
-hours for the other race, so that all could be benefited without setting
-prejudices too much at defiance.”
-
-At this juncture, Miss Brewster’s carriage being announced, the
-extremely interesting interview was terminated.
-
- BUGGSVILLE, MO.
-
- DEAR FRIEND: The trustees told me that they thought you would be glad
- to receive a letter from me, telling you something about my
- experiences in addition to the official report, a copy of which they
- will forward.
-
- Buggsville, as you already know, is the first town to put up a library
- building with aid from the Western and Southern Library Fund.
- Therefore I naturally feel considerable pride and interest in this,
- the first-fruits of my labors, so far as the erection of a building is
- concerned.
-
- I will say, by the way, however, that I have been very successful in
- starting reading-rooms in the little villages, sixty-eight little
- towns already having them well equipped and beginning to produce a
- marked result.
-
- Three months ago we started a reading-room at Onetumka, ten miles from
- here. The people were a rough, ignorant set, for the most part. A good
- many foreigners are there, and a number of land speculators and some
- mill hands, for they have a good water-power, and are already
- beginning to do a little manufacturing.
-
- It was really one of the most hopeless places I have ever seen. The
- bad element had got the upper hand from the first. There were five
- saloons, and several low dance-halls and pool-rooms. There was no
- resident minister, and they had preaching only once in two weeks by an
- overworked Baptist preacher with much goodwill and little tact in
- managing so difficult a community.
-
- I always make it a point to get the ministers to help me first of all,
- but here it was useless. So I appealed to the school-teacher, the
- doctor, and the mill-owner. The latter took little interest, although
- I assured him that anything that could entice his workmen from the
- saloon would make them serve him better.
-
- The little school-mistress talked to her children about it, but with
- no success; the doctor was indifferent, and, as I had a more promising
- field elsewhere, I stayed in the town only a few days.
-
- But presently the county papers began to be full of the library
- business, and I was asked to speak here and there in the little
- schoolhouses and churches. At first I trembled at facing an audience
- of one or two hundred, but I had not been a schoolma’am for nothing,
- and I soon got over that, at last finding myself no more afraid of
- them than of my fifty boys and girls in the old school-room at home.
-
- I found that this was the best way to arouse interest. I gave them a
- practical talk, told them about book clubs, Chatauqua circles and
- other things, and suggested ways and means of raising money. Most of
- them live pretty comfortably, but money is scarce, and I find that
- most of the farms are mortgaged. Generally, however, I found some
- degree of enthusiasm, especially among the women, when they learned
- that after the first month it could be so arranged that the magazines
- might be taken from the reading-room and circulated.
-
- You can’t imagine how many times I have heard some tired farmer’s wife
- say, often with tears in her eyes, “Miss Martyn, this’ll be a godsend
- to me. I never get time to go anywhere, or to sit down and read a
- book; but if I could have that ‘St. Nicholas’ or ‘Wide Awake’ for the
- children, or just sit down once in a while and read an article, or
- simply look at those beautiful pictures in ‘Harper’s’ and ‘The
- Century,’ I feel as though I shouldn’t get so discouraged with the
- work.”
-
- “Sometimes I feel as if I was forgetting all I ever knew, and the
- children are growing up so rough and don’t know about any other kind
- of life,” they will say, in a troubled way, and I feel sorry enough
- for them. In many cases these women before coming west have had good
- educations, and this monotonous life, in which there is so little
- mental stimulus, is terribly hard for them to bear.
-
- Well, after a while, Onetumka heard what the other towns near by were
- doing, and one or two of the mill hands wrote me that they had been
- around collecting money and had secured fifty dollars, beside gaining
- the free use of a suitable room. So I went there and succeeded in
- raising the sum to seventy-five dollars, to which I added as much
- more. Then I managed to get the selection of the periodicals myself,
- and excluded the “Police Gazette” and some others that had been asked
- for. As there is a large number of Germans here, I subscribed for
- several German publications; also for a generous list of illustrated
- papers of a harmless sort, knowing that “Puck” and “Life” would be
- better appreciated than the “Fortnightly” or the “Contemporary.” Then
- I saw that a committee was appointed to provide voluntary service in
- looking after the room and circulating the magazines. I arranged that
- the reading-room should be open and some one in attendance on Sunday
- afternoon and evening, as that is the time when the men have a little
- leisure and the saloons do a great business.
-
- In no place has there been so marked a result as in Onetumka. A record
- is kept of the attendance, and it has averaged seventy-five every day.
-
- “The reading-room is really a means of grace,” the minister writes. I
- myself am aware of that, and shall not fail to keep them stimulated
- until they have a good library.
-
- I started a reading-room at Buggsville during my first six weeks in
- the state. Here I found good ground for work. Most of the people were
- ambitious, and some of the young ladies had formed a Chatauqua circle,
- the only one that I have found thus far.
-
- There were three little feeble churches, Methodist, Presbyterian, and
- Baptist, each having about half a congregation, and each unable by
- itself to support a minister decently. They were willing to make
- sacrifices for the library, however. I suggested that while waiting
- for the new building they should make use of the vestry of the
- Methodist church. This is a large and well-lighted room, and at a
- slight expense for shelves could accommodate as many books as we could
- buy, and also serve excellently for a reading-room. I found, however,
- that this aroused a good deal of sectarian feeling and would not do.
- The Presbyterians and Baptists said that if their children should get
- accustomed to going there during the week they would want to go there
- on Sunday, and their own Sunday-schools would dwindle. In order to
- leave their vestry to be used solely as a reading-room, I suggested
- that the Methodist Sunday-school should meet at the Baptist church,
- holding its session at an hour when the two Sunday-schools should not
- conflict. But this, I discovered, was even worse in the minds of these
- would-be Christians, who were so afraid of each other, and I found
- that I was sowing discord instead of harmony.
-
- At this juncture, fearing to lose all help from me if they did not
- bestir themselves, one man gave a lot 100 × 200 feet, on condition
- that a building should be put up within a year; another who owned a
- quarry offered stone for the building; the town voted to give one
- thousand dollars, and the young people, thus encouraged, set to work
- earnestly, and by fairs and entertainments added considerably more. I
- cheered them on with the inspiriting assurance that every cent they
- earned meant two for the library. The enthusiasm and good spirit, when
- they got fairly at work, were marvelous, and the people were drawn
- together in a way to make them forget their differences in their zeal
- for the common good.
-
- I found a good deal of strong opposition to having the building open
- on Sunday. I had asked that the reading-room might be open on Sunday
- afternoons when there was no church service, knowing that this would
- prevent a good deal of lounging on street corners, and, moreover,
- subdue much disorder among a set of restless street youth who are fast
- becoming a terror to the town; but after a great deal of discussion
- and hot blood over the matter, the conservatives won the day.
-
- Yesterday the building was dedicated, and I was requested to give one
- of the eight addresses on the great occasion. The whole town turned
- out, and it was a gala day. The stores were closed, and after a grand
- procession, led by a German band hired from a neighboring town for the
- celebration, we proceeded to the library, which is really the most
- beautiful building in Buggsville.
-
- Every one felt a pride and personal interest in it, from the two solid
- men of the town who had given the land and the stone, and were
- consequently the heroes of the day, down to the small boys and girls
- who had all given their coppers. I felt that every one in town was my
- friend, and as I rode in state in the procession in a mud-bespattered
- buggy, the boys cheered, the bells rang, and I think every one felt
- that a new era had begun. The farmers’ boys and their “best girls”
- came in from all the country around, and I can’t describe to you all
- the droll and pathetic sights I saw.
-
- I gave them a little talk on “Books and how to use them,” as short and
- as sensible as I could make it. At its close a white-haired old man,
- whom I had never seen before, came and took me by the hand, and said
- in a simple, childlike way: “Miss Martyn, I want to ask you to tell
- that rich young lady who has made this thing possible for us here
- to-day that the blessing of an old man rests upon her.
-
- “I was born down in Maine, and never had much schooling. I came to
- this part of the country fifty-five years ago. My folks were killed by
- the Indians. It was mighty different here fifty-five years ago, I can
- tell you, Miss Martyn; there were Indians all about then, and wolves
- too. We had taken up government land, and after the old folks were
- killed I kept on the place as long as I could stand it, for the
- Indians had by that time been driven off, and there was no more
- danger. It was awful lonesome, though. There wasn’t a soul within
- twelve miles to speak to. Sometimes I thought I should go insane from
- lonesomeness.
-
- “I had only two books,—my mother’s little Testament, and another book:
- perhaps you’ve heard of it: ’twas ‘Locke on the Human Understanding.’
- Well, I’d always been fond of books. Somehow I never took to farming,
- and sometimes I felt as if I’d give every acre I had for a new book,
- or a newspaper that would tell me what was going on in the world;
- something that would give me new thoughts; I was so tired of thinking
- the old ones over and over.
-
- “The fellows who were my nearest neighbors weren’t my kind; they
- hadn’t any books, and, if you’ll believe it, I’ve ridden many a time
- fifty miles to get a newspaper a week old.
-
- “Well, at last I couldn’t stand it any longer. I was ashamed to ask
- any woman to be my wife, and to come out and live in my dreary log
- cabin, even if I’d known any woman to ask, but I didn’t. Unmarried
- women were scarce in those days. At last I sold all the land for a
- song,—I should have been rich now if I’d only kept it,—and I moved a
- little nearer folks.
-
- “I knew my Bible, and at last, though I hadn’t much education, I began
- to go around preaching. But a home missionary without a salary has not
- much money or time for books; besides, before the railroad, I couldn’t
- get books any way if I’d had money, and sometimes I—perhaps you won’t
- believe it, ma’am, but I’ve actually cried for books, I felt so sort
- of hungry and starved. I was thirty years old before, to my knowledge,
- I ever saw a book of poetry. It was Longfellow’s. Well, ma’am, that
- book—I can’t tell you”—and the old man’s blue eyes filled with tears
- and his voice choked.
-
- His simple, genuine feeling was so sweet and so unexpected that it
- fairly thrilled me. I think I never realized in my life before what
- mental starvation must be to a sensitive spirit. When I took him by
- the hand and led him around to see all the books nicely covered and
- numbered on the shelves, he could only smile through his tears, and
- touching them almost reverently, say, “Thank the Lord! I never
- expected to live to see so many books. Thank the Lord!”
-
- I inquired afterwards who he was, but no one knew; they said he was a
- stranger who had come there simply for the day. I am sorry to have
- lost sight of him; he was a rare soul, I am sure.
-
- I did the best I could with the money that you sent as a special gift
- for the first library. I sent to Houghton, Mifflin & Co., and bought
- their large lithographs of the American poets, and had them nicely
- framed in narrow oak frames, and hung around the reading-room, with a
- little biographical sketch pinned up underneath each one. The rest of
- the money I spent for a number of unmounted photographs from Soule’s,
- which I taught the young people here to mount and arrange in home-made
- frames. No doubt, most of them would have been much better pleased
- with some cheap chromos, but I thought of what would please them best
- ten years from now, and planned for that.
-
- They have already projected, at my suggestion, a course of reading in
- the history of art; and whereas a year ago it would have been
- impossible to get most of the young people to undertake anything
- really serious, they now evidently consider it quite the thing. All
- this greatly encourages me, especially as I see hopeful signs of the
- good fashion spreading.
-
- This is a long letter, but I know your warm interest in all the
- details of this work, so I make no apology, and congratulate myself
- that you will consider it a signal success to have one building all
- equipped and in running order in eight months from the time when you
- indorsed the scheme.
-
- Ever yours faithfully,
- HANNAH MARTYN.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII.
-
- “Shall not that Western Goth of whom we spoke,
- So fiercely practical, so keen of eye,
- Find out some day, that nothing pays but God?”
- (_Cathedral._) LOWELL.
-
- (Extract from the “Chicago Inter-Ocean.”)
-
-
- GOOD CITIZENSHIP! HOW A BOSTON BEAUTY PROPOSES TO BRING IT ABOUT!
- ANTIDOTE FOR ANARCHISM!
-
-In the arrival in our city last week of the rich Miss Brewster of
-Boston, society has naturally felt a warm interest. First, because she
-is young and charming; secondly, because she is reputed fabulously
-wealthy; and thirdly, because she adds to these attractions a decided
-mind of her own, which has fortunately turned itself in the direction of
-alleviating some of the woes of human-kind.
-
-But the pertinacious reticence maintained by herself and the ladies and
-gentlemen who are her traveling companions, and are understood to be _en
-route_ for Alaska, has given our reporter more than one fruitless trip
-to the Grand Pacific Hotel. It is currently rumored that more than one
-
- EUROPEAN CORONET
-
-has been laid at the feet of the bonny belle from Beacon Hill, but, like
-the sensible little Puritan maiden that she is, she prefers to keep the
-reins in her own hands a little longer, and her millions will not at
-present pass to any of the bloated aristocracy of an effete despotism of
-the Old World.
-
-It was ascertained yesterday from the waiters that the great parlors of
-the hotel had been engaged by Miss Brewster for a large reception to
-some of our most eminent citizens, chiefly in the clerical walks of
-life. So a reporter in a ministerial rig presented himself, was
-admitted, and taking refuge in a camp-chair at the rear of perhaps two
-hundred and fifty ladies and gentlemen, had a fair opportunity to report
-proceedings.
-
-He soon discovered that the reception was nothing more than a business
-meeting convened for the purpose of listening to some address or
-discussion, the guests being seated facing a slightly raised platform.
-
-The assemblage seemed to be chiefly composed of gentlemen, and every
-profession and sect was represented by some of its most eminent members.
-
-At precisely eight o’clock Miss Brewster, conducted by Rev. Dr. T——,
-entered at a side door. They proceeded to the platform and took seats in
-two velvet armchairs which were placed in readiness.
-
-Miss Brewster was simply dressed in white, with a corsage bouquet of
-yellow roses and a yellow rose in her dark hair.
-
-As Dr. T—— rose to speak, the chatter ceased, and he said:
-
- “_Ladies and Gentlemen_:
-
- “Each one of you present has received a note of invitation requesting
- your presence here this evening for the consideration of a plan which
- shall be of benefit to our city. This plan, as it will be unfolded to
- you
-
- BY ITS ORIGINATOR,
-
- will, I think, command your heartiest sympathy and coöperation. I
- consider it a peculiar privilege to present to you this evening one
- whose noble father was my valued friend, and who in her earliest years
- was well known to me; and now that she returns to what was for a few
- months the home of her childhood, it is with great pleasure that at
- her request I have summoned here to-night so many representatives of
- the thought and the moral force of this great city to listen to what
- she has to propose, and in return to give her the benefit of their
- united wisdom.
-
- “I have the honor to present to you Miss Mildred Brewster of Boston.”
-
-Every eye was fixed in admiration on the slender, girlish form that had
-something queenly in its bearing, and there was a rustle of expectancy
-as Dr. T—— ceased and Miss Brewster rose to speak.
-
-There was a slight tremor in her voice as with deepening color and
-drooping eyes she uttered her first words.
-
-“Good friends,” she said, “I have asked you here to-night for a specific
-purpose.
-
-“In the providence of God there has been placed in my hands within the
-last few months the means to do much that for years I have felt ought to
-be done, but have been powerless to do. And fearing lest my stewardship
-be short, and I be called to give account and return with empty hands
-and no fruit garnered, I have dared not delay, no, not for a day, except
-to more seriously and wisely prepare for my task.”
-
-Miss Brewster gained courage as she proceeded, and in a clear, unshaken
-voice continued:
-
-“In all lands on which the sun ever shone, probably there was never a
-time when money wisely expended could set in play so many and such
-powerful forces for good as it can do now and here. For here, in this
-western land of unlimited possibilities, is the young giant born whose
-savage strength may prove our nation’s weakness if we leave his infant
-years to the guidance of his own wayward will.
-
-“Here, then, is the sorest present need in our land to-day, for here in
-our hands lies the power to mould the influences which shall shape the
-destiny of millions yet unborn. One hundred dollars now may prevent the
-evil which, a century hence, one hundred thousand dollars could not
-undo.
-
-“As I have driven about your magnificent boulevards and marked your
-towers and palaces, I have been impressed even more than I expected to
-be, and my expectations were great, with your wealth, and its solid,
-satisfactory embodiment in enduring architecture and fine parks and
-streets. But not only has your material advancement amazed me. I have
-been most profoundly impressed with the seriousness of mind and the
-depth of patriotic feeling that was shown in your notable celebration of
-the centennial of the beginning of our constitutional government.
-
-“Historic old Boston, that of all other cities should have appreciated
-the significance of the occasion, gave hardly a thought to the day. New
-York gave herself to ostentatious pageantry and a glorification of
-Washington alone; but in this new city of the West, unlinked by historic
-ties with the past, have I found in press and people a deeper sentiment
-and
-
- A MORE THOUGHTFUL READING
-
-of the lessons of the century.
-
-“I have been studying this wonderful city of yours that buys more of
-Browning’s poems than any other city in the world, and is fast drawing
-to itself not only the wealth and fashion of the land, but that culture
-of which our older cities have fancied themselves the almost exclusive
-possessors.
-
-“I have been looking at your schools, your churches, your
-philanthropies, and, above all, at your poor, and that class from which
-your
-
- ANARCHISTS AND CRIMINALS
-
-are recruited.
-
-“I have found, as I need not say, much to admire and much to deplore.
-And it is to consider those tendencies which I deplore that I ask your
-attention this evening.
-
-“Of all the dangers that threaten us as a nation, I find but two
-unrepresented in this city, namely, Mormonism, and the amalgamation of
-the white and other races. But against intemperance, licentiousness,
-political corruption, and all the evils incident to a vast foreign
-population, this city, with its numbers increasing by gigantic strides,
-presents a field for work scarcely exampled on the continent. Not that
-Chicago is a sinner above all other cities. In some respects, notably
-its comparative freedom from the close crowding in tenement houses which
-exists in New York, it is fortunate.
-
-“But, so far as I can learn, not another great city on the continent
-contains so large a proportion of people of
-
- FOREIGN PARENTAGE.
-
-In driving through your beautiful avenues one can scarcely credit the
-statement that only nine per cent. of your people are of strictly native
-parentage; but in going through that section on the North side where
-your Poles and Bohemians live—in seeing the Irish, Swedes, Germans, and
-more recently the Italians, who are flocking to your city, one is made
-to realize this in a measure. It is to this point that I chiefly wish to
-call your attention.
-
-“This city is growing prodigiously; it is destined to grow. More and
-more, as means of communication and transportation are increased, as you
-well know, are the people of this age flocking to the cities. One
-hundred years ago one in thirty lived in a city; now one in four is the
-number which the census gives us. Especially is it true that foreigners
-prefer city life. In far greater numbers proportionately to the native
-population do they congregate in the centre of wealth, influence, and
-political power, and often for the purpose of obtaining that political
-power which through the negligence and indifference of our better class
-of men is readily yielded to their demands.
-
-“Now that the municipal government in our great cities is largely in the
-hands of the foreign-born, for which we have only ourselves to thank, we
-are beginning to awaken to the fact, and the indignant cry ‘America for
-Americans’ is heard. With this I cannot wholly sympathize. We have
-opened our doors to the world, we have invited to our highest municipal
-offices whoever could buy them, we have been eager to get rich, we have
-had no time or interest in anything beyond satisfying our imperious
-appetite for wealth and luxury and social position.
-
-“We have put behind us simplicity and calmness, the plain living and
-high thinking which engendered all that we count best in our history,
-and now we cry with ever-increasing wail, ‘Let us eat our cake and have
-it.’ ‘Let us spend our whole life in selfish indifference to the public
-weal; let us turn over our most sacred trusts into the hands of
-ignorance and incompetence, and then let us reap what we have not sowed
-and garner where we have not planted.’
-
-“No, not America for the Americans, if it be such Americans! Rather let
-those who have been willing slaves
-
- FEEL THE WHIP AND THE SHACKLES
-
-until they learn that justice and peace and righteousness within our
-borders are not to be, except as the fruit of their love, their labor,
-and their eternal vigilance. [Applause.]
-
-“No, not America for Americans, but America for American ideas and
-institutions! And welcome be he, whether of our own land or any other,
-who, seeing what God has destined this fair land to be as leader of the
-nations, seeing it as its early Founders saw it, shall give heart and
-brain and hand to purifying and redeeming it, lest indeed it be the land
-of ‘Broken Promise.’
-
-“I have nothing to say against foreigners as foreigners, but I look into
-our criminal reports and find by a careful search that the proportion of
-criminals to the foreign population is just about twice that to the
-native. I learn that among our foreigners we find about two thirds of
-our brewers, distillers, and liquor-sellers, and among these varied
-nationalities, who have sustained the breaking up of old ties and
-transplanting to utterly new conditions, a far greater tendency to
-insanity than among the native stock. I see that the causes which tend
-to immigration will in all probability continue, and the influx into our
-great cities, especially your own favorably situated one, advance
-indefinitely. Therefore, it has seemed to me that of all places in this
-land Chicago was the best one in which to begin a concerted action for
-the Americanization of its foreigners and for promoting the
-
- GOOD CITIZENSHIP
-
-of all its citizens whether native or foreign. It seems to me we must do
-this in self-preservation.
-
-“In Boston, as you know, where we have had to learn some sad lessons
-from our careless indifference in regard to municipal matters, we have
-begun to arouse ourselves and have established a Society for Promoting
-Good Citizenship whose object is to further in all thinking people,
-mothers, voters, teachers, and students, a higher ideal of citizenship
-and an active, unpartisan effort for its realization.
-
-“This work is done in various ways: by free lectures given by prominent
-citizens, by suggestions for study in schools and colleges, and by the
-encouragement of a deeper interest in the community in the study of
-history, civil government, and political economy. The society is yet in
-its infancy, and has thus far produced little perceptible effect; but,
-in addition to the well-known Old South work in history, it shows a step
-in the right direction.
-
-“Long before it was started it had been
-
- MY DREAM
-
-to see something of a similar tendency established in every large city
-in our land, and it is because I wish to suggest to you certain measures
-which have in view the attainment of good citizenship in your midst that
-I am here to-night.
-
-“A Chicago gentleman recently said to me, ‘The fact is, we get careless
-here. We are so busy about our own private affairs that we let our
-voting go by for a year or two, till finally about once in seven years
-things get so bad we can’t stand it, and then we all get mad and roll up
-our sleeves and go in and have a general clearing out. After that,
-things work well for a year or two, and then are as bad as ever.’
-
-“I understand that at present you have a fairly good city government,
-that your leading officials for the most part are not corrupt. But even
-if this were sure of lasting, of what a thing to boast!
-
-“In the minds of too many I find the idea seems to prevail that so long
-as taxation is not raised, and there is a police force competent to
-quell turbulent strikers, and no infamous scandal at the City Hall, so
-long there is nothing else to be done in the line of good citizenship
-than to cast one’s vote, pay one’s taxes, and keep one’s sidewalk clean.
-
-“Now I hold that such a conception of the duties of citizenship is
-unworthy a Christian and a patriot, and it is as Christians and patriots
-that I am addressing you.
-
-“I am not here to remind you of the unequaled folly and expense of bad
-government, and to point out to you the material benefits accruing to a
-city where there is a pure and economical city government and an
-incorruptible court.
-
-“I am not here to speak to you on the ground of mere utility and
-expediency, though with a different audience such arguments might hold
-the first place. But I speak to you as scholars, as men and women of
-insight who need not to be reminded that the state, as one of the three
-great human institutions by which civilized man has differentiated
-himself from the savage, has higher functions than those which appeal
-most forcibly to the ordinary man and woman of to-day.
-
-“We live in a
-
- MATERIALISTIC ATMOSPHERE,
-
-where the things of the senses allure far more than the things of
-thought, where a man of ideals is laughed at by the majority as an
-unpractical theorist, and shrewdness is esteemed the highest virtue.
-
-“I have been looking over your school reports and have been noting the
-disproportionate number of girls who are graduated.
-
-“Your boys and young men are impatient for business. Even those in
-well-to-do families leave school very early. I find that _ninety-two per
-cent. of your children leave school before they ever study any text-book
-of history_, and that seventy-five per cent. leave before they reach the
-grade where a little historic information is given through the aid of
-biographical sketches and stories.
-
-“Think of it! Seventy-five per cent., the majority of them our future
-voters, who have never so much as heard of the Pilgrim Fathers or the
-war of the Revolution, and who have far too feeble an educational
-equipment to lead to much further study!
-
-“But even of those who have some smattering of history we find thousands
-appearing at the polls every year, having heard a little of the cant and
-the bluster of partisan politics, and having nothing more to fit them
-for their duties as citizens in a land whose national and state and city
-governments they have never studied.
-
-“Moreover, they have the wildest notions in regard to those great
-questions of labor, wages, and reform which are agitating our country.
-Such are the men who hold the ignoble conviction that every man is
-selfish at heart, that to the victors belong the spoils, and that desire
-for office is inevitably ambition for personal gain.
-
-“You have learned in the past somewhat of the cost to this city and
-state of the presence of anarchists within your midst. But what are you
-doing to make good citizens of the thousands of men, women, and children
-who are said to be enrolled in anarchist Sunday-schools here in this
-city?
-
-“What is being done to prevent the children of the mob that tears up
-your horse-car tracks when you have a strike from following ten years
-hence their fathers’ example?
-
-“But I am not speaking merely of rumsellers or anarchists, or of
-ignorant foreigners or men who sell their votes. I am speaking of the
-banker’s sons as well as the blacksmith’s.
-
-“There is among many of the hard-headed young business men of our time
-whom I have met a
-
- TERRIBLE SKEPTICISM.
-
-They are skeptical of humanity, of virtue. There is a belief that every
-man has his price, that politics is a machine, to be run for the benefit
-of those who have it in charge. There is, even among honorable men, a
-tendency to joke at public scandals, to sneer at Sunday-school politics
-and womanish ideals.
-
-“Now, to me, this hard and cold skepticism betokens a rottenness and a
-corruption in the body politic scarcely less terrible to contemplate
-than the open, high-handed peculation which occasionally startles the
-community and forms a nine days’ wonder.
-
-“For, as I need not say, a sick man is as sure to die from
-blood-poisoning as from an open cancer. The latter may shock us more,
-but the former is just as deadly. And the danger to this great city
-to-day is not so much from the dynamite of the anarchist as from the
-indifference and inactivity of the men and women who have your brains,
-your wealth, your culture, and many of them your nominal Christianity.
-
-“Pardon me if I seem to be addressing you, my elders and betters, as if
-I were presuming to tell you anything new or anything which you could
-not state quite as forcibly as I may do.
-
-“It is not that I have anything new to say that I venture to speak thus,
-but that I may clearly state my own position and grounds for action in
-the matter which I shall soon present to you.
-
-“You have observed that I have used the more comprehensive term
-‘citizen’ instead of ‘voter,’ and it is for this reason that I have used
-it. The duties of the citizen apply to every one who is a recipient of
-the benefits of the state, and this includes that half of the community
-whom their own indifference and the
-
- PREJUDICES AND TRADITIONS
-
-of the majority of voters still exclude from their rightful share in
-this matter of public housekeeping which we call municipal government.
-
-“It is the duty of the male citizen to vote, and not only to vote, but
-to attend the caucuses which alone insure the possibility of having a
-worthy candidate. It is also his duty to pay his taxes and keep his
-sidewalk clean, but his duty does not end here. It is his imperative
-duty as an honorable citizen to see that this subtle poison, which, bred
-from germs of selfishness and ignorance, is creeping through the veins
-of our people, shall be arrested ere a complete social upheaval teach us
-the painful lesson that vigilance alone is the price of liberty.
-
-“It seems to me that the duty of the citizen is coextensive with life
-and opportunity. It is not a duty which the man or woman of conscience
-can lay aside between election days. The good citizen must be always a
-refuter of error, an initiator of reform, in short, a person whose
-conscience gives him no rest until what ought to be has been substituted
-for what is.
-
-“The good citizen must, above all, have such a lofty conception of the
-state and of statesmanship as shall lift it forever above the moral
-plane where it has been allowed to rest by the average conscience dulled
-to all the finer moral perceptions by the force of custom and
-conventionality.
-
-“There are such citizens. I see many of them before me as I speak, but
-that there shall be a thousand where there is now but one, am I here
-to-night to speak to you.
-
-“And now, after this lengthy prelude, permit me to ask your attention to
-the scheme which I suggest for helping to bring about in this city a
-higher standard of good citizenship. Pardon a bit of personal
-experience.
-
-“Scarcely a day goes by in which I am not importuned by various worthy
-beggars to give thousands and even millions to endow this and that
-college, hospital, and asylum.
-
-“The last project which was proposed to me was to put a million dollars
-into a college to be devoted to fitting poor boys for the ministry free
-of expense. And my importunate beggar was greatly offended when I said
-that I should consider this one of the best means for promoting
-hypocrisy and dependence, and that I thought a few scholarships wisely
-distributed in colleges of repute would help the ministry more than a
-million dollars expended chiefly on brick and mortar.
-
-“‘But what are you going to do with your money? Don’t you think you
-ought to give it to the
-
- LORD’S POOR?’
-
-I was asked with that delightful assumption of authority which certain
-people who have the assurance of infallibly knowing the mind of the Lord
-always adopt.
-
-“‘Certainly,’ I answered; ‘but the Lord has commissioned me to spend
-what is intrusted to me where it will effect the best results, and I
-prefer to put the next money that I spend into brains rather than into
-bricks.’
-
-“Now I propose to devote one hundred and fifty thousand dollars during
-the next ten years to stimulating thought in this city in the direction
-of Good Citizenship. [Applause.]
-
-“I shall ask a committee of twenty-five ladies and gentlemen, which you
-shall choose from the number present, to select for me a man of ripe
-experience, of scholarship, and disinterested devotion to the cause of
-which I have spoken—a man of good presence and address, who can combine
-the functions of business manager and orator, to whom I shall pay five
-out of the fifteen thousand dollars which I propose to devote yearly for
-the promotion of good citizenship in your city.
-
-“By the advice and consent of this same committee, which shall
-constitute itself a board of directors, he shall spend the remaining ten
-thousand for the best interests of the work in hand.
-
-“I put no restrictions on this expenditure and lay down no rules of
-conduct beyond making the work of the organization absolutely unpartisan
-and unsectarian. The superintendent elected by the directors shall be
-free to use such methods as shall seem fit to him, being however held
-responsible to the directors and removable at their option.
-
-“Although I leave everything to the judgment of the directors, I wish to
-make a few suggestions which they are quite free to accept or reject.
-
-“First I suggest that for this work the city be divided into various
-districts, and that each church constitute itself a centre for effective
-work in some district, so that workers may be somewhat equally
-distributed, and no part of the city neglected. These districts need not
-be based necessarily upon the numbers of their inhabitants, but upon
-their needs.
-
-“I would urge every minister either in or out of the pulpit, as he may
-prefer, to make clear to his congregation the purpose of this
-organization which is to be formed, and himself lead his people into
-hearty coöperation with it.
-
-“I know that there are some well-meaning, religious people who might
-object to this, dreading the preaching of politics from the pulpit and
-the diversion of the attention of the young from strictly religious
-work. They prefer to have everything pertaining to secular education
-debarred from the church-building.
-
-“To me such people seem
-
- SADLY IRRELIGIOUS.
-
-I wonder that they can read their Bibles and fail to learn from the
-examples of the Hebrew prophets what God would have man say concerning
-the government and wise ordering of a backsliding people. Those brave
-men of old were not afraid of preaching politics; and how can one, the
-follower of him who taught us to pray, ‘Thy kingdom come, Thy will be
-done on earth as it is in heaven,’ dare to make this but mere
-lip-service? Surely they will be the first to give the influence of
-their Christian manhood to bring that kingdom here and now in this city
-of Chicago. The clergyman who fails to teach his people that God as
-truly leads this nation now as in the days of old is recreant to his
-trust, is unworthy of his calling, as it seems to me.
-
-“I would have our church vestries, which are closed and vacant a great
-part of the week, thrown open at least one evening in a week for
-discussions, lectures, debates, or small classes grouped together for
-the study of subjects that will promote good citizenship.
-
-“I suggest that all classes of people, whether church-goers or not, who
-are willing to join in this work, be divided into four sections.
-
-“First and largest of all would be the section containing those who know
-little of American history, civil government, and political economy.
-These would form themselves into bands for studying a well-selected
-course of reading, beginning with elementary work, and proceeding from
-such books as Mr. Dole’s ‘The Citizen and the Neighbor,’ to profound
-works like Mulford’s ‘The Nation,’ or perhaps Hegel’s ‘Philosophy of
-History.’
-
-“I see no reason why with a proper system and the natural interest which
-I think the subject will awaken there should not eventually result as
-widespread and beneficent a work as that which the Chatauqua classes
-have done.
-
-“There should be a secretary for each little centre of study to whom
-reports of work should be made, and certificates or diplomas should be
-bestowed by the directors on those who have successfully passed through
-different courses.
-
-“I also suggest public debates and dissertations by members of both
-sexes. It is not so difficult a matter as you may think to interest
-young people in such work. I know of a teacher in Somerville,
-Massachusetts, who for years has been the means of carrying on a
-historical club of about seventy-five boys and girls under fifteen years
-of age. These children meet regularly, conducting their meetings
-themselves according to Cushing’s ‘Manual of Parliamentary Rules,’ and
-girls as well as boys take part in a modest, fearless way. They get not
-only much historical information on the subjects they discuss, but also
-a very valuable discipline which renders them self-possessed in manner,
-and discriminating in their thought, and is the best of training for
-many duties of good citizenship.
-
-“All these results take time and patience and tact in the planners of
-the classes, lest rivalry and jealousy and short-sightedness defeat the
-end in view. But when a
-
- SCHEME IS ONCE THOUGHT OUT
-
-in its main features it is comparatively easy to follow, especially when
-it is as flexible as the one I present to you, and when the leaders are
-disinterested men and women.
-
-“The second of the four classes which I have suggested would contain a
-much smaller number of persons, and would be those who have the time and
-ability to teach. This would bring forth much latent talent for home
-missionary work which does not find vent in our mission Sunday-schools.
-
-“The work should be especially prosecuted among the foreign population.
-
-“Let a course of say twenty-five weekly lectures be arranged to be
-illustrated by the stereopticon, and treating in a simple way of the
-growth of our nation from its beginning until the present time. I would
-not have very much attention paid to the campaigns of the wars. It
-matters little to the Bohemian who cannot read English or to the
-Irishman who cannot write his name whether Braddock or King Philip
-fought in the war of 1812 or not.
-
-“But it does matter that he should understand something of the early
-life of the colonists, something of the dangers from which they fled,
-the causes of the Revolution, the growth of slavery, the meaning of our
-republican institutions, our great industrial development, and the
-significance of such names as Franklin, Washington, Lincoln, Grant.
-
-“A cornet leading a chorus of school-children, who should sing national
-airs, would add zest to such a lecture, the price of which should be
-merely nominal. I think you will generally find it better to have a
-price.
-
-“In such matters people usually undervalue and are a little suspicious
-of what is given them freely. If a ticket costs ten cents, or if it is
-given as a reward of merit to the children at school, it will be vastly
-more appreciated.
-
-“These lectures would be given in English wherever possible, but in the
-foreign districts of the city the same set could be given in
-translations, the speaker being an intelligent man of the nationality of
-the audience.
-
-“I think you will find it better among foreigners to give these lectures
-in a hall rather than in a church, so as not to awaken religious
-prejudices. With different speakers the same lectures and pictures can
-be used in different parts of the city every evening in the week, thus
-having six or seven
-
- SIMULTANEOUS COURSES
-
-of the same lectures.
-
-“After the completion of the first course much experience will have been
-gained in the details of management, and other courses can be formed
-illustrating the material resources, physical geography of our country,
-and the biography and literature of our great men.
-
-“With a little music, plenty of pictures, and a speaker with a hearty,
-ringing voice, I think there can be no question of winning attention
-among these foreigners. After that, classes and clubs for reading and
-discussion would easily follow.
-
-“I have spoken of two sections, the students and the teachers; the third
-might comprise those who could give neither work nor study, but who
-would give money. This money might go to any one of a dozen fields of
-work which the organization would help support.
-
-“Each donor could specify the purpose for which he gives his money,
-whether it be temperance-reform work, free kindergartens, industrial
-schools, payment for detection and prosecution of law-breakers, or
-general running expenses. You can readily see that although there may be
-much voluntary, unpaid service, there will be great need of more money
-than I have promised to contribute.
-
-“The fourth class would be one of the most important, comprising chiefly
-the solid business men and practical, public-spirited women, such as I
-have found here in your remarkably live Woman’s Club and other
-organizations. These men and women would attend to such practical work
-as is done by our Law and Order Leagues in the different states,
-supplementing the often inefficient police service, and persistently
-insisting that the existing laws _shall be enforced_.
-
-“This branch of the work alone would require more than one paid agent.
-Another line of work for this fourth class of good citizens would be an
-organized and ever-increasing vigilance in regard to the work of the
-city’s servants, and the creation of a strong public sentiment which
-shall demand a purer, cleaner press and a suppression of the vile
-literature which is poisoning the imagination of thousands of our youth.
-
-“This class of workers would be the active agents of all reforms, and
-unwavering in their efforts to make the primary meetings places where
-the moral force and the intelligence of the city shall be most
-powerfully felt.
-
-“Let me illustrate what I mean in speaking of the kinds of work which
-this fourth class of workers can do to promote good citizenship. The
-successful courses of lectures on history to young people under the
-auspices of the
-
- COMMERCIAL CLUB
-
-which have been carried on here is just the kind of work which needs to
-be done. The prizes for essays on historical subjects offered to the
-school-children by the ‘Daily News’ is another good thing. The courses
-of lectures by workmen and capitalists under the auspices of the Ethical
-Culture Society is just the kind of work which I should like to see
-multiplied a hundredfold.
-
-“All existing organizations for promoting the welfare of the community
-can unite in this large organization without abandoning their own
-methods and field of work.
-
-“Perhaps this scheme as I have outlined it may seem to you somewhat
-utopian; but you will remember that what I have said is simply
-suggestion. The methods I leave entirely to your own excellent judgment.
-But whatever these may be, they will be watched with keen interest by
-other cities to whom I shall make the same proposition that I have made
-to you, provided that the results of your efforts shall justify my
-action in this matter.
-
-“The little plan which I propose is
-
- ABSOLUTELY FLEXIBLE.
-
-One person or one circle may work in one way and one in another, each
-according to his own tastes and opportunities. While any one of leisure
-may belong to all four sections, no one need feel excluded from joining
-in the general good work in some way, if he have but a dollar a year to
-contribute, or but an hour a week for study or work.
-
-“May I not hope that the life and youth and moral power of Chicago will
-join hand in hand in making this vast city great, not only in dimensions
-and numbers and wealth, but great in that kind of greatness which alone
-shall exalt a nation and give it memory. For
-
- ‘The envious Powers of ill nor wink nor sleep:—
- Be therefore timely wise,
- Nor laugh when this one steals and that one lies,
- As if your luck could cheat those sleepless spies,
- Till the deaf Fury comes your house to sweep.’”
-
-As Miss Brewster stood a moment with silently bowed head and then sank
-into her chair there was a hush. Every one had been thrilled by the
-clear, quiet, intense tones of her voice, and there was an instinctive
-refrain from applause which marked the deep feeling which her words had
-created.
-
-Dr. T—— rose to speak, but at this juncture the writer, whose office had
-been discovered, was politely requested by an usher to withdraw. It was
-subsequently learned, however, that a committee consisting of seven
-ladies and eighteen gentlemen was elected from those present, and they
-are to meet next week for selection of a superintendent, and to
-establish their organization.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII.
-
-
-After leaving Chicago in June, we passed a wonderful fortnight among the
-glories of the Yellowstone Park. Here Mildred seemed to throw off all
-care, and to breathe freely for the first time in six months.
-
-After leaving the Park, some of our party were called back to the East,
-but aunt, cousin Will, and Alice still accompanied us.
-
-On touching the Northern Pacific Railroad again our car was attached to
-a train filled for the most part with immigrants.
-
-At the stations where stops were made we always alighted to take a
-little exercise in walking up and down the platform, and to chat with
-the Indians and half-breeds, who greatly interested Mildred.
-
-I must admit that for my part I found the wrinkled old crones and dirty
-braves rather disgusting, though occasionally a few who still retained
-their primitive adornments of vermilion paint and eagle’s feathers
-furnished a bit of picturesqueness that was interesting.
-
-At one stopping-place, there being no Indians visible, we turned our
-attention to the crowd of European peasants who poured out of the
-immigrant cars, and strolling about among them we amused ourselves by
-studying the stolid, square faces, and giving candy to the sturdy,
-little flaxen-haired children who gazed in round-eyed wonder at us.
-
-Presently I saw that Mildred, who had slipped away from me, was holding
-a hurried and earnest conversation with a sad-eyed little woman who with
-quivering lips was telling the story of how her _Mann_ had died on the
-voyage and been buried at sea, and how she was left to make the rest of
-the long journey alone with her three helpless little ones.
-
-“It goes to my heart,” said Mildred as we returned to our car, “to think
-of that woman and those poor, fatherless little things in this strange
-land. Not one of the people with her is her friend and neighbor, and I
-don’t know what is to become of her.”
-
-“How perfectly dreadful!” exclaimed Alice calmly as she scanned her
-cards.
-
-“Gad, that’s tough!” ejaculated Will, and then we proceeded with our
-whist, which had been interrupted by this little episode.
-
-I watched Mildred. I knew that this would not be the end of it with her,
-though the others soon forgot about it. She played carelessly and was
-beaten. She was thinking not of the game, but of the tired,
-broken-hearted wife in the next car who had so courageously said good-by
-to the Fatherland a month before with her brave Fritz, and must now end
-the long, wearisome journey alone, poor and friendless.
-
-Presently she rose and left the car.
-
-“Let me go with you,” called Will, and followed her, while I lay down on
-the sofa for a nap and knew nothing more until an hour later. Then I
-waked to find Mildred kneeling by my side and smilingly patting my
-cheeks.
-
-“What do you say to having an adventure, Ruby?” she asked. “I have a
-capital scheme; just listen to it. Will and I have been to see that poor
-little woman, and it is pathetic to see how she clings to us and looks
-to us for assistance. She will be utterly helpless when she gets to the
-end of her journey. Her passage is prepaid through, but that is all. She
-has only three dollars left, and the agent who has all these people in
-charge is a hard-faced man who cannot be trusted to concern himself in
-the least about her.
-
-“She opened her whole heart to me while Will amused the children, and I
-have learned all her simple little story. I hadn’t the heart to leave
-her until I had promised to see her through to her journey’s end.”
-
-“But you forget, Mildred,” I cried astonished, and sitting up quickly;
-“these people are all going to switch off at the Junction and go
-twenty-five miles on another road. The conductor told us so, you know,
-and we can’t follow them, for it would make us a day late in reaching
-Tacoma, and auntie really must have her ulcerated tooth attended to.”
-She had in fact hardly held her head up that day and was suffering
-terribly.
-
-“Certainly,” said Mildred; “I have thought of all that, and it is all
-arranged. Alice and Will are to go on with her in this car and take the
-best of care of her, and if you will join Hélène [the maid] and me, we
-will go with the immigrants and see little Frau Kopp well started in the
-new home before we leave her. I consider it quite a fortunate
-circumstance on the whole. I have wanted an excuse to mingle with the
-people more and learn something further of frontier life than can be
-seen from the windows of a parlor-car.”
-
-Will remonstrated vigorously, however. “See here, Mildred,” he said
-seriously, “it will never do in the world for you to start off this way
-at night into an unknown region, and ride in these wretched cars. Very
-likely you will have to sleep on a straw bed in some vile little tavern
-no one knows where. You can give this woman some money, and”—
-
-“I haven’t time to argue,” interposed Mildred, packing her bag. “I have
-made up my mind to go. Don’t think me stubborn, but money can’t do for
-that disconsolate, frightened little woman what I can do. She has not a
-single friend; her baby is ill; some Yankee sharper would swindle her
-out of her money; and, besides, I want to go. I want to know from
-experience a little about the life of these people.”
-
-“Then if I can’t dissuade you I must go with you. Mother can”—
-
-“No, she can’t; and I can’t let you leave her, cousin Will,” replied
-Mildred with quiet determination. “Nothing can possibly happen to us. We
-are in a civilized land, and robbers are not wont to attack an immigrant
-train. We shall not be hurt by ‘roughing it’ for twenty-four hours, and
-if anything happens to delay us longer we will telegraph you.”
-
-“Let me go _instead_ of you,” insisted Will, still frowning upon the
-project; “there is no need of you three interrupting your journey when I
-can manage the affair perfectly well.”
-
-“But you don’t speak German and I do,” replied Mildred, decisively.
-
-There was nothing more to be said, and we bade them good-by, with no
-misgiving on our part, and stepped into the uncomfortable, stuffy
-immigrant cars. Mildred seated herself beside little Frau Kopp and held
-in her lap chubby two-year-old Hans, dressed like a little old man in
-the clumsy, German peasant fashion. Hélène and I meanwhile took turns in
-occupying the only vacant seat in the car. The motley crowd of Swedes,
-Norwegians, Danes, Germans, and Bohemians, who for five or six days and
-nights had been traveling together in heat and discomfort, sat nodding
-sleepily and apparently unexcited at the near approach of their long
-journey’s end.
-
-All the afternoon it had looked lowering in the west, and as the dim
-kerosene lamps were lighted one by one, we heard the dash of rain upon
-the roof of the car, and by the flashes of lightning could discern with
-our faces pressed close to the panes that we were just entering upon the
-track of a storm. Trees were uprooted and lay in confusion beside the
-track. But we could see little, and I gave scarcely a thought to it as I
-sat on the hard, uncushioned seat, with my lap full of bags and wraps,
-and watched Mildred a few seats in front of me as she talked cheerily to
-the tired little children. Our destination was to be the little mining
-town of Blivens, and we were to reach it at half-past eight.
-
-On we went whizzing through the darkness, the train rocking from side to
-side, and the red-kerchiefed, brown faces of the women lighting up
-picturesquely the dark mysterious shadows. We were about to reach our
-destination, and I had just risen to rest my stiffened limbs, when
-suddenly I was thrown headlong down the aisle, and a hideous grating,
-jarring noise drowned every other sound. Then a sense of falling,
-rolling, pitching, of absolute darkness, and of frightful pain.
-
-I lay I know not how long. One foot and hand were pinioned under
-something hard and immovable, the other foot doubled under me, and my
-head twisted awry and also immovable. I was lying between two bodies,
-one above and one under me. Something warm was dripping down over my
-face, and shrieks and dying groans rent the air.
-
-I was too stunned at first to think what it meant. I was conscious only
-of pain, horrible pain, such as I had never dreamed of before. I could
-not cry out, I could not move. Oh, would help never come?
-
-What was this horrible thing that had happened? A moment ago—no, was it
-not an hour ago?—we were alive and well; and now? Oh, why had God let
-this horrible thing happen? And Mildred—where was she? Perhaps she was
-dead; and I should be dead too very soon, and nothing would matter much.
-
-I remember thinking then, strangely enough, “I am glad she has made her
-will.”
-
-Suddenly a dull glow, a gleam of light, then a hoarse yell of despair
-from a score of voices, “Da ist Feuer!” “_The train is on fire!_”
-
-My heart stopped beating. Were the horrors of a holocaust to be added to
-this agony?
-
-Oh, the long, fearful minutes! A horrid glare lit up the blackness of
-the night, and nearer, nearer crept the crackling flames!
-
-O Christ! will no one come to rescue us, will not the clouds in mercy
-pour down their treasures to stop this demon flame!
-
-But no! The rain had ceased, and on, on, steadily on came the frightful
-scorching flames.
-
-It was now as light as day. In the red glare I could see black figures
-moving swiftly, men running wildly about and desperately pulling and
-tearing at the splintered sides of the car.
-
-But oh, how feeble all their efforts! How utterly futile seemed all
-human strength to cope with these frightful forces that held us
-relentlessly in their grasp!
-
-“Well, it will soon be over, soon be over,” I groaned to myself. “The
-torture shall not be long if with my free hand I can get a quicker
-death,” I resolved in the desperation of my agony.
-
-It seemed hours to us wretches lying there ’twixt hell and heaven, but I
-suppose it was only minutes. Then there was a cracking, a breaking. An
-iron crowbar in the hands of a man had broken through the débris and was
-lifting the frightful weight from my arm.
-
-I could see his face distinctly, as with the giant strength of a madman,
-but with the clear eye of one who was a born general, he marshaled his
-panic-stricken followers and bade them aid him.
-
-“Here, Jim,” he shouted hoarsely, his voice rising above the roar of the
-flames, “hold on there! Now you and Tom and the rest, _pull!—pull as you
-never pulled before_!”
-
-But it was all in vain; as well try to lift a mountain.
-
-“Take this child,” groaned a muffled voice at my side, and as the strong
-arms of the stranger lifted little Hans limp and lifeless, and hastily
-laid him in the soft dark mud behind him, I saw for the first time
-Mildred’s white face beside me.
-
-“There ain’t no use, boss,” cried the men in a frenzy, and stopping to
-wring their hands. “We can’t do nothing; _they’ve got to burn alive_!”
-
-“Then for God’s sake give me your pistol or your knife!” I cried
-fiercely.
-
-“Yes, Mildred,” I protested, “it’s right, it’s right. If we must die,
-let it be quickly, and not by inches.”
-
-But Mildred did not hear. She was looking at the stranger with wild,
-staring eyes, and for an instant, as if paralyzed, he gazed at her. Then
-a look of such agony as I never saw on a human face convulsed his
-features, and he cried, “_Boys, once more! I must save this woman!_” and
-while they stood wringing helpless hands, he, with knotted veins and
-starting eyes, made one herculean effort, and Mildred was in his arms
-and free.
-
-I saw them stagger and fall together, while the bright blood in a
-crimson torrent poured from his lips and dyed her white, clinging hands.
-
-Then I knew nothing more. I have a vague recollection of a roar as of
-Niagara filling my ears, a sense of being torn limb from limb, a
-shuddering thought that this indeed was death and the end had come—and
-then blackness.
-
-I knew not how many hours or days had passed. When I opened my eyes I
-was lying on a hard straw bed on the floor of an unplastered attic room.
-I could see nothing from where I lay but the corner of a window through
-whose panes the sun streamed in, scarce hindered by the torn blue paper
-curtain. It shone upon the gorgeous patchwork counterpane upon my bed.
-It dazzled my eyes, which felt strangely weak.
-
-I tried to move, but could not stir; to speak, but could utter no sound.
-
-Presently, as I lay with closed eyes, I felt that some one had stooped
-from behind and looked at me. Then I heard a husky whisper,—
-
-“She’s sleepin’ real nateral, don’t ye worry a mite. _She_’s agoin’ ter
-git on, you can jest bet on that.” This was followed by a heavy tread
-which jarred my head with every movement like that of a giant trying to
-walk on tiptoe. There was a creaking of a door, then a slow, soft thump,
-thump, thump down the uncarpeted stairs, and all was still.
-
-I lay quiet, wondering what it all meant. Where was I, and what could be
-the matter? My head was confused. Was Mildred—hush, there was a voice
-near by talking low; it seemed behind me.
-
-“But it was not so; how could you have thought it so?”
-
-The voice sounded like Mildred’s. It was weak and trembling.
-
-“I went East to find you after it was all over between Agnes and me, but
-they said you were engaged, you had gone abroad. I could do nothing. I
-came back; I had my work, and I tried to live.”
-
-The other voice I did not know; it was husky and broken.
-
-There was silence again, and I heard a bustling and tramping about
-below, and outside the window locusts buzzing shrilly.
-
-Voices again. I could not but hear. It was Mildred’s voice. “But did you
-love me then in the beginning?”
-
-There was no answer at first; then it came, a little stronger and
-steadier than before. “I should have loved you then if I had dared, but
-I was pledged to Agnes; she had promised to be my wife. There came a day
-at Concord when I saw my danger. I knew that I must not dare to see you
-again. I prayed that I might be kept from being false to the woman whom
-I had asked to love me, so I went away and tried to forget. After all, I
-had known you for only a few days, and I had known her from childhood.
-She was true as steel. She trusted me; and when with her again I was
-glad to find at last that life could still be rich and sweet, and I be
-spared from baseness.”
-
-“Then why, why”—Mildred began; but she hesitated, and her voice died
-away.
-
-“It came about in this way,” said the other voice after a pause. “I had
-studied for the ministry, you know. Agnes had rejoiced to think that she
-was to share my work. I had decided from the first to give myself to the
-home mission work either in the far West or among the colored people at
-the South. She was all enthusiasm and zeal. She was a noble woman; but
-oh—well, it is a long story, a long story.” Another pause; then, “Do you
-know how unjust and bitter a woman can be when she thinks that she alone
-is intrusted with the decrees of the Almighty?
-
-“As her lover, I must be frank with her, I must conceal nothing. I told
-her all, little by little, of what I had come to believe and see. It
-only made her tremble with horror. She saw that I was not ready to
-preach the gospel which she believed. She felt that I was going
-no-whither. ‘You have denied God’s Word and made your reason your God,’
-she said. ‘I can never dare trust my future with you unless you promise
-me once and forever to abandon reading these dreadful books which are
-leading you farther and farther from the truth.’
-
-“I tried argument, but it was of no avail. ‘I am no logician; I cannot
-argue and reason with a college-bred man like you. You could readily
-refute my simple talk to your own satisfaction,’ she said; ‘but all the
-philosophy in the world cannot change my faith. My husband’s God must be
-the one whom I serve.’
-
-“I did not know how I had really loved her until I found I was breaking
-her heart. It was pitiful. I tried to show her how I loved the same God
-whom she served, but she said, while the tears choked her voice:
-
-“‘No, Ralph, let us not deceive ourselves; we look at the world in a
-radically different way. There can be no compromises so long as this
-exists.’ So we parted.”
-
-“And then you—you came here?” queried Mildred faintly.
-
-“Yes. My life at first seemed wrecked; but I had my work, and though I
-could not ask any Missionary Board to send me out, I determined to come
-alone and serve God, if not in the pulpit, then perhaps as well some
-other way.
-
-“I came with the first miners. I lived with them and worked for them. I
-helped them build their first log huts. I opened the first store here,
-but as I sold no liquor it was hard to contend with the other shops
-which soon were rivals of mine.
-
-“But I made enough to live on. That was all I cared for. I had come here
-to save men, not to save money.
-
-“First I started a reading-room, here in my room. It was open to them
-all, and after a while we had an evening class. Then I began a Sunday
-school, and they all came at first just to oblige me because I asked
-them, but afterwards because they liked it. Then at last I began a
-regular Sunday service.
-
-“I love these rough fellows, and they have learned to love me. I do what
-I can for them. I would not change my work for the richest parish in the
-country. I have the satisfaction of knowing that I am helping to shape
-the future of this whole region.
-
-“These men have loved me in a rough, hearty way, and I thank God for it,
-for sometimes the loneliness has been terrible.
-
-“Agnes married a missionary and went to India, and after a while I saw
-that it was best so, though it was bitter to me at first.
-
-“I felt that you, the only other woman for whom I ever had cared, had
-forgotten me. I did not dare to think that you had remembered me, but I
-could not rest until I knew. I made the long journey East. I felt that I
-could not be denied until I had heard the final word from your lips. I
-reached Boston the very day that you sailed from New York; and I heard
-that you were to marry a rich man on your return.
-
-“Well, I tried to bear it as best I could. I came back to my work. After
-the little glimpse of civilization and comfort that I had had, this
-dreary little place seemed drearier still; but I had brought books with
-me, and they helped me.
-
-“One day, as I sat here feeling lonely, wretched, forlorn, I picked up
-my Thomas à Kempis, and suddenly a light seemed to break in upon me, and
-I said, ‘O fool, you with strength and vigor and opportunities, you who
-have the inherited wisdom of the world at your command, you the heir of
-all the ages, the son of a King!—shall _you_ mourn and complain because
-Heaven denies you one boon? When was it ever decreed that you should be
-so favored above all other mortals as to be completely happy in this
-world of pain? Should the servant be above his Master?’
-
-“So then I tried to learn to be content. I found something better than
-happiness,—it has been blessedness.
-
-“I study when I can. But I am studying humanity chiefly. I am learning
-how to fill the needs of these brothers of mine. I am trying to show
-them that there is something better than the gold which seems to them
-the only thing worth working for. Yes, I love my work.”
-
-There was a note of exultation in the voice, weak though it was, which
-thrilled me. I think I must have dozed, for the voices again sounded
-faint and far away. Presently as I returned to consciousness I heard the
-voice saying in little broken gasps of pain, “But oh, Mildred darling,
-do you know what this means? Do you know what it means when you promise
-to be willing to take me for better or for worse? You love books and
-pictures and music and beauty. Can I consent to see you deprived of them
-all, to share my lot?
-
-“You do not know me yet. You are grateful to me for saving you; but it
-was simple humanity—humanity, nothing more. I was a fool to speak out as
-I did just now; it was only my weakness and selfishness. No, I cannot
-let you bind yourself yet; wait till you are well, till your friends
-come.
-
-“You say they have wealth. What will they think of your giving them all
-up to settle in this dismal place and be the wife of a man who has not
-five hundred dollars in the world, and can offer you nothing but a life
-of toil?
-
-“No, you shall be free. Forget that I dared to speak, that I dared for a
-moment to think—What? Why—why, Mildred, you are laughing!”
-
-“Oh,” said Mildred in a different tone, “I—that is, I was only thinking
-of _love in a cottage_. I am not afraid of being poor; I can work too.”
-
-“Ah, yes; but being poor in Boston, where you have the largest public
-library in the world, and the free Lowell lectures, and a glorious
-symphony concert now and then for only fifty cents, is one thing; and to
-be poor here, to stand at the washtub, and to scrub and clean and bake
-and mend, is quite another. There would be little call here for the work
-which you love and can do so well. These rough, hard-working men have
-little time or inclination to hear of Goethe or Dante.
-
-“It would be cruel for me to let these soft, white hands grow hard and
-rough, to let your life which elsewhere could be so rich run to waste
-here.”
-
-“Would it not be far more cruel,” asked Mildred tenderly, “to keep me
-from the man I love?”
-
-“Mildred dear, I am awake,” I tried to say, for through my bewildered
-brain the meaning of all this had begun to penetrate, and I realized for
-the first time that I had been hearing what was too sacred for any other
-ears than those of Mildred and her lover, Ralph Everett.
-
-But the words choked in my throat, there was only an inarticulate
-murmur, and the voices ceased.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV.
-
- “And a voice said in mastery while I strove,
- Guess now who holds thee?—
- ‘Death,’ I said;
- But there the silver answer rang,
- ‘Not Death, but Love.’”
- SONNETS FROM THE PORTUGUESE.
-
-
-Some time elapsed ere I divined where we were, and then I discovered
-that we had been carried to Mr. Everett’s house and were all lying in
-the attic over the store. Mildred had been placed on his cot-bed by the
-book-shelves, and he lay on a lounge a few feet distant.
-
-After a time my straw bed, which had been borrowed from a neighbor, was
-turned about so that I could see them. I was too weak to talk, but I
-loved to lie and look at them when the terrible pain gave me a moment’s
-respite to think of anything beside my own woes.
-
-The little town was crowded; not a spare room but had been gladly given
-up to the sufferers.
-
-Little by little I learned all that had happened. A tree had been
-uprooted in the wild storm and had fallen across the track. The engine,
-the baggage car, and the first car had been derailed. The loss of life
-had not been great. Poor Hélène, the little German woman and her baby
-were the only ones who had not been rescued.
-
-But in all the cottages around lay the helpless, wounded people, who had
-come so far over land and sea only to meet this terrible fate.
-
-The telegraph lines had been thrown down in the storm, and it was two
-days before word could be sent and the débris cleared away so that
-trains could come from the west. The little German doctor who had set my
-bones while I was unconscious, and had left medicine for us all, did not
-appear but once or twice after the first call, for there were a score or
-more of poor, maimed creatures, some of them his own countrymen, who
-needed him even more sorely than we.
-
-What would have become of us during those three days of partial
-unconsciousness and suffering and impatient waiting for our friends if
-it had not been for “Jim”!
-
-Jim was a character. Not even the pain could so wholly banish my sense
-of humor as to prevent my seeing that.
-
-I could not learn whether there was a woman in town or not, but I
-afterwards heard that Jim had let it be understood that he was
-commissioned by the “boss” to be his sole attendant, and warn every one
-else to keep his distance. Half a dozen times a day the big, freckled,
-red-haired fellow creaked up the stairs in his stocking feet, bringing
-water and gruel and bouquets of gorgeous nasturtiums and crimson phlox
-from his little garden patch across the way. Jim had an eye for the
-beautiful, and thought it a pity that we should have nothing better to
-look upon than the long rows of sombre books which lined one side of the
-walls and formed Mr. Everett’s library.
-
-Accordingly the poor man had stripped his own bachelor premises of all
-the precious adornments sent him by his sweetheart for the last three
-Christmases. There was a gilded sugar-scoop tied with pink ribbons, and
-a remarkable landscape painted on the concave surface of the interior.
-There was also a rolling-pin with a covering of French blue plush,
-adorned with gilded handles, and bearing on its surface a large
-thermometer surmounted by a gilded spread eagle.
-
-These were especially devoted to my benefit, for which I was duly
-appreciative. Over Mildred’s bed was hung a “God Bless Our Home,”
-wonderfully worked in the national colors; and beside Mr. Everett’s sofa
-was placed a gilded milking-stool of convenient height for holding vials
-and glasses, the legs artistically interlaced with scarlet ribbons, and
-the seat decorated with a painting, whether of Vesuvius in eruption or a
-dish of crushed tomatoes, I was never quite sure.
-
-From the low window near which my bed was drawn Jim proudly pointed out
-to me his own quarters opposite. The house was an unpainted wooden
-structure of one story, and evidently possessed a slanting roof with
-gables, though the architect had erected a sham façade which gave the
-appearance, when one took a front view, of a house with a flat roof.
-
-Extending across the whole front of the house was a sign of unique
-character painted in black on a pink ground, of which I subjoin an exact
-copy.
-
- 1886.
- FRANKLIN
- PHILOSOPHIC
- HERMITAGE
-
- INDEPENDENT SCIENTIFIC REPAIR SHOP.
- CLOCKS, COOPERING, CHAIN SAWS FILED
- TIN WARE, POLITICS & THEOLOGY TINKERED
- HUZZAH FOR
- THE UNION
- LABOR PARTY.
-
-“Jim is an odd stick,” Mr. Everett once said with a feeble smile, as the
-awkward fellow was heard anathematizing himself as he descended the
-stairs after an accidental bang of the door, which made us all wince.
-
-“Jim is odd, but he has mighty good stuff in him. There isn’t anything
-that fellow would not do for me, though when I first came here he was
-pretty fiery; a regular dynamiter you would have thought. But since I
-started the debating club, and got him to reading history a little, he
-has calmed down a good deal, and has come to find that hard facts are
-worth more than all his former rhetorical pyrotechnics about the
-down-trodden workingman.”
-
-At last, with pale and terror-stricken faces, came aunt Madison and Will
-and Alice with Dr. Ellsworth from Tacoma. Then ensued a new order of
-things. Jim vanished, talking was forbidden, the noise everywhere
-disappeared, and the clumsy carts passed silently beneath our window
-over a thick bed of straw, while tall screens, improvised from sheets
-and clothes-horses, separated us from each other the greater part of the
-time. For there was not another room in town to be had, and the little
-grocery below had been metamorphosed into sleeping apartments for our
-four attendants. They alternately watched and slept.
-
-The new physician threw away the old medicines, substituted new ones,
-and looked with grave anxiety on Mildred’s flushed face and bounding
-pulse. She had no bones broken and but a slight wound, and had insisted
-that my broken bones be set first.
-
-After the first shock, the excitement of meeting Mr. Everett and anxiety
-for us all had sustained her, but now she was sinking fast. The delay in
-attending to her at the beginning was telling upon her. Whether it was
-the July heat, the sight of so many faces, and the necessary disturbance
-when so many were forced to be in one room, I do not know, but as the
-days went by none of us grew better.
-
-Mildred was too ill to be moved to her car. Mr. Everett, though in a
-fair way to recover, was too weak to stir after his terrible hemorrhage
-and the strain upon his whole system; while I could not endure to be
-touched without extreme pain. So during the July days we lay there
-together in the unfinished attic room, watching the doctor come and go,
-and tended by loving hands that divided their ministrations and the
-delicacies that they brought with the suffering ones who lay not far
-distant.
-
-“Do everything for them that I would have had done,” were Mildred’s
-words to cousin Will, which he understood as Mr. Everett did not. For no
-one was allowed to tell him that this sweet girl lying there, who I
-alone knew was his promised wife, was no longer the teacher whom he
-thought her.
-
-But the doctor’s face looked graver and graver as the days wore on. He
-sat up half the night with us, performing the combined duties of nurse
-and physician.
-
-One morning, as he came in looking weary and jaded after but four hours’
-rest, he sat down by Mildred’s bed, with a face that in spite of his
-habitual professional attempt at gayety could not conceal the gravest
-concern.
-
-He felt her pulse and motioned furtively to aunt Madison, who stood with
-brimming eyes studying his every motion. Mildred glanced up and read the
-meaning of his look. She said nothing for a moment; then with an effort
-to keep her voice steady she said, quietly, “Doctor, be honest with me:
-shall I live?”
-
-“My dear, I”—and the doctor coughed and turned away his head; “I—we”—he
-glanced at Mr. Everett, who with eyes that were blazing like coals in
-their sockets had half risen on his elbow and seemed devouring every
-word,—“my dear, I hope so.”
-
-“Yes, I understand,” replied Mildred calmly, after a searching look at
-the physician’s half-averted face, “I understand, and I am not afraid;
-but it is necessary that some things be done, and done quickly.”
-
-She lay a few moments quietly thinking. No one stirred or spoke, and the
-silence was broken only by aunt Madison’s half-stifled sobs, as she
-turned away to hide her emotion. Presently Mildred looked up.
-
-“Is there a lawyer in the village?” she asked. “I want to change my—that
-is, I want to attend to a few little matters of business that must not
-be left undone.”
-
-“No,” replied Mr. Everett huskily; “there was one who did a little
-business, but he died a month ago.”
-
-Mildred said nothing for a few minutes, then looking up, with a pale
-face and lips drawn tense, she said, “Auntie, I must be married to-day.”
-
-We all gave an involuntary cry. Mr. Everett drew his hand over his eyes.
-Dr. Ellsworth and aunt Madison exchanged looks of amazement as if to
-say, “Is the girl beside herself?” I alone understood what it all meant.
-
-“Yes, auntie,” Mildred continued. “I have not yet told you; I meant to,
-by and by. I did not think it was to be here and now; I meant to have it
-all so different; but my strength is going, I do not know whether I
-shall—I dare not wait.”
-
-She gave a little gasp of pain, and was silent a moment; then she added,
-in a voice which I could scarcely hear, “I have told Mr. Everett that I
-love him. I have promised to be his wife.”
-
-No one spoke when Mildred had finished, and she lay with closed eyes,
-while aunt Madison stood as if struck dumb, gazing incredulously from
-one to the other. She had learned that they were old friends, that he
-had saved her life; perhaps she had suspected more, but this sudden
-announcement paralyzed her for a moment.
-
-Mr. Everett half rose again from his couch and leaned toward Mildred as
-if to speak, but the words died on his lips, and he sank back exhausted
-and lay motionless.
-
-Aunt Madison softly left the room, but soon returned, and kneeling by
-Mildred’s side they whispered together. What was said I never knew, but
-I was certain that Mildred’s thought was for Ralph’s inheritance.
-
-An hour later, another physician, who had been telegraphed for the
-previous day, arrived. He stepped softly into the room, and for a long
-time gazed intently at Mildred as she lay asleep, and then he slipped
-out, and I heard faint murmurings of voices in the room below as the two
-physicians held a consultation.
-
-“Oh, Mildred, my more than sister,” I inwardly groaned; “must I lie here
-helpless and see your precious life going from us? Were you snatched
-from the jaws of death but to fall back again a helpless victim? If this
-must be, oh that we had died together before rescue came!”
-
-I had given my whole heart to this girl. I had loved her with a love
-which made all other friendships of my life seem as nothing. In loving
-her I felt that I had first learned what love meant, and my little,
-petty life had been made deeper, broader, and full of hitherto
-undreamed-of possibilities.
-
-The hours wore away, the hours of Mildred’s wedding-day. “Send Jim for
-Mr. Lightfoot,” Mr. Everett had said to Will. “He will know where to
-find him. He is the only regular clergyman within fifty miles.”
-
-He had been sent for post-haste, and that evening, just as the sun was
-sinking in the west and lighting up in gorgeous splendor the little
-attic where we lay, a tall, gray-haired man in a rusty, black
-frock-coat, and with prayer-book in hand, climbed softly up the creaking
-stairs and paused in the doorway, glancing in a tender, fatherly way at
-the two pale faces which looked up to greet his coming.
-
-The windows were opened, and the blue paper curtains had disappeared to
-be replaced by white muslin ones. A dozen pitchers were placed around
-the room containing the brilliant wild flowers of the neighborhood that
-had been sent in by Jim and his friends. A wreath of golden-rod and
-purple asters at Jim’s desire was laid upon the white counterpane at
-Mildred’s feet. For the news that there was for some strange reason to
-be a marriage had spread like wildfire, and many a rough, sunburned man
-had tapped softly at the door of the little shop to ask what it meant,
-and beg Alice, who stood on guard, to be allowed to come up and stand,
-if only in the doorway, and see the “boss” married.
-
-One day, a month later, Alice told me all about it. “You don’t suppose,
-Miss, he’s agoin ter die?” asked one of them, as they stood around the
-door in a quiet, awe-struck group. “I don’t know what we fellers ’ud
-ever do without him,” he added huskily, as he drew the back of his grimy
-hand across his eyes.
-
-“I don’t go much on religion,” said another, who sat on the doorstep
-leaning his head in his hands; “but I’ll be blamed ef that ere feller,
-with all his college larnin’ and soft-spoken ways, a-comin’ out here and
-roughin’ it with us, and a-nursin’ and a-teachin’ and a-helpin’ of us
-all,—I’ll be blamed if that ain’t the Christianest thing I ever see.”
-
-I did not wonder that these men loved their teacher.
-
-Ralph—I learned to call him that afterwards, so I call him so now, for
-it seems more natural—Ralph Everett had a face such as one sees only
-once or twice in a lifetime. I did not wonder that Mildred loved it so
-that she kept awake to look at it as he slept.
-
-The forehead was broad and low, from which the brown hair rose thick and
-abruptly, framing the strong, almost rugged face. The eyes—such eyes!
-They were the frankest, truest eyes that ever glorified a human face.
-Not even Mildred’s eyes were like those, although hers could sparkle or
-command or grow wonderfully soft and tender. The chin and mouth were
-hidden in a luxuriant blond beard, in which gleamed now and then a
-silver thread. The broad chest, the sunburned face and hands which the
-pallor of sickness was fast restoring to their pristine whiteness, all
-evinced a strong, active life, strangely contrasting with the pitiful
-helplessness which had now prostrated it.
-
-But surely strength and health would soon return; surely love would
-triumph; and these two, so strangely reunited in the very jaws of death,
-would some day make all previous joys as nothing to that deep, full,
-complete satisfaction with which heaven should crown their lives; these
-two, who seemed of all the world the ones most worthy of such
-blessedness.
-
-I had dreamed it all out. Some beautiful day in the months to come I
-should stand as bride’s-maid beside a happy, white-robed bride. There
-would be flowers and music and smiles. There would be the strong,
-gallant lover, the one man of all the world who was worthy to wed my
-precious Mildred. The man whom she would always know had married her for
-herself alone, a man whom wealth or happiness could not tempt, who
-should nobly help her in the great work that she had set herself to do.
-
-To tell the truth, I had thought also, with almost a pang of jealousy,
-what this would mean to me, and what my life would be without her.
-
-I could scarcely realize that now, here, in this brown, unplastered
-attic room, in a dreary frontier mining town, with no music but the
-chirping of the August crickets in the little field behind us, without
-wedding-robe or wedding guests, my Mildred was to become a bride.
-
-They bolstered me up to see it all, as well as could be done with my
-splintered leg and arm. I was trembling violently, and the doctor gave
-me a sedative powder and sat by me with hand on my pulse. Ralph’s lounge
-had been moved beside Mildred’s cot. His face was as deadly pale as her
-own.
-
-“Mildred,” he whispered hoarsely,—they had not spoken to each other
-since in the morning when she had said she would marry him,—“Mildred,
-have you counted the cost? Think, darling, you may get well; do you
-realize what you are doing?”
-
-“Yes, far better than you do,” she replied with a faint smile.
-
-The clergyman quietly took his place at the foot of the bed, and as the
-solemn words of the Episcopal marriage service broke the silence,
-Mildred, who had been lying with closed eyes, started visibly. She had
-not before observed that the clergyman had a prayer-book. I could see
-that she was greatly agitated, and instantly divined the cause.
-
-She had always declared that she would never under any conditions allow
-herself to be married by that service.
-
-I knew her reasons for this and how strongly she felt about it, so I
-understood what her consternation must be now. All this flashed through
-my brain before the clergyman had read three lines.
-
-Then Mildred gave a little gasp. A crimson flush leaped into her cheeks,
-and I knew her mind was made up. Instantly her voice broke in, strangely
-clear and strong.
-
-“Please wait, sir,” she said. “I beg your pardon. I did not know this
-service was to be used. I cannot be married by it. Can you not
-substitute some other?”
-
-Every one but Ralph was thunderstruck; but they were getting inured to
-surprises, and no one spoke while the clergyman, for a moment too
-shocked to reply, gazed in blank amazement into Mildred’s earnest eyes.
-
-But Ralph understood, and said calmly, “No, dear, he cannot. I should
-have thought of this before. I am not willing that you should promise
-what this service contains. So, in the presence of God and of these
-witnesses, we two alone will bind ourselves lawfully in the marriage
-bond.”
-
-Then, holding Mildred’s right hand in his, while the minister stood
-wonderingly aside, he said with clear, unshaken voice:
-
-“I take thee, Mildred, to be my lawful, wedded wife, to love and to
-serve, to comfort and cherish, to honor and keep, so long as we both
-shall live; and thereto, God helping, I plight thee my troth.”
-
-A deathly pallor had crept over Mildred’s face. Just then the last rays
-of the setting sun for a moment streamed into the little room,
-irradiating its bare walls, and transfiguring with magic light those two
-faces on which we were gazing with breathless silence.
-
-Then, after a moment’s pause, Mildred with a great effort leaned an inch
-nearer, and gently taking Ralph’s brown hand in both her slender white
-ones, said, with blanched lips:
-
-“I take thee, Ralph, to be my lawful, wedded husband, to love and to
-serve, to comfort and cherish, to honor and keep, so long as we both
-shall live; and thereto, God helping, I plight thee my troth.”
-
-After the last words had died tremblingly away on Mildred’s lips, the
-clergyman at a sign from her lifted his voice in prayer, while Alice
-kneeled sobbing by the bedside, and over my eyes there came a mist. My
-senses reeled, and I remember no more.
-
-Weeks afterward Alice told me that Mr. Lightfoot had gone away with a
-fatherly benediction, and a purse the richer by a thousand dollars for
-the marriage service which he did not perform.
-
-The days went by, and I knew but little. The tall, white screen shut out
-everything from me. I was too weak to ask about Mildred, but I knew that
-she had not left us. Surely God had been merciful. She was still to live
-and love and bless the world.
-
-At last came a day,—it was the first day of September, I recall,—the
-very day when we had planned to reach San Francisco on our return from
-the Alaskan trip which we had contemplated; the screen was removed, and
-Mildred and Ralph, still pale and wan, but with the glow of returning
-health lighting up their happy faces, sat beside me and whispered words
-of farewell.
-
-“Oh, Mildred, you did not die, you are alive,” I sobbed weakly, too
-happy to keep the tears back.
-
-“Yes, darling,” she said, “for it was love that saved me. I had
-something to live for, and I fought hard. Now I am to leave you for a
-while. My husband and I” (how proudly she said that), “my husband and I
-are going away.”
-
-“Her aunt Madison has kindly offered us her beautiful, private car, and
-we are going away for a long rest before we come back to our work,” said
-Ralph innocently, and I saw that for some reason Mildred had still kept
-him ignorant of the fact that he had married a great heiress instead of
-a poor teacher. “This is to be our honey-moon, you know,” he added,
-looking at her with the lovelight shining in his eyes. “We are going
-quietly. No one but Jim is to know of it, for the doctor says we must
-spare ourselves the excitement of the good-byes which would have to be
-said if the people knew we were going. The men have been clamoring for a
-month to see me, and it has been hard for me to keep quiet and not let
-them come.”
-
-“How would you feel,” asked his wife in a careless tone, “if you had
-married a rich woman, who would ask you to go away and never come back
-to work here again?” and Mildred, who was holding my hand, gave it a
-mischievous little squeeze as she looked demurely out of the window and
-awaited his reply.
-
-“I don’t know. I am afraid I could not quite forgive her unless she gave
-me better work to do elsewhere. I could not be idle, you know, even with
-you, darling,” he answered, smiling at the bright face beside him.
-
-“Ah, the world is large; there are many who need us; rich or poor, we
-will find our work somewhere,” said Mildred softly, as if to herself.
-Then as Jim’s steps were heard at the door she started.
-
-“Come, Ralph, one last look at your books and room, it may be long
-before we return. Kiss Ruby, too; you must be her brother now, you
-know.”
-
-Two warm kisses were on my cheek, then the door opened and shut, and
-they were gone.
-
-Everything had been arranged for my comfort, and a month later, when I
-was able to travel in a private car which Mildred had sent us, aunt and
-Alice, cousin Will and I, were on the Northern Pacific Road again, bound
-eastward. And with us went the motherless little Karl and Annchen to
-find a new home and many friends.
-
-One day, as we were speeding along over the Dakota prairies, Alice and I
-fell to talking as usual about the summer that was past and its strange,
-strange ending. Suddenly Alice exclaimed, “But, Ruby, I never thought to
-ask you before; _do_ you understand why Mildred, on her deathbed as we
-supposed, should have stopped that minister? I thought I understood most
-of her ideas, but _that_ was inexplicable to me.”
-
-“Yes, I understand it, I suppose, for I once had an argument with her
-about it,” I replied. “I remember we had been to a stylish wedding at
-Trinity. There were ten bridesmaids, and the bride was dressed like a
-princess, and I remember how, as we drove away, Mildred exclaimed that
-she would rather have been married in a print dress in a log-cabin and
-promise what was honorable and true, than to have had the beautiful
-display which this bride had, and make such promises as she had done.
-
-“‘It is the most beautiful service in the world,’ I stoutly maintained;
-‘pray what can you object to in it?’
-
-“‘In the first place, the giving away of the bride is a humiliating
-thing,’ she said: ‘it is a relic of the feudal times, when a woman
-actually _was_ given away. It implies dependence; a woman is thus simply
-passed along from the guardianship of one man to that of another.’
-
-“This was a novel idea which impressed me at first as being needlessly
-crotchety. ‘Then, of course,’ I replied, ‘you object to the promise to
-obey.’
-
-“‘Certainly,’ said Mildred. ‘I should not respect myself if I could make
-such a promise. Obedience implies authority, and a man and his wife are
-equal. They do not stand in the relation of master and servant, employer
-and employee, or parent and child.’
-
-“‘Yes; but it doesn’t mean anything,’ I expostulated, ‘it is simply a
-form.’
-
-“‘So much the worse,’ was her uncompromising answer. ‘I will have no
-idle forms, no humiliating promises which I should not intend to keep.
-If I ever find the man whom I can marry, I think I shall love him enough
-not to be selfish and willful, and he will love me enough to respect me
-as his equal. There can be no question of authority and obedience in the
-true marriage.
-
-“‘Then, moreover,’ she said, ‘I object to the man’s making the promise,
-“With all my worldly goods I thee endow.” In nine cases out of ten he
-does nothing of the sort, and the wife usually asks for every dollar
-that she gets!’
-
-“So you perceive that after hearing her say this I was not so much
-astounded as the rest of you were,” I concluded.
-
-“Well,” said Alice, drawing a long breath and looking meditatively at
-the diamond engagement-ring on her white finger, “I never in my life saw
-such an extraordinary girl as Mildred.
-
-“Now, I have vowed that I would never be married but by that beautiful
-time-honored service. Dear me! if we all took everything to heart as
-literally as she does, what would become of society?”
-
-“It would probably learn to speak truth and not lies,” I answered.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV.
-
-
-In the next few months I had many letters from Mildred and Ralph,
-letters full of the warm interest in life which came with returning
-health and were an index of unceasing thought and activity in numberless
-directions. Scarcely a state or territory from Utah to Virginia was left
-unvisited and unbenefited by their brief stay.
-
-Their course was not merely in the beaten track, a superficial glimpse
-of the larger towns and fashionable resorts, but far away from railroads
-and civilization. On horseback tours in forest and mountain regions they
-passed from cabin to cabin among poor whites and blacks, studying the
-people and their possibilities, the country and its resources.
-
-The letters which Mildred sent me during these months would fill half a
-volume, but I can find space for only one extract from them.
-
-“Oh, my dear,” she once wrote, “I thought I knew before how much there
-was that needed to be done, but I am finding every day, after all, how
-little I actually realized the true state of things. It is not so much
-the physical discomfort that appeals to my pity, as the apathy, the
-ignorance and lack of ambition for anything better; the bitter religious
-and political prejudices that still linger, and the spectacle of a
-population increasing in numbers and increasing in illiteracy.
-
-“Of course there are thousands of exceptions to all these observations.
-I am not pessimistic.
-
-“The South is awaking, is advancing rapidly in many ways, and, as I pass
-swiftly from place to place and see new facts and phases of life, I am
-constantly forced to reconsider and readjust my previous convictions.
-Yet on the whole the main impression which I had in the beginning
-survives. Here is a vast territory practically not so well known to us
-Northerners as most European countries, and with a people who know us
-far less than we know them; and here, as I am sometimes almost compelled
-to believe, is the field for all my work and energy.
-
-“If I had twice my wealth, I believe I should spend half of it in the
-South. I would engage a few thousand of the best of our ‘surplus’ women
-of New England and scatter them through the length and breadth of this
-Southern land, and set them at work doing some of the things which so
-need to be done.
-
-“As it is, I have picked out certain strategic places where I shall put
-a few at work, and for the boy or girl who is willing to study and not
-afraid of manual labor, I have made a good education possible.
-
-“That is the most that can be done. Putting the right persons in the
-right places is the best that I can do, and then they must do the rest.
-
-“As you know, I have never felt inclined to put my money into building
-new institutions, thinking it best to work in other ways, or to help
-sustain those institutions already established. But in these last months
-my heart has gone out to the thousands of neglected little colored
-children of the South who are orphans, and who in many places have not
-even a county poorhouse to shelter them.
-
-“I am thinking of establishing an orphanage in every one of the Southern
-states similar to the one at Chattanooga which I have recently visited.
-I could talk to you for hours about that brave Northern woman, Mrs.
-Steele, who has so nobly been giving her life to this work.
-
-“At first persecuted, ostracized, and despised, her building erected at
-her own cost burned by incendiaries, she has gone unflinchingly on,
-until now she has won the respect and has the aid of the best society in
-Chattanooga.
-
-“She has rescued hundreds of poor little orphan waifs from the
-chain-gang where they were put for petty offenses, and from the street
-where they roamed, with no bed but the sidewalk and gutter. She has
-clothed them, fed them, taught them, mothered them, and saved them. In
-all the South I can hear of but one other colored orphanage, for I find
-that the people for the most part are not yet ready to tax themselves
-for the support of ‘little nigger brats.’”
-
-I did not see Mildred until February. She had telegraphed me to meet her
-in New York, saying in her message that she and Ralph were about to go
-abroad for four years.
-
-By this time I had thrown away my crutch and was myself again, and I
-hastened to meet her, as she had appointed, at our old rooms at the
-Fifth Avenue Hotel.
-
-She was out when I arrived, and I watched eagerly from the window for
-her coming. Presently I saw her,—how vividly I recall the picture,—her
-hand on her husband’s arm, tripping along briskly in the winter air, the
-roses in her cheeks, her tall, slight figure clad in a trim suit of dark
-green, her head surmounted by a soft toque of the same color, trimmed
-with rich green holly-leaves and red berries.
-
-How beautiful she was! More beautiful than ever, I thought, as in
-glancing up she caught a glimpse of me waiting, breathless, and threw me
-a kiss with girlish glee. In a moment we were in each other’s arms.
-
-How tall and stalwart Ralph looked as he seized my hand in his strong
-grasp!
-
-I remembered that Mildred had once likened him to a young Norse god, and
-I did not wonder. As for Mildred, after the first greetings were over
-and we had ensconced ourselves on a _tête-à-tête_ for an evening’s talk,
-I soon perceived that a certain indefinable change had come over her. I
-could hardly tell what it was at first.
-
-There was a vivacity and charm and sprightliness that I had never seen
-before. I had always thought her charming, though perhaps a bit too
-reserved and dignified. Some people had thought her cold, but I knew
-better. Now all the latent passion and warmth of her nature had been
-aroused, and I saw that she had possibilities of which I had not
-dreamed.
-
-“What is it, Mildred?” I asked, after Ralph had left us alone. “Somehow
-you seem—I scarcely know what to say—you seem so young and happy, as
-if”—
-
-Mildred finished, “as if I had been drinking of the elixir of life and
-had become a new creature. Yes, dear,” she added, “and so I have. Oh, I
-am so happy, so unspeakably happy!”
-
-Then suddenly turning impulsively and throwing her arms around me, her
-face shining with a new light, she exclaimed, “How I wish every one else
-were as happy too.
-
-“Sometimes it seems as if it were too much, as if in this sorrowful
-world I had no right to be so supremely happy. So often in these last
-months,” she added musingly, “I have said to myself those lines that
-seemed written for me alone:
-
- “‘The face of all the world is changed, I think,
- Since first I heard the footsteps of thy soul, ...
- Betwixt me and the dreadful outer brink
- Of obvious death, where I, who thought to sink,
- Was caught up into love and taught the whole
- Of life in a new rhythm....’
-
-“Yes,” continued Mildred after a little pause, and her eyes grew soft
-and tender, “a year ago I thought that love would never come, and I now
-sometimes tremble at the thought of what I came so near missing. I do
-not know how, once having learned the blessedness of this love, I could
-have courage to live if Ralph were taken and I left. Oh,” she added in a
-broken whisper, as for a moment she bowed her head in her hands, “if
-when death comes it will only mercifully take us both together.” Ah me!
-How little we both dreamed in what way that prayer was to be answered.
-
-Presently she raised her head and continued, while her warm arms were
-about me again and my head lay pillowed on her shoulder. “Ralph is so
-kind, so good, so tender, so unselfish! Really, at first he seemed
-almost sorry when I told him my secret and he learned that he had
-married an heiress, as if he had lost the joy of working for me. How he
-thanked me for keeping the secret!
-
-“And oh, Ruby, the thought of what he is makes me so ashamed of myself,”
-added Mildred humbly. “I have come to see how far beyond anything that I
-have done was his noble consecration of all his time and culture and
-ability to enrich the lives of those rough frontier men, while I have
-done nothing but sit in a velvet chair and sign cheques for money which
-I did not earn, and could never spend on myself.”
-
-Then, after a pause: “Well, little sister,” she continued, “you do not
-know, and I have no words to tell you, of my happiness. I never dreamed
-of what I was losing in all those years before love came. I used to feel
-so strong and self-contained and independent, and now, it is strange
-enough, but I hardly know whether I have a mind of my own or not. If I
-have, I cannot tell what it is until I have asked Ralph;” and she
-laughed a happy laugh.
-
-“Oh, Mildred, to think that I should ever live to hear you say that!” I
-exclaimed, laughing too. “And do you still want to vote and decline to
-obey? Is your haughty spirit quelled, and have”—
-
-“Yes,” said Mildred, ambiguously. “Ralph is even more of a suffragist
-than I, and declares that this nation has no right to call itself a
-republic so long as one half of the people are disfranchised. And he
-says the most splendid thing he ever saw a woman do was my stopping that
-clergyman;” and she laughed again a ringing, girlish laugh.
-
-After a while we began to talk about Mildred’s plans for the future.
-
-“I want you to know everything, dear,” she said in her frank, confiding
-way. “We are going away for four years, perhaps longer, for I want to
-study many things, and I want to see Australia before I return—that is a
-country with a future.
-
-“We must go now, though I leave so much which is only begun and to which
-I wish to give my constant personal attention. But the mental strain
-this year has been great. I could not live through another like it. We
-both want to get far away from our responsibilities and possessions for
-a while. I want to gain perspective, to have time for quiet thought and
-study.
-
-“This was my plan from the first, as you know, and now it is imperative.
-It is impossible for Ralph to write his book with the cares and
-distractions which we are constantly having.”
-
-“His book?” I asked; “I had not heard of that. Pray what is it about?”
-
-“It is to treat of the colored races in our country. He has been
-gathering the material for a long time, and it will be an exhaustive
-work,” she answered. Then she added, “I, too, have a little book
-planned, but of a very different sort.”
-
-“What! you, Mildred, an authoress!” I cried. “Shall you really write a
-book?”
-
-“Oh, that is nothing nowadays, when authors are as plenty as cooks and
-the world is flooded with literary rubbish,” answered Mildred rather
-disdainfully. “Any scribbler can write a book. It takes neither wit nor
-wisdom for that.”
-
-“Of course; but you are not a scribbler, and you won’t write rubbish,” I
-retorted: “But tell me, what is it to be about? will it be a story?”
-
-“No,” she answered. “The public does not need any more stories, at least
-mediocre ones, and mine could never be anything else. I trust that I
-have too much self-respect left to be guilty of inflicting another
-purposeless book on the world’s already overstocked supply. Besides, you
-know, Howells says all the stories have been told.”
-
-“Then what is it?” I asked. “Is it sermons? or sonnets? or”—
-
-“No,” interposed Mildred; “it is _Suggestions_,—suggestions to the idle
-and thoughtless, the rich and the unconsciously selfish. I am confident
-that there are some tens of thousands of people in this country who are
-tolerably well-meaning, who have a superfluity of leisure and wealth and
-strength which they are letting run to waste because no one has
-suggested to them what they might do.
-
-“Few people like to take the initiative. They wait for some one to plan
-and organize and tell them definitely what to do.
-
-“My first intention is to suggest to them that they are peculiarly
-privileged mortals, and that life is worth living only on the condition
-that one does something with it. That they are sinners above all other
-sinners since civilization began, if they let themselves be ignorant of
-what they should know and indifferent to the evil which they should
-help; the more their culture and ability the greater their debt.
-
-“I mean to suggest some very practical things which might be done, which
-need to be done. There will be suggestions for those who have time and
-no money, suggestions for those who have much money and no time,
-suggestions for people who think they have neither time nor money, and
-suggestions for developing influence and talent where there seems very
-little to start with.
-
-“Not that these will all be particularly new or original. That is not
-necessary. We heedless mortals need to have a wise thing said many times
-and in many ways before it makes much impression.
-
-“I shall not attempt to suggest many new principles of work, but simply
-to make many new applications of the old ones.
-
-“Oh, Ruby,” exclaimed Mildred, her mobile features glowing with the
-enthusiasm of the thought, “what a metamorphosis of this planet we
-little mortals might make if we all did, and did wisely, what it is
-quite in our power to do!”
-
-“Such a book is a capital idea,” I exclaimed, much impressed with her
-plan, “and it will have double weight because you have already provided
-the most effective object lessons as illustrations of what might be
-done.”
-
-“That is not exactly what I mean,” replied Mildred, shaking her head.
-“No; few persons have it in their power to work in the way that I have
-done on a large scale. I am not sure after all that this is what is most
-needed.
-
-“Model tenement houses and libraries are not going to save people from
-selfishness. There must be the tireless, personal, face-to-face and
-hand-to-hand work of men and women who have come to know themselves as
-their brothers’ keepers. Institutions and paid agents can never do this
-work.”
-
-“But they can help enormously towards it,” I replied.
-
-“Certainly,” said Mildred; “they will organize and start the work; but
-then it is all these people for whom I shall write my suggestions who
-must do the rest of the work, and they alone can make it effective.
-
-“Now, for instance, here is a plan which Ralph and I have just been
-working out. It is to help save the half-grown boys and girls who night
-after night find their chief delight in strolling arm in arm through the
-streets, with smoking, and vulgar jests and silly laughter.
-
-“You know well enough what the social dangers are to underpaid,
-giddy-headed girls shut up all day in shop or factory and longing for
-freedom and companionship.
-
-“Night after night have Ralph and I walked up and down watching them,
-listening to their silly giggles and cheap talk, noting their tawdry
-jewelry and ribbons and frowzy bangs.
-
-“How I pity them! I should so like to make life a little better worth
-living for them. Who can blame them for not wanting, after a hard day’s
-work, to stay in their crowded, noisy homes or dreary boarding-house
-hall-bedrooms?
-
-“Everywhere that we have been we have made it a practice to visit the
-dime museums and cheap theatres, and to study the amusements which these
-young people crave! Everywhere I find it the same.
-
-“I used to know in a vague way about this night-side of things, but not
-until recently have I realized the awful temptations which are besetting
-these empty-headed girls who have no resources in themselves.
-
-“Free lectures, or concerts, or libraries have small charm for such as
-they. They want to exercise, to flirt, above all to talk and laugh to
-their heart’s content.
-
-“The churches do not meet more than one in a hundred of such girls and
-not more than one in a thousand of such young men. They have no desire
-to spend an evening at a prayer-meeting, they would feel out of place at
-a church sociable, and they are too tired and unambitious to care for
-any classes or study.
-
-“They want a good time; they want ‘fun,’ and they have no idea that it
-can be found among members of their own sex alone. And in this their
-instinct is half right.
-
-“These young people ought to exercise and have ‘fun,’ and they ought to
-have it together.
-
-“There are various coffee-rooms for temperate men, and various girls’
-club-rooms for girls alone, but, so far as I know, scarcely a
-respectable place in the whole city where an honest, self-respecting,
-poor girl can go and be able to meet honorable young men, under the
-protection of those who would see that her natural instincts were
-gratified without sacrifice of her womanhood.
-
-“It is just such a place as this that we have decided to establish, a
-social club for young men and women, where they may laugh and talk to
-their heart’s content and have plenty of innocent fun.”
-
-“And fall in love with each other?” I inquired.
-
-“Certainly,” was the reply. “Why not? Does not all experience show it to
-be impossible to purify society by breaking natural instincts or
-ignoring them? Oh, my dear,” continued Mildred earnestly, “the pure love
-of man and woman should be the most blessed thing in life, and I who
-know the joy of this love would gladly keep these brothers and sisters
-of mine from letting it be trodden in the mire, or on the other hand
-slip forever out of their lives.”
-
-“But how can this be done?” I questioned skeptically. “By simply
-substituting for the sidewalk a room in which to giggle and flirt?”
-
-“Listen,” said Mildred. “We shall not begin by building until the
-experiment is assured, but we have already hired ten places in different
-parts of the city, where, with the help of the ‘King’s Daughters’ and
-the young people of the Society for Christian Endeavor, we shall begin
-this work.
-
-“The first thing we did was to engage a kind-hearted, middle-aged
-married woman to be the responsible head of each social club. She is to
-see that pleasant pictures are hung upon the walls, that potted plants
-are put into the windows, and everything made homelike and cosy and in
-good taste.
-
-“There are to be no printed rules and mottoes hung around the wall, as
-if it were an institution and we were trying to do the people good. They
-would be suspicious of anything of that sort.”
-
-“How many rooms have you in each place?” I asked.
-
-“Oh, that varies,” answered Mildred. “In most of them there is a small
-hall with waxed floor and piano to be used for dancing or singing
-classes or debating clubs. There is another room for gymnastics, with
-apparatus and a piano, where a competent person will direct, and
-gradually insinuate various sensible ideas in regard to high heels,
-tightlacing and a bad carriage, and try to make physical culture seem a
-desirable thing.
-
-“There will be another room for quiet games like checkers and dominoes,
-several bath-rooms, and a parlor where the girls can bring their fancy
-work and receive their friends.”
-
-“But, Mildred,” I cried in alarm, “you will get a perfect mob, if you
-are not careful. They will bang your piano to pieces, they will have
-rude kissing games, the girls will waltz with men whom they never saw
-before; and then, if you make rules and don’t let them have their own
-way, they won’t come. I know the kind of people whom you want to help,
-and they are the most independent creatures living.”
-
-“Ah, but wait a minute,” replied Mildred calmly. “The ‘mob’ are not to
-be invited to pour in from the street. Each one must apply for a
-membership ticket, give name and address, and wait a few days before it
-is granted. There may be, perhaps, a slight nominal fee. They will
-appreciate it more to have this little formality about it. Moreover, the
-lady who is at the head of the club, and who will be a person of
-character and tact, will have authority to exclude any unruly member.
-Nothing will be said about rules. They will be received as if they were
-of course expected to behave well.
-
-“Five or six of the ‘King’s Daughters’ have agreed to be in attendance
-every night, with as many gentlemen who are their escorts. They will
-play for dancing and gymnastics whenever it is needed. They will act as
-daughters of a host and receive and introduce their guests. They will
-join in the singing and the games and the conversation, and, with the
-gentlemen whom they bring, will, I think, be far more effectual in
-encouraging good manners than any number of rules.
-
-“Now that everything has been planned and the wherewithal provided, I
-have had no difficulty in getting some hundreds of agreeable, well-bred
-young ladies from the different churches who have each pledged
-themselves to bring some gentleman to assist them and to give one
-evening a week faithfully to the social club.
-
-“It is distinctly understood that there is to be no authority exercised
-by them, no patronizing tolerated, and charity, and that other odious
-word philanthropy, not so much as thought of.
-
-“All are to meet on the same footing, simply as young people who are met
-to have a good time in an orderly, pleasant way.
-
-“At first there will doubtless be hoidenish manners, a good deal of
-simpering and whispering and flat talk, which of course must be ignored.
-But by and by the presence of ten refined, Christian young gentlemen and
-ladies with tact and quick wit will make itself felt. There will be
-charades and word games like twenty questions, and a hundred such merry
-ways of passing the time, of which these girls have never dreamed. They
-will go home with new ideas about dress and manners and ways of having a
-good time. The veriest boor, who may begin by tipping back in his chair
-and picking his teeth, will not fail to observe finally that if he
-wishes to retain the respect of his ‘best girl’ his manners must conform
-a little more to those of that young law student who spent half an hour
-the other night showing her how to play parchesi, and then helped her on
-with her waterproof, put up her umbrella for her, and bowed her a
-pleasant good evening.
-
-“I assure you,” continued Mildred, “I have made the discovery that the
-best way to turn a silly little chit into a self-respecting woman is for
-a gentleman to treat her as if she were one. And the best way to make a
-stupid clown appear at his best is for a young lady of tact to try to
-draw him out.
-
-“But this is not all. There are endless things that such a club might
-do.
-
-“I hope it will develop all sorts of latent talent and mutual
-helpfulness, and lead the way to discussion, comparison, and emulation
-in a thousand ways.
-
-“It will give each member an opportunity to make fifty acquaintances
-where now he or she has but one,—Protestants and Catholics, Jews and
-Gentiles, mechanics, factory operatives, shop-girls, bookkeepers, young
-professional men, teachers, millionaires’ daughters, all meeting on the
-simple ground of their youth and American citizenship, and giving each
-other the pleasure of their company, the benefit of their experience.
-And the rich will find that they get even more than they give.”
-
-“But, after all,” I urged, “can you make oil and water mix? Is this a
-feasible scheme?”
-
-“That is to say,” answered Mildred, “can people of different social
-rank, education, and employments meet socially with mutual profit and
-pleasure? That, I am convinced, depends entirely upon the tact and
-spirit of genuine friendliness which is exercised by those of the higher
-rank.
-
-“Anything that is done perfunctorily is sure to fail, but genuine
-interest will create genuine interest. It all depends, you see, upon my
-helpers. Without them my money can do nothing. I can only organize; they
-must execute. But I am convinced that it is an experiment worth trying.”
-
-“So you are contemplating a social revolution,” said I, as Mildred
-paused, her cheeks glowing with the excitement of the thought. “Well,
-sister mine, if ever one is brought about, I think it will be by your
-way of doing, by trying to put the right people in the right place.
-After all, I suppose this one little scheme of yours and Ralph’s, that
-may help to start thousands of lives in a different direction, probably
-costs no more to permanently endow than what some families would pay for
-diamonds and horses and yachts for themselves alone.”
-
-
-“By the way, Ruby,” asked Mildred the next day, as we sat sipping our
-after-dinner coffee, while Ralph had gone out to see some lawyers, “do
-you remember the first time I saw you, a little more than a year ago, at
-aunt Madison’s?”
-
-“Remember? I wonder if I shall ever forget it, or what you said to those
-three rich good-for-nothing”—
-
-“No,” broke in Mildred, “not ‘good-for-nothing,’ though I fear I thought
-them so at the time. I fancy I must have spoken pretty savagely, didn’t
-I?” Then, without waiting for an answer, she continued: “I felt sure, as
-I thought it over afterwards, that they would hate me, that is, if they
-took the trouble to think about me at all. But, do you know, I think it
-really startled them into asking themselves some pretty plain questions.
-
-“It set them to thinking, and” —she continued with a laugh— “I verily
-believe that I was in a measure the humble means of grace which brought
-two of them to conviction of sin and led to their conversion.
-
-“Let me read to you part of a letter which cousin Will received and
-which he forwarded to me,” said she, drawing an envelope from her
-pocket. “It is from Ned Conro, the one with the blond mustache, you
-remember.
-
-“He says,—let me see,”—and she glanced down the first page, and, turning
-the leaf, read aloud:—
-
- “I began for the first time to do a little thinking that last six
- months at Cambridge.
-
- “Somehow that cousin of yours had said something, that night I was at
- your house, which kept running through my head and bothered me every
- now and then. I began to wonder if I weren’t about as useless a lot as
- a fellow with two millions in his own right and a prospective Harvard
- sheepskin ever gets to be.
-
- “I had shirked all the work that I dared to. I divided my time, as you
- know, pretty evenly between the Boston Theatre and Young’s Hotel. I
- had no incentive to work, and did not propose to follow in your steps
- and study a profession. I planned after I left college to go abroad
- for some years. I had some vague notion of a trip to India and
- tiger-hunting. At all events I meant to have good sport and plenty of
- it too.
-
- “The last thing I thought of was giving up any fun to stay at home and
- play the home missionary. But every time I had settled the matter
- completely in my own mind, those stinging words of that girl would
- come back and make my ears tingle:—
-
- “‘Oh, the last thing that you ever dream of is that you have a debt to
- pay and are basely repudiating it.’
-
- “I had thought that all poppycock when she said it, but when she got
- her money and set to work practicing what she had preached, giving not
- only her money but her whole time with her money, that just stumped
- me.
-
- “One day I took up a New York paper giving an account of her great
- library scheme. ‘There,’ said I, ‘Miss Brewster has done what no man I
- ever heard of would have thought of doing.’
-
- “A man, now, would have put up a stunning ten-million-dollar library,
- with his name in gilt letters on the front of it. He would put half of
- the money into the building and half of the remainder into rare books
- which no one would look at once a year. It would be a grand thing, no
- doubt, but how many people would it reach compared with those whom
- Miss Brewster’s little libraries will stimulate and help?
-
- “Why, a library can change the future of a whole community! I tell
- you, Miss Brewster has found where to sow her seed so that it will
- bring forth a hundredfold.
-
- “I wondered what _I_ could do. I could throw away my money easily
- enough, endow another chair at Harvard, erect another statue to some
- one, build a hospital; but, after all, what was _I_ to do, provided
- that I did anything?
-
- “Well, one day—it was Thursday afternoon—Mather said, ‘Conro, let’s go
- into chapel and hear Brooks.’ So we went. I hadn’t been inside the
- place for months. My set, you know, didn’t go in for that sort of
- thing much.
-
- “Somehow, something Brooks said that afternoon stirred me up all over
- again and set me to thinking. Mather and I didn’t say anything as we
- came out, but I knew he too was thinking.
-
- “We started off on a walk, and after a while, as we tramped along down
- past old John Harvard’s statue and on past the gymnasium, he threw
- back his head and, clapping me on the shoulder, burst out, ‘I say, old
- fellow, that man is a brick!’
-
- “We turned down Craigie Street and sauntered on. Presently John Fiske
- turned the corner and nodded in a jolly way over his glasses at us.
- ‘Did you know, Conro,’ asked Mather, after we had passed out of
- hearing, ‘that Fiske could read fifteen languages, and knew no end of
- history and everything else, and had made his mark, before he was as
- old as we are by some years?’
-
- “I didn’t know it, but I hadn’t time to say so before I looked up and
- saw just in front of us the gray beard and brown eyes of the man whom
- I, for one, think to be the greatest poet America has ever had.
-
- “I had just got hold of Lowell last winter. Those lines of his which
- Miss Brewster quoted to us had set me to looking him up, and I was
- amazed to see how little I had known of his power.
-
- “Well, whether it was Miss Brewster, or Phillips Brooks, or these men,
- the two best writers of English on the continent, and the thought of
- what they had made their lives mean in the world of ideas, I don’t
- know, but suddenly it all came over me, the thought of earnest lives
- that stood for something, and my own confounded folly, and I broke out
- for the first time: ‘I say, Mather, if a fellow has been a deuced fool
- for the first twenty-two years of his life, what is he likely to be at
- the end of the next twenty-two?’
-
- “Mather evidently didn’t think that was a question which required an
- answer, and we tramped along together in silence for a while longer.
- Then he began, ‘Conro, didn’t what Brooks said to-day make you think
- of that night last winter when that black-eyed girl over there at
- Louisburg Square just laid us fellows out?
-
- “‘Gracious! how she did seem to take it all to heart, as if we had
- committed the unpardonable sin, as Gordon said. Whew!—didn’t it make
- him mad, though?—but—well—somehow I don’t know but she was more than
- half right after all.
-
- “‘Some things she said have been running through my head lately:
- “Never a time or place where heart and brains and hands could find
- such work to do and reap such far-reaching results.... Everything has
- been done for us, to be sure, but we can’t be expected to go out of
- our way to see that it is passed along.”’
-
- “Well, Madison, that was the beginning of it all; and then we talked,
- and the long and short of it is, that Mather and I didn’t take long in
- coming to the conclusion that if a fellow ever proposed to make
- anything of himself, twenty-two or three wasn’t any too early to begin
- to think about it. We mulled over it a while, until finally we struck
- on a scheme.
-
- “Mather’s mother had come from the South, and he had some far-away
- cousins there who had been the hottest kind of rebs. Perhaps that was
- what suggested it to us; but at any rate we are in for it now, and
- have given each other our word of honor to stick to it for three years
- at least, and then—well, we shall see.
-
- “I had two millions and he eight hundred thousand. I have no family,
- you know, and he has only married brothers and sisters; so we are free
- on that score; and we have decided to put half of our fortunes into
- buying up enough stock in a lot of Southern papers to give us
- practical control of the country papers over a large area down here.”
-
-“He writes from some little town in Alabama,” said Mildred in
-parenthesis. Then she continued:
-
- “We have brought with us five or six bright Harvard boys whom we know,
- and whom we are going to work in as editors of dailies in strategic
- places. Each fellow will also have general supervision of a dozen
- small weekly papers scattered through the states here.
-
- “These papers form almost the sole outlook upon the world’s affairs
- which the people down here ever get, and, with the exception of the
- locals with which they are padded, are about as useful as Rollins’
- Ancient History.
-
- “Mather and I are hard at work studying local history and politics and
- prejudices, and are planning some of the tallest kinds of innovations.
- We haven’t shown our hand yet, of course, and it is generally
- understood that we are here to invest in land.
-
- “Of course we shan’t make a cent out of it all—too many niggers, and
- the whites are frightfully poor—can’t pay for and don’t want anything
- better than they have; but, by Jove, if I don’t succeed in shaking up
- some of these consummate old Bourbons down here by the end of the next
- three years, then my name isn’t Edwin G. Conro!—that’s all. However,
- they aren’t all such a bad lot.”
-
-“Well,” said Mildred, as she skimmed through the last page in silence
-and slowly returned the letter to the envelope, “whether these aspiring
-youths succeed in bringing the millennium down there by the time they
-are twenty-five remains to be seen, but at all events they will learn
-some things Harvard College has not yet taught them, and whether they
-help those people much or not they have taken the first step to save
-themselves.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI.
-
-
-“Mildred Brewster Everett, do you mean to say that you, a woman worth
-your tens of millions, are going to come down to living again in a brick
-block with little narrow rooms? Are you going to give up the splendid
-library, the gallery of rare paintings, the grand music-room, the
-conservatories and stables, and all the lovely things that you had
-planned?”
-
-Mildred dropped her wax and seal, and turned from her writing-desk with
-a gesture of mock despair, as I continued, somewhat vehemently and
-without pausing for a reply:—
-
-“Have you forgotten all those magnificent halls, those terra-cottas and
-mosaic floors and glorious painted windows? Think of the many times that
-we have planned it all out, the baronial fireplaces with the spreading
-elk antlers overhead, and the big tiger-skin rugs; and then the cosy,
-cushioned window-seats and quaintly carved lattices, the great organ
-with golden pipes, and the high, wind-swept turrets with winding stairs!
-
-“Last spring you were planning to bring all this about when the tenement
-houses and more necessary things should be under way, and now,” I
-continued crossly, “to think of your fancying that you are too poor to
-build a beautiful house for yourself, when you have money enough to buy
-houses for every one else!”
-
-I think that Mildred had a passion for noble architecture. Her keen eyes
-would detect beauties or incongruities where my untrained sight
-perceived nothing.
-
-“If a man writes a bad poem, I am not compelled to read it; if he paints
-a bad picture, I need not see it more than once,” she was wont to say;
-“but if he erects an ugly building in my city he hurts me every time I
-walk the street, and I am helpless.”
-
-“When constructive beauty costs no more than this fantastic ugliness,
-why must such an absurdity be inflicted upon a long-suffering public?”
-she once asked in despair, as we were contemplating an expensive
-monument to architectural stupidity. And she never tempered her scorn
-when railing at the angular, parti-colored houses, run mad in the
-direction of ostentatious eccentricities, which are fast displacing the
-simple white dwellings with green blinds that, as she once declared, “at
-least have the merit of being modest and wholesome, and do not outrage
-all one’s sense of the fitness of things.”
-
-“Wait until I build my house; then you shall see,” she would exclaim,
-with a decided little nod which carried the conviction, to one listener
-at least, that she would some time show what money and brains combined
-could do towards creating an ideal home.
-
-Many an hour, when driving about together, we had amused ourselves, in
-the intervals of serious work, in planning the charming mansion which
-she would build, and she had entered into it all with great zest.
-
-“My idea of a house,” she had said, “is to have it even more beautiful
-without than within, so that every line may be a positive delight to the
-many who can never look within its doors. Think what a boon to the
-thousands who never step inside a church are those Back Bay towers and
-steeples which I used to see from my attic window on the hill.
-
-“A poor man has no money for a concert of good music; he has no time for
-a visit to an art museum to see a good picture or statue, or to go to a
-library to read a great poem; but in sunlight and in moonlight, seven
-days in the week, as he looks from his window or passes to his work, the
-beauty wrought in stone is his; it costs him neither time nor money, and
-consciously or unconsciously it appeals to him. His life is larger and
-richer for it.
-
-“A walk across the Public Garden on a winter afternoon, with that
-campanile and the spires near it looming large and dark against the
-crimson glow in the west, has made me fresh and strong after many a
-tired day,” she used to say.
-
-So it was settled that when the walls of the House Beautiful should be
-reared, the first thought should be, not for its inmates, but for the
-countless unknown passers-by.
-
-Then the next requirement was that it should have ample room for the
-many guests whom its hospitable mistress would always have around her.
-There was to be air and sunshine everywhere, and nothing too fine for
-constant use.
-
-Unlike most women, Mildred had little fancy for beauty of the fragile
-sort. Exquisitely painted sèvres which a careless touch might shiver to
-atoms; cobweb lace that had cost the eyesight and health of other women;
-tapestry which had swallowed up years of another’s life, only to be
-inferior to a painting, and become food for moths,—all this she
-obstinately refused to have.
-
-“I want beautiful things about me,” she said; “but beauty that is so
-perishable as to be a constant care to the owner, or else to entail an
-army of servants, is a luxury which I think no rational being can
-afford. I shall have everything rich and strong and yet simple; there
-shall be no satin, gilded-legged chairs, no elaborate dust-catching
-carvings; no draperies and carpets that cannot bear the sun; but there
-shall be noble statues, pictures by great masters, luxurious rugs and
-divans, glorious color from jewelled windows and precious, many-hued
-marbles. I do not want a palace with dreary suites of high-studded rooms
-and frescoed ceilings, and I do not want a house that is nothing but a
-crowded museum of bric-à-brac, like so many I see. No; my house shall be
-a stately mansion with far-seeing towers and turrets, with cosy,
-low-studded rooms and wainscoted walls, with pillared arcades and richly
-carved stone balconies. All Spain and Venice and Nuremberg shall be
-studied for hints of beauty, and it shall be a home, a perfectly ideal
-American home; beautiful without and within; built to stand while
-generations come and go, graced by children, pets, and flowers, and the
-charming society of noble men and women.”
-
-Where this home was to be built had not yet been decided. Sometimes
-Mildred would in imagination place it on some smooth, green slope on the
-banks of the Hudson; sometimes among the elms on some hilltop
-overlooking the golden dome on Beacon Hill, with a glimpse of blue sea
-and white sails on the far horizon beyond.
-
-Of course I was to have the fun of helping to plan about it all, and
-Mildred was to bring home hosts of treasures from Europe after her
-sojourn abroad. But now, this morning, all this dream of the beauty that
-was to be had been ended by what Mildred had been saying.
-
-“I have settled one hundred thousand dollars on Ralph,” she had said,
-“for his own personal use. He would not accept any more, and I have
-decided to set apart for myself the same sum. The interest on two
-hundred thousand dollars ought, I think, to provide all the travel and
-luxuries that two reasonable mortals need; and the rest of the money
-which I had at first thought of spending on myself we are going to
-devote to several things, rather better worth doing than building a
-house, which not one in a hundred thousand could afford to maintain
-after we have gone.”
-
-“But, Mildred,” I expostulated, “you have always asserted that it was
-right to encourage art; that it was folly to refuse to buy a picture or
-a jewel just because there were still starving people in existence
-somewhere. I have heard you say repeatedly that money thus spent gave
-employment to labor, encouraged art, and”—
-
-“Yes,” she interrupted, “that is true in a certain way, no doubt; but
-listen: I have been thinking this over a great deal of late. Suppose now
-that I spend half a million or so in employing a certain number of
-people to make and furnish a magnificent house. Grant that it is a real
-work of art, and will be a thing of beauty and a joy forever. My husband
-and a score of friends and I enjoy it; the workmen are paid; ‘art is
-encouraged.’
-
-“Now suppose again that, instead of erecting an expensively beautiful
-house for myself, I employ the same number of people to provide a
-beautiful building which shall be for the use, in the course of its
-existence, of scores of thousands whose eyes are inured to ugliness and
-into whose lives a bit of beauty rarely comes.
-
-“Suppose that the spacious marble staircases, the tiles and wood
-carvings and painted windows, are put where they shall awaken the
-imagination and delight the soul of tired mothers and little children
-who have known nothing beyond their narrow alley and grimy chimney-pots;
-of girls who stand all day before a machine, or over a hot stove, and
-who spend their money for the bits of tawdry finery which are the
-nearest approach to beauty that their means can compass? Which building
-would encourage art the most, think you?
-
-“Why, Ruby,” said Mildred, wheeling around from her desk, while I stood
-opposing to her ardor a face of grim discontent; “do you fancy that I
-could sit in my great, palatial house, remembering the sights that I
-have seen this year in the one-roomed sod houses on bleak Western
-prairies, in the dingy, cheerless cabins of the colored people at the
-South, and in the vile-smelling tenements of this great city, and
-satisfy my soul by saying that I gave employment to the men who did this
-work for me?
-
-“Could I honestly call myself in any sense a follower of Him who had not
-where to lay his head, and know that this wealth of beauty was kept for
-me and a dozen or so cultivated people who need it scarcely more than I,
-while a thousand beauty-loving natures were starving who might be fed by
-my superabundance?”
-
-“Mildred, you are positively morbid,” I exclaimed, thoroughly vexed. “To
-be sure, no one has a right to be selfish, to think of himself
-first,—but that you have not done. You planned your house in the
-beginning for the pleasure of others far more than for yourself. You
-meant to make your home a perfect retreat for all the poor artists and
-students and broken-down teachers that it could hold, and I say you are
-making a great mistake if you think that you are going to serve humanity
-better by building a big art museum down at the Mulberry Bend for the
-benefit of the ragpickers and stevedores, than by giving the hospitality
-of such a home as yours would be to those to whom it would be a rest and
-an inspiration.”
-
-Mildred laughed heartily as I paused, and dropping upon the hassock
-beside me, she drew me close to her, while I prepared to renew my
-expostulations.
-
-“Not so fast, my dear,” she said, forestalling me. “Pray don’t imagine
-that I am bereft of my senses, and propose to reform the slums by giving
-them free access to a gallery of casts from the antique. It would
-require a small army of policemen and scrubbing-women to preserve it in
-decent condition, if the rabble were admitted indiscriminately, and I do
-not propose to give people that form of beauty which they do not want
-and could not possibly appreciate.”
-
-“But you blame all the rich, who, no matter how much they may give away,
-still reserve enough to buy steam yachts and build fine houses and
-indulge their æsthetic tastes to the extent of one thirtieth of their
-fortune,” I said pettishly.
-
-“No,” said Mildred, slowly; “I do not blame them. I am not their judge.
-I cannot speak for others: it is right, more than that, it is necessary,
-that man should create beauty, for he cannot live by bread alone.
-
-“But I cannot help feeling that the beauty should be for all; should be
-where all may see and enjoy it. The old Greeks were right about that,
-when the temples, the agora, the gymnasia were consecrated to beauty,
-and it was the glory of the rich to minister to the state and not spend
-lavish sums in collecting private treasures.
-
-“No, dear. Once I thought to have all that was rich and fine, and that
-could delight the eye, around me in my own home. I felt that I had a
-right to it, provided that I thought of others first and most. But now I
-see things differently. I wonder that I ever could have been so selfish.
-
-“Yes, Ruby,” she added, almost sternly, as she saw my look of protest,
-“it was selfishness. I meant, in spite of all my giving, to sacrifice
-nothing. But I have been trying these last few months,—yes, since that
-time last summer when my power to make life better for others seemed
-about to be forever taken from me,—I have been trying, and Ralph has
-helped me, oh, so much, to look at all this short life of ours in its
-beginning here on this little planet, as I shall look back upon it with
-the eyes of eternity, when it has all gone into the irrevocable past.
-How will it seem then, little sister, when all our foolish ambitions and
-traditions and false social standards have been swept away? Shall I be
-glad or sorry then, do you think, to remember that the one talent which
-was placed in my hands was used to its utmost, that nothing was withheld
-but what was needed to make me the better fitted for my work? Ah, when
-my naked soul shall stand before the judgment bar of its own conscience
-and the moral law, and hears the sentence, ‘This ought ye to have done,
-and not to have left the other undone,’ what shall I plead in excuse?”
-
-Mildred’s voice had sunk almost to a whisper, and her eyes were filled
-with unshed tears. We did not speak for a few moments. I felt a lump
-rising in my throat and could only choke it down while I stroked the
-dear head that lay warm against my arm. My foolish questionings were
-stilled. The clear insight of this simple, true-hearted woman had
-pierced through and through my flimsy protests, and I sat awed and
-abashed. Presently she went on in her natural, common-sense way to
-explain more definitely what she meant.
-
-“I mean to make a little more beauty in this world, if I can,” she said,
-“and accomplish some more important things as well; but the art of all
-arts which I shall try to learn and teach is the one which we Americans
-most need to study, the art of simple living.
-
-“I shall have the pictures and the books, the statues and the music that
-I love; but what matters it whether they are all in my own home or not,
-or whether or not I seek them in galleries open to all alike? Not until
-our glaring, stony streets are made less dreary by more trees and
-fountains and statues, not until there is a little beauty for every one,
-can I claim the moral right to spend a fortune on Meissoniers or ancient
-Satsuma, for my own private delight.
-
-“For a long time I have been thinking of what could bring the greatest
-stimulus and joy into the lives of the wretched poor in our great city;
-the washerwomen and truckmen and foul-mouthed, dirty little street
-_gamins_ whose highest bliss is reached with the attainment of a full
-stomach and the sight of a street fight or a circus procession. It would
-be folly to give them money outright; but here in amusements, just as I
-have found it in regard to tenement houses and everything else,
-coöperation is the key to success.
-
-“The gift of a Peabody Museum or a Hemenway Gymnasium does not offend
-the pride or help to pauperize the Harvard student, nor do the Lowell
-lectures make the most cultivated people of Boston count themselves
-recipients of charity when they crowd the hall to hear Professor Morse
-talk about Japanese pottery, or the Englishman Haweis discourse on
-music. Money given like that, in a large way, in the enjoyment of which
-all unite, never does the harm that the gift to the individual would
-surely do.
-
-“Now, I propose to set up a counter-attraction to the delights of the
-saloon and the dance-hall and the street; and I shall put it right where
-it is most needed. There shall be one substantial, clean, beautiful
-building, a beacon light of beauty and delight in a square mile of
-dinginess and discomfort.
-
-“It shall be of brick, and I shall enjoin upon my architect to show what
-beautiful lines and arches can be wrought in simple material. In a
-street of ugly straight lines and right angles, this shall stand as an
-object-lesson in the power of creating perpetual pleasure to the eye by
-such simple devices as the substitution of the curve for the straight
-line over door and window.
-
-“Then within there shall be a dozen immense rooms connected by
-folding-doors, with sand heaps and swings and blocks for the delight of
-the gutter child, too old to be in the cradle and too young to be in
-school. From morning until night, if he behaves himself, he shall be
-sheltered and warm and happy under the charge of some good woman. At
-night these rooms shall be filled with older boys and girls learning the
-use of tools, sawing, planing, hammering, and finding it better fun to
-vent their energies in manufacturing something which they can take home
-for their own use than in playing tag around the ash-barrels on the
-corner.”
-
-“What, would you have boys and girls together?” I asked.
-
-“Certainly,” said Mildred; “they would be together on the street, and
-why not here?”
-
-“But what is the use of a girl learning carpentering?” I asked. “I
-should think she might much better learn sewing. Besides, girls can’t do
-it, and I don’t believe they would like to, if they could.”
-
-“In regard to that, you don’t know those girls so well as I do. They
-will sit by a smoky lamp in a close room and grow round-shouldered and
-near-sighted in crocheting edging and working blue cats on cardboard;
-but as to plain sewing, they think it a bore. After a day at school or
-in the shop they don’t want to sit demurely on a bench and ‘backstitch’
-and sew ‘over and over.’ Then, too, a course in carpentry would do more
-for them physically than a course at the gymnasium. There is no danger
-that city girls will not walk enough at all times; what they lack is
-development of arms and chest. Moreover, this is not an experiment. I
-once visited a summer class in carpentering for girls at the Tennyson
-Street school in Boston, and I can assure you I haven’t forgotten the
-neat book-racks and little tables those girls of fourteen were making
-for themselves, nor the good time they were having in doing it, either.
-Such muscle as they were developing! However, there can be cooking
-classes and sewing classes too, if they want them, though my House
-Beautiful is not to be primarily a manual training school. The city may
-provide that for the child; but I want to do what it cannot do, and that
-is to give innocent amusement and a bit of beauty to lives that know
-nothing of it.
-
-“So above these rooms is to be a great auditorium arranged like an
-amphitheatre, and capable of seating comfortably three thousand people.
-There shall be no cushions, and no need of them, for every seat shall be
-planned with reference to the human figure, and will require no padding
-to insure absolute comfort.
-
-“There shall be a golden-piped organ and ‘storied windows richly dight,’
-not casting a ‘dim religious light,’ but shedding warm, rich color upon
-the thousand shabby coats and shawls gathered from the alleys and street
-corners of a Sunday afternoon. Every night in the week, and all day on
-Sunday, this is to be opened free to every man or woman who wants to sit
-in a comfortable seat, see interesting pictures, hear sweet music, and
-give tired nerves and body a respite from the noise and confusion of the
-tenement and street.”
-
-“And what do you propose to give them,—symphony concerts, or Stoddard
-lectures?”
-
-“Neither,” answered Mildred calmly, ignoring my attempt at sarcasm,
-“though you have touched my idea. I mean to give them something as
-nearly like it as possible.
-
-“There shall be simple talks on every conceivable subject that could
-interest them which admits of illustration by the stereopticon. By the
-aid of great pictures thrown upon the screen they shall travel over land
-and sea. Then there shall be story nights, when a clear-voiced student
-from the school of oratory will read stories to them. Think what it
-would be to these men and women, half of whom cannot read or write, to
-whose minds the facts of history and geography have no meaning, whose
-knowledge of life is limited to a little village in the Old Country, a
-steerage passage, and the crowded slums of New York; think what it would
-be to them to step from the cold and dinginess without into a brilliant,
-beautiful hall, with warmth and light and comfort insured for one hour
-at least out of the twenty-four; and then to sit and listen to the
-charming story of Little Lord Fauntleroy, or Robinson Crusoe, or to
-thrilling stories of exploration and adventures.
-
-“The story or lecture shall last no more than an hour, as their
-attention must be held, so that they will want to come again. Then those
-who have heard enough may go, if they wish, and make room for others to
-come in to listen to a half-hour concert. There will be no Brahm’s
-symphonies, but there will be cornet solos of such classics as the
-‘Swanee River,’ and ‘Home! Sweet Home!’ and a select orchestra of half a
-dozen pieces will render Strauss waltzes, airs from ‘Pinafore,’ and the
-like.
-
-“On Sunday, all day long, there shall be services of song led by the
-great organ and a trained chorus. Not oratorio music, though a Handel
-Largo or a ‘Lift Thine Eyes’ might sometimes be ventured on; but simple
-devout church music, in which all who can may join.
-
-“Of course no preaching would be advisable, else the priests would
-rapidly diminish the audience; but all the power of music shall be
-brought to bear to uplift and beautify these poor, pinched lives and
-bring a glimpse of sweetness and light into the prosaic details of their
-daily struggle for existence.
-
-“The Romish church has always been wise enough to see the power of music
-in swaying the emotions of the masses. It is time that we learned a
-lesson from it.”
-
-“What shall you do with your other rooms on Sunday? Shall you let them
-be vacant or permit the carpentering by the boys to go on below, while
-their elders are hearing the music in the great hall above?”
-
-“Neither,” answered Mildred. The rooms shall all be open, but not for
-work. The tables and tools will have disappeared, and settees will take
-their places. In one room will be perhaps a debating club of young men,
-discussing the last strike, and finding this a pleasanter place to meet
-for that purpose than the street corner or the saloon. In the next room
-will be a set of children clustered around a young lady who comes down
-from Fifth Avenue and gives her Sunday evenings regularly to telling
-stories to them. She is not a creature of my imagination, either, Ruby.
-Last week I met her at a friend’s house. She came in flushed and radiant
-from an hour’s romp with the children in the nursery. ‘I believe my one
-talent must be story-telling,’ she said, as the children appeared on the
-scene clamoring after her; and her mother fondly said, ‘Ah, there are no
-stories like sister Helen’s, all the children think.’
-
-“‘So,’ I thought, ‘that is just the girl I want. Her talent shall find a
-larger field for development; she shall tell stories to forty children
-instead of four.’ I told her my plan, and she almost cried with delight.
-‘Oh, Mrs. Everett, do you really think that I could do any good in that
-way? I never dreamed of it, and I should be so glad. I’ve always felt as
-if I wanted to do something, but mamma won’t let me visit in the
-Charities. She says I am too young. My eyes won’t admit of my reading to
-the blind or sewing for the poor, and I began to think there wasn’t
-anything that I could do.’
-
-“I tell you, Ruby, I am finding every day dozens of girls like her, who
-are only waiting for some one to say, ‘This is what you can do; here is
-your work; here is the place; and here are the ones who need you.’ I am
-beginning to learn that the putting of the right person in the right
-place is the main thing, after all. The best thing that my money can do
-is to make it possible for those who can give, to find those who need
-just what they can give.
-
-“I shall find not only one charming story-teller, but a score, who will
-meet their circles of little street Arabs week after week and month
-after month, and if they are half as pretty and entertaining as the girl
-I know, you may rest assured those youngsters will count it a privilege
-to come.
-
-“Not every one will be admitted; a clean face and hands and good
-behavior will be the prerequisite for retaining the ticket of membership
-to all the classes. Then in another room will be a class of young people
-listening to an emergency lecture, given by some bright, young medical
-student, who will arouse their interest by objective illustrations, such
-as the bandaging of sham wounds and the resuscitating of a person
-supposed to be drowned.
-
-“In still another room, perhaps, some one will be reading the newspapers
-aloud to a score of men who are enjoying their pipes.
-
-“All the rooms will be filled with men, women, and children, from nine
-o’clock in the morning until ten at night; one set coming as another
-goes; and each having one hour at least, in the day of rest, which shall
-open to him a little larger outlook on life, and shall give him
-something to look forward to through the six days of drudgery.
-
-“Of course all this will require a system and a plan; but I shall have
-as few officials and as few restraints as possible. A neat, white-capped
-woman, with her badge of authority, will, I think, be quite as efficient
-as a big policeman; for any unseemly behavior will result in the
-immediate surrender of the numbered metal check which will serve as a
-card of entrance; and when admission is recognized as a privilege it
-will be coveted.
-
-“No one will stay away because he is too shabby to come, and no one will
-be made to feel that he has no right or share in it all; but every week
-twenty-five thousand men, women, and children shall have one or two
-hours of peace and happiness offered them, just because,—think of it,
-Ruby,—just because I did not build the House Beautiful for myself.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII.
-
- “And whether we shall meet again I know not,
- Therefore our everlasting farewell take.”
- JULIUS CÆSAR.
-
-
-The days sped away all too fast, crowded full of work and talk and
-earnest thought. I entered eagerly into all of Mildred’s plans; she
-always knew that she could rely on me to do that, in spite of the
-protestations and objections with which I generally greeted the first
-announcement of each new scheme. I think she rather liked my objecting,
-as it gave her so fine an opportunity to state her case clearly and
-triumph over all obstacles.
-
-“Do be charitable and indulge my garrulous propensities a little,” she
-would laughingly plead. “You may congratulate yourself that I was not
-born a man,—such a stump orator as I should have made, with all my
-hobbies!”
-
-In spite of her gayety and happiness, however, I could see that the
-strain of attending to multitudes of things was beginning to tell, even
-on her apparently boundless strength. The day before the last she was
-with her lawyers, signing last papers, seeing that nothing was
-neglected, no one forgotten. In the evening there was a farewell
-reception for hosts of friends, at which all good-byes were said.
-
-“I want no one but you to see me sail, Ruby dear,” she said; and so the
-hour of her departure was not announced. They had planned, first of all,
-a sailing voyage to the West Indies, and thence they were to go to
-Spain.
-
-“I can’t bear Europe just yet,” said Mildred. “I want to put letters,
-despatches, and newspapers even, out of reach for a few weeks; to forget
-immigrants, cooking schools, tenement houses, libraries, and lawyers,
-and all the several problems that have been besetting me these last
-bewilderingly busy months.
-
-“I must get time to stop and think. I want to sail idly through purple
-tropic seas; to skirt the green shores of volcanic islands; I want to
-feel for the time being that I have banished conscience and
-responsibility; in fact,” she added, laughing, “I want to become a pagan
-for a while, if I can.”
-
-“The most sensible thing that I ever heard you say,” I remarked with
-decision. “If there ever was a girl who has earned a vacation, it is
-you.”
-
-They were going on the Nanepashemet, manned by Captain Roberts, a
-weather-beaten seaman of Marblehead, who twenty years ago had dandled
-the little Mildred on his knee. He now counted it the greatest honor of
-his life that she had not forgotten him, and that he had been invited to
-take this bonny bride on his plain little sailing vessel.
-
-“Why, jest think of it, Miss,” he proudly remarked to me, “she might
-jest as easy hev bought one of them crack steam yachts with fancy
-fixins, and have gone in reg’lar Vanderbilt style. But it’s jest like
-her, jest like her. She wa’n’t never one of the kind to make a splurge.
-I knew when she got her money ’twouldn’t turn her head.”
-
-One day Ralph and I had been down to inspect the craft and attend to
-certain alterations in the cabin which were to be made for the
-accommodation of the two passengers, when the captain grew quite
-communicative on his favorite theme.
-
-“I knew that little chick ’ud make something when she wa’n’t no higher
-than that,” he remarked, holding his brown, tattooed hand about three
-feet above the deck.
-
-“I didn’t cal’late on her turnin’ out so mighty rich, of course,” he
-continued, meditatively, leaning against the rail and evidently pleased
-to find an appreciative listener, “but I allus knew, by the way the
-little thing kep’ askin’ questions about everything under heaven, that
-she’d got a headpiece on her that ’ud make things spin one o’ these
-days. Full o’ fun, too. She could swim like a duck, and row a boat with
-them little pipe-stem arms of hers, and yet—wal—she was sort o’
-pious-like too, and allus askin’ me to tell her about my trips to the
-East Injies, and whether I see any women a-throwin’ their babies to
-crocodiles and a-bowin’ down to idols of wood and stone.
-
-“‘I tell you, Cap’n Roberts,’ that little thing ’ud say, a-settin’ there
-in my boat, when her ma let me take her out,—‘I tell you, when I get to
-be a grown-up woman I’m goin’ out there and just teach those people
-better.’
-
-“‘Did you ever hear about Judson?’ says she. ‘No,’ says I; ‘was he a
-sea-cap’n?’
-
-“‘He was a missionary,’ says she, real solemn; ‘a missionary; and that’s
-what I’m going to be; and you’ll take me out there in your ship, won’t
-you, cap’n?’ says she. ‘And oh, I’m goin’ to take a whole trunk full of
-story-books for all those poor little girls that have to get married and
-don’t have any.’
-
-“Wal, wal,” he continued, as he filled his pipe, “she begun it young, ’n
-I warn’t a mite surprised when I heerd she’d got her money and see what
-she was a-beginnin’ to do for those nasty Italians down to the Mulberry
-Bend. She never forgits anybody, Millie don’t. Excuse me, I s’pose I
-orter say Mis’ Everett now. She’s been a-talkin’ to me about the
-sailors; says when we git out to sea she wants a long talk with me about
-’em; wants to know what they read, and everything of that sort.”
-
-“And that is the way she proposes to turn pagan,” I soliloquized.
-
-The last day had come, and we were on board the ship. Mildred, in her
-long, gray ulster and bright steamer hood, paced the deck arm in arm
-with me, taking her last look at the bridge, the towers and spires, the
-bronze goddess looming up against the blue, and all the dear, familiar
-sights. The sky was cloudless; the soft south-wind gently swelled the
-white sails overhead; the sea, the fawning, treacherous sea, shone
-brilliantly in the golden sunlight and seemed to murmur caressingly in
-our ears, as if to beguile us to forget its cruel power hidden for the
-time under this shining mask.
-
-We paced up and down in silence, breaking it now and then by trying to
-say the last words, which were so hard to speak. Ralph had kindly gone
-below, ostensibly to look after a hamper of fruit. There was a lump in
-my throat; I could not speak.
-
-How was it that this woman, whom I had met but little more than a year
-ago, had come to be nearer to me than any kith or kin? Life had
-broadened, had grown rich, since her life had come into mine. In my
-little narrow routine, fashioned according to the demands of society and
-its conventionalities, I had never before dreamed of its possibilities.
-
-Mildred tried to talk, but I could not answer. At last, breaking down
-completely, I sobbed out, “Oh, Mildred, Mildred, I _cannot_ let you go.
-I have no one in the wide world but you. You will never, never come
-back.”
-
-I had meant to be brave and not to sadden these last moments by my
-selfish grief, but a sudden premonition of evil had taken hold of me. I
-was not superstitious, but I felt a convulsive clutch at my heart as I
-looked up into her beautiful dark eyes through the mist in my own.
-
-“Don’t be morbid, darling,” said she, trying to speak cheerfully, and
-drawing my arm closer in her embrace. But her voice sounded to me
-strange and far away.
-
-“There are few women ever blessed with such a sister as you have been to
-me,” she said tenderly. “You alone among women have made me feel this
-last year that you loved me for myself, and would have loved me just the
-same were I the lonely teacher among my books instead of a favored,
-flattered, rich woman. Others have given me adulation, you have given me
-love. And now, dear, that you may know that I know how real a sister you
-have been to me, until we meet again wear this for me.”
-
-I saw the red gleam of the rare jewel in her white hand, as over my
-finger, held in her own warm grasp, she slipped the ruby ring, her dead
-sister’s ring which I had always seen her wear.
-
-I said no word of thanks. I scarcely realized what she had done. I was
-dumb with the misery of those moments—a death’s-knell seemed sounding in
-my ears.
-
-We paced on again in silence, letting the precious moments pass.
-Presently she said, as if in reply to the wild outburst of emotion which
-had passed and left me numb and speechless, “Yes, dear, it may be as you
-fear. Whether we meet again, God only knows. But whether it be you or I
-that goes first into the great wonderful Beyond, of which we have so
-often talked, I think we shall not be sorry, we shall not be afraid.
-
- “‘For from the things we see
- We trust the things to be,
- That in the paths untrod,
- And the long days of God,
- Our feet shall still be led,
- Our hearts be comforted.’
-
-“But life is sweet, oh, so sweet. I want to live, there is so much to
-do,” said Mildred earnestly. Yet in a moment she added, hastily, “But
-what folly for me to fancy that _I_ am needed to do the work.
-
- “‘Others shall sing the song,
- Others shall right the wrong,
- Finish what I begin,
- And all I fail of, win.’”
-
-We said no more, but still paced the deck together, looking at sea and
-shore and sunny sky, finding no words to tell of all that was in our
-hearts.
-
-At last the signal was given, and the tug that was to carry me back to
-the city steamed alongside. I knew that the moment of parting had come,
-and, like an exile summoning all his fortitude to help him take bravely
-the last step across the border line which divides him from home and
-country, I said, calmly, “Well, dear,—
-
- “‘If we do meet again, why, we shall smile;
- If not, why, then, this parting were well made.’”
-
-I felt her warm, red lips against my cheek. I heard Ralph’s strong “God
-bless and keep you, little sister,” and then, almost before I knew it, I
-had slipped over the vessel’s side, and they were gone. I saw them wave
-a last adieu. I saw, as in a dream, the white-winged ship, bearing its
-precious freight, sail out into the dazzling east, over the dimpling
-sea, the shimmering, golden sea, the cruel, cruel sea.
-
-
-There is no more to tell. The world knows the rest. Seven days of calm
-weather, and then from the coral reefs of the southern sea to the rocky
-headlands of the north, the storm-king raged. Madly the fierce Atlantic
-lashed its waves on cliff and beach and sunken ledge, sending dumb
-terror to the hearts that had seen their loved ones go down unto the sea
-in ships.
-
-Somewhere on that wild waste of waters, whether in the chill, gray dawn
-or in midnight blackness, amid the lightning’s flash and thunder’s
-peal,—God only knows,—a little ship went down. And when the sharp, swift
-summons came, two brave hearts went forth together into the great
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