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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The professor's experiment, Vol. 3 (of
-3), by Margaret Wolfe Hungerford
-
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-Title: The professor's experiment, Vol. 3 (of 3)
- A novel
-
-Author: Margaret Wolfe Hungerford
-
-Release Date: December 7, 2022 [eBook #69496]
-
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PROFESSOR'S EXPERIMENT,
-VOL. 3 (OF 3) ***
-
-
-
-
-
- THE PROFESSOR’S EXPERIMENT
-
-
-
-
- MRS. HUNGERFORD’S NOVELS
-
- ‘_Mrs. Hungerford has well deserved the title of being one of the most
- fascinating novelists of the day. The stories written by her are the
- airiest, lightest, and brightest imaginable, full of wit, spirit, and
- gaiety; but they contain, nevertheless, touches of the most exquisite
- pathos. There is something good in all of them._’—ACADEMY.
-
- =A MAIDEN ALL FORLORN=, and other Stories. Post 8vo., illustrated
- boards, 2s.; cloth limp, 2s. 6d.
-
-‘There is no guile in the novels of the authoress of “Molly Bawn,” nor
-any consistency or analysis of character; but they exhibit a faculty
-truly remarkable for reproducing the rapid small-talk, the shallow but
-harmless “chaff” of certain strata of modern fashionable
-society.’—_Spectator._
-
- =IN DURANCE VILE=, and other Stories. Post 8vo., illustrated boards,
- 2s.; cloth limp, 2s. 6d.
-
-‘Mrs. Hungerford’s Irish girls have always been pleasant to meet upon
-the dusty pathways of fiction. They are flippant, no doubt, and often
-sentimental, and they certainly flirt, and their stories are told often
-in rather ornamental phrase and with a profusion of the first person
-singular. But they are charming all the same.’—_Academy._
-
- =A MENTAL STRUGGLE.= Post 8vo., illustrated boards, 2s.; cloth limp,
- 2s. 6d.
-
-‘She can invent an interesting story, she can tell it well, and she
-trusts to honest, natural, human emotions and interests of life for her
-materials.’—_Spectator._
-
- =A MODERN CIRCE.= Post 8vo., illustrated boards, 2s.; cloth limp, 2s.
- 6d.
-
-‘Mrs. Hungerford is a distinctly amusing author.... In all her books
-there is a “healthy absenteeism” of ethical purpose, and we have derived
-more genuine pleasure from them than probably the most earnest student
-has ever obtained from a chapter of “Robert Elsmere.”’—_Saturday
-Review._
-
- =MARVEL.= Post 8vo., illustrated boards, 2s.; cloth, 2s. 6d.
-
-‘The author has long since created an imaginary world, peopled with more
-or less natural figures; but her many admirers acknowledge the easy
-grace and inexhaustible _verve_ that characterize her scenes of
-Hibernian life, and never tire of the type of national heroine she has
-made her own.’—_Morning Post._
-
- =LADY VERNER’S FLIGHT.= Crown 8vo., cloth extra, 3s. 6d.; post 8vo.,
- illustrated boards, 2s.; cloth limp, 2s. 6d.
-
-‘There are in “Lady Verner’s Flight” several of the bright young
-people who are wont to make Mrs. Hungerford’s books such very
-pleasant reading.... In all the novels by the author of “Molly Bawn”
-there is a breezy freshness of treatment which makes them most
-agreeable.’—_Spectator._
-
- =THE RED-HOUSE MYSTERY.= Crown 8vo., cloth extra, 3s. 6d.
-
-‘Mrs. Hungerford is never seen to the best advantage when not dealing
-with the brighter sides of life, or seeming to enjoy as much as her
-readers the ready sallies and laughing jests of her youthful personages.
-In her present novel, however, the heroine, if not all smiles and mirth,
-is quite as taking as her many predecessors, while the spirit of
-uncontrolled mischief is typified in the American heiress.’—_Morning
-Post._
-
- =THE THREE GRACES.= 2 vols., crown 8vo., 10s. net.
-
-‘It is impossible to deny that Mrs. Hungerford is capable of writing a
-charming love-story, and that she proves her capacity to do so in “The
-Three Graces.”’—_Academy._
-
- LONDON: CHATTO & WINDUS, PICCADILLY.
-
-
-
-
- THE
- PROFESSOR’S EXPERIMENT
- =A Novel=
-
-
- BY
-
- MRS. HUNGERFORD
-
- AUTHOR OF
- ‘MOLLY BAWN,’ ‘THE RED-HOUSE MYSTERY,’ ‘THE THREE GRACES,’ ‘LADY
- VERNER’S FLIGHT,’ ETC.
-
-[Illustration]
-
- IN THREE VOLUMES
-
- VOL. III.
-
-
- =London=
- CHATTO & WINDUS, PICCADILLY
- 1895
-
-
-
-
- THE
-
- PROFESSOR’S EXPERIMENT
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XL.
-
- ‘Heart’s-ease I found where love-lies-bleeding
- Empurpled all the ground;
- Whatever flower I missed, unheeding,
- Heart’s-ease I found.’
-
-
-The day is still lingering, but one can see that night is beginning to
-coquet with it. Tender shadows lie here and there in the corners of the
-curving road, and in and among the beech-trees that overhang it birds
-are already rustling with a view to slumber. The soft coo-coo of the
-pigeon stirs the air, and on the river down below, ‘Now winding bright
-and full with naked banks,’ the first faint glimmer of a new moon is
-falling—falling as though sinking through it to a world beneath.
-
-‘What are you thinking of, Susan?’ asks Crosby at last, when the sound
-of their feet upon the road has been left unbroken for quite five
-minutes. Susan has chatted to him quite gaily all down the avenue, and
-until the gates are left behind, but after that she has grown—well,
-thoughtful.
-
-‘Thinking?’ She looks up at him as if startled out of a reverie.
-
-‘Yes. What have you been thinking of so steadily for the past five
-minutes?’
-
-Thus brought to book, Susan gives him the truest answer.
-
-‘I was thinking of Lady Muriel Kennedy. I was thinking that I had never
-seen anyone so beautiful before.’
-
-‘That’s high praise.’
-
-‘You think so too?’
-
-‘Well—hardly. She is handsome, very handsome, but not altogether the
-most beautiful person I have ever seen.’
-
-‘To me she is,’ says Susan simply.
-
-‘That only shows to what poor use you have put your looking-glass,’ says
-he, and Susan laughs involuntarily as at a most excellent joke. Crosby,
-glancing at her and noting her sweet unconsciousness, feels a strong
-longing to take her hand and draw it within his arm and hold it, but
-from such idyllic pleasures he refrains.
-
-The dusky shades are growing more pronounced now: ‘Eve saddens into
-night.’ The long and pretty road, bordered by overhanging trees, though
-still full of light just here, looks black in the distance, and overhead
-
- ‘The pale moon sheds a softer day,
- Mellowing the woods beneath its pensive beam.’
-
-After a little silence Susan turns her head and looks frankly at him.
-
-‘Are you going to be married to her?’ asks she, gently and quite
-naturally.
-
-‘What!’ says Crosby. He is honestly amazed, and conscious of some other
-feeling, too, that brings a pucker to his forehead. ‘Good heavens, no!
-what put that into your head?’
-
-‘I don’t know. I——’ She has grown all at once confused, and a pink flush
-is warming her cheek. ‘Of course I shouldn’t have asked you that. But
-she is so lovely, and I thought—I fancied——I am afraid’—her eyes growing
-rather misty as they meet his in mute appeal—‘you think me very rude.’
-
-‘I never think you anything but just what you are,’ says Crosby slowly.
-‘I wonder if you could be rude if you tried. I doubt it. However, don’t
-try. It would spoil you. As for Lady Muriel, she wouldn’t look at me.’
-
-Susan remains silent, pondering over this. Would he look at her?
-
-‘Should you like her to?’ asks she at last.
-
-‘To look at me?’ Crosby is now openly amused. ‘A cat may look at a king,
-you know.’
-
-‘Oh, but she——’
-
-‘Is not the cat? That’s rude, any way. Susan, I take back all the
-handsome things I said of you just now. So I’m the cat, and she is the
-queen, I suppose. Well, no; I don’t want Queen Muriel to look at me. It
-would be rather embarrassing, considering all things. She is a very high
-and mighty young lady, you know, and I’m terribly shy. On the whole,
-Susan’—he pauses, and studies her a minute—‘I should prefer you to look
-at me.’
-
-His studying goes for naught; not a vestige of blush appears on Susan’s
-face or any emotion whatever. His little flattery has gone by her.
-
-‘Oh, you know what I mean,’ says she.
-
-‘Do I? You are often very deep, you know; but if you mean that perhaps I
-should like to marry Lady Muriel—well, I shouldn’t.’
-
-‘How strange!’ says Susan. ‘I think if I were a man I should be
-dreadfully in love with her.’
-
-Crosby laughs.
-
-‘So you think you could be dreadfully in love?’ says he.
-
-Susan’s lips part in a little smile.
-
-‘Oh, not as it is. I was only thinking of Lady Muriel ... and you—that
-you ought to be——’
-
-‘Dreadfully in love? How do you know I am not—with somebody else?’
-
-She shakes her head.
-
-‘No, you are not,’ says she. ‘After all, I think you are just as little
-likely to be dreadfully in love with anyone as I am.’
-
-‘Susan! You are growing positively profound,’ says he.
-
-They are now drawing near to the Rectory gates, and Susan’s fingers are
-stealing into her pocket and out again with nervous rapidity. Oh, she
-must give it to him now or never! To-morrow it will be too late. One
-can’t give a birthday gift the day after the birthday. But it is such a
-ridiculous little bag, and she has seen so many of his presents up at
-the Hall, and all so lovely, and in such good taste. Still, to let him
-think, after all his kindness, that she had not even remembered his
-birthday——
-
-‘Mr. Crosby,’ says she, and now the hand that comes from the pocket has
-something in it. ‘I—all day, I’—tremulously—‘have been wanting to give
-you something for your birthday. I know’—she pauses, and slowly and
-reluctantly, and in a very agony of shyness, now holds out to him the
-little silken bag filled with fragrant lavender—‘I know’—tears filling
-her eyes—‘after what I saw to-day ... those other gifts, that it is not
-worth giving, but—I made it for you.’
-
-She holds it out to him, and Crosby, who has coloured a dark red, takes
-it from her, but never a word comes from him.
-
-The dear, darling child! To think of her having done this for him!... To
-Susan his silence sounds fatal.
-
-‘Of course,’ says she, ‘I knew you wouldn’t care for it. But——’
-
-‘Care for it! Oh, Susan! To call yourself my friend and so misjudge me!
-I care for it a good deal more, I can tell you, than for all those other
-things up there put together.’
-
-There is no mistaking the genuine ring in his tone. Indeed, his delight
-and secret emotion amaze even himself. Susan’s spirits revive.
-
-‘Oh no,’ protests she.
-
-‘Yes, though! No one else,’ says Crosby, ‘took the trouble to make me
-anything! That’s the difference, you see. To make it for me—with your
-own hands. It is easy to buy a thing—there is no trouble there.’ He
-looks at her present, turning and twisting it with unmistakable
-gratification. ‘What a lovely little bag, and filled with lavender, eh?’
-
-‘It is to put in your drawer with your handkerchiefs,’ says Susan, shyly
-still; but she is smiling now, and looking frankly delighted. ‘Betty
-made me one last year, and I keep it with mine.’
-
-‘So we have a bag each,’ says Crosby, and somehow he feels a ridiculous
-pleasure in the knowledge that he and she have bags alike, and that both
-their handkerchiefs will be made sweet with the same perfume. And now
-his eyes fall on the worked words that lie criss-cross in one of the
-corners: ‘Mr. Crosby, from Susan.’
-
-‘Do you mean to say you actually did that too?’ asks he, with such
-extreme astonishment that Susan grows actually elated.
-
-‘Oh yes,’ says she, taking a modest tone, though her conceit is rising;
-‘it is quite easy.’
-
-‘To me it seems impossible. To do that, and only with one’s fingers; it
-beats typewriting,’ says he. ‘It is twice as legible. Do you mean to say
-you wrote—worked, I mean—that with a common needle and thread?’
-
-‘I did indeed,’ says Susan earnestly, her heart again knowing a throb of
-exultation. Why, if he could only see the cushion she worked for Lady
-Millbank’s bazaar!
-
-‘It must have taken a long time,’ says he thoughtfully. And then, ‘And
-to think of you doing it for me!’
-
-‘Oh, for you,’ says Susan—‘you who have been so kind to us all!
-I’—growing shy again—‘I am very glad you really like that little bag;
-but it is nothing—nothing. And I was delighted to make it for you, and
-to think of you all the time as I made it.’
-
-‘Were you, Susan?’ says Crosby, as gratefully as possible, though he
-feels his heart in some silly way is sinking.
-
-‘I was—I was indeed!’ says Susan openly, emphatically. ‘So you must not
-trouble yourself about that.’ Crosby’s heart falls another fathom or
-two.
-
-‘I’ll try not to,’ says he, with a somewhat melancholy reflection of his
-usual lightheartedness. They have arrived at the gate now, and Susan
-holds out her hand to him.
-
-‘Remember you have promised to bring up the boys to-morrow for their
-gipsy tea,’ says he, holding it.
-
-‘Yes.’ She hesitates and flushes warmly. ‘Might I bring Betty, too?’
-
-‘Why, of course’—eagerly. ‘Give my love to her, and tell her from—my
-sister that we can’t have a gipsy tea without her.’
-
-‘And Lady Forster?’ Susan grows uncertain about the propriety of asking
-Betty without Lady Forster’s consent.
-
-‘Now, Susan! As if you aren’t clever enough to know that Katherine
-delights in nothing so much as young people—she’s quite as young as the
-youngest herself—and that she will be only too pleased to see a sister
-of yours.’
-
-There is emphasis on the last word.
-
-‘You think that she likes me?’ Susan’s tone is anxious.
-
-‘I think she has fallen in love with you.’ She smiles happily and moves
-a step away. But his voice checks her: ‘Not the only one either, Susan.’
-
-‘Oh, not Captain Lennox again! I have had one lecture.’ Susan looks
-really saucy, for once in her life, and altogether delightful, as she
-defies him from under her big straw hat.
-
-‘No. I was thinking of——’
-
-‘Yes?’—gaily.
-
-‘Never mind.’
-
-He turns and walks away, and Susan, laughing to herself at his inability
-to accuse her further, runs down the little avenue to her home. There is
-a rush from the lawn as she comes in sight.
-
-‘Oh, there you are, Susan!’
-
-‘How did it go off?’
-
-‘Were they all nice? Were you nervous?’
-
-‘Is the house lovely?’
-
-‘Oh, it is!’ says Susan, now having reached a seat, and feeling a little
-consequential with all of them sitting round her and waiting on her
-words. ‘You never saw such a house! Much, much more beautiful than Lady
-Millbank’s.’
-
-‘Well, we all know it’s twice—four times the size; but Lady Millbank’s
-furniture was——’
-
-‘Oh, that’s all changed. Mr. Crosby has furnished his house all over
-again from beginning to end. Of course we’ve been through it many times
-when he was away, but now you wouldn’t know it. It appears he has had
-things stored up after his travels—left in their cases, indeed—that
-lately have been brought to light. The drawing-room is perfect, and—the
-pictures——’
-
-‘And the people?’ asks Betty impatiently; she is distinctly material.
-
-‘Very, very nice too—that is, most of them. Miss Prior was there.
-She—well, I can’t bring myself to like her.’
-
-‘What did she do to you?’ asks Dom.
-
-‘Oh, nothing; nothing really, only——’
-
-‘That’s enough,’ says Carew. ‘You didn’t hit it off with her,
-evidently.’
-
-Susan hesitates, and as usual is lost.
-
-‘I can’t bear her,’ says she.
-
-‘And that lovely girl who drove home with Mr. Crosby?’ asks Betty.
-
-‘Ah, she is even lovelier than I thought,’ says Susan, with increased
-enthusiasm. She finds it quite easy to praise her now. ‘And so charming!
-She wished particularly to be introduced to me, and——’
-
-‘Did she?’—from Betty. ‘What a good thing that she likes you! If she
-marries Mr. Crosby she may be very useful to us.’
-
-‘I don’t think she is going to marry him,’ says Susan thoughtfully.
-
-‘No?’—with growing interest. ‘They’—casting back her thoughts—‘looked
-very like it on Sunday. How do you know?’
-
-‘I asked him,’ says Susan simply.
-
-‘What!’ They all sit up in a body. ‘You—asked him?’
-
-‘Yes. Does it sound dreadful?’ Poor Susan grows very red.
-‘It’—nervously—‘didn’t sound a bit dreadful when I did it.
-And’—desperately—‘I did, any way.’
-
-‘It wasn’t a bit dreadful,’ says Carew good-naturedly.
-
-‘Not a bit. Go on, Susan.’ Dom regards her with large encouragement.
-‘Did you ask him any more questions? Did you ask him if he would like to
-marry you? There wouldn’t be a bit of harm in that, either, and——’
-
-‘Dominick!’ says Susan in an outraged tone.
-
-Here Betty promptly catches his ear, and, pulling him down beside her,
-begins to pommel him within an inch of his life.
-
-‘Never mind him, Susan. He’s got no brains. They were left out when he
-was born. Tell us more about your luncheon-party.’
-
-‘There is so little to tell,’ says Susan in a subdued voice. Her pretty
-colour has died away, and she is looking very pale.
-
-‘What about the poet?’
-
-‘Oh, the poet! His name is Jones, of all the names in the world!’
-
-Here she revives a little, and at certain recollections of the
-illustrious Jones, in spite of herself, her smiles break forth again.
-‘He——’ She bursts out laughing. ‘It sounds horribly conceited, but I
-really think he believes he is in love with me. Such nonsense, isn’t
-it?’
-
-(Oh, too pretty Susan! who wouldn’t be in love with you?)
-
-‘I don’t know about that,’ says Dom, who has escaped from Betty’s
-wrathful hands and is prepared to go any length to prevent a recurrence
-of the late ceremonies. ‘He might do worse!’
-
-‘And so the house is lovely,’ says Betty, with a regretful sigh. Now if
-only they would ask her there; but of course nobody remembers second
-girls.
-
-‘Yes, lovely. The halls are all done up; and there are paintings on the
-walls; and as for the marbles, they are exquisite!’
-
-‘Nice simple people, apparently,’ says Dom. ‘Were they glass or stone,
-Susan? Alleys or stony taws? Did you have a game yourself? I’m afraid
-our education has been a little neglected in that line; but, still, I
-can recollect your doing a little flutter in the way of marbles about
-half a decade or so ago; and you won, too!’
-
-‘I suppose you think you’re funny,’ says Betty, which is about the most
-damping speech that anyone can make, but Mr. Fitzgerald is hard to damp.
-He gives her a reproachful glance and sinks back with the air of one
-thoroughly misunderstood.
-
-‘For the matter of games, I suppose they’—Betty is alluding to Mr.
-Crosby’s guests—‘wouldn’t play one to save their lives; quite
-fashionable people, of course!’ Betty plainly knows little of
-fashionable people. ‘Hardly even tennis, I dare say. They would call
-that, no doubt, fatiguing. Were they—were they very starchy?’
-
-‘So far from that,’ says Susan, ‘that——’ She hesitates. ‘I’m almost sure
-I heard quite right—and certainly Lady Forster asked Mr. Crosby to let
-me stay on this evening, and sleep there, so that I might take part
-in——’
-
-She pauses.
-
-‘Private theatricals?’ cries Betty excitedly.
-
-‘No. I think it was a “pillow-scuffle” they called it.’
-
-There is a solemn silence after this, and then, ‘A pillow-scuffle!’ says
-Betty faintly. ‘Are they so nice as that?’
-
-‘They are. They are very nice, just like ourselves.’
-
-This flagrant bit of self-appreciation goes for a wonder unnoticed
-beneath the weight of the late announcement.
-
-‘Why on earth don’t they ask us to go up?’ says Dominick, who has many
-reasons for knowing he could do much with a pillow.
-
-‘Well, they have asked you,’ cries Susan eagerly; ‘not for a
-pillow-match, but for afternoon tea in the woods to-morrow. She—Lady
-Forster, you know—was delighted when she heard of you boys, and she said
-I was to be sure and bring you. And there is to be a fire lit, and——’
-
-‘Oh, Susan!’ cries Betty, in a deplorable tone, tears fast rising to her
-eyes; ‘I think you might have said you had a sister.’
-
-‘So I did—so I did’—eagerly; ‘and you are to come too; and——’
-
-‘Oh no! Not really!’
-
-‘Yes, really.’
-
-‘Oh, darling Susan!’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLI.
-
- ‘As long as men do silent go,
- Nor faults nor merits can we know;
- Yet deem not every still place empty:
- A tiger may be met with so.’
-
-
-Friday has dawned, and is as delightful a day as ever any miserable
-out-of-door entertainer can desire; and Miss Barry, in spite of her
-tremors, and her fears for the success of this, her first big
-adventurous party, feels a certain sense of elation. Yes, to-day she is
-going to entertain all the party at the Park; yesterday the Park had
-entertained all her young people. The good soul (so good in spite of her
-temper and her peculiarities) has felt deep joy in the thought that the
-children had been not only invited, but actually sought after, by all
-those fashionable folk up there, and though she would have died rather
-than boast of it to her neighbours, being too well-born for boasting of
-that kind, still, her own heart swells with pride at the thought that,
-in spite of their poverty, the children’s birth has asserted itself, and
-carried them through all difficulties to the society where they should
-be.
-
-So happy has she been in her unselfish gladness, that she has forgotten
-to scold one of them for quite ten hours. And now Friday, the day of her
-coming triumph, has arrived, and she has risen almost with the sun that
-has brought it. There is so much to be done, you see: the best
-table-cloths to be brought out, and the old Queen Anne teapot to get a
-last rub, and all the cakes to be made! There will be plenty of time for
-the baking of them before five o’clock, at which hour Lady Forster has
-arranged to come with all her guests.
-
-Susan and Betty have been busy with the drawing-room—one of the smallest
-rooms on record; a fact, however, made up for lavishly by the size of
-the furniture, which would not disgrace a salon. It is now, to confess
-the truth, in the sere and yellow stage, and some of the chairs have
-legs that are distinctly wobbly, and by no means to be depended upon.
-
-‘Hurry up, Susan!’ says Betty. ‘The room will do very well now,
-especially as no one will come into it. They are sure to stay in the
-garden this lovely evening. Come and see about the flowers for the
-table.’
-
-‘Oh, look at that screen!’ cries Susan; and indeed, as a fact, it is
-upside down.
-
-‘Never mind! Come on,’ says Betty impatiently, dragging her away. ‘Even
-if it is the wrong way up it doesn’t matter. It looks twice as Japanesey
-that way. I wonder if the boys have brought the fruit yet?’
-
-When first Dominick had heard of Miss Barry’s intention of giving a
-party for the Park people, he had decided that at all risks it should be
-a success. But his quarter’s allowance was, as usual (he had received it
-only a month ago), at death’s door, and only thirty shillings remained
-of it. He had at once written to his guardian saying circumstances over
-which he had no control—I suppose he meant his inability to refrain from
-buying everything his eye lit on—had made away with the sum sent last
-June, and he would feel immensely obliged to Sir Spencer if he could let
-him have a few pounds more, or even give him an advance on his next
-allowance. The answer had come this morning, had been opened hurriedly,
-but, alas! had contained, instead of the modest cheque asked for, a
-distinct and uncompromising ‘No.’
-
-‘Mean old brute!’ said Dom indignantly, referring, I regret to say, to
-his uncle. ‘I wrote to him for a bare fiver, and the old beast refuses
-to part. Never mind, Susan! We’ll have our spread just the same. I’ve
-thirty shillings to the good still, and that’ll get us all we want.’
-
-‘No, indeed, Dom,’ said Susan, flushing. ‘You mustn’t spend your last
-penny like that. We’ll do very well as we are, with auntie’s cakes.’
-
-‘We must have fruit,’ said Mr. Fitzgerald with determination. ‘Do you
-remember all those grapes yesterday, and the late peaches and things?’
-
-Indeed they had had a most heavenly day yesterday—a distinctly
-rollicking day—in the woods, and had played hide and seek afterwards
-amongst the shrubberies, at which noble game Lady Forster and Miss
-Forbes had quite distinguished themselves, the latter beating Dom all to
-nothing in the dodging line, and reaching the goal every time without
-being caught. It had been altogether a splendid romp, and the Barrys had
-come home flushed and happy, and with so much to tell their aunt that
-their words tumbled over each other, and were hard to put together in
-any consecutive way. I think Aunt Jemima was a little shocked when Betty
-told her that Lady Forster had called Carew ‘a rowdy-dowdy boy,’ but she
-fortified herself with the thought that no doubt the world had changed a
-good deal since she was a girl—as no doubt it had. Any way, the children
-were delighted, and Dominick felt that nothing they could do for the
-Park people, and especially for that jolly Miss Forbes, could be good
-enough.
-
-‘We must have some grapes,’ said he, ‘and even if it is to be my last
-penny, Susan, I am sure I can depend on you to patch up my old breeches
-so as to carry me with decency, if not with elegance, through the next
-two months.’
-
-‘But, Dom—I really don’t think you should——’
-
-‘Never mind her,’ Betty had said promptly here—Betty, who is devoid of
-any sort of false shame, and looks upon Dom as a possession; ‘of course
-we must have fruit.’
-
-‘And those little cakes at Ricketty’s, with chocolate on them. Put on
-your hat, Betty, and come down town with me, and we’ll astonish the
-natives yet!’
-
-But Betty had too much to do, and finally Carew had gone off with Dom on
-a foraging quest, and now, as the girls come out of the drawing-room,
-they meet the two boys ‘laden with golden grain,’ like the _Argosy_, and
-eager to display their purchases.
-
-Such grapes! Such dear sweet little cakes! They are all enchanted; and
-soon the table, delicately laid out in a corner of the queer, pretty old
-garden, is a sight to behold! And beyond lies the tennis-court—one only,
-but so beautifully mown and rolled, looking like the priest of famous
-history, all ‘shaven and shorn.’
-
- * * * * *
-
-‘Didn’t I tell you it was a perfect old garden?’ Lady Forster is saying,
-addressing Lady Muriel, who is laughing, quite immensely for her, at one
-of Carew’s boyish jokes. Lady Forster is dressed in one of her smartest
-gowns—a mere trifle, perhaps, but done to please, and therefore a
-charming deed. And all her guests, incited by her, no doubt, have donned
-their prettiest frocks, so that Miss Barry’s garden at this moment
-presents a picture more suggestive of a garden-party at Twickenham than
-a quiet tea in the grounds of an old Irish rectory.
-
-‘It is too pretty for anything,’ says Lady Muriel. ‘I wouldn’t have
-missed it for a good deal. I think it was very kind of your aunt, Mr.——’
-
-‘Carew!’ says he quickly.
-
-‘May I? What a charming name! It was very kind of your aunt,
-Carew’—smiling—‘to ask us here.’
-
-‘It is very kind of you to come,’ says Carew.
-
-‘Do you run over to town?’ asks Lady Muriel. It has occurred to her that
-she would like to repay this pretty kindness of Miss Barry’s.
-
-‘Oh no’—shaking his handsome head. And then frankly, ‘We are too poor
-for that.’
-
-‘Ah! your sister ought to come,’ says she, after which she grows
-thoughtful.
-
-Crosby glances quickly at her. He has heard that last remark of hers,
-and somehow resents it. Susan—in London!
-
-He had taken his cup of tea from Miss Barry a little while ago, and
-carried it to where Susan is sitting, throwing himself on the grass at
-her feet, his cup beside him. Lady Muriel’s words grate on him. He looks
-up now at the pure profile beside him, and wonders what would be the
-result of starting Susan as a debutante in town under good auspices.
-What?
-
-‘You are thinking,’ says Susan softly, breaking into his reverie gently.
-
-‘Yes, I was thinking.’ He looks up at her. ‘If I said of you, would you
-believe me?’
-
-‘Not a bit’—gaily. ‘Anyone would say that.’
-
-‘Would they?’ His regard grows even more pronounced. How many have said
-that to her? How, indeed, could anyone refrain from saying it? And—he
-draws his breath a little quickly here, as conviction forces itself on
-him—and everyone with truth! ‘Susan, this is disgraceful!’ says he
-carelessly. ‘You must have had a long list of flirtations to speak like
-that.’
-
-Susan laughs merrily. She is in high spirits. All is going so well, and
-even Lady Millbank has praised the tea-cakes—Lady Millbank, who never
-praises anything! But to-day Lady Millbank has changed her tune. Perhaps
-no one had been so astonished as she, to see all the Park people here
-to-day in this quiet old garden. She had been asked to meet them, of
-course, being a friend and distant relation of the Rector’s; but she had
-dreamed of seeing only Lady Forster, for half an hour or so, as a
-concession to her brother’s parish priest, and now—now—here they all
-are! All these smart people, who had refused to go to her only the day
-before yesterday! Now, horrid snob that she is, she goes quite out of
-her way to be nice to the Barrys.
-
-‘A disgraceful list, indeed!’ says Susan, laughing down into Crosby’s
-eyes. Oh, what pretty eyes hers are!
-
-‘You acknowledge it, then?’
-
-‘Certainly. It is a list so bare that one must be ashamed of it. Not
-even one name!’
-
-‘What about James, the redoubtable?’
-
-‘Oh, if you are going to be stupid!’ says she; and, rising with a pretty
-show of scorn, she leaves him. It is not entirely her scorn of him,
-however, that leads her to this drastic step; it is an appealing glance
-from Betty, who is sitting near her aunt, looking perplexed in the
-extreme. There is cause for perplexity. Next to Miss Barry sits the
-poet! Unfortunately Miss Barry has heard a great deal about this young
-man and all his works, and plainly considers it her duty to live up to
-him, if possible, during his visit to the Rectory. She has now put on
-quite a literary air and her best spectacles, and is holding forth on
-literature generally, with a view to impressing him. She succeeds beyond
-her expectations. The great Jones, who is reclining beside her in an
-artistic attitude, becomes by degrees smitten into stone, so great, so
-wondrously surprising, are some of her utterances. Through all his
-astonishment, however, he holds on to the artistic pose. Having struck
-it with the intention of conquering Susan, he refuses to alter it until,
-at all events, she has had a good look. It may be a long time, poor
-girl! before she will get the chance of seeing anything like it again.
-
-‘What’s the matter with his leg?’ asks Dom, who has just come up, in a
-whisper to Betty. ‘It’s got turned round, hasn’t it?’
-
-‘It looks broken,’ says Betty. ‘But it’s all right. It’s a way he has
-with it. For goodness’ sake, Dom, stop auntie, if you can.’
-
-But auntie is enjoying herself tremendously, and now, seeing her
-audience greatly increased, and the poet evidently much struck, her
-voice rises higher, and she beams on all around her.
-
-‘My two favourite authors,’ she is now saying, ‘are—and I’m sure you
-will agree with me, dear Lady Forster, and you too, Mr. Jones: your
-opinion’—with alarming flattery—‘is indeed important—my two favourite
-authors are dear Wilkie Trollope and Anthony Collins!’
-
-Great sensation! Naturally everyone is impressed by this startling
-declaration, and Miss Forbes is actually overcome. At all events, she
-subsides behind her parasol, and is for a little time lost in thought.
-
-‘Yes, yes. Charming people—charming!’ says Lady Forster quickly, if a
-little hysterically; and the poet, having seen Susan’s eye upon him and
-his pose, and feeling that he has not endured the last half-hour in
-vain, struggles into a more every-day attitude. Pins and needles,
-however, having set in in the most _posé_ of the legs, he is conscious
-of a good deal of unpleasantness, and at last a desire to get up.
-Essaying to rise, however, it distinctly declines to support him, and,
-to his everlasting chagrin, he falls ‘plop’ upon the ground again, in a
-painfully inartistic position this time.
-
-‘Anything wrong, old man? Got a cramp?’ asks Captain Lennox, hauling him
-into sitting posture.
-
-‘It is nothing, nothing,’ says the poet sadly. Oh, what it is to dwell
-in the tents of the Philistines! ‘I was merely overcome by the beauty of
-this divine spot.’ He gives a sickly glance at Susan. ‘Such tones, you
-know! Such colour! Such a satisfying atmosphere!’
-
-Here Susan, who is under the impression that he is ill, brings him
-hurriedly a cup of coffee, which he takes, pressing her hand, and
-murmuring to her inaudible, but no doubt very ‘precious,’ things.
-
-‘One yearns over the beautiful always,’ says he. It is plain to everyone
-that he is yearning over Susan, and Crosby, looking on, feels a sudden
-mad longing to kick him over the laurel hedge on to the road below. ‘And
-such a spot as this wakes all one’s dreams into life. Those trees! Those
-distant glimpses! The little soft throbs of Nature—Mother Nature! All,
-all can be felt!’
-
-‘I wish to heaven I could make him feel something!’ says Sir William in
-a low but moving tone.
-
-‘And there—over there; see those green glimpses, the parting of the
-leaves.’
-
-‘Oh, go on, go on,’ says Miss Barry, growing tearful behind her glasses.
-‘This is indeed beautiful!’
-
-‘Dear lady, you feel it too! There’—pointing to where the Cottage trees
-seem to become one with those of the Rectory—at which Wyndham starts
-slightly, ‘one can see the delicate blendings of Nature’s sweetest
-tints, and can fancy that from between those pleasant leaves a face
-might once again, as in the old, sweet phantasies, peep forth. This dear
-place looks as if Hamadryads had not yet died from out the world: as if
-still they might be found inhabitating these lovely ways. Almost it
-seems to me as if their divine faces might even now be seen, peeping
-through those perfumed greeneries beyond.’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLII.
-
- ‘Spite is a little word, but it represents as strange a jumble of
- feelings and compound of discords as any polysyllable in the
- language.’
-
-
-Involuntarily, unconsciously, all their eyes follow his, to the trees in
-the Cottage grounds.
-
-And there
-
- ‘All orators are dumb when beauty pleadeth.’
-
-A profound silence falls on the group. Captain Lennox, whose eyeglass is
-immovably fixed on something in the distance, is the first to break it.
-
-‘Almost it does!’ says he, mimicking the poet’s lachrymose drawl to a
-nicety. But no one laughs; they are all too engrossed with what they
-see, peeping out shyly from between the branches of those trees below,
-that seem to belong to the Rectory, meeting them as they do, and
-mingling with them so closely that one loses memory of the road that
-runs between. ‘I feel as if I saw one now. How do you feel, Forster?’
-
-Sir William laughs.
-
-‘A charming Hamadryad beyond dispute,’ says he.
-
-Charming indeed! Crowned by the leaves that hang above her head, Ella’s
-face is looking out at them like some lovely vision. Her face only can
-be seen, but that very distinctly. To her, unfortunately, it had seemed
-quite certain that she could not be seen at all. It was so far away, and
-they would be talking and thinking, and it was so hard to resist the
-desire to see them. Carew had insisted on her being asked to join their
-party, and Susan had begged and implored, but Ella had steadfastly
-refused to accept the invitation. And then Susan had remembered that
-strange minute or two during her luncheon at the Park, and the evident
-anxiety of Mr. Wyndham that Mrs. Prior should know nothing about Ella,
-and had refrained from further pressing.
-
-Now again this uncertain certainty occurs to Susan, and she makes a
-little eager gesture, hoping that Ella will see her and take the hint
-and go away. But, alas! Ella is not looking at her, or at Carew, or
-anyone, except—strange to say—at Mrs. Prior.
-
-There is an intensity in her gaze that even at such a distance Susan,
-who is eminently sympathetic, divines.
-
-‘It’s her bonnet!’ thinks Susan hurriedly; she had, indeed, been
-immensely struck by Mrs. Prior’s head-gear on her arrival. Such a tall
-aigrette, and such big wings at the sides! Again she makes little passes
-in the air, meant for Ella’s benefit, but again in vain. Turning with a
-view to enlisting Carew’s help, she finds herself close to Wyndham.
-
-His face is livid. He is, indeed, consumed with anger. Good heavens, is
-the girl bent on his undoing? Is she determined wilfully to add to the
-already too _risqué_ situation?
-
-‘Carew might do something,’ whispers she to him softly. ‘He might run
-across and tell her she can be seen, or——’
-
-She looks round for Carew, and Wyndham follows her lead, to see Carew
-behind an escallonia bush, waving his arms frantically in the air. There
-is intense anxiety in the boy’s air, but something else too. There is,
-as Wyndham can see, heartfelt admiration; and beyond all doubt the
-admiration outweighs the anxiety. He is conscious of a sensation of
-annoyance for a moment, then his thoughts come back to the more pressing
-need. He looks at Susan, and then expressively at Mrs. Prior, and Susan,
-in answer to his evident entreaty, goes quickly to her, and suggests
-softly a little stroll through the old orchard; but Mrs. Prior
-peremptorily puts her aside, and, taking a step forward, comes up to
-Wyndham, and looks straight at him in a questioning fashion, at which—as
-though by the removal of Mrs. Prior’s eyes from hers Ella all at once
-ceases to be under some strange spell—the charming head between the
-sycamore-trees disappears from view, and no more is seen of Mr. Jones’s
-Hamadryad.
-
-‘“Though lost to sight, to memory dear!”’ breathes Captain Lennox
-sentimentally. ‘I feel I shall remember that goddess of the grove as
-long as I live.’
-
-The tiny excitement is at an end for most of the guests, and they are
-now chatting gaily again of petty nothings, all except Mrs. Prior, who
-is still looking at Wyndham.
-
-‘Who is that girl?’ asks she, in a low but firm tone. Wyndham would have
-spoken, but Carew breaks angrily into the conversation. His heart is
-sore, his boyish indignation at its height. Surely there had been
-disrespect in their tone as they spoke of Ella! He had specially
-objected to that word ‘Hamadryad.’
-
-‘She is a young lady who has taken Mr. Wyndham’s cottage,’ says he, in
-his clear young voice, ‘and a friend of my sister’s.’
-
-‘Oh, indeed!’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘I congratulate you, Paul’—turning a
-withering glance on him—‘on your taste in tenants!’
-
-The evening lights are falling—falling softly, tenderly, but surely. The
-crows are sailing home to their beds in the elm-trees, cawing as they
-come. The tall hollyhocks are growing indistinct, the tenderer colours
-fading into white. There is a rising odour of damp, sweet earth upon the
-air. Lady Forster is making little signs of departure—not hurried signs,
-by any means; she seems, indeed, rather reluctant to say good-bye, but
-Mrs. Prior has said something to her, on which she has risen, the others
-following her example. There is no doubt about Mrs. Prior’s anxiety to
-go. With her face set like a flint, she is already bidding Miss Barry a
-stiff farewell, and is waiting with ill-concealed impatience for Lady
-Forster.
-
-‘Good-bye, Susan,’ says Crosby, coming up at this moment to the slim
-maiden who bears that name. ‘Though you deserted me so shamelessly a
-while ago, I bear you no ill-will. I understood the action. It was a
-guilty conscience drove you to it. I asked you a simple question, and
-you refused to answer it. I ask it again now.’ A pause, during which
-Susan taps her foot on the ground, and tries to assume a puzzled air
-that would not have deceived a boy. ‘And you still refuse,
-Susan?’—tragically. ‘Is it that you can’t?’
-
-‘Can’t what?’—blushing fatally.
-
-‘Can’t say that the redoubtable James is nothing to you.’
-
-‘I suppose you want to drive me away again,’ says Susan demurely.
-
-‘That subterfuge won’t answer a second time. Don’t dream of it. If you
-attempt to fly me now, I warn you that I shall grapple with that blue
-tie round your neck, and—you wouldn’t like a scene, Susan, would you?
-Come, is he nothing to you?’
-
-‘I really wonder,’ says Susan, struggling with a desire for laughter
-that brightens up her pretty eyes and curves the corners of her lips,
-‘that after all I have said before you should still persist in this
-nonsense.’
-
-‘That still is no answer. I don’t even know if it is nonsense. I begin
-to suspect you of being a diplomatist, Susan.’
-
-‘I am not,’ says she, a little indignantly. ‘I am nothing in the world
-but what you see—just Susan Barry.’
-
-‘And that means—shall I tell you what that means?’ He is smiling
-lightly, easily, but a good deal of heartfelt passion can lie behind a
-smile. ‘Shall I?’
-
-This is another question. But Susan, softly glancing, puts that question
-by.
-
-‘What, no answer to anything?’
-
-‘Not to silly things.’ She shakes her head. ‘Besides, it’s my turn now.
-Do you’—she lays her hand lightly on his arm and looks cautiously round
-her—‘do you think it—is all right?’
-
-‘All right? How should I know? You refuse to answer me, and what do I
-know of James?’
-
-‘Oh, oh, oh!’ Her soft voice shows irritation, and her hand trembles on
-his arm as if she would dearly like to shake him. ‘I begin to hate
-James.’
-
-‘Ah, now we get near the answer,’ says he. ‘I feel better. Go on. What’s
-to be all right?’
-
-‘You saw Ella—Mr. Wyndham’s tenant, you know—in the tree over there a
-little time ago. What do you think about it? I thought Mrs. Prior looked
-put out. But what can it matter to her who is living there? Did she want
-the Cottage?’
-
-‘It seems a fair solution of the problem,’ says Crosby thoughtfully,
-and, after all, truthfully enough. Certainly Mrs. Prior has worked for
-eighteen months, not only for the Cottage, but for the owner of the
-Cottage and all the rest of his possessions for her daughter.
-
-‘But she won’t be disagreeable to poor Ella, will she?’
-
-‘Won’t she, if she gets the chance!’ thinks Crosby. ‘Must see that she
-doesn’t get it, though. No, no; of course’—out aloud.
-
-‘And you think it doesn’t matter her being seen; that nothing will come
-of it?’
-
-‘Only a most infernal row,’ thinks Crosby again, but says: ‘Naturally
-nothing. Besides, Mrs. Prior is going home to-morrow.’
-
-‘Oh, I’m glad of that,’ says Susan. ‘I didn’t like her expression when
-she saw Ella. And now I must go; Lady Forster wants to say good-bye to
-me.’ She turns, then runs back again. ‘Oh, a moment. Tell me’—looking at
-him eagerly, but shyly—‘you—do you really think it has gone off—well?’
-
-The eyes are so anxious that Crosby feels it is impossible to jest here.
-This little party has seemed a great deal to her—quite a tremendous
-event in her calm, isolated life.
-
-‘I heard Katherine say just now,’ says he, ‘that she had never enjoyed
-herself so much in all her life!’ And if he hadn’t heard Katherine say
-that, I hope it will be forgiven him.
-
-‘And—and the others?’
-
-‘“The proof of the pudding is in the eating,”’ quotes he solemnly. ‘In
-my opinion you will have to get up the sergeant and all his merry men to
-turn them out.’
-
-‘Oh, now!’ says Susan, with a lovely laugh, that has such sweet and open
-gratification in it, ‘that’s too much. And you’—anxiously—‘you weren’t
-dull?’
-
-He pauses; then: ‘I don’t think so.’ He pauses again, as if to more
-religiously search his memory. ‘I really don’t think so!’
-
-At this Susan laughs with even greater gaiety than before, and he laughs
-too, and with a little friendly hand-clasp they part.
-
-It doesn’t take the Barrys—that is, Susan, Dom, Carew, and Betty—a
-second after their guests have gone, to scamper down the road to the
-little green gate and beat upon it the tattoo that is the signal between
-them and Ella. And it takes only another moment for Ella herself to open
-the gate cautiously, whereupon she finds herself instantly with her
-hands full of cakes and fruit and sweets that they have brought her from
-their party, leaving the rest to the children, who had really behaved
-remarkably well all through the afternoon, thanks to the sombre Jacky,
-who had kept them under his unflinching eye.
-
-‘Well, we’re alive,’ cries Betty. ‘Rather the worse for wear, but still
-in the land of the living. And, really, it went off miraculously
-well—for us. Not even a fly in the cream. You saw us, I know. How did we
-look?’
-
-‘Oh, it was all so pretty—so pretty!’ says Ella, a little sadly,
-perhaps, but with enthusiasm that leaves nothing to be desired. ‘Yes, of
-course I saw you. I climbed up the tree. But’—nervously, looking at
-Susan—‘I’m afraid they saw me.’
-
-‘Certainly they saw you,’ says Carew, a little hotly. ‘Why shouldn’t
-they?’
-
-‘Oh no! I didn’t want that. I am sorry,’ says Ella, with evident
-distress. ‘I thought I was quite safe there—that no one could see me.
-But—Susan—did Mr. Wyndham see me?’
-
-‘Yes,’ says Susan gently. Ella’s distress at once growing deeper, she
-goes on hurriedly: ‘But, as Carew says, why not? It is your own
-place—your own tree—and I have always said you ought to come out and mix
-with us.’
-
-‘No, no!’—hurriedly. All at once it seems to her that she must tell
-Susan the whole truth; how it is with her, and her horror of being
-discovered by that man, and the past sadness of her life, and the
-present loneliness of it. But not now; another time, when they are quite
-alone.
-
-‘The poet saw you, at all events,’ says Dom. ‘He’s not quite right in
-his head, poor old chap! and he got very mixed. He thought you were a
-Hindoo idol——’
-
-‘Dominick!’ Betty turns upon him indignantly. ‘How disgracefully
-ignorant you are! After all papa’s teaching! Hamadryads aren’t Hindoo
-idols. They are lovely things. You ought to be ashamed of yourself!’
-
-‘I am—I am,’ says Mr. Fitzgerald, with resignation. ‘I really don’t
-think I shall pass any exam.’
-
-‘You don’t try,’ says Susan, with a slight touch of anger. ‘You don’t
-put your mind into your work. And it is such a shame towards father. Why
-don’t you try?’
-
-‘He does try!’ says Betty angrily. She is so evidently on the
-defensive—on the side of the prisoner at the bar—that they all stare, a
-matter that brings her to her senses in a hurry. She to defend Dom, with
-whom she is always at daggers drawn! A gleam of pleasure in Dom’s eyes
-enrages her, and brings the crisis.
-
-‘He does try,’ repeats she. ‘But’—with a glance at Dom meant to reduce
-him to powder—‘he has no brains.’
-
-The glance is lost. Dom comes up smiling.
-
-‘You’ve got it,’ says he. And then, ‘Anyway, Miss Moore, our only poet
-thought you were a sylvan goddess. Will that do, Betty? Didn’t he,
-Carew?’
-
-‘He’s a fool,’ says Carew morosely.
-
-‘Did you notice him, Ella?’ asks Betty. ‘A little man with a dismal eye
-and a nose you could hang your hat on? If poets are all like that,
-defend me from them! He goes about as if he was searching for a corner
-in which to weep, and he looks as if——’
-
-‘“’E don’t know where ’e are,”’ quotes Dom.
-
-‘Yes, I saw him. He was sitting near you, Susan; and I saw Mr. Wyndham,
-and——’ She pauses, and a faint colour steals into her cheeks. ‘Susan,
-who was that woman with the high things in her bonnet?’
-
-‘High things!’ Susan looks puzzled, and Ella goes on to describe Mrs.
-Prior’s bonnet with more extreme accuracy.
-
-‘That was Mrs. Prior—Mr. Wyndham’s aunt. Fancy your noticing her! Do you
-know, Ella, I can’t bear her, or her daughter. They are all so—so
-unreal—so cruel, I think——’
-
-But Ella is hardly listening. Her eyes are troubled. She is
-thinking—thinking.
-
-‘It is strange,’ says she at last, ‘but, somehow, it seems to me as if I
-had seen her before. Not here—not now—but long, long, long ago.’ She
-makes a little movement of her hands as if driving something from her,
-then looks at Susan. ‘It is nonsense, of course.’ She is very pale, and
-her smile is dull and lifeless. ‘But—I have seen her somewhere in my
-past—or someone like her; but not so cold—so cruel.’
-
-‘She is Mr. Wyndham’s aunt,’ says Susan again. ‘Perhaps the likeness you
-see lies there.’
-
-‘Perhaps so. But no, he is not like her,’ says the girl earnestly. ‘No,
-it is not Mr. Wyndham she reminds me of.’
-
-‘My goodness, Susan,’ says Betty suddenly, ‘perhaps we should not have
-left all those cakes with the children. They will make themselves ill,
-and we shall have a horrid time to-morrow.’
-
-‘Oh, and Bonnie!’ says Susan, paling. She kisses Ella hurriedly and
-races home again up the quiet little shadowy road, without waiting for
-the slower coming of those behind her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIII.
-
- ‘Fortune makes quick despatch, and in a day
- May strip you bare as beggary itself.’
-
-
-‘Is this thing true, George?’
-
-‘What thing?’ asks Crosby.
-
-‘Oh, you know—you know. You’—turning her cold eyes on him with actual
-fury in their depths—‘must have known it all along.’
-
-‘My dear Mrs. Prior, if you would only explain!’
-
-Mrs. Prior motions him to a seat. She is already dressed for dinner,
-though it is barely seven o’clock. She had, however, determined—after a
-stormy interview with Josephine on their return from the Rectory—on
-seeing Wyndham at once, and demanding an explanation with regard to
-‘that creature,’ as she called her. Wyndham, it seemed, however, had not
-yet returned. ‘Gone to see her, no doubt,’ cried Mrs. Prior, with
-ever-rising wrath; and thus foiled in her efforts to see him, she had
-sent for her host, who, of course, being a bosom friend of Wyndham’s,
-and living down here, must have known all about it from the first.
-
-‘Do you think I need?’ says she, with a touch of scorn. ‘Are you going
-to tell me deliberately that you do not know what this—woman—is to
-Paul?’
-
-‘His tenant,’ says Crosby calmly. ‘What’s the matter with that? Lots of
-fellows have tenants.’
-
-‘That is quite true. It is also true that “lots of fellows”’—she draws
-in her breath as if suffocating—‘have——’
-
-‘Oh, come now!’ says Crosby.
-
-‘You would have me mince matters,’ says she in her low, cold voice, that
-is now vibrating with anger. ‘It is inadmissible, of course, to mention
-things of this sort. But I have my poor girl’s interest at stake, and I
-dare to go far—for her. This arrangement of Paul’s down here, close to
-you’—she gives him a sudden quick glance—‘in the very midst of us, as it
-were, is a direct insult.’
-
-‘So it certainly would be, if matters were as you suppose. I am
-confident, however, that they are not. I have Paul’s word for it.’
-
-‘Oh, a man’s word on such an occasion as this!’
-
-‘Well, I suppose a man’s word, if you know the man, is as good on one
-occasion as another,’ says Crosby. ‘And why should he lie to me about
-it? I have no interest in his tenants. If, as you seem to fancy, she
-is——’
-
-‘Oh, hush!’ says Mrs. Prior, making an entreating gesture; ‘don’t speak
-so loud. That poor child of mine—that poor, poor child—is
-there’—pointing to the door on her left—‘and if she heard this, it would
-almost kill her, I think.’ Mrs. Prior throws a little tragedy into her
-pale blue eyes. ‘Her heart is deeply concerned—is filled, indeed, with
-Paul! As you know, George, for years this engagement has been thought
-of.’
-
-‘Engagement?’
-
-‘Between’—a little impatiently, but solemnly—‘Paul and——’ She stops as
-if heart-broken, and covers her face with her handkerchief.
-
-‘Virginia,’ is on the tip of Crosby’s tongue, but by a noble effort he
-swallows it.
-
-‘My unhappy Josephine,’ says Mrs. Prior, having commanded her grief.
-‘For myself, I cannot see what the end of this thing will be.’
-
-‘It’s an unlucky name beyond doubt,’ says Crosby, growing historical. ‘I
-don’t think I’d christen another—h’m—I mean, I don’t think it is a good
-name to call a girl by, don’t you know; but I fail to see where the
-unhappiness comes in this time.’
-
-‘Don’t you? Do you imagine my poor child would wed a man with such
-disgraceful antecedents? I had thought of the marriage for next year;
-but now! And dear Shangarry has so set his heart on a union between my
-girl and Paul. Only last month he was speaking to me about it. It will
-be a horrible blow to the poor old man. Indeed, I shouldn’t wonder if he
-disinherited Paul on account of it.’
-
-Here she looks steadily, meaningly at Crosby. It is a challenge. Crosby
-quite understands that he is to convey to Wyndham that he is to give up
-his tenant, or else Mrs. Prior will declare war upon him, and prejudice
-the old man, his uncle, against him.
-
-‘On account of what?’ asks he, unmoved. ‘Because he has a tenant in his
-cottage, or because——’
-
-‘Oh, tenant!’ Mrs. Prior makes a swift movement of her white and
-beautiful hands.
-
-‘Or, because——’
-
-She interrupts him again, as he has expected. He has no desire whatever
-to go on; to say to her, ‘because he will probably refuse to marry your
-daughter,’ would be a little too broad. He has risked the beginning of
-his speech with a hope of frightening her into some sort of propriety;
-but he has failed.
-
-‘There will be a scandal,’ says she, with determination.
-
-‘Not unless somebody insists upon one.’ Crosby crosses one leg over the
-other with a judicial air. ‘And scandals are so very vulgar.’
-
-‘Quite the most vulgar things one knows; but they do occur, for all
-that. And if Shangarry once knew that Paul so much as wavered in his
-allegiance to Josephine, he would be very hard to manage.’
-
-‘But has it, then, gone so far as that?’
-
-‘Far! What can be farther? A girl, a young girl, and a—well, I dare say
-there are some who would call her beautiful—kept in seclusion, called,
-for decency’s sake, his tenant——’
-
-‘Oh, that!’ says Crosby; ‘I wasn’t alluding to that. I mean, has this
-affair between your daughter and Wyndham gone so very far? Is this
-engagement you hint at a thing accomplished? Has it been settled?’ He
-leans towards her in a strictly confidential manner. ‘Any words said?’
-
-‘Oh, words! What are words?’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘Deeds count, not words.
-And all our world knows how attentive he has been to my poor child for
-years.’
-
-This is a slip, and she is at once conscious of it.
-
-‘Years! Bad sign,’ says Crosby, stroking his chin.
-
-‘I don’t know what you mean by that’—irritably, and with a view to
-retrieving her position. ‘The longer the time, the greater the
-injustice—the injury—afterwards. I feel that my poor darling is quite
-compromised over this affair. I need hardly tell you, George, who know
-her, and how attractive she is’—Crosby nods feelingly, and, I hope,
-offers up a prayer for pardon—‘that she has refused many and many a
-magnificent offer because she believed herself pledged surely, if
-unspokenly, to her cousin. Her great attachment to him’—all at once
-Crosby sees Josephine’s calm, calculating eyes and passionless
-manner—‘has been, I now begin to fear, the misfortune of her life,
-because certainly—yes, certainly—he led her to believe all along that he
-meant to make her his wife.’
-
-‘Well, perhaps he does,’ says Crosby.
-
-‘What! And do you imagine I would submit to—to—that establishment,
-whilst my daughter——’ She buries her face in her handkerchief.
-‘Shangarry will be so grieved,’ says she.
-
-This is a second threat, meant to be conveyed to Wyndham. Crosby
-represses an inclination to laugh. After all, she has chosen, poor
-woman! about the worst man in Europe for her ambassador. To him, Mrs.
-Prior’s indignation is as clear as day. With his clear common-sense he
-thus reads her: She has doubts about Wyndham’s relations with his pretty
-tenant, but she has deliberately set herself to believe the worst. The
-worst to her, however, would not be the immoral attitude of the case,
-but the dread that the girl would inveigle Wyndham into a marriage with
-her, and so spoil her daughter’s chance. The girl, as she saw her
-through the spreading branches, was very beautiful, and Josephine—well,
-there was a time when she was younger, fresher.
-
-‘I really think, Mrs. Prior, you are making a mountain out of a
-mole-hill,’ says he presently. ‘I assure you I think this young
-lady, now living in the Cottage, is nothing more or less than
-Wyndham’s tenant. Why make a fuss about it? I am sure if you ask
-Wyndham——By-the-by, why don’t you ask him?’
-
-‘Because he refuses me the opportunity,’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘I sent for
-him; he was not to be found. He purposely avoids me this evening. But he
-shall not do so to-morrow. I am his aunt; I have every right to speak to
-him on this disgraceful subject.’
-
-‘Not disgraceful, I trust,’ says Crosby, who is devoutly thanking his
-stars that Mrs. Prior is not his aunt.
-
-‘Utterly disgraceful, when I think of how he has behaved to my poor
-trusting girl——’
-
-‘Still,’ says Crosby thoughtfully, ‘you tell me there were no words
-said.’
-
-‘No actual words.’
-
-‘Ah, the others are so useless,’ says Crosby.
-
-Mrs. Prior lifts her eyes to his for a moment. Real emotion shines in
-them; and all at once Crosby is conscious of a sense of shame. Poor
-soul! however mistaken, however contemptible her trouble, still it is
-trouble, and therefore worthy of consideration.
-
-‘I can see you are not on my side,’ says she at last. ‘You have no
-sympathy with my grief, and yet you might have. I have had many griefs
-in my time, George, but this is the worst of all. To have my daughter
-thus treated! Of course, after this I could not—I really believe I could
-not sanction her marriage with Paul.’ She pauses, and delicately dabs
-her handkerchief into her eyes. Her hopes of a marriage between her
-daughter and Wyndham have been at such a low ebb for a long time that
-there is scarcely any harm in declaring now her determination not to wed
-her daughter to her cousin at any price. If things should take a turn
-for the better, if her threats about informing Shangarry should take
-effect, she can easily get out of her present attitude. ‘Yes, such
-troubles!’ She dabs her eyes again. ‘First my sister’s terrible marriage
-with a perfectly impossible person—you know all about that, George—poor
-dear Eleanor; and then my father’s will, leaving everything to Eleanor
-and her children, though he had so often excommunicated her, as it were.
-And the trouble with that will! The searching here and there for
-Eleanor—poor Eleanor; such awful trouble—advertisements, and private
-inquiry people, and all the rest. As you know, it is only quite lately
-that, certain information of her death without issue having come to
-hand, I have been enabled to live.’
-
-‘Yes—yes, I know,’ says Crosby. He is on his very best behaviour now.
-
-‘You have always appreciated my sweet girl at her proper worth, at all
-events,’ says Mrs. Prior, dabbing her eyes for the last time, and
-emerging from behind her handkerchief with wonderfully pale lids.
-
-‘I have—I have indeed!’ exclaims Crosby warmly. Anything to pacify her!
-His manner is so warm, so ardent, that Mrs. Prior pauses, and her mind
-starts on another track. With rapidity her thoughts fly back and then
-forward. Crosby is quite as good a match as Paul, if one excludes the
-title. And perhaps—who knows?
-
-‘George,’ says she softly, but with emotion, ‘perhaps you think me hard.
-But a mother—and that dreadful girl lives there alone in his house; and
-he visits her; and can you still, from your heart, tell me that she——’
-
-She breaks off, as if quite overcome, and unable to go on.
-
-‘I can tell you this, at all events,’ says Crosby, ‘that she does not
-live alone. Wyndham has engaged a lady to be a companion to her.’
-
-‘Paul!’ Mrs. Prior turns her eyes, moist with her late emotion, on
-him—eyes now full of wrath. ‘Is she an imbecile, then, this girl? Must
-Paul engage a keeper for her? What absurd throwing of dust in the eyes
-of the world!’
-
-‘A companion, I said.’
-
-She throws him a little contemptuous glance, and, with agitation, begins
-to pace up and down the room. ‘A nice companion! They are well met, no
-doubt,’ cries she suddenly, ‘this “companion” and her charge. I tell
-you, George, I shall get at the root of this.’
-
-‘I don’t think you will have to go very deep,’ says Crosby.
-
-‘You think it is so much on the surface as that? I don’t. And I shall
-take measures; I shall know what to do.’
-
-There is something so determined in her air as she says this, that
-Crosby looks at her with some consideration. What is she going to do?
-
-But she is looking down upon the carpet, and is evidently thinking. Yes,
-she knows what she will do. She will go to that girl to-morrow, and tell
-her plainly what her position is. She will so speak and so argue, that
-if the girl is, as George Crosby pretends to suppose, a virtuous girl,
-she will frighten her out of her present position. And if she is what
-Mrs. Prior, with horrible hope, determines she is, well, then, no harm
-will be done, but the ‘little establishment,’ as she calls it, will
-infallibly be broken up. There is another thought, however. Crosby just
-now had spoken almost tenderly of Josephine. If there is the smallest
-chance of Crosby’s being attracted by her, Mrs. Prior feels that she
-could stay proceedings with regard to Paul with a most willing hand. If
-not? Any way, there is a whole evening to think it over.
-
-‘What do you think of doing?’ asks Crosby at this moment, a little
-anxiously. To attack Wyndham before them all, downstairs?... That would
-be abominable! And yet he would hardly put it beyond her.
-
-‘Ah, that lies in the future,’ says she. She rises languidly from the
-chair into which she has sunk, and smiles at him. ‘I am afraid I am
-keeping you from your other guests.’
-
-‘Not at all—not at all,’ says Crosby amiably. ‘You are keeping me only
-from my man and my tie, and the rest of it.’
-
-He bows himself hurriedly, but amiably, out of the room.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIV.
-
- ‘Where jealousie is the jailour, many break the prison, it opening
- more wayes to wickedness than it stoppeth.’
-
-
-It is indeed perilously near the dinner-hour! Mrs. Prior, after a few
-words with Josephine—who had evidently had her dainty ear applied to the
-keyhole, and who is distinctly sulky—has gone downstairs and into the
-smaller drawing-room, where she finds a group on the hearthrug gathered
-round a little, but friendly, autumn fire, discussing all in heaven and
-earth. They have evidently come down to earth as she enters, because the
-name of Susan Barry is being wafted to and fro.
-
-‘Oh, she’s lovely—lovely!’ Lady Forster is saying with enthusiasm. ‘Such
-eyes, and with such a funny expression in them sometimes—sometimes, when
-she isn’t so dreadfully in earnest, as she generally is. After all,
-perhaps the earnestness is her charm. She is certainly the very sweetest
-thing! George’—she turns, looks round her, and, finding Crosby not
-present, laughs, and makes a little gesture with her hands—‘George will
-never be able to go back to his niggers.’ In her heart, being devoted to
-her only brother, she hopes this will be the case.
-
-‘If you don’t take care, she will marry your brother,’ says Miss Prior
-from her low seat. She is protecting her complexion from the light of
-the big lamp near her by a fan far bigger than the lamp.
-
-‘Well, why not?’ says Lady Forster, who detests Josephine.
-
-‘A girl like that—a mere nobody—the daughter of an obscure country
-parson?’
-
-‘Oh, not so very obscure!’ says Lady Muriel, in her gentle way. ‘Mr.
-Barry is very well connected; I have met some of his people.’
-
-‘Still, hardly a match for Mr. Crosby.’ Josephine waves her fan lightly,
-yet with a suggestion of temper. Her mother, who has subsided into a
-seat, listens with an interest that borders on agitation to the answer
-to this speech. On it hangs her decision about the girl at the Cottage.
-If Crosby’s people support Crosby in his infatuation for that silly
-child at the Rectory, then—nothing is left to Josephine.
-
-‘Do you know,’ says Lady Forster, ‘I don’t feel a bit like that. Let us
-all be happy, is my motto. I think’—thoughtfully—‘I am not sure, mind
-you—but I think if George wanted to marry a barmaid, or something like
-that, I should enter a gentle protest. But if he has set his heart on
-this delightful Susan——Isn’t she a heart, Muriel? Such a ducky child!’
-
-‘I thought her delightful, and her brother, too,’ says Lady Muriel,
-laughing at Katherine’s exaggerations. ‘She is decidedly pretty, at all
-events. Even more than that.’
-
-‘Oh, a great deal more,’ says Captain Lennox, who has come into the room
-with some of the other men.
-
-‘And of very good family, too,’ says Lady Millbank, who is dining with
-them. The Barrys, as has been said, are a connection of hers, but always
-up to this—on account of their poverty—scarcely acknowledged, and kept
-carefully in the shade. But now, with this brilliant chance of a
-marriage for Susan, she is willing to bring them suddenly into the
-fuller light.
-
-‘But penniless,’ puts in Josephine carefully.
-
-‘Ah! what do pennies matter?’ says Lady Forster sweetly, but with a
-faint grin at her husband, who is near her. He, too, feels small
-affection for the stately Josephine.
-
-‘And if George fancies her—why, it will keep him from marrying a squaw.
-They don’t call them squaws in Africa, do they? Something worse,
-perhaps.’
-
-‘Not much difference,’ says Captain Lennox. ‘But the squaws, as a rule,
-wear more clothing than the Zulu ladies, and that might perhaps——’
-
-‘Oh, good heavens!’ says Lady Forster; ‘it might indeed! If they wear
-less petticoat than the dear old squaws——And if he should bring one
-here! Fancy her advent into one’s drawing-room! People would go away.’
-
-‘I don’t think so—I really don’t,’ says Captain Lennox reassuringly. ‘I
-believe honestly you might depend on “people” to support you under the
-trying circumstances. What are friends for, if——’
-
-‘Oh, well, I couldn’t stand it if you could,’ says Lady Forster, with a
-glance at him. ‘And I don’t want George to marry a nasty Zulu, any way.
-What do you think, Billee Barlow?’—to her husband. ‘Isn’t Susan nicer
-than a Zulu woman?’
-
-‘I’ve not had much experience,’ says Sir William lazily. ‘But I dare say
-you’re right.’
-
-‘But listen. Isn’t it better for George to marry Susan than to go out
-there again, and perhaps give you a sister-in-law “mit nodings” on her?’
-
-‘It’s very startling,’ says Lennox. ‘Take time, Billee, before
-answering; you might commit yourself.’
-
-‘Really, the question is,’ says Josephine, in her cold, settled way,
-‘whether it would be wise to encourage a marriage so distinctly
-one-sided in the way of advantage as that between——’
-
-‘Yes, yes, yes,’ interrupts Lady Forster impatiently. ‘But if George
-goes away again, I have a horrid feeling that he won’t come back at all.
-You see, he is too much one of us to bring into our midst a dusky
-bride—and men have married out there—and if he likes this charming child
-and she likes him——People should always marry for love, I think, eh,
-Billee?’—turning to her husband.
-
-‘I always think as you do,’ says the wise man.
-
-‘Billee Barlow, what an answer!’ She looks aggrieved, and throws up her
-little dainty, fairy-like head. ‘Do you think I’d have married you if I
-hadn’t—liked you?’
-
-‘Was that why you married me?’ asks he, laughing, and bent on teasing
-her.
-
-‘No.’ She turns her back on him. ‘I don’t know why I married you,
-except—that you were the biggest duffer in Europe.’
-
-Forster roars.
-
-‘I’m glad I’m the biggest,’ says he. ‘It’s well to be great in one’s own
-line.’
-
-‘Well, that’s where it is,’ says Lady Forster, returning with perfect
-equanimity to the original subject. ‘And if it comes off, Susan will be
-a perfect sister-in-law. One has to think of one’s self, you know; and
-what I dwell on is, that I’ll have the greatest fun bringing her out in
-town. I’ve thought it all over. She will have a regular boom. There
-won’t be a girl next year in it with her. I know all the coming
-debutantes, and she could give them miles and beat them.’
-
-Miss Prior laughs curiously, and Lady Forster looks at her.
-
-‘You think?’
-
-‘That you are the most disinterested sister on earth, or——’
-
-‘Well?’
-
-‘The most selfish.’
-
-Lady Forster, who is impetuous to a fault, makes a movement as if to say
-something crushing—then restrains herself. After all, it is her
-brother’s house; this girl is her guest.
-
-‘Oh, not selfish,’ says she sweetly. ‘I have a strange fancy that George
-adores her.’
-
-‘Strange fancies are not always true,’ says Miss Prior. ‘Sir William, do
-you agree with Katherine about this adoration?’
-
-Sir William shrugs his shoulders. How should he know?
-
-‘Oh, Billee’s a fool,’ says Lady Forster, in her plaintive voice.
-‘Aren’t you, Billee?’
-
-‘My darling, you forget I married you,’ says Forster, in his tragic
-tone. Whereat she rolls her handkerchief into a little ball and throws
-it at him.
-
-Mrs. Prior, who has sat on a lounge near the door listening silently to
-this conversation, now makes up her mind. There is nothing to be hoped
-for from Crosby. To-morrow, then, she will see this ‘tenant’ of Paul’s,
-though all the guardians and chaperons in Europe rise up to prevent her.
-
-‘But are you really so sure that your brother is in love with Miss
-Susan?’ asks Lennox of Lady Forster, in a low tone, unheard by the
-others.
-
-‘No, I’m not,’ declares she, with astounding frankness. ‘I only wanted
-to be a tiny bit nasty to Josephine, who, I’m sure, has her eye on him
-in case another complication fails. No, indeed’—sighing—‘no such luck!
-Wanderers like George are like confirmed gamblers, or drunkards, or that
-sort of extraordinary person—they are beyond cure. I’m sure that, in
-spite of all that pretty Susan’s charms, he will go back to his nasty
-blacks and his lions and his general tomfoolery.’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLV.
-
- ‘They begin with making falsehood appear like truth, and end with
- making truth appear like falsehood.’
-
-
-Mrs. Prior knocks gently at the front-gate of the Cottage, not the
-little green gate so well known to the Barrys; and after a little delay
-Mrs. Denis’s martial strides can be heard behind it, and her voice
-pierces the woodwork.
-
-‘Who’s there?’
-
-‘It is I, Mrs. Prior.’ Mrs. Prior’s tones are soft and suave and
-persuasive. ‘That is you, I think, Mrs. Denis. I recognise your voice as
-that of an old friend. I have been here before, you know, several times,
-and I quite remember you. My nephew—your master, Mr. Wyndham, has at
-last let me know about his tenant, and I have come’—very softly this—‘to
-call on her.’
-
-That she is lying horribly and with set purpose is beyond doubt. To
-herself she excuses herself with the old, sad, detestable fallacy, that
-her words are true, whatever the spirit of them may be.
-
-Mrs. Denis, astute matron and alert Cerberus as she is (a rather comical
-combination), is completely taken in. She is the more ready to be
-deceived, in that she is at her heart, good soul! so unfeignedly glad to
-think that now, after all this time, her master’s people are coming
-forward to recognise, and no doubt make much of, the ‘purty darlin’’
-under her care. Her care. Never for a moment has she admitted Miss
-Manning’s right to chaperon Ella, though now on excellent terms with
-that most excellent lady.
-
-She does not answer Mrs. Prior immediately, but strokes her beard behind
-the gate, and smiles languidly to herself. Hah! He’s tould ’em! He’s
-found out for himself that he loves her! The crathure! An’ why not!
-Fegs, there isn’t her aqual between this and the Injies! An’, of course,
-it is a mark of honour designed by him to his young lady, that his aunt
-should come an’ pay her respects to her.
-
-For all this, she is still cautious, and now opens the gate to Mrs.
-Prior by only an inch or so at a time. Mrs. Prior, on this, calmly and
-with the leisurely manner that belongs to her, moves forward a step or
-two, a step that places her parasol and her arm inside the gateway.
-
-‘You are, I can see, a most faithful guardian,’ says she pleasantly, and
-with the distinctly approving tones of the superior to the efficient
-inferior. ‘I shall take care to tell Mr. Wyndham my opinion of you.’ The
-little sinister meaning in her speech is clouded in smiles. She takes
-another step forward that brings not only her arm and parasol, but
-herself, inside the gate; thus mistress of the situation, she smiles
-again—this time a little differently, but still with the utmost suavity.
-
-‘This young lady?’ asks she. ‘She is in the house, no doubt? If you
-could let me see her without any formal introduction, it would be so
-much more friendly, it seems to me.’
-
-Mrs. Denis’s ample bosom swells with joy and pride. Her beard vibrates.
-‘Friendly.’ So they are going to be friendly—those people of his! After
-all, perhaps Miss Ella is a princess in disguise, and they have only
-just found it out. ‘Well, she looks one—wid her little feet, an’ her
-little hands, an’ those small features of hers.’
-
-‘No, ma’am,’ says she, addressing Mrs. Prior with a courtesy she seldom
-uses to anyone. ‘Miss Ella is in the garding; an’ as you say ye’d like
-to see her all be yerself, if ye’ll go round that corner ye’ll find her
-aisy, near the hollyhocks. An’ I’ll tell ye this,’ says Mrs. Denis,
-squaring her arms, and growing sentimental, ‘’tis plazed ye’ll be whin
-ye do see her.’
-
-‘I feel sure of that,’ says Mrs. Prior. She speaks quite calmly, yet a
-rage of hatred shakes her. Glad to see this abominable creature, who has
-interfered with the marriage of her daughter!
-
-‘She’s got the face of an angel, ma’am.’
-
-‘And the heart of one, of course,’ says Mrs. Prior. The sarcasm is
-thrown away upon Mrs. Denis, who is now bursting with a pæan addressed
-to her goddess.
-
-‘Ay, ma’am. Fegs, ’tis aisy to see the masther has bin’ tellin’ you
-about her.’
-
-‘Just a little,’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘He——’
-
-‘He thinks a dale of her,’ says Mrs. Denis, putting her hand to her
-mouth, and speaking mysteriously. ‘I can see that much, but ’tis little
-he says. But sure, ye know him. ’Tis mighty quiet he is entirely.’
-
-‘Yes, I think I know him. But this ... young lady——’
-
-‘Wisha! ’tis only keepin’ ye from her I am. An’ ’tis longin’ ye are to
-see her, ov course.’
-
-‘You are right, my good woman,’ says Mrs. Prior; ‘I really don’t think I
-was ever so anxious to make the acquaintance of anyone before.... Round
-that corner, you say? Thank you. I shall certainly tell my nephew what a
-trustworthy guardian you make.’
-
-She parts with Mrs. Denis with a little gracious bow, and a sudden swift
-change of countenance that strikes that worthy woman at the time—but
-unfortunately works out a little late. Stepping quickly in the direction
-indicated, Mrs. Prior turns the corner and goes along the southern
-border of the pretty cottage until she reaches a small iron gate that
-leads to the garden proper.
-
-In here, soft perfumes meet one in the air, and delicate tints delight
-the eye. The little walks run here and there, the grasses grow, and from
-the flowering shrubs sweet trills are heard, sounds beautiful, and
-
- ‘Not sooner heard
- Than answered, doubled, trebled more,
- Voice of an Eden in the bird,
- Renewing with his pipe of four
- The sob; a troubled Eden, rich
- In throb of heart.’
-
-The grandeur of the dying autumn strikes through all; for over there, as
-a background to the still brilliant flowers, are fading yellows, and sad
-reds, and leaves russet-brown, more lovely now, perhaps, than when a
-life dwelt in them.
-
-Mrs. Prior moves through all these things untouched by their beauty—on
-one thought bent. And all at once the subject of her thought lies there
-before her. The clearest, sweetest thought!
-
-Ella, on one of the many small paths, is standing as if struck by some
-great surprise. She is looking at Mrs. Prior earnestly, half fearfully,
-with eager searching in her large dark eyes, as of one trying to work
-out some problem that had been suggested many years ago.
-
-The sight of the girl, standing there with her hand pressed against her
-forehead as if to compel thought, drives the anger she is feeling even
-deeper into Mrs. Prior’s soul. Such an attitude! As if not
-understanding! The absurd put-on innocence of it is positively—well,
-disgusting!
-
-And always Ella stands looking at her, as if frightened by the sudden
-unexpected visitor, but presently through her fear and astonishment
-another look springs into life. Her eyes widen—she does nothing, she
-says nothing, but anyone looking on would say that the girl all at once
-had remembered. But something terribly vague had touched her—something
-startling out of the past that until that moment had lain dead. Oh,
-surely she knows this lady, has met her somewhere.
-
-As if impelled by this mad fancy, she goes quickly towards Mrs. Prior.
-
-‘I—do I know you?’ asks she, in a low tense way.
-
-‘I think not,’ says Mrs. Prior, in her calm _trainante_ voice, that is
-now insolent to a degree. A faint, most cruel smile plays upon her lips.
-‘You, and such as you, are seldom known by—us.’
-
-The girl stands silent. No actual knowledge of her meaning enters into
-her heart, but what does come home to her in some vague way is that she
-has been thrust back—put far away—cast out, as it were.
-
-‘I don’t understand,’ says she, a little faintly.
-
-‘Oh, I think you do,’ says Mrs. Prior, with cultivated rudeness. ‘But I
-have not come here to-day to inform you as to your position in life. I
-have come rather to explain to you that your—er—relations with my nephew
-must come to an end—and at once.’
-
-‘Your nephew?’
-
-‘Has Mr. Wyndham not spoken to you of his people, then? Rather better
-taste than I should have expected from him. But one may judge from it
-that he is not yet lost to all sense of decency.’
-
-The insolence in her tone stings.
-
-‘You must believe me or not, as you like,’ says the girl, drawing up her
-slight figure, ‘but I don’t know what you are speaking about. Do you
-mean that you think it wrong of me to have rented this cottage from Mr.
-Wyndham?’
-
-Mrs. Prior raises her pince-nez and looks at her.
-
-‘Really, you are very amusing!’ says she. ‘Now what do you think it is?
-Right? Your views should be interesting.’
-
-‘If not this house, I should take another,’ says Ella. She is feeling
-bewildered and frightened, and has grown very pale.
-
-‘Of course, if you insist on the innocent _rôle_,’ says Mrs. Prior
-coldly, shrugging her shoulders, ‘it is useless my wasting my time. If,
-however, you have any regard for Mr. Wyndham, who, it seems, has been
-very kind to you’—she glances meaningly round the charming little home
-and garden—‘if distinctly unkind to himself, it may be of use to let you
-know that your presence here is very likely to be the cause of his
-ruin.’
-
-‘His—ruin!’ The unmistakable horror in the girl’s face strikes Mrs.
-Prior as hopeful, so she proceeds briskly.
-
-‘Social ruin! It will undoubtedly mean his disinheritance by his uncle,
-Lord Shangarry, and—the rupture of his engagement with the girl
-he—loves!’
-
-She plants this barb with joy. The telling of a lie more or less has
-never troubled her during her life.
-
-‘The girl he loves!’ Ella’s voice as she repeats the words sounds dull
-and monotonous. She is quite ghastly now, and she has laid her hand on
-the back of a garden-chair to steady herself.
-
-‘Yes. The girl he has always meant to marry!’ She lays great stress on
-the last word. That ought to tell. ‘Whom he meant to marry until
-your—fascinations’—she throws detestable meaning into her speech, base
-as it is detestable—‘alienated him—for the moment!’
-
-All at once Ella recovers herself.
-
-‘Oh, you are wrong, wrong!’ cries she vehemently. ‘Somebody has been
-telling you what is not true, what is not the case! Mr. Wyndham does
-not—does not’—she trembles violently—‘love me. Not me—anyone but me. Oh!
-who could have said such a thing? Believe me, do believe me’—she comes
-forward, holding out her hands imploringly—‘when I tell you that I am
-the last girl in the world he would fall in love with. If you know this
-young lady he loves, go back to her, I implore you, and tell her it is
-all untrue—that he loves her, and her only, and that all she has heard
-to the contrary is not worth one thought. Oh, madam! If he should be
-hurt through me!... After all his goodness to me! Oh ... go ... go to
-her and tell her what I say!’
-
-She stops, and covers her face suddenly with her hands. She is not
-crying, however. Tears are far from her eyes. But the misery of death
-has swept over her soul.
-
-Mrs. Prior gives way to a low laugh.
-
-‘Why didn’t you go on the stage?’ she says. ‘You would have made even a
-better living there. But perhaps you have only just come off it?’
-
-The girl lets her hand drop to her sides, and turns passionately upon
-her.
-
-‘Why won’t you believe me?’ cries she, with sudden wild vehemence.
-‘What have I done that you should disbelieve my word?’ Her eyes are
-bright with grief and the eager desire that is consuming her to make
-things straight for Wyndham and the girl he loves. Wyndham, who has
-been so good to her, who has brought her out of such deep waters! To
-hurt him—to injure him: the very thought is unbearable. She has
-involuntarily—unknowingly—drawn up her _svelte_ and slender body to
-its fullest height, and with a courage that few women could have found
-under circumstances so poignant, so filled with agonized memory, and
-with yet another feeling that perhaps is bitterest of all (though
-hardly known), she looks full at her tormentor.
-
-‘Can’t you see,’ cries she, with a proud humility, ‘how wrong you must
-be? How could I interfere between Mr. Wyndham and the woman he loves?
-Who am I? Nothing!’ She throws up her beautiful head with a touch of
-inalienable pride, and repeats the word distinctly: ‘Nothing!’
-
-‘Less than nothing,’ says Mrs. Prior, who is only moved to increased and
-unendurable hatred by her beauty and her unconscious hauteur. ‘So far as
-he regards you!’
-
-Ella draws her breath quickly.
-
-‘If so small in his regard, how then do I prevent his marriage with the
-girl he loves?’
-
-Alas for the sorrow of her voice! It might have touched the heart of
-anyone. Mrs. Prior, however, is impervious to such touches.
-
-‘Don’t you think it very absurd, your pretending like this?’ says she
-contemptuously.
-
-‘Of course, in spite of the absurd innocence you pretend, one can see
-that you quite understand the situation, and how unpleasantly you are in
-the way. If he had brought you anywhere but here, it might have been
-hushed up, but to the very house his poor mother left him—why, it is an
-open scandal, and an insult to my daughter!’
-
-The girl makes a shocked gesture.
-
-‘It is your daughter, then? But’—quickly—‘now you know he doesn’t love
-me, and you can tell her—and——’ She is looking eagerly, with almost
-passionate hope, at Mrs. Prior.
-
-‘Tell her! Tell my daughter about you!’ Mrs. Prior’s voice is terrible.
-‘How dare you suggest the idea of my speaking to my girl of——’ She
-checks herself with difficulty, and goes on coldly: ‘No doubt you
-believe Mr. Wyndham will be to you always as he is now. Women of your
-class delude themselves like that. But—when he marries—as he will—as he
-shall—you will learn that a wife is one thing and a mis——’
-
-She breaks off in the middle of her odious word as though shot. A hand
-has grasped her shoulder.
-
-‘Hould yer tongue, woman, if there’s still a dhrop o’ dacency left in
-ye! Hould yer tongue, I say!’
-
-The voice is the voice of Mrs. Denis.
-
-‘May I ask who it is you are addressing?’ asks Mrs. Prior, releasing
-herself easily enough. Putting up her eyeglass, she bends upon Mrs.
-Denis the glare that she has always found so effectual for the undoing
-of her foes. But Mrs. Denis thinks nothing of glares. She is, indeed, at
-this moment producing one of her own, beneath which Mrs. Prior’s sinks
-into insignificance.
-
-‘Faith ye may!’ says she, advancing towards the enemy with a regular
-‘come on’ sort of air. ‘An’ as ye ask me, I’ll give ye yer answer. Ye’re
-the aunt of a nevvy that has ivery right to be ashamed o’ ye! Know ye,
-is it? Arrah!’ Here the unapproachable sarcasm of the Irish peasant
-breaks forth. ‘Is it that ye’re askin’? Fegs, I do, thin, an’ to me
-cost, for ’tis too late I am wid me knowledge.’ She pauses here, and
-planting her hands on her ample hips, surveys Mrs. Prior with deliberate
-scorn.
-
-‘Oh, ye ould thraitor!’ says she at last.
-
-Tableau!
-
-It is open to question whether Mrs. Prior’s instant anger arises most
-from the word ‘ould’ or ‘thraitor.’ Probably the ‘ould.’
-
-‘You forget yourself!’ cries she sharply, furiously.
-
-‘Ye’re out there,’ says Mrs. Denis; ‘for ’tis I’m remimberin’. “Oh, Mrs.
-Denis”’—with a wonderful attempt at Mrs. Prior’s air—‘“an’ is that
-you?”—so swate like. An’, “I’ll be tellin’ me nevvy what a good guardian
-ye are.” An’, “’Tis me nevvy tould me to come an’ pay me respecks to
-your young lady.”’ Here Mrs. Denis lifts her powerful fist and shakes it
-in the air. ‘I wondher to the divil,’ says she, ‘that yer tongue didn’t
-sthick to yer mouth whin ye said thim words. Yer nevvy indeed! Wait till
-I see yer nevvy! ’Tis shakin’ in yer shoes ye’ll be thin! Worse than ye
-made this poor lamb’—with a glance at Ella, who has drawn back and is
-trembling violently—‘shake to-day.’
-
-‘You shall have reason to remember this—this most insolent behaviour.
-You shall know——’ begins Mrs. Prior, white with wrath; but Mrs. Denis
-will have none of her.
-
-‘I know one thing, any way,’ says she, ‘that out ov this ye go, this
-minnit-second. Ye can tell yer nevvy all about it whin ye git out, an’
-the sooner ye’re out, the sooner ye can tell him; an’ I wish ye joy of
-the tellin’! Come now!’—she steps up to Mrs. Prior with a menacing
-air—‘quick march!’
-
-This grand old soldier—with whom even her husband, good man and true as
-he had proved himself on many a battlefield, would probably have come
-off second best at a close tussle—now sidling up to Mrs. Prior with
-distinct battle in her eyes, that lady deems it best to lay down her
-arms and sound a retreat.
-
-‘This disreputable conduct only coincides with the whole of this
-establishment,’ says Mrs. Prior, making a faint effort to sustain her
-position whilst being literally moved towards the gate by the powerful
-personality and still more powerful arm of Mrs. Denis. The latter does
-not touch her, indeed, but she keeps waving that muscular member up and
-down like a windmill, in a most threatening manner. ‘You understand that
-I shall report all this to Mr. Wyndham?’
-
-‘Ye’ve said all that before,’ says Mrs. Denis, with great contempt. ‘An’
-now I’ll tell you something. That report ye spake of, in my humble
-opinion, will make mighty little noise!’
-
-After that she closes the gate with scant ceremony on Mrs. Prior’s
-departing heels.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVI.
-
- ‘To hear an open scandal is a curse;
- But not to find an answer is a worse.’
-
-
-Mrs. Prior, thus forcibly ejected (ejections are the vogue in Ireland),
-commences her return journey to Crosby Park, smarting considerably under
-her wrongs and the big umbrella she is holding over her head. She has
-gone but a little way, however, when, on suddenly turning a corner, she
-finds herself face to face with Wyndham.
-
-He has evidently been walking in a great hurry, but as he sees her he
-comes to a dead stop. All his worst fears are at once realized. The fact
-is that Crosby had missed Mrs. Prior at luncheon hour—a most unusual
-thing, by the way, for her to be absent, for she dearly loved a meal—and
-he had asked Miss Prior where she was. Miss Prior had said she did not
-know—hadn’t the faintest notion—perhaps gone for a prowl and forgotten
-her way home. Crosby somehow had felt that the fair Josephine was lying
-openly and freely, and had at once given a hint to Wyndham of Mrs.
-Prior’s conversation with him on the previous night, even suggesting
-that Mrs. Prior’s unusual absence from luncheon might have some
-connection with the Cottage. The result of all of which is that Mrs.
-Prior now finds herself looking into her nephew’s eyes and wondering
-rather vaguely what the next move is going to be.
-
-His eyes are distinctly unpleasant. They had been anxious—horribly
-anxious—when first she saw them; but now they seem alive with active
-rage.
-
-‘Where have you been?’ asks he immediately, his face set and white.
-Crosby, then, had been quite right in his suggestion.
-
-‘I have been doing my duty,’ returns Mrs. Prior, who has pulled herself
-together. Her tone is stern and uncompromising.
-
-‘You have been at the Cottage?’
-
-‘You have guessed quite correctly.’
-
-‘You have seen that poor girl, then, and——’
-
-‘I have seen that most wretched girl, and told her my opinion of her.’
-
-Wyndham makes a sharp ejaculation. ‘You spoke to her, insulted her, that
-poor child?’ He feels that reproach is no longer possible to him. What
-has she said? What, indeed, has she left unsaid? Great heavens, what
-monsters some women can be!
-
-‘I explained to her her position. Not that she needed explanation, in
-spite of all her extremely clever efforts at an innocent bearing. I
-passed over that, however, and told her—hoping that perhaps she had some
-real feeling for you, though I understand that class of person never has
-any honest feeling—that beyond all doubt Lord Shangarry would disinherit
-you if he heard of your connection with her.’ She pauses here. This is
-her trump card, and she looks straight at Paul as she plays it.
-
-It proves valueless. He passes it over as though it were of no
-consequence whatever.
-
-‘I don’t know what to say to you,’ says he, struggling with his
-passionate rage, and grief, and shame. ‘I hardly know how to condemn you
-strongly enough. I wish to God you were not a woman, and then I should
-know what to do. This girl you have so insulted is a girl as good and
-pure as the best girl you have ever met, and yet you have gone down
-there’—pointing in the direction of the Cottage—‘and deliberately hurt
-and wounded her. I wonder you had the courage to do it. Are you’—growing
-now furious—‘a fool that you couldn’t see how sweet and gentle and
-innocent she is?’
-
-‘Is it your intercourse with this sweet and gentle and innocent girl
-that has made you so extremely rude?’ asks his aunt in her low,
-well-bred voice. ‘If so, I consider I have done an extra duty by my
-visit to her. It may have results. Your disinheritance by Shangarry, for
-example, is sure to have an effect upon her. I am afraid, after all, it
-is you who are the fool. In the meantime, Paul, I can quite see that
-your infatuation for an extremely ordinary sort of girl has blinded you
-to her defects. Some of these people, I am told, quite study our manners
-nowadays; but she lacks distinction of any sort. That you happen to be
-in love with her at present of course prevents your seeing these
-faults.’
-
-‘You seem so remarkably well up in the affair,’ says Wyndham, who could
-now have cheerfully strangled her, ‘that I suppose it will be quite
-superfluous to tell you that love has no voice in the matter. I am not
-in love with her, and she most positively is not in love with me.’
-
-Mrs. Prior makes a contemptuous movement of her thin shoulders.
-
-‘So very old,’ says she. ‘Do you suppose, my dear Paul, with the stake
-you have in view, that I expected you to say the truth—to tell me that
-you had fallen violently in love with this little paltry creature, who
-has come out of no one knows where, except yourself, to go back to no
-one knows where when you are tired of her?’
-
-‘Look here,’ says Wyndham, driven beyond all courtesy by some feeling
-that he can hardly explain, ‘I think you have the worst mind of any
-woman I have ever met. I see now that it is useless to try to convince
-you; but remember—remember always’—he makes a distinct pause, as if on
-purpose, as if to fasten the words on her mind—‘what I say to you
-now—that anyone who calls Ella Moore anything less than the best woman
-on earth—lies!’
-
-‘Your infatuation has gone deep,’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘Few men would speak
-so strongly in favour of the virtue of their—friends.’
-
-‘I understand your hideous hint,’ says Wyndham, who has now grown cold
-and collected. ‘You are a woman, and it is hard to tell a woman that she
-lies. But if you were a man, I shouldn’t hesitate about it.’
-
-‘As I tell you, she has not improved your manners,’ says Mrs. Prior,
-with a bitter smile. She has not dreamt the affair would take this turn.
-She has believed that Paul, through dread of Shangarry’s displeasure,
-would at the most have made light of the matter, have parried the
-attack, and perhaps have sworn fresh allegiance to Josephine on the head
-of it. That he should defend this ‘creature’ and defy her, his aunt,
-because of her—— The situation has become strained beyond bearing.
-
-‘If you do not love her, and she does not love you, and is not even your
-friend,’ says she sneeringly, ‘what is she to you?’
-
-‘My tenant—neither more nor less.’
-
-‘You mean to tell me, on your honour, that she pays you rent?’
-
-‘Certainly she does.’
-
-‘She is a _bonâ-fide_ tenant, nothing more? Then, if so, why all this
-mystery? Why did you give me to understand weeks ago that she was a
-man?’
-
-‘You understood that for yourself. And with regard to the mystery, it
-seems that she is desirous of privacy.’
-
-‘How very modest, and what an extraordinary tenant to pick up! May I ask
-where you first heard of her? By advertisement?’
-
-‘No.’
-
-‘How, then?’
-
-For a moment Wyndham hesitates. Hesitation is supposed to lead to ruin,
-but Wyndham comes out of it sound in wind and limb. His mind had
-suffered a shock as it fell back upon that tragic scene in the
-Professor’s room, but recovered from it almost immediately.
-
-‘You may have heard of Professor Hennessy,’ says he—‘a very
-distinguished man. He told me of her just before his death.
-Now’—sarcastically—‘have I answered enough of your questions? Is your
-conscience quite satisfied as to your duty?’
-
-‘It is open to anyone to make light of sacred subjects,’ said Mrs.
-Prior, with dignity. ‘Duty to me is the one sacred thing in life. I have
-taken this matter in hand, and, in spite of all you have said, Paul, I
-may as well warn you that I shall not take your word for it, but shall
-sift it steadily to the bottom. I consider that my duty to both you and
-to my daughter.’
-
-‘To Josephine?’
-
-‘Yes, to Josephine. Are you prepared to say that you have no duty
-towards her?’
-
-‘Not that I am aware of.’
-
-‘After all these years? After all Shangarry has hinted and said? After
-all the notoriety, the talk, the gossip, of our world? That a man should
-pay pointed attentions to a girl for two years—should come and go, be
-received at her mother’s house, and escort her to balls and concerts and
-to theatres—is all that to go for nothing? Is my poor girl to be cast
-aside now as though nothing had occurred——’
-
-‘If you are alluding to Josephine,’ says Wyndham coldly and calmly, ‘I
-can’t see that anything has occurred to cause her annoyance of any kind.
-I am afraid you are misleading yourself. You ought to speak to your
-daughter, and she, no doubt, will post you up about it. I, for my part,
-can assure you that there is nothing between us, nor has there ever
-been. Your daughter is as indifferent to me as’—emphatically—‘I am to
-her.’
-
-He feels abominably rude as he says this, but he feels, too, the
-necessity for saying it. And, after all, the onus of the rudeness lies
-with her. Mrs. Prior is silent for a moment, more from anger than from
-inability to speak; then she breaks out:
-
-‘I shall write to Shangarry.’
-
-‘You can write,’ says Wyndham quietly, ‘to anyone on earth you like.’
-
-‘You distinctly, then, decline to carry out your engagement to my
-daughter?’
-
-‘My dear aunt, surely you exaggerate? When was there any engagement?’
-
-‘It was the same thing. You paid her great attention, and Shangarry has
-set his heart on it.’
-
-‘I am sorry for Lord Shangarry.’
-
-‘You refuse, then?’
-
-‘Distinctly,’ says Wyndham. He lifts his hat and hurries past her. She
-waits a little, watching him until he disappears round the corner that
-will lead him to the Cottage.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVII.
-
- ‘For what wert thou to me?
- How shall I say?’
-
-
-He finds Ella standing, where she had stood throughout her interview
-with Mrs. Prior, beneath a big horse-chestnut-tree in the garden. She
-had resisted all Miss Manning’s entreaties to come indoors and lie down
-and have a cup of tea (that kind woman’s one unfailing recipe for all
-diseases and griefs under the sun), and had only entreated piteously
-that she might be left alone.
-
-Now, as she hears Wyndham’s step upon the gravel, she lifts her head,
-and the white misery of her face, as he sees it, makes his heart swell
-with wrath within him. Great heavens! what had that fiend said to her?
-He struggles with an almost ungovernable desire to go to her and press
-those poor forlorn eyes against his breast, if only to shut them out
-from his vision; and he struggles, too, it must be confessed—not so
-successfully—with a wild longing to give way to bad language. A few
-words escape him, breathed low, but extremely pungent. They bring some
-faint relief; but still his heart burns within him, and, indeed, he
-himself is surprised at the intensity of his emotion.
-
-She does not speak, and he does not attempt to shake hands with her. It
-is impossible for him to forget that it is his own aunt who has thus
-wantonly insulted her—who has brought this terrible look into her young
-face. She, who has known so much suffering, who is now, indeed, only
-slowly recovering from a life unutterably sad.
-
-‘I know it all,’ begins he hurriedly, disconnectedly—he, the cold,
-clever barrister. ‘I met her just now, just outside the gate. She is a
-woman of a most vindictive temper. I hope you will not let anything she
-may have said dwell for a moment in your memory. It is not worth it,
-believe me. She is unscrupulous.’ He is almost out of breath now, but
-still hurries on. ‘She would do anything to gain a point. She——’
-
-‘You are talking of your aunt,’ says Ella at last in a stifled tone.
-
-‘Yes; and God knows,’ says he, with vehement bitterness, ‘there was
-never anyone more ashamed to acknowledge anything than I am to
-acknowledge her. You—you will try to forget what she said——’
-
-‘Forget! Every word,’ says the girl, lifting her hands and pressing the
-palms against her pretty head, ‘seems beaten in here.’
-
-‘But such words—so false, so meaningless—the words of a malicious woman,
-used to gain her own purpose——’
-
-‘Still, they are here,’ says she wearily.
-
-‘For the moment; but in time you will forget, not only her words, but
-her.’
-
-‘Her! I shall never forget her!’ She turns to him with quick questioning
-in her eyes. ‘Is she really your aunt, Mr. Wyndham? It is strange—it is
-impossible—but I know I have seen her before. In my dreams sometimes,
-now, I see her. But in my dreams she does not look as she did to-day.’
-She shudders, and presses her fingers against her eyes, as if to shut
-out something. ‘She is lovely there, and kind, and so beautiful; and she
-calls me “Ellie.” I must be going mad, I think,’ cries she abruptly. ‘A
-brain diseased sees queer things; and when I saw her in the Rectory
-garden yesterday, all at once it came to me that I knew her—that I had
-seen her before. Perhaps’—she goes closer to him, and examines his face
-with interest, marking every line, as it were, every feature, until
-Wyndham begins to wish that his parents had granted him better looks,
-and then, ‘No, no,’ says she, sighing. ‘I thought perhaps it was her
-likeness to you that made her face seem familiar. But you are not like
-her. She’—sighing again—‘is very handsome.’
-
-This is a distinct ‘takedown.’ Wyndham, however, bears up nobly.
-
-‘No,’ says he; ‘I am grateful to say that I resemble my father’s family,
-plain though they may be. The Burkes, of course, were always considered
-very handsome.’
-
-‘Burke?’ She looks at him again, and frowns a little, as if again memory
-is troubling her. ‘The Burkes were——’
-
-‘My mother was a daughter of Sir John Burke.’
-
-‘Yes, yes; I see. And the lady who was here just now, Mrs.——’
-
-‘Prior.’
-
-‘She was a daughter, too?’
-
-‘I regret to say so—yes.’
-
-‘Well, my dreams are wrong,’ says she, as if half to herself. ‘And
-yet——’ She breaks off.
-
-She moves away from him, and in an idle, inconsequent way, pulls at the
-shrubs and flowers near her. He can see at once that she is thinking,
-wrestling with the troubled waters of her mind, and there is something
-in the dignity and sadness of the young figure that appeals to him, and
-awakens afresh that eager desire to help her that has been his from the
-first.
-
-After awhile she comes back to him, her hands full of the late flowers
-that she nervously pulls from finger to finger in an unconscious
-fashion.
-
-‘I can’t live here any longer,’ says she. ‘I should not have come here
-at all. She has quite shown me that.’
-
-‘I have already told you that not one word Mrs. Prior said is worthy of
-another thought.’
-
-He is alluding to Mrs. Prior’s abominable suggestions as to the real
-meaning of the girl’s presence in the Cottage.
-
-‘Mr. Wyndham,’ says Ella, resting her earnest eyes on his, ‘perhaps I
-have never let you fully understand how I regard all you have done for
-me—how grateful I am to you—a mere waif, a nobody. But I am grateful,
-and, believe me, the one thing that has cut me to the very heart to-day
-is the thought that I—I’—with poignant meaning—‘should be the one to
-cause dissension between you and—and—and her.’
-
-‘Her?’
-
-‘Yes, yes; she told me.’
-
-‘She? Who? Her?’ This involved sentence is taken no notice of.
-
-‘It was your aunt who told me. But you can explain to her——’
-
-‘To her! To whom? My aunt?’
-
-‘Oh, no, no!’ She pauses. ‘Surely you know.’ At this moment something in
-the girl’s air makes Wyndham feel that she is believing him guilty of a
-desire to play the hypocrite—to conceal something. ‘It cannot have gone
-so very far,’ says she miserably. ‘A few words from you to her——’
-
-‘To “her” again? If not my aunt,’ demands he frantically, ‘what her?’
-
-She looks at him with sad astonishment.
-
-‘I see now you wouldn’t trust me,’ says she. Her eyes are suffused with
-tears. She turns aside, her hands tightly clenched, as if in pain. Then
-all at once she breaks out. ‘Oh,’ cries she passionately, ‘why didn’t
-you tell her at first?’ Tell her at first! Who the deuce is ‘her’? ‘Or
-even me. If’—miserably—‘if I had known, I should not have come here, and
-then there would have been no trouble, no wondering, no mystery; and
-there would have been no misunderstanding between you and’—she draws a
-sharp breath—‘the girl you love!’
-
-‘Good heavens! Do I find myself in Bedlam?’ cries Wyndham, who is not by
-any means an even-tempered man, and who now has lost the last rag of
-self-control. ‘What girl do I love?’
-
-But his burst of rage seems to take small effect on Ella.
-
-‘Of course,’ says she, in a stifled tone, directing her attention now to
-a bush near her, plucking hurriedly at its leaves, ‘if you wish to keep
-it a secret—and you know I said you didn’t trust me—and, of course, if
-you wish to’—her voice here sounds broken—‘to tell me nothing, you are
-right—quite right. There is no reason why I should be let into your
-confidence.’
-
-‘Look here,’ says Wyndham roughly. He catches her arm and compels her to
-turn round. ‘Let’s get to the bottom of this matter. What did my aunt
-tell you? Come now! Out with it straight and plain.’
-
-He has occasionally entreated his clients to be honest, but usually with
-very poor results. Now, however, he finds one to answer him even more
-straightly than he had at all bargained for. Ella flings up her head.
-Perhaps she had objected to that magisterial ‘Come now.’
-
-‘She said you were in love with her daughter, and that you had meant
-to marry her, until—my being here interfered with it. She’—the girl
-pauses, and regards him anxiously, as if looking to him for an
-explanation—‘didn’t say how I interfered.’
-
-‘She said that?’ Wyndham’s voice is full of suppressed but violent rage.
-
-‘Yes, that, and a great deal more,’ she goes on now vehemently. ‘That my
-being here would ruin you. That some lord—your uncle—your
-grand-uncle—Shan—Shanbally or garry was the name’—striving wildly with
-her memory—‘would disinherit you because you had let your cottage to me.
-But that wasn’t just, was it? Why shouldn’t you let your house to me as
-well as to anybody else, Mr. Wyndham?’—with angry intonation. ‘Is that
-three hundred a year the Professor left me mine really? Did he leave it
-to me at all? Oh! if he didn’t—if I am indebted to you for all this
-comfort, this happiness——’ She breaks down.
-
-‘You are entitled to that money; I swear it!’ says Wyndham. ‘His very
-last words were of you.’
-
-‘You are sure! Of course, if not——That might be the reason for their all
-being angry with me.’
-
-She is so very far off the actual truth that Wyndham hesitates before
-replying to her.
-
-‘I am quite sure,’ says he presently. ‘The money is yours.’
-
-‘Then I do not understand your aunt,’ cries she, throwing up her small
-head proudly. ‘She said a great many other things that I thought very
-rude—at least, I’m sure they were meant to be rude by her air. But they
-were so stupid that no one could understand them. I hardly remember
-them. I only remember those about——’ She breaks off suddenly; tears rise
-in her saddened eyes. ‘I wish—I wish,’ cries she, in an agonized tone,
-‘you had told me that you loved her.’
-
-‘Loved her! Josephine!’
-
-‘Is that her name—your cousin’s name?’
-
-‘Yes, and a most detestable name it is.’ There is frank disgust in his
-tone. The girl watches him wistfully.
-
-‘Perhaps, after all,’ says she—she hesitates, and the hand on the
-rose-bush now trembles, though Wyndham never sees it—‘perhaps it wasn’t
-your cousin she meant. I misunderstood her, I dare say. It’—she looks at
-him with eager, searching young eyes—‘it was someone else, perhaps——’
-
-‘Someone else?’
-
-‘You are in love with.’ She draws back a little, almost leaning against
-the rose-bush now, and looking up at him from under frightened brows.
-
-‘I am in love with no one,’ says Wyndham, with much directness—‘with no
-one in the wide world.’ He quite believes himself as he says this. But,
-in spite of this belief, a sensation of discontent pervades him, as,
-looking at the girl, he sees a smile, wide and happy, spreading over her
-charming face. Evidently it is nothing to her. She has had no desire
-that he should be in love with—her. ‘There is one thing,’ says he, a
-little austerely—that smile is still upon her face—‘if you really desire
-privacy, you should be careful about letting yourself be seen.
-Yesterday, in that tree,’ he points towards it, and Ella colours in a
-little sad, ashamed way that goes to his heart, but does not disturb his
-determination to read her a lecture, ‘you laid yourself open to
-discovery, and therefore to insult. The getting up into a tree or
-looking at people is nothing,’ argues he coldly. ‘It is the fact that,
-though you wish to look at people, you refuse to let them look at you,
-that makes the mischief. Anyone in this narrow society of ours who
-decides on withdrawing herself from the public gaze is open to
-misconception—to gossip—and finally to insult. I warned you of that long
-ago.’
-
-‘I will not—I cannot. You know I cannot go out of this without great
-fear and danger,’ says Ella faintly.
-
-‘I know nothing of the kind. This determination of yours to shut
-yourself away from the world is only a species of madness, and it will
-grow upon you. Supposing that man found you, what could he do?’
-
-‘Oh, don’t, don’t!’ says she faintly. She covers her eyes with her
-hands. Then suddenly she takes them down and looks at him. ‘You have
-never felt fear,’ says she. She says this quickly, reproachfully, almost
-angrily; but through all the anger and reproach and haste there runs a
-thread of admiration. ‘But I have. And I tell you if—that man—were to
-see me again—were to come here and order me to go away with him—I should
-not dare to refuse.’
-
-‘He knows better than to come here,’ says Wyndham curtly. ‘You may
-dispose of that fear.’
-
-‘Ah!’ says she, sighing, ‘you don’t know him.’
-
-‘I know—if not him individually—his class,’ says Wyndham confidently.
-‘Give up, I counsel you, this secrecy of yours. See what it has brought
-upon you to-day. And these insults will continue. I warn you’—he looks
-at her with a frowning brow—‘I warn you they will continue.’
-
-‘She?’ Ella looks at him timidly. ‘You think she will come again?’
-
-‘Mrs. Prior?’—contemptuously; ‘no. But there will be others. What do you
-think people are saying?’
-
-‘Saying of me?’ She looks frightened. ‘They have heard about that night
-at the Professor’s?’ questions she. She looks now almost on the verge of
-fainting. ‘Your aunt—she—did she know? She said nothing.’
-
-‘No. She knows nothing of that,’ says Wyndham hurriedly. After all, it
-is impossible to explain to her. But Miss Manning will know—she will
-know what to say.
-
-‘She only saw me in the tree,’ says the girl, with a voice that is now
-half sobbing. And then she thought you—that I—oh!’—more wretchedly
-still—‘I don’t know what she thought! But’—trembling—‘I wish I had never
-climbed into that tree.’
-
-‘Because she happened to see you? Never mind that. She’s got eyes in the
-back of her head; no one could escape her,’ says he, touched by her
-agitation.
-
-‘I am not thinking of her,’ says Ella proudly, making a gesture that
-might almost be called imperious. ‘I am only vexed because you are angry
-with me about it. But’—eagerly—‘I never thought anyone would find me
-out, and I did so want to see what you—what’—quickly correcting herself
-and colouring faintly—‘you were all doing in the Rectory garden.’
-
-‘If you want so much, and so naturally,’ says he, ‘to see your
-fellow-people, why didn’t you accept Susan’s invitation? It would have
-prevented all this.’
-
-‘I know. But I couldn’t,’ says she, hanging her pretty head. ‘You know I
-tried it once, and it was only when I got back again here—here into this
-safe, safe place—that I knew how frightened I had been all the time. And
-you may remember how I fancied then, on my return, that I had seen——’
-She stops as if unable to go on.
-
-‘I know. I remember. But that was a mere hallucination, I am sure. You
-must try to conquer such absurd fears. Promise me you will try.’
-
-‘I will try,’ cries she impulsively. She holds out to him her hand, and
-he takes it. ‘I will indeed. You have been so good to me, that I ought
-to do something for you. But all the same’—shaking her head—‘I know you
-are vexed with me about this.’
-
-‘For your sake only. This abominable visit of my aunt’s, for example——’
-
-‘Yes; about the girl you——’ She stops and withdraws her hand.
-
-‘I thought I had explained that,’ says he, with a laugh. ‘But what
-troubles me is the thought that you may be again annoyed in this way.
-Not by her; I shall see about that’—with force. ‘But there may be
-others. And of course your welfare is’—he checks himself—‘of some
-consequence to me.’
-
-‘Is it?’ She has grown cold too. ‘Your aunt’s welfare must be something
-to you as well.’
-
-‘Do you mean by that that you don’t think I am on your side?’
-
-She lifts her heavy lids and looks at him.
-
-‘You told me that my affairs were nothing to you—that they did not
-concern you in the smallest degree.’
-
-‘Was that—some time ago?’
-
-‘Yes. Almost at first.’
-
-‘Don’t you think it is a little vindictive to visit one’s former
-utterances upon one now?’
-
-‘I don’t know.’
-
-‘Well, good-bye,’ says he quickly. He turns, wounded more than he could
-have believed it possible to be by a girl who is positively nothing to
-him. Nothing! he quite insists on this as he goes down the path.
-
-But now—what is this? Swift feet running after him; a small eager hand
-upon his arm.
-
-‘Mr. Wyndham! Don’t go away like this. If I have offended you, I am
-sorry; I’—her lips begin to tremble now, and the eyes that are uplifted
-to his are dim—‘I am dreadfully sorry. Oh, don’t go away like this!
-Forgive me!’ Suddenly she bursts into tears. ‘Do forgive me!’
-
-‘Forgive? I? It is you who have to forgive,’ stammers he. ‘Ella!’
-
-He has laid his hand upon hers to draw them from her eyes, but with a
-sudden movement she breaks from him and runs back to the house. At the
-door, however, she stops, and glances back at him, and he can see that
-her face is radiant now, though her eyes are still wet with their late
-tears.
-
-‘Good-bye! Good-bye!’ cries she. She raises both her hands to her lips,
-and in the prettiest, the most graceful fashion flings him a last
-farewell. This manner of hers is new to him. It is full, not only of
-friendliness, but of the joy of one who has been restored once more to
-happiness.
-
- * * * * *
-
-On the avenue of Crosby Park Wyndham meets the master of it, who has
-plainly been strolling this way with a view to meeting him on his
-return.
-
-‘Well!’ says Crosby. Then, seeing the other’s face, ‘I was right, then?’
-
-‘You were. She had made her way in, and insulted the poor child in the
-most violent way.’
-
-‘I felt sure she was up to mischief,’ says Crosby, colouring hotly; he,
-too, is conscious of strong resentment. That anyone should go from his
-house to deliberately annoy a girl—a young girl, and one so sadly
-circumstanced—makes his usually easy-going blood boil. ‘I thought her
-manner to you at breakfast was over-suave. Well?’
-
-‘There is hardly anything to tell you. That she was there, that she
-spoke as few women would have had the heart to do, is all I am sure of.
-No; this more: that that poor child, thank God! didn’t understand half
-of her vile insinuations. I could see so much. But she was cut to the
-heart, for all that. If you could have seen her face, so white, so
-frightened! I tell you this, Crosby——’
-
-He never told him, however. He broke off short—as if not able to trust
-his voice, and Crosby, after one sharp glance at him, bestowed all his
-attention on the gravel at his feet. And as he waited for the other to
-recover his serenity, he shook his head over the whole affair. Yes, this
-was always the end of this sort of thing. If Wyndham didn’t know it, he
-did. Wyndham was desperately in love with this ‘waif’ of his—with this
-girl who had sprung out of nowhere, who had been flung upon his hands
-out of the angry tide of life. Presently, seeing Wyndham continuing
-silent, as if lost in a train of thought, he breaks in.
-
-‘How did you know Mrs. Prior was there?’
-
-‘From herself.’
-
-‘What! you met her?’
-
-‘Just outside the gate.’
-
-‘And’—Crosby here shows signs of hopeful joy—‘had it out with her?’
-
-‘On the spot. She denied nothing. Rather led the attack. One has but a
-poor vengeance with women, Crosby; but at all events she knows what I
-think of her. Of course there is an end to all pretence of friendship
-with her in the future, and I am glad of it.’
-
-‘I hope you didn’t say too much,’ says Crosby, rather taken aback by the
-sullen rage on the other’s brow.
-
-‘How could I do that? If it had been a man——’
-
-‘She might well congratulate herself that she isn’t, if she could only
-see your eyes at this moment,’ says Crosby, laughing in spite of
-himself. ‘But she’ll make mischief out of this, Paul, I’m afraid.’ He is
-silent a moment, and then: ‘Your uncle is still bent, I suppose, on your
-marriage with her daughter?’
-
-‘Yes, rather a bore,’ says Wyndham, frowning. ‘I don’t like to
-disappoint the old man.’
-
-‘You mean?’
-
-‘That I should not marry Josephine Prior if my accession to a throne
-depended upon it.’
-
-‘So bad as that?’
-
-‘Is what so bad as that?’—struck by a meaning in the other’s tone.
-
-‘Why, your infatuation for your tenant.’
-
-‘My——Oh, of course I might have known you would come to look at it like
-that,’ says Wyndham, shrugging his shoulders. With another man he might
-have been offended. But it is hard to be offended with Crosby. ‘Still,
-you are a sort of fellow one might trust to take a broader view of
-things.’
-
-‘What broader do you want me to take?’ begins Crosby, slightly amused.
-‘But to get back to our argument—mine, rather. I think it will be bad
-for you if you quarrel with Shangarry over this matter. The title, of
-course, must be yours—but barren honours are hardly worth getting. And
-he may leave his money away from you. You have told me before this that
-he has immense sums in his hands to dispose of—and much of the property
-is not entailed. You should think, Paul—you should think.’ He was the
-last man in the world to think himself on such an occasion as this.
-
-‘I have thought.’
-
-‘You mean?’
-
-‘I don’t know what I mean,’ says Wyndham; then, with sudden impatience:
-‘Is love necessary to marriage?’
-
-Crosby laughs.
-
-‘Is marriage necessary at all?’ says he. ‘Why not elect to do as I do,
-live and die a jolly old bachelor?’
-
-‘Ah! I don’t believe in you,’ says Paul, with a rather mirthless smile.
-‘If I went in for that state of life, depending on you as a companion, I
-should find myself left—sooner or later.’
-
-‘Well, then,’ says Crosby, who has no prejudices, ‘why not marry her?’
-
-‘Her?’
-
-‘Your tenant—this charming, unhappy, pretty girl, who, believe me,
-Wyndham’—growing suddenly grave—‘I regard as much as you do with the
-very deepest respect.’ Crosby has his charm.
-
-‘You go too far,’ says Wyndham, looking a little agitated, however. ‘I
-am not in love with her, as you seem to imagine.’ Crosby smothers a
-smile, as in duty bound. ‘And, besides, even if I did desire to marry
-her, how could I do it? It would kill Shangarry with his queer,
-old-fashioned ideas.... A girl with no name.... And our name—so old....
-It would kill him, I tell you. And—and besides all that, George, I don’t
-care for her, and she doesn’t care for me ... not in that way.’
-
-‘Well, you are the best judge of that,’ says Crosby. ‘And if it is as
-you say, I am sorry you ever saw her. She has brought you into a
-decidedly _risqué_ situation. And she is too good-looking to get out of
-it—or you either, without scandal.’
-
-‘You have seen her?’ Wyndham’s face is full of rather angry inquiry.
-
-‘My dear fellow, don’t eat me! We all saw her yesterday, if you come to
-think of it, in that tree of hers. You may remember that ass Jones’s
-remarks about a Hamadryad.’
-
-‘Oh yes, of course. And you thought——’
-
-‘To tell you the truth,’ says Crosby, ‘I thought her the very image
-of—don’t hit a little one, Wyndham! But I did think her more like Mrs.
-Prior than even Mrs. Prior’s own daughter is.’
-
-‘What absurd nonsense! And yet, now I remember it, she—Ella—Miss Moore
-said she felt as if she had seen Mrs. Prior before.’
-
-‘That’s odd. And yet not so odd as it seems. Many families totally
-unrelated to each other are often very much alike; I dare say Mrs. Prior
-and Miss Moore’s mother, though in different ranks of life, might have
-possessed features of the same type, and nature very similar, too. Same
-features, same manners, you know, very often.’
-
-‘That ends the argument for me,’ says Wyndham, with a frown; ‘Miss
-Moore’s manners are as far removed from my aunt’s, and as far above
-them, as is possible.’
-
-He brushes rather hurriedly past his friend. But his friend forgives
-him. He stands, indeed, in the middle of the avenue, staring after
-Wyndham’s vanishing form.
-
-‘And to think he doesn’t know he is in love with her!’ says he at last.
-‘Any fellow might know when he was in love with a woman. Well,’—with a
-friendly sigh of deep regret—‘I am afraid it will cost him a good deal.’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVIII.
-
- ‘What a rich feast the canker grief has made!
- How has it suck’d the roses of thy cheeks,
- And drunk the liquid crystals of thy eyes!’
-
-
-Autumn is dead. It has faded slowly and tenderly away, with no great
-sudden changes, no desperate looking back towards the life departing, no
-morbid rushing towards the death in front. Delicately, but very
-sorrowfully, it went to its grave, and was buried almost before one
-realized its loss.
-
-And now winter is with us; chill and still chiller grow the winds, and
-harsh the biting frosts.
-
- ‘The upper skies are palest blue,
- Mottled with pearl and fretted snow;
- With tattered fleece of inky hue,
- Close overhead the storm-clouds go.
-
- ‘Their shadows fly along the hills,
- And o’er the crest mount one by one;
- The whitened planking of the mill
- Is now in shade and now in sun.’
-
-It is as yet a young winter, just freshly born, and full of the terrible
-vitality that belongs to infancy. Sharp are the little darting breezes,
-and merry blow the blinding showers of snow, still so light and fragile,
-laughed at by the children, and caught in their little upturned hands,
-but still sure forerunners of the bitter days to come, when the baby
-winter shall be a man full grown, and bad to wrestle with.
-
-To these days, so cold and pitiless to the fragile creatures of the
-earth, little Bonnie has succumbed. Into his aching limbs the frosts
-have entered, racking the tender little body, and bringing it to so low
-an ebb that Susan, watching over him with miserable fear and terrible
-forebodings from morning till night, and from night again to morning
-(she never now lets him out of her sight, refusing even to let anyone
-else sleep with him), lives in secret, awful terror of what every day
-may bring.
-
-Cuddled into her young warm arms at night, she clasps him tightly to
-her, feeling he cannot be taken from her whilst thus she holds him,
-whilst still she can feel him—feel his little beloved form, now, alas!
-mere bones, with their sad covering, that seems to be of skin only. And
-to her Father in heaven she prays, not only nightly, when he is in her
-arms, but at intervals when she is on her strong young feet, that he
-will spare her this one awful grief—the death of her pretty boy.
-
-No mother ever prayed harder, entreated more wildly (yet always so
-silently), for the life of her offspring than Susan prays for the
-continuance of this small life.
-
-For the last week he has been very bad, in great and incessant pain; and
-Susan, abandoning all other duties, has given herself up to him.
-
-No one has reprimanded her for this giving up of her daily work, though
-the household is suffering much through lack of her many customary
-ministrations. Even Miss Barry has forgotten to scold, and goes very
-silently about the house; whilst the Rector’s face has taken a
-heart-broken expression—the look it used to wear, as the elder children
-so well remember, after their mother’s death.
-
-All day long Susan sits with her little boy, sometimes, when his aches
-are worse than usual, hushing him against her breast, and breathing soft
-childish songs into his ear to soothe his sufferings and keep up his
-heart, whilst her own is breaking. For is it not her fault that he is
-suffering now? If she had not forgotten him—this little lamb of her dead
-mother’s fold, left by that dying mother to her special care—he might be
-now as well and strong as all the rest of them.
-
- * * * * *
-
-She is sitting with him now in the schoolroom, lying back in the old
-armchair quite motionless, for the suffering child within her arms has
-fallen into a fitful slumber, when the door is opened, and Crosby
-enters. He had left the Park about a month ago, and had not been
-expected back for some time—not until the spring, indeed—but something
-unknown or unacknowledged even by himself had driven him back after four
-weeks to this small corner of the earth.
-
-‘Sh!’ breathes Susan softly, putting up her hand. A warm flush has
-suddenly dyed her pale face, grown white through grief and many
-watchings. Her surprise at seeing Crosby is almost unbounded, and with
-it is another feeling—of joy, of comfort, of support. All through her
-strange joy and surprise, however, she remembers the child, and that he
-sleeps. Of late his slumbers have grown very precious.
-
-Crosby advances slowly, carefully. This gives him time to look at Susan,
-to mark the sadness of the tender face bending over the sleeping child,
-to mark also the terrible lines of suffering on his. But his eyes wander
-always back to Susan.
-
-In her grief, how beautiful she is! how human! how womanly! And with the
-child pressed against her breast. Oh, Susan, you were always pretty, but
-now! The grief is almost divine. Oh, little young Madonna!
-
-But, then, to have Susan look like that! He wakes from his dreams of her
-beauty with a sharp anger against himself. And now only one thing is
-uppermost in his mind—Susan is suffering. Well, then, Susan must not be
-allowed to suffer.
-
-‘He is ill?’ he says quickly, in a low tone.
-
-‘Oh, so ill! He—he has been ill now for three weeks. The cold, that hurt
-him.’ She lifts her face for a moment, struggles with herself, and then
-lowers her head again, as if to do something to Bonnie’s little necktie,
-lest he should see her tears.
-
-‘Tell me about it,’ says Crosby, drawing up a chair and seating himself
-close to her and the boy. There is something so friendly, so
-sympathetic, in his action that the poor child’s heart expands.
-
-‘Oh, you can’t think how bad it has been!’ she says. ‘This dreadful cold
-seems to get into him. Speak very low. He slept hardly two hours the
-whole of last night.’
-
-‘How do you know that?’—quickly.
-
-‘How should I not know?’—surprised. ‘I slept with him. Who should know
-if I didn’t?’
-
-‘Then you did not even sleep two hours?’
-
-‘Oh, what does it matter about me?’ says she in a low, impatient tone.
-‘Think of him. All last night he cried—he cried dreadfully. And what cut
-me to the heart,’ says the girl in an agonized tone, ‘was that I think
-sometimes he was keeping back his tears, for fear they should grieve me.
-Oh, how he suffers! Mr. Crosby’—suddenly, almost sharply—‘should people,
-should little, lovely, darling children like this, suffer so horribly,
-and when it is no fault of their own? Oh’—passionately—‘it is frightful!
-it is wrong! Father is sometimes angry with me about saying it, but how
-can God be so cruel?’
-
-Her tone vibrates with wild and angry grief, yet still she keeps it low.
-It strikes Crosby as wonderful that, through all her violent agitation,
-she never forgets the child sleeping in her arms.
-
-He says nothing, however. Who could, to comfort her, in an hour like
-this? He bends over the sleeping child and looks at him. Such a small
-face, and so lovely, in spite of the furrows pain has laid upon it. How
-clearly writ they are! And yet the child is like Susan—strangely like.
-In the young blooming face, bending over the emaciated one, the likeness
-can be traced.
-
-‘You think—you think——’ whispers Susan eagerly, following his gaze, and
-demanding an answer to it.
-
-‘He looks ill, but——’
-
-‘But?’ There is a terrible inquiry—oh, more, poor child!—there is
-terrible entreaty in her question.
-
-‘Susan,’ says Crosby, ‘there is always hope. But the child is very ill.’
-
-‘Ah!’ She shrinks from him. ‘That there is no hope is what you want to
-say to me.’
-
-‘It is not. Far worse cases have sometimes recovered. But in the
-meantime’ anxiously—‘I think of you. You look exhausted. You shouldn’t
-keep him on your lap like that. I have just seen Miss Barry, and she
-tells me you keep him in your arms by night and by day.’
-
-Susan turns upon him with an almost fierce light in her gentle eyes.
-
-‘I shall keep him in my arms always—always—when he wishes it. I——’ She
-stops. ‘He can’t die whilst I hold him,’ cries she. She draws in her
-breath sharply, and then, as if the cruel word ‘die’ has stung her, she
-breaks into silent, but most bitter, weeping.
-
-‘This is killing you,’ says Crosby.
-
-‘Oh, I almost wish it were,’ says she. She has choked back her tears,
-fearing lest the sleeping child should be disturbed by the heaving of
-her chest. She lifts her haggard, sad young eyes to his. ‘It is I who
-have brought him to this pass. Every pang of his should by right be
-mine. It is I who should bear them.’
-
-‘It seems to me,’ says Crosby gravely, ‘that you are bearing them.’
-
-He waits a moment; but she has gone back to her contemplation of her
-little brother’s face. She is hanging over him, her eyes fixed on the
-pale, fragile features, as if fearing, as if dwelling, on the thought of
-the last sad moment of all, when he will be no longer with her, when the
-grave will have closed over him.
-
-Presently Crosby, seeing her so absorbed, rises very quietly and takes a
-step towards the door.
-
-As he moves she lifts her head, and holds out to him the one hand free.
-
-‘Mr. Crosby,’ whispers she, with a dreary attempt at a smile, ‘I don’t
-believe I have even said so much as “How d’ye do?” to you. I certainly
-have not welcomed you back——’
-
-‘No,’ says Crosby, ‘not one word of welcome. But how could I expect it
-at such a time?’
-
-‘And, any way, I need not say it,’ says she, her eyes filling. ‘You know
-you are welcome.’
-
-‘To you, Susan?’
-
-‘To me? You know—you must know that,’ says Susan, with the sweetest
-friendliness.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Crosby goes straight into Mr. Barry’s study, where he finds the Rector
-immersed in his books and notes, and there makes clear to him the
-subject that only five minutes ago had become clear to himself. Yet it
-is so cleverly described to Mr. Barry that the latter might well be
-excused for believing that it had been thought out for many days, and
-carefully digested before being laid before him. The fact was that he,
-Crosby, was going to Germany almost immediately—certainly next
-week—though even more certainly he had not thought of going to Germany—a
-country he detested—so late as this morning. There were wonderful baths
-there, he said, and a specialist for rheumatic people. He made the
-specialist the least part of the argument, though in reality it was the
-greatest, as the professor he had in mind (who had come to his mind
-during his interview with Susan, so sadly miserable with that child upon
-her knee) was one of the most distinguished men alive where rheumatic
-affections were in question. If Mr. Barry would trust his little son to
-him, would let him take Bonnie to these wonderful life-restoring baths
-and to this even more wonderful specialist, he would regard it as a
-great privilege, as a mark of friendship, of esteem.
-
-Poor Mr. Barry! He sank back in his chair, and covered his eyes with his
-hands. How could he take from a perfect—well, a comparative stranger—so
-great a boon? All the old instincts, the pride of a good race, fought
-with him; but with the old instincts and the pride love fought, and
-gained the victory.
-
-The child—had he the right to refuse life to the child because of his
-senseless shrinking from obligations to another? He asked himself this
-question over and over again, whilst Crosby, who sincerely pitied him
-because he understood him, waited. And then all at once the father saw
-the child bathed in sweat and moaning with awful pain, and human nature
-prevailed. He gave in.
-
- * * * * *
-
-‘I can never repay you, Mr. Crosby,’ he said, in a shortened tone,
-standing tall and grim and crushed behind his table, his sharp
-aristocratic features intensified by the shabbiness of the furniture
-around him.
-
-‘There is nothing to repay,’ says Crosby lightly. ‘This is a whim of
-mine. I believe in this specialist of whom I tell you; many do not. But
-I have sufficient cause for my belief to ask you to entrust your little
-son to my care. I tell you honestly it is a whim. If you will gratify
-it, it will give me pleasure.’
-
-Mr. Barry rises and walks to the window. His gaunt figure stands out
-clear before it and the room.
-
-‘No, no,’ says he. ‘You cannot put it like that. Do not imagine all your
-kind words can destroy the real meaning of your kind action. This is the
-best action, sir, that I have ever known’—his voice shakes—‘and, as I
-tell you, I can never repay it.... But the child——’
-
-He turns more sharply, as if going to the window merely to adjust the
-blind, but a slight glance at him has told Crosby that the tears are
-running down his cheeks. Poor man! Poor father!
-
-‘The child will be safe with me,’ says Crosby earnestly.
-
-‘I know that.’ The Rector turns all at once; his face is now composed,
-but he looks older, thinner, if that could be. He comes straight up to
-Crosby. ‘I am a dull old man,’ says he hurriedly. ‘I can’t explain
-myself. But I know what you are doing—I know—I——’ He hesitates. ‘I would
-pray for you, but you have no need of prayers.’
-
-‘We all have need of prayers,’ says Crosby gravely. ‘Mr. Barry, this is
-an adventure of mine, out of which no man can say how I may come. I take
-your child from you, but how can I say that I will bring him back to
-you? If you will pray, pray for him, and for me, too, that we may come
-back together.’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIX.
-
- ‘Tears from the depth of some divine despair.’
-
-
-Thus it was arranged, and when another week has come and gone, the day
-arrives when Crosby is to carry off little Bonnie to distant lands with
-a view to his recovery.
-
-Susan had of course been told, and there had been a rather painful scene
-between her and her aunt and her father.
-
-‘Bonnie to be taken from her!’ and so soon.
-
-‘But for his good, Susan.’
-
-She had given in at the last, as was inevitable, with many cruel
-tearings at her heart, and miserable beliefs that his going now would
-mean his going for ever. He would never come back. And they would bury
-him there in that strange land without his Susan to comfort him and
-soothe his dying moments.
-
-It is with great fainting of the spirit that Susan rises to-day—to-day,
-that will see her little lad carried away from her, no matter in whose
-kindly hands, to where she cannot know under three days’ post whether he
-be alive or——
-
-At one part of his dressing (he has never yet since his first illness
-been dressed by anyone but Susan) she had given way.
-
-Of course, the child knew he was going somewhere with Mr. Crosby—he
-liked Crosby—‘to be made well and strong, my own ducky,’ as Susan had
-told him, with her heart bursting.
-
-But I think it was when she was halfway through his dressing, and,
-kneeling on the floor beside him, was fastening his small suspenders,
-that Susan’s courage failed her.
-
-‘Oh, Bonnie! Oh, my own Bonnie!’ she cried, pressing her head against
-his thin little ribs.
-
-‘Susan,’ said the child earnestly, turning and clasping his arms round
-her bent head, ‘I’ll come back to you. I will indeed! I promise!’
-
-It was a solemn promise; but it gave Susan nothing but such an awful
-pang of sure foreboding that it subdued her. Despair gives strength. She
-stopped her tears, and rose, and ministered to his little needs, and
-became as though grief was no longer hers—as though she lived and moved
-as her usual self. This immobility frightened her, because she knew she
-would pay the penalty for it later on, when he was gone.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Now, standing in the garden, awaiting Mr. Crosby and the carriage that
-is to carry the boy away from her for six long months, she is still
-dry-eyed and calm.
-
-Here it comes. She can hear the horses’ hoofs now, and the roll of the
-carriage-wheels along the road. And now it is stopping at the gate. And
-now——
-
-Mr. Crosby has jumped out and is coming towards her.
-
-‘You must say good-bye to me here, Susan,’ says he, ‘because there will
-only be good-bye for the little brother presently.’
-
-‘Good-bye,’ says she.
-
-‘Obedient child.’ But as he holds her hand and looks at her, he can see
-the rings that grief has made around her beautiful eyes.
-
-Seeing him still waiting, as if for a larger answer, as she thinks,
-though in reality he is only silent because of his studying of her sad
-sweet face with its tears and its courage, so terrible in one so young,
-she says tremulously, ‘I have not even thanked you!’
-
-‘That is not it,’ says Crosby. ‘There is nothing to thank me for, but
-there is something, Susan, you might say. Tell me that you will miss me
-a little bit whilst I’m away.’
-
-Susan’s hand trembles within his, but answer makes she none.
-
-‘Well?’ says he again, as if determined not to be defrauded of his
-rights by this child—this pretty child. She may not love him, but surely
-she may miss him.
-
-Susan raises her eyes, and he can see that they are filled with tears.
-
-‘Oh, I shall!’ says she earnestly. ‘I shall miss you, and long for your
-return.’
-
-This fervid speech is so unlike Susan, that all at once he arranges a
-meaning for it. Of course, Bonnie will be with him; she will long for
-the child’s return. If he resents a little this thought of Susan’s for
-Bonnie, to the entire exclusion of himself, he still admires the
-affection that has inspired it and that desolates her lovely face.
-
-‘Susan, I shall take care of him,’ says he earnestly. ‘Trust me in this
-matter. If human skill can do anything for him, I shall see that it is
-done; if care and watching and attention are of any use, he shall have
-them from me.’
-
-‘Ah, but love?’ says Susan. ‘He has been so used to love! And now he
-will not have me. Mr. Crosby’—clasping her hands together as if to keep
-the trembling of them from him—‘try—try to love him! He is so sweet, so
-dear, that it can’t be hard—and—and——’
-
-She stops; her face is as white as death.
-
-‘I would to God, Susan,’ says he, ‘that you could have come with us too;
-but that—that was impossible.’
-
-‘I know—I know. And, of course, I sound very ungrateful; but he is so
-ill, so fragile, so near to——’ She shivers, as if some horrid pain had
-touched her. ‘And it is to me he has turned for everything up to this.
-And to-morrow’—suddenly she lifts her hands to her face, and breaks down
-altogether—‘oh, who will dress him to-morrow?’
-
- * * * * *
-
-The end has almost come. Bonnie has said good-bye to his father and all
-the rest of them, and is now clinging to Susan and crying bitterly. Poor
-Susan! she is very pale, and is visibly trembling as she holds the child
-to her with all her strength, as though to let him go is almost
-impossible to her; but she holds back her tears bravely, afraid of
-distressing him further.
-
-‘I told you I should have taken you with us,’ says Crosby in a low tone
-to Susan, more with a view to lightening the situation than anything
-else. But the situation is made of material too heavy to be blown aside
-by any such light wind. Susan pays no heed to him. He is quite aware,
-indeed, after a moment, that Susan neither sees nor hears him. She is
-holding the child against her heart, and breathing into his ear broken
-words of love and hope and courage.
-
-At last the final moment comes. Crosby has shaken hands with Mr. Barry,
-who is looking paler and more gaunt than usual, for at least the fourth
-time, and has now come to the carriage in which Susan has placed Bonnie,
-having wrapped him warmly round with rugs. Betty is standing near her.
-
-‘Good-bye,’ says Crosby, holding out his hand to Betty, who is crying
-softly.
-
-‘Oh, good-bye,’ cries she, flinging her arms round his neck and giving
-him a little hug. ‘We shall never forget this of you—never!’
-
-‘I shall bring him back,’ says he, smiling. He pats her shoulder—dear
-little girl!—and turns to Susan. ‘Don’t be unhappy,’ he whispers
-hurriedly. ‘You spoke of love for him. I shall love him! I shall never
-let him out of my sight, Susan. I swear that to you. You believe me? You
-will take comfort?’
-
-‘I believe you,’ says Susan, lifting her miserable eyes to his, ‘and I
-trust you.’
-
-‘Good-bye, then.’
-
-‘Good-bye. I heard what you said to Betty. You will bring him back—that
-is a promise.’
-
-‘With the help of God I’ll bring him back to you,’ says Crosby solemnly.
-‘And now, good-bye again.’
-
-‘Good-bye,’ says Susan. And then, to his everlasting surprise, she leans
-forward, lays her hands upon his shoulders, and presses her lips to his
-cheek, not lightly or carelessly, but with heartfelt feeling. She shows
-no confusion. Not so much as a blush appears upon her face. It seems the
-most natural thing in the world—to her!
-
-That it is gratitude only that has impelled her to this deed is quite
-plain to Crosby. He pushes her back from him very gently, and, stepping
-into the carriage, is soon out of sight.
-
-But the memory of that kiss goes with him. It seems to linger on his
-cheek, and he can still see her as she raised her head, with her lovely
-tear-dimmed eyes on his. It was all done in the most innocent, the most
-friendly way. She had no thought beyond the fact that he was being very
-good to the little idolized brother. It was thus she showed her
-gratitude.
-
-But even through gratitude to kiss him! Suddenly a fresh, a most
-unpleasant thought springs to life. No doubt she regards him as an old
-fogey—a man of such and such an age—a kind of bachelor uncle! Oh,
-confound it! He is not so very much older than she is, if one comes to
-think of it. He feels a rush of anger towards Susan, followed by a
-strange depression, that he either will not or does not understand. The
-anger, however, he understands well enough. There is no earthly reason
-why she should think him old enough to kiss like that. It was abominable
-of her.
-
-He is conscious of a longing to go back and have it out with her—to ask
-her at what age she considers a man may be kissed. But at this point he
-checks himself, and gives way to a touch of mirth that is a trifle grim.
-She might mistake his meaning, and say twenty—that would be about her
-own age.
-
-And of course it is impossible to go back, the journey once begun.
-Though why he had undertaken the charge of this child except to please
-her he hardly knows. And in all probability the cure will never be
-effected. And then she will go even further, and regret having given him
-that insulting kiss—of gratitude. And what on earth is he to do with
-this child—this burden?
-
-Here he looks round at the little burden. Bonnie is asleep. All the
-tears and excitement have overcome him, and he is lying back in a deep
-slumber, and in a most uncomfortable position.
-
-Crosby bends over him, and tenderly, very tenderly, lifts the small
-delicate, flower-like head from its uneasy resting-place against the
-side of the carriage, and lays it softly on his arm. And thus he
-supports it for the rest of the drive, until, Dublin being reached, he
-gives him into the care of a trained nurse procured from the Rotunda,
-who is to accompany the child abroad.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER L.
-
- ‘How goodness heightens beauty!’
-
-
-‘Oh, what a Christmas Day!’ cries Betty, springing out of bed and
-rushing to the window.
-
-‘You will catch your death of cold,’ says Susan sleepily; but in spite
-of this protest, or, rather, in despite of it, she, too, jumps out of
-her cosy nest and hurries to the window. ‘Oh, what a morning!’ breathes
-she.
-
-And, indeed, the world seems all afire to-day. The sun is glittering
-upon the snow, and the snow is casting back at it lights scarcely less
-brilliant. All the trees and shrubs are gaily decked with snowy wraps
-and armlets, whilst here and there, through the universal white, big
-branches of holly-berries, scarlet as blood, peep out.
-
-‘Ouf! Yes; but it’s cold,’ says Betty, after a moment or two.
-
-‘I told you you would catch cold,’ says Susan, turning upon her
-indignantly, though in reality she stands quite as big a chance of
-meeting the dread foe as Betty.
-
-‘I’ll catch you instead!’ cries Betty, with full intent.
-
-Whereon ensues a combat that might have given the gods pause—a most
-spirited hunt, that takes them round and round the small bedroom a dozen
-times or more. It is a regular chase; over the bed, and past the
-wardrobe, and behind the dressing-table—it was a near shave for Susan
-that last, and full of complication, but she gets out of it with the
-loss of only one small china ornament, the very least concession that
-could be made to the god of battle.
-
-And now away again! Over the bed once more, and round a chair, deftly
-directed at the enemy’s toes, and——After all, the very bravest of us can
-sometimes know defeat, and Susan is at last run to earth between a
-basket-chair and a trunk.
-
- * * * * *
-
-After this they condescend to dress—both a little exhausted, and Betty,
-I regret to say, jibbing at her bath.
-
-‘If it was hot I’d say nothing,’ says she. ‘When I’m married I’ll have a
-hot bath in December.’
-
-‘Who’d marry you?’ says Susan, and then, like the immortal parrot, is
-sorry that she spoke. Showers of icy water descend upon her!
-
-But now breakfast is ready, and they must hasten down, with a last look
-out of their favourite window at the golden colouring there.
-
-‘I suppose it’s almost warm where Bonnie is,’ says Betty, after a slight
-pause.
-
-‘I hope so. Yes; I think so.’ There is, however, doubt in Susan’s tone.
-It seems impossible to believe any place warm with that snow-burdened
-garden outside.
-
-‘It must be warm,’ says Betty. ‘Bonnie could not stand cold like this,
-and the last accounts were not bad’—this rather doubtfully.
-
-‘No. But’—Susan’s face, that had been glowing, now loses something of
-its warmth—‘not good, either. Still——Betty’—she looks at her
-sister—‘don’t you think Mr. Crosby is a man one might depend upon?’
-
-‘Oh, I do—I do indeed!’ says Betty. ‘He’—earnestly, and with a view to
-please Susan—‘is so ugly that anyone might depend upon him.’
-
-‘Ugly! He certainly is not ugly,’ says Susan. ‘I must say, Betty, I
-think sometimes you make the most foolish remarks.’
-
-‘Well, I’ll say he’s handsome, if you like,’ says Betty, slightly
-affronted. ‘Any way, he has been very good to Bonnie. I suppose that’s
-what makes him handsome in your eyes. And he has been kind, too—could
-anyone be kinder?—and sometimes, Susan, I feel that I love him just as
-much as you do.’
-
-‘Oh, I don’t love him!’ says Susan, flushing.
-
-‘No? Is it gratitude, then? Well, whatever it is you feel, Susan, I feel
-just the same—because he has been so kind to poor Bonnie.’
-
-Susan turns away without replying. And then, ‘We must go down,’ says
-she.
-
-‘Well, come,’ says Betty, a little urgently. ‘I’m sure I have only been
-waiting for you, Susan. I wonder what Christmas cards we shall get.’
-
-‘One from Dom, any way.’
-
-Mr. Fitzgerald had been summoned home by his guardian for Christmas,
-much to his disgust.
-
-‘Oh, that! But Dom doesn’t count!’ says Betty, tilting her pretty nose
-in rather a disdainful fashion.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Breakfast is nearly over, however, before the post arrives. The postman
-of Curraghcloyne has had many delays to-day. At every house every
-resident has given him his Christmas-box, and sometimes a ‘stirrup cup’
-besides, so that by the time he gets to the Rectory he is very
-considerably the worse for wear. Yet he gives out his letters there with
-the air of a finished postman, and accepts the Rectory annual five
-shillings with a bow that would not have disgraced Chesterfield. That
-his old caubeen is on the side of his head, and his articulation
-somewhat indistinct, detracts in no wise from the dignity of the way in
-which he delivers his packages and bids Mr. Barry ‘All th’ complaints o’
-t’ saison!’
-
-‘Oh, here’s one from Dom!’ cries Betty, tearing open her letter. ‘And
-written all on the back! What on earth has he got to say on a Christmas
-card? Why didn’t he write a letter?
-
- ‘“MY DEAR BETTY,
-
- ‘“I feel as I write this that you don’t know where you are. That shows
- the great moral difference between you and me. I know where I am, and
- I wish to Heaven I didn’t. Old uncle is awfully trying. Puts your back
- up half a dozen times a minute. I don’t believe I’ll ever get back;
- because if he doesn’t murder me I shall infallibly murder him, and
- then where shall we all be? I’ve written most religiously all over
- this card (I chose a big one on purpose), so that you cannot, in the
- usual mean fashion peculiar to girls, send it on again to your dearest
- friend as a New Year’s offering. See how well I know your little
- ways!”’
-
-‘Isn’t he a beast!’ says Betty, with honest meaning. ‘And it would have
-done so nicely for old Miss Blake. You see, she has sent me one, though
-I had quite forgotten all about her. I must say Dom is downright
-malignant. I suppose I’ll have to buy her one now. All the rest of mine
-have “Happy Christmas” on them, and it does look badly to send a card
-like that for New Year’s Day. Dom’s has both Christmas and New Year on
-it, and of course it would have suited beautifully. Oh, Susan’—pouncing
-on a card in Susan’s hand—‘what a beauty, and nothing written on the
-back. You will let me have it for Miss Blake, won’t you?’
-
-‘No, no,’ says Susan hastily. She takes it back quickly from Betty. A
-little sharp unwelcome blush has sprung into her cheeks.
-
-‘Who is it from—James?’
-
-‘James! Are you mad?’ says Susan. ‘Fancy my caring for a card from
-James! Why, here is his, and you can have it to make ducks and drakes
-of, if you like.’
-
-‘But that, then?’ questions Betty, with some pardonable curiosity,
-pointing at the card denied her.
-
-‘It is from Mr. Crosby. Don’t you think, Betty,’ the treacherous colour
-growing deeper, ‘that one should treasure even a card sent by one who
-has been so good to Bonnie?’
-
-‘I do—I do indeed,’ says Betty earnestly. ‘And, after all, one would
-treasure a card from most people. Even this’—flicking Dom’s somewhat
-contemptuously—‘I’ll have to treasure, as I can’t send it away to
-anyone. Susan, I wonder if Ella has got any cards besides those we sent
-her? Shall we go to her this afternoon and ask her?’
-
-‘I don’t suppose she can have got any,’ says Susan thoughtfully. ‘You
-know she keeps herself so aloof from the world. She had yours and mine
-certainly, and Carew’s.’
-
-‘Did Carew send her one?’
-
-‘Didn’t you know?’ Susan laughs a little. ‘I didn’t think it was a
-secret. I went into his room yesterday, and saw an envelope directed to
-Ella, and said something about it; but I really quite thought he had
-told you, too.’
-
-‘Well, he didn’t! After dinner, Susan, let us run down and see her, and
-show her our cards.’
-
-‘Oh no!’ says Susan, shrinking a little. ‘If she had none of her own, it
-might make her feel—feel lonely!’
-
-‘That’s true,’ says Betty.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LI.
-
- ‘Who would trust slippery chance?’
-
-
-But, after all, Ella has a card of her own, that is not from Susan, or
-Betty, or Carew. Some hours ago the post brought it to her, and she has
-gone out into the garden, that is now lovely in its white garments, with
-the red berries of the holly-trees peeping through the snow, to read it
-and look at it again.
-
-The walks have been swept clear by Denis, who has come down from Dublin
-to spend a long (a very long) and happy Christmas week with his wife. A
-third person in Mrs. Denis’s kitchen and private apartments might have
-questioned about the happiness, but that it is a lively week goes beyond
-all doubt.
-
-With Ella’s card a little line had come too. Mr. Wyndham was coming down
-by the afternoon train, to see to something for Crosby, who had written
-to him from Carlsbad, and he hoped to call at the Cottage before his
-return. Ella reads and re-reads the little note. The afternoon train
-comes in at one o’clock. It is now after twelve. Soon he will be here!
-How kind he is to her! How good! And to remember that Christmas card!
-She had heard Susan and Betty talking of Christmas cards, and they had
-sent her one, each of them, and Carew had sent one, too. They also were
-kind, so kind; but that Mr. Wyndham should remember her, with all his
-other friends to think of!
-
-Alone in this dear garden, with no one to hear or see her, she gives way
-to her mood. Miss Manning has gone up to Dublin to spend her Christmas
-Day with an old friend, urged thereto by Ella, who, indeed, wished to be
-alone after her post had come. Now she can walk about here, and speak to
-her own heart without interruption, Mrs. Denis being engaged in that
-intellectual game called ‘words’ with her husband. Oh, how happy she
-feels—how extraordinarily happy! She laughs aloud, and, lifting her
-arms, crosses them with lazy delight behind her head, and amongst the
-warm furs that encircle her neck. This action draws her head
-backwards—her eyes upwards——
-
-Upwards! To the top of the wall on that far distant corner. There her
-eyes rest as if transfixed, and then grow frozen in this awful horror
-that has come to her. Where is the happiness now in the eyes—the young,
-glad joy?
-
-She stands as if stricken into stone, staring into a face that is
-staring back at her.
-
-On the wall close to the old tree, from which she loves to look into the
-Rectory garden and wave a handkerchief to the children there to come to
-her, sits Moore, the man from whom she had fled; the man whom she dreads
-most of all things upon earth; the man who wanted to marry her!
-
-Oh dear, dear Heaven, is all her good time ended? Such a little, little
-time, too—such a transient gleam of light—and all so black behind it!
-Like a flash her life spreads itself out before her. What a childhood!
-Unmothered, unloved! What a cold, terrible girlhood! and then a few
-short months of quiet rest and calm, and now again the old, hideous
-misery.
-
-It seems impossible for her to remove her eyes from those above her—to
-move in any way. Her brain grows at last confused, and only three words
-seem to be clear—to din themselves with a cruel persistency in her ears:
-‘All is over! All is over!’
-
-They have neither sense nor meaning to her in her present state, but
-still they go on repeating themselves: ‘All is over! All, all, all is
-over!’
-
-The man has caught a branch of the tree now, and with a certain
-activity, considering the squareness and the bulk of his body, has swung
-himself into it, and so on to the ground.
-
-He is coming towards her. The girl still stands immovable, as if rooted
-to the gravel walk; but her mind has returned to her. Alas! it brings no
-hope with it. This man, who has been a terror to her from her childhood,
-has now again come into the circle of her daily life. She draws back as
-he approaches her—her first movement since her frightened eyes met
-his—and holds up her hands, as a child might, to ward off mischief. This
-coming face to face with him is a horrible shock as well as an
-awakening. She had believed herself mistress of her fears of him, though
-her horror might still obtain, and now, now she knows that both her
-horror and her fear are still rampant.
-
-‘Well, I’ve found you at last,’ says the man, advancing across the
-grass. ‘And here!’ There is something terrible in his tone and in the
-look of scorn he casts at the pretty surroundings, beautiful always,
-though now wrapped in their snowy shrouds. ‘Four months ago I was here,’
-says he, after a lengthened pause. ‘I was on your track then, but a mere
-chance put me off it. Four months ago I might have dragged you out of
-this sink of iniquity—had I but known!’
-
-Ella is silent. That day when she had run back from the Rectory and
-fancied she saw him turn the corner of the road. That fancy had been no
-delusion, then! Ah! why had she played with it?
-
-‘Have you nothing to say?’ asks he slowly, sullenly, gazing at her with
-hard, compelling eyes. ‘No excuse to make, or are you trying to get up a
-story? I tell you, girl, it will be useless. This speaks for itself.’
-Again he looks round him, at the charming cottage, the tall trees, the
-dainty garden and winding walks.
-
-‘There is no story,’ says Ella at last. Her voice is dry and husky; she
-can hardly force the words between her lips.
-
-‘You lie!’ says the man fiercely. ‘There is a story, and a most —— one
-for you.’ His eyes light with a sudden fury, and he looks for a moment
-as though he would willingly fall upon her and choke the life out of her
-slender body. His manner is distinctly brutal, but yet there is
-something about it that speaks of honesty. It is rough, cruel, hateful,
-but honest for all that. A certain belief in himself is uppermost.
-
-He is a tall man, very strong in build, and with strong features too.
-His dress is that of the comfortable, half-educated artisan; but he
-shows some neatness in his attire. His shirt is immaculate, his hair
-well cut, and altogether he might suggest to the unimpassioned observer
-that he was a man who had dreamt many dreams of rising above the life to
-which he had been born. He is, at all events, not an ordinary man of any
-type, and distinctly one to be feared, if only for the enormous strength
-he had put forth to fight with his daily surroundings, and with his past
-(a more difficult enemy still), so as to gain a footing on the ladder
-that will raise him above his fellows.
-
-The girl shrinks from him, frightened even more by the wild light in his
-eyes than by his words, and as she shrinks he advances, contempt mingled
-with menace in his eyes.
-
-‘You thought I should never find you,’ says he, with cruel slowness.
-‘But mine you were from the beginning, and mine you are still.’
-
-Ella makes a faint and trembling protest.
-
-‘Deny it!’ cries he. ‘Deny it if you can! Your own mother left you to
-me—a mother who was ashamed to tell her real name. She left you—a waif,
-a stray—to my charity, and so, of my charity, I bought you through my
-wife. You are mine, I tell you. Hah! well you may hide your face! Child
-of infamy, now sunk in infamy!’
-
-His strong, horrible face is working. The girl, as if petrified by fear,
-has fallen back into a garden-chair, and is sitting there cowering, her
-face hidden in her shaking hands.
-
-‘So,’ continues the man in mocking accents, the very mockery of it
-betraying the intolerable love he had borne her in her sad past—a love
-now deadened, but still half alive, and quick with revengeful wrath,
-‘you ran away from me, not so much from hatred of me, but for love of
-him.’
-
-‘Of him?’ Ella lifts her haggard face at this.
-
-‘Ay, girl, of him! The man who has dragged you down to this—who has
-brought you here to be a bird in his gilded cage. D’ye think to blind me
-still? I’ve followed you, I tell you, step by step. You didn’t reckon on
-my staying powers, perhaps. But I had sworn by the heaven above
-me’—lifting his hand, large and rough and powerful, to the sky—‘that I
-would have you, dead or alive!’ He pauses. ‘When you left me, I thought
-at first that I had been too harsh to you. But I was wrong: such as you
-require harshness.’ Again he grows silent. ‘You ran to him, then,
-because you loved him! Such as you love easily; has it occurred to you,
-however, to ask yourself how long he will love you?’
-
-‘I—someone must have been telling you strange things. All this is
-impossible,’ says the girl, pressing her hands against her beating
-heart. ‘No one loves me—no one.’
-
-‘And you do not love anyone? Answer that,’ says Moore.
-
-‘No. No—except——’ She hesitates miserably. She had thought of Susan—she
-had meant to declare her love for Susan as her sole love, but another
-form had suddenly risen between her and Susan, and she loses herself.
-
-‘Another lie,’ says Moore, with a sneer. ‘Lies become fine ladies, and
-you seem to be making yourself into one in a hurry. But you’ll find
-yerself out there’—with all his care he sometimes drops into his earlier
-form of speech, and that ‘yerself’ betrays him. ‘You’re not built for a
-fine lady. You—you’—furiously—‘who came out of the gutter! Yet I can see
-you have been doing the fine lady very considerably of late—so
-considerably that you can now lie like the best of them. But’—with a
-touch of absolute ferocity—‘I tell you, your lies will be of little use
-to you with me. I’ve dropped on the truth of your story, and there shall
-be an end of it. To my dead wife your dead mother left you, and from my
-dead wife you have come to me again. To me you belong; I am your
-guardian; you are bound by law to follow me.’
-
-Ella makes a terrified gesture, then sinks back upon her seat, pale and
-chilled to her heart’s core.
-
-‘To follow you?’ The words come from between her lips, whispered rather
-than uttered; but he hears them.
-
-‘Ay, to follow me. You shall not stay in this home of infamy another
-hour if I can prevent it. And prevent it I shall.’
-
-His rugged, disagreeable face, so full of strength, lights up as he
-speaks these words of command.
-
-‘I cannot go,’ says the girl faintly.
-
-She puts out her hands again with that old, childish movement as if to
-ward off something hateful to her. There is so much aversion in this act
-that Moore’s temper fails him.
-
-‘Hate me as much as you will, still, come with me you shall!’ says he.
-‘Do you imagine——’ Here he takes a step towards her, and, catching her
-by the wrist, swings her to and fro with distinct brutality, then lets
-her go. ‘Do you think, having once found you, I shall let you go? No;
-though’—he makes a pause, and, standing before her, pours his words into
-her unwilling, nay, but half-understanding, ears—‘though I so despise
-you that I would now consider my name dishonoured if joined with
-yours—even now when I know you not to be worth the picking up—still, I
-will not let you go. You are mine, and with me you shall leave this old
-country and seek another. I start for Australia to-morrow week, and you
-shall start with me. Together we shall seek that land.’
-
-‘I cannot go,’ repeats Ella feebly. She looks magnetized. The old terror
-is full upon her, and it is but a dying effort to resist him that she
-now makes. ‘I—I——’ She stops again, and then bursts out: ‘It would kill
-me! Oh!’—holding out her hands wildly—‘why do you want me to go away?
-Why do you want me to leave this place? How’—miserably—‘can I be of any
-help to you? Of any use? You know’—in softest, most piteous
-accents—‘that I hate you—why, then, take me with you? Why not let me
-stay here in peace?’
-
-‘In sin you mean,’ says Moore, his harsh voice now filled with a new
-virulence. ‘Make an end of this, girl—for come with me you shall.
-What’—violently—‘you would not live with me, who would have honourably
-married you; but you would live with him, who will never marry you!’
-
-‘I do not desire that he should marry me,’ says the girl, drawing
-herself up. Even in this terrible moment, when all her senses feel
-dulled, a look of pride grows upon her beautiful face. ‘And he does not
-live here.’
-
-‘Enough of that!’—gruffly. ‘You have told lies sufficient for one
-morning. Get up, and come with me.’
-
-‘Come with you?’
-
-‘Ay—and at once!’
-
-‘But’—she has risen, as if in strange unreasoning obedience to his
-command, being fully beneath the spell born of her horror and fear of
-him—‘but—I must have time—to write—to leave a word. He has been so
-kind—so kind. Give me’—her face is deadly white now, her tone
-anguished—‘only one moment to go in and write a line of good-bye to
-him.’
-
-‘Not one!’ says Moore sternly. ‘I shall not even wait for you to take
-off those garments—the garments of sin—that you are wearing. You shall
-come as you are—and now.’
-
-He lays his hand upon her arm, and draws her towards the gate; still, as
-in a dream, she follows him. The bitterness of death is on her, yet she
-goes with him calmly—quietly. Perhaps there is a hope in her heart that
-as she had run away from him once, she might be able to do so again. But
-could she? Would he not, having been warned by her first escape, take
-pains to guard against a second? She knows that in her dreams, when he
-is not here, she can defy him, elude him, but to defy him when he is
-present would be too much for her; and, besides, he is her lawful
-guardian; he has said so. Her own mother had left her to him. He might
-call in the policeman in the village, and so compel her in that way. But
-oh, to go without saying good-bye to Mr. Wyndham!
-
-He had said he would come to-day! But all hope of his coming now is at
-an end. And Mrs. Denis! Not even to see her—she might have helped her.
-And not to say one word to her, or to Susan! What—what will they all
-think of her?
-
-At this moment they come to the hall-door of the Cottage, and she stops
-suddenly, and makes a little rush towards it, but the clutch on her arm
-is strong.
-
-‘To say one word to Mrs. Denis,’ she gasps imploringly, damp breaking
-out upon her young forehead. ‘Oh!’—beating her hands with miserable
-agony upon her chest—‘think how it will be! They will for ever and ever
-remember me as ungrateful—unloving—a creature who had taken their love,
-and abused it. They will be glad to forget me.’
-
-‘I hope so,’ says he coldly, utterly unmoved—nay, knowing even pleasure
-in her grief. ‘The sooner they forget you, and you them, the better.
-“They!”’ He repeats the word. ‘Why don’t you say “he” and be done with
-it?’ cries he furiously. ‘What a —— hypocrite you are!’
-
-He almost drags her to the gate. Ella, half fainting, finds herself at
-it. It is the last step. In here lies safety and happiness and peace—out
-there—— Moore turns the key in the lock, and pulls at the handle of the
-door. Yes, it is all over. The door opens. At this instant a long, low,
-passionate cry escapes from Ella.
-
-Wyndham is standing in the roadway just outside the gate!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LII.
-
- ‘Narrow minds think nothing right that is above their own capacity.’
-
-
-‘What is the meaning of this?’ says Wyndham. He comes in quickly,
-locking the door and putting the key in his pocket. He has taken in the
-situation at a glance.
-
-‘It means that I have come here to take this girl out of your hands,’
-says Moore, who shows no fear, or anything else, save a concentrated
-hatred of the man before him.
-
-‘Then you have come on an idle errand,’ says Wyndham haughtily. ‘I
-should advise you to amuse yourself on Christmas Days, in future, with
-something more likely to prove amusing. This young lady’—with strong
-emphasis—‘does not stir from this spot except at her own desire.’
-
-‘She is coming, for all that,’ says Moore doggedly. Wyndham glances from
-him to Ella, who now, white as a sheet, is standing trembling, like a
-frightened creature, with one small hand uplifted to her lips, as if to
-hide their trembling. Her eyes are agonized, but in some way Wyndham can
-see that, though she fancies hope dead, still hope in him has lit one
-small spark.
-
-‘Are you going?’ says Wyndham, addressing her directly.
-
-‘No, no,’ breathes she from between her frozen lips. She takes a step
-forward. ‘Don’t let me go,’ says she.
-
-‘Certainly I shan’t let you go,’ says Wyndham, with the utmost
-cheerfulness. ‘As a fact, indeed, I forbid you to go. I have excellent
-authority for looking after you.’
-
-‘What authority?’ asks Moore, who has now struck a most aggressive
-attitude upon the gravel path. ‘I shall question that. You to talk of
-authority! Why, I tell you that you, and such as you, cut a very bad
-figure in a court of law.’
-
-‘Never mind that, my man,’ says Wyndham. ‘I have no time now for
-impromptu speeches. May I ask what claim you have on this young lady?’
-
-‘I am her rightful guardian,’ says Moore, ‘and I shall exercise my
-rights. Open that gate, or it will be the worse for you. You talk of
-claims! What claim have you? Is she your wife or your——’
-
-Wyndham, who is now as white as Ella herself, turns to her:
-
-‘Go away,’ says he quickly; ‘go at once.’
-
-‘Hah! you don’t like her to hear it,’ cries Moore, now in a frenzy, as
-Ella, only too glad to get back into the beloved house, runs quickly
-towards the Cottage. He would have intercepted her flight, but Wyndham
-prevents him.
-
-‘But if not your wife, what is she? Your mistress?’
-
-‘Hold your tongue, you —— scoundrel,’ says Wyndham, his eyes blazing.
-
-‘Hold yours,’ says Moore. ‘Is she your wife? Come, answer that.’
-
-‘No,’ says Wyndham. ‘But——’
-
-‘No “buts” for me,’ says Moore. ‘I know the meaning of your “but.” Come,
-who’s the —— scoundrel now?’
-
-‘You, beyond all doubt,’ says Wyndham. ‘Stand back, man’—as the other
-makes a lunge towards him—‘and listen to law, if not to reason. You have
-as much claim on her as the beggar in the street beyond, and you know
-it.’
-
-‘I do not.’ Moore shows an air of open defiance. ‘Her mother died in my
-wife’s house, and my wife died later on and left her to me. That makes
-me her guardian, I reckon. As for you’—turning upon Wyndham defiantly—‘I
-wonder you can look an honest man in the face after what you’ve done to
-her.’
-
-‘I can look an honester man than you in the face,’ says Wyndham quietly.
-‘But let’s come to business. You wanted to marry her—eh?’
-
-‘She told you that?’
-
-‘Certainly she told me that.’
-
-‘She told you most things, it seems to me’—with a sneer that is full of
-trouble and jealousy. ‘Aren’t you ashamed to repeat them—to me?’ He
-pauses, and his face grows positively livid. ‘To me, who would have
-married her fair and square, whilst you—what have you done?’ He steps
-forward, and makes as though he would clutch at Wyndham’s collar, but
-the latter flings him backward.
-
-‘Well, what have I done?’
-
-‘Ruined her, body and soul.’
-
-‘You are wrong there,’ says Wyndham, who has recovered from his sudden
-temper, and is now quite calm. ‘You had better sit down and let us talk
-it over. You are wrong on all counts. I have done her no injury. You are
-not her proper guardian. She is in a position to support herself.’
-
-‘She is not,’ says Moore coarsely.
-
-‘But she is, I assure you, if’—with elaborate politeness—‘you will
-permit me to explain. Miss—what is her name, by the way, Moore?’
-
-‘That’—with a scowl—‘is for you to find out.’
-
-‘True. Well, I shall find it out. In the meantime, I suppose you quite
-recognise the fact that all is at an end about that idea of yours that
-you have any power over her.’
-
-‘It would take a good lawyer to convince me of that,’ says Moore
-insolently.
-
-‘A good lawyer,’ says Wyndham. ‘Well, name one.’
-
-‘Paul Wyndham, for one.’ Moore laughs sardonically as he says it, and
-looks at his antagonist as if defying him to question the power of the
-man he has named.
-
-Wyndham smiles. After all, what a compliment this man has paid him! He
-dips his hand into his waistcoat-pocket, and brings out a leather
-card-case, and hands it to Moore. The latter opens it.
-
-There is a slight pause, then Moore gives him back the case in silence.
-
-‘So you are Paul Wyndham?’ says he. His face has changed colour, but
-still his bull-dog courage sticks to him. ‘Then you ought to be the more
-ashamed of yourself.’
-
-‘I expect I’ll make you very much ashamed of yourself,’ says Wyndham,
-‘and that almost immediately. An abduction has a very unpleasant sound
-nowadays, and generally means trouble to the principal actor in it. I’d
-advise you to sit down and let us talk sense. I know all your dealings
-with this—this young lady, and they scarcely redound to your credit. In
-fact, I am pretty sure they would lead you into mischief—and six months’
-hard labour—if eloquently stated. That is the very least you would
-get—unless——’
-
-‘Six months! I am going abroad on Thursday next.’
-
-‘Are you? I wouldn’t be too sure, if I were you,’ says Wyndham grimly.
-‘It’s as bad a case of persecution as I have ever gone into. And I may
-as well say at once that, if you persist in your determination to carry
-off this poor child against her will, I shall call in the village police
-and expose the whole matter.’
-
-Moore, who has been cowed by Wyndham’s name and the stern air of the
-barrister, in spite of his show of defiance, falters here, and the
-result of the long conversation that ensues between the two men leaves
-all in Wyndham’s hands.
-
-At the end, seeing the game was up, Moore gave in unconditionally. He
-acknowledged that Ella’s name was not Moore. It was Haynes. She was no
-relation of his or his wife’s, but undoubtedly her mother had left the
-girl to their charge when dying, and as she was useful and his wife was
-fond of her, they kept her with them. Her father was dead. Mrs. Haynes
-had always been very reticent. He was of opinion that she had once been
-in better circumstances. Haynes was not respectable—he, Moore, had an
-idea that his father had cast him off. He was not at all sure that
-Haynes was his real name. He had, indeed, reasons for thinking it
-wasn’t, but he had never been able to discover anything; and when the
-child was left to them, his wife had insisted on calling her Moore. She
-had gone by that name ever since.
-
-All this information was not given until payment had been demanded and
-made, and after that there had been a final settlement, by which all the
-small belongings of the girl were to be delivered up to Wyndham; over
-this part of the transaction Moore had proved himself specially shrewd.
-As the game was up, he was determined to see himself really well out of
-it; and in the end he made so excellent a bargain that Wyndham found
-himself a good deal out of pocket. The price he paid was certainly a
-heavy one for two boxes, that might contain anything or nothing, and,
-for an astute lawyer like Wyndham, bordered on the absurd. Beyond doubt,
-if he went to law with the fellow, Ella would have got her own, but then
-there would be the publicity, and—— Any way, he paid it—not so much for
-the boxes, however, as for the certainty that Moore would go abroad and
-leave Ella free. It was for that he bought and paid. But in spite of his
-better sense, that told him if there were anything in the boxes worth
-having Moore or his wife would have traded on it long ago, still he
-looked forward to the examining of them with a strange anxiety.
-
-When they came, they brought only disappointment with them—one was a
-hideous trunk, absolutely empty; the other a small dressing-case that
-had been costly when first made, the clasps and fastenings being of
-silver. The bottles inside had no doubt been made of silver, but they
-were all gone. It was a melancholy relic, and Wyndham, looking at it,
-told himself that probably Ella’s mother had picked it up for the sake
-of its outside beauty (the wood was Coromandel, and very pretty) at some
-cheap sale. Inside it was as empty of information as the trunk itself, a
-reel or two of thread, a pair of old black silk gloves, and a little bit
-of fancy work half done, being the only things to be seen. No letters or
-clue of any sort. It looked like the dressing-case of a young girl. On
-the lid were engraved the letters E. B. He was right, then—of course
-Ella’s mother had bought it. What could E. B. have to do with Mrs.
-Haynes? Unless her maiden name. But it seemed a common story, scarce
-worth looking into any further. All that was to be seen to now was
-Moore’s departure. And this he saw to effectually, getting up on a
-pouring morning to see Moore off, and giving him half of the cheque
-agreed on, as he left the outward-bound ship that took Moore with it.
-The big trunk he got rid of through the means of Denis, who burnt it,
-and the dressing-case he took down to Ella, who regarded it with
-reverence, and made a little special place for it on one of the small
-tables in the drawing-room of the Cottage. It was all that remained to
-her, poor child—all that she knew—of the woman who was her mother.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LIII.
-
- ‘Were my whole life to come one heap of troubles,
- The pleasure of this moment would suffice,
- And sweeten all my griefs with its remembrance.’
-
-
-For the twentieth time within the last hour Susan has rushed
-tumultuously to the window, under the mistaken impression that she has
-heard the sound of wheels, and for the twentieth time has walked back
-dejectedly to her seat to the slow accompaniment of her aunt’s voice:
-‘Impatience, Susan, never took a second off any hour.’ It sounds like a
-heading from a copy-book.
-
-But Susan, after each disappointment, feels her spirits rise again, and,
-with glad delight in her heart, trifles with the work she is pretending
-to do. Betty and the boys are on the top of the garden wall, and have
-promised to send her instant tidings of the approach of the carriage.
-Susan felt she could not watch from there the home-coming of her Bonnie.
-The workings of the human mind are strange, and Susan, who had climbed
-many a wall in her time, and still can climb them with the best, shrank
-with a sort of nervous terror from being up there—on the top of that
-wall—when he came! She would have to climb down, you see, to meet her
-little sweetheart, whereas here it will be so easy to run out and catch
-him to her heart, and ask him if he has forgotten his Susan during all
-these long, long days.
-
-But truly this sitting indoors is very trying. It would be much better
-to go to the gate and wait there. Even though those others on the garden
-wall will have the first glimpse of him, still—at the gate she would
-have the first kiss. Her father had gone to the station to meet him, but
-had forbidden the others to go with him. Susan had been somehow glad of
-this command. But to go to the gate! She had thought of this often, but
-had somehow recoiled from it through a sense of nervousness; but now it
-grows too much for her, and flinging down her work, she runs out of the
-room and up to the gate, and there stands trembling, listening, waiting.
-
-Waiting for what? She hardly knows. Crosby’s letters of late have been
-very vague. They have scarcely conveyed anything. But that Bonnie is
-alive is certain, and that is all that Susan dwells on now. God grant he
-be not worse than when he left her—that he is better there seems no real
-reason for believing. But still he is coming back to her—her little boy!
-
-And in this fair spring weather too, so closely verging on the warmer
-summer. That will be good for him. If Mr. Crosby had not taken him away
-when he did, surely those late winter frosts and colds would have
-chilled to death the little life left in his precious body.... A perfect
-passion of gratitude towards Crosby shakes her soul, and brings the
-tears to her eyes. She will never forget that, never. And though, of
-course, he has failed in a sense, and her little Bonnie will come back
-to her as he went—on crutches, that had always hurt so cruelly poor
-Susan’s heart—still, he has done all he could, and he is to be
-reverenced and loved for ever because of it. Who else, indeed, would
-have thought of the delicate child, or——
-
-Oh! what is that?
-
-She strains forward. Now—now really the sound of wheels is here. It is
-echoing through the village street, and now.... Now a shout has gone up
-from the denizens on the top of the garden wall, and now a carriage has
-turned the corner.
-
-It has stopped. Mr. Crosby springs out of it; he looks at Susan, but
-Susan, after one swift glance, does not look at him; her eyes have gone
-farther, to a small, slim, beautiful boy who gets out of the carriage by
-himself, and slowly, but without a crutch, goes to Susan, and
-precipitates himself upon her with a little loving cry.
-
-‘Susan! Susan!’ says he.
-
-‘Oh, Bonnie! Oh, Bonnie!’ Her arms are round him. They seem to hold him
-as though she could never let him go again. ‘Oh, Bonnie! you can walk by
-yourself!’
-
-Suddenly she bursts into a storm of tears, and the child clinging to her
-cries too. ‘You can walk—you can walk alone!’ She repeats this between
-her sobs, her face buried in the boy’s pretty locks. It seems, indeed,
-as if she has nothing else to say—as if everything else is forgotten by
-her. The injury she had done him has been wiped out. He can walk without
-the aid of those terrible sticks.
-
-The child, thin still, and now very pale through his emotion, yet
-wonderfully healthy in comparison with what he had been, pats her with
-his little hands; and presently he laughs—a laugh so free from pain, and
-so unlike the old laugh that was more sad than many others’ tears, that
-Susan looks up.
-
-‘It is true, then,’ says she; ‘but walk for me again, Bonnie! Walk!’
-
-Again Bonnie’s laugh rings clear—how sweet the music of it is!—and
-stepping back from her, he goes to his father, who had followed him out
-of the carriage, and from him to Crosby, and from him back again to
-Susan, slowly, carefully, yet with a certain vigour that speaks of
-perfect health in the near future.
-
-Susan, who has looked as if on the point of fainting during this little
-trial, catches him in her slender arms. She is trembling visibly.
-
-Crosby goes to her quickly.
-
-‘I should have given you a hint,’ says he remorsefully. ‘I thought of
-only giving you a glad surprise; but it has been too much for you. I
-should have said a word or two.’
-
-‘There is nothing, nothing you have left undone,’ says Susan, looking at
-him over Bonnie’s head, and speaking with a gratitude that is almost
-fierce. ‘Nothing!’
-
-The others have all got down off their wall by this time, and are
-kissing and hugging Bonnie. After all, if they had had the first view of
-the carriage, still Susan has certainly had the best of the whole
-affair. Mr. Barry, with his handsome, gaunt face, radiant now, is
-endeavouring to hold them back.
-
-‘You will come in?’ says Susan to Crosby. ‘Auntie is waiting for you, to
-thank you—as if’—her eyes slowly filling again—‘anyone could thank you.’
-
-‘Oh, you can!’ says Crosby, laughing. ‘I was never so thanked in all my
-life. Why, your eyes, Susan! They hold great worlds of gratitude. You’ll
-have to stop being thankful to me, or I shall run away once more.
-And’—he looks at her with a half-laugh on his lips, but question in his
-eyes—‘you would not like to drive me into exile so soon again, would
-you?’
-
-‘No, no!’ says Susan. ‘You have been a very long time away as it is.’
-
-‘You have missed me, I hope—by that.’
-
-‘We have all missed you,’ says Susan softly.
-
-‘That’s a very general remark. Have _you_ missed me?’
-
-‘Every hour of the day,’ says Susan fervently—too fervently, too openly.
-Crosby laughs again, but there is a tincture of disappointment in his
-mirth this time.
-
-‘Faithful little friend!’ returns he gaily. ‘No, Susan, I don’t think
-I’ll go in now; but tell Miss Barry from me that I shall come down
-to-morrow to see her and my little charge. By-the-by, I have kept my
-promise to you about loving him. It was easy work; I don’t wonder now at
-your love for him. I assure you I feel downright lonely at the thought
-of leaving him behind me.’
-
-He presses her hand lightly, and goes towards Bonnie.
-
-‘Well, good-bye, old man,’ says he, catching the child and drawing him
-towards him.
-
-‘Oh no. Oh, you won’t go!’ says Bonnie anxiously.
-
-‘For the present I must. And mind you go to bed early and sleep well, or
-there will be a regular row on when next we meet.’
-
-‘You will come this evening?’ says the child, hardly listening to him.
-
-‘No;’ he shakes his head.
-
-‘To-morrow, then?’ entreats the child, clinging to him.
-
-‘To-morrow, yes.’ He whispers something in his ear, and the boy,
-flinging his arm round his neck, kisses him warmly. Crosby smiles at
-Susan. ‘See what chums we are,’ says he.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LIV.
-
- ‘What Zal said once to Rostum dost thou know?
- “Think none contemptible who is thy foe.”’
-
-
-To-morrow brings him, faithful to his word. It brings, too, a great many
-gifts with him. Is there one child of the house forgotten? Not one. And
-even Miss Barry is remembered.
-
-‘Oh, how good, how kind of you!’ says Susan. ‘Fancy remembering every
-one of us!’
-
-‘I don’t believe I was ever called good before,’ says Crosby. ‘It makes
-me feel like the bachelor uncle’—as he says this he thinks again of the
-kiss that Susan had once given him—‘and old, quite hopelessly old!’
-
-‘Nonsense!’ says Susan. ‘You?’—looking at him—‘you are not old.’
-
-‘Go to, flatterer! You really shouldn’t, Susan! Flattery is bad for
-people generally, and for me in particular. I’m very open to it.’
-
-‘I don’t flatter,’ says Susan. She laughs and runs away to answer a call
-from her aunt, who is evidently struggling with an idea, in one of the
-rooms within.
-
-‘Who’s that on the tennis-ground?’ asks Crosby of Betty as they are
-standing on the hall-door steps.
-
-‘Oh, don’t you know? That’s James. He came back a week ago. Of course,
-now I think of it’—airily—‘you couldn’t know, as we were unable to write
-to you for the past week. But it’s James. You remember hearing about
-him?’ Crosby does. ‘Well, he’s home on leave now. But,’ says Betty,
-giving way to suppressed mirth, ‘I think his wits have gone astray, and
-he believes his home is here. Anyway, we can always find him somewhere,
-round any corner, from ten to eight. And’—she grows convulsed with
-silent mirth again—‘he’s just as spooney on Susan as ever!’
-
-‘Yes?’ says Crosby.
-
-‘He’s perfectly ridiculous. He is here morning, noon and night. And when
-she lets him, he sits in her pocket by the hour. Of course it bores her,
-but Susan is so absurdly good-natured that she puts up with everything.
-Come down and have a game of tennis. Do!’
-
-Betty, who is _bon camarade_ with Crosby, slips her hand into his arm
-and leads him tennis-wards.
-
-So this is James. Crosby gives direct attention to the young man on the
-tennis-ground below him. A young man got up in irreproachable flannels,
-and with a sufficiently well-bred air about him. Crosby gives him all
-his good points without stint. He is well got up, and well groomed, and
-decently shaved—and confoundedly ugly. He laughs as he tells himself
-this. There is solace in the thought. In fact, James McIlveagh with his
-big nose and little eyes, and the rather heavy jaw, and the general look
-of doggedness about him, could hardly be considered a beauty except by a
-deluded mother.
-
-He is playing a set with Carew against Dom and Jacky, who is by no means
-to be despised as a server. It occurs to Crosby, watching him, that he
-is playing rather wildly, and giving more attention to the hall-door in
-the distance than to his adversary. Game and set are called for Dom and
-Jacky. It is with an open sense of joy upon his ugly face that Mr.
-McIlveagh flings down his racket and balls; and indeed presently, when
-he goes straight towards——
-
-Towards whom?
-
-Crosby, curious, follows the young man’s going, and then sees Susan.
-
-Susan, with Bonnie! A Bonnie who now trots happily beside her, and is
-evidently quite her slave—a pretty undoing of the old days, when she was
-always his. Tommy, full of toys brought by Crosby—a white rabbit, a
-performing elephant, an awful bear, and various other delightful things
-tucked under his fat arms—is following them.
-
-And now McIlveagh has reached her. He is speaking to her. Crosby, with a
-grim sense of amusement at his own frame of mind, wonders what on earth
-that idiot can be saying.
-
-Presently Susan, smiling sweetly, and shaking her head as if giving a
-very soft refusal to some proposal on the part of James, comes this way.
-Tommy has caught hold of Bonnie’s hand—the new Bonnie, who can now run
-about with him—and is dragging him towards the little wood, and Susan is
-protesting. But now Bonnie is protesting too. ‘I can go, Susan. I have
-walked a great deal farther than that. I have really.’ Crosby, watching
-still, as if infatuated, can see that Susan is studying Bonnie silently,
-as if in great amazement.
-
-This little, well Bonnie seems almost impossible to her. Bonnie going
-for a run—alone into the wood!
-
-Crosby comes up to her.
-
-‘I hardly realize it,’ she says gently, her eyes still upon the
-retreating form of the child.
-
-‘A great many things are hard to realize,’ says he. ‘For my part, I find
-it very hard to see myself supplanted.’
-
-‘Supplanted?’
-
-‘Decidedly. And by the redoubtable James. By the way, Susan, I think you
-gave me a distinctly wrong impression of that hero in the beginning of
-our acquaintance. He doesn’t look half so wild as you represented him.’
-
-‘As for that’—indifferently—‘I suppose they have drilled him.’
-
-‘He’s quite presentable,’ glancing at the young soldier in question,
-who, a few yards off, is looking as ugly as any impressionist could
-desire, and sulky into the bargain. He can see that Susan is sitting
-with a stranger, and evidently quite content—and—who the deuce is that
-fellow, anyway?
-
-‘What did you expect him to be?’ asks Susan.
-
-‘Unpresentable, of course. I’ve been immensely taken in. And by you,
-Susan! You quite led me to expect something interesting—a rare
-specimen—and here he is, as like one of the rest of us as two peas.’
-
-‘Did you expect him to have two heads?’ asks Susan, with a rather
-ungrateful levity, considering James is an old friend of hers.
-
-‘I hardly hoped for so much,’ says Crosby. ‘I’m not greedy. As a rule I
-am thankful for small mercies—perhaps’—with a thoughtful glance at
-her—‘because big ones don’t come my way. And I don’t think you need be
-so very angry with me, Susan, because I think the excellent James less
-ugly than’—with a reproachful air—‘I had been led to believe.’
-
-‘I think him hideous,’ says Susan promptly, and with no attempt at
-softening of any sort.
-
-‘Alas! Poor James! But do you really?’
-
-‘Very really,’ says Susan, laughing. ‘Just look at his profile.’
-
-‘It’s a good honest one,’ says Crosby. ‘If a trifle——’
-
-‘Well, I suppose it’s the trifle,’ says Susan.
-
-‘I have seen worse.’
-
-‘Oh! you can think him an Apollo if you like,’ says Susan, with a little
-shrug. Shrugs from Susan are so unexpected that Crosby regards her with
-interest. The unexpected is often very delightful, and certainly Susan,
-at this moment, with her little new petulant mood upon her, is as sweet
-as sunshine. It seems all at once to Crosby that he is seeing her now
-again for the first time, with a fresh idea of her. What a little
-slender maiden—and how beautiful, even in her thin ‘uneducated’ frock,
-that has so often seen the tub, and is of a fashion of five years ago!
-And yet, in a way, that old frock is kind to her—who would not be kind
-to her? It stands to her, in spite of its age. It throws out all the
-beauties of her delicately-built, but healthy young figure.
-
-Susan here, in this primitive gown, is Susan! Susan got up in silks and
-laces and satins, and all the fripperies of fashion, what would she be
-like?
-
-It is a question quickly answered. Why, she would be Susan too! Nothing
-could change that gentle, tender heart. He feels quite sure of that. It
-would only be Susan glorified! A Susan that would probably reduce to
-envy half the so-called society beauties of the season.
-
-Here he breaks through his thoughts, and comes back to the moment.
-
-‘I don’t like your tone,’ says he reproachfully; ‘it savours of
-unkindness. And considering how long it is since last we met——’
-
-Here Susan interrupts him, remorse tearing at her soul:
-
-‘I know. Seven months.’
-
-‘You must have found it long,’ says Crosby. ‘I make it only twenty-two
-hours, and’—consulting his watch—‘sixteen minutes.’
-
-‘Oh! if you are alluding to yesterday,’ says Susan, with dignity that
-has a sort of disgust in it.
-
-‘Of course.’
-
-‘I thought you were alluding to your being away in Germany. And as to
-finding it long’—resentfully—‘I think you must have found it very much
-longer, if you can count to a minute like that.’
-
-Was there ever such a child? Crosby roars with laughter, though
-something in his laughter amounts to passionate tenderness.
-
-‘Forgive me, Susan!’ He leans forward, and takes her hand. As he feels
-it within his—close clasped, and not withdrawn—and with Susan’s earnest
-eyes looking into his, words spring to his lips: ‘Susan, once you took
-me under your protection. Do you remember that old garden, and——’
-
-Whatever he was going to say is here rudely broken in upon by the
-advance of James, who, though distinctly ugly, looks no longer dull. He
-seems now dreadfully wide-awake. Susan draws her hand quickly away, and
-Crosby, who believes she has done this lest James should see the too
-friendly attitude, is still further mortified by her manner.
-
-‘I think I told you you were not to speak of that—that hateful day
-again,’ says she; and turning from him as if eternally offended, seats
-herself on a rug quite far away from him, and in such a position that
-James can find a resting-place at her feet—a fact he is very swift to
-see.
-
-The others have all come up now, and Dom, who is terribly
-conversational, opens the ball.
-
-‘What are you now, James?’ asks he. ‘General?’
-
-‘Not quite,’ responds James gruffly, who naturally objects to being
-chaffed in the presence of the beloved one.
-
-‘Colonel? Eh?’
-
-‘Don’t be stupid, Dom,’ says Susan suddenly. ‘He is a lieutenant, but
-soon he’ll be a captain—won’t you, James? Come up here and take part of
-my rug.’
-
-‘Oh no! no!’ says James, in a nervous, flurried tone that is filled with
-absolute adoration; ‘I like being here.’
-
-‘But——’
-
-‘My dear Susan, why interfere with his mad joy?’ says Dom in a whisper
-that is meant to be perfectly audible, and is so, to all around. ‘He’ll
-catch cold to a moral; and he’s frightfully uncomfortable. But to sit at
-your feet: what comfort could compare with that?’
-
-‘Several,’ says Susan calmly. ‘Come here, James. I want to talk to you.’
-
-And, indeed, from this moment she devotes herself to the devoted James.
-Crosby she ignores completely, and when at last he rises to go, she says
-‘good-bye’ to him with a very conventional air.
-
-‘Are you really going—and so soon?’
-
-The others have moved a little away from them.
-
-‘What is the good of my staying when you won’t even look at me?’
-
-‘I am looking at you,’ says Susan, flushing scarlet, but compelling her
-eyes to rest on his—for a moment only, however. ‘But—you know I don’t
-like you to allude to that day.’
-
-‘It was a very small allusion. It gave you’—slowly—‘your chance,
-however.’
-
-‘My chance?’
-
-‘To amuse yourself with the man of war.’
-
-‘You think that I——’
-
-‘I think a good deal at times.’ He laughs lightly, if a little
-anxiously. ‘I am thinking even now.’
-
-‘Of me?’
-
-‘Naturally’—smiling. ‘Am I not always thinking of you?’
-
-‘But what—what?’ demands she imperiously, tapping her slender foot upon
-the ground.
-
-‘That you do not believe the martial James so hideous after all.’
-
-‘Then you are wrong—quite wrong’—vehemently.
-
-‘Yes? Well, then, I think now——’
-
-‘Now?’
-
-‘That you are a very dangerous little coquette.’
-
-Susan’s colour fades. A frown wrinkles her lovely brow.
-
-‘I am not!’ says she coldly. ‘If all your thinking has only come to
-that—I—despise your thoughts.’
-
-It is the nearest approach to a quarrel he has ever had with her; but,
-instead of depressing him, it seems to exalt him, and he goes on his way
-apparently rejoicing.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LV.
-
- ‘There has fallen a splendid tear
- From the passion-flower at the gate.
- She is coming, my love, my dear;
- She is coming, my life, my fate.’
-
-
-To-day the sun is out, and all the walks at the Cottage are glittering
-in its rays. Sparks like diamonds come from the small white stones in
-the gravel, and the grassy edges close to them—clean shaven by Denis,
-who is down again on a penitential visit to his wife—are sweet and
-fresh, and suggestive of a desire to make to-day’s work a work again for
-to-morrow, so quickly the spring blades grow and prosper.
-
-Wyndham, as he walks from the station to this pretty spot, takes great
-note of Nature. Lately the loveliness—the charm of it!—the desire that
-grows in the heart for it, has come to him, has sunk into his soul. As
-he goes life seems everywhere, and with it such calm!... And here in
-this old home, what a place it is! A veritable treasury of old-world
-delights—
-
- ‘Dewy pastures, dewy trees,
- Softer than sleep—all things in order stored,
- A haunt of ancient peace.’
-
-As he walks from the gate to the Cottage, a slim figure darting sideways
-brings him to a standstill. After her bounds a huge dog. Wyndham
-restrains the cry upon his lips that would have called the dog to him,
-and, standing still, watches the pretty pair.
-
-He has come down to-day with the intention, avowed and open to his
-heart, of asking this girl to marry him. That the deed will mean ruin to
-him socially he knows, but he has faced the idea. That she will probably
-accept him seems clear, but that it will not be for love seems even
-clearer. She has always treated him as one who had given her a helping
-hand out of her Slough of Despond, but no more.
-
-Many days have led to his decision of to-day, and many thoughts, and
-many sleepless nights. But he has conquered all fears save that supreme
-one that she does not love him.
-
-This marriage, if he can persuade her to it, will offend his uncle, Lord
-Shangarry. Not a farthing will that old Irish aristocrat leave him if he
-knows he has wedded himself to a girl outside his own world—a mere waif
-and stray, disreputable, as many would call her.
-
-Disreputable!
-
-It was when this thought of what his friends’ view of his marriage would
-be first came to him, and with it a mad longing to seize the throats of
-those hideous scandalmongers, that Wyndham knew that he loved the girl
-he had saved and protected—and most honourably loved.
-
-And to-day—well, he has come down to ask her to marry him. Shangarry’s
-money may go, and all things else that the old lord can keep from him;
-the title will still be his—and hers; and with his profession, and the
-talent that they say is his, and the money left him by his dead
-mother—oh, if she had lived and seen Ella!—he may still be able to keep
-up the old name, if not in its old splendour, at all events with a sort
-of decency.
-
-Ella is now running towards him, as he stands in the shelter of the
-rhododendrons, the dog running after her, jumping about her, with soft
-velvety paws and a wagging tail. Suddenly he springs upon her and
-threatens the daintiness of her frock.
-
-‘Down now! Down now! Down!’ cries she, laughing. She catches the
-handsome brute round the neck, and looks into his eyes. “Does he love
-his own missis, then? Then down! It is really down now, sir. Not another
-jump. See’—glancing ruefully at her pretty white serge dress—‘the stains
-you have made here already.’
-
-How soft, how delicate is her voice, how full of affection for the dog!
-Surely, ‘There’s nothing ill can dwell in such a temple.’
-
-Wyndham comes forward very casually from amongst the bushes.
-
-‘Oh—you!’ cries she, colouring delightfully, but showing no
-embarrassment—he would have liked a little embarrassment. He tells
-himself that the want of it quite proves his theory that she regards him
-merely as a good friend—no more.
-
-‘Yes; I have run down for an hour or so. You’—looking round him—‘have
-been quite a good fairy to my flowers, I see.’
-
-‘Oh, your flowers!’ says she gaily, yet shyly too. Her air is of the
-happiest. She has, indeed, been a different creature since Wyndham had
-assured her a few months ago of Moore’s actual arrival in Australia.
-‘Why, they are mine now, aren’t they? You have given them to me with
-this.’ She threw out her arms in a little appropriative way towards the
-garden.
-
-‘In a way—yes.’ He pauses. Passion is rising within him. ‘Come in,’ says
-he abruptly. ‘There is something I must say to you.’
-
-The pretty drawing-room is bright with flowers, and there is a certain
-air of daintiness—a charm—about the whole place that tells of the
-refinement of its owner. It is not Miss Manning who has given this
-delicate cosiness to it—Miss Manning, good soul, who is now in the
-kitchen, very proud in the fond belief that she is helping Mrs. Denis to
-make marmalade. No! In every cluster of early roses, in every bunch of
-sweet-smelling daffodils, in the pushing of the chairs here, and the
-screens there, Wyndham can see the touch of Ella’s hand.
-
-In the far-off window, on a little table, stands the dressing-case that
-he had sent her after his interview with Moore. It is open, and some of
-the contents—what remains of them—with their silver tops, are shining in
-the rays of the sun. The girl’s glance catches them, and all at once the
-merry touch upon her lips dies away, and gloom settles on her brow. The
-lost bottles, the battered and dismantled case, seem to Wyndham but the
-broken links of a broken life, and a thrill of pity urges him to instant
-speech.
-
-‘Don’t look like that, Ella.’ And then, with a burst of passion and
-grief: ‘My darling, what does it matter?’ And then again, almost without
-a stop, ‘Ella, will you marry me?’
-
-For a moment she looks at him as if not understanding. Then a most
-wonderful light springs into her eyes. But when he would go to her and
-take her in his arms, she puts out hers, and almost imperiously forbids
-him.
-
-‘No,’ says she clearly, if a little wildly perhaps.
-
-‘But why—why? Oh, this is nonsense! You know—you must have known for a
-long time—that I love you.’
-
-‘I did not know,’ says she faintly. ‘I—even now it seems impossible.
-Don’t!’ as he makes a movement towards her. ‘Don’t misunderstand me. I
-know now’—her voice breaking a little—‘that it might have been. But what
-is impossible’—her young voice growing rounder, fuller, and unutterably
-wretched—‘is that I should marry you.’
-
-‘You think because——’
-
-But she sweeps his words aside.
-
-‘It is useless,’ says she, with a strength strange in one so few miles
-advanced upon life’s roadway, until one remembers how sad and eventful
-those few miles she has trodden have been—how full of miserable
-knowledge, how full of the cruel lesson—how to bear! ‘I am nobody, less
-than nobody. And you—are somebody. Do you think I would consent to ruin
-your life—the life of the only one who has—who has ever stood my
-friend?’
-
-‘This gratitude is absurd!’ he breaks in eagerly. ‘What have I done for
-you? Let you the Cottage at a fair rental!’
-
-‘Ah, no!’ There is irrepressible sadness in her air. She struggles with
-herself, holding her hands against her eyes for a little while—pressing
-them hard, as if to keep down her emotion. ‘I won’t—I can’t go into it,’
-says she brokenly. ‘But when I forget—Mr. Wyndham’—she turns upon him
-passionately—‘never ask me that question again. Nothing on earth would
-induce me to link my name with yours.’ She pauses, and a hot blush
-covers her face. ‘My name!’—she repeats her words with determination,
-though he can see how the determination hurts her—‘I have no name.’
-
-‘That is all the more reason why you should take mine,’ breaks he in
-hotly.
-
-‘And so destroy it. I shall not, indeed,’ says the girl firmly. Her
-firmness is costing her a good deal. It causes Wyndham absolute physical
-suffering to see the pallor of her face, the trembling of her slight
-form. But that he can shake her decision seems improbable. Something in
-her face takes him back to that terrible hour in which he first saw her,
-when with pale face and undaunted spirit she accepted the chance of
-death. Her voice, even in this hour of renunciation of all that she
-holds dearest, rings clear. ‘Do you think I would requite all your
-kindness to me by being the cause of your disinheritance by your uncle?
-Do you think Lord Shangarry would ever forgive your marriage with a
-woman of whom no one knows anything—not even her parentage?’
-
-‘I am willing to risk all that.’
-
-‘But I’—slowly—‘am not.’
-
-‘Ella, if you loved me——’
-
-‘Ah!’ A cry breaks from her, a cry that betrays her secret, and
-convinces him of her love for him. It is full of exquisite pain, and
-seems to wound her. Is it not because she loves him that—— ‘Well, then,’
-says she miserably, ‘say I do not. Think I do not.’
-
-‘I will not think it,’ cries he vehemently, ‘until you say it. Ella, my
-beloved, what has this old man’s wealth to do with you or me? What has
-the world to do with us? Come now, look into it with me. Here are you,
-and here am I, and what else is there in all the wide world for us two,
-Ella?’ And now he breaks into earnest, most manly entreaties, and wooes
-her with all his soul, and at last—as a true lover should—upon his
-knees.
-
-But she resists him, pushing his clasping hands away.
-
-‘I will not! I will not!’ repeats she steadfastly.
-
-‘Oh, you are cold; you do not care,’ cries he suddenly.
-
-He springs to his feet, angry, yet filled with an admiration for her
-that has, if not increased his love, made it more open to him. A strong
-man himself, and hard to move, he can see the splendid strength of this
-poor girl, who, because of her love for him, refuses his love for her.
-
-His sudden movement has upset the small table on which the dressing-case
-is standing, and brings it heavily to the ground.
-
-There is a crash, a breaking asunder of the sides of the case, and here
-on the carpet before their astonished gaze lies a small sheaf of letters
-and a faded photograph. Where had they come from? Had there been a
-secret drawer? Wyndham, stooping, picks them up. A name catches his eye.
-Why, this thing, surely, is a certificate of marriage!
-
- * * * * *
-
-As he reads, hurriedly, breathlessly, going from one letter to another
-and back again, from the few pages of a small disconnected diary to the
-marriage certificate in his other hand, his face grows slowly white as
-death.
-
-‘Oh, what is it?’ cries Ella at last.
-
-‘Give me time.’ His tone is full of ill-repressed agitation.
-
-Again he reads.
-
-The girl drops on her knees beside him, her face no less white than his.
-What does it all mean? What secret do these old letters hold? The
-photograph is lying still upon the floor, and her eyes, riveting
-themselves upon it, feel at once as though they were looking at
-someone—someone remembered—loved! She stares more eagerly. Surely it
-reminds her, too, of ... of—she leans closer over it—of someone feared
-and hated! Oh! how could that gentle face be feared—or hated—and yet,
-was there not someone, who——
-
-‘Oh, I know it!’ cries she suddenly, violently. She springs to her feet
-as if stung, and turns a ghastly face on Wyndham. ‘Look at it!’ cries
-she, gasping, pointing to the photograph at her feet. ‘It is like your
-aunt, Mrs. Prior.’
-
-‘Like your aunt!’ says Wyndham slowly, emphatically. The hand with the
-letters in it has dropped to his side, but he is holding those old
-documents as if in a vice.
-
-‘Mine—Mrs. Prior—oh no! oh no!’ says Ella, making a gesture of fear and
-horror.
-
-‘Yes, yours and mine, Ella!’ There is passionate delight and triumph in
-his whole air. ‘A moment ago you said you had no name; now—now,’
-striking the papers in his hand, ‘you have one! These are genuine, I
-swear they are, and they prove you to be the grand-daughter of Sir John
-Burke, and of—strangest of all things—the Professor.’
-
-‘I—how can I understand? What is it?’ asks she faintly.
-
-He explains it to her, and it is, indeed, all that he has said. The
-breaking up of that queer old dressing-case, that afterwards Mrs. Prior
-had most unwillingly to admit belonged to Ella’s mother—the lost Eleanor
-Burke—brought all things to a conclusion. There was the diary in it that
-proved the writer to be Eleanor Burke beyond all doubt, and the heiress
-of her dead father, Sir John; and there was the marriage certificate
-that proved poor Eleanor’s marriage to as big a scamp as could be found
-in Europe, which is saying a good deal; and there were many other
-letters besides, to show that the scamp, who called himself Haynes to
-evade the law (and his father), was the son of Professor Hennessy. That
-Ella had forgotten the other name her poor mother bore, ‘Haynes,’ and
-had let her identity be lost in the word ‘Moore,’ had, of course, much
-to do with the unhappy mystery that had so long surrounded her. After
-Sir John’s death—that left Eleanor, his eldest girl, his heir, or
-failing her, her children—much search had been made for Eleanor under
-the name of Haynes, but naturally without avail. Anyway, the whole thing
-had gradually sunk out of sight; Eleanor was accepted as dead, and her
-fortune lapsing to Mrs. Prior, she reigned in her stead.
-
- * * * * *
-
-‘You see how it is,’ says Wyndham, who from a rather prematurely old,
-self-contained man has developed into an ordinary person, full of
-enthusiasm. ‘You are now Miss Hennessy—a hideous name, I allow. But you
-were,’ with a flick of humour, ‘so very anxious for a name of any sort,
-that perhaps you will forgive the ugliness. And you are heir to a good
-deal of money on both sides. Mrs. Prior will have to hand out a
-considerable amount of her capital, and as for me ... I feel nothing
-less than a defrauder. You know your grandfather, the Professor, left me
-the bulk of his fortune—not knowing you were so much as in the world at
-the time he made his will. Of course, that, too—— Are you listening,
-Ella?’
-
-The fact that the girl is not listening to him has evoked this remark.
-Whatever ‘gray grief’ had to do with her a few minutes ago, before the
-breaking of her mother’s dressing-case, it has nothing to do with her
-now. All the splendour of youth has come back to her face, and all the
-happiness; yet still it is quite plain to him that her mind is not set
-on the money that fate has cast upon her path, or on the high chances of
-gaining a place in society, but on——
-
-‘No,’ says she slowly, simply, and with a touch of trouble, as if
-bringing her mind with difficulty back to something far away.
-
-‘You must give me your attention for a moment,’ says he sharply. Ever
-since he discovered that she was not only the possessor of a very good
-name, in spite of its ugliness, but also the heiress of a very
-considerable sum of money, all passion has died out of his tone. If he
-thought, however, by this to deceive her with regard to his honest
-feeling for her, he is entirely mistaken. ‘There are things to which you
-will have to listen—to which you ought to wish to listen. And if’—with a
-frown—‘you will not think of your good fortune, of what will you think?’
-
-There is a long silence. And then there is a little rush towards him,
-and two arms are flung round his neck.
-
-‘I am thinking,’ cries she softly, clinging to him, ‘that now I can
-marry you.’
-
- * * * * *
-
-Heavenly moments on this side of the sky are few and far between. It is
-Ella, so strangely unlike a woman, who breaks into the delicious
-silence.
-
-‘That night! I wish now——’
-
-‘Wish nothing, so far as that is concerned. That night I saw you first
-gave you to me.’
-
-‘But——’
-
-‘That sounds like fright,’ interrupts he, laughing. ‘But you are not
-easily frightened, are you? That night—you see, I insist upon going back
-to it’—catching her hands and drawing her to him—‘no, you shall not be
-ashamed of it. That night in which we both met for the first time you
-were not frightened. You walked towards death without a qualm.’
-
-‘Ah, I was too wretched then to be frightened of anything!’ says she.
-
-She looks at him, a smile parts her lips, and slowly, slowly she leans
-towards him until her cheek is resting against his.
-
-‘I should be frightened now,’ says she softly, tenderly.
-
-His arms close round her. He clasps her to his heart.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LVI.
-
- ‘Your heart is never away,
- But ever with mine, for ever,
- For ever, without endeavour,
- To-morrow, love, as to-day;
- Two blent hearts never astray,
- Two souls no power may sever,
- Together, O my love, for ever!’
-
-
-There was a deal of trouble over it for a while, but when that faded
-photograph and the certificate and the diary were brought into a larger
-light things smoothed down. Shangarry saw at once how it must end, and
-accepted the situation gracefully; but Mrs. Prior was a little hard to
-manage until Ella (who refused point-blank to meet her) declared her
-determination not to take more than half the money that had been left to
-her by Sir John Burke, her grandfather. It was quite astonishing how
-Mrs. Prior softened towards her after that. But Ella stood firm and
-would not see her.
-
-Later on she might consent to meet—at Lord Shangarry’s, perhaps (he had
-fallen in love with the pretty, gentle girl who had endured so much), or
-at Lady Forster’s house this season—Lady Forster had written a very
-charming note—but not just now. Gentle as Ella was, she could not
-forgive too readily. Yes, Lady Forster’s would be the best place. They
-would be in town after their honeymoon, and there they could see Mrs.
-Prior and break the ice, as it were.
-
-But to-day no ice has to be broken. Ella, who has arranged with Wyndham
-to meet him in the old Rectory garden, has gone over quite early to be
-petted and made much of by all there—Carew excepted. That unhappy youth,
-his first grand passion having been ruthlessly laid in the dust, and
-with yet another new trouble that had arrived by the post some days ago
-upon his shoulders, has carried himself and his injured affections far,
-far away, to a distant trout stream.
-
-Wyndham is staying with Crosby, who is most honestly glad of his
-friend’s successful exit from a difficult situation. He has, indeed,
-been highly sympathetic all through, astonishingly so for so determined
-a bachelor, as he seems to Wyndham, who six months ago had seemed quite
-as determined a bachelor to Crosby. Only to-day, at luncheon, he had
-told Wyndham not to mind about leaving him when the ‘Rectory’ called. He
-(Crosby) might walk down there later on. But he advised Wyndham to hurry
-up, to start as early as he liked, not to wait for him, and so forth.
-Wyndham took him at his word, decided not to wait, and was therefore
-naturally a little surprised to find Crosby on the door-steps, not only
-ready to go with him, but distinctly impatient. This seemed such
-devotion to the cause, such honest friendliness towards him and Ella,
-that Wyndham felt quite grateful to him.
-
- * * * * *
-
-‘How happy they look!’ says Miss Barry to Susan, finding herself alone
-with her niece for a moment. She is looking at Wyndham and Ella, who
-indeed seem to have reached their pinnacle of bliss. ‘And no wonder,’
-with a sigh. ‘He is a most excellent match. Not only money, but a
-title—in the distance. I can’t help wishing, Susan,’ sighing again, and
-more heavily this time, ‘that it had been you.’
-
-‘Me! I wouldn’t marry him for anything,’ says Susan indignantly.
-
-‘That’s what girls always say,’ says Miss Barry mournfully, ‘until they
-are asked.’ Perhaps she herself had said it many times. ‘But I assure
-you, Susan, money is a good thing—and your poor father just now, with
-the loss of this four hundred pounds that he had laid aside for Carew——’
-
-‘Oh, I know!’ says Susan miserably. ‘It is dreadful. Poor, poor
-father—and poor Carew, too! I suppose he can’t go in for his exam now?’
-
-‘No, I’m afraid not, unless some miraculous thing should occur.
-Susan!’—Miss Barry looks wistfully at her niece—‘James, now, he will be
-well off—and he could help us. If you could——’
-
-‘Could what?’ Susan’s eyes are almost menacing.
-
-‘Think of him—in that way. He is well off, my dear, and——’
-
-‘I shall not marry James,’ says Susan distinctly. ‘I wonder how you
-could suggest it to me.’
-
-‘Certainly he is very ugly,’ says Miss Barry, who has grown, poor soul,
-very meek of late; the smashing of the bank that had held the four
-hundred pounds, the savings of years, that the Rector had laid by with
-the hope of putting his eldest boy into the army, has lowered her
-spirit. Poverty seems to pursue them. And the sight of the Rector,
-crushed and more gaunt than usual, has gone to her old heart. If only
-Susan—any of them—could be provided for. How happy that girl Ella is!
-how rich the man is who has chosen her! and yet is she to be so much as
-compared with Susan? Miss Barry’s soul swells within her at the
-injustice of it all.
-
-If only Susan could be induced to think of James McIlveagh. But no,
-Susan is not like that. She looks up suddenly, and there before her eyes
-are James and Susan strolling leisurely, in quite a loverlike way,
-towards the little shrubbery. Can the girl have taken her hint to heart?
-A glow of hope radiates her mind for a moment. But then come other
-thoughts, and fear, and trouble, and a keen, strange disappointment.
-
-No, no! Susan—Susan to be worldly! Her pretty girl! God grant she has
-not been the means of driving her to belie her better—her own—self.
-
-Good gracious! If Susan comes back and tells her she has engaged herself
-to James because of her father’s trouble—because of Carew’s trouble—what
-shall she do? Miss Barry, who is hardly equal to emergencies so great as
-this, looks with a certain wildness round her. Who can help her? That
-foolish girl must be sent for; brought back from that shrubbery where
-Miss Barry, in her panic, feels now assured James is once again, for the
-hundredth time, proposing to her, and being (no doubt to his everlasting
-astonishment) accepted. The last words can’t have been said as yet:
-there may still be time to drag Susan out of the fire.
-
-Wyndham and Ella and Miss Manning are coming towards her. Ella is going
-home; it is nearly seven o’clock, and Wyndham will have barely time to
-see her to the Cottage and catch his train to Dublin. Miss Barry bids
-him a rather hurried good-bye, and then looks round for Betty. Betty is
-always useful—when she can be found! But unfortunately Betty and Dom
-have gone off to eat green gooseberries in the vegetable garden, a
-fearsome occupation, of which they are both disgracefully fond, and that
-seems to affect their stomachs in no wise. Betty, therefore, is not to
-be had, but Miss Barry’s troubled eye wandering round sees Crosby, who
-is sitting with Bonnie on his knee, and with courage born of desperation
-she beckons him to come to her.
-
-‘Mr. Crosby, I want Betty. Where is she?’
-
-‘I think she went into the garden a moment ago with Dom.’
-
-‘Do you mind—would you be so good as to tell her I want her, and at
-once?’
-
-‘Certainly,’ says Crosby, laughing; ‘though she and Dom, or both, bring
-down all the anathemas in the world on my head.’
-
-He starts on his quest, a little glad, indeed, to get away from the
-others. Early in the afternoon he had had a little tiff with Susan—just
-a small thing, a mere breeze, and certainly of his own creating. He had
-said something about James—why the deuce can’t he leave James alone? But
-it seems he can’t of late; and Susan had been a little, just a
-little—what was it?—offended? Well, put out in some way, at all events.
-Perhaps after all she does care for James. Like to like, you know—and
-youth to youth; and there can be but a year or two between him and
-Susan.
-
-At this moment there is a quick movement of the branches on his left;
-someone is pushing the laurel bushes aside with an angry, impatient
-touch, and now——
-
-Susan has stepped into view; a new Susan—angry, pale, hurried. Her soft
-eyes are dark and frowning, but as she sees Crosby they lighten again,
-and grow suddenly thick with tears. Then, as though in him lie comfort
-and protection, she runs to him, holding out her hands.
-
-He catches them, and saying nothing, draws her down the bank and into a
-little leafy recess that leads to a small wood beyond. The touch of her
-hand is good to him. She has forgiven, then, that late little conflict.
-She can be angry with James, too, it seems. Confound that fool! What has
-he been saying to her?
-
-‘Well?’ says he.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LVII.
-
- ‘My lady is so fair and dear
- That all my heart to her is given;
- One word she whispered in my ear,
- And earth for me was changed to heaven.’
-
-
-He has held one of her hands all the time, but now she releases it. She
-has recovered herself marvellously, but there is still a good deal of
-nervousness in the laugh that breaks from her as she seats herself in
-the old rustic seat in the corner.
-
-‘Well—what?’ She is evidently prepared to carry it off boldly.
-
-‘You don’t mean to tell me there was no reason for that look in your
-eyes just now?’
-
-There is a very obstinate look in his own eyes just now, at all events.
-
-‘What look?’
-
-‘Susan,’ says Crosby, with a solemn shake of his head, ‘you might as
-well give it up at once. You were never made for this sort of thing. You
-wouldn’t take in a new-born infant. Come, get it off your mind. Make
-your confession. What has the immaculate James been doing?’
-
-‘James!’ She tries to look surprised, but breaks down ignominiously.
-‘Oh, nothing’—hurriedly—‘nothing.... Nothing at all, really! Only—he’s
-so stupid!’
-
-‘He’s been stupid very often of late, hasn’t he? Look
-here’—severely—‘you are suppressing something; either you or he (and you
-for choice, I should say, judging by the obvious guilt upon your
-countenance) have been doing something of which you are thoroughly
-ashamed. Even such small signs of grace are to be welcomed, but in the
-meantime I think a fuller confession would make for the good of your
-soul. Come, what have you been doing?’
-
-‘It was James a moment ago,’ says she slowly.
-
-‘Was it?’—quickly—‘I thought as much. But what was he doing a moment
-ago?’
-
-‘Nonsense’—flushing hotly—‘you know what I mean—that it was James you
-were accusing a moment ago.’
-
-‘True! And it should have been you. I am in fault this time, then. That
-makes a third.’
-
-‘No, indeed, because I am not in fault at all.’
-
-‘Then it was the immaculate one! What of him? Has he been at his old
-game again: chasing you round the garden to——’
-
-‘Mr. Crosby!’ There is indignant protest in her tone, but the rich
-colour that rises to her cheek tells him that his guess has been at
-least partly accurate.
-
-‘Not that,’ says he. ‘Foolish James!’ Even as he says these idle words
-he is cursing James up hill and down dale for the abominable
-impertinence of him. No little shred of allowance for James’ honest love
-for this pretty maiden enters into his heart.
-
-‘Well—go on! That is only a negative statement—if it is a statement at
-all.’
-
-‘There is nothing to tell. And’—she pauses—‘and, any way, I won’t tell
-it,’ says she.
-
-Crosby suppresses a desire to laugh. Oh, how sweet—how sweet his little
-darling is!
-
-‘Not even to me—your guide, philosopher, and friend? Susan’—he is
-looking into her eyes as if compelling an answer—‘he proposed to you
-again, didn’t he?’
-
-‘Oh yes,’ says Susan, as if throwing a load off her mind; ‘and when I
-told him again that I couldn’t and wouldn’t—he—he was horrid. And he
-wanted——’ She stops.
-
-‘Yes’—Crosby’s voice is sharp now—‘but you didn’t——’
-
-‘No, no! But I hate him!’
-
-‘So do I, with all my soul,’ says Crosby, more to himself, however, than
-for her hearing. He stands looking on the ground for a bit, and then:
-
-‘So you have refused the gunner. Poor James! You don’t really care for
-him, then?’
-
-‘I thought all the world knew that,’ says Susan. ‘Why’—with almost
-pathetic contempt—‘can’t he know it? It is unkind of him, isn’t it, to
-make me so unkind? But I can’t love him—I can’t!’ A little sigh escapes
-her.
-
-The rose on the straggling bush above her is not sweeter or more
-beautiful than Susan is now, with her pretty bent head and her
-flower-like face, and all the delicate beauty of her soul shining
-through her earnest eyes.
-
-A strange nervousness seizes on Crosby. He takes a step towards her,
-however, and takes both her hands in his strong clasp.
-
-‘Susan, am I too old?’ says he.
-
-Susan turns her startled eyes upon him, grows crimson, and then deadly
-white. She pulls her hands out of his and turns away, but too late—too
-late to hide the rapture in her eyes, that the heavy tears in vain are
-trying to drown.
-
-‘Susan, my darling! my own sweet little girl! Susan’—his arms are round
-her now—‘is it true? So you do care for me! For me—such an old fellow
-next to you—you’—clasping her to him and laughing—‘are only a baby, you
-know. But my baby now, eh? Oh, Susan, is it true?’
-
-Susan tightens her hand upon his arm, but answer makes she none.
-
-‘Afterwards you may be sorry; thirty-four and nineteen—a great many
-milestones between us, you see.’
-
-‘Ah, it is you who will be sorry!’ says Susan, lifting her head a minute
-from the safe shelter of his breast to look at him. It is a lovely look.
-Poor James! if he had only seen it!
-
-‘Are you going to lead me such a life as that?’ says Crosby, laughing.
-‘I don’t believe it.’
-
-‘You know what I mean.’
-
-‘I don’t, indeed. I don’t even know if you love me yet.’
-
-‘Oh, as for that——’ Suddenly she laughs, too, and with the sweetest
-tenderness slips one arm round his neck and draws his head down to hers.
-‘And, besides, I’m very nearly twenty,’ says she.
-
-‘Look here,’ says Crosby presently; ‘too much happiness is bad for any
-man. Now, you sit over there’—putting her into a far corner of the old
-garden-seat—‘and I’ll sit here’—seating himself with the sternest virtue
-at the other end. ‘Don’t come within a mile of me again for a while, and
-let us be sensible and talk business. When will you marry me—next week?’
-
-‘Next week?’—with a laugh—‘is that talking business?’
-
-‘The best business.’
-
-‘Oh, nonsense!’
-
-‘Where does the nonsense come in? I’ve been waiting all my life for you,
-and what’s the good of waiting any longer—even a day? See here, now,
-Susan. In seven days you could——’
-
-‘I could not, indeed!’ She breaks off suddenly. ‘You are coming nearer.’
-
-‘So I am,’ says he, sighing, and moving back to his corner. ‘Good Susan!
-Keep reminding me, will you?’
-
-‘I certainly shall,’ says Susan, who has perhaps been only half
-understood up to this.
-
-‘Well, if not next week—next month?’
-
-‘Oh no,’ says Susan. ‘In a year perhaps I——’
-
-‘How dare you make such a proposition! Come now, Susan, you have heard
-the old adage beginning, “Life is short.”’
-
-‘Yes, but I don’t believe it. And besides—no; don’t stir. And
-besides—you are coming nearer.’
-
-‘It is all your fault if I am. You are behaving so disgracefully. The
-idea of your mentioning a year. I shall appeal to your father.’
-
-‘I am certain he won’t hear of it at all. He—oh, there, you are coming
-closer again.’
-
-‘Susan,’ says Crosby sternly, ‘enough of this. I’ll stand no more of it.
-You shan’t keep me at arm’s length any longer.’
-
-‘I? What had I to do with it?’ says Susan, arching her charming brows.
-
-After which it takes only a moment to have the arm in question round her
-again, and to have her drawn into it—a most willing captive.
-
-‘Do you remember when you made me promise I would never steal anything
-again?’ asks Crosby, after an eloquent pause.
-
-‘Yes.’
-
-‘Well, I have broken that promise.’
-
-‘You haven’t, I hope.’
-
-‘I have, though. I’—with disgraceful triumph—‘have stolen your heart.’
-
-‘Not a bit of it,’ cries Susan, with a triumph that puts his to shame;
-‘I gave it to you. Deny that if you dare.’
-
-He evidently doesn’t dare. He does something else, however, that is
-quite as effective.
-
-‘Well, it’s a month, any way, isn’t it?’ says he. ‘In a month we’ll get
-married, and we’ll go away—away, all by ourselves, Susan—just you and I,
-to the heavenly places of the earth. You shall see the world, and the
-world shall see you—the loveliest thing that is in it.’
-
-‘You mean that we shall go abroad?’ says Susan. ‘To Rome, perhaps?’
-
-‘To Rome or any other spot your fancy dictates, so long as you take me
-with you.’ He draws her to him as he says this, and—‘Susan, will you
-answer me one word?’
-
-Susan’s clear, truthful eyes fasten upon his.
-
-‘What is it?’ asks she softly.
-
-‘Am I the one man in all the world you would see the world with?’
-
-The clear truthful eyes do not falter.
-
-‘Why do you ask me that?’ says she. ‘Surely you know it.’
-
- * * * * *
-
-‘Where is your father?’ asks he presently. ‘Let us go and tell him.’
-
-‘Tell father?’ Her tone has an ominous trembling in it.
-
-‘Why, of course,’ says Crosby, regarding her with some surprise. It must
-be forgiven him if he thinks Mr. Barry will be decidedly glad to hear
-the news.
-
-‘Oh, I couldn’t,’ says Susan, growing quite pale. ‘He’ll be very angry
-with me. He will keep on thinking of me as a child, you know, and I
-can’t get him out of it. When I put on long frocks last year, I thought
-he’d see it then, but he didn’t; and even the doing up of my hair wasn’t
-of the slightest use.’
-
-‘We might give him a third lesson,’ says Crosby. ‘Come on, and let us
-get it over.’
-
-‘You’—Susan draws back, and her tone now is distinctly fearful—‘You
-couldn’t go without me, could you? By yourself, I mean.’
-
-‘I could, of course,’ says he. ‘But——’
-
-‘Oh, then, do,’ cries Susan, giving him a little push—there are
-unmistakable signs of cowardice about her. And all at once to Crosby
-comes the thought, how pure at heart all these people are—how ‘far from
-the madding crowd’ of self-seekers! She has not realized that he is what
-most of his town acquaintances call a ‘good match.’ She is even afraid
-to announce her engagement to her father, lest he should think her too
-young to marry. It sounds incredible, but a glance at Susan, and a
-vision of the sad man sitting alone with his new sorrow and
-disappointment in his little study beyond, dissolves all suspicions.
-
-‘Yes—do go,’ says Susan. ‘To tell you the truth, father is in rather a
-disturbed state of mind just now, and I’m afraid he won’t receive you
-very well. He may be grumpy. He is unhappy. He has lost a great deal of
-money lately.’
-
-‘A great deal?’
-
-‘A very great deal. Four hundred pounds!’ Susan looks tragic. ‘And it
-had been set aside to put Carew into the army, so of course he feels it.
-The bank failed, you see.’
-
-‘Banks will do these rude things at times,’ says Crosby. ‘But what I
-fail to see is, why you can’t come with me, and get your blessing on the
-spot.’
-
-‘Why, I’ve told you’—reproachfully. ‘Father is in a bad temper, and
-he——’ She pauses. ‘Oh, I can’t go,’ says she. ‘But you can.’
-
-‘Alone! After the awful picture you have just drawn of your father’s
-wrath! Have you no regard for my life, Susan? Is this your vaunted love
-for me?—to abandon me remorselessly to the foe. Is it safe, do you
-think? Suppose I never come back?’
-
-‘Tut!’ says Susan. ‘There—go on! But be sure you say it isn’t my fault.’
-
-‘That makes an end of it,’ says Crosby. ‘Your fault. Whose fault is it,
-if it isn’t yours? Susan, I refuse to stir a step without you. I feel it
-is your distinct duty to be there, if only to see fair play and be a
-witness at the inquest afterwards. Besides, I should like you to gather
-up my remains; you might give a helping hand so far. Seriously,
-darling’—drawing her to him—‘I think it would be wise of you to come
-with me. He would understand so much better if—if only you will look at
-me as you are looking now.’
-
-‘Well, I’ll come,’ says Susan, sighing dejectedly, but with another look
-that makes his heart sing aloud for joy.
-
-‘That’s a darling Susan! But now, before we go, I must put you through a
-strict cross-examination. To begin with—you are positive you love me?’
-
-‘Positive.’ Susan, laughing, lays her hands against his shoulders,
-pressing him back.
-
-‘That doesn’t look like it!’
-
-‘It’s true, though!’—laughing.
-
-‘And it isn’t out of pity?’
-
-‘I’ll certainly have to pity you soon. Are you going out of your mind?’
-
-‘No wonder if I were.’ He swiftly undoes that unkind touch upon his
-shoulders, and takes her in his arms and kisses her.
-
-‘I don’t think that is cross-examination,’ says she reproachfully. No
-doubt later on she will be capable of developing a little wit of her
-own.
-
-‘You are right. To continue, then: how much do you love me?’
-
-‘Better’—Susan’s eyes, now sweeter than ever, raise themselves to his
-for one shy moment—‘than anyone.’
-
-‘That is vague, Susan. Give it a voice. Better than—Bonnie? Oh
-no!’—quickly—‘I shouldn’t have asked that. Don’t answer it, my
-sweetheart,’ pressing her head against his breast. ‘We’ll take another.
-You love me better than you thought you would ever love anyone—tell me
-that, any way.’
-
-‘Oh, much, much more,’ says she. She clings to him for a moment, then
-steps back, and a little air of meditation grows on her. ‘Do you know,’
-says she in a low, rather ashamed tone, ‘about this very thing I have
-lately been very much surprised at myself.’
-
-It is irresistible. Crosby bursts out laughing—such happy laughter!
-
-‘What are you laughing at?’ asks Susan, a little nervously.
-
-‘At you.’
-
-‘At me?’
-
-‘Yes; because you are just the sweetest angel, Susan. What sort of rings
-do you like best?’
-
-Susan is silent for a moment, and now through all the rose-white of her
-skin a warm flush rises.
-
-‘You are going to give me a ring?’ says she. ‘Do you know, I hadn’t
-thought of that. A ring! I have never had a ring!’
-
-He draws her head softly down upon his breast.
-
-‘Your first will be a sacred one, then. It will be our engagement-ring,
-my darling!’
-
-‘I should like a blue ring,’ says Susan shyly, after a little while.
-
-‘Like your own eyes. Sapphire, then? So be it. It will do for a first
-one. But you must have a keeper for it, Susan, and you must leave that
-to me.’ He is silent a moment. Where are the best diamonds to be got?
-‘Now, come,’ says he; ‘I think honestly we ought to tackle your father
-together.’
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LVIII.
-
- ‘My heart is full of joy to-day,
- The air hath music in it.’
-
-
-Mr. Barry is sitting at his shabby writing-table in his very shabby
-study. His pale, refined face seems paler than usual, and there is a
-look of dejection in his sunken eyes that goes to Crosby’s heart. He has
-entered the room without a word of warning—a very reluctant Susan at his
-back—and has therefore caught that look on the Rector’s face before he
-has had time to take it off.
-
-‘Mr. Barry,’ begins he quickly. ‘I—we—Susan, where are you?—we’—with
-emphasis that devastates the soul of the culprit next him—‘have come to
-tell you that—Susan, this is mean,’ as Susan makes a base effort to hide
-behind him once again—‘that Susan and I’—he laughs a little here, partly
-through nervousness, and partly because of an agonized, if unconscious,
-pinch from Susan on his arm—‘want to get married.’
-
-Mr. Barry lays down the pen he has been holding since their unexpected
-entrance, and stares at Crosby as though he were the proud possessor of
-two heads, or else a decided madman.
-
-At last a flush dyes the pallor of his face.
-
-‘Sir,’ says he, with dignity, ‘if this is a jest——’
-
-‘Not a jest such as you think,’ breaks in Crosby quickly; ‘though I hope
-our life together’—with a quick glance back at Susan, who still declines
-to show herself—‘will have a good deal of laughter in it. What I really
-want you to know’—gently—‘is that I have asked Susan to marry me, and
-she has said “Yes,” if’—with charming courtesy—‘you will give your
-consent.’
-
-Mr. Barry rises from his chair. If he could be paler than he was a
-moment since, he is certainly so now.
-
-‘Do you mean to tell me that you want’—he points at the only part of the
-abashed Susan that he can see—‘that you want that child for your wife?’
-
-There is a slight pause. It is long enough for Susan to cast an eloquent
-glance at Crosby. ‘I told you so,’ is the gist of it.
-
-‘She is nineteen,’ says Crosby; ‘and she says that she——’
-
-Here he comes to grief; it seems impossible to so true a lover to say
-out aloud that Susan has confessed her love for him. He turns round.
-
-‘I really think, Susan, it is your turn now,’ whispers he. ‘You might
-say something.’
-
-Susan gives him an indignant glance. Hadn’t she told him how it would
-be? But dignity sweeps her into the breach.
-
-‘It—it is quite true, papa,’ says she, faltering, trembling.
-
-‘What is true?’ asks her father.
-
-She is not trembling half so much outwardly as he is trembling inwardly.
-This thing, can it be true? And that baby—but is she a baby? How many
-years is it since the other Susan—his own Susan—died?
-
-‘That—that I love him!’ says Susan brokenly.
-
-When she says this she covers her face with her hands as if distinctly
-ashamed of herself, and Crosby, divining her thoughts, lays his arms
-round her and presses both hands and face out of sight against his
-breast.
-
-Mr. Barry looks at him.
-
-‘She is only a little country girl,’ says he. As if disliking the
-definition of her, Susan releases herself and stands back from Crosby.
-‘And you—have large possessions—and a position that will enable you to
-choose a wife anywhere. Susan—has nothing!’
-
-‘She has everything,’ says Crosby hotly. ‘When I look at her I know it
-is I who have nothing. What money, what position, could compare with the
-wealth of her beauty?... And now this gift of her love!... I am only too
-proud, I think myself only too blest, to be allowed to lay at her feet
-all that I have.’
-
-He turns to his pretty sweetheart and holds out his hand to her frankly.
-And she comes to him—a little pale, a little unnerved, but with earnest
-love in her shining eyes. And as he bends to her she gives him back with
-honest warmth the kiss that in her father’s presence he gives her.
-
-It seems a seal upon the truth of their declaration. Mr. Barry, going to
-her, lays his hands upon her shoulders. He is pale still, but the look
-of depression that almost amounted to despair that marked his face when
-Crosby first came in is now gone, and in its place is hope—and some
-other feeling hard to place—but pride, perhaps, is the nearest to it.
-
-‘God bless you, Susan, always!’ says he solemnly. In this moment, as he
-looks at her, for the first time it comes to him that she is the very
-image of her dead mother. ‘It is a great responsibility,’ says he. His
-words are slow and difficult. ‘Try to be worthy of it! Be a good woman,
-and love your husband!’
-
-‘Oh, I will—I will, papa!’ says Susan, throwing her arms round his neck.
-It seems such an easy request. And all her fear of him seems gone. She
-clings to him. And the father presses her closely to him, but nervously,
-as if afraid of breaking down.
-
-Crosby can see how it is, and touches Susan lightly on the arm.
-
-‘Go into the garden,’ he whispers to her. ‘I will meet you there
-presently.’
-
-There is a last quick embrace between father and daughter, and Susan,
-who is now crying softly, leaves the room.
-
-‘You will let me have her,’ says Crosby, turning to the Rector. ‘And I
-thank you for the gift. I think’—earnestly—‘you know enough of me to
-understand how I shall prize it.’
-
-Mr. Barry comes back from the window.
-
-‘It is such a relief,’ says he quickly, and with extraordinary honesty.
-‘It will be a weight off my mind. It is such a prospect as I could never
-have dreamed of for her. They tell me’—absently—‘that she is very
-pretty; her mother, at that age——’ He does not continue his sentence. A
-heavy sigh escapes him. ‘I have had great trouble lately,’ says he,
-after a minute or two, ‘and this, coming unexpectedly, has unnerved me.’
-
-‘There shall be no more trouble that I can prevent,’ says Crosby gently,
-calmly, yet with strength. ‘You must think of me from to-day as your
-son.’ He pauses. ‘By-the-by, I hear that there is some little difficulty
-about Carew’s continuing his profession. That would be a pity,
-considering how far he has gone. We must not allow that.’
-
-‘There is no “we” in it,’ says Mr. Barry, his thin white face now
-whiter. ‘I can do nothing in the matter. As you have heard so much, you,
-of course, know that the money that I had laid by for Carew’s start in
-life has been lost.’
-
-‘That failure of a bank? Yes; but——’
-
-‘You are giving a great deal to my daughter, Crosby,’ says the Rector
-quickly; ‘I cannot allow you to give to——’
-
-‘My brother, sir. Come, Mr. Barry, do not make me feel I am kept at
-arm’s length by Susan’s people. If a man can’t help his own brother, who
-can he help? And, after all, if you come to think of it, have you any
-right to prevent my helping him—to check his career like this?
-Besides’—laughing—‘you may as well give in, as I am going to see him
-through, whether you will or not. If I didn’t, there would be bad times
-for me with Susan.’
-
-There is something about him—something in his happy, strong, kindly
-manner, that precludes the idea of offence of any sort; and Mr. Barry,
-after a struggle with his conscience, gives in. That suggestion about
-his having any right to deny the boy his profession had touched him.
-
-‘Well, that’s settled,’ says Crosby comfortably. And it gives an idea of
-the charm of his character that, as he says it, no feeling of chagrin,
-of smallness, enters into the soul of the man he has benefited. Mr.
-Barry, indeed, smiles a happier smile than his worn face has known for
-many a day.
-
-‘God bless you, Crosby!’ says he. And then, pausing and colouring—the
-slow and painful colour of age, ‘God bless you, George! It is useless to
-speak. I cannot say what I want to say. But this’—his tone, nervous and
-awkward always, now almost stammers—‘this I must say, that Susan ought
-to be a happy woman.’
-
-‘Oh, as to that,’ says Crosby, laughing again, a little nervously
-himself now, as he sees the other’s suppressed emotion, ‘I hope so. I’ll
-see to it, you know. But there’s one thing sure—that I’m going to be a
-happy man.’
-
-He looks towards the window.
-
-‘I think she is waiting for me in the garden,’ says he.
-
-‘Well, go to her.’ But as he walks to the door the Rector follows him,
-struggling in his silent way with some thought; and just as Crosby is
-disappearing through it the struggle ends. Mr. Barry goes quickly after
-him, and lays his hand upon his shoulder.
-
-‘Oh, Crosby,’ says he, with sharp feeling, ‘it is good to give happiness
-to others. It will stand to you all your life, and on your death-bed,
-too. There, go to her. She is in the garden, you say.’
-
-And there, indeed, she is, waiting for him. He finds her in the old
-summer-house watching shyly for him from between the soft green
-branches. And soon she is not only in the garden, but in his strong and
-loving arms.
-
-
- THE END
-
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-<p style='display:block; margin-left:2em; text-indent:0; margin-top:0; margin-bottom:1em;'>A novel</p>
-<p style='display:block; margin-top:1em; margin-bottom:0; margin-left:2em; text-indent:-2em'>Author: Margaret Wolfe Hungerford</p>
-<p style='display:block; text-indent:0; margin:1em 0'>Release Date: December 7, 2022 [eBook #69496]</p>
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-<div style='margin-top:2em; margin-bottom:4em'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE PROFESSOR&#039;S EXPERIMENT, VOL. 3 (OF 3) ***</div>
-
-<div class='tnotes covernote'>
-
-<p class='c000'><strong>Transcriber’s Note:</strong></p>
-
-<p class='c000'>The cover image was created by the transcriber and is placed in the public domain.</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<div class='nf-center-c0'>
-<div class='nf-center c001'>
- <div><span class='xxlarge'>THE PROFESSOR’S EXPERIMENT</span></div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<div class='nf-center-c0'>
-<div class='nf-center c001'>
- <div><span class='xxlarge'>MRS. HUNGERFORD’S NOVELS</span></div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c002'>‘<em>Mrs. Hungerford has well deserved the title of being one of the most
-fascinating novelists of the day. The stories written by her are the airiest,
-lightest, and brightest imaginable, full of wit, spirit, and gaiety; but they contain,
-nevertheless, touches of the most exquisite pathos. There is something
-good in all of them.</em>’—<span class='sc'>Academy.</span></p>
-
-<p class='c003'><strong>A MAIDEN ALL FORLORN</strong>, and other Stories. Post
-8vo., illustrated boards, 2s.; cloth limp, 2s. 6d.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘There is no guile in the novels of the authoress of “Molly Bawn,” nor any
-consistency or analysis of character; but they exhibit a faculty truly remarkable
-for reproducing the rapid small-talk, the shallow but harmless “chaff” of certain
-strata of modern fashionable society.’—<cite>Spectator.</cite></p>
-
-<p class='c003'><strong>IN DURANCE VILE</strong>, and other Stories. Post 8vo.,
-illustrated boards, 2s.; cloth limp, 2s. 6d.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mrs. Hungerford’s Irish girls have always been pleasant to meet upon the
-dusty pathways of fiction. They are flippant, no doubt, and often sentimental,
-and they certainly flirt, and their stories are told often in rather ornamental
-phrase and with a profusion of the first person singular. But they are charming
-all the same.’—<cite>Academy.</cite></p>
-
-<p class='c003'><strong>A MENTAL STRUGGLE.</strong> Post 8vo., illustrated boards,
-2s.; cloth limp, 2s. 6d.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She can invent an interesting story, she can tell it well, and she trusts to
-honest, natural, human emotions and interests of life for her materials.’—<cite>Spectator.</cite></p>
-
-<p class='c003'><strong>A MODERN CIRCE.</strong> Post 8vo., illustrated boards, 2s.;
-cloth limp, 2s. 6d.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mrs. Hungerford is a distinctly amusing author.... In all her books there
-is a “healthy absenteeism” of ethical purpose, and we have derived more genuine
-pleasure from them than probably the most earnest student has ever obtained
-from a chapter of “Robert Elsmere.”’—<cite>Saturday Review.</cite></p>
-
-<p class='c003'><strong>MARVEL.</strong> Post 8vo., illustrated boards, 2s.; cloth, 2s. 6d.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘The author has long since created an imaginary world, peopled with more or
-less natural figures; but her many admirers acknowledge the easy grace and inexhaustible
-<i><span lang="fr">verve</span></i> that characterize her scenes of Hibernian life, and never tire of
-the type of national heroine she has made her own.’—<cite>Morning Post.</cite></p>
-
-<p class='c003'><strong>LADY VERNER’S FLIGHT.</strong> Crown 8vo., cloth extra,
-3s. 6d.; post 8vo., illustrated boards, 2s.; cloth limp, 2s. 6d.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘There are in “Lady Verner’s Flight” several of the bright young people who
-are wont to make Mrs. Hungerford’s books such very pleasant reading.... In
-all the novels by the author of “Molly Bawn” there is a breezy freshness of treatment
-which makes them most agreeable.’—<cite>Spectator.</cite></p>
-
-<p class='c003'><strong>THE RED-HOUSE MYSTERY.</strong> Crown 8vo., cloth
-extra, 3s. 6d.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mrs. Hungerford is never seen to the best advantage when not dealing with
-the brighter sides of life, or seeming to enjoy as much as her readers the ready
-sallies and laughing jests of her youthful personages. In her present novel, however,
-the heroine, if not all smiles and mirth, is quite as taking as her many predecessors,
-while the spirit of uncontrolled mischief is typified in the American
-heiress.’—<cite>Morning Post.</cite></p>
-
-<p class='c003'><strong>THE THREE GRACES.</strong> 2 vols., crown 8vo., 10s. net.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is impossible to deny that Mrs. Hungerford is capable of writing a charming
-love-story, and that she proves her capacity to do so in “The Three Graces.”’—<cite>Academy.</cite></p>
-
-<div class='nf-center-c0'>
- <div class='nf-center'>
- <div><span class='sc'>London</span>: CHATTO &#38; WINDUS, <span class='sc'>Piccadilly</span>.</div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<div class='titlepage'>
-
-<div>
- <h1 class='c005'><span class='large'>THE</span><br> PROFESSOR’S EXPERIMENT<br> <span class='large'><span class='fixed'>A Novel</span></span></h1>
-</div>
-
-<div class='nf-center-c0'>
-<div class='nf-center c006'>
- <div>BY</div>
- <div class='c007'><span class='xlarge'>MRS. HUNGERFORD</span></div>
- <div class='c007'><span class='small'>AUTHOR OF</span></div>
- <div><span class='small'>‘MOLLY BAWN,’ ‘THE RED-HOUSE MYSTERY,’ ‘THE THREE GRACES,’ ‘LADY VERNER’S FLIGHT,’ ETC.</span></div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<div class='figcenter id001'>
-<img src='images/i_title.jpg' alt='' class='ig001'>
-</div>
-
-<div class='nf-center-c0'>
- <div class='nf-center'>
- <div>IN THREE VOLUMES</div>
- <div class='c007'>VOL. III.</div>
- <div class='c006'><span class='fixed'>London</span></div>
- <div><span class='large'>CHATTO &#38; WINDUS, PICCADILLY</span></div>
- <div>1895</div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-</div>
-
-<div class='nf-center-c0'>
-<div class='nf-center c001'>
- <div><span class='large'>THE</span></div>
- <div class='c007'><span class='xxlarge'><span class='sc'>Professor’s Experiment</span></span></div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<div>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_1'>1</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER XL.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘Heart’s-ease I found where love-lies-bleeding</div>
- <div class='line in2'>Empurpled all the ground;</div>
- <div class='line'>Whatever flower I missed, unheeding,</div>
- <div class='line in2'>Heart’s-ease I found.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>The day is still lingering, but one can see
-that night is beginning to coquet with it.
-Tender shadows lie here and there in the
-corners of the curving road, and in and among
-the beech-trees that overhang it birds are
-already rustling with a view to slumber.
-The soft coo-coo of the pigeon stirs the air,
-and on the river down below, ‘Now winding
-bright and full with naked banks,’ the first
-faint glimmer of a new moon is falling—falling
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_2'>2</span>as though sinking through it to a
-world beneath.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What are you thinking of, Susan?’ asks
-Crosby at last, when the sound of their feet
-upon the road has been left unbroken for
-quite five minutes. Susan has chatted to
-him quite gaily all down the avenue, and
-until the gates are left behind, but after that
-she has grown—well, thoughtful.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Thinking?’ She looks up at him as if
-startled out of a reverie.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes. What have you been thinking of
-so steadily for the past five minutes?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Thus brought to book, Susan gives him the
-truest answer.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I was thinking of Lady Muriel Kennedy.
-I was thinking that I had never seen anyone
-so beautiful before.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That’s high praise.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You think so too?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well—hardly. She is handsome, very
-handsome, but not altogether the most beautiful
-person I have ever seen.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To me she is,’ says Susan simply.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_3'>3</span>‘That only shows to what poor use you
-have put your looking-glass,’ says he, and
-Susan laughs involuntarily as at a most excellent
-joke. Crosby, glancing at her and
-noting her sweet unconsciousness, feels a
-strong longing to take her hand and draw it
-within his arm and hold it, but from such
-idyllic pleasures he refrains.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The dusky shades are growing more pronounced
-now: ‘Eve saddens into night.’
-The long and pretty road, bordered by overhanging
-trees, though still full of light just
-here, looks black in the distance, and overhead</p>
-
-<div class='lg-container-b c011'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘The pale moon sheds a softer day,</div>
- <div class='line'>Mellowing the woods beneath its pensive beam.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c004'>After a little silence Susan turns her head
-and looks frankly at him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Are you going to be married to her?’ asks
-she, gently and quite naturally.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What!’ says Crosby. He is honestly
-amazed, and conscious of some other feeling,
-too, that brings a pucker to his forehead.
-‘Good heavens, no! what put that into your
-head?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_4'>4</span>‘I don’t know. I——’ She has grown all
-at once confused, and a pink flush is warming
-her cheek. ‘Of course I shouldn’t have
-asked you that. But she is so lovely, and I
-thought—I fancied——I am afraid’—her
-eyes growing rather misty as they meet his in
-mute appeal—‘you think me very rude.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I never think you anything but just what
-you are,’ says Crosby slowly. ‘I wonder if
-you could be rude if you tried. I doubt it.
-However, don’t try. It would spoil you. As
-for Lady Muriel, she wouldn’t look at me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan remains silent, pondering over this.
-Would he look at her?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Should you like her to?’ asks she at last.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To look at me?’ Crosby is now openly
-amused. ‘A cat may look at a king, you
-know.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, but she——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Is not the cat? That’s rude, any way.
-Susan, I take back all the handsome things I
-said of you just now. So I’m the cat, and
-she is the queen, I suppose. Well, no; I
-don’t want Queen Muriel to look at me. It
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_5'>5</span>would be rather embarrassing, considering all
-things. She is a very high and mighty young
-lady, you know, and I’m terribly shy. On
-the whole, Susan’—he pauses, and studies
-her a minute—‘I should prefer you to look
-at me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>His studying goes for naught; not a vestige
-of blush appears on Susan’s face or any emotion
-whatever. His little flattery has gone
-by her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, you know what I mean,’ says she.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Do I? You are often very deep, you
-know; but if you mean that perhaps I should
-like to marry Lady Muriel—well, I shouldn’t.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘How strange!’ says Susan. ‘I think if I
-were a man I should be dreadfully in love
-with her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Crosby laughs.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So you think you could be dreadfully in
-love?’ says he.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan’s lips part in a little smile.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, not as it is. I was only thinking of
-Lady Muriel&#160;... and you—that you ought
-to be——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_6'>6</span>‘Dreadfully in love? How do you know
-I am not—with somebody else?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She shakes her head.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No, you are not,’ says she. ‘After all, I
-think you are just as little likely to be dreadfully
-in love with anyone as I am.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Susan! You are growing positively profound,’
-says he.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>They are now drawing near to the Rectory
-gates, and Susan’s fingers are stealing into
-her pocket and out again with nervous
-rapidity. Oh, she must give it to him now
-or never! To-morrow it will be too late. One
-can’t give a birthday gift the day after the
-birthday. But it is such a ridiculous little
-bag, and she has seen so many of his presents
-up at the Hall, and all so lovely, and in such
-good taste. Still, to let him think, after all
-his kindness, that she had not even remembered
-his birthday——</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mr. Crosby,’ says she, and now the hand
-that comes from the pocket has something in
-it. ‘I—all day, I’—tremulously—‘have
-been wanting to give you something for your
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_7'>7</span>birthday. I know’—she pauses, and slowly
-and reluctantly, and in a very agony of shyness,
-now holds out to him the little silken
-bag filled with fragrant lavender—‘I know’—tears
-filling her eyes—‘after what I saw
-to-day&#160;... those other gifts, that it is not
-worth giving, but—I made it for you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She holds it out to him, and Crosby, who
-has coloured a dark red, takes it from her,
-but never a word comes from him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The dear, darling child! To think of her
-having done this for him!... To Susan his
-silence sounds fatal.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Of course,’ says she, ‘I knew you wouldn’t
-care for it. But——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Care for it! Oh, Susan! To call yourself
-my friend and so misjudge me! I care
-for it a good deal more, I can tell you, than
-for all those other things up there put together.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>There is no mistaking the genuine ring in
-his tone. Indeed, his delight and secret
-emotion amaze even himself. Susan’s spirits
-revive.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_8'>8</span>‘Oh no,’ protests she.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, though! No one else,’ says Crosby,
-‘took the trouble to make me anything!
-That’s the difference, you see. To make it
-for me—with your own hands. It is easy to
-buy a thing—there is no trouble there.’ He
-looks at her present, turning and twisting it
-with unmistakable gratification. ‘What a
-lovely little bag, and filled with lavender,
-eh?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is to put in your drawer with your
-handkerchiefs,’ says Susan, shyly still; but
-she is smiling now, and looking frankly delighted.
-‘Betty made me one last year, and
-I keep it with mine.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So we have a bag each,’ says Crosby, and
-somehow he feels a ridiculous pleasure in the
-knowledge that he and she have bags alike,
-and that both their handkerchiefs will be
-made sweet with the same perfume. And
-now his eyes fall on the worked words that
-lie criss-cross in one of the corners: ‘Mr.
-Crosby, from Susan.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Do you mean to say you actually did that
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_9'>9</span>too?’ asks he, with such extreme astonishment
-that Susan grows actually elated.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh yes,’ says she, taking a modest tone,
-though her conceit is rising; ‘it is quite easy.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To me it seems impossible. To do that,
-and only with one’s fingers; it beats typewriting,’
-says he. ‘It is twice as legible.
-Do you mean to say you wrote—worked, I
-mean—that with a common needle and
-thread?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I did indeed,’ says Susan earnestly, her
-heart again knowing a throb of exultation.
-Why, if he could only see the cushion she
-worked for Lady Millbank’s bazaar!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It must have taken a long time,’ says he
-thoughtfully. And then, ‘And to think of
-you doing it for me!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, for you,’ says Susan—‘you who have
-been so kind to us all! I’—growing shy
-again—‘I am very glad you really like that
-little bag; but it is nothing—nothing. And
-I was delighted to make it for you, and to
-think of you all the time as I made it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Were you, Susan?’ says Crosby, as gratefully
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_10'>10</span>as possible, though he feels his heart in
-some silly way is sinking.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I was—I was indeed!’ says Susan openly,
-emphatically. ‘So you must not trouble
-yourself about that.’ Crosby’s heart falls
-another fathom or two.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I’ll try not to,’ says he, with a somewhat
-melancholy reflection of his usual lightheartedness.
-They have arrived at the gate
-now, and Susan holds out her hand to him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Remember you have promised to bring
-up the boys to-morrow for their gipsy tea,’
-says he, holding it.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes.’ She hesitates and flushes warmly.
-‘Might I bring Betty, too?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Why, of course’—eagerly. ‘Give my love
-to her, and tell her from—my sister that we
-can’t have a gipsy tea without her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And Lady Forster?’ Susan grows uncertain
-about the propriety of asking Betty
-without Lady Forster’s consent.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Now, Susan! As if you aren’t clever
-enough to know that Katherine delights in
-nothing so much as young people—she’s quite
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_11'>11</span>as young as the youngest herself—and that
-she will be only too pleased to see a sister of
-yours.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>There is emphasis on the last word.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You think that she likes me?’ Susan’s
-tone is anxious.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I think she has fallen in love with you.’
-She smiles happily and moves a step away.
-But his voice checks her: ‘Not the only one
-either, Susan.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, not Captain Lennox again! I have
-had one lecture.’ Susan looks really saucy,
-for once in her life, and altogether delightful,
-as she defies him from under her big straw
-hat.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No. I was thinking of——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes?’—gaily.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Never mind.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He turns and walks away, and Susan,
-laughing to herself at his inability to accuse
-her further, runs down the little avenue to
-her home. There is a rush from the lawn as
-she comes in sight.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, there you are, Susan!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_12'>12</span>‘How did it go off?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Were they all nice? Were you nervous?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Is the house lovely?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, it is!’ says Susan, now having reached
-a seat, and feeling a little consequential with
-all of them sitting round her and waiting on
-her words. ‘You never saw such a house!
-Much, much more beautiful than Lady Millbank’s.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, we all know it’s twice—four times
-the size; but Lady Millbank’s furniture
-was——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, that’s all changed. Mr. Crosby
-has furnished his house all over again from
-beginning to end. Of course we’ve been
-through it many times when he was away,
-but now you wouldn’t know it. It appears
-he has had things stored up after his travels—left
-in their cases, indeed—that lately have
-been brought to light. The drawing-room is
-perfect, and—the pictures——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And the people?’ asks Betty impatiently;
-she is distinctly material.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Very, very nice too—that is, most of them.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_13'>13</span>Miss Prior was there. She—well, I can’t
-bring myself to like her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What did she do to you?’ asks Dom.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, nothing; nothing really, only——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That’s enough,’ says Carew. ‘You didn’t
-hit it off with her, evidently.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan hesitates, and as usual is lost.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I can’t bear her,’ says she.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And that lovely girl who drove home
-with Mr. Crosby?’ asks Betty.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah, she is even lovelier than I thought,’
-says Susan, with increased enthusiasm. She
-finds it quite easy to praise her now. ‘And
-so charming! She wished particularly to be
-introduced to me, and——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Did she?’—from Betty. ‘What a good
-thing that she likes you! If she marries Mr.
-Crosby she may be very useful to us.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t think she is going to marry him,’
-says Susan thoughtfully.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No?’—with growing interest. ‘They’—casting
-back her thoughts—‘looked very like
-it on Sunday. How do you know?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I asked him,’ says Susan simply.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_14'>14</span>‘What!’ They all sit up in a body. ‘You—asked
-him?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes. Does it sound dreadful?’ Poor
-Susan grows very red. ‘It’—nervously—‘didn’t
-sound a bit dreadful when I did it.
-And’—desperately—‘I did, any way.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It wasn’t a bit dreadful,’ says Carew
-good-naturedly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Not a bit. Go on, Susan.’ Dom regards
-her with large encouragement. ‘Did you ask
-him any more questions? Did you ask him if
-he would like to marry you? There wouldn’t
-be a bit of harm in that, either, and——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Dominick!’ says Susan in an outraged
-tone.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Here Betty promptly catches his ear, and,
-pulling him down beside her, begins to pommel
-him within an inch of his life.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Never mind him, Susan. He’s got no
-brains. They were left out when he was born.
-Tell us more about your luncheon-party.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘There is so little to tell,’ says Susan in a
-subdued voice. Her pretty colour has died
-away, and she is looking very pale.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_15'>15</span>‘What about the poet?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, the poet! His name is Jones, of
-all the names in the world!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Here she revives a little, and at certain
-recollections of the illustrious Jones, in spite
-of herself, her smiles break forth again.
-‘He——’ She bursts out laughing. ‘It
-sounds horribly conceited, but I really think
-he believes he is in love with me. Such nonsense,
-isn’t it?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>(Oh, too pretty Susan! who wouldn’t be
-in love with you?)</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t know about that,’ says Dom, who
-has escaped from Betty’s wrathful hands and
-is prepared to go any length to prevent a
-recurrence of the late ceremonies. ‘He might
-do worse!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And so the house is lovely,’ says Betty,
-with a regretful sigh. Now if only they
-would ask her there; but of course nobody
-remembers second girls.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, lovely. The halls are all done up;
-and there are paintings on the walls; and as
-for the marbles, they are exquisite!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_16'>16</span>‘Nice simple people, apparently,’ says
-Dom. ‘Were they glass or stone, Susan?
-Alleys or stony taws? Did you have a game
-yourself? I’m afraid our education has been
-a little neglected in that line; but, still, I
-can recollect your doing a little flutter in the
-way of marbles about half a decade or so ago;
-and you won, too!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I suppose you think you’re funny,’ says
-Betty, which is about the most damping
-speech that anyone can make, but Mr. Fitzgerald
-is hard to damp. He gives her a reproachful
-glance and sinks back with the air
-of one thoroughly misunderstood.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘For the matter of games, I suppose they’—Betty
-is alluding to Mr. Crosby’s guests—‘wouldn’t
-play one to save their lives; quite
-fashionable people, of course!’ Betty plainly
-knows little of fashionable people. ‘Hardly
-even tennis, I dare say. They would call
-that, no doubt, fatiguing. Were they—were
-they very starchy?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So far from that,’ says Susan, ‘that——’
-She hesitates. ‘I’m almost sure I heard quite
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_17'>17</span>right—and certainly Lady Forster asked
-Mr. Crosby to let me stay on this evening,
-and sleep there, so that I might take part
-in——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She pauses.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Private theatricals?’ cries Betty excitedly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No. I think it was a “pillow-scuffle”
-they called it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>There is a solemn silence after this, and
-then, ‘A pillow-scuffle!’ says Betty faintly.
-‘Are they so nice as that?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘They are. They are very nice, just like
-ourselves.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>This flagrant bit of self-appreciation goes
-for a wonder unnoticed beneath the weight
-of the late announcement.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Why on earth don’t they ask us to go
-up?’ says Dominick, who has many reasons
-for knowing he could do much with a pillow.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, they have asked you,’ cries Susan
-eagerly; ‘not for a pillow-match, but for
-afternoon tea in the woods to-morrow. She—Lady
-Forster, you know—was delighted
-when she heard of you boys, and she said I
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_18'>18</span>was to be sure and bring you. And there is
-to be a fire lit, and——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, Susan!’ cries Betty, in a deplorable
-tone, tears fast rising to her eyes; ‘I think
-you might have said you had a sister.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So I did—so I did’—eagerly; ‘and you
-are to come too; and——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh no! Not really!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, really.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, darling Susan!’</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_19'>19</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER XLI.</h2>
-</div>
-
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘As long as men do silent go,</div>
- <div class='line'>Nor faults nor merits can we know;</div>
- <div class='line'>Yet deem not every still place empty:</div>
- <div class='line'>A tiger may be met with so.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>Friday has dawned, and is as delightful a
-day as ever any miserable out-of-door entertainer
-can desire; and Miss Barry, in spite
-of her tremors, and her fears for the success
-of this, her first big adventurous party, feels
-a certain sense of elation. Yes, to-day she
-is going to entertain all the party at the
-Park; yesterday the Park had entertained
-all her young people. The good soul (so
-good in spite of her temper and her peculiarities)
-has felt deep joy in the thought that
-the children had been not only invited, but
-actually sought after, by all those fashionable
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_20'>20</span>folk up there, and though she would have
-died rather than boast of it to her neighbours,
-being too well-born for boasting of that kind,
-still, her own heart swells with pride at the
-thought that, in spite of their poverty, the
-children’s birth has asserted itself, and carried
-them through all difficulties to the society
-where they should be.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>So happy has she been in her unselfish
-gladness, that she has forgotten to scold one
-of them for quite ten hours. And now Friday,
-the day of her coming triumph, has arrived,
-and she has risen almost with the sun that
-has brought it. There is so much to be done,
-you see: the best table-cloths to be brought
-out, and the old Queen Anne teapot to get
-a last rub, and all the cakes to be made!
-There will be plenty of time for the baking
-of them before five o’clock, at which hour
-Lady Forster has arranged to come with all
-her guests.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan and Betty have been busy with the
-drawing-room—one of the smallest rooms on
-record; a fact, however, made up for lavishly
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_21'>21</span>by the size of the furniture, which would not
-disgrace a salon. It is now, to confess the
-truth, in the sere and yellow stage, and some
-of the chairs have legs that are distinctly
-wobbly, and by no means to be depended
-upon.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Hurry up, Susan!’ says Betty. ‘The
-room will do very well now, especially as no
-one will come into it. They are sure to stay
-in the garden this lovely evening. Come
-and see about the flowers for the table.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, look at that screen!’ cries Susan; and
-indeed, as a fact, it is upside down.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Never mind! Come on,’ says Betty impatiently,
-dragging her away. ‘Even if it
-is the wrong way up it doesn’t matter. It
-looks twice as Japanesey that way. I wonder
-if the boys have brought the fruit yet?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>When first Dominick had heard of Miss
-Barry’s intention of giving a party for the
-Park people, he had decided that at all risks
-it should be a success. But his quarter’s
-allowance was, as usual (he had received it
-only a month ago), at death’s door, and only
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_22'>22</span>thirty shillings remained of it. He had at
-once written to his guardian saying circumstances
-over which he had no control—I suppose
-he meant his inability to refrain from
-buying everything his eye lit on—had made
-away with the sum sent last June, and he
-would feel immensely obliged to Sir Spencer
-if he could let him have a few pounds more,
-or even give him an advance on his next
-allowance. The answer had come this morning,
-had been opened hurriedly, but, alas! had
-contained, instead of the modest cheque asked
-for, a distinct and uncompromising ‘No.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mean old brute!’ said Dom indignantly,
-referring, I regret to say, to his uncle. ‘I
-wrote to him for a bare fiver, and the old
-beast refuses to part. Never mind, Susan!
-We’ll have our spread just the same. I’ve
-thirty shillings to the good still, and that’ll
-get us all we want.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No, indeed, Dom,’ said Susan, flushing.
-‘You mustn’t spend your last penny like that.
-We’ll do very well as we are, with auntie’s
-cakes.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_23'>23</span>‘We must have fruit,’ said Mr. Fitzgerald
-with determination. ‘Do you remember all
-those grapes yesterday, and the late peaches
-and things?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Indeed they had had a most heavenly
-day yesterday—a distinctly rollicking day—in
-the woods, and had played hide and
-seek afterwards amongst the shrubberies,
-at which noble game Lady Forster and Miss
-Forbes had quite distinguished themselves,
-the latter beating Dom all to nothing in the
-dodging line, and reaching the goal every
-time without being caught. It had been
-altogether a splendid romp, and the Barrys
-had come home flushed and happy, and with
-so much to tell their aunt that their words
-tumbled over each other, and were hard to
-put together in any consecutive way. I
-think Aunt Jemima was a little shocked
-when Betty told her that Lady Forster had
-called Carew ‘a rowdy-dowdy boy,’ but she
-fortified herself with the thought that no
-doubt the world had changed a good deal
-since she was a girl—as no doubt it had.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_24'>24</span>Any way, the children were delighted, and
-Dominick felt that nothing they could do for
-the Park people, and especially for that jolly
-Miss Forbes, could be good enough.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘We must have some grapes,’ said he,
-‘and even if it is to be my last penny, Susan,
-I am sure I can depend on you to patch up
-my old breeches so as to carry me with decency,
-if not with elegance, through the next
-two months.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But, Dom—I really don’t think you
-should——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Never mind her,’ Betty had said promptly
-here—Betty, who is devoid of any sort
-of false shame, and looks upon Dom as a
-possession; ‘of course we must have fruit.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And those little cakes at Ricketty’s, with
-chocolate on them. Put on your hat, Betty,
-and come down town with me, and we’ll
-astonish the natives yet!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But Betty had too much to do, and finally
-Carew had gone off with Dom on a foraging
-quest, and now, as the girls come out of the
-drawing-room, they meet the two boys ‘laden
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_25'>25</span>with golden grain,’ like the <em>Argosy</em>, and eager
-to display their purchases.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Such grapes! Such dear sweet little cakes!
-They are all enchanted; and soon the table,
-delicately laid out in a corner of the queer,
-pretty old garden, is a sight to behold! And
-beyond lies the tennis-court—one only, but
-so beautifully mown and rolled, looking like
-the priest of famous history, all ‘shaven and
-shorn.’</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Didn’t I tell you it was a perfect old
-garden?’ Lady Forster is saying, addressing
-Lady Muriel, who is laughing, quite immensely
-for her, at one of Carew’s boyish
-jokes. Lady Forster is dressed in one of her
-smartest gowns—a mere trifle, perhaps, but
-done to please, and therefore a charming
-deed. And all her guests, incited by her, no
-doubt, have donned their prettiest frocks, so
-that Miss Barry’s garden at this moment presents
-a picture more suggestive of a garden-party
-at Twickenham than a quiet tea in the
-grounds of an old Irish rectory.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_26'>26</span>‘It is too pretty for anything,’ says Lady
-Muriel. ‘I wouldn’t have missed it for a
-good deal. I think it was very kind of your
-aunt, Mr.——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Carew!’ says he quickly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘May I? What a charming name! It
-was very kind of your aunt, Carew’—smiling—‘to
-ask us here.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is very kind of you to come,’ says
-Carew.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Do you run over to town?’ asks Lady
-Muriel. It has occurred to her that she
-would like to repay this pretty kindness of
-Miss Barry’s.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh no’—shaking his handsome head. And
-then frankly, ‘We are too poor for that.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah! your sister ought to come,’ says she,
-after which she grows thoughtful.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Crosby glances quickly at her. He has
-heard that last remark of hers, and somehow
-resents it. Susan—in London!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He had taken his cup of tea from Miss
-Barry a little while ago, and carried it to
-where Susan is sitting, throwing himself on
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_27'>27</span>the grass at her feet, his cup beside him.
-Lady Muriel’s words grate on him. He looks
-up now at the pure profile beside him, and
-wonders what would be the result of starting
-Susan as a debutante in town under good
-auspices. What?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You are thinking,’ says Susan softly,
-breaking into his reverie gently.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, I was thinking.’ He looks up at
-her. ‘If I said of you, would you believe
-me?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Not a bit’—gaily. ‘Anyone would say
-that.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Would they?’ His regard grows even
-more pronounced. How many have said that
-to her? How, indeed, could anyone refrain
-from saying it? And—he draws his breath
-a little quickly here, as conviction forces itself
-on him—and everyone with truth! ‘Susan,
-this is disgraceful!’ says he carelessly. ‘You
-must have had a long list of flirtations to
-speak like that.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan laughs merrily. She is in high
-spirits. All is going so well, and even Lady
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_28'>28</span>Millbank has praised the tea-cakes—Lady
-Millbank, who never praises anything! But
-to-day Lady Millbank has changed her tune.
-Perhaps no one had been so astonished as
-she, to see all the Park people here to-day in
-this quiet old garden. She had been asked
-to meet them, of course, being a friend and
-distant relation of the Rector’s; but she had
-dreamed of seeing only Lady Forster, for half
-an hour or so, as a concession to her brother’s
-parish priest, and now—now—here they all
-are! All these smart people, who had refused
-to go to her only the day before yesterday!
-Now, horrid snob that she is, she
-goes quite out of her way to be nice to the
-Barrys.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘A disgraceful list, indeed!’ says Susan,
-laughing down into Crosby’s eyes. Oh,
-what pretty eyes hers are!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You acknowledge it, then?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Certainly. It is a list so bare that one
-must be ashamed of it. Not even one name!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What about James, the redoubtable?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, if you are going to be stupid!’ says
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_29'>29</span>she; and, rising with a pretty show of scorn,
-she leaves him. It is not entirely her scorn
-of him, however, that leads her to this drastic
-step; it is an appealing glance from Betty,
-who is sitting near her aunt, looking perplexed
-in the extreme. There is cause for
-perplexity. Next to Miss Barry sits the
-poet! Unfortunately Miss Barry has heard
-a great deal about this young man and all
-his works, and plainly considers it her duty
-to live up to him, if possible, during his visit
-to the Rectory. She has now put on quite a
-literary air and her best spectacles, and is
-holding forth on literature generally, with
-a view to impressing him. She succeeds
-beyond her expectations. The great Jones,
-who is reclining beside her in an artistic
-attitude, becomes by degrees smitten into
-stone, so great, so wondrously surprising,
-are some of her utterances. Through all
-his astonishment, however, he holds on to
-the artistic pose. Having struck it with the
-intention of conquering Susan, he refuses to
-alter it until, at all events, she has had a
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_30'>30</span>good look. It may be a long time, poor girl!
-before she will get the chance of seeing anything
-like it again.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What’s the matter with his leg?’ asks
-Dom, who has just come up, in a whisper to
-Betty. ‘It’s got turned round, hasn’t it?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It looks broken,’ says Betty. ‘But it’s
-all right. It’s a way he has with it. For
-goodness’ sake, Dom, stop auntie, if you can.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But auntie is enjoying herself tremendously,
-and now, seeing her audience greatly increased,
-and the poet evidently much struck,
-her voice rises higher, and she beams on all
-around her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My two favourite authors,’ she is now
-saying, ‘are—and I’m sure you will agree
-with me, dear Lady Forster, and you too,
-Mr. Jones: your opinion’—with alarming
-flattery—‘is indeed important—my two
-favourite authors are dear Wilkie Trollope
-and Anthony Collins!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Great sensation! Naturally everyone is
-impressed by this startling declaration, and
-Miss Forbes is actually overcome. At all
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_31'>31</span>events, she subsides behind her parasol, and
-is for a little time lost in thought.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, yes. Charming people—charming!’
-says Lady Forster quickly, if a little hysterically;
-and the poet, having seen Susan’s
-eye upon him and his pose, and feeling that
-he has not endured the last half-hour in vain,
-struggles into a more every-day attitude.
-Pins and needles, however, having set in in
-the most <i><span lang="fr">posé</span></i> of the legs, he is conscious of
-a good deal of unpleasantness, and at last a
-desire to get up. Essaying to rise, however,
-it distinctly declines to support him, and, to
-his everlasting chagrin, he falls ‘plop’ upon
-the ground again, in a painfully inartistic
-position this time.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Anything wrong, old man? Got a cramp?’
-asks Captain Lennox, hauling him into sitting
-posture.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is nothing, nothing,’ says the poet
-sadly. Oh, what it is to dwell in the tents
-of the Philistines! ‘I was merely overcome
-by the beauty of this divine spot.’ He gives
-a sickly glance at Susan. ‘Such tones, you
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_32'>32</span>know! Such colour! Such a satisfying
-atmosphere!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Here Susan, who is under the impression
-that he is ill, brings him hurriedly a cup of
-coffee, which he takes, pressing her hand,
-and murmuring to her inaudible, but no
-doubt very ‘precious,’ things.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘One yearns over the beautiful always,’
-says he. It is plain to everyone that he is
-yearning over Susan, and Crosby, looking on,
-feels a sudden mad longing to kick him over
-the laurel hedge on to the road below. ‘And
-such a spot as this wakes all one’s dreams
-into life. Those trees! Those distant
-glimpses! The little soft throbs of Nature—Mother
-Nature! All, all can be felt!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I wish to heaven I could make him feel
-something!’ says Sir William in a low but
-moving tone.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And there—over there; see those green
-glimpses, the parting of the leaves.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, go on, go on,’ says Miss Barry, growing
-tearful behind her glasses. ‘This is indeed
-beautiful!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_33'>33</span>‘Dear lady, you feel it too! There’—pointing
-to where the Cottage trees seem
-to become one with those of the Rectory—at
-which Wyndham starts slightly, ‘one
-can see the delicate blendings of Nature’s
-sweetest tints, and can fancy that from
-between those pleasant leaves a face might
-once again, as in the old, sweet phantasies,
-peep forth. This dear place looks as if
-Hamadryads had not yet died from out the
-world: as if still they might be found inhabitating
-these lovely ways. Almost it
-seems to me as if their divine faces might
-even now be seen, peeping through those
-perfumed greeneries beyond.’</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_34'>34</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER XLII.</h2>
-</div>
-<p class='c013'>‘Spite is a little word, but it represents as strange
-a jumble of feelings and compound of discords as any
-polysyllable in the language.’</p>
-<p class='c010'>Involuntarily, unconsciously, all their eyes
-follow his, to the trees in the Cottage grounds.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>And there</p>
-
-<div class='lg-container-b c011'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘All orators are dumb when beauty pleadeth.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c004'>A profound silence falls on the group.
-Captain Lennox, whose eyeglass is immovably
-fixed on something in the distance, is the
-first to break it.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Almost it does!’ says he, mimicking the
-poet’s lachrymose drawl to a nicety. But no
-one laughs; they are all too engrossed with
-what they see, peeping out shyly from between
-the branches of those trees below,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_35'>35</span>that seem to belong to the Rectory, meeting
-them as they do, and mingling with
-them so closely that one loses memory of
-the road that runs between. ‘I feel as if I
-saw one now. How do you feel, Forster?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Sir William laughs.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘A charming Hamadryad beyond dispute,’
-says he.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Charming indeed! Crowned by the leaves
-that hang above her head, Ella’s face is looking
-out at them like some lovely vision.
-Her face only can be seen, but that very
-distinctly. To her, unfortunately, it had
-seemed quite certain that she could not be
-seen at all. It was so far away, and they
-would be talking and thinking, and it was
-so hard to resist the desire to see them.
-Carew had insisted on her being asked to
-join their party, and Susan had begged and
-implored, but Ella had steadfastly refused to
-accept the invitation. And then Susan had
-remembered that strange minute or two
-during her luncheon at the Park, and the
-evident anxiety of Mr. Wyndham that Mrs.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_36'>36</span>Prior should know nothing about Ella, and
-had refrained from further pressing.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Now again this uncertain certainty occurs
-to Susan, and she makes a little eager gesture,
-hoping that Ella will see her and take the
-hint and go away. But, alas! Ella is not
-looking at her, or at Carew, or anyone,
-except—strange to say—at Mrs. Prior.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>There is an intensity in her gaze that even
-at such a distance Susan, who is eminently
-sympathetic, divines.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It’s her bonnet!’ thinks Susan hurriedly;
-she had, indeed, been immensely struck by
-Mrs. Prior’s head-gear on her arrival. Such
-a tall aigrette, and such big wings at the
-sides! Again she makes little passes in the
-air, meant for Ella’s benefit, but again in
-vain. Turning with a view to enlisting
-Carew’s help, she finds herself close to
-Wyndham.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>His face is livid. He is, indeed, consumed
-with anger. Good heavens, is the girl bent
-on his undoing? Is she determined wilfully
-to add to the already too <em>risqué</em> situation?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_37'>37</span>‘Carew might do something,’ whispers she
-to him softly. ‘He might run across and
-tell her she can be seen, or——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She looks round for Carew, and Wyndham
-follows her lead, to see Carew behind an
-escallonia bush, waving his arms frantically
-in the air. There is intense anxiety in the
-boy’s air, but something else too. There is,
-as Wyndham can see, heartfelt admiration;
-and beyond all doubt the admiration outweighs
-the anxiety. He is conscious of a
-sensation of annoyance for a moment, then
-his thoughts come back to the more pressing
-need. He looks at Susan, and then expressively
-at Mrs. Prior, and Susan, in
-answer to his evident entreaty, goes quickly
-to her, and suggests softly a little stroll
-through the old orchard; but Mrs. Prior
-peremptorily puts her aside, and, taking a
-step forward, comes up to Wyndham, and
-looks straight at him in a questioning fashion,
-at which—as though by the removal of Mrs.
-Prior’s eyes from hers Ella all at once ceases
-to be under some strange spell—the charming
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_38'>38</span>head between the sycamore-trees disappears
-from view, and no more is seen of Mr. Jones’s
-Hamadryad.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘“Though lost to sight, to memory dear!”’
-breathes Captain Lennox sentimentally. ‘I
-feel I shall remember that goddess of the
-grove as long as I live.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The tiny excitement is at an end for most
-of the guests, and they are now chatting
-gaily again of petty nothings, all except
-Mrs. Prior, who is still looking at Wyndham.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Who is that girl?’ asks she, in a low but
-firm tone. Wyndham would have spoken,
-but Carew breaks angrily into the conversation.
-His heart is sore, his boyish indignation
-at its height. Surely there had been
-disrespect in their tone as they spoke of
-Ella! He had specially objected to that word
-‘Hamadryad.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She is a young lady who has taken
-Mr. Wyndham’s cottage,’ says he, in his
-clear young voice, ‘and a friend of my
-sister’s.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, indeed!’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘I congratulate
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_39'>39</span>you, Paul’—turning a withering
-glance on him—‘on your taste in tenants!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The evening lights are falling—falling
-softly, tenderly, but surely. The crows are
-sailing home to their beds in the elm-trees,
-cawing as they come. The tall hollyhocks are
-growing indistinct, the tenderer colours fading
-into white. There is a rising odour of damp,
-sweet earth upon the air. Lady Forster is
-making little signs of departure—not hurried
-signs, by any means; she seems, indeed,
-rather reluctant to say good-bye, but Mrs.
-Prior has said something to her, on which
-she has risen, the others following her example.
-There is no doubt about Mrs. Prior’s
-anxiety to go. With her face set like a flint,
-she is already bidding Miss Barry a stiff farewell,
-and is waiting with ill-concealed impatience
-for Lady Forster.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Good-bye, Susan,’ says Crosby, coming
-up at this moment to the slim maiden who
-bears that name. ‘Though you deserted me
-so shamelessly a while ago, I bear you no
-ill-will. I understood the action. It was a
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_40'>40</span>guilty conscience drove you to it. I asked
-you a simple question, and you refused to
-answer it. I ask it again now.’ A pause,
-during which Susan taps her foot on the
-ground, and tries to assume a puzzled air
-that would not have deceived a boy. ‘And
-you still refuse, Susan?’—tragically. ‘Is it
-that you can’t?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Can’t what?’—blushing fatally.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Can’t say that the redoubtable James is
-nothing to you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I suppose you want to drive me away
-again,’ says Susan demurely.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That subterfuge won’t answer a second
-time. Don’t dream of it. If you attempt
-to fly me now, I warn you that I shall
-grapple with that blue tie round your neck,
-and—you wouldn’t like a scene, Susan, would
-you? Come, is he nothing to you?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I really wonder,’ says Susan, struggling
-with a desire for laughter that brightens up
-her pretty eyes and curves the corners of her
-lips, ‘that after all I have said before you
-should still persist in this nonsense.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_41'>41</span>‘That still is no answer. I don’t even
-know if it is nonsense. I begin to suspect
-you of being a diplomatist, Susan.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I am not,’ says she, a little indignantly.
-‘I am nothing in the world but what you
-see—just Susan Barry.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And that means—shall I tell you what
-that means?’ He is smiling lightly, easily,
-but a good deal of heartfelt passion can lie
-behind a smile. ‘Shall I?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>This is another question. But Susan,
-softly glancing, puts that question by.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What, no answer to anything?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Not to silly things.’ She shakes her
-head. ‘Besides, it’s my turn now. Do
-you’—she lays her hand lightly on his arm
-and looks cautiously round her—‘do you
-think it—is all right?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘All right? How should I know? You refuse
-to answer me, and what do I know of James?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, oh, oh!’ Her soft voice shows irritation,
-and her hand trembles on his arm as
-if she would dearly like to shake him. ‘I
-begin to hate James.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_42'>42</span>‘Ah, now we get near the answer,’ says he.
-‘I feel better. Go on. What’s to be all
-right?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You saw Ella—Mr. Wyndham’s tenant,
-you know—in the tree over there a little
-time ago. What do you think about it? I
-thought Mrs. Prior looked put out. But
-what can it matter to her who is living there?
-Did she want the Cottage?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It seems a fair solution of the problem,’
-says Crosby thoughtfully, and, after all, truthfully
-enough. Certainly Mrs. Prior has
-worked for eighteen months, not only for the
-Cottage, but for the owner of the Cottage
-and all the rest of his possessions for her
-daughter.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But she won’t be disagreeable to poor
-Ella, will she?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Won’t she, if she gets the chance!’ thinks
-Crosby. ‘Must see that she doesn’t get it,
-though. No, no; of course’—out aloud.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And you think it doesn’t matter her being
-seen; that nothing will come of it?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Only a most infernal row,’ thinks Crosby
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_43'>43</span>again, but says: ‘Naturally nothing. Besides,
-Mrs. Prior is going home to-morrow.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, I’m glad of that,’ says Susan. ‘I
-didn’t like her expression when she saw Ella.
-And now I must go; Lady Forster wants to
-say good-bye to me.’ She turns, then runs
-back again. ‘Oh, a moment. Tell me’—looking
-at him eagerly, but shyly—‘you—do you
-really think it has gone off—well?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The eyes are so anxious that Crosby feels
-it is impossible to jest here. This little party
-has seemed a great deal to her—quite a tremendous
-event in her calm, isolated life.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I heard Katherine say just now,’ says he,
-‘that she had never enjoyed herself so much
-in all her life!’ And if he hadn’t heard
-Katherine say that, I hope it will be forgiven
-him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And—and the others?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘“The proof of the pudding is in the eating,”’
-quotes he solemnly. ‘In my opinion
-you will have to get up the sergeant and all
-his merry men to turn them out.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, now!’ says Susan, with a lovely laugh,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_44'>44</span>that has such sweet and open gratification in
-it, ‘that’s too much. And you’—anxiously—‘you
-weren’t dull?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He pauses; then: ‘I don’t think so.’ He
-pauses again, as if to more religiously search
-his memory. ‘I really don’t think so!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>At this Susan laughs with even greater
-gaiety than before, and he laughs too, and
-with a little friendly hand-clasp they part.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It doesn’t take the Barrys—that is, Susan,
-Dom, Carew, and Betty—a second after their
-guests have gone, to scamper down the road
-to the little green gate and beat upon it the
-tattoo that is the signal between them and
-Ella. And it takes only another moment for
-Ella herself to open the gate cautiously,
-whereupon she finds herself instantly with
-her hands full of cakes and fruit and sweets
-that they have brought her from their party,
-leaving the rest to the children, who had
-really behaved remarkably well all through
-the afternoon, thanks to the sombre Jacky,
-who had kept them under his unflinching
-eye.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_45'>45</span>‘Well, we’re alive,’ cries Betty. ‘Rather
-the worse for wear, but still in the land of
-the living. And, really, it went off miraculously
-well—for us. Not even a fly in the
-cream. You saw us, I know. How did we
-look?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, it was all so pretty—so pretty!’ says
-Ella, a little sadly, perhaps, but with enthusiasm
-that leaves nothing to be desired.
-‘Yes, of course I saw you. I climbed up
-the tree. But’—nervously, looking at Susan—‘I’m
-afraid they saw me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Certainly they saw you,’ says Carew, a
-little hotly. ‘Why shouldn’t they?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh no! I didn’t want that. I am sorry,’
-says Ella, with evident distress. ‘I thought
-I was quite safe there—that no one could see
-me. But—Susan—did Mr. Wyndham see me?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes,’ says Susan gently. Ella’s distress
-at once growing deeper, she goes on hurriedly:
-‘But, as Carew says, why not? It
-is your own place—your own tree—and I
-have always said you ought to come out and
-mix with us.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_46'>46</span>‘No, no!’—hurriedly. All at once it seems
-to her that she must tell Susan the whole
-truth; how it is with her, and her horror of
-being discovered by that man, and the past
-sadness of her life, and the present loneliness
-of it. But not now; another time, when
-they are quite alone.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘The poet saw you, at all events,’ says
-Dom. ‘He’s not quite right in his head,
-poor old chap! and he got very mixed. He
-thought you were a Hindoo idol——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Dominick!’ Betty turns upon him indignantly.
-‘How disgracefully ignorant you
-are! After all papa’s teaching! Hamadryads
-aren’t Hindoo idols. They are lovely
-things. You ought to be ashamed of yourself!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I am—I am,’ says Mr. Fitzgerald, with
-resignation. ‘I really don’t think I shall
-pass any exam.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You don’t try,’ says Susan, with a slight
-touch of anger. ‘You don’t put your mind
-into your work. And it is such a shame
-towards father. Why don’t you try?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_47'>47</span>‘He does try!’ says Betty angrily. She
-is so evidently on the defensive—on the side
-of the prisoner at the bar—that they all stare,
-a matter that brings her to her senses in a
-hurry. She to defend Dom, with whom she
-is always at daggers drawn! A gleam of
-pleasure in Dom’s eyes enrages her, and
-brings the crisis.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘He does try,’ repeats she. ‘But’—with a
-glance at Dom meant to reduce him to powder—‘he
-has no brains.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The glance is lost. Dom comes up smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You’ve got it,’ says he. And then, ‘Anyway,
-Miss Moore, our only poet thought you
-were a sylvan goddess. Will that do, Betty?
-Didn’t he, Carew?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘He’s a fool,’ says Carew morosely.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Did you notice him, Ella?’ asks Betty.
-‘A little man with a dismal eye and a nose
-you could hang your hat on? If poets are
-all like that, defend me from them! He
-goes about as if he was searching for a corner
-in which to weep, and he looks as if——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘“’E don’t know where ’e are,”’ quotes Dom.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_48'>48</span>‘Yes, I saw him. He was sitting near
-you, Susan; and I saw Mr. Wyndham,
-and——’ She pauses, and a faint colour
-steals into her cheeks. ‘Susan, who was
-that woman with the high things in her
-bonnet?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘High things!’ Susan looks puzzled, and
-Ella goes on to describe Mrs. Prior’s bonnet
-with more extreme accuracy.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That was Mrs. Prior—Mr. Wyndham’s
-aunt. Fancy your noticing her! Do you
-know, Ella, I can’t bear her, or her daughter.
-They are all so—so unreal—so cruel, I
-think——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But Ella is hardly listening. Her eyes are
-troubled. She is thinking—thinking.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is strange,’ says she at last, ‘but, somehow,
-it seems to me as if I had seen her
-before. Not here—not now—but long, long,
-long ago.’ She makes a little movement of
-her hands as if driving something from her,
-then looks at Susan. ‘It is nonsense, of
-course.’ She is very pale, and her smile is
-dull and lifeless. ‘But—I have seen her
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_49'>49</span>somewhere in my past—or someone like her;
-but not so cold—so cruel.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She is Mr. Wyndham’s aunt,’ says Susan
-again. ‘Perhaps the likeness you see lies
-there.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Perhaps so. But no, he is not like her,’
-says the girl earnestly. ‘No, it is not Mr.
-Wyndham she reminds me of.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My goodness, Susan,’ says Betty suddenly,
-‘perhaps we should not have left all those
-cakes with the children. They will make
-themselves ill, and we shall have a horrid
-time to-morrow.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, and Bonnie!’ says Susan, paling. She
-kisses Ella hurriedly and races home again
-up the quiet little shadowy road, without
-waiting for the slower coming of those behind
-her.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_50'>50</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER XLIII.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘Fortune makes quick despatch, and in a day</div>
- <div class='line'>May strip you bare as beggary itself.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>‘Is this thing true, George?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What thing?’ asks Crosby.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, you know—you know. You’—turning
-her cold eyes on him with actual fury in
-their depths—‘must have known it all along.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My dear Mrs. Prior, if you would only
-explain!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mrs. Prior motions him to a seat. She is
-already dressed for dinner, though it is barely
-seven o’clock. She had, however, determined—after
-a stormy interview with Josephine
-on their return from the Rectory—on seeing
-Wyndham at once, and demanding an explanation
-with regard to ‘that creature,’ as
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_51'>51</span>she called her. Wyndham, it seemed, however,
-had not yet returned. ‘Gone to see
-her, no doubt,’ cried Mrs. Prior, with ever-rising
-wrath; and thus foiled in her efforts
-to see him, she had sent for her host, who, of
-course, being a bosom friend of Wyndham’s,
-and living down here, must have known all
-about it from the first.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Do you think I need?’ says she, with a
-touch of scorn. ‘Are you going to tell me
-deliberately that you do not know what this—woman—is
-to Paul?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘His tenant,’ says Crosby calmly. ‘What’s
-the matter with that? Lots of fellows have
-tenants.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That is quite true. It is also true that
-“lots of fellows”’—she draws in her breath
-as if suffocating—‘have——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, come now!’ says Crosby.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You would have me mince matters,’ says
-she in her low, cold voice, that is now
-vibrating with anger. ‘It is inadmissible, of
-course, to mention things of this sort. But
-I have my poor girl’s interest at stake, and I
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_52'>52</span>dare to go far—for her. This arrangement
-of Paul’s down here, close to you’—she gives
-him a sudden quick glance—‘in the very
-midst of us, as it were, is a direct insult.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So it certainly would be, if matters were
-as you suppose. I am confident, however,
-that they are not. I have Paul’s word for it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, a man’s word on such an occasion as
-this!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, I suppose a man’s word, if you
-know the man, is as good on one occasion as
-another,’ says Crosby. ‘And why should he
-lie to me about it? I have no interest in his
-tenants. If, as you seem to fancy, she is——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, hush!’ says Mrs. Prior, making an
-entreating gesture; ‘don’t speak so loud.
-That poor child of mine—that poor, poor
-child—is there’—pointing to the door on her
-left—‘and if she heard this, it would almost
-kill her, I think.’ Mrs. Prior throws a little
-tragedy into her pale blue eyes. ‘Her heart
-is deeply concerned—is filled, indeed, with
-Paul! As you know, George, for years this
-engagement has been thought of.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_53'>53</span>‘Engagement?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Between’—a little impatiently, but
-solemnly—‘Paul and——’ She stops as if
-heart-broken, and covers her face with her
-handkerchief.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Virginia,’ is on the tip of Crosby’s tongue,
-but by a noble effort he swallows it.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My unhappy Josephine,’ says Mrs. Prior,
-having commanded her grief. ‘For myself,
-I cannot see what the end of this thing will
-be.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It’s an unlucky name beyond doubt,’ says
-Crosby, growing historical. ‘I don’t think
-I’d christen another—h’m—I mean, I don’t
-think it is a good name to call a girl by, don’t
-you know; but I fail to see where the unhappiness
-comes in this time.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Don’t you? Do you imagine my poor
-child would wed a man with such disgraceful
-antecedents? I had thought of the marriage
-for next year; but now! And dear Shangarry
-has so set his heart on a union between
-my girl and Paul. Only last month he was
-speaking to me about it. It will be a horrible
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_54'>54</span>blow to the poor old man. Indeed, I
-shouldn’t wonder if he disinherited Paul on
-account of it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Here she looks steadily, meaningly at
-Crosby. It is a challenge. Crosby quite
-understands that he is to convey to Wyndham
-that he is to give up his tenant, or else
-Mrs. Prior will declare war upon him, and
-prejudice the old man, his uncle, against him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘On account of what?’ asks he, unmoved.
-‘Because he has a tenant in his cottage, or
-because——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, tenant!’ Mrs. Prior makes a swift
-movement of her white and beautiful hands.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Or, because——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She interrupts him again, as he has expected.
-He has no desire whatever to go
-on; to say to her, ‘because he will probably
-refuse to marry your daughter,’ would be a
-little too broad. He has risked the beginning
-of his speech with a hope of frightening her
-into some sort of propriety; but he has failed.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘There will be a scandal,’ says she, with
-determination.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_55'>55</span>‘Not unless somebody insists upon one.’
-Crosby crosses one leg over the other with
-a judicial air. ‘And scandals are so very
-vulgar.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Quite the most vulgar things one knows;
-but they do occur, for all that. And if Shangarry
-once knew that Paul so much as
-wavered in his allegiance to Josephine, he
-would be very hard to manage.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But has it, then, gone so far as that?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Far! What can be farther? A girl, a
-young girl, and a—well, I dare say there are
-some who would call her beautiful—kept in
-seclusion, called, for decency’s sake, his
-tenant——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, that!’ says Crosby; ‘I wasn’t alluding
-to that. I mean, has this affair between
-your daughter and Wyndham gone so very
-far? Is this engagement you hint at a thing
-accomplished? Has it been settled?’ He
-leans towards her in a strictly confidential
-manner. ‘Any words said?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, words! What are words?’ says Mrs.
-Prior. ‘Deeds count, not words. And all
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_56'>56</span>our world knows how attentive he has been
-to my poor child for years.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>This is a slip, and she is at once conscious
-of it.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Years! Bad sign,’ says Crosby, stroking
-his chin.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t know what you mean by that’—irritably,
-and with a view to retrieving her
-position. ‘The longer the time, the greater
-the injustice—the injury—afterwards. I feel
-that my poor darling is quite compromised
-over this affair. I need hardly tell you,
-George, who know her, and how attractive
-she is’—Crosby nods feelingly, and, I hope,
-offers up a prayer for pardon—‘that she has
-refused many and many a magnificent offer
-because she believed herself pledged surely, if
-unspokenly, to her cousin. Her great attachment
-to him’—all at once Crosby sees
-Josephine’s calm, calculating eyes and passionless
-manner—‘has been, I now begin to
-fear, the misfortune of her life, because certainly—yes,
-certainly—he led her to believe
-all along that he meant to make her his wife.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_57'>57</span>‘Well, perhaps he does,’ says Crosby.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What! And do you imagine I would
-submit to—to—that establishment, whilst
-my daughter——’ She buries her face in
-her handkerchief. ‘Shangarry will be so
-grieved,’ says she.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>This is a second threat, meant to be conveyed
-to Wyndham. Crosby represses an
-inclination to laugh. After all, she has
-chosen, poor woman! about the worst man in
-Europe for her ambassador. To him, Mrs.
-Prior’s indignation is as clear as day. With
-his clear common-sense he thus reads her:
-She has doubts about Wyndham’s relations
-with his pretty tenant, but she has deliberately
-set herself to believe the worst. The
-worst to her, however, would not be the
-immoral attitude of the case, but the dread
-that the girl would inveigle Wyndham into
-a marriage with her, and so spoil her
-daughter’s chance. The girl, as she saw her
-through the spreading branches, was very
-beautiful, and Josephine—well, there was
-a time when she was younger, fresher.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_58'>58</span>‘I really think, Mrs. Prior, you are making
-a mountain out of a mole-hill,’ says he
-presently. ‘I assure you I think this young
-lady, now living in the Cottage, is nothing
-more or less than Wyndham’s tenant. Why
-make a fuss about it? I am sure if you ask
-Wyndham——By-the-by, why don’t you
-ask him?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Because he refuses me the opportunity,’
-says Mrs. Prior. ‘I sent for him; he was
-not to be found. He purposely avoids me
-this evening. But he shall not do so to-morrow.
-I am his aunt; I have every right
-to speak to him on this disgraceful subject.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Not disgraceful, I trust,’ says Crosby, who
-is devoutly thanking his stars that Mrs. Prior
-is not his aunt.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Utterly disgraceful, when I think of how
-he has behaved to my poor trusting girl——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Still,’ says Crosby thoughtfully, ‘you tell
-me there were no words said.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No actual words.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah, the others are so useless,’ says
-Crosby.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_59'>59</span>Mrs. Prior lifts her eyes to his for a moment.
-Real emotion shines in them; and all at once
-Crosby is conscious of a sense of shame.
-Poor soul! however mistaken, however contemptible
-her trouble, still it is trouble, and
-therefore worthy of consideration.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I can see you are not on my side,’ says
-she at last. ‘You have no sympathy with
-my grief, and yet you might have. I have
-had many griefs in my time, George, but this
-is the worst of all. To have my daughter
-thus treated! Of course, after this I could
-not—I really believe I could not sanction her
-marriage with Paul.’ She pauses, and
-delicately dabs her handkerchief into her
-eyes. Her hopes of a marriage between her
-daughter and Wyndham have been at such
-a low ebb for a long time that there is
-scarcely any harm in declaring now her
-determination not to wed her daughter to
-her cousin at any price. If things should
-take a turn for the better, if her threats
-about informing Shangarry should take
-effect, she can easily get out of her present
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_60'>60</span>attitude. ‘Yes, such troubles!’ She dabs
-her eyes again. ‘First my sister’s terrible
-marriage with a perfectly impossible person—you
-know all about that, George—poor
-dear Eleanor; and then my father’s will,
-leaving everything to Eleanor and her
-children, though he had so often excommunicated
-her, as it were. And the trouble with
-that will! The searching here and there for
-Eleanor—poor Eleanor; such awful trouble—advertisements,
-and private inquiry people,
-and all the rest. As you know, it is only
-quite lately that, certain information of her
-death without issue having come to hand, I
-have been enabled to live.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes—yes, I know,’ says Crosby. He is
-on his very best behaviour now.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You have always appreciated my sweet
-girl at her proper worth, at all events,’ says
-Mrs. Prior, dabbing her eyes for the last
-time, and emerging from behind her handkerchief
-with wonderfully pale lids.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I have—I have indeed!’ exclaims Crosby
-warmly. Anything to pacify her! His
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_61'>61</span>manner is so warm, so ardent, that Mrs.
-Prior pauses, and her mind starts on another
-track. With rapidity her thoughts fly back
-and then forward. Crosby is quite as good
-a match as Paul, if one excludes the title.
-And perhaps—who knows?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘George,’ says she softly, but with emotion,
-‘perhaps you think me hard. But a mother—and
-that dreadful girl lives there alone
-in his house; and he visits her; and can
-you still, from your heart, tell me that
-she——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She breaks off, as if quite overcome, and
-unable to go on.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I can tell you this, at all events,’ says
-Crosby, ‘that she does not live alone. Wyndham
-has engaged a lady to be a companion to
-her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Paul!’ Mrs. Prior turns her eyes, moist
-with her late emotion, on him—eyes now full
-of wrath. ‘Is she an imbecile, then, this
-girl? Must Paul engage a keeper for her?
-What absurd throwing of dust in the eyes of
-the world!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_62'>62</span>‘A companion, I said.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She throws him a little contemptuous
-glance, and, with agitation, begins to pace up
-and down the room. ‘A nice companion!
-They are well met, no doubt,’ cries she suddenly,
-‘this “companion” and her charge.
-I tell you, George, I shall get at the root of
-this.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t think you will have to go very
-deep,’ says Crosby.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You think it is so much on the surface as
-that? I don’t. And I shall take measures;
-I shall know what to do.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>There is something so determined in her
-air as she says this, that Crosby looks at her
-with some consideration. What is she going
-to do?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But she is looking down upon the carpet,
-and is evidently thinking. Yes, she knows
-what she will do. She will go to that girl
-to-morrow, and tell her plainly what her
-position is. She will so speak and so argue,
-that if the girl is, as George Crosby pretends
-to suppose, a virtuous girl, she will frighten
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_63'>63</span>her out of her present position. And if she
-is what Mrs. Prior, with horrible hope,
-determines she is, well, then, no harm will
-be done, but the ‘little establishment,’ as she
-calls it, will infallibly be broken up. There
-is another thought, however. Crosby just
-now had spoken almost tenderly of Josephine.
-If there is the smallest chance of Crosby’s
-being attracted by her, Mrs. Prior feels that
-she could stay proceedings with regard to
-Paul with a most willing hand. If not?
-Any way, there is a whole evening to think
-it over.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What do you think of doing?’ asks
-Crosby at this moment, a little anxiously.
-To attack Wyndham before them all, downstairs?...
-That would be abominable!
-And yet he would hardly put it beyond
-her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah, that lies in the future,’ says she.
-She rises languidly from the chair into which
-she has sunk, and smiles at him. ‘I am
-afraid I am keeping you from your other
-guests.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_64'>64</span>‘Not at all—not at all,’ says Crosby
-amiably. ‘You are keeping me only from
-my man and my tie, and the rest of it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He bows himself hurriedly, but amiably,
-out of the room.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_65'>65</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER XLIV.</h2>
-</div>
-<p class='c013'>‘Where jealousie is the jailour, many break the
-prison, it opening more wayes to wickedness than it
-stoppeth.’</p>
-
-<p class='c010'>It is indeed perilously near the dinner-hour!
-Mrs. Prior, after a few words with Josephine—who
-had evidently had her dainty ear
-applied to the keyhole, and who is distinctly
-sulky—has gone downstairs and into the
-smaller drawing-room, where she finds a
-group on the hearthrug gathered round a
-little, but friendly, autumn fire, discussing all
-in heaven and earth. They have evidently
-come down to earth as she enters, because
-the name of Susan Barry is being wafted to
-and fro.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_66'>66</span>‘Oh, she’s lovely—lovely!’ Lady Forster
-is saying with enthusiasm. ‘Such eyes, and
-with such a funny expression in them sometimes—sometimes,
-when she isn’t so dreadfully
-in earnest, as she generally is. After
-all, perhaps the earnestness is her charm.
-She is certainly the very sweetest thing!
-George’—she turns, looks round her, and,
-finding Crosby not present, laughs, and
-makes a little gesture with her hands—‘George
-will never be able to go back to
-his niggers.’ In her heart, being devoted to
-her only brother, she hopes this will be the
-case.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘If you don’t take care, she will marry your
-brother,’ says Miss Prior from her low seat.
-She is protecting her complexion from the
-light of the big lamp near her by a fan far
-bigger than the lamp.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, why not?’ says Lady Forster, who
-detests Josephine.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘A girl like that—a mere nobody—the
-daughter of an obscure country parson?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, not so very obscure!’ says Lady
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_67'>67</span>Muriel, in her gentle way. ‘Mr. Barry is
-very well connected; I have met some of his
-people.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Still, hardly a match for Mr. Crosby.’
-Josephine waves her fan lightly, yet with
-a suggestion of temper. Her mother, who
-has subsided into a seat, listens with an
-interest that borders on agitation to the
-answer to this speech. On it hangs her
-decision about the girl at the Cottage. If
-Crosby’s people support Crosby in his infatuation
-for that silly child at the Rectory, then—nothing
-is left to Josephine.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Do you know,’ says Lady Forster, ‘I
-don’t feel a bit like that. Let us all be
-happy, is my motto. I think’—thoughtfully—‘I
-am not sure, mind you—but I think if
-George wanted to marry a barmaid, or something
-like that, I should enter a gentle protest.
-But if he has set his heart on this
-delightful Susan——Isn’t she a heart,
-Muriel? Such a ducky child!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I thought her delightful, and her brother,
-too,’ says Lady Muriel, laughing at Katherine’s
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_68'>68</span>exaggerations. ‘She is decidedly pretty, at
-all events. Even more than that.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, a great deal more,’ says Captain
-Lennox, who has come into the room with
-some of the other men.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And of very good family, too,’ says
-Lady Millbank, who is dining with them.
-The Barrys, as has been said, are a connection
-of hers, but always up to this—on account
-of their poverty—scarcely acknowledged, and
-kept carefully in the shade. But now, with
-this brilliant chance of a marriage for Susan,
-she is willing to bring them suddenly into
-the fuller light.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But penniless,’ puts in Josephine carefully.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah! what do pennies matter?’ says Lady
-Forster sweetly, but with a faint grin at her
-husband, who is near her. He, too, feels
-small affection for the stately Josephine.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And if George fancies her—why, it will
-keep him from marrying a squaw. They
-don’t call them squaws in Africa, do they?
-Something worse, perhaps.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_69'>69</span>‘Not much difference,’ says Captain Lennox.
-‘But the squaws, as a rule, wear more
-clothing than the Zulu ladies, and that might
-perhaps——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, good heavens!’ says Lady Forster;
-‘it might indeed! If they wear less petticoat
-than the dear old squaws——And if he
-should bring one here! Fancy her advent
-into one’s drawing-room! People would go
-away.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t think so—I really don’t,’ says
-Captain Lennox reassuringly. ‘I believe
-honestly you might depend on “people” to
-support you under the trying circumstances.
-What are friends for, if——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, well, I couldn’t stand it if you could,’
-says Lady Forster, with a glance at him.
-‘And I don’t want George to marry a nasty
-Zulu, any way. What do you think, Billee
-Barlow?’—to her husband. ‘Isn’t Susan
-nicer than a Zulu woman?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I’ve not had much experience,’ says Sir
-William lazily. ‘But I dare say you’re
-right.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_70'>70</span>‘But listen. Isn’t it better for George to
-marry Susan than to go out there again,
-and perhaps give you a sister-in-law “mit
-nodings” on her?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It’s very startling,’ says Lennox. ‘Take
-time, Billee, before answering; you might
-commit yourself.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Really, the question is,’ says Josephine,
-in her cold, settled way, ‘whether it would
-be wise to encourage a marriage so distinctly
-one-sided in the way of advantage as that
-between——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, yes, yes,’ interrupts Lady Forster
-impatiently. ‘But if George goes away again,
-I have a horrid feeling that he won’t come
-back at all. You see, he is too much one of
-us to bring into our midst a dusky bride—and
-men have married out there—and if he
-likes this charming child and she likes
-him——People should always marry for
-love, I think, eh, Billee?’—turning to her
-husband.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I always think as you do,’ says the wise
-man.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_71'>71</span>‘Billee Barlow, what an answer!’ She
-looks aggrieved, and throws up her little
-dainty, fairy-like head. ‘Do you think I’d
-have married you if I hadn’t—liked you?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Was that why you married me?’ asks he,
-laughing, and bent on teasing her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No.’ She turns her back on him. ‘I
-don’t know why I married you, except—that
-you were the biggest duffer in Europe.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Forster roars.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I’m glad I’m the biggest,’ says he. ‘It’s
-well to be great in one’s own line.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, that’s where it is,’ says Lady
-Forster, returning with perfect equanimity
-to the original subject. ‘And if it comes
-off, Susan will be a perfect sister-in-law.
-One has to think of one’s self, you know;
-and what I dwell on is, that I’ll have the
-greatest fun bringing her out in town. I’ve
-thought it all over. She will have a regular
-boom. There won’t be a girl next year in it
-with her. I know all the coming debutantes,
-and she could give them miles and beat
-them.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_72'>72</span>Miss Prior laughs curiously, and Lady
-Forster looks at her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You think?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That you are the most disinterested sister
-on earth, or——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘The most selfish.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Lady Forster, who is impetuous to a fault,
-makes a movement as if to say something
-crushing—then restrains herself. After all,
-it is her brother’s house; this girl is her
-guest.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, not selfish,’ says she sweetly. ‘I
-have a strange fancy that George adores
-her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Strange fancies are not always true,’ says
-Miss Prior. ‘Sir William, do you agree
-with Katherine about this adoration?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Sir William shrugs his shoulders. How
-should he know?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, Billee’s a fool,’ says Lady Forster, in
-her plaintive voice. ‘Aren’t you, Billee?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My darling, you forget I married you,’
-says Forster, in his tragic tone. Whereat
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_73'>73</span>she rolls her handkerchief into a little ball
-and throws it at him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mrs. Prior, who has sat on a lounge near
-the door listening silently to this conversation,
-now makes up her mind. There is
-nothing to be hoped for from Crosby. To-morrow,
-then, she will see this ‘tenant’ of
-Paul’s, though all the guardians and chaperons
-in Europe rise up to prevent her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But are you really so sure that your
-brother is in love with Miss Susan?’ asks
-Lennox of Lady Forster, in a low tone,
-unheard by the others.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No, I’m not,’ declares she, with astounding
-frankness. ‘I only wanted to be a tiny
-bit nasty to Josephine, who, I’m sure, has
-her eye on him in case another complication
-fails. No, indeed’—sighing—‘no such luck!
-Wanderers like George are like confirmed
-gamblers, or drunkards, or that sort of extraordinary
-person—they are beyond cure. I’m
-sure that, in spite of all that pretty Susan’s
-charms, he will go back to his nasty blacks
-and his lions and his general tomfoolery.’</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_74'>74</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER XLV.</h2>
-</div>
-<p class='c013'>‘They begin with making falsehood appear like
-truth, and end with making truth appear like falsehood.’</p>
-
-<p class='c010'>Mrs. Prior knocks gently at the front-gate
-of the Cottage, not the little green gate so
-well known to the Barrys; and after a little
-delay Mrs. Denis’s martial strides can be
-heard behind it, and her voice pierces the
-woodwork.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Who’s there?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is I, Mrs. Prior.’ Mrs. Prior’s tones
-are soft and suave and persuasive. ‘That is
-you, I think, Mrs. Denis. I recognise your
-voice as that of an old friend. I have been
-here before, you know, several times, and I
-quite remember you. My nephew—your
-master, Mr. Wyndham, has at last let me
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_75'>75</span>know about his tenant, and I have come’—very
-softly this—‘to call on her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>That she is lying horribly and with set
-purpose is beyond doubt. To herself she excuses
-herself with the old, sad, detestable
-fallacy, that her words are true, whatever the
-spirit of them may be.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mrs. Denis, astute matron and alert Cerberus
-as she is (a rather comical combination),
-is completely taken in. She is the more
-ready to be deceived, in that she is at her
-heart, good soul! so unfeignedly glad to think
-that now, after all this time, her master’s
-people are coming forward to recognise, and
-no doubt make much of, the ‘purty darlin’’
-under her care. Her care. Never for a
-moment has she admitted Miss Manning’s
-right to chaperon Ella, though now on excellent
-terms with that most excellent lady.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She does not answer Mrs. Prior immediately,
-but strokes her beard behind the
-gate, and smiles languidly to herself. Hah!
-He’s tould ’em! He’s found out for himself
-that he loves her! The crathure! An’ why
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_76'>76</span>not! Fegs, there isn’t her aqual between this
-and the Injies! An’, of course, it is a mark of
-honour designed by him to his young lady,
-that his aunt should come an’ pay her respects
-to her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>For all this, she is still cautious, and now
-opens the gate to Mrs. Prior by only an inch
-or so at a time. Mrs. Prior, on this, calmly
-and with the leisurely manner that belongs
-to her, moves forward a step or two, a step
-that places her parasol and her arm inside
-the gateway.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You are, I can see, a most faithful guardian,’
-says she pleasantly, and with the distinctly
-approving tones of the superior to the
-efficient inferior. ‘I shall take care to tell
-Mr. Wyndham my opinion of you.’ The
-little sinister meaning in her speech is clouded
-in smiles. She takes another step forward
-that brings not only her arm and parasol,
-but herself, inside the gate; thus mistress of
-the situation, she smiles again—this time a
-little differently, but still with the utmost
-suavity.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_77'>77</span>‘This young lady?’ asks she. ‘She is in
-the house, no doubt? If you could let me
-see her without any formal introduction, it
-would be so much more friendly, it seems to
-me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mrs. Denis’s ample bosom swells with joy
-and pride. Her beard vibrates. ‘Friendly.’
-So they are going to be friendly—those
-people of his! After all, perhaps Miss Ella
-is a princess in disguise, and they have only
-just found it out. ‘Well, she looks one—wid
-her little feet, an’ her little hands, an’ those
-small features of hers.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No, ma’am,’ says she, addressing Mrs.
-Prior with a courtesy she seldom uses to
-anyone. ‘Miss Ella is in the garding; an’
-as you say ye’d like to see her all be yerself,
-if ye’ll go round that corner ye’ll find her
-aisy, near the hollyhocks. An’ I’ll tell ye
-this,’ says Mrs. Denis, squaring her arms,
-and growing sentimental, ‘’tis plazed ye’ll be
-whin ye do see her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I feel sure of that,’ says Mrs. Prior. She
-speaks quite calmly, yet a rage of hatred
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_78'>78</span>shakes her. Glad to see this abominable
-creature, who has interfered with the marriage
-of her daughter!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She’s got the face of an angel, ma’am.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And the heart of one, of course,’ says
-Mrs. Prior. The sarcasm is thrown away
-upon Mrs. Denis, who is now bursting with a
-pæan addressed to her goddess.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ay, ma’am. Fegs, ’tis aisy to see the
-masther has bin’ tellin’ you about her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Just a little,’ says Mrs. Prior. ‘He——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘He thinks a dale of her,’ says Mrs. Denis,
-putting her hand to her mouth, and speaking
-mysteriously. ‘I can see that much, but ’tis
-little he says. But sure, ye know him. ’Tis
-mighty quiet he is entirely.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, I think I know him. But this&#160;...
-young lady——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Wisha! ’tis only keepin’ ye from her I am.
-An’ ’tis longin’ ye are to see her, ov course.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You are right, my good woman,’ says
-Mrs. Prior; ‘I really don’t think I was ever
-so anxious to make the acquaintance of anyone
-before.... Round that corner, you say?
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_79'>79</span>Thank you. I shall certainly tell my nephew
-what a trustworthy guardian you make.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She parts with Mrs. Denis with a little
-gracious bow, and a sudden swift change of
-countenance that strikes that worthy woman
-at the time—but unfortunately works out a
-little late. Stepping quickly in the direction
-indicated, Mrs. Prior turns the corner and
-goes along the southern border of the pretty
-cottage until she reaches a small iron gate
-that leads to the garden proper.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>In here, soft perfumes meet one in the air,
-and delicate tints delight the eye. The little
-walks run here and there, the grasses grow,
-and from the flowering shrubs sweet trills
-are heard, sounds beautiful, and</p>
-
-<div class='lg-container-b c011'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line in10'>‘Not sooner heard</div>
- <div class='line'>Than answered, doubled, trebled more,</div>
- <div class='line'>Voice of an Eden in the bird,</div>
- <div class='line'>Renewing with his pipe of four</div>
- <div class='line'>The sob; a troubled Eden, rich</div>
- <div class='line'>In throb of heart.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c004'>The grandeur of the dying autumn strikes
-through all; for over there, as a background
-to the still brilliant flowers, are fading yellows,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_80'>80</span>and sad reds, and leaves russet-brown, more
-lovely now, perhaps, than when a life dwelt
-in them.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mrs. Prior moves through all these things
-untouched by their beauty—on one thought
-bent. And all at once the subject of her
-thought lies there before her. The clearest,
-sweetest thought!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Ella, on one of the many small paths, is
-standing as if struck by some great surprise.
-She is looking at Mrs. Prior earnestly, half
-fearfully, with eager searching in her large
-dark eyes, as of one trying to work out some
-problem that had been suggested many years
-ago.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The sight of the girl, standing there with
-her hand pressed against her forehead as if
-to compel thought, drives the anger she is
-feeling even deeper into Mrs. Prior’s soul.
-Such an attitude! As if not understanding!
-The absurd put-on innocence of it is positively—well,
-disgusting!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>And always Ella stands looking at her,
-as if frightened by the sudden unexpected
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_81'>81</span>visitor, but presently through her fear and
-astonishment another look springs into life.
-Her eyes widen—she does nothing, she says
-nothing, but anyone looking on would say
-that the girl all at once had remembered.
-But something terribly vague had touched
-her—something startling out of the past that
-until that moment had lain dead. Oh, surely
-she knows this lady, has met her somewhere.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>As if impelled by this mad fancy, she goes
-quickly towards Mrs. Prior.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I—do I know you?’ asks she, in a low
-tense way.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I think not,’ says Mrs. Prior, in her calm
-<i><span lang="it">trainante</span></i> voice, that is now insolent to a
-degree. A faint, most cruel smile plays upon
-her lips. ‘You, and such as you, are seldom
-known by—us.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The girl stands silent. No actual knowledge
-of her meaning enters into her heart,
-but what does come home to her in some
-vague way is that she has been thrust back—put
-far away—cast out, as it were.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_82'>82</span>‘I don’t understand,’ says she, a little
-faintly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, I think you do,’ says Mrs. Prior, with
-cultivated rudeness. ‘But I have not come
-here to-day to inform you as to your position
-in life. I have come rather to explain to
-you that your—er—relations with my nephew
-must come to an end—and at once.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Your nephew?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Has Mr. Wyndham not spoken to you of
-his people, then? Rather better taste than
-I should have expected from him. But one
-may judge from it that he is not yet lost to
-all sense of decency.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The insolence in her tone stings.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You must believe me or not, as you like,’
-says the girl, drawing up her slight figure,
-‘but I don’t know what you are speaking
-about. Do you mean that you think it wrong
-of me to have rented this cottage from Mr.
-Wyndham?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mrs. Prior raises her pince-nez and looks
-at her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Really, you are very amusing!’ says she.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_83'>83</span>‘Now what do you think it is? Right?
-Your views should be interesting.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘If not this house, I should take another,’
-says Ella. She is feeling bewildered and
-frightened, and has grown very pale.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Of course, if you insist on the innocent
-<em>rôle</em>,’ says Mrs. Prior coldly, shrugging her
-shoulders, ‘it is useless my wasting my time.
-If, however, you have any regard for Mr.
-Wyndham, who, it seems, has been very
-kind to you’—she glances meaningly round
-the charming little home and garden—‘if
-distinctly unkind to himself, it may be of
-use to let you know that your presence
-here is very likely to be the cause of his
-ruin.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘His—ruin!’ The unmistakable horror in
-the girl’s face strikes Mrs. Prior as hopeful,
-so she proceeds briskly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Social ruin! It will undoubtedly mean
-his disinheritance by his uncle, Lord Shangarry,
-and—the rupture of his engagement
-with the girl he—loves!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She plants this barb with joy. The telling
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_84'>84</span>of a lie more or less has never troubled her
-during her life.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘The girl he loves!’ Ella’s voice as she
-repeats the words sounds dull and monotonous.
-She is quite ghastly now, and she has
-laid her hand on the back of a garden-chair
-to steady herself.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes. The girl he has always meant to
-marry!’ She lays great stress on the last
-word. That ought to tell. ‘Whom he
-meant to marry until your—fascinations’—she
-throws detestable meaning into her
-speech, base as it is detestable—‘alienated
-him—for the moment!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>All at once Ella recovers herself.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, you are wrong, wrong!’ cries she
-vehemently. ‘Somebody has been telling
-you what is not true, what is not the case!
-Mr. Wyndham does not—does not’—she
-trembles violently—‘love me. Not me—anyone
-but me. Oh! who could have said
-such a thing? Believe me, do believe me’—she
-comes forward, holding out her hands imploringly—‘when
-I tell you that I am the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_85'>85</span>last girl in the world he would fall in love
-with. If you know this young lady he loves,
-go back to her, I implore you, and tell her
-it is all untrue—that he loves her, and her
-only, and that all she has heard to the contrary
-is not worth one thought. Oh, madam!
-If he should be hurt through me!...
-After all his goodness to me! Oh&#160;...
-go&#160;... go to her and tell her what I
-say!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She stops, and covers her face suddenly
-with her hands. She is not crying, however.
-Tears are far from her eyes. But the misery
-of death has swept over her soul.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mrs. Prior gives way to a low laugh.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Why didn’t you go on the stage?’ she
-says. ‘You would have made even a better
-living there. But perhaps you have only
-just come off it?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The girl lets her hand drop to her sides,
-and turns passionately upon her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Why won’t you believe me?’ cries she,
-with sudden wild vehemence. ‘What have
-I done that you should disbelieve my word?’
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_86'>86</span>Her eyes are bright with grief and the eager
-desire that is consuming her to make things
-straight for Wyndham and the girl he loves.
-Wyndham, who has been so good to her, who
-has brought her out of such deep waters!
-To hurt him—to injure him: the very
-thought is unbearable. She has involuntarily—unknowingly—drawn
-up her <i><span lang="fr">svelte</span></i>
-and slender body to its fullest height, and
-with a courage that few women could have
-found under circumstances so poignant, so
-filled with agonized memory, and with yet
-another feeling that perhaps is bitterest of
-all (though hardly known), she looks full at
-her tormentor.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Can’t you see,’ cries she, with a proud
-humility, ‘how wrong you must be? How
-could I interfere between Mr. Wyndham and
-the woman he loves? Who am I? Nothing!’
-She throws up her beautiful head with a
-touch of inalienable pride, and repeats the
-word distinctly: ‘Nothing!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Less than nothing,’ says Mrs. Prior, who
-is only moved to increased and unendurable
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_87'>87</span>hatred by her beauty and her unconscious
-hauteur. ‘So far as he regards you!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Ella draws her breath quickly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘If so small in his regard, how then do
-I prevent his marriage with the girl he
-loves?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Alas for the sorrow of her voice! It
-might have touched the heart of anyone.
-Mrs. Prior, however, is impervious to such
-touches.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Don’t you think it very absurd, your pretending
-like this?’ says she contemptuously.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Of course, in spite of the absurd innocence
-you pretend, one can see that you quite
-understand the situation, and how unpleasantly
-you are in the way. If he had
-brought you anywhere but here, it might
-have been hushed up, but to the very house
-his poor mother left him—why, it is an open
-scandal, and an insult to my daughter!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The girl makes a shocked gesture.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is your daughter, then? But’—quickly—‘now
-you know he doesn’t love me,
-and you can tell her—and——’ She is looking
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_88'>88</span>eagerly, with almost passionate hope, at
-Mrs. Prior.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Tell her! Tell my daughter about you!’
-Mrs. Prior’s voice is terrible. ‘How dare
-you suggest the idea of my speaking to my
-girl of——’ She checks herself with difficulty,
-and goes on coldly: ‘No doubt you
-believe Mr. Wyndham will be to you always
-as he is now. Women of your class delude
-themselves like that. But—when he marries—as
-he will—as he shall—you will learn that
-a wife is one thing and a mis——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She breaks off in the middle of her odious
-word as though shot. A hand has grasped
-her shoulder.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Hould yer tongue, woman, if there’s still
-a dhrop o’ dacency left in ye! Hould yer
-tongue, I say!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The voice is the voice of Mrs. Denis.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘May I ask who it is you are addressing?’
-asks Mrs. Prior, releasing herself easily
-enough. Putting up her eyeglass, she bends
-upon Mrs. Denis the glare that she has
-always found so effectual for the undoing of
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_89'>89</span>her foes. But Mrs. Denis thinks nothing of
-glares. She is, indeed, at this moment producing
-one of her own, beneath which Mrs.
-Prior’s sinks into insignificance.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Faith ye may!’ says she, advancing towards
-the enemy with a regular ‘come on’
-sort of air. ‘An’ as ye ask me, I’ll give ye
-yer answer. Ye’re the aunt of a nevvy that
-has ivery right to be ashamed o’ ye! Know
-ye, is it? Arrah!’ Here the unapproachable
-sarcasm of the Irish peasant breaks
-forth. ‘Is it that ye’re askin’? Fegs, I
-do, thin, an’ to me cost, for ’tis too late I am
-wid me knowledge.’ She pauses here, and
-planting her hands on her ample hips, surveys
-Mrs. Prior with deliberate scorn.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, ye ould thraitor!’ says she at last.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Tableau!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It is open to question whether Mrs. Prior’s
-instant anger arises most from the word
-‘ould’ or ‘thraitor.’ Probably the ‘ould.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You forget yourself!’ cries she sharply,
-furiously.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ye’re out there,’ says Mrs. Denis; ‘for
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_90'>90</span>’tis I’m remimberin’. “Oh, Mrs. Denis”’—with
-a wonderful attempt at Mrs. Prior’s air—‘“an’
-is that you?”—so swate like. An’,
-“I’ll be tellin’ me nevvy what a good
-guardian ye are.” An’, “’Tis me nevvy tould
-me to come an’ pay me respecks to your
-young lady.”’ Here Mrs. Denis lifts her
-powerful fist and shakes it in the air. ‘I
-wondher to the divil,’ says she, ‘that yer
-tongue didn’t sthick to yer mouth whin ye
-said thim words. Yer nevvy indeed! Wait
-till I see yer nevvy! ’Tis shakin’ in yer
-shoes ye’ll be thin! Worse than ye made
-this poor lamb’—with a glance at Ella, who
-has drawn back and is trembling violently—‘shake
-to-day.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You shall have reason to remember this—this
-most insolent behaviour. You shall
-know——’ begins Mrs. Prior, white with
-wrath; but Mrs. Denis will have none of her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I know one thing, any way,’ says she,
-‘that out ov this ye go, this minnit-second.
-Ye can tell yer nevvy all about it whin ye
-git out, an’ the sooner ye’re out, the sooner
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_91'>91</span>ye can tell him; an’ I wish ye joy of the
-tellin’! Come now!’—she steps up to Mrs.
-Prior with a menacing air—‘quick march!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>This grand old soldier—with whom even
-her husband, good man and true as he had
-proved himself on many a battlefield, would
-probably have come off second best at a close
-tussle—now sidling up to Mrs. Prior with
-distinct battle in her eyes, that lady deems
-it best to lay down her arms and sound a
-retreat.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘This disreputable conduct only coincides
-with the whole of this establishment,’ says
-Mrs. Prior, making a faint effort to sustain
-her position whilst being literally moved towards
-the gate by the powerful personality
-and still more powerful arm of Mrs. Denis.
-The latter does not touch her, indeed, but
-she keeps waving that muscular member up
-and down like a windmill, in a most threatening
-manner. ‘You understand that I shall
-report all this to Mr. Wyndham?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ye’ve said all that before,’ says Mrs.
-Denis, with great contempt. ‘An’ now I’ll
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_92'>92</span>tell you something. That report ye spake
-of, in my humble opinion, will make mighty
-little noise!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>After that she closes the gate with scant
-ceremony on Mrs. Prior’s departing heels.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_93'>93</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER XLVI.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘To hear an open scandal is a curse;</div>
- <div class='line'>But not to find an answer is a worse.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>Mrs. Prior, thus forcibly ejected (ejections
-are the vogue in Ireland), commences her
-return journey to Crosby Park, smarting considerably
-under her wrongs and the big
-umbrella she is holding over her head. She
-has gone but a little way, however, when,
-on suddenly turning a corner, she finds herself
-face to face with Wyndham.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He has evidently been walking in a great
-hurry, but as he sees her he comes to a dead
-stop. All his worst fears are at once realized.
-The fact is that Crosby had missed Mrs.
-Prior at luncheon hour—a most unusual
-thing, by the way, for her to be absent,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_94'>94</span>for she dearly loved a meal—and he had
-asked Miss Prior where she was. Miss Prior
-had said she did not know—hadn’t the
-faintest notion—perhaps gone for a prowl
-and forgotten her way home. Crosby somehow
-had felt that the fair Josephine was
-lying openly and freely, and had at once
-given a hint to Wyndham of Mrs. Prior’s
-conversation with him on the previous night,
-even suggesting that Mrs. Prior’s unusual
-absence from luncheon might have some
-connection with the Cottage. The result
-of all of which is that Mrs. Prior now finds
-herself looking into her nephew’s eyes and
-wondering rather vaguely what the next
-move is going to be.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>His eyes are distinctly unpleasant. They
-had been anxious—horribly anxious—when
-first she saw them; but now they seem alive
-with active rage.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Where have you been?’ asks he immediately,
-his face set and white. Crosby, then,
-had been quite right in his suggestion.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I have been doing my duty,’ returns
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_95'>95</span>Mrs. Prior, who has pulled herself together.
-Her tone is stern and uncompromising.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You have been at the Cottage?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You have guessed quite correctly.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You have seen that poor girl, then,
-and——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I have seen that most wretched girl, and
-told her my opinion of her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Wyndham makes a sharp ejaculation. ‘You
-spoke to her, insulted her, that poor child?’
-He feels that reproach is no longer possible
-to him. What has she said? What, indeed,
-has she left unsaid? Great heavens, what
-monsters some women can be!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I explained to her her position. Not that
-she needed explanation, in spite of all her
-extremely clever efforts at an innocent bearing.
-I passed over that, however, and told
-her—hoping that perhaps she had some real
-feeling for you, though I understand that
-class of person never has any honest feeling—that
-beyond all doubt Lord Shangarry
-would disinherit you if he heard of your
-connection with her.’ She pauses here. This
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_96'>96</span>is her trump card, and she looks straight
-at Paul as she plays it.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It proves valueless. He passes it over as
-though it were of no consequence whatever.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t know what to say to you,’ says
-he, struggling with his passionate rage, and
-grief, and shame. ‘I hardly know how to
-condemn you strongly enough. I wish to
-God you were not a woman, and then I
-should know what to do. This girl you have
-so insulted is a girl as good and pure as the
-best girl you have ever met, and yet you
-have gone down there’—pointing in the
-direction of the Cottage—‘and deliberately
-hurt and wounded her. I wonder you had
-the courage to do it. Are you’—growing
-now furious—‘a fool that you couldn’t see
-how sweet and gentle and innocent she is?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Is it your intercourse with this sweet and
-gentle and innocent girl that has made you
-so extremely rude?’ asks his aunt in her low,
-well-bred voice. ‘If so, I consider I have done
-an extra duty by my visit to her. It may
-have results. Your disinheritance by Shangarry,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_97'>97</span>for example, is sure to have an effect
-upon her. I am afraid, after all, it is you
-who are the fool. In the meantime, Paul, I
-can quite see that your infatuation for an
-extremely ordinary sort of girl has blinded
-you to her defects. Some of these people, I
-am told, quite study our manners nowadays;
-but she lacks distinction of any sort. That
-you happen to be in love with her at present
-of course prevents your seeing these faults.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You seem so remarkably well up in the
-affair,’ says Wyndham, who could now have
-cheerfully strangled her, ‘that I suppose it
-will be quite superfluous to tell you that love
-has no voice in the matter. I am not in love
-with her, and she most positively is not in
-love with me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mrs. Prior makes a contemptuous movement
-of her thin shoulders.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So very old,’ says she. ‘Do you suppose,
-my dear Paul, with the stake you have in
-view, that I expected you to say the truth—to
-tell me that you had fallen violently in
-love with this little paltry creature, who has
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_98'>98</span>come out of no one knows where, except
-yourself, to go back to no one knows where
-when you are tired of her?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Look here,’ says Wyndham, driven beyond
-all courtesy by some feeling that he can
-hardly explain, ‘I think you have the worst
-mind of any woman I have ever met. I see
-now that it is useless to try to convince you;
-but remember—remember always’—he makes
-a distinct pause, as if on purpose, as if to
-fasten the words on her mind—‘what I say
-to you now—that anyone who calls Ella
-Moore anything less than the best woman
-on earth—lies!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Your infatuation has gone deep,’ says
-Mrs. Prior. ‘Few men would speak so
-strongly in favour of the virtue of their—friends.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I understand your hideous hint,’ says
-Wyndham, who has now grown cold and
-collected. ‘You are a woman, and it is
-hard to tell a woman that she lies. But if
-you were a man, I shouldn’t hesitate about
-it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_99'>99</span>‘As I tell you, she has not improved your
-manners,’ says Mrs. Prior, with a bitter
-smile. She has not dreamt the affair would
-take this turn. She has believed that Paul,
-through dread of Shangarry’s displeasure,
-would at the most have made light of the
-matter, have parried the attack, and perhaps
-have sworn fresh allegiance to Josephine on
-the head of it. That he should defend this
-‘creature’ and defy her, his aunt, because of
-her—— The situation has become strained
-beyond bearing.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘If you do not love her, and she does not
-love you, and is not even your friend,’ says
-she sneeringly, ‘what is she to you?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My tenant—neither more nor less.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You mean to tell me, on your honour, that
-she pays you rent?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Certainly she does.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She is a <i><span lang="fr">bonâ-fide</span></i> tenant, nothing more?
-Then, if so, why all this mystery? Why did
-you give me to understand weeks ago that
-she was a man?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You understood that for yourself. And
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_100'>100</span>with regard to the mystery, it seems that
-she is desirous of privacy.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘How very modest, and what an extraordinary
-tenant to pick up! May I ask
-where you first heard of her? By advertisement?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘How, then?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>For a moment Wyndham hesitates. Hesitation
-is supposed to lead to ruin, but Wyndham
-comes out of it sound in wind and limb.
-His mind had suffered a shock as it fell
-back upon that tragic scene in the Professor’s
-room, but recovered from it almost immediately.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You may have heard of Professor Hennessy,’
-says he—‘a very distinguished man.
-He told me of her just before his death.
-Now’—sarcastically—‘have I answered
-enough of your questions? Is your conscience
-quite satisfied as to your duty?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is open to anyone to make light of
-sacred subjects,’ said Mrs. Prior, with
-dignity. ‘Duty to me is the one sacred
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_101'>101</span>thing in life. I have taken this matter in
-hand, and, in spite of all you have said, Paul,
-I may as well warn you that I shall not take
-your word for it, but shall sift it steadily
-to the bottom. I consider that my duty to
-both you and to my daughter.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To Josephine?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, to Josephine. Are you prepared to
-say that you have no duty towards her?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Not that I am aware of.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘After all these years? After all Shangarry
-has hinted and said? After all the
-notoriety, the talk, the gossip, of our world?
-That a man should pay pointed attentions to
-a girl for two years—should come and go, be
-received at her mother’s house, and escort
-her to balls and concerts and to theatres—is
-all that to go for nothing? Is my poor girl
-to be cast aside now as though nothing had
-occurred——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘If you are alluding to Josephine,’ says
-Wyndham coldly and calmly, ‘I can’t see
-that anything has occurred to cause her
-annoyance of any kind. I am afraid you are
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_102'>102</span>misleading yourself. You ought to speak to
-your daughter, and she, no doubt, will post
-you up about it. I, for my part, can assure
-you that there is nothing between us, nor
-has there ever been. Your daughter is as
-indifferent to me as’—emphatically—‘I am
-to her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He feels abominably rude as he says this,
-but he feels, too, the necessity for saying it.
-And, after all, the onus of the rudeness lies
-with her. Mrs. Prior is silent for a moment,
-more from anger than from inability to speak;
-then she breaks out:</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I shall write to Shangarry.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You can write,’ says Wyndham quietly,
-‘to anyone on earth you like.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You distinctly, then, decline to carry out
-your engagement to my daughter?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My dear aunt, surely you exaggerate?
-When was there any engagement?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It was the same thing. You paid her
-great attention, and Shangarry has set his
-heart on it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I am sorry for Lord Shangarry.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_103'>103</span>‘You refuse, then?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Distinctly,’ says Wyndham. He lifts his
-hat and hurries past her. She waits a little,
-watching him until he disappears round the
-corner that will lead him to the Cottage.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_104'>104</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER XLVII.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘For what wert thou to me?</div>
- <div class='line'>How shall I say?’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>He finds Ella standing, where she had stood
-throughout her interview with Mrs. Prior,
-beneath a big horse-chestnut-tree in the
-garden. She had resisted all Miss Manning’s
-entreaties to come indoors and lie down and
-have a cup of tea (that kind woman’s one
-unfailing recipe for all diseases and griefs
-under the sun), and had only entreated
-piteously that she might be left alone.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Now, as she hears Wyndham’s step upon
-the gravel, she lifts her head, and the white
-misery of her face, as he sees it, makes his
-heart swell with wrath within him. Great
-heavens! what had that fiend said to her?
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_105'>105</span>He struggles with an almost ungovernable
-desire to go to her and press those poor
-forlorn eyes against his breast, if only to
-shut them out from his vision; and he
-struggles, too, it must be confessed—not so
-successfully—with a wild longing to give way
-to bad language. A few words escape him,
-breathed low, but extremely pungent. They
-bring some faint relief; but still his heart
-burns within him, and, indeed, he himself is
-surprised at the intensity of his emotion.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She does not speak, and he does not attempt
-to shake hands with her. It is impossible
-for him to forget that it is his own
-aunt who has thus wantonly insulted her—who
-has brought this terrible look into her
-young face. She, who has known so much
-suffering, who is now, indeed, only slowly
-recovering from a life unutterably sad.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I know it all,’ begins he hurriedly, disconnectedly—he,
-the cold, clever barrister.
-‘I met her just now, just outside the gate.
-She is a woman of a most vindictive temper.
-I hope you will not let anything she may
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_106'>106</span>have said dwell for a moment in your memory.
-It is not worth it, believe me. She is unscrupulous.’
-He is almost out of breath
-now, but still hurries on. ‘She would do
-anything to gain a point. She——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You are talking of your aunt,’ says Ella
-at last in a stifled tone.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes; and God knows,’ says he, with
-vehement bitterness, ‘there was never anyone
-more ashamed to acknowledge anything
-than I am to acknowledge her. You—you
-will try to forget what she said——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Forget! Every word,’ says the girl, lifting
-her hands and pressing the palms against
-her pretty head, ‘seems beaten in here.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But such words—so false, so meaningless—the
-words of a malicious woman, used to
-gain her own purpose——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Still, they are here,’ says she wearily.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘For the moment; but in time you will
-forget, not only her words, but her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Her! I shall never forget her!’ She
-turns to him with quick questioning in her
-eyes. ‘Is she really your aunt, Mr. Wyndham?
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_107'>107</span>It is strange—it is impossible—but I
-know I have seen her before. In my dreams
-sometimes, now, I see her. But in my
-dreams she does not look as she did to-day.’
-She shudders, and presses her fingers against
-her eyes, as if to shut out something. ‘She
-is lovely there, and kind, and so beautiful;
-and she calls me “Ellie.” I must be going
-mad, I think,’ cries she abruptly. ‘A brain
-diseased sees queer things; and when I saw
-her in the Rectory garden yesterday, all at
-once it came to me that I knew her—that I
-had seen her before. Perhaps’—she goes
-closer to him, and examines his face with
-interest, marking every line, as it were,
-every feature, until Wyndham begins to
-wish that his parents had granted him better
-looks, and then, ‘No, no,’ says she, sighing.
-‘I thought perhaps it was her likeness to you
-that made her face seem familiar. But you
-are not like her. She’—sighing again—‘is
-very handsome.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>This is a distinct ‘takedown.’ Wyndham,
-however, bears up nobly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_108'>108</span>‘No,’ says he; ‘I am grateful to say that I
-resemble my father’s family, plain though
-they may be. The Burkes, of course, were
-always considered very handsome.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Burke?’ She looks at him again, and
-frowns a little, as if again memory is troubling
-her. ‘The Burkes were——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My mother was a daughter of Sir John
-Burke.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, yes; I see. And the lady who was
-here just now, Mrs.——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Prior.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She was a daughter, too?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I regret to say so—yes.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, my dreams are wrong,’ says she, as
-if half to herself. ‘And yet——’ She breaks
-off.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She moves away from him, and in an idle,
-inconsequent way, pulls at the shrubs and
-flowers near her. He can see at once that
-she is thinking, wrestling with the troubled
-waters of her mind, and there is something
-in the dignity and sadness of the young figure
-that appeals to him, and awakens afresh that
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_109'>109</span>eager desire to help her that has been his
-from the first.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>After awhile she comes back to him, her
-hands full of the late flowers that she nervously
-pulls from finger to finger in an unconscious
-fashion.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I can’t live here any longer,’ says she.
-‘I should not have come here at all. She
-has quite shown me that.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I have already told you that not one word
-Mrs. Prior said is worthy of another thought.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He is alluding to Mrs. Prior’s abominable
-suggestions as to the real meaning of the
-girl’s presence in the Cottage.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mr. Wyndham,’ says Ella, resting her
-earnest eyes on his, ‘perhaps I have never
-let you fully understand how I regard all you
-have done for me—how grateful I am to you—a
-mere waif, a nobody. But I am grateful,
-and, believe me, the one thing that has cut
-me to the very heart to-day is the thought
-that I—I’—with poignant meaning—‘should
-be the one to cause dissension between you
-and—and—and her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_110'>110</span>‘Her?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, yes; she told me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She? Who? Her?’ This involved sentence
-is taken no notice of.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It was your aunt who told me. But you
-can explain to her——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To her! To whom? My aunt?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, no, no!’ She pauses. ‘Surely you
-know.’ At this moment something in the
-girl’s air makes Wyndham feel that she is
-believing him guilty of a desire to play the
-hypocrite—to conceal something. ‘It cannot
-have gone so very far,’ says she miserably.
-‘A few words from you to her——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To “her” again? If not my aunt,’ demands
-he frantically, ‘what her?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She looks at him with sad astonishment.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I see now you wouldn’t trust me,’ says
-she. Her eyes are suffused with tears. She
-turns aside, her hands tightly clenched, as if
-in pain. Then all at once she breaks out.
-‘Oh,’ cries she passionately, ‘why didn’t you
-tell her at first?’ Tell her at first! Who
-the deuce is ‘her’? ‘Or even me. If’—miserably—‘if
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_111'>111</span>I had known, I should not
-have come here, and then there would have
-been no trouble, no wondering, no mystery;
-and there would have been no misunderstanding
-between you and’—she draws a sharp
-breath—‘the girl you love!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Good heavens! Do I find myself in
-Bedlam?’ cries Wyndham, who is not by any
-means an even-tempered man, and who now
-has lost the last rag of self-control. ‘What
-girl do I love?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But his burst of rage seems to take small
-effect on Ella.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Of course,’ says she, in a stifled tone,
-directing her attention now to a bush near
-her, plucking hurriedly at its leaves, ‘if you
-wish to keep it a secret—and you know I
-said you didn’t trust me—and, of course, if
-you wish to’—her voice here sounds broken—‘to
-tell me nothing, you are right—quite
-right. There is no reason why I should be
-let into your confidence.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Look here,’ says Wyndham roughly. He
-catches her arm and compels her to turn
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_112'>112</span>round. ‘Let’s get to the bottom of this
-matter. What did my aunt tell you? Come
-now! Out with it straight and plain.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He has occasionally entreated his clients
-to be honest, but usually with very poor
-results. Now, however, he finds one to
-answer him even more straightly than he
-had at all bargained for. Ella flings up her
-head. Perhaps she had objected to that
-magisterial ‘Come now.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She said you were in love with her
-daughter, and that you had meant to marry
-her, until—my being here interfered with it.
-She’—the girl pauses, and regards him
-anxiously, as if looking to him for an explanation—‘didn’t
-say how I interfered.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She said that?’ Wyndham’s voice is full
-of suppressed but violent rage.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, that, and a great deal more,’ she
-goes on now vehemently. ‘That my being
-here would ruin you. That some lord—your
-uncle—your grand-uncle—Shan—Shanbally
-or garry was the name’—striving wildly with
-her memory—‘would disinherit you because
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_113'>113</span>you had let your cottage to me. But that
-wasn’t just, was it? Why shouldn’t you let
-your house to me as well as to anybody else,
-Mr. Wyndham?’—with angry intonation.
-‘Is that three hundred a year the Professor
-left me mine really? Did he leave it to me
-at all? Oh! if he didn’t—if I am indebted
-to you for all this comfort, this happiness——’
-She breaks down.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You are entitled to that money; I swear
-it!’ says Wyndham. ‘His very last words
-were of you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You are sure! Of course, if not——That
-might be the reason for their all being
-angry with me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She is so very far off the actual truth that
-Wyndham hesitates before replying to her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I am quite sure,’ says he presently. ‘The
-money is yours.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Then I do not understand your aunt,’
-cries she, throwing up her small head proudly.
-‘She said a great many other things that I
-thought very rude—at least, I’m sure they
-were meant to be rude by her air. But they
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_114'>114</span>were so stupid that no one could understand
-them. I hardly remember them. I only
-remember those about——’ She breaks off
-suddenly; tears rise in her saddened eyes.
-‘I wish—I wish,’ cries she, in an agonized
-tone, ‘you had told me that you loved her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Loved her! Josephine!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Is that her name—your cousin’s name?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, and a most detestable name it is.’
-There is frank disgust in his tone. The girl
-watches him wistfully.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Perhaps, after all,’ says she—she hesitates,
-and the hand on the rose-bush now
-trembles, though Wyndham never sees it—‘perhaps
-it wasn’t your cousin she meant. I
-misunderstood her, I dare say. It’—she
-looks at him with eager, searching young
-eyes—‘it was someone else, perhaps——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Someone else?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You are in love with.’ She draws back
-a little, almost leaning against the rose-bush
-now, and looking up at him from under
-frightened brows.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I am in love with no one,’ says Wyndham,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_115'>115</span>with much directness—‘with no one in the
-wide world.’ He quite believes himself as he
-says this. But, in spite of this belief, a sensation
-of discontent pervades him, as, looking
-at the girl, he sees a smile, wide and happy,
-spreading over her charming face. Evidently
-it is nothing to her. She has had no desire
-that he should be in love with—her. ‘There
-is one thing,’ says he, a little austerely—that
-smile is still upon her face—‘if you really
-desire privacy, you should be careful about
-letting yourself be seen. Yesterday, in that
-tree,’ he points towards it, and Ella colours
-in a little sad, ashamed way that goes to his
-heart, but does not disturb his determination
-to read her a lecture, ‘you laid yourself open
-to discovery, and therefore to insult. The
-getting up into a tree or looking at people is
-nothing,’ argues he coldly. ‘It is the fact
-that, though you wish to look at people, you
-refuse to let them look at you, that makes
-the mischief. Anyone in this narrow society
-of ours who decides on withdrawing herself
-from the public gaze is open to misconception—to
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_116'>116</span>gossip—and finally to insult. I warned
-you of that long ago.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I will not—I cannot. You know I cannot
-go out of this without great fear and danger,’
-says Ella faintly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I know nothing of the kind. This determination
-of yours to shut yourself away from
-the world is only a species of madness, and it
-will grow upon you. Supposing that man
-found you, what could he do?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, don’t, don’t!’ says she faintly. She
-covers her eyes with her hands. Then suddenly
-she takes them down and looks at him.
-‘You have never felt fear,’ says she. She
-says this quickly, reproachfully, almost angrily;
-but through all the anger and reproach
-and haste there runs a thread of admiration.
-‘But I have. And I tell you if—that man—were
-to see me again—were to come here
-and order me to go away with him—I should
-not dare to refuse.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘He knows better than to come here,’ says
-Wyndham curtly. ‘You may dispose of that
-fear.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_117'>117</span>‘Ah!’ says she, sighing, ‘you don’t know
-him.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I know—if not him individually—his
-class,’ says Wyndham confidently. ‘Give
-up, I counsel you, this secrecy of yours. See
-what it has brought upon you to-day. And
-these insults will continue. I warn you’—he
-looks at her with a frowning brow—‘I
-warn you they will continue.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She?’ Ella looks at him timidly. ‘You
-think she will come again?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mrs. Prior?’—contemptuously; ‘no. But
-there will be others. What do you think
-people are saying?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Saying of me?’ She looks frightened.
-‘They have heard about that night at the
-Professor’s?’ questions she. She looks now
-almost on the verge of fainting. ‘Your aunt—she—did
-she know? She said nothing.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No. She knows nothing of that,’ says
-Wyndham hurriedly. After all, it is impossible
-to explain to her. But Miss Manning
-will know—she will know what to say.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She only saw me in the tree,’ says the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_118'>118</span>girl, with a voice that is now half sobbing.
-And then she thought you—that I—oh!’—more
-wretchedly still—‘I don’t know what
-she thought! But’—trembling—‘I wish I
-had never climbed into that tree.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Because she happened to see you? Never
-mind that. She’s got eyes in the back of her
-head; no one could escape her,’ says he,
-touched by her agitation.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I am not thinking of her,’ says Ella
-proudly, making a gesture that might almost
-be called imperious. ‘I am only vexed because
-you are angry with me about it. But’—eagerly—‘I
-never thought anyone would
-find me out, and I did so want to see what
-you—what’—quickly correcting herself and
-colouring faintly—‘you were all doing in the
-Rectory garden.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘If you want so much, and so naturally,’
-says he, ‘to see your fellow-people, why didn’t
-you accept Susan’s invitation? It would
-have prevented all this.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I know. But I couldn’t,’ says she, hanging
-her pretty head. ‘You know I tried it
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_119'>119</span>once, and it was only when I got back again
-here—here into this safe, safe place—that I
-knew how frightened I had been all the time.
-And you may remember how I fancied then,
-on my return, that I had seen——’ She
-stops as if unable to go on.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I know. I remember. But that was a
-mere hallucination, I am sure. You must
-try to conquer such absurd fears. Promise
-me you will try.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I will try,’ cries she impulsively. She
-holds out to him her hand, and he takes it.
-‘I will indeed. You have been so good to
-me, that I ought to do something for you.
-But all the same’—shaking her head—‘I
-know you are vexed with me about this.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘For your sake only. This abominable
-visit of my aunt’s, for example——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes; about the girl you——’ She stops
-and withdraws her hand.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I thought I had explained that,’ says he,
-with a laugh. ‘But what troubles me is
-the thought that you may be again annoyed
-in this way. Not by her; I shall see about
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_120'>120</span>that’—with force. ‘But there may be others.
-And of course your welfare is’—he checks
-himself—‘of some consequence to me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Is it?’ She has grown cold too. ‘Your
-aunt’s welfare must be something to you as
-well.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Do you mean by that that you don’t
-think I am on your side?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She lifts her heavy lids and looks at him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You told me that my affairs were nothing
-to you—that they did not concern you in
-the smallest degree.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Was that—some time ago?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes. Almost at first.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Don’t you think it is a little vindictive
-to visit one’s former utterances upon one
-now?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t know.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, good-bye,’ says he quickly. He
-turns, wounded more than he could have
-believed it possible to be by a girl who is
-positively nothing to him. Nothing! he
-quite insists on this as he goes down the
-path.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_121'>121</span>But now—what is this? Swift feet running
-after him; a small eager hand upon his
-arm.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mr. Wyndham! Don’t go away like
-this. If I have offended you, I am sorry; I’—her
-lips begin to tremble now, and the
-eyes that are uplifted to his are dim—‘I am
-dreadfully sorry. Oh, don’t go away like
-this! Forgive me!’ Suddenly she bursts
-into tears. ‘Do forgive me!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Forgive? I? It is you who have to forgive,’
-stammers he. ‘Ella!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He has laid his hand upon hers to draw
-them from her eyes, but with a sudden movement
-she breaks from him and runs back to
-the house. At the door, however, she stops,
-and glances back at him, and he can see that
-her face is radiant now, though her eyes are
-still wet with their late tears.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Good-bye! Good-bye!’ cries she. She
-raises both her hands to her lips, and in the
-prettiest, the most graceful fashion flings
-him a last farewell. This manner of hers is
-new to him. It is full, not only of friendliness,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_122'>122</span>but of the joy of one who has been restored
-once more to happiness.</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>On the avenue of Crosby Park Wyndham
-meets the master of it, who has plainly been
-strolling this way with a view to meeting
-him on his return.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well!’ says Crosby. Then, seeing the
-other’s face, ‘I was right, then?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You were. She had made her way in,
-and insulted the poor child in the most
-violent way.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I felt sure she was up to mischief,’ says
-Crosby, colouring hotly; he, too, is conscious
-of strong resentment. That anyone should
-go from his house to deliberately annoy a
-girl—a young girl, and one so sadly circumstanced—makes
-his usually easy-going blood
-boil. ‘I thought her manner to you at breakfast
-was over-suave. Well?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘There is hardly anything to tell you.
-That she was there, that she spoke as few
-women would have had the heart to do, is all
-I am sure of. No; this more: that that
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_123'>123</span>poor child, thank God! didn’t understand
-half of her vile insinuations. I could see
-so much. But she was cut to the heart, for
-all that. If you could have seen her face,
-so white, so frightened! I tell you this,
-Crosby——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He never told him, however. He broke
-off short—as if not able to trust his voice,
-and Crosby, after one sharp glance at him,
-bestowed all his attention on the gravel at
-his feet. And as he waited for the other to
-recover his serenity, he shook his head over
-the whole affair. Yes, this was always the
-end of this sort of thing. If Wyndham didn’t
-know it, he did. Wyndham was desperately
-in love with this ‘waif’ of his—with this girl
-who had sprung out of nowhere, who had
-been flung upon his hands out of the angry
-tide of life. Presently, seeing Wyndham
-continuing silent, as if lost in a train of
-thought, he breaks in.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘How did you know Mrs. Prior was there?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘From herself.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What! you met her?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_124'>124</span>‘Just outside the gate.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And’—Crosby here shows signs of hopeful
-joy—‘had it out with her?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘On the spot. She denied nothing. Rather
-led the attack. One has but a poor vengeance
-with women, Crosby; but at all events
-she knows what I think of her. Of course
-there is an end to all pretence of friendship
-with her in the future, and I am glad of it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I hope you didn’t say too much,’ says
-Crosby, rather taken aback by the sullen
-rage on the other’s brow.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘How could I do that? If it had been a
-man——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She might well congratulate herself that
-she isn’t, if she could only see your eyes at
-this moment,’ says Crosby, laughing in spite
-of himself. ‘But she’ll make mischief out of
-this, Paul, I’m afraid.’ He is silent a moment,
-and then: ‘Your uncle is still bent, I suppose,
-on your marriage with her daughter?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, rather a bore,’ says Wyndham,
-frowning. ‘I don’t like to disappoint the
-old man.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_125'>125</span>‘You mean?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That I should not marry Josephine Prior
-if my accession to a throne depended upon it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So bad as that?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Is what so bad as that?’—struck by a
-meaning in the other’s tone.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Why, your infatuation for your tenant.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My——Oh, of course I might have
-known you would come to look at it like that,’
-says Wyndham, shrugging his shoulders.
-With another man he might have been
-offended. But it is hard to be offended with
-Crosby. ‘Still, you are a sort of fellow one
-might trust to take a broader view of things.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What broader do you want me to take?’
-begins Crosby, slightly amused. ‘But to get
-back to our argument—mine, rather. I think
-it will be bad for you if you quarrel with
-Shangarry over this matter. The title, of
-course, must be yours—but barren honours
-are hardly worth getting. And he may leave
-his money away from you. You have told
-me before this that he has immense sums in
-his hands to dispose of—and much of the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_126'>126</span>property is not entailed. You should think,
-Paul—you should think.’ He was the last
-man in the world to think himself on such
-an occasion as this.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I have thought.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You mean?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t know what I mean,’ says Wyndham;
-then, with sudden impatience: ‘Is
-love necessary to marriage?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Crosby laughs.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Is marriage necessary at all?’ says he.
-‘Why not elect to do as I do, live and die
-a jolly old bachelor?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah! I don’t believe in you,’ says Paul,
-with a rather mirthless smile. ‘If I went
-in for that state of life, depending on you
-as a companion, I should find myself left—sooner
-or later.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, then,’ says Crosby, who has no
-prejudices, ‘why not marry her?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Her?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Your tenant—this charming, unhappy,
-pretty girl, who, believe me, Wyndham’—growing
-suddenly grave—‘I regard as much
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_127'>127</span>as you do with the very deepest respect.’
-Crosby has his charm.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You go too far,’ says Wyndham, looking
-a little agitated, however. ‘I am not in love
-with her, as you seem to imagine.’ Crosby
-smothers a smile, as in duty bound. ‘And,
-besides, even if I did desire to marry her,
-how could I do it? It would kill Shangarry
-with his queer, old-fashioned ideas.... A
-girl with no name.... And our name—so
-old.... It would kill him, I tell you. And—and
-besides all that, George, I don’t care for
-her, and she doesn’t care for me&#160;... not in
-that way.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, you are the best judge of that,’
-says Crosby. ‘And if it is as you say, I
-am sorry you ever saw her. She has brought
-you into a decidedly <em>risqué</em> situation. And
-she is too good-looking to get out of it—or
-you either, without scandal.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You have seen her?’ Wyndham’s face is
-full of rather angry inquiry.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My dear fellow, don’t eat me! We
-all saw her yesterday, if you come to think
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_128'>128</span>of it, in that tree of hers. You may remember
-that ass Jones’s remarks about a
-Hamadryad.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh yes, of course. And you thought——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To tell you the truth,’ says Crosby, ‘I
-thought her the very image of—don’t hit
-a little one, Wyndham! But I did think
-her more like Mrs. Prior than even Mrs.
-Prior’s own daughter is.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What absurd nonsense! And yet, now I
-remember it, she—Ella—Miss Moore said she
-felt as if she had seen Mrs. Prior before.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That’s odd. And yet not so odd as it
-seems. Many families totally unrelated to
-each other are often very much alike; I dare
-say Mrs. Prior and Miss Moore’s mother,
-though in different ranks of life, might have
-possessed features of the same type, and
-nature very similar, too. Same features,
-same manners, you know, very often.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That ends the argument for me,’ says
-Wyndham, with a frown; ‘Miss Moore’s
-manners are as far removed from my aunt’s,
-and as far above them, as is possible.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_129'>129</span>He brushes rather hurriedly past his
-friend. But his friend forgives him. He
-stands, indeed, in the middle of the avenue,
-staring after Wyndham’s vanishing form.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And to think he doesn’t know he is in
-love with her!’ says he at last. ‘Any fellow
-might know when he was in love with a
-woman. Well,’—with a friendly sigh of
-deep regret—‘I am afraid it will cost him
-a good deal.’</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_130'>130</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER XLVIII.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘What a rich feast the canker grief has made!</div>
- <div class='line'>How has it suck’d the roses of thy cheeks,</div>
- <div class='line'>And drunk the liquid crystals of thy eyes!’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>Autumn is dead. It has faded slowly and
-tenderly away, with no great sudden changes,
-no desperate looking back towards the life
-departing, no morbid rushing towards the
-death in front. Delicately, but very sorrowfully,
-it went to its grave, and was buried
-almost before one realized its loss.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>And now winter is with us; chill and
-still chiller grow the winds, and harsh the
-biting frosts.</p>
-
-<div class='lg-container-b c011'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘The upper skies are palest blue,</div>
- <div class='line in2'>Mottled with pearl and fretted snow;</div>
- <div class='line'>With tattered fleece of inky hue,</div>
- <div class='line in2'>Close overhead the storm-clouds go.</div>
- </div>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'><span class='pageno' id='Page_131'>131</span>‘Their shadows fly along the hills,</div>
- <div class='line in2'>And o’er the crest mount one by one;</div>
- <div class='line'>The whitened planking of the mill</div>
- <div class='line in2'>Is now in shade and now in sun.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c004'>It is as yet a young winter, just freshly
-born, and full of the terrible vitality that
-belongs to infancy. Sharp are the little
-darting breezes, and merry blow the blinding
-showers of snow, still so light and fragile,
-laughed at by the children, and caught in
-their little upturned hands, but still sure
-forerunners of the bitter days to come, when
-the baby winter shall be a man full grown,
-and bad to wrestle with.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>To these days, so cold and pitiless to the
-fragile creatures of the earth, little Bonnie
-has succumbed. Into his aching limbs the
-frosts have entered, racking the tender little
-body, and bringing it to so low an ebb that
-Susan, watching over him with miserable fear
-and terrible forebodings from morning till
-night, and from night again to morning
-(she never now lets him out of her sight,
-refusing even to let anyone else sleep with
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_132'>132</span>him), lives in secret, awful terror of what
-every day may bring.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Cuddled into her young warm arms at
-night, she clasps him tightly to her, feeling
-he cannot be taken from her whilst thus she
-holds him, whilst still she can feel him—feel
-his little beloved form, now, alas! mere
-bones, with their sad covering, that seems to
-be of skin only. And to her Father in heaven
-she prays, not only nightly, when he is in her
-arms, but at intervals when she is on her
-strong young feet, that he will spare her
-this one awful grief—the death of her pretty
-boy.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>No mother ever prayed harder, entreated
-more wildly (yet always so silently), for the
-life of her offspring than Susan prays for the
-continuance of this small life.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>For the last week he has been very bad,
-in great and incessant pain; and Susan,
-abandoning all other duties, has given herself
-up to him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>No one has reprimanded her for this giving
-up of her daily work, though the household
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_133'>133</span>is suffering much through lack of her many
-customary ministrations. Even Miss Barry
-has forgotten to scold, and goes very silently
-about the house; whilst the Rector’s face
-has taken a heart-broken expression—the
-look it used to wear, as the elder children so
-well remember, after their mother’s death.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>All day long Susan sits with her little boy,
-sometimes, when his aches are worse than
-usual, hushing him against her breast, and
-breathing soft childish songs into his ear to
-soothe his sufferings and keep up his heart,
-whilst her own is breaking. For is it not
-her fault that he is suffering now? If she had
-not forgotten him—this little lamb of her
-dead mother’s fold, left by that dying mother
-to her special care—he might be now as well
-and strong as all the rest of them.</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>She is sitting with him now in the schoolroom,
-lying back in the old armchair quite
-motionless, for the suffering child within her
-arms has fallen into a fitful slumber, when
-the door is opened, and Crosby enters. He
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_134'>134</span>had left the Park about a month ago, and
-had not been expected back for some time—not
-until the spring, indeed—but something
-unknown or unacknowledged even by himself
-had driven him back after four weeks to
-this small corner of the earth.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Sh!’ breathes Susan softly, putting up
-her hand. A warm flush has suddenly dyed
-her pale face, grown white through grief and
-many watchings. Her surprise at seeing
-Crosby is almost unbounded, and with it is
-another feeling—of joy, of comfort, of support.
-All through her strange joy and
-surprise, however, she remembers the child,
-and that he sleeps. Of late his slumbers
-have grown very precious.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Crosby advances slowly, carefully. This
-gives him time to look at Susan, to mark the
-sadness of the tender face bending over the
-sleeping child, to mark also the terrible lines
-of suffering on his. But his eyes wander
-always back to Susan.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>In her grief, how beautiful she is! how
-human! how womanly! And with the child
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_135'>135</span>pressed against her breast. Oh, Susan, you
-were always pretty, but now! The grief is
-almost divine. Oh, little young Madonna!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But, then, to have Susan look like that!
-He wakes from his dreams of her beauty with
-a sharp anger against himself. And now
-only one thing is uppermost in his mind—Susan
-is suffering. Well, then, Susan must
-not be allowed to suffer.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘He is ill?’ he says quickly, in a low
-tone.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, so ill! He—he has been ill now for
-three weeks. The cold, that hurt him.’ She
-lifts her face for a moment, struggles with
-herself, and then lowers her head again, as if
-to do something to Bonnie’s little necktie,
-lest he should see her tears.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Tell me about it,’ says Crosby, drawing
-up a chair and seating himself close to her
-and the boy. There is something so friendly,
-so sympathetic, in his action that the poor
-child’s heart expands.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, you can’t think how bad it has been!’
-she says. ‘This dreadful cold seems to get
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_136'>136</span>into him. Speak very low. He slept hardly
-two hours the whole of last night.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘How do you know that?’—quickly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘How should I not know?’—surprised. ‘I
-slept with him. Who should know if I
-didn’t?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Then you did not even sleep two hours?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, what does it matter about me?’ says
-she in a low, impatient tone. ‘Think of him.
-All last night he cried—he cried dreadfully.
-And what cut me to the heart,’ says the girl
-in an agonized tone, ‘was that I think sometimes
-he was keeping back his tears, for fear
-they should grieve me. Oh, how he suffers!
-Mr. Crosby’—suddenly, almost sharply—‘should
-people, should little, lovely, darling
-children like this, suffer so horribly, and
-when it is no fault of their own? Oh’—passionately—‘it
-is frightful! it is wrong!
-Father is sometimes angry with me about
-saying it, but how can God be so cruel?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Her tone vibrates with wild and angry
-grief, yet still she keeps it low. It strikes
-Crosby as wonderful that, through all her
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_137'>137</span>violent agitation, she never forgets the child
-sleeping in her arms.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He says nothing, however. Who could, to
-comfort her, in an hour like this? He bends
-over the sleeping child and looks at him.
-Such a small face, and so lovely, in spite of
-the furrows pain has laid upon it. How
-clearly writ they are! And yet the child
-is like Susan—strangely like. In the young
-blooming face, bending over the emaciated
-one, the likeness can be traced.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You think—you think——’ whispers
-Susan eagerly, following his gaze, and demanding
-an answer to it.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘He looks ill, but——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But?’ There is a terrible inquiry—oh,
-more, poor child!—there is terrible entreaty
-in her question.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Susan,’ says Crosby, ‘there is always
-hope. But the child is very ill.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah!’ She shrinks from him. ‘That
-there is no hope is what you want to say
-to me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is not. Far worse cases have sometimes
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_138'>138</span>recovered. But in the meantime’
-anxiously—‘I think of you. You look
-exhausted. You shouldn’t keep him on your
-lap like that. I have just seen Miss Barry,
-and she tells me you keep him in your arms
-by night and by day.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan turns upon him with an almost fierce
-light in her gentle eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I shall keep him in my arms always—always—when
-he wishes it. I——’ She
-stops. ‘He can’t die whilst I hold him,’
-cries she. She draws in her breath sharply,
-and then, as if the cruel word ‘die’ has
-stung her, she breaks into silent, but most
-bitter, weeping.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘This is killing you,’ says Crosby.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, I almost wish it were,’ says she. She
-has choked back her tears, fearing lest the
-sleeping child should be disturbed by the
-heaving of her chest. She lifts her haggard,
-sad young eyes to his. ‘It is I who have
-brought him to this pass. Every pang of
-his should by right be mine. It is I who
-should bear them.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_139'>139</span>‘It seems to me,’ says Crosby gravely, ‘that
-you are bearing them.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He waits a moment; but she has gone
-back to her contemplation of her little
-brother’s face. She is hanging over him, her
-eyes fixed on the pale, fragile features, as if
-fearing, as if dwelling, on the thought of the
-last sad moment of all, when he will be no
-longer with her, when the grave will have
-closed over him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Presently Crosby, seeing her so absorbed,
-rises very quietly and takes a step towards
-the door.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>As he moves she lifts her head, and holds
-out to him the one hand free.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mr. Crosby,’ whispers she, with a dreary
-attempt at a smile, ‘I don’t believe I have
-even said so much as “How d’ye do?” to
-you. I certainly have not welcomed you
-back——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No,’ says Crosby, ‘not one word of
-welcome. But how could I expect it at
-such a time?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And, any way, I need not say it,’ says
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_140'>140</span>she, her eyes filling. ‘You know you are
-welcome.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To you, Susan?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To me? You know—you must know
-that,’ says Susan, with the sweetest friendliness.</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>Crosby goes straight into Mr. Barry’s
-study, where he finds the Rector immersed
-in his books and notes, and there makes clear
-to him the subject that only five minutes ago
-had become clear to himself. Yet it is so
-cleverly described to Mr. Barry that the
-latter might well be excused for believing
-that it had been thought out for many days,
-and carefully digested before being laid before
-him. The fact was that he, Crosby, was
-going to Germany almost immediately—certainly
-next week—though even more
-certainly he had not thought of going to
-Germany—a country he detested—so late as
-this morning. There were wonderful baths
-there, he said, and a specialist for rheumatic
-people. He made the specialist the least
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_141'>141</span>part of the argument, though in reality it was
-the greatest, as the professor he had in mind
-(who had come to his mind during his interview
-with Susan, so sadly miserable with
-that child upon her knee) was one of the
-most distinguished men alive where rheumatic
-affections were in question. If Mr.
-Barry would trust his little son to him, would
-let him take Bonnie to these wonderful life-restoring
-baths and to this even more
-wonderful specialist, he would regard it as
-a great privilege, as a mark of friendship,
-of esteem.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Poor Mr. Barry! He sank back in his
-chair, and covered his eyes with his hands.
-How could he take from a perfect—well, a
-comparative stranger—so great a boon? All
-the old instincts, the pride of a good race,
-fought with him; but with the old instincts
-and the pride love fought, and gained the
-victory.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The child—had he the right to refuse life
-to the child because of his senseless shrinking
-from obligations to another? He asked himself
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_142'>142</span>this question over and over again, whilst
-Crosby, who sincerely pitied him because he
-understood him, waited. And then all at
-once the father saw the child bathed in
-sweat and moaning with awful pain, and
-human nature prevailed. He gave in.</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I can never repay you, Mr. Crosby,’ he
-said, in a shortened tone, standing tall and
-grim and crushed behind his table, his sharp
-aristocratic features intensified by the shabbiness
-of the furniture around him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘There is nothing to repay,’ says Crosby
-lightly. ‘This is a whim of mine. I believe
-in this specialist of whom I tell you; many
-do not. But I have sufficient cause for my
-belief to ask you to entrust your little son to
-my care. I tell you honestly it is a whim.
-If you will gratify it, it will give me
-pleasure.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mr. Barry rises and walks to the window.
-His gaunt figure stands out clear before it
-and the room.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No, no,’ says he. ‘You cannot put it like
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_143'>143</span>that. Do not imagine all your kind words
-can destroy the real meaning of your kind
-action. This is the best action, sir, that I
-have ever known’—his voice shakes—‘and,
-as I tell you, I can never repay it.... But
-the child——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He turns more sharply, as if going to the
-window merely to adjust the blind, but a
-slight glance at him has told Crosby that the
-tears are running down his cheeks. Poor
-man! Poor father!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘The child will be safe with me,’ says
-Crosby earnestly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I know that.’ The Rector turns all at
-once; his face is now composed, but he looks
-older, thinner, if that could be. He comes
-straight up to Crosby. ‘I am a dull old
-man,’ says he hurriedly. ‘I can’t explain
-myself. But I know what you are doing—I
-know—I——’ He hesitates. ‘I would pray
-for you, but you have no need of prayers.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘We all have need of prayers,’ says Crosby
-gravely. ‘Mr. Barry, this is an adventure
-of mine, out of which no man can say how
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_144'>144</span>I may come. I take your child from you,
-but how can I say that I will bring him back
-to you? If you will pray, pray for him, and
-for me, too, that we may come back together.’</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_145'>145</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER XLIX.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘Tears from the depth of some divine despair.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>Thus it was arranged, and when another
-week has come and gone, the day arrives
-when Crosby is to carry off little Bonnie to
-distant lands with a view to his recovery.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan had of course been told, and there
-had been a rather painful scene between her
-and her aunt and her father.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Bonnie to be taken from her!’ and so
-soon.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But for his good, Susan.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She had given in at the last, as was inevitable,
-with many cruel tearings at her
-heart, and miserable beliefs that his going
-now would mean his going for ever. He
-would never come back. And they would
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_146'>146</span>bury him there in that strange land without
-his Susan to comfort him and soothe his
-dying moments.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It is with great fainting of the spirit that
-Susan rises to-day—to-day, that will see her
-little lad carried away from her, no matter in
-whose kindly hands, to where she cannot
-know under three days’ post whether he
-be alive or——</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>At one part of his dressing (he has never
-yet since his first illness been dressed by
-anyone but Susan) she had given way.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Of course, the child knew he was going
-somewhere with Mr. Crosby—he liked Crosby—‘to
-be made well and strong, my own
-ducky,’ as Susan had told him, with her
-heart bursting.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But I think it was when she was halfway
-through his dressing, and, kneeling on the
-floor beside him, was fastening his small
-suspenders, that Susan’s courage failed her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, Bonnie! Oh, my own Bonnie!’ she cried,
-pressing her head against his thin little ribs.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Susan,’ said the child earnestly, turning
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_147'>147</span>and clasping his arms round her bent head,
-‘I’ll come back to you. I will indeed! I
-promise!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It was a solemn promise; but it gave
-Susan nothing but such an awful pang of
-sure foreboding that it subdued her. Despair
-gives strength. She stopped her tears, and
-rose, and ministered to his little needs, and
-became as though grief was no longer hers—as
-though she lived and moved as her usual
-self. This immobility frightened her, because
-she knew she would pay the penalty for it
-later on, when he was gone.</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>Now, standing in the garden, awaiting
-Mr. Crosby and the carriage that is to carry
-the boy away from her for six long months,
-she is still dry-eyed and calm.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Here it comes. She can hear the horses’
-hoofs now, and the roll of the carriage-wheels
-along the road. And now it is stopping
-at the gate. And now——</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mr. Crosby has jumped out and is coming
-towards her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_148'>148</span>‘You must say good-bye to me here,
-Susan,’ says he, ‘because there will only be
-good-bye for the little brother presently.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Good-bye,’ says she.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Obedient child.’ But as he holds her
-hand and looks at her, he can see the rings
-that grief has made around her beautiful
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Seeing him still waiting, as if for a
-larger answer, as she thinks, though in
-reality he is only silent because of his studying
-of her sad sweet face with its tears and
-its courage, so terrible in one so young, she
-says tremulously, ‘I have not even thanked
-you!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That is not it,’ says Crosby. ‘There is
-nothing to thank me for, but there is something,
-Susan, you might say. Tell me that
-you will miss me a little bit whilst I’m
-away.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan’s hand trembles within his, but
-answer makes she none.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well?’ says he again, as if determined
-not to be defrauded of his rights by this child—this
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_149'>149</span>pretty child. She may not love him,
-but surely she may miss him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan raises her eyes, and he can see that
-they are filled with tears.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, I shall!’ says she earnestly. ‘I shall
-miss you, and long for your return.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>This fervid speech is so unlike Susan, that
-all at once he arranges a meaning for it. Of
-course, Bonnie will be with him; she will
-long for the child’s return. If he resents
-a little this thought of Susan’s for Bonnie, to
-the entire exclusion of himself, he still admires
-the affection that has inspired it and that
-desolates her lovely face.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Susan, I shall take care of him,’ says he
-earnestly. ‘Trust me in this matter. If
-human skill can do anything for him, I shall
-see that it is done; if care and watching and
-attention are of any use, he shall have them
-from me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah, but love?’ says Susan. ‘He has been
-so used to love! And now he will not have
-me. Mr. Crosby’—clasping her hands together
-as if to keep the trembling of them
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_150'>150</span>from him—‘try—try to love him! He is so
-sweet, so dear, that it can’t be hard—and—and——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She stops; her face is as white as death.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I would to God, Susan,’ says he, ‘that
-you could have come with us too; but that—that
-was impossible.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I know—I know. And, of course, I
-sound very ungrateful; but he is so ill, so
-fragile, so near to——’ She shivers, as if
-some horrid pain had touched her. ‘And it
-is to me he has turned for everything up to
-this. And to-morrow’—suddenly she lifts
-her hands to her face, and breaks down
-altogether—‘oh, who will dress him to-morrow?’</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>The end has almost come. Bonnie has
-said good-bye to his father and all the rest of
-them, and is now clinging to Susan and
-crying bitterly. Poor Susan! she is very
-pale, and is visibly trembling as she holds
-the child to her with all her strength, as
-though to let him go is almost impossible to
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_151'>151</span>her; but she holds back her tears bravely,
-afraid of distressing him further.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I told you I should have taken you with
-us,’ says Crosby in a low tone to Susan, more
-with a view to lightening the situation than
-anything else. But the situation is made of
-material too heavy to be blown aside by any
-such light wind. Susan pays no heed to
-him. He is quite aware, indeed, after a
-moment, that Susan neither sees nor hears
-him. She is holding the child against her
-heart, and breathing into his ear broken
-words of love and hope and courage.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>At last the final moment comes. Crosby
-has shaken hands with Mr. Barry, who is
-looking paler and more gaunt than usual, for
-at least the fourth time, and has now come to
-the carriage in which Susan has placed
-Bonnie, having wrapped him warmly round
-with rugs. Betty is standing near her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Good-bye,’ says Crosby, holding out his
-hand to Betty, who is crying softly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, good-bye,’ cries she, flinging her arms
-round his neck and giving him a little
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_152'>152</span>hug. ‘We shall never forget this of you—never!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I shall bring him back,’ says he, smiling.
-He pats her shoulder—dear little girl!—and
-turns to Susan. ‘Don’t be unhappy,’ he
-whispers hurriedly. ‘You spoke of love for
-him. I shall love him! I shall never let him
-out of my sight, Susan. I swear that to you.
-You believe me? You will take comfort?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I believe you,’ says Susan, lifting her
-miserable eyes to his, ‘and I trust you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Good-bye, then.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Good-bye. I heard what you said to
-Betty. You will bring him back—that is a
-promise.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘With the help of God I’ll bring him back
-to you,’ says Crosby solemnly. ‘And now,
-good-bye again.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Good-bye,’ says Susan. And then, to his
-everlasting surprise, she leans forward, lays
-her hands upon his shoulders, and presses
-her lips to his cheek, not lightly or carelessly,
-but with heartfelt feeling. She shows no
-confusion. Not so much as a blush appears
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_153'>153</span>upon her face. It seems the most natural
-thing in the world—to her!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>That it is gratitude only that has impelled
-her to this deed is quite plain to Crosby.
-He pushes her back from him very gently,
-and, stepping into the carriage, is soon out of
-sight.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But the memory of that kiss goes with
-him. It seems to linger on his cheek, and
-he can still see her as she raised her head,
-with her lovely tear-dimmed eyes on his. It
-was all done in the most innocent, the most
-friendly way. She had no thought beyond
-the fact that he was being very good to the
-little idolized brother. It was thus she
-showed her gratitude.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But even through gratitude to kiss him!
-Suddenly a fresh, a most unpleasant thought
-springs to life. No doubt she regards him
-as an old fogey—a man of such and such an
-age—a kind of bachelor uncle! Oh, confound
-it! He is not so very much older than
-she is, if one comes to think of it. He feels
-a rush of anger towards Susan, followed by a
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_154'>154</span>strange depression, that he either will not or
-does not understand. The anger, however,
-he understands well enough. There is no
-earthly reason why she should think him old
-enough to kiss like that. It was abominable
-of her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He is conscious of a longing to go back
-and have it out with her—to ask her at what
-age she considers a man may be kissed. But
-at this point he checks himself, and gives
-way to a touch of mirth that is a trifle grim.
-She might mistake his meaning, and say
-twenty—that would be about her own age.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>And of course it is impossible to go back,
-the journey once begun. Though why he
-had undertaken the charge of this child except
-to please her he hardly knows. And in
-all probability the cure will never be effected.
-And then she will go even further, and regret
-having given him that insulting kiss—of
-gratitude. And what on earth is he to do
-with this child—this burden?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Here he looks round at the little burden.
-Bonnie is asleep. All the tears and excitement
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_155'>155</span>have overcome him, and he is lying
-back in a deep slumber, and in a most uncomfortable
-position.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Crosby bends over him, and tenderly, very
-tenderly, lifts the small delicate, flower-like
-head from its uneasy resting-place against
-the side of the carriage, and lays it softly on
-his arm. And thus he supports it for the
-rest of the drive, until, Dublin being reached,
-he gives him into the care of a trained nurse
-procured from the Rotunda, who is to accompany
-the child abroad.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_156'>156</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER L.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘How goodness heightens beauty!’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>‘Oh, what a Christmas Day!’ cries Betty,
-springing out of bed and rushing to the
-window.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You will catch your death of cold,’ says
-Susan sleepily; but in spite of this protest,
-or, rather, in despite of it, she, too, jumps
-out of her cosy nest and hurries to the
-window. ‘Oh, what a morning!’ breathes
-she.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>And, indeed, the world seems all afire to-day.
-The sun is glittering upon the snow,
-and the snow is casting back at it lights
-scarcely less brilliant. All the trees and
-shrubs are gaily decked with snowy wraps
-and armlets, whilst here and there, through
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_157'>157</span>the universal white, big branches of holly-berries,
-scarlet as blood, peep out.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ouf! Yes; but it’s cold,’ says Betty,
-after a moment or two.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I told you you would catch cold,’ says
-Susan, turning upon her indignantly, though
-in reality she stands quite as big a chance of
-meeting the dread foe as Betty.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I’ll catch you instead!’ cries Betty, with
-full intent.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Whereon ensues a combat that might have
-given the gods pause—a most spirited hunt,
-that takes them round and round the small
-bedroom a dozen times or more. It is a
-regular chase; over the bed, and past the
-wardrobe, and behind the dressing-table—it
-was a near shave for Susan that last, and
-full of complication, but she gets out of it
-with the loss of only one small china ornament,
-the very least concession that could be
-made to the god of battle.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>And now away again! Over the bed once
-more, and round a chair, deftly directed at
-the enemy’s toes, and——After all, the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_158'>158</span>very bravest of us can sometimes know defeat,
-and Susan is at last run to earth between
-a basket-chair and a trunk.</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>After this they condescend to dress—both
-a little exhausted, and Betty, I regret to say,
-jibbing at her bath.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘If it was hot I’d say nothing,’ says she.
-‘When I’m married I’ll have a hot bath in
-December.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Who’d marry you?’ says Susan, and then,
-like the immortal parrot, is sorry that she
-spoke. Showers of icy water descend upon
-her!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But now breakfast is ready, and they must
-hasten down, with a last look out of their
-favourite window at the golden colouring
-there.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I suppose it’s almost warm where Bonnie
-is,’ says Betty, after a slight pause.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I hope so. Yes; I think so.’ There is,
-however, doubt in Susan’s tone. It seems
-impossible to believe any place warm with
-that snow-burdened garden outside.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_159'>159</span>‘It must be warm,’ says Betty. ‘Bonnie
-could not stand cold like this, and the last
-accounts were not bad’—this rather doubtfully.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No. But’—Susan’s face, that had been
-glowing, now loses something of its warmth—‘not
-good, either. Still——Betty’—she
-looks at her sister—‘don’t you think
-Mr. Crosby is a man one might depend
-upon?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, I do—I do indeed!’ says Betty.
-‘He’—earnestly, and with a view to please
-Susan—‘is so ugly that anyone might depend
-upon him.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ugly! He certainly is not ugly,’ says
-Susan. ‘I must say, Betty, I think sometimes
-you make the most foolish remarks.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, I’ll say he’s handsome, if you like,’
-says Betty, slightly affronted. ‘Any way, he
-has been very good to Bonnie. I suppose
-that’s what makes him handsome in your
-eyes. And he has been kind, too—could
-anyone be kinder?—and sometimes, Susan, I
-feel that I love him just as much as you do.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_160'>160</span>‘Oh, I don’t love him!’ says Susan, flushing.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No? Is it gratitude, then? Well, whatever
-it is you feel, Susan, I feel just the same—because
-he has been so kind to poor Bonnie.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan turns away without replying. And
-then, ‘We must go down,’ says she.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, come,’ says Betty, a little urgently.
-‘I’m sure I have only been waiting for you,
-Susan. I wonder what Christmas cards we
-shall get.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘One from Dom, any way.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mr. Fitzgerald had been summoned home
-by his guardian for Christmas, much to his
-disgust.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, that! But Dom doesn’t count!’ says
-Betty, tilting her pretty nose in rather a disdainful
-fashion.</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>Breakfast is nearly over, however, before
-the post arrives. The postman of Curraghcloyne
-has had many delays to-day. At
-every house every resident has given him his
-Christmas-box, and sometimes a ‘stirrup
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_161'>161</span>cup’ besides, so that by the time he gets to
-the Rectory he is very considerably the worse
-for wear. Yet he gives out his letters there
-with the air of a finished postman, and accepts
-the Rectory annual five shillings with
-a bow that would not have disgraced Chesterfield.
-That his old caubeen is on the side
-of his head, and his articulation somewhat
-indistinct, detracts in no wise from the dignity
-of the way in which he delivers his
-packages and bids Mr. Barry ‘All th’ complaints
-o’ t’ saison!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, here’s one from Dom!’ cries Betty,
-tearing open her letter. ‘And written all on
-the back! What on earth has he got to say
-on a Christmas card? Why didn’t he write
-a letter?</p>
-
-<div class='lg-container-l c014'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘“<span class='sc'>My dear Betty</span>,</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c002'>‘“I feel as I write this that you don’t
-know where you are. That shows the great
-moral difference between you and me. I
-know where I am, and I wish to Heaven I
-didn’t. Old uncle is awfully trying. Puts
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_162'>162</span>your back up half a dozen times a minute. I
-don’t believe I’ll ever get back; because if he
-doesn’t murder me I shall infallibly murder
-him, and then where shall we all be? I’ve
-written most religiously all over this card (I
-chose a big one on purpose), so that you
-cannot, in the usual mean fashion peculiar to
-girls, send it on again to your dearest friend
-as a New Year’s offering. See how well I
-know your little ways!”’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Isn’t he a beast!’ says Betty, with honest
-meaning. ‘And it would have done so nicely
-for old Miss Blake. You see, she has sent
-me one, though I had quite forgotten all
-about her. I must say Dom is downright
-malignant. I suppose I’ll have to buy her
-one now. All the rest of mine have “Happy
-Christmas” on them, and it does look badly
-to send a card like that for New Year’s Day.
-Dom’s has both Christmas and New Year
-on it, and of course it would have suited
-beautifully. Oh, Susan’—pouncing on a card
-in Susan’s hand—‘what a beauty, and nothing
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_163'>163</span>written on the back. You will let me have
-it for Miss Blake, won’t you?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No, no,’ says Susan hastily. She takes
-it back quickly from Betty. A little sharp
-unwelcome blush has sprung into her
-cheeks.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Who is it from—James?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘James! Are you mad?’ says Susan.
-‘Fancy my caring for a card from James!
-Why, here is his, and you can have it to
-make ducks and drakes of, if you like.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But that, then?’ questions Betty, with
-some pardonable curiosity, pointing at the
-card denied her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is from Mr. Crosby. Don’t you think,
-Betty,’ the treacherous colour growing deeper,
-‘that one should treasure even a card sent
-by one who has been so good to Bonnie?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I do—I do indeed,’ says Betty earnestly.
-‘And, after all, one would treasure a card
-from most people. Even this’—flicking Dom’s
-somewhat contemptuously—‘I’ll have to treasure,
-as I can’t send it away to anyone.
-Susan, I wonder if Ella has got any cards
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_164'>164</span>besides those we sent her? Shall we go to
-her this afternoon and ask her?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t suppose she can have got any,’
-says Susan thoughtfully. ‘You know she
-keeps herself so aloof from the world. She
-had yours and mine certainly, and Carew’s.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Did Carew send her one?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Didn’t you know?’ Susan laughs a little.
-‘I didn’t think it was a secret. I went into
-his room yesterday, and saw an envelope
-directed to Ella, and said something about it;
-but I really quite thought he had told you,
-too.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, he didn’t! After dinner, Susan,
-let us run down and see her, and show her
-our cards.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh no!’ says Susan, shrinking a little.
-‘If she had none of her own, it might make
-her feel—feel lonely!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That’s true,’ says Betty.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_165'>165</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER LI.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘Who would trust slippery chance?’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>But, after all, Ella has a card of her own,
-that is not from Susan, or Betty, or Carew.
-Some hours ago the post brought it to her,
-and she has gone out into the garden, that is
-now lovely in its white garments, with the
-red berries of the holly-trees peeping through
-the snow, to read it and look at it again.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The walks have been swept clear by Denis,
-who has come down from Dublin to spend a
-long (a very long) and happy Christmas week
-with his wife. A third person in Mrs. Denis’s
-kitchen and private apartments might have
-questioned about the happiness, but that it is
-a lively week goes beyond all doubt.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>With Ella’s card a little line had come too.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_166'>166</span>Mr. Wyndham was coming down by the
-afternoon train, to see to something for Crosby,
-who had written to him from Carlsbad, and
-he hoped to call at the Cottage before his
-return. Ella reads and re-reads the little
-note. The afternoon train comes in at one
-o’clock. It is now after twelve. Soon he
-will be here! How kind he is to her! How
-good! And to remember that Christmas
-card! She had heard Susan and Betty talking
-of Christmas cards, and they had sent
-her one, each of them, and Carew had sent
-one, too. They also were kind, so kind; but
-that Mr. Wyndham should remember her,
-with all his other friends to think of!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Alone in this dear garden, with no one to
-hear or see her, she gives way to her mood.
-Miss Manning has gone up to Dublin to spend
-her Christmas Day with an old friend, urged
-thereto by Ella, who, indeed, wished to be
-alone after her post had come. Now she
-can walk about here, and speak to her own
-heart without interruption, Mrs. Denis being
-engaged in that intellectual game called
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_167'>167</span>‘words’ with her husband. Oh, how happy
-she feels—how extraordinarily happy! She
-laughs aloud, and, lifting her arms, crosses
-them with lazy delight behind her head, and
-amongst the warm furs that encircle her
-neck. This action draws her head backwards—her
-eyes upwards——</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Upwards! To the top of the wall on that
-far distant corner. There her eyes rest as
-if transfixed, and then grow frozen in this
-awful horror that has come to her. Where
-is the happiness now in the eyes—the young,
-glad joy?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She stands as if stricken into stone, staring
-into a face that is staring back at her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>On the wall close to the old tree, from
-which she loves to look into the Rectory
-garden and wave a handkerchief to the
-children there to come to her, sits Moore,
-the man from whom she had fled; the man
-whom she dreads most of all things upon
-earth; the man who wanted to marry
-her!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Oh dear, dear Heaven, is all her good time
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_168'>168</span>ended? Such a little, little time, too—such
-a transient gleam of light—and all so black
-behind it! Like a flash her life spreads itself
-out before her. What a childhood!
-Unmothered, unloved! What a cold, terrible
-girlhood! and then a few short months of
-quiet rest and calm, and now again the old,
-hideous misery.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It seems impossible for her to remove her
-eyes from those above her—to move in any
-way. Her brain grows at last confused, and
-only three words seem to be clear—to din
-themselves with a cruel persistency in her
-ears: ‘All is over! All is over!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>They have neither sense nor meaning to
-her in her present state, but still they go on
-repeating themselves: ‘All is over! All, all,
-all is over!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The man has caught a branch of the tree
-now, and with a certain activity, considering
-the squareness and the bulk of his body,
-has swung himself into it, and so on to the
-ground.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He is coming towards her. The girl still
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_169'>169</span>stands immovable, as if rooted to the gravel
-walk; but her mind has returned to her.
-Alas! it brings no hope with it. This man,
-who has been a terror to her from her childhood,
-has now again come into the circle of
-her daily life. She draws back as he approaches
-her—her first movement since her
-frightened eyes met his—and holds up her
-hands, as a child might, to ward off mischief.
-This coming face to face with him is a horrible
-shock as well as an awakening. She had
-believed herself mistress of her fears of him,
-though her horror might still obtain, and
-now, now she knows that both her horror
-and her fear are still rampant.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, I’ve found you at last,’ says the
-man, advancing across the grass. ‘And
-here!’ There is something terrible in his
-tone and in the look of scorn he casts at
-the pretty surroundings, beautiful always,
-though now wrapped in their snowy shrouds.
-‘Four months ago I was here,’ says he, after
-a lengthened pause. ‘I was on your track
-then, but a mere chance put me off it. Four
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_170'>170</span>months ago I might have dragged you out of
-this sink of iniquity—had I but known!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Ella is silent. That day when she had
-run back from the Rectory and fancied she
-saw him turn the corner of the road. That
-fancy had been no delusion, then! Ah! why
-had she played with it?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Have you nothing to say?’ asks he
-slowly, sullenly, gazing at her with hard,
-compelling eyes. ‘No excuse to make, or
-are you trying to get up a story? I tell
-you, girl, it will be useless. This speaks for
-itself.’ Again he looks round him, at the
-charming cottage, the tall trees, the dainty
-garden and winding walks.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘There is no story,’ says Ella at last. Her
-voice is dry and husky; she can hardly force
-the words between her lips.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You lie!’ says the man fiercely. ‘There
-is a story, and a most —— one for you.’
-His eyes light with a sudden fury, and he
-looks for a moment as though he would
-willingly fall upon her and choke the life
-out of her slender body. His manner is
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_171'>171</span>distinctly brutal, but yet there is something
-about it that speaks of honesty. It is rough,
-cruel, hateful, but honest for all that. A
-certain belief in himself is uppermost.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He is a tall man, very strong in build, and
-with strong features too. His dress is that
-of the comfortable, half-educated artisan;
-but he shows some neatness in his attire.
-His shirt is immaculate, his hair well cut,
-and altogether he might suggest to the unimpassioned
-observer that he was a man who
-had dreamt many dreams of rising above the
-life to which he had been born. He is, at
-all events, not an ordinary man of any type,
-and distinctly one to be feared, if only for
-the enormous strength he had put forth to
-fight with his daily surroundings, and with
-his past (a more difficult enemy still), so as
-to gain a footing on the ladder that will raise
-him above his fellows.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The girl shrinks from him, frightened even
-more by the wild light in his eyes than by
-his words, and as she shrinks he advances,
-contempt mingled with menace in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_172'>172</span>‘You thought I should never find you,’
-says he, with cruel slowness. ‘But mine
-you were from the beginning, and mine you
-are still.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Ella makes a faint and trembling protest.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Deny it!’ cries he. ‘Deny it if you can!
-Your own mother left you to me—a mother
-who was ashamed to tell her real name. She
-left you—a waif, a stray—to my charity, and
-so, of my charity, I bought you through my
-wife. You are mine, I tell you. Hah! well
-you may hide your face! Child of infamy,
-now sunk in infamy!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>His strong, horrible face is working. The
-girl, as if petrified by fear, has fallen back into
-a garden-chair, and is sitting there cowering,
-her face hidden in her shaking hands.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So,’ continues the man in mocking accents,
-the very mockery of it betraying the intolerable
-love he had borne her in her sad past—a
-love now deadened, but still half alive, and
-quick with revengeful wrath, ‘you ran away
-from me, not so much from hatred of me,
-but for love of him.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_173'>173</span>‘Of him?’ Ella lifts her haggard face
-at this.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ay, girl, of him! The man who has
-dragged you down to this—who has brought
-you here to be a bird in his gilded cage.
-D’ye think to blind me still? I’ve followed
-you, I tell you, step by step. You didn’t
-reckon on my staying powers, perhaps. But
-I had sworn by the heaven above me’—lifting
-his hand, large and rough and powerful,
-to the sky—‘that I would have you, dead
-or alive!’ He pauses. ‘When you left me,
-I thought at first that I had been too harsh
-to you. But I was wrong: such as you
-require harshness.’ Again he grows silent.
-‘You ran to him, then, because you loved
-him! Such as you love easily; has it
-occurred to you, however, to ask yourself
-how long he will love you?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I—someone must have been telling you
-strange things. All this is impossible,’ says
-the girl, pressing her hands against her
-beating heart. ‘No one loves me—no
-one.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_174'>174</span>‘And you do not love anyone? Answer
-that,’ says Moore.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No. No—except——’ She hesitates
-miserably. She had thought of Susan—she
-had meant to declare her love for Susan as
-her sole love, but another form had suddenly
-risen between her and Susan, and she loses
-herself.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Another lie,’ says Moore, with a sneer.
-‘Lies become fine ladies, and you seem to
-be making yourself into one in a hurry.
-But you’ll find yerself out there’—with all
-his care he sometimes drops into his earlier
-form of speech, and that ‘yerself’ betrays
-him. ‘You’re not built for a fine lady.
-You—you’—furiously—‘who came out of
-the gutter! Yet I can see you have been
-doing the fine lady very considerably of late—so
-considerably that you can now lie like
-the best of them. But’—with a touch of
-absolute ferocity—‘I tell you, your lies will
-be of little use to you with me. I’ve dropped
-on the truth of your story, and there shall
-be an end of it. To my dead wife your
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_175'>175</span>dead mother left you, and from my dead
-wife you have come to me again. To me
-you belong; I am your guardian; you are
-bound by law to follow me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Ella makes a terrified gesture, then sinks
-back upon her seat, pale and chilled to her
-heart’s core.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To follow you?’ The words come from
-between her lips, whispered rather than
-uttered; but he hears them.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ay, to follow me. You shall not stay in
-this home of infamy another hour if I can
-prevent it. And prevent it I shall.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>His rugged, disagreeable face, so full of
-strength, lights up as he speaks these words
-of command.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I cannot go,’ says the girl faintly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She puts out her hands again with that
-old, childish movement as if to ward off
-something hateful to her. There is so much
-aversion in this act that Moore’s temper fails
-him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Hate me as much as you will, still, come
-with me you shall!’ says he. ‘Do you
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_176'>176</span>imagine——’ Here he takes a step towards
-her, and, catching her by the wrist, swings
-her to and fro with distinct brutality, then
-lets her go. ‘Do you think, having once
-found you, I shall let you go? No; though’—he
-makes a pause, and, standing before her,
-pours his words into her unwilling, nay, but
-half-understanding, ears—‘though I so despise
-you that I would now consider my
-name dishonoured if joined with yours—even
-now when I know you not to be worth the
-picking up—still, I will not let you go. You
-are mine, and with me you shall leave this
-old country and seek another. I start for
-Australia to-morrow week, and you shall
-start with me. Together we shall seek
-that land.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I cannot go,’ repeats Ella feebly. She
-looks magnetized. The old terror is full
-upon her, and it is but a dying effort to
-resist him that she now makes. ‘I—I——’
-She stops again, and then bursts out: ‘It
-would kill me! Oh!’—holding out her hands
-wildly—‘why do you want me to go away?
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_177'>177</span>Why do you want me to leave this place?
-How’—miserably—‘can I be of any help to
-you? Of any use? You know’—in softest,
-most piteous accents—‘that I hate you—why,
-then, take me with you? Why not
-let me stay here in peace?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘In sin you mean,’ says Moore, his harsh
-voice now filled with a new virulence. ‘Make
-an end of this, girl—for come with me you
-shall. What’—violently—‘you would not
-live with me, who would have honourably
-married you; but you would live with him,
-who will never marry you!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I do not desire that he should marry me,’
-says the girl, drawing herself up. Even in
-this terrible moment, when all her senses
-feel dulled, a look of pride grows upon her
-beautiful face. ‘And he does not live here.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Enough of that!’—gruffly. ‘You have
-told lies sufficient for one morning. Get up,
-and come with me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Come with you?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ay—and at once!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But’—she has risen, as if in strange unreasoning
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_178'>178</span>obedience to his command, being
-fully beneath the spell born of her horror
-and fear of him—‘but—I must have time—to
-write—to leave a word. He has been so
-kind—so kind. Give me’—her face is deadly
-white now, her tone anguished—‘only one
-moment to go in and write a line of good-bye
-to him.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Not one!’ says Moore sternly. ‘I shall
-not even wait for you to take off those
-garments—the garments of sin—that you
-are wearing. You shall come as you are—and
-now.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He lays his hand upon her arm, and draws
-her towards the gate; still, as in a dream,
-she follows him. The bitterness of death is
-on her, yet she goes with him calmly—quietly.
-Perhaps there is a hope in her
-heart that as she had run away from him
-once, she might be able to do so again. But
-could she? Would he not, having been
-warned by her first escape, take pains to
-guard against a second? She knows that
-in her dreams, when he is not here, she can
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_179'>179</span>defy him, elude him, but to defy him when
-he is present would be too much for her;
-and, besides, he is her lawful guardian; he
-has said so. Her own mother had left her
-to him. He might call in the policeman in
-the village, and so compel her in that way.
-But oh, to go without saying good-bye to
-Mr. Wyndham!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He had said he would come to-day! But
-all hope of his coming now is at an end.
-And Mrs. Denis! Not even to see her—she
-might have helped her. And not to say
-one word to her, or to Susan! What—what
-will they all think of her?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>At this moment they come to the hall-door
-of the Cottage, and she stops suddenly, and
-makes a little rush towards it, but the clutch
-on her arm is strong.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To say one word to Mrs. Denis,’ she
-gasps imploringly, damp breaking out upon
-her young forehead. ‘Oh!’—beating her
-hands with miserable agony upon her chest—‘think
-how it will be! They will for ever
-and ever remember me as ungrateful—unloving—a
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_180'>180</span>creature who had taken their love,
-and abused it. They will be glad to forget
-me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I hope so,’ says he coldly, utterly unmoved—nay,
-knowing even pleasure in her
-grief. ‘The sooner they forget you, and you
-them, the better. “They!”’ He repeats the
-word. ‘Why don’t you say “he” and be
-done with it?’ cries he furiously. ‘What
-a —— hypocrite you are!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He almost drags her to the gate. Ella,
-half fainting, finds herself at it. It is the
-last step. In here lies safety and happiness
-and peace—out there—— Moore turns the
-key in the lock, and pulls at the handle of
-the door. Yes, it is all over. The door
-opens. At this instant a long, low, passionate
-cry escapes from Ella.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Wyndham is standing in the roadway just
-outside the gate!</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_181'>181</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER LII.</h2>
-</div>
-<p class='c013'>‘Narrow minds think nothing right that is above
-their own capacity.’</p>
-
-<p class='c010'>‘What is the meaning of this?’ says Wyndham.
-He comes in quickly, locking the door
-and putting the key in his pocket. He has
-taken in the situation at a glance.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It means that I have come here to take
-this girl out of your hands,’ says Moore,
-who shows no fear, or anything else, save
-a concentrated hatred of the man before
-him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Then you have come on an idle errand,’
-says Wyndham haughtily. ‘I should advise
-you to amuse yourself on Christmas Days,
-in future, with something more likely to
-prove amusing. This young lady’—with
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_182'>182</span>strong emphasis—‘does not stir from this
-spot except at her own desire.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She is coming, for all that,’ says Moore
-doggedly. Wyndham glances from him to
-Ella, who now, white as a sheet, is standing
-trembling, like a frightened creature, with
-one small hand uplifted to her lips, as if to
-hide their trembling. Her eyes are agonized,
-but in some way Wyndham can see that,
-though she fancies hope dead, still hope in
-him has lit one small spark.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Are you going?’ says Wyndham, addressing
-her directly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No, no,’ breathes she from between her
-frozen lips. She takes a step forward.
-‘Don’t let me go,’ says she.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Certainly I shan’t let you go,’ says
-Wyndham, with the utmost cheerfulness.
-‘As a fact, indeed, I forbid you to go. I
-have excellent authority for looking after
-you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What authority?’ asks Moore, who has
-now struck a most aggressive attitude upon
-the gravel path. ‘I shall question that.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_183'>183</span>You to talk of authority! Why, I tell you
-that you, and such as you, cut a very bad
-figure in a court of law.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Never mind that, my man,’ says Wyndham.
-‘I have no time now for impromptu
-speeches. May I ask what claim you have
-on this young lady?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I am her rightful guardian,’ says Moore,
-‘and I shall exercise my rights. Open that
-gate, or it will be the worse for you. You
-talk of claims! What claim have you? Is
-she your wife or your——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Wyndham, who is now as white as Ella
-herself, turns to her:</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Go away,’ says he quickly; ‘go at
-once.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Hah! you don’t like her to hear it,’ cries
-Moore, now in a frenzy, as Ella, only too
-glad to get back into the beloved house, runs
-quickly towards the Cottage. He would
-have intercepted her flight, but Wyndham
-prevents him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But if not your wife, what is she? Your
-mistress?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_184'>184</span>‘Hold your tongue, you —— scoundrel,’
-says Wyndham, his eyes blazing.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Hold yours,’ says Moore. ‘Is she your
-wife? Come, answer that.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No,’ says Wyndham. ‘But——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No “buts” for me,’ says Moore. ‘I know
-the meaning of your “but.” Come, who’s
-the —— scoundrel now?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You, beyond all doubt,’ says Wyndham.
-‘Stand back, man’—as the other makes a
-lunge towards him—‘and listen to law, if
-not to reason. You have as much claim on
-her as the beggar in the street beyond, and
-you know it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I do not.’ Moore shows an air of open
-defiance. ‘Her mother died in my wife’s
-house, and my wife died later on and left
-her to me. That makes me her guardian,
-I reckon. As for you’—turning upon Wyndham
-defiantly—‘I wonder you can look an
-honest man in the face after what you’ve
-done to her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I can look an honester man than you in
-the face,’ says Wyndham quietly. ‘But let’s
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_185'>185</span>come to business. You wanted to marry her—eh?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She told you that?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Certainly she told me that.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She told you most things, it seems to me’—with
-a sneer that is full of trouble and
-jealousy. ‘Aren’t you ashamed to repeat
-them—to me?’ He pauses, and his face
-grows positively livid. ‘To me, who would
-have married her fair and square, whilst you—what
-have you done?’ He steps forward,
-and makes as though he would clutch at
-Wyndham’s collar, but the latter flings him
-backward.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, what have I done?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ruined her, body and soul.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You are wrong there,’ says Wyndham,
-who has recovered from his sudden temper,
-and is now quite calm. ‘You had better sit
-down and let us talk it over. You are wrong
-on all counts. I have done her no injury.
-You are not her proper guardian. She is in
-a position to support herself.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She is not,’ says Moore coarsely.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_186'>186</span>‘But she is, I assure you, if’—with
-elaborate politeness—‘you will permit me
-to explain. Miss—what is her name, by
-the way, Moore?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That’—with a scowl—‘is for you to find
-out.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘True. Well, I shall find it out. In the
-meantime, I suppose you quite recognise
-the fact that all is at an end about that
-idea of yours that you have any power over
-her.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It would take a good lawyer to convince
-me of that,’ says Moore insolently.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘A good lawyer,’ says Wyndham. ‘Well,
-name one.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Paul Wyndham, for one.’ Moore laughs
-sardonically as he says it, and looks at his
-antagonist as if defying him to question the
-power of the man he has named.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Wyndham smiles. After all, what a compliment
-this man has paid him! He dips his
-hand into his waistcoat-pocket, and brings
-out a leather card-case, and hands it to
-Moore. The latter opens it.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_187'>187</span>There is a slight pause, then Moore gives
-him back the case in silence.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So you are Paul Wyndham?’ says he.
-His face has changed colour, but still his
-bull-dog courage sticks to him. ‘Then you
-ought to be the more ashamed of yourself.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I expect I’ll make you very much ashamed
-of yourself,’ says Wyndham, ‘and that almost
-immediately. An abduction has a very
-unpleasant sound nowadays, and generally
-means trouble to the principal actor in it.
-I’d advise you to sit down and let us talk
-sense. I know all your dealings with this—this
-young lady, and they scarcely redound
-to your credit. In fact, I am pretty sure
-they would lead you into mischief—and six
-months’ hard labour—if eloquently stated.
-That is the very least you would get—unless——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Six months! I am going abroad on
-Thursday next.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Are you? I wouldn’t be too sure, if I
-were you,’ says Wyndham grimly. ‘It’s as
-bad a case of persecution as I have ever gone
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_188'>188</span>into. And I may as well say at once that, if
-you persist in your determination to carry
-off this poor child against her will, I shall
-call in the village police and expose the
-whole matter.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Moore, who has been cowed by Wyndham’s
-name and the stern air of the barrister, in
-spite of his show of defiance, falters here,
-and the result of the long conversation that
-ensues between the two men leaves all in
-Wyndham’s hands.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>At the end, seeing the game was up,
-Moore gave in unconditionally. He acknowledged
-that Ella’s name was not Moore.
-It was Haynes. She was no relation of his
-or his wife’s, but undoubtedly her mother
-had left the girl to their charge when dying,
-and as she was useful and his wife was fond
-of her, they kept her with them. Her father
-was dead. Mrs. Haynes had always been
-very reticent. He was of opinion that she
-had once been in better circumstances.
-Haynes was not respectable—he, Moore,
-had an idea that his father had cast him
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_189'>189</span>off. He was not at all sure that Haynes
-was his real name. He had, indeed, reasons
-for thinking it wasn’t, but he had never been
-able to discover anything; and when the
-child was left to them, his wife had insisted
-on calling her Moore. She had gone by that
-name ever since.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>All this information was not given until
-payment had been demanded and made, and
-after that there had been a final settlement,
-by which all the small belongings of the girl
-were to be delivered up to Wyndham; over
-this part of the transaction Moore had proved
-himself specially shrewd. As the game was
-up, he was determined to see himself really
-well out of it; and in the end he made so
-excellent a bargain that Wyndham found
-himself a good deal out of pocket. The
-price he paid was certainly a heavy one for
-two boxes, that might contain anything or
-nothing, and, for an astute lawyer like
-Wyndham, bordered on the absurd. Beyond
-doubt, if he went to law with the fellow,
-Ella would have got her own, but then there
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_190'>190</span>would be the publicity, and—— Any way,
-he paid it—not so much for the boxes, however,
-as for the certainty that Moore would
-go abroad and leave Ella free. It was for
-that he bought and paid. But in spite of
-his better sense, that told him if there were
-anything in the boxes worth having Moore
-or his wife would have traded on it long ago,
-still he looked forward to the examining of
-them with a strange anxiety.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>When they came, they brought only disappointment
-with them—one was a hideous
-trunk, absolutely empty; the other a small
-dressing-case that had been costly when first
-made, the clasps and fastenings being of
-silver. The bottles inside had no doubt
-been made of silver, but they were all gone.
-It was a melancholy relic, and Wyndham,
-looking at it, told himself that probably
-Ella’s mother had picked it up for the sake
-of its outside beauty (the wood was Coromandel,
-and very pretty) at some cheap sale.
-Inside it was as empty of information as the
-trunk itself, a reel or two of thread, a pair
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_191'>191</span>of old black silk gloves, and a little bit of
-fancy work half done, being the only things
-to be seen. No letters or clue of any sort.
-It looked like the dressing-case of a young
-girl. On the lid were engraved the letters
-E. B. He was right, then—of course Ella’s
-mother had bought it. What could E. B.
-have to do with Mrs. Haynes? Unless her
-maiden name. But it seemed a common
-story, scarce worth looking into any further.
-All that was to be seen to now was Moore’s
-departure. And this he saw to effectually,
-getting up on a pouring morning to see
-Moore off, and giving him half of the
-cheque agreed on, as he left the outward-bound
-ship that took Moore with it. The
-big trunk he got rid of through the means
-of Denis, who burnt it, and the dressing-case
-he took down to Ella, who regarded
-it with reverence, and made a little special
-place for it on one of the small tables in the
-drawing-room of the Cottage. It was all
-that remained to her, poor child—all that she
-knew—of the woman who was her mother.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_192'>192</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER LIII.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘Were my whole life to come one heap of troubles,</div>
- <div class='line'>The pleasure of this moment would suffice,</div>
- <div class='line'>And sweeten all my griefs with its remembrance.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>For the twentieth time within the last hour
-Susan has rushed tumultuously to the window,
-under the mistaken impression that she has
-heard the sound of wheels, and for the
-twentieth time has walked back dejectedly
-to her seat to the slow accompaniment of
-her aunt’s voice: ‘Impatience, Susan, never
-took a second off any hour.’ It sounds like
-a heading from a copy-book.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But Susan, after each disappointment, feels
-her spirits rise again, and, with glad delight
-in her heart, trifles with the work she is pretending
-to do. Betty and the boys are on
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_193'>193</span>the top of the garden wall, and have promised
-to send her instant tidings of the approach
-of the carriage. Susan felt she could not
-watch from there the home-coming of her
-Bonnie. The workings of the human mind
-are strange, and Susan, who had climbed
-many a wall in her time, and still can climb
-them with the best, shrank with a sort of
-nervous terror from being up there—on the
-top of that wall—when he came! She would
-have to climb down, you see, to meet her
-little sweetheart, whereas here it will be so
-easy to run out and catch him to her heart,
-and ask him if he has forgotten his Susan
-during all these long, long days.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But truly this sitting indoors is very trying.
-It would be much better to go to the
-gate and wait there. Even though those
-others on the garden wall will have the first
-glimpse of him, still—at the gate she would
-have the first kiss. Her father had gone to
-the station to meet him, but had forbidden
-the others to go with him. Susan had been
-somehow glad of this command. But to go
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_194'>194</span>to the gate! She had thought of this often,
-but had somehow recoiled from it through a
-sense of nervousness; but now it grows too
-much for her, and flinging down her work,
-she runs out of the room and up to the
-gate, and there stands trembling, listening,
-waiting.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Waiting for what? She hardly knows.
-Crosby’s letters of late have been very
-vague. They have scarcely conveyed anything.
-But that Bonnie is alive is certain,
-and that is all that Susan dwells on now.
-God grant he be not worse than when he
-left her—that he is better there seems no
-real reason for believing. But still he is
-coming back to her—her little boy!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>And in this fair spring weather too, so
-closely verging on the warmer summer.
-That will be good for him. If Mr. Crosby
-had not taken him away when he did, surely
-those late winter frosts and colds would have
-chilled to death the little life left in his
-precious body.... A perfect passion of
-gratitude towards Crosby shakes her soul,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_195'>195</span>and brings the tears to her eyes. She will
-never forget that, never. And though, of
-course, he has failed in a sense, and her little
-Bonnie will come back to her as he went—on
-crutches, that had always hurt so cruelly poor
-Susan’s heart—still, he has done all he could,
-and he is to be reverenced and loved for ever
-because of it. Who else, indeed, would have
-thought of the delicate child, or——</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Oh! what is that?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She strains forward. Now—now really
-the sound of wheels is here. It is echoing
-through the village street, and now....
-Now a shout has gone up from the denizens
-on the top of the garden wall, and now a
-carriage has turned the corner.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It has stopped. Mr. Crosby springs out
-of it; he looks at Susan, but Susan, after
-one swift glance, does not look at him; her
-eyes have gone farther, to a small, slim,
-beautiful boy who gets out of the carriage
-by himself, and slowly, but without a crutch,
-goes to Susan, and precipitates himself upon
-her with a little loving cry.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_196'>196</span>‘Susan! Susan!’ says he.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, Bonnie! Oh, Bonnie!’ Her arms
-are round him. They seem to hold him as
-though she could never let him go again.
-‘Oh, Bonnie! you can walk by yourself!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Suddenly she bursts into a storm of tears,
-and the child clinging to her cries too. ‘You
-can walk—you can walk alone!’ She repeats
-this between her sobs, her face buried in the
-boy’s pretty locks. It seems, indeed, as if
-she has nothing else to say—as if everything
-else is forgotten by her. The injury she had
-done him has been wiped out. He can walk
-without the aid of those terrible sticks.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The child, thin still, and now very pale
-through his emotion, yet wonderfully healthy
-in comparison with what he had been, pats
-her with his little hands; and presently he
-laughs—a laugh so free from pain, and so
-unlike the old laugh that was more sad than
-many others’ tears, that Susan looks up.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is true, then,’ says she; ‘but walk for
-me again, Bonnie! Walk!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Again Bonnie’s laugh rings clear—how
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_197'>197</span>sweet the music of it is!—and stepping back
-from her, he goes to his father, who had
-followed him out of the carriage, and from
-him to Crosby, and from him back again to
-Susan, slowly, carefully, yet with a certain
-vigour that speaks of perfect health in the
-near future.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan, who has looked as if on the point
-of fainting during this little trial, catches
-him in her slender arms. She is trembling
-visibly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Crosby goes to her quickly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I should have given you a hint,’ says he
-remorsefully. ‘I thought of only giving you
-a glad surprise; but it has been too much
-for you. I should have said a word or two.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘There is nothing, nothing you have left
-undone,’ says Susan, looking at him over
-Bonnie’s head, and speaking with a gratitude
-that is almost fierce. ‘Nothing!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The others have all got down off their
-wall by this time, and are kissing and
-hugging Bonnie. After all, if they had had
-the first view of the carriage, still Susan has
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_198'>198</span>certainly had the best of the whole affair.
-Mr. Barry, with his handsome, gaunt face,
-radiant now, is endeavouring to hold them
-back.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You will come in?’ says Susan to Crosby.
-‘Auntie is waiting for you, to thank you—as
-if’—her eyes slowly filling again—‘anyone
-could thank you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, you can!’ says Crosby, laughing.
-‘I was never so thanked in all my life.
-Why, your eyes, Susan! They hold great
-worlds of gratitude. You’ll have to stop
-being thankful to me, or I shall run away
-once more. And’—he looks at her with a
-half-laugh on his lips, but question in his
-eyes—‘you would not like to drive me into
-exile so soon again, would you?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No, no!’ says Susan. ‘You have been a
-very long time away as it is.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You have missed me, I hope—by that.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘We have all missed you,’ says Susan
-softly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That’s a very general remark. Have <em>you</em>
-missed me?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_199'>199</span>‘Every hour of the day,’ says Susan
-fervently—too fervently, too openly. Crosby
-laughs again, but there is a tincture of disappointment
-in his mirth this time.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Faithful little friend!’ returns he gaily.
-‘No, Susan, I don’t think I’ll go in now;
-but tell Miss Barry from me that I shall
-come down to-morrow to see her and my
-little charge. By-the-by, I have kept my
-promise to you about loving him. It was
-easy work; I don’t wonder now at your
-love for him. I assure you I feel downright
-lonely at the thought of leaving him behind
-me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He presses her hand lightly, and goes
-towards Bonnie.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, good-bye, old man,’ says he, catching
-the child and drawing him towards
-him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh no. Oh, you won’t go!’ says Bonnie
-anxiously.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘For the present I must. And mind you
-go to bed early and sleep well, or there will
-be a regular row on when next we meet.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_200'>200</span>‘You will come this evening?’ says the
-child, hardly listening to him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No;’ he shakes his head.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To-morrow, then?’ entreats the child,
-clinging to him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To-morrow, yes.’ He whispers something
-in his ear, and the boy, flinging his arm round
-his neck, kisses him warmly. Crosby smiles
-at Susan. ‘See what chums we are,’ says he.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_201'>201</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER LIV.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘What Zal said once to Rostum dost thou know?</div>
- <div class='line'>“Think none contemptible who is thy foe.”’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>To-morrow brings him, faithful to his word.
-It brings, too, a great many gifts with him.
-Is there one child of the house forgotten?
-Not one. And even Miss Barry is remembered.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, how good, how kind of you!’ says Susan.
-‘Fancy remembering every one of us!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t believe I was ever called good
-before,’ says Crosby. ‘It makes me feel like
-the bachelor uncle’—as he says this he thinks
-again of the kiss that Susan had once given
-him—‘and old, quite hopelessly old!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Nonsense!’ says Susan. ‘You?’—looking
-at him—‘you are not old.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_202'>202</span>‘Go to, flatterer! You really shouldn’t,
-Susan! Flattery is bad for people generally,
-and for me in particular. I’m very open to it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t flatter,’ says Susan. She laughs
-and runs away to answer a call from her
-aunt, who is evidently struggling with an
-idea, in one of the rooms within.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Who’s that on the tennis-ground?’ asks
-Crosby of Betty as they are standing on the
-hall-door steps.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, don’t you know? That’s James.
-He came back a week ago. Of course, now
-I think of it’—airily—‘you couldn’t know,
-as we were unable to write to you for the
-past week. But it’s James. You remember
-hearing about him?’ Crosby does. ‘Well,
-he’s home on leave now. But,’ says Betty,
-giving way to suppressed mirth, ‘I think his
-wits have gone astray, and he believes his
-home is here. Anyway, we can always find
-him somewhere, round any corner, from ten
-to eight. And’—she grows convulsed with
-silent mirth again—‘he’s just as spooney on
-Susan as ever!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_203'>203</span>‘Yes?’ says Crosby.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘He’s perfectly ridiculous. He is here
-morning, noon and night. And when she
-lets him, he sits in her pocket by the hour.
-Of course it bores her, but Susan is so absurdly
-good-natured that she puts up with
-everything. Come down and have a game
-of tennis. Do!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Betty, who is <i><span lang="fr">bon camarade</span></i> with Crosby,
-slips her hand into his arm and leads him
-tennis-wards.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>So this is James. Crosby gives direct
-attention to the young man on the tennis-ground
-below him. A young man got up in
-irreproachable flannels, and with a sufficiently
-well-bred air about him. Crosby gives him
-all his good points without stint. He is
-well got up, and well groomed, and decently
-shaved—and confoundedly ugly. He laughs
-as he tells himself this. There is solace in
-the thought. In fact, James McIlveagh
-with his big nose and little eyes, and the
-rather heavy jaw, and the general look of
-doggedness about him, could hardly be
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_204'>204</span>considered a beauty except by a deluded
-mother.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He is playing a set with Carew against
-Dom and Jacky, who is by no means to be
-despised as a server. It occurs to Crosby,
-watching him, that he is playing rather
-wildly, and giving more attention to the
-hall-door in the distance than to his adversary.
-Game and set are called for Dom and
-Jacky. It is with an open sense of joy upon
-his ugly face that Mr. McIlveagh flings down
-his racket and balls; and indeed presently,
-when he goes straight towards——</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Towards whom?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Crosby, curious, follows the young man’s
-going, and then sees Susan.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan, with Bonnie! A Bonnie who now
-trots happily beside her, and is evidently
-quite her slave—a pretty undoing of the old
-days, when she was always his. Tommy,
-full of toys brought by Crosby—a white
-rabbit, a performing elephant, an awful bear,
-and various other delightful things tucked
-under his fat arms—is following them.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_205'>205</span>And now McIlveagh has reached her. He
-is speaking to her. Crosby, with a grim
-sense of amusement at his own frame of
-mind, wonders what on earth that idiot can
-be saying.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Presently Susan, smiling sweetly, and
-shaking her head as if giving a very soft
-refusal to some proposal on the part of
-James, comes this way. Tommy has caught
-hold of Bonnie’s hand—the new Bonnie, who
-can now run about with him—and is dragging
-him towards the little wood, and Susan is
-protesting. But now Bonnie is protesting
-too. ‘I can go, Susan. I have walked a
-great deal farther than that. I have really.’
-Crosby, watching still, as if infatuated, can
-see that Susan is studying Bonnie silently,
-as if in great amazement.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>This little, well Bonnie seems almost impossible
-to her. Bonnie going for a run—alone
-into the wood!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Crosby comes up to her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I hardly realize it,’ she says gently, her eyes
-still upon the retreating form of the child.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_206'>206</span>‘A great many things are hard to realize,’
-says he. ‘For my part, I find it very hard
-to see myself supplanted.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Supplanted?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Decidedly. And by the redoubtable James.
-By the way, Susan, I think you gave me a
-distinctly wrong impression of that hero in
-the beginning of our acquaintance. He
-doesn’t look half so wild as you represented
-him.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘As for that’—indifferently—‘I suppose
-they have drilled him.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘He’s quite presentable,’ glancing at the
-young soldier in question, who, a few yards
-off, is looking as ugly as any impressionist
-could desire, and sulky into the bargain.
-He can see that Susan is sitting with a
-stranger, and evidently quite content—and—who
-the deuce is that fellow, anyway?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What did you expect him to be?’ asks
-Susan.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Unpresentable, of course. I’ve been
-immensely taken in. And by you, Susan!
-You quite led me to expect something interesting—a
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_207'>207</span>rare specimen—and here he is,
-as like one of the rest of us as two peas.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Did you expect him to have two heads?’
-asks Susan, with a rather ungrateful levity,
-considering James is an old friend of hers.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I hardly hoped for so much,’ says Crosby.
-‘I’m not greedy. As a rule I am thankful
-for small mercies—perhaps’—with a thoughtful
-glance at her—‘because big ones don’t
-come my way. And I don’t think you need
-be so very angry with me, Susan, because I
-think the excellent James less ugly than’—with
-a reproachful air—‘I had been led to
-believe.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I think him hideous,’ says Susan promptly,
-and with no attempt at softening of any sort.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Alas! Poor James! But do you
-really?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Very really,’ says Susan, laughing. ‘Just
-look at his profile.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It’s a good honest one,’ says Crosby. ‘If
-a trifle——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, I suppose it’s the trifle,’ says Susan.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I have seen worse.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_208'>208</span>‘Oh! you can think him an Apollo if you
-like,’ says Susan, with a little shrug. Shrugs
-from Susan are so unexpected that Crosby regards
-her with interest. The unexpected is
-often very delightful, and certainly Susan, at
-this moment, with her little new petulant
-mood upon her, is as sweet as sunshine. It
-seems all at once to Crosby that he is seeing
-her now again for the first time, with a fresh
-idea of her. What a little slender maiden—and
-how beautiful, even in her thin ‘uneducated’
-frock, that has so often seen the
-tub, and is of a fashion of five years ago!
-And yet, in a way, that old frock is kind to
-her—who would not be kind to her? It
-stands to her, in spite of its age. It throws
-out all the beauties of her delicately-built,
-but healthy young figure.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan here, in this primitive gown, is Susan!
-Susan got up in silks and laces and satins,
-and all the fripperies of fashion, what would
-she be like?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It is a question quickly answered. Why,
-she would be Susan too! Nothing could
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_209'>209</span>change that gentle, tender heart. He feels
-quite sure of that. It would only be Susan
-glorified! A Susan that would probably
-reduce to envy half the so-called society
-beauties of the season.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Here he breaks through his thoughts, and
-comes back to the moment.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t like your tone,’ says he reproachfully;
-‘it savours of unkindness. And considering
-how long it is since last we met——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Here Susan interrupts him, remorse tearing
-at her soul:</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I know. Seven months.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You must have found it long,’ says
-Crosby. ‘I make it only twenty-two
-hours, and’—consulting his watch—‘sixteen
-minutes.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh! if you are alluding to yesterday,’
-says Susan, with dignity that has a sort of
-disgust in it.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Of course.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I thought you were alluding to your being
-away in Germany. And as to finding it long’—resentfully—‘I
-think you must have found
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_210'>210</span>it very much longer, if you can count to a
-minute like that.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Was there ever such a child? Crosby
-roars with laughter, though something in
-his laughter amounts to passionate tenderness.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Forgive me, Susan!’ He leans forward,
-and takes her hand. As he feels it within
-his—close clasped, and not withdrawn—and
-with Susan’s earnest eyes looking into his,
-words spring to his lips: ‘Susan, once you
-took me under your protection. Do you
-remember that old garden, and——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Whatever he was going to say is here
-rudely broken in upon by the advance of
-James, who, though distinctly ugly, looks no
-longer dull. He seems now dreadfully wide-awake.
-Susan draws her hand quickly away,
-and Crosby, who believes she has done this
-lest James should see the too friendly
-attitude, is still further mortified by her
-manner.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I think I told you you were not to speak
-of that—that hateful day again,’ says she;
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_211'>211</span>and turning from him as if eternally offended,
-seats herself on a rug quite far away from
-him, and in such a position that James can
-find a resting-place at her feet—a fact he is
-very swift to see.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The others have all come up now, and
-Dom, who is terribly conversational, opens
-the ball.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What are you now, James?’ asks he.
-‘General?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Not quite,’ responds James gruffly, who
-naturally objects to being chaffed in the
-presence of the beloved one.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Colonel? Eh?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Don’t be stupid, Dom,’ says Susan suddenly.
-‘He is a lieutenant, but soon he’ll be
-a captain—won’t you, James? Come up
-here and take part of my rug.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh no! no!’ says James, in a nervous,
-flurried tone that is filled with absolute
-adoration; ‘I like being here.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My dear Susan, why interfere with his
-mad joy?’ says Dom in a whisper that is
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_212'>212</span>meant to be perfectly audible, and is so, to
-all around. ‘He’ll catch cold to a moral;
-and he’s frightfully uncomfortable. But to
-sit at your feet: what comfort could compare
-with that?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Several,’ says Susan calmly. ‘Come here,
-James. I want to talk to you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>And, indeed, from this moment she devotes
-herself to the devoted James. Crosby she
-ignores completely, and when at last he rises
-to go, she says ‘good-bye’ to him with a very
-conventional air.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Are you really going—and so soon?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The others have moved a little away from
-them.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What is the good of my staying when you
-won’t even look at me?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I am looking at you,’ says Susan, flushing
-scarlet, but compelling her eyes to rest on his—for
-a moment only, however. ‘But—you
-know I don’t like you to allude to that
-day.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It was a very small allusion. It gave you’—slowly—‘your
-chance, however.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_213'>213</span>‘My chance?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To amuse yourself with the man of
-war.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You think that I——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I think a good deal at times.’ He laughs
-lightly, if a little anxiously. ‘I am thinking
-even now.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Of me?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Naturally’—smiling. ‘Am I not always
-thinking of you?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But what—what?’ demands she imperiously,
-tapping her slender foot upon the
-ground.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That you do not believe the martial James
-so hideous after all.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Then you are wrong—quite wrong’—vehemently.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes? Well, then, I think now——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Now?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That you are a very dangerous little
-coquette.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan’s colour fades. A frown wrinkles her
-lovely brow.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I am not!’ says she coldly. ‘If all your
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_214'>214</span>thinking has only come to that—I—despise
-your thoughts.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It is the nearest approach to a quarrel he
-has ever had with her; but, instead of depressing
-him, it seems to exalt him, and he
-goes on his way apparently rejoicing.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_215'>215</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER LV.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘There has fallen a splendid tear</div>
- <div class='line in2'>From the passion-flower at the gate.</div>
- <div class='line'>She is coming, my love, my dear;</div>
- <div class='line in2'>She is coming, my life, my fate.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>To-day the sun is out, and all the walks at
-the Cottage are glittering in its rays. Sparks
-like diamonds come from the small white
-stones in the gravel, and the grassy edges
-close to them—clean shaven by Denis, who is
-down again on a penitential visit to his wife—are
-sweet and fresh, and suggestive of a
-desire to make to-day’s work a work again
-for to-morrow, so quickly the spring blades
-grow and prosper.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Wyndham, as he walks from the station to
-this pretty spot, takes great note of Nature.
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_216'>216</span>Lately the loveliness—the charm of it!—the
-desire that grows in the heart for it, has come
-to him, has sunk into his soul. As he goes
-life seems everywhere, and with it such
-calm!... And here in this old home, what
-a place it is! A veritable treasury of old-world
-delights—</p>
-
-<div class='lg-container-b c011'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line in4'>‘Dewy pastures, dewy trees,</div>
- <div class='line'>Softer than sleep—all things in order stored,</div>
- <div class='line'>A haunt of ancient peace.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c004'>As he walks from the gate to the Cottage,
-a slim figure darting sideways brings him to
-a standstill. After her bounds a huge dog.
-Wyndham restrains the cry upon his lips that
-would have called the dog to him, and, standing
-still, watches the pretty pair.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He has come down to-day with the intention,
-avowed and open to his heart, of asking
-this girl to marry him. That the deed will
-mean ruin to him socially he knows, but he
-has faced the idea. That she will probably
-accept him seems clear, but that it will not
-be for love seems even clearer. She has
-always treated him as one who had given her
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_217'>217</span>a helping hand out of her Slough of Despond,
-but no more.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Many days have led to his decision of
-to-day, and many thoughts, and many sleepless
-nights. But he has conquered all fears
-save that supreme one that she does not love
-him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>This marriage, if he can persuade her to it,
-will offend his uncle, Lord Shangarry. Not
-a farthing will that old Irish aristocrat leave
-him if he knows he has wedded himself to a
-girl outside his own world—a mere waif and
-stray, disreputable, as many would call her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Disreputable!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It was when this thought of what his
-friends’ view of his marriage would be first
-came to him, and with it a mad longing to
-seize the throats of those hideous scandalmongers,
-that Wyndham knew that he loved
-the girl he had saved and protected—and
-most honourably loved.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>And to-day—well, he has come down to
-ask her to marry him. Shangarry’s money
-may go, and all things else that the old lord
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_218'>218</span>can keep from him; the title will still be his—and
-hers; and with his profession, and the
-talent that they say is his, and the money
-left him by his dead mother—oh, if she had
-lived and seen Ella!—he may still be able to
-keep up the old name, if not in its old splendour,
-at all events with a sort of decency.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Ella is now running towards him, as he
-stands in the shelter of the rhododendrons,
-the dog running after her, jumping about her,
-with soft velvety paws and a wagging tail.
-Suddenly he springs upon her and threatens
-the daintiness of her frock.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Down now! Down now! Down!’ cries
-she, laughing. She catches the handsome
-brute round the neck, and looks into his eyes.
-“Does he love his own missis, then? Then
-down! It is really down now, sir. Not
-another jump. See’—glancing ruefully at
-her pretty white serge dress—‘the stains you
-have made here already.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>How soft, how delicate is her voice, how
-full of affection for the dog! Surely, ‘There’s
-nothing ill can dwell in such a temple.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_219'>219</span>Wyndham comes forward very casually
-from amongst the bushes.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh—you!’ cries she, colouring delightfully,
-but showing no embarrassment—he
-would have liked a little embarrassment. He
-tells himself that the want of it quite proves
-his theory that she regards him merely as a
-good friend—no more.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes; I have run down for an hour or so.
-You’—looking round him—‘have been quite
-a good fairy to my flowers, I see.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, your flowers!’ says she gaily, yet
-shyly too. Her air is of the happiest. She
-has, indeed, been a different creature since
-Wyndham had assured her a few months ago
-of Moore’s actual arrival in Australia. ‘Why,
-they are mine now, aren’t they? You have
-given them to me with this.’ She threw out
-her arms in a little appropriative way towards
-the garden.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘In a way—yes.’ He pauses. Passion is
-rising within him. ‘Come in,’ says he
-abruptly. ‘There is something I must say
-to you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_220'>220</span>The pretty drawing-room is bright with
-flowers, and there is a certain air of daintiness—a
-charm—about the whole place that tells
-of the refinement of its owner. It is not Miss
-Manning who has given this delicate cosiness
-to it—Miss Manning, good soul, who is now
-in the kitchen, very proud in the fond belief
-that she is helping Mrs. Denis to make marmalade.
-No! In every cluster of early
-roses, in every bunch of sweet-smelling
-daffodils, in the pushing of the chairs here,
-and the screens there, Wyndham can see the
-touch of Ella’s hand.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>In the far-off window, on a little table,
-stands the dressing-case that he had sent her
-after his interview with Moore. It is open,
-and some of the contents—what remains of
-them—with their silver tops, are shining in
-the rays of the sun. The girl’s glance catches
-them, and all at once the merry touch upon
-her lips dies away, and gloom settles on her
-brow. The lost bottles, the battered and dismantled
-case, seem to Wyndham but the
-broken links of a broken life, and a thrill of
-pity urges him to instant speech.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_221'>221</span>‘Don’t look like that, Ella.’ And then,
-with a burst of passion and grief: ‘My
-darling, what does it matter?’ And then
-again, almost without a stop, ‘Ella, will you
-marry me?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>For a moment she looks at him as if not
-understanding. Then a most wonderful light
-springs into her eyes. But when he would
-go to her and take her in his arms, she puts
-out hers, and almost imperiously forbids him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No,’ says she clearly, if a little wildly
-perhaps.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But why—why? Oh, this is nonsense!
-You know—you must have known for a long
-time—that I love you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I did not know,’ says she faintly. ‘I—even
-now it seems impossible. Don’t!’ as he
-makes a movement towards her. ‘Don’t misunderstand
-me. I know now’—her voice
-breaking a little—‘that it might have been.
-But what is impossible’—her young voice
-growing rounder, fuller, and unutterably
-wretched—‘is that I should marry you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You think because——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_222'>222</span>But she sweeps his words aside.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is useless,’ says she, with a strength
-strange in one so few miles advanced upon
-life’s roadway, until one remembers how sad
-and eventful those few miles she has trodden
-have been—how full of miserable knowledge,
-how full of the cruel lesson—how to bear!
-‘I am nobody, less than nobody. And you—are
-somebody. Do you think I would
-consent to ruin your life—the life of the only
-one who has—who has ever stood my friend?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘This gratitude is absurd!’ he breaks in
-eagerly. ‘What have I done for you? Let
-you the Cottage at a fair rental!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah, no!’ There is irrepressible sadness
-in her air. She struggles with herself, holding
-her hands against her eyes for a little
-while—pressing them hard, as if to keep
-down her emotion. ‘I won’t—I can’t go into
-it,’ says she brokenly. ‘But when I forget—Mr.
-Wyndham’—she turns upon him
-passionately—‘never ask me that question
-again. Nothing on earth would induce me
-to link my name with yours.’ She pauses,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_223'>223</span>and a hot blush covers her face. ‘My name!’—she
-repeats her words with determination,
-though he can see how the determination
-hurts her—‘I have no name.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That is all the more reason why you
-should take mine,’ breaks he in hotly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And so destroy it. I shall not, indeed,’
-says the girl firmly. Her firmness is costing
-her a good deal. It causes Wyndham absolute
-physical suffering to see the pallor of her
-face, the trembling of her slight form. But
-that he can shake her decision seems improbable.
-Something in her face takes him
-back to that terrible hour in which he first
-saw her, when with pale face and undaunted
-spirit she accepted the chance of death. Her
-voice, even in this hour of renunciation of all
-that she holds dearest, rings clear. ‘Do you
-think I would requite all your kindness to
-me by being the cause of your disinheritance
-by your uncle? Do you think Lord Shangarry
-would ever forgive your marriage with
-a woman of whom no one knows anything—not
-even her parentage?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_224'>224</span>‘I am willing to risk all that.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But I’—slowly—‘am not.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ella, if you loved me——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah!’ A cry breaks from her, a cry that
-betrays her secret, and convinces him of her
-love for him. It is full of exquisite pain, and
-seems to wound her. Is it not because she
-loves him that—— ‘Well, then,’ says she
-miserably, ‘say I do not. Think I do not.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I will not think it,’ cries he vehemently,
-‘until you say it. Ella, my beloved, what
-has this old man’s wealth to do with you or
-me? What has the world to do with us?
-Come now, look into it with me. Here are
-you, and here am I, and what else is there
-in all the wide world for us two, Ella?’ And
-now he breaks into earnest, most manly
-entreaties, and wooes her with all his soul,
-and at last—as a true lover should—upon his
-knees.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But she resists him, pushing his clasping
-hands away.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I will not! I will not!’ repeats she steadfastly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_225'>225</span>‘Oh, you are cold; you do not care,’ cries
-he suddenly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He springs to his feet, angry, yet filled
-with an admiration for her that has, if not
-increased his love, made it more open to him.
-A strong man himself, and hard to move, he
-can see the splendid strength of this poor
-girl, who, because of her love for him, refuses
-his love for her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>His sudden movement has upset the small
-table on which the dressing-case is standing,
-and brings it heavily to the ground.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>There is a crash, a breaking asunder of the
-sides of the case, and here on the carpet
-before their astonished gaze lies a small sheaf
-of letters and a faded photograph. Where
-had they come from? Had there been a
-secret drawer? Wyndham, stooping, picks
-them up. A name catches his eye. Why,
-this thing, surely, is a certificate of marriage!</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>As he reads, hurriedly, breathlessly, going
-from one letter to another and back again,
-from the few pages of a small disconnected
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_226'>226</span>diary to the marriage certificate in his
-other hand, his face grows slowly white as
-death.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, what is it?’ cries Ella at last.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Give me time.’ His tone is full of ill-repressed
-agitation.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Again he reads.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The girl drops on her knees beside him,
-her face no less white than his. What does
-it all mean? What secret do these old letters
-hold? The photograph is lying still upon
-the floor, and her eyes, riveting themselves
-upon it, feel at once as though they were
-looking at someone—someone remembered—loved!
-She stares more eagerly. Surely it
-reminds her, too, of&#160;... of—she leans closer
-over it—of someone feared and hated!
-Oh! how could that gentle face be feared—or
-hated—and yet, was there not someone,
-who——</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, I know it!’ cries she suddenly,
-violently. She springs to her feet as if
-stung, and turns a ghastly face on Wyndham.
-‘Look at it!’ cries she, gasping, pointing
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_227'>227</span>to the photograph at her feet. ‘It is
-like your aunt, Mrs. Prior.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Like your aunt!’ says Wyndham slowly,
-emphatically. The hand with the letters in
-it has dropped to his side, but he is holding
-those old documents as if in a vice.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mine—Mrs. Prior—oh no! oh no!’ says
-Ella, making a gesture of fear and horror.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, yours and mine, Ella!’ There is
-passionate delight and triumph in his whole
-air. ‘A moment ago you said you had no
-name; now—now,’ striking the papers in his
-hand, ‘you have one! These are genuine, I
-swear they are, and they prove you to be the
-grand-daughter of Sir John Burke, and of—strangest
-of all things—the Professor.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I—how can I understand? What is it?’
-asks she faintly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He explains it to her, and it is, indeed, all
-that he has said. The breaking up of that
-queer old dressing-case, that afterwards Mrs.
-Prior had most unwillingly to admit belonged
-to Ella’s mother—the lost Eleanor Burke—brought
-all things to a conclusion. There
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_228'>228</span>was the diary in it that proved the writer to
-be Eleanor Burke beyond all doubt, and the
-heiress of her dead father, Sir John; and
-there was the marriage certificate that proved
-poor Eleanor’s marriage to as big a scamp as
-could be found in Europe, which is saying a
-good deal; and there were many other letters
-besides, to show that the scamp, who called
-himself Haynes to evade the law (and his
-father), was the son of Professor Hennessy.
-That Ella had forgotten the other name her
-poor mother bore, ‘Haynes,’ and had let her
-identity be lost in the word ‘Moore,’ had, of
-course, much to do with the unhappy mystery
-that had so long surrounded her. After Sir
-John’s death—that left Eleanor, his eldest
-girl, his heir, or failing her, her children—much
-search had been made for Eleanor under
-the name of Haynes, but naturally without
-avail. Anyway, the whole thing had gradually
-sunk out of sight; Eleanor was accepted
-as dead, and her fortune lapsing to Mrs.
-Prior, she reigned in her stead.</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_229'>229</span>‘You see how it is,’ says Wyndham, who
-from a rather prematurely old, self-contained
-man has developed into an ordinary person,
-full of enthusiasm. ‘You are now Miss Hennessy—a
-hideous name, I allow. But you
-were,’ with a flick of humour, ‘so very
-anxious for a name of any sort, that perhaps
-you will forgive the ugliness. And you are
-heir to a good deal of money on both sides.
-Mrs. Prior will have to hand out a considerable
-amount of her capital, and as for me&#160;...
-I feel nothing less than a defrauder. You
-know your grandfather, the Professor, left
-me the bulk of his fortune—not knowing you
-were so much as in the world at the time he
-made his will. Of course, that, too—— Are
-you listening, Ella?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The fact that the girl is not listening to
-him has evoked this remark. Whatever
-‘gray grief’ had to do with her a few
-minutes ago, before the breaking of her
-mother’s dressing-case, it has nothing to do
-with her now. All the splendour of youth
-has come back to her face, and all the happiness;
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_230'>230</span>yet still it is quite plain to him that
-her mind is not set on the money that fate
-has cast upon her path, or on the high
-chances of gaining a place in society, but
-on——</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No,’ says she slowly, simply, and with a
-touch of trouble, as if bringing her mind
-with difficulty back to something far away.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You must give me your attention for a
-moment,’ says he sharply. Ever since he
-discovered that she was not only the possessor
-of a very good name, in spite of its ugliness,
-but also the heiress of a very considerable
-sum of money, all passion has died out of his
-tone. If he thought, however, by this to
-deceive her with regard to his honest feeling
-for her, he is entirely mistaken. ‘There are
-things to which you will have to listen—to
-which you ought to wish to listen. And if’—with
-a frown—‘you will not think of your
-good fortune, of what will you think?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>There is a long silence. And then there
-is a little rush towards him, and two arms
-are flung round his neck.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_231'>231</span>‘I am thinking,’ cries she softly, clinging
-to him, ‘that now I can marry you.’</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>Heavenly moments on this side of the sky
-are few and far between. It is Ella, so
-strangely unlike a woman, who breaks into
-the delicious silence.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That night! I wish now——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Wish nothing, so far as that is concerned.
-That night I saw you first gave you to
-me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘But——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That sounds like fright,’ interrupts he,
-laughing. ‘But you are not easily frightened,
-are you? That night—you see, I insist
-upon going back to it’—catching her hands
-and drawing her to him—‘no, you shall not
-be ashamed of it. That night in which we
-both met for the first time you were not
-frightened. You walked towards death without
-a qualm.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah, I was too wretched then to be frightened
-of anything!’ says she.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She looks at him, a smile parts her lips,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_232'>232</span>and slowly, slowly she leans towards him
-until her cheek is resting against his.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I should be frightened now,’ says she
-softly, tenderly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>His arms close round her. He clasps her
-to his heart.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_233'>233</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER LVI.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘Your heart is never away,</div>
- <div class='line in2'>But ever with mine, for ever,</div>
- <div class='line in2'>For ever, without endeavour,</div>
- <div class='line'>To-morrow, love, as to-day;</div>
- <div class='line'>Two blent hearts never astray,</div>
- <div class='line in2'>Two souls no power may sever,</div>
- <div class='line in2'>Together, O my love, for ever!’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>There was a deal of trouble over it for a
-while, but when that faded photograph and
-the certificate and the diary were brought
-into a larger light things smoothed down.
-Shangarry saw at once how it must end, and
-accepted the situation gracefully; but Mrs.
-Prior was a little hard to manage until Ella
-(who refused point-blank to meet her) declared
-her determination not to take more
-than half the money that had been left to
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_234'>234</span>her by Sir John Burke, her grandfather. It
-was quite astonishing how Mrs. Prior softened
-towards her after that. But Ella stood firm
-and would not see her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Later on she might consent to meet—at
-Lord Shangarry’s, perhaps (he had fallen in
-love with the pretty, gentle girl who had endured
-so much), or at Lady Forster’s house
-this season—Lady Forster had written a very
-charming note—but not just now. Gentle
-as Ella was, she could not forgive too readily.
-Yes, Lady Forster’s would be the best place.
-They would be in town after their honeymoon,
-and there they could see Mrs. Prior
-and break the ice, as it were.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>But to-day no ice has to be broken. Ella,
-who has arranged with Wyndham to meet
-him in the old Rectory garden, has gone over
-quite early to be petted and made much of
-by all there—Carew excepted. That unhappy
-youth, his first grand passion having
-been ruthlessly laid in the dust, and with yet
-another new trouble that had arrived by the
-post some days ago upon his shoulders, has
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_235'>235</span>carried himself and his injured affections far,
-far away, to a distant trout stream.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Wyndham is staying with Crosby, who is
-most honestly glad of his friend’s successful
-exit from a difficult situation. He has, indeed,
-been highly sympathetic all through, astonishingly
-so for so determined a bachelor, as he
-seems to Wyndham, who six months ago had
-seemed quite as determined a bachelor to
-Crosby. Only to-day, at luncheon, he had
-told Wyndham not to mind about leaving
-him when the ‘Rectory’ called. He (Crosby)
-might walk down there later on. But he
-advised Wyndham to hurry up, to start as
-early as he liked, not to wait for him, and so
-forth. Wyndham took him at his word,
-decided not to wait, and was therefore
-naturally a little surprised to find Crosby
-on the door-steps, not only ready to go with
-him, but distinctly impatient. This seemed
-such devotion to the cause, such honest
-friendliness towards him and Ella, that
-Wyndham felt quite grateful to him.</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_236'>236</span>‘How happy they look!’ says Miss Barry
-to Susan, finding herself alone with her niece
-for a moment. She is looking at Wyndham
-and Ella, who indeed seem to have reached
-their pinnacle of bliss. ‘And no wonder,’
-with a sigh. ‘He is a most excellent match.
-Not only money, but a title—in the distance.
-I can’t help wishing, Susan,’ sighing again,
-and more heavily this time, ‘that it had
-been you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Me! I wouldn’t marry him for anything,’
-says Susan indignantly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That’s what girls always say,’ says Miss
-Barry mournfully, ‘until they are asked.’
-Perhaps she herself had said it many times.
-‘But I assure you, Susan, money is a good
-thing—and your poor father just now, with
-the loss of this four hundred pounds that he
-had laid aside for Carew——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, I know!’ says Susan miserably. ‘It
-is dreadful. Poor, poor father—and poor
-Carew, too! I suppose he can’t go in for his
-exam now?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No, I’m afraid not, unless some miraculous
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_237'>237</span>thing should occur. Susan!’—Miss Barry
-looks wistfully at her niece—‘James, now,
-he will be well off—and he could help us.
-If you could——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Could what?’ Susan’s eyes are almost
-menacing.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Think of him—in that way. He is well
-off, my dear, and——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I shall not marry James,’ says Susan distinctly.
-‘I wonder how you could suggest
-it to me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Certainly he is very ugly,’ says Miss
-Barry, who has grown, poor soul, very meek
-of late; the smashing of the bank that had
-held the four hundred pounds, the savings of
-years, that the Rector had laid by with the
-hope of putting his eldest boy into the army,
-has lowered her spirit. Poverty seems to
-pursue them. And the sight of the Rector,
-crushed and more gaunt than usual, has gone
-to her old heart. If only Susan—any of
-them—could be provided for. How happy
-that girl Ella is! how rich the man is who
-has chosen her! and yet is she to be so much
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_238'>238</span>as compared with Susan? Miss Barry’s
-soul swells within her at the injustice of it
-all.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>If only Susan could be induced to think
-of James McIlveagh. But no, Susan is not
-like that. She looks up suddenly, and there
-before her eyes are James and Susan strolling
-leisurely, in quite a loverlike way, towards
-the little shrubbery. Can the girl have
-taken her hint to heart? A glow of hope
-radiates her mind for a moment. But then
-come other thoughts, and fear, and trouble,
-and a keen, strange disappointment.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>No, no! Susan—Susan to be worldly!
-Her pretty girl! God grant she has not
-been the means of driving her to belie her
-better—her own—self.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Good gracious! If Susan comes back and
-tells her she has engaged herself to James
-because of her father’s trouble—because of
-Carew’s trouble—what shall she do? Miss
-Barry, who is hardly equal to emergencies
-so great as this, looks with a certain wildness
-round her. Who can help her? That
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_239'>239</span>foolish girl must be sent for; brought back
-from that shrubbery where Miss Barry, in
-her panic, feels now assured James is once
-again, for the hundredth time, proposing to
-her, and being (no doubt to his everlasting
-astonishment) accepted. The last words can’t
-have been said as yet: there may still be
-time to drag Susan out of the fire.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Wyndham and Ella and Miss Manning are
-coming towards her. Ella is going home; it
-is nearly seven o’clock, and Wyndham will
-have barely time to see her to the Cottage
-and catch his train to Dublin. Miss Barry
-bids him a rather hurried good-bye, and then
-looks round for Betty. Betty is always useful—when
-she can be found! But unfortunately
-Betty and Dom have gone off to eat
-green gooseberries in the vegetable garden,
-a fearsome occupation, of which they are
-both disgracefully fond, and that seems to
-affect their stomachs in no wise. Betty,
-therefore, is not to be had, but Miss Barry’s
-troubled eye wandering round sees Crosby,
-who is sitting with Bonnie on his knee, and
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_240'>240</span>with courage born of desperation she beckons
-him to come to her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mr. Crosby, I want Betty. Where is she?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I think she went into the garden a
-moment ago with Dom.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Do you mind—would you be so good as
-to tell her I want her, and at once?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Certainly,’ says Crosby, laughing; ‘though
-she and Dom, or both, bring down all the
-anathemas in the world on my head.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He starts on his quest, a little glad, indeed,
-to get away from the others. Early
-in the afternoon he had had a little tiff with
-Susan—just a small thing, a mere breeze,
-and certainly of his own creating. He had
-said something about James—why the deuce
-can’t he leave James alone? But it seems
-he can’t of late; and Susan had been a
-little, just a little—what was it?—offended?
-Well, put out in some way, at all events.
-Perhaps after all she does care for James.
-Like to like, you know—and youth to youth;
-and there can be but a year or two between
-him and Susan.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_241'>241</span>At this moment there is a quick movement
-of the branches on his left; someone is pushing
-the laurel bushes aside with an angry,
-impatient touch, and now——</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan has stepped into view; a new
-Susan—angry, pale, hurried. Her soft eyes
-are dark and frowning, but as she sees Crosby
-they lighten again, and grow suddenly thick
-with tears. Then, as though in him lie
-comfort and protection, she runs to him,
-holding out her hands.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He catches them, and saying nothing,
-draws her down the bank and into a little
-leafy recess that leads to a small wood
-beyond. The touch of her hand is good to
-him. She has forgiven, then, that late little
-conflict. She can be angry with James, too,
-it seems. Confound that fool! What has
-he been saying to her?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well?’ says he.</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_242'>242</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER LVII.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘My lady is so fair and dear</div>
- <div class='line in2'>That all my heart to her is given;</div>
- <div class='line'>One word she whispered in my ear,</div>
- <div class='line in2'>And earth for me was changed to heaven.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>He has held one of her hands all the time,
-but now she releases it. She has recovered
-herself marvellously, but there is still a good
-deal of nervousness in the laugh that breaks
-from her as she seats herself in the old rustic
-seat in the corner.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well—what?’ She is evidently prepared
-to carry it off boldly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You don’t mean to tell me there was no
-reason for that look in your eyes just now?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>There is a very obstinate look in his own
-eyes just now, at all events.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What look?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_243'>243</span>‘Susan,’ says Crosby, with a solemn shake
-of his head, ‘you might as well give it up
-at once. You were never made for this sort
-of thing. You wouldn’t take in a new-born
-infant. Come, get it off your mind. Make
-your confession. What has the immaculate
-James been doing?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘James!’ She tries to look surprised, but
-breaks down ignominiously. ‘Oh, nothing’—hurriedly—‘nothing....
-Nothing at all,
-really! Only—he’s so stupid!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘He’s been stupid very often of late, hasn’t
-he? Look here’—severely—‘you are suppressing
-something; either you or he (and
-you for choice, I should say, judging by the
-obvious guilt upon your countenance) have
-been doing something of which you are
-thoroughly ashamed. Even such small signs
-of grace are to be welcomed, but in the meantime
-I think a fuller confession would make
-for the good of your soul. Come, what have
-you been doing?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It was James a moment ago,’ says she
-slowly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_244'>244</span>‘Was it?’—quickly—‘I thought as much.
-But what was he doing a moment ago?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Nonsense’—flushing hotly—‘you know
-what I mean—that it was James you were
-accusing a moment ago.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘True! And it should have been you. I am
-in fault this time, then. That makes a third.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No, indeed, because I am not in fault
-at all.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Then it was the immaculate one! What
-of him? Has he been at his old game again:
-chasing you round the garden to——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mr. Crosby!’ There is indignant protest
-in her tone, but the rich colour that rises to
-her cheek tells him that his guess has been
-at least partly accurate.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Not that,’ says he. ‘Foolish James!’
-Even as he says these idle words he is
-cursing James up hill and down dale for the
-abominable impertinence of him. No little
-shred of allowance for James’ honest love for
-this pretty maiden enters into his heart.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well—go on! That is only a negative
-statement—if it is a statement at all.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_245'>245</span>‘There is nothing to tell. And’—she
-pauses—‘and, any way, I won’t tell it,’ says
-she.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Crosby suppresses a desire to laugh. Oh,
-how sweet—how sweet his little darling is!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Not even to me—your guide, philosopher,
-and friend? Susan’—he is looking into her
-eyes as if compelling an answer—‘he proposed
-to you again, didn’t he?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh yes,’ says Susan, as if throwing a load
-off her mind; ‘and when I told him again
-that I couldn’t and wouldn’t—he—he was
-horrid. And he wanted——’ She stops.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes’—Crosby’s voice is sharp now—‘but
-you didn’t——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No, no! But I hate him!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So do I, with all my soul,’ says Crosby,
-more to himself, however, than for her hearing.
-He stands looking on the ground for a
-bit, and then:</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So you have refused the gunner. Poor
-James! You don’t really care for him, then?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I thought all the world knew that,’ says
-Susan. ‘Why’—with almost pathetic contempt—‘can’t
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_246'>246</span>he know it? It is unkind of
-him, isn’t it, to make me so unkind? But I
-can’t love him—I can’t!’ A little sigh escapes
-her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The rose on the straggling bush above her
-is not sweeter or more beautiful than Susan
-is now, with her pretty bent head and her
-flower-like face, and all the delicate beauty
-of her soul shining through her earnest eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>A strange nervousness seizes on Crosby.
-He takes a step towards her, however, and
-takes both her hands in his strong clasp.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Susan, am I too old?’ says he.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan turns her startled eyes upon him,
-grows crimson, and then deadly white. She
-pulls her hands out of his and turns away,
-but too late—too late to hide the rapture in
-her eyes, that the heavy tears in vain are
-trying to drown.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Susan, my darling! my own sweet little
-girl! Susan’—his arms are round her now—‘is
-it true? So you do care for me! For
-me—such an old fellow next to you—you’—clasping
-her to him and laughing—‘are only
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_247'>247</span>a baby, you know. But my baby now, eh?
-Oh, Susan, is it true?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan tightens her hand upon his arm, but
-answer makes she none.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Afterwards you may be sorry; thirty-four
-and nineteen—a great many milestones
-between us, you see.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Ah, it is you who will be sorry!’ says
-Susan, lifting her head a minute from the
-safe shelter of his breast to look at him. It
-is a lovely look. Poor James! if he had
-only seen it!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Are you going to lead me such a life
-as that?’ says Crosby, laughing. ‘I don’t
-believe it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You know what I mean.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t, indeed. I don’t even know if you
-love me yet.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, as for that——’ Suddenly she laughs,
-too, and with the sweetest tenderness slips
-one arm round his neck and draws his head
-down to hers. ‘And, besides, I’m very nearly
-twenty,’ says she.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Look here,’ says Crosby presently; ‘too
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_248'>248</span>much happiness is bad for any man. Now,
-you sit over there’—putting her into a far
-corner of the old garden-seat—‘and I’ll sit
-here’—seating himself with the sternest
-virtue at the other end. ‘Don’t come within
-a mile of me again for a while, and let us be
-sensible and talk business. When will you
-marry me—next week?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Next week?’—with a laugh—‘is that
-talking business?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘The best business.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, nonsense!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Where does the nonsense come in? I’ve
-been waiting all my life for you, and what’s
-the good of waiting any longer—even a day?
-See here, now, Susan. In seven days you
-could——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I could not, indeed!’ She breaks off
-suddenly. ‘You are coming nearer.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘So I am,’ says he, sighing, and moving
-back to his corner. ‘Good Susan! Keep
-reminding me, will you?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I certainly shall,’ says Susan, who has
-perhaps been only half understood up to this.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_249'>249</span>‘Well, if not next week—next month?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh no,’ says Susan. ‘In a year perhaps
-I——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘How dare you make such a proposition!
-Come now, Susan, you have heard the old
-adage beginning, “Life is short.”’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes, but I don’t believe it. And besides—no;
-don’t stir. And besides—you are
-coming nearer.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is all your fault if I am. You are
-behaving so disgracefully. The idea of your
-mentioning a year. I shall appeal to your
-father.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I am certain he won’t hear of it at all.
-He—oh, there, you are coming closer again.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Susan,’ says Crosby sternly, ‘enough of
-this. I’ll stand no more of it. You shan’t
-keep me at arm’s length any longer.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I? What had I to do with it?’ says
-Susan, arching her charming brows.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>After which it takes only a moment to
-have the arm in question round her again,
-and to have her drawn into it—a most willing
-captive.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_250'>250</span>‘Do you remember when you made me
-promise I would never steal anything again?’
-asks Crosby, after an eloquent pause.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, I have broken that promise.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You haven’t, I hope.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I have, though. I’—with disgraceful
-triumph—‘have stolen your heart.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Not a bit of it,’ cries Susan, with a triumph
-that puts his to shame; ‘I gave it to you.
-Deny that if you dare.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He evidently doesn’t dare. He does something
-else, however, that is quite as effective.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, it’s a month, any way, isn’t it?’ says
-he. ‘In a month we’ll get married, and we’ll
-go away—away, all by ourselves, Susan—just
-you and I, to the heavenly places of the
-earth. You shall see the world, and the
-world shall see you—the loveliest thing that
-is in it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You mean that we shall go abroad?’ says
-Susan. ‘To Rome, perhaps?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘To Rome or any other spot your fancy
-dictates, so long as you take me with you.’
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_251'>251</span>He draws her to him as he says this, and—‘Susan,
-will you answer me one word?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan’s clear, truthful eyes fasten upon his.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What is it?’ asks she softly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Am I the one man in all the world you
-would see the world with?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>The clear truthful eyes do not falter.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Why do you ask me that?’ says she.
-‘Surely you know it.’</p>
-
-<hr class='c012'>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Where is your father?’ asks he presently.
-‘Let us go and tell him.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Tell father?’ Her tone has an ominous
-trembling in it.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Why, of course,’ says Crosby, regarding
-her with some surprise. It must be forgiven
-him if he thinks Mr. Barry will be decidedly
-glad to hear the news.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, I couldn’t,’ says Susan, growing quite
-pale. ‘He’ll be very angry with me. He
-will keep on thinking of me as a child, you
-know, and I can’t get him out of it. When
-I put on long frocks last year, I thought
-he’d see it then, but he didn’t; and even the
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_252'>252</span>doing up of my hair wasn’t of the slightest
-use.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘We might give him a third lesson,’ says
-Crosby. ‘Come on, and let us get it over.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You’—Susan draws back, and her tone
-now is distinctly fearful—‘You couldn’t go
-without me, could you? By yourself, I
-mean.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I could, of course,’ says he. ‘But——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, then, do,’ cries Susan, giving him a
-little push—there are unmistakable signs of
-cowardice about her. And all at once to
-Crosby comes the thought, how pure at
-heart all these people are—how ‘far from
-the madding crowd’ of self-seekers! She
-has not realized that he is what most of his
-town acquaintances call a ‘good match.’ She
-is even afraid to announce her engagement to
-her father, lest he should think her too young
-to marry. It sounds incredible, but a glance
-at Susan, and a vision of the sad man sitting
-alone with his new sorrow and disappointment
-in his little study beyond, dissolves all
-suspicions.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_253'>253</span>‘Yes—do go,’ says Susan. ‘To tell you
-the truth, father is in rather a disturbed
-state of mind just now, and I’m afraid he
-won’t receive you very well. He may be
-grumpy. He is unhappy. He has lost a
-great deal of money lately.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘A great deal?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘A very great deal. Four hundred
-pounds!’ Susan looks tragic. ‘And it
-had been set aside to put Carew into the
-army, so of course he feels it. The bank
-failed, you see.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Banks will do these rude things at times,’
-says Crosby. ‘But what I fail to see is, why
-you can’t come with me, and get your blessing
-on the spot.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Why, I’ve told you’—reproachfully.
-‘Father is in a bad temper, and he——’
-She pauses. ‘Oh, I can’t go,’ says she.
-‘But you can.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Alone! After the awful picture you have
-just drawn of your father’s wrath! Have
-you no regard for my life, Susan? Is this
-your vaunted love for me?—to abandon me
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_254'>254</span>remorselessly to the foe. Is it safe, do you
-think? Suppose I never come back?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Tut!’ says Susan. ‘There—go on! But
-be sure you say it isn’t my fault.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That makes an end of it,’ says Crosby.
-‘Your fault. Whose fault is it, if it isn’t
-yours? Susan, I refuse to stir a step without
-you. I feel it is your distinct duty to
-be there, if only to see fair play and be a
-witness at the inquest afterwards. Besides,
-I should like you to gather up my remains;
-you might give a helping hand so far. Seriously,
-darling’—drawing her to him—‘I
-think it would be wise of you to come with
-me. He would understand so much better
-if—if only you will look at me as you are
-looking now.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, I’ll come,’ says Susan, sighing dejectedly,
-but with another look that makes
-his heart sing aloud for joy.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That’s a darling Susan! But now, before
-we go, I must put you through a strict cross-examination.
-To begin with—you are positive
-you love me?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_255'>255</span>‘Positive.’ Susan, laughing, lays her
-hands against his shoulders, pressing him
-back.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That doesn’t look like it!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It’s true, though!’—laughing.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘And it isn’t out of pity?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I’ll certainly have to pity you soon. Are
-you going out of your mind?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘No wonder if I were.’ He swiftly undoes
-that unkind touch upon his shoulders, and
-takes her in his arms and kisses her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I don’t think that is cross-examination,’
-says she reproachfully. No doubt later on
-she will be capable of developing a little wit
-of her own.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You are right. To continue, then: how
-much do you love me?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Better’—Susan’s eyes, now sweeter than
-ever, raise themselves to his for one shy
-moment—‘than anyone.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That is vague, Susan. Give it a voice.
-Better than—Bonnie? Oh no!’—quickly—‘I
-shouldn’t have asked that. Don’t answer
-it, my sweetheart,’ pressing her head against
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_256'>256</span>his breast. ‘We’ll take another. You love
-me better than you thought you would ever
-love anyone—tell me that, any way.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, much, much more,’ says she. She
-clings to him for a moment, then steps back,
-and a little air of meditation grows on her.
-‘Do you know,’ says she in a low, rather
-ashamed tone, ‘about this very thing I have
-lately been very much surprised at myself.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It is irresistible. Crosby bursts out laughing—such
-happy laughter!</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What are you laughing at?’ asks Susan,
-a little nervously.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘At you.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘At me?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Yes; because you are just the sweetest
-angel, Susan. What sort of rings do you
-like best?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan is silent for a moment, and now
-through all the rose-white of her skin a
-warm flush rises.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You are going to give me a ring?’ says
-she. ‘Do you know, I hadn’t thought of
-that. A ring! I have never had a ring!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'><span class='pageno' id='Page_257'>257</span>He draws her head softly down upon his
-breast.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Your first will be a sacred one, then. It
-will be our engagement-ring, my darling!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I should like a blue ring,’ says Susan
-shyly, after a little while.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Like your own eyes. Sapphire, then?
-So be it. It will do for a first one. But
-you must have a keeper for it, Susan, and
-you must leave that to me.’ He is silent a
-moment. Where are the best diamonds to
-be got? ‘Now, come,’ says he; ‘I think
-honestly we ought to tackle your father
-together.’</p>
-
-<div class='chapter'>
- <span class='pageno' id='Page_258'>258</span>
- <h2 class='c008'>CHAPTER LVIII.</h2>
-</div>
-<div class='lg-container-b c009'>
- <div class='linegroup'>
- <div class='group'>
- <div class='line'>‘My heart is full of joy to-day,</div>
- <div class='line'>The air hath music in it.’</div>
- </div>
- </div>
-</div>
-
-<p class='c010'>Mr. Barry is sitting at his shabby writing-table
-in his very shabby study. His pale,
-refined face seems paler than usual, and there
-is a look of dejection in his sunken eyes that
-goes to Crosby’s heart. He has entered the
-room without a word of warning—a very
-reluctant Susan at his back—and has therefore
-caught that look on the Rector’s face
-before he has had time to take it off.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Mr. Barry,’ begins he quickly. ‘I—we—Susan,
-where are you?—we’—with emphasis
-that devastates the soul of the culprit next
-him—‘have come to tell you that—Susan,
-this is mean,’ as Susan makes a base effort to
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_259'>259</span>hide behind him once again—‘that Susan
-and I’—he laughs a little here, partly through
-nervousness, and partly because of an agonized,
-if unconscious, pinch from Susan on his arm—‘want
-to get married.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mr. Barry lays down the pen he has been
-holding since their unexpected entrance, and
-stares at Crosby as though he were the proud
-possessor of two heads, or else a decided madman.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>At last a flush dyes the pallor of his
-face.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Sir,’ says he, with dignity, ‘if this is a
-jest——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Not a jest such as you think,’ breaks in
-Crosby quickly; ‘though I hope our life
-together’—with a quick glance back at
-Susan, who still declines to show herself—‘will
-have a good deal of laughter in it.
-What I really want you to know’—gently—‘is
-that I have asked Susan to marry me,
-and she has said “Yes,” if’—with charming
-courtesy—‘you will give your consent.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mr. Barry rises from his chair. If he could
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_260'>260</span>be paler than he was a moment since, he is
-certainly so now.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Do you mean to tell me that you want’—he
-points at the only part of the abashed
-Susan that he can see—‘that you want that
-child for your wife?’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>There is a slight pause. It is long enough
-for Susan to cast an eloquent glance at
-Crosby. ‘I told you so,’ is the gist of it.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She is nineteen,’ says Crosby; ‘and she
-says that she——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Here he comes to grief; it seems impossible
-to so true a lover to say out aloud that
-Susan has confessed her love for him. He
-turns round.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I really think, Susan, it is your turn now,’
-whispers he. ‘You might say something.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Susan gives him an indignant glance.
-Hadn’t she told him how it would be? But
-dignity sweeps her into the breach.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It—it is quite true, papa,’ says she, faltering,
-trembling.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘What is true?’ asks her father.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>She is not trembling half so much outwardly
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_261'>261</span>as he is trembling inwardly. This
-thing, can it be true? And that baby—but
-is she a baby? How many years is it since
-the other Susan—his own Susan—died?</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That—that I love him!’ says Susan
-brokenly.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>When she says this she covers her face
-with her hands as if distinctly ashamed of
-herself, and Crosby, divining her thoughts,
-lays his arms round her and presses both
-hands and face out of sight against his
-breast.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mr. Barry looks at him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She is only a little country girl,’ says he.
-As if disliking the definition of her, Susan
-releases herself and stands back from Crosby.
-‘And you—have large possessions—and a
-position that will enable you to choose a wife
-anywhere. Susan—has nothing!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘She has everything,’ says Crosby hotly.
-‘When I look at her I know it is I who have
-nothing. What money, what position, could
-compare with the wealth of her beauty?...
-And now this gift of her love!... I am
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_262'>262</span>only too proud, I think myself only too blest,
-to be allowed to lay at her feet all that I
-have.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He turns to his pretty sweetheart and
-holds out his hand to her frankly. And she
-comes to him—a little pale, a little unnerved,
-but with earnest love in her shining eyes.
-And as he bends to her she gives him back
-with honest warmth the kiss that in her
-father’s presence he gives her.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>It seems a seal upon the truth of their
-declaration. Mr. Barry, going to her, lays
-his hands upon her shoulders. He is pale
-still, but the look of depression that almost
-amounted to despair that marked his face
-when Crosby first came in is now gone, and
-in its place is hope—and some other feeling
-hard to place—but pride, perhaps, is the
-nearest to it.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘God bless you, Susan, always!’ says he
-solemnly. In this moment, as he looks at
-her, for the first time it comes to him that
-she is the very image of her dead mother.
-‘It is a great responsibility,’ says he. His
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_263'>263</span>words are slow and difficult. ‘Try to be
-worthy of it! Be a good woman, and love
-your husband!’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, I will—I will, papa!’ says Susan,
-throwing her arms round his neck. It seems
-such an easy request. And all her fear of
-him seems gone. She clings to him. And
-the father presses her closely to him, but
-nervously, as if afraid of breaking down.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Crosby can see how it is, and touches Susan
-lightly on the arm.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Go into the garden,’ he whispers to her.
-‘I will meet you there presently.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>There is a last quick embrace between
-father and daughter, and Susan, who is now
-crying softly, leaves the room.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You will let me have her,’ says Crosby,
-turning to the Rector. ‘And I thank you
-for the gift. I think’—earnestly—‘you
-know enough of me to understand how I
-shall prize it.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>Mr. Barry comes back from the window.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘It is such a relief,’ says he quickly, and
-with extraordinary honesty. ‘It will be a
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_264'>264</span>weight off my mind. It is such a prospect as
-I could never have dreamed of for her. They
-tell me’—absently—‘that she is very pretty;
-her mother, at that age——’ He does not
-continue his sentence. A heavy sigh escapes
-him. ‘I have had great trouble lately,’ says
-he, after a minute or two, ‘and this, coming
-unexpectedly, has unnerved me.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘There shall be no more trouble that I can
-prevent,’ says Crosby gently, calmly, yet
-with strength. ‘You must think of me from
-to-day as your son.’ He pauses. ‘By-the-by,
-I hear that there is some little difficulty
-about Carew’s continuing his profession. That
-would be a pity, considering how far he has
-gone. We must not allow that.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘There is no “we” in it,’ says Mr. Barry,
-his thin white face now whiter. ‘I can do
-nothing in the matter. As you have heard
-so much, you, of course, know that the money
-that I had laid by for Carew’s start in life
-has been lost.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘That failure of a bank? Yes; but——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘You are giving a great deal to my daughter,
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_265'>265</span>Crosby,’ says the Rector quickly; ‘I cannot
-allow you to give to——’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘My brother, sir. Come, Mr. Barry, do
-not make me feel I am kept at arm’s length
-by Susan’s people. If a man can’t help his
-own brother, who can he help? And, after
-all, if you come to think of it, have you any
-right to prevent my helping him—to check
-his career like this? Besides’—laughing—‘you
-may as well give in, as I am going to
-see him through, whether you will or not.
-If I didn’t, there would be bad times for me
-with Susan.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>There is something about him—something
-in his happy, strong, kindly manner, that
-precludes the idea of offence of any sort;
-and Mr. Barry, after a struggle with his
-conscience, gives in. That suggestion about
-his having any right to deny the boy his
-profession had touched him.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Well, that’s settled,’ says Crosby comfortably.
-And it gives an idea of the charm
-of his character that, as he says it, no feeling
-of chagrin, of smallness, enters into the soul
-<span class='pageno' id='Page_266'>266</span>of the man he has benefited. Mr. Barry,
-indeed, smiles a happier smile than his worn
-face has known for many a day.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘God bless you, Crosby!’ says he. And
-then, pausing and colouring—the slow and
-painful colour of age, ‘God bless you, George!
-It is useless to speak. I cannot say what I
-want to say. But this’—his tone, nervous
-and awkward always, now almost stammers—‘this
-I must say, that Susan ought to be a
-happy woman.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘Oh, as to that,’ says Crosby, laughing
-again, a little nervously himself now, as he
-sees the other’s suppressed emotion, ‘I hope
-so. I’ll see to it, you know. But there’s
-one thing sure—that I’m going to be a happy
-man.’</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>He looks towards the window.</p>
-
-<p class='c004'>‘I think she is waiting for me in the
-garden,’ says he.</p>
-
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