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diff --git a/6884.txt b/6884.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..81ae80f --- /dev/null +++ b/6884.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6490 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Sleeping Fires, by Gertrude Atherton + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Sleeping Fires + +Author: Gertrude Atherton + +Posting Date: August 29, 2012 [EBook #6884] +Release Date: November, 2004 +First Posted: February 6, 2003 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SLEEPING FIRES *** + + + + +Produced by Avinash Kothare, Tom Allen, Charles Franks and +the Online Distributed + + + + + + + + + + +SLEEPING FIRES + +A NOVEL + +BY GERTRUDE ATHERTON + + + + + +SLEEPING FIRES + + + + +I + + +There was no Burlingame in the Sixties, the Western Addition was a +desert of sand dunes and the goats gambolled through the rocky gulches +of Nob Hill. But San Francisco had its Rincon Hill and South Park, +Howard and Fulsom and Harrison Streets, coldly aloof from the +tumultuous hot heart of the City north of Market Street. + +In this residence section the sidewalks were also wooden and uneven and +the streets muddy in winter and dusty in summer, but the houses, some +of which had "come round the Horn," were large, simple, and stately. +Those on the three long streets had deep gardens before them, with +willow trees and oaks above the flower beds, quaint ugly statues, and +fountains that were sometimes dry. The narrower houses of South Park +crowded one another about the oval enclosure and their common garden +was the smaller oval of green and roses. + +On Rincon Hill the architecture was more varied and the houses that +covered all sides of the hill were surrounded by high-walled gardens +whose heavy bushes of Castilian roses were the only reminder in this +already modern San Francisco of the Spain that had made California a +land of romance for nearly a century; the last resting place on this +planet of the Spirit of Arcadia ere she vanished into space before the +gold-seekers. + +On far-flung heights beyond the business section crowded between Market +and Clay Streets were isolated mansions, built by prescient men whose +belief in the rapid growth of the city to the north and west was +justified in due course, but which sheltered at present amiable and +sociable ladies who lamented their separation by vast spaces from that +aristocratic quarter of the south. + +But they had their carriages, and on a certain Sunday afternoon several +of these arks drawn by stout horses might have been seen crawling +fearfully down the steep hills or floundering through the sand until +they reached Market Street; when the coachmen cracked their whips, the +horses trotted briskly, and shortly after began to ascend Rincon Hill. + +Mrs. Hunt McLane, the social dictator of her little world, had recently +moved from South Park into a large house on Rincon Hill that had been +built by an eminent citizen who had lost his fortune as abruptly as he +had made it; and this was her housewarming. It was safe to say that her +rooms would be crowded, and not merely because her Sunday receptions +were the most important minor functions in San Francisco: it was +possible that Dr. Talbot and his bride would be there. And if he were +not it might be long before curiosity would be gratified by even a +glance at the stranger; the doctor detested the theatre and had engaged +a suite at the Occidental Hotel with a private dining-room. + +Several weeks before a solemn conclave had been held at Mrs. McLane's +house in South Park. Mrs. Abbott was there and Mrs. Ballinger, both +second only to Mrs. McLane in social leadership; Mrs. Montgomery, Mrs. +Brannan, and other women whose power was rooted in the Fifties; Maria +and Sally Ballinger, Marguerite McLane, and Guadalupe Hathaway, whose +blue large talking Spanish eyes had made her the belle of many seasons: +all met to discuss the disquieting news of the marriage in Boston of +the most popular and fashionable doctor in San Francisco, Howard +Talbot. He had gone East for a vacation, and soon after had sent them a +bald announcement of his marriage to one Madeleine Chilton of Boston. + +Many high hopes had centered in Dr. Talbot. He was only forty, +good-looking, with exuberant spirits, and well on the road to fortune. +He had been surrounded in San Francisco by beautiful and vivacious +girls, but had always proclaimed himself a man's man, avowed he had +seen too much of babies and "blues," and should die an old bachelor. +Besides he loved them all; when he did not damn them roundly, which he +sometimes did to their secret delight. + +And now he not only had affronted them by marrying some one he probably +never had seen before, but he had taken a Northern wife; he had not +even had the grace to go to his native South, if he must marry an +outsider; he had gone to Boston--of all places! + +San Francisco Society in the Sixties was composed almost entirely of +Southerners. Even before the war it had been difficult for a Northerner +to obtain entrance to that sacrosanct circle; the exceptions were due +to sheer personality. Southerners were aristocrats. The North was +plebeian. That was final. Since the war, Victorious North continued to +admit defeat in California. The South had its last stronghold in San +Francisco, and held it, haughty, unconquered, inflexible. + +That Dr. Talbot, who was on a family footing in every home in San +Francisco, should have placed his friends in such a delicate position +(to say nothing of shattered hopes) was voted an outrage, and at Mrs. +McLane's on that former Sunday afternoon, there had been no pretence at +indifference. The subject was thoroughly discussed. It was possible +that the creature might not even be a lady. Had any one ever heard of a +Boston family named Chilton? No one had. They knew nothing of Boston +and cared less. But the best would be bad enough. + +It was more likely however that the doctor had married some obscure +person with nothing in her favor but youth, or a widow of practiced +wiles, or--horrid thought--a divorcee. + +He had always been absurdly liberal in spite of his blue Southern +blood; and a man's man wandering alone at the age of forty was almost +foredoomed to disaster. No doubt the poor man had been homesick and +lonesome. + +Should they receive her or should they not? If not, would they lose +their doctor. He would never speak to one of them again if they +insulted his wife. But a Bostonian, a possible nobody! And homely, of +course. Angular. Who had ever heard of a pretty woman raised on beans, +codfish, and pie for breakfast? + +Finally Mrs. McLane had announced that she should not make up her mind +until the couple arrived and she sat in judgment upon the woman +personally. She would call the day after they docked in San Francisco. +If, by any chance, the woman were presentable, dressed herself with +some regard to the fashion (which was more than Mrs. Abbott and +Guadalupe Hathaway did), and had sufficient tact to avoid the subject +of the war, she would stand sponsor and invite her to the first +reception in the house on Rincon Hill. + +"But if not," she said grimly--"well, not even for Howard Talbot's sake +will I receive a woman who is not a lady, or who has been divorced. In +this wild city we are a class apart, above. No loose fish enters our +quiet bay. Only by the most rigid code and watchfulness have we formed +and preserved a society similar to that we were accustomed to in the +old South. If we lowered our barriers we should be submerged. If Howard +Talbot has married a woman we do not find ourselves able to associate +with in this intimate little society out here on the edge of the world, +he will have to go." + + + + +II + + +Mrs. McLane had called on Mrs. Talbot. That was known to all San +Francisco, for her carriage had stood in front of the Occidental Hotel +for an hour. Kind friends had called to offer their services in setting +the new house in order, but were dismissed at the door with the brief +announcement that Mrs. McLane was having the blues. No one wasted time +on a second effort to gossip with their leader; it was known that just +so often Mrs. McLane drew down the blinds, informed her household that +she was not to be disturbed, disposed herself on the sofa with her back +to the room and indulged in the luxury of blues for three days. She +took no nourishment but milk and broth and spoke to no one. Today this +would be a rest cure and was equally beneficial. When the attack was +over Mrs. McLane would arise with a clear complexion, serene nerves, +and renewed strength for social duties. Her friends knew that her +retirement on this occasion was timed to finish on the morning of her +reception and had not the least misgiving that her doors would still be +closed. + +The great double parlors of her new mansion were thrown into one and +the simple furniture covered with gray rep was pushed against soft gray +walls hung with several old portraits in oil, ferrotypes and +silhouettes. A magnificent crystal chandelier depended from the high +and lightly frescoed ceiling and there were side brackets beside the +doors and the low mantel piece. Mrs. McLane may not have been able to +achieve beauty with the aid of the San Francisco shops, but at least +she had managed to give her rooms a severe and stately simplicity, +vastly different from the helpless surrenders of her friends to +mid-victorian deformities. + +The rooms filled early. Mrs. McLane stood before the north windows +receiving her friends with her usual brilliant smile, her manner of +high dignity and sweet cordiality. She was a majestic figure in spite +of her short stature and increasing curves, for the majesty was within +and her head above a flat back had a lofty poise. She wore her +prematurely white hair in a tall pompadour, and this with the rich +velvets she affected, ample and long, made her look like a French +marquise of the eighteenth century, stepped down from the canvas. The +effect was by no means accidental. Mrs. McLane's grandmother had been +French and she resembled her. + +Her hoopskirt was small, but the other women were inclined to the +extreme of the fashion; as they saw it in the Godey's Lady's Book they +or their dressmakers subscribed to. Their handsome gowns spread widely +and the rooms hardly could have seemed to sway and undulate more if an +earthquake had rocked it. The older women wore small bonnets and +cashmere shawls, lace collars and cameos, the younger fichus and small +flat hats above their "waterfalls" or curled chignons. The husbands had +retired with Mr. McLane to the smoking room, but there were many beaux +present, equally expectant when not too absorbed. + +Unlike as a reception of that day was in background and costumes from +the refinements of modern art and taste, it possessed one contrast that +was wholly to its advantage. Its men were gentlemen and the sons and +grandsons of gentlemen. To no one city has there ever been such an +emigration of men of good family as to San Francisco in the Fifties and +Sixties. Ambitious to push ahead in politics or the professions and +appreciating the immediate opportunities of the new and famous city, or +left with an insufficient inheritance (particularly after the war) and +ashamed to work in communities where no gentleman had ever worked, they +had set sail with a few hundreds to a land where a man, if he did not +occupy himself lucratively, was unfit for the society of enterprising +citizens. + +Few had come in time for the gold diggings, but all, unless they had +disappeared into the hot insatiable maw of the wicked little city, had +succeeded in one field or another; and these, in their dandified +clothes, made a fine appearance at fashionable gatherings. If they took +up less room than the women they certainly were more decorative. + +Dr. Talbot and his wife had not arrived. To all eager questions Mrs. +McLane merely replied that "they" would "be here." She had the dramatic +instinct of the true leader and had commanded the doctor not to bring +his bride before four o'clock. The reception began at three. They +should have an entrance. But Mrs. Abbott, a lady of three chins and an +eagle eye, who had clung for twenty-five years to black satin and +bugles, was too persistent to be denied. She extracted the information +that the Bostonian had sent her own furniture by a previous steamer and +that her drawing room was graceful, French, and exquisite. + +At ten minutes after the hour the buzz and chatter stopped abruptly and +every face was turned, every neck craned toward the door. The colored +butler had announced with a grand flourish: + +"Dr. and Mrs. Talbot." + +The doctor looked as rubicund, as jovial, as cynical as ever. But few +cast him more than a passing glance. Then they gave an audible gasp, +induced by an ingenuous compound of amazement, disappointment, and +admiration. They had been prepared to forgive, to endure, to make every +allowance. The poor thing could no more help being plain and dowdy than +born in Boston, and as their leader had satisfied herself that she +"would do," they would never let her know how deeply they deplored her +disabilities. + +But they found nothing to deplore but the agonizing necessity for +immediate readjustment. Mrs. Talbot was unquestionably a product of the +best society. The South could have done no better. She was tall and +supple and self-possessed. She was exquisitely dressed in dark blue +velvet with a high collar of point lace tapering almost to her bust, +and revealing a long white throat clasped at the base by a string of +pearls. On her head, as proudly poised as Mrs. McLane's, was a blue +velvet hat, higher in the crown than the prevailing fashion, rolled up +on one side and trimmed only with a drooping gray feather. And her +figure, her face, her profile! The young men crowded forward more +swiftly than the still almost paralyzed women. She was no more than +twenty. Her skin was as white as the San Francisco fogs, her lips were +scarlet, her cheeks pink, her hair and eyes a bright golden brown. Her +features were delicate and regular, the mouth not too small, curved and +sensitive; her refinement was almost excessive. Oh, she was +"high-toned," no doubt of that! As she moved forward and stood in front +of Mrs. McLane, or acknowledged introductions to those that stood near, +the women gave another gasp, this time of consternation. She wore +neither hoop-skirt nor crinoline. Could it be that the most elegant +fashion ever invented had been discarded by Paris? Or was this lovely +creature of surpassing elegance, a law unto herself? + +Her skirt was full but straight and did not disguise the lines of her +graceful figure; above her small waist it fitted as closely as a riding +habit. She was even more _becomingly_ dressed than any woman in the +room. Mrs. Abbott, who was given to primitive sounds, snorted. Maria +Ballinger, whose finely developed figure might as well have been the +trunk of a tree, sniffed. Her sister Sally almost danced with +excitement, and even Miss Hathaway straightened her fichu. Mrs. +Ballinger, who had been the belle of Richmond and was still adjudged +the handsomest woman in San Francisco, lifted the eyebrows to which +sonnets had been written with an air of haughty resignation; but made +up her mind to abate her scorn of the North and order her gowns from +New York hereafter. + +But the San Franciscans on the whole were an amiable people and they +were sometimes conscious of their isolation; in a few moments they felt +a pleasant titillation of the nerves, as if the great world they might +never see again had sent them one of her most precious gifts. + +They all met her in the course of the afternoon. She was sweet and +gracious, but although there was not a hint of embarrassment she made +no attempt to shine, and they liked her the better for that. The young +men soon discovered they could make no impression on this lovely +importation, for her eyes strayed constantly to her husband; until he +disappeared in search of cronies, whiskey, and a cigar: then she looked +depressed for a moment, but gave a still closer attention to the women +about her. + +In love with her husband but a woman-of-the-world. Manners as fine as +Mrs. McLane's, but too aloof and sensitive to care for leadership. She +had made the grand tour in Europe, they discovered, and enjoyed a +season in Washington. She should continue to live at the Occidental +Hotel as her husband would be out so much at night and she was rather +timid. And she was bright, unaffected, responsive. Could anything be +more reassuring? There was nothing to be apprehended by the socially +ambitious, the proud housewives, or those prudent dames whose amours +were conducted with such secrecy that they might too easily be +supplanted by a predatory coquette. The girls drew little unconscious +sighs of relief. Sally Ballinger vowed she would become her intimate +friend, Sibyl Geary that she would copy her gowns. Mrs. Abbott +succumbed. In short they all took her to their hearts. She was one of +them from that time forth and the reign of crinoline was over. + + + + +III + + +The Talbots remained to supper and arrived at the Occidental Hotel at +the dissipated hour of half past nine. As they entered their suite the +bride took her sweeping skirts in either hand and executed a pas seul +down the long parlor. + +"I was a success!" she cried. "You were proud of me. I could see it. +And even at the table, although I talked nearly all the time to Mr. +McLane, I never mentioned a book." + +She danced over and threw her arms about his neck. "Say you were proud +of me. I'd love to hear it." + +He gave her a bear-like hug. "Of course. You are the prettiest and the +most animated woman in San Francisco, and that's saying a good deal. +And I've given them all a mighty surprise." + +"I believe that is the longest compliment you ever paid me--and because +I made a good impression on some one else. What irony!" + +She pouted charmingly, but her eyes were wistful. "Now sit down and +talk to me. I've scarcely seen you since we arrived." + +"Oh! Remember you are married to this old ruffian. You'll see enough of +me in the next thirty or forty years. Run to bed and get your beauty +sleep. I promised to go to the Union Club." + +"The Club? You went to the Club last night and the night before and the +night before that. Every night since we arrived--" + +"I haven't seen half my old cronies yet and they are waiting for a good +old poker game. Sleep is what you want after such an exciting day. +Remember, I doctor the nerves of all the women in San Francisco and +this is a hard climate on nerves. Wonder more women don't go to the +devil." + +He kissed her again and escaped hurriedly. Those were the days when +women wept facilely, "swooned," inhaled hartshorn, calmed themselves +with sal volatile, and even went into hysterics upon slight +provocation. Madeleine Talbot merely wept. She believed herself to be +profoundly in love with her jovial magnetic if rather rough husband. He +was so different from the correct reserved men she had been associated +with during her anchored life in Boston. In Washington she had met only +the staid old families, and senators of a benignant formality. In +Europe she had run across no one she knew who might have introduced her +to interesting foreigners, and Mrs. Chilton would as willingly have +caressed a tiger as spoken to a stranger no matter how prepossessing. +Howard Talbot, whom she had met at the house of a common friend, had +taken her by storm. Her family had disapproved, not only because he was +by birth a Southerner, but for the same reason that had attracted their +Madeleine. He was entirely too different. Moreover, he would take her +to a barbarous country where there was no Society and people dared not +venture into the streets lest they be shot. But she had overruled them +and been very happy--at times. He was charming and adorable and it was +manifest that for him no other woman existed. + +But she could not flatter herself that she was indispensable. He openly +preferred the society of men, and during that interminable sea voyage +she had seen little of him save at the table or when he came to their +stateroom late at night. For her mind he appeared to have a +good-natured masculine contempt. He talked to her as he would to a +fascinating little girl. If he cared for mental recreation he found it +in men. + +She went into her bedroom and bathed her eyes with eau de cologne. At +least he had given her no cause for jealousy. That was one +compensation. And a wise married friend had told her that the only way +to manage a husband was to give him his head and never to indulge in +the luxury of reproaches. She was sorry she had forgotten herself +tonight. + + + + +IV + + +Dr. Talbot had confided to Mrs. McLane that his wife was inclined to be +a bas bleu and he wanted her broken of an unfeminine love of books. +Mrs. McLane, who knew that a reputation for bookishness would be fatal +in a community that regarded "Lucile" as a great poem and read little +but the few novels that drifted their way (or the continued stories in +Godey's Lady's Book), promised him that Madeleine's intellectual +aspirations should be submerged in the social gaieties of the season. + +She kept her word. Dinners, receptions, luncheons, theatre parties, in +honor of the bride, followed in rapid succession, and when all had +entertained her, the less personal invitations followed as rapidly. Her +popularity was not founded on novelty. + +No girl in her first season had ever enjoyed herself more naively and +she brought to every entertainment eager sparkling eyes and dancing +feet that never tired. She became the "reigning toast." At parties she +was surrounded by a bevy of admirers or forced to divide her dances; +for it was soon patent there was no jealousy in Talbot's composition +and that he took an equally naive pride in his wife's success. When +alone with women she was quite as animated and interested, and, +moreover, invited them to copy her gowns. Some had been made in Paris, +others in New York. The local dressmakers felt the stirrings of +ambition, and the shops sent for a more varied assortment of fabrics. + +Madeleine Talbot at this time was very happy, or, at least, too busy to +recall her earlier dreams of happiness. The whole-hearted devotion to +gaiety of this stranded little community, its elegance, despite its +limitations, its unbounded hospitality to all within its guarded +portals, its very absence of intellectual criticism, made the formal +life of her brief past appear dull and drab in the retrospect. The +spirit of Puritanism seemed to have lost heart in those trackless +wastes between the Atlantic and the Pacific and turned back. True, the +moral code was rigid (on the surface); but far from too much enjoyment +of life, of quaffing eagerly at the brimming cup, being sinful, they +would have held it to be a far greater sin not to have accepted all +that the genius of San Francisco so lavishly provided. + +Wildness and recklessness were in the air, the night life of San +Francisco was probably the maddest in the world; nor did the gambling +houses close their doors by day, nor the women of Dupont Street cease +from leering through their shuttered windows; a city born in delirium +and nourished on crime, whose very atmosphere was electrified and whose +very foundations were restless, would take a quarter of a century at +least to manufacture a decent thick surface of conventionality, and its +self-conscious respectable wing could no more escape its spirit than +its fogs and winds. But evil excitement was tempered to irresponsible +gaiety, a constant whirl of innocent pleasures. When the spirit passed +the portals untempered, and drove women too highly-strung, too unhappy, +or too easily bored, to the divorce courts, to drink, or to reckless +adventure, they were summarily dropped. No woman, however guiltless, +could divorce her husband and remain a member of that vigilant court. +It was all or nothing. If a married woman were clever enough to take a +lover undetected and merely furnish interesting surmise, there was no +attempt to ferret out and punish her; for no society can exist without +gossip. + +But none centered about Madeleine Talbot. Her little coquetries were +impartial and her devotion to her husband was patent to the most +infatuated eye. Life was made very pleasant for her. Howard, during +that first winter, accompanied her to all the dinners and parties, and +she gave several entertainments in her large suite at the Occidental +Hotel. Sally Ballinger was a lively companion for the mornings and was +as devoted a friend as youth could demand. Mrs. Abbott petted her, and +Mrs. Ballinger forgot that she had been born in Boston. + +When it was discovered that she had a sweet lyric soprano, charmingly +cultivated, her popularity winged another flight; San Francisco from +its earliest days was musical, and she made a brilliant success as La +Belle Helene in the amateur light opera company organized by Mrs. +McLane. It was rarely that she spent an evening alone, and the cases of +books she had brought from Boston remained in the cellars of the Hotel. + + + + +V + + +Society went to the country to escape the screaming winds and dust +clouds of summer. A few had built country houses, the rest found +abundant amusement at the hotels of The Geysers, Warm Springs and +Congress Springs, taking the waters dutifully. + +As the city was constantly swept by epidemics Dr. Talbot rarely left +his post for even a few days' shooting, and Madeleine remained with him +as a matter of course. Moreover, she hoped for occasional long evenings +with her husband and the opportunity to convince him that her +companionship was more satisfying than that of his friends at the Club. +She had not renounced the design of gradually converting him to her own +love of literature, and pictured delightful hours during which they +would discuss the world's masterpieces together. + +But he merely hooted amiably and pinched her cheeks when she approached +the subject tentatively. He was infernally over-worked and unless he +had a few hours' relaxation at the Club he would be unfit for duty on +the morrow. She was his heart's delight, the prettiest wife in San +Francisco; he worked the better because she was always lovely at the +breakfast table and he could look forward to a brief dinner in her +always radiant company. Thank God, she never had the blues nor carried +a bottle of smelling salts about with her. And she hadn't a nerve in +her body! God! How he did hate women's nerves. No, she was a model wife +and he adored her unceasingly. But companionship? When she timidly +uttered the word, he first stared uncomprehendingly, then burst into +loud laughter. + +"Men don't find companionship in women, my dear. If they pretend to +they're after something else. Take the word of an old stager for that. +Of course there is no such thing as companionship among women as men +understand the term, but you have Society, which is really all you +want. Yearnings are merely a symptom of those accursed nerves. For +God's sake forget them. Flirt all you choose--there are plenty of men +in town; have them in for dinner if you like--but if any of those young +bucks talks companionship to you put up your guard or come and tell me. +I'll settle his hash." + +"I don't want the companionship of any other man, but I'd like yours." + +"You don't know how lucky you are. You have all of me you could stand. +Three or four long evenings--well, we'd yawn in each other's faces and +go to bed. A bull but true enough." + +"Then I think I'll have the books unpacked, not only those I brought, +but the new case papa sent to me. I have lost the resource of Society +for several months, and I do not care to have men here after you have +gone. That would mean gossip." + +"You are above gossip and I prefer the men to the books. You'll ruin +your pretty eyes, and you had the makings of a fine bluestocking when I +rescued you. A successful woman--with her husband and with Society--has +only sparkling shallows in her pretty little head. Now, I must run. I +really shouldn't have come all the way up here for lunch." + +Madeleine wandered aimlessly to the window and looked down at the +scurrying throngs on Montgomery Street. There were few women. The men +bent against the wind, clutching at their hats, or chasing them along +the uneven wooden sidewalks, tripping perhaps on a loose board. There +were tiny whirlwinds of dust in the unpaved streets. The bustling +little city that Madeleine had thought so picturesque in its novelty +suddenly lost its glamour. It looked as if parts of it had been flung +together in a night between solid blocks imported from the older +communities; so furious was the desire to achieve immediate wealth +there were only three or four buildings of architectural beauty in the +city. The shop windows on Montgomery Street were attractive with the +wares of Paris, but Madeleine coveted nothing in San Francisco. + +She thought of Boston, New York, Washington, Europe, and for a moment +nostalgia overwhelmed her. If Howard would only take her home for a +visit! Alas! he was as little likely to do that as to give her the +companionship she craved. + +But she had no intention of taking refuge in tears. Nor would she stay +at home and mope. Her friends were out of town. She made up her mind to +go for a walk, although she hardly knew where to go. Between mud and +dust and hills, walking was not popular in San Francisco. However, +there might be some excitement in exploring. + +She looped her brown cloth skirt over her balmoral petticoat, tied a +veil round her small hat and set forth. Although the dust was flying +she dared not lower her veil until she reached the environs, knowing +that if she did she would be followed; or if recognized, accused of the +unpardonable sin. The heavy veil in the San Francisco of that day, save +when driving in aggressively respectable company, was almost an +interchangeable term for assignation. It was as inconvenient for the +virtuous as indiscreet for the carnal. + +Madeleine reached the streets of straggling homes and those long +impersonal rows depressing in their middle-class respectability, and +lowered the veil over her smarting eyes. She also squared her shoulders +and strode along with an independent swing that must convince the most +investigating mind she was walking for exercise only. + +Almost unconsciously she directed her steps toward the Cliff House Road +where she had driven occasionally behind the doctor's spanking team. It +was four o'clock when she entered it and the wind had fallen. The road +was thronged with buggies, tandems, hacks, phaetons, and four-in-hands. +Society might be out of town but the still gayer world was not. +Madeleine, skirting the edge of the road to avoid disaster stared +eagerly behind her veil. Here were the reckless and brilliant women of +the demi-monde of whom she had heard so much, but to whom she had +barely thrown a glance when driving with her husband. They were painted +and dyed and kohled and their plumage would have excited the envy of +birds in Paradise. San Francisco had lured these ladies "round the +Horn" since the early Fifties: a different breed from the camp +followers of the late Forties. Some had fallen from a high estate, +others had been the mistresses of rich men in the East, or belles in +the half world of New York or Paris. Never had they found life so free +or pickings so easy as in San Francisco. + +Madeleine knew that many of the eminent citizens she met in Society +kept their mistresses and flaunted them openly. It was, in fact, almost +a convention. She was not surprised to see several men who had taken +her in to dinner tooling these gorgeous cyprians and looking far +prouder than when they played host in the world of fashion. On one of +the gayest of the coaches she saw four of the young men who were among +the most devoted of her cavaliers at dances: Alexander Groome, Amos +Lawton, Ogden Bascom, and "Tom" Abbott, Jr. Groome was paying his +addresses to Maria Ballinger, "a fine figure of a girl" who had +inherited little of her mother's beauty but all of her virtue, and +Madeleine wondered if he would reform and settle down. Abbott was +engaged to Marguerite McLane and looked as if he were having his last +glad fling. Ogden Bascom had proposed to Guadalupe Hathaway every month +for five years. It was safe to say that he would toe the mark if he won +her. But he did not appear to be nursing a blighted heart at present. + +Madeleine's depression left her. _That_, at least, Howard would never +do. She felt full of hope and buoyancy once more, not realizing that it +is easier to win back a lover than change the nature of man. + +When Madeleine reached the Cliff House, that shabby innocent-looking +little building whose evil fame had run round the world, she stared at +it fascinated. Its restaurant overhung the sea. On this side the blinds +were down. It looked as if awaiting the undertaker. She pictured +Howard's horror when she told him of her close contact with vice, and +anticipated with a pleasurable thrill the scolding he would give her. +They had never quarrelled and it would be delightful to make up. + +"Not Mrs. Talbot! No! Assuredly not!" + +Involuntarily Madeleine raised her veil. She recognized the voice of +"Old" Ben Travers (he was only fifty but bald and yellow), the Union +Club gossip, and the one man in San Francisco she thoroughly disliked. +He stood with his hat in his hand, an expression of ludicrous +astonishment on his face. + +"Yes, it is I," said Madeleine coolly. "And I am very much interested." + +"Ah? Interested?" He glanced about. If this were an assignation either +the man was late or had lost courage. But he assumed an expression of +deep respect. "That I can well imagine, cloistered as you are. But, if +you will permit me to say so, it is hardly prudent. Surely you know +that this is a place of ill repute and that your motives, however +innocent, might easily be misconstrued." + +"I am alone!" said Madeleine gaily, "and my veil is up! Not a man has +glanced at me, I look so tiresomely respectable in these stout walking +clothes. Even you, dear Mr. Travers, whom we accuse of being quite a +gossip, understand perfectly." + +"Oh, yes, indeed. I do understand. And Mrs. Talbot is like Caesar's +wife, but nevertheless--there is a hack. It is waiting, but I think I +can bribe him to take us in. You really must not remain here another +moment--and you surely do not intend to walk back--six miles?" + +"No, I'll be glad to drive--but if you will engage the hack--I +shouldn't think of bothering you further." + +"I shall take you home," said Travers firmly. "Howard never would +forgive me if I did not--that is--that is--" + +Madeleine laughed merrily. "If I intend to tell him! But of course I +shall tell him. Why not?" + +"Well, yes, it would be best. I'll speak to the man." + +The Jehu was reluctant, but a bill passed and he drove up to Madeleine. +"Guess I can do it," he said, "but I'll have to drive pretty fast." + +Madeleine smiled at him and he touched his hat. She had employed him +more than once. "The faster the better, Thomas," she said. "I walked +out and am tired." + +"I saw you come striding down the road, ma'am," he said deferentially, +"and I knew you got off your own beat by mistake. I think I'd have +screwed up my courage and said something if Mr. Travers hadn't happened +along." + +Madeleine nodded carelessly and entered the hack, followed by Travers, +in spite of her protests. + +"I too walked out here and intended to ask some one to give me a lift +home. I am the unfortunate possessor of a liver, my dear young lady, +and must walk six miles a day, although I loathe walking as I loathe +drinking weak whiskey and water." + +Madeleine shrugged her shoulders and attempted to raise one of the +curtains. The interior was as dark as a cave. But Travers exclaimed in +alarm. + +"No! No! Not until we get out of this. When we have reached the city, +but not here. In a hack on this road--" + +"Oh, very well. Then entertain me, please, as I cannot look out. You +always have something interesting to tell." + +"I am flattered to think you find me entertaining. I've sometimes +thought you didn't like me." + +"Now you know that is nonsense. I always think myself fortunate if I +sit next you at dinner." Madeleine spoke in her gayest tones, but in +truth she dreaded what the man might make of this innocent escapade and +intended to make a friend of him if possible. + +She was growing accustomed to the gloom and saw him smile fatuously. +"That sends me to the seventh heaven. How often since you came have I +wished that my dancing days were not over." + +"I'd far rather hear you talk. Tell me some news." + +"News? News? San Francisco is as flat at present as spilled champagne. +Let me see? Ah! Did you ever hear of Langdon Masters?" + +"No. Who is he?" + +"He is Virginian like myself--a distant cousin. He fought through the +war, badly wounded twice, came home to find little left of the old +estate--practically nothing for him. He tried to start a newspaper in +Richmond but couldn't raise the capital. He went to New York and wrote +for the newspapers there; also writes a good deal for the more +intellectual magazines. Thought perhaps you had come across something +of his. There is just a whisper, you know, that you were rather a bas +bleu before you came to us." + +"Because I was born and educated in Boston? Poor Boston! I do recall +reading something of Mr. Masters' in the _Atlantic_--I suppose it +was--but I have forgotten what. Here, I have grown too frivolous--and +happy--to care to read at all. But what have you to tell me +particularly about Mr. Masters?" + +"I had a letter from him this morning asking me if there was an opening +here. He resents the antagonism in the North that he meets at every +turn, although they are glad enough of his exceptionally brilliant +work. But he knows that San Francisco is the last stronghold of the +South, and also that our people are generous and enterprising. I shall +write him that I can see no opening for another paper at present, but +will let him know if there happens to be one on an editorial staff. +That is a long journey to take on an uncertainty." + +"I should think so. Heavens, how this carriage does bounce. The horses +must be galloping." + +"Probably." He lifted a corner of the curtain. "We shall reach the city +soon at this rate. Ah!" + +Madeleine, in spite of the bouncing vehicle, had managed heretofore to +prop herself firmly in her corner, but a violent lurch suddenly threw +her against Travers. He caught her firmly in one of his lean wiry arms. +At the moment she thought nothing of it, although she disliked the +contact, but when she endeavored to disengage herself, he merely jerked +her more closely to his side and she felt his hot breath upon her +cheek. It was the fevered breath of a man who drinks much and late and +almost nauseated her. + +"Come come," whispered Travers. "I know you didn't go out there to meet +any one; it was just a natural impulse for a little adventure, wasn't +it? And I deserve my reward for getting you home safely. Give me a +kiss." + +Madeleine wrenched herself free, but he laughed and caught her again, +this time in both arms. "Oh, you can't get away, and I'm going to have +that kiss. Yes, a dozen, by Jove. You're the prettiest thing in San +Francisco, and I'll get ahead of the other men there." + +His yellow distorted face--he looked like a satyr--was almost on hers. +She freed herself once more with a dexterous twisting motion of her +supple body, leaped to the front of the carriage and pounded on the +window behind the driver. + +"For God's sake! You fool! What are you doing? Do you want a scandal?" + +The carriage stopped its erratic course so abruptly that he was thrown +to the floor. Madeleine already had the door open. She had all the +strength of youth and perfect health, and he was worn out and shaken. +He was scrambling to his feet. She put her arms under his shoulders and +threw him out into the road. + +"Go on!" she called to the driver. And as he whipped up the horses +again, his Homeric laughter mingling with the curses of the man in the +ditch, she sank back trembling and gasping. It was her first experience +of the vileness of man, for the men of her day respected the women of +their own class unless met half way, or, violently enamoured, given +full opportunity to express their emotions. + +Moreover she had made a venomous enemy. + +What would Howard say? What would he do to the wretch? Horsewhip him? +Would he stop to think of scandal? The road had been deserted. She knew +that Travers would keep his humiliation to himself and the incidents +that led up to it; but if she told her husband and he lost his head the +story would come out and soon cease to bear any semblance to the truth. +She wished she had some one to advise her. What _did_ insulted women do? + +But she could not think in this horrible carriage. It would be at least +an hour before she saw Howard. She would bathe her face in cold water +and try to think. + +The hack stopped again and the coachman left the box. + +"It's only a few blocks now, ma'am," he said, as he opened the door. "I +haven't much time--" + +Madeleine almost sprang out. She opened her purse. He accepted the +large bill with a grin on his good-natured face. + +"That's all right, Mrs. Talbot. I wouldn't have spoke of it nohow. The +Doctor and me's old friends. But I'm just glad old Ben got what he +deserved. The impudence of him! You--well!--Good day, ma'am." + +He paused as he was climbing back to the box. + +"If you don't mind my giving ye a bit of advice, Mrs. Talbot--I've seen +a good bit of the world, I have--this is a hot city, all right--I just +wouldn't say anything to the doctor. Trouble makes trouble. Better let +it stop right here." + +"Thanks, Thomas. Good-by." + +And Madeleine strode down the street as if the furies pursued her. + + + + +VI + + +Madeleine was spared the ordeal of confession; it was six weeks before +she saw her husband again. He telegraphed at six o'clock that he had a +small-pox patient and could not subject her to the risk of contagion. +The disease most dreaded in San Francisco had arrived some time before +and the pest house outside the city limits was already crowded. The +next day yellow flags appeared before several houses. Before a week +passed they had multiplied all over the city. People went about with +visible camphor bags suspended from their necks, and Madeleine heard +the galloping death wagon at all hours of the night. Howard telegraphed +frequently and sent a doctor to revaccinate her, as the virus he had +administered himself had not taken. She was not to worry about him as +he vaccinated himself every day. Finally he commanded her to leave +town, and she made a round of visits. + +She spent a fortnight at Rincona, Mrs. Abbott's place at Alta, in the +San Mateo valley, and another with the Hathaways near by. Then, after a +fortnight at the different "Springs" she settled down for the rest of +the summer on the Ballinger ranch in the Santa Clara valley. All her +hostesses had house parties, there were picnics by day and dancing or +hay-rides at night. For the first time she saw the beautiful California +country; the redwood forests on the mountains, the bare brown and +golden hills, the great valleys with their forests of oaks and madronas +cleared here and there for orchard and vineyard; knowing that Howard +was safe she gave herself to pleasure once more. After all there was a +certain satisfaction in the assurance that her husband could not be +with her if he would. She was not deliberately neglected and it was +positive that he never entered the Club. She told no one but Sally +Ballinger of her adventure, and although Travers was a favorite of her +mother, this devoted friend adroitly managed that the gentleman to whom +she applied many excoriating adjectives should not be invited that +summer to "the ranch." + + + + +VII + + +Langdon Masters arrived in San Francisco during Madeleine's third +winter. He did not come unheralded, for Travers bragged about him +constantly and asserted that San Francisco could thank him for an +editorial writer second to none in the United States of America. As a +matter of fact it was on Masters' achievement alone that the editor of +the _Alta California_ had invited him to become a member of his staff. + +Masters was also a cousin of Alexander Groome, and arrived in San +Francisco as a guest at the house on Ballinger Hill, a lonely outpost +in the wastes of rock and sand in the west. + +There was no excitement in the female breast over his arrival for young +men were abundant; but Society was prepared to welcome him not only on +account of his distinguished connections but because his deliberate +choice of San Francisco for his future career was a compliment they +were quick to appreciate. + +He came gaily to his fate filled with high hopes of owning his own +newspaper before long and ranking as the leading journalist in the +great little city made famous by gold and Bret Harte. He was one of +many in New York; he knew that with his brilliant gifts and the +immediate prominence his new position would give him the future was his +to mould. No man, then or since, has brought so rare an assortment of +talents to the erratic journalism of San Francisco; not even James King +of William, the murdered editor of the _Evening Bulletin_. Perhaps he +too would have been murdered had he remained long enough to own and +edit the newspaper of his dreams, for he had a merciless irony, a +fearless spirit, and an utter contempt for the prejudices of small men. +But for a time at least it looked as if the history of journalism in +San Francisco was to be one of California's proudest boasts. + +Masters was a practical visionary, a dreamer whose dreams never +confused his metallic intellect, a stylist who fascinated even the poor +mind forced to express itself in colloquialisms, a man of immense +erudition for his years (he was only thirty); and he was insatiably +interested in the affairs of the world and in every phase of life. He +was a poet by nature, and a journalist by profession because he +believed the press was destined to become the greatest power in the +country, and he craved not only power but the utmost opportunity for +self-expression. + +His character possessed as many antitheses. He was a natural lover of +women and avoided them not only because he feared entanglements and +enervations but because he had little respect for their brains. He was, +by his Virginian inheritance, if for no simpler reason, a bon vivant, +but the preoccupations and ordinary conversational subjects of men +irritated him, and he cultivated their society and that of women only +in so far as they were essential to his deeper understanding of life. +His code was noblesse oblige and he privately damned it as a +superstition foisted upon him by his ancestors. He was sentimental and +ironic, passionate and indifferent, frank and subtle, proud and +democratic, with a warm capacity for friendship and none whatever for +intimacy, a hard worker with a strong taste for loafing--in the open +country, book in hand. He prided himself upon his iron will and turned +uneasily from the weeds growing among the fine flowers of his nature. + +Such was Langdon Masters when he came to San Francisco and Madeleine +Talbot. + + + + +VIII + + +He soon tired of plunging through the sand hills between the city and +Ballinger Hill either on horseback or in a hack whose driver, if the +hour were late, was commonly drunk; and took a suite of rooms in the +Occidental Hotel. He had brought his library with him and one side of +his parlor was immediately furnished with books to the ceiling. It was +some time before Society saw anything of him. He had a quick reputation +to make, many articles promised to Eastern periodicals and newspapers, +no mind for distractions. + +But his brilliant and daring editorials, not only on the pestiferous +politics of San Francisco, but upon national topics, soon attracted the +attention of the men; who, moreover, were fascinated by his +conversation during his occasional visits to the Union Club. Several +times he was cornered, royally treated to the best the cellar afforded, +and upon one occasion talked for two hours, prodded merely with a +question when he showed a tendency to drop into revery. But as a matter +of fact he liked to talk, knowing that he could outshine other +intelligent men, and a responsive palate put him in good humor with all +men and inspired him with unwonted desire to please. + +Husbands spoke of him enthusiastically at home and wives determined to +know him. They besieged Alexina Ballinger. Why had she not done her +duty? Langdon Masters had lived in her house for weeks. Mrs. Ballinger +replied that she had barely seen the man. He rarely honored them at +dinner, sat up until four in the morning with her son-in-law (if she +were not mistaken he and Alexander Groome were two of a feather), +breakfasted at all hours, and then went directly to the city. What +possible use could such a man be to Society? He had barely looked at +Sally, much less the uxoriously married Maria, and might have been +merely an inconsiderate boarder who had given nothing but unimpaired +Virginian manners in return for so much upsetting of a household. No +doubt the servants would have rebelled had he not tipped them +immoderately. "Moreover," she concluded, "he is quite unlike our men, +if he _is_ a Southerner. And not handsome at all. His hair is black but +he wears it too short, and he had no mustache, nor even sideboards. His +face has deep lines and his eyes are like steel. He rarely smiles and I +don't believe he ever laughed in his life." + +Society, however, had made up its mind, and as the women had no +particular desire to make that terrible journey to Alexina Ballinger's +any oftener than was necessary, it was determined (in conclave) that +Mrs. Hunt McLane should have the honor of capturing and introducing +this difficult and desirable person. + +Mr. McLane, who had met him at the Club, called on him formally and +invited him to dinner. Hunt McLane was the greatest lawyer and one of +the greatest gentlemen in San Francisco. Masters was too much a man of +the world not to appreciate the compliment; moreover, he had now been +in San Francisco for two months and his social instincts were stirring. +He accepted the invitation and many others. + +People dined early in those simple days and the hours he spent in the +most natural and agreeable society he had ever entered did not +interfere with his work. Sometimes he talked, at others merely listened +with a pleasant sense of relaxation to the chatter of pretty women; +with whom he was quite willing to flirt as long as there was no hint of +the heavy vail. He thought it quite possible he should fall in love +with and marry one of these vivacious pretty girls; when his future was +assured in the city of his enthusiastic adoption. + +He met Madeleine at all these gatherings, but it so happened that he +never sat beside her and he had no taste for kettledrums or balls. He +thought her very lovely to look at and wondered why so young and +handsome a woman with a notoriously faithful husband should have so sad +an expression. Possibly because it rather became her style of beauty. + +He saw a good deal of Dr. Talbot at the Club however and asked them +both to one of the little dinners in his rooms with which he paid his +social debts. These dinners were very popular, for he was a connoisseur +in wines, the dinner was sent from a French restaurant, and he was +never more entertaining than at his own table. His guests were as +carefully assorted as his wines, and if he did not know intuitively +whose minds and tastes were most in harmony, or what lady did not +happen to be speaking to another at the moment, he had always the +delicate hints of Mrs. McLane to guide him. She was his social sponsor +and vastly proud of him. + + + + +IX + + +Madeline went impassively to the dinner. His brilliancy had impressed +her but she was indifferent to everything these days and her intellect +was torpid; although when in society and under the influence of the +lights and wine she could be almost as animated as ever. But the +novelty of that society had worn thin long since; she continued to go +out partly as a matter of routine, more perhaps because she had no +other resource. She saw less of her husband than ever, for his practice +as well as his masculine acquaintance grew with the city--and that was +swarming over the hills of the north and out toward the sand dunes of +the west. But she was resigned, and inappetent. She had even ceased to +wish for children. The future stretched before her interminable and +dull. A railroad had been built across the continent and she had asked +permission recently of her husband to visit her parents: her mother was +now an invalid and Mr. Chilton would not leave her. + +But the doctor was more nearly angry than she had ever seen him. He +couldn't live without her. He must always know she was "there." +Moreover, she was run down, she was thin and pale, he must keep her +under his eye. But if he was worried about her health he was still more +worried at her apparent desire to leave him for months. Did she no +longer love him? Her response was not emphatic and he went out and +bought her a diamond bracelet. At least she was thankful that it had +been bought for her and not sent to his wife by mistake, an experience +that had happened the other day to Maria Groome. The town had rocked +with laughter and Groome had made a hurried trip East on business. But +Madeleine no longer found consolation in the reflection that things +might be worse. The sensation of jealousy would have been a welcome +relief from this spiritual and mental inertia. + +She wore a dress of bright golden-green grosgrain silk trimmed with +crepe leaves a shade deeper. The pointed bodice displayed her shoulders +in a fashion still beloved of royal ladies, and her soft golden-brown +hair was dressed in a high chignon with a long curl descending over the +left side of her bust. A few still clung to the low chignon, others had +adopted a fashion set by the Empress Eugenie and wore their hair in a +mass of curls on the nape of the neck; but Madeleine received the +latest advices from a sister-in-law who lived in New York; and as +femininity dies hard she still felt a mild pleasure in introducing the +latest cry in fashion. As she was the last to arrive she would have +been less than woman if she had not felt a glow at the sensation she +made. The color came back to her cheeks as the women surrounded her +with ecstatic compliments and peered at the coiffure from all sides. +The diamond bracelet was barely noticed. + +"I adopt it tomorrow," said Mrs. McLane emphatically. "With my white +hair I shall look more like an old marquise than ever." + +One of the other women ran into Masters' bedroom where they had left +their wraps and emerged in a few moments with a lifted chignon and a +straggling curl. Amid exclamations and laughter two more followed suit, +while the host and the other men waited patiently for their dinner. It +was a lively party that finally sat down, and it was the gayest if the +most momentous of Masters' little functions. + +His eyes strayed toward Madeleine more than once, for her success had +excited her and she had never looked lovelier. She was at the other end +of the table and Mrs. McLane and Mrs. Ballinger sat beside him. She +interested him for the first time and he adroitly drew her history from +his mentor (not that he deluded that astute lady for an instant, but +she dearly loved to gossip). + +"She is going through one of those crises that all young wives must +expect," she concluded. "If it isn't one thing it's another. She is +still very young, and inclined to be romantic. She expected too +much--of a husband, mon dieu! Of course she is lonely or thinks she is. +Too bad youth never can realize that it is enough to be young. And with +beauty, and means, and position, and charming frocks! She will grow +philosophical--when it is too late. Meanwhile a little flirtation would +not hurt her and Howard Talbot does not know the meaning of the word +jealousy. Why don't you take her in hand?" + +"Not my line. But it seems odd that Talbot should neglect her. She +looks intelligent and she is certainly beautiful." + +"Oh, Howard! He is the best of men but the worst of husbands." + +Her attention was claimed by the man on her right and at the same +moment Madeleine's had evidently been drawn to the wall of books behind +her. She turned, craned her neck, forgetting her partner. + +Then, Masters saw a strange thing. Her eyes filled with tears and she +continued to stare at the books in complete absorption until her +attention was laughingly recalled. + +"Now, that is odd," thought Masters. "Very odd." + +She felt his keen gaze and laughed with a curious eagerness as she met +his eyes. He guessed that for the first time he had interested her. + + + + +X + + +After dinner the men went into his den to smoke, but before his cigar +was half finished he muttered something about his duty to the ladies +and returned to the parlor. As he had half expected, Madeleine was +standing before the books scanning their titles, and as he approached +she drew her hand caressingly across a shelf devoted to the poets. The +other women were gossiping at the end of the long room. + +"You are fond of books!" he said abruptly. + +She had not noticed his reappearance. She was startled and exclaimed +passionately, "I loved them--once! But it is a long time since I have +read anything but an occasional novel." + +"But why? Why?" + +He had powerful gray eyes and they magnetized the truth out of her. + +"My husband thinks it is a woman's sole duty to look charming. He was +afraid I would become a bluestocking and lose my charm and spoil my +looks. I brought many books with me, but I never opened the cases and +finally gave them to the Mercantile Library. I have never gone to look +at them." + +"Good heaven!" He had never felt sorrier for a woman who had asked alms +of him in the street. + +She was looking at him eagerly. "Perhaps--you won't mind--you will lend +me--I don't think my husband would notice now--he is never at home +except for breakfast and dinner--" + +"Will I? For heaven's sake look upon them as your own. What will you +take with you to-night?" + +"Oh! Nothing! Perhaps you will send me one tomorrow?" + +"One? I'll send a dozen. Let us select them now." + +But at this moment the other men entered and she whispered hurriedly, +"Will you select and send them? Any--any--I don't care what." + +The doctor came toward them full of good wine and laughter. The books +meant nothing to him. He had forgotten his wife's inexplicable taste +for serious literature. He now found her quite perfect but was worried +about her health. The tonics and horseback riding he had prescribed +seemed to have little effect. + +"I am going to take you away and send you to bed," he said jovially. +"No sitting up after nine o'clock until you are yourself again, and not +another ball this winter. A wife is a great responsibility, Masters. +Any other woman is easier to prescribe for, but the wife of your bosom +knows you so well she can fool you, as no woman who expects a bill +twice a year would dare to do. Still, she's pretty good, pretty good. +She's never had an attack of nerves, nor fainted yet. And as for +'blues' she doesn't know the meaning of the word. Come along, +sweetheart." + +Madeleine smiled half cynically, half wistfully, shook hands with her +host and made him a pretty little speech, nodded to the others and went +obediently to bed. The doctor, whose manners were courtly, escorted her +to the door of their parlor and returned to Masters' rooms. The other +women left immediately afterward, and as it was Saturday night, he and +his host and Mr. McLane talked until nearly morning. + + + + +XI + + +By the first of June Fashion had deserted the city with its winds and +fogs and dust, and Madeleine was one of the few that remained. Her +husband had intended to send her to Congress Springs in the mountains +of the Santa Clara Valley, but she seemed to be so much better that he +willingly let her stay on, congratulating himself on the results of his +treatment. She was no longer listless and was always singing at the +piano when he rushed in for his dinner. + +If he had been told that the cure was effected by books he would have +been profoundly skeptical, and perhaps wisely so. But although +Madeleine felt an almost passionate gratitude for Masters, she gave him +little thought except when a new package of books arrived, or when she +discussed them briefly with him in Society. He had never called. + +But her mind flowered like a bit of tropical country long neglected by +rain. She had thought that the very seeds of her mental desires were +dead, but they sprouted during a long uninterrupted afternoon and grew +so rapidly they intoxicated her. Masters had sent her in that first +offering poets who had not become fashionable in Boston when she left +it: Browning, Matthew Arnold and Swinburne; besides the Byron and +Shelley and Keats of her girlhood. He sent her Letters and Essays and +Memoirs and Biographies that she had never read and those that she had +and was glad to read again. He sent her books on art and she re-lived +her days in the galleries of Europe, understanding for the first time +what she had instinctively admired. + +It was not only the sense of mental growth and expansion that +exhilarated her, after her long drought, but the translation to a new +world. She lived in the past in these lives of dead men; and as she +read the biographies of great painters and musicians she shared their +disappointments and forgot her own. Her emotional nature was in +constant vibration, and this phenomenon was the more dangerous, as she +would have argued--had she thought about it at all--that having been +diverted to the intellect it must necessarily remain there. + +If she had belonged to a later generation no doubt she would have taken +to the pen herself, and artistic expression would--possibly--have +absorbed and safe-guarded her during the remainder of her genetic +years; but such a thing never occurred to her. She was too modest in +the face of master work, and only queer freakish women wrote, anyhow, +not ladies of her social status. + +Although her thoughts rarely strayed to Masters, he hovered a sort of +beneficent god in the background of her consciousness, the author of +her new freedom and content; but it was only after an unusually long +talk with him at a large dinner given to a party of distinguished +visitors from Europe, shortly before Society left town, that she found +herself longing to discuss with him books that a week before would have +been sufficient in themselves. + +The opportunity did not arise however until she had been for more than +a fortnight "alone" in San Francisco. She was returning from her daily +brisk walk when she met him at the door of the hotel. They naturally +entered and walked up the stairs together. She had immediately begun to +ply him with questions, and as she unlocked the door of her parlor she +invited him to enter. + +He hesitated a moment. Nothing was farther from his intention than to +permit his interest in this charming lonely woman to deepen; +entanglements had proved fatal before to ambitious men; moreover he was +almost an intimate friend of her husband. But he had no reasonable +excuse, he had manifestly been sauntering when they met, and he had all +the fine courtesy of the South. He followed her into the hotel parlor +she had made unlike any other room in San Francisco, with the delicate +French furniture and hangings her mother had bought in Paris and given +her as a wedding present. A log fire was blazing. She waved her hand +toward an easy chair beside the hearth, threw aside her hat and lifted +her shining crushed hair with both hands, then ran over to a panelled +chest which the doctor had conceded to be handsome, but quite useless +as it was not even lined with cedar. + +"I keep them in here," she exclaimed as gleefully as a naughty child; +and he had the uneasy sense of sharing a secret with her that isolated +them on a little oasis of their own in this lawless waste of San +Francisco. + +She had opened the chest and was rummaging. + +"What shall it be first? How I have longed to talk with you about a +dozen. On the whole I think I'd rather you'd read a poem to me. Do you +mind? I know you are not lazy--oh, no!--and I am sure you read +delightfully." + +"I don't mind in the least," he said gallantly. (At all events he was +in for it.) "And I rather like the sound of my own voice. What shall it +be?" + +And, alas, she chose "The Statue and the Bust." + + + + +XII + + +He was disconcerted, but his sense of humor come to his rescue, and +although he read that passionate poem with its ominous warning to +hesitant lovers, with the proper emphasis and as much feeling as he +dared, he managed to make it a wholly impersonal performance. When he +finished he dropped the book and glanced over at his companion. She was +sitting forward with a rapt expression, her cheeks flushed, her breath +coming unevenly. But there was neither challenge nor self-consciousness +in her eyes. The sparkle had left them, but it was their innocence, not +their melting, that stirred him profoundly. With her palimpsest mind +she was a poet for the moment, not a woman. + +Her manners never left her and she paid him a conventional little +compliment on his reading, then asked him if he believed that people +who could love like that had ever lived, or if such dramas were the +peculiar prerogative of the divinely gifted imagination. + +He replied drily that a good many people in their own time loved +recklessly and even more disastrously, and then asked her irresistibly +(for he was a man if a wary one) if she had never loved herself. + +"Oh, of course," she replied simply. "I love my husband. But domestic +love--how different!" + +"But have you never--domestic love does not always--well--" + +She shrugged her shoulders and replied with the same disconcerting +simplicity, "Oh, when you are married you are married. And now that +your books have made me so happy I never find fault with Howard any +more. I know that he cannot be changed and he loves me devotedly in his +fashion. Mrs. McLane is always preaching philosophy and your books have +shown me the way." + +"And do you imagine that books will always fill your life? After the +novelty has worn off?" + +"Oh, that could never be! Even if you went away and took your books +with you I should get others. I am quite emancipated now." + +"This is the first time I ever heard a young and beautiful woman +declare that books were an adequate substitute for life. And one sort +of emancipation is very likely to lead to another." + +She drew herself up and all her Puritan forefathers looked from her +candid eyes. "If you mean that I would do the things that a few of our +women do--not many (she was one of the loyal guardians of her anxious +little circle)--if you think--but of course you do not. That is so +completely out of the question that I have never given it +consideration. If my husband should die--and I should feel terribly if +he did--but if he should, while I was still young, I might, of course, +love another man whose tastes were exactly like my own. But I'd never +betray Howard--nor myself--even in thought." + +The words and all they implied might have been an irresistible +challenge to another man. But to Masters, whose career was inexorably +mapped out,--he was determined that his own fame and that of California +should be synchronous--and who fled at the first hint of seduction in a +woman's eyes, they came as a pleasurable reassurance. After all, mental +companionship with a woman was unique, and it was quite in keeping that +he should find it in this unique city of his adoption. Moreover, it +would be a very welcome recreation in his energetic life. If +propinquity began to sprout its deadly fruit he fancied that she would +close the episode abruptly. He was positive that he should, if for no +other reason than because her husband was his friend. He might elope +with the wife of a friend if he lost his head, but he would never +dishonor himself in the secret intrigue. And he had not the least +intention of leaving San Francisco. For the time being they were safe. +It was like picking wild flowers in the field after a day's hot work. + +"Now," she said serenely, "read me 'Pippa Passes.'" + + + + +XIII + + +Nevertheless, he stayed away from her for a week. At the end of that +time he received a peremptory little note bidding him call and expound +Newman's "Apologia" to her. She could not understand it and she must. + +He smiled at the pretty imperiousness of the note so like herself; for +her circle had spoiled her, and whatever her husband's idiosyncrasies +she was certainly his petted darling. + +He went, of course. And before long he was spending every afternoon in +the charming room so like a French salon of the Eighteenth Century that +the raucous sounds of San Francisco beyond the closed and curtained +windows beat upon it faintly like the distant traffic of a great city. + +Masters had asked himself humorously, Why not? and succumbed. There was +no other place to go except the Club, and Mrs. Talbot was an infinitely +more interesting companion than men who discussed little besides their +business, professional, or demi-monde engrossments. It was a complete +relaxation from his own driving work. He was writing the entire +editorial page of his newspaper, the demand for his articles from +Eastern magazines and weekly journals was incessant; which not only +contributed to his pride and income, but to the glory of California. He +was making her known for something besides gold, gamblers, and Sierra +pines. + +But above all he was instructing and expanding a feminine but really +fine mind. She sat at his feet and there was no doubt in that mind, +both naive and gifted, that his was the most remarkable intellect in +the world and that from no book ever written could she learn as much. +He would have been more than mortal had he renounced his pedestal and +he was far too humane for the cruelty of depriving her of the +stimulating happiness he had brought into her lonely life. There was no +one, man or woman, to take his place. + +Nor was there any one to criticize. The world was out of town. They +lived in the same hotel, and he rarely met any one in their common +corridor. At first she mentioned his visits casually to her husband, +and Howard grunted approvingly. Several times he took Masters snipe +shooting in the marshes near Ravenswood, but he accepted his friend's +attitude to his wife too much as a matter of course even to mention it. +To him, a far better judge of men than of women, Langdon Masters was +ambition epitomized, and if he wondered why such a man wasted time in +any woman's salon, he concluded it was because, like men of any calling +but his own (who saw far too much of women and their infernal ailments) +he enjoyed a chat now and then with as charming a woman of the world as +Madeleine. If anyone had suggested that Langdon Masters enjoyed +Madeleine's intellect he would have told it about town as the joke of +the season. + +Madeleine indulged in no introspection. She had suffered too much in +the past not to quaff eagerly of the goblet when it was full and ask +for nothing more. If she paused to realize how dependent she had become +on the constant society of Langdon Masters and that literature was now +no more than the background of life, she would have shrugged her +shoulders gaily and admitted that she was having a mental flirtation, +and that, at least, was as original as became them both. They were +safe. The code protected them. He was her husband's friend and they +were married. What was, was. + +But in truth she never went so far as to admit that Masters and the +books she loved were not one and inseparable. She could not imagine +herself talking with him for long on any other subject, save, perhaps, +the politics of the nation--which, in truth, rather bored her. As for +small talk she would as readily have thought of inflicting the Almighty +in her prayers. + +Nor was it often they drifted into personalities or the human problems. +One day, however, he did ask her tentatively if she did not think that +divorce was justifiable in certain circumstances. + +She merely stared at him in horror. + +"Well, there is your erstwhile friend, Sibyl Geary. She fell in love +with another man, her husband was a sot, she got her divorce without +legal opposition, and married Forbes--finest kind of fellow." + +"Divorce is against the canons of Church and Society. No woman should +break her solemn vows, no matter what her provocation. Look at Maria +Groome. Do you think she would divorce Alexander? She has provocation +enough." + +"You are both High Church, but all women are not. Mrs. Geary is a mere +Presbyterian. And at least she is as happy as she was wretched before." + +"No woman can be happy who has lost the respect of Society." + +"I thought you were bored with Society." + +"Yes, but it is mine to have. Being bored is quite different from being +cast out like a pariah." + +"Oh! And you think love a poor substitute?" + +"Love, of course, is the most wonderful thing in the world. (She might +be talking of maternal or filial love, thought Masters.) But it must +have the sanction of one's principles, one's creed and one's +traditions. Otherwise, it weighs nothing in the balance." + +"You are a delectable little Puritan," said Masters with a laugh that +was not wholly mirthful. "I shall now read you Tennyson's 'Maud,' as +you approve of sentiment, at least. Tennyson will never cause the +downfall of any woman, but if you ever see lightning on the horizon +don't read 'The Statue and the Bust' with the battery therof." + + + + +XIV + + +When people returned to town they were astonished at the change in +Madeleine Talbot, especially after a summer in the city that would have +"torn their own nerves out by the roots." More than one had wondered +anxiously if she were going into the decline so common in those days. +They had known the cause of the broken spring, but none save the +incurably sanguine opined that Howard Talbot had mended it. But mended +it was and her eyes had never sparkled so gaily, nor her laugh rung so +lightly since her first winter among them. Mrs. McLane suggested +charitably that her tedium vitae had run its course and she was become +a philosopher. + +But Madeleine _reviva_ did not suggest the philosopher to the most +charitable eye (not even to Mrs. McLane's), particularly as there was a +"something" about her--was it repressed excitement?--which had been +quite absent from her old self, however vivacious. + +It was Mrs. Abbott, a lady of unquenchable virtue, whose tongue was +more feared than that of any woman in San Francisco, who first +verbalized what every friend of Madeleine's secretly wondered: Was +there a man in the case? Many loyally cried, Impossible. Madeleine was +above suspicion. Above suspicion, yes. No one would accuse her of a +liaison. But who was she or any other neglected young wife to be above +falling in love if some fascinating creature laid siege? Love dammed up +was apt to spring a leak in time, even if it did not overflow, +and--well, it was known that water sought its level, even if it could +not run uphill. Mrs. Abbott had lived for twenty years in San +Francisco, and in New Orleans for thirty years before that, and she had +seen a good many women in love in her time. This climate made a +plaything of virtue. "Virtue--you said?--Precisely. She's _not there_ +or we'd see the signs of moral struggle, horror, in fact; for she's not +one to succumb easily. But mark my words, _she's on the way_." + +That point settled, and it was vastly interesting to believe it +(Madeleine Talbot, of all people!), who was the man? Duty to mundane +affairs had kept many of the liveliest blades and prowling husbands in +town all summer; but Madeleine had known them all for three years or +more. Besides, So and So was engaged to So and So, and So and So quite +reprehensibly interested in Mrs. So and So. + +The young gentlemen were discreetly sounded, but their lack of anything +deeper than friendly interest in the "loveliest of her sex" was +manifest. Husbands were ordered to retail the gossip of the Club, but +exploded with fury when tactful pumping forced up the name of Madeleine +Talbot. They were harridans, harpies, old-wives, infernal +scandalmongers. If there was one completely blameless woman in San +Francisco it was Howard Talbot's wife. + +No one thought of Langdon Masters. + +He appeared more rarely at dinners, and had never ventured in public +with Madeleine even during the summer. When his acute news sense +divined they were gossiping and speculating about her he took alarm and +considered the wisdom of discontinuing his afternoon visits. But they +had become as much a part of his life as his daily bread. Moreover, he +could not withdraw without giving the reason, and it was a more +intimate subject than he cared to discuss with her. Whether he was in +love with her or not was a question he deliberately refused to face. If +the present were destroyed there was no future to take its place, and +he purposed to live in his Fool's Paradise as long as he could. It was +an excellent substitute for tragedy. + +But Society soon began to notice that she no longer honored kettledrums +or the more formal afternoon receptions with her presence, and her +calls were few and late. When attentive friends called on her she was +"out." The clerk at the desk had been asked to protect her, as she +"must rest in the afternoon." He suspected nothing and her word was his +law. + +When quizzed, Madeleine replied laughingly that she could keep her +restored health only by curtailing her social activities; but she +blushed, for lying came hardly. As calling was a serious business in +San Francisco, she compromised by the ancient clearing-house device of +an occasional large "At Home," besides her usual dinners and luncheons. +When Masters was a dinner guest he paid her only the polite attentions +due a hostess and flirted elaborately with the prettiest of the women. +Madeleine, who was unconscious of the gossip, was sometimes a little +hurt, and when he avoided her at other functions and was far too +attentive to Sally Ballinger, or Annette McLane, a beautiful girl just +out, she had an odd palpitation and wondered what ailed her. Jealous? +Well, perhaps. Friends of the same sex were often jealous. Had not +Sally been jealous at one time of poor Sibyl Geary? And Masters was the +most complete friend a woman ever had. She thought sadly that perhaps +he had enough of her in the afternoon and welcomed a change. Well, that +was natural enough. She found herself enjoying the society of other +bright men at dinners, now that life was fair again. + +Nevertheless, she experienced a sensation of fright now and again, and +not because she feared to lose him. + + + + +XV + + +There is nothing so carking as the pangs of unsatisfied curiosity. They +may not cause the acute distress of love and hate, but no tooth ever +ached more incessantly nor more insistently demanded relief. That +doughty warrior, Mrs. Abbott, in her own homely language determined to +take the bull by the horns. She sailed into the Occidental Hotel one +afternoon and up the stairs without pausing at the desk. The clerk gave +her a cursory glance. Mrs. Abbott went where she listed, and, moreover, +was obviously expected. + +When she reached the Talbot parlor she halted a moment, and then +knocked loudly. Madeleine, who often received parcels, innocently +invited entrance. Mrs. Abbott promptly accepted the invitation and +walked in upon Masters and his hostess seated before the fire. The +former had a book in his hand, and, judging from the murmur that had +penetrated her applied ear before announcing herself, had been reading +aloud. ("As cozy as two bugs in a rug," she told her friends afterward.) + +"Oh, Mrs. Abbott! How kind of you!" Madeleine was annoyed to find +herself blushing, but she kept her head and entered into no +explanation. Masters, with his most politely aloof air, handed the +smiling guest to the sofa, and as she immediately announced that the +room was too warm for her, Madeleine removed her dolman. Mrs. Abbott as +ever was clad in righteous black satin trimmed with bugles and fringe, +and a small flat bonnet whose strings indifferently supported her +chins. She fixed her sharp small eyes immediately on Madeleine's +beautiful house gown of nile green camel's hair, made with her usual +sweeping lines and without trimming of any sort. + +"Charming--charming--and so becoming with that lovely color you have. +New York, I suppose--" + +"Oh, no, a seamstress made it. You must let me get you cake and a glass +of wine." The unwilling hostess crossed over to the hospitable cupboard +and Mrs. Abbott amiably accepted a glass of port, the while her eyes +could hardly tear themselves from the books on the table by the fire. +There were at least a dozen of them and her astute old mind leapt +straight at the truth. + +"I thought you had given all your books to the Mercantile Library," she +remarked wonderingly. "We all thought it so hard on you, but Howard is +set in his ways, poor old thing. He was much too old for you anyhow. I +always said so. But I see he has relented. Have you been patronizing C. +Beach? Nice little book store. I go there myself at Christmas time--get +a set in nice bindings for one of the children every year." + +"Oh, these are borrowed," said Madeleine lightly. "Mr. Masters has been +kind enough to lend them to me." + +"Oh--h--h, naughty puss! What would Howard say if he found you out?" + +Masters, who stood on the hearth rug, looked down at her with an +expression, which, she afterward confessed, sent shivers up her spine. +"Talbot is a great friend of mine," he said with deliberate emphasis, +"and not likely to object to his wife's sharing my library." + +"Don't be too sure. The whole town knows that Howard detests +bluestockings and would rather his wife had a good honest flirtation +than stuffed her brains.... Pretty little head." She tweaked +Madeleine's scarlet ear. "Mustn't put too much in it." + +"I'm afraid it doesn't hold much," said Madeleine smiling; and fancied +she heard a bell in her depths toll: "It's going to end! It's going to +end!" And for the first time in her life she felt like fainting. + +She went hurriedly over to the cupboard and poured herself out a glass +of port wine. "I had almost forgotten my tonic," she said. "It has made +me quite well again." + +"Your improvement is nothing short of miraculous," said the old lady +drily. "It is the talk of the town. But you are ungrateful if you don't +give all those interesting books some of the credit. I hope Howard is +properly grateful to Mr. Masters.... By the way, my young friend, the +men complain that you are never seen at the Club during the afternoon +any more. That is ungrateful, if you like!--for they all think you are +the brightest man out here, and would rather hear you talk than eat--or +drink, which is more to the point. Now, I must go, dear. I won't +intrude any longer. It has been delightful, meeting two such clever +people at once. You are coming to my 'At Home' tomorrow. I won't take +no for an answer." + +There was a warning note in her voice. Her pointed remarks had not been +inspired by sheer felinity. It was her purpose to let Madeleine know +that she was in danger of scandal or worse, and that the sooner she +scrambled back to terra firma the better. Of course she could not +refrain from an immediate round of calls upon impatient friends, but +she salved her conscience by asserting roundly (and with entire +honesty) that there was nothing in it as yet. She had seen too much of +the world to be deceived on _that_ point. + + + + +XVI + + +After Masters had assisted Mrs. Abbott's large bulk into her barouche, +resisting the impulse to pitch it in headfirst, he walked slowly up the +stairs. He was seething with fury, and he was also aghast. The woman +had unquestionably precipitated the crisis he had hoped to avoid. To +use her favorite expression, the fat was in the fire; and she would see +to it that it was maintained at sizzling point. He ground his teeth as +he thought of the inferences, the innuendos, the expectations, the +constant linking of his name with Madeleine's. Madeleine! + +It was true, of course, that the gossip might stop short of scandal if +she entered the afternoon treadmill once more and showed herself so +constantly that the most malignant must admit that she had no time for +dalliance; it was well known that he spent the morning and late +afternoon hours at the office. + +But that would mean that he must give her up. She was the last woman to +consent to stolen meetings, even were he to suggest them, for the +raison d'etre of their companionship would be gone. And that phase +could end in but one way. + +What a dreamer he had been, he, a man of the world, to imagine that +such an idyll could last. Perhaps four perfect months were as much as a +man had any right to ask of life. Nevertheless, he experienced not the +slightest symptom of resignation. He felt reckless enough to throw his +future to the winds, kidnap Madeleine, and take the next boat to South +America. But his unclouded mind drove inexorably to the end: her +conscience and unremitting sense of disgrace would work the complete +unhappiness of both. Divorce was equally out of the question. + +As he approached her door he felt a strong inclination to pass it and +defer the inevitable interview until the morrow. He must step warily +with her as with the world, and he needed all his self-control. If he +lost his head and told her that he loved her he would not save a crumb +from his feast. Moreover, there was the possibility of revealing her to +herself if she loved him, and that would mean utter misery for her. + +Did she? He walked hastily past her door. His coolly reasoning brain +felt suddenly full of hot vapors. + +Then he cursed himself for a coward and turned back. She would feel +herself deserted in her most trying hour, for she needed a reassuring +friend at this moment if never before. He had rarely failed to keep his +head when he chose and he would keep it now. + +But when he entered the room his self-command was put to a severe test. +She was huddled in a chair crying, and although he scoffed at woman's +tears as roundly as Dr. Talbot, they never failed to rain on the +softest spot in his nature. But he walked directly to the hearth rug +and lit a cigarette. + +"I hope you are not letting that old cat worry you." He managed to +infuse his tones with an amiable contempt. + +But Madeleine only cried the harder. + +"Come, come. Of course you are bruised, you are such a sensitive little +plant, but you know what women are, and more especially that old woman. +But even she cannot find much to gossip about in the fact that you were +receiving an afternoon caller." + +"It--is--is--n't--only that!" + +"What, then?" + +"I--I'll be back in a moment." + +She ran into her bedroom, and Masters took a batch of proofs from his +pocket and deliberately read them during the ten minutes of her +absence. When she returned she had bathed her eyes, and looked quite +composed. In truth she had taken sal volatile, and if despair was still +in her soul her nerves no longer jangled. + +He rose to hand her a chair, but she shook her head and walked over to +the window, then returned and stood by the table, leaning on it as if +to steady herself. + +"Shall I get you a glass of port wine?" + +"No; more than one goes to my head." + +He threw the proofs on the table and retreated to the hearth-rug. + +"I suppose this means that you must not come here any more?" + +"Does it? Are you going to turn me adrift to bore myself at the Club?" + +"Oh, men have so many resources! And it is you who have given all. I +had nothing to give you." + +"You forget, my dear Mrs. Talbot, that man is never so flattered as +when some woman thinks him an oracle. Besides, although yours is the +best mind in any pretty woman's head I know of--in any woman's head for +that matter--you still have much to learn, and I should feel very +jealous if you learned it elsewhere." + +"Oh, I could learn from books, I suppose. There are many more in the +world than I shall ever be able to read. But--well, I had a friend for +the first time--the kind of friend I wanted." + +"You are in no danger of losing him. I haven't the least intention of +giving you up. Real friendships are too rare, especially those founded +on mental sympathy, and a man's life is barren indeed when his friends +are only men." + +"Have you had any woman friends before?" Her eyelids were lowered but +she shot him a swift glance. + +"Well--no--to be honest, I cannot say I have. Flirtations and all that, +yes. During the last eight years, between the war and earning my bread, +I've had little time. Everything went, of course. I wrote for a while +for a Richmond paper and then went to New York. That was hard sledding +for a time and Southerners are not welcome in New York Society. If I +bore you with my personal affairs it is merely to give you a glimpse of +a rather arid life, and, perhaps, some idea of how pleasant and +profitable I have found our friendship." + +She drooped her head. He ground his teeth and lit another cigarette. +His hand trembled but his tones were even and formal. + +"I shall go to Mrs. Abbott's tomorrow." + +"Quite right. And if a man strays in flirt with him--if you know how." + +"There are four other At Homes and kettledrums this week and I shall go +to those also. I don't know that I mind silly gossip, but it would not +be fair to Howard. I shouldn't like to put him in the position of some +men in this town; although they seem to console themselves! But Howard +is not like that." + +"Not he. The best fellow in the world. I think your program admirable." +He saw that he was trying her too far and added hastily: "It would be +rather amusing to circumvent them, and it certainly would not amuse me +to lose your charming companionship. I have fallen into the habit of +imposing myself upon you from three until five or half-past. Perhaps +you will admit me shortly after lunch and let me hang round until you +are ready to go out?" + +She looked up with faintly sparkling eyes; then her face fell. + +"There are so many luncheons." + +"But surely not every day. You could refuse the informal affairs on the +plea of a previous engagement, and give me the list of the inevitable +ones the first of the week. And at least you are free from impertinent +intrusion before three o'clock." + +"Yes, I'll do that! I will! It will be better than nothing." + +"Oh, a long sight better. And nothing can alter the procession of the +seasons. Summer will arrive again in due course, and if your friends +are not far more interested in something else by that time it is hardly +likely that even Mrs. Abbott will sacrifice the comforts of Alta to spy +on any one." + +"Not she! She has asthma in San Francisco in summer." Madeleine spoke +gaily, but she avoided his eyes. Whether he was maintaining a pose or +not she could only guess, but she had one of her own to keep up. + +"You must have thought me very silly to cry--but--these people have all +been quite angelic to me before, and Mrs. Abbott descended upon me like +the Day of Judgment." + +"I should think she did, the old she-devil, and if you hadn't cried you +wouldn't have been a true woman! But we have a good half hour left. I'd +like to read you--" + +At this moment Dr. Talbot's loud voice was heard in the hall. + +"All right. See you later. Sorry--" + + + + +XVII + + +Madeline caught at the edge of the table. Had he met Mrs. Abbott? But +even in this moment of consternation she avoided a glance of too +intimate understanding with Masters. She was reassured immediately, +however. The Doctor burst into the room and exclaimed jovially: + +"You here? What luck. Thought you would be at some infernal At Home or +other. Just got a call to San Jose--consultation--must take the next +train. Come, help me pack. Hello, Masters. If I'd had time I'd have +looked you up. Got some news for you. Wait a moment." + +He disappeared into his bedroom and Madeleine followed. He had not +noticed the books and Masters' first impulse was to gather them up and +replace them in the chest. But he sat down to his proofs instead. The +Doctor returned in a few moments. + +"Madeleine will finish. She's a wonder at packing. Hello! What's this?" +He had caught sight of the books. + +"Some of mine. Mrs. Talbot expressed a wish--" + +"Why in thunder don't you call her Madeleine? You're as much her friend +as mine.... Well, I don't mind as much as I did, for I find women are +all reading more than they used to, and I'm bound to say they don't +have the blues while a good novel lasts. Ouida's a pretty good dose and +lasts about a week. But don't give her too much serious stuff. It will +only addle her brains." + +"Oh, she has very good brains. Mrs. Abbott was here just now, and +although she is not what I should call literary--or too literate--she +seemed to think your wife was just the sort of woman who should read." + +"Mrs. Abbott's a damned old nuisance. You must have been overjoyed at +the interruption. But if Madeleine has to put on pincenez--" + +"Oh, never fear!" Madeleine was smiling radiantly as she entered. Her +volatile spirits were soaring. "My eyes are the strongest part of me. +What did you have to tell Mr. Masters?" "Jove! I'd almost forgotten, +and it's great news, too. What would you say, Masters, to editing a +paper of your own?" + +"What?" + +"There's a conspiracy abroad--I won't deny I had a hand in it--no light +under the bushel for me--to raise the necessary capital and have a +really first-class newspaper in this town. San Francisco deserves the +best, and if we've had nothing but rags, so far--barring poor James +King of William's _Bulletin_--it's because we've never had a man before +big enough to edit a great one." + +"I have no words! It is almost too good to be true!" + +Madeleine watched him curiously. His voice was trembling and his eyes +were flashing. He was tall but had drawn himself up in his excitement +and seemed quite an inch taller. He looked about to wave a sword and +lead a charge. Establishing a newspaper meant a hard fight and he was +eager for the fray. + +She had had but few opportunities to study him in detail unobserved. +She had never thought him handsome, for he was clean shaven, with deep +vertical lines, and he wore his black hair very short. Her preference +was for fair men with drooping moustaches and locks sweeping the +collar; although her admiration for this somewhat standardized type had +so far been wholly impersonal. Even the doctor clipped his moustache as +it interfered with his soup, and his rusty brown hair was straight, +although of the orthodox length. But she had not married Howard for his +looks! + +She noted the hard line of jaw and sharp incisive profile. His face had +power as well as intellect, yet there was a hint of weakness somewhere. +Possibly the lips of his well-cut mouth were a trifle too firmly set to +be unselfconscious. And his broad forehead lacked serenity. There was a +furrow between the eyes. + +It was with the eyes she was most familiar. They were gray, brilliant, +piercing, wide apart and deeply set. She had noted more than once +something alert, watchful, in their expression, as if they were the +guardians of the intellect above and defied the weakness the lower part +of his face barely hinted to clash for a moment with his ambitions. + +She heard little of his rapid fire of questions and Howard's answers; +but when the doctor had pulled out his watch, kissed her hurriedly, +snatched his bag and dashed from the room, Masters took her hands in +his, his eyes glowing. + +"Did you hear?" he cried. "Did you hear? I am to have my own newspaper. +My dream has come true! A hundred thousand dollars are promised. I +shall have as good a news service as any in New York." + +Madeleine withdrew her hands but smiled brightly and made him a pretty +speech of congratulation. She knew little of newspapers and cared less, +but there must be something extraordinary about owning one to excite a +man like Langdon Masters. She had never seen him excited before. + +"Won't it mean a great deal harder work?" + +"Oh, work! I thrive on work. I've never had enough. Come and sit down. +Let me talk to you. Let me be egotistical and talk about myself. Let me +tell you all my pent-up ambitions and hopes and desires--you wonderful +little Egeria!" + +And he poured himself out to her as he had never unbosomed himself +before. He stayed on to dinner--she had no engagement--and left her +only for the office. He had evidently forgotten the earlier episode, +and he swept it from her own mind. That mind, subtle, feminine, +yielding, melted into his. She shared those ambitions and hopes and +desires. His brilliant and useful future was as real and imperative to +her as to himself. It was a new, a wonderful, a thrilling experience. +When she went to bed, smiling and happy, she slammed a little door in +her mind and shot the bolt. A terrible fear had shaken her three hours +before, but she refused to recall it. Once more the present sufficed. + + + + +XVIII + + +Madeleine went to Mrs. Abbott's reception, but there was nothing +conciliatory nor apologetic in her mien. She had intended to be merely +natural, but when she met that battery of eyes, amused, mocking, +sympathetic, encouraging, and realized that Mrs. Abbott's tongue had +been wagging, she was filled with an anger and resentment that +expressed itself in a cold pride of bearing and a militant sparkle of +the eye. She was gracious and aloof and Mrs. McLane approved her +audibly. + +"Exactly as I should feel and look myself," she said to Mrs. Ballinger +and Guadalupe Hathaway. "She's a royal creature and she has moved in +the great world. No wonder she resents the petty gossip of this +village." + +"Well, I'll acquit her," said Mrs. Ballinger tartly. "A more +cold-blooded and unattractive man I've never met." + +"Langdon Masters is by no means unattractive," announced Miss Hathaway +out of her ten years' experience as a belle and an unconscionable +flirt. "I have sat in the conservatory with him several times. It may +be that Mrs. Abbott stepped in before it was too late. And it may be +that she did not." + +"Oh, call no woman virtuous until she is dead," said Mrs. McLane +lightly. "But I won't hear another insinuation against Madeleine +Talbot." + +Mrs. Abbott kissed the singed brand it had been her mission to snatch +in the nick of time and detained her in conversation with unusual +empressement. Madeleine responded with an excessive politeness, and +Mrs. Abbott learned for the first time that sweet brown eyes could +glitter as coldly as her own protuberant orbs when pronouncing judgment. + +Madeleine remained for two hours, bored and disgusted, the more as +Masters' name was ostentatiously avoided. Even Sally Ballinger, who +kissed her warmly, told her that she looked as if she hadn't a care in +the world and that it was because she had too much sense to bother +about men! + +She had never been treated with more friendly intimacy, and if she went +home with a headache it was at least a satisfaction to know that her +proud position was still scandal-proof. + +She wisely modified her first program and drifted back into afternoon +society by degrees; a plan of defensive campaign highly approved by +Mrs. McLane, who detested lack of finesse. The winter was an +unsatisfactory one for Madeleine altogether. Society would not have +bored her so much perhaps if that secret enchanting background had +remained intact. But her intercourse with Masters was necessarily +sporadic. Her conscience had never troubled her for receiving his +visits, for her husband not only had expressed his approval, but had +always urged her to amuse herself with men. But she felt like an +intriguante when she discussed her engagement lists with Masters, and +she knew that he liked it as little. His visits were now a matter for +"sandwiching," to be schemed and planned for, and she dared not ask +herself whether the persistent sense of fear that haunted her was that +they both must betray self-consciousness in time, or that the more +difficult order would bore him: their earlier intimacy had coincided +with his hours of leisure. After all, he was not her lover, to delight +in intrigue; and in time, it might be, he would not think the game +worth the candle. She dreaded that revived gossip might drive him from +the hotel, and that would be the miserable beginning of an unthinkable +end. + +There were other interruptions. He paid a flying visit to Richmond to +visit the death-bed of his mother, and he took a trip to the Sandwich +Islands to recover from a severe cold on the chest. Moreover, his +former placidity had left him, for one thing and another delayed the +financing of his newspaper. One of its founders was temporarily +embarrassed for ready money, another awaited an opportune moment to +realize on some valuable stock. There was no doubt that the entire +amount would be forthcoming in time, but meanwhile he fumed, and +expressed himself freely to Madeleine. That he might have a more +poisonous source of irritation did not occur to her. + +Fortunately she did not suspect that gossip was still rife. Madeleine +might have a subtle mind but she had a candid personality. It was quite +patent to sharp eyes that she was unhappy once more, although this time +her health was unaffected. And Society was quite aware that she still +saw Langdon Masters, in spite of her perfunctory appearances; for +suspicion once roused develops antennae that traverse space without +effort and return with accumulated minute stores of evidence. Masters +had been seen entering or leaving the Talbot parlor by luncheon guests +in the hotel. Old Ben Travers, who had chosen to ignore his astonishing +and humiliating experience and always treated Madeleine with +exaggerated deference, called one afternoon on her (in company with +Mrs. Ballinger) and observed cigarette ends in the ash tray. Talbot +smoked only cigars. Masters was one of the few men in San Francisco who +smoked cigarettes and there was no mistaking his imported brand. Mr. +Travers paid an immediate round of visits, and called again a fortnight +later, this time protected by Mrs. Abbott. There were several books on +the table which he happened to know Masters had received within the +week. + +When the new wave reached Mrs. McLane she announced angrily that all +the gossip in San Francisco originated in the Union Club, and refused +to listen to details. But she was anxious, nevertheless, for she knew +that Madeleine, whether she recognized the fact or not, was in love +with Langdon Masters, and she more than suspected that he was with her. +He went little into society, even before his mother's death, pleading +press of work, but Mr. McLane often brought him home quietly to dinner +and she saw more of him than any one did but Madeleine. Men had gone +mad over her in her own time and she knew the stamp of baffled passions. + +It was on New Year's Day, during Masters' absence in Richmond, that an +incident occurred which turned Society's attention, diverted for the +moment by an open divorce scandal, to Madeleine Talbot once more. + + + + +XIX + + +New Year's Day in San Francisco was one of pomp and triumphs, and much +secret heart-burning. Every woman who had a house threw it open and the +many that lived in hotels were equally hospitable. There was a constant +procession of family barouches, livery stable buggies and hacks. The +"whips" drove their mud-bespattered traps with as grand an air as if on +the Cliff House Road in fine weather; and while none was ignored whose +entertaining was lavish, those who could count only on admiration and +friendship compared notes eagerly during the following week. + +But young men in those days were more gallant or less snobbish than in +these, and few pretty girls, however slenderly dowered, were forgotten +by their waltzing partners. The older men went only to the great +houses, and frankly for eggnog. Mrs. Abbott's was famous and so was +Mrs. McLane's. Ladies who lived out of town the year round, that their +husbands might "sleep in the country!" received with their more +fortunate friends. + +It had been Madeleine's intention to have her own reception at the +hotel as usual, but when Mrs. McLane craved her assistance--Marguerite +was receiving with Mrs. Abbott, now her mother-in-law--she consented +willingly, as it would reduce her effort to entertain progressively +illuminated men to the minimum. She felt disinclined to effort of any +sort. + +Mrs. McLane, after her daughter's marriage, had tired of the large +house on Rincon Hill and the exorbitant wages of its staff of servants, +and returned to her old home in South Park, furnishing her parlors with +a red satin damask, which also covered the walls. She had made a trip +to Paris meanwhile and brought back much light and graceful French +furniture. The long double room was an admirable setting for her +stately little figure in its trailing gown of wine-colored velvet +trimmed with mellowed point lace (it had been privately dipped in +coffee) and her white high-piled hair. There was no watchful anxiety in +Mrs. McLane's lofty mien. She knew that the best, old and young, would +come to her New Year's Day reception as a matter of course. + +Mrs. Ballinger had also gratefully accepted Mrs. McLane's invitation, +for Sally had recently married Harold Abbott and was receiving on +Rincon Hill, and Maria was in modest retirement. She wore a long gown +of silver gray poplin as shining as her silver hair; and as she was +nearly a foot taller than her hostess, the two ladies stood at opposite +ends of the mantelpiece in the front parlor with Annette McLane and two +young friends between. + +The reception was at its height at four o'clock. The rooms were +crowded, and the equipages of the guests packed not only South Park but +Third Street a block north and south. + +Madeleine sat at the end of the long double room behind a table and +served the eggnog. The men hovered about her, not, as commonly, in +unqualified admiration, or passed on the goblets, slices of the +monumental cakes, and Peter Job's famous cream pie. + +She had taken a glass at once and raised her spirits to the necessary +pitch; but its effect wore off in time and her hand began to tremble +slightly as she ladled out the eggnog. She had not heard from Masters +since he left and her days were as vacant as visible space. She had +felt nervous and depressed since morning and would have spent the day +in bed had she dared. + +Mr. McLane, Mr. Abbott, Colonel "Jack" Belmont, Alexander Groome, Mr. +Ballinger, Amos Lawton and several others were chatting with her when +Ben Travers sauntered up to demand his potion. He had already paid +several visits, and although he carried his liquor well, it was patent +to the eyes of his friends he was in that particular stage of +inebriation that swamped his meagre stock of good nature and the +superficial cleverness which made him an agreeable companion, and set +free all the maliciousness of a mind contracted with years and +disappointments: he had never made "his pile" and it was current +history that he had been refused by every belle of his youth. + +He made Madeleine a courtly bow as he took the goblet from her hands, +not forgetting to pay her a well-turned compliment on those hands, not +the least of her physical perfections. Then he balanced himself on the +edge of the table with a manifest intention of joining in the +conversation. Madeleine felt an odd sense of terror, although she knew +nothing of his discoveries and communications; there was a curious hard +stare in his bleared eyes and it seemed to impale her. + +He began amiably enough. "Best looking frocks in this house I've seen +today. At least five from Paris. Mrs. McLane brought back four of them +besides her own. Seen some awful old duds today. 'Lupie Hathaway had on +an old black silk with a gaping placket and three buttons off in front. +Some of the other things were new enough, but the dressmakers in this +town need waking up. Of course yours came from New York, Mrs. Talbot. +Charming, simply charming." + +Madeleine wore a gown of amber-colored silk with a bertha of fine lace +and mousseline de soie, exposing her beautiful shoulders. The color +seemed reflected in her eyes and the bright waving masses of her hair. + +"Madame Deforme made it," she said triumphantly. "Now don't criticize +our dressmakers again." + +"Never criticize anybody but can't help noticing things. Got the +observing eye. Nothing escapes it. How are you off for books now that +Masters has deserted us?" + +Madeleine turned cold, for the inference was unmistakable, and she saw +Mr. McLane scowl at him ferociously, But she replied smilingly that +there was always the Mercantile Library. + +"Never have anything new there, and even C. Beach hasn't had a new +French novel for six months. If Masters were one of those considerate +men, now, he'd have left you the key of his rooms. Nothing compromising +in that. But it would be no wonder if he forgot it, for I hear it +wasn't his mother's illness that took him to Richmond, but Betty +Thornton who's still a reigning toast. Old flame and they say she's +come round. Had a letter from my sister." + +Madeleine, who was lifting a goblet, let it fall with a crash. She had +turned white and was trembling, but she lifted another with an +immediate return of self-control, and said, "How awkward of me! But I +have had a headache for three days and the gas makes the room so warm." + +And then she fainted. + +Mr. McLane, who was more impulsive than tactful, took Travers by the +arm and pushed him through the crowd surging toward the table, and out +of the front door, almost flinging him down the front steps. + +"Damn you for a liar and a scandalmonger and a malicious old woman!" he +shouted, oblivious of many staring coachmen. "Never enter my house +again." + +But the undaunted Travers steadied himself and replied with a leer, +"Well, I made her give herself dead away, whether you like it or not. +And it'll be all over town in a week." + +Mr. McLane turned his back, and ordering the astonished butler to take +out the man's hat and greatcoat, returned to a scene of excitement. +Madeleine had been placed full length on a sofa by an open window, and +was evidently reviving. He asked the men who had overheard Travers' +attack to follow him to his study. + +"I want every one of you to promise me that you will not repeat what +that little brute said," he commanded. "Fortunately there were no women +about. Fainting women are no novelty. And if that cur tells the story +of his dastardly assault, give him the lie. Swear that he never said +it. Persuade him that he was too drunk to remember." + +"I'll follow him and threaten to horsewhip him if he opens his mouth!" +cried Colonel Belmont, who had been a dashing cavalry officer during +the war. He revered all women of his own class, even his wife, who +rarely saw him; and he was so critical of feminine perfections of any +sort that he changed his mistresses oftener than any man in San +Francisco. "I'll not lose a moment." And he left the room as if +charging the enemy. + +"Good. Will the rest of you promise?" + +"Of course we'll promise." + +But alas, wives have means of extracting secrets when their suspicions +are alert and clamoring that no husband has the wit to elude, man being +too ingenuous to follow the circumlocutory methods of the subtler sex. +Not that there was ever anything subtle about Mrs. Abbott's methods. +Mr. Abbott had a perpetual catarrh and it had long since weakened his +fibre. It was commonly believed that when Mrs. Abbott, her large bulk +arrayed in a red flannel nightgown, sat up in the connubial bed and +threatened to pour hot mustard up his nose unless he opened his sluices +of information he ingloriously succumbed. + +At all events, how or wherefore, Travers' prediction was fulfilled, +although he shiveringly held his own tongue. The story was all over +town not in a week but in three days. But of this Madeleine knew +nothing. The doctor, who feared typhoid fever, ordered her to keep +quiet and see no one until he discovered what was the matter with her. +Her return to Society and Masters' to San Francisco coincided, but at +least her little world knew that Dr. Talbot had been responsible for +her retirement. It awaited future developments with a painful and a +pleasurable interest. + + + + +XX + + +The rest of the season, however, passed without notable incident. But +it was known that Madeleine saw Masters constantly, and she was so +narrowly observed during his second absence that the nervousness it +induced made her forced gaiety almost hysterical. During the late +spring her spirits grew more even and her migraines less frequent; +sustained as she was by the prospect of her old uninterrupted relations +with Masters. + +But more than Mrs. Abbott divined the cause of her ill-suppressed +expectancy and never had she received so many invitations to the +country. Mrs. McLane spent her summers at Congress Springs, but even +she pressed Madeleine to visit her. Sally Abbott lived across the Bay +on Lake Merritt and begged for three days a week at least; while as for +Mrs. Abbott and Mr. and Mrs. Tom, who lived with her, they would harken +to no excuses. + +Madeleine was almost nonplussed, but if her firm and graceful refusals +to leave the doctor had led to open war she would have accepted the +consequences. She was determined that this summer she had lived for +throughout seven long tormented months should be as unbroken and happy +as the other fates would permit. She had a full presentiment that it +would be the last. + +Masters glided immediately into the old habit and saw her oftener when +he could. Of course no phase ever quite repeats itself. The blithe +unconsciousness of that first immortal summer was gone for ever; each +was playing a part and dreading lest the other suspect it. Moreover, +Masters was irritated almost beyond endurance at the constant +postponement of the financial equipment for his newspaper. The man who +had promised the largest contribution had died suddenly, and although +his heir was more than eager to be associated with so illustrious an +enterprise he must await the settlement of the estate. + +"I am beginning to believe I never shall have that newspaper," Masters +said gloomily to Madeleine. "It looks like Fate. When the subject was +first broached there was every prospect that I should get the money at +once. It has an ugly look. Any man who has been through a war is +something of a fatalist." + +They were less circumspect than of old and were walking out the old +Mission Road. In such moods it was impossible for him to idle before a +fire and read aloud. Madeleine had told her husband she would like to +join Masters in his walks occasionally, and he had replied heartily: +"Do you good. He'll lead you some pretty tramps! I can't keep up with +him. You don't walk half enough. Neither do these other women, although +my income would be cut in half if they did." + +It was a cool bracing day without dust or wind and Madeleine had +started out in high spirits, induced in part by a new and vastly +becoming walking suit of forest green poplin and a hat of the same +shade rolled up on one side and trimmed with a drooping grey feather. +Her gloves and shoes were of grey suede, there was soft lace about her +white throat and a coquettish little veil that covered only her eyes. + +She always knew what to say when Masters was in one of his black moods, +and today she reminded him of the various biographies of great men they +had read together. Had not all of them suffered every disappointment +and discouragement in the beginning of their careers? Overcome +innumerable obstacles? Many had been called upon to endure grinding +poverty as well until they forced recognition from the world, and he at +least was spared that. If Life took with one hand while she gave with +the other, the reverse was equally true; and also no doubt it was a +part of her beneficence that she not only strengthened the character by +preliminary hardships, but amiably planned them that success might be +all the sweeter when it came. + +Masters laughed. "Incontrovertible. Mind you practice your own +philosophy when you need it. All reverses should be temporary if people +are strong enough." + +She lost her color for a moment, but answered lightly: "That is an easy +philosophy for you. If one thing failed you would simply move on to +another. Men like you never really fail, for your rare abilities give +you the strength and resource of ten men." + +"I wonder! The roots of strength sometimes lie in slimy and corrupting +waters that spread their miasma upward when Life frowns too long and +too darkly. Sometimes misfortunes pile up so remorselessly, this miasma +whispers that a man's chief strength consists in going straight to the +devil and be done with it all. A resounding slap on Life's face. An +insolent assertion of the individual will against Society. Or perhaps +it is merely a disposition to run full tilt, hoping for the coup de +grace--much as I felt when I lay neglected on the battlefield for +twenty-four hours and longed for some Yank to come along and blow out +my brains." + +"That is no comparison," she said scornfully. "When the body is whole +nothing is impossible. I should feel that the Universe was reeling if I +saw you go down before adversity. I could as readily imagine myself +letting go, and I am only a woman." + +"Oh, I should never fear for you," he said bitterly. "What with your +immutable principles, your religion, and your proud position in the +Society of San Francisco to sustain you, you would come through the +fiery furnace unscathed." + +"Yes, but the furnace! The furnace!" + +She threw out her hands with a gesture of despair, her high spirits +routed before a sudden blinding vision of the future. "Does any woman +ever escape that?" + +One of her hands brushed his and he caught it irresistibly. But he +dropped it at once. There was a sound of horses' hoofs behind them. He +had been vaguely aware of cantering hoof-beats in the distance for +several minutes. + +Two men passed, and one of them took off his hat with a low mocking +sweep and bowed almost to the saddle. It was old Ben Travers. + +"What on earth is he doing in town?" muttered Masters in exasperation. +No one had told him of the New Year's Day episode, but he knew him for +what he was. + +Madeleine was fallowing the small trim figure on the large chestnut +with expanded eyes, but she answered evenly enough: "He has some +ailment and is remaining in town under Howard's care." + +"Liver, no doubt," said Masters viciously. "Too bad his spleen doesn't +burst once for all." + +He continued unguardedly, "Well, if he tries to make mischief, Howard +will tell him bluntly that we walk together with his permission and +invite him to go to the devil." + +Her own guard was up at once, although it was not any gossip carried to +Howard she feared. "He has probably already forgotten us," she said +coldly. "Have you finished that paper for _Putnam's?_" + +"Three days ago, and begun another for the _Edinburgh Review_. That is +the first time I have been invited to write for an English review." + +"You see!" she cried gaily. "You are famous already. And ambitious! You +were once thinking of writing for our _Overland Monthly_ only. Bret +Harte told me you had promised him three papers this year." + +"I shall write them." + +"Perfunctory patriotism. You'd have to write the entire magazine and +bring it out weekly to get rid of all your ideas and superfluous +energy." + +"Well, and wouldn't the good Californians rather read any magazine but +their own? Even Harte is far better known in the East than here. I +doubt if I've heard one of his things mentioned but 'The Heathen +Chinee.' He has been here so long they regard him as a mere native. If +I am advancing my reputation in the East I am making it much faster +than if I depended upon the local reputation alone. San Francisco is +remarkably human." + +"When I first came here--it seems a lifetime ago!--I never saw an +Eastern magazine of the higher class and rarely a book. I believe you +have done as much to wake them up as even the march of time. They read +newspapers if they won't read their own poor little _Overland_. And you +are popular personally and inspire a sort of uneasy emulation. You are +a sort of illuminated bridge. Now tell me what your new paper is about." + + + + +XXI + + +A while later they came to the old Mission Dolores, long ago the center +of a flourishing colony of native Indians, who, under the driving +energy of the padres, manufactured practically every simple necessity +known to Spain. There was nothing left but the crumbling church and its +neglected graveyard, alone in a waste of sand. The graves of the +priests and grandees were overrun with periwinkle, and the only other +flower was the indestructible Castilian rose. The heavy dull green +bushes with their fluted dull pink blooms surrounded by tight little +buds, were as dusty as the memory of the Spaniard in California. + +They went into the church to rest. Madeleine had never taken any +interest in the history of her adopted state, and as they sat in a pew +at the back, surrounded by silence and a deep twilight gloom, Masters +told her the tragic story of Rezanov and Concha Arguello, who would +have married before that humble altar and the history of California +changed if the ironic fates had permitted. The story had been told him +by Mrs. Hathaway, who was the daughter of one of the last of the +grandees, and whose mother had lived in the Presidio when Rezanov +sailed in through the Golden Gate and Concha Arguello had been La +Favorita of Alta California. + +The little church was very quiet. The rest of the world seemed far +away. Madeleine's fervid yielding imagination swept her back to that +long-forgotten past when a woman to whom the earlier fates had been as +kind as to herself had scaled all but the highest peaks of happiness +and descended into the profoundest depths of despair. Her sympathies, +enhanced by her own haunting premonition of disaster, shattered her +guard. She dropped her head into her hands and wept hopelessly. Masters +felt his own moorings shake. He half rose to flee. But he too had been +living in the romantic and passionate past and he too had been visited +by moments of black forebodings. Love had tormented him to the breaking +point before this and his ambition had often been submerged in his +impatience for the excess of work which his newspaper would demand, +exhausting to body and imagination alike. He had long ceased to doubt +that she loved him, but her self-command had protected them both. He +had believed it would never desert her and when it did his pulses had +their way. He took her in his arms and strained her to him as if with +the strength of his muscles and his will he would defy the blundering +fates. + +Madeleine made no resistance. She was oblivious of everything but the +ecstasy of the moment. When he kissed her she clung to him as ardently, +and felt as mortals may, when, in dissolution, they have the vision of +unmortal bliss. She had the genius for completion and neither the past +nor the future intruded upon the perfect moment when love was all. + +But the moment was brief. A priest entered and knelt before the altar. +She disengaged herself and adjusted her hat with hands that trembled +violently, then almost ran out of the church. Masters followed her. As +they descended the steps Travers and his companion passed again, after +their short canter down the peninsula. He stared so hard at Madeleine's +revealing face that he almost forgot to take off his hat, and half +reined in as if he would pause and gratify his curiosity; but thought +better of it and rode on. + +Masters and Madeleine did not exchange a word until they had walked +nearly a mile. But his brain was working as clearly as if passion had +never clouded it, and although he could see no hope for the future he +was determined to gain time and sacrifice anything rather than lose +what little he might still have of her. He said finally, in a +matter-of-fact voice: + +"I want you to use your will and imagination and forget that we ever +entered that church." + +"Forget! The memory of it will scourge me as long as I live. I have +been unfaithful to my husband!" + +"Oh, not quite as bad as that!" + +"What difference? I had surrendered completely and forgotten my vows, +my religion, every principle that has guided my life. +If--if--circumstances had been different that would not have been the +end. I am a bad wicked woman." + +"Oh, no, you are not. You are a terribly good one. If you were not you +would take your life in your hands and make it over." + +He did not dare mention the word divorce, and lest it travel from his +mind to hers and cause his immediate repudiation, he added hastily: + +"You were immortal for a moment and it should be your glory, not a whip +to scourge you. The time will come when you will remember it with +gratitude and without a blush. You know now what you could be and feel. +If we part at least you will have been saved from the complete +aridity--" + +"Part?" She looked at him for the first time, and although she had +believed she never could look at him again without turning scarlet, +there was only terror in her eyes. + +"I have been afraid of banishment." + +"It was my fault as much as yours." + +"I am not so sure. We won't argue that point. Is anything perfect +arguable? But if I am to stay in San Francisco I must see you." + +"I'll never see you alone again." + +"I have no intention of pressing that point! But the open is safe and +you must walk with me every day." + +"I don't know! Oh--I don't know! And I think that I should tell Howard." + +"You will not tell Howard because you are neither cowardly nor cruel. +Nor will you ruin a perfect memory that belongs to us alone. You do +love me and that is the end of it--or the beginning of God knows what!" + +"Love!" She shivered. "Yes, I love you. Why do poets waste so many +beautiful words over love? It is the most terrible thing in the world." + +"Let us try to forget it for the present," he said harshly. "Forget +everything we cannot have--" + +"You have your work. You have only to work harder than ever. What have +I?" + +"We will walk together every day. We can take a book out on the beach +and sit on the rocks. Read more fiction. That is its mission--to +translate one for a time from the terrible realities of life. Your +religion should be of some use to you. It is almost a pity there is no +poverty out here. Sink your prejudices and seek out poor Sibyl Forbes. +Every woman in town has cut her. In healing her wounds you could forget +your own. Above all, use your will. We are neither of us weaklings, and +it could be a thousand times worse. Nothing shall take from us what we +have, and there may be a way out." + +"There is none," she said sadly. "But I will do as you tell me. And +I'll forget--not remember--if I can." + + + + +XXII + + +The end came swiftly. The next day Ben Travers drove down to Rincona. +Mrs. Abbott listened to his garnished tale with bulging eyes and her +three chins quivering with excitement. She had heard no gossip worth +mentioning since she left town, and privately she hated the summer and +Alta. + +"You should have seen her face when she came out of that church," cried +Travers for the third time; he was falling into the senile habit of +repeating himself. "It was fairly distorted and she looked as if she +had been crying for a week. Mark my words, Masters had been making the +hottest kind of love to her--he was little more composed than she. Bet +you an eagle to a dime they elope within a week." + +"Serve Howard Talbot right for marrying a woman twenty years younger +than himself and a Northerner to boot. Do you think he suspects?" + +"Not he. Now, I must be off. If I didn't call on the Hathaways and +Montgomerys while I'm down here they'd never forgive me." + +"Both have house parties," said Mrs. Abbott enviously. "Just like you +to get it first! I'd go with you but I must write to Antoinette McLane. +She'll _have_ to believe that her paragon is headed for the rocks this +time." + +Mrs. McLane was having an attack of the blues when the letter arrived +and did not open her mail until two days later. Then she drove at once +to San Francisco. She was too wise in women to remonstrate with +Madeleine, but she went directly to Dr. Talbot's office. It was the +most unpleasant duty she had ever undertaken, but she knew that Talbot +would not doubt his wife's fidelity, and she was determined to save +Madeleine. She had considered the alternative of going to Masters, but +even her strong spirit quailed before the prospect of that interview. +Besides, if he were as deeply in love with Madeleine as she believed +him to be, it would do no good. She had little faith in the +self-abnegation of men where their passions were concerned. + +Dr. Talbot was in his office and saw her at once, and they talked for +an hour. His face was purple and she feared a stroke. But he heard her +quietly, and told her she had proved her friendship by coming to him +before it was too late. When she left him he sat for another hour, +alone. + + + + +XXIII + + +It was six o'clock. San Francisco was enjoying one of its rare heat +waves and Madeleine had put on a frock of white lawn made with a low +neck and short sleeves, and tied a soft blue sash round her waist. As +the hour of her husband's reasonably prompt homing approached she +seated herself at the piano. She could not trust herself to sing, and +played the "Adelaide." The past three days had not been as unhappy as +she had expected. She had visited Sibyl Forbes, living in lonely +splendor, and listened enthralled to that rebellious young woman (who +had received her with passionate gratitude) as she poured out +humiliations, bitter resentment, and matrimonial felicity. Madeleine +had consoled and rejoiced and promised to talk to the all-powerful Mrs. +McLane. + +Twice she had gone to hear John McCullough at his new California +Theatre, with another dutiful doctor's wife who lived in the hotel, and +she had walked for three hours with Masters every afternoon. He had +always found it easy to turn her mind into any channel he chose, and he +had never exerted himself to be more entertaining even with her. + +Today he had been jubilant and had swept her with him on his high tide +of anticipation and triumph. Another patriotic San Franciscan had come +to the rescue and the hundred thousand dollars lay to Masters' credit +in the Bank of California. He had taken his offices an hour after the +deposit was made; his business manager was engaged, and every writer of +ability on the other newspapers was his to command. "Masters' +Newspaper" had been the talk of the journalistic world for months. He +had picked his staff and he now awaited only the presses he had ordered +that morning from New York. + +Madeleine had sighed as she listened to him dilate upon an active +brilliant future in which she had no place, but she was in tune with +him always and she could only be happy with him now. Moreover, it was +an additional safeguard. He would be too busy for dreams and human +longings. As for herself she would go along somehow. Tears, after all, +were a wonderful solace. Fear had driven her down a light romantic +by-way of her nature. Even if days passed without a glimpse of him she +could dwell on the pleasant thought that he was not far away, and now +and then they would take a long walk together. + +The door opened and Dr. Talbot entered. His face was no longer purple. +It was sallow and drawn. Her hands trailed off the keys, her arms fell +limply. Not even during an epidemic, when he found little time for +sleep, had his round face lost its ruddy brightness, his black eyes +their look of jovial good-fellowship, his mouth its amiable cynicism. + +"Something has happened," she said faintly. "What is it?" + +"Would you mind sitting here?" He fell heavily into a chair and +motioned to one opposite. She left the shelter of the piano with +dragging feet, her own face drained of its color. Ben Travers! She knew +what was coming. + +His arms lay limply along the arms of his chair. As she gazed at him +fascinated it seemed to her that he grew older every minute. And she +had never seen any one look as sad. + +"I have been a bad husband to you," he said. And the life had gone out +of even his voice. + +"Oh! No! No! you have been the best, the kindest and most indulgent of +husbands." + +"I have been worse than a bad husband," he went on in the same +monotonous voice. "I have been a failure. I never tried to understand +you. I didn't want to understand what might interfere with my own +selfish life. You have a mind and I ordered you to feed it husks. You +asked me for the companionship that was your right and I told you to go +and amuse yourself as best you could. I fooled myself with the excuse +that you were perfect as you were, but the bald truth was that I liked +the society of men better, and hated any form of mental exertion +unconnected with my profession. I plucked the rarest flower a +good-for-nothing man ever found and I didn't even remember to give it +fresh water. It is a wonder you didn't wilt before you did. You were +wilting--dying mentally--when Masters came along. You found in him all +that I had denied you. And now I have the punishment I deserve. You no +longer love me. You love him." + +"Oh--Oh--" Madeleine twisted her hands in her lap and stared at them. +"You--you--cannot help being what you are. I long since ceased to find +fault with you--" + +"Yes, when you ceased to love me! When you found that we were +hopelessly mismated. When you gave up." + +"I--I'm very fond of you still. How could I help it when you are so +good to me?" + +"I have no doubt of your friendship--or of your fidelity. But you love +Masters. Can you deny it?" + +"No." + +"Are you preparing to elope with him?" + +"Oh! No! No! How could you dream of such a thing?" + +"I am told that every one is expecting it." + +"I would no more elope than I would ask for a divorce. I may be sinful +enough to love a man who is not my husband, but I am not bad enough for +that. And people are very stupid. They know that Langdon Masters' +future lies here. If I were as wicked a woman as that, at least he is +not a fool. Why, only today he received the capital for his newspaper." + +"And do you know so little of men and women as to imagine that you two +could go on indefinitely content with the mere fact that you love each +other? I may not have known my own wife because I chose to be blind, +but a doctor knows as much about women in general as a father +confessor. Men and women are not made like that! It seems that every +one but myself has known for months that Masters is in love with you; +and Masters is a man of strong passions and relentless will. He has +used his will so far to curb his passions, principally, no doubt, on my +account; he is my friend and a man of honor. But there are moments in +life when honor as well as virtue goes overboard." + +"But--but--we have agreed never to see each other alone again--except +out of doors." + +"That is all very well, but there are always unexpected moments of +isolation. The devil sees to that. And while I have every confidence in +your virtue--under normal conditions--I know the helpless yielding of +women and the ruthless passions of men. It would be only a question of +time. I may have been a bad husband but I am mercifully permitted to +save you, and I shall do so." + +He rose heavily from his chair. "Do you know where I can find Masters?" + +She sprang to her feet and for the first time in her life her voice was +shrill. + +"You are not going to kill him?" + +"Oh, no. I am not going to kill him. There has been scandal enough +already. And I have no desire to kill him. He has behaved very well, +all things considered. I am almost as sorry for him as I am for +you--and myself! Do you know where he is?" + +"He is probably dining at the Union Club--or he may be at his new +offices. They are somewhere on Commercial Street." + +He went out and Madeleine sat staring at the door with wide eyes and +parted lips. She felt no inclination to tears, nor even to faint, +although her body could hardly have been colder in death. She felt +suspended in a vacuum, awaiting something more dreadful than even this +interview with her husband had been. + + + + +XXIV + + +Dr. Talbot turned toward the stairs, but it occurred to him that +Masters might still be in his rooms and he walked to the other end of +the hall. A ringing voice answered his knock. He entered. Masters +grasped him by the hand, exclaiming, "I was going to look you up +tonight and tell you the good news. Has Madeleine told you? I have my +capital! And I have just received a telegram from New York saying that +my presses will start by freight tomorrow. That means we'll have our +newspaper in three weeks at the outside--But what is the matter, old +chap? I never saw you look seedy before. Suppose we take a week off and +go on a bear hunt? It's the last vacation I can have in a month of +Sundays." + +"I have come to tell you that you must leave San Francisco." + +"Oh!" Masters' exuberance dropped like a shining cloak from a figure of +steel. He walked to his citadel, the hearth rug, and lit a cigarette. + +"I suppose you have been listening to the chatter of that infernal old +gossip, Ben Travers." + +"Ben Travers knows me too well to bring any of his gossip to me. But he +has carried his stories up and down the state; not only his--more +recent discoveries, but evidence he appears to have been collecting for +months. But he is only one of many. It seems the whole town has known +for a year or more that you see Madeleine for three or four hours every +day, that you have managed to have those hours together, no matter what +her engagements, that you are desperately in love with each other. The +gossip has been infernal. I do not deny that a good deal of the blame +rests on my shoulders. I not only neglected her but I encouraged her to +see you. But I thought her above scandal or even gossip, and I never +dreamed it was in her to love--to lose her head over any man. She was +sweet and affectionate but cold--my fault again. Any man who had the +good fortune to be married to Madeleine could make her love him if he +were not a selfish fool. Well, I have been punished; but if I have lost +her I can save her--and her reputation. You must go. There is no other +way." + +"That is nonsense. You exaggerate because you are suffering from a +shock. You know that I cannot leave San Francisco with this great +newspaper about to be launched. If it is as bad as you make out I will +give you my word not to see Madeleine again. And as I shall be too busy +for Society it will quickly forget me." + +"Oh, no, it will not. It will say that you are both cleverer than you +have been in the past. If you leave San Francisco--California--for good +and all--it may forget you; not otherwise." + +"Do you know that you are asking me to give up my career? That I shall +never have such an opportunity in my life again? My whole future--for +usefulness as well as for the realization of my not ignoble +ambitions--lies in San Francisco and nowhere else?" + +"Don't imagine I have not thought of that. And San Francisco can ill +afford to spare you. You are one of the greatest assets this city ever +had. But she will have to do without you even if you never can be +replaced. I had the whole history of the affair from Mrs. McLane this +afternoon. No one believes--yet--that things have reached a climax +between you and Madeleine. On the contrary, they are expecting an +elopement. But if you remain, nothing on God's earth can prevent an +abominable scandal. Madeleine's name will be dragged through the mud. +She will be cut, cast out of Society. Even I could not protect her; I +should be regarded as a blind fool, or worse, for it will be known that +Mrs. McLane warned me. No woman can keep her mouth shut. She and other +powerful women--even that damned old cut-throat, Mrs. Abbott--are +standing by Madeleine loyally, but they are all alert for a denouement +nevertheless. If you go, that will satisfy them. Madeleine will be +merely the heroine of an unhappy love-affair, and although nothing will +stop their damned clacking tongues for a time, they will pity her and +do their best to make her forget." + +"I cannot go. It is impossible. You are asking too much. And, I repeat, +I'll never see her again. Mrs. McLane can be made to understand the +truth. I'll leave the hotel tomorrow." + +"You love Madeleine, do you not?" + +"Yes--I do." + +"Then will you save her from ruin in the only way possible. It is not +only her reputation that I fear. You know yourself, I fancy. You may +avoid her, but you will hardly deny that if circumstances threw you +together, alone, temptation would be irresistible--the more so as you +would have ached for the mere sound of her voice every minute. I know +now what it means to love Madeleine." + +Masters turned his back on Talbot and leaned his arms on the +mantel-shelf. He saw hideous pictures in the empty grate. + +The doctor had not sat down. Not a muscle of his big strong body had +moved as he stood and pronounced what was worse than a sentence of +death on Langdon Masters. He averted his dull inexorable eyes, for he +dared not give way to sympathy. For the moment he wished himself +dead--and for more reasons than one! But he was far too healthy and +practical to contemplate a dramatic exit. No end would be served if he +did. Madeleine's sensitive spirit would recoil in horror from a union +haunted by the memory of the crime and anguish of the husband she had +vowed to love and obey. Not Madeleine! His remorseless solution was the +only one. + +Masters turned after a time and his face looked as old as Talbot's. + +"I'll go if you are quite sure it is necessary. If you have not spoken +in the heat of the moment." + +"If I thought for a month it would make no difference. If you remain, +no matter what your circumspection Madeleine will rank in the eyes of +the world with those harlots over on Dupont Street. And be as much of +an outcast. You know this town. You've lived in it for a year and a +half. It's not London, nor even New York. Nothing is hidden here. It +lives on itself; it has nothing else to live on. It is almost +fanatically loyal to its own until its loyalty is thrown in its face. +Then it is bitterer than the wrath of God. You understand all this, +don't you?" + +"Yes, I understand. But--couldn't you send Madeleine to her parents in +Boston for six months--she has never paid them a visit--but no, I +suppose the scandal would be worse--" + +"Far worse. It would look either as if she had run away from me or as +if I had packed her off in disgrace. If I could leave my practice I'd +take her abroad for two years, but I cannot. Nor--to be frank--do I see +why I should be sacrificed further." + +"Oh, assuredly not." Masters' tones were even and excessively polite. + +"You will take the train tomorrow morning for New York?" + +"I cannot leave San Francisco until after the opening of the banks. The +money must be refunded. Besides, I prefer to go by steamer. There is +one leaving tomorrow, I believe. I want time to think before I arrive +in New York." + +"And you will promise to have no correspondence with Madeleine +whatever?" + +"You might leave us that much!" + +"The affair shall end here and now. Do you promise?" + +"Very well. But I should like to see her once more." + +"That you shall not! I shall not leave her until you are outside the +Golden Gate." + +"Very well. If that is all--" + +"Good-by. You have behaved--well, as our code commands you to behave. I +expected nothing less. Don't imagine I don't appreciate what this means +to you. But you are a man of great ability. You will find as hospitable +a field for your talents elsewhere. San Francisco is the chief loser. I +wish you the best of luck." + +And he returned to Madeleine. + + + + +XXV + + +Madeleine came of a brave race and she was a woman of intense pride. +She spent a week at Congress Springs and she took her courage in her +teeth and spent another at Rincona. There was a house party and they +amused themselves in the somnolent way peculiar to Alta. Bret Harte was +there, a dapper little man, whose shoes were always a size too small, +but popular with women as he played an excellent game of croquet and +talked as delightfully as he wrote. His good humor could be counted on +if no one mentioned "The Heathen Chinee." He had always admired +Madeleine and did his best to divert her. + +Both Mrs. McLane and Mrs. Abbott were disappointed that they were given +no opportunity to condole with her; but although she gave a fair +imitation of the old Madeleine Talbot, and even mentioned Masters' name +with a casual indifference, no one was deceived for a moment. That her +nerves were on the rack was as evident as that her watchful pride was +in arms, and although it was obvious that she had foresworn the luxury +of tears, her eyes had a curious habit of looking through and beyond +these good ladies until they had the uncomfortable sensation that they +were not there and some one else was. They wondered if Langdon Masters +were dead and she saw his ghost. + +The summer was almost over. After a visit to Sally Abbott on Lake +Merritt, she returned to town with the rest of the fashionable world. +People had never been kinder to her; and if their persistent attentions +were strongly diluted with curiosity, who shall blame them? It was not +every day they had a blighted heroine of romance, who, moreover, looked +as if she were going into a decline. She grew thinner every day. Her +white skin was colorless and transparent. They might not have her for +long, poor darling! How they pitied her! But they never wished they had +let her alone. It was all for the best. And what woman ever had so +devoted a husband? He went with her everywhere. He, too, looked as if +he had been through the mill, poor dear, but at least he had won a +close race, and he deserved and received the sympathy of his faithful +friends. As for that ungrateful brute, Langdon Masters, he had not +written a line to any one in San Francisco since he left. Not one had +an idea what had become of him. Did he secretly correspond with +Madeleine? (They would have permitted her that much.) Would he blow out +his brains if she died of consumption? He was no philanderer. If he +hadn't really loved her nothing would have torn him from San Francisco +and his brilliant career; of course. Duelling days were over, and the +doctor was not the man to shoot another down in cold blood, with no +better excuse than the poor things had given him. It was all very +thrilling and romantic. Even the girls talked of little else, and +regarded their complacent prosperous swains with disfavor. "The Long +Long Weary Day" was their favorite song. They wished that Madeleine +lived in a moated grange instead of the Occidental Hotel. + +Madeleine had had her own room from the beginning of her married life +in San Francisco, as the doctor was frequently called out at night. +When Howard had returned and told her that Masters would leave on the +morrow and that she was not to see him again, she had walked quietly +into her bedroom and locked the door that led to his; and she had never +turned the key since. + +Talbot made no protest. He had no spirit left where Madeleine was +concerned, but it was his humble hope to win her back by unceasing +devotion and consideration, aided by time. He not only never mentioned +Masters' name, but he wooed her in blundering male fashion. Not a day +passed that he did not send her flowers. He bought her trinkets and +several valuable jewels, and he presented her with a victoria, drawn by +a fine sorrel mare, and a coachman in livery on the box. + +Madeleine treated him exactly as she treated her host at a dinner. She +was as amiable as ever at the breakfast table, and when he deserted his +club of an evening, she sat at her embroidery frame and told him the +gossip of the day. + + + + +XXVI + + +One evening at the end of two long hours, when he had heroically +suppressed his longing for a game of poker, he said hesitatingly, "I +thought you were so fond of reading. I don't see any books about. All +the women are reading a novel called 'Quits.' I'll send it up to you in +the morning if you haven't read it." + +For the first time since Masters' departure the blood rose in +Madeleine's face, but she answered calmly: + +"Thanks. I have little time for reading, as I have developed quite a +passion for embroidery and I practice a good deal. This is a +handkerchief-case for Mrs. McLane. Of course I must read 'Quits,' +however, and also 'The Initials.' One mustn't be behind the times. If +you'll step into Beach's tomorrow and order them I'll be grateful." + +"Of course I will. Should--should--you like me to read to you? I'm a +pretty bad reader, I guess, but I'll do my best." + +"Oh--is there an earthquake?" + +"No! But your nerves are in a bad state. I'll get you a glass of port +wine." + +He went heavily over to the cupboard, but his hand was shaking as he +poured out the wine. He drank a glass himself before returning to her. + +"Thanks. You take very good care of me." And she gave him the gracious +smile of a grateful patient. + +"I don't think you'd better go out any more at night for a while. You +are far from well, you know, and you're not picking up." + +"A call for you, I suppose. Too bad." + +There had been a peremptory knock on the door. A coachman stood +without. Would Dr. Talbot come at once? A new San Franciscan was +imminent via Mrs. Alexander Groome on Ballinger Hill. + +The doctor grumbled. + +"And raining cats and dogs. Why couldn't she wait until tomorrow? We'll +probably get stuck in the mud. Damn women and their everlasting babies." + +She helped him into his overcoat and wished him a pleasant good-night. +It was long since she had lifted her cheek for his old hasty kiss, and +he made no protest. He had time on his side. + +She did not return to her embroidery frame but stood for several +moments looking at the chest near the fireplace. She had not opened it +since Masters left. His library had been packed and sent after him by +one of his friends, but no one had known of the books in her +possession. Masters certainly had not thought of them and she was in no +condition to remember them herself at the time. + +She had not dared to look at them! Tonight, however, she moved slowly +toward the chest. She looked like a sleep-walker. When she reached it +she knelt down and opened it and gathered the books in her arms. When +her husband returned two hours later she lay on the floor in a dead +faint, the books scattered about her. + + + + +XXVII + + +It was morning before he could revive her, and two days before she +could leave her bed. Then she developed the hacking cough he dreaded. +He took her to the Sandwich Islands and kept her there for a month. The +even climate and the sea voyage seemed to relieve her, but when they +returned to San Francisco she began to cough again. + +Do women go into a decline these days from corroding love and hope in +ruins? If so, one never hears of it and the disease is unfashionable in +modern fiction. But in that era woman was woman and little besides. If +a woman of the fashionable world she had Society besides her family and +housekeeping. She rarely travelled, certainly not from California, and +if one of her band fell upon evil days and was forced to teach school, +knit baby sacques, or keep a boarding-house, she was pitied but by no +means emulated. Madeleine had neither house nor children, and more +money than she could spend. She had nothing to ask of life but +happiness and that was for ever denied her. Masters had never been out +of her mind for a moment during her waking hours, and she had slept +little. She ate still less, and kept herself up in Society with punch +in the afternoon and champagne at night. Only in the solitude of her +room did she give way briefly to excoriated nerves; but the source of +her once ready tears seemed dry. There are more scientific terms for +her condition these days, but she was poisoned by love and despair. Her +collapse was only a matter of time. + +Dr. Talbot knew nothing about psychology but he knew a good deal about +consumption. He had also arrested it in its earlier stages more than +once. He plied Madeleine with the good old remedies: eggnog, a raw egg +in a glass of sherry, port wine, mellow Bourbon whiskey and cream. She +had no desire to recover and he stood over her while she drank his +potions lest she pour them down the washstand; and some measure of her +strength returned. She fainted no more and her cough disappeared. The +stimulants gave her color and her figure began to fill out again. But +her thoughts, save when muddled by her tonics, never wandered from +Masters for a moment. + +The longing to hear from him grew uncontrollable with her returning +vitality. She had hoped that he would break his promise and write to +her once at least. He knew her too well not to measure the extent of +her sufferings, and common humanity would have justified him. But his +ship might have sunk with all on board for any sign he gave. Others had +ceased to grumble at his silence; his name was rarely mentioned. + +If she had known his address she would have written to him and demanded +one letter. She had given no promise. Her husband had commanded and she +had obeyed. She had always obeyed him, as she had vowed at the altar. +But she had her share of feminine guile, and if she had known where to +address Masters she would have quieted her conscience with the +assurance that a letter from him was a necessary part of her cure. She +felt that the mere sight of his handwriting on an envelope addressed to +herself would transport her back to that hour in Dolores, and if she +could correspond with him life would no longer be unendurable. But +although he had casually alluded to his club in New York she could not +recall the name, if he had mentioned it. + +She went to the Mercantile Library one day and looked over files of +magazines and reviews. His name appeared in none of them. It was +useless to look over newspaper files, as editorials were not signed. +But he must be writing for one of them. He had his immediate living to +make. + +What should she do? + +As she groped her way down the dark staircase of the library she +remembered the newspaper friend, Ralph Holt, who had packed his +books--so the chambermaid had informed her casually--and whom she had +met once when walking with Masters. He, if any one, would know Masters' +address. But how meet him? He did not go in Society, and she had never +seen him since. She could think of no excuse to ask him to call. Nor +was it possible--to her, at least--to write a note and ask him for +information outright. + +But by this time she was desperate. See Holt she would, and after a few +moments' hard thinking her feminine ingenuity flashed a beacon. Holt +was one of the sub-editors of his newspaper and although he had been +about to resign and join Masters, no doubt he was on the staff still. +Madeleine remembered that Masters had often spoken of a French +restaurant in the neighborhood of the _Alta_ offices, patronized by +newspaper men. The cooking was excellent. He often lunched there +himself. + +She glanced at her watch. It was one o'clock. She walked quickly toward +the restaurant. + + + + +XXVIII + + +She entered in some trepidation. She had never visited a restaurant +alone before. And this one was crowded with men, the atmosphere thick +with smoke. She asked the fat little proprietor if she might have a +table alone, and he conducted her to the end of the room, astonished +but flattered. A few women came to the restaurant occasionally to lunch +with "their boys," but no such lady of the haut ton as this. A +fashionable woman's caprice, no doubt. + +Her seat faced the room, and as she felt the men staring at her, she +studied the menu carefully and did not raise her eyes until she gave +her order. In spite of her mission and its tragic cause she experienced +a fleeting satisfaction that she was well and becomingly dressed. She +had intended dropping in informally on Sibyl Forbes, still an outcast, +in spite of her intercession, and wore a gown of dove-colored cashmere +and a hat of the same shade with a long lilac feather. + +She summoned her courage and glanced about the room, her eyes casual +and remote. Would it be possible to recognize any one in that smoke? +But she saw Holt almost immediately. He sat at a table not far from her +own. She bowed cordially and received as frigid a response as Mrs. +Abbott would have bestowed on Sibyl Forbes. + +Madeleine colored and dropped her eyes again. Of course he knew her for +the cause of Masters' desertion of the city that needed him, and the +disappointment of his own hopes and ambitions. Moreover, she had +inferred from his conversation the day they had all walked together for +half an hour that he regarded Masters as little short of a god. He was +several years younger, he was clever himself, and nothing like Masters +had ever come his way. He had declared that the projected newspaper was +to be the greatest in America. She had smiled at his boyish enthusiasm, +but without it she would probably have forgotten him. She had resented +his presence at the time. + +Of course he hated her. But she had come too far to fail. He passed her +table a few moments later and she held out her hand with her sweetest +smile. + +"Sit down a moment," she said with her pretty air of command; and +although his face did not relax he could do no less than obey. + +"I feel more comfortable," she said. "I had no idea I should be the +only lady here. But Mr. Masters so often spoke to me of this restaurant +that I have always meant to visit it." She did not flutter an eyelash +as she uttered Masters' name, and her lovely eyes seemed wooing Holt to +remain at her side. + +"Heartless, like all the rest of them," thought the young man +wrathfully. "Well, I'll give her one straight." + +"Have you heard from him lately?" she asked, as the waiter placed the +dishes on the table. "He hasn't written to one of his old friends since +he left, and I've often wondered what has become of him." + +"He's gone to the devil!" said Holt brutally. "And I guess you know +where the blame lies--Oh!--Drink this!" He hastily poured out a glass +of claret. "Here! Drink it! Brace up, for God's sake. Don't give +yourself away before all these fellows." + +Madeleine swallowed the claret but pushed back her chair. "Take me away +quickly," she muttered. "I don't care what they think. Take me where +you can tell me--" + +He drew her hand through his arm, for he was afraid she would fall, and +as he led her down the room he remarked audibly, "No wonder you feel +faint. There's no air in the place, and you've probably never seen so +much smoke in your life before." + +At the door he nodded to the anxious proprietor, and when they reached +the sidewalk asked if he should take her home. + +"No. I must talk to you alone. There is a hack. Let us drive somewhere." + +He handed her into the hack, telling the man to drive where he liked as +long as he avoided the Cliff House Road. Madeleine shrank into a corner +and began to cry wildly. He regarded her with anxiety, and less +hostility in his bright blue eyes. + +"I'm awfully sorry," he said. "I was a brute. But I thought you would +know--I thought other things--" + +"I knew nothing, but I can't believe it is true. There must be some +mistake. He is not like that." + +"That's what's happened. You see, his world went to smash. That was the +opportunity of his life, and such opportunities don't come twice. He +has no capital of his own, and he can't raise money in New York. +Besides, he didn't want a newspaper anywhere else. And--and--of-course, +you know, newspaper men hear all the talk--he was terribly hard hit. I +couldn't help feeling a little sorry for you when I heard you were ill +and all the rest; but today you looked as if you had forgotten poor +Masters had ever lived--just a Society butterfly and a coquette." + +"Oh, I'm not blaming you! Perhaps it is all my fault. I don't +know!--But _that_! I can't believe it. I never knew a man with as +strong a character. He--he--always could control himself. And he had +too much pride and ambition." + +"I guess you don't know it, but he had a weak spot for liquor. That is +the reason he drank less than the rest of us--and that did show +strength of character: that he could drink at all. I only saw him +half-seas over once. He told me then he was always on the watch lest it +get the best of him. His father drank himself to death after the war, +and his grandfather from mere love of his cups. Nothing but a hopeless +smash-up, though, would ever have let it get the best of him.... He was +terribly high-strung under all that fine repose of his, and although +his mind was like polished metal in a way, it was full of quicksilver. +When a man like that lets go--nothing left to hold on to--he goes down +hill at ten times the pace of an ordinary chap. I--I--suppose I may as +well tell you the whole truth. He never drew a sober breath on the +steamer and he's been drunk more or less ever since he arrived in New +York. Of course he writes--has to--but can't hold down any responsible +position. They'd be glad to give him the best salary paid if he'd sober +up, but he gets worse instead of better. He's been thrown off two +papers already; and it's only because he can write better drunk than +most men sober that he sells an article now and again when he has to." + +Madeleine had torn her handkerchief to pieces. She no longer wept. Her +eyes were wide with horror. He fancied he saw awful visions in them. +Fearing she might faint or have hysterics, he hastily extracted a +brandy flask from his pocket. + +"Do you mind?" he asked diffidently. "Sorry I haven't a glass, but this +is the first time I've taken the cork out." + +She lifted the flask obediently and took a draught that commanded his +respect. + +She smiled faintly as she met his wide-eyed regard. "My husband makes +me live on this stuff. I was threatened with consumption. It affects me +very little, but it helps me in more ways than one." + +"Well, don't let it help you too much. I suppose the doctor knows +best--but--well, it gets a hold on you when you are down on your luck." + +"If it ever 'gets a hold' on me it will because I deliberately wish it +to," she said haughtily. "If Langdon Masters--has gone as far as you +say, I don't believe it is through any inherited weakness. He has done +it deliberately." + +"I grant that. And I'm sorry if I offended you--" + +"I am only grateful to you. I feel better now and can think a little. +Something must be done. Surely he can be saved." + +"I doubt it. When a man starts scientifically drinking himself to death +nothing can be done when there is nothing better to offer him. May I be +frank?" + +"I have been frank enough!" + +"Masters told me nothing of course, but I heard all the talk. Old +Travers let out his part of it in his cups, and news travels from the +Clubs like water out of a sieve. We don't publish that sort of muck, +but there were innuendoes in that blackguard sheet, _The Boom_. They +stopped suddenly and I fancy the editor had a taste of the horsewhip. +It wouldn't be the first time.... When Masters sent for me and told me +he was leaving San Francisco for good and all, he looked like a man who +had been through Dore's Hell--was there still, for that matter. Of +course I knew what had happened; if I hadn't I'd have known it the next +day when I saw the doctor. He looked bad enough, but nothing to +Masters. He had less reason! Of course Masters threw his career to the +winds to save your good name. Noblesse oblige. Too bad he wasn't more +of a villain and less of a great gentleman. It, might have been better +all round. This town certainly needs him." + +"If he were not a great gentleman nothing would have happened in the +first place," she said with cool pride. "But I asked you if there were +no way to save him." + +"I can think of only two ways. If your husband would write and ask him +to return to San Francisco--" + +"He'd never do that." + +"Then you might--you might--" He was fair and blushed easily. Being +secretly a sentimental youth he was shy of any of the verbal +expressions of sentiment; but he swallowed and continued heroically. +"You--you--I think you love him. I can see you are not heartless, that +you are terribly cut up. If you love him enough you might save him. A +man like Masters can quit cold no matter how far he has gone if the +inducement is great enough. If you went to New York--" + +He paused and glanced at her apprehensively, but although she had +gasped she only shook her head sadly. + +"I'll never break my husband's heart and the vows I made at the altar, +no matter what happens." + +"Oh, you good women! I believe you are at the root of more disaster +than all the strumpets put together!" + +"It may be. I remember he once said something of the sort. But he loved +me for what I am and I cannot change myself." + +"You could get a divorce." + +"I have no ground. And I would not if I had. He knows that." + +"No wonder he is without hope! But I don't pretend to understand women. +You'll leave him in the gutter then?" + +"Don't!--Don't--" + +"Well, if he isn't there literally he soon will be. I've seen men of +your set in the gutter here when they'd only been on a spree for a +week. Take Alexander Groome and Jack Belmont, for instance. And after +the gutter it is sometimes the calaboose." + +"You are cruel, and perhaps I deserve it. But if you will give me his +address I will write to him." + +"I wouldn't. He might be too drunk to read your letter, and lose it. Or +he might tear it up in a fury. I don't fancy even drink could make +Langdon Masters maudlin, and the sight of your handwriting would be +more likely to make him empty the bottle with a curse than to awaken +tender sentiment. Anyhow, it would be a risk. Some blackguard might get +hold of it." + +"Very well, I'll not write. Will you tell the man to drive to the +Occidental Hotel?" + +He gave the order and when he drew in his head she laid her hand on his +and said in her sweet voice and with her soft eyes raised to his (he no +longer wondered that Masters had lost his head over her), "I want to +thank you for the kindness you have shown me and the care you took of +me in that restaurant. What you have told me has destroyed the little +peace of mind I had left, but at least I'm no longer in the dark. I +will confess that I went to that restaurant in the hope of seeing you +and learning something about Masters. Nor do I mind that I have +revealed myself to you without shame. I have had no confidant +throughout all this terrible time and it has been a relief. I suppose +it is always easier to be frank with a stranger than with even the best +of friends." + +"Thanks. But I'd like you to know that I am your friend. I'd do +anything I could for you--for Masters' sake as well as your own. It's +an awful mess. Perhaps you'll think of some solution." + +"I've thought of one as far as I am concerned. I shall drink myself to +death." + +"What?" He was sitting sideways, embracing his knees, and he just +managed to save himself from toppling over. "Have you gone clean out of +your head?" + +"Oh, no. Not yet, But I shall do as I said. If I cannot follow him I +can follow his example. Why should he go to the dogs and I go through +life with the respect and approval of the world? He is far greater than +I--and better. I can at least share his disgrace, and I shall also +forget--and, it may be, delude myself that I am with him at times." + +"My God! The logic of women! How happy do you think _that_ will make +your husband? Good old sport, the doctor--and as for religion--and +vows!" + +"One can stand so much and no more. I have reached the breaking point +here in this carriage. It is that or suicide, and that would bring open +disgrace on my husband. The other would only be suspected. And I'll not +last long." + +The hack stopped in front of the hotel. She gave him her hand after he +had escorted her to the door. "Thank you once more. And I'd be grateful +if you would come and tell me if you have any further news of him--no +matter what. Will you?" + +"Yes," he said. "But I feel like going off and getting drunk, myself. I +wish I hadn't told you a thing." + +"It wouldn't have made much difference. If you know it others must, and +I'd have heard it sooner or later. I hope you'll call in any case." + +He promised; but the next time he saw her it was not in a drawing-room. + + + + +XXIX + + +Madeleine had reached the calmness of despair once more, and this time +without a glimmer of hope. Life had showered its gifts sardonically +upon her before breaking her in her youth, and there was still a +resource in its budget that it had no power to withhold. She was a firm +believer in the dogmas of the Church and knew that she would be +punished hereafter. Well, so would he. It might be they would be +permitted to endure their punishment together. And meanwhile, there was +oblivion, delusions possibly, and then death. + +It was summer and there were no engagements to break. The doctor was +caught in the whirlwind of another small-pox epidemic and lived in +rooms he reserved for the purpose. He did not insist upon her departure +from town as he knew her to be immune, and he thought it best she +should remain where she could pursue her regimen uninterrupted; and tax +her strength as little as possible. If he did not dismiss her from his +mind at least he had not a misgiving. She had never disobeyed him, she +appeared to have forgotten Masters at last, she took her tonics +automatically, and there were good plays in town. In a few months she +would be restored to health and himself. + +He returned to the hotel at the end of six weeks. It was the dinner +hour but his wife was not at the piano. He tapped on the door that led +from the parlor to her bedroom, and although there was no response he +turned the knob and entered. + +Madeleine was lying on the bed, asleep apparently. + +He went forward anxiously; he had never known her to sleep at this hour +before. He touched her lightly on the shoulder, but she did not awaken. +Then he bent over her, and drew back with a frown. But although +horrified he was far from suspecting the whole truth. He had been +compelled to break more than one patient of too ardent a fidelity to +his prescriptions. + +He forced an emetic down her throat, but it had no effect. Then he +picked her up and carried her into the bath room and held her head +under the shower. The blood flowed down from her congested brain. She +struggled out of his arms and looked at him with dull angry eyes. + +"What do you mean?" she demanded. "How dared you do such a thing to me?" + +"You had taken too much, my dear," he said kindly. "Or else it affects +you more than it did--possibly because you no longer need it. I shall +taper you off by degrees, and then I think we can do without it." + +"Without it? I couldn't live without it. I need more--and more--" She +looked about wildly. + +"Oh, that is all right. They always think so at first. In six months +you will have forgotten it. Remember, I am a doctor--and a good one, if +I say so myself." + +She dropped her eyes. "Very well," she said humbly. "Of course you know +best." + +"Now, put on dry clothes and let us have dinner. It seems a year since +I dined with you." + +"I haven't the strength." + +He went into the parlor and returned with a small glass of cognac. +"This will brace you up, and, as I said, you must taper off. But I'll +measure the doses myself, hereafter." + +She put on an evening gown, but with none of her old niceness of +detail. She merely put it on. Her wet hair she twisted into a knot +without glancing at the mirror. As she entered the parlor she staggered +slightly. Talbot averted his eyes. He may have had similar cases, and, +as a doctor, become hardened to all manifestations of human weakness, +but this patient was his wife. It was only temporary, of course, and a +not unnatural sequel. But Madeleine! He felt as a priest might if a +statue of the Virgin opened its mouth and poured forth a stream of +blasphemy. + +Then he went forward and put his arm about her. "Brace up," he said. "I +hear the waiters in the dining-room. They must not see you like this. +Where--where have you taken your meals?" + +"In my bedroom." + +"I hoped so. Has any one seen you?" + +"I don't know--no. I think not. I have been careful enough. I do not +wish to disgrace you." + +He was obliged to give her another glass of cognac, and she sat through +the dinner without betraying herself, although she would eat nothing. +She was sullen and talked little, and when the meal was over she went +directly to bed. + +Dr. Talbot followed her, however, and searched her wardrobe and bureau +drawers. He found nothing. When he returned to the parlor he locked the +cupboard where he kept his hospitable stores and put the key in his +pocket. But he did not go out, and toward midnight he heard her moving +restlessly about her room. She invited him eagerly to enter when he +tapped. + +"I'm nervous, horribly nervous," she said. "Give me some more +cognac--anything." + +"You'll have nothing more tonight. I shall give you a dose of valerian." + +She swallowed the noxious mixture with a grimace and was asleep in a +few moments. + + + + +XXX + + +The doctor was still very busy but he returned to the hotel four times +a day and gave her small doses of whatever liquor she demanded. In a +short time he diluted them with Napa Soda water. She was always pacing +the room when he entered and looked at him like a wild animal at bay. +But she never mentioned Masters' name, even when her nerves whipped her +suddenly to hysterics; and although he sometimes thought he should go +mad with the horror of it all, he had faith in his method, and in her +own pride, as soon as the first torments wore down. She refused to walk +out of doors or to wear anything but a dressing gown; she took her +slender meals in her room. + +But Madeleine's sufferings were more mental than physical, although she +was willing the doctor should form the natural conclusion. She was +possessed by the fear that a cure would be forced upon her; she was +indifferent even to the taste of liquor, and had merely preferred it +formerly to bitter or nauseous tonics; in Society it had been a +necessary stimulant, when her strength began to fail, nothing more. +After her grim decision she had forced large quantities down her throat +by sheer strength of will. But she had found the result all that she +had expected, she had alternated between exhilaration and oblivion, and +was sure that it was killing her by inches. Now, she could indulge in +neither wild imaginings nor forget. And if he cured her!--but her will +when she chose to exert it was as strong as his, and her resource +seldom failed her. + +One day in her eternal pacing she paused and stared at the keyhole of +the cupboard, then took a hairpin from her head and tried to pick the +lock. It was large and complicated and she could do nothing with it. +She glanced at the clock. The doctor would not return for an hour. She +dressed hastily and went out and bought a lump of soft wax. She took an +impress of the keyhole and waited with what patience she could summon +until her husband had come and gone. Then she went out again. The next +day she had the key and that night she needed no valerian. + +Doctor Talbot paced the parlor himself until morning. But he did not +despair. He had had not dissimilar experiences before. He removed his +supplies to the cellar of the hotel and carried a flask in his pocket +from which he measured her daily drams. + +The same chambermaid had been on her floor for years, and was devoted +to her. She sent her out for gin on one pretext or another, although +the woman was not deceived for a moment; she had "seen how it was" long +since. But she was middle-aged, Irish, and sympathetic. If the poor +lady had sorrows let her drown them. + +Madeleine was more wary this time. She told her husband she was +determined to take her potions only at noon and at night; in the +daytime she restrained herself after four o'clock, although she took +enough to keep up her spirits at the dinner-table to which she had +thought it best to return. + +The doctor, thankful, no longer neglected his practice, and left +immediately after dinner for the Club as she went to her room at once +and locked the door. There was no doubt of her hostility, but that, +too, was not unnatural, and he was content to wait. + +Society returned to town, but she flatly refused to enter it. Nor would +she receive any one who called. The doctor remonstrated in vain. He +trusted her perfectly and a glass of champagne at dinner would not hurt +her. If she expected to become quite herself again she must have +diversions. She was leading an unnatural life. + +She deigned no answer. + +He warned her that tongues would wag. He had met several of the women +during the summer and told them her lungs were healed.... No doubt he +had been over-anxious, mistaken--in the beginning. He wished he had +given her a tonic of iron arsenic and strychnine, alternated with +cod-liver oil. But it was too late for regrets, and at least she was +well on the road to recovery; if she snubbed people now they would take +their revenge when she would be eager for the pleasures of Society +again. + +Madeleine laughed aloud. + +"But, my dear, this is only a passing phase. Of course your system is +depressed but that will wear off, and what you need now, even more than +brandy twice a day, is a mental tonic. By the way, don't you think you +might leave it off now?" + +"No, I do not. If my system is depressed I'd go to pieces altogether +without it." + +"I'll give you a regular tonic--" + +"I'll not take it. You are not disposed to use force, I imagine." + +"No, I cannot do that. But you'll accept these invitations--some of +them?" He indicated a pile of square envelopes on the table. He had +opened them but she had not given them a passing glance. + +"Society would have the effect of arresting my 'cure.' I hate it. If +you force me to go out I'll drink too much and disgrace you." + +"But what shall I tell them?" he asked in despair. "I see some of them +every day and they'll quiz my head off. They can't suspect the truth, +of course, but--but--" he paused and his ruddy face turned a deep brick +red. He had never mentioned Masters' name to her since he announced his +impending departure, but he was desperate. "They'll think you're +pining, that's what! That you won't go out because you take no interest +in any one but Langdon Masters." + +She was standing by the window with her back to him, looking down into +the street. She turned and met his eyes squarely. + +"That would be quite true," she said. + +"You do not mean that!" + +"I have never forgotten him for a moment and I never shall as long as I +live." She averted her eyes from his pallid face but went on +remorselessly. "If you had been merciful you would have let me die when +I was so ill. But you showed me another way, and now you would take +even that from me." + +"Do--do you mean to say that you tried to drink yourself to death?" + +"Yes, I mean that. And if you really cared for me you would let me do +it now." + +"That I'll never do," he cried violently. "I'll cure you and you'll get +over this damned nonsense in time." + +"I never shall get over it. Don't delude yourself for an instant." + +He stared at her with a sickening sense of impotence--and despair. He +thought she had never looked more beautiful. She wore a graceful +wrapper of pale blue camel's hair and her long hair in two pendent +braids. She was very white and she looked as cold and remote as the +moon. + +"Madeleine! Madeleine! You have changed so completely! I cannot believe +that you'll never be the same Madeleine again. Why--you--you look as if +you were not there at all!" + +"Only my shell is here. The real me is with him." + +"Curse the man! Curse him! Curse him! I wish I'd blown out his brains!" +He threw his arms about wildly and she wondered if he would strike her. +But he threw himself into a chair and burst into heavy sobbing. +Madeleine ran out of the room. + + + + +XXXI + + +"I tell you it's true. You needn't pooh-pooh at me, Antoinette McLane. +I have it on the best authority." + +"Old Ben Travers, I suppose!" + +"No, it's not Ben Travers, although he'll find it out soon enough. Her +chambermaid knows my cook. She is devoted to Madeleine, evidently, and +cried after she had told it, but--well, I suppose it was too good for +any mere female to keep." + +"Servants' gossip," replied Mrs. McLane witheringly. "I should think it +would be beneath your self-respect to listen to it. Fancy gossiping +with one's cook." + +"I didn't," replied Mrs. Abbott with dignity. "She told my maid, and if +we didn't listen to our maids' gossip how much would we really know +about what goes on in this town?" + +Mrs. McLane, Mrs. Ballinger, Guadalupe Hathaway and Sally Abbott were +sitting in Mrs. Abbott's large and hideous front parlor after luncheon, +and she had tormented them throughout the meal with a promise of +"something that would make their hair stand on end." + +She had succeeded beyond her happy expectations. Mrs. McLane's eyes +were flashing. Mrs. Ballinger looked like a proud silver poplar that +had been seared by lightning. Sally burst into tears, and Miss +Hathaway's large cold Spanish blue eyes saw visions of Nina Randolph, a +brilliant creature of the early sixties, whom she had tried to save +from the same fate. + +"Be sure the bell boys will find it out," continued Mrs. Abbott +unctuously. "And when it gets to the Union Club--well, no use for us to +try to hush it up." + +"As you are trying to do now!" + +"You needn't spit fire at me. I feel as badly as you do about it. If +I've told just you four it's only to talk over what can be done." + +"I don't believe there's a word of truth in the story. Probably that +wretched servant is down on her for some reason. Madeleine Talbot! Why, +she's the proudest creature that ever lived." + +"She might have the bluest blood of the South in her veins," conceded +Mrs. Ballinger handsomely. "I pride myself on my imagination but I +simply cannot _see_ her in such a condition." + +"If it's true, it's Masters, of course," said Miss Hathaway. "The only +reason I didn't fall in love with him was because it was no use. But +he's the sort of man--there are not many of them!--who would make a +woman love him to desperation if he loved her himself. And she'd never +forget him." + +"I don't believe it," said Mrs. Ballinger coldly. "I never believed +that Madeleine was in love with Langdon Masters. A good woman loves +only her husband." + +"Oh, mamma!" wailed Sally. "Madeleine is young, and the doctor's a dear +but he wasn't the sort of a man for her at all. He just attracted her +when she was a girl because he was so different from the men she knew. +But Langdon is exactly suited to her. I guessed it before any of you +did. It worried me dreadfully, but I sympathized--I always admired +Langdon--if he'd looked at me before I fell in love with Hal I believe +I'd have married him--but I wish, oh, how I wish, Madeleine could get a +divorce." + +"Sally Ballinger!" Her mother's voice quavered. "This terrible +California! If you had been brought up in Virginia--" + +"But I wasn't. And I mean what I say. And--and--it's true about +Madeleine. I went there the other day and she saw me--and--oh, I never +meant to tell it--it's too terrible!" + +"So," said Mrs. McLane. "So," She added thoughtfully after a moment. +"It's a curious coincidence. Langdon Masters is drinking himself to +death in New York. Jack Belmont returned the other day--he told Mr. +McLane." + +She had been interrupted several times, Madeleine for the moment +forgotten. + +"Why didn't Alexander Groome know? He's his cousin and bad enough +himself, heaven knows." + +"Oh, poor Langdon! Poor Langdon! I knew he could love a woman like +that--" + +"He has remarkable powers of concentration!" + +"I'll wager Mr. Abbott heard it himself at the Club, the wretch! He'll +hear from me!" + +"Oh, it's too awful," wailed Sally again. "What an end to a romance. It +was quite perfect before--in a way. And now instead of pitying poor +Madeleine and wishing we were her--she--which is it?--we'll all be +despising her!" + +"It's loathsome," said Mrs. Ballinger. "I wish I had not heard it. I +prefer to believe that such things do not exist." + +"Good heavens, mamma, I've heard that gentlemen in the good old South +were as drunk as lords, oftener than not." + +"As lords, yes. Langdon Masters is in no position to emulate his +ancestors. And Madeleine! No one ever heard of a lady in the South +taking to drink from disappointed love or anything else. When life was +too hard for them they went into a beautiful decline and died in the +odor of sanctity." + +"They get terribly skinny and yellow in the last stages--" + +"Sally!" + +"Well, I don't care anything about Langdon Masters," announced Mrs. +Abbott. "He's left here anyway, and like as not we'll never see him +again. This is what I want to know: Can anything be done about +Madeleine Talbot? Of course Howard poured whiskey down her throat until +it got the best of her. But he should know how to cure her. That is if +he knows the worst." + +"You may be sure he knows the worst," said Mrs. McLane. "How could he +help it?" + +"That maid said she bought it on the sly all the time. Don't you +suppose he'd put a stop to that if he knew it?" + +"Well, he will find it out. And I'll not be the one to tell him. One +ordeal of that sort is enough for a lifetime." + +"Why not give her a talking to? She has always seemed to defer more to +you than to any one else." Mrs. Abbott made the admission grudgingly. + +"I am willing to try, if she will see me. But--if she knows what has +happened to Masters--and ten to one she does--he may have written to +her--I don't believe it will do any good. Alas! Why does youth take +life so tragically? When she is as old as I am she will know that no +man is worth the loss of a night's sleep." + +"Yes, but Madeleine isn't old!" cried Sally. "She's young--young--and +she can't live without him. I don't know whether she's weaker or +stronger than Sibyl, but at any rate Sibyl is happy--" + +"How do you know?" + +"Can't you see it in her face at the theatre? Oh, I don't care! I'll +tell it! Madeleine asked me to lunch to meet her one day last winter +and I went. We had a splendid time. After lunch we sat on the rug +before the fire and popped corn. Oh, you needn't all glare at me as if +I'd committed a crime. It's hard to _be_ hard when you're young, and +Sibyl was my other intimate friend. But that's not the question at +present. I've had an idea. Perhaps I could persuade Madeleine to stay +with me. Now that I know, perhaps she won't mind so much. I only got in +by accident. There's a new man at the desk and he let me go up--" + +"Well, what is your idea?" asked Mrs. McLane impatiently. "What could +you do with her if she did visit you--which she probably will not." + +"I might be able to cure her. She wouldn't see anything to drink. Hal +has sworn off. There's not a drop in sight, and not only on his account +but because the last butler got drunk and fell in the lake. We'll not +have any company while she's there. And I'd lock her in at night and +never leave her alone in the daytime." + +"That is not a bad idea at all," said Mrs. McLane emphatically. "But +don't waste your time trying to persuade her. Go to Howard. Tell him +the truth. He will give her a dose of valerian and take her over in a +hack at night." + +"I don't like the idea of Sally coming into contact with such a +dreadful side of life--" + +"But if I can save her, mamma?" + +"Maria is Alexander Groome's wife and she has no influence over him." + +"Oh, Maria! If he were my husband I'd lead him such a dance that he'd +behave himself in self-defence. Maria is too much like you--" + +"Sally Ballinger!" + +"I only meant that you are an angel, mamma dear. And of course you are +so enchanting and beautiful papa has always toed the mark. But Maria is +good without being any too fascinating--" + +"Sally is right," interrupted Mrs. McLane. "I am not sure that her plan +will succeed. But no one has thought of a better. If Madeleine has a +deeper necessity for stupefying her brain than shattered nerves, I +doubt if any one could save her. But at least Sally can try. We'd be +brutes if we left her to drown without throwing her a plank." + +"Just what I said," remarked Mrs. Abbott complacently. "Was I not +justified in telling you? And when you get her over there, Sally, and +her mind is quite clear, warn her that while she may do what she +chooses in private, if she elects to die that way, just let her once be +seen in public in a state unbecoming a lady, and that is the end of her +as far as we are concerned." + +"Yes," said Mrs. McLane with a sigh. "We should have no choice. Poor +Madeleine!" + + + + +XXXII + + +Madeleine awoke from a heavy drugged sleep and reached out her hand +automatically for the drawer of her commode. It fumbled in the air for +a moment and then she raised herself on her elbow. She glanced about +the room. It was not her own. + +She sprang out of bed. A key turned and Sally Abbott entered. + +"What does this mean?" cried Madeleine. "What are you doing here, +Sally? Why did Howard move me into another room?" + +"He didn't. You are over at my house. He thought the country would be +good for you for a while and I was simply dying to have you--" + +"Where are my clothes? I am going back to the city at once." + +"Now, Madeleine, dear." Sally put her arm round the tall form which was +as rigid as steel in her embrace. But she was a valiant little person +and strong with health and much life in the open. "You are going to +stay with me until--until--you are better." + +"I'll not. I must get back. At once! You don't understand--" + +"Yes, I do. And I've something for you." She took a flask from the +capacious pocket of her black silk apron and poured brandy into a glass. + +Madeleine drank it, then sank heavily into a chair. + +"That is more than he has been giving me," she said suspiciously. "How +often did he tell you to give me that?" + +"Four times a day." + +"He's found out! He's found out!" + +"That chambermaid blabbed, and of course he heard it. I--I--saw him +just after. He felt so terribly, Madeleine dear! Your heart would have +ached for him. And when I asked him to let you come over here he seemed +to brighten up, and said it was the best thing to do." + +Madeleine burst into tears, the first she had shed in many months. +"Poor Howard! Poor Howard! But it will do no good." + +"Oh, yes, it will. Now, let me help you dress. Or would you rather stay +in bed today?" + +"I'll dress. And I'm not going to stay, Sally. I give you fair warning." + +"Oh, but you are. I've locked up your outdoor things--and my own! I'll +only let you have them when we go out together." + +"So you have turned yourself into my jailer?" + +"Yes, I have. And don't try to look like an outraged empress until your +stays are covered up. Put on your dress and we'll have a game of +battledore and shuttlecock in the hall. It's raining. Then we'll have +some music this afternoon. My alto used to go beautifully with your +soprano, and I'll get out our duets. I haven't forgotten one of the +accompaniments--What are you doing?" + +Madeleine was undressing rapidly. "I haven't had my bath. I seldom +forget that, even--where is the bath room? I forget." + +"Across the hall. And leave your clothes here. Although you'd break +your bones if you tried to jump out of the window. When you've finished +I'll have a cup of strong coffee ready for you. Run along." + + + + +XXXIII + + +Lake Merritt, a small sheet of water near the little town of Oakland, +was surrounded by handsome houses whose lawns sloped down to its rim. +Most them were closed in summer, but a few of the owners, like the +Harold Abbotts, lived there the year round. At all times, however, the +lawns and gardens were carefully tended, for this was one of Fashion's +chosen spots, and there must be no criticism from outsiders in Oakland. +The statues on the lawns were rubbed down after the heavy rains and +dusted as carefully in summer. There were grape-vine arbors and wild +rose hedges, and the wide verandas were embowered. In summer there were +many rowboats on the lake, and they lingered more often in the deep +shade of the weeping willows fringing the banks. The only blot on the +aristocratic landscape was a low brown restaurant kept by a Frenchman, +known as "Old Blazes." It was a resort for gay parties that were quite +respectable and for others that were not. Behind the public rooms was a +row of cubicles patronized by men when on a quiet spree (women, too, it +was whispered). There were no cabinet particuliers. Old Blazes had his +own ideas of propriety; and no mind to be ousted from Lake Merritt. + +Madeleine had found Sally Abbott's society far more endurable, when she +paid her round of visits after Masters' departure, than that of the +older women with their watchful or anxious eyes, and she had no +suspicion that Sally had guessed her secret long since. If love had +been her only affliction she would have been grateful for her society +and amusing chatter, for they had much in common. But in the +circumstances it was unthinkable. Not only was she terrified once more +by the prospect of being "cured," but her shattered nerves demanded far +more stimulation and tranquilizing than these small daily doses of +brandy afforded. + +Her will was in no way affected. She controlled even her nerves in +Sally's presence, escaped from it twice a day under pretext of taking a +nap, and went upstairs immediately after dinner. She had a large room +at the back of the house where she could pace up and down unheard. + +She pretended to be amiable and resigned, played battledoor and +shuttlecock in the hall, or on the lawn when the weather permitted, +sang in the evenings with Sally and Harold, and affected not to notice +that she was locked in at night. She refused to drive, as she would +have found sitting for any length of time unendurable, but she was glad +to take long walks even in the rain--and was piloted away from the town +and the railroad. + +Sally wrote jubilant letters to Dr. Talbot, who thought it best to stay +away. The servants were told that Mrs. Talbot was recovering from an +illness and suspected nothing. + +It lasted two weeks. Sally had inexorably diminished the doses after +the seventh day. Madeleine's mind, tormented by her nerves, never +ceased for a moment revolving plans for escape. + +As they returned from a walk one afternoon they met callers at the door +and it was impossible to deny them admittance. Madeleine excused +herself and went up to her room wearing her coat and hat instead of +handing them to Sally as usual. She put them in her wardrobe and locked +the door and hid the key. At dinner it was apparent, however, that +Sally had not noticed the omission of this detail in her daily +espionage, for the visitors had told her much interesting gossip and +she was interested in imparting it. Moreover, her mind was almost at +rest regarding her captive. + +Madeleine, some time since, had found that the key of another door +unlocked her own, and secreted it. She had no money, but she had worn a +heavy gold bracelet when her husband and Sally dressed her and they had +pinned her collar with a pearl brooch. Sally followed her to her room +after she had had time to undress and gave her the nightly draught, but +did not linger; she had no mind that her husband should feel neglected +and resent this interruption of an extended honeymoon. + +Madeleine waited until the house was quiet. Then she went down the +heavily carpeted stairs and let herself out by one of the long French +windows. She had made her plans and walked swiftly to the restaurant. +She knew "Old Blazes," for she had dined at his famous hostelry more +than once with her husband or friends. + +There was a party in the private restaurant. She walked directly to one +of the cubicles and rang for a waiter and told him to send M'sieu to +her at once. + +"Old Blazes" came immediately, and if she expected him to look +astonished she was agreeably disappointed. Nothing astonished him. + +She held out her bracelet and brooch. "I want you to lend me some money +on these," she said. "My husband will redeem them." + +"Very well, madame." (He was far too discreet to recognize her.) "I +will bring you the money at once." + +"And I wish to buy a quart of Bourbon, which I shall take with me. You +may also bring me a glass." + +"Very well, madame." + +He left the room and returned in a moment with a bottle of Bourbon, +from which he had drawn the cork, a glass, and a bottle of Napa Soda. +He also handed her two gold pieces. He had been a generous friend to +many patrons and had reaped his reward. + +"I should advise you to leave by the back entrance," he said. "Shall I +have a hack there--in--" + +"Send for it at once and I will take it when I am ready. Tell the man +to drive on to the boat and to the Occidental Hotel." + +"Yes, Madame. Good-night, Madame." + +He closed the door. Madeleine left the restaurant three quarters of an +hour later. + + + + +XXXIV + + +Colonel Belmont, Alexander Groome, Amos Lawton, Ogden Bascom and +several other worthy citizens, were returning from a pleasant supper at +Blazes'. They sat for a time in the saloon of the ferry boat El Capitan +with the birds of gorgeous plumage they had royally entertained and +then went outside to take the air; the ladies preferring to nap. + +"Hello! What's that?" exclaimed Groome. "Something's up. Let's +investigate." + +At the end of the rear deck was a group of men and one or two women. +They were crowding one another and those on the edge stood on tiptoe. +Belmont was very tall and he could see over their heads without +difficulty. + +"It's a woman," he announced to his friends. "Drunk--or in a dead +faint--" + +A man laughed coarsely. "Drunk as they make 'em. No faint about +that--Hi!--Quit yer shovin'--" + +Belmont scattered the crowd as if they had been children and picked up +the woman in his arms. + +"My God!" he cried to his staring companions, and as he faced them he +looked about to faint himself. "Do you see who it is? Where can we hide +her?" + +"Whe-e-ew!" whistled Groome, and for the moment was thankful for his +Maria. "What the--" + +"I've got my hack on the deck below," said one of the gaping crowd. +"She came in it. Better take her right down, sir. I never seen her +before but I seen she was a lady and tried to prevent her--" + +"Lead the way.... I'll take her home," he said to the others. "And +let's keep this dark if we can." + +When the hack reached the Occidental Hotel he gave the driver a +twenty-dollar gold piece and the man readily promised to "keep his +mouth shut." He told the night clerk that Mrs. Talbot had sprained her +ankle and fainted, and demanded a pass key if the doctor were out. A +bell boy opened the parlor door of the Talbot suite and Colonel Belmont +took off Madeleine's hat, placed her on the bed, and then went in +search of the doctor. + +When Madeleine opened her eyes her husband was sitting beside her. He +poured some aromatic spirits of ammonia into a glass of water and she +drank it indifferently. + +"How did I get here?" she asked. + +He told her in the bitterest words he had ever used. + +"You are utterly disgraced. Some of those men may hold their tongues +but others will not. By this time it is probably all over the Union +Club. You are an outcast from this time forth." + +"That means nothing to me. And I warned you." + +"It is nothing to you that you have disgraced me also, I suppose?" + +"No. You made an outcast of Langdon Masters. You wrecked his life and +will be the cause of his early death. Meanwhile he is in the gutter. I +am glad that I am publicly beside him.... Still, I would have spared +you if I could. You are a good man according to your lights. If you had +heeded my warning and made no foolish attempts to cure me, no one would +have been the wiser." + +"Several of the women knew it. And if you had taken advantage of the +opportunity given you by Sally I think they would have guarded your +secret. You have publicly disgraced them as well as yourself and your +husband." + +"Well, what shall you do? Throw me into the street? I wish that you +would." + +"No, I shall try to cure you again." + +"And have a wife that your friends will cut dead? You'd be far better +off if I _were_ dead." + +"Perhaps. But I shall do my duty. And if I can cure you I'll sell my +practice and go elsewhere. To South America, perhaps." + +"Scandal travels. You would never get away from it. Better stay here +with your friends, who will not visit my sins on your head. They will +never desert you. And you cannot cure me. Did you ever know any one to +be cured against his will?" + +"I shall lock you in these rooms and you can't drink what you haven't +got." + +"I've circumvented you before and I shall again." + +"Then," he cried violently, "I'll put you in the Home for Inebriates!" + +She laughed mockingly. "You'll never do anything of the sort. And I +shouldn't care if you did. I should escape." + +"Have you no pride left?" + +"It is as dead as everything else but this miserable shell. As dead as +all that was great in Langdon Masters. Won't you let me die in my own +way?" + +"I will not." + +She sighed and moved her head restlessly on the pillow. "You mean to do +what is right, I suppose. But you are cruel, cruel. You condemn me to +live in torment." + +"I shall give you more for a while than I did before. I was too abrupt. +I wouldn't face the whole truth, I suppose." + +"I'll kill myself." + +"I have no fear of that. You are as superstitious as all religious +women--although much good your religion seems to do you. And you have +the same twisted logic as all women, clever as you are. You would drink +yourself to death if I would let you, but you'd never commit the overt +act. If you are relying on your jewels to bribe the servants with, you +will not find them. They are in the safe at the Club. And I shall +discontinue your allowance." + +"Very well. Please go. I should like to take my bath." + +He was obliged to attend an important consultation an hour later, but +he did not lock the doors as he had threatened. He wanted as little +scandal in the hotel as possible, and he believed her to be helpless +without money. The barkeeper was an old friend of his, and when he +instructed him to honor no orders from his suite he knew, that the +man's promise could be relied on. The chambermaid was dismissed. + +As soon as she was alone Madeleine wrote to her father and asked him +for a thousand dollars. It was the first time she had asked him for +money since her marriage; and he sent it to her with a long kindly +letter, warning her against extravagance. She had given no reason for +her request, but he inferred that she had been running up bills and was +afraid to tell her husband. Was she ill, that she wrote so seldom? He +understood that she had quite recovered. But she must remember that he +and her mother were old people. + +Several days after her return she had sold four new gowns, recently +arrived from New York and unworn, to Sibyl Forbes. + + + + +XXXV + + +Ralph Holt ran down the steps of a famous night restaurant in north +Montgomery Street on the edge of Chinatown. It was a disreputable place +but it had a certain air of brilliancy, although below the sidewalk, +and was favored by men that worked late on newspapers, not only for its +excellent cuisine but because there was likely to be some garish bit of +drama to refresh the jaded mind. + +The large room was handsomely furnished with mahogany and lit by three +large crystal chandeliers and many side brackets. It was about two +thirds full. A band was playing and on a platform a woman in a Spanish +costume of sorts was dancing the can-can, to the noisy appreciation of +the male guests. Along one side of the room was a bar with a large +painting above it of bathing nymphs. The waiters were Chinese. + +Holt found an unoccupied table and ordered an oyster stew, then glanced +about him for possible centres of interest. There were many women +present, gaudily attired, but they were not the elite of the +half-world. Neither did the gentlemen who made life gay and care-free +for the haughty ladies of the lower ten thousand patronize anything so +blatant. They were far too high-toned themselves. Their standards were +elevated, all things considered. + +But the women of commerce, of whatever status, had no interest for +young Holt save as possible heroines of living drama. He had a lively +news sense, and although an editor, and of a highly respectable sheet +at that, he could become as keen on the track of a "story" as if he +were still a reporter. + +But although the night birds were eating little and drinking a great +deal, at this hour of two in the morning, the only excitement was the +marvellous high kicking of the black-eyed scantily clad young woman on +the stage and the ribald applause of her admirers. + +His eye was arrested by the slender back of a woman who sat at a table +alone drinking champagne. She was so simply dressed that she was far +more noticeable than if she had crowned herself with jewels. His lunch +arrived at the moment, and it was not until he had satisfied his usual +morning appetite that he remembered the woman and glanced her way +again. Two men were sitting at her table, apparently endeavoring to +engage her in conversation. They belonged to the type loosely known as +men about town, of no definite position, but with money to spend and a +turn for adventure. + +It was equally apparent that they received no response to their amiable +overtures, for they shrugged their shoulders in a moment, laughed, and +went elsewhere. More than one woman sat alone and these were amenable +enough. They came for no other purpose. + +Holt paid his account and strolled over to the table. When he took one +of the chairs he was shocked but not particularly surprised to see that +the woman was Mrs. Talbot. The town had rung with her story all winter, +and he had heard several months since that she had obtained money in +some way and left her husband. The report was that Dr. Talbot had +traced her to lodgings on the Plaza, but she had not only refused to +return to him but to tell him where she had obtained her funds. She had +informed him that she had sufficient money to keep her "long enough," +but the doctor had his misgivings and directed his lawyers to pay the +rent of the room and make an arrangement with a neighboring restaurant +to send in her meals. Then he had gone off on a sea voyage. Holt had +seen him driving his double team the day before, evidently on a round +of visits. The sea, apparently, had done him little good. Nothing but +age, no doubt, would shatter that superb constitution, but he had lost +his ruddy color and his face was drawn and lined. + +Madeleine had not raised her eyes. She looked like an effigy of +well-bred contempt, and Holt did not wonder that she suffered briefly +from the attentions of predatory males in search of amusement. +Moreover, she was very thin, and the sirens of that day were +voluptuous. They fed on cream and sweets until the proper curves of +bust and hips were achieved, and those that appeared in the wrong place +were held flat with a broad "wooden whalebone." + +Holt was surprised to find her so little changed. It was evident she +was one of those drinkers whom liquor made pallid not red; her skin was +still smooth and her face had not lost its fine oval. But it was only a +matter of time! + +"Mrs. Talbot." + +She raised her eyes with a faint start and with an expression of +haughty disdain. But as she recognized him the expression faded and she +regarded him sadly. + +"You see," she said. + +"It's a crime, you know." + +"Have you any news of him?" + +"Nothing new. It takes time to kill a man like that." + +"I hope he is more fortunate than I am! It hasn't the effect that it +did. It keeps my nerves sodden, but my brain is horribly clear. I no +longer forget! And death is a long time coming. I am tired always, but +I don't break." + +"You shouldn't come to such places as this. If a man was drunk enough +you couldn't discourage him." + +"Oh, I have been spoken to in places like this and on the street by men +in every stage of intoxication and by men who were quite sober. But I +am able to take care of myself. This sort of man--the only sort I meet +now--likes gay clothes and gay women." + +"All the same it's not safe. Do you only go out at night?" + +"Yes--I--I sleep in the daytime." + +"Look here--I have a plan--I won't tell you what it is now--but +meanwhile I wish you would promise me that you will not go out +alone--to hells of this sort--again. I can make an arrangement for a +while at the office to get off earlier, and I'll take you wherever you +want to go. Is it a bargain?" + +"Very well," she said indifferently. Then she smiled for the first +time, and her face looked sweet and almost girlish once more. "You are +very kind. Why do you take so much interest? I am only one more +derelict. You must have seen many." + +"Well, I'm just built that way. I took a shine to you the day in that +old ark we ambled about in, and then I'm as fond of Masters as ever. +D'you see? Now, let's get out of this. I'm going to see you home." + +"Home!" + +"Well, I'm glad the word gives you a shock, anyway. It's where you +ought to be." + +They left the restaurant and although, when they reached the sidewalk, +she took his arm, he noticed that she did not stagger. + +They walked up the hill past the north side of the Plaza. The gambling +houses of the fifties and early sixties had moved elsewhere, and +although there were low-browed shops on the east side with flaring gas +jets before them even at this hour, the other three sides, devoted to +offices and rooming-houses, were respectable. There were a few drunken +sailors on the grass, who had wandered too far from Barbary Coast, but +they were asleep. + +"I never am molested here," she said. "I don't think I have ever met +any one. Sometimes I have stood in the shadow up there and looked down +Dupont Street. What a sight! Respectable Montgomery Street is never so +crowded at four in the afternoon. And the women! Sometimes I have +envied them, for life has never meant anything to them but just that. I +never saw one of those painted harlots who looked as if she had even +the remnants of a mind." + +"Well, for heaven's sake keep your distance from Dupont Street. If some +drunken brute caught you lurking in the shadows it might appeal to his +sense of humor to toss you on his shoulder and run the length of the +street with you--possibly fling you through one of the windows of those +awful cottages into some harlot's lap, if she happened to be soliciting +at the moment. Then she'd scratch your eyes out.... You know a lot +about taking care of yourself," he fumed. + +"Oh, I never go there any more," she said indifferently. "I'm tired of +it." + +"I can understand you leaving your husband and wishing to live +alone--natural enough!--but what I cannot understand is that you, the +quintessence of delicate breeding, should walk the streets at night and +sit in dives. I wonder you can stand being in the room with such women, +to say nothing of the men." + +"It has been my hope to forget all I represented before, and danger +means nothing to me. Moreover, there are other reasons. I must have +exercise and air. I do not care to risk meeting any of my old friends. +I must get away from myself--from solitude--during some part of the +twenty-four hours. And--well--the die was cast. I was publicly +disgraced. It doesn't matter what I do now, and when I sit in that sort +of place I can imagine that he is in similar ones on the other side of +the continent. I told you that I intended to be no better than he--and +of course as I am a woman I am worse." + +"I suppose you would not be half so charming if you were not so +completely feminine. But just how many of these night hells have you +been to?" + +"I can't tell. I've been to far worse dives than that. I've even been +in saloons over on Barbary Coast. But although I've been hurt +accidentally several times in scuffles, and a bullet nearly hit me +once, I seem to bear a charmed life. I suppose those do that want to +die. And although they treat me with no respect they seem to regard me +as a harmless lunatic, and--and--I take very little when I am out. I +have just enough pride left not to care to be taken to the calaboose by +a policeman." + +"Good God! How can you even talk of such things? Some day you will +regret all this horribly." + +"I'll never regret anything except that I was born." + +"Well, here we are. I'll not take you up to your rooms. Don't give them +a chance at that sort of scandal whatever you do. It's lucky for you +that alcohol doesn't send you along a still livelier road to perdition. +It does most women." + +"I see him every moment. Even if I did not, I do not think--well, of +course if things were different I should not be an outcast of any sort. +And don't imagine that my refinement suffers in these new contacts. The +underworld interests me; I had never even tried to imagine it before. I +am permitted to remain aloof and a spectator. At times it is all as +unreal as I seem to myself, sitting there. But I never feel so close to +vice as to complete honesty. I have often had glimpses of blacker sins +in Society." + +"Well, I'm glad it's no worse. To tell you the truth, I've avoided +looking you up, for I didn't know--well, I didn't want to see you again +if you were too different. Good-night. I'll meet you at this door +tonight at twelve sharp." + + + + +XXXVI + + +There were doctors' offices on the first floor and Madeleine climbed +wearily the two flights to her room. Her muscles felt as tired as her +spirit, but she had an odd fancy that her skeleton was of fine flexible +steel and not only indestructible but tenacious and dominant. It defied +the worst she could do to organs and soul. + +She unlocked her door and lit the gas jet. It was a decent room, large, +with the bed in an alcove, and little uglier than those grim double +parlors of her past that she had graced so often. But her own rooms at +the hotel had been beautiful and luxurious. They had sheltered and +pampered her body for five years, and her father's house was a stately +mansion, refurnished, with the exception of old colonial pieces, after +the grand tour in Europe. This room, although clean and sufficiently +equipped, was sordid and commonplace, and the bed was as hard as the +horsehair furniture. Her body as well as her aesthetic sense had +rebelled more than once. + +But she would never return; although she guessed that the complete +dissociation from her old life and its tragic reminders had more than a +little to do with the loathing for drink that had gradually possessed +her. She had not admitted it to Holt, but it required a supreme effort +of will to take a glass of hot whiskey and water at night, the taste +disguised as much as possible by lime juice, and another in the +daytime. She had no desire to reform! And she longed passionately to +drown not only her heart but her pride. Now that her system was +refusing its demoralizing drug she felt that horror of her descent only +possible to a woman who has inherited and practised all the refinements +of civilization. She longed to return to those first months of degraded +oblivion, and could not! + +The champagne or brandy she was forced to order in the dives she +haunted, in order to secure a table, merely gave her tone for the +moment. + +Her nerves were less affected than her spirits. She had hours of such +black depression that only the faint glimmering star of religion kept +her from suicide. She had longer seasons for thought on Masters and his +ruin--and of the hours they had spent together. One night she went out +to Dolores and sat in the dark little church until dawn. She had +nothing of the saint in her and felt no impulse to emulate Concha +Arguello, who had become the first nun in California; moreover, Razanov +had died an honorable death through no fault of his or his Concha's. +She and Langdon Masters were lost souls and must expiate their sins in +the eyes of the world that heaped on their heads its pitiless scorn. + +Madeleine threw off her hat and dropped into the armchair, oblivious of +its bumps. She began to cry quietly with none of her former hysteria. +Holt was nearer to Masters than any one she knew, and she was grateful +that he had not seen her in her hours of supreme degradation. If he +ever saw Masters again he would tell him of her downfall, of +course--and the reason for it; but at least he could paint no horrible +concrete picture. For the first time she felt thankful that she had not +sunk lower; been compelled, indeed, against her will, to retrace her +steps. She even regretted the hideous episode of the ferry boat, +although she had welcomed the exposure at the time. Her pride was +lifting its battered head, and although she felt no remorse, and was +without hope, and her unclouded consciousness foreshadowed long years +of spiritual torment and longing with not a diversion to lighten the +gloom, she possessed herself more nearly that night than since Holt had +given her what she had believed to be her death blow. + +If she could only die. But death was no friend of hers. + + + + +XXXVII + + +That afternoon Holt called on Dr. Talbot in his office. Half an hour +later, looking flushed and angry, he strolled frowning down Bush +street, then turned abruptly and walked in the direction of South Park. +He did not know Mrs. McLane but he believed she would see him. + +He called at midnight--and on many succeeding nights--for Madeleine and +took her to several of the dives that seemed to afford her amusement. +He noticed that she drank little, and had a glimmering of the truth. +Newspaper men have several extra senses. It was also apparent that the +life she had led had not made her callous. As he insisted upon +"treating" her she would have none of champagne but ordered ponies of +brandy. + +Now that she had a cavalier she was stared at more than formerly, and +there was some audible ribald comment which Holt did his best to +ignore; but as time wore on those bent on hilarity or stupor ceased to +notice two people uninterestingly sober. + +Holt talked of Masters constantly, relating every incident of his +sojourn in San Francisco he could recall, and of his past that had come +to his knowledge; expatiating bitterly upon his wasted gifts and +blasted life. The more Madeleine winced the further he drove in the +knife. + +One night they were sitting on a balcony in Chinatown. In the +restaurant behind them a banquet was being given by a party of Chinese +merchants, and Holt had thought the scene might amuse her. The round +table was covered with dishes no larger than those played with in +childhood and the portions were as minute. The sleek merchants wore +gorgeously embroidered costumes, and behind them were women of their +own race, dressed plainly in the national garb, their stiff oiled hair +stuck with long pins lobed with glass. They were evidently an +orchestra, for they sang, or rather chanted, in high monotonous voices, +as mournful as their gray expressionless faces. In two recesses, +extended on teakwood couches, were Chinamen presumably of the same +class as the diners, but wearing their daily blue silk unadorned and +leisurely smoking the opium pipe. The room was heavily gilded and +decorated and on the third floor as befitted its rank. Chinamen of +humbler status dined on the floor below, and the ground restaurant +accommodated the coolies. + +On the little balcony, their chairs wedged between large vases of +growing plants, Madeleine could watch the function without attracting +attention; or lean over the railing and look down upon the narrow +street hung with gay paper lanterns above the open doors of shops that +flaunted the wares of the Orient under strange gilt signs. There were +many little balconies high above the street and they were as +brilliantly lit as for a festival. From several came the sound of +raucous instrumental music or that same thin chant as of lost souls +wandering in outer darkness. The street was thronged with Chinamen of +the lower caste in dark blue cotton smocks, pendent pigtails, and round +coolie hats. + +It was eight o'clock, but it was Holt's "night off" and as he had told +her that morning he could get a pass for the dinner, and that it was +time she "changed her bill," she had risen early and met him at her +door. + +It was apparent that she took a lively interest in this bit of Shanghai +but a step out of the Occident, for her face had lost its heavy +brooding and she asked him many questions. It was an hour before +Masters' name was mentioned, and then she said abruptly: + +"You tell me much of his life out here and before he came, but you +hardly ever say anything about the present." + +"That sort of life is much of a muchness." + +"How do you hear?" + +"One of the _Bulletin_ men--Tom Lacey--went East just after Masters +did. He is on the _Times_. Several of us correspond with him." + +"Has--has he ever been--literally, I mean--in the gutter?" + +"Probably. He was in a hospital for a time and when he came out several +of his friends tried to buck him up. But it was no use. He did work on +one of the newspapers--the _Tribune_, I believe--about half sober until +he had paid his hospital bill with something to spare. Then he went to +work in the same old steady painstaking way to drink himself to death." + +"Wh--why did he go to the hospital? Was he very ill?" + +"Busted the crust of a policeman and got his own busted at the same +time." + +"How is it you spared me this before?" + +He pretended not to see her tears, or her working hands. + +"Didn't want to give you too heavy doses at once, but you are so much +stronger that I chanced it. He's been in more than one spectacular +affair. One night, in front of the City Prison, he tossed the driver +off a van as if the man had been a dead leaf, and before the guard had +time to jump to his seat he was on the box and had lashed the horses. +He drove like mad all over New York for hours, the prisoners inside +yelling and cursing at the top of their lungs. They thought it was a +new and devilishly ingenious mode of punishment. When the horses +dropped he left the van where it stood and went home. There was a +frightful row over the affair. Masters was arrested, of course, but +bailed out. He has friends still and some of them are influential. The +trial was postponed a few times and then dropped. His rows are too +numerous to mention. When he was here and sober he betrayed anger only +in his eyes, which looked like steel blades run through fire, and with +the most caustic tongue ever put in a man's head. But when he's in +certain stages of insobriety his fighting instincts appear to take +their own sweet way. At other times, Lacey writes, he is as interesting +as ever and men sit round eagerly and listen to him talk. At others he +simply disappears. Did I tell you he had come into a little money--just +recently?" + +"No, you did not. Why doesn't he start a newspaper?" + +"He's probably forgotten he ever wanted one--no, I don't fancy he ever +forgets anything. Only death will destroy that brain no matter how he +may obfuscate it. And I guess there are times when he can't, poor +devil. But he couldn't start a newspaper on what he's got. It's just +enough to buy him all he wants without the necessity for work." + +"How did he get it?" + +"His elder brother--only remaining member of the immediate family--died +and left him the old plantation in Virgina--what there is left of it; +and a small income from two or three old houses in Richmond. Masters +told me once that when the war left them high and dry he agreed to +waive his share in the estate provided his brother would take care of +his mother and the old place. The estate comes to him now, but in +trust. At his death, without legal heir, it goes to a cousin." + +"Oh, take me home, please. I can't stand those wailing women any +longer." + + + + +XXXVIII + + +A month later there was a tap on Madeleine's door. She rose earlier +these days and opened it at once, assuming that it was a message from +Holt. But Mr. McLane stood there. + +"How are you, Madeleine? May I come in?" He shook her half-extended +hand as if he were paying her an afternoon call at the Occidental +Hotel, and sat down on the horsehair sofa with a genial smile; placing +his high silk hat and gold-headed cane beside him. + +"Glad to see you looking so well. I've wanted to call for a long time, +but as you dropped us all like so many hot potatoes, I hesitated, and +was delighted today when Howard gave me an excuse." + +"Howard?" + +"Yes, he wants you to go back to him." + +"That I'll never do." + +"Don't be hasty. He is willing to forget everything--he asked me to +make you understand that he would never mention the subject. He will +also put your share of your father's estate unreservedly in your hands +as soon as the usual legal delays are over. You knew that your father +was dead, did you not? And your mother also?" + +"Oh yes, I knew. It didn't seem to make any difference. I knew I never +should see them again anyhow." + +"Howard was appointed trustee of your inheritance, but as I said, he +does not mean to take advantage of the fact. I am informed, by the way, +that your brother never told your parents that you had left Howard. He +knew nothing beyond the fact, of course." + +"Well, I am glad of that." + +She had no intention of shedding any tears before Mr. McLane. Let him +think her callous if he must. + +"About Howard?" + +"I'll never go back to him. I never want to see him again." + +"Not if he would take you to Europe to live? There is an opening for an +American doctor in Paris." + +"I never want to see him again. I know he is a good man but I hate him. +And if I did go back it would be worse. You may tell him that." + +"Is your decision irrevocable?" + +"Yes, it is." + +"Then I must tell you that if there is no prospect of your return he +will divorce you." + +"Divorced--I divorced?" Her eyes expanded with horrified astonishment. +But only for a moment. She threw back her head and laughed. "That was +funny, wasn't it? Well, let him do as he thinks best. And he may be +happy once more if I am out of his life altogether. He won't have much +trouble getting a divorce!" + +"He will obtain it on the ground of desertion." + +"Oh! Well, he was always a very good man. Poor Howard! I hope he'll +marry again and be happy." + +"Better think it over. I--by the way--I'm not sure the women wouldn't +come round in time; particularly if you lived abroad for a few years." + +She curled her lip. "And I should have my precious position in Society +again! How much do you suppose that means to me? Have the fatted calf +killed and coals of fire poured on my humbled head! Do you think I have +no pride?" + +"You appear to have regained it. I wish you could regain the rest and +be the radiant creature you were when you came to us. God! What a +lovely stunning creature you were! It hurts me like the devil, I can +tell you. And it's hurt the women too. They were fond of you. Do you +know that Sally is dead?" + +"Yes. She had everything to live for and she died. Life seems to amuse +herself with us." + +"She's a damned old hag." He rose and took up his hat and cane. "Well, +I'll wait a week, and then if you don't relent the proceedings will +begin. I shan't get the divorce. Not my line. But he asked me to talk +to you and I was glad to come. Good-by." + +She smiled as she shook hands with him. As he opened the door he turned +to her again. + +"That young Holt is a good fellow and has a head on his shoulders. +Better be guided by him if he offers you any advice." + + + + +XXXIX + + +Almost insensibly and without comment Madeleine fell into the habit of +sleeping at night and going abroad with Holt in the daytime. Nor did he +take her to any more dives. They went across the Bay, either to Oakland +or Sausalito, and took long walks, dining at some inn where they were +sure to meet no one they knew. She had asked him to buy her books, as +she did not care to venture either into the bookstores or the +Mercantile Library. She now had a part of her new income to spend as +she chose, and moved into more comfortable rooms, although far from the +fashionable quarter. She was restless and often very nervous but Holt +knew that she drank no longer. There had been another revolution of the +wheel: she would have a large income, freedom impended, the future was +hers to dispose of at will. Her health was excellent; she had regained +her old proud bearing. + +"What are you going to do with it?" he asked her abruptly one evening. +They were sitting in the arbor of a restaurant on the water front at +Sausalito and had just finished dinner. The steep promontory rose +behind them a wild forest of oak and pine, madrona and chaparral. +Across the sparkling dark green water San Francisco looked a pale blue +in the twilight and there was a banner of soft pink above her. Lights +were appearing on the military islands, the ferry boats, and yachts. +"You will be free in about a month now. Have you made any plans? You +will not stay here, of course." + +"Stay here! I shall leave the day the decree is granted, and I'll never +see California again as long as I live." + +"But where shall you go?" + +"Oh--it would be interesting to live in Europe." + +"Whether you have admitted it to yourself or not you have not the +remotest idea of going to Europe." + +"Oh?" + +"You are going to Langdon Masters. Nothing in the world could keep you +away from him--or should." + +"I wish women smoked. You look so placid. And I am glad you smoke +cigarettes." + +"Why not try one?" + +"Oh, no!" She looked scandalized. "I never did that--before. The other +was for a purpose, not because I liked it." + +"I am used to your line of ratiocination. But you haven't answered my +question." + +"Did you ask one?" + +"In the form of an assertion, yes." + +"You know--the Church forbids marriage after divorce." + +"Look here, Madeleine!" Holt brought his fist down on the table with +such violence that she half started to her feet. "Do you mean to tell +me you are going to let any more damn foolishness wreck your life a +second time?" + +"You must not speak of the Church in that way." + +"Let that pass. I am not going to argue with you. You've argued it all +out with yourself unless I'm much mistaken. Are you going to let +Masters kill himself when you can save him? Are you going to condemn +yourself to a miserably solitary, wandering, aimless life, in which you +are no good to yourself, your Church, or any one on earth--and with a +crime on your soul?" + +I--I--haven't admitted to myself what I shall do. It has seemed to me +that when I am free I shall simply go--" + +"And straight to Masters. As well for a needle to try to run away from +a magnet." + +"Oh, I wonder! I wonder!" But she did not look distressed. Her face was +transfigured as if she saw a vision. But it fell in a moment, that +inner glowing lamp extinguished. + +"He may no longer want me. He may have forgotten me. Or if he remembers +it must only be to remind himself that I have ruined his life. He may +hate me." + +"That is likely! If he hated you he'd have pulled up long ago. He knows +he still has it in him to make a name for himself, whether he owns a +newspaper or not. If he's gone on making a fool of himself it's because +his longing for you is insupportable; he can forget you in no other +way." + +"Can men really love like that?" The inner lamp glowed again. + +"A few. Not many, perhaps. Langdon's one of them. Case of a rare whole +being chopped in two by fate and both halves bleeding to death without +the other. There are a few immortal love affairs in the world's +history, and that's just what makes 'em immortal." + +She did not answer, but sat staring at the rosy peaceful light above +the fiery city that had burnt out so many lives. Then her face changed +suddenly. It was set and determined, almost hard. He thought she looked +like a beautiful Medusa. + +"Yes," she said. "I am going to him. I suppose I have known it all +along. At all events I know it now." + +"And what is your plan?" + +"I have had no time to make one yet." + +"Will you listen to mine?" + +"Do not I always listen to you with the greatest respect?" She was the +charming woman again. "Mr. McLane told me that I was to follow your +advice--I have an idea you have engineered this whole affair!--But if +he hadn't--well, I have every reason to be humbly grateful to you. If +this terrible tangle ever unravels I shall owe it to you." + +"Then listen to me now. What I said--that his actions prove that he +cares for you as much as ever--is true. But--you might come upon him in +a condition where he would not recognize you, or was morose from too +much drink or too little; and for the moment he would hate you, either +because you reminded him too forcibly of what he had been and was, or +because it degraded him further to be seen by you in such a state. He +could make himself excessively disagreeable sober. Drunk, panic +stricken, reckless, I should think he might achieve a masterpiece in +that line that would make you feel like ten cents.... This is my plan. +I'll go on at once and prepare him. Get him down to his home in +Virginia on one pretence or another, sober him up by degrees, and then +tell him all you have been through for his sake, and that as soon as +you are free you will come to him. He'll be a little more like himself +by that time and can stand having you look at him.... It'll be no easy +task at first; and I'll have to taper him off to prevent any blow to +his heart. There may be relapses, and the whole thing to do over; but I +shall use the talisman of your name as soon as he is in a condition to +understand, and shall succeed in the end. Once let the idea take hold +of him that he can have you at last and it is only a question of time." + +She made no reply for a moment. She sat with her eyes on his as he +spoke. At first they had opened widely, melted and flashed. But they +narrowed slowly. As he finished she turned her profile toward him and +he had never seen a cameo look harder. + +"That would be an easy way out," she said. "But it does not appeal to +me. Nothing easy appeals to me these days. I'll fight my own battles +and overcome my own obstacles. Besides, he's mine. He shall owe nothing +to any one but to me. I'll find him and cure him myself." + +"But you'll have a hard time finding him. He disappears for weeks at a +time. Even Tom Lacey might not be able to help you." + +"I'll find him." + +"You may have to haunt the most abominable places." + +"You seem to forget that I have haunted a good many abominable places. +And if they are good enough for him they are good enough for me." + +"New York has the worst set of roughs in the world. Our hoodlums are +lambs beside them." + +"I have no fear of anything but not finding him in time." + +"But that is not the worst. You should not see him in that state. You +might find him literally in the gutter. He might be a sight you never +could forget. No matter what you made of him you never could obliterate +such a hideous memory. And he might say things to you that your +outraged pride would never forgive." + +"I can forget anything I choose. Nor could anything he said, nor +anything he may have become, horrify me. Don't you think I have +pictured all that? I think of him every moment and I am not a coward. I +have imagined things that may be worse than the reality." + +"Hardly. But there is another danger. You might kidnap him and get him +sobered up, only to lose him again. He might be so overcome with shame +that he would cut loose and hide where you would never find him. +Remember, his pride was as great as yours." + +"I'd track him to the ends of the earth. He's mine and I'll have him." + +Holt stared at her for a moment in perplexity, then laughed. "You are a +liberal education, Madeleine. Just as I think I really know you at last +you break out in a new place. Masters will have an interesting life. +You must be a sort of continued-in-our-next story for any one who has +the right to love and live with you. But for any one else who has loved +you it must be death and damnation." + +She stole a glance at him, wondering if he loved her. If he did he had +never made a sign, and at the moment he seemed to be appraising her +with his sharp cool blue eyes. + +"I was thinking of the doctor," he said calmly. "Although, of course, +there must have been a good many in a more or less idiotic state over +the reigning toast." + +"The reigning toast!... Well, I'll never be that again. But it won't +matter if--when--You are to promise me you will not write to him!" + +"Oh, yes, I promise." Holt had been rapidly formulating his own plans. +"But you'll let me give you a letter to Lacey? It's a wild goose chase +but a little advice might help." + +"I should have asked you for a line to Mr. Lacey. I don't wish to waste +time if I can help it." + +He rose. "Well, there's a pile of blank paper and a soft pencil waiting +for me. I've an editorial to write on the low-lived politics of San +Francisco, and another on the increasing number of murders in our fair +city. Look at the fog sailing in through the Golden Gate, pushing +itself along like the prow of a ship. You'll never see anything as +beautiful as California again. But I suppose that worries you a lot." + +She smiled, a little mysterious smile, but she did not reply, and they +walked down to the ferry slip in silence. + + + + +XL + + +Madeline went directly from the train to Printing House Square and had +a long talk with "Tom" Lacey. He had been advised of her coming and her +quest and had already made a search for Masters, but without result. +This he had no intention of imparting, however, but told her a +carefully prepared story. + +Masters had been writing regularly for some time and it was generally +believed among his friends that he had pulled up in a measure, but +where he was hiding himself no one knew. Cheques and suggestions were +sent to the Post Office, but he had no box, nor did he call for his +mail in person. + +He appeared no more at the restaurants in Nassau or Fulton Streets, or +in Park Row, and it would be idle to look for him up town. It was +apparent that he wished to avoid his friends, and to do this +effectually he had probably hidden himself in one of the rabbit warrens +of Nassau Street, where the King of England or the Czar of all the +Russias might hide for a lifetime and never be found. But Masters could +be "located," no doubt of that. "It only needs patience and alertness," +said Lacey, looking straight into Madeleine's vigilant eyes. "I have a +friend on the police force down there who will spot him before long and +send for me hot-foot." + +It was Lacey's intention to sublet a small office in one of the +swarming buildings, put a cot in it and a cooking stove, and transfer +Masters to it as soon as he was found. He knew what some of Masters' +haunts were and had no intention that this delicate proud woman should +see him in any of them. + +When she told him that she should never leave Masters again after his +whereabouts had been discovered, he warned her not to take rooms in a +hotel. There would be unpleasant espionage, possibly newspaper scandal. +There was nothing for it but Bleecker Street. It was outwardly quiet, +the rooms were large and comfortable in many of those once-fashionable +houses, and it was the one street in New York where no questions were +asked and no curiosity felt. It was no place for her, of course--but +under the circumstances--if she persisted in her idea of keeping +Masters with her until his complete recovery-- + +"My neighbors will not worry me," she said, smiling for the first time. +"It seems to be just the place. I already feel bewildered in this great +rushing noisy city. I have lived in a small city for so long that I had +almost forgotten there were great ones; and I should not know what to +do without your advice. I am very grateful." + +"Glad to do anything I can. When Holt wrote me you were coming and +there was a chance to pull Masters out of the--put him on his legs +again, I went right up in the air. You may count on me. Always glad to +do anything I can for a lady, too. I used to see you at the theatre and +driving, Mrs. Talbot, and wished I were one of the bloods. Seems like a +fairy tale to be able to help you now." + +He had red hair and slate-colored eyes, a snub nose and many freckles, +but she thought him quite beautiful; he was her only friend in this +terrifying city, and there was no doubt she could count on him. + +"How shall I go about finding a lodging in Bleecker Street?" she asked. +"I stayed at the Fifth Avenue Hotel when I visited New York with my +mother, and as I know nothing of the other hotels, I left my luggage at +the depot until I should have seen you. I didn't dare go where I might +run into any one. Californians are beginning to visit New York. +Moreover, my brother and his family live here and I particularly wish +to avoid them." + +"A theatrical troupe is just leaving town--so there should be several +empty rooms. A good many of them hang out there when in New York. There +is one thing in your favor. Your--pardon me--beauty won't be so +conspicuous in Bleecker Street as it would be in hotels. It isn't only +actresses that lodge there, but--well--those ladies so richly dowered +by nature they command the longest pocketbooks, and the owners thereof +sometimes have a pew in Trinity Church and a seat on the Stock +Exchange. The great world averts its eyes from Bleecker Street, and you +will be as safe in there as the most respectable sinner. Nor will you +be annoyed by rowdyism in the street, although you may hear echoes of +high old times going on in some of the houses patronized by artists and +students--it's a sort of Latin Quarter, too. Little of everything, in +fact. Now, come along. We'll take a hack, get your luggage, and fix you +up." + +"And you'll vow--" + +"To send for you the moment Masters is located? Just rely on Tom Lacey." + + + + +XLI + + +Madeline took two floors of a large brown stone house in Bleecker +Street, and the accommodating landlady found a colored wench to keep +her rooms in order and cook her meals. A room at the back and facing +the south was fitted up for Masters. It was a masculine-looking room +with its solid mahogany furniture, and as his books were stored in the +cellar of the Times Building she had shelves built to the ceiling on +the west wall. Lacey obtained an order for the books without +difficulty, and Madeleine disposed of several of her long evenings +filling the shelves. When she had finished, one side of the large room +at least looked exactly like his parlor in the Occidental Hotel. She +also hung the windows with green curtains and draped the mantelpiece +with the same material. Green had been his favorite color. + +She had rebelled at giving up her original purpose of making a personal +search for Masters, but one look at New York had convinced her that if +Lacey would not help her she must employ a detective. Nevertheless, she +went every mid-day to one or other of the restaurants below Chambers +Street; and, although nothing had ever terrified her so much, she +ventured into Nassau Street at least once a day and struggled through +it, peering into every face. + +Nassau Street was only ten blocks long and very narrow, but it would +seem as if, during the hours of business, a cyclone gathered all the +men in New York and hurled them in compact masses down its length until +they were met by another cyclone that drove them back again. They +filled the street as well as the narrow sidewalks, they poured out of +the doorways as if impelled from behind, and Madeleine wondered they +did not jump from the windows. No one sauntered, all rushed along with +tense faces; there were many collisions and no one paused to apologize, +nor did any one seem to expect it. There were hundreds, possibly +thousands, of offices in those buildings high for their day, and every +profession, every business, every known or unique occupation, was +represented. There were banks and newspaper buildings, hotels, +restaurants, auction rooms, the Treasury and the old Dutch Church that +had been turned into the General Post Office. There were shops +containing everything likely to appeal to men, although one wondered +when they found time for anything so frivolous as shopping; second-hand +book stores, and street hawkers without number. + +In addition to the thousands of men who seemed to be hurrying to and +from some business of vital import, there were the hundred thousand or +more who surged through that narrow thoroughfare every day for their +mail. The old church looked like a besieged fortress and Madeleine +marvelled that it did not collapse. She was thankful that she was never +obliged to enter it. Holt and her lawyer had been instructed to send +their letters to Lacey's care, and Lacey when obliged to communicate +with her, either called or sent his note by a messenger. + +Madeleine was so hustled, stepped on, whirled about, that she finally +made friends with an old man who kept one of the secondhand shops, and, +comparatively safe, used the doorway as her watch tower. + +One day she thought she saw Masters and darted out into the street. +There she fought her way in the wake of a tall stooping man with black +hair as mercilessly as if she were some frantic woman who had risked +her all on the Stock Exchange. He entered the door of one of the tall +buildings, and when she reached it she heard the sound of footsteps +rapidly mounting. + +She followed as rapidly. The footsteps ceased. When she arrived at the +fourth floor she knocked on every door in turn. It was evidently a +building that housed men of the dingiest social status. Every man who +answered her peremptory summons looked like a derelict. These were mere +semblances of offices, with unmade beds, sometimes on the floor. In +some were dreary looking women, partners, no doubt, of these forlorn +men, whose like she sometimes saw down in the street. But her +breathless search was fruitless. She knew that one of the men who +grudgingly opened his door--looking as if he expected the police--was +the man she had followed, and she was grateful that it was not Masters. + +She went slowly down the rickety staircase feeling as if she should +sink at every step. It had been her first ray of hope in two weeks and +she felt faint and sick under the reaction. + +She found a coupe in Broadway and was driven to her lodgings. The maid +was waiting for her in the doorway, evidently perturbed. + +"There's a strange gentleman upstairs in the parlor, ma'am," she said. +"Not Mr. Lacey. I didn't want to let him in but he would. He said--" + +She thrust the girl aside and ran up the steps. But when she burst into +the parlor the man waiting for her was Ralph Holt. + +She dropped into a chair and began to cry hysterically. He had dealt +with her in that state before, and Amanda had lived in Bleecker Street +for many years. She was growing bored with the excessive respectability +of her place, and was delighted to find that her mistress was human. +Cold water, sal volatile, and hartshorn soon restored Madeleine's +composure. She handed her hat to the woman and was alone with Holt. + +"I thought--perhaps you understand--" + +"I understand, all right. I hope you are not angry with me for +following you." + +"I am only too glad to see you. I never knew a city could be so big and +heartless. I have felt like a leaf tossed about in a perpetual cold +wind. When did you arrive?" + +"The day after you did." + +"What? And you--you--have been looking for him?" + +"That is what I came for--partly. Yes, Lacey and I have combed the +town." + +Madeleine sprang to her feet. "You've found him! I know it! Why don't +you say so?" + +"Well, we know where he is. But it's no place for you." + +"Take me at once. I don't care what it is." + +"But I do. So does Lacey. His plan was to shanghai him and sober him +up. But--well--it is your right to say whether he shall do that or not. +You wanted to find him yourself. But Five Points is no place for you, +and I want your permission to carry out Lacey's program." + +"What is Five Points?" + +"The worst sink in New York. Just imagine the Barbary Coast of San +Francisco multiplied by two thousand. There is said to be nothing worse +in London or Paris." + +"If you and Mr. Lacey do not take me there I shall go alone." + +"Be reasonable." + +"My reason works quite as clearly as if my heart were chloroformed. +Langdon will know, when I track him to a place like that, what he means +to me." + +"He probably will be in no condition to recognize you." + +"I'll make him recognize me. Or if I cannot you may use your force +then, but he shall know later that I went there for him. Have you seen +him?" + +Holt moved uneasily and looked away. "Yes, I have seen him." + +"You need not be so distressed. I shall not care what he looks like. I +shall see _him_ inside. Did you speak to him?" + +"He either did not recognize me or pretended not to." + +"Well, we go now." + +"Won't you think it over?" + +"I prefer your escort to that of a policeman. I shall not be so foolish +as to go alone." + +"Then we'll come for you at about eleven tonight. It would be useless +to go look for him now. People who lead that sort of life sleep in the +day time. I have not the faintest idea where he lives." + +"Very well, I shall have to wait, I suppose." + +Holt rose. "Lacey and I will come for you, and we'll bring with us two +of the biggest detectives we can find. It's no joke taking a woman--a +woman like you--Good God!--into a sewer like that. Even Lacey and I got +into trouble twice, but we could take care of ourselves. Better dine +with me at Delmonico's and forget things for a while." + +"I could not eat, nor sit still. Nor do I wish to run the risk of +meeting my brother; or any one else I know. Come for me promptly at +eleven or you will not find me here." + + + + +XLII + + +Langdon Masters awoke from a sleep that had lasted all day and glowered +out upon the room he occupied in Baxter Street. It was as wretched as +all tenements in the Five Points, but it had the distinguishing mark of +neatness. Drunk as he might be, the drab who lived with him knew that +he would detect dirt and disorder, and that her slender hold on his +tolerance would be forfeited at once. There were too many of her sort +in the Five Points eager for the position of mistress to this man who +treated them as a sultan might treat the meanest of his concubines, +rarely throwing them a word, and alternately indulgent and brutal. They +regarded him with awe, even forgetting to drink when, in certain stages +of his cups, he entertained by the hour in one or other of the +groggeries a circle of the most abandoned characters in New +York--thieves, cracksmen, murderers actual or potential, +"shoulder-hitters," sailors who came ashore to drink the fieriest rum +they could find, prostitutes, dead-beats, degenerates, derelicts--with +a flow of talk that was like the flashing of jewels in the gutter. He +related the most stupendous adventures that had ever befallen a mortal. +If any one of his audience had heard of Munchausen he would have +dismissed him as a poor imitation of this man who would seem to have +dropped down into their filthy and lawless quarter from a sphere where +things happened unknown to men on this planet. They dimly recognized +that he was a fallen gentleman, for at long intervals good churchmen +from the foreign territory of Broadway or Fifth Avenue came to +remonstrate and plead. They never came a second time and they usually +spent the following week in bed. + +But Masters was democratic enough in manner; it was evident that he +regarded himself as no better than the worst, and nothing appeared to +be further from his mind than reform of them or himself. He had now +been with them for six months and came and went as he pleased. In the +beginning his indestructible air of superiority had subtly irritated +them in spite of his immediate acceptance of their standards, and there +had been two attempts to trounce him. But he was apparently made of +steel rope, he knew every trick of their none too subtle "game," and he +had knocked out his assailants and won the final respect of Five Points. + +And if he was finical about his room he took care to be no neater in +his dress than his associates. Although he had his hair cut and his +face shaved he wore old and rough clothes and a gray flannel shirt. + +Masters, after his drab had given him a cup of strong coffee and a +rasher, followed by a glass of rum, lost the horrid sensations incident +upon the waking moment and looked forward to the night with a sardonic +but not discontented grin. He knew that he had reached the lowest +depths, and if his tough frame refused to succumb to the vilest liquor +he could pour into it, he would probably be killed in some general +shooting fray, or by one of the women he infatuated and cast aside when +another took his drunken but ever ironic fancy. Only a week since the +cyprian at present engaged in washing his dishes had been nearly +demolished by the damsel she had superseded. She still wore a livid +mark on her cheek and a plaster on her head whence a handful of hair +had been removed by the roots. He had stood aloof during the fracas in +the dirty garish dance house under the sidewalk, laughing consumedly; +and had awakened the next night to find the victor mending her tattered +finery. She made him an excellent cup of coffee, and he had told her +curtly that she could stay. + +If, in his comparatively sober moments, the memory of Madeleine +intruded, he cast it out with a curse. Not because he blamed her for +his downfall; he blamed no one but himself; but because any +recollection of the past, all it had been and promised, was +unendurable. Whether he had been strong or weak in electing to go +straight to perdition when Life had scourged him, he neither knew nor +cared. He began to drink on the steamer, determined to forget for the +present, at least; but the mental condition induced was far more +agreeable than those moments of sobriety when he felt as if he were in +hell with fire in his vitals and cold terror of the future in his +brain. In New York, driven by his pride, he had made one or two +attempts to recover himself, but the writing of unsigned editorials on +subjects that interested him not at all was like wandering in a thirsty +desert without an oasis in sight--after the champagne of his life in +San Francisco with a future as glittering as its skies at night and the +daily companionship of a woman whom he had believed the fates must give +him wholly in time. + +He finally renounced self-respect as a game not worth the candle. +Moreover, the clarity of mind necessary to sustained work embraced ever +the image of Madeleine; what he had lost and what he had never +possessed. And, again, he tormented himself with imaginings of her own +suffering and despair; alternated with visions of Madeleine enthroned, +secure, impeccable, admired, envied--and with other men in love with +her! Some depth of insight convinced him that she loved him immortally, +but he knew her need for mental companionship, and the thought that she +might find it, however briefly and barrenly, with another man, sent him +plunging once more. + +His friends and admirers on the newspaper staffs had been loyal, but +not only was he irritated by their manifest attempts to reclaim him, +but he grew to hate them as so many accusing reminders of the great +gifts he was striving to blast out by the roots; and, finding it +difficult to avoid them, he had, as soon as he was put in possession of +his small income, deliberately transferred himself to the Five Points, +where they would hardly be likely to trace him, certainly not to seek +his society. + +And, on the whole, this experience in a degraded and perilous quarter, +famous the world over as a degree or two worse than any pest-hole of +its kind, was the most enjoyable of his prolonged debauch. It was only +a few yards from Broadway, but he had never set foot in that +magnificent thoroughfare of brown stone and white marble, aristocratic +business partner of Fifth Avenue, since he entered a precinct so +different from New York, as his former world knew it, that he might +have been on a convict island in the South Seas. + +The past never obtruded itself here. He was surrounded by danger and +degradation, ugliness unmitigated, and a complete indifference to +anything in the world but vice, crime, liquor and the primitive +appetites. Even the children in the swarming squalid streets looked +like little old men and women; they fought in the gutters for scraps of +refuse, or stood staring sullenly before them, the cry in their +emaciated bodies dulled with the poisons of malnutrition; or making +quick passes at the pocket of a thief. The girls had never been young, +never worn anything but rags or mean finery, the boys were in training +for a career of crime, the sodden women seemed to have no natural +affection for the young they bore as lust prompted. Men beat their +wives or strumpets with no interference from the police. The Sixth Ward +was the worst on Manhattan, and the police had enough to do without +wasting their time in this congested mass of the city's putrid dregs; +who would be conferring a favor on the great and splendid and envied +City of New York if they exterminated one another in a grand final orgy +of blood and hate. + +The irony in Masters' mind might sleep when that proud and contemptuous +organ was sodden, but it was deathless. When he thought at all it was +to congratulate himself with a laugh that he had found the proper +setting for the final exit of a man whom Life had equipped to conquer, +and Fate, in her most ironic mood, had challenged to battle; with the +sting of death in victory if he won. He had beaten her at her own game. +He had always aimed at consummation, the masterpiece; and here, in his +final degradation, he had accomplished it. + +This morning he laughed aloud, and the woman--or girl?--her body was +young but her scarred face was almost aged--wondered if he were going +mad at last. There was little time lost in the Five Points upon +discussion of personal peculiarities, but all took for granted that +this man was half mad and would be wholly so before long. + +"Is anything the matter?" she asked timidly, her eye on the door but +not daring to bolt. + +"Oh, no, nothing! Nothing in all this broad and perfect world. Life is +a sweet-scented garden where all the good are happy and all the bad +receive their just and immediate deserts. You are the complete epitome +of life, yourself, and I gaze upon you with a satisfaction as complete. +I wouldn't change you for the most silken and secluded beauty in +Bleecker Street, and you may stay here for ever. The more hideous you +become the more pleased I shall be. And you needn't be afraid I have +gone mad. I am damnably sane. And still more damnably sober. Go out and +buy me a bottle of Lethe, and be quick about it. This is nearly +finished." + +"Do you mean rum?" She was reassured, somewhat, but he had a fashion of +making what passed for her brain feel as if it had been churned. + +"Yes, I mean rum, damn you. Clear out." + +He opened an old wallet and threw a handful of bills on the floor. "Go +round into Broadway and buy yourself a gown of white satin and a wreath +of lilies for your hair. You would be a picture to make the angels +weep, while I myself wept from pure joy. Get out." + + + + +XLIII + + +Madeleine had forced herself to eat a light dinner, and a few minutes +before eleven she drank a cup of strong coffee; but when she entered +upon the sights and sounds and stenches of Worth Street she nearly +fainted. + +The night was hot. The narrow crooked streets of the Five Points were +lit with gas that shone dimly through the grimy panes of the lamp posts +or through the open doors of groggeries and fetid shops. The gutter was +a sewer. Probably not one of those dehumanized creatures ever bathed. +Some of the children were naked and all looked as if they had been +dipped in the gutters and tossed out to dry. The streets swarmed with +them; and with men and women between the ages of sixteen and forty. One +rarely lived longer than that in the Five Points. Some were shrieking +and fighting, others were horribly quiet. Men and women lay drunk in +the streets or hunched against the dripping walls, their mouths with +black teeth or no teeth hanging loosely, their faces purple or pallid. +Screams came from one of the tenements, but neither of the two +detectives escorting the party turned his head. + +Madeleine had imagined nothing like this. Her only acquaintance with +vice had been in the dens and dives of San Francisco, and she had +pictured something of the same sort intensified. But there was hardly a +point of resemblance. San Francisco has always had a genius for making +vice picturesque. The outcasts of the rest of the world do their worst +and let it go at that. Moreover, in San Francisco she had never seen +poverty. There was work for all, there were no beggars, no hungry +tattered children, no congested districts. Vice might be an agreeable +resource but it was forced on no one; and always the atmosphere of its +indulgence was gay. She had witnessed scenes of riotous drunkenness, +but there was something debonair about even those bent upon +extermination, either of an antagonist or the chandeliers and +glass-ware, and she had never seen men sodden save on the water front. +Even then they were often grinning. + +But this looked like plain Hell to Madeleine, or worse. The Hell of the +Bible and Dante had a lively accompaniment of writhing flames and was +presumably clean. This might be an underground race condemned to a +sordid filthy and living death for unimaginable crimes of a previous +existence. Even the children looked as if they had come back to Earth +with the sins of threescore and ten stamped upon their weary wicked +faces. Madeleine's strong soul faltered, and she grasped Holt's arm. + +"Well, you see for yourself," he said unsympathetically. "Better go +back and let me bring him to you. One of our men can easily knock him +out--" + +"I'm here and I shall go on. I'll stay all night if necessary." + +Lacey looked at her with open adoration; he had fallen truculently in +love with her. If Masters no longer loved her he felt quite equal to +killing him, although with no dreams for himself. He hoped that if +Masters were too far gone for redemption she would recognize the fact +at once, forget him, and find happiness somewhere. He was glad on the +whole that she had come to Five Points. + +"What's the program?" asked one of the detectives, kicking a sprawling +form out of the way. "Do you know where he hangs out?" + +"No," said Lacey. "He seems to go where fancy leads. We'll have to go +from one groggery to another, and then try the dance houses, unless +they pass the word in time. The police are supposed to have closed +them, you know." + +"Yes, they have!" The man's hearty Irish laugh startled these wretched +creatures, unused to laughter, and they forsook their apathy or +belligerence for a moment to stare. "They simply moved to the back, or +to the cellar. They know we believe in lettin' 'em go to the devil +their own way. Might as well turn in here." + +They entered one of the groggeries. It was a large room. The ceiling +was low. The walls were foul with the accumulations of many years, it +was long since the tables had been washed. The bar, dripping and slimy, +looked as if about to fall to pieces, and the drinks were served in +cracked mugs. The bar-tender was evidently an ex-prize-fighter, but the +loose skin, empty of muscle, hung from his bare arms in folds. The air +was dense with vile tobacco smoke, adding to the choice assortment of +stenches imported from without and conferred by Time within. Men and +women, boys and girls, sat at the tables drinking, or lay on the floor. +There they would remain until their drunken stupor wore off, when they +would stagger home to begin a new day. A cracked fiddle was playing. +The younger people and some of the older were singing in various keys. +Many were drinking solemnly as if drinking were a ritual. Others were +grinning with evident enjoyment and a few were hilarious. + +The party attracted little general attention. Investigating travellers, +escorted by detectives, had visited the Five Points more than once, +curious to see in what way it justified its reputation for supremacy +over the East End of London and the Montmartre of Paris; and although +pockets usually were picked, no violence was offered if the detectives +maintained a bland air of detachment. They did not even resent the +cologne-drenched handkerchiefs the visitors invariably held to their +noses. As evil odors meant nothing to them, they probably mistook the +gesture for modesty. + +Madeleine preferred her smelling salts, and at Holt's suggestion had +wrapped her handkerchief about the gold and crystal bottle. But she +forgot the horrible atmosphere as she peered into the face of every man +who might be Masters. She wore a plain black dress and a small black +hat, but her beauty was difficult to obscure. Her cheeks were white and +her brown eyes had lost their sparkle long since, but men not too drunk +to notice a lovely woman or her manifest close scrutiny, not only +leered up into her face but would have jerked her down beside them had +it not been for their jealous partners and the presence of the +detectives. There was a rumor abroad that the new City Administration +intended to seek approval if not fame by cleaning out the Five Points, +tearing down the wretched tenements and groggeries, and scattering its +denizens; and none was too reckless not to be on his guard against a +calamity which would deprive him not only of all he knew of pleasure +but of an almost impregnable refuge after crime. + +The women, bloated, emaciated with disease, few with any pretension to +looks or finery, made insulting remarks as Madeleine examined their +partners, or stared at her in a sort of terrible wonder. She had no +eyes for them. When she reached the end of the room, looking down into +the faces of the men she was forced to step over, she turned and +methodically continued her pilgrimage up another lane between the +tables. + +"Good God!" exclaimed Holt to Lacey. "There he is! I hoped we should +have to visit at least twenty of these hells, and that she'd faint or +give up." + +"How on earth can you distinguish any one in this infernal smoke?" + +"Got the eyes of a cat. There he is--in that corner by the door. God! +What a female thing he's got with him." + +"Hope it'll cure her--and that we can get out of this pretty soon. +Strange things are happening within me." + +There was an uproar on the other side of the room. One man had made up +his mind to follow this fair visitor, and his woman was beating him in +the face, shrieking her curses. + +A party of drunken sailors staggered in, singing uproariously, and +almost fell over the bar. + +But not a sound had penetrated Madeleine's unheeding ears. She had seen +Masters. + +His drab had not taken his invitation to bedeck herself too literally, +nor had she ventured into Broadway. But after returning with the rum +she had gone as far as Fell Street and bought herself all the tawdry +finery her funds would command. She wore it with tipsy pride: a pink +frock of slazy silk with as full a flowing skirt as any on Fifth Avenue +during the hour of promenade, a green silk mantle, and a hat as flat as +a plate trimmed with faded roses, soiled streamers hanging down over +her impudent chignon. She was attracting far more attention than the +simply dressed lady from the upper world. The eyes of the women in her +vicinity were redder with envy than with liquor and they cursed her +shrilly. One of the younger women, carried away by a sudden dictation +of femininity, made a dart for the fringed mantle with obvious intent +to appropriate it by force. She received a blow in the face from the +dauntless owner that sent her sprawling, while the others mingled jeers +with their curses. + +Masters was leaning on the table, supporting his head with his hands +and laughing. He had passed the stage where he wanted to talk, but it +would be morning before his brain would be completely befuddled. + +Madeleine's body became so stiff that her heels left the floor and she +stood on her toes. Holt and Lacey grasped her arms, but she did not +sway; she stood staring at the man she had come for. There was little +semblance of the polished, groomed, haughty man who had won her. His +face was not swollen but it was a dark uniform red and the lines cut it +to the bone. The slight frown he had always worn had deepened to an +ugly scowl. His eyes were injected and dull, his hair was turning gray. +His mouth that he had held in such firm curves was loose and his teeth +stained. She remembered how his teeth had flashed when he smiled, the +extraordinary brilliancy of his gray eyes.... The groggery vanished ... +they were sitting before the fire in the Occidental Hotel.... + +The daze and the vision lasted only a moment. She disengaged herself +from her escorts and walked rapidly toward the table. + + + + +XLIV + + +Masters did not recognize her at once. Her face lay buried deep in his +mind, covered with the debris of innumerable carouses, forgotten women, +and every defiance he had been able to fling in the face of the +civilization he had been made to adorn. As she stood quite still +looking at him he had a confused idea that she was a Madonna, and his +mind wandered to churches he had attended on another planet, where +pretty fashionable women had commanded his escort. Then he began to +laugh again. The idea of a Madonna in a groggery of the Five Points was +more amusing than the fracas just over. + +"Langdon!" she said imperiously. "Don't you know me?" + +Then he recognized her, but he believed she was a ghost. He had had +delirium tremens twice, and this no doubt was a new form. He gave a +shaking cry and shrank back, his hands raised with the palms outward. + +"Curse you!" he screamed. "It's not there. I _don't_ see you!" + +He extended one of his trembling hands, still with his horrified eyes +on the apparition, filled his mug from a bottle and drank the liquor +off with a gulp. Then he flung the mug to the floor and staggered to +his feet, his eyes roving to the men behind her. "What does this mean?" +he stammered. "Are you here or aren't you--dead or alive?" + +"We're here all right," said Holt, in his matter-of-fact voice. "And +this really is she. She has come for you." + +"Come for me--for me!" His roar of laughter was drunken but its note +was even more ironic than when his mirth had been excited by the mean +drama of the women. He fell back in his chair for he was unable to +stand. "Well, go back where you came from. There's nothing here for +you. Tout passe, tout lasse, tout casse.... Here--what's your name?" he +said brutally to his companion. "Go and get me another mug." + +But the young woman, who had been gaping at the scene, suddenly +recovered herself. She ran round the table and flung her arms about his +neck. "He's my man!" she shrieked. "You can't have him." And she +sputtered obscenities. + +Madeleine reached over, tore her from Masters, dragged her across the +table, whirled her about, and flung her to the floor. The neighborhood +shrieked its delight. The rest of the room took no notice of them. The +drunken sailors were still singing and many took up the refrain. + +"No," said Madeleine. "He's mine and I'll have him." + +"Now I know you are not Madeleine," cried Masters furiously, and trying +to rise again. "She never was your sort, you damned whore, to fight +over a man in a groggery. She was a lady--" + +"She was also a woman," said Madeleine coolly. "And never more so than +now. You are coming with me." + +"I'll see you in hell first." + +"Well, I'll go there with you if you like. But you'll come home with me +first." + +"Even if you were she, I've no use for you, I'd forgotten your +existence. If I'd remembered you at all it was to curse you. I'll +never--never--" His voice trailed off although his eyes still held +their look of hard contempt. + +His companion had pulled herself to her feet with the aid of an empty +chair. She made a sudden dart at Madeleine, her claws extended, +recognizing a far more formidable rival than the harlot she had +hammered and displaced. But Madeleine had not forgotten to give her the +corner of an eye. She caught the threatening arm in her strong hand, +twisted it nearly from its socket, and the woman with a wild shriek of +pain collapsed once more. + +Masters began to laugh again, then broke off abruptly and began to +shudder violently. He stared as if the nightmare of his terrible years +were racing across his vision. + +"Now," said Madeleine. "I've fought for you on your own field and won +you. You are mine. Come." + +"I'll come," he mumbled. He tried to rise but fell back. "I'm very +drunk," he said apologetically. "Sorry." + +He made no resistance as Holt and Lacey took him by his arms and +supported him out of the groggery and out of the Five Points to a +waiting hack; Madeleine and the detectives forming a body-guard in the +rear. + + + + +XLV + + +It was two months before Madeleine saw him again. He was installed in +his room, two powerful nurses attended him day and night, and Holt +slept on a cot near the bed. He was almost ungovernable at first, in +spite of the drugs the doctor gave him, but these had their effect in +time; and then the tapering-off process began, combined with hotly +peppered soups and the vegetable most inimical to alcohol; finally food +in increasing quantity to restore his depleted vitality. In his first +sane moment he had made Holt promise that Madeleine should not see him, +and she had sent word that she would wait until he sent for her. + +Madeleine took long walks, and drives, and read in the Astor Library. +She also replenished her wardrobe. The color came back to her cheeks, +the sparkle to her eyes. She had made all her plans. The house in +Virginia was being renovated. She would take him there as soon as he +could be moved. When he was strong again he would start his newspaper. +Holt and Lacey were as overjoyed at the prospect of being his assistant +editors as at the almost unbelievable rescue of Langdon Masters. + +He had remained in bed after the worst was over, sunk in torpor, with +no desire to leave it or to live. But strength gradually returned to +his wasted frame, the day nurse was dismissed, and he appeared to +listen when Holt talked to him, although he would not reply. One day, +however, when he believed himself to be alone, he opened his eyes and +stared at the wall covered with his books, as he had done before +through half-closed lids. Then his gaze wandered to the green curtains. +But his mind was clear. He was visited by no delusions. This was not +the Occidental Hotel. + +It was long since he had read a book! He wondered, with his first +symptom of returning interest in life, if he was strong enough to cross +the room and find one of his favorite volumes. But as he raised himself +on his elbow Holt bent over him. + +"What is it, old fellow?" + +"Those books? How did they get here?" + +"Lacey brought them. You remember, you left them in the _Times_ cellar." + +"Are these your rooms?" + +"No, they are Madeleine Talbot's." + +He made no reply, but he did not scowl and turn his back as he had done +whenever Holt had tentatively mentioned her name before. The sight of +his familiar beloved books had softened his harsh spirit, and the +hideous chasm between his present and his past seemed visibly +shrinking. His tones, however, had not softened when he asked curtly +after a moment: + +"What is the meaning of it all? Why is she here? Is Talbot dead?" + +"No, he divorced her." + +"Divorced her? Madeleine?" He almost sat upright. Mrs. Abbott could not +have looked more horrified. "Is this some infernal joke?" + +"Are you strong enough to hear the whole story? I warn you it isn't a +pretty one. But I've promised her I would tell you--" + +"What did he divorce her for?" + +"Desertion. There was worse behind." + +"Do you mean to tell me there was another man? I'll break your neck." + +"There was no other man. I'll give you a few drops of digitalis, +although you must have the heart of an ox--" + +"Give me a drink. I'm sick of your damn physic. Don't worry. I'm out of +that, and I shan't go back." + +Holt poured him out a small quantity of old Bourbon and diluted it with +water. Masters regarded it with a look of scorn but tossed it off. + +"What was the worse behind?" + +"When she heard what had become of you--she got it out of me--she +deliberately made a drunkard of herself. She became the scandal of the +town. She was cast out, neck and crop. Every friend she ever had cut +her, avoided her as if she were a leper. She left the doctor and lived +by herself in one room on the Plaza. I met her again in one of the +worst dives in San Francisco--" + +"Stop!" Masters' voice rose to a scream. He tried to get out of bed but +fell back on the pillows. "You are a liar--you--you--" + +"You shall listen whether you relish the facts or not. I have given her +my promise." And he told the story in all its abominable details, +sparing the writhing man on the bed nothing. He drew upon his +imagination for scenes between Madeleine and the doctor, of whose +misery he gave a harrowing picture. He described the episode on the +boat after her drinking bout at Blazes', of the futile attempts of +Sally Abbott and Talbot to cure her. He gave graphic and hideous +pictures of the dives she had frequented alone, the risks she had run +in the most vicious resorts on Barbary Coast. Not until he had seared +Masters' brain indelibly did he pass to Madeleine's gradual rise from +her depths, the restoration of her beauty and charm and sanity. It was +when she was almost herself again that Talbot had offered to forgive +her and take her to Europe to live, offering divorce as the alternative. + +"Of course she accepted the divorce," Holt concluded. "That meant +freedom to go to you." + +Masters had grown calm by degrees. "I should never have dreamed even +Madeleine was capable of that," he said. "And there was a time when I +believed there was no height to which she could not soar. She is a +great woman and a great lover, and I am no more worthy of her now than +I was in that sink where you found me. Nor ever shall be. Go out and +bring in a barber." + +Holt laughed. "At least you are yourself again and I fancy she'll ask +no more than that. Shall I tell her you will see her in an hour?" + +"Yes, I'll see her. God! What a woman." + + + + +XLVI + + +Madeleine made her toilette with trembling hands, nevertheless with no +detail neglected. Her beautiful chestnut hair was softly parted and +arranged in a mass of graceful curls at the back of the head. She wore +a house-gown of white muslin sprigged with violets, and a long Marie +Antoinette fichu, pale green and diaphanous. Where it crossed she +fastened a bunch of violets. She looked like a vision of spring, a +grateful vision for a sick room. + +When Holt tapped on her door on his way out the second time, muttering +characteristically: "Coast clear. All serene," she walked down the hall +with nothing of the primitive fierce courage she had exhibited in Five +Points. She was terrified at the ordeal before her, afraid of appearing +sentimental and silly; that he would find her less beautiful than his +memory of her, or gone off and no longer desirable. What if he should +die suddenly? Holt had told her of his agitation. This visit should +have been postponed until he had slept and recuperated. She had sent +him word to that effect but he had replied that he had no intention of +waiting. + +She stood still for a few moments until she felt calmer, then turned +the knob of Masters' door and walked in. + +He was sitting propped up in bed and she had an agreeable shock of +surprise. In spite of all efforts of will her imagination had persisted +in picturing him with a violent red face and red injected eyes, a loose +sardonic mouth and lines like scars. His face was very pale, his eyes +clear and bright, his hair trimmed in its old close fashion, his mouth +grimly set. Although he was very thin the lines in his cheeks were less +pronounced. He looked years older, of course, and the life he had led +had set its indelible seal upon him, but he was Langdon Masters again +nevertheless. + +His eyes dilated when he saw her, but he smiled whimsically. + +"So you want what is left of this battered old husk, Madeleine?" he +asked. "You in the prime of your beauty and your youth! Better think it +over." + +She smiled a little, too. + +"Do you mean that?" + +"No, I don't! Come here! Come here!" + + + + +XLVII + + +In the winter of 1878-79 Mrs. Ballinger gave a luncheon in honor of +Mrs. McLane, who had arrived in San Francisco the day before after a +long visit in Europe. The city was growing toward the west, but +Ballinger House still looked like an outpost on its solitary hill and +was almost surrounded by a grove of eucalyptus trees. + +Mrs. Abbott grumbled as she always did at the long journey, skirting +far higher hills, and through sand dunes still unsubdued by man and +awaiting the first dry wind of summer to transform themselves into +clouds of dust. But a sand storm would not have kept her away. The +others invited were her daughter-in-law, who had met Mrs. McLane at +Sacramento, Guadalupe Hathaway, now Mrs. Ogden Bascom, Mrs. Montgomery, +Mrs. Yorba, whose husband had recently built the largest and ugliest +house in San Francisco, perched aloft on Nob Hill; several more of Mrs. +McLane's favorites, old and young, and Maria Groome, born Ballinger, +now a proud pillar of San Francisco Society. + +The dining-room of Ballinger House was long and narrow and from its bow +window commanded a view of the Bay. It was as uncomely with its black +walnut furniture and brown walls as the rest of that aristocratic +abode, across whose threshold no loose fish had ever darted; but its +dingy walls were more or less concealed by paintings of the martial +Virginia ancestors of Mrs. Ballinger and her husband, the table linen +had been woven for her in Ireland, the cut glass blown for her in +England; the fragile china came from Sevres, and the massive silver had +travelled from England to Virginia in the reign of Elizabeth. The room +may have been ugly, nay, ponderous, but it had an air! + +The women who graced the board were dressed, with one or two +exceptions, in the height of the mode. Save Maria Groome each had made +at least one trip to Europe and left her measurements with Worth. Maria +did not begin her pilgrimages to Europe until the eighties, and then it +was old carved furniture she brought home; dress she always held in +disdain, possibly because her husband's mistresses were ever attired in +the excess of the fashion. + +Mrs. Ballinger was now in her fifties but still one of the most +beautiful women in San Francisco; and she still wore shining gray gowns +that matched the bright silver of her hair to a shade. Her descendants +had inherited little of her beauty (Alexina Groome as yet roaming +space, and, no doubt, having her subtle way with ghosts old and new). + +Mrs. McLane had discharged commissions for every woman present except +Maria, and their gowns had been unpacked on the moment, that they might +be displayed at this notable function. They wore the new long basque +and overskirt made of cloth or cashmere, combined with satin, velvet or +brocade, and with the exception of Mrs. Abbott they had removed their +hats. Chignons had disappeared. Hair was elaborately dressed at the +back or arranged in high puffs with two long curls suspended. +Marguerite Abbott and Annette wore the new plaids. Mrs. Abbott had +graduated from black satin and bugles to cloth, but her bonnet was of +jet. + +"Now!" exclaimed Mrs. McLane, who had been plied with eager questions +from oysters to dessert. "I've told you all the news about the +fashions, the salon, the plays, the opera, all the scandals of Paris I +can remember but you'll never guess my _piece de resistance_." + +"What--what--" Tea was forgotten. + +"Well--as you know, I was in Berlin during the Congress--" + +"Did you see Bismark--Disraeli--" + +"I did and met them. But they are not of half as much interest to you +as some one else--two people--I met." + +"But who?" + +"Can't you guess?" + +"I know!" cried Guadalupe Bascom. "Langdon and Madeleine Masters." + +"No! What would they be doing in Berlin?" demanded Mrs. Ballinger. "I +thought he was editing some paper in New York." + +"'Lupie has guessed correctly. It's evident that you don't keep up. +We're just the same old stick-in-the-muds. 'Lupie, how did you guess? +I'll wager you never see a New York newspaper yourself." + +"Not I. But one does hear a little Eastern news now and again. I happen +to know that Masters has made a success of his paper and it would be +just like him to go to the Congress of Berlin. What was he doing there?" + +"Oh, nothing in particular. Merely corresponding with his paper, and, +in the eyes of many, eclipsing Blowitz." + +"Who is Blowitz?" + +"Mon dieu! Mon dieu! But after all London is farther off than New York, +and I don't fancy you read the _Times_ when you are there--which is +briefly and seldom. Paris is our Mecca. Well, Blowitz--" + +"But Madeleine? Madeleine? It is about her we want to hear. What do we +care about tiresome political letters in solemn old newspapers? How did +she look? How dressed? Was she ahead of the mode as ever? Does she look +much older? Does she show what she has been through.... Oh, +Antoinette--Mrs. McLane--Mamma--how tiresome you are!" + +Mrs. Abbott had not joined in this chorus. She had emitted a series of +grunts--no less primitive word expressing her vocal emissions when +disgusted. She now had four chins, her eyes were alarmingly +protuberant, and her face, what with the tight lacing in vogue, much +good food and wine, and a pious disapproval of powder or any care of a +complexion which should remain as God made it, was of a deep mahogany +tint; but her hand still held the iron rod, and if its veins had risen +its muscles had never grown flaccid. + +"Abominable!" she ejaculated when she could make herself heard. "To +think that a man and a woman like that should be rewarded by fame and +prosperity. They were thoroughly bad and should have been punished +accordingly." + +"Oh, no, they were not bad, ma chere," said Mrs. McLane lightly. "They +were much too good. That was the whole trouble. And you must admit that +for their temporary fall from grace they were sufficiently punished, +poor things." + +"Antoinette, I am surprised." Mrs. Ballinger spoke as severely as Mrs. +Abbott. She looked less the Southerner for the moment than the Puritan. +"They disgraced both themselves and Society. I was glad to hear of +their reform, but they should have continued to live in sackcloth for +the rest of their lives. For such to enjoy happiness and success is to +shake the whole social structure, and it is a blow to the fundamental +laws of religion and morality." + +"But perhaps they are not happy, mamma." Maria spoke hopefully, +although the fates seemed to have nothing in pickle for her erratic +mate. "Mrs. McLane has not yet told us--" + +"Oh, but they are! Quite the happiest couple I have ever seen, and +likely to remain so. That's a case of true love if ever there was one. +I mislaid my skepticism all the time I was in Berlin--a whole month!" + +"Abominable!" rumbled Mrs. Abbott. "And when I think of poor +Howard--dead of apoplexy--" + +"Howard ate too much, was too fond of Burgundy, and grew fatter every +year. Madeleine could reclaim Masters, but she never had any influence +over Howard." + +"Well, she could have waited--" + +"Masters was pulled up in the nick of time. A year more of that +horrible life he was leading and he would have been either +unreclaimable or dead. It makes me believe in Fate--and I am a good +Churchwoman." + +"It's a sad world," commented Mrs. Ballinger with a sigh. "I confess I +don't understand it. When I think of Sally--" + +Mrs. Montgomery, a good kind woman, whose purse was always open to her +less fortunate friends, shook her head. "I do not like such a sequel. I +agree with Alexina and Charlotte. They disgraced themselves and our +proud little Society; they should have been more severely punished. +Possibly they will be." + +"I doubt it," said Mrs. Bascom drily. "And not only because I am a +woman of the world and have looked at life with both eyes open, but +because Masters had success in him. I'll wager he's had his troubles +all in one great landslide. And Madeleine was born to be some man's +poem. The luxe binding got badly torn and stained, but no doubt she's +got a finer one than ever, and is unchanged--or even improved--inside." + +"Oh, do let me get in a word edgeways," cried young Mrs. Abbott. "Tell +me, Mamma--what does Madeleine look like? Has she lost her beauty?" + +"She looked to me more beautiful than ever. I'd vow Masters thinks so." + +"Has she wrinkles? Lines?" + +"Not one. Have we grown old since she left us? It's not so many years +ago?" + +"Oh, I know. But after all she went through.... How was she dressed?" + +"What are her favorite colors?" + +"Who makes her gowns?" + +"Has she as much elegance and style as ever?" + +"Did she get her mother's jewels? Did she wear them in Berlin?" + +"Is she in Society there? Is her grand air as noticeable among all +those court people as it was here?" + +"Oh, mamma, mamma, you are so tiresome!" + +Mrs. McLane had had time to drink a second cup of tea. + +"My head spins. Where shall I begin? The gowns she wore in Berlin were +made at Worth's. Where else? She still wears golden-brown, and amber, +and green--sometimes azure--blue at night. She looked like a fairy +queen in blue gauze and diamond stars in her hair one night at the +American Legation--" + +"How does she wear her hair?" + +"There she is not so much a la mode. She has studied her own style, and +has found several ways of dressing it that become her--sometimes in a +low coil, almost on her neck, sometimes on top of her head in a braid +like a coronet, sometimes in a soft psyche knot. There never was +anything monotonous about Madeleine." + +"I'm going to try every one tomorrow. Has she any children?" + +"One. She left him at their place in Virginia. I saw his picture. A +beauty, of course." + +Mrs. Ballinger raised her pencilled eyebrows and glanced at Maria. Mrs. +Abbott gave a deep rumbling groan. + +"Poor Howard!" + +"He dreed his weird," said Mrs. McLane indifferently. "He couldn't help +it. Neither could Madeleine." + +"Well, I'd like to hear something more about Langdon Masters," +announced Guadalupe Bascom. "That is, if you have all satisfied your +curiosity about Madeleine's clothes. He is the one man I never could +twist around my finger and I've never forgotten him. How does he look? +He certainly should carry some stamp of the life he led." + +"Oh, he looks older, of course, and he has deeper lines and some gray +hairs. But he's thin, at least. His figure did not suffer if his face +did--somewhat. He looks even more interesting--at least women would +think so. You know we good women always have a fatal weakness for the +man who has lived too much." + +"Speak for yourself, Antoinette." Mrs. Ballinger looked like an effigy +of virtue in silver. "And at your age you should be ashamed to utter +such a sentiment even if you felt it." + +"My hair may be as white as yours," rejoined Mrs. McLane tartly. "But I +remain a woman, and for that reason attract men to this day." + +"Is Masters as brilliant as ever--in conversation, I mean? Is he gay? +Lively?" + +"I cannot say that I found him gay, and I really saw very little of him +except at functions. He was very busy. But Mr. McLane was with him a +good deal, and said that although he was rather grim and quiet at +times, at others he was as brilliant as his letters." + +"Does he drink at all, or is he forced to be a teetotaller?" + +"Not a bit of it. He drinks at table as others do; no more, no less." + +"Then he is cured," said Mrs. Bascom contentedly. "Well, I for one am +glad that it's all right. Still, if he had fallen in love with me he +would have remained an eminent citizen--without a hideous interval he +hardly can care to recall--and become the greatest editor in +California. Have they any social position in New York?" + +"Probably. I did not ask. They hardly looked like outcasts. You must +remember their story is wholly unknown in fashionable New York. +Scarcely any one here knows any one in New York Society; or has time +for it when passing through.... But I don't fancy they care +particularly for Society. In Berlin, whenever it was possible, they +went off by themselves. But of course it was necessary for both to go +in Society there, and she must have been able to help him a good deal." + +"European Society! I suppose she'll be presented to the Queen of +England next!--But no! Thank heaven she can't be. Good Queen Victoria +is as rigid about divorce as we are. Nor shall she ever cross my +threshold if she returns here." And Mrs. Abbott scalded herself with +her third cup of tea and emitted terrible sounds. + +Mrs. Yorba, a tall, spare, severe-looking woman, who had taught school +in New England in her youth, and never even powdered her nose, spoke +for the first time. Her tones were slow and portentious, as became one +who, owing to her unfortunate nativity, had sailed slowly into this +castellated harbor, albeit on her husband's golden ship. + +"We may no longer have it in our power to punish Mrs. Langdon Masters," +she said. "But at least we shall punish others who violate our code, +even as we have done in the past. San Francisco Society shall always be +a model for the rest of the world." + +"I hope so!" cried Mrs. McLane. "But the world has a queer fashion of +changing and moving." + +Mrs. Ballinger rose. "I have no misgivings for the future of our +Society, Antoinette McLane. Our grandchildren will uphold the +traditions we have created, for our children will pass on to them our +own immutable laws. Shall we go into the front parlor? I do so want to +show it to you. I have a new set of blue satin damask and a crystal +chandelier." + + +THE END + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Sleeping Fires, by Gertrude Atherton + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SLEEPING FIRES *** + +***** This file should be named 6884.txt or 6884.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/6/8/8/6884/ + +Produced by Avinash Kothare, Tom Allen, Charles Franks and +the Online Distributed + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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