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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The Wyvern mystery, by Joseph Sheridan
-Le Fanu
-
-This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and
-most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions
-whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms
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-using this eBook.
-
-Title: The Wyvern mystery
-
-Author: Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu
-
-Illustrator: B. S. Le Fanu
-
-Release Date: July 19, 2022 [eBook #68569]
-
-Language: English
-
-Produced by: an anonymous Project Gutenberg volunteer
-
-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WYVERN MYSTERY ***
-
-
-
-
-
- [IMAGE: images/img_000_th.jpg
- CAPTION: “She stood up--how pretty she was!--looking on her work.”]
-
-
-
-
- THE
- WYVERN MYSTERY
-
- A Novel.
-
- BY
- J. S. LE FANU,
- AUTHOR OF “UNCLE SILAS,” “GUY DEVERELL,” ETC.
-
-
- _WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY B. S. LE FANU._
-
-
- London:
- WARD AND DOWNEY,
- 12, YORK STREET, COVENT GARDEN.
- 1889.
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS.
-
- I. ALICE MAYBELL
- II. THE VALE OF CARWELL
- III. THE GRANGE
- IV. THE OLD SQUIRE AND ALICE MAYBELL
- V. THE TERRACE GARDEN
- VI. THE OLD SQUIRE UNLIKE HIMSELF
- VII. THE SQUIRE’S ELDEST SON COMES HOME
- VIII. NEVER DID RUN SMOOTH
- IX. IN WHICH THE SQUIRE LOSES HIS GOLD-HEADED CANE
- X. THE DRIVE OVER CRESSLEY COMMON BY MOONLIGHT
- XI. HOME
- XII. THE OMEN OF CARWELL GRANGE
- XIII. AN INSPECTION OF CARWELL GRANGE
- XIV. A LETTER
- XV. HARRY ARRIVES
- XVI. A PARTY OF THREE
- XVII. MILDRED TARNLEY’S WARNING STORY
- XVIII. THE BROTHERS’ WALK
- XIX. COMING IN
- XX. HARRY APPEARS AT THE GRANGE
- XXI. HARRY’S BEER AND CONVERSATION
- XXII. THE TROUT
- XXIII. THE VISITOR
- XXIV. THE SUMMONS
- XXV. LILLY DOGGER IS SENT TO BED
- XXVI. THE LADY HAS HER TEA
- XXVII. THROUGH THE HOUSE
- XXVIII. THE BELL RINGS
- XXIX. TOM IS ORDERED UP
- XXX. THE OLD SOLDIER GROWS MORE FRIENDLY, AND FRIGHTENS MRS. TARNLEY
- XXXI. NEWS FROM CRESSLEY COMMON
- XXXII. AN UNLOOKED-FOR RETURN
- XXXIII. CHARLES FAIRFIELD ALONE
- XXXIV. AWAKE
- XXXV. RESTLESS
- XXXVI. THROUGH THE WALL
- XXXVII. A MESSENGER
- XXXVIII. UNREASONABLE BERTHA
- XXXIX. AN ABDUCTION
- XL. PURSUIT
- XLI. DAY--TWILIGHT--DARKNESS
- XLII. HATHERTON
- XLIII. THE WELCOME
- XLIV. THE WYKEFORD DOCTOR
- XLV. SPEECH RETURNS
- XLVI. HARRY DRINKS A GLASS AND SPILLS A GLASS
- XLVII. HOME TO WYVERN
- XLVIII. A TWILIGHT VISIT
- XLIX. THE HEIR OF THE FAIRFIELDS
- L. BERTHA VELDERKAUST
- LI. SERGEANT-MAJOR ARCHDALE
- LII. A TALK WITH THE SQUIRE
- LIII. HARRY FAIRFIELD GROWS UNEASY
- LIV. A DRIVE TO TWYFORD
- LV. HOW FARES THE CHILD?
- LVI. THE OLD SQUIRE LEAVES WYVERN
- LVII. MARJORY TREVELLIAN
- LVIII. THE ENCHANTED GARDEN
- LIX. AN OLD FRIEND
- LX. TOM ORANGE
- LXI. THE HOUR AND THE MAN
- LXII. THE MARCH TO NOULTON FARM
- LXIII. A SILENT FAREWELL
- LXIV. THE MARCH BY NIGHT
- CONCLUSION
-
-
-
-
- THE WYVERN MYSTERY.
-
- CHAPTER I.
- ALICE MAYBELL.
-
-In the small breakfast parlour of Oulton, a pretty girl, Miss Alice
-Maybell, with her furs and wrappers about her, and a journey of forty
-miles before her--not by rail--to Wyvern, had stood up to hug and kiss
-her old aunt, and bid her good-bye.
-
-“Now, do sit down again; you need not be in such a hurry--you’re not
-to go for ten minutes or more,” said the old lady; “do, there’s a
-darling.”
-
-“If I’m not home before the sun goes down, aunt, Mr. Fairfield will be
-so angry,” said the girl, laying a hand on each shoulder of kind old
-Lady Wyndale, and looking fondly, but also sadly, into her face.
-
-“Which Mr. Fairfield, dear--the old or the young one?”
-
-“Old Mr. Fairfield, the Squire, as we call him at Wyvern. He’ll really
-be angry, and I’m a little bit afraid of him, and I would not vex him
-for the world--he has always been so kind.”
-
-As she answered, the young lady blushed a beautiful crimson, and the
-old lady, not observing it, said--
-
-“Indeed, I don’t know why I said young--young Mr. Fairfield is old
-enough, I think, to be your father; but I want to know how you liked
-Lord Tremaine. I told you how much he liked you. I’m a great believer
-in first impressions. He was so charmed with you, when he saw you in
-Wyvern Church. Of course he ought to have been thinking of something
-better; but no matter--the fact was so, and now he is, I really think,
-in love--very much--and who knows? He’s such a charming person, and
-there is everything to make it--I don’t know what word to use--but you
-know Tremaine is quite a beautiful place, and he does not owe a
-guinea.”
-
-“You dear old auntie,” said the girl, kissing her again on the cheek,
-“wicked old darling--always making great matches for me. If you had
-remained in India, you’d have married me, I’m sure, to a native
-prince.”
-
-“Native fiddlestick; of course I could if I had liked, but you never
-should have married a Mahomedan with my consent. Never mind though;
-you’re sure to do well; marriages are made in heaven, and I really
-believe there is no use in plotting and planning. There was your
-darling mamma, when we were both girls together, I said I should never
-consent to marry a soldier or live out of England, and I did marry a
-soldier, and lived twelve years of my life in India; and she, poor
-darling, said again and again, she did not care who her husband might
-be, provided he was not a clergyman, nor a person living all the year
-round in the country--_that_ no power could induce her to consent to,
-and yet she did consent, and to both one and the other, and married a
-clergyman, and a poor one, and lived and died in the country. So,
-after all, there’s not much use in planning beforehand.”
-
-“Very true, auntie; none in the world, I believe.”
-
-The girl was looking partly over her shoulder, out of the window,
-upward towards the clouds, and she sighed heavily; and recollecting
-herself, looked again in her aunt’s face and smiled.
-
-“I wish you could have stayed a little longer here,” said her aunt.
-
-“I wish I could,” she answered slowly, “I was thinking of talking over
-a great many things with you--that is, of telling you all my long
-stories; but while those people were staying here I could not, and now
-there is not time.”
-
-“What long stories, my dear?”
-
-“Stupid stories, I should have said,” answered Alice.
-
-“Well come, is there anything to tell?” demanded the old lady, looking
-in her large, dark eyes.
-
-“Nothing worth telling--nothing that is--” and she paused for the
-continuation of her sentence.
-
-“That is what?” asked her aunt.
-
-“I was going to talk to you, darling,” answered the girl, “but I could
-not in so short a time--so short a time as remains now,” and she
-looked at her watch--a gift of old Squire Fairfield’s. “I should not
-know how to make myself understood, I have so many hundred things, and
-all jumbled up in my head, and should not know how to begin.”
-
-“Well, I’ll begin for you. Come--have any visitors looked in at Wyvern
-lately?” said her aunt.
-
-“Not one,” she answered.
-
-“No new faces?”
-
-“No, indeed.”
-
-“Are there any new neighbours?” persisted the old lady.
-
-“Not one. No, aunt, it isn’t that.”
-
-“And where are these elderly young gentlemen, the two Mr. Fairfields?”
-asked the old lady.
-
-The girl laughed, and shook her head.
-
-“Wandering at present. Captain Fairfield is in London.”
-
-“And his charming younger brother--where is he?” asked Lady Wyndale.
-
-“At some fair, I suppose, or horse-race; or, goodness knows where,”
-answered the girl.
-
-“I was going to ask you whether there was an affair of the heart,”
-said her aunt. “But there does not seem much material; and what was
-the subject? Though I can’t hear it all, you may tell me what it was
-to be about.”
-
-“About fifty things, or nothings. There’s no one on earth, auntie,
-darling, but you I can talk anything over with; and I’ll write, or, if
-you let me, come again for a day or two, very soon--may I?”
-
-“Of course, _no_,” said her aunt gaily. “But we are not to be quite
-alone, all the time, mind. There are people who would not forgive me
-if I were to do anything so selfish, but I promise you ample time to
-talk--you and I to ourselves; and now that I think, I should like to
-hear by the post, if you will write and say anything you like. You may
-be quite sure nobody shall hear a word about it.”
-
-By this time they had got to the hall-door.
-
-“I’m sure of that, darling,” and she kissed the kind old lady.
-
-“And are you _quite_ sure you would not like a servant to travel with
-you; he could sit beside the driver?”
-
-“No, dear auntie, my trusty old Dulcibella sits inside to take care of
-me.”
-
-“Well, dear, are you quite sure? I should not miss him the least.”
-
-“Quite, dear aunt, I assure you.”
-
-“And you know you told me you were quite happy at Wyvern,” said Lady
-Wyndale, returning her farewell caress, and speaking low, for a
-servant stood at the chaise-door.
-
-“Did I? Well, I shouldn’t have said that, for--I’m _not_ happy,”
-whispered Alice Maybell, and the tears sprang to her eyes as she
-kissed her old kinswoman; and then, with her arms still about her
-neck, there was a brief look from her large, brimming eyes, while her
-lip trembled; and suddenly she turned, and before Lady Wyndale had
-recovered from that little shock, her pretty guest was seated in the
-chaise, the door shut, and she drove away.
-
-“What can it be, poor little thing?” thought Lady Wyndale, as her eyes
-anxiously followed the carriage in its flight down the avenue.
-
-“They have shot her pet-pigeon, or the dog has killed her guinea-pig,
-or old Fairfield won’t allow her to sit up till twelve o’clock at
-night, reading her novel. Some childish misery, I dare say, poor
-little soul!”
-
-But for all that she was not satisfied, and her poor, pale, troubled
-look haunted her.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- THE VALE OF CARWELL.
-
-In about an hour and a half this chaise reached the Pied Horse, on
-Elverstone Moor. Having changed horses at this inn, they resumed their
-journey, and Miss Alice Maybell, who had been sad and abstracted, now
-lowered the window beside her, and looked out upon the broad, shaggy
-heath, rising in low hillocks, and breaking here and there into
-pools--a wild, and on the whole a monotonous and rather dismal expanse.
-
-“How fresh and pleasant the air is here, and how beautiful the purple
-of the heath!” exclaimed the young lady with animation.
-
-“There now--that’s right--beautiful it is, my darling; that’s how I
-like to see my child--pleasant-like and ’appy, and not mopin’ and
-dull, like a sick bird. Be that way always; _do_, dear.”
-
-“You’re a kind old thing,” said the young lady, placing her slender
-hand fondly on her old nurse’s arm, “good old Dulcibella: you’re
-always to come with me wherever I go.”
-
-“That’s just what Dulcibella’d like,” answered the old woman, who was
-fat, and liked her comforts, and loved Miss Alice more than many
-mothers love their own children, and had answered the same reminders,
-in the same terms, a good many thousand times in her life.
-
-Again the young lady was looking out of the window--not like one
-enjoying a landscape as it comes, but with something of anxiety in her
-countenance, with her head through the open window, and gazing forward
-as if in search of some expected object.
-
-“Do you remember some old trees standing together at the end of this
-moor, and a ruined windmill, on a hillock?” she asked suddenly.
-
-“Well,” answered Dulcibella, who was not of an observant turn, “I
-suppose I do, Miss Alice; perhaps there is.”
-
-“I remember it very well, but not _where_ it is; and when last we
-passed, it was dark,” murmured the young lady to herself, rather than
-to Dulcibella, whom upon such points she did not much mind. “Suppose
-we ask the driver?”
-
-She tapped at the window behind the box, and signed to the man, who
-looked over his shoulder. When he had pulled up she opened the front
-window and said--
-
-“There’s a village a little way on--isn’t there?”
-
-“Shuldon--yes’m, two mile and a bit,” he answered.
-
-“Well, before we come to it, on the left there is a grove of tall
-trees and an old windmill,” continued the pretty young lady, looking
-pale.
-
-“Gryce’s mill we call it, but it don’t go this many a day.”
-
-“Yes, I dare say; and there is a road that turns off to the left, just
-under that old mill?”
-
-“That’ll be the road to Church Carwell.”
-
-“You must drive about three miles along that road.”
-
-“That’ll be out o’ the way, ma’am--three, and three back--six miles--I
-don’t know about the hosses.”
-
-“You must try, I’ll pay you--listen,” and she lowered her voice.
-“There’s one house--an old house--on the way, in the Vale of Carwell;
-it is called Carwell Grange--do you know it?”
-
-“Yes’m; but there’s no one livin’ there.”
-
-“No matter--there is; there is an old woman whom I want to see; that’s
-where I want to go, and you must manage it, I shan’t delay you many
-minutes, and you’re to tell no one, either on the way or when you get
-home, and I’ll give you two pounds for yourself.”
-
-“All right,” he answered, looking hard in the pale face and large dark
-eyes that gazed on him eagerly from the window. “Thank’ye, Miss, all
-right, we’ll wet their mouths at the Grange, or you wouldn’t mind
-waiting till they get a mouthful of oats, I dessay?”
-
-“No, certainly; anything that is necessary, only I have a good way
-still to go before evening, and you won’t delay more than you can
-help?”
-
-“Get along, then,” said the man, briskly to his horses, and forthwith
-they were again in motion.
-
-The young lady pulled up the window, and leaned back for some minutes
-in her place.
-
-“And where are we going to, dear Miss Alice?” inquired Dulcibella, who
-dimly apprehended that they were about to deviate from the straight
-way home, and feared the old Squire, as other Wyvern folk did.
-
-“A very little way, nothing of any consequence; and Dulcibella, if you
-really love me as you say, one word about it, to living being at
-Wyvern or anywhere else, you’ll never say--you promise?”
-
-“You know me well, Miss Alice--I don’t talk to no one; but I’m
-sorry-like to hear there’s anything like a secret. I dread secrets.”
-
-“You need not fear this--it is nothing, no secret, if people were not
-unreasonable, and it shan’t be a secret long, perhaps, only be true to
-me.”
-
-“True to you! Well, who should I be true to if not to you, darling?
-and never a word about it will pass old Dulcibella’s lips, talk who
-will; and are we pretty near it?”
-
-“Very near, I think; it’s only to see an old woman, and get some
-information from her--nothing, only I don’t wish it to be talked
-about, and I know you won’t.”
-
-“Not a word, dear. I never talk to any one, not I, for all the world.”
-
-In a few minutes more they crossed a little bridge spanning a brawling
-stream, and the chaise turned the corner of a by-road to the left,
-under the shadow of a group of tall and sombre elms, overtopped by the
-roofless tower of the old windmill. Utterly lonely was the road, but
-at first with only a solitariness that partook of the wildness and
-melancholy of the moor which they had been traversing. Soon, however,
-the uplands at either side drew nearer, grew steeper, and the
-scattered bushes gathered into groups, and rose into trees, thickening
-as the road proceeded. Steeper grew the banks, higher and gloomier.
-Precipitous rocks showed their fronts, overtopped by trees and copse.
-The hollow which they had entered by the old windmill had deepened
-into a valley and was now contracted to a dark glen, overgrown by
-forest, and relieved from utter silence only by the moan and tinkle of
-the brook that wound its way through stones and brambles, in its
-unseen depths. Along the side of this melancholy glen about half way
-down, ran the narrow road, near the point where they now were, it
-makes an ascent, and as they were slowly mounting this an open
-carriage--a shabby, hired, nondescript vehicle--appeared in the deep
-shadow, at some distance, descending towards them. The road is so
-narrow that two carriages could not pass one another without risk.
-Here and there the inconvenience is provided against by a recess in
-the bank, and into one of these the distant carriage drew aside. A
-tall female figure, with feet extended on the opposite cushion, sat or
-rather reclined in the back seat. There was no one else in the
-carriage. She was wrapped in gray tweed, and the driver had now turned
-his face towards her, and was plainly receiving some orders.
-
-Miss Maybell, as the carriage entered this melancholy pass, had grown
-more and more anxious; and pale and silent, was looking forward
-through the window, as they advanced. At sight of this vehicle, drawn
-up before them, a sudden fear chilled the young lady with, perhaps, a
-remote prescience.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- THE GRANGE.
-
-The excited nerves of children people the darkness of the nursery
-with phantoms. The moral and mental darkness of suspense provokes,
-after its sort, a similar phantasmagoria. Alice Maybell’s heart grew
-still, and her cheeks paled as she looked with most unreasonable alarm
-upon the carriage, which had come to a standstill.
-
-There was, however, the sense of a great stake, of great helplessness,
-of great but undefined possible mischiefs, such as to the “look-out”
-of a rich galleon in the old piratical days, would have made a strange
-sail, on the high seas, always an anxious object on the horizon.
-
-And now Miss Alice Maybell was not reassured by observing the enemy’s
-driver get down, and taking the horses by the head, back the carriage
-far enough across the road, to obstruct their passage, and this had
-clearly been done by the direction of the lady in the carriage.
-
-They had now reached the point of obstruction, the driver pulled up;
-Miss Maybell had lowered the chaise window and was peeping. She saw a
-tall woman, wrapped up and reclining, as I have said. Her face she
-could not see, for it was thickly veiled, but she held her hand, from
-which she had pulled her glove, to her ear, and it was not a young
-hand nor very refined,--lean and masculine, on the contrary, and its
-veins and sinews rather strongly marked. The woman was listening,
-evidently, with attention, and her face, veiled as it was, was turned
-away so as to bring her ear towards the speakers in the expected
-colloquy.
-
-Miss Alice Maybell saw the driver exchange a look with hers that
-seemed to betoken old acquaintance.
-
-“I say, give us room to pass, will ye?” said Miss Maybell’s man.
-
-“Where will you be going to?” inquired the other, and followed the
-question with a jerk of his thumb over his shoulder, toward the lady
-in the tweed wrappers, putting out his tongue and winking at the same
-time.
-
-“To Church Carwell,” answered the man.
-
-“To Church Carwell, ma’am,” repeated the driver over his shoulder to
-the reclining figure.
-
-“What to do there?” said she, in a sharp under-tone, and with a
-decided foreign accent.
-
-“What to do there?” repeated the man.
-
-“Change hosses, and go on.”
-
-“On _where_?” repeated the lady to her driver.
-
-“On where?” repeated he.
-
-“Doughton,” fibbed Miss Maybell’s man, and the same repetition ensued.
-
-“Not going to the Grange?” prompted the lady, in the same under-tone
-and foreign accent, and the question was transmitted as before.
-
-“What Grange?” demanded the driver.
-
-“Carwell Grange.”
-
-“No.”
-
-Miss Alice Maybell was very much frightened as she heard this
-home-question put, and, relieved by the audacity of her friend on the
-box, who continued--
-
-“Now then, you move out of that.”
-
-The tall woman in the wrappers nodded, and her driver accordingly
-pulled the horses aside, with another grin and a wink to his friend,
-and Miss Maybell drove by to her own great relief.
-
-The reclining figure did not care to turn her face enough to catch a
-passing sight of the people whom she had thus arbitrarily detained.
-
-She went her way toward Gryce’s mill, and Miss Maybell pursuing hers
-toward Carwell Grange, was quickly out of sight.
-
-A few minutes more and the glen expanded gently, so as to leave a long
-oval pasture of two or three acres visible beneath, with the little
-stream winding its way through the soft sward among scattered trees.
-Two or three cows were peacefully grazing there, and at the same point
-a converging hollow made its way into the glen at their right, and
-through this also spread the forest, under whose shadow they had
-already been driving for more than two miles.
-
-Into this, from the main road, diverged a ruder track, with a rather
-steep ascent. This by-road leads up to the Grange, rather a stiff
-pull. The driver had to dismount and lead his horses, and once or
-twice expressed doubts as to whether they could pull their burden up
-the hill.
-
-
- [IMAGE: images/img_011_th.jpg
- CAPTION: The Grange.]
-
-
-Alice Maybell, however, offered not to get out. She was nervous, and
-like a frightened child who gets its bed-clothes about its head, the
-instinct of concealment prevailed, and she trembled lest some other
-inquirer should cross her way less easily satisfied than the first.
-
-They soon reached a level platform, under the deep shadow of huge old
-trees, nearly meeting overhead. The hoarse cawing of a rookery came
-mellowed by short distance on the air. For all else, the place was
-silence itself.
-
-The man came to the door of the carriage to tell his “fare” that they
-had reached the Grange.
-
-“Stay where you are, Dulcibella, I shan’t be away many minutes,” said
-the young lady, looking pale, as if she was going to execution.
-
-“I will, Miss Alice; but you must get a bit to eat, dear, you’re
-hungry, I know by your looks; get a bit of bread and butter.”
-
-“Yes, yes, Dulcie,” said the young lady, not having heard a syllable
-of this little speech, as looking curiously at the old place, under
-whose walls they had arrived, she descended from the chaise.
-
-Under the leafy darkness stood two time-stained piers of stone, with a
-wicket open in the gate. Through this she peeped into a paved yard,
-all grass-grown, and surrounded by a high wall, with a fine mantle of
-ivy, through which showed dimly the neglected doors and windows of
-out-offices and stables. At the right rose, three stories high, with
-melancholy gables and tall chimneys, the old stone house.
-
-So this was Carwell Grange. Nettles grew in the corners of the yard,
-and tufts of grass in the chinks of the stone steps, and the worn
-masonry was tinted with moss and lichens, and all around rose the
-solemn melancholy screen of darksome foliage, high over the
-surrounding walls, and outtopping the gray roof of the house.
-
-She hesitated at the door, and then raised the latch; but a bolt
-secured it. Another hesitation, and she ventured to knock with a
-stone, that was probably placed there for the purpose.
-
-A lean old woman, whose countenance did not indicate a pleasant
-temper, put out her head from a window, and asked:
-
-“Well, an’ what brings _you_ here?”
-
-“I expected--to see a friend here,” she answered timidly; “and--and
-you are Mrs. Tarnley--I _think_?”
-
-“I’m the person,” answered the woman.
-
-“And I was told to show you this--and that you would admit me.”
-
-And she handed her, through the iron bars of the window, a little oval
-picture in a shagreen case, hardly bigger than a pennypiece.
-
-The old lady turned it to the light and looked hard at it, saying,
-“Ay--ay--my old eyes--they won’t see as they used to--but it is
-so--the old missus--yes--it’s all right, Miss,” and she viewed the
-young lady with some curiosity, but her tones were much more
-respectful as she handed her back the miniature.
-
-“I’ll open the door, please ’m.”
-
-And almost instantly Miss Maybell heard the bolts withdrawn.
-
-“Would you please to walk in--my lady? I can only bring ye into the
-kitchen. The apples is in the parlour, and the big room’s full o’
-straw--and the rest o’ them is locked up. It’ll be Master I know who
-ye’ll be looking arter?”
-
-The young lady blushed deeply--the question was hardly shaped in the
-most delicate way.
-
-“There was a woman in a _barooche_, I think they call it, asking was
-any one here, and asking very sharp after Master, and I told her he
-wasn’t here this many a day, nor like to be--and ’twas that made me a
-bit shy o’ you; you’ll understand, just for a bit.”
-
-“And is he--is your master?”--and she looked round the interior of the
-house.
-
-“No, he b’aint come; but here’s a letter--what’s your name?” she added
-abruptly, with a sudden access of suspicion.
-
-“Miss Maybell,” answered she.
-
-“Yes--well--you’ll excuse me, Miss, but I was told to be sharp, and
-wide-awake, you see. Will you come into the kitchen?”
-
-And without awaiting her answer the old woman led the way into the
-kitchen--a melancholy chamber, with two narrow windows, darkened by
-the trees not far off, that overshadowed the house.
-
-A crooked little cur dog, with protruding ribs, and an air of
-starvation, flew furiously at Miss Maybell, as she entered, and was
-rolled over on his back by a lusty kick from the old woman’s shoe; and
-a cat sitting before the fire, bounced under the table to escape the
-chances of battle.
-
-A little bit of fire smouldered in a corner of the grate. An oak
-stool, a deal chair, and a battered balloon-backed one, imported from
-better company, in a crazed and faded state, had grown weaker in the
-joints, and more ragged and dirty in its antique finery in its present
-fallen fortunes. There was some cracked delf on the dresser, and
-something was stewing in a tall saucepan, covered with a broken plate,
-and to this the old woman directed her attention first, stirring its
-contents, and peering into it for a while; and when she had replaced
-it carefully, she took the letter from her pocket, and gave it to Miss
-Maybell, who read it standing near the window.
-
-As she read this letter, which was a short one, the young lady looked
-angry, with bright eyes and a brilliant flush, then pale, and then the
-tears started to her eyes, and turning quite away from the old woman,
-and still holding up the letter as if reading it, she wept in silence.
-
-The old woman, if she saw this, evinced no sympathy, but continued to
-fidget about, muttering to herself, shoving her miserable furniture
-this way or that, arranging her crockery on the dresser, visiting the
-saucepan that sat patiently on the embers, and sometimes kicking the
-dog, with an unwomanly curse, when he growled. Drying her eyes, the
-young lady took her departure, and with a heavy heart left this dismal
-abode; but with the instinct of propitiation, strong in the unhappy,
-and with the melancholy hope of even buying a momentary sympathy, she
-placed some money in the dark hand of the crone, who made her a
-courtesy and a thankless “thankee, Miss,” on the step, as her eye
-counted over the silver with a greedy ogle, that lay on her lean palm.
-
-“Nothing for nothing.” On the whole a somewhat mercenary type of
-creation is the human. The post-boy reminded the young lady, as she
-came to the chaise-door, that she might as well gratify him, there and
-then, with the two pounds which she had promised. And this done, she
-took her place beside old Dulcibella, who had dropped into a reverie
-near akin to a doze, and so, without adventure they retraced their
-way, and once more passing under the shadow of Gryce’s mill, entered
-on their direct journey to Wyvern.
-
-The sun was near the western horizon, and threw the melancholy tints
-of sunset over a landscape, undulating and wooded, that spread before
-them, as they entered the short, broad avenue that leads through two
-files of noble old trees, to the gray front of many-chimneyed Wyvern.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- THE OLD SQUIRE AND ALICE MAYBELL.
-
-Wyvern is a very pretty old house. It is built of a light gray stone,
-in the later Tudor style. A portion of it is overgrown with thick ivy.
-It stands not far away from the high road, among grand old trees, and
-is one of the most interesting features in a richly-wooded landscape,
-that rises into little hills, and, breaking into rocky and
-forest-darkened glens, and sometimes into dimpling hollows, where the
-cattle pasture beside pleasant brooks, presents one of the prettiest
-countries to be found in England.
-
-The old squire, Henry Fairfield, has seen his summer and his autumn
-days out. It is winter with him now.
-
-He is not a pleasant picture of an English squire, but such,
-nevertheless, as the old portraits on the walls of Wyvern here and
-there testify, the family of Fairfield have occasionally turned out.
-
-He is not cheery nor kindly. Bleak, dark, and austere as a northern
-winter, is the age of that gaunt old man.
-
-He is too proud to grumble, and never asked any one for sympathy. But
-it is plain that he parts with his strength and his pleasures
-bitterly. Of course, seeing the old churchyard, down in the hollow at
-the left, as he stands of an evening on the steps, thoughts will
-strike him. He does not acquiesce in death. He resents the order of
-things. But he keeps his repinings to himself, and retaliates his
-mortification on the people about him.
-
-Though his hair is snowy, and his shoulders stooped, there is that in
-his length of bone and his stature that accords with the tradition of
-his early prowess and activity.
-
-He has long been a widower--fully thirty years. He has two sons, and
-no daughter. Two sons whom he does not much trust--neither of them
-young--Charles and Henry.
-
-By no means young are they. The elder, now forty-three, the younger
-only a year or two less. Charles has led a wandering life, and tried a
-good many things. He had been fond of play, and other expensive
-follies. He had sobered, however, people thought, and it might be his
-mission, notwithstanding his wild and wasteful young days, to pay off
-the debts of the estate.
-
-Henry, the younger son, a shrewd dealer in horses, liked being king of
-his company, condescended to strong ale, made love to the bar-maid at
-the “George,” in the little town of Wyvern, and affected the
-conversation of dog-fanciers, horse-jockeys, wrestlers, and similar
-celebrities.
-
-The old Squire was not much considered, and less beloved, by his sons.
-The gaunt old man was, however, more feared by these matured scions
-than their pride would have easily allowed. The fears of childhood
-survive its pleasures. Something of the ghostly terrors of the nursery
-haunt us through life, and the tyrant of early days maintains a
-strange and unavowed ascendancy over the imagination, long after his
-real power to inflict pain or privation has quite come to an end.
-
-As this tall, grim, handsome old man moves about the room, as he
-stands, or sits down, or turns eastward at the Creed in church--as he
-marches slowly toppling along the terrace, with his gold-headed cane
-in his hand, surveying the long familiar scenes which will soon bloom
-and brown no more for him--with sullen eyes, thinking his solitary
-thoughts--as in the long summer evenings he dozes in the great chair
-by the fire, which even in the dog-days smoulders in the drawing-room
-grate--looking like a gigantic effigy of winter--a pair of large and
-soft gray eyes follow, or steal towards him--removed when
-observed--but ever and anon returning. People have remarked this, and
-talked it over, and laughed and shook their heads, and built odd
-speculations upon it.
-
-Alice Maybell had grown up from orphan childhood under the roof of
-Wyvern. The old squire had been, after a fashion, kind to that pretty
-waif of humanity, which a chance wave of fortune had thrown at his
-door. She was the child of a distant cousin, who had happened, being a
-clergyman, to die in occupation of the vicarage of Wyvern. Her young
-mother lay, under the branches of the two great trees, in the lonely
-corner of the village churchyard; and not two years later the Vicar
-died, and was buried beside her.
-
-Melancholy, gentle Vicar! Some good judges, I believe, pronounced his
-sermons admirable. Seedily clothed, with kindly patience visiting his
-poor; very frugal--his pretty young wife and he were yet happy in the
-light and glow of the true love that is eternal. He was to her the
-nonpareil of vicars--the loveliest, wisest, wittiest, and best of men.
-She to him--what shall I say? The _same_ beautiful first love. Never a
-day older. Every summer threw new gold on her rich hair, and a softer
-and brighter bloom on her cheeks, and made her dearer and dearer than
-he could speak. He could only look and feel his heart swelling with a
-vain yearning to tell the love that lighted his face with its glory
-and called a mist to his kind eye.
-
-And then came a time when she had a secret to tell her Willie. Full of
-a wild fear and delight, in their tiny drawing-room, clasped in each
-other’s arms, they wept for joy, and a kind of wonder and some dim
-unspoken tremblings of fear, and loved one another, it seemed, as it
-were more desperately than ever.
-
-And then, as he read aloud to her in the evenings, her pretty fingers
-were busy with a new sort of work, full of wonderful and delightful
-interest. A little guest was coming, a little creature with an
-immortal soul, that was to be as clever and handsome as Willie.
-
-“And, oh, Willie, darling, don’t you hope I may live to see it? Ah,
-Willie, would not it be sad?”
-
-And then the Vicar, smiling through tears, would put his arms round
-her, and comfort her, breaking into a rapturous castle-building and a
-painting of pictures of this great new happiness and treasure that was
-coming.
-
-And so in due time the little caps and frocks and all the tiny
-wardrobe were finished; and the day came when the long-pictured
-treasure was to come. It was there; but its young mother’s eyes were
-dim, and the pretty hands that had made its little dress and longed to
-clasp it were laid beside her, never to stir again.
-
-“The Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away--blessed be the name of
-the Lord.” Yes, blessed be the name of the Lord for that love that
-outlives the separation of death--that saddens and glorifies memory
-with its melancholy light, and illuminates far futurity with a lamp
-whose trembling ray is the thread that draws us toward heaven. Blessed
-in giving and in taking--blessed for the yearning remembrances, and
-for the agony of hope.
-
-The little baby--the relic--the treasure was there. Poor little
-forlorn baby! And with this little mute companion to look at and sit
-by, his sorrow was stealing away into a wonderful love; and in this
-love a consolation and a living fountain of sympathy with his darling
-who was gone.
-
-A trouble of a new kind had come. Squire Fairfield, who wanted money,
-raised a claim for rent for the vicarage and its little garden. The
-Vicar hated law and feared it, and would no doubt have submitted; but
-this was a battle in which the Bishop took command, and insisted on
-fighting it out. It was a tedious business.
-
-It had lasted two years nearly, and was still alive and angry, when
-the Reverend William Maybell took a cold, which no one thought would
-signify. A brother clergyman from Willowford kindly undertook his duty
-for one Sunday, and on the next he had died.
-
-The Wyvern doctor said the vis-vitæ was wanting--he had lived quite
-too low, and had not stamina, and so sank like a child.
-
-But there was more. When on Sundays, as the sweet bell of Wyvern
-trembled in the air, the Vicar had walked alone up to the old gray
-porch, and saw the two trees near the ivied nook of the
-churchyard-wall, a home-sickness yearned at his heart, and when the
-hour came his spirit acquiesced in death.
-
-Old Squire Fairfield knew that it was the Bishop who really, and, as I
-believe, rightly opposed him, for to this day the vicarage pays no
-rent; but the proud and violent man chose to make the Vicar feel his
-resentment. He beheld him with a gloomy and thunderous aspect, never a
-word more would he exchange with him; he turned his back upon him; he
-forbid him the footpath across the fields of Wyvern, that made the way
-to church shorter. He walked out of church grimly when his sermon
-began. He turned the Vicar’s cow off the common, and made him every
-way feel the weight of his displeasure.
-
-Well, now the Vicar was dead. He had borne it all very gently and
-sadly, and it was over, a page in the past, no line erasable, no line
-addible for ever.
-
-“So Parson’s dead and buried; serve him right,” said the Squire of
-Wyvern. “Thankless rascal. You go down and tell them I must have the
-house up on the 24th, and if they don’t go, you bundle ’em out, Thomas
-Rooke.”
-
-“There’ll be the Vicar’s little child there; who’s to take it in,
-Squire?” asked Tom Rooke, after a hesitation.
-
-“You may, or the Bishop, d---- him.”
-
-“I’m a poor man, and, for the Bishop, he’s not like to----”
-
-“Let ’em try the workhouse,” said the Squire, “where many a better
-man’s brat is.”
-
-And he gave Tom Rooke a look that might have knocked him down, and
-turned his back on him and walked away.
-
-A week or so after he went down himself to the vicarage with Tom
-Rooke. Old Dulcibella Crane went over the lower part of the house with
-Tom, and the Squire strode up the stairs, and stooping his tall head
-as he entered the door, walked into the first room he met with, in a
-surly mood.
-
-The clatter of his boots prevented his hearing, till he had got well
-into the room, the low crying of a little child in a cradle. He stayed
-his step for a moment. He had quite forgotten that unimportant being,
-and he half turned to go out again, but changed his mind. He stooped
-over the cradle, and the little child’s crying ceased. It was a very
-pretty face and large eyes, still wet with tears, that looked up with
-an earnest wondering gaze at him from out the tiny blankets.
-
-
- [IMAGE: images/img_019.jpg
- CAPTION:
- “The clatter of his boots prevented his hearing, till he had got well
- into the room, the low crying of a little child in a cradle. He stayed
- his step for a moment. He had quite forgotten that unimportant being,
- and he half turned to go out again, but changed his mind.”]
-
-
-Old Dulcibella Crane had gone down, and the solitude, no doubt,
-affrighted it, and there was consolation even in the presence of the
-grim Squire, into whose face those large eyes looked with innocent
-trust.
-
-Who would have thought it? Below lay the little image of utter human
-weakness; above stooped a statue of inflexibility and power, a strong
-statue with a grim contracted eye. There was a heart, steeled against
-man’s remonstrance, and a pride that would have burst into fury at a
-hint of reproof. Below lay the mere wonder and vagueness of dumb
-infancy. Could contest be imagined more hopeless! But “the faithful
-Creator,” who loved the poor Vicar, had brought those eyes to meet.
-
-The little child’s crying was hushed; big tears hung in its great
-wondering eyes, and the little face looked up pale and forlorn. It was
-a gaze that lasted while you might count four or five. But its
-mysterious work of love was done. “All things were made by Him, and
-without Him was not anything made that was made.”
-
-Squire Fairfield walked round this room, and went out and examined the
-others, and went downstairs in silence, and when he was going out at
-the hall-door he stopped and looked at old Dulcibella Crane, who stood
-courtesying at it in great fear, and said he--
-
-“The child’ll be better at home wi’ me, up at Wyvern, and I’ll send
-down for it and you in the afternoon, till--something’s settled.”
-
-And on this invitation little Alice Maybell and her nurse, Dulcibella
-Crane, came to Wyvern Manor, and had remained there now for twenty
-years.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
- THE TERRACE GARDEN.
-
-Alice Maybell grew up very pretty; not a riant beauty, without much
-colour, rather pale, indeed, and a little sad. What struck one at
-first sight was a slender figure, with a prettiness in every motion. A
-clear-tinted oval face, with very large dark gray eyes, such as Chaucer
-describes in his beauties as “ey-es gray as glass,” with very long
-lashes; her lips of a very brilliant red, with even little teeth, and
-when she smiled a great many tiny soft dimples.
-
-This pretty creature led a lonely life at Wyvern. Between her and the
-young squires, Charles and Henry, there intervened the great gulf of
-twenty years, and she was left very much to herself.
-
-Sometimes she rode into the village with the old Squire; she sat in
-the Wyvern pew every Sunday; but except on those and like occasions,
-the townsfolk saw little of her.
-
-“’Taint after her father or mother she takes with them airs of hers;
-there was no pride in the Vicar or poor Mrs. Maybell, and she’ll never
-be like her mother, a nice little thing she was.”
-
-So said Mrs. Ford of the “George” Inn at Wyvern--but what she called
-pride was in reality shyness.
-
-About Miss Maybell there was a very odd rumour afloat in the town. It
-had got about that this beautiful young lady was in love with old
-Squire Fairfield--or at least with his estate of Wyvern.
-
-The village doctor was standing with his back to his drawing-room
-fire, and the newspaper in his left hand lowered to his knee--as he
-held forth to his wife, and romantic old Mrs. Diaper--at the
-tea-table.
-
-“If she is in love with that old man, as they say, take my word for
-it, she’ll not be long out of a mad-house.”
-
-“How do you mean, my dear?” asked his wife.
-
-“I mean it is not love at all, but incipient mania. Her lonely life up
-there at Wyvern would make any girl odd, and it’s setting her
-mad--that’s how I mean.”
-
-“My dear sir,” remonstrated fat Mrs. Diaper, who was learned as well
-as romantic, “romance takes very whimsical shape at times; Vanessa was
-in love with Dean Swift, and very young men were passionately in love
-with Ninon de l’Enclos.”
-
-“Tut--stuff--did I ever hear!” exclaimed Mrs. Buttle, derisively, “who
-ever thought of love or romance in the matter? The young lady thinks
-it would be very well to be mistress of Wyvern, and secure a
-comfortable jointure, and so it would; and if she can make that
-unfortunate old man fancy her in love with him, she’ll bring him to
-that, I have very little doubt. I never knew a quiet minx that wasn’t
-sly--smooth water.”
-
-In fact, through the little town of Wyvern, shut out for the most part
-from the forest grounds, and old gray manor-house of the same name, it
-came to be buzzed abroad and about that, whether for love, or from a
-motive more sane, though less refined, pretty Miss Alice Maybell had
-set her heart on marrying her surly old benefactor, whose years were
-enough for her grandfather.
-
-It was an odd idea to get into people’s heads; but why were her large
-soft gray eyes always following the Squire by stealth?
-
-And, after all, what is incredible of the insanities of ambition? or
-the subtilty of women?
-
-In the stable-yard of Wyvern Master Charles had his foot in the
-stirrup, and the old fellow with a mulberry-coloured face, and little
-gray eyes, who held the stirrup-leather at the other side, said,
-grinning--
-
-“I wish ye may get it.”
-
-“Get what?” said Charles Fairfield, arresting his spring for a moment
-and turning his dark and still handsome face, with a hard look at the
-man, for there was something dry and sly in his face and voice.
-
-“What we was talking of--the old house and the land,” said the man.
-
-“Hey, is that all?” said the young squire as he was still called at
-four-and-forty, throwing himself lightly into the saddle. “I’m pretty
-easy about that. Why, what’s the matter?”
-
-“What if the old fellow took it in his head to marry?”
-
-“Marry--eh? well, if he did, I don’t care; but what the devil makes
-you talk like that? why, man, there’s black and white, seal and
-parchment for that, the house and acres are settled, Tom; and who do
-you think would marry him?”
-
-“You’re the last to hear it; any child in the town could tell you,
-Miss Alice Maybell.”
-
-“Oh! do they really? I did not think of that,” said the young squire,
-first looking in old Tom’s hard gray eyes. Then for a moment at his
-own boot thoughtfully, and then he swung himself into the saddle, and
-struck his spur in his horse’s side, and away he plunged, without
-another word.
-
-“He don’t like it, not a bit,” said Tom, following him with askance
-look as he rode down the avenue. “No more do I, she’s always
-a-watching of the Squire, and old Harry does throw a sheep’s eye at
-her, and she’s a likely lass; what though he be old, it’s an old rat
-that won’t eat cheese.”
-
-As Tom stood thus, he received a poke on the shoulder with the end of
-a stick, and looking round saw old Squire Harry.
-
-The Squire’s face was threatening. “Turn about, d--n ye, what were you
-saying to that boy o’ mine?”
-
-“Nothin’ as I remember,” lied Tom, bluntly.
-
-“Come, what was it?” said the hard old voice, sternly.
-
-“I said Blackie’d be the better of a brushin-boot, that’s all, I
-mind.”
-
-“You lie, I saw you look over your shoulder before you said it, and
-while he was talkin’ he saw me a-comin’, and he looked away--I caught
-ye at it, ye pair of false, pratin’ scoundrels; ye were talkin’ o’
-me--come, what did he say, sirrah?”
-
-“Narra word about ye.”
-
-“You lie; out wi’ it, sir, or I’ll make your head sing like the church
-bell.”
-
-And he shook his stick in his great tremulous fist, with a look that
-Tom well knew.
-
-“Narra word about you from first to last,” said Tom; and he cursed and
-swore in support of his statement, for a violent master makes liars of
-his servants, and the servile vices crop up fast and rank under the
-shadow of tyranny.
-
-“I don’t believe you,” said the Squire irresolutely, “you’re a liar,
-Tom, a black liar; ye’ll choke wi’ lies some day--you--fool!”
-
-But the Squire seemed partly appeased, and stood with the point of his
-stick now upon the ground, looking down on little Tom, with a somewhat
-grim and dubious visage, and after a few moments’ silence he asked--
-
-“Where’s Miss Alice?”
-
-“Takin’ a walk, sir.”
-
-“_Where_, I say?”
-
-“She went towards the terrace-garden,” answered Tom.
-
-And toward the terrace-garden walked with a stately, tottering step
-the old Squire, with his great mastiff at his heels. Under the shadow
-of tall trees, one side of their rugged stems lighted with the yellow
-sunset, the other in soft gray, while the small birds were singing
-pleasantly high over his head among quivering leaves.
-
-He entered the garden, ascending five worn steps of stone, between two
-weather-worn stone-urns. It is a pretty garden, all the prettier
-though sadder for its neglected state. Tall trees overtop its walls
-from without, and those gray walls are here and there overgrown with a
-luxuriant mantle of ivy; within are yew-trees and wonderfully tall old
-myrtles; laurels not headed down for fifty years, and grown from
-shrubs into straggling, melancholy trees. Its broad walls are now
-overgrown with grass, and it has the air and solitude of a ruin.
-
-In this conventual seclusion, seated under the shade of a great old
-tree, he saw her. The old-fashioned rustic seat on which she sat is
-confronted by another, with what was once a gravel walk between.
-
-More erect, shaking himself up as it were, he strode slowly toward
-her. Her head was supported by her hand--her book on her lap--she
-seemed lost in a reverie, as he approached unawares over the thick
-carpet of grass and weeds.
-
-“Well, lass, what brings you here? You’ll be sneezing and coughing for
-this; won’t you--sneezing and coughing--a moist, dark nook ye’ve
-chosen,” said Squire Harry, placing himself, nevertheless, on the seat
-opposite.
-
-She started at the sound of his voice, and as she looked up in his
-face, he saw that she had been crying.
-
-The Squire said nothing, but stiffly scuffled and poked the weeds and
-grass at his feet, for a while, with the end of his stick, and
-whistled low, some dreary old bars to himself.
-
-At length he said abruptly, but in a kind tone--
-
-“You’re no child, now; you’ve grown up; you’re a well-thriven,
-handsome young woman, little Alice. There’s not one to compare wi’ ye;
-of all the lasses that come to Wyvern Church ye bear the bell, ye do,
-ye bear the bell; ye know it. Don’t ye? Come, say lass; don’t ye know
-there’s none to compare wi’ ye?”
-
-“Thank you, sir. It’s very good of you to think so--you’re always so
-kind,” said pretty Alice, looking very earnestly up in his face, her
-large tearful eyes wider than usual, and wondering, and, perhaps,
-hoping for what might come next.
-
-“I’ll be kinder, may-be; never ye mind; ye like Wyvern, lass--the old
-house; well, it’s snug, it is. It’s a good old English house: none o’
-your thin brick walls and Greek pillars, and scrape o’ rotten plaster,
-like my Lord Wrybroke’s sprawling house, they think so fine--but they
-don’t think it, only they say so, and they lie, just to flatter the
-peer; d---- them. They go to London and learn courtiers’ ways there;
-that wasn’t so when I was a boy; a good old gentleman that kept house
-and hounds here was more, by a long score, than half a dozen fine
-Lunnon lords; and you’re handsomer, Alice, and a deal better, and a
-better lady, too, than the best o’ them painted, fine ladies, that’s
-too nice to eat good beef or mutton, and can’t call a cabbage a
-cabbage, I’m told, and would turn up their eyes, like a duck in
-thunder, if a body told ’em to put on their pattens, and walk out, as
-my mother used, to look over the poultry. But what was that you were
-saying--I forget?”
-
-“I don’t think, sir--I don’t remember--was I saying anything? I--I
-don’t recollect,” said Alice, who knew that she had contributed
-nothing to the talk.
-
-“And you like Wyvern,” pursued the old man, with a gruff sort of
-kindness, “well, you’re right; it’s not bin a bad home for ye, and
-ye’d grieve to leave it. Ay--you’re right, there’s no place like
-it--there’s no air like it, and ye love Wyvern, and ye _sha’n’t_ leave
-it, Alice.”
-
-Alice Maybell looked hard at him; she was frightened, and also
-agitated. She grew suddenly pale, but the Squire not observing this,
-continued--
-
-“That is, unless ye be the greatest fool in the country’s side. You’d
-miss Wyvern, and the old woods, and glens, and spinnies, and, mayhap,
-ye’d miss the old man a bit too--not so old as they give out though,
-and ’tisn’t always the old dog gives in first--mind ye--nor the young
-un that’s the best dog, neither. I don’t care that stick for my
-sons--no more than they for me--that’s reason. They’re no comfort to
-me, nor never was. They’d be devilish glad I was carried out o’ Wyvern
-Hall feet foremost.”
-
-“Oh, sir, you can’t think--”
-
-“Hold your little fool’s tongue; I’m wiser than you. If it warn’t for
-you, child, I don’t see much my life would be good for. You don’t wish
-me dead, like those cubs. Hold your tongue, lass. I see some one’s bin
-frightenin’ you; but I’m not going to die for a bit. Don’t you take
-on; gi’e us your hand.”
-
-And he took it, and held it fast in his massive grasp.
-
-“Ye’ve been cryin’, ye fool. Them fellows bin sayin’ I’m breakin’ up.
-It’s a d--d lie. I’ve a mind to send them about their business. I’d do
-it as ready as put a horse over a three-foot wall; but I’ve twelve
-years’ life in me yet. I’m good for fourteen years, if I live as long
-as my father did. He took his time about it, and no one heard me
-grumble, and I’ll take mine. Don’t ye be a fool; I tell you there’s no
-one goin’ to die here, that I know of. There’s gentle blood in your
-veins, and you’re a kind lass, and I’ll take care o’ you--mind, I’ll
-do it, and I’ll talk to you again.”
-
-And so saying, he gave her hand a parting shake, and let it drop, and
-rising, he turned away, and strode stiffly from the garden. He was not
-often so voluble; and now the whole of this talk seemed to Alice
-Maybell a riddle. He could not be thinking of marrying; but was he
-thinking of leaving her the house and a provision for her life?
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
- THE OLD SQUIRE UNLIKE HIMSELF.
-
-He talked very little that night in the old-fashioned drawing-room,
-where Alice played his favourite old airs for him on the piano, which
-he still called the “harpsichord.” He sat sometimes dozing, sometimes
-listening to her music, in the great chair by the fire. He ruminated,
-perhaps, but he did not open the subject, whatever it might be, which
-he had hinted at.
-
-
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- CAPTION:
- “He sat sometimes dozing, sometimes listening to her music, in the
- great chair by the fire.”]
-
-
-But before ten o’clock came, he got up and stood with his back to the
-fire. Is there any age at which folly has quite done with us, and we
-cease from building castles in the air?
-
-“My wife was a tartar,” said he rather abruptly, “and she was always
-telling me I’d marry again before she was cold in her grave, and I
-made answer, ‘I’ve had enough of that market, I thank you; one wife in
-a life is one too many.’ But she wasn’t like you--no more than chalk
-to cheese--a head devil she was. Play me the ‘Week before Easter’
-again, lass.”
-
-And the young lady thrice over played that pretty but vulgar old air;
-and when she paused the gaunt old Squire chanted the refrain from the
-hearth-rug, somewhat quaveringly and discordantly.
-
-“You should have heard Tom Snedly sing that round a bowl of punch. My
-sons, a pair o’ dull dogs--we were pleasanter fellows then--I don’t
-care if they was at the bottom of the Lunnon canal. Gi’e us the
-‘Lincolnshire Poacher,’ lass. Pippin-squeezing rascals--and never
-loved me. I sometimes think I don’t know what the world’s a-comin’ to.
-I’d be a younger lad by a score o’ years, if neighbours were as I
-remember ’em.”
-
-At that moment entered old Tom Ward, who, like his master, had seen
-younger, if not better days, bearing something hot in a silver tankard
-on a little tray. Tom looked at the Squire. The Squire pointed to the
-little table by the hearth-rug, and pulled out his great gold watch,
-and found it was time for his “night-cap.”
-
-Tom was skilled in the brew that pleased his master, and stood with
-his shrewd gray eye on him, till he had swallowed his first glass,
-then the Squire nodded gruffly, and he knew all was right, and was
-relieved, for every one stood in awe of old Fairfield.
-
-Tom was gone, and the Squire drank a second glass, slowly, and then a
-third, and stood up again with his back to the fire and filled his
-glass with the last precious drops of his cordial, and placed it on
-the chimney-piece, and looked steadfastly on the girl, whose eyes
-looked sad on the notes, while her slender fingers played those
-hilarious airs which Squire Fairfield delighted to listen to.
-
-“Down in the mouth, lass--hey?” said the Squire with a suddenness that
-made the unconscious girl start.
-
-When she looked up he was standing grinning upon her, from the
-hearth-rug, with his glass in his fingers, and his face flushed.
-
-“You girls, when you like a lad, you’re always in the dumps--ain’t
-ye?--mopin’ and moultin’ like a sick bird, till the fellow comes out
-wi’ his mind, and then all’s right, flutter and song and new feathers,
-and--come, what do you think o’ me, lass?”
-
-She looked at him dumbly, with a colourless and frightened face. She
-saw no object in the room but the tall figure of the old man, flushed
-with punch, and leering with a horrid jollity, straight before her
-like a vivid magic-lantern figure in the dark. He was grinning and
-wagging his head with exulting encouragement.
-
-Had Squire Fairfield, as men have done, all on a sudden grown insane;
-and was that leering mask, the furrows and contortions of which, and
-its glittering eyes, were fixing themselves horribly on her brain, a
-familiar face transformed by madness?
-
-“Come, lass, do ye like me?” demanded the phantom.
-
-“Well, you’re tongue-tied, ye little fool--shame-faced, and all that,
-I see,” he resumed after a little pause. “But you _shall_ answer--ye
-must; you do--you like old Wyvern, the old Squire. You’d feel strange
-in another place--ye would, and a younger fellow would not be a tithe
-so kind as me--and I like ye well, chick-a-biddy, chick-a-biddy--ye’ll
-be my little queen, and I’ll keep ye brave satins and ribbons, and
-laces, and lawn; and I’ll gi’e ye the jewellery--d’ye
-hear?--necklaces, and ear-rings, and bodkins, and all the rest, for
-your own, mind; for the Captain nor Jack shall never hang them on wife
-o’ theirs, mind ye--and ye’ll be the grandest lady has ever bin in
-Wyvern this hundred years--and ye’ll have nothing to do but sit all
-day in the window, or ride in the coach, and order your maids about;
-and I’ll leave you every acre and stick and stone, and silver spoon,
-that’s in or round about Wyvern--for you’re a good lass, and I’ll make
-a woman of you; and I’d like to break them young rascals’ necks--they
-never deserved a shilling o’ mine; so gi’e’s your hand, lass, and the
-bargain’s made.”
-
-So the Squire strode a step or two nearer, extending his huge bony
-hand, and Alice, aghast, stared with wide open eyes fixed on him, and
-exclaiming faintly, “Oh, sir!--oh, Mr. Fairfield!”
-
-“_Oh_! to be sure, and _oh_, Squire Fairfield!” chuckled he, mimicking
-the young lady, as he drew near; “ye need not be shy, nor scared by
-me, little Alice; I like you too well to hurt the tip o’ your little
-finger, look ye--and you’ll sleep on’t, and tell me all to-morrow
-morning.”
-
-And he laid his mighty hands, that had lifted wrestlers from the
-earth, and hurled boxers headlong in his day, tremulously on her two
-little shoulders. “And ye’ll say good-night, and gi’e me a buss;
-good-night to ye, lass, and we’ll talk again in the morning, and ye’ll
-say naught, mind, to the boys, d----n ’em, till all’s settled--ye
-smooth-cheeked, bright-eyed, cherry-lipped little”----
-
-And here the ancient Squire boisterously “bussed” the young lady, as
-he had threatened, and two or three times again, till scrubbed by the
-white stubble of his chin, she broke away, with her cheeks flaming,
-and still more alarmed, reached the door.
-
-“Say good-night, won’t ye, hey?” bawled the Squire, still in a chuckle
-and shoving the chairs out of his way as he stumbled after her.
-
-“Good-night, sir,” cried she, and made her escape through the door,
-and under the arch that opened from the hall, and up the stairs toward
-her room, calling as unconcernedly as she could, but with tremulous
-eagerness to her old servant, “Dulcibella, are you there?” and
-immensely relieved when she heard her kindly old voice, and saw the
-light of her candle.
-
-“I say--hallo--why wench, what the devil’s come over ye?” halloed the
-voice of the old man from the foot of the stairs. “That’s the trick
-of you rogues all--ye run away to draw us after; well, it won’t
-do--another time. I say, good-night, ye wild bird.”
-
-“Thank you, sir--good-night, sir--good-night, sir,” repeated the voice
-of Alice, higher and higher up the stairs, and he heard her door shut.
-
-He stood with a flushed face, and a sardonic grin for a while, looking
-up the stairs, with his big bony hand on the banister, and wondering
-how young he was; and he laughed and muttered pleasantly, and resolved
-it should all be settled between them next evening; and so again he
-looked at his watch, and found that she had not gone, after all,
-earlier than usual, and went back to his fire, and rang the bell, and
-got a second “night-cap,” as he called his flagon of punch.
-
-Tom remarked how straight the Squire stood that night, with his back
-to the fire, eyeing him as he entered from the corners of his eyes,
-with a grin, and a wicked wag of his head.
-
-“A dull dog, Tom. Who’s a-goin’ to hang ye? D--n ye, look brighter, or
-I’ll stir ye up with the poker. Never shake your head, man; ye may
-brew yourself a tankard o’ this, and ye’ll find you’re younger than ye
-think for, and some of the wenches will be throwing a sheep’s eye at
-you--who knows?”
-
-Tom did not quite know what to make of this fierce lighting up of
-gaiety and benevolence. An inquisitive glance he fixed stealthily on
-his master, and thanked him dubiously--for he was habitually afraid of
-him; and as he walked away through the passages, he sometimes thought
-the letter that came that afternoon might have told of the death of
-old Lady Drayton, or some other relief of the estate; and sometimes
-his suspicions were nearer to the truth, for in drowsy houses like
-Wyvern, where events are few, all theses of conversation are valuable
-and speculation is active, and you may be sure that what was talked of
-in the town was no mystery in the servants’ hall, though more gossiped
-over than believed.
-
-Men who are kings in very small dominions are whimsical, as well as
-imperious--eccentricity is the companion of seclusion--and the Squire
-had a jealous custom, in his house, which was among the oddities of
-his despotism; it was simply this: the staircase up which Alice
-Maybell flew, that night, to old Dulcibella and her room, is that
-which ascends the northern wing of the house. A strong door in the
-short passage leading to it from the hall shuts it off from the rest
-of the building on that level.
-
-For this young lady, then, while she was still a child, Squire
-Fairfield had easily made an Oriental seclusion in his household, by
-locking, with his own hand, that door every night, and securing more
-permanently the doors which, on other levels, afforded access to the
-same wing.
-
-He had a slight opinion of the other sex, and an evil one of his own,
-and would have no Romeo and Juliet tragedies. As he locked this door
-after Miss Alice Maybell’s “good-night,” he would sometimes wag his
-head shrewdly and wink to himself in the lonely oak hall, as he
-dropped the key into his deep coat pocket--“safe bind, safe find,”
-“better sure than sorry,” and other wise saws seconding the
-precaution.
-
-So this night he recollected the key, as usual, which in the early
-morning, when he drank his glass of beer at his room-door, he handed
-to old Mrs. Durdin, who turned it in the lock, and restored access for
-the day.
-
-This custom was too ancient--reaching back beyond her earliest
-memory--to suggest the idea of an affront, and so it was acquiesced in
-and never troubled Miss Maybell; the lock was not tampered with, the
-door was never passed, although the Squire, versed in old saws, was
-simple to rely on that security against a power that laughs at
-locksmiths.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
- THE SQUIRE’S ELDEST SON COMES HOME.
-
-Thus was old Squire Fairfield unexpectedly transformed, and much to
-the horror of pretty Alice Maybell, appeared in the character of a
-lover, grim, ungainly, and without the least chance of that brighter
-transformation which ultimately more than reconciles “beauty” to her
-conjugal relations with the “beast.”
-
-Grotesque and even ghastly it would have seemed at any time. But now
-it was positively dismaying, and poor troubled little Alice Maybell,
-on reaching her room, sat down on the side of her bed, and to the
-horror and bewilderment of old Dulcibella, wept bitterly and long.
-
-The harmless gabble of the old nurse, who placed herself by her side,
-patting her all the time upon the shoulder, was as the sound of a
-humming in the woods in summer time, or the crooning of a brook.
-Though her ear was hardly conscious of it, perhaps it soothed her.
-
-Next day there was a little stir at Wyvern, for Charles--or as he was
-oftener called, Captain Fairfield--arrived. This “elderly young
-gentleman,” as Lady Wyndale called him, led a listless life there. He
-did not much affect rustic amusements; he fished now and then, but
-cared little for shooting, and less for hunting. His time hung heavy
-on his hands, and he did not well know what to do with himself. He
-smoked and strolled about a good deal, and rode into Wyvern and talked
-with the townspeople. But the country plainly bored him, and not the
-less that his sojourn had been in London, and the contrast made
-matters worse. Alice Maybell had a headache that morning, and not
-caring to meet the Squire earlier than was inevitable, chose to say
-so.
-
-The Captain, who, travelling by the mail, had arrived at eight
-o’clock, took his place at the breakfast-table at nine, and received
-for welcome a gruff nod from the Squire, and the tacit permission to
-grasp the knuckles which he grudgingly extended to him to shake.
-
-In that little drama in which the old Squire chose now to figure, his
-son Charles was confoundedly in the way.
-
-“Well, and what were you doin’ in Lunnon all this time?” grumbled
-Squire Harry when he had finished his rasher and his cup of coffee,
-after a long, hard look at Charles, who, in happy unconsciousness,
-crunched his toast, and read the county paper.
-
-“I beg your pardon, sir, I didn’t hear--you were saying?” said
-Charles, looking up and lowering the paper.
-
-“Hoo--yes--I was saying, I don’t think you went all the way to Lunnon
-to say your prayers in St. Paul’s; you’ve bin losing money in those
-hells and places; when your pocket’s full away you go and leave it wi’
-them town blackguards, and back you come as empty as a broken sack to
-live on me, and so on. Come, now, how much rent do you take by the
-year from that place your fool of a mother left ye--the tartar!--hey?”
-
-“I think, sir, about three hundred a year,” answered Charles.
-
-“Three hundred _and eighty_,” said the old man, with a grin and a wag
-of his head. “I’m not so old that I can’t remember _that_--three
-hundred and eighty; and ye flung that away in Lunnon taverns and
-operas, on dancers and dicers, and ye come back here without a
-shillin’ left to bless yourself, to ride my horses and drink my wine;
-and ye call that fair play. Come along, here.”
-
-And, followed by his mastiff, he marched stiffly out of the room.
-
-Charles was surprised at this explosion, and sat looking after the
-grim old man, not knowing well what to make of it, for Squire Harry
-was openhearted enough, and never counted the cost of his
-hospitalities, and had never grudged him his home at Wyvern before.
-
-“Much he knows about it,” thought Charles; “time enough, though. If
-I’m _de trop_ here I can take my portmanteau and umbrella, and make my
-bow and go cheerfully.”
-
-The tall Captain, however, did not look cheerful, but pale and angry,
-as he stood up and kicked the newspaper, which fell across his foot,
-fiercely. He looked out of the window, with one hand in his pocket, in
-sour rumination. Then he took his rod and flies and cigar-case, and
-strolled down to the river, where, in that engrossing and monotonous
-delight, celebrated of old by Venables and Walton, he dreamed away the
-dull hours.
-
-Blessed resource for those mysterious mortals to whom nature accords
-it--stealing away, as they wander solitary along the devious
-river-bank, the memory, the remorse, and the miseries of life, like
-the flow and music of the shadowy Lethe.
-
-This Captain did not look like the man his father had described
-him--an anxious man, rather than a man of pleasure--a man who was no
-sooner alone than he seemed to brood over some intolerable care, and,
-except during the exercise of his “gentle craft,” his looks were
-seldom happy or serene.
-
-The hour of dinner came. A party of three, by no means well assorted.
-The old Squire in no genial mood and awfully silent. Charles silent
-and abstracted too; his body sitting there eating its dinner, and his
-soul wandering with black care and other phantoms by far-off Styx. The
-young lady had her own thoughts to herself, uncomfortable thoughts.
-
-At last the Squire spoke to the intruder, with a look that might have
-laid him in the Red Sea.
-
-“In my time young fellows were more alive, and had something to say
-for themselves. I don’t want your talk myself over my victuals, but
-you should ’a spoke to _her_--’tisn’t civil--’tweren’t the way in my
-day. I don’t think ye asked her ‘How are ye?’ since ye came back.
-Lunnon manners, maybe.”
-
-“Oh, but I assure you I did. I could not have made such an omission.
-Alice will tell you I was not quite so stupid,” said Charles, raising
-his eyes, and looking at her.
-
-“Not that it signifies, mind ye, the crack of a whip, whether ye did
-or no,” continued the Squire; “but ye may as well remember that ye’re
-not brother and sister exactly, and ye’ll call her Miss Maybell, and
-not Alice no longer.”
-
-The Captain stared. The old Squire looked resolutely at the
-brandy-flask from which he was pouring into his tumbler. Alice
-Maybell’s eyes were lowered to the edge of her plate, and with the tip
-of her finger she fiddled with the crumbs on the table-cloth. She did
-not know what to say, or what might be coming.
-
-So soon as the Squire had quite compounded his brandy-and-water he
-lifted his surly eyes to his son with a flush on his aged cheek, and
-wagged his head with oracular grimness, and silence descended again
-for a time upon the three kinsfolk.
-
-This uncomfortable party, I suppose, were off again, each on their own
-thoughts, in another minute. But no one said a word for some time.
-
-“By-the-bye, Alice--Miss Maybell, I mean--I saw in London a little
-picture that would have interested you,” said the Captain, “an
-enamelled miniature of Marie Antoinette, a pretty little thing, only
-the size of your watch; you can’t think how spirited and beautiful it
-was.”
-
-“And why the dickens didn’t ye buy it, and make her a compliment of
-it? Much good tellin’ her how pretty it was,” said the Squire,
-sulkily; “’twasn’t for want o’ money. D---- it, in my day a young
-fellow ’d be ashamed to talk of such a thing without he had it in his
-pocket to make an offer of;” and the old Squire muttered sardonically
-to his brandy-and-water, and neither Miss Alice nor Captain Fairfield
-knew well what to say. The old man seemed bent on extinguishing every
-little symptom of a lighting up of the gloom which his presence
-induced.
-
-They came at last into the drawing-room. The Squire took his
-accustomed place by the fire. In due time came his “night-cap.” Miss
-Alice played his airs over and over on the piano. The Captain yawned
-stealthily into his hand at intervals, and at last stole away.
-
-“Well, Ally, here we are at last, girl. That moping rascal’s gone to
-his bed; I thought he’d never ’a gone. And now come here, ye little
-fool, I want to talk to ye. Come, I say, what the devil be ye afeared
-on? I’d like to see the fellow ’d be uncivil to you. My wife, as soon
-as the lawyers can write out the parchments, the best settlements has
-ever bin made on a Fairfield’s wife since my great uncle’s time. Why,
-ye look as frightened, ye pretty little fool, as if I was a-going to
-rob ye, instead of making ye lady o’ Wyvern, and giving ye every
-blessed thing I have on earth. That’s right!”
-
-He had taken her timid little hand in his bony and tremulous grasp.
-
-“I’ll have ye grander than any that ever has been”--he was looking in
-her face with an exulting glare of admiration--“and I’ll give ye the
-diamonds for your own, mind, and I’ll have your picture took by a
-painter. There was never a lady o’ Wyvern fit to hold a candle to ye,
-and I’m a better man than half the young fellows that’s going; and
-ye’ll do as ye like--wi’ servants, and house and horses and all--I’ll
-deny ye in nothing. And why, sweetheart, didn’t you come down this
-morning? Was you ailing, child--was pretty Ally sick in earnest?”
-
-“A headache, sir. I--I have it still--if--if you would not mind, I’ll
-be better, sir, in my room. I’ve had a very bad headache. It will be
-quite well, I daresay, by to-morrow. You are very kind, sir; you have
-always been very kind, sir; I never can thank you--never, never, sir,
-as I feel.”
-
-“Tut, folly, nonsense, child; wait till all’s done, and thank me then,
-if ye will. I’ll make ye as fine as the queen, and finer.” Every now
-and then he emphasized his harangue by kissing her cheeks and lips,
-which added to her perplexity and terror, and made her skin flame with
-the boisterous rasp of his stubbled chin. “And ye’ll be my little
-duchess, my beauty; ye will, my queen o’ diamonds, you
-roguey-poguey-woguey, as cunning as a dog-fox;” and in the midst of
-these tumultuous endearments she managed to break away from the
-amorous ogre, and was out of the door, and up the stairs to her room,
-and old Dulcibella, before his tardy pursuit had reached the
-cross-door.
-
-An hour has passed, and the young lady stood up, and placing her arms
-about her neck, kissed old Dulcibella.
-
-“Will you take a candle, darling,” she said, “and go down and see
-whether the cross-door is shut?”
-
-Down went Dulcibella, the stairs creaking under her, and the young
-lady, drying her eyes, looked at her watch, drew the curtain at the
-window, placed the candle on the table near it, and then, shading her
-eyes with her hand, looked out earnestly.
-
-The window did not command the avenue, it was placed in the side of
-the house. A moonlighted view she looked out upon; a soft declivity,
-from whose grassy slopes rose grand old trees, some in isolation, some
-in groups of twos and threes, all slumbering in the hazy light and
-still air, and beyond rose, softer in the distance, gentle undulating
-uplands, studded with trees, and near their summits, more thickly
-clothed in forest.
-
-She opened the window softly, and looking out, sighed in the fresh air
-of night, and heard from the hollow the distant rush and moan of
-running waters, and her eye searched the foreground of this landscape.
-The trunk of one of the great trees near the house seemed to become
-animated, and projected a human figure, nothing awful or ghastly--a
-man in a short cloak, with a wide-awake hat on. Seeing the figure in
-the window, he lifted his hand, looking towards her, and approaching
-the side of the house with caution, glanced this way and that till he
-reached the house.
-
-The old servant at the same time returned and told her that the door
-_was_ locked as usual.
-
-“You remain here, Dulcibella--no--I shan’t take a candle,” and with a
-heavy sigh she left the room, and treading lightly descended the
-stairs, and entered a wainscoted room, on the ground floor--with two
-windows, through which came a faint reflected light. Standing close to
-the nearer of these was the man with whom she had exchanged from the
-upper room the signals I have mentioned.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
- NEVER DID RUN SMOOTH.
-
-Swiftly she went to the window and raised it without noise, and in a
-moment they were locked in each other’s arms.
-
-“Darling, darling,” was audible; and--
-
-“Oh, Ry! do you love me still?”
-
-“Adore you, darling! adore you, my little violet, that grew in the
-shade--my only, only darling.”
-
-“And I have been so miserable. Oh, Ry--that heart-breaking
-disappointment--that dreadful moment--you’ll never know half I felt;
-as I knocked at that door, expecting to see my own darling’s face--and
-then--I could have thrown myself from the rock over that glen. But
-you’re here, and I have you after all--and now I must never lose you
-again--never, never.”
-
-“Lose me, darling; you never did, and never shall; but I could not
-go--I dare not. Every fellow, you know, owes money, and I’m in that
-sorry plight like the rest, and just what I told you would have
-happened, and that you know would have been worse; but I think that’s
-all settled, and lose me! not for one moment _ever_ can you lose me,
-my beautiful idol.”
-
-“Oh, yes--that’s so delightful, and Ry and his poor violet will be so
-happy, and he’ll never love any one but her.”
-
-“Never, darling, never.”
-
-And he never did.
-
-“_Never_--of _course_, never.”
-
-“And I’m sure it could not be helped your not being at Carwell.”
-
-“Of course it couldn’t--how could it! Don’t you know everything?
-You’re my own reasonable, wise little girl, and you would not like to
-bore and worry your poor Ry. I wish to God I were my own master, and
-you’d soon see then who loves you best in all the world.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I’m sure of it.”
-
-“Yes, darling, you are; if we are to be happy, you must be sure of it.
-If there’s force in language, or proof in act, you can’t doubt me--you
-must know how I adore you--what motive on earth could I have in saying
-so, but one?”
-
-“None, none, darling, darling Ry--it’s only my folly, and you’ll
-forgive your poor foolish little bird; and oh, Ry, is not this
-dreadful--but better, I suppose, that is, when a few miserable hours
-are over, and I gone--and we happy--your poor little violet and Ry
-happy together for the rest of our lives.”
-
-“I think so, I do, all our days; and you understand everything I told
-you?”
-
-“Everything--yes--about to-morrow morning--quite.”
-
-“The walk isn’t too much?”
-
-“Oh, nothing.”
-
-“And old Dulcibella shall follow you early in the day to Draunton--you
-remember the name of the house?”
-
-“Yes, the Tanzy Well.”
-
-“Quite right, wise little woman, and you know, darling, you must not
-stir out--quiet as it is, you might be seen; it is only a few hours’
-caution, and then we need not care; but I don’t want pursuit, and a
-scene, and to agitate my poor little fluttered bird more than is
-avoidable. Even when you look out of the window keep your veil down;
-and--and just reach the Tanzy House, and do as I say, and you may
-leave all the rest to me. Wait a moment--who’s here? No--no--nothing.
-But I had better leave you now--yes, darling--it is wiser--some of the
-people may be peeping, and I’ll go.”
-
-And so a tumultuous good-night, wild tears, and hopes, and panic, and
-blessings, and that brief interview was over.
-
-The window was shut, and Alice Maybell in her room--the lovers not to
-meet again till forty miles away; and with a throbbing heart she lay
-down, to think and cry, and long for the morning she dreaded.
-
-Morning came, and the breakfast hour, and the old Squire over his cup
-of coffee and rasher, called for Mrs. Durdin, the housekeeper, and
-said he--
-
-“Miss Alice, I hear, is ailing this morning; ye can see old
-Dulcibella, and make out would she like the doctor should look in, and
-would she like anything nice for breakfast--a slice of the goose-pie,
-or _what_? and send down to the town for the doctor if she or old
-Dulcibella thinks well of it, and if it should be in church time, call
-him out of his pew, and find out what she’d like to eat or drink;” and
-with his usual gruff nod he dismissed her.
-
-“I should be very happy to go to the town if you wish, sir,” said
-Charles Fairfield, desiring, it would seem, to re-establish his
-character for politeness, “and I’m extremely sorry, I’m sure, that
-poor Ally--I mean, that Miss Maybell--is so ill.”
-
-“You won’t cry though, I warrant; and there’s people enough in Wyvern
-to send of her messages without troubling you,” said the Squire.
-
-The Captain, however fiercely, had let this unpleasant speech pass
-unchallenged.
-
-The old Squire was two or three times at the foot of the stairs before
-church-time, bawling inquiries after Miss Alice’s health, and messages
-for her private ear, to old Dulcibella.
-
-The Squire never missed church. He was as punctual as his ancestor,
-old Sir Thomas Fairfield, who was there every Sunday and feast-day,
-lying on his back praying, in tarnished red, blue, and gold
-habiliments of the reign of James I., in which he died, and took the
-form of painted stone, and has looked straight up, with his side to
-the wall, and his hands joined in supplication ever since. If the old
-Squire did not trouble himself with reading, nor much with prayer, and
-thought over such topics as suited him, during divine service--he at
-least went through the drill of the rubrics decorously, and stood
-erect, sat down, or kneeled, as if he were the ordained fugleman of
-his tenantry assembled in the old church.
-
-Captain Fairfield, a handsome fellow, notwithstanding his years, with
-the keen blue eye of his race--a lazy man, and reserved, but with the
-hot blood of the Fairfields in his veins, which showed itself
-dangerously on occasion, occupied a corner of this great oak
-enclosure, at the remote end from his father. Like him he pursued his
-private ruminations with little interruption from the liturgy in which
-he ostensibly joined. These ruminations were, to judge from his
-countenance, of a saturnine and sulky sort. He was thinking over his
-father’s inhospitable language, and making up his mind, for though
-indolent, he was proud and fiery, to take steps upon it, and to turn
-his back, perhaps for many a day, on Wyvern.
-
-The sweet old organ of Wyvern pealed, and young voices swelled the
-chorus of love and praise, and still father and son were confronted in
-dark antipathy. The Vicar read his text from Holy Writ, and preached
-on the same awful themes; the transitoriness of our days; love, truth,
-purity, eternal life, death eternal; and still this same unnatural
-chill and darkness was between them. Moloch sat unseen by the old
-man’s side, and in the diapason of the organ moaned his thirst for his
-sacrifices. Evil spirits amused the young man’s brain with pictures of
-his slights and wrongs, and with their breath heated his vengeful
-heart. The dreams of both were interrupted by the Vicar’s sonorous
-blessing, and they shook their ears, and kneeled down, and their
-dreams came back again.
-
-So it was Sunday--“better day, better deed”--when a smouldering
-quarrel broke suddenly into fire and thunder in the manor-house of
-Wyvern.
-
-There is, we know, an estate of £6,000 a year, in a ring fence, round
-this old house. It owes something alarming, but the parish, village,
-and manor of Wyvern have belonged, time out of mind, to the Fairfield
-family.
-
-A very red sunset, ominous of storm, floods the western sky with its
-wild and sullen glory. The leaves of the great trees from whose
-recesses the small birds are singing their cheery serenade, flash and
-glimmer in it, as if a dew of fire had sprinkled them, and a blood-red
-flush lights up the brown feathers of the little birds.
-
-These Fairfields are a handsome race--showing handsome, proud English
-faces. Brown haired, sometimes light, sometimes dark, with generally
-blue eyes, not mild, but fierce and keen.
-
-They are a race of athletes; tall men, famous all that country round,
-generation after generation, for prowess in the wrestling ring, at
-cudgels, and other games of strength. Famous, too, for worse matters.
-Strong-willed, selfish, cruel, on occasion, but with a generosity and
-courage that make them in a manner popular. The character of the
-Fairfields has the vices, and some of the better traits of feudalism.
-
-Charles Fairfield had been making up his mind to talk to his father.
-He had resolved to do so on his way home from church. With the cool
-air and clearer light, outside the porch, came a subsidence of his
-haste, and nodding here and there to friend or old acquaintance, as he
-strode through the church-yard, he went a solitary way home, instead
-of opening his wounds and purposes then to his father.
-
-“Better at home; better at Wyvern; in an hour or so I’ll make all
-ready, and see him then.”
-
-So home, if home it was, by a lonely path, looking gloomily down on
-the daisies, strode Charles Fairfield.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.
- IN WHICH THE SQUIRE LOSES HIS GOLD-HEADED CANE.
-
-The sun, as I have said, was sinking among the western clouds with a
-melancholy glare; Captain Fairfield was pacing slowly to and fro upon
-the broad terrace that extends, with a carved balustrade, and many a
-stone flower-pot, along the rear of the old house. The crows were
-winging their way home, and the air was vocal with their faint cawings
-high above the gray roof, and the summits of the mighty trees, now
-glowing in that transitory light. His horse was ready saddled, and his
-portmanteau and other trifling effects had been despatched some hours
-before.
-
-“Is there any good in bidding him good-bye?” hesitated the Captain.
-
-He was thinking of descending the terrace steps at the further end,
-and as he mounted his horse, leaving his valedictory message with the
-man who held it. But the spell of childhood is not easily broken when
-it has been respected for so many after-years. The Captain had never
-got rid of the childish awe which began before he could remember. The
-virtues are respected; but such vices as pride, violence, and
-hard-heartedness in a father, are more respected still.
-
-Charles could approach a quarrel with that old despot; he could stand
-at the very brink, and with a resentful and defiant eye scan the
-abyss; but he could not quite make up his mind to the plunge. The old
-beast was so utterly violent and incalculable in his anger that no one
-could say to what weapons and extremities he might be driven in a
-combat with him, and where was the good in avowed hostilities? Must
-not a very few years, now, bring humiliation and oppression to an end?
-
-Charles Fairfield was saved the trouble of deciding for himself,
-however, by the appearance of old Squire Harry, who walked forth from
-the handsome stone door-case upon the terrace, where his son stood
-ready for departure.
-
-The old man was walking with a measured tread, holding his head very
-high, with an odd flush on his face, and a sardonic smile, and he was
-talking inaudibly to himself. Charles saw in all this the signs of
-storm. In the old man’s hand was a letter firmly clutched. If he saw
-his son, who expected to be accosted by him, he passed him by with as
-little notice as he bestowed on the tall rose-tree that grew in the
-stone pot by his side.
-
-The Squire walked down the terrace, southward, towards the steps, the
-wild sunset sky to his right, the flaming windows of the house to his
-left. When he had gone on a few steps, his tall son followed him.
-Perhaps he thought it better that Squire Harry should be informed of
-his intended departure from his lips than that he should learn it from
-the groom who held the bridle of his horse.
-
-The Squire did not descend the steps, however; he stopped short of
-them, and sat down in one of the seats that are placed at intervals
-under the windows. He leaned with both hands on his cane, the point of
-which he ground angrily into the gravel; in his fingers was still
-crumpled the letter. He was looking down with a very angry face,
-illuminated by the wild western sky, shaking his head and muttering.
-
-The tall, brown Captain stalked towards him, and touched his hat,
-according to his father’s reverential rule.
-
-“May I say a word, sir?” he asked.
-
-The old man stared in his face and nodded fiercely, and with this
-ominous invitation he complied.
-
-“You were pleased, sir,” said he, “yesterday to express an opinion
-that, with the income I have, I ought to support myself, and no longer
-to trouble Wyvern. It was stupid of me not to think of that
-myself--very stupid--and all I can do is to lose no time about it; and
-so I have sent my traps away, and am going to follow now, sir; and I
-couldn’t go, of course, sir, without saying farewell to you and----”
-He was on the point of adding--“thanking you for all your kindness;”
-but he recollected himself. _Thank_ him, indeed! No, he could not
-bring himself to that. “And I am leaving now, sir, and good-bye.”
-
-“Ho, turning your back on Wyvern, like all the rest! Well, sir, the
-world’s wide, you can choose your road. I don’t ask none o’ ye to stay
-and see me off--not I. I’ll not be without some one when I die to shut
-down my eyes, I dare say. Get ye gone.”
-
-“I thought, sir--in fact I was quite convinced,” said Charles
-Fairfield, a little disconcerted, “that you had quite made up your
-mind, as I have mine, sir.”
-
-“So I had, sir--so I had. Don’t suppose I care a rush, sir, who
-goes--not a d--d rush--not I. Better an empty house than a bad
-tenant.”
-
-Up rose the old man as he spoke, “Away with them, say I; bundle ’em
-out--off wi’ them, bag and baggage; there’s more like ye--read
-_that_,” and he thrust the letter at him like a pistol, and leaving it
-in his hand, turned and stalked slowly up the terrace, while the
-Captain read the following note:--
-
-
- “Sir,--I hardly venture to hope that you will ever again think of me
- with that kindness which circumstances compel me so ungratefully to
- requite. I owe you more than I can ever tell. I began to experience
- your kindness in my infancy, and it has never failed me since. Oh,
- sir, do not, I entreat, deny me one last proof of your
- generosity--your _forgiveness_. I leave Wyvern, and before these lines
- are in your hand, I shall have found another home. Soon, I trust, I
- shall be able to tell my benefactor _where_. In the meantime may God
- recompense you, as I never can, for all your goodness to me. I leave
- the place where all my life has passed amid continual and unmerited
- kindness with the keenest anguish. Aggravated by my utter inability at
- present to repay your goodness by the poor acknowledgment of my
- confidence. Pray, sir, pardon me; pray restore me to your good opinion,
- or, at least if you cannot forgive and receive me again into your
- favour, spare me the dreadful affliction of your detestation, and in
- mercy try to forget
-
- “Your unhappy, but ever grateful
- “Alice Maybell.”
-
-
-When Charles Fairfield, having read this through, raised his eyes,
-they lighted on the old man, returning, and now within a few steps of
-him.
-
-“Well, there’s a lass for ye! I reared her like a child o’ my
-own--better, kinder than ever child was reared, and she’s hardly come
-to her full growth when she serves me like that. D--n ye, are ye
-tongue-tied? _what_ do you think of her?”
-
-“It would not be easy, sir, on that letter, to pronounce,” said
-Charles Fairfield, disconcerted. “There’s nothing there to show what
-her reasons are.”
-
-“Ye’r no Fairfield--ye’r not, ye’r none. If ye were, ye’d know when
-ye’r house was insulted; but ye’r none; ye’r a cold-blooded sneak, and
-no Fairfield.”
-
-“I don’t see that anything I could say, sir, would mend the matter,”
-said the Captain.
-
-“Like enough; but I’ll tell ye what I think of her,” thundered the old
-man, half beside himself. And his language became so opprobrious and
-frantic, that his son said, with a proud glare and a swarthy flush on
-his face--
-
-“I take my leave, sir; for language like that I’ll not stay to hear.”
-
-“But ye’ll not take ye’r leave, sir, till I choose, and ye shall
-stay,” yelled the old Squire, placing himself between the Captain and
-the steps. “And I’d like to know why ye shouldn’t hear her called what
-she is--a -- and a --.”
-
-“Because she’s _my_ wife, sir,” retorted Charles Fairfield, whitening
-with fury.
-
-“She is, is she?” said the old man, after a long gaping pause. “Then
-ye’r a worse scoundrel, ye black-hearted swindler, than I took you
-for--and ye’ll take that--”
-
-And trembling with fury, he whirled his heavy cane in the air. But
-before it could descend, Charles Fairfield caught the hand that held
-it.
-
-“None o’ that--none o’ that, sir,” he said with grim menace, as the
-old man with both hands and furious purpose sought to wrest the cane
-free.
-
-“Do you _want_ me to do it?”
-
-The gripe of old Squire Harry was still powerful, and it required an
-exertion of the younger man’s entire strength to wring the
-walking-stick from his grasp.
-
-Over the terrace balustrade it flew whirling, and old Squire Harry in
-the struggle lost his feet, and fell heavily on the flags.
-
-There was blood already on his temple and white furrowed cheek, and he
-looked stunned. The young man’s blood was up--the wicked blood of the
-Fairfields--but he hesitated, stopped, and turned.
-
-The old Squire had got to his feet again, and was holding giddily by
-the balustrade. His hat still lay on the ground, his cane was gone.
-The proud old Squire was a tower dismantled. To be met and foiled so
-easily in a feat of strength--to have gone down at the first tussle
-with the “youngster,” whom he despised as a “milksop” and a “Miss
-Molly,” was to the old Hercules, who still bragged of his early
-prowess, and was once the lord of the wrestling ring for five and
-twenty miles round, perhaps for the moment the maddest drop in the cup
-of his humiliation.
-
-Squire Harry with his trembling hand clutched on the stone balustrade,
-his tall figure swaying a little, had drawn himself up and held his
-head high and defiantly. There was a little quiver in his white old
-features, a wild smile in his eyes, and on his thin, hard lips,
-showing the teeth that time had left him; and the blood that patched
-his white hair trickled down over his temple.
-
-Charles Fairfield was agitated, and felt that he could have burst into
-tears--that it would have been a relief to fall on his knees before
-him for pardon. But the iron pride of the Fairfields repulsed this
-better emotion. He did, however, approach hurriedly, with an excited
-and troubled countenance, and he said hastily--
-
-“I’m awfully sorry, but it wasn’t my fault; you know it wasn’t. No
-Fairfield ever stood to be struck yet; I only took the stick, sir.
-D--n it, if it had been my mother I could not have done it more
-gently. I could not help your tripping. I couldn’t; and I’m awfully
-sorry, by ----, and you won’t remember it against me? Say you won’t.
-It’s the last time you’ll ever see me in life, and there’s no use in
-parting at worse odds than we need; and--and--won’t you shake hands,
-sir?”
-
-“I say, son Charlie, ye’ve spilled my blood,” said the old man. “May
-God damn ye for it; and if ever ye come into Wyvern after this, while
-there’s breath in my body I’ll shoot ye like a poacher.”
-
-And with this paternal speech, Squire Harry turned his back and
-tottered stately and grimly into the house.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.
- THE DRIVE OVER CRESSLEY COMMON BY MOONLIGHT.
-
-The old Squire of Wyvern wandered from room to room, and stood in
-this window and that. An hour after the scene on the terrace, he was
-trembling still and flushed, with his teeth grimly set, sniffing, and
-with a stifling weight at his heart.
-
-Night came, and the drawing-room was lighted up, and the Squire rang
-the bell, and sent for old Mrs. Durdin.
-
-That dapper old woman, with a neat little cap on, stood prim in the
-doorway and curtsied. She knew, of course, pretty well what the Squire
-was going to tell her, and waited in some alarm to learn in what tone
-he would make his communication.
-
-“Well,” said the Squire, sternly, holding his head very high, “Miss
-Alice is gone. I sent for you to tell ye, as y’re housekeeper here.
-She’s gone; she’s left Wyvern.”
-
-“She’ll be coming again, sir, soon?” said the old woman after a pause.
-
-“No, not she--no,” said the Squire.
-
-“Not returnin’ to Wyvern, sir?”
-
-“While there’s breath in my body she’ll never darken these doors.”
-
-“Sorry she should ’a displeased you, sir,” said the good-natured
-little woman with a curtsey.
-
-“_Displease_ ye! Who said she displeased me? It ain’t the turning of a
-pennypiece to me--_me_, by ----. Ha, ha! that’s funny.”
-
-“And--what do you wish done with the bed and the furniture, sir? Shall
-I leave it still in the room, please?”
-
-“Out o’ window wi’t--pitch it after her; let the work’us people send
-up and cart it off for the poor-house, where she should ’a bin, if I
-hadn’t a bin the biggest fool in the parish.”
-
-“I’ll have it took down and moved, sir,” said the old woman,
-interpreting more moderately; “and the same with Mrs. Crane’s room;
-Dulcibella, she’s gone too?”
-
-“Ha, ha! well for her--plotting old witch. I’ll have her ducked in the
-pond if she’s found here; and never you name them, one or t’other
-more, unless you want to go yourself. I’m fifty pounds better. I
-didn’t know how to manage or look after her--they’re all alike. If I
-chose it I could send a warrant after her for the clothes on her back;
-but let her be. Away wi’ her--a good riddance; and get her who may, I
-give him joy o’ her.”
-
-The Squire was glad to see Tom Ward that night, and had a second
-tankard of punch.
-
-“Old servant, Tom; I believe the old folk’s the best after all,” said
-he. “It’s a d--d changed world, Tom. Things were otherwise in our
-time; no matter, I’ll pay ’em off yet.”
-
-And old Harry Fairfield fell asleep in his chair, and after an hour
-wakened up with a dream of little Ally’s music still in his ears.
-
-“Play it again, child, play it again,” he said, and listened--to
-silence and looked about the empty room, and the sudden pain came
-again, with a dreadful yearning mixed with his anger.
-
-The Squire cursed her for a devil, a wild-cat, a viper, and he walked
-round the room with his hands clenched in his coat pockets, and the
-proud old man was crying. With straining and squeezing the tears oozed
-and trickled from his wrinkled eyelids down his rugged cheeks.
-
-“I don’t care a d--n, I hate her; I don’t know what it’s for, I be
-such a fool; I’m _glad_ she’s gone, and I pray God the sneak she’s
-gone wi’ may break her heart, and break his own d--d neck after, over
-Carwell scaurs.”
-
-The old man took his candle and from old habit, in the hall, was
-closing the door of the staircase that led up to her room.
-
-“Ay, ay,” said he, bitterly, recollecting himself, “the stable-door
-when the nag’s stole. I don’t care if the old house was blown down
-to-night--I wish it was. She was a kind little thing before that d--d
-fellow--what could she see in him--good for nothing--old as I am, I’d
-pitch him over my head like a stook o’ barley. Here was a plot, she
-was a good little thing, but see how she was drew into it, d--n her,
-they’re all so false. I’ll find out who was in it, I will; I’ll find
-it all out. There’s Tom Sherwood, _he’s_ one. I’ll pitch ’em all out,
-neck and crop, out o’ Wyvern doors. I’d rather fill my house wi’ rats
-than the two-legged vermin. Let ’em pack away to Carwell and starve
-with that big pippin-squeezing ninny. I hope in God’s justice he’ll
-never live to put his foot in Wyvern. I could shoot myself, I think,
-but for that. She might ’a waited till the old man died, at any rate;
-I was kind to her--a fool--a fool.”
-
-And the tall figure of the old man, candle in hand, stalked slowly
-from the dim hall and vanished up the other staircase.
-
-While this was going on at Wyvern, nearly forty miles away, under the
-bright moonlight, a chaise, in which were seated the young lady whose
-departure had excited so strange a sensation there, and her faithful
-old servant, Dulcibella Crane, was driving rapidly through a
-melancholy but not unpleasing country.
-
-A wide undulating plain, with here and there patches of picturesque
-natural wood, oak, and whitethorn, and groups of silver-stemmed
-birch-trees spread around them. Those were the sheep-walks of Cressley
-Common. The soil is little better than peat, over which grows a short
-velvet verdure, altogether more prized by lovers of the picturesque
-than by graziers of Southdowns. Could any such scene look prettier
-than it did in the moonlight? The solitudes, so sad and solemn, the
-lonely clumps and straggling trees, the gentle hollows and hills, and
-the misty distance in that cold illusive light acquire the interest
-and melancholy of mystery.
-
-The young lady’s head was continually out of the window, sometimes
-looking forward, sometimes back, upon the road they had traversed.
-With an anxious look and a heavy sigh she threw herself back in her
-seat.
-
-“You’re not asleep, Dulcibella?” she said, a little peevishly.
-
-“No Miss, no dear.”
-
-“You don’t seem to have much to trouble you?” continued the young
-lady.
-
-“_I_? Law bless you, dear, nothing, thank God.”
-
-“None of your own, and my troubles don’t vex you, that’s plain,” said
-her young mistress, reproachfully.
-
-“I did not think, dear, you was troubled about anything--law! I hope
-nothing’s gone wrong, darling,” said the old woman with more energy
-and a simple stare in her mistress’s face.
-
-“Well, you know he said he’d be with us as we crossed Cressley Common,
-and this is it, and he’s not here, and I see no sign of him.”
-
-And the young lady again popped her head out of the window, and, her
-survey ended, threw herself back once more with another melancholy
-moan.
-
-“Why, Miss Alice, dear, you’re not frettin’ for that?” said
-Dulcibella. “Don’t you know, dear, if he isn’t here he’s somewhere
-else? We’re not to be troubling ourselves about every little thing
-like, and who knows, poor gentleman, what’s happened to delay him?”
-
-“That’s just what I say, Dulcibella; you’ll set me mad! Something has
-certainly happened. You know he owes money. Do you think they have
-arrested him? If they have, what’s to become of us? Oh! Dulcibella,
-_do_ tell me what you really think.”
-
-“No, no, no--there now--there’s a darling, don’t you be worrying
-yourself about nothing; look out again, and who knows but he’s
-coming?”
-
-So said old Dulcibella, who was constitutionally hopeful and
-contented, and very easy about Master Charles, as she still called
-Charles Fairfield.
-
-She was not remarkable for prescience, but here the worthy creature
-fluked prophetically; for Alice Maybell, taking her advice, did look
-out again, and she thought she saw the distant figure of a horseman in
-pursuit.
-
-She rattled at the window calling to the driver, and the man who sat
-beside him, and succeeded in making them hear her, and pull the horses
-up.
-
-“Look back and see if that is not your master coming,” she cried
-eagerly.
-
-He was still too distant for recognition, but the rider was
-approaching fast. The gentlemen of the road, once a substantial
-terror, were now but a picturesque tradition; the appearance of the
-pursuing horseman over the solitudes of Cressley Common would else
-have been anything but a source of pleasant anticipation. On he came,
-and now the clink of the horse-shoes sounded sharp on the clear night
-air. And now the rider passed the straggling trees they had just left
-behind them, and now his voice was raised and recognised, and in a few
-moments more, pale and sad in the white moonlight as Leonora’s phantom
-trooper, her stalwart lover pulled up his powerful hunter at the
-chaise window.
-
-A smile lighted up his gloomy face as he looked in.
-
-“Well, darling, I _have_ overtaken you at Cressley Common; and is my
-little woman quite well, and happy to see her Ry once more?”
-
-His hand had grasped hers as he murmured these words through the
-window.
-
-“Oh, Ry, darling--I’m so happy--you must let Tom ride the horse on,
-and do you come in and sit here, and Dulcibella can take my cloaks and
-sit by the driver. Come, darling, I want to hear everything.”
-
-And so this little arrangement was completed, as she said, and Charles
-Fairfield sat himself beside his beautiful young wife, and as they
-drove on through the moonlit scene, he pressed her hand and kissed her
-lovingly.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI.
- HOME.
-
-“Oh, darling, I can scarcely believe it,” she murmured, smiling, and
-gazing up with her large soft eyes into his, “it seems to me like
-heaven that I can look, and speak, and say everything without danger,
-or any more concealment, and always have my Ry with me--never to be
-separated again, you know, darling, while we live.”
-
-“Poor little woman,” said he, fondly, looking down with an answering
-smile, “she does love me a little bit, I think.”
-
-“And Ry loves his poor little bird, doesn’t he?”
-
-“Adores her--idolatry--_idolatry_.”
-
-“And we’ll be so happy!”
-
-“I hope so, darling.”
-
-“_Hope_?” echoed she, chilled, and a little piteously.
-
-“I’m _sure_ of it, darling--quite certain,” he repeated, laughing
-tenderly; “she’s such a foolish little bird, one must watch their
-phrases; but I was only thinking--I’m afraid you hardly know what a
-place this Carwell is.”
-
-“Oh, darling, you forget I’ve seen it--the most picturesque spot I
-ever saw--the very place I should have chosen--and any place you know,
-with you! But that’s an old story.”
-
-His answer was a kiss, and--
-
-“Darling, I can never deserve half your love.”
-
-“All I desire on earth is to live alone with my Ry.”
-
-“Yes, darling, we’ll make out life very well here, I’m sure--my only
-fear is for you. I’ll go out with my rod, and bring you home my basket
-full of trout, or sometimes take my gun, and kill a hare or a rabbit,
-and we’ll live like the old Baron and his daughters in the
-fairy-tale--on the produce of the streams, and solitudes about
-us--quite to ourselves; and I’ll read to you in the evenings, or we’ll
-play chess, or we’ll chat while you work, and I’ll tell you stories of
-my travels, and you’ll sing me a song, won’t you?”
-
-“Too delighted--singing for joy,” said little Alice, in a rapture at
-his story of the life that was opening to them, “oh, tell more.”
-
-“Well--yes--and you’ll have such pretty flowers.”
-
-“Oh, yes--flowers--I love them--not expensive ones--for we are poor,
-you know; and you’ll see how prudent I’ll be--but annuals, they are so
-cheap--and I’ll sow them myself, and I’ll have the most beautiful you
-ever saw. Don’t you love them, Ry?”
-
-“Nothing so pretty, darling, on earth, except yourself.”
-
-“What is my Ry looking out for?”
-
-Charles Fairfield had more than once put his head out of the window,
-looking as well as he could along the road in advance of the horses.
-
-“Oh, nothing of any consequence, I only wanted to see that our man had
-got on with the horse, he might as well knock up the old woman, and
-see that things were, I was going to say, comfortable, but less
-miserable than they might be.”
-
-He laughed faintly as he said this, and he looked at his watch, as if
-he did not want her to see him consult it, and then he said--
-
-“Well, and you were saying--oh--about the flowers--annuals--Yes.”
-
-And so they resumed. But somehow it seemed to Alice that his ardour
-and his gaiety were subsiding, that his thoughts were away, and pale
-care stealing over him like the chill of death. Again she might have
-remembered the ghostly Wilhelm, who grew more ominous and spectral as
-he and his bride neared the goal of their nocturnal journey.
-
-“I don’t think you hear me, Ry, and something has gone wrong,” she
-said at last in a tone of disappointment, that rose even to alarm.
-
-“Oh! tell me, Charlie, if there is anything you have not told me yet?
-you’re afraid of frightening me.”
-
-“Nothing, nothing, I assure you, darling; what nonsense you do talk,
-you poor foolish little bird. No, I mean nothing, but I’ve had a sort
-of quarrel with the old man; you need not have written that letter, or
-at least it would have been better if you had told me about it.”
-
-“But, darling, I couldn’t, I had no opportunity, and I could not leave
-Wyvern, where he had been so good to me all my life, without a few
-words to thank him, and to entreat his pardon; you’re not angry,
-darling, with your poor little bird?”
-
-“Angry, my foolish little wife, you little know your Ry; he loves his
-bird too well to be ever angry with her for anything, but it was
-unlucky, at least his getting it just when he did, for, you may
-suppose, it did not improve his temper.”
-
-“Very angry, I’m afraid, was he? But though he’s so fiery, he’s
-generous; I’m sure he’ll forgive us, in a little time, and it will all
-be made up; don’t you think so?”
-
-“No, darling, I don’t. Take this hill quietly, will you?” he called
-from the window to the driver; “you may walk them a bit, there’s near
-two miles to go still.”
-
-Here was another anxious look out, and he drew his head in, muttering,
-and then he laid his hand on hers, and looked in her face and smiled,
-and he said--
-
-“They are such fools, aren’t they? and--about the old man at
-Wyvern--oh, no, you mistake him, he’s not a man to forgive; we can
-reckon on nothing but mischief from that quarter, and, in fact, he
-knows all about it, for he chose to talk about you as if he had a
-right to scold, and that I couldn’t allow, and I told him so, and that
-you were my wife, and that no man living should say a word against
-you.”
-
-“My own brave Ry; but oh! what a grief that I should have made this
-quarrel; but I love you a thousand times more; oh, my darling, we are
-everything now to one another.”
-
-“Ho! never mind,” he exclaimed with a sudden alacrity, “there he is.
-All right, Tom, is it?”
-
-“All right, sir,” answered the man whom he had despatched before them
-on the horse, and who was now at the roadside still mounted.
-
-“He has ridden back to tell us she’ll have all ready for our
-arrival--oh, no, darling,” he continued gaily, “don’t think for a
-moment I care a farthing whether he’s pleased or angry. He never liked
-me, and he cannot do us any harm, none in the world, and sooner or
-later Wyvern _must_ be mine;” and he kissed her and smiled with the
-ardour of a man whose spirits are, on a sudden, quite at ease.
-
-And as they sat, hand pressed in hand, she sidled closer to him, with
-the nestling instinct of the bird, as he called her, and dreamed that
-if there were a heaven on earth, it would be found in such a life as
-that on which she was entering, where she would have him “all to
-herself.” And she felt now, as they diverged into the steeper road and
-more sinuous, that ascended for a mile the gentle wooded uplands to
-the grange of Carwell, that every step brought her nearer to Paradise.
-
-Here is something paradoxical; is it? that this young creature should
-be so in love with a man double her own age. I have heard of cases
-like it, however, and I have read, in some old French writer--I have
-forgot who he is--the rule laid down with solemn audacity, that there
-is no such through-fire-and-water, desperate love as that of a girl
-for a man past forty. Till the hero has reached that period of
-autumnal glory, youth and beauty can but half love him. This
-encouraging truth is amplified and emphasized in the original. I
-extract its marrow for the comfort of all whom it may concern.
-
-On the other hand, however, I can’t forget that Charles Fairfield had
-many unusual aids to success. In the first place, by his looks, you
-would have honestly guessed him at from four or five years under his
-real age. He was handsome, dark, with white even teeth, and fine dark
-blue eyes, that could glow ardently. He was the only person at Wyvern
-with whom she could converse. He had seen something of the world,
-something of foreign travel; had seen pictures, and knew at least the
-names of some authors; and in the barbarous isolation of Wyvern, where
-squires talked of little but the last new plough, fat oxen, and
-kindred subjects, often with a very perceptible infusion of the
-country _patois_--he was to a young lady with any taste either for
-books or art, a resource, and a companion.
-
-And now the chaise was drawing near to Carwell Grange. With a
-childish delight she watched the changing scene from the window. The
-clumps of wild trees drew nearer to the roadside. Winding always
-upward, and steeper and steeper, was the narrow road. The wood
-gathered closer around them. The trees were loftier and more solemn,
-and cast sharp shadows of foliage and branches on the white roadway.
-All the way her ear and heart were filled with the now gay music of
-her lover’s talk. At last through the receding trees that crowned the
-platform of the rising grounds they had been ascending, gables,
-chimneys, and glimmering windows showed themselves in the broken
-moonlight; and now rose before them, under a great ash tree, a
-gatehouse that resembled a small square tower of stone, with a steep
-roof, and partly clothed in ivy. No light gleamed from its windows.
-Tom dismounted, and pushed open the old iron gate that swung over the
-grass-grown court with a long melancholy screak.
-
-It was a square court with a tolerably high wall, overtopped by the
-sombre trees, whose summits, like the old roofs and chimneys, were
-silvered by the moonlight.
-
-This was the front of the building, which Alice had not seen before,
-the great entrance and hall-door of Carwell Grange.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII.
- THE OMEN OF CARWELL GRANGE.
-
-The high wall that surrounded the courtyard, and the towering foliage
-of the old trees, were gloomy. Still if the quaint stone front of the
-house had shown through its many windows the glow of life and welcome,
-I dare say the effect of those sombre accessories would have been lost
-in pleasanter associations, and the house might have showed cheerily
-and cozily enough. As it was, with no relief but the cold moonlight
-that mottled the pavement and tipped the chimney tops, the silence and
-deep shadow were chilling, and it needed the deep enthusiasm of true
-love to see in that dismal frontage the delightful picture that Alice
-Maybell’s eyes beheld.
-
-“Welcome, darling, to our poor retreat, made bright and beautiful by
-your presence,” said he, with a gush of tenderness; “but how unworthy
-to receive you none knows better than your poor Ry. Still for a short
-time--and it will be but short--you will endure it. Delightful your
-presence will make it to me; and to you, darling, my love will perhaps
-render it tolerable. Take my hand, and get down; and welcome to
-Carwell Grange.”
-
-Lightly she touched the ground, with her hand on his strong arm, for
-love rather than for assistance.
-
-“I know how I shall like this quaint, quiet place,” said she, “love
-it, and grow perhaps fit for no other, if only my darling is always
-with me. You’ll show it all to me in daylight to-morrow--won’t you?”
-
-Their little talk was murmured, and unheard by others, under friendly
-cover of the snorting horses, and the talk of the men about the
-luggage.
-
-“But I must get our door opened,” said he with a little laugh; and
-with the heavy old knocker he hammered a long echoing summons at the
-door.
-
-In a minute more lights flickered in the hall. The door was opened,
-and the old woman smiling her best, though that was far from being
-very pleasant. Her eye was dark and lifeless and never smiled, and
-there were lines of ill-temper, or worse, near them which never
-relaxed. Still she was doing her best, dropping little courtesies all
-the time, and holding her flaring tallow candle in its brass
-candlestick, and thus illuminating the furrows and minuter wrinkles of
-her forbidding face with a yellow light that suited its box-wood
-complexion.
-
-Behind her, with another mutton-fat, for this was a state occasion,
-stood a square-shouldered little girl, some twelve years old, with a
-brown, somewhat flat face, and no good feature but her dark eyes and
-white teeth. This was Lilly Dogger, who had been called in to help the
-crone who stood in the foreground. With a grave, observing stare, she
-was watching the young lady, who, smiling, stepped into the hall.
-
-“Welcome, my lady--very welcome to Carwell,” said the old woman.
-“Welcome, Squire, very welcome to Carwell.”
-
-“Thank you very much. I’m sure I shall like it,” said the young lady,
-smiling happily; “it is such a fine old place; and it’s so quiet--I
-like quiet.”
-
-“Old enough and quiet enough, anyhow,” answered the old woman. “You’ll
-not see many new faces to trouble you here, Miss--Ma’am, my lady, I
-mean.”
-
-“But we’ll all try to make her as pleasant and as comfortable as we
-can!” said Charles Fairfield, clapping the old woman on the shoulder a
-little impatiently.
-
-“There don’t lay much in _my_ way to make her time pass pleasant,
-Master Charles; but I suppose we’ll all do what we can?”
-
-“And more we can’t,” said Charles Fairfield. “Come, darling. I
-suppose there’s a bit of fire somewhere; it’s a little cold, isn’t
-it?”
-
-“A fire burning all day, sir, in the cedar-room; and the kettle’s
-a-boiling on the hob, if the lady ’d like a cup o’ tea?”
-
-“Yes, of course,” said Charles; “and a fire in the room upstairs?”
-
-“Yes, so there is, sir, a great fire all day long, and everything well
-aired.”
-
-“Well, darling, shall we look first at the cedar-room?” he asked, and
-smiling, hand in hand, they walked through the hall, and by a
-staircase, and through a second and smaller hall, with a back stair
-off it, and so into a comfortable panelled-room, with a great cheery
-fire of mingled coal and wood, and old-fashioned furniture, which
-though faded, was scrupulously neat.
-
-Old and homely as was the room, it agreeably surprised Alice, who was
-prepared to be delighted with everything, and at sight of this,
-exclaimed quite in a rapture--so honest a rapture that Charles
-Fairfield could not forbear laughing, though he felt also very
-grateful.
-
-“Well, I admit,” he said, looking round, “it does look wonderfully
-comfortable, all things considered; but here, I am afraid, is the
-beginning and the end of our magnificence--for the present, of course,
-and by-and-by, little by little, we may improve and extend; but I
-don’t think in the whole house there’s a habitable room--sitting-room
-I mean--but this,” he laughed.
-
-“It is the pleasantest room I ever was in, Charlie--a delightful
-room--I’m more than content,” said she.
-
-“You are a good little creature,” said he, “at all events, the best
-little wife in the world, determined to make the best of everything,
-and as I said, we certainly shall be better very soon, and in the mean
-time, good humour and cheerfulness will make our quarters, poor as
-they are, brighter and better than luxury and ill-temper could find in
-a palace. Here are tea-things, and a kettle boiling--very primitive,
-very cosy--we’ll be more like civilised people to-morrow or next day,
-when we have had time to look about us, and in the meantime, suppose I
-make tea while you run upstairs and put off your things--what do you
-say?”
-
-“Yes, certainly,” and she looked at the old woman, who stood with her
-ominous smile at the door.
-
-“I ought to have told you her name, Mildred Tarnley--the _genius
-loci_. Mildred, you’ll show your mistress to her room.”
-
-And he and his young wife smiled a mutual farewell. A little curious
-she was to see something more of the old house, and she peeped about
-her as she went up, and asked a few questions as they went along. “And
-this room,” she asked, peeping into a door that opened from the back
-stairs which they were ascending, “it has such a large fireplace and
-little ovens, or what are they?”
-
-“It was the still-room once, my lady, my mother remembered the time,
-but it was always shut up in my day.”
-
-“Oh, and can you tell me--I forget--where is my servant?”
-
-“Upstairs, please, with your things, ma’am, when the man brought up
-your boxes.”
-
-Still looking about her and delaying, she went on. There was nothing
-stately about this house; but there was that about it which, if Alice
-had been in less cheerful and happy spirits, would have quelled and
-awed her. Thick walls, windows deep sunk, double doors now and then,
-wainscoting, and oak floors, warped with age.
-
-On the landing there was an archway admitting to a gallery. In this
-archway was no door, and, on the landing, Alice Fairfield, as I may
-now call her, stood for a moment and looked round.
-
-Happy as she was, I cannot tell what effect these faintly lighted
-glimpses of old and desolate rooms, aided by the repulsive
-companionship of her ancient guide, may have insensibly wrought upon
-her imagination, or what a trick that faculty may have just then
-played upon her senses, but turning round to enter the gallery under
-the open arch, the old woman standing by her, with the candle raised a
-little, Alice Fairfield stepped back, startled, with a little
-exclamation of surprise.
-
-
- [IMAGE:images/img_057.jpg
- CAPTION: THE OMEN OF CARWELL GRANGE.]
-
-
-The ugly face of old Mildred Tarnley peeped curiously over the young
-lady’s shoulder. She stepped before her and peered, right and left,
-into the gallery; and then, with ominous inquiry into the young lady’s
-eyes, “I thought it might be a bat, my lady; there was one last night
-got in,” she said; “but there’s no such a thing now--was you afeared
-of anything, my lady?”
-
-“I--didn’t you see it?” said the young lady, both frightened and
-disconcerted.
-
-“I saw’d nothing, ma’am.”
-
-“It’s very odd. I _did_ see it; I _swear_ I saw it, and felt the air
-all stirred about my face and dress by it.”
-
-“On here, miss--my lady; was it?”
-
-“Yes; _here_, before us. I--weren’t you looking?”
-
-“Not that way, miss--I don’t know,” she said.
-
-“Well, something fell down before us--all the way--from the top to the
-bottom of this place.”
-
-And with a slight movement of her hand and eyes, she indicated the
-open archway before which they stood.
-
-“Oh, lawk! Well, I dare to say it may a bin a fancy, just.”
-
-“Yes; but it’s very odd--a great heavy curtain of black fell down in
-folds from the top to the floor just as I was going to step through.
-It seemed to make a little cloud of dust about our feet; and I felt a
-wind from it quite distinctly.”
-
-“Hey, then it was a _black_ curtain, I suppose,” said the old woman,
-looking hard at her.
-
-“Yes--but why do you suppose so?”
-
-“Sich nonsense is always black, ye know. I see’d nothing--nothing--no
-more there was nothing. Didn’t ye see me walk through?”
-
-And she stepped back and forward, candle in hand, with an
-uncomfortable laugh.
-
-“Oh, I know perfectly well there is nothing; but I saw it. I--I wish
-I hadn’t,” said the young lady.
-
-“I wish ye hadn’t, too,” said Mildred Tarnley, pale and lowering.
-“Them as says their prayers, they needn’t be afeard o’ sich things;
-and, for my part, I never see’d anything in the Grange, and I’m an old
-woman, and lived here girl, and woman, good sixty years and more.”
-
-“Let us go on, please,” said Alice.
-
-“At your service, my lady,” said the crone, with a courtesy, and
-conducted her to her room.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII.
- AN INSPECTION OF CARWELL GRANGE.
-
-Through an open door, at the end of this short gallery, the pleasant
-firelight gleamed, sufficiently indicating the room that had been
-prepared for her reception. She felt a little oddly and frightened, and
-the sight of old Dulcibella Crane in the cheerful light, busily
-unpacking her boxes, reassured her.
-
-The grim old woman, Mildred Tarnley, stopped at the door.
-
-“It’s very well aired, ma’am,” she said, making a little courtesy.
-
-“It looks very comfortable; thank you--everything so neat; and such a
-bright nice fire,” said Alice, smiling on her as well as she could.
-
-“There’s the tapestry room, and the leather room; but they’re not so
-dry as this, though it’s wainscot.”
-
-“Oak, I think--isn’t it?” said the young lady, looking round.
-
-“Yes, ma’am; and there’s the pink paper chamber and dressing room; but
-they’re gone very poor--and the bed and all that being in here, I
-thought ’twas the best o’ the lot; an’ there’s lots o’ presses and
-cupboards in the wall, and the keys in them, and the locks all right;
-and I do think it’s the most comfortablest room, my lady. That is the
-dressing-room in there, please; and do you like some more wood or coal
-on the fire, ma’am?”
-
-“Not any; it is very nice--thanks.”
-
-And Alice sat down before the fire, and the smile seemed to evaporate
-in its glow, and she looked very grave--and even anxious. Mildred
-Tarnley made her courtesy, looked round the room, and withdrew.
-
-“Well, Dulcibella, when are you going to have your tea?” asked Alice,
-kindly.
-
-“I’ll make a cup here, dear, if you think I may, after I’ve got your
-things in their places, in a few minutes’ time.”
-
-“Would you like that better than taking it downstairs with the
-servant?”
-
-“Yes, dear, I would.”
-
-“I don’t think you like her, Dulcibella?”
-
-“I can’t say I mislike her, dear; I han’t spoke ten words wi’ her--she
-may be very nice--I don’t know.”
-
-“There’s something not very pleasant about her face, don’t you think?”
-said Alice.
-
-“Well, dear, but you _are_ sharp; there’s no hiding my thoughts from
-you; but there’s many a face we gets used to that doesn’t seem so
-agreeable-like at first. I think this rack ’ll do very nice for
-hanging your cloak on,” she said, taking it from the young lady’s
-hands. “You’re tired a bit, I’m afeard; ye look a bit tired--ye do.”
-
-“No, nothing,” said her young mistress, “only I can’t help feeling
-sorry for poor old Wyvern and the Squire, old Mr. Fairfield--it seems
-so unkind; and there was a good deal to think about; and, I don’t know
-how, I feel a little uncomfortable, in spite of so much that should
-cheer me; and now I must run down and take a cup of tea--come with me
-to the top of the stairs, and just hold the candle till I have got
-down.”
-
-When she reached the head of the stairs she was cheered by the sound
-of Charles Fairfield’s voice, singing, in his exuberant jollity, the
-appropriate ditty, “Jenny, put the kettle on,--Barney, blow the
-bellows strong,” &c.
-
-And, hurrying downstairs, she found him ready to make tea, with his
-hand on the handle of the tea-pot, and the fire brighter than ever.
-
-“Well, you didn’t stay very long, good little woman. I was keeping up
-my spirits with a song; and, in spite of my music, beginning to miss
-you.”
-
-And, meeting her as she entered the room, he led her, with his arm
-about her waist, to a chair, in which, with a kiss, he placed her.
-
-“All this seems to me like a dream. I can’t believe it; but, if it be,
-woe to the fool who wakes me! No, darling, it’s no dream, is it?” he
-said, smiling, and kissed her again. “The happiest day of _my_ life,”
-he said, and through his eyes smiled upon her a flood of the tenderest
-love.
-
-A little more such talk, and then they sat down to that memorable cup
-of tea--“the first in our own house.”
-
-The delightful independence--the excitement, the importance--_all_ our
-own--cups, spoons, room, servants--and the treasure secured, and the
-haven of all our hopes no longer doubtful or distant. Glorious,
-beautiful dream! from which death, wrinkles, duns, are quite
-obliterated. Sip while you may, your pleasant cup of--madness, from
-that fragile, pretty china, and may the silver spoon wherewith you
-stir it, prove to have come into the world at the moment of your
-birth, where fortune is said to place it sometimes. Next morning the
-sun shone clear over Carwell Grange, bringing into sharp relief the
-joints and wrinkles of the old gray masonry, the leaves and tendrils
-of the ivy, and the tufts of grass which here and there sprout fast in
-the chinks of the parapet, and casting, with angular distinctness upon
-the shingled roof, the shadows of the jackdaws that circled about the
-old chimney. A twittering of small birds fills the air, and the solemn
-cawing comes mellowed on the ear from the dark rookery at the other
-side of the ravine, that, crossing at the side of the Grange,
-debouches on the wider and deeper glen that is known as the Vale of
-Carwell.
-
-Youth enjoys a change of abode, and with the instinct of change and
-adventure proper to its energies, delights in a new scene.
-
-Charles Fairfield accompanied his young wife, who was full of
-curiosity, and her head busy with a hundred plans, as in gay and eager
-spirits she surveyed her little empire.
-
-“This is the garden--I tell you, lest you should mistake it for the
-forest where the enchanted princess slept, surrounded by great trees
-and thickets--it excels even the old garden at Wyvern. There are
-pear-trees, and plum, and cherry, and apple. Upon my word, I forgot
-they were so huge, and the jungles are raspberries and gooseberries
-and currants. Did you ever see such thickets, and nettles between. I’m
-afraid you’ll not make much of this. When I was a boy those great
-trees looked as big and mossgrown as they do now, and bore such odd
-crabbed little fruit, and not much even of that.”
-
-“It will be quite beautiful when it is weeded, and flowers growing in
-the shade, and climbing plants trained up the stems of the trees, and
-it shan’t cost us anything; but you’ll see how wonderfully pretty it
-will be.”
-
-“But what is to become of all your pretty plans, if flowers won’t grow
-without sun. I defy any fairy--even my own bright little one--to make
-them grow here; but, if you won’t be persuaded, by all means let us
-try. I think there’s sunshine wherever you go, and I should not
-wonder, after all, if nature relented, and beautiful miracles were
-accomplished under your influence.”
-
-“I know you are laughing at me,” she said.
-
-“No, darling--I’ll never laugh at you--you can make me believe
-whatever you choose; and now that we have looked over all the wild
-beauties of our neglected paradise, in which, you good little
-creature, you are resolved to see all kinds of capabilities and
-perfections--suppose we go now to the grand review of our goods and
-chattels, that you planned at breakfast--cups, saucers, plates,
-knives, forks, spoons, and all such varieties.”
-
-“Oh, yes, let us come, Ry, it will be such fun, and so useful, and old
-Mrs. Tarnley said she would have a list made out,” said Alice, to whom
-the new responsibilities and dignities of her married state were full
-of interest and importance.
-
-So in they came together, and called for old Mildred, with a list of
-their worldly goods; and they read the catalogue together, with every
-now and then a peal of irrepressible laughter.
-
-“I had not an idea how near we were to our last cup and saucer,” said
-Charles, “and the dinner-service is limited to seven plates, two of
-which are cracked.”
-
-The comic aspect of their poverty was heightened, perhaps, by Mrs.
-Tarnley’s peculiar spelling. The old woman stood in the doorway of the
-sitting-room while the revision was proceeding, mightily displeased at
-this levity, looking more than usually wrinkled and bilious, and
-rolling her eyes upon them, from time to time, with a malignant ogle.
-
-“I was never good at the pen--I know that--but your young lady desired
-me, and I did my best, and very des_pick_able it be, no doubt,” said
-Mildred, with grizzly scorn.
-
-“Oh, my! I am so sorry--I assure you, Mrs. Tarnley--pray tell her,
-Charlie--we were laughing only at there being so few things left.”
-
-“Left! I don’t know what ye mean by _left_, ma’am--there’s not another
-woman as ever I saw would keep his bit o’ delf and chaney half as long
-as me; I never was counted a smasher o’ things--no more I was.”
-
-“But we didn’t think you broke them; did we, Charlie?” appealed poor
-little Alice, who, being new to authority, was easily bullied.
-
-“Nonsense, old Mildred--don’t be a fool,” said Charles Fairfield, not
-in so conciliatory a tone as Alice would have wished.
-
-“Well, fool’s easily said, and there’s no lack o’ fools, high or low,
-Master Charles, and I don’t pretend to be no scholar; but I’ve read
-that o’er much laughing ends, ofttimes, in o’er much crying--the Lord
-keep us all from grief.”
-
-“Hold your tongue--what a bore you are,” exclaimed he, sharply.
-
-Mrs. Tarnley raised her chin, and looked askance, but made no answer,
-she was bitter.
-
-“Why the devil, old Mildred, can’t you try to look pleasant for once?”
-he persisted. “I believe there’s not a laugh _in_ you, nor even a
-smile, is there?”
-
-“I’m not much given to laughin’, thankee, sir, and there’s people,
-mayhap, should be less so, if they’d only take warnin’, and mind what
-they seed over night; and if the young lady don’t want me no longer,
-I’d be better back in the kitchen before the chicken burns, for
-Lilly’s out in the garden rootin’ out the potatoes for dinner.”
-
-And after a moment’s silence she dropped a little courtesy, and
-assuming permission, took her departure.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV.
- A LETTER.
-
-Alice looked a little paler, her husband a little discontented. Each
-had a different way of reading her unpleasant speech.
-
-“Don’t mind that old woman, darling, don’t let her bore you. I do
-believe she has some as odious faults as are to be found on earth.”
-
-“I don’t know what she means by a warning,” said Alice.
-
-“Nor I, darling, I am sure; perhaps she has had a winding-sheet on her
-candle, or a coffin flew out of the fire, or a death-watch ticked in
-the wainscot,” he answered.
-
-“A warning, what could she mean?” repeated Alice, slowly, with an
-anxious gaze in his eyes.
-
-“My darling, how can you? A stupid old woman!” said he a little
-impatiently, “and thoroughly ill-conditioned. She’s in one of her
-tempers, just because we laughed, and fancied it was at her; and
-there’s nothing she’d like better than to frighten you, if she could.
-I’ll pack her off, if I find her playing any tricks.”
-
-“Oh, the poor old thing, not for the world; she’ll make it up with me,
-you’ll find; I don’t blame her the least, if she thought that, and
-I’ll tell her we never thought of such a thing.”
-
-“Don’t mind her, she’s not worth it--we’ll just make out a list of the
-things that we want; I’m afraid we want a great deal more than we can
-get, for you have married a fellow, in all things but love, as poor as
-a church mouse.”
-
-He laughed, and kissed her, and patted her smiling cheek.
-
-“Yes, it will be such fun buying these things; such a funny little
-dinner service, and breakfast things, and how far away is Naunton?”
-
-“I’m not so sure we can get them at Naunton. Things come from London
-so easily now,” said he.
-
-“Oh, but there is such a nice little shop, I remarked it in Naunton,”
-said she, eagerly.
-
-“Oh, is there?” said he, “I forgot, I believe you drove through it.”
-
-“I did,” she answered, “and the whole pleasure of getting them, would
-be buying them with you.”
-
-“You kind little darling,” he said, with a faint smile, “so it would
-to me, I know, choosing them with you; but are you sure there is a
-place there?”
-
-“Such a nice little shop, with a great red and blue jug, hanging over
-the door for a sign,” she insisted, cheerily, “and there is something
-pleasant, isn’t there, in the sort of queer rustic things one would
-meet in such an out-of-the-way place?”
-
-“Yes, so there is, but, however, we’ll think about it, and, in fact,
-it doesn’t matter a farthing where we get them.”
-
-Our friend Charles seemed put out a little, and his slight
-unaccountable embarrassment piqued her curiosity, and made her ever so
-little uncomfortable. She was still, however, a very young wife, and
-in awe of her husband. It was, therefore, rather timidly that she
-said,--
-
-“And why, darling Ry, can’t we decide now, and go to-morrow, and
-choose our plates, and cups, and saucers? it would be such a pleasant
-little adventure to look forward to.”
-
-“So it might, but we’ll have to make up our minds to have many days go
-by, and weeks too, here, with nothing pleasant to look forward to. You
-knew very well,” he continued, not so sharply, “when you married me,
-that I owed money, and was a poor miserable devil, and not my own
-master, and you really must allow me to decide what is to be done,
-when a trifle might any day run us into mischief. There now, your eyes
-are full of tears, how can you be so foolish?”
-
-“But, indeed, Ry, I’m not,” she pleaded, smiling through them. “I was
-only sorry, I was afraid I had vexed you.”
-
-“Vexed me! you darling; not the least, I am only teased to think I am
-obliged to deny you anything, much less to hesitate about gratifying
-so trifling a wish as this; but so it is, and such my hard fate; and
-though I seem to be vexed, it is not with you, you must not mistake,
-_never_, darling, with you; but in proportion as I love you, the sort
-of embarrassment into which you have ventured with your poor Ry,
-grieves and even enrages him, and the thought, too, that so small a
-thing would set it all to rights. But we are not the only people, of
-course, there are others as badly off, and a great deal worse; there
-now, darling, you must not cry, you really mustn’t; you must never
-fancy for a moment when anything happens to vex me, that I could be
-such a brute as to be angry with you; what’s to become of me, if you
-ever suffer such a chimera to enter your pretty little head? I do
-assure you, darling, I’d rather blow my brains out, than inflict a
-single unhappy hour upon you; there now, won’t you kiss me, and look
-quite happy again? and come, we’ll go out again; you did not see the
-kennel, and the brewhouse, and fifty other interesting ruins; we must
-be twice as happy as ever for the rest of the day.”
-
-And so this little cloud, light and swift, but still a cloud, blew
-over, and the sun shone out warm and brilliant again.
-
-The buildings, which enclosed three sides of the quadrangle which they
-were now examining, were, with the exception of the stables, in such a
-state of dilapidation as very nearly to justify in sober earnest the
-term “ruins,” which he had half jocularly applied to them.
-
-“You may laugh as you will,” said Alice, “but I think this might be
-easily made quite a beautiful place--prettier even than Wyvern.”
-
-“Yes, very easily,” he laughed, “if a fellow had two or three thousand
-pounds to throw away upon it. Whenever I have--and I may yet,--you may
-restore, and transform, and do what you like, I’ll give you _carte
-blanche_, and in better hands I believe neither house nor money could
-be placed. No one has such taste--though it is hardly for _me_ to say
-that.”
-
-Just at that moment the clank of a horse-shoe was heard on the
-pavement, and, turning his head, Charles saw his man, Tom Sherwood,
-ride into the yard. Tom touched his hat and dismounted.
-
-“A letter, sir.”
-
-“Oh!” said Charles, letting go his wife’s arm, and walking quickly
-towards him.
-
-The man handed him a letter. Alice was standing, forgotten for the
-time, on the middle of the pavement, while her husband opened and read
-his letter.
-
-When he had done he turned about and walked a few steps towards her,
-but still thinking anxiously and plainly not seeing her, and he
-stopped and read it through again.
-
-“Oh, darling, I beg your pardon, I’m so stupid. What were we talking
-about? Oh! yes, the house, this old place. If I live to succeed to
-Wyvern you shall do what you like with this place, and we’ll live here
-if you like it best.”
-
-“Well, I don’t think I should like to live here always,” she said, and
-paused.
-
-She was thinking of the odd incident of the night before, and there
-lurked in one dark corner of her mind just the faintest image of
-horror, very faint, but still genuine, and which, the longer she
-looked at it grew the darker; “and I was going to ask you if we could
-change our room.”
-
-“I think, darling,” said he, looking at her steadily, “the one we have
-got is almost the only habitable bed-room in the house, and certainly
-the most comfortable, but if you like any other room better--have you
-been looking?”
-
-“No, darling, only I’m such a coward, and so foolish; I fancied I saw
-something when I was going into it last night--old Mrs. Tarnley was
-quite close to me.”
-
-“If you saw _her_ it was quite enough to frighten any one. But what
-was it--robber, or only a ghost?” he asked.
-
-“Neither, only a kind of surprise and a fright. I did not care to talk
-about it last night, and I thought it would have quite passed away by
-to-day; but I can’t quite get rid of it--and, shall I tell it all to
-you now?” answered Alice.
-
-“You must tell me all, by-and-by,” he laughed; “you shall have any
-room you like better, only remember they’re all equally old; and now,
-_I_ have a secret to tell you. Harry is coming to dine with us; he’ll
-be here at six--and--look here, how oddly my letters come to me.”
-
-And he held the envelope he had just now opened by the corner before
-her eyes. It was thus:--
-
-
- “Mr. Thomas Sherwood,
- “Post Office,
- “Naunton.
- “To be called for.”
-
-
-“There’s evidence of the caution I’m obliged to practise in that part
-of the world. The world will never be without sin, poverty, and
-attorneys; and there is a cursed fellow there with eyes wide open and
-ears erect, and all sorts of poisoned arrows of the law to shoot at
-poor wayfarers like me; and that’s the reason why I’d rather buy our
-modest teacups in London, and not be so much as heard of in Naunton.
-Don’t look so frightened, little woman, every fellow has a dangerous
-dun or two, and I’m not half so much in peril as fifty I could name.
-Only my father’s angry, you know, and when that quarrel gets to be
-known it mayn’t help my credit, or make duns more patient. So I must
-keep well earthed here till the dogs are quiet again; and now, my wise
-little housekeeper will devise dinner enough for our hungry brother,
-who will arrive, in two hours’ time, with the appetite that Cressley
-Common gives every fellow with as little to trouble him as Harry has.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV.
- HARRY ARRIVES.
-
-Six o’clock came, and seven, and not until half-past seven, when they
-had nearly given him up, did Henry Fairfield arrive at the Grange.
-
-“How does Madam Fairfield?” bawled Master Harry, as he strode across
-the floor, and kissed Alice’s pretty cheek. “Odds bobbins!--as the
-man says in the playhouse--I believe I bussed ye, did I? But don’t let
-him be angry; I wasn’t thinkin’, Charlie, no more than the fellow that
-put farmer Gleeson’s fippun-note in his pocket last Trutbury fair. And
-how’s all wi’ ye, Charlie, hey? I’m glad to see the old house is
-standing still with a roof on since last gale. And how do ye like it,
-Alice? Rayther slow I used to think it; but you two wise heads are so
-in love wi’ one another ye’d put up in the pound, or the cow-house, or
-the horse-pond, for sake o’ each other’s company. ‘I loved her sweet
-company better than meat,’ as the song says; and that reminds me--can
-the house afford a hungry man a cut o’ beef or mutton and a mug of
-ale? I asked myself to dinner, ye know, and that’s a bargain there’s
-two words to, sometimes.”
-
-Master Harry was a wag, after a clumsy rustic fashion--an habitual
-jester, and never joked more genially than when he was letting his
-companion in for what he called a “soft thing,” in the shape of an
-unsound horse or a foolish wager.
-
-His jocularity was supposed to cover a great deal of shrewdness, and
-some dangerous qualities also.
-
-While their homely dinner was being got upon the table, honest Harry
-quizzed the lord and lady of Carwell Grange in the same vein of
-delicate banter, upon all their domestic arrangements, and when he
-found that there was but one sitting-room in a condition to receive
-them, his merriment knew no bounds.
-
-“Upon my soul, you beat the cobbler in the song that ‘lived in a
-stall, that served him for parlour, and kitchen, and hall,’ for
-there’s no mention of the cobbler’s wife, and he, being a single man,
-you know, you and your lady double the wonder, don’t ye, Alice, two
-faces under a hood, and a devilish pinched little hood, too, heh? ha,
-ha, ha!”
-
-“When did you get to Wyvern?” asked Charles Fairfield, after a
-considerable pause.
-
-“Last night,” answered his brother.
-
-“You saw the old man?”
-
-“Not till morning,” answered Henry, with a waggish leer, and a sly
-glance at Alice.
-
-It was lost, however, for the young lady was looking dreamily and
-sadly away, thinking, perhaps, of the old Squire, not without
-self-upbraidings, and hearing nothing, I am sure, of all they said.
-
-“Did you breakfast with him?”
-
-“By Jove, I did, sir.”
-
-“Well?”
-
-“Well? Nothing particular, only let me see how long his
-stick--his--his stick and his arm, together--say five feet six. Well,
-I counsel you, brother, not to go within five foot six inches of the
-old gentleman till he cools down a bit, anyhow.”
-
-“No, we’ll not try that,” said Charles, “and he may cool down, as you
-say, or nurse his wrath, as he pleases, it doesn’t much matter to me;
-he _was_ very angry, but sometimes the thunder and flame blow off, you
-know, and the storm hurts no one.”
-
-“I hope so,” said Henry, with a sort of laugh. “When I tell you to
-keep out of the way, mind, I’m advising you against myself. The more
-you and the old boy wool each other, the better for Hal.”
-
-“He can’t unsettle the place, Harry--not that I want to see him--I
-never owed him much love, and I think _now_ he’d be glad to see me a
-beggar.”
-
-Harry laughed again.
-
-“Did you ever hear of a bear with a sore head?” said Harry. “Well,
-that’s him, at present, and I give you fair notice, I think he’ll
-leave all he can away from you.”
-
-“So let him; if it’s to you, Harry, I don’t grudge it,” said the elder
-son.
-
-“That’s a handsome speech, bless the speaker. Can you give me a glass
-of brandy? This claret I never could abide,” said Harry, with another
-laugh; “besides it will break you.”
-
-“I’ve but two bottles, and they have been three years here. Yes, you
-can have brandy, it’s here.”
-
-“I’ll get it,” said Alice, brightening up in the sense of her
-house-keeping importance. “It’s--I _think_ it’s in this, ain’t it?”
-she said, opening one of the presses inserted in the wainscot.
-
-“Let me, darling, it’s there, I ought to know, I put it there myself,”
-said Charles, getting up, and taking the keys from her and opening
-another cupboard.
-
-“I’m so stupid!” said Alice, blushing, as she surrendered them, “and
-so useless; but you’re always right, Charlie.”
-
-“He’s a wonderful fellow, ain’t he?” said Harry, winking agreeably at
-Charles; “I never knew a bran new husband that wasn’t. Wait a bit and
-the gold rubs off the ginger-bread--Didn’t old Dulcibella--how’s
-she?--never buy you a ginger-bread husband down at Wyvern Fair? and
-they all went, I warrant, the same road; the gilding rubs away, and
-then off with his head, and eat him up slops! That’s not bad
-cognac--where do you get it?--don’t know, of course; well, it _is_
-good.”
-
-“Glad you like it, Harry,” said his brother. “It was very kind of you
-coming over here so soon; you must come often--won’t you?”
-
-“Well, you know, I thought I might as well, just to tell you how
-things was--but, mind, is any one here?”
-
-He looked over his shoulder to be sure that the old servant was not
-near.
-
-“Mind you’re not to tell the folk over at Wyvern that I came here,
-because you know it wouldn’t serve me, noways, with the old chap up
-there, and there’s no use.”
-
-“You may be very easy about that, Harry. I’m a banished man, you know.
-I shall never see the old man’s face again; and rely on it, I sha’n’t
-write.”
-
-“I don’t mean him alone,” said Harry, replenishing his glass; “but
-don’t tell any of them Wyvern people, nor you, Alice. Mind--I’m going
-back to-night, as far as Barnsley, and from there I’ll go to Dawling,
-and round, d’ye mind, south, by Leigh Watton, up to Wyvern, and I’ll
-tell him a thumpin’ lie if he asks questions.”
-
-“Don’t fear any such thing, Harry,” said Charles.
-
-“Fear! I’m not afeard on him, nor never was.”
-
-“Fancy, then,” said Charles.
-
-“Only,” continued Harry, “I’m not like you--I han’t a house and a bit
-o’ land to fall back on; d’ye see? He’d have me on the ropes if I
-vexed him. He’d slap Wyvern door in my face, and stop my allowance,
-and sell my horses, and leave me to the ’sizes and the lawyers for my
-rights; and I couldn’t be comin’ here spongin’ on you, you know.”
-
-“You’d always be welcome, Harry,” said Charles.
-
-“Always,” echoed his wife, in whom every one who belonged to Charlie
-had a welcome claim.
-
-But Harry went right on with his speech without diverging to thank
-them.
-
-“And you’ll be snug enough here, you see, and I might go whistle, and
-dickins a chance I’ll ha’ left but to go list or break horses, or
-break stones, by jingo; and I ha’ run risks enough in this thing o’
-yours--not but I’m willin’ to run more, if need be; but there’s no
-good in getting myself into pound, you know.”
-
-“By me, Harry. You don’t imagine I could be such a fool,” exclaimed
-Charles.
-
-“Well, I think ye’ll allow I stood to ye like a brick, and didn’t funk
-nothin’ that was needful--and I’d do it over again, I would.”
-
-Charles took one hand of the generous fellow, and Alice took the
-other, and the modest benefactor smiled gruffly and flushed a little,
-and looked down as they poured forth in concert their acknowledgments.
-
-“Why, see how you two thanks me. I always says to fellows, ‘keep your
-thanks to yourselves, and do me a good turn when it lies in your
-ways.’ There’s the sort o’ thanks that butters a fellow’s
-parsnips--and so--say no more.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI.
- A PARTY OF THREE.
-
-“I’d tip you a stave, only I’ve got a hoarseness since yesterday, and
-I’d ask Alice to play a bit, only there’s no piano here to kick up a
-gingle with, and Charlie never sang a note in his life, and”--standing
-before the fire, he yawned long and loud--“by Jove, that wasn’t over
-civil of me, but old friends need not be stiff, and I vote we yawn all
-round for company; and I’ll forgive ye, for my hour’s come, and I’ll be
-taking the road.”
-
-“I wish so much I had a bed to offer you, Harry; but you know all
-about it--there hasn’t been time to arrange anything,” said Charles.
-
-“Won’t you stay and take some tea?” urged Alice.
-
-“I never could abide it, child; thank ye all the same,” said he, “I’d
-as soon drink a mug o’ whey.”
-
-“And what about the gray hunter--you did not sell him yet?” asked
-Charles.
-
-“I don’t well know what to do about him,” answered his brother. “I’d a
-sold him for fifty, only old Clinker wouldn’t pass him for sound.
-Clinker and me, we had words about that.”
-
-“I want fifty pounds very much, if I could get it,” said Charles.
-
-“I never knew a fellow that didn’t want fifty very bad, if he could
-get it,” laughed Harry; “but you’ll not be doin’ that bad, I’m afeard,
-if ye get half the money.”
-
-“The devil!--do you really--why I thought, with luck, I might get
-seventy. I’m hard up, Harry, and I know you’ll do your best for me,”
-said Charles, to whom this was really a serious question.
-
-“And with luck so you might; but chaps isn’t easy done these times;
-and though I swear it’s only his mouth, he steps short at the off
-side, and a fellow with an eye in his head won’t mistake his action.”
-
-“You will do the best you can for me, Harry, I know,” said Charles,
-who knew nothing about horses, and was lazy in discussion. “But it’s
-rather a blow just now, when a poor devil wants every shilling he can
-get together, to find himself fifty pounds nearly out of pocket.”
-
-Was it fancy, or did Alice’s pretty ear hear truly? It seemed to her
-that the tone in which Charlie spoke was a little more sour than need
-be, that it seemed to blame her as the cause of altered circumstances,
-and to hint, though very faintly, an unkind repentance. His eye met
-hers; full and sad it looked, and his heart smote him, for the
-intangible reproof was deserved.
-
-“And here’s the best little wife in the world,” he said, “who would
-save a lazy man like me a little fortune in a year, and make that
-unlucky fifty pounds, if I could but get it, do as much as a hundred.”
-
-And his hand was fondly placed on her shoulder, as he looked in her
-loving eyes.
-
-“A good house-wife is she, that’s something,” said Harry, who was
-inspecting his spur. “Though by Jove it was hardly at Wyvern she
-learned thrift.”
-
-“All the more merit,” said Charles, “it’s all her wise, good little
-self.”
-
-“No, no; I can’t take all that praise; it’s your great kindness,
-Charlie. But I’ll try. I’ll learn all I can, and I’m sure the real
-secret is to be very anxious to do it well.”
-
-“Ay, to be sure,” interrupted Harry, who, having completed his little
-arrangement, placed his foot again on the ground. “The more you like
-it the better you’ll do it--pare the cheeses, skin the flints, kill
-the fleas for the hide and tallow, pot the potato-skins, sweat the
-shillin’s and all that, and now I’ll be going. Good-night, Alice. Will
-you let Charlie see me down to the end o’ the lane, and I’ll send him
-safe back to you? Come along, Charlie. God bless you, girl, and I’ll
-look in again whenever I have a bit o’ news to tell ye.”
-
-And with that elegant farewell, he shook Alice by the hand and clapped
-her on the shoulder, and “chucked” her under the chin.
-
-“And don’t ye be faint-hearted, mind, ’twill all come right, and I
-didn’t think this place was so comfortable as it is. It is a snug old
-house with a bit o’ coal and a faggot o’ wood, and a pair o’ bright
-eyes, and a glass o’ that, a man might make shift for a while. I’d do
-it myself. I didn’t think it was so snug by half, and I’d rayther stay
-here to-night by a long chalk than ride to Barnsley, I can tell ye.
-Come, Charlie, it’s time I should be on the road; and she says, don’t
-you, Alice, you may see me a bit o’ the way.”
-
-And so the leave-taking came to an end, and Charlie and Harry went out
-together; and Alice wondered what had induced Harry to come all that
-way for so short a visit, with so very little to tell. Perhaps,
-however, his own business, for he was always looking after horses, and
-thought nothing of five-and-thirty miles, had brought him to the verge
-of Cressley Common, and if so, he would have come on the few
-additional miles, if only to bait his horse and get his dinner.
-
-Perhaps the old Squire at Wyvern had broken out more angrily, and was
-threatening something in which there was real danger to Charlie, which
-the brothers did not choose to tell her. A kindly secrecy and
-considerate, but seldom unsuspected, and being so often fifty-fold
-more torturing than downright ghastly frankness.
-
-There had been a little chill and shadow over the party of three, she
-thought. Charlie thought his brother Harry the most thorough partisan
-that ever man had, and the most entirely sympathetic. If that were so,
-and should not he know best? Harry had certainly laughed and joked
-after his fashion, and enjoyed himself, and there could not be much
-wrong. But Charlie--was not there something more upon his mind than
-she quite knew? She stood too much in awe of her husband to follow
-them, as she would have wished, and implore of them if there was any
-new danger to let her hear it all. In her ear was the dismal
-iteration, as it were, of this little “death-watch” and sighing, she
-got up and opened the window-shutter and looked out upon the
-moonlighted scene.
-
-A little platform of grass stood between the wall of the house and the
-precipitous edge of the vale of Marlow. Tall trees stood silent and
-lonely sentinels without the old gray walls, and a low ivied parapet
-guarded the sudden descent of the riven and wooded cliff. The broken
-screen of the solemn forest foreground showed in the distance the
-thicker masses of the wood that topped the summit of the further side
-of that sombre glen. Stiller, sadder scene fancy never painted.
-
-She had opened the shutter, uncertain whether the window commanded the
-point from which her husband and his brother might be expected to
-emerge, for the geography of this complicated house was still new to
-her, and disappointed, she lingered in contemplation of a view which
-so well accorded with the melancholy of her lonely misgivings.
-
-How soon in the possession of our heart’s desire comes the sense of
-disappointment, and the presence of the worm, and promise of the
-blight among the flowers of our vernal days. Pitch the tent or drop
-the anchor where we may, always a new campaign opening, always a new
-voyage beginning--quiet nowhere.
-
-“I dare say it is only my folly--that nothing has gone wrong, and that
-they have no secrets to hide from me. I have no one else; he would not
-shut me out from his confidence, and leave me quite alone. No, Ry, you
-could not.”
-
-With a full heart she turned again from the window.
-
-“He’ll come again in a minute; he’ll not walk far with Harry.”
-
-She went to the door, and opening it, listened. She heard a step enter
-the passage from the stable-yard, and called to ask who was there. It
-was only Tom, who had let out Master Harry’s horse, and opened the
-gate for him. He led it out, and they walked together--Master Harry
-with the bridle in his hand, and Master Charles walking beside him.
-They took the narrow way along the little glen towards Cressley
-Common.
-
-She knew that he would return probably in a few minutes; and more and
-more she wondered what those minutes might contain, she partly
-wondered at her own anxiety. So she returned to the room and waited
-there for him. But he remained longer away than she expected. The
-tea-things were on the table deserted. The fire flickered its genial
-invitation in vain, and she, growing more uncomfortable and lonely,
-and perhaps a little high at being thus forsaken, went upstairs to pay
-old Dulcibella Crane a visit.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII.
- MILDRED TARNLEY’S WARNING STORY.
-
-As she reached the top of the stairs she called to the old servant,
-not, I think, caring to traverse the haunted flooring that intervened
-alone. She heard Dulcibella talking, and a moment after her old nurse
-appeared, and standing by her shoulder Mildred Tarnley.
-
-“Oh, Mrs. Tarnley! I’m so glad to see you--you’ve been paying
-Dulcibella a visit. Pray, come back, and tell me some stories about
-this old house; you’ve been so long here, and know it so well, that
-you must have a great deal to tell.”
-
-The old woman, with the unpleasant face, made a stiff courtesy.
-
-“At your service, ma’am,” she said, ungraciously.
-
-“That is if it don’t inconvenience you,” pleaded Alice, who was still
-a little afraid of her.
-
-“’Tis as you please, ma’am,” said the old servant, with another dry
-courtesy.
-
-“Well, I’m so glad you can come. Dulcibella, have we a little bit of
-fire? Oh, yes, I see--it looks so cheerful.”
-
-So they entered the old-fashioned bedroom.
-
-“I hope, Mrs. Tarnley, I’m not keeping you from your tea?”
-
-“No, I thank ye, ma’am. I’ve ’ad my tea an hour agone,” answered the
-old woman.
-
-“And you must sit down, Mrs. Tarnley,” urged Alice.
-
-“I’ll stand, if ye please, ma’am,” said the withered figure
-perversely.
-
-“I should be so much happier if you would sit down, Mildred,” urged
-her young mistress; “but if you prefer it--I only mean that whatever
-is most comfortable to you you should do. I wanted so much to hear
-something about this old house. You remember what happened when I was
-coming upstairs with you--when I was so startled.”
-
-“I didn’t see it, miss--ma’am. I only heard you say summat,” answered
-Mildred Tarnley.
-
-“Oh, yes, I know; but you spoke to-day of a warning, and you looked
-when it happened as if you had heard of it before.”
-
-The old woman raised her chin, and with her hands folded together made
-another courtesy, which mutually seemed to say--
-
-“If you have anything to ask, ask it.”
-
-“Do you remember,” inquired Alice, “having ever heard of anything
-strange being seen at that passage near the head of the stairs?”
-
-“I ought, ma’am,” answered the old woman discreetly.
-
-“And what was it?” inquired Alice.
-
-“I don’t know, ma’am, would the master be pleased if he was to hear I
-was talkin’ o’ such things to you,” suggested Mildred.
-
-“He’d only laugh as I should, I assure you. I’m not the least a
-coward; so you need not be afraid of my making a fool of myself. Now,
-do tell me what it was!”
-
-“Well, ma’am, you’ll be pleased to remember ’tis you orders me, in
-case Master Charles should turn on me about it; but, as you say,
-ma’am, there’s many thinks ’tis all nothin’ but old ’oman’s tales and
-fribble-frabble; and ’tisn’t for me to say----”
-
-“I’ll take all the blame to myself,” said Alice.
-
-“There’s no blame in’t as I’m aware on; and if there was I wouldn’t
-ask no one to take it on themselves more than their right share; and
-that I’d take leave to lay on them myself, without stoppin’ to ask
-whether they likes it or no; but only I told you, ma’am, that I should
-have your orders, and wi’ them I’ll comply.”
-
-“Yes, certainly, Mrs. Tarnley--and now do kindly go on,” said Alice.
-
-“Well, please, ma’am, you’ll tell me what you saw?”
-
-“A heavy black drapery fell from the top of the arch through which we
-pass to the gallery outside the door, and for some seconds closed up
-the entire entrance,” answered the young lady.
-
-“Ay, ay, no doubt that’s it; but there was no drapery there, ma’am,
-sich as this world’s loom ever wove. Them as weaves that web is light
-o’ hand and heavy o’ heart, and the de’el himself speeds the shuttle,”
-and as she said this the old woman smiled sourly. “I was talking o’
-that very thing to Mrs. Crane here when you came up, ma’am.”
-
-“Yes,” said old Dulcibella, quietly; “it was very strange, surely.”
-
-“And there came quite a cloud of dust from it rolling along the
-floor,” continued Alice.
-
-“Yes, so there would--so there does; ’tis always so,” said Mrs.
-Tarnley, with the same faint ugly smile; “not that there’s a grain o’
-dust in all the gallery, for the child Lily Dogger and me washed it
-out and swept it clean. Dust ye saw; but that’s no real dust, like
-what the minister means when he says, ‘Dust to dust.’ No, no, a finer
-dust by far--the dust o’ death. No more clay in that than in yon
-smoke, or the mist in Carwell Glen below; no dust at all, but sich
-dust as a ghost might shake from its windin’ sheet--an appearance, ye
-understand; that’s all, ma’am--like the rest.”
-
-Alice smiled, but old Mildred’s answering smile chilled her, and she
-turned to Dulcibella; but good Mrs. Crane looked in her face with
-round eyes of consternation and a very solemn countenance.
-
-“I see, Dulcibella, if my courage fails I’m not to look to you for
-support. Well, Mrs. Tarnley, don’t mind--I shan’t need her help; and
-I’m not a bit afraid, so pray go on.”
-
-“Well, ye see, ma’am, this place and the house came into the family,
-my grandmother used to say, more than a hundred years ago; and I was a
-little thing when I used to hear her say so, and there’s many a year
-added to the tale since then; but it was in the days o’ Sir Harry
-Fairfield. They called him Harry Boots in his day, for he was never
-seen except in his boots, and for the matter o’ that seldom out o’ the
-saddle; for there was troubles in them days, and militia and yeomanry,
-and dear knows what all--and the Fairfields was ever a bold,
-dare-devil stock, and them dangerous times answered them well--and
-what with dragooning, and what with the hunting-field, I do suppose
-his foot was seldom out o’ the stirrup. So my grandmother told me some
-called him Booted Fairfield and more called him Harry Boots--that was
-Sir Harry Fairfield o’ them days.”
-
-“I think I’ve seen his picture, haven’t I?--at Wyvern. It’s in the
-hall, at the far end from the door, near the window, with a long wig
-and lace cravat, and a great steel breast-plate?” inquired Alice.
-
-“Like enough, miss--ma’am, I mean--I don’t know, I’m sure--but he was
-a great man in his time, and would have his picture took, no doubt.
-His wife was a Carwell--an heiress--there’s not a Carwell in this
-country now, nor for many a day has been. ’Twas she brought Carwell
-Grange and the Vale o’ Carwell to the Fairfields--poor thing--pretty
-she was. Her picture was never took to Wyvern, and much good her land,
-and houses, and good looks done her. The Fairfields was wild folk. I
-don’t say there wasn’t good among ’em, but whoever else they was good
-to, they was seldom kind to their wives. Hard, bad husbands they
-was--that’s sure.”
-
-Alice smiled, and stirred the fire quietly, but did not interrupt, and
-as the story went on, she sighed.
-
-“They said she was very lonesome here. Well, it is a lonesome place,
-you know--awful lonesome, and always the same. For old folk like me it
-doesn’t matter, but young blood’s different, you know, and they likes
-to see the world a bit, and talk and hear what’s a-foot, be it fun or
-change, or what not; and she was very lonesome, mopin’ about the old
-garden, plantin’ flowers, or pluckin’ roses--all to herself--or cryin’
-in the window--while Harry Boots was away wi’ his excuses--now wi’ his
-sogerin’, and now wi’ the hounds, and truly wi’ worse matters, if all
-were out. So, not twice in a year was his face--handsome Harry Boots,
-they ca’d him--seen down here, and his pretty lady was sick and sore
-and forsaken, down in her own lonesome house, by the Vale of Carwell,
-where I’m telling you this.”
-
-Alice smiled, and nodded in sign of attention, and the old woman went
-on.
-
-“I often wonder they try to hide these things--’twould be better
-sometimes they were more out-spoken, for sooner or later all will out,
-and then there’s wild work, and mayhap it’s past ever makin’ up
-between them. So stories travel a’most without legs to carry ’em, and
-there’s no gainsaying the word o’ God that said, ‘let there be light,’
-for, sooner or later, light ’twill be, and all will be cleared up, and
-the wicked doin’s of Harry Boots, far away, and cunning, as all was
-done, come clear to light, so as she could no longer have hope or
-doubt in the matter. Poor thing--she loved him better than
-life--better than her soul, mayhap, and that’s all she got by’t--a bad
-villain that was.”
-
-“He was untrue to her?” said Alice.
-
-“Lawk! to be sure he was,” replied Mrs. Tarnley, with a cynical scorn.
-
-“And so she had that to think of all alone, along with the rest--for
-she might have had a greater match than Sir Harry--a lord he was. I
-forget his name, but he’d a given his eyes a’most to a got her. But a’
-wouldn’t do, for she loved Booted Harry Fairfield, and him she’d have,
-and wouldn’t hear o’ no other, and so she had enough to think on here,
-in Carwell Grange. The house she had brought the Fairfields--poor bird
-alone, as we used to say--but the rest of her time wasn’t very
-long--it wasn’t to be--she used to walk out sometimes, but she talked
-to no one, and she cared for nothin’ after that; and there’s the long
-sheet o’ water, in the thick o’ the trees, with the black yew-hedge
-round it.”
-
-“I know,” said Alice, “a very high hedge, and trees behind it--it is
-the darkest place I ever saw--beyond the garden. Isn’t that the place?”
-
-“Yes, that’s it; she used to walk round it--sometimes
-cryin’--sometimes not; and there she was found drowned, poor thing.
-Some said ’twas by mischance, for the bank was very steep and
-slippery--it had been rainy weather--where she was found, and more
-said she made away wi’ herself, and that’s what was thought among the
-Carwell folk, as my grandmother heared; for what’s a young creature to
-do wi’ nothing more to look to, and all alone, wi’ no one ever to talk
-to, and the heart quite broke?”
-
-“You said, I think, that there was a picture here?” inquired Alice.
-
-“I said ’twasn’t took to Wyvern, ma’am; there was a picture here they
-said ’twas hers--my grandmother said so, and she should know. ’Twas
-the only picture I remember in the Grange.”
-
-“And where is it?” inquired Alice.
-
-“Dropped to pieces long ago. ’Twas in the room they called the
-gun-room, in my day. The wall was damp; ’twas gone very poor and
-rotten in my time, and so black you could scarce make it out. Many a
-time when I was a bit of a girl, some thirteen or fourteen years old,
-I stood on the table, for a long time together a-looking at it. But it
-was dropping away that time in flakes, and the canvas as rotten as
-tinder, and every time it got a stir it lost something, till ye
-couldn’t make nothing of it. It’s all gone long ago, and the frame
-broke up I do suppose.”
-
-“What a pity!” said Alice. “Oh, what a pity! Can you, do you think,
-remember anything of it?”
-
-“She was standin’--you could see the point o’ the shoe--white satin it
-looked like, wi’ a buckle that might be diamonds; there was a nosegay,
-I mind, in her fingers, wi’ small blue flowers, and a rose, but the
-face was all faded and dark, except just a bit o’ the mouth, red, and
-smilin’ at the corner--very pretty. But ’twas all gone very dark, you
-know, and a deal o’ the paintin’ gone; and that’s all I ever seen o’
-the picture.”
-
-“Well, and did anything more happen?” asked Alice.
-
-“Hoo! yes, lots. Down comes Booted Fairfield, now there was no one
-left to care whether he came or went. The Carwell people didn’t love
-him, but ’twas best to keep a civil tongue, for the Fairfields were
-dangerous folk always, ’twas a word and a blow wi’ them, and no one
-cared to cross them, and he made a bother about it to be sure, and had
-the rooms hung wi’ black, and the staircase and the drapery hung over
-the arch in the gallery, outside, down to the floor, for she, poor
-thing, lay up here.”
-
-“Not in this room!” said Alice, who even at that distance of time did
-not care to invade the sinister sanctity of the lady’s room.
-
-“No, not this, the room at t’ other end o’ the gallery; ’t would
-require a deal o’ doing up, and plaster, and paper, before you could
-lie in’t. But Harry Boots made a woundy fuss about his dead wife. They
-was cunning after a sort, them Fairfields, and I suppose he thought
-’twas best to make folk think he loved his wife, at least to give ’em
-something good to say o’ him if they liked, and he gave alms to the
-poor, and left a good lump o’ money they say for the parish, both at
-Cressley Church and at Carwell Priory--they call the vicarage so--and
-he had a grand funeral as ever was seen from the Grange, and she was
-buried down at the priory, which the Carwells used to be, in a new
-vault, where she was laid the first, and has been the last, for Booted
-Fairfield married again, and was buried with his second wife away at
-Wyvern. So the poor thing, living and dying, has been to herself.”
-
-“But is there any story to account for what I saw as I came into the
-gallery with you?” asked Alice.
-
-“I told you, miss, it was hung with black, as I heard my grandmother
-say, and thereupon the story came, for there was three ladies of the
-Fairfield family at different times before you, ma’am, as saw the same
-thing. Well, ma’am, at the funeral, as I’ve heard say, the young lord
-that liked her well, if she’d a had him--and liked her still in spite
-of all--gave Sir Harry a lick or two wi’ the rough side o’ his tongue,
-and a duel came out o’ them words more than a year afterwards, and
-Harry Boots was killed, and he’s buried away down at Wyvern.”
-
-“Well, see there! Ain’t it a wonder how gentlemen that has all this
-world can give, will throw away their lives at a word, like that,”
-moralized Dulcibella Crane--“and not knowing what’s to become o’ them,
-when they’ve lost all here--all in the snap of a pistol. If it was a
-poor body, ’twould be another matter, but--well it does make a body
-stare.”
-
-“You mentioned, Mrs. Tarnley, that something had occurred about some
-ladies of the Fairfield family; what was it?” inquired Alice.
-
-“Well, they say Sir Harry--that’s Booted Fairfield, you know--brought
-his second wife down here, only twelve months after the first one
-died, and she saw, at the very same place, when she was setting her
-first step on the gallery, the same thing ye seen yourself; and two
-months after he was in his grave, and she in a madhouse.”
-
-“Well, I think, Mrs. Tarnley, ye needn’t be tellin’ all that to
-frighten the young lady.”
-
-“Frighten the young lady? And why not, if she’s frighted wi’ truth.
-She has asked for the truth, and she’s got it. Better to fright the
-young lady than fool her,” answered Mildred Tarnley, coldly and
-sternly.
-
-“I don’t say you should fool her, by no chance,” answered honest
-Dulcibella; “but there’s no need to be filling her head wi’ them
-frightful fancies. Ye ha’ scared her, and ye saw her turn pale.”
-
-“Ay, and so well she ought. There was three other women o’ the
-Fairfields seen the same thing, in the self-same place, and every one
-to her sorrow. One fell over the pixie’s cliff; another died in fits,
-poor thing, wi’ her first baby; and the last was flung beside the
-quarry in Cressley Common, ridin’ out to see the hunt, and was never
-the better o’t in brain or bone after. Don’t tell me, woman. I know
-rightly what I’m doin’.”
-
-“Pray, Dulcibella, don’t. I assure you, Mrs. Tarnley, I’m very much
-obliged,” interposed Alice Fairfield, frighted at the malignant
-vehemence of the old woman.
-
-“Obliged! Not you; why should you?” retorted Mildred Tarnley. “Ye’re
-not obliged; ye’re frightened, I dare say. But ’tis all true; and no
-Fairfield has any business bringing his wife to Carwell Grange; and
-Master Charles knows that as well as me; and, now, the long and the
-short o’t ’s this, ma’am--ye’ve got your warning, and ye had better
-quit this without letting grass grow under your feet. You’ve seen your
-warnin’, ma’am, and I a’ told you, stark enough, the meanin’ o’t. My
-conscience is clear, and ye’ll do as ye like; and if, after this, ye
-expect me to spy for you, and fetch and carry stories, and run myself
-into trouble with other people, to keep you out of it, ye’re clean out
-o’ your reckoning. Ye’ll have no more warnings, mayhap--none from
-me--and so ye may take it, ma’am, or leave it, as ye see fit; and now
-Mildred Tarnley’s said her say. Ye have my story, and ye have my
-counsel; and if ye despise both one and t’other, and your own eyesight
-beside, ye’ll even take what’s coming.”
-
-“Ye _shouldn’t_ be frightening Miss Alice like that, I tell you, you
-should not. Don’t grow frightened at any such a story, dear. I say
-it’s a shame. Don’t you see how ye have her as white as a handkercher,
-in a reg’lar state.”
-
-“No, Dulcibella, indeed,” said Alice, smiling, very pale, and her eyes
-filled up with tears.
-
-“I’ll frighten her no more; and that you may be sure on; and if what I
-told her be frightful, ’tisn’t me as made it so. Thankless work it
-be; but ’tisn’t her nor you I sought to please, but just to take it
-off my shoulders, and leave her none to blame but herself if she turns
-a deaf ear. It’s ill offering counsel to a wilful lass. Ye’ll excuse
-me, ma’am, for speaking so plain, but better now than too late,” she
-added, recollecting herself a little. “And can I do anything, please,
-ma’am, below stairs? I should be going, for who knows what that child
-may be a-doing all this time?”
-
-“Thanks, very much; no, not anything,” said Alice.
-
-And Mildred Tarnley, with a hard, dark glance at her, dropped another
-stiff little courtesy, and withdrew.
-
-“Well, I never see such a one as that,” said old Dulcibella, gazing
-after her, as it were through the panel of the door. “You must not
-let her talk that way to you, my darling. She’s no business to talk up
-to her mistress that way. I don’t know what sort o’ manners people has
-in these here out o’ the way places, I’m sure; but I think ye’ll do
-well, my dear, to keep that one at arm’s length, and make her know her
-place. Nothing else but encroaching and impudence, and domineering
-from such as her, and no thanks for any condescension, only the more
-affable you’ll be, the more saucy and conceited she’ll grow, and I
-don’t think she likes you, Miss Alice, no more I do.”
-
-It pains young people, and some persons always, to hear from an
-impartial observer such a conclusion. There is much mortification, and
-often some alarm.
-
-“Well, it doesn’t much matter,” said Alice. “I don’t think she can
-harm me much. I don’t suppose she would if she could, and I don’t mind
-such stories.”
-
-“Why should you, my dear? No one minds the like now-a-days.”
-
-“But I wish she liked me; there are so few of us here. It is such a
-little world, and I have never done anything to vex her. I can’t think
-what good it can do her hating me.”
-
-“No good, dear; but she’s bin here so long--the only hen in the house,
-and she doesn’t like to be drove off the roost, I suppose; and I don’t
-know why she told you all that, if it wasn’t to make your mind uneasy;
-and, dear knows, there’s enough to trouble it in this moping place
-without her riggamarolin’ sich a yarn.”
-
-“Hush, Dulcibella; isn’t that a horse? Perhaps Charles is coming
-home.”
-
-She opened the window, which commanded a view of the stable-yard.
-
-“And is he gone a-riding?” asked old Dulcibella.
-
-“No; there’s nothing,” said Alice, gently. “Besides, you remind me he
-did not take a horse; he only walked a little way with Mr. Henry; and
-he’ll soon be back. Nothing is going wrong, I hope.”
-
-And, with a weary sigh, she threw herself into a great chair by the
-fire; and thought, and listened, and dreamed away a long time, before
-Charlie’s step and voice were heard again in the old house.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII.
- THE BROTHERS’ WALK.
-
-When the host and his guest had gone out together, to the paved yard,
-it was already night, and the moon was shining brilliantly.
-
-Tom had saddled the horse, and at the first summons led him out; and
-Harry, with a nod and a grin, for he was more prodigal of his smiles
-than of his shillings, took the bridle from his fingers, and with
-Charlie by his side, walked forth silently from the yard gate, upon
-that dark and rude track which followed for some distance the
-precipitous edge of the ravine which opens upon the deeper glen of
-Carwell.
-
-Very dark was this narrow road, overhung and crossed by towering
-trees, through whose boughs only here and there an angular gleam or
-minute mottling of moonlight hovered and floated on the white and
-stony road, with the uneasy motion of the branches, like little
-flights of quivering wings.
-
-There was a silence corresponding with this darkness. The clank of the
-horse’s hoof, and their own more muffled tread were the only sounds
-that mingled with the sigh and rustle of the boughs above them. The
-one was expecting, the other meditating, no very pleasant topic, and
-it was not the business of either to begin, for a little.
-
-They were not walking fast. The horse seemed to feel that the human
-wayfarers were in a sauntering mood, and fell accommodatingly into a
-lounging gait like theirs.
-
-If there were eyes there constructed to see in the dark, they would
-have seen two countenances, one sincere, the other adjusted to that
-sort of sham sympathy and regret which Hogarth, with all his delicacy
-and power, portrays in the paternal alderman who figures in the last
-picture of “Marriage à la Mode.”
-
-There was much anxiety in Charles’ face, and a certain brooding shame
-and constraint which would have accounted for his silence. In that
-jolly dog, Harry, was discoverable, as I have said, quite another
-light and form of countenance. There was a face that seemed to have
-discharged a smile, that still would not quite go. The eyelids
-drooped, the eyebrows raised, a simulated condolence, such as we all
-have seen.
-
-In our moral reviews of ourselves we practise optical delusions even
-upon our own self-scrutiny, and paint and mask our motives, and fill
-our ears with excuses and with downright lies. So inveterate is the
-habit of deceiving, and even in the dark we form our features by
-hypocrisy, and scarcely know all this.
-
-“Here’s the turn at last to Cressley Common; there’s no talking
-comfortably among these trees; it’s so dark, any one might be at your
-elbow and you know nothing about it--and so the old man is very
-angry.”
-
-“Never saw a fellow so riled,” answered Harry; “you know what he is
-when he is riled, and I never saw him so angry before. If he knew I
-was here--but you’ll take care of me?”
-
-“It’s very kind of you, old fellow; I won’t forget it, indeed I won’t,
-but I ought to have thought twice: I ought not to have brought poor
-Alice into this fix; for d---- me, if I know how we are to get on.”
-
-“Well, you know, it’s only just a pinch, an ugly corner, and you are
-all right--it can’t last.”
-
-“It may last ten years, or twenty, for that matter,” said Charlie. “I
-was a fool to sell out. I don’t know what we are to do; do you?”
-
-“You’re too down in the mouth; can’t ye wait and see? there’s nothing
-yet, and it won’t cost ye much carrying on down here.”
-
-“Do you think, Harry, it would be well to take up John Wauling’s farm,
-and try whether I could not make something of it in my own hands?”
-asked Charles.
-
-Harry shook his head.
-
-“You don’t?” said Charlie.
-
-“Well, no, I don’t; you’d never make the rent of it,” answered Harry;
-“besides, if you begin upsetting things here, the people will begin to
-talk, and that would not answer; you’ll need to be d----d quiet.”
-
-There was here a pause, and they walked on in silence until the thick
-shadows of the trees began to break a little before them, and the
-woods grew more scattered; whole trees were shadowed in distinct
-outline, and the wide common of Cressley, with its furze and fern, and
-broad undulations, stretched mistily before them.
-
-“About money--you know, Charlie, there’s money enough at present and
-no debts to signify; I mean, if you don’t make them you needn’t. You
-and Alice, with the house and garden, can get along on a trifle. The
-tenants give you three hundred a year, and you can manage with two.”
-
-“Two hundred a year!” exclaimed Charlie, opening his eyes.
-
-“Ay, two hundred a year!--that girl don’t eat sixpenn’orth in a day,”
-said Harry.
-
-“Alice is the best little thing in the world, and will look after
-everything, I know; but there are other things beside dinner and
-breakfast,” said Charles, who did not care to hear his wife called
-“that girl.”
-
-“Needs must when the Devil drives, my boy; you’ll want a hundred every
-year for contingencies,” said Harry.
-
-“Well, I suppose so,” Charles winced, “and all the more need for a few
-more hundreds; for I don’t see how any one could manage to exist on
-such a pittance.”
-
-“You’ll have to contrive though, my lad, unless they’ll manage a _post
-obit_ for you,” said Harry.
-
-“There is some trouble about that, and people are such d----d screws,”
-said Charles, with a darkening face.
-
-“Al’ays was and ever will be,” said Harry, with a laugh.
-
-“And it’s all very fine talking of a ‘hundred a year,’ but _you_ know
-and _I_ know that won’t do, and never did,” exclaimed Charles,
-breaking forth bitterly, and then looking hurriedly over his shoulder.
-
-“Upon my soul, Charlie, I don’t know a curse about it,” answered
-Harry, good-humouredly; “but if it won’t do, it won’t, that’s
-certain.”
-
-“Quite certain,” said Charles, and sighed very heavily; and again
-there was a little silence.
-
-“I wish I was as sharp a fellow as you are, Harry,” said Charles,
-regretfully.
-
-“Do you really think I’m a sharp chap--do you though? I al’ays took
-myself for a bit of a muff, except about cattle--I did, upon my soul,”
-said Harry, with an innocent laugh.
-
-“You are a long way a cleverer fellow than I am, and you are not half
-so lazy; and tell me what you’d do if you were in my situation?”
-
-“What would I do if I was in your place?” said Harry, looking up at
-the stars, and whistling low for a minute.
-
-“Well, I couldn’t tell you off hand; ’twould puzzle a better man’s
-head for a bit to answer that question--only I can tell you one thing,
-I’d never agone into that situation, as ye call it, at no price;
-’twouldn’t ’av answered me by no chance. But don’t you be putting your
-finger in your eye yet a bit; there’s nothing to cry about now that I
-knows of; time enough to hang your mouth yet, only I thought I might
-as well come over and tell you.”
-
-“I knew, Harry, there was something to tell,” said Charles.
-
-“Not over much--only a trifle when all’s told,” answered Harry; “but
-you are right, for it was that brought me over here. I was in Lon’on
-last week, and I looked in at the place at Hoxton, and found just the
-usual thing, and came away pretty much as wise as I went in.”
-
-“Not more reasonable?” asked Charles.
-
-“Not a bit,” said Harry.
-
-“Tell me what you said,” asked Charles.
-
-“Just what we agreed,” he answered.
-
-“Well, there was nothing in that that was not kind and conciliatory,
-and common sense--was there?” pleaded Charles.
-
-“It did not so seem to strike the plenipotentiary,” said Harry.
-
-“You seem to think it very pleasant,” said Charles.
-
-“I wish it was pleasanter,” said Harry; “but pleasant or no, I must
-tell my story straight. I ran in in a hurry, you know, as if I only
-wanted to pay over the twenty pounds--you mind.”
-
-“Ay,” said Charles, “I wish to heaven I had it back again.”
-
-“Well, I don’t think it made much difference in the matter of love and
-liking, I’ll not deny; but I looked round, and I swore I wondered any
-one would live in such a place when there were so many nice places
-where money would go three times as far in foreign countries; and I
-wondered you did not think of it, and take more interest yourself, and
-upon that I could see the old soger was thinking of fifty things,
-suspecting poor me of foul play among the number; and I was afraid for
-a minute I was going to have half a dozen claws in my smeller; but I
-turned it off, and I coaxed and wheedled a bit. You’d a laughed
-yourself black, till I had us both a purring like a pair of old maid’s
-cats.”
-
-“I tell you what, Harry, there’s madness there--literal madness,” said
-Charles, grasping his arm as he stopped and turned towards him, so
-that Harry had to come also to a standstill. “Don’t you know it--as
-mad as Bedlam? Just think!”
-
-Harry laughed.
-
-“Mad enough, by jingo,” said he.
-
-“But don’t you think so--actually mad?” repeated Charles.
-
-“Well, it is near the word, maybe, but I would not say quite
-mad--worse than mad, I dare say, by chalks; but I wouldn’t place the
-old soger there,” said Harry.
-
-“Where?” said Charles.
-
-“I mean exactly among the mad ’uns. No, I wouldn’t say mad, but as
-vicious--and worse, mayhap.”
-
-“It does not matter much what we think, either of us; but I know what
-another fellow would have done long ago, but I could not bring myself
-to do that. I have thought it over often, but I couldn’t--I
-_couldn’t_.”
-
-“Well, then, it ain’t no great consequence,” said Harry, and he
-tightened his saddle-girth a hole or two--“no great consequence; but I
-couldn’t a’ put a finger to that--mind; for I think the upperworks is
-as sound as any, only there’s many a devil beside mad ’uns. I give it
-in to you there.”
-
-“And what do you advise me to do?--this sort of thing is dreadful,”
-said Charles.
-
-“I was going to say, I think the best thing to be done is just to
-leave all that business, d’ye mind, to me.”
-
-Harry mounted, and leaning on his knee, he said--
-
-“I think I have a knack, if you leave it to me. Old Pipeclay doesn’t
-think I have any reason to play false.”
-
-“Rather the contrary,” said Charles, who was attentively listening.
-
-“No interest at all,” pursued Harry, turning his eyes towards the
-distant knoll of Torston, and going on without minding Charles’
-suggestion--
-
-“Look, now, that beast ’ll follow my hand as sweet as sugary-candy,
-when you’d have nothing but bolting and baulking, and rearin’, or
-worse. There’s plenty o’ them little French towns or German--and don’t
-you be botherin’ your head about it; only do just as I tell ye, and
-I’ll take all in hands.”
-
-“You’re an awfully good fellow, Harry; for, upon my soul, I was at my
-wit’s end almost; having no one to talk to, and not knowing what any
-one might be thinking of; and I feel safe in your hands, Harry, for I
-think you understand that sort of work so much better than I do--you
-understand people so much better--and I never was good at managing any
-one, or anything for that matter; and--and when will business bring
-you to town again?”
-
-“Three weeks or so, I wouldn’t wonder,” said Harry.
-
-“And I know, Harry, you won’t forget me. I’m afraid to write to you
-almost; but if you’d think of any place we could meet and have a talk,
-I’d be ever so glad. You have no idea how fidgety and miserable a
-fellow grows that doesn’t know what’s going on.”
-
-“Ay, to be sure; well, I’ve no objection. My book’s made for ten days
-or so--a lot of places to go to--but I’ll be coming round again, and
-I’ll tip you a stave.”
-
-“That’s a good fellow; I know you won’t forget me,” said Charles,
-placing his hand on his brother’s arm.
-
-“No--of course. Good-night, and take care of yourself, and give my
-love to Ally.”
-
-“And--and Harry?”
-
-“Well?” answered Harry, backing his restless horse a little bit.
-
-“I believe that’s all.”
-
-“Good-night, then.”
-
-“Good-night,” echoed Charles.
-
-Harry touched his hat with a smile, and was away the next moment,
-flying at a ringing trot over the narrow unfenced road that traverses
-the common, and dwindling in the distant moonlight.
-
-“There he goes--light of heart; nothing to trouble him--life a
-holiday--the world a toy.”
-
-He walked a little bit slowly in the direction of the disappearing
-horseman, and paused again, and watched him moodily till he was fairly
-out of sight.
-
-“I hope he won’t forget; he’s always so busy about those stupid
-horses--a lot of money he makes, I dare say. I wish I knew something
-about them. I must beat about for some way of turning a penny. Poor
-little Alice! I hope I have not made a mull of it! I’ll save every way
-I can--of course that’s due to her; but when you come to think of it,
-and go over it all, there’s very little you _can_ give up. You can lay
-down your horses, if you have them, except one. You must have _one_ in
-a place like this--you’d run a risk of starving, or never getting your
-letters, or dying for want of the doctor. And--I won’t drink wine;
-brandy, or Old Tom does just as well, and I’ll give up smoking
-_totally_. A fellow must make sacrifices. I’ll just work through this
-one box slowly, and order no more: it’s all a habit, and I’ll give it
-up.”
-
-So he took a cigar from his case and lighted it.
-
-“I’ll not spend another pound on them, and the sooner these are out
-the better.”
-
-He sauntered slowly away with his hands in his pockets to a little
-eminence about a hundred yards to the right, and mounted it, and
-looked all around, smoking. I don’t think he saw much of that
-extensive view; but you would have fancied him an artist in search of
-the picturesque.
-
-His head was full of ideas of selling Carwell Grange; but he was not
-quite sure that he had power, and did not half like asking his
-attorney, to whom he already owed something. He thought how snug and
-pleasant they might be comparatively in one of those quaint little toy
-towns in Germany, where dull human nature bursts its cerements, and
-floats and flutters away into a butterfly life of gold and
-colour--where the punter and the croupier assist at the worship of the
-brilliant and fickle goddess, and bands play sweetly, and people ain’t
-buried alive in deserts and forests among dogs and “chawbacons”--where
-little Alice would be all wonder and delight. Was it quite fair to
-bring her down here to immure her in the mouldering cloister of
-Carwell Grange?
-
-He had begun now to re-enter the wooded ascent toward that melancholy
-mansion; his cigar was burnt out, and he said, looking toward his home
-through the darkness--
-
-“Poor little Alice! she does love me, I think--and that’s something.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX.
- COMING IN.
-
-When at last her husband entered the room where she awaited him that
-night--
-
-“Oh! Charlie, it is very late,” said Alice, a little reproachfully.
-
-“Not very, is it, darling?” said he, glancing at his watch. “By Jove!
-it is. My poor little woman, I had not an idea.”
-
-“I suppose I am very foolish, but I love you so much, Charlie, that I
-grow quite miserable when I am out of your sight.”
-
-“I’m sorry, my darling, but I fancied he had a great deal more to tell
-me than he really had. I don’t think I’m likely, at least for a little
-time, to be pressed by my duns--and--I wanted to make out exactly what
-money he’s likely to get me for a horse he is going to sell, and I’m
-afraid, from what he says, it won’t be very much; really, twenty
-pounds, one way or other, seems ridiculous, but it does make a very
-serious difference just now, and if I hadn’t such a clever, careful
-little woman as you, I don’t really know what I should do.”
-
-He added this little complimentary qualification with an instinctive
-commiseration for the pain he thought he saw in her pretty face.
-
-“These troubles won’t last very long, Charlie, _perhaps_. Something,
-I’m sure, will turn up, and you’ll see how careful I will be. I’ll
-learn everything old Mildred can teach me, ever so much, and you’ll
-see what a manager I will be.”
-
-“You are my own little treasure. You always talk as if you were in the
-way, somehow, I don’t know how. A wife like you is a greater help to
-me than one with two thousand a year and the reckless habits of a fine
-lady. Your wise little head and loving heart, my darling, are worth
-whole fortunes to me without them, and I do believe you are the first
-really good wife that ever a Fairfield married. You are the only
-creature I have on earth, that I’m quite sure of--the only creature.”
-
-And so saying he kissed her, folding her in his arms, and, with a big
-tear filling each eye, she looked up, smiling unutterable affection,
-in his face. As they stood together in that embrace his eyes also
-filled with tears and his smile met hers, and they seemed wrapt for a
-moment in one angelic glory, and she felt the strain of his arm draw
-her closer.
-
-Such moments come suddenly and are gone; but, remaining in memory,
-they are the lights that illuminate a dark and troublous retrospect
-for ever.
-
-“We’ll make ourselves happy here, little Ally, and I--in spite of
-everything, my darling!--and I don’t know how it happened that I
-stayed away so long; but I walked with Harry further than I intended,
-and when he left me I loitered on Cressley Common for a time with my
-head full of business; and so, without knowing it, I was filling my
-poor little wife’s head with alarms and condemning her to solitude.
-Well, all I can do is to promise to be a good boy and to keep better
-hours for the future.”
-
-“That’s so like you, you are so good to your poor, foolish little
-wife,” said Alice.
-
-“I wish I could be, darling,” said he; “I wish I could prove one-half
-my love; but the time will come yet. I sha’n’t be so poor or powerless
-always.”
-
-“But you’re not to speak so--you’re not to think that. It is while we
-are poor that I can be of any use,” she said, eagerly; “very little,
-very miserable my poor attempts, but nothing makes me so happy as
-trying to deserve ever so little of all the kind things my Ry says of
-me; and I’m sure, Charlie, although there may be cares and troubles,
-we will make our time pass here very happily, and perhaps we shall
-always look back on our days at Carwell as the happiest of our lives.”
-
-“Yes, darling, I am determined we shall be very happy,” said he.
-
-“And Ry will tell me everything that troubles him?”
-
-Her full eyes were gazing sadly up in his face. He averted his eyes,
-and said--
-
-“Of course I will, darling.”
-
-“Oh! Ry, if you knew how happy that makes me!” she exclaimed. But
-there was that in the exclamation which seemed to say, “If only I
-could be sure that you meant it.”
-
-“Of course I will--that is, everything that could possibly interest
-you, for there are very small worries as well as great ones; and you
-know I really can’t undertake to remember everything.”
-
-“Of course, darling,” she answered; “I only meant that if anything
-were really--any great anxiety--upon your mind, you would not be
-afraid to tell me. I’m not such a coward as I seem. You must not think
-me so foolish; and really, Ry, it pains me more to think that there is
-any anxiety weighing upon you, and concealed from me, than any
-disclosure could; and so I _know_--won’t you?”
-
-“Haven’t I told you, darling, I really will,” he said, a little
-pettishly. “What an odd way you women have of making a fellow say the
-same thing over and over again. I wonder it does not tire you, I know
-it does _us_ awfully. Now, there, see, I really do believe you are
-going to cry.”
-
-“Oh, no, indeed!” she said, brightening up, and smiling with a sad,
-little effort.
-
-“And now, kiss me, my poor, good little woman,--you’re not vexed with
-me?--no, I’m sure you’re not,” said he.
-
-She smiled a very affectionate assurance.
-
-“And really, you poor little thing, it is awfully late, and you must
-be tired, and I’ve been--no, _not_ lecturing, I’ll never lecture, I
-hate it--but boring or teasing; I’m an odious dog, and I hate myself.”
-
-So this little dialogue ended happily, and for a time Charles
-Fairfield forgot his anxieties, and a hundred pleasanter cares filled
-his young wife’s head.
-
-In such monastic solitudes as Carwell Grange the days pass slowly, but
-the retrospect of a month or a year is marvellously short. Twelve
-hours without an event is very slow to get over. But that very
-monotony, which is the soul of tediousness, robs the background of all
-the irregularities and objects which arrest the eye and measure
-distance in review, and thus it cheats the eye.
-
-An active woman may be well content with an existence of monotony
-which would all but stifle even an indolent man. So long as there is a
-household--ever so frugal--to be managed, and the more frugal the more
-difficult and harassing--the female energies are tasked, and healthily
-because usefully exercised. But in this indoor administration the man
-is incompetent and in the way. His ordained activities are out of
-doors; and if these are denied him, he mopes away his days and feels
-that he cumbers the ground.
-
-With little resource but his fishing-rod, and sometimes, when a fit of
-unwonted energy inspired him, his walking-stick, and a lonely march
-over the breezy expanse of Cressley Common, days, weeks, and months,
-loitered their drowsy way into the past.
-
-There were reasons why he did not care to court observation. Under
-other circumstances he would have ridden into the neighbouring towns
-and heard the news, and lunched with a friend here or there. But he
-did not want any one to know that he was at the Grange; and if it
-should come out that he had been seen there, he would have had it
-thought that it was but a desultory visit.
-
-A man less indolent, and perhaps not much more unscrupulous, would
-have depended upon a few offhand lies to account for his appearance,
-and would not have denied himself an occasional excursion into human
-society in those rustic haunts within his reach. But Charles Fairfield
-had not decision to try it, nor resource for a system of fibbing, and
-the easiest and dullest course he took.
-
-In Paradise the man had his business--“to dress and to keep” the
-garden, and, no doubt, the woman hers, suitable to her sex. It is a
-mistake to fancy that it is either a sign of love or conducive to its
-longevity that the happy pair should always pass the entire
-four-and-twenty hours in each other’s company, or get over them in
-anywise without variety or usefulness.
-
-Charles Fairfield loved his pretty wife. She made his inactive
-solitude more endurable than any man could have imagined. Still it
-was a dull existence, and being also darkened with an ever-present
-anxiety, was a morbid one.
-
-Small matters harassed him now. He brooded over trifles, and the one
-care, which was really serious, grew and grew in his perpetual
-contemplation until it became tremendous, and darkened his entire sky.
-
-I can’t say that Charles grew morose. It was not his temper, but his
-spirits that failed--care-worn and gloomy--his habitual melancholy
-depressed and even alarmed his poor little wife, who yet concealed her
-anxieties, and exerted her music and her invention--sang songs--told
-him old stories of the Wyvern folk, touched him with such tragedy and
-comedy as may be found in such miniature centres of rural life, and
-played backgammon with him, and sometimes écarté, and, in fact, nursed
-his sick spirits, as such angelic natures will.
-
-Now and then came Harry Fairfield, but his visits were short and
-seldom, and what was worse, Charles always seemed more harassed or
-gloomy after one of his calls. There was something going on, and by no
-means prosperously, she was sure, from all knowledge of which, however
-it might ultimately concern her, and did immediately concern her
-husband, she was jealously excluded.
-
-Sometimes she felt angry--oftener pained--always troubled with untold
-fears and surmises. Poor little Alice! It was in the midst of these
-secret misgivings that a new care and hope visited her--a trembling,
-delightful hope, that hovers between life and death--sometimes in sad
-and mortal fear--sometimes in delightful anticipation of a new and
-already beloved life, coming so helplessly into this great
-world--unknown, to be her little comrade, all dependent on that
-beautiful love with which her young heart was already overflowing.
-
-So almost trembling--hesitating--she told her little story with smiles
-and tears, in a pleading, beseeching, almost apologetic way, that
-melted the better nature of Charles, who told her how welcome to him,
-and how beloved for her dear sake the coming treasure should be, and
-held her beating heart to his in a long, loving embrace, and more than
-all, the old love revived, and he felt how lonely he would be if his
-adoring little wife were gone, and how gladly he would have given his
-life for hers.
-
-And now came all the little cares and preparations that so mercifully
-and delightfully beguile the period of suspense.
-
-What is there so helpless as a new-born babe entering this great,
-rude, cruel world? Yet we see how the beautiful and tender instincts
-which are radiated from the sublime love of God, provide everything
-for the unconscious comer. Let us, then, take heart of grace when, the
-sad journey ended, we, children of dust, who have entered so, are
-about to make the dread exit, and remembering what we have seen, and
-knowing that we go in the keeping of the same “faithful Creator,” be
-sure that His love and tender forecast have provided with equal care
-for our entrance into another life.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX.
- HARRY APPEARS AT THE GRANGE.
-
-It was about four o’clock one afternoon, while Charles was smoking a
-cigar--for notwithstanding his self-denying resolutions, his case was
-always replenished still--that his brother Harry rode into the yard,
-where he was puffing away contemplatively at an open stable-door.
-
-“Delighted to see you, Harry. I was thinking of you this moment, by
-Jove, and I can’t tell you how glad I am,” said Charles, smiling as he
-advanced, yet with an anxious inquiry in his eyes.
-
-Harry took his extended hand, having dismounted, but he was looking at
-his horse, and not at Charles, as he said--
-
-“The last mile or so I noticed something in the off forefoot; do you?
-Look now--’taint brushing, nor he’s not gone lame, but tender like; do
-you notice?” and he led him round a little bit.
-
-“No,” said Charles, “I don’t see anything, but I am an ignoramus, you
-know--no--I think, nothing.”
-
-“’Taint a great deal, anyhow,” said Harry, leading him toward the open
-stable-door. “I got your note, you know, and how are you all, and how
-is Ally?”
-
-“Very well, poor little thing, we are all very well. Did you come from
-Wyvern?” said Charles.
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“And the old man just as usual, I suppose?”
-
-“Just the same, only not growing no younger, you’ll suppose.”
-
-Charles nodded.
-
-“And a d--d deal crosser, too. There’s times, I can tell you, he won’t
-stand no one nigh him--not even old Drake, d--d vicious.”
-
-Harry laughed.
-
-“They say he liked Ally--they do, upon my soul, and I wouldn’t wonder,
-’tis an old rat won’t eat cheese--only you took the bit out o’ his
-mouth, when you did, and that’s enough to rile a fellow, you know.”
-
-“Who says so?” asked Charles, with a flush on his face.
-
-“The servants--yes--and the townspeople--it’s pretty well about, and I
-think if it came to the old boy’s ears there would be black eyes and
-bloody noses about it, I do.”
-
-“Well, it’s a lie,” said Charles; “and don’t, like a good fellow, tell
-poor little Alice there’s any such nonsense talked about her at home,
-it would only vex her.”
-
-“Well, I won’t, if I think of it. Where’s Tom? But ’twouldn’t vex
-her--not a bit--quite ’tother way--there’s never a girl in England
-wouldn’t be pleased if old Parr himself wor in love wi’ her, so she
-hadn’t to marry him. But the governor, by Jove, I don’t know a girl
-twelve miles round Wyvern, as big an old brute as he is, would turn up
-her nose at him, wi’ all he has to grease her hand. But where’s Tom?
-the nag must have a feed.”
-
-So they bawled for Tom, and Tom appeared, and took charge of the
-horse, receiving a few directions about his treatment from Master
-Harry, and then Charles led his brother in.
-
-“I’m always glad to see you, Harry, but always, at the same time, a
-little anxious when you come,” said Charles, in a low tone, as they
-traversed the passage toward the kitchen.
-
-“’Taint much--I have to tell you something, but first gi’ me a
-mouthful, for I’m as hungry as a hawk, and a mug o’ beer wouldn’t hurt
-me while I’m waitin’. It’s good hungry air this; you eat a lot, I
-dessay; the air alone stands you in fifty pounds a year, I reckon;
-that’s paying pretty smart for what we’re supposed to have for the
-takin’.”
-
-And Harry laughed at his joke as they entered the dark old
-dining-room.
-
-“Ally not here?” said Harry, looking round.
-
-“She can’t be very far off, but I’ll manage something if she’s not to
-be found.”
-
-So Charles left Harry smiling out of the window at the tops of the
-trees, and drumming a devil’s tattoo on the pane.
-
-“Ho! Dulcibella. Is your mistress upstairs?”
-
-“I think she is gone out to the garden, sir; she took her trowel and
-garden gloves, and the little basket wi’ her,” answered the old woman.
-
-“Well, don’t disturb her, we’ll not mind, I’ll see old Mildred.”
-
-So to old Mildred he betook himself.
-
-“Here’s Master Harry come very hungry, so send him anything you can
-make out, and in the meantime some beer, for he’s thirsty, too, and,
-like a good old soul, make all the haste you can.”
-
-And with this conciliatory exhortation he returned to the room where
-he had left his brother.
-
-“Ally has gone out to visit her flowers, but Mildred is doing the best
-she can for you, and we can go out and join Alice by-and-by, but we
-are as well to ourselves for a little. I--I want to talk to you.”
-
-“Well, fire away, my boy, with your big oak stick, as the Irishman
-says, though I’d rather have a mouthful first. Oh, here’s the
-beer--thank ye, Chick-a-biddy. Where the devil did you get that
-queer-looking fair one?” he asked, when the Hebe, Lilly Dogger,
-disappeared; “I’ll lay you fifty it was Ally chose that one.”
-
-And he laughed obstreperously.
-
-And he poured out a tumbler of beer and drank it, and then another and
-drank it, and poured out a third to keep at hand while he conversed.
-
-“There used to be some old pewter goblets here in the kitchen--I
-wonder what’s gone wi’ them--they were grand things for drinking beer
-out of--the pewter, while ye live--there’s nothing like it for
-beer--or porter, by Jove. Have you got any porter?”
-
-“No, not any; but do, like a good old fellow, tell me anything you
-have picked up that concerns me--there’s nothing pleasant, I
-know--there can be nothing pleasant, but if there’s anything, I should
-rather have it now, than wait, be it ever so bad.”
-
-“I wish you’d put some other fellow on this business, I know--for
-you’ll come to hate the sight of me if I’m always bringing you bad
-news; but it is _not_ good, that’s a fact; that beast is getting
-unmanageable. By the law, here comes something for a hungry fellow;
-thank ye, my lass, God bless ye, feeding the hungry. How can I pay ye
-back, my dear? I don’t know, unless by taking ye in--ha, ha,
-ha!--whenever ye want shelter, mind; but you’re too sharp, I warrant,
-to let any fellow take you in, with them roguish eyes you’ve got. See
-how she blushes, the brown little rogue!” he giggled after her with a
-leer, as Lilly Dogger, having placed his extemporized luncheon on the
-table, edged hurriedly out of the room. “Devilish fine eyes she’s
-got, and a nice little set of ivories, sir. By Jove, I didn’t half see
-her; pity she’s not a bit taller; and them square shoulders. But
-hair--she has nice hair, and teeth and eyes goes a long way.”
-
-He had stuck his fork in a rasher while making his pretty speech, and
-was champing away greedily by the time he had come to the end of his
-sentence.
-
-“But what has turned up in that quarter? You were going to tell me
-something when this came in,” asked Charles.
-
-“About the old soger? Well, if you don’t mind a fellow’s talkin’ with
-his mouth full, I’ll try when I can think of it; but the noise of
-eating clears a fellow’s head of everything, I think.”
-
-“Do, like a dear fellow. I can hear you perfectly,” urged Charles.
-
-“I’m afraid,” said Harry, with his mouth full, as he had promised,
-“she’ll make herself devilish troublesome.”
-
-“Tell us all about it,” said Charles, uneasily.
-
-“I told you I was running up to London--we haven’t potatoes like these
-up at Wyvern--and so I did go, and as I promised, I saw the old beast
-at Hoxton; and hang me, but I think some one has been putting her up
-to mischief.”
-
-“How do you mean?--what sort of mischief?” asked Charles.
-
-“I think she’s got uneasy about you. She was asking all sorts of
-questions.”
-
-“Yes--well?”
-
-“And I wouldn’t wonder if some one was telling her--I was going to say
-lies--but I mean something like the truth--ha, ha, ha! By the law,
-I’ve been telling such a hatful of lies about it myself, that I hardly
-know which is which, or one end from t’other.”
-
-“Do you mean to say she was abusing me, or _what_?” urged Charles,
-very uncomfortably.
-
-“I don’t suppose you care very much what the old soger says of you. It
-ain’t pretty, you may be sure, and it don’t much signify. But it ain’t
-all talk, you know. She’s always grumblin’, and I don’t mind
-_that_--her ticdooleroo, and her nerves, and her nonsense. She wants
-carriage exercise, she says, and the court doctor--I forget his
-name--ha, ha, ha! and she says you allow her next to nothing, and
-keeps her always on the starving line, and she won’t stand it no
-longer, she swears; and you’ll have to come down with the dust, my
-boy.”
-
-And florid, stalwart Harry laughed again as if the affair was a good
-joke.
-
-“I can’t help it, Harry, she has always had more than her share. I’ve
-been too generous, I’ve been a d--d fool always.”
-
-Charles spoke with extreme bitterness, but quietly, and there was a
-silence of two or three minutes, during which Harry’s eyes were on his
-plate, and the noise of his knife and fork and the crunching of his
-repast under his fine teeth, were the only sounds heard.
-
-Seeing that Harry seemed disposed to confine his attention for the
-present to his luncheon, Charles Fairfield, who apprehended something
-worse, said--
-
-“If that’s all it is nothing very new. I’ve been hearing that sort of
-thing for fully ten years. She’s ungrateful, and artful, and violent.
-There’s no use in wishing or regretting now; but God knows, it was an
-evil day for me when first I saw that woman’s face.”
-
-Charlie was looking down on the table as he spoke, and tapping on it
-feverishly with the tips of his fingers. Harry’s countenance showed
-that unpleasant expression which sometimes overcame its rustic
-freshness. The attempt to discharge an unsuitable smile or a dubious
-expression from the face--the attempt, shall we bluntly say, of a
-rogue to look simple.
-
-It is a loose way of talking and thinking which limits the vice of
-hypocrisy to the matter of religion. It counterfeits all good, and
-dissimulates all evil, every day and hour; and among the men who
-frankly admit themselves to be publicans and sinners, whose ways are
-notoriously worldly, and who never affected religion, are some of the
-worst and meanest hypocrites on earth.
-
-Harry Fairfield having ended his luncheon, had laid his knife and fork
-on his plate, and leaning back in his chair, was ogling them with an
-unmeaning stare, and mouth a little open, affecting a brown study; but
-no effort can quite hide the meaning and twinkle of cunning, and
-nothing is more repulsive than this semi-transparent mask of
-simplicity.
-
-Thus the two brothers sat, neither observing the other much, with an
-outward seeming of sympathy, but with very divergent thoughts.
-
-Charles, as we know, was a lazy man, with little suspicion, and rather
-an admiration of his brother’s worldly wisdom and activity--with a
-wavering belief in Harry’s devotion to his cause, sometimes a little
-disturbed when Harry seemed for a short time hard and selfish, or
-careless, but generally returning with a quiet self-assertion, like
-the tide on a summer day.
-
-For my part I don’t exactly know how much or how little Harry cared
-for Charles. The Fairfields were not always what is termed a “united”
-family, and its individual members, in prosecuting their several
-objects, sometimes knocked together, and occasionally, in the family
-history, more violently and literally than was altogether seemly.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI.
- HARRY’S BEER AND CONVERSATION.
-
-At last Harry, looking out of the window as he leaned back in his
-chair, said, in a careless sort of way, but in a low tone--
-
-“Did you ever tell Alice anything about it before you came here?”
-
-“Alice?” said Charles, wincing and looking very pale. “Well, you know,
-why should I?”
-
-“You know best of course, but I thought you might, maybe,” answered
-Harry, stretching himself with an imperfect yawn.
-
-“No,” said Charles, looking down with a flush.
-
-“She never heard anything about it at any time, then?--and mind, my
-dear fellow, I’m only asking. You know much better than me what’s best
-to be done; but the old brute will give you trouble, I’m afeard.
-She’ll be writing letters, and maybe printing things; but you don’t
-take in the papers here, so it won’t come so much by surprise like.”
-
-“Alice knows nothing of it. She never heard of her,” said Charles.
-
-“I wish she may have heard as little of Alice,” said Harry.
-
-“Why, you don’t mean to say”--began Charles, and stopped.
-
-“I think the woman has got some sort of a maggot in her head. I think
-she has, more than common, and you’ll find I’m right.”
-
-Charles got up and stood at the window for a little.
-
-“I can’t guess what you mean, Harry. I don’t know what you think. Do
-tell me, if you have any clear idea, what is she thinking of?”
-
-“I don’t know what to think, and upon my soul that one’s so deep,”
-said Harry. “But I’d bet something she’s heard more than we’d just
-like about this, and if so, there’ll be wigs on the green.”
-
-“There has been nothing--I mean no letter; I have not heard from her
-for months--not since you saw her before. I think if there had been
-anything unusual in her mind she would have written. Don’t you? I dare
-say what you saw was only one of those ungoverned outbreaks of temper
-that mean nothing.”
-
-“I hope so,” said Harry.
-
-“I blame myself, I’m no villain, I didn’t mean badly, but I’m a cursed
-fool. It’s all quite straight though, and it doesn’t matter a farthing
-what she does--not a farthing,” broke out Charles Fairfield. “But I
-would not have poor little Alice frightened and made miserable, and
-what had I best do, and where do you think we had best go?” He lowered
-his voice, and glanced toward the door as he said this, suddenly
-remembering that Alice might come in the midst of their consultation.
-
-“Go? For the present arn’t you well enough where you are? Wait a bit
-anyhow. But I wonder you didn’t tell Alice; she ought to ’a known
-something about it--oughtn’t she, before you married her, or whatever
-you call it.”
-
-“Before I married her? of course,” said Charles sternly; “married
-her!--you don’t mean, I fancy, to question my marriage?”
-
-Charles was looking at him with a very grim steady gaze.
-
-“Why, what the devil should I know, or care about lawyers’ nonsense
-and pleadings, my dear fellow; I never could make head or tail of
-them, only as we are talking here so confidential, you and me,
-whatever came uppermost--I forget what--I just rapped out--has that
-Hoxton lady any family?”
-
-“Don’t you know she has not?” replied Charles.
-
-“I know it now, but she might have a sieve full for anything I knew,”
-answered Harry.
-
-“I think, Harry, if you really thought she and I were married, that
-was too important a question for you, wasn’t it, to be forgotten so
-easily?” said Charles.
-
-“Important, how so?” asked Harry.
-
-“How so, my dear Harry? Why, you can’t be serious--you haven’t forgot
-that the succession to Wyvern depends on it,” exclaimed Charles
-Fairfield.
-
-“Bah! Wyvern indeed! why, man, the thought never came near me--me
-Wyvern! Sich pure rot! We Fairfields lives good long lives mostly, and
-marries late sometimes; there’s forty good years before ye. Gad,
-Charlie, you must think o’ summat more likely if you want folk to
-believe ye. Ye’ll not hang me on that count, no, no.”
-
-And he laughed.
-
-“Well, I think so; I’m glad of it, for you know I wrote to tell you
-about what is, I hope, likely to be, it has made poor little Alice so
-happy, and if there should come an heir, you know he’d be another
-squire of Wyvern in a long line of Fairfields, and it wouldn’t do,
-Harry, to have a doubt thrown on him, and I’m glad to hear you say the
-pretence of that d----d woman’s marriage is a lie.”
-
-“Well, you know best,” said Harry. “I’m very sorry for Alice, poor
-little thing, if there’s ever any trouble at all about it.”
-
-And he looked through the windows along the tops of the tufted trees
-that caught the sunlight softly, with his last expression of
-condolence.
-
-“You _have_ said more than once, I don’t say to-day, that you were
-sure--that you knew as well as I did there was nothing in that woman’s
-story.”
-
-“Isn’t that some one coming?” said Harry, turning his head toward the
-door.
-
-“No, no one,” said Charles after a moment’s silence. “But you _did_
-say so, Harry--you _know_ you did.”
-
-“Well, if I did I did, that’s all, but I don’t remember,” said Harry,
-“and I’m sure you make a mistake.”
-
-“A mistake--what do you mean?” asked Charles.
-
-“I mean marriage or no marriage, I never meant to say as you
-suppose--I know nothing about it, whatever I may think,” said Harry,
-sturdily.
-
-“You know everything that I know, I’ve told you everything,” answered
-Charles Fairfield.
-
-“And what o’ that? How can you or me tell whether it makes a marriage
-or not, and I won’t be quoted by you or any one else, as having made
-such a mouth of myself as to lay down the law in a case that might
-puzzle a judge,” said Harry, darkening.
-
-“You believe the facts I’ve told you, I fancy,” said Charles sternly.
-
-“You meant truth, I’m sure o’ that, and beyond that I believe nothing
-but what I have said myself, and more I won’t say for the king,” said
-Harry, putting his hands in his pockets, and looking sulkily at
-Charles, with his mouth a little open.
-
-Charles looked awfully angry.
-
-“You know very well, Harry, you have fifty times told me there was
-nothing in it, and you have even said that the person herself thinks
-so too,” he said at last, restraining himself.
-
-“That I never said, by ----,” said Harry, coolly, who was now standing
-with his back against the window-shutters, and his hands in his
-pockets. As he so spoke he crossed one sinewy leg over the other, and
-continued to direct from the corner of his eye a sullen gaze upon his
-brother.
-
-With the same oath that brother told him he lied.
-
-Here followed a pause, as when a train is fired and men are doubtful
-whether the mine will spring. The leaves rustled and the flies hummed
-happily outside as if those seconds were charged with nothing, and the
-big feeble bee, who had spent the morning in walking up a pane of
-glass and slipping down again, continued his stumbling exercise as if
-there was nothing else worth attending to for a mile round Carwell
-Grange.
-
-Harry had set both heels on the ground at this talismanic word; one
-hand clenched had come from his pocket to his thigh, and from his eyes
-“leaped” the old Fairfield fury.
-
-It was merely, as Harry would have said, the turn of a shilling,
-whether a Fairfield battle, short, sharp, and decisive, had not tried
-the issue at that instant.
-
-“I don’t vally a hot word spoke in haste; it’s ill raising hands
-between brothers--let it pass. I’m about the last friend ye’ve left
-just now, and I don’t see why ye should seek to put a quarrel on me.
-It’s little to me, you know--no thanks, loss o’ time, and like to be
-more kicks than ha’pence.”
-
-Harry spoke these words after a considerable pause.
-
-“I was wrong, Harry, I mean, to use such a word, and I beg your
-pardon,” said Charles, extending his hand to his brother, who took his
-fingers and dropped them with a rather short and cold shake.
-
-“Ye shouldn’t talk that way to a fellow that’s taken some trouble
-about ye, and ye know I’m short tempered--we all are, and ’tisn’t the
-way to handle me,” said Harry.
-
-“I was wrong, I know I was, and I’m sorry--I can’t say more,” answered
-Charles. “But there it is! If there’s trouble about this little child
-that’s coming, what am I to do? Wouldn’t it be better for me to be in
-Wyvern churchyard?”
-
-Harry lowered his eyes with his mouth still open, to the threadbare
-carpet. His hands were again both reposing quietly in his pockets.
-
-After a silence he said--
-
-“If you had told me anything about what was in your head concerning
-Alice Maybell, I’d a told you my mind quite straight; and if you ask
-it now, I can only tell you one thing, and that is, I think you’re
-married to t’other woman--I hate her like poison, but that’s nothing
-to do wi’ it, and I’d a been for making a clear breast of it, and
-telling Ally everything, and let her judge for herself. But you
-wouldn’t look before you, and you’re got into a nice pound, I’m
-afraid.”
-
-“I’m not a bit afraid about it,” said Charles, very pale. “Only for
-the world, I would not have her frightened and vexed just now--and,
-Harry, there’s nothing like speaking out, as you say, and I can’t help
-thinking that your opinion [and at another time, perhaps, he would
-have added, your memory] is biased by the estate.”
-
-Charles spoke bitterly or petulantly, which you will. But Harry seemed
-to have made up his mind to take this matter coolly, and so he did.
-
-“Upon my soul I wouldn’t wonder,” he said, with a kind of laugh.
-“Though if it does I give you my oath I am not aware of it. But take
-it so if you like; it’s only saying a fellow loves his shirt very
-well, but his skin better, and I suppose so we do, you and me, both of
-us; only this I’ll say, ’twill be all straight and above board ’twixt
-you and me, and I’ll do the best I can for ye--you don’t doubt that?”
-
-“No, Harry, you’ll not deceive me.”
-
-“No, of course; and as I say, I think that brute--the Hoxton
-one--she’s took a notion in her head----”
-
-“To give me trouble?”
-
-“A notion,” continued Harry, “that there’s another woman in the case;
-and, if you ask me, I think she’ll not rest quiet for long. She says
-she’s your wife; and one way or another she’ll pitch into any girl
-that says the same for herself. She’s like a mad horse, you know, when
-she’s riled; and she’d kick through a wall and knock herself to pieces
-to get at you. I wish she was sunk in the sea.”
-
-“Tell me, what do you think she is going to do?” asked Charles,
-uneasily.
-
-“Upon my soul, I can’t guess; but ’twouldn’t hurt you, I think, if you
-kept fifty pounds or so in your pocket to give her the slip, if she
-should begin manœuvring with any sort o’ dodges that looked serious;
-and if I hear any more I’ll let you know; and I’ve stayed here longer
-than I meant; and I ha’n’t seen Ally; but you’ll make my compliments,
-and tell her I was too hurried; and my nag’s had his feed by this
-time; and I’ve stayed too long.”
-
-“Well, Harry, thank you very much. It’s a mere form asking you to
-remain longer; there’s nothing to offer you worth staying for; and
-this is such a place, and I so heartbroken--and--we part good
-friends--don’t we?”
-
-“The best,” said Harry, carelessly. “Have you a cigar or two? Thanks;
-you may as well make it three--thank ye--jolly good ’uns. I’ve a smart
-ride before me; but I think I’ll make something of it, _rayther_. My
-hands are pretty full always. I’d give ye more time if they wasn’t;
-but keep your powder dry, and a sharp look out, and so will I, and gi’
-my love to Ally, and tell her to keep up her heart, and all will go
-right, I dare say.”
-
-By this time they had threaded the passage, and were in the
-stable-yard again; and mounting his horse, Harry turned, and with a
-wag of his head and a farewell grin, rode slowly over the pavement,
-and disappeared through the gate.
-
-Charles was glad that he had gone without seeing Alice. She would
-certainly have perceived that something was wrong. He thought for a
-moment of going to the garden to look for her, but the same
-consideration prevented his doing so, and he took his fishing-rod
-instead, and went off the other way, to look for a trout in the brook
-that flows through Carwell Glen.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII.
- THE TROUT.
-
-Down the glen, all the way to the ruined windmill, sauntered Charles
-Fairfield, before he put his rod together and adjusted his casting
-line. Very nervous he was, almost miserable. But he was not a man
-instinctively to strike out a course on an emergency, or to reduce his
-resolves promptly to action; neither was he able yet to think very
-clearly on his situation. Somehow his brother Harry was constantly
-before him in a new and dismal light. Had there not peeped out to-day,
-instead of the boot of that horsey, jolly fellow, the tip of a cloven
-hoof that cannot be mistaken? Oh, Harry, brother! Was he meditating
-treason and going to take arms in the cause of the murderer of his
-peace? He was so cunning and so energetic, that Charles stood in awe
-of him, and thought if his sword were pointed at his breast, that he
-might as well surrender and think no more of safety. Harry had been
-too much in his confidence, and had been too often in conference with
-that evil person whom he called “the old soger,” to be otherwise than
-formidable as an enemy. An enemy he trusted he never would see him. An
-unscrupulous one in his position could work fearful mischief to him by
-a little colouring and perversion of things that had occurred. He would
-not assume such a transformation possible.
-
-But always stood before him Harry in his altered mien and estranged
-looks, as he had seen him, sullen and threatening, that day.
-
-What would he not have given to be sure that the wicked person whom he
-now dreaded more than he feared all other powers, had formed no actual
-design against him? If she had, what was the agency that had kindled
-her evil passions and excited her activity? He could not fancy Harry
-such a monster.
-
-What were her plans? Did she mean legal proceedings? He would have
-given a good deal for light, no matter what it may disclose, anything
-but suspense, and the phantasmal horrors with which imagination
-peoples darkness.
-
-Never did harassed brain so need the febrifuge of the angler’s solace,
-and quickly his cares and agitations subsided in that serene
-absorption.
-
-One thing only occurred for a moment to divert his attention from his
-tranquillising occupation. Standing on a flat stone near midway in the
-stream, he was throwing his flies over a nook where he had seen a
-trout rise, when he heard the ring of carriage wheels on the road that
-passes round the base of the old windmill, and pierces the dense wood
-that darkened the glen of Carwell.
-
-Raising his eyes he did see a carriage following that unfrequented
-track. A thin screen of scattered trees prevented his seeing this
-carriage very distinctly. But the road is so little a thoroughfare
-that except an occasional cart, few wheeled vehicles ever traversed
-it. A little anxiously he watched this carriage till it disappeared
-totally in the wood. He felt uncomfortably that its destination was
-Carwell Grange, and at that point conjecture failed him.
-
-This little incident was, I think, the only one that for a moment
-disturbed the serene abstraction of his trout-fishing.
-
-And now the sun beginning to approach the distant hills warned him
-that it was time to return. So listlessly he walked homeward, and as
-he ascended the narrow and melancholy track that threads the glen of
-Carwell, his evil companions, the fears and cares that tortured him,
-returned.
-
-Near Carwell Grange the road makes a short but steep ascent, and a
-slight opening in the trees displays on the eminence a little platform
-on the verge of the declivity, from which a romantic view down the
-glen and over a portion of the lower side unfolds itself.
-
-Here for a time he paused, looking westward on the sky already glowing
-in the saddened splendours of sunset. From this miserable rumination
-he carried away one resolution, hard and clear. It was painful to come
-to it--but the torture of concealment was more dreadful. He had made
-up his mind to tell Alice exactly how the facts were. One ingredient,
-and he fancied just then, the worst in his cup of madness, was the
-torture of secrecy, and the vigilance and the uncertainties of
-concealment. Poor little Alice, he felt, ought to know. It was her
-right. And the attempt longer to conceal it would make her much more
-miserable, for he could not disguise his sufferings, and she would
-observe them, and be abandoned to the solitary anguish of suspense.
-
-As he entered the Grange he was reminded of the carriage which he had
-observed turning up the narrow Carwell road, by actually seeing it
-standing at the summit of the short and steep ascent to the Grange.
-
-Coming suddenly upon this object, with its natty well-appointed air,
-contrasting with the old-world neglect and homeliness of all that
-surrounded, he stopped short with an odd Robinson Crusoe shyness and
-surveyed the intruding vehicle.
-
-This survey told him nothing. He turned sharply into the back entrance
-of the Grange, disturbed, and a good deal vexed.
-
-It could not be an invasion of the enemy. Carriage, harness, and
-servants were much too smart for that. But if the neighbours had found
-them out, and that this was the beginning of a series of visits, could
-anything in a small way be more annoying, and even dangerous? Here was
-a very necessary privacy violated, with what ulterior consequences who
-could calculate.
-
-This was certainly Alice’s doing. Women _are_ such headstrong, silly
-creatures!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII.
- THE VISITOR.
-
-The carriage which Charles Fairfield had seen rounding the
-picturesque ruin of Gryce’s Mill, was that of Lady Wyndale. Mrs.
-Tarnley opened the door to her summons, and acting on her general
-instructions said “not at home.”
-
-But good Lady Wyndale was not so to be put off. She had old Mildred to
-the side of the carriage.
-
-“I know my niece will be glad to see me,” she said. “I’m Lady Wyndale,
-and you are to take this card in, and tell my niece, Mrs. Fairfield, I
-have come to see her.”
-
-Mrs. Tarnley looked with a dubious scrutiny at Lady Wyndale, for she
-had no idea that Alice could have an aunt with a title and a carriage.
-On the whole, however, she thought it best to take the card in, and
-almost immediately it was answered by Alice, who ran out to meet her
-aunt and throw her arms about her neck, and led her into Carwell
-Grange.
-
-“Oh! darling, darling! I’m so delighted to see you! It was so good of
-you to come. But how did you find me out?” said Alice, kissing her
-again and again.
-
-“There’s no use, you see, in being secret with me. I made out where
-you were, though you meant to keep me quite in the dark, and I really
-don’t think I ought to have come near you, and I am very much
-affronted,” said kind old Lady Wyndale, a little high.
-
-“But auntie, darling, didn’t you get my letter, telling you that we
-were married?” pleaded Alice.
-
-“Yes, and that you had left Wyvern; but you took good care not to tell
-me where you were going, and in fact if it had not been for the good
-housekeeper at Wyvern, to whom I wrote, I suppose I should have lived
-and died within fifteen miles of you, thinking all the time that you
-had gone to France.”
-
-“We were thinking of that, I told you,” pleaded Alice, eagerly.
-
-“Well, here you have been for three months, and I’ve been living
-within a two hours’ drive of you, and dreading all the time that you
-were four hundred miles away. I have never once seen your face. I
-don’t think that was good-natured.”
-
-“Oh, dear aunt, forgive me,” entreated Alice. “You will when you know
-all. If you knew how miserable I have often been, thinking how
-ungrateful and odious I must have appeared, how meanly reserved and
-basely suspicious, all the time longing for nothing on earth so much
-as a sight of your beloved face, and a good talk over everything with
-you, my best and truest friend.”
-
-“There, kiss me, child; I’m not angry, only sorry, darling, that I
-should have lost so much of your society, which I might have enjoyed
-often very much,” said the placable old lady.
-
-“But, darling aunt, I _must_ tell you how it was--you must hear me.
-You know how I idolize you, and you can’t know, but you may imagine,
-what, in this solitary place, and with cares and fears so often
-troubling me, your kind and delightful society would have been to me;
-but my husband made it a point, that just for the present I should
-divulge our retreat to no one on earth. I pleaded for you, and in fact
-there is not another person living to whom I should have dreamed of
-disclosing it; but the idea made him so miserable and he urged it with
-so much entreaty and earnestness that I could not without a quarrel
-have told you, and he promised that my silence should be enforced only
-for a very short time.”
-
-“Dear me! I’m so sorry,” said Lady Wyndale, very much concerned. “It
-must be that the poor man is very much dipped and is literally hiding
-himself here. You poor little thing! Is he in debt?”
-
-“I am afraid he is. I can’t tell you how miserable it sometimes makes
-me; not that he allows me ever to feel it, except in these
-precautions, for we are, though in a very homely way, perfectly
-comfortable--you would not believe how comfortable--but we really
-are,” said poor, loyal little Alice, making the best of their frugal
-and self-denying life.
-
-“Your room is very snug. I like an old-fashioned room,” said the
-good-natured old lady, looking round; “and you make it so pretty with
-your flowers. Is there any ornament like them? And you have such an
-exquisite way of arranging them. It is an art; no one can do it like
-you. You know I always got you to undertake ours at Oulton, and you
-remember Tremaine standing beside you, trying, as he said, to learn
-the art, though I fancy he was studying something prettier.”
-
-Alice laughed; Lord Tremaine was a distant figure now, and this little
-triumph a dream of the past. But is not the spirit of woman conquest?
-Is not homage the air in which she lives and blooms? So Alice’s dark,
-soft eyes dropped for a moment sidelong with something like the
-faintest blush, and a little dimpling smile.
-
-“But all that’s over, you know,” said Lady Wyndale; “you would insist
-on putting a very effectual extinguisher upon it, so there’s an end of
-my match-making, and I hope you may be very happy your own way, and
-I’m sure you will, and you know any little money trouble can’t last
-long; for old Mr. Fairfield you know can’t possibly live very long,
-and then I’m told Wyvern _must_ be his; and the Fairfields were always
-thought to have some four or five thousand a year, and although the
-estate, they say, owes something, yet a prudent little woman like you,
-will get all that to rights in time.”
-
-“You are always so kind and cheery, you darling,” said Alice, looking
-fondly and smiling in her face, as she placed a hand on each shoulder.
-“It is delightful seeing you at last. But you are tired, ain’t you?
-You must take something.”
-
-“Thanks, dear. I’ll have a little tea--nothing else. I lunched before
-we set out.”
-
-So Alice touched the bell, and the order was taken by Mildred Tarnley.
-
-“And how is that nice, good-natured old creature, Dulcibella Crane? I
-like her so much. She seems so attached. I hope you have her still
-with you?”
-
-“Oh, yes. I could not exist without her--dear old Dulcibella, of
-course.”
-
-There was here a short silence.
-
-“I was thinking of asking you if you could all come over to Oulton for
-a month or so. I’m told your husband is such an agreeable man, and
-very unlike Mr. Harry Fairfield, his brother--a mere bear, they tell
-me; and do you think your husband would venture? We should be quite to
-ourselves if you preferred it, and we could make it almost as quiet as
-here.”
-
-“It is so like you, you darling, and to me would be so delightful; but
-no, no, it is quite out of the question; he is really--this is a great
-secret, and you won’t say a word to any one--I am afraid very much
-harassed. He is very miserable about his affairs. There has been a
-quarrel with old Mr. Fairfield which makes the matter worse. His
-brother Harry has been trying to arrange with his creditors, but I
-don’t know how that will be; and Charlie has told me that we must be
-ready on very short notice to go to France or somewhere else abroad;
-and I’m afraid he owes a great deal--he’s so reserved and nervous
-about it; and you may suppose how I must feel, how miserable
-sometimes, knowing that I am, in great measure, the cause of his being
-so miserably harassed. Poor Charlie! I often think how much happier it
-would have been for him never to have seen me.”
-
-“Did I ever hear such stuff! But I won’t say half what I was going to
-say, for I can’t think you such a fool, and I must only suppose you
-want me to say ever so many pretty things of you, which, in this case,
-I am bound to say would be, unlike common flatteries, quite true. But
-if there really is any trouble of that kind--of the least consequence
-I mean--I think it quite a scandal, not only shabby but wicked, that
-old Mr. Fairfield, with one foot in the grave, should do nothing. I
-always knew he was a mere bruin; but people said he was generous in
-the matter of money, and he ought to think that, in the course of
-nature, Wyvern should have been his son’s years ago, and it is really
-quite abominable his not coming forward.”
-
-“There’s no chance of that; there has been a quarrel,” said Alice,
-looking down on the threadbare carpet.
-
-“Well, darling, remember, if it should come to that--I mean if he
-should be advised to go away for a little, remember that your home is
-at Oulton. He’ll not stay away very long, but if you accept my offer,
-the longer the happier for me. You are to come over to Oulton, you
-understand, and to bring old Dulcibella; and I only wish that you had
-been a few years married that we might set up a little nursery in that
-dull house. I think I should live ten years longer if I had the
-prattle and laughing, and pleasant noise of children in the old
-nursery, the same nursery where my poor dear George ran about, sixty
-years ago nearly, when he was a child. We should have delightful
-times, you and I, and I’d be your head nurse.”
-
-“My darling, I think you are an angel,” said Alice, with a little
-laugh, and throwing her arms about her she wept on her thin old neck,
-and the old lady, weeping also happy and tender tears, patted her
-shoulder gently in that little silence.
-
-“Well, Alice, you’ll remember, and I’ll write to your husband as well
-as to you, for this kind of invitation is never attended to, and you
-would think nothing of going away and leaving your old auntie to shift
-for herself; and if you will come it will be the kindest thing you
-ever did, for I’m growing old and strangers don’t amuse me quite as
-much as they did, and I really want a little home society to exercise
-my affections and prevent my turning into a selfish old cat.”
-
-So the tea came in and they sipped it to the accompaniment of their
-little dialogue, and time glided away unperceived, and the door opened
-and Charles Fairfield, in his careless fishing costume, entered the
-room.
-
-He glanced at Alice a look which she understood; her visitor also
-perceived it; but Charles had not become a mere Orson in this
-wilderness, so he assumed an air of welcome.
-
-“We are so glad to see you here, Lady Wyndale, though, indeed, it
-ain’t easy to see any one, the room is so dark. It was so very good of
-you to come this long drive to see Alice.”
-
-“I hardly hoped to have seen you,” replied the old lady, “for I must
-go in a minute or two more, and--I’m very frank, and you won’t think
-me rude, but I have learned everything, and I know that I ought not to
-have come without a little more circumspection.”
-
-He laughed a little, and Alice thought, as well as the failing light
-enabled her to see, that he looked very pale, as, laughing, he fixed
-for a moment a hard look on her.
-
-“All is not a great deal,” he said, not knowing very well what to say.
-
-“No, no,” said the old lady, “there’s no one on earth, almost, who has
-not suffered at one time or other that kind of passing annoyance. You
-know that Alice and I are such friends, so very intimate that I feel
-as if I knew her husband almost as intimately, although you were
-little more than a boy when I last saw you, and I’m afraid it must
-seem very impertinent my mentioning Alice’s little anxieties, but I
-could not well avoid doing so without omitting an explanation which I
-ought to make, because this secret little creature your wife, with
-whom I was very near being offended, was perfectly guiltless of my
-visit, and I learned where she was from your old housekeeper at
-Wyvern, and from no one else on earth did I receive the slightest
-hint, and I thought it very ill-natured, being so near a relation and
-friend, and when you know me a little better, Mr. Fairfield, you’ll
-not teach Alice to distrust me.”
-
-Then the kind old lady diverged into her plans about Alice and Oulton,
-and promised a diplomatic correspondence, and at length she took her
-leave for the last time, and Charles saw her into her carriage, and
-bid her a polite farewell.
-
-Away drove the carriage, and Charles stood listlessly at the summit of
-the embowered and gloomy road that descends in one direction into the
-Vale of Carwell, and passes in the other, with some windings, to the
-wide heath of Cressley Common.
-
-This visit, untoward as it was, was, nevertheless, a little stimulus.
-He felt his spirits brightening, his pulse less sluggish, and
-something more of confidence in his future.
-
-“There’s time enough in which to tell her my trouble,” thought he, as
-he turned toward the house; “and by Jove! we haven’t had our dinner. I
-must choose the time. To-night it shall be. We will both be, I think,
-less miserable when it is told,” and he sighed heavily.
-
-He entered the house through the back gate, and as he passed the
-kitchen door, called to Mildred Tarnley the emphatic word “dinner!”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV.
- THE SUMMONS.
-
-When Charles Fairfield came into the wainscoted dining-room a few
-minutes later it looked very cosy. The sun had broken the pile of
-western clouds, and sent low and level a red light flecked with
-trembling leaves on the dark panels that faced the windows.
-
-Outside in that farewell glory of the day the cawing crows were heard
-returning to the sombre woods of Carwell, and the small birds whistled
-and warbled pleasantly in the clear air, and chatty sparrows in the
-ivy round gossiped and fluttered merrily before the little community
-betook themselves to their leafy nooks and couched their busy little
-heads for the night under their brown wings.
-
-He looked through the window towards the gloriously-stained sky and
-darkening trees, and he thought,--
-
-“A fellow like me, who has seen out his foolish days and got to value
-better things, who likes a pretty view, and a cigar, and a stroll by a
-trout-brook, and a song now and then, and a book, and a friendly
-guest, and a quiet glass of wine, and who has a creature like Alice to
-love and be loved by, might be devilish happy in this queer lonely
-corner, if only the load were off his heart.”
-
-He sighed; but something of that load was for the moment removed; and
-as pretty Alice came in at the open door, he went to meet her, and
-drew her fondly to his heart.
-
-“We must be very happy this evening, Alice. Somehow I feel that
-everything will go well with us yet. If just a few little hitches and
-annoyances were got over, I should be the happiest fellow, I think,
-that ever bore the name of Fairfield; and you, darling creature, are
-the light of that happiness. My crown and my life--my beautiful Alice,
-my joy and my glory--I wish you knew half how I love you, and how
-proud I am of you.”
-
-“Oh, Charlie, Charlie, this is delightful. Oh, Ry, my darling! I’m too
-happy.”
-
-And with these words, in the strain of her slender embrace, she clung
-to him as he held her locked to his heart.
-
-The affection was there; the love was true. In the indolent nature of
-Charles Fairfield capabilities of good were not wanting. That dreadful
-interval in the soul’s history, between the weak and comparatively
-noble state of childhood and that later period when experience saddens
-and illuminates and begins to turn our looks regretfully backward, was
-long past with him. The period when women “come out” and see the
-world, and men in the old-fashioned phrase “sow their wild oats”--that
-glorious summer-time of self-love, sin, and folly--that bleak and
-bitter winter of the soul, through which the mercy of God alone
-preserves for us alive the dormant germs of good, was past for him,
-without killing, as it sometimes does, all the tenderness and truth of
-the nursery. In this man, Charles Fairfield, were the trodden-down but
-still living affections which now, in this season, unfolded themselves
-anew--simplicity unkilled, and the purity not of Eden, not of
-childhood, but of _recoil_. Altogether a man who had not lost
-himself--capable of being happy--capable of being regenerated.
-
-I know not exactly what had evoked this sudden glow and effervescence.
-Perhaps it needs some manifold confluence of internal and external
-conditions, trifling and unnoticed, except for such unexplained
-results, to evolve these tremblings and lightings up that surprise us
-like the fiercer analogies of volcanic chemistry.
-
-It is sad to see what appear capabilities and opportunities of a great
-happiness so nearly secured, and yet by reason of some inflexible
-caprice of circumstance quite unattainable.
-
-It was not for some hours, and until after his wife had gone to her
-room, that the darkness and chill that portended the return of his
-worst care crept over him as he sat and turned over the leaves of his
-book.
-
-He got up and loitered discontentedly about the room. Stopping now
-before the little bookshelves between the windows and adjusting
-unconsciously their contents; now at the little oak table, and
-fiddling with the flowers which Alice had arranged in a tall old
-glass, one of the relics of other days of Carwell; and so on,
-listless, irresolute.
-
-“So here I am once more--back again among my enemies! Happiness for
-me, a momentary illusion--hope a cheat. My _reality_ is the blackness
-of the abyss. God help me!”
-
-He turned up his eyes, and he groaned this prayer, unconscious that it
-was a prayer.
-
-“I will,” he thought, “extract the sting from this miserable mystery.
-Between me and Alice it shall be a secret no longer. I’ll tell her
-to-morrow. I’ll look out an opportunity; I will by----”
-
-And to nail himself to his promise this irresolute man repeated the
-same passionate oath, and he struck his hand on the table.
-
-Next day, therefore, when Alice was again among the flowers in the
-garden he entered that antique and solemn shade with a strange
-sensation at his heart of fear and grief. How would Alice look on him
-after it was over? How would she bear it?
-
-Pale as the man who walks after the coffin of his darling, between the
-tall gray piers he entered that wild and umbrageous enclosure.
-
-His heart seemed to stop still as he saw little Alice, all
-unsuspicious of his dreadful message, working with her tiny trowel at
-the one sunny spot of the garden.
-
-She stood up--how pretty she was!--looking on her work; and as she
-stood with one tiny foot advanced, and her arms folded, with her
-garden-gloves on, and the little diamond-shaped trowel glittering in
-her hand, she sang low to herself an air which he remembered her
-singing when she was quite a little thing long ago at Wyvern--when he
-never dreamed she would be anything to him--just a picture of a little
-brown-haired girl and nothing dearer.
-
-Then she saw him, and--
-
-“Oh, Ry, darling!” she cried, as making a diagonal from the distant
-point, she ran towards him through tall trees and old raspberries, and
-under the boughs of over-grown fruit trees, which now-a-days bore more
-moss and lichen than pears or cherries upon them.
-
-“Ry, how delightful! You so seldom come here, and now I have you, you
-shall see all I’m doing, and how industrious I have been; and we are
-going to have such a happy little ramble. Has anything happened,
-darling?” she said, suddenly stopping and looking in his face.
-
-Here was an opportunity; but if his resolution was still there,
-presence of mind failed him, and forcing a smile, he instantly
-answered--
-
-“Nothing, darling--nothing whatever. Come, let us look at your work;
-you are so industrious, and you have such wonderful taste.”
-
-And as, reassured, and holding his hand, she prattled and laughed,
-leading him round by the grass-grown walks to her garden, as she
-called that favoured bit of ground on which the sun shone, he hardly
-saw the old currant bushes or gray trunks of the rugged trees; his
-sight seemed dazzled; his hearing seemed confused; and he thought to
-himself--
-
-“Where am I--what is this--and can it be true that I am so weak or so
-mad as to be turned from the purpose over which I have been brooding
-for a day and a night, and to which I had screwed my courage so
-resolutely, by a smile and a question--What is this? Black currant;
-and this is groundsel; and little Alice, your glove wants a stitch or
-two,” he added aloud; “and oh! here we are. Now you must enlighten me;
-and what a grove of little sticks, and little inscriptions. These are
-your annuals, I suppose?”
-
-And so they talked, and she laughed and chatted very merrily, and he
-had not the heart--perhaps the courage--to deliver his detested
-message; and again it was postponed.
-
-The next day Charles Fairfield fell into his old gloom and anxieties;
-the temporary relief was felt no more, and the usual reaction
-followed.
-
-It is something to have adopted a resolution. The anguish of suspense,
-at least, is ended, and even if it be to undergo an operation, and to
-blow one’s own brains out, men will become composed, and sometimes
-even cheerful, as the coroner’s inquest discovers, when once the way
-and the end are known.
-
-But this melancholy serenity now failed Charles Fairfield, for without
-acknowledging it, he began a little to recede from his resolution.
-Then was the dreadful question, how will she bear it, and even worse,
-how will she view the position? Is she not just the person to leave
-forthwith a husband thus ambiguously placed, and to insist that this
-frightful claim, however shadowy, should be met and determined in the
-light of day?
-
-“I know very well what an idol she makes of me, poor little thing; but
-she would not stay here an hour after she heard it; she would go
-straight to Lady Wyndale. It would break her heart, but she would do
-it.”
-
-It was this fear that restrained him. Impelling him, however, was the
-thought that, sooner or later, if Harry’s story were true, his enemy
-would find him out, and his last state be worse than his first.
-
-Again and again he cursed his own folly for not having consulted his
-shrewd brother before his marriage. How horribly were his words
-justified. How easy it would have been comparatively to disclose all
-to Alice before leading her into such a position. He did not believe
-that there was actual danger in this claim. He could swear that he
-meant no villainy. Weak and irresolute, in a trying situation, he had
-been--that was all. But could he be sure that the world would not
-stigmatize him as a villain?
-
-Another day passed, and he could not tell what a day might bring--a
-day of feverish melancholy, of abstraction, of agitation.
-
-She had gone to her room. It was twelve o’clock at night, when, having
-made up his mind to make his agitating shrift, he mounted the old oak
-stairs, with his candle in his hand.
-
-“Who’s there?” said his wife’s voice from the room.
-
-“I, darling.”
-
-And at the door she met him in her dressing-gown. Her face was pale
-and miserable, and her eyes swollen with crying.
-
-“Oh, Ry, darling, I’m so miserable; I think I shall go mad.”
-
-And she hugged him fast in trembling arms, and sobbed convulsively on
-his breast.
-
-Charles Fairfield froze with a kind of terror. He thought, “she has
-found out the whole story.” She looked up in his face, and that was
-the face of a ghost.
-
-“Oh, Ry, darling, for God’s sake tell me--is there anything very
-bad--is it debt only that makes you so wretched? I am in such dreadful
-uncertainty. Have mercy on your poor little miserable wife, and tell
-me whatever it is--tell me all!”
-
-Here you would have said was something more urgent than the
-opportunity which he coveted; but the sight of that gaze of wildest
-misery smote and terrified him, it looked in reality so near despair,
-so near insanity.
-
-“To tell her will be to kill her,” something seemed to whisper, and he
-drew her closer to him, and kissed her and laughed.
-
-“Nothing on earth but money--the want of money--debt. Upon my soul
-you frightened me, Alice, you looked so, so piteous. I thought you had
-something dreadful to tell me; but, thank God, you are quite well, and
-haven’t even seen a ghost. You must not always be such a foolish
-little creature. I’m afraid this place will turn our heads. Here we
-are safe and sound, and nothing wrong but my abominable debts. You
-would not wonder at my moping if you knew what debt is; but I won’t
-look, if I can help it, quite so miserable for the future; for, after
-all, we must have money soon, and you know they can’t hang me for
-owing them a few hundreds; and I’m quite angry with myself for having
-annoyed you so, you poor little thing.”
-
-“My noble Ry, it is so good of you, you make me so happy, I did not
-know what to think, but you have made me quite cheerful again, and I
-really do think it is being so much alone, I watch your looks so much,
-and everything preys on me so, and that seems so odious when I have my
-darling along with me; but Ry will forgive his foolish little wife, I
-know he will, he’s always so good and kind.”
-
-Then followed more reassuring speeches from Charles, and more raptures
-from poor Alice. And the end was that for a time Charles was quite
-turned away from his purpose. I don’t know, however, that he was able
-to keep his promise about more cheerful looks, certainly not beyond a
-day or two.
-
-A few days later he heard a tragic bit of news. Tom related to him
-that the miller’s young wife, down at Raxleigh, hearing on a sudden
-that her husband was drowned in the mill-stream, though ’twas nothing
-after all but a ducking, was “took wi’ fits, and died in three days’
-time.”
-
-So much for surprising young wives with alarming stories! Charles
-Fairfield listened, and made the application for himself.
-
-A few days later a letter was brought into the room where rather
-silently Charles and his wife were at breakfast. It came when he had
-almost given up the idea of receiving one for some days, perhaps
-weeks, and he had begun to please himself with the idea that the delay
-augured well, and Harry’s silence was a sign that the alarm was
-subsiding.
-
-Here, however, was a letter addressed to him in Harry’s bold hand. His
-poor little wife sitting next the tea-things, eyed her husband as he
-opened it, with breathless alarm; she saw him grow pale as he glanced
-at it; he lowered it to the tablecloth, and bit his lip, his eye still
-fixed on it.
-
-As he did not turn over the leaf, she saw it could not be a long one,
-and must all be comprised within one page.
-
-“Ry, darling,” she asked, also very pale, in a timid voice, “it’s
-nothing very bad. Oh, darling, what is it?”
-
-He got up and walked to the window silently.
-
-“What do you say, darling?” he asked, suddenly, after a little pause.
-
-She repeated her question.
-
-“No, darling, nothing, but--but possibly we may have to leave this.
-You can read it, darling.”
-
-He laid the letter gently on the tablecloth beside her, and she picked
-it up, and read--
-
-
- “My dear Charlie,
-
- “The old soldier means business. I think you must go up to London, but
- be sure to meet me to-morrow at Hatherton, say the Commercial Hotel,
- at four o’clock, P.M.
-
- “Your affectionate brother,
- “Harry Fairfield.”
-
-
-“Who does he mean by the old soldier?” asked Alice, very much
-frightened, after a silence.
-
-“One of those d----d people who are plaguing me,” said Charles, who
-had returned to the window, and answered, still looking out.
-
-“And what is his real name, darling?”
-
-“I’m ashamed to say that Harry knows ten times as well as I all about
-my affairs. I pay interest through his hands, and he watches those
-people’s movements; he’s a rough diamond, but he has been very kind,
-and you see his note--where is it? Oh, thanks. I must be off in half
-an hour, to meet the coach at the ‘Pied Horse.’”
-
-“Let me go up, darling, and help you to pack, I know where all your
-things are,” said poor little Alice, who looked as if she was going to
-faint.
-
-“Thank you, darling, you are such a good little creature, and never
-think of yourself--never, never--_half enough_.”
-
-His hands were on her shoulders, and he was looking in her face, with
-sad strange eyes, as he said this, slowly, like a man spelling out an
-inscription.
-
-“I wish--I wish a thousand things. God knows how heavy my heart is. If
-you cared for yourself, Alice, like other women, or that I weren’t a
-fool--but--but you, poor little thing, it was such a venture, such a
-sea, such a crazy boat to sail in.”
-
-“I would not give up my Ry, my darling, my husband, my handsome,
-clever, noble Ry--I’d lose a thousand lives if I had them, one by one,
-for you, Charlie; and oh, if you left me, I should die.”
-
-“Poor little thing,” he said, drawing her to him with a trembling
-strain, and in his eyes, unseen by her, tears were standing.
-
-“If you leave this, won’t you take me, Charlie? won’t you let me go
-wherever you go? and oh, if they take my man--I’m to go with you,
-Charlie, promise that, and oh, my darling, you’re not sorry you
-married your poor little Alley.”
-
-“Come, darling, come up; you shall hear from me in a day or two, or
-see me. This will blow over, as so many other troubles have done,” he
-said, kissing her fondly.
-
-And now began the short fuss and confusion of a packing on brief
-notice, while Tom harnessed the horse, and put him to the dogcart.
-
-And the moment having arrived, down came Charles Fairfield, and Tom
-swung his portmanteau into its place, and poor little Alice was there
-with, as Old Dulcibella said, “her poor little face all cried,” to
-have a last look, and a last word, her tiny feet on the big unequal
-paving stones, and her eyes following Charlie’s face, as he stepped up
-and arranged his rug and coat on the seat, and then jumped down for
-the last hug; and the wild, close, hurried whisperings, last words of
-love and cheer from laden hearts, and pale smiles, and the last,
-_really_ the last look, and the dog-cart and Tom, and the portmanteau
-and Charlie, and the sun’s blessed light, disappear together through
-the old gateway under the wide stone arch, with tufted ivy and
-careless sparrows, and little Alice stands alone on the pavement for a
-moment, and runs out to have one last wild look at the disappearing
-“trap,” under the old trees, as it rattled swiftly down to the narrow
-road of Carwell Valley.
-
-It vanished--it was gone--the tinkling of the wheels was heard no
-more. The parting, for the present, was quite over, and poor little
-Alice turned at last, and threw her arms about the neck of kind old
-Dulcibella, who had held her when a baby in her arms in the little
-room at Wyvern Vicarage, and saw her now a young wife, “wooed and
-married, and a’,” in the beauty and the sorrows of life; and the light
-air of autumn rustled in the foliage above her, and a withered leaf or
-two fell from the sunlit summits to the shadow at her feet; and the
-old woman’s kind eyes filled with tears, and she whispered homely
-comfort, and told her she would have him back again in a day or two,
-and not to take on so; and with her gentle hand, as she embraced her,
-patted her on the shoulder, as she used in other years--that seemed
-like yesterday--to comfort her in nursery troubles. But our sorrows
-outgrow their simple consolations, and turn us in their gigantic
-maturity to the sympathy and wisdom that is sublime and eternal.
-
-Days passed away, and a precious note from Charlie came. It told her
-where to write to him in London, and very little more.
-
-The hasty scrawl added, indeed emphatically, that she was to tell his
-address to no one. So she shut it up in the drawer of the
-old-fashioned dressing-table, the key of which she always kept with
-her.
-
-Other days passed. The hour was dull at Carwell Grange for Alice. But
-things moved on in their dull routine without event or alarm.
-
-Old Mildred Tarnley was sour and hard as of old, and up to a certain
-time neither darker nor brighter than customary. Upon a day, however,
-there came a shadow and a fear upon her.
-
-Two or three times on that day and the next, was Mrs. Tarnley
-gliding, when old Dulcibella with her mistress was in the garden,
-about Alice’s bedroom, noiselessly as a shadow. The little girl
-downstairs did not know where she was. It was known but to
-herself--and what she was about. Coming down those dark stairs, and
-going up, she went on tiptoe, and looked black and stern as if she was
-“laying out” a corpse upstairs.
-
-Accidentally old Dulcibella, coming into the room on a message from
-the garden, surprised lean, straight Mrs. Tarnley, feloniously trying
-to turn a key, from a bunch in her hand, in the lock of the
-dressing-table drawer.
-
-“Oh, la! Mrs. Tarnley,” cried old Dulcibella, very much startled.
-
-The two women stood perfectly still, staring at one another. Each
-looked scared. Stiff Mildred Tarnley, without, I think, being the
-least aware of it, dropped a stiff short courtesy, and for some
-seconds more the silence continued.
-
-“What _be_ you a-doing here, Mrs. Tarnley?” at length demanded
-Dulcibella Crane.
-
-“No occasion to tell _you_,” replied Mildred, intrepidly. “Another
-one, that owed her as little as I’m like ever to do, would tell your
-young mistress. But I don’t want to break her heart--what for should
-I? There’s dark stories enough about the Grange without no one hangin’
-theirself in their garters. What I want is where to direct a letter to
-Master Charles--that’s all.”
-
-“I can’t say, I’m sure,” said old Dulcibella.
-
-“She got a letter from him o’ Thursday last; ’twill be in it no doubt,
-and that I take it, ma’am, is in this drawer, for she used not to lock
-it; and I expect you, if ye love your young mistress, to help me to
-get at it,” said Mrs. Tarnley, firmly.
-
-“Lor, Mrs. Tarnley, ma’am! _me_ to pick a lock, ma’am! I’d die first.
-Ye can’t mean it?”
-
-“I knowd ye was a fool. I shouldn’t ’a said nothing to ye about it,”
-said Mildred, with sharp disdain.
-
-“Lawk! I never was so frightened in my life!” responded Dulcibella.
-
-“Ye’ll be more so, mayhap. I wash my hands o’ ye,” said Mrs. Tarnley,
-with a furious look, and a sharp little stamp on the floor. “I thought
-o’ nothing but your mistress’s good, and if ye tell her I was here,
-I’ll explain all, for I won’t lie under no surmises, and I think
-’twill be the death of her.”
-
-“Oh, this place, this hawful place! I never was so frightened in my
-days,” said Dulcibella, looking very white.
-
-“She’s in the garden now, I do suppose,” said Mildred, “and if ye mean
-to tell her what I was about, ’taint a pin’s head to me, but I’ll go
-out and tell her myself, and even if she lives through it, she’ll
-never hold up her head more, and that’s all _you’ll_ hear from Mildred
-Tarnley.”
-
-“Oh, dear! dear! dear! my heart, how it goes!”
-
-“Come, come, woman, you’re nothin’ so squeamish, I dare say.”
-
-“Well,” said Dulcibella; “it may be all as you say, ma’am, and I’ll
-say ye this justice, I ha’n’t missed to the value of a pennypiece
-since we come here, but if ye promise me, only ye won’t come up here
-no more while we’re out, Mrs. Tarnley, I won’t say nothing about it.”
-
-“That settles it, keep your word, Mrs. Crane, and I’ll keep mine; I’ll
-burn my fingers no more in other people’s messes;” and she shook the
-key with a considerable gingle of the whole bunch from the keyhole,
-and popped it grimly into her pocket.
-
-“Your sarvant, Mrs. Crane.”
-
-“Yours, Mrs. Tarnley, ma’am,” replied Dulcibella.
-
-And the interview which had commenced so brusquely, ended with
-ceremony, as Mildred Tarnley withdrew.
-
-That old woman was in a sort of fever that afternoon and the next day,
-and her temper, Lilly Dogger thought, grew more and more savage as
-night approached. She had in her pocket a friendly fulsome little
-letter, which had reached her through the post, announcing an arrival
-for the night that was now approaching. The coach that changed horses
-at the “Pied Horse,” was due there at half-past eleven, P.M., but
-might not be there till twelve, and then there was a long drive to
-Carwell Grange.
-
-“I’m wore out wi’ them, I’m tired to death; I’m wore off my feet wi’
-them; I’m worked like a hoss. ’Twould be well for Mildred Tarnley, I’m
-thinkin’, she was under the mould wi’ a stone at her head, and shut o’
-them all.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV.
- LILLY DOGGER IS SENT TO BED.
-
-That night the broad-shouldered child, Lilly Dogger, was up later
-than usual. An arrear of pots and saucepans to scour, along with
-customary knives and forks to clean, detained her.
-
-“Bustle, you huzzy, will ye?” cried the harsh voice of old Mildred,
-who was adjusting the kettle on the kitchen fire, while in the
-scullery the brown-eyed little girl worked away at the knife-board. A
-mutton-fat, fixed in a tin sconce on the wall, so as to command both
-the kitchen and the scullery, economically lighted each, the old woman
-and her drudge, at her work.
-
-“Yes’m, please,” she said interrogatively, for the noise of her task
-prevented her hearing distinctly.
-
-“Be alive, I say. It’s gone eleven, you slut; ye should a bin in your
-bed an hour,” screeched Mildred, and then relapsed into her customary
-grumble.
-
-“Yes, Mrs. Tarnley, please’m,” answered the little girl, resuming with
-improved energy.
-
-Drowsy enough was the girl. If there had been a minute’s respite from
-her task, I think she would have nodded.
-
-“Be them things rubbed up or no, or do you mean to ’a done to-night,
-huzzy?” cried Mrs. Tarnley, this time so near as to startle her, for
-she had unawares put her wrinkled head into the scullery. “Stop that
-for to-night, I say. Leave ’em lay, ye’ll finish in the morning.”
-
-“Shall I take down the fire, Mrs. Tarnley, ma’am, please?” asked Lilly
-Dogger, after a little pause.
-
-“No, ye sha’n’t. What’s that ye see on the fire; have ye eyes in your
-head? Don’t you see the kettle there? How do I know but your master’ll
-be home to-night, and want a cup o’ tea, or--law knows what?”
-
-Mrs. Tarnley looked put about, as she phrased it, and in one of those
-special tempers which accompanied that state. So Lilly Dogger, eyeing
-her with wide open eyes, made her a frightened little courtesy.
-
-“Why don’t ye get up betimes in the morning, huzzy, and then ye
-needn’t be mopin’ about half the night? All the colour’s washed out o’
-your big, ugly, platter face, wi’ your laziness--as white as a turnip.
-When I was a girl, if I left my work over so, I’d ’a the broomstick
-across my back, I promise ye, and bread and water next day too good
-for my victuals; but now ye thinks ye can do as ye like, and all’s
-changed! An’ every upstart brat is as good as her betters. But don’t
-ye think ye’ll come it over me, lass, don’t ye. Look up there at the
-clock, will ye, or do ye want me to pull ye up by the ear--ten minutes
-past eleven--wi’ your dawdling, ye limb!”
-
-The old woman whisked about, and putting her hand on a cupboard door,
-she turned round again before opening it, and said--
-
-“Come on, will ye, and take your bread if you want it, and don’t ye
-stand gaping there, ye slut, as if I had nothing to do but attend upon
-you, with your impittence. I shouldn’t give ye _that_.”
-
-She thumped a great lump of bread down on the kitchen table by which
-the girl was now standing.
-
-“Not a bit, if I did right, and ye’ll not be sittin’ up to eat that,
-mind ye; ye’ll take it wi’ ye to yer bed, young lady, and tumble in
-without delay, d’ye mind? For if I find ye out o’ bed when I go in to
-see all’s right, I’ll just gi’e ye that bowl o’ cold water over yer
-head. In wi’ ye, an’ get ye twixt the blankets before two minutes--get
-along.”
-
-The girl knew that Mrs. Tarnley could strike as well as “jaw,” and
-seldom threatened in vain, so with eyes still fixed upon her, she took
-up her fragment of loaf, with a hasty courtesy, of which the old woman
-took no notice, and vanished frightened through a door that opened off
-the kitchen.
-
-The old woman holding the candle over her head, soon peeped in as she
-had threatened.
-
-Lilly Dogger lay close affecting to be asleep, though that feat in the
-time was impossible, and was afraid that the thump, thump of her
-heart, for she greatly feared Mrs. Tarnley, might be audible to that
-severe listener.
-
-Out she went, however, without anything more, to the great relief of
-the girl.
-
-Lilly Dogger lay awake, for fear is vigilant, and Mrs. Tarnley’s
-temper she knew was capricious as well as violent.
-
-Through the door she heard the incessant croak of the old woman’s
-voice, as she grumbled and scolded in soliloquy, poking here and there
-about the kitchen. The girl lay awake, listening vaguely in the dark,
-and watching the one bright spot on the whitewashed wall at the foot
-of her bed, which Mrs. Tarnley’s candle in the kitchen transmitted
-through the keyhole. It flitted and glided, now hither, now thither,
-now up, now down, like a white butterfly in a garden, silently
-indicating the movements of the old woman, and illustrating the
-clatter of her clumsy old shoes.
-
-In a little while the door opened again, and the old woman entered,
-having left her candle on the dresser outside.
-
-Mrs. Tarnley listened for a while, and you may be sure Lilly Dogger
-lay still. Then the old woman, in a hard whisper, asked, “Are you
-awake?” and listened.
-
-“Are ye awake, lass?” she repeated, and receiving no answer, she came
-close to the bed, by way of tucking in the coverlet, in reality to
-listen.
-
-So she stood in silence by the bed for a minute, and then very quickly
-withdrew and closed the door.
-
-Then Lilly Dogger heard her make some arrangements in the kitchen, and
-move, as she rightly concluded, a table which she placed against her
-door.
-
-Then the white butterfly, having made a sudden sweep round the side
-wall, hovered no longer on Lilly Dogger’s darkened walls, and old
-Mildred Tarnley and her candle glided out of the kitchen.
-
-The girl had grown curious, and she got up and peeped, and found that
-a clumsy little kitchen table had been placed against her door, which
-opened outward.
-
-Through the keyhole she also saw that Mildred had not taken down the
-fire. On the contrary, she had trimmed and poked it, and a kettle was
-simmering on the bar.
-
-She did not believe that Mrs. Tarnley expected the arrival of her
-master, for she had said early in the day that she thought he would
-come next evening. Lilly Dogger was persuaded that Mrs. Tarnley was on
-the look out for some one else, and guarding that fact with a very
-jealous secrecy.
-
-She went again to her bed; wondering she listened for the sounds of
-her return, and looked for the little patch of light on the
-whitewashed wall; but that fluttering evidence of Mrs. Tarnley’s
-candle did not reappear before the tired little girl fell asleep.
-
-She was wakened in a little time by Mrs. Tarnley’s somewhat noisy
-return. She was grumbling bitterly to herself, poking the fire, and
-pitching the fire-irons and other hardware about with angry
-recklessness.
-
-The girl turned over, and notwithstanding all Mildred’s noisy
-soliloquy was soon asleep again.
-
-Again she awoke--I suppose recalled to consciousness by some noise in
-the kitchen. The little white light was in full play on the wall at
-the foot of her bed, and Mrs. Tarnley was talking fluently in an
-undertone. Then came a silence, during which the old Dutch clock
-struck one.
-
-Lilly Dogger’s eyes were wide open now, and her ears erect. She heard
-no one answer the old woman, who resumed her talk in a minute; and now
-she seemed careful to make no avoidable noise--speaking low, and when
-she moved about the kitchen treading softly, and moving anything she
-had to stir gently. Altogether she was now taking as much care not to
-disturb as she had shown carelessness upon the subject before.
-
-Lilly Dogger again slipped out of bed, and peeped through the keyhole.
-But she could not see Mrs. Tarnley nor her companion, if she had one.
-
-Old Mildred was talking on, not in her grumbling interrupted
-soliloquy, but in the equable style of one spinning a long narrative.
-This hum was relieved now and then by the gentle click of a teacup, or
-the jingle of a spoon.
-
-If Mrs. Tarnley was drinking her tea alone at this hour of night and
-talking so to herself, she was doing that she had never done before,
-thought the curious little girl; and she must be a-going mad. From
-this latter apprehension, however, she was relieved by hearing some
-one cough. It was not Mrs. Tarnley, who suspended her story, however.
-But there was an unmistakable difference of tone in this cough, and
-old Mildred said more distinctly something about a cure for a cough
-which she recommended.
-
-Then came an answer in an odd drawling voice. The words she could not
-hear, but there could no longer be any doubt as to the presence of a
-stranger in the kitchen.
-
-Lilly Dogger was rather frightened, she did not quite know why, and
-listened without power to form a conjecture. It was plain that the
-person who enjoyed old Mildred’s hospitality was not her master, nor
-her mistress, nor old Dulcibella Crane.
-
-As she listened, and wondered, and speculated, sleep overtook her once
-more, and she quite forgot the dialogue, and the kitchen, and Mildred
-Tarnley’s tea, and went off upon her own adventures in the wild land
-of dreams.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI.
- THE LADY HAS HER TEA.
-
-“You suffers dreadful, ma’am,” said Mildred Tarnley. “Do you have
-them toothaches still?”
-
-“’Twas not toothache--a worse thing,” said the stranger, demurely,
-who, with closed eyes, and her hand propping her head, seemed to have
-composed herself for a doze in the great chair.
-
-“Wuss than toothache! That’s bad. Earache, mayhap?” inquired Mrs.
-Tarnley, with pathetic concern, though I don’t think it would have
-troubled her much if her guest had tumbled over the precipice of
-Carwell Valley and broken her neck among the stones in the brook.
-
-“Pain in my face--it is called tic,” said the lady, with closed eyes,
-in a languid drawl.
-
-“Tic? lawk! Well, I never heard o’ the like, unless it be the
-field-bug as sticks in the cattle--that’s a bad ailment, I do
-suppose,” conjectured Mrs. Tarnley.
-
-“You may have it yourself some day,” said this lady, who spoke quietly
-and deliberately, but with fluency, although her accent was foreign.
-“When we are growing a little old our bones and nerves they will not
-be young still. You have your rheumatism, I have my tic--the pain in
-my cheek and mouth--a great deal worse, as you will find, whenever you
-taste of it, as it may happen. Your tea is good--after a journey tea
-is so refreshing. I cannot live without my cup of tea, though it is
-not good for my tic. So, ha, ha, he-ha! There is the tea already in my
-cheek--oh! Well, you will be so good to give me my bag.”
-
-Mildred looked about, and found a small baize bag with an umbrella and
-a bandbox.
-
-“There’s a green bag I have here, ma’am.”
-
-“A baize bag?”
-
-“Yes, ’m.”
-
-“Give it to me. Ha, yes, my bibe--my bibe--and my box.”
-
-So this lady rummaged and extricated a pipe very like a meerschaum,
-and a small square box.
-
-“Tibbacca!” exclaimed Mrs. Tarnley. The stranger interpreted the
-exclamation, without interrupting her preparations.
-
-“Dobacco? no, better thing--some opium. You are afraid Mrs. Harry
-Fairfield, she would smell id. No--I did not wish to disturb her
-sleeb. I am quite private here, and do not wish to discover myself.
-Ya, ya, ya, hoo!”
-
-It was another twinge.
-
-“Sad thing, ma’am,” said Mildred. “Better now, perhaps?”
-
-“Put a stool under my feed. Zere, zere, sat will do. Now you light
-that match and hold to the end of ze bibe, and I will zen be bedder.”
-
-Accordingly Mildred Tarnley, strongly tempted to mutter a criticism,
-but possibly secretly in awe of the tall and “big-made” woman who
-issued these orders, proceeded to obey them.
-
-“No great odds of a smell arter all,” said Mrs. Tarnley, approvingly,
-after a little pause.
-
-“And how long since Harry married?” inquired the smoker after another
-silence.
-
-“I can’t know that nohow; but ’tis since Master Charles gave ’em the
-lend o’ the house.”
-
-“Deeb people these Vairvields are,” laughed the big woman, drowsily.
-
-“When will he come here?”
-
-“To-morrow or next day, I wouldn’t wonder; but he never stays long,
-and he comes and goes as secret-like as a man about a murder a’most.”
-
-“Ha, I dare say. Old Vairvield would cut him over the big shoulders
-with his horsewhip, I think. And when will your master come?”
-
-“Master comes very seldom. Oh! ve-ry. Just when he thinks to find
-Master Henry here, maybe once in a season.”
-
-“And where does he live--at home or where?” asked the tall visitor.
-
-“Well, I can’t say, I’m sure, if it baint at Wyvern. At Wyvern, I do
-suppose, mostly. But I daresay he travels a bit now and again. I don’t
-know, I’m sure.”
-
-“Because I wrote to him to Wyvern to meet me here. Is he at Wyvern?”
-
-“Well, faith, I can’t tell. I know no more than you, ma’am, where
-Master Charles is,” said Mildred, with energy, relieved in the midst
-of her rosary of lies to find herself free to utter one undoubted
-truth.
-
-“You have been a long time in the family, Mrs. Tarnley?” drawled the
-visitor, listlessly.
-
-“Since I was the height o’ that--before I can remember. I was born in
-Carwell gate-house here. My mother was here in old Squire’s time,
-meanin’ the father o’ the present Harry Fairfield o’ Wyvern that is,
-and grandfather o’ the two young gentlemen, Master Charles and Master
-Harry. Why, bless you, my grandfather, that is my mother’s father, was
-in charge o’ the house and farm, and the woods, and the tenants, and
-all; there wasn’t a tree felled, nor a cow sold, nor an acre o’ ground
-took up, but jest as he said. They called him honest Tom Pennecuick;
-he was thought a great deal of, my grandfather was, and Carwell never
-turned in as good a penny to the Fairfields as in his time; not since,
-and not before--never, and never will, that’s sure.”
-
-“And which do you like best, Squire Charles or Squire Harry?” inquired
-the languid lady.
-
-“I likes Charles,” said Mrs. Tarnley, with decision.
-
-“And why so?”
-
-“Well, Harry’s a screw; ye see he’d as lief gie a joint o’ his thumb
-as a sixpence. He’ll take his turn out of every one good-humoured
-enough, and pay for trouble wi’ a joke and a laugh; a very pleasant
-gentleman for such as has nothing to do but exchange work for his
-banter and live without wages; all very fine. I never seed a shillin’
-of hisn since he had one to spend.”
-
-“Mr. Charles can be close-fisted too, when he likes it?” suggested the
-old lady.
-
-“No, no, no, he’s not that sort if he had it. Open-handed enough, and
-more the gentleman every way than Master Harry--more the gentleman,”
-answered Mildred.
-
-“Yes, Harry Fairfield is a shrewd, hard man, I believe; he ought to
-have helped his brother a bit; he has saved a nice bit o’ money, I
-dare say,” said the visitor.
-
-“If he hasn’t a good handful in his kist corner, ’t’aint that he
-wastes what he gets.”
-
-“I do suppose he’ll pay his brother a fair rent for the house?” said
-the visitor.
-
-“Master Harry’ll pay for no more than he can help,” observed Mildred.
-
-“It’s a comfortable house,” pursued the stranger; “’twas so when I was
-here.”
-
-“Warm and roomy,” acquiesced Mrs. Tarnley--“chimbley, roof, and
-wall--staunch and stout; ’twill stand a hundred year to come, wi’ a
-new shingle and a daub o’ mortar now and again. There’s a few jackdaws
-up in the chimbleys that ought to be drew out o’ that wi’ their sticks
-and dirt,” she reflected, respectfully.
-
-“And do you mean to tell me he pays no rent for the Grange, and keeps
-his wife here?” demanded the lady, peremptorily.
-
-“I know nothing about their dealings,” answered Mrs. Tarnley, as
-tartly.
-
-“And ’t’aint clear to me I should care much neither; they’ll settle
-that, like other matters, without stoppin’ to ask Mildred what she
-thinks o’t; and I dare say Master Harry will be glad enough to take it
-for nothing, if Master Charles will be fool enough to let him.”
-
-“Well, he sha’n’t do that, I’ll take care,” said the lady, maintaining
-her immovable pose, which, with a certain peculiarity in the tone of
-her voice, gave to her an indescribable and unpleasant languor.
-
-“I never have two pounds to lay on top o’ one another. Jarity begins
-at home. I’ll not starve for Master Harry,” and she laughed softly and
-unpleasantly.
-
-“His wife, you say, is a starved gurate’s daughter!”
-
-“Parson Maybell--poor he was, down at Wyvern Vicarage--meat only twice
-or thrice a week, as I have heard say, and treated old Squire Harry
-bad, I hear, about his rent; and old Squire Fairfield was kind--to
-_her_ anyhow, and took her up to the hall, and so when she grew up she
-took her opportunity and married Master Harry.”
-
-“She was clever to catch such a shrewd chap--clever. Light again; I
-shall have three four other puff before I go to my bed--very clever.
-How did she take so well, and hold so fast, that wise fellow, Harry
-Fairfield?”
-
-“Hoo! fancy, I do suppose, and liken’. She’s a pretty lass. All them
-Fairfields married for beauty mostly. Some o’ them got land and money,
-and the like, but a pretty face allays along with the fortune.”
-
-The blind stranger, for blind she was, smiled downward, faintly and
-slily, while she was again preparing the pipe.
-
-“When will Harry come again?” she asked.
-
-“I never knows, he’s so wary; do you want to talk to him, ma’am?” said
-Mildred.
-
-“Yes, I do,” said she; “hold the match now, Mrs. Tarnley, please.”
-
-So she did, and--puff, puff, puff--about a dozen times, went the
-smoke, and the smoker was satisfied.
-
-“Well, I never knows the minute, but it mightn’t be for a fortnight,”
-said Mrs. Tarnley.
-
-“And when Mr. Charles Fairfield come?” asked the visitor.
-
-“If he’s got your letter he’ll be here quick enough. If it’s missed
-him he mayn’t set foot in it for three months’ time. That’s how it is
-wi’ him,” answered Mildred.
-
-“What news of old Harry at Wyvern?” asked the stranger.
-
-“No news in partic’lar,” answered Mildred, “only he’s well and
-hearty--but that’s no news; the Fairfields is a long-lived stock, as
-every one knows; he’ll not lie in oak and wool for many a day yet, I’m
-thinkin’.”
-
-Perhaps she had rightly guessed the object of the lady’s solicitude,
-for a silence followed.
-
-“There’s a saying in my country--‘God’s children die young,’” said the
-tall lady.
-
-“And here about they do say, the Devil takes care of his own,” said
-Mildred Tarnley. “But see how my score o’ years be runnin’ up; I take
-it sinners’ lives be lengthened out a bit by the Judge of all, to gi’e
-us time to stay our thoughts a little, and repent our misdeeds, while
-yet we may.”
-
-“You have made a little fire in my room, Mrs. Tarnley?” inquired the
-stranger, who had probably no liking for theology.
-
-“Yes ’m; everything snug.”
-
-“Would you mind running up and looking? I detest a chill,” said this
-selfish person.
-
-At that hour no doubt Mrs. Tarnley resented this tax on her
-rheumatics; but though she was not a woman to curb her resentments,
-she made shift on this occasion; that did not prevent her, however,
-from giving the stranger a furious look, while she muttered inaudibly
-a few words.
-
-“I’ll go with pleasure, ma’am; but I’m sure it’s all right,” she said
-aloud, very civilly, and paused, thinking perhaps that the lady would
-let her off the long walk upstairs to the front of the house.
-
-“Very good; I’ll wait here,” said the guest, unfeelingly.
-
-“As you please ’m,” said Mildred, and, with a parting look round the
-kitchen, she took the candle, and left the lady to the light of the
-fire.
-
-The lady was almost reclining in her chair, as if she were dozing; but
-in a few moments up she stood, and placing her hand by her ear,
-listened; then, with her hands advanced, she crept slowly, and as
-noiselessly as a cat, across the floor. She jostled a little against
-the table at Lilly Dogger’s door; then she stopped perfectly still,
-withdrew the table without a sound; the door swung a little open, and
-the gaunt figure in grey stood at it, listening. A very faint flicker
-from the fire lighted this dim woman, who seemed for the moment to
-have no more life in her than the tall, gray stone of the Druid’s hoe
-on Cressley Common.
-
-Lilly Dogger was fast asleep; but broken were her slumbers destined to
-be that night. She felt a hand on her neck, and, looking up, could not
-for a while see anything, so dark was the room.
-
-She jumped up in a sitting posture, with a short cry of fear, thinking
-that she was in the hands of a robber.
-
-“_Be_ quiet, fool,” said the tall woman, slipping her hand over the
-girl’s mouth. “I’m a lady, a friend of Mrs. Mildred Tarnley, and I’m
-come to stay in the house. Who is the lady that sleeps upstairs in the
-room that used to be Mr. Harry’s? You must answer true, or I’ll pull
-your ear very hard.”
-
-“It is the mistress, please ’m,” answered the frightened girl.
-
-“Married lady?”
-
-“Yes ’m.”
-
-“Who is her husband?”
-
-With this question the big fingers of her visitor closed upon Lilly
-Dogger’s ear with a monitory pinch.
-
-“The master, ma’am.”
-
-“And what’s the master’s name, you dirdy liddle brevarigator?”
-
-And with these words her ear was wrung sharply.
-
-She would have cried, very likely, if she had been less frightened,
-but she only winced, with her shoulders up to her ears, and answered
-in tremulous haste--
-
-“Mr. Fairfield, sure.”
-
-“There’s three Mr. Vairvields: there’s old Mr. Vairvield, there’s Mr.
-Charles Vairvield, and there’s Mr. Harry Vairvield--you _shall_ speak
-plain.”
-
-And at each name in her catalogue she twisted the child’s ear with a
-sharp separate wring.
-
-“Oh, law, ma’am. Please ’m, I mean Mr. Charles Fairfield. I didn’t
-mean to tell you no story, indeed, my lady.”
-
-“Ho, ho--yes--Charles, Charles--very goot. Now, you tell me how you
-know Mr. Harry from Mr. Charles?”
-
-“Oh, law, ma’am! oh, law! oh, ma’am, dear! sure, you won’t pull it no
-more, good lady, please--my ear’s most broke,” gasped the girl, who
-felt the torture beginning again.
-
-“You tell truth. How do you know Mr. Charles from Mr. Harry?”
-
-“Mr. Charles has bigger eyes, ma’am, and Mr. Harry has lighter hair,
-and a red face, please ’m, and Mr. Charles’s face is brown, and he
-talks very quiet-like, and Mr. Harry talks very loud, and he’s always
-travellin’ about a-horseback, and Mr. Charles is the eldest son, and
-the little child they’re lookin’ for is to be the Squire o’ Wyvern.”
-
-The interrogator here gave her a hard pinch by the ear, perhaps
-without thinking of it, for she said nothing for a minute nearly, and
-the girl remained with her head buried between her shoulders, and her
-eyes wide open, staring straight up where she conjectured her
-examiner’s face might be.
-
-“Is the man that talks loud--Mr. Harry--here often?” asked the voice
-at her bedside.
-
-“But seldom, ma’am--too busy at fairs and races, I hear them say.”
-
-“And Mr. Charles--is he often here?”
-
-“Yes ’m; master be always here, exceptin’ this time only; he’s gone
-about a week.”
-
-“About a week, Mr. Charles?”
-
-“Oh, la, ma’am--yes, indeed, ma’am, dear, it’s just a week to-day
-since master went.”
-
-Here was a silence.
-
-“That will do. If I find you’ve been telling me lies I’ll take ye by
-the back of the neck and squeeze your face against the kitchen bars
-till it’s burnt through and through--do you see; and I give you this
-one chance, if you have been telling lies to say so, and I’ll forgive
-you.”
-
-“Nothing but truth, indeed and indeed, ma’am.”
-
-“Old Tarnley will beat you if she hears you have told me anything. So
-keep your own secret, and I’ll not tell of you.”
-
-She saw the brawny outline of the woman faintly like a black shadow as
-she made her way through the door into the kitchen, and she heard the
-door close, and the table shoved cautiously back into its place, and
-then, with a beating heart, she lay still and awfully wide awake in
-the dark.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII.
- THROUGH THE HOUSE.
-
-This stalwart lady stumbled and groped her way back to her chair,
-and sat down again in the kitchen. The chair in which she sat was an
-old-fashioned arm-chair of plain wood, uncoloured and clumsy.
-
-When Mildred Tarnley returned, the changed appearance of her guest
-struck her.
-
-“Be ye sick, ma’am?” she asked, standing, candle in hand, by the
-chair.
-
-The visitor was sitting bolt upright, with a large hand clutched on
-each arm of the chair, with a face deadly pale and distorted by a
-frown or a spasm that frightened old Mildred, who fancied, as she made
-no sign, not the slightest stir, that she was in a fit, or possibly
-dead.
-
-“For God’s sake, ma’am,” conjured old Mildred, fiercely, “_will_ ye
-speak?”
-
-The lady in the chair started, shrugged, and gasped. It was like
-shaking off a fit.
-
-“Ho! oh, Mildred Tarnley, I was thinking--I was thinking--did you
-speak?”
-
-Mildred looked at her, not knowing what to make of it. Too much
-laudanum--was it? or that nervous pain in her head.
-
-“I only asked you how you were, ma’am--you looked so bad. I thought
-you was just going to work in a fit.”
-
-“What an old fool! I never was better in my life--_fit_! I never had a
-fit--not I.”
-
-“You used to have ’em sometimes, long ago, ma’am, and they came in the
-snap of a finger, like,” said Mildred, sturdily.
-
-“Clear your head of those fits, for they have left me long ago. I’m
-well, I tell you--never was better. You’re old--you’re old, woman, and
-that which has made you so pious is also making you blind.”
-
-“Well, you look a deal better now--you _do_,” said Mildred, who did
-not want to have a corpse or an epileptic suddenly on her hands, and
-was much relieved by the signs of returning vivacity and colour.
-
-“Tarnley, you’ve been a faithful creature and true to me; I hope I may
-live to reward you,” said the lady, extending her hand vaguely towards
-the old servant.
-
-“I’m true to them as gives me bread, and ever was, and that’s old
-Mildred Tarnley’s truth. If she eats their bread, she’ll maintain
-their right, and that’s only honest--that’s reason, ma’am.”
-
-“I have no right to cry no; I cry excellent, good, good, very good,
-for as you are my husband’s servant, I have all the benefit of your
-admirable fidelity. Boo! I am so grateful, and one day or other, old
-girl, I’ll reward you--and very good tea, and every care of me. I will
-tell Mr. Vairvield when he comes how good you have been--and, tell me,
-how is the fire, and the bed, and the bedroom--all quite comfortable?”
-
-“Comfortable, quite, I hope, ma’am.”
-
-“Do I look quite well now?”
-
-“Yes ’m, pure and hearty. It was only just a turn.”
-
-“Yes, just so, perhaps, although I never felt it, and I could dance
-now only for--fifty things, so I won’t mind.” She laughed. “I’m
-sleepy, and I’m _not_ sleepy; and I love you, old Mildred Tarnley, and
-you’ll tell me some more about Master Harry and his wife when we get
-upstairs. Who’d have thought that wild fellow would ever tie himself
-to a wife? Who’d have fancied that clever young man that loves making
-money so well, would have chosen out a wife without a florin to her
-fortune? Everything is so surprising. Come, let’s have a laugh, you
-and me together.”
-
-“My laughing days is over, ma’am--not that I see much to laugh at for
-any one, and many a thing I thought a laughing matter when I was young
-seems o’erlike a crying matter now I’m grown old,” said old Mildred,
-and snuffed the kitchen candle with her fingers.
-
-“Well, give me your arm, Mildred; there’s a good old thing--yes.”
-
-And up she got her long length. Mildred took the candle, and took the
-tall lady gently by the wrist. The guest, however, placed her great
-hand upon Mildred’s shoulder, and thus they proceeded through the
-passages. Leaving the back stair that led to Alice’s room, at the
-right, they mounted the great staircase and reached a comfortably warm
-room with a fire flickering on the hearth, for the air was sharp. In
-other respects the apartment had not very much to boast.
-
-“There’s fire here, I feel it; place my chair near it. The bed in the
-old place?” said the tall woman, coming to a halt.
-
-“Yes ’m. Little change here, ever, I warrant ye, only the room’s bin
-new papered,” answered Mildred.
-
-“New papered, has it? Well, I’ll sit down--thanks--and I’ll get to my
-bed, just now.”
-
-“Shall I assist ye, ma’am?”
-
-“By-and-by, thanks; but not till I have eaten a bit. I have grown
-hungry, what your master calls peckish. What do you advise?”
-
-“I would advise your eating something,” replied Mildred.
-
-“But what?”
-
-“There’s very little; there’s eggs quite new, there’s a bit o’ bacon,
-and there’s about half a cold chicken--roast, and there’s a corner o’
-Cheddar cheese, and there’s butter, and there’s bread--’taint much,”
-answered Mrs. Tarnley, glibly.
-
-“The chicken will do very nicely, and don’t forget bread and salt,
-Mrs. Tarnley, and a glass of beer.”
-
-“Yes ’m.”
-
-Mrs. Tarnley poked the fire and looked about her, and then took the
-only candle, marched boldly off with it, shutting the door.
-
-Toward the door the lady turned her face and listened. She heard old
-Mildred’s step receding.
-
-This tall woman was not pleasant to look at. Her large features were
-pitted with the small-pox and deadly pale with the pallor of anger,
-and an unpleasant smile lighted up the whiteness of her face.
-
-“Patience, patience,” she repeated, “what a d----d trick! no matter,
-wait a little.”
-
-She did wait a little in silence, screwing her lips and knitting her
-brows, and then a new resource struck her, and she groped in her bag
-and drew forth a bottle, which she applied to her lips more than once,
-and seemed better. It was no febrifuge nor opiate; but though the
-flicker of the fire showed no flush on her pallid features, the odour
-declared it brandy.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII.
- THE BELL RINGS.
-
-“Will that beast never go to bed--even there, I mind, she used to
-sleep with an eye open and an ear cocked--and nowhere safe from her
-never--here and there, up and down, without a stir or a breath, like a
-ghost or a devil?”--thought Mrs. Tarnley. “Thank God, she’s blind now,
-that will quiet her.”
-
-Mildred was afraid of that woman. It was not only that she was cold
-and hard, but she was so awfully violent and wicked.
-
-“Satan’s her name. Lord help us, in what hell did he pick her up?”
-Mildred would say to herself, in old times, as with the important fury
-of fear, she used to knock about the kitchen utensils, and deal
-violently with every chair, table, spoon, or “cannikin” that came in
-her way.
-
-The woman had fits, and bad fits too, in old times, when she knew her
-well.
-
-“And she drank like a fish cognac neat--and she was alive still, and
-millions of people, younger and better, that never had a fit, and kept
-their bodies in soberness and temperance, was gone dead and buried
-since; and that drunken, shattered, battered creature, wi’ her fallin’
-sickness and her sins and her years, was here alive and strong to
-plague and frighten better folk. Well, she’s ’ad small-pox, thank God,
-and well mauled she is, and them spyin’, glarin’ eyes o’ hers, the
-wild beast.”
-
-By this time Mrs. Tarnley was again in the kitchen. She did not take
-down the fire yet. She did not know, for certain, whether Charles
-Fairfield might not arrive. The London mail that passed by the town of
-Darwynd, beyond Cressley Common, came later than that divergent stage
-coach, that changed on the line of road that passes the Pied Horse.
-
-What a situation it would have been if Charles Fairfield and the Vrau
-had found themselves _vis-à-vis_ as inside passengers in the coach that
-night. Would the matter have been much mended if the Dutch woman had
-loitered long enough in the kitchen for Charles to step in and
-surprise her? It was a thought that occurred more than once to Mildred
-with a qualm of panic. But she was afraid to hasten the stranger’s
-departure to her room, for that lady’s mind swarmed with suspicion
-which a stir would set in motion.
-
-“The Lord gave us dominion over the beast o’ the field, Parson Winyard
-said in his sermon last Sunday; but we ain’t allowed to kill nor hurt,
-but for food or for defence; and good old Parson Buckles, that was as
-good as two of he, said, I mind, the very same words. I often thought
-o’ them of late--merciful to them brutes, for they was made by the one
-Creator as made ourselves. So the merciful man is merciful to his
-beast--will ye?”
-
-Mrs. Tarnley interrupted herself sharply, dealing on the lean ribs of
-the cat, who had got its head into a saucepan, a thump with a wooden
-spoon, which emitted a hollow sound and doubled the thief into a
-curve.
-
-“Merciful, of course, except when they’re arter mischief; but them
-that’s noxious, and hurtful, and dangerous, we’re free to kill; and
-where’s the beast so dangerous as a real bad man or woman? God forbid
-I should do wrong. I’m an old woman, nigh-hand the grave, and murder’s
-murder!--I do suppose and allow that’s it. Thou shalt do no murder. No
-more I would--no, not if an angel said do it; no, I wouldn’t for
-untold goold. But I often wondered why if ye may, wi’ a good
-conscience, knock a snake on the head wi’ a stone, and chop a shovel
-down smack on a toad, ye should stay your hand, and let a devil
-incarnate go her murdering way through the world, blastin’ that one
-wi’ lies, robbin’ this one wi’ craft, and murderin’ t’other, if it
-make for her interest, wi’ poison or perjury. Lord help my poor head,
-and forgive me if it be sin, but I can find neither right nor reason
-in that, nor see, nohow, why she shouldn’t be killed off-hand like a
-rat or a sarpent.”
-
-At this point the bell rang loud and sudden, and Mrs. Tarnley bounced
-and blessed herself. There was no great difficulty in settling from
-what quarter the summons came, for, except the hall door bell, which
-was a deep-toned sonorous one, there was but one in the house in
-ringing order, and that was of the bedroom where her young mistress
-lay.
-
-“Well, here’s a go! Who’d a’ thought o’ her awake at these hours, and
-out o’ her bed, and a pluckin’ at her bell. I doubt it _is_ her. The
-like was never before. ’Tis enough to frighten a body. The Lord help
-us.”
-
-Mrs. Tarnley stood straight as a grenadier on drill with her back to
-the fire, the poker with which, during her homily, she had been raking
-the bars, still in her hand.
-
-“This night ’ll be the death o’ me. Everything’s gone cross and
-contrary. Here’s that young silly lass awake and out o’ her bed, that
-never had an eye open at these hours, since she came to the Grange,
-before; and there’s that other one in the state-room, not that far
-from her, as wide awake as she; and here’s Master Charles a comin’,
-mayhap, this minute wi’ his drummin’ and bellin’ at the hall door.
-’Tis enough to make a body swear; ’t has given me the narves and the
-tremblins, and I don’t know how it’s to end.”
-
-And Mrs. Tarnley unconsciously shouldered her poker as if awaiting the
-assault of burglars, and vaguely thought if Charles arrived as she had
-described, what power on earth could keep the peace?
-
-Again the bell rang.
-
-“Well, _there’s_ patience for ye!”
-
-She halted at the kitchen door, with the candle in her hand,
-listening, with a stern, frightened face. She was thinking whether
-Alice might not have been frightened by some fantastic terror in her
-room.
-
-“She has that old fat fool, Dulcibella Crane, only a room off--why
-don’t she call up her?”
-
-But Mrs. Tarnley at length did go on, and up the stairs, and heard
-Alice’s voice call along the passage, in a loud tone--
-
-“Mrs. Tarnley! is that _you_, Mrs. Tarnley?”
-
-“Me, ma’am? Yes ’m. I thought I heard your bell ring, and I had scant
-time to hustle my clothes on. Is there anything uncommon a-happenin’,
-ma’am, or what’s expected just now from an old woman like me?”
-
-“Oh, Mrs. Tarnley, I beg your pardon, I’m so sorry, and I would not
-disturb you, only that I heard a noise, and I thought Mr. Charles
-might have arrived.”
-
-“No, ma’am, he’s not come, nor no sign o’ him. You told me, ma’am, his
-letter said there was but small chance o’t.”
-
-“So I did, Mildred--so it did. Still a chance--just a chance--and I
-thought, perhaps----”
-
-“There’s no perhaps in it, ma’am; he baint come.”
-
-“Dulcibella tells me she thought some time ago she heard some one
-arrive.”
-
-“So she did, mayhap, for there did come a message for Master Harry
-from the farmer beyond Gryce’s mill; but he went his way again.”
-
-Mildred was fibbing with a fluency that almost surprised herself.
-
-“I dessay you’ve done wi’ me now, ma’am?” said Mildred. “Lugged out
-o’ my bed, ma’am, at these hours--my achin’ old bones--’taint what I’m
-used to, asking your pardon for making so free.”
-
-“I’m really very sorry--you won’t be vexed with me. Good night,
-Mildred.”
-
-“Your servant, ma’am.”
-
-And Mrs. Tarnley withdrew from the door where Alice stood before her
-with her dressing-gown about her shoulders, looking so pale and
-deprecatory and anxious, that I wonder even Mildred Tarnley did not
-pity her.
-
-“I’m tellin’ lies enough to break a bridge, and me that’s vowed
-against lying so stiff and strong over again only Monday last.”
-
-She shook her head slowly, and with a sudden qualm of conscience.
-
-“Well, in for a penny in for a pound. It’s only for to-night; mayhap,
-and I can’t help it, and if that old witch was once over the
-door-stone I’d speak truth the rest o’ my days, as I ha’ done, by the
-grace o’ God, for more than a month, and here’s a nice merry-go-round
-for my poor old head. Who’s to keep all straight and smooth wi’ them
-that’s in the house, and, mayhap comin’? And that ghost
-upstairs--she’ll be gropin’ and screechin’ through the house, and then
-there’ll be the devil to pay wi’ her and the poor lass up there--if I
-don’t gi’e her her supper quick. Come, bustle, bustle, be alive,” she
-muttered, as this thought struck her with new force; and so to the
-little “safe” which served that miniature household for larder she
-repaired. Plates clattered, and knives and forks, and the dishes in
-the safe slid forth, and how near she was forgetting the salt! and
-“the bread, all right,” so here was a tray very comfortably furnished,
-and setting the candlestick upon it also, she contemplated the supper,
-with a fierce sneer, and a wag of her head.
-
-“How sick and weak we be! Tea and toast and eggs down here, and this
-little bit in her bed-room--heaven bless her--la’ love it, poor little
-darling, don’t I hope it may do her good?--I wish the first mouthful
-may choke her--keeping me on the trot to these hours, old beast.”
-
-Passing the stairs, Mrs. Tarnley crept softly, and took pains to
-prevent her burden from rattling on the tray, while there rose in her
-brain the furious reflection--
-
-“Pretty rubbish that I should be this way among ’em!”
-
-And she would have liked to dash the tray on the floor at the foot of
-the stairs, and to leave the startled inhabitants to their own
-courses.
-
-This, of course, was but an emotion. The old woman completed her long
-march cautiously, and knocked at the _Vrau’s_ door.
-
-“Come in, dear,” said the inmate, and Mildred Tarnley, with her tray
-in her hands, marched into the room, and looked round peevishly for a
-table to set it down on.
-
-“You’ll find all you said, ’m,” said old Tarnley. “Shall I set it
-before you, or will you move this way, please ’m?”
-
-“Before me, dear.”
-
-So Mildred carried the table and supper over, and placed it before the
-lady, who sat up and said--
-
-“Good Mildred, how good you are; give me now the knife and fork, in my
-fingers, and put some salt just there. Very good. How good of you to
-take so much trouble for poor me, you kind old Mildred?”
-
-How wondrous sweet she had grown in a minute. The old servant, who
-knew her, was not conciliated, but disgusted, and looked hard at the
-benevolent lady, wondering what could be in her mind.
-
-“If everything’s right, I’ll wish you good night, ’m, and I’ll go down
-to my bed, ma’am, please.”
-
-“Wait a while with me. Do, there’s a good soul. I’ll not detain you
-long, you dear old lass.”
-
-“Well, ma’am, I must go down and take down the fire, and shut-to the
-door, or the rats will be in from the scullery; and I’ll come up
-again, ma’am, in a few minutes.”
-
-And not waiting for permission, Mildred Tarnley, who had an anxiety of
-another sort in her head, took the candle in her hand and left the
-guest at her supper by the light of the fire.
-
-She shut the door quickly lest her departure should be countermanded,
-and trotted away and downstairs, but not to the kitchen.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIX.
- TOM IS ORDERED UP.
-
-When she reached the foot of the stairs that leads to the gallery on
-which the room occupied by Alice opens, instead of pursuing her way to
-the kitchen she turned into a narrow and dark passage that is hemmed in
-on the side opposite to the wall by the ascending staircase.
-
-The shadows of the banisters on the panelled oak flew after one
-another in sudden chase as the old woman glided by, and looking up and
-back she stopped at the door of a small room, constructed as we see in
-similar old houses, under the stairs. On the panel of this she struck
-a muffled summons with her fist and on the third or fourth the
-startled voice of Tom demanded roughly from within--
-
-“_What’s_ that?”
-
-“Hish!” said the old woman, through a bit of the open door.
-
-“’Tis Mrs. Tarnley--only me.”
-
-“Lauk, woman, ye did take a rise out o’ me. I thought ye was--I don’t
-know what--I was a-dreaming, I think.”
-
-“Never mind, you must be awake for an hour or so,” said Mrs. Tarnley,
-entering the den without more ceremony.
-
-Tom didn’t mind Mrs. Tarnley, nor Mrs. Tarnley Tom, a rush. She set
-the candle on the tiled floor. Tom was sitting in his shirt on the
-side of his “settlebed,” with his hands on his knees.
-
-“Ye must get on your things, Tom, and if ever you stirred yourself, be
-alive now. The master’s a-comin’, and may be here, across Cressley
-Common in half an hour, or might be in five minutes, and ye must go
-out a bit and meet him, and--are ye awake?”
-
-“Starin’. Go on.”
-
-“Ye’ll tell him just this, the big woman as lives at Hoxton----”
-
-“Hoxton! _Well_?”
-
-“That Master Harry has all the trouble wi’, has come here, angry, in
-search of Master Harry, mind, and is in the bedroom over the
-hall-door. Will ye mind all that now?”
-
-“Ay,” said Tom, and repeated it.
-
-“Well, he’ll know better whether it’s best for him to come on or turn
-back. But if come on he will, let him come in at the kitchen door,
-mind, and you go that way, too, and he’ll find neither bolt nor bar,
-but open doors, and nothing but the latch between him and the kitchen,
-and me sitting by the fire; but don’t you clap a door, nor tread
-heavy, but remember there’s a sharp pair of ears that ’d hear a
-cricket through the three walls of Carwell Grange.”
-
-She took up the candle, and herself listened for a moment at the door,
-and again turned her earnest and sinister face on Tom.
-
-“And again, I say, Tom, if ever ye was quick, be quick now,” and she
-clapped her lean hand down on his shoulder with a sort of fierce
-shake; “and if ever ye trod soft, go softly now, _mind_.”
-
-Tom, who was scratching his head, and staring in her face, nodded.
-
-“And mind you, the kitchen way, and afraid o’ slips, say ye the
-message over again to me?”
-
-This he did, glibly enough.
-
-“Here, light your candle from this, and if ye fail your master now,
-never call yourself man again.”
-
-Having thus charged him, she went softly from this nook with its
-slanting roof, and thinking of the thankless world, and all the
-trouble her old bones and brain were put to, she lost her temper, at
-the foot of the great staircase, and was near turning back again to
-the kitchen, or perhaps whisking out of the door herself, and marching
-off to Cressley Common to meet her master, and shock and scare him all
-she could, and place her resignation, as more distinguished
-functionaries sometimes do theirs, in the hands of her employer, to
-prove his helplessness and her own importance, and so assert herself
-for time past and to come.
-
-Her interview with Tom had not occupied much time. She knocked at the
-Vrau’s door, and entering, found that person at the close of a greedy
-repast.
-
-Emotions of fear, I suppose, disturb the appetite, much more than
-others. Not caring one farthing about Charles, she did not grieve at
-his infidelity; taking profligacy for granted as the rule of life, it
-did not even shock her. But she was stung with a furious pang of
-jealousy, for that needs no love, being in its essence the sense of
-property invaded, supremacy insulted, and self despised. In this sort
-of jealousy there is neither the sublimity of despair nor the pathos
-of sorrow, but simply the malice, fury, and revenge of outraged
-egotism.
-
-There she sat, unconscious of the glimmer of the firelight, feeding as
-a beast will bleeding after a blow. Beast she was, with the bestial
-faculty of cherishing a long revenge, with bestial treachery and
-seeming unconcern.
-
-“Ho oh! you’ve come back,” she cried, with playful reproach, “cruel
-old girl! you leave your poor vrau alone, alone among the ghosts--now,
-sit down, are you sitting? and tell me everything, and all the
-news--did you bring a little brandy or what?”
-
-Her open hand was extended, and gently moving over the tray at about
-the level of the top of a bottle.
-
-“No, ma’am, I haven’t none in my charge, but there’s a smell o’ brandy
-about,” said Mildred, who liked saying a disagreeable thing.
-
-“So there ought,” said the gaunt woman placidly, and lifted a big
-black bottle that lay in her lap, like a baby, folded in a grey shawl.
-“But I’ll want this, don’t you see, when I’m on my rambles again--get
-a little, there’s a good girl, or if you can’t get that, there’s rum
-or gin, there never was a country-house without something in it; you
-know very well where Harry Vairvield is there will be liquor--I know
-him well.”
-
-“But he baint here now, as is well known to you, ma’am,” said Mildred,
-dryly.
-
-“I’m not going to waste my drink, while I think there’s drink in the
-house. Who has a right before me, old girl?” said the stranger,
-grimly.
-
-“Tut, ma’am, ’tis childish talkin’ so, there’s none in my charge,
-never a drop. Master Harry, I dare say, has summat under lock and key,
-but not me, and why should I tell you a lie about the like?”
-
-“You never tell lies, old Mildred, I forgot that--but young as she is,
-I lay my life the woman, Mrs. Harry Vairvield, upstairs, likes a nip
-now and then, hey? and she has a boddle, I’ll be bound, in her
-wardrobe, or if she’s shy, ’twixt her bed and her mattress, ole rogue!
-you know very well, I think, does she? and if she likes it she sleeps
-sound, and go you, and while she snores, borrow you the bottle.”
-
-“She’s nothing of the sort, she drinks nothing nowhere, much less in
-her bed-room, she’s a perfect lady,” said Mrs. Tarnley, in no mood to
-flatter her companion.
-
-“Oh, ho! that’s so like old Mildred Tarnley! Dear old cat, I’m so
-amused, I could stroke her thin ribs, and pet her for making me laugh
-so by her frisks and capers instead of throwing you by the neck out of
-the window for scratching and spitting--I’m so good-natured. Do you
-tell lies, Mildred?”
-
-“I ’a told a shameful lot in my day, ma’am, but not more mayhap than
-many a one that hasn’t grace to say so.”
-
-“You read your Bible, Mildred,” said the lady, who with a knife and
-fork was securing on her plate the morsels to which old Mildred helped
-her.
-
-“Ay, ma’am, a bit now, and a bit again, never too late to repent,
-ma’am.”
-
-“Repentance and grace, you’ll do, Mrs. Tarnley. It’s a pleasure to
-hear you,” said the lady, with her mouth rather full; “and you never
-see my husband?”
-
-“Now and again, now and again, once and away he looks in.”
-
-“Never stays a week or a month at a time?”
-
-“Week or a month!” echoed Mrs. Tarnley, looking quickly in the serene
-face of the lady, and then laughing off the suggestion scornfully.
-“You’re thinking of old times, ma’am.”
-
-“Thinking, thinking, I don’t think I was thinking at all,” said the
-lady, answering Mildred’s laugh with one more careless; “old times
-when he had a wife here, eh? old times! How old are they? Eh--that’s
-eighteen years ago--you hardly knew me when I called here?”
-
-“There was a change surely. I’d like to know who wouldn’t in eighteen
-years, there’s a change in me since then.”
-
-“I shouldn’t wonder,” said the lady, quietly. “Did he ever tell you
-how we quarrelled?”
-
-“Not he,” answered Mildred.
-
-“He’s very close,” said the stranger.
-
-“A deal closer than Mr. Harry,” acquiesced Mildred.
-
-“Not like you and me, Mrs. Tarnley, that can’t keep a secret--_never_.
-That tell truth, and shame the devil. I, because I don’t care a snap
-of my fingers for you, or him, or the Archbishop of Canterbury; and
-you, because you’re all for grace and repentance. How am I looking
-to-night--tired?”
-
-“Tired, to be sure; you ought to be in your bed, ma’am, an hour ago;
-you’re as white as that plate, ma’am.”
-
-“White are they?--so they used to be long ago,” said the visitor.
-
-“The same set, ma’am. ’Twas a long set in my mother’s time, though
-’tis little better than a short set now; but I don’t think there’s
-more than three plates, and the cracked butter-boat, that had a stitch
-in it. You’ll mind, although ye may ’a forgot, for I usen’t to send it
-up to table--only them three, and the butter-boat broke since; and
-that butter-boat, ’twouldn’t a brought three ha’pence by auction, and
-’twas that little slut downstairs, that doesn’t never do nothing
-right, that knocked it off the shelf, with her smashing.”
-
-“And I’m not looking well to-night?” said this pallid woman.
-
-“You’d be the better of a little blood to your cheeks; you’re as white
-as paper, ma’am,” answered Mildred.
-
-“I never _have_ any colour now, they tell me--always pale, pale, pale;
-but it isn’t muddy; ’taint what you call _putty_?”
-
-“Well, no.”
-
-“Ha! no; I knew that--_no_, and I’d rather be a little pale. I don’t
-like your great, coarse peony-faced women; it’s seven years in May
-last since I lost my sight. Some people are persecuted; one curse
-after another--rank injustice! Why should _I_ lose my sight, that
-never did anything to signify--not half what others have, who enjoy
-health, wealth, rank--everything. Things are topsy-turvey a bit just
-now, but we’ll see them righted yet.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXX.
- THE OLD SOLDIER GROWS MORE FRIENDLY, AND FRIGHTENS MRS. TARNLEY.
-
-The “Dutchwoman” resumed in a minute, and observed--
-
-“Well, old Tarnley, there’s no good in talking where you can’t right
-yourself, and where you can revenge, there’s no good in talk either;
-but gone it is, and the doctors say no cutting, nothing safe in my
-case; no cure, so let it be. I liked dress once; I dressed pretty
-well.”
-
-“Beautiful!” exclaimed old Mildred, kindling for a moment into her
-earlier admiration of the French and London finery, with which once
-this tall and faded beauty had amazed the solitudes of Carwell.
-
-The bleached, big woman smiled--almost laughed with gratified vanity.
-
-“Yes, I was well dressed--something better than the young dowdies and
-old fromps, in this part of the world. How I used to laugh at them! I
-went to church, and to the races, to see them. Well, we’ll have better
-times yet at Wyvern; the old man there can’t live for ever; he’s not
-the Wandering Jew, and he can’t be far from a hundred; and so sure as
-Charles is my husband, I’ll have you there, if you like it, or give
-you a snug house, and a bit of ground, and a garden, and a snug
-allowance monthly, if you like this place best. I love my own, and
-you’ve been true to me, and I never failed a friend.”
-
-“I’m growing old and silly, ma’am--never so strong as I was took for.
-The will was ever stronger with Mildred than the body, bless ye--no,
-no; two or three quiet years to live as I should a lived always, wi’
-an eye on my Bible and an eye on my ways--not that I ever did aught I
-need be one bit ashamed on--no, not I; honest and sober, and most
-respectable, thank God, as the family will testify, and the
-neighbours; but I’ll not deny, ’twould be something not that bad, if
-my old bones could rest a bit,” said old Mildred.
-
-“Ha, girl, they _shall_; your old bones shall rest, my child,” said
-the lady.
-
-“They’ll rest some day in the old churchyard o’ Carwell, but not much
-sooner, I’m thinking,” said Mrs. Tarnley.
-
-“Folly, folly! ole girl! you’ve many a year to go before that journey;
-you’ll live to see me, Mrs. Vairvield of Wyvern, and it won’t be a bad
-day for you, old Mildred.”
-
-The “Dutchwoman,” or the old soldier, as they used to call her long
-ago in this sequestered nook, drawled this languidly, and yawned a
-long, listless yawn.
-
-“Well, ma’am, if you’re tired, so am I,” said Mildred, a little
-tartly; “and as for dreamin’ o’ quiet in this world, I ha’ cleared my
-head o’ that nonsense many a year ago. There’s little good can happen
-old Mildred now, and less I look for, and none I’ll seek, ma’am; and
-as for a roof over my head for nothing, and that bit o’ ground ye
-spoke of, and wages to live on without no work, I don’t believe
-there’s no such luck going for no one.”
-
-“Listen to me, Mildred,” said the stranger, more sternly than before;
-“is it because I don’t swear you won’t believe? Hear, now, once for
-all, and understand: I’ll make _that_ a good day for you that makes me
-the lady of Wyvern. Sharp and hard I’ve been with those I owed a knock
-to, but I never yet forgot a friend; you may do me a service to-morrow
-or next day, _mind_, and if you stand by me, I’ll stand by you; you
-need but ask and have, ask what you _will_.”
-
-“Well, now, ma’am--bah! what talk it is! Lawk, ma’am; don’t I know the
-world, ma’am, and what sort o’ place it is? I a’ bin promised many a
-fine thing in my day, and here I am still--old and weary--among the
-pots and pans every night and mornin’, and up to my elbows in suds
-every Saturday; that’s all that ever came o’ fine promises to Mildred
-Tarnley.”
-
-“Well, you used to say, it’s a long lane that has no turn. You’ll
-have a glass of this?” and she popped the brandy-bottle on the table
-beside her, with her hand fast on its neck.
-
-“No brandy--no nothing, ma’am, I thank ye.”
-
-“What! no brandy? Pish, girl, nonsense.”
-
-“No, ma’am, I thank ye, I never drinks nothing o’ the sort--a mug o’
-beer after washing or the like--but my headache never would abear
-brandy.”
-
-“Once and away--come,” solicited the old soldier.
-
-“No, I thank ye, ma’am; I’ll swallow nothing o’ the kind, please.”
-
-“What a mule! You won’t have a nip with an old friend, after so long
-an absence--come, Mildred, come; where’s the glass?”
-
-“Here’s the glass, ’m, but not a drop for me, ma’am; I won’t drink
-nothing o’ the sort, please.”
-
-“Not from me, I suppose; but if you mean to say you never do, I don’t
-believe you,” said the Dutchwoman, more nettled, it seemed, than such
-a failure of good fellowship in Mrs. Tarnley would naturally have
-warranted. Perhaps she had particularly strong reasons for making old
-Mildred frank, genial, and intimate that night.
-
-“I don’t tell lies,” said Mildred.
-
-“Don’t you?” said the “old soldier,” and elevated the brows of her
-sightless eyes, and screwed her lips with ugly ridicule.
-
-Mrs. Tarnley looked with a dark shrewdness upon this meaning mask,
-trying to discover the exact force of its significance. She felt very
-uncomfortable.
-
-The blind woman’s face expanded into a broad smile. She shrugged,
-shook her head, and laughed. How odiously wide her face looked as she
-laughed! Mildred did not know exactly what to make of her.
-
-“But if you did tell lies,” drawled the lady, “even to me, what does
-it matter, if you promised to tell no more? So let us shake
-hands--where’s your hand?”
-
-And she kept shuffling her big hand upon the table, palm upward, with
-its fingers groping in the air like the claws of a crab upon its back.
-
-“Give me--give me--give me your hand, I say,” said she.
-
-“’Tain’t for the like o’ me,” replied Mildred, with grim formality.
-
-“You’d better be friendly. Come, give me your hand.”
-
-“Well, ma’am, ’tain’t for me to dispute your pleasure,” answered the
-old servant, and she slipped her hard fingers upon the upturned palm
-of the Dutchwoman, who clutched them with a strenuous friendship, and
-held them fast.
-
-“I like you, Tarnley; we’ve had rough words, sometimes, but no ill
-blood, and I’ll do what I said. I never failed a friend, as you will
-see, if only you _be_ my friend; and why or for whom should you _not_?
-Tut, we’re not fools!”
-
-“The time is past for me to quarrel, being to the wrong side o’ sixty
-more than you’d suppose, and quiet all I wants--quiet, ma’am.”
-
-“Yes, quiet and comfort, too, and both you shall have, Mildred
-Tarnley, if you don’t choose to quarrel with those who _would_ be kind
-to you, if you’d let them. Yes, indeed, who _would_ be kind, and
-_very_ kind, if you’d only let them. No, leave your hand where it is,
-I can’t see you, and it’s sometimes dull work talking only to a voice.
-If I can’t see you I’ll feel you, and hold you, old girl--hold you
-fast till I know what terms we’re on.”
-
-All this time she had Mildred Tarnley’s hand between hers, and was
-fondling and kneading it as a rustic lover in the agonies of the
-momentous question might have done fifty years ago.
-
-“I don’t know what you want me to say, ma’am, no more than the plate
-there. Little good left in Mildred Tarnley now, and small power to
-help or hurt any one, great or small, at these years.”
-
-“I want you to be friendly with me, that’s all; I ask no more, and it
-ain’t a great deal, all things considered. Friendly talk, of course,
-ain’t all I mean, that’s civility, and civility’s very well, very
-pleasant, like a lady’s fan, or her lap-dog, but nothing at a real
-pinch, nothing to fight a wolf with. Come, old Mildred, Mildred
-Tarnley, good Mildred, can I be sure of you, _quite_ sure?”
-
-“Sure and certain, ma’am, in all honest service.”
-
-“Honest service! Yes, of course; what else could we think of? You used
-to like, I remember, Mildred, a nice ribbon in your bonnet. I have two
-pieces quite new. I brought them from London. Satin ribbon--purple one
-is--I know you’ll like it, and you’ll drink a glass of this to please
-me.”
-
-“Thanks for the ribbons, ma’am, I’ll not refuse ’em; but I won’t drink
-nothing, ma’am, I thank you.”
-
-“Well, please yourself in that. Pour out a little for me, there’s a
-glass, ain’t there?”
-
-“Yes, ’m. How much will you have, ma’am?”
-
-“Half a glass. There’s a dear. Stingy half glass,” she continued,
-putting her finger in to gauge the quantity. “Go on, go on, remember
-my long journey to-day. Do you smoke, Mildred?”
-
-“Smoke, ’m? No, ’m! Dear me, there’s no smell o’ tobacco, is there?”
-said Mildred, who was always suspecting Tom of smoking slily in his
-crib under the stairs.
-
-“Smell, no; but I smoke a pinch of tobacco now and again myself, the
-doctor says I must, and a breath just of opium when I want it. You can
-have a pipe of tobacco if you like, child, and you needn’t be shy.
-Well?”
-
-“Ho, Fau! No, ma’am, I thank ye.”
-
-“Fau!” echoed the Dutchwoman, with a derisive, chilling laugh, which
-apprised old Mildred of her solecism. But the lady did not mean to
-quarrel.
-
-“What sort of dress have you for Sundays, going to church, and all
-that?”
-
-“An old dress it is now. I had the material, ye’ll mind, when ye was
-here, long ago; but it wasn’t made up till long after. It’s very
-genteel, the folk all says. Chocolate colour--British cashmere--’twas
-old Mrs. Hartlepool, the parson’s widow, made me a compliment o’t when
-she was goin’, and I kept it all the time, wi’ whole pepper and
-camphor, in my box, by my bed, and it looked as fresh when I took it
-out to give it to Miss Maddox to make up as if ’twas just put new on
-the counter. She did open her eyes, that’s nigh seven years gone, when
-I told her how old it was.”
-
-“Heyday! Hi! I think I do remember that old chocolate thing. Why, it
-can’t be that, that’s twenty years old. Well, look in my box, here’s
-the key. You’ll see two books with green leather backs and gold. Can
-ye read? I’m going to make you a present.”
-
-“I _can_ read, ma’am; but I scarce have time to read my Bible.”
-
-“The Bible’s a good book, but that’s a better,” said the lady, with
-one of her titters. “But it ain’t a book I’m going to give you. Look
-it out, green and gold, there are only two in the box. It is the one
-that has an I and a V on the back, _four_, the fourth volume. I have
-little else to amuse me. I have the news of the neighbours, but I
-don’t like ’em, who could? A bad lot, they hate one another;
-’twouldn’t be a worse world if they were all hanged. They hate me
-because I’m a lady, so I don’t cry when baby takes the croup, nor
-break my heart when papa gets into the ‘Gazette.’ Have you found it?
-Why, it’s under your hand there. They would not cry their eyes out for
-me, so I can see the funny side of their adventures, bless them!”
-
-“Is this it, ma’am?”
-
-“There are but two books in the box. Has it an I and a V on the back?”
-
-“V, O, L, I, V,” spelled out old Mildred, who was listening in a fever
-for the sounds of Charles Fairfield’s arrival.
-
-“That’s it. That’s the book you should read. I take it in, and I hire
-all the others, and a French one, from the Hoxton library. I make
-Molly Jinks, the little, dirty, starving maid, read to me two hours a
-day. She’s got rather to like it. How are your eyes?”
-
-“I can make out twelve or fourteen verses wi’ the glasses, but not
-more, at one bout.”
-
-“Well, get on your glasses. This is the ‘Magazine of the Beau-Monde,
-and Court and Vashionable Gazette,’ and full of pictures. Turn over.”
-
-“La, ma’am, ’tis beautiful, but what have I to do with the like?”
-
-“Well, look out for the puce _gros de Naples_ walking dress, about
-page twenty-nine, and I’ll show you the picture afterwards. Do be
-quick. I have had it four years, it’s quite good though, only I’m
-grown a little fuller since, and it don’t fit now. So read it, and
-you’ll see how I’ll dress you.”
-
-And bending her head forward and knitting her brows, she listened
-absorbed, while old Mildred helped, or corrected, at every second
-word, by her blind patroness, babbled and stuttered on with her in
-duet recitation.
-
-“Walking dress,” said Mildred--
-
-“Go on,” said the lady, who, having this like other descriptions in
-that cherished work pretty well by heart, led off energetically with
-her lean old companion, and together they read--
-
-“A _pelisse_ of puce-coloured _gros de Naples_, the corsage made to
-sit close to the shape, with a large round pelerine which wraps across
-in front. The sleeve is excessively large at the upper part of the
-arm. The fulness of the lower is more moderate. It is confined in
-three places by bands and terminated by a broad wrist-band. The
-pelerine and bands of the sleeves are cased with satin to correspond,
-and three satin _rouleaus_ are arranged _en tablier_ on the front of
-the skirt. The bonnet is of rice straw of the cottage shape, trimmed
-under the brim on the right side, with a band and _nœud_ of
-gold-coloured ribbon. The crown being also ornamented with
-gold-coloured ribbon, and a sprig of lilac, placed perpendicularly.
-Half-boots of black _gros de Naples_, tipped with black kid.”
-
-Here they drew breath, and Mildred Tarnley was silent for a minute,
-thinking how much more like a lady her mother used to dress than _she_
-was able, and what fine presents of old clothes old Mrs. Fairfield
-used to send her now and then from Wyvern. For a moment an air of
-dignity, a sense of feminine vanity, showed itself in the face and
-mien of Mrs. Tarnley.
-
-“That rice straw bonnet, with the gold-coloured _nœud_, of course I
-haven’t got, nor the _gros de Naples’_ boots--they’re gone, of course,
-long ago; but it reads best, altogether, and I hadn’t the heart to
-stop you, nor you to stop reading till we got to the end. And look at
-the pictures, you’ll easily find it; and I’ll write and have the
-pelisse sent here by the day-coach. It will be here on Sunday. Do you
-like it?”
-
-“It is a bit too fine for me, I’m afraid,” said Mildred, smiling in
-spite of herself, with a grim elation; “my poor mother used to dress
-herself grand enough, in her day, and keep me handsome also when I was
-a young thing. But since the ladies come no more to Carwell the Grange
-has been a dull place, and gives a body enough to do to live, and
-little thought o’ fine dresses, and few to see them, except o’
-Sundays, if ’twas here; not but ’twould be more for the credit o’ the
-family if old Mildred Tarnley, that’s known down here for housekeeper
-at the Grange of Carwell, wasn’t turned out quite so poor and dowdy,
-and seeing them taking the wall o’ me, which their mothers used to
-courtesy to mine, at church and market, and come up here to the Grange
-as humble as you please, when money was stirring at Carwell, and I,
-young as I was, thought more on, a deal more, than the best o’ them.”
-
-“I drink your health, Mildred; as you won’t pledge me, I do it alone.”
-
-“I thank ye, ma’am.”
-
-“Ha, yes, that does me good; I’m tired to death, Mildred.”
-
-“There’s two on us so, ma’am; shall I get you to bed, please?”
-
-“In a minute; give me your hand again, girl; come, come, come,--yes, I
-have it. I think you are more friendly, eh? I _think_ so; but the
-little goodwill I ever show you now is _nothing_ to what I mean for
-you when I come to Wyvern--nothing.”
-
-And she strengthened the present assurance with an oath, and grasped
-Mildred’s hard brown hand very tight.
-
-“And you’ll be kind to me, Mildred, when I want it; and I _shall_ want
-it, mind, and I’ll never forget it to you; ’twill be the making of
-you. I’ll show you how much I trust you, for I’ll put myself in your
-power.”
-
-And, hereupon, she shook her hand harder. Her face and manner were
-changed, and she looked horribly frightened for some minutes.
-
-“I don’t blame you, Mildred, but this thing must not go on--it must
-not be.”
-
-Mildred in her own way looked disconcerted and even agitated at this
-odd speech. She screwed her mouth sharply to one side, and with her
-brow knit had turned a frightened gaze on her visitor.
-
-“There’s things as can’t be undone, and things as can,” said she,
-after a pause oracularly; “best not meddle or make--worms that is, and
-dust that will be, and God over all.”
-
-“God over all, why not?” repeated the old soldier vaguely, and stood
-up suddenly with a kind of terrified shudder, “take me, hold me,
-quick.”
-
-“A fit? La bless us,” cried Tarnley, seizing her in her lean arms.
-
-The lady answered nothing, but grasped her fast by the wrist and
-shoulder, and so she stood for a time shuddering and swaying. “Better
-at last,” she said, “a little--put me in the chair.”
-
-And she made a great shuddering sigh or two, and called for water and
-“hartshorn,” and the hysteria subsided. And now she seemed overpowered
-with languor, and answered faintly and in monosyllables to old Mrs.
-Tarnley’s uncomfortable inquiries.
-
-“Now I shall get a sleep,” she said at last, in low drowsy tones,
-interrupted with heavy sighs, and she looked so ill that old Mildred
-more than ever wished her back again at Hoxton Old Town.
-
-“Help me to my bed--support me--get off my things,” she moaned and
-mumbled, and at last lay down with a great groaning sigh.
-
-“What am I to do with her now?” thought Mrs. Tarnley, who was doubtful
-whether in this state she could be safely left to herself.
-
-But the patient set her at ease upon the point.
-
-“Get your ear down,” she whispered, “near, _near_--you need not stay
-any longer--only--one thing--the closet with the long row of pegs and
-the three presses in it, that lies between _her_ room and mine, I
-remember it well--it isn’t open--I shouldn’t like her to find me
-here.”
-
-“No, ma’am, it ain’t open, the doors were papered over, this room and
-hers, as I told you, when the rooms was done up.”
-
-The old soldier sighed and whispered--
-
-“My head is very bad, make no noise, dear, don’t move the tray, don’t
-touch anything--leave me to myself, and I’ll sleep till eleven o’clock
-to-morrow morning; but go out softly, and then, no noise, for my
-sleep,” groaned this huge woman, “is a bird’s sleep--a bird’s sleep,
-and a pin dropping wakes me, a mouse stirring wakes me--oh--oh--oh.
-That’s all.” Glad to be dismissed on these easy terms, Mildred Tarnley
-bid her softly good-night, having left her basket with her sal
-volatile, and all other comforts, on the table at her bedside.
-
-And so, softly she stole on tiptoe out of the room, and closed her
-door, waiting for a moment to clear her head, and be quite sure that
-the “Dutchwoman,” whom they very much hated and feared, was actually
-established in her bed-room at Carwell Grange.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXI.
- NEWS FROM CRESSLEY COMMON.
-
-A pretty medley was revolving in old Mildred’s brain as she stood
-outside this door, on the gallery. The epileptic old soldier, the puce
-_gros de Naples_, Tom on outpost duty on Cressley Common--had he come
-back? Charles Fairfield, perhaps, in the house, and that foolish poor
-young wife in her room, in the centre, and herself the object of all
-this manœuvring and conspiring; quite unconscious. Mildred had a good
-many wires to her fingers just now; could she possibly work them all
-and keep the show going?
-
-She was listening now, wondering whether Master Charles had arrived,
-wondering whether the young lady was asleep, and wondering, most of
-all, why she had been fool enough to meddle in other people’s affairs.
-“What the dickens was it to her if they was all in kingdom come? If
-Mildred was a roastin’ they wouldn’t, not one of ’em, walk across the
-yard there, to take her off the spit--la, bless you, not a foot.”
-
-Mildred was troubled about many things. Among others, what was the
-meaning of those oracular appeals of the Dutchwoman in which she had
-seemed to know something of the real state of things.
-
-Down went Mildred Tarnley, softly still, for she would not risk waking
-Alice, and at the foot of the second staircase she paused again.
-
-All was quiet, she peeped into Tom’s little room, under the staircase.
-It was still empty. Into the kitchen she went, nothing had been
-stirred there.
-
-From habit she trotted about, and settled and unsettled some of the
-scanty ironmongery and earthenware, and peeped, with her candle aloft,
-into this corner and that, and she removed the smoothing-iron that
-stood on the window stool, holding the shutters close, and peeped into
-the paved yard, tufted with grass, high over which the solemn trees
-were drooping.
-
-Then, candle in hand, the fidgety old woman visited the back door, the
-latch was in its place, and she turned about and visited the panelled
-sitting-room. The smell of flowers was there, and on the little
-spider-table was Alice’s work-box, and some little muslin clippings
-and bits of thread and tape, the relics of that evening’s solitary
-work over the little toilet on which her pretty fingers and sad eyes
-were now always employed.
-
-Well, there was no sign of Master Charles here; so with a little more
-pottering and sniffing, out she went, and again to the back door,
-which softly she opened, and she toddled across the uneven pavement to
-the back door, and looked out, and walked forth upon the narrow road,
-that, darkened with thick trees, overhangs the edge of the ravine.
-
-Here she listened, and listened in vain. There was nothing but the
-soft rush of the leaves overhead in the faint visitings of the night
-air, and across the glen at intervals came that ghastliest of sounds,
-between a long-drawn hiss and shiver, from a lonely owl.
-
-Interrupted at intervals by this freezing sound, the old woman
-listened and muttered now and again a testy word or two. What was to
-be done if, by any mischance or blunder of Tom’s, the master should
-thunder his summons at the hall-door? Down of course would fly his
-young wife to let him in, and be clasped in his arms, while from the
-low window of the Dutchwoman that evil tenant might overhear every
-word that passed, and almost touch their heads with her down-stretched
-hand.
-
-A pretty scene it would lead to, and agreeable consequences to Mildred
-herself.
-
-“The woman’s insane; she’s an evil spirit; many a time she would have
-brained me in a start of anger if I hadn’t been sharp. The mark of the
-cut glass decanter she flung at my head is in the doorcase at the foot
-of the stairs this minute like the scar of a bill-hook, the mad beast.
-I thank God she’s blind, though there’s an end o’ them pranks, anyhow.
-But she’s a limb o’ the evil one, and where there’s a will there’s a
-way, and blind though she be, I would not trust her.”
-
-She walked two or three steps slowly, toward Cressley Common, from
-which direction she expected the approach of Charles Fairfield.
-
-No wonder Mildred was fidgeted, there were so many disasters on the
-cards. If she could but see Charles Fairfield something at least might
-be guarded against. This wiry old woman was by no means hard of
-hearing--rather sharp, on the contrary, was her ear. But she listened
-long in vain.
-
-Fearful lest something might go wrong within doors during her absence,
-she was turning to go back, when she thought she heard the distant
-clink of a horseshoe on the road.
-
-Her old heart throbbed suddenly, and frowning as she listened, with
-eyes directed towards the point of approach, softly she said “hush,”
-as if to quiet the faint rustle of the trees.
-
-Stooping forward, she listened, with her lean arm extended, every
-wrinkled knuckle of her brown hand, and every black-rimmed nail
-distinct in the moonlight.
-
-Yes, it was the clink of trotting horseshoes. She prayed heaven the
-blind woman might not hear it. There was a time when her more
-energetic misanthropy would possibly have enjoyed a _fracas_ such as
-was now to be apprehended. But years teach us the value of quiet, the
-providential instincts of growing helplessness disarm our pugnacity,
-and all but quite reprobate spirits grow gentler and kinder as the
-hour of parting with earth approaches. Thus had old Mildred taken her
-part in this game, and as her stake became deeper and more dangerous
-her zeal burnt intensely.
-
-Nearer and sharper came the clink, and old Mildred in her anxiety
-walked on, sometimes five steps, sometimes twenty, to meet the rider.
-
-It was Tom who appeared, mounted on the mule. I think he took Mildred
-for a ghost, for he pulled up violently more than twenty yards away,
-and said, “Lord! who’s that?”
-
-“It’s me, Tom, Mrs. Tarnley; and is he comin’?”
-
-“I hardly knowed you, Mrs. Tarnley. No, I met him up near the stone.”
-
-“Not a coming?” urged Mildred.
-
-“No.”
-
-“Thank God. Well, and what did you tell him?”
-
-“I told him your message. He first asked all about the young lady, and
-then I told him how she was, and then I told him your message----”
-
-“Ay?”
-
-“Word for word, and he drew bridle and stood awhile, thinkin’, and he
-wished to know whether the mistress had spoke with her--Mr. Harry’s
-friend, I mean--and I said I didn’t know; and he asked was the house
-quiet, and no high words going, nor the new comer giving any trouble,
-and I said _no_, so far as I knowed. Then, says he, I think, Tom, I
-had best let Master Harry settle it his own way, so I’ll ride back
-again to Darwynd, and you can come over to the old place for the horse
-to-morrow; and tell Mildred I thank her for her care of us, and she
-shall hear from me in a day or two, and tell no one else, mind, that
-you have seen me. Well, I asked was there anything more, and he paused
-a bit, and says he, no, not at present. And then again, says he, tell
-Mildred Tarnley I’ll write to her, and let her know where I am, and
-mind, Tom, you go yourself to the Post Office, and be sure the letters
-go only to the persons they are directed to, your mistress’s to her,
-and Mildred’s to _her_, and don’t you talk with that person that I
-hear has come to the Grange, and if by any chance she should get into
-talk with you, you must be wide awake, and tell her _nothing_, and get
-away from her as quick as you can. It’s easy to escape her, for she’s
-blind.”
-
-“So she is,” affirmed Mildred, “as that wall. Go on.”
-
-“‘Then,’ says he, ‘good-night, Tom, get ye home again.’ So I wished
-him God speed, and I rode away, and when I was on a bit I threw a look
-back again over my shoulder, and I saw him still in the same spot, no
-more stirring than the stone at the roadside, thinking, I do suppose.”
-
-“And that’s all?” said Mildred.
-
-“That’s all.”
-
-“Bring in the beast very quiet, Tom, unless you leave him in the field
-for the night, and don’t be clappin’ o’ doors or ginglin’ o’ bridle
-bits. That one has an ear like a hare, and she’ll be askin’ questions;
-and when you’ve done in the stable come you in this way, and I’ll let
-you in softly, and don’t you be talkin’ within doors above a whisper.
-Your voice is rough, and her ear is as sharp as a needle’s point.”
-
-Tom gave her a little nod and a great wink, and got off the mule, and
-led him on the grass toward the stable-yard, and old Mildred at the
-same time got in softly by the other entrance, and in the kitchen
-awaited the return of Tom.
-
-She sat by the fire, troubled in mind, with her eyes turned askance on
-the windows. What a small thing is a human body, and what a gigantic
-moral sphere surrounds that little centre! That blind woman lay still
-as death, on a six-foot-long bedstead, in a remote chamber. But the
-direful circuit of that sphere which radiated thence enveloped old
-Mildred Tarnley, go where she would, and outspread even the bourn of
-the road which Charles Fairfield was to travel that night. For Mildred
-Tarnley, something of molestation and horror was in it, which
-forbid her to rest.
-
-Tom came into the yard, and Mildred was at the door, and opened it
-before he could place his hand on the latch.
-
-“Put off them big shoes, and not a word above your breath, and not a
-stir, but get ye in again to your bed as still as a mouse,” said Mrs.
-Tarnley in a hard whisper, giving him a shake of the shoulder.
-
-“Ye’ll gi’e me a mug o’ beer, Mrs. Tarnley, and a lump o’ bread, and a
-cut o’ cheese wouldn’t hurt me; I’m a bit hungry. If you won’t I must
-even take a smoke, for I can’t sleep as I am.”
-
-“Well, I will give ye a drink and a bit o’ bread and cheese. Did ye
-lock the yard-door?”
-
-“No,” said Tom.
-
-“Well, no, never you mind; I’ll do it,” said Mildred, stopping him,
-“and go you straight to your room, and here’s the lantern for you; and
-now get ye in, and not a sound, mind, you gi’e me your pipe here, for
-you shan’t be stinkin’ the house wi’ your nasty tobaccy.”
-
-So Tom was got quick to his bed.
-
-And Mildred sat down again by the kitchen fire, to rest for a little,
-feeling too tired to undress.
-
-“Well, I _do_ thank God of His mercy he’s _not_ a comin’; I do. Who
-can tell what would be if he _was_? And now, if only Master Harry was
-sure to keep away all might go right--yes, all--all might go right.
-Oh, ho, ho! I wish it was, and my old head at rest, for I’m worked
-worse than a horse, and wore off my feet altogether.”
-
-And all this time she was looking through the kitchen-window, with
-dismal eyes, from her clumsy oak chair by the fire, with her feet on
-the fender, and her lean shanks as close to the bars as was safe,
-shaking her head from time to time as she looked out on the black
-outlines of the trees which stood high and gloomy above the wall at
-the other side, against the liquid moonlit sky.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXII.
- AN UNLOOKED-FOR RETURN.
-
-In spite of her troubles, as she sat by the fire, looking out through
-the window, fatigue overcame Mildred, and she nodded. But her brain
-being troubled, and her attitude uneasy, she awoke suddenly from a
-sinister dream, and as still unconscious where she was, her eyes opened
-upon the same melancholy foliage and moonlit sky and the dim enclosure
-of the yard, the scenery on which they had closed. She saw a pale face
-staring in upon her through the window. The fingers were tapping gently
-on the glass.
-
-Old Mildred blinked and shook her head to get rid of what seemed to
-her a painful illusion.
-
-It was Charles Fairfield who stood at the window, looking wild and
-miserably ill.
-
-Mildred stood up, and he beckoned. She signed toward the door, which
-she went forthwith and opened.
-
-“Come in, sir,” she said.
-
-His saddle, by the stirrup-leather, and his bridle were in his hand.
-Thus he entered the kitchen, and dropped them on the tiled floor. She
-looked in his face, he looked in hers. There was a silence. It was not
-Mildred’s business to open the disagreeable subject.
-
-“Would you please like anything?”
-
-“No, no supper, thanks. Give me a drink of water, I’m thirsty. I’m
-tired, and--we’re quite to ourselves?”
-
-“Yes, sir; but wouldn’t ye better have beer?” answered she.
-
-“No--water--thanks.”
-
-And he drank a deep draught.
-
-“Where’s the horse, sir?” she asked after a glance at the saddle which
-lay on its side on the floor.
-
-“In the field, the poplar field, all right--_well_?”
-
-“Tom told you my message, sir?” she asked, averting her eyes a little.
-
-“Yes--where is she--_asleep_?”
-
-“The mistress is in her bed, asleep I do suppose.”
-
-“Yes, yes, and quite well, Tom says. And where is the--the--you sent
-me word there was some one here. I know whom you mean. Where is she?”
-
-“In the front bed-room--the old room--it will be over the hall-door,
-you know--she’s in bed, and asleep, I’m thinkin’; but best not make
-any stir--some folks sleep so light, ye know.”
-
-“It’s late,” he said, taking out his watch, but forgetting to consult
-it, “and I dare say she _is_--she came to-night, yes--and she’s tired,
-or ought to be--a long way.”
-
-He walked to the window, and was looking, with the instinct which
-leads us always, in dark places, to look toward the light, above the
-dusky trees to the thin luminous cloud that streaked the sky.
-
-“Pretty well tired myself, Mr. Charles; you may guess the night I’ve
-put in; I was a’most sleepin’ myself when ye came to the window. Tom
-said ye weren’t a comin’; ’tis a mercy the yard door wasn’t locked;
-five minutes more and I’d have locked it.”
-
-“It would not have mattered much, Mildred.”
-
-“Ye’d a climbed, and pushed up the window, mayhap.”
-
-“No; I’d have walked on; a feather would have turned me from the door
-as it was.”
-
-He turned about and looked at her dreamily.
-
-“On _where_?” she inquired.
-
-“On, anywhere; on into the glen. If you are tired, Mildred, so am I.”
-
-“You need a good sleep, Master Charles.”
-
-“A long sleep, Mildred. I’m tired. I had a mind as it was to walk on
-and trouble you here no more.”
-
-“Walk on--hoot! nonsense, Mr. Charles; ’tisn’t come to that; giving up
-your house to a one like her.”
-
-“I wish I was dead, Mildred. I don’t know whether it was a good or an
-evil angel that turned me in here. I’d have been easier by this time
-if I had gone on, and had my leap from the scaur to the bottom of the
-glen.”
-
-“None o’ that nonsense, man!” said Mildred, sternly; “ye ha’ brought
-that poor young lady into a doubtful pass, and ye must stand by her,
-Charles. You’re come of no cowardly stock, and ye sha’n’t gi’e her up,
-and your babe that’s comin’, poor little thing, to shame and want for
-lack of a man’s heart under your ribs. I say, I know nout o’ the
-rights of it; but God will judge ye if ye leave her now.”
-
-High was Mrs. Tarnley’s head, and very grim she looked as with her
-hand on his shoulder she shook up “Master Charles” from the drowse of
-death.
-
-“I won’t, old Tarnley,” he said at last. “You’re right--poor little
-Alice, the loving little thing!”
-
-He turned suddenly again to the window and wept in silence strange
-tears of agony.
-
-Old Tarnley looked at him sternly askance. I don’t think she had much
-pity for him, she was in nowise given to the melting mood, and hardly
-knew what that sort of whimpering meant.
-
-“I say,” she broke out, “I don’t know the rights of it, how should I?
-but this I believe, if you thought you were truly married to that
-woman that’s come to-night, you’d never a found it in your heart to
-act such a villain’s part by the poor, young, foolish creature
-upstairs, and make a sham wife o’ her.”
-
-“Never, never, by heaven. I’m no more that wretched woman’s husband
-than I’m married to you.”
-
-“Mildred knew better than marry any one; there’s little I see but
-tears and wrinkles, and oftentimes rags and hunger comes of it; but
-’twill be done, marryin’ and givin’ in marriage, says the Scriptures,
-’tis so now, ’twas so when Noah went into the ark, and ’twill be so
-when the day of judgment breaks over us.”
-
-“Yes,” said Charles Fairfield, abstractedly; “of course that miserable
-woman sticks at no assertion; her idea is simply to bully her way to
-her object. It doesn’t matter what she says, and it never surprised
-me. I always knew if she lived she’d give me trouble one day; but
-that’s all; just trouble, but no more; not the slightest chance of
-succeeding--not the smallest; she knows it; I know it. The only thing
-that vexes me is that people who know all about it as well as I do,
-and people who, of all others, should feel for me, and feel with me,
-should talk as if they had doubts upon the subject now.”
-
-“I didn’t say so, Master Charles,” said Mildred.
-
-“I didn’t mean you, I meant others, quite a different person; I’m
-utterly miserable; at a more unlucky moment all this could not have
-happened by any possibility.”
-
-“Well, I’m sure I never said it; I never thought but one thing of her;
-the foul-tongued wicked beast.”
-
-“Don’t you talk that way of her,” said Charles, savagely. “Whatever
-she is she has suffered, she has been cruelly used, and I am to blame
-for all. I did not mean it, but it is all my fault.”
-
-Mrs. Tarnley sneered, but said nothing, and a silence followed.
-
-“I know,” he said, in a changed way, “you mean kindly to me.”
-
-“Be kind to yourself. I hold it’s the best way in this bleak world,
-Mr. Charles. I never was thanked for kindness yet.”
-
-“You have always been true to me, Mildred, in your own way--in your
-own way, mind, but always true, and I’ll show you yet, if I’m spared,
-that I can be grateful. You know how I am now--no power to serve any
-one--no power to show my regard.”
-
-“I don’t complain o’ nothing,” said Mildred.
-
-“Has my brother been here, Mildred?” he asked.
-
-“Not he.”
-
-“No letters for me?” asked he.
-
-“Nothing, sir.”
-
-“You never get a lift when you want it--never,” said Charles, with a
-bitter groan; “never was a fellow driven harder to the wall--never a
-fellow nearer his wits’ ends. I’m very glad, Mildred, I have some one
-to talk to--one old friend. I don’t know what to do--I can’t make up
-my mind to anything, and if I hadn’t you just now, I think I should go
-distracted. I have a great deal to ask you. That lady, you say, has
-been in her room some time--did she talk loud--was she angry--was
-there any noise?”
-
-“No, sir.”
-
-“Who saw her?”
-
-“No one but myself, and the man as drove her.”
-
-“Thank God for that. Does she know about my--did she hear that your
-mistress is in the house?”
-
-“I said she was Master Harry’s wife, and told her, Lord forgive me,
-that he was here continually, and you hardly ever, and then only for a
-few hours at a time.”
-
-“That’s very good--she believed it?”
-
-“Every word, so far as I could see. I a’ told a deal o’ lies.”
-
-“Well, well, and what more?”
-
-“And the beginning of sin is like the coming in of waters, and ’twill
-soon make an o’er wide gap for itself, and lay all under.”
-
-“Yes--and--and--you really think she believed all you said?”
-
-“Ay, I do,” answered she.
-
-“Thank God, again!” said he, with a deep sigh. “Oh, Mildred, I wish I
-could think what’s best to be done. There are ever so many things in
-my head.”
-
-She felt a trembling she thought in the hand he laid upon her arm.
-
-“Take a drink o’ beer, you’re tired, sir,” said she.
-
-“No, no--not much--never mind, I’m better as I am. How has your
-mistress been?”
-
-“Well, midlin’--pretty well.”
-
-“I wish she was quite well, Mildred--it’s very unlucky. If the poor
-little thing were only quite well, it would make everything easy; but
-I daren’t frighten her--I daren’t tell her--it might be her death. Oh,
-Mildred, isn’t all this terrible?”
-
-“Bad enough--I can’t deny.”
-
-“Would it be better to run that risk and tell her everything?” he
-said.
-
-“Well, it _is_ a risk, an’ a great one, and it might be the same as
-puttin’ a pistol to her head and killin’ her; ’tis a tryin’ time with
-her, poor child, and a dangerous bed, and mind ye this, if there’s any
-talk like that, and the crying and laughing fits mayhap that comes
-with it, don’t ye think but the old cat will hear it, and then in the
-wild talk a’s out in no time, and the fat in the fire; no, if she’s to
-hear it, it can’t be helped, and the will o’ God be done; but if I was
-her husband, I’d sooner die than tell her, being as she is.”
-
-“No, of course, no--she must not be told; I’m sure you’re right,
-Mildred. I wish Harry was here, he thinks of things sometimes that
-don’t strike me. I wish Harry would come, he might think of
-something--he would, I dare say--he would, I’m certain.”
-
-“I wish that woman was back again where she came from,” said Mildred,
-from whose mind the puce _gros de Naples_ was fading, for she had a
-profound distrust of her veracity, and the pelisse looked very like a
-puce-coloured lie.
-
-“Don’t, Mildred--don’t, like a good creature--you won’t for my sake,
-speak harshly of that unhappy person,” he said gently this time, and
-laying his hand on her shoulder. “I’m glad you are here, Mildred--I’m
-very glad; I remember you as long as I can remember anything--you were
-always kind to me, Mildred--always the same--true as steel.”
-
-He was speaking with the friendliness of distress. It is in pain that
-sympathy grows precious, and with the yearning for it, returns
-something of the gentleness and affection of childhood.
-
-“She’s come for no good,” said Mildred, “she’s sly, and she’s savage,
-and if you don’t mind me saying so, I often thought she was a bit
-mad--folk as has them fits, ye know, they does get sometimes
-queerish.”
-
-“We can talk of her by-and-by,” said he; “what was in my mind was
-about a different thing. For a thousand reasons I should hate a
-_fracas_--I mean a row with that person at present; you know yourself
-how it might affect the poor little thing upstairs. Oh, my darling, my
-darling, what have I brought you into?”
-
-“Well, well, no help for spilled milk,” said Mildred. “What was you
-a-thinking of?”
-
-“Oh, yes, thank you, Mildred--I was thinking--yes--if your mistress
-was well enough for a journey, I’d take her away from this--I’d take
-her away immediately--I’d take her quite out of the reach of
-that--that restless person. I ought to have done so at once, but I was
-so miserably poor, and this place here to receive us, and who could
-have fancied she’d have dreamed, in her state of health, and with her
-affliction--her sight, you know--of coming down here again; but I’m
-the unluckiest fellow on earth; I never, by any chance, leave a blot
-that isn’t hit. Don’t you think, Mildred, I had better not wake your
-mistress to-night to talk over plans?”
-
-“Don’t you go near her; a sight of your face would tell her all wasn’t
-right.”
-
-“I had better not see her, you think?”
-
-“_Don’t_ see her. So soon as you know yourself what you’re going to do
-with her, and if you make up your mind to-night so much the
-better--write you to tell her what she’s to do, and give me the letter
-and I’ll give it to her as if it came by a messenger; and take you my
-counsel--don’t you stop here a minute longer than you can. Leave
-before daybreak, you’re no use here, and if she finds you ’twill but
-make bad worse. When will ye lie down--you’ll not be good for nothin’
-to-morrow if ye don’t sleep a bit--lie down on the sofa in the
-parlour, and your cloak is hangin’ in the passage, and be you out o’
-the house by daybreak, and I’ll have a bit o’ breakfast ready before
-ye go.”
-
-“And there’s Lady Wyndale, I didn’t tell you, offered to take care of
-Alice, your mistress, and she need only go there for the present; but
-that might be too near, and I was thinking it might not do.”
-
-“Best out o’ reach altogether when ye go about it,” said Mildred. “Sit
-here if you like it, or lie down, as I said, in the parlour, and if
-you settle your mind on any plan just knock at my door, and I’ll have
-my clothes about me and be ready at call, and Tom’s in his old crib
-under the stair, if you want him to get the saddle on the horse, and I
-won’t take down the fire, I’ll have it handy for your breakfast, and
-now I can’t stop talkin’ no longer, for Mildred’s wore off her
-feet--will ye take a candle, or will ye stop here?”
-
-“Yes, give me a candle, Mildred--thanks--and don’t mind the cloak,
-I’ll get it myself, I will lie down a little, and try to sleep--I wish
-I could--and if you waken shake me up in an hour or two, something
-must be settled before I leave this, something _shall_ be settled, and
-that poor little creature out of reach of trouble and insult. Don’t
-forget. Good-night, Mildred, and God bless you, Mildred, God for ever
-bless you.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIII.
- CHARLES FAIRFIELD ALONE.
-
-Charles Fairfield talked of sleeping. There was little chance of
-that. He placed the candle on one of the two old oak cupboards, as they
-were still called, which occupied corresponding niches in the
-wainscoted wall, opposite the fireplace, and he threw himself at his
-length on the sofa.
-
-Tired enough for sleep he was; but who can stop the mill of anxious
-thought into which imagination pours continually its proper grist? In
-his tired head its wheels went turning, and its hammers beat with
-monotonous pulsation and whirl--weariest and most wasting of fevers!
-
-He turned his face, like the men of old, in his anguish, to the wall.
-Then he tried the other side, wide awake, and literally staring, from
-point to point, in the fear and fatigue of his vain ruminations. Then
-up he sat, and flung his cloak on the floor, and then to the window he
-went, and, opening the shutter, looked out on the moonlight, and the
-peaceful trees that seemed bowed in slumber, and stood, hardly seeing
-it--hardly thinking in his confused misery.
-
-One hand in his pocket, the other against the window-case, to which
-the stalworth good fellow, Harry, had leaned his shoulder in their
-unpleasant dialogue and altercation. Harry, his chief stay, his
-confidant and brother--dare he trust him now? If he might, where could
-he find him? Better do his own work--better do it indifferently than
-run a risk of treason. He did not quite know what to make of Harry.
-
-So with desultory resolution he said to himself, “Now I’ll think in
-earnest, for I’ve got but two hours to decide in.” There was a pretty
-little German village, quite out of the ordinary route of tourists. He
-remembered its rocks and hills, its ruined castle and forest scenery,
-as if he had seen them but yesterday--the very place for Alice, with
-her simple tastes and real enjoyment of nature. On that point, though
-under present circumstances by short journeys, they should effect
-their retreat.
-
-In three hours’ time he would himself leave the Grange. In the
-meantime he must define his plans exactly. He must write to Harry--he
-must write to Alice, for he was quite clear he would not see her; and,
-after all, he might have been making a great deal too much of this
-odious affair, which, rightly managed, might easily end in smoke.
-
-Pen, ink, and paper he found, and now to clear his head and fix his
-attention. Luckily he had a hundred pounds in his pocket-book. Too
-hard that out of his miserable pittance, scarcely five hundred pounds
-a year, he should have to pay two hundred pounds to that woman, who
-never gave him an easy week, and who seemed bent on ruining him if she
-could. By the dull light of the mutton-fat with which Mildred had
-furnished him he wrote this note--
-
-
- “My darling little Woman,--
-
- “You must make Dulcibella pack up your things. Tom will have a chaise
- here at eleven o’clock. Drive to Wykeford and change horses there, and
- go on to Lonsdale, where I will meet you _at last_. Then and there
- your own, poor, loving Ry will tell you all his plans and reasons for
- this sudden move. We must get away by easy stages, and baffle
- possible pursuit, and then a quiet and comparatively happy interval
- for my poor little fluttered bird. I live upon the hope of our
- meeting. Out of reach of all trouble we shall soon be, and your poor
- Ry happy, where only he can be happy, in your dear presence. I enclose
- ten pounds. Pay _nothing and nobody_ at the Grange. Say I told you so.
- You will reach Lonsdale, if you leave Carwell not later than eleven,
- before five. Don’t delay to pack up any more than you actually want.
- Leave all in charge of old Mildred, and we can easily write in a day
- or two for anything we may want.
-
- “Ever, my own idolized little woman,
- “Your own poor adoring
- “Ry.”
-
-
-So this was finished, and now for Harry:
-
-
- “My dear Harry,--
-
- “How you must hate the sight of my hand. I never write but to trouble
- you. But, as you will perceive, I am myself in trouble more than
- enough to warrant my asking you again to aid me if it should lie in
- your way. You will best judge if you can, and how you can. The fact is
- that what you apprehended turns out to be too true. That person who,
- however I may have been at one time to blame, has certainly no right
- to charge me with want of generosity or consideration, seems to have
- made up her mind to give me all the annoyance in her power. She is at
- this moment _here_ at Carwell Grange. I was absent when she arrived,
- and received timely notice, and perhaps ought to have turned about,
- but I could not do that without ascertaining first exactly how matters
- stood at Carwell. So I am here, without any one’s being aware of it
- except old Mildred, who tells me that the person in question is under
- the impression that it is _you_--and not _I_--who are married, and
- that it is your wife who is residing in the house. As you have been no
- party to this deception, pray let her continue to think so. I shall
- leave this before daybreak, my visit not having exceeded four hours. I
- leave a note for poor little Alice, telling her to follow me
- to-morrow--I should say _this_ morning--to Lonsdale, where I shall
- meet her; and thence we get on to London, and from London, my present
- idea is, to make our way to some quiet little place on the Continent,
- where I mean to stay quite concealed until circumstances alter for the
- better. What I want you, and _beg_ of you to do for me at present, is
- just this--to sell _everything_ at Carwell that is saleable--the
- horse, the mule, the two donkeys, the carts, plough, &c., &c., in fact
- everything out of doors; and let the farm to Mildred’s nephew, who
- wanted to take it last year. It is, including the garden, nineteen
- acres. I wish him to have it, provided he pays a fair rent, because I
- think he would be kind to his aunt, old Mildred. He must stipulate to
- give her her usual allowances of vegetables, milk, and all the rest
- from the farm; and she shall have her room, and the kitchen, and her
- £8 a year as usual. Do like a good old fellow see to this, and try to
- turn all you can into money for me. I shall have miserably little to
- begin with, and anything you can get together will be a lift to me. If
- you write under cover to J. Dylke at the old place in Westminster, it
- will be sure to reach me. I don’t know whether all this is
- intelligible. You may guess how distracted I am and miserable. But
- there is no use in describing. I ought to beg your pardon a thousand
- times for asking you to take all the trouble involved in this request.
- But, dear Harry, you will ask yourself who else on earth has the poor
- devil to look to in an emergency but his brother? I know my good Harry
- will remember how urgent the case is. Any advice you can spare me in
- my solitary trouble will be most welcome. I think I have said
- everything--at least all I can think of in this miserable hurry--I
- feel so helpless. But you are a clever fellow, and always were--so
- much cleverer than I, and know how to manage things. God bless you,
- dear Harry, I know you won’t forget how pressed I am. You were always
- prompt in my behalf, and I never so needed a friend like you--for
- delay here might lead to the worst annoyances.
-
- “Ever, dear Harry, your affectionate brother,
-
- “Charles Fairfield.
-
- “Carwell Grange.”
-
-
-It was a relief to his mind when these letters were off it, and
-something like the rude outline of a plan formed.
-
-Very tired was Charles Fairfield when he had folded and addressed his
-letters. No physical exertion exhausts like the monotonous pain of
-anxiety. For many nights he had had no sleep, but those wearying
-snatches of half-consciousness in which the same troublous current is
-still running through the brain, and the wasted nerves of endurance
-are still tasked. He sat now in his chair, the dim red light of the
-candle at his elbow, the window shutter open before him, and the cold
-serene light of the moon over the outer earth and sky.
-
-Gazing on this, a weary sleep stole over his senses, and for a full
-hour the worn-out man slept profoundly.
-
-Into this slumber slowly wound a dream, of which he could afterwards
-remember only that it was somehow horrible.
-
-Dark and direful grew his slumber thus visited; and in a way that
-accorded well with its terrors, he was awakened.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIV.
- AWAKE.
-
-In his dream, a pale frightened face approached him slowly, and
-recoiling uttered a cry. The scream was horribly prolonged as the
-figure receded. He thought he recognised some one--dead or living he
-could not say--in the strange, Grecian face, fixed as marble, that with
-enormous eyes, had looked into his.
-
-With this sound ringing in his ears he awoke. As is the case with
-other over-fatigued men, on whom, at length, slumber has seized, he
-was for a time in the attitude of wakefulness before his senses and
-his recollection were thoroughly aroused, and his dream quite
-dissipated. Another long shriek, and another, and another, he heard.
-Charles recognised, he fancied, his wife’s voice. Scared, and wide
-awake, he ran from the room--to the foot of the stairs--up the stairs.
-A tread of feet he heard in the room, and the door violently shaken,
-and another long, agonized scream.
-
-Over this roof and around it is the serenest and happiest night. The
-brilliant moon, the dark azure and wide field of stars make it a night
-for holy thoughts, and lovers’ vigils, so tender and beautiful. There
-is no moaning night-wind, not even a rustle in the thick ivy. The
-window gives no sound, except when the gray moth floating in its
-shadow taps softly on the pane. You can hear the leaf that drops of
-itself from the tree-top, and flits its way from bough to spray to the
-ground.
-
-Even in that gentle night there move, however, symbols of guilt and
-danger. While the small birds, with head under wing, nestle in their
-leafy nooks, the white owl glides with noiseless wing, a murderous
-phantom, cutting the air. The demure cat creeps on and on softly as a
-gray shadow till its green eyes glare close on its prey. Nature, with
-her gentleness and cruelty, her sublimity and meanness, resembles that
-microcosm, the human heart, in which lodge so many contrarieties, and
-the shabby contends with the heroic, the diabolic with the angelic.
-
-In this still night Alice’s heart was heavy. Who can account for those
-sudden, silent, but terrible changes in the spiritual vision which
-interpose as it were a thin coloured medium between ourselves and the
-realities that surround us--how all objects, retaining their outlines,
-lose their rosy glow and golden lights, and on a sudden fade into
-dismallest gray and green?
-
-“Dulcibella, do you think he’s coming? Oh! Dulcibella, do you think
-he’ll come to-night?”
-
-“He may, dear. Why shouldn’t he? Lie down, my child, and don’t be
-sitting up in your bed so. You’ll never go asleep while you’re
-listening and watching. Nothing but fidgets, and only the wider awake
-the longer you watch. _Well_ I know it, and many a long hour I laid
-awake myself expectin’ and listenin’ for poor Crane a comin’ home with
-the cart from market, long ago. He had his failin’s--as who has not?
-poor Crane--but an honest man, and good-natured, and would not hurt a
-fly, and never a wry word out of his mouth, exceptin’, maybe, one or
-two, which he never meant them, when he was in liquor, as who is
-there, Miss Ally, will not be sometimes? But he was a kind, handsome
-fellow, and sore was my heart when he was taken,” and Dulcibella wiped
-her eyes. “Seven-and-twenty years agone last Stephen’s Day I buried
-him in Wyvern Churchyard, and I tried to keep the little business
-agoin’, but I couldn’t make it pay nohow, and when it pleased God to
-take my little girl six years after, I gave all up and went to live at
-the vicarage. But as I was sayin’, miss, many a long hour I sat up a
-watchin’ for my poor Crane on his way home. He would sometimes stop a
-bit on the way, wi’ a friend or two, at the Cat and Fiddle--’twas the
-only thing I could ever say wasn’t quite as I could a’ liked in my
-poor Crane. And that’s how I came to serve your good mother, miss, and
-your poor father, the good vicar o’ Wyvern--there’s not been none like
-him since, not one--no, indeed.”
-
-“You remember mamma very well?”
-
-“Like yesterday, miss,” said old Dulcibella, who often answered that
-question. “Like yesterday, the pretty lady. She always looked so
-pleasant, too--a smiling face, like the light of the sun coming into a
-room.”
-
-“I wonder, Dulcibella, there was no picture.”
-
-“No picture. No, miss. Well, ye see, Miss Ally, dear, them pictures,
-I’m told, costs a deal o’ money, and they were only beginnin’ you
-know, and many a little expense--and Wyvern Vicarage is a small
-livelihood at best, and ye must be managin’ if ye’d keep it--and good
-to the poor they was with all that, and gave what many a richer one
-wouldn’t, and never spared trouble for them; they counted nothin’
-trouble for no one. They loved all, and lived to one another, not a
-wry word ever; what one liked t’other loved, and all in the light o’
-God’s blessin’. I never seen such a couple, never; they doted on one
-another, and loved all, and they two was like one angel.”
-
-“Lady Wyndale has a picture of poor mamma--very small--what they call
-a miniature. I think it quite beautiful. It was taken when she was not
-more than seventeen. Lady Wyndale, you know, was ever so much older
-than mamma.”
-
-“Ay, so she was, ten year and more, I dare say,” answered Dulcibella.
-
-“She is very fond of it--too fond to give it to me now; but she says,
-kind aunt, she has left it to me in her will. And oh! Dulcibella, I
-feel so lonely.”
-
-“Lonely! why should you, darling, wi’ a fine handsome gentleman to
-your husband, that will be squire o’ Wyvern--think o’ that--squire o’
-Wyvern, and that’s a greater man than many a lord in Parliament; and
-he’s good-natured, never a hard word or a skew look, always the same
-quiet way wi’ him. Hoot, miss! ye mustn’t be talkin’ that way. Think
-o’ the little baby that’s a comin’. Ye won’t know yourself for joy
-when ye see his face, please God, and I’m a longin’ to show him to
-ye.”
-
-“You good old Dulcibella,” said the young lady, and her eyes filled
-with tears as she smiled. “But poor mamma died when I was born, and
-oh, Dulcibella, do you think I shall ever see the face of the poor
-little thing? Oh! wouldn’t it be sad! wouldn’t it be sad!”
-
-“Ye’re not to be talkin’ that nonsense, darling; ’tis sinful, wi’ all
-that God has given you, a comfortable house over your head, and enough
-to eat, and good friends, and a fine, handsome husband that’s kind to
-you, and a blessed little child a comin’ to make every minute pleasant
-to all that’s in the house. Why, ’tis a sin to be frettin’ like that,
-and as for this thing or that thing, or being afeard, why, everyone’s
-afeard, if they’d let themselves, and not one in a thousand comes by
-any harm; and ’tis sinful, I tell ye, for ye know well ye’re in the
-hands o’ the good God that’s took care o’ ye till now, and took ye out
-o’ the little nursery o’ Wyvern Vicarage, when ye weren’t the length
-o’ my arm, and not a friend near but poor, foolish, old Dulcibella,
-that did not know where to turn. And your aunt, that only went out as
-poor as your darling mamma, brought home well again from t’other end
-o’ the world, and well to do, your own loving kith and kin, and good
-friends raised up on every side, and the old squire, Harry o’ Wyvern,
-although he be a bit angered for a while he’s another good friend,
-that will be sure to make it up, whatever it is came between him and
-Master Charles. Hot blood’s not the worst blood; better a blow in
-haste and a shake hands after than a smile at the lips and no goodwill
-wi’ it. I tell you, they’re not the worst, they hot-headed,
-hard-fisted, out-spoken folk; and I’ll never forget that day to him,
-when he brought you home that had no home, and me that was thinkin’ o’
-nout but the workhouse. So do or say what he will, God bless him for
-that day, say I, for ’twas an angel’s part he did,” said old
-Dulcibella.
-
-“So I feel, God knows; so I feel,” said Alice, “and I hope it may all
-be made up; I’m sure it will; and, oh! Dulcibella, I have been the
-cause of so much sorrow and bitterness!”
-
-She stopped suddenly, her eyes full of tears; but she restrained them.
-
-“That’s the way ye’ll always be talking. I’d like to know where they’d
-be without you. Every man that marries will have care, more or less;
-’tis the will o’ God; and if he hadn’t he’d never think o’ Him; and
-’tis a short life at the longest, and a sore pilgrimage at the best.
-So what He pleases to lay on us we must even bear wi’ a patient heart,
-if we can’t wi’ a cheerful; for wi’ his blessin’ ’twill all end well.”
-
-“Amen,” said Alice, with a cheerier smile but a load still at her
-heart; “I hope so, my good old Dulcibella. What should I do without
-you? _Wait!_ hush! Is that a noise outside? No; I thought I heard a
-horse’s tread, but there’s nothing. It’s too late now; there’s no
-chance of him to-night. Do you think, Dulcibella, there is any
-chance?”
-
-“Well, no, my dear; it’s gettin’ on too late--a deal too late; no, no,
-we must even put that clean out of our heads. Ye’ll not get a wink o’
-sleep if you be listening for him. Well I know them fidgets, and many
-a time I lay on my hot ear--now this side, now that, listening, till I
-could count the veins o’ my head beating like a watch, and myself only
-wider and wider awake every hour, and more fool I; and well and hearty
-home wi’ him, time enough, and not a minute sooner for all my
-watching. And mind ye, what I often told ye when ye were a wee thing,
-and ye’ll find it true to the end o’ your days--a watch-pot never
-boils.”
-
-Alice laughed gently.
-
-“I believe you are right, Dulcibella. No, he won’t come to-night. It
-was only a chance, and I might have known. But, perhaps, to-morrow?
-Don’t you think to-morrow?”
-
-“Very like, like enough, to-morrow--daylight, mayhap to breakfast--why
-not?” she answered.
-
-“Well, I do think he may; he said, perhaps to-night, and I know, I’m
-sure he’ll think how his poor wife is watching and longing to see him;
-and, as you advise, I’ll put that quite out of my head; he has so many
-things to look after, and he only said _perhaps_; and you think in the
-morning. Well, I won’t let myself think so, it would be too
-delightful; I won’t think it. But it can’t be many days, I’m
-sure--and--I won’t keep you up any longer, dear old Dulcibella. I’ve
-been very selfish. So, good-night.”
-
-And they kissed, as from little Allie’s infancy they had always done,
-before settling for the night.
-
-“Good-night, and God love it; it mustn’t be frettin’, and God bless
-you, my darling Miss Allie; and you must get to sleep, or you’ll be
-looking so pale and poor in the morning, he won’t know you when he
-comes.”
-
-So, with another hug and a kiss they parted, and old Dulcibella
-leaving her young mistress’s candle burning on the table, as was her
-wont, being nervous when she was alone, and screened from her eyes by
-the curtain, with a final good-night and another blessing she closed
-the door.
-
-Is there ever an unreserved and complete confidence after marriage?
-Even to kind old Dulcibella she could not tell all. As she smiled a
-little farewell on the faithful old soul her heart was ready to burst.
-She was longing for a good cry all to herself, and now, poor little
-thing, she had it.
-
-She cried herself, as children do, to sleep.
-
-An hour later the old grange was silent as the neighbouring churchyard
-of Carwell. But there was not a household in the parish, or in the
-county, I suppose, many of whose tenants, at that late hour, were so
-oddly placed.
-
-In his chair in the oak-panelled room, downstairs, sat Charles
-Fairfield, in that slumber of a tormented and exhausted brain, which
-in its first profound submersion, resembles the torpor of apoplexy.
-
-In his forsaken room lay on the pillow the pale face of his young
-wife, her eyelashes not yet dry, fallen asleep in the sad illusion of
-his absence--better, perhaps, than his presence would have been, if
-she had known but all.
-
-In her crib downstairs, at last asleep, lay the frightened Lilly
-Dogger, her head still under the coverlet, under which she had popped
-it in panic, as she thought on the possible return of the tall
-unknown, and the lobe of her ear still flaming from the discipline of
-her vice-like pinch.
-
-Under his slanting roof, in the recess of the staircase, with only his
-coat off, stretched on the broad of his back, with one great horny
-hand half shut under his bullet head, and the other by his side,
-snored honest Tom, nothing the less soundly for his big mug of beer
-and his excursion to Cressley Common.
-
-For a moment now we visit the bedside of good old Dulcibella. An easy
-conscience, a good digestion, and an easy place in this troublesome
-world, are favourable to sound slumbers, and very tranquilly she
-slept, with a large handkerchief pinned closely about her innocent
-bald head, and a night-cap of many borders outside it. Her thick,
-well-thumbed Bible, in which she read some half-dozen verses every
-night, lay, with her spectacles upon its cover, on the table by the
-brass candlestick.
-
-Mildred Tarnley, a thin figure with many corners, lay her length in
-her clothes, her old brown stuff gown her cap and broad faded ribbons
-binding her busy head, and her darned black worsted stockings still on
-her weary feet, ready at call to jump up, pop her feet again into her
-misshapen shoes, and resume her duties.
-
-In her own solitary chamber, at the deserted side of the house, the
-tall stranger, arrayed in a white woollen night-dress, lay her length,
-not stirring.
-
-After Mildred Tarnley had got herself stiffly under her quilt, she was
-visited with certain qualms about this person, recollections of her
-abhorred activity and energy in old times, and fears that the “grim
-white woman” was not resting in her bed. This apprehension grew so
-intense that, tired as she was, she could not sleep. The suspicion
-that, bare-footed, listening, that dreadful woman was possibly groping
-her way through the house made her heart beat faster and faster.
-
-At last she could bear it no longer, and up she got, lighted her
-candle with a match, and in her stockings glided softly through the
-passage, and by the room where Charles Fairfield was at that time at
-his letters.
-
-He recognised the step to which his ear was accustomed, and did not
-trouble himself to inquire what she was about.
-
-So, softly, softly, softly--Mildred Tarnley found herself at the door
-of the unwelcome guest and listened. You would not have supposed old
-Mildred capable of a nervous tremble, but she was profoundly afraid of
-this awful woman, before whose superior malignity and unearthly energy
-her own temper and activity quailed. She listened, but could hear no
-evidence of her presence. Was the woman there at all? Lightly,
-lightly, with her nail, she tapped at the door. No answer. Then very
-softly she tried the door. It was secured.
-
-But was the old soldier in the room still, or wandering about the
-house with who could fathom what evil purpose in her head?
-
-The figure in white woollen was there still; she had been lying on her
-side, with her pale features turned toward the door as Mildred
-approached. Her blind eyes were moving in their sockets--there was a
-listening smile on her lips--and she had turned her neck awry to get
-her ear in the direction of the door. She was just as wide awake as
-Mildred herself.
-
-Mildred watched for a time at the door, irresolute. Excuse enough, she
-bethought her, in the feeble state in which she had left her, had she
-for making her a visit. Why should she not open the door boldly and
-enter? But Mildred, in something worse than solitude, was growing more
-and more nervous. What if that tall, insane miscreant were waiting at
-the door, in a fit of revenge for her suspected perfidy, ready to
-clutch her by the throat as she opened it, and to strangle her on the
-bed? And when there came from the interior of the room a weary
-bleating “heigh-ho!” she absolutely bounced backward, and for a moment
-froze with terror.
-
-She took a precaution as she softly withdrew. The passage, which is
-terminated by the “old soldier’s” room, passes a dressing-room on the
-left, and then opens, on the other side, upon a lobby. This door is
-furnished with a key, and having secured it, Mrs. Tarnley, with that
-key in her pocket, felt that she had pretty well imprisoned that evil
-spirit, and returned to her own bed more serenely, and was soon lost
-in slumber.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXV.
- RESTLESS.
-
-Some lean, nervous temperaments, once fairly excited, and in presence
-of a substantial cause of uneasiness, are very hard to reduce to
-composure. After she had got back again, Mildred Tarnley fidgeted and
-turned in her bed, and lay in the dark, with her tired eyes wide open,
-and imagining, one after another, all sorts of horrors.
-
-She was still in her clothes; so she got up again, and lighted a
-candle, and stole away, angry with herself and all the world on
-account of her fussy and feverish condition, and crept up the great
-stairs, and stealthily reached again the door of the “old soldier’s”
-room.
-
-Not a sound, not a breath, could she hear from within. Gently she
-opened the door which no longer resisted. The fire was low in the
-grate; and, half afraid to look at the bed, she raised the candle and
-did look.
-
-There lay the “Dutchwoman,” so still that Mrs. Tarnley felt a
-sickening doubt as she stared at her.
-
-“Lord bless us! she’s never quite well. I wish she was somewhere
-else,” said Mrs. Tarnley, frowning sharply at her from the door.
-
-Then, with a little effort of resolution, she walked to the bedside,
-and fancied, doubtfully, that she saw a faint motion as of breathing
-in the great resting figure, and she placed her fingers upon her arm,
-and then passed them down to her big hand, which to her relief was
-warm.
-
-At the touch the woman moaned and turned a little.
-
-“Faugh! what makes her sleep so like dead? She’d a frightened me
-a’most, if I did not know better. Some folks can’t do nout like no one
-else.” And Mildred would have liked to shake her up and bid her “snore
-like other people, and give over her unnatural ways.”
-
-But she did look so pale and fixed, and altogether so unnatural, that
-Mrs. Tarnley’s wrath was overawed, and, rather uneasily, she retired,
-and sat for a while at the kitchen fire, ruminating and grumbling.
-
-“If she’s a-goin’ to die, what for should she come all the way to
-Carwell? Wasn’t Lonnon good enough to die in?”
-
-Mrs. Tarnley only meant to warm her feet on the fender for a few
-minutes. But she fell asleep, and wakened, it might be, a quarter of
-an hour later, and got up and listened.
-
-What was it that overcame old Mildred on this night with so unusual a
-sense of danger and panic at the presence of this woman? She could not
-exactly define the cause. But she was miserably afraid of her, and
-full of unexplainable surmises.
-
-“I can’t go to bed till I try again; I can’t. I don’t know what’s come
-over me. It seems to me, Lor’ be wi’ us! as if the Evil One was in the
-house, and I don’t know what I should do--and there’s nout o’ any
-avail I can do; but quiet I can’t bide, and sleep won’t stay wi’ me
-while she’s here, and I’ll just go up again to her room, and if all’s
-right then, I will lie down, and take it easy for the rest o’ the
-night, come what, come may: for my old bones is fairly wore out, and I
-can’t hold my head up no longer.”
-
-Thus resolved, and sorely troubled, the old woman took the candle
-again and sallied forth once more upon her grizzly expedition.
-
-From the panelled sitting-room, where by this time Charles Fairfield
-sat in his chair locked in dismal sleep, came the faint red mist of
-his candle’s light, and here she paused to listen for a moment. Well,
-all was quiet there, and so on and into the passage, and so into the
-great hall, as it was called, which seemed to her to have grown chill
-and cheerless since she was last there, and so again cautiously up the
-great stair, with its clumsy banister of oak, relieved at every turn
-by a square oak block terminating in a ball, like the head of a
-gigantic ninepin. Black looked the passage through this archway, at
-the summit of this ascent; and for the first time Mildred was stayed
-by the sinking of a superstitious horror.
-
-It was by putting a kind of force upon herself that she entered this
-dark and silent gallery, so far away from every living being in the
-house, except that one of whom secretly she stood in awe, as of
-something not altogether of this earth.
-
-This gallery is pretty large, and about midway is placed another arch,
-with a door-case, and a door that is held open by a hook, and, as
-often happens in old houses, a descent of a couple of steps here
-brings you to a different level of the floor.
-
-There may have been a reason of some other sort for the uncomfortable
-introduction of so many gratuitous steps in doorways and passages, but
-certainly it must have exercised the wits of the comparatively slow
-persons who flourished at the period of this sort of architecture, and
-prevented the drowsiest from falling asleep on the way to their
-bedrooms.
-
-It happened that as she reached this doorway her eye was caught by a
-cobweb hanging from the ceiling. For a sharp old servant like Mrs.
-Tarnley, such festoonery has an attraction of antipathy that is
-irresistible; she tried to knock it with her hand, but it did not
-reach high enough, so she applied her fingers to loosen her apron, and
-sweep it down with a swoop of that weapon.
-
-She was still looking up at the dusty cord that waved in the air, and
-as she did so she received a long pull by the dress, from an unseen
-hand below--a determined tweak--tightening and relaxing as she drew a
-step back, and held the candle backward to enable her to see.
-
-It was not her kitten, which might have playfully followed her
-upstairs--it was not a prowling rat making a hungry attack. A low
-titter accompanied this pluck at her dress, and she saw the wide pale
-face of the Dutchwoman turned up towards her with an odious smile. She
-was seated on the step, with her shoulder leaning upon the frame of
-the door.
-
-“You thought I was asleep under the coverlet,” she drawled: “or awake,
-perhaps, in the other world--dead. I never sleep long, and I don’t die
-easily--_see!_”
-
-“And what for are ye out o’ your bed at all, ma’am? Ye’ll break your
-neck in this house, if ye go walking about, wi’ its cranky steps, and
-stairs, and you blind.”
-
-“When you go blind, old Mildred, you’ll find your memory sharper than
-you think, and steps, and corners, and doors, and chimney-pieces will
-come to mind like a picture. What was I about?”
-
-“Well, what _was_ ye about? Sure I am I don’t know, ma’am.”
-
-“No, I’m sure you don’t,” said she.
-
-“But you should be in your bed--that I know, ma’am.”
-
-Still holding her dress, and with a lazy laugh, the lady made answer--
-
-“So should you, old lass--a pair of us gadders; but I had a reason--I
-wanted you, old Mildred.”
-
-“Well, ma’am, I don’t know how you’d ’a found me, for I sleep in the
-five-cornered room, two doors away from the spicery--you’d never ’a
-found me.”
-
-“I’d have tried--hit or miss--I would not have stayed where I was,”
-answered the “old soldier.”
-
-“What, not in the state-room, ma’am--the finest room in the house, so
-’twas always supposed!”
-
-“So be it; I don’t like it,” she answered.
-
-“Ye didn’t hear no noises in’t, sure?” demanded Mildred.
-
-“Not I,” said the Dutchwoman. “Another reason quite, girl.”
-
-“And what the de’il is it? It must be summat grand, I take it, that
-makes ye better here, sittin’ on a hard stair, than lying your length
-on a good bed.”
-
-“Right well said, clever Mildred. What is the state-room without a
-quiet mind?” replied the old soldier, with an oracular smile.
-
-“What’s the matter wi’ your mind, ma’am?” said Mildred testily.
-
-“I’m not safe there from intrusion,” answered the lady, with little
-pauses between her words to lend an emphasis to them.
-
-“I don’t know what you’re afeard on, ma’am,” repeated Mrs. Tarnley,
-whose acquaintance with fine words was limited, and who was too proud
-to risk a mistake.
-
-“Well, it’s just this--I won’t be pried upon by that young lady.”
-
-“What young lady, ma’am?” asked Mrs. Tarnley, who fancied she might
-ironically mean Miss Lilly Dogger.
-
-“Harry Fairfield’s wife, of course, what other? I choose to be private
-here,” said the Dutch dame imperiously.
-
-“She’ll not pry--she don’t pry on no one, and if she wished it, she
-couldn’t.”
-
-“Why, there’s nothing between us, woman, but the long closet where you
-used to keep the linen, and the broken furniture and rattle-traps”
-(raddle-drabs she pronounced the word), “and she’ll come and
-peep--every woman peeps and pries” (beebs and bries she called the
-words)--“_I_ peep and pry. She’ll just pretend she never knew any one
-was there, and she’ll walk in through the closet door, and start, and
-beg my pardon, and say how sorry she is, and then go off, and tell you
-next morning how many buttons are on my pelisse, and how many pins in
-my pincushion, and let all the world know everything about me.”
-
-“But she can’t come in.”
-
-“Why?”
-
-“Why? Because, ma’am, the door is papered over.”
-
-“Fine protection--paper!” sneered the lady.
-
-“I saw her door locked myself before ’twas papered over,” said
-Mildred.
-
-“Did you, though?” said the lady.
-
-“With my own eyes,” insisted Mildred.
-
-“I’d rather see it with mine,” joked the blind lady. “Well, see, we’ll
-make a long story short. If I consent to stay in that room, I’ll lock
-the door that opens into it. I’ll have a room, and not a passage, if
-you please. I won’t be peeped on, or listened to. If I can’t choose my
-company I’ll be alone, please.”
-
-“And what do you want, ma’am?” asked Mildred, whose troubles were
-multiplying.
-
-“Another room,” said the lady, doggedly.
-
-Mildred paused.
-
-“Well, did I ever!” pondered Mrs. Tarnley, reading the lady’s features
-sharply as she spoke; but they were sullen, and, for aught she could
-make out, meaningless. “Well, it will do if ye can have the key, I
-take it, and lock your door yourself?”
-
-“Not so well as another room, if you’ll give me one, but better than
-nothing.”
-
-“Come along then, ma’am, for another room’s not to be had at no price,
-and I’ll gi’ ye the key.”
-
-“And then, when you lock it fast, I may sleep easy. What’s that your
-parson used to say--‘the wicked cease from troubling, and the weary
-are at rest.’ Plenty of wicked people going, Mrs. Tarnley, and weary
-enough am I,” sighed the great pale Dutchwoman.
-
-“There’s two on us so, ma’am,” said Mildred, as she led the lady back
-to her room, and having placed her in her arm-chair by the fire,
-Mildred Tarnley took the key from a brass-headed tack, on which it
-hung behind the bedpost.
-
-“Here it is, ma’am,” she said, placing the key in her groping fingers.
-
-“What key is it?” asked the old soldier.
-
-“The key of the long linen closet that was.”
-
-“And how do I know that?” she inquired, twirling it round in her large
-fingers, and smiling in such a way as to nettle Mrs. Tarnley, who
-began--
-
-“Ye may know, I take it, because Mildred Tarnley says so, and I never
-yet played a trick. I never tells lies,” she concluded, pulling up on
-a sudden.
-
-“Well, I know that. I know you’re truth itself, so far as human nature
-goes; but that has its limits, and can’t fly very high off the ground.
-Come, get me up--we’ll try the key. I’ll lock it myself--I’ll lock it
-with my own fingers. Seeing is believing, and I can’t see; but feeling
-has no fellow, and, not doubting you, Mrs. Tarnley, I’ll feel for
-myself.”
-
-She placed her hand on Mrs. Tarnley’s shoulder, and when she had
-reached the corner at the further side of the bed, where the covered
-door, as she knew, was situated, with her scissors’ point, where the
-crevice of the door was covered over with the paper, she ripped it
-asunder (notwithstanding the remonstrances of Mildred, who told her
-she was “leavin’ it not worth a rag off the road”) all round the door,
-which thus freed, and discovering by her finger tips the point at
-which the keyhole was placed, she broke the paper through, introduced
-the key, turned it, and with very little resistance pulled the door
-partly open, with an ugly grimace and a chuckle at Mildred. Then,
-locking it fast, she said--
-
-“And now I defy madam, do all she can--and you’ll clap the table
-against it, to make more sure; and so I think I may sleep--don’t you?”
-
-Mildred scratched above her eyebrow with one finger for a moment, and
-she said--
-
-“Yes, ye might a’ slept, I’m thinkin’, as sound before if ye had a
-mind, ma’am.”
-
-“What the dickens does the lass mean?” said the blind woman, with a
-sleepy laugh. “As if people could sleep when they like. Why, woman, if
-that was so there would be no such thing as fidgets.”
-
-“Well, I suppose, no more there wouldn’t--no more there wouldn’t. I
-may take away the tray, ma’am?”
-
-“Let it be till morning--I want rest. Good-night. Are you
-going?--good-night.”
-
-“Good-night, ma’am,” said Mildred, making her stiff little curtsy,
-although it was lost upon the lady, and a little thoughtfully she left
-the room.
-
-The “old soldier” listened, sitting up, for she had lain down on her
-bed, and as she heard the click-clack of Mildred’s shoes grow
-fainter--
-
-“Yes, good-night really, Mildred; I think you need visit no more
-to-night.”
-
-And she got up, and secured the door that opened on the gallery.
-
-“Good-night, old Tarnley,” she said, with a nod and an unpleasant
-smirk, and then a deep and dismal sigh. Then she threw herself again
-upon her bed and lay still.
-
-Old Mildred seemed also to have come to a like conclusion as to the
-matter of further visiting for the night, for at the door, on the step
-of which the Dutchwoman sitting a few minutes before had startled her,
-she looked back suspiciously over her shoulder, and then shutting the
-door noiselessly, she locked it--leaving that restless spirit a
-prisoner till morning.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVI.
- THROUGH THE WALL.
-
-Alice had slept quietly for some time. The old clock at the foot of
-the stairs had purred and struck twice since she had ceased listening
-and thinking. It was for all that time an unbroken sleep, and then she
-wakened. She had been half conscious for some time of a noise in the
-room, a fidgeting little noise, that teased her sleep for a time, and
-finally awoke her completely. She sat up in her bed, and heard, she
-thought, a sigh in the room. Exactly from what point she could not be
-certain, nor whether it was near or far.
-
-She drew back the curtain and looked. The familiar furniture only met
-her view. In like manner all round the room. Encouraged by which
-evidence she took heart of grace, and got up, and quite to satisfy
-herself, made a search--as timid people will, because already morally
-certain that there is no need of a search.
-
-Happily she was spared the terror of any discovery to account for the
-sound that had excited her uneasiness.
-
-She turned again the key in her door, and thus secured, listened
-there. Everything was perfectly still. Then into bed she got, and
-listened to silence, and in low tones talking to herself, for the
-sound of her own voice was reassuring, she reasoned with her tremors,
-she trimmed her light and made some little clatter on the table, and
-bethought her that this sigh that had so much affrighted her might be
-no more than the slipping of one fold of her bed-curtain over
-another--an occurrence which she remembered to have startled her once
-before.
-
-So after a time she persuaded herself that her alarm was fanciful, and
-she composed herself again to sleep. Soon, however, her evil genius
-began to worry her in another shape, and something like the gnawing
-and nibbling of a mouse grated on her half-sleeping ear from the
-woodwork of the room. So she sat up again, and said--
-
-“Hish!”
-
-Now toward the window, now toward the fire-place, now toward the door,
-and all again was quite still.
-
-Alice got up, and throwing her dressing-gown about her shoulders,
-opened the window-shutter and looked out upon the serene and
-melancholy landscape, which this old-fashioned window with its clumsy
-sashes and small panes commanded. Sweet and sad these moonlit views
-that so well accord with certain moods. But the cares at Alice’s heart
-were real, and returned as she quite awoke with a renewed pang--and
-the cold and mournful glory of the sky and silvered woodlands neither
-cheered nor soothed her. With a deep sigh she closed the shutter
-again, and by the dusky candle-light returned to her bed. There at
-last she did fall into a quiet sleep.
-
-From this she awoke suddenly and quite. Her heart was throbbing fast,
-but she could not tell whether she awoke of herself or had been
-aroused by some external cause.
-
-“Who’s there?” she cried, in a fright, as she started up and looked
-about the room.
-
-Exactly as she called she thought she heard something fall--a heavy
-and muffled sound. It might have been a room or two away, it might
-have been nearer, but her own voice made the sound uncertain. She
-waited in alarm and listened, but for the present all was again quiet.
-
-Poor little Alice knew very well that she was not herself, and her
-reason took comfort from her consciousness of the excited state of her
-nerves.
-
-“What a fool I am!” she whispered, with a sigh. “What a fool!
-Everything frightens me now, I’ve grown such a coward. Oh! Charlie,
-Charlie--oh, Ry darling!--when will you come back to your poor
-wife--when shall this dreadful suspense be over and quiet come again?”
-
-Then poor little Alice cried, after the manner of women, bitterly for
-a time, and then, as she used in all trouble, she prayed, and essayed
-to settle again to sleep. But hardly had she begun the attempt when it
-was terminated strangely.
-
-Again she heard the same stealthy sound, as of something cutting or
-ripping. Again she cried, “Hish, hish!” but with no effect. She
-fancied at the far corner of the room, about as high as she could
-easily reach, that she saw some glittering object. It might be a
-little bit of looking-glass pass slowly and tremulously along the
-wall, horizontally, and then with the same motion, in a straight line
-down the wall, glimmering faintly in the candle light. At the same
-time was a slight trembling of that part of the wall, a slight, wavy
-motion, and--could she believe her eyes?--a portion of the wall seemed
-to yield silently, an unsuspected door slowly opened, and a tall
-figure wrapt in a flannel dress came in.
-
-This figure crouched a little with its hand to its ear, and moved its
-head slowly round as if listening in all directions in turn. Then
-softly, with a large hand, it pushed back the door, which shut with a
-little snap, as if with a spring-lock.
-
-Alice all this time was gazing upon the visitor, actually freezing
-with terror, and not knowing whether the apparition was that of a
-living person or not. The woollen-clothed figure, with large feet in
-stockings, and no shoes on, advanced, the fingers of one hand sliding
-gently along the wall. With an aspect fixed on the opposite end of the
-room, and the other hand a little raised in advance, it was such a
-fixed, listening look, and groping caution of motion as one might
-fancy in a person getting along a familiar room in the dark.
-
-The feeling that she was not seen made Alice instinctively silent. She
-was almost breathless. The intruder passed on thus until she had
-reached the corner of the room, when she felt about for the door-case,
-and having got her hand upon it she quickly transferred it to the
-handle, which she turned, and tried the door two or three times. Oh!
-what Alice would have given at this moment that she had not locked it,
-believing, as she now did, that the stranger would have passed out
-quietly from the room if this obstruction had not presented itself.
-
-As if her life was concentrated in her eyes, Alice gazed still at this
-person, who paused for a few seconds, and lowering her head listened
-fixedly. Then very cautiously she, with the tips of her fingers,
-tried--was it to turn the key in the lock or to extricate it? At all
-events, she failed. She removed her hand, turned a little, stood
-still, and listened.
-
-To Alice’s horror her business in the room was plainly not over yet.
-The woman stood erect, drawing a long breath, holding her underlip
-slightly in her teeth, with just a little nip. She turned her face
-toward the bed, and for the first time Alice now quite distinctly saw
-it--pale, seamed with small-pox, blind. This large face was now turned
-toward her, and the light of the candle, screened by the curtain from
-Alice’s eyes, fell full upon its exaggerated and evil features. The
-woman had drawn in a long, full breath, as if coming to a resolution
-that needed some nerve.
-
-Whatever this woman had come into the room for, Alice thought, with
-hope, that she, at all events, as she stood pallid and lowering before
-her, with eyes white with cataract, and brows contracted in malignant
-calculation, knew nothing, as she undoubtedly saw nothing, of her.
-
-Still as death sat Alice in her terror gazing into the sightless face
-of this woman, little more than two yards removed from her.
-
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-
-
-Suddenly this short space disappeared, and with two swift steps and an
-outstretched hand she stood at the bedside and caught Alice’s
-night-dress, and drew her forcibly towards her. Alice as violently
-resisted. With a loud scream she drew back, and the night-dress tore.
-But the tall woman instantly grasped her nearer the shoulder, and
-scrambling on the bed on her knees she dragged her down upon it, and
-almost instantly struck at her throat with a knife.
-
-To make this blow she was compelled to withdraw one hand, and with a
-desperate spring, Alice evaded the stroke.
-
-The whole thing was like a dream. The room seemed all a cloud. She
-could see nothing but the white figure that was still close, climbing
-swiftly over the bed, with one hand extended now and the knife in the
-other.
-
-Not knowing how she got there, she was now standing with her back to
-the wall, in the further corner of the room, staring at the dreadful
-figure in a catalepsy of terror.
-
-There was hardly a momentary pause. She was afraid to stir lest the
-slightest motion should betray her to the search of this woman. Had
-she, as she stood and listened sharply, heard her breathing?
-
-With sudden decision, long light steps, and her hand laid to the wall,
-she glided swiftly toward her. With a gasp Alice awoke, as it were,
-from her nightmare, and, almost wild with terror, fled round the bed
-to the door. Hastening, jostling by the furniture, gliding, on the
-whole, very adroitly after her, her face strained with a horrible
-eagerness and fear, came the blind woman.
-
-Alice tried to pull open the door. She had locked it herself, but in
-her agitation forgot.
-
-Now she seized the key and tried to turn it, but the strong hand of
-the stranger, in forcing it round a second time, had twisted it so
-that it was caught in the lock and would not turn.
-
-Alice felt as people feel in dreams, when pursuit is urgent and some
-little obstruction entangles flight and threatens to deliver the
-fugitive into the hands of an implacable pursuer. A frantic pull, and
-a twist or two of the key in vain, and the hand of the pursuer was all
-but upon her. Again she sprang and scrambled across the bed, and it
-seemed enraged by the delay, and with a face sharpening and darkening
-with insanity, the murderess, guided by the sound, flung herself after
-her; and now, through the room and lobbies pealed shrieks of murder,
-as Alice flew before the outstretched hand of the beldame, who, balked
-of her prey, followed with reckless fury, careless now against what
-she struck or rushed, and clawing the air, as it seemed, within an
-inch of Alice’s shoulder.
-
-Unequal as it appeared, in this small pen, the struggle to escape
-could not have lasted very long. The old closet door, thinly covered
-with paper, through which the sharp knife had glided almost without
-noise, was locked, and escape through it as hopeless as through the
-other door. Through the window she would have thrown herself, but it
-was fastened, and one moment’s delay would have been death. Had a
-weapon been in her hand, had she thought of it in this extremity of
-terror, her softer instincts might have been reversed, and she might
-have turned on her pursuer and fought, as timid creatures have done,
-with the ferocity of despair, for her life. But the chance that might
-have so transformed her did not come. Flight was her one thought, and
-that ended suddenly, for tripping in the upturned carpet she fell
-helplessly to the floor. In a moment, with a gasp, her pursuer was
-kneeling by her side, with her hand in her dishevelled hair, and
-drawing herself close for those sure strokes of the knife with which
-she meant to mangle her.
-
-As the eyes of the white owl glare through the leaves on the awaking
-bird, and its brain swims, and its little heart bounces into a gallop,
-seeing its most dreadful dream accomplished, escape impossible, its
-last hour come--then the talons of the spectre clutch its throat, and
-its short harmless life is out, so might it have been with pretty
-Alice.
-
-In that dreadful second of time all things that her eyes beheld looked
-strange, in a new reality--the room contracted, and familiar things
-were unlike themselves, and the certainty and nearness of that which
-she now knew--all her life before was but a dream to her--what an
-infidel, what a fool she had been--_here_ it was, and _now_--death.
-
-The helpless yell that burst from her lips, as this dreadful woman
-shuffled nearer on her knees, was answered by a crash from the door
-burst in, and a cry from a manly voice--the door flew wide, and Alice
-saw her husband pale as death; with a single savage blow he stretched
-her assailant on the floor,--in another moment Alice, wild with
-terror, half-fainting, was in his arms.
-
-And--did he _strike_ her? Good God!--had he struck her! How did she
-lie there bleeding? For a moment a dreadful remorse was bursting at
-his heart--he would have kneeled--he could have killed himself. Oh,
-manhood! Gratitude! Charity! Could he, even in a moment of frenzy,
-have struck down any creature so--that had ever stood to him in the
-relation of that love? What a rush of remembrances, and hell of
-compunction was there!--and for a rival! She the reckless, forlorn,
-guilty old love cast off, blasted with deformity and privation, and
-now this last fell atrocity! Alice was clinging to him, the words
-“darling, darling, my Ry, my saviour, my Ry,” were in his ears, and he
-felt as if he hated Alice--hated her worse even than himself. He froze
-with horror and agony as he beheld the ineffaceable image of that
-white, blood-stained twitching face, with sightless eyes, and on the
-floor those straggling locks of changed, grizzled hair, that once were
-as black as a raven’s wing to which he used to compare them. Oh
-maddening picture of degradation and cruelty! To what had they both
-come at last?
-
-But an iron necessity was upon him, and with an energy of hypocrisy,
-he said--“Alice, my treasure, my darling, you’re safe, aren’t you?”
-
-“Oh, darling, yes,” she gasped.
-
-“Not here--you mustn’t stay here--run down--she’s mad--she’s a mad
-woman--not here a moment.”
-
-Half stunned and dreamy with horror, Alice glided down the stairs,
-passing honest Tom who was stumbling up, half awake, but quite dressed
-excepting his coat.
-
-“Run, Tom, help your master, for God’s sake,--there’s something
-dreadful,” she said as she passed him with her trembling hands raised.
-
-“Where, ma’am, may’t be?” said Tom, pausing with a coolness that was
-dreadful, she thought.
-
-“There, there, in his room, my room; go, for heaven’s sake!”
-
-Up ran Tom, making a glorious clatter with his hob-nails, and down ran
-Alice, and just at the foot of the stair she met Mildred Tarnley’s
-tall slim figure. The old woman drew to the banister, and stood still,
-looking darkly and shrewdly at her.
-
-“Oh! good Mildred--oh, Mrs. Tarnley, for God’s sake don’t leave me.”
-
-“And what’s the row, ma’am, what is it?” asked Mrs. Tarnley, with her
-lean arm supporting the poor trembling young lady who clung to her.
-
-“Oh, Mrs. Tarnley, take me with you--take me out--I can’t stay in the
-house; take me away--into the woods--anywhere out of the house.”
-
-“Well, well, come down, come along,” she said, more tenderly than was
-her wont, and watching her face hard from the corners of her eyes. She
-was convinced that the “old soldier” was the cause of these horrors.
-
-“Put your arm over my shouther, ma’am; there--that’s it--an’ I’ll put
-mine round you, if you don’t think I’m making too bold. There now,
-you’re more easy, I think.”
-
-And as they got on through the passage she asked--
-
-“’Twas you that skritched, hey?”
-
-“I? I dare say--did I?”
-
-“Ay did ye, with a will, whoever skritched. Ye seen summat. What may
-ye have seen that frightened ye like that?”
-
-“We’ll talk by-and-by. I’m ill--I’m horribly ill. Come away.”
-
-“Come, then, if ye like best, ma’am,” said Mildred Tarnley, leading
-her through the kitchen, and by the outer door into the open air, but
-she had hardly got a step into the yard when the young lady, holding
-her fast, stopped short in renewed terrors.
-
-“Oh, Mildred, if she follows us, if she overtook us out here?”
-
-“Hoot, ma’am, who are ye afeard on? Is it that crazy blind woman, or
-who?”
-
-“Oh, Mildred, yes, it is she. Oh, Mildred, where shall we go, where
-can I hide myself? there’s nowhere safe.”
-
-“Now you’re just drivin’ yourself distracted, you be. What for need ye
-fear her? She’s crazy, I’ll not deny, but she’s blind too, and she
-can’t follow ye here, if she was so minded. Why she couldn’t cross
-the stile, nor follow ye through a spinnie. But see, ye’ve nout but
-yer dressin’ gown over yer night clothes, and yer bare feet. Odd’s
-I’ll not go wi’ ye--ye’ll come back, and if ye must come abroad, ye’ll
-get yer cloaks and your shoon.”
-
-“No, no, no, Mildred, I’ll go as I am,” cried the terrified lady, at
-the same time hurrying onward to the yard door.
-
-“Well,” said the old woman following, “wilful lass will ha’ her way,
-but ye’ll clap this ower your shouthers.”
-
-And she placed her own shawl on them, and together they passed into
-the lonely woodlands that, spreading upward from the glen of Carwell,
-embower the deep ravine that flanks the side of the Grange, and
-widening and deepening, enter the kindred shadows of the glen.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVII.
- A MESSENGER.
-
-Alice had not gone far when she was seized with a great
-shivering--the mediate process by which from high hysterical tension,
-nature brings down the nerves again to their accustomed tone.
-
-The air was soft and still, and the faint gray of morning was already
-changing the darkness into its peculiar twilight.
-
-“Ye’ll be better presently, dear,” said the old woman, with
-unaccustomed kindness. “There, there, ye’ll be nothing the worse when
-a’s done, and ye’ll have a cup o’ tea when ye come back.”
-
-Under the great old trees near the ivied wall which screens the court
-is a stone bench, and on this old Mildred was constrained to place
-her.
-
-“There, there, there, rest a bit--rest a little bit. Hih!
-cryin’--well, cry if ye will; but ye’ll ha’ more to thank God than to
-cry for, if all be as I guess.”
-
-Alice cried on with convulsive sobs, starting every now and then, with
-a wild glance towards the yard gate, and grasping the old woman’s arm.
-In a very few minutes this paroxysm subsided, and she wept quietly.
-
-“’Twas you, ma’am, that cried out, I take it--hey? Frightened
-mayhap?”
-
-“I was--yes--I--I’ll wait a little, and tell you
-by-and-by--horribly--horribly.”
-
-“Ye needn’t be afeered here, and me beside ye, ma’am, and daylight
-a-comin’, and I think I could gi’e a sharp guess at the matter. Ye saw
-her ladyship, I do suppose? The old soger, ma’am--ay, that’s a sight
-might frighten a body--like a spirit a’most--a great white-faced,
-blind devil.”
-
-“Who is she? how did she come? She tried to kill me. Oh! Mrs.
-Tarnley, I’m so terrified!”
-
-And with these words Alice began to cry and tremble afresh.
-
-“Hey! try to kill ye, did she? I’m glad o’ that--right glad o’t;
-’twill rid us o’ trouble, ma’am. But la! think o’ that! And did she
-actually raise her hand to you!”
-
-“Oh yes, Mrs. Tarnley--frightful. I’m saved by a miracle--I don’t know
-how--the mercy of God only.”
-
-She was clinging to Mrs. Tarnley with a fast and trembling grasp.
-
-“Zooks! the lass _is_ frightened. Ye ha’ seen sights to-night, young
-lady, ye’ll remember. Young folk loves pleasure, and the world, and
-themselves ower well to trouble their heads about death or judgment,
-if the Lord in His mercy didn’t shake ’em up from their dreams and
-their sins. ‘Awake thou that sleepest,’ says the Word, callin’ loud in
-a drunken ear, at dead o’ night, wi’ the house all round a-fire, as
-the parson says. He’s a good man, though I may ha’ seen better, in
-old days in Carwell pulpit. So, ’tis all for good, and in place o’
-crying ye should be praisin’ God for startlin’ ye out o’ your carnal
-sleep, and makin’ ye think o’ Him, and see yourself as ye are, and not
-according to the flatteries o’ your husband and your own vanity. Ye’ll
-pardon me, but truth is truth, and God’s truth first of all; and
-who’ll tell it ye if them as is within hearin’ won’t open their lips,
-and I don’t see that Mr. Charles troubles his head much about the
-matter.”
-
-“He is so noble, and always my guardian angel. Oh, Mrs. Tarnley,
-to-night I must have perished if it had not been for him; he is always
-my best friend, and so unselfish and noble.”
-
-“Well that’s good,” said Mildred Tarnley, coldly. “But I’m thinkin’
-something ought to be done wi’ that catamountain in there, and strike
-while the iron’s hot, and they’ll never drive home that nail ye’ll
-find--more like to go off when all’s done wi’ her pocket full o’
-money. ’Tis a sin, while so many an honest soul wants, and I’ll take
-that just into my own old hands, I’m thinkin’, and sarve her out as
-she would better women.”
-
-“Isn’t she mad, Mrs. Tarnley?” asked Alice.
-
-“And if she’s mad, to the madhouse wi’ her, an’ if she’s not, where’s
-the gallows high enough for her, the dangerous harridan? For, one way
-or t’other, the fiend’s in her, and the sooner judgment overtakes her,
-and she’s in her coffin, the sooner the devil’s laid, and the better
-for honest folk.”
-
-“If she is mad, it accounts for everything; but I feel as if I never
-could enter that house again; and oh! Mrs. Tarnley, you _mustn’t_
-leave me. Oh, heavens! what’s that?”
-
-It was no great matter--Mrs. Tarnley had got up, for the yard-door had
-opened and some one passed out and looked round.
-
-It was the girl, Lilly Dogger, who stood there looking about her under
-the canopy of tall trees.
-
-“Hoot, ma’am, ’tis only the child Lilly Dogger--and well pleased I am,
-for I was thinkin’ this minute how I could get her to me quietly.
-Here, Lilly--come here, ye goose-cap--d’ye see me?”
-
-So, closing the door behind her, the girl approached with eyes very
-wide, and a wonderfully solemn countenance. She had been roused and
-scared by the sounds which had alarmed the house, huddled on her
-clothes, and seeing Mrs. Tarnley’s figure cross the window, had
-followed in a tremor.
-
-Mrs. Tarnley walked a few steps towards her, and beckoning with her
-lean finger, the girl drew near.
-
-“Ye’ll have to go over Cressley Common, girl, to Wykeford. Ye know
-Wykeford?”
-
-“Yes, please ’m.”
-
-“Well, ye must go through the village, and call up Mark Topham. Ye
-know Mark Topham’s house with the green door, by the bridge-end?”
-
-“Yes please, Mrs. Tarnley, ma’am.”
-
-“And say he’ll be wanted down here at the Grange--for _murder_
-mind--and go ye on to Mr. Rodney at t’other side o’ the river. Squire
-Rodney of Wrydell. Ye know that house, too?”
-
-“Yes, ’m,” said the girl, with eyes momentarily distending, and face
-of blanker consternation.
-
-“And ye’ll tell Mr. Rodney there’s been bad work down here, and murder
-all but done, and say ye’ve told Mark Topham, the constable, and that
-it is hoped he’ll come over himself to make out the writin’s and send
-away the prisoner as should go. We being chiefly women here, and
-having to keep Tom Clinton at home to mind the prisoner--ye
-understand--and keep all safe, having little other protection. Now run
-in, lass, and clap your bonnet on, and away wi’ ye; and get ye there
-as fast as your legs will carry ye, and take your time comin’ back;
-and ye may get a lift, for they’ll not be walkin’, and you’re like to
-get your bit o’ breakfast down at Wrydell; but if ye shouln’t, here’s
-tuppence, and buy yourself a good bit o’ bread in the town. Now, ye
-understand?”
-
-“Yes, ’m, please.”
-
-“And ye’ll not be makin’ mistakes, mind?”
-
-“No, ma’am.”
-
-“Then do as I bid ye, and off ye go,” said Mrs. Tarnley, despatching
-her with a peremptory gesture.
-
-So with a quaking heart, not knowing what dangers might still be
-lurking there, Lilly Dogger ran into the yard on her way to her
-bonnet, and peeped through the kitchen window, but saw nothing there
-in the pale gray light but “still life.”
-
-With a timid finger she lifted the latch, and stole into the familiar
-passage as if she were exploring a haunted house. She had quaked in
-her bed as thin and far away the shrill sounds of terror had
-penetrated through walls and passages to her bedroom. She had murmured
-“Lord bless us!” at intervals, and listened, chilled with a sense of
-danger--associated in her imagination with the stranger who had
-visited her room and frighted away her slumbers. And she had jumped
-out of bed, and thrown on her clothes in panic, blessed herself, and
-pinned and tied strings, and listened, and blessed herself again; and
-seeing Mrs. Tarnley cross the window accompanied by some one else whom
-she did not then recognise, and fearing to remain thus deserted in the
-house more than the risk of being blown up by Mrs. Tarnley, she had
-followed that grim protectress.
-
-Now, as on tiptoe she recrossed the kitchen with her straw bonnet in
-her hand she heard on a sudden cries of fury, and words, as doors
-opened and shut, reached her that excited her horror and piqued her
-curiosity.
-
-She hastened, however, to leave the house, and again approached and
-passed by the lady and Mildred Tarnley, having tied her bonnet under
-her chin, and obeying Mildred’s impatient beckon, and--
-
-“Run, lass, run. Stir your stumps, will ye?”
-
-She started at a pace that promised soon to see her across Cressley
-Common.
-
-Old Mildred saw this with comfort. She knew that broad-shouldered,
-brown-eyed lass for a shrewd and accurate messenger, and seeing how
-dangerous and complicated things were growing, she was glad that
-fortune had opened so short and sharp a way of getting rid of the
-troubler of their peace.
-
-“Come in, ma’am, ye’ll catch your death o’ cold here. All’s quiet by
-this time, and I’ll make the kitchen safe against the world; and Mr.
-Charles is in the house, and Tom Clinton up, and all safe--and who
-cares a rush for that blind old cat? Not I for one. She’ll come no
-nonsense over Mildred Tarnley in her own kitchen, while there’s a
-poker to rap her ower the pate. Hoot! one old blind limmer; I’d tackle
-six o’ her sort, old as I am, and tumble ’em one after t’other into
-the Brawl. Never ye trouble your head about that, ma’am, and I’ll bolt
-the door on the passage, and the scullery door likewise, and lock ’em
-if ye like; and we’ll get down old Dulcibella to sit wi’ ye, and ye’ll
-be a deal less like to see that beast in the kitchen than here.
-There’s Miss Crane,” by which title she indicated old Dulcibella, “a
-lookin’ out o’ her window. Ho! Miss Crane--will ye please, Miss
-Crane, come down and stay a bit wi’ your mistress?”
-
-“Thank God!--is she down there?” exclaimed she.
-
-“Come down, ma’am, please; she’s quite well, and she’ll be glad to see
-ye.”
-
-Old Dulcibella’s head disappeared from the window promptly.
-
-“Now, ma’am, she’ll be down, and when she comes--for ye’d like to ha’
-some one by ye--I’ll go in and make the kitchen door fast.”
-
-“And won’t you search it well, Mrs. Tarnley, and the inner room, that
-we may be certain no one is hid there? Pray do--may I rely on
-you--won’t you promise?”
-
-“There’s nothin’ there, that I promise ye.”
-
-“But, oh! pray do,” urged Alice.
-
-“I will, ma’am, just to quiet ye. Ye need not fear, I’ll leave her no
-chance, and she’ll soon be safe enough, she shall--safe enough when
-she gets on her doublet of stone; and don’t ye be frightenin’ yourself
-for nothin’--just keep yourself quiet, for there is nothing to fear,
-and if ye will keep yourself in a fever for nothin’ ye’ll be just
-making food for worms, mark my words.”
-
-As she spoke old Dulcibella appeared, and with a face of deep concern
-waddled as fast as she could toward her young mistress, raising her
-hands and eyes from time to time as she approached.
-
-As she drew nearer she made a solemn thanksgiving, and--
-
-“Oh! my child, my child, thank God you’re well. I was a’most ready to
-drop in a swound when I came into your room, just now, everything
-knocked topsy-turvey, and a door cut in the wall, and all in a litter,
-I couldn’t know where I was, and some one a bleedin’ all across the
-floor, and one of the big, green-handled knives on the floor--Lord a’
-mercy on us--with the blade bent and blood about it. I never was so
-frightened. I thought my senses was a leavin’ me, and I couldn’t tell
-what I might see next, and I ready to drop down on the floor wi’
-fright. My darling child--my precious--Lord love it, and here it was,
-barefooted, and but half clad, and--come in ye must, dear, ’tis enough
-to kill ye.”
-
-“I can scarcely remember anything, Dulcibella, only one thing--oh! I’m
-so terrified.”
-
-“Come in, darling, you’ll lose your life if you stay here as you are,
-and what was it, dear, and who did you see?”
-
-“A woman--that dreadful blind woman, who came in at the new door; I
-never saw her before.”
-
-“Well, _dear_! Oh, Miss Alice, darling, I couldn’t a’ believed, and
-thank God you’re safe after all; that’s she I heard a screechin’ as
-strong as a dozen--and frightful words, as well as I could hear, to
-come from any woman’s lips. Lord help us.”
-
-“Where is she now?”
-
-“Somewhere in the front of the house, darlin’, screechin’ and laughin’
-I thought, but heaven only knows.”
-
-“She’s mad, Mrs. Tarnley says, and Mr. Fairfield said so too. Master
-Charles is come--my darling Ry. Oh! Dulcibella, how grateful I should
-be. What could I have done if he hadn’t?”
-
-So Dulcibella persuaded her to come into the yard, and so, through the
-scullery door, at which Mildred stood, having secured all other access
-to the kitchen. So in she came, awfully frightened to find herself
-again in the house, but was not her husband there, and help at hand,
-and the doors secured?
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVIII.
- UNREASONABLE BERTHA.
-
-Her husband was at hand--that is to say, under the same roof, and at
-that moment in the room in which the blind woman was now sitting,
-bleeding from head and hand, and smiling as she talked, with the false
-light of a malignant irony.
-
-“So, husband and wife are met again! And what have you to say after so
-long a time?”
-
-“I’ve nothing to say. Let my deeds speak. I’ve given you year by year
-fully half my income.”
-
-She laughed scornfully, and exclaimed merely--
-
-“Magnificent man!”
-
-“Miserable pittance it is, but the more miserable, the harder the
-sacrifice for me. I don’t say I have been able to do much; but I have
-done more than my means warrant, and I don’t understand what you
-propose to yourself by laying yourself out to torment and embarrass
-me. What the devil do you follow me about for? Do you think I’m fool
-enough to be bullied?”
-
-“A fine question from Charles Vairfield of Wyvern to his wife!” she
-observed with a pallid simper.
-
-“Wife and husband are terms very easily pronounced,” said he.
-
-“And relations very easily made,” she rejoined.
-
-He was leaning with his shoulder against the high mantelpiece, and
-looking upon her with a countenance in which you might have seen
-disdain and fear mingling with something of compunction.
-
-“Relations very easily made, and still more easily affected,” he
-replied. “Come, Bertha, there is no use in quarrelling over points of
-law. Past is past, as Leonora says. If I have wronged you anything I
-am sorry. I’ve tried to make amends; and though many a fellow would
-have been tired out long ago, I continue to give you proofs that I am
-not.”
-
-“That is a sort of benevolence,” she said, in her own language, “which
-may as well be voluntary, for if it be not, the magistrates will
-compel it.”
-
-“The magistrates are neither fools nor tyrants. You’ll make nothing of
-the magistrates. You have no rights, and you know it.”
-
-“An odd country where a wife has no rights.”
-
-“Come, Bertha, there is no use in picking a quarrel. While you take me
-quietly you have your share, and a good deal more. You used to be
-reasonable.”
-
-“A reasonable wife, I suppose, gives up her position, her character,
-her prospects, whenever it answers her husband to sacrifice these
-trifles for his villainous pleasures. Your English wives must be meek
-souls indeed if they like it. I don’t hear they are such lambs
-though.”
-
-“I’m not going to argue law points, as I said before. Lawyers are the
-proper persons to do that. You used to be reasonable, Bertha--where’s
-the good in pushing things to extremes?”
-
-“What a gentle creature you are,” she laughed, “and how persuasive!”
-
-“I’m a quiet fellow enough, I believe, as men go, but I’m not
-persuasive, and I know it. I wish I were.”
-
-“Those whom you have persuaded once are not likely to be persuaded
-again. Your persuasions are not always lucky. Are they?”
-
-“You want to quarrel about everything. You want to leave no possible
-point of agreement.”
-
-“Things are at a bad pass when husband and wife are so.”
-
-Charles looked at her angrily for a moment, and then down to the
-floor, and he whistled a few bars of a tune.
-
-“What do you whistle for?” she demanded.
-
-“Come, Bertha, don’t be foolish.”
-
-“You were once a gentleman. It is a blackguard who whistles in reply
-to a lady’s words,” she said, on a sudden stretching out her hand
-tremulously, as if in search of some one to grasp.
-
-“Well, don’t mind. Stick to one thing at a time. For God’s sake say
-what you want, and have done with it.”
-
-“You must acknowledge me before the world for your wife,” she answered
-with resolute serenity, and raising her face, and shutting her mouth
-she sniffed defiantly through her distended nostrils.
-
-“Come, come, Bertha, what good on earth could come of that?”
-
-“Little to you, perhaps.”
-
-“And none to you.”
-
-She laughed savagely. “That lie won’t do.”
-
-“Bertha, Bertha, we may hate one another if you will. But is it not as
-well to try whether we can agree upon anything. Let us just for the
-present talk intelligibly.”
-
-“You tried to murder me, you arch-villain.”
-
-“Nonsense,” said he, turning pale, “how can you talk so--how can you?
-Could I help interposing? You may well be thankful that I did.”
-
-“You tried to murder me,” she screamed.
-
-“You know that’s false. I took the knife from your hand, and by doing
-so I saved two lives. It was you--not I--who hurt your hand.”
-
-“You villain, you damned villain, I wish I could kill you dead.”
-
-“All the worse for you, Bertha.”
-
-“I wish you were dead and cold in your bed, and my hand on your face
-to be sure of it.”
-
-“Now you’re growing angry again. I thought we had done with storm and
-hysterics for a little, and could talk, and perhaps agree upon
-something, or at all events not waste our few minutes in violence.”
-
-“Violence!--you wretch, who began it?”
-
-“What can you mean, Bertha?”
-
-“You’ve married that woman. O I know it all--I your lawful wife
-living. I’ll have you transported, double-dyed villain.”
-
-“Where’s the good of screaming all this at the top of your voice?” he
-said, at last growing angry. “You wish you could kill me? I almost
-wish you could. I’ve been only too good to you, and allowed you to
-trouble me too long.”
-
-“Ha, ha!--you’d like to put me out of the way?”
-
-“You’ll do that for yourself. Can’t you wait, can’t you listen, can’t
-you have common reason, just for one moment? What do you want, what
-do you wish? Do you want every farthing I possess on earth, and to
-leave me nothing?”
-
-“I’m your wife, and I’ll have my rights.”
-
-“Now listen to me, that’s a question I need not discuss, because you
-already know what I believe on the subject.”
-
-“You know what your brother Harry thinks.”
-
-“I know what it is his interest to think.”
-
-“You daren’t say that if he were here, you coward.”
-
-“And I don’t care a farthing what he thinks.”
-
-“Ha, ha, ha!”
-
-“But if it had been fifty times over, what it never was, a marriage,
-your own conduct, long ago, would have dissolved it.”
-
-“And you allow you have married that woman?”
-
-“I shan’t talk to you about it; how I shall act, or may act, or _have_
-acted is my own affair, and rely upon it I’ll do nothing on the
-assumption that I ever was married to you.”
-
-Up stood the tall woman, with hands extended toward him, wide open,
-with a slightly groping motion as if opening a curtain; not a word did
-she say, but her sightless eyes, which stared full at him, were
-quivering with that nervous tremor which is so unpleasant to see.
-
-She drew breath two or three times at intervals, long and deep, almost
-a sob, and then without speaking or moving more she sat down, looking
-awfully white and wicked.
-
-For a time the old soldier had lost the thread of her discourse.
-Charles heard a step not very far off. He thought his unreasonable
-Bertha was about to have a fit, and opening the door he called lustily
-to Mildred.
-
-It _was_ Mrs. Tarnley.
-
-“Will you get her some water, or whatever she ought to have, I think
-she is ill, and pray be quick.”
-
-With a dark prying look Mildred glanced from one to the other.
-
-“It’s in a mad-house and not here the like of her should be, wi’ them
-fits and frenzies,” she muttered as she applied herself to the
-resuscitation of the Dutchwoman.
-
-On her toilet was a little group of bottles labelled “Sal-volatile,”
-“Asafœtida,” “Valerian.”
-
-“I don’t know which is the right one, but this can’t be far wrong,”
-she remarked, selecting the sal-volatile, and dropping some into the
-water.
-
-“La! so it was a sort o’ fit. See how stiff she was. Lor’ bless us, I
-do wish she was under a mad doctor. See how her feet’s stuck out, and
-her thumbs tight shut in her fists, and her teeth set,” and old
-Mildred applied the sal-volatile phial to the patient’s nostrils, and
-gradually got her into a drowsy, yawning state, in which she seemed to
-care and comprehend little or nothing of where she was or what had
-befallen her.
-
-“Tell her I stayed till I saw her better, if she asks, and that I’m
-coming back again. She says she is hurt.”
-
-“So much the better,” said Mildred; “that will keep her from prowling
-about the house like a cat or a ghost, as she did, all night, and no
-good came of it.”
-
-“And will you look to her wrist: she cut it last night, and it is very
-clumsily tied up, and I’ll come again, tell her.”
-
-So, with a bewildered brain and a direful load at his heart, he left
-the room.
-
-Where was Alice, he thought. He went downstairs and up again by the
-back staircase to their room, and there found the wreck and disorder
-of the odious scene he had witnessed, still undisturbed, and looking
-somehow more shocking in the sober light of morning.
-
-From this sickening record of the occurrences of last night he turned
-for a moment to the window, and looked out on the tranquil and sylvan
-solitudes, and then back again upon the disorder which had so nearly
-marked a scene of murder.
-
-“How do I keep my reason?” thought he; “is there in England so
-miserable a man? Why should not I end it?”
-
-Between the room where he stood and the angle of that bedroom in which
-at that moment was the wretch who agitated every hour of his existence
-with dismay, there intervened but eight-and-twenty feet, in that
-polyhedric and irregular old house. If he had but one tithe of her
-wickedness he had but to take up that poker, strike through, and brain
-her as she sat there.
-
-Why was he not a little more or a little less wicked? If the latter,
-he might never have been in his present fix. If the other, he might
-find a short way out of the thicket--“hew his way out with a bloody
-axe”--and none but those whose secrecy he might rely on be the wiser!
-
-Avaunt, horrible shadows! Such beckoning phantoms from the abyss were
-not tempters, but simply terrors. No, he was far more likely to load a
-pistol, put the muzzle in his mouth, and blow his harassed brains out.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIX.
- AN ABDUCTION.
-
-So far as a man not very resolute can be said to have made up his
-mind to anything, Charles Fairfield had quite made up his, driven thus
-fairly into a corner, to fight his battle now, and decisively. He would
-hold no terms and offer no compromise. Let her do her worst. She had
-found out his secret. Oh! brother Harry, had _you_ played him false?
-And she had quoted _your_ opinion against him. Had you been inflaming
-this insane enemy with an impracticable confidence?
-
-Well, no matter, now; all the better, perhaps. There was already an
-end of concealment between that enemy and himself, and soon would be
-of suspense.
-
-“God help me! at the eve of what an abyss I stand. That wretched
-woman, poor as she is, and nearly mad, in a place like London she’ll
-be certain to find lawyers only too glad to take up her case, and
-force me to a trial--first, a trial to prove a marriage and make costs
-of me, and then, Heaven knows what more; and the publicity, and the
-miserable uncertainty; and Alice, poor little Alice. Merciful Heaven!
-what had she done to merit this long agony and possible ruin?”
-
-He peeped into the dining-room as he passed, but all was there as he
-had left it. Alice had not been in it. So at the kitchen door he
-knocked.
-
-“Who’s there? Is anyone there?”
-
-Encouraged by his voice old Dulcibella answered from within. The door
-was opened, and he entered.
-
-A few moments’ silence, except for Alice’s murmured and sobbing
-welcome, a trembling, close embrace, and he said, with a gentle look,
-in a faint tone--
-
-“Alice, darling, I have no good news to tell. Everything has gone
-wrong with me, and we must leave this. Let Dulcibella go up and get
-such things as are necessary to take with you; but, Dulcibella, mind
-you tell nobody your mistress is leaving this. And, Alice, you’ll come
-with me. We’ll go where they can neither follow nor trace us; and let
-fate do its worst. We may be happier yet in our exile than ever we
-were at home. And when they have banished me they have done their
-worst.”
-
-His tenderness for Alice, frozen for a time, had returned. As she
-clung to him, her large, soft gray eyes looking up in his face so
-piteously moved him. He had intended a different sort of
-speech--colder, dryer--and under the spell of that look had come this
-sudden gush of a better feeling--the fond clasp of his arm, and the
-hurried kiss he pressed upon her cheek.
-
-“I said, Alice, happier, _happier_, darling, a thousandfold. For the
-present I speak in riddles. You have seen how miserable I am. I’ll
-tell you everything by-and-by. A conspiracy, I do believe, an
-unnatural conspiracy, that has worn out my miserable brain and
-spirits, and harassed me to death. I’ll tell you all time enough, and
-you’ll say it is a miracle I have borne it as I do. Don’t look so
-frightened, you poor little thing. We are perfectly safe; I’m in no
-real danger, but harassed incessantly--only harassed, and that, thank
-God, shall end.”
-
-He kissed her again very tenderly, and again; and he said--
-
-“You and Dulcibella shall go on. Clinton will drive you to Hatherton,
-and there you’ll get horses and post on to Cranswell, and I will
-overtake you there. I must go now and give him his directions, and I
-may as well leave you this note. I wrote it yesterday. You must have
-some money--there is some in it, and the names of the places, and
-we’ll be there to-night. And what is it, darling? You look as if you
-wished to ask me something.”
-
-“I--I was going to ask--but I thought perhaps I ought not until you
-can tell me everything--but you spoke of a conspiracy, and I was going
-to ask whether that dreadful woman who got into my room has anything
-to do with it.”
-
-“Nonsense, child, that is a miserable mad woman;” he laughed dismally.
-“Just wait a little, and you shall know all I know myself.”
-
-“She’s not to stay here, I mean, of course, if anything should prevent
-our leaving this to-day.”
-
-“Why should you fancy that?” he asked, a little enigmatically.
-
-“Mrs. Tarnley said she was going to the madhouse.”
-
-“We’ll see time enough, you shall see her no more,” he said, and away
-he went, and she saw him pass by the window and out of the yard. And
-now she had leisure to think how ill he was looking, or rather to
-remember how it had struck her when he had appeared at the door. Yes,
-indeed, worn out and harassed to death. Thank God, he was now to
-escape from that misery, and to secure the repose which it was only
-too obvious he needed.
-
-Dulcibella returned with such things as she thought indispensable, and
-she and her mistress were soon in more animated discussion than they
-had engaged in since the scenes of the past night.
-
-Charles Fairfield had to make a call at farmer Chubbs’ to persuade him
-to lend his horse, about which he made a difficulty. It was not far up
-the glen towards Church Carwell, but when he came back he found the
-Grange again in a new confusion.
-
-When Charles Fairfield, ascending the steep and narrow road which
-under tall trees darkly mounts from the Glen of Carwell to the plateau
-under the grey walls of the Grange, had reached that sylvan platform,
-he saw there, looking in the direction of Cressley Common, in that
-dim, religious light, Tom Clinton, in his fustian jacket, scratching
-his head and looking, it seemed, with interest, after some receding
-object. A little behind him, similarly engrossed, stood old Mildred
-Tarnley, with her hand above her eyes, though there was little need of
-artificial shade in that solemn grove, and again, a little to her
-rear, peeped broad-shouldered Lilly Dogger, standing close to the
-threshold of the yard door.
-
-Tom Clinton was first to turn about, and sauntering slowly toward the
-house, he spoke something to Mrs. Tarnley, who, waiting till he
-reached her, turned about in the same direction, and talking gravely,
-and looking over their shoulders, as people sometimes do in the
-direction in which a runaway horse has disappeared, they came to a
-standstill at the door, under the great ash-tree, whose columnar stem
-is mantled with thick ivy, and there again looking back, the little
-girl leaning and listening, unheeded, against the door-post, the group
-remained in conference.
-
-Had Charles Fairfield been in his usual state of mind his curiosity
-would have been piqued by an appearance of activity so unusual in his
-drowsy household. As it was, he cared not, but approached, looking
-down upon the road with his hands in his pockets listlessly.
-
-Mrs. Tarnley whispered something to Tom and jogged him in the ribs,
-looking all the time at the approaching figure of Charles Fairfield.
-
-The master of the Grange approached, looked up, and saw Tom standing
-near, with the air of one who had something to say. Mrs. Tarnley had
-drawn back, a little doubtful possibly, of the effect on his nerves.
-
-“Well, Tom, Chubbs will lend the horse,” said Charles. “We’ll go
-round to the stable, I’ve a word to say.”
-
-Tom touched his hat, still looking in his face with an inquiring and
-ominous expression.
-
-“Do you want to say anything particular, Tom?” asked his master, with
-a sudden foreboding of some new ill.
-
-“Nothing, sir, but Squire Rodney of Wrydell, has come over from
-Wykeford.”
-
-“He’s here--is he?” asked Charles, paler on a sudden.
-
-“He’s gone, sir, please.”
-
-“Gone, is he? Well, well, there’s not much in that.”
-
-“’Twas only, sir, that he brought two men wi’ him.”
-
-“Do you mean?--you don’t mean--what men did he bring?”
-
-“Well, they was constable folk, I believe, they must a’ bin, for they
-made an arrest.”
-
-“A _what_, do you mean?”
-
-“He made out a writin’, and he ’ad me in, and questioned me, but I’d
-nout to tell, sir, and he asked where you was, and I told him, as you
-ordered I was to say, you was gone, and he took the mistress’s her
-story, and made her make oath on’t, and the same wi’ the others--Mrs.
-Tarnley, and the little girl, and the blind woman, she be took up for
-murder, or I don’t know for what, only he said he could not take no
-bail for her, so they made her sure, and has took her off, I do
-suppose, to Wykeford pris’n.”
-
-“Of course, that’s right, I suppose, all right, eh?” Charles looked as
-if he was going to drop to the earth, so leaden was his hue, and so
-meaningless the stare with which he looked in Tom’s face.
-
-“But--but--who sent for him? I didn’t. D---- you, who sent for him?
-’Twasn’t I. And--and who’s master here? Who the devil sent for that
-meddling rascal from Wykeford?”
-
-Charles’s voice had risen to a roar as he shook Tom furiously by the
-collar.
-
-Springing back a bit, Tom answered, with his hand grasping his collar
-where the squire had just clutched him.
-
-“I don’t know, I didn’t, and I don’t believe no one did. It’s a smart
-run from here across the common. I don’t believe no one sent from the
-Grange--I’m sure no one went from this--not a bit, not a toe, not a
-soul, I’m sure and certain.”
-
-“What’s this, what’s this, what the devil’s all this, Tom?” said the
-squire, stamping, and shaking his fist in the air, like a man
-distracted.
-
-“Why did you let her go--why did you let them take her--d---- you?
-I’ve a mind to pitch you over that cliff and smash you.”
-
-“Well, sir,” said Tom, making another step or two back, and himself
-pale and stern now, with his open hand raised, partly in deprecation,
-“where’s the good o’ blamin’ me? what could I do wi’ the law again me,
-and how could I tell what you’d think, and _’twarn’t_ no one from this
-sent for him, not one, but news travels apace, and who’s he can stop
-it?--not me, nor _you_,” said Tom, sturdily, “and he just come over of
-his own head, and nabbed her.”
-
-“My God! It’s done. I thought you would not have allowed me to be
-trampled on, and the place insulted; I took ye for a man, Tom. Where’s
-my horse--by heaven, I’ll have him. I’ll make it a day’s work he’ll
-remember. That d---- Rodney, coming down to my house with his
-catchpoles, to pay off old scores, and insult me.”
-
-With his fist clenched and raised, Charles Fairfield ran furiously
-round to the stable yard, followed cautiously by Tom Clinton.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XL.
- PURSUIT.
-
-Having her own misgivings as to the temper in which her master would
-take this _coup_ of the arrest, Mildred Tarnley prudently kept her own
-counsel, and retreated nearly to the kitchen door, while the
-_éclaircissement_ took place outside. Popping in and out to see what
-would come of it, old Mildred affected to be busy about her mops and
-tubs. After a time, in came Tom, looking sulky and hot.
-
-“Is he comin’ this way?” asked Mildred.
-
-“Not him,” answered Tom.
-
-“Where is he?”
-
-“’Twixt this and Wykeford,” he answered, “across the common he’s
-ridin’.”
-
-“To Wykeford, hey?”
-
-“To Wykeford, every foot, if he don’t run him down on the way; and
-when they meet--him and Squire Rodney--’twill be hot and shrewd work
-between them, I tell ye. I’d a rid wi’ him myself if there was a beast
-to carry me, for three agin one is too long odds.”
-
-“Ye don’t mean to tell _me_!” exclaimed Mildred, planting her mop
-perpendicularly on the ground, and leaning immovably on this sceptre.
-
-“Tell ye what?”
-
-“There’s goin’ to be rough work like that on the head o’t?”
-
-“Hot blood, ma’am. Ye know the Fairfields. They folk don’t stand long
-jawin’. It’s like when the blood’s up the hand’s up too.”
-
-“And what’s he to fight for--not that blind beldame, sure?”
-
-“I want my mug o’ beer,” said Tom, turning the conversation.
-
-“Yes, sure,” she said, “yes, ye shall have it. But what for should
-Master Charles go to wry words wi’ Squire Rodney, and what for should
-there be blows and blood spillin’ between ’em? Nonsense!”
-
-“I can’t help ’em. I’d lend master a hand if I could. Squire Rodney’s
-no fool neither--’twill e’en be fight dog, fight bear--and there’s two
-stout lads wi’ him will make short work o’t.”
-
-“Ye don’t think he’s like to be hurt, do ye?”
-
-“Well, ye know, they say fightin’ dogs comes haltin’ home. He’s as
-strong as two, that’s all, and has a good nag under him. Now gi’e me
-my beer.”
-
-“’Twon’t be nothin’, Tom, don’t you think, Tom? It won’t come to
-nothin’?”
-
-“If he comes up wi’ them ’twill be an up-and-down fight, I take it.
-’Twas an unlucky maggot bit him.”
-
-“Bit who?”
-
-“What but the Divil brought Squire Rodney over here?”
-
-“Who knows?” answered the dame, fumbling in her pocket for the key of
-the beer-cellar--“I’m goin’ to fetch your beer, Tom.”
-
-And away she went, and in a minute returned with his draught of beer.
-
-“And I think,” she said, setting it down before him, “’twas well done,
-taking that beast to her right place, do it who might. She’s just a
-bedlam Bess--clean out o’ her wits wi’ wickedness--mad wi’ drink and
-them fits she has. We knows here what she is, and bloody work she’d a
-made last night wi’ that poor young lady, that’ll never be the same
-again--the old limb--and master himself, though he’s angered a bit
-because Justice Rodney did not ask his leave to catch a murderer, if
-ye please, down here at the Grange.”
-
-“There’s more in it, mayhap, than just that,” said Tom, blowing the
-froth off his beer.
-
-“To come down here without with your leave or by your leave, to squat
-in the Grange here like gipsey would on Cressley Common, as tho’ she
-was lady of all--to hurt who she pleased, and live as she liked. More
-in’t than that, ye say, what more?”
-
-“Hoot, how should I know? Mayhap she thinks she’s as good a right as
-another to a bit and a welcome down here.”
-
-“She was here before--years enough gone now, and long enough she
-stayed, and cost a pretty penny, too, I warrant you. Them was more
-tired of her than me--guest ever, welcome never, they say. She was a
-play-actor, or something, long ago--a great idle huzzy, never would
-earn a honest penny, nor do nothing useful, all her days.”
-
-“Aye, Joan reels ill and winds worse, and de’il a stomach she has to
-spin--that’ll be the way wi’ her, I swear--ha, ha, ha. She’ll not be
-growin’ richer, I warrant--left in the mud and found in the mire--they
-folk knows nout o’ thrift, and small luck and less good about ’em.”
-
-“If ye heard her talk, Tom, ye’d soon know what sort she is, always
-cravin’--she would not leave a body a shillin’ if she could help it.”
-
-“Ay, I warrant, women, priests, and poultry have never enough,” said
-Tom. “I know nout about her, nor who she’s a lookin’ after here, but
-she’s safe enough now I take it; and bloody folks, they say, digs
-their own graves. But as I said, I knows nout about her, and I say
-nout, and he that judges as he runs may owertake repentance.”
-
-“’Tis easy judgin’ here, I’m thinkin’. Killin’ and murder’s near akin,
-and when Mr. Charles cools a bit, he’ll thank Squire Rodney for
-riddin’ his house of that blind serpent. ’Tis somethin’ to be so near
-losing his wife. So sure as your hand’s on that mug it would a’ bin
-done while the cat’s lickin’ her ear if he had not bounced in on the
-minute, and once dead, dead as Adam.”
-
-“Who loseth his wife and sixpence hath lost a tester, they do say,”
-answered Tom, with a laugh.
-
-“None but a born beast would say so!” said Mildred Tarnley, with a
-swarthy flush, and striking her hand sternly on the table.
-
-“Well, ’tis only a sayin’, ye know, and no new one neither,” said Tom,
-wiping his mouth with his sleeve, and standing up. “But the mistress
-is a pretty lady, and a kind--and a gentle-born as all may see, and
-I’d give or take a shrewd blow or two, or harm should happen her.”
-
-“Ye’d be no man else, Tom, and I don’t doubt ye. Little thought I last
-night what was in her head, the sly villain, when I left her back
-again in her bed, and the cross door shut and locked. Lord a’ mercy on
-us! To think how the fiend works wi’ his own--smooth and sly
-sometimes, as if butter would not melt in her mouth.”
-
-“’Tis an old sayin’--
-
-
- “‘When the cat winketh,
- Little wots mouse what the cat thinketh,’”
-
-
-said Tom, with a grin and a wag of his head.
-
-“She was neither sleek, nor soft, nor sly for that matter, when I saw
-her. I thought she’d a’ had her claws in my chops; such a catamaran I
-never did see.”
-
-“And how’s the young lady?” asked Tom, clapping his greasy hat on his
-head.
-
-“Hey! dear! I’m glad ye asked,” exclaimed the old woman--“easier
-she’ll be, no doubt, now _that_ devil’s gone. But, dearie me! all’s in
-a jumble till Master Charles comes back, for she’ll not know, poor
-thing, what she’s to do till he talks wi’ her--now all’s changed.”
-
-And Mildred trotted off to see for herself, and to hear what the young
-lady might have to say.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLI.
- DAY--TWILIGHT--DARKNESS.
-
-In their homely sitting-room, with old Dulcibella in friendly
-attendance, Mildred Tarnley found Alice. It is not always that a
-dreadful impression makes itself immediately manifest. Nature rallies
-all her forces at first to meet the danger. A certain excitement of
-resistance sustains the system through a crisis of horror, and often
-for a long time after; and it is not until this extraordinary muster
-of the vital forces begins to dissolve and subside that the shattered
-condition of the normal powers begins to declare itself.
-
-The scene which had just occurred was a dreadful ordeal for Alice. To
-recount, and with effort and minuteness, to gather into order the
-terrific incidents of the night preceding, relate them bit by bit to
-the magistrate as he wrote them down, make oath to their truth as the
-basis of a public prosecution, and most dreadful--the having to see
-and identify the spectre who had murderously assailed her on the night
-before.
-
-Every step affrighted her, the shadow of a moving branch upon the wall
-chilled her with terror; the voices of people who spoke seemed to
-pierce the naked nerve of her ear, and to sing through her head; even
-for a moment faces, kind and familiar, seemed to flicker or darken
-with direful meanings alien from their natures.
-
-In this nervous condition old Mildred found her.
-
-“I come, ma’am, to know what you’d wish to be done,” said she,
-standing at the door with her usual grim little courtesy.
-
-“I don’t quite understand--done about what?” inquired she.
-
-“I mean, ma’am, Tom said you asked him to be ready to drive you from
-here; but as master ha’n’t come back, and things is changed a bit
-here, I thought ye might wish to make a change, mayhap.”
-
-“Oh, oh! thank you, Mrs. Tarnley; I forgot, I’ve been so frightened.
-Oh, Mrs. Tarnley, I wish I could cry--I’d be so much better, I’m sure,
-if I could cry--I feel my throat so odd and my head so confused--it
-seems so many days. If I could think of anything to make me cry.”
-
-Mildred looked at her from the corners of her eyes darkly, as if with
-a hard heart, but I think she pitied her.
-
-“That blind woman’s gone, the beast--I’m glad she’s away; and you’ll
-be the better o’ that, ma’am, I’m thinkin’. I was afeard o’ her a’most
-myself ever since last night; and Master Charles is gone, too, but
-he’ll be back soon.”
-
-“He’ll come _to-day_?” she asked, in consternation.
-
-“To-day, of course, ma’am--in an hour or less, I do suppose; and it
-would not be well done, I’m thinkin’, ma’am, for you to leave the
-Grange till you see him again, for it’s like enough he’ll a’ changed
-his plans.”
-
-“I was thinking so myself. I’d rather wait here to see him--he had so
-much to distract him that he may easily think differently by this
-time. I’m glad, Mrs. Tarnley, you think so, for now I feel confident I
-may wait for his return--I think I ought to wait--and thank you, Mrs.
-Tarnley, for advising me in the midst of my distractions.”
-
-“I just speak my mind, ma’am, and counsel’s no command, as they say;
-and I never liked meddlers; and don’t love to burn my fingers in other
-people’s brewes; so ye’ll please to mind, ma’am, ’tis for your own ear
-I speak, and your own wit will judge; and I wouldn’t have Master
-Charles looking askew, nor like to be shent by him for what’s kindly
-meant to you--not that I owe much kindness nowhere, for since I could
-scour a platter I ever gave work for wage. So ye’ll please not tell
-Master Charles I counselled ye aught in the matter.”
-
-“Certainly, Mrs. Tarnley, just as you wish.”
-
-“Would you please wish anything to eat, ma’am?” inquired Mildred,
-relapsing into her dry, official manner.
-
-“Nothing, Mildred--no, thanks.”
-
-“Ye’ll lose heart, miss, if ye don’t eat--ye must eat.”
-
-“Thanks, Mildred, by-and-by, perhaps.”
-
-Mrs. Tarnley, like many worthy people, regarded eating as a simply
-mechanical process, and wondered why people affected a difficulty
-about it under any circumstances. Somewhat hard of heart, and with
-nerves of wire, she had no idea that a sufficient shock might rob one
-not only of appetite, but positively of the power of eating for days.
-
-Alone, for one moment, Alice could not endure to be--haunted
-unintermittingly by the vague but intense dread of a return of the
-woman who had so nearly succeeded in murdering her, and with nerves
-shattered in that indescribable degree which even a strong man
-experiences for a long time after a murder has been attempted upon him
-perfidiously and by a surprise. The worst panic comes after an
-interval of many hours.
-
-As the day waned, more miserably nervous she became, and more defined
-her terror of the Dutchwoman’s return. That straggling old house, with
-no less than four doors of entrance, favoured the alarms of her
-imagination. Often she thought of her kind old kinswoman, Lady
-Wyndale, and her proffered asylum at her snug house at Oulton.
-
-But that was a momentary picture--no more. Miserable as she was at the
-Grange, until she had seen her husband, learned his plans, and knew
-what his wishes were, that loyal little wife could not dream of going
-to Oulton.
-
-She remained there as the shades of evening darkened over the steep
-roof and solemn trees of Carwell Grange, and more and more grew the
-horror that deepened with darkness, and was aggravated and distracted
-by the continued absence of her husband.
-
-In the sitting-room she stood, listening, with a beating heart. Every
-sound, which at another time would have been unheard, now thrilled her
-with hope or terror.
-
-Old Dulcibella in the room was also frightened--more a great deal than
-she could account for. And even Mildred Tarnley--that hard and grim
-old lady--was touched by the influence of that contagious fear, and
-barred and locked the doors with jealous care, and even looked to the
-fastenings of the windows, and caught some faint shadows of that
-supernatural fear with which Alice Fairfield had come to regard the
-wicked woman out of whose hands she had escaped.
-
-Now and then, when appealed to, she said a short word or two of
-reassurance respecting Charles Fairfield’s unaccountably prolonged
-absence. But the panic of the young lady in like manner on this point
-began to invade her in uncomfortable misgivings.
-
-So uneasy had she grown that at last she despatched Tom, when sunset
-had come without a sign of Charles Fairfield’s return, riding to
-Wykeford. Tom had now returned. A bootless errand it had proved. At
-Wykeford he learned that Charles Fairfield had been there--had been at
-Squire Rodney’s house and about the town, and made inquiries. His
-pursuit had been misdirected. At Wykeford is a House of Correction and
-Reformatory, which institution acts as a prison of ease to the county
-jail. But that jail is in the town of Hatherton, as Charles would have
-easily recollected if his rage had allowed him a moment to think. Tom,
-however, made no attempt further to pursue him, on conjecture, and had
-returned to Carwell Grange, no wiser than he went.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLII.
- HATHERTON.
-
-Charles Fairfield, in true Fairfield wrath, had ridden at a hard
-pace, which helped to keep his blood up, all the way to the bridge of
-Wykeford. He had expected to overtake the magistrate easily before he
-reached that point, and if he had, who knows what might have happened
-next.
-
-Baulked at Wykeford, and learning there how long a ride interposed
-before he could hope to reach him, he turned and followed in a
-somewhat changed mood.
-
-He would himself bail that woman. The question, felony or no
-felony--bailable offence or not bailable--entered not his uninstructed
-head. Be she what she might, assassin--devil, he could not and would
-not permit her to lie in jail. Arrested in his own house, with many
-sufferings and one great wrong to upbraid him with--with rights,
-imaginary he insisted, but honestly believed in, perhaps, by her--with
-other rights, which his tortured heart could not deny, the melancholy
-rights which are founded on outlawry and disgrace, eleemosynary, but
-quite irresistible when pleaded with natures not lost to all good, and
-which proclaim the dreadful equity--that vice has its duties no less
-than virtue.
-
-Baulked in his first violent impulse, Charles rode his hot horse
-quietly along the by-road that leads to Hatherton, over many a steep
-and through many a rut.
-
-Yes, pleasant it would have been to “lick” that rascal Rodney, and
-upset his dog-cart into the ditch, and liberate the distressed damsel.
-But even Charles Fairfield began to perceive consequences, and to
-approve a more moderate course.
-
-At Hatherton was there not Peregrine Hincks, the attorney who carried
-his brother, Harry Fairfield, whose course, any more than that of true
-love, did not always run smooth, through the short turns and breaks
-that disturbed it?
-
-He would go straight to this artist in all manner of quips and cranks
-in parchment, and tell him what he wanted--the most foolish thing
-perhaps in the world, to undo that which his good fortune had done for
-him, and let loose again his trouble.
-
-Scandal! What did the defiant soul of a Fairfield care for scandal?
-Impulsive, reckless, affectionate, not ungenerous--all considerations
-were lost in the one compunctious feeling.
-
-Two hours later he was in the office of Mr. Peregrine Hincks, who
-listened to his statement with a shrewd inflexibility of face. He knew
-as much as Harry Fairfield did of the person who was now under the
-turnkey’s tutelage. But Charles fancied him quite in the dark, and
-treated the subject accordingly.
-
-“We’ll send down to the jail, and learn what she’s committed for, but
-_two_ will be necessary. Who will execute the recognizance with you?”
-
-“I’m certain Harry will do it in a moment,” said Charles.
-
-The attorney was very sure that Harry would do no such thing. But it
-was not necessary to discuss that particular point, nor to insinuate
-officiously his ideas about the county scandal which would follow his
-interposition in favour of a prisoner committed upon a charge
-involving an attempt upon the life of his wife, for the information
-brought back from the prison was such as to convince the attorney that
-bail could not be accepted in the case.
-
-On learning this, Charles’ wrath returned. He stood for a time at the
-chimney-piece, examining in silence a candlestick that stood there,
-and then to the window he went, with a haggard, angry face, and looked
-out for a while with his hands in his pockets.
-
-“Very well. So much the worse for Rodney,” said he suddenly. “I told
-you my sole motive was to snub that fellow. He chose to make an
-arrest in my house--his d----d impertinence!--without the slightest
-reference to me, and I made up my mind, if I could, to let his
-prisoner go. That fellow wants to be kicked--I don’t care twopence
-about anything else, but it’s all one--I’ll find some other way.”
-
-“You’d better have a glass of sherry, sir; you’re a little tired, and
-a biscuit.”
-
-“I’ll have nothing, thanks, till I--till I--what was I going to say?
-Time enough; I have lots to do at home--a great deal, Mr. Hincks--and
-my head aches. I _am_ tired, but I won’t mind the wine, thank you, my
-head is too bad. If I could just clear it of two or three things I’d
-be all right, and rest a little. I’ve been overworked, and I’ll ride
-over here to-morrow--that will do--and we’ll talk it over; and I don’t
-choose the wretched, crazy woman to be shut up in prison, because that
-stupid prig, Rodney, pleases to say she’s insane, and would like to
-hang her, just because she was arrested at Carwell; and--and as you
-say, of course, if she is insane she is best out of the way; but there
-are ways of doing things, and I won’t be bullied by that vulgar snob.
-By ---- if I had caught him to-day I’d have broken his neck, I
-believe.”
-
-“Glad you did _not_ meet him, sir--a row at any time brings one into
-mischief, but an interference with the course of law--don’t you see--a
-very serious affair, indeed!”
-
-“Well, see--yes, I suppose so, and there was just another thing.
-Believing, as I do, that wretched person quite mad--don’t you see?--it
-would be very hard to let her--to let her half starve there where
-they’ve put her--don’t you think?--and I don’t care to go down to the
-place there, and all that; and if you’d just manage to let her have
-this--it’s all I can do just now--but--but it’s happening at my
-house--although I’m not a bit to blame, puts it on me in a way, and I
-think I can’t do less than this.”
-
-He handed a bank-note to the attorney, and was looking all the time on
-a brief that lay on the table.
-
-Mr. Hincks, the respectable attorney, was a little shy, also, as he
-took it.
-
-“I’m to say you sent it to--what’s her name, by-the-by?” he asked.
-
-“Bertha Velderkaust, but you need not mention me--only say it was sent
-to her--that’s all. I’m so vexed, because as you may suppose, I had
-particular reasons for wishing to keep quiet, and I was staying there
-at the Grange, you know--Carwell--and thought I might keep quiet for a
-few weeks; and that wretched maniac comes down there while I was for a
-few days absent, and in one of her fits makes an attack on a member of
-my family; and so my little hiding-place is disclosed, for of course
-such a fracas will be heard of,--it is awfully provoking--I’m rather
-puzzled to know where to go.”
-
-Charles ceased, with a faint, dreary laugh, and the attorney looked at
-his bank-note, which he held by the corners, as the mate, in Mudford’s
-fine story, might at the letter which Vanderdecken wished to send to
-his long-lost wife in Amsterdam.
-
-It was not, however, clear to him that he had any very good excuse for
-refusing to do this trifling kindness for the brother of his
-quarrelsome and litigious client, Harry Fairfield, who, although he
-eschewed costs himself, laid them pretty heavily upon others, and was
-a valuable feeder for Mr. Hincks’ office.
-
-This little commission, therefore, accepted, the attorney saw his
-visitor downstairs. He had already lighted a candle, and in its light
-he thought he never saw a man upon his legs look so ill as Charles,
-and the hand which he gave Mr. Hincks at the steps was dry and
-burning.
-
-“It’s a long ride, sir, to Carwell,” the attorney hesitated.
-
-“The horse has had some oats, thanks, down here,” and he nodded toward
-the Plume of Feathers at which he had put up his beast, “and I shan’t
-be long getting over the ground.”
-
-And without turning about, or a look over his shoulder, he sauntered
-away, in the rising moonlight, toward the little inn.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIII.
- THE WELCOME.
-
-Charles rode his horse slowly homeward. The moon got up before he
-reached the wild expanse of Cressley Common, a wide sea of undulating
-heath, with here and there a grey stone peeping above its surface in
-the moonlight like a distant sail.
-
-Charles was feverish--worn out in body and mind--literally. Some men
-more than others are framed to endure misery, and live on, and on, and
-on in despair. Is this melancholy strength better, or the weakness
-that faints under the first strain of the rack? Happy that at the
-longest it cannot be for very long--happy that “man that is born of a
-woman hath but a short time to live,” seeing that he is “full of
-misery.”
-
-Charles was conscious only of extreme fatigue; that for days he had
-eaten little and rested little, and that his short snatches of sleep,
-harassed by the repetition of his waking calculations and horrors,
-tired rather than refreshed him.
-
-When fever is brewing, just as electric lights glimmer from the sullen
-mask of cloud on the eve of a storm, there come sometimes odd
-flickerings that seem to mock and warn.
-
-Every overworked man, who has been overtaken by fever in the midst of
-his toil and complications, knows well the kind of tricks his brain
-has played him on the verge of that chaos.
-
-Charles put his hand to his breast, and felt in his pocket for a
-letter, the appearance of which was sharp and clear on his retina as
-if he had seen it but a moment before.
-
-“What have I done with it?” he asked himself--“the letter Hincks gave
-me?”
-
-He searched his pockets for it, a letter of which this picture was so
-bright--purely imaginary! He was going to turn about and search the
-track he had traversed for it; but he bethought him, “To whom was the
-letter written?” No answer could he find. “To whom?” To no
-one--nothing--an imagination. Conscious on a sudden, he was scared.
-
-“I want a good rest--I want some sleep--waking dreams. This is the
-way fellows go mad. What the devil can have put it into my head?”
-
-Now rose before him the tall trees that gather as you approach the
-vale of Carwell, and soon the steep gables and chimneys of the Grange
-glimmered white among their boughs.
-
-There in his mind, as unaccountably, was the fancy that he had met and
-spoken with his father, old Squire Harry, at the Catstone, as he
-crossed the moor.
-
-“I’ll give his message--yes, I’ll give your message.”
-
-And he thought what possessed him to come out without his hat, and he
-looked whiter than ever.
-
-And then he thought, “What brought him there?”
-
-And then, “What _was_ his message?”
-
-Again a shock, a chasm--his brain had mocked him.
-
-Dreadful when that potent servant begins to mutiny, and instead of
-honest work for its master finds pastime for itself in fearful sport.
-
-“My God! what am I thinking of?” he said, with a kind of chill,
-looking back over his shoulder.
-
-His tired horse was plucking a mouthful of grass that grew at the foot
-of a tree.
-
-“We are both used up,” he said, letting his horse, at a quicker pace,
-pursue its homeward path. “Poor fellow, you are tired as well as I.
-I’ll be all right, I dare say, in the morning if I could only sleep.
-Something wrong--something a little wrong--that sleep will cure--all
-right to-morrow.”
-
-He looked up as he passed toward the windows of his and Alice’s room.
-When he was out a piece of the shutter was always open. But if so
-to-night there was no light in the room, and with a shock and a
-dreadful imperfection of recollection, the scene which occurred on the
-night past returned.
-
-“Yes, my God! so it was,” he said, as he stopped at the yard gate.
-“Alice--I forget--did I see Alice after that, did I--did they tell
-me--what is it?”
-
-He dismounted, and felt as if he were going to faint. His finger was
-on the latch, but he had not courage to raise it. Vain was his effort
-to remember. Painted in hues of light was that dreadful crisis before
-his eyes, but how had it ended? Was he going quite mad?
-
-“My God help me,” he muttered again and again. “Is there anything bad.
-I can’t recall it. Is there anything very bad?”
-
-“Open the door, it is he, I’m sure, I heard the horse,” cried the
-clear voice of Alice from within.
-
-“Yes, I, it’s I,” he cried in a strange rapture.
-
-And in another moment the door was open, and Charles had clasped his
-wife to his heart.
-
-“Darling, darling, I’m so glad. You’re quite well?” he almost sobbed.
-
-“Oh, Ry, my own, my own husband, my Ry, he’s safe, he’s quite well.
-Come in. Thank God, he’s back again with his poor little wife, and oh,
-darling, we’ll never part again. Come in, come in, my darling.”
-
-Old Mildred secured the door, and Tom took the horse round to the
-stable, and as she held her husband clasped in her arms, tears, long
-denied to her, came to her relief, and she wept long and convulsingly.
-
-“Oh, Ry, it has been such a dreadful time; but you’re safe, aren’t
-you?”
-
-“Quite. Oh! yes, quite darling--very well.”
-
-“But, Oh, Ry, you look so tired. You’re not ill, are you, darling?”
-
-“Not ill, only tired. Nothing, not much, tired and stupid, want of
-rest.”
-
-“You must have some wine, you look so very ill.”
-
-“Well, yes, I’m tired. Thanks, Mildred, that will do,” and he drank
-the glass of sherry she gave him.
-
-“A drop more?” inquired old Mildred, holding the decanter stooped over
-his glass.
-
-“No, thanks, no, I--it tastes oddly--or perhaps I’m not quite well
-after all.”
-
-Charles now felt his mind clear again, and his retrospect was
-uncrossed by those spectral illusions of the memory that seem to
-threaten the brain with subjugation.
-
-Better the finger of death than of madness should touch his brain,
-perhaps. His love for his wife, not dethroned, only in abeyance, was
-restored. Such dialogues as theirs are little interesting to any but
-the interlocutors.
-
-With their fear and pain, agitated, troubled, there is love in their
-words. Those words, then, though in him, troubled with inward
-upbraidings, in her with secret fears and cares, are precious. There
-may not be many more between them.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIV.
- THE WYKEFORD DOCTOR.
-
-A few days had passed and a great change had come. Charles Fairfield,
-the master of the Grange, lay in his bed, and the Wykeford doctor
-admitted to Alice that he could not say what might happen. It was a
-very grave case--fever--and the patient could not have been worse
-handled in those early days of the attack, on which sometimes so much
-depends.
-
-People went to and fro on tiptoe, and talked in whispers, and the
-patient moaned, and prattled, unconscious generally of all that was
-passing. Awful hours and days of suspense! The Doctor said, and
-perhaps he was right, to kind Lady Wyndale, who came over to see
-Alice, and learned with consternation the state of things, that, under
-the special circumstances, her nerves having been so violently acted
-upon by terror, this diversion of pain and thought into quite another
-channel might be the best thing, on the whole, that could have
-happened to her.
-
-It was now the sixth day of this undetermined ordeal.
-
-Alice watched the Doctor’s countenance with her very soul in her eyes,
-as he made his inspection, standing at the bedside, and now and then
-putting a question to Dulcibella or to Alice, or to the nurse whom he
-had sent to do duty in the sick-room from Wykeford.
-
-“Well?” whispered poor Alice, who had accompanied him downstairs, and
-pale as death, drew him into the sitting-room, and asked her question.
-
-“Well, Doctor, what do you think to-day?”
-
-“Not much to report. Very little change. We must have patience, you
-know, for a day or two; and you need not to be told, my dear ma’am,
-that good nursing is half the battle, and in better hands he need not
-be; I’m only afraid that you are undertaking too much yourself. That
-woman, Marks, you may rely upon, implicitly; a most respectable and
-intelligent person; I never knew her to make a mistake yet, and she
-has been more than ten years at this work.”
-
-“Yes, I’m sure she is. I like her very much. And don’t you think him a
-little better?” she pleaded.
-
-“Well, you know, as long as he holds his own and don’t lose ground, he
-_is_ better; that’s all we can say; not to be worse, as time elapses,
-is in effect, to be better; that you _may_ say.”
-
-She was looking earnestly into the clear blue eyes of the old man, who
-turned them kindly upon her, from under his shaggy white eyebrows.
-
-“Oh! thank God, then you do think him better?”
-
-“In that sense, yes,” he answered cautiously, “but, of course, we must
-have patience, and we shall soon know more, a great deal more, and I
-do sincerely hope it may all turn out quite right; but the brain has
-been a good deal overpowered; there’s a tendency to a sort of state we
-call comatose; it indicates too much pressure there, d’ye see. I’d
-rather have him talking more nonsense, with less of that sleep, as you
-suppose it, but it isn’t sleep--a very different sort of thing. I’ve
-been trying to salivate him, but he’s plaguy obstinate. We’ll try
-to-night what dividing the pills into four each, and shortening the
-intervals a little will do; it sometimes does wonders--we’ll see--and
-a great deal depends on our succeeding in salivating. If we succeeded
-in effecting that, I think all the rest would proceed satisfactorily,
-that’s one of our difficulties just at this moment. If you send over
-your little messenger, the sooner the better, she shall have the
-pills, and let him take one the moment they come--pretty flower that
-is,” he interpolated, touching the petal of one that stood neglected,
-in its pot, on a little table at the window. “That’s not a geranium:
-it’s a pelargonium. I did not know there were such things down
-here--and you’ll continue, I told her everything else, and go on just
-as before.”
-
-“And you think he’s better--I mean just a little?” she pleaded again.
-
-“Well, well, you know, I said all I could, and we must hope--we must
-hope, you know, that everything may go on satisfactorily, and I’ll go
-further. I’ll say I don’t see at all why we should despair of such a
-result. Keep up your spirits, ma’am, and be cheery. We’ll do our duty
-all, and leave the rest in the hands of God.”
-
-“And I suppose, Dr. Willett, we shall see you to-morrow at the usual
-hour?”
-
-“Certainly, ma’am, and I don’t think there will be any change to speak
-of till, probably, Thursday.”
-
-And her heart sank down with one dreadful dive at mention of that day
-of trial that might so easily be a day of doom.
-
-And she answered his farewell, and smiled faintly, and followed his
-steps through the passage, freezing with that fear, it seemed, that
-she did not breathe, and that her heart ceased beating, and that she
-glided like a spirit. She stopped, and he passed into the yard to his
-horse, turning his shrewd, pale face, with a smile and a nod, as he
-stepped across the door-stone, and he said--
-
-“Good-bye, ma’am, and look out for me to-morrow as usual, and be
-cheery, mind. Look at the bright side, you know; there’s no reason you
-shouldn’t.”
-
-She answered his smile as best she could, but her heart was full; an
-immense sorrow was there. She was frightened. She hurried into the
-homely sitting-room, and wept in an agony unspeakable.
-
-The doctor, she saw, pitied and wished to cheer her; but how dreadful
-was his guarded language. She thought that he would speak to others in
-a different vein, and so, in fact, he did. His opinion was clear
-against Charles Fairfield’s chance of ever being on his feet again.
-“It was a great pity--a young fellow.” The doctor thought every one
-young whose years were ten less than his own. “A tall, handsome fellow
-like that, and Squire of Wyvern in a year or two, and a good-natured
-sort of fellow he heard. It was a pity, and that poor little wife of
-his--and likely to be a mother soon--God help her.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLV.
- SPEECH RETURNS.
-
-The dreaded day came and passed, and Charles Fairfield was not dead,
-but better. The fever was abating, but never did the vital spark burn
-lower in living man. Seeing that life was so low in his patient, that
-there was nothing between it and death, the doctor ordered certain
-measures to be taken.
-
-“The fever is going, you see, but his strength is not coming, nor
-won’t for a while. It’s a very nice thing, I can tell you, to bring
-him to land with such fine tackle. I’ve brought a salmon ten pound
-weight into my net with a bit of a trout rod as light as a rush
-almost. But this is nicer play--not, mind you, that I’d have you in
-the dumps, ma’am, but it will be necessary to watch him as a cat would
-a mouse. Now, you’ll have on the table by his bed three
-bottles--decanted all, and ready for use instantaneously. Beside that
-claret you’ll have a bottle of port, and you must also have a bottle
-of brandy. He’ll be always at his tricks, going to faint, and you
-mustn’t let him. Because, ma’am, it might not be easy to get him out
-of such a faint, and a faint is death, ma’am, if it lasts long enough.
-Now, you’re not to be frightened.”
-
-“Oh, no, Doctor Willett.”
-
-“No, _that_ would not do neither; but I want you clearly to see the
-importance of it. Let him have the claret to his lips constantly--in a
-tumbler, mind--you can’t give him too much; and whenever you see him
-look faint, you must reinforce that with port; and no mincing of
-matters--none of your half measures. I’d rather you made him drunk
-three times a day than run the least risk once of the other thing; and
-if the port doesn’t get him up quick enough, you must fire away with
-the brandy; and don’t spare it--don’t be afraid--we’ll get him round,
-in time, with jellies and other good things; but life must be
-maintained in the meanwhile any way--every way--whatever way we can.
-So mind, _three_--claret, port, brandy.”
-
-He held up three fingers as he named them, touching them in
-succession.
-
-“That’s a fire it’s better should burn a bit too fiercely for an hour
-than sink too low for a second; once out, out for ever.”
-
-“Thanks, Doctor Willett, I understand quite; and you’ll be here
-to-morrow, won’t you, at the usual hour?”
-
-“Certainly, ma’am, and it’s high time you should begin to take a
-little care of yourself; you must, indeed, or you’ll rue it; you’re
-too much on your feet, and you have had no rest night or day, and it’s
-quite necessary you should, unless you mean to put yourself out of the
-world, which would not do at all. We can’t spare you, ma’am, we can’t
-indeed--a deal too valuable.”
-
-For some time Charles Fairfield continued in very much the same state.
-At the end of three or four days he signed faintly to Alice, who was
-in the room, with her large soft eyes gazing on the invalid, whenever
-she could look unperceived. She got up gently and came close to him.
-
-“Yes, darling,” and she lowered her head that he might speak more
-easily.
-
-Charles whispered--
-
-“Quite well?”
-
-“You feel quite well? Thank God,” she answered, her large eyes filling
-with tears.
-
-“Not I--you,” he whispered with querulous impatience; “ain’t you?”
-
-“Quite, darling.”
-
-His fine blue Fairfield eyes were raised to her face.
-
-With a short sigh, he whispered--
-
-“I’m glad.”
-
-She stooped gently and kissed his thin cheek.
-
-“I’ve been dreaming so much,” he whispered. “Will you tell me exactly
-what happened--just before my illness--something happened here?”
-
-In a low murmur she told him.
-
-When she stopped he waited as if expecting more, and then he
-whispered--
-
-“I thought so--yes.”
-
-And he sighed heavily.
-
-“You’re tired, darling,” she said; “you must take a little wine.”
-
-“I hate it,” he whispered--“tired of it.”
-
-“But, darling, the doctor says you must--and--for my sake won’t you?”
-
-The faintest possible smile lighted his pale face.
-
-“Kind,” he whispered.
-
-And when she placed the glass of claret to his lips he sipped a little
-and turned away his head languidly.
-
-“Enough. Bring me my dressing-case,” he whispered.
-
-She did so.
-
-“The key was in my purse, I think. Open it, Ally.”
-
-She found the key and unlocked that inlaid box.
-
-“Underneath there are two or three letters in a big envelope. Keep
-them for me; don’t part with them,” he whispered.
-
-She lifted a long envelope containing some papers, and the faintest
-nod indicated that they were what he sought.
-
-“Keep it safe. Put the case away.”
-
-When she came back, looking at her, he raised his eyebrows ever so
-little, and moved his head. She understood his sign and stooped again
-to listen.
-
-“She mustn’t be prosecuted, she’s mad--Ally, mind.”
-
-“Darling, whatever you wish.”
-
-“Good, Ally; that’s enough.”
-
-There was a little pause.
-
-“You did not take enough claret, darling Ry. Won’t you take a little
-more for your poor little Ally?” whispered she anxiously.
-
-“I’m very well, darling; by-and-by sleep; is better.”
-
-So he laid his cheek closer to the pillow and closed his eyes, and
-Alice Fairfield stole on tiptoe to her chair, and with another look at
-him and a deep sigh, she sat down and took her work.
-
-Silent was the room, except for the low breathing of the invalid. Half
-an hour passed, and Alice stole softly to the bedside. He was awake,
-and said faintly--
-
-“Was it your mother?”
-
-“Who, darling?”
-
-“Talking.”
-
-“No one was talking, darling.”
-
-“I saw her; I thought I heard--_not_ her--some one talking.”
-
-“No, darling Ry, nothing.”
-
-“Dreams; yes,” he murmured, and was quiet again.
-
-Sad and ominous seemed those little wanderings. But such things are
-common in sickness. It was simply weakness.
-
-In a little time she came over softly, and sat down by his pillow.
-
-“I was looking down, Ally,” he whispered.
-
-“I’ll get it, darling. Something on the floor, is it?” she asked,
-looking down.
-
-“No, down to my feet; it’s very long--stretched.”
-
-“Are your feet warm, darling?”
-
-“Quite,” and he sighed and closed his eyes.
-
-She continued sitting by his pillow.
-
-“When Willie died, my brother, I was just fifteen.”
-
-Then came a pause.
-
-“Willie was the handsomest,” he murmured on.
-
-“Willie was elder--nineteen, very tall. Handsome Willie, he liked me
-the best. I cried a deal that day. I used to cry alone, every day in
-the orchard, or by the river. He’s in the churchyard at Wyvern. I
-wonder shall I see it any more. There was rain the day of the
-funeral, they say it is lucky. It was a long coffin, the Fairfields
-you know----”
-
-“Darling Ry, you are talking too much, it will tire you; take ever so
-little claret, to please your poor little Ally.”
-
-This time he did quite quietly, and then closed his eyes, and dozed.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVI.
- HARRY DRINKS A GLASS AND SPILLS A GLASS.
-
-About an hour after, old Dulcibella came to the door and knocked.
-Charles Fairfield had slept a little, and was again awake. Into that
-still darkened room she came to whisper her message.
-
-“Mr. Harry’s come, and he’s downstairs, and he’d like to see you, and
-he wanted to know whether he could see the master.”
-
-“I’ll go down and see him; say I’ll see him with pleasure,” said
-Alice. “Harry is here, darling,” she said gently, drawing near to the
-patient, “but you can’t see him, of course.”
-
-“I must,” whispered the invalid peremptorily.
-
-“Darling, are you well enough? I’m sure you ought not. If the doctor
-were here he would not allow it. Don’t think of it, darling Ry, and
-he’ll come again in a few days, when you are stronger.”
-
-“It will do me good,” whispered Charles. “Bring him--you tire me;
-_wait, she_ can tell him. I’ll see him alone; go, go, Ally, go.”
-
-She would have remonstrated, but she saw that in his flushed and
-irritated looks, which warned her against opposing him further.
-
-“You are to go down, Dulcibella, and bring Mr. Harry to the room to
-see your master; and, Dulcibella, like a dear good creature, won’t you
-tell him how weak Master Charles is?” she urged, following her to the
-lobby, “and beg of him not to stay long.”
-
-In a minute or two more the clank of Harry Fairfield’s boot was heard
-on the stair. He pushed open the door, and stepped in.
-
-“Hullo! Charlie--dark enough to blind a horse here--all right, now. I
-hear you’ll be on your legs again--I can’t see you, upon my soul, not
-a stim a’most--before you see three Sundays--you mustn’t be tiring
-yourself. I’m not talking too loud, eh? Would you mind an inch or two
-more of the shutter open?”
-
-“No,” said Charles, faintly. “A little.”
-
-“There, that isn’t much. I’m beginning to see a bit now. You’ve had a
-stiff bout this time, Charlie, ’twasn’t typhus, nothing infectious,
-chiefly the upper story; but you had a squeak for it, my lad. I’d ’a
-came over to look after you but my hands was too full.”
-
-“No good, Harry; could not have spoken, or seen you. Better now.”
-
-“A bit shaky still,” said Harry, lowering his voice. “You’ll get o’er
-that, though, fast enough. Keeping your spirits up, I see,” and Harry
-winked at the decanters. “Summat better than that rot-gut claret, too.
-This is the stuff to put life in you. Port, yes.” He filled his
-brother’s glass, smelled to it, and drank it off. “So it is, and right
-good port. I’ll drink your health, Charlie,” he added, playfully
-filling his glass again.
-
-“I’m glad you came, Harry, I feel better,” said the invalid, and he
-extended his thin hand upon the bed to his brother.
-
-“Hoot! of course you do,” said Harry, looking hard at him, for he was
-growing accustomed to the imperfect light. “You’ll do very well, and
-Alice, I hear, is quite well also. And so you’ve had a visit from the
-old soldier, and a bit of a row, eh?”
-
-“Very bad, Harry. Oh! God help me,” moaned Charles.
-
-“She ain’t pretty, and she ain’t pleasant--bad without and worse
-within, like a collier’s sack,” said Harry, with a disgusted grimace,
-lifting his eyebrows and shaking his head.
-
-“She’s headlong and headstrong, and so there has been bad work. I
-don’t know what’s to be done.”
-
-“The best thing to be done’s to let her alone,” said Harry. “They’ve
-put her up at Hatherton, I hear.”
-
-“That’s one thing,” murmured Charles, with a great sigh. “I’m a
-heart-broken man, Harry.”
-
-“That’s easy mended. Don’t prosecute, that’s all. Get out o’ the
-country when you’re well enough, and they must let her go, and maybe
-the lesson won’t do her no great harm.”
-
-“I’m glad I have you to talk to,” murmured Charles, with another great
-sigh. “I can’t get it out of my head. You’ll help me, Harry?”
-
-“All I can--’taint much.”
-
-“And, Harry, there’s a thing that troubles me.” He paused, it seemed,
-exhausted.
-
-“Don’t mind it now, you’re tirin’ yourself. Drink a glass o’ this.”
-
-And he filled the glass from which he had been drinking his port.
-
-“No, I hate wine,” he answered. “No, no, by-and-by, perhaps.”
-
-“You know best,” he acquiesced. “I suppose I must drink it myself,”
-which necessity he complied with accordingly. “I heard the news, you
-know, and I’d a come sooner but I’m taking an action next ’sizes on a
-warranty about the grey filly against that d----d rogue, Farmer Lundy,
-and had to be off t’other side o’ Wyvern wi’ the lawyer. ’Taint easy
-to hold your own wi’ the cheatin’ chaps that’s going now, I can tell
-ye.”
-
-“I’m no good to talk now, Harry. You’ll find me better next time,
-only, Harry, mind, remember, I mayn’t be long for this world, and--I
-give you my honour--I swear, in the presence of God, who’ll judge me,
-I never was married to Bertha. It’s a lie. I knew she’d give me
-trouble some day; but it’s a lie. Alice is my wife. I never had a wife
-but Alice, by G-- Almighty! That other’s a lie. Don’t you know it’s a
-lie, Harry?”
-
-“Don’t be botherin’ yourself about that now,” said Harry, coldly, with
-rather a sullen countenance, looking askance through the open space in
-the window shutter to the distant horizon. “Long heads, my lad, and
-lawyers lear for the quips and cranks o’ law. What should I know?”
-
-“Harry, I know you love me; you won’t let wrong be believed,” said
-Charles Fairfield, in a voice suddenly stronger than he had spoken in
-before.
-
-“I won’t let wrong be believed,” he answered coolly, perhaps sulkily;
-and he looked at him steadily for a little with his mouth sullenly
-open.
-
-“You know, Harry,” he pleaded, “there’s a little child coming: it
-would not do to wrong it. Oh! Harry, don’t you love your poor, only
-brother?”
-
-Harry looked as if he was going to say something saucy, but instead of
-that, he broke into a short laugh.
-
-“Upon my soul, Charlie, a fellow’d think you took me for an
-affidavit-man. When did I ever tell now’t but the truth? Sich rot! A
-chap like me, that’s faulted always for bein’ too blunt and
-plain-spoken, and as for likin’, I’d like to know what else brings me
-here. Of course I don’t say I love any one, all out, as well as Harry
-Fairfield. You’re my brother, and I stand by you according; but as I
-said before, I love my shirt very well, but I like my skin better.
-Hey! And that’s all fair.”
-
-“All fair, Harry--I’ll--I’ll talk no more now, Harry. I’ll lie down
-for a little, and we’ll meet again.”
-
-Harry was again looking through the space of the open shutter, and he
-yawned. He was thinking of taking his leave.
-
-In this “brown study” he was interrupted by a sound. It was like the
-beginning of a little laugh. He looked at Charlie, who had uttered it;
-his thin hand was extended toward the little table at the bed-side,
-and his long arm in its shirt-sleeve. His eyes were open, but his
-face was changed. Harry had seen death often enough to recognise it.
-With a dreadful start, he was on his feet, and had seized his brother
-by the shoulder.
-
-“Charlie, man--Charlie! look at me--my God!” and he seized the brandy
-bottle and poured ever so much into the open lips. It flowed over from
-the corners of the mouth, over cheek and chin; the throat swallowed
-not; the eyes stared their earnest stare, unchanging into immeasurable
-distance. Charles Fairfield was among the Fairfields of other times;
-hope and fear, the troubles and the dream, ended.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVII.
- HOME TO WYVERN.
-
-When a sick man dies he leaves his bed and his physic. His best
-friend asks him not to stay, and sweetheart and kindred concur in
-putting him out of doors, to lie in a bed of clay, under the sky, come
-frost, or storm, or rain; a dumb outcast from fireside, tankard, and
-even the talk of others.
-
-Tall Charles Fairfield, of the blue eyes, was, in due course, robed in
-his strange white suit, boxed up and screwed down, with a plated
-inscription over his cold breast, recounting his Christian and
-surnames, and the tale of his years.
-
-If from that serene slumber he could have been called again, the loud
-and exceeding bitter cry, the wild farewell of his poor little Ally
-would have wakened him; but her loving Ry, her hero, slept on, with
-the unearthly light on his face till the coffin-lid hid it, and in the
-morning the athlete passed downstairs on men’s shoulders, and was slid
-reverently into a hearse, and went away to old Wyvern churchyard.
-
-At ten o’clock in the morning, Charlie Fairfield was on the ground.
-Was old Squire Harry there to meet his son, and follow his coffin to
-the aisle of the ancient little church, and thence to his place in the
-churchyard?
-
-Not he.
-
-“Serve him right,” said the Squire, when he heard it. “I’m d----d if
-he’ll lie in our vault; let him go to Parson Maybell, yonder, under
-the trees; _I_’ll not have him.”
-
-So Charles Fairfield is buried there under the drip of those
-melancholy old trees, close by the gentle vicar and his good and
-pretty wife, over whom the grass has grown long, and the leaves of
-twenty summers have bloomed and fallen, and whose forlorn and
-beautiful little child was to be his bride, and is now his widow.
-
-Harry Fairfield was there, with the undertaker’s black cloak over his
-well-knit Fairfield shoulders. He nodded to this friend and that in
-the crowd, gruffly. His face was lowering with thought, his eyes cast
-down, and sometimes raised in an abstracted glare to the face of some
-unobserved bystander for a few moments. Conspicuous above other
-uncovered heads was his. The tall stature, and statuesque proportions
-of his race would have marked him without the black mantle for the
-kinsman of the dead Fairfield.
-
-Up to Wyvern House, after the funeral was over, went Harry. The old
-man, his hat in his hand, was bareheaded, on the steps; as he
-approached he nodded to his last remaining son. Three were gone now. A
-faint sunlight glinted on his old features; a chill northern air
-stirred his white locks. A gloomy, but noble image of winter the gaunt
-old man presented.
-
-“Well, that’s over; where’s the lad buried?”
-
-“Just where you wished, sir, near Vicar Maybell’s grave, under the
-trees.”
-
-The old Squire grunted an assent.
-
-“The neighbours was there, I dare say?”
-
-“Yes, sir, _all_--I think.”
-
-“I shouldn’t wonder--they liked Charlie--they did. He’s buried up
-there alone--well, he deserved it. Was Dobbs there, from Craybourne?
-He was good to Dobbs. He gave that fellow twenty pun’ once, like a big
-fool, when Dobbs was druv to the wall, the time he lost his cattle;
-_he_ was there?”
-
-“Yes, I saw Dobbs there, sir, he was crying.”
-
-“More fool Dobbs--more fool he,” said the Squire, and then came a
-short pause; “cryin’ was he?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“He’s a big fool--Dobbs is a fool.”
-
-“A man cryin’ always looks a fool, the rum faces they makes when
-they’re blubbin’,” observed Harry. “Some o’ the Wykeford folk was
-there--Rodney was at his funeral.”
-
-“Rodney? He didn’t like a bone in his skin. Rodney’s a bad dog. What
-brought Rodney to _my_ son’s funeral?”
-
-“He’s took up wi’ them preachin’ folk at Wykeford, I’m told, and he
-came down, I s’pose, to show the swaddlers what a forgivin’,
-charitable chap he is. Before he put on his hat, he come over and put
-out his hand to me.”
-
-“And ye took it! ye know ye took it.”
-
-“Well, the folk was lookin’ on, and he took me so short,” said Harry.
-
-“Charlie wouldn’t ’a done that; he wouldn’t ’a took his hand over your
-grave; but you’re not like us--never was; you were cut out for a
-lawyer, I think.”
-
-“Well, the folk would ’a talked, ye know, sir.”
-
-“Talked, sir, would they?” retorted the Squire, with an angry leer, “I
-never cared the crack o’ a cart-whip what the folk talked--let ’em
-talk, d---- ’em. And ye had no gloves, Dickon says, nor nothin’,
-buried like a dog ’a most, up in a corner there.”
-
-“Ye told me not to lay out a shillin’, sir,” said Harry.
-
-“If I did I did, but angry folk don’t always mean all they says; no
-matter, we’re done wi’ it now--it’s over. He was worth ye all,” broke
-out the Squire passionately; “I could ’a liked him, if he had ’a liked
-me--if he had ’a let me, but he didn’t, and--there it is.”
-
-So the Squire walked on a little hastily, which was his way when he
-chose to be alone, down the steps with gaunt, stumbling gait, and
-slowly away into the tall woods close by, and in that ancestral shadow
-disappeared.
-
-Future--present--past. The future--mist, a tint, and shadow. The cloud
-on which fear and hope project their airy phantoms, living in
-imagination, and peopled by romance--a dream of dreams. The present
-only we possess man’s momentary dominion, plastic under his hand as
-the clay under the potter’s--always a moment of the present in our
-absolute power--always that fleeting, plastic moment speeding into the
-past--immutable, eternal. The metal flows molten by, and then chills
-and fixes for ever. So with the life of man--so with the spirit of
-man. Work while it is called day. The moment fixes the retrospect, and
-death the character, for ever. The heart knoweth its own bitterness.
-The proud man looks on the past he has made. The hammer of Thor can’t
-break it; the fire that is not quenched can’t melt it. His thoughtless
-handiwork will be the same for ever.
-
-Old Squire Harry did not talk any more about Charlie. About a month
-after this he sent to Craybourne to say that Dobbs must come up to
-Wyvern. Dobbs’ heart failed him when he heard it. Every one was afraid
-of old Squire Harry, for in his anger he regarded neither his own
-interest nor other men’s safety.
-
-“Ho, Dobbs! you’re not fit for Craybourne, the farm’s too much for
-you, and I’ve nothing else to gi’e ye.” Dobbs’ heart quailed at these
-words. “You’re a fool, Dobbs--you’re a fool--you’re not equal to it,
-man. I wonder you didn’t complain o’ your rent. It’s too much--too
-high by half. I told Cresswell to let you off every rent day a good
-penn’orth, for future, and don’t you talk about it to no one, ’twould
-stop that.” He laid his hand on Dobbs’ shoulder, and looked not
-unkindly in his face.
-
-And then he turned and walked away, and Dobbs knew that his audience
-was over.
-
-And the old Squire was growing older, and grass and weeds were growing
-apace over handsome Charlie Fairfield’s grave in Wyvern. But the old
-man never sent to Carwell Grange, nor asked questions about Alice.
-That wound was not healed, as death heals some.
-
-Harry came, but Alice was ill, and could not see him. Lady Wyndale
-came, and her she saw, and that good-natured kinswoman made her
-promise that she would come and live with her so soon as she was well
-enough to leave the Grange.
-
-And Alice lay still in her bed, as the doctor commanded, and her heart
-seemed breaking. The summer would return, but Ry would never come
-again. The years would come and pass--how were they to be got over?
-And, oh! the poor little thing that was coming!--what a sad welcome!
-It would break her heart to look at it. “Oh, Ry, Ry, Ry, my darling!”
-
-So the morning broke and evening closed, and her great eyes were wet
-with tears--“the rain it raineth every day.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVIII.
- A TWILIGHT VISIT.
-
-In the evening Tom had looked in at his usual hour, and was
-recruiting himself with his big mug of beer and lump of bread and
-cheese at the kitchen table, and now the keen edge of appetite removed,
-he was talking agreeably. This was what he called his supper. The flush
-of sunset on the sky was fading into twilight, and Tom was chatting
-with old Mildred Tarnley.
-
-“Who’d think it was only three weeks since the funeral?” said
-Tom--“three weeks to-morrow.”
-
-“Ay, to-morrow. ’Twas a Thursday, I mind, by the little boy comin’
-from Gryce’s mill, for the laundress’s money, by noon. Two months ago,
-to look at him, you’d ’a said there was forty years’ life in him; but
-death keeps no calendar, they say. I wonder Harry Fairfield isn’t here
-oftener. Though she might not talk wi’ him nor see him, the sound o’
-his voice in the house would do her good--his own brother, you know.”
-
-“Dead men, ’tis an old sayin’, is kin to none,” said Tom. “They goes
-their own gate, and so does the livin’.”
-
-“There’s that woman in jail. What’s to be done wi’ her, and who’s to
-talk wi’ the lawyer folk?” said Mildred.
-
-“Ill luck came wi’ her to Carwell,” said Tom. “Pity he ever set eyes
-on her; but chances will be, and how can cat help it if maid be a
-fool? I don’t know nothin’ o’ that business, but in this world nout
-for nout is the most of our wages, and I take it folks knows what they
-are about, more or less.”
-
-Mildred Tarnley sniffed at this oracular speech, and turned up her
-nose, and went over to the dresser and arranged some matters there.
-
-“The days is shortening apace. My old eyes can scarce see over here
-without a candle,” she said, returning. “But there’s a many a thing to
-be settled in this house, I’m thinkin’.”
-
-Tom nodded an acquiescence, and stood up and stretched himself, and
-looked up to the darkening sky.
-
-“The crows is home in Carwell Wood; ’twill be time to be turning keys
-and drawing of bolts,” said Tom. “Ay, many a thing ’ll want settlin’,
-I doubt, down here, and who’s to do it?”
-
-“Ay, who’s to do it?” repeated Mildred. “I tell ye, Tom, there’s many
-a thing--_too_ many a thing--more than ye wot of--enough to bring him
-out o’ his grave, Tom--as I’ve heered stories, many a one, wi’ less
-reason.”
-
-As she ceased, a clink of a horseshoe was heard in the little yard
-without, and a tall figure leading a horse, as Charles Fairfield used
-often to do, on his late returns to his home, looked in at the
-window--in that uncertain twilight, in stature, attitude, and, as well
-as she could see, in face, so much resembling the deceased master of
-Carwell Grange, that Mrs. Tarnley gasped--
-
-“My good Lord! Who’s that?”
-
-Something of the same momentary alarm puzzled Tom, who frowned wildly
-at it, with his fists clenched beside him.
-
-It was Harry Fairfield, who exhibited, as sometimes happens in certain
-lights and moments, a family resemblance, which had never struck those
-most familiar with his appearance.
-
-“Lawk, it’s Mr. Harry; run out, Tom, and take his nag, will ye?”
-
-Out went Tom, and in came Harry Fairfield. He looked about him. He did
-not smile facetiously and nod, and take old Mildred’s dubious hand, as
-he was wont, and crack a joke, not always very welcome or very
-pleasant, to the tune of--
-
-
- “Nobody coming to marry me--
- Nobody coming to woo.”
-
-
-On the contrary, he looked as if he saw nothing there but walls and
-twilight, and as heavy laden with gloomy thoughts as the troubled
-ghost she had imagined.
-
-“How is Miss Ally? how is your mistress?” at last he inquired
-abruptly. “Only middling?”
-
-“Ailing, sir,” answered Mildred, dryly.
-
-“Tell her I’m here, will ye? and has something to tell her and talk
-over, and will make it as short as I can. Tell her I’d a come earlier,
-but couldn’t, for the sessions at Wykeford, and dined wi’ a neighbour
-in the town; and say I mayn’t be able to come for a good while again.
-Is she up?”
-
-“No, sir, the doctor keeps her still to her bed.”
-
-“Well, old Dulcey Crane’s there; ain’t she?”
-
-“Ay, sir, and Lilly Dogger, too. Little good the slut’s to me these
-days.”
-
-Harry was trying to read his watch at the darkened window.
-
-“Tell her all that--quick, for time flies,” said Harry.
-
-Harry Fairfield remained in the kitchen while old Mildred did his
-message, and she speedily returned to say that Alice was sitting up by
-the fire, and would see him.
-
-Up the dim stairs went Harry. He had not been up there since the day
-he saw the undertakers at Charlie’s coffin, and had his last peep at
-his darkening face. Up he strode with his hand on the banister, and
-old Mildred gliding before him like a shadow. She knocked at the door.
-It was not that of the room which they had occupied, where poor
-Charles Fairfield had died, but the adjoining one, hurriedly arranged,
-with such extemporized comforts as the primitive people of the
-household could manage--homely enough, but not desolate, it looked.
-
-Opening the door, she said--“Here’s Master Harry, ma’am, a-comin’ to
-see you.”
-
-Harry was already in the room. There were candles lighted on a little
-table near the bed, although the shutters were still open, and the
-faint twilight mingling with the light of the candles made a sort of
-purple halo. Alice was sitting in a great chair by the fire in her
-dressing-gown, pale, and looking very ill. She did not speak; she
-extended her hand.
-
-“Came to see you, Ally. Troublesome world; but you must look up a bit,
-you know. Troubles are but trials, they say, and can’t last for ever;
-so don’t you be frettin’ yourself out o’ the world, lass, and makin’
-more food for worms.”
-
-And with this consolation he shook her hand.
-
-“I would have seen you, Harry, when you called before--it was very
-kind of you--but I could not. I am better now, thank God. I can’t
-believe it still, sometimes,” and her eyes filled with tears--
-
-“Well, well, well,” said Harry, “where’s the good o’ cryin’; cryin’
-won’t bring him back, you know. There, there. And I want to say a word
-to you about that woman that’s in jail, you know. ’Tis right you
-should know everything. He should a told you more about that, don’t
-you see, else ye might put your foot in it.”
-
-Paler still turned Alice at these words.
-
-“Tell them to go in there,” said he in a lower tone, indicating with
-his thumb over his shoulder, a sort of recess at the far end of the
-room, in which stood a table with some work on it.
-
-At a word from Alice old Dulcibella called Lilly Dogger into that
-distant “alcove,” as Mildred termed it.
-
-“It’s about that woman,” he continued, in a very low tone, “about that
-one--Bertha. That woman, you know, that’s in Hatherton Jail, you
-remember. There’s no good prosecuting that one. Poor Charles wouldn’t
-have allowed it at no price.”
-
-“He said so. I wouldn’t for the world,” she answered very faintly.
-
-“No, of course; he wished it, and we’d like to see his wishes complied
-with, poor fellow, now he’s gone,” acquiesced Harry with alacrity.
-“And you know about her?” he added, in a _very_ low tone.
-
-“Oh no, no, Harry; no, please,” she answered imploringly.
-
-“Well, it wouldn’t do for you, you know, to be gettin’ up in the
-witness-box at the ’sizes to hang her, ye know.”
-
-“Oh dear, Harry; no, I never could have thought of it.”
-
-“Well, you are not bound, luckily; nor no one. I saw Rodney to-day
-about it; there’s no recognizances--he only took the informations--and
-I said you wouldn’t prosecute; nor _I_ won’t, _I’m_ sure; and the
-crown won’t take it up, and so it will fall through, and end
-quietly--the best way for you; for, as I told him, you’re not in
-health to go down there to be battlin’ wi’ lawyers, and all sorts;
-’twould never answer _you_, ye know. So here’s a slip o’ paper I
-wrote, and I told him I knew you’d sign it--only sayin’ you have no
-notion of prosecutin’ that woman, nor moving more in the matter.”
-
-He placed it in her hand.
-
-“I’m sure it’s quite right; it’s just what I mean. Thank you, Harry;
-you’re very good.”
-
-“Get the ink and pen,” said Harry aloud to Dulcibella.
-
-“’Tis downstairs,” answered she. “I’ll fetch it.”
-
-And Dulcibella withdrew. Harry was poking about the shelves and the
-chimney-piece.
-
-“This is ink,” said he, “ain’t it?” So it was, and a pen. “I think it
-will write--try it, Ally.”
-
-So it was signed; and he had fairly described its tenor and effect to
-his widowed sister-in-law.
-
-“I’ll see Rodney this evening and show him this, to prevent his
-bothering you here about it. And,” he almost whispered, “you know
-about that woman? or you don’t--do you?”
-
-Her lips moved, but he could hear no words.
-
-“She was once a fine woman--ye wouldn’t think--a devilish fine woman,
-I can tell you; and she says--ye know ’twas more than likin’--she says
-she has the whip hand o’ ye--first come, first served. She’s talkin’
-o’ law, and all that. She says--but it won’t make no odds now, you
-know, what she says--well, she says she was his wife.”
-
-“Oh, God!--it’s a lie,” whispered the poor lady, with white lips, and
-staring at him with darkening eyes.
-
-“Well, maybe it is, and maybe it ain’t,” he answered. “But it don’t
-much matter now; and I daresay we’ll hear nothing about it, and dead
-men’s past fooling, ye know. Good-night, Ally, and God bless you; and
-take care o’ yourself, and don’t be crying your eyes out like that.
-And I’ll come again as soon as I can; and any business, you know, or
-anything, I’ll be always ready to do for you--and good-night, Ally,
-and mind all I said.”
-
-Since those terrible words of his were spoken she had not heard a
-syllable. He took her icy hand. He looked for a puzzled moment in her
-clouded eyes, and nodded, and he called to the little girl in the
-adjoining room.
-
-“I’m going now, child, and do you look after your mistress.”
-
-By a coincidence or association--something suggested by Harry
-Fairfield’s looks, was it?--old Mildred Tarnley’s head was full of the
-Dutchwoman when Dulcibella came into the kitchen.
-
-“You took out the ink, Tom, when you was weighin’ them oats to-day,”
-said she, and out went Tom in search of that always errant and
-mitching article.
-
-“I was sayin’ to Tom as ye came in, Mrs. Crane, how I hoped to see
-that one in her place. I think I’d walk to Hatherton and back to see
-her hanged, the false jade, wi’ her knife, and her puce pelisse, and
-her divilry. Old witch!”
-
-“Lawk, Mrs. Tarnley, how can ye?”
-
-“Well, now Master Charles is under the mould, I wouldn’t spare her.
-What for shouldn’t Mrs. Fairfield make her pay for the pipe she danced
-to. It’s her turn now--
-
-
- ‘When you are anvil, hold you still,
- When you are hammer, strike your fill.’
-
-
-And if I was Mrs. Fairfield, _maybe_ I wouldn’t make her smoke for
-all.”
-
-“I think my lady will do just what poor Master Charles wished, and I
-know nothing about the woman,” said Dulcibella, “only they all say
-she’s not right in her head, Mrs. Tarnley, and I don’t think she’ll
-slight his last word, and punish the woman; ’twould be the same as
-sacrilege a’most; and what of her? Much matter about a wooden platter!
-and its ill burning the house to frighten the mice.”
-
-Harry Fairfield here sauntered into the kitchen, rolling unspoken
-thoughts in his mind. The conversation subsided at his approach;
-Dulcibella made her courtesy and withdrew, and said he to Tom, who was
-entering with the ink-bottle--
-
-“Tom, run out, will ye, and get my nag ready for the road; I’ll be off
-this minute.”
-
-Tom departed promptly.
-
-“Well, Mildred,” said he, eyeing her darkly from the corners of his
-eyes, “sorrow comes unsent for.”
-
-“Ay, sure, she’s breakin’ her heart, poor thing.”
-
-“’Twon’t break, I warrant, for all that,” he answered; “sorrow for a
-husband they say is a pain in the elbow, sharp and short.”
-
-“All along o’ that ugly Dutch beast. ’Twas an ill wind carried her to
-Carwell,” said Mildred.
-
-He shut his eyes and shook his head.
-
-“That couldn’t do nowhere,” said he,--
-
-
- “‘Two cats and one mouse,
- Two wives in one house.’”
-
-
-“Master Charles was no such fool. What for should he ever a’ married
-such as that? I couldn’t believe no such thing,” said Mrs. Tarnley,
-sharply.
-
-
- “‘Two dogs at one bone,
- Can never agree in one,’”
-
-
-repeated Harry, oracularly. “There’s no need, mind, to set folks’
-tongues a ringin’, nor much good in tryin’ to hide the matter, for her
-people won’t never let it rest, I lay ye what ye please--never. ’Twill
-be strange news up at Wyvern, but I’m afeard she’ll prove it only too
-ready; ’twill shame us finely.”
-
-“Well, let them talk--‘As the bell clinks, so the fool thinks’--and
-who the worse. I don’t believe it nohow. He never would ha’ brought
-down the Fairfields to that, and if he had, he could not ha’ brought
-the poor young creature upstairs into such trouble and shame. I won’t
-believe it of him till it’s proved.”
-
-“I hope they may never prove it. But what can we do? You and I know
-how they lived here, and I have heard her call him husband as often as
-I have fingers and toes, but, bless ye, we’ll hold our tongues--you
-will, eh? won’t ye, Mildred? ye mustn’t be talkin’.”
-
-“Talkin’! I ha’ nout to talk about. Fudge! man, I don’t believe
-it--’tis a d----d lie, from top to bottom.”
-
-“I hope so,” said he.
-
-“A shameless liar she was, the blackest I ever heard talk.”
-
-“Best let sleepin’ dogs be,” said he.
-
-There was some silver loose in his trousers’ pocket, and he was
-fumbling with it, and looking hard at Mildred as he spoke to her.
-Sometimes, between his finger and thumb, he held the
-shilling--sometimes the half-crown. He was mentally deciding which to
-part with, and it ended by his presenting Mildred with the shilling,
-and recommending her to apply this splendid “tip” to the purchase of
-tea.
-
-Some people experience a glow after they have done a great
-benevolence; as he walked into the stable-yard, Harry experienced a
-sensation, but it wasn’t a glow, a chill rather. Remembering the
-oblique look with which she eyed the silver coin in her dark palm, and
-her scant thanks, he was thinking what a beast he was to part with his
-money so lightly.
-
-Mildred Tarnley cynically muttered to herself in the kitchen--
-
-
- “‘Farewell frost,
- Nothing got nor nothing lost.’
-
-
-Here’s a gift! Bless him! I mind the time a Fairfield would a’ been
-ashamed to give an old servant such a vails. Hoot! what’s the world a
-comin’ to? ’Tis time we was a goin’. But Master Harry was ever the
-same--a thrifty lad he was, that looked after his pennies sharply,”
-said old Mildred Tarnley, scornfully; and she dropped the coin
-disdainfully into a little tin porringer that stood on the dresser.
-
-And Tom came in, and the doors were made sure, and Mildred Tarnley
-made her modest cup of tea, and all was subsiding for the night.
-
-But Harry’s words had stricken Alice Fairfield. Perhaps those viewless
-arrows oftener kill than people think of. Up in her homely room Alice
-now lay very ill indeed.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIX.
- THE HEIR OF THE FAIRFIELDS.
-
-At dead of night Alice was very ill, and Tom was called up to ride
-across Cressley Common for the Wykeford doctor. Worse and worse she
-grew. In this unknown danger--without the support of a husband’s love
-or consolation--“the pains of hell gat hold of her,” the fear of death
-was upon her. Glad was she in her lonely terrors to hear the friendly
-voice of Doctor Willett as he came up the stairs, with a heavy, booted
-step, in hurried conversation with old Dulcibella Crane, who had gone
-down to meet him on hearing the sound of his arrival.
-
-In lower tones the doctor put his questions when he had arrived in his
-patient’s room, and his manner became stern, and his measures prompt,
-and it was plain that he was very much alarmed.
-
-Alice Fairfield was in danger--in so great danger that he would have
-called in the Hatherton doctor, or any other, to share his
-responsibility, if the horse which Tom drove had not had as much as he
-could do that night in the long trot--and partly canter--to Wykeford
-and back again to the Grange.
-
-Alice’s danger increased, and her state became so alarming that the
-doctor was afraid to leave his patient, and stayed that night at the
-Grange.
-
-In the morning he sent Tom to Hatherton with a summons for his brother
-physician, and now this quaint household grew thoroughly alarmed.
-
-The lady was past the effort of speaking, almost of thinking, and lay
-like a white image in her bed. Old Dulcibella happily had charge of
-the money, not much, which Alice had for present use; so the doctors
-had their fees, and were gone, and Doctor Willett, of Wykeford, was to
-come again in the evening, leaving his patient, as he said, quieter,
-but still in a very precarious state.
-
-When the Wykeford doctor returned he found her again too ill to think
-of leaving her. At midnight Tom was obliged to mount, and ride away to
-Hatherton for the other doctor.
-
-Before the Hatherton doctor had reached the Grange, however, a tiny
-voice was crying there--a little spirit had come, a scion of the
-Fairfield race.
-
-Mrs. Tarnley wrote to Harry Fairfield to Wyvern to announce the event,
-which she did thus:--
-
-
- “Sir,
-
- “Master Harey, it has came a sirprise. Missis is this mornin’ gev
- burth to a boy and air; babe is well, but Missis Fairfield low and
- dangerous.
-
- “Your servant,
- “Mildred Tarnley.”
-
-
-Dulcibella, without consulting Mildred, any more than Mildred did her,
-wrote also a letter, gentler and more gracious, but certainly no
-better spelled. When these reached Wyvern, Harry was from home.
-
-It was not till four days had passed that Harry Fairfield arrived in
-the afternoon.
-
-He had thrown his horse’s bridle to Tom in the stable yard, and
-appeared suddenly before Mildred Tarnley in the kitchen door.
-
-“Well, how’s the lady in the straw?” inquired Harry, looking
-uncomfortable, but smiling his best. “How is Miss Alice?”
-
-“Mrs. Fairfield’s very bad, and the doctor han’t much hopes of her.
-She lies at God’s mercy, sir.”
-
-“She’ll be better, you’ll find. She’ll be all right soon. And when was
-it--you put no date to your note?”
-
-“On Friday, I think. We’re so put about here I scarce know one day
-from t’other.”
-
-“She’ll be better. Is any one here with her?”
-
-“A nurse from Hatherton.”
-
-“No one else? I thought Lady Wyndale might a’ come.”
-
-“I was goin’ to send over there, but Doctor Willett said no.”
-
-“Did he? Why?”
-
-“Not yet a bit; he says she’d be in his way and no use, and maybe
-worrit her into a fever.”
-
-“Very like,” said Harry; “and how’s the boy--isn’t it a boy?”
-
-“Boy--yes, sir, a fine thumpin’ baby--and like to do well, and will
-prove, belike, a true, open-handed Fairfield, and a brave Squire o’
-Wyvern.”
-
-“Well, that’s as it may be. I’ll not trouble him. I have more than
-enough to my share as it is--and there’s some things that’s better
-never than late, and I’ll live and die a bachelor. I’ve more years
-than my teeth shows.”
-
-And Harry smiled and showed his fine teeth.
-
-“There’s Fairfields has took a wife later than you,” said she, eyeing
-him darkly.
-
-“Too wise, old girl. You’ll not catch me at that work. Wives is like
-Flanders’ mares, as the Squire says, fairest afar off.”
-
-“Hey?” snarled old Mildred, with a prolonged note.
-
-“No, lass, I don’t want, nohow, to be Squire o’ Wyvern--there’s more
-pains than gains in it; always one thing or t’other wrong--one begs
-and t’other robs, and ten cusses to one blessin’. I don’t want folks
-to say o’ me as they does of some--Harry’s a hog, and does no good
-till he dies.”
-
-“Folk do like an estate, though,” said Mildred, with another shrewd
-look.
-
-“Ay, if all’s straight and clear, but I don’t like debts and bother,
-and I a’ seen how the old boy’s worried that way till he’s fit to
-drown himself in the pond. I can do something, buyin’ or sellin’; and
-little and often, you know, fills the purse.”
-
-Mildred was silent.
-
-“They do say--I mean, I knows it for certain, there is a screw
-loose--and you know where, I think--but how can I help that? The
-Dutchwoman, I know, can prove her marriage to poor Charlie, but never
-you blab--no more will I. There was no child o’ that marriage--neither
-chick nor child, so, bein’ as she is, ’tis little to her how that
-sow’s handled. ’Twould be a pity poor Charlie’s son should lose his
-own; and ye may tell Alice I’m glad there’s a boy, and that she’ll ha’
-no trouble from me, but all the help I can, and that’s a fact, and
-that’s God’s truth.”
-
-“Well, well, that _is_ queer!--I never heard man speak as you speak.”
-
-There was a cynical incredulity in Mildred Tarnley’s tone.
-
-“Listen, now--here we be alone, eh?” said he, looking round.
-
-“Ye may say so,” she said, with a discontented emphasis.
-
-“I’d tell you a thing in a minute, old Tarnley, only they say old
-vessels must leak. Will you be staunch? Will ye hold your tongue on’t
-if I tell you a thing?”
-
-“Ay,” said Mildred.
-
-“Because one barking dog sets all the street a-barking, ye know,” he
-added.
-
-“Ye know me well, Master Harry. I could hold my tongue always when
-there was need.”
-
-“And that’s the reason I’m going to talk to you,” said Harry, “and no
-one knows it, mind, but yourself, and if it gets out I’ll know who to
-blame.”
-
-“’Twon’t get out for me,” said Mildred, looking hard at him.
-
-“One devil drubs another, they say, and if the young Squire upstairs
-has a foot in the mud I’ve one in the mire,” said Harry. “If his hat
-has a hole, my shoe has another. And ’tis a bad bargain where both are
-losers.”
-
-“Well, I can’t see it nohow. I don’t know what you’re drivin’ at; but
-I think you’re no fool, Master Harry; ye never was that, and it’s a
-cunning part, I’ve heered, to play the fool well.”
-
-And Harry did look very cunning as she cited this saw, and for a
-moment also a little put out. But he quickly resumed, and staring in
-her face surlily, said he--
-
-“Well, I _am_ cunnin’; I hope I am; and you’re a little bit that way
-yourself, old Mildred; no fool, anyhow, that ever I could see.”
-
-“Crafty I may be, I ha’ lived years and seen folk enough to make me,
-but my heart weren’t set never on pelf.
-
-
- ‘A thousand pounds and a bottle of hay
- Is all one at doom’s-day.’”
-
-
-“So it is,” said he, “but there’s a good many days ’twixt this and
-doom’s-day yet, and money ’ll do more than my lord’s letter, any
-place, and I’ll not deny I’d like Wyvern well enough if my hand was
-free to lay on it. But I a’ thought it well over, and it wouldn’t fit
-me nohow. I can’t.”
-
-“Ye’re the first Fairfield I ever heered say that Wyvern wouldn’t fit
-him,” said she.
-
-“Is that beer in the jug?” he asked, nodding toward a brown jug that
-stood on the dresser.
-
-“Yes, sir. Would ye like a drink?”
-
-“Ay, if it baint stale.”
-
-“Fresh drew, just as you was coming in, sir,” said she, setting it
-down on the table. “I’ll fetch ye a glass.”
-
-“Never mind a glass, a rantin’ dog like me can drink out of a
-well-bucket, much less a brown jug,” and clutching it carelessly by
-the handle he quaffed as long and deep a draught as his ancestor and
-namesake might after his exhausting flight from Worcester a couple of
-hundred years before.
-
-“You are puzzled, old girl, and don’t know whether I be in jest or
-earnest. But, good or bad, wives must be had--you know, and you never
-heard of a Fairfield yet that was lucky in a wife, or hadn’t a screw
-loose sometime about they sort o’ cattle; and ye’re an old servant,
-Mildred, and though you be a bit testy, you’re true, and I may tell ye
-things I wouldn’t tell no one, not the Governor, not my little finger;
-I’d burn my shirt if it knew; and ye won’t tell no one, upon your
-soul, and as ye hope to be saved?”
-
-“I can keep counsel, I’m good at that,” said Mildred.
-
-“Well, I need not say no more than this: there’s them that’s quiet
-enough now, and will be, that if they thought I was Squire o’ Wyvern
-I’d make the world too hot to hold me. I’d rather be Harry Fairfield
-at fair and market than archbishop of hell, I can tell ye, havin’ no
-likin’ for fine titles and honour, and glory, wi’ a tethered leg and a
-sore heart; better to go your own gait, and eat your mouthful where ye
-find it, than go in gold wi’ a broken back, that’s all, and that’s
-truth. If ’twas otherwise I’d be down in the mouth, I can tell you,
-about the young genman upstairs, and I’d a’ liked his birthday no
-better than a shepherd loves a bright Candlemas; but as it is--no
-matter, ’tis better to me than a pot o’ gold, and I drink the little
-chap’s health, and I wish she had a sieve full o’ them, and that’s
-God’s truth, as I stand here,” and Harry backed the declaration with
-an oath.
-
-“Well, I believe you, Harry,” said Mildred.
-
-“And I’m glad o’t,” she added after a pause.
-
-“I’m very glad--there has been ill blood o’er much in the family,” she
-resumed; “it’s time there should be peace and brotherhood, God
-knows--and--I’m glad to hear you speak like that, sir.”
-
-And, so saying, she extended her dark, hard palm to him, and he took
-it, and laughed.
-
-“Every man knows where his own shoe pinches,” said he; “’tis a
-shrewish world, old girl, and there’s warts and chilblains where no
-one guesses, but things won’t be for ever; ’tis a long lane, ye know,
-that has no turning, and the burr won’t stick always.”
-
-“Ay, ay, Master Harry, as I’ve heard the old folks say, ‘Be the day
-never so long, at last cometh even-song.’”
-
-“And how is the lady herself?” said he.
-
-“As bad as can be, a’most,” answered Mildred.
-
-“Who says so?” he asked.
-
-“The doctor; he has no opinion of her, I’m afeared, poor little
-thing.”
-
-“The doctor--does he?--but is he any good?”
-
-“It’s Doctor Willett, of Wykeford. He’s thought a deal of by most folk
-down here. I don’t know, I’m sure, but he seems very nice about her, I
-think, and kind, and looks after the baby too.”
-
-“That’s right; I’m glad o’ that. I’d pay something myself rather than
-it should be neglected; and what does he say o’ the boy?”
-
-“Doin’ very well--nothin’ against him; but, you know, ’tis only a few
-days, and o’er soon to judge yet a bit.”
-
-“I wonder could she see me for a minute?”
-
-“Hoot, man! How came that in your head? Why, the room’s dark, and she
-never speaks above a whisper, and not five words then, and only,
-maybe, thrice in a day. Ye don’t know what way she is; ’tis just the
-turn o’ a halfpenny whether she’ll live till mornin’.”
-
-“That’s bad. I didn’t think she could be that bad,” said he.
-
-“She is, then.”
-
-“’Twould do her no harm to know that there’s some rent--about thirty
-pounds--due from Riddleswake. I’ll give Tom a bit of a note to Farmer
-Wycraft, and he’ll pay it. It’s settled to her for her life--I know
-that--and she’ll be wantin’ money; and see you that the child wants
-nothing. I have lots o’ reasons why that child should do well. This
-ain’t bad beer, I can tell you. Another mug of it wouldn’t hurt me,
-and if you can make me out a mouthful of anything; I’m beastly
-hungry.”
-
-A bit of cold corned beef, some cheese, and a loaf Mildred Tarnley
-produced, and Harry made a hearty meal in the kitchen, not disturbing
-that engrossing business by conversation, while old Mildred went to
-and fro, into the scullery and back again, and busied herself about
-her saucepans and dishes.
-
-“Now get me a pen and ink and a bit o’ paper. There’s no one in the
-house will be the worse of a little money, and I’ll write that note.”
-And so he did, and handed it to Mildred with the air of a prince who
-was bestowing a gift.
-
-“_There!_ That will make the mare go for a while longer; and, look ye,
-where’s old Dulcibella Crane? I’d like to shake hands wi’ her before I
-go.”
-
-“Upstairs, wi’ her mistress.”
-
-“Tell her to come down and see me for a minute; and mind, old Tarnley,
-ye must write to me often--to-morrow and next day--and--where’s my
-hat?--on my head, by Jove--and so on; for if anything should
-happen--if little Alice should founder, you know--there should be some
-one, when she’s off the hooks, to look after things a bit; and the
-Governor won’t do nothing--put that out o’ yer head--and ’twill all
-fall on my shoulders; and send her down to me--old Dulcibella Crane, I
-mean--for I’m going, and unless I’m wanted I mayn’t see ye here for
-many a day.”
-
-Thus charged, Mildred Tarnley went away, and in a few minutes old
-Dulcibella appeared.
-
-From her, after he had examined her as to the state of the lady
-upstairs, and of her baby, he exacted the same promise as that which
-Mildred had made him--a promise to write often to Wyvern.
-
-He did not mind making her the same odd confidence which he had made
-to Mildred. There was no need, he thought, for Dulcibella was
-soft-hearted, and somewhat soft-headed, too, and by no means given to
-suspicion; and as she had not the evil that attends shrewdness,
-neither had she the reliability, and she was too much given to
-talking, and his secret would then become more public than he cared to
-make it.
-
-“And tell the mistress I wish her joy, do you mind, and I’d like to
-stand godfather to the boy whenever the christenin’ is, and to put me
-to any work she thinks I’m fit for; and tell her I wrote about a
-handful o’ rent that’s coming to her; and good-bye, and take care o’
-yourself; and who’s nursin’ the baby?”
-
-“We feeds it wi’ goat’s milk and sich like, by direction of the
-doctor. Wouldn’t ye like to see it?”
-
-“Not this time--I’m off--but--who’s taking charge of him?”
-
-“Among us the poor little darling is, but mostly me.”
-
-“Well, that’s right, and look after it well, and I’ll give ye a bit o’
-money--when--when it’s on a little, and don’t forget to write; and ye
-needn’t say nout to old Mildred, for she’s goin’ to write too, and
-might take huff if she knew that you was writin’ also, do you see?”
-
-“Yes, Master Harry, surely none shall know, and I’m thinkin’ ye
-_would_ like to see it, and it won’t be nothin’ the worse, ye’ll find,
-and it _is_ such a darlin’.”
-
-“And so like its poor papa that’s gone, eh? But I haven’t no time,
-dear, this bout, and you may give his worship my kind regards, and
-tell him the more he thrives the better I’m pleased, and old chimnies
-won’t stand for ever, and he won’t be long kept out of his own, and
-I’ll keep them aloof that would make or meddle or mar, and good-by,
-old Dulcie Crane, and mind what I said.”
-
-And clapping her on the shoulder with his strong hand, he smiled after
-his fashion, and wagged his head and strode into the yard, mounted his
-horse, and was soon far away on the road from Carwell Grange.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER L.
- BERTHA VELDERKAUST.
-
-Harry Fairfield, when, crossing Cressley Common, he reached the road
-that diverges eastward, took that turn, and rode towards Hatherton.
-
-Surely enough he looked when he slackened his pace to a walk at the
-foot of the long low hill that interposes between the common and that
-town.
-
-He had a short pipe in his pocket, with a big bowl, and a metal cover
-to it, into which he stuffed some pinches of tobacco--a shilling went
-a good way in that sort of smoking, and Harry was economical--and soon
-his pipe was in full play.
-
-This narcotic helped his cogitative powers, and he had a good deal to
-think about. He was going to see his old friend Bertha Velderkaust, in
-her new situation, and he was considering how best to approach her.
-
-From such ruminations--too vague and irregular to be reduced to
-logical sequence and arrangement--there arise, nevertheless,
-conclusions by no means unimportant, and quite distinct enough. By
-this time he had smoked his pipe out, and looked down from the summit
-of this rising ground upon the pretty town spreading among the trees,
-with its old tower and steeple, its court-house, its parsonage, and
-that high-walled stronghold on the right, in which the object of his
-visit was at present secluded.
-
-When, having complied with all formalities, he obtained an entrance,
-and obtained permission to visit that person, it was her pleasure to
-keep him waiting for some time for his audience. Harry grew cross and
-impatient, the more so as he heard that she had a friend with her,
-drinking tea, and reading the newspaper to her.
-
-As Harry Fairfield was one of those persons who are averse to
-sacrificing themselves without a good consideration, the reader will
-conclude that his object was not altogether to serve the “old
-soldier.” If it had been only that, I think he would have left the
-town of Hatherton _re infectâ_. As it was, he waited, and at last was
-admitted.
-
-This lady, Bertha Velderkaust, chose to be known among her neighbours
-in misfortune as Madame Bertha Fairfield of Wyvern, which style and
-title she preferred to that by which she had been committed to the
-safe keeping of the gaoler.
-
-When Harry Fairfield stepped into her small apartment he found her
-dressed and bedizened in a way that a little surprised him.
-
-She had on a sky-blue satin dress, caught up at one side with a bunch
-of artificial flowers. She had a lace scarf and a lace coiffure lying
-flat across her head, with a miniature coronet of Roman pearl in the
-centre, and lappets depending at each side. She had a double necklace
-of enormous Roman pearls about her throat, and a pair of pink velvet
-slippers, embroidered with beads and bugles, and this tawdry figure
-sat on the side of her truckle-bed to receive him, with the air of a
-princess in a pantomime. She accumulated her finery in this way, I
-think, for the purpose of impressing the people about the prison with
-a due sense of her position and importance. It may not have been
-quite without its effect.
-
-“Hullo! madame, I came to tell you some news,” said he, as soon as the
-door was closed. “But, by the makins! you ’most took my breath away at
-first sight o’ ye.”
-
-“Pity to have so nice a man breathless--deplorable pity!”--or _biddy_,
-as she pronounced it. “Suppose you go away. I did not ask you to come
-and get your breath again in the air of my place.”
-
-“What place may that be--not Hoxton Old Town, hey?”
-
-“Not at all--Wyvern, dear child?” she said, with a quiet sneer.
-
-“Oh, thank ye--yes--well I will, I think, take a mouthful there as you
-are so good.”
-
-As he concluded this speech Master Harry put out his tongue at the
-blind lady with a grimace that was outrageous.
-
-“I’ll hide my name no longer,” she said, “I’m Mrs. Fairfield of
-Wyvern.”
-
-“That’s as it may be,” he answered, serenely.
-
-“I say, I’m Mrs. Fairfield of Wyvern,” repeated she.
-
-“Boo!” answered Harry.
-
-“Beast! By that noise what do you mean?”
-
-“I’ll tell ye, by-and-by. Come, you mustn’t be cross, it wastes time.”
-
-“More time than we know what to do with in this house,” she sneered.
-
-“Well, that’s true for some, I’ll not deny; but there’s some as is
-pretty well worked I hear--eh?--and so long as we baint, we may endure
-the leisure, for as bad as that is, business here, I’m told, is a deal
-worse,” and Harry laughed.
-
-“Pleasant was my Harry always,” again sneered the lady.
-
-“And ye heard of poor Charlie, of course?” he asked.
-
-“Yes, of course. Every one is not like you. I did hear. I don’t thank
-you,” she answered, tartly, and turned her pale, malignant face toward
-him.
-
-“But, dear girl, I could not. There was difficulties, eyes a-watchin’
-on all hands, and ears cocked, and I knew you could not be long
-without knowing. So you heard; but mayhap you haven’t heard
-this--there’s a child born o’ that marriage.”
-
-“Marriage!” and with an oath the big Dutchwoman burst into a
-discordant laugh.
-
-For a moment Harry was alarmed, but the laugh was not
-hysterical--purely emotional, and an escape for pent-up scorn and
-fury.
-
-“Well, anyhow there’s a child--a boy--and a fine hale little chap, wi’
-a big bald head and a bawlin’ mouth as ever a mother hugged--the
-darlin’.”
-
-“Well, let the brat lie on the dung heap, you’ll not lift him,” said
-the lady.
-
-“I’ll not meddle or make. I’m not over-hot about Wyvern. I’d rather
-have a pocket full o’ money than a house full o’ debts any day; and
-anyhow there he is, and four bones that’s to walk off with my share
-o’t.”
-
-“I should have got mourning,” said Bertha Velderkaust, speaking from
-some hidden train of thought.
-
-“Bah! No one to see you here,” said Harry.
-
-“If I had money or credit, I’d have got it,” she said.
-
-“That’s very affectionate of you,” said Harry; “but why do you dress
-like that--why do you dress like the lady wi’ the glass slipper,
-Cinderella, at the king’s ball, in the story book?”
-
-“I should dress, you think, like Cinderella over the coal-scuttle?”
-
-“Well, I wouldn’t set the folk a-laughing when I was in no laughing
-humour myself--not that it makes much odds, and I do suppose it don’t
-matter--not it.”
-
-“It does matter something, perhaps, and perhaps nothing; but I know
-who I am, and I won’t let myself down,” said she. “I don’t want to
-lose myself among these people; I’ll keep myself distinct. I’m too
-high to put my foot in the mud.”
-
-“Too high to put your foot in the mud--too high to put your foot on
-the pavement,” said Harry, mischievously, with his eyes on this
-impulsive lady, and hitching his chair off a little to secure a fair
-start. “You’ll be too high, I’m thinkin’, to get your foot to ground
-at all, one o’ these days, if you don’t look sharp. It’s too high a
-flight, I’m told, to touch _terra firma_ wi’ the top o’ your toe--the
-gallows, I mean--and that’s what you’re coming to quick, I’m afeard.”
-
-As Harry concluded, he stood up, intending to get out, if possible,
-without the indignity of coming to hand-grips with a woman.
-
-The Herculean lady, in sky-blue satin and Roman pearls, leaned forward
-with sharpened features, but neither extended her arm nor attempted to
-rise. Then she sighed deeply, and leaned with her shoulders to the
-wall.
-
-“Off in a coach for this bout,” thought Harry.
-
-“Thank you, kind lad, always the same,” she sneered, quietly. “You
-wish it, no doubt, but, no, you don’t think it. I know better.”
-
-“Why the devil should I wish you hanged, Bertha? Don’t be a fool;
-you’re not in my way, and never can be. There’s that boy, and, for
-reasons of my own, I’m glad he is--I’m _glad_ he’s where he is--and
-Wyvern will be for him and not for me--never!”
-
-“Harry, dear, you know quite well,” she drawled, softly, with a
-titter, “you’ll poison that boy if you can.”
-
-“You lie!” said Harry, turning scarlet, and then as suddenly pale.
-“You _lie_!--and so that’s answered.”
-
-Here followed a silence. The woman was not angry, but she tittered
-again and nodded her head.
-
-“Wyvern’s out o’ my head. I never cared about it. I had my own
-reasons. I never did,” he swore, furiously, striking his hand on the
-table. “And I won’t see that boy ruined--my flesh and blood--my own
-nephew. No, no, Bertha, that would never do; the boy must have his
-own. I’ll see you made comfortable, but that lay won’t do--you’ll find
-it won’t pay nohow.”
-
-“Speak out, man--what do you mean?” said Bertha.
-
-“Come, come, come, Bertha, you’re no fool,” wheedled he, “there isn’t
-a sounder head from this to London; and though you be a bit
-hot-headed, you’re not as bad as you’d have us believe--’taint the
-worst, always, that has an o’er-hasty hand. Why, bless ye, girl, I’d
-be sorry ye were hurt, and I’ll help to get ye out o’ this, without
-scathe or scorn, if you’ll let me.”
-
-“Well, come; what’s in your mind, Harry Vairfield?” she asked.
-
-“I tell ye what it is, it can do you no good, nohow, bein’ hard on
-that boy, and I know, and you know, you never were married to poor
-Charlie.”
-
-“You lie!” cried the lady, bitterly. So they were quits on the point
-of honour.
-
-“Now, Bertha, lass, come now--reason, reason; don’t you be in a hurry,
-and just listen to reason, and I’ll make it better to you than fifty
-marriages.”
-
-“Don’t you think I have no advice--I’ve engaged Mr. Wynell, the best
-attorney in Hatherton; I know what I’m about.”
-
-“The better you know it, the better I’m pleased; but the lawyerfolk
-likes always a bit of a row--they seldom cries kiss and be friends
-until their hands be well greased, and their clients has a bellyful o’
-law; therefore it’s better that friends should put their heads
-together and agree before it comes to that sort o’ milling, and I tell
-ye, ye shall be cared for; _I_’ll see to it, if you don’t be kickin’
-up no rows about nothing.”
-
-She laughed a quiet, scornful laugh.
-
-“Oh ho! Master Harry, poor little fellow! he’s frightened, is he?”
-
-“You’re damnably mistaken,” said he. “Frightened, indeed! I’ll see
-whose frightened: I know there was no marriage--I _know_ it, and it
-won’t do tryin’ it on me, you’ll just get yourself into the wrong box;
-where’s the use of runnin’ your head into a cotton bag?”
-
-“Cotton bag your own head. Who’s to do it?”
-
-“They’ll be clumsy fingers that can’t tie that knot, lass. Come,
-you’re a clever girl, you’re not to be talking--not like a fool. I
-know everything about it. If you try that on, it will turn out bad.
-’Taint easy to green Harry Fairfield; I don’t think he was ever yet
-fooled by a lass but where he chose to be fooled, and it’s pretty well
-allowed there’s no use trying to bully him.”
-
-“I ought to like you, if all that be so,” said she, “for you are very
-like my own self.”
-
-“I’m not tryin’ to bully you, girl, nor to sell ye, neither; ye were
-always a bit rash, and too ready wi’ your hand; but them’s not the
-worst folk goin’. We Fairfields has a touch o’ it, and we shouldn’t be
-o’er hard on quick-tempered folk like that. There was no lass that
-ever I met, gentle or simple, that could match ye for good looks and
-pleasant talk, and ye dress so beautiful, and if ye had but your eyes
-this minute, you’d have who ye liked at your feet.”
-
-And Harry Fairfield repeated this view of her charms with an oath.
-
-“If ifs and ans were pots and pans,” repeated the lady with a sigh of
-gratification, and with that foreign accent and peculiar drawl which
-made the homely proverb sound particularly odd; “I forget the
-end--there would be no use in tinkers, I think.”
-
-“Well said, Bertha! but there’s none like ye, not one, this minute, so
-handsome,” exclaims he.
-
-“Not that chit down at Carwell Grange, I dare say--eh?”
-
-“Alice! Not fit to stand behind your chair. If ye could but see her,
-and just look in the glass, ye’d answer that question yourself,” he
-replied.
-
-“There it is again--_if_ I could look in the glass--it is fourteen
-years since I did that--_if_ I could see that fool of a
-girl--if--if--_if_!” she said, with an irrepressible simper--“the old
-proverb again--ifs and ans were pots and pans--’twas old Mistress
-Tarnley used to say that--a d----d old witch she always was,” she
-broke out, parenthetically, “and should be broke alive on the wheel.”
-
-“Bang away wi’ the devil’s broomstick, and break her to smash for me,”
-said Harry. “But I’d sooner talk o’ yourself. Hang me, if you ever
-looked better--there’s no such figure; and, by the law, it’s looking
-up--it _is_--better and better every day. I like a tall lass, but ye
-beat them all, by the law, and ye shows off a dress so grandly.”
-
-“Now don’t think, foolish thing, I like compliments--in at one ear and
-out of the other,” she said, with the same smirk, shaking her great
-head.
-
-“Hoot, lass! Compliments, indeed! Why should I? Only this, that
-knowing you so long I just blurts out everything that comes uppermost,
-and it’s a pity ye shouldn’t have money to dress as ye should.”
-
-“I never had that,” said the lady.
-
-“Never--I know that well--and if ye won’t be said by me, ye’ll have
-less,” said Harry.
-
-“I don’t think you know much about it,” said Bertha, serenely.
-
-“Now, Bertha, child, you mustn’t keep contradictin’ me. I do know a
-deal about it--_everything_. There was no marriage, _never_.”
-
-“As long as Charlie lived, ye never said that--you always backed me.”
-
-“I’m not going to tell lies for no one,” said he, sulkily.
-
-“Not going! Why you have been lying all your life--you’d lie for a
-shilling any day--all lies, you mean, miserly liar.”
-
-“Come, Bertha, draw it mild, won’t ye? Did you never hear say o’ the
-Fairfields that they were a quick-tempered folk? and it’s an old
-saying, don’t knock a mad horse over the head.”
-
-“It’s true all I said,” she laughed; “and that’s why it stings.”
-
-“And did ye never hear that true jests breed bad blood?” he laughed.
-“But no matter, I’m not a bit riled, and I won’t. I like ye better for
-speaking out; I hate that mealy-mouthed talk that fine-spoken folk
-goes on wi’. I likes a bit of a rub now and then; if ye were too civil
-I couldn’t speak my own mind neither, and that would never do.”
-
-“Get along with ye. Have you any more to say?”
-
-“Shall I say it out, plain and short, and will ye hear it through?” he
-asked.
-
-“Ay.”
-
-“Well, here it is; if ye don’t sign that, I think ye’ll be hanged.”
-
-“No, you don’t,” she said, more quietly.
-
-“I do, by ----,” he swore.
-
-“No, you don’t,” she repeated, in the same tone, “who is to do it?
-Charlie’s gone, and vilely as he used me, he never would have done
-that; and Alice won’t, she told you so. I’m better informed, I
-believe, than you fancied. So don’t you suppose I am at all anxious.”
-
-“I wanted to take you off in a coach, and you won’t let me,” said he.
-
-“Thanks, simple Harry,” she sneered.
-
-“And I’m coming this day week, and then it will be within ten days o’
-the ’sizes.”
-
-“And I’ll be discharged; and I’ll bring separate actions against every
-soul that had a hand in putting me here. Ask my attorney,” said the
-lady, with a pale angry simper.
-
-“And Judge Risk is coming down, and you’d better ask your attorney, as
-you talk of him, whether he’s a hangin’ judge or no.”
-
-“Cunning beast! all won’t do,” she said, sarcastically.
-
-“Well, Bertha, this day week I’ll be here, and this day week will be
-your last chance, for things will begin that day, and no one can stop
-them.”
-
-“Lord have mercy upon us!” she whined, with an ugly mockery and an
-upturning of her sightless eyes.
-
-“You may be saying something like that in the press-room yet, if you
-won’t take the trouble to think in earnest before it’s too late. Now,
-listen, once for all, for it’s the last words I’ll say. That’s all
-true you say: Charlie’s gone, and if he was here, instead of in
-kingdom come, ’twould ’a been all one, for he wouldn’t never ’a moved
-a hand in the matter, nor ’a suffered it; and as for Alice, she won’t
-neither. But if you don’t sign that paper by this day week, and make
-no bones about it”--here he swore a hard oath--“blind as you be, I’ll
-open your eyes--and I’ll prosecute the indictment myself. Good-by,
-ma’am, and _think_ between this and then.”
-
-Harry Fairfield strode from the room, and was still full of the grim
-emotion which had animated the close of his interview, when he reached
-the little inn at which but a few weeks before his brother Charles had
-stabled his horse, when making his last visit to Hatherton.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LI.
- SERGEANT-MAJOR ARCHDALE.
-
-Harry Fairfield was a captain in his county militia. It was right
-that the House of Fairfield should be represented in that corps.
-Charlie, who was of an easy compliant temper, would have taken the
-commission and the light duties, if that dignity had been put upon him.
-But Harry chose it. It extended his acquaintance, added to his
-opportunities of selling his horses, and opened some houses, small and
-great, to him, in a neighbourly fashion, when making his circuits to
-fair and market. He knew something of games, too, and was shrewd at
-whist and draughts, and held a sure cue at billiards. On the whole, his
-commission turned him in something in the course of a year.
-
-It was upon some regimental business that Sergeant-Major Archdale was
-awaiting his return at Wyvern.
-
-Harry Fairfield, as it happened, was thinking of the Sergeant as he
-rode into the yard in gloomy rumination.
-
-“Well, Archdale, what’s the news?” said he, as he dismounted.
-
-The news was not a great deal. After he had heard it Harry paused for
-a time, and said he--
-
-“Quite well, Archdale, I hope?”
-
-“Well, sir, I thank you.”
-
-Again Harry paused.
-
-“How did you come, Archdale?”
-
-“Walked, sir.”
-
-“Walked, oh! very well.”
-
-Here was another pause.
-
-“Archdale, you must go in. Here, Clinton, get some luncheon for
-Sergeant-Major Archdale. A drink of beer and a mouthful won’t do you
-no harm; and, Archdale, before you go let me know; I may have a word,
-and I’ll say it walking down the avenue. Get Mr. Archdale some
-luncheon, Clinton, and some sherry.”
-
-“I thank you, sir,” said the Sergeant-Major. “’Tis more like a supper
-for me; I’ve had my dinner, sir, some time.”
-
-And with a stiff military step the Sergeant followed Clinton into the
-house.
-
-The Sergeant-Major was above the middle size, and stout of body, which
-made him look shorter. His hair was closely cut, and of a pale blue
-iron gray. His face was rather pale, and smooth as marble; full and
-long, with a blue chin, and a sort of light upon his fixed lineaments,
-not exactly a smile, but a light that was treacherous and cruel. For
-the rest his military coat, which was of the old-fashioned cut, and
-his shako, with all the brasses belonging to them, and his Wellington
-boots, were natty and brilliant, and altogether unexceptionable, and a
-more perfectly respectable-looking man you could not have found in his
-rank of life in the country.
-
-Without a word, with a creak in his boots, he marched slowly in, with
-inflexible countenance, after Clinton.
-
-The Squire met Harry in the hall.
-
-“Hollo! it’s a week a most since I set eyes on ye--ye’ll look out some
-other place for that mad filly ye bought of Jim Hardress: she’s broke
-a boy’s arm this morning in the stable; _I_’ll not look after him, I
-promise ye; ’tis your affair, mind, and you better look sharp, and
-delay may cost ye money. Ye’re over clever. The devil owes ye a cake
-this many a day, and he’s a busy bishop, and he’ll pay ye a loaf yet,
-I promise you. She shan’t be kicking my men--and she bites the manger
-besides. Get her away, mind, or, by my soul, I’ll sell her for the
-damage.”
-
-So old Squire Harry stalked on, and the last scion of his stock
-grinned after him, sulkily, and snarled something between his teeth,
-so soon as he was quite out of hearing.
-
-“Who’s arm’s broke, Dick, or is it all a d----d lie o’ the
-Governor’s?” inquired Harry of a servant who happened to be passing at
-that moment.
-
-“Well, yes, sir, Jim Slade’s arm was broke in the stable. ’Twas a
-kick, sir.”
-
-“What kicked him?”
-
-“The new horse that came in on Thursday, sir.”
-
-“_Mare_, ye mean. Why that thing’s a reg’lar lamb; she never kicked no
-one. A child might play wi’ her. More like ’twas the Governor kicked
-him. And what did he do wi’ his arm?”
-
-“The doctor, down in the town, set it, and bound it up wi’ splints,
-sir.”
-
-“Well, _I_ didn’t tell him, mind that--I wasn’t here, ye
-know--good-natured of the doctor, I’ll not deny, but he shan’t be
-sending in no bills to me. And how’s Jim since--gettin’ on nicely,
-I’ll swear.”
-
-“I don’t know, sir; I didn’t see him since.”
-
-“Hoot! then it’s all right, I warrant ye, and ye can tell old Slade,
-if he likes it, I’ll get him a bit of a writin’ to the hospital for
-Jim; but it won’t be nothin’--not a bit.”
-
-And with this economical arrangement, Harry dismissed the subject for
-the present, and took his stand upon the hall-door steps, and smoked
-his pipe, awaiting the close of Sergeant-Major Archdale’s repast.
-
-The long shadows and lights of golden sunset faded before the guest
-appeared, and twilight and the moths were abroad.
-
-Almost as the servant informed Harry Fairfield that Mr. Archdale was
-coming round to the hall-door to receive his commands, the
-Sergeant-Major appeared in front of the house, and Harry Fairfield
-stepped down to the court and was received by the militiaman with a
-military salute.
-
-“I’ll walk a bit wi’ you, Archdale; I want a word about another
-matter--not regimental business. We’ll walk down towards the gate.”
-
-Stiffly and silently the Sergeant-Major marched beside the smoking
-gentleman, who having got a little way from the house, knocked the
-ashes out of his pipe, and dropped it into his pocket.
-
-“That militia sogerin’ is beggarly pay for a man like you, Archdale;
-and I’ll want a clever fellow, by-and-by--for when the Squire goes off
-the hooks, and that can’t be a long way off--I’ll have a deal o’
-trouble lookin’ after things; for there’s a young chap to succeed, and
-a plaguy long minority ’twill be, and one way or another the trouble
-will fall to my share, bein’ uncle, ye see, to the little fellow. Am I
-making it plain what I mean?”
-
-“Quite plain, sir,” said the cold voice of the Sergeant-Major.
-
-“Well, there’s the property down at Warhampton, a devilish wide
-stretch o’ land for the rental. There’s good shootin’ there, and two
-keepers, but I doubt they makes away wi’ the game, and _they_ want
-lookin’ after; and there’s the old park o’ Warhampton--ye know that
-part o’ the country?”
-
-“Yes, sir, well.”
-
-“I know you do. Well, it should turn in a good penny more than the
-Governor gets. I can’t bring it home to them, but I know what I think.
-Where the horse lies down, the hair will be foun’, and I doubt the
-park-book’s doctored. There’ll be a sort o’ steward wanted there,
-d’ye see. D’ye know Noulton farm?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“Well, it’s a nice thing, a snug house, and as many acres as you’d
-want to begin wi’; the tenant’s going after harvest--you’d be the very
-man for’t, and I’ll tell them I’ll do all I can to serve my nephew,
-but I must live myself too. I’ve nout but my time and my wits to turn
-a penny by, and if I try to manage for him I’ll want the best help I
-can get, d’ye see? and _you’re_ the man I want; I’ve got no end o’ a
-character o’ ye, for honesty and steadiness and the like; and ye’re a
-fellow can use his eyes, and hold his tongue; and ye’d have the farm
-and the house--ye know them--rent free; and the grazing of three cows
-on the common, and it’s none o’ your overstocked, bare commons, but as
-sweet a bit o’ grass as ye’d find in the kingdom; and ye shall a’
-fifty pounds a year beside; and the farm’s nigh forty acres, and it’s
-worth close on a hundred more. And--if ye do all we want well, and
-I’m sure you will--I’ll never lose sight o’ ye while grass grows and
-you and me lives.”
-
-“I thank you, sir,” said the cold, clear voice of Archdale.
-
-“And there’s a little bit of a secret--I wouldn’t tell another--about
-myself, Archdale. I’ll tell _you_, though,” said Harry, lowering his
-voice.
-
-“Yes, sir,” said Archdale, in the same cold stern way, which irritated
-Harry.
-
-“Well, I’m not talking, mind, to Sergeant-Major Archdale, if you like
-the other thing, at Noulton, best.”
-
-“Noulton best, sir, certainly; thank you.”
-
-“But to Mr. Archdale of Noulton, and steward of Warhampton, mind ye,
-and ’twill be settled next harvest.”
-
-“I thank you, sir.”
-
-“Don’t walk so quick, we’re gettin’ over the ground too fast. Well,
-there’s a thing you’ll have to keep dark for me.”
-
-“You’ll find me confidential, sir; my superior officers did.”
-
-“I know that well--I know you, Archdale, and that is why I chose you
-out o’ a thousand, and it’s a confidential fellow--d----d
-confidential--I want, for the country’s all one as the town for talk,
-and tongues will keep goin’ like the bells on a sheep-walk, and
-there’s many a bit o’ nonsense, that’s no great odds when all’s told,
-that a chap wouldn’t like to have made the laugh or the talk o’ the
-country side.”
-
-“Yes, sir,” said the inflexible Sergeant-Major.
-
-“You held the same rank in the line, Sergeant-Major, didn’t you?”
-
-“Yes, sir,” said the Sergeant-Major, and saluted from habit.
-
-“I thought so, and that says a deal for you, Mr. Archdale; and I
-remember one of your papers says you were the youngest sergeant ever
-made in your regiment?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“Well, that says a lot too, and a very responsible office that is.
-Egad, from all I ’a seen, I’d say the sergeants has more to do with
-the state of a regiment than all the other officers, commissioned or
-non-commissioned, put together.”
-
-“There’s a good deal depends on ’em, sir.”
-
-“You keep to yourself, Archdale; that’s the way to rise.”
-
-“I was a man of few acquaintances, sir, and confidential with my
-superior officers, and few words, but I meant ’em, sir, and made the
-men do their duty.”
-
-“That’s the man for my money,” said Harry. “Will ye be ready for
-Noulton Farm by the middle o’ next month?”
-
-“Yes, sir, I expect.”
-
-“I’ll settle that for ye, then, and the pay and the commonage. I’ll
-settle that wi’ my father to-morrow, and we’ll get the writings
-drawn.”
-
-“I thank you, sir.”
-
-“And, wait a bit. I told you,” said Harry, perhaps a very little
-embarrassed, “there’s another little thing you must manage for me.”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-He almost wished Mr. Archdale to ask questions and raise difficulties.
-This icy surface, beneath which he saw nothing, began to embarrass
-him.
-
-“Every fellow’s a fool once or twice in his life, you know, Archdale;
-and that’s the way rogues makes money, and honest chaps is sold--
-
-
- ‘No fools at the fair,
- No sale for bad ware,’
-
-
-you know?”
-
-He looked for sympathy in the face of the Sergeant-Major, but he found
-there neither sympathy nor ridicule, but a serene, dignified,
-supercilious composure.
-
-“Well, I’m not married, and more’s the pity,” he said, affecting a
-kind of jocularity, uneasily; “but among ’em they’ve made me a present
-of a brat they calls my son, and I must just put him to nurse and
-provide for him, I do suppose; and keep all quiet, and ye’ll look out
-some decent poor body that lives lonely and won’t ask no questions nor
-give no trouble, but be content wi’ a trifle, and I’ll gi’e’t to you
-every quarter for her, and she’ll never hear my name, mind, nor be the
-wiser who owns it or where it came from. I’d rayther she thought ’twas
-a poor body’s--if they think a fellow’s well-to-do it makes ’em
-unreasonable, and that’s the reason I pitched on you, Archdale,
-because ye’re a man o’ sense, and won’t be talkin’ like the pratin’
-fools that’s goin’--and is it settled? is it a bargain?”
-
-“Yes, sir, I thank you, quite,” said Archdale.
-
-“Well, then, ye shall hear from me by the end o’ the week, and not a
-word, mind--till all’s signed and sealed--about Noulton Farm, and
-about t’other thing--_never_. The stars is comin’ out bright, and the
-sunset did ye mind; we’ll ’a frost to-night; it’s come dark very
-sudden; sharp air.”
-
-He paused, but the non-commissioned officer did not venture a kindred
-remark, even an acquiescence in these meteorological speculations.
-
-“And I heard the other day you made an organ for Mr. Arden. Is it
-true?” said Harry, suddenly.
-
-“Just a small thing, three stops, sir--diapason, principal, and
-dulciana.”
-
-“Well, I don’t know nothing myself about such gear, except to hear the
-old organ o’ Wyvern o’ Sundays. But it’s clever o’ you. How did ye
-learn?”
-
-“’Prenticed, sir, two years to an organ builder in Westminster--Mr.
-Lomas--and he died, and I was put to the army,” said Archdale.
-
-“Well, I may give ye a lift that way, too. They were talkin’ of an
-organ for Warhampton Church. We’ll see. I’ll not forget.”
-
-“I thank you, sir,” repeated Archdale. “Any more commands for me,
-sir?”
-
-Mr. Archdale stood stiffly at the gate, drawn up, as it were, at right
-angles to Harry Fairfield.
-
-“No, nothing, Archdale. I’m glad the thing suits you, and it may lie
-in my way yet to make them better than you think for. Good-night,
-Archdale; good-night, Sergeant-Major.”
-
-“Good-night, sir.”
-
-And Archdale wheeled to his left, and with his back toward the village
-of Wyvern, marched away at so stiff and regular a quick march that you
-could have fancied the accompaniment of the drums and fifes.
-
-Harry stood at the iron gate, one half of which was open, and he
-kicked a stone listlessly into the road, and, leaning on the old iron
-arabesques, he looked long after that portly figure receding in
-distance and melting in twilight.
-
-“Night’s the mother o’ thought, I’ve heard say,” said Harry, rousing
-himself, and swinging the great valve into its place with a clang.
-“But thought won’t do to dine on. Hollo! Gate! gate! Jorrocks, any
-one,” he shouted. “Lock the gate, some of you, and make all sure for
-the night.”
-
-And with these orders to Jorrocks, he marched back under the ancestral
-trees to the old hall of Wyvern. Who was to keep the hearth of the
-Fairfields aglow? The light of the old Squire’s life was flaring low
-in the socket, a tiny taper was just lighted in darksome Carwell, and
-Harry Fairfield--was he ever to take his turn and illuminate the
-Wyvern world?
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LII.
- A TALK WITH THE SQUIRE.
-
-Harry proved how hungry he was by eating a huge dinner. He had the
-old dining-room to himself, and sipped his brandy and water there by a
-pleasant fire of coal and spluttering wood. With a button or two
-undone, he gazed drowsily into the fire, with his head thrown back and
-his eyes nearly closed; and the warmth of the fire and the glow of the
-alcohol flushed his cheeks and his nose and his forehead to a brilliant
-crimson.
-
-Harry had had a hard day’s riding. Some agitations, great variety of
-air, and now, as we have seen, a hearty dinner and many glasses of
-brandy and water, and a hot fire before him. Naturally he fell
-asleep.
-
-He dreamed that the old Squire was dead and buried. He forgot all
-about the little boy at Carwell, and fancied that he, Harry Fairfield,
-draped in the black mantle with which the demure undertaker hangs the
-mourners in chief, had returned from the funeral, and was seated in
-the old “oak parlour,” just in all other respects as he actually was.
-As he sat there, Master of Wyvern at last, and listening, he thought,
-to the rough tick of the old clock in the hall, old Tom Ward seemed to
-him to bounce in, his mulberry-coloured face turned the colour of
-custard, his mouth agape, and his eyes starting out of their sockets.
-“Get up, Master Harry,” the old servant seemed to say, in a woundy
-tremor, “for may the devil fetch me if here baint the old master back
-again, and he’s in the blue room callin’ for ye.”
-
-“Ye lie!” gasped Harry, waking up in a horror.
-
-“Come, ye, quick, Master Harry, for when the Squire calls it’s ill
-tarrying,” said now the real voice of Tom Ward.
-
-“Where?”
-
-“In the blue chamber.”
-
-“Where--where am I?” said Harry, now on his feet and looking at Tom
-Ward. “By jingo, Tom, I believe I was dreaming. You gave me a hell of
-a fright, and is he there really? Very well.”
-
-And Harry walked in and found the old Squire of Wyvern standing with
-his back to the fire, tall, gaunt, and flushed, and his eyes looking
-large with the glassy sheen of age.
-
-“Well, why didn’t ye tell me the news, ye fool?” said the Squire, as
-he entered. “D----n ye, if it hadn’t a bin for Tom Ward I shouldn’t a
-heerd nout o’ the matter. So there’s a brat down in Carwell
-Grange--ha, ha!--marriage is honourable, I’ve heerd tell, but
-housekeepin’s costly. ’Tis the old tune on the bagpipe. That’s the way
-to beggar’s bush. When marriage gets into the saddle repentance gets
-up at the crupper. Why the devil didn’t ye tell me the news? Why
-didn’t ye tell me, ye d----d wether-head?”
-
-“So I would ’a told ye to-night, but I fell asleep after dinner. It’s
-true enough, though, and there’s doctors, and nurses, and caudles, and
-all sorts.”
-
-“Well for Charlie he’s out of the way--dead mice feels no cold, you
-know, and she’s a bad un--Alice Maybell’s a bad un. The vicar was a
-thankless loon, and she’s took after him. She went her own gait, and
-much good it did her. Sweetheart and honey bird keeps no house, and
-the devil’s bread is half bran. She’ll learn a lesson now. I was too
-good to that huzzy. Put another man’s child in your bosom, they say,
-and he’ll creep out at your sleeves. She’s never a friend now. She’s
-lost Charlie and she’s lost me. Well might the cat wink when both her
-eyes were out. She’d like well enough to be back here again in
-Wyvern--d----n her. She knows who was her best friend by this time.
-Right well pleased wi’ herself, I’ll be bound, the day she gi’ed us
-the slip and ran off with the fool Charlie--down in the mouth, I
-warrant her now, the jade. I dare say the parson’s down at the Grange
-every day to pray wi’ my lady and talk o’ resignation. When all their
-rogueries breaks down they take to cantin’ and psalm singin’, and
-turns up their eyes, the limmers, and cries the Lord’s will be done.
-Welcome death, quoth the rat, when the trap fell. Much thanks to ’em
-for takin’ what they can’t help. Well, she’s a bad un--a
-black-hearted, treacherous lass she proved, and Charlie was a soft
-fellow and a mad fellow, and so his day’s over, and I was just a daft
-old fool, and treated accordin’. But time and thought tames all, and
-we shall all lie alike in our graves.”
-
-“And what’s the boy like?” the old man resumed. “Is he like Charlie?”
-
-“He was asleep, and the room dark, so there was no good trying to see
-him,” said Harry, inventing an excuse.
-
-“Not a bit, dark or light, not a bit; he’s Ally’s son, and good won’t
-grow from that stock--never. As the old bird crows, so crows the
-young, and that foreign madam, I hear, swears she was married first to
-poor Charlie, and what’s that to me?--not that spoonful of punch.
-She’s up in limbo, and if her story be true, why then that boy of
-Ally’s ain’t in the runnin’, and his mother, bless her heart, needn’t
-trouble her head about Wyvern, nor be wishin’ the old Squire, that was
-good to her, under the sod, to make way for her son, and then there’s
-you to step in and claim my shoes, and my chair, and cellar key, and
-then Madam--what’s her name--Van Trump, or something, will out wi’ a
-bantling, I take it, and you’ll all fight it out, up and down--kick,
-throttle, and bite--in the Court of Chancery, or where ye can, and
-what is’t to me who wins or who loses? Not that bit o’ lemon-peel, and
-if you think I’m a going to spend a handful o’ money in law to clear
-up a matter that don’t concern me, no more than the cat’s whisker,
-you’re a long way out in your reckonin’--be me soul ye are, for I’ll
-not back none o’ ye, and I won’t sport a shillin’--and I don’t care a
-d----n. Ye’ll fight the battle o’er my grave, and ye’ll take Wyvern
-who can, and ’twill cost ye all round a pretty penny. Ye’ll be sellin’
-your shirts and your smocks, and ye’re pretty well in for it, and ye
-can’t draw back. Well lathered is half shaved, and it won’t break my
-heart, I promise you.”
-
-And the old man chuckled and hooted, and wagged his head fiercely as
-he declaimed, in his own way, upon the row that was coming.
-
-“Don’t ye spare one another for my sake. Take Wyvern who can. I’ll
-keep my hands in my pockets, I promise ye. What have I to do wi’
-other folks’ windmills?”
-
-So the old Squire stormed on more serenely than he had done for a long
-time.
-
-“Make another tankard o’ that thing, Tom; make a big one, and brew it
-well, and fetch a rummer for yourself, lad.”
-
-“Beggar’s breed for rich men to feed,” resumed the Squire. “A son at
-the Grange o’ Carwell, no less! Well, I ’a taken enough, and too much,
-on my shoulders in my day, and ’tis often the least boy carries the
-biggest fiddle. She’s a sly lass--Alice. She’ll find fools enough to
-help her. I ’a done wi’ her--she’s a bad un. Look at that harpsichord
-thing there she used to play on,” he pointed to the piano. “I got that
-down from Lunnon for her to jingle tunes at as long as she liked, and
-I’d a had it smashed up and pitched in the river, only ’twould a made
-her think I cared enough about her to take that trouble about her
-lumber. She turned her back on me when she liked, and I’ll not turn my
-face on her when she lists. A graceless huzzy she was and is, and
-grace lasts but beauty blasts, and so let it be for me. That’s enough.
-I take it there’s no more to tell. So take ye a candle if ye’re
-sleepy, man, no use dawdlin’ sluggard’s guise, loath to bed, and loath
-to rise,” and so, with a gruff nod, he dismissed him, and in came Tom
-Ward with the punch before very long.
-
-“That’s good, Tom; that’ll warm yer ribs. How long a’ you been here?
-Wyvern always, but a long time in the house, Tom, a long time wi’ the
-family. ’Tis sixty years ago, Tom. I remember you in our livery,
-Isabel and Blue--them’s the old colours. They don’t know the name
-now--_salmon_, they calls it. We ’a seen Christmas pretty often in the
-old house. We’ll not see many more, I’m thinking. The tale’s nigh
-done. ’Twasn’t bad times wi’ ye here, Tom; we can’t complain; we ’a
-had our share, and after cheese comes nothing, as the old folks used
-to say. Take the rummer and sit ye down by the door, Tom. There’s
-Master Harry. I’d rather ha’ a glass wi’ you, Tom, than a dozen wi’
-him, a d----d pippin’-squeezing rascal. Tom, ain’t he a sneak, and no
-Fairfield, Tom, ain’t he, ain’t he, d---- ye?”
-
-“I won’t say that all out, sir. He’s a tall, handsome lad, and Master
-Harry can sit down and drink his share like a man.”
-
-“Like a beast, ye mean. He never tells ye a pleasant story, nor laughs
-like a man, and what liquor he swallows, it goes into a bad skin, Tom.
-He’s not hot and hearty in his cups, like a Fairfield; he has no good
-nature, Tom; he’s so close-fisted and cunnin’. I hate them fellows
-that can’t buy at the market and sell at the fair, and drink when he’s
-drinkin’; d---- him, he’s always a watching to _do_ ye, just like his
-mother; a screw she was, and her son’s like her, crooked to sell, and
-crooked to buy. I hate him sober, Tom, and I hate him drunk. Bring
-your glass here, old lad; a choice mug-full ye’ve brewed to-night.
-Hold it straight, you fool!
-
-“What was I sayin’? The old things is out o’ date, Tom; the world’s
-changin’, and ’tain’t in nature, Tom, to teach old dogs tricks. I do
-suppose there’s fun goin’, though I don’t see it, and the old folks
-beginning to be in the way, as they were always, and things won’t
-change for us. We were brave lads, we Fairfields, but there’s no one
-to come now. There won’t be no one after me in Wyvern house. To the
-wrestlin’ on Wyvern Fair Green when I was a boy, I mind the time when
-lords and ladies id come ridin’ down for twenty miles round, and all
-the old stock o’ the country, some on horseback, and some in coaches,
-and silks and satins, to see the belt played for and singlestick and
-quarter-staves. They were manly times, Tom, and a Fairfield ever first
-in the field, and--what year is this? ay, I was twenty the week before
-that day--’tis sixty-four years ago--when I threw Dick Dutton over my
-shoulder and broke his collar-bone, and Dutton was counted the best
-man they ever brought down here, and Meg Weeks--ye’ll mind Meg Weeks
-wi’ the hazel eyes--was lookin’ on; and the wrestlin’s gone, and not a
-man left in the country round that could tell a quarter-staff from a
-flail; and when I’m gone to my place in the churchyard, there’s not a
-Fairfield in Wyvern no longer, for I don’t count Harry one, he’s not a
-Fairfield, by no chance, and never was. Charlie had it in him,
-handsome Charlie. I seen many a turn in him like me, I did; and that
-Captain Jolliffe’s died only t’other day that he shot in the arm at
-Tewkesbury only twenty years ago for sayin’ a wry word o’ me; old
-Morton read it yesterday, he says, in the Lun’on paper. But it’s all
-over wi’ Charlie, and--stand up, Tom, and fill yer glass, and we’ll
-drink to him.”
-
-Old Tom Ward was the first to speak after.
-
-“Hot blood and proud, sir, and a bit wild, when he was young; more
-than that, there’s nout to be said by any. A brave lad, sir, and the
-good-naturedest I ever see. He shouldn’t be buried where he is, alone.
-I don’t like that, nohow. He wouldn’t a done so by you, Squire; he
-liked ye well; he liked every one that was ever kind to him. I mind
-how he cried after poor Master Willie. They two was very like and
-loving. Master Willie was tall, like him, and handsome.”
-
-“Don’t ye be talkin’ o’ them at all, ye fool,” broke in the Squire,
-violently, “stop that, and hold your tongue, Tom. D---- you, do you
-think I’m foolish? Light my candle, and get ye to bed, the tankard’s
-out; get ye to bed, ye d----d old fool,” and he shook the old servant
-hard by the hand as he spoke.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LIII.
- HARRY FAIRFIELD GROWS UNEASY.
-
-A few days later Harry Fairfield rode from Wyvern into the
-picturesque little town of Wykeford, and passing the steep, narrow
-bridge, pulled up near the church, at the door of Dr. Willett. Harry
-had something to say to the doctor, but, like a good diplomatist, that
-shrewd dealer in horses preferred letting the doctor talk a bit on his
-own account first.
-
-He found him in slippers and dressing-gown, clipping the evergreens
-that grew in front of his house, the hour of his forenoon excursion
-not having yet arrived.
-
-“Woodman, spare that tree,” said Harry, quoting a popular song,
-facetiously.
-
-The doctor looked up.
-
-“And how is Doctor Willett this morning?” said Harry.
-
-“Oh! oh! Is that you?” said the doctor, straightening his back with a
-little effort, for he had been stooping to his task, and old backs
-don’t unbend in a moment.
-
-“Quite well, thank you--so are you, I see.”
-
-“Can’t complain.”
-
-“And how’s the old Squire?” said the doctor.
-
-“How’s the old house?” answered Harry; “staunch and straight, and like
-to stand for ever. I see no change in him. And all well over at
-Carwell?”
-
-“Far from it,” said the doctor.
-
-“And who’s sick?”
-
-“The poor young mother--very ill indeed,” said he--“nervous, low, and
-feverish, she has been, and yesterday, when I saw her, it was plainly
-fever--quite declared.”
-
-“What sort of fever?” asked Harry.
-
-“Well, the nerves are very much engaged,” began the doctor--
-
-“Take care it ain’t typhus,” said Harry. “The baby ha’n’t got it, I
-hope?”
-
-“No, the child’s all safe.”
-
-“There’s typhus down at Gryce’s mill, and a child in scarlatina in the
-glen, I hear.”
-
-“Is there? ha! It has been going a good deal at that side, I’m told,”
-said Dr. Willett. “There’s Lady Wyndale at Oulton--very good-natured
-she seems to be--wouldn’t she take the child and nurse it for a while?
-It’s a nice place, well enclosed, and lies high--not likely to get in
-there. I attended a patient there in dropsy, once, when it was let,
-and the Wyndales away in India.”
-
-“Ay, she’s good-natured; she’d have the mother and child together,
-with a welcome, but she says she won’t take no one’s babby to nurse
-away from its people, and she’s right, I think, so the young chap must
-stand his ground, and bide the fortune o’ war, you know. What time
-shall you be there to-day?” he inquired.
-
-“Three o’clock.”
-
-“Very well, then, I’ll be passin’ at the mill end o’ the glen about
-that time, and I’ll ride up, and look in, just to hear what you have
-to say, and I’ll get home by Cressley Common. It will do me as well as
-t’other way. I turned aside a bit to reach you, and hear the news, and
-I must be joggin’ again. Good-bye, doctor. Is your church clock
-right?” said Harry, looking up at the old tower and pulling out his
-watch to compare.
-
-“‘The clock goes as it pleaseth the clerk,’ the old saw tells us, but
-we all go by the clock here, and it does keep right good time,” said
-old Dr. Willett, with his hand over his eyes, reading its golden hands
-and figures, as Harry was.
-
-“Well, then, doctor, good-bye, and God bless ye,” said Harry, and away
-he rode, without hearing the doctor’s farewell.
-
-At Carwell Grange, at three o’clock, there was the gloom and silence
-of a sick house.
-
-The tiptoe tread of old Dulcibella, and her whisperings at the door,
-were scarcely audible, and now and then a weary moan was heard in the
-darkened room, and the wail and squall of a little child from another
-room not far off.
-
-Old Mildred Tarnley had undertaken the charge of the child, while
-Dulcibella, with the aid of a neighbour brought in for the occasion,
-took charge of the sick lady.
-
-Before three o’clock came, to the surprise of this sad household,
-Harry Fairfield arrived. He did not come riding; he arrived in a
-tax-cart. He had got through more real work that day than many men who
-were earning their bread by their labour.
-
-“Give this one a feed, Tom; and how’s all here?” said he, throwing the
-apron off and jumping down.
-
-“Bad enough, I’m afraid, sir.”
-
-“_Worse?_”
-
-“I don’t know, sir, till the doctor comes; but can’t be no better, for
-I heard Mrs. Crane say she didn’t close an eye all night.”
-
-“I hope they’re not forgetting the child in the hurry?” said Harry.
-
-“Mrs. Tarnley and Lilly Dogger looks after it, turn about.”
-
-“That wouldn’t do nohow, you know,” said Harry--“and give her a good
-feed, Tom, good dog, good bone. She came at a good lick, I can tell
-you, up the glen. The doctor will be here soon.”
-
-“Ay, sir.”
-
-“Well, I’ll stay till I hear what he says; and there’s sickness in
-Carwell Glen here, I’m told.”
-
-“I dessay, sir, there’s a good deal going, I hear.”
-
-“Ye needn’t take her out of the shafts, Tom. Fix her head in a halter
-by the gate--in the ring there, if ye have a nose-bag at hand--and
-come in here. She’s as quiet as a lamb; I want to talk to you a bit.
-I’m goin’ to buy two or three fillies, and think of any you may have
-seen down about here. Old Tarnley’s in the kitchen now, is she?”
-
-“I think she is, sir.”
-
-“Well, think of them fillies if you can; there’s business to be done
-if I can get ’em to suit.”
-
-So in marched Harry, and tapped at the kitchen window, and nodded and
-smiled to Mrs. Tarnley.
-
-“So you’re all sick down here, I’m told; but sickness is better than
-sadness. That’s all I can say, lass,” said Harry, pacing, much in his
-usual way, into the kitchen, and clapping his big hand down on
-Mildred’s shoulder.
-
-“Sick, sore, and _sorry_ we be, sir. Your brother’s not that long
-buried that there should be no sadness in the Grange, his own house
-that was, and his widow’s that is--sickness may well be better than
-sadness, but ’taint turn about wi’ them here, but one and t’other,
-both together. And that slut upstairs, Miss Dogger, if you please, out
-of the scullery into the bed-chamber, she’s no more use to me than the
-cock at the top o’ Carwell steeple. I never knew such times in Carwell
-Grange; I’m wore off my old feet--I can’t stan’ it long, and I wish
-twenty times in a day I was quiet at last in my grave.”
-
-“A gruntin’ horse and a grumblin’ wife, they say, lasts long. Never
-you fear, you won’t die this time, old girl, and I wouldn’t know the
-Grange if _you_ wasn’t here. ’Twill all be right again soon, I
-warrant--no wind blows long at the highest, ye know, and we’ll hear
-what the doctor says just now.”
-
-“Hoot! what can the doctor say but just the old thing? The leech to
-the physic and God to the cure, and death will do as God allows, and
-sickness shows us what we are, and all fears the grave as the child
-does the dark. I don’t know much good he’s doin’, or much he did for
-Master Charles--not but he’s as good as another, and better than many
-a one, maybe--but he costs a deal o’ money, and only Lady Wyndale came
-over here yesterday--poorly though she is, and not able to get out o’
-her coach--and saw Mrs. Crane, and lent a fifty-pun note to keep all
-straight till the young lady, please God, may be able to look about
-her, and see after ’em herself, we’d a bin at a sore pinch before the
-week was out. Pity’s good, but help’s better. ’Tis well in this
-miserly world there’s a kind one left here and there, that wouldn’t
-let kindred want in the midst of plenty. There’s Squire Harry o’
-Wyvern and his own little grandson lyin’ up in the cradle there, and
-look at you, Master Harry. I wonder you hadn’t the thought.”
-
-Harry laughed, perhaps, the least degree awkwardly.
-
-“Why, chick-a-biddy----” began Harry.
-
-“I’m none o’ yer chick-a-biddies. I’m old Mildred Tarnley, o’ the
-Grange o’ Carwell, that’s in the service o’ the family--her and
-hers--many a long year, and I speaks my mind, and I shouldn’t like the
-family to be talked of as it will for meanness. If there’s a want o’
-money here in times of sickness, ’tis a shame!”
-
-“Well, ye know there’s no want, but the Governor’s riled just now, and
-he’ll come round again; and as for me, I’m as poor a dog as is in the
-parish. Take me and turn me round and round, and what more am I than
-just a poor devil that lives by horses, and not always the price of a
-pot o’ stout in my pocket--
-
-
- ‘Four farthings and a thimble
- Makes the tailor’s pocket jingle.’
-
-
-Your tongue’s a bit too hard, Mildred; but ye mean well, and there’s
-kindness at the bottom o’ the mug, though the brew be bitter.”
-
-“I think I hear the doctor,” said Mildred, placing her palm behind her
-ear and listening.
-
-“Ay,” said Harry; “I hear him talkin’.”
-
-And forth he strode to meet him.
-
-Before he went up, Harry and the doctor talked together for a little
-in the panelled sitting-room, with which we are familiar.
-
-“I’m sure to see you here, eh?”
-
-“Before I go? Yes. I shall look in here.”
-
-“All right,” said Harry, and the doctor walked up the stairs on his
-exploration.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LIV.
- A DRIVE TO TWYFORD.
-
-In less than ten minutes the doctor came down.
-
-“Well?” said Harry, over his shoulder, turning briskly from the
-window.
-
-“No material change,” replied the doctor. “It’s not a case in which
-medicine can do much. The most cheering thing about it is that her
-strength has not given way, but you know it is an anxious case--a
-_very_ anxious case.”
-
-“I hope they are taking care of the child. Old Dulcibella Crane would
-be a deal better for that sort of thing than that dry old cake,
-Mildred Tarnley. But then Ally would half break her heart if ye took
-old Dulcibella from her, always used to her, you know. And what’s best
-to be done? It would be bad enough to lose poor Ally, but it would be
-worse to lose the boy, for though I’m willing to take my share of work
-for the family, there’s one thing I won’t do, and that’s to marry. I’m
-past the time, and d---- me if I’d take half England to do it. I’d
-like to manage and nurse the estate for him, and be paid, of course,
-like other fellows, and that’s what would fit my knuckle. But, by
-Jove, if they kill that boy among them there will be no one to
-maintain the old name of Wyvern; and kill him they will, if they leave
-him in the hard hands of that wiry old girl, Mildred Tarnley. She’s a
-cast-iron old maid, with the devil’s temper, and she has a dozen other
-things to mind beside, and I know the child will die, and I don’t know
-anything to advise, d---- me if I do.”
-
-“The house is in confusion, and very little attention for the child,
-certainly,” said Doctor Willett.
-
-“And that d----d scarlatina, beyond a doubt, is in the glen there.”
-
-The old doctor shrugged and shook his head.
-
-“I talked to the Governor a bit,” said Harry, “thinking he might have
-the child over to Wyvern, where it would be safe and well looked
-after, but he hates the whole lot. You know it was a stolen match, and
-it’s no use trying in that quarter. You’re going now, and I’ll walk a
-little bit beside you; maybe you’ll think of something, and I haven’t
-no money, ye may guess, to throw away; but rather than the child
-shouldn’t thrive I’d make out what would answer.”
-
-“That’s very kind of you, sir,” said Doctor Willett, looking at him,
-admiringly. “They certainly have their hands pretty full here, and a
-little neglect sometimes goes a long way with a child.”
-
-So they walked out together, talking, and when the doctor got on his
-horse Harry walked beside him part of the way towards Cressley Common.
-
-When he came back to the Grange, Harry asked to see old Dulcibella,
-and he told her, standing on the lobby and talking in whispers--
-
-“The doctor says she’s not able to understand anything as she is at
-present.”
-
-“Well, ye know she’s wanderin’ just now, but she may clear up a bit
-for a while, by-and-by.”
-
-“Well, the doctor says she’s not to be told a word that can fret her,
-and particularly about the child, for he says this is no place for it,
-and he won’t be answerable for its life if it’s left longer here, and
-there’s scarlatina and fever all round, and ye have as much as ye can
-well manage here already, so few as there is, without nursing
-children; and Doctor Willett says he’ll have it well attended to by a
-person near Wykeford, and I’ll bring old Mildred over with it to the
-place this evening, and we’ll get it out o’ reach o’ the sickness
-that’s goin’.”
-
-“Please God!” said Dulcibella, after a pause.
-
-“Amen,” added Harry, and walked down, whistling low, with his hands in
-his pockets, to tell the same story to old Mildred Tarnley.
-
-“’Tis a pity,” she said, darkly, “the child should be sent away from
-its home.”
-
-“Especially with scarlet fever and typhus all round,” said Harry.
-
-“And away from its mother,” she continued.
-
-“Much good its mother is to it.”
-
-“Just now she mayn’t be able to do much.”
-
-“Oh! but she can though,” interrupted Harry; “she may give it the
-fever she’s got, whatever that is.”
-
-“Well, I can’t say nothin’ else but it’s a pity the child should be
-took away from its natural home, and its own mother,” repeated Mrs.
-Tarnley.
-
-“And who’s takin’ care o’t _now_?” demanded Harry.
-
-“Lilly Dogger,” answered she.
-
-“Lilly Dogger! just so; the slut! you said yourself, to-day, you
-wouldn’t trust a kitten with!”
-
-Mrs. Tarnley couldn’t deny it. She sniffed and tossed up her chin a
-little.
-
-“Ye forget, lass, ’twas never a Wyvern fashion nursin’ the babbies at
-home. _I_ wasn’t, nor Charlie, poor fellow! nor Willie, nor none of
-us. ’Twas a sayin’ with the old folk, and often ye heered it, ‘one
-year a nurse, and seven years the worse;’ and we all was tall,
-well-thriven lads, and lives long, without fever or broken bones or
-the like, floors us untimely; and, anyhow, the doctor says, so it must
-be. There’s no one here, wi’ all this sickness in the house, has time
-to look after it, and the child will just come to grief unless his
-orders be followed. So stick on your bonnet and roll up the young chap
-in blankets, and I’ll drive ye over to the place he says. It brings me
-a bit out o’ my way, but kith and kin, ye know; and I told the doctor
-if he went to any expense, I’d be answerable to him myself, and I’ll
-gi’e ye a pound for good luck. So ye see I’m not sich a screw all out
-as ye took me for.”
-
-“I thank you, Master Harry, and I’ll not deny but ’twas always the way
-wi’ the family to send out the children to nurse.”
-
-“And what Mr. Charles would ’a done himself if he was alive, as every
-one of us knows; and for that reason what the lady upstairs would ’a
-done if she had ’a bin able to talk about anything. I’m sorry I have
-to drive ye over, but I’ll bring ye back to-night, and ye know I
-couldn’t drive and manage the babby, and the folk would be wonderin’
-when the child set up the pipes in the tax-cart, and I’d soon have the
-hue-and-cry behind me.”
-
-“Hoot! I wouldn’t allow no such thing as let the poor little thing be
-druv so, all alone, like a parcel o’ shop goods. No, no. The family’s
-not come to that yet a bit, I hope,” cried Mrs. Tarnley.
-
-“Gi’e me a lump o’ bread and cheese and a mug o’ beer. I don’t think
-I ever was here before without a bit and a sup, and it wouldn’t be
-lucky, ye know, to go without enough to swear by, anyhow; but there’s
-no hurry, mind--ye needn’t be ready for a good hour to come, for
-Willett won’t have no nurse there sooner.”
-
-Harry went out and had a talk with Tom Clinton, and smoked his pipe
-for half an hour; and Tom thought that the young Squire was dull and
-queerish, and perhaps he was not very well, for he did not eat his
-bread and cheese, but drank a deal more beer than usual instead.
-
-“Bring a lot o’ lolly-pops and milk, or whatever it likes best, wi’
-ye, to keep it quiet. I can’t abide the bawlin’ o’ children.”
-
-Lilly Dogger, with red eyes and an inflamed nose, blubbered
-heart-broken, and murmured to the baby--lest old Mildred should
-overhear and blow her up--her leave-takings and endearments, as she
-held it close in her arms.
-
-Beautiful though to us men, utterly mysterious is the feminine love of
-babies. Lilly Dogger had led a serene, if not a very cheerful life, at
-Carwell Grange up to this. But now came this parting, and her peace
-was shivered.
-
-Old Mildred had now got up, with her threadbare brown cloak, and her
-grizzly old bonnet, and had arranged the child on her lap; so, at
-last, all being ready, the tax-cart was in motion.
-
-It was late in the autumn now. The long days were over. They had
-dawdled away a longer time than they supposed before starting. It
-turned out a long drive, much longer than Mildred Tarnley had
-expected. The moon rose, and they had got into a part of the country
-with which she was not familiar.
-
-They had driven fourteen miles or upward through a lonely and somewhat
-melancholy country. It was, I suppose, little better than moor, but
-detached groups of trees, possibly the broken and disappearing
-fragments of what had once been a forest, gave it a sad sort of
-picturesqueness.
-
-Mildred Tarnley was not a garrulous person, and had not spent her life
-at Carwell Grange without learning the accomplishment of taciturnity,
-but she remarked and resented the gloomy silence of Master Harry, who
-had never once addressed a word to her since they started.
-
-Toward the close of their journey she observed that Harry Fairfield
-looked frequently at his watch, and hurried the pace of the mare, and
-altogether seemed to grow more and more anxious. They had been obliged
-to pull up twice to enable her to feed the baby, who was now fast
-asleep.
-
-“’Tis right,” she thought, “he should look ahead and mind his driving,
-while we’re getting on, though a word now and then would not have
-troubled him much. But when we stopped to feed the child there was no
-excuse. He got down and settled the buckle at the horse’s head. He got
-up again, and drew the rug over his knees, and he leaned on his elbow
-back upon the cushion, and he never so much as asked was me or the
-baby alive!”
-
-They now reached a gentle hollow, in which a shallow brook crossed the
-road, and some four or five habitations of an humble sort stood at
-either side; one under the shade of two gigantic ash trees, had a sign
-depending in front, being a wayside inn of the humblest dimensions.
-
-A village this could hardly be termed; and at the near end Harry
-pulled up before a building a little above the rank of a cottage, old
-and quaint, with a large-leafed plant that, in the moonlight, looked
-like a vine, growing over the prop of a sort of porch that opened
-under the gable.
-
-If the mare was quiet at the Grange, you may be sure that her run to
-Twyford had not made her less so.
-
-Harry helped old Tarnley down, with her little charge in her arms, and
-led her silently into the neat little room, with tiers of delf
-ornaments, in brilliant colours, on the cupboard, and a Dutch clock
-ticking in the nook by the fire where some faggots crackled, and a
-candle was burning on the table in a bright brass candlestick.
-
-Mrs. Tarnley’s experienced eye surveyed the room and its belongings.
-She descried, moreover, a ladder stair which mounted to a loft, from
-whose dormant window, as she looked from her seat in the tax-cart, she
-had observed the light of a candle.
-
-Very humble it undoubtedly was, but nothing could be more scrupulously
-clean. It had an air of decency, too, that was reassuring. There was a
-woman there in a cloak and bonnet, who rose as they entered and
-courtesied.
-
-Harry set a lumbering arm-chair by the fire, and beckoned Tarnley to
-occupy it. Then he asked:
-
-“How soon is the Warhampton ’bus expected?”
-
-“Twenty-five minutes, please, sir,” answered the woman, with another
-courtesy and a glance at the clock.
-
-“That woman from Willett’s is coming by the ’bus,” he said gruffly, to
-Mildred. “’Tis a snug little place this, and as clean as a bone after
-a hungry dog. Would you mind,” he continued, addressing the stranger
-or hostess, whichsoever she might be, “tellin’ Archdale, if he’s here,
-I want a word wi’ him at the door?”
-
-“He’s over the way, I think, sir, with the horse. I’ll call him,
-please, sir.”
-
-So off she went.
-
-“This is where poor Charles said he’d like to have his child
-nursed--Twyford; ’tis sweet air about here, considered. He was
-expectin’ a babby, poor fellow, and he talked a deal wi’ me about it
-the day he was took. Wouldn’t ye like a bit to eat and a glass of
-beer, or somethin’? They have lots over the way, for as poor as it
-looks; and here’s the pound I promised ye, lass, for luck, ye know,
-when we was leaving the Grange.”
-
-He drew forth the hand with which he had been fumbling in his pocket
-and placed the piece of gold in hers.
-
-“Thank you, Master Harry,” she said, making a little instinctive
-effort to rise for the purpose of executing a courtesy. But Harry,
-with his hand on her shoulder, repressed it.
-
-“Sit ye quiet, and rest yourself, after joggin’ all this way; and
-what’s that bundle?”
-
-“The baby’s things, sir.”
-
-“All right. Well, and what will ye have?”
-
-“I feel a bit queerish, Master Harry, I thank ye. I’d rather not eat
-nothin’ till I gets home, and I’ll get my cup o’ tea then.”
-
-“Not eat!”
-
-“Nothin’, sir, I thank ye, Master Harry.”
-
-“Well,” said Harry, so far forth relieved, but resolved, cost what it
-might, to make Mildred happy on this particular occasion, “if ye won’t
-eat, I’m hanged but ye shall drink some. I tell ye what it shall be,
-a jug of sherry negus. Come, ye must.”
-
-“Well, Master Harry, as so ye will have it, I’ll not say ye nay,”
-consented Mildred, graciously.
-
-Harry went himself to the little pot-house over the way, and saw this
-nectar brewed, and brought it over in his own hand--the tankard in one
-hand and the glass in the other.
-
-“Devilish good stuff it is, Mildred, and I’m glad, old lass, I thought
-of it. I remember you liked that brew long ago, and much good may it
-do you, girl.”
-
-He was trying to be kind.
-
-He had set it down on the table, and now, as he spoke, he laid his
-hand on her shoulder, and she thought she might have wronged Master
-Harry with his rough jests, and shrewd ways, and that he had more of
-the Fairfield in his nature than she had always given him credit for.
-
-Out he went again, and talked with Archdale, who was in plain clothes,
-and a round hat, with a great coat buttoned up to his smooth blue
-chin, and a gig-whip in his hand. Archdale, as usual, was severely
-placid and brief, and as Harry talked with him outside, Mildred
-Tarnley thought she heard a step in the loft over her head, and
-another sound that excited her curiosity. She listened, but all was
-quiet again.
-
-Harry returned in comparatively high spirits.
-
-“Well, Mrs. Tarnley,” said he, “the ’bus is a bit late, I’m thinkin’,
-but anyhow, he can’t wait,” and he pointed over his shoulder at Mr.
-Archdale who stood at the door; “he’ll drive you back again, and he
-knows the road as far as Cressley Common, and you can show him the
-rest,--and you’ll want to be back again with poor Alice,--and the
-doctor will look in here, often in the week--almost every day--and
-tell you how the little chap’s going on. And see, here’s a very
-respectable woman--what’s her name?--she was here this minute, and she
-won’t be leaving till after the ’bus comes in, and you leave her the
-baby, and I’ll wait here till I see it in charge of the nurse that’s
-coming from Wykeford. Come in, will ye?--not _you_--the woman, I mean.
-Now, Mildred, give her the baby.”
-
-The woman had a gentle, cheerful, and honest face; and looked down
-with the angelic light of a woman’s tenderness on the sleeping face of
-the little baby.
-
-“Lord love it,” she murmured, smiling. “What a darling little face!”
-
-Mildred Tarnley looked down on it, too. She said nothing. She bit her
-lips hard, and her old eyes filled up with tears that welled over as
-she surrendered the baby, without a word, and then hastily she went
-out, mounted to her seat in the tax-cart, and was driven swiftly away
-by a companion as silent as he who had conveyed her there.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LV.
- HOW FARES THE CHILD?
-
-Dr. Willett called regularly at the Grange, and kind Lady Wyndale
-was daily there, taking the doctor’s directions about jellies, wines,
-and such other good things as the depressed state of the patient
-called for, notwithstanding her fever.
-
-In a few days more he changed this treatment. The patient, in fact,
-could not be got to swallow these things. Dr. Willett became more
-perplexed. It was not exactly gastric fever, but he thought it more
-resembled that flickering treacherous fire than any other fever with
-which he was acquainted.
-
-There are sicknesses that will not be cured through the body. The mind
-diseased, which is the parent of these impracticable maladies, of
-which, when people die, they are said to have died of a broken
-heart--disdains the apothecary’s boxes and bottles--knows nothing of
-them. The heart-ache, of which it is no more than an unusually
-protracted fit, has its seat in that which no apothecary can hear,
-see, feel, or understand. When the immortal, and in this life,
-inscrutable, spirit, which is the unseen lodger, the master, of the
-body, sickens, all sickens. In its pain all below it writhe and
-wither, and the body, its ultimate expression, reflects but cannot
-mitigate its torment.
-
-Dr. Willett, too, complained that the child was ill, and that it must
-have been ill before it left the Grange.
-
-On this point he and Mildred Tarnley had a sharp battle.
-
-When both parties had cooled a little he admitted that possibly the
-symptoms might not have been sufficiently developed to have excited
-the attention of an uninstructed observer.
-
-The Grange was growing all this time more awful. Death seemed to have
-made his abode there, and the shadow of the hearse plumes seemed to
-rest upon the windows. Courage flagged, despair supervened, and Mrs.
-Tarnley’s temper grew all but insupportable. A day in such situations
-seems very long, and many had passed since the baby had made his
-journey to Twyford. The doctor seemed desponding, and stood longer
-silent by his patient’s bed this day than usual. His questions were
-briefer, and he was less communicative than usual when he was going.
-
-Mildred Tarnley was making up her mind that the blow was inevitable,
-and was secretly wishing it might come soon, since come it must.
-
-The father buried but two months since, the mother sinking into an
-untimely grave, and the poor little baby also dying! Was this family
-accursed? What a blight was this!
-
-The doctor had said that he would return by Gryce’s mill. It had been
-dark some time, and was now about seven o’clock. Tom was down at the
-forge, Dulcibella and Lilly Dogger both upstairs, and she quite alone
-in the kitchen. She was more uncomfortable than she had ever been
-before about Alice that night.
-
-She had seen in the doctor’s countenance that day, as he told her he
-would look in again on his return up the glen, that which had
-profoundly alarmed her, and now, sitting alone in this dark kitchen,
-she was infested by gloomy forebodings and terrible fancies.
-
-She went upstairs to the sick lady’s door. At that hour no amendment
-was probable, and there certainly was none. Down again she went. The
-idea had got into her head that the patient would die that night, and
-she grew nervous, and tired of listening for death-watches, and
-picking incipient winding-sheets off the candle. “I wonder Master
-Harry doesn’t come here, if ’twas only to ask whether his sister was
-dead or alive, and why old Willett don’t come. Smelt out a good supper
-somewhere, and he’s stuffin’ his gut, I’ll warrant, while the poor
-lady’s takin’ the rattles.”
-
-Mildred Tarnley could stand this no longer, and she went out and down
-the dark road that leads to the Glen of Carwell, close by, down which,
-with the uselessness of impatience, she went to look for a sight of
-the absent doctor, and listen for the tread of his horse.
-
-Nothing cheered by that darksome walk, and the solemn and solitary
-view down the Carwell road, she stood gazing down toward distant
-Gryce’s mill, until she tired of that too, and in dismay and
-bitterness retraced her steps toward the Grange.
-
-On entering the yard, she saw a man’s figure approaching her from the
-kitchen door. She thought it was the doctor’s, for a moment, but it
-was not, and with a “Lord! who’s that?” gasped in fear that sounded
-like fury, she stood fixed as the old pump.
-
-“Bah! don’t you know me, woman?” said Harry Fairfield, surlily; “I
-have only a few minutes. Ye’ll have to come wi’ me in the morning over
-to Twyford.”
-
-“To Twyford?”
-
-“Ay, to Twyford; and why the devil do ye leave the yard-door open; I
-walked into the kitchen and right up the stairs, lookin’ for ye, and
-knocked at Ally’s door. I think ye’re cracked.”
-
-“And what’s to fear here, down in the Grange? Hoot! If ’tweren’t for
-form’s sake we need never draw bolt from one Christmas to another.”
-
-“There was a woman found with her throat cut by the Three Pollards,
-between this and Hatherton, on Tuesday. If you likes it down here,
-’tis little to me. I’ll come here at eight o’clock in the morning to
-fetch ye.”
-
-“Is the child sick?”
-
-“Not it. It was, but it’s gettin’ all right; that is, if it _be_ the
-child.”
-
-“What the de’il d’ye mean, Master Harry?”
-
-“I was lookin’ at the child this mornin’, and d---- me, if I think
-it’s the same child we left there!” said Harry.
-
-“Why, sir--Mr. Harry, what’s this?”
-
-“I say I misdoubt it’s not the same child, and ye must come over and
-look at it. Don’t ye say a word o’ the matter to no one; no more did
-I; if you do we’ll never come to the bottom of it.”
-
-“My good Lord!” exclaimed old Mildred, turning paler, and frowning
-very hard.
-
-“I won’t stop. I won’t eat anything. I can’t delay to-night; my nag’s
-by the bridle, there, beside the scales, and--any message to Wykeford?
-I’ll be passing Willett’s house.”
-
-“Well! well!” repeated Mildred, gaping at him still, with scarcely a
-breath left her, “sin is sin, be it seen or no; judgment follows. God
-has feet o’ wool and hands o’ iron.”
-
-“Sweep before your own door, lass; ye’re a bit daft, bain’t ye?” said
-Harry, with a sudden glare in his face.
-
-“God forgive us all!”
-
-“Amen,” said Harry.
-
-And there came a pause.
-
-“Women and fools will be meddlin’,” he resumed. “Lord love ye! For mad
-words, deaf ears, they say. ’Pon my soul! ’twould make a cow laugh,
-and if ye don’t mind ye may run yer head against the wall.”
-
-“I _will_ go to-morrow and look at the child,” said Mildred, with
-sullen emphasis, clapping one lean hand down on the other.
-
-“That’s all I want ye. Come, what mischief can ye make o’ that? Clear
-yer head!”
-
-“There’s two things shouldn’t anger ye: what ye can help and what ye
-can’t,” said Mildred. “I’ll go wi’ ye in the mornin’, Master Harry.”
-
-“That’s the least we can do and the most. How’s Ally?”
-
-“Dyin’, I think; she’ll be gone before daybreak, I’m thinkin’.”
-
-“That’s bad,” said Harry.
-
-“Good hap or ill hap, as God awards. I know nout against her.”
-
-“Poor little thing!” said Harry.
-
-“I blame myself; but what could I do? If aught’s gone wrong wi’ the
-child, poor lady! ’tis well she were gone too.”
-
-“There’s many a fellow’d knock ye on the head for less,” replied
-Harry, with a very black look; “you women has a hintin’ funkin’ way
-wi’ ye. Ye like to ladle the drippin’ over a fellow’s legs, and say ye
-meant the mutton. Can’t ye speak out and say what ye mean, and get it
-off yer stomach, and let me know, and I’ll answer it straight like a
-man and a Fairfield, d---- me!”
-
-“I’ll go wi’ ye to-morrow; and I take it that’s what ye want.”
-
-“Well, this I’ll say. If ye suppose I’d hurt that poor baby to the
-value of a pin’s point, you’re a stupider and a wickeder witch than I
-took ye for, and I wish poor Ally could hear me, and I’d swear to her
-on my knees, at her dying bed, by the Creator that made me, that I’ll
-work for that boy as if he was my own, till I make him safe in Wyvern.
-And can’t ye see, woman, d---- ye, that I can have but the boy’s good
-in my mind when I ask ye to come over on such an errand to Twyford?”
-
-“Well, I do suppose--I do suppose. Eight o’clock, and there’s two feet
-will be cold ere then, I’m afeard.”
-
-“Don’t be a fool no more, and I forgive ye, Mildred,” said he,
-extending his hand; “and don’t ye mind a lick wi’ the rough side o’ my
-tongue--’tis a way wi’ us Fairfields--and there wasn’t many on ’em
-would ’a stood to let ye rile them as ye did me. And bolt yer doors,
-mind; and, poor Ally! I hope she may do yet, and mind ye--eight
-o’clock sharp.”
-
-So Harry departed.
-
-Mildred stood and looked after him for a time.
-
-“There’s nothin’ ever goes right at the Grange,” she said with a short
-hard sigh; “nor never did, nor never will.”
-
-And after a pause, with another sigh, she said--
-
-“No, no; I won’t think it--I couldn’t think it--’taint in one o’ them.
-They might be fickle wi’ a lass, or hot tempered wi’ a man, and a bit
-too hard wi’ tongue or hand, but the like o’ that--I can’t believe
-it--never, and I wish I hadn’t a’ heard that. I’m most sure I heard
-the child cry in the loft there; I’m sorry I didn’t say so then. I
-don’t know why, and I don’t know now, what it should be no more than
-another, but I didn’t like it. It looked like summat _hid_--I can’t
-say. But my heart misgave me.”
-
-Old Mildred walked into the house. She had other thoughts now than the
-poor lady upstairs. They were remorseful, though she could hardly say
-for what she could blame herself. Perhaps she overrated her authority,
-and fancied she could have prevented the baby’s being taken away.
-
-But it might be all quite right--men were so stupid about babies. A
-pretty hand a Fairfield man would make of a nursery! At all events
-the morrow would clear a great deal up.
-
-The morning came. The doctor had looked in, and, as often happened,
-had surprised the lookers-on by pronouncing positively, that the
-patient was _not_ worse.
-
-With a qualm at her heart, Mildred asked him when he had seen the
-child: and watched his face hard while he answered quite frankly that
-he had seen it the day before--that it was decidedly better, and might
-possibly do well.
-
-When should he see it again?
-
-There was nothing alarming, probably to-morrow; certainly not later
-than the next day. There was nothing urgent--the chances were rather
-in favour of its recovery, but, of course, there were the risks, and
-we weren’t to hollo till we were out of the wood.
-
-With this cheer Mildred was much comforted, so much reassured that
-when eight o’clock came next morning and brought no Harry Fairfield,
-she felt rather relieved of a bore than disappointed.
-
-Two days later Dr. Willett reported more favourably than he had yet
-done on Alice. His account of the boy, however, was by no means so
-cheery.
-
-Harry looked in still later, and talked the matter over with Mildred.
-
-“I thought, ye see, I might just be makin’ a fool o’ myself--and
-another o’ you, so I went over there quietly next day, and I’m sure it
-_was_ a mistake. The child’s thinner a deal, and its colour gone, and
-it was dark a’most when I saw it, and she held the candle too low and
-cast a shadow from its nose, by Jove, across its face. You never see
-so queer a monkey as it looked, and so I held my tongue, but made over
-here to put our heads together and make sure o’ the matter. But when I
-went next day and saw it in the daylight, by Jove it was all
-right--the child and no mistake. But it is grown awful thin and
-wry-faced, only you couldn’t take it for any other, and the doctor
-sees it every second day, and I’m glad to hear that poor little Alice
-is getting on so well. She’ll be on her legs again in no time, I’m
-thinking.”
-
-After Harry had gone, Dr. Willett arrived with a very ill account of
-the baby.
-
-“Dying, poor little thing. Its heart wrong, and all the organs; but
-you mustn’t tell poor Mrs. Fairfield. It may cost her her life, if she
-begins to fret about it, and just tell her it’s quite well, for it’s
-true, you know--it’s nearer heaven, and best of all when it gets
-there. So tell her, when she asks, that it was sent in charge of
-careful people to get it out of the reach of the infection that is in
-the neighbourhood, and keep her mind quiet.”
-
-A few days later the news of its death arrived in the kitchen, and
-Lilly Dogger, who was afraid to give way to her emotions before Mrs.
-Tarnley, abruptly rose, and ran out, and throwing her apron over her
-head, broke into absolute screams of crying under the great old trees
-that stand by the scales.
-
-Here there was a sad secret to disclose when the time came, and poor
-Alice was strong enough to bear the story.
-
-In the meantime Harry Fairfield came and had a stormy interview with
-old Mildred. The doctor, he swore, didn’t know his business. The women
-at Twyford had neglected the child. He’d see to it. He’d be a devil
-among the tailors. He’d open their eyes for them. He had often got
-fifty pounds for a less neglect of a filly. They should smoke all
-round for it. And there now was Wyvern without an heir, for, d----n
-him if he’d ever marry; he wouldn’t for Saint Peter. It wouldn’t
-do--it couldn’t be, at no price; and there was old Wyvern, and never a
-Fairfield to see tankard filled or faggot fired in the old house.
-
-Harry was not married, although he had insinuated some matrimonial
-ambiguities in his talk with old Mildred. But I believe he swore truly
-when he vowed that he never would marry. He had quite made up his mind
-on that point for some time.
-
-For the rest, his threatenings ended in the noise they began in. In
-truth there was no ground for complaint, and both nurse and doctor had
-done their duty.
-
-Alice recovered. I do not attempt to describe the long mourning that
-followed, the sweet, the bitter, and the terrible recollections that
-ever after tinted the image of Carwell Grange in her memory.
-
-As soon as she could bear removal to her kind kinswoman, Lady Wyndale
-insisted on taking her to Oulton. After a time they travelled, and
-finally returned to Oulton, where they lived on together in the
-happiness of great and tried affection.
-
-A difference of five-and-thirty years did not separate them any more
-than the interval of a generation did Naomi and Ruth. Lady Wyndale,
-being one of those gifted women in whom the girlish spirit burns high
-and bright so long as life itself continues, full of sympathy and
-gaiety, with a strong vein of romance, and a pleasant sense of the
-ridiculous, and also fine immovable affections, was to one who had
-suffered calamities so dire as had befallen Alice Fairfield, a more
-delightful companion than any of her own age could have been. For when
-it was needed, there was the graver charm of a long and sad
-experience, and there were also the grander teachings of religion, and
-these were not obtruded or vaunted in anywise, but rather toned her
-thoughts and feelings, with their peculiar sublime and melancholy
-lights, in which all things are subdued and also glorified.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LVI.
- THE OLD SQUIRE LEAVES WYVERN.
-
-The old folk can’t go on living always. The King’s messenger had
-called at Wyvern, and the old Squire must needs get up and go.
-
-Sickness was a cross he had never been used to bear, and now that it
-was laid on his old shoulders he knew that he could not keep his feet
-very long.
-
-He had the Wyvern lawyer, who did the business of the estate, up to
-his room, and the parson and his own son, Harry Fairfield. He made the
-attorney read the will, which he had told him to bring up with him,
-and the Squire listened as it was read slowly.
-
-After the clergyman had gone--
-
-“Have ye ought to say to that, son Harry?” said the old Squire.
-
-“’Tis an old will, father,” said Harry.
-
-“It ain’t,” said the Squire.
-
-“Eight years less two months,” said the lawyer.
-
-“About the age rum’s fit to drink,” said the old Squire. “What say ye
-to it--now’s your time, son?”
-
-“Priests, women, and poultry, they say, has never enough. There’s bin
-changes since, and I don’t see why Wyvern should be charged so heavy.”
-
-“There’s three hundred a year to Alice, that’s what ye mean!” said the
-old Squire.
-
-His son was silent.
-
-“Well, I don’t owe her nothin’, that’s true, but I’ll let it stand,
-mind. And Harry, lad, the day ye do a good thing there will be seven
-new moons.”
-
-“What was parson a whisperin’ about in the window wi’ ye?” he asked of
-the attorney after a time.
-
-“Some claim upon the vicarage which he thought you said you meant to
-remit by will.”
-
-“I ’a thought upon it, and I won’t. _Paternoster_ built churches, and
-Our Father pulled ’em down. There’s o’er many parsons for the
-churches, and o’er many churches for the people--tell him I won’t.”
-
-“What the devil made you talk about that to him?” said Harry, with a
-dark look, when he and the attorney had got out of the room.
-
-“My dear sir,” said the lawyer, “we must be true to our clients, and
-beside, don’t you remember the clergyman said he’d be here to-morrow
-at one to administer the Lord’s Supper, and he’ll be certain to speak
-of it then to our client.”
-
-At nightfall the Squire grew worse, and his head wandered.
-
-“Tell that white-faced Vicar Maybell, there’s never a one but the
-thankless in hell--I’ll not sit under none o’ his sermons--Ay, he
-frowns at that.”
-
-“Hey, dear?” whispered the housekeeper, gazing at him from the hearth
-where they were sitting.
-
-“And who does he mean, ma’am?” asked the nurse.
-
-“God knows--old times, I suppose,” she answered.
-
-“There’s a glass broke, Tom, who’s kicking up the row?” mumbled the
-Squire,--“Play, women, and wine undoes men, laughin’--Ay, light it,
-I’m very dark--Who’s he, ye fool?--Joan and my lady’s all one in the
-dark.”
-
-“That’s Tom Ward he’s thinkin’ on?” said the nurse.
-
-“Ay, he liked Tom ever. He wouldn’t think ’twas Wyvern without Tom,”
-answered the housekeeper.
-
-In a little time he said more distinctly and sternly--
-
-“The dead should do nothing.--So that’s the bishop.--Ay--ay--The
-devil, mind ye, isn’t always at one door.--If there was a good man
-here he’d put a clout over that face--Ye’ll never do it.”
-
-Then it would sink into mumbling, and then again grow more distinct.
-
-At last the morning came, and the Squire so many hours nearer death,
-was, nevertheless, now like himself.
-
-In due course the clergyman arrived, and the housekeeper, and serious
-Jim Hopper of the mill, close by, attended to make up a little
-congregation with whom the dying Squire was to receive that most
-“comfortable” Sacrament, before setting out on his long journey.
-
-“You’re distinctly a Church of England man?” inquired the clergyman
-gently.
-
-“Ay, what do you take me for?”
-
-“I make it a rule, dear sir, to inquire. I have once or twice found
-Presbyterians and other Dissenters among the attendants at my church
-at Nottingham before I came here, and I am happy to hear so clear an
-answer to my inquiry,” said the clergyman with a gracious solemnity.
-
-“The crow thinks her own bird fairest--go on,” said Squire Harry.
-
-After these rites were over, the Squire needed rest.
-
-Then, after an hour or so, he called for Tom Ward.
-
-“Well, Tom, we a’ lived a long while together--here in Wyvern--you and
-me, and ‘be the day never so long, at last cometh even’-song,’ as they
-say, and now the doctor thinks my time be come, and I sent for ye to
-shake hands, Tom, and bid ye good-bye.”
-
-Tom was drying his eyes hastily, and his old face was more puckered
-than ever.
-
-“Yer honour was always kind to me----”
-
-“Come, Tom, ye mustn’t be cryin’, man. Penny in pocket’s a merry
-companion, and I wrote ye down for somethin’ in my will, and ye a’
-brewed me many a tankard, Tom--ye’ll never brew me another--and I
-wouldn’t go without a word and a shake by the hand.”
-
-When this was over, the nurse signed to Tom to go.
-
-I wonder how the grim old man, with near a week’s white stubble on his
-chin, felt as he saw Tom Ward glide away softly, with tears on his
-rugged cheeks. For Tom, it was the breaking up and foundering of old
-Wyvern in the deep. He was too old to live in the new Wyvern that was
-coming, mayhap.
-
-“I’ll never get the old days out o’ my head, nor ever like the new,
-and ’twon’t be long, I’m thinkin’, before I follow him down the
-ash-tree road to Wyvern churchyard.”
-
-And so for the old Squire it came, the last day of light, and the
-first of death.
-
-It was a stately funeral in the old-fashioned way. All the good old
-houses of the county were represented there. The neighbours, great and
-small, mustered; the shops in the town were all shut, and the tenants
-attended in masses.
-
-This solemn feast and pageant over, the fuss subsided, and Harry
-entered upon his reign with a gravity becoming his new prerogative and
-responsibilities.
-
-Sergeant-Major Archdale was an influential, and prosperous, and
-reserved minister under the new _régime_. He had a snug berth at
-Warhampton, as Harry Fairfield had promised, and from that distant
-legation he was summoned every now and then to Wyvern, and there
-conferred with the Squire. I have called him Sergeant-Major, but he
-was so no longer. He had retired some time before from the militia and
-was now plain Mr. Archdale.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LVII.
- MARJORY TREVELLIAN.
-
-In order to throwing a light upon the nature of some of the duties
-of Mr. Archdale, we must convey the reader in spirit, to some little
-distance.
-
-In the sequestered country, about twelve miles south of Twyford, in a
-pretty nook formed by a wooded hollow close by the old by-road to
-Warhampton, stands an antique cottage, with a loft and two little
-windows peeping through the very steep thatched roof and high narrow
-gable--gable and wall alike streaked and crossed with those black oak
-beams which formed the cage into whose interstices our ancestors built
-their brick and plaster. The steep roof runs out over a little porch
-which has a bench in one side of it. Another stone bench stands under
-the lattice window, the woodwork of which casement, as well as the
-black spars crossed and morticed in the walls, and even the curved
-brick chimney, look shrunk and warped by time, by which, too, the
-hatch at the door is rounded and furrowed, and the stone seat and
-window stones worn into curves and hollows, and such and so venerable
-is the air of the structure, with its ivy-bound porch, that one might
-fancy it the very farmhouse in which Anne Hathaway passed her
-girlhood.
-
-Here dwelt good Mrs. Marjory Trevellian, some fifty years old and
-upward, with, I think, the kindest face and pleasantest laugh in that
-part of the country; a widow of many years; not very happy in her
-marriage, and quite content with her experience of the wedded state;
-quiet, cheerful, very industrious; with a little farm of three acres,
-and a cow; spinning sometimes, knitting at others, and when she could,
-taking in washing, and in all things approving herself diligent,
-cheerful, and honest.
-
-With this kind, cheery, honest dame lived a little boy, the son of a
-Mr. Henry--that was all she knew distinctly about his people. She
-called him her Fairy, and her Prince, and when curious people
-questioned her closely, she said that his father was a merchant,
-“unfortunate in business,” as the phrase is; that he was living
-perhaps in concealment, and in distressed circumstances, or possibly
-was dead. All she could say for certain was, that she received a very
-small allowance for maintaining him, which was paid punctually every
-three months in advance, and that as to the name of the boy, his
-Christian name was William and his surname Henry, and that she called
-him her “Prince” or her “Fairy,” and he called her “Granny.”
-
-She idolised this pretty boy, and he loved her with the tenderness
-which a child bestows upon a loving nurse, something more than filial.
-
-The boy remembers no other home but this, and no other friend but
-“Granny.” He was now a little past eleven. His life had been solitary,
-but cheerful. Was there not the pond only thirty yards away from their
-door-step, in which he sailed his fleet of ships, made of corks, which
-old Peter Durdon gave him? He was a cousin of Marjory Trevellian’s,
-and lived in the village two miles away. He used to call every Sunday
-and to bring these corks in his pocket, and a bit of such lead as tea
-is wrapped in to make the keels of their navy. He was dressed in a
-blue “swallow-tailed” coat with brass buttons; his drab trousers were
-very short; his stockings faded sky-blue; and his shoes clumsy and
-clouted, and highly polished. He wore a chestnut wig of a long and
-lank cut, and his forehead slanted back very much, and his nose came
-forward, and a perpetual smile expanded his cheeks, which were as red
-and smooth as a ripe apple. His countenance was not wise, though very
-good-natured--rather silly, I’m afraid--and I think he took more
-interest in this sort of shipping than was quite compatible with
-strength of mind.
-
-As these ships glided with thin paper sails across the pond, while
-Master Henry watched them in grave absorption, Peter’s raptures
-expressed themselves in continuous peals of laughter.
-
-These were great occasions in the solitary life of Fairy.
-
-There were a set of big box-wood ninepins--skittles, I suppose, with
-balls--battered and discoloured--I never knew how they got into the
-cottage, but they looked a hundred years old if a day. Many a game
-with these on the smooth patch of sward at the other side of the pond
-had pleasant old Marjory with her darling.
-
-In its seclusion its life was monastic, but not in its liberty. The
-boy was, on the whole, very happy.
-
-Looking on honest Marjory as mistress of all she surveyed, it never
-struck him, that in the points in which her dietary differed from his
-she was practising a compulsory economy. The article of meat was not
-often found in her bill of fare. But conscientiously she placed the
-little fellow’s bit of broiled meat before him every day, and told him
-when he inquired why she had none for herself that she did not like
-it, and that it did not agree with her, which he accepted as undoubted
-truths, and wondered and regretted secretly.
-
-On winter evenings their tea was very cosy. A wheaten cake baked on
-the griddle, a new-laid egg each, and a cup of tea from the
-many-coloured delf teapot--a good deal burnt on the side next the
-fire. With the door barred and the window carefully closed, the fire
-burning cheerfully, and their candle lighting the party--who so happy?
-And was there not the old Robinson Crusoe, with binding black with
-age, and a frontispiece showing the hero with his grave countenance
-and beard, his tall cap and goat-skin dress, his musket over one
-shoulder and his umbrella over the other, and recounting his
-marvellous life in the quaint old type of Queen Anne? And was there
-not that other literary treasure, the old folio volume of Captain
-Cook’s, Commodore Anson’s, and other seafaring worthies’ voyages round
-or up and down the world, with no end of careful old copperplates,
-showing Pacific islands, curious volcanoes, flotillas of armed canoes,
-thick-lipped miscreants with rings in their noses and birds’ tails
-enlivening their foreheads, and long processions of official people,
-priests, &c., with a small white pocket-handkerchief each by way of
-dress? But better far than these, which together with her Bible and
-Prayer-Book, constituted Marjory’s library, was that good creature’s
-inexhaustible collection of fairy tales, received traditionally and
-recounted _vivâ voce_, and prefaced with the rhyme which even at this
-distance recalls me to the nursery fireside with the far-off tones of
-a kindly voice that I shall hear no more.
-
-
- “Once upon a time there was a king and a queen,
- As many have been,
- But few I have seen,
- Except in pictures!”
-
-
-And starting with this little trumpeting and summons to attention--the
-“oyes-oyes-oyes” and immutable prelude of an ever-varying sequel, good
-Marjory, the herald of ever new wonders, would tell her tale of dwarfs
-and castles, of godmother fairies, and malignant enchantresses,
-broken-hearted princes and persecuted princesses, and enchanted
-palaces and awful forests, till the hour came for the little fellow to
-get to his bed and enter the no less wonderful land of dreams.
-
-Another person who contributed to the regular entertainment of the boy
-was Tom Orange.
-
-Tom Orange called at the cottage sometimes at intervals of three
-months, sometimes, for perhaps half a year, on the first of every
-month, and was always made welcome by Marjory Trevellian, and feasted
-with rashers and whatever else her humble larder afforded, and on
-going had established a mysterious right to a shilling “tip,” which he
-always made it a point should be an honourable secret among them.
-
-What might be the nature of his business the little boy neither knew
-nor cared, but Tom Orange was in the boy’s eyes the ideal and epitome
-of all that was enchanting, brilliant, and exhilarating.
-
-Tom was somewhat long and lean, with a face also long and always
-smiling, except when it was making a grimace, an art in which he
-excelled almost every other blackguard I have heard of. His clothes
-and hat were seedy, and, for so merry a person, he was wonderfully
-poor.
-
-Tom Orange’s accomplishments were infinite, he could dance a hornpipe
-with all the well-known airs and graces of a sailor; he could protrude
-his mouth till it assumed a shape quite unknown to physiognomists, and
-with a delicate finger, turning his eyelids inside out, make the
-pupils of those organs quiver strangely, while he uttered a sound like
-the call of a jackdaw. He could sing a variety of comic songs, with
-refrains delivered with a volubility which distanced admiration, and
-made his very audience breathless, and some of these were relieved
-with occasional dialogue of matchless character and humour. He could
-swallow any number of pennies you pleased, and take them all out at
-different angles of his body; he could put several potatoes under his
-hat, and withdraw them all without touching either the hat or the
-potatoes. He could keep three balls always in the air together, and he
-could balance two chairs upon his chin.
-
-In short, as I have said, his accomplishments were innumerable and
-extraordinary, and the only wonder was how so universal a genius could
-possibly possess so few shillings and so many seedy articles of dress.
-
-Tom Orange, too, was great at skittles, and gave his pupil wonderful
-new lights.
-
-He taught him also how to guard, stop, and strike according to the
-principles of “the noble art of self-defence.” In fact, it would have
-been difficult to discover a more fascinating companion and instructor
-of youth. Possibly it was as well, however, that his visits were so
-far between, and as brief as fortune ordained them to be. It was no
-wonder, however, that these visits were looked for by the boy, as the
-return of the life and excitement of an annual fair might have been by
-the ingenuous youth of some other rural district.
-
-There was but one point on which Marjory was obliged to impose a
-prohibition upon the child. It seemed a trifle, but in reality was a
-gigantic privation.
-
-“No, darling, you mustn’t talk to any other boys, nor play with them,
-nor go near them; if you do you’ll be took away by your friends, and
-I’ll never see you again; and what will poor Granny do then without
-her darling?”
-
-And Granny’s eyes filled with tears, and the boy cried and hugged her
-passionately, and this little agony gave place to wild affection and a
-glow of unspeakable delight and happiness, and was celebrated by a hot
-cake that evening, and new-laid eggs and a great tea, and stories to
-no end.
-
-And she found her darling that night crying in his sleep, and was sure
-he was dreaming of leaving the old cottage, and she wakened him with
-kisses, herself crying.
-
-So these two persons, notwithstanding some disparity of years, were
-wonderfully happy in one another’s society and if they had each their
-will, would have fixed things as they were, and neither grown older
-nor younger, but just gone on living so for ever.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LVIII.
- THE ENCHANTED GARDEN.
-
-Marjory Trevellian was what is accounted among her class “a good
-scholar,” and she had taught the little boy to read and write, to “say
-his tables,” and to “cypher,” as she termed the initiatory arithmetical
-exercises.
-
-It was plain, however, that the boy was not abandoned to chance, but
-that an eye was upon him, and some friendly, if not conscientious
-direction, controlling his destiny.
-
-In one of his visits Tom Orange handed her a letter, written in the
-same neat clerk’s hand in which the short memorandum that accompanied
-each remittance was penned. Having read the letter she was thoughtful.
-
-When Tom had gone away, she said--
-
-“You are to be taught like a gentleman, as you are, my darling, and
-you’re not to be sent to school for three or four years, and in the
-meantime Mr. Wharton--he’s a kind, good gentleman--is to teach you for
-two hours every evening after the school is over. You know his house.
-It is about a mile away from this; just half-way on the road to the
-grammar school.”
-
-“But I’m to live at home, Granny, all the same?” inquired the boy in
-great trepidation.
-
-“Lord love it, to be sure he is,” she answered, beaming on him with
-great affection. “Only two hours, and every one likes Mr. Wharton, and
-I’m desired to go to his house to take his orders, to-morrow.”
-
-So she did, and the new order of things was established with very
-little disturbance of the old.
-
-The narrow road which the boy every afternoon passed to and from
-Doctor Wharton’s house makes, about half-way, a sudden curve. It is a
-wooded road, not without little ups and downs, and formidable ruts,
-and blocks of worn old stone, so large as to shock all the rules of
-modern road-making.
-
-Upon this curve, so as nearly to front the boy’s line of march, is a
-very old fruit garden, with a discoloured ivy-grown wall, on which are
-growing moss and house-leek, and here and there tufts of grass and
-wall-flower. Over the wall are seen ancient standard plum and cherry
-and pear-trees, and beyond them the upper windows, and the steep, grey
-roof, and slender chimneys of a house as much out of date as the
-garden.
-
-In the garden-wall is a tall door with worn fluted pilasters
-corresponding in antiquity with the rest of the building and its
-belongings. This stone framework has an iron door, old-fashioned and
-fancifully wrought into arabesques of spikes, leaves, and stars,
-facing the quiet road, and within this a strong wooden door.
-
-Fruit-trees are, of course, always interesting to boys, but quite
-another interest mingled in the feeling with which little Willie
-viewed such glimpses of the old grey house and its background of dark
-and towering timber as his approach afforded, and he often wished, as
-he passed, that a hole in the wall might afford him a peep into the
-old garden and a glimpse of its owners. He sometimes heard their
-voices.
-
-A clear, childish laugh he had heard more than once, from among the
-tall fruit-trees and climbing roses that over-topped the wall, and a
-sweet female voice also faintly prattling with the child.
-
-One evening, as he returned from Doctor Wharton’s, with his books
-buckled in his strap swinging from his hand, having slackened his pace
-as usual when he found himself under the garden wall, to his infinite
-delight the inner wooden door, which had always obstructed his
-curiosity, was open. The outer gate of iron rails and foliage was
-locked, but through its bars he could see at last the garden. Its
-trees were old and overgrown. It was wonderfully dark, with roses and
-other flowers glowing here and there, and one straight walk leading up
-to the house, and continuing the line of the narrow bridge which, at
-the iron door, crossed what seemed a sort of moat, whose banks were
-overgrown with docks and nettles. He could see part of the steps
-leading up to the door of the house, and a portion of one of its
-windows. The rest was concealed by the thick foliage, and the effect
-of this little glimpse was increased by the deep shadow of the
-foreground.
-
-It was not very far from sunset, and the small birds were already
-singing among the boughs, and the deep shadow--the antique and
-neglected air and the silence of the place--gave it, in his romantic
-eyes, a character of monastic mystery and enchantment.
-
-As he gazed straight up the dark walk towards the house, suddenly a
-man turned the corner of the yew hedge that met the bridge’s parapet
-close to him, and walking straight up to the door, with a gruff look
-at the little boy, shut and locked the wooden door in his face.
-
-So all was gone for the present. He knew there was no good in looking
-through the key-hole, for envious fortune had hung a spray of
-sweetbriar so as effectually to intercept the view, and nothing
-remained but the dingy chocolate-coloured planks before him, and the
-foliage and roses trembling over the old wall.
-
-Many a time again he passed and re-passed the door without a like good
-hap.
-
-At length, however, one evening he found the envious wooden door once
-more open, and the view again disclosed through the iron bars.
-
-A very pretty little girl, with golden hair, was standing on tip-toe
-near, and with all her soul was striving to reach an apple with a
-stick which she held in her tiny fingers.
-
-Seeing him she fixed her large eyes on him, and said, with an air of
-command--
-
-“Come, and climb up the tree and get me that apple.”
-
-His heart beat quick--there was nothing he liked better.
-
-“But I can’t get in,” he said, blushing; “the door is locked.”
-
-“Oh! I’ll call mamma--she’ll let you in. Don’t you know mamma?”
-
-“No, I never saw her,” answered the boy.
-
-“Wait there, and I’ll fetch her.”
-
-And so she was gone.
-
-The first flutter of his excitement was hardly over when he heard
-steps and voices near, and the little girl returned, holding the hand
-of a slight, pale lady, with a very pretty face, dressed all in black.
-She had the key in her hand, and smiled gently on the little boy as
-she approached. Her face was kind, and at once he trusted her.
-
-“Oh! he has left the inner door open again,” she said, and with a
-little nod and smile of welcome she opened the door, and the boy
-entered the garden.
-
-Both doors were now shut.
-
-“Look up, little boy,” said the lady in black, with a very sweet
-voice.
-
-She liked his face. He was a very handsome little fellow, and with an
-expression earnest, shy, and bright, and the indescribable character
-of refinement too in his face. She smiled more kindly still, and
-placing just the tip of her finger under his chin she said--
-
-“You are a gentleman’s son, and you are nicely dressed. What is your
-name?”
-
-“My papa’s name is Mr. Henry,” he answered.
-
-“And where do you go to school?”
-
-“I don’t go to school. I say lessons to Mr. Wharton--about half a mile
-from this.”
-
-“It is great fun, I suppose, playing with the little boys--cricket,
-and all that?”
-
-“I’m not allowed to play with the little boys.”
-
-“Who forbids you?”
-
-“My friends won’t allow me.”
-
-“Who are your friends?”
-
-“I never saw them.”
-
-“Really! and don’t you live with your papa?”
-
-“No, I live with Marjory.”
-
-“Do you mean with your mamma?”
-
-“Oh, no. She died a long time ago.”
-
-“And is your papa rich--why aren’t you with him?”
-
-“He was rich, Granny says, but he grew poor.”
-
-“And where is he now?”
-
-“I don’t know. I’m to go to school,” he said, acquiring confidence the
-more he looked in that sweet face. “My friends will send me, in three
-years, Granny says.”
-
-“You are a very nice little boy, and I’m sure a good little fellow.
-We’ll have tea in a few minutes--you must stay and drink tea with us.”
-
-The little fellow held his straw hat in his hand, and was looking up
-in the face of the lady, whose slender fingers were laid almost
-caressingly on his rich brown hair as she looked down smiling, with
-eyes in which “the water stood.” Perhaps these forlorn childhoods had
-a peculiar interest for her.
-
-“And it is very polite of you taking off your hat to a lady, but put
-it on again, for I’m not a bit better than you; and I’ll go and tell
-them to get tea now. Dulcibella,” she called. “Dulcibella, this
-little friend is coming to drink tea with us, and Amy and he will play
-here till it comes, and don’t mind getting up, sit quiet and rest
-yourself.”
-
-And she signed with her hand, smiling, to repress her attempt to rise.
-
-“Well, darling, play in sight o’ me, till your mamma comes back,” said
-the rheumatic old woman, addressing the little girl; “and ye mustn’t
-be pulling at that great rolling-stone; ye can’t move it, and ye may
-break your pretty back trying.”
-
-With these and similar injunctions the children were abandoned to
-their play.
-
-He found this pretty young lady imperious, but it was pleasant to be
-so commanded, and the little boy climbed trees to gather her favourite
-apples, and climbed the garden wall to pluck a bit of wallflower, and
-at last she said--
-
-“Now, we’ll play ninepins. There’s the box, set them up on the walk.
-Yes, that’s right; you _have_ played; who taught you?”
-
-“Granny.”
-
-“Has Granny ninepins?”
-
-“Yes, ever so much bigger than these.”
-
-“Really! So Granny is rich, then?”
-
-“I think so.”
-
-“As rich as mamma?”
-
-“Her garden isn’t so big.”
-
-“Begin, do _you_; ah, ha! you’ve hit one, and who plays best?”
-
-“Tom Orange does; does your mamma know Tom Orange?”
-
-“I dare say she does. Dulcibella, does mamma know Tom Orange?”
-
-“No, my dear.”
-
-“No, she doesn’t,” echoed the little girl, “who is he?”
-
-What, not know Tom Orange! How could that be? So he narrated on that
-brilliant theme.
-
-“Tom Orange must come to tea with mamma, I’ll tell her to ask him,”
-decided the young lady.
-
-So these little wiseacres pursued their game, and then had their tea,
-and in about an hour the little boy found himself trudging home, with
-a sudden misgiving, for the first time, as to the propriety of his
-having made these acquaintances without Granny’s leave.
-
-The kind voice, the beloved smile of Granny received him before the
-cottage door.
-
-“Welcome, darlin’, and where was my darlin’, and what kept him from
-his old Granny?”
-
-So they hugged and kissed, and then he related all that had happened,
-and asked “was it any harm, Granny?”
-
-“Not a bit, darlin’, that’s a good lady, and a grand lady, and a fit
-companion for ye, and see how she knew the gentle blood in your pretty
-face; and ye _may_ go, as she has asked you, to-morrow evening again,
-and as often as she asks ye; for it was only the little fellows that’s
-going about without edication or manners, that your friends, and who
-can blame them, doesn’t like ye to keep company with--and who’d blame
-them, seeing they’re seldom out of mischief, and that’s the beginning
-o’ wickedness, and you’re going, but oh! darlin’, not for three long
-years, thank God, to a grand school where there’s none but the best.”
-
-So this chance acquaintance grew, and the lady seemed to take every
-week a deeper interest in the fine little boy, so sensitive, generous,
-and intelligent, and he very often drank tea with his new friends.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LIX.
- AN OLD FRIEND.
-
-I am going now to describe the occurrences of a particular evening
-on which my young friend drank tea at Stanlake Farm, which was the
-name of the house with the old garden to which I have introduced the
-reader.
-
-A light shower had driven the party in from the garden, and so the boy
-and Amy were at their ninepins in the great hall, when, the door being
-open, a gentleman rode up and dismounted, placing the bridle in the
-hand of a groom who accompanied him.
-
-A tall man he was, with whiskers and hair dashed with white, and a
-slight stoop. He strode into the hall, his hat on, and a whip still in
-his hand.
-
-“Hollo! So there you are--and how is your ladyship?” said he.
-“Skittles, by the law! Brayvo! Two down, by Jove! I’d rather that
-young man took you in hand than I. And tell me--where’s Ally?”
-
-“Mamma’s in the drawing-room,” said the young lady, scarcely regarding
-his presence. “Now play, it’s your turn,” she said, addressing her
-companion.
-
-The new arrival looked at the boy and paused till he threw the ball.
-
-“That’s devilish good too,” said the stranger--“very near the nine.
-Eh? But a miss is as good as a mile; and I don’t think he’s quite as
-good as you--and she’s in the drawing-room; which is the
-drawing-room?”
-
-“Don’t you know the drawing-room! Well, _there_ it is,” and the young
-lady indicated it with her finger. “My turn now.”
-
-And while the game was pursued in the hall, the visitor pushed open
-the drawing-room door and entered.
-
-“And how is Miss Ally?”
-
-“Oh, Harry! Really!”
-
-“Myself as large as life. You don’t look half pleased, Ally. But I
-have nout but good news for you to-day. You’re something richer this
-week than you were last.”
-
-“What is it, Harry? Tell me what you mean?”
-
-“So I will. You know that charge on Carwell--a hundred and forty
-pounds a year--well, that’s dropped in. That old witch is dead--ye
-might ’a seen it in the newspaper, if you take in one--Bertha
-Velderkaust. No love lost between ye. Eh?”
-
-“Oh, Harry! Harry! _don’t_,” said poor Alice, pale, and looking
-intensely pained.
-
-“Well, I _won’t_ then; I didn’t think ’twould vex you. Only you know
-what a head devil that was--and she’s dead in the old place, Hoxton. I
-read the inquest in the _Times_. She was always drinkin’. I think she
-was a bit mad. She and the people in the back room were always
-quarrelling; and the father’s up for that and forgery. But ’twasn’t
-clear how it came about. Some swore she was out of her mind with
-drink, and pitched herself out o’ the window; and some thought it
-might ’a bin that chap as went in to rob her, thinkin’ she was stupid;
-and so there was a tussle for’t--she was main strong, ye know--and he
-chucked her out. Anyhow she got it awful, for she fell across the
-spikes of the area-rails, and she hung on them with three lodged in
-her side--the mad dog-fox, she was!”
-
-“Oh, Harry! How shocking! Oh! pray don’t!” exclaimed Alice, who looked
-as if she was going to faint.
-
-“Well, she lay there, without breath enough to screech, twistin’ like
-a worm--for three hours, it’s thought.”
-
-“Oh! Harry--pray don’t describe it; don’t, I implore. I feel so ill.”
-
-“Well, I won’t, if you say so, only she’s smashed, and cold in her
-wooden surtout; and her charge is reverted to you, now; and I thought
-I’d tell ye.”
-
-“Thank you, Harry,” she said, very faintly.
-
-“And when did you come here? I only heard this morning,” asked Harry.
-
-“Five weeks ago.”
-
-“Do you like it; ain’t it plaguy lonesome?”
-
-“I like the quiet--at least for a time,” she answered.
-
-“And I’m thinkin’ o’ gettin’ married--upon my soul I am. What do you
-think o’ that?”
-
-“Really!”
-
-“Sure as you’re there, but it won’t be none o’ your love-matches.
-
-
- ‘Bring something, lass, along wi’ thee,
- If thou intend to live wi’ me.’
-
-
-That’s my motto. Sweetheart and honey-bird keeps no house, I’ve heard
-say. I like a body that can look after things, and that would rather
-fund fifty pounds than spend a hundred.
-
-
- ‘A nice wife and a back door
- Hath made many a rich man poor,’
-
-
-as they say; and besides, I’m not a young fellow no longer. I’m pushin’
-sixty, and I should be wise. And who’s the little chap that’s playin’
-skittles wi’ Amy in the hall?”
-
-“Oh, that’s such a nice little boy. His father’s name is Henry, and
-his mother has been dead a long time. He lives with a good old woman
-named Marjory Trevellian. What’s the matter, Harry?”
-
-“Nothing. I beg your pardon. I was thinkin’ o’ something else, and I
-didn’t hear. Tell me now, and I’ll listen.”
-
-So she repeated her information, and Harry yawned and stretched his
-arms.
-
-
- “‘For want o’ company,
- Welcome trumpery,’
-
-
-and I must be goin’ now. I wouldn’t mind drinkin’ a glass o’ sherry,
-as you’re so pressing, for I’ve had a stiff ride, and dust’s drouthy.”
-
-So Harry, having completed his visit characteristically, took his
-leave, and mounted his nag and rode away.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LX.
- TOM ORANGE.
-
-Little Miss Amy had a slight cold, and the next tea-party was put
-off for a day. On the evening following Harry’s visit at Stanlake Farm,
-Marjory Trevellian being at that time absent in the village to make
-some frugal purchases, who should suddenly appear before the little
-boy’s eyes, as he lifted them from his fleet upon the pond, but his
-friend, Tom Orange, as usual in high and delightful spirits.
-
-Need I say how welcome Tom was? He asked in a minute or two for
-Marjory, and took her temporary absence with great good humour. Tom
-affected chilliness, and indeed the evening was a little sharp, and
-proposed that they should retire to the cottage, and sit down there.
-
-“How soon do you suppose, youngster, the old hen will come home?”
-
-“Who?”
-
-“Marjory Daw, down the chimney.”
-
-“Oh, Granny?”
-
-This nickname was the only pleasantry of Mr. Orange which did not
-quite please the boy.
-
-Tom Orange here interpolated his performance of the jackdaw, with his
-eyelids turned inside out and the pupils quivering, which, although it
-may possibly have resembled the jackdaw of heraldry, was not an exact
-portraiture of the bird familiar to us in natural history; and when
-this was over he asked again--“How soon will she be home?”
-
-“She walked down to the town, and I think she can’t be more than about
-half-way back again.”
-
-“That’s a mile, and three miles an hour is the best of her paces if
-she was runnin’ for a pound o’ sausages and a new cap. Heigh ho! and
-alas and alack-a-day. No one at home but the maid, and the maid’s gone
-to church! I wrote her a letter the day before yesterday, and I must
-read it again before she comes back. Where does she keep her letters?”
-
-“In her work-box on the shelf.”
-
-“This will be it, the wery identical fiddle!” said Tom Orange,
-playfully, setting it down upon the little deal table, and, opening
-it, he took out the little sheaf of letters from the end, and took
-them one by one to the window, where he took the liberty of reading
-them.
-
-I think he was disappointed, for he pitched them back again into their
-nook in the little trunk-shaped box contemptuously.
-
-The boy regarded Tom Orange as a friend of the family so confidential,
-and as a man in all respects so admirable and virtuous, that nothing
-appeared more desirable and natural than that excellent person’s
-giving his attention to the domestic correspondence.
-
-He popped the box back again in its berth. Then he treated the young
-gentleman to Lingo’s song with the rag-tag-merry-derry perrywig and
-hat-band, &c., and at the conclusion of the performance admitted that
-he was “dry,” and with a pleasant wink, and the tip of his finger
-pushing the end of his nose a good deal to the left, he asked him
-whether he could tell him where Mrs. Trevellian, who would be deeply
-grieved if she thought that Tom was detained for a drink till her
-return, kept her liquor.
-
-“Yes, I can show you,” said the boy.
-
-“Wait a minute, my guide, my comforter, and friend,” said Tom Orange;
-and he ascertained from the door-stone that no one was inconveniently
-near.
-
-The boy was getting a tea-cup off the shelf.
-
-“Never mind sugar, my hero, I’ll sweeten it with a thought of Marjory
-Daw.”
-
-The boy explained, and led him into the dark nook by the hall door.
-Tom Orange, well pleased, moved almost on tiptoe, and looked curiously
-and spoke under his breath, as he groped in this twilight.
-
-“Here it is,” said the boy, frankly.
-
-“Where?”
-
-“Here.”
-
-“This!” said Tom, for his friend had uncovered a crock of water.
-
-Tom Orange glared at him and at the water with grotesque surprise, and
-the _bona fides_ of the boy and the simplicity of the situation struck
-Tom comically, and, exploding good-humouredly, he sat down in
-Marjory’s chair and laughed hilariously.
-
-Having satisfied himself by a confidential dialogue that Marjory Daw
-had no private bottle of comfort anywhere, this agreeable fellow so
-far forgot his thirst, that he did not mind drawing water from the
-crock, and talked on a variety of subjects to the young gentleman. In
-the course of this conversation he asked him two topographical
-questions. One was--
-
-“Did you ever hear of a place called Carwell Grange?”
-
-And the other resembled it.
-
-“Did you ever hear of a place called Wyvern?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“Think, lad. Did you never hear Mrs. Trevellian speak of Wyvern? Or of
-Carwell Grange?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“Because there is the tallest mushroom you ever saw in your life
-growing there, and it is grown to that degree that it blocks the door
-so that the Squire can’t get into his own house, and the mushroom is
-counted one of the wonders of the world upon my little word of honour
-as a gentleman! And
-
-
- ‘Since there’s neither drink nor victuals,
- Suppose, my lord, we play at skittles?’
-
-
-And if she’s not back by the end of the game, tell her I had to go on
-to the bridge to see lame Bill Withershins, and I’ll be back again
-this evening, I think, or in the morning at latest.”
-
-The game was played, but Marjory did not appear, and Tom Orange,
-entertaining his young friend with a ludicrous imitation of Bill
-Withershins’ knock-knees, took his departure, leaving his delighted
-companion in the state which Moore describes as being usual--
-
-
- “When the lamp that lighted
- The traveller at first goes out.”
-
-
-So, having watched Tom till he was quite out of sight, he returned to
-his neglected navy on the pond, and delivered his admirable Crichton’s
-message to Marjory Daw on her return.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LXI.
- THE HOUR AND THE MAN.
-
-Supper-time came, and Tom Orange did not return. Darkness closed
-over the old cottage, the poplar trees and the town, and the little
-boy said his prayers under the superintendence of worthy Marjory, and
-went to his bed.
-
-He was disturbed in his sleep by voices talking in the room. He could
-only keep his eyes open for a little time, and he saw Tom Orange
-talking with mammy. He was at one side of the little table and she at
-another, and his head was leaning forward so as to approach
-uncomfortably near to the mutton-fat with a long snuff in the middle.
-Mammy, as he indiscriminately called “Granny,” was sobbing bitterly
-into her apron, and sometimes with streaming eyes, speaking so low
-that he could not hear, to Tom Orange.
-
-Interesting as was the scene, slumber stole him away, and when he next
-wakened, Tom was gone, and mammy was sitting on the bed, crying as if
-her heart would break. When he opened his eyes, she said--
-
-“Oh, darlin’! darlin’! My man--my own, own blessed man--my darlin’!”
-and she hugged him to her heart.
-
-He remembered transports similar when two years ago he was very ill of
-a fever.
-
-“I’m not sick, mammy, indeed; I’m quite well,” and with these
-assurances and many caresses, he again fell asleep.
-
-In the morning his Sunday clothes, to his wonder, were prepared for
-him to put on. The little old faded crimson carpet-bag, which she had
-always told him, to the no small content of his self-importance, was
-his own, stood plump and locked on the little table under the clock.
-His chair was close beside mammy’s. She had all the delicacies he
-liked best for his breakfast. There was a thin little slice of fried
-bacon, and a new-laid egg, and a hot cake, and tea--quite a grand
-breakfast.
-
-Mammy sat beside him very close. Her arm was round him. She was very
-pale. She tried to smile at his prattle, and her eyes filled up as
-often as she looked at him, or heard him speak.
-
-Now and then he looked wonderingly in her face, and she tried to smile
-her old smile and nodded, and swallowed down some tea from her cup.
-
-She made belief of eating her breakfast, but she could not.
-
-When the wondering little man had ended his breakfast, with her old
-kind hands she drew him towards her.
-
-“Sit down on my lap, my precious--my own man--my beautiful boy--my own
-angel bright. Oh, darlin’--darlin’--darlin’!” and she hugged the boy
-to her heart, and sobbed over his shoulder as if her heart was
-bursting.
-
-He remembered that she cried the same way when the doctor said he was
-safe and sure to recover.
-
-“Mammy,” he said, kissing her, “Amy has birthdays--and I think this is
-my birthday--is it?”
-
-“No, darlin’; no, no,” she sobbed, kissing him. “No, my darlin’, no.
-Oh, no, ’taint that.”
-
-She got up hastily, and brought him his little boots that she had
-cleaned. The boy put them on, wondering, and she laced them.
-
-With eyes streaming she took up one of the little cork boats, which he
-kept on the window-stool floating in a wooden bowl.
-
-“You’ll give me one of them, darlin’--to old mammy--for a keepsake.”
-
-“Oh! yes. Choose a good one--the one with the gold paper on the pin;
-that one sails the best of all.”
-
-“And--and”--she cried bitterly before she could go on--“and this is
-the little box I’ll put them in,” and she picked them out of the bowl
-and laid them in a cardboard box, which she quickly tied round. “And
-this is the last day of poor mammy with her bright only darlin’--for
-your friends are sending for you to-day, and Mr. Archdale will be here
-in ten minutes, and you’re to go with him. Oh, my precious--the light
-o’ the house--and to leave me alone.”
-
-The boy stood up, and with a cry, ran and threw his arms round her,
-where she stood near the clock.
-
-“Oh! no, no, no. Oh! mammy, you wouldn’t; you couldn’t, you couldn’t.”
-
-“Oh, darlin’, you’re breaking my heart. What can I do?”
-
-“Don’t let me go. Oh, mammy, don’t. Oh, you couldn’t, you couldn’t.”
-
-“But what can I do, darlin’? Oh, darlin’, what can I do?”
-
-“I’ll run away, mammy, I’ll run away; and I’ll come back when they’re
-gone, and stay with you.”
-
-“Oh, God Almighty!” she cried, “here he’s coming. I see him coming
-down the hazel road.”
-
-“Hide me, mammy; hide me in the press. Oh, mammy, mammy, you wouldn’t
-give me to him!”
-
-The boy had got into this large old-painted press, and coiled himself
-up between two shelves. There was hardly a moment to think; and
-yielding to the instinct of her desperate affection, and to the
-child’s wild appeal, she locked the door, and put the key in her
-pocket.
-
-She sat down. She was half stunned by her own audacity. She scarcely
-knew what she had done. Before she could recover herself, the door
-darkened, a hand crossed the hatch and opened it, and
-ex-Sergeant-Major Archdale entered the cottage.
-
-In curt military fashion he announced himself, and demanded the boy.
-
-She was looking straight in this formidable man’s face, and yet it
-seemed as if he were vanishing from before her eyes.
-
-“Where’s the boy?” inquired the chill stern voice of the Sergeant.
-
-It seemed to her like lifting a mountain this effort to speak. She
-felt as if she were freezing as she uttered the denial.
-
-“He aint here.”
-
-“Where is he?” demanded the Sergeant’s imperturbably clear cold voice.
-
-“He’s run away,” she said with an effort, and the Sergeant seemed to
-vanish quite away, and she thought she was on the point of fainting.
-
-The Sergeant glanced at the breakfast table, and saw that two had
-taken tea together; he saw the carpet-bag packed.
-
-“H’m?” intimated Archdale, with closed lips. He looked round the
-cottage room, and the Sergeant sat down wonderfully composed,
-considering the disconcerting nature of the announcement.
-
-The ex-Sergeant-Major had in his time commanded parties in search of
-deserters, and he was not a bad slaught-hound of that sort.
-
-“He breakfasted with you?” said he, with a cool nod toward the table.
-
-There was a momentary hesitation, and she cleared her voice and said--
-
-“Yes.”
-
-Archdale rose and placed his fingers on the teapot.
-
-“That’s hot,” said the Sergeant with the same inflexible dignity.
-
-Marjory was awfully uneasy.
-
-“He can’t be far. Which way did he go?”
-
-“Out by the door. I can’t tell.”
-
-The ex-Sergeant-Major might have believed her the goddess of truth
-itself, or might have thought her the most impudent liar in England.
-You could not have gathered in the least from his countenance toward
-which view his conclusions tended.
-
-The Sergeant’s light cold grey eye glided again round the room, and
-there was another silence awfully trying to our good friend Marjory.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LXII.
- THE MARCH TO NOULTON FARM.
-
-“I think, ma’am, the boy’s in the house. You’d best give him up, for
-I’ll not go without him. How many rooms have you?”
-
-“Three and a loft, sir.”
-
-The Sergeant stood up.
-
-“I’ll search the house first, ma’am, and if he’s not here I’ll inform
-the police and have him in the Hue-and-Cry; and if you have had
-anything to do with the boy’s deserting, or had a hand in making away
-with him anyhow, I’ll have you in gaol and punished. I must secure the
-door, and you can leave the house first, if you like best.”
-
-“Very well, sir,” answered she.
-
-But at this moment came a knocking and crying from within the press.
-
-“Oh! no--’twasn’t mammy; ’twas I that did it. Don’t take mammy.”
-
-“You see, ma’am, you give useless trouble. Please open that door--I
-shall have to force it, otherwise,” he added, as very pale and
-trembling she hesitated.
-
-Standing as he might before his commanding officer, stiff, with his
-heels together, with his inflexibly serene face, full before her, he
-extended his hand, and said simply, “The key, ma’am.”
-
-In all human natures--the wildest and most stubborn--there is a point
-at which submission follows command, and there was that in the
-serenity of the ex-Sergeant-Major which went direct to the instinct of
-obedience.
-
-It was quite idle any longer trying to conceal the boy. With a
-dreadful ache at her heart she put her hand in her pocket and handed
-him the key.
-
-As the door opened the little boy shrank to the very back of the
-recess, from whence he saw the stout form of the Sergeant stooped low,
-as his blue, smooth fixed countenance peered narrowly into the dark.
-After a few seconds he seemed to discern the figure of the boy.
-
-“Come, you sir, get out,” said the commanding voice of the visitor, as
-the cane which he carried in his hand, paid round with wax-end for
-some three inches at the extremity, began switching his little legs
-smartly.
-
-“Oh, sir, for the love of God!” cried Marjory, clinging to his hand.
-“Oh, sir, he’s the gentlest little creature, and he’ll do whatever
-he’s bid, and the lovingest child in the world.”
-
-The boy had got out by this time, and looking wonderingly in the man’s
-face, was unconsciously, with the wincing of pain, lifting his leg
-slightly, for the sting of the cane was quite new to him.
-
-“If I catch you at that work again I’ll give you five dozen,” said his
-new acquaintance.
-
-“Is this his?” said he, touching the carpet-bag with his cane.
-
-“Yes, sir, please.”
-
-He took it in his hand, and glanced at the boy--I think it was in his
-mind to make him carry it. But the child was slender, and the bag,
-conscientiously packed with everything that had ever belonged to him,
-was a trifle too heavy.
-
-“Anything else?” demanded the Sergeant-Major.
-
-“This--this, God bless him.”
-
-It was the little box with his ships.
-
-“And this;” and she thrust the griddle cake, broken across and rolled
-up in brown paper, into the boy’s pocket.
-
-“And these;” and three apples she had ready, she thrust after them.
-
-“And ho! my blessed darlin’, my darlin’, darlin’, darlin’.”
-
-He was lifted up against her heart, folded fast, and hugging her round
-the neck, they kissed and cried and cried and kissed, and at last she
-let him down; and the Sergeant-Major, with the cane under his arm, the
-carpet-bag in one hand, and the boy’s wrist firmly held in the other,
-marched out of the door.
-
-“That’s enough--don’t follow, woman,” said he, after they had gone
-about twenty yards on the path; “and I’ll report you,” he added with a
-nod which, with these pleasant words, she might take as a farewell or
-not as she pleased.
-
-She stood on the little rising ground by the hawthorn-tree, kissing
-her hands wildly after him, with streaming eyes.
-
-“I’ll be sure to see you soon. I’d walk round the world barefoot to
-see my pretty man again,” she kept crying after him; “and I’ll bring
-the ninepins, I’ll be sure. Mammy’s comin’, my darlin’.”
-
-And the receding figure of the little boy was turned toward her all it
-could. He was gazing over his shoulder, with cheeks streaming with
-tears, and his little hand waving yearningly back to her until he was
-out of sight. And after a while she turned back, and there was their
-ninepins’ ground, and the tarn, and her sobs quickened almost to a
-scream; and she sat down on the stone bench under the window--for she
-could not bear to enter the dark cottage--and there, in Irish phrase,
-she cried her fill.
-
-In the meantime Archdale and his companion, or prisoner--which you
-will--pursued their march. He still held the boy’s wrist, and the boy
-cried and sobbed gently to himself all the way.
-
-When they came down to the little hamlet called Maple Wickets he hired
-a boy to carry the carpet-bag to Wunning, four miles further on, where
-the Warhampton ’bus passes, as everybody knows, at half-past twelve
-o’clock daily.
-
-They resumed their march. The Sergeant was a serenely taciturn man. He
-no more thought of addressing the boy than he did of apostrophising
-the cane or the carpet-bag. He let him sob on, and neither snubbed nor
-consoled him, but carried his head serene and high, looking straight
-before him.
-
-At length the novelty of the scene began to act upon the volatility of
-childhood.
-
-As he walked by the Sergeant he began to prattle, at first timidly,
-and then more volubly.
-
-The first instinct of the child is trust. It was a kind of consolation
-to the boy to talk a great deal of his home, and Tom Orange was of
-course mentioned with the usual inquiry, “Do you know Tom Orange?”
-
-“Why so?”
-
-Then followed the list of that facetious and brilliant person’s
-accomplishments.
-
-“And are we to go near a place called Wyvern or Carwell Grange?” asked
-the boy, whose memory, where his fancy was interested, was retentive.
-
-“Why so?” again demanded the Sergeant, looking straight before him.
-
-“Because Tom Orange told me there’s the biggest mushroom in the world
-grown up there, and that the owner of the house can’t get in, for it
-fills up the door.”
-
-“Tom Orange told you that?” demanded the Sergeant in the same way.
-
-And the boy, supposing it incredulity on his part, assured him that
-Tom, who was truth itself, _had_ told him so only yesterday.
-
-The Sergeant said no more, and you could not have told in the least by
-his face that he had made a note of it and was going to “report” Tom
-Orange in the proper quarter. And in passing, I may mention that about
-three weeks later Tom Orange was peremptorily dismissed from his
-desultory employments under Mr. Archdale, and was sued for stealing
-apples from Warhampton orchard, and some minor peccadillos, and
-brought before the magistrates, among whom sat, as it so happened, on
-that occasion, Squire Fairfield of Wyvern, who was “precious hard on
-him,” and got him in for more than a month with hard labour. The
-urchin hireling with the carpet-bag trudged on in front as the
-Sergeant-Major had commanded.
-
-Our little friend, with many a sobbing sigh, and a great load at his
-heart, yet was looking about him.
-
-They were crossing a moor with beautiful purple heather, such as he
-had never seen before. The Sergeant had let go his wrist. He felt more
-at his ease every way.
-
-There were little pools of water here and there which attracted the
-boy’s attention, and made him open his box of cork boats and peep at
-them. He wondered how they would sail in these dark little nooks, and
-at last, one lying very conveniently, he paused at its margin, and
-took out a ship and floated it, and another, and another. How quickly
-seconds fly and minutes.
-
-He was roused by the distant voice of the Sergeant-Major shouting,
-“Hollo, you sir, come here.”
-
-He looked up. The Sergeant was consulting his big silver watch as he
-stood upon a little eminence of peat.
-
-By the time he reached him the Sergeant had replaced it, and the two
-or three seals and watchkey he sported were dangling at the end of his
-chain upon his paunch. The Sergeant was standing with his heels
-together and the point of his cane close to the side of his boot.
-
-“Come to the front,” said the Sergeant.
-
-“Give up that box,” said he.
-
-The boy placed it in his hand. He uncovered it, turned over the little
-navy with his fingers, and then jerked the box and its contents over
-the heath at his side.
-
-“Don’t pick one of ’em up,” said he.
-
-“Move half a pace to the right,” was his next order.
-
-His next command was--
-
-“Hold out your hand.”
-
-The boy looked in his face, surprised.
-
-The Sergeant’s face looked not a bit angrier or a bit kinder than
-usual. Perfectly serene.
-
-“Hold out your hand, sir.”
-
-He held it out, and the cane descended with a whistling cut across his
-fingers. Another. The boy’s face flushed with pain, and his deadened
-hand sunk downward. An upward blow of the cane across his knuckles
-accompanied the command, “Hold it up, sir,” and a third cut came down.
-
-The Sergeant was strong, and could use his wrist dexterously.
-
-“Hold out the other;” and the same discipline was repeated.
-
-Mingled with and above the pain which called up the three great black
-weals across the slender fingers of each hand, was the sense of
-outrage and cruelty.
-
-The tears sprang to his eyes, and for the first time in his life he
-cried passionately under that double anguish.
-
-“Walk in front,” said the Sergeant, serenely.
-
-And squeezing and wringing his trembling hands together, the still
-writhing little fellow marched along the path, with a bitterer sense
-of desolation than ever.
-
-The ’bus was late at Wunning; and a lady in it, struck by the beauty
-and sadness of the little boy’s face, said some kind words, and seemed
-to take to him, he thought, with a tenderness that made his heart
-fuller; and it was a labour almost too great for him to keep down the
-rising sobs and the tears that were every moment on the point of
-flowing over. This good Samaritan bought a bag of what were called
-“Ginger-bread nuts”--quite a little store; which Archdale declined
-leaving at the boy’s discretion. But I am bound to say that they were
-served out to him, from day to day, with conscientious punctuality by
-the Sergeant-Major, who was strictly to be depended on in all matters
-of property; and would not have nibbled at one of those nuts though
-his thin lips had watered and not a soul had been near. He must have
-possessed a good many valuable military virtues, or he could not, I
-presume, have been where he was.
-
-Noulton Farm is a melancholy but not an ugly place. There are a great
-many trees about it. They stand too near the windows. The house is
-small and old, and there is a small garden with a thick high hedge
-round it.
-
-The members of the family were few. Miss Mary Archdale was ill when
-they arrived. She was the only child of the ex-Sergeant, who was a
-widower; and the new inmate of the house heard of her with a terror
-founded on his awe of her silent father.
-
-They entered a small parlour, and the boy sat down in the chair
-indicated by the Sergeant. That person hung his hat on a peg in the
-hall, and placed his cane along the chimney-piece. Then he rang the
-bell.
-
-The elderly woman who was the female staff of the kitchen entered. She
-looked frightened, as all that household did, in their master’s
-presence, and watched him with an alarmed eye.
-
-“Where’s Miss Mary?”
-
-“A-spitting blood, sir, please.”
-
-“Bring in supper,” said the Sergeant.
-
-The boy sat in fear at the very corner of the table. His grief would
-not let him eat, and he sipped a cup of tea that was too hot, and had
-neither milk nor sugar enough. The Sergeant snuffed his candle, and
-put on a pair of plated spectacles, and looked through his weekly
-paper.
-
-While he was so employed there glided into the room a very slight
-girl, with large eyes and a very pale face. Her hair was brown and
-rich.
-
-The hand with which she held her shawl across was very thin; and in
-her pale face and large eyes was a timid and imploring look that
-struck the little boy. She looked at him and he at her silently; her
-sad eyes lingered on his face for a moment, and he felt that he liked
-her.
-
-She took a chair very softly and sat down without saying a word.
-
-In a little while the Sergeant laid down his paper and looked at her.
-Her large eyes were raised toward him with timid expectation, but she
-did not speak.
-
-“Not well just now?”
-
-“No, sir.”
-
-“You take the bottle regularly?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“You’ll be better in the morning belike.”
-
-“I’m sure I shall, sir.”
-
-He lighted a candle that stood on a side-table, and his dog Bion got
-up to attend him. It was a large pug-dog, gambouge-coloured, with a
-black nose. The boy often afterwards wished to play with Bion, and
-make his acquaintance. But he did not know how the attempt would be
-taken either by the dog or his master, and so he did not venture.
-
-No caresses passed between the dog and the Sergeant. Each did his
-duty by the other, and they understood one another, I suppose, but no
-further signs of love appeared.
-
-The Sergeant went out and shut the door, and the girl smiled very
-sweetly on the little guest, and put out her hand to welcome him.
-
-“I’m very glad you are come here. I was very lonely. My father is gone
-to the work-room; he’s making an organ there, and he won’t come back
-till a quarter to nine. That’s an hour and three-quarters. Do you
-hear--listen.”
-
-She raised her finger and looked toward the partition as she spoke,
-and he heard a booming of an organ through the wall.
-
-“Tony blows the organ for him.”
-
-Tony was a little boy from the workhouse, who cleaned knives, forks,
-shoes, and made himself generally useful, being the second servant,
-the only male one in their modest establishment.
-
-“I wish I was better, I’m so out of breath talking. We’ll be very
-happy now. That’s tuning the pipes--that one’s wolving. I used to
-blow the bellows for him, but the doctor says I must not, and indeed I
-couldn’t now. You must eat something and drink more tea, and we’ll be
-great friends, shan’t we?”
-
-So they talked a great deal, she being obliged to stop often for
-breath, and he could see that she was very weak, and also that she
-stood in indescribable awe of her father. But she said, “He’s a very
-good man, and he works very hard to earn his money, but he does not
-talk, and that makes people afraid of him. He won’t be back here until
-he comes here to read the Bible and prayers at a quarter to nine.”
-
-So she talked on, but all the time in an undertone, and listening
-every now and then for the boom of the pipes, and the little boy
-opened his heart to her and wept bitterly, and she cried too,
-silently, as he went on, and they became very near friends. She looked
-as if she understood his griefs. Perhaps her own resembled them.
-
-The old woman came in and took away the tea things, and shortly after
-the Sergeant entered and read the chapter and the prayers.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LXIII.
- A SILENT FAREWELL.
-
-At Noulton Farm each day was like its brother. Inflexible hours,
-inflexible duties, all proceeded with a regimental punctuality. At
-meals not a word was spoken, and while the master of the house was in
-it, all conversation was carried on, even in remote rooms, in an
-undertone.
-
-Our little friend used to see the workhouse boy at prayers, morning
-and evening, and occasionally to pass his pale disquieted face on the
-stairs or lobbies when his duties brought him there. They eyed one
-another wistfully, but dared not speak. Mr. Archdale had so ordained
-it.
-
-That workhouse boy--perhaps he was inefficient, perhaps too much was
-expected from him--but he had the misfortune perpetually to incur--I
-can hardly say his master’s displeasure, for the word implies
-something emotional, whereas nothing could be at all times more
-tranquil and cold than that master--but his correction.
-
-These awful proceedings occurred almost daily, and were conducted with
-the absolute uniformity which characterised the system of Noulton
-Farm. At eleven o’clock the cold voice of the Sergeant-Major called
-“Tony!” and Tony appeared, writhing and whimpering by anticipation.
-
-“My cane,” said the master, stepping into the room which he called the
-workshop, where the organ, half finished, stood, stop-diapason,
-dulciana, and the rest in deal rows, with white chips, chisels, lead,
-saws, and glue-pots, in industrious disorder, round. Then Tony’s pale,
-miserable face was seen in the “parlour,” and Miss Mary would look
-down on the floor in pale silence, and our little friend’s heart would
-flutter over his lesson-book as he saw the lank boy steal over to the
-chimney-piece, and take down the cane, and lingeringly disappear.
-
-Then was heard the door of the workshop close, and then very faint the
-cold clear voice of the master. Then faint and slow the measured cut
-of the cane, and the whine of the boy rising to a long hideous yell,
-and, “Oh, sir, dear--oh, sir, dear; oh, Mr. Archdale, oh, master,
-dear, oh, master, dear!” And this sometimes so protracted that Mary
-used to get up and walk round the room in a kind of agony
-whispering--“Oh, poor boy. Oh, poor Tony. Oh mercy--oh goodness. Oh!
-my good Lord, when will it be over!” And, sitting apart, the little
-boy’s eyes as they followed her would fill with tears of horror.
-
-The little fellow said lessons to Mr. Archdale. There was nothing
-unreasonable in their length, and his friend Mary helped him. It was
-well for him, however, that he was a bright little fellow, with a good
-memory, for the Sergeant was not a teacher to discriminate between
-idleness and dulness.
-
-No one ever heard Mr. Archdale use a violent expression, or utter a
-curse. He was a silent, cold, orderly person, and I think the most
-cruel man I ever saw in my life.
-
-He had a small active horse, and a gig, in which he drove upon his
-outdoor business. He had fixed days and hours for everything, except
-where he meditated a surprise.
-
-One day the Sergeant-Major entered the room where the boy was reading
-at his lessons, and, tapping him on the shoulder, put the county
-newspaper into his hand; and, pointing to a paragraph, desired him to
-read it, and left the room.
-
-It was a report of the proceedings against Tom Orange, and gave a
-rather disreputable character of that amusing person. There was a
-great pain at the boy’s affectionate heart as he read the hard words
-dealt to his old friend, and worse still, the sentence. He was crying
-silently when the Sergeant returned. That stern man took the paper,
-and said in his cold, terrible tones--
-
-“You’ve read that?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“And understand it?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“If I find you speaking to Thomas Orange, I’ll tie you up in the
-workshop, and give you five dozen.” And with this promise he serenely
-left him.
-
-Children are unsuspicious of death, and our little friend, who every
-night used to cry in his bed silently, with a bursting heart, thinking
-of his mammy and old happy times, till he fell asleep in the dark,
-never dreamed that his poor friend Mary was dying--she, perhaps,
-herself did not think so any more than he, but every one else said it.
-
-They two grew to be great friends. Each had a secret, and she trusted
-hers to the little friend whom God had sent her.
-
-It was the old story--the troubled course of true love. Willie
-Fairlace was the hero. The Sergeant-Major had found it all out, and
-locked up his daughter, and treated her, it was darkly rumoured, with
-cruel severity.
-
-He was proud of his daughter’s beauty, and had ambitious plans, I dare
-say; and he got up Willie’s farm, and Willie was ruined, and had
-enlisted and was gone.
-
-The Sergeant-Major knew the post-office people in the village, and the
-lovers dared not correspond directly. But Willie’s cousin, Mrs. Page,
-heard from him regularly, and there were long messages to Mary. His
-letters were little else. And _now at last_ had come a friend to bear
-her messages to trusty Mrs. Page, and to carry his back again to
-Noulton Farm.
-
-After her father had gone out, or in the evening when he was at the
-organ in the “workshop,” and sometimes as, wrapped in her cloak, on a
-genial evening, she sat on the rustic seat under the great ash tree,
-and the solemn and plaintive tones of the distant organ floated in old
-church music from the open window through the trees and down the
-fragrant field toward the sunset sky, filling the air with grand and
-melancholy harmony, she would listen to that whispered message of the
-boy’s, looking far away, and weeping, and holding the little fellow’s
-hand, and asking him to say it over again, and telling him she felt
-better, and thanking him, and smiling and crying bitterly.
-
-One evening the Sergeant was at his organ-pipes as usual. The boy as
-he stood in the garden at his task, watering the parched beds, heard a
-familiar laugh at the hedge, and the well-known refrain--
-
-
- “Tag-rag-merry-derry-perrywig and hatband-hic-hoc-horum-genetivo!”
-
-
-It was Tom Orange himself!
-
-In spite of his danger the boy was delighted. He ran to the hedge, and
-he and Tom, in a moment more, were actually talking.
-
-It became soon a very serious conversation. The distant booming of the
-organ-pipes assured him that the light grey eye and sharp ear of the
-Sergeant were occupied still elsewhere.
-
-Tom Orange was broaching a dreadful conspiracy.
-
-It was no less than that the boy should meet him at the foot of the
-field where the two oziers grow, at eleven o’clock, on the night
-following, and run away with him, and see mammy again, and come to a
-nice place where he should be as happy as the day is long, and mammy
-live with him always, and Tom look in as often as his own more
-important business would permit.
-
-“I will, Tom,” said the boy, wildly and very pale.
-
-“And oh! Tom, I was so sorry about the trial, and what lies they
-told,” said the boy, after they had talked a little longer; “and
-saying that you had been with gipsies, and were a poacher; and oh!
-Tom, is mammy quite well?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“And all my ships were lost on the moor; and how is little Toozie the
-cat?”
-
-“Very well; blooming--blushing.”
-
-“And, Tom, _you_ are quite well?”
-
-“Never better, as I lately told Squire Harry Fairfield; and mind ye,
-I’ll be even yet with the old boy in there,” and he indicated the
-house with a jerk of his thumb.
-
-“I don’t hear the organ, Tom. Good-bye.”
-
-And Tom was off in a moment, and the boy had resumed his watering-pot.
-And that evening he sat down with, for the first time, a tremendous
-secret at his heart.
-
-There was one grief even in the hope of his liberation. When he
-looked at poor Mary, and thought how lonely she would be. Oh! if poor
-Mary could come with him! But some time or other he and Tom would come
-and take her away, and she would live with him and mammy, and be one
-of that happy family.
-
-She did not know what thoughts were in the boy’s mind as his sad
-earnest eyes were fixed on her, and she smiled with a little languid
-nod.
-
-But he need not have grieved his gentle heart on this account. There
-was not to be a seeming desertion of his friend; nor anything she
-could mistake for a treacherous slight.
-
-That morning, at two o’clock, Mary died.
-
-About ten minutes before, an alarm from the old servant, who slept in
-the room, called up her father.
-
-Her faithful little friend was on his knees sobbing beside the bed,
-with her wasted hand in his, as the Sergeant-Major, hastily dressed,
-walked in, and stood by the curtain looking down into those large,
-deep eyes. She was conscious, though she could not speak. She saw, as
-she looked up her last look, a few sullen drops gather in those proud
-eyes, and roll down his cheeks. Perhaps the sad, wondering look with
-which she returned these signs of tenderness, smote him, and haunted
-him afterwards. There was a little motion in her right hand as if she
-would have liked him to take it--in sign of reconciliation--and with
-those faint tokens of the love that might have been, the change of
-death came, and the troubled little heart was still, and the image of
-Willie Fairlace was lost in the great darkness.
-
-Then the little boy cried aloud wildly--
-
-“Oh! Mary, pretty Mary. Oh! Mary, are you dead? Oh! isn’t it a pity;
-isn’t it a pity! Oh! is she dead?”
-
-The Sergeant dried his eyes hastily. He hoped, I dare say, that no one
-had seen his momentary weakness. He drew a long breath. With a stern
-face he closed the pretty eyes that Willie Fairlace, far away now,
-will never forget; and closed the little mouth that never will
-complain, or sigh, or confess its sad tale more.
-
-“You had better get to your room, boy. Get to your bed,” said the
-Sergeant, not ungently laying his hand on the boy’s shoulder. “You’ll
-take cold. Give him a candle.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER LXIV.
- THE MARCH BY NIGHT.
-
-The next day the Sergeant was away in his gig to Wyvern, a long
-journey, to report to the Squire, and obtain leave of absence from his
-duties for a day or two. He was to spend that night at Hatherton, there
-to make arrangements about the funeral.
-
-It was a relief to all at Noulton Farm, I need hardly say, when the
-master of the house was away.
-
-A very sad day it was for the boy; a day whose gloom was every now and
-then crossed by the thrill and fear of a great excitement.
-
-As evening darkened he went out again to the garden in the hope of
-seeing Tom Orange. He would have liked that cheer at the eve of his
-great venture. But Tom was not there. Neither counsel nor
-encouragement to be heard; nothing but the song of the small birds
-among the leaves, and the late flowers, soon to close, peeping from
-among the garden plants, and the long quiet shadows of the poplars
-that stood so tall and still against the western sky.
-
-The boy came in and had his lonely cup of tea in the “parlour,” and a
-little talk with the somewhat sour and sad old servant. He was longing
-for the night. Yearning to see Tom’s friendly face and to end his
-suspense.
-
-At last the twilight was gone. The night had indeed come, and the moon
-shone serenely over the old gray roof and the solemn trees; over the
-dead and the living.
-
-The boy lay down in his bed at the accustomed early hour. The old
-woman had taken away his candle and shut the door. He lay with his
-eyes wide open listening with a palpitating heart for every sound.
-
-The inflexible regularity which the absent master had established in
-his household was in the boy’s favour. He heard the servant shut and
-bar the outer door at the wonted hour. He saw the boy’s candle in his
-window for a while and then put out. Tony was in his bed, and for
-tired Tony to lie down was generally to be asleep.
-
-Peeping stealthily from his lattice he saw the old servant’s candle
-glimmering redly through the window on the juniper that stood near the
-wall in the shadow; and soon that light also disappeared, and he knew
-that the old woman had gone into her room. It was half-past ten. She
-would be asleep in a quarter of an hour, and in another fifteen
-minutes his critical adventure would have commenced.
-
-Stealthily, breathlessly, he dressed. His window looked toward the
-ozier trees, where Tom was to await him. It opened, lattice fashion,
-with a hinge.
-
-Happily the night was still, and the process of preparing to descend
-perfectly noiseless. The piece of old rope that lay in the corner he
-had early fixed on as his instrument of escape. He made it fast to
-the bed-post, and began to let himself down the wall. The rope was too
-short, and he dangled in air from the end of it for a second or two,
-and then dropped to the ground. The distance of the fall, though not
-much, was enough to throw him from his feet, and the dog in the
-lock-up yard at the other side of the house began to bark angrily. For
-a minute the boy gave himself up.
-
-He lay, however, perfectly still, and the barking subsided. There was
-no other alarm, and he stole very softly away under cover of the
-trees, and then faster down the slope toward the appointed oziers.
-
-There indeed was Tom Orange in that faint light, more solemn than he
-ever remembered to have seen him before. Tom was thinking that the
-stealing away this boy might possibly turn out the most serious
-enterprise he had yet engaged in.
-
-He had no notion, however, of receding, and merely telling the boy to
-follow him, he got into a swinging trot that tried the little fellow’s
-endurance rather severely. I think they ran full three miles before
-Tom came to a halt.
-
-Then, more like himself, he inquired how he was, and whether he
-thought he could go on fifteen miles more that night.
-
-“Oh, yes, he could do anything that night. Quite well.”
-
-“Well, walk a bit that you may get breath, and then we’ll run again,”
-said Tom, and so they set forward once more.
-
-They had now accomplished about four miles more. The little fellow was
-not so fresh as at starting. A drizzling rain, too, had commenced,
-with a cold change of wind, and altogether the mere adventure of
-running away was not quite so pleasant, nor even Tom’s society quite
-so agreeable on the occasion, as he had fancied.
-
-“You have done four out of the fifteen; you have only eleven of the
-fifteen before you now. You have got over seven altogether up to this.
-Not so bad. You’re not tired, youngster?”
-
-“Not the least.”
-
-“That’s right. You’re a good soldier. Now come, we’ll stand close
-under this hedge and eat a bit.”
-
-They supped very heartily on great slices of bread and corned beef,
-which bore ample traces of the greens in which it had been served when
-hot.
-
-“And now, boy, you must get on to Hatherton by yourself, for I’m known
-about here, and there’s a fair there in the morning, and there will be
-people on the way before light. You must go a mile beyond the town, to
-the George public. Mrs. Gumford keeps it, and there I’ll meet you.”
-Then he detailed the route and the landmarks for the boy’s guidance.
-“Take a drink of this,” said he, pulling a soda-water bottle full of
-milk out of his coat pocket.
-
-And when he had done--
-
-“Take a mouthful of this, my hero, it will keep you warm.”
-
-And he placed a flask of brandy to the boy’s lips, and made him
-swallow a little.
-
-“And here’s a bit more bread, if you should be hungry. Good-night,
-and remember.”
-
-After about an hour’s solitary walking, the boy began to grow alarmed.
-Tom’s landmarks failed him, and he began to fear that he had lost his
-way. In half an hour more he was sure that he was quite out of his
-reckoning, and as his spirits sank he began to feel the cold wind and
-drenching rain more and more.
-
-And now he found himself entering a town not at all answering Tom’s
-description of Hatherton.
-
-The little town was silent, its doors and windows shut, and all except
-a few old-fashioned oil-lamps dark.
-
-After walking listlessly about--afraid to knock and ask anywhere for
-shelter--worn out, he sat down on a door-step. He leaned back and soon
-fell fast asleep.
-
-A shake by the shoulder roused him. A policeman was stooping over him.
-
-“I say, get up out o’ that,” said the imperious voice of the
-policeman.
-
-The boy was not half awake; he stared at him, his big face and
-leather-bound chimney-pot looked like a dream.
-
-“I say,” he continued, shaking him, but not violently, “you must get
-up out o’ that. You’re not to be making yourself comfortable there all
-night. Come, be lively.”
-
-Comfortable! Lively!--all comparative--all a question of degrees.
-
-The boy got up as quickly as the cold and stiffness of his joints
-would let him.
-
-Very dutifully he got up, and stood drenched, pale, and shivering in
-the moonlight.
-
-The policeman looked down not unkindly now, at the little wayfarer.
-There was something piteous, I dare say. He looked a grave, thoughtful
-man, of more than fifty, and he put his hand on the child’s shoulder.
-
-“Ye see, boy, that was no place to sleep in.”
-
-“No, sir, I’ll never do it again, sir, please.”
-
-“You’re cold; you’d get pains in your bones.”
-
-“I’ll not any more, sir, please.”
-
-“Come with me, my boy, it’s only a step.”
-
-He brought the boy into his house down the lane close by.
-
-“There’s a fire. You warm yourself. There’s my little one in fever, so
-you can’t stop long. Sit down, child, and warm yourself.”
-
-He gave him a drink of hot milk and a piece of bread.
-
-“You don’t get up, you know; there’s no need,” he added.
-
-I think he was afraid of his pewter spoons. He kept the little fellow
-nearly half an hour, and he lent him an old bottomless sack to wrap
-about his shoulders, and charged him to bring it back in the morning.
-I think the man thought he might be a thief. He was a kind man--there
-was a balancing of great pity and suspicion.
-
-The boy returned the sack with many thanks, in the first faint
-twilight of morning, and set forth again for Hatherton. It was, the
-fellow who directed him said, still five miles on.
-
-At about a mile from Hatherton, cold and wet, and fearing to be too
-early at the George Inn, the rendezvous agreed on, the tired little
-fellow crept in, cold and wet, to a road-side pot-house.
-
-At the fire of the ale-house three fellows were drinking beer. Says
-one who had now and then had his eye on the boy--
-
-“That boy there has run away from school.”
-
-I cannot describe the terror with which the little fellow heard those
-words. The other two looked at him. One was a fat fellow in breeches
-and top boots, and a red cloth waistcoat, and a ruddy good-humoured
-face; and after a look they returned to their talk; and in a little
-while the lean man, who seemed to find it hard to take his eyes off
-him, said, “That’s a runaway, that chap; we ought to tell the police
-and send him back to school.”
-
-“Well, that’s no business of ours; can’t you let him be?” said the red
-waistcoat.
-
-“Come here,” said the lean man, beckoning him over with his hard eye
-on him.
-
-He rose and slowly approached under that dreadful command.
-
-I can’t say that there was anything malevolent in that man’s face.
-Somewhat sharp and stern, with a lean inflexibility of duty. To the
-boy at this moment no face could have been imagined more terrific; his
-only hope was in his fat companion. He turned, I am sure, an
-imploring look upon him.
-
-“Come, Irons, let the boy alone, unless ye mean to quarrel wi’ me;
-d---- me ye _shall_ let him alone! And get him his breakfast of
-something hot, and be lively,” he called to the people; “and score it
-up to me.”
-
-So, thanks to the good Samaritan in top boots and red waistcoat, the
-dejected little man pursued his way comforted.
-
-As he walked through Hatherton he was looking into a shop window
-listlessly, when he distinctly saw, reflected in the plate glass, that
-which appalled him so that he thought he should have fainted.
-
-It was the marble, blue-chinned face of the Sergeant-Major looking
-over his shoulder, with his icy gray eyes, into the same window.
-
-He was utterly powerless to move. His great eyes were fixed on that
-dreadful shadow. He was actually touching his shoulder as he leaned
-over. Happily the Sergeant did not examine the reflection, which he
-would have been sure to recognise. The bird fascinated by the cold
-eye of a snake, and expecting momentarily, with palpitating heart, the
-spring of the reptile, may feel, when, withdrawing the spell, it
-glides harmlessly away, as the boy did when he saw that dreaded man
-turn away and walk with measured tread up the street. For a moment his
-terror was renewed, for Bion, that yellow namesake of the philosopher,
-recognising him, stood against the boy’s leg, and scratched
-repeatedly, and gave him a shove with his nose, and whimpered. The boy
-turned quickly, and walking away the dog left him, and ran after his
-master, and took his place at his side.
-
-
-
-
- CONCLUSION.
-
-At the George Inn, a little way out of Hatherton, the boy, to his
-inexpressible delight, at last found Tom Orange.
-
-He told Tom at once of his adventure at the shop window, and the
-occurrence darkened Tom’s countenance. He peeped out and took a long
-look toward Hatherton.
-
-“Put the horse to the fly and bring it round at once,” said Tom, who
-put his hand in his pocket and drew forth a rather showy handful of
-silver.
-
-I don’t pretend to say, when Tom was out of regular employment, from
-what pursuits exactly he drew his revenue. They had rather improved
-than otherwise; but I dare say there were anxious compensations.
-
-The boy had eaten his breakfast before he reached Hatherton. So much
-the better; for the apparition of the Sergeant-Major would have left
-him totally without appetite. As it was, he was in an agony to be
-gone, every moment expecting to see him approach the little inn to
-arrest him and Tom.
-
-Tom Orange was uneasy, I am sure, and very fidgety till the fly came
-round.
-
-“You know Squire Fairfield of Wyvern?” said the hostess, while they
-were waiting.
-
-“Ay,” said Tom.
-
-“Did you hear the news?”
-
-“What is it?”
-
-“Shot the night before last in a row with poachers. Gentlemen should
-leave that sort o’ work to their keepers; but they was always a
-fightin’ wild lot, them Fairfields; and he’s lyin’ now a dead man--all
-the same--gave over by Doctor Willett and another--wi’ a whole charge
-o’ duck-shot lodged under his shoulder.”
-
-“And that’s the news?” said Tom, raising his eyes and looking through
-the door. He had been looking down on the ground as Mrs. Gumford of
-the George told her story.
-
-“There’s sharp fellows poachers round there, I’m told,” he said, “next
-time he’d a’ been out himself with the keepers to take ’em dead or
-alive. I suppose that wouldn’t answer _them_.”
-
-“’Tis a wicked world,” said the lady.
-
-“D----d wicked,” said Tom. “Here’s the fly.”
-
-In they got and drove off.
-
-Tom was gloomy, and very silent.
-
-“Tom, where are we going to?” asked the boy at last.
-
-“All right,” said Tom. “All right, my young master. You’ll find it’s
-to none but good friends. And, say now--Haven’t I been a good friend
-to you, Master Harry, all your days, sir? Many a mile that you know
-nothing about has Tom Orange walked on your business, and down to the
-cottage and back again; and where would you or her have been if it
-wasn’t for poor Tom Orange?”
-
-“Yes, indeed, Tom, and I love you, Tom.”
-
-“And now, I’ve took you away from that fellow, and I’m told I’m likely
-to be hanged for it. Well, no matter.”
-
-“Oh, Tom; poor Tom! Oh! no, no, no!” and he threw his arms round Tom’s
-neck in a paroxysm of agonised affection, and, in spite of the
-jolting, kissed Tom; sometimes on the cheek, on the eyebrow, on the
-chin, and in a great jolt violently on the rim of his hat, and it
-rolled over his shoulder under their feet.
-
-“Well, that is gratifyin’,” said Tom, drying his eyes. “There is some
-reward for _prenciple_ after all, and if you come to be a great man
-some o’ these days, you’ll not forget poor Tom Orange, that would have
-spent his last bob and spilt his heart’s blood, without fee or reward,
-in your service.”
-
-Another explosion of friendship from the boy assured Tom of his
-eternal gratitude.
-
-“Do you know this place, sir?” asked Tom, with a return of his old
-manner, as making a sudden turn the little carriage drove through an
-open gate, and up to a large old-fashioned house. A carriage was
-waiting at the door.
-
-There could be no mistake. How delightful! and who was that? Mammy! at
-the hall door, and in an instant they were locked in one another’s
-arms, and “Oh! the darlin’,” and “Mammy, mammy, mammy!” were the only
-words audible, half stifled in sobs and kisses.
-
-In a minute more there came into the hall--smiling, weeping, and with
-hands extended toward him, the pretty lady dressed in black, and her
-weeping grew into a wild cry, as coming quickly she caught him to her
-heart. “My darling, my child, my blessed boy, you’re the image--Oh!
-darling, I loved you the moment I saw you, and now I know it all.”
-
-The boy was worn out. His march, including his divergence from his
-intended route, had not been much less than thirty miles, and all in
-chill and wet.
-
-They got him to his bed and made him thoroughly comfortable, and with
-mammy at his bedside, and her hand, to make quite sure of her, fast in
-his, he fell into a deep sleep.
-
-Alice had already heard enough to convince her of the boy’s identity,
-but an urgent message from Harry, who was dying, determined her to go
-at once to Wyvern to see him, as he desired. So, leaving the boy in
-charge of “mammy,” she was soon on her way to the old seat of the
-Fairfields.
-
-If Harry had not known that he was dying, no power could ever have
-made him confess the story he had to tell.
-
-There were two points on which he greatly insisted.
-
-The first was, that believing that his brother was really married to
-Bertha Velderkaust, he was justified in holding that his nephew had no
-legal right to succeed.
-
-The second was, that he had resolved, although he might have wavered
-lately a little, never to marry, and to educate the boy better than
-ever he was educated himself, and finally to make him heir to Wyvern,
-pretending him to be an illegitimate son of his own.
-
-Whether the Sergeant-Major knew more than he was ordered or undertook
-to know, he never gave the smallest ground to conjecture. He stated
-exactly what had passed between him and Harry Fairfield. By him he was
-told that the child which was conveyed to Marjory Trevellian’s care
-was his own unacknowledged son.
-
-On the very same evening, and when old Mildred Tarnley was in the
-house at Twyford, was a child taken, with the seeds of consumption
-already active in it, from a workhouse in another part of England and
-placed there as the son of Charles Fairfield and Alice. It was when,
-contrary to all assurances, this child appeared for a few days to
-rally, and the situation consequent on its growing up the reputed heir
-to Wyvern alarmed Harry, that he went over, in his panic, to the
-Grange, and there opened his case, that the child at Twyford was a
-changeling, and not his brother’s son.
-
-When, however, the child began to sink, and its approaching death
-could no longer be doubtful, he became, as we have seen, once more
-quite clear that the baby was the same which he had taken away from
-Carwell Grange.
-
-Dr. Willett’s seeing the child so often at Twyford, also prevented
-suspicion, though illogically enough, for had they reflected they
-might easily have remembered that the doctor had hardly seen the child
-twice after its birth while at the Grange, and that, like every one
-else, he took its identity for granted when he saw it at Twyford.
-
-Alice returned greatly agitated late that evening. No difficulty any
-longer remained, and the boy, with ample proof to sustain his claim,
-was accepted as the undoubted heir to Wyvern, and the representative
-of the ancient family of Fairfield.
-
-The boy, Henry Fairfield, was as happy as mortal can be, henceforward.
-His little playmate, the pretty little girl whom Alice had adopted,
-who called her “mamma,” and yet was the daughter of a distant cousin
-only, has now grown up, and is as a girl even more beautiful than she
-was as a child. Henry will be of age in a few months, and they are
-then to be married. They now reside at Wyvern. The estate, which has
-long been at nurse, is now clear, and has funded money beside.
-
-Everything promises a happy and a prosperous reign for the young
-Fairfield.
-
-Mildred Tarnley, very old, is made comfortable at Carwell Grange.
-
-Good old Dulcibella is still living, very happy, and very kind, but
-grown a little huffy, being perhaps a little over petted. In all other
-respects, the effect of years being allowed for, she is just what she
-always was.
-
-Tom Orange, with a very handsome sum presented by those whom he had
-served, preferred Australia to the old country.
-
-Harry Fairfield had asserted, in his vehement way, while lying in his
-last hours at Wyvern, that the fellow with the handkerchief over his
-face who shot him was, he could all but swear, his old friend Tom
-Orange.
-
-Tom swore that had he lived he would have prosecuted him for slander.
-As it is, that eccentric genius has prospered as the proprietor of a
-monster tavern at Melbourne, where there is comic and sentimental
-singing, and some dramatic buffooneries, and excellent devilled
-kidneys and brandy.
-
-Marjory Trevellian lives with the family at Wyvern, and I think if
-kind old Lady Wyndale were still living the consolations of Alice
-would be nearly full.
-
-
- [The End]
-
-
-
-
- TRANSCRIBER’S NOTES.
-
-The three volume edition published by Tinsley Brothers (London, 1869)
-was referenced for many of the fixes listed below.
-
-Minor spelling inconsistencies (_e.g._ Alley/Allie/Ally, tea-things/tea
-things, etc.) have been preserved.
-
-Alterations to the text:
-
-Assorted punctuation corrections.
-
-Some images were relocated nearer the scene they depict.
-
-[Chapter V]
-
-Change “the old fellow with a _mulberry coloured_ face” to
-_mulberry-coloured_.
-
-[Chapter VI]
-
-(which he still called the “_harpischord_.”) to _harpsichord_.
-
-“I’ll gi’e ye the jewellery--_dy’e_ hear?” to _d’ye_.
-
-[Chapter VIII]
-
-“of a a saturnine and sulky sort” delete one _a_.
-
-[Chapter IX]
-
-“no use in parting at worse odds _that_ we need” to _than_.
-
-[Chapter XIV]
-
-(by-and-by,” he _laaghed_; “you shall) to _laughed_.
-
-[Chapter XV]
-
-“was supposed to cover a _gread_ deal of” to _great_.
-
-“but _somtimes_ the thunder and flame” _sometimes_.
-
-“let me see how long his stick his--his stick and his...” add an
-m-dash after first instance of _stick_.
-
-[Chapter XVI]
-
-“A good house-wife, is she, that’s something,” delete first comma.
-
-[Chapter XVII]
-
-“nothin’ but old _’oman’stales_ and fribble-frabble” to _’oman’s
-tales_.
-
-[Chapter XXI]
-
-“but that’s nothing to do _wi’it_” to _wi’ it_.
-
-[Chapter XXIV]
-
-“swear that he meant no _villany_” to _villainy_.
-
-“_suprised_ lean, straight Mrs. Tarnley” to _surprised_.
-
-[Chapter XXVI]
-
-“Give it me. Ha, yes, my bibe” add _to_ after _it_.
-
-[Chapter XXVIII]
-
-“thought that _occured_ more than once” to _occurred_.
-
-“was not _concilitated_, but disgusted” to _conciliated_.
-
-[Chapter XXXV]
-
-“I’m thinkin,’ as sound before if ye” attach the apostrophe to
-_thinkin_ to form _thinkin’_.
-
-“she heard the click-clack of Mildred’s _shoe_ grow fainter” to
-_shoes_.
-
-[Chapter XXXVIII]
-
-“that nervous tremor which is so _pleasant_ to see” to _unpleasant_.
-
-[Chapter XL]
-
-“and there’s two stout _lad’s_ wi’ him” to _lads_.
-
-[Chapter XLII]
-
-“I am tired, _I but_ won’t mind the wine” to _but I_.
-
-[Chapter XLVIII]
-
-“Dead men, ’tis an old sayin,’ is kin” attach second appostrophe to
-_sayin_ to form _sayin’_.
-
-[Chapter XLIX]
-
-“Mildred had made him--a promise write often” add _to_ after _promise_.
-
-[Chapter L]
-
-“mud--too _high: o_ put your foot on” to _high to_.
-
-[Chapter LI]
-
-“and if try to manage for him I’ll want the best...” add _I_ after
-_if_.
-
-“and _ye_ look out some decent poor body” to _ye’ll_.
-
-“three stops, sir--diapason, principal, dulciana.” add _and_ to the
-list.
-
-[Chapter LIII]
-
-(“That wouldn’t do nohow,” you know, said Harry) move the right
-quotation mark to after _know_.
-
-“but one and _’tother_, both together.” to _t’other_.
-
-[Chapter LIV]
-
-“_Doctor’s_ Willett says he’ll have it well” to _Doctor_.
-
-[Chapter LV]
-
-“What the de’il d’ye ye mean, Master Harry?” delete _ye_.
-
-“in my mind when ask ye to come over” add _I_ after _when_.
-
-[Chapter LVI]
-
-“There’s bin changes since, and I don’t see why Wyvern should be
-charged so heavy?” change question mark to a period.
-
-[Chapter LVI]
-
-“The _neighours_, great and small,” to _neighbours_.
-
-[Chapter LIX]
-
-“_Your_ something richer this week than you were” to _You’re_.
-
-[Chapter LX]
-
-“and spoke under his breath, _and_ he groped in this twilight.” to
-_as_.
-
-[Chapter LXIII]
-
-“as the _Serjeant-Major_, hastily dressed” to _Sergeant-Major_.
-
-[Conclusion]
-
-“Many a mile that you nothing about has Tom...” add _know_ after
-_you_.
-
-
-[End of Text]
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