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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The professor's experiment, Vol. 3 (of
-3), by Margaret Wolfe Hungerford
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-Title: The professor's experiment, Vol. 3 (of 3)
- A novel
-
-Author: Margaret Wolfe Hungerford
-
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PROFESSOR'S EXPERIMENT,
-VOL. 3 (OF 3) ***
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-
-
-
- THE PROFESSOR’S EXPERIMENT
-
-
-
-
- MRS. HUNGERFORD’S NOVELS
-
- ‘_Mrs. Hungerford has well deserved the title of being one of the most
- fascinating novelists of the day. The stories written by her are the
- airiest, lightest, and brightest imaginable, full of wit, spirit, and
- gaiety; but they contain, nevertheless, touches of the most exquisite
- pathos. There is something good in all of them._’—ACADEMY.
-
- =A MAIDEN ALL FORLORN=, and other Stories. Post 8vo., illustrated
- boards, 2s.; cloth limp, 2s. 6d.
-
-‘There is no guile in the novels of the authoress of “Molly Bawn,” nor
-any consistency or analysis of character; but they exhibit a faculty
-truly remarkable for reproducing the rapid small-talk, the shallow but
-harmless “chaff” of certain strata of modern fashionable
-society.’—_Spectator._
-
- =IN DURANCE VILE=, and other Stories. Post 8vo., illustrated boards,
- 2s.; cloth limp, 2s. 6d.
-
-‘Mrs. Hungerford’s Irish girls have always been pleasant to meet upon
-the dusty pathways of fiction. They are flippant, no doubt, and often
-sentimental, and they certainly flirt, and their stories are told often
-in rather ornamental phrase and with a profusion of the first person
-singular. But they are charming all the same.’—_Academy._
-
- =A MENTAL STRUGGLE.= Post 8vo., illustrated boards, 2s.; cloth limp,
- 2s. 6d.
-
-‘She can invent an interesting story, she can tell it well, and she
-trusts to honest, natural, human emotions and interests of life for her
-materials.’—_Spectator._
-
- =A MODERN CIRCE.= Post 8vo., illustrated boards, 2s.; cloth limp, 2s.
- 6d.
-
-‘Mrs. Hungerford is a distinctly amusing author.... In all her books
-there is a “healthy absenteeism” of ethical purpose, and we have derived
-more genuine pleasure from them than probably the most earnest student
-has ever obtained from a chapter of “Robert Elsmere.”’—_Saturday
-Review._
-
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-
-‘The author has long since created an imaginary world, peopled with more
-or less natural figures; but her many admirers acknowledge the easy
-grace and inexhaustible _verve_ that characterize her scenes of
-Hibernian life, and never tire of the type of national heroine she has
-made her own.’—_Morning Post._
-
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- illustrated boards, 2s.; cloth limp, 2s. 6d.
-
-‘There are in “Lady Verner’s Flight” several of the bright young
-people who are wont to make Mrs. Hungerford’s books such very
-pleasant reading.... In all the novels by the author of “Molly Bawn”
-there is a breezy freshness of treatment which makes them most
-agreeable.’—_Spectator._
-
- =THE RED-HOUSE MYSTERY.= Crown 8vo., cloth extra, 3s. 6d.
-
-‘Mrs. Hungerford is never seen to the best advantage when not dealing
-with the brighter sides of life, or seeming to enjoy as much as her
-readers the ready sallies and laughing jests of her youthful personages.
-In her present novel, however, the heroine, if not all smiles and mirth,
-is quite as taking as her many predecessors, while the spirit of
-uncontrolled mischief is typified in the American heiress.’—_Morning
-Post._
-
- =THE THREE GRACES.= 2 vols., crown 8vo., 10s. net.
-
-‘It is impossible to deny that Mrs. Hungerford is capable of writing a
-charming love-story, and that she proves her capacity to do so in “The
-Three Graces.”’—_Academy._
-
- LONDON: CHATTO & WINDUS, PICCADILLY.
-
-
-
-
- THE
- PROFESSOR’S EXPERIMENT
- =A Novel=
-
-
- BY
-
- MRS. HUNGERFORD
-
- AUTHOR OF
- ‘MOLLY BAWN,’ ‘THE RED-HOUSE MYSTERY,’ ‘THE THREE GRACES,’ ‘LADY
- VERNER’S FLIGHT,’ ETC.
-
-[Illustration]
-
- IN THREE VOLUMES
-
- VOL. III.
-
-
- =London=
- CHATTO & WINDUS, PICCADILLY
- 1895
-
-
-
-
- THE
-
- PROFESSOR’S EXPERIMENT
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XL.
-
- ‘Heart’s-ease I found where love-lies-bleeding
- Empurpled all the ground;
- Whatever flower I missed, unheeding,
- Heart’s-ease I found.’
-
-
-The day is still lingering, but one can see that night is beginning to
-coquet with it. Tender shadows lie here and there in the corners of the
-curving road, and in and among the beech-trees that overhang it birds
-are already rustling with a view to slumber. The soft coo-coo of the
-pigeon stirs the air, and on the river down below, ‘Now winding bright
-and full with naked banks,’ the first faint glimmer of a new moon is
-falling—falling as though sinking through it to a world beneath.
-
-‘What are you thinking of, Susan?’ asks Crosby at last, when the sound
-of their feet upon the road has been left unbroken for quite five
-minutes. Susan has chatted to him quite gaily all down the avenue, and
-until the gates are left behind, but after that she has grown—well,
-thoughtful.
-
-‘Thinking?’ She looks up at him as if startled out of a reverie.
-
-‘Yes. What have you been thinking of so steadily for the past five
-minutes?’
-
-Thus brought to book, Susan gives him the truest answer.
-
-‘I was thinking of Lady Muriel Kennedy. I was thinking that I had never
-seen anyone so beautiful before.’
-
-‘That’s high praise.’
-
-‘You think so too?’
-
-‘Well—hardly. She is handsome, very handsome, but not altogether the
-most beautiful person I have ever seen.’
-
-‘To me she is,’ says Susan simply.
-
-‘That only shows to what poor use you have put your looking-glass,’ says
-he, and Susan laughs involuntarily as at a most excellent joke. Crosby,
-glancing at her and noting her sweet unconsciousness, feels a strong
-longing to take her hand and draw it within his arm and hold it, but
-from such idyllic pleasures he refrains.
-
-The dusky shades are growing more pronounced now: ‘Eve saddens into
-night.’ The long and pretty road, bordered by overhanging trees, though
-still full of light just here, looks black in the distance, and overhead
-
- ‘The pale moon sheds a softer day,
- Mellowing the woods beneath its pensive beam.’
-
-After a little silence Susan turns her head and looks frankly at him.
-
-‘Are you going to be married to her?’ asks she, gently and quite
-naturally.
-
-‘What!’ says Crosby. He is honestly amazed, and conscious of some other
-feeling, too, that brings a pucker to his forehead. ‘Good heavens, no!
-what put that into your head?’
-
-‘I don’t know. I——’ She has grown all at once confused, and a pink flush
-is warming her cheek. ‘Of course I shouldn’t have asked you that. But
-she is so lovely, and I thought—I fancied——I am afraid’—her eyes growing
-rather misty as they meet his in mute appeal—‘you think me very rude.’
-
-‘I never think you anything but just what you are,’ says Crosby slowly.
-‘I wonder if you could be rude if you tried. I doubt it. However, don’t
-try. It would spoil you. As for Lady Muriel, she wouldn’t look at me.’
-
-Susan remains silent, pondering over this. Would he look at her?
-
-‘Should you like her to?’ asks she at last.
-
-‘To look at me?’ Crosby is now openly amused. ‘A cat may look at a king,
-you know.’
-
-‘Oh, but she——’
-
-‘Is not the cat? That’s rude, any way. Susan, I take back all the
-handsome things I said of you just now. So I’m the cat, and she is the
-queen, I suppose. Well, no; I don’t want Queen Muriel to look at me. It
-would be rather embarrassing, considering all things. She is a very high
-and mighty young lady, you know, and I’m terribly shy. On the whole,
-Susan’—he pauses, and studies her a minute—‘I should prefer you to look
-at me.’
-
-His studying goes for naught; not a vestige of blush appears on Susan’s
-face or any emotion whatever. His little flattery has gone by her.
-
-‘Oh, you know what I mean,’ says she.
-
-‘Do I? You are often very deep, you know; but if you mean that perhaps I
-should like to marry Lady Muriel—well, I shouldn’t.’
-
-‘How strange!’ says Susan. ‘I think if I were a man I should be
-dreadfully in love with her.’
-
-Crosby laughs.
-
-‘So you think you could be dreadfully in love?’ says he.
-
-Susan’s lips part in a little smile.
-
-‘Oh, not as it is. I was only thinking of Lady Muriel ... and you—that
-you ought to be——’
-
-‘Dreadfully in love? How do you know I am not—with somebody else?’
-
-She shakes her head.
-
-‘No, you are not,’ says she. ‘After all, I think you are just as little
-likely to be dreadfully in love with anyone as I am.’
-
-‘Susan! You are growing positively profound,’ says he.
-
-They are now drawing near to the Rectory gates, and Susan’s fingers are
-stealing into her pocket and out again with nervous rapidity. Oh, she
-must give it to him now or never! To-morrow it will be too late. One
-can’t give a birthday gift the day after the birthday. But it is such a
-ridiculous little bag, and she has seen so many of his presents up at
-the Hall, and all so lovely, and in such good taste. Still, to let him
-think, after all his kindness, that she had not even remembered his
-birthday——
-
-‘Mr. Crosby,’ says she, and now the hand that comes from the pocket has
-something in it. ‘I—all day, I’—tremulously—‘have been wanting to give
-you something for your birthday. I know’—she pauses, and slowly and
-reluctantly, and in a very agony of shyness, now holds out to him the
-little silken bag filled with fragrant lavender—‘I know’—tears filling
-her eyes—‘after what I saw to-day ... those other gifts, that it is not
-worth giving, but—I made it for you.’
-
-She holds it out to him, and Crosby, who has coloured a dark red, takes
-it from her, but never a word comes from him.
-
-The dear, darling child! To think of her having done this for him!... To
-Susan his silence sounds fatal.
-
-‘Of course,’ says she, ‘I knew you wouldn’t care for it. But——’
-
-‘Care for it! Oh, Susan! To call yourself my friend and so misjudge me!
-I care for it a good deal more, I can tell you, than for all those other
-things up there put together.’
-
-There is no mistaking the genuine ring in his tone. Indeed, his delight
-and secret emotion amaze even himself. Susan’s spirits revive.
-
-‘Oh no,’ protests she.
-
-‘Yes, though! No one else,’ says Crosby, ‘took the trouble to make me
-anything! That’s the difference, you see. To make it for me—with your
-own hands. It is easy to buy a thing—there is no trouble there.’ He
-looks at her present, turning and twisting it with unmistakable
-gratification. ‘What a lovely little bag, and filled with lavender, eh?’
-
-‘It is to put in your drawer with your handkerchiefs,’ says Susan, shyly
-still; but she is smiling now, and looking frankly delighted. ‘Betty
-made me one last year, and I keep it with mine.’
-
-‘So we have a bag each,’ says Crosby, and somehow he feels a ridiculous
-pleasure in the knowledge that he and she have bags alike, and that both
-their handkerchiefs will be made sweet with the same perfume. And now
-his eyes fall on the worked words that lie criss-cross in one of the
-corners: ‘Mr. Crosby, from Susan.’
-
-‘Do you mean to say you actually did that too?’ asks he, with such
-extreme astonishment that Susan grows actually elated.
-
-‘Oh yes,’ says she, taking a modest tone, though her conceit is rising;
-‘it is quite easy.’
-
-‘To me it seems impossible. To do that, and only with one’s fingers; it
-beats typewriting,’ says he. ‘It is twice as legible. Do you mean to say
-you wrote—worked, I mean—that with a common needle and thread?’
-
-‘I did indeed,’ says Susan earnestly, her heart again knowing a throb of
-exultation. Why, if he could only see the cushion she worked for Lady
-Millbank’s bazaar!
-
-‘It must have taken a long time,’ says he thoughtfully. And then, ‘And
-to think of you doing it for me!’
-
-‘Oh, for you,’ says Susan—‘you who have been so kind to us all!
-I’—growing shy again—‘I am very glad you really like that little bag;
-but it is nothing—nothing. And I was delighted to make it for you, and
-to think of you all the time as I made it.’
-
-‘Were you, Susan?’ says Crosby, as gratefully as possible, though he
-feels his heart in some silly way is sinking.
-
-‘I was—I was indeed!’ says Susan openly, emphatically. ‘So you must not
-trouble yourself about that.’ Crosby’s heart falls another fathom or
-two.
-
-‘I’ll try not to,’ says he, with a somewhat melancholy reflection of his
-usual lightheartedness. They have arrived at the gate now, and Susan
-holds out her hand to him.
-
-‘Remember you have promised to bring up the boys to-morrow for their
-gipsy tea,’ says he, holding it.
-
-‘Yes.’ She hesitates and flushes warmly. ‘Might I bring Betty, too?’
-
-‘Why, of course’—eagerly. ‘Give my love to her, and tell her from—my
-sister that we can’t have a gipsy tea without her.’
-
-‘And Lady Forster?’ Susan grows uncertain about the propriety of asking
-Betty without Lady Forster’s consent.
-
-‘Now, Susan! As if you aren’t clever enough to know that Katherine
-delights in nothing so much as young people—she’s quite as young as the
-youngest herself—and that she will be only too pleased to see a sister
-of yours.’
-
-There is emphasis on the last word.
-
-‘You think that she likes me?’ Susan’s tone is anxious.
-
-‘I think she has fallen in love with you.’ She smiles happily and moves
-a step away. But his voice checks her: ‘Not the only one either, Susan.’
-
-‘Oh, not Captain Lennox again! I have had one lecture.’ Susan looks
-really saucy, for once in her life, and altogether delightful, as she
-defies him from under her big straw hat.
-
-‘No. I was thinking of——’
-
-‘Yes?’—gaily.
-
-‘Never mind.’
-
-He turns and walks away, and Susan, laughing to herself at his inability
-to accuse her further, runs down the little avenue to her home. There is
-a rush from the lawn as she comes in sight.
-
-‘Oh, there you are, Susan!’
-
-‘How did it go off?’
-
-‘Were they all nice? Were you nervous?’
-
-‘Is the house lovely?’
-
-‘Oh, it is!’ says Susan, now having reached a seat, and feeling a little
-consequential with all of them sitting round her and waiting on her
-words. ‘You never saw such a house! Much, much more beautiful than Lady
-Millbank’s.’
-
-‘Well, we all know it’s twice—four times the size; but Lady Millbank’s
-furniture was——’
-
-‘Oh, that’s all changed. Mr. Crosby has furnished his house all over
-again from beginning to end. Of course we’ve been through it many times
-when he was away, but now you wouldn’t know it. It appears he has had
-things stored up after his travels—left in their cases, indeed—that
-lately have been brought to light. The drawing-room is perfect, and—the
-pictures——’
-
-‘And the people?’ asks Betty impatiently; she is distinctly material.
-
-‘Very, very nice too—that is, most of them. Miss Prior was there.
-She—well, I can’t bring myself to like her.’
-
-‘What did she do to you?’ asks Dom.
-
-‘Oh, nothing; nothing really, only——’
-
-‘That’s enough,’ says Carew. ‘You didn’t hit it off with her,
-evidently.’
-
-Susan hesitates, and as usual is lost.
-
-‘I can’t bear her,’ says she.
-
-‘And that lovely girl who drove home with Mr. Crosby?’ asks Betty.
-
-‘Ah, she is even lovelier than I thought,’ says Susan, with increased
-enthusiasm. She finds it quite easy to praise her now. ‘And so charming!
-She wished particularly to be introduced to me, and——’
-
-‘Did she?’—from Betty. ‘What a good thing that she likes you! If she
-marries Mr. Crosby she may be very useful to us.’
-
-‘I don’t think she is going to marry him,’ says Susan thoughtfully.
-
-‘No?’—with growing interest. ‘They’—casting back her thoughts—‘looked
-very like it on Sunday. How do you know?’
-
-‘I asked him,’ says Susan simply.
-
-‘What!’ They all sit up in a body. ‘You—asked him?’
-
-‘Yes. Does it sound dreadful?’ Poor Susan grows very red.
-‘It’—nervously—‘didn’t sound a bit dreadful when I did it.
-And’—desperately—‘I did, any way.’
-
-‘It wasn’t a bit dreadful,’ says Carew good-naturedly.
-
-‘Not a bit. Go on, Susan.’ Dom regards her with large encouragement.
-‘Did you ask him any more questions? Did you ask him if he would like to
-marry you? There wouldn’t be a bit of harm in that, either, and——’
-
-‘Dominick!’ says Susan in an outraged tone.
-
-Here Betty promptly catches his ear, and, pulling him down beside her,
-begins to pommel him within an inch of his life.
-
-‘Never mind him, Susan. He’s got no brains. They were left out when he
-was born. Tell us more about your luncheon-party.’
-
-‘There is so little to tell,’ says Susan in a subdued voice. Her pretty
-colour has died away, and she is looking very pale.
-
-‘What about the poet?’
-
-‘Oh, the poet! His name is Jones, of all the names in the world!’
-
-Here she revives a little, and at certain recollections of the
-illustrious Jones, in spite of herself, her smiles break forth again.
-‘He——’ She bursts out laughing. ‘It sounds horribly conceited, but I
-really think he believes he is in love with me. Such nonsense, isn’t
-it?’
-
-(Oh, too pretty Susan! who wouldn’t be in love with you?)
-
-‘I don’t know about that,’ says Dom, who has escaped from Betty’s
-wrathful hands and is prepared to go any length to prevent a recurrence
-of the late ceremonies. ‘He might do worse!’
-
-‘And so the house is lovely,’ says Betty, with a regretful sigh. Now if
-only they would ask her there; but of course nobody remembers second
-girls.
-
-‘Yes, lovely. The halls are all done up; and there are paintings on the
-walls; and as for the marbles, they are exquisite!’
-
-‘Nice simple people, apparently,’ says Dom. ‘Were they glass or stone,
-Susan? Alleys or stony taws? Did you have a game yourself? I’m afraid
-our education has been a little neglected in that line; but, still, I
-can recollect your doing a little flutter in the way of marbles about
-half a decade or so ago; and you won, too!’
-
-‘I suppose you think you’re funny,’ says Betty, which is about the most
-damping speech that anyone can make, but Mr. Fitzgerald is hard to damp.
-He gives her a reproachful glance and sinks back with the air of one
-thoroughly misunderstood.
-
-‘For the matter of games, I suppose they’—Betty is alluding to Mr.
-Crosby’s guests—‘wouldn’t play one to save their lives; quite
-fashionable people, of course!’ Betty plainly knows little of
-fashionable people. ‘Hardly even tennis, I dare say. They would call
-that, no doubt, fatiguing. Were they—were they very starchy?’
-
-‘So far from that,’ says Susan, ‘that——’ She hesitates. ‘I’m almost sure
-I heard quite right—and certainly Lady Forster asked Mr. Crosby to let
-me stay on this evening, and sleep there, so that I might take part
-in——’
-
-She pauses.
-
-‘Private theatricals?’ cries Betty excitedly.
-
-‘No. I think it was a “pillow-scuffle” they called it.’
-
-There is a solemn silence after this, and then, ‘A pillow-scuffle!’ says
-Betty faintly. ‘Are they so nice as that?’
-
-‘They are. They are very nice, just like ourselves.’
-
-This flagrant bit of self-appreciation goes for a wonder unnoticed
-beneath the weight of the late announcement.
-
-‘Why on earth don’t they ask us to go up?’ says Dominick, who has many
-reasons for knowing he could do much with a pillow.
-
-‘Well, they have asked you,’ cries Susan eagerly; ‘not for a
-pillow-match, but for afternoon tea in the woods to-morrow. She—Lady
-Forster, you know—was delighted when she heard of you boys, and she said
-I was to be sure and bring you. And there is to be a fire lit, and——’
-
-‘Oh, Susan!’ cries Betty, in a deplorable tone, tears fast rising to her
-eyes; ‘I think you might have said you had a sister.’
-
-‘So I did—so I did’—eagerly; ‘and you are to come too; and——’
-
-‘Oh no! Not really!’
-
-‘Yes, really.’
-
-‘Oh, darling Susan!’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLI.
-
- ‘As long as men do silent go,
- Nor faults nor merits can we know;
- Yet deem not every still place empty:
- A tiger may be met with so.’
-
-
-Friday has dawned, and is as delightful a day as ever any miserable
-out-of-door entertainer can desire; and Miss Barry, in spite of her
-tremors, and her fears for the success of this, her first big
-adventurous party, feels a certain sense of elation. Yes, to-day she is
-going to entertain all the party at the Park; yesterday the Park had
-entertained all her young people. The good soul (so good in spite of her
-temper and her peculiarities) has felt deep joy in the thought that the
-children had been not only invited, but actually sought after, by all
-those fashionable folk up there, and though she would have died rather
-than boast of it to her neighbours, being too well-born for boasting of
-that kind, still, her own heart swells with pride at the thought that,
-in spite of their poverty, the children’s birth has asserted itself, and
-carried them through all difficulties to the society where they should
-be.
-
-So happy has she been in her unselfish gladness, that she has forgotten
-to scold one of them for quite ten hours. And now Friday, the day of her
-coming triumph, has arrived, and she has risen almost with the sun that
-has brought it. There is so much to be done, you see: the best
-table-cloths to be brought out, and the old Queen Anne teapot to get a
-last rub, and all the cakes to be made! There will be plenty of time for
-the baking of them before five o’clock, at which hour Lady Forster has
-arranged to come with all her guests.
-
-Susan and Betty have been busy with the drawing-room—one of the smallest
-rooms on record; a fact, however, made up for lavishly by the size of
-the furniture, which would not disgrace a salon. It is now, to confess
-the truth, in the sere and yellow stage, and some of the chairs have
-legs that are distinctly wobbly, and by no means to be depended upon.
-
-‘Hurry up, Susan!’ says Betty. ‘The room will do very well now,
-especially as no one will come into it. They are sure to stay in the
-garden this lovely evening. Come and see about the flowers for the
-table.’
-
-‘Oh, look at that screen!’ cries Susan; and indeed, as a fact, it is
-upside down.
-
-‘Never mind! Come on,’ says Betty impatiently, dragging her away. ‘Even
-if it is the wrong way up it doesn’t matter. It looks twice as Japanesey
-that way. I wonder if the boys have brought the fruit yet?’
-
-When first Dominick had heard of Miss Barry’s intention of giving a
-party for the Park people, he had decided that at all risks it should be
-a success. But his quarter’s allowance was, as usual (he had received it
-only a month ago), at death’s door, and only thirty shillings remained
-of it. He had at once written to his guardian saying circumstances over
-which he had no control—I suppose he meant his inability to refrain from
-buying everything his eye lit on—had made away with the sum sent last
-June, and he would feel immensely obliged to Sir Spencer if he could let
-him have a few pounds more, or even give him an advance on his next
-allowance. The answer had come this morning, had been opened hurriedly,
-but, alas! had contained, instead of the modest cheque asked for, a
-distinct and uncompromising ‘No.’
-
-‘Mean old brute!’ said Dom indignantly, referring, I regret to say, to
-his uncle. ‘I wrote to him for a bare fiver, and the old beast refuses
-to part. Never mind, Susan! We’ll have our spread just the same. I’ve
-thirty shillings to the good still, and that’ll get us all we want.’
-
-‘No, indeed, Dom,’ said Susan, flushing. ‘You mustn’t spend your last
-penny like that. We’ll do very well as we are, with auntie’s cakes.’
-
-‘We must have fruit,’ said Mr. Fitzgerald with determination. ‘Do you
-remember all those grapes yesterday, and the late peaches and things?’
-
-Indeed they had had a most heavenly day yesterday—a distinctly
-rollicking day—in the woods, and had played hide and seek afterwards
-amongst the shrubberies, at which noble game Lady Forster and Miss
-Forbes had quite distinguished themselves, the latter beating Dom all to
-nothing in the dodging line, and reaching the goal every time without
-being caught. It had been altogether a splendid romp, and the Barrys had
-come home flushed and happy, and with so much to tell their aunt that
-their words tumbled over each other, and were hard to put together in
-any consecutive way. I think Aunt Jemima was a little shocked when Betty
-told her that Lady Forster had called Carew ‘a rowdy-dowdy boy,’ but she
-fortified herself with the thought that no doubt the world had changed a
-good deal since she was a girl—as no doubt it had. Any way, the children
-were delighted, and Dominick felt that nothing they could do for the
-Park people, and especially for that jolly Miss Forbes, could be good
-enough.
-
-‘We must have some grapes,’ said he, ‘and even if it is to be my last
-penny, Susan, I am sure I can depend on you to patch up my old breeches
-so as to carry me with decency, if not with elegance, through the next
-two months.’
-
-‘But, Dom—I really don’t think you should——’
-
-‘Never mind her,’ Betty had said promptly here—Betty, who is devoid of
-any sort of false shame, and looks upon Dom as a possession; ‘of course
-we must have fruit.’
-
-‘And those little cakes at Ricketty’s, with chocolate on them. Put on
-your hat, Betty, and come down town with me, and we’ll astonish the
-natives yet!’
-
-But Betty had too much to do, and finally Carew had gone off with Dom on
-a foraging quest, and now, as the girls come out of the drawing-room,
-they meet the two boys ‘laden with golden grain,’ like the _Argosy_, and
-eager to display their purchases.
-
-Such grapes! Such dear sweet little cakes! They are all enchanted; and
-soon the table, delicately laid out in a corner of the queer, pretty old
-garden, is a sight to behold! And beyond lies the tennis-court—one only,
-but so beautifully mown and rolled, looking like the priest of famous
-history, all ‘shaven and shorn.’
-
- * * * * *
-
-‘Didn’t I tell you it was a perfect old garden?’ Lady Forster is saying,
-addressing Lady Muriel, who is laughing, quite immensely for her, at one
-of Carew’s boyish jokes. Lady Forster is dressed in one of her smartest
-gowns—a mere trifle, perhaps, but done to please, and therefore a
-charming deed. And all her guests, incited by her, no doubt, have donned
-their prettiest frocks, so that Miss Barry’s garden at this moment
-presents a picture more suggestive of a garden-party at Twickenham than
-a quiet tea in the grounds of an old Irish rectory.
-
-‘It is too pretty for anything,’ says Lady Muriel. ‘I wouldn’t have
-missed it for a good deal. I think it was very kind of your aunt, Mr.——’
-
-‘Carew!’ says he quickly.
-
-‘May I? What a charming name! It was very kind of your aunt,
-Carew’—smiling—‘to ask us here.’
-
-‘It is very kind of you to come,’ says Carew.
-
-‘Do you run over to town?’ asks Lady Muriel. It has occurred to her that
-she would like to repay this pretty kindness of Miss Barry’s.
-
-‘Oh no’—shaking his handsome head. And then frankly, ‘We are too poor
-for that.’
-
-‘Ah! your sister ought to come,’ says she, after which she grows
-thoughtful.
-
-Crosby glances quickly at her. He has heard that last remark of hers,
-and somehow resents it. Susan—in London!
-
-He had taken his cup of tea from Miss Barry a little while ago, and
-carried it to where Susan is sitting, throwing himself on the grass at
-her feet, his cup beside him. Lady Muriel’s words grate on him. He looks
-up now at the pure profile beside him, and wonders what would be the
-result of starting Susan as a debutante in town under good auspices.
-What?
-
-‘You are thinking,’ says Susan softly, breaking into his reverie gently.
-
-‘Yes, I was thinking.’ He looks up at her. ‘If I said of you, would you
-believe me?’
-
-‘Not a bit’—gaily. ‘Anyone would say that.’
-
-‘Would they?’ His regard grows even more pronounced. How many have said
-that to her? How, indeed, could anyone refrain from saying it? And—he
-draws his breath a little quickly here, as conviction forces itself on
-him—and everyone with truth! ‘Susan, this is disgraceful!’ says he
-carelessly. ‘You must have had a long list of flirtations to speak like
-that.’
-
-Susan laughs merrily. She is in high spirits. All is going so well, and
-even Lady Millbank has praised the tea-cakes—Lady Millbank, who never
-praises anything! But to-day Lady Millbank has changed her tune. Perhaps
-no one had been so astonished as she, to see all the Park people here
-to-day in this quiet old garden. She had been asked to meet them, of
-course, being a friend and distant relation of the Rector’s; but she had
-dreamed of seeing only Lady Forster, for half an hour or so, as a
-concession to her brother’s parish priest, and now—now—here they all
-are! All these smart people, who had refused to go to her only the day
-before yesterday! Now, horrid snob that she is, she goes quite out of
-her way to be nice to the Barrys.
-
-‘A disgraceful list, indeed!’ says Susan, laughing down into Crosby’s
-eyes. Oh, what pretty eyes hers are!
-
-‘You acknowledge it, then?’
-
-‘Certainly. It is a list so bare that one must be ashamed of it. Not
-even one name!’
-
-‘What about James, the redoubtable?’
-
-‘Oh, if you are going to be stupid!’ says she; and, rising with a pretty
-show of scorn, she leaves him. It is not entirely her scorn of him,
-however, that leads her to this drastic step; it is an appealing glance
-from Betty, who is sitting near her aunt, looking perplexed in the
-extreme. There is cause for perplexity. Next to Miss Barry sits the
-poet! Unfortunately Miss Barry has heard a great deal about this young
-man and all his works, and plainly considers it her duty to live up to
-him, if possible, during his visit to the Rectory. She has now put on
-quite a literary air and her best spectacles, and is holding forth on
-literature generally, with a view to impressing him. She succeeds beyond
-her expectations. The great Jones, who is reclining beside her in an
-artistic attitude, becomes by degrees smitten into stone, so great, so
-wondrously surprising, are some of her utterances. Through all his
-astonishment, however, he holds on to the artistic pose. Having struck
-it with the intention of conquering Susan, he refuses to alter it until,
-at all events, she has had a good look. It may be a long time, poor
-girl! before she will get the chance of seeing anything like it again.
-
-‘What’s the matter with his leg?’ asks Dom, who has just come up, in a
-whisper to Betty. ‘It’s got turned round, hasn’t it?’
-
-‘It looks broken,’ says Betty. ‘But it’s all right. It’s a way he has
-with it. For goodness’ sake, Dom, stop auntie, if you can.’
-
-But auntie is enjoying herself tremendously, and now, seeing her
-audience greatly increased, and the poet evidently much struck, her
-voice rises higher, and she beams on all around her.
-
-‘My two favourite authors,’ she is now saying, ‘are—and I’m sure you
-will agree with me, dear Lady Forster, and you too, Mr. Jones: your
-opinion’—with alarming flattery—‘is indeed important—my two favourite
-authors are dear Wilkie Trollope and Anthony Collins!’
-
-Great sensation! Naturally everyone is impressed by this startling
-declaration, and Miss Forbes is actually overcome. At all events, she
-subsides behind her parasol, and is for a little time lost in thought.
-
-‘Yes, yes. Charming people—charming!’ says Lady Forster quickly, if a
-little hysterically; and the poet, having seen Susan’s eye upon him and
-his pose, and feeling that he has not endured the last half-hour in
-vain, struggles into a more every-day attitude. Pins and needles,
-however, having set in in the most _posé_ of the legs, he is conscious
-of a good deal of unpleasantness, and at last a desire to get up.
-Essaying to rise, however, it distinctly declines to support him, and,
-to his everlasting chagrin, he falls ‘plop’ upon the ground again, in a
-painfully inartistic position this time.
-
-‘Anything wrong, old man? Got a cramp?’ asks Captain Lennox, hauling him
-into sitting posture.
-
-‘It is nothing, nothing,’ says the poet sadly. Oh, what it is to dwell
-in the tents of the Philistines! ‘I was merely overcome by the beauty of
-this divine spot.’ He gives a sickly glance at Susan. ‘Such tones, you
-know! Such colour! Such a satisfying atmosphere!’
-
-Here Susan, who is under the impression that he is ill, brings him
-hurriedly a cup of coffee, which he takes, pressing her hand, and
-murmuring to her inaudible, but no doubt very ‘precious,’ things.
-
-‘One yearns over the beautiful always,’ says he. It is plain to everyone
-that he is yearning over Susan, and Crosby, looking on, feels a sudden
-mad longing to kick him over the laurel hedge on to the road below. ‘And
-such a spot as this wakes all one’s dreams into life. Those trees! Those
-distant glimpses! The little soft throbs of Nature—Mother Nature! All,
-all can be felt!’
-
-‘I wish to heaven I could make him feel something!’ says Sir William in
-a low but moving tone.
-
-‘And there—over there; see those green glimpses, the parting of the
-leaves.’
-
-‘Oh, go on, go on,’ says Miss Barry, growing tearful behind her glasses.
-‘This is indeed beautiful!’
-
-‘Dear lady, you feel it too! There’—pointing to where the Cottage trees
-seem to become one with those of the Rectory—at which Wyndham starts
-slightly, ‘one can see the delicate blendings of Nature’s sweetest
-tints, and can fancy that from between those pleasant leaves a face
-might once again, as in the old, sweet phantasies, peep forth. This dear
-place looks as if Hamadryads had not yet died from out the world: as if
-still they might be found inhabitating these lovely ways. Almost it
-seems to me as if their divine faces might even now be seen, peeping
-through those perfumed greeneries beyond.’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLII.
-
- ‘Spite is a little word, but it represents as strange a jumble of
- feelings and compound of discords as any polysyllable in the
- language.’
-
-
-Involuntarily, unconsciously, all their eyes follow his, to the trees in
-the Cottage grounds.
-
-And there
-
- ‘All orators are dumb when beauty pleadeth.’
-
-A profound silence falls on the group. Captain Lennox, whose eyeglass is
-immovably fixed on something in the distance, is the first to break it.
-
-‘Almost it does!’ says he, mimicking the poet’s lachrymose drawl to a
-nicety. But no one laughs; they are all too engrossed with what they
-see, peeping out shyly from between the branches of those trees below,
-that seem to belong to the Rectory, meeting them as they do, and
-mingling with them so closely that one loses memory of the road that
-runs between. ‘I feel as if I saw one now. How do you feel, Forster?’
-
-Sir William laughs.
-
-‘A charming Hamadryad beyond dispute,’ says he.
-
-Charming indeed! Crowned by the leaves that hang above her head, Ella’s
-face is looking out at them like some lovely vision. Her face only can
-be seen, but that very distinctly. To her, unfortunately, it had seemed
-quite certain that she could not be seen at all. It was so far away, and
-they would be talking and thinking, and it was so hard to resist the
-desire to see them. Carew had insisted on her being asked to join their
-party, and Susan had begged and implored, but Ella had steadfastly
-refused to accept the invitation. And then Susan had remembered that
-strange minute or two during her luncheon at the Park, and the evident
-anxiety of Mr. Wyndham that Mrs. Prior should know nothing about Ella,
-and had refrained from further pressing.
-
-Now again this uncertain certainty occurs to Susan, and she makes a
-little eager gesture, hoping that Ella will see her and take the hint
-and go away. But, alas! Ella is not looking at her, or at Carew, or
-anyone, except—strange to say—at Mrs. Prior.
-
-There is an intensity in her gaze that even at such a distance Susan,
-who is eminently sympathetic, divines.
-
-‘It’s her bonnet!’ thinks Susan hurriedly; she had, indeed, been
-immensely struck by Mrs. Prior’s head-gear on her arrival. Such a tall
-aigrette, and such big wings at the sides! Again she makes little passes
-in the air, meant for Ella’s benefit, but again in vain. Turning with a
-view to enlisting Carew’s help, she finds herself close to Wyndham.
-
-His face is livid. He is, indeed, consumed with anger. Good heavens, is
-the girl bent on his undoing? Is she determined wilfully to add to the
-already too _risqué_ situation?
-
-‘Carew might do something,’ whispers she to him softly. ‘He might run
-across and tell her she can be seen, or——’
-
-She looks round for Carew, and Wyndham follows her lead, to see Carew
-behind an escallonia bush, waving his arms frantically in the air. There
-is intense anxiety in the boy’s air, but something else too. There is,
-as Wyndham can see, heartfelt admiration; and beyond all doubt the
-admiration outweighs the anxiety. He is conscious of a sensation of
-annoyance for a moment, then his thoughts come back to the more pressing
-need. He looks at Susan, and then expressively at Mrs. Prior, and Susan,
-in answer to his evident entreaty, goes quickly to her, and suggests
-softly a little stroll through the old orchard; but Mrs. Prior
-peremptorily puts her aside, and, taking a step forward, comes up to
-Wyndham, and looks straight at him in a questioning fashion, at which—as
-though by the removal of Mrs. Prior’s eyes from hers Ella all at once
-ceases to be under some strange spell—the charming head between the
-sycamore-trees disappears from view, and no more is seen of Mr. Jones’s
-Hamadryad.
-
-‘“Though lost to sight, to memory dear!”’ breathes Captain Lennox
-sentimentally. ‘I feel I shall remember that goddess of the grove as
-long as I live.’
-
-The tiny excitement is at an end for most of the guests, and they are
-now chatting gaily again of petty nothings, all except Mrs. Prior, who
-is still looking at Wyndham.
-
-‘Who is that girl?’ asks she, in a low but firm tone. Wyndham would have
-spoken, but Carew breaks angrily into the conversation. His heart is
-sore, his boyish indignation at its height. Surely there had been
-disrespect in their tone as they spoke of Ella! He had specially
-objected to that word ‘Hamadryad.’
-
-‘She is a young lady who has taken Mr. Wyndham’s cottage,’ says he, in
-his clear young voice, ‘and a friend of my sister’s.’
-
-‘Oh, indeed!’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘I congratulate you, Paul’—turning a
-withering glance on him—‘on your taste in tenants!’
-
-The evening lights are falling—falling softly, tenderly, but surely. The
-crows are sailing home to their beds in the elm-trees, cawing as they
-come. The tall hollyhocks are growing indistinct, the tenderer colours
-fading into white. There is a rising odour of damp, sweet earth upon the
-air. Lady Forster is making little signs of departure—not hurried signs,
-by any means; she seems, indeed, rather reluctant to say good-bye, but
-Mrs. Prior has said something to her, on which she has risen, the others
-following her example. There is no doubt about Mrs. Prior’s anxiety to
-go. With her face set like a flint, she is already bidding Miss Barry a
-stiff farewell, and is waiting with ill-concealed impatience for Lady
-Forster.
-
-‘Good-bye, Susan,’ says Crosby, coming up at this moment to the slim
-maiden who bears that name. ‘Though you deserted me so shamelessly a
-while ago, I bear you no ill-will. I understood the action. It was a
-guilty conscience drove you to it. I asked you a simple question, and
-you refused to answer it. I ask it again now.’ A pause, during which
-Susan taps her foot on the ground, and tries to assume a puzzled air
-that would not have deceived a boy. ‘And you still refuse,
-Susan?’—tragically. ‘Is it that you can’t?’
-
-‘Can’t what?’—blushing fatally.
-
-‘Can’t say that the redoubtable James is nothing to you.’
-
-‘I suppose you want to drive me away again,’ says Susan demurely.
-
-‘That subterfuge won’t answer a second time. Don’t dream of it. If you
-attempt to fly me now, I warn you that I shall grapple with that blue
-tie round your neck, and—you wouldn’t like a scene, Susan, would you?
-Come, is he nothing to you?’
-
-‘I really wonder,’ says Susan, struggling with a desire for laughter
-that brightens up her pretty eyes and curves the corners of her lips,
-‘that after all I have said before you should still persist in this
-nonsense.’
-
-‘That still is no answer. I don’t even know if it is nonsense. I begin
-to suspect you of being a diplomatist, Susan.’
-
-‘I am not,’ says she, a little indignantly. ‘I am nothing in the world
-but what you see—just Susan Barry.’
-
-‘And that means—shall I tell you what that means?’ He is smiling
-lightly, easily, but a good deal of heartfelt passion can lie behind a
-smile. ‘Shall I?’
-
-This is another question. But Susan, softly glancing, puts that question
-by.
-
-‘What, no answer to anything?’
-
-‘Not to silly things.’ She shakes her head. ‘Besides, it’s my turn now.
-Do you’—she lays her hand lightly on his arm and looks cautiously round
-her—‘do you think it—is all right?’
-
-‘All right? How should I know? You refuse to answer me, and what do I
-know of James?’
-
-‘Oh, oh, oh!’ Her soft voice shows irritation, and her hand trembles on
-his arm as if she would dearly like to shake him. ‘I begin to hate
-James.’
-
-‘Ah, now we get near the answer,’ says he. ‘I feel better. Go on. What’s
-to be all right?’
-
-‘You saw Ella—Mr. Wyndham’s tenant, you know—in the tree over there a
-little time ago. What do you think about it? I thought Mrs. Prior looked
-put out. But what can it matter to her who is living there? Did she want
-the Cottage?’
-
-‘It seems a fair solution of the problem,’ says Crosby thoughtfully,
-and, after all, truthfully enough. Certainly Mrs. Prior has worked for
-eighteen months, not only for the Cottage, but for the owner of the
-Cottage and all the rest of his possessions for her daughter.
-
-‘But she won’t be disagreeable to poor Ella, will she?’
-
-‘Won’t she, if she gets the chance!’ thinks Crosby. ‘Must see that she
-doesn’t get it, though. No, no; of course’—out aloud.
-
-‘And you think it doesn’t matter her being seen; that nothing will come
-of it?’
-
-‘Only a most infernal row,’ thinks Crosby again, but says: ‘Naturally
-nothing. Besides, Mrs. Prior is going home to-morrow.’
-
-‘Oh, I’m glad of that,’ says Susan. ‘I didn’t like her expression when
-she saw Ella. And now I must go; Lady Forster wants to say good-bye to
-me.’ She turns, then runs back again. ‘Oh, a moment. Tell me’—looking at
-him eagerly, but shyly—‘you—do you really think it has gone off—well?’
-
-The eyes are so anxious that Crosby feels it is impossible to jest here.
-This little party has seemed a great deal to her—quite a tremendous
-event in her calm, isolated life.
-
-‘I heard Katherine say just now,’ says he, ‘that she had never enjoyed
-herself so much in all her life!’ And if he hadn’t heard Katherine say
-that, I hope it will be forgiven him.
-
-‘And—and the others?’
-
-‘“The proof of the pudding is in the eating,”’ quotes he solemnly. ‘In
-my opinion you will have to get up the sergeant and all his merry men to
-turn them out.’
-
-‘Oh, now!’ says Susan, with a lovely laugh, that has such sweet and open
-gratification in it, ‘that’s too much. And you’—anxiously—‘you weren’t
-dull?’
-
-He pauses; then: ‘I don’t think so.’ He pauses again, as if to more
-religiously search his memory. ‘I really don’t think so!’
-
-At this Susan laughs with even greater gaiety than before, and he laughs
-too, and with a little friendly hand-clasp they part.
-
-It doesn’t take the Barrys—that is, Susan, Dom, Carew, and Betty—a
-second after their guests have gone, to scamper down the road to the
-little green gate and beat upon it the tattoo that is the signal between
-them and Ella. And it takes only another moment for Ella herself to open
-the gate cautiously, whereupon she finds herself instantly with her
-hands full of cakes and fruit and sweets that they have brought her from
-their party, leaving the rest to the children, who had really behaved
-remarkably well all through the afternoon, thanks to the sombre Jacky,
-who had kept them under his unflinching eye.
-
-‘Well, we’re alive,’ cries Betty. ‘Rather the worse for wear, but still
-in the land of the living. And, really, it went off miraculously
-well—for us. Not even a fly in the cream. You saw us, I know. How did we
-look?’
-
-‘Oh, it was all so pretty—so pretty!’ says Ella, a little sadly,
-perhaps, but with enthusiasm that leaves nothing to be desired. ‘Yes, of
-course I saw you. I climbed up the tree. But’—nervously, looking at
-Susan—‘I’m afraid they saw me.’
-
-‘Certainly they saw you,’ says Carew, a little hotly. ‘Why shouldn’t
-they?’
-
-‘Oh no! I didn’t want that. I am sorry,’ says Ella, with evident
-distress. ‘I thought I was quite safe there—that no one could see me.
-But—Susan—did Mr. Wyndham see me?’
-
-‘Yes,’ says Susan gently. Ella’s distress at once growing deeper, she
-goes on hurriedly: ‘But, as Carew says, why not? It is your own
-place—your own tree—and I have always said you ought to come out and mix
-with us.’
-
-‘No, no!’—hurriedly. All at once it seems to her that she must tell
-Susan the whole truth; how it is with her, and her horror of being
-discovered by that man, and the past sadness of her life, and the
-present loneliness of it. But not now; another time, when they are quite
-alone.
-
-‘The poet saw you, at all events,’ says Dom. ‘He’s not quite right in
-his head, poor old chap! and he got very mixed. He thought you were a
-Hindoo idol——’
-
-‘Dominick!’ Betty turns upon him indignantly. ‘How disgracefully
-ignorant you are! After all papa’s teaching! Hamadryads aren’t Hindoo
-idols. They are lovely things. You ought to be ashamed of yourself!’
-
-‘I am—I am,’ says Mr. Fitzgerald, with resignation. ‘I really don’t
-think I shall pass any exam.’
-
-‘You don’t try,’ says Susan, with a slight touch of anger. ‘You don’t
-put your mind into your work. And it is such a shame towards father. Why
-don’t you try?’
-
-‘He does try!’ says Betty angrily. She is so evidently on the
-defensive—on the side of the prisoner at the bar—that they all stare, a
-matter that brings her to her senses in a hurry. She to defend Dom, with
-whom she is always at daggers drawn! A gleam of pleasure in Dom’s eyes
-enrages her, and brings the crisis.
-
-‘He does try,’ repeats she. ‘But’—with a glance at Dom meant to reduce
-him to powder—‘he has no brains.’
-
-The glance is lost. Dom comes up smiling.
-
-‘You’ve got it,’ says he. And then, ‘Anyway, Miss Moore, our only poet
-thought you were a sylvan goddess. Will that do, Betty? Didn’t he,
-Carew?’
-
-‘He’s a fool,’ says Carew morosely.
-
-‘Did you notice him, Ella?’ asks Betty. ‘A little man with a dismal eye
-and a nose you could hang your hat on? If poets are all like that,
-defend me from them! He goes about as if he was searching for a corner
-in which to weep, and he looks as if——’
-
-‘“’E don’t know where ’e are,”’ quotes Dom.
-
-‘Yes, I saw him. He was sitting near you, Susan; and I saw Mr. Wyndham,
-and——’ She pauses, and a faint colour steals into her cheeks. ‘Susan,
-who was that woman with the high things in her bonnet?’
-
-‘High things!’ Susan looks puzzled, and Ella goes on to describe Mrs.
-Prior’s bonnet with more extreme accuracy.
-
-‘That was Mrs. Prior—Mr. Wyndham’s aunt. Fancy your noticing her! Do you
-know, Ella, I can’t bear her, or her daughter. They are all so—so
-unreal—so cruel, I think——’
-
-But Ella is hardly listening. Her eyes are troubled. She is
-thinking—thinking.
-
-‘It is strange,’ says she at last, ‘but, somehow, it seems to me as if I
-had seen her before. Not here—not now—but long, long, long ago.’ She
-makes a little movement of her hands as if driving something from her,
-then looks at Susan. ‘It is nonsense, of course.’ She is very pale, and
-her smile is dull and lifeless. ‘But—I have seen her somewhere in my
-past—or someone like her; but not so cold—so cruel.’
-
-‘She is Mr. Wyndham’s aunt,’ says Susan again. ‘Perhaps the likeness you
-see lies there.’
-
-‘Perhaps so. But no, he is not like her,’ says the girl earnestly. ‘No,
-it is not Mr. Wyndham she reminds me of.’
-
-‘My goodness, Susan,’ says Betty suddenly, ‘perhaps we should not have
-left all those cakes with the children. They will make themselves ill,
-and we shall have a horrid time to-morrow.’
-
-‘Oh, and Bonnie!’ says Susan, paling. She kisses Ella hurriedly and
-races home again up the quiet little shadowy road, without waiting for
-the slower coming of those behind her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIII.
-
- ‘Fortune makes quick despatch, and in a day
- May strip you bare as beggary itself.’
-
-
-‘Is this thing true, George?’
-
-‘What thing?’ asks Crosby.
-
-‘Oh, you know—you know. You’—turning her cold eyes on him with actual
-fury in their depths—‘must have known it all along.’
-
-‘My dear Mrs. Prior, if you would only explain!’
-
-Mrs. Prior motions him to a seat. She is already dressed for dinner,
-though it is barely seven o’clock. She had, however, determined—after a
-stormy interview with Josephine on their return from the Rectory—on
-seeing Wyndham at once, and demanding an explanation with regard to
-‘that creature,’ as she called her. Wyndham, it seemed, however, had not
-yet returned. ‘Gone to see her, no doubt,’ cried Mrs. Prior, with
-ever-rising wrath; and thus foiled in her efforts to see him, she had
-sent for her host, who, of course, being a bosom friend of Wyndham’s,
-and living down here, must have known all about it from the first.
-
-‘Do you think I need?’ says she, with a touch of scorn. ‘Are you going
-to tell me deliberately that you do not know what this—woman—is to
-Paul?’
-
-‘His tenant,’ says Crosby calmly. ‘What’s the matter with that? Lots of
-fellows have tenants.’
-
-‘That is quite true. It is also true that “lots of fellows”’—she draws
-in her breath as if suffocating—‘have——’
-
-‘Oh, come now!’ says Crosby.
-
-‘You would have me mince matters,’ says she in her low, cold voice, that
-is now vibrating with anger. ‘It is inadmissible, of course, to mention
-things of this sort. But I have my poor girl’s interest at stake, and I
-dare to go far—for her. This arrangement of Paul’s down here, close to
-you’—she gives him a sudden quick glance—‘in the very midst of us, as it
-were, is a direct insult.’
-
-‘So it certainly would be, if matters were as you suppose. I am
-confident, however, that they are not. I have Paul’s word for it.’
-
-‘Oh, a man’s word on such an occasion as this!’
-
-‘Well, I suppose a man’s word, if you know the man, is as good on one
-occasion as another,’ says Crosby. ‘And why should he lie to me about
-it? I have no interest in his tenants. If, as you seem to fancy, she
-is——’
-
-‘Oh, hush!’ says Mrs. Prior, making an entreating gesture; ‘don’t speak
-so loud. That poor child of mine—that poor, poor child—is
-there’—pointing to the door on her left—‘and if she heard this, it would
-almost kill her, I think.’ Mrs. Prior throws a little tragedy into her
-pale blue eyes. ‘Her heart is deeply concerned—is filled, indeed, with
-Paul! As you know, George, for years this engagement has been thought
-of.’
-
-‘Engagement?’
-
-‘Between’—a little impatiently, but solemnly—‘Paul and——’ She stops as
-if heart-broken, and covers her face with her handkerchief.
-
-‘Virginia,’ is on the tip of Crosby’s tongue, but by a noble effort he
-swallows it.
-
-‘My unhappy Josephine,’ says Mrs. Prior, having commanded her grief.
-‘For myself, I cannot see what the end of this thing will be.’
-
-‘It’s an unlucky name beyond doubt,’ says Crosby, growing historical. ‘I
-don’t think I’d christen another—h’m—I mean, I don’t think it is a good
-name to call a girl by, don’t you know; but I fail to see where the
-unhappiness comes in this time.’
-
-‘Don’t you? Do you imagine my poor child would wed a man with such
-disgraceful antecedents? I had thought of the marriage for next year;
-but now! And dear Shangarry has so set his heart on a union between my
-girl and Paul. Only last month he was speaking to me about it. It will
-be a horrible blow to the poor old man. Indeed, I shouldn’t wonder if he
-disinherited Paul on account of it.’
-
-Here she looks steadily, meaningly at Crosby. It is a challenge. Crosby
-quite understands that he is to convey to Wyndham that he is to give up
-his tenant, or else Mrs. Prior will declare war upon him, and prejudice
-the old man, his uncle, against him.
-
-‘On account of what?’ asks he, unmoved. ‘Because he has a tenant in his
-cottage, or because——’
-
-‘Oh, tenant!’ Mrs. Prior makes a swift movement of her white and
-beautiful hands.
-
-‘Or, because——’
-
-She interrupts him again, as he has expected. He has no desire whatever
-to go on; to say to her, ‘because he will probably refuse to marry your
-daughter,’ would be a little too broad. He has risked the beginning of
-his speech with a hope of frightening her into some sort of propriety;
-but he has failed.
-
-‘There will be a scandal,’ says she, with determination.
-
-‘Not unless somebody insists upon one.’ Crosby crosses one leg over the
-other with a judicial air. ‘And scandals are so very vulgar.’
-
-‘Quite the most vulgar things one knows; but they do occur, for all
-that. And if Shangarry once knew that Paul so much as wavered in his
-allegiance to Josephine, he would be very hard to manage.’
-
-‘But has it, then, gone so far as that?’
-
-‘Far! What can be farther? A girl, a young girl, and a—well, I dare say
-there are some who would call her beautiful—kept in seclusion, called,
-for decency’s sake, his tenant——’
-
-‘Oh, that!’ says Crosby; ‘I wasn’t alluding to that. I mean, has this
-affair between your daughter and Wyndham gone so very far? Is this
-engagement you hint at a thing accomplished? Has it been settled?’ He
-leans towards her in a strictly confidential manner. ‘Any words said?’
-
-‘Oh, words! What are words?’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘Deeds count, not words.
-And all our world knows how attentive he has been to my poor child for
-years.’
-
-This is a slip, and she is at once conscious of it.
-
-‘Years! Bad sign,’ says Crosby, stroking his chin.
-
-‘I don’t know what you mean by that’—irritably, and with a view to
-retrieving her position. ‘The longer the time, the greater the
-injustice—the injury—afterwards. I feel that my poor darling is quite
-compromised over this affair. I need hardly tell you, George, who know
-her, and how attractive she is’—Crosby nods feelingly, and, I hope,
-offers up a prayer for pardon—‘that she has refused many and many a
-magnificent offer because she believed herself pledged surely, if
-unspokenly, to her cousin. Her great attachment to him’—all at once
-Crosby sees Josephine’s calm, calculating eyes and passionless
-manner—‘has been, I now begin to fear, the misfortune of her life,
-because certainly—yes, certainly—he led her to believe all along that he
-meant to make her his wife.’
-
-‘Well, perhaps he does,’ says Crosby.
-
-‘What! And do you imagine I would submit to—to—that establishment,
-whilst my daughter——’ She buries her face in her handkerchief.
-‘Shangarry will be so grieved,’ says she.
-
-This is a second threat, meant to be conveyed to Wyndham. Crosby
-represses an inclination to laugh. After all, she has chosen, poor
-woman! about the worst man in Europe for her ambassador. To him, Mrs.
-Prior’s indignation is as clear as day. With his clear common-sense he
-thus reads her: She has doubts about Wyndham’s relations with his pretty
-tenant, but she has deliberately set herself to believe the worst. The
-worst to her, however, would not be the immoral attitude of the case,
-but the dread that the girl would inveigle Wyndham into a marriage with
-her, and so spoil her daughter’s chance. The girl, as she saw her
-through the spreading branches, was very beautiful, and Josephine—well,
-there was a time when she was younger, fresher.
-
-‘I really think, Mrs. Prior, you are making a mountain out of a
-mole-hill,’ says he presently. ‘I assure you I think this young
-lady, now living in the Cottage, is nothing more or less than
-Wyndham’s tenant. Why make a fuss about it? I am sure if you ask
-Wyndham——By-the-by, why don’t you ask him?’
-
-‘Because he refuses me the opportunity,’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘I sent for
-him; he was not to be found. He purposely avoids me this evening. But he
-shall not do so to-morrow. I am his aunt; I have every right to speak to
-him on this disgraceful subject.’
-
-‘Not disgraceful, I trust,’ says Crosby, who is devoutly thanking his
-stars that Mrs. Prior is not his aunt.
-
-‘Utterly disgraceful, when I think of how he has behaved to my poor
-trusting girl——’
-
-‘Still,’ says Crosby thoughtfully, ‘you tell me there were no words
-said.’
-
-‘No actual words.’
-
-‘Ah, the others are so useless,’ says Crosby.
-
-Mrs. Prior lifts her eyes to his for a moment. Real emotion shines in
-them; and all at once Crosby is conscious of a sense of shame. Poor
-soul! however mistaken, however contemptible her trouble, still it is
-trouble, and therefore worthy of consideration.
-
-‘I can see you are not on my side,’ says she at last. ‘You have no
-sympathy with my grief, and yet you might have. I have had many griefs
-in my time, George, but this is the worst of all. To have my daughter
-thus treated! Of course, after this I could not—I really believe I could
-not sanction her marriage with Paul.’ She pauses, and delicately dabs
-her handkerchief into her eyes. Her hopes of a marriage between her
-daughter and Wyndham have been at such a low ebb for a long time that
-there is scarcely any harm in declaring now her determination not to wed
-her daughter to her cousin at any price. If things should take a turn
-for the better, if her threats about informing Shangarry should take
-effect, she can easily get out of her present attitude. ‘Yes, such
-troubles!’ She dabs her eyes again. ‘First my sister’s terrible marriage
-with a perfectly impossible person—you know all about that, George—poor
-dear Eleanor; and then my father’s will, leaving everything to Eleanor
-and her children, though he had so often excommunicated her, as it were.
-And the trouble with that will! The searching here and there for
-Eleanor—poor Eleanor; such awful trouble—advertisements, and private
-inquiry people, and all the rest. As you know, it is only quite lately
-that, certain information of her death without issue having come to
-hand, I have been enabled to live.’
-
-‘Yes—yes, I know,’ says Crosby. He is on his very best behaviour now.
-
-‘You have always appreciated my sweet girl at her proper worth, at all
-events,’ says Mrs. Prior, dabbing her eyes for the last time, and
-emerging from behind her handkerchief with wonderfully pale lids.
-
-‘I have—I have indeed!’ exclaims Crosby warmly. Anything to pacify her!
-His manner is so warm, so ardent, that Mrs. Prior pauses, and her mind
-starts on another track. With rapidity her thoughts fly back and then
-forward. Crosby is quite as good a match as Paul, if one excludes the
-title. And perhaps—who knows?
-
-‘George,’ says she softly, but with emotion, ‘perhaps you think me hard.
-But a mother—and that dreadful girl lives there alone in his house; and
-he visits her; and can you still, from your heart, tell me that she——’
-
-She breaks off, as if quite overcome, and unable to go on.
-
-‘I can tell you this, at all events,’ says Crosby, ‘that she does not
-live alone. Wyndham has engaged a lady to be a companion to her.’
-
-‘Paul!’ Mrs. Prior turns her eyes, moist with her late emotion, on
-him—eyes now full of wrath. ‘Is she an imbecile, then, this girl? Must
-Paul engage a keeper for her? What absurd throwing of dust in the eyes
-of the world!’
-
-‘A companion, I said.’
-
-She throws him a little contemptuous glance, and, with agitation, begins
-to pace up and down the room. ‘A nice companion! They are well met, no
-doubt,’ cries she suddenly, ‘this “companion” and her charge. I tell
-you, George, I shall get at the root of this.’
-
-‘I don’t think you will have to go very deep,’ says Crosby.
-
-‘You think it is so much on the surface as that? I don’t. And I shall
-take measures; I shall know what to do.’
-
-There is something so determined in her air as she says this, that
-Crosby looks at her with some consideration. What is she going to do?
-
-But she is looking down upon the carpet, and is evidently thinking. Yes,
-she knows what she will do. She will go to that girl to-morrow, and tell
-her plainly what her position is. She will so speak and so argue, that
-if the girl is, as George Crosby pretends to suppose, a virtuous girl,
-she will frighten her out of her present position. And if she is what
-Mrs. Prior, with horrible hope, determines she is, well, then, no harm
-will be done, but the ‘little establishment,’ as she calls it, will
-infallibly be broken up. There is another thought, however. Crosby just
-now had spoken almost tenderly of Josephine. If there is the smallest
-chance of Crosby’s being attracted by her, Mrs. Prior feels that she
-could stay proceedings with regard to Paul with a most willing hand. If
-not? Any way, there is a whole evening to think it over.
-
-‘What do you think of doing?’ asks Crosby at this moment, a little
-anxiously. To attack Wyndham before them all, downstairs?... That would
-be abominable! And yet he would hardly put it beyond her.
-
-‘Ah, that lies in the future,’ says she. She rises languidly from the
-chair into which she has sunk, and smiles at him. ‘I am afraid I am
-keeping you from your other guests.’
-
-‘Not at all—not at all,’ says Crosby amiably. ‘You are keeping me only
-from my man and my tie, and the rest of it.’
-
-He bows himself hurriedly, but amiably, out of the room.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIV.
-
- ‘Where jealousie is the jailour, many break the prison, it opening
- more wayes to wickedness than it stoppeth.’
-
-
-It is indeed perilously near the dinner-hour! Mrs. Prior, after a few
-words with Josephine—who had evidently had her dainty ear applied to the
-keyhole, and who is distinctly sulky—has gone downstairs and into the
-smaller drawing-room, where she finds a group on the hearthrug gathered
-round a little, but friendly, autumn fire, discussing all in heaven and
-earth. They have evidently come down to earth as she enters, because the
-name of Susan Barry is being wafted to and fro.
-
-‘Oh, she’s lovely—lovely!’ Lady Forster is saying with enthusiasm. ‘Such
-eyes, and with such a funny expression in them sometimes—sometimes, when
-she isn’t so dreadfully in earnest, as she generally is. After all,
-perhaps the earnestness is her charm. She is certainly the very sweetest
-thing! George’—she turns, looks round her, and, finding Crosby not
-present, laughs, and makes a little gesture with her hands—‘George will
-never be able to go back to his niggers.’ In her heart, being devoted to
-her only brother, she hopes this will be the case.
-
-‘If you don’t take care, she will marry your brother,’ says Miss Prior
-from her low seat. She is protecting her complexion from the light of
-the big lamp near her by a fan far bigger than the lamp.
-
-‘Well, why not?’ says Lady Forster, who detests Josephine.
-
-‘A girl like that—a mere nobody—the daughter of an obscure country
-parson?’
-
-‘Oh, not so very obscure!’ says Lady Muriel, in her gentle way. ‘Mr.
-Barry is very well connected; I have met some of his people.’
-
-‘Still, hardly a match for Mr. Crosby.’ Josephine waves her fan lightly,
-yet with a suggestion of temper. Her mother, who has subsided into a
-seat, listens with an interest that borders on agitation to the answer
-to this speech. On it hangs her decision about the girl at the Cottage.
-If Crosby’s people support Crosby in his infatuation for that silly
-child at the Rectory, then—nothing is left to Josephine.
-
-‘Do you know,’ says Lady Forster, ‘I don’t feel a bit like that. Let us
-all be happy, is my motto. I think’—thoughtfully—‘I am not sure, mind
-you—but I think if George wanted to marry a barmaid, or something like
-that, I should enter a gentle protest. But if he has set his heart on
-this delightful Susan——Isn’t she a heart, Muriel? Such a ducky child!’
-
-‘I thought her delightful, and her brother, too,’ says Lady Muriel,
-laughing at Katherine’s exaggerations. ‘She is decidedly pretty, at all
-events. Even more than that.’
-
-‘Oh, a great deal more,’ says Captain Lennox, who has come into the room
-with some of the other men.
-
-‘And of very good family, too,’ says Lady Millbank, who is dining with
-them. The Barrys, as has been said, are a connection of hers, but always
-up to this—on account of their poverty—scarcely acknowledged, and kept
-carefully in the shade. But now, with this brilliant chance of a
-marriage for Susan, she is willing to bring them suddenly into the
-fuller light.
-
-‘But penniless,’ puts in Josephine carefully.
-
-‘Ah! what do pennies matter?’ says Lady Forster sweetly, but with a
-faint grin at her husband, who is near her. He, too, feels small
-affection for the stately Josephine.
-
-‘And if George fancies her—why, it will keep him from marrying a squaw.
-They don’t call them squaws in Africa, do they? Something worse,
-perhaps.’
-
-‘Not much difference,’ says Captain Lennox. ‘But the squaws, as a rule,
-wear more clothing than the Zulu ladies, and that might perhaps——’
-
-‘Oh, good heavens!’ says Lady Forster; ‘it might indeed! If they wear
-less petticoat than the dear old squaws——And if he should bring one
-here! Fancy her advent into one’s drawing-room! People would go away.’
-
-‘I don’t think so—I really don’t,’ says Captain Lennox reassuringly. ‘I
-believe honestly you might depend on “people” to support you under the
-trying circumstances. What are friends for, if——’
-
-‘Oh, well, I couldn’t stand it if you could,’ says Lady Forster, with a
-glance at him. ‘And I don’t want George to marry a nasty Zulu, any way.
-What do you think, Billee Barlow?’—to her husband. ‘Isn’t Susan nicer
-than a Zulu woman?’
-
-‘I’ve not had much experience,’ says Sir William lazily. ‘But I dare say
-you’re right.’
-
-‘But listen. Isn’t it better for George to marry Susan than to go out
-there again, and perhaps give you a sister-in-law “mit nodings” on her?’
-
-‘It’s very startling,’ says Lennox. ‘Take time, Billee, before
-answering; you might commit yourself.’
-
-‘Really, the question is,’ says Josephine, in her cold, settled way,
-‘whether it would be wise to encourage a marriage so distinctly
-one-sided in the way of advantage as that between——’
-
-‘Yes, yes, yes,’ interrupts Lady Forster impatiently. ‘But if George
-goes away again, I have a horrid feeling that he won’t come back at all.
-You see, he is too much one of us to bring into our midst a dusky
-bride—and men have married out there—and if he likes this charming child
-and she likes him——People should always marry for love, I think, eh,
-Billee?’—turning to her husband.
-
-‘I always think as you do,’ says the wise man.
-
-‘Billee Barlow, what an answer!’ She looks aggrieved, and throws up her
-little dainty, fairy-like head. ‘Do you think I’d have married you if I
-hadn’t—liked you?’
-
-‘Was that why you married me?’ asks he, laughing, and bent on teasing
-her.
-
-‘No.’ She turns her back on him. ‘I don’t know why I married you,
-except—that you were the biggest duffer in Europe.’
-
-Forster roars.
-
-‘I’m glad I’m the biggest,’ says he. ‘It’s well to be great in one’s own
-line.’
-
-‘Well, that’s where it is,’ says Lady Forster, returning with perfect
-equanimity to the original subject. ‘And if it comes off, Susan will be
-a perfect sister-in-law. One has to think of one’s self, you know; and
-what I dwell on is, that I’ll have the greatest fun bringing her out in
-town. I’ve thought it all over. She will have a regular boom. There
-won’t be a girl next year in it with her. I know all the coming
-debutantes, and she could give them miles and beat them.’
-
-Miss Prior laughs curiously, and Lady Forster looks at her.
-
-‘You think?’
-
-‘That you are the most disinterested sister on earth, or——’
-
-‘Well?’
-
-‘The most selfish.’
-
-Lady Forster, who is impetuous to a fault, makes a movement as if to say
-something crushing—then restrains herself. After all, it is her
-brother’s house; this girl is her guest.
-
-‘Oh, not selfish,’ says she sweetly. ‘I have a strange fancy that George
-adores her.’
-
-‘Strange fancies are not always true,’ says Miss Prior. ‘Sir William, do
-you agree with Katherine about this adoration?’
-
-Sir William shrugs his shoulders. How should he know?
-
-‘Oh, Billee’s a fool,’ says Lady Forster, in her plaintive voice.
-‘Aren’t you, Billee?’
-
-‘My darling, you forget I married you,’ says Forster, in his tragic
-tone. Whereat she rolls her handkerchief into a little ball and throws
-it at him.
-
-Mrs. Prior, who has sat on a lounge near the door listening silently to
-this conversation, now makes up her mind. There is nothing to be hoped
-for from Crosby. To-morrow, then, she will see this ‘tenant’ of Paul’s,
-though all the guardians and chaperons in Europe rise up to prevent her.
-
-‘But are you really so sure that your brother is in love with Miss
-Susan?’ asks Lennox of Lady Forster, in a low tone, unheard by the
-others.
-
-‘No, I’m not,’ declares she, with astounding frankness. ‘I only wanted
-to be a tiny bit nasty to Josephine, who, I’m sure, has her eye on him
-in case another complication fails. No, indeed’—sighing—‘no such luck!
-Wanderers like George are like confirmed gamblers, or drunkards, or that
-sort of extraordinary person—they are beyond cure. I’m sure that, in
-spite of all that pretty Susan’s charms, he will go back to his nasty
-blacks and his lions and his general tomfoolery.’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLV.
-
- ‘They begin with making falsehood appear like truth, and end with
- making truth appear like falsehood.’
-
-
-Mrs. Prior knocks gently at the front-gate of the Cottage, not the
-little green gate so well known to the Barrys; and after a little delay
-Mrs. Denis’s martial strides can be heard behind it, and her voice
-pierces the woodwork.
-
-‘Who’s there?’
-
-‘It is I, Mrs. Prior.’ Mrs. Prior’s tones are soft and suave and
-persuasive. ‘That is you, I think, Mrs. Denis. I recognise your voice as
-that of an old friend. I have been here before, you know, several times,
-and I quite remember you. My nephew—your master, Mr. Wyndham, has at
-last let me know about his tenant, and I have come’—very softly this—‘to
-call on her.’
-
-That she is lying horribly and with set purpose is beyond doubt. To
-herself she excuses herself with the old, sad, detestable fallacy, that
-her words are true, whatever the spirit of them may be.
-
-Mrs. Denis, astute matron and alert Cerberus as she is (a rather comical
-combination), is completely taken in. She is the more ready to be
-deceived, in that she is at her heart, good soul! so unfeignedly glad to
-think that now, after all this time, her master’s people are coming
-forward to recognise, and no doubt make much of, the ‘purty darlin’’
-under her care. Her care. Never for a moment has she admitted Miss
-Manning’s right to chaperon Ella, though now on excellent terms with
-that most excellent lady.
-
-She does not answer Mrs. Prior immediately, but strokes her beard behind
-the gate, and smiles languidly to herself. Hah! He’s tould ’em! He’s
-found out for himself that he loves her! The crathure! An’ why not!
-Fegs, there isn’t her aqual between this and the Injies! An’, of course,
-it is a mark of honour designed by him to his young lady, that his aunt
-should come an’ pay her respects to her.
-
-For all this, she is still cautious, and now opens the gate to Mrs.
-Prior by only an inch or so at a time. Mrs. Prior, on this, calmly and
-with the leisurely manner that belongs to her, moves forward a step or
-two, a step that places her parasol and her arm inside the gateway.
-
-‘You are, I can see, a most faithful guardian,’ says she pleasantly, and
-with the distinctly approving tones of the superior to the efficient
-inferior. ‘I shall take care to tell Mr. Wyndham my opinion of you.’ The
-little sinister meaning in her speech is clouded in smiles. She takes
-another step forward that brings not only her arm and parasol, but
-herself, inside the gate; thus mistress of the situation, she smiles
-again—this time a little differently, but still with the utmost suavity.
-
-‘This young lady?’ asks she. ‘She is in the house, no doubt? If you
-could let me see her without any formal introduction, it would be so
-much more friendly, it seems to me.’
-
-Mrs. Denis’s ample bosom swells with joy and pride. Her beard vibrates.
-‘Friendly.’ So they are going to be friendly—those people of his! After
-all, perhaps Miss Ella is a princess in disguise, and they have only
-just found it out. ‘Well, she looks one—wid her little feet, an’ her
-little hands, an’ those small features of hers.’
-
-‘No, ma’am,’ says she, addressing Mrs. Prior with a courtesy she seldom
-uses to anyone. ‘Miss Ella is in the garding; an’ as you say ye’d like
-to see her all be yerself, if ye’ll go round that corner ye’ll find her
-aisy, near the hollyhocks. An’ I’ll tell ye this,’ says Mrs. Denis,
-squaring her arms, and growing sentimental, ‘’tis plazed ye’ll be whin
-ye do see her.’
-
-‘I feel sure of that,’ says Mrs. Prior. She speaks quite calmly, yet a
-rage of hatred shakes her. Glad to see this abominable creature, who has
-interfered with the marriage of her daughter!
-
-‘She’s got the face of an angel, ma’am.’
-
-‘And the heart of one, of course,’ says Mrs. Prior. The sarcasm is
-thrown away upon Mrs. Denis, who is now bursting with a pæan addressed
-to her goddess.
-
-‘Ay, ma’am. Fegs, ’tis aisy to see the masther has bin’ tellin’ you
-about her.’
-
-‘Just a little,’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘He——’
-
-‘He thinks a dale of her,’ says Mrs. Denis, putting her hand to her
-mouth, and speaking mysteriously. ‘I can see that much, but ’tis little
-he says. But sure, ye know him. ’Tis mighty quiet he is entirely.’
-
-‘Yes, I think I know him. But this ... young lady——’
-
-‘Wisha! ’tis only keepin’ ye from her I am. An’ ’tis longin’ ye are to
-see her, ov course.’
-
-‘You are right, my good woman,’ says Mrs. Prior; ‘I really don’t think I
-was ever so anxious to make the acquaintance of anyone before.... Round
-that corner, you say? Thank you. I shall certainly tell my nephew what a
-trustworthy guardian you make.’
-
-She parts with Mrs. Denis with a little gracious bow, and a sudden swift
-change of countenance that strikes that worthy woman at the time—but
-unfortunately works out a little late. Stepping quickly in the direction
-indicated, Mrs. Prior turns the corner and goes along the southern
-border of the pretty cottage until she reaches a small iron gate that
-leads to the garden proper.
-
-In here, soft perfumes meet one in the air, and delicate tints delight
-the eye. The little walks run here and there, the grasses grow, and from
-the flowering shrubs sweet trills are heard, sounds beautiful, and
-
- ‘Not sooner heard
- Than answered, doubled, trebled more,
- Voice of an Eden in the bird,
- Renewing with his pipe of four
- The sob; a troubled Eden, rich
- In throb of heart.’
-
-The grandeur of the dying autumn strikes through all; for over there, as
-a background to the still brilliant flowers, are fading yellows, and sad
-reds, and leaves russet-brown, more lovely now, perhaps, than when a
-life dwelt in them.
-
-Mrs. Prior moves through all these things untouched by their beauty—on
-one thought bent. And all at once the subject of her thought lies there
-before her. The clearest, sweetest thought!
-
-Ella, on one of the many small paths, is standing as if struck by some
-great surprise. She is looking at Mrs. Prior earnestly, half fearfully,
-with eager searching in her large dark eyes, as of one trying to work
-out some problem that had been suggested many years ago.
-
-The sight of the girl, standing there with her hand pressed against her
-forehead as if to compel thought, drives the anger she is feeling even
-deeper into Mrs. Prior’s soul. Such an attitude! As if not
-understanding! The absurd put-on innocence of it is positively—well,
-disgusting!
-
-And always Ella stands looking at her, as if frightened by the sudden
-unexpected visitor, but presently through her fear and astonishment
-another look springs into life. Her eyes widen—she does nothing, she
-says nothing, but anyone looking on would say that the girl all at once
-had remembered. But something terribly vague had touched her—something
-startling out of the past that until that moment had lain dead. Oh,
-surely she knows this lady, has met her somewhere.
-
-As if impelled by this mad fancy, she goes quickly towards Mrs. Prior.
-
-‘I—do I know you?’ asks she, in a low tense way.
-
-‘I think not,’ says Mrs. Prior, in her calm _trainante_ voice, that is
-now insolent to a degree. A faint, most cruel smile plays upon her lips.
-‘You, and such as you, are seldom known by—us.’
-
-The girl stands silent. No actual knowledge of her meaning enters into
-her heart, but what does come home to her in some vague way is that she
-has been thrust back—put far away—cast out, as it were.
-
-‘I don’t understand,’ says she, a little faintly.
-
-‘Oh, I think you do,’ says Mrs. Prior, with cultivated rudeness. ‘But I
-have not come here to-day to inform you as to your position in life. I
-have come rather to explain to you that your—er—relations with my nephew
-must come to an end—and at once.’
-
-‘Your nephew?’
-
-‘Has Mr. Wyndham not spoken to you of his people, then? Rather better
-taste than I should have expected from him. But one may judge from it
-that he is not yet lost to all sense of decency.’
-
-The insolence in her tone stings.
-
-‘You must believe me or not, as you like,’ says the girl, drawing up her
-slight figure, ‘but I don’t know what you are speaking about. Do you
-mean that you think it wrong of me to have rented this cottage from Mr.
-Wyndham?’
-
-Mrs. Prior raises her pince-nez and looks at her.
-
-‘Really, you are very amusing!’ says she. ‘Now what do you think it is?
-Right? Your views should be interesting.’
-
-‘If not this house, I should take another,’ says Ella. She is feeling
-bewildered and frightened, and has grown very pale.
-
-‘Of course, if you insist on the innocent _rôle_,’ says Mrs. Prior
-coldly, shrugging her shoulders, ‘it is useless my wasting my time. If,
-however, you have any regard for Mr. Wyndham, who, it seems, has been
-very kind to you’—she glances meaningly round the charming little home
-and garden—‘if distinctly unkind to himself, it may be of use to let you
-know that your presence here is very likely to be the cause of his
-ruin.’
-
-‘His—ruin!’ The unmistakable horror in the girl’s face strikes Mrs.
-Prior as hopeful, so she proceeds briskly.
-
-‘Social ruin! It will undoubtedly mean his disinheritance by his uncle,
-Lord Shangarry, and—the rupture of his engagement with the girl
-he—loves!’
-
-She plants this barb with joy. The telling of a lie more or less has
-never troubled her during her life.
-
-‘The girl he loves!’ Ella’s voice as she repeats the words sounds dull
-and monotonous. She is quite ghastly now, and she has laid her hand on
-the back of a garden-chair to steady herself.
-
-‘Yes. The girl he has always meant to marry!’ She lays great stress on
-the last word. That ought to tell. ‘Whom he meant to marry until
-your—fascinations’—she throws detestable meaning into her speech, base
-as it is detestable—‘alienated him—for the moment!’
-
-All at once Ella recovers herself.
-
-‘Oh, you are wrong, wrong!’ cries she vehemently. ‘Somebody has been
-telling you what is not true, what is not the case! Mr. Wyndham does
-not—does not’—she trembles violently—‘love me. Not me—anyone but me. Oh!
-who could have said such a thing? Believe me, do believe me’—she comes
-forward, holding out her hands imploringly—‘when I tell you that I am
-the last girl in the world he would fall in love with. If you know this
-young lady he loves, go back to her, I implore you, and tell her it is
-all untrue—that he loves her, and her only, and that all she has heard
-to the contrary is not worth one thought. Oh, madam! If he should be
-hurt through me!... After all his goodness to me! Oh ... go ... go to
-her and tell her what I say!’
-
-She stops, and covers her face suddenly with her hands. She is not
-crying, however. Tears are far from her eyes. But the misery of death
-has swept over her soul.
-
-Mrs. Prior gives way to a low laugh.
-
-‘Why didn’t you go on the stage?’ she says. ‘You would have made even a
-better living there. But perhaps you have only just come off it?’
-
-The girl lets her hand drop to her sides, and turns passionately upon
-her.
-
-‘Why won’t you believe me?’ cries she, with sudden wild vehemence.
-‘What have I done that you should disbelieve my word?’ Her eyes are
-bright with grief and the eager desire that is consuming her to make
-things straight for Wyndham and the girl he loves. Wyndham, who has
-been so good to her, who has brought her out of such deep waters! To
-hurt him—to injure him: the very thought is unbearable. She has
-involuntarily—unknowingly—drawn up her _svelte_ and slender body to
-its fullest height, and with a courage that few women could have found
-under circumstances so poignant, so filled with agonized memory, and
-with yet another feeling that perhaps is bitterest of all (though
-hardly known), she looks full at her tormentor.
-
-‘Can’t you see,’ cries she, with a proud humility, ‘how wrong you must
-be? How could I interfere between Mr. Wyndham and the woman he loves?
-Who am I? Nothing!’ She throws up her beautiful head with a touch of
-inalienable pride, and repeats the word distinctly: ‘Nothing!’
-
-‘Less than nothing,’ says Mrs. Prior, who is only moved to increased and
-unendurable hatred by her beauty and her unconscious hauteur. ‘So far as
-he regards you!’
-
-Ella draws her breath quickly.
-
-‘If so small in his regard, how then do I prevent his marriage with the
-girl he loves?’
-
-Alas for the sorrow of her voice! It might have touched the heart of
-anyone. Mrs. Prior, however, is impervious to such touches.
-
-‘Don’t you think it very absurd, your pretending like this?’ says she
-contemptuously.
-
-‘Of course, in spite of the absurd innocence you pretend, one can see
-that you quite understand the situation, and how unpleasantly you are in
-the way. If he had brought you anywhere but here, it might have been
-hushed up, but to the very house his poor mother left him—why, it is an
-open scandal, and an insult to my daughter!’
-
-The girl makes a shocked gesture.
-
-‘It is your daughter, then? But’—quickly—‘now you know he doesn’t love
-me, and you can tell her—and——’ She is looking eagerly, with almost
-passionate hope, at Mrs. Prior.
-
-‘Tell her! Tell my daughter about you!’ Mrs. Prior’s voice is terrible.
-‘How dare you suggest the idea of my speaking to my girl of——’ She
-checks herself with difficulty, and goes on coldly: ‘No doubt you
-believe Mr. Wyndham will be to you always as he is now. Women of your
-class delude themselves like that. But—when he marries—as he will—as he
-shall—you will learn that a wife is one thing and a mis——’
-
-She breaks off in the middle of her odious word as though shot. A hand
-has grasped her shoulder.
-
-‘Hould yer tongue, woman, if there’s still a dhrop o’ dacency left in
-ye! Hould yer tongue, I say!’
-
-The voice is the voice of Mrs. Denis.
-
-‘May I ask who it is you are addressing?’ asks Mrs. Prior, releasing
-herself easily enough. Putting up her eyeglass, she bends upon Mrs.
-Denis the glare that she has always found so effectual for the undoing
-of her foes. But Mrs. Denis thinks nothing of glares. She is, indeed, at
-this moment producing one of her own, beneath which Mrs. Prior’s sinks
-into insignificance.
-
-‘Faith ye may!’ says she, advancing towards the enemy with a regular
-‘come on’ sort of air. ‘An’ as ye ask me, I’ll give ye yer answer. Ye’re
-the aunt of a nevvy that has ivery right to be ashamed o’ ye! Know ye,
-is it? Arrah!’ Here the unapproachable sarcasm of the Irish peasant
-breaks forth. ‘Is it that ye’re askin’? Fegs, I do, thin, an’ to me
-cost, for ’tis too late I am wid me knowledge.’ She pauses here, and
-planting her hands on her ample hips, surveys Mrs. Prior with deliberate
-scorn.
-
-‘Oh, ye ould thraitor!’ says she at last.
-
-Tableau!
-
-It is open to question whether Mrs. Prior’s instant anger arises most
-from the word ‘ould’ or ‘thraitor.’ Probably the ‘ould.’
-
-‘You forget yourself!’ cries she sharply, furiously.
-
-‘Ye’re out there,’ says Mrs. Denis; ‘for ’tis I’m remimberin’. “Oh, Mrs.
-Denis”’—with a wonderful attempt at Mrs. Prior’s air—‘“an’ is that
-you?”—so swate like. An’, “I’ll be tellin’ me nevvy what a good guardian
-ye are.” An’, “’Tis me nevvy tould me to come an’ pay me respecks to
-your young lady.”’ Here Mrs. Denis lifts her powerful fist and shakes it
-in the air. ‘I wondher to the divil,’ says she, ‘that yer tongue didn’t
-sthick to yer mouth whin ye said thim words. Yer nevvy indeed! Wait till
-I see yer nevvy! ’Tis shakin’ in yer shoes ye’ll be thin! Worse than ye
-made this poor lamb’—with a glance at Ella, who has drawn back and is
-trembling violently—‘shake to-day.’
-
-‘You shall have reason to remember this—this most insolent behaviour.
-You shall know——’ begins Mrs. Prior, white with wrath; but Mrs. Denis
-will have none of her.
-
-‘I know one thing, any way,’ says she, ‘that out ov this ye go, this
-minnit-second. Ye can tell yer nevvy all about it whin ye git out, an’
-the sooner ye’re out, the sooner ye can tell him; an’ I wish ye joy of
-the tellin’! Come now!’—she steps up to Mrs. Prior with a menacing
-air—‘quick march!’
-
-This grand old soldier—with whom even her husband, good man and true as
-he had proved himself on many a battlefield, would probably have come
-off second best at a close tussle—now sidling up to Mrs. Prior with
-distinct battle in her eyes, that lady deems it best to lay down her
-arms and sound a retreat.
-
-‘This disreputable conduct only coincides with the whole of this
-establishment,’ says Mrs. Prior, making a faint effort to sustain her
-position whilst being literally moved towards the gate by the powerful
-personality and still more powerful arm of Mrs. Denis. The latter does
-not touch her, indeed, but she keeps waving that muscular member up and
-down like a windmill, in a most threatening manner. ‘You understand that
-I shall report all this to Mr. Wyndham?’
-
-‘Ye’ve said all that before,’ says Mrs. Denis, with great contempt. ‘An’
-now I’ll tell you something. That report ye spake of, in my humble
-opinion, will make mighty little noise!’
-
-After that she closes the gate with scant ceremony on Mrs. Prior’s
-departing heels.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVI.
-
- ‘To hear an open scandal is a curse;
- But not to find an answer is a worse.’
-
-
-Mrs. Prior, thus forcibly ejected (ejections are the vogue in Ireland),
-commences her return journey to Crosby Park, smarting considerably under
-her wrongs and the big umbrella she is holding over her head. She has
-gone but a little way, however, when, on suddenly turning a corner, she
-finds herself face to face with Wyndham.
-
-He has evidently been walking in a great hurry, but as he sees her he
-comes to a dead stop. All his worst fears are at once realized. The fact
-is that Crosby had missed Mrs. Prior at luncheon hour—a most unusual
-thing, by the way, for her to be absent, for she dearly loved a meal—and
-he had asked Miss Prior where she was. Miss Prior had said she did not
-know—hadn’t the faintest notion—perhaps gone for a prowl and forgotten
-her way home. Crosby somehow had felt that the fair Josephine was lying
-openly and freely, and had at once given a hint to Wyndham of Mrs.
-Prior’s conversation with him on the previous night, even suggesting
-that Mrs. Prior’s unusual absence from luncheon might have some
-connection with the Cottage. The result of all of which is that Mrs.
-Prior now finds herself looking into her nephew’s eyes and wondering
-rather vaguely what the next move is going to be.
-
-His eyes are distinctly unpleasant. They had been anxious—horribly
-anxious—when first she saw them; but now they seem alive with active
-rage.
-
-‘Where have you been?’ asks he immediately, his face set and white.
-Crosby, then, had been quite right in his suggestion.
-
-‘I have been doing my duty,’ returns Mrs. Prior, who has pulled herself
-together. Her tone is stern and uncompromising.
-
-‘You have been at the Cottage?’
-
-‘You have guessed quite correctly.’
-
-‘You have seen that poor girl, then, and——’
-
-‘I have seen that most wretched girl, and told her my opinion of her.’
-
-Wyndham makes a sharp ejaculation. ‘You spoke to her, insulted her, that
-poor child?’ He feels that reproach is no longer possible to him. What
-has she said? What, indeed, has she left unsaid? Great heavens, what
-monsters some women can be!
-
-‘I explained to her her position. Not that she needed explanation, in
-spite of all her extremely clever efforts at an innocent bearing. I
-passed over that, however, and told her—hoping that perhaps she had some
-real feeling for you, though I understand that class of person never has
-any honest feeling—that beyond all doubt Lord Shangarry would disinherit
-you if he heard of your connection with her.’ She pauses here. This is
-her trump card, and she looks straight at Paul as she plays it.
-
-It proves valueless. He passes it over as though it were of no
-consequence whatever.
-
-‘I don’t know what to say to you,’ says he, struggling with his
-passionate rage, and grief, and shame. ‘I hardly know how to condemn you
-strongly enough. I wish to God you were not a woman, and then I should
-know what to do. This girl you have so insulted is a girl as good and
-pure as the best girl you have ever met, and yet you have gone down
-there’—pointing in the direction of the Cottage—‘and deliberately hurt
-and wounded her. I wonder you had the courage to do it. Are you’—growing
-now furious—‘a fool that you couldn’t see how sweet and gentle and
-innocent she is?’
-
-‘Is it your intercourse with this sweet and gentle and innocent girl
-that has made you so extremely rude?’ asks his aunt in her low,
-well-bred voice. ‘If so, I consider I have done an extra duty by my
-visit to her. It may have results. Your disinheritance by Shangarry, for
-example, is sure to have an effect upon her. I am afraid, after all, it
-is you who are the fool. In the meantime, Paul, I can quite see that
-your infatuation for an extremely ordinary sort of girl has blinded you
-to her defects. Some of these people, I am told, quite study our manners
-nowadays; but she lacks distinction of any sort. That you happen to be
-in love with her at present of course prevents your seeing these
-faults.’
-
-‘You seem so remarkably well up in the affair,’ says Wyndham, who could
-now have cheerfully strangled her, ‘that I suppose it will be quite
-superfluous to tell you that love has no voice in the matter. I am not
-in love with her, and she most positively is not in love with me.’
-
-Mrs. Prior makes a contemptuous movement of her thin shoulders.
-
-‘So very old,’ says she. ‘Do you suppose, my dear Paul, with the stake
-you have in view, that I expected you to say the truth—to tell me that
-you had fallen violently in love with this little paltry creature, who
-has come out of no one knows where, except yourself, to go back to no
-one knows where when you are tired of her?’
-
-‘Look here,’ says Wyndham, driven beyond all courtesy by some feeling
-that he can hardly explain, ‘I think you have the worst mind of any
-woman I have ever met. I see now that it is useless to try to convince
-you; but remember—remember always’—he makes a distinct pause, as if on
-purpose, as if to fasten the words on her mind—‘what I say to you
-now—that anyone who calls Ella Moore anything less than the best woman
-on earth—lies!’
-
-‘Your infatuation has gone deep,’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘Few men would speak
-so strongly in favour of the virtue of their—friends.’
-
-‘I understand your hideous hint,’ says Wyndham, who has now grown cold
-and collected. ‘You are a woman, and it is hard to tell a woman that she
-lies. But if you were a man, I shouldn’t hesitate about it.’
-
-‘As I tell you, she has not improved your manners,’ says Mrs. Prior,
-with a bitter smile. She has not dreamt the affair would take this turn.
-She has believed that Paul, through dread of Shangarry’s displeasure,
-would at the most have made light of the matter, have parried the
-attack, and perhaps have sworn fresh allegiance to Josephine on the head
-of it. That he should defend this ‘creature’ and defy her, his aunt,
-because of her—— The situation has become strained beyond bearing.
-
-‘If you do not love her, and she does not love you, and is not even your
-friend,’ says she sneeringly, ‘what is she to you?’
-
-‘My tenant—neither more nor less.’
-
-‘You mean to tell me, on your honour, that she pays you rent?’
-
-‘Certainly she does.’
-
-‘She is a _bonâ-fide_ tenant, nothing more? Then, if so, why all this
-mystery? Why did you give me to understand weeks ago that she was a
-man?’
-
-‘You understood that for yourself. And with regard to the mystery, it
-seems that she is desirous of privacy.’
-
-‘How very modest, and what an extraordinary tenant to pick up! May I ask
-where you first heard of her? By advertisement?’
-
-‘No.’
-
-‘How, then?’
-
-For a moment Wyndham hesitates. Hesitation is supposed to lead to ruin,
-but Wyndham comes out of it sound in wind and limb. His mind had
-suffered a shock as it fell back upon that tragic scene in the
-Professor’s room, but recovered from it almost immediately.
-
-‘You may have heard of Professor Hennessy,’ says he—‘a very
-distinguished man. He told me of her just before his death.
-Now’—sarcastically—‘have I answered enough of your questions? Is your
-conscience quite satisfied as to your duty?’
-
-‘It is open to anyone to make light of sacred subjects,’ said Mrs.
-Prior, with dignity. ‘Duty to me is the one sacred thing in life. I have
-taken this matter in hand, and, in spite of all you have said, Paul, I
-may as well warn you that I shall not take your word for it, but shall
-sift it steadily to the bottom. I consider that my duty to both you and
-to my daughter.’
-
-‘To Josephine?’
-
-‘Yes, to Josephine. Are you prepared to say that you have no duty
-towards her?’
-
-‘Not that I am aware of.’
-
-‘After all these years? After all Shangarry has hinted and said? After
-all the notoriety, the talk, the gossip, of our world? That a man should
-pay pointed attentions to a girl for two years—should come and go, be
-received at her mother’s house, and escort her to balls and concerts and
-to theatres—is all that to go for nothing? Is my poor girl to be cast
-aside now as though nothing had occurred——’
-
-‘If you are alluding to Josephine,’ says Wyndham coldly and calmly, ‘I
-can’t see that anything has occurred to cause her annoyance of any kind.
-I am afraid you are misleading yourself. You ought to speak to your
-daughter, and she, no doubt, will post you up about it. I, for my part,
-can assure you that there is nothing between us, nor has there ever
-been. Your daughter is as indifferent to me as’—emphatically—‘I am to
-her.’
-
-He feels abominably rude as he says this, but he feels, too, the
-necessity for saying it. And, after all, the onus of the rudeness lies
-with her. Mrs. Prior is silent for a moment, more from anger than from
-inability to speak; then she breaks out:
-
-‘I shall write to Shangarry.’
-
-‘You can write,’ says Wyndham quietly, ‘to anyone on earth you like.’
-
-‘You distinctly, then, decline to carry out your engagement to my
-daughter?’
-
-‘My dear aunt, surely you exaggerate? When was there any engagement?’
-
-‘It was the same thing. You paid her great attention, and Shangarry has
-set his heart on it.’
-
-‘I am sorry for Lord Shangarry.’
-
-‘You refuse, then?’
-
-‘Distinctly,’ says Wyndham. He lifts his hat and hurries past her. She
-waits a little, watching him until he disappears round the corner that
-will lead him to the Cottage.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVII.
-
- ‘For what wert thou to me?
- How shall I say?’
-
-
-He finds Ella standing, where she had stood throughout her interview
-with Mrs. Prior, beneath a big horse-chestnut-tree in the garden. She
-had resisted all Miss Manning’s entreaties to come indoors and lie down
-and have a cup of tea (that kind woman’s one unfailing recipe for all
-diseases and griefs under the sun), and had only entreated piteously
-that she might be left alone.
-
-Now, as she hears Wyndham’s step upon the gravel, she lifts her head,
-and the white misery of her face, as he sees it, makes his heart swell
-with wrath within him. Great heavens! what had that fiend said to her?
-He struggles with an almost ungovernable desire to go to her and press
-those poor forlorn eyes against his breast, if only to shut them out
-from his vision; and he struggles, too, it must be confessed—not so
-successfully—with a wild longing to give way to bad language. A few
-words escape him, breathed low, but extremely pungent. They bring some
-faint relief; but still his heart burns within him, and, indeed, he
-himself is surprised at the intensity of his emotion.
-
-She does not speak, and he does not attempt to shake hands with her. It
-is impossible for him to forget that it is his own aunt who has thus
-wantonly insulted her—who has brought this terrible look into her young
-face. She, who has known so much suffering, who is now, indeed, only
-slowly recovering from a life unutterably sad.
-
-‘I know it all,’ begins he hurriedly, disconnectedly—he, the cold,
-clever barrister. ‘I met her just now, just outside the gate. She is a
-woman of a most vindictive temper. I hope you will not let anything she
-may have said dwell for a moment in your memory. It is not worth it,
-believe me. She is unscrupulous.’ He is almost out of breath now, but
-still hurries on. ‘She would do anything to gain a point. She——’
-
-‘You are talking of your aunt,’ says Ella at last in a stifled tone.
-
-‘Yes; and God knows,’ says he, with vehement bitterness, ‘there was
-never anyone more ashamed to acknowledge anything than I am to
-acknowledge her. You—you will try to forget what she said——’
-
-‘Forget! Every word,’ says the girl, lifting her hands and pressing the
-palms against her pretty head, ‘seems beaten in here.’
-
-‘But such words—so false, so meaningless—the words of a malicious woman,
-used to gain her own purpose——’
-
-‘Still, they are here,’ says she wearily.
-
-‘For the moment; but in time you will forget, not only her words, but
-her.’
-
-‘Her! I shall never forget her!’ She turns to him with quick questioning
-in her eyes. ‘Is she really your aunt, Mr. Wyndham? It is strange—it is
-impossible—but I know I have seen her before. In my dreams sometimes,
-now, I see her. But in my dreams she does not look as she did to-day.’
-She shudders, and presses her fingers against her eyes, as if to shut
-out something. ‘She is lovely there, and kind, and so beautiful; and she
-calls me “Ellie.” I must be going mad, I think,’ cries she abruptly. ‘A
-brain diseased sees queer things; and when I saw her in the Rectory
-garden yesterday, all at once it came to me that I knew her—that I had
-seen her before. Perhaps’—she goes closer to him, and examines his face
-with interest, marking every line, as it were, every feature, until
-Wyndham begins to wish that his parents had granted him better looks,
-and then, ‘No, no,’ says she, sighing. ‘I thought perhaps it was her
-likeness to you that made her face seem familiar. But you are not like
-her. She’—sighing again—‘is very handsome.’
-
-This is a distinct ‘takedown.’ Wyndham, however, bears up nobly.
-
-‘No,’ says he; ‘I am grateful to say that I resemble my father’s family,
-plain though they may be. The Burkes, of course, were always considered
-very handsome.’
-
-‘Burke?’ She looks at him again, and frowns a little, as if again memory
-is troubling her. ‘The Burkes were——’
-
-‘My mother was a daughter of Sir John Burke.’
-
-‘Yes, yes; I see. And the lady who was here just now, Mrs.——’
-
-‘Prior.’
-
-‘She was a daughter, too?’
-
-‘I regret to say so—yes.’
-
-‘Well, my dreams are wrong,’ says she, as if half to herself. ‘And
-yet——’ She breaks off.
-
-She moves away from him, and in an idle, inconsequent way, pulls at the
-shrubs and flowers near her. He can see at once that she is thinking,
-wrestling with the troubled waters of her mind, and there is something
-in the dignity and sadness of the young figure that appeals to him, and
-awakens afresh that eager desire to help her that has been his from the
-first.
-
-After awhile she comes back to him, her hands full of the late flowers
-that she nervously pulls from finger to finger in an unconscious
-fashion.
-
-‘I can’t live here any longer,’ says she. ‘I should not have come here
-at all. She has quite shown me that.’
-
-‘I have already told you that not one word Mrs. Prior said is worthy of
-another thought.’
-
-He is alluding to Mrs. Prior’s abominable suggestions as to the real
-meaning of the girl’s presence in the Cottage.
-
-‘Mr. Wyndham,’ says Ella, resting her earnest eyes on his, ‘perhaps I
-have never let you fully understand how I regard all you have done for
-me—how grateful I am to you—a mere waif, a nobody. But I am grateful,
-and, believe me, the one thing that has cut me to the very heart to-day
-is the thought that I—I’—with poignant meaning—‘should be the one to
-cause dissension between you and—and—and her.’
-
-‘Her?’
-
-‘Yes, yes; she told me.’
-
-‘She? Who? Her?’ This involved sentence is taken no notice of.
-
-‘It was your aunt who told me. But you can explain to her——’
-
-‘To her! To whom? My aunt?’
-
-‘Oh, no, no!’ She pauses. ‘Surely you know.’ At this moment something in
-the girl’s air makes Wyndham feel that she is believing him guilty of a
-desire to play the hypocrite—to conceal something. ‘It cannot have gone
-so very far,’ says she miserably. ‘A few words from you to her——’
-
-‘To “her” again? If not my aunt,’ demands he frantically, ‘what her?’
-
-She looks at him with sad astonishment.
-
-‘I see now you wouldn’t trust me,’ says she. Her eyes are suffused with
-tears. She turns aside, her hands tightly clenched, as if in pain. Then
-all at once she breaks out. ‘Oh,’ cries she passionately, ‘why didn’t
-you tell her at first?’ Tell her at first! Who the deuce is ‘her’? ‘Or
-even me. If’—miserably—‘if I had known, I should not have come here, and
-then there would have been no trouble, no wondering, no mystery; and
-there would have been no misunderstanding between you and’—she draws a
-sharp breath—‘the girl you love!’
-
-‘Good heavens! Do I find myself in Bedlam?’ cries Wyndham, who is not by
-any means an even-tempered man, and who now has lost the last rag of
-self-control. ‘What girl do I love?’
-
-But his burst of rage seems to take small effect on Ella.
-
-‘Of course,’ says she, in a stifled tone, directing her attention now to
-a bush near her, plucking hurriedly at its leaves, ‘if you wish to keep
-it a secret—and you know I said you didn’t trust me—and, of course, if
-you wish to’—her voice here sounds broken—‘to tell me nothing, you are
-right—quite right. There is no reason why I should be let into your
-confidence.’
-
-‘Look here,’ says Wyndham roughly. He catches her arm and compels her to
-turn round. ‘Let’s get to the bottom of this matter. What did my aunt
-tell you? Come now! Out with it straight and plain.’
-
-He has occasionally entreated his clients to be honest, but usually with
-very poor results. Now, however, he finds one to answer him even more
-straightly than he had at all bargained for. Ella flings up her head.
-Perhaps she had objected to that magisterial ‘Come now.’
-
-‘She said you were in love with her daughter, and that you had meant
-to marry her, until—my being here interfered with it. She’—the girl
-pauses, and regards him anxiously, as if looking to him for an
-explanation—‘didn’t say how I interfered.’
-
-‘She said that?’ Wyndham’s voice is full of suppressed but violent rage.
-
-‘Yes, that, and a great deal more,’ she goes on now vehemently. ‘That my
-being here would ruin you. That some lord—your uncle—your
-grand-uncle—Shan—Shanbally or garry was the name’—striving wildly with
-her memory—‘would disinherit you because you had let your cottage to me.
-But that wasn’t just, was it? Why shouldn’t you let your house to me as
-well as to anybody else, Mr. Wyndham?’—with angry intonation. ‘Is that
-three hundred a year the Professor left me mine really? Did he leave it
-to me at all? Oh! if he didn’t—if I am indebted to you for all this
-comfort, this happiness——’ She breaks down.
-
-‘You are entitled to that money; I swear it!’ says Wyndham. ‘His very
-last words were of you.’
-
-‘You are sure! Of course, if not——That might be the reason for their all
-being angry with me.’
-
-She is so very far off the actual truth that Wyndham hesitates before
-replying to her.
-
-‘I am quite sure,’ says he presently. ‘The money is yours.’
-
-‘Then I do not understand your aunt,’ cries she, throwing up her small
-head proudly. ‘She said a great many other things that I thought very
-rude—at least, I’m sure they were meant to be rude by her air. But they
-were so stupid that no one could understand them. I hardly remember
-them. I only remember those about——’ She breaks off suddenly; tears rise
-in her saddened eyes. ‘I wish—I wish,’ cries she, in an agonized tone,
-‘you had told me that you loved her.’
-
-‘Loved her! Josephine!’
-
-‘Is that her name—your cousin’s name?’
-
-‘Yes, and a most detestable name it is.’ There is frank disgust in his
-tone. The girl watches him wistfully.
-
-‘Perhaps, after all,’ says she—she hesitates, and the hand on the
-rose-bush now trembles, though Wyndham never sees it—‘perhaps it wasn’t
-your cousin she meant. I misunderstood her, I dare say. It’—she looks at
-him with eager, searching young eyes—‘it was someone else, perhaps——’
-
-‘Someone else?’
-
-‘You are in love with.’ She draws back a little, almost leaning against
-the rose-bush now, and looking up at him from under frightened brows.
-
-‘I am in love with no one,’ says Wyndham, with much directness—‘with no
-one in the wide world.’ He quite believes himself as he says this. But,
-in spite of this belief, a sensation of discontent pervades him, as,
-looking at the girl, he sees a smile, wide and happy, spreading over her
-charming face. Evidently it is nothing to her. She has had no desire
-that he should be in love with—her. ‘There is one thing,’ says he, a
-little austerely—that smile is still upon her face—‘if you really desire
-privacy, you should be careful about letting yourself be seen.
-Yesterday, in that tree,’ he points towards it, and Ella colours in a
-little sad, ashamed way that goes to his heart, but does not disturb his
-determination to read her a lecture, ‘you laid yourself open to
-discovery, and therefore to insult. The getting up into a tree or
-looking at people is nothing,’ argues he coldly. ‘It is the fact that,
-though you wish to look at people, you refuse to let them look at you,
-that makes the mischief. Anyone in this narrow society of ours who
-decides on withdrawing herself from the public gaze is open to
-misconception—to gossip—and finally to insult. I warned you of that long
-ago.’
-
-‘I will not—I cannot. You know I cannot go out of this without great
-fear and danger,’ says Ella faintly.
-
-‘I know nothing of the kind. This determination of yours to shut
-yourself away from the world is only a species of madness, and it will
-grow upon you. Supposing that man found you, what could he do?’
-
-‘Oh, don’t, don’t!’ says she faintly. She covers her eyes with her
-hands. Then suddenly she takes them down and looks at him. ‘You have
-never felt fear,’ says she. She says this quickly, reproachfully, almost
-angrily; but through all the anger and reproach and haste there runs a
-thread of admiration. ‘But I have. And I tell you if—that man—were to
-see me again—were to come here and order me to go away with him—I should
-not dare to refuse.’
-
-‘He knows better than to come here,’ says Wyndham curtly. ‘You may
-dispose of that fear.’
-
-‘Ah!’ says she, sighing, ‘you don’t know him.’
-
-‘I know—if not him individually—his class,’ says Wyndham confidently.
-‘Give up, I counsel you, this secrecy of yours. See what it has brought
-upon you to-day. And these insults will continue. I warn you’—he looks
-at her with a frowning brow—‘I warn you they will continue.’
-
-‘She?’ Ella looks at him timidly. ‘You think she will come again?’
-
-‘Mrs. Prior?’—contemptuously; ‘no. But there will be others. What do you
-think people are saying?’
-
-‘Saying of me?’ She looks frightened. ‘They have heard about that night
-at the Professor’s?’ questions she. She looks now almost on the verge of
-fainting. ‘Your aunt—she—did she know? She said nothing.’
-
-‘No. She knows nothing of that,’ says Wyndham hurriedly. After all, it
-is impossible to explain to her. But Miss Manning will know—she will
-know what to say.
-
-‘She only saw me in the tree,’ says the girl, with a voice that is now
-half sobbing. And then she thought you—that I—oh!’—more wretchedly
-still—‘I don’t know what she thought! But’—trembling—‘I wish I had never
-climbed into that tree.’
-
-‘Because she happened to see you? Never mind that. She’s got eyes in the
-back of her head; no one could escape her,’ says he, touched by her
-agitation.
-
-‘I am not thinking of her,’ says Ella proudly, making a gesture that
-might almost be called imperious. ‘I am only vexed because you are angry
-with me about it. But’—eagerly—‘I never thought anyone would find me
-out, and I did so want to see what you—what’—quickly correcting herself
-and colouring faintly—‘you were all doing in the Rectory garden.’
-
-‘If you want so much, and so naturally,’ says he, ‘to see your
-fellow-people, why didn’t you accept Susan’s invitation? It would have
-prevented all this.’
-
-‘I know. But I couldn’t,’ says she, hanging her pretty head. ‘You know I
-tried it once, and it was only when I got back again here—here into this
-safe, safe place—that I knew how frightened I had been all the time. And
-you may remember how I fancied then, on my return, that I had seen——’
-She stops as if unable to go on.
-
-‘I know. I remember. But that was a mere hallucination, I am sure. You
-must try to conquer such absurd fears. Promise me you will try.’
-
-‘I will try,’ cries she impulsively. She holds out to him her hand, and
-he takes it. ‘I will indeed. You have been so good to me, that I ought
-to do something for you. But all the same’—shaking her head—‘I know you
-are vexed with me about this.’
-
-‘For your sake only. This abominable visit of my aunt’s, for example——’
-
-‘Yes; about the girl you——’ She stops and withdraws her hand.
-
-‘I thought I had explained that,’ says he, with a laugh. ‘But what
-troubles me is the thought that you may be again annoyed in this way.
-Not by her; I shall see about that’—with force. ‘But there may be
-others. And of course your welfare is’—he checks himself—‘of some
-consequence to me.’
-
-‘Is it?’ She has grown cold too. ‘Your aunt’s welfare must be something
-to you as well.’
-
-‘Do you mean by that that you don’t think I am on your side?’
-
-She lifts her heavy lids and looks at him.
-
-‘You told me that my affairs were nothing to you—that they did not
-concern you in the smallest degree.’
-
-‘Was that—some time ago?’
-
-‘Yes. Almost at first.’
-
-‘Don’t you think it is a little vindictive to visit one’s former
-utterances upon one now?’
-
-‘I don’t know.’
-
-‘Well, good-bye,’ says he quickly. He turns, wounded more than he could
-have believed it possible to be by a girl who is positively nothing to
-him. Nothing! he quite insists on this as he goes down the path.
-
-But now—what is this? Swift feet running after him; a small eager hand
-upon his arm.
-
-‘Mr. Wyndham! Don’t go away like this. If I have offended you, I am
-sorry; I’—her lips begin to tremble now, and the eyes that are uplifted
-to his are dim—‘I am dreadfully sorry. Oh, don’t go away like this!
-Forgive me!’ Suddenly she bursts into tears. ‘Do forgive me!’
-
-‘Forgive? I? It is you who have to forgive,’ stammers he. ‘Ella!’
-
-He has laid his hand upon hers to draw them from her eyes, but with a
-sudden movement she breaks from him and runs back to the house. At the
-door, however, she stops, and glances back at him, and he can see that
-her face is radiant now, though her eyes are still wet with their late
-tears.
-
-‘Good-bye! Good-bye!’ cries she. She raises both her hands to her lips,
-and in the prettiest, the most graceful fashion flings him a last
-farewell. This manner of hers is new to him. It is full, not only of
-friendliness, but of the joy of one who has been restored once more to
-happiness.
-
- * * * * *
-
-On the avenue of Crosby Park Wyndham meets the master of it, who has
-plainly been strolling this way with a view to meeting him on his
-return.
-
-‘Well!’ says Crosby. Then, seeing the other’s face, ‘I was right, then?’
-
-‘You were. She had made her way in, and insulted the poor child in the
-most violent way.’
-
-‘I felt sure she was up to mischief,’ says Crosby, colouring hotly; he,
-too, is conscious of strong resentment. That anyone should go from his
-house to deliberately annoy a girl—a young girl, and one so sadly
-circumstanced—makes his usually easy-going blood boil. ‘I thought her
-manner to you at breakfast was over-suave. Well?’
-
-‘There is hardly anything to tell you. That she was there, that she
-spoke as few women would have had the heart to do, is all I am sure of.
-No; this more: that that poor child, thank God! didn’t understand half
-of her vile insinuations. I could see so much. But she was cut to the
-heart, for all that. If you could have seen her face, so white, so
-frightened! I tell you this, Crosby——’
-
-He never told him, however. He broke off short—as if not able to trust
-his voice, and Crosby, after one sharp glance at him, bestowed all his
-attention on the gravel at his feet. And as he waited for the other to
-recover his serenity, he shook his head over the whole affair. Yes, this
-was always the end of this sort of thing. If Wyndham didn’t know it, he
-did. Wyndham was desperately in love with this ‘waif’ of his—with this
-girl who had sprung out of nowhere, who had been flung upon his hands
-out of the angry tide of life. Presently, seeing Wyndham continuing
-silent, as if lost in a train of thought, he breaks in.
-
-‘How did you know Mrs. Prior was there?’
-
-‘From herself.’
-
-‘What! you met her?’
-
-‘Just outside the gate.’
-
-‘And’—Crosby here shows signs of hopeful joy—‘had it out with her?’
-
-‘On the spot. She denied nothing. Rather led the attack. One has but a
-poor vengeance with women, Crosby; but at all events she knows what I
-think of her. Of course there is an end to all pretence of friendship
-with her in the future, and I am glad of it.’
-
-‘I hope you didn’t say too much,’ says Crosby, rather taken aback by the
-sullen rage on the other’s brow.
-
-‘How could I do that? If it had been a man——’
-
-‘She might well congratulate herself that she isn’t, if she could only
-see your eyes at this moment,’ says Crosby, laughing in spite of
-himself. ‘But she’ll make mischief out of this, Paul, I’m afraid.’ He is
-silent a moment, and then: ‘Your uncle is still bent, I suppose, on your
-marriage with her daughter?’
-
-‘Yes, rather a bore,’ says Wyndham, frowning. ‘I don’t like to
-disappoint the old man.’
-
-‘You mean?’
-
-‘That I should not marry Josephine Prior if my accession to a throne
-depended upon it.’
-
-‘So bad as that?’
-
-‘Is what so bad as that?’—struck by a meaning in the other’s tone.
-
-‘Why, your infatuation for your tenant.’
-
-‘My——Oh, of course I might have known you would come to look at it like
-that,’ says Wyndham, shrugging his shoulders. With another man he might
-have been offended. But it is hard to be offended with Crosby. ‘Still,
-you are a sort of fellow one might trust to take a broader view of
-things.’
-
-‘What broader do you want me to take?’ begins Crosby, slightly amused.
-‘But to get back to our argument—mine, rather. I think it will be bad
-for you if you quarrel with Shangarry over this matter. The title, of
-course, must be yours—but barren honours are hardly worth getting. And
-he may leave his money away from you. You have told me before this that
-he has immense sums in his hands to dispose of—and much of the property
-is not entailed. You should think, Paul—you should think.’ He was the
-last man in the world to think himself on such an occasion as this.
-
-‘I have thought.’
-
-‘You mean?’
-
-‘I don’t know what I mean,’ says Wyndham; then, with sudden impatience:
-‘Is love necessary to marriage?’
-
-Crosby laughs.
-
-‘Is marriage necessary at all?’ says he. ‘Why not elect to do as I do,
-live and die a jolly old bachelor?’
-
-‘Ah! I don’t believe in you,’ says Paul, with a rather mirthless smile.
-‘If I went in for that state of life, depending on you as a companion, I
-should find myself left—sooner or later.’
-
-‘Well, then,’ says Crosby, who has no prejudices, ‘why not marry her?’
-
-‘Her?’
-
-‘Your tenant—this charming, unhappy, pretty girl, who, believe me,
-Wyndham’—growing suddenly grave—‘I regard as much as you do with the
-very deepest respect.’ Crosby has his charm.
-
-‘You go too far,’ says Wyndham, looking a little agitated, however. ‘I
-am not in love with her, as you seem to imagine.’ Crosby smothers a
-smile, as in duty bound. ‘And, besides, even if I did desire to marry
-her, how could I do it? It would kill Shangarry with his queer,
-old-fashioned ideas.... A girl with no name.... And our name—so old....
-It would kill him, I tell you. And—and besides all that, George, I don’t
-care for her, and she doesn’t care for me ... not in that way.’
-
-‘Well, you are the best judge of that,’ says Crosby. ‘And if it is as
-you say, I am sorry you ever saw her. She has brought you into a
-decidedly _risqué_ situation. And she is too good-looking to get out of
-it—or you either, without scandal.’
-
-‘You have seen her?’ Wyndham’s face is full of rather angry inquiry.
-
-‘My dear fellow, don’t eat me! We all saw her yesterday, if you come to
-think of it, in that tree of hers. You may remember that ass Jones’s
-remarks about a Hamadryad.’
-
-‘Oh yes, of course. And you thought——’
-
-‘To tell you the truth,’ says Crosby, ‘I thought her the very image
-of—don’t hit a little one, Wyndham! But I did think her more like Mrs.
-Prior than even Mrs. Prior’s own daughter is.’
-
-‘What absurd nonsense! And yet, now I remember it, she—Ella—Miss Moore
-said she felt as if she had seen Mrs. Prior before.’
-
-‘That’s odd. And yet not so odd as it seems. Many families totally
-unrelated to each other are often very much alike; I dare say Mrs. Prior
-and Miss Moore’s mother, though in different ranks of life, might have
-possessed features of the same type, and nature very similar, too. Same
-features, same manners, you know, very often.’
-
-‘That ends the argument for me,’ says Wyndham, with a frown; ‘Miss
-Moore’s manners are as far removed from my aunt’s, and as far above
-them, as is possible.’
-
-He brushes rather hurriedly past his friend. But his friend forgives
-him. He stands, indeed, in the middle of the avenue, staring after
-Wyndham’s vanishing form.
-
-‘And to think he doesn’t know he is in love with her!’ says he at last.
-‘Any fellow might know when he was in love with a woman. Well,’—with a
-friendly sigh of deep regret—‘I am afraid it will cost him a good deal.’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVIII.
-
- ‘What a rich feast the canker grief has made!
- How has it suck’d the roses of thy cheeks,
- And drunk the liquid crystals of thy eyes!’
-
-
-Autumn is dead. It has faded slowly and tenderly away, with no great
-sudden changes, no desperate looking back towards the life departing, no
-morbid rushing towards the death in front. Delicately, but very
-sorrowfully, it went to its grave, and was buried almost before one
-realized its loss.
-
-And now winter is with us; chill and still chiller grow the winds, and
-harsh the biting frosts.
-
- ‘The upper skies are palest blue,
- Mottled with pearl and fretted snow;
- With tattered fleece of inky hue,
- Close overhead the storm-clouds go.
-
- ‘Their shadows fly along the hills,
- And o’er the crest mount one by one;
- The whitened planking of the mill
- Is now in shade and now in sun.’
-
-It is as yet a young winter, just freshly born, and full of the terrible
-vitality that belongs to infancy. Sharp are the little darting breezes,
-and merry blow the blinding showers of snow, still so light and fragile,
-laughed at by the children, and caught in their little upturned hands,
-but still sure forerunners of the bitter days to come, when the baby
-winter shall be a man full grown, and bad to wrestle with.
-
-To these days, so cold and pitiless to the fragile creatures of the
-earth, little Bonnie has succumbed. Into his aching limbs the frosts
-have entered, racking the tender little body, and bringing it to so low
-an ebb that Susan, watching over him with miserable fear and terrible
-forebodings from morning till night, and from night again to morning
-(she never now lets him out of her sight, refusing even to let anyone
-else sleep with him), lives in secret, awful terror of what every day
-may bring.
-
-Cuddled into her young warm arms at night, she clasps him tightly to
-her, feeling he cannot be taken from her whilst thus she holds him,
-whilst still she can feel him—feel his little beloved form, now, alas!
-mere bones, with their sad covering, that seems to be of skin only. And
-to her Father in heaven she prays, not only nightly, when he is in her
-arms, but at intervals when she is on her strong young feet, that he
-will spare her this one awful grief—the death of her pretty boy.
-
-No mother ever prayed harder, entreated more wildly (yet always so
-silently), for the life of her offspring than Susan prays for the
-continuance of this small life.
-
-For the last week he has been very bad, in great and incessant pain; and
-Susan, abandoning all other duties, has given herself up to him.
-
-No one has reprimanded her for this giving up of her daily work, though
-the household is suffering much through lack of her many customary
-ministrations. Even Miss Barry has forgotten to scold, and goes very
-silently about the house; whilst the Rector’s face has taken a
-heart-broken expression—the look it used to wear, as the elder children
-so well remember, after their mother’s death.
-
-All day long Susan sits with her little boy, sometimes, when his aches
-are worse than usual, hushing him against her breast, and breathing soft
-childish songs into his ear to soothe his sufferings and keep up his
-heart, whilst her own is breaking. For is it not her fault that he is
-suffering now? If she had not forgotten him—this little lamb of her dead
-mother’s fold, left by that dying mother to her special care—he might be
-now as well and strong as all the rest of them.
-
- * * * * *
-
-She is sitting with him now in the schoolroom, lying back in the old
-armchair quite motionless, for the suffering child within her arms has
-fallen into a fitful slumber, when the door is opened, and Crosby
-enters. He had left the Park about a month ago, and had not been
-expected back for some time—not until the spring, indeed—but something
-unknown or unacknowledged even by himself had driven him back after four
-weeks to this small corner of the earth.
-
-‘Sh!’ breathes Susan softly, putting up her hand. A warm flush has
-suddenly dyed her pale face, grown white through grief and many
-watchings. Her surprise at seeing Crosby is almost unbounded, and with
-it is another feeling—of joy, of comfort, of support. All through her
-strange joy and surprise, however, she remembers the child, and that he
-sleeps. Of late his slumbers have grown very precious.
-
-Crosby advances slowly, carefully. This gives him time to look at Susan,
-to mark the sadness of the tender face bending over the sleeping child,
-to mark also the terrible lines of suffering on his. But his eyes wander
-always back to Susan.
-
-In her grief, how beautiful she is! how human! how womanly! And with the
-child pressed against her breast. Oh, Susan, you were always pretty, but
-now! The grief is almost divine. Oh, little young Madonna!
-
-But, then, to have Susan look like that! He wakes from his dreams of her
-beauty with a sharp anger against himself. And now only one thing is
-uppermost in his mind—Susan is suffering. Well, then, Susan must not be
-allowed to suffer.
-
-‘He is ill?’ he says quickly, in a low tone.
-
-‘Oh, so ill! He—he has been ill now for three weeks. The cold, that hurt
-him.’ She lifts her face for a moment, struggles with herself, and then
-lowers her head again, as if to do something to Bonnie’s little necktie,
-lest he should see her tears.
-
-‘Tell me about it,’ says Crosby, drawing up a chair and seating himself
-close to her and the boy. There is something so friendly, so
-sympathetic, in his action that the poor child’s heart expands.
-
-‘Oh, you can’t think how bad it has been!’ she says. ‘This dreadful cold
-seems to get into him. Speak very low. He slept hardly two hours the
-whole of last night.’
-
-‘How do you know that?’—quickly.
-
-‘How should I not know?’—surprised. ‘I slept with him. Who should know
-if I didn’t?’
-
-‘Then you did not even sleep two hours?’
-
-‘Oh, what does it matter about me?’ says she in a low, impatient tone.
-‘Think of him. All last night he cried—he cried dreadfully. And what cut
-me to the heart,’ says the girl in an agonized tone, ‘was that I think
-sometimes he was keeping back his tears, for fear they should grieve me.
-Oh, how he suffers! Mr. Crosby’—suddenly, almost sharply—‘should people,
-should little, lovely, darling children like this, suffer so horribly,
-and when it is no fault of their own? Oh’—passionately—‘it is frightful!
-it is wrong! Father is sometimes angry with me about saying it, but how
-can God be so cruel?’
-
-Her tone vibrates with wild and angry grief, yet still she keeps it low.
-It strikes Crosby as wonderful that, through all her violent agitation,
-she never forgets the child sleeping in her arms.
-
-He says nothing, however. Who could, to comfort her, in an hour like
-this? He bends over the sleeping child and looks at him. Such a small
-face, and so lovely, in spite of the furrows pain has laid upon it. How
-clearly writ they are! And yet the child is like Susan—strangely like.
-In the young blooming face, bending over the emaciated one, the likeness
-can be traced.
-
-‘You think—you think——’ whispers Susan eagerly, following his gaze, and
-demanding an answer to it.
-
-‘He looks ill, but——’
-
-‘But?’ There is a terrible inquiry—oh, more, poor child!—there is
-terrible entreaty in her question.
-
-‘Susan,’ says Crosby, ‘there is always hope. But the child is very ill.’
-
-‘Ah!’ She shrinks from him. ‘That there is no hope is what you want to
-say to me.’
-
-‘It is not. Far worse cases have sometimes recovered. But in the
-meantime’ anxiously—‘I think of you. You look exhausted. You shouldn’t
-keep him on your lap like that. I have just seen Miss Barry, and she
-tells me you keep him in your arms by night and by day.’
-
-Susan turns upon him with an almost fierce light in her gentle eyes.
-
-‘I shall keep him in my arms always—always—when he wishes it. I——’ She
-stops. ‘He can’t die whilst I hold him,’ cries she. She draws in her
-breath sharply, and then, as if the cruel word ‘die’ has stung her, she
-breaks into silent, but most bitter, weeping.
-
-‘This is killing you,’ says Crosby.
-
-‘Oh, I almost wish it were,’ says she. She has choked back her tears,
-fearing lest the sleeping child should be disturbed by the heaving of
-her chest. She lifts her haggard, sad young eyes to his. ‘It is I who
-have brought him to this pass. Every pang of his should by right be
-mine. It is I who should bear them.’
-
-‘It seems to me,’ says Crosby gravely, ‘that you are bearing them.’
-
-He waits a moment; but she has gone back to her contemplation of her
-little brother’s face. She is hanging over him, her eyes fixed on the
-pale, fragile features, as if fearing, as if dwelling, on the thought of
-the last sad moment of all, when he will be no longer with her, when the
-grave will have closed over him.
-
-Presently Crosby, seeing her so absorbed, rises very quietly and takes a
-step towards the door.
-
-As he moves she lifts her head, and holds out to him the one hand free.
-
-‘Mr. Crosby,’ whispers she, with a dreary attempt at a smile, ‘I don’t
-believe I have even said so much as “How d’ye do?” to you. I certainly
-have not welcomed you back——’
-
-‘No,’ says Crosby, ‘not one word of welcome. But how could I expect it
-at such a time?’
-
-‘And, any way, I need not say it,’ says she, her eyes filling. ‘You know
-you are welcome.’
-
-‘To you, Susan?’
-
-‘To me? You know—you must know that,’ says Susan, with the sweetest
-friendliness.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Crosby goes straight into Mr. Barry’s study, where he finds the Rector
-immersed in his books and notes, and there makes clear to him the
-subject that only five minutes ago had become clear to himself. Yet it
-is so cleverly described to Mr. Barry that the latter might well be
-excused for believing that it had been thought out for many days, and
-carefully digested before being laid before him. The fact was that he,
-Crosby, was going to Germany almost immediately—certainly next
-week—though even more certainly he had not thought of going to Germany—a
-country he detested—so late as this morning. There were wonderful baths
-there, he said, and a specialist for rheumatic people. He made the
-specialist the least part of the argument, though in reality it was the
-greatest, as the professor he had in mind (who had come to his mind
-during his interview with Susan, so sadly miserable with that child upon
-her knee) was one of the most distinguished men alive where rheumatic
-affections were in question. If Mr. Barry would trust his little son to
-him, would let him take Bonnie to these wonderful life-restoring baths
-and to this even more wonderful specialist, he would regard it as a
-great privilege, as a mark of friendship, of esteem.
-
-Poor Mr. Barry! He sank back in his chair, and covered his eyes with his
-hands. How could he take from a perfect—well, a comparative stranger—so
-great a boon? All the old instincts, the pride of a good race, fought
-with him; but with the old instincts and the pride love fought, and
-gained the victory.
-
-The child—had he the right to refuse life to the child because of his
-senseless shrinking from obligations to another? He asked himself this
-question over and over again, whilst Crosby, who sincerely pitied him
-because he understood him, waited. And then all at once the father saw
-the child bathed in sweat and moaning with awful pain, and human nature
-prevailed. He gave in.
-
- * * * * *
-
-‘I can never repay you, Mr. Crosby,’ he said, in a shortened tone,
-standing tall and grim and crushed behind his table, his sharp
-aristocratic features intensified by the shabbiness of the furniture
-around him.
-
-‘There is nothing to repay,’ says Crosby lightly. ‘This is a whim of
-mine. I believe in this specialist of whom I tell you; many do not. But
-I have sufficient cause for my belief to ask you to entrust your little
-son to my care. I tell you honestly it is a whim. If you will gratify
-it, it will give me pleasure.’
-
-Mr. Barry rises and walks to the window. His gaunt figure stands out
-clear before it and the room.
-
-‘No, no,’ says he. ‘You cannot put it like that. Do not imagine all your
-kind words can destroy the real meaning of your kind action. This is the
-best action, sir, that I have ever known’—his voice shakes—‘and, as I
-tell you, I can never repay it.... But the child——’
-
-He turns more sharply, as if going to the window merely to adjust the
-blind, but a slight glance at him has told Crosby that the tears are
-running down his cheeks. Poor man! Poor father!
-
-‘The child will be safe with me,’ says Crosby earnestly.
-
-‘I know that.’ The Rector turns all at once; his face is now composed,
-but he looks older, thinner, if that could be. He comes straight up to
-Crosby. ‘I am a dull old man,’ says he hurriedly. ‘I can’t explain
-myself. But I know what you are doing—I know—I——’ He hesitates. ‘I would
-pray for you, but you have no need of prayers.’
-
-‘We all have need of prayers,’ says Crosby gravely. ‘Mr. Barry, this is
-an adventure of mine, out of which no man can say how I may come. I take
-your child from you, but how can I say that I will bring him back to
-you? If you will pray, pray for him, and for me, too, that we may come
-back together.’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIX.
-
- ‘Tears from the depth of some divine despair.’
-
-
-Thus it was arranged, and when another week has come and gone, the day
-arrives when Crosby is to carry off little Bonnie to distant lands with
-a view to his recovery.
-
-Susan had of course been told, and there had been a rather painful scene
-between her and her aunt and her father.
-
-‘Bonnie to be taken from her!’ and so soon.
-
-‘But for his good, Susan.’
-
-She had given in at the last, as was inevitable, with many cruel
-tearings at her heart, and miserable beliefs that his going now would
-mean his going for ever. He would never come back. And they would bury
-him there in that strange land without his Susan to comfort him and
-soothe his dying moments.
-
-It is with great fainting of the spirit that Susan rises to-day—to-day,
-that will see her little lad carried away from her, no matter in whose
-kindly hands, to where she cannot know under three days’ post whether he
-be alive or——
-
-At one part of his dressing (he has never yet since his first illness
-been dressed by anyone but Susan) she had given way.
-
-Of course, the child knew he was going somewhere with Mr. Crosby—he
-liked Crosby—‘to be made well and strong, my own ducky,’ as Susan had
-told him, with her heart bursting.
-
-But I think it was when she was halfway through his dressing, and,
-kneeling on the floor beside him, was fastening his small suspenders,
-that Susan’s courage failed her.
-
-‘Oh, Bonnie! Oh, my own Bonnie!’ she cried, pressing her head against
-his thin little ribs.
-
-‘Susan,’ said the child earnestly, turning and clasping his arms round
-her bent head, ‘I’ll come back to you. I will indeed! I promise!’
-
-It was a solemn promise; but it gave Susan nothing but such an awful
-pang of sure foreboding that it subdued her. Despair gives strength. She
-stopped her tears, and rose, and ministered to his little needs, and
-became as though grief was no longer hers—as though she lived and moved
-as her usual self. This immobility frightened her, because she knew she
-would pay the penalty for it later on, when he was gone.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Now, standing in the garden, awaiting Mr. Crosby and the carriage that
-is to carry the boy away from her for six long months, she is still
-dry-eyed and calm.
-
-Here it comes. She can hear the horses’ hoofs now, and the roll of the
-carriage-wheels along the road. And now it is stopping at the gate. And
-now——
-
-Mr. Crosby has jumped out and is coming towards her.
-
-‘You must say good-bye to me here, Susan,’ says he, ‘because there will
-only be good-bye for the little brother presently.’
-
-‘Good-bye,’ says she.
-
-‘Obedient child.’ But as he holds her hand and looks at her, he can see
-the rings that grief has made around her beautiful eyes.
-
-Seeing him still waiting, as if for a larger answer, as she thinks,
-though in reality he is only silent because of his studying of her sad
-sweet face with its tears and its courage, so terrible in one so young,
-she says tremulously, ‘I have not even thanked you!’
-
-‘That is not it,’ says Crosby. ‘There is nothing to thank me for, but
-there is something, Susan, you might say. Tell me that you will miss me
-a little bit whilst I’m away.’
-
-Susan’s hand trembles within his, but answer makes she none.
-
-‘Well?’ says he again, as if determined not to be defrauded of his
-rights by this child—this pretty child. She may not love him, but surely
-she may miss him.
-
-Susan raises her eyes, and he can see that they are filled with tears.
-
-‘Oh, I shall!’ says she earnestly. ‘I shall miss you, and long for your
-return.’
-
-This fervid speech is so unlike Susan, that all at once he arranges a
-meaning for it. Of course, Bonnie will be with him; she will long for
-the child’s return. If he resents a little this thought of Susan’s for
-Bonnie, to the entire exclusion of himself, he still admires the
-affection that has inspired it and that desolates her lovely face.
-
-‘Susan, I shall take care of him,’ says he earnestly. ‘Trust me in this
-matter. If human skill can do anything for him, I shall see that it is
-done; if care and watching and attention are of any use, he shall have
-them from me.’
-
-‘Ah, but love?’ says Susan. ‘He has been so used to love! And now he
-will not have me. Mr. Crosby’—clasping her hands together as if to keep
-the trembling of them from him—‘try—try to love him! He is so sweet, so
-dear, that it can’t be hard—and—and——’
-
-She stops; her face is as white as death.
-
-‘I would to God, Susan,’ says he, ‘that you could have come with us too;
-but that—that was impossible.’
-
-‘I know—I know. And, of course, I sound very ungrateful; but he is so
-ill, so fragile, so near to——’ She shivers, as if some horrid pain had
-touched her. ‘And it is to me he has turned for everything up to this.
-And to-morrow’—suddenly she lifts her hands to her face, and breaks down
-altogether—‘oh, who will dress him to-morrow?’
-
- * * * * *
-
-The end has almost come. Bonnie has said good-bye to his father and all
-the rest of them, and is now clinging to Susan and crying bitterly. Poor
-Susan! she is very pale, and is visibly trembling as she holds the child
-to her with all her strength, as though to let him go is almost
-impossible to her; but she holds back her tears bravely, afraid of
-distressing him further.
-
-‘I told you I should have taken you with us,’ says Crosby in a low tone
-to Susan, more with a view to lightening the situation than anything
-else. But the situation is made of material too heavy to be blown aside
-by any such light wind. Susan pays no heed to him. He is quite aware,
-indeed, after a moment, that Susan neither sees nor hears him. She is
-holding the child against her heart, and breathing into his ear broken
-words of love and hope and courage.
-
-At last the final moment comes. Crosby has shaken hands with Mr. Barry,
-who is looking paler and more gaunt than usual, for at least the fourth
-time, and has now come to the carriage in which Susan has placed Bonnie,
-having wrapped him warmly round with rugs. Betty is standing near her.
-
-‘Good-bye,’ says Crosby, holding out his hand to Betty, who is crying
-softly.
-
-‘Oh, good-bye,’ cries she, flinging her arms round his neck and giving
-him a little hug. ‘We shall never forget this of you—never!’
-
-‘I shall bring him back,’ says he, smiling. He pats her shoulder—dear
-little girl!—and turns to Susan. ‘Don’t be unhappy,’ he whispers
-hurriedly. ‘You spoke of love for him. I shall love him! I shall never
-let him out of my sight, Susan. I swear that to you. You believe me? You
-will take comfort?’
-
-‘I believe you,’ says Susan, lifting her miserable eyes to his, ‘and I
-trust you.’
-
-‘Good-bye, then.’
-
-‘Good-bye. I heard what you said to Betty. You will bring him back—that
-is a promise.’
-
-‘With the help of God I’ll bring him back to you,’ says Crosby solemnly.
-‘And now, good-bye again.’
-
-‘Good-bye,’ says Susan. And then, to his everlasting surprise, she leans
-forward, lays her hands upon his shoulders, and presses her lips to his
-cheek, not lightly or carelessly, but with heartfelt feeling. She shows
-no confusion. Not so much as a blush appears upon her face. It seems the
-most natural thing in the world—to her!
-
-That it is gratitude only that has impelled her to this deed is quite
-plain to Crosby. He pushes her back from him very gently, and, stepping
-into the carriage, is soon out of sight.
-
-But the memory of that kiss goes with him. It seems to linger on his
-cheek, and he can still see her as she raised her head, with her lovely
-tear-dimmed eyes on his. It was all done in the most innocent, the most
-friendly way. She had no thought beyond the fact that he was being very
-good to the little idolized brother. It was thus she showed her
-gratitude.
-
-But even through gratitude to kiss him! Suddenly a fresh, a most
-unpleasant thought springs to life. No doubt she regards him as an old
-fogey—a man of such and such an age—a kind of bachelor uncle! Oh,
-confound it! He is not so very much older than she is, if one comes to
-think of it. He feels a rush of anger towards Susan, followed by a
-strange depression, that he either will not or does not understand. The
-anger, however, he understands well enough. There is no earthly reason
-why she should think him old enough to kiss like that. It was abominable
-of her.
-
-He is conscious of a longing to go back and have it out with her—to ask
-her at what age she considers a man may be kissed. But at this point he
-checks himself, and gives way to a touch of mirth that is a trifle grim.
-She might mistake his meaning, and say twenty—that would be about her
-own age.
-
-And of course it is impossible to go back, the journey once begun.
-Though why he had undertaken the charge of this child except to please
-her he hardly knows. And in all probability the cure will never be
-effected. And then she will go even further, and regret having given him
-that insulting kiss—of gratitude. And what on earth is he to do with
-this child—this burden?
-
-Here he looks round at the little burden. Bonnie is asleep. All the
-tears and excitement have overcome him, and he is lying back in a deep
-slumber, and in a most uncomfortable position.
-
-Crosby bends over him, and tenderly, very tenderly, lifts the small
-delicate, flower-like head from its uneasy resting-place against the
-side of the carriage, and lays it softly on his arm. And thus he
-supports it for the rest of the drive, until, Dublin being reached, he
-gives him into the care of a trained nurse procured from the Rotunda,
-who is to accompany the child abroad.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER L.
-
- ‘How goodness heightens beauty!’
-
-
-‘Oh, what a Christmas Day!’ cries Betty, springing out of bed and
-rushing to the window.
-
-‘You will catch your death of cold,’ says Susan sleepily; but in spite
-of this protest, or, rather, in despite of it, she, too, jumps out of
-her cosy nest and hurries to the window. ‘Oh, what a morning!’ breathes
-she.
-
-And, indeed, the world seems all afire to-day. The sun is glittering
-upon the snow, and the snow is casting back at it lights scarcely less
-brilliant. All the trees and shrubs are gaily decked with snowy wraps
-and armlets, whilst here and there, through the universal white, big
-branches of holly-berries, scarlet as blood, peep out.
-
-‘Ouf! Yes; but it’s cold,’ says Betty, after a moment or two.
-
-‘I told you you would catch cold,’ says Susan, turning upon her
-indignantly, though in reality she stands quite as big a chance of
-meeting the dread foe as Betty.
-
-‘I’ll catch you instead!’ cries Betty, with full intent.
-
-Whereon ensues a combat that might have given the gods pause—a most
-spirited hunt, that takes them round and round the small bedroom a dozen
-times or more. It is a regular chase; over the bed, and past the
-wardrobe, and behind the dressing-table—it was a near shave for Susan
-that last, and full of complication, but she gets out of it with the
-loss of only one small china ornament, the very least concession that
-could be made to the god of battle.
-
-And now away again! Over the bed once more, and round a chair, deftly
-directed at the enemy’s toes, and——After all, the very bravest of us can
-sometimes know defeat, and Susan is at last run to earth between a
-basket-chair and a trunk.
-
- * * * * *
-
-After this they condescend to dress—both a little exhausted, and Betty,
-I regret to say, jibbing at her bath.
-
-‘If it was hot I’d say nothing,’ says she. ‘When I’m married I’ll have a
-hot bath in December.’
-
-‘Who’d marry you?’ says Susan, and then, like the immortal parrot, is
-sorry that she spoke. Showers of icy water descend upon her!
-
-But now breakfast is ready, and they must hasten down, with a last look
-out of their favourite window at the golden colouring there.
-
-‘I suppose it’s almost warm where Bonnie is,’ says Betty, after a slight
-pause.
-
-‘I hope so. Yes; I think so.’ There is, however, doubt in Susan’s tone.
-It seems impossible to believe any place warm with that snow-burdened
-garden outside.
-
-‘It must be warm,’ says Betty. ‘Bonnie could not stand cold like this,
-and the last accounts were not bad’—this rather doubtfully.
-
-‘No. But’—Susan’s face, that had been glowing, now loses something of
-its warmth—‘not good, either. Still——Betty’—she looks at her
-sister—‘don’t you think Mr. Crosby is a man one might depend upon?’
-
-‘Oh, I do—I do indeed!’ says Betty. ‘He’—earnestly, and with a view to
-please Susan—‘is so ugly that anyone might depend upon him.’
-
-‘Ugly! He certainly is not ugly,’ says Susan. ‘I must say, Betty, I
-think sometimes you make the most foolish remarks.’
-
-‘Well, I’ll say he’s handsome, if you like,’ says Betty, slightly
-affronted. ‘Any way, he has been very good to Bonnie. I suppose that’s
-what makes him handsome in your eyes. And he has been kind, too—could
-anyone be kinder?—and sometimes, Susan, I feel that I love him just as
-much as you do.’
-
-‘Oh, I don’t love him!’ says Susan, flushing.
-
-‘No? Is it gratitude, then? Well, whatever it is you feel, Susan, I feel
-just the same—because he has been so kind to poor Bonnie.’
-
-Susan turns away without replying. And then, ‘We must go down,’ says
-she.
-
-‘Well, come,’ says Betty, a little urgently. ‘I’m sure I have only been
-waiting for you, Susan. I wonder what Christmas cards we shall get.’
-
-‘One from Dom, any way.’
-
-Mr. Fitzgerald had been summoned home by his guardian for Christmas,
-much to his disgust.
-
-‘Oh, that! But Dom doesn’t count!’ says Betty, tilting her pretty nose
-in rather a disdainful fashion.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Breakfast is nearly over, however, before the post arrives. The postman
-of Curraghcloyne has had many delays to-day. At every house every
-resident has given him his Christmas-box, and sometimes a ‘stirrup cup’
-besides, so that by the time he gets to the Rectory he is very
-considerably the worse for wear. Yet he gives out his letters there with
-the air of a finished postman, and accepts the Rectory annual five
-shillings with a bow that would not have disgraced Chesterfield. That
-his old caubeen is on the side of his head, and his articulation
-somewhat indistinct, detracts in no wise from the dignity of the way in
-which he delivers his packages and bids Mr. Barry ‘All th’ complaints o’
-t’ saison!’
-
-‘Oh, here’s one from Dom!’ cries Betty, tearing open her letter. ‘And
-written all on the back! What on earth has he got to say on a Christmas
-card? Why didn’t he write a letter?
-
- ‘“MY DEAR BETTY,
-
- ‘“I feel as I write this that you don’t know where you are. That shows
- the great moral difference between you and me. I know where I am, and
- I wish to Heaven I didn’t. Old uncle is awfully trying. Puts your back
- up half a dozen times a minute. I don’t believe I’ll ever get back;
- because if he doesn’t murder me I shall infallibly murder him, and
- then where shall we all be? I’ve written most religiously all over
- this card (I chose a big one on purpose), so that you cannot, in the
- usual mean fashion peculiar to girls, send it on again to your dearest
- friend as a New Year’s offering. See how well I know your little
- ways!”’
-
-‘Isn’t he a beast!’ says Betty, with honest meaning. ‘And it would have
-done so nicely for old Miss Blake. You see, she has sent me one, though
-I had quite forgotten all about her. I must say Dom is downright
-malignant. I suppose I’ll have to buy her one now. All the rest of mine
-have “Happy Christmas” on them, and it does look badly to send a card
-like that for New Year’s Day. Dom’s has both Christmas and New Year on
-it, and of course it would have suited beautifully. Oh, Susan’—pouncing
-on a card in Susan’s hand—‘what a beauty, and nothing written on the
-back. You will let me have it for Miss Blake, won’t you?’
-
-‘No, no,’ says Susan hastily. She takes it back quickly from Betty. A
-little sharp unwelcome blush has sprung into her cheeks.
-
-‘Who is it from—James?’
-
-‘James! Are you mad?’ says Susan. ‘Fancy my caring for a card from
-James! Why, here is his, and you can have it to make ducks and drakes
-of, if you like.’
-
-‘But that, then?’ questions Betty, with some pardonable curiosity,
-pointing at the card denied her.
-
-‘It is from Mr. Crosby. Don’t you think, Betty,’ the treacherous colour
-growing deeper, ‘that one should treasure even a card sent by one who
-has been so good to Bonnie?’
-
-‘I do—I do indeed,’ says Betty earnestly. ‘And, after all, one would
-treasure a card from most people. Even this’—flicking Dom’s somewhat
-contemptuously—‘I’ll have to treasure, as I can’t send it away to
-anyone. Susan, I wonder if Ella has got any cards besides those we sent
-her? Shall we go to her this afternoon and ask her?’
-
-‘I don’t suppose she can have got any,’ says Susan thoughtfully. ‘You
-know she keeps herself so aloof from the world. She had yours and mine
-certainly, and Carew’s.’
-
-‘Did Carew send her one?’
-
-‘Didn’t you know?’ Susan laughs a little. ‘I didn’t think it was a
-secret. I went into his room yesterday, and saw an envelope directed to
-Ella, and said something about it; but I really quite thought he had
-told you, too.’
-
-‘Well, he didn’t! After dinner, Susan, let us run down and see her, and
-show her our cards.’
-
-‘Oh no!’ says Susan, shrinking a little. ‘If she had none of her own, it
-might make her feel—feel lonely!’
-
-‘That’s true,’ says Betty.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LI.
-
- ‘Who would trust slippery chance?’
-
-
-But, after all, Ella has a card of her own, that is not from Susan, or
-Betty, or Carew. Some hours ago the post brought it to her, and she has
-gone out into the garden, that is now lovely in its white garments, with
-the red berries of the holly-trees peeping through the snow, to read it
-and look at it again.
-
-The walks have been swept clear by Denis, who has come down from Dublin
-to spend a long (a very long) and happy Christmas week with his wife. A
-third person in Mrs. Denis’s kitchen and private apartments might have
-questioned about the happiness, but that it is a lively week goes beyond
-all doubt.
-
-With Ella’s card a little line had come too. Mr. Wyndham was coming down
-by the afternoon train, to see to something for Crosby, who had written
-to him from Carlsbad, and he hoped to call at the Cottage before his
-return. Ella reads and re-reads the little note. The afternoon train
-comes in at one o’clock. It is now after twelve. Soon he will be here!
-How kind he is to her! How good! And to remember that Christmas card!
-She had heard Susan and Betty talking of Christmas cards, and they had
-sent her one, each of them, and Carew had sent one, too. They also were
-kind, so kind; but that Mr. Wyndham should remember her, with all his
-other friends to think of!
-
-Alone in this dear garden, with no one to hear or see her, she gives way
-to her mood. Miss Manning has gone up to Dublin to spend her Christmas
-Day with an old friend, urged thereto by Ella, who, indeed, wished to be
-alone after her post had come. Now she can walk about here, and speak to
-her own heart without interruption, Mrs. Denis being engaged in that
-intellectual game called ‘words’ with her husband. Oh, how happy she
-feels—how extraordinarily happy! She laughs aloud, and, lifting her
-arms, crosses them with lazy delight behind her head, and amongst the
-warm furs that encircle her neck. This action draws her head
-backwards—her eyes upwards——
-
-Upwards! To the top of the wall on that far distant corner. There her
-eyes rest as if transfixed, and then grow frozen in this awful horror
-that has come to her. Where is the happiness now in the eyes—the young,
-glad joy?
-
-She stands as if stricken into stone, staring into a face that is
-staring back at her.
-
-On the wall close to the old tree, from which she loves to look into the
-Rectory garden and wave a handkerchief to the children there to come to
-her, sits Moore, the man from whom she had fled; the man whom she dreads
-most of all things upon earth; the man who wanted to marry her!
-
-Oh dear, dear Heaven, is all her good time ended? Such a little, little
-time, too—such a transient gleam of light—and all so black behind it!
-Like a flash her life spreads itself out before her. What a childhood!
-Unmothered, unloved! What a cold, terrible girlhood! and then a few
-short months of quiet rest and calm, and now again the old, hideous
-misery.
-
-It seems impossible for her to remove her eyes from those above her—to
-move in any way. Her brain grows at last confused, and only three words
-seem to be clear—to din themselves with a cruel persistency in her ears:
-‘All is over! All is over!’
-
-They have neither sense nor meaning to her in her present state, but
-still they go on repeating themselves: ‘All is over! All, all, all is
-over!’
-
-The man has caught a branch of the tree now, and with a certain
-activity, considering the squareness and the bulk of his body, has swung
-himself into it, and so on to the ground.
-
-He is coming towards her. The girl still stands immovable, as if rooted
-to the gravel walk; but her mind has returned to her. Alas! it brings no
-hope with it. This man, who has been a terror to her from her childhood,
-has now again come into the circle of her daily life. She draws back as
-he approaches her—her first movement since her frightened eyes met
-his—and holds up her hands, as a child might, to ward off mischief. This
-coming face to face with him is a horrible shock as well as an
-awakening. She had believed herself mistress of her fears of him, though
-her horror might still obtain, and now, now she knows that both her
-horror and her fear are still rampant.
-
-‘Well, I’ve found you at last,’ says the man, advancing across the
-grass. ‘And here!’ There is something terrible in his tone and in the
-look of scorn he casts at the pretty surroundings, beautiful always,
-though now wrapped in their snowy shrouds. ‘Four months ago I was here,’
-says he, after a lengthened pause. ‘I was on your track then, but a mere
-chance put me off it. Four months ago I might have dragged you out of
-this sink of iniquity—had I but known!’
-
-Ella is silent. That day when she had run back from the Rectory and
-fancied she saw him turn the corner of the road. That fancy had been no
-delusion, then! Ah! why had she played with it?
-
-‘Have you nothing to say?’ asks he slowly, sullenly, gazing at her with
-hard, compelling eyes. ‘No excuse to make, or are you trying to get up a
-story? I tell you, girl, it will be useless. This speaks for itself.’
-Again he looks round him, at the charming cottage, the tall trees, the
-dainty garden and winding walks.
-
-‘There is no story,’ says Ella at last. Her voice is dry and husky; she
-can hardly force the words between her lips.
-
-‘You lie!’ says the man fiercely. ‘There is a story, and a most —— one
-for you.’ His eyes light with a sudden fury, and he looks for a moment
-as though he would willingly fall upon her and choke the life out of her
-slender body. His manner is distinctly brutal, but yet there is
-something about it that speaks of honesty. It is rough, cruel, hateful,
-but honest for all that. A certain belief in himself is uppermost.
-
-He is a tall man, very strong in build, and with strong features too.
-His dress is that of the comfortable, half-educated artisan; but he
-shows some neatness in his attire. His shirt is immaculate, his hair
-well cut, and altogether he might suggest to the unimpassioned observer
-that he was a man who had dreamt many dreams of rising above the life to
-which he had been born. He is, at all events, not an ordinary man of any
-type, and distinctly one to be feared, if only for the enormous strength
-he had put forth to fight with his daily surroundings, and with his past
-(a more difficult enemy still), so as to gain a footing on the ladder
-that will raise him above his fellows.
-
-The girl shrinks from him, frightened even more by the wild light in his
-eyes than by his words, and as she shrinks he advances, contempt mingled
-with menace in his eyes.
-
-‘You thought I should never find you,’ says he, with cruel slowness.
-‘But mine you were from the beginning, and mine you are still.’
-
-Ella makes a faint and trembling protest.
-
-‘Deny it!’ cries he. ‘Deny it if you can! Your own mother left you to
-me—a mother who was ashamed to tell her real name. She left you—a waif,
-a stray—to my charity, and so, of my charity, I bought you through my
-wife. You are mine, I tell you. Hah! well you may hide your face! Child
-of infamy, now sunk in infamy!’
-
-His strong, horrible face is working. The girl, as if petrified by fear,
-has fallen back into a garden-chair, and is sitting there cowering, her
-face hidden in her shaking hands.
-
-‘So,’ continues the man in mocking accents, the very mockery of it
-betraying the intolerable love he had borne her in her sad past—a love
-now deadened, but still half alive, and quick with revengeful wrath,
-‘you ran away from me, not so much from hatred of me, but for love of
-him.’
-
-‘Of him?’ Ella lifts her haggard face at this.
-
-‘Ay, girl, of him! The man who has dragged you down to this—who has
-brought you here to be a bird in his gilded cage. D’ye think to blind me
-still? I’ve followed you, I tell you, step by step. You didn’t reckon on
-my staying powers, perhaps. But I had sworn by the heaven above
-me’—lifting his hand, large and rough and powerful, to the sky—‘that I
-would have you, dead or alive!’ He pauses. ‘When you left me, I thought
-at first that I had been too harsh to you. But I was wrong: such as you
-require harshness.’ Again he grows silent. ‘You ran to him, then,
-because you loved him! Such as you love easily; has it occurred to you,
-however, to ask yourself how long he will love you?’
-
-‘I—someone must have been telling you strange things. All this is
-impossible,’ says the girl, pressing her hands against her beating
-heart. ‘No one loves me—no one.’
-
-‘And you do not love anyone? Answer that,’ says Moore.
-
-‘No. No—except——’ She hesitates miserably. She had thought of Susan—she
-had meant to declare her love for Susan as her sole love, but another
-form had suddenly risen between her and Susan, and she loses herself.
-
-‘Another lie,’ says Moore, with a sneer. ‘Lies become fine ladies, and
-you seem to be making yourself into one in a hurry. But you’ll find
-yerself out there’—with all his care he sometimes drops into his earlier
-form of speech, and that ‘yerself’ betrays him. ‘You’re not built for a
-fine lady. You—you’—furiously—‘who came out of the gutter! Yet I can see
-you have been doing the fine lady very considerably of late—so
-considerably that you can now lie like the best of them. But’—with a
-touch of absolute ferocity—‘I tell you, your lies will be of little use
-to you with me. I’ve dropped on the truth of your story, and there shall
-be an end of it. To my dead wife your dead mother left you, and from my
-dead wife you have come to me again. To me you belong; I am your
-guardian; you are bound by law to follow me.’
-
-Ella makes a terrified gesture, then sinks back upon her seat, pale and
-chilled to her heart’s core.
-
-‘To follow you?’ The words come from between her lips, whispered rather
-than uttered; but he hears them.
-
-‘Ay, to follow me. You shall not stay in this home of infamy another
-hour if I can prevent it. And prevent it I shall.’
-
-His rugged, disagreeable face, so full of strength, lights up as he
-speaks these words of command.
-
-‘I cannot go,’ says the girl faintly.
-
-She puts out her hands again with that old, childish movement as if to
-ward off something hateful to her. There is so much aversion in this act
-that Moore’s temper fails him.
-
-‘Hate me as much as you will, still, come with me you shall!’ says he.
-‘Do you imagine——’ Here he takes a step towards her, and, catching her
-by the wrist, swings her to and fro with distinct brutality, then lets
-her go. ‘Do you think, having once found you, I shall let you go? No;
-though’—he makes a pause, and, standing before her, pours his words into
-her unwilling, nay, but half-understanding, ears—‘though I so despise
-you that I would now consider my name dishonoured if joined with
-yours—even now when I know you not to be worth the picking up—still, I
-will not let you go. You are mine, and with me you shall leave this old
-country and seek another. I start for Australia to-morrow week, and you
-shall start with me. Together we shall seek that land.’
-
-‘I cannot go,’ repeats Ella feebly. She looks magnetized. The old terror
-is full upon her, and it is but a dying effort to resist him that she
-now makes. ‘I—I——’ She stops again, and then bursts out: ‘It would kill
-me! Oh!’—holding out her hands wildly—‘why do you want me to go away?
-Why do you want me to leave this place? How’—miserably—‘can I be of any
-help to you? Of any use? You know’—in softest, most piteous
-accents—‘that I hate you—why, then, take me with you? Why not let me
-stay here in peace?’
-
-‘In sin you mean,’ says Moore, his harsh voice now filled with a new
-virulence. ‘Make an end of this, girl—for come with me you shall.
-What’—violently—‘you would not live with me, who would have honourably
-married you; but you would live with him, who will never marry you!’
-
-‘I do not desire that he should marry me,’ says the girl, drawing
-herself up. Even in this terrible moment, when all her senses feel
-dulled, a look of pride grows upon her beautiful face. ‘And he does not
-live here.’
-
-‘Enough of that!’—gruffly. ‘You have told lies sufficient for one
-morning. Get up, and come with me.’
-
-‘Come with you?’
-
-‘Ay—and at once!’
-
-‘But’—she has risen, as if in strange unreasoning obedience to his
-command, being fully beneath the spell born of her horror and fear of
-him—‘but—I must have time—to write—to leave a word. He has been so
-kind—so kind. Give me’—her face is deadly white now, her tone
-anguished—‘only one moment to go in and write a line of good-bye to
-him.’
-
-‘Not one!’ says Moore sternly. ‘I shall not even wait for you to take
-off those garments—the garments of sin—that you are wearing. You shall
-come as you are—and now.’
-
-He lays his hand upon her arm, and draws her towards the gate; still, as
-in a dream, she follows him. The bitterness of death is on her, yet she
-goes with him calmly—quietly. Perhaps there is a hope in her heart that
-as she had run away from him once, she might be able to do so again. But
-could she? Would he not, having been warned by her first escape, take
-pains to guard against a second? She knows that in her dreams, when he
-is not here, she can defy him, elude him, but to defy him when he is
-present would be too much for her; and, besides, he is her lawful
-guardian; he has said so. Her own mother had left her to him. He might
-call in the policeman in the village, and so compel her in that way. But
-oh, to go without saying good-bye to Mr. Wyndham!
-
-He had said he would come to-day! But all hope of his coming now is at
-an end. And Mrs. Denis! Not even to see her—she might have helped her.
-And not to say one word to her, or to Susan! What—what will they all
-think of her?
-
-At this moment they come to the hall-door of the Cottage, and she stops
-suddenly, and makes a little rush towards it, but the clutch on her arm
-is strong.
-
-‘To say one word to Mrs. Denis,’ she gasps imploringly, damp breaking
-out upon her young forehead. ‘Oh!’—beating her hands with miserable
-agony upon her chest—‘think how it will be! They will for ever and ever
-remember me as ungrateful—unloving—a creature who had taken their love,
-and abused it. They will be glad to forget me.’
-
-‘I hope so,’ says he coldly, utterly unmoved—nay, knowing even pleasure
-in her grief. ‘The sooner they forget you, and you them, the better.
-“They!”’ He repeats the word. ‘Why don’t you say “he” and be done with
-it?’ cries he furiously. ‘What a —— hypocrite you are!’
-
-He almost drags her to the gate. Ella, half fainting, finds herself at
-it. It is the last step. In here lies safety and happiness and peace—out
-there—— Moore turns the key in the lock, and pulls at the handle of the
-door. Yes, it is all over. The door opens. At this instant a long, low,
-passionate cry escapes from Ella.
-
-Wyndham is standing in the roadway just outside the gate!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LII.
-
- ‘Narrow minds think nothing right that is above their own capacity.’
-
-
-‘What is the meaning of this?’ says Wyndham. He comes in quickly,
-locking the door and putting the key in his pocket. He has taken in the
-situation at a glance.
-
-‘It means that I have come here to take this girl out of your hands,’
-says Moore, who shows no fear, or anything else, save a concentrated
-hatred of the man before him.
-
-‘Then you have come on an idle errand,’ says Wyndham haughtily. ‘I
-should advise you to amuse yourself on Christmas Days, in future, with
-something more likely to prove amusing. This young lady’—with strong
-emphasis—‘does not stir from this spot except at her own desire.’
-
-‘She is coming, for all that,’ says Moore doggedly. Wyndham glances from
-him to Ella, who now, white as a sheet, is standing trembling, like a
-frightened creature, with one small hand uplifted to her lips, as if to
-hide their trembling. Her eyes are agonized, but in some way Wyndham can
-see that, though she fancies hope dead, still hope in him has lit one
-small spark.
-
-‘Are you going?’ says Wyndham, addressing her directly.
-
-‘No, no,’ breathes she from between her frozen lips. She takes a step
-forward. ‘Don’t let me go,’ says she.
-
-‘Certainly I shan’t let you go,’ says Wyndham, with the utmost
-cheerfulness. ‘As a fact, indeed, I forbid you to go. I have excellent
-authority for looking after you.’
-
-‘What authority?’ asks Moore, who has now struck a most aggressive
-attitude upon the gravel path. ‘I shall question that. You to talk of
-authority! Why, I tell you that you, and such as you, cut a very bad
-figure in a court of law.’
-
-‘Never mind that, my man,’ says Wyndham. ‘I have no time now for
-impromptu speeches. May I ask what claim you have on this young lady?’
-
-‘I am her rightful guardian,’ says Moore, ‘and I shall exercise my
-rights. Open that gate, or it will be the worse for you. You talk of
-claims! What claim have you? Is she your wife or your——’
-
-Wyndham, who is now as white as Ella herself, turns to her:
-
-‘Go away,’ says he quickly; ‘go at once.’
-
-‘Hah! you don’t like her to hear it,’ cries Moore, now in a frenzy, as
-Ella, only too glad to get back into the beloved house, runs quickly
-towards the Cottage. He would have intercepted her flight, but Wyndham
-prevents him.
-
-‘But if not your wife, what is she? Your mistress?’
-
-‘Hold your tongue, you —— scoundrel,’ says Wyndham, his eyes blazing.
-
-‘Hold yours,’ says Moore. ‘Is she your wife? Come, answer that.’
-
-‘No,’ says Wyndham. ‘But——’
-
-‘No “buts” for me,’ says Moore. ‘I know the meaning of your “but.” Come,
-who’s the —— scoundrel now?’
-
-‘You, beyond all doubt,’ says Wyndham. ‘Stand back, man’—as the other
-makes a lunge towards him—‘and listen to law, if not to reason. You have
-as much claim on her as the beggar in the street beyond, and you know
-it.’
-
-‘I do not.’ Moore shows an air of open defiance. ‘Her mother died in my
-wife’s house, and my wife died later on and left her to me. That makes
-me her guardian, I reckon. As for you’—turning upon Wyndham defiantly—‘I
-wonder you can look an honest man in the face after what you’ve done to
-her.’
-
-‘I can look an honester man than you in the face,’ says Wyndham quietly.
-‘But let’s come to business. You wanted to marry her—eh?’
-
-‘She told you that?’
-
-‘Certainly she told me that.’
-
-‘She told you most things, it seems to me’—with a sneer that is full of
-trouble and jealousy. ‘Aren’t you ashamed to repeat them—to me?’ He
-pauses, and his face grows positively livid. ‘To me, who would have
-married her fair and square, whilst you—what have you done?’ He steps
-forward, and makes as though he would clutch at Wyndham’s collar, but
-the latter flings him backward.
-
-‘Well, what have I done?’
-
-‘Ruined her, body and soul.’
-
-‘You are wrong there,’ says Wyndham, who has recovered from his sudden
-temper, and is now quite calm. ‘You had better sit down and let us talk
-it over. You are wrong on all counts. I have done her no injury. You are
-not her proper guardian. She is in a position to support herself.’
-
-‘She is not,’ says Moore coarsely.
-
-‘But she is, I assure you, if’—with elaborate politeness—‘you will
-permit me to explain. Miss—what is her name, by the way, Moore?’
-
-‘That’—with a scowl—‘is for you to find out.’
-
-‘True. Well, I shall find it out. In the meantime, I suppose you quite
-recognise the fact that all is at an end about that idea of yours that
-you have any power over her.’
-
-‘It would take a good lawyer to convince me of that,’ says Moore
-insolently.
-
-‘A good lawyer,’ says Wyndham. ‘Well, name one.’
-
-‘Paul Wyndham, for one.’ Moore laughs sardonically as he says it, and
-looks at his antagonist as if defying him to question the power of the
-man he has named.
-
-Wyndham smiles. After all, what a compliment this man has paid him! He
-dips his hand into his waistcoat-pocket, and brings out a leather
-card-case, and hands it to Moore. The latter opens it.
-
-There is a slight pause, then Moore gives him back the case in silence.
-
-‘So you are Paul Wyndham?’ says he. His face has changed colour, but
-still his bull-dog courage sticks to him. ‘Then you ought to be the more
-ashamed of yourself.’
-
-‘I expect I’ll make you very much ashamed of yourself,’ says Wyndham,
-‘and that almost immediately. An abduction has a very unpleasant sound
-nowadays, and generally means trouble to the principal actor in it. I’d
-advise you to sit down and let us talk sense. I know all your dealings
-with this—this young lady, and they scarcely redound to your credit. In
-fact, I am pretty sure they would lead you into mischief—and six months’
-hard labour—if eloquently stated. That is the very least you would
-get—unless——’
-
-‘Six months! I am going abroad on Thursday next.’
-
-‘Are you? I wouldn’t be too sure, if I were you,’ says Wyndham grimly.
-‘It’s as bad a case of persecution as I have ever gone into. And I may
-as well say at once that, if you persist in your determination to carry
-off this poor child against her will, I shall call in the village police
-and expose the whole matter.’
-
-Moore, who has been cowed by Wyndham’s name and the stern air of the
-barrister, in spite of his show of defiance, falters here, and the
-result of the long conversation that ensues between the two men leaves
-all in Wyndham’s hands.
-
-At the end, seeing the game was up, Moore gave in unconditionally. He
-acknowledged that Ella’s name was not Moore. It was Haynes. She was no
-relation of his or his wife’s, but undoubtedly her mother had left the
-girl to their charge when dying, and as she was useful and his wife was
-fond of her, they kept her with them. Her father was dead. Mrs. Haynes
-had always been very reticent. He was of opinion that she had once been
-in better circumstances. Haynes was not respectable—he, Moore, had an
-idea that his father had cast him off. He was not at all sure that
-Haynes was his real name. He had, indeed, reasons for thinking it
-wasn’t, but he had never been able to discover anything; and when the
-child was left to them, his wife had insisted on calling her Moore. She
-had gone by that name ever since.
-
-All this information was not given until payment had been demanded and
-made, and after that there had been a final settlement, by which all the
-small belongings of the girl were to be delivered up to Wyndham; over
-this part of the transaction Moore had proved himself specially shrewd.
-As the game was up, he was determined to see himself really well out of
-it; and in the end he made so excellent a bargain that Wyndham found
-himself a good deal out of pocket. The price he paid was certainly a
-heavy one for two boxes, that might contain anything or nothing, and,
-for an astute lawyer like Wyndham, bordered on the absurd. Beyond doubt,
-if he went to law with the fellow, Ella would have got her own, but then
-there would be the publicity, and—— Any way, he paid it—not so much for
-the boxes, however, as for the certainty that Moore would go abroad and
-leave Ella free. It was for that he bought and paid. But in spite of his
-better sense, that told him if there were anything in the boxes worth
-having Moore or his wife would have traded on it long ago, still he
-looked forward to the examining of them with a strange anxiety.
-
-When they came, they brought only disappointment with them—one was a
-hideous trunk, absolutely empty; the other a small dressing-case that
-had been costly when first made, the clasps and fastenings being of
-silver. The bottles inside had no doubt been made of silver, but they
-were all gone. It was a melancholy relic, and Wyndham, looking at it,
-told himself that probably Ella’s mother had picked it up for the sake
-of its outside beauty (the wood was Coromandel, and very pretty) at some
-cheap sale. Inside it was as empty of information as the trunk itself, a
-reel or two of thread, a pair of old black silk gloves, and a little bit
-of fancy work half done, being the only things to be seen. No letters or
-clue of any sort. It looked like the dressing-case of a young girl. On
-the lid were engraved the letters E. B. He was right, then—of course
-Ella’s mother had bought it. What could E. B. have to do with Mrs.
-Haynes? Unless her maiden name. But it seemed a common story, scarce
-worth looking into any further. All that was to be seen to now was
-Moore’s departure. And this he saw to effectually, getting up on a
-pouring morning to see Moore off, and giving him half of the cheque
-agreed on, as he left the outward-bound ship that took Moore with it.
-The big trunk he got rid of through the means of Denis, who burnt it,
-and the dressing-case he took down to Ella, who regarded it with
-reverence, and made a little special place for it on one of the small
-tables in the drawing-room of the Cottage. It was all that remained to
-her, poor child—all that she knew—of the woman who was her mother.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LIII.
-
- ‘Were my whole life to come one heap of troubles,
- The pleasure of this moment would suffice,
- And sweeten all my griefs with its remembrance.’
-
-
-For the twentieth time within the last hour Susan has rushed
-tumultuously to the window, under the mistaken impression that she has
-heard the sound of wheels, and for the twentieth time has walked back
-dejectedly to her seat to the slow accompaniment of her aunt’s voice:
-‘Impatience, Susan, never took a second off any hour.’ It sounds like a
-heading from a copy-book.
-
-But Susan, after each disappointment, feels her spirits rise again, and,
-with glad delight in her heart, trifles with the work she is pretending
-to do. Betty and the boys are on the top of the garden wall, and have
-promised to send her instant tidings of the approach of the carriage.
-Susan felt she could not watch from there the home-coming of her Bonnie.
-The workings of the human mind are strange, and Susan, who had climbed
-many a wall in her time, and still can climb them with the best, shrank
-with a sort of nervous terror from being up there—on the top of that
-wall—when he came! She would have to climb down, you see, to meet her
-little sweetheart, whereas here it will be so easy to run out and catch
-him to her heart, and ask him if he has forgotten his Susan during all
-these long, long days.
-
-But truly this sitting indoors is very trying. It would be much better
-to go to the gate and wait there. Even though those others on the garden
-wall will have the first glimpse of him, still—at the gate she would
-have the first kiss. Her father had gone to the station to meet him, but
-had forbidden the others to go with him. Susan had been somehow glad of
-this command. But to go to the gate! She had thought of this often, but
-had somehow recoiled from it through a sense of nervousness; but now it
-grows too much for her, and flinging down her work, she runs out of the
-room and up to the gate, and there stands trembling, listening, waiting.
-
-Waiting for what? She hardly knows. Crosby’s letters of late have been
-very vague. They have scarcely conveyed anything. But that Bonnie is
-alive is certain, and that is all that Susan dwells on now. God grant he
-be not worse than when he left her—that he is better there seems no real
-reason for believing. But still he is coming back to her—her little boy!
-
-And in this fair spring weather too, so closely verging on the warmer
-summer. That will be good for him. If Mr. Crosby had not taken him away
-when he did, surely those late winter frosts and colds would have
-chilled to death the little life left in his precious body.... A perfect
-passion of gratitude towards Crosby shakes her soul, and brings the
-tears to her eyes. She will never forget that, never. And though, of
-course, he has failed in a sense, and her little Bonnie will come back
-to her as he went—on crutches, that had always hurt so cruelly poor
-Susan’s heart—still, he has done all he could, and he is to be
-reverenced and loved for ever because of it. Who else, indeed, would
-have thought of the delicate child, or——
-
-Oh! what is that?
-
-She strains forward. Now—now really the sound of wheels is here. It is
-echoing through the village street, and now.... Now a shout has gone up
-from the denizens on the top of the garden wall, and now a carriage has
-turned the corner.
-
-It has stopped. Mr. Crosby springs out of it; he looks at Susan, but
-Susan, after one swift glance, does not look at him; her eyes have gone
-farther, to a small, slim, beautiful boy who gets out of the carriage by
-himself, and slowly, but without a crutch, goes to Susan, and
-precipitates himself upon her with a little loving cry.
-
-‘Susan! Susan!’ says he.
-
-‘Oh, Bonnie! Oh, Bonnie!’ Her arms are round him. They seem to hold him
-as though she could never let him go again. ‘Oh, Bonnie! you can walk by
-yourself!’
-
-Suddenly she bursts into a storm of tears, and the child clinging to her
-cries too. ‘You can walk—you can walk alone!’ She repeats this between
-her sobs, her face buried in the boy’s pretty locks. It seems, indeed,
-as if she has nothing else to say—as if everything else is forgotten by
-her. The injury she had done him has been wiped out. He can walk without
-the aid of those terrible sticks.
-
-The child, thin still, and now very pale through his emotion, yet
-wonderfully healthy in comparison with what he had been, pats her with
-his little hands; and presently he laughs—a laugh so free from pain, and
-so unlike the old laugh that was more sad than many others’ tears, that
-Susan looks up.
-
-‘It is true, then,’ says she; ‘but walk for me again, Bonnie! Walk!’
-
-Again Bonnie’s laugh rings clear—how sweet the music of it is!—and
-stepping back from her, he goes to his father, who had followed him out
-of the carriage, and from him to Crosby, and from him back again to
-Susan, slowly, carefully, yet with a certain vigour that speaks of
-perfect health in the near future.
-
-Susan, who has looked as if on the point of fainting during this little
-trial, catches him in her slender arms. She is trembling visibly.
-
-Crosby goes to her quickly.
-
-‘I should have given you a hint,’ says he remorsefully. ‘I thought of
-only giving you a glad surprise; but it has been too much for you. I
-should have said a word or two.’
-
-‘There is nothing, nothing you have left undone,’ says Susan, looking at
-him over Bonnie’s head, and speaking with a gratitude that is almost
-fierce. ‘Nothing!’
-
-The others have all got down off their wall by this time, and are
-kissing and hugging Bonnie. After all, if they had had the first view of
-the carriage, still Susan has certainly had the best of the whole
-affair. Mr. Barry, with his handsome, gaunt face, radiant now, is
-endeavouring to hold them back.
-
-‘You will come in?’ says Susan to Crosby. ‘Auntie is waiting for you, to
-thank you—as if’—her eyes slowly filling again—‘anyone could thank you.’
-
-‘Oh, you can!’ says Crosby, laughing. ‘I was never so thanked in all my
-life. Why, your eyes, Susan! They hold great worlds of gratitude. You’ll
-have to stop being thankful to me, or I shall run away once more.
-And’—he looks at her with a half-laugh on his lips, but question in his
-eyes—‘you would not like to drive me into exile so soon again, would
-you?’
-
-‘No, no!’ says Susan. ‘You have been a very long time away as it is.’
-
-‘You have missed me, I hope—by that.’
-
-‘We have all missed you,’ says Susan softly.
-
-‘That’s a very general remark. Have _you_ missed me?’
-
-‘Every hour of the day,’ says Susan fervently—too fervently, too openly.
-Crosby laughs again, but there is a tincture of disappointment in his
-mirth this time.
-
-‘Faithful little friend!’ returns he gaily. ‘No, Susan, I don’t think
-I’ll go in now; but tell Miss Barry from me that I shall come down
-to-morrow to see her and my little charge. By-the-by, I have kept my
-promise to you about loving him. It was easy work; I don’t wonder now at
-your love for him. I assure you I feel downright lonely at the thought
-of leaving him behind me.’
-
-He presses her hand lightly, and goes towards Bonnie.
-
-‘Well, good-bye, old man,’ says he, catching the child and drawing him
-towards him.
-
-‘Oh no. Oh, you won’t go!’ says Bonnie anxiously.
-
-‘For the present I must. And mind you go to bed early and sleep well, or
-there will be a regular row on when next we meet.’
-
-‘You will come this evening?’ says the child, hardly listening to him.
-
-‘No;’ he shakes his head.
-
-‘To-morrow, then?’ entreats the child, clinging to him.
-
-‘To-morrow, yes.’ He whispers something in his ear, and the boy,
-flinging his arm round his neck, kisses him warmly. Crosby smiles at
-Susan. ‘See what chums we are,’ says he.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LIV.
-
- ‘What Zal said once to Rostum dost thou know?
- “Think none contemptible who is thy foe.”’
-
-
-To-morrow brings him, faithful to his word. It brings, too, a great many
-gifts with him. Is there one child of the house forgotten? Not one. And
-even Miss Barry is remembered.
-
-‘Oh, how good, how kind of you!’ says Susan. ‘Fancy remembering every
-one of us!’
-
-‘I don’t believe I was ever called good before,’ says Crosby. ‘It makes
-me feel like the bachelor uncle’—as he says this he thinks again of the
-kiss that Susan had once given him—‘and old, quite hopelessly old!’
-
-‘Nonsense!’ says Susan. ‘You?’—looking at him—‘you are not old.’
-
-‘Go to, flatterer! You really shouldn’t, Susan! Flattery is bad for
-people generally, and for me in particular. I’m very open to it.’
-
-‘I don’t flatter,’ says Susan. She laughs and runs away to answer a call
-from her aunt, who is evidently struggling with an idea, in one of the
-rooms within.
-
-‘Who’s that on the tennis-ground?’ asks Crosby of Betty as they are
-standing on the hall-door steps.
-
-‘Oh, don’t you know? That’s James. He came back a week ago. Of course,
-now I think of it’—airily—‘you couldn’t know, as we were unable to write
-to you for the past week. But it’s James. You remember hearing about
-him?’ Crosby does. ‘Well, he’s home on leave now. But,’ says Betty,
-giving way to suppressed mirth, ‘I think his wits have gone astray, and
-he believes his home is here. Anyway, we can always find him somewhere,
-round any corner, from ten to eight. And’—she grows convulsed with
-silent mirth again—‘he’s just as spooney on Susan as ever!’
-
-‘Yes?’ says Crosby.
-
-‘He’s perfectly ridiculous. He is here morning, noon and night. And when
-she lets him, he sits in her pocket by the hour. Of course it bores her,
-but Susan is so absurdly good-natured that she puts up with everything.
-Come down and have a game of tennis. Do!’
-
-Betty, who is _bon camarade_ with Crosby, slips her hand into his arm
-and leads him tennis-wards.
-
-So this is James. Crosby gives direct attention to the young man on the
-tennis-ground below him. A young man got up in irreproachable flannels,
-and with a sufficiently well-bred air about him. Crosby gives him all
-his good points without stint. He is well got up, and well groomed, and
-decently shaved—and confoundedly ugly. He laughs as he tells himself
-this. There is solace in the thought. In fact, James McIlveagh with his
-big nose and little eyes, and the rather heavy jaw, and the general look
-of doggedness about him, could hardly be considered a beauty except by a
-deluded mother.
-
-He is playing a set with Carew against Dom and Jacky, who is by no means
-to be despised as a server. It occurs to Crosby, watching him, that he
-is playing rather wildly, and giving more attention to the hall-door in
-the distance than to his adversary. Game and set are called for Dom and
-Jacky. It is with an open sense of joy upon his ugly face that Mr.
-McIlveagh flings down his racket and balls; and indeed presently, when
-he goes straight towards——
-
-Towards whom?
-
-Crosby, curious, follows the young man’s going, and then sees Susan.
-
-Susan, with Bonnie! A Bonnie who now trots happily beside her, and is
-evidently quite her slave—a pretty undoing of the old days, when she was
-always his. Tommy, full of toys brought by Crosby—a white rabbit, a
-performing elephant, an awful bear, and various other delightful things
-tucked under his fat arms—is following them.
-
-And now McIlveagh has reached her. He is speaking to her. Crosby, with a
-grim sense of amusement at his own frame of mind, wonders what on earth
-that idiot can be saying.
-
-Presently Susan, smiling sweetly, and shaking her head as if giving a
-very soft refusal to some proposal on the part of James, comes this way.
-Tommy has caught hold of Bonnie’s hand—the new Bonnie, who can now run
-about with him—and is dragging him towards the little wood, and Susan is
-protesting. But now Bonnie is protesting too. ‘I can go, Susan. I have
-walked a great deal farther than that. I have really.’ Crosby, watching
-still, as if infatuated, can see that Susan is studying Bonnie silently,
-as if in great amazement.
-
-This little, well Bonnie seems almost impossible to her. Bonnie going
-for a run—alone into the wood!
-
-Crosby comes up to her.
-
-‘I hardly realize it,’ she says gently, her eyes still upon the
-retreating form of the child.
-
-‘A great many things are hard to realize,’ says he. ‘For my part, I find
-it very hard to see myself supplanted.’
-
-‘Supplanted?’
-
-‘Decidedly. And by the redoubtable James. By the way, Susan, I think you
-gave me a distinctly wrong impression of that hero in the beginning of
-our acquaintance. He doesn’t look half so wild as you represented him.’
-
-‘As for that’—indifferently—‘I suppose they have drilled him.’
-
-‘He’s quite presentable,’ glancing at the young soldier in question,
-who, a few yards off, is looking as ugly as any impressionist could
-desire, and sulky into the bargain. He can see that Susan is sitting
-with a stranger, and evidently quite content—and—who the deuce is that
-fellow, anyway?
-
-‘What did you expect him to be?’ asks Susan.
-
-‘Unpresentable, of course. I’ve been immensely taken in. And by you,
-Susan! You quite led me to expect something interesting—a rare
-specimen—and here he is, as like one of the rest of us as two peas.’
-
-‘Did you expect him to have two heads?’ asks Susan, with a rather
-ungrateful levity, considering James is an old friend of hers.
-
-‘I hardly hoped for so much,’ says Crosby. ‘I’m not greedy. As a rule I
-am thankful for small mercies—perhaps’—with a thoughtful glance at
-her—‘because big ones don’t come my way. And I don’t think you need be
-so very angry with me, Susan, because I think the excellent James less
-ugly than’—with a reproachful air—‘I had been led to believe.’
-
-‘I think him hideous,’ says Susan promptly, and with no attempt at
-softening of any sort.
-
-‘Alas! Poor James! But do you really?’
-
-‘Very really,’ says Susan, laughing. ‘Just look at his profile.’
-
-‘It’s a good honest one,’ says Crosby. ‘If a trifle——’
-
-‘Well, I suppose it’s the trifle,’ says Susan.
-
-‘I have seen worse.’
-
-‘Oh! you can think him an Apollo if you like,’ says Susan, with a little
-shrug. Shrugs from Susan are so unexpected that Crosby regards her with
-interest. The unexpected is often very delightful, and certainly Susan,
-at this moment, with her little new petulant mood upon her, is as sweet
-as sunshine. It seems all at once to Crosby that he is seeing her now
-again for the first time, with a fresh idea of her. What a little
-slender maiden—and how beautiful, even in her thin ‘uneducated’ frock,
-that has so often seen the tub, and is of a fashion of five years ago!
-And yet, in a way, that old frock is kind to her—who would not be kind
-to her? It stands to her, in spite of its age. It throws out all the
-beauties of her delicately-built, but healthy young figure.
-
-Susan here, in this primitive gown, is Susan! Susan got up in silks and
-laces and satins, and all the fripperies of fashion, what would she be
-like?
-
-It is a question quickly answered. Why, she would be Susan too! Nothing
-could change that gentle, tender heart. He feels quite sure of that. It
-would only be Susan glorified! A Susan that would probably reduce to
-envy half the so-called society beauties of the season.
-
-Here he breaks through his thoughts, and comes back to the moment.
-
-‘I don’t like your tone,’ says he reproachfully; ‘it savours of
-unkindness. And considering how long it is since last we met——’
-
-Here Susan interrupts him, remorse tearing at her soul:
-
-‘I know. Seven months.’
-
-‘You must have found it long,’ says Crosby. ‘I make it only twenty-two
-hours, and’—consulting his watch—‘sixteen minutes.’
-
-‘Oh! if you are alluding to yesterday,’ says Susan, with dignity that
-has a sort of disgust in it.
-
-‘Of course.’
-
-‘I thought you were alluding to your being away in Germany. And as to
-finding it long’—resentfully—‘I think you must have found it very much
-longer, if you can count to a minute like that.’
-
-Was there ever such a child? Crosby roars with laughter, though
-something in his laughter amounts to passionate tenderness.
-
-‘Forgive me, Susan!’ He leans forward, and takes her hand. As he feels
-it within his—close clasped, and not withdrawn—and with Susan’s earnest
-eyes looking into his, words spring to his lips: ‘Susan, once you took
-me under your protection. Do you remember that old garden, and——’
-
-Whatever he was going to say is here rudely broken in upon by the
-advance of James, who, though distinctly ugly, looks no longer dull. He
-seems now dreadfully wide-awake. Susan draws her hand quickly away, and
-Crosby, who believes she has done this lest James should see the too
-friendly attitude, is still further mortified by her manner.
-
-‘I think I told you you were not to speak of that—that hateful day
-again,’ says she; and turning from him as if eternally offended, seats
-herself on a rug quite far away from him, and in such a position that
-James can find a resting-place at her feet—a fact he is very swift to
-see.
-
-The others have all come up now, and Dom, who is terribly
-conversational, opens the ball.
-
-‘What are you now, James?’ asks he. ‘General?’
-
-‘Not quite,’ responds James gruffly, who naturally objects to being
-chaffed in the presence of the beloved one.
-
-‘Colonel? Eh?’
-
-‘Don’t be stupid, Dom,’ says Susan suddenly. ‘He is a lieutenant, but
-soon he’ll be a captain—won’t you, James? Come up here and take part of
-my rug.’
-
-‘Oh no! no!’ says James, in a nervous, flurried tone that is filled with
-absolute adoration; ‘I like being here.’
-
-‘But——’
-
-‘My dear Susan, why interfere with his mad joy?’ says Dom in a whisper
-that is meant to be perfectly audible, and is so, to all around. ‘He’ll
-catch cold to a moral; and he’s frightfully uncomfortable. But to sit at
-your feet: what comfort could compare with that?’
-
-‘Several,’ says Susan calmly. ‘Come here, James. I want to talk to you.’
-
-And, indeed, from this moment she devotes herself to the devoted James.
-Crosby she ignores completely, and when at last he rises to go, she says
-‘good-bye’ to him with a very conventional air.
-
-‘Are you really going—and so soon?’
-
-The others have moved a little away from them.
-
-‘What is the good of my staying when you won’t even look at me?’
-
-‘I am looking at you,’ says Susan, flushing scarlet, but compelling her
-eyes to rest on his—for a moment only, however. ‘But—you know I don’t
-like you to allude to that day.’
-
-‘It was a very small allusion. It gave you’—slowly—‘your chance,
-however.’
-
-‘My chance?’
-
-‘To amuse yourself with the man of war.’
-
-‘You think that I——’
-
-‘I think a good deal at times.’ He laughs lightly, if a little
-anxiously. ‘I am thinking even now.’
-
-‘Of me?’
-
-‘Naturally’—smiling. ‘Am I not always thinking of you?’
-
-‘But what—what?’ demands she imperiously, tapping her slender foot upon
-the ground.
-
-‘That you do not believe the martial James so hideous after all.’
-
-‘Then you are wrong—quite wrong’—vehemently.
-
-‘Yes? Well, then, I think now——’
-
-‘Now?’
-
-‘That you are a very dangerous little coquette.’
-
-Susan’s colour fades. A frown wrinkles her lovely brow.
-
-‘I am not!’ says she coldly. ‘If all your thinking has only come to
-that—I—despise your thoughts.’
-
-It is the nearest approach to a quarrel he has ever had with her; but,
-instead of depressing him, it seems to exalt him, and he goes on his way
-apparently rejoicing.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LV.
-
- ‘There has fallen a splendid tear
- From the passion-flower at the gate.
- She is coming, my love, my dear;
- She is coming, my life, my fate.’
-
-
-To-day the sun is out, and all the walks at the Cottage are glittering
-in its rays. Sparks like diamonds come from the small white stones in
-the gravel, and the grassy edges close to them—clean shaven by Denis,
-who is down again on a penitential visit to his wife—are sweet and
-fresh, and suggestive of a desire to make to-day’s work a work again for
-to-morrow, so quickly the spring blades grow and prosper.
-
-Wyndham, as he walks from the station to this pretty spot, takes great
-note of Nature. Lately the loveliness—the charm of it!—the desire that
-grows in the heart for it, has come to him, has sunk into his soul. As
-he goes life seems everywhere, and with it such calm!... And here in
-this old home, what a place it is! A veritable treasury of old-world
-delights—
-
- ‘Dewy pastures, dewy trees,
- Softer than sleep—all things in order stored,
- A haunt of ancient peace.’
-
-As he walks from the gate to the Cottage, a slim figure darting sideways
-brings him to a standstill. After her bounds a huge dog. Wyndham
-restrains the cry upon his lips that would have called the dog to him,
-and, standing still, watches the pretty pair.
-
-He has come down to-day with the intention, avowed and open to his
-heart, of asking this girl to marry him. That the deed will mean ruin to
-him socially he knows, but he has faced the idea. That she will probably
-accept him seems clear, but that it will not be for love seems even
-clearer. She has always treated him as one who had given her a helping
-hand out of her Slough of Despond, but no more.
-
-Many days have led to his decision of to-day, and many thoughts, and
-many sleepless nights. But he has conquered all fears save that supreme
-one that she does not love him.
-
-This marriage, if he can persuade her to it, will offend his uncle, Lord
-Shangarry. Not a farthing will that old Irish aristocrat leave him if he
-knows he has wedded himself to a girl outside his own world—a mere waif
-and stray, disreputable, as many would call her.
-
-Disreputable!
-
-It was when this thought of what his friends’ view of his marriage would
-be first came to him, and with it a mad longing to seize the throats of
-those hideous scandalmongers, that Wyndham knew that he loved the girl
-he had saved and protected—and most honourably loved.
-
-And to-day—well, he has come down to ask her to marry him. Shangarry’s
-money may go, and all things else that the old lord can keep from him;
-the title will still be his—and hers; and with his profession, and the
-talent that they say is his, and the money left him by his dead
-mother—oh, if she had lived and seen Ella!—he may still be able to keep
-up the old name, if not in its old splendour, at all events with a sort
-of decency.
-
-Ella is now running towards him, as he stands in the shelter of the
-rhododendrons, the dog running after her, jumping about her, with soft
-velvety paws and a wagging tail. Suddenly he springs upon her and
-threatens the daintiness of her frock.
-
-‘Down now! Down now! Down!’ cries she, laughing. She catches the
-handsome brute round the neck, and looks into his eyes. “Does he love
-his own missis, then? Then down! It is really down now, sir. Not another
-jump. See’—glancing ruefully at her pretty white serge dress—‘the stains
-you have made here already.’
-
-How soft, how delicate is her voice, how full of affection for the dog!
-Surely, ‘There’s nothing ill can dwell in such a temple.’
-
-Wyndham comes forward very casually from amongst the bushes.
-
-‘Oh—you!’ cries she, colouring delightfully, but showing no
-embarrassment—he would have liked a little embarrassment. He tells
-himself that the want of it quite proves his theory that she regards him
-merely as a good friend—no more.
-
-‘Yes; I have run down for an hour or so. You’—looking round him—‘have
-been quite a good fairy to my flowers, I see.’
-
-‘Oh, your flowers!’ says she gaily, yet shyly too. Her air is of the
-happiest. She has, indeed, been a different creature since Wyndham had
-assured her a few months ago of Moore’s actual arrival in Australia.
-‘Why, they are mine now, aren’t they? You have given them to me with
-this.’ She threw out her arms in a little appropriative way towards the
-garden.
-
-‘In a way—yes.’ He pauses. Passion is rising within him. ‘Come in,’ says
-he abruptly. ‘There is something I must say to you.’
-
-The pretty drawing-room is bright with flowers, and there is a certain
-air of daintiness—a charm—about the whole place that tells of the
-refinement of its owner. It is not Miss Manning who has given this
-delicate cosiness to it—Miss Manning, good soul, who is now in the
-kitchen, very proud in the fond belief that she is helping Mrs. Denis to
-make marmalade. No! In every cluster of early roses, in every bunch of
-sweet-smelling daffodils, in the pushing of the chairs here, and the
-screens there, Wyndham can see the touch of Ella’s hand.
-
-In the far-off window, on a little table, stands the dressing-case that
-he had sent her after his interview with Moore. It is open, and some of
-the contents—what remains of them—with their silver tops, are shining in
-the rays of the sun. The girl’s glance catches them, and all at once the
-merry touch upon her lips dies away, and gloom settles on her brow. The
-lost bottles, the battered and dismantled case, seem to Wyndham but the
-broken links of a broken life, and a thrill of pity urges him to instant
-speech.
-
-‘Don’t look like that, Ella.’ And then, with a burst of passion and
-grief: ‘My darling, what does it matter?’ And then again, almost without
-a stop, ‘Ella, will you marry me?’
-
-For a moment she looks at him as if not understanding. Then a most
-wonderful light springs into her eyes. But when he would go to her and
-take her in his arms, she puts out hers, and almost imperiously forbids
-him.
-
-‘No,’ says she clearly, if a little wildly perhaps.
-
-‘But why—why? Oh, this is nonsense! You know—you must have known for a
-long time—that I love you.’
-
-‘I did not know,’ says she faintly. ‘I—even now it seems impossible.
-Don’t!’ as he makes a movement towards her. ‘Don’t misunderstand me. I
-know now’—her voice breaking a little—‘that it might have been. But what
-is impossible’—her young voice growing rounder, fuller, and unutterably
-wretched—‘is that I should marry you.’
-
-‘You think because——’
-
-But she sweeps his words aside.
-
-‘It is useless,’ says she, with a strength strange in one so few miles
-advanced upon life’s roadway, until one remembers how sad and eventful
-those few miles she has trodden have been—how full of miserable
-knowledge, how full of the cruel lesson—how to bear! ‘I am nobody, less
-than nobody. And you—are somebody. Do you think I would consent to ruin
-your life—the life of the only one who has—who has ever stood my
-friend?’
-
-‘This gratitude is absurd!’ he breaks in eagerly. ‘What have I done for
-you? Let you the Cottage at a fair rental!’
-
-‘Ah, no!’ There is irrepressible sadness in her air. She struggles with
-herself, holding her hands against her eyes for a little while—pressing
-them hard, as if to keep down her emotion. ‘I won’t—I can’t go into it,’
-says she brokenly. ‘But when I forget—Mr. Wyndham’—she turns upon him
-passionately—‘never ask me that question again. Nothing on earth would
-induce me to link my name with yours.’ She pauses, and a hot blush
-covers her face. ‘My name!’—she repeats her words with determination,
-though he can see how the determination hurts her—‘I have no name.’
-
-‘That is all the more reason why you should take mine,’ breaks he in
-hotly.
-
-‘And so destroy it. I shall not, indeed,’ says the girl firmly. Her
-firmness is costing her a good deal. It causes Wyndham absolute physical
-suffering to see the pallor of her face, the trembling of her slight
-form. But that he can shake her decision seems improbable. Something in
-her face takes him back to that terrible hour in which he first saw her,
-when with pale face and undaunted spirit she accepted the chance of
-death. Her voice, even in this hour of renunciation of all that she
-holds dearest, rings clear. ‘Do you think I would requite all your
-kindness to me by being the cause of your disinheritance by your uncle?
-Do you think Lord Shangarry would ever forgive your marriage with a
-woman of whom no one knows anything—not even her parentage?’
-
-‘I am willing to risk all that.’
-
-‘But I’—slowly—‘am not.’
-
-‘Ella, if you loved me——’
-
-‘Ah!’ A cry breaks from her, a cry that betrays her secret, and
-convinces him of her love for him. It is full of exquisite pain, and
-seems to wound her. Is it not because she loves him that—— ‘Well, then,’
-says she miserably, ‘say I do not. Think I do not.’
-
-‘I will not think it,’ cries he vehemently, ‘until you say it. Ella, my
-beloved, what has this old man’s wealth to do with you or me? What has
-the world to do with us? Come now, look into it with me. Here are you,
-and here am I, and what else is there in all the wide world for us two,
-Ella?’ And now he breaks into earnest, most manly entreaties, and wooes
-her with all his soul, and at last—as a true lover should—upon his
-knees.
-
-But she resists him, pushing his clasping hands away.
-
-‘I will not! I will not!’ repeats she steadfastly.
-
-‘Oh, you are cold; you do not care,’ cries he suddenly.
-
-He springs to his feet, angry, yet filled with an admiration for her
-that has, if not increased his love, made it more open to him. A strong
-man himself, and hard to move, he can see the splendid strength of this
-poor girl, who, because of her love for him, refuses his love for her.
-
-His sudden movement has upset the small table on which the dressing-case
-is standing, and brings it heavily to the ground.
-
-There is a crash, a breaking asunder of the sides of the case, and here
-on the carpet before their astonished gaze lies a small sheaf of letters
-and a faded photograph. Where had they come from? Had there been a
-secret drawer? Wyndham, stooping, picks them up. A name catches his eye.
-Why, this thing, surely, is a certificate of marriage!
-
- * * * * *
-
-As he reads, hurriedly, breathlessly, going from one letter to another
-and back again, from the few pages of a small disconnected diary to the
-marriage certificate in his other hand, his face grows slowly white as
-death.
-
-‘Oh, what is it?’ cries Ella at last.
-
-‘Give me time.’ His tone is full of ill-repressed agitation.
-
-Again he reads.
-
-The girl drops on her knees beside him, her face no less white than his.
-What does it all mean? What secret do these old letters hold? The
-photograph is lying still upon the floor, and her eyes, riveting
-themselves upon it, feel at once as though they were looking at
-someone—someone remembered—loved! She stares more eagerly. Surely it
-reminds her, too, of ... of—she leans closer over it—of someone feared
-and hated! Oh! how could that gentle face be feared—or hated—and yet,
-was there not someone, who——
-
-‘Oh, I know it!’ cries she suddenly, violently. She springs to her feet
-as if stung, and turns a ghastly face on Wyndham. ‘Look at it!’ cries
-she, gasping, pointing to the photograph at her feet. ‘It is like your
-aunt, Mrs. Prior.’
-
-‘Like your aunt!’ says Wyndham slowly, emphatically. The hand with the
-letters in it has dropped to his side, but he is holding those old
-documents as if in a vice.
-
-‘Mine—Mrs. Prior—oh no! oh no!’ says Ella, making a gesture of fear and
-horror.
-
-‘Yes, yours and mine, Ella!’ There is passionate delight and triumph in
-his whole air. ‘A moment ago you said you had no name; now—now,’
-striking the papers in his hand, ‘you have one! These are genuine, I
-swear they are, and they prove you to be the grand-daughter of Sir John
-Burke, and of—strangest of all things—the Professor.’
-
-‘I—how can I understand? What is it?’ asks she faintly.
-
-He explains it to her, and it is, indeed, all that he has said. The
-breaking up of that queer old dressing-case, that afterwards Mrs. Prior
-had most unwillingly to admit belonged to Ella’s mother—the lost Eleanor
-Burke—brought all things to a conclusion. There was the diary in it that
-proved the writer to be Eleanor Burke beyond all doubt, and the heiress
-of her dead father, Sir John; and there was the marriage certificate
-that proved poor Eleanor’s marriage to as big a scamp as could be found
-in Europe, which is saying a good deal; and there were many other
-letters besides, to show that the scamp, who called himself Haynes to
-evade the law (and his father), was the son of Professor Hennessy. That
-Ella had forgotten the other name her poor mother bore, ‘Haynes,’ and
-had let her identity be lost in the word ‘Moore,’ had, of course, much
-to do with the unhappy mystery that had so long surrounded her. After
-Sir John’s death—that left Eleanor, his eldest girl, his heir, or
-failing her, her children—much search had been made for Eleanor under
-the name of Haynes, but naturally without avail. Anyway, the whole thing
-had gradually sunk out of sight; Eleanor was accepted as dead, and her
-fortune lapsing to Mrs. Prior, she reigned in her stead.
-
- * * * * *
-
-‘You see how it is,’ says Wyndham, who from a rather prematurely old,
-self-contained man has developed into an ordinary person, full of
-enthusiasm. ‘You are now Miss Hennessy—a hideous name, I allow. But you
-were,’ with a flick of humour, ‘so very anxious for a name of any sort,
-that perhaps you will forgive the ugliness. And you are heir to a good
-deal of money on both sides. Mrs. Prior will have to hand out a
-considerable amount of her capital, and as for me ... I feel nothing
-less than a defrauder. You know your grandfather, the Professor, left me
-the bulk of his fortune—not knowing you were so much as in the world at
-the time he made his will. Of course, that, too—— Are you listening,
-Ella?’
-
-The fact that the girl is not listening to him has evoked this remark.
-Whatever ‘gray grief’ had to do with her a few minutes ago, before the
-breaking of her mother’s dressing-case, it has nothing to do with her
-now. All the splendour of youth has come back to her face, and all the
-happiness; yet still it is quite plain to him that her mind is not set
-on the money that fate has cast upon her path, or on the high chances of
-gaining a place in society, but on——
-
-‘No,’ says she slowly, simply, and with a touch of trouble, as if
-bringing her mind with difficulty back to something far away.
-
-‘You must give me your attention for a moment,’ says he sharply. Ever
-since he discovered that she was not only the possessor of a very good
-name, in spite of its ugliness, but also the heiress of a very
-considerable sum of money, all passion has died out of his tone. If he
-thought, however, by this to deceive her with regard to his honest
-feeling for her, he is entirely mistaken. ‘There are things to which you
-will have to listen—to which you ought to wish to listen. And if’—with a
-frown—‘you will not think of your good fortune, of what will you think?’
-
-There is a long silence. And then there is a little rush towards him,
-and two arms are flung round his neck.
-
-‘I am thinking,’ cries she softly, clinging to him, ‘that now I can
-marry you.’
-
- * * * * *
-
-Heavenly moments on this side of the sky are few and far between. It is
-Ella, so strangely unlike a woman, who breaks into the delicious
-silence.
-
-‘That night! I wish now——’
-
-‘Wish nothing, so far as that is concerned. That night I saw you first
-gave you to me.’
-
-‘But——’
-
-‘That sounds like fright,’ interrupts he, laughing. ‘But you are not
-easily frightened, are you? That night—you see, I insist upon going back
-to it’—catching her hands and drawing her to him—‘no, you shall not be
-ashamed of it. That night in which we both met for the first time you
-were not frightened. You walked towards death without a qualm.’
-
-‘Ah, I was too wretched then to be frightened of anything!’ says she.
-
-She looks at him, a smile parts her lips, and slowly, slowly she leans
-towards him until her cheek is resting against his.
-
-‘I should be frightened now,’ says she softly, tenderly.
-
-His arms close round her. He clasps her to his heart.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LVI.
-
- ‘Your heart is never away,
- But ever with mine, for ever,
- For ever, without endeavour,
- To-morrow, love, as to-day;
- Two blent hearts never astray,
- Two souls no power may sever,
- Together, O my love, for ever!’
-
-
-There was a deal of trouble over it for a while, but when that faded
-photograph and the certificate and the diary were brought into a larger
-light things smoothed down. Shangarry saw at once how it must end, and
-accepted the situation gracefully; but Mrs. Prior was a little hard to
-manage until Ella (who refused point-blank to meet her) declared her
-determination not to take more than half the money that had been left to
-her by Sir John Burke, her grandfather. It was quite astonishing how
-Mrs. Prior softened towards her after that. But Ella stood firm and
-would not see her.
-
-Later on she might consent to meet—at Lord Shangarry’s, perhaps (he had
-fallen in love with the pretty, gentle girl who had endured so much), or
-at Lady Forster’s house this season—Lady Forster had written a very
-charming note—but not just now. Gentle as Ella was, she could not
-forgive too readily. Yes, Lady Forster’s would be the best place. They
-would be in town after their honeymoon, and there they could see Mrs.
-Prior and break the ice, as it were.
-
-But to-day no ice has to be broken. Ella, who has arranged with Wyndham
-to meet him in the old Rectory garden, has gone over quite early to be
-petted and made much of by all there—Carew excepted. That unhappy youth,
-his first grand passion having been ruthlessly laid in the dust, and
-with yet another new trouble that had arrived by the post some days ago
-upon his shoulders, has carried himself and his injured affections far,
-far away, to a distant trout stream.
-
-Wyndham is staying with Crosby, who is most honestly glad of his
-friend’s successful exit from a difficult situation. He has, indeed,
-been highly sympathetic all through, astonishingly so for so determined
-a bachelor, as he seems to Wyndham, who six months ago had seemed quite
-as determined a bachelor to Crosby. Only to-day, at luncheon, he had
-told Wyndham not to mind about leaving him when the ‘Rectory’ called. He
-(Crosby) might walk down there later on. But he advised Wyndham to hurry
-up, to start as early as he liked, not to wait for him, and so forth.
-Wyndham took him at his word, decided not to wait, and was therefore
-naturally a little surprised to find Crosby on the door-steps, not only
-ready to go with him, but distinctly impatient. This seemed such
-devotion to the cause, such honest friendliness towards him and Ella,
-that Wyndham felt quite grateful to him.
-
- * * * * *
-
-‘How happy they look!’ says Miss Barry to Susan, finding herself alone
-with her niece for a moment. She is looking at Wyndham and Ella, who
-indeed seem to have reached their pinnacle of bliss. ‘And no wonder,’
-with a sigh. ‘He is a most excellent match. Not only money, but a
-title—in the distance. I can’t help wishing, Susan,’ sighing again, and
-more heavily this time, ‘that it had been you.’
-
-‘Me! I wouldn’t marry him for anything,’ says Susan indignantly.
-
-‘That’s what girls always say,’ says Miss Barry mournfully, ‘until they
-are asked.’ Perhaps she herself had said it many times. ‘But I assure
-you, Susan, money is a good thing—and your poor father just now, with
-the loss of this four hundred pounds that he had laid aside for Carew——’
-
-‘Oh, I know!’ says Susan miserably. ‘It is dreadful. Poor, poor
-father—and poor Carew, too! I suppose he can’t go in for his exam now?’
-
-‘No, I’m afraid not, unless some miraculous thing should occur.
-Susan!’—Miss Barry looks wistfully at her niece—‘James, now, he will be
-well off—and he could help us. If you could——’
-
-‘Could what?’ Susan’s eyes are almost menacing.
-
-‘Think of him—in that way. He is well off, my dear, and——’
-
-‘I shall not marry James,’ says Susan distinctly. ‘I wonder how you
-could suggest it to me.’
-
-‘Certainly he is very ugly,’ says Miss Barry, who has grown, poor soul,
-very meek of late; the smashing of the bank that had held the four
-hundred pounds, the savings of years, that the Rector had laid by with
-the hope of putting his eldest boy into the army, has lowered her
-spirit. Poverty seems to pursue them. And the sight of the Rector,
-crushed and more gaunt than usual, has gone to her old heart. If only
-Susan—any of them—could be provided for. How happy that girl Ella is!
-how rich the man is who has chosen her! and yet is she to be so much as
-compared with Susan? Miss Barry’s soul swells within her at the
-injustice of it all.
-
-If only Susan could be induced to think of James McIlveagh. But no,
-Susan is not like that. She looks up suddenly, and there before her eyes
-are James and Susan strolling leisurely, in quite a loverlike way,
-towards the little shrubbery. Can the girl have taken her hint to heart?
-A glow of hope radiates her mind for a moment. But then come other
-thoughts, and fear, and trouble, and a keen, strange disappointment.
-
-No, no! Susan—Susan to be worldly! Her pretty girl! God grant she has
-not been the means of driving her to belie her better—her own—self.
-
-Good gracious! If Susan comes back and tells her she has engaged herself
-to James because of her father’s trouble—because of Carew’s trouble—what
-shall she do? Miss Barry, who is hardly equal to emergencies so great as
-this, looks with a certain wildness round her. Who can help her? That
-foolish girl must be sent for; brought back from that shrubbery where
-Miss Barry, in her panic, feels now assured James is once again, for the
-hundredth time, proposing to her, and being (no doubt to his everlasting
-astonishment) accepted. The last words can’t have been said as yet:
-there may still be time to drag Susan out of the fire.
-
-Wyndham and Ella and Miss Manning are coming towards her. Ella is going
-home; it is nearly seven o’clock, and Wyndham will have barely time to
-see her to the Cottage and catch his train to Dublin. Miss Barry bids
-him a rather hurried good-bye, and then looks round for Betty. Betty is
-always useful—when she can be found! But unfortunately Betty and Dom
-have gone off to eat green gooseberries in the vegetable garden, a
-fearsome occupation, of which they are both disgracefully fond, and that
-seems to affect their stomachs in no wise. Betty, therefore, is not to
-be had, but Miss Barry’s troubled eye wandering round sees Crosby, who
-is sitting with Bonnie on his knee, and with courage born of desperation
-she beckons him to come to her.
-
-‘Mr. Crosby, I want Betty. Where is she?’
-
-‘I think she went into the garden a moment ago with Dom.’
-
-‘Do you mind—would you be so good as to tell her I want her, and at
-once?’
-
-‘Certainly,’ says Crosby, laughing; ‘though she and Dom, or both, bring
-down all the anathemas in the world on my head.’
-
-He starts on his quest, a little glad, indeed, to get away from the
-others. Early in the afternoon he had had a little tiff with Susan—just
-a small thing, a mere breeze, and certainly of his own creating. He had
-said something about James—why the deuce can’t he leave James alone? But
-it seems he can’t of late; and Susan had been a little, just a
-little—what was it?—offended? Well, put out in some way, at all events.
-Perhaps after all she does care for James. Like to like, you know—and
-youth to youth; and there can be but a year or two between him and
-Susan.
-
-At this moment there is a quick movement of the branches on his left;
-someone is pushing the laurel bushes aside with an angry, impatient
-touch, and now——
-
-Susan has stepped into view; a new Susan—angry, pale, hurried. Her soft
-eyes are dark and frowning, but as she sees Crosby they lighten again,
-and grow suddenly thick with tears. Then, as though in him lie comfort
-and protection, she runs to him, holding out her hands.
-
-He catches them, and saying nothing, draws her down the bank and into a
-little leafy recess that leads to a small wood beyond. The touch of her
-hand is good to him. She has forgiven, then, that late little conflict.
-She can be angry with James, too, it seems. Confound that fool! What has
-he been saying to her?
-
-‘Well?’ says he.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LVII.
-
- ‘My lady is so fair and dear
- That all my heart to her is given;
- One word she whispered in my ear,
- And earth for me was changed to heaven.’
-
-
-He has held one of her hands all the time, but now she releases it. She
-has recovered herself marvellously, but there is still a good deal of
-nervousness in the laugh that breaks from her as she seats herself in
-the old rustic seat in the corner.
-
-‘Well—what?’ She is evidently prepared to carry it off boldly.
-
-‘You don’t mean to tell me there was no reason for that look in your
-eyes just now?’
-
-There is a very obstinate look in his own eyes just now, at all events.
-
-‘What look?’
-
-‘Susan,’ says Crosby, with a solemn shake of his head, ‘you might as
-well give it up at once. You were never made for this sort of thing. You
-wouldn’t take in a new-born infant. Come, get it off your mind. Make
-your confession. What has the immaculate James been doing?’
-
-‘James!’ She tries to look surprised, but breaks down ignominiously.
-‘Oh, nothing’—hurriedly—‘nothing.... Nothing at all, really! Only—he’s
-so stupid!’
-
-‘He’s been stupid very often of late, hasn’t he? Look
-here’—severely—‘you are suppressing something; either you or he (and you
-for choice, I should say, judging by the obvious guilt upon your
-countenance) have been doing something of which you are thoroughly
-ashamed. Even such small signs of grace are to be welcomed, but in the
-meantime I think a fuller confession would make for the good of your
-soul. Come, what have you been doing?’
-
-‘It was James a moment ago,’ says she slowly.
-
-‘Was it?’—quickly—‘I thought as much. But what was he doing a moment
-ago?’
-
-‘Nonsense’—flushing hotly—‘you know what I mean—that it was James you
-were accusing a moment ago.’
-
-‘True! And it should have been you. I am in fault this time, then. That
-makes a third.’
-
-‘No, indeed, because I am not in fault at all.’
-
-‘Then it was the immaculate one! What of him? Has he been at his old
-game again: chasing you round the garden to——’
-
-‘Mr. Crosby!’ There is indignant protest in her tone, but the rich
-colour that rises to her cheek tells him that his guess has been at
-least partly accurate.
-
-‘Not that,’ says he. ‘Foolish James!’ Even as he says these idle words
-he is cursing James up hill and down dale for the abominable
-impertinence of him. No little shred of allowance for James’ honest love
-for this pretty maiden enters into his heart.
-
-‘Well—go on! That is only a negative statement—if it is a statement at
-all.’
-
-‘There is nothing to tell. And’—she pauses—‘and, any way, I won’t tell
-it,’ says she.
-
-Crosby suppresses a desire to laugh. Oh, how sweet—how sweet his little
-darling is!
-
-‘Not even to me—your guide, philosopher, and friend? Susan’—he is
-looking into her eyes as if compelling an answer—‘he proposed to you
-again, didn’t he?’
-
-‘Oh yes,’ says Susan, as if throwing a load off her mind; ‘and when I
-told him again that I couldn’t and wouldn’t—he—he was horrid. And he
-wanted——’ She stops.
-
-‘Yes’—Crosby’s voice is sharp now—‘but you didn’t——’
-
-‘No, no! But I hate him!’
-
-‘So do I, with all my soul,’ says Crosby, more to himself, however, than
-for her hearing. He stands looking on the ground for a bit, and then:
-
-‘So you have refused the gunner. Poor James! You don’t really care for
-him, then?’
-
-‘I thought all the world knew that,’ says Susan. ‘Why’—with almost
-pathetic contempt—‘can’t he know it? It is unkind of him, isn’t it, to
-make me so unkind? But I can’t love him—I can’t!’ A little sigh escapes
-her.
-
-The rose on the straggling bush above her is not sweeter or more
-beautiful than Susan is now, with her pretty bent head and her
-flower-like face, and all the delicate beauty of her soul shining
-through her earnest eyes.
-
-A strange nervousness seizes on Crosby. He takes a step towards her,
-however, and takes both her hands in his strong clasp.
-
-‘Susan, am I too old?’ says he.
-
-Susan turns her startled eyes upon him, grows crimson, and then deadly
-white. She pulls her hands out of his and turns away, but too late—too
-late to hide the rapture in her eyes, that the heavy tears in vain are
-trying to drown.
-
-‘Susan, my darling! my own sweet little girl! Susan’—his arms are round
-her now—‘is it true? So you do care for me! For me—such an old fellow
-next to you—you’—clasping her to him and laughing—‘are only a baby, you
-know. But my baby now, eh? Oh, Susan, is it true?’
-
-Susan tightens her hand upon his arm, but answer makes she none.
-
-‘Afterwards you may be sorry; thirty-four and nineteen—a great many
-milestones between us, you see.’
-
-‘Ah, it is you who will be sorry!’ says Susan, lifting her head a minute
-from the safe shelter of his breast to look at him. It is a lovely look.
-Poor James! if he had only seen it!
-
-‘Are you going to lead me such a life as that?’ says Crosby, laughing.
-‘I don’t believe it.’
-
-‘You know what I mean.’
-
-‘I don’t, indeed. I don’t even know if you love me yet.’
-
-‘Oh, as for that——’ Suddenly she laughs, too, and with the sweetest
-tenderness slips one arm round his neck and draws his head down to hers.
-‘And, besides, I’m very nearly twenty,’ says she.
-
-‘Look here,’ says Crosby presently; ‘too much happiness is bad for any
-man. Now, you sit over there’—putting her into a far corner of the old
-garden-seat—‘and I’ll sit here’—seating himself with the sternest virtue
-at the other end. ‘Don’t come within a mile of me again for a while, and
-let us be sensible and talk business. When will you marry me—next week?’
-
-‘Next week?’—with a laugh—‘is that talking business?’
-
-‘The best business.’
-
-‘Oh, nonsense!’
-
-‘Where does the nonsense come in? I’ve been waiting all my life for you,
-and what’s the good of waiting any longer—even a day? See here, now,
-Susan. In seven days you could——’
-
-‘I could not, indeed!’ She breaks off suddenly. ‘You are coming nearer.’
-
-‘So I am,’ says he, sighing, and moving back to his corner. ‘Good Susan!
-Keep reminding me, will you?’
-
-‘I certainly shall,’ says Susan, who has perhaps been only half
-understood up to this.
-
-‘Well, if not next week—next month?’
-
-‘Oh no,’ says Susan. ‘In a year perhaps I——’
-
-‘How dare you make such a proposition! Come now, Susan, you have heard
-the old adage beginning, “Life is short.”’
-
-‘Yes, but I don’t believe it. And besides—no; don’t stir. And
-besides—you are coming nearer.’
-
-‘It is all your fault if I am. You are behaving so disgracefully. The
-idea of your mentioning a year. I shall appeal to your father.’
-
-‘I am certain he won’t hear of it at all. He—oh, there, you are coming
-closer again.’
-
-‘Susan,’ says Crosby sternly, ‘enough of this. I’ll stand no more of it.
-You shan’t keep me at arm’s length any longer.’
-
-‘I? What had I to do with it?’ says Susan, arching her charming brows.
-
-After which it takes only a moment to have the arm in question round her
-again, and to have her drawn into it—a most willing captive.
-
-‘Do you remember when you made me promise I would never steal anything
-again?’ asks Crosby, after an eloquent pause.
-
-‘Yes.’
-
-‘Well, I have broken that promise.’
-
-‘You haven’t, I hope.’
-
-‘I have, though. I’—with disgraceful triumph—‘have stolen your heart.’
-
-‘Not a bit of it,’ cries Susan, with a triumph that puts his to shame;
-‘I gave it to you. Deny that if you dare.’
-
-He evidently doesn’t dare. He does something else, however, that is
-quite as effective.
-
-‘Well, it’s a month, any way, isn’t it?’ says he. ‘In a month we’ll get
-married, and we’ll go away—away, all by ourselves, Susan—just you and I,
-to the heavenly places of the earth. You shall see the world, and the
-world shall see you—the loveliest thing that is in it.’
-
-‘You mean that we shall go abroad?’ says Susan. ‘To Rome, perhaps?’
-
-‘To Rome or any other spot your fancy dictates, so long as you take me
-with you.’ He draws her to him as he says this, and—‘Susan, will you
-answer me one word?’
-
-Susan’s clear, truthful eyes fasten upon his.
-
-‘What is it?’ asks she softly.
-
-‘Am I the one man in all the world you would see the world with?’
-
-The clear truthful eyes do not falter.
-
-‘Why do you ask me that?’ says she. ‘Surely you know it.’
-
- * * * * *
-
-‘Where is your father?’ asks he presently. ‘Let us go and tell him.’
-
-‘Tell father?’ Her tone has an ominous trembling in it.
-
-‘Why, of course,’ says Crosby, regarding her with some surprise. It must
-be forgiven him if he thinks Mr. Barry will be decidedly glad to hear
-the news.
-
-‘Oh, I couldn’t,’ says Susan, growing quite pale. ‘He’ll be very angry
-with me. He will keep on thinking of me as a child, you know, and I
-can’t get him out of it. When I put on long frocks last year, I thought
-he’d see it then, but he didn’t; and even the doing up of my hair wasn’t
-of the slightest use.’
-
-‘We might give him a third lesson,’ says Crosby. ‘Come on, and let us
-get it over.’
-
-‘You’—Susan draws back, and her tone now is distinctly fearful—‘You
-couldn’t go without me, could you? By yourself, I mean.’
-
-‘I could, of course,’ says he. ‘But——’
-
-‘Oh, then, do,’ cries Susan, giving him a little push—there are
-unmistakable signs of cowardice about her. And all at once to Crosby
-comes the thought, how pure at heart all these people are—how ‘far from
-the madding crowd’ of self-seekers! She has not realized that he is what
-most of his town acquaintances call a ‘good match.’ She is even afraid
-to announce her engagement to her father, lest he should think her too
-young to marry. It sounds incredible, but a glance at Susan, and a
-vision of the sad man sitting alone with his new sorrow and
-disappointment in his little study beyond, dissolves all suspicions.
-
-‘Yes—do go,’ says Susan. ‘To tell you the truth, father is in rather a
-disturbed state of mind just now, and I’m afraid he won’t receive you
-very well. He may be grumpy. He is unhappy. He has lost a great deal of
-money lately.’
-
-‘A great deal?’
-
-‘A very great deal. Four hundred pounds!’ Susan looks tragic. ‘And it
-had been set aside to put Carew into the army, so of course he feels it.
-The bank failed, you see.’
-
-‘Banks will do these rude things at times,’ says Crosby. ‘But what I
-fail to see is, why you can’t come with me, and get your blessing on the
-spot.’
-
-‘Why, I’ve told you’—reproachfully. ‘Father is in a bad temper, and
-he——’ She pauses. ‘Oh, I can’t go,’ says she. ‘But you can.’
-
-‘Alone! After the awful picture you have just drawn of your father’s
-wrath! Have you no regard for my life, Susan? Is this your vaunted love
-for me?—to abandon me remorselessly to the foe. Is it safe, do you
-think? Suppose I never come back?’
-
-‘Tut!’ says Susan. ‘There—go on! But be sure you say it isn’t my fault.’
-
-‘That makes an end of it,’ says Crosby. ‘Your fault. Whose fault is it,
-if it isn’t yours? Susan, I refuse to stir a step without you. I feel it
-is your distinct duty to be there, if only to see fair play and be a
-witness at the inquest afterwards. Besides, I should like you to gather
-up my remains; you might give a helping hand so far. Seriously,
-darling’—drawing her to him—‘I think it would be wise of you to come
-with me. He would understand so much better if—if only you will look at
-me as you are looking now.’
-
-‘Well, I’ll come,’ says Susan, sighing dejectedly, but with another look
-that makes his heart sing aloud for joy.
-
-‘That’s a darling Susan! But now, before we go, I must put you through a
-strict cross-examination. To begin with—you are positive you love me?’
-
-‘Positive.’ Susan, laughing, lays her hands against his shoulders,
-pressing him back.
-
-‘That doesn’t look like it!’
-
-‘It’s true, though!’—laughing.
-
-‘And it isn’t out of pity?’
-
-‘I’ll certainly have to pity you soon. Are you going out of your mind?’
-
-‘No wonder if I were.’ He swiftly undoes that unkind touch upon his
-shoulders, and takes her in his arms and kisses her.
-
-‘I don’t think that is cross-examination,’ says she reproachfully. No
-doubt later on she will be capable of developing a little wit of her
-own.
-
-‘You are right. To continue, then: how much do you love me?’
-
-‘Better’—Susan’s eyes, now sweeter than ever, raise themselves to his
-for one shy moment—‘than anyone.’
-
-‘That is vague, Susan. Give it a voice. Better than—Bonnie? Oh
-no!’—quickly—‘I shouldn’t have asked that. Don’t answer it, my
-sweetheart,’ pressing her head against his breast. ‘We’ll take another.
-You love me better than you thought you would ever love anyone—tell me
-that, any way.’
-
-‘Oh, much, much more,’ says she. She clings to him for a moment, then
-steps back, and a little air of meditation grows on her. ‘Do you know,’
-says she in a low, rather ashamed tone, ‘about this very thing I have
-lately been very much surprised at myself.’
-
-It is irresistible. Crosby bursts out laughing—such happy laughter!
-
-‘What are you laughing at?’ asks Susan, a little nervously.
-
-‘At you.’
-
-‘At me?’
-
-‘Yes; because you are just the sweetest angel, Susan. What sort of rings
-do you like best?’
-
-Susan is silent for a moment, and now through all the rose-white of her
-skin a warm flush rises.
-
-‘You are going to give me a ring?’ says she. ‘Do you know, I hadn’t
-thought of that. A ring! I have never had a ring!’
-
-He draws her head softly down upon his breast.
-
-‘Your first will be a sacred one, then. It will be our engagement-ring,
-my darling!’
-
-‘I should like a blue ring,’ says Susan shyly, after a little while.
-
-‘Like your own eyes. Sapphire, then? So be it. It will do for a first
-one. But you must have a keeper for it, Susan, and you must leave that
-to me.’ He is silent a moment. Where are the best diamonds to be got?
-‘Now, come,’ says he; ‘I think honestly we ought to tackle your father
-together.’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LVIII.
-
- ‘My heart is full of joy to-day,
- The air hath music in it.’
-
-
-Mr. Barry is sitting at his shabby writing-table in his very shabby
-study. His pale, refined face seems paler than usual, and there is a
-look of dejection in his sunken eyes that goes to Crosby’s heart. He has
-entered the room without a word of warning—a very reluctant Susan at his
-back—and has therefore caught that look on the Rector’s face before he
-has had time to take it off.
-
-‘Mr. Barry,’ begins he quickly. ‘I—we—Susan, where are you?—we’—with
-emphasis that devastates the soul of the culprit next him—‘have come to
-tell you that—Susan, this is mean,’ as Susan makes a base effort to hide
-behind him once again—‘that Susan and I’—he laughs a little here, partly
-through nervousness, and partly because of an agonized, if unconscious,
-pinch from Susan on his arm—‘want to get married.’
-
-Mr. Barry lays down the pen he has been holding since their unexpected
-entrance, and stares at Crosby as though he were the proud possessor of
-two heads, or else a decided madman.
-
-At last a flush dyes the pallor of his face.
-
-‘Sir,’ says he, with dignity, ‘if this is a jest——’
-
-‘Not a jest such as you think,’ breaks in Crosby quickly; ‘though I hope
-our life together’—with a quick glance back at Susan, who still declines
-to show herself—‘will have a good deal of laughter in it. What I really
-want you to know’—gently—‘is that I have asked Susan to marry me, and
-she has said “Yes,” if’—with charming courtesy—‘you will give your
-consent.’
-
-Mr. Barry rises from his chair. If he could be paler than he was a
-moment since, he is certainly so now.
-
-‘Do you mean to tell me that you want’—he points at the only part of the
-abashed Susan that he can see—‘that you want that child for your wife?’
-
-There is a slight pause. It is long enough for Susan to cast an eloquent
-glance at Crosby. ‘I told you so,’ is the gist of it.
-
-‘She is nineteen,’ says Crosby; ‘and she says that she——’
-
-Here he comes to grief; it seems impossible to so true a lover to say
-out aloud that Susan has confessed her love for him. He turns round.
-
-‘I really think, Susan, it is your turn now,’ whispers he. ‘You might
-say something.’
-
-Susan gives him an indignant glance. Hadn’t she told him how it would
-be? But dignity sweeps her into the breach.
-
-‘It—it is quite true, papa,’ says she, faltering, trembling.
-
-‘What is true?’ asks her father.
-
-She is not trembling half so much outwardly as he is trembling inwardly.
-This thing, can it be true? And that baby—but is she a baby? How many
-years is it since the other Susan—his own Susan—died?
-
-‘That—that I love him!’ says Susan brokenly.
-
-When she says this she covers her face with her hands as if distinctly
-ashamed of herself, and Crosby, divining her thoughts, lays his arms
-round her and presses both hands and face out of sight against his
-breast.
-
-Mr. Barry looks at him.
-
-‘She is only a little country girl,’ says he. As if disliking the
-definition of her, Susan releases herself and stands back from Crosby.
-‘And you—have large possessions—and a position that will enable you to
-choose a wife anywhere. Susan—has nothing!’
-
-‘She has everything,’ says Crosby hotly. ‘When I look at her I know it
-is I who have nothing. What money, what position, could compare with the
-wealth of her beauty?... And now this gift of her love!... I am only too
-proud, I think myself only too blest, to be allowed to lay at her feet
-all that I have.’
-
-He turns to his pretty sweetheart and holds out his hand to her frankly.
-And she comes to him—a little pale, a little unnerved, but with earnest
-love in her shining eyes. And as he bends to her she gives him back with
-honest warmth the kiss that in her father’s presence he gives her.
-
-It seems a seal upon the truth of their declaration. Mr. Barry, going to
-her, lays his hands upon her shoulders. He is pale still, but the look
-of depression that almost amounted to despair that marked his face when
-Crosby first came in is now gone, and in its place is hope—and some
-other feeling hard to place—but pride, perhaps, is the nearest to it.
-
-‘God bless you, Susan, always!’ says he solemnly. In this moment, as he
-looks at her, for the first time it comes to him that she is the very
-image of her dead mother. ‘It is a great responsibility,’ says he. His
-words are slow and difficult. ‘Try to be worthy of it! Be a good woman,
-and love your husband!’
-
-‘Oh, I will—I will, papa!’ says Susan, throwing her arms round his neck.
-It seems such an easy request. And all her fear of him seems gone. She
-clings to him. And the father presses her closely to him, but nervously,
-as if afraid of breaking down.
-
-Crosby can see how it is, and touches Susan lightly on the arm.
-
-‘Go into the garden,’ he whispers to her. ‘I will meet you there
-presently.’
-
-There is a last quick embrace between father and daughter, and Susan,
-who is now crying softly, leaves the room.
-
-‘You will let me have her,’ says Crosby, turning to the Rector. ‘And I
-thank you for the gift. I think’—earnestly—‘you know enough of me to
-understand how I shall prize it.’
-
-Mr. Barry comes back from the window.
-
-‘It is such a relief,’ says he quickly, and with extraordinary honesty.
-‘It will be a weight off my mind. It is such a prospect as I could never
-have dreamed of for her. They tell me’—absently—‘that she is very
-pretty; her mother, at that age——’ He does not continue his sentence. A
-heavy sigh escapes him. ‘I have had great trouble lately,’ says he,
-after a minute or two, ‘and this, coming unexpectedly, has unnerved me.’
-
-‘There shall be no more trouble that I can prevent,’ says Crosby gently,
-calmly, yet with strength. ‘You must think of me from to-day as your
-son.’ He pauses. ‘By-the-by, I hear that there is some little difficulty
-about Carew’s continuing his profession. That would be a pity,
-considering how far he has gone. We must not allow that.’
-
-‘There is no “we” in it,’ says Mr. Barry, his thin white face now
-whiter. ‘I can do nothing in the matter. As you have heard so much, you,
-of course, know that the money that I had laid by for Carew’s start in
-life has been lost.’
-
-‘That failure of a bank? Yes; but——’
-
-‘You are giving a great deal to my daughter, Crosby,’ says the Rector
-quickly; ‘I cannot allow you to give to——’
-
-‘My brother, sir. Come, Mr. Barry, do not make me feel I am kept at
-arm’s length by Susan’s people. If a man can’t help his own brother, who
-can he help? And, after all, if you come to think of it, have you any
-right to prevent my helping him—to check his career like this?
-Besides’—laughing—‘you may as well give in, as I am going to see him
-through, whether you will or not. If I didn’t, there would be bad times
-for me with Susan.’
-
-There is something about him—something in his happy, strong, kindly
-manner, that precludes the idea of offence of any sort; and Mr. Barry,
-after a struggle with his conscience, gives in. That suggestion about
-his having any right to deny the boy his profession had touched him.
-
-‘Well, that’s settled,’ says Crosby comfortably. And it gives an idea of
-the charm of his character that, as he says it, no feeling of chagrin,
-of smallness, enters into the soul of the man he has benefited. Mr.
-Barry, indeed, smiles a happier smile than his worn face has known for
-many a day.
-
-‘God bless you, Crosby!’ says he. And then, pausing and colouring—the
-slow and painful colour of age, ‘God bless you, George! It is useless to
-speak. I cannot say what I want to say. But this’—his tone, nervous and
-awkward always, now almost stammers—‘this I must say, that Susan ought
-to be a happy woman.’
-
-‘Oh, as to that,’ says Crosby, laughing again, a little nervously
-himself now, as he sees the other’s suppressed emotion, ‘I hope so. I’ll
-see to it, you know. But there’s one thing sure—that I’m going to be a
-happy man.’
-
-He looks towards the window.
-
-‘I think she is waiting for me in the garden,’ says he.
-
-‘Well, go to her.’ But as he walks to the door the Rector follows him,
-struggling in his silent way with some thought; and just as Crosby is
-disappearing through it the struggle ends. Mr. Barry goes quickly after
-him, and lays his hand upon his shoulder.
-
-‘Oh, Crosby,’ says he, with sharp feeling, ‘it is good to give happiness
-to others. It will stand to you all your life, and on your death-bed,
-too. There, go to her. She is in the garden, you say.’
-
-And there, indeed, she is, waiting for him. He finds her in the old
-summer-house watching shyly for him from between the soft green
-branches. And soon she is not only in the garden, but in his strong and
-loving arms.
-
-
- THE END
-
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