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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Free and other stories, by Theodore
-Dreiser
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-Title: Free and other stories
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-Author: Theodore Dreiser
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FREE AND OTHER STORIES ***
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- FREE AND
- OTHER STORIES
-
-
-
-
- FREE AND OTHER
- STORIES
-
- BY THEODORE DREISER
-
- AUTHOR OF “SISTER CARRIE,” “THE HAND OF THE POTTER,”
- “JENNIE GERHARDT,” ETC.
-
- [Illustration]
-
-
- BONI AND LIVERIGHT
- NEW YORK 1918
-
-
-
-
-Copyright, 1918
-
-BY BONI & LIVERIGHT, INC.
-
- _First Printing_ _August, 1918_
- _Second Printing_ _August, 1918_
- _Third Printing_ _August, 1918_
- _Fourth Printing_ _December, 1918_
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
- PAGE
-
- FREE 9
-
- MCEWEN OF THE SHINING SLAVE MAKERS 54
-
- NIGGER JEFF 76
-
- THE LOST PHŒBE 112
-
- THE SECOND CHOICE 135
-
- A STORY OF STORIES 163
-
- OLD ROGAUM AND HIS THERESA 201
-
- WILL YOU WALK INTO MY PARLOR 229
-
- THE CRUISE OF THE “IDLEWILD” 300
-
- MARRIED 323
-
- WHEN THE OLD CENTURY WAS NEW 351
-
-
-
-
-FREE
-
-
-The large and rather comfortable apartment of Rufus Haymaker,
-architect, in Central Park West, was very silent. It was scarcely dawn
-yet, and at the edge of the park, over the way, looking out from the
-front windows which graced this abode and gave it its charm, a stately
-line of poplars was still shrouded in a gray morning mist. From his
-bedroom at one end of the hall, where, also, a glimpse of the park was
-to be had, came Mr. Haymaker at this early hour to sit by one of these
-broader windows and contemplate these trees and a small lake beyond.
-He was very fond of Nature in its manifold art forms--quite poetic, in
-fact.
-
-He was a tall and spare man of about sixty, not ungraceful, though
-slightly stoop-shouldered, with heavy overhanging eyebrows and hair,
-and a short, professionally cut gray mustache and beard, which gave
-him a severe and yet agreeable presence. For the present he was clad
-in a light-blue dressing gown with silver cords, which enveloped him
-completely. He had thin, pale, long-fingered hands, wrinkled at the
-back and slightly knotted at the joints, which bespoke the artist, in
-mood at least, and his eyes had a weary and yet restless look in them.
-
-For only yesterday Doctor Storm, the family physician, who was in
-attendance on his wife, ill now for these three weeks past with a
-combination of heart lesion, kidney poisoning and neuritis, had taken
-him aside and said very softly and affectionately, as though he were
-trying to spare his feelings: “To-morrow, Mr. Haymaker, if your wife
-is no better I will call in my friend, Doctor Grainger, whom you know,
-for a consultation. He is more of an expert in these matters of the
-heart”--the heart, Mr. Haymaker had time to note ironically--“than
-I am. Together we will make a thorough examination, and then I hope
-we will be better able to say what the possibilities of her recovery
-really are. It’s been a very trying case, a very stubborn one, I might
-say. Still, she has a great deal of vitality and is doing as well as
-could be expected, all things considered. At the same time, though I
-don’t wish to alarm you unnecessarily--and there is no occasion for
-great alarm yet--still I feel it my duty to warn you that her condition
-is very serious indeed. Not that I wish you to feel that she is certain
-to die. I don’t think she is. Not at all. Just the contrary. She may
-get well, and probably will, and live all of twenty years more.”
-(Mentally Mr. Haymaker sighed a purely spiritual sigh.) “She has fine
-recuperative powers, so far as I can judge, but she has a bad heart,
-and this kidney trouble has not helped it any. Just now, when her heart
-should have the least strain, it has the most.
-
-“She is just at that point where, as I may say, things are in the
-balance. A day or two, or three or four at the most, ought to show
-which way things will go. But, as I have said before, I do not wish to
-alarm you unnecessarily. We are not nearly at the end of our tether. We
-haven’t tried blood transfusion yet, and there are several arrows to
-that bow. Besides, at any moment she may respond more vigorously to
-medication than she has heretofore--especially in connection with her
-kidneys. In that case the situation would be greatly relieved at once.
-
-“However, as I say, I feel it my duty to speak to you in this way in
-order that you may be mentally prepared for any event, because in such
-an odd combination as this the worst may happen at any time. We never
-can tell. As an old friend of yours and Mrs. Haymaker’s, and knowing
-how much you two mean to each other”--Mr. Haymaker merely stared at
-him vacantly--“I feel it my duty to prepare you in this way. We all of
-us have to face these things. Only last year I lost my dear Matilda,
-my youngest child, as you know. Just the same, as I say, I have the
-feeling that Mrs. Haymaker is not really likely to die soon, and that
-we--Doctor Grainger and myself--will still be able to pull her through.
-I really do.”
-
-Doctor Storm looked at Mr. Haymaker as though he were very sorry for
-him--an old man long accustomed to his wife’s ways and likely to be
-made very unhappy by her untimely end; whereas Mr. Haymaker, though
-staring in an almost sculptural way, was really thinking what a farce
-it all was, what a dull mixture of error and illusion on the part
-of all. Here he was, sixty years of age, weary of all this, of life
-really--a man who had never been really happy in all the time that he
-had been married; and yet here was his wife, who from conventional
-reasons believed that he was or should be, and who on account of
-this was serenely happy herself, or nearly so. And this doctor, who
-imagined that he was old and weak and therefore in need of this loving
-woman’s care and sympathy and understanding! Unconsciously he raised a
-deprecating hand.
-
-Also his children, who thought him dependent on her and happy with her;
-his servants and her and his friends thinking the same thing, and yet
-he really was not. It was all a lie. He was unhappy. Always he had been
-unhappy, it seemed, ever since he had been married--for over thirty-one
-years now. Never in all that time, for even so much as a single day,
-had he ever done anything but long, long, long, in a pale, constrained
-way--for what, he scarcely dared think--not to be married any more--to
-be free--to be as he was before ever he saw Mrs. Haymaker.
-
-And yet being conventional in mood and training and utterly
-domesticated by time and conditions over which he seemed not to have
-much control--nature, custom, public opinion, and the like, coming
-into play as forces--he had drifted, had not taken any drastic action.
-No, he had merely drifted, wondering if time, accident or something
-might not interfere and straighten out his life for him, but it never
-had. Now weary, old, or rapidly becoming so, he condemned himself for
-his inaction. Why hadn’t he done something about it years before?
-Why hadn’t he broken it up before it was too late, and saved his own
-soul, his longing for life, color? But no, he had not. Why complain so
-bitterly now?
-
-All the time the doctor had talked this day before he had wanted to
-smile a wry, dry, cynical smile, for in reality he did not want Mrs.
-Haymaker to live--or at least at the moment he thought so. He was too
-miserably tired of it all. And so now, after nearly twenty-four hours
-of the same unhappy thought, sitting by this window looking at a not
-distant building which shone faintly in the haze, he ran his fingers
-through his hair as he gazed, and sighed.
-
-How often in these weary months, and even years, past--ever since he
-and his wife had been living here, and before--had he come to these
-or similar windows while she was still asleep, to sit and dream! For
-some years now they had not even roomed together, so indifferent had
-the whole state become; though she did not seem to consider that
-significant, either. Life had become more or less of a practical
-problem to her, one of position, place, prestige. And yet how often,
-viewing his life in retrospect, had he wished that his life had been as
-sweet as his dreams--that his dreams had come true.
-
-After a time on this early morning, for it was still gray, with the
-faintest touch of pink in the east, he shook his head solemnly and
-sadly, then rose and returned along the hall to his wife’s bedroom,
-at the door of which he paused to look where she lay seriously ill,
-and beside her in an armchair, fast asleep, a trained nurse who was
-supposedly keeping the night vigil ordered by the doctor, but who no
-doubt was now very weary. His wife was sleeping also--very pale, very
-thin now, and very weak. He felt sorry for her at times, in spite of
-his own weariness; now, for instance. Why need he have made so great a
-mistake so long ago? Perhaps it was his own fault for not having been
-wiser in his youth. Then he went quietly on to his own room, to lie
-down and think.
-
-Always these days, now that she was so very ill and the problem of her
-living was so very acute, the creeping dawn thus roused him--to think.
-It seemed as though he could not really sleep soundly any more, so
-stirred and distrait was he. He was not so much tired or physically
-worn as mentally bored or disappointed. Life had treated him so badly,
-he kept thinking to himself over and over. He had never had the
-woman he really wanted, though he had been married so long, had been
-faithful, respectable and loved by her, in her way. “In her way,” he
-half quoted to himself as he lay there.
-
-Presently he would get up, dress and go down to his office as usual
-if his wife were not worse. But--but, he asked himself--would she be?
-Would that slim and yet so durable organism of hers--quite as old as
-his own, or nearly so--break under the strain of this really severe
-illness? That would set him free again, and nicely, without blame or
-comment on him. He could then go where he chose once more, do as he
-pleased--think of that--without let or hindrance. For she was ill at
-last, so very ill, the first and really great illness she had endured
-since their marriage. For weeks now she had been lying so, hovering, as
-it were, between life and death, one day better, the next day worse,
-and yet not dying, and with no certainty that she would, and yet not
-getting better either. Doctor Storm insisted that it was a leak in her
-heart which had suddenly manifested itself which was causing all the
-real trouble. He was apparently greatly troubled as to how to control
-it.
-
-During all this period Mr. Haymaker had been, as usual, most
-sympathetic. His manner toward her was always soft, kindly, apparently
-tender. He had never really begrudged her anything--nothing certainly
-that he could afford. He was always glad to see her and the children
-humanly happy--though they, too, largely on account of her, he thought,
-had proved a disappointment to him--because he had always sympathized
-with her somewhat unhappy youth, narrow and stinted; and yet he had
-never been happy himself, either, never in all the time that he had
-been married. If she had endured much, he kept telling himself when he
-was most unhappy, so had he, only it was harder perhaps for women to
-endure things than men--he was always willing to admit that--only also
-she had had his love, or thought she had, an actual spiritual peace,
-which he had never had. She knew she had a faithful husband. He felt
-that he had never really had a wife at all, not one that he could love
-as he knew a wife should be loved. His dreams as to that!
-
-Going to his office later this same day--it was in one of those tall
-buildings that face Madison Square--he had looked first, in passing,
-at the trees that line Central Park West, and then at the bright wall
-of apartment houses facing it, and meditated sadly, heavily. Here the
-sidewalks were crowded with nursemaids and children at play, and in
-between them, of course, the occasional citizen loitering or going
-about his errands. The day was so fine, so youthful, as spring days
-will seem at times. As he looked, especially at the children, and
-the young men bustling office-ward, mostly in new spring suits, he
-sighed and wished that he were young once more. Think how brisk and
-hopeful they were! Everything was before them. They could still pick
-and choose--no age or established conditions to stay them. Were any
-of them, he asked himself for the thousandth time, it seemed to him,
-as wearily connected as he had been at their age? Did they each have
-a charming young wife to love--one of whom they were passionately
-fond--such a one as he had never had; or did they not?
-
-Wondering, he reached his office on one of the topmost floors of one
-of those highest buildings commanding a wide view of the city, and
-surveyed it wearily. Here were visible the two great rivers of the
-city, its towers and spires and far-flung walls. From these sometimes,
-even yet, he seemed to gain a patience to live, to hope. How in his
-youth all this had inspired him--or that other city that was then.
-Even now he was always at peace here, so much more so than in his own
-home, pleasant as it was. Here he could look out over this great scene
-and dream or he could lose the memory in his work that his love-life
-had been a failure. The great city, the buildings he could plan or
-supervise, the efficient help that always surrounded him--his help, not
-hers--aided to take his mind off himself and that deep-seated inner
-ache or loss.
-
-The care of Mr. Haymaker’s apartment during his wife’s illness and his
-present absence throughout the day, devolved upon a middle-aged woman
-of great seriousness, Mrs. Elfridge by name, whom Mrs. Haymaker had
-employed years before; and under her a maid of all work, Hester, who
-waited on table, opened the door, and the like; and also at present
-two trained nurses, one for night and one for day service, who were
-in charge of Mrs. Haymaker. The nurses were both bright, healthy,
-blue-eyed girls, who attracted Mr. Haymaker and suggested all the youth
-he had never had--without really disturbing his poise. It would seem as
-though that could never be any more.
-
-In addition, of course, there was the loving interest of his son
-Wesley and his daughter Ethelberta--whom his wife had named so in
-spite of him--both of whom had long since married and had children
-of their own and were living in different parts of the great city.
-In this crisis both of them came daily to learn how things were, and
-occasionally to stay for the entire afternoon or evening, or both.
-Ethelberta had wanted to come and take charge of the apartment entirely
-during her mother’s illness, only Mrs. Haymaker, who was still able
-to direct, and fond of doing so, would not hear of it. She was not
-so ill but that she could still speak, and in this way could inquire
-and direct. Besides, Mrs. Elfridge was as good as Mrs. Haymaker in
-all things that related to Mr. Haymaker’s physical comfort, or so she
-thought.
-
-If the truth will come out--as it will in so many pathetic cases--it
-was never his physical so much as his spiritual or affectional comfort
-that Mr. Haymaker craved. As said before, he had never loved Mrs.
-Haymaker, or certainly not since that now long-distant period back in
-Muskegon, Michigan, where both had been born and where they had lived
-and met at the ages, she of fifteen, he of seventeen. It had been,
-strange as it might seem now, a love match at first sight with them.
-She had seemed so sweet, a girl of his own age or a little younger, the
-daughter of a local chemist. Later, when he had been forced by poverty
-to go out into the world to make his own way, he had written her much,
-and imagined her to be all that she had seemed at fifteen, and more--a
-dream among fair women. But Fortune, slow in coming to his aid and
-fickle in fulfilling his dreams, had brought it about that for several
-years more he had been compelled to stay away nearly all of the time,
-unable to marry her; during which period, unknown to himself really,
-his own point of view had altered. How it had happened he could never
-tell really, but so it was. The great city, larger experiences--while
-she was still enduring the smaller ones--other faces, dreams of larger
-things, had all combined to destroy it or her, only he had not quite
-realized it then. He was always so slow in realizing the full import of
-the immediate thing, he thought.
-
-That was the time, as he had afterward told himself--how often!--that
-he should have discovered his mistake and stopped. Later it always
-seemed to become more and more impossible. Then, in spite of some
-heartache to her and some distress to himself, no doubt, all would be
-well for him now. But no; he had been too inexperienced, too ignorant,
-too bound by all the conventions and punctilio of his simple Western
-world. He thought an engagement, however unsatisfactory it might come
-to seem afterward, was an engagement, and binding. An honorable man
-would not break one--or so his country moralists argued.
-
-Yes, at that time he might have written her, he might have told
-her, then. But he had been too sensitive and kindly to speak of it.
-Afterward it was too late. He feared to wound her, to undo her, to
-undo her life. But now--now--look at his! He had gone back on several
-occasions before marriage, and might have seen and done and been free
-if he had had but courage and wisdom--but no; duty, order, the beliefs
-of the region in which he had been reared, and of America--what it
-expected and what she expected and was entitled to--had done for him
-completely. He had not spoken. Instead, he had gone on and married her
-without speaking of the change in himself, without letting her know how
-worse than ashes it had all become. God, what a fool he had been! how
-often since he had told himself over and over.
-
-Well, having made a mistake it was his duty perhaps, at least
-according to current beliefs, to stick by it and make the best of
-it;--a bargain was a bargain in marriage, if no where else--but
-still that had never prevented him from being unhappy. He could not
-prevent that himself. During all these long years, therefore, owing to
-these same conventions--what people would think and say--he had been
-compelled to live with her, to cherish her, to pretend to be happy
-with her--“another perfect union,” as he sometimes said to himself. In
-reality he had been unhappy, horribly so. Even her face wearied him at
-times, and her presence, her mannerisms. Only this other morning Doctor
-Storm, by his manner indicating that he thought him lonely, in danger
-of being left all alone and desperately sad and neglected in case she
-died had irritated him greatly. Who would take care of him? his eyes
-had seemed to say--and yet he himself wanted nothing so much as to be
-alone for a time, at least, in this life, to think for himself, to
-do for himself, to forget this long, dreary period in which he had
-pretended to be something that he was not.
-
-Was he never to be rid of the dull round of it, he asked himself now,
-never before he himself died? And yet shortly afterward he would
-reproach himself for these very thoughts, as being wrong, hard,
-unkind--thoughts that would certainly condemn him in the eyes of the
-general public, that public which made reputations and one’s general
-standing before the world.
-
-During all this time he had never even let her know--no, not once--of
-the tremendous and soul-crushing sacrifice he had made. Like the
-Spartan boy, he had concealed the fox gnawing at his vitals. He had not
-complained. He had been, indeed, the model husband, as such things go
-in conventional walks. If you doubted it look at his position, or that
-of his children; or his wife--her mental and physical comfort, even in
-her illness, her unfailing belief that he was all he should be! Never
-once apparently, during all these years, had she doubted his love or
-felt him to be unduly unhappy--or, if not that exactly, if not fully
-accepting his love as something that was still at a fever heat, the
-thing it once was--still believing that he found pleasure and happiness
-in being with her, a part of the home which together they had built up,
-these children they had reared, comfort in knowing that it would endure
-to the end! To the end! During all these years she had gone on molding
-his and her lives--as much as that was possible in his case--and those
-of their children, to suit herself; and thinking all the time that she
-was doing what he wanted or at least what was best for him and them.
-
-How she adored convention! What did she not think she knew in regard
-to how things ought to be--mainly what her old home surroundings had
-taught her, the American idea of this, that and the other. Her theories
-in regard to friends, education of the children, and so on, had in the
-main prevailed, even when he did not quite agree with her; her desires
-for certain types of pleasure and amusement, of companionship, and so
-on, were conventional types always and had also prevailed. There had
-been little quarrels, of course, always had been--what happy home is
-free of them?--but still he had always given in, or nearly always, and
-had acted as though he were satisfied in so doing.
-
-But why, therefore, should he complain now, or she ever imagine, or
-ever have imagined, that he was unhappy? She did not, had not. Like all
-their relatives and friends of the region from which they sprang, and
-here also--and she had been most careful to regulate that, courting
-whom she pleased and ignoring all others--she still believed most
-firmly, more so than ever, that she knew what was best for him, what he
-really thought and wanted. It made him smile most wearily at times.
-
-For in her eyes--in regard to him, at least, not always so with
-others, he had found--marriage was a sacrament, sacrosanct, never to
-be dissolved. One life, one love. Once a man had accepted the yoke or
-even asked a girl to marry him it was his duty to abide by it. To break
-an engagement, to be unfaithful to a wife, even unkind to her--what a
-crime, in her eyes! Such people ought to be drummed out of the world.
-They were really not fit to live--dogs, brutes!
-
-And yet, look at himself--what of him? What of one who had made a
-mistake in regard to all this? Where was his compensation to come
-from, his peace and happiness? Here on earth or only in some mythical
-heaven--that odd, angelic heaven that she still believed in? What
-a farce! And all her friends and his would think he would be so
-miserable now if she died, or at least ought to be. So far had asinine
-convention and belief in custom carried the world. Think of it!
-
-But even that was not the worst. No; that was not the worst, either. It
-had been the gradual realization coming along through the years that he
-had married an essentially small, narrow woman who could never really
-grasp his point of view--or, rather, the significance of his dreams or
-emotions--and yet with whom, nevertheless, because of this original
-promise or mistake, he was compelled to live. Grant her every quality
-of goodness, energy, industry, intent--as he did freely--still there
-was this; and it could never be adjusted, never. Essentially, as he
-had long since discovered, she was narrow, ultraconventional, whereas
-he was an artist by nature, brooding and dreaming strange dreams and
-thinking of far-off things which she did not or could not understand
-or did not sympathize with, save in a general and very remote way.
-The nuances of his craft, the wonders and subtleties of forms and
-angles--had she ever realized how significant these were to him, let
-alone to herself? No, never. She had not the least true appreciation
-of them--never had had. Architecture? Art? What could they really mean
-to her, desire as she might to appreciate them? And he could not now
-go elsewhere to discover that sympathy. No. He had never really wanted
-to, since the public and she would object, and he thinking it half evil
-himself.
-
-Still, how was it, he often asked himself, that Nature could thus allow
-one conditioned or equipped with emotions and seekings such as his,
-not of an utterly conventional order, to seek out and pursue one like
-Ernestine, who was not fitted to understand him or to care what his
-personal moods might be? Was love truly blind, as the old saw insisted,
-or did Nature really plan, and cleverly, to torture the artist mind--as
-it did the pearl-bearing oyster with a grain of sand--with something
-seemingly inimical, in order that it might produce beauty? Sometimes
-he thought so. Perhaps the many interesting and beautiful buildings
-he had planned--the world called them so, at least--had been due to
-the loving care he lavished on them, being shut out from love and
-beauty elsewhere. Cruel Nature, that cared so little for the dreams of
-man--the individual man or woman!
-
-At the time he had married Ernestine he was really too young to know
-exactly what it was he wanted to do or how it was he was going to feel
-in the years to come; and yet there was no one to guide him, to stop
-him. The custom of the time was all in favor of this dread disaster.
-Nature herself seemed to desire it--mere children being the be-all and
-the end-all of everything everywhere. Think of that as a theory! Later,
-when it became so clear to him what he had done, and in spite of all
-the conventional thoughts and conditions that seemed to bind him to
-this fixed condition, he had grown restless and weary, but never really
-irritable. No, he had never become that.
-
-Instead he had concealed it all from her, persistently, in all
-kindness; only this hankering after beauty of mind and body in ways
-not represented by her had hurt so--grown finally almost too painful
-to bear. He had dreamed and dreamed of something different until it
-had become almost an obsession. Was it never to be, that something
-different, never, anywhere, in all time? What a tragedy! Soon he would
-be dead and then it would never be anywhere--anymore! Ernestine was
-charming, he would admit, or had been at first, though time had proved
-that she was not charming to him either mentally or physically in any
-compelling way; but how did that help him now? How could it? He had
-actually found himself bored by her for more than twenty-seven years
-now, and this other dream growing, growing, growing--until----
-
-But now he was old, and she was dying, or might be, and it could not
-make so much difference what happened to him or to her; only it could,
-too, because he wanted to be free for a little while, just for a little
-while, before he died.
-
-To be free! free!
-
-One of the things that had always irritated him about Mrs. Haymaker was
-this, that in spite of his determination never to offend the social
-code in any way--he had felt for so many reasons, emotional as well
-as practical, that he could not afford so to do--and also in spite
-of the fact that he had been tortured by this show of beauty in the
-eyes and bodies of others, his wife, fearing perhaps in some strange
-psychic way that he might change, had always tried to make him feel or
-believe--premeditatedly and of a purpose, he thought--that he was not
-the kind of man who would be attractive to women; that he lacked some
-physical fitness, some charm that other men had, which would cause all
-young and really charming women to turn away from him. Think of it! He
-to whom so many women had turned with questioning eyes!
-
-Also that she had married him largely because she had felt sorry for
-him! He chose to let her believe that, because he was sorry for
-her. Because other women had seemed to draw near to him at times in
-some appealing or seductive way she had insisted that he was not
-even a cavalier, let alone a Lothario; that he was ungainly, slow,
-uninteresting--to all women but her!
-
-Persistently, he thought, and without any real need, she had harped
-on this, fighting chimeras, a chance danger in the future; though he
-had never given her any real reason, and had never even planned to sin
-against her in any way--never. She had thus tried to poison his own
-mind in regard to himself and his art--and yet--and yet---- Ah, those
-eyes of other women, their haunting beauty, the flitting something they
-said to him of infinite, inexpressible delight. Why had his life been
-so very hard?
-
-One of the disturbing things about all this was the iron truth which
-it had driven home, namely, that Nature, unless it were expressed or
-represented by some fierce determination within, which drove one to
-do, be, cared no whit for him or any other man or woman. Unless one
-acted for oneself, upon some stern conclusion nurtured within, one
-might rot and die spiritually. Nature did not care. “Blessed be the
-meek”--yes. Blessed be the strong, rather, for they made their own
-happiness. All these years in which he had dwelt and worked in this
-knowledge, hoping for something but not acting, nothing had happened,
-except to him, and that in an unsatisfactory way. All along he had seen
-what was happening to him; and yet held by convention he had refused to
-act always, because somehow he was not hard enough to act. He was not
-strong enough, that was the real truth--had not been. Almost like a
-bird in a cage, an animal peeping out from behind bars, he had viewed
-the world of free thought and freer action. In many a drawing-room, on
-the street, or in his own home even, had he not looked into an eye,
-the face of someone who seemed to offer understanding, to know, to
-sympathize, though she might not have, of course; and yet religiously
-and moralistically, like an anchorite, because of duty and current
-belief and what people would say and think, Ernestine’s position and
-faith in him, her comfort, his career and that of the children--he had
-put them all aside, out of his mind, forgotten them almost, as best he
-might. It had been hard at times, and sad, but so it had been.
-
-And look at him now, old, not exactly feeble yet--no, not that yet, not
-quite!--but life weary and almost indifferent. All these years he had
-wanted, wanted--wanted--an understanding mind, a tender heart, the some
-one woman--she must exist somewhere--who would have sympathized with
-all the delicate shades and meanings of his own character, his art, his
-spiritual as well as his material dreams---- And yet look at him! Mrs.
-Haymaker had always been with him, present in the flesh or the spirit,
-and--so----
-
-Though he could not ever say that she was disagreeable to him
-in a material way--he could not say that she had ever been that
-exactly--still she did not correspond to his idea of what he needed,
-and so---- Form had meant so much to him, color; the glorious
-perfectness of a glorious woman’s body, for instance, the color of her
-thoughts, moods--exquisite they must be, like his own at times; but no,
-he had never had the opportunity to know one intimately. No, not one,
-though he had dreamed of her so long. He had never even dared whisper
-this to any one, scarcely to himself. It was not wise, not socially
-fit. Thoughts like this would tend to social ostracism in his circle,
-or rather hers--for had she not made the circle?
-
-And here was the rub with Mr. Haymaker, at least, that he could not
-make up his mind whether in his restlessness and private mental
-complaints he were not even now guilty of a great moral crime in so
-thinking. Was it not true that men and women should be faithful in
-marriage whether they were happy or not? Was there not some psychic
-law governing this matter of union--one life, one love--which made the
-thoughts and the pains and the subsequent sufferings and hardships of
-the individual, whatever they might be, seem unimportant? The churches
-said so. Public opinion and the law seemed to accept this. There were
-so many problems, so much order to be disrupted, so much pain caused,
-many insoluble problems where children were concerned--if people did
-not stick. Was it not best, more blessed--socially, morally, and in
-every other way important--for him to stand by a bad bargain rather
-than to cause so much disorder and pain, even though he lost his own
-soul emotionally? He had thought so--or at least he had acted as though
-he thought so--and yet---- How often had he wondered over this!
-
-Take, now, some other phases. Granting first that Mrs. Haymaker had,
-according to the current code, measured up to the requirements of a
-wife, good and true, and that at first after marriage there had been
-just enough of physical and social charm about her to keep his state
-from becoming intolerable, still there was this old ache; and then
-newer things which came with the birth of the several children: First
-Elwell--named after a cousin of hers, not his--who had died only two
-years after he was born; and then Wesley; and then Ethelberta. How he
-had always disliked that name!--largely because he had hoped to call
-her Ottilie, a favorite name of his; or Janet, after his mother.
-
-Curiously the arrival of these children and the death of poor little
-Elwell at two had somehow, in spite of his unrest, bound him to this
-matrimonial state and filled him with a sense of duty, and pleasure
-even--almost entirely apart from her, he was sorry to say--in these
-young lives; though if there had not been children, as he sometimes
-told himself, he surely would have broken away from her; he could not
-have stood it. They were so odd in their infancy, those little ones,
-so troublesome and yet so amusing--little Elwell, for instance, whose
-nose used to crinkle with delight when he would pretend to bite his
-neck, and whose gurgle of pleasure was so sweet and heart-filling
-that it positively thrilled and lured him. In spite of his thoughts
-concerning Ernestine--and always in those days they were rigidly put
-down as unmoral and even evil, a certain unsocial streak in him perhaps
-which was against law and order and social well-being--he came to have
-a deep and abiding feeling for Elwell. The latter, in some chemic,
-almost unconscious way, seemed to have arrived as a balm to his misery,
-a bandage for his growing wound--sent by whom, by what, how? Elwell had
-seized upon his imagination, and so his heartstrings--had come, indeed,
-to make him feel understanding and sympathy there in that little child;
-to supply, or seem to at least, what he lacked in the way of love
-and affection from one whom he could truly love. Elwell was never so
-happy apparently as when snuggling in his arms, not Ernestine’s, or
-lying against his neck. And when he went for a walk or elsewhere there
-was Elwell always ready, arms up, to cling to his neck. He seemed,
-strangely enough, inordinately fond of his father, rather than his
-mother, and never happy without him. On his part, Haymaker came to be
-wildly fond of him--that queer little lump of a face, suggesting a
-little of himself and of his own mother, not so much of Ernestine, or
-so he thought, though he would not have objected to that. Not at all.
-He was not so small as that. Toward the end of the second year, when
-Elwell was just beginning to be able to utter a word or two, he had
-taught him that silly old rhyme which ran “There were three kittens,”
-and when it came to “and they shall have no----” he would stop and say
-to Elwell, “What now?” and the latter would gurgle “puh!”--meaning, of
-course, pie.
-
-Ah, those happy days with little Elwell, those walks with him over his
-shoulder or on his arm, those hours in which of an evening he would
-rock him to sleep in his arms! Always Ernestine was there, and happy
-in the thought of his love for little Elwell and her, her more than
-anything else perhaps; but it was an illusion--that latter part. He did
-not care for her even then as she thought he did. All his fondness was
-for Elwell, only she took it as evidence of his growing or enduring
-affection for her--another evidence of the peculiar working of her
-mind. Women were like that, he supposed--some women.
-
-And then came that dreadful fever, due to some invading microbe which
-the doctors could not diagnose or isolate, infantile paralysis perhaps;
-and little Elwell had finally ceased to be as flesh and was eventually
-carried forth to the lorn, disagreeable graveyard near Woodlawn. How he
-had groaned internally, indulged in sad, despondent thoughts concerning
-the futility of all things human, when this had happened! It seemed for
-the time being as if all color and beauty had really gone out of his
-life for good.
-
-“Man born of woman is of few days and full of troubles,” the preacher
-whom Mrs. Haymaker had insisted upon having into the house at the time
-of the funeral had read. “He fleeth also as a shadow and continueth
-not.”
-
-Yes; so little Elwell had fled, as a shadow, and in his own deep sorrow
-at the time he had come to feel the first and only sad, deep sympathy
-for Ernestine that he had ever felt since marriage; and that because
-she had suffered so much--had lain in his arms after the funeral and
-cried so bitterly. It was terrible, her sorrow. Terrible--a mother
-grieving for her first-born! Why was it, he had thought at the time,
-that he had never been able to think or make her all she ought to be to
-him? Ernestine at this time had seemed better, softer, kinder, wiser,
-sweeter than she had ever seemed; more worthy, more interesting than
-ever he had thought her before. She had slaved so during the child’s
-illness, stayed awake night after night, watched over him with such
-loving care--done everything, in short, that a loving human heart could
-do to rescue her young from the depths; and yet even then he had not
-really been able to love her. No, sad and unkind as it might seem, he
-had not. He had just pitied her and thought her better, worthier! What
-cursed stars disordered the minds and moods of people so? Why was it
-that these virtues of people, their good qualities, did not make you
-love them, did not really bind them to you, as against the things you
-could not like? Why? He had resolved to do better in his thoughts, but
-somehow, in spite of himself, he had never been able so to do.
-
-Nevertheless, at that time he seemed to realize more keenly than ever
-her order, industry, frugality, a sense of beauty within limits, a
-certain laudable ambition to do something and be somebody--only, only
-he could not sympathize with her ambitions, could not see that she had
-anything but a hopelessly commonplace and always unimportant point
-of view. There was never any flair to her, never any true distinction
-of mind or soul. She seemed always, in spite of anything he might
-say or do, hopelessly to identify doing and being with money and
-current opinion--neighborhood public opinion, almost--and local social
-position, whereas he knew that distinguished doing might as well be
-connected with poverty and shame and disgrace as with these other
-things--wealth and station, for instance; a thing which she could never
-quite understand apparently, though he often tried to tell her, much
-against her mood always.
-
-Look at the cases of the great artists! Some of the greatest architects
-right here in the city, or in history, were of peculiar, almost
-disagreeable, history. But no, Mrs. Haymaker could not understand
-anything like that, anything connected with history, indeed--she hardly
-believed in history, its dark, sad pages, and would never read it, or
-at least did not care to. And as for art and artists--she would never
-have believed that wisdom and art understanding and true distinction
-might take their rise out of things necessarily low and evil--never.
-
-Take now, the case of young Zingara. Zingara was an architect like
-himself, whom he had met more than thirty years before, here in New
-York, when he had first arrived, a young man struggling to become an
-architect of significance, only he was very poor and rather unkempt
-and disreputable-looking. Haymaker had found him several years before
-his marriage to Ernestine in the dark offices of Pyne & Starboard,
-Architects, and had been drawn to him definitely; but because he smoked
-all the time and was shabby as to his clothes and had no money--why,
-Mrs. Haymaker, after he had married her, and though he had known
-Zingara nearly four years, would have none of him. To her he was low,
-and a failure, one who would never succeed. Once she had seen him in
-some cheap restaurant that she chanced to be passing, in company with a
-drabby-looking maid, and that was the end.
-
-“I wish you wouldn’t bring him here any more, dear,” she had insisted;
-and to have peace he had complied--only, now look. Zingara had since
-become a great architect, but now of course, owing to Mrs. Haymaker,
-he was definitely alienated. He was the man who had since designed the
-Æsculapian Club; and Symphony Hall with its delicate façade; as well as
-the tower of the Wells Building, sending its sweet lines so high, like
-a poetic thought or dream. But Zingara was now a dreamy recluse like
-himself, very exclusive, as Haymaker had long since come to know, and
-indifferent as to what people thought or said.
-
-But perhaps it was not just obtuseness to certain of the finer shades
-and meanings of life, but an irritating aggressiveness at times, backed
-only by her limited understanding, which caused her to seek and wish to
-be here, there and the other place; wherever, in her mind, the truly
-successful--which meant nearly always the materially successful of a
-second or third rate character--were, which irritated him most of all.
-How often had he tried to point out the difference between true and
-shoddy distinction--the former rarely connected with great wealth.
-
-But no. So often she seemed to imagine such queer people to be truly
-successful, when they were really not--usually people with just money,
-or a very little more.
-
-And in the matter of rearing and educating and marrying their two
-children, Wesley and Ethelberta, who had come after Elwell--what
-peculiar pains and feelings had not been involved in all this for him.
-In infancy both of these had seemed sweet enough, and so close to him,
-though never quite so wonderful as Elwell. But, as they grew, it seemed
-somehow as though Ernestine had come between him and them. First, it
-was the way she had raised them, the very stiff and formal manner in
-which they were supposed to move and be, copied from the few new-rich
-whom she had chanced to meet through him--and admired in spite of his
-warnings. That was the irony of architecture as a profession--it was
-always bringing such queer people close to one, and for the sake of
-one’s profession, sometimes, particularly in the case of the young
-architect, one had to be nice to them. Later, it was the kind of school
-they should attend. He had half imagined at first that it would be the
-public school, because they both had begun as simple people; but no,
-since they were prospering it had to be a private school for each, and
-not one of his selection, either--or hers, really--but one to which the
-Barlows and the Westervelts, two families of means with whom Ernestine
-had become intimate, sent their children and therefore thought
-excellent!
-
-The Barlows! Wealthy, but, to him, gross and mediocre people who had
-made a great deal of money in the manufacture of patent medicines
-out West, and who had then come to New York to splurge, and had been
-attracted to Ernestine--not him particularly, he imagined--because
-Haymaker had built a town house for them, and also because he was
-gaining a fine reputation. They were dreadful really, so _gauche_, so
-truly dull; and yet somehow they seemed to suit Ernestine’s sense of
-fitness and worth at the time, because, as she said, they were good and
-kind--like her Western home folks; only they were not really. She just
-imagined so. They were worthy enough people in their way, though with
-no taste. Young Fred Barlow had been sent to the expensive Gaillard
-School for Boys, near Morristown, where they were taught manners and
-airs, and little else, as Haymaker always thought, though Ernestine
-insisted that they were given a religious training as well. And so
-Wesley had to go there--for a time, anyhow. It was the best school.
-
-And similarly, because Mercedes Westervelt, senseless, vain little
-thing, was sent to Briarcliff School, near White Plains, Ethelberta had
-to go there. Think of it! It was all so silly, so pushing. How well he
-remembered the long, delicate campaign which preceded this, the logic
-and tactics employed, the importance of it socially to Ethelberta, the
-tears and cajolery. Mrs. Haymaker could always cry so easily, or seem
-to be on the verge of it, when she wanted anything; and somehow, in
-spite of the fact that he knew her tears were unimportant, or timed
-and for a purpose, he could never stand out against them, and she knew
-it. Always he felt moved or weakened in spite of himself. He had no
-weapon wherewith to fight them, though he resented them as a part of
-the argument. Positively Mrs. Haymaker could be as sly and as ruthless
-as Machiavelli himself at times, and yet believe all the while that she
-was tender, loving, self-sacrificing, generous, moral and a dozen other
-things, all of which led to the final achievement of her own aims.
-Perhaps this was admirable from one point of view, but it irritated him
-always. But if one were unable to see him- or herself, their actual
-disturbing inconsistencies, what were you to do?
-
-And again, he had by then been married so long that it was almost
-impossible to think of throwing her over, or so it seemed at the
-time. They had reached the place then where they had supposedly
-achieved position together, though in reality it was all his--and not
-such position as he was entitled to, at that. Ernestine--and he was
-thinking this in all kindness--could never attract the ideal sort.
-And anyhow, the mere breath of a scandal between them, separation or
-unfaithfulness, which he never really contemplated, would have led to
-endless bickering and social and commercial injury, or so he thought.
-All her strong friends--and his, in a way--those who had originally
-been his clients, would have deserted him. Their wives, their own
-social fears, would have compelled them to ostracize him! He would have
-been a scandal-marked architect, a brute for objecting to so kind and
-faithful and loving a wife. And perhaps he would have been, at that. He
-could never quite tell, it was all so mixed and tangled.
-
-Take, again, the marriage of his son Wesley into the De Gaud
-family--George de Gaud _père_ being nothing more than a retired
-real-estate speculator and promoter who had money, but nothing more;
-and Irma de Gaud, the daughter, being a gross, coarse, sensuous girl,
-physically attractive no doubt, and financially reasonably secure,
-or so she had seemed; but what else? Nothing, literally nothing; and
-his son had seemed to have at least some spiritual ideals at first.
-Ernestine had taken up with Mrs. George de Gaud--a miserable, narrow
-creature, so Haymaker thought--largely for Wesley’s sake, he presumed.
-Anyhow, everything had been done to encourage Wesley in his suit and
-Irma in her toleration, and now look at them! De Gaud _père_ had
-since failed and left his daughter practically nothing. Irma had been
-interested in anything but Wesley’s career, had followed what she
-considered the smart among the new-rich--a smarter, wilder, newer
-new-rich than ever Ernestine had fancied, or could. To-day she was
-without a thought for anything besides teas and country clubs and
-theaters--and what else?
-
-And long since Wesley had begun to realize it himself. He was an
-engineer now, in the employ of one of the great construction companies,
-a moderately successful man. But even Ernestine, who had engineered
-the match and thought it wonderful, was now down on her. She had
-begun to see through her some years ago, when Irma had begun to
-ignore her; only before it was always the De Gauds here, and the De
-Gauds there. Good gracious, what more could any one want than the De
-Gauds--Irma de Gaud, for instance? Then came the concealed dissension
-between Irma and Wesley, and now Mrs. Haymaker insisted that Irma
-had held, and was holding Wesley back. She was not the right woman
-for him. Almost--against all her prejudices--she was willing that he
-should leave her. Only, if Haymaker had broached anything like that in
-connection with himself!
-
-And yet Mrs. Haymaker had been determined, because of what she
-considered the position of the De Gauds at that time, that Wesley
-should marry Irma. Wesley now had to slave at mediocre tasks in order
-to have enough to allow Irma to run in so-called fast society of a
-second or third rate. And even at that she was not faithful to him--or
-so Haymaker believed. There were so many strange evidences. And yet
-Haymaker felt that he did not care to interfere now. How could he? Irma
-was tired of Wesley, and that was all there was to it. She was looking
-elsewhere, he was sure.
-
-Take but one more case, that of Ethelberta. What a name! In spite of
-all Ernestine’s determination to make her so successful and thereby
-reflect some credit on her had she really succeeded in so doing? To be
-sure, Ethelberta’s marriage was somewhat more successful financially
-than Wesley’s had proved to be, but was she any better placed in other
-ways? John Kelso--“Jack,” as she always called him--with his light ways
-and lighter mind, was he really any one!--anything more than a waster?
-His parents stood by him no doubt, but that was all; and so much the
-worse for him. According to Mrs. Haymaker at the time, he, too, was an
-ideal boy, admirable, just the man for Ethelberta, because the Kelsos,
-_père_ and _mère_, had money. Horner Kelso had made a kind of fortune
-in Chicago in the banknote business, and had settled in New York, about
-the time that Ethelberta was fifteen, to spend it. Ethelberta had met
-Grace Kelso at school.
-
-And now see! She was not unattractive, and had some pleasant, albeit
-highly affected, social ways; she had money, and a comfortable
-apartment in Park Avenue; but what had it all come to? John Kelso had
-never done anything really, nothing. His parents’ money and indulgence
-and his early training for a better social state had ruined him
-if he had ever had a mind that amounted to anything. He was idle,
-pleasure-loving, mentally indolent, like Irma de Gaud. Those two should
-have met and married, only they could never have endured each other.
-But how Mrs. Haymaker had courted the Kelsos in her eager and yet
-diplomatic way, giving teas and receptions and theater parties; and yet
-he had never been able to exchange ten significant words with either of
-them, or the younger Kelsos either. Think of it!
-
-And somehow in the process Ethelberta, for all his early affection and
-tenderness and his still kindly feeling for her, had been weaned away
-from him and had proved a limited and conventional girl, somewhat like
-her mother, and more inclined to listen to her than to him--though he
-had not minded that really. It had been the same with Wesley before
-her. Perhaps, however, a child was entitled to its likes and dislikes,
-regardless.
-
-But why had he stood for it all, he now kept asking himself. Why?
-What grand results, if any, had been achieved? Were their children so
-wonderful?--their lives? Would he not have been better off without
-her--his children better, even, by a different woman?--hers by a
-different man? Wouldn’t it have been better if he had destroyed it
-all, broken away? There would have been pain, of course, terrible
-consequences, but even so he would have been free to go, to do, to
-reorganize his life on another basis. Zingara had avoided marriage
-entirely--wise man. But no, no; always convention, that long list of
-reasons and terrors he was always reciting to himself. He had allowed
-himself to be pulled round by the nose, God only knows why, and that
-was all there was to it. Weakness, if you will, perhaps; fear of
-convention; fear of what people would think and say.
-
-Always now he found himself brooding over the dire results to him of
-all this respect on his part for convention, moral order, the duty
-of keeping society on an even keel, of not bringing disgrace to his
-children and himself and her, and yet ruining his own life emotionally
-by so doing. To be respectable had been so important that it had
-resulted in spiritual failure for him. But now all that was over with
-him, and Mrs. Haymaker was ill, near to death, and he was expected to
-wish her to get well, and be happy with her for a long time yet! Be
-happy! In spite of anything he might wish or think he ought to do, he
-couldn’t. He couldn’t even wish her to get well.
-
-It was too much to ask. There was actually a haunting satisfaction in
-the thought that she might die now. It wouldn’t be much, but it would
-be something--a few years of freedom. That was something. He was not
-utterly old yet, and he might have a few years of peace and comfort
-to himself still--and--and---- That dream--that dream--though it might
-never come true now--it couldn’t really--still--still---- He wanted to
-be free to go his own way once more, to do as he pleased, to walk, to
-think, to brood over what he had not had--to brood over what he had not
-had! Only, only, whenever he looked into her pale sick face and felt
-her damp limp hands he could not quite wish that, either; not quite,
-not even now. It seemed too hard, too brutal--only--only---- So he
-wavered.
-
-No; in spite of her long-past struggle over foolish things and in
-spite of himself and all he had endured or thought he had, he was
-still willing that she should live; only he couldn’t wish it exactly.
-Yes, let her live if she could. What matter to him now whether she
-lived or died? Whenever he looked at her he could not help thinking
-how helpless she would be without him, what a failure at her age, and
-so on. And all along, as he wryly repeated to himself, she had been
-thinking and feeling that she was doing the very best for him and her
-and the children!--that she was really the ideal wife for him, making
-every dollar go as far as it would, every enjoyment yield the last drop
-for them all, every move seeming to have been made to their general
-advantage! Yes, that was true. There was a pathos about it, wasn’t
-there? But as for the actual results----!
-
-The next morning, the second after his talk with Doctor Storm, found
-him sitting once more beside his front window in the early dawn, and
-so much of all this, and much more, was coming back to him, as before.
-For the thousandth or the ten-thousandth time, as it seemed to him,
-in all the years that had gone, he was concluding again that his life
-was a failure. If only he were free for a little while just to be
-alone and think, perhaps to discover what life might bring him yet;
-only on this occasion his thoughts were colored by a new turn in the
-situation. Yesterday afternoon, because Mrs. Haymaker’s condition had
-grown worse, the consultation between Grainger and Storm was held,
-and to-day sometime transfusion was to be tried, that last grim stand
-taken by physicians in distress over a case; blood taken from a strong
-ex-cavalryman out of a position, in this case, and the best to be hoped
-for, but not assured. In this instance his thoughts were as before
-wavering. Now supposing she really died, in spite of this? What would
-he think of himself then? He went back after a time and looked in on
-her where she was still sleeping. Now she was not so strong as before,
-or so she seemed; her pulse was not so good, the nurse said. And now as
-before his mood changed in her favor, but only for a little while. For
-later, waking, she seemed to look and feel better.
-
-Later he came up to the dining room, where the nurse was taking her
-breakfast, and seating himself beside her, as was his custom these
-days, asked: “How do you think she is to-day?”
-
-He and the night nurse had thus had their breakfasts together for days.
-This nurse, Miss Filson, was such a smooth, pink, graceful creature,
-with light hair and blue eyes, the kind of eyes and color that of
-late, and in earlier years, had suggested to him the love time or youth
-that he had missed.
-
-The latter looked grave, as though she really feared the worst but was
-concealing it.
-
-“No worse, I think, and possibly a little better,” she replied, eyeing
-him sympathetically. He could see that she too felt that he was old and
-in danger of being neglected. “Her pulse is a little stronger, nearly
-normal now, and she is resting easily. Doctor Storm and Doctor Grainger
-are coming, though, at ten. Then they’ll decide what’s to be done. I
-think if she’s worse that they are going to try transfusion. The man
-has been engaged. Doctor Storm said that when she woke to-day she was
-to be given strong beef tea. Mrs. Elfridge is making it now. The fact
-that she is not much worse, though, is a good sign in itself, I think.”
-
-Haymaker merely stared at her from under his heavy gray eyebrows.
-He was so tired and gloomy, not only because he had not slept much
-of late himself but because of this sawing to and fro between his
-varying moods. Was he never to be able to decide for himself what he
-really wished? Was he never to be done with this interminable moral or
-spiritual problem? Why could he not make up his mind on the side of
-moral order, sympathy, and be at peace? Miss Filson pattered on about
-other heart cases, how so many people lived years and years after
-they were supposed to die of heart lesion; and he meditated as to
-the grayness and strangeness of it all, the worthlessness of his own
-life, the variability of his own moods. Why was he so? How queer--how
-almost evil, sinister--he had become at times; how weak at others.
-Last night as he had looked at Ernestine lying in bed, and this morning
-before he had seen her, he had thought if she only would die--if he
-were only really free once more, even at this late date. But then when
-he had seen her again this morning and now when Miss Filson spoke
-of transfusion, he felt sorry again. What good would it do him now?
-Why should he want to kill her? Could such evil ideas go unpunished
-either in this world or the next? Supposing his children could guess!
-Supposing she did die now--and he wished it so fervently only this
-morning--how would he feel? After all, Ernestine had not been so bad.
-She had tried, hadn’t she?--only she had not been able to make a
-success of things, as he saw it, and he had not been able to love her,
-that was all. He reproached himself once more now with the hardness and
-the cruelty of his thoughts.
-
-The opinion of the two physicians was that Mrs. Haymaker was not much
-better and that this first form of blood transfusion must be resorted
-to--injected straight via a pump--which should restore her greatly
-provided her heart did not bleed it out too freely. Before doing so,
-however, both men once more spoke to Haymaker, who in an excess of
-self-condemnation insisted that no expense must be spared. If her life
-was in danger, save it by any means--all. It was precious to her, to
-him and to her children. So he spoke. Thus he felt that he was lending
-every force which could be expected of him, aside from fervently
-wishing for her recovery, which even now, in spite of himself, he could
-not do. He was too weary of it all, the conventional round of duties
-and obligations. But if she recovered, as her physicians seemed to
-think she might if transfusion were tried, if she gained even, it would
-mean that he would have to take her away for the summer to some quiet
-mountain resort--to be with her hourly during the long period in which
-she would be recovering. Well, he would not complain now. That was all
-right. He would do it. He would be bored of course, as usual, but it
-would be too bad to have her die when she could be saved. Yes, that was
-true. And yet----
-
-He went down to his office again and in the meantime this first form
-of transfusion was tried, and proved a great success, apparently. She
-was much better, so the day nurse phoned at three; very much better. At
-five-thirty Mr. Haymaker returned, no unsatisfactory word having come
-in the interim, and there she was, resting on a raised pillow, if you
-please, and looking so cheerful, more like her old self than he had
-seen her in some time.
-
-At once then his mood changed again. They were amazing, these
-variations in his own thoughts, almost chemic, not volitional,
-decidedly peculiar for a man who was supposed to know his own
-mind--only did one, ever? Now she would not die. Now the whole thing
-would go on as before. He was sure of it. Well, he might as well resign
-himself to the old sense of failure. He would never be free now.
-Everything would go on as before, the next and the next day the same.
-Terrible! Though he seemed glad--really grateful, in a way, seeing her
-cheerful and hopeful once more--still the obsession of failure and
-being once more bound forever returned now. In his own bed at midnight
-he said to himself: “Now she will really get well. All will be as
-before. I will never be free. I will never have a day--a day! Never!”
-
-But the next morning, to his surprise and fear or comfort, as his
-moods varied, she was worse again; and then once more he reproached
-himself for his black thoughts. Was he not really killing her by what
-he thought? he asked himself--these constant changes in his mood? Did
-not his dark wishes have power? Was he not as good as a murderer in his
-way? Think, if he had always to feel from now on that he had killed her
-by wishing so! Would not that be dreadful--an awful thing really? Why
-was he this way? Could he not be human, kind?
-
-When Doctor Storm came at nine-thirty, after a telephone call from the
-nurse, and looked grave and spoke of horses’ blood as being better,
-thicker than human blood--not so easily bled out of the heart when
-injected as a serum--Haymaker was beside himself with self-reproaches
-and sad, disturbing fear. His dark, evil thoughts of last night and
-all these days had done this, he was sure. Was he really a murderer at
-heart, a dark criminal, plotting her death?--and for what? Why had he
-wished last night that she would die? Her case must be very desperate.
-
-“You must do your best,” he now said to Doctor Storm. “Whatever is
-needful--she must not die if you can help it.”
-
-“No, Mr. Haymaker,” returned the latter sympathetically. “All that can
-be done will be done. You need not fear. I have an idea that we didn’t
-inject enough yesterday, and anyhow human blood is not thick enough in
-this case. She responded, but not enough. We will see what we can do
-to-day.”
-
-Haymaker, pressed with duties, went away, subdued and sad. Now once
-more he decided that he must not tolerate these dark ideas any more,
-must rid himself of these black wishes, whatever he might feel. It
-was evil. They would eventually come back to him in some dark way, he
-might be sure. They might be influencing her. She must be allowed to
-recover if she could without any opposition on his part. He must now
-make a further sacrifice of his own life, whatever it cost. It was
-only decent, only human. Why should he complain now, anyhow, after
-all these years! What difference would a few more years make? He
-returned at evening, consoled by his own good thoughts and a telephone
-message at three to the effect that his wife was much better. This
-second injection had proved much more effective. Horses’ blood was
-plainly better for her. She was stronger, and sitting up again. He
-entered at five, and found her lying there pale and weak, but still
-with a better light in her eye, a touch of color in her cheeks--or
-so he thought--more force, and a very faint smile for him, so marked
-had been the change. How great and kind Doctor Storm really was! How
-resourceful! If she would only get well now! If this dread siege would
-only abate! Doctor Storm was coming again at eight.
-
-“Well, how are you, dear?” she asked, looking at him sweetly and
-lovingly, and taking his hand in hers.
-
-He bent and kissed her forehead--a Judas kiss, he had thought up to
-now, but not so to-night. To-night he was kind, generous--anxious,
-even, for her to live.
-
-“All right, dearest; very good indeed. And how are you? It’s such a
-fine evening out. You ought to get well soon so as to enjoy these
-spring days.”
-
-“I’m going to,” she replied softly. “I feel so much better. And how
-have you been? Has your work gone all right?”
-
-He nodded and smiled and told her bits of news. Ethelberta had phoned
-that she was coming, bringing violets. Wesley had said he would be here
-at six, with Irma! Such-and-such people had asked after her. How could
-he have been so evil, he now asked himself, as to wish her to die?
-She was not so bad--really quite charming in her way, an ideal wife
-for some one, if not him. She was as much entitled to live and enjoy
-her life as he was to enjoy his; and after all she was the mother of
-his children, had been with him all these years. Besides, the day had
-been so fine--it was now--a wondrous May evening. The air and sky were
-simply delicious. A lavender haze was in the air. The telephone bell
-now ringing brought still another of a long series of inquiries as to
-her condition. There had been so many of these during the last few
-days, the maid said, and especially to-day--and she gave Mr. Haymaker
-a list of names. See, he thought, she had even more friends than he,
-being so good, faithful, worthy. Why should he wish her ill?
-
-He sat down to dinner with Ethelberta and Wesley when they arrived,
-and chatted quite gayly--more hopefully than he had in weeks. His own
-varying thoughts no longer depressing him, for the moment he was happy.
-How were they? What were the children all doing? At eight-thirty Doctor
-Storm came again, and announced that he thought Mrs. Haymaker was
-doing very well indeed, all things considered.
-
-“Her condition is fairly promising, I must say,” he said. “If she gets
-through another night or two comfortably without falling back I think
-she’ll do very well from now on. Her strength seems to be increasing a
-fraction. However, we must not be too optimistic. Cases of this kind
-are very treacherous. To-morrow we’ll see how she feels, whether she
-needs any more blood.”
-
-He went away, and at ten Ethelberta and Wesley left for the night,
-asking to be called if she grew worse, thus leaving him alone once
-more. He sat and meditated. At eleven, after a few moments at his
-wife’s bedside--absolute quiet had been the doctor’s instructions
-these many days--he himself went to bed. He was very tired. His
-varying thoughts had afflicted him so much that he was always tired,
-it seemed--his evil conscience, he called it--but to-night he was sure
-he would sleep. He felt better about himself, about life. He had done
-better, to-day. He should never have tolerated such dark thoughts. And
-yet--and yet--and yet----
-
-He lay on his bed near a window which commanded a view of a small
-angle of the park, and looked out. There were the spring trees, as
-usual, silvered now by the light, a bit of lake showing at one end.
-Here in the city a bit of sylvan scenery such as this was so rare and
-so expensive. In his youth he had been so fond of water, any small
-lake or stream or pond. In his youth, also, he had loved the moon, and
-to walk in the dark. It had all, always, been so suggestive of love
-and happiness, and he had so craved love and happiness and never had
-it. Once he had designed a yacht club, the base of which suggested
-waves. Once, years ago, he had thought of designing a lovely cottage
-or country house for himself and some new love--that wonderful one--if
-ever she came and he were free. How wonderful it would all have been.
-Now--now--the thought at such an hour and especially when it was too
-late, seemed sacrilegious, hard, cold, unmoral, evil. He turned his
-face away from the moonlight and sighed, deciding to sleep and shut out
-these older and darker and sweeter thoughts if he could, and did.
-
-Presently he dreamed, and it was as if some lovely spirit of
-beauty--that wondrous thing he had always been seeking--came and took
-him by the hand and led him out, out by dimpling streams and clear
-rippling lakes and a great, noble highway where were temples and towers
-and figures in white marble. And it seemed as he walked as if something
-had been, or were, promised him--a lovely fruition to something which
-he craved--only the world toward which he walked was still dark or
-shadowy, with something sad and repressing about it, a haunting sense
-of a still darker distance. He was going toward beauty apparently, but
-he was still seeking, seeking, and it was dark there when----
-
-“Mr. Haymaker! Mr. Haymaker!” came a voice--soft, almost mystical at
-first, and then clearer and more disturbing, as a hand was laid on him.
-“Will you come at once? It’s Mrs. Haymaker!”
-
-On the instant he was on his feet seizing the blue silk dressing
-gown hanging at his bed’s head, and adjusting it as he hurried. Mrs.
-Elfridge and the nurse were behind him, very pale and distrait,
-wringing their hands. He could tell by that that the worst was at
-hand. When he reached the bedroom--her bedroom--there she lay as in
-life--still, peaceful, already limp, as though she were sleeping. Her
-thin, and as he sometimes thought, cold, lips were now parted in a
-faint, gracious smile, or trace of one. He had seen her look that way,
-too, at times; a really gracious smile, and wise, wiser than she was.
-The long, thin, graceful hands were open, the fingers spread slightly
-apart as though she were tired, very tired. The eyelids, too, rested
-wearily on tired eyes. Her form, spare as always, was outlined clearly
-under the thin coverlets. Miss Filson, the night nurse, was saying
-something about having fallen asleep for a moment, and waking only to
-find her so. She was terribly depressed and disturbed, possibly because
-of Doctor Storm.
-
-Haymaker paused, greatly shocked and moved by the sight--more so than
-by anything since the death of little Elwell. After all, she had
-tried, according to her light. But now she was dead--and they had been
-together so long! He came forward, tears of sympathy springing to his
-eyes, then sank down beside the bed on his knees so as not to disturb
-her right hand where it lay.
-
-“Ernie, dear,” he said gently, “Ernie--are you really gone?” His voice
-was full of sorrow; but to himself it sounded false, traitorous.
-
-He lifted the hand and put it to his lips sadly, then leaned his head
-against her, thinking of his long, mixed thoughts these many days,
-while both Mrs. Elfridge and the nurse began wiping their eyes. They
-were so sorry for him, he was so old now!
-
-After a while he got up--they came forward to persuade him at
-last--looking tremendously sad and distrait, and asked Mrs. Elfridge
-and the nurse not to disturb his children. They could not aid her now.
-Let them rest until morning. Then he went back to his own room and sat
-down on the bed for a moment, gazing out on the same silvery scene that
-had attracted him before. It was dreadful. So then his dark wishing had
-come true at last? Possibly his black thoughts had killed her after
-all. Was that possible? Had his voiceless prayers been answered in
-this grim way? And did she know now what he had really thought? Dark
-thought. Where was she now? What was she thinking now if she knew?
-Would she hate him--haunt him? It was not dawn yet, only two or three
-in the morning, and the moon was still bright. And in the next room she
-was lying, pale and cool, gone forever now out of his life.
-
-He got up after a time and went forward into that pleasant front room
-where he had so often loved to sit, then back into her room to view
-the body again. Now that she was gone, here more than elsewhere, in
-her dead presence, he seemed better able to collect his scattered
-thoughts. She might see or she might not--might know or not. It was
-all over now. Only he could not help but feel a little evil. She had
-been so faithful, if nothing more, so earnest in behalf of him and of
-his children. He might have spared her these last dark thoughts of
-these last few days. His feelings were so jumbled that he could not
-place them half the time. But at the same time the ethics of the past,
-of his own irritated feelings and moods in regard to her, had to be
-adjusted somehow before he could have peace. They must be adjusted,
-only how--how? He and Mrs. Elfridge had agreed not to disturb Doctor
-Storm any more to-night. They were all agreed to get what rest they
-could against the morning.
-
-After a time he came forward once more to the front room to sit and
-gaze at the park. Here, perhaps, he could solve these mysteries for
-himself, think them out, find out what he did feel. He was evil for
-having wished all he had, that he knew and felt. And yet there was
-his own story, too--his life. The dawn was breaking by now; a faint
-grayness shaded the east and dimly lightened this room. A tall pier
-mirror between two windows now revealed him to himself--spare, angular,
-disheveled, his beard and hair astray and his eyes weary. The figure he
-made here as against his dreams of a happier life, once he were free,
-now struck him forcibly. What a farce! What a failure! Why should he,
-of all people, think of further happiness in love, even if he were
-free? Look at his reflection here in this mirror. What a picture--old,
-grizzled, done for! Had he not known that for so long? Was it not too
-ridiculous? Why should he have tolerated such vain thoughts? What could
-he of all people hope for now? No thing of beauty would have him now.
-Of course not. That glorious dream of his youth was gone forever. It
-was a mirage, an ignis fatuus. His wife might just as well have lived
-as died, for all the difference it would or could make to him. Only,
-he was really free just the same, almost as it were in spite of his
-varying moods. But he was old, weary, done for, a recluse and ungainly.
-
-Now the innate cruelty of life, its blazing ironic indifference to him
-and so many grew rapidly upon him. What had he had? What all had he
-not missed? Dismally he stared first at his dark wrinkled skin; the
-crow’s-feet at the sides of his eyes; the wrinkles across his forehead
-and between the eyes; his long, dark, wrinkled hands--handsome hands
-they once were, he thought; his angular, stiff body. Once he had been
-very much of a personage, he thought, striking, forceful, dynamic--but
-now! He turned and looked out over the park where the young trees were,
-and the lake, to the pinking dawn--just a trace now--a significant
-thing in itself at this hour surely--the new dawn, so wondrously new
-for younger people--then back at himself. What could he wish for
-now--what hope for?
-
-As he did so his dream came back to him--that strange dream of seeking
-and being led and promised and yet always being led forward into a
-dimmer, darker land. What did that mean? Had it any real significance?
-Was it all to be dimmer, darker still? Was it typical of his life? He
-pondered.
-
-“Free!” he said after a time. “Free! I know now how that is. I am free
-now, at last! Free!... Free!... Yes--free ... to die!”
-
-So he stood there ruminating and smoothing his hair and his beard.
-
-
-
-
-McEWEN OF THE SHINING SLAVE MAKERS
-
-
-It was a hot day in August. The parching rays of a summer sun had faded
-the once sappy green leaves of the trees to a dull and dusty hue. The
-grass, still good to look upon in shady places, spread sere and dry
-where the light had fallen unbroken. The roads were hot with thick
-dust, and wherever a stone path led, it reflected heat to weary body
-and soul.
-
-Robert McEwen had taken a seat under a fine old beech tree whose broad
-arms cast a welcome shade. He had come here out of the toil of the busy
-streets.
-
-For a time he gave himself over to blank contemplation of the broad
-park and the occasional carriages that jingled by. Presently his
-meditation was broken by an ant on his trousers, which he flipped away
-with his finger. This awoke him to the thought that there might be more
-upon him. He stood up, shaking and brushing himself. Then he noticed an
-ant running along the walk in front of him. He stamped on it.
-
-“I guess that will do for you,” he said, half aloud, and sat down again.
-
-Now only did he really notice the walk. It was wide and hard and hot.
-Many ants were hurrying about, and now he saw that they were black. At
-last, one more active than the others fixed his eye. He followed it
-with his glance for more than a score of feet.
-
-This particular ant was progressing urgently, now to the right, now to
-the left, stopping here and there, but never for more than a second.
-Its energy, the zig-zag course it pursued, the frequency with which it
-halted to examine something, enlisted his interest. As he gazed, the
-path grew in imagination until it assumed immense proportions.
-
-Suddenly he bestirred himself, took a single glance and then jumped,
-rubbing his eyes. He was in an unknown world, strange in every detail.
-The branched and many-limbed trees had disappeared. A forest of immense
-flat swords of green swayed in the air above him. The ground between
-lacked its carpet of green and was roughly strewn with immense boulders
-of clay. The air was strong with an odor which seemed strange and yet
-familiar. Only the hot sun streaming down and a sky of faultless blue
-betokened a familiar world. In regard to himself McEwen felt peculiar
-and yet familiar. What was it that made these surroundings and himself
-seem odd and yet usual? He could not tell. His three pairs of limbs
-and his vigorous mandibles seemed natural enough. The fact that he
-sensed rather than saw things was natural and yet odd. Forthwith moved
-by a sense of duty, necessity, and a kind of tribal obligation which
-he more felt than understood, he set out in search of food and prey
-and presently came to a broad plain, so wide that his eye could scarce
-command more than what seemed an immediate portion of it. He halted and
-breathed with a feeling of relief. Just then a voice startled him.
-
-“Anything to eat hereabout?” questioned the newcomer in a friendly and
-yet self-interested tone.
-
-McEwen drew back.
-
-“I do not know,” he said, “I have just----”
-
-“Terrible,” said the stranger, not waiting to hear his answer. “It
-looks like famine. You know the Sanguineæ have gone to war.”
-
-“No,” answered McEwen mechanically.
-
-“Yes,” said the other, “they raided the Fuscæ yesterday. They’ll be
-down on us next.”
-
-With that the stranger made off. McEwen was about to exclaim at the use
-of the word _us_ when a ravenous craving for food, brought now forcibly
-to his mind by the words of the other, made him start in haste after
-him.
-
-Then came another who bespoke him in passing.
-
-“I haven’t found a thing to-day, and I’ve been all the way to the
-Pratensis region. I didn’t dare go any further without having some
-others with me. They’re hungry, too, up there, though they’ve just made
-a raid. You heard the Sanguineæ went to war, didn’t you?”
-
-“Yes, he told me,” said McEwen, indicating the retreating figure of the
-stranger.
-
-“Oh, Ermi. Yes, he’s been over in their territory. Well, I’ll be going
-now.”
-
-McEwen hastened after Ermi at a good pace, and soon overtook him. The
-latter had stopped and was gathering in his mandibles a jagged crumb,
-almost as large as himself.
-
-“Oh!” exclaimed McEwen eagerly, “where did you get that?”
-
-“Here,” said Ermi.
-
-“Will you give me a little?”
-
-“I will not,” said the other, and a light came in his eye that was
-almost evil.
-
-“All right,” said McEwen, made bold by hunger and yet cautious by
-danger, “which way would you advise me to look?”
-
-“Wherever you please,” said Ermi, “why ask me? You are not new at
-seeking,” and strode off.
-
-“The forest was better than this,” thought McEwen; “there I would not
-die of the heat, anyhow, and I might find food. Here is nothing,” and
-he turned and glanced about for a sight of the jungle whence he had
-come.
-
-Far to the left and rear of him he saw it, those great up-standing
-swords. As he gazed, revolving in his troubled mind whether he should
-return or not, he saw another like himself hurrying toward him out of
-the distance.
-
-He eagerly hailed the newcomer, who was yet a long way off.
-
-“What is it?” asked the other, coming up rapidly.
-
-“Do you know where I can get something to eat?”
-
-“Is that why you called me?” he answered, eyeing him angrily. “Do you
-ask in time of famine? Certainly not. If I had anything for myself,
-I would not be out here. Go and hunt for it like the rest of us. Why
-should you be asking?”
-
-“I have been hunting,” cried McEwen, his anger rising. “I have searched
-here until I am almost starved.”
-
-“No worse off than any of us, are you?” said the other. “Look at me. Do
-you suppose I am feasting?”
-
-He went off in high dudgeon, and McEwen gazed after him in
-astonishment. The indifference and sufficiency were at once surprising
-and yet familiar. Later he found himself falling rapidly into helpless
-lassitude from both hunger and heat, when a voice, as of one in pain,
-hailed him.
-
-“Ho!” it cried.
-
-“Hello!” he answered.
-
-“Come, come!” was the feeble reply.
-
-McEwen started forward at once. When he was still many times his own
-length away he recognized the voice as that of his testy friend of a
-little while before, but now sadly changed. He was stretched upon the
-earth, working his mandibles feebly.
-
-“What is it?” asked McEwen solicitously. “What ails you? How did this
-happen?”
-
-“I don’t know,” said the other. “I was passing along here when that
-struck me,” indicating a huge boulder. “I am done for, though. You may
-as well have this food now, since you are one of us. The tribe can use
-what you do not eat,” he sighed.
-
-“Oh, nothing of the sort,” said McEwen solicitously, the while he
-viewed the crushed limbs and side of the sufferer. “You’ll be all
-right. Why do you speak of death? Just tell me where to take you, or
-whom to go for.”
-
-“No,” said the other, “it would be no use. You see how it is. They
-could do nothing for me. I did not want your aid. I merely wanted you
-to have this food here. I shall not want it now.”
-
-“Don’t say that,” returned McEwen. “You mustn’t talk about dying. There
-must be something I can do. Tell me. I don’t want your food.”
-
-“No, there isn’t anything you could do. There isn’t any cure, you know
-that. Report, when you return, how I was killed. Just leave me now and
-take that with you. They need it, if you do not.”
-
-McEwen viewed him silently. This reference to a colony or tribe or home
-seemed to clarify many things for him. He remembered now apparently the
-long road he had come, the immense galleries of the colony to which he
-belonged under the earth, the passages by which he had made his way
-in and out, the powerful and revered ant mother, various larvæ to be
-fed and eggs to be tended. To be sure. That was it. He was a part of
-this immense colony or group. The heat must have affected his sensory
-powers. He must gather food and return there--kill spiders, beetles,
-grubs, and bring them back to help provision the colony. That was it.
-Only there were so few to be found here, for some reason.
-
-The sufferer closed his eyes in evident pain, and trembled
-convulsively. Then he fell back and died.
-
-McEwen gazed upon the now fast stiffening body, with all but
-indifference, and wondered. The spectacle seemed so familiar as to be
-all but commonplace. Apparently he had seen so many die that way. Had
-he not, in times past, reported the deaths of hundreds?
-
-“Is he dead?” asked a voice at his side.
-
-“Yes,” said McEwen, scarcely bringing himself out of his meditation
-sufficiently to observe the newcomer.
-
-“Well, then, he will not need this, I guess,” said the other, and he
-seized upon the huge lump with his mandibles, but McEwen was on the
-alert and savage into the bargain, on the instant. He, too, gripped his
-mandibles upon it.
-
-“I was called by him to have this, before he died,” he shouted “and I
-propose to have it. Let go.”
-
-“That I will not,” said the other with great vigor and energy. “I’ll
-have some of it, at least,” and, giving a mighty wrench, which sent
-both himself and McEwen sprawling, he tore off a goodly portion of it
-and ran, gaining his feet so quickly that he was a good length off
-before McEwen arose. The latter was too hungry, however, to linger
-in useless rage, and now fell to and ate before any other should
-disturb him. Then, feeling partially satisfied, he stretched himself
-languorously and continued more at his leisure. After a time he shook
-himself out of his torpor which had seized on him with his eating, and
-made off for the distant jungle, in which direction, as he now felt,
-lay the colony home.
-
-He was in one of the darkest and thickest portions of the route thither
-when there was borne to him from afar the sound of feet in marching
-time, and a murmuring as of distant voices. He stopped and listened.
-Presently the sounds grew louder and more individual. He could now tell
-that a great company was nearing him. The narrow path which he followed
-was clear for some distance, and open to observation. Not knowing what
-creatures he was about to meet, he stepped out of it into a thicket,
-at one side and took up a position behind a great boulder. The tramp
-of many feet was now so close as to bode contact and discovery, and he
-saw, through the interstices of green stalks, a strange column filing
-along the path he had left. They were no other than a company of red
-warriors--slave makers like himself, only of a different species, the
-fierce Sanguineæ that Ermi had spoken of as having gone to war.
-
-To war they certainly had been, and no doubt were going again. Nearly
-every warrior carried with him some mark of plunder or of death. Many
-bore in their mandibles dead bodies of the enemy or their larvæ
-captured from a Fuscan colony. Others bore upon their legs the severed
-heads of the poor blacks who had been slain in the defense of their
-home, and whose jaws still clung to their foes, fixed in the rigor of
-death. Still others dragged the bodies of their victims, and shouted as
-they went, making the long, lonely path to ring with uncanny sounds as
-they disappeared in the distance.
-
-McEwen came furtively out after a time and looked after them. He had
-gotten far to the left of the warriors and somewhat to the front
-of them, and was just about to leave the shadow of one clump of
-bushes to hurry to a neighboring stone, when there filed out from
-the very shelter upon which he had his eye fixed, the figure of one
-whom he immediately recognized as Ermi. The latter seemed to await a
-favorable opportunity when he should not be observed, and then started
-running. McEwen followed. In the distance could be seen a group of the
-Sanguineæ, who had evidently paused for something, moving about in
-great excitement, in groups of two or three, gesticulating and talking.
-Some of those not otherwise engaged displayed a sensibility of danger
-or a lust of war by working their jaws and sawing at heavy stones with
-their mandibles. Presently one gazed in the direction of Ermi, and
-shouted to the others.
-
-Immediately four warriors set out in pursuit. McEwen hastened after
-Ermi, to see what would become of him. Discreetly hidden himself, he
-could do this with considerable equanimity. As he approached, he saw
-Ermi moving backward and forward, endeavoring to close the entrance
-to a cave in which he had now taken refuge. Apparently that warrior
-had become aware that no time was to be lost, since he also could see
-the pursuing Sanguineæ. With a swiftness born of daring and a keen
-realization of danger, he arranged a large boulder at the very edge of
-the portal as a key, and then others in such position that when the
-first should topple in the others would follow. Then he crawled deftly
-inside the portal, and pulling the keystone, toppled the whole mass in
-after him.
-
-This was hardly done when the Sanguineæ were upon him. They were four
-cruel, murderous fighters, deeply scarred. One, called by the others
-Og, had a black’s head at his thigh. One of his temples bore a scar,
-and the tip of his left antenna was broken. He was a keen old warrior,
-however, and scented the prey at once.
-
-“Hi, you!” he shouted to the others. “Here’s the place.”
-
-Just then another drew near to the portal which Ermi had barricaded.
-He looked at it closely, walked about several times, sounded with his
-antennæ and then listened. There was no answer.
-
-“Hist!” he exclaimed to the others.
-
-Now they came up. They also looked, but so well had Ermi done his work
-that they were puzzled.
-
-“I’m not sure,” said Og, “it looks to me more like an abandoned cave
-than an entrance.”
-
-“Tear it open, anyway,” advocated Ponan, the second of the quartette,
-speaking for the first time.
-
-“There may be no other exit.”
-
-“Aha!” cried Og, “Good! We will see anyhow.”
-
-“Come on!” yelled Maru, a third, seizing the largest boulder,
-“Mandibles to!”
-
-“Out with him!” cried Om, jumping eagerly to work. “We will have him
-out in a jiffy!”
-
-It was not an easy task, as the boulders were heavy and deep, but they
-tore them out. Later they dragged forth Ermi, who, finding himself
-captured, seized the head of Maru with his mandibles. Og, on the other
-hand, seized one of Ermi’s legs in his powerful jaws. The others also
-had taken hold. The antennæ of all were thrown back, and the entire
-mass went pushing and shoving, turning and tumbling in a whirl.
-
-McEwen gazed, excited and sympathetic. At first he thought to avoid
-it all, having a horror of death, but a moment later decided to come
-to his friend’s rescue, a feeling of tribal relationship which was
-overwhelming coming over him. Springing forward, he clambered upon the
-back of Og, at whose neck he began to saw with his powerful teeth.
-Og, realizing a new adversary, released his hold upon Ermi’s limb and
-endeavored to shake off his new enemy. McEwen held tight, however. The
-others, however, too excited to observe the newcomer, still struggled
-to destroy Ermi. The latter had stuck steadily to his labor of killing
-Maru, and now, when Og’s hold was loosened, he gave a powerful crush
-and Maru breathed his last. This advantaged him little, however, for
-both Ponan and Om were attacking his sides.
-
-“Take that!” shouted Om, throwing himself violently upon Ermi and
-turning him over. “Saw off his head, Ponan.”
-
-Ponan released his hold and sprang for Ermi’s head. There was a
-kicking and crushing of jaws, and Ponan secured his grip.
-
-“Kill him!” yelled Om. “Come, Og! Come!”
-
-At this very moment Og’s severed head fell to the ground, and McEwen
-leaping from his back, sprang to the aid of Ermi.
-
-“Come!” he shouted at Ponan, who was sawing at Ermi’s head. “It’s two
-to two now,” and McEwen gave such a wrench to Ponan’s side that he
-writhed in pain, and released his hold on Ermi.
-
-But recovering himself he leaped upon McEwen, and bore him down,
-sprawling.
-
-The fight was now more desperate than ever. The combatants rolled and
-tossed. McEwen’s right antenna was broken by his fall, and one of his
-legs was injured. He could seem to get no hold upon his adversary, whom
-he now felt to be working toward his neck.
-
-“Let go!” he yelled, gnashing at him with his mandibles, but Ponan only
-tightened his murderous jaws.
-
-Better fortune was now with Ermi, however, who was a more experienced
-fighter. Getting a grip upon Om’s body, he hurled him to the ground and
-left him stunned and senseless.
-
-Seeing McEwen’s predicament, he now sprang to his aid. The latter was
-being sadly worsted and but for the generous aid of Ermi, would have
-been killed. The latter struck Ponan a terrific blow with his head and
-having stunned him, dragged him off. The two, though much injured, now
-seized upon the unfortunate Sanguinea and tore him in two, and would
-have done as much for Om, had they not discovered that that bedraggled
-warrior had recovered sufficiently to crawl away and hide.
-
-McEwen and Ermi now drew near to each other in warm admiration.
-
-“Come with me,” said Ermi. “They are all about here now and that coward
-who escaped will have them upon us. There is a corridor into our home
-from here, only I was not able to reach it before they caught me. Help
-me barricade this entrance.”
-
-Together they built up the stones more effectually than before, and
-then entered, toppling the mass in behind them. With considerable
-labor, they built up another barricade below.
-
-“You watch a moment, now,” said Ermi to McEwen, and then hurried
-down a long passage through which he soon returned bringing with him
-a sentinel, who took up guard duty at the point where the fight had
-occurred. “He will stay here and give the alarm in case another attack
-is made,” he commented.
-
-“Come now,” he added, touching McEwen affectionately with his antennæ.
-Leading the way, Ermi took him along a long winding corridor with
-which, somehow, he seemed to be familiar, and through various secret
-passages into the colony house.
-
-“You see,” he said to McEwen familiarly, as they went, “they could not
-have gotten in here, even if they had killed me, without knowing the
-way. Our passageways are too intricate. But it is as well to keep a
-picket there, now that they are about. Where have you been? You do not
-belong to our colony, do you?”
-
-McEwen related his experiences since their meeting in the desert,
-without explaining where he came from. He knew that he was a member of
-some other colony of this same tribe without being sure of which one. A
-strange feeling of wandering confusion possessed him, as though he had
-been injured in some way, somewhere, and was lost for the moment.
-
-“Well, you might as well stay with us, now,” said Ermi. “Are you
-hungry?”
-
-“Very,” said McEwen.
-
-“Then we will eat at once.”
-
-McEwen now gazed upon a domed chamber of vast proportions, with which,
-also, he seemed familiar, an old inhabitant of one such, no less. It
-had several doors that opened out into galleries, and corridors leading
-to other chambers and store rooms, a home for thousands.
-
-Many members of this allied family now hurried to meet them, all
-genially enough.
-
-“You have had an encounter with them?” asked several at once.
-
-“Nothing to speak of,” said Ermi, who, fighter that he was, had also a
-touch of vanity. “Look after my friend here, who has saved my life.”
-
-“Not I!” cried McEwen warmly.
-
-They could not explain, however, before they were seized by their
-admirers and carried into a chamber where none of the din of
-preparation penetrated, and where was a carpet of soft grass threads
-upon which they might lie.
-
-Injured though they were, neither could endure lying still for long,
-and were soon poking about, though unable to do anything. McEwen was
-privileged to idle and listlessly watch an attack on one portal of
-the cave which lasted an entire day, resulting in failure for the
-invaders. It was a rather broken affair, the principal excitement
-occurring about the barricaded portals and secret exits at the end of
-the long corridors, where McEwen often found himself in the way. The
-story of his prowess had been well told by Ermi, and he was a friend
-and hero whom many served. A sort of ambulance service was established
-which not only looked to the bringing in of the injured, but also to
-the removal of the dead. A graveyard was prepared just outside one of
-the secret entrances, far from the scene of the siege, and here the
-dead were laid in orderly rows.
-
-The siege having ended temporarily the same day it began, the household
-resumed its old order. Those who had remained within went forth for
-forage. The care of the communal young, which had been somewhat
-interrupted, was now resumed. Larvæ and chrysalises, which had been left
-almost unattended in the vast nurseries, were moved to and fro between
-the rooms where the broken sunlight warmed, and the shadow gave them
-rest.
-
-“There is war ahead,” said Ermi to McEwen one day not long after this.
-“These Sanguineæ will never let us alone until we give them battle. We
-shall have to stir up the whole race of Shining Slave Makers and fight
-all the Sanguineæ before we have peace again.”
-
-“Good,” said McEwen. “I am ready.”
-
-“So am I,” answered Ermi, “but it is no light matter. They are our
-ancient enemy and as powerful as we. If we meet again you will see war
-that is war.”
-
-Not long after this McEwen and Ermi, foraging together, encountered a
-Sanguinea, who fought with them and was slain. Numerous Lucidi, of
-which tribe he found himself to be a member, left the community of a
-morning to labor and were never heard of again. Encounters between
-parties of both camps were frequent, and orderly living ceased.
-
-At last the entire community was in a ferment, and a council was
-called. It was held in the main saloon of the formicary, a vast chamber
-whose hollowed dome rose like the open sky above them. The queen of the
-community was present, and all the chief warriors, including Ermi and
-McEwen. Loud talking and fierce comment were indulged in to no point,
-until Yumi, long a light in the councils of the Lucidi, spoke. He was
-short and sharp of speech.
-
-“We must go to war,” he said. “Our old enemies will give us no peace.
-Send couriers to all the colonies of the Shining Slave Makers. We will
-meet the Red Slave Makers as we did before.”
-
-“Ah,” said an old Lucidi, who stood at McEwen’s side, “that was a great
-battle. You don’t remember. You were too young. There were thousands
-and thousands in that. I could not walk for the dead.”
-
-“Are we to have another such?” asked McEwen.
-
-“If the rest of us come. We are a great people. The Shining Slave
-Makers are numberless.”
-
-Just then another voice spoke, and Ermi listened.
-
-“Let us send for them to come here. When the Sanguineæ again lay siege
-let us pour out and destroy them. Let none escape.”
-
-“Let us first send couriers and hear what our people say,” broke in
-Ermi loudly. “The Sanguineæ are a vast people also. We must have
-numbers. It must be a decisive battle.”
-
-“Ay, ay,” answered many. “Send the couriers!”
-
-Forthwith messengers were dispatched to all parts, calling the hordes
-of the Shining Slave Makers to war. In due course they returned,
-bringing information that they were coming. Their colonies also had
-been attacked. Later the warriors of the allied tribes began to put in
-an appearance.
-
-It was a gathering of legions. The paths in the forests about resounded
-with their halloos. With the arrival of the first cohorts of these
-friendly colonies, there was a minor encounter with an irritant host of
-the Sanguineæ foraging hereabout, who were driven back and destroyed.
-Later there were many minor encounters and deaths before the hosts were
-fully assembled, but the end was not yet. All knew that. The Sanguineæ
-had fled, but not in cowardice. They would return.
-
-The one problem with this vast host, now that it was assembled, was
-food. Eventually they expected to discover this in the sacked homes of
-the Sanguineæ, but temporarily other provision must be made. The entire
-region had to be scoured. Colonies of Fuscæ and Schauffusi living in
-nearby territory were attacked and destroyed. Their storehouses were
-ransacked and the contents distributed. Every form of life was attacked
-and still there was not enough.
-
-Both McEwen and Ermi, now inseparable, joined in one of these raids. It
-was upon a colony of Fuscæ, who had their home in a neighboring forest.
-The company went singing on their way until within a short distance of
-the colony, when they became silent.
-
-“Let us not lose track of one another,” said McEwen.
-
-“No,” said Ermi, “but they are nothing. We will take all they possess
-without a struggle. See them running.”
-
-As he said this, he motioned in the direction of several Fuscæ that
-were fleeing toward their portals in terror. The Lucidi set up a shout,
-and darted after, plunging into the open gates, striking and slaying
-as they went. In a few minutes those first in came out again carrying
-their booty. Others were singly engaged in fiercest battle with large
-groups of the weaker Fuscæ. Only a few of the latter were inclined
-to fight. They seemed for the most part dazed by their misfortunes.
-Numbers hung from the topmost blades of the towering sword-trees, and
-the broad, floor-like leaves of the massive weeds, about their caves
-where they had taken refuge, holding in their jaws baby larvæ and
-cocoons rescued from the invaders, with which they had hurriedly fled
-to these nearest elevated objects.
-
-Singly, McEwen pursued a dozen, and reveled in the sport of killing
-them. He tumbled them with rushes of his body, crushed them with his
-mandibles, and poisoned them with his formic sting.
-
-“Do you need help?” called Ermi once, who was always near and shouting.
-
-“Yes,” called McEwen scornfully, “bring me more of them.”
-
-Soon the deadly work was over and the two comrades, gathering a mass of
-food, joined the returning band, singing as they went.
-
-“To-morrow,” said Ermi, as they went along, “we will meet the
-Sanguineæ. It is agreed. The leaders are conferring now.”
-
-McEwen did not learn where these latter were, but somehow he was
-pleased. An insane lust of combat was now upon him.
-
-“They will not be four to two this time,” he laughed exultingly.
-
-“No, and we will not be barricading against them, either,” laughed
-Ermi, the lust of war simmering in his veins.
-
-As they came near their camp, however, they found a large number of
-the assembled companies already in motion. Thousands upon thousands of
-those who had arrived were already assembled in one group or another
-and were prepared for action. There were cries and sounds of fighting,
-and long lines of Lucidi hurrying hither and thither.
-
-“What’s the matter?” asked Ermi excitedly.
-
-“The Sanguineæ,” was the answer. “They are returning.”
-
-Instantly McEwen became sober. Ermi turned to him affectionately.
-
-“Now,” he said solemnly, “courage. We’re in for it.”
-
-A tremendous hubbub followed. Already vast legions of the Lucidi were
-bearing away to the east. McEwen and Ermi, not being able to find their
-own, fell in with a strange company.
-
-“Order!” shouted a voice in their ears. “Fall in line. We are called.”
-
-The twain mechanically obeyed, and dropped behind a regular line. Soon
-they were winding along with other long lines of warriors through the
-tall sword trees, and in a little while reached a huge, smooth, open
-plain where already the actual fighting had begun. Thousands were
-here, apparently hundreds of thousands. There was little order, and
-scarcely any was needed apparently, since all contacts were individual
-or between small groups. It all depended now on numbers, and the
-results of the contests between individuals, or at the most, these
-small groups. Ermi, McEwen, and several other Lucidi were about to
-seize upon one Sanguinea, who was approaching them, when an amazing
-rush of the latter broke them, and McEwen found himself separated from
-Ermi with a red demon snapping at his throat. Dazed by the shock and
-clamor, he almost fell a prey to this first charge. A moment later,
-however, his courage and daring returned. With a furious bound, he
-recovered himself and forced himself upon his adversary, snapping his
-neck in his jaws.
-
-“Take that!” he said to the tumbling carcass.
-
-He had no sooner ended one foe, however, than another clutched him.
-They were on every hand, hard, merciless fighters like himself and Ermi
-who rushed and tore and sawed with amazing force. McEwen faced his
-newest adversary swiftly. While the latter was seeking for McEwen’s
-head and antennæ with his mandibles, the former with a quick snap
-seized his foe by the neck. Turning up his abdomen, he ejected formic
-acid into the throat of the other. That finished him.
-
-Meanwhile the battle continued on every hand with the same mad
-vehemence. Already the dead clogged the ground. Here, single combatants
-struggled--there, whole lines moved and swayed in deadly combat. Ever
-and anon new lines were formed, and strange hosts of friends or enemies
-came up, falling upon the combatants of both sides with murderous
-enthusiasm. McEwen, in a strange daze and lust of death, seemed to
-think nothing of it. He was alone now--lost in a tossing sea of war,
-and terror seemed to have forsaken him. It was wonderful, he thought,
-mysterious----
-
-As enemy after enemy assailed him, he fought them as he best knew, an
-old method to him, apparently, and as they died, he wished them to
-die--broken, poisoned, sawed in two. He began to count and exult in the
-numbers he had slain. It was at last as though he were dreaming, and
-all around was a vain, dark, surging mass of enemies.
-
-Finally, four of the Sanguineæ seized upon him in a group, and he
-went down before them, almost helpless. Swiftly they tore at his head
-and body, endeavoring to dispose of him quickly. One seized a leg,
-another an antenna. A third jumped and sawed at his neck. Still he
-did not care. It was all war, and he would struggle to the last shred
-of his strength, eagerly, enthusiastically. At last he seemed to lose
-consciousness.
-
-When he opened his eyes again, Ermi was beside him.
-
-“Well?” said Ermi.
-
-“Well?” answered McEwen.
-
-“You were about done for, then.”
-
-“Was I?” he answered. “How are things going?”
-
-“I cannot tell yet,” said Ermi. “All I know is that you were faring
-badly when I came up. Two of them were dead, but the other two were
-killing you.”
-
-“You should have left me to them,” said McEwen, noticing now for the
-first time Ermi’s wounds. “It does not matter so much--one Lucidi more
-or less--what of it? But you have been injured.”
-
-“I--oh, nothing. You are the one to complain. I fear you are badly
-injured.”
-
-“Oh, I,” returned McEwen heavily, feeling at last the weight of death
-upon him, “I am done for. I cannot live. I felt myself dying some time
-ago.”
-
-He closed his eyes and trembled. In another moment----
-
- * * * * *
-
-McEwen opened his eyes. Strangely enough he was looking out upon
-jingling carriages and loitering passersby in the great city park. It
-was all so strange, by comparison with that which he had so recently
-seen, the tall buildings in the distance, instead of the sword trees,
-the trees, the flowers. He jumped to his feet in astonishment, then
-sank back again in equal amaze, a passerby eyeing him curiously the
-while.
-
-“I have been asleep,” he said in a troubled way. “I have been dreaming.
-And what a dream!”
-
-He shut his eyes again, wishing, for some strange reason--charm,
-sympathy, strangeness--to regain the lost scene. An odd longing filled
-his heart, a sense of comradeship lost, of some friend he knew missing.
-When he opened his eyes again he seemed to realize something more of
-what had been happening, but it was fading, fading.
-
-At his feet lay the plain and the ants with whom he had recently
-been--or so he thought. Yes, there, only a few feet away in the parched
-grass, was an arid spot, over-run with insects. He gazed upon it, in
-amazement, searching for the details of a lost world. Now, as he
-saw, coming closer, a giant battle was in progress, such a one, for
-instance, as that in which he had been engaged in his dream. The ground
-was strewn with dead ants. Thousands upon thousands were sawing and
-striking at each other quite in the manner in which he had dreamed.
-What was this?--a revelation of the spirit and significance of a lesser
-life or of his own--or what? And what was life if the strange passions,
-moods and necessities which conditioned him here could condition those
-there on so minute a plane?
-
-“Why, I was there,” he said dazedly and a little dreamfully, “a little
-while ago. I died there--or as well as died there--in my dream. At
-least I woke out of it into this or sank from that into this.”
-
-Stooping closer he could see where lines were drawn, how in places the
-forces raged in confusion, and the field was cluttered with the dead.
-At one moment an odd mad enthusiasm such as he had experienced in his
-dream-world lay hold of him, and he looked for the advantage of the
-Shining Slave Makers--the blacks--as he thought of the two warring
-hosts as against the reds. But finding it not, the mood passed, and he
-stood gazing, lost in wonder. What a strange world! he thought. What
-worlds within worlds, all apparently full of necessity, contention,
-binding emotions and unities--and all with sorrow, their sorrow--a
-vague, sad something out of far-off things which had been there, and
-was here in this strong bright city day, had been there and would be
-here until this odd, strange thing called _life_ had ended.
-
-
-
-
-NIGGER JEFF
-
-
-The city editor was waiting for one of his best reporters, Elmer Davies
-by name, a vain and rather self-sufficient youth who was inclined to
-be of that turn of mind which sees in life only a fixed and ordered
-process of rewards and punishments. If one did not do exactly right,
-one did not get along well. On the contrary, if one did, one did.
-Only the so-called evil were really punished, only the good truly
-rewarded--or Mr. Davies had heard this so long in his youth that he had
-come nearly to believe it. Presently he appeared. He was dressed in
-a new spring suit, a new hat and new shoes. In the lapel of his coat
-was a small bunch of violets. It was one o’clock of a sunny spring
-afternoon, and he was feeling exceedingly well and good-natured--quite
-fit, indeed. The world was going unusually well with him. It seemed
-worth singing about.
-
-“Read that, Davies,” said the city editor, handing him the clipping.
-“I’ll tell you afterward what I want you to do.”
-
-The reporter stood by the editorial chair and read:
-
- Pleasant Valley, Ko., April 16.
-
- “A most dastardly crime has just been reported here. Jeff Ingalls,
- a negro, this morning assaulted Ada Whitaker, the nineteen-year-old
- daughter of Morgan Whitaker, a well-to-do farmer, whose home is four
- miles south of this place. A posse, headed by Sheriff Mathews, has
- started in pursuit. If he is caught, it is thought he will be lynched.”
-
-The reporter raised his eyes as he finished. What a terrible crime!
-What evil people there were in the world! No doubt such a creature
-ought to be lynched, and that quickly.
-
-“You had better go out there, Davies,” said the city editor. “It looks
-as if something might come of that. A lynching up here would be a big
-thing. There’s never been one in this state.”
-
-Davies smiled. He was always pleased to be sent out of town. It was a
-mark of appreciation. The city editor rarely sent any of the other men
-on these big stories. What a nice ride he would have!
-
-As he went along, however, a few minutes later he began to meditate
-on this. Perhaps, as the city editor had suggested, he might be
-compelled to witness an actual lynching. That was by no means so
-pleasant in itself. In his fixed code of rewards and punishments he
-had no particular place for lynchings, even for crimes of the nature
-described, especially if he had to witness the lynching. It was too
-horrible a kind of reward or punishment. Once, in line of duty,
-he had been compelled to witness a hanging, and that had made him
-sick--deathly so--even though carried out as a part of the due process
-of law of his day and place. Now, as he looked at this fine day and
-his excellent clothes, he was not so sure that this was a worthwhile
-assignment. Why should he always be selected for such things--just
-because he could write? There were others--lots of men on the staff.
-He began to hope as he went along that nothing really serious would
-come of it, that they would catch the man before he got there and put
-him in jail--or, if the worst had to be--painful thought!--that it
-would be all over by the time he got there. Let’s see--the telegram
-had been filed at nine a.m. It was now one-thirty and would be three
-by the time he got out there, all of that. That would give them time
-enough, and then, if all were well, or ill, as it were, he could just
-gather the details of the crime and the--aftermath--and return. The
-mere thought of an approaching lynching troubled him greatly, and the
-farther he went the less he liked it.
-
-He found the village of Pleasant Valley a very small affair indeed,
-just a few dozen houses nestling between green slopes of low hills,
-with one small business corner and a rambling array of lanes. One
-or two merchants of K----, the city from which he had just arrived,
-lived out here, but otherwise it was very rural. He took notes of the
-whiteness of the little houses, the shimmering beauty of the small
-stream one had to cross in going from the depot. At the one main corner
-a few men were gathered about a typical village barroom. Davies headed
-for this as being the most likely source of information.
-
-In mingling with this company at first he said nothing about his being
-a newspaper man, being very doubtful as to its effect upon them, their
-freedom of speech and manner.
-
-The whole company was apparently tense with interest in the crime which
-still remained unpunished, seemingly craving excitement and desirous of
-seeing something done about it. No such opportunity to work up wrath
-and vent their stored-up animal propensities had probably occurred here
-in years. He took this occasion to inquire into the exact details of
-the attack, where it had occurred, where the Whitakers lived. Then,
-seeing that mere talk prevailed here, he went away thinking that he had
-best find out for himself how the victim was. As yet she had not been
-described, and it was necessary to know a little something about her.
-Accordingly, he sought an old man who kept a stable in the village,
-and procured a horse. No carriage was to be had. Davies was not an
-excellent rider, but he made a shift of it. The Whitaker home was not
-so very far away--about four miles out--and before long he was knocking
-at its front door, set back a hundred feet from the rough country road.
-
-“I’m from the _Times_,” he said to the tall, rawboned woman who opened
-the door, with an attempt at being impressive. His position as reporter
-in this matter was a little dubious; he might be welcome, and he might
-not. Then he asked if this were Mrs. Whitaker, and how Miss Whitaker
-was by now.
-
-“She’s doing very well,” answered the woman, who seemed decidedly
-stern, if repressed and nervous, a Spartan type. “Won’t you come in?
-She’s rather feverish, but the doctor says she’ll probably be all right
-later on.” She said no more.
-
-Davies acknowledged the invitation by entering. He was very anxious to
-see the girl, but she was sleeping under the influence of an opiate,
-and he did not care to press the matter at once.
-
-“When did this happen?” he asked.
-
-“About eight o’clock this morning,” said the woman. “She started to go
-over to our next door neighbor here, Mr. Edmonds, and this negro met
-her. We didn’t know anything about it until she came crying through the
-gate and dropped down in here.”
-
-“Were you the first one to meet her?” asked Davies.
-
-“Yes, I was the only one,” said Mrs. Whitaker. “The men had all gone to
-the fields.”
-
-Davies listened to more of the details, the type and history of the
-man, and then rose to go. Before doing so he was allowed to have a look
-at the girl, who was still sleeping. She was young and rather pretty.
-In the yard he met a country man who was just coming to get home news.
-The latter imparted more information.
-
-“They’re lookin’ all around south of here,” he said, speaking of a
-crowd which was supposed to be searching. “I expect they’ll make short
-work of him if they get him. He can’t get away very well, for he’s
-on foot, wherever he is. The sheriff’s after him too, with a deputy
-or two, I believe. He’ll be tryin’ to save him an’ take him over to
-Clayton, but I don’t believe he’ll be able to do it, not if the crowd
-catches him first.”
-
-So, thought Davies, he would probably have to witness a lynching after
-all. The prospect was most unhappy.
-
-“Does any one know where this negro lived?” he asked heavily, a growing
-sense of his duty weighing upon him.
-
-“Oh, right down here a little way,” replied the farmer. “Jeff Ingalls
-was his name. We all know him around here. He worked for one and
-another of the farmers hereabouts, and don’t appear to have had such a
-bad record, either, except for drinkin’ a little now and then. Miss Ada
-recognized him, all right. You follow this road to the next crossing
-and turn to the right. It’s a little log house that sets back off the
-road--something like that one you see down the lane there, only it’s
-got lots o’ chips scattered about.”
-
-Davies decided to go there first, but changed his mind. It was growing
-late, and he thought he had better return to the village. Perhaps by
-now developments in connection with the sheriff or the posse were to be
-learned.
-
-Accordingly, he rode back and put the horse in the hands of its owner,
-hoping that all had been concluded and that he might learn of it here.
-At the principal corner much the same company was still present,
-arguing, fomenting, gesticulating. They seemed parts of different
-companies that earlier in the day had been out searching. He wondered
-what they had been doing since, and then decided to ingratiate himself
-by telling them he had just come from the Whitakers and what he had
-learned there of the present condition of the girl and the movements of
-the sheriff.
-
-Just then a young farmer came galloping up. He was coatless, hatless,
-breathless.
-
-“They’ve got him!” he shouted excitedly. “They’ve got him!”
-
-A chorus of “whos,” “wheres” and “whens” greeted this information as
-the crowd gathered about the rider.
-
-“Why, Mathews caught him up here at his own house!” exclaimed the
-latter, pulling out a handkerchief and wiping his face. “He must ’a’
-gone back there for something. Mathews’s takin’ him over to Clayton,
-so they think, but they don’t project he’ll ever get there. They’re
-after him now, but Mathews says he’ll shoot the first man that tries to
-take him away.”
-
-“Which way’d he go?” exclaimed the men in chorus, stirring as if to
-make an attack.
-
-“’Cross Sellers’ Lane,” said the rider. “The boys think he’s goin’ by
-way of Baldwin.”
-
-“Whoopee!” yelled one of the listeners. “We’ll get him away from him,
-all right! Are you goin’, Sam?”
-
-“You bet!” said the latter. “Wait’ll I get my horse!”
-
-“Lord!” thought Davies. “To think of being (perforce) one of a lynching
-party--a hired spectator!”
-
-He delayed no longer, however, but hastened to secure his horse again.
-He saw that the crowd would be off in a minute to catch up with the
-sheriff. There would be information in that quarter, drama very likely.
-
-“What’s doin’?” inquired the liveryman as he noted Davies’ excited
-appearance.
-
-“They’re after him,” replied the latter nervously. “The sheriff’s
-caught him. They’re going now to try to take him away from him, or
-that’s what they say. The sheriff is taking him over to Clayton, by way
-of Baldwin. I want to get over there if I can. Give me the horse again,
-and I’ll give you a couple of dollars more.”
-
-The liveryman led the horse out, but not without many provisionary
-cautions as to the care which was to be taken of him, the damages which
-would ensue if it were not. He was not to be ridden beyond midnight.
-If one were wanted for longer than that Davies must get him elsewhere
-or come and get another, to all of which Davies promptly agreed. He
-then mounted and rode away.
-
-When he reached the corner again several of the men who had gone for
-their horses were already there, ready to start. The young man who had
-brought the news had long since dashed off to other parts.
-
-Davies waited to see which road this new company would take. Then
-through as pleasant a country as one would wish to see, up hill and
-down dale, with charming vistas breaking upon the gaze at every turn,
-he did the riding of his life. So disturbed was the reporter by the
-grim turn things had taken that he scarcely noted the beauty that was
-stretched before him, save to note that it was so. Death! Death! The
-proximity of involuntary and enforced death was what weighed upon him
-now.
-
-In about an hour the company had come in sight of the sheriff, who,
-with two other men, was driving a wagon he had borrowed along a lone
-country road. The latter was sitting at the back, a revolver in each
-hand, his face toward the group, which at sight of him trailed after
-at a respectful distance. Excited as every one was, there was no
-disposition, for the time being at least, to halt the progress of the
-law.
-
-“He’s in that wagon,” Davies heard one man say. “Don’t you see they’ve
-got him in there tied and laid down?”
-
-Davies looked.
-
-“That’s right,” said another. “I see him now.”
-
-“What we ought to do,” said a third, who was riding near the front,
-“is to take him away and hang him. That’s just what he deserves, and
-that’s what he’ll get before we’re through to-day.”
-
-“Yes!” called the sheriff, who seemed to have heard this. “You’re not
-goin’ to do any hangin’ this day, so you just might as well go on
-back.” He did not appear to be much troubled by the appearance of the
-crowd.
-
-“Where’s old man Whitaker?” asked one of the men who seemed to feel
-that they needed a leader. “He’d get him quick enough!”
-
-“He’s with the other crowd, down below Olney,” was the reply.
-
-“Somebody ought to go an’ tell him.”
-
-“Clark’s gone,” assured another, who hoped for the worst.
-
-Davies rode among the company a prey to mingled and singular feelings.
-He was very much excited and yet depressed by the character of the
-crowd which, in so far as he could see, was largely impelled to its
-jaunt by curiosity and yet also able under sufficient motivation on
-the part of some one--any one, really--to kill too. There was not so
-much daring as a desire to gain daring from others, an unconscious wish
-or impulse to organize the total strength or will of those present
-into one strength or one will, sufficient to overcome the sheriff and
-inflict death upon his charge. It was strange--almost intellectually
-incomprehensible--and yet so it was. The men were plainly afraid of the
-determined sheriff. They thought something ought to be done, but they
-did not feel like getting into trouble.
-
-Mathews, a large solemn, sage, brown man in worn clothes and a faded
-brown hat, contemplated the recent addition to his trailers with
-apparent indifference. Seemingly he was determined to protect his man
-and avoid mob justice, come what may. A mob should not have him if he
-had to shoot, and if he shot it would be to kill. Finally, since the
-company thus added to did not dash upon him, he seemingly decided to
-scare them off. Apparently he thought he could do this, since they
-trailed like calves.
-
-“Stop a minute!” he called to his driver.
-
-The latter pulled up. So did the crowd behind. Then the sheriff stood
-over the prostrate body of the negro, who lay in the jolting wagon
-beneath him, and called back:
-
-“Go ’way from here, you people! Go on, now! I won’t have you follerin’
-after me!”
-
-“Give us the nigger!” yelled one in a half-bantering, half-derisive
-tone of voice.
-
-“I’ll give ye just two minutes to go on back out o’ this road,”
-returned the sheriff grimly, pulling out his watch and looking at it.
-They were about a hundred feet apart. “If you don’t, I’ll clear you
-out!”
-
-“Give us the nigger!”
-
-“I know you, Scott,” answered Mathews, recognizing the voice. “I’ll
-arrest every last one of ye to-morrow. Mark my word!”
-
-The company listened in silence, the horses champing and twisting.
-
-“We’ve got a right to foller,” answered one of the men.
-
-“I give ye fair warning,” said the sheriff, jumping from his wagon and
-leveling his pistols as he approached. “When I count five I’ll begin to
-shoot!”
-
-He was a serious and stalwart figure as he approached, and the crowd
-fell back a little.
-
-“Git out o’ this now!” he yelled. “One--Two----”
-
-The company turned completely and retreated, Davies among them.
-
-“We’ll foller him when he gits further on,” said one of the men in
-explanation.
-
-“He’s got to do it,” said another. “Let him git a little ways ahead.”
-
-The sheriff returned to his wagon and drove on. He seemed, however, to
-realize that he would not be obeyed and that safety lay in haste alone.
-His wagon was traveling fast. If only he could lose them or get a good
-start he might possibly get to Clayton and the strong county jail by
-morning. His followers, however, trailed him swiftly as might be,
-determined not to be left behind.
-
-“He’s goin’ to Baldwin,” said one of the company of which Davies was a
-member.
-
-“Where’s that?” asked Davies.
-
-“Over west o’ here, about four miles.”
-
-“Why is he going there?”
-
-“That’s where he lives. I guess he thinks if he kin git ’im over there
-he kin purtect ’im till he kin git more help from Clayton. I cal’late
-he’ll try an’ take ’im over yet to-night, or early in the mornin’
-shore.”
-
-Davies smiled at the man’s English. This countryside lingo always
-fascinated him.
-
-Yet the men lagged, hesitating as to what to do. They did not want to
-lose sight of Matthews, and yet cowardice controlled them. They did
-not want to get into direct altercation with the law. It wasn’t their
-place to hang the man, although plainly they felt that he ought to be
-hanged, and that it would be a stirring and exciting thing if he were.
-Consequently they desired to watch and be on hand--to get old Whitaker
-and his son Jake, if they could, who were out looking elsewhere. They
-wanted to see what the father and brother would do.
-
-The quandary was solved by one of the men, who suggested that they
-could get to Baldwin by going back to Pleasant Valley and taking the
-Sand River pike, and that in the meantime they might come upon Whitaker
-and his son en route, or leave word at his house. It was a shorter cut
-than this the sheriff was taking, although he would get there first
-now. Possibly they could beat him at least to Clayton, if he attempted
-to go on. The Clayton road was back via Pleasant Valley, or near it,
-and easily intercepted. Therefore, while one or two remained to trail
-the sheriff and give the alarm in case he did attempt to go on to
-Clayton, the rest, followed by Davies, set off at a gallop to Pleasant
-Valley. It was nearly dusk now when they arrived and stopped at the
-corner store--supper time. The fires of evening meals were marked by
-upcurling smoke from chimneys. Here, somehow, the zest to follow seemed
-to depart. Evidently the sheriff had worsted them for the night. Morg
-Whitaker, the father, had not been found; neither had Jake. Perhaps
-they had better eat. Two or three had already secretly fallen away.
-
-They were telling the news of what had occurred so far to one of the
-two storekeepers who kept the place, when suddenly Jake Whitaker, the
-girl’s brother, and several companions came riding up. They had been
-scouring the territory to the north of the town, and were hot and
-tired. Plainly they were unaware of the developments of which the crowd
-had been a part.
-
-“The sheriff’s got ’im!” exclaimed one of the company, with that
-blatance which always accompanies the telling of great news in small
-rural companies. “He taken him over to Baldwin in a wagon a coupla
-hours ago.”
-
-“Which way did he go?” asked the son, whose hardy figure, worn,
-hand-me-down clothes and rakish hat showed up picturesquely as he
-turned here and there on his horse.
-
-“’Cross Sellers’ Lane. You won’t git ’em that-a-way, though, Jake. He’s
-already over there by now. Better take the short cut.”
-
-A babble of voices now made the scene more interesting. One told how
-the negro had been caught, another that the sheriff was defiant, a
-third that men were still tracking him or over there watching, until
-all the chief points of the drama had been spoken if not heard.
-
-Instantly suppers were forgotten. The whole customary order of the
-evening was overturned once more. The company started off on another
-excited jaunt, up hill and down dale, through the lovely country that
-lay between Baldwin and Pleasant Valley.
-
-By now Davies was very weary of this procedure and of his saddle. He
-wondered when, if ever, this story was to culminate, let alone he
-write it. Tragic as it might prove, he could not nevertheless spend
-an indefinite period trailing a possibility, and yet, so great was
-the potentiality of the present situation, he dared not leave. By
-contrast with the horror impending, as he now noted, the night was so
-beautiful that it was all but poignant. Stars were already beginning
-to shine. Distant lamps twinkled like yellow eyes from the cottages in
-the valleys and on the hillsides. The air was fresh and tender. Some
-peafowls were crying afar off, and the east promised a golden moon.
-
-Silently the assembled company trotted on--no more than a score in
-all. In the dusk, and with Jake ahead, it seemed too grim a pilgrimage
-for joking. Young Jake, riding silently toward the front, looked as
-if tragedy were all he craved. His friends seemed considerately to
-withdraw from him, seeing that he was the aggrieved.
-
-After an hour’s riding Baldwin came into view, lying in a sheltering
-cup of low hills. Already its lights were twinkling softly and there
-was still an air of honest firesides and cheery suppers about it which
-appealed to Davies in his hungry state. Still, he had no thought now of
-anything save this pursuit.
-
-Once in the village, the company was greeted by calls of recognition.
-Everybody seemed to know what they had come for. The sheriff and his
-charge were still there, so a dozen citizens volunteered. The local
-storekeepers and loungers followed the cavalcade up the street to the
-sheriff’s house, for the riders had now fallen into a solemn walk.
-
-“You won’t get him though, boys,” said one whom Davies later learned
-was Seavey, the village postmaster and telegraph operator, a rather
-youthful person of between twenty-five and thirty, as they passed his
-door. “He’s got two deputies in there with him, or did have, and they
-say he’s going to take him over to Clayton.”
-
-At the first street corner they were joined by the several men who had
-followed the sheriff.
-
-“He tried to give us the slip,” they volunteered excitedly, “but he’s
-got the nigger in the house, there, down in the cellar. The deputies
-ain’t with him. They’ve gone somewhere for help--Clayton, maybe.”
-
-“How do you know?”
-
-“We saw ’em go out that back way. We think we did, anyhow.”
-
-A hundred feet from the sheriff’s little white cottage, which backed up
-against a sloping field, the men parleyed. Then Jake announced that he
-proposed to go boldly up to the sheriff’s door and demand the negro.
-
-“If he don’t turn him out I’ll break in the door an’ take him!” he said.
-
-“That’s right! We’ll stand by you, Whitaker,” commented several.
-
-By now the throng of unmounted natives had gathered. The whole village
-was up and about, its one street alive and running with people. Heads
-appeared at doors and windows. Riders pranced up and down, hallooing. A
-few revolver shots were heard. Presently the mob gathered even closer
-to the sheriff’s gate, and Jake stepped forward as leader. Instead,
-however, of going boldly up to the door as at first it appeared he
-would, he stopped at the gate, calling to the sheriff.
-
-“Hello, Mathews!”
-
-“Eh, eh, eh!” bellowed the crowd.
-
-The call was repeated. Still no answer. Apparently to the sheriff
-delay appeared to be his one best weapon.
-
-Their coming, however, was not as unexpected as some might have
-thought. The figure of the sheriff was plainly to be seen close to
-one of the front windows. He appeared to be holding a double-barreled
-shotgun. The negro, as it developed later, was cowering and chattering
-in the darkest corner of the cellar, hearkening no doubt to the voices
-and firing of the revolvers outside.
-
-Suddenly, and just as Jake was about to go forward, the front door of
-the house flew open, and in the glow of a single lamp inside appeared
-first the double-barreled end of the gun, followed immediately by the
-form of Mathews, who held the weapon poised ready for a quick throw to
-the shoulder. All except Jake fell back.
-
-“Mr. Mathews,” he called deliberately, “we want that nigger!”
-
-“Well, you can’t git ’im!” replied the sheriff. “He’s not here.”
-
-“Then what you got that gun fer?” yelled a voice.
-
-Mathews made no answer.
-
-“Better give him up, Mathews,” called another, who was safe in the
-crowd, “or we’ll come in an’ take him!”
-
-“No you won’t,” said the sheriff defiantly. “I said the man wasn’t
-here. I say it ag’in. You couldn’t have him if he was, an’ you can’t
-come in my house! Now if you people don’t want trouble you’d better go
-on away.”
-
-“He’s down in the cellar!” yelled another.
-
-“Why don’t you let us see?” asked another.
-
-Mathews waved his gun slightly.
-
-“You’d better go away from here now,” cautioned the sheriff. “I’m
-tellin’ ye! I’ll have warrants out for the lot o’ ye, if ye don’t mind!”
-
-The crowd continued to simmer and stew, while Jake stood as before. He
-was very pale and tense, but lacked initiative.
-
-“He won’t shoot,” called some one at the back of the crowd. “Why don’t
-you go in, Jake, an’ git him?”
-
-“Sure! Rush in. That’s it!” observed a second.
-
-“He won’t, eh?” replied the sheriff softly. Then he added in a
-lower tone, “The first man that comes inside that gate takes the
-consequences.”
-
-No one ventured inside the gate; many even fell back. It seemed as if
-the planned assault had come to nothing.
-
-“Why not go around the back way?” called some one else.
-
-“Try it!” replied the sheriff. “See what you find on that side! I told
-you you couldn’t come inside. You’d better go away from here now before
-ye git into trouble,” he repeated. “You can’t come in, an’ it’ll only
-mean bloodshed.”
-
-There was more chattering and jesting while the sheriff stood on guard.
-He, however, said no more. Nor did he allow the banter, turmoil and
-lust for tragedy to disturb him. Only, he kept his eye on Jake, on
-whose movements the crowd seemed to hang.
-
-Time passed, and still nothing was done. The truth was that young Jake,
-put to the test, was not sufficiently courageous himself, for all his
-daring, and felt the weakness of the crowd behind him. To all intents
-and purposes he was alone, for he did not inspire confidence. He
-finally fell back a little, observing, “I’ll git ’im before mornin’,
-all right,” and now the crowd itself began to disperse, returning to
-its stores and homes or standing about the postoffice and the one
-village drugstore. Finally, Davies smiled and came away. He was sure he
-had the story of a defeated mob. The sheriff was to be his great hero.
-He proposed to interview him later. For the present, he meant to seek
-out Seavey, the telegraph operator, and arrange to file a message, then
-see if something to eat was not to be had somewhere.
-
-After a time he found the operator and told him what he wanted--to
-write and file a story as he wrote it. The latter indicated a table
-in the little postoffice and telegraph station which he could use. He
-became very much interested in the reporter when he learned he was from
-the _Times_, and when Davies asked where he could get something to eat
-said he would run across the street and tell the proprietor of the only
-boarding house to fix him something which he could consume as he wrote.
-He appeared to be interested in how a newspaper man would go about
-telling a story of this kind over a wire.
-
-“You start your story,” he said, “and I’ll come back and see if I can
-get the _Times_ on the wire.”
-
-Davies sat down and began his account. He was intent on describing
-things to date, the uncertainty and turmoil, the apparent victory of
-the sheriff. Plainly the courage of the latter had won, and it was all
-so picturesque. “A foiled lynching,” he began, and as he wrote the
-obliging postmaster, who had by now returned, picked up the pages and
-carefully deciphered them for himself.
-
-“That’s all right. I’ll see if I can get the _Times_ now,” he commented.
-
-“Very obliging postmaster,” thought Davies as he wrote, but he had so
-often encountered pleasant and obliging people on his rounds that he
-soon dropped that thought.
-
-The food was brought, and still Davies wrote on, munching as he did so.
-In a little while the _Times_ answered an often-repeated call.
-
-“Davies at Baldwin,” ticked the postmaster, “get ready for quite a
-story!”
-
-“Let ’er go!” answered the operator at the _Times_, who had been
-expecting this dispatch.
-
-As the events of the day formulated themselves in his mind, Davies
-wrote and turned over page after page. Between whiles he looked out
-through the small window before him where afar off he could see a
-lonely light twinkling against a hillside. Not infrequently he stopped
-his work to see if anything new was happening, whether the situation
-was in any danger of changing, but apparently it was not. He then
-proposed to remain until all possibility of a tragedy, this night
-anyhow, was eliminated. The operator also wandered about, waiting for
-an accumulation of pages upon which he could work but making sure to
-keep up with the writer. The two became quite friendly.
-
-Finally, his dispatch nearly finished, he asked the postmaster to
-caution the night editor at K---- to the effect, that if anything more
-happened before one in the morning he would file it, but not to expect
-anything more as nothing might happen. The reply came that he was to
-remain and await developments. Then he and the postmaster sat down to
-talk.
-
-About eleven o’clock, when both had about convinced themselves that
-all was over for this night anyhow, and the lights in the village had
-all but vanished, a stillness of the purest, summery-est, country-est
-quality having settled down, a faint beating of hoofs, which seemed
-to suggest the approach of a large cavalcade, could be heard out on
-the Sand River pike as Davies by now had come to learn it was, back or
-northwest of the postoffice. At the sound the postmaster got up, as did
-Davies, both stepping outside and listening. On it came, and as the
-volume increased, the former said, “Might be help for the sheriff, but
-I doubt it. I telegraphed Clayton six times to-day. They wouldn’t come
-that way, though. It’s the wrong road.” Now, thought Davies nervously,
-after all there might be something to add to his story, and he had so
-wished that it was all over! Lynchings, as he now felt, were horrible
-things. He wished people wouldn’t do such things--take the law, which
-now more than ever he respected, into their own hands. It was too
-brutal, cruel. That negro cowering there in the dark probably, and the
-sheriff all taut and tense, worrying over his charge and his duty, were
-not happy things to contemplate in the face of such a thing as this.
-It was true that the crime which had been committed was dreadful, but
-still why couldn’t people allow the law to take its course? It was so
-much better. The law was powerful enough to deal with cases of this
-kind.
-
-“They’re comin’ back, all right,” said the postmaster solemnly, as he
-and Davies stared in the direction of the sound which grew louder from
-moment to moment.
-
-“It’s not any help from Clayton, I’m afraid.”
-
-“By George, I think you’re right!” answered the reporter, something
-telling him that more trouble was at hand. “Here they come!”
-
-As he spoke there was a clattering of hoofs and crunching of saddle
-girths as a large company of men dashed up the road and turned into the
-narrow street of the village, the figure of Jake Whitaker and an older
-bearded man in a wide black hat riding side by side in front.
-
-“There’s Jake,” said the postmaster, “and that’s his father riding
-beside him there. The old man’s a terror when he gets his dander up.
-Sompin’s sure to happen now.”
-
-Davies realized that in his absence writing a new turn had been given
-to things. Evidently the son had returned to Pleasant Valley and
-organized a new posse or gone out to meet his father.
-
-Instantly the place was astir again. Lights appeared in doorways and
-windows, and both were thrown open. People were leaning or gazing
-out to see what new movement was afoot. Davies noted at once that
-there was none of the brash enthusiasm about this company such as had
-characterized the previous descent. There was grimness everywhere, and
-he now began to feel that this was the beginning of the end. After the
-cavalcade had passed down the street toward the sheriff’s house, which
-was quite dark now, he ran after it, arriving a few moments after the
-former which was already in part dismounted. The townspeople followed.
-The sheriff, as it now developed, had not relaxed any of his vigilance,
-however; he was not sleeping, and as the crowd reappeared the light
-inside reappeared.
-
-By the light of the moon, which was almost overhead, Davies was able to
-make out several of his companions of the afternoon, and Jake, the son.
-There were many more, though, now, whom he did not know, and foremost
-among them this old man.
-
-The latter was strong, iron-gray, and wore a full beard. He looked very
-much like a blacksmith.
-
-“Keep your eye on the old man,” advised the postmaster, who had by now
-come up and was standing by.
-
-While they were still looking, the old man went boldly forward to the
-little front porch of the house and knocked at the door. Some one
-lifted a curtain at the window and peeped out.
-
-“Hello, in there!” cried the old man, knocking again.
-
-“What do you want?” asked a voice.
-
-“I want that nigger!”
-
-“Well, you can’t have him! I’ve told you people that once.”
-
-“Bring him out or I’ll break down the door!” said the old man.
-
-“If you do it’s at your own risk. I know you, Whitaker, an’ you know
-me. I’ll give ye two minutes to get off that porch!”
-
-“I want that nigger, I tell ye!”
-
-“If ye don’t git off that porch I’ll fire through the door,” said the
-voice solemnly. “One--Two----”
-
-The old man backed cautiously away.
-
-“Come out, Mathews!” yelled the crowd. “You’ve got to give him up this
-time. We ain’t goin’ back without him.”
-
-Slowly the door opened, as if the individual within were very well
-satisfied as to his power to handle the mob. He had done it once before
-this night, why not again? It revealed his tall form, armed with his
-shotgun. He looked around very stolidly, and then addressed the old man
-as one would a friend.
-
-“Ye can’t have him, Morgan,” he said. “It’s ag’in’ the law. You know
-that as well as I do.”
-
-“Law or no law,” said the old man, “I want that nigger!”
-
-“I tell you I can’t let you have him, Morgan. It’s ag’in’ the law. You
-know you oughtn’t to be comin’ around here at this time o’ night actin’
-so.”
-
-“Well, I’ll take him then,” said the old man, making a move.
-
-“Stand back!” shouted the sheriff, leveling his gun on the instant.
-“I’ll blow ye into kingdom come, sure as hell!”
-
-A noticeable movement on the part of the crowd ceased. The sheriff
-lowered his weapon as if he thought the danger were once more over.
-
-“You-all ought to be ashamed of yerselves,” he went on, his voice
-sinking to a gentle neighborly reproof, “tryin’ to upset the law this
-way.”
-
-“The nigger didn’t upset no law, did he?” asked one derisively.
-
-“Well, the law’s goin’ to take care of the nigger now,” Mathews made
-answer.
-
-“Give us that scoundrel, Mathews; you’d better do it,” said the old
-man. “It’ll save a heap o’ trouble.”
-
-“I’ll not argue with ye, Morgan. I said ye couldn’t have him, an’ ye
-can’t. If ye want bloodshed, all right. But don’t blame me. I’ll kill
-the first man that tries to make a move this way.”
-
-He shifted his gun handily and waited. The crowd stood outside his
-little fence murmuring.
-
-Presently the old man retired and spoke to several others. There was
-more murmuring, and then he came back to the dead line.
-
-“We don’t want to cause trouble, Mathews,” he began explanatively,
-moving his hand oratorically, “but we think you ought to see that it
-won’t do any good to stand out. We think that----”
-
-Davies and the postmaster were watching young Jake, whose peculiar
-attitude attracted their attention. The latter was standing poised at
-the edge of the crowd, evidently seeking to remain unobserved. His eyes
-were on the sheriff, who was hearkening to the old man. Suddenly, as
-the father talked and when the sheriff seemed for a moment mollified
-and unsuspecting, he made a quick run for the porch. There was an
-intense movement all along the line as the life and death of the deed
-became apparent. Quickly the sheriff drew his gun to his shoulder. Both
-triggers were pressed at the same time, and the gun spoke, but not
-before Jake was in and under him. The latter had been in sufficient
-time to knock the gun barrel upward and fall upon his man. Both shots
-blazed harmlessly over the heads of the crowd in red puffs, and then
-followed a general onslaught. Men leaped the fence by tens and crowded
-upon the little cottage. They swarmed about every side of the house and
-crowded upon the porch, where four men were scuffling with the sheriff.
-The latter soon gave up, vowing vengeance and the law. Torches were
-brought, and a rope. A wagon drove up and was backed into the yard.
-Then began the calls for the negro.
-
-As Davies contemplated all this he could not help thinking of the negro
-who during all this turmoil must have been crouching in his corner in
-the cellar, trembling for his fate. Now indeed he must realize that his
-end was near. He could not have dozed or lost consciousness during the
-intervening hours, but must have been cowering there, wondering and
-praying. All the while he must have been terrified lest the sheriff
-might not get him away in time. Now, at the sound of horses’ feet and
-the new murmurs of contention, how must his body quake and his teeth
-chatter!
-
-“I’d hate to be that nigger,” commented the postmaster grimly, “but you
-can’t do anything with ’em. The county oughta sent help.”
-
-“It’s horrible, horrible!” was all Davies could say.
-
-He moved closer to the house, with the crowd, eager to observe every
-detail of the procedure. Now it was that a number of the men, as eager
-in their search as bloodhounds, appeared at a low cellar entryway at
-the side of the house carrying a rope. Others followed with torches.
-Headed by father and son they began to descend into the dark hole. With
-impressive daring, Davies, who was by no means sure that he would be
-allowed but who was also determined if possible to see, followed.
-
-Suddenly, in the farthest corner, he espied Ingalls. The latter in his
-fear and agony had worked himself into a crouching position, as if he
-were about to spring. His nails were apparently forced into the earth.
-His eyes were rolling, his mouth foaming.
-
-“Oh, my Lawd, boss,” he moaned, gazing almost as one blind, at the
-lights, “oh, my Lawd, boss, don’t kill me! I won’t do it no mo’. I
-didn’t go to do it. I didn’t mean to dis time. I was just drunk,
-boss. Oh, my Lawd! My Lawd!” His teeth chattered the while his mouth
-seemed to gape open. He was no longer sane really, but kept repeating
-monotonously, “Oh, my Lawd!”
-
-“Here he is, boys! Pull him out,” cried the father.
-
-The negro now gave one yell of terror and collapsed, falling prone. He
-quite bounded as he did so, coming down with a dead chug on the earthen
-floor. Reason had forsaken him. He was by now a groveling, foaming
-brute. The last gleam of intelligence was that which notified him of
-the set eyes of his pursuers.
-
-Davies, who by now had retreated to the grass outside before this
-sight, was standing but ten feet back when they began to reappear after
-seizing and binding him. Although shaken to the roots of his being, he
-still had all the cool observing powers of the trained and relentless
-reporter. Even now he noted the color values of the scene, the red,
-smoky heads of the torches, the disheveled appearance of the men, the
-scuffling and pulling. Then all at once he clapped his hands over his
-mouth, almost unconscious of what he was doing.
-
-“Oh, my God!” he whispered, his voice losing power.
-
-The sickening sight was that of the negro, foaming at the mouth,
-bloodshot as to his eyes, his hands working convulsively, being
-dragged up the cellar steps feet foremost. They had tied a rope about
-his waist and feet, and so had hauled him out, leaving his head to hang
-and drag. The black face was distorted beyond all human semblance.
-
-“Oh, my God!” said Davies again, biting his fingers unconsciously.
-
-The crowd gathered about now more closely than ever, more
-horror-stricken than gleeful at their own work. None apparently had
-either the courage or the charity to gainsay what was being done.
-With a kind of mechanical deftness now the negro was rudely lifted
-and like a sack of wheat thrown into the wagon. Father and son now
-mounted in front to drive and the crowd took to their horses, content
-to clatter, a silent cavalcade, behind. As Davies afterwards concluded,
-they were not so much hardened lynchers perhaps as curious spectators,
-the majority of them, eager for any variation--any excuse for one--to
-the dreary commonplaces of their existences. The task to most--all
-indeed--was entirely new. Wide-eyed and nerve-racked, Davies ran for
-his own horse and mounting followed. He was so excited he scarcely knew
-what he was doing.
-
-Slowly the silent company now took its way up the Sand River pike
-whence it had come. The moon was still high, pouring down a wash of
-silvery light. As Davies rode he wondered how he was to complete his
-telegram, but decided that he could not. When this was over there would
-be no time. How long would it be before they would really hang him? And
-would they? The whole procedure seemed so unreal, so barbaric that he
-could scarcely believe it--that he was a part of it. Still they rode on.
-
-“Are they really going to hang him?” he asked of one who rode beside
-him, a total stranger who seemed however not to resent his presence.
-
-“That’s what they got ’im fer,” answered the stranger.
-
-And think, he thought to himself, to-morrow night he would be resting
-in his own good bed back in K----!
-
-Davies dropped behind again and into silence and tried to recover
-his nerves. He could scarcely realize that he, ordinarily accustomed
-to the routine of the city, its humdrum and at least outward social
-regularity, was a part of this. The night was so soft, the air so
-refreshing. The shadowy trees were stirring with a cool night wind. Why
-should any one have to die this way? Why couldn’t the people of Baldwin
-or elsewhere have bestirred themselves on the side of the law before
-this, just let it take its course? Both father and son now seemed
-brutal, the injury to the daughter and sister not so vital as all this.
-Still, also, custom seemed to require death in this way for this. It
-was like some axiomatic, mathematic law--hard, but custom. The silent
-company, an articulated, mechanical and therefore terrible thing, moved
-on. It also was axiomatic, mathematic. After a time he drew near to the
-wagon and looked at the negro again.
-
-The latter, as Davies was glad to note, seemed still out of his
-sense. He was breathing heavily and groaning, but probably not with
-any conscious pain. His eyes were fixed and staring, his face and
-hands bleeding as if they had been scratched or trampled upon. He was
-crumpled limply.
-
-But Davies could stand it no longer now. He fell back, sick at heart,
-content to see no more. It seemed a ghastly, murderous thing to do.
-Still the company moved on and he followed, past fields lit white
-by the moon, under dark, silent groups of trees, through which the
-moonlight fell in patches, up low hills and down into valleys, until
-at last a little stream came into view, the same little stream, as it
-proved, which he had seen earlier to-day and for a bridge over which
-they were heading. Here it ran now, sparkling like electricity in the
-night. After a time the road drew closer to the water and then crossed
-directly over the bridge, which could be seen a little way ahead.
-
-Up to this the company now rode and then halted. The wagon was driven
-up on the bridge, and father and son got out. All the riders, including
-Davies, dismounted, and a full score of them gathered about the wagon
-from which the negro was lifted, quite as one might a bag. Fortunately,
-as Davies now told himself, he was still unconscious, an accidental
-mercy. Nevertheless he decided now that he could not witness the end,
-and went down by the waterside slightly above the bridge. He was not,
-after all, the utterly relentless reporter. From where he stood,
-however, he could see long beams of iron projecting out over the water,
-where the bridge was braced, and some of the men fastening a rope to a
-beam, and then he could see that they were fixing the other end around
-the negro’s neck.
-
-Finally the curious company stood back, and he turned his face away.
-
-“Have you anything to say?” a voice demanded.
-
-There was no answer. The negro was probably lolling and groaning, quite
-as unconscious as he was before.
-
-Then came the concerted action of a dozen men, the lifting of the black
-mass into the air, and then Davies saw the limp form plunge down and
-pull up with a creaking sound of rope. In the weak moonlight it seemed
-as if the body were struggling, but he could not tell. He watched,
-wide-mouthed and silent, and then the body ceased moving. Then after a
-time he heard the company making ready to depart, and finally it did
-so, leaving him quite indifferently to himself and his thoughts. Only
-the black mass swaying in the pale light over the glimmering water
-seemed human and alive, his sole companion.
-
-He sat down upon the bank and gazed in silence. Now the horror was
-gone. The suffering was ended. He was no longer afraid. Everything
-was summery and beautiful. The whole cavalcade had disappeared; the
-moon finally sank. His horse, tethered to a sapling beyond the bridge,
-waited patiently. Still he sat. He might now have hurried back to the
-small postoffice in Baldwin and attempted to file additional details
-of this story, providing he could find Seavey, but it would have done
-no good. It was quite too late, and anyhow what did it matter? No
-other reporter had been present, and he could write a fuller, sadder,
-more colorful story on the morrow. He wondered idly what had become of
-Seavey? Why had he not followed? Life seemed so sad, so strange, so
-mysterious, so inexplicable.
-
-As he still sat there the light of morning broke, a tender lavender
-and gray in the east. Then came the roseate hues of dawn, all the
-wondrous coloring of celestial halls, to which the waters of the stream
-responded. The white pebbles shone pinkily at the bottom, the grass and
-sedges first black now gleamed a translucent green. Still the body hung
-there black and limp against the sky, and now a light breeze sprang up
-and stirred it visibly. At last he arose, mounted his horse and made
-his way back to Pleasant Valley, too full of the late tragedy to be
-much interested in anything else. Rousing his liveryman, he adjusted
-his difficulties with him by telling him the whole story, assuring him
-of his horse’s care and handing him a five-dollar bill. Then he left,
-to walk and think again.
-
-Since there was no train before noon and his duty plainly called him
-to a portion of another day’s work here, he decided to make a day of
-it, idling about and getting additional details as to what further
-might be done. Who would cut the body down? What about arresting the
-lynchers--the father and son, for instance? What about the sheriff
-now? Would he act as he threatened? If he telegraphed the main fact of
-the lynching his city editor would not mind, he knew, his coming late,
-and the day here was so beautiful. He proceeded to talk with citizens
-and officials, rode out to the injured girl’s home, rode to Baldwin to
-see the sheriff. There was a singular silence and placidity in that
-corner. The latter assured him that he knew nearly all of those who
-had taken part, and proposed to swear out warrants for them, but just
-the same Davies noted that he took his defeat as he did his danger,
-philosophically. There was no real activity in that corner later. He
-wished to remain a popular sheriff, no doubt.
-
-It was sundown again before he remembered that he had not discovered
-whether the body had been removed. Nor had he heard why the negro came
-back, nor exactly how he was caught. A nine o’clock evening train to
-the city giving him a little more time for investigation, he decided
-to avail himself of it. The negro’s cabin was two miles out along a
-pine-shaded road, but so pleasant was the evening that he decided
-to walk. En route, the last rays of the sinking sun stretched long
-shadows of budding trees across his path. It was not long before he
-came upon the cabin, a one-story affair set well back from the road and
-surrounded with a few scattered trees. By now it was quite dark. The
-ground between the cabin and the road was open, and strewn with the
-chips of a woodpile. The roof was sagged, and the windows patched in
-places, but for all that it had the glow of a home. Through the front
-door, which stood open, the blaze of a wood-fire might be seen, its
-yellow light filling the interior with a golden glow.
-
-Hesitating before the door, Davies finally knocked. Receiving no answer
-he looked in on the battered cane chairs and aged furniture with
-considerable interest. It was a typical negro cabin, poor beyond the
-need of description. After a time a door in the rear of the room opened
-and a little negro girl entered carrying a battered tin lamp without
-any chimney. She had not heard his knock and started perceptibly at the
-sight of his figure in the doorway. Then she raised her smoking lamp
-above her head in order to see better, and approached.
-
-There was something ridiculous about her unformed figure and loose
-gingham dress, as he noted. Her feet and hands were so large. Her black
-head was strongly emphasized by little pigtails of hair done up in
-white twine, which stood out all over her head. Her dark skin was made
-apparently more so by contrast with her white teeth and the whites of
-her eyes.
-
-Davies looked at her for a moment but little moved now by the oddity
-which ordinarily would have amused him, and asked, “Is this where
-Ingalls lived?”
-
-The girl nodded her head. She was exceedingly subdued, and looked as if
-she might have been crying.
-
-“Has the body been brought here?”
-
-“Yes, suh,” she answered, with a soft negro accent.
-
-“When did they bring it?”
-
-“Dis moanin’.”
-
-“Are you his sister?”
-
-“Yes, suh.”
-
-“Well, can you tell me how they caught him? When did he come back, and
-what for?” He was feeling slightly ashamed to intrude thus.
-
-“In de afternoon, about two.”
-
-“And what for?” repeated Davies.
-
-“To see us,” answered the girl. “To see my motha’.”
-
-“Well, did he want anything? He didn’t come just to see her, did he?”
-
-“Yes, suh,” said the girl, “he come to say good-by. We doan know when
-dey caught him.” Her voice wavered.
-
-“Well, didn’t he know he might get caught?” asked Davies
-sympathetically, seeing that the girl was so moved.
-
-“Yes, suh, I think he did.”
-
-She still stood very quietly holding the poor battered lamp up, and
-looking down.
-
-“Well, what did he have to say?” asked Davies.
-
-“He didn’ have nothin’ much to say, suh. He said he wanted to see
-motha’. He was a-goin’ away.”
-
-The girl seemed to regard Davies as an official of some sort, and he
-knew it.
-
-“Can I have a look at the body?” he asked.
-
-The girl did not answer, but started as if to lead the way.
-
-“When is the funeral?” he asked.
-
-“Tomorra’.”
-
-The girl then led him through several bare sheds of rooms strung in
-a row to the furthermost one of the line. This last seemed a sort of
-storage shed for odds and ends. It had several windows, but they were
-quite bare of glass and open to the moonlight save for a few wooden
-boards nailed across from the outside. Davies had been wondering all
-the while where the body was and at the lonely and forsaken air of the
-place. No one but this little pig-tailed girl seemed about. If they had
-any colored neighbors they were probably afraid to be seen here.
-
-Now, as he stepped into this cool, dark, exposed outer room, the
-desolation seemed quite complete. It was very bare, a mere shed or
-wash-room. There was the body in the middle of the room, stretched upon
-an ironing board which rested on a box and a chair, and covered with
-a white sheet. All the corners of the room were quite dark. Only its
-middle was brightened by splotches of silvery light.
-
-Davies came forward, the while the girl left him, still carrying her
-lamp. Evidently she thought the moon lighted up the room sufficiently,
-and she did not feel equal to remaining. He lifted the sheet quite
-boldly, for he could see well enough, and looked at the still, black
-form. The face was extremely distorted, even in death, and he could see
-where the rope had tightened. A bar of cool moonlight lay just across
-the face and breast. He was still looking, thinking soon to restore the
-covering, when a sound, half sigh, half groan, reached his ears.
-
-At it he started as if a ghost had made it. It was so eerie and
-unexpected in this dark place. His muscles tightened. Instantly his
-heart went hammering like mad. His first impression was that it must
-have come from the dead.
-
-“Oo-o-ohh!” came the sound again, this time whimpering, as if some one
-were crying.
-
-Instantly he turned, for now it seemed to come from a corner of the
-room, the extreme corner to his right, back of him. Greatly disturbed,
-he approached, and then as his eyes strained he seemed to catch the
-shadow of something, the figure of a woman, perhaps, crouching against
-the walls, huddled up, dark, almost indistinguishable.
-
-“Oh, oh, oh!” the sound now repeated itself, even more plaintively than
-before.
-
-Davies began to understand. He approached slowly, then more swiftly
-desired to withdraw, for he was in the presence of an old black mammy,
-doubled up and weeping. She was in the very niche of the two walls,
-her head sunk on her knees, her body quite still. “Oh, oh, oh!” she
-repeated, as he stood there near her.
-
-Davies drew silently back. Before such grief his intrusion seemed cold
-and unwarranted. The guiltlessness of the mother--her love--how could
-one balance that against the other? The sensation of tears came to his
-eyes. He instantly covered the dead and withdrew.
-
-Out in the moonlight he struck a brisk pace, but soon stopped and
-looked back. The whole dreary cabin, with its one golden eye, the
-door, seemed such a pitiful thing. The weeping mammy, alone in her
-corner--and he had come back to say “Good-by!” Davies swelled with
-feeling. The night, the tragedy, the grief, he saw it all. But also
-with the cruel instinct of the budding artist that he already was, he
-was beginning to meditate on the character of story it would make--the
-color, the pathos. The knowledge now that it was not always exact
-justice that was meted out to all and that it was not so much the
-business of the writer to indict as to interpret was borne in on him
-with distinctness by the cruel sorrow of the mother, whose blame, if
-any, was infinitesimal.
-
-“I’ll get it all in!” he exclaimed feelingly, if triumphantly at last.
-“I’ll get it all in!”
-
-
-
-
-THE LOST PHŒBE
-
-
-They lived together in a part of the country which was not so
-prosperous as it had once been, about three miles from one of those
-small towns that, instead of increasing in population, is steadily
-decreasing. The territory was not very thickly settled; perhaps a
-house every other mile or so, with large areas of corn- and wheat-land
-and fallow fields that at odd seasons had been sown to timothy and
-clover. Their particular house was part log and part frame, the log
-portion being the old original home of Henry’s grandfather. The new
-portion, of now rain-beaten, time-worn slabs, through which the wind
-squeaked in the chinks at times, and which several overshadowing elms
-and a butternut-tree made picturesque and reminiscently pathetic, but
-a little damp, was erected by Henry when he was twenty-one and just
-married.
-
-That was forty-eight years before. The furniture inside, like the house
-outside, was old and mildewy and reminiscent of an earlier day. You
-have seen the what-not of cherry wood, perhaps, with spiral legs and
-fluted top. It was there. The old-fashioned four poster bed, with its
-ball-like protuberances and deep curving incisions, was there also, a
-sadly alienated descendant of an early Jacobean ancestor. The bureau
-of cherry was also high and wide and solidly built, but faded-looking,
-and with a musty odor. The rag carpet that underlay all these sturdy
-examples of enduring furniture was a weak, faded, lead-and-pink-colored
-affair woven by Phœbe Ann’s own hands, when she was fifteen years
-younger than she was when she died. The creaky wooden loom on which
-it had been done now stood like a dusty, bony skeleton, along with a
-broken rocking-chair, a worm-eaten clothes-press--Heaven knows how
-old--a lime-stained bench that had once been used to keep flowers on
-outside the door, and other decrepit factors of household utility, in
-an east room that was a lean-to against this so-called main portion.
-All sorts of other broken-down furniture were about this place; an
-antiquated clothes-horse, cracked in two of its ribs; a broken mirror
-in an old cherry frame, which had fallen from a nail and cracked
-itself three days before their youngest son, Jerry, died; an extension
-hat-rack, which once had had porcelain knobs on the ends of its pegs;
-and a sewing-machine, long since outdone in its clumsy mechanism by
-rivals of a newer generation.
-
-The orchard to the east of the house was full of gnarled old
-apple-trees, worm-eaten as to trunks and branches, and fully ornamented
-with green and white lichens, so that it had a sad, greenish-white,
-silvery effect in moonlight. The low outhouses, which had once housed
-chickens, a horse or two, a cow, and several pigs, were covered with
-patches of moss as to their roof, and the sides had been free of paint
-for so long that they were blackish-gray as to color, and a little
-spongy. The picket-fence in front, with its gate squeaky and askew, and
-the side fences of the stake-and-rider type were in an equally run-down
-condition. As a matter of fact, they had aged synchronously with the
-persons who lived here, old Henry Reifsneider and his wife Phœbe Ann.
-
-They had lived here, these two, ever since their marriage, forty-eight
-years before, and Henry had lived here before that from his childhood
-up. His father and mother, well along in years when he was a boy,
-had invited him to bring his wife here when he had first fallen in
-love and decided to marry; and he had done so. His father and mother
-were the companions of himself and his wife for ten years after they
-were married, when both died; and then Henry and Phœbe were left with
-their five children growing lustily apace. But all sorts of things had
-happened since then. Of the seven children, all told, that had been
-born to them, three had died; one girl had gone to Kansas; one boy had
-gone to Sioux Falls, never even to be heard of after; another boy had
-gone to Washington; and the last girl lived five counties away in the
-same State, but was so burdened with cares of her own that she rarely
-gave them a thought. Time and a commonplace home life that had never
-been attractive had weaned them thoroughly, so that, wherever they
-were, they gave little thought as to how it might be with their father
-and mother.
-
-Old Henry Reifsneider and his wife Phœbe were a loving couple. You
-perhaps know how it is with simple natures that fasten themselves
-like lichens on the stones of circumstance and weather their days to
-a crumbling conclusion. The great world sounds widely, but it has no
-call for them. They have no soaring intellect. The orchard, the meadow,
-the corn-field, the pig-pen, and the chicken-lot measure the range of
-their human activities. When the wheat is headed it is reaped and
-threshed; when the corn is browned and frosted it is cut and shocked;
-when the timothy is in full head it is cut, and the hay-cock erected.
-After that comes winter, with the hauling of grain to market, the
-sawing and splitting of wood, the simple chores of fire-building,
-meal-getting, occasional repairing, and visiting. Beyond these and the
-changes of weather--the snows, the rains, and the fair days--there are
-no immediate, significant things. All the rest of life is a far-off,
-clamorous phantasmagoria, flickering like Northern lights in the night,
-and sounding as faintly as cow-bells tinkling in the distance.
-
-Old Henry and his wife Phœbe were as fond of each other as it is
-possible for two old people to be who have nothing else in this
-life to be fond of. He was a thin old man, seventy when she died, a
-queer, crotchety person with coarse gray-black hair and beard, quite
-straggly and unkempt. He looked at you out of dull, fishy, watery eyes
-that had deep-brown crow’s-feet at the sides. His clothes, like the
-clothes of many farmers, were aged and angular and baggy, standing out
-at the pockets, not fitting about the neck, protuberant and worn at
-elbow and knee. Phœbe Ann was thin and shapeless, a very umbrella of
-a woman, clad in shabby black, and with a black bonnet for her best
-wear. As time had passed, and they had only themselves to look after,
-their movements had become slower and slower, their activities fewer
-and fewer. The annual keep of pigs had been reduced from five to one
-grunting porker, and the single horse which Henry now retained was a
-sleepy animal, not over-nourished and not very clean. The chickens, of
-which formerly there was a large flock, had almost disappeared, owing
-to ferrets, foxes, and the lack of proper care, which produces disease.
-The former healthy garden was now a straggling memory of itself, and
-the vines and flower-beds that formerly ornamented the windows and
-dooryard had now become choking thickets. A will had been made which
-divided the small tax-eaten property equally among the remaining
-four, so that it was really of no interest to any of them. Yet these
-two lived together in peace and sympathy, only that now and then old
-Henry would become unduly cranky, complaining almost invariably that
-something had been neglected or mislaid which was of no importance at
-all.
-
-“Phœbe, where’s my corn-knife? You ain’t never minded to let my things
-alone no more.”
-
-“Now you hush, Henry,” his wife would caution him in a cracked and
-squeaky voice. “If you don’t, I’ll leave yuh. I’ll git up and walk out
-of here some day, and then where would y’be? Y’ain’t got anybody but me
-to look after yuh, so yuh just behave yourself. Your corn-knife’s on
-the mantel where it’s allus been unless you’ve gone an’ put it summers
-else.”
-
-Old Henry, who knew his wife would never leave him in any
-circumstances, used to speculate at times as to what he would do if
-she were to die. That was the one leaving that he really feared. As
-he climbed on the chair at night to wind the old, long-pendulumed,
-double-weighted clock, or went finally to the front and the back door
-to see that they were safely shut in, it was a comfort to know that
-Phœbe was there, properly ensconced on her side of the bed, and that if
-he stirred restlessly in the night, she would be there to ask what he
-wanted.
-
-“Now, Henry, do lie still! You’re as restless as a chicken.”
-
-“Well, I can’t sleep, Phœbe.”
-
-“Well, yuh needn’t roll so, anyhow. Yuh kin let me sleep.”
-
-This usually reduced him to a state of somnolent ease. If she wanted a
-pail of water, it was a grumbling pleasure for him to get it; and if
-she did rise first to build the fires, he saw that the wood was cut and
-placed within easy reach. They divided this simple world nicely between
-them.
-
-As the years had gone on, however, fewer and fewer people had called.
-They were well-known for a distance of as much as ten square miles as
-old Mr. and Mrs. Reifsneider, honest, moderately Christian, but too old
-to be really interesting any longer. The writing of letters had become
-an almost impossible burden too difficult to continue or even negotiate
-via others, although an occasional letter still did arrive from the
-daughter in Pemberton County. Now and then some old friend stopped with
-a pie or cake or a roasted chicken or duck, or merely to see that they
-were well; but even these kindly minded visits were no longer frequent.
-
-One day in the early spring of her sixty-fourth year Mrs. Reifsneider
-took sick, and from a low fever passed into some indefinable ailment
-which, because of her age, was no longer curable. Old Henry drove to
-Swinnerton, the neighboring town, and procured a doctor. Some friends
-called, and the immediate care of her was taken off his hands. Then
-one chill spring night she died, and old Henry, in a fog of sorrow
-and uncertainty, followed her body to the nearest graveyard, an
-unattractive space with a few pines growing in it. Although he might
-have gone to the daughter in Pemberton or sent for her, it was really
-too much trouble and he was too weary and fixed. It was suggested to
-him at once by one friend and another that he come to stay with them
-awhile, but he did not see fit. He was so old and so fixed in his
-notions and so accustomed to the exact surroundings he had known all
-his days, that he could not think of leaving. He wanted to remain
-near where they had put his Phœbe; and the fact that he would have to
-live alone did not trouble him in the least. The living children were
-notified and the care of him offered if he would leave, but he would
-not.
-
-“I kin make a shift for myself,” he continually announced to old Dr.
-Morrow, who had attended his wife in this case. “I kin cook a little,
-and, besides, it don’t take much more’n coffee an’ bread in the
-mornin’s to satisfy me. I’ll get along now well enough. Yuh just let
-me be.” And after many pleadings and proffers of advice, with supplies
-of coffee and bacon and baked bread duly offered and accepted, he was
-left to himself. For a while he sat idly outside his door brooding in
-the spring sun. He tried to revive his interest in farming, and to keep
-himself busy and free from thought by looking after the fields, which
-of late had been much neglected. It was a gloomy thing to come in of
-an evening, however, or in the afternoon and find no shadow of Phœbe
-where everything suggested her. By degrees he put a few of her things
-away. At night he sat beside his lamp and read in the papers that were
-left him occasionally or in a Bible that he had neglected for years,
-but he could get little solace from these things. Mostly he held his
-hand over his mouth and looked at the floor as he sat and thought of
-what had become of her, and how soon he himself would die. He made a
-great business of making his coffee in the morning and frying himself a
-little bacon at night; but his appetite was gone. The shell in which he
-had been housed so long seemed vacant, and its shadows were suggestive
-of immedicable griefs. So he lived quite dolefully for five long
-months, and then a change began.
-
-It was one night, after he had looked after the front and the back
-door, wound the clock, blown out the light, and gone through all the
-self-same motions that he had indulged in for years, that he went to
-bed not so much to sleep as to think. It was a moonlight night. The
-green-lichen-covered orchard just outside and to be seen from his bed
-where he now lay was a silvery affair, sweetly spectral. The moon shone
-through the east windows, throwing the pattern of the panes on the
-wooden floor, and making the old furniture, to which he was accustomed,
-stand out dimly in the room. As usual he had been thinking of Phœbe and
-the years when they had been young together, and of the children who
-had gone, and the poor shift he was making of his present days. The
-house was coming to be in a very bad state indeed. The bed-clothes were
-in disorder and not clean, for he made a wretched shift of washing. It
-was a terror to him. The roof leaked, causing things, some of them, to
-remain damp for weeks at a time, but he was getting into that brooding
-state where he would accept anything rather than exert himself. He
-preferred to pace slowly to and fro or to sit and think.
-
-By twelve o’clock of this particular night he was asleep, however,
-and by two had waked again. The moon by this time had shifted to a
-position on the western side of the house, and it now shone in through
-the windows of the living-room and those of the kitchen beyond. A
-certain combination of furniture--a chair near a table, with his coat
-on it, the half-open kitchen door casting a shadow, and the position
-of a lamp near a paper--gave him an exact representation of Phœbe
-leaning over the table as he had often seen her do in life. It gave
-him a great start. Could it be she--or her ghost? He had scarcely ever
-believed in spirits; and still---- He looked at her fixedly in the
-feeble half-light, his old hair tingling oddly at the roots, and then
-sat up. The figure did not move. He put his thin legs out of the bed
-and sat looking at her, wondering if this could really be Phœbe. They
-had talked of ghosts often in their lifetime, of apparitions and omens;
-but they had never agreed that such things could be. It had never been
-a part of his wife’s creed that she could have a spirit that could
-return to walk the earth. Her after-world was quite a different affair,
-a vague heaven, no less, from which the righteous did not trouble to
-return. Yet here she was now, bending over the table in her black skirt
-and gray shawl, her pale profile outlined against the moonlight.
-
-“Phœbe,” he called, thrilling from head to toe and putting out one bony
-hand, “have yuh come back?”
-
-The figure did not stir, and he arose and walked uncertainly to the
-door, looking at it fixedly the while. As he drew near, however, the
-apparition resolved itself into its primal content--his old coat over
-the high-backed chair, the lamp by the paper, the half-open door.
-
-“Well,” he said to himself, his mouth open, “I thought shore I saw
-her.” And he ran his hand strangely and vaguely through his hair, the
-while his nervous tension relaxed. Vanished as it had, it gave him the
-idea that she might return.
-
-Another night, because of this first illusion, and because his mind
-was now constantly on her and he was old, he looked out of the window
-that was nearest his bed and commanded a hen-coop and pig-pen and
-a part of the wagon-shed, and there, a faint mist exuding from the
-damp of the ground, he thought he saw her again. It was one of those
-little wisps of mist, one of those faint exhalations of the earth that
-rise in a cool night after a warm day, and flicker like small white
-cypresses of fog before they disappear. In life it had been a custom
-of hers to cross this lot from her kitchen door to the pig-pen to
-throw in any scrap that was left from her cooking, and here she was
-again. He sat up and watched it strangely, doubtfully, because of his
-previous experience, but inclined, because of the nervous titillation
-that passed over his body, to believe that spirits really were, and
-that Phœbe, who would be concerned because of his lonely state, must
-be thinking about him, and hence returning. What other way would she
-have? How otherwise could she express herself? It would be within the
-province of her charity so to do, and like her loving interest in
-him. He quivered and watched it eagerly; but, a faint breath of air
-stirring, it wound away toward the fence and disappeared.
-
-A third night, as he was actually dreaming, some ten days later, she
-came to his bedside and put her hand on his head.
-
-“Poor Henry!” she said. “It’s too bad.”
-
-He roused out of his sleep, actually to see her, he thought, moving
-from his bed-room into the one living-room, her figure a shadowy mass
-of black. The weak straining of his eyes caused little points of
-light to flicker about the outlines of her form. He arose, greatly
-astonished, walked the floor in the cool room, convinced that Phœbe
-was coming back to him. If he only thought sufficiently, if he made it
-perfectly clear by his feeling that he needed her greatly, she would
-come back, this kindly wife, and tell him what to do. She would perhaps
-be with him much of the time, in the night, anyhow; and that would make
-him less lonely, this state more endurable.
-
-In age and with the feeble it is not such a far cry from the subtleties
-of illusion to actual hallucination, and in due time this transition
-was made for Henry. Night after night he waited, expecting her return.
-Once in his weird mood he thought he saw a pale light moving about the
-room, and another time he thought he saw her walking in the orchard
-after dark. It was one morning when the details of his lonely state
-were virtually unendurable that he woke with the thought that she was
-not dead. How he had arrived at this conclusion it is hard to say.
-His mind had gone. In its place was a fixed illusion. He and Phœbe
-had had a senseless quarrel. He had reproached her for not leaving
-his pipe where he was accustomed to find it, and she had left. It was
-an aberrated fulfillment of her old jesting threat that if he did not
-behave himself she would leave him.
-
-“I guess I could find yuh ag’in,” he had always said. But her cackling
-threat had always been:
-
-“Yuh’ll not find me if I ever leave yuh. I guess I kin git some place
-where yuh can’t find me.”
-
-This morning when he arose he did not think to build the fire in the
-customary way or to grind his coffee and cut his bread, as was his
-wont, but solely to meditate as to where he should search for her and
-how he should induce her to come back. Recently the one horse had been
-dispensed with because he found it cumbersome and beyond his needs. He
-took down his soft crush hat after he had dressed himself, a new glint
-of interest and determination in his eye, and taking his black crook
-cane from behind the door, where he had always placed it, started out
-briskly to look for her among the nearest neighbors. His old shoes
-clumped soundly in the dust as he walked, and his gray-black locks,
-now grown rather long, straggled out in a dramatic fringe or halo from
-under his hat. His short coat stirred busily as he walked, and his
-hands and face were peaked and pale.
-
-“Why, hello, Henry! Where’re yuh goin’ this mornin’?” inquired Farmer
-Dodge, who, hauling a load of wheat to market, encountered him on the
-public road. He had not seen the aged farmer in months, not since his
-wife’s death, and he wondered now, seeing him looking so spry.
-
-“Yuh ain’t seen Phœbe, have yuh?” inquired the old man, looking up
-quizzically.
-
-“Phœbe who?” inquired Farmer Dodge, not for the moment connecting the
-name with Henry’s dead wife.
-
-“Why, my wife Phœbe, o’ course. Who do yuh s’pose I mean?” He stared
-up with a pathetic sharpness of glance from under his shaggy, gray
-eyebrows.
-
-“Wall, I’ll swan, Henry, yuh ain’t jokin’, are yuh?” said the solid
-Dodge, a pursy man, with a smooth, hard, red face. “It can’t be your
-wife yuh’re talkin’ about. She’s dead.”
-
-“Dead! Shucks!” retorted the demented Reifsneider. “She left me early
-this mornin’, while I was sleepin’. She allus got up to build the fire,
-but she’s gone now. We had a little spat last night, an’ I guess that’s
-the reason. But I guess I kin find her. She’s gone over to Matilda
-Race’s; that’s where she’s gone.”
-
-He started briskly up the road, leaving the amazed Dodge to stare in
-wonder after him.
-
-“Well, I’ll be switched!” he said aloud to himself. “He’s clean out’n
-his head. That poor old feller’s been livin’ down there till he’s gone
-outen his mind. I’ll have to notify the authorities.” And he flicked
-his whip with great enthusiasm. “Geddap!” he said, and was off.
-
-Reifsneider met no one else in this poorly populated region until he
-reached the whitewashed fence of Matilda Race and her husband three
-miles away. He had passed several other houses en route, but these not
-being within the range of his illusion were not considered. His wife,
-who had known Matilda well, must be here. He opened the picket-gate
-which guarded the walk, and stamped briskly up to the door.
-
-“Why, Mr. Reifsneider,” exclaimed old Matilda herself, a stout woman,
-looking out of the door in answer to his knock, “what brings yuh here
-this mornin’?”
-
-“Is Phœbe here?” he demanded eagerly.
-
-“Phœbe who? What Phœbe?” replied Mrs. Race, curious as to this sudden
-development of energy on his part.
-
-“Why, my Phœbe, o’ course. My wife Phœbe. Who do yuh s’pose? Ain’t she
-here now?”
-
-“Lawsy me!” exclaimed Mrs. Race, opening her mouth. “Yuh pore man! So
-you’re clean out’n your mind now. Yuh come right in and sit down. I’ll
-git yuh a cup o’ coffee. O’ course your wife ain’t here; but yuh come
-in an’ sit down. I’ll find her fer yuh after a while. I know where she
-is.”
-
-The old farmer’s eyes softened, and he entered. He was so thin and pale
-a specimen, pantalooned and patriarchal, that he aroused Mrs. Race’s
-extremest sympathy as he took off his hat and laid it on his knees
-quite softly and mildly.
-
-“We had a quarrel last night, an’ she left me,” he volunteered.
-
-“Laws! laws!” sighed Mrs. Race, there being no one present with whom
-to share her astonishment as she went to her kitchen. “The pore man!
-Now somebody’s just got to look after him. He can’t be allowed to run
-around the country this way lookin’ for his dead wife. It’s turrible.”
-
-She boiled him a pot of coffee and brought in some of her new-baked
-bread and fresh butter. She set out some of her best jam and put a
-couple of eggs to boil, lying whole-heartedly the while.
-
-“Now yuh stay right there, Uncle Henry, till Jake comes in, an’ I’ll
-send him to look for Phœbe. I think it’s more’n likely she’s over to
-Swinnerton with some o’ her friends. Anyhow, we’ll find out. Now yuh
-just drink this coffee an’ eat this bread. Yuh must be tired. Yuh’ve
-had a long walk this mornin’.” Her idea was to take counsel with Jake,
-“her man,” and perhaps have him notify the authorities.
-
-She bustled about, meditating on the uncertainties of life, while old
-Reifsneider thrummed on the rim of his hat with his pale fingers and
-later ate abstractedly of what she offered. His mind was on his wife,
-however, and since she was not here, or did not appear, it wandered
-vaguely away to a family by the name of Murray, miles away in another
-direction. He decided after a time that he would not wait for Jake Race
-to hunt his wife but would seek her for himself. He must be on, and
-urge her to come back.
-
-“Well, I’ll be goin’,” he said, getting up and looking strangely about
-him. “I guess she didn’t come here after all. She went over to the
-Murrays’, I guess. I’ll not wait any longer, Mis’ Race. There’s a lot
-to do over to the house to-day.” And out he marched in the face of her
-protests taking to the dusty road again in the warm spring sun, his
-cane striking the earth as he went.
-
-It was two hours later that this pale figure of a man appeared in the
-Murrays’ doorway, dusty, perspiring, eager. He had tramped all of five
-miles, and it was noon. An amazed husband and wife of sixty heard his
-strange query, and realized also that he was mad. They begged him to
-stay to dinner, intending to notify the authorities later and see what
-could be done; but though he stayed to partake of a little something,
-he did not stay long, and was off again to another distant farmhouse,
-his idea of many things to do and his need of Phœbe impelling him. So
-it went for that day and the next and the next, the circle of his
-inquiry ever widening.
-
-The process by which a character assumes the significance of being
-peculiar, his antics weird, yet harmless, in such a community is often
-involute and pathetic. This day, as has been said, saw Reifsneider at
-other doors, eagerly asking his unnatural question, and leaving a trail
-of amazement, sympathy, and pity in his wake. Although the authorities
-were informed--the county sheriff, no less--it was not deemed advisable
-to take him into custody; for when those who knew old Henry, and had
-for so long, reflected on the condition of the county insane asylum, a
-place which, because of the poverty of the district, was of staggering
-aberration and sickening environment, it was decided to let him remain
-at large; for, strange to relate, it was found on investigation that
-at night he returned peaceably enough to his lonesome domicile there
-to discover whether his wife had returned, and to brood in loneliness
-until the morning. Who would lock up a thin, eager, seeking old man
-with iron-gray hair and an attitude of kindly, innocent inquiry,
-particularly when he was well known for a past of only kindly servitude
-and reliability? Those who had known him best rather agreed that he
-should be allowed to roam at large. He could do no harm. There were
-many who were willing to help him as to food, old clothes, the odds
-and ends of his daily life--at least at first. His figure after a time
-became not so much a commonplace as an accepted curiosity, and the
-replies, “Why, no, Henry; I ain’t see her,” or “No, Henry; she ain’t
-been here to-day,” more customary.
-
-For several years thereafter then he was an odd figure in the sun
-and rain, on dusty roads and muddy ones, encountered occasionally
-in strange and unexpected places, pursuing his endless search.
-Undernourishment, after a time, although the neighbors and those
-who knew his history gladly contributed from their store, affected
-his body; for he walked much and ate little. The longer he roamed
-the public highway in this manner, the deeper became his strange
-hallucination; and finding it harder and harder to return from his more
-and more distant pilgrimages, he finally began taking a few utensils
-with him from his home, making a small package of them, in order that
-he might not be compelled to return. In an old tin coffee-pot of large
-size he placed a small tin cup, a knife, fork, and spoon, some salt and
-pepper, and to the outside of it, by a string forced through a pierced
-hole, he fastened a plate, which could be released, and which was his
-woodland table. It was no trouble for him to secure the little food
-that he needed, and with a strange, almost religious dignity, he had no
-hesitation in asking for that much. By degrees his hair became longer
-and longer, his once black hat became an earthen brown, and his clothes
-threadbare and dusty.
-
-For all of three years he walked, and none knew how wide were his
-perambulations, nor how he survived the storms and cold. They could not
-see him, with homely rural understanding and forethought, sheltering
-himself in hay-cocks, or by the sides of cattle, whose warm bodies
-protected him from the cold, and whose dull understandings were not
-opposed to his harmless presence. Overhanging rocks and trees kept him
-at times from the rain, and a friendly hay-loft or corn-crib was not
-above his humble consideration.
-
-The involute progression of hallucination is strange. From asking at
-doors and being constantly rebuffed or denied, he finally came to the
-conclusion that although his Phœbe might not be in any of the houses
-at the doors of which he inquired, she might nevertheless be within
-the sound of his voice. And so, from patient inquiry, he began to call
-sad, occasional cries, that ever and anon waked the quiet landscapes
-and ragged hill regions, and set to echoing his thin “O-o-o Phœbe!
-O-o-o Phœbe!” It had a pathetic, albeit insane, ring, and many a farmer
-or plowboy came to know it even from afar and say, “There goes old
-Reifsneider.”
-
-Another thing that puzzled him greatly after a time and after many
-hundreds of inquiries was, when he no longer had any particular
-dooryard in view and no special inquiry to make, which way to go. These
-cross-roads, which occasionally led in four or even six directions,
-came after a time to puzzle him. But to solve this knotty problem,
-which became more and more of a puzzle, there came to his aid another
-hallucination. Phœbe’s spirit or some power of the air or wind or
-nature would tell him. If he stood at the center of the parting of the
-ways, closed his eyes, turned thrice about, and called “O-o-o Phœbe!”
-twice, and then threw his cane straight before him, that would surely
-indicate which way to go for Phœbe, or one of these mystic powers would
-surely govern its direction and fall! In whichever direction it went,
-even though, as was not infrequently the case, it took him back along
-the path he had already come, or across fields, he was not so far gone
-in his mind but that he gave himself ample time to search before he
-called again. Also the hallucination seemed to persist that at some
-time he would surely find her. There were hours when his feet were
-sore, and his limbs weary, when he would stop in the heat to wipe his
-seamed brow, or in the cold to beat his arms. Sometimes, after throwing
-away his cane, and finding it indicating the direction from which he
-had just come, he would shake his head wearily and philosophically,
-as if contemplating the unbelievable or an untoward fate, and then
-start briskly off. His strange figure came finally to be known in the
-farthest reaches of three or four counties. Old Reifsneider was a
-pathetic character. His fame was wide.
-
-Near a little town called Watersville, in Green County, perhaps four
-miles from that minor center of human activity, there was a place
-or precipice locally known as the Red Cliff, a sheer wall of red
-sandstone, perhaps a hundred feet high, which raised its sharp face
-for half a mile or more above the fruitful corn-fields and orchards
-that lay beneath, and which was surmounted by a thick grove of trees.
-The slope that slowly led up to it from the opposite side was covered
-by a rank growth of beech, hickory, and ash, through which threaded
-a number of wagon-tracks crossing at various angles. In fair weather
-it had become old Reifsneider’s habit, so inured was he by now to the
-open, to make his bed in some such patch of trees as this to fry his
-bacon or boil his eggs at the foot of some tree before laying himself
-down for the night. Occasionally, so light and inconsequential was his
-sleep, he would walk at night. More often, the moonlight or some sudden
-wind stirring in the trees or a reconnoitering animal arousing him,
-he would sit up and think, or pursue his quest in the moonlight or the
-dark, a strange, unnatural, half wild, half savage-looking but utterly
-harmless creature, calling at lonely road crossings, staring at dark
-and shuttered houses, and wondering where, where Phœbe could really be.
-
-That particular lull that comes in the systole-diastole of this
-earthly ball at two o’clock in the morning invariably aroused him, and
-though he might not go any farther he would sit up and contemplate the
-darkness or the stars, wondering. Sometimes in the strange processes
-of his mind he would fancy that he saw moving among the trees the
-figure of his lost wife, and then he would get up to follow, taking his
-utensils, always on a string, and his cane. If she seemed to evade him
-too easily he would run, or plead, or, suddenly losing track of the
-fancied figure, stand awed or disappointed, grieving for the moment
-over the almost insurmountable difficulties of his search.
-
-It was in the seventh year of these hopeless peregrinations, in the
-dawn of a similar springtime to that in which his wife had died, that
-he came at last one night to the vicinity of this self-same patch
-that crowned the rise to the Red Cliff. His far-flung cane, used as a
-divining-rod at the last cross-roads, had brought him hither. He had
-walked many, many miles. It was after ten o’clock at night, and he was
-very weary. Long wandering and little eating had left him but a shadow
-of his former self. It was a question now not so much of physical
-strength but of spiritual endurance which kept him up. He had scarcely
-eaten this day, and now exhausted he set himself down in the dark to
-rest and possibly to sleep.
-
-Curiously on this occasion a strange suggestion of the presence of
-his wife surrounded him. It would not be long now, he counseled with
-himself, although the long months had brought him nothing, until he
-should see her, talk to her. He fell asleep after a time, his head
-on his knees. At midnight the moon began to rise, and at two in the
-morning, his wakeful hour, was a large silver disk shining through the
-trees to the east. He opened his eyes when the radiance became strong,
-making a silver pattern at his feet and lighting the woods with strange
-lusters and silvery, shadowy forms. As usual, his old notion that his
-wife must be near occurred to him on this occasion, and he looked about
-him with a speculative, anticipatory eye. What was it that moved in
-the distant shadows along the path by which he had entered--a pale,
-flickering will-o’-the-wisp that bobbed gracefully among the trees and
-riveted his expectant gaze? Moonlight and shadows combined to give it
-a strange form and a stranger reality, this fluttering of bog-fire
-or dancing of wandering fire-flies. Was it truly his lost Phœbe? By
-a circuitous route it passed about him, and in his fevered state he
-fancied that he could see the very eyes of her, not as she was when he
-last saw her in the black dress and shawl but now a strangely younger
-Phœbe, gayer, sweeter, the one whom he had known years before as a
-girl. Old Reifsneider got up. He had been expecting and dreaming of
-this hour all these years, and now as he saw the feeble light dancing
-lightly before him he peered at it questioningly, one thin hand in his
-gray hair.
-
-Of a sudden there came to him now for the first time in many years the
-full charm of her girlish figure as he had known it in boyhood, the
-pleasing, sympathetic smile, the brown hair, the blue sash she had
-once worn about her waist at a picnic, her gay, graceful movements. He
-walked around the base of the tree, straining with his eyes, forgetting
-for once his cane and utensils, and following eagerly after. On she
-moved before him, a will-o’-the-wisp of the spring, a little flame
-above her head, and it seemed as though among the small saplings of ash
-and beech and the thick trunks of hickory and elm that she signaled
-with a young, a lightsome hand.
-
-“O Phœbe! Phœbe!” he called. “Have yuh really come? Have yuh really
-answered me?” And hurrying faster, he fell once, scrambling lamely to
-his feet, only to see the light in the distance dancing illusively on.
-On and on he hurried until he was fairly running, brushing his ragged
-arms against the trees, striking his hands and face against impeding
-twigs. His hat was gone, his lungs were breathless, his reason quite
-astray, when coming to the edge of the cliff he saw her below among a
-silvery bed of apple-trees now blooming in the spring.
-
-“O Phœbe!” he called. “O Phœbe! Oh, no, don’t leave me!” And feeling
-the lure of a world where love was young and Phœbe as this vision
-presented her, a delightful epitome of their quondam youth, he gave a
-gay cry of “Oh, wait, Phœbe!” and leaped.
-
-Some farmer-boys, reconnoitering this region of bounty and prospect
-some few days afterward, found first the tin utensils tied together
-under the tree where he had left them, and then later at the foot
-of the cliff, pale, broken, but elate, a molded smile of peace and
-delight upon his lips, his body. His old hat was discovered lying under
-some low-growing saplings the twigs of which had held it back. No one
-of all the simple population knew how eagerly and joyously he had found
-his lost mate.
-
-
-
-
-THE SECOND CHOICE
-
-
- SHIRLEY DEAR:
-
- You don’t want the letters. There are only six of them, anyhow, and
- think, they’re all I have of you to cheer me on my travels. What good
- would they be to you--little bits of notes telling me you’re sure to
- meet me--but me--think of me! If I send them to you, you’ll tear them
- up, whereas if you leave them with me I can dab them with musk and
- ambergris and keep them in a little silver box, always beside me.
-
- Ah, Shirley dear, you really don’t know how sweet I think you are,
- how dear! There isn’t a thing we have ever done together that isn’t
- as clear in my mind as this great big skyscraper over the way here in
- Pittsburgh, and far more pleasing. In fact, my thoughts of you are the
- most precious and delicious things I have, Shirley.
-
- But I’m too young to marry now. You know that, Shirley, don’t you? I
- haven’t placed myself in any way yet, and I’m so restless that I don’t
- know whether I ever will, really. Only yesterday, old Roxbaum--that’s
- my new employer here--came to me and wanted to know if I would like an
- assistant overseership on one of his coffee plantations in Java, said
- there would not be much money in it for a year or two, a bare living,
- but later there would be more--and I jumped at it. Just the thought
- of Java and going there did that, although I knew I could make more
- staying right here. Can’t you see how it is with me, Shirl? I’m too
- restless and too young. I couldn’t take care of you right, and you
- wouldn’t like me after a while if I didn’t.
-
- But ah, Shirley sweet, I think the dearest things of you! There isn’t
- an hour, it seems, but some little bit of you comes back--a dear,
- sweet bit--the night we sat on the grass in Tregore Park and counted
- the stars through the trees; that first evening at Sparrows Point
- when we missed the last train and had to walk to Langley. Remember
- the tree-toads, Shirl? And then that warm April Sunday in Atholby
- woods! Ah, Shirl, you don’t want the six notes! Let me keep them. But
- think of me, will you, sweet, wherever you go and whatever you do?
- I’ll always think of you, and wish that you had met a better, saner
- man than me, and that I really could have married you and been all
- you wanted me to be. By-by, sweet. I may start for Java within the
- month. If so, and you would want them, I’ll send you some cards from
- there--if they have any.
-
- Your worthless,
- ARTHUR.
-
-She sat and turned the letter in her hand, dumb with despair. It was
-the very last letter she would ever get from him. Of that she was
-certain. He was gone now, once and for all. She had written him only
-once, not making an open plea but asking him to return her letters,
-and then there had come this tender but evasive reply, saying nothing
-of a possible return but desiring to keep her letters for old times’
-sake--the happy hours they had spent together.
-
-The happy hours! Oh, yes, yes, yes--the happy hours!
-
-In her memory now, as she sat here in her home after the day’s work,
-meditating on all that had been in the few short months since he had
-come and gone, was a world of color and light--a color and a light so
-transfiguring as to seem celestial, but now, alas, wholly dissipated.
-It had contained so much of all she had desired--love, romance,
-amusement, laughter. He had been so gay and thoughtless, or headstrong,
-so youthfully romantic, and with such a love of play and change and to
-be saying and doing anything and everything. Arthur could dance in a
-gay way, whistle, sing after a fashion, play. He could play cards and
-do tricks, and he had such a superior air, so genial and brisk, with a
-kind of innate courtesy in it and yet an intolerance for slowness and
-stodginess or anything dull or dingy, such as characterized---- But
-here her thoughts fled from him. She refused to think of any one but
-Arthur.
-
-Sitting in her little bedroom now, off the parlor on the ground floor
-in her home in Bethune Street, and looking out over the Kessels’ yard,
-and beyond that--there being no fences in Bethune Street--over the
-“yards” or lawns of the Pollards, Bakers, Cryders, and others, she
-thought of how dull it must all have seemed to him, with his fine
-imaginative mind and experiences, his love of change and gayety, his
-atmosphere of something better than she had ever known. How little
-she had been fitted, perhaps, by beauty or temperament to overcome
-this--the something--dullness in her work or her home, which possibly
-had driven him away. For, although many had admired her to date, and
-she was young and pretty in her simple way and constantly receiving
-suggestions that her beauty was disturbing to some, still, he had not
-cared for her--he had gone.
-
-And now, as she meditated, it seemed that this scene, and all that
-it stood for--her parents, her work, her daily shuttling to and fro
-between the drug company for which she worked and this street and
-house--was typical of her life and what she was destined to endure
-always. Some girls were so much more fortunate. They had fine clothes,
-fine homes, a world of pleasure and opportunity in which to move. They
-did not have to scrimp and save and work to pay their own way. And yet
-she had always been compelled to do it, but had never complained until
-now--or until he came, and after. Bethune Street, with its commonplace
-front yards and houses nearly all alike, and this house, so like the
-others, room for room and porch for porch, and her parents, too, really
-like all the others, had seemed good enough, quite satisfactory,
-indeed, until then. But now, now!
-
-Here, in their kitchen, was her mother, a thin, pale, but kindly woman,
-peeling potatoes and washing lettuce, and putting a bit of steak or
-a chop or a piece of liver in a frying-pan day after day, morning
-and evening, month after month, year after year. And next door was
-Mrs. Kessel doing the same thing. And next door Mrs. Cryder. And next
-door Mrs. Pollard. But, until now, she had not thought it so bad. But
-now--now--oh! And on all the porches or lawns all along this street
-were the husbands and fathers, mostly middle-aged or old men like her
-father, reading their papers or cutting the grass before dinner, or
-smoking and meditating afterward. Her father was out in front now,
-a stooped, forbearing, meditative soul, who had rarely anything to
-say--leaving it all to his wife, her mother, but who was fond of her
-in his dull, quiet way. He was a pattern-maker by trade, and had come
-into possession of this small, ordinary home via years of toil and
-saving, her mother helping him. They had no particular religion, as he
-often said, thinking reasonably human conduct a sufficient passport to
-heaven, but they had gone occasionally to the Methodist Church over in
-Nicholas Street, and she had once joined it. But of late she had not
-gone, weaned away by the other commonplace pleasures of her world.
-
-And then in the midst of it, the dull drift of things, as she now
-saw them to be, he had come--Arthur Bristow--young, energetic,
-good-looking, ambitious, dreamful, and instanter, and with her never
-knowing quite how, the whole thing had been changed. He had appeared so
-swiftly--out of nothing, as it were.
-
-Previous to him had been Barton Williams, stout, phlegmatic,
-good-natured, well-meaning, who was, or had been before Arthur came,
-asking her to marry him, and whom she allowed to half assume that she
-would. She had liked him in a feeble, albeit, as she thought, tender
-way, thinking him the kind, according to the logic of her neighborhood,
-who would make her a good husband, and, until Arthur appeared on
-the scene, had really intended to marry him. It was not really a
-love-match, as she saw now, but she thought it was, which was much the
-same thing, perhaps. But, as she now recalled, when Arthur came, how
-the scales fell from her eyes! In a trice, as it were, nearly, there
-was a new heaven and a new earth. Arthur had arrived, and with him a
-sense of something different.
-
-Mabel Gove had asked her to come over to her house in Westleigh, the
-adjoining suburb, for Thanksgiving eve and day, and without a thought
-of anything, and because Barton was busy handling a part of the work
-in the despatcher’s office of the Great Eastern and could not see her,
-she had gone. And then, to her surprise and strange, almost ineffable
-delight, the moment she had seen him, he was there--Arthur, with his
-slim, straight figure and dark hair and eyes and clean-cut features,
-as clean and attractive as those of a coin. And as he had looked at
-her and smiled and narrated humorous bits of things that had happened
-to him, something had come over her--a spell--and after dinner they
-had all gone round to Edith Barringer’s to dance, and there as she had
-danced with him, somehow, without any seeming boldness on his part, he
-had taken possession of her, as it were, drawn her close, and told her
-she had beautiful eyes and hair and such a delicately rounded chin, and
-that he thought she danced gracefully and was sweet. She had nearly
-fainted with delight.
-
-“Do you like me?” he had asked in one place in the dance, and, in spite
-of herself, she had looked up into his eyes, and from that moment she
-was almost mad over him, could think of nothing else but his hair and
-eyes and his smile and his graceful figure.
-
-Mabel Gove had seen it all, in spite of her determination that no one
-should, and on their going to bed later, back at Mabel’s home, she had
-whispered:
-
-“Ah, Shirley, I saw. You like Arthur, don’t you?”
-
-“I think he’s very nice,” Shirley recalled replying, for Mabel knew of
-her affair with Barton and liked him, “but I’m not crazy over him.” And
-for this bit of treason she had sighed in her dreams nearly all night.
-
-And the next day, true to a request and a promise made by him, Arthur
-had called again at Mabel’s to take her and Mabel to a “movie” which
-was not so far away, and from there they had gone to an ice-cream
-parlor, and during it all, when Mabel was not looking, he had squeezed
-her arm and hand and kissed her neck, and she had held her breath, and
-her heart had seemed to stop.
-
-“And now you’re going to let me come out to your place to see you,
-aren’t you?” he had whispered.
-
-And she had replied, “Wednesday evening,” and then written the address
-on a little piece of paper and given it to him.
-
-But now it was all gone, gone!
-
-This house, which now looked so dreary--how romantic it had seemed that
-first night _he_ called--the front room with its commonplace furniture,
-and later in the spring, the veranda, with its vines just sprouting,
-and the moon in May. Oh, the moon in May, and June and July, when he
-was here! How she had lied to Barton to make evenings for Arthur, and
-occasionally to Arthur to keep him from contact with Barton. She had
-not even mentioned Barton to Arthur because--because--well, because
-Arthur was so much better, and somehow (she admitted it to herself
-now) she had not been sure that Arthur would care for her long, if at
-all, and then--well, and then, to be quite frank, Barton might be good
-enough. She did not exactly hate him because she had found Arthur--not
-at all. She still liked him in a way--he was so kind and faithful, so
-very dull and straightforward and thoughtful of her, which Arthur was
-certainly not. Before Arthur had appeared, as she well remembered,
-Barton had seemed to be plenty good enough--in fact, all that she
-desired in a pleasant, companionable way, calling for her, taking her
-places, bringing her flowers and candy, which Arthur rarely did, and
-for that, if nothing more, she could not help continuing to like him
-and to feel sorry for him, and, besides, as she had admitted to herself
-before, if Arthur left her-- * * * * * Weren’t his parents better off
-than hers--and hadn’t he a good position for such a man as he--one
-hundred and fifty dollars a month and the certainty of more later on?
-A little while before meeting Arthur, she had thought this very good,
-enough for two to live on at least, and she had thought some of trying
-it at some time or other--but now--now----
-
-And that first night he had called--how well she remembered it--how it
-had transfigured the parlor next this in which she was now, filling it
-with something it had never had before, and the porch outside, too,
-for that matter, with its gaunt, leafless vine, and this street, too,
-even--dull, commonplace Bethune Street. There had been a flurry of snow
-during the afternoon while she was working at the store, and the ground
-was white with it. All the neighboring homes seemed to look sweeter
-and happier and more inviting than ever they had as she came past
-them, with their lights peeping from under curtains and drawn shades.
-She had hurried into hers and lighted the big red-shaded parlor lamp,
-her one artistic treasure, as she thought, and put it near the piano,
-between it and the window, and arranged the chairs, and then bustled to
-the task of making herself as pleasing as she might. For him she had
-gotten out her one best filmy house dress and done up her hair in the
-fashion she thought most becoming--and that he had not seen before--and
-powdered her cheeks and nose and darkened her eyelashes, as some of
-the girls at the store did, and put on her new gray satin slippers, and
-then, being so arrayed, waited nervously, unable to eat anything or to
-think of anything but him.
-
-And at last, just when she had begun to think he might not be coming,
-he had appeared with that arch smile and a “Hello! It’s here you live,
-is it? I was wondering. George, but you’re twice as sweet as I thought
-you were, aren’t you?” And then, in the little entryway, behind the
-closed door, he had held her and kissed her on the mouth a dozen times
-while she pretended to push against his coat and struggle and say that
-her parents might hear.
-
-And, oh, the room afterward, with him in it in the red glow of the
-lamp, and with his pale handsome face made handsomer thereby, as she
-thought! He had made her sit near him and had held her hands and told
-her about his work and his dreams--all that he expected to do in the
-future--and then she had found herself wishing intensely to share just
-such a life--his life--anything that he might wish to do; only, she
-kept wondering, with a slight pain, whether he would want her to--he
-was so young, dreamful, ambitious, much younger and more dreamful than
-herself, although, in reality, he was several years older.
-
-And then followed that glorious period from December to this late
-September, in which everything which was worth happening in love had
-happened. Oh, those wondrous days the following spring, when, with
-the first burst of buds and leaves, he had taken her one Sunday to
-Atholby, where all the great woods were, and they had hunted spring
-beauties in the grass, and sat on a slope and looked at the river
-below and watched some boys fixing up a sailboat and setting forth in
-it quite as she wished she and Arthur might be doing--going somewhere
-together--far, far away from all commonplace things and life! And then
-he had slipped his arm about her and kissed her cheek and neck, and
-tweaked her ear and smoothed her hair--and oh, there on the grass,
-with the spring flowers about her and a canopy of small green leaves
-above, the perfection of love had come--love so wonderful that the mere
-thought of it made her eyes brim now! And then had been days, Saturday
-afternoons and Sundays, at Atholby and Sparrows Point, where the great
-beach was, and in lovely Tregore Park, a mile or two from her home,
-where they could go of an evening and sit in or near the pavilion and
-have ice-cream and dance or watch the dancers. Oh, the stars, the
-winds, the summer breath of those days! Ah, me! Ah, me!
-
-Naturally, her parents had wondered from the first about her and
-Arthur, and her and Barton, since Barton had already assumed a
-proprietary interest in her and she had seemed to like him. But then
-she was an only child and a pet, and used to presuming on that, and
-they could not think of saying anything to her. After all, she was
-young and pretty and was entitled to change her mind; only, only--she
-had had to indulge in a career of lying and subterfuge in connection
-with Barton, since Arthur was headstrong and wanted every evening that
-he chose--to call for her at the store and keep her down-town to dinner
-and a show.
-
-Arthur had never been like Barton, shy, phlegmatic, obedient, waiting
-long and patiently for each little favor, but, instead, masterful and
-eager, rifling her of kisses and caresses and every delight of love,
-and teasing and playing with her as a cat would a mouse. She could
-never resist him. He demanded of her her time and her affection without
-let or hindrance. He was not exactly selfish or cruel, as some might
-have been, but gay and unthinking at times, unconsciously so, and yet
-loving and tender at others--nearly always so. But always he would talk
-of things in the future as if they really did not include her--and this
-troubled her greatly--of places he might go, things he might do, which,
-somehow, he seemed to think or assume that she could not or would not
-do with him. He was always going to Australia sometime, he thought,
-in a business way, or to South Africa, or possibly to India. He never
-seemed to have any fixed clear future for himself in mind.
-
-A dreadful sense of helplessness and of impending disaster came over
-her at these times, of being involved in some predicament over which
-she had no control, and which would lead her on to some sad end.
-Arthur, although plainly in love, as she thought, and apparently
-delighted with her, might not always love her. She began, timidly
-at first (and always, for that matter), to ask him pretty, seeking
-questions about himself and her, whether their future was certain to
-be together, whether he really wanted her--loved her--whether he might
-not want to marry some one else or just her, and whether she wouldn’t
-look nice in a pearl satin wedding-dress with a long creamy veil and
-satin slippers and a bouquet of bridal-wreath. She had been so slowly
-but surely saving to that end, even before he came, in connection
-with Barton; only, after _he_ came, all thought of the import of it
-had been transferred to him. But now, also, she was beginning to ask
-herself sadly, “Would it ever be?” He was so airy, so inconsequential,
-so ready to say: “Yes, yes,” and “Sure, sure! That’s right! Yes,
-indeedy; you bet! Say, kiddie, but you’ll look sweet!” but, somehow,
-it had always seemed as if this whole thing were a glorious interlude
-and that it could not last. Arthur was too gay and ethereal and too
-little settled in his own mind. His ideas of travel and living in
-different cities, finally winding up in New York or San Francisco, but
-never with her exactly until she asked him, was too ominous, although
-he always reassured her gaily: “Of course! Of course!” But somehow she
-could never believe it really, and it made her intensely sad at times,
-horribly gloomy. So often she wanted to cry, and she could scarcely
-tell why.
-
-And then, because of her intense affection for him, she had finally
-quarreled with Barton, or nearly that, if one could say that one ever
-really quarreled with him. It had been because of a certain Thursday
-evening a few weeks before about which she had disappointed him. In
-a fit of generosity, knowing that Arthur was coming Wednesday, and
-because Barton had stopped in at the store to see her, she had told him
-that he might come, having regretted it afterward, so enamored was she
-of Arthur. And then when Wednesday came, Arthur had changed his mind,
-telling her he would come Friday instead, but on Thursday evening he
-had stopped in at the store and asked her to go to Sparrows Point, with
-the result that she had no time to notify Barton. He had gone to the
-house and sat with her parents until ten-thirty, and then, a few days
-later, although she had written him offering an excuse, had called at
-the store to complain slightly.
-
-“Do you think you did just right, Shirley? You might have sent word,
-mightn’t you? Who was it--the new fellow you won’t tell me about?”
-
-Shirley flared on the instant.
-
-“Supposing it was? What’s it to you? I don’t belong to you yet, do
-I? I told you there wasn’t any one, and I wish you’d let me alone
-about that. I couldn’t help it last Thursday--that’s all--and I don’t
-want you to be fussing with me--that’s all. If you don’t want to, you
-needn’t come any more, anyhow.”
-
-“Don’t say that, Shirley,” pleaded Barton. “You don’t mean that. I
-won’t bother you, though, if you don’t want me any more.”
-
-And because Shirley sulked, not knowing what else to do, he had gone
-and she had not seen him since.
-
-And then sometime later when she had thus broken with Barton, avoiding
-the railway station where he worked, Arthur had failed to come at his
-appointed time, sending no word until the next day, when a note came to
-the store saying that he had been out of town for his firm over Sunday
-and had not been able to notify her, but that he would call Tuesday.
-It was an awful blow. At the time, Shirley had a vision of what was to
-follow. It seemed for the moment as if the whole world had suddenly
-been reduced to ashes, that there was nothing but black charred cinders
-anywhere--she felt that about all life. Yet it all came to her clearly
-then that this was but the beginning of just such days and just such
-excuses, and that soon, soon, he would come no more. He was beginning
-to be tired of her and soon he would not even make excuses. She felt
-it, and it froze and terrified her.
-
-And then, soon after, the indifference which she feared did
-follow--almost created by her own thoughts, as it were. First, it
-was a meeting he had to attend somewhere one Wednesday night when he
-was to have come for her. Then he was going out of town again, over
-Sunday. Then he was going away for a whole week--it was absolutely
-unavoidable, he said, his commercial duties were increasing--and once
-he had casually remarked that nothing could stand in the way where
-she was concerned--never! She did not think of reproaching him with
-this; she was too proud. If he was going, he must go. She would not be
-willing to say to herself that she had ever attempted to hold any man.
-But, just the same, she was agonized by the thought. When he was with
-her, he seemed tender enough; only, at times, his eyes wandered and he
-seemed slightly bored. Other girls, particularly pretty ones, seemed to
-interest him as much as she did.
-
-And the agony of the long days when he did not come any more for a
-week or two at a time! The waiting, the brooding, the wondering, at
-the store and here in her home--in the former place making mistakes at
-times because she could not get her mind off him and being reminded
-of them, and here at her own home at nights, being so absent-minded
-that her parents remarked on it. She felt sure that her parents must
-be noticing that Arthur was not coming any more, or as much as he
-had--for she pretended to be going out with him, going to Mabel Gove’s
-instead--and that Barton had deserted her too, he having been driven
-off by her indifference, never to come any more, perhaps, unless she
-sought him out.
-
-And then it was that the thought of saving her own face by taking up
-with Barton once more occurred to her, of using him and his affections
-and faithfulness and dulness, if you will, to cover up her own dilemma.
-Only, this ruse was not to be tried until she had written Arthur this
-one letter--a pretext merely to see if there was a single ray of hope,
-a letter to be written in a gentle-enough way and asking for the return
-of the few notes she had written him. She had not seen him now in
-nearly a month, and the last time she had, he had said he might soon be
-compelled to leave her awhile--to go to Pittsburgh to work. And it was
-his reply to this that she now held in her hand--from Pittsburgh! It
-was frightful! The future without him!
-
-But Barton would never know really what had transpired, if she went
-back to him. In spite of all her delicious hours with Arthur, she could
-call him back, she felt sure. She had never really entirely dropped
-him, and he knew it. He had bored her dreadfully on occasion, arriving
-on off days when Arthur was not about, with flowers or candy, or both,
-and sitting on the porch steps and talking of the railroad business
-and of the whereabouts and doings of some of their old friends. It
-was shameful, she had thought at times, to see a man so patient, so
-hopeful, so good-natured as Barton, deceived in this way, and by her,
-who was so miserable over another. Her parents must see and know, she
-had thought at these times, but still, what else was she to do?
-
-“I’m a bad girl,” she kept telling herself. “I’m all wrong. What right
-have I to offer Barton what is left?” But still, somehow, she realized
-that Barton, if she chose to favor him, would only be too grateful
-for even the leavings of others where she was concerned, and that even
-yet, if she but deigned to crook a finger, she could have him. He was
-so simple, so good-natured, so stolid and matter of fact, so different
-to Arthur whom (she could not help smiling at the thought of it) she
-was loving now about as Barton loved her--slavishly, hopelessly.
-
-And then, as the days passed and Arthur did not write any more--just
-this one brief note--she at first grieved horribly, and then in a fit
-of numb despair attempted, bravely enough from one point of view, to
-adjust herself to the new situation. Why should she despair? Why die
-of agony where there were plenty who would still sigh for her--Barton
-among others? She was young, pretty, very--many told her so. She could,
-if she chose, achieve a vivacity which she did not feel. Why should she
-brook this unkindness without a thought of retaliation? Why shouldn’t
-she enter upon a gay and heartless career, indulging in a dozen
-flirtations at once--dancing and killing all thoughts of Arthur in a
-round of frivolities? There were many who beckoned to her. She stood at
-her counter in the drug store on many a day and brooded over this, but
-at the thought of which one to begin with, she faltered. After her late
-love, all were so tame, for the present anyhow.
-
-And then--and then--always there was Barton, the humble or faithful, to
-whom she had been so unkind and whom she had used and whom she still
-really liked. So often self-reproaching thoughts in connection with
-him crept over her. He must have known, must have seen how badly she
-was using him all this while, and yet he had not failed to come and
-come, until she had actually quarreled with him, and any one would have
-seen that it was literally hopeless. She could not help remembering,
-especially now in her pain, that he adored her. He was not calling
-on her now at all--by her indifference she had finally driven him
-away--but a word, a word-- She waited for days, weeks, hoping against
-hope, and then----
-
- * * * * *
-
-The office of Barton’s superior in the Great Eastern terminal had
-always made him an easy object for her blandishments, coming and going,
-as she frequently did, via this very station. He was in the office of
-the assistant train-despatcher on the ground floor, where passing to
-and from the local, which, at times, was quicker than a street-car, she
-could easily see him by peering in; only, she had carefully avoided him
-for nearly a year. If she chose now, and would call for a message-blank
-at the adjacent telegraph-window which was a part of his room, and
-raised her voice as she often had in the past, he could scarcely fail
-to hear, if he did not see her. And if he did, he would rise and come
-over--of that she was sure, for he never could resist her. It had been
-a wile of hers in the old days to do this or to make her presence felt
-by idling outside. After a month of brooding, she felt that she must
-act--her position as a deserted girl was too much. She could not stand
-it any longer really--the eyes of her mother, for one.
-
-It was six-fifteen one evening when, coming out of the store in which
-she worked, she turned her step disconsolately homeward. Her heart
-was heavy, her face rather pale and drawn. She had stopped in the
-store’s retiring-room before coming out to add to her charms as much as
-possible by a little powder and rouge and to smooth her hair. It would
-not take much to reallure her former sweetheart, she felt sure--and yet
-it might not be so easy after all. Suppose he had found another? But
-she could not believe that. It had scarcely been long enough since he
-had last attempted to see her, and he was really so very, very fond of
-her and so faithful. He was too slow and certain in his choosing--he
-had been so with her. Still, who knows? With this thought, she went
-forward in the evening, feeling for the first time the shame and pain
-that comes of deception, the agony of having to relinquish an ideal and
-the feeling of despair that comes to those who find themselves in the
-position of suppliants, stooping to something which in better days and
-better fortune they would not know. Arthur was the cause of this.
-
-When she reached the station, the crowd that usually filled it at this
-hour was swarming. There were so many pairs like Arthur and herself
-laughing and hurrying away or so she felt. First glancing in the small
-mirror of a weighing scale to see if she were still of her former
-charm, she stopped thoughtfully at a little flower stand which stood
-outside, and for a few pennies purchased a tiny bunch of violets. She
-then went inside and stood near the window, peering first furtively to
-see if he were present. He was. Bent over his work, a green shade over
-his eyes, she could see his stolid, genial figure at a table. Stepping
-back a moment to ponder, she finally went forward and, in a clear
-voice, asked,
-
-“May I have a blank, please?”
-
-The infatuation of the discarded Barton was such that it brought him
-instantly to his feet. In his stodgy, stocky way he rose, his eyes
-glowing with a friendly hope, his mouth wreathed in smiles, and came
-over. At the sight of her, pale, but pretty--paler and prettier,
-really, than he had ever seen her--he thrilled dumbly.
-
-“How are you, Shirley?” he asked sweetly, as he drew near, his eyes
-searching her face hopefully. He had not seen her for so long that he
-was intensely hungry, and her paler beauty appealed to him more than
-ever. Why wouldn’t she have him? he was asking himself. Why wouldn’t
-his persistent love yet win her? Perhaps it might. “I haven’t seen you
-in a month of Sundays, it seems. How are the folks?”
-
-“They’re all right, Bart,” she smiled archly, “and so am I. How have
-you been? It has been a long time since I’ve seen you. I’ve been
-wondering how you were. Have you been all right? I was just going to
-send a message.”
-
-As he had approached, Shirley had pretended at first not to see him, a
-moment later to affect surprise, although she was really suppressing a
-heavy sigh. The sight of him, after Arthur, was not reassuring. Could
-she really interest herself in him any more? Could she?
-
-“Sure, sure,” he replied genially; “I’m always all right. You couldn’t
-kill me, you know. Not going away, are you, Shirl?” he queried
-interestedly.
-
-“No; I’m just telegraphing to Mabel. She promised to meet me
-to-morrow, and I want to be sure she will.”
-
-“You don’t come past here as often as you did, Shirley,” he complained
-tenderly. “At least, I don’t seem to see you so often,” he added with
-a smile. “It isn’t anything I have done, is it?” he queried, and then,
-when she protested quickly, added: “What’s the trouble, Shirl? Haven’t
-been sick, have you?”
-
-She affected all her old gaiety and ease, feeling as though she would
-like to cry.
-
-“Oh, no,” she returned; “I’ve been all right. I’ve been going through
-the other door, I suppose, or coming in and going out on the Langdon
-Avenue car.” (This was true, because she had been wanting to avoid
-him.) “I’ve been in such a hurry, most nights, that I haven’t had time
-to stop, Bart. You know how late the store keeps us at times.”
-
-He remembered, too, that in the old days she had made time to stop or
-meet him occasionally.
-
-“Yes, I know,” he said tactfully. “But you haven’t been to any of our
-old card-parties either of late, have you? At least, I haven’t seen
-you. I’ve gone to two or three, thinking you might be there.”
-
-That was another thing Arthur had done--broken up her interest in
-these old store and neighborhood parties and a banjo-and-mandolin club
-to which she had once belonged. They had all seemed so pleasing and
-amusing in the old days--but now-- * * * * In those days Bart had been
-her usual companion when his work permitted.
-
-“No,” she replied evasively, but with a forced air of pleasant
-remembrance; “I have often thought of how much fun we had at those,
-though. It was a shame to drop them. You haven’t seen Harry Stull
-or Trina Task recently, have you?” she inquired, more to be saying
-something than for any interest she felt.
-
-He shook his head negatively, then added:
-
-“Yes, I did, too; here in the waiting-room a few nights ago. They were
-coming down-town to a theater, I suppose.”
-
-His face fell slightly as he recalled how it had been their custom to
-do this, and what their one quarrel had been about. Shirley noticed it.
-She felt the least bit sorry for him, but much more for herself, coming
-back so disconsolately to all this.
-
-“Well, you’re looking as pretty as ever, Shirley,” he continued, noting
-that she had not written the telegram and that there was something
-wistful in her glance. “Prettier, I think,” and she smiled sadly. Every
-word that she tolerated from him was as so much gold to him, so much of
-dead ashes to her. “You wouldn’t like to come down some evening this
-week and see ‘The Mouse-Trap,’ would you? We haven’t been to a theater
-together in I don’t know when.” His eyes sought hers in a hopeful,
-doglike way.
-
-So--she could have him again--that was the pity of it! To have what
-she really did not want, did not care for! At the least nod now he
-would come, and this very devotion made it all but worthless, and so
-sad. She ought to marry him now for certain, if she began in this way,
-and could in a month’s time if she chose, but oh, oh--could she? For
-the moment she decided that she could not, would not. If he had only
-repulsed her--told her to go--ignored her--but no; it was her fate to
-be loved by him in this moving, pleading way, and hers not to love him
-as she wished to love--to be loved. Plainly, he needed some one like
-her, whereas she, she----. She turned a little sick, a sense of the
-sacrilege of gaiety at this time creeping into her voice, and exclaimed:
-
-“No, no!” Then seeing his face change, a heavy sadness come over
-it, “Not this week, anyhow, I mean” (“Not so soon,” she had almost
-said). “I have several engagements this week and I’m not feeling
-well. But”--seeing his face change, and the thought of her own state
-returning--“you might come out to the house some evening instead, and
-then we can go some other time.”
-
-His face brightened intensely. It was wonderful how he longed to be
-with her, how the least favor from her comforted and lifted him up. She
-could see also now, however, how little it meant to her, how little it
-could ever mean, even if to him it was heaven. The old relationship
-would have to be resumed in toto, once and for all, but did she want it
-that way now that she was feeling so miserable about this other affair?
-As she meditated, these various moods racing to and fro in her mind,
-Barton seemed to notice, and now it occurred to him that perhaps he had
-not pursued her enough--was too easily put off. She probably did like
-him yet. This evening, her present visit, seemed to prove it.
-
-“Sure, sure!” he agreed. “I’d like that. I’ll come out Sunday, if you
-say. We can go any time to the play. I’m sorry, Shirley, if you’re
-not feeling well. I’ve thought of you a lot these days. I’ll come out
-Wednesday, if you don’t mind.”
-
-She smiled a wan smile. It was all so much easier than she had
-expected--her triumph--and so ashenlike in consequence, a flavor of
-dead-sea fruit and defeat about it all, that it was pathetic. How could
-she, after Arthur? How could he, really?
-
-“Make it Sunday,” she pleaded, naming the farthest day off, and then
-hurried out.
-
-Her faithful lover gazed after her, while she suffered an intense
-nausea. To think--to think--it should all be coming to this! She had
-not used her telegraph-blank, and now had forgotten all about it. It
-was not the simple trickery that discouraged her, but her own future
-which could find no better outlet than this, could not rise above it
-apparently, or that she had no heart to make it rise above it. Why
-couldn’t she interest herself in some one different to Barton? Why did
-she have to return to him? Why not wait and meet some other--ignore
-him as before? But no, no; nothing mattered now--no one--it might as
-well be Barton really as any one, and she would at least make him happy
-and at the same time solve her own problem. She went out into the
-train-shed and climbed into her train. Slowly, after the usual pushing
-and jostling of a crowd, it drew out toward Latonia, that suburban
-region in which her home lay. As she rode, she thought.
-
-“What have I just done? What am I doing?” she kept asking herself as
-the clacking wheels on the rails fell into a rhythmic dance and the
-houses of the brown, dry, endless city fled past in a maze. “Severing
-myself decisively from the past--the happy past--for supposing, once I
-am married, Arthur should return and want me again--suppose! Suppose!”
-
-Below at one place, under a shed, were some market-gardeners disposing
-of the last remnants of their day’s wares--a sickly, dull life, she
-thought. Here was Rutgers Avenue, with its line of red street-cars,
-many wagons and tracks and counter-streams of automobiles--how often
-had she passed it morning and evening in a shuttle-like way, and
-how often would, unless she got married! And here, now, was the
-river flowing smoothly between its banks lined with coal-pockets and
-wharves--away, away to the huge deep sea which she and Arthur had
-enjoyed so much. Oh, to be in a small boat and drift out, out into the
-endless, restless, pathless deep! Somehow the sight of this water,
-to-night and every night, brought back those evenings in the open
-with Arthur at Sparrows Point, the long line of dancers in Eckert’s
-Pavilion, the woods at Atholby, the park, with the dancers in the
-pavilion--she choked back a sob. Once Arthur had come this way with
-her on just such an evening as this, pressing her hand and saying how
-wonderful she was. Oh, Arthur! Arthur! And now Barton was to take his
-old place again--forever, no doubt. She could not trifle with her life
-longer in this foolish way, or his. What was the use? But think of it!
-
-Yes, it must be--forever now, she told herself. She must marry. Time
-would be slipping by and she would become too old. It was her only
-future--marriage. It was the only future she had ever contemplated
-really, a home, children, the love of some man whom she could love as
-she loved Arthur. Ah, what a happy home that would have been for her!
-But now, now----
-
-But there must be no turning back now, either. There was no other way.
-If Arthur ever came back--but fear not, he wouldn’t! She had risked
-so much and lost--lost him. Her little venture into true love had
-been such a failure. Before Arthur had come all had been well enough.
-Barton, stout and simple and frank and direct, had in some way--how,
-she could scarcely realize now--offered sufficient of a future. But
-now, now! He had enough money, she knew, to build a cottage for the two
-of them. He had told her so. He would do his best always to make her
-happy, she was sure of that. They could live in about the state her
-parents were living in--or a little better, not much--and would never
-want. No doubt there would be children, because he craved them--several
-of them--and that would take up her time, long years of it--the sad,
-gray years! But then Arthur, whose children she would have thrilled to
-bear, would be no more, a mere memory--think of that!--and Barton, the
-dull, the commonplace, would have achieved his finest dream--and why?
-
-Because love was a failure for her--that was why--and in her life
-there could be no more true love. She would never love any one again
-as she had Arthur. It could not be, she was sure of it. He was too
-fascinating, too wonderful. Always, always, wherever she might be,
-whoever she might marry, he would be coming back, intruding between
-her and any possible love, receiving any possible kiss. It would be
-Arthur she would be loving or kissing. She dabbed at her eyes with a
-tiny handkerchief, turned her face close to the window and stared out,
-and then as the environs of Latonia came into view, wondered (so deep
-is romance): What if Arthur should come back at some time--or now!
-Supposing he should be here at the station now, accidentally or on
-purpose, to welcome her, to soothe her weary heart. He had met her here
-before. How she would fly to him, lay her head on his shoulder, forget
-forever that Barton ever was, that they had ever separated for an hour.
-Oh, Arthur! Arthur!
-
-But no, no; here was Latonia--here the viaduct over her train, the
-long business street and the cars marked “Center” and “Langdon Avenue”
-running back into the great city. A few blocks away in tree-shaded
-Bethune Street, duller and plainer than ever, was her parents’ cottage
-and the routine of that old life which was now, she felt, more fully
-fastened upon her than ever before--the lawn-mowers, the lawns, the
-front porches all alike. Now would come the going to and fro of Barton
-to business as her father and she now went to business, her keeping
-house, cooking, washing, ironing, sewing for Barton as her mother now
-did these things for her father and herself. And she would not be in
-love really, as she wanted to be. Oh, dreadful! She could never escape
-it really, now that she could endure it less, scarcely for another
-hour. And yet she must, must, for the sake of--for the sake of--she
-closed her eyes and dreamed.
-
-She walked up the street under the trees, past the houses and lawns all
-alike to her own, and found her father on their veranda reading the
-evening paper. She sighed at the sight.
-
-“Back, daughter?” he called pleasantly.
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Your mother is wondering if you would like steak or liver for dinner.
-Better tell her.”
-
-“Oh, it doesn’t matter.”
-
-She hurried into her bedroom, threw down her hat and gloves, and
-herself on the bed to rest silently, and groaned in her soul. To think
-that it had all come to this!--Never to see him any more!--To see only
-Barton, and marry him and live in such a street, have four or five
-children, forget all her youthful companionships--and all to save her
-face before her parents, and her future. Why must it be? Should it
-be, really? She choked and stifled. After a little time her mother,
-hearing her come in, came to the door--thin, practical, affectionate,
-conventional.
-
-“What’s wrong, honey? Aren’t you feeling well to-night? Have you a
-headache? Let me feel.”
-
-Her thin cool fingers crept over her temples and hair. She suggested
-something to eat or a headache powder right away.
-
-“I’m all right, mother. I’m just not feeling well now. Don’t bother.
-I’ll get up soon. Please don’t.”
-
-“Would you rather have liver or steak to-night, dear?”
-
- “Oh, anything--nothing--please don’t bother--steak will
-do--anything”--if only she could get rid of her and be at rest!
-
-Her mother looked at her and shook her head sympathetically, then
-retreated quietly, saying no more. Lying so, she thought and
-thought--grinding, destroying thoughts about the beauty of the past,
-the darkness of the future--until able to endure them no longer she got
-up and, looking distractedly out of the window into the yard and the
-house next door, stared at her future fixedly. What should she do? What
-should she really do? There was Mrs. Kessel in her kitchen getting her
-dinner as usual, just as her own mother was now, and Mr. Kessel out on
-the front porch in his shirt-sleeves reading the evening paper. Beyond
-was Mr. Pollard in his yard, cutting the grass. All along Bethune
-Street were such houses and such people--simple, commonplace souls
-all--clerks, managers, fairly successful craftsmen, like her father and
-Barton, excellent in their way but not like Arthur the beloved, the
-lost--and here was she, perforce, or by decision of necessity, soon to
-be one of them, in some such street as this no doubt, forever and--.
-For the moment it choked and stifled her.
-
-She decided that she would not. No, no, no! There must be some other
-way--many ways. She did not have to do this unless she really wished
-to--would not--only--. Then going to the mirror she looked at her face
-and smoothed her hair.
-
-“But what’s the use?” she asked of herself wearily and resignedly after
-a time. “Why should I cry? Why shouldn’t I marry Barton? I don’t amount
-to anything, anyhow. Arthur wouldn’t have me. I wanted him, and I am
-compelled to take some one else--or no one--what difference does it
-really make who? My dreams are too high, that’s all. I wanted Arthur,
-and he wouldn’t have me. I don’t want Barton, and he crawls at my feet.
-I’m a failure, that’s what’s the matter with me.”
-
-And then, turning up her sleeves and removing a fichu which stood out
-too prominently from her breast, she went into the kitchen and, looking
-about for an apron, observed:
-
-“Can’t I help? Where’s the tablecloth?” and finding it among napkins
-and silverware in a drawer in the adjoining room, proceeded to set the
-table.
-
-
-
-
-A STORY OF STORIES
-
-
-Take a smoky Western city. Call it Omaha or Kansas City or Denver,
-only let the Mississippi flow past it. Put in it two rival morning
-papers--two, and only two--the _Star_ and the _News_, the staffs
-of which are rather keen to outwit each other. On the staff of the
-_News_, slightly the better of the two newspapers, put Mr. David
-Kolinsky, alias (yes, alias) David, or “Red” Collins (a little shift of
-nomenclature due to the facts that, first: he was a South Russian Jew
-who looked exactly like a red-headed Irishman--that is a peculiarity
-of South Russian Jews, I believe--and secondly: that it was more
-_distingué_, as it were, to be Irish in Omaha or Denver or Kansas
-City than it was to be a South Russian Jew). Give him a slithery,
-self-confident, race-track or tout manner. Put on him “loud” or showy
-clothes, a diamond ring, a ruby pin in his tie, a yellowish-green
-Fedora hat, yellow shoes, freckles, a sneering contemptuous “tough”
-smile, and you have Mr. “Red” Collins as Mr.----
-
-But wait.
-
-On the _Star_, slightly the lesser of these two great dailies that
-matutinally thrashed the city to a foam of interest, place Mr. Augustus
-Binns, no less, young (not over twenty-two), tall, college-y, rather
-graceful as young college men go, literary of course, highly ambitious,
-with gold eye-glasses, a wrist watch, a cane--in short, one of those
-ambitious young gentlemen of this rather un-happy go un-lucky
-scribbling world who has distinct ideals, to say nothing of dreams,
-as to what the newspaper and literary professions combined should
-bring him, and who, in addition, inherently despised all creatures of
-the “Red” Collins, or race-track, gambler, amateur detective, police
-and political, type. Well may you ask, what was Mr. Collins, with
-his peculiar characteristics, doing on a paper of the importance and
-distinction of the _News_. A long story, my dears. Newspapers are
-peculiar institutions.
-
-For this same paper not long since had harbored the truly elegant
-presence of Mr. Binns himself, and so excellent a writer and news
-gatherer was he that on more than one occasion he had been set to
-revise or rewrite the tales which Mr. “Red” Collins, who was then but
-tentatively connected with the paper as a “tipster,” brought in. This
-in itself was a crime against art and literature, as Mr. Binns saw it,
-for, when you come right down to it, and in the strict meaning of the
-word, Mr. Collins was not a writer at all, could not write, in fact,
-could only “bring in” his stories, and most interesting ones they were,
-nearly all of them, whereas about the paper at all times were men who
-could--Mr. Binns, for instance. It insulted if not outraged Mr. Binns’s
-sense of the fitness of things, for the _News_ to hire such a person
-and let him flaunt the title of “reporter” or “representative,” for he
-admired the _News_ very much and was glad to be of it. But Collins!
-“Red” Collins!
-
-The latter was one of those “hard life,” but by no means hard luck,
-Jews who by reason of indomitable ambition and will had raised himself
-out of practically frightful conditions. He had never even seen a
-bath-tub until he was fifteen or sixteen. By turns he had been a
-bootblack, newsboy, race-track tout, stable boy, helper around a
-saloon, and what not. Of late years, and now, because he was reaching
-a true wisdom (he was between twenty-five and six), he had developed a
-sort of taste for gambling as well as politics of a low order, and was
-in addition a police hanger-on. He was really a sort of pariah in his
-way, only the sporting and political editors found him useful. They
-tolerated him, and paid him well for his tips because, forsooth, his
-tips were always good.
-
-Batsford, the capable city editor of the _News_, a round, forceful,
-gross person who was more allied to Collins than to Binns in spirit,
-although he was like neither, was Binns’s first superior in the
-newspaper world. He did not like Binns because, for one thing, of his
-wrist watch, secondly, his large gold glasses--much larger than they
-need have been--and thirdly, because of his cane, which he carried with
-considerable of an air. The truth is, Binns was Eastern and the city
-editor was Western, and besides, Binns had been more or less thrust
-upon him by his managing editor as a favor to some one else. But Binns
-could write, never doubt it, and proved it. He was a vigorous reporter
-with a fine feeling for words and, above all, a power to visualize
-and emotionalize whatever he saw, a thing which was of the utmost
-importance in this rather loose Western emotional atmosphere. He could
-handle any story which came to him with ease and distinction, and
-seemed usually to get all or nearly all the facts.
-
-On the other hand, Collins, for all his garishness, and one might
-almost say, brutality of spirit, was what Batsford would have called a
-practical man. He knew life. He was by no means as artistic as Binns,
-but still-- Batsford liked to know what was going on politically and
-criminally, and Collins could always tell him, whereas Binns never
-could. Also, by making Binns rewrite Collins’s stories, he knew he
-could offend him horribly. The two were like oil and water, Mussulman
-and Christian.
-
-When Batsford first told Collins to relate the facts of a certain tale
-to Binns and let him work it out, the former strolled over to the
-collegian, his lip curled up at one corner, his eye cynically fixed on
-him, and said, “The Chief says to give youse this dope and let youse
-work it out.”
-
-Youse!
-
-Oh, for a large, bright broad ax!
-
-Binns, however, always your stickler for duty and order, bent on him
-an equally cynical and yet enigmatic eye, hitched up his trousers
-slightly, adjusted his wrist watch and glasses, and began to take down
-the details of the story, worming them out of his rival with a delicacy
-and _savoir faire_ worthy of a better cause.
-
-Not long after, however, it was brought to the horrified ears of
-Mr. Binns that Mr. Collins had said he was a “stiff” and a “cheap
-ink-slinger,” a la-de-da no less, that writers, one and all, college
-and otherwise, didn’t count for much, anyhow, that they were all
-starving to death, and that they “grew on trees”--a phrase which
-particularly enraged Mr. Binns, for he interpreted it to mean that they
-were as numerous as the sands of the sea, as plentiful as mud.
-
-By Allah! That such dogs should be allowed to take the beards of great
-writers into their hands thus!
-
-Nevertheless and in spite of all this, the fortunes of Mr. Collins went
-forward apace, and that chiefly, as Mr. Binns frequently groaned, at
-his expense. Collins would come in, and after a long series of “I sez
-to him-s” and “He sez to me-s,” which Mr. Binns (per the orders of Mr.
-Batsford) translated into the King’s best Britannica, he having in the
-meanwhile to neglect some excellent tale of his own, would go forth
-again, free to point the next day to a column or column-and-a-half or a
-half-column story, and declare proudly, “My story.”
-
-Think of it! That swine!
-
-There is an end to all things, however, even life and crime. In due
-time, as per a series of accidents and the groundless ill-will of
-Mr. Batsford, Mr. Binns was perforce, in self-respect, compelled
-to transfer his energies to the _Star_, a paper he had previously
-contemned as being not so good, but where he was now made very welcome
-because of his ability. Then, to his astonishment and disgust, one
-day while covering a police station known as the South Ninth, from
-which emanated many amazing police tales, whom should he encounter but
-“Red” Collins, no less, now a full-fledged reporter on the _News_, if
-you please, and “doing police.” He had a grand and even contemptuous
-manner, barely deigning to notice Binns. Binns raged.
-
-But he noticed at once that Collins was far more _en rapport_ with
-the various sergeants and the captain, as well as all that was going
-on in this station, than ever he had dreamed of being. It was “Hello,
-Red,” here and “Hi, sport,” there, while Collins replied with various
-“Caps” and “Charlies.” He gave himself all the airs of a newspaper man
-proper, swaggering about and talking of this, that, and the other
-story which he had written, some of them having been done by Binns
-himself. And what was more, Collins was soon closeted intimately with
-the captain in his room, strolling in and out of that sanctum as if
-it were his private demesne, and somehow giving Binns the impression
-of being in touch with realms and deeds of which he had never heard,
-and never would. It made Binns doubly apprehensive lest in these
-secret intimacies tales and mysteries should be unfolded which should
-have their first light in the pages of the _News_, and so leave him
-to be laughed at as one who could not get the news. In consequence,
-he watched the _News_ more closely than ever for any evidence of
-such treachery on the part of the police, while at the same time he
-redoubled his interest in any such items as came to his attention. By
-reason of this, as well as by his greater skill in writing and his
-undeniable imagination, on more than one occasion he gave Mr. Collins
-a good drubbing, chancing to make good stories out of things which Mr.
-Collins had evidently dismissed as worthless. _Au contraire_, now and
-then a case appeared in the columns of the _News_ with details which
-he had not been able to obtain, and concerning which the police had
-insisted that they knew nothing. It was thus that Mr. Collins secured
-his revenge--and very good revenge too, it was at times.
-
-But Mr. Binns managed to hold his own, as, for instance, late one
-August afternoon when a negro girl in one of those crowded alleys
-which made up an interesting and even amazing portion of O---- was cut
-almost to shreds by an ex-lover who, following her from river-city to
-river-city and town to town, had finally come up with her here and had
-taken his revenge.
-
-It was a glistering tale this. It appeared (but only after the greatest
-industry on the part of Mr. Binns) that some seven or eight months
-before [the O---- papers curiously were always interested in a tale
-of this kind] this same girl and the negro who had cut her had been
-living together as man and wife in Cairo, Illinois, and that later the
-lover (a coal passer or stevedore, working now on one boat and now on
-another plying the Mississippi between New Orleans and O----), who was
-plainly wildly fond of her, became suspicious and finally satisfying
-himself that his mistress, who was a real beauty after her kind, was
-faithless to him, set a trap to catch her. Returning suddenly one
-day when she imagined him to be away for a week or two of labor, and
-bursting in upon her, he found her with another man. Death would have
-been her portion as well as that of her lover had it not been for the
-interference of friends, which had permitted the pair to escape.
-
-Lacerated by the double offenses of betrayal and desertion, he now set
-out to follow her, as the cutting on this occasion proved. Returning
-to his task as stevedore and working his way thus from one river-city
-to another, he arrived by turns in Memphis, Vicksburg, Natchez and
-New Orleans, in each case making it a point to disguise himself as
-a peddler selling trinkets and charms, and in this capacity walking
-the crowded negro sections of all these cities calling his wares.
-Ambling up one of these stuffy, stifling alleys, finally, in O----
-which bordered on this same police station and where so many negroes
-lived, he encountered this late August afternoon his quondam but
-now faithless love. In answer to his cry of “Rings! Pins! Buckles!
-Trinkets!” his false love, apparently not recognizing his voice, put
-her head out of a doorway. On the instant the damage was done. Dropping
-his tray, he was upon her in a flash with his razor, cris-crossing and
-slashing her until she was marred beyond recognition. With fiendish
-cruelty he cut her cheeks, lips, arms, legs, back, and sides, so much
-so that when Binns arrived at the City Hospital where she had been
-taken, he found her unconscious and her life despaired of. On the other
-hand, the lover had made good his escape, as had her paramour.
-
-Curiously, this story captured the fancy of Mr. Binns as it did that
-of his city editor later, completely. It was such a thing as he could
-do, and do well. With almost deft literary art he turned it into a
-rather striking black tragedy. Into it, after convincing his rather
-fussy city editor that it was worth the telling, he had crowded a
-bit of the flavor of the hot waterfronts of Cairo, Memphis, Natchez,
-and New Orleans, the sing-song sleepiness of the stevedores at their
-lazy labors, the idle, dreamy character of the slow-moving boats,
-this rickety alley, with its semi-barbaric curtain-hung shacks and
-its swarming, idle, crooning, shuffling negro life. Even an old negro
-refrain appropriate to a trinket peddler, and the low, bold negro life
-two such truants might enjoy, were pictured. An old negro mammy with a
-yellow-dotted kerchief over her head who kept talking of “disha Gawge”
-and “disha Sam” and “disha Marquatta” (the girl), had moved him to a
-poetic frenzy. Naturally it made a colorful tale, and his city editor
-felt called upon to compliment him on it.
-
-But in the _News_, owing possibly to Collins’s inability to grasp the
-full significance, the romance, of such a story as this, it received
-but a scant stick--a low dive cutting affray. His was not the type of
-mind that could see the color here, but once seen he could realize
-wherein he had been beaten, and it infuriated him.
-
-“You think you’re a helluva feller, dontcha?” he snarled the next day
-on sight, his lip a-curl with scorn and rage. “You think you’ve pulled
-off sompin swell. Say, I’ve been up against you wordy boys before, and
-I can work all around you. All you guys can do is get a few facts and
-then pad ’em up. You never get the real stuff, never,” and he even
-snapped his fingers under the nose of the surprised Mr. Binns. “Wait’ll
-we get a real case some time, you and me, and then I’ll show you
-sompin. Wait and see.”
-
-“My good fellow,” Mr. Binns was about to begin, but the cold, hard,
-revengeful glare in the eyes of Mr. Collins quite took his breath away.
-Then and there Mr. Collins put a strange haunting fear of himself into
-Mr. Binns’s mind. There was something so savage about him, so like that
-of an angry hornet or snake that it left him all but speechless. “Is
-that so?” he managed to say after a time. “You think you will, do you?
-That’s easy enough to say, now that you’re beaten, but I guess I’ll be
-right there when the time comes.”
-
-“Aw, go to hell!” growled Collins savagely, and he walked off, leaving
-Mr. Binns smiling pleasantly, albeit vacantly, and at the same time
-wondering just what it was Mr. Collins was going to do to him, and
-when.
-
-The sequel to this was somewhat more interesting.
-
-As Mr. Binns came in one morning fresh from his bath and breakfast,
-his new city editor called him into his office. Mr. Waxby, in contrast
-with Mr. Batsford, was a small, waspish, and yet affable and capable
-man whom Binns could not say he admired as a man or a gentleman, but
-who, he was sure, was a much better city editor than Batsford, and who
-appreciated him, Binns, as Batsford never had, i.e., at his true worth.
-Batsford had annoyed him with such a dog as Collins, whereas Waxby had
-almost coddled him. And what a nose for news!
-
-Mr. Waxby eyed him rather solemnly and enigmatically on this occasion,
-and then observed: “Do you remember, Binns, that big M.P. train robbery
-that took place out here near Dolesville about six months ago?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“And do you remember that the Governor of this state and his military
-staff, all in uniform, as well as a half dozen other big-wigs, were
-on board, and that they all reported that there had been seven lusty
-bandits, all heavily armed, some of whom went through the train and
-robbed the passengers while others compelled the engineer and fireman
-to get down, uncouple the engine, and then blow open the express car
-door and safe for them and carry out the money, about twenty or thirty
-thousand dollars all told?”
-
-Binns remembered it well. He had been on the _News_ at the time, and
-the full-page spread had attracted his keenest attention. It was
-illustrative, as he thought, of the character of this region--raw and
-still daring. It smacked so much of the lawlessness of the forties,
-when pack-train and stage-coach robberies were the rule and not the
-exception. It had caused his hair to tingle at the roots at times so
-real was it. Never had he been so close, as it were, to anything so
-dramatic.
-
-“Yes, sir, I remember it very well,” he replied.
-
-“And do you remember how the newspapers laughed over the fact that
-the Governor and his military staff had crawled into their berths and
-didn’t come out again until the train had started?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“Well now, Binns, just read this,” and here Mr. Waxby handed him a
-telegram, the while his eyes gleamed with a keen humorous light, and
-Mr. Binns read:
-
- “Medicine Flats, M. K.
-
- “Lem Rollins arrested here to-day confesses to single-handed robbery
- of M. P. express west of Dolesville February 2d last. Money recovered.
- Rollins being brought to O---- via C.T.&A. this p.m. Should arrive
- six-thirty.”
-
-“Apparently,” cackled Mr. Waxby, “there was nothing to that
-seven-bandit story at all, Binns. There weren’t any seven robbers, but
-just one, and they’ve caught him, and he’s confessed,” and here he
-burst into more laughter.
-
-“No, Binns,” went on Waxby, “if this is really true, it is a wonderful
-story. You don’t often find one man holding up a whole train anywhere
-and getting away with twenty or thirty thousand dollars. It’s amazing.
-I’ve decided that we won’t wait for him to arrive, but that you’re to
-go out and meet him. According to this time-table you can take a local
-that leaves here at two-fifteen and get to Pacific fifteen minutes
-ahead of the express on which he is coming in, and you’ve just about
-time to make it. That will give you all of an hour and a half in which
-to interview him. It’s just possible that the _News_ and the other
-papers won’t get wind of this in time to send a man. Think of the
-opportunity it gives you to study him! No seven robbers, remember, but
-just one! And the Governor and his whole staff on board! Make him tell
-what he thinks of the Governor and his staff. Make him talk. Ha! ha!
-You’ll have him all to yourself. Think of that! And they crawled into
-their berths! Ha! ha! Gee whiz, you’ve got the chance of a lifetime!”
-
-Mr. Binns stared at the telegram. He recalled the detailed descriptions
-of the actions of the seven robbers, how some of them had prowled
-up and down outside the train, while others went through it rifling
-the passengers, and still others, forward, overawed the engineer and
-fireman, broke open and robbed the express car safe in the face of an
-armed messenger as well as mailman and trainmen, and how they had then
-decamped into the dark. How could one man have done it? It couldn’t be
-true!
-
-Nevertheless he arose, duly impressed. It would be no easy task to get
-just the right touch, but he felt that he might. If only the train
-weren’t over-run with other reporters! He stuffed some notepaper into
-his pocket and bustled down to the Union Station--if Mr. Binns could be
-said to _bustle_. Here he encountered his first hitch.
-
-On inquiring for a ticket to Pacific, the slightly disturbing response
-of “Which road?” was made.
-
-“Are there two?” asked Mr. Binns.
-
-“Yes--M.P. and C.T.&A.”
-
-“They both go to Pacific, do they?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Which train leaves first?”
-
-“C.T.&A. It’s waiting now.”
-
-Mr. Binns hesitated, but there was no time to lose. It didn’t make any
-difference, so long as he connected with the incoming express, as the
-time-table showed that this did. He paid for his ticket and got aboard,
-but now an irritating thought came to him. Supposing other reporters
-from either the _News_ or one of the three afternoon papers were
-aboard, especially the _News_! If there were not he would have this
-fine task all to himself, and what a beat! But if there were others?
-He walked forward to the smoker, which was the next car in front, and
-there, to his intense disgust and nervous dissatisfaction, he spied,
-of all people, the one man he would least have expected to find on
-an assignment of this kind, the one man he least wanted to see--Mr.
-Collins, no less, red-headed, serene, determined, a cigar between his
-teeth, crouched low in his seat smoking and reading a paper as calmly
-as though he were not bent upon the most important task of the year.
-
-“Pshaw!” exclaimed Mr. Binns irritably and even bitterly.
-
-He returned to his seat nervous and ill composed, all the more so
-because he now recalled Collins’s venomous threat, “Wait’ll we get a
-real case some time, you and me.” The low creature! Why, he couldn’t
-even write a decent sentence. Why should he fear him so? But just the
-same he did fear him--why, he could scarcely say. Collins was so raw,
-savage, brutal, in his mood and plans.
-
-But why, in heaven’s name, he now asked himself as he meditated in
-his seat as to ways and means, should a man like Batsford send a man
-like Collins, who couldn’t even write, to interpret a story and a
-character of this kind? How could he hope to dig out the odd psychology
-of this very queer case? Plainly he was too crude, too unintellectual
-to get it straight. Nevertheless, here he was, and now, plainly, he
-would have this awful creature to contend with. And Collins was so
-bitter toward him. He would leave no trick unturned to beat him! These
-country detectives and sheriff and railroad men, whoever they were or
-wherever they came from, would be sure, on the instant, to make friends
-with Collins, as they always did, and do their best to serve him.
-They seemed to like that sort of man, worse luck. They might even, at
-Collins’s instigation, refuse to let him interview the bandit at all!
-If so, then what? But Collins would get something somehow, you might
-be sure, secret details which they might not relate to him. It made
-him nervous. Even if he got a chance he would have to interview this
-wonderful bandit in front of this awful creature, this one man whom he
-most despised, and who would deprive him of most of the benefit of all
-his questions by writing as though he had thought of and asked all of
-them himself. Think of it!
-
-The dreary local sped on, and as it drew nearer and nearer to Pacific,
-Binns became more and more nervous. For him the whole charm of this
-beautiful September landscape through which he was speeding now was
-all spoiled. When the train finally drew up at Pacific he jumped down,
-all alive with the determination not to be outdone in any way, and yet
-nervous and worried to a degree. Let Collins do his worst, he thought.
-He would show him. Still--just then he saw the latter jumping down. At
-the same time, Collins spied him, and on the instant his face clouded
-over. He seemed fairly to bristle with an angry animal rage, and he
-glared as though he would like to kill Binns, at the same time looking
-around to see who else might get off. “My enemy!” was written all over
-him. Seeing no one, he ran up to the station-agent and apparently
-asked when the train from the West was due. Binns decided at once not
-to trail, but instead sought information from his own conductor, who
-assured him that the East-bound express would probably be on time five
-minutes later, and would certainly stop here.
-
-“We take the siding here,” he said. “You’ll hear the whistle in a few
-minutes.”
-
-“It always stops here, does it?” asked Binns anxiously.
-
-“Always.”
-
-As they talked, Collins came back to the platform’s edge and stood
-looking up the track. At the same time this train pulled out, and a
-few minutes later the whistle of the express was heard. Now for a real
-contest, thought Binns. Somewhere in one of those cars would be this
-astounding bandit surrounded by detectives, and his duty, in spite of
-the indignity of it, would be to clamber aboard and get there first,
-explain who he was, ingratiate himself into the good graces of the
-captors and the prisoner, and begin his questioning, vanquishing
-Collins as best he might--perhaps by the ease with which he should take
-charge. In a few moments the express was rolling into the station, and
-then Binns saw his enemy leap aboard and, with that iron effrontery
-and savageness which always irritated Binns so much, race through the
-forward cars to find the prisoner. Binns was about to essay the rear
-cars, but just then the conductor, a portly, genial-looking soul,
-stepped down beside him.
-
-“Is Lem Rollins, the train robber they are bringing in from Bald Knob,
-on here?” he inquired. “I’m from the _Star_, and I’ve been sent out to
-interview him.”
-
-“You’re on the wrong road, brother,” smiled the conductor. “He’s not
-on this train. Those detective fellows have fooled you newspaper men,
-I’m afraid. They’re bringing him in over the M.P., as I understand it.
-They took him across from Bald Knob to Wahaba and caught the train
-there--but I’ll tell you,” and here he took out a large open-face
-silver watch and consulted it, “you might be able to catch him yet if
-you run for it. It’s only across the field there. You see that little
-yellow station over there? Well, that’s the depot. It’s due now, but
-sometimes it’s a little late. You’ll have to run for it, though. You
-haven’t a minute to spare.”
-
-Binns was all aquiver on the instant. Suppose, in spite of Collins’s
-zeal and savagery, he should outwit him yet by catching this other
-train while he was searching this one! All the gameness of his youth
-and profession rose up in him. Without stopping to thank his informer,
-he leaped like a hare along the little path which cut diagonally across
-this lone field and which was evidently well worn by human feet. As he
-ran he wondered whether the genial conductor could possibly have lied
-to him to throw him off the track, and also if his enemy, seeing him
-running, had discovered his error by now and was following, granting
-that the conductor had told him the truth. He looked back occasionally,
-taking off his coat and glasses as he ran, and even throwing away
-his cane. Apparently Collins was still searching the other train.
-And now Binns at the same time, looking eagerly forward toward the
-other station, saw a semaphore arm which stood at right angles to the
-station lower itself for a clear track for some train. At the same time
-he also spied a mail-bag hanging out on a take-post arm, indicating
-that whatever this train was and whichever way it might be going, it
-was not going to stop here. He turned, still uncertain as to whether
-he had made a mistake in not searching the other train. Supposing
-the conductor had deliberately fooled him! Suppose Collins had made
-some preliminary arrangements of which he knew nothing? Suppose he
-had! Supposing the burglar were really on there, and even now Collins
-was busy with the opening questions of his interview, while he was
-here, behind! Oh Lord, what a beat! And he would have no reasonable
-explanation to offer except that he had been outwitted. What would
-happen to him? He slowed up in his running, chill beads of sweat
-bursting out on his face as he did so, but then, looking backward, he
-saw the train begin to move and from it, as if shot out of a gun, the
-significant form of Collins leap down and begin to run along this
-same path. Then, by George, the robber was not on it, after all! The
-conductor had told him the truth! Ha! Collins would now attempt to make
-this other train. He had been told that the bandit was coming in on
-this. Binns could see him speeding along the path at top speed, his hat
-off, his hands waving nervously about. But by now Binns had reached the
-station a good three minutes ahead of his rival.
-
-Desperately he ran into it, a tiny thing, sticking his eager perspiring
-face in at the open office window, and calling to the stout, truculent
-little occupant of it:
-
-“When is the East-bound M.P. express due here?”
-
-“Now,” replied the agent surlily.
-
-“Does it stop?”
-
-“No, it don’t stop.”
-
-“Can it be stopped?”
-
-“No, it _cannot_!”
-
-“You mean to say you have no right to stop it?”
-
-“I mean I won’t stop it.”
-
-As they spoke there came the ominous shriek of the express’s whistle
-tearing on toward them. For the moment he was almost willing that
-Collins should join him if only he could make the train and gain this
-interview. He must have it. Waxby expected him to get it. Think of what
-a beat he would have if he won--what Waxby would think if he failed!
-
-“Would five dollars stop it?” he asked desperately, diving into his
-pocket.
-
-“No.”
-
-“Will ten?”
-
-“It might,” the agent replied crustily, and rose to his feet.
-
-“Stop it,” urged Binns feverishly, handing over the bill.
-
-The agent took it, and grabbing a tablet of yellow order blanks which
-lay before him, scribbled something on the face of one and ran outside,
-holding it up at arm’s length as he did so. At the same time he called
-to Binns:
-
-“Run on down the track! Run after it. She won’t stop here--she can’t.
-She’ll go a thousand feet before she can slow up. Get on down there,
-and after you’re on I’ll let ’er go.”
-
-He waved the yellow paper desperately, while Binns, all tense with
-excitement and desire, began running as fast as he could in the
-direction indicated. Now, if he were lucky, he would make it, and
-Collins would be left behind--think of it! He could get them to go
-ahead, maybe, before Collins could get aboard. Oh, my! As he ran and
-thought, he heard the grinding wheels of the express rushing up behind
-him. In a thought, as it were, it was alongside and past, its wheels
-shrieking and emitting sparks. True enough, it was stopping! He would
-be able to get on! Oh, glory! And maybe Collins wouldn’t be able to!
-Wouldn’t that be wonderful? It was far ahead of him now, but almost
-stock-still, and he was running like mad. As he ran he could hear the
-final gritty screech of the wheels against the brakes as the train came
-to a full stop farther on, and then coming up and climbing aboard,
-breathless and gasping painfully, he looked back, only to see that his
-rival had taken a diagonal course across the common, and was now not
-more than a hundred feet behind. He would make the train if he kept
-this up. It could scarcely be started quickly enough to leave him
-behind, even if Binns paid for it. Instead of setting himself to the
-stern task of keeping Mr. Collins off the train, however, as assuredly
-Mr. Collins would have done--with his fists or his feet, if necessary,
-or his money--Mr. Binns now hesitated, uncertain what to do. On the
-rear platform with him was a brakeman newly stepped forth and, coming
-out of the door, the conductor.
-
-“Let her go!” he cried to the conductor. “Let her go! It’s all right!
-Go on!”
-
-“Don’t that other fellow want to get on?” asked the latter curiously.
-
-“No, no, no!” Binns exclaimed irritably and yet pleading. “Don’t let
-him on! He hasn’t any right on here. I arranged to stop this train. I’m
-from the _Star_. I’ll pay you if you don’t let him on. It’s the train
-robber I want. Go ahead,” but even as he spoke Mr. Collins came up,
-panting and wet, but with a leer of triumph and joy over his rival’s
-discomfiture written all over his face as he pulled himself up the
-steps.
-
-“You thought you’d leave me behind, didn’t you?” he sneered as he
-pushed his way upward. “Well, I fooled you this time, didn’t I?”
-
-Now was the crucial moment of Mr. Binns’s career had his courage been
-equal to it, but it was not. He had the opportunity to do the one
-thing which might have wrested victory from defeat--that is, push Mr.
-Collins off and keep him off. The train was beginning to move. But
-instead of employing this raw force which Mr. Collins would assuredly
-have employed, he hesitated and debated, unable in his super-refinement
-to make up his mind, while Mr. Collins, not to be daunted or parleyed
-with, dashed into the car in search of the robber. In the sudden
-immensity of his discomfiture, Binns now followed him with scarcely
-a thought for the moment, only to see Collins bustling up to the
-bandit in the third car ahead who, handcuffed to a country sheriff and
-surrounded by several detectives, was staring idly at the passengers.
-
-“Gee, sport,” the latter was saying as Mr. Binns sat down, patting
-the burglar familiarly on the knee and fixing him with that basilisk
-gaze of his which was intended to soothe and flatter the victim, “that
-was a great trick you pulled off. The paper’ll be crazy to find out
-how you did it. My paper, the _News_, wants a whole page of it. It
-wants your picture, too. Say, you didn’t really do it all alone, did
-you? Well, that’s what I call swell work, eh, Cap?” and now he turned
-his ingratiating leer on the country sheriff and the detectives. In
-a moment or two more he was telling them all what an intimate friend
-he was of “Billy” Desmond, the chief of detectives of O---- and Mr.
-So-and-So, the chief of police, as well as various other dignitaries of
-that world.
-
-Plainly, admitted Binns to himself, he was beaten now, as much so
-as this burglar, he thought. His great opportunity was gone. What a
-victory this might have been, and now look at it! Disgruntled, he
-sat down beside his enemy, beginning to think what to ask, the while
-the latter, preening himself in his raw way on his success, began
-congratulating the prisoner on his great feat.
-
-“The dull stuff!” thought Mr. Binns. “To think that I should have
-to contend with a creature like this! And these are the people he
-considers something! And he wants a whole page for the _News_! My
-word! He’d do well if he wrote a half-column alone.”
-
-Still, to his intense chagrin, he could not fail to see that Mr.
-Collins was making excellent headway, not only with the country
-sheriff, who was a big bland creature, but the detectives and even
-the burglar himself. The latter was a most unpromising specimen for
-so unique a deed--short, broad-shouldered, heavy-limbed, with a
-squarish, inexpressive, even dull-looking face, blue-gray eyes, dark
-brown hair, big, lumpy, rough hands, and a tanned and seamed skin. He
-wore the cheap, nondescript clothes of a laborer, a blue “hickory”
-shirt, blackish-gray trousers, brownish-maroon coat, and a red bandana
-handkerchief in lieu of a collar. On his head was a small round brown
-hat pulled down over his eyes after the manner of a cap. He had the
-still, indifferent expression of a captive bird, and when Binns finally
-faced him and sat down, he seemed scarcely to notice either him or
-Collins, or if so with eyes that told nothing. Binns often wondered
-afterward what he really did think. At the same time he was so incensed
-at the mere presence of Collins that he could scarcely speak.
-
-The latter had the average detective-politician-gambler’s habit of
-simulating an intense interest and an enthusiasm which he did not
-feel, his face wreathing itself in a cheery smile, the while his eyes
-followed one like those of a hawk, attempting all the while to discover
-whether his assumed enthusiasm or friendship was being accepted at its
-face value or not. The only time Binns seemed to obtain the least grip
-on this situation, or to impress himself on the minds of the detectives
-and prisoner, was when it came to those finer shades of questioning
-which concerned just why, for what ulterior reasons, the burglar had
-attempted this deed alone. But even here, Binns noticed that his
-confrère was all ears, and making copious notes.
-
-But always, to Binns’s astonishment and chagrin, the prisoner as well
-as his captors paid more attention to Collins than they did to himself.
-They turned to him as to a lamp, and seemed to be really immensely more
-impressed with him than with himself, although the principal lines of
-questioning fell to him. After a time he became so dour and enraged
-that he could think of but one thing that would really have satisfied
-him, and that was to attack Collins physically and give him a good
-beating.
-
-However, by degrees and between them, the story was finally extracted,
-and a fine tale it made. It appeared that up to seven or eight months
-preceding the robbery, possibly a year, Rollins had never thought of
-being a train robber but had been only a freight brakeman or yard-hand
-on this same road at one of its division points. Latterly he had even
-been promoted to be a sort of superior switchman and assistant freight
-handler at some station where there was considerable work of this kind.
-Previous to his railroad work he had been a livery stable helper in the
-town where he was eventually apprehended, and before that a farm-hand
-somewhere near the same place. About a year before the crime, owing to
-hard times, this road had laid off a large number of men, including
-Rollins, and reduced the wages of all others by as much as ten per
-cent. Naturally a great deal of labor discontent ensued, and strikes,
-riots, and the like were the order of the day. Again, a certain number
-of train robberies which were charged and traced to discharged and
-dissatisfied employees now followed. The methods of successful train
-robbing were then and there so cleverly set forth by the average
-newspaper that nearly any burglar so inclined could follow them. Among
-other things, while working as a freight handler, Rollins had heard of
-the many money shipments made by express companies in their express
-cars, their large amounts, the manner in which they were guarded, and
-so on.
-
-The road for which he worked at this time, the M.P., was, as he now
-learned, a very popular route for money shipments both East and West.
-And although express messengers (as those in charge of the car and
-its safe were called) were well and invariably armed owing to the
-many train robberies which had been occurring in the West recently,
-still these assaults had not been without success. Indeed, the deaths
-of various firemen, engineers, messengers, conductors, and even
-passengers, and the fact that much money had recently been stolen
-and never recovered, had not only encouraged the growth of banditry
-everywhere, but had put such an unreasoning fear into most employees
-connected with the roads that but few even of those especially picked
-guards ventured to give these marauders battle.
-
-But just the same, the psychology which eventually resulted in this
-amazing single-handed attempt and its success was not so much that
-Rollins was a poor and discharged railroad hand unable to find any
-other form of employment, although that was a part of it, or that he
-was an amazingly cold, cruel and subtle soul, which he was not by any
-means, but that he was really largely unconscious of the tremendous
-risks he was taking. He was just mentally “thick”--well insulated,
-as it were. This was a fact which Binns had to bring out and which
-Collins noted. He had never, as it now developed, figured it out from
-the point of danger, being more or less lobster-like in his nervous
-organism, but solely from the point of view of success. In sum, in his
-idleness, having wandered back to his native region where he had first
-started out as a livery hand, he had now fallen in love with a young
-girl there, and then realizing, for the first time perhaps, that he was
-rather hard pressed for cash and unable to make her such presents as
-he desired, he had begun to think seriously of some method of raising
-money. Even this had not resulted in anything until latterly, another
-ex-railroad hand who had been laid off by this same company arrived
-and proposed, in connection with a third man whom he knew, to rob a
-train. At this time Rollins had rejected this scheme as not feasible,
-not wishing to connect himself with others in any such crime. Later,
-however, his own condition becoming more pressing, he had begun to
-think of train robbing as a means of setting himself up in life, only,
-as he reasoned, it must be alone.
-
-Why alone? queried Binns.
-
-That was the point all were so anxious to discover--why alone, with all
-the odds against him?
-
-Well, he couldn’t say exactly. He had just “kind o’ sort o’ thort,” as
-he expressed it, that he might frighten them into letting him alone!
-Other bandits (so few as three in one case of which he had read) had
-held up large trains. Why not one? Revolver shots fired about a train
-easily frightened all passengers as well as all trainmen, so the other
-robbers had told him, and anyhow it was a life to death job either
-way, and it would be better for him, he thought, if he worked it out
-alone instead of with others. Often, he said, other men “squealed,” or
-they had girls who told on them. He knew that. Binns looked at him,
-intensely interested and all but moved by the sheer courage, or “gall,”
-or “grit,” imbedded somewhere in this stocky frame.
-
-But how could he hope to overcome the engineer, fireman, baggage man,
-express messenger, mailmen, conductor, brakeman and passengers, to
-say nothing of the Governor and his staff? How? By the way, did he
-know at the time that the Governor and his staff were on board? No,
-he hadn’t known that until afterward, and as for the others, well, he
-just thought he could overawe them. Collins’s eyes were luminous as
-Rollins said this, his face radiant. Far more than Binns, he seemed to
-understand and even approve of the raw force of all this.
-
-The manner in which Rollins came to fix on this particular train to rob
-was also told. Every Thursday and Friday, or so he had been told while
-he was assistant freight handler, a limited which ran West at midnight
-past Dolesville carried larger shipments of money than on other nights.
-This was due to week-end exchanges between Eastern and Western banks,
-although he did not know that. Having decided on the train, although
-not on the day, he had proceeded by degrees to secure from one distant
-small town and another, and at different times so as to avoid all
-chance of detection, first, a small handbag from which he had scraped
-all evidence of the maker’s name; six or seven fused sticks of giant
-powder such as farmers use to blow up stumps; two revolvers holding
-six cartridges each, and some cartridges; and cord and cloth, out of
-which he proposed to make bundles of the money if necessary. Placing
-all of these in his bag, which he kept always beside him, he next
-visited Dolesville, a small town nearest the spot which he had fixed on
-in his mind as the place for his crime, and reconnoitering it and its
-possibilities, finally arranged all his plans to a nicety.
-
-Just at the outskirts of this hamlet, as he now told Binns and Collins,
-which had been selected because of its proximity to a lone wood and
-marsh, stood a large water-tank at which this express as well as nearly
-all other trains stopped for water. Beyond it, about five miles, was
-the wood with its marsh, where he planned to have the train stopped.
-The express, as he learned, was regularly due at about one in the
-morning. The nearest town beyond the wood was all of five miles away, a
-mere hamlet like this one.
-
-On the night in question, between eight and nine, he carried the bag,
-minus its revolvers and sticks of giant powder, which were now on his
-person, to that exact spot opposite the wood where he wished the train
-to stop, and left it there beside the railroad track. He then walked
-back the five miles to the water-tank, where he concealed himself and
-waited for the train. When it stopped, and just before it started
-again, he slipped in between the engine tender and the front baggage
-car, which was “blind” at both ends. The train resumed its journey, but
-on reaching the spot where he felt sure the bag should be, he could not
-make it out. The engine headlight did not seem to reveal it. Fearing
-to lose his chance and realizing that he was at about the place where
-he had left it, he rose up, and climbing over the coal-box, covered
-the two men in the cab, and compelled them to stop the train, dismount
-and uncouple the engine. Then, revolver in hand, he drove them before
-him to the express car door where, presenting one with a fused stick
-of giant powder, he forced him to blow open the door; the messenger
-within, still refusing to open it although he would not fire, for fear
-of killing either the engineer or fireman. Both engineer and fireman,
-at his command, then entered the car and blew open the money safe,
-throwing out the packages of bills and coin at his word, the while
-Rollins, realizing the danger of either trainmen or passengers coming
-forward, had been firing a few shots backward toward the rear coaches
-so as to overawe the passengers, and at the same time kept calling to
-purely imaginary companions to keep watch there. It was these shots and
-calls that had presumably sent the Governor and his staff scurrying
-to their berths. They also put the fear of death into the minds of
-the engineer and fireman and messenger, who imagined that he had many
-confrères on the other side of the express car but for some reason,
-because he was the leader, no doubt, preferred to act alone.
-
-“Don’t kill anybody, boys, unless you have to,” is what Rollins said he
-called, or “That’s all right, Frank. Stay over there. Watch that side.
-I’ll take care of these.” Then he would fire a few more shots, and so
-all were deluded.
-
-Once the express car door and safe had been blown open and the money
-handed out, he had now compelled the engineer and fireman to come down,
-recouple the engine, and pull away. Only after the train had safely
-disappeared in the distance did he venture to gather up the various
-packages, only since he had lost his bag and had no light, he had
-to fumble about and make a bag of his coat for them. With this over
-his shoulder, he eventually staggered off into the wood and marsh,
-concealing it under muck and stones, and then making for safety himself.
-
-But, as it turned out, two slight errors, one of forgetfulness and
-one of eyesight, caused him to finally lose the fruit of his victory.
-The loss of the bag, in which he had first placed and then forgotten
-an initialed handkerchief belonging to his love, eventually brought
-about his capture. It is true that he had gone back to look for the
-bag, without, however, remembering that the handkerchief was in it,
-but fearing capture if he lingered too long, had made off after a
-time without it. Later a posse of detectives and citizens arriving
-and finding the bag with the initialed handkerchief inside, they were
-eventually able to trace him. For, experts meditating on the crime,
-decided that owing to the hard times and the laying-off of employees,
-some of the latter might have had a hand in it, and so, in due time,
-the whereabouts and movements of each and every one of them was gone
-into, resulting in the discovery finally that this particular ex-helper
-had returned rather recently to his semi-native town and had there been
-going with a certain girl, and that even now he was about to marry her.
-Also, it was said that he was possessed of unusual means, for him.
-Next, it was discovered that her initials corresponded to those on the
-handkerchief. Presto, Mr. Rollins was arrested, a search made of his
-room, and nearly all of the money recovered. Then, being “caught with
-the goods,” he confessed, and here on this day was he being hurried
-to O---- to be jailed and sentenced, while Mr. Binns and Mr. Collins,
-like harpies, hovered over him, anxious to make literary capital of his
-error.
-
-The only thing that consoled Mr. Binns, now that this story was finally
-told, was that although he had failed to make it impossible for Collins
-to get it, when it came to the writing of it he would be able to outdo
-him, making a better and more connected narrative. Still, even here he
-was a little dubious. During this interview Collins had been making
-endless notes, putting down each least shade of Binns’s questioning,
-and with the aid of one or several of the best men of the _News_ would
-probably be able to work it out. Then what would be left?
-
-But as they were nearing O---- a new situation intruded itself which
-soon threatened on the face of it to rob Binns of nearly, if not quite,
-all his advantage. And this related, primarily, to the matter of a
-picture. It was most essential that one should be made, either here or
-in the city, only neither Waxby nor himself, nor the city editor of the
-_News_ apparently, had thought to include an artist on this expedition.
-Now the importance of this became more and more apparent, and Collins,
-with that keen sense he had for making tremendous capital of seeming
-by-products, suggested, after first remarking that he “guessed” they
-would have to send to police headquarters afterward and have one made:
-
-“How would it do, old man, if we took him up to the _News_ office after
-we get in, and let your friends Hill and Weaver make a picture of him?”
-(These two were intimates of Binns in the art department, as Collins
-happened to know.) “Then both of us could get one right away. I’d say
-take him to the _Star_, only the _News_ is so much nearer” (which was
-true), “and we have that new flash-light machine, you know” (which was
-also true, the _Star_ being but poorly equipped in this respect). He
-added a friendly aside to the effect that of course this depended on
-whether the prisoner and officers in charge were willing.
-
-“No, no, no!” replied Binns irritably and suspiciously. “No, I won’t
-do that. You mean you want to get him into the _News_ office first.
-Not at all. I’ll never stand for that. Hill and Weaver are my friends,
-but I won’t do it. If you want to bring him down to the _Star_, that’s
-different. I’ll agree to that. Our art department can make pictures
-just as good as yours, and you can have one.”
-
-For a moment Collins’s face fell, but he soon returned to the attack.
-From his manner one would have judged that he was actually desirous of
-doing Binns a favor.
-
-“But why not the _News_?” he insisted pleasantly. “Those two boys are
-your friends. They wouldn’t do anything to hurt you. Think of the
-difference in the distance, the time we’ll save. We want to save time,
-don’t we? Here it is nearly six-thirty, and by the time we get back to
-the office it’ll be half-past seven or eight. It’s all right for you,
-because you can write faster, but look at me. I’d just as lief go down
-there as not, but what’s the difference? Besides the _News_ has got a
-better plant, and you know it. Either Hill or Weaver’ll make a fine
-picture, and they’ll give you one. Ain’t that all right?”
-
-At once he sensed what it was that Collins wanted. What he really
-understood was that if Collins could get this great train robber into
-the office of the _News_ _first_, it would take away so much of the
-sheer necessity he would be put to of repeating all he had heard and
-seen en route. For once there, other staff members would be able to
-take the criminal in hand and with the aid of what Collins had to
-report, extract such a tale as even Binns himself could not better. In
-addition, it would be such a triumph of reporting--to go out and bring
-your subject in!
-
-“No, it’s not,” replied Binns truculently, “and I won’t do it. It’s all
-right about Hill and Weaver. I know they’ll give me a picture if the
-paper will let them, but I know the paper won’t let them, and besides,
-you’re not doing it for that reason. I know what you want. You want to
-be able to claim in the morning that you brought this man to the _News_
-_first_. I know you.”
-
-For a moment Collins appeared to be quieted by this, and half seemed to
-abandon the project. He took it up again after a few moments, however,
-seemingly in the most conciliatory spirit in the world, only now he
-kept boring Binns with his eyes, a thing which he had never attempted
-before.
-
-“Aw, come on,” he repeated genially, looking Binns squarely in the
-eyes. “What’s the use being small about this? You know you’ve got the
-best of the story anyhow. And you’re goin’ to get a picture too, the
-same as us. If you don’t, then we’ll have to go clear to your office or
-send a man down to the jail. Think of the time it’ll take. What’s the
-use of that? One picture’s as good as another. And you can’t take any
-good pictures down there to-night, anyhow, and you know it.”
-
-As he talked he held Binns’s eyes with his own, and all at once the
-latter began to feel a curious wave of warmth, ease and uncertainty
-or confusion creep over him in connection with all this. What was so
-wrong with this proposition, anyhow, he began to ask himself, even
-while inwardly something was telling him that it was all wrong and
-that he was making a great mistake. For the first time in his life,
-and especially in connection with so trying a situation, he began
-to feel an odd sense of ease and comfort, or as if surrounded by a
-cloud of something that was comfortable and soothing. This scheme of
-Collins’s was not so bad after all, he thought. What was wrong with it?
-Hill and Weaver were his friends. They would make a good picture and
-give him one. Everything Collins was saying seemed true enough, only,
-only---- For the first time since knowing him, and in spite of all his
-opposition of this afternoon and before, Binns found himself not hating
-his rival as violently as he had in the past, but feeling as though he
-weren’t such an utterly bad sort after all. Curiously, though, he still
-didn’t believe a word that Collins said, but----
-
-“To the _News_, sure,” he found himself saying in a dumb, half-numb
-or sensuously warm way. “That wouldn’t be so bad. It’s nearer. What’s
-wrong with that? Hill or Weaver will make a good picture seven or eight
-inches long, and then I can take it along,” only at the same time he
-was thinking to himself, “I shouldn’t really do this. I shouldn’t
-think it. He’ll claim the credit of having brought this man to the
-_News_ office. He’s a big bluff, and I hate him. I’ll be making a big
-mistake. The _Star_ or nothing--that’s what I should say. Let him come
-down to the _Star_.”
-
-In the meantime they were entering O----, the station of which now
-appeared. By now, somehow, Collins had not only convinced the officers,
-but the prisoner himself. Binns could even see the rural love of show
-and parade a-gleam in their eyes, their respect for the _News_, the
-larger paper, as opposed to the _Star_. The _Star_ might be all right,
-but plainly the _News_ was the great place in the sight of these rurals
-for such an exhibition as this. What a pity, he thought, that he had
-ever left the _News_!
-
-As he arose with the others to leave the train he said dully, “No, I
-won’t come in on this. It’s all right if you want to bring him down to
-the _Star_, or you can take him to police headquarters. But I’m not
-going to let you do this. You hear now, don’t you?”
-
-But outside, Collins laying hold of his arm in an amazingly genial
-fashion, seemed to come nearer to him humanly than he had ever dreamed
-was possible before.
-
-“You come up with me to the _News_ now,” Collins kept saying, “and then
-I’ll go down with you to the _Star_, see? We’ll just let Hill or Weaver
-take one picture, and then we’ll go down to your place--you see?”
-
-Although Mr. Binns did not see, he went. For the time, nothing
-seemed important. If Collins had stayed by him he could possibly
-have prevented his writing any story at all. Even as Binns dreamed,
-Collins hailed a carriage, and the six of them crowded into it and were
-forthwith whirled away to the door of the _News_ where, once they had
-reached it and Collins, the detectives, and the bandit began hurrying
-across the sidewalk to that familiar door which once had meant so much
-to him, Binns suddenly awoke. What was it--the door? Or the temporary
-distraction of Collins? At any rate, he awoke now and made a frantic
-effort to retrieve himself.
-
-“Wait!” he called. “Say, hold on! Stop! I won’t do this at all. I don’t
-agree to this!” but now it was too late. In a trice the prisoner,
-officers, Collins and even himself were up the two or three low
-steps of the main entrance and into the hall, and then seeing the
-hopelessness of it he paused as they entered the elevator and was left
-to meditate on the inexplicability of the thing that had been done to
-him.
-
-What was it? How had this low brute succeeded in doing this to him? By
-the Lord, he had succeeded in hypnotizing him, or something very much
-like it. What had become, then, of his superior brain, his intellectual
-force, in the face of this gross savage desire on the part of Collins
-to win? It was unbelievable. Collins had beaten him, and that in a
-field and at a task at which he deemed himself unusually superior.
-
-“Great heavens!” he suddenly exclaimed to himself. “That’s what he’s
-done, he’s beaten me at my own game! He’s taken the prisoner, whom I
-really had in my own hands at one time, into the office of our great
-rival, and now in the morning it will all be in the paper! And I
-allowed him to do it! And I had him beaten, too! Why didn’t I kick him
-off the train? Why didn’t I bribe the conductor to help me? I could
-have. I was afraid of him, that’s what it is. And to-morrow there’ll
-be a long editorial in the _News_ telling how this fellow was brought
-first to the _News_ and photographed, and they’ll have his picture to
-prove it. Oh, Lord, what shall I do? How am I to get out of this?”
-
-Disconsolate and weary, he groaned and swore for blocks as he made
-his way toward the office of the _Star_. How to break it to Waxby!
-How to explain! The exact truth meant disgrace, possibly dismissal.
-He couldn’t tell really, as he had hoped he might, how he had all
-but prevented Collins from obtaining any interview. Waxby would have
-sniffed at his weakness in a crisis, put him down as a failure.
-
-Reaching the office, he told another kind of story which was but a
-half truth. What he could and did say was that the police, being
-temperamentally _en rapport_ with Collins, had worked with him and
-against the _Star_; that in spite of anything he could do, these rural
-officers and detectives had preferred to follow Collins rather than
-himself, that the superior position of the _News_ had lured them, and
-that against his final and fierce protest they had eventually gone in
-there, since the _News_ was on the natural route to the jail, and the
-_Star_ was not.
-
-Now it was Waxby’s turn to rage, and he did--not at Binns, but at the
-low dogs of police who were always favoring the _News_ at the expense
-of the _Star_. They had done it in the past, as he well knew, when he
-was city editor of the _News_. Then it had pleased him--but now----
-
-“I’ll fix them!” he squeaked shrilly. “I’ll make them sweat. No more
-favors from me, by----,” and rushing a photographer to the jail he had
-various pictures made, excellent ones, for that matter--only, what
-was the good? The fact that the _News_ had the honor of making the
-first picture of this celebrity under its own roof, its own vine and
-fig-tree, was galling. As a matter of fact, Waxby by now was blaming
-himself for not having sent an artist along.
-
-But to Binns the sad part was that Collins had him beaten, and that in
-the face of his self-boasted superiority. In spite of the fact that he
-might slave over the text, as he did, giving it, because of his despair
-and chagrin, all his best touches, still, the next morning, there
-on the front page of the _News_, was a large picture of the bandit
-seated in the sanctum sanctorum of the _News_, entirely surrounded by
-reporters and editors, and with a portion of the figure, although not
-the head, of the publisher himself in the background. And over it all
-in extra large type was the caption:
-
-“LOAN TRAIN ROBBER VISITS OFFICE OF _NEWS_ TO PAY HIS RESPECTS” while
-underneath, in italics, was a full account of how _willingly_ he had
-visited the _News_ because of its immense commercial, moral and other
-forms of superiority.
-
-Was Binns beaten?
-
-Well, rather!
-
-And did he feel it?
-
-He suffered tortures, not only for days, but for weeks and months,
-absolute tortures. The very thought of Collins made him want to rise
-and slay him.
-
-“To think,” he said over and over to himself, “that a low dog like
-Collins on whom I wouldn’t wipe my feet intellectually, as it were,
-could do this to me! He hypnotized me, by George! He did! He can! Maybe
-he could do it again! I wonder if he knows? Am I really the lesser and
-this scum the greater? Do writers grow on trees?”
-
-Sad thought.
-
-And some weeks later, meeting his old enemy one day on the street, he
-had the immense dissatisfaction of seeing the light of triumph and
-contempt in his eyes. The latter was so bold now, and getting along so
-well as a _reporter_, or “newspaper man,” that he had the hardihood to
-leer, sniff and exclaim:
-
-“These swell reporters! These high-priced ink-slingers! Say, who got
-the best of the train robber story, huh?”
-
-And Binns replied----
-
-But never mind what Binns replied. It wouldn’t be fit to read, and no
-publisher would print it anyhow.
-
-
-
-
-OLD ROGAUM AND HIS THERESA
-
-
-In all Bleecker Street was no more comfortable doorway than that of the
-butcher Rogaum, even if the first floor was given over to meat market
-purposes. It was to one side of the main entrance, which gave ingress
-to the butcher shop, and from it led up a flight of steps, at least
-five feet wide, to the living rooms above. A little portico stood out
-in front of it, railed on either side, and within was a second or final
-door, forming, with the outer or storm door, a little area, where Mrs.
-Rogaum and her children frequently sat of a summer’s evening. The outer
-door was never locked, owing to the inconvenience it would inflict on
-Mr. Rogaum, who had no other way of getting upstairs. In winter, when
-all had gone to bed, there had been cases in which belated travelers
-had taken refuge there from the snow or sleet. One or two newsboys
-occasionally slept there, until routed out by Officer Maguire, who,
-seeing it half open one morning at two o’clock, took occasion to look
-in. He jogged the newsboys sharply with his stick, and then, when they
-were gone, tried the inner door, which was locked.
-
-“You ought to keep that outer door locked, Rogaum,” he observed to the
-phlegmatic butcher the next evening, as he was passing, “people might
-get in. A couple o’ kids was sleepin’ in there last night.”
-
-“Ach, dot iss no difference,” answered Rogaum pleasantly. “I haf der
-inner door locked, yet. Let dem sleep. Dot iss no difference.”
-
-“Better lock it,” said the officer, more to vindicate his authority
-than anything else. “Something will happen there yet.”
-
-The door was never locked, however, and now of a summer evening Mrs.
-Rogaum and the children made pleasant use of its recess, watching
-the route of street cars and occasionally belated trucks go by. The
-children played on the sidewalk, all except the budding Theresa
-(eighteen just turning), who, with one companion of the neighborhood,
-the pretty Kenrihan girl, walked up and down the block, laughing,
-glancing, watching the boys. Old Mrs. Kenrihan lived in the next
-block, and there, sometimes, the two stopped. There, also, they
-most frequently pretended to be when talking with the boys in the
-intervening side street. Young “Connie” Almerting and George Goujon
-were the bright particular mashers who held the attention of the
-maidens in this block. These two made their acquaintance in the
-customary bold, boyish way, and thereafter the girls had an urgent
-desire to be out in the street together after eight, and to linger
-where the boys could see and overtake them.
-
-Old Mrs. Rogaum never knew. She was a particularly fat, old German
-lady, completely dominated by her liege and portly lord, and at nine
-o’clock regularly, as he had long ago deemed meet and fit, she was wont
-to betake her way upward and so to bed. Old Rogaum himself, at that
-hour, closed the market and went to his chamber.
-
-Before that all the children were called sharply, once from the
-doorstep below and once from the window above, only Mrs. Rogaum did it
-first and Rogaum last. It had come, because of a shade of lenience, not
-wholly apparent in the father’s nature, that the older of the children
-needed two callings and sometimes three. Theresa, now that she had “got
-in” with the Kenrihan maiden, needed that many calls and even more.
-
-She was just at that age for which mere thoughtless, sensory life holds
-its greatest charm. She loved to walk up and down in the as yet bright
-street where were voices and laughter, and occasionally moonlight
-streaming down. What a nuisance it was to be called at nine, anyhow.
-Why should one have to go in then, anyhow. What old fogies her parents
-were, wishing to go to bed so early. Mrs. Kenrihan was not so strict
-with her daughter. It made her pettish when Rogaum insisted, calling
-as he often did, in German, “Come you now,” in a very hoarse and
-belligerent voice.
-
-She came, eventually, frowning and wretched, all the moonlight calling
-her, all the voices of the night urging her to come back. Her innate
-opposition due to her urgent youth made her coming later and later,
-however, until now, by August of this, her eighteenth year, it was
-nearly ten when she entered, and Rogaum was almost invariably angry.
-
-“I vill lock you oudt,” he declared, in strongly accented English,
-while she tried to slip by him each time. “I vill show you. Du sollst
-come ven I say, yet. Hear now.”
-
-“I’ll not,” answered Theresa, but it was always under her breath.
-
-Poor Mrs. Rogaum troubled at hearing the wrath in her husband’s voice.
-It spoke of harder and fiercer times which had been with her. Still she
-was not powerful enough in the family councils to put in a weighty
-word. So Rogaum fumed unrestricted.
-
-There were other nights, however, many of them, and now that the young
-sparks of the neighborhood had enlisted the girls’ attention, it was
-a more trying time than ever. Never did a street seem more beautiful.
-Its shabby red walls, dusty pavements and protruding store steps and
-iron railings seemed bits of the ornamental paraphernalia of heaven
-itself. These lights, the cars, the moon, the street lamps! Theresa
-had a tender eye for the dashing Almerting, a young idler and loafer
-of the district, the son of a stationer farther up the street. What a
-fine fellow he was, indeed! What a handsome nose and chin! What eyes!
-What authority! His cigarette was always cocked at a high angle, in
-her presence, and his hat had the least suggestion of being set to one
-side. He had a shrewd way of winking one eye, taking her boldly by the
-arm, hailing her as, “Hey, Pretty!” and was strong and athletic and
-worked (when he worked) in a tobacco factory. His was a trade, indeed,
-nearly acquired, as he said, and his jingling pockets attested that he
-had money of his own. Altogether he was very captivating.
-
-“Aw, whaddy ya want to go in for?” he used to say to her, tossing his
-head gayly on one side to listen and holding her by the arm, as old
-Rogaum called. “Tell him yuh didn’t hear.”
-
-“No, I’ve got to go,” said the girl, who was soft and plump and fair--a
-Rhine maiden type.
-
-“Well, yuh don’t have to go just yet. Stay another minute. George, what
-was that fellow’s name that tried to sass us the other day?”
-
-“Theresa!” roared old Rogaum forcefully. “If you do not now come! Ve
-vill see!”
-
-“I’ve got to go,” repeated Theresa with a faint effort at starting.
-“Can’t you hear? Don’t hold me. I haf to.”
-
-“Aw, whaddy ya want to be such a coward for? Y’ don’t have to go. He
-won’t do nothin’ tuh yuh. My old man was always hollerin’ like that up
-tuh a coupla years ago. Let him holler! Say, kid, but yuh got sweet
-eyes! They’re as blue! An’ your mouth----”
-
-“Now stop! You hear me!” Theresa would protest softly, as, swiftly, he
-would slip an arm about her waist and draw her to him, sometimes in a
-vain, sometimes in a successful effort to kiss her.
-
-As a rule she managed to interpose an elbow between her face and
-his, but even then he would manage to touch an ear or a cheek or her
-neck--sometimes her mouth, full and warm--before she would develop
-sufficient energy to push him away and herself free. Then she would
-protest mock earnestly or sometimes run away.
-
-“Now, I’ll never speak to you any more, if that’s the way you’re going
-to do. My father don’t allow me to kiss boys, anyhow,” and then she
-would run, half ashamed, half smiling to herself as he would stare
-after her, or if she lingered, develop a kind of anger and even rage.
-
-“Aw, cut it! Whaddy ya want to be so shy for? Don’tcha like me? What’s
-gettin’ into yuh, anyhow? Hey?”
-
-In the meantime George Goujon and Myrtle Kenrihan, their companions,
-might be sweeting and going through a similar contest, perhaps a
-hundred feet up the street or near at hand. The quality of old Rogaum’s
-voice would by now have become so raucous, however, that Theresa would
-have lost all comfort in the scene and, becoming frightened, hurry
-away. Then it was often that both Almerting and Goujon as well as
-Myrtle Kenrihan would follow her to the corner, almost in sight of the
-irate old butcher.
-
-“Let him call,” young Almerting would insist, laying a final hold on
-her soft white fingers and causing her to quiver thereby.
-
-“Oh, no,” she would gasp nervously. “I can’t.”
-
-“Well, go on, then,” he would say, and with a flip of his heel would
-turn back, leaving Theresa to wonder whether she had alienated him
-forever or no. Then she would hurry to her father’s door.
-
-“Muss ich all my time spenden calling, mit you on de streeds oudt?” old
-Rogaum would roar wrathfully, the while his fat hand would descend on
-her back. “Take dot now. Vy don’d you come ven I call? In now. I vill
-show you. Und come you yussed vunce more at dis time--ve vill see if I
-am boss in my own house, aber! Komst du vun minute nach ten to-morrow
-und you vill see vot you vill get. I vill der door lock. Du sollst
-not in kommen. Mark! Oudt sollst du stayen--oudt!” and he would glare
-wrathfully at her retreating figure.
-
-Sometimes Theresa would whimper, sometimes cry or sulk. She almost
-hated her father for his cruelty, “the big, fat, rough thing,” and just
-because she wanted to stay out in the bright streets, too! Because he
-was old and stout and wanted to go to bed at ten, he thought every one
-else did. And outside was the dark sky with its stars, the street
-lamps, the cars, the tinkle and laughter of eternal life!
-
-“Oh!” she would sigh as she undressed and crawled into her small neat
-bed. To think that she had to live like this all her days! At the
-same time old Rogaum was angry and equally determined. It was not so
-much that he imagined that his Theresa was in bad company as yet, but
-he wished to forefend against possible danger. This was not a good
-neighborhood by any means. The boys around here were tough. He wanted
-Theresa to pick some nice sober youth from among the other Germans he
-and his wife knew here and there--at the Lutheran Church, for instance.
-Otherwise she shouldn’t marry. He knew she only walked from his shop
-to the door of the Kenrihans and back again. Had not his wife told him
-so? If he had thought upon what far pilgrimage her feet had already
-ventured, or had even seen the dashing Almerting hanging near, then had
-there been wrath indeed. As it was, his mind was more or less at ease.
-
-On many, many evenings it was much the same. Sometimes she got in on
-time, sometimes not, but more and more “Connie” Almerting claimed her
-for his “steady,” and bought her ice-cream. In the range of the short
-block and its confining corners it was all done, lingering by the
-curbstone and strolling a half block either way in the side streets,
-until she had offended seriously at home, and the threat was repeated
-anew. He often tried to persuade her to go on picnics or outings of
-various kinds, but this, somehow, was not to be thought of at her
-age--at least with him. She knew her father would never endure the
-thought, and never even had the courage to mention it, let alone run
-away. Mere lingering with him at the adjacent street corners brought
-stronger and stronger admonishments--even more blows and the threat
-that she should not get in at all.
-
-Well enough she meant to obey, but on one radiant night late in June
-the time fled too fast. The moon was so bright, the air so soft. The
-feel of far summer things was in the wind and even in this dusty
-street. Theresa, in a newly starched white summer dress, had been
-loitering up and down with Myrtle when as usual they encountered
-Almerting and Goujon. Now it was ten, and the regular calls were
-beginning.
-
-“Aw, wait a minute,” said “Connie.” “Stand still. He won’t lock yuh
-out.”
-
-“But he will, though,” said Theresa. “You don’t know him.”
-
-“Well, if he does, come on back to me. I’ll take care of yuh. I’ll be
-here. But he won’t though. If you stayed out a little while he’d letcha
-in all right. That’s the way my old man used to try to do me but it
-didn’t work with me. I stayed out an’ he let me in, just the same.
-Don’tcha let him kidja.” He jingled some loose change in his pocket.
-
-Never in his life had he had a girl on his hands at any unseasonable
-hour, but it was nice to talk big, and there was a club to which he
-belonged, The Varick Street Roosters, and to which he had a key. It
-would be closed and empty at this hour, and she could stay there until
-morning, if need be or with Myrtle Kenrihan. He would take her there if
-she insisted. There was a sinister grin on the youth’s face.
-
-By now Theresa’s affections had carried her far. This youth with his
-slim body, his delicate strong hands, his fine chin, straight mouth and
-hard dark eyes--how wonderful he seemed! He was but nineteen to her
-eighteen but cold, shrewd, daring. Yet how tender he seemed to her, how
-well worth having! Always, when he kissed her now, she trembled in the
-balance. There was something in the iron grasp of his fingers that went
-through her like fire. His glance held hers at times when she could
-scarcely endure it.
-
-“I’ll wait, anyhow,” he insisted.
-
-Longer and longer she lingered, but now for once no voice came.
-
-She began to feel that something was wrong--a greater strain than if
-old Rogaum’s voice had been filling the whole neighborhood.
-
-“I’ve got to go,” she said.
-
-“Gee, but you’re a coward, yuh are!” said he derisively. “What ’r yuh
-always so scared about? He always says he’ll lock yuh out, but he never
-does.”
-
-“Yes, but he will,” she insisted nervously. “I think he has this time.
-You don’t know him. He’s something awful when he gets real mad. Oh,
-Connie, I must go!” For the sixth or seventh time she moved, and once
-more he caught her arm and waist and tried to kiss her, but she slipped
-away from him.
-
-“Ah, yuh!” he exclaimed. “I wish he would lock yuh out!”
-
-At her own doorstep she paused momentarily, more to soften her progress
-than anything. The outer door was open as usual, but not the inner.
-She tried it, but it would not give. It was locked! For a moment she
-paused, cold fear racing over her body, and then knocked.
-
-No answer.
-
-Again she rattled the door, this time nervously, and was about to cry
-out.
-
-Still no answer.
-
-At last she heard her father’s voice, hoarse and indifferent, not
-addressed to her at all, but to her mother.
-
-“Let her go, now,” it said savagely, from the front room where he
-supposed she could not hear. “I vill her a lesson teach.”
-
-“Hadn’t you better let her in now, yet?” pleaded Mrs. Rogaum faintly.
-
-“No,” insisted Mr. Rogaum. “Nefer! Let her go now. If she vill alvays
-stay oudt, let her stay now. Ve vill see how she likes dot.”
-
-His voice was rich in wrath, and he was saving up a good beating for
-her into the bargain, that she knew. She would have to wait and wait
-and plead, and when she was thoroughly wretched and subdued he would
-let her in and beat her--such a beating as she had never received in
-all her born days.
-
-Again the door rattled, and still she got no answer. Not even her call
-brought a sound.
-
-Now, strangely, a new element, not heretofore apparent in her nature
-but nevertheless wholly there, was called into life, springing in
-action as Diana, full formed. Why should he always be so harsh? She
-hadn’t done anything but stay out a little later than usual. He was
-always so anxious to keep her in and subdue her. For once the cold
-chill of her girlish fears left her, and she wavered angrily.
-
-“All right,” she said, some old German stubbornness springing up, “I
-won’t knock. You don’t need to let me in, then.”
-
-A suggestion of tears was in her eyes, but she backed firmly out onto
-the stoop and sat down, hesitating. Old Rogaum saw her, lowering down
-from the lattice, but said nothing. He would teach her for once what
-were proper hours!
-
-At the corner, standing, Almerting also saw her. He recognized the
-simple white dress, and paused steadily, a strange thrill racing
-over him. Really they had locked her out! Gee, this was new. It was
-great, in a way. There she was, white, quiet, shut out, waiting at her
-father’s doorstep.
-
-Sitting thus, Theresa pondered a moment, her girlish rashness and anger
-dominating her. Her pride was hurt and she felt revengeful. They would
-shut her out, would they? All right, she would go out and they should
-look to it how they would get her back--the old curmudgeons. For the
-moment the home of Myrtle Kenrihan came to her as a possible refuge,
-but she decided that she need not go there yet. She had better wait
-about awhile and see--or walk and frighten them. He would beat her,
-would he? Well, maybe he would and maybe he wouldn’t. She might come
-back, but still that was a thing afar off. Just now it didn’t matter so
-much. “Connie” was still there on the corner. He loved her dearly. She
-felt it.
-
-Getting up, she stepped to the now quieting sidewalk and strolled up
-the street. It was a rather nervous procedure, however. There were
-street cars still, and stores lighted and people passing, but soon
-these would not be, and she was locked out. The side streets were
-already little more than long silent walks and gleaming rows of lamps.
-
-At the corner her youthful lover almost pounced upon her.
-
-“Locked out, are yuh?” he asked, his eyes shining.
-
-For the moment she was delighted to see him, for a nameless dread had
-already laid hold of her. Home meant so much. Up to now it had been her
-whole life.
-
-“Yes,” she answered feebly.
-
-“Well, let’s stroll on a little,” said the boy. He had not as yet quite
-made up his mind what to do, but the night was young. It was so fine to
-have her with him--his.
-
-At the farther corner they passed Officers Maguire and Delahanty, idly
-swinging their clubs and discussing politics.
-
-“’Tis a shame,” Officer Delahanty was saying, “the way things are run
-now,” but he paused to add, “Ain’t that old Rogaum’s girl over there
-with young Almerting?”
-
-“It is,” replied Maguire, looking after.
-
-“Well, I’m thinkin’ he’d better be keepin’ an eye on her,” said the
-former. “She’s too young to be runnin’ around with the likes o’ him.”
-
-Maguire agreed. “He’s a young tough,” he observed. “I never liked him.
-He’s too fresh. He works over here in Myer’s tobacco factory, and
-belongs to The Roosters. He’s up to no good, I’ll warrant that.”
-
-“Teach ’em a lesson, I would,” Almerting was saying to Theresa as they
-strolled on. “We’ll walk around a while an’ make ’em think yuh mean
-business. They won’t lock yuh out any more. If they don’t let yuh in
-when we come back I’ll find yuh a place, all right.”
-
-His sharp eyes were gleaming as he looked around into her own. Already
-he had made up his mind that she should not go back if he could help
-it. He knew a better place than home for this night, anyhow--the club
-room of the Roosters, if nowhere else. They could stay there for a
-time, anyhow.
-
-By now old Rogaum, who had seen her walking up the street alone, was
-marveling at her audacity, but thought she would soon come back. It was
-amazing that she should exhibit such temerity, but he would teach her!
-Such a whipping! At half-past ten, however, he stuck his head out of
-the open window and saw nothing of her. At eleven, the same. Then he
-walked the floor.
-
-At first wrathful, then nervous, then nervous and wrathful, he finally
-ended all nervous, without a scintilla of wrath. His stout wife sat up
-in bed and began to wring her hands.
-
-“Lie down!” he commanded. “You make me sick. I know vot I am doing!”
-
-“Is she still at der door?” pleaded the mother.
-
-“No,” he said. “I don’t tink so. She should come ven I call.”
-
-His nerves were weakening, however, and now they finally collapsed.
-
-“She vent de stread up,” he said anxiously after a time. “I vill go
-after.”
-
-Slipping on his coat, he went down the stairs and out into the night.
-It was growing late, and the stillness and gloom of midnight were
-nearing. Nowhere in sight was his Theresa. First one way and then
-another he went, looking here, there, everywhere, finally groaning.
-
-“Ach, Gott!” he said, the sweat bursting out on his brow, “vot in
-Teufel’s name iss dis?”
-
-He thought he would seek a policeman, but there was none. Officer
-Maguire had long since gone for a quiet game in one of the neighboring
-saloons. His partner had temporarily returned to his own beat. Still
-old Rogaum hunted on, worrying more and more.
-
-Finally he bethought him to hasten home again, for she must have got
-back. Mrs. Rogaum, too, would be frantic if she had not. If she were
-not there he must go to the police. Such a night! And his Theresa----
-This thing could not go on.
-
-As he turned into his own corner he almost ran, coming up to the little
-portico wet and panting. At a puffing step he turned, and almost fell
-over a white body at his feet, a prone and writhing woman.
-
-“Ach, Gott!” he cried aloud, almost shouting in his distress and
-excitement. “Theresa, vot iss dis? Wilhelmina, a light now. Bring a
-light now, I say, for himmel’s sake! Theresa hat sich _umgebracht_.
-Help!”
-
-He had fallen to his knees and was turning over the writhing, groaning
-figure. By the pale light of the street, however, he could make out
-that it was not his Theresa, fortunately, as he had at first feared,
-but another and yet there was something very like her in the figure.
-
-“Um!” said the stranger weakly. “Ah!”
-
-The dress was gray, not white as was his Theresa’s, but the body was
-round and plump. It cut the fiercest cords of his intensity, this
-thought of death to a young woman, but there was something else about
-the situation which made him forget his own troubles.
-
-Mrs. Rogaum, loudly admonished, almost tumbled down the stairs. At the
-foot she held the light she had brought--a small glass oil-lamp--and
-then nearly dropped it. A fairly attractive figure, more girl than
-woman, rich in all the physical charms that characterize a certain
-type, lay near to dying. Her soft hair had fallen back over a good
-forehead, now quite white. Her pretty hands, well decked with rings,
-were clutched tightly in an agonized grip. At her neck a blue silk
-shirtwaist and light lace collar were torn away where she had clutched
-herself, and on the white flesh was a yellow stain as of one who had
-been burned. A strange odor reeked in the area, and in one corner was a
-spilled bottle.
-
-“Ach, Gott!” exclaimed Mrs. Rogaum. “It iss a vooman! She haf herself
-gekilt. Run for der police! Oh, my! oh, my!”
-
-Rogaum did not kneel for more than a moment. Somehow, this creature’s
-fate seemed in some psychic way identified with that of his own
-daughter. He bounded up, and jumping out his front door, began to call
-lustily for the police. Officer Maguire, at his social game nearby,
-heard the very first cry and came running.
-
-“What’s the matter here, now?” he exclaimed, rushing up full and ready
-for murder, robbery, fire, or, indeed, anything in the whole roster of
-human calamities.
-
-“A vooman!” said Rogaum excitedly. “She haf herself _umgebracht_. She
-iss dying. Ach, Gott! in my own doorstep, yet!”
-
-“Vere iss der hospital?” put in Mrs. Rogaum, thinking clearly of an
-ambulance, but not being able to express it. “She iss gekilt, sure.
-Oh! Oh!” and bending over her the poor old motherly soul stroked the
-tightened hands, and trickled tears upon the blue shirtwaist. “Ach, vy
-did you do dot?” she said. “Ach, for vy?”
-
-Officer Maguire was essentially a man of action. He jumped to the
-sidewalk, amid the gathering company, and beat loudly with his club
-upon the stone flagging. Then he ran to the nearest police phone,
-returning to aid in any other way he might. A milk wagon passing on its
-way from the Jersey ferry with a few tons of fresh milk aboard, he held
-it up and demanded a helping.
-
-“Give us a quart there, will you?” he said authoritatively. “A woman’s
-swallowed acid in here.”
-
-“Sure,” said the driver, anxious to learn the cause of the excitement.
-“Got a glass, anybody?”
-
-Maguire ran back and returned, bearing a measure. Mrs. Rogaum stood
-looking nervously on, while the stocky officer raised the golden head
-and poured the milk.
-
-“Here, now, drink this,” he said. “Come on. Try an’ swallow it.”
-
-The girl, a blonde of the type the world too well knows, opened her
-eyes, and looked, groaning a little.
-
-“Drink it,” shouted the officer fiercely. “Do you want to die? Open
-your mouth!”
-
-Used to a fear of the law in all her days, she obeyed now, even in
-death. The lips parted, the fresh milk was drained to the end, some
-spilling on neck and cheek.
-
-While they were working old Rogaum came back and stood looking on, by
-the side of his wife. Also Officer Delahanty, having heard the peculiar
-wooden ring of the stick upon the stone in the night, had come up.
-
-“Ach, ach,” exclaimed Rogaum rather distractedly, “und she iss oudt
-yet. I could not find her. Oh, oh!”
-
-There was a clang of a gong up the street as the racing ambulance
-turned rapidly in. A young hospital surgeon dismounted, and seeing the
-woman’s condition, ordered immediate removal. Both officers and Rogaum,
-as well as the surgeon, helped place her in the ambulance. After a
-moment the lone bell, ringing wildly in the night, was all the evidence
-remaining that a tragedy had been here.
-
-“Do you know how she came here?” asked Officer Delahanty, coming back
-to get Rogaum’s testimony for the police.
-
-“No, no,” answered Rogaum wretchedly. “She vass here alretty. I vass
-for my daughter loog. Ach, himmel, I haf my daughter lost. She iss
-avay.”
-
-Mrs. Rogaum also chattered, the significance of Theresa’s absence all
-the more painfully emphasized by this.
-
-The officer did not at first get the import of this. He was only
-interested in the facts of the present case.
-
-“You say she was here when you come? Where was you?”
-
-“I say I vass for my daughter loog. I come here, und der vooman vass
-here now alretty.”
-
-“Yes. What time was this?”
-
-“Only now yet. Yussed a half-hour.”
-
-Officer Maguire had strolled up, after chasing away a small crowd that
-had gathered with fierce and unholy threats. For the first time now he
-noticed the peculiar perturbation of the usually placid German couple.
-
-“What about your daughter?” he asked, catching a word as to that.
-
-Both old people raised their voices at once.
-
-“She haf gone. She haf run avay. Ach, himmel, ve must for her loog.
-Quick--she could not get in. Ve had der door shut.”
-
-“Locked her out, eh?” inquired Maguire after a time, hearing much of
-the rest of the story.
-
-“Yes,” explained Rogaum. “It was to schkare her a liddle. She vould not
-come ven I called.”
-
-“Sure, that’s the girl we saw walkin’ with young Almerting, do ye mind?
-The one in the white dress,” said Delahanty to Maguire.
-
-“White dress, yah!” echoed Rogaum, and then the fact of her walking
-with some one came home like a blow.
-
-“Did you hear dot?” he exclaimed even as Mrs. Rogaum did likewise.
-“_Mein Gott, hast du das gehoert?_”
-
-He fairly jumped as he said it. His hands flew up to his stout and
-ruddy head.
-
-“Whaddy ya want to let her out for nights?” asked Maguire roughly,
-catching the drift of the situation. “That’s no time for young girls
-to be out, anyhow, and with these toughs around here. Sure, I saw her,
-nearly two hours ago.”
-
-“Ach,” groaned Rogaum. “Two hours yet. Ho, ho, ho!” His voice was quite
-hysteric.
-
-“Well, go on in,” said Officer Delahanty. “There’s no use yellin’ out
-here. Give us a description of her an’ we’ll send out an alarm. You
-won’t be able to find her walkin’ around.”
-
-Her parents described her exactly. The two men turned to the nearest
-police box and then disappeared, leaving the old German couple in the
-throes of distress. A time-worn old church-clock nearby now chimed
-out one and then two. The notes cut like knives. Mrs. Rogaum began
-fearfully to cry. Rogaum walked and blustered to himself.
-
-“It’s a queer case, that,” said Officer Delahanty to Maguire after
-having reported the matter of Theresa, but referring solely to the
-outcast of the doorway so recently sent away and in whose fate they
-were much more interested. She being a part of the commercialized vice
-of the city, they were curious as to the cause of her suicide. “I
-think I know that woman. I think I know where she came from. You do,
-too--Adele’s, around the corner, eh? She didn’t come into that doorway
-by herself, either. She was put there. You know how they do.”
-
-“You’re right,” said Maguire. “She was put there, all right, and that’s
-just where she come from, too.”
-
-The two of them now tipped up their noses and cocked their eyes
-significantly.
-
-“Let’s go around,” added Maguire.
-
-They went, the significant red light over the transom at 68 telling
-its own story. Strolling leisurely up, they knocked. At the very first
-sound a painted denizen of the half-world opened the door.
-
-“Where’s Adele?” asked Maguire as the two, hats on as usual, stepped
-in.
-
-“She’s gone to bed.”
-
-“Tell her to come down.”
-
-They seated themselves deliberately in the gaudy mirrored parlor
-and waited, conversing between themselves in whispers. Presently a
-sleepy-looking woman of forty in a gaudy robe of heavy texture, and
-slippered in red, appeared.
-
-“We’re here about that suicide case you had to-night. What about it?
-Who was she? How’d she come to be in that doorway around the corner?
-Come, now,” Maguire added, as the madam assumed an air of mingled
-injured and ignorant innocence, “you know. Can that stuff! How did she
-come to take poison?”
-
-“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” said the woman with the
-utmost air of innocence. “I never heard of any suicide.”
-
-“Aw, come now,” insisted Delahanty, “the girl around the corner. You
-know. We know you’ve got a pull, but we’ve got to know about this case,
-just the same. Come across now. It won’t be published. What made her
-take the poison?”
-
-Under the steady eyes of the officers the woman hesitated, but finally
-weakened.
-
-“Why--why--her lover went back on her--that’s all. She got so blue
-we just couldn’t do anything with her. I tried to, but she wouldn’t
-listen.”
-
-“Lover, eh?” put in Maguire as though that were the most unheard-of
-thing in the world. “What was his name?”
-
-“I don’t know. You never can tell that.”
-
-“What was her name--Annie?” asked Delahanty wisely, as though he knew
-but was merely inquiring for form’s sake.
-
-“No--Emily.”
-
-“Well, how did she come to get over there, anyhow?” inquired Maguire
-most pleasantly.
-
-“George took her,” she replied, referring to a man-of-all-work about
-the place.
-
-Then little by little as they sat there the whole miserable story came
-out, miserable as all the wilfulness and error and suffering of the
-world.
-
-“How old was she?”
-
-“Oh, twenty-one.”
-
-“Well, where’d she come from?”
-
-“Oh, here in New York. Her family locked her out one night, I think.”
-
-Something in the way the woman said this last brought old Rogaum and
-his daughter back to the policemen’s minds. They had forgotten all
-about her by now, although they had turned in an alarm. Fearing to
-interfere too much with this well-known and politically controlled
-institution, the two men left, but outside they fell to talking of the
-other case.
-
-“We ought to tell old Rogaum about her some time,” said Maguire to
-Delahanty cynically. “He locked his kid out to-night.”
-
-“Yes, it might be a good thing for him to hear that,” replied the
-other. “We’d better go round there an’ see if his girl’s back yet. She
-may be back by now,” and so they returned but little disturbed by the
-joint miseries.
-
-At Rogaum’s door they once more knocked loudly.
-
-“Is your daughter back again?” asked Maguire when a reply was had.
-
-“Ach, no,” replied the hysterical Mrs. Rogaum, who was quite alone
-now. “My husband he haf gone oudt again to loog vunce more. Oh, my! Oh,
-my!”
-
-“Well, that’s what you get for lockin’ her out,” returned Maguire
-loftily, the other story fresh in his mind. “That other girl downstairs
-here to-night was locked out too, once.” He chanced to have a
-girl-child of his own and somehow he was in the mood for pointing a
-moral. “You oughtn’t to do anything like that. Where d’yuh expect she’s
-goin’ to if you lock her out?”
-
-Mrs. Rogaum groaned. She explained that it was not her fault, but
-anyhow it was carrying coals to Newcastle to talk to her so. The advice
-was better for her husband.
-
-The pair finally returned to the station to see if the call had been
-attended to.
-
-“Sure,” said the sergeant, “certainly. Whaddy ya think?” and he read
-from the blotter before him:
-
-“‘Look out for girl, Theresa Rogaum. Aged 18; height, about 5, 3;
-light hair, blue eyes, white cotton dress, trimmed with blue ribbon.
-Last seen with lad named Almerting, about 19 years of age, about 5, 9;
-weight 135 pounds.’”
-
-There were other details even more pointed and conclusive. For over an
-hour now, supposedly, policemen from the Battery to Harlem, and far
-beyond, had been scanning long streets and dim shadows for a girl in a
-white dress with a youth of nineteen,--supposedly.
-
-Officer Halsey, another of this region, which took in a portion of
-Washington Square, had seen a good many couples this pleasant summer
-evening since the description of Theresa and Almerting had been read to
-him over the telephone, but none that answered to these. Like Maguire
-and Delahanty, he was more or less indifferent to all such cases,
-but idling on a corner near the park at about three a.m., a brother
-officer, one Paisly by name, came up and casually mentioned the missing
-pair also.
-
-“I bet I saw that couple, not over an hour ago. She was dressed in
-white, and looked to me as if she didn’t want to be out. I didn’t
-happen to think at the time, but now I remember. They acted sort o’
-funny. She did, anyhow. They went in this park down at the Fourth
-Street end there.”
-
-“Supposing we beat it, then,” suggested Halsey, weary for something to
-do.
-
-“Sure,” said the other quickly, and together they began a careful
-search, kicking around in the moonlight under the trees. The moon was
-leaning moderately toward the west, and all the branches were silvered
-with light and dew. Among the flowers, past clumps of bushes, near
-the fountain, they searched, each one going his way alone. At last,
-the wandering Halsey paused beside a thick clump of flaming bushes,
-ruddy, slightly, even in the light. A murmur of voices greeted him, and
-something very much like the sound of a sob.
-
-“What’s that?” he said mentally, drawing near and listening.
-
-“Why don’t you come on now?” said the first of the voices heard. “They
-won’t let you in any more. You’re with me, ain’t you? What’s the use
-cryin’?”
-
-No answer to this, but no sobs. She must have been crying silently.
-
-“Come on. I can take care of yuh. We can live in Hoboken. I know a
-place where we can go to-night. That’s all right.”
-
-There was a movement as if the speaker were patting her on the shoulder.
-
-“What’s the use cryin’? Don’t you believe I love yuh?”
-
-The officer who had stolen quietly around to get a better view now
-came closer. He wanted to see for himself. In the moonlight, from a
-comfortable distance, he could see them seated. The tall bushes were
-almost all about the bench. In the arms of the youth was the girl in
-white, held very close. Leaning over to get a better view, he saw him
-kiss her and hold her--hold her in such a way that she could but yield
-to him, whatever her slight disinclination.
-
-It was a common affair at earlier hours, but rather interesting now.
-The officer was interested. He crept nearer.
-
-“What are you two doin’ here?” he suddenly inquired, rising before
-them, as though he had not seen.
-
-The girl tumbled out of her compromising position, speechless and
-blushing violently. The young man stood up, nervous, but still defiant.
-
-“Aw, we were just sittin’ here,” he replied.
-
-“Yes? Well, say, what’s your name? I think we’re lookin’ for you two,
-anyhow. Almerting?”
-
-“That’s me,” said the youth.
-
-“And yours?” he added, addressing Theresa.
-
-“Theresa Rogaum,” replied the latter brokenly, beginning to cry.
-
-“Well, you two’ll have to come along with me,” he added laconically.
-“The Captain wants to see both of you,” and he marched them solemnly
-away.
-
-“What for?” young Almerting ventured to inquire after a time, blanched
-with fright.
-
-“Never mind,” replied the policeman irritably. “Come along, you’ll find
-out at the station-house. We want you both. That’s enough.”
-
-At the other end of the park Paisly joined them, and, at the
-station-house, the girl was given a chair. She was all tears and
-melancholy with a modicum possibly of relief at being thus rescued
-from the world. Her companion, for all his youth, was defiant if
-circumspect, a natural animal defeated of its aim.
-
-“Better go for her father,” commented the sergeant, and by four in the
-morning old Rogaum, who had still been up and walking the floor, was
-rushing stationward. From an earlier rage he had passed to an almost
-killing grief, but now at the thought that he might possibly see his
-daughter alive and well once more he was overflowing with a mingled
-emotion which contained rage, fear, sorrow, and a number of other
-things. What should he do to her if she were alive? Beat her? Kiss her?
-Or what? Arrived at the station, however, and seeing his fair Theresa
-in the hands of the police, and this young stranger lingering near,
-also detained, he was beside himself with fear, rage, affection.
-
-“You! You!” he exclaimed at once, glaring at the imperturbable
-Almerting, when told that this was the young man who was found with his
-girl. Then, seized with a sudden horror, he added, turning to Theresa,
-“Vot haf you done? Oh, oh! You! You!” he repeated again to Almerting
-angrily, now that he felt that his daughter was safe. “Come not near
-my tochter any more! I vill preak your effery pone, du teufel, du!”
-
-He made a move toward the incarcerated lover, but here the sergeant
-interfered.
-
-“Stop that, now,” he said calmly. “Take your daughter out of here and
-go home, or I’ll lock you both up. We don’t want any fighting in here.
-D’ye hear? Keep your daughter off the streets hereafter, then she won’t
-get into trouble. Don’t let her run around with such young toughs as
-this.” Almerting winced. “Then there won’t anything happen to her.
-We’ll do whatever punishing’s to be done.”
-
-“Aw, what’s eatin’ him!” commented Almerting dourly, now that he felt
-himself reasonably safe from a personal encounter. “What have I done?
-He locked her out, didn’t he? I was just keepin’ her company till
-morning.”
-
-“Yes, we know all about that,” said the sergeant, “and about you, too.
-You shut up, or you’ll go down-town to Special Sessions. I want no guff
-out o’ you.” Still he ordered the butcher angrily to be gone.
-
-Old Rogaum heard nothing. He had his daughter. He was taking her home.
-She was not dead--not even morally injured in so far as he could learn.
-He was a compound of wondrous feelings. What to do was beyond him.
-
-At the corner near the butcher shop they encountered the wakeful
-Maguire, still idling, as they passed. He was pleased to see that
-Rogaum had his Theresa once more. It raised him to a high, moralizing
-height.
-
-“Don’t lock her out any more,” he called significantly. “That’s what
-brought the other girl to your door, you know!”
-
-“Vot iss dot?” said Rogaum.
-
-“I say the other girl was locked out. That’s why she committed suicide.”
-
-“Ach, I know,” said the husky German under his breath, but he had no
-intention of locking her out. He did not know what he would do until
-they were in the presence of his crying wife, who fell upon Theresa,
-weeping. Then he decided to be reasonably lenient.
-
-“She vass like you,” said the old mother to the wandering Theresa,
-ignorant of the seeming lesson brought to their very door. “She vass
-loog like you.”
-
-“I vill not vip you now,” said the old butcher solemnly, too delighted
-to think of punishment after having feared every horror under the sun,
-“aber, go not oudt any more. Keep off de streads so late. I von’t haf
-it. Dot loafer, aber--let him yussed come here some more! I fix him!”
-
-“No, no,” said the fat mother tearfully, smoothing her daughter’s hair.
-“She vouldn’t run avay no more yet, no, no.” Old Mrs. Rogaum was all
-mother.
-
-“Well, you wouldn’t let me in,” insisted Theresa, “and I didn’t have
-any place to go. What do you want me to do? I’m not going to stay in
-the house all the time.”
-
-“I fix him!” roared Rogaum, unloading all his rage now on the recreant
-lover freely. “Yussed let him come some more! Der penitentiary he
-should haf!”
-
-“Oh, he’s not so bad,” Theresa told her mother, almost a heroine now
-that she was home and safe. “He’s Mr. Almerting, the stationer’s boy.
-They live here in the next block.”
-
-“Don’t you ever bother that girl again,” the sergeant was saying to
-young Almerting as he turned him loose an hour later. “If you do, we’ll
-get you, and you won’t get off under six months. Y’ hear me, do you?”
-
-“Aw, I don’t want ’er,” replied the boy truculently and cynically. “Let
-him have his old daughter. What’d he want to lock ’er out for? They’d
-better not lock ’er out again though, that’s all I say. I don’t want
-’er.”
-
-“Beat it!” replied the sergeant, and away he went.
-
-
-
-
-WILL YOU WALK INTO MY PARLOR?
-
-
-It was a sweltering noon in July. Gregory, after several months of
-meditation on the warning given him by his political friend, during
-which time nothing to substantiate it had occurred, was making ready to
-return to the seaside hotel to which his present prosperity entitled
-him. It was a great affair, the Triton, about sixty minutes from his
-office, facing the sea and amid the pines and sands of the Island.
-His wife, ‘the girl,’ as he conventionally referred to her, had been
-compelled, in spite of the plot which had been revealed or suggested,
-owing to the ailing state of their child, to go up to the mountains to
-her mother for advice and comfort. Owing to the imminence of the fall
-campaign, however, he could not possibly leave. Weekdays and Sundays,
-and occasionally nights, he was busy ferreting out and substantiating
-one fact and another in regard to the mismanagement of the city, which
-was to be used as ammunition a little later on. The mayor and his
-“ring,” as it was called, was to be ousted at all costs. He, Gregory,
-was certain to be rewarded if that came to pass. In spite of that he
-was eminently sincere as to the value and even the necessity of what he
-was doing. The city was being grossly mismanaged. What greater labor
-than to worm out the details and expose them to the gaze of an abused
-and irritated citizenship?
-
-But the enemy itself was not helpless. A gentleman in the publishing
-business of whom he had never even heard called to offer him a position
-in the Middle West which would take him out of the city for four or
-five years at the least, and pay him six or seven thousand dollars
-a year. On his failure to be interested some of his mail began to
-disappear, and it seemed to him as though divers strange characters
-were taking a peculiar and undue interest in his movements. Lastly, one
-of the politicians connected with his own party called to see him at
-his office.
-
-“You see, Gregory, it’s this way,” he said after a short preamble, “you
-have got a line as to what’s going on in connection with that South
-Penyank land transfer. The mayor is in on that, but he is absolutely
-determined that the public is not going to find it out, and so is
-his partner, Tilney--not until after the election, anyhow. They are
-prepared to use some pretty rough methods, so look out for yourself.
-You’re fond of your wife, are you? Well, keep her close beside you, and
-the kid. Don’t let them get you away from her, even for a moment, where
-you shouldn’t be. You saw what happened to Crothers two or three years
-ago, didn’t you? He was about to expose that Yellow Point Ferry deal,
-but of course no one knew anything about that--and then, zip!--all at
-once he was arrested on an old charge of desertion, an old debt that he
-had failed to pay was produced and his furniture seized, and his wife
-was induced to leave him. Don’t let them catch you in the same way. If
-you have any debts bring them to us and let us see what we can do about
-them. And if you are interested in any other woman, break it off, send
-her away, get rid of her.”
-
-Gregory viewed him with an irritated, half-pitying smile.
-
-“There isn’t any other woman,” he said simply. Think of his being
-faithless to “the girl” and the kid--the blue-eyed, pink-toed kid!
-
-“Don’t think I’m trying to pry into your affairs,” went on the
-politician. “I’m just telling you. If you need any further advice or
-help, come to me. But whatever you do, look out for yourself,” and with
-that he put on his high silk hat and departed.
-
-Gregory stood in the center of his office after his visitor had gone,
-and gazed intently at the floor. Certainly, from what he had discovered
-so far, he could readily believe that the mayor would do just what
-his friend had said. And as for the mayor’s friend, the real estate
-plunger, it was plain from his whispered history that no tricks or
-brutalities were beneath him. Another politician had once said in
-describing him that he would not stop short of murder, but that one
-would never catch him red-handed or in any other way, and certainly
-that appeared to be true. He was wealthier, more powerful, than he had
-ever been, much more so than the mayor.
-
-Since he and his wife had come to this seaside hotel several things
-had occurred which caused him to think that something might happen,
-although there was no evidence as yet that his suspicions were
-well-founded. An unctuous, over-dressed, bejeweled, semi-sporty widow
-of forty had arrived, a business woman, she indicated herself to
-be, conducting a highly successful theatrical agency in the great
-city, and consequently weltering in what one of Gregory’s friends
-was wont to describe as “the sinews of war.” She abounded in brown
-and wine-colored silks, brown slippers and stockings, a wealth of
-suspiciously lustrous auburn hair. Her car, for she had one, was of
-respectable reputation. Her skill and willingness to risk at whist of
-good report. She was, in the parlance of the hotel clerks and idlers
-of the Triton veranda, a cheerful and liberal spender. Even while
-Mrs. Gregory was at Triton Hall, Mrs. Skelton had arrived, making
-herself comfortable in two rooms and bath on the sea front, and
-finding familiar friends in the manager and several stalwart idlers
-who appeared to be brokers and real estate dealers, and who took a
-respectable interest in golf, tennis, and the Triton Grill. She was
-unctuous, hearty, optimistic, and neither Gregory nor his wife could
-help liking her a little. But before leaving, his wife had casually
-wondered whether Mrs. Skelton would be one to engage in such a plot.
-Her friendliness, while possible of any interpretation, was still
-general enough to be free of suspicion. She might be looking for just
-such a situation as this, though--to find Gregory alone.
-
-“Do be careful, dear,” his wife cautioned. “If you become too doubtful,
-leave and go to another place. At least that will compel them to
-provide another set of people.” And off she went, fairly serene in her
-faith in her husband’s ability to manage the matter.
-
-Thus, much against his will, at first, Gregory found himself alone. He
-began to wonder if he should leave, or weather it out, as he expressed
-it to himself. Why should he be driven from the one comfortable hotel
-on this nearest beach, and that when he most needed it, away from
-a region where he was regularly encountering most of his political
-friends, particularly at week-ends? For so near a place it had many
-advantages: a delightful golf course, several tennis courts, food and
-rooms reasonably well above complaint, and a refreshing and delightful
-view of the sea over a broad lawn. Besides it was absolutely necessary
-for him to be in the nearby city the greater portion of every single
-working day. His peculiar and pressing investigation demanded it and a
-comfortable place to rest and recuperate at night was also imperative.
-
-“It’s beautiful here,” he said to himself finally, “and here is where
-I stick. I haven’t a car, and where is there any other place as
-convenient? Besides, if they’re going to follow me, they’re going to
-follow me.”
-
-In consequence, he traveled meditatively back and forth between this
-place and the city, thinking of what might happen. Becoming a little
-doubtful, he decided to call on Frank Blount and talk it over with
-him. Blount was an old newspaper man who had first turned lawyer and
-then broker. Seemingly clientless the major portion of the time, he
-still prospered mightily. A lorn bachelor, he had three clubs, several
-hotels, and a dozen country homes to visit, to say nothing of a high
-power car. Just now he was held unduly close to his work, and so was
-frequenting this coast. He liked golf and tennis, and, incidentally,
-Gregory, whom he wished to see prosper though he could not quite direct
-him in the proper way. Reaching the city one morning, Gregory betook
-him to Blount’s office, and there laid the whole case before him.
-
-“Now, that’s the way it is,” he concluded, staring at the pink cheeks
-and partially bald head of his friend, “and I would like to know what
-you would do if you were in my place.”
-
-Blount gazed thoughtfully out through the high towers of the city to
-the blue sky beyond, while he drummed with his fingers on the glass top
-of his desk.
-
-“Well,” he replied, after a time, scratching his cheekbone
-thoughtfully, “I’d stick it out if I were you. If there is to be
-a woman, and she is attractive, you might have some fun out of it
-without getting yourself in any trouble. It looks like a sporty summer
-proposition to me. Of course, you’ll have to be on your guard. I’d take
-out a permit to carry a revolver if I were you. They’ll hear of it if
-they’re up to anything, and it won’t cheer them any. In the next place,
-you ought to make out a day-to-day statement of your exact movements,
-and swear to it before a notary. If they hear of that it won’t cheer
-them any either, and it may make them try to think up something really
-original.
-
-“Besides,” he went on, “I haven’t so very much to do evenings and
-week-ends, and if you want me to I’ll just be around most of the time
-in case of trouble. If we’re together they can’t turn much of anything
-without one of us knowing something about it, and then, too, you’ll
-have an eye-witness.” He was wondering whether the lady might not be
-interesting to him also. “I’m over at Sunset Point, just beyond you
-there, and if you want me I’ll come over every evening and see how
-you’re making out. If any trick is turned, I’d like to see how it is
-done,” and he smiled in a winsome, helpful manner.
-
-“That’s just the thing,” echoed Gregory thoughtfully. “I don’t want any
-trick turned. I can’t afford it. If anything should happen to me just
-now I’d never get on my feet again politically, and then there’s the
-wife and kid, and I’m sick of the newspaper business,” and he stared
-out of the window.
-
-“Well, don’t be worrying about it,” Blount insisted soothingly. “Just
-be on your guard, and if you have to stay in town late any night,
-let me know and I’ll come and pick you up. Or, if I can’t do that,
-stay in town yourself. Go to one of the big hotels, where you’ll feel
-thoroughly safe.”
-
-For several days Gregory, to avoid being a nuisance, returned to the
-hotel early. Also he secured a permit, and weighted his hip pocket with
-an unwieldy weapon which he resented, but which he nevertheless kept
-under his pillow at night. His uncertainty worked on his imagination
-to such an extent that he began to note suspicious moves on the part
-of nearly everybody. Any new character about the hotel annoyed him.
-He felt certain that there was a group of people connected with Mrs.
-Skelton who were watching him, though he could not prove it, even to
-himself.
-
-“This is ridiculous,” he finally told himself. “I’m acting like a
-five-year-old in the dark. Who’s going to hurt me?” And he wrote
-laughing letters to his wife about it, and tried to resume his old-time
-nonchalance.
-
-It wasn’t quite possible, however, for not long after that something
-happened which disturbed him greatly. At least he persuaded himself to
-that effect, for that was a characteristic of these incidents--their
-openness to another interpretation than the one he might fix on. In
-spite of Blount’s advice, one night about nine he decided to return to
-Triton Hall, and that without calling his friend to his aid.
-
-“What’s the use?” he asked himself. “He’ll be thinking I’m the biggest
-coward ever, and after all, nothing has happened yet, and I doubt
-whether they’d go that far, anyhow.” He consoled himself with the idea
-that perhaps humanity was better than he thought.
-
-But just the same, as he left the train at Triton and saw it glimmering
-away over the meadows eastward, he felt a little uncertain as to his
-wisdom in this matter. Triton Station was a lonely one at nearly all
-times save in the morning and around seven at night, and to-night it
-seemed especially so. Only he alighted from the train. Most people went
-to and fro in their cars by another road. Why should he not have done
-as Blount had suggested, he now asked himself as he surveyed the flat
-country about;--called him to his aid, or stayed in the city? After
-all, hiring a car would not have been much better either, as Blount
-had pointed out, giving a possible lurking enemy a much sought point
-of attack. No, he should have stayed in town or returned with Blount
-in his car, and telling himself this, he struck out along the lonely,
-albeit short, stretch of road which led to the hotel and which was
-lighted by only a half dozen small incandescent globes strung at a
-considerable distance apart.
-
-En route, and as he was saying to himself that it was a blessed thing
-that it was only a few hundred yards and that he was well-armed and
-fairly well constructed physically for a contest, a car swerved about
-a bend in the road a short distance ahead and stopped. Two men got out
-and, in the shadow back of the lights, which were less flaring than was
-usual, began to examine a wheel. It seemed odd to him on the instant
-that its headlights were so dim. Why should they be so dim at this time
-of night and why should this strange car stop just here at this lonely
-bend just as he was approaching it? Also why should he feel so queer
-about it or them, for at once his flesh began to creep and his hair
-to tingle. As he neared the car he moved to give it as wide a berth
-as the road would permit. But now one of the men left the wheel and
-approached him. Instantly, with almost an involuntary urge, he brought
-the revolver out of his hip pocket and stuffed it in his coat pocket.
-At the same time he stopped and called to the stranger:
-
-“Stay right where you are, Mister. I’m armed, and I don’t want you
-to come near me. If you do I’ll shoot. I don’t know who you are, or
-whether you’re a friend or not, but I don’t want you to move. Now, if
-there’s anything you want, ask it from where you are.”
-
-The stranger stopped where he stood, seemingly surprised.
-
-“I was going to ask you for a match,” he said, “and the way to Trager’s
-Point.”
-
-“Well, I haven’t a match,” returned Gregory savagely, “and Trager’s
-Point is out that way. There’s the hotel ... if you’re coming from
-there, why didn’t you ask for directions there, and for matches, too?”
-He paused, while the man in the shadow seemed to examine him curiously.
-
-“Oh, all right,” he returned indifferently. “I don’t want anything you
-don’t want to give,” but instead of returning to the car, he stood
-where he was, following Gregory with his eyes.
-
-Gregory’s skin seemed to rise on the back of his neck like the fur of
-a cat. He fairly tingled as he drew his revolver from his pocket and
-waved it ominously before him.
-
-“Now, I’m going to walk around you two,” he called, “and I want you to
-stand right where you are. I have you covered, and at the first move
-I’ll shoot. You won’t have any trouble out of me if you’re not looking
-for it, but don’t move,” and he began orienting his own position so as
-to keep them directly in range of his eyes and weapon.
-
-“Don’t move!” he kept calling until he was well up the road, and then
-suddenly, while the men, possibly in astonishment, were still looking
-at him, turned and ran as fast as he could, reaching the hotel steps
-breathless and wet.
-
-“That’s the last lone trip for me,” he said solemnly to himself.
-
-When he spoke to Blount about it the latter seemed inclined to
-pooh-pooh his fears. Why should any one want to choose any such open
-place to kill or waylay another? There might have been other passengers
-on the train. A stray auto might be coming along there at any time. The
-men might have wanted a match, and not have been coming from the hotel
-at all. There was another road there which did not turn in at the hotel.
-
-Still Gregory was inclined to believe that harm had been intended
-him--he could scarcely say why to himself--just plain intuition, he
-contended.
-
-And then a day or two later--all the more significant now because
-of this other incident--Mrs. Skelton seemed to become more and more
-thoughtful as to his comfort and well-being. She took her meals at one
-of the tables commanding a view of the sea, and with (most frequently)
-one or the other, or both, broker friends as companions, to say nothing
-of occasional outside friends. But usually there was a fourth empty
-chair, and Gregory was soon invited to occupy that, and whenever Blount
-was present, a fifth was added. At first he hesitated, but urged
-on by Blount, who was amused by her, he accepted. Blount insisted
-that she was a comic character. She was so dressy, sporty, unctuous,
-good-natured--the very best kind of a seaside companion.
-
-“Why, man, she’s interesting,” the latter insisted one night as they
-were taking a ride after dinner. “Quite a sporty ‘fair and forty,’
-that. I like her. I really do. She’s probably a crook, but she plays
-bridge well, and she’s good at golf. Does she try to get anything out
-of you?”
-
-“Not a thing, that I can see,” replied Gregory. “She seems to be simple
-enough. She’s only been here about three weeks.”
-
-“Well, we’d better see what we can find out about her. I have a hunch
-that she’s in on this, but I can’t be sure. It looks as though she
-might be one of Tilney’s stool pigeons. But let’s play the game and see
-how it comes out. I’ll be nice to her for your sake, and you do the
-same for mine.”
-
-Under the warming influence of this companionship, things seemed to
-develop fairly rapidly. It was only a day or two later, and after
-Gregory had seated himself at Mrs. Skelton’s table, that she announced
-with a great air of secrecy and as though it were hidden and rather
-important information, that a friend of hers, a very clever Western
-girl of some position and money, one Imogene Carle of Cincinnati, no
-less, a daughter of the very wealthy Brayton Carle’s of that city,
-was coming to this place to stay for a little while. Mrs. Skelton, it
-appeared, had known her parents in that city fifteen years before.
-Imogene was her owny ownest pet. She was now visiting the Wilson
-Fletchers at Gray’s Cove, on the Sound, but Mrs. Skelton had prevailed
-upon her parents to let her visit her here for a while. She was only
-twenty, and from now on she, Mrs. Skelton, was to be a really, truly
-chaperone. Didn’t they sympathize with her? And if they were all very
-nice--and with this a sweeping glance included them all--they might
-help entertain her. Wouldn’t that be fine? She was a darling of a girl,
-clever, magnetic, a good dancer, a pianist--in short, various and
-sundry things almost too good to be true. But, above all other things,
-she was really very beautiful, with a wealth of brown hair, brown eyes,
-a perfect skin, and the like. Neither Blount nor Gregory offered the
-other a single look during this recital, but later on, meeting on the
-great veranda which faced the sea, Blount said to him, “Well, what do
-you think?”
-
-“Yes, I suppose it’s the one. Well, she tells it well. It’s interesting
-to think that she is to be so perfect, isn’t it?” he laughed.
-
-A few days later the fair visitor put in an appearance, and she was all
-that Mrs. Skelton had promised, and more. She was beautiful. Gregory
-saw her for the first time as he entered the large dining room at
-seven. She was, as Mrs. Skelton had described her, young, certainly
-not more than twenty-one at most. Her eyes were a light gray-brown,
-and her hair and skin and hands were full of light. She seemed simple
-and unpretentious, laughing, gay, not altogether fine or perfect,
-but fairly intelligent, and good to look at--very. She was at Mrs.
-Skelton’s table, the brokers paying her marked attention, and, at
-sight, Blount liked her, too.
-
-“Say,” he began, “some beauty, eh? I’ll have to save you from yourself,
-I fancy. I’ll tell you how we’ll work it. You save me, and I’ll save
-you. The old lady certainly knows how to select ’em, apparently, and so
-does Tilney. Well now, my boy, look out!” and he approached with the
-air of one who was anxious to be a poor stricken victim himself.
-
-Gregory had to laugh. However much he might be on his guard, he was
-interested, and as if to heighten this she paid more attention to Mrs.
-Skelton and her two friends than she did to Gregory or Blount. She was,
-or pretended to be absolutely sincere, and ignorant of her possible
-rôle as a siren, and they in turn pretended to accept her at her own
-valuation, only Blount announced after dinner very gaily that she might
-siren him all she blanked pleased. He was ready. By degrees, however,
-even during this first and second evening, Gregory began to feel that
-he was the one. He caught her looking at him slyly or shyly, or both,
-and he insisted to himself stubbornly and even vainly enough that he
-was her intended victim. When he suggested as much to Blount the other
-merely laughed.
-
-“Don’t be so vain,” he said. “You may not be. I wish I were in your
-place. I’ll see if I can’t help take her attention from you,” and he
-paid as much attention to her as any one.
-
-However, Gregory’s mind was not to be disabused. He watched her
-narrowly, while she on her part chattered gaily of many things--her
-life the winter before in Cincinnati, the bathing at Beachampton where
-she had recently been, a yachting trip she had been promised, tennis,
-golf. She was an expert at tennis, as she later proved, putting Gregory
-in a heavy perspiration whenever he played with her, and keeping him on
-the jump. He tried to decide for himself at this time whether she was
-making any advances, but could not detect any. She was very equitable
-in the distribution of her favors, and whenever the dancing began in
-the East room took as her first choice one of the brokers, and then
-Blount.
-
-The former, as did Mrs. Skelton and the brokers, had machines, and by
-her and them, in spite of the almost ever-present Blount, Gregory was
-invited to be one of a party in one or the other of their cars whenever
-they were going anywhere of an afternoon or evening. He was suspicious
-of them, however, and refused their invitations except when Blount was
-on the scene and invited, when he was willing enough to accept. Then
-there were whist, pinochle, or poker games in the hotel occasionally,
-and in these Gregory as well as Blount, when he was there, were wont to
-join, being persistently invited. Gregory did not dance, and Imogene
-ragged him as to this. Why didn’t he learn? It was wonderful! She would
-teach him! As she passed amid the maze of dancers at times he could
-not help thinking how graceful she was, how full of life and animal
-spirits. Blount saw this and teased him, at the same time finding her
-very companionable and interesting himself. Gregory could not help
-thinking what a fascinating, what an amazing thing, really, it was
-(providing it were true) that so dark a personality as Tilney could
-secure such an attractive girl to do his vile work. Think of it, only
-twenty-one, beautiful, able to further herself in many ways no doubt,
-and yet here she was under suspicion of him, a trickster possibly. What
-could be the compulsion, the reward?
-
-“My boy, you don’t know these people,” Blount was always telling
-him. “They’re the limit. In politics you can get people to do
-anything--anything. It isn’t like the rest of life or business, it’s
-just politics, that’s all. It seems a cynical thing to say, but it’s
-true. Look at your own investigations! What do they show?”
-
-“I know, but a girl like that now----” replied Gregory solemnly.
-
-But after all, as he insisted to Blount, they did not _know_ that there
-was anything to all this. She might and she might not be a siren. It
-might be possible that both of them were grossly misjudging her and
-other absolutely innocent people.
-
-So far, all that they had been able to find out concerning Mrs. Skelton
-was that she was, as she represented herself to be, the successful
-owner and manager of a theatrical agency. She might have known the
-better days and connections which she boasted. Gregory felt at times
-as though his brain were whirling, like a man confronted by enemies in
-the dark, fumbling and uncertain, but he and Blount both agreed that
-the best thing was to stay here and see it through, come what might.
-It was a good game even as it stood, interesting, very. It showed, as
-Blount pointed out to him, a depth to this political mess which he was
-attempting to expose which previously even he had not suspected.
-
-“Stick by,” the other insisted sport-lovingly. “You don’t know what may
-come of this. It may provide you the very club you’re looking for. Win
-her over to your side if you can. Why not? She might really fall for
-you. Then see what comes of it. You can’t be led into any especial trap
-with your eyes open.”
-
-Gregory agreed to all this after a time. Besides, this very attractive
-girl was beginning to appeal to him in a very subtle way. He had never
-known a woman like this before--never even seen one. It was a very new
-and attractive game, of sorts. He began to spruce up and attempt to
-appear a little gallant himself. A daily report of his movements was
-being filed each morning, though. Every night he returned with Blount
-in his car, or on an early train. There was scarcely a chance for a
-compromising situation, and still there might be--who knows?
-
-On other evenings, after the fashion of seaside hotel life, Gregory
-and Imogene grew a little more familiar. Gregory learned that she
-played and sang, and, listening to her, that she was of a warm and
-even sensuous disposition. She was much more sophisticated than she
-had seemed at first, as he could now see, fixing her lips in an odd
-inviting pout at times and looking alluringly at one and another,
-himself included. Both Blount and himself, once the novelty of the
-supposed secret attack had worn off, ventured to jest with her about
-it, or rather to hint vaguely as to her mission.
-
-“Well, how goes the great game to-night?” Blount once asked her during
-her second or third week, coming up to where she and Gregory were
-sitting amid the throng on the general veranda, and eyeing her in a
-sophisticated or smilingly cynical way.
-
-“What game?” She looked up in seemingly complete innocence.
-
-“Oh, snaring the appointed victim. Isn’t that what all attractive young
-women do?”
-
-“Are you referring to me?” she inquired with considerable hauteur and
-an air of injured innocence. “I’d have you know that I don’t have to
-snare any one, and particularly not a married man.” Her teeth gleamed
-maliciously.
-
-Both Gregory and Blount were watching her closely.
-
-“Oh, of course not. Not a married man, to be sure. And I wasn’t
-referring to you exactly--just life, you know, the game.”
-
-“Yes, I know,” she replied sweetly. “I’m jesting, too.” Both Gregory
-and Blount laughed.
-
-“Well, she got away with it without the tremor of an eyelash, didn’t
-she?” Blount afterward observed, and Gregory had to agree that she had.
-
-Again, it was Gregory who attempted a reference of this kind. She had
-come out after a short instrumental interpretation at the piano, where,
-it seemed to him, she had been posing in a graceful statuesque way--for
-whose benefit? He knew that she knew he could see her from where he sat.
-
-“It’s pretty hard work, without much reward,” he suggested seemingly
-idly.
-
-“What is? I don’t quite understand,” and she looked at him
-questioningly.
-
-“No?” he smiled in a light laughing manner. “Well, that’s a cryptic
-way I have. I say things like that. Just a light hint at a dark plot,
-possibly. You mustn’t mind me. You wouldn’t understand unless you know
-what I know.”
-
-“Well, what is it you know, then, that I don’t?” she inquired.
-
-“Nothing definite yet. Just an idea. Don’t mind me.”
-
-“Really, you are very odd, both you and Mr. Blount. You are always
-saying such odd things and then adding that you don’t mean anything.
-And what’s cryptic?”
-
-Gregory, still laughing at her, explained.
-
-“Do you know, you’re exceedingly interesting to me as a type. I’m
-watching you all the while.”
-
-“Yes?” she commented, with a lifting of the eyebrows and a slight
-distention of the eyes. “That’s interesting. Have you made up your mind
-as to what type I am?”
-
-“No, not quite yet. But if you’re the type I think you are, you’re very
-clever. I’ll have to hand you the palm on that score.”
-
-“Really, you puzzle me,” she said seriously. “Truly, you do. I don’t
-understand you at all. What is it you are talking about? If it’s
-anything that has any sense in it I wish you’d say it out plain, and if
-not I wish you wouldn’t say it at all.”
-
-Gregory stared. There was an odd ring of defiance in her voice.
-
-“Please don’t be angry, will you?” he said, slightly disconcerted. “I’m
-just teasing, not talking sense.”
-
-She arose and walked off, while he strolled up and down the veranda
-looking for Blount. When he found him, he narrated his experience.
-
-“Well, it’s just possible that we are mistaken. You never can tell.
-Give her a little more rope. Something’s sure to develop soon.”
-
-And thereafter it seemed as if Mrs. Skelton and some others might be
-helping her in some subtle way about something, the end or aim of
-which he could not be quite sure. He was in no way disposed to flatter
-himself, and yet it seemed at times as if he were the object of almost
-invisible machinations. In spite of what had gone before, she still
-addressed him in a friendly way, and seemed not to wish to avoid him,
-but rather to be in his vicinity at all times.
-
-A smug, dressy, crafty Jew of almost minute dimensions arrived on the
-scene and took quarters somewhere in the building, coming and going and
-seeming never to know Mrs. Skelton or her friends, and yet one day,
-idling across some sand dunes which skirted an adjacent inlet, he saw
-them, Imogene and the ant-like Jew, walking along together. He was so
-astounded that he stopped in amazement. His first thought was to draw
-a little nearer and to make very sure, but realizing, as they walked
-slowly in his direction, that he could not be mistaken, he beat a hasty
-retreat. That evening Blount was taken in on the mystery, and at dinner
-time, seeing the Hebrew enter and seat himself in state at a distant
-table, he asked casually, “A newcomer, isn’t he?”
-
-Mrs. Skelton, Imogene, and the one broker present, surveyed the
-stranger with curious but unacquainted indifference.
-
-“Haven’t the slightest idea,” answered the broker. “Never saw him
-before. Cloaks and suits, I’ll lay a thousand.”
-
-“He looks as though he might be rich, whoever he is,” innocently
-commented Imogene.
-
-“I think he came Thursday. He doesn’t seem to be any one in particular,
-that’s sure,” added Mrs. Skelton distantly, and the subject was dropped.
-
-Gregory was tempted to accuse the young woman and her friends then
-and there of falsehood, but he decided to wait and study her. This
-was certainly becoming interesting. If they could lie like that, then
-something was surely in the air. So she was a trickster, after all, and
-she was so charming. His interest in her and Mrs. Skelton and their
-friends grew apace.
-
-And then came the matter of the mysterious blue racer, or “trailer,”
-as Gregory afterward came to call it, a great hulking brute of a car,
-beautifully, even showily, made, and with an engine that talked like
-no other. There was a metallic ring about it which seemed to carry a
-long way through the clear air and over the sands which adjoined the
-sea. It was the possession, so he learned later through Mrs. Skelton,
-of one of four fortunate youths who were summering at the next hotel
-west, about a mile away. The owner, one Castleman by name, the son and
-heir to a very wealthy family, was a friend of hers whom she had first
-met in a commercial way in the city. They came over after Imogene’s
-arrival, she explained, to help entertain, and they invariably came in
-this car. Castleman and his friends, smart, showy youths all, played
-tennis and bridge, and knew all the latest shows and dances and drinks.
-They were very gay looking, at least three of them, and were inclined
-to make much of Imogene, though, as Mrs. Skelton cautiously confided
-to Gregory after a time, she did not propose to allow it. Imogene’s
-parents might not like it. On the other hand, Gregory and Blount, being
-sober men both and of excellent discretion, were much more welcome!
-
-Almost every day thereafter Mrs. Skelton would go for a ride in her own
-car or that of Castleman, taking Gregory if he would, and Imogene for
-companions. Blount, however, as he explicitly made clear at the very
-beginning, was opposed to this.
-
-“Don’t ever be alone with her, I tell you, or just in the company of
-her and her friends anywhere except on this veranda. They’re after
-you, and they’re not finding it easy, and they’re beginning to work
-hard. They’ll give themselves away in some way pretty soon, just as
-sure as you’re sitting there. They want to cut me out, but don’t let
-them do it--or if you do, get some one in my place. You don’t know
-where they’ll take you. That’s the way people are framed. Take me, or
-get them to use my machine and you take some other man. Then you can
-regulate the conditions partially, anyhow.”
-
-Gregory insisted that he had no desire to make any other arrangements,
-and so, thereafter, whenever an invitation was extended to him, Blount
-was always somehow included, although, as he could see, they did not
-like it. Not that Imogene seemed to mind, but Mrs. Skelton always
-complained, “Must we wait for him?” or “Isn’t it possible, ever, to go
-anywhere without him?”
-
-Gregory explained how it was. Blount was an old and dear friend of his.
-They were practically spending the summer together. Blount had nothing
-to do just now.... They seemed to take it all in the best part, and
-thereafter Blount was always ready, and even willing to suggest that
-they come along with him in his car.
-
-But the more these accidental prearrangements occurred, the more
-innocently perverse was Mrs. Skelton in proposing occasional trips of
-her own. There was an interesting walk through the pines and across the
-dunes to a neighboring hotel which had a delightful pavilion, and this
-she was always willing to essay with just Gregory. Only, whenever he
-agreed to this, and they were about to set out, Imogene would always
-appear and would have to be included. Then Mrs. Skelton would remember
-that she had forgotten her parasol or purse or handkerchief, and would
-return for it, leaving Imogene and Gregory to stroll on together. But
-Gregory would always wait until Mrs. Skelton returned. He was not to be
-entrapped like this.
-
-By now he and Imogene, in spite of this atmosphere of suspicion and
-uncertainty, had become very friendly. She liked him, he could see
-that. She looked at him with a slight widening of the eyes and a faint
-distention of the nostrils at times, which spelled--what? And when
-seated with him in the car, or anywhere else, she drew near him in a
-gently inclusive and sympathetic and coaxing way. She had been trying
-to teach him to dance of late, and scolding him in almost endearing
-phrases such as “Now, you bad boy,” or “Oh, butterfingers!” (when once
-he had dropped something), or “Big, clumsy one--how big and strong you
-really are. I can scarcely guide you.”
-
-And to him, in spite of all her dark chicane, she was really beautiful,
-and so graceful! What a complexion, he said to himself on more than
-one occasion. How light and silken her hair! And her eyes, hard and
-gray-brown, and yet soft, too--to him. Her nose was so small and
-straight, and her lip line so wavily cut, like an Englishwoman’s, full
-and drooping in the center of the upper lip. And she looked at him so
-when they were alone! It was disturbing.
-
-But as to the Blue Trailer on these careening nights. Chancing one
-night to be invited by Mrs. Skelton for a twenty-five-mile run to
-Bayside, Blount accompanying them, they had not gone ten miles, it
-seemed to him, when the hum of a peculiarly and powerfully built motor
-came to him. It was like a distant bee buzzing, or a hornet caught
-under a glass. There was something fierce about it, savage. On the
-instant he recalled it now, recognized it as the great blue machine
-belonging to young Castleman. Why should he be always hearing it, he
-asked, when they were out? And then quite thoughtlessly he observed to
-Imogene:
-
-“That sounds like Castleman’s car, doesn’t it?”
-
-“It does, doesn’t it?” she innocently replied. “I wonder if it could
-be.”
-
-Nothing caused him to think any more about it just then, but another
-time when he was passing along a distant road he heard its motor
-nearby on another road, and then it passed them. Again, it brought its
-customary group to the same inn in which he and Blount and Imogene and
-Mrs. Skelton were.
-
-Suddenly it came to him just what it meant. The last time he had heard
-it, and every time before that, he now remembered, its sound had been
-followed by its appearance at some roadside inn or hotel whenever he,
-Imogene and Blount happened to be in the same party; and it always
-brought with it this self-same group of young men (“joy riders,” they
-called themselves), accidentally happening in on them, as they said.
-And now he remembered (and this fact was corroborated by the watchful
-Blount) that if the car had not been heard, and they had not appeared,
-either Mrs. Skelton or Imogene invariably sought the ladies’ retiring
-room once they had reached their destination, if they had one, when
-later the car would be heard tearing along in the distance and the “joy
-riders” would arrive. But what for? How to compromise him exactly, if
-at all?
-
-One night after Mrs. Skelton had left them in one of these inns, but
-before the joy riders had arrived, Gregory was sitting at the edge of a
-balcony overlooking a silent grove of pines when suddenly it seemed to
-him that he heard it coming in the distance, this great rumbling brute,
-baying afar off, like a bloodhound on the scent. There was something
-so eerie, uncanny about it or about the night, which made it so. And
-then a few moments later it appeared, and the four cronies strolled in,
-smart and summery in their appearance, seemingly surprised to find them
-all there. Gregory felt a bit cold and chill at the subtlety of it all.
-How horrible it was, trailing a man in this way! How tremendous the
-depths of politics, how important the control of all the great seething
-cities’ millions, to these men--Tilney and his friends,--if they could
-find it important to plot against one lone investigating man like this!
-Their crimes! Their financial robberies! How well he knew some of
-them--and how near he was to being able to prove some of them and drive
-them out, away from the public treasury and the emoluments and honors
-of office!
-
-That was why he was so important to them now--he a self-established
-newspaperman with a self-established investigating bureau. Actually,
-it was villainous, so dark and crafty. What were they planning, these
-two smiling women at his side and these four smart rounders, with their
-pink cheeks and affable manners? What could they want of him really?
-How would it all end?
-
-As Mrs. Skelton, Imogene, Blount and himself were preparing to return,
-and Castleman and his friends were entering their own car, a third
-party hitherto unknown to Blount or Gregory appeared and engaged the
-two women in conversation, finally persuading them to return with them
-in their car. Mrs. Skelton thereupon apologized and explained that
-they were old friends whom she had not seen for a long time, and that
-they would all meet at the hotel later for a game of bridge. Blount
-and Gregory, left thus to themselves, decided to take a short cut to
-a nearby turnpike so as to beat them home. The move interested them,
-although they could not explain it at the time. It was while they were
-following this road, however, through a section heavily shaded with
-trees, that they were suddenly confronted by the blazing lights of
-another machine descending upon them at full speed from the opposite
-direction, and even though Blount by the most amazing dexterity managed
-to throw his car into the adjacent fence and wood, still it came so
-close and was traveling at such terrific speed that it clipped their
-left rear wheel as he did so.
-
-“Castleman’s car!” Blount said softly after it had passed. “I saw him.
-They missed us by an inch!”
-
-“What do you think of that!” exclaimed Gregory cynically. “I wonder if
-they’ll come back to see the result of their work?”
-
-Even as they were talking, however, they heard the big car returning.
-
-“Say, this looks serious! I don’t like the looks of it!” whispered
-Blount. “That car would have torn us to bits and never been scratched.
-And here they are now. Better look out for them. It’s just as well that
-we’re armed. You have your gun, haven’t you?”
-
-The other group approached most brazenly.
-
-“Hello! Any trouble?” they called from a distance. “So sorry,” and then
-as though they had just discovered it, “--well, if it isn’t Gregory and
-Blount! Well, well, fellows, so sorry! It was an accident, I assure
-you. Our steering gear is out of order.”
-
-Gregory and Blount had previously agreed to stand their ground, and
-if any further treachery were intended it was to be frustrated with
-bullets. The situation was partially saved or cleared up by the arrival
-of a third car containing a party of four middle-aged men who, seeing
-them in the wood and the other car standing by, stopped to investigate.
-It was Gregory’s presence of mind which kept them there.
-
-“Do you mind staying by, Mister, until that other car leaves?” he
-whispered to one of the newcomers who was helping to extricate Blount’s
-machine. “I think they purposely tried to wreck us, but I’m not sure;
-anyway, we don’t want to be left alone with them.”
-
-Finding themselves thus replaced and the others determined to stay,
-Castleman and his followers were most apologetic and helpful. They had
-forgotten something back at the inn, they explained, and were returning
-for it. As they had reached this particular spot and had seen the
-lights of Blount’s car, they had tried to stop, but something had gone
-wrong with the steering gear. They had tried to turn, but couldn’t,
-and had almost wrecked their own car. Was there any damage? They would
-gladly pay. Blount assured them there was not, the while he and Gregory
-accepted their apologies in seeming good part, insisting, however, that
-they needed no help. After they had gone Blount and Gregory, with the
-strangers as guards, made their way to the hotel, only to find it dark
-and deserted.
-
-What an amazing thing it all was, Gregory said to himself over
-and over, the great metropolis threaded with plots like this for
-spoil--cold blooded murder attempted, and that by a young girl and
-these young men scarcely in their middle twenties, and yet there was
-no way to fix it on them. Here he was, fairly convinced that on two
-occasions murder had been planned or attempted, and still he could
-prove nothing, not a word, did not even dare to accuse any one! And
-Imogene, this girl of beauty and gayety, pretending an affection for
-him--and he half believing it--and at the same time convinced that she
-was in on the plot in some way. Had he lost his senses?
-
-He was for getting out now posthaste, feeling as he did that he was
-dealing with a band of murderers who were plotting his death by
-“accident” in case they failed to discredit him by some trick or plot,
-but Blount was of another mind. He could not feel that this was a
-good time to quit. After all, everything had been in their favor so
-far. In addition, Blount had come to the conclusion that the girl was
-a very weak tool of these other people, not a clever plotter herself.
-He argued this, he said, from certain things which he had been able
-thus far to find out about her. She had once been, he said, the
-private secretary or personal assistant to a well known banker whose
-institution had been connected with the Tilney interests in Penyank,
-and whose career had ended in his indictment and flight. Perhaps there
-had been some papers which she had signed as the ostensible secretary
-or treasurer, which might make her the victim of Tilney or of some of
-his political friends. Besides, by now he was willing to help raise
-money to carry Gregory’s work on in case he needed any. The city should
-be protected from such people. But Blount considered Imogene a little
-soft or easy, and thought that Gregory could influence her to help him
-if he tried.
-
-“Stick it out,” he insisted. “Stick it out. It looks pretty serious,
-I know, but you want to remember that you won’t be any better off
-anywhere else, and here we at least know what we’re up against. They
-know by now that we’re getting on to them. They must. They’re getting
-anxious, that’s all, and the time is getting short. You might send for
-your wife, but that wouldn’t help any. Besides, if you play your cards
-right with this girl you might get her to come over to your side. In
-spite of what she’s doing, I think she likes you.” Gregory snorted. “Or
-you might make her like you, and then you could get the whole scheme
-out of her. See how she looks at you all the time! And don’t forget
-that every day you string this thing along without letting them bring
-it to a disastrous finish, the nearer you are to the election. If this
-goes on much longer without their accomplishing anything, Tilney won’t
-have a chance to frame up anything new before the election will be upon
-him, and then it will be too late. Don’t you see?”
-
-On the strength of this, Gregory agreed to linger a little while
-longer, but he felt that it was telling on his nerves. He was becoming
-irritable and savage, and the more he thought about it the worse he
-felt. To think of having to be pleasant to people who were murderers at
-heart and trying to destroy you!
-
-The next morning, however, he saw Imogene at breakfast, fresh and
-pleasant, and with that look of friendly interest in her eyes which
-more and more of late she seemed to wear and in spite of himself he was
-drawn to her, although he did his best to conceal it.
-
-“Why didn’t you come back last night to play cards with us?” she asked.
-“We waited and waited for you.”
-
-“Oh, haven’t you heard about the latest ‘accident’?” he asked, with
-a peculiar emphasis on the word, and looking at her with a cynical
-mocking light in his eyes.
-
-“No. What accident?” She seemed thoroughly unaware that anything had
-happened.
-
-“You didn’t know, of course, that Castleman’s car almost ran us down
-after you left us last night?”
-
-“No!” she exclaimed with genuine surprise. “Where?”
-
-“Well, just after you left us, in the wood beyond Bellepoint. It was so
-fortunate of you two to have left just when you did.” And he smiled and
-explained briefly and with some cynical comments as to the steering
-gear that wouldn’t work.
-
-As he did so, he examined her sharply and she looked at him with what
-he thought might be pain or fear or horror in her glance. Certainly
-it was not a look disguising a sympathetic interest in the plans of
-her friends or employers, if they were such. Her astonishment was so
-obviously sincere, confusing, revealing, in a way that it all but won
-him. He could not make himself believe that she had had a hand in that
-anyhow. It must be as Blount said, that she was more of a tool herself
-than anything else. She probably couldn’t help herself very well or
-didn’t know the lengths to which her pretended “friends” were prepared
-to go. Her eyes seemed troubled, sad. She seemed weaker, more futile,
-than at any time since he had known her, and this, while it did not
-add particularly to his respect, softened his personal animosity. He
-felt that under the circumstances he might come to like her. He also
-thought that she might be made to like him enough to help him. He had
-the emotional mastery of her, he thought, and that was something. He
-had described the incident with all the vividness of detail that he
-could, showing how he and Blount had escaped death by a hair’s breadth.
-She seemed a little sick, and shortly after left the table. Gregory had
-taken good care to make it plain that the strangers in the other car
-had been informed as to the exact details of the case, and had offered
-their services as witnesses in case they were wanted.
-
-“But we don’t propose to do anything about it,” he said genially, “not
-now, anyhow,” and it was then that she seemed to become a little sick
-or faint, and left him.
-
-Whether owing to this conversation or the accident itself, or to
-circumstances concerning which he knew nothing, there now seemed to
-come a temporary lull in the activities of this group. The Blue Trailer
-disappeared as an active daily fact in their lives. Mrs. Skelton
-was called to the city on business for a few days, as well as Mr.
-Diamondberg, the “cloak and suit man,” as Blount always called him,
-who in all the time he had been there had never publicly joined them.
-Mrs. Skelton came back later as cheerful and optimistic as ever, but in
-the meanwhile there had been an approach on the part of Imogene toward
-himself which seemed to promise a new order of things. She was freer,
-more natural and more genial than she had been hitherto. She was with
-him more, smiling, playful, and yet concerned, he thought. Because of
-their conversation the morning after the accident, he felt easier in
-her presence, more confidential, as though he might be able to talk to
-her about all this soon and get her to help him.
-
-They had two hours together on the second afternoon of the absence of
-the others which brought them within sight of each other’s point of
-view. It began after lunch, because Gregory had some reports to examine
-and was staying here to do it. She came over and stood beside him.
-
-“What are you doing?” she asked.
-
-“Oh, I’m looking up some facts,” he replied enigmatically, smiling up
-at her. “Sit down.”
-
-They fell into conversation first about a tennis match which was being
-held here, and then about his work, which he described in part after
-observing that she knew all about it, or ought to.
-
-“Why do you always talk to me that way about everything in connection
-with you?” she asked after a moment’s pause. “You have such a queer way
-of speaking, as though I knew something I ought not to know about your
-affairs.”
-
-“Well, you do, don’t you?” he questioned grimly, staring at her.
-
-“Now, there it is again! What do you mean by that?”
-
-“Do you really need to have me explain to you?” he went on in a hard
-cynical manner. “As though you didn’t know! I don’t suppose you ever
-heard of the Union Bank of Penyank, for instance? Or Mr. Swayne, its
-president? Or Mr. Riley, or Mr. Mears, the cashier?”
-
-At the mention of these, as at the mention of the automobile accident,
-there was something which seemed to click like a camera shutter in her
-eyes, only this time there was no sign of pain, none even of confusion.
-She seemed, except for a faint trace of color, to be fairly calm and
-poised. She opened her mouth slightly, but more in an attempted smile
-of tolerance than anything else.
-
-“The Union Bank? Mr. Swayne? Mr. Tilney? What are you talking about?”
-she persisted. “Who is Mr. Swayne, and where is the Union Bank?”
-
-“Really, now, Miss Carle,” he said with a kind of dogmatic fury, “if
-you want me to have any regard of any kind for you in the future, quit
-lying about this. You know well enough what I mean. You know who Mr.
-Swayne is, all right, and why he left Eastridge. You also know Mr.
-Diamondberg, although I heard you say you didn’t, and that right after
-I had seen you walking with him out here on the dunes three weeks ago.
-You don’t remember that, I suppose?” this as she fluttered slightly.
-
-She stared, completely shaken out of her composure, and a real flush
-spread over her cheeks and neck. For the moment her expression hardened
-the least bit, then gave way to one of mingled weakness and confusion.
-She looked more or less guilty and genuinely distrait.
-
-“Why, Mr. Gregory,” she pleaded weakly, “how you talk! Positively, I
-haven’t the slightest idea of what you mean, and I wish you wouldn’t be
-so rough. I don’t think you know what you’re talking about, or if you
-do you certainly don’t know anything about me. You must have me mixed
-up with some one else, or with something that I don’t know anything
-about.” She moved as if to leave.
-
-“Now listen to me a minute,” he said sharply, “and don’t be so ready
-to leave. You know who I am, and just what I’m doing. I’m running an
-investigation bureau on my own account with which I mean to break up
-the present city political ring, and I have a lot of evidence which
-might cause Mr. Tilney and the mayor and some others a lot of trouble
-this fall, and they know it, and that’s why you’re out here. Mr. Tilney
-is connected with the mayor, and he used to be a bosom friend of your
-friend, Jack Swayne. And Diamondberg and Mrs. Skelton are in his employ
-right now, and so are you. You think I don’t know that Castleman and
-his friends were working with you and Mrs. Skelton, and Diamondberg
-and these ‘brokers’ also, and that Castleman tried to run into us the
-other night and kill me, and that I’m being watched here all the time
-and spied on, but I am, and I know it, and I’m not in the dark as to
-anything--not one thing--not even you,” and he leered at her angrily.
-
-“Now wait a moment,” he went on quickly as she opened her mouth and
-started to say something. “You don’t look to me to be so crafty and
-devilish as all this seems, or I wouldn’t be talking to you at all,
-and your manner all along has been so different--you’ve appeared so
-friendly and sympathetic, that I’ve thought at times that maybe you
-didn’t know exactly what was going on. Now, however, I see that you do.
-Your manner the other morning at breakfast made me think that possibly
-you were not so bad as you seemed. But now I see that you’ve been lying
-to me all along about all this, just as I thought, only I must say that
-up to now I haven’t been willing to believe it. This isn’t the first
-time an attempt has been made to get people in this way, though. It’s
-an old political trick, only you’re trying to work it once more, and I
-don’t propose that you shall work it on me if I can help it. Plainly,
-you people wouldn’t hesitate to kill me, any more than Tilney hesitated
-to ruin Crothers three years ago, or than he would hesitate to ruin
-me or any other man or woman who got in his path, but he hasn’t got
-me yet, and he’s not going to, and you can tell him that for me. He’s
-a crook. He controls a bunch of crooks--the mayor and all the people
-working with him--and if you’re in with them, as I know you are, and
-know what you’re doing, you’re a crook too.”
-
-“Oh, oh, oh! Don’t!” she exclaimed. “Please don’t! This is too
-terrible! To think that you should talk to me in this way!” but she
-made no attempt to leave.
-
-“Now I want to tell you something more, Miss Carle--if that’s your real
-name--” Gregory went on as she was putting her hands to her temples and
-exclaiming, and she winced again. “As I said before, you don’t look to
-me to be as bad as you seem, and for that reason I’m talking to you
-now. But just see how it is: Here I am, a young man just starting out
-in the world really, and here you are trying to ruin me. I was living
-here with my wife and my little two-year-old baby peacefully enough
-until she had to go to the mountains because our little boy was taken
-sick, and then you and Mrs. Skelton and Diamondberg and Castleman and
-the ‘brokers’ and all the rest of the crowd that are and have been
-around here watching and spying, came and began to cause me trouble.
-Now I’m not helpless. And you needn’t think I wasn’t warned before you
-came, because I was. There are just as many influential men on my side
-of the fence right now as there are on Tilney’s--will be--and he isn’t
-going to get away with this thing as easily as he thinks. But just
-think of your part in all this! Why should you want to ruin me or help
-these people? What have I ever done to you? I can understand Tilney’s
-wanting to do it. He thinks that I have facts which will injure him,
-and I have, and that because I haven’t made any public statement the
-evidence is still in my hands, and that if I am put out of the way or
-discredited the whole thing will blow over and nothing will happen to
-him--but it won’t. Not now any more. It can’t. This thing will go
-on just the same, whether I am here or not. But that isn’t the point
-either. I was told two months ago that you would come, not by Mrs.
-Skelton, but by friends of mine, and that an attempt would be made on
-my life,” and at that she opened her eyes wide and sat there apparently
-amazed, “and here you are on schedule time and doing just as you were
-told, and apparently you aren’t the least bit ashamed to do it. But
-don’t you think it’s a pretty shabby game for you to play?” He stared
-at her wearily and she at him, but now for the moment she said nothing,
-just sat there.
-
-“That big blue machine that was to have killed me the other night,” he
-went on, stretching matters a little in so far as his own knowledge
-was concerned, “was all arranged for long before you came down here.
-I haven’t the slightest idea why you work for Tilney, but I know now
-that that’s what you’re doing, and I’m sick of you and the whole thing.
-You’re just a plain little crook, that’s all, and I’m through with you
-and this whole thing, and I don’t want you to talk to me any more.
-What’s more, I’m not going to leave this hotel, either, and you can
-take that news to Tilney if you want to, or Mrs. Skelton or whoever
-else is managing things here for him. I’ve kept a day-to-day record
-of everything that’s happened so far, and I have witnesses, and if
-anything more happens to me here I’m going to the newspapers and expose
-the whole thing. If you had any sense of decency left you wouldn’t be
-in on anything like this, but you haven’t--you’re just a shabby little
-trickster, and that lets you out, and that’s all I have to say.”
-
-He stood up and made as if to walk off, while Miss Carle sat there,
-seemingly dazed, then jumped up and called after him:
-
-“Mr. Gregory! Please! Please! Mr. Gregory, I want to tell you
-something!”
-
-He stopped and turned. She came hurriedly up to him.
-
-“Don’t go,” she pleaded, “not just yet. Wait a minute. Please come
-back. I want to talk to you.” And though he looked at her rather
-determinedly, he followed her.
-
-“Well?” he asked.
-
-“You don’t understand how it is,” she pleaded, with a look of real
-concern in her eyes. “And I can’t tell you either, just now, but I
-will some time if you will let me. But I like you, and I really don’t
-want to do you any harm. Really, I don’t. I don’t know anything about
-these automobile things you’re telling about--truly I don’t. They’re
-all terrible and horrible to me, and if they are trying to do anything
-like that, I don’t know it, and I won’t have anything more to do with
-it--really I won’t. Oh, it’s terrible!” and she clenched her hands.
-“I do know Mr. Diamondberg now, I admit that, but I didn’t before I
-came down here, and Mr. Swayne and Mr. Tilney. I did come here to see
-if I could get you interested in me, but they didn’t tell me just
-why. They told me--Mrs. Skelton did--that you, or some people whom
-you represented, were trying to get evidence against some friends of
-theirs--Mr. Tilney’s, I believe--who were absolutely innocent, that you
-weren’t happy with your wife, and that if some one, any one, were able
-to make you fall in love with her or just become very good friends,
-she might be able to persuade you not to do it, you see. There wasn’t
-any plan, so far as I know, to injure you bodily in any way. They
-didn’t tell me that they wanted to injure you physically--really they
-didn’t. That’s all news to me, and dreadful. All they said was that
-they wanted to get some one to get you to stop--make it worth your
-while in a money way, if I could. I didn’t think there was anything so
-very wrong in that, seeing all they have done for me in the past--Mr.
-Tilney, Mrs. Skelton and some others. But after I saw you a little
-while I----” she paused and looked at him, then away, “I didn’t think
-you were that kind of a man, you see, and so--well, it’s different
-now. I don’t want to do anything to hurt you. Really I don’t. I
-couldn’t--now.”
-
-“So you admit now that you do know Mr. Tilney,” he commented sourly,
-but not without a sense of triumph behind it all.
-
-“I just told you that,” she said.
-
-She stopped, and Gregory stared at her suspiciously. That she liked him
-was plain, and in a sense it was different from that of a mere passing
-flirtation, and as for himself--well, he couldn’t help liking her in
-a genial way. He was free to admit that to himself, in spite of her
-trickery, and that she was attractive, and as yet she personally had
-not done anything to him, certainly nothing that he could prove. She
-seemed even now so young, although so sophisticated and wise, and much
-about her face, its smoothness, the delicate tracery of hair about her
-forehead, the drooping pout of the upper lip, sharpened his interest
-and caused him to meditate.
-
-“Well?” he inquired after a time.
-
-“Oh, I wish you wouldn’t turn on me so and leave me,” she pleaded. “I
-haven’t done anything to you, have I? Not yet, anyhow.”
-
-“That’s just the point--not yet. There’s the whole story in a nutshell.”
-
-“Yes, but I promise you faithfully that I won’t, that I don’t intend
-to. Really I don’t. You won’t believe me, but that’s true. And I won’t,
-I give you my word,--truly. Why won’t you still be friends with me?
-I can’t tell you any more about myself now than I have--not now--but
-I will some time, and I wish you would still be friends with me. I
-promise not to do anything to cause you trouble. I haven’t really, have
-I? Have I?”
-
-“How should I know?” he answered testily and roughly, the while
-believing that this was a deliberate attempt on her part to interest
-him in spite of himself, to get him not to leave yet. “It seems to me
-you’ve done enough, being with these people. You’ve led me into going
-about with them, for one thing. I would never have gone with them on
-most of these trips except for you. Isn’t that enough? What more do you
-want? And why can’t you tell me now,” he demanded, feeling in a way
-the authority of a victor, “who these people are and all about them?
-I’d like to know. It might be a help to me, if you really wanted to do
-something for me. What are their plans, their game?”
-
-“I don’t know. I can’t tell you any more than I have, truly I can’t. If
-I find out, maybe I will some time. I promise to. But not now. I can’t,
-now. Can’t you trust me that much? Can’t you see that I like you, when
-I tell you so much? I haven’t any plan to injure you personally,
-truly I haven’t. I’m obliged to these people in one way and another,
-but nothing that would make me go that far. Won’t you believe me?” She
-opened her eyes very wide in injury. There was something new in her
-expression, a luring, coaxing something.
-
-“I haven’t any one who is really close to me any more,” she went on,
-“not anybody I like. I suppose it’s all my own fault, but--” her voice
-became very sweet.
-
-In spite of his precautions and the knowledge that his wife was the
-best and most suitable companion for him in the world, and that he was
-permanently fixed through his affection for his child and the helpful,
-hopeful mother of it, nevertheless he was moved by some peculiarity of
-this girl’s temperament. What power had Tilney over her, that he could
-use her in this way? Think of it--a beautiful girl like this!
-
-“What about Mrs. Skelton?” he demanded. “Who is she, anyhow? And these
-three gardeners around here? What is it they want?” (There were three
-gardeners of the grounds who whenever he and Imogene had been alone
-together anywhere managed somehow to be working near the scene--an
-arrival which caused him always instanter to depart.) “And Diamondberg?”
-
-She insisted that in so far as the gardeners were concerned she knew
-absolutely nothing about them. If they were employed by Mrs. Skelton
-or any one, it was without her knowledge. As for Diamondberg, she
-explained that she had only met him since she had come here, but that
-she really did not like him. For some reason Mrs. Skelton had asked her
-to appear not to know him. Mrs. Skelton, she persisted, had known her
-years before in Cincinnati, as she had said, but more recently in the
-city. She had helped her to get various positions, twice on the stage.
-Once she had worked for Mr. Swayne, yes, for a year, but only as a
-clerk. She had never known anything about him or his plans or schemes,
-never. When Gregory wanted to know how it was that he was to be trapped
-by her, if at all, she insisted that she did not believe that he was to
-be trapped. It was all to have been as she said.
-
-Gregory could not quite make out whether she was telling him the exact
-truth, but it was near enough, and it seemed to him that she could not
-be wholly lying. She seemed too frank and wishful. There was something
-sensuously affectionate in her point of view and her manner. He would
-know everything in the future, she insisted, if he wanted to, but only
-not now--please not now. Then she asked about his wife, where she was,
-when she was coming back.
-
-“Do you love her very much?” she finally asked naïvely.
-
-“Certainly I love her. Why do you ask? I’ve a two-year-old boy that I’m
-crazy about.”
-
-She looked at him thoughtfully, a little puzzled or uncertain, he
-thought.
-
-They agreed to be friends after a fashion before they were through. He
-confessed that he liked her, but still that he did not trust her--not
-yet. They were to go on as before, but only on condition that nothing
-further happened to him which could be traced to her. She frankly told
-him that she could not control the actions of the others. They were
-their own masters, and, after a fashion, hers, but in so far as she
-could she would protect him. She did not believe that they intended to
-try much longer. In so far as she was concerned, he might go away if
-he chose. She could see him anywhere, if he would. She was not sure if
-that would make any difference in their plans or not. Anyhow, she would
-not follow him if he did go unless he wished it, but she would prefer
-that he did. Perhaps nothing more would happen here. If she heard of
-anything she would tell him, or try to, in time. But she could not say
-more than that now. After a while, maybe, as soon as she could get out
-of here ... there were certain things over which she had no control.
-She was very enigmatic and secretive, and he took it to mean that she
-was involved in some difficult situation and could not easily extricate
-herself.
-
-“I wouldn’t take too much stock in her, at that,” Blount reflected
-when Gregory had told him about it. “Just keep your eyes open, that’s
-all. Don’t have anything to do with her in a compromising way. She may
-be lying to you again. Once a crook, always a crook.” Such was his
-philosophy.
-
-Mrs. Skelton returned on the third day after his long conversation
-with Imogene, and in spite of the fact that they had seemed to come
-closer together than ever before, to have established a friendly
-semi-defensive pact, still he sensed treachery. He could not make out
-what it was. She seemed to be friendly, simple, gay, direct, even
-wooing--and yet--what? He thought at one time that she might be the
-unconscious psychologic victim of Mrs. Skelton or of some one else; at
-other times, an absolutely unprincipled political philanderer. While
-pretending to be “on the level,” as he phrased it, with him, she was
-crossing his path in such odd ways, making him uncertain as to whether,
-in spite of all she had said and was saying, she was still engaged
-in trying to compromise him. The whole thing began to take on the
-fascination of a game with the unconquerable lure of sex at the bottom
-of it--steeled as he was against compromising himself in any way.
-
-Thus once, after a late card game, when he stepped out on a small
-veranda or balcony which graced the end of the hall nearest which his
-room was situated, and which commanded a splendid view of the sea, he
-found her just outside his door, alone, diaphanously attired, and very
-sympathetic and genial. Now that they were friends and had had this
-talk, there was something in her manner which always seemed to invite
-him on to a closer life with her without danger to himself, as she
-seemed to say. She would shield him against all, at her own expense. At
-the same time he was far--very far--from yielding. More than once he
-had insisted that he did not want to have anything to do with her in an
-affectional way, and yet here she was on this occasion, and although
-there might or there might not have been anything very alarming in
-that, he argued with himself afterward, yet since he had told her,
-this could be made to look as though she were trying to overpersuade
-him, to take him off his guard. Any guest of the hotel might have done
-as much (her room was somewhere near there), but Rule One, as laid
-down by Blount, and as hitherto practised by him, was never, under any
-circumstances which might be misinterpreted, to be alone with her. And
-besides, when he withdrew, as he did at once, excusing himself lightly
-and laughingly, he saw two men turning in at a cross corridor just
-beyond, and one, seeing him turn back, said to the other, “It must be
-on the other side, Jim.” Well, there might not have been anything very
-significant in that, either. Any two men might accidentally turn into a
-hall on an end balcony of which a maiden was sitting in very diaphanous
-array, but still----
-
-It was the same whenever he walked along the outer or sea wall at
-night, listening to the thunder of the water against the rapp which
-sustained the walk, and meditating on the night and the beauty of the
-hotel and the shabbiness of politics. Imogene was always about him
-when she might be with safety, as he saw it, but never under such
-circumstances as could be made to seem that they were alone together.
-Bullen, one of the two brokers, who seemed not a bad sort after his
-kind, came out there one night with Mrs. Skelton and Imogene, and
-seeing Gregory, engaged him in conversation and then left Imogene to
-his care. Gregory, hating to appear asininely suspicious under such
-circumstances, was genuinely troubled as to what to do in such cases
-as these. Always now he was drawn to her, painfully so, and yet---- He
-had told her more than once that he did not wish to be alone with her
-in this way, and yet here she was, and she was always insisting that
-she did not wish him to be with her if he objected to it, and yet look
-at this! Her excuse always was that she could not help it, that it
-was purely accidental or planned by them without her knowledge. She
-could not avoid all accidents. When he demanded to know why she did
-not leave, clear out of all of this, she explained that without great
-injury to herself and Mrs. Skelton she could not, and that besides he
-was safer with her there.
-
-“What is this?” he asked on this occasion. “Another plan?” Feeling her
-stop and pull back a little, he felt ashamed of himself. “Well, you
-know what I’ve been telling you all along,” he added gruffly.
-
-“Please don’t be so suspicious, Ed. Why do you always act so? Can’t I
-even walk out here? I couldn’t avoid this to-night, truly I couldn’t.
-Don’t you suppose I have to play a part too--for a time, anyhow? What
-do you expect me to do--leave at once? I can’t, I tell you. Won’t you
-believe me? Won’t you have a little faith in me?”
-
-“Well, come on,” he returned crossly, as much irritated with himself
-as any one. “Give me your arm. Give a dog a bad name, you know,” and
-he walked her courteously but firmly in the direction of the principal
-veranda, trying to be nice to her at the same time.
-
-“I tell you, Imogene, I can’t and I won’t do this. You must find ways
-of avoiding these things. If not, I’m not going to have anything to
-do with you at all. You say you want me to be friends with you, if
-no more. Very well. But how are we going to do it?” and after more
-arguments of this kind they parted with considerable feeling, but not
-altogether antagonistic, at that.
-
-Yet by reason of all this finally, and very much to his personal
-dissatisfaction, he found himself limited as to his walks and lounging
-places almost as much as if he had been in prison. There was a little
-pergola at one end of the lawn with benches and flowering vines
-which had taken his fancy when he first came, and which he had been
-accustomed to frequent as a splendid place to walk and smoke, but not
-any more. He was too certain of being picked up there, or of being
-joined by Mrs. Skelton and Imogene, only to be left with Imogene, with
-possibly the three gardeners or a broker as witnesses. He could not
-help thinking how ridiculous it all was.
-
-He even took Imogene, he and Blount, in Blount’s car, and Mrs. Skelton
-with them or not, as the case might be--it was all well enough so
-long as Blount was along--to one place or another in the immediate
-vicinity--never far, and always the two of them armed and ready for any
-emergency or fray, as they said. It seemed a risky thing to do, still
-they felt a little emboldened by their success so far, and besides,
-Imogene was decidedly attractive to both of them. Now that she had
-confessed her affection for Gregory she was most alluring with him, and
-genial to Blount, teasing and petting him and calling him the watchdog.
-Blount was always crowing over how well he and Gregory were managing
-the affair. More than once he had pointed out, even in her presence,
-that there was an element of sport or fascinating drama in it, that
-she “couldn’t fool them,” all of which was helping mightily to pass
-the time, even though his own and Gregory’s life, or at least their
-reputation, might be at stake.
-
-“Go on, go on, is my advice,” Blount kept saying now that he was being
-amused. “Let her fall in love with you. Make her testify on your
-behalf. Get a confession in black and white, if you can. It would be a
-great thing in the campaign, if you were compelled to use it.” He was
-a most practical and political soul, for all his geniality.
-
-Gregory could not quite see himself doing that, however. He was too
-fond of her. She was never quite so yielding, so close to him, as now.
-When he and Blount were out with her, now, the two of them ventured to
-rag her as to her part in all this, asking her whether the other car
-were handy, whether the gardeners had been properly lined up, and as to
-who was behind this tree or that house. “There’d be no use in going if
-everything wasn’t just right,” they said. She took it all in good part,
-even laughing and mocking them.
-
-“Better look out! Here comes a spy now,” she would sometimes exclaim
-at sight of a huckster driving a wagon or a farm-hand pushing a
-wheelbarrow.
-
-To both Blount and Gregory it was becoming a farce, and yet between
-themselves they agreed that it had its charm. They were probably tiring
-her backers and they would all quit soon. They hoped so, anyhow.
-
-But then one night, just as they had concluded that there might not
-be so very much to this plot after all, that it was about all over,
-and Mrs. Gregory was writing that she would soon be able to return,
-the unexpected happened. They were returning from one of those shorter
-outings which had succeeded the longer ones of an earlier day, Blount
-and Gregory and Imogene, and true to his idea of avoiding any routine
-procedure which might be seized upon by the enemy as something to
-expect and therefore to be used, Blount passed the main entrance and
-drove instead around to a side path which led to a sunk-in porch
-flanked on either side by high box hedges and sheltered furry pines.
-True also to their agreed plan of never being separated on occasions
-like this, they both walked to the door with Imogene, Blount locking
-his car so that it could not be moved during his absence. On the steps
-of this side porch they chaffered a little, bantering Imogene about
-another safe night, and how hard it was on the gardeners to keep them
-up so late and moving about in the dark in this fashion, when Imogene
-said she was tired and would have to go. She laughed at them for their
-brashness.
-
-“You two think you’re very smart, don’t you?” she smiled a little
-wearily. “It would serve you right if something did happen to both of
-you one of these days--you know so much.”
-
-“Is that so?” chuckled Blount. “Well, don’t hold any midnight
-conferences as to this. You’ll lose your beauty sleep if you do.”
-
-To which Gregory added, “Yes, with all this hard work ahead of you
-every day, Imogene, I should think you’d have to be careful.”
-
-“Oh, hush, and go on,” she laughed, moving toward the door.
-
-But they had not gone more than a hundred and fifty feet down the
-shadowy side path before she came running after them, quite out of
-breath.
-
-“Oh dear!” she called sweetly as she neared them, and they having heard
-her footsteps had turned. “I’m so sorry to trouble you, but some one
-has locked that side door, and I can’t open it or make them hear. Won’t
-one of you come and help me?” Then, as the two of them turned, “That’s
-right. I forgot. You always work in pairs, don’t you?”
-
-Blount chortled. Gregory smiled also. They couldn’t help it. It was so
-ridiculous at times--on occasions like this, for instance.
-
-“Well, you see how it is,” Gregory teased, “the door may be very
-tightly closed, and it might take the two of us to get it open.”
-
-Seeing that Blount was really coming, he changed his mind. “I guess I
-can get it open for her. Don’t bother this time. I’ll have to be going
-in, anyhow,” he added. The thought came to him that he would like to be
-with Imogene a little while--just a few moments.
-
-Blount left them after a cautioning look and a cheery good night. In
-all the time they had been together they had not done this, but this
-time it seemed all right. Gregory had never felt quite so close to
-Imogene as he did this evening. She had seemed so warm, laughing, gay.
-The night had been sultry, but mellow. They had tittered and jested
-over such trifling things, and now he felt that he would like to be
-with her a while longer. She had become more or less a part of his
-life, or seemingly so, such a genial companion. He took her arm and
-tucked it under his own.
-
-“It was nice over there at the Berkeley,” he commented, thinking of
-an inn they had just left. “Beautiful grounds--and that music! It was
-delightful, wasn’t it?” They had been dancing together.
-
-“Oh, dear,” she sighed, “the summer will soon be over, and then I’ll
-have to be going back, I suppose. I wish it would never end. I wish I
-could stay here forever, just like this, if you were here.” She stopped
-and looked at the treetops, taking a full breath and stretching out
-her arms. “And do look at those fire-flies,” she added, “aren’t they
-wonderful?” She hung back, watching the flashing fire-flies under the
-trees.
-
-“Why not sit down here a little while?” he proposed as they neared the
-steps. “It isn’t late yet.”
-
-“Do you really mean it?” she asked warmly.
-
-“You see, I’m beginning to be so foolish as to want to trust you. Isn’t
-that idiotic? Yes, I’m even going to risk fifteen minutes with you.”
-
-“I wish you two would quit your teasing, just once,” she pleaded. “I
-wish you would learn to trust me and leave Blount behind just once in a
-while, seeing that I’ve told you so often that I mean to do nothing to
-hurt you without telling you beforehand.”
-
-Gregory looked at her, pleased. He was moved, a little sorry for her,
-and a little sorrier for himself.
-
-In spite of himself, his wife and baby, as he now saw, he had come
-along a path he should not have, and with one whom he could not
-conscientiously respect or revere. There was no future for them
-together, as he well knew, now or at any other time. Still he lingered.
-
-“Well, here we are,” he said, “alone at last. Now you can do your
-worst, and I have no one to protect me.”
-
-“It would serve you right if I did, Mr. Smarty. But if I had suggested
-that we sit down for a minute you would have believed that the wood
-was full of spies. It’s too funny for words, the way you carry on. But
-you’ll have to let me go upstairs to change my shoes, just the same.
-They’ve been hurting me dreadfully, and I can’t stand them another
-minute. If you want to, you can come up to the other balcony, or I’ll
-come back here. I won’t be a minute. Do you mind?”
-
-“Not at all,” he assented, thinking that the other balcony would not be
-as open as this, much too private for him and her. “Certainly not. Run
-along. But I’d rather you came back here. I want to smoke, anyhow,” and
-he drew out his cigar and was about to make himself comfortable when
-she came back.
-
-“But you’ll have to get this door open for me,” she said. “I forgot
-about that.”
-
-“Oh, yes, that’s right.”
-
-He approached it, looking first for the large key which always hung on
-one side at this hour of the night, but not seeing it, looked at the
-lock. The key was in it.
-
-“I was trying before. I put it there,” she explained.
-
-He laid hold of it, and to his surprise it came open without any effort
-whatsoever, a thing which caused him to turn and look at her.
-
-“I thought you said it wouldn’t open,” he said.
-
-“Well, it wouldn’t before. I don’t know what makes it work now, but it
-wouldn’t then. Perhaps some one has come out this way since. Anyhow,
-I’ll run up and be down right away.” She hurried up the broad flight of
-stairs which ascended leisurely from this entrance.
-
-Gregory returned to his chair, amused but not conscious of anything
-odd or out of the way about the matter. It might well have been as she
-said. Doors were contrary at times, or some one might have come down
-and pushed it open. Why always keep doubting? Perhaps she really was
-in love with him, as she seemed to indicate, or mightily infatuated,
-and would not permit any one to injure him through her. It would seem
-so, really. After all, he kept saying to himself, she was different
-now to what he had originally thought, and what she had originally
-been, caught in a tangle of her own emotions and compelled by him to
-do differently from what she had previously planned. If he were not
-married as happily as he was, might not something come of this? He
-wondered.
-
-The black-green wall of the trees just beyond where he was sitting,
-the yellow light filtering from the one bowl lamp which ornamented
-the ceiling, the fireflies and the sawing katydids, all soothed and
-entertained him. He was beginning to think that politics was not such
-a bad business after all, his end of it at least, or being pursued
-even. His work thus far had yielded him a fair salary, furnishing
-as it had excellent copy for some of the newspapers and political
-organizations--the best was being reserved for the last--and was
-leading him into more interesting ways than the old newspaper days had,
-and the future, outside of what had happened in the last few weeks,
-looked promising enough. Soon he would be able to deal the current
-administration a body blow. This might raise him to a high position
-locally. He had not been so easily frustrated as they had hoped, and
-this very attractive girl had fallen in love with him.
-
-For a while he stared down the black-green path up which they had come,
-and then fixed his eyes in lazy contemplation on one of the groups of
-stars showing above the treetops. Suddenly--or was it suddenly?--more
-a whisper or an idea--he seemed to become aware of something that
-sounded, as he listened more keenly, like a light footfall in the
-garden beyond the hedge. It was so very light, a mere tickle of the
-grass or stirring of a twig. He pricked up his ears and on the instant
-strained every muscle and braced himself, not that he imagined anything
-very dreadful was going to happen, but--were they up to their old
-tricks again? Was this the wonderful gardeners again? Would they never
-stop? Removing the cigar from his mouth and stilling the rocker in
-which he had been slowly moving to and fro, he decided not to stir, not
-even to move his hands, so well concealed was he from the bushes on
-either side by the arrangement of the posts, one of which was to the
-left of him. In this position he might see and not be seen. Did they
-know he was there? How had they found out? Were they always watching
-yet? Was she a part of it? He decided to get up and leave, but a moment
-later thought it better to linger just a little, to wait and see. If
-he left and she came back and did not find him there--could it be that
-there was some new trick on foot?
-
-While he was thus swiftly meditating, he was using his ears to their
-utmost. Certainly there was a light footfall approaching along the
-other side of the hedge to the left, two in fact, for no sooner was
-one seemingly still, near at hand, than another was heard coming from
-the same direction, as light and delicate as that of a cat--spies,
-trappers, murderers, even, as he well knew. It was so amazing, this
-prowling and stalking, so desperate and cruel, that it made him a
-little sick. Perhaps, after all, he had better have kept Blount with
-him--not have lingered in this fashion. He was about to leave, a
-nervous thrill chasing up and down his spine, when he heard what he
-took to be Imogene’s step on the stair. Then she was coming back,
-after all, as she had said. She was not a part of this as he had
-feared--or was she? Who could tell? But it would be foolish to leave
-now. She would see that he was wholly suspicious again, and that stage
-had somehow seemed to be passing between them. She had promised on
-more than one occasion to protect him against these others, let alone
-herself. Anyhow he could speak of these newcomers and then leave. He
-would let her know that they were hanging about as usual, always ready
-to take advantage of his good nature.
-
-But now, her step having reached the bottom of the stair and ceased,
-she did not come out. Instead, a light that was beside the door, but
-out at this hour, was turned on, and glancing back he could see her
-shadow, or thought he could, on the wall opposite, to the right. She
-was doing something--what? There was a mirror below the light. She
-might be giving her hair a last pat. She had probably arrayed herself
-slightly differently for him to see. He waited. Still she did not
-come. Then swiftly, a sense of something treacherous came over him,
-a creeping sensation of being victimized and defeated. He felt, over
-his taut nerves, this thrilling fear which seemed to almost convey the
-words: Move! Hurry! Run! He could not sit still a moment longer, but,
-as if under a great compulsion, leaped to his feet and sprang to the
-door just as he thought he heard additional movements and even whispers
-in the dark outside. What was it? Who? Now he would see!
-
-Inside he looked for her, and there she was, but how different!
-When she had gone upstairs she had been arrayed in a light summery
-dress, very smart and out-door-ish, but here she was clothed in a soft
-clinging housedress such as one would never wear outside the hotel. And
-instead of being adjusted with her customary care, it was decidedly
-awry, as though she might have been in some disturbing and unhappy
-contest. The collar was slightly torn and pulled open, a sleeve ripped
-at the shoulder and wrist, the hang of the skirt over the hips awry,
-and the skirt itself torn, a ragged slit over the knee. Her face had
-been powdered to a dead white, or she herself was overcome with fear
-and distress, and the hair above it was disarranged, as though it had
-been shaken or pulled to one side. Her whole appearance was that of one
-who had been assailed in some evil manner and who had come out of the
-contest disarranged as to her clothes and shaken as to her nerves.
-
-Brief as his glance was, Gregory was amazed at the transformation.
-He was so taken aback that he could not say anything, but just what
-it all meant came to him in an intuitive flash. To fly was his one
-thought, to get out of the vicinity of this, not to be seen or taken
-near it. With one bound he was away and up the easy stair three at a
-time, not pausing to so much as look back at her, meeting her first
-wide half-frightened stare with one of astonishment, anger and fear.
-Nor did he pause until he had reached his own door, through which he
-fairly jumped, locking himself in as he did so. Once inside, he stood
-there white and shaking, waiting for any sound which might follow, any
-pursuit, but hearing none, going to his mirror and mocking at himself
-for being such a fool as to be so easily outwitted, taken in, after
-all his caution and sophisticated talk. Lord! he sighed. Lord!
-
-And after all her protests and promises, this very evening, too, he
-thought. What a revelation of the unreliability and treachery of human
-nature! So she had been lying to him all the time, leading him on
-in the face of his almost boastful precautions and suspicions, and
-to-night, almost at the close of the season, had all but succeeded in
-trapping him! Then Tilney was not so easily to be fooled, after all. He
-commanded greater loyalty and cunning in his employees than he had ever
-dreamed. But what could he say to her, now that he knew what she really
-was, if ever he saw her again? She would just laugh at him, think him a
-fool, even though he had managed to escape. Would he ever want to see
-her again? Never, he thought. But to think that any one so young, so
-smooth, so seemingly affectionate, could be so ruthless, so devilishly
-clever and cruel! She was much more astute than either he or Blount had
-given her credit for.
-
-After moving the bureau and chairs in front of the door, he called up
-Blount and sat waiting for him to come.
-
-Actually, as he saw it now, she had meant to stage a seeming assault
-in which he would have been accused as the criminal and if they had
-sufficient witnesses he might have had a hard time proving otherwise.
-After all, he had been going about with her a great deal, he and
-Blount, and after he had told himself that he would not.
-
-Her witnesses were there, close upon him, in the dark. Even though he
-might be able to prove his previous good character, still, considering
-the suspicious fact that he had trifled with her and this treacherous
-situation so long, would a jury or the public believe him? A moment or
-two more, and she would have screamed out that he was attacking her,
-and the whole hotel would have been aroused. Her secret friends would
-have rushed forward and beaten him. Who knows?--they might even have
-killed him! And their excuse would have been that they were justified.
-Unquestionably she and her friends would have produced a cloud of
-witnesses. But she hadn’t screamed--there was a curious point as to
-that, even though she had had ample time (and she had had) and it was
-expected of her and intended that she should! Why hadn’t she? What had
-prevented her? A strange, disturbing exculpating thought began to take
-root in his mind, but on the instant also he did his best to crush it.
-
-“No, no! I have had enough now,” he said to himself. “She did intend to
-compromise me and that is all there is to it. And in what a fashion.
-Horrible. No, this is the end. I will get out now to-morrow, that is
-one thing certain, go to my wife in the mountains, or bring her home.”
-Meanwhile, he sat there trembling, revolver in hand, wiping the sweat
-from his face, for he did not know but that even yet they might follow
-him here and attempt the charge of assault anyhow. Would they--could
-they? Just then some one knocked on his door, and Gregory, after
-demanding to know who it was, opened it to Blount. He quickly told him
-of his evening’s experience.
-
-“Well,” said Blount, heavily and yet amusedly, “she certainly is the
-limit. That was a clever ruse, say what you will, a wonder. And the
-coolness of her! Why, she joked with us about it! I thought you were
-taking a chance, but not a great one. I was coming around to thinking
-she might be all right, and now think of this! I agree with you that
-it is time for you to leave. I don’t think you’ll ever get her over to
-your side. She’s too crafty.”
-
-The next morning Gregory was up early and on the veranda smoking and
-meditating as to his exact course. He would go now, of course, and
-probably never see this girl with her fiend’s heart again. What a
-revelation! To think that there were such clever, ruthless, beautiful
-sirens about in the same world with such women as his wife! Contrast
-them--his wife, faithful, self-sacrificing, patient, her one object
-the welfare of those whom she truly loved, and then put on the other
-side of the scale this girl--tricky, shameless, an actress, one without
-scruples or morals, her sole object in life, apparently, to advance
-herself in any way that she might, and that at the expense of everybody
-and everything!
-
-He wanted to leave without seeing her, but in spite of himself he sat
-on, telling himself that it would do no harm to have just one last talk
-with her in order to clear up whether she had really intended to scream
-or no--whether she was as evil as he really thought now, confront her
-with her enormous treachery and denounce her for the villainess she
-was. What new lie would she have on her tongue now, he wondered? Would
-she be able to face him at all? Would she explain? Could she? He would
-like to take one more look at her, or see if she would try to avoid him
-completely. This morning she must be meditating on how unfortunately
-she had failed, missed out, and only last night she had taken his hand
-and smoothed it and whispered that she was not so bad, so mean, as he
-thought her to be, and that some day he would find it out. And now see!
-
-He waited a considerable time, and then sent up word that he wanted to
-see her. He did not want to see this thing closed in this fashion with
-no chance to at least berate her, to see what new lie she would tell.
-After a while she came down, pale and seemingly exhausted, a weary look
-about her eyes as though she had not slept. To his astonishment she
-came over quite simply to where he was sitting, and when he stood up at
-her approach as if to ward her off, stood before him, seemingly weaker
-and more hopeless than ever. What an excellent actress, he thought! He
-had never seen her so downcast, so completely overcome, so wilted.
-
-“Well,” he began as she stood there, “what new lie have you fixed up to
-tell me this morning?”
-
-“No lie,” she replied softly.
-
-“What! Not a single lie? Anyhow, you’ll begin by shamming contrition,
-won’t you? You’re doing that already. Your friends made you do it, of
-course, didn’t they? Tilney was right there--and Mrs. Skelton! They
-were all waiting for you when you went up, and told you just what to do
-and how it had to be done, wasn’t that it? And you had to do it, too,
-didn’t you?” he sneered cynically.
-
-“I told you I didn’t have anything to say,” she answered. “I didn’t do
-anything--I mean I didn’t intend to--except to signal you to run, but
-when you burst in on me that way----” He waved an impatient hand. “Oh,
-all right,” she went on sadly. “I can’t help it if you won’t believe
-me. But it’s true just the same. Everything you think, all except that
-automobile plot, and this is true, but I’m not asking you to believe
-me any more. I can’t help it if you won’t. It’s too late. But I had to
-go through my part anyhow. Please don’t look at me that way, Ed--not
-so hard. You don’t know how really weak I am, or what it is that makes
-me do these things. But I didn’t want to do anything to hurt you last
-night, not when I left you. And I didn’t. I hadn’t the slightest
-intention, really I hadn’t. Oh, well, sneer if you want to! I couldn’t
-help myself, though, just the same--believe it or not. Nothing was
-farther from my mind when I came in, only--oh, what a state my life has
-come to, anyhow!” she suddenly exclaimed. “You don’t know. Your life’s
-not a mess, like mine. People have never had you in any position where
-they could make you do things. That’s just the trouble--men never know
-women really.” (“I should say not!” he interpolated.) “But I have had
-to do so many things I didn’t want to do--but I’m not pleading with
-you, Ed, really I’m not. I know it’s all over between us and no use,
-only I wish I could make you believe that as bad as I am I’ve never
-wanted to be as bad to you as I’ve seemed. Really, I haven’t. Oh,
-honestly----”
-
-“Oh, cut that stuff, please!” he said viciously. “I’m sick of it. It
-wasn’t to hear anything like that that I sent for you. The reason I
-asked you to come down here was merely to see how far you would face
-it out, whether you would have the nerve to come, really, that was
-all--oh, just to see whether you would have a new lie to spring, and I
-see you have. You’re a wonder, you are! But I’d like to ask you just
-one favor: Won’t you please let me alone in the future? I’m tired, and
-I can’t stand it any longer. I’m going away now. This fellow Tilney you
-are working for is very clever, but it’s all over. It really is. You’ll
-never get another chance at me if I know myself.” He started to walk
-off.
-
-“Ed! Ed!” she called. “Please--just a minute--don’t go yet, Ed,” she
-begged. “There’s something I want to say to you first. I know all you
-say is true. There’s nothing you can say that I haven’t said to myself
-a thousand times. But you don’t understand what my life has been like,
-what I’ve suffered, how I’ve been pushed around, and I can’t tell
-you now, either--not now. Our family wasn’t ever in society, as Mrs.
-Skelton pretended--you knew that, of course, though--and I haven’t
-been much of anything except a slave, and I’ve had a hard time, too,
-terrible,” and she began dabbing her eyes. “I know I’m no good. Last
-night proved it to me, that’s a fact. But I hadn’t meant to do you any
-harm even when I came alone that way--really I didn’t. I pretended to
-be willing, that was all. Hear me out, Ed, anyhow. Please don’t go yet.
-I thought I could signal you to run without them seeing me--really I
-did. When I first left you the door was locked, and I came back for
-that sole reason. I suppose they did something to it so I couldn’t open
-it. There were others up there; they made me go back--I can’t tell you
-how or why or who--but they were all about me--they always are. They’re
-determined to get you, Ed, in one way or another, even if I don’t help
-them, and I’m telling you you’d better look out for yourself. Please
-do. Go away from here. Don’t have anything more to do with me. Don’t
-have anything more to do with any of these people. I can’t help myself,
-honestly I can’t. I didn’t want to, but--oh----” she wrung her hands
-and sat down wearily, “you don’t know how I’m placed with them, what it
-is----”
-
-“Yes? Well, I’m tired of that stuff,” Gregory now added grimly and
-unbelievingly. “I suppose they told you to run back and tell me this
-so as to win my sympathy again? Oh, you little liar! You make me sick.
-What a sneak and a crook you really are!”
-
-“Ed! Ed!” she now sobbed. “Please! Please! Won’t you understand how
-it is? They have watched every entrance every time we’ve gone out
-since I came here. It doesn’t make any difference which door you come
-through. They have men at every end. I didn’t know anything about it
-until I went upstairs. Really, I didn’t. Oh, I wish I could get out of
-all this! I’m so sick of it all. I told you that I’m fond of you, and
-I am. Oh, I’m almost crazy! I wish sometimes that I could die, I’m so
-sick of everything. My life’s a shabby mess, and now you’ll hate me all
-the time,” and she rocked to and fro in a kind of misery, and cried
-silently as she did so.
-
-Gregory stared at her, amazed but unbelieving.
-
-“Yes,” he insisted, “I know. The same old stuff, but I don’t believe
-it. You’re lying now, just as you have been all along. You think by
-crying and pretending to feel sad that you might get another chance
-to trick me, but you won’t. I’m out of this to-day, once and for all,
-and I’m through with you. There’s no use in my appealing to the police
-under this administration, or I’d do that. But I want to tell you
-this. If you follow me any longer, or any of this bunch around here,
-I’m going to the newspapers. There’ll be some way of getting this
-before the courts somewhere, and I’ll try it. And if you really were on
-the level and wanted to do anything, there’s a way, all right, but you
-wouldn’t do it if you had a chance, never, not in a million years. I
-know you wouldn’t.”
-
-“Oh, Ed! Ed! You don’t know me, or how I feel, or what I’ll do,” she
-whimpered. “You haven’t given me a chance. Why don’t you suggest
-something, if you don’t believe me, and see?”
-
-“Well, I can do that easily enough,” he replied sternly. “I can call
-that bluff here and now. Write me out a confession of all that’s been
-going on here. Let me hear you dictate it to a stenographer, and then
-come with me to a notary public or the district attorney, and swear to
-it. Now we’ll see just how much there is to this talk about caring for
-me,” and he watched her closely, the while she looked at him, her eyes
-drying and her sobs ceasing. She seemed to pause emotionally and stare
-at the floor in a speculative, ruminative mood. “Yes? Well, that’s
-different, isn’t it? I see how it is now. You didn’t think I’d have
-just the thing to call your bluff with, did you? And just as I thought,
-you won’t do it. Well, I’m onto you now, so good-day. I have your
-measure at last. Good-by!” and he started off.
-
-“Ed!” she called, jumping up suddenly and starting after him. “Ed!
-Wait--don’t go! I’ll do what you say. I’ll do anything you want. You
-don’t believe I will, but I will. I’m sick of this life, I really am.
-I don’t care what they do to me now afterwards, but just the same I’ll
-come. Please don’t be so hard on me, Ed. Can’t you see--can’t you
-see--Ed--how I feel about you? I’m crazy about you, I really am. I’m
-not all bad, Ed, really I’m not--can’t you see that? Only--only----”
-and by now he had come back and was looking at her in an incredulous
-way. “I wish you cared for me a little, Ed. Do you, Ed, just a little?
-Can’t you, if I do this?”
-
-He looked at her with mingled astonishment, doubt, contempt, pity, and
-even affection, after its kind. Would she really do it? And if she did
-what could he offer her in the way of that affection which she craved?
-Nothing, he knew that. She could never extricate herself from this
-awful group by which she was surrounded, her past, the memory of the
-things she had tried to do to him, and he--he was married. He was happy
-with his wife really, and could make no return. There was his career,
-his future, his present position. But that past of hers--what was it?
-How could it be that people could control another person in this way
-she claimed, especially scoundrels like these, and why wouldn’t she
-tell him about it? What had she done that was so terrible as to give
-them this power? Even if he did care for her what chance would he have,
-presuming her faithfulness itself, to either confront or escape the
-horde of secret enemies that was besetting him and her just now? They
-would be discovered and paraded forth at their worst, all the details.
-That would make it impossible for him to come forth personally and make
-the charge which would constitute him champion of the people. No, no,
-no! But why, considering all her efforts against him, should she come
-to his rescue now, or by doing so expect him to do anything for her by
-way of return? He smiled at her dourly, a little sadly.
-
-“Yes. Well, Imogene, I can’t talk to you about that now, not for the
-present, anyhow. You’re either one of the greatest actresses and
-crooks that ever lived, or you’re a little light in the upper story.
-At any rate, I should think that you might see that you could scarcely
-expect me to like you, let alone to love you, all things considered,
-and particularly since this other thing has not been straightened out.
-You may be lying right now, for all I know--acting, as usual. But even
-so--let’s first see what you do about this other, and then talk.”
-
-He looked at her, then away over the sea to where some boats were
-coming towards them.
-
-“Oh, Ed,” she said sadly, observing his distracted gaze, “you’ll never
-know how much I do care for you, although you know I must care a lot
-for you, to do this. It’s the very worst thing I can do for me--the
-end, maybe, for me. But I wish you would try and like me a little, even
-if it were only for a little while.”
-
-“Well, Imogene, let’s not talk about that now,” he replied skeptically.
-“Not until we’ve attended to this other, anyhow. Certainly you owe me
-that much. You don’t know what my life’s been, either--one long up-hill
-fight. But you’d better come along with me just as you are, if you’re
-coming. Don’t go upstairs to get any hat--or to change your shoes. I’ll
-get a car here and you can come with me just as you are.”
-
-She looked at him simply, directly, beatenly.
-
-“All right, Ed, but I wish I knew how this is going to end. I can’t
-come back here after this, you know, if they find it out. I know I owe
-this to you, but, oh dear, I’m such a fool! Women always are where love
-is concerned, and I told myself I’d never let myself get in love any
-more, and now look at me!”
-
-They went off to the city together, to his office, to a notary, to the
-district attorney’s office--a great triumph. She confessed all, or
-nearly so, how she had formerly been employed by Mr. Swayne; how she
-had met Mr. Tilney there; how, later, after Swayne had fled, Tilney had
-employed her in various capacities, secretary, amanuensis, how she had
-come to look upon him as her protector; where and how she had met Mrs.
-Skelton, and how the latter, at Mr. Tilney’s request (she was not sure,
-only it was an order, she said) had engaged--commanded, rather--her
-to do this work, though what the compulsion was she refused to say,
-reserving it for a later date. She was afraid, she said.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Once he had this document in his possession, Gregory was overjoyed, and
-still he was doubtful of her. She asked him what now, what more, and he
-requested her to leave him at once and to remain away for a time until
-he had time to think and decide what else he wished to do. There could
-be nothing between them, not even friendship, he reassured her, unless
-he was fully convinced at some time or other that no harm could come to
-him--his wife, his campaign, or anything else. Time was to be the great
-factor.
-
-And yet two weeks later, due to a telephone message from her to his
-office for just one word, a few minutes, anywhere that he would
-suggest, they met again, this time merely for a moment, as he told
-himself and her. It was foolish, he shouldn’t do it, but still---- At
-this interview, somehow, Imogene managed to establish a claim on his
-emotions which it was not easy to overcome. It was in one of the small
-side booths in the rather out-of-the-way Grill Parzan Restaurant in
-the great financial district. Protesting that it was only because she
-wished to see him just once more that she had done this, she had come
-here, she said, after having dropped instantly and completely out of
-the life at Triton Hall, not returning even for her wardrobe, as he
-understood it, and hiding away in an unpretentious quarter of the city
-until she could make up her mind what to do. She seemed, and said she
-was, much alone, distrait. She did not know what was to become of her
-now, what might befall her. Still, she was not so unhappy if only he
-would not think badly of her any more. He had to smile at her seemingly
-pathetic faith in what love might do for her. To think that love should
-turn a woman about like this! It was fascinating, and so sad. He was
-fond of her in a platonic way, he now told himself, quite sincerely
-so. Her interest in him was pleasing, even moving, “But what is it
-you expect of me?” he kept saying over and over. “You know we can’t
-go on with this. There’s ‘the girl’ and the kid. I won’t do anything
-to harm them, and besides, the campaign is just beginning. Even this
-is ridiculously foolish of me. I’m taking my career in my hands. This
-lunch will have to be the last, I tell you.”
-
-“Well, Ed,” she agreed wistfully, looking at him at the very close of
-the meal, “you have made up your mind, haven’t you? Then you’re not
-going to see me any more? You seem so distant, now that we’re back in
-town. Do you feel so badly toward me, Ed? Am I really so bad?”
-
-“Well, Imogene, you see for yourself how it is, don’t you?” he went on.
-“It can’t be. You are more or less identified with that old crowd, even
-though you don’t want to be. They know things about you, you say, and
-they certainly wouldn’t be slow to use them if they had any reason for
-so doing. Of course they don’t know anything yet about this confession,
-unless you’ve told them, and I don’t propose that they shall so long as
-I don’t have to use it. As for me, I have to think of my wife and kid,
-and I don’t want to do anything to hurt them. If ever Emily found this
-out it would break her all up, and I don’t want to do that. She’s been
-too square, and we’ve gone through too much together. I’ve thought it
-all over, and I’m convinced that what I’m going to do is for the best.
-We have to separate, and I came here to-day to tell you that I can’t
-see you any more. It can’t be, Imogene, can’t you see that?”
-
-“Not even for a little while?”
-
-“Not even for a day. It just can’t be. I’m fond of you, and you’ve been
-a brick to pull me out of this, but don’t you see that it can’t be?
-Don’t you really see how it is?”
-
-She looked at him, then at the table for a moment, and then out over
-the buildings of the great city.
-
-“Oh, Ed,” she reflected sadly, “I’ve been such a fool. I don’t mean
-about the confession--I’m glad I did that--but just in regard to
-everything I’ve done. But you’re right, Ed. I’ve felt all along that
-it would have to end this way, even the morning I agreed to make the
-confession. But I’ve been making myself hope against hope, just
-because from the very first day I saw you out there I thought I
-wouldn’t be able to hold out against you, and now you see I haven’t.
-Well, all right, Ed. Let’s say good-bye. Love’s a sad old thing, isn’t
-it?” and she began to put on her things.
-
-He helped her, wondering over the strange whirl of circumstances which
-had brought them together and was now spinning them apart.
-
-“I wish I could do something more for you, Imogene, I really do,” he
-said. “I wish I could say something that would make it a little easier
-for you--for us both--but what would be the use? It wouldn’t really,
-now would it?”
-
-“No,” she replied brokenly.
-
-He took her to the elevator and down to the sidewalk, and there they
-stopped for a moment.
-
-“Well, Imogene,” he began, and paused. “It’s not just the way I’d like
-it to be, but--well----” he extended his hand “----here’s luck and
-good-by, then.” He turned to go.
-
-She looked up at him pleadingly.
-
-“Ed,” she said, “Ed--wait! Aren’t you--don’t you want to----?” she put
-up her lips, her eyes seemingly misty with emotion.
-
-He came back and putting his arm about her, drew her upturned lips to
-his. As he did so she clung to him, seeming to vent a world of feeling
-in this their first and last kiss, and then turned and left him, never
-stopping to look back, and being quickly lost in the immense mass which
-was swirling by. As he turned to go though he observed two separate
-moving-picture men with cameras taking the scene from different
-angles. He could scarcely believe his senses. As he gazed they stopped
-their work, clapped their tripods together and made for a waiting car.
-Before he could really collect his thoughts they were gone--and then----
-
-“As I live!” he exclaimed. “She did do this to me after all, or did
-she? And after all my feeling for her!--and all her protestations! The
-little crook! And now they have that picture of me kissing her! Stung,
-by George! and by the same girl, or by them, and after all the other
-things I’ve avoided! That’s intended to make that confession worthless!
-She did that because she’s changed her mind about me! Or, she never did
-care for me.” Grim, reducing thought! “Did she--could she--know--do a
-thing like that?” he wondered. “Is it she and Tilney, or just Tilney
-alone, who has been following me all this time?” He turned solemnly and
-helplessly away.
-
-Now after all his career was in danger. His wife had returned and all
-was seemingly well, but if he proceeded with his exposures as he must,
-then what? This picture would be produced! He would be disgraced! Or
-nearly so. Then what? He might charge fraud, a concocted picture,
-produce the confession. But could he? Her arms had been about his neck!
-He had put his about her! Two different camera men had taken them from
-different angles! Could he explain that? Could he find Imogene again?
-Was it wise? Would she testify in his behalf? If so what good would it
-do? Would any one, in politics at least, believe a morally victimized
-man? He doubted it. The laughter! The jesting! The contempt! No one
-except his wife, and she could not help him here.
-
-Sick at heart and defeated he trudged on now clearly convinced that
-because of this one silly act of kindness all his work of months had
-been undone and that now, never, so shy were the opposing political
-forces, might he ever hope to enter the promised land of his better
-future--not here, at least--that future to which he had looked forward
-with so much hope--neither he nor his wife, nor child.
-
-“Fool! Fool!” he exclaimed to himself heavily and then--“fool! fool!”
-Why had he been so ridiculously sympathetic and gullible? Why so unduly
-interested? but finding no answer and no clear way of escape save in
-denial and counter charges he made his way slowly on toward that now
-dreary office where so long he had worked, but where now, because of
-this he might possibly not be able to work, at least with any great
-profit to himself.
-
-“Tilney! Imogene! The Triton!” he thought--what clever scoundrels those
-two were--or Tilney anyhow--he could not be sure of Imogene, even now,
-and so thinking, he left the great crowd at his own door, that crowd,
-witless, vast, which Tilney and the mayor and all the politicians were
-daily and hourly using--the same crowd which he had wished to help and
-against whom, as well as himself, this little plot had been hatched,
-and so easily and finally so successfully worked.
-
-
-
-
-THE CRUISE OF THE “IDLEWILD”
-
-
-It would be difficult to say just how the trouble aboard the _Idlewild_
-began, or how we managed to sail without things going to smash every
-fifteen minutes; but these same constitute the business of this
-narrative. It was at Spike, and the weather was blistering hot. Some of
-us, one in particular, were mortal tired of the life we were leading.
-It was a dingy old shop inside, loaded with machines and blacksmithing
-apparatus and all the paraphernalia that go to make up the little
-depots and furniture that railways use, and the labor of making them
-was intrusted to about a hundred men all told--carpenters, millwrights,
-wood-turners, tinsmiths, painters, blacksmiths, an engineer, and a yard
-foreman handling a score of “guineas,” all of whom were too dull to
-interest the three or four wits who congregated in the engine room.
-
-Old John, the engineer, was one of these--a big, roly-poly sort of
-fellow, five foot eleven, if he was an inch, with layers of flesh
-showing through his thin shirt and tight trousers, and his face and
-neck constantly standing in beads of sweat. Then there was the smith,
-a small, wiry man of thirty-five, with arms like a Titan and a face
-that was expressive of a goodly humor, whether it was very brilliant
-or not--the village smith, as we used to call him. Then there was Ike,
-little Ike, the blacksmith’s helper, who was about as queer a little
-cabin boy as ever did service on an ocean-going steamer or in a
-blacksmith’s shop--a small misshapen, dirty-faced lad, whose coat was
-three, and his trousers four, times too large for him--hand-me-downs
-from some mysterious source; immensely larger members of his family,
-I presume. He had a battered face, such as you sometimes see given to
-satyrs humorously represented in bronze, and his ears were excessively
-large. He had a big mouthful of dirty yellow teeth, two or three
-missing in front. His eyes were small and his hands large, but a
-sweeter soul never crept into a smaller or more misshapen body. Poor
-little Ike. To think how near he came to being driven from his job by
-our tomfoolishness!
-
-I should say here that the _Idlewild_ was not a boat at all, but an
-idea. She evolved out of our position on Long’s Point, where the Harlem
-joins the Hudson, and where stood the shop in which we all worked,
-water to the south of us, water to the west of us, water to the north
-of us, and the railroad behind us landward, just like the four--or was
-it the six? hundred--at Balaklava. Anyhow, we got our idea from the
-shop and the water all around, and we said, after much chaffering about
-one thing and another, that we were aboard the _Idlewild_, and that the
-men were the crew, and that the engineer was the captain, and I was the
-mate, just as if everything were ship-shape, and this were a really and
-truly ocean-going vessel.
-
-As I have said before, I do not know exactly how the idea started,
-except that it did. Old John was always admiring the beautiful yachts
-that passed up and down the roadstead of the Hudson outside, and this
-may have had something to do with it. Anyhow, he would stand in the
-doorway of his engine room and watch everything in the shape of a
-craft that went up and down the stream. He didn’t know much about
-boats, but he loved to comment on their charms, just the same.
-
-“That there now must be Morgan’s yacht,” he used to say of a fine
-black-bodied craft that had a piano-body finish to it, an’ “That
-there’s the _Waterfowl_, Governor Morton’s yacht. Wouldn’ ja think,
-now, them fellers ’d feel comfortable a-settin’ back there on the poop
-deck an’ smokin’ them dollar cigars on a day like this? Aw, haw!”
-
-It would usually be blistering hot and the water a flashing blue when
-he became excited over the yacht question.
-
-“Right-o,” I once commented enviously.
-
-“Aw, haw! Them’s the boys as knows how to live. I wouldn’ like nothin’
-better on a day like this than to set out there in one o’ them easy
-chairs an’ do up about a pound o’ tobacco. Come now, wouldn’t that be
-the ideal life for your Uncle Dudley?”
-
-“It truly would,” I replied sadly but with an inherent desire to tease,
-“only I don’t think my Uncle Dudley is doing so very badly under the
-circumstances. I notice he isn’t losing any flesh.”
-
-“Well, I dunno. I’m a little stout, I’ll admit. Still, them conditions
-would be more congenial-like. I ain’t as active as I used to be. A nice
-yacht an’ some good old fifty-cent cigars an’ a cool breeze ’d just
-about do for me.”
-
-“You’re too modest, John. You want too little. You ought to ask for
-something more suited to your Lucullian instincts. What do you say to a
-house in Fifth Avenue, a country place at Newport, and the friendship
-of a few dukes and earls?”
-
-“Well, I’m not backward,” he replied. “If them things was to come my
-way I guess I could live up to ’em. Aw, haw!”
-
-“Truly, truly, John, you’re quite right, but you might throw in a few
-shovelfuls of shavings just to show that there are no hard feelings
-between you and the company while you’re waiting for all this. I notice
-your steam is getting low, eh? What?”
-
-“Hang the steam! If the road was decent they’d give a man coal to burn.
-It takes a hundred tons of shavin’s a day to keep this blinged old
-cormorant goin’. Think of me havin’ to stand here all day an’ shovelin’
-in shavin’s! Seems to me all I do here is shovel. I’m an engineer, not
-a fireman. They ought to gimme a man for that, by rights.”
-
-“Quite so! Quite so! We’ll see about that later--only, for the present,
-the shavings for yours. Back to the shovel, John!” The tone was heavily
-bantering.
-
-“Well, the steam was gettin’ a little low,” John would cheerfully
-acknowledge, once he was able to resume his position in the doorway. It
-was these painful interruptions which piqued him so.
-
-Out of such chaffering and bickering as this it was that the spirit
-of the _Idlewild_ finally took its rise. It came up from the sea of
-thought, I presume.
-
-“What’s the matter with us having a boat of our own, John?” I said to
-him one day. “Here we are, out here on the bounding main, or mighty
-near it. This is as good as any craft, this old shop. Ease the thing
-around and hoist the Jolly Roger, and I’ll sail you up to White Plains.
-What’s the matter with calling her the _Idlewild_? The men will
-furnish the idle, and the bosses will furnish the wild, eh? How’s that
-for an appropriate title?”
-
-“Haw! Haw!” exclaimed stout John. “Bully! We’ll fix ’er up to-day. You
-be the captain an’ I’ll be the mate an’----”
-
-“Far be it from me, John,” I replied humbly and generously, seeing that
-he had the one point of vantage in this whole institution which would
-serve admirably as a captain’s cabin--with his consent, of course.
-It was more or less like a captain’s cabin on a tug-boat, at that,
-picturesque and with a sea view, as it were. “You be the captain and
-I’ll be the mate. Far be it from me to infringe on a good old sea dog’s
-rights. You’re the captain, all right, and this is a plenty good enough
-cabin. I’m content to be mate. Open up steam, Cap, and we’ll run the
-boat up and down the yard a few times. Look out the window and see how
-she blows. It’s ho! for a life on the bounding main, and a jolly old
-crew are we!”
-
-“Right-o, my hearty!” he now agreed, slapping me on the back at
-the same time that he reached for the steamcock and let off a few
-preliminary blasts of steam--by way of showing that we were moving, as
-it were. The idea that we were aboard a real yacht and about to cruise
-forth actually seized upon my fancy in a most erratic and delightsome
-way. It did on John’s, too. Plainly we needed some such idyllic dream.
-Outside was the blue water of the river. Far up and down were many
-craft sailing like ourselves, I said.
-
-Inside of fifteen minutes we had appointed the smith, bos’n, and little
-Ike, the smith’s helper, the bos’n’s mate. And we had said that the
-carpenters and turners and millwrights were the crew and that the
-“guineas” were the scullions. Mentally, we turned the engine-room into
-the captain’s cabin, and here now was nothing but “Heave ho-s” and
-“How does she blow thar, Bill-s?” and “Shiver my timbers-s” and “Blast
-my top-lights-s” for days to come. We “heaved ho” at seven o’clock in
-the morning when the engine started, “lay to and dropped anchor” at
-noon when the engine stopped, “hoisted and set sail” again at one, for
-heaven knows what port, and “sighted Spike” and “put hard to port” at
-six. Sometimes during the day when it was hot and we were very tired
-we took ideal runs to Coney and Manhattan Beach and Newport, where the
-best of breezes are, in imagination, anyhow, and we found it equally
-easy to sail to all points of the compass in all sorts of weather. Many
-was the time we visited Paris and London and Rome and Constantinople,
-all in the same hour, regardless, and our calls upon the nobility of
-these places were always a matter of light comment. At night we always
-managed to promptly haul up at Spike, which was another subject of
-constant congratulation between the captain and the mate. For if we had
-missed our trains and gotten home late!--Regardess of the fact that we
-were seafaring men, we wanted our day to end promptly, I noticed.
-
-During the days which followed we elaborated our idea, and the
-_Idlewild_ became more of a reality than is to be easily understood
-by those who have not indulged in a similar fancy. We looked upon the
-shop as a trusty ship with a wheel at the stern, where the millwright,
-an Irishman by the name of Cullen, ran the giant plane, and an anchor
-at the prow, where the engine-room was. And there was a light in the
-captain’s eye at times which, to me at least, betokened a real belief.
-It is so easy to enter upon a fancy, especially when it is pleasing.
-He would stand in the doorway of his small, hot engine-room, or lean
-out of the window which commanded the beautiful sweep of water so
-close to our door, and at times I verily believe he thought we were
-under way, so great is the power of self-hypnotism. The river was so
-blue and smooth these summer days, the passing boats so numerous. We
-could see the waters race to and fro as the tides changed. It was such
-a relief from the dull wearisome grind of shoveling in shavings and
-carrying out ashes or loading cars, as I was occasionally compelled to
-do--for my health, in my own case, I should explain. I am sure that,
-as an ordinary fifteen-cent-an-hour-shaving-carrier, I valued my title
-of mate as much as I ever valued anything, and the smith, “the village
-smith,” was smilingly proud to be hailed as “Bos’n.” Little Ike being
-of an order of mind that fancied the world ended somewhere abruptly in
-the Rocky Mountains, and that you really could shoot buffaloes after
-you left Buffalo, New York, did not grasp the meaning of it all at
-once, but at last it dawned upon him. When he got the idea that we
-really considered this a ship and that he was the bos’n’s mate with the
-privilege of lowering the boats in case of a wreck or other disaster,
-he was beside himself.
-
-“Hully chee!” he exclaimed, “me a bos’n’s mate! Dat’s de real t’ing,
-ain’t it! Heave ho, dere!” And he fell back on the captain’s locker and
-kicked his heels in the air.
-
-“You want to remember, though, Ike,” I said, once in an evil
-moment--what small things regulate the good and evil fortunes of all
-things!--“that this is the captain’s cabin and bos’n’s mates are not
-much shucks on a vessel such as the _Idlewild_. If you want to retain
-your position you want to be respectful, and above all, obedient. For
-instance, if the captain should choose to have you act as stoker for
-a few minutes now and then, it would be your place to rejoice at the
-request. You get that, do you?”
-
-“Not on yer life,” replied Ike irritably, who understood well enough
-that this meant more work.
-
-“That’s right, though,” chimed in big John, pleased beyond measure at
-this latest development. “I’m captain here now, an’ you don’t want to
-forget that. No back lip from any bos’n’s mate. What the mate says
-goes. The shovel for yours, bos’n, on orders from the captain. Now
-jist to show that the boat’s in runnin’ order you can chuck in a few
-shovelfuls right now.”
-
-“Na! I will not!”
-
-“Come, Ike,” I said, “no insubordination. You can’t go back on the
-captain like that. We have the irons for recalcitrants,” and I eyed
-a pile of old rusty chains lying outside the door. “We might have
-to truss him up, Cap, and lay him down below,” and to prove the
-significance of my thought I picked up one end of a chain and rattled
-it solemnly. The captain half choked with fat laughter.
-
-“That’s right. Git the shovel there, Ike.”
-
-Ike looked as if he doubted the regularity of this, as if life on
-the briny deep might not be all that it was cracked up to be, but
-for the sake of regularity and in order not to be reduced to the
-shameful condition of a scullion, or worse, “irons,” which was
-the only alternative offered, he complied. After he had thrown in
-eight scoopfuls we both agreed that this was true order and that the
-organization and dignity of the _Idlewild_ might well be looked upon
-now as established.
-
-Things went from good to better. We persuaded Joe, who was the
-millwright’s assistant, back at the “wheel,” that his dignity would be
-greatly enhanced in this matter if he were to accept the position of
-day watch, particularly since his labors in that capacity would accord
-with his bounden duties as a hireling of the road; for, if he were
-stationed in the rear (front room, actually) anyhow, and compelled,
-owing to the need of receiving and taking away various planks and
-boards as they came out of the planes and molding machines, to walk to
-and fro, it would be an easy matter to notice any suspicious lights on
-the horizon forward and to come aft at once, or at least at such times
-as the boss was not looking, or when he came to heat his coffee or get
-a drink, and report.
-
-Amiable Joe! I can see him yet, tall, ungainly, stoop-shouldered, a
-slight cast in one eye, his head bobbing like a duck’s as he walked--a
-most agreeable and pathetic person. His dreams were so simple, his
-wants so few. He lived with his sister somewhere in Eleventh Avenue
-down-town in a tenement, and carried home bundles of firewood to
-her at night all this great distance, to help out. He received (not
-earned--he did much more than that) seventeen and a half cents an hour,
-and dreamed of what? I could never quite make out. Marriage? A little
-cheap flat somewhere? Life is so pathetic at times.
-
-“Light on the starboard bow,” or “Light on the port bow,” were the
-chosen phrases which we told him he was in duty bound to use, adding
-always “Sir,” as respectful subordinates should. Also we insisted on
-his instantly making known to us at such times as we twain happened
-to be in the engine-room together, all bell buoys, whistle buoys,
-lighthouses, passing vessels and most of all the monthly pay car as
-it rounded the curve half a mile up the track about the fifteenth of
-every month. The matter of reporting the approach of the pay car was
-absolutely without exception. If he failed to do that we would be
-compelled, sad as it might be and excellent as his other services had
-been, to put him in irons. Here we showed him the irons also.
-
-Joe cheerfully accepted. For days thereafter he would come back
-regularly when the need of heating his coffee or securing a drink
-necessitated, and lifting a straight forefinger to his forehead, would
-report, “Light on the port bow, Sir. I think it’s in the steel works
-jist up the track here,” or “Light on the starboard, Sir. It’s the fast
-mail, maybe, for Chicago, jist passin’ Kingsbridge.”
-
-“No thinks, Joseph,” I used to reprimand. “You are not supposed to give
-your thinks. If the captain wishes to know what it is, he will ask.
-Back to the molding machine for yours, Joseph.”
-
-Joseph, shock-headed, with dusty hair, weak eyes and a weaker smile,
-would retire, and then we would look at each other, the captain and I,
-and grin, and he would exclaim:
-
-“Pretty fair discipline, mate.”
-
-“Oh, I think we’ve got ’em going, Captain.”
-
-“Nothin’ like order, mate.”
-
-“You’re right, Cap.”
-
-“I don’t suppose the mate’d ever condescend to take orders like that,
-eh, mate?”
-
-“Well, hardly, Cap.”
-
-“Still, you don’t want to forget that I’m captain, mate.”
-
-“And you don’t want to forget that I’m mate, Captain.”
-
-Thus we would badger one another until one of the scullion crew
-arrived, when without loss of dignity on either side we could easily
-turn our attention to him.
-
- And these scullions! What a dull crew! Gnarled, often
-non-English-speaking foreigners against or in front of whom we could
-jest to our hearts’ content. They could not even guess the amazing
-things we were ordering them to do on penalty of this, that, and the
-other.
-
-Things went from better to best. We reached the place where the fact
-of the shop’s being a ship, and the engineer the captain, and I the
-mate, and the smith the bos’n, _ad infinitum_, came to be a matter of
-general knowledge, and we were admired and congratulated and laughed
-with until nearly all the workers of the shop, with some trifling
-and unimportant exceptions, the foreman for one, began to share our
-illusion--carpenters, cabinet-makers, joiners, all. The one exception,
-as I say, was the foreman, only he was a host in himself, a mean,
-ill-dispositioned creature, of course, who looked upon all such ideas
-as fol-de-rol, and in a way subversive of order and good work. He
-was red-headed, big-handed, big-footed, dull. He had no imagination
-beyond lumber and furniture, no poetry in his soul. But the crew, the
-hundred-headed crew, accepted it as a relief. They liked to think they
-were not really working, but out upon a blue and dancing sea, and came
-back one by one, the carpenters, the tinsmiths, the millwrights, one
-and all, with cheerful grins to do us honor.
-
-“So you’re the captain, eh?” lazy old Jack, the partner of car-loading
-Carder, asked of the engineer, and John looked his full dignity at once.
-
-“That I am, Jack,” he replied, “only able seamen ain’t supposed to ask
-too many familiar questions. Are they, mate?”
-
-“Well, I should say not,” I replied, arriving with a basket of
-shavings. “Able seamen should always salute the captain before
-addressing him, anyhow, and never fail to say _Sir_. Still, our crew
-is new. It’s not very _able_ and the seamen end of it is a little _on
-the fritz_, I’m thinking. But, all things considered, we can afford
-to overlook a few errors until we get everything well in hand. Eh,
-Captain?”
-
-“Right, mate,” returned the captain genially. “You’re always
-right--nearly.”
-
-Before I could start an argument on this score, one of the able seamen,
-one who was thus discourteously commented on, observed, “I don’t know
-about that. Seems to me the mate of this here ship ain’t any too much
-shucks, or the captain either.”
-
-The captain and I were a little dismayed by this. What to do with an
-able seaman who was too strong and too dull to take the whole thing
-in the proper spirit? It threatened smooth sailing! This particular
-person was old Stephen Bowers, the carpenter from the second floor who
-never to us seemed to have quite the right lightness of spirit to make
-a go of all this. He was too likely to turn rough but well-meant humor
-into a personal affront to himself.
-
-“Well, Captain, there you are,” I said cautiously, with a desire to
-maintain order and yet peace. “Mutiny, you see.”
-
-“It does look that way, don’t it?” big John replied, eyeing the
-newcomer with a quizzical expression, half humorous, half severe.
-“What’ll we do, mate, under such circumstances?”
-
-“Lower a boat, Captain, and set him adrift,” I suggested, “or put him
-on bread and water, along with the foreman and the superintendent.
-They’re the two worst disturbers aboard the boat. We can’t have these
-insubordinates breaking up our discipline.”
-
-This last, deftly calculated to flatter, was taken in good part, and
-bridged over the difficulty for the time being. Nothing was taken so
-much in good part or seemed to soothe the feelings of the rebellious as
-to include them with their superiors in an order of punishment which on
-the very first day of the cruise it had been decided was necessary to
-lay upon all the guiding officers of the plant. We could not hope to
-control them, so ostensibly we placed them in irons, or lowered them in
-boats, classifying them as mutineers and the foreman’s office as the
-lock-up. It went well.
-
-“Oh no, oh no, I don’t want to be put in that class,” old Bowers
-replied, the flattering unction having smoothed his ruffled soul. “I’m
-not so bad as all that.”
-
-“Very well, then,” I replied briskly. “What do you think, Captain?”
-
-The latter looked at me and smiled.
-
-“Do you think we kin let him go this wunst?” he inquired of me.
-
-“Sure, sure,” I replied. “If he’s certain he doesn’t want to join the
-superintendent and the foreman.”
-
-Old Bowers went away smiling, seemingly convinced that we were going
-to run the boat in ship-shape fashion, and before long most of the
-good-natured members of the crew consented to have themselves called
-able seamen.
-
-For nearly a month thereafter, during all the finest summer weather,
-there existed the most charming life aboard this ideal vessel. We
-used the shop and all its details for the idlest purposes of our
-fancy. Hammers became belaying pins, the machines of the shop ship’s
-ballast, the logs in the yard floating debris. When the yard became too
-cluttered, as it did once, we pretended we were in Sargasso and had to
-cut our way out--a process that took quite a few days. We were about
-all day commenting on the weather in nautical phrases, sighting strange
-vessels, reporting disorders or mutiny on the part of the officers in
-irons, or the men, or announcing the various “bells,” lighthouses, etc.
-
-In an evil hour, however, we lit upon the wretched habit of pitching
-upon little Ike, the butt of a thousand quips. Being incapable of
-grasping the true edge of our humor, he was the one soul who was yet
-genial enough to take it and not complain. We called upon him to shovel
-ashes, to split the wood, to run aft, that was, to the back gate, and
-see how the water stood. More than once he was threatened with those
-same “irons” previously mentioned, and on one occasion we actually
-dragged in a length, pretending to bind him with it and fasten him to
-the anvil (with the bos’n’s consent, of course), which resulted in a
-hearty struggle, almost a row. We told him we would put him in an old
-desk crate we had, a prison, no less, and once or twice, in a spirit
-of deviltry, John tried to carry out his threat, nailing him in, much
-against his will. Finally we went to the length of attempting to
-physically enforce our commands when he did not obey, which of course
-ended in disaster.
-
-It was this way. Ike was in the habit of sweeping up his room--the
-smith’s shop--at three o’clock in the afternoon, which was really not
-reasonable considering that there were three hours of work ahead of all
-of us, and that he was inclined to resent having his fine floor mussed
-up thereafter. On the other hand I had to carry shavings through there
-all this time, and it was a sore temptation to drop a few now and then
-just for the devil’s sake. After due consultation with the captain,
-I once requested him to order that the bos’n’s mate leave the floor
-untouched until half past four, at least, which was early enough. The
-bos’n’s mate replied with the very cheering news that the captain could
-“go to the devil.” He wasn’t going to kill himself for anybody, and
-besides, the foreman had once told him he might do this if he chose,
-heaven only knows why. What did the captain think that he (the bos’n’s
-mate) was, anyhow?
-
-Here at last was a stiff problem. Mutiny! Mutiny! Mutiny! What was to
-be done? Plainly this was inconveniencing the mate and besides, it was
-mutiny. And in addition it so lacerated our sense of dignity and order
-that we decided it could not be. Only, how to arrange it. We had been
-putting so much upon the bos’n’s mate of late that he was becoming a
-little rebellious, and justly so, I think. He was always doing a dozen
-things he need not have done. Still, unless we could command him,
-the whole official management of this craft would go by the board,
-or so we thought. Finally we decided to act, but how? Direct orders,
-somehow, were somewhat difficult to enforce. After due meditation we
-took the bos’n, a most approving officer and one who loved to tease Ike
-(largely because he wanted to feel superior himself, I think), into
-our confidence and one late afternoon just after Ike had, figuratively
-speaking, swabbed up the deck, the latter sent him to some other part
-of the shop, or vessel, rather, while we strewed shavings over his
-newly cleaned floor with a shameless and lavish hand. It was intensely
-delicious, causing gales of laughter at the time--but--. Ike came back
-and cleaned this up--not without a growl, however. He did not take it
-in the cheerful spirit in which we hoped he would. In fact he was very
-morose about it, calling us names and threatening to go to the foreman
-[in the lock-up] if we did it again. However, in spite of all, and
-largely because of the humorous spectacle he in his rage presented we
-did it not once, but three or four times and that after he had most
-laboriously cleaned his room. A last assault one afternoon, however,
-resulted in a dash on his part to the foreman’s office.
-
-“I’m not goin’ to stand it,” he is declared to have said by one who
-was by at the time when he appeared in front of that official. “They’re
-strewin’ up my floor with shavin’s two an’ three times every day after
-I’ve cleaned it up for the day. I’ll quit first.”
-
-The foreman, that raw, non-humorous person previously described, who
-evidently sympathized with Ike and who, in addition, from various
-sources, had long since learned what was going on, came down in a
-trice. He had decided to stop this nonsense.
-
-“I want you fellows to cut that out now,” he declared vigorously on
-seeing us. “It’s all right, but it won’t do. Don’t rub it in. Let him
-alone. I’ve heard of this ship stuff. It’s all damn nonsense.”
-
-The captain and mate gazed at each other in sad solemnity. Could it
-be that Ike had turned traitor? This was anarchy. He had not only
-complained of us but of the ship!--the _Idlewild_! What snakiness
-of soul! We retired to a corner of our now storm-tossed vessel and
-consulted in whispers. What would we do? Would we let her sink or try
-to save her? Perhaps it was advisable for the present to cease pushing
-the joke too far in that quarter, anyhow. Ike might cause the whole
-ship to be destroyed.
-
-Nevertheless, even yet there were ways and ways of keeping her afloat
-and punishing an insubordinate even when no official authority existed.
-Ike had loved the engine-room, or rather, the captain’s office, above
-all other parts of the vessel because it was so comfortable. Here
-between tedious moments of pounding iron for the smith or blowing
-the bellows or polishing various tools that had been sharpened, he
-could retire on occasion, when the boss was not about and the work
-not pressing (it was the very next room to his) and gaze from the
-captain’s door or window out on the blue waters of the Hudson where lay
-the yachts, and up the same stream where stood the majestic palisades.
-At noon or a little before he could bring his cold coffee, sealed in
-a tin can, to the captain’s engine and warm it. Again, the captain’s
-comfortable locker held his coat and hat, the captain’s wash bowl--a
-large wooden tub to one side of the engine into which comforting warm
-water could be drawn--served as an ideal means of washing up. Since
-the bos’n’s mate had become friendly with the captain, he too had
-all these privileges. But now, in view of his insubordination, all
-this was changed. Why should a rebellious bos’n’s mate be allowed to
-obtain favors of the captain? More in jest than in earnest one day
-it was announced that unless the bos’n’s mate would forego his angry
-opposition to a less early scrubbed deck----
-
-“Well, mate,” the captain observed to the latter in the presence of the
-bos’n’s mate, with a lusty wink and a leer, “you know how it goes with
-these here insubordinates, don’t you? No more hot coffee at noon time,
-unless there’s more order here. No more cleanin’ up in the captain’s
-tub. No more settin’ in the captain’s window takin’ in the cool mornin’
-breeze, as well as them yachts. What say? Eh? We know what to do with
-these here now insubordinates, don’t we, mate, eh?” This last with a
-very huge wink.
-
-“You’re right, Captain. Very right,” the mate replied. “You’re on the
-right track now. No more favors--unless---- Order must be maintained,
-you know.”
-
-“Oh, all right,” replied little Ike now, fully in earnest and thinking
-we were. “If I can’t, I can’t. Jist the same I don’t pick up no
-shavin’s after four,” and off he strolled.
-
-Think of it, final and complete mutiny, and there was nothing more
-really to be done.
-
-All we could do now was to watch him as he idled by himself at odd free
-moments down by the waterside in an odd corner of the point, a lonely
-figure, his trousers and coat too large, his hands and feet too big,
-his yellow teeth protruding. No one of the other workingmen ever seemed
-to be very enthusiastic over Ike, he was so small, so queer; no one,
-really, but the captain and the mate, and now they had deserted him.
-
-It was tough.
-
-Yet still another ill descended on us before we came to the final loss,
-let us say, of the good craft _Idlewild_. In another evil hour the
-captain and the mate themselves fell upon the question of priority, a
-matter which, so long as they had had Ike to trifle with, had never
-troubled them. Now as mate and the originator of this sea-going
-enterprise, I began to question the authority of the captain himself
-occasionally, and to insist on sharing as my undeniable privilege all
-the dignities and emoluments of the office--to wit: the best seat in
-the window where the wind blew, the morning paper when the boss was
-not about, the right to stand in the doorway, use the locker, etc.
-The captain objected, solely on the ground of priority, mind you, and
-still we fell a-quarreling. The mate in a stormy, unhappy hour was
-reduced by the captain to the position of mere scullion, and ordered,
-upon pain of personal assault, to vacate the captain’s cabin. The mate
-reduced the captain to the position of stoker and stood in the doorway
-in great glee while the latter, perforce, owing to the exigencies of
-his position, was compelled to stoke whether he wanted to or no. It
-could not be avoided. The engine had to be kept going. In addition,
-the mate had brought many morning papers, an occasional cigar for the
-captain, etc. There was much rancor and discord and finally the whole
-affair, ship, captain, mate and all, was declared by the mate to be a
-creation of his brain, a phantom, no less, and that by his mere act of
-ignoring it the whole ship--officers, men, masts, boats, sails--could
-be extinguished, scuttled, sent down without a ripple to that limbo of
-seafaring men, the redoubtable Davy Jones’s locker.
-
-The captain was not inclined to believe this at first. On the contrary,
-like a good skipper, he attempted to sail the craft alone. Only, unlike
-the mate, he lacked the curious faculty of turning jest and fancy into
-seeming fact. There was a something missing which made the whole thing
-seem unreal. Like two rival generals, we now called upon a single army
-to follow us individually, but the crew, seeing that there was war
-in the cabin, stood off in doubt and, I fancy, indifference. It was
-not important enough in their hardworking lives to go to the length
-of risking the personal ill-will of either of us, and so for want of
-agreement, the ship finally disappeared.
-
-Yes, she went down. The _Idlewild_ was gone, and with her, all her fine
-seas, winds, distant cities, fogs, storms.
-
-For a time indeed, we went charily by each other.
-
-Still it behooved us, seeing how, in spite of ourselves, we had to work
-in the same room and there was no way of getting rid of each other’s
-obnoxious presence, to find a common ground on which we could work
-and talk. There had never been any real bitterness between us--just
-jest, you know, but serious jest, a kind of silent sorrow for many fine
-things gone. Yet still that had been enough to keep everything out
-of order. Now from time to time each of us thought of restoring the
-old life in some form, however weak it might be. Without some form of
-humor the shop was a bore to the mate and the captain, anyhow. Finally
-the captain sobering to his old state, and the routine work becoming
-dreadfully monotonous, both mate and captain began to think of some way
-in which they, at least, could agree.
-
-“Remember the _Idlewild_, Henry?” asked the ex-captain one day
-genially, long after time and fair weather had glossed over the
-wretched memory of previous quarrels and dissensions.
-
-“That I do, John,” I replied pleasantly.
-
-“Great old boat she was, wasn’t she, Henry?”
-
-“She was, John.”
-
-“An’ the bos’n’s mate, he wasn’t such a bad old scout, was he, Henry,
-even if he wouldn’t quit sweepin’ up the shavin’s?”
-
-“He certainly wasn’t, John. He was a fine little fellow. Remember the
-chains, John?”
-
-“Haw! Haw!” echoed that worthy, and then, “Do you think the old
-_Idlewild_ could ever be found where she’s lyin’ down there on the
-bottom, mate?”
-
-“Well, she might, Captain, only she’d hardly be the same old boat that
-she was now that she’s been down there so long, would she--all these
-dissensions and so on? Wouldn’t it be easier to build a new one--don’t
-you think?”
-
-“I don’t know but what you’re right, mate. What’d we call her if we
-did?”
-
-“Well, how about the _Harmony_, Captain? That sounds rather
-appropriate, doesn’t it?”
-
-“The _Harmony_, mate? You’re right--the _Harmony_. Shall we? Put ’er
-there!”
-
-“Put her there,” replied the mate with a will. “We’ll organize a new
-crew right away, Captain--eh, don’t you think?”
-
-“Right! Wait, we’ll call the bos’n an’ see what he says.”
-
-Just then the bos’n appeared, smiling goodnaturedly.
-
-“Well, what’s up?” he inquired, noting our unusually cheerful faces, I
-presume. “You ain’t made it up, have you, you two?” he exclaimed.
-
-“That’s what we have, bos’n, an’ what’s more, we’re thinkin’ of raisin’
-the old _Idlewild_ an’ re-namin’ her the _Harmony_, or, rather,
-buildin’ a new one. What say?” It was the captain talking.
-
-“Well, I’m mighty glad to hear it, only I don’t think you can have your
-old bos’n’s mate any longer, boys. He’s gonna quit.”
-
-“Gonna quit!” we both exclaimed at once, and sadly, and John added
-seriously and looking really distressed, “What’s the trouble there?
-Who’s been doin’ anything to him now?” We both felt guilty because of
-our part in his pains.
-
-“Well, Ike kind o’ feels that the shop’s been rubbin’ it into him of
-late for some reason,” observed the bos’n heavily. “I don’t know why.
-He thinks you two have been tryin’ to freeze him out, I guess. Says he
-can’t do anything any more, that everybody makes fun of him and shuts
-him out.”
-
-We stared at each other in wise illumination, the new captain and the
-new mate. After all, we were plainly the cause of poor little Ike’s
-depression, and we were the ones who could restore him to favor if
-we chose. It was the captain’s cabin he sighed for--his old pleasant
-prerogatives.
-
-“Oh, we can’t lose Ike, Captain,” I said. “What good would the
-_Harmony_ be without him? We surely can’t let anything like that
-happen, can we? Not now, anyhow.”
-
-“You’re right, mate,” he replied. “There never was a better bos’n’s
-mate, never. The _Harmony’s_ got to have ’im. Let’s talk reason to him,
-if we can.”
-
-In company then we three went to him, this time not to torment or
-chastise, but to coax and plead with him not to forsake the shop,
-or the ship, now that everything was going to be as before--only
-better--and----
-
-Well, we did.
-
-
-
-
-MARRIED
-
-
-In connection with their social adjustment, one to the other, during
-the few months they had been together, there had occurred a number
-of things which made clearer to Duer and Marjorie the problematic
-relationship which existed between them, though it must be confessed
-it was clearer chiefly to him. The one thing which had been troubling
-Duer was not whether he would fit agreeably into her social dreams--he
-knew he would, so great was her love for him--but whether she would fit
-herself into his. Of all his former friends, he could think of only
-a few who would be interested in Marjorie, or she in them. She cared
-nothing for the studio life, except as it concerned him, and he knew no
-other.
-
-Because of his volatile, enthusiastic temperament, it was easy to see,
-now that she was with him constantly, that he could easily be led into
-one relationship and another which concerned her not at all. He was for
-running here, there, and everywhere, just as he had before marriage,
-and it was very hard for him to see that Marjorie should always be with
-him. As a matter of fact, it occurred to him as strange that she should
-want to be. She would not be interested in all the people he knew,
-he thought. Now that he was living with her and observing her more
-closely, he was quite sure that most of the people he had known in the
-past, even in an indifferent way, would not appeal to her at all.
-
-Take Cassandra Draper, for instance, or Neva Badger, or Edna
-Bainbridge, with her budding theatrical talent, or Cornelia Skiff, or
-Volida Blackstone--any of these women of the musical art-studio world
-with their radical ideas, their indifference to appearances, their
-semisecret immorality. And yet any of these women would be glad to see
-him socially, unaccompanied by his wife, and he would be glad to see
-them. He liked them. Most of them had not seen Marjorie, but, if they
-had, he fancied that they would feel about her much as he did--that
-is, that she did not like them, really did not fit with their world.
-She could not understand their point of view, he saw that. She was for
-one life, one love. All this excitement about entertainment, their
-gathering in this studio and that, this meeting of radicals and models
-and budding theatrical stars which she had heard him and others talking
-about--she suspected of it no good results. It was too feverish,
-too far removed from the commonplace of living to which she had been
-accustomed. She had been raised on a farm where, if she was not
-actually a farmer’s daughter, she had witnessed what a real struggle
-for existence meant.
-
-Out in Iowa, in the neighborhood of Avondale, there were no artists,
-no models, no budding actresses, no incipient playwrights, such as
-Marjorie found here about her. There, people worked, and worked hard.
-Her father was engaged at this minute in breaking the soil of his
-fields for the spring planting--an old man with a white beard, an
-honest, kindly eye, a broad, kindly charity, a sense of duty. Her
-mother was bending daily over a cook-stove, preparing meals, washing
-dishes, sewing clothes, mending socks, doing the thousand and one
-chores which fall to the lot of every good housewife and mother. Her
-sister Cecily, for all her gaiety and beauty, was helping her mother,
-teaching school, going to church, and taking the commonplace facts of
-mid-Western life in a simple, good-natured unambitious way. And there
-was none of that toplofty sense of superiority which marked the manner
-of these Eastern upstarts.
-
-Duer had suggested that they give a tea, and decided that they should
-invite Charlotte Russell and Mildred Ayres, who were both still
-conventionally moral in their liberalism; Francis Hatton, a young
-sculptor, and Miss Ollie Stearns, the latter because she had a charming
-contralto voice and could help them entertain. Marjorie was willing to
-invite both Miss Russell and Miss Ayres, not because she really wanted
-to know either of them but because she did not wish to appear arbitrary
-and especially contrary. In her estimation, Duer liked these people too
-much. They were friends of too long standing. She reluctantly wrote
-them to come, and because they liked Duer and because they wished to
-see the kind of wife he had, they came.
-
-There was no real friendship to be established between Marjorie and
-Miss Ayres, however, for their outlook on life was radically different,
-though Miss Ayres was as conservative as Marjorie in her attitude, and
-as set in her convictions. But the latter had decided, partly because
-Duer had neglected her, partly because Marjorie was the victor in this
-contest, that he had made a mistake; she was convinced that Marjorie
-had not sufficient artistic apprehension, sufficient breadth of
-outlook, to make a good wife for him. She was charming enough to look
-at, of course, she had discovered that in her first visit; but there
-was really not enough in her socially, she was not sufficiently trained
-in the ways of the world, not sufficiently wise and interesting to
-make him an ideal companion. In addition she insisted on thinking this
-vigorously and, smile as she might and be as gracious as she might, it
-showed in her manner. Marjorie noticed it. Duer did, too. He did not
-dare intimate to either what he thought, but he felt that there would
-be no peace. It worried him, for he liked Mildred very much; but, alas!
-Marjorie had no good to say of her.
-
-As for Charlotte Russell, he was grateful to her for the pleasant
-manner in which she steered between Scylla and Charybdis. She saw at
-once what Marjorie’s trouble was, and did her best to allay suspicions
-by treating Duer formally in her presence. It was “Mr. Wilde” here and
-“Mr. Wilde” there, with most of her remarks addressed to Marjorie; but
-she did not find it easy sailing, after all. Marjorie was suspicious.
-There was none of the old freedom any more which had existed between
-Charlotte and Duer. He saw, by Marjorie’s manner, the moment he became
-the least exuberant and free that it would not do. That evening he
-said, forgetting himself:
-
-“Hey, Charlotte, you skate! Come over here. I want to show you
-something.”
-
-He forgot all about it afterward, but Marjorie reminded him.
-
-“Honey,” she began, when she was in his arms before the fire, and he
-was least expecting it, “what makes you be so free with people when
-they call here? You’re not the kind of man that can really afford to
-be free with any one. Don’t you know you can’t? You’re too big; you’re
-too great. You just belittle yourself when you do it, and it makes them
-think that they are your equal when they are not.”
-
-“Who has been acting free now?” he asked sourly, on the instant,
-and yet with a certain make-believe of manner, dreading the storm
-of feeling, the atmosphere of censure and control which this remark
-forboded.
-
-“Why, you have!” she persisted correctively, and yet apparently mildly
-and innocently. “You always do. You don’t exercise enough dignity,
-dearie. It isn’t that you haven’t it naturally--you just don’t exercise
-it. I know how it is; you forget.”
-
-Duer stirred with opposition at this, for she was striking him on
-his tenderest spot--his pride. It was true that he did lack dignity
-at times. He knew it. Because of his affection for the beautiful
-or interesting things--women, men, dramatic situations, songs,
-anything--he sometimes became very gay and free, talking loudly,
-using slang expressions, laughing boisterously. It was a failing with
-him, he knew. He carried it to excess at times. His friends, his most
-intimate ones in the musical profession had noted it before this. In
-his own heart he regretted these things afterward, but he couldn’t help
-them, apparently. He liked excitement, freedom, gaiety--naturalness,
-as he called it--it helped him in his musical work, but it hurt him
-tremendously if he thought that any one else noticed it as out of the
-ordinary. He was exceedingly sensitive, and this developing line of
-criticism of Marjorie’s was something new to him. He had never noticed
-anything of that in her before marriage.
-
-Up to the time of the ceremony, and for a little while afterward, it
-had appeared to him as if he were lord and master. She had always
-seemed so dependent on him, so anxious that he should take her. Why,
-her very life had been in his hands, as it were, or so he had thought!
-And now--he tried to think back over the evening and see what it was he
-had done or said, but he couldn’t remember anything. Everything seemed
-innocent enough. He couldn’t recall a single thing, and yet----
-
-“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he replied sourly,
-withdrawing into himself. “I haven’t noticed that I lack dignity so
-much. I have a right to be cheerful, haven’t I? You seem to be finding
-a lot that’s wrong with me.”
-
-“Now please don’t get angry, Duer,” she persisted, anxious to apply the
-corrective measure of her criticism, but willing, at the same time, to
-use the quickness of his sympathy for her obvious weakness and apparent
-helplessness to shield herself from him. “I can’t ever tell you
-anything if you’re going to be angry. You don’t lack dignity generally,
-honey-bun! You only forget at times. Don’t you know how it is?”
-
-She was cuddling up to him, her voice quavering, her hand stroking his
-cheek, in a curious effort to combine affection and punishment at the
-same time. Duer felt nothing but wrath, resentment, discouragement,
-failure.
-
-“No, I don’t,” he replied crossly. “What did I do? I don’t recall doing
-anything that was so very much out of the way.”
-
-“It wasn’t that it was so very much, honey; it was just the way you did
-it. You forget, I know. But it doesn’t look right. It belittles you.”
-
-“What did I do?” he insisted impatiently.
-
-“Why, it wasn’t anything so very much. It was just when you had the
-pictures of those new sculptures which Mr. Hatton lent you, and
-you were showing them to Miss Russell. Don’t you remember what you
-said--how you called her over to you?”
-
-“No,” he answered, having by now completely forgotten. He was thinking
-that accidentally he might have slipped his arm about Charlotte, or
-that he might have said something out of the way jestingly about the
-pictures; but Marjorie could not have heard. He was so careful these
-days, anyway.
-
-“Why, you said: ‘Hey, Charlotte, you skate! Come over here.’ Now, what
-a thing to say to a girl! Don’t you see how ugly it sounds, how vulgar?
-She can’t enjoy that sort of remark, particularly in my presence, do
-you think? She must know that I can’t like it, that I’d rather you
-wouldn’t talk that way, particularly here. And if she were the right
-sort of girl she wouldn’t want you to talk to her at all that way.
-Don’t you know she wouldn’t? She couldn’t. Now, really, no good woman
-would, would she?”
-
-Duer flushed angrily. Good heaven! Were such innocent, simple things
-as this to be made the subject of comment and criticism! Was his
-life, because of his sudden, infatuated marriage, to be pulled down
-to a level he had never previously even contemplated? Why--why--This
-catechising, so new to his life, so different to anything he had ever
-endured in his youth or since, was certain to irritate him greatly, to
-be a constant thorn in his flesh. It cut him to the core. He got up,
-putting Marjorie away from him, for they were sitting in a big chair
-before the fire, and walked to the window.
-
-“I don’t see that at all,” he said stubbornly. “I don’t see anything in
-that remark to raise a row about. Why, for goodness’ sake! I have known
-Charlotte Russell--for years and years, it seems, although it has only
-been a little while at that. She’s like a sister to me. I like her. She
-doesn’t mind what I say. I’d stake my life she never thought anything
-about it. No one would who likes me as well as she does. Why do you
-pitch on that to make a fuss about, for heaven’s sake?”
-
-“Please don’t swear, Duer,” exclaimed Marjorie anxiously, using this
-expression for criticising him further. “It isn’t nice in you, and
-it doesn’t sound right toward me. I’m your wife. It doesn’t make any
-difference how long you’ve known her; I don’t think it’s nice to talk
-to her in that way, particularly in my presence. You say you’ve known
-her so well and you like her so much. Very well. But don’t you think
-you ought to consider me a little, now that I’m your wife? Don’t you
-think that you oughtn’t to want to do anything like that any more, even
-if you have known her so well--don’t you think? You’re married now, and
-it doesn’t look right to others, whatever you think of me. It can’t
-look right to her, if she’s as nice as you say she is.”
-
-Duer listened to this semipleading, semichastising harangue with
-disturbed, opposed, and irritated ears. Certainly, there was some truth
-in what she said; but wasn’t it an awfully small thing to raise a row
-about? Why should she quarrel with him for that? Couldn’t he ever be
-lightsome in his form of address any more? It was true that it did
-sound a little rough, now that he thought of it. Perhaps it wasn’t
-exactly the thing to say in her presence, but Charlotte didn’t mind.
-They had known each other much too long. She hadn’t noticed it one way
-or the other; and here was Marjorie charging him with being vulgar and
-inconsiderate, and Charlotte with being not the right sort of girl, and
-practically vulgar, also, on account of it. It was too much. It was too
-narrow, too conventional. He wasn’t going to tolerate anything like
-that permanently.
-
-He was about to say something mean in reply, make some cutting
-commentary, when Marjorie came over to him. She saw that she had lashed
-him and Charlotte and his generally easy attitude pretty thoroughly,
-and that he was becoming angry. Perhaps, because of his sensitiveness,
-he would avoid this sort of thing in the future. Anyhow, now that
-she had lived with him four months, she was beginning to understand
-him better, to see the quality of his moods, the strength of his
-passions, the nature of his weaknesses, how quickly he responded to the
-blandishments of pretended sorrow, joy, affection, or distress. She
-thought she could reform him at her leisure. She saw that he looked
-upon her in his superior way as a little girl--largely because of the
-size of her body. He seemed to think that, because she was little, she
-must be weak, whereas she knew that she had the use and the advantage
-of a wisdom, a tactfulness and a subtlety of which he did not even
-dream. Compared to her, he was not nearly as wise as he thought, at
-least in matters relating to the affections. Hence, any appeal to his
-sympathies, his strength, almost invariably produced a reaction from
-any antagonistic mood in which she might have placed him. She saw him
-now as a mother might see a great, overgrown, sulking boy, needing only
-to be coaxed to be brought out of a very unsatisfactory condition, and
-she decided to bring him out of it. For a short period in her life she
-had taught children in school, and knew the incipient moods of the race
-very well.
-
-“Now, Duer,” she coaxed, “you’re not really going to be angry with
-me, are you? You’re not going to be ‘mad to me’?” (imitating childish
-language).
-
-“Oh, don’t bother, Marjorie,” he replied distantly. “It’s all right.
-No; I’m not angry. Only let’s not talk about it any more.”
-
-“You are angry, though, Duer,” she wheedled, slipping her arm around
-him. “Please don’t be mad to me. I’m sorry now. I talk too much. I get
-mad. I know I oughtn’t. Please don’t be mad at me, honey-bun. I’ll get
-over this after a while. I’ll do better. Please, I will. Please don’t
-be mad, will you?”
-
-He could not stand this coaxing very long. Just as she thought, he did
-look upon her as a child, and this pathetic baby-talk was irresistible.
-He smiled grimly after a while. She was so little. He ought to endure
-her idiosyncrasies of temperament. Besides, he had never treated her
-right. He had not been faithful to his engagement-vows. If she only
-knew how bad he really was!
-
-Marjorie slipped her arm through his and stood leaning against him. She
-loved this tall, slender distinguished-looking youth, and she wanted
-to take care of him. She thought that she was doing this now, when she
-called attention to his faults. Some day, by her persistent efforts
-maybe, he would overcome these silly, disagreeable, offensive traits.
-He would overcome being undignified; he would see that he needed to
-show her more consideration than he now seemed to think he did. He
-would learn that he was married. He would become a quiet, reserved,
-forceful man, weary of the silly women who were buzzing round him
-solely because he was a musician and talented and good-looking, and
-then he would be truly great. She knew what they wanted, these nasty
-women--they would like to have him for themselves. Well, they wouldn’t
-get him. And they needn’t think they would. She had him. He had married
-her. And she was going to keep him. They could just buzz all they
-pleased, but they wouldn’t get him. So there!
-
-There had been other spats following this--one relating to Duer
-not having told his friends of his marriage for some little time
-afterward, an oversight which in his easy going bohemian brain augured
-no deep planted seed of disloyalty, but just a careless, indifferent
-way of doing things, whereas in hers it flowered as one of the most
-unpardonable things imaginable! Imagine any one in the Middle West
-doing anything like that--any one with a sound, sane conception of the
-responsibilities and duties of marriage, its inviolable character! For
-Marjorie, having come to this estate by means of a hardly won victory,
-was anxious lest any germ of inattentiveness, lack of consideration,
-alien interest, or affection flourish and become a raging disease
-which would imperil or destroy the conditions on which her happiness
-was based. After every encounter with Miss Ayres, for instance, whom
-she suspected of being one of his former flames, a girl who might
-have become his wife, there were fresh charges to be made. She didn’t
-invite Marjorie to sit down sufficiently quickly when she called at her
-studio, was one complaint; she didn’t offer her a cup of tea at the
-hour she called another afternoon, though it was quite time for it. She
-didn’t invite her to sing or play on another occasion, though there
-were others there who were invited.
-
-“I gave her one good shot, though,” said Marjorie, one day, to Duer,
-in narrating her troubles. “She’s always talking about her artistic
-friends. I as good as asked her why she didn’t marry, if she is so much
-sought after.”
-
-Duer did not understand the mental sword-thrusts involved in these
-feminine bickerings. He was likely to be deceived by the airy geniality
-which sometimes accompanied the bitterest feeling. He could stand
-by listening to a conversation between Marjorie and Miss Ayres, or
-Marjorie and any one else whom she did not like, and miss all the
-subtle stabs and cutting insinuations which were exchanged, and of
-which Marjorie was so thoroughly capable. He did not blame her for
-fighting for herself if she thought she was being injured, but he did
-object to her creating fresh occasions, and this, he saw, she was quite
-capable of doing. She was constantly looking for new opportunities
-to fight with Mildred Ayres and Miss Russell or any one else whom
-she thought he truly liked, whereas with those in whom he could not
-possibly be interested she was genial (and even affectionate) enough.
-But Duer also thought that Mildred might be better engaged than in
-creating fresh difficulties. Truly, he had thought better of her. It
-seemed a sad commentary on the nature of friendship between men and
-women, and he was sorry.
-
-But, nevertheless, Marjorie found a few people whom she felt to be of
-her own kind. M. Bland, who had sponsored Duer’s first piano recital
-a few months before, invited Duer and Marjorie to a--for them--quite
-sumptuous dinner at the Plaza, where they met Sydney Borg, the
-musical critic of an evening paper; Melville Ogden Morris, curator
-of the Museum of Fine Arts, and his wife; Joseph Newcorn, one of the
-wealthy sponsors of the opera and its geniuses, and Mrs. Newcorn.
-Neither Duer nor Marjorie had ever seen a private dining-room set
-in so scintillating a manner. It fairly glittered with Sèvres and
-Venetian tinted glass. The wine-goblets were seven in number, set in an
-ascending row. The order of food was complete from Russian caviare to
-dessert, black coffee, nuts, liqueurs, and cigars.
-
-The conversation wandered its intense intellectual way from American
-musicians and singers, European painters and sculptors, discoveries
-of ancient pottery in the isles of the Ægean, to the manufacture of
-fine glass on Long Island, the character of certain collectors and
-collections of paintings in America, and the present state of the
-Fine Arts Museum. Duer listened eagerly, for, as yet, he was a little
-uncertain of himself, his position in the art world. He did not quite
-know how to take these fine and able personages who seemed so powerful
-in the world’s affairs. Joseph Newcorn, as M. Bland calmly indicated
-to him, must be worth in the neighborhood of fifteen million dollars.
-He thought nothing, so he said, of paying ten, fifteen, twenty, thirty
-thousand dollars for a picture if it appealed to him. Mr. Morris was
-a graduate of Harvard, formerly curator of a Western museum, the
-leader of one of the excavating expeditions to Melos in the Grecian
-Archipelago. Sydney Borg was a student of musical history, who appeared
-to have a wide knowledge of art tendencies here and abroad, but who,
-nevertheless, wrote musical criticisms for a living. He was a little
-man of Norse extraction on his father’s side, but, as he laughingly
-admitted, born and raised in McKeesport, Pennsylvania. He liked Duer
-for his simple acknowledgment of the fact that he came from a small
-town in the Middle West, and a drug business out in Illinois.
-
-“It’s curious how our nation brings able men from the ranks,” he said
-to Duer. “It’s one of the great, joyous, hopeful facts about this
-country.”
-
-“Yes,” said Duer; “that’s why I like it so much.”
-
-Duer thought, as he dined here, how strange America was, with its
-mixture of races, its unexpected sources of talent, its tremendous
-wealth and confidence. His own beginning, so very humble at first,
-so very promising now--one of the most talked of pianists of his
-day--was in its way an illustration of its resources in so far as
-talent was concerned. Mr. Newcorn, who had once been a tailor, so he
-was told, and his wife was another case in point. They were such solid,
-unemotional, practical-looking people, and yet he could see that this
-solid looking man whom some musicians might possibly have sneered at
-for his self-complacency and curiously accented English, was as wise
-and sane and keen and kindly as any one present, perhaps more so, and
-as wise in matters musical. The only difference between him and the
-average American was that he was exceptionally practical and not given
-to nervous enthusiasm. Marjorie liked him, too.
-
-It was at this particular dinner that the thought occurred to Marjorie
-that the real merit of the art and musical world was not so much in
-the noisy studio palaver which she heard at so many places frequented
-by Duer, in times past at least--Charlotte Russell’s, Mildred Ayres’s
-and elsewhere--but in the solid commercial achievements of such men
-as Joseph Newcorn, Georges Bland, Melville Ogden Morris, and Sydney
-Borg. She liked the laconic “Yes, yes,” of Mr. Newcorn, when anything
-was said that suited him particularly well, and his “I haf seen dat
-bardicular berformance” with which he interrupted several times when
-Grand Opera and its stars were up for consideration. She was thinking
-if only a man like that would take an interest in Duer, how much better
-it would be for him than all the enthusiasm of these silly noisy studio
-personalities. She was glad to see also that, intellectually, Duer
-could hold his own with any and all of these people. He was as much at
-ease here with Mr. Morris, talking about Greek excavations, as he was
-with Mr. Borg, discussing American musical conditions. She could not
-make out much what it was all about, but, of course, it must be very
-important if these men discussed it. Duer was not sure as yet whether
-any one knew much more about life than he did. He suspected not, but it
-might be that some of these eminent curators, art critics, bankers,
-and managers like M. Bland, had a much wider insight into practical
-affairs. Practical affairs--he thought. If he only knew something about
-money! Somehow, though, his mind could not grasp how money was made. It
-seemed so easy for some people, but for him a grim, dark mystery.
-
-After this dinner it was that Marjorie began to feel that Duer ought
-to be especially careful with whom he associated. She had talked with
-Mrs. Newcorn and Mrs. Morris, and found them simple, natural people
-like herself. They were not puffed up with vanity and self-esteem, as
-were those other men and women to whom Duer had thus far introduced
-her. As compared to Charlotte Russell and Mildred Ayres or her own
-mother and sisters and her Western friends, they were more like the
-latter. Mrs. Newcorn, wealthy as she was, spoke of her two sons and
-three daughters as any good-natured, solicitous mother would. One of
-her sons was at Harvard, the other at Yale. She asked Marjorie to
-come and see her some time, and gave her her address. Mrs. Morris was
-more cultured apparently, more given to books and art; but even she
-was interested in what, to Marjorie, were the more important or, at
-least, more necessary things, the things on which all art and culture
-primarily based themselves--the commonplace and necessary details of
-the home. Cooking, housekeeping, shopping, sewing, were not beneath
-her consideration, as indeed they were not below Mrs. Newcorn’s. The
-former spoke of having to go and look for a new spring bonnet in the
-morning, and how difficult it was to find the time. Once when the men
-were getting especially excited about European and American artistic
-standards, Marjorie asked:
-
-“Are you very much interested in art, Mrs. Morris?”
-
-“Not so very much, to tell you the truth, Mrs. Wilde. Oh, I like some
-pictures, and I hear most of the important recitals each season, but,
-as I often tell my husband, when you have one baby two years old and
-another of five and another of seven, it takes considerable time to
-attend to the art of raising them. I let him do the art for the family,
-and I take care of the home.”
-
-This was sincere consolation for Marjorie. Up to this time she appeared
-to be in danger of being swamped by this artistic storm which she had
-encountered. Her arts of cooking, sewing, housekeeping, appeared as
-nothing in this vast palaver about music, painting, sculpture, books
-and the like. She knew nothing, as she had most painfully discovered
-recently, of Strauss, Dvorák, Debussy, almost as little of Cézanne,
-Gauguin, Matisse, Van Gogh, Rodin, Ibsen, Shaw and Maeterlinck, with
-whom the studios were apparently greatly concerned. And when people
-talked of singers, musicians, artists, sculptors, and playwrights,
-often she was compelled to keep silent, whereas Duer could stand with
-his elbow on some mantel or piano and discuss by the half hour or hour
-individuals of whom she had never heard--Verlaine, Tchaikowsky,
-Tolstoy, Turgenieff, Tagore, Dostoyevsky, Whistler, Velasquez--anybody
-and everybody who appeared to interest the studio element. It was
-positively frightening.
-
-A phase of this truth was that because of his desire to talk,
-his pleasure in meeting people, his joy in hearing of new things,
-his sense of the dramatic, Duer could catch quickly and retain
-vigorously anything which related to social, artistic, or intellectual
-development. He had no idea of what a full-orbed, radiant, receptive
-thing his mind was. He only knew that life, things, intellect--anything
-and everything--gave him joy when he was privileged to look into them,
-whereas Marjorie was not so keenly minded artistically, and he gave
-as freely as he received. In this whirl of discussion, this lofty
-transcendentalism, Marjorie was all but lost; but she clung tenaciously
-to the hope that, somehow, affection, regard for the material needs of
-her husband, the care of his clothes, the preparation of his meals,
-the serving of him quite as would a faithful slave, would bind him
-to her. At once and quickly, she hated and feared these artistically
-arrayed, artistically minded, vampirish-looking maidens and women
-who appeared from this quarter and that to talk to Duer, all of whom
-apparently had known him quite well in the past--since he had come to
-New York. When she would see him standing or leaning somewhere, intent
-on the rendering of a song, the narration of some dramatic incident,
-the description of some book or picture, or personage, by this or that
-delicately chiseled Lorelei of the art or music or dramatic world, her
-heart contracted ominously and a nameless dread seized her. Somehow,
-these creatures, however intent they might be on their work, or however
-indifferent actually to the artistic charms of her husband, seemed to
-be intent on taking him from her. She saw how easily and naturally
-he smiled, how very much at home he seemed to be in their company,
-how surely he gravitated to the type of girl who was beautifully
-and artistically dressed, who had ravishing eyes, fascinating hair,
-a sylphlike figure, and vivacity of manner--or how naturally they
-gravitated to him. In the rush of conversation and the exchange of
-greetings he was apt to forget her, to stroll about by himself engaging
-in conversation first with one and then another, while she stood or sat
-somewhere gazing nervously or regretfully on, unable to hold her own in
-the cross-fire of conversation, unable to retain the interest of most
-of the selfish, lovesick, sensation-seeking girls and men.
-
-They always began talking about the opera, or the play, or the latest
-sensation in society, or some new singer or dancer or poet, and
-Marjorie, being new to this atmosphere and knowing so little of it,
-was compelled to confess that she did not know. It chagrined, dazed,
-and frightened her for a time. She longed to be able to grasp quickly
-and learn what this was all about. She wondered where she had been
-living--how--to have missed all this. Why, goodness gracious, these
-things were enough to wreck her married life! Duer would think so
-poorly of her--how could he help it? She watched these girls and women
-talking to him, and by turns, while imitating them as best she could,
-became envious, fearful, regretful, angry; charging, first, herself
-with unfitness; next, Duer with neglect; next, these people with
-insincerity, immorality, vanity; and lastly, the whole world and life
-with a conspiracy to cheat her out of what was rightfully her own. Why
-wouldn’t these people be nice to her? Why didn’t they give of their
-time and patience to make her comfortable and at home--as freely, say,
-as they did to him? Wasn’t she his wife, now? Why did Duer neglect
-her? Why did they hang on his words in their eager, seductive, alluring
-way? She hated them and, at moments, she hated him, only to be struck
-by a terrifying wave of remorse and fear a moment later. What if he
-should grow tired of her? What if his love should change? He had seemed
-so enamored of her only a little while before they were married,
-so taken by what he called her naturalness, grace, simplicity and
-emotional pull.
-
-On one of these occasions, or rather after it, when they had returned
-from an evening at Francis Hatton’s at which she felt that she had
-been neglected, she threw herself disconsolately into Duer’s arms and
-exclaimed:
-
- “What’s the matter with me, Duer? Why am I so dull--so
-uninteresting--so worthless?”
-
-The sound of her voice was pathetic, helpless, vibrant with the quality
-of an unuttered sob, a quality which had appealed to him intensely long
-before they were married, and now he stirred nervously.
-
- “Why, what’s the matter with you now, Margie?” he asked
-sympathetically, sure that a new storm of some sort was coming. “What’s
-come over you? There’s nothing the matter with you. Why do you ask?
-Who’s been saying there is?”
-
-“Oh, nothing, nothing--nobody! Everybody! Everything!” exclaimed
-Marjorie dramatically, and bursting into tears. “I see how it is. I see
-what is the matter with me. Oh! Oh! It’s because I don’t know anything,
-I suppose. It’s because I’m not fit to associate with you. It’s because
-I haven’t had the training that some people have had. It’s because I’m
-dull! Oh! Oh!” and a torrent of heart-breaking sobs which shook her
-frame from head to toe followed the outburst and declamation.
-
-Duer, always moved by her innate emotional force and charm, whatever
-other lack he had reason to bewail, gazed before him in startled
-sympathy, astonishment, pain, wonder, for he was seeing very clearly
-and keenly in these echoing sounds what the trouble was. She was
-feeling neglected, outclassed, unconsidered, helpless; and because it
-was more or less true it was frightening and wounding her. She was,
-for the first time no doubt, beginning to feel the tragedy of life,
-its uncertainty, its pathos and injury, as he so often had. Hitherto
-her home, her relatives and friends had more or less protected her
-from that, for she had come from a happy home, but now she was out and
-away from all that and had only him. Of course she had been neglected.
-He remembered that now. It was partly his fault, partly the fault of
-surrounding conditions. But what could he do about it? What say? People
-had conditions fixed for them in this world by their own ability.
-Perhaps he should not have married her at all, but how should he
-comfort her in this crisis? How say something that would ease her soul?
-
-“Why, Margie,” he said seriously, “you know that’s not true! You know
-you’re not dull. Your manners and your taste and your style are as good
-as those of anybody. Who has hinted that they aren’t? What has come
-over you? Who has been saying anything to you? Have I done anything?
-If so, I’m sorry!” He had a guilty consciousness of misrepresenting
-himself and his point of view even while saying this, but kindness,
-generosity, affection, her legal right to his affection, as he now
-thought, demanded it.
-
-“No! No!” she exclaimed brokenly and without ceasing her tears. “It
-isn’t you. It isn’t anybody. It’s me--just me! That’s what’s the matter
-with me. I’m dull; I’m not stylish; I’m not attractive. I don’t know
-anything about music or books or people or anything. I sit and listen,
-but I don’t know what to say. People talk to you--they hang on your
-words--but they haven’t anything to say to me. They can’t talk to me,
-and I can’t talk to them. It’s because I don’t know anything--because
-I haven’t anything to say! Oh dear! Oh dear!” and she beat her thin,
-artistic little hands on the shoulders of his coat.
-
-Duer could not endure this storm without an upwelling of pity for her.
-He cuddled her close in his arms, extremely sad that she should be
-compelled to suffer so. What should he do? What could he do? He could
-see how it was. She was hurt; she was neglected. He neglected her when
-among others. These smart women whom he knew and liked to talk with
-neglected her. They couldn’t see in her what he could. Wasn’t life
-pathetic? They didn’t know how sweet she was, how faithful, how glad
-she was to work for him. That really didn’t make any difference in
-the art world, he knew, but still it almost seemed as if it ought to.
-There one must be clever, he knew that--everybody knew it. And Marjorie
-was not clever--at least, not in their way. She couldn’t play or sing
-or paint or talk brilliantly, as they could. She did not really know
-what the world of music, art, and literature was doing. She was only
-good, faithful, excellent as a housewife, a fine mender of clothes, a
-careful buyer, saving, considerate, dependable, but----
-
-As he thought of this and then of this upwelling depth of emotion of
-hers, a thing quite moving to him always, he realized, or thought he
-did, that no woman that he had ever known had anything quite like this.
-He had known many women intimately. He had associated with Charlotte
-and Mildred and Neva Badger and Volida Blackstone, and quite a number
-of interesting, attractive young women whom he had met here and there
-since, but outside of the stage--that art of Sarah Bernhardt and
-Clara Morris and some of the more talented English actresses of these
-later days--he persuaded himself that he had never seen any one quite
-like Marjorie. This powerful upwelling of emotion which she was now
-exhibiting and which was so distinctive of her, was not to be found
-elsewhere, he thought. He had felt it keenly the first days he had
-visited her at her father’s home in Avondale. Oh, those days with her
-in Avondale! How wonderful they were! Those delicious nights! Flowers,
-moonlight, odors, came back--the green fields, the open sky. Yes; she
-was powerful emotionally. She was compounded of many and all of these
-things.
-
-It was true she knew nothing of art, nothing of music--the great, new
-music--nothing of books in the eclectic sense, but she had real, sweet,
-deep, sad, stirring emotion, the most appealing thing he knew. It might
-not be as great as that exhibited by some of the masters of the stage,
-or the great composers--he was not quite sure, so critical is life--but
-nevertheless it was effective, dramatic, powerful. Where did she get
-it? No really common soul could have it. Here must be something of the
-loneliness of the prairies, the sad patience of the rocks and fields,
-the lonesomeness of the hush of the countryside at night, the aimless,
-monotonous, pathetic chirping of the crickets. Her father following
-down a furrow in the twilight behind straining, toil-worn horses; her
-brothers binding wheat in the July sun; the sadness of furrow scents
-and field fragrances in the twilight--there was something of all these
-things in her sobs.
-
-It appealed to him, as it might well have to any artist. In his way
-Duer understood this, felt it keenly.
-
-“Why, Margie,” he insisted, “you mustn’t talk like that! You’re better
-than you say you are. You say you don’t know anything about books or
-art or music. Why, that isn’t all. There are things, many things, which
-are deeper than those things. Emotion is a great thing in itself,
-dearest, if you only knew. You have that. Sarah Bernhardt had it;
-Clara Morris had it, but who else? In ‘La Dame aux Camelias,’ ‘Sapho,’
-‘Carmen,’ ‘Mademoiselle de Maupin,’ it is written about, but it is
-never commonplace. It’s great. I’d rather have your deep upwelling of
-emotion than all those cheap pictures, songs, and talk put together.
-For, sweet, don’t you know”--and he cuddled her more closely--“great
-art is based on great emotion. There is really no great art without it.
-I know that best of all, being a musician. You may not have the power
-to express yourself in music or books or pictures--you play charmingly
-enough for me--but you have the thing on which these things are based;
-you have the power to feel them. Don’t worry over yourself, dear. I see
-that, and I know what you are, whether any one else does or not. Don’t
-worry over me. I have to be nice to these people. I like them in their
-way, but I love you. I married you--isn’t that proof enough? What more
-do you want? Don’t you understand, little Margie? Don’t you see? Now
-aren’t you going to cheer up and be happy? You have me. Ain’t I enough,
-sweetie? Can’t you be happy with just me? What more do you want? Just
-tell me.”
-
-“Nothing more, honey-bun!” she went on sobbing and cuddling close;
-“nothing more, if I can have you. Just you! That’s all I want--you,
-you, you!”
-
-She hugged him tight. Duer sighed secretly. He really did not believe
-all he said, but what of it? What else could he do, say, he asked
-himself? He was married to her. In his way, he loved her--or at least
-sympathized with her intensely.
-
-“And am I emotionally great?” she cuddled and cooed, after she had held
-him tight for a few moments. “Doesn’t it make any difference whether I
-know anything much about music or books or art? I do know something,
-don’t I, honey? I’m not wholly ignorant, am I?”
-
-“No, no, sweetie; how you talk!”
-
-“And will you always love me whether I know anything or not,
-honey-bun?” she went on. “And won’t it make any difference whether I
-can just cook and sew and do the marketing and keep house for you? And
-will you like me because I’m just pretty and not smart? I am a little
-pretty, ain’t I, dear?”
-
-“You’re lovely,” whispered Duer soothingly. “You’re beautiful. Listen
-to me, sweet. I want to tell you something. Stop crying now, and dry
-your eyes, and I’ll tell you something nice. Do you remember how we
-stood, one night, at the end of your father’s field there near the
-barn-gate and saw him coming down the path, singing to himself,
-driving that team of big gray horses, his big straw hat on the back of
-his head and his sleeves rolled up above his elbows?”
-
-“Yes,” said Marjorie.
-
-“Do you remember how the air smelled of roses and honeysuckle and cut
-hay--and oh, all those lovely scents of evening that we have out there
-in the country?”
-
-“Yes,” replied Marjorie interestedly.
-
-“And do you remember how lovely I said the cow-bells sounded tinkling
-in the pasture where the little river ran?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“And the fireflies beginning to flash in the trees?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“And that sad, deep red in the West, where the sun had gone down?”
-
-“Yes, I remember,” said Marjorie, crushing her cheek to his neck.
-
-“Now listen to me, honey: That water running over the bright stones in
-that little river; the grass spreading out, soft and green, over the
-slope; the cow-bells tinkling; the smoke curling up from your mother’s
-chimney; your father looking like a patriarch out of Bible days coming
-home--all the soft sounds, all the sweet odors, all the carolling of
-birds--where do you suppose all that is now?”
-
-“I don’t know,” replied Marjorie, anticipating something complimentary.
-
-“It’s here,” he replied easily, drawing her close and petting her.
-“It’s done up in one little body here in my arms. Your voice, your
-hair, your eyes, your pretty body, your emotional moods--where do you
-suppose they come from? Nature has a chemistry all her own. She’s like
-a druggist sometimes, compounding things. She takes a little of the
-beauty of the sunset, of the sky, of the fields, of the water, of the
-flowers, of dreams and aspirations and simplicity and patience, and she
-makes a girl. And some parents somewhere have her, and then they name
-her ‘Marjorie’ and then they raise her nicely and innocently, and then
-a bold, bad man like Duer comes along and takes her, and then she cries
-because she thinks he doesn’t see anything in her. Now, isn’t that
-funny?”
-
-“O-oh!” exclaimed Marjorie, melted by the fire of his feeling for
-beauty, the quaintness and sweetness of his diction, the subtlety of
-his compliment, the manner in which he coaxed her patiently out of
-herself.
-
-“Oh, I love you, Duer dear! I love you, love you, love you! Oh, you’re
-wonderful! You won’t ever stop loving me, will you, dearest? You’ll
-always be true to me, won’t you, Duer? You’ll never leave me, will you?
-I’ll always be your little Margie, won’t I? Oh, dear, I’m so happy!”
-and she hugged him closer and closer.
-
-“No, no,” and “Yes, yes,” assured Duer, as the occasion demanded, as
-he stared patiently into the fire. This was not real passion to him,
-not real love in any sense, or at least he did not feel that it was.
-He was too skeptical of himself, his life and love, however much he
-might sympathize with and be drawn to her. He was questioning himself
-at this very time as to what it was that caused him to talk so. Was
-it sympathy, love of beauty, power of poetic expression, delicacy of
-sentiment?--certainly nothing more. Wasn’t it this that was already
-causing him to be hailed as a great musician? He believed so. Could he
-honestly say that he loved Marjorie? No, he was sure that he couldn’t,
-now that he had her and realized her defects, as well as his own--his
-own principally. No; he liked her, sympathized with her, felt sorry
-for her. That ability of his to paint a picture in notes and musical
-phrases, to extract the last ringing delicacy out of the keys of a
-piano, was at the bottom of this last description. To Marjorie, for
-the moment, it might seem real enough, but he--he was thinking of the
-truth of the picture she had painted of herself. It was all so--every
-word she said. She was not really suited to these people. She did not
-understand them; she never would. He would always be soothing and
-coaxing, and she would always be crying and worrying.
-
-
-
-
-WHEN THE OLD CENTURY WAS NEW
-
-
-When William Walton, of Colonial prestige, left his father’s house,
-St. George’s Square, New York, in the spring of 1801, it was to
-spend a day of social activity, which, in the light of his ordinary
-commercial duties, might be termed idleness. There were, among other
-things, a luncheon at the Livingstone Kortright’s, a stroll with one
-Mlle. Cruger to the Lispenard Meadows, and a visit in the evening to
-the only recently inaugurated Apollo Theater, where were organized the
-first permanent company of players ever transported to America. Under
-the circumstances, he had no time for counting-house duties, and had
-accordingly decided to make a day of it, putting the whole matter of
-commerce over until such time as he could labor uninterrupted, which
-was to-morrow.
-
-As he came out of the door over which was a diamond-pane lunette
-for a transom, he was a striking example of the new order of
-things which had come with the Declaration of Independence and the
-victory of the colonies over the British. Long trousers of light
-twilled cloth encased his legs, and were fastened under his shoes
-by straps. A flower-ornamented pink waistcoat and light blue dress
-coat of broadcloth, shared with brass buttons, yellow gloves, and an
-exceedingly narrow-brimmed silk hat, in giving his appearance that
-touch of completeness which the fashion of the day demanded. In the
-face of those of the older order, who still maintained the custom of
-wearing knee breeches and solemn, black waistcoats, he was a little apt
-to appear the exaggerated dandy; but, nevertheless, it was good form.
-My Madame Kortright would expect it at any luncheon of hers, and the
-common people knew it to be the all-desirable whenever wealth permitted.
-
-In lower Pearl Street, below Wall, which direction he took to reach
-the Bowling Green and the waterfront, he encountered a number of the
-fashionable, so far as the commercial world was concerned, who were
-anything but idle like himself.
-
-“Why, Master Walton, are you neglecting business so early in the
-morning?” inquired Robert Goelet, whose iron-mongering business was
-then the most important in the city.
-
-“For this day only,” returned Walton, smiling agreeably at the thought
-of a pleasant day to come. “Several engagements make it unavoidable.”
-
-“You are going to the Collect, then, possibly?” returned Goelet,
-looking in the direction of the old water reservoir, where all of the
-city’s drinking supply was stored.
-
-“No,” said the other, “I had not thought of it. What is there?”
-
-“Some one, I understand, who has a boat he wishes to try. It is said to
-go without sail. I should think one with as many ships upon the water
-as you have would have heard of any such invention as that.”
-
-“Ah, yes,” answered young Walton, “I have heard of men who are going to
-sail in the air, also. I will believe that a vessel can go without sail
-when I see it.”
-
-“Well,” said the other, “I do not know. These inventors are strange
-adventurers, at best, but there might be no harm in looking at it. I
-think I shall go myself later.”
-
-“Oh, I should also like to see it,” said the other, “providing I have
-time. When is it to sail, do you know?”
-
-“About eleven,” answered Goelet. “The _Post_ tells of it.”
-
-“Many thanks for the information,” returned the other, and, with a few
-commonplaces as to ships expected and the news from France, they betook
-their separate ways.
-
-In one of the many fine yards which spread before the old mansions
-below Wall Street, he beheld John Adams, the newly-elected President of
-the States, busy among his flowers. The elder statesman bowed gravely
-to the younger gentleman and returned to his work.
-
-“A fine gentleman,” thought the latter, “and well worthy to be the
-chief of this good government.”
-
-As he neared the Bowling Green, he observed that there was no one of
-the many residents about taking advantage of the pleasant sunlight to
-enjoy an hour at that favorite pastime, and so continued his way to
-the Astor docks adjoining the Whitehall slip, where never yet had the
-commercial New Yorker, interested in the matter of shipping, failed to
-find a crowd. Messrs. John Jacob Astor and William Van Rensalaer were
-already upon the ground, as he could see at a distance, the distinct
-high hat of the one and the portly figure of the other standing out in
-clear relief against the green waters of the bay. Elder Johannis Coop
-was there, he of the vast ship chandlery business, and Opdyke Stewart,
-importer of the finest stuffs woven in Holland. Old Jacob Cruger and
-Mortimer Morris, the lean Van Tassel and Julius van Brunt, merchants
-all and famous men of the city, chatted, smiled, and laughed together
-as they discussed the probabilities of trade and the arrival of the
-_Silver Spray_ and the _Laughing Mary_, both in the service between
-New York and Liverpool. Almost every worthy present was armed with his
-spy-glass, as the three-foot telescopes were then called, and now and
-then one would take a look down the bay and through the distant narrows
-to see if any sign of a familiar sail were present.
-
-“And how is Master Walton?” asked the elder Astor, recognizing the
-scion of the one exceedingly wealthy family of the community.
-
-“Very well, thank you,” returned the other, surveying the company,
-whose knee breeches and black coats presented a striking contrast to
-his modern trousers and fancy jacket.
-
-“These modern fashions,” exclaimed Cruger, the elder, coming forward,
-“make us old fellows seem entirely out of date. They are a wretched
-contrivance to hide the legs. If I were a young woman I would have no
-man whose form I could not judge by his clothes.”
-
-“And if I were a young man,” put in the jovial John Jacob, “I would put
-on no clothes which a young woman did not approve of.”
-
-“Ah, well,” said the other, smiling, “these fashions are strange
-contrivances. Not ten years since a man would have been drummed out of
-New York had he appeared in such finery as this, and now, by heaven,
-it is we old fellows who are like to be shown the door for dressing as
-our fathers taught us.”
-
-“Not so bad as that, surely,” said Walton. “Full dress commands the old
-style yet at evening. This is but daylight custom. But how about the
-Bowling Green; is no one to play there this morning?”
-
-“Not when two ships like the _Silver Spray_ and the _Laughing Mary_
-are like to show their noses at any moment,” observed Cruger stoutly.
-“I have fifty barrels of good India ale on the _Silver Spray_. Astor,
-here, has most of the hold of the _Laughing Mary_ filled with his dress
-goods. No bowling when stocks must be unpacked quickly.”
-
-“It is a weary watch, this, for these dogged vessels,” added Astor
-reflectively. “There is no good counting wind or wave. The Spaniard,
-too, is not dead yet, worse luck to him.”
-
-“I saw that about the _Polly_,” said young Walton interestedly.
-“Perhaps the government will wake up now to our situation. The Spaniard
-can wipe our vessels off the seas and hide behind the piracy idea. We
-need more war vessels and that quickly, I think.”
-
-“And I, too,” said Astor. “But we are like to have them now. Only
-to-day Congress voted to buy more land across the East River there,”
-and he waved his spy-glass in the direction of the green outlines of
-Long Island.
-
-“And that reminds me,” said Walton, pulling out his timepiece by the
-fob attached to it; “I but now met Goelet, who says there is to be a
-boat tried at the Collect which goes without sail. It is to be run by
-steam.”
-
-“Ha!” exclaimed Cruger, “I have no time for such nonsense.”
-
-“I heard of it,” remarked Astor. “Possibly there is something to it.
-There could be no harm in going to see.
-
-“I am going” said Walton, “and by-the-bye, it is high time I was on my
-way.”
-
-“And if you have no objection I go with you,” said Astor, who was
-seriously interested to know if there was anything to this idea or not.
-Others hearing this joined them.
-
-Having thus secured companionship, young Walton proceeded up the
-Whitehall slip to the Bowling Green, whence, with his friends, he now
-turned into the Broadway, and so out past the fine residences and
-occasional stores of that new thoroughfare to the old White residence,
-where later was to be White Street, and thence eastward, across the
-open common, to the Collect, where is now the Tombs. Quite a formidable
-company of sightseers had gathered, the aristocracy, gentry, and common
-rabble forming in separate groups. A very plain and homely looking
-individual of the older school, clad in swallowtail and knee breeches,
-was there with a contrivance large enough to sustain his own weight
-in the water, which he was endeavoring with a wrench, a hammer, and
-an oil can to put in final shape for the very important experiment of
-traveling without sail. Naturally he had the undivided and even pushing
-and prying attention of all present.
-
-While the citizens thus gazed, awaiting in comfortable idleness for
-something of the marvelous to happen, there came a clattering sound
-along the east road toward the city, where suddenly appeared the
-outlines of Van Huicken’s water wagon, a great hogshead on wheels,
-which, by its rumbling haste, suggested fire. Close after followed the
-Almerich, another vehicle of the same kind, which secured its name from
-its owner. Both drivers hailed the crowd while yet a distance off with
-shouts of “Fire!” and then from distant Fulton Street were heard the
-sounds of a bell tolling out the same intelligence.
-
-Everybody now wavered uncertainly between the possibility of witnessing
-a marvelous invention and the certainty of seeing a splendid
-conflagration, with the result that certainty triumphed. Instantly upon
-learning the nature of the fire, both commonry and gentry departed,
-leaving Astor and Walton, with their associates, gazing at the
-tinkering wonder-worker alone.
-
-“That must be near the President’s house,” observed Walton, who was
-looking toward the city. “It may spread.”
-
-“This fellow will get nothing out of his machine to-day, I fear,”
-returned Astor, moved by the thought of a dangerous and yet interesting
-fire as he gazed rather unfavorably upon the quiet inventor, who had
-not remained unaware of this public defection. “Let us go back.”
-
-With somewhat more of eagerness than was conformable with their general
-stately bearing, this rather important local company now took up the
-trail of the water wagons and returned.
-
-In William Street, just off the Old Boston Road and near the
-newly-named Liberty Street, were many signs of public excitement. The
-fine residence of the Athorps, recently leased by the French minister,
-had taken fire, and was rapidly burning. Although nine of the fourteen
-water-pumps of the city were upon the scene of action, and eight
-men were toiling at each handle, little progress was making. Bucket
-brigades were also in operation, the volunteer citizens drawing upon
-every well in the neighborhood for blocks about; but to small result.
-The flames gained apace. Men ran looking for Goiter’s water conveyance,
-which had not yet been pressed into action, and Huicken’s Broadway
-sprinkler, which, however, had already been sent to the Collect for
-more water. There was a deal of clatter and confusion, coupled with the
-absolute certainty of destruction, for no pumping could throw the water
-beyond the second story. More than once the tank supply, as rattled
-forward from the Collect and the East River, was totally suspended,
-while the flames gained new ground. This latter was due to the badness
-of the roads and the inadequacy of the help at the supply end, where,
-since all thought to gaze upon the fire, none were remaining to help
-the lone Huicken or the energetic Goiter.
-
-When this last company of volunteer fire fighters arrived, with their
-buckets and other contrivances for fighting a blaze, the flames had
-gained such headway that there was little to be done. Walton wasted
-half an hour discussing fire protection, and then bethought himself of
-his luncheon engagement.
-
-“I must be out of this,” he said to Astor, as they stood gazing upon
-the flames and the surging throng. “I am late as it is.”
-
-The genial forefather scarcely heard him at all. So interested was he
-that his own luncheon mattered not at all. Quietly Walton withdrew
-then, and getting back into Boston Road and the Broadway, betook
-himself toward the Bowling Green and Madame Kortright’s.
-
-That lady’s mansion was to the west of the old playground, looking out
-over lawn and lane to some space of water to be seen in the East River
-and a boat or two at anchor in the bay. As he tapped upon the broad
-door with its brazen knocker, a liveried servant opened to him, bowing
-profoundly in greeting.
-
-“Will Master Walton give me his hat and gloves?”
-
-“Ah, Master Walton,” remarked the hostess, who now entered smiling. “I
-had almost doubted your punctuality, though you have good reason. Whose
-house is it burning?”
-
-“Count Rennay’s,” answered Walton, mentioning the French representative
-to our government.
-
-“I have sent a servant to discover it for me, but he has not yet
-returned. It must have fascinated him also. We must sit to lunch at
-once, sir.”
-
-As the hostess said this, she turned about in her great hoops, now but
-recently, like long trousers, come into fashion, and led the way. Her
-hair was done in the curls of the post-revolution period, three at
-each side, about the ears, and a tall chignon that was almost a curl
-in itself. With stately grace she led the way to the dining chamber
-and bowed him to his place. Eulalia, a daughter, and Sophia, a friend,
-entered almost at the same moment with them through another door.
-
-At the head of the long, oaken table there were already standing the
-two black table servants of this dignified household, splendid imported
-Africans, trained in Virginia. My lady’s table was a-gleam with much of
-the richest plate and old Holland china in the city. An immense silver
-candelabra graced the center, and at every corner were separate graven
-gold sticks making a splendid show.
-
-“I have the greatest terror of fire anywhere in our city,” began
-the hostess, even as young Walton was bowing. “We have so little
-protection. I have urged upon our selectmen the necessity of providing
-something better than we have--a water tower or something of the sort
-but so far nothing has come of it.”
-
-“You were at the fire, Master Walton?” inquired the handsome Eulalie
-archly.
-
-“I came that way with several friends from the Collect,” he answered.
-
-“Why the Collect?” asked the hostess, who was now seated with the two
-blacks towering above her.
-
-“There is a man there who has a boat which is to go without sail, as I
-understand it, providing his idea is correct. It is to go by steam, I
-believe, only he did not succeed in making it so do to-day, at least
-not while I was there. It may have gone, though. I could not wait to
-see.”
-
-“Oh marvelous,” exclaimed Eulalie, putting up a pair of pretty hands,
-“and really is it a boat that will travel so?”
-
-“I cannot vouch for that,” returned the youth gravely. “It was not
-going when we visited it. The fire and my engagement took the entire
-audience of the inventor away,” and he smiled.
-
-“I shall have no faith in any such trap as that until I see it,”
-observed Madame Kortright. “Fancy being on the water and no sail to
-waft you. Mercy!”
-
-“I fancy it will be some time before men will venture afar on any such
-craft,” returned the youth; “but it is a bit curious.”
-
-“Dangerous, I should say,” suggested Mistress Sophia.
-
-“No,” said Walton, “not that, I think. My father has often told me that
-Master Franklin predicted to him that men should harness the lightning
-before many years. That is even more strange than this.”
-
-“That may all be true,” said Madame Kortright, “but it has not come to
-pass yet. It will never be in our time, I fear. But did you hear of the
-case of jewels at Maton’s?”
-
-“Has he imported something new?” inquired Eulalie smartly.
-
-“The last ship brought a case of gems for him, I hear,” continued the
-hostess. “That should be of interest to you, Master Walton.”
-
-The youth flushed slightly at the implication involved. His attentions
-to Mistress Beppie Cruger were becoming a subject of pleasing social
-comment.
-
-“So it is,” he said gaily, as he recovered his composure. “I shall look
-in upon Maton this very afternoon.”
-
-“And I should like to see what is new in France,” said the ruddy Sophia
-seriously. “I have not an earring or a pin in my collection that is not
-as old as the hills----”
-
-“Nor any the less valuable, I venture,” answered Walton, with an
-impressive air.
-
-“I would give them for new ones, believe me,” returned the girl
-quaintly.
-
-Upon this gossiping company the two blacks waited with almost noiseless
-accuracy, one serving at each side in answer to silent looks and nods
-from the hostess. Walton watched them out of the corner of his eye,
-gossiping the while. In his new home, he thought, whenever the fair
-lady consented, there should be two such lackeys gracing her more
-tender beauty. He could not help thinking how much more effective they
-would appear behind her than his present hostess, who, however, was
-attractive enough. It made him restless to depart, for certainly this
-afternoon he should definitely, if he could, learn his fate. The jewels
-would be one excuse. He would take her to look at the jewels before the
-evening called them to the theater, and then he would see.
-
-Once he was free of the entertainment provided, he hurried away into
-Wall Street, the spire of Trinity already beginning to cast a short
-eastward shadow. About the building occupied as the new National
-Capitol a few dignitaries from the colonies were to be seen. The new
-mixture of stores among the residences was beginning to make lovely
-Wall Street less conservative. A bank had opened just below the
-Capitol, its entrance reaching out to the very sidewalk and hedging in
-the view of the gardens beyond. Soon, if the city kept on growing, all
-the fine old gardens would have to go.
-
-He pondered, as he walked, until he came to a certain gateway below
-William Street, where he entered. From a window looking out upon a
-small balcony above a face disappeared, and now he was greeted by
-another pompous servant at the door.
-
-“My compliments,” he said, “to Mistress Cruger, if she pleases, and I
-am waiting.”
-
-The servant bowed and retired. In a few moments more there fluttered
-down into the large reception room from above the loveliest embodiment
-of the new order of finery that he had ever seen. Such daintiness in
-curls and laces, such lightness in silken flounces displayed upon
-spreading hoops, he felt to be without equal. With a graceful courtesy
-she received his almost ponderous bow.
-
-“Mother gives you her greeting, and she cannot come with us to-day,”
-she said. “She has a very severe headache.”
-
-“I am very sorry to hear that,” he replied sympathetically, “but you
-will come? The weather has favored us, and I fancy the meadows will be
-beautiful to see.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I will come,” she returned smiling. “It is not quite three,
-however,” she added. “You are early.”
-
-“I know,” he answered, “but we may talk until then. Besides there is
-something I wish you to see before theater time--no, I will tell you of
-it later. Henry will be on time.”
-
-They seated themselves very respectfully distant and took up the
-morning’s commonplaces. Had he heard of the fire and where the French
-minister was now being entertained? Cards had but this morning come
-from the Jacob Van Dams for a reception at their new house in Broome
-Street. The Goelets were to build farther out in Pearl Street.
-
-“I think it is a shame,” she said, “the way they are deserting us in
-this street. We shall have to go also very shortly, and I like Wall
-Street.”
-
-“When your turn comes perhaps you will not mind it so much,” he
-returned, thinking of the proposal he hoped to find the courage to
-make. “Broome Street is certainly pleasing after the new style.”
-
-She thought of all the fine residences being erected in that new
-residence section, and for some, to him, inexplicable reason, smiled.
-Outside, through the vine-festooned window, she could see a broad, open
-barouche turning.
-
-“Here is the carriage,” she said.
-
-As they came out of the quiet chamber into the open sunlight, part
-of their stilted reserve vanished. Once in the carriage beside him,
-she smiled happily. As they rolled into William Street and up the Old
-Boston Road into the green shaded Bowery, she laughed for the very joy
-of laughing.
-
-“It is good to feel spring again,” she said, “the cold days are so
-many.”
-
-As they traveled, an occasional citizen before his doorway, or pleasure
-seeker upon horseback, greeted them. The distinguished Aaron Burr was
-here prancing gaily countryward. Old Peter Stuyvesant’s mansion was
-kept as rich in flowers as when he had been alive to care for it.
-
-“Are not the fields beautiful about here?” he observed, after they had
-passed the region of the Collect.
-
-“Lovely,” she returned. “I never see them but I think of dancing, they
-are so soft.”
-
-“Let us get out and walk upon them, anyhow,” he answered. “Henry can
-wait for us at the turn yonder.”
-
-He was pointing to a far point, where, through a clump of trees, the
-winding footpath, leading out from here, joined Broadway, now a lane
-through the woods and fields.
-
-Gaily she acquiesced, and he helped her down. When the servant was out
-of hearing, he reached for a dandelion, and pressing his lips to it
-said, “Here is a token.”
-
-“Of what?” she said shyly.
-
-“What should it be?” he asked wistfully.
-
-“Spring, probably.”
-
-“And nothing else?”
-
-“Youth,” she answered, laughing.
-
-“And nothing else?” he questioned, drawing close with a tenderness in
-his voice.
-
-“How should I know?” she said, laughing and casting it down, because of
-her fear of the usual significance of the situation.
-
-“You mustn’t throw it away,” he said stooping. “Keep it. I’ll tell you
-what it means. I--I----”
-
-“See the wild roses!” she exclaimed, suddenly increasing her pace. “I
-should rather have some of those for a token, if you please.”
-
-He relaxed his tension, and hastened for that which she desired. When
-he returned to hand them to her, she was laughing at something.
-
-“Ah, you laugh,” he said sadly. “I think I know why.”
-
-“It is because of the day,” she answered.
-
-Somehow he could make no progress with his declaration until it was too
-late. Already they were near the carriage, and south along the road a
-quarter of a mile was the Lispenard country house. Her relatives, the
-Lispenards, were there as owners. He scarcely had time for what he
-wished to say.
-
-“Shall we stop there?” he asked in a subdued murmur, as in driving
-again they neared the long piazza where guests were seated enjoying the
-prospect of the meadows beyond. “It is four now, and the play begins at
-six. There are some new jewels from France at Maton’s, which I thought
-you might like to see before then.”
-
-“Jewels from France! Oh, yes, I should like to see those. Let us go
-there,” she answered. “But I must have time to dress, too, you know.”
-
-To the guests then, bowing as they passed, they returned a smiling nod,
-and meeting others in carriages and chairs, extended this same courtesy
-as they went along. Walton brooded in a mock-dreary manner, but finding
-that it availed nothing thought to tempt her considerateness with
-jewels.
-
-“What trinkets are these you have from France of which I hear?” he
-inquired of Maton as they entered that sturdy jeweler’s shop in Maiden
-Lane.
-
-“On the very last packet,” explained the latter, spreading the best of
-his importations upon a black velvet cloth before them. “You will not
-see the like of these six diamonds in New York again for many years, I
-warrant you. Look at this.”
-
-He held up an exquisitely wrought ring of French workmanship, in which
-a fine stone was gleaming, and smiled upon it approvingly.
-
-“Look,” he said, “it is very large. It is cut by Toussard. Did you ever
-see such workmanship?” He turned it over and over, and then held it
-lovingly up. “The band itself is so small,” he added, “that I believe
-it would fit the lady’s finger--let us see.”
-
-Coquettishly she put out her hand, and then seeing that it marvelously
-slipped on and fitted, opened her eyes wide.
-
-“Now, is not that beautiful!” exclaimed the jeweler. “What a gem! The
-finest of any that I have imported yet, and it fits as though it had
-been ordered for her.” He cast a persuasive smile upon Walton whose
-interest in the fair Beppie he well knew. The latter pretended not the
-slightest understanding.
-
-“It is well cut,” she said.
-
-“And the loveliest you have ever worn,” added Walton hopefully.
-
-By her side, in front of the counter and between their bodies, he was
-endeavoring to take her free hand.
-
-“Let it stay,” he said gently, when he had secured it, and was
-signalling the significance of the ring to her fingers.
-
-“Oh,” she said, smiling as if she were only jesting, “you are too
-daring. I might!”
-
-“Do,” he answered.
-
-“Such a ring!” said the jeweler.
-
-“I will then,” said she.
-
-“Then, Master Maton,” said Walton, “you need only send the bill to me,”
-and he laughed as he pushed the remaining display away.
-
-As they came out, after having vaguely picked over the others, the
-young lover was all elation. Upon the narrow side-path a servant
-wheeling a trunk to the Liverpool dock upon a barrow brushed him
-rudely, but he did not notice. Only a newsboy crying out the _Gazette_,
-the blast of the bugle of the incoming stage coach from Boston, the
-dust of the side-path, where the helper of the Apollo was sweeping
-the lobby preparatory to the performance of the night, attracted and
-pleased him. He helped his fiancée gaily into the carriage and half
-bounded with joy to the seat beside her, where he smiled and smiled.
-
-“I may not wear it, though,” said his betrothed, now that the
-remarkable episode was over, and she held up a dainty finger; “because,
-as you know, you have not spoken to my father as yet.”
-
-“Keep it, nevertheless,” he answered. “I will speak to him fast enough.”
-
-“I give you good-day, Master Walton,” said the distinguished Jefferson
-as they passed from William into Wall Street, near where that statesman
-made temporary stopping-place when in the city.
-
-“Master Jefferson, William,” cried his fiancée softly, using for the
-first time his given name. “Master Jefferson has bid you good-day.”
-
-“Good evening!” cried Walton, all deference in a moment because of the
-error which his excitement had occasioned, “good evening to you, sir!”
-and he bowed, and bowed very gracefully again.
-
-“How can I be so mindful, though, of all these formalities,” he said
-explanatorily as he turned once more to his fair intended, “when I have
-you? It is not to be expected.”
-
-“But necessary, just the same,” she said. “And if you are to begin thus
-quickly neglecting your duties, what am I to think?”
-
-For answer he took her hand. Elatedly then they made their way to the
-old homestead again, and there being compelled to leave her while
-she dressed for the theater, he made his way toward the broad and
-tree-shaded Bowery, where was the only true and idyllic walk for a
-lover. The older houses nearest the city, redolent in their Dutch
-architecture of an older and even quainter period; the wide paths and
-broad doorways, rich in both vines and flowers; the rapidly decreasing
-evidences of population as one’s steps led northward--all combined
-to soothe and set dreaming the poetic mind. Here young Walton, as so
-many before him, strolled and hummed, thinking of all that life and
-the young city held for him. Now, indeed, was his fortune truly made.
-Love was his, the lovely Beppie, no less. Here then he decided to build
-that mansion of his own--far out, indeed, above Broome Street, but in
-this self-same thoroughfare where all was so suggestive of flowers and
-romance. He had no inkling, as he pondered, of what a century might
-bring forth. The crush and stress and wretchedness fast treading upon
-this path of loveliness he could not see.
-
-
-
-
-Transcriber’s Note:
-
- Minor errors and omissions in punctuation and spelling have been
- fixed.
- In this plain text version, small capitals have been changed to
- to be in all uppercase. In cases where words were in uppercase
- in the original text, this has also been maintained.
- Page 31: “never any flare” changed to “never any flair”
- Page 42: “eying him sympathetically” changed to “eyeing him
- sympathetically”.
- Page 50: “sometimes thought, cold, lips were now parted in” was
- transposed with “a faint, gracious smile, or trace of one. He had”.
- This has been corrected.
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- Page 72: “jaws in his neck” changed to "neck in his jaws".
- Page 202: “the rout of street cars” changed to “the route of street
- cars”.
- Page 205: “Dontcha like me?” changed to “Don’tcha like me?”.
- Page 256: “influence her help” changed to “influence her to help”.
- Page 263: “that’s you real” changed to “that’s your real”.
- Page 332: “Just as he thought” changed to “Just as she thought”.
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- Matisse,”.
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-<p class="drop-cap"><span class="smcap">The</span> large and rather comfortable apartment of Rufus Haymaker,
-architect, in Central Park West, was very silent. It was scarcely dawn
-yet, and at the edge of the park, over the way, looking out from the
-front windows which graced this abode and gave it its charm, a stately
-line of poplars was still shrouded in a gray morning mist. From his
-bedroom at one end of the hall, where, also, a glimpse of the park was
-to be had, came <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker at this early hour to sit by one of these
-broader windows and contemplate these trees and a small lake beyond.
-He was very fond of Nature in its manifold art forms—quite poetic, in
-fact.</p>
-
-<p>He was a tall and spare man of about sixty, not ungraceful, though
-slightly stoop-shouldered, with heavy overhanging eyebrows and hair,
-and a short, professionally cut gray mustache and beard, which gave
-him a severe and yet agreeable presence. For the present he was clad
-in a light-blue dressing gown with silver cords, which enveloped him
-completely. He had thin, pale, long-fingered hands, wrinkled at the
-back and slightly knotted at the joints, which bespoke the artist, in
-mood at least, and his eyes had a weary and yet restless look in them.</p>
-
-<p>For only yesterday Doctor Storm, the family physician, who was in
-attendance on his wife, ill now for these three weeks past with a
-combination of heart<span class="pagenum" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</span> lesion, kidney poisoning and neuritis, had taken
-him aside and said very softly and affectionately, as though he were
-trying to spare his feelings: “To-morrow, <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker, if your wife
-is no better I will call in my friend, Doctor Grainger, whom you know,
-for a consultation. He is more of an expert in these matters of the
-heart”—the heart, <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker had time to note ironically—“than
-I am. Together we will make a thorough examination, and then I hope
-we will be better able to say what the possibilities of her recovery
-really are. It’s been a very trying case, a very stubborn one, I might
-say. Still, she has a great deal of vitality and is doing as well as
-could be expected, all things considered. At the same time, though I
-don’t wish to alarm you unnecessarily—and there is no occasion for
-great alarm yet—still I feel it my duty to warn you that her condition
-is very serious indeed. Not that I wish you to feel that she is certain
-to die. I don’t think she is. Not at all. Just the contrary. She may
-get well, and probably will, and live all of twenty years more.”
-(Mentally <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker sighed a purely spiritual sigh.) “She has fine
-recuperative powers, so far as I can judge, but she has a bad heart,
-and this kidney trouble has not helped it any. Just now, when her heart
-should have the least strain, it has the most.</p>
-
-<p>“She is just at that point where, as I may say, things are in the
-balance. A day or two, or three or four at the most, ought to show
-which way things will go. But, as I have said before, I do not wish to
-alarm you unnecessarily. We are not nearly at the end of our tether. We
-haven’t tried blood transfusion yet, and there are several arrows to
-that bow. Besides, at any<span class="pagenum" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</span> moment she may respond more vigorously to
-medication than she has heretofore—especially in connection with her
-kidneys. In that case the situation would be greatly relieved at once.</p>
-
-<p>“However, as I say, I feel it my duty to speak to you in this way in
-order that you may be mentally prepared for any event, because in such
-an odd combination as this the worst may happen at any time. We never
-can tell. As an old friend of yours and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker’s, and knowing
-how much you two mean to each other”—<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker merely stared at
-him vacantly—“I feel it my duty to prepare you in this way. We all of
-us have to face these things. Only last year I lost my dear Matilda,
-my youngest child, as you know. Just the same, as I say, I have the
-feeling that <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker is not really likely to die soon, and that
-we—Doctor Grainger and myself—will still be able to pull her through.
-I really do.”</p>
-
-<p>Doctor Storm looked at <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker as though he were very sorry for
-him—an old man long accustomed to his wife’s ways and likely to be
-made very unhappy by her untimely end; whereas <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker, though
-staring in an almost sculptural way, was really thinking what a farce
-it all was, what a dull mixture of error and illusion on the part
-of all. Here he was, sixty years of age, weary of all this, of life
-really—a man who had never been really happy in all the time that he
-had been married; and yet here was his wife, who from conventional
-reasons believed that he was or should be, and who on account of
-this was serenely happy herself, or nearly so. And this doctor, who
-imagined that he was old and weak and therefore in need of this loving
-woman’s care and sympathy and understanding!<span class="pagenum" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</span> Unconsciously he raised a
-deprecating hand.</p>
-
-<p>Also his children, who thought him dependent on her and happy with her;
-his servants and her and his friends thinking the same thing, and yet
-he really was not. It was all a lie. He was unhappy. Always he had been
-unhappy, it seemed, ever since he had been married—for over thirty-one
-years now. Never in all that time, for even so much as a single day,
-had he ever done anything but long, long, long, in a pale, constrained
-way—for what, he scarcely dared think—not to be married any more—to
-be free—to be as he was before ever he saw <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker.</p>
-
-<p>And yet being conventional in mood and training and utterly
-domesticated by time and conditions over which he seemed not to have
-much control—nature, custom, public opinion, and the like, coming
-into play as forces—he had drifted, had not taken any drastic action.
-No, he had merely drifted, wondering if time, accident or something
-might not interfere and straighten out his life for him, but it never
-had. Now weary, old, or rapidly becoming so, he condemned himself for
-his inaction. Why hadn’t he done something about it years before?
-Why hadn’t he broken it up before it was too late, and saved his own
-soul, his longing for life, color? But no, he had not. Why complain so
-bitterly now?</p>
-
-<p>All the time the doctor had talked this day before he had wanted to
-smile a wry, dry, cynical smile, for in reality he did not want <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Haymaker to live—or at least at the moment he thought so. He was too
-miserably tired of it all. And so now, after nearly twenty-four hours
-of the same unhappy thought, sitting by<span class="pagenum" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</span> this window looking at a not
-distant building which shone faintly in the haze, he ran his fingers
-through his hair as he gazed, and sighed.</p>
-
-<p>How often in these weary months, and even years, past—ever since he
-and his wife had been living here, and before—had he come to these
-or similar windows while she was still asleep, to sit and dream! For
-some years now they had not even roomed together, so indifferent had
-the whole state become; though she did not seem to consider that
-significant, either. Life had become more or less of a practical
-problem to her, one of position, place, prestige. And yet how often,
-viewing his life in retrospect, had he wished that his life had been as
-sweet as his dreams—that his dreams had come true.</p>
-
-<p>After a time on this early morning, for it was still gray, with the
-faintest touch of pink in the east, he shook his head solemnly and
-sadly, then rose and returned along the hall to his wife’s bedroom,
-at the door of which he paused to look where she lay seriously ill,
-and beside her in an armchair, fast asleep, a trained nurse who was
-supposedly keeping the night vigil ordered by the doctor, but who no
-doubt was now very weary. His wife was sleeping also—very pale, very
-thin now, and very weak. He felt sorry for her at times, in spite of
-his own weariness; now, for instance. Why need he have made so great a
-mistake so long ago? Perhaps it was his own fault for not having been
-wiser in his youth. Then he went quietly on to his own room, to lie
-down and think.</p>
-
-<p>Always these days, now that she was so very ill and the problem of her
-living was so very acute, the creeping dawn thus roused him—to think.
-It seemed as<span class="pagenum" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</span> though he could not really sleep soundly any more, so
-stirred and distrait was he. He was not so much tired or physically
-worn as mentally bored or disappointed. Life had treated him so badly,
-he kept thinking to himself over and over. He had never had the
-woman he really wanted, though he had been married so long, had been
-faithful, respectable and loved by her, in her way. “In her way,” he
-half quoted to himself as he lay there.</p>
-
-<p>Presently he would get up, dress and go down to his office as usual
-if his wife were not worse. But—but, he asked himself—would she be?
-Would that slim and yet so durable organism of hers—quite as old as
-his own, or nearly so—break under the strain of this really severe
-illness? That would set him free again, and nicely, without blame or
-comment on him. He could then go where he chose once more, do as he
-pleased—think of that—without let or hindrance. For she was ill at
-last, so very ill, the first and really great illness she had endured
-since their marriage. For weeks now she had been lying so, hovering, as
-it were, between life and death, one day better, the next day worse,
-and yet not dying, and with no certainty that she would, and yet not
-getting better either. Doctor Storm insisted that it was a leak in her
-heart which had suddenly manifested itself which was causing all the
-real trouble. He was apparently greatly troubled as to how to control
-it.</p>
-
-<p>During all this period <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker had been, as usual, most
-sympathetic. His manner toward her was always soft, kindly, apparently
-tender. He had never really begrudged her anything—nothing certainly
-that he could afford. He was always glad to see her and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</span> the children
-humanly happy—though they, too, largely on account of her, he thought,
-had proved a disappointment to him—because he had always sympathized
-with her somewhat unhappy youth, narrow and stinted; and yet he had
-never been happy himself, either, never in all the time that he had
-been married. If she had endured much, he kept telling himself when he
-was most unhappy, so had he, only it was harder perhaps for women to
-endure things than men—he was always willing to admit that—only also
-she had had his love, or thought she had, an actual spiritual peace,
-which he had never had. She knew she had a faithful husband. He felt
-that he had never really had a wife at all, not one that he could love
-as he knew a wife should be loved. His dreams as to that!</p>
-
-<p>Going to his office later this same day—it was in one of those tall
-buildings that face Madison Square—he had looked first, in passing,
-at the trees that line Central Park West, and then at the bright wall
-of apartment houses facing it, and meditated sadly, heavily. Here the
-sidewalks were crowded with nursemaids and children at play, and in
-between them, of course, the occasional citizen loitering or going
-about his errands. The day was so fine, so youthful, as spring days
-will seem at times. As he looked, especially at the children, and
-the young men bustling office-ward, mostly in new spring suits, he
-sighed and wished that he were young once more. Think how brisk and
-hopeful they were! Everything was before them. They could still pick
-and choose—no age or established conditions to stay them. Were any
-of them, he asked himself for the thousandth time, it seemed to him,
-as wearily connected as he had been at their age? Did<span class="pagenum" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</span> they each have
-a charming young wife to love—one of whom they were passionately
-fond—such a one as he had never had; or did they not?</p>
-
-<p>Wondering, he reached his office on one of the topmost floors of one
-of those highest buildings commanding a wide view of the city, and
-surveyed it wearily. Here were visible the two great rivers of the
-city, its towers and spires and far-flung walls. From these sometimes,
-even yet, he seemed to gain a patience to live, to hope. How in his
-youth all this had inspired him—or that other city that was then.
-Even now he was always at peace here, so much more so than in his own
-home, pleasant as it was. Here he could look out over this great scene
-and dream or he could lose the memory in his work that his love-life
-had been a failure. The great city, the buildings he could plan or
-supervise, the efficient help that always surrounded him—his help, not
-hers—aided to take his mind off himself and that deep-seated inner
-ache or loss.</p>
-
-<p>The care of <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker’s apartment during his wife’s illness and his
-present absence throughout the day, devolved upon a middle-aged woman
-of great seriousness, <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Elfridge by name, whom <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker had
-employed years before; and under her a maid of all work, Hester, who
-waited on table, opened the door, and the like; and also at present
-two trained nurses, one for night and one for day service, who were
-in charge of <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker. The nurses were both bright, healthy,
-blue-eyed girls, who attracted <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker and suggested all the youth
-he had never had—without really disturbing his poise. It would seem as
-though that could never be any more.</p>
-
-<p>In addition, of course, there was the loving interest<span class="pagenum" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</span> of his son
-Wesley and his daughter Ethelberta—whom his wife had named so in
-spite of him—both of whom had long since married and had children
-of their own and were living in different parts of the great city.
-In this crisis both of them came daily to learn how things were, and
-occasionally to stay for the entire afternoon or evening, or both.
-Ethelberta had wanted to come and take charge of the apartment entirely
-during her mother’s illness, only <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker, who was still able
-to direct, and fond of doing so, would not hear of it. She was not
-so ill but that she could still speak, and in this way could inquire
-and direct. Besides, <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Elfridge was as good as <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker in
-all things that related to <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker’s physical comfort, or so she
-thought.</p>
-
-<p>If the truth will come out—as it will in so many pathetic cases—it
-was never his physical so much as his spiritual or affectional comfort
-that <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker craved. As said before, he had never loved <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Haymaker, or certainly not since that now long-distant period back in
-Muskegon, Michigan, where both had been born and where they had lived
-and met at the ages, she of fifteen, he of seventeen. It had been,
-strange as it might seem now, a love match at first sight with them.
-She had seemed so sweet, a girl of his own age or a little younger, the
-daughter of a local chemist. Later, when he had been forced by poverty
-to go out into the world to make his own way, he had written her much,
-and imagined her to be all that she had seemed at fifteen, and more—a
-dream among fair women. But Fortune, slow in coming to his aid and
-fickle in fulfilling his dreams, had brought it about that for several
-years more he had been compelled to stay<span class="pagenum" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</span> away nearly all of the time,
-unable to marry her; during which period, unknown to himself really,
-his own point of view had altered. How it had happened he could never
-tell really, but so it was. The great city, larger experiences—while
-she was still enduring the smaller ones—other faces, dreams of larger
-things, had all combined to destroy it or her, only he had not quite
-realized it then. He was always so slow in realizing the full import of
-the immediate thing, he thought.</p>
-
-<p>That was the time, as he had afterward told himself—how often!—that
-he should have discovered his mistake and stopped. Later it always
-seemed to become more and more impossible. Then, in spite of some
-heartache to her and some distress to himself, no doubt, all would be
-well for him now. But no; he had been too inexperienced, too ignorant,
-too bound by all the conventions and punctilio of his simple Western
-world. He thought an engagement, however unsatisfactory it might come
-to seem afterward, was an engagement, and binding. An honorable man
-would not break one—or so his country moralists argued.</p>
-
-<p>Yes, at that time he might have written her, he might have told
-her, then. But he had been too sensitive and kindly to speak of it.
-Afterward it was too late. He feared to wound her, to undo her, to
-undo her life. But now—now—look at his! He had gone back on several
-occasions before marriage, and might have seen and done and been free
-if he had had but courage and wisdom—but no; duty, order, the beliefs
-of the region in which he had been reared, and of America—what it
-expected and what she expected and was entitled to—had done for him
-completely. He had not spoken. Instead, he had gone on and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</span> married her
-without speaking of the change in himself, without letting her know how
-worse than ashes it had all become. God, what a fool he had been! how
-often since he had told himself over and over.</p>
-
-<p>Well, having made a mistake it was his duty perhaps, at least
-according to current beliefs, to stick by it and make the best of
-it;—a bargain was a bargain in marriage, if no where else—but
-still that had never prevented him from being unhappy. He could not
-prevent that himself. During all these long years, therefore, owing to
-these same conventions—what people would think and say—he had been
-compelled to live with her, to cherish her, to pretend to be happy
-with her—“another perfect union,” as he sometimes said to himself. In
-reality he had been unhappy, horribly so. Even her face wearied him at
-times, and her presence, her mannerisms. Only this other morning Doctor
-Storm, by his manner indicating that he thought him lonely, in danger
-of being left all alone and desperately sad and neglected in case she
-died had irritated him greatly. Who would take care of him? his eyes
-had seemed to say—and yet he himself wanted nothing so much as to be
-alone for a time, at least, in this life, to think for himself, to
-do for himself, to forget this long, dreary period in which he had
-pretended to be something that he was not.</p>
-
-<p>Was he never to be rid of the dull round of it, he asked himself now,
-never before he himself died? And yet shortly afterward he would
-reproach himself for these very thoughts, as being wrong, hard,
-unkind—thoughts that would certainly condemn him in the eyes of the
-general public, that public which<span class="pagenum" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</span> made reputations and one’s general
-standing before the world.</p>
-
-<p>During all this time he had never even let her know—no, not once—of
-the tremendous and soul-crushing sacrifice he had made. Like the
-Spartan boy, he had concealed the fox gnawing at his vitals. He had not
-complained. He had been, indeed, the model husband, as such things go
-in conventional walks. If you doubted it look at his position, or that
-of his children; or his wife—her mental and physical comfort, even in
-her illness, her unfailing belief that he was all he should be! Never
-once apparently, during all these years, had she doubted his love or
-felt him to be unduly unhappy—or, if not that exactly, if not fully
-accepting his love as something that was still at a fever heat, the
-thing it once was—still believing that he found pleasure and happiness
-in being with her, a part of the home which together they had built up,
-these children they had reared, comfort in knowing that it would endure
-to the end! To the end! During all these years she had gone on molding
-his and her lives—as much as that was possible in his case—and those
-of their children, to suit herself; and thinking all the time that she
-was doing what he wanted or at least what was best for him and them.</p>
-
-<p>How she adored convention! What did she not think she knew in regard
-to how things ought to be—mainly what her old home surroundings had
-taught her, the American idea of this, that and the other. Her theories
-in regard to friends, education of the children, and so on, had in the
-main prevailed, even when he did not quite agree with her; her desires
-for certain types of pleasure and amusement, of companionship,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</span> and so
-on, were conventional types always and had also prevailed. There had
-been little quarrels, of course, always had been—what happy home is
-free of them?—but still he had always given in, or nearly always, and
-had acted as though he were satisfied in so doing.</p>
-
-<p>But why, therefore, should he complain now, or she ever imagine, or
-ever have imagined, that he was unhappy? She did not, had not. Like all
-their relatives and friends of the region from which they sprang, and
-here also—and she had been most careful to regulate that, courting
-whom she pleased and ignoring all others—she still believed most
-firmly, more so than ever, that she knew what was best for him, what he
-really thought and wanted. It made him smile most wearily at times.</p>
-
-<p>For in her eyes—in regard to him, at least, not always so with
-others, he had found—marriage was a sacrament, sacrosanct, never to
-be dissolved. One life, one love. Once a man had accepted the yoke or
-even asked a girl to marry him it was his duty to abide by it. To break
-an engagement, to be unfaithful to a wife, even unkind to her—what a
-crime, in her eyes! Such people ought to be drummed out of the world.
-They were really not fit to live—dogs, brutes!</p>
-
-<p>And yet, look at himself—what of him? What of one who had made a
-mistake in regard to all this? Where was his compensation to come
-from, his peace and happiness? Here on earth or only in some mythical
-heaven—that odd, angelic heaven that she still believed in? What
-a farce! And all her friends and his would think he would be so
-miserable now if she died, or at least ought to be. So far had asinine
-convention<span class="pagenum" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</span> and belief in custom carried the world. Think of it!</p>
-
-<p>But even that was not the worst. No; that was not the worst, either. It
-had been the gradual realization coming along through the years that he
-had married an essentially small, narrow woman who could never really
-grasp his point of view—or, rather, the significance of his dreams or
-emotions—and yet with whom, nevertheless, because of this original
-promise or mistake, he was compelled to live. Grant her every quality
-of goodness, energy, industry, intent—as he did freely—still there
-was this; and it could never be adjusted, never. Essentially, as he
-had long since discovered, she was narrow, ultraconventional, whereas
-he was an artist by nature, brooding and dreaming strange dreams and
-thinking of far-off things which she did not or could not understand
-or did not sympathize with, save in a general and very remote way.
-The nuances of his craft, the wonders and subtleties of forms and
-angles—had she ever realized how significant these were to him, let
-alone to herself? No, never. She had not the least true appreciation
-of them—never had had. Architecture? Art? What could they really mean
-to her, desire as she might to appreciate them? And he could not now
-go elsewhere to discover that sympathy. No. He had never really wanted
-to, since the public and she would object, and he thinking it half evil
-himself.</p>
-
-<p>Still, how was it, he often asked himself, that Nature could thus allow
-one conditioned or equipped with emotions and seekings such as his,
-not of an utterly conventional order, to seek out and pursue one like
-Ernestine, who was not fitted to understand him or<span class="pagenum" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</span> to care what his
-personal moods might be? Was love truly blind, as the old saw insisted,
-or did Nature really plan, and cleverly, to torture the artist mind—as
-it did the pearl-bearing oyster with a grain of sand—with something
-seemingly inimical, in order that it might produce beauty? Sometimes
-he thought so. Perhaps the many interesting and beautiful buildings
-he had planned—the world called them so, at least—had been due to
-the loving care he lavished on them, being shut out from love and
-beauty elsewhere. Cruel Nature, that cared so little for the dreams of
-man—the individual man or woman!</p>
-
-<p>At the time he had married Ernestine he was really too young to know
-exactly what it was he wanted to do or how it was he was going to feel
-in the years to come; and yet there was no one to guide him, to stop
-him. The custom of the time was all in favor of this dread disaster.
-Nature herself seemed to desire it—mere children being the be-all and
-the end-all of everything everywhere. Think of that as a theory! Later,
-when it became so clear to him what he had done, and in spite of all
-the conventional thoughts and conditions that seemed to bind him to
-this fixed condition, he had grown restless and weary, but never really
-irritable. No, he had never become that.</p>
-
-<p>Instead he had concealed it all from her, persistently, in all
-kindness; only this hankering after beauty of mind and body in ways
-not represented by her had hurt so—grown finally almost too painful
-to bear. He had dreamed and dreamed of something different until it
-had become almost an obsession. Was it never to be, that something
-different, never, anywhere, in all time? What a tragedy! Soon<span class="pagenum" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</span> he would
-be dead and then it would never be anywhere—anymore! Ernestine was
-charming, he would admit, or had been at first, though time had proved
-that she was not charming to him either mentally or physically in any
-compelling way; but how did that help him now? How could it? He had
-actually found himself bored by her for more than twenty-seven years
-now, and this other dream growing, growing, growing—until——</p>
-
-<p>But now he was old, and she was dying, or might be, and it could not
-make so much difference what happened to him or to her; only it could,
-too, because he wanted to be free for a little while, just for a little
-while, before he died.</p>
-
-<p>To be free! free!</p>
-
-<p>One of the things that had always irritated him about <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker was
-this, that in spite of his determination never to offend the social
-code in any way—he had felt for so many reasons, emotional as well
-as practical, that he could not afford so to do—and also in spite
-of the fact that he had been tortured by this show of beauty in the
-eyes and bodies of others, his wife, fearing perhaps in some strange
-psychic way that he might change, had always tried to make him feel or
-believe—premeditatedly and of a purpose, he thought—that he was not
-the kind of man who would be attractive to women; that he lacked some
-physical fitness, some charm that other men had, which would cause all
-young and really charming women to turn away from him. Think of it! He
-to whom so many women had turned with questioning eyes!</p>
-
-<p>Also that she had married him largely because she had felt sorry for
-him! He chose to let her believe<span class="pagenum" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</span> that, because he was sorry for
-her. Because other women had seemed to draw near to him at times in
-some appealing or seductive way she had insisted that he was not
-even a cavalier, let alone a Lothario; that he was ungainly, slow,
-uninteresting—to all women but her!</p>
-
-<p>Persistently, he thought, and without any real need, she had harped
-on this, fighting chimeras, a chance danger in the future; though he
-had never given her any real reason, and had never even planned to sin
-against her in any way—never. She had thus tried to poison his own
-mind in regard to himself and his art—and yet—and yet——Ah, those
-eyes of other women, their haunting beauty, the flitting something they
-said to him of infinite, inexpressible delight. Why had his life been
-so very hard?</p>
-
-<p>One of the disturbing things about all this was the iron truth which
-it had driven home, namely, that Nature, unless it were expressed or
-represented by some fierce determination within, which drove one to
-do, be, cared no whit for him or any other man or woman. Unless one
-acted for oneself, upon some stern conclusion nurtured within, one
-might rot and die spiritually. Nature did not care. “Blessed be the
-meek”—yes. Blessed be the strong, rather, for they made their own
-happiness. All these years in which he had dwelt and worked in this
-knowledge, hoping for something but not acting, nothing had happened,
-except to him, and that in an unsatisfactory way. All along he had seen
-what was happening to him; and yet held by convention he had refused to
-act always, because somehow he was not hard enough to act. He was not
-strong enough, that was the real truth—had<span class="pagenum" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</span> not been. Almost like a
-bird in a cage, an animal peeping out from behind bars, he had viewed
-the world of free thought and freer action. In many a drawing-room, on
-the street, or in his own home even, had he not looked into an eye,
-the face of someone who seemed to offer understanding, to know, to
-sympathize, though she might not have, of course; and yet religiously
-and moralistically, like an anchorite, because of duty and current
-belief and what people would say and think, Ernestine’s position and
-faith in him, her comfort, his career and that of the children—he had
-put them all aside, out of his mind, forgotten them almost, as best he
-might. It had been hard at times, and sad, but so it had been.</p>
-
-<p>And look at him now, old, not exactly feeble yet—no, not that yet, not
-quite!—but life weary and almost indifferent. All these years he had
-wanted, wanted—wanted—an understanding mind, a tender heart, the some
-one woman—she must exist somewhere—who would have sympathized with
-all the delicate shades and meanings of his own character, his art, his
-spiritual as well as his material dreams——And yet look at him! <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Haymaker had always been with him, present in the flesh or the spirit,
-and—so——</p>
-
-<p>Though he could not ever say that she was disagreeable to him
-in a material way—he could not say that she had ever been that
-exactly—still she did not correspond to his idea of what he needed,
-and so——Form had meant so much to him, color; the glorious
-perfectness of a glorious woman’s body, for instance, the color of her
-thoughts, moods—exquisite they must be, like his own at times; but no,
-he had never had the opportunity to know one intimately. No, not one,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</span>
-though he had dreamed of her so long. He had never even dared whisper
-this to any one, scarcely to himself. It was not wise, not socially
-fit. Thoughts like this would tend to social ostracism in his circle,
-or rather hers—for had she not made the circle?</p>
-
-<p>And here was the rub with <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker, at least, that he could not
-make up his mind whether in his restlessness and private mental
-complaints he were not even now guilty of a great moral crime in so
-thinking. Was it not true that men and women should be faithful in
-marriage whether they were happy or not? Was there not some psychic
-law governing this matter of union—one life, one love—which made the
-thoughts and the pains and the subsequent sufferings and hardships of
-the individual, whatever they might be, seem unimportant? The churches
-said so. Public opinion and the law seemed to accept this. There were
-so many problems, so much order to be disrupted, so much pain caused,
-many insoluble problems where children were concerned—if people did
-not stick. Was it not best, more blessed—socially, morally, and in
-every other way important—for him to stand by a bad bargain rather
-than to cause so much disorder and pain, even though he lost his own
-soul emotionally? He had thought so—or at least he had acted as though
-he thought so—and yet——How often had he wondered over this!</p>
-
-<p>Take, now, some other phases. Granting first that <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker had,
-according to the current code, measured up to the requirements of a
-wife, good and true, and that at first after marriage there had been
-just enough of physical and social charm about her to keep his state
-from becoming intolerable, still there<span class="pagenum" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</span> was this old ache; and then
-newer things which came with the birth of the several children: First
-Elwell—named after a cousin of hers, not his—who had died only two
-years after he was born; and then Wesley; and then Ethelberta. How he
-had always disliked that name!—largely because he had hoped to call
-her Ottilie, a favorite name of his; or Janet, after his mother.</p>
-
-<p>Curiously the arrival of these children and the death of poor little
-Elwell at two had somehow, in spite of his unrest, bound him to this
-matrimonial state and filled him with a sense of duty, and pleasure
-even—almost entirely apart from her, he was sorry to say—in these
-young lives; though if there had not been children, as he sometimes
-told himself, he surely would have broken away from her; he could not
-have stood it. They were so odd in their infancy, those little ones,
-so troublesome and yet so amusing—little Elwell, for instance, whose
-nose used to crinkle with delight when he would pretend to bite his
-neck, and whose gurgle of pleasure was so sweet and heart-filling
-that it positively thrilled and lured him. In spite of his thoughts
-concerning Ernestine—and always in those days they were rigidly put
-down as unmoral and even evil, a certain unsocial streak in him perhaps
-which was against law and order and social well-being—he came to have
-a deep and abiding feeling for Elwell. The latter, in some chemic,
-almost unconscious way, seemed to have arrived as a balm to his misery,
-a bandage for his growing wound—sent by whom, by what, how? Elwell had
-seized upon his imagination, and so his heartstrings—had come, indeed,
-to make him feel understanding and sympathy there in that little child;
-to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</span> supply, or seem to at least, what he lacked in the way of love
-and affection from one whom he could truly love. Elwell was never so
-happy apparently as when snuggling in his arms, not Ernestine’s, or
-lying against his neck. And when he went for a walk or elsewhere there
-was Elwell always ready, arms up, to cling to his neck. He seemed,
-strangely enough, inordinately fond of his father, rather than his
-mother, and never happy without him. On his part, Haymaker came to be
-wildly fond of him—that queer little lump of a face, suggesting a
-little of himself and of his own mother, not so much of Ernestine, or
-so he thought, though he would not have objected to that. Not at all.
-He was not so small as that. Toward the end of the second year, when
-Elwell was just beginning to be able to utter a word or two, he had
-taught him that silly old rhyme which ran “There were three kittens,”
-and when it came to “and they shall have no——” he would stop and say
-to Elwell, “What now?” and the latter would gurgle “puh!”—meaning, of
-course, pie.</p>
-
-<p>Ah, those happy days with little Elwell, those walks with him over his
-shoulder or on his arm, those hours in which of an evening he would
-rock him to sleep in his arms! Always Ernestine was there, and happy
-in the thought of his love for little Elwell and her, her more than
-anything else perhaps; but it was an illusion—that latter part. He did
-not care for her even then as she thought he did. All his fondness was
-for Elwell, only she took it as evidence of his growing or enduring
-affection for her—another evidence of the peculiar working of her
-mind. Women were like that, he supposed—some women.</p>
-
-<p>And then came that dreadful fever, due to some invading<span class="pagenum" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</span> microbe which
-the doctors could not diagnose or isolate, infantile paralysis perhaps;
-and little Elwell had finally ceased to be as flesh and was eventually
-carried forth to the lorn, disagreeable graveyard near Woodlawn. How he
-had groaned internally, indulged in sad, despondent thoughts concerning
-the futility of all things human, when this had happened! It seemed for
-the time being as if all color and beauty had really gone out of his
-life for good.</p>
-
-<p>“Man born of woman is of few days and full of troubles,” the preacher
-whom <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker had insisted upon having into the house at the time
-of the funeral had read. “He fleeth also as a shadow and continueth
-not.”</p>
-
-<p>Yes; so little Elwell had fled, as a shadow, and in his own deep sorrow
-at the time he had come to feel the first and only sad, deep sympathy
-for Ernestine that he had ever felt since marriage; and that because
-she had suffered so much—had lain in his arms after the funeral and
-cried so bitterly. It was terrible, her sorrow. Terrible—a mother
-grieving for her first-born! Why was it, he had thought at the time,
-that he had never been able to think or make her all she ought to be to
-him? Ernestine at this time had seemed better, softer, kinder, wiser,
-sweeter than she had ever seemed; more worthy, more interesting than
-ever he had thought her before. She had slaved so during the child’s
-illness, stayed awake night after night, watched over him with such
-loving care—done everything, in short, that a loving human heart could
-do to rescue her young from the depths; and yet even then he had not
-really been able to love her. No, sad and unkind as it might seem, he
-had not. He had just<span class="pagenum" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</span> pitied her and thought her better, worthier! What
-cursed stars disordered the minds and moods of people so? Why was it
-that these virtues of people, their good qualities, did not make you
-love them, did not really bind them to you, as against the things you
-could not like? Why? He had resolved to do better in his thoughts, but
-somehow, in spite of himself, he had never been able so to do.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, at that time he seemed to realize more keenly than ever
-her order, industry, frugality, a sense of beauty within limits, a
-certain laudable ambition to do something and be somebody—only, only
-he could not sympathize with her ambitions, could not see that she had
-anything but a hopelessly commonplace and always unimportant point
-of view. There was never any <a id="flair"></a>flair to her, never any true distinction
-of mind or soul. She seemed always, in spite of anything he might
-say or do, hopelessly to identify doing and being with money and
-current opinion—neighborhood public opinion, almost—and local social
-position, whereas he knew that distinguished doing might as well be
-connected with poverty and shame and disgrace as with these other
-things—wealth and station, for instance; a thing which she could never
-quite understand apparently, though he often tried to tell her, much
-against her mood always.</p>
-
-<p>Look at the cases of the great artists! Some of the greatest architects
-right here in the city, or in history, were of peculiar, almost
-disagreeable, history. But no, <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker could not understand
-anything like that, anything connected with history, indeed—she hardly
-believed in history, its dark, sad pages, and would never read it, or
-at least did not care to. And<span class="pagenum" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</span> as for art and artists—she would never
-have believed that wisdom and art understanding and true distinction
-might take their rise out of things necessarily low and evil—never.</p>
-
-<p>Take now, the case of young Zingara. Zingara was an architect like
-himself, whom he had met more than thirty years before, here in New
-York, when he had first arrived, a young man struggling to become an
-architect of significance, only he was very poor and rather unkempt
-and disreputable-looking. Haymaker had found him several years before
-his marriage to Ernestine in the dark offices of Pyne &amp; Starboard,
-Architects, and had been drawn to him definitely; but because he smoked
-all the time and was shabby as to his clothes and had no money—why,
-<abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker, after he had married her, and though he had known
-Zingara nearly four years, would have none of him. To her he was low,
-and a failure, one who would never succeed. Once she had seen him in
-some cheap restaurant that she chanced to be passing, in company with a
-drabby-looking maid, and that was the end.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you wouldn’t bring him here any more, dear,” she had insisted;
-and to have peace he had complied—only, now look. Zingara had since
-become a great architect, but now of course, owing to <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker,
-he was definitely alienated. He was the man who had since designed the
-Æsculapian Club; and Symphony Hall with its delicate façade; as well as
-the tower of the Wells Building, sending its sweet lines so high, like
-a poetic thought or dream. But Zingara was now a dreamy recluse like
-himself, very exclusive, as Haymaker had long since come to know, and
-indifferent as to what people thought or said.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</span></p>
-
-<p>But perhaps it was not just obtuseness to certain of the finer shades
-and meanings of life, but an irritating aggressiveness at times, backed
-only by her limited understanding, which caused her to seek and wish to
-be here, there and the other place; wherever, in her mind, the truly
-successful—which meant nearly always the materially successful of a
-second or third rate character—were, which irritated him most of all.
-How often had he tried to point out the difference between true and
-shoddy distinction—the former rarely connected with great wealth.</p>
-
-<p>But no. So often she seemed to imagine such queer people to be truly
-successful, when they were really not—usually people with just money,
-or a very little more.</p>
-
-<p>And in the matter of rearing and educating and marrying their two
-children, Wesley and Ethelberta, who had come after Elwell—what
-peculiar pains and feelings had not been involved in all this for him.
-In infancy both of these had seemed sweet enough, and so close to him,
-though never quite so wonderful as Elwell. But, as they grew, it seemed
-somehow as though Ernestine had come between him and them. First, it
-was the way she had raised them, the very stiff and formal manner in
-which they were supposed to move and be, copied from the few new-rich
-whom she had chanced to meet through him—and admired in spite of his
-warnings. That was the irony of architecture as a profession—it was
-always bringing such queer people close to one, and for the sake of
-one’s profession, sometimes, particularly in the case of the young
-architect, one had to be nice to them. Later, it was the kind of school
-they should attend.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</span> He had half imagined at first that it would be the
-public school, because they both had begun as simple people; but no,
-since they were prospering it had to be a private school for each, and
-not one of his selection, either—or hers, really—but one to which the
-Barlows and the Westervelts, two families of means with whom Ernestine
-had become intimate, sent their children and therefore thought
-excellent!</p>
-
-<p>The Barlows! Wealthy, but, to him, gross and mediocre people who had
-made a great deal of money in the manufacture of patent medicines
-out West, and who had then come to New York to splurge, and had been
-attracted to Ernestine—not him particularly, he imagined—because
-Haymaker had built a town house for them, and also because he was
-gaining a fine reputation. They were dreadful really, so <em>gauche</em>,
-so truly dull; and yet somehow they seemed to suit Ernestine’s sense of
-fitness and worth at the time, because, as she said, they were good and
-kind—like her Western home folks; only they were not really. She just
-imagined so. They were worthy enough people in their way, though with
-no taste. Young Fred Barlow had been sent to the expensive Gaillard
-School for Boys, near Morristown, where they were taught manners and
-airs, and little else, as Haymaker always thought, though Ernestine
-insisted that they were given a religious training as well. And so
-Wesley had to go there—for a time, anyhow. It was the best school.</p>
-
-<p>And similarly, because Mercedes Westervelt, senseless, vain little
-thing, was sent to Briarcliff School, near White Plains, Ethelberta had
-to go there. Think of it! It was all so silly, so pushing. How well he
-remembered the long, delicate campaign which preceded<span class="pagenum" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</span> this, the logic
-and tactics employed, the importance of it socially to Ethelberta, the
-tears and cajolery. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker could always cry so easily, or seem
-to be on the verge of it, when she wanted anything; and somehow, in
-spite of the fact that he knew her tears were unimportant, or timed
-and for a purpose, he could never stand out against them, and she knew
-it. Always he felt moved or weakened in spite of himself. He had no
-weapon wherewith to fight them, though he resented them as a part of
-the argument. Positively <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker could be as sly and as ruthless
-as Machiavelli himself at times, and yet believe all the while that she
-was tender, loving, self-sacrificing, generous, moral and a dozen other
-things, all of which led to the final achievement of her own aims.
-Perhaps this was admirable from one point of view, but it irritated him
-always. But if one were unable to see him- or herself, their actual
-disturbing inconsistencies, what were you to do?</p>
-
-<p>And again, he had by then been married so long that it was almost
-impossible to think of throwing her over, or so it seemed at the
-time. They had reached the place then where they had supposedly
-achieved position together, though in reality it was all his—and not
-such position as he was entitled to, at that. Ernestine—and he was
-thinking this in all kindness—could never attract the ideal sort.
-And anyhow, the mere breath of a scandal between them, separation or
-unfaithfulness, which he never really contemplated, would have led to
-endless bickering and social and commercial injury, or so he thought.
-All her strong friends—and his, in a way—those who had originally
-been his clients, would have deserted him.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</span> Their wives, their own
-social fears, would have compelled them to ostracize him! He would have
-been a scandal-marked architect, a brute for objecting to so kind and
-faithful and loving a wife. And perhaps he would have been, at that. He
-could never quite tell, it was all so mixed and tangled.</p>
-
-<p>Take, again, the marriage of his son Wesley into the De Gaud
-family—George de Gaud <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">père</i> being nothing more than a retired
-real-estate speculator and promoter who had money, but nothing more;
-and Irma de Gaud, the daughter, being a gross, coarse, sensuous girl,
-physically attractive no doubt, and financially reasonably secure,
-or so she had seemed; but what else? Nothing, literally nothing; and
-his son had seemed to have at least some spiritual ideals at first.
-Ernestine had taken up with <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> George de Gaud—a miserable, narrow
-creature, so Haymaker thought—largely for Wesley’s sake, he presumed.
-Anyhow, everything had been done to encourage Wesley in his suit and
-Irma in her toleration, and now look at them! De Gaud <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">père</i>
-had since failed and left his daughter practically nothing. Irma had
-been interested in anything but Wesley’s career, had followed what
-she considered the smart among the new-rich—a smarter, wilder, newer
-new-rich than ever Ernestine had fancied, or could. To-day she was
-without a thought for anything besides teas and country clubs and
-theaters—and what else?</p>
-
-<p>And long since Wesley had begun to realize it himself. He was an
-engineer now, in the employ of one of the great construction companies,
-a moderately successful man. But even Ernestine, who had engineered
-the match and thought it wonderful, was now down<span class="pagenum" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</span> on her. She had
-begun to see through her some years ago, when Irma had begun to
-ignore her; only before it was always the De Gauds here, and the De
-Gauds there. Good gracious, what more could any one want than the De
-Gauds—Irma de Gaud, for instance? Then came the concealed dissension
-between Irma and Wesley, and now <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker insisted that Irma
-had held, and was holding Wesley back. She was not the right woman
-for him. Almost—against all her prejudices—she was willing that he
-should leave her. Only, if Haymaker had broached anything like that in
-connection with himself!</p>
-
-<p>And yet <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker had been determined, because of what she
-considered the position of the De Gauds at that time, that Wesley
-should marry Irma. Wesley now had to slave at mediocre tasks in order
-to have enough to allow Irma to run in so-called fast society of a
-second or third rate. And even at that she was not faithful to him—or
-so Haymaker believed. There were so many strange evidences. And yet
-Haymaker felt that he did not care to interfere now. How could he? Irma
-was tired of Wesley, and that was all there was to it. She was looking
-elsewhere, he was sure.</p>
-
-<p>Take but one more case, that of Ethelberta. What a name! In spite of
-all Ernestine’s determination to make her so successful and thereby
-reflect some credit on her had she really succeeded in so doing? To be
-sure, Ethelberta’s marriage was somewhat more successful financially
-than Wesley’s had proved to be, but was she any better placed in other
-ways? John Kelso—“Jack,” as she always called him—with his light ways
-and lighter mind, was he really any one!—anything<span class="pagenum" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</span> more than a waster?
-His parents stood by him no doubt, but that was all; and so much the
-worse for him. According to <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker at the time, he, too, was an
-ideal boy, admirable, just the man for Ethelberta, because the Kelsos,
-<i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">père</i> and <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">mère</i>, had money. Horner Kelso had made a kind
-of fortune in Chicago in the banknote business, and had settled in
-New York, about the time that Ethelberta was fifteen, to spend it.
-Ethelberta had met Grace Kelso at school.</p>
-
-<p>And now see! She was not unattractive, and had some pleasant, albeit
-highly affected, social ways; she had money, and a comfortable
-apartment in Park Avenue; but what had it all come to? John Kelso had
-never done anything really, nothing. His parents’ money and indulgence
-and his early training for a better social state had ruined him
-if he had ever had a mind that amounted to anything. He was idle,
-pleasure-loving, mentally indolent, like Irma de Gaud. Those two should
-have met and married, only they could never have endured each other.
-But how <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker had courted the Kelsos in her eager and yet
-diplomatic way, giving teas and receptions and theater parties; and yet
-he had never been able to exchange ten significant words with either of
-them, or the younger Kelsos either. Think of it!</p>
-
-<p>And somehow in the process Ethelberta, for all his early affection and
-tenderness and his still kindly feeling for her, had been weaned away
-from him and had proved a limited and conventional girl, somewhat like
-her mother, and more inclined to listen to her than to him—though he
-had not minded that really. It had been the same with Wesley before
-her. Perhaps, however,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</span> a child was entitled to its likes and dislikes,
-regardless.</p>
-
-<p>But why had he stood for it all, he now kept asking himself. Why?
-What grand results, if any, had been achieved? Were their children so
-wonderful?—their lives? Would he not have been better off without
-her—his children better, even, by a different woman?—hers by a
-different man? Wouldn’t it have been better if he had destroyed it
-all, broken away? There would have been pain, of course, terrible
-consequences, but even so he would have been free to go, to do, to
-reorganize his life on another basis. Zingara had avoided marriage
-entirely—wise man. But no, no; always convention, that long list of
-reasons and terrors he was always reciting to himself. He had allowed
-himself to be pulled round by the nose, God only knows why, and that
-was all there was to it. Weakness, if you will, perhaps; fear of
-convention; fear of what people would think and say.</p>
-
-<p>Always now he found himself brooding over the dire results to him of
-all this respect on his part for convention, moral order, the duty
-of keeping society on an even keel, of not bringing disgrace to his
-children and himself and her, and yet ruining his own life emotionally
-by so doing. To be respectable had been so important that it had
-resulted in spiritual failure for him. But now all that was over with
-him, and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker was ill, near to death, and he was expected to
-wish her to get well, and be happy with her for a long time yet! Be
-happy! In spite of anything he might wish or think he ought to do, he
-couldn’t. He couldn’t even wish her to get well.</p>
-
-<p>It was too much to ask. There was actually a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</span> haunting satisfaction in
-the thought that she might die now. It wouldn’t be much, but it would
-be something—a few years of freedom. That was something. He was not
-utterly old yet, and he might have a few years of peace and comfort
-to himself still—and—and——That dream—that dream—though it might
-never come true now—it couldn’t really—still—still——He wanted to
-be free to go his own way once more, to do as he pleased, to walk, to
-think, to brood over what he had not had—to brood over what he had not
-had! Only, only, whenever he looked into her pale sick face and felt
-her damp limp hands he could not quite wish that, either; not quite,
-not even now. It seemed too hard, too brutal—only—only—— So he
-wavered.</p>
-
-<p>No; in spite of her long-past struggle over foolish things and in
-spite of himself and all he had endured or thought he had, he was
-still willing that she should live; only he couldn’t wish it exactly.
-Yes, let her live if she could. What matter to him now whether she
-lived or died? Whenever he looked at her he could not help thinking
-how helpless she would be without him, what a failure at her age, and
-so on. And all along, as he wryly repeated to himself, she had been
-thinking and feeling that she was doing the very best for him and her
-and the children!—that she was really the ideal wife for him, making
-every dollar go as far as it would, every enjoyment yield the last drop
-for them all, every move seeming to have been made to their general
-advantage! Yes, that was true. There was a pathos about it, wasn’t
-there? But as for the actual results——!</p>
-
-<p>The next morning, the second after his talk with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</span> Doctor Storm, found
-him sitting once more beside his front window in the early dawn, and
-so much of all this, and much more, was coming back to him, as before.
-For the thousandth or the ten-thousandth time, as it seemed to him,
-in all the years that had gone, he was concluding again that his life
-was a failure. If only he were free for a little while just to be
-alone and think, perhaps to discover what life might bring him yet;
-only on this occasion his thoughts were colored by a new turn in the
-situation. Yesterday afternoon, because <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker’s condition had
-grown worse, the consultation between Grainger and Storm was held,
-and to-day sometime transfusion was to be tried, that last grim stand
-taken by physicians in distress over a case; blood taken from a strong
-ex-cavalryman out of a position, in this case, and the best to be hoped
-for, but not assured. In this instance his thoughts were as before
-wavering. Now supposing she really died, in spite of this? What would
-he think of himself then? He went back after a time and looked in on
-her where she was still sleeping. Now she was not so strong as before,
-or so she seemed; her pulse was not so good, the nurse said. And now as
-before his mood changed in her favor, but only for a little while. For
-later, waking, she seemed to look and feel better.</p>
-
-<p>Later he came up to the dining room, where the nurse was taking her
-breakfast, and seating himself beside her, as was his custom these
-days, asked: “How do you think she is to-day?”</p>
-
-<p>He and the night nurse had thus had their breakfasts together for days.
-This nurse, Miss Filson, was such a smooth, pink, graceful creature,
-with light hair<span class="pagenum" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</span> and blue eyes, the kind of eyes and color that of
-late, and in earlier years, had suggested to him the love time or youth
-that he had missed.</p>
-
-<p>The latter looked grave, as though she really feared the worst but was
-concealing it.</p>
-
-<p>“No worse, I think, and possibly a little better,” she replied, <a id="eying"></a>eyeing
-him sympathetically. He could see that she too felt that he was old and
-in danger of being neglected. “Her pulse is a little stronger, nearly
-normal now, and she is resting easily. Doctor Storm and Doctor Grainger
-are coming, though, at ten. Then they’ll decide what’s to be done. I
-think if she’s worse that they are going to try transfusion. The man
-has been engaged. Doctor Storm said that when she woke to-day she was
-to be given strong beef tea. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Elfridge is making it now. The fact
-that she is not much worse, though, is a good sign in itself, I think.”</p>
-
-<p>Haymaker merely stared at her from under his heavy gray eyebrows.
-He was so tired and gloomy, not only because he had not slept much
-of late himself but because of this sawing to and fro between his
-varying moods. Was he never to be able to decide for himself what he
-really wished? Was he never to be done with this interminable moral or
-spiritual problem? Why could he not make up his mind on the side of
-moral order, sympathy, and be at peace? Miss Filson pattered on about
-other heart cases, how so many people lived years and years after
-they were supposed to die of heart lesion; and he meditated as to
-the grayness and strangeness of it all, the worthlessness of his own
-life, the variability of his own moods. Why was he so? How queer—how
-almost evil, sinister—he had become at times; how<span class="pagenum" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</span> weak at others.
-Last night as he had looked at Ernestine lying in bed, and this morning
-before he had seen her, he had thought if she only would die—if he
-were only really free once more, even at this late date. But then when
-he had seen her again this morning and now when Miss Filson spoke
-of transfusion, he felt sorry again. What good would it do him now?
-Why should he want to kill her? Could such evil ideas go unpunished
-either in this world or the next? Supposing his children could guess!
-Supposing she did die now—and he wished it so fervently only this
-morning—how would he feel? After all, Ernestine had not been so bad.
-She had tried, hadn’t she?—only she had not been able to make a
-success of things, as he saw it, and he had not been able to love her,
-that was all. He reproached himself once more now with the hardness and
-the cruelty of his thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>The opinion of the two physicians was that <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker was not much
-better and that this first form of blood transfusion must be resorted
-to—injected straight via a pump—which should restore her greatly
-provided her heart did not bleed it out too freely. Before doing so,
-however, both men once more spoke to Haymaker, who in an excess of
-self-condemnation insisted that no expense must be spared. If her life
-was in danger, save it by any means—all. It was precious to her, to
-him and to her children. So he spoke. Thus he felt that he was lending
-every force which could be expected of him, aside from fervently
-wishing for her recovery, which even now, in spite of himself, he could
-not do. He was too weary of it all, the conventional round of duties
-and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</span> obligations. But if she recovered, as her physicians seemed to
-think she might if transfusion were tried, if she gained even, it would
-mean that he would have to take her away for the summer to some quiet
-mountain resort—to be with her hourly during the long period in which
-she would be recovering. Well, he would not complain now. That was all
-right. He would do it. He would be bored of course, as usual, but it
-would be too bad to have her die when she could be saved. Yes, that was
-true. And yet——</p>
-
-<p>He went down to his office again and in the meantime this first form
-of transfusion was tried, and proved a great success, apparently. She
-was much better, so the day nurse phoned at three; very much better. At
-five-thirty <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker returned, no unsatisfactory word having come
-in the interim, and there she was, resting on a raised pillow, if you
-please, and looking so cheerful, more like her old self than he had
-seen her in some time.</p>
-
-<p>At once then his mood changed again. They were amazing, these
-variations in his own thoughts, almost chemic, not volitional,
-decidedly peculiar for a man who was supposed to know his own
-mind—only did one, ever? Now she would not die. Now the whole thing
-would go on as before. He was sure of it. Well, he might as well resign
-himself to the old sense of failure. He would never be free now.
-Everything would go on as before, the next and the next day the same.
-Terrible! Though he seemed glad—really grateful, in a way, seeing her
-cheerful and hopeful once more—still the obsession of failure and
-being once more bound forever returned now. In his own bed at midnight
-he said to himself: “Now<span class="pagenum" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</span> she will really get well. All will be as
-before. I will never be free. I will never have a day—a day! Never!”</p>
-
-<p>But the next morning, to his surprise and fear or comfort, as his
-moods varied, she was worse again; and then once more he reproached
-himself for his black thoughts. Was he not really killing her by what
-he thought? he asked himself—these constant changes in his mood? Did
-not his dark wishes have power? Was he not as good as a murderer in his
-way? Think, if he had always to feel from now on that he had killed her
-by wishing so! Would not that be dreadful—an awful thing really? Why
-was he this way? Could he not be human, kind?</p>
-
-<p>When Doctor Storm came at nine-thirty, after a telephone call from the
-nurse, and looked grave and spoke of horses’ blood as being better,
-thicker than human blood—not so easily bled out of the heart when
-injected as a serum—Haymaker was beside himself with self-reproaches
-and sad, disturbing fear. His dark, evil thoughts of last night and
-all these days had done this, he was sure. Was he really a murderer at
-heart, a dark criminal, plotting her death?—and for what? Why had he
-wished last night that she would die? Her case must be very desperate.</p>
-
-<p>“You must do your best,” he now said to Doctor Storm. “Whatever is
-needful—she must not die if you can help it.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker,” returned the latter sympathetically. “All that can
-be done will be done. You need not fear. I have an idea that we didn’t
-inject enough yesterday, and anyhow human blood is not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</span> thick enough in
-this case. She responded, but not enough. We will see what we can do
-to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>Haymaker, pressed with duties, went away, subdued and sad. Now once
-more he decided that he must not tolerate these dark ideas any more,
-must rid himself of these black wishes, whatever he might feel. It
-was evil. They would eventually come back to him in some dark way, he
-might be sure. They might be influencing her. She must be allowed to
-recover if she could without any opposition on his part. He must now
-make a further sacrifice of his own life, whatever it cost. It was
-only decent, only human. Why should he complain now, anyhow, after
-all these years! What difference would a few more years make? He
-returned at evening, consoled by his own good thoughts and a telephone
-message at three to the effect that his wife was much better. This
-second injection had proved much more effective. Horses’ blood was
-plainly better for her. She was stronger, and sitting up again. He
-entered at five, and found her lying there pale and weak, but still
-with a better light in her eye, a touch of color in her cheeks—or
-so he thought—more force, and a very faint smile for him, so marked
-had been the change. How great and kind Doctor Storm really was! How
-resourceful! If she would only get well now! If this dread siege would
-only abate! Doctor Storm was coming again at eight.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, how are you, dear?” she asked, looking at him sweetly and
-lovingly, and taking his hand in hers.</p>
-
-<p>He bent and kissed her forehead—a Judas kiss, he had thought up to
-now, but not so to-night. To-night he was kind, generous—anxious,
-even, for her to live.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</span></p>
-
-<p>“All right, dearest; very good indeed. And how are you? It’s such a
-fine evening out. You ought to get well soon so as to enjoy these
-spring days.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’m going to,” she replied softly. “I feel so much better. And how
-have you been? Has your work gone all right?”</p>
-
-<p>He nodded and smiled and told her bits of news. Ethelberta had phoned
-that she was coming, bringing violets. Wesley had said he would be here
-at six, with Irma! Such-and-such people had asked after her. How could
-he have been so evil, he now asked himself, as to wish her to die?
-She was not so bad—really quite charming in her way, an ideal wife
-for some one, if not him. She was as much entitled to live and enjoy
-her life as he was to enjoy his; and after all she was the mother of
-his children, had been with him all these years. Besides, the day had
-been so fine—it was now—a wondrous May evening. The air and sky were
-simply delicious. A lavender haze was in the air. The telephone bell
-now ringing brought still another of a long series of inquiries as to
-her condition. There had been so many of these during the last few
-days, the maid said, and especially to-day—and she gave <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker
-a list of names. See, he thought, she had even more friends than he,
-being so good, faithful, worthy. Why should he wish her ill?</p>
-
-<p>He sat down to dinner with Ethelberta and Wesley when they arrived,
-and chatted quite gayly—more hopefully than he had in weeks. His own
-varying thoughts no longer depressing him, for the moment he was happy.
-How were they? What were the children all doing? At eight-thirty Doctor
-Storm came<span class="pagenum" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</span> again, and announced that he thought <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker was
-doing very well indeed, all things considered.</p>
-
-<p>“Her condition is fairly promising, I must say,” he said. “If she gets
-through another night or two comfortably without falling back I think
-she’ll do very well from now on. Her strength seems to be increasing a
-fraction. However, we must not be too optimistic. Cases of this kind
-are very treacherous. To-morrow we’ll see how she feels, whether she
-needs any more blood.”</p>
-
-<p>He went away, and at ten Ethelberta and Wesley left for the night,
-asking to be called if she grew worse, thus leaving him alone once
-more. He sat and meditated. At eleven, after a few moments at his
-wife’s bedside—absolute quiet had been the doctor’s instructions
-these many days—he himself went to bed. He was very tired. His
-varying thoughts had afflicted him so much that he was always tired,
-it seemed—his evil conscience, he called it—but to-night he was sure
-he would sleep. He felt better about himself, about life. He had done
-better, to-day. He should never have tolerated such dark thoughts. And
-yet—and yet—and yet——</p>
-
-<p>He lay on his bed near a window which commanded a view of a small
-angle of the park, and looked out. There were the spring trees, as
-usual, silvered now by the light, a bit of lake showing at one end.
-Here in the city a bit of sylvan scenery such as this was so rare and
-so expensive. In his youth he had been so fond of water, any small
-lake or stream or pond. In his youth, also, he had loved the moon, and
-to walk in the dark. It had all, always, been so suggestive of love
-and happiness, and he had so craved love and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</span> happiness and never had
-it. Once he had designed a yacht club, the base of which suggested
-waves. Once, years ago, he had thought of designing a lovely cottage
-or country house for himself and some new love—that wonderful one—if
-ever she came and he were free. How wonderful it would all have been.
-Now—now—the thought at such an hour and especially when it was too
-late, seemed sacrilegious, hard, cold, unmoral, evil. He turned his
-face away from the moonlight and sighed, deciding to sleep and shut out
-these older and darker and sweeter thoughts if he could, and did.</p>
-
-<p>Presently he dreamed, and it was as if some lovely spirit of
-beauty—that wondrous thing he had always been seeking—came and took
-him by the hand and led him out, out by dimpling streams and clear
-rippling lakes and a great, noble highway where were temples and towers
-and figures in white marble. And it seemed as he walked as if something
-had been, or were, promised him—a lovely fruition to something which
-he craved—only the world toward which he walked was still dark or
-shadowy, with something sad and repressing about it, a haunting sense
-of a still darker distance. He was going toward beauty apparently, but
-he was still seeking, seeking, and it was dark there when——</p>
-
-<p>“<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker! <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Haymaker!” came a voice—soft, almost mystical at
-first, and then clearer and more disturbing, as a hand was laid on him.
-“Will you come at once? It’s <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Haymaker!”</p>
-
-<p>On the instant he was on his feet seizing the blue silk dressing
-gown hanging at his bed’s head, and adjusting it as he hurried. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Elfridge and the nurse<span class="pagenum" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</span> were behind him, very pale and distrait,
-wringing their hands. He could tell by that that the worst was at
-hand. When he reached the bedroom—her bedroom—there she lay as in
-life—still, peaceful, already limp, as though she were sleeping. Her
-thin, and as he <a id="transpose"></a>sometimes thought, cold, lips were now parted in a
-faint, gracious smile, or trace of one. He had seen her look that way,
-too, at times; a really gracious smile, and wise, wiser than she was.
-The long, thin, graceful hands were open, the fingers spread slightly
-apart as though she were tired, very tired. The eyelids, too, rested
-wearily on tired eyes. Her form, spare as always, was outlined clearly
-under the thin coverlets. Miss Filson, the night nurse, was saying
-something about having fallen asleep for a moment, and waking only to
-find her so. She was terribly depressed and disturbed, possibly because
-of Doctor Storm.</p>
-
-<p>Haymaker paused, greatly shocked and moved by the sight—more so than
-by anything since the death of little Elwell. After all, she had
-tried, according to her light. But now she was dead—and they had been
-together so long! He came forward, tears of sympathy springing to his
-eyes, then sank down beside the bed on his knees so as not to disturb
-her right hand where it lay.</p>
-
-<p>“Ernie, dear,” he said gently, “Ernie—are you really gone?” His voice
-was full of sorrow; but to himself it sounded false, traitorous.</p>
-
-<p>He lifted the hand and put it to his lips sadly, then leaned his head
-against her, thinking of his long, mixed thoughts these many days,
-while both <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Elfridge<span class="pagenum" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</span> and the nurse began wiping their eyes. They
-were so sorry for him, he was so old now!</p>
-
-<p>After a while he got up—they came forward to persuade him at
-last—looking tremendously sad and distrait, and asked <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Elfridge
-and the nurse not to disturb his children. They could not aid her now.
-Let them rest until morning. Then he went back to his own room and sat
-down on the bed for a moment, gazing out on the same silvery scene that
-had attracted him before. It was dreadful. So then his dark wishing had
-come true at last? Possibly his black thoughts had killed her after
-all. Was that possible? Had his voiceless prayers been answered in
-this grim way? And did she know now what he had really thought? Dark
-thought. Where was she now? What was she thinking now if she knew?
-Would she hate him—haunt him? It was not dawn yet, only two or three
-in the morning, and the moon was still bright. And in the next room she
-was lying, pale and cool, gone forever now out of his life.</p>
-
-<p>He got up after a time and went forward into that pleasant front room
-where he had so often loved to sit, then back into her room to view
-the body again. Now that she was gone, here more than elsewhere, in
-her dead presence, he seemed better able to collect his scattered
-thoughts. She might see or she might not—might know or not. It was
-all over now. Only he could not help but feel a little evil. She had
-been so faithful, if nothing more, so earnest in behalf of him and of
-his children. He might have spared her these last dark thoughts of
-these last few days. His feelings were so jumbled that he could not
-place them half the time. But at the same time the ethics of the past,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</span>
-of his own irritated feelings and moods in regard to her, had to be
-adjusted somehow before he could have peace. They must be adjusted,
-only how—how? He and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Elfridge had agreed not to disturb Doctor
-Storm any more to-night. They were all agreed to get what rest they
-could against the morning.</p>
-
-<p>After a time he came forward once more to the front room to sit and
-gaze at the park. Here, perhaps, he could solve these mysteries for
-himself, think them out, find out what he did feel. He was evil for
-having wished all he had, that he knew and felt. And yet there was
-his own story, too—his life. The dawn was breaking by now; a faint
-grayness shaded the east and dimly lightened this room. A tall pier
-mirror between two windows now revealed him to himself—spare, angular,
-disheveled, his beard and hair astray and his eyes weary. The figure he
-made here as against his dreams of a happier life, once he were free,
-now struck him forcibly. What a farce! What a failure! Why should he,
-of all people, think of further happiness in love, even if he were
-free? Look at his reflection here in this mirror. What a picture—old,
-grizzled, done for! Had he not known that for so long? Was it not too
-ridiculous? Why should he have tolerated such vain thoughts? What could
-he of all people hope for now? No thing of beauty would have him now.
-Of course not. That glorious dream of his youth was gone forever. It
-was a mirage, an ignis fatuus. His wife might just as well have lived
-as died, for all the difference it would or could make to him. Only,
-he was really free just the same, almost as it were in spite of his
-varying<span class="pagenum" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</span> moods. But he was old, weary, done for, a recluse and ungainly.</p>
-
-<p>Now the innate cruelty of life, its blazing ironic indifference to him
-and so many grew rapidly upon him. What had he had? What all had he
-not missed? Dismally he stared first at his dark wrinkled skin; the
-crow’s-feet at the sides of his eyes; the wrinkles across his forehead
-and between the eyes; his long, dark, wrinkled hands—handsome hands
-they once were, he thought; his angular, stiff body. Once he had been
-very much of a personage, he thought, striking, forceful, dynamic—but
-now! He turned and looked out over the park where the young trees were,
-and the lake, to the pinking dawn—just a trace now—a significant
-thing in itself at this hour surely—the new dawn, so wondrously new
-for younger people—then back at himself. What could he wish for
-now—what hope for?</p>
-
-<p>As he did so his dream came back to him—that strange dream of seeking
-and being led and promised and yet always being led forward into a
-dimmer, darker land. What did that mean? Had it any real significance?
-Was it all to be dimmer, darker still? Was it typical of his life? He
-pondered.</p>
-
-<p>“Free!” he said after a time. “Free! I know now how that is. I am free
-now, at last! Free!... Free!... Yes—free ... to die!”</p>
-
-<p>So he stood there ruminating and smoothing his hair and his beard.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="McEWEN_OF_THE_SHINING_SLAVE_MAKERS">McEWEN OF THE SHINING SLAVE MAKERS</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class="drop-cap"><span class="smcap">It</span> was a hot day in August. The parching rays of a summer sun had faded
-the once sappy green leaves of the trees to a dull and dusty hue. The
-grass, still good to look upon in shady places, spread sere and dry
-where the light had fallen unbroken. The roads were hot with thick
-dust, and wherever a stone path led, it reflected heat to weary body
-and soul.</p>
-
-<p>Robert McEwen had taken a seat under a fine old beech tree whose broad
-arms cast a welcome shade. He had come here out of the toil of the busy
-streets.</p>
-
-<p>For a time he gave himself over to blank contemplation of the broad
-park and the occasional carriages that jingled by. Presently his
-meditation was broken by an ant on his trousers, which he flipped away
-with his finger. This awoke him to the thought that there might be more
-upon him. He stood up, shaking and brushing himself. Then he noticed an
-ant running along the walk in front of him. He stamped on it.</p>
-
-<p>“I guess that will do for you,” he said, half aloud, and sat down again.</p>
-
-<p>Now only did he really notice the walk. It was wide and hard and hot.
-Many ants were hurrying about, and now he saw that they were black. At
-last, one more active than the others fixed his eye. He followed it
-with his glance for more than a score of feet.</p>
-
-<p>This particular ant was progressing urgently, now to the right, now to
-the left, stopping here and there,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</span> but never for more than a second.
-Its energy, the zig-zag course it pursued, the frequency with which it
-halted to examine something, enlisted his interest. As he gazed, the
-path grew in imagination until it assumed immense proportions.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly he bestirred himself, took a single glance and then jumped,
-rubbing his eyes. He was in an unknown world, strange in every detail.
-The branched and many-limbed trees had disappeared. A forest of immense
-flat swords of green swayed in the air above him. The ground between
-lacked its carpet of green and was roughly strewn with immense boulders
-of clay. The air was strong with an odor which seemed strange and yet
-familiar. Only the hot sun streaming down and a sky of faultless blue
-betokened a familiar world. In regard to himself McEwen felt peculiar
-and yet familiar. What was it that made these surroundings and himself
-seem odd and yet usual? He could not tell. His three pairs of limbs
-and his vigorous mandibles seemed natural enough. The fact that he
-sensed rather than saw things was natural and yet odd. Forthwith moved
-by a sense of duty, necessity, and a kind of tribal obligation which
-he more felt than understood, he set out in search of food and prey
-and presently came to a broad plain, so wide that his eye could scarce
-command more than what seemed an immediate portion of it. He halted and
-breathed with a feeling of relief. Just then a voice startled him.</p>
-
-<p>“Anything to eat hereabout?” questioned the newcomer in a friendly and
-yet self-interested tone.</p>
-
-<p>McEwen drew back.</p>
-
-<p>“I do not know,” he said, “I have just——”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Terrible,” said the stranger, not waiting to hear his answer. “It
-looks like famine. You know the Sanguineæ have gone to war.”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” answered McEwen mechanically.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said the other, “they raided the Fuscæ yesterday. They’ll be
-down on us next.”</p>
-
-<p>With that the stranger made off. McEwen was about to exclaim at the use
-of the word <em>us</em> when a ravenous craving for food, brought now
-forcibly to his mind by the words of the other, made him start in haste
-after him.</p>
-
-<p>Then came another who bespoke him in passing.</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t found a thing to-day, and I’ve been all the way to the
-Pratensis region. I didn’t dare go any further without having some
-others with me. They’re hungry, too, up there, though they’ve just made
-a raid. You heard the Sanguineæ went to war, didn’t you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, he told me,” said McEwen, indicating the retreating figure of the
-stranger.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Ermi. Yes, he’s been over in their territory. Well, I’ll be going
-now.”</p>
-
-<p>McEwen hastened after Ermi at a good pace, and soon overtook him. The
-latter had stopped and was gathering in his mandibles a jagged crumb,
-almost as large as himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” exclaimed McEwen eagerly, “where did you get that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Here,” said Ermi.</p>
-
-<p>“Will you give me a little?”</p>
-
-<p>“I will not,” said the other, and a light came in his eye that was
-almost evil.</p>
-
-<p>“All right,” said McEwen, made bold by hunger<span class="pagenum" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</span> and yet cautious by
-danger, “which way would you advise me to look?”</p>
-
-<p>“Wherever you please,” said Ermi, “why ask me? You are not new at
-seeking,” and strode off.</p>
-
-<p>“The forest was better than this,” thought McEwen; “there I would not
-die of the heat, anyhow, and I might find food. Here is nothing,” and
-he turned and glanced about for a sight of the jungle whence he had
-come.</p>
-
-<p>Far to the left and rear of him he saw it, those great up-standing
-swords. As he gazed, revolving in his troubled mind whether he should
-return or not, he saw another like himself hurrying toward him out of
-the distance.</p>
-
-<p>He eagerly hailed the newcomer, who was yet a long way off.</p>
-
-<p>“What is it?” asked the other, coming up rapidly.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know where I can get something to eat?”</p>
-
-<p>“Is that why you called me?” he answered, eyeing him angrily. “Do you
-ask in time of famine? Certainly not. If I had anything for myself,
-I would not be out here. Go and hunt for it like the rest of us. Why
-should you be asking?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have been hunting,” cried McEwen, his anger rising. “I have searched
-here until I am almost starved.”</p>
-
-<p>“No worse off than any of us, are you?” said the other. “Look at me. Do
-you suppose I am feasting?”</p>
-
-<p>He went off in high dudgeon, and McEwen gazed after him in
-astonishment. The indifference and sufficiency were at once surprising
-and yet familiar. Later he found himself falling rapidly into helpless<span class="pagenum" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</span>
-lassitude from both hunger and heat, when a voice, as of one in pain,
-hailed him.</p>
-
-<p>“Ho!” it cried.</p>
-
-<p>“Hello!” he answered.</p>
-
-<p>“Come, come!” was the feeble reply.</p>
-
-<p>McEwen started forward at once. When he was still many times his own
-length away he recognized the voice as that of his testy friend of a
-little while before, but now sadly changed. He was stretched upon the
-earth, working his mandibles feebly.</p>
-
-<p>“What is it?” asked McEwen solicitously. “What ails you? How did this
-happen?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know,” said the other. “I was passing along here when that
-struck me,” indicating a huge boulder. “I am done for, though. You may
-as well have this food now, since you are one of us. The tribe can use
-what you do not eat,” he sighed.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, nothing of the sort,” said McEwen solicitously, the while he
-viewed the crushed limbs and side of the sufferer. “You’ll be all
-right. Why do you speak of death? Just tell me where to take you, or
-whom to go for.”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said the other, “it would be no use. You see how it is. They
-could do nothing for me. I did not want your aid. I merely wanted you
-to have this food here. I shall not want it now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t say that,” returned McEwen. “You mustn’t talk about dying. There
-must be something I can do. Tell me. I don’t want your food.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, there isn’t anything you could do. There isn’t any cure, you know
-that. Report, when you return, how I was killed. Just leave me now and
-take that with you. They need it, if you do not.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</span></p>
-
-<p>McEwen viewed him silently. This reference to a colony or tribe or home
-seemed to clarify many things for him. He remembered now apparently the
-long road he had come, the immense galleries of the colony to which he
-belonged under the earth, the passages by which he had made his way
-in and out, the powerful and revered ant mother, various larvæ to be
-fed and eggs to be tended. To be sure. That was it. He was a part of
-this immense colony or group. The heat must have affected his sensory
-powers. He must gather food and return there—kill spiders, beetles,
-grubs, and bring them back to help provision the colony. That was it.
-Only there were so few to be found here, for some reason.</p>
-
-<p>The sufferer closed his eyes in evident pain, and trembled
-convulsively. Then he fell back and died.</p>
-
-<p>McEwen gazed upon the now fast stiffening body, with all but
-indifference, and wondered. The spectacle seemed so familiar as to be
-all but commonplace. Apparently he had seen so many die that way. Had
-he not, in times past, reported the deaths of hundreds?</p>
-
-<p>“Is he dead?” asked a voice at his side.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said McEwen, scarcely bringing himself out of his meditation
-sufficiently to observe the newcomer.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, then, he will not need this, I guess,” said the other, and he
-seized upon the huge lump with his mandibles, but McEwen was on the
-alert and savage into the bargain, on the instant. He, too, gripped his
-mandibles upon it.</p>
-
-<p>“I was called by him to have this, before he died,” he shouted “and I
-propose to have it. Let go.”</p>
-
-<p>“That I will not,” said the other with great vigor and energy. “I’ll
-have some of it, at least,” and, giving<span class="pagenum" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</span> a mighty wrench, which sent
-both himself and McEwen sprawling, he tore off a goodly portion of it
-and ran, gaining his feet so quickly that he was a good length off
-before McEwen arose. The latter was too hungry, however, to linger
-in useless rage, and now fell to and ate before any other should
-disturb him. Then, feeling partially satisfied, he stretched himself
-languorously and continued more at his leisure. After a time he shook
-himself out of his torpor which had seized on him with his eating, and
-made off for the distant jungle, in which direction, as he now felt,
-lay the colony home.</p>
-
-<p>He was in one of the darkest and thickest portions of the route thither
-when there was borne to him from afar the sound of feet in marching
-time, and a murmuring as of distant voices. He stopped and listened.
-Presently the sounds grew louder and more individual. He could now tell
-that a great company was nearing him. The narrow path which he followed
-was clear for some distance, and open to observation. Not knowing what
-creatures he was about to meet, he stepped out of it into a thicket,
-at one side and took up a position behind a great boulder. The tramp
-of many feet was now so close as to bode contact and discovery, and he
-saw, through the interstices of green stalks, a strange column filing
-along the path he had left. They were no other than a company of red
-warriors—slave makers like himself, only of a different species, the
-fierce Sanguineæ that Ermi had spoken of as having gone to war.</p>
-
-<p>To war they certainly had been, and no doubt were going again. Nearly
-every warrior carried with him some mark of plunder or of death. Many
-bore in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</span> their mandibles dead bodies of the enemy or their larvæ
-captured from a Fuscan colony. Others bore upon their legs the severed
-heads of the poor blacks who had been slain in the defense of their
-home, and whose jaws still clung to their foes, fixed in the rigor of
-death. Still others dragged the bodies of their victims, and shouted as
-they went, making the long, lonely path to ring with uncanny sounds as
-they disappeared in the distance.</p>
-
-<p>McEwen came furtively out after a time and looked after them. He had
-gotten far to the left of the warriors and somewhat to the front
-of them, and was just about to leave the shadow of one clump of
-bushes to hurry to a neighboring stone, when there filed out from
-the very shelter upon which he had his eye fixed, the figure of one
-whom he immediately recognized as Ermi. The latter seemed to await a
-favorable opportunity when he should not be observed, and then started
-running. McEwen followed. In the distance could be seen a group of the
-Sanguineæ, who had evidently paused for something, moving about in
-great excitement, in groups of two or three, gesticulating and talking.
-Some of those not otherwise engaged displayed a sensibility of danger
-or a lust of war by working their jaws and sawing at heavy stones with
-their mandibles. Presently one gazed in the direction of Ermi, and
-shouted to the others.</p>
-
-<p>Immediately four warriors set out in pursuit. McEwen hastened after
-Ermi, to see what would become of him. Discreetly hidden himself, he
-could do this with considerable equanimity. As he approached, he saw
-Ermi moving backward and forward, endeavoring to close the entrance
-to a cave in which he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</span> had now taken refuge. Apparently that warrior
-had become aware that no time was to be lost, since he also could see
-the pursuing Sanguineæ. With a swiftness born of daring and a keen
-realization of danger, he arranged a large boulder at the very edge of
-the portal as a key, and then others in such position that when the
-first should topple in the others would follow. Then he crawled deftly
-inside the portal, and pulling the keystone, toppled the whole mass in
-after him.</p>
-
-<p>This was hardly done when the Sanguineæ were upon him. They were four
-cruel, murderous fighters, deeply scarred. One, called by the others
-Og, had a black’s head at his thigh. One of his temples bore a scar,
-and the tip of his left antenna was broken. He was a keen old warrior,
-however, and scented the prey at once.</p>
-
-<p>“Hi, you!” he shouted to the others. “Here’s the place.”</p>
-
-<p>Just then another drew near to the portal which Ermi had barricaded.
-He looked at it closely, walked about several times, sounded with his
-antennæ and then listened. There was no answer.</p>
-
-<p>“Hist!” he exclaimed to the others.</p>
-
-<p>Now they came up. They also looked, but so well had Ermi done his work
-that they were puzzled.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not sure,” said Og, “it looks to me more like an abandoned cave
-than an entrance.”</p>
-
-<p>“Tear it open, anyway,” advocated Ponan, the second of the quartette,
-speaking for the first time.</p>
-
-<p>“There may be no other exit.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aha!” cried Og, “Good! We will see anyhow.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Come on!” yelled Maru, a third, seizing the largest boulder,
-“Mandibles to!”</p>
-
-<p>“Out with him!” cried Om, jumping eagerly to work. “We will have him
-out in a jiffy!”</p>
-
-<p>It was not an easy task, as the boulders were heavy and deep, but they
-tore them out. Later they dragged forth Ermi, who, finding himself
-captured, seized the head of Maru with his mandibles. Og, on the other
-hand, seized one of Ermi’s legs in his powerful jaws. The others also
-had taken hold. The antennæ of all were thrown back, and the entire
-mass went pushing and shoving, turning and tumbling in a whirl.</p>
-
-<p>McEwen gazed, excited and sympathetic. At first he thought to avoid
-it all, having a horror of death, but a moment later decided to come
-to his friend’s rescue, a feeling of tribal relationship which was
-overwhelming coming over him. Springing forward, he clambered upon the
-back of Og, at whose neck he began to saw with his powerful teeth.
-Og, realizing a new adversary, released his hold upon Ermi’s limb and
-endeavored to shake off his new enemy. McEwen held tight, however. The
-others, however, too excited to observe the newcomer, still struggled
-to destroy Ermi. The latter had stuck steadily to his labor of killing
-Maru, and now, when Og’s hold was loosened, he gave a powerful crush
-and Maru breathed his last. This advantaged him little, however, for
-both Ponan and Om were attacking his sides.</p>
-
-<p>“Take that!” shouted Om, throwing himself violently upon Ermi and
-turning him over. “Saw off his head, Ponan.”</p>
-
-<p>Ponan released his hold and sprang for Ermi’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</span> head. There was a
-kicking and crushing of jaws, and Ponan secured his grip.</p>
-
-<p>“Kill him!” yelled Om. “Come, Og! Come!”</p>
-
-<p>At this very moment Og’s severed head fell to the ground, and McEwen
-leaping from his back, sprang to the aid of Ermi.</p>
-
-<p>“Come!” he shouted at Ponan, who was sawing at Ermi’s head. “It’s two
-to two now,” and McEwen gave such a wrench to Ponan’s side that he
-writhed in pain, and released his hold on Ermi.</p>
-
-<p>But recovering himself he leaped upon McEwen, and bore him down,
-sprawling.</p>
-
-<p>The fight was now more desperate than ever. The combatants rolled and
-tossed. McEwen’s right antenna was broken by his fall, and one of his
-legs was injured. He could seem to get no hold upon his adversary, whom
-he now felt to be working toward his neck.</p>
-
-<p>“Let go!” he yelled, gnashing at him with his mandibles, but Ponan only
-tightened his murderous jaws.</p>
-
-<p>Better fortune was now with Ermi, however, who was a more experienced
-fighter. Getting a grip upon Om’s body, he hurled him to the ground and
-left him stunned and senseless.</p>
-
-<p>Seeing McEwen’s predicament, he now sprang to his aid. The latter was
-being sadly worsted and but for the generous aid of Ermi, would have
-been killed. The latter struck Ponan a terrific blow with his head and
-having stunned him, dragged him off. The two, though much injured, now
-seized upon the unfortunate Sanguinea and tore him in two, and would
-have done as much for Om, had they not discovered that that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</span> bedraggled
-warrior had recovered sufficiently to crawl away and hide.</p>
-
-<p>McEwen and Ermi now drew near to each other in warm admiration.</p>
-
-<p>“Come with me,” said Ermi. “They are all about here now and that coward
-who escaped will have them upon us. There is a corridor into our home
-from here, only I was not able to reach it before they caught me. Help
-me barricade this entrance.”</p>
-
-<p>Together they built up the stones more effectually than before, and
-then entered, toppling the mass in behind them. With considerable
-labor, they built up another barricade below.</p>
-
-<p>“You watch a moment, now,” said Ermi to McEwen, and then hurried
-down a long passage through which he soon returned bringing with him
-a sentinel, who took up guard duty at the point where the fight had
-occurred. “He will stay here and give the alarm in case another attack
-is made,” he commented.</p>
-
-<p>“Come now,” he added, touching McEwen affectionately with his antennæ.
-Leading the way, Ermi took him along a long winding corridor with
-which, somehow, he seemed to be familiar, and through various secret
-passages into the colony house.</p>
-
-<p>“You see,” he said to McEwen familiarly, as they went, “they could not
-have gotten in here, even if they had killed me, without knowing the
-way. Our passageways are too intricate. But it is as well to keep a
-picket there, now that they are about. Where have you been? You do not
-belong to our colony, do you?”</p>
-
-<p>McEwen related his experiences since their meeting in the desert,
-without explaining where he came from.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</span> He knew that he was a member of
-some other colony of this same tribe without being sure of which one. A
-strange feeling of wandering confusion possessed him, as though he had
-been injured in some way, somewhere, and was lost for the moment.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you might as well stay with us, now,” said Ermi. “Are you
-hungry?”</p>
-
-<p>“Very,” said McEwen.</p>
-
-<p>“Then we will eat at once.”</p>
-
-<p>McEwen now gazed upon a domed chamber of vast proportions, with which,
-also, he seemed familiar, an old inhabitant of one such, no less. It
-had several doors that opened out into galleries, and corridors leading
-to other chambers and store rooms, a home for thousands.</p>
-
-<p>Many members of this allied family now hurried to meet them, all
-genially enough.</p>
-
-<p>“You have had an encounter with them?” asked several at once.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing to speak of,” said Ermi, who, fighter that he was, had also a
-touch of vanity. “Look after my friend here, who has saved my life.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not I!” cried McEwen warmly.</p>
-
-<p>They could not explain, however, before they were seized by their
-admirers and carried into a chamber where none of the din of
-preparation penetrated, and where was a carpet of soft grass threads
-upon which they might lie.</p>
-
-<p>Injured though they were, neither could endure lying still for long,
-and were soon poking about, though unable to do anything. McEwen was
-privileged to idle and listlessly watch an attack on one portal of
-the cave which lasted an entire day, resulting in failure for<span class="pagenum" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</span> the
-invaders. It was a rather broken affair, the principal excitement
-occurring about the barricaded portals and secret exits at the end of
-the long corridors, where McEwen often found himself in the way. The
-story of his prowess had been well told by Ermi, and he was a friend
-and hero whom many served. A sort of ambulance service was established
-which not only looked to the bringing in of the injured, but also to
-the removal of the dead. A graveyard was prepared just outside one of
-the secret entrances, far from the scene of the siege, and here the
-dead were laid in orderly rows.</p>
-
-<p>The siege having ended temporarily the same day it began, the household
-resumed its old order. Those who had remained within went forth for
-forage. The care of the communal young, which had been somewhat
-interrupted, was now resumed. Larvæ and <a id="chrysalis"></a>chrysalises, which had been left
-almost unattended in the vast nurseries, were moved to and fro between
-the rooms where the broken sunlight warmed, and the shadow gave them
-rest.</p>
-
-<p>“There is war ahead,” said Ermi to McEwen one day not long after this.
-“These Sanguineæ will never let us alone until we give them battle. We
-shall have to stir up the whole race of Shining Slave Makers and fight
-all the Sanguineæ before we have peace again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good,” said McEwen. “I am ready.”</p>
-
-<p>“So am I,” answered Ermi, “but it is no light matter. They are our
-ancient enemy and as powerful as we. If we meet again you will see war
-that is war.”</p>
-
-<p>Not long after this McEwen and Ermi, foraging together, encountered a
-Sanguinea, who fought with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</span> them and was slain. Numerous Lucidi, of
-which tribe he found himself to be a member, left the community of a
-morning to labor and were never heard of again. Encounters between
-parties of both camps were frequent, and orderly living ceased.</p>
-
-<p>At last the entire community was in a ferment, and a council was
-called. It was held in the main saloon of the formicary, a vast chamber
-whose hollowed dome rose like the open sky above them. The queen of the
-community was present, and all the chief warriors, including Ermi and
-McEwen. Loud talking and fierce comment were indulged in to no point,
-until Yumi, long a light in the councils of the Lucidi, spoke. He was
-short and sharp of speech.</p>
-
-<p>“We must go to war,” he said. “Our old enemies will give us no peace.
-Send couriers to all the colonies of the Shining Slave Makers. We will
-meet the Red Slave Makers as we did before.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah,” said an old Lucidi, who stood at McEwen’s side, “that was a great
-battle. You don’t remember. You were too young. There were thousands
-and thousands in that. I could not walk for the dead.”</p>
-
-<p>“Are we to have another such?” asked McEwen.</p>
-
-<p>“If the rest of us come. We are a great people. The Shining Slave
-Makers are numberless.”</p>
-
-<p>Just then another voice spoke, and Ermi listened.</p>
-
-<p>“Let us send for them to come here. When the Sanguineæ again lay siege
-let us pour out and destroy them. Let none escape.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let us first send couriers and hear what our people say,” broke in
-Ermi loudly. “The Sanguineæ are a vast people also. We must have
-numbers. It must be a decisive battle.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Ay, ay,” answered many. “Send the couriers!”</p>
-
-<p>Forthwith messengers were dispatched to all parts, calling the hordes
-of the Shining Slave Makers to war. In due course they returned,
-bringing information that they were coming. Their colonies also had
-been attacked. Later the warriors of the allied tribes began to put in
-an appearance.</p>
-
-<p>It was a gathering of legions. The paths in the forests about resounded
-with their halloos. With the arrival of the first cohorts of these
-friendly colonies, there was a minor encounter with an irritant host of
-the Sanguineæ foraging hereabout, who were driven back and destroyed.
-Later there were many minor encounters and deaths before the hosts were
-fully assembled, but the end was not yet. All knew that. The Sanguineæ
-had fled, but not in cowardice. They would return.</p>
-
-<p>The one problem with this vast host, now that it was assembled, was
-food. Eventually they expected to discover this in the sacked homes of
-the Sanguineæ, but temporarily other provision must be made. The entire
-region had to be scoured. Colonies of Fuscæ and Schauffusi living in
-nearby territory were attacked and destroyed. Their storehouses were
-ransacked and the contents distributed. Every form of life was attacked
-and still there was not enough.</p>
-
-<p>Both McEwen and Ermi, now inseparable, joined in one of these raids. It
-was upon a colony of Fuscæ, who had their home in a neighboring forest.
-The company went singing on their way until within a short distance of
-the colony, when they became silent.</p>
-
-<p>“Let us not lose track of one another,” said McEwen.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</span></p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Ermi, “but they are nothing. We will take all they possess
-without a struggle. See them running.”</p>
-
-<p>As he said this, he motioned in the direction of several Fuscæ that
-were fleeing toward their portals in terror. The Lucidi set up a shout,
-and darted after, plunging into the open gates, striking and slaying
-as they went. In a few minutes those first in came out again carrying
-their booty. Others were singly engaged in fiercest battle with large
-groups of the weaker Fuscæ. Only a few of the latter were inclined
-to fight. They seemed for the most part dazed by their misfortunes.
-Numbers hung from the topmost blades of the towering sword-trees, and
-the broad, floor-like leaves of the massive weeds, about their caves
-where they had taken refuge, holding in their jaws baby larvæ and
-cocoons rescued from the invaders, with which they had hurriedly fled
-to these nearest elevated objects.</p>
-
-<p>Singly, McEwen pursued a dozen, and reveled in the sport of killing
-them. He tumbled them with rushes of his body, crushed them with his
-mandibles, and poisoned them with his formic sting.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you need help?” called Ermi once, who was always near and shouting.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” called McEwen scornfully, “bring me more of them.”</p>
-
-<p>Soon the deadly work was over and the two comrades, gathering a mass of
-food, joined the returning band, singing as they went.</p>
-
-<p>“To-morrow,” said Ermi, as they went along, “we will meet the
-Sanguineæ. It is agreed. The leaders are conferring now.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</span></p>
-
-<p>McEwen did not learn where these latter were, but somehow he was
-pleased. An insane lust of combat was now upon him.</p>
-
-<p>“They will not be four to two this time,” he laughed exultingly.</p>
-
-<p>“No, and we will not be barricading against them, either,” laughed
-Ermi, the lust of war simmering in his veins.</p>
-
-<p>As they came near their camp, however, they found a large number of
-the assembled companies already in motion. Thousands upon thousands of
-those who had arrived were already assembled in one group or another
-and were prepared for action. There were cries and sounds of fighting,
-and long lines of Lucidi hurrying hither and thither.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s the matter?” asked Ermi excitedly.</p>
-
-<p>“The Sanguineæ,” was the answer. “They are returning.”</p>
-
-<p>Instantly McEwen became sober. Ermi turned to him affectionately.</p>
-
-<p>“Now,” he said solemnly, “courage. We’re in for it.”</p>
-
-<p>A tremendous hubbub followed. Already vast legions of the Lucidi were
-bearing away to the east. McEwen and Ermi, not being able to find their
-own, fell in with a strange company.</p>
-
-<p>“Order!” shouted a voice in their ears. “Fall in line. We are called.”</p>
-
-<p>The twain mechanically obeyed, and dropped behind a regular line. Soon
-they were winding along with other long lines of warriors through the
-tall sword trees, and in a little while reached a huge, smooth, open
-plain where already the actual fighting had begun.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</span> Thousands were
-here, apparently hundreds of thousands. There was little order, and
-scarcely any was needed apparently, since all contacts were individual
-or between small groups. It all depended now on numbers, and the
-results of the contests between individuals, or at the most, these
-small groups. Ermi, McEwen, and several other Lucidi were about to
-seize upon one Sanguinea, who was approaching them, when an amazing
-rush of the latter broke them, and McEwen found himself separated from
-Ermi with a red demon snapping at his throat. Dazed by the shock and
-clamor, he almost fell a prey to this first charge. A moment later,
-however, his courage and daring returned. With a furious bound, he
-recovered himself and forced himself upon his adversary, snapping his
-<a id="jaws"></a>neck in his jaws.</p>
-
-<p>“Take that!” he said to the tumbling carcass.</p>
-
-<p>He had no sooner ended one foe, however, than another clutched him.
-They were on every hand, hard, merciless fighters like himself and Ermi
-who rushed and tore and sawed with amazing force. McEwen faced his
-newest adversary swiftly. While the latter was seeking for McEwen’s
-head and antennæ with his mandibles, the former with a quick snap
-seized his foe by the neck. Turning up his abdomen, he ejected formic
-acid into the throat of the other. That finished him.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile the battle continued on every hand with the same mad
-vehemence. Already the dead clogged the ground. Here, single combatants
-struggled—there, whole lines moved and swayed in deadly combat. Ever
-and anon new lines were formed, and strange hosts of friends or enemies
-came up, falling<span class="pagenum" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</span> upon the combatants of both sides with murderous
-enthusiasm. McEwen, in a strange daze and lust of death, seemed to
-think nothing of it. He was alone now—lost in a tossing sea of war,
-and terror seemed to have forsaken him. It was wonderful, he thought,
-mysterious——</p>
-
-<p>As enemy after enemy assailed him, he fought them as he best knew, an
-old method to him, apparently, and as they died, he wished them to
-die—broken, poisoned, sawed in two. He began to count and exult in the
-numbers he had slain. It was at last as though he were dreaming, and
-all around was a vain, dark, surging mass of enemies.</p>
-
-<p>Finally, four of the Sanguineæ seized upon him in a group, and he
-went down before them, almost helpless. Swiftly they tore at his head
-and body, endeavoring to dispose of him quickly. One seized a leg,
-another an antenna. A third jumped and sawed at his neck. Still he
-did not care. It was all war, and he would struggle to the last shred
-of his strength, eagerly, enthusiastically. At last he seemed to lose
-consciousness.</p>
-
-<p>When he opened his eyes again, Ermi was beside him.</p>
-
-<p>“Well?” said Ermi.</p>
-
-<p>“Well?” answered McEwen.</p>
-
-<p>“You were about done for, then.”</p>
-
-<p>“Was I?” he answered. “How are things going?”</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot tell yet,” said Ermi. “All I know is that you were faring
-badly when I came up. Two of them were dead, but the other two were
-killing you.”</p>
-
-<p>“You should have left me to them,” said McEwen,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</span> noticing now for the
-first time Ermi’s wounds. “It does not matter so much—one Lucidi more
-or less—what of it? But you have been injured.”</p>
-
-<p>“I—oh, nothing. You are the one to complain. I fear you are badly
-injured.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I,” returned McEwen heavily, feeling at last the weight of death
-upon him, “I am done for. I cannot live. I felt myself dying some time
-ago.”</p>
-
-<p>He closed his eyes and trembled. In another moment——</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>McEwen opened his eyes. Strangely enough he was looking out upon
-jingling carriages and loitering passersby in the great city park. It
-was all so strange, by comparison with that which he had so recently
-seen, the tall buildings in the distance, instead of the sword trees,
-the trees, the flowers. He jumped to his feet in astonishment, then
-sank back again in equal amaze, a passerby eyeing him curiously the
-while.</p>
-
-<p>“I have been asleep,” he said in a troubled way. “I have been dreaming.
-And what a dream!”</p>
-
-<p>He shut his eyes again, wishing, for some strange reason—charm,
-sympathy, strangeness—to regain the lost scene. An odd longing filled
-his heart, a sense of comradeship lost, of some friend he knew missing.
-When he opened his eyes again he seemed to realize something more of
-what had been happening, but it was fading, fading.</p>
-
-<p>At his feet lay the plain and the ants with whom he had recently
-been—or so he thought. Yes, there, only a few feet away in the parched
-grass, was an arid spot, over-run with insects. He gazed upon it, in
-amazement, searching for the details of a lost world. Now,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</span> as he
-saw, coming closer, a giant battle was in progress, such a one, for
-instance, as that in which he had been engaged in his dream. The ground
-was strewn with dead ants. Thousands upon thousands were sawing and
-striking at each other quite in the manner in which he had dreamed.
-What was this?—a revelation of the spirit and significance of a lesser
-life or of his own—or what? And what was life if the strange passions,
-moods and necessities which conditioned him here could condition those
-there on so minute a plane?</p>
-
-<p>“Why, I was there,” he said dazedly and a little dreamfully, “a little
-while ago. I died there—or as well as died there—in my dream. At
-least I woke out of it into this or sank from that into this.”</p>
-
-<p>Stooping closer he could see where lines were drawn, how in places the
-forces raged in confusion, and the field was cluttered with the dead.
-At one moment an odd mad enthusiasm such as he had experienced in his
-dream-world lay hold of him, and he looked for the advantage of the
-Shining Slave Makers—the blacks—as he thought of the two warring
-hosts as against the reds. But finding it not, the mood passed, and he
-stood gazing, lost in wonder. What a strange world! he thought. What
-worlds within worlds, all apparently full of necessity, contention,
-binding emotions and unities—and all with sorrow, their sorrow—a
-vague, sad something out of far-off things which had been there, and
-was here in this strong bright city day, had been there and would be
-here until this odd, strange thing called <em>life</em> had ended.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="NIGGER_JEFF">NIGGER JEFF</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class="drop-cap"><span class="smcap">The</span> city editor was waiting for one of his best reporters, Elmer Davies
-by name, a vain and rather self-sufficient youth who was inclined to
-be of that turn of mind which sees in life only a fixed and ordered
-process of rewards and punishments. If one did not do exactly right,
-one did not get along well. On the contrary, if one did, one did.
-Only the so-called evil were really punished, only the good truly
-rewarded—or <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Davies had heard this so long in his youth that he had
-come nearly to believe it. Presently he appeared. He was dressed in
-a new spring suit, a new hat and new shoes. In the lapel of his coat
-was a small bunch of violets. It was one o’clock of a sunny spring
-afternoon, and he was feeling exceedingly well and good-natured—quite
-fit, indeed. The world was going unusually well with him. It seemed
-worth singing about.</p>
-
-<p>“Read that, Davies,” said the city editor, handing him the clipping.
-“I’ll tell you afterward what I want you to do.”</p>
-
-<p>The reporter stood by the editorial chair and read:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-<p class="right">
-Pleasant Valley, Ko., April 16.<br />
-</p>
-
-<p>“A most dastardly crime has just been reported here. Jeff Ingalls,
-a negro, this morning assaulted Ada Whitaker, the nineteen-year-old
-daughter of Morgan Whitaker, a well-to-do farmer, whose home<span class="pagenum" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</span> is four
-miles south of this place. A posse, headed by Sheriff Mathews, has
-started in pursuit. If he is caught, it is thought he will be lynched.”</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>The reporter raised his eyes as he finished. What a terrible crime!
-What evil people there were in the world! No doubt such a creature
-ought to be lynched, and that quickly.</p>
-
-<p>“You had better go out there, Davies,” said the city editor. “It looks
-as if something might come of that. A lynching up here would be a big
-thing. There’s never been one in this state.”</p>
-
-<p>Davies smiled. He was always pleased to be sent out of town. It was a
-mark of appreciation. The city editor rarely sent any of the other men
-on these big stories. What a nice ride he would have!</p>
-
-<p>As he went along, however, a few minutes later he began to meditate
-on this. Perhaps, as the city editor had suggested, he might be
-compelled to witness an actual lynching. That was by no means so
-pleasant in itself. In his fixed code of rewards and punishments he
-had no particular place for lynchings, even for crimes of the nature
-described, especially if he had to witness the lynching. It was too
-horrible a kind of reward or punishment. Once, in line of duty,
-he had been compelled to witness a hanging, and that had made him
-sick—deathly so—even though carried out as a part of the due process
-of law of his day and place. Now, as he looked at this fine day and
-his excellent clothes, he was not so sure that this was a worthwhile
-assignment. Why should he always be selected for such things—just
-because he could write? There were others—lots of men on the staff.
-He<span class="pagenum" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</span> began to hope as he went along that nothing really serious would
-come of it, that they would catch the man before he got there and put
-him in jail—or, if the worst had to be—painful thought!—that it
-would be all over by the time he got there. Let’s see—the telegram
-had been filed at nine a.m. It was now one-thirty and would be three
-by the time he got out there, all of that. That would give them time
-enough, and then, if all were well, or ill, as it were, he could just
-gather the details of the crime and the—aftermath—and return. The
-mere thought of an approaching lynching troubled him greatly, and the
-farther he went the less he liked it.</p>
-
-<p>He found the village of Pleasant Valley a very small affair indeed,
-just a few dozen houses nestling between green slopes of low hills,
-with one small business corner and a rambling array of lanes. One
-or two merchants of K——, the city from which he had just arrived,
-lived out here, but otherwise it was very rural. He took notes of the
-whiteness of the little houses, the shimmering beauty of the small
-stream one had to cross in going from the depot. At the one main corner
-a few men were gathered about a typical village barroom. Davies headed
-for this as being the most likely source of information.</p>
-
-<p>In mingling with this company at first he said nothing about his being
-a newspaper man, being very doubtful as to its effect upon them, their
-freedom of speech and manner.</p>
-
-<p>The whole company was apparently tense with interest in the crime which
-still remained unpunished, seemingly craving excitement and desirous of
-seeing something done about it. No such opportunity to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</span> work up wrath
-and vent their stored-up animal propensities had probably occurred here
-in years. He took this occasion to inquire into the exact details of
-the attack, where it had occurred, where the Whitakers lived. Then,
-seeing that mere talk prevailed here, he went away thinking that he had
-best find out for himself how the victim was. As yet she had not been
-described, and it was necessary to know a little something about her.
-Accordingly, he sought an old man who kept a stable in the village,
-and procured a horse. No carriage was to be had. Davies was not an
-excellent rider, but he made a shift of it. The Whitaker home was not
-so very far away—about four miles out—and before long he was knocking
-at its front door, set back a hundred feet from the rough country road.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m from the <i>Times</i>,” he said to the tall, rawboned woman who
-opened the door, with an attempt at being impressive. His position as
-reporter in this matter was a little dubious; he might be welcome, and
-he might not. Then he asked if this were <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Whitaker, and how Miss
-Whitaker was by now.</p>
-
-<p>“She’s doing very well,” answered the woman, who seemed decidedly
-stern, if repressed and nervous, a Spartan type. “Won’t you come in?
-She’s rather feverish, but the doctor says she’ll probably be all right
-later on.” She said no more.</p>
-
-<p>Davies acknowledged the invitation by entering. He was very anxious to
-see the girl, but she was sleeping under the influence of an opiate,
-and he did not care to press the matter at once.</p>
-
-<p>“When did this happen?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“About eight o’clock this morning,” said the woman.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</span> “She started to go
-over to our next door neighbor here, <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Edmonds, and this negro met
-her. We didn’t know anything about it until she came crying through the
-gate and dropped down in here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Were you the first one to meet her?” asked Davies.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I was the only one,” said <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Whitaker. “The men had all gone to
-the fields.”</p>
-
-<p>Davies listened to more of the details, the type and history of the
-man, and then rose to go. Before doing so he was allowed to have a look
-at the girl, who was still sleeping. She was young and rather pretty.
-In the yard he met a country man who was just coming to get home news.
-The latter imparted more information.</p>
-
-<p>“They’re lookin’ all around south of here,” he said, speaking of a
-crowd which was supposed to be searching. “I expect they’ll make short
-work of him if they get him. He can’t get away very well, for he’s
-on foot, wherever he is. The sheriff’s after him too, with a deputy
-or two, I believe. He’ll be tryin’ to save him an’ take him over to
-Clayton, but I don’t believe he’ll be able to do it, not if the crowd
-catches him first.”</p>
-
-<p>So, thought Davies, he would probably have to witness a lynching after
-all. The prospect was most unhappy.</p>
-
-<p>“Does any one know where this negro lived?” he asked heavily, a growing
-sense of his duty weighing upon him.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, right down here a little way,” replied the farmer. “Jeff Ingalls
-was his name. We all know him around here. He worked for one and
-another of the farmers hereabouts, and don’t appear to have<span class="pagenum" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</span> had such a
-bad record, either, except for drinkin’ a little now and then. Miss Ada
-recognized him, all right. You follow this road to the next crossing
-and turn to the right. It’s a little log house that sets back off the
-road—something like that one you see down the lane there, only it’s
-got lots o’ chips scattered about.”</p>
-
-<p>Davies decided to go there first, but changed his mind. It was growing
-late, and he thought he had better return to the village. Perhaps by
-now developments in connection with the sheriff or the posse were to be
-learned.</p>
-
-<p>Accordingly, he rode back and put the horse in the hands of its owner,
-hoping that all had been concluded and that he might learn of it here.
-At the principal corner much the same company was still present,
-arguing, fomenting, gesticulating. They seemed parts of different
-companies that earlier in the day had been out searching. He wondered
-what they had been doing since, and then decided to ingratiate himself
-by telling them he had just come from the Whitakers and what he had
-learned there of the present condition of the girl and the movements of
-the sheriff.</p>
-
-<p>Just then a young farmer came galloping up. He was coatless, hatless,
-breathless.</p>
-
-<p>“They’ve got him!” he shouted excitedly. “They’ve got him!”</p>
-
-<p>A chorus of “whos,” “wheres” and “whens” greeted this information as
-the crowd gathered about the rider.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Mathews caught him up here at his own house!” exclaimed the
-latter, pulling out a handkerchief and wiping his face. “He must ’a’
-gone back there for something. Mathews’s takin’ him over to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</span> Clayton,
-so they think, but they don’t project he’ll ever get there. They’re
-after him now, but Mathews says he’ll shoot the first man that tries to
-take him away.”</p>
-
-<p>“Which way’d he go?” exclaimed the men in chorus, stirring as if to
-make an attack.</p>
-
-<p>“’Cross Sellers’ Lane,” said the rider. “The boys think he’s goin’ by
-way of Baldwin.”</p>
-
-<p>“Whoopee!” yelled one of the listeners. “We’ll get him away from him,
-all right! Are you goin’, Sam?”</p>
-
-<p>“You bet!” said the latter. “Wait’ll I get my horse!”</p>
-
-<p>“Lord!” thought Davies. “To think of being (perforce) one of a lynching
-party—a hired spectator!”</p>
-
-<p>He delayed no longer, however, but hastened to secure his horse again.
-He saw that the crowd would be off in a minute to catch up with the
-sheriff. There would be information in that quarter, drama very likely.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s doin’?” inquired the liveryman as he noted Davies’ excited
-appearance.</p>
-
-<p>“They’re after him,” replied the latter nervously. “The sheriff’s
-caught him. They’re going now to try to take him away from him, or
-that’s what they say. The sheriff is taking him over to Clayton, by way
-of Baldwin. I want to get over there if I can. Give me the horse again,
-and I’ll give you a couple of dollars more.”</p>
-
-<p>The liveryman led the horse out, but not without many provisionary
-cautions as to the care which was to be taken of him, the damages which
-would ensue if it were not. He was not to be ridden beyond midnight.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</span>
-If one were wanted for longer than that Davies must get him elsewhere
-or come and get another, to all of which Davies promptly agreed. He
-then mounted and rode away.</p>
-
-<p>When he reached the corner again several of the men who had gone for
-their horses were already there, ready to start. The young man who had
-brought the news had long since dashed off to other parts.</p>
-
-<p>Davies waited to see which road this new company would take. Then
-through as pleasant a country as one would wish to see, up hill and
-down dale, with charming vistas breaking upon the gaze at every turn,
-he did the riding of his life. So disturbed was the reporter by the
-grim turn things had taken that he scarcely noted the beauty that was
-stretched before him, save to note that it was so. Death! Death! The
-proximity of involuntary and enforced death was what weighed upon him
-now.</p>
-
-<p>In about an hour the company had come in sight of the sheriff, who,
-with two other men, was driving a wagon he had borrowed along a lone
-country road. The latter was sitting at the back, a revolver in each
-hand, his face toward the group, which at sight of him trailed after
-at a respectful distance. Excited as every one was, there was no
-disposition, for the time being at least, to halt the progress of the
-law.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s in that wagon,” Davies heard one man say. “Don’t you see they’ve
-got him in there tied and laid down?”</p>
-
-<p>Davies looked.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s right,” said another. “I see him now.”</p>
-
-<p>“What we ought to do,” said a third, who was riding near the front,
-“is to take him away and hang<span class="pagenum" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</span> him. That’s just what he deserves, and
-that’s what he’ll get before we’re through to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes!” called the sheriff, who seemed to have heard this. “You’re not
-goin’ to do any hangin’ this day, so you just might as well go on
-back.” He did not appear to be much troubled by the appearance of the
-crowd.</p>
-
-<p>“Where’s old man Whitaker?” asked one of the men who seemed to feel
-that they needed a leader. “He’d get him quick enough!”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s with the other crowd, down below Olney,” was the reply.</p>
-
-<p>“Somebody ought to go an’ tell him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Clark’s gone,” assured another, who hoped for the worst.</p>
-
-<p>Davies rode among the company a prey to mingled and singular feelings.
-He was very much excited and yet depressed by the character of the
-crowd which, in so far as he could see, was largely impelled to its
-jaunt by curiosity and yet also able under sufficient motivation on
-the part of some one—any one, really—to kill too. There was not so
-much daring as a desire to gain daring from others, an unconscious wish
-or impulse to organize the total strength or will of those present
-into one strength or one will, sufficient to overcome the sheriff and
-inflict death upon his charge. It was strange—almost intellectually
-incomprehensible—and yet so it was. The men were plainly afraid of the
-determined sheriff. They thought something ought to be done, but they
-did not feel like getting into trouble.</p>
-
-<p>Mathews, a large solemn, sage, brown man in worn clothes and a faded
-brown hat, contemplated the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</span> recent addition to his trailers with
-apparent indifference. Seemingly he was determined to protect his man
-and avoid mob justice, come what may. A mob should not have him if he
-had to shoot, and if he shot it would be to kill. Finally, since the
-company thus added to did not dash upon him, he seemingly decided to
-scare them off. Apparently he thought he could do this, since they
-trailed like calves.</p>
-
-<p>“Stop a minute!” he called to his driver.</p>
-
-<p>The latter pulled up. So did the crowd behind. Then the sheriff stood
-over the prostrate body of the negro, who lay in the jolting wagon
-beneath him, and called back:</p>
-
-<p>“Go ’way from here, you people! Go on, now! I won’t have you follerin’
-after me!”</p>
-
-<p>“Give us the nigger!” yelled one in a half-bantering, half-derisive
-tone of voice.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll give ye just two minutes to go on back out o’ this road,”
-returned the sheriff grimly, pulling out his watch and looking at it.
-They were about a hundred feet apart. “If you don’t, I’ll clear you
-out!”</p>
-
-<p>“Give us the nigger!”</p>
-
-<p>“I know you, Scott,” answered Mathews, recognizing the voice. “I’ll
-arrest every last one of ye to-morrow. Mark my word!”</p>
-
-<p>The company listened in silence, the horses champing and twisting.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ve got a right to foller,” answered one of the men.</p>
-
-<p>“I give ye fair warning,” said the sheriff, jumping from his wagon and
-leveling his pistols as he approached. “When I count five I’ll begin to
-shoot!”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</span></p>
-
-<p>He was a serious and stalwart figure as he approached, and the crowd
-fell back a little.</p>
-
-<p>“Git out o’ this now!” he yelled. “One—Two——”</p>
-
-<p>The company turned completely and retreated, Davies among them.</p>
-
-<p>“We’ll foller him when he gits further on,” said one of the men in
-explanation.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s got to do it,” said another. “Let him git a little ways ahead.”</p>
-
-<p>The sheriff returned to his wagon and drove on. He seemed, however, to
-realize that he would not be obeyed and that safety lay in haste alone.
-His wagon was traveling fast. If only he could lose them or get a good
-start he might possibly get to Clayton and the strong county jail by
-morning. His followers, however, trailed him swiftly as might be,
-determined not to be left behind.</p>
-
-<p>“He’s goin’ to Baldwin,” said one of the company of which Davies was a
-member.</p>
-
-<p>“Where’s that?” asked Davies.</p>
-
-<p>“Over west o’ here, about four miles.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why is he going there?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s where he lives. I guess he thinks if he kin git ’im over there
-he kin purtect ’im till he kin git more help from Clayton. I cal’late
-he’ll try an’ take ’im over yet to-night, or early in the mornin’
-shore.”</p>
-
-<p>Davies smiled at the man’s English. This countryside lingo always
-fascinated him.</p>
-
-<p>Yet the men lagged, hesitating as to what to do. They did not want to
-lose sight of Matthews, and yet cowardice controlled them. They did
-not want to get into direct altercation with the law. It wasn’t their
-place to hang the man, although plainly they<span class="pagenum" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</span> felt that he ought to be
-hanged, and that it would be a stirring and exciting thing if he were.
-Consequently they desired to watch and be on hand—to get old Whitaker
-and his son Jake, if they could, who were out looking elsewhere. They
-wanted to see what the father and brother would do.</p>
-
-<p>The quandary was solved by one of the men, who suggested that they
-could get to Baldwin by going back to Pleasant Valley and taking the
-Sand River pike, and that in the meantime they might come upon Whitaker
-and his son en route, or leave word at his house. It was a shorter cut
-than this the sheriff was taking, although he would get there first
-now. Possibly they could beat him at least to Clayton, if he attempted
-to go on. The Clayton road was back via Pleasant Valley, or near it,
-and easily intercepted. Therefore, while one or two remained to trail
-the sheriff and give the alarm in case he did attempt to go on to
-Clayton, the rest, followed by Davies, set off at a gallop to Pleasant
-Valley. It was nearly dusk now when they arrived and stopped at the
-corner store—supper time. The fires of evening meals were marked by
-upcurling smoke from chimneys. Here, somehow, the zest to follow seemed
-to depart. Evidently the sheriff had worsted them for the night. Morg
-Whitaker, the father, had not been found; neither had Jake. Perhaps
-they had better eat. Two or three had already secretly fallen away.</p>
-
-<p>They were telling the news of what had occurred so far to one of the
-two storekeepers who kept the place, when suddenly Jake Whitaker, the
-girl’s brother, and several companions came riding up. They had been
-scouring the territory to the north of the town,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</span> and were hot and
-tired. Plainly they were unaware of the developments of which the crowd
-had been a part.</p>
-
-<p>“The sheriff’s got ’im!” exclaimed one of the company, with that
-blatance which always accompanies the telling of great news in small
-rural companies. “He taken him over to Baldwin in a wagon a coupla
-hours ago.”</p>
-
-<p>“Which way did he go?” asked the son, whose hardy figure, worn,
-hand-me-down clothes and rakish hat showed up picturesquely as he
-turned here and there on his horse.</p>
-
-<p>“’Cross Sellers’ Lane. You won’t git ’em that-a-way, though, Jake. He’s
-already over there by now. Better take the short cut.”</p>
-
-<p>A babble of voices now made the scene more interesting. One told how
-the negro had been caught, another that the sheriff was defiant, a
-third that men were still tracking him or over there watching, until
-all the chief points of the drama had been spoken if not heard.</p>
-
-<p>Instantly suppers were forgotten. The whole customary order of the
-evening was overturned once more. The company started off on another
-excited jaunt, up hill and down dale, through the lovely country that
-lay between Baldwin and Pleasant Valley.</p>
-
-<p>By now Davies was very weary of this procedure and of his saddle. He
-wondered when, if ever, this story was to culminate, let alone he
-write it. Tragic as it might prove, he could not nevertheless spend
-an indefinite period trailing a possibility, and yet, so great was
-the potentiality of the present situation, he dared not leave. By
-contrast with the horror impending,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</span> as he now noted, the night was so
-beautiful that it was all but poignant. Stars were already beginning
-to shine. Distant lamps twinkled like yellow eyes from the cottages in
-the valleys and on the hillsides. The air was fresh and tender. Some
-peafowls were crying afar off, and the east promised a golden moon.</p>
-
-<p>Silently the assembled company trotted on—no more than a score in
-all. In the dusk, and with Jake ahead, it seemed too grim a pilgrimage
-for joking. Young Jake, riding silently toward the front, looked as
-if tragedy were all he craved. His friends seemed considerately to
-withdraw from him, seeing that he was the aggrieved.</p>
-
-<p>After an hour’s riding Baldwin came into view, lying in a sheltering
-cup of low hills. Already its lights were twinkling softly and there
-was still an air of honest firesides and cheery suppers about it which
-appealed to Davies in his hungry state. Still, he had no thought now of
-anything save this pursuit.</p>
-
-<p>Once in the village, the company was greeted by calls of recognition.
-Everybody seemed to know what they had come for. The sheriff and his
-charge were still there, so a dozen citizens volunteered. The local
-storekeepers and loungers followed the cavalcade up the street to the
-sheriff’s house, for the riders had now fallen into a solemn walk.</p>
-
-<p>“You won’t get him though, boys,” said one whom Davies later learned
-was Seavey, the village postmaster and telegraph operator, a rather
-youthful person of between twenty-five and thirty, as they passed his
-door. “He’s got two deputies in there with him,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</span> or did have, and they
-say he’s going to take him over to Clayton.”</p>
-
-<p>At the first street corner they were joined by the several men who had
-followed the sheriff.</p>
-
-<p>“He tried to give us the slip,” they volunteered excitedly, “but he’s
-got the nigger in the house, there, down in the cellar. The deputies
-ain’t with him. They’ve gone somewhere for help—Clayton, maybe.”</p>
-
-<p>“How do you know?”</p>
-
-<p>“We saw ’em go out that back way. We think we did, anyhow.”</p>
-
-<p>A hundred feet from the sheriff’s little white cottage, which backed up
-against a sloping field, the men parleyed. Then Jake announced that he
-proposed to go boldly up to the sheriff’s door and demand the negro.</p>
-
-<p>“If he don’t turn him out I’ll break in the door an’ take him!” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s right! We’ll stand by you, Whitaker,” commented several.</p>
-
-<p>By now the throng of unmounted natives had gathered. The whole village
-was up and about, its one street alive and running with people. Heads
-appeared at doors and windows. Riders pranced up and down, hallooing. A
-few revolver shots were heard. Presently the mob gathered even closer
-to the sheriff’s gate, and Jake stepped forward as leader. Instead,
-however, of going boldly up to the door as at first it appeared he
-would, he stopped at the gate, calling to the sheriff.</p>
-
-<p>“Hello, Mathews!”</p>
-
-<p>“Eh, eh, eh!” bellowed the crowd.</p>
-
-<p>The call was repeated. Still no answer. Apparently<span class="pagenum" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</span> to the sheriff
-delay appeared to be his one best weapon.</p>
-
-<p>Their coming, however, was not as unexpected as some might have
-thought. The figure of the sheriff was plainly to be seen close to
-one of the front windows. He appeared to be holding a double-barreled
-shotgun. The negro, as it developed later, was cowering and chattering
-in the darkest corner of the cellar, hearkening no doubt to the voices
-and firing of the revolvers outside.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly, and just as Jake was about to go forward, the front door of
-the house flew open, and in the glow of a single lamp inside appeared
-first the double-barreled end of the gun, followed immediately by the
-form of Mathews, who held the weapon poised ready for a quick throw to
-the shoulder. All except Jake fell back.</p>
-
-<p>“<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Mathews,” he called deliberately, “we want that nigger!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you can’t git ’im!” replied the sheriff. “He’s not here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then what you got that gun fer?” yelled a voice.</p>
-
-<p>Mathews made no answer.</p>
-
-<p>“Better give him up, Mathews,” called another, who was safe in the
-crowd, “or we’ll come in an’ take him!”</p>
-
-<p>“No you won’t,” said the sheriff defiantly. “I said the man wasn’t
-here. I say it ag’in. You couldn’t have him if he was, an’ you can’t
-come in my house! Now if you people don’t want trouble you’d better go
-on away.”</p>
-
-<p>“He’s down in the cellar!” yelled another.</p>
-
-<p>“Why don’t you let us see?” asked another.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</span></p>
-
-<p>Mathews waved his gun slightly.</p>
-
-<p>“You’d better go away from here now,” cautioned the sheriff. “I’m
-tellin’ ye! I’ll have warrants out for the lot o’ ye, if ye don’t mind!”</p>
-
-<p>The crowd continued to simmer and stew, while Jake stood as before. He
-was very pale and tense, but lacked initiative.</p>
-
-<p>“He won’t shoot,” called some one at the back of the crowd. “Why don’t
-you go in, Jake, an’ git him?”</p>
-
-<p>“Sure! Rush in. That’s it!” observed a second.</p>
-
-<p>“He won’t, eh?” replied the sheriff softly. Then he added in a
-lower tone, “The first man that comes inside that gate takes the
-consequences.”</p>
-
-<p>No one ventured inside the gate; many even fell back. It seemed as if
-the planned assault had come to nothing.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not go around the back way?” called some one else.</p>
-
-<p>“Try it!” replied the sheriff. “See what you find on that side! I told
-you you couldn’t come inside. You’d better go away from here now before
-ye git into trouble,” he repeated. “You can’t come in, an’ it’ll only
-mean bloodshed.”</p>
-
-<p>There was more chattering and jesting while the sheriff stood on guard.
-He, however, said no more. Nor did he allow the banter, turmoil and
-lust for tragedy to disturb him. Only, he kept his eye on Jake, on
-whose movements the crowd seemed to hang.</p>
-
-<p>Time passed, and still nothing was done. The truth was that young Jake,
-put to the test, was not sufficiently courageous himself, for all his
-daring, and felt the weakness of the crowd behind him. To all intents
-and purposes he was alone, for he did not inspire confidence.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</span> He
-finally fell back a little, observing, “I’ll git ’im before mornin’,
-all right,” and now the crowd itself began to disperse, returning to
-its stores and homes or standing about the postoffice and the one
-village drugstore. Finally, Davies smiled and came away. He was sure he
-had the story of a defeated mob. The sheriff was to be his great hero.
-He proposed to interview him later. For the present, he meant to seek
-out Seavey, the telegraph operator, and arrange to file a message, then
-see if something to eat was not to be had somewhere.</p>
-
-<p>After a time he found the operator and told him what he wanted—to
-write and file a story as he wrote it. The latter indicated a table
-in the little postoffice and telegraph station which he could use. He
-became very much interested in the reporter when he learned he was from
-the <i>Times</i>, and when Davies asked where he could get something
-to eat said he would run across the street and tell the proprietor of
-the only boarding house to fix him something which he could consume as
-he wrote. He appeared to be interested in how a newspaper man would go
-about telling a story of this kind over a wire.</p>
-
-<p>“You start your story,” he said, “and I’ll come back and see if I can
-get the <i>Times</i> on the wire.”</p>
-
-<p>Davies sat down and began his account. He was intent on describing
-things to date, the uncertainty and turmoil, the apparent victory of
-the sheriff. Plainly the courage of the latter had won, and it was all
-so picturesque. “A foiled lynching,” he began, and as he wrote the
-obliging postmaster, who had by now returned, picked up the pages and
-carefully deciphered them for himself.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</span></p>
-
-<p>“That’s all right. I’ll see if I can get the <i>Times</i> now,” he
-commented.</p>
-
-<p>“Very obliging postmaster,” thought Davies as he wrote, but he had so
-often encountered pleasant and obliging people on his rounds that he
-soon dropped that thought.</p>
-
-<p>The food was brought, and still Davies wrote on, munching as he did so.
-In a little while the <i>Times</i> answered an often-repeated call.</p>
-
-<p>“Davies at Baldwin,” ticked the postmaster, “get ready for quite a
-story!”</p>
-
-<p>“Let ’er go!” answered the operator at the <i>Times</i>, who had been
-expecting this dispatch.</p>
-
-<p>As the events of the day formulated themselves in his mind, Davies
-wrote and turned over page after page. Between whiles he looked out
-through the small window before him where afar off he could see a
-lonely light twinkling against a hillside. Not infrequently he stopped
-his work to see if anything new was happening, whether the situation
-was in any danger of changing, but apparently it was not. He then
-proposed to remain until all possibility of a tragedy, this night
-anyhow, was eliminated. The operator also wandered about, waiting for
-an accumulation of pages upon which he could work but making sure to
-keep up with the writer. The two became quite friendly.</p>
-
-<p>Finally, his dispatch nearly finished, he asked the postmaster to
-caution the night editor at K—— to the effect, that if anything more
-happened before one in the morning he would file it, but not to expect
-anything more as nothing might happen. The reply came<span class="pagenum" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</span> that he was to
-remain and await developments. Then he and the postmaster sat down to
-talk.</p>
-
-<p>About eleven o’clock, when both had about convinced themselves that
-all was over for this night anyhow, and the lights in the village had
-all but vanished, a stillness of the purest, summery-est, country-est
-quality having settled down, a faint beating of hoofs, which seemed
-to suggest the approach of a large cavalcade, could be heard out on
-the Sand River pike as Davies by now had come to learn it was, back or
-northwest of the postoffice. At the sound the postmaster got up, as did
-Davies, both stepping outside and listening. On it came, and as the
-volume increased, the former said, “Might be help for the sheriff, but
-I doubt it. I telegraphed Clayton six times to-day. They wouldn’t come
-that way, though. It’s the wrong road.” Now, thought Davies nervously,
-after all there might be something to add to his story, and he had so
-wished that it was all over! Lynchings, as he now felt, were horrible
-things. He wished people wouldn’t do such things—take the law, which
-now more than ever he respected, into their own hands. It was too
-brutal, cruel. That negro cowering there in the dark probably, and the
-sheriff all taut and tense, worrying over his charge and his duty, were
-not happy things to contemplate in the face of such a thing as this.
-It was true that the crime which had been committed was dreadful, but
-still why couldn’t people allow the law to take its course? It was so
-much better. The law was powerful enough to deal with cases of this
-kind.</p>
-
-<p>“They’re comin’ back, all right,” said the postmaster solemnly, as he
-and Davies stared in the direction of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</span> the sound which grew louder from
-moment to moment.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s not any help from Clayton, I’m afraid.”</p>
-
-<p>“By George, I think you’re right!” answered the reporter, something
-telling him that more trouble was at hand. “Here they come!”</p>
-
-<p>As he spoke there was a clattering of hoofs and crunching of saddle
-girths as a large company of men dashed up the road and turned into the
-narrow street of the village, the figure of Jake Whitaker and an older
-bearded man in a wide black hat riding side by side in front.</p>
-
-<p>“There’s Jake,” said the postmaster, “and that’s his father riding
-beside him there. The old man’s a terror when he gets his dander up.
-Sompin’s sure to happen now.”</p>
-
-<p>Davies realized that in his absence writing a new turn had been given
-to things. Evidently the son had returned to Pleasant Valley and
-organized a new posse or gone out to meet his father.</p>
-
-<p>Instantly the place was astir again. Lights appeared in doorways and
-windows, and both were thrown open. People were leaning or gazing
-out to see what new movement was afoot. Davies noted at once that
-there was none of the brash enthusiasm about this company such as had
-characterized the previous descent. There was grimness everywhere, and
-he now began to feel that this was the beginning of the end. After the
-cavalcade had passed down the street toward the sheriff’s house, which
-was quite dark now, he ran after it, arriving a few moments after the
-former which was already in part dismounted. The townspeople followed.
-The sheriff, as it now developed, had not relaxed any of his vigilance,
-however;<span class="pagenum" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</span> he was not sleeping, and as the crowd reappeared the light
-inside reappeared.</p>
-
-<p>By the light of the moon, which was almost overhead, Davies was able to
-make out several of his companions of the afternoon, and Jake, the son.
-There were many more, though, now, whom he did not know, and foremost
-among them this old man.</p>
-
-<p>The latter was strong, iron-gray, and wore a full beard. He looked very
-much like a blacksmith.</p>
-
-<p>“Keep your eye on the old man,” advised the postmaster, who had by now
-come up and was standing by.</p>
-
-<p>While they were still looking, the old man went boldly forward to the
-little front porch of the house and knocked at the door. Some one
-lifted a curtain at the window and peeped out.</p>
-
-<p>“Hello, in there!” cried the old man, knocking again.</p>
-
-<p>“What do you want?” asked a voice.</p>
-
-<p>“I want that nigger!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you can’t have him! I’ve told you people that once.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bring him out or I’ll break down the door!” said the old man.</p>
-
-<p>“If you do it’s at your own risk. I know you, Whitaker, an’ you know
-me. I’ll give ye two minutes to get off that porch!”</p>
-
-<p>“I want that nigger, I tell ye!”</p>
-
-<p>“If ye don’t git off that porch I’ll fire through the door,” said the
-voice solemnly. “One—Two——”</p>
-
-<p>The old man backed cautiously away.</p>
-
-<p>“Come out, Mathews!” yelled the crowd. “You’ve<span class="pagenum" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</span> got to give him up this
-time. We ain’t goin’ back without him.”</p>
-
-<p>Slowly the door opened, as if the individual within were very well
-satisfied as to his power to handle the mob. He had done it once before
-this night, why not again? It revealed his tall form, armed with his
-shotgun. He looked around very stolidly, and then addressed the old man
-as one would a friend.</p>
-
-<p>“Ye can’t have him, Morgan,” he said. “It’s ag’in’ the law. You know
-that as well as I do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Law or no law,” said the old man, “I want that nigger!”</p>
-
-<p>“I tell you I can’t let you have him, Morgan. It’s ag’in’ the law. You
-know you oughtn’t to be comin’ around here at this time o’ night actin’
-so.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’ll take him then,” said the old man, making a move.</p>
-
-<p>“Stand back!” shouted the sheriff, leveling his gun on the instant.
-“I’ll blow ye into kingdom come, sure as hell!”</p>
-
-<p>A noticeable movement on the part of the crowd ceased. The sheriff
-lowered his weapon as if he thought the danger were once more over.</p>
-
-<p>“You-all ought to be ashamed of yerselves,” he went on, his voice
-sinking to a gentle neighborly reproof, “tryin’ to upset the law this
-way.”</p>
-
-<p>“The nigger didn’t upset no law, did he?” asked one derisively.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, the law’s goin’ to take care of the nigger now,” Mathews made
-answer.</p>
-
-<p>“Give us that scoundrel, Mathews; you’d better do it,” said the old
-man. “It’ll save a heap o’ trouble.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll not argue with ye, Morgan. I said ye couldn’t<span class="pagenum" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</span> have him, an’ ye
-can’t. If ye want bloodshed, all right. But don’t blame me. I’ll kill
-the first man that tries to make a move this way.”</p>
-
-<p>He shifted his gun handily and waited. The crowd stood outside his
-little fence murmuring.</p>
-
-<p>Presently the old man retired and spoke to several others. There was
-more murmuring, and then he came back to the dead line.</p>
-
-<p>“We don’t want to cause trouble, Mathews,” he began explanatively,
-moving his hand oratorically, “but we think you ought to see that it
-won’t do any good to stand out. We think that——”</p>
-
-<p>Davies and the postmaster were watching young Jake, whose peculiar
-attitude attracted their attention. The latter was standing poised at
-the edge of the crowd, evidently seeking to remain unobserved. His eyes
-were on the sheriff, who was hearkening to the old man. Suddenly, as
-the father talked and when the sheriff seemed for a moment mollified
-and unsuspecting, he made a quick run for the porch. There was an
-intense movement all along the line as the life and death of the deed
-became apparent. Quickly the sheriff drew his gun to his shoulder. Both
-triggers were pressed at the same time, and the gun spoke, but not
-before Jake was in and under him. The latter had been in sufficient
-time to knock the gun barrel upward and fall upon his man. Both shots
-blazed harmlessly over the heads of the crowd in red puffs, and then
-followed a general onslaught. Men leaped the fence by tens and crowded
-upon the little cottage. They swarmed about every side of the house and
-crowded upon the porch, where four men were scuffling with the sheriff.
-The latter soon gave up, vowing vengeance<span class="pagenum" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</span> and the law. Torches were
-brought, and a rope. A wagon drove up and was backed into the yard.
-Then began the calls for the negro.</p>
-
-<p>As Davies contemplated all this he could not help thinking of the negro
-who during all this turmoil must have been crouching in his corner in
-the cellar, trembling for his fate. Now indeed he must realize that his
-end was near. He could not have dozed or lost consciousness during the
-intervening hours, but must have been cowering there, wondering and
-praying. All the while he must have been terrified lest the sheriff
-might not get him away in time. Now, at the sound of horses’ feet and
-the new murmurs of contention, how must his body quake and his teeth
-chatter!</p>
-
-<p>“I’d hate to be that nigger,” commented the postmaster grimly, “but you
-can’t do anything with ’em. The county oughta sent help.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s horrible, horrible!” was all Davies could say.</p>
-
-<p>He moved closer to the house, with the crowd, eager to observe every
-detail of the procedure. Now it was that a number of the men, as eager
-in their search as bloodhounds, appeared at a low cellar entryway at
-the side of the house carrying a rope. Others followed with torches.
-Headed by father and son they began to descend into the dark hole. With
-impressive daring, Davies, who was by no means sure that he would be
-allowed but who was also determined if possible to see, followed.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly, in the farthest corner, he espied Ingalls. The latter in his
-fear and agony had worked himself into a crouching position, as if he
-were about to spring.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</span> His nails were apparently forced into the earth.
-His eyes were rolling, his mouth foaming.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my Lawd, boss,” he moaned, gazing almost as one blind, at the
-lights, “oh, my Lawd, boss, don’t kill me! I won’t do it no mo’. I
-didn’t go to do it. I didn’t mean to dis time. I was just drunk,
-boss. Oh, my Lawd! My Lawd!” His teeth chattered the while his mouth
-seemed to gape open. He was no longer sane really, but kept repeating
-monotonously, “Oh, my Lawd!”</p>
-
-<p>“Here he is, boys! Pull him out,” cried the father.</p>
-
-<p>The negro now gave one yell of terror and collapsed, falling prone. He
-quite bounded as he did so, coming down with a dead chug on the earthen
-floor. Reason had forsaken him. He was by now a groveling, foaming
-brute. The last gleam of intelligence was that which notified him of
-the set eyes of his pursuers.</p>
-
-<p>Davies, who by now had retreated to the grass outside before this
-sight, was standing but ten feet back when they began to reappear after
-seizing and binding him. Although shaken to the roots of his being, he
-still had all the cool observing powers of the trained and relentless
-reporter. Even now he noted the color values of the scene, the red,
-smoky heads of the torches, the disheveled appearance of the men, the
-scuffling and pulling. Then all at once he clapped his hands over his
-mouth, almost unconscious of what he was doing.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my God!” he whispered, his voice losing power.</p>
-
-<p>The sickening sight was that of the negro, foaming at the mouth,
-bloodshot as to his eyes, his hands working<span class="pagenum" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</span> convulsively, being
-dragged up the cellar steps feet foremost. They had tied a rope about
-his waist and feet, and so had hauled him out, leaving his head to hang
-and drag. The black face was distorted beyond all human semblance.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, my God!” said Davies again, biting his fingers unconsciously.</p>
-
-<p>The crowd gathered about now more closely than ever, more
-horror-stricken than gleeful at their own work. None apparently had
-either the courage or the charity to gainsay what was being done.
-With a kind of mechanical deftness now the negro was rudely lifted
-and like a sack of wheat thrown into the wagon. Father and son now
-mounted in front to drive and the crowd took to their horses, content
-to clatter, a silent cavalcade, behind. As Davies afterwards concluded,
-they were not so much hardened lynchers perhaps as curious spectators,
-the majority of them, eager for any variation—any excuse for one—to
-the dreary commonplaces of their existences. The task to most—all
-indeed—was entirely new. Wide-eyed and nerve-racked, Davies ran for
-his own horse and mounting followed. He was so excited he scarcely knew
-what he was doing.</p>
-
-<p>Slowly the silent company now took its way up the Sand River pike
-whence it had come. The moon was still high, pouring down a wash of
-silvery light. As Davies rode he wondered how he was to complete his
-telegram, but decided that he could not. When this was over there would
-be no time. How long would it be before they would really hang him? And
-would they? The whole procedure seemed so unreal, so barbaric<span class="pagenum" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</span> that he
-could scarcely believe it—that he was a part of it. Still they rode on.</p>
-
-<p>“Are they really going to hang him?” he asked of one who rode beside
-him, a total stranger who seemed however not to resent his presence.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s what they got ’im fer,” answered the stranger.</p>
-
-<p>And think, he thought to himself, to-morrow night he would be resting
-in his own good bed back in K——!</p>
-
-<p>Davies dropped behind again and into silence and tried to recover
-his nerves. He could scarcely realize that he, ordinarily accustomed
-to the routine of the city, its humdrum and at least outward social
-regularity, was a part of this. The night was so soft, the air so
-refreshing. The shadowy trees were stirring with a cool night wind. Why
-should any one have to die this way? Why couldn’t the people of Baldwin
-or elsewhere have bestirred themselves on the side of the law before
-this, just let it take its course? Both father and son now seemed
-brutal, the injury to the daughter and sister not so vital as all this.
-Still, also, custom seemed to require death in this way for this. It
-was like some axiomatic, mathematic law—hard, but custom. The silent
-company, an articulated, mechanical and therefore terrible thing, moved
-on. It also was axiomatic, mathematic. After a time he drew near to the
-wagon and looked at the negro again.</p>
-
-<p>The latter, as Davies was glad to note, seemed still out of his
-sense. He was breathing heavily and groaning, but probably not with
-any conscious pain. His eyes were fixed and staring, his face and
-hands<span class="pagenum" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</span> bleeding as if they had been scratched or trampled upon. He was
-crumpled limply.</p>
-
-<p>But Davies could stand it no longer now. He fell back, sick at heart,
-content to see no more. It seemed a ghastly, murderous thing to do.
-Still the company moved on and he followed, past fields lit white
-by the moon, under dark, silent groups of trees, through which the
-moonlight fell in patches, up low hills and down into valleys, until
-at last a little stream came into view, the same little stream, as it
-proved, which he had seen earlier to-day and for a bridge over which
-they were heading. Here it ran now, sparkling like electricity in the
-night. After a time the road drew closer to the water and then crossed
-directly over the bridge, which could be seen a little way ahead.</p>
-
-<p>Up to this the company now rode and then halted. The wagon was driven
-up on the bridge, and father and son got out. All the riders, including
-Davies, dismounted, and a full score of them gathered about the wagon
-from which the negro was lifted, quite as one might a bag. Fortunately,
-as Davies now told himself, he was still unconscious, an accidental
-mercy. Nevertheless he decided now that he could not witness the end,
-and went down by the waterside slightly above the bridge. He was not,
-after all, the utterly relentless reporter. From where he stood,
-however, he could see long beams of iron projecting out over the water,
-where the bridge was braced, and some of the men fastening a rope to a
-beam, and then he could see that they were fixing the other end around
-the negro’s neck.</p>
-
-<p>Finally the curious company stood back, and he turned his face away.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Have you anything to say?” a voice demanded.</p>
-
-<p>There was no answer. The negro was probably lolling and groaning, quite
-as unconscious as he was before.</p>
-
-<p>Then came the concerted action of a dozen men, the lifting of the black
-mass into the air, and then Davies saw the limp form plunge down and
-pull up with a creaking sound of rope. In the weak moonlight it seemed
-as if the body were struggling, but he could not tell. He watched,
-wide-mouthed and silent, and then the body ceased moving. Then after a
-time he heard the company making ready to depart, and finally it did
-so, leaving him quite indifferently to himself and his thoughts. Only
-the black mass swaying in the pale light over the glimmering water
-seemed human and alive, his sole companion.</p>
-
-<p>He sat down upon the bank and gazed in silence. Now the horror was
-gone. The suffering was ended. He was no longer afraid. Everything
-was summery and beautiful. The whole cavalcade had disappeared; the
-moon finally sank. His horse, tethered to a sapling beyond the bridge,
-waited patiently. Still he sat. He might now have hurried back to the
-small postoffice in Baldwin and attempted to file additional details
-of this story, providing he could find Seavey, but it would have done
-no good. It was quite too late, and anyhow what did it matter? No
-other reporter had been present, and he could write a fuller, sadder,
-more colorful story on the morrow. He wondered idly what had become of
-Seavey? Why had he not followed? Life seemed so sad, so strange, so
-mysterious, so inexplicable.</p>
-
-<p>As he still sat there the light of morning broke, a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</span> tender lavender
-and gray in the east. Then came the roseate hues of dawn, all the
-wondrous coloring of celestial halls, to which the waters of the stream
-responded. The white pebbles shone pinkily at the bottom, the grass and
-sedges first black now gleamed a translucent green. Still the body hung
-there black and limp against the sky, and now a light breeze sprang up
-and stirred it visibly. At last he arose, mounted his horse and made
-his way back to Pleasant Valley, too full of the late tragedy to be
-much interested in anything else. Rousing his liveryman, he adjusted
-his difficulties with him by telling him the whole story, assuring him
-of his horse’s care and handing him a five-dollar bill. Then he left,
-to walk and think again.</p>
-
-<p>Since there was no train before noon and his duty plainly called him
-to a portion of another day’s work here, he decided to make a day of
-it, idling about and getting additional details as to what further
-might be done. Who would cut the body down? What about arresting the
-lynchers—the father and son, for instance? What about the sheriff
-now? Would he act as he threatened? If he telegraphed the main fact of
-the lynching his city editor would not mind, he knew, his coming late,
-and the day here was so beautiful. He proceeded to talk with citizens
-and officials, rode out to the injured girl’s home, rode to Baldwin to
-see the sheriff. There was a singular silence and placidity in that
-corner. The latter assured him that he knew nearly all of those who
-had taken part, and proposed to swear out warrants for them, but just
-the same Davies noted that he took his defeat as he did his danger,
-philosophically. There was no real activity in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</span> that corner later. He
-wished to remain a popular sheriff, no doubt.</p>
-
-<p>It was sundown again before he remembered that he had not discovered
-whether the body had been removed. Nor had he heard why the negro came
-back, nor exactly how he was caught. A nine o’clock evening train to
-the city giving him a little more time for investigation, he decided
-to avail himself of it. The negro’s cabin was two miles out along a
-pine-shaded road, but so pleasant was the evening that he decided
-to walk. En route, the last rays of the sinking sun stretched long
-shadows of budding trees across his path. It was not long before he
-came upon the cabin, a one-story affair set well back from the road and
-surrounded with a few scattered trees. By now it was quite dark. The
-ground between the cabin and the road was open, and strewn with the
-chips of a woodpile. The roof was sagged, and the windows patched in
-places, but for all that it had the glow of a home. Through the front
-door, which stood open, the blaze of a wood-fire might be seen, its
-yellow light filling the interior with a golden glow.</p>
-
-<p>Hesitating before the door, Davies finally knocked. Receiving no answer
-he looked in on the battered cane chairs and aged furniture with
-considerable interest. It was a typical negro cabin, poor beyond the
-need of description. After a time a door in the rear of the room opened
-and a little negro girl entered carrying a battered tin lamp without
-any chimney. She had not heard his knock and started perceptibly at the
-sight of his figure in the doorway. Then she raised her smoking lamp
-above her head in order to see better, and approached.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</span></p>
-
-<p>There was something ridiculous about her unformed figure and loose
-gingham dress, as he noted. Her feet and hands were so large. Her black
-head was strongly emphasized by little pigtails of hair done up in
-white twine, which stood out all over her head. Her dark skin was made
-apparently more so by contrast with her white teeth and the whites of
-her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Davies looked at her for a moment but little moved now by the oddity
-which ordinarily would have amused him, and asked, “Is this where
-Ingalls lived?”</p>
-
-<p>The girl nodded her head. She was exceedingly subdued, and looked as if
-she might have been crying.</p>
-
-<p>“Has the body been brought here?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, suh,” she answered, with a soft negro accent.</p>
-
-<p>“When did they bring it?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dis moanin’.”</p>
-
-<p>“Are you his sister?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, suh.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, can you tell me how they caught him? When did he come back, and
-what for?” He was feeling slightly ashamed to intrude thus.</p>
-
-<p>“In de afternoon, about two.”</p>
-
-<p>“And what for?” repeated Davies.</p>
-
-<p>“To see us,” answered the girl. “To see my motha’.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, did he want anything? He didn’t come just to see her, did he?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, suh,” said the girl, “he come to say good-by. We doan know when
-dey caught him.” Her voice wavered.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, didn’t he know he might get caught?” asked Davies
-sympathetically, seeing that the girl was so moved.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Yes, suh, I think he did.”</p>
-
-<p>She still stood very quietly holding the poor battered lamp up, and
-looking down.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what did he have to say?” asked Davies.</p>
-
-<p>“He didn’ have nothin’ much to say, suh. He said he wanted to see
-motha’. He was a-goin’ away.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl seemed to regard Davies as an official of some sort, and he
-knew it.</p>
-
-<p>“Can I have a look at the body?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>The girl did not answer, but started as if to lead the way.</p>
-
-<p>“When is the funeral?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Tomorra’.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl then led him through several bare sheds of rooms strung in
-a row to the furthermost one of the line. This last seemed a sort of
-storage shed for odds and ends. It had several windows, but they were
-quite bare of glass and open to the moonlight save for a few wooden
-boards nailed across from the outside. Davies had been wondering all
-the while where the body was and at the lonely and forsaken air of the
-place. No one but this little pig-tailed girl seemed about. If they had
-any colored neighbors they were probably afraid to be seen here.</p>
-
-<p>Now, as he stepped into this cool, dark, exposed outer room, the
-desolation seemed quite complete. It was very bare, a mere shed or
-wash-room. There was the body in the middle of the room, stretched upon
-an ironing board which rested on a box and a chair, and covered with
-a white sheet. All the corners of the room were quite dark. Only its
-middle was brightened by splotches of silvery light.</p>
-
-<p>Davies came forward, the while the girl left him,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</span> still carrying her
-lamp. Evidently she thought the moon lighted up the room sufficiently,
-and she did not feel equal to remaining. He lifted the sheet quite
-boldly, for he could see well enough, and looked at the still, black
-form. The face was extremely distorted, even in death, and he could see
-where the rope had tightened. A bar of cool moonlight lay just across
-the face and breast. He was still looking, thinking soon to restore the
-covering, when a sound, half sigh, half groan, reached his ears.</p>
-
-<p>At it he started as if a ghost had made it. It was so eerie and
-unexpected in this dark place. His muscles tightened. Instantly his
-heart went hammering like mad. His first impression was that it must
-have come from the dead.</p>
-
-<p>“Oo-o-ohh!” came the sound again, this time whimpering, as if some one
-were crying.</p>
-
-<p>Instantly he turned, for now it seemed to come from a corner of the
-room, the extreme corner to his right, back of him. Greatly disturbed,
-he approached, and then as his eyes strained he seemed to catch the
-shadow of something, the figure of a woman, perhaps, crouching against
-the walls, huddled up, dark, almost indistinguishable.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, oh, oh!” the sound now repeated itself, even more plaintively than
-before.</p>
-
-<p>Davies began to understand. He approached slowly, then more swiftly
-desired to withdraw, for he was in the presence of an old black mammy,
-doubled up and weeping. She was in the very niche of the two walls,
-her head sunk on her knees, her body quite still. “Oh, oh, oh!” she
-repeated, as he stood there near her.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</span></p>
-
-<p>Davies drew silently back. Before such grief his intrusion seemed cold
-and unwarranted. The guiltlessness of the mother—her love—how could
-one balance that against the other? The sensation of tears came to his
-eyes. He instantly covered the dead and withdrew.</p>
-
-<p>Out in the moonlight he struck a brisk pace, but soon stopped and
-looked back. The whole dreary cabin, with its one golden eye, the
-door, seemed such a pitiful thing. The weeping mammy, alone in her
-corner—and he had come back to say “Good-by!” Davies swelled with
-feeling. The night, the tragedy, the grief, he saw it all. But also
-with the cruel instinct of the budding artist that he already was, he
-was beginning to meditate on the character of story it would make—the
-color, the pathos. The knowledge now that it was not always exact
-justice that was meted out to all and that it was not so much the
-business of the writer to indict as to interpret was borne in on him
-with distinctness by the cruel sorrow of the mother, whose blame, if
-any, was infinitesimal.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll get it all in!” he exclaimed feelingly, if triumphantly at last.
-“I’ll get it all in!”</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="THE_LOST_PHOEBE">THE LOST PHŒBE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class="drop-cap"><span class="smcap">They</span> lived together in a part of the country which was not so
-prosperous as it had once been, about three miles from one of those
-small towns that, instead of increasing in population, is steadily
-decreasing. The territory was not very thickly settled; perhaps a
-house every other mile or so, with large areas of corn- and wheat-land
-and fallow fields that at odd seasons had been sown to timothy and
-clover. Their particular house was part log and part frame, the log
-portion being the old original home of Henry’s grandfather. The new
-portion, of now rain-beaten, time-worn slabs, through which the wind
-squeaked in the chinks at times, and which several overshadowing elms
-and a butternut-tree made picturesque and reminiscently pathetic, but
-a little damp, was erected by Henry when he was twenty-one and just
-married.</p>
-
-<p>That was forty-eight years before. The furniture inside, like the house
-outside, was old and mildewy and reminiscent of an earlier day. You
-have seen the what-not of cherry wood, perhaps, with spiral legs and
-fluted top. It was there. The old-fashioned four poster bed, with its
-ball-like protuberances and deep curving incisions, was there also, a
-sadly alienated descendant of an early Jacobean ancestor. The bureau
-of cherry was also high and wide and solidly built, but faded-looking,
-and with a musty odor. The<span class="pagenum" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</span> rag carpet that underlay all these sturdy
-examples of enduring furniture was a weak, faded, lead-and-pink-colored
-affair woven by Phœbe Ann’s own hands, when she was fifteen years
-younger than she was when she died. The creaky wooden loom on which
-it had been done now stood like a dusty, bony skeleton, along with a
-broken rocking-chair, a worm-eaten clothes-press—Heaven knows how
-old—a lime-stained bench that had once been used to keep flowers on
-outside the door, and other decrepit factors of household utility, in
-an east room that was a lean-to against this so-called main portion.
-All sorts of other broken-down furniture were about this place; an
-antiquated clothes-horse, cracked in two of its ribs; a broken mirror
-in an old cherry frame, which had fallen from a nail and cracked
-itself three days before their youngest son, Jerry, died; an extension
-hat-rack, which once had had porcelain knobs on the ends of its pegs;
-and a sewing-machine, long since outdone in its clumsy mechanism by
-rivals of a newer generation.</p>
-
-<p>The orchard to the east of the house was full of gnarled old
-apple-trees, worm-eaten as to trunks and branches, and fully ornamented
-with green and white lichens, so that it had a sad, greenish-white,
-silvery effect in moonlight. The low outhouses, which had once housed
-chickens, a horse or two, a cow, and several pigs, were covered with
-patches of moss as to their roof, and the sides had been free of paint
-for so long that they were blackish-gray as to color, and a little
-spongy. The picket-fence in front, with its gate squeaky and askew, and
-the side fences of the stake-and-rider type were in an equally run-down
-condition. As a matter of fact, they had aged synchronously<span class="pagenum" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</span> with the
-persons who lived here, old Henry Reifsneider and his wife Phœbe Ann.</p>
-
-<p>They had lived here, these two, ever since their marriage, forty-eight
-years before, and Henry had lived here before that from his childhood
-up. His father and mother, well along in years when he was a boy,
-had invited him to bring his wife here when he had first fallen in
-love and decided to marry; and he had done so. His father and mother
-were the companions of himself and his wife for ten years after they
-were married, when both died; and then Henry and Phœbe were left with
-their five children growing lustily apace. But all sorts of things had
-happened since then. Of the seven children, all told, that had been
-born to them, three had died; one girl had gone to Kansas; one boy had
-gone to Sioux Falls, never even to be heard of after; another boy had
-gone to Washington; and the last girl lived five counties away in the
-same State, but was so burdened with cares of her own that she rarely
-gave them a thought. Time and a commonplace home life that had never
-been attractive had weaned them thoroughly, so that, wherever they
-were, they gave little thought as to how it might be with their father
-and mother.</p>
-
-<p>Old Henry Reifsneider and his wife Phœbe were a loving couple. You
-perhaps know how it is with simple natures that fasten themselves
-like lichens on the stones of circumstance and weather their days to
-a crumbling conclusion. The great world sounds widely, but it has no
-call for them. They have no soaring intellect. The orchard, the meadow,
-the corn-field, the pig-pen, and the chicken-lot measure the range of
-their human activities. When the wheat is<span class="pagenum" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</span> headed it is reaped and
-threshed; when the corn is browned and frosted it is cut and shocked;
-when the timothy is in full head it is cut, and the hay-cock erected.
-After that comes winter, with the hauling of grain to market, the
-sawing and splitting of wood, the simple chores of fire-building,
-meal-getting, occasional repairing, and visiting. Beyond these and the
-changes of weather—the snows, the rains, and the fair days—there are
-no immediate, significant things. All the rest of life is a far-off,
-clamorous phantasmagoria, flickering like Northern lights in the night,
-and sounding as faintly as cow-bells tinkling in the distance.</p>
-
-<p>Old Henry and his wife Phœbe were as fond of each other as it is
-possible for two old people to be who have nothing else in this
-life to be fond of. He was a thin old man, seventy when she died, a
-queer, crotchety person with coarse gray-black hair and beard, quite
-straggly and unkempt. He looked at you out of dull, fishy, watery eyes
-that had deep-brown crow’s-feet at the sides. His clothes, like the
-clothes of many farmers, were aged and angular and baggy, standing out
-at the pockets, not fitting about the neck, protuberant and worn at
-elbow and knee. Phœbe Ann was thin and shapeless, a very umbrella of
-a woman, clad in shabby black, and with a black bonnet for her best
-wear. As time had passed, and they had only themselves to look after,
-their movements had become slower and slower, their activities fewer
-and fewer. The annual keep of pigs had been reduced from five to one
-grunting porker, and the single horse which Henry now retained was a
-sleepy animal, not over-nourished and not very clean. The chickens, of
-which formerly there was a large flock, had almost<span class="pagenum" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</span> disappeared, owing
-to ferrets, foxes, and the lack of proper care, which produces disease.
-The former healthy garden was now a straggling memory of itself, and
-the vines and flower-beds that formerly ornamented the windows and
-dooryard had now become choking thickets. A will had been made which
-divided the small tax-eaten property equally among the remaining
-four, so that it was really of no interest to any of them. Yet these
-two lived together in peace and sympathy, only that now and then old
-Henry would become unduly cranky, complaining almost invariably that
-something had been neglected or mislaid which was of no importance at
-all.</p>
-
-<p>“Phœbe, where’s my corn-knife? You ain’t never minded to let my things
-alone no more.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now you hush, Henry,” his wife would caution him in a cracked and
-squeaky voice. “If you don’t, I’ll leave yuh. I’ll git up and walk out
-of here some day, and then where would y’be? Y’ain’t got anybody but me
-to look after yuh, so yuh just behave yourself. Your corn-knife’s on
-the mantel where it’s allus been unless you’ve gone an’ put it summers
-else.”</p>
-
-<p>Old Henry, who knew his wife would never leave him in any
-circumstances, used to speculate at times as to what he would do if
-she were to die. That was the one leaving that he really feared. As
-he climbed on the chair at night to wind the old, long-pendulumed,
-double-weighted clock, or went finally to the front and the back door
-to see that they were safely shut in, it was a comfort to know that
-Phœbe was there, properly ensconced on her side of the bed, and that if
-he stirred restlessly in the night, she would be there to ask what he
-wanted.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Now, Henry, do lie still! You’re as restless as a chicken.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I can’t sleep, Phœbe.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, yuh needn’t roll so, anyhow. Yuh kin let me sleep.”</p>
-
-<p>This usually reduced him to a state of somnolent ease. If she wanted a
-pail of water, it was a grumbling pleasure for him to get it; and if
-she did rise first to build the fires, he saw that the wood was cut and
-placed within easy reach. They divided this simple world nicely between
-them.</p>
-
-<p>As the years had gone on, however, fewer and fewer people had called.
-They were well-known for a distance of as much as ten square miles as
-old <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Reifsneider, honest, moderately Christian, but too old
-to be really interesting any longer. The writing of letters had become
-an almost impossible burden too difficult to continue or even negotiate
-via others, although an occasional letter still did arrive from the
-daughter in Pemberton County. Now and then some old friend stopped with
-a pie or cake or a roasted chicken or duck, or merely to see that they
-were well; but even these kindly minded visits were no longer frequent.</p>
-
-<p>One day in the early spring of her sixty-fourth year <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Reifsneider
-took sick, and from a low fever passed into some indefinable ailment
-which, because of her age, was no longer curable. Old Henry drove to
-Swinnerton, the neighboring town, and procured a doctor. Some friends
-called, and the immediate care of her was taken off his hands. Then
-one chill spring night she died, and old Henry, in a fog of sorrow
-and uncertainty, followed her body to the nearest<span class="pagenum" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</span> graveyard, an
-unattractive space with a few pines growing in it. Although he might
-have gone to the daughter in Pemberton or sent for her, it was really
-too much trouble and he was too weary and fixed. It was suggested to
-him at once by one friend and another that he come to stay with them
-awhile, but he did not see fit. He was so old and so fixed in his
-notions and so accustomed to the exact surroundings he had known all
-his days, that he could not think of leaving. He wanted to remain
-near where they had put his Phœbe; and the fact that he would have to
-live alone did not trouble him in the least. The living children were
-notified and the care of him offered if he would leave, but he would
-not.</p>
-
-<p>“I kin make a shift for myself,” he continually announced to old <abbr title="Doctor">Dr.</abbr>
-Morrow, who had attended his wife in this case. “I kin cook a little,
-and, besides, it don’t take much more’n coffee an’ bread in the
-mornin’s to satisfy me. I’ll get along now well enough. Yuh just let
-me be.” And after many pleadings and proffers of advice, with supplies
-of coffee and bacon and baked bread duly offered and accepted, he was
-left to himself. For a while he sat idly outside his door brooding in
-the spring sun. He tried to revive his interest in farming, and to keep
-himself busy and free from thought by looking after the fields, which
-of late had been much neglected. It was a gloomy thing to come in of
-an evening, however, or in the afternoon and find no shadow of Phœbe
-where everything suggested her. By degrees he put a few of her things
-away. At night he sat beside his lamp and read in the papers that were
-left him occasionally or in a Bible that he had neglected for years,
-but he could get little<span class="pagenum" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</span> solace from these things. Mostly he held his
-hand over his mouth and looked at the floor as he sat and thought of
-what had become of her, and how soon he himself would die. He made a
-great business of making his coffee in the morning and frying himself a
-little bacon at night; but his appetite was gone. The shell in which he
-had been housed so long seemed vacant, and its shadows were suggestive
-of immedicable griefs. So he lived quite dolefully for five long
-months, and then a change began.</p>
-
-<p>It was one night, after he had looked after the front and the back
-door, wound the clock, blown out the light, and gone through all the
-self-same motions that he had indulged in for years, that he went to
-bed not so much to sleep as to think. It was a moonlight night. The
-green-lichen-covered orchard just outside and to be seen from his bed
-where he now lay was a silvery affair, sweetly spectral. The moon shone
-through the east windows, throwing the pattern of the panes on the
-wooden floor, and making the old furniture, to which he was accustomed,
-stand out dimly in the room. As usual he had been thinking of Phœbe and
-the years when they had been young together, and of the children who
-had gone, and the poor shift he was making of his present days. The
-house was coming to be in a very bad state indeed. The bed-clothes were
-in disorder and not clean, for he made a wretched shift of washing. It
-was a terror to him. The roof leaked, causing things, some of them, to
-remain damp for weeks at a time, but he was getting into that brooding
-state where he would accept anything rather than exert himself. He
-preferred to pace slowly to and fro or to sit and think.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</span></p>
-
-<p>By twelve o’clock of this particular night he was asleep, however,
-and by two had waked again. The moon by this time had shifted to a
-position on the western side of the house, and it now shone in through
-the windows of the living-room and those of the kitchen beyond. A
-certain combination of furniture—a chair near a table, with his coat
-on it, the half-open kitchen door casting a shadow, and the position
-of a lamp near a paper—gave him an exact representation of Phœbe
-leaning over the table as he had often seen her do in life. It gave
-him a great start. Could it be she—or her ghost? He had scarcely ever
-believed in spirits; and still—— He looked at her fixedly in the
-feeble half-light, his old hair tingling oddly at the roots, and then
-sat up. The figure did not move. He put his thin legs out of the bed
-and sat looking at her, wondering if this could really be Phœbe. They
-had talked of ghosts often in their lifetime, of apparitions and omens;
-but they had never agreed that such things could be. It had never been
-a part of his wife’s creed that she could have a spirit that could
-return to walk the earth. Her after-world was quite a different affair,
-a vague heaven, no less, from which the righteous did not trouble to
-return. Yet here she was now, bending over the table in her black skirt
-and gray shawl, her pale profile outlined against the moonlight.</p>
-
-<p>“Phœbe,” he called, thrilling from head to toe and putting out one bony
-hand, “have yuh come back?”</p>
-
-<p>The figure did not stir, and he arose and walked uncertainly to the
-door, looking at it fixedly the while. As he drew near, however, the
-apparition resolved itself into its primal content—his old coat over
-the high-backed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</span> chair, the lamp by the paper, the half-open door.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” he said to himself, his mouth open, “I thought shore I saw
-her.” And he ran his hand strangely and vaguely through his hair, the
-while his nervous tension relaxed. Vanished as it had, it gave him the
-idea that she might return.</p>
-
-<p>Another night, because of this first illusion, and because his mind
-was now constantly on her and he was old, he looked out of the window
-that was nearest his bed and commanded a hen-coop and pig-pen and
-a part of the wagon-shed, and there, a faint mist exuding from the
-damp of the ground, he thought he saw her again. It was one of those
-little wisps of mist, one of those faint exhalations of the earth that
-rise in a cool night after a warm day, and flicker like small white
-cypresses of fog before they disappear. In life it had been a custom
-of hers to cross this lot from her kitchen door to the pig-pen to
-throw in any scrap that was left from her cooking, and here she was
-again. He sat up and watched it strangely, doubtfully, because of his
-previous experience, but inclined, because of the nervous titillation
-that passed over his body, to believe that spirits really were, and
-that Phœbe, who would be concerned because of his lonely state, must
-be thinking about him, and hence returning. What other way would she
-have? How otherwise could she express herself? It would be within the
-province of her charity so to do, and like her loving interest in
-him. He quivered and watched it eagerly; but, a faint breath of air
-stirring, it wound away toward the fence and disappeared.</p>
-
-<p>A third night, as he was actually dreaming, some<span class="pagenum" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</span> ten days later, she
-came to his bedside and put her hand on his head.</p>
-
-<p>“Poor Henry!” she said. “It’s too bad.”</p>
-
-<p>He roused out of his sleep, actually to see her, he thought, moving
-from his bed-room into the one living-room, her figure a shadowy mass
-of black. The weak straining of his eyes caused little points of
-light to flicker about the outlines of her form. He arose, greatly
-astonished, walked the floor in the cool room, convinced that Phœbe
-was coming back to him. If he only thought sufficiently, if he made it
-perfectly clear by his feeling that he needed her greatly, she would
-come back, this kindly wife, and tell him what to do. She would perhaps
-be with him much of the time, in the night, anyhow; and that would make
-him less lonely, this state more endurable.</p>
-
-<p>In age and with the feeble it is not such a far cry from the subtleties
-of illusion to actual hallucination, and in due time this transition
-was made for Henry. Night after night he waited, expecting her return.
-Once in his weird mood he thought he saw a pale light moving about the
-room, and another time he thought he saw her walking in the orchard
-after dark. It was one morning when the details of his lonely state
-were virtually unendurable that he woke with the thought that she was
-not dead. How he had arrived at this conclusion it is hard to say.
-His mind had gone. In its place was a fixed illusion. He and Phœbe
-had had a senseless quarrel. He had reproached her for not leaving
-his pipe where he was accustomed to find it, and she had left. It was
-an aberrated fulfillment of her old jesting threat that if he did not
-behave himself she would leave him.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</span></p>
-
-<p>“I guess I could find yuh ag’in,” he had always said. But her cackling
-threat had always been:</p>
-
-<p>“Yuh’ll not find me if I ever leave yuh. I guess I kin git some place
-where yuh can’t find me.”</p>
-
-<p>This morning when he arose he did not think to build the fire in the
-customary way or to grind his coffee and cut his bread, as was his
-wont, but solely to meditate as to where he should search for her and
-how he should induce her to come back. Recently the one horse had been
-dispensed with because he found it cumbersome and beyond his needs. He
-took down his soft crush hat after he had dressed himself, a new glint
-of interest and determination in his eye, and taking his black crook
-cane from behind the door, where he had always placed it, started out
-briskly to look for her among the nearest neighbors. His old shoes
-clumped soundly in the dust as he walked, and his gray-black locks,
-now grown rather long, straggled out in a dramatic fringe or halo from
-under his hat. His short coat stirred busily as he walked, and his
-hands and face were peaked and pale.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, hello, Henry! Where’re yuh goin’ this mornin’?” inquired Farmer
-Dodge, who, hauling a load of wheat to market, encountered him on the
-public road. He had not seen the aged farmer in months, not since his
-wife’s death, and he wondered now, seeing him looking so spry.</p>
-
-<p>“Yuh ain’t seen Phœbe, have yuh?” inquired the old man, looking up
-quizzically.</p>
-
-<p>“Phœbe who?” inquired Farmer Dodge, not for the moment connecting the
-name with Henry’s dead wife.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, my wife Phœbe, o’ course. Who do yuh s’pose I mean?” He stared
-up with a pathetic sharpness<span class="pagenum" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</span> of glance from under his shaggy, gray
-eyebrows.</p>
-
-<p>“Wall, I’ll swan, Henry, yuh ain’t jokin’, are yuh?” said the solid
-Dodge, a pursy man, with a smooth, hard, red face. “It can’t be your
-wife yuh’re talkin’ about. She’s dead.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dead! Shucks!” retorted the demented Reifsneider. “She left me early
-this mornin’, while I was sleepin’. She allus got up to build the fire,
-but she’s gone now. We had a little spat last night, an’ I guess that’s
-the reason. But I guess I kin find her. She’s gone over to Matilda
-Race’s; that’s where she’s gone.”</p>
-
-<p>He started briskly up the road, leaving the amazed Dodge to stare in
-wonder after him.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’ll be switched!” he said aloud to himself. “He’s clean out’n
-his head. That poor old feller’s been livin’ down there till he’s gone
-outen his mind. I’ll have to notify the authorities.” And he flicked
-his whip with great enthusiasm. “Geddap!” he said, and was off.</p>
-
-<p>Reifsneider met no one else in this poorly populated region until he
-reached the whitewashed fence of Matilda Race and her husband three
-miles away. He had passed several other houses en route, but these not
-being within the range of his illusion were not considered. His wife,
-who had known Matilda well, must be here. He opened the picket-gate
-which guarded the walk, and stamped briskly up to the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Reifsneider,” exclaimed old Matilda herself, a stout woman,
-looking out of the door in answer to his knock, “what brings yuh here
-this mornin’?”</p>
-
-<p>“Is Phœbe here?” he demanded eagerly.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Phœbe who? What Phœbe?” replied <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Race, curious as to this sudden
-development of energy on his part.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, my Phœbe, o’ course. My wife Phœbe. Who do yuh s’pose? Ain’t she
-here now?”</p>
-
-<p>“Lawsy me!” exclaimed <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Race, opening her mouth. “Yuh pore man! So
-you’re clean out’n your mind now. Yuh come right in and sit down. I’ll
-git yuh a cup o’ coffee. O’ course your wife ain’t here; but yuh come
-in an’ sit down. I’ll find her fer yuh after a while. I know where she
-is.”</p>
-
-<p>The old farmer’s eyes softened, and he entered. He was so thin and pale
-a specimen, pantalooned and patriarchal, that he aroused <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Race’s
-extremest sympathy as he took off his hat and laid it on his knees
-quite softly and mildly.</p>
-
-<p>“We had a quarrel last night, an’ she left me,” he volunteered.</p>
-
-<p>“Laws! laws!” sighed <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Race, there being no one present with whom
-to share her astonishment as she went to her kitchen. “The pore man!
-Now somebody’s just got to look after him. He can’t be allowed to run
-around the country this way lookin’ for his dead wife. It’s turrible.”</p>
-
-<p>She boiled him a pot of coffee and brought in some of her new-baked
-bread and fresh butter. She set out some of her best jam and put a
-couple of eggs to boil, lying whole-heartedly the while.</p>
-
-<p>“Now yuh stay right there, Uncle Henry, till Jake comes in, an’ I’ll
-send him to look for Phœbe. I think it’s more’n likely she’s over to
-Swinnerton with some o’ her friends. Anyhow, we’ll find out. Now yuh
-just drink this coffee an’ eat this bread. Yuh must be<span class="pagenum" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</span> tired. Yuh’ve
-had a long walk this mornin’.” Her idea was to take counsel with Jake,
-“her man,” and perhaps have him notify the authorities.</p>
-
-<p>She bustled about, meditating on the uncertainties of life, while old
-Reifsneider thrummed on the rim of his hat with his pale fingers and
-later ate abstractedly of what she offered. His mind was on his wife,
-however, and since she was not here, or did not appear, it wandered
-vaguely away to a family by the name of Murray, miles away in another
-direction. He decided after a time that he would not wait for Jake Race
-to hunt his wife but would seek her for himself. He must be on, and
-urge her to come back.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’ll be goin’,” he said, getting up and looking strangely about
-him. “I guess she didn’t come here after all. She went over to the
-Murrays’, I guess. I’ll not wait any longer, Mis’ Race. There’s a lot
-to do over to the house to-day.” And out he marched in the face of her
-protests taking to the dusty road again in the warm spring sun, his
-cane striking the earth as he went.</p>
-
-<p>It was two hours later that this pale figure of a man appeared in the
-Murrays’ doorway, dusty, perspiring, eager. He had tramped all of five
-miles, and it was noon. An amazed husband and wife of sixty heard his
-strange query, and realized also that he was mad. They begged him to
-stay to dinner, intending to notify the authorities later and see what
-could be done; but though he stayed to partake of a little something,
-he did not stay long, and was off again to another distant farmhouse,
-his idea of many things to do and his need of Phœbe impelling him. So
-it went for that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</span> day and the next and the next, the circle of his
-inquiry ever widening.</p>
-
-<p>The process by which a character assumes the significance of being
-peculiar, his antics weird, yet harmless, in such a community is often
-involute and pathetic. This day, as has been said, saw Reifsneider at
-other doors, eagerly asking his unnatural question, and leaving a trail
-of amazement, sympathy, and pity in his wake. Although the authorities
-were informed—the county sheriff, no less—it was not deemed advisable
-to take him into custody; for when those who knew old Henry, and had
-for so long, reflected on the condition of the county insane asylum, a
-place which, because of the poverty of the district, was of staggering
-aberration and sickening environment, it was decided to let him remain
-at large; for, strange to relate, it was found on investigation that
-at night he returned peaceably enough to his lonesome domicile there
-to discover whether his wife had returned, and to brood in loneliness
-until the morning. Who would lock up a thin, eager, seeking old man
-with iron-gray hair and an attitude of kindly, innocent inquiry,
-particularly when he was well known for a past of only kindly servitude
-and reliability? Those who had known him best rather agreed that he
-should be allowed to roam at large. He could do no harm. There were
-many who were willing to help him as to food, old clothes, the odds
-and ends of his daily life—at least at first. His figure after a time
-became not so much a commonplace as an accepted curiosity, and the
-replies, “Why, no, Henry; I ain’t see her,” or “No, Henry; she ain’t
-been here to-day,” more customary.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</span></p>
-
-<p>For several years thereafter then he was an odd figure in the sun
-and rain, on dusty roads and muddy ones, encountered occasionally
-in strange and unexpected places, pursuing his endless search.
-Undernourishment, after a time, although the neighbors and those
-who knew his history gladly contributed from their store, affected
-his body; for he walked much and ate little. The longer he roamed
-the public highway in this manner, the deeper became his strange
-hallucination; and finding it harder and harder to return from his more
-and more distant pilgrimages, he finally began taking a few utensils
-with him from his home, making a small package of them, in order that
-he might not be compelled to return. In an old tin coffee-pot of large
-size he placed a small tin cup, a knife, fork, and spoon, some salt and
-pepper, and to the outside of it, by a string forced through a pierced
-hole, he fastened a plate, which could be released, and which was his
-woodland table. It was no trouble for him to secure the little food
-that he needed, and with a strange, almost religious dignity, he had no
-hesitation in asking for that much. By degrees his hair became longer
-and longer, his once black hat became an earthen brown, and his clothes
-threadbare and dusty.</p>
-
-<p>For all of three years he walked, and none knew how wide were his
-perambulations, nor how he survived the storms and cold. They could not
-see him, with homely rural understanding and forethought, sheltering
-himself in hay-cocks, or by the sides of cattle, whose warm bodies
-protected him from the cold, and whose dull understandings were not
-opposed to his harmless presence. Overhanging rocks and trees kept<span class="pagenum" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</span> him
-at times from the rain, and a friendly hay-loft or corn-crib was not
-above his humble consideration.</p>
-
-<p>The involute progression of hallucination is strange. From asking at
-doors and being constantly rebuffed or denied, he finally came to the
-conclusion that although his Phœbe might not be in any of the houses
-at the doors of which he inquired, she might nevertheless be within
-the sound of his voice. And so, from patient inquiry, he began to call
-sad, occasional cries, that ever and anon waked the quiet landscapes
-and ragged hill regions, and set to echoing his thin “O-o-o Phœbe!
-O-o-o Phœbe!” It had a pathetic, albeit insane, ring, and many a farmer
-or plowboy came to know it even from afar and say, “There goes old
-Reifsneider.”</p>
-
-<p>Another thing that puzzled him greatly after a time and after many
-hundreds of inquiries was, when he no longer had any particular
-dooryard in view and no special inquiry to make, which way to go. These
-cross-roads, which occasionally led in four or even six directions,
-came after a time to puzzle him. But to solve this knotty problem,
-which became more and more of a puzzle, there came to his aid another
-hallucination. Phœbe’s spirit or some power of the air or wind or
-nature would tell him. If he stood at the center of the parting of the
-ways, closed his eyes, turned thrice about, and called “O-o-o Phœbe!”
-twice, and then threw his cane straight before him, that would surely
-indicate which way to go for Phœbe, or one of these mystic powers would
-surely govern its direction and fall! In whichever direction it went,
-even though, as was not infrequently the case, it took him back along
-the path he had already come, or across fields, he was not so far gone
-in his mind but that he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</span> gave himself ample time to search before he
-called again. Also the hallucination seemed to persist that at some
-time he would surely find her. There were hours when his feet were
-sore, and his limbs weary, when he would stop in the heat to wipe his
-seamed brow, or in the cold to beat his arms. Sometimes, after throwing
-away his cane, and finding it indicating the direction from which he
-had just come, he would shake his head wearily and philosophically,
-as if contemplating the unbelievable or an untoward fate, and then
-start briskly off. His strange figure came finally to be known in the
-farthest reaches of three or four counties. Old Reifsneider was a
-pathetic character. His fame was wide.</p>
-
-<p>Near a little town called Watersville, in Green County, perhaps four
-miles from that minor center of human activity, there was a place
-or precipice locally known as the Red Cliff, a sheer wall of red
-sandstone, perhaps a hundred feet high, which raised its sharp face
-for half a mile or more above the fruitful corn-fields and orchards
-that lay beneath, and which was surmounted by a thick grove of trees.
-The slope that slowly led up to it from the opposite side was covered
-by a rank growth of beech, hickory, and ash, through which threaded
-a number of wagon-tracks crossing at various angles. In fair weather
-it had become old Reifsneider’s habit, so inured was he by now to the
-open, to make his bed in some such patch of trees as this to fry his
-bacon or boil his eggs at the foot of some tree before laying himself
-down for the night. Occasionally, so light and inconsequential was his
-sleep, he would walk at night. More often, the moonlight or some sudden
-wind stirring in the trees or a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</span> reconnoitering animal arousing him,
-he would sit up and think, or pursue his quest in the moonlight or the
-dark, a strange, unnatural, half wild, half savage-looking but utterly
-harmless creature, calling at lonely road crossings, staring at dark
-and shuttered houses, and wondering where, where Phœbe could really be.</p>
-
-<p>That particular lull that comes in the systole-diastole of this
-earthly ball at two o’clock in the morning invariably aroused him, and
-though he might not go any farther he would sit up and contemplate the
-darkness or the stars, wondering. Sometimes in the strange processes
-of his mind he would fancy that he saw moving among the trees the
-figure of his lost wife, and then he would get up to follow, taking his
-utensils, always on a string, and his cane. If she seemed to evade him
-too easily he would run, or plead, or, suddenly losing track of the
-fancied figure, stand awed or disappointed, grieving for the moment
-over the almost insurmountable difficulties of his search.</p>
-
-<p>It was in the seventh year of these hopeless peregrinations, in the
-dawn of a similar springtime to that in which his wife had died, that
-he came at last one night to the vicinity of this self-same patch
-that crowned the rise to the Red Cliff. His far-flung cane, used as a
-divining-rod at the last cross-roads, had brought him hither. He had
-walked many, many miles. It was after ten o’clock at night, and he was
-very weary. Long wandering and little eating had left him but a shadow
-of his former self. It was a question now not so much of physical
-strength but of spiritual endurance which kept him up. He had scarcely
-eaten this day, and now exhausted he set<span class="pagenum" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</span> himself down in the dark to
-rest and possibly to sleep.</p>
-
-<p>Curiously on this occasion a strange suggestion of the presence of
-his wife surrounded him. It would not be long now, he counseled with
-himself, although the long months had brought him nothing, until he
-should see her, talk to her. He fell asleep after a time, his head
-on his knees. At midnight the moon began to rise, and at two in the
-morning, his wakeful hour, was a large silver disk shining through the
-trees to the east. He opened his eyes when the radiance became strong,
-making a silver pattern at his feet and lighting the woods with strange
-lusters and silvery, shadowy forms. As usual, his old notion that his
-wife must be near occurred to him on this occasion, and he looked about
-him with a speculative, anticipatory eye. What was it that moved in
-the distant shadows along the path by which he had entered—a pale,
-flickering will-o’-the-wisp that bobbed gracefully among the trees and
-riveted his expectant gaze? Moonlight and shadows combined to give it
-a strange form and a stranger reality, this fluttering of bog-fire
-or dancing of wandering fire-flies. Was it truly his lost Phœbe? By
-a circuitous route it passed about him, and in his fevered state he
-fancied that he could see the very eyes of her, not as she was when he
-last saw her in the black dress and shawl but now a strangely younger
-Phœbe, gayer, sweeter, the one whom he had known years before as a
-girl. Old Reifsneider got up. He had been expecting and dreaming of
-this hour all these years, and now as he saw the feeble light dancing
-lightly before him he peered at it questioningly, one thin hand in his
-gray hair.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</span></p>
-
-<p>Of a sudden there came to him now for the first time in many years the
-full charm of her girlish figure as he had known it in boyhood, the
-pleasing, sympathetic smile, the brown hair, the blue sash she had
-once worn about her waist at a picnic, her gay, graceful movements. He
-walked around the base of the tree, straining with his eyes, forgetting
-for once his cane and utensils, and following eagerly after. On she
-moved before him, a will-o’-the-wisp of the spring, a little flame
-above her head, and it seemed as though among the small saplings of ash
-and beech and the thick trunks of hickory and elm that she signaled
-with a young, a lightsome hand.</p>
-
-<p>“O Phœbe! Phœbe!” he called. “Have yuh really come? Have yuh really
-answered me?” And hurrying faster, he fell once, scrambling lamely to
-his feet, only to see the light in the distance dancing illusively on.
-On and on he hurried until he was fairly running, brushing his ragged
-arms against the trees, striking his hands and face against impeding
-twigs. His hat was gone, his lungs were breathless, his reason quite
-astray, when coming to the edge of the cliff he saw her below among a
-silvery bed of apple-trees now blooming in the spring.</p>
-
-<p>“O Phœbe!” he called. “O Phœbe! Oh, no, don’t leave me!” And feeling
-the lure of a world where love was young and Phœbe as this vision
-presented her, a delightful epitome of their quondam youth, he gave a
-gay cry of “Oh, wait, Phœbe!” and leaped.</p>
-
-<p>Some farmer-boys, reconnoitering this region of bounty and prospect
-some few days afterward, found first the tin utensils tied together
-under the tree where he had left them, and then later at the foot
-of the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</span> cliff, pale, broken, but elate, a molded smile of peace and
-delight upon his lips, his body. His old hat was discovered lying under
-some low-growing saplings the twigs of which had held it back. No one
-of all the simple population knew how eagerly and joyously he had found
-his lost mate.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="THE_SECOND_CHOICE">THE SECOND CHOICE</h2>
-</div>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-<p class="drop-cap left"><span class="smcap">SHIRLEY</span> DEAR:
-</p>
-
-<p>You don’t want the letters. There are only six of them, anyhow, and
-think, they’re all I have of you to cheer me on my travels. What good
-would they be to you—little bits of notes telling me you’re sure to
-meet me—but me—think of me! If I send them to you, you’ll tear them
-up, whereas if you leave them with me I can dab them with musk and
-ambergris and keep them in a little silver box, always beside me.</p>
-
-<p>Ah, Shirley dear, you really don’t know how sweet I think you are,
-how dear! There isn’t a thing we have ever done together that isn’t
-as clear in my mind as this great big skyscraper over the way here in
-Pittsburgh, and far more pleasing. In fact, my thoughts of you are the
-most precious and delicious things I have, Shirley.</p>
-
-<p>But I’m too young to marry now. You know that, Shirley, don’t you? I
-haven’t placed myself in any way yet, and I’m so restless that I don’t
-know whether I ever will, really. Only yesterday, old Roxbaum—that’s
-my new employer here—came to me and wanted to know if I would like an
-assistant overseership on one of his coffee plantations in Java, said
-there would not be much money in it for a year or two, a bare living,
-but later there would be more—and I jumped at it. Just the thought
-of Java and going there did that, although I knew I could make more
-staying right here. Can’t you see how it is with me, Shirl? I’m too
-restless and too young. I couldn’t take care of you right, and you
-wouldn’t like me after a while if I didn’t.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</span></p>
-
-<p>But ah, Shirley sweet, I think the dearest things of you! There isn’t
-an hour, it seems, but some little bit of you comes back—a dear,
-sweet bit—the night we sat on the grass in Tregore Park and counted
-the stars through the trees; that first evening at Sparrows Point
-when we missed the last train and had to walk to Langley. Remember
-the tree-toads, Shirl? And then that warm April Sunday in Atholby
-woods! Ah, Shirl, you don’t want the six notes! Let me keep them. But
-think of me, will you, sweet, wherever you go and whatever you do?
-I’ll always think of you, and wish that you had met a better, saner
-man than me, and that I really could have married you and been all
-you wanted me to be. By-by, sweet. I may start for Java within the
-month. If so, and you would want them, I’ll send you some cards from
-there—if they have any.</p>
-
-<p class="right">
-Your worthless,<br />
-<span class="smcap">Arthur</span>.<br />
-</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>She sat and turned the letter in her hand, dumb with despair. It was
-the very last letter she would ever get from him. Of that she was
-certain. He was gone now, once and for all. She had written him only
-once, not making an open plea but asking him to return her letters,
-and then there had come this tender but evasive reply, saying nothing
-of a possible return but desiring to keep her letters for old times’
-sake—the happy hours they had spent together.</p>
-
-<p>The happy hours! Oh, yes, yes, yes—the happy hours!</p>
-
-<p>In her memory now, as she sat here in her home after the day’s work,
-meditating on all that had been in the few short months since he had
-come and gone, was a world of color and light—a color and a light so<span class="pagenum" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</span>
-transfiguring as to seem celestial, but now, alas, wholly dissipated.
-It had contained so much of all she had desired—love, romance,
-amusement, laughter. He had been so gay and thoughtless, or headstrong,
-so youthfully romantic, and with such a love of play and change and to
-be saying and doing anything and everything. Arthur could dance in a
-gay way, whistle, sing after a fashion, play. He could play cards and
-do tricks, and he had such a superior air, so genial and brisk, with a
-kind of innate courtesy in it and yet an intolerance for slowness and
-stodginess or anything dull or dingy, such as characterized—— But
-here her thoughts fled from him. She refused to think of any one but
-Arthur.</p>
-
-<p>Sitting in her little bedroom now, off the parlor on the ground floor
-in her home in Bethune Street, and looking out over the Kessels’ yard,
-and beyond that—there being no fences in Bethune Street—over the
-“yards” or lawns of the Pollards, Bakers, Cryders, and others, she
-thought of how dull it must all have seemed to him, with his fine
-imaginative mind and experiences, his love of change and gayety, his
-atmosphere of something better than she had ever known. How little
-she had been fitted, perhaps, by beauty or temperament to overcome
-this—the something—dullness in her work or her home, which possibly
-had driven him away. For, although many had admired her to date, and
-she was young and pretty in her simple way and constantly receiving
-suggestions that her beauty was disturbing to some, still, he had not
-cared for her—he had gone.</p>
-
-<p>And now, as she meditated, it seemed that this scene, and all that
-it stood for—her parents, her work,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</span> her daily shuttling to and fro
-between the drug company for which she worked and this street and
-house—was typical of her life and what she was destined to endure
-always. Some girls were so much more fortunate. They had fine clothes,
-fine homes, a world of pleasure and opportunity in which to move. They
-did not have to scrimp and save and work to pay their own way. And yet
-she had always been compelled to do it, but had never complained until
-now—or until he came, and after. Bethune Street, with its commonplace
-front yards and houses nearly all alike, and this house, so like the
-others, room for room and porch for porch, and her parents, too, really
-like all the others, had seemed good enough, quite satisfactory,
-indeed, until then. But now, now!</p>
-
-<p>Here, in their kitchen, was her mother, a thin, pale, but kindly woman,
-peeling potatoes and washing lettuce, and putting a bit of steak or
-a chop or a piece of liver in a frying-pan day after day, morning
-and evening, month after month, year after year. And next door was
-<abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Kessel doing the same thing. And next door <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Cryder. And next
-door <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Pollard. But, until now, she had not thought it so bad. But
-now—now—oh! And on all the porches or lawns all along this street
-were the husbands and fathers, mostly middle-aged or old men like her
-father, reading their papers or cutting the grass before dinner, or
-smoking and meditating afterward. Her father was out in front now,
-a stooped, forbearing, meditative soul, who had rarely anything to
-say—leaving it all to his wife, her mother, but who was fond of her
-in his dull, quiet way. He was a pattern-maker by trade, and had come
-into possession of this small,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</span> ordinary home via years of toil and
-saving, her mother helping him. They had no particular religion, as he
-often said, thinking reasonably human conduct a sufficient passport to
-heaven, but they had gone occasionally to the Methodist Church over in
-Nicholas Street, and she had once joined it. But of late she had not
-gone, weaned away by the other commonplace pleasures of her world.</p>
-
-<p>And then in the midst of it, the dull drift of things, as she now
-saw them to be, he had come—Arthur Bristow—young, energetic,
-good-looking, ambitious, dreamful, and instanter, and with her never
-knowing quite how, the whole thing had been changed. He had appeared so
-swiftly—out of nothing, as it were.</p>
-
-<p>Previous to him had been Barton Williams, stout, phlegmatic,
-good-natured, well-meaning, who was, or had been before Arthur came,
-asking her to marry him, and whom she allowed to half assume that she
-would. She had liked him in a feeble, albeit, as she thought, tender
-way, thinking him the kind, according to the logic of her neighborhood,
-who would make her a good husband, and, until Arthur appeared on
-the scene, had really intended to marry him. It was not really a
-love-match, as she saw now, but she thought it was, which was much the
-same thing, perhaps. But, as she now recalled, when Arthur came, how
-the scales fell from her eyes! In a trice, as it were, nearly, there
-was a new heaven and a new earth. Arthur had arrived, and with him a
-sense of something different.</p>
-
-<p>Mabel Gove had asked her to come over to her house in Westleigh, the
-adjoining suburb, for Thanksgiving eve and day, and without a thought
-of anything,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</span> and because Barton was busy handling a part of the work
-in the despatcher’s office of the Great Eastern and could not see her,
-she had gone. And then, to her surprise and strange, almost ineffable
-delight, the moment she had seen him, he was there—Arthur, with his
-slim, straight figure and dark hair and eyes and clean-cut features,
-as clean and attractive as those of a coin. And as he had looked at
-her and smiled and narrated humorous bits of things that had happened
-to him, something had come over her—a spell—and after dinner they
-had all gone round to Edith Barringer’s to dance, and there as she had
-danced with him, somehow, without any seeming boldness on his part, he
-had taken possession of her, as it were, drawn her close, and told her
-she had beautiful eyes and hair and such a delicately rounded chin, and
-that he thought she danced gracefully and was sweet. She had nearly
-fainted with delight.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you like me?” he had asked in one place in the dance, and, in spite
-of herself, she had looked up into his eyes, and from that moment she
-was almost mad over him, could think of nothing else but his hair and
-eyes and his smile and his graceful figure.</p>
-
-<p>Mabel Gove had seen it all, in spite of her determination that no one
-should, and on their going to bed later, back at Mabel’s home, she had
-whispered:</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Shirley, I saw. You like Arthur, don’t you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I think he’s very nice,” Shirley recalled replying, for Mabel knew of
-her affair with Barton and liked him, “but I’m not crazy over him.” And
-for this bit of treason she had sighed in her dreams nearly all night.</p>
-
-<p>And the next day, true to a request and a promise<span class="pagenum" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</span> made by him, Arthur
-had called again at Mabel’s to take her and Mabel to a “movie” which
-was not so far away, and from there they had gone to an ice-cream
-parlor, and during it all, when Mabel was not looking, he had squeezed
-her arm and hand and kissed her neck, and she had held her breath, and
-her heart had seemed to stop.</p>
-
-<p>“And now you’re going to let me come out to your place to see you,
-aren’t you?” he had whispered.</p>
-
-<p>And she had replied, “Wednesday evening,” and then written the address
-on a little piece of paper and given it to him.</p>
-
-<p>But now it was all gone, gone!</p>
-
-<p>This house, which now looked so dreary—how romantic it had seemed
-that first night <em>he</em> called—the front room with its commonplace
-furniture, and later in the spring, the veranda, with its vines
-just sprouting, and the moon in May. Oh, the moon in May, and June
-and July, when he was here! How she had lied to Barton to make
-evenings for Arthur, and occasionally to Arthur to keep him from
-contact with Barton. She had not even mentioned Barton to Arthur
-because—because—well, because Arthur was so much better, and somehow
-(she admitted it to herself now) she had not been sure that Arthur
-would care for her long, if at all, and then—well, and then, to be
-quite frank, Barton might be good enough. She did not exactly hate him
-because she had found Arthur—not at all. She still liked him in a
-way—he was so kind and faithful, so very dull and straightforward and
-thoughtful of her, which Arthur was certainly not. Before Arthur had
-appeared, as she well remembered, Barton had seemed to be plenty good
-enough—in fact,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</span> all that she desired in a pleasant, companionable
-way, calling for her, taking her places, bringing her flowers and
-candy, which Arthur rarely did, and for that, if nothing more, she
-could not help continuing to like him and to feel sorry for him, and,
-besides, as she had admitted to herself before, if Arthur left her—
-* * * * * &#160; Weren’t his parents better off than hers—and hadn’t he a good
-position for such a man as he—one hundred and fifty dollars a month
-and the certainty of more later on? A little while before meeting
-Arthur, she had thought this very good, enough for two to live on at
-least, and she had thought some of trying it at some time or other—but
-now—now——</p>
-
-<p>And that first night he had called—how well she remembered it—how it
-had transfigured the parlor next this in which she was now, filling it
-with something it had never had before, and the porch outside, too,
-for that matter, with its gaunt, leafless vine, and this street, too,
-even—dull, commonplace Bethune Street. There had been a flurry of snow
-during the afternoon while she was working at the store, and the ground
-was white with it. All the neighboring homes seemed to look sweeter
-and happier and more inviting than ever they had as she came past
-them, with their lights peeping from under curtains and drawn shades.
-She had hurried into hers and lighted the big red-shaded parlor lamp,
-her one artistic treasure, as she thought, and put it near the piano,
-between it and the window, and arranged the chairs, and then bustled to
-the task of making herself as pleasing as she might. For him she had
-gotten out her one best filmy house dress and done up her hair in the
-fashion she thought most becoming—and that he had not seen before—and
-powdered<span class="pagenum" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</span> her cheeks and nose and darkened her eyelashes, as some of
-the girls at the store did, and put on her new gray satin slippers, and
-then, being so arrayed, waited nervously, unable to eat anything or to
-think of anything but him.</p>
-
-<p>And at last, just when she had begun to think he might not be coming,
-he had appeared with that arch smile and a “Hello! It’s here you live,
-is it? I was wondering. George, but you’re twice as sweet as I thought
-you were, aren’t you?” And then, in the little entryway, behind the
-closed door, he had held her and kissed her on the mouth a dozen times
-while she pretended to push against his coat and struggle and say that
-her parents might hear.</p>
-
-<p>And, oh, the room afterward, with him in it in the red glow of the
-lamp, and with his pale handsome face made handsomer thereby, as she
-thought! He had made her sit near him and had held her hands and told
-her about his work and his dreams—all that he expected to do in the
-future—and then she had found herself wishing intensely to share just
-such a life—his life—anything that he might wish to do; only, she
-kept wondering, with a slight pain, whether he would want her to—he
-was so young, dreamful, ambitious, much younger and more dreamful than
-herself, although, in reality, he was several years older.</p>
-
-<p>And then followed that glorious period from December to this late
-September, in which everything which was worth happening in love had
-happened. Oh, those wondrous days the following spring, when, with
-the first burst of buds and leaves, he had taken her one Sunday to
-Atholby, where all the great woods were, and they had hunted spring
-beauties in the grass,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</span> and sat on a slope and looked at the river
-below and watched some boys fixing up a sailboat and setting forth in
-it quite as she wished she and Arthur might be doing—going somewhere
-together—far, far away from all commonplace things and life! And then
-he had slipped his arm about her and kissed her cheek and neck, and
-tweaked her ear and smoothed her hair—and oh, there on the grass,
-with the spring flowers about her and a canopy of small green leaves
-above, the perfection of love had come—love so wonderful that the mere
-thought of it made her eyes brim now! And then had been days, Saturday
-afternoons and Sundays, at Atholby and Sparrows Point, where the great
-beach was, and in lovely Tregore Park, a mile or two from her home,
-where they could go of an evening and sit in or near the pavilion and
-have ice-cream and dance or watch the dancers. Oh, the stars, the
-winds, the summer breath of those days! Ah, me! Ah, me!</p>
-
-<p>Naturally, her parents had wondered from the first about her and
-Arthur, and her and Barton, since Barton had already assumed a
-proprietary interest in her and she had seemed to like him. But then
-she was an only child and a pet, and used to presuming on that, and
-they could not think of saying anything to her. After all, she was
-young and pretty and was entitled to change her mind; only, only—she
-had had to indulge in a career of lying and subterfuge in connection
-with Barton, since Arthur was headstrong and wanted every evening that
-he chose—to call for her at the store and keep her down-town to dinner
-and a show.</p>
-
-<p>Arthur had never been like Barton, shy, phlegmatic, obedient, waiting
-long and patiently for each little<span class="pagenum" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</span> favor, but, instead, masterful and
-eager, rifling her of kisses and caresses and every delight of love,
-and teasing and playing with her as a cat would a mouse. She could
-never resist him. He demanded of her her time and her affection without
-let or hindrance. He was not exactly selfish or cruel, as some might
-have been, but gay and unthinking at times, unconsciously so, and yet
-loving and tender at others—nearly always so. But always he would talk
-of things in the future as if they really did not include her—and this
-troubled her greatly—of places he might go, things he might do, which,
-somehow, he seemed to think or assume that she could not or would not
-do with him. He was always going to Australia sometime, he thought,
-in a business way, or to South Africa, or possibly to India. He never
-seemed to have any fixed clear future for himself in mind.</p>
-
-<p>A dreadful sense of helplessness and of impending disaster came over
-her at these times, of being involved in some predicament over which
-she had no control, and which would lead her on to some sad end.
-Arthur, although plainly in love, as she thought, and apparently
-delighted with her, might not always love her. She began, timidly
-at first (and always, for that matter), to ask him pretty, seeking
-questions about himself and her, whether their future was certain to
-be together, whether he really wanted her—loved her—whether he might
-not want to marry some one else or just her, and whether she wouldn’t
-look nice in a pearl satin wedding-dress with a long creamy veil and
-satin slippers and a bouquet of bridal-wreath. She had been so slowly
-but surely saving to that end, even before he came, in connection with
-Barton; only,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</span> after <em>he</em> came, all thought of the import of it
-had been transferred to him. But now, also, she was beginning to ask
-herself sadly, “Would it ever be?” He was so airy, so inconsequential,
-so ready to say: “Yes, yes,” and “Sure, sure! That’s right! Yes,
-indeedy; you bet! Say, kiddie, but you’ll look sweet!” but, somehow,
-it had always seemed as if this whole thing were a glorious interlude
-and that it could not last. Arthur was too gay and ethereal and too
-little settled in his own mind. His ideas of travel and living in
-different cities, finally winding up in New York or San Francisco, but
-never with her exactly until she asked him, was too ominous, although
-he always reassured her gaily: “Of course! Of course!” But somehow she
-could never believe it really, and it made her intensely sad at times,
-horribly gloomy. So often she wanted to cry, and she could scarcely
-tell why.</p>
-
-<p>And then, because of her intense affection for him, she had finally
-quarreled with Barton, or nearly that, if one could say that one ever
-really quarreled with him. It had been because of a certain Thursday
-evening a few weeks before about which she had disappointed him. In
-a fit of generosity, knowing that Arthur was coming Wednesday, and
-because Barton had stopped in at the store to see her, she had told him
-that he might come, having regretted it afterward, so enamored was she
-of Arthur. And then when Wednesday came, Arthur had changed his mind,
-telling her he would come Friday instead, but on Thursday evening he
-had stopped in at the store and asked her to go to Sparrows Point, with
-the result that she had no time to notify Barton. He had gone to the
-house and sat with her parents until ten-thirty, and then, a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</span> few days
-later, although she had written him offering an excuse, had called at
-the store to complain slightly.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think you did just right, Shirley? You might have sent word,
-mightn’t you? Who was it—the new fellow you won’t tell me about?”</p>
-
-<p>Shirley flared on the instant.</p>
-
-<p>“Supposing it was? What’s it to you? I don’t belong to you yet, do
-I? I told you there wasn’t any one, and I wish you’d let me alone
-about that. I couldn’t help it last Thursday—that’s all—and I don’t
-want you to be fussing with me—that’s all. If you don’t want to, you
-needn’t come any more, anyhow.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t say that, Shirley,” pleaded Barton. “You don’t mean that. I
-won’t bother you, though, if you don’t want me any more.”</p>
-
-<p>And because Shirley sulked, not knowing what else to do, he had gone
-and she had not seen him since.</p>
-
-<p>And then sometime later when she had thus broken with Barton, avoiding
-the railway station where he worked, Arthur had failed to come at his
-appointed time, sending no word until the next day, when a note came to
-the store saying that he had been out of town for his firm over Sunday
-and had not been able to notify her, but that he would call Tuesday.
-It was an awful blow. At the time, Shirley had a vision of what was to
-follow. It seemed for the moment as if the whole world had suddenly
-been reduced to ashes, that there was nothing but black charred cinders
-anywhere—she felt that about all life. Yet it all came to her clearly
-then that this was but the beginning of just such days and just such
-excuses, and that soon, soon, he would come no more. He was beginning
-to be tired of her and soon he would not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</span> even make excuses. She felt
-it, and it froze and terrified her.</p>
-
-<p>And then, soon after, the indifference which she feared did
-follow—almost created by her own thoughts, as it were. First, it
-was a meeting he had to attend somewhere one Wednesday night when he
-was to have come for her. Then he was going out of town again, over
-Sunday. Then he was going away for a whole week—it was absolutely
-unavoidable, he said, his commercial duties were increasing—and once
-he had casually remarked that nothing could stand in the way where
-she was concerned—never! She did not think of reproaching him with
-this; she was too proud. If he was going, he must go. She would not be
-willing to say to herself that she had ever attempted to hold any man.
-But, just the same, she was agonized by the thought. When he was with
-her, he seemed tender enough; only, at times, his eyes wandered and he
-seemed slightly bored. Other girls, particularly pretty ones, seemed to
-interest him as much as she did.</p>
-
-<p>And the agony of the long days when he did not come any more for a
-week or two at a time! The waiting, the brooding, the wondering, at
-the store and here in her home—in the former place making mistakes at
-times because she could not get her mind off him and being reminded
-of them, and here at her own home at nights, being so absent-minded
-that her parents remarked on it. She felt sure that her parents must
-be noticing that Arthur was not coming any more, or as much as he
-had—for she pretended to be going out with him, going to Mabel Gove’s
-instead—and that Barton had deserted her too, he having been<span class="pagenum" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</span> driven
-off by her indifference, never to come any more, perhaps, unless she
-sought him out.</p>
-
-<p>And then it was that the thought of saving her own face by taking up
-with Barton once more occurred to her, of using him and his affections
-and faithfulness and dulness, if you will, to cover up her own dilemma.
-Only, this ruse was not to be tried until she had written Arthur this
-one letter—a pretext merely to see if there was a single ray of hope,
-a letter to be written in a gentle-enough way and asking for the return
-of the few notes she had written him. She had not seen him now in
-nearly a month, and the last time she had, he had said he might soon be
-compelled to leave her awhile—to go to Pittsburgh to work. And it was
-his reply to this that she now held in her hand—from Pittsburgh! It
-was frightful! The future without him!</p>
-
-<p>But Barton would never know really what had transpired, if she went
-back to him. In spite of all her delicious hours with Arthur, she could
-call him back, she felt sure. She had never really entirely dropped
-him, and he knew it. He had bored her dreadfully on occasion, arriving
-on off days when Arthur was not about, with flowers or candy, or both,
-and sitting on the porch steps and talking of the railroad business
-and of the whereabouts and doings of some of their old friends. It
-was shameful, she had thought at times, to see a man so patient, so
-hopeful, so good-natured as Barton, deceived in this way, and by her,
-who was so miserable over another. Her parents must see and know, she
-had thought at these times, but still, what else was she to do?</p>
-
-<p>“I’m a bad girl,” she kept telling herself. “I’m all<span class="pagenum" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</span> wrong. What right
-have I to offer Barton what is left?” But still, somehow, she realized
-that Barton, if she chose to favor him, would only be too grateful
-for even the leavings of others where she was concerned, and that even
-yet, if she but deigned to crook a finger, she could have him. He was
-so simple, so good-natured, so stolid and matter of fact, so different
-to Arthur whom (she could not help smiling at the thought of it) she
-was loving now about as Barton loved her—slavishly, hopelessly.</p>
-
-<p>And then, as the days passed and Arthur did not write any more—just
-this one brief note—she at first grieved horribly, and then in a fit
-of numb despair attempted, bravely enough from one point of view, to
-adjust herself to the new situation. Why should she despair? Why die
-of agony where there were plenty who would still sigh for her—Barton
-among others? She was young, pretty, very—many told her so. She could,
-if she chose, achieve a vivacity which she did not feel. Why should she
-brook this unkindness without a thought of retaliation? Why shouldn’t
-she enter upon a gay and heartless career, indulging in a dozen
-flirtations at once—dancing and killing all thoughts of Arthur in a
-round of frivolities? There were many who beckoned to her. She stood at
-her counter in the drug store on many a day and brooded over this, but
-at the thought of which one to begin with, she faltered. After her late
-love, all were so tame, for the present anyhow.</p>
-
-<p>And then—and then—always there was Barton, the humble or faithful, to
-whom she had been so unkind and whom she had used and whom she still
-really liked. So often self-reproaching thoughts in connection<span class="pagenum" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</span> with
-him crept over her. He must have known, must have seen how badly she
-was using him all this while, and yet he had not failed to come and
-come, until she had actually quarreled with him, and any one would have
-seen that it was literally hopeless. She could not help remembering,
-especially now in her pain, that he adored her. He was not calling
-on her now at all—by her indifference she had finally driven him
-away—but a word, a word— She waited for days, weeks, hoping against
-hope, and then——</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The office of Barton’s superior in the Great Eastern terminal had
-always made him an easy object for her blandishments, coming and going,
-as she frequently did, via this very station. He was in the office of
-the assistant train-despatcher on the ground floor, where passing to
-and from the local, which, at times, was quicker than a street-car, she
-could easily see him by peering in; only, she had carefully avoided him
-for nearly a year. If she chose now, and would call for a message-blank
-at the adjacent telegraph-window which was a part of his room, and
-raised her voice as she often had in the past, he could scarcely fail
-to hear, if he did not see her. And if he did, he would rise and come
-over—of that she was sure, for he never could resist her. It had been
-a wile of hers in the old days to do this or to make her presence felt
-by idling outside. After a month of brooding, she felt that she must
-act—her position as a deserted girl was too much. She could not stand
-it any longer really—the eyes of her mother, for one.</p>
-
-<p>It was six-fifteen one evening when, coming out of the store in which
-she worked, she turned her step<span class="pagenum" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</span> disconsolately homeward. Her heart
-was heavy, her face rather pale and drawn. She had stopped in the
-store’s retiring-room before coming out to add to her charms as much as
-possible by a little powder and rouge and to smooth her hair. It would
-not take much to reallure her former sweetheart, she felt sure—and yet
-it might not be so easy after all. Suppose he had found another? But
-she could not believe that. It had scarcely been long enough since he
-had last attempted to see her, and he was really so very, very fond of
-her and so faithful. He was too slow and certain in his choosing—he
-had been so with her. Still, who knows? With this thought, she went
-forward in the evening, feeling for the first time the shame and pain
-that comes of deception, the agony of having to relinquish an ideal and
-the feeling of despair that comes to those who find themselves in the
-position of suppliants, stooping to something which in better days and
-better fortune they would not know. Arthur was the cause of this.</p>
-
-<p>When she reached the station, the crowd that usually filled it at this
-hour was swarming. There were so many pairs like Arthur and herself
-laughing and hurrying away or so she felt. First glancing in the small
-mirror of a weighing scale to see if she were still of her former
-charm, she stopped thoughtfully at a little flower stand which stood
-outside, and for a few pennies purchased a tiny bunch of violets. She
-then went inside and stood near the window, peering first furtively to
-see if he were present. He was. Bent over his work, a green shade over
-his eyes, she could see his stolid, genial figure at a table. Stepping
-back a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</span> moment to ponder, she finally went forward and, in a clear
-voice, asked,</p>
-
-<p>“May I have a blank, please?”</p>
-
-<p>The infatuation of the discarded Barton was such that it brought him
-instantly to his feet. In his stodgy, stocky way he rose, his eyes
-glowing with a friendly hope, his mouth wreathed in smiles, and came
-over. At the sight of her, pale, but pretty—paler and prettier,
-really, than he had ever seen her—he thrilled dumbly.</p>
-
-<p>“How are you, Shirley?” he asked sweetly, as he drew near, his eyes
-searching her face hopefully. He had not seen her for so long that he
-was intensely hungry, and her paler beauty appealed to him more than
-ever. Why wouldn’t she have him? he was asking himself. Why wouldn’t
-his persistent love yet win her? Perhaps it might. “I haven’t seen you
-in a month of Sundays, it seems. How are the folks?”</p>
-
-<p>“They’re all right, Bart,” she smiled archly, “and so am I. How have
-you been? It has been a long time since I’ve seen you. I’ve been
-wondering how you were. Have you been all right? I was just going to
-send a message.”</p>
-
-<p>As he had approached, Shirley had pretended at first not to see him, a
-moment later to affect surprise, although she was really suppressing a
-heavy sigh. The sight of him, after Arthur, was not reassuring. Could
-she really interest herself in him any more? Could she?</p>
-
-<p>“Sure, sure,” he replied genially; “I’m always all right. You couldn’t
-kill me, you know. Not going away, are you, Shirl?” he queried
-interestedly.</p>
-
-<p>“No; I’m just telegraphing to Mabel. She promised<span class="pagenum" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</span> to meet me
-to-morrow, and I want to be sure she will.”</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t come past here as often as you did, Shirley,” he complained
-tenderly. “At least, I don’t seem to see you so often,” he added with
-a smile. “It isn’t anything I have done, is it?” he queried, and then,
-when she protested quickly, added: “What’s the trouble, Shirl? Haven’t
-been sick, have you?”</p>
-
-<p>She affected all her old gaiety and ease, feeling as though she would
-like to cry.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no,” she returned; “I’ve been all right. I’ve been going through
-the other door, I suppose, or coming in and going out on the Langdon
-Avenue car.” (This was true, because she had been wanting to avoid
-him.) “I’ve been in such a hurry, most nights, that I haven’t had time
-to stop, Bart. You know how late the store keeps us at times.”</p>
-
-<p>He remembered, too, that in the old days she had made time to stop or
-meet him occasionally.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know,” he said tactfully. “But you haven’t been to any of our
-old card-parties either of late, have you? At least, I haven’t seen
-you. I’ve gone to two or three, thinking you might be there.”</p>
-
-<p>That was another thing Arthur had done—broken up her interest in
-these old store and neighborhood parties and a banjo-and-mandolin club
-to which she had once belonged. They had all seemed so pleasing and
-amusing in the old days—but now— * * * * &#160; In those days Bart had been
-her usual companion when his work permitted.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” she replied evasively, but with a forced air of pleasant
-remembrance; “I have often thought of how much fun we had at those,
-though. It was a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</span> shame to drop them. You haven’t seen Harry Stull
-or Trina Task recently, have you?” she inquired, more to be saying
-something than for any interest she felt.</p>
-
-<p>He shook his head negatively, then added:</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I did, too; here in the waiting-room a few nights ago. They were
-coming down-town to a theater, I suppose.”</p>
-
-<p>His face fell slightly as he recalled how it had been their custom to
-do this, and what their one quarrel had been about. Shirley noticed it.
-She felt the least bit sorry for him, but much more for herself, coming
-back so disconsolately to all this.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you’re looking as pretty as ever, Shirley,” he continued, noting
-that she had not written the telegram and that there was something
-wistful in her glance. “Prettier, I think,” and she smiled sadly. Every
-word that she tolerated from him was as so much gold to him, so much of
-dead ashes to her. “You wouldn’t like to come down some evening this
-week and see ‘The Mouse-Trap,’ would you? We haven’t been to a theater
-together in I don’t know when.” His eyes sought hers in a hopeful,
-doglike way.</p>
-
-<p>So—she could have him again—that was the pity of it! To have what
-she really did not want, did not care for! At the least nod now he
-would come, and this very devotion made it all but worthless, and so
-sad. She ought to marry him now for certain, if she began in this way,
-and could in a month’s time if she chose, but oh, oh—could she? For
-the moment she decided that she could not, would not. If he had only
-repulsed her—told her to go—ignored her—but no; it was her fate to
-be loved by him in this moving, pleading way, and hers not to love him
-as she wished<span class="pagenum" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</span> to love—to be loved. Plainly, he needed some one like
-her, whereas she, she——. She turned a little sick, a sense of the
-sacrilege of gaiety at this time creeping into her voice, and exclaimed:</p>
-
-<p>“No, no!” Then seeing his face change, a heavy sadness come over
-it, “Not this week, anyhow, I mean” (“Not so soon,” she had almost
-said). “I have several engagements this week and I’m not feeling
-well. But”—seeing his face change, and the thought of her own state
-returning—“you might come out to the house some evening instead, and
-then we can go some other time.”</p>
-
-<p>His face brightened intensely. It was wonderful how he longed to be
-with her, how the least favor from her comforted and lifted him up. She
-could see also now, however, how little it meant to her, how little it
-could ever mean, even if to him it was heaven. The old relationship
-would have to be resumed in toto, once and for all, but did she want it
-that way now that she was feeling so miserable about this other affair?
-As she meditated, these various moods racing to and fro in her mind,
-Barton seemed to notice, and now it occurred to him that perhaps he had
-not pursued her enough—was too easily put off. She probably did like
-him yet. This evening, her present visit, seemed to prove it.</p>
-
-<p>“Sure, sure!” he agreed. “I’d like that. I’ll come out Sunday, if you
-say. We can go any time to the play. I’m sorry, Shirley, if you’re
-not feeling well. I’ve thought of you a lot these days. I’ll come out
-Wednesday, if you don’t mind.”</p>
-
-<p>She smiled a wan smile. It was all so much easier than she had
-expected—her triumph—and so ashenlike<span class="pagenum" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</span> in consequence, a flavor of
-dead-sea fruit and defeat about it all, that it was pathetic. How could
-she, after Arthur? How could he, really?</p>
-
-<p>“Make it Sunday,” she pleaded, naming the farthest day off, and then
-hurried out.</p>
-
-<p>Her faithful lover gazed after her, while she suffered an intense
-nausea. To think—to think—it should all be coming to this! She had
-not used her telegraph-blank, and now had forgotten all about it. It
-was not the simple trickery that discouraged her, but her own future
-which could find no better outlet than this, could not rise above it
-apparently, or that she had no heart to make it rise above it. Why
-couldn’t she interest herself in some one different to Barton? Why did
-she have to return to him? Why not wait and meet some other—ignore
-him as before? But no, no; nothing mattered now—no one—it might as
-well be Barton really as any one, and she would at least make him happy
-and at the same time solve her own problem. She went out into the
-train-shed and climbed into her train. Slowly, after the usual pushing
-and jostling of a crowd, it drew out toward Latonia, that suburban
-region in which her home lay. As she rode, she thought.</p>
-
-<p>“What have I just done? What am I doing?” she kept asking herself as
-the clacking wheels on the rails fell into a rhythmic dance and the
-houses of the brown, dry, endless city fled past in a maze. “Severing
-myself decisively from the past—the happy past—for supposing, once I
-am married, Arthur should return and want me again—suppose! Suppose!”</p>
-
-<p>Below at one place, under a shed, were some market-gardeners disposing
-of the last remnants of their<span class="pagenum" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</span> day’s wares—a sickly, dull life, she
-thought. Here was Rutgers Avenue, with its line of red street-cars,
-many wagons and tracks and counter-streams of automobiles—how often
-had she passed it morning and evening in a shuttle-like way, and
-how often would, unless she got married! And here, now, was the
-river flowing smoothly between its banks lined with coal-pockets and
-wharves—away, away to the huge deep sea which she and Arthur had
-enjoyed so much. Oh, to be in a small boat and drift out, out into the
-endless, restless, pathless deep! Somehow the sight of this water,
-to-night and every night, brought back those evenings in the open
-with Arthur at Sparrows Point, the long line of dancers in Eckert’s
-Pavilion, the woods at Atholby, the park, with the dancers in the
-pavilion—she choked back a sob. Once Arthur had come this way with
-her on just such an evening as this, pressing her hand and saying how
-wonderful she was. Oh, Arthur! Arthur! And now Barton was to take his
-old place again—forever, no doubt. She could not trifle with her life
-longer in this foolish way, or his. What was the use? But think of it!</p>
-
-<p>Yes, it must be—forever now, she told herself. She must marry. Time
-would be slipping by and she would become too old. It was her only
-future—marriage. It was the only future she had ever contemplated
-really, a home, children, the love of some man whom she could love as
-she loved Arthur. Ah, what a happy home that would have been for her!
-But now, now——</p>
-
-<p>But there must be no turning back now, either. There was no other way.
-If Arthur ever came back—but<span class="pagenum" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</span> fear not, he wouldn’t! She had risked
-so much and lost—lost him. Her little venture into true love had
-been such a failure. Before Arthur had come all had been well enough.
-Barton, stout and simple and frank and direct, had in some way—how,
-she could scarcely realize now—offered sufficient of a future. But
-now, now! He had enough money, she knew, to build a cottage for the two
-of them. He had told her so. He would do his best always to make her
-happy, she was sure of that. They could live in about the state her
-parents were living in—or a little better, not much—and would never
-want. No doubt there would be children, because he craved them—several
-of them—and that would take up her time, long years of it—the sad,
-gray years! But then Arthur, whose children she would have thrilled to
-bear, would be no more, a mere memory—think of that!—and Barton, the
-dull, the commonplace, would have achieved his finest dream—and why?</p>
-
-<p>Because love was a failure for her—that was why—and in her life
-there could be no more true love. She would never love any one again
-as she had Arthur. It could not be, she was sure of it. He was too
-fascinating, too wonderful. Always, always, wherever she might be,
-whoever she might marry, he would be coming back, intruding between
-her and any possible love, receiving any possible kiss. It would be
-Arthur she would be loving or kissing. She dabbed at her eyes with a
-tiny handkerchief, turned her face close to the window and stared out,
-and then as the environs of Latonia came into view, wondered (so deep
-is romance): What if Arthur should come back at some time—or now!
-Supposing he should be here at the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</span> station now, accidentally or on
-purpose, to welcome her, to soothe her weary heart. He had met her here
-before. How she would fly to him, lay her head on his shoulder, forget
-forever that Barton ever was, that they had ever separated for an hour.
-Oh, Arthur! Arthur!</p>
-
-<p>But no, no; here was Latonia—here the viaduct over her train, the
-long business street and the cars marked “Center” and “Langdon Avenue”
-running back into the great city. A few blocks away in tree-shaded
-Bethune Street, duller and plainer than ever, was her parents’ cottage
-and the routine of that old life which was now, she felt, more fully
-fastened upon her than ever before—the lawn-mowers, the lawns, the
-front porches all alike. Now would come the going to and fro of Barton
-to business as her father and she now went to business, her keeping
-house, cooking, washing, ironing, sewing for Barton as her mother now
-did these things for her father and herself. And she would not be in
-love really, as she wanted to be. Oh, dreadful! She could never escape
-it really, now that she could endure it less, scarcely for another
-hour. And yet she must, must, for the sake of—for the sake of—she
-closed her eyes and dreamed.</p>
-
-<p>She walked up the street under the trees, past the houses and lawns all
-alike to her own, and found her father on their veranda reading the
-evening paper. She sighed at the sight.</p>
-
-<p>“Back, daughter?” he called pleasantly.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Your mother is wondering if you would like steak or liver for dinner.
-Better tell her.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, it doesn’t matter.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</span></p>
-
-<p>She hurried into her bedroom, threw down her hat and gloves, and
-herself on the bed to rest silently, and groaned in her soul. To think
-that it had all come to this!—Never to see him any more!—To see only
-Barton, and marry him and live in such a street, have four or five
-children, forget all her youthful companionships—and all to save her
-face before her parents, and her future. Why must it be? Should it
-be, really? She choked and stifled. After a little time her mother,
-hearing her come in, came to the door—thin, practical, affectionate,
-conventional.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s wrong, honey? Aren’t you feeling well to-night? Have you a
-headache? Let me feel.”</p>
-
-<p>Her thin cool fingers crept over her temples and hair. She suggested
-something to eat or a headache powder right away.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m all right, mother. I’m just not feeling well now. Don’t bother.
-I’ll get up soon. Please don’t.”</p>
-
-<p>“Would you rather have liver or steak to-night, dear?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, anything—nothing—please don’t bother—steak will
-do—anything”—if only she could get rid of her and be at rest!</p>
-
-<p>Her mother looked at her and shook her head sympathetically, then
-retreated quietly, saying no more. Lying so, she thought and
-thought—grinding, destroying thoughts about the beauty of the past,
-the darkness of the future—until able to endure them no longer she got
-up and, looking distractedly out of the window into the yard and the
-house next door, stared at her future fixedly. What should she do? What
-should she really do? There was <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Kessel in her kitchen getting her
-dinner as usual, just as her own mother<span class="pagenum" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</span> was now, and <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Kessel out on
-the front porch in his shirt-sleeves reading the evening paper. Beyond
-was <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Pollard in his yard, cutting the grass. All along Bethune
-Street were such houses and such people—simple, commonplace souls
-all—clerks, managers, fairly successful craftsmen, like her father and
-Barton, excellent in their way but not like Arthur the beloved, the
-lost—and here was she, perforce, or by decision of necessity, soon to
-be one of them, in some such street as this no doubt, forever and—.
-For the moment it choked and stifled her.</p>
-
-<p>She decided that she would not. No, no, no! There must be some other
-way—many ways. She did not have to do this unless she really wished
-to—would not—only—. Then going to the mirror she looked at her face
-and smoothed her hair.</p>
-
-<p>“But what’s the use?” she asked of herself wearily and resignedly after
-a time. “Why should I cry? Why shouldn’t I marry Barton? I don’t amount
-to anything, anyhow. Arthur wouldn’t have me. I wanted him, and I am
-compelled to take some one else—or no one—what difference does it
-really make who? My dreams are too high, that’s all. I wanted Arthur,
-and he wouldn’t have me. I don’t want Barton, and he crawls at my feet.
-I’m a failure, that’s what’s the matter with me.”</p>
-
-<p>And then, turning up her sleeves and removing a fichu which stood out
-too prominently from her breast, she went into the kitchen and, looking
-about for an apron, observed:</p>
-
-<p>“Can’t I help? Where’s the tablecloth?” and finding it among napkins
-and silverware in a drawer in the adjoining room, proceeded to set the
-table.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="A_STORY_OF_STORIES">A STORY OF STORIES</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class="drop-cap"><span class="smcap">Take</span> a smoky Western city. Call it Omaha or Kansas City or Denver,
-only let the Mississippi flow past it. Put in it two rival morning
-papers—two, and only two—the <i>Star</i> and the <i>News</i>, the
-staffs of which are rather keen to outwit each other. On the staff of
-the <i>News</i>, slightly the better of the two newspapers, put <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>
-David Kolinsky, alias (yes, alias) David, or “Red” Collins (a little
-shift of nomenclature due to the facts that, first: he was a South
-Russian Jew who looked exactly like a red-headed Irishman—that is
-a peculiarity of South Russian Jews, I believe—and secondly: that
-it was more <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">distingué</i>, as it were, to be Irish in Omaha or
-Denver or Kansas City than it was to be a South Russian Jew). Give
-him a slithery, self-confident, race-track or tout manner. Put on
-him “loud” or showy clothes, a diamond ring, a ruby pin in his tie,
-a yellowish-green Fedora hat, yellow shoes, freckles, a sneering
-contemptuous “tough” smile, and you have <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> “Red” Collins as <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>——</p>
-
-<p>But wait.</p>
-
-<p>On the <i>Star</i>, slightly the lesser of these two great dailies
-that matutinally thrashed the city to a foam of interest, place <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>
-Augustus Binns, no less, young (not over twenty-two), tall, college-y,
-rather graceful as young college men go, literary of course, highly
-ambitious, with gold eye-glasses, a wrist watch, a cane—in short, one
-of those ambitious young gentlemen of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</span> this rather un-happy go un-lucky
-scribbling world who has distinct ideals, to say nothing of dreams,
-as to what the newspaper and literary professions combined should
-bring him, and who, in addition, inherently despised all creatures of
-the “Red” Collins, or race-track, gambler, amateur detective, police
-and political, type. Well may you ask, what was <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins, with
-his peculiar characteristics, doing on a paper of the importance and
-distinction of the <i>News</i>. A long story, my dears. Newspapers are
-peculiar institutions.</p>
-
-<p>For this same paper not long since had harbored the truly elegant
-presence of <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns himself, and so excellent a writer and news
-gatherer was he that on more than one occasion he had been set to
-revise or rewrite the tales which <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> “Red” Collins, who was then but
-tentatively connected with the paper as a “tipster,” brought in. This
-in itself was a crime against art and literature, as <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns saw it,
-for, when you come right down to it, and in the strict meaning of the
-word, <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins was not a writer at all, could not write, in fact,
-could only “bring in” his stories, and most interesting ones they were,
-nearly all of them, whereas about the paper at all times were men who
-could—<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns, for instance. It insulted if not outraged <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns’s
-sense of the fitness of things, for the <i>News</i> to hire such a
-person and let him flaunt the title of “reporter” or “representative,”
-for he admired the <i>News</i> very much and was glad to be of it. But
-Collins! “Red” Collins!</p>
-
-<p>The latter was one of those “hard life,” but by no means hard luck,
-Jews who by reason of indomitable ambition and will had raised himself
-out of practically frightful conditions. He had never even seen<span class="pagenum" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</span> a
-bath-tub until he was fifteen or sixteen. By turns he had been a
-bootblack, newsboy, race-track tout, stable boy, helper around a
-saloon, and what not. Of late years, and now, because he was reaching
-a true wisdom (he was between twenty-five and six), he had developed a
-sort of taste for gambling as well as politics of a low order, and was
-in addition a police hanger-on. He was really a sort of pariah in his
-way, only the sporting and political editors found him useful. They
-tolerated him, and paid him well for his tips because, forsooth, his
-tips were always good.</p>
-
-<p>Batsford, the capable city editor of the <i>News</i>, a round,
-forceful, gross person who was more allied to Collins than to Binns
-in spirit, although he was like neither, was Binns’s first superior
-in the newspaper world. He did not like Binns because, for one thing,
-of his wrist watch, secondly, his large gold glasses—much larger
-than they need have been—and thirdly, because of his cane, which he
-carried with considerable of an air. The truth is, Binns was Eastern
-and the city editor was Western, and besides, Binns had been more or
-less thrust upon him by his managing editor as a favor to some one
-else. But Binns could write, never doubt it, and proved it. He was a
-vigorous reporter with a fine feeling for words and, above all, a power
-to visualize and emotionalize whatever he saw, a thing which was of the
-utmost importance in this rather loose Western emotional atmosphere. He
-could handle any story which came to him with ease and distinction, and
-seemed usually to get all or nearly all the facts.</p>
-
-<p>On the other hand, Collins, for all his garishness, and one might
-almost say, brutality of spirit, was what<span class="pagenum" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</span> Batsford would have called a
-practical man. He knew life. He was by no means as artistic as Binns,
-but still— Batsford liked to know what was going on politically and
-criminally, and Collins could always tell him, whereas Binns never
-could. Also, by making Binns rewrite Collins’s stories, he knew he
-could offend him horribly. The two were like oil and water, Mussulman
-and Christian.</p>
-
-<p>When Batsford first told Collins to relate the facts of a certain tale
-to Binns and let him work it out, the former strolled over to the
-collegian, his lip curled up at one corner, his eye cynically fixed on
-him, and said, “The Chief says to give youse this dope and let youse
-work it out.”</p>
-
-<p>Youse!</p>
-
-<p>Oh, for a large, bright broad ax!</p>
-
-<p>Binns, however, always your stickler for duty and order, bent on him
-an equally cynical and yet enigmatic eye, hitched up his trousers
-slightly, adjusted his wrist watch and glasses, and began to take down
-the details of the story, worming them out of his rival with a delicacy
-and <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">savoir faire</i> worthy of a better cause.</p>
-
-<p>Not long after, however, it was brought to the horrified ears of
-<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns that <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins had said he was a “stiff” and a “cheap
-ink-slinger,” a la-de-da no less, that writers, one and all, college
-and otherwise, didn’t count for much, anyhow, that they were all
-starving to death, and that they “grew on trees”—a phrase which
-particularly enraged <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns, for he interpreted it to mean that they
-were as numerous as the sands of the sea, as plentiful as mud.</p>
-
-<p>By Allah! That such dogs should be allowed to take the beards of great
-writers into their hands thus!</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</span></p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless and in spite of all this, the fortunes of <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins went
-forward apace, and that chiefly, as <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns frequently groaned, at
-his expense. Collins would come in, and after a long series of “I sez
-to him-s” and “He sez to me-s,” which <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns (per the orders of <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>
-Batsford) translated into the King’s best Britannica, he having in the
-meanwhile to neglect some excellent tale of his own, would go forth
-again, free to point the next day to a column or column-and-a-half or a
-half-column story, and declare proudly, “My story.”</p>
-
-<p>Think of it! That swine!</p>
-
-<p>There is an end to all things, however, even life and crime. In due
-time, as per a series of accidents and the groundless ill-will of
-<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Batsford, <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns was perforce, in self-respect, compelled to
-transfer his energies to the <i>Star</i>, a paper he had previously
-contemned as being not so good, but where he was now made very welcome
-because of his ability. Then, to his astonishment and disgust, one day
-while covering a police station known as the South Ninth, from which
-emanated many amazing police tales, whom should he encounter but “Red”
-Collins, no less, now a full-fledged reporter on the <i>News</i>, if
-you please, and “doing police.” He had a grand and even contemptuous
-manner, barely deigning to notice Binns. Binns raged.</p>
-
-<p>But he noticed at once that Collins was far more <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">en rapport</i> with
-the various sergeants and the captain, as well as all that was going
-on in this station, than ever he had dreamed of being. It was “Hello,
-Red,” here and “Hi, sport,” there, while Collins replied with various
-“Caps” and “Charlies.” He gave himself all the airs of a newspaper man
-proper, swaggering about<span class="pagenum" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</span> and talking of this, that, and the other
-story which he had written, some of them having been done by Binns
-himself. And what was more, Collins was soon closeted intimately with
-the captain in his room, strolling in and out of that sanctum as if it
-were his private demesne, and somehow giving Binns the impression of
-being in touch with realms and deeds of which he had never heard, and
-never would. It made Binns doubly apprehensive lest in these secret
-intimacies tales and mysteries should be unfolded which should have
-their first light in the pages of the <i>News</i>, and so leave him
-to be laughed at as one who could not get the news. In consequence,
-he watched the <i>News</i> more closely than ever for any evidence of
-such treachery on the part of the police, while at the same time he
-redoubled his interest in any such items as came to his attention. By
-reason of this, as well as by his greater skill in writing and his
-undeniable imagination, on more than one occasion he gave <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins
-a good drubbing, chancing to make good stories out of things which <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>
-Collins had evidently dismissed as worthless. <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">Au contraire</i>, now
-and then a case appeared in the columns of the <i>News</i> with details
-which he had not been able to obtain, and concerning which the police
-had insisted that they knew nothing. It was thus that <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins
-secured his revenge—and very good revenge too, it was at times.</p>
-
-<p>But <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns managed to hold his own, as, for instance, late one
-August afternoon when a negro girl in one of those crowded alleys
-which made up an interesting and even amazing portion of O—— was cut
-almost to shreds by an ex-lover who, following her from river-city to
-river-city and town to town, had<span class="pagenum" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</span> finally come up with her here and had
-taken his revenge.</p>
-
-<p>It was a glistering tale this. It appeared (but only after the greatest
-industry on the part of <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns) that some seven or eight months
-before [the O—— papers curiously were always interested in a tale
-of this kind] this same girl and the negro who had cut her had been
-living together as man and wife in Cairo, Illinois, and that later the
-lover (a coal passer or stevedore, working now on one boat and now on
-another plying the Mississippi between New Orleans and O——), who was
-plainly wildly fond of her, became suspicious and finally satisfying
-himself that his mistress, who was a real beauty after her kind, was
-faithless to him, set a trap to catch her. Returning suddenly one
-day when she imagined him to be away for a week or two of labor, and
-bursting in upon her, he found her with another man. Death would have
-been her portion as well as that of her lover had it not been for the
-interference of friends, which had permitted the pair to escape.</p>
-
-<p>Lacerated by the double offenses of betrayal and desertion, he now set
-out to follow her, as the cutting on this occasion proved. Returning
-to his task as stevedore and working his way thus from one river-city
-to another, he arrived by turns in Memphis, Vicksburg, Natchez and
-New Orleans, in each case making it a point to disguise himself as
-a peddler selling trinkets and charms, and in this capacity walking
-the crowded negro sections of all these cities calling his wares.
-Ambling up one of these stuffy, stifling alleys, finally, in O——
-which bordered on this same police station and where so many negroes
-lived, he encountered<span class="pagenum" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</span> this late August afternoon his quondam but
-now faithless love. In answer to his cry of “Rings! Pins! Buckles!
-Trinkets!” his false love, apparently not recognizing his voice, put
-her head out of a doorway. On the instant the damage was done. Dropping
-his tray, he was upon her in a flash with his razor, cris-crossing and
-slashing her until she was marred beyond recognition. With fiendish
-cruelty he cut her cheeks, lips, arms, legs, back, and sides, so much
-so that when Binns arrived at the City Hospital where she had been
-taken, he found her unconscious and her life despaired of. On the other
-hand, the lover had made good his escape, as had her paramour.</p>
-
-<p>Curiously, this story captured the fancy of <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns as it did that
-of his city editor later, completely. It was such a thing as he could
-do, and do well. With almost deft literary art he turned it into a
-rather striking black tragedy. Into it, after convincing his rather
-fussy city editor that it was worth the telling, he had crowded a
-bit of the flavor of the hot waterfronts of Cairo, Memphis, Natchez,
-and New Orleans, the sing-song sleepiness of the stevedores at their
-lazy labors, the idle, dreamy character of the slow-moving boats,
-this rickety alley, with its semi-barbaric curtain-hung shacks and
-its swarming, idle, crooning, shuffling negro life. Even an old negro
-refrain appropriate to a trinket peddler, and the low, bold negro life
-two such truants might enjoy, were pictured. An old negro mammy with a
-yellow-dotted kerchief over her head who kept talking of “disha Gawge”
-and “disha Sam” and “disha Marquatta” (the girl), had moved him to a
-poetic frenzy. Naturally<span class="pagenum" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</span> it made a colorful tale, and his city editor
-felt called upon to compliment him on it.</p>
-
-<p>But in the <i>News</i>, owing possibly to Collins’s inability to
-grasp the full significance, the romance, of such a story as this, it
-received but a scant stick—a low dive cutting affray. His was not the
-type of mind that could see the color here, but once seen he could
-realize wherein he had been beaten, and it infuriated him.</p>
-
-<p>“You think you’re a helluva feller, dontcha?” he snarled the next day
-on sight, his lip a-curl with scorn and rage. “You think you’ve pulled
-off sompin swell. Say, I’ve been up against you wordy boys before, and
-I can work all around you. All you guys can do is get a few facts and
-then pad ’em up. You never get the real stuff, never,” and he even
-snapped his fingers under the nose of the surprised <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns. “Wait’ll
-we get a real case some time, you and me, and then I’ll show you
-sompin. Wait and see.”</p>
-
-<p>“My good fellow,” <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns was about to begin, but the cold, hard,
-revengeful glare in the eyes of <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins quite took his breath away.
-Then and there <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins put a strange haunting fear of himself into
-<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns’s mind. There was something so savage about him, so like that
-of an angry hornet or snake that it left him all but speechless. “Is
-that so?” he managed to say after a time. “You think you will, do you?
-That’s easy enough to say, now that you’re beaten, but I guess I’ll be
-right there when the time comes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, go to hell!” growled Collins savagely, and he walked off, leaving
-<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns smiling pleasantly, albeit vacantly, and at the same time
-wondering just<span class="pagenum" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</span> what it was <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins was going to do to him, and
-when.</p>
-
-<p>The sequel to this was somewhat more interesting.</p>
-
-<p>As <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns came in one morning fresh from his bath and breakfast,
-his new city editor called him into his office. <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Waxby, in contrast
-with <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Batsford, was a small, waspish, and yet affable and capable
-man whom Binns could not say he admired as a man or a gentleman, but
-who, he was sure, was a much better city editor than Batsford, and who
-appreciated him, Binns, as Batsford never had, i.e., at his true worth.
-Batsford had annoyed him with such a dog as Collins, whereas Waxby had
-almost coddled him. And what a nose for news!</p>
-
-<p><abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Waxby eyed him rather solemnly and enigmatically on this occasion,
-and then observed: “Do you remember, Binns, that big M.P. train robbery
-that took place out here near Dolesville about six months ago?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>“And do you remember that the Governor of this state and his military
-staff, all in uniform, as well as a half dozen other big-wigs, were
-on board, and that they all reported that there had been seven lusty
-bandits, all heavily armed, some of whom went through the train and
-robbed the passengers while others compelled the engineer and fireman
-to get down, uncouple the engine, and then blow open the express car
-door and safe for them and carry out the money, about twenty or thirty
-thousand dollars all told?”</p>
-
-<p>Binns remembered it well. He had been on the <i>News</i> at the time,
-and the full-page spread had attracted his keenest attention. It was
-illustrative, as he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</span> thought, of the character of this region—raw and
-still daring. It smacked so much of the lawlessness of the forties,
-when pack-train and stage-coach robberies were the rule and not the
-exception. It had caused his hair to tingle at the roots at times so
-real was it. Never had he been so close, as it were, to anything so
-dramatic.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir, I remember it very well,” he replied.</p>
-
-<p>“And do you remember how the newspapers laughed over the fact that
-the Governor and his military staff had crawled into their berths and
-didn’t come out again until the train had started?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well now, Binns, just read this,” and here <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Waxby handed him a
-telegram, the while his eyes gleamed with a keen humorous light, and
-<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns read:</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-<p class="right">
-“Medicine Flats, M. K.<br />
-</p>
-
-<p>“Lem Rollins arrested here to-day confesses to single-handed robbery
-of M. P. express west of Dolesville February 2d last. Money recovered.
-Rollins being brought to O—— via C.T.&amp;A. this p.m. Should arrive
-six-thirty.”</p>
-</div>
-
-<p>“Apparently,” cackled <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Waxby, “there was nothing to that
-seven-bandit story at all, Binns. There weren’t any seven robbers, but
-just one, and they’ve caught him, and he’s confessed,” and here he
-burst into more laughter.</p>
-
-<p>“No, Binns,” went on Waxby, “if this is really true, it is a wonderful
-story. You don’t often find one man holding up a whole train anywhere
-and getting away with twenty or thirty thousand dollars. It’s amazing.
-I’ve decided that we won’t wait for him to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</span> arrive, but that you’re to
-go out and meet him. According to this time-table you can take a local
-that leaves here at two-fifteen and get to Pacific fifteen minutes
-ahead of the express on which he is coming in, and you’ve just about
-time to make it. That will give you all of an hour and a half in which
-to interview him. It’s just possible that the <i>News</i> and the other
-papers won’t get wind of this in time to send a man. Think of the
-opportunity it gives you to study him! No seven robbers, remember, but
-just one! And the Governor and his whole staff on board! Make him tell
-what he thinks of the Governor and his staff. Make him talk. Ha! ha!
-You’ll have him all to yourself. Think of that! And they crawled into
-their berths! Ha! ha! Gee whiz, you’ve got the chance of a lifetime!”</p>
-
-<p><abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns stared at the telegram. He recalled the detailed descriptions
-of the actions of the seven robbers, how some of them had prowled
-up and down outside the train, while others went through it rifling
-the passengers, and still others, forward, overawed the engineer and
-fireman, broke open and robbed the express car safe in the face of an
-armed messenger as well as mailman and trainmen, and how they had then
-decamped into the dark. How could one man have done it? It couldn’t be
-true!</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless he arose, duly impressed. It would be no easy task to get
-just the right touch, but he felt that he might. If only the train
-weren’t over-run with other reporters! He stuffed some notepaper into
-his pocket and bustled down to the Union Station—if <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns could be
-said to <em>bustle</em>. Here he encountered his first hitch.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</span></p>
-
-<p>On inquiring for a ticket to Pacific, the slightly disturbing response
-of “Which road?” was made.</p>
-
-<p>“Are there two?” asked <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes—M.P. and C.T.&amp;A.”</p>
-
-<p>“They both go to Pacific, do they?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“Which train leaves first?”</p>
-
-<p>“C.T.&amp;A. It’s waiting now.”</p>
-
-<p><abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns hesitated, but there was no time to lose. It didn’t make any
-difference, so long as he connected with the incoming express, as the
-time-table showed that this did. He paid for his ticket and got aboard,
-but now an irritating thought came to him. Supposing other reporters
-from either the <i>News</i> or one of the three afternoon papers were
-aboard, especially the <i>News</i>! If there were not he would have
-this fine task all to himself, and what a beat! But if there were
-others? He walked forward to the smoker, which was the next car in
-front, and there, to his intense disgust and nervous dissatisfaction,
-he spied, of all people, the one man he would least have expected to
-find on an assignment of this kind, the one man he least wanted to
-see—<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins, no less, red-headed, serene, determined, a cigar
-between his teeth, crouched low in his seat smoking and reading a paper
-as calmly as though he were not bent upon the most important task of
-the year.</p>
-
-<p>“Pshaw!” exclaimed <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns irritably and even bitterly.</p>
-
-<p>He returned to his seat nervous and ill composed, all the more so
-because he now recalled Collins’s venomous threat, “Wait’ll we get a
-real case some time, you and me.” The low creature! Why, he couldn’t<span class="pagenum" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</span>
-even write a decent sentence. Why should he fear him so? But just the
-same he did fear him—why, he could scarcely say. Collins was so raw,
-savage, brutal, in his mood and plans.</p>
-
-<p>But why, in heaven’s name, he now asked himself as he meditated in
-his seat as to ways and means, should a man like Batsford send a man
-like Collins, who couldn’t even write, to interpret a story and a
-character of this kind? How could he hope to dig out the odd psychology
-of this very queer case? Plainly he was too crude, too unintellectual
-to get it straight. Nevertheless, here he was, and now, plainly, he
-would have this awful creature to contend with. And Collins was so
-bitter toward him. He would leave no trick unturned to beat him! These
-country detectives and sheriff and railroad men, whoever they were or
-wherever they came from, would be sure, on the instant, to make friends
-with Collins, as they always did, and do their best to serve him.
-They seemed to like that sort of man, worse luck. They might even, at
-Collins’s instigation, refuse to let him interview the bandit at all!
-If so, then what? But Collins would get something somehow, you might
-be sure, secret details which they might not relate to him. It made
-him nervous. Even if he got a chance he would have to interview this
-wonderful bandit in front of this awful creature, this one man whom he
-most despised, and who would deprive him of most of the benefit of all
-his questions by writing as though he had thought of and asked all of
-them himself. Think of it!</p>
-
-<p>The dreary local sped on, and as it drew nearer and nearer to Pacific,
-Binns became more and more nervous.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</span> For him the whole charm of this
-beautiful September landscape through which he was speeding now was
-all spoiled. When the train finally drew up at Pacific he jumped down,
-all alive with the determination not to be outdone in any way, and yet
-nervous and worried to a degree. Let Collins do his worst, he thought.
-He would show him. Still—just then he saw the latter jumping down. At
-the same time, Collins spied him, and on the instant his face clouded
-over. He seemed fairly to bristle with an angry animal rage, and he
-glared as though he would like to kill Binns, at the same time looking
-around to see who else might get off. “My enemy!” was written all over
-him. Seeing no one, he ran up to the station-agent and apparently
-asked when the train from the West was due. Binns decided at once not
-to trail, but instead sought information from his own conductor, who
-assured him that the East-bound express would probably be on time five
-minutes later, and would certainly stop here.</p>
-
-<p>“We take the siding here,” he said. “You’ll hear the whistle in a few
-minutes.”</p>
-
-<p>“It always stops here, does it?” asked Binns anxiously.</p>
-
-<p>“Always.”</p>
-
-<p>As they talked, Collins came back to the platform’s edge and stood
-looking up the track. At the same time this train pulled out, and a
-few minutes later the whistle of the express was heard. Now for a real
-contest, thought Binns. Somewhere in one of those cars would be this
-astounding bandit surrounded by detectives, and his duty, in spite of
-the indignity of it, would be to clamber aboard and get there first,
-explain<span class="pagenum" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</span> who he was, ingratiate himself into the good graces of the
-captors and the prisoner, and begin his questioning, vanquishing
-Collins as best he might—perhaps by the ease with which he should take
-charge. In a few moments the express was rolling into the station, and
-then Binns saw his enemy leap aboard and, with that iron effrontery
-and savageness which always irritated Binns so much, race through the
-forward cars to find the prisoner. Binns was about to essay the rear
-cars, but just then the conductor, a portly, genial-looking soul,
-stepped down beside him.</p>
-
-<p>“Is Lem Rollins, the train robber they are bringing in from Bald Knob,
-on here?” he inquired. “I’m from the <i>Star</i>, and I’ve been sent
-out to interview him.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re on the wrong road, brother,” smiled the conductor. “He’s not
-on this train. Those detective fellows have fooled you newspaper men,
-I’m afraid. They’re bringing him in over the M.P., as I understand it.
-They took him across from Bald Knob to Wahaba and caught the train
-there—but I’ll tell you,” and here he took out a large open-face
-silver watch and consulted it, “you might be able to catch him yet if
-you run for it. It’s only across the field there. You see that little
-yellow station over there? Well, that’s the depot. It’s due now, but
-sometimes it’s a little late. You’ll have to run for it, though. You
-haven’t a minute to spare.”</p>
-
-<p>Binns was all aquiver on the instant. Suppose, in spite of Collins’s
-zeal and savagery, he should outwit him yet by catching this other
-train while he was searching this one! All the gameness of his youth
-and profession rose up in him. Without stopping to thank<span class="pagenum" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</span> his informer,
-he leaped like a hare along the little path which cut diagonally across
-this lone field and which was evidently well worn by human feet. As he
-ran he wondered whether the genial conductor could possibly have lied
-to him to throw him off the track, and also if his enemy, seeing him
-running, had discovered his error by now and was following, granting
-that the conductor had told him the truth. He looked back occasionally,
-taking off his coat and glasses as he ran, and even throwing away
-his cane. Apparently Collins was still searching the other train.
-And now Binns at the same time, looking eagerly forward toward the
-other station, saw a semaphore arm which stood at right angles to the
-station lower itself for a clear track for some train. At the same time
-he also spied a mail-bag hanging out on a take-post arm, indicating
-that whatever this train was and whichever way it might be going, it
-was not going to stop here. He turned, still uncertain as to whether
-he had made a mistake in not searching the other train. Supposing
-the conductor had deliberately fooled him! Suppose Collins had made
-some preliminary arrangements of which he knew nothing? Suppose he
-had! Supposing the burglar were really on there, and even now Collins
-was busy with the opening questions of his interview, while he was
-here, behind! Oh Lord, what a beat! And he would have no reasonable
-explanation to offer except that he had been outwitted. What would
-happen to him? He slowed up in his running, chill beads of sweat
-bursting out on his face as he did so, but then, looking backward, he
-saw the train begin to move and from it, as if shot out of a gun, the
-significant form of Collins leap down and begin to run<span class="pagenum" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</span> along this
-same path. Then, by George, the robber was not on it, after all! The
-conductor had told him the truth! Ha! Collins would now attempt to make
-this other train. He had been told that the bandit was coming in on
-this. Binns could see him speeding along the path at top speed, his hat
-off, his hands waving nervously about. But by now Binns had reached the
-station a good three minutes ahead of his rival.</p>
-
-<p>Desperately he ran into it, a tiny thing, sticking his eager perspiring
-face in at the open office window, and calling to the stout, truculent
-little occupant of it:</p>
-
-<p>“When is the East-bound M.P. express due here?”</p>
-
-<p>“Now,” replied the agent surlily.</p>
-
-<p>“Does it stop?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, it don’t stop.”</p>
-
-<p>“Can it be stopped?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, it <em>cannot</em>!”</p>
-
-<p>“You mean to say you have no right to stop it?”</p>
-
-<p>“I mean I won’t stop it.”</p>
-
-<p>As they spoke there came the ominous shriek of the express’s whistle
-tearing on toward them. For the moment he was almost willing that
-Collins should join him if only he could make the train and gain this
-interview. He must have it. Waxby expected him to get it. Think of what
-a beat he would have if he won—what Waxby would think if he failed!</p>
-
-<p>“Would five dollars stop it?” he asked desperately, diving into his
-pocket.</p>
-
-<p>“No.”</p>
-
-<p>“Will ten?”</p>
-
-<p>“It might,” the agent replied crustily, and rose to his feet.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Stop it,” urged Binns feverishly, handing over the bill.</p>
-
-<p>The agent took it, and grabbing a tablet of yellow order blanks which
-lay before him, scribbled something on the face of one and ran outside,
-holding it up at arm’s length as he did so. At the same time he called
-to Binns:</p>
-
-<p>“Run on down the track! Run after it. She won’t stop here—she can’t.
-She’ll go a thousand feet before she can slow up. Get on down there,
-and after you’re on I’ll let ’er go.”</p>
-
-<p>He waved the yellow paper desperately, while Binns, all tense with
-excitement and desire, began running as fast as he could in the
-direction indicated. Now, if he were lucky, he would make it, and
-Collins would be left behind—think of it! He could get them to go
-ahead, maybe, before Collins could get aboard. Oh, my! As he ran and
-thought, he heard the grinding wheels of the express rushing up behind
-him. In a thought, as it were, it was alongside and past, its wheels
-shrieking and emitting sparks. True enough, it was stopping! He would
-be able to get on! Oh, glory! And maybe Collins wouldn’t be able to!
-Wouldn’t that be wonderful? It was far ahead of him now, but almost
-stock-still, and he was running like mad. As he ran he could hear the
-final gritty screech of the wheels against the brakes as the train came
-to a full stop farther on, and then coming up and climbing aboard,
-breathless and gasping painfully, he looked back, only to see that his
-rival had taken a diagonal course across the common, and was now not
-more than a hundred feet behind. He would make the train if he kept
-this up. It could scarcely be started<span class="pagenum" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</span> quickly enough to leave him
-behind, even if Binns paid for it. Instead of setting himself to the
-stern task of keeping <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins off the train, however, as assuredly
-<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins would have done—with his fists or his feet, if necessary,
-or his money—<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns now hesitated, uncertain what to do. On the
-rear platform with him was a brakeman newly stepped forth and, coming
-out of the door, the conductor.</p>
-
-<p>“Let her go!” he cried to the conductor. “Let her go! It’s all right!
-Go on!”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t that other fellow want to get on?” asked the latter curiously.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, no!” Binns exclaimed irritably and yet pleading. “Don’t let
-him on! He hasn’t any right on here. I arranged to stop this train.
-I’m from the <i>Star</i>. I’ll pay you if you don’t let him on. It’s
-the train robber I want. Go ahead,” but even as he spoke <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins
-came up, panting and wet, but with a leer of triumph and joy over his
-rival’s discomfiture written all over his face as he pulled himself up
-the steps.</p>
-
-<p>“You thought you’d leave me behind, didn’t you?” he sneered as he
-pushed his way upward. “Well, I fooled you this time, didn’t I?”</p>
-
-<p>Now was the crucial moment of <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns’s career had his courage been
-equal to it, but it was not. He had the opportunity to do the one
-thing which might have wrested victory from defeat—that is, push <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>
-Collins off and keep him off. The train was beginning to move. But
-instead of employing this raw force which <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins would assuredly
-have employed, he hesitated and debated, unable in his super-refinement
-to make up his mind, while <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins, not to be daunted or parleyed
-with, dashed into the car in search<span class="pagenum" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</span> of the robber. In the sudden
-immensity of his discomfiture, Binns now followed him with scarcely
-a thought for the moment, only to see Collins bustling up to the
-bandit in the third car ahead who, handcuffed to a country sheriff and
-surrounded by several detectives, was staring idly at the passengers.</p>
-
-<p>“Gee, sport,” the latter was saying as <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns sat down, patting the
-burglar familiarly on the knee and fixing him with that basilisk gaze
-of his which was intended to soothe and flatter the victim, “that was
-a great trick you pulled off. The paper’ll be crazy to find out how
-you did it. My paper, the <i>News</i>, wants a whole page of it. It
-wants your picture, too. Say, you didn’t really do it all alone, did
-you? Well, that’s what I call swell work, eh, Cap?” and now he turned
-his ingratiating leer on the country sheriff and the detectives. In
-a moment or two more he was telling them all what an intimate friend
-he was of “Billy” Desmond, the chief of detectives of O—— and <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>
-So-and-So, the chief of police, as well as various other dignitaries of
-that world.</p>
-
-<p>Plainly, admitted Binns to himself, he was beaten now, as much so
-as this burglar, he thought. His great opportunity was gone. What a
-victory this might have been, and now look at it! Disgruntled, he
-sat down beside his enemy, beginning to think what to ask, the while
-the latter, preening himself in his raw way on his success, began
-congratulating the prisoner on his great feat.</p>
-
-<p>“The dull stuff!” thought <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns. “To think that I should have
-to contend with a creature like this! And these are the people he
-considers something! And<span class="pagenum" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</span> he wants a whole page for the <i>News</i>! My
-word! He’d do well if he wrote a half-column alone.”</p>
-
-<p>Still, to his intense chagrin, he could not fail to see that <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>
-Collins was making excellent headway, not only with the country
-sheriff, who was a big bland creature, but the detectives and even
-the burglar himself. The latter was a most unpromising specimen for
-so unique a deed—short, broad-shouldered, heavy-limbed, with a
-squarish, inexpressive, even dull-looking face, blue-gray eyes, dark
-brown hair, big, lumpy, rough hands, and a tanned and seamed skin. He
-wore the cheap, nondescript clothes of a laborer, a blue “hickory”
-shirt, blackish-gray trousers, brownish-maroon coat, and a red bandana
-handkerchief in lieu of a collar. On his head was a small round brown
-hat pulled down over his eyes after the manner of a cap. He had the
-still, indifferent expression of a captive bird, and when Binns finally
-faced him and sat down, he seemed scarcely to notice either him or
-Collins, or if so with eyes that told nothing. Binns often wondered
-afterward what he really did think. At the same time he was so incensed
-at the mere presence of Collins that he could scarcely speak.</p>
-
-<p>The latter had the average detective-politician-gambler’s habit of
-simulating an intense interest and an enthusiasm which he did not
-feel, his face wreathing itself in a cheery smile, the while his eyes
-followed one like those of a hawk, attempting all the while to discover
-whether his assumed enthusiasm or friendship was being accepted at its
-face value or not. The only time Binns seemed to obtain the least grip
-on this situation, or to impress himself on the minds of the detectives
-and prisoner, was when it came to those finer<span class="pagenum" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</span> shades of questioning
-which concerned just why, for what ulterior reasons, the burglar had
-attempted this deed alone. But even here, Binns noticed that his
-confrère was all ears, and making copious notes.</p>
-
-<p>But always, to Binns’s astonishment and chagrin, the prisoner as well
-as his captors paid more attention to Collins than they did to himself.
-They turned to him as to a lamp, and seemed to be really immensely more
-impressed with him than with himself, although the principal lines of
-questioning fell to him. After a time he became so dour and enraged
-that he could think of but one thing that would really have satisfied
-him, and that was to attack Collins physically and give him a good
-beating.</p>
-
-<p>However, by degrees and between them, the story was finally extracted,
-and a fine tale it made. It appeared that up to seven or eight months
-preceding the robbery, possibly a year, Rollins had never thought of
-being a train robber but had been only a freight brakeman or yard-hand
-on this same road at one of its division points. Latterly he had even
-been promoted to be a sort of superior switchman and assistant freight
-handler at some station where there was considerable work of this kind.
-Previous to his railroad work he had been a livery stable helper in the
-town where he was eventually apprehended, and before that a farm-hand
-somewhere near the same place. About a year before the crime, owing to
-hard times, this road had laid off a large number of men, including
-Rollins, and reduced the wages of all others by as much as ten per
-cent. Naturally a great deal of labor discontent ensued, and strikes,
-riots, and the like were the order of the day. Again, a certain number
-of train robberies<span class="pagenum" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</span> which were charged and traced to discharged and
-dissatisfied employees now followed. The methods of successful train
-robbing were then and there so cleverly set forth by the average
-newspaper that nearly any burglar so inclined could follow them. Among
-other things, while working as a freight handler, Rollins had heard of
-the many money shipments made by express companies in their express
-cars, their large amounts, the manner in which they were guarded, and
-so on.</p>
-
-<p>The road for which he worked at this time, the M.P., was, as he now
-learned, a very popular route for money shipments both East and West.
-And although express messengers (as those in charge of the car and
-its safe were called) were well and invariably armed owing to the
-many train robberies which had been occurring in the West recently,
-still these assaults had not been without success. Indeed, the deaths
-of various firemen, engineers, messengers, conductors, and even
-passengers, and the fact that much money had recently been stolen
-and never recovered, had not only encouraged the growth of banditry
-everywhere, but had put such an unreasoning fear into most employees
-connected with the roads that but few even of those especially picked
-guards ventured to give these marauders battle.</p>
-
-<p>But just the same, the psychology which eventually resulted in this
-amazing single-handed attempt and its success was not so much that
-Rollins was a poor and discharged railroad hand unable to find any
-other form of employment, although that was a part of it, or that he
-was an amazingly cold, cruel and subtle soul, which he was not by any
-means, but that he was really largely unconscious of the tremendous
-risks he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</span> was taking. He was just mentally “thick”—well insulated,
-as it were. This was a fact which Binns had to bring out and which
-Collins noted. He had never, as it now developed, figured it out from
-the point of danger, being more or less lobster-like in his nervous
-organism, but solely from the point of view of success. In sum, in his
-idleness, having wandered back to his native region where he had first
-started out as a livery hand, he had now fallen in love with a young
-girl there, and then realizing, for the first time perhaps, that he was
-rather hard pressed for cash and unable to make her such presents as
-he desired, he had begun to think seriously of some method of raising
-money. Even this had not resulted in anything until latterly, another
-ex-railroad hand who had been laid off by this same company arrived
-and proposed, in connection with a third man whom he knew, to rob a
-train. At this time Rollins had rejected this scheme as not feasible,
-not wishing to connect himself with others in any such crime. Later,
-however, his own condition becoming more pressing, he had begun to
-think of train robbing as a means of setting himself up in life, only,
-as he reasoned, it must be alone.</p>
-
-<p>Why alone? queried Binns.</p>
-
-<p>That was the point all were so anxious to discover—why alone, with all
-the odds against him?</p>
-
-<p>Well, he couldn’t say exactly. He had just “kind o’ sort o’ thort,” as
-he expressed it, that he might frighten them into letting him alone!
-Other bandits (so few as three in one case of which he had read) had
-held up large trains. Why not one? Revolver shots fired about a train
-easily frightened all passengers as well as all trainmen, so the other
-robbers had<span class="pagenum" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</span> told him, and anyhow it was a life to death job either
-way, and it would be better for him, he thought, if he worked it out
-alone instead of with others. Often, he said, other men “squealed,” or
-they had girls who told on them. He knew that. Binns looked at him,
-intensely interested and all but moved by the sheer courage, or “gall,”
-or “grit,” imbedded somewhere in this stocky frame.</p>
-
-<p>But how could he hope to overcome the engineer, fireman, baggage man,
-express messenger, mailmen, conductor, brakeman and passengers, to
-say nothing of the Governor and his staff? How? By the way, did he
-know at the time that the Governor and his staff were on board? No,
-he hadn’t known that until afterward, and as for the others, well, he
-just thought he could overawe them. Collins’s eyes were luminous as
-Rollins said this, his face radiant. Far more than Binns, he seemed to
-understand and even approve of the raw force of all this.</p>
-
-<p>The manner in which Rollins came to fix on this particular train to rob
-was also told. Every Thursday and Friday, or so he had been told while
-he was assistant freight handler, a limited which ran West at midnight
-past Dolesville carried larger shipments of money than on other nights.
-This was due to week-end exchanges between Eastern and Western banks,
-although he did not know that. Having decided on the train, although
-not on the day, he had proceeded by degrees to secure from one distant
-small town and another, and at different times so as to avoid all
-chance of detection, first, a small handbag from which he had scraped
-all evidence of the maker’s name; six or seven fused sticks of giant
-powder such<span class="pagenum" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</span> as farmers use to blow up stumps; two revolvers holding
-six cartridges each, and some cartridges; and cord and cloth, out of
-which he proposed to make bundles of the money if necessary. Placing
-all of these in his bag, which he kept always beside him, he next
-visited Dolesville, a small town nearest the spot which he had fixed on
-in his mind as the place for his crime, and reconnoitering it and its
-possibilities, finally arranged all his plans to a nicety.</p>
-
-<p>Just at the outskirts of this hamlet, as he now told Binns and Collins,
-which had been selected because of its proximity to a lone wood and
-marsh, stood a large water-tank at which this express as well as nearly
-all other trains stopped for water. Beyond it, about five miles, was
-the wood with its marsh, where he planned to have the train stopped.
-The express, as he learned, was regularly due at about one in the
-morning. The nearest town beyond the wood was all of five miles away, a
-mere hamlet like this one.</p>
-
-<p>On the night in question, between eight and nine, he carried the bag,
-minus its revolvers and sticks of giant powder, which were now on his
-person, to that exact spot opposite the wood where he wished the train
-to stop, and left it there beside the railroad track. He then walked
-back the five miles to the water-tank, where he concealed himself and
-waited for the train. When it stopped, and just before it started
-again, he slipped in between the engine tender and the front baggage
-car, which was “blind” at both ends. The train resumed its journey, but
-on reaching the spot where he felt sure the bag should be, he could not
-make it out. The engine headlight did not seem to reveal it. Fearing
-to lose his chance and realizing that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</span> he was at about the place where
-he had left it, he rose up, and climbing over the coal-box, covered
-the two men in the cab, and compelled them to stop the train, dismount
-and uncouple the engine. Then, revolver in hand, he drove them before
-him to the express car door where, presenting one with a fused stick
-of giant powder, he forced him to blow open the door; the messenger
-within, still refusing to open it although he would not fire, for fear
-of killing either the engineer or fireman. Both engineer and fireman,
-at his command, then entered the car and blew open the money safe,
-throwing out the packages of bills and coin at his word, the while
-Rollins, realizing the danger of either trainmen or passengers coming
-forward, had been firing a few shots backward toward the rear coaches
-so as to overawe the passengers, and at the same time kept calling to
-purely imaginary companions to keep watch there. It was these shots and
-calls that had presumably sent the Governor and his staff scurrying
-to their berths. They also put the fear of death into the minds of
-the engineer and fireman and messenger, who imagined that he had many
-confrères on the other side of the express car but for some reason,
-because he was the leader, no doubt, preferred to act alone.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t kill anybody, boys, unless you have to,” is what Rollins said he
-called, or “That’s all right, Frank. Stay over there. Watch that side.
-I’ll take care of these.” Then he would fire a few more shots, and so
-all were deluded.</p>
-
-<p>Once the express car door and safe had been blown open and the money
-handed out, he had now compelled the engineer and fireman to come down,
-recouple the engine, and pull away. Only after the train had safely<span class="pagenum" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</span>
-disappeared in the distance did he venture to gather up the various
-packages, only since he had lost his bag and had no light, he had
-to fumble about and make a bag of his coat for them. With this over
-his shoulder, he eventually staggered off into the wood and marsh,
-concealing it under muck and stones, and then making for safety himself.</p>
-
-<p>But, as it turned out, two slight errors, one of forgetfulness and
-one of eyesight, caused him to finally lose the fruit of his victory.
-The loss of the bag, in which he had first placed and then forgotten
-an initialed handkerchief belonging to his love, eventually brought
-about his capture. It is true that he had gone back to look for the
-bag, without, however, remembering that the handkerchief was in it,
-but fearing capture if he lingered too long, had made off after a
-time without it. Later a posse of detectives and citizens arriving
-and finding the bag with the initialed handkerchief inside, they were
-eventually able to trace him. For, experts meditating on the crime,
-decided that owing to the hard times and the laying-off of employees,
-some of the latter might have had a hand in it, and so, in due time,
-the whereabouts and movements of each and every one of them was gone
-into, resulting in the discovery finally that this particular ex-helper
-had returned rather recently to his semi-native town and had there been
-going with a certain girl, and that even now he was about to marry her.
-Also, it was said that he was possessed of unusual means, for him.
-Next, it was discovered that her initials corresponded to those on the
-handkerchief. Presto, <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Rollins was arrested, a search made of his
-room, and nearly all of the money recovered. Then, being “caught with
-the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</span> goods,” he confessed, and here on this day was he being hurried
-to O—— to be jailed and sentenced, while <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns and <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Collins,
-like harpies, hovered over him, anxious to make literary capital of his
-error.</p>
-
-<p>The only thing that consoled <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns, now that this story was finally
-told, was that although he had failed to make it impossible for Collins
-to get it, when it came to the writing of it he would be able to outdo
-him, making a better and more connected narrative. Still, even here he
-was a little dubious. During this interview Collins had been making
-endless notes, putting down each least shade of Binns’s questioning,
-and with the aid of one or several of the best men of the <i>News</i>
-would probably be able to work it out. Then what would be left?</p>
-
-<p>But as they were nearing O—— a new situation intruded itself which
-soon threatened on the face of it to rob Binns of nearly, if not quite,
-all his advantage. And this related, primarily, to the matter of a
-picture. It was most essential that one should be made, either here or
-in the city, only neither Waxby nor himself, nor the city editor of
-the <i>News</i> apparently, had thought to include an artist on this
-expedition. Now the importance of this became more and more apparent,
-and Collins, with that keen sense he had for making tremendous capital
-of seeming by-products, suggested, after first remarking that he
-“guessed” they would have to send to police headquarters afterward and
-have one made:</p>
-
-<p>“How would it do, old man, if we took him up to the <i>News</i> office
-after we get in, and let your friends Hill and Weaver make a picture
-of him?” (These two were intimates of Binns in the art department, as<span class="pagenum" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</span>
-Collins happened to know.) “Then both of us could get one right away.
-I’d say take him to the <i>Star</i>, only the <i>News</i> is so much
-nearer” (which was true), “and we have that new flash-light machine,
-you know” (which was also true, the <i>Star</i> being but poorly
-equipped in this respect). He added a friendly aside to the effect that
-of course this depended on whether the prisoner and officers in charge
-were willing.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, no!” replied Binns irritably and suspiciously. “No, I won’t do
-that. You mean you want to get him into the <i>News</i> office first.
-Not at all. I’ll never stand for that. Hill and Weaver are my friends,
-but I won’t do it. If you want to bring him down to the <i>Star</i>,
-that’s different. I’ll agree to that. Our art department can make
-pictures just as good as yours, and you can have one.”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment Collins’s face fell, but he soon returned to the attack.
-From his manner one would have judged that he was actually desirous of
-doing Binns a favor.</p>
-
-<p>“But why not the <i>News</i>?” he insisted pleasantly. “Those two boys
-are your friends. They wouldn’t do anything to hurt you. Think of the
-difference in the distance, the time we’ll save. We want to save time,
-don’t we? Here it is nearly six-thirty, and by the time we get back to
-the office it’ll be half-past seven or eight. It’s all right for you,
-because you can write faster, but look at me. I’d just as lief go down
-there as not, but what’s the difference? Besides the <i>News</i> has
-got a better plant, and you know it. Either Hill or Weaver’ll make a
-fine picture, and they’ll give you one. Ain’t that all right?”</p>
-
-<p>At once he sensed what it was that Collins wanted.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</span> What he really
-understood was that if Collins could get this great train robber into
-the office of the <i>News</i> <em>first</em>, it would take away so much of
-the sheer necessity he would be put to of repeating all he had heard
-and seen en route. For once there, other staff members would be able
-to take the criminal in hand and with the aid of what Collins had to
-report, extract such a tale as even Binns himself could not better. In
-addition, it would be such a triumph of reporting—to go out and bring
-your subject in!</p>
-
-<p>“No, it’s not,” replied Binns truculently, “and I won’t do it. It’s all
-right about Hill and Weaver. I know they’ll give me a picture if the
-paper will let them, but I know the paper won’t let them, and besides,
-you’re not doing it for that reason. I know what you want. You want
-to be able to claim in the morning that you brought this man to the
-<i>News</i> <em>first</em>. I know you.”</p>
-
-<p>For a moment Collins appeared to be quieted by this, and half seemed to
-abandon the project. He took it up again after a few moments, however,
-seemingly in the most conciliatory spirit in the world, only now he
-kept boring Binns with his eyes, a thing which he had never attempted
-before.</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, come on,” he repeated genially, looking Binns squarely in the
-eyes. “What’s the use being small about this? You know you’ve got the
-best of the story anyhow. And you’re goin’ to get a picture too, the
-same as us. If you don’t, then we’ll have to go clear to your office or
-send a man down to the jail. Think of the time it’ll take. What’s the
-use of that? One picture’s as good as another. And you can’t take<span class="pagenum" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</span> any
-good pictures down there to-night, anyhow, and you know it.”</p>
-
-<p>As he talked he held Binns’s eyes with his own, and all at once the
-latter began to feel a curious wave of warmth, ease and uncertainty
-or confusion creep over him in connection with all this. What was so
-wrong with this proposition, anyhow, he began to ask himself, even
-while inwardly something was telling him that it was all wrong and
-that he was making a great mistake. For the first time in his life,
-and especially in connection with so trying a situation, he began
-to feel an odd sense of ease and comfort, or as if surrounded by a
-cloud of something that was comfortable and soothing. This scheme of
-Collins’s was not so bad after all, he thought. What was wrong with it?
-Hill and Weaver were his friends. They would make a good picture and
-give him one. Everything Collins was saying seemed true enough, only,
-only—— For the first time since knowing him, and in spite of all his
-opposition of this afternoon and before, Binns found himself not hating
-his rival as violently as he had in the past, but feeling as though he
-weren’t such an utterly bad sort after all. Curiously, though, he still
-didn’t believe a word that Collins said, but——</p>
-
-<p>“To the <i>News</i>, sure,” he found himself saying in a dumb,
-half-numb or sensuously warm way. “That wouldn’t be so bad. It’s
-nearer. What’s wrong with that? Hill or Weaver will make a good picture
-seven or eight inches long, and then I can take it along,” only at the
-same time he was thinking to himself, “I shouldn’t really do this. I
-shouldn’t think it. He’ll claim the credit of having brought this man
-to the <i>News</i> office. He’s a big bluff, and I hate him. I’ll<span class="pagenum" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</span> be
-making a big mistake. The <i>Star</i> or nothing—that’s what I should
-say. Let him come down to the <i>Star</i>.”</p>
-
-<p>In the meantime they were entering O——, the station of which now
-appeared. By now, somehow, Collins had not only convinced the officers,
-but the prisoner himself. Binns could even see the rural love of show
-and parade a-gleam in their eyes, their respect for the <i>News</i>,
-the larger paper, as opposed to the <i>Star</i>. The <i>Star</i> might
-be all right, but plainly the <i>News</i> was the great place in the
-sight of these rurals for such an exhibition as this. What a pity, he
-thought, that he had ever left the <i>News</i>!</p>
-
-<p>As he arose with the others to leave the train he said dully, “No, I
-won’t come in on this. It’s all right if you want to bring him down to
-the <i>Star</i>, or you can take him to police headquarters. But I’m
-not going to let you do this. You hear now, don’t you?”</p>
-
-<p>But outside, Collins laying hold of his arm in an amazingly genial
-fashion, seemed to come nearer to him humanly than he had ever dreamed
-was possible before.</p>
-
-<p>“You come up with me to the <i>News</i> now,” Collins kept saying, “and
-then I’ll go down with you to the <i>Star</i>, see? We’ll just let Hill
-or Weaver take one picture, and then we’ll go down to your place—you
-see?”</p>
-
-<p>Although <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Binns did not see, he went. For the time, nothing
-seemed important. If Collins had stayed by him he could possibly
-have prevented his writing any story at all. Even as Binns dreamed,
-Collins hailed a carriage, and the six of them crowded into it and were
-forthwith whirled away to the door of<span class="pagenum" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</span> the <i>News</i> where, once
-they had reached it and Collins, the detectives, and the bandit began
-hurrying across the sidewalk to that familiar door which once had meant
-so much to him, Binns suddenly awoke. What was it—the door? Or the
-temporary distraction of Collins? At any rate, he awoke now and made a
-frantic effort to retrieve himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Wait!” he called. “Say, hold on! Stop! I won’t do this at all. I don’t
-agree to this!” but now it was too late. In a trice the prisoner,
-officers, Collins and even himself were up the two or three low
-steps of the main entrance and into the hall, and then seeing the
-hopelessness of it he paused as they entered the elevator and was left
-to meditate on the inexplicability of the thing that had been done to
-him.</p>
-
-<p>What was it? How had this low brute succeeded in doing this to him? By
-the Lord, he had succeeded in hypnotizing him, or something very much
-like it. What had become, then, of his superior brain, his intellectual
-force, in the face of this gross savage desire on the part of Collins
-to win? It was unbelievable. Collins had beaten him, and that in a
-field and at a task at which he deemed himself unusually superior.</p>
-
-<p>“Great heavens!” he suddenly exclaimed to himself. “That’s what he’s
-done, he’s beaten me at my own game! He’s taken the prisoner, whom I
-really had in my own hands at one time, into the office of our great
-rival, and now in the morning it will all be in the paper! And I
-allowed him to do it! And I had him beaten, too! Why didn’t I kick him
-off the train? Why didn’t I bribe the conductor to help me? I could
-have. I was afraid of him, that’s what it is. And to-morrow there’ll
-be a long editorial in the <i>News</i><span class="pagenum" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</span> telling how this fellow was
-brought first to the <i>News</i> and photographed, and they’ll have his
-picture to prove it. Oh, Lord, what shall I do? How am I to get out of
-this?”</p>
-
-<p>Disconsolate and weary, he groaned and swore for blocks as he made his
-way toward the office of the <i>Star</i>. How to break it to Waxby!
-How to explain! The exact truth meant disgrace, possibly dismissal.
-He couldn’t tell really, as he had hoped he might, how he had all
-but prevented Collins from obtaining any interview. Waxby would have
-sniffed at his weakness in a crisis, put him down as a failure.</p>
-
-<p>Reaching the office, he told another kind of story which was but a
-half truth. What he could and did say was that the police, being
-temperamentally <i lang="fr" xml:lang="fr">en rapport</i> with Collins, had worked with him and
-against the <i>Star</i>; that in spite of anything he could do, these
-rural officers and detectives had preferred to follow Collins rather
-than himself, that the superior position of the <i>News</i> had lured
-them, and that against his final and fierce protest they had eventually
-gone in there, since the <i>News</i> was on the natural route to the
-jail, and the <i>Star</i> was not.</p>
-
-<p>Now it was Waxby’s turn to rage, and he did—not at Binns, but at the
-low dogs of police who were always favoring the <i>News</i> at the
-expense of the <i>Star</i>. They had done it in the past, as he well
-knew, when he was city editor of the <i>News</i>. Then it had pleased
-him—but now——</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll fix them!” he squeaked shrilly. “I’ll make them sweat. No more
-favors from me, by——,” and rushing a photographer to the jail he had
-various pictures made, excellent ones, for that matter—only,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</span> what was
-the good? The fact that the <i>News</i> had the honor of making the
-first picture of this celebrity under its own roof, its own vine and
-fig-tree, was galling. As a matter of fact, Waxby by now was blaming
-himself for not having sent an artist along.</p>
-
-<p>But to Binns the sad part was that Collins had him beaten, and that in
-the face of his self-boasted superiority. In spite of the fact that he
-might slave over the text, as he did, giving it, because of his despair
-and chagrin, all his best touches, still, the next morning, there on
-the front page of the <i>News</i>, was a large picture of the bandit
-seated in the sanctum sanctorum of the <i>News</i>, entirely surrounded
-by reporters and editors, and with a portion of the figure, although
-not the head, of the publisher himself in the background. And over it
-all in extra large type was the caption:</p>
-
-<p>“LOAN TRAIN ROBBER VISITS OFFICE OF <i>NEWS</i> TO PAY HIS
-RESPECTS” while underneath, in italics, was a full account of how
-<em>willingly</em> he had visited the <i>News</i> because of its immense
-commercial, moral and other forms of superiority.</p>
-
-<p>Was Binns beaten?</p>
-
-<p>Well, rather!</p>
-
-<p>And did he feel it?</p>
-
-<p>He suffered tortures, not only for days, but for weeks and months,
-absolute tortures. The very thought of Collins made him want to rise
-and slay him.</p>
-
-<p>“To think,” he said over and over to himself, “that a low dog like
-Collins on whom I wouldn’t wipe my feet intellectually, as it were,
-could do this to me! He hypnotized me, by George! He did! He can! Maybe
-he could do it again! I wonder if he knows?<span class="pagenum" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</span> Am I really the lesser and
-this scum the greater? Do writers grow on trees?”</p>
-
-<p>Sad thought.</p>
-
-<p>And some weeks later, meeting his old enemy one day on the street, he
-had the immense dissatisfaction of seeing the light of triumph and
-contempt in his eyes. The latter was so bold now, and getting along
-so well as a <em>reporter</em>, or “newspaper man,” that he had the
-hardihood to leer, sniff and exclaim:</p>
-
-<p>“These swell reporters! These high-priced ink-slingers! Say, who got
-the best of the train robber story, huh?”</p>
-
-<p>And Binns replied——</p>
-
-<p>But never mind what Binns replied. It wouldn’t be fit to read, and no
-publisher would print it anyhow.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="OLD_ROGAUM_AND_HIS_THERESA">OLD ROGAUM AND HIS THERESA</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class="drop-cap"><span class="smcap">In</span> all Bleecker Street was no more comfortable doorway than that of the
-butcher Rogaum, even if the first floor was given over to meat market
-purposes. It was to one side of the main entrance, which gave ingress
-to the butcher shop, and from it led up a flight of steps, at least
-five feet wide, to the living rooms above. A little portico stood out
-in front of it, railed on either side, and within was a second or final
-door, forming, with the outer or storm door, a little area, where <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Rogaum and her children frequently sat of a summer’s evening. The outer
-door was never locked, owing to the inconvenience it would inflict on
-<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Rogaum, who had no other way of getting upstairs. In winter, when
-all had gone to bed, there had been cases in which belated travelers
-had taken refuge there from the snow or sleet. One or two newsboys
-occasionally slept there, until routed out by Officer Maguire, who,
-seeing it half open one morning at two o’clock, took occasion to look
-in. He jogged the newsboys sharply with his stick, and then, when they
-were gone, tried the inner door, which was locked.</p>
-
-<p>“You ought to keep that outer door locked, Rogaum,” he observed to the
-phlegmatic butcher the next evening, as he was passing, “people might
-get in. A couple o’ kids was sleepin’ in there last night.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ach, dot iss no difference,” answered Rogaum<span class="pagenum" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</span> pleasantly. “I haf der
-inner door locked, yet. Let dem sleep. Dot iss no difference.”</p>
-
-<p>“Better lock it,” said the officer, more to vindicate his authority
-than anything else. “Something will happen there yet.”</p>
-
-<p>The door was never locked, however, and now of a summer evening <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Rogaum and the children made pleasant use of its recess, watching
-the <a id="rout"></a>route of street cars and occasionally belated trucks go by. The
-children played on the sidewalk, all except the budding Theresa
-(eighteen just turning), who, with one companion of the neighborhood,
-the pretty Kenrihan girl, walked up and down the block, laughing,
-glancing, watching the boys. Old <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Kenrihan lived in the next
-block, and there, sometimes, the two stopped. There, also, they
-most frequently pretended to be when talking with the boys in the
-intervening side street. Young “Connie” Almerting and George Goujon
-were the bright particular mashers who held the attention of the
-maidens in this block. These two made their acquaintance in the
-customary bold, boyish way, and thereafter the girls had an urgent
-desire to be out in the street together after eight, and to linger
-where the boys could see and overtake them.</p>
-
-<p>Old <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum never knew. She was a particularly fat, old German
-lady, completely dominated by her liege and portly lord, and at nine
-o’clock regularly, as he had long ago deemed meet and fit, she was wont
-to betake her way upward and so to bed. Old Rogaum himself, at that
-hour, closed the market and went to his chamber.</p>
-
-<p>Before that all the children were called sharply, once from the
-doorstep below and once from the window<span class="pagenum" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</span> above, only <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum did it
-first and Rogaum last. It had come, because of a shade of lenience, not
-wholly apparent in the father’s nature, that the older of the children
-needed two callings and sometimes three. Theresa, now that she had “got
-in” with the Kenrihan maiden, needed that many calls and even more.</p>
-
-<p>She was just at that age for which mere thoughtless, sensory life holds
-its greatest charm. She loved to walk up and down in the as yet bright
-street where were voices and laughter, and occasionally moonlight
-streaming down. What a nuisance it was to be called at nine, anyhow.
-Why should one have to go in then, anyhow. What old fogies her parents
-were, wishing to go to bed so early. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Kenrihan was not so strict
-with her daughter. It made her pettish when Rogaum insisted, calling
-as he often did, in German, “Come you now,” in a very hoarse and
-belligerent voice.</p>
-
-<p>She came, eventually, frowning and wretched, all the moonlight calling
-her, all the voices of the night urging her to come back. Her innate
-opposition due to her urgent youth made her coming later and later,
-however, until now, by August of this, her eighteenth year, it was
-nearly ten when she entered, and Rogaum was almost invariably angry.</p>
-
-<p>“I vill lock you oudt,” he declared, in strongly accented English,
-while she tried to slip by him each time. “I vill show you. Du sollst
-come ven I say, yet. Hear now.”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll not,” answered Theresa, but it was always under her breath.</p>
-
-<p>Poor <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum troubled at hearing the wrath in her husband’s voice.
-It spoke of harder and fiercer times which had been with her. Still she
-was not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</span> powerful enough in the family councils to put in a weighty
-word. So Rogaum fumed unrestricted.</p>
-
-<p>There were other nights, however, many of them, and now that the young
-sparks of the neighborhood had enlisted the girls’ attention, it was
-a more trying time than ever. Never did a street seem more beautiful.
-Its shabby red walls, dusty pavements and protruding store steps and
-iron railings seemed bits of the ornamental paraphernalia of heaven
-itself. These lights, the cars, the moon, the street lamps! Theresa
-had a tender eye for the dashing Almerting, a young idler and loafer
-of the district, the son of a stationer farther up the street. What a
-fine fellow he was, indeed! What a handsome nose and chin! What eyes!
-What authority! His cigarette was always cocked at a high angle, in
-her presence, and his hat had the least suggestion of being set to one
-side. He had a shrewd way of winking one eye, taking her boldly by the
-arm, hailing her as, “Hey, Pretty!” and was strong and athletic and
-worked (when he worked) in a tobacco factory. His was a trade, indeed,
-nearly acquired, as he said, and his jingling pockets attested that he
-had money of his own. Altogether he was very captivating.</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, whaddy ya want to go in for?” he used to say to her, tossing his
-head gayly on one side to listen and holding her by the arm, as old
-Rogaum called. “Tell him yuh didn’t hear.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, I’ve got to go,” said the girl, who was soft and plump and fair—a
-Rhine maiden type.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, yuh don’t have to go just yet. Stay another minute. George, what
-was that fellow’s name that tried to sass us the other day?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Theresa!” roared old Rogaum forcefully. “If you do not now come! Ve
-vill see!”</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve got to go,” repeated Theresa with a faint effort at starting.
-“Can’t you hear? Don’t hold me. I haf to.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, whaddy ya want to be such a coward for? Y’ don’t have to go. He
-won’t do nothin’ tuh yuh. My old man was always hollerin’ like that up
-tuh a coupla years ago. Let him holler! Say, kid, but yuh got sweet
-eyes! They’re as blue! An’ your mouth——”</p>
-
-<p>“Now stop! You hear me!” Theresa would protest softly, as, swiftly, he
-would slip an arm about her waist and draw her to him, sometimes in a
-vain, sometimes in a successful effort to kiss her.</p>
-
-<p>As a rule she managed to interpose an elbow between her face and
-his, but even then he would manage to touch an ear or a cheek or her
-neck—sometimes her mouth, full and warm—before she would develop
-sufficient energy to push him away and herself free. Then she would
-protest mock earnestly or sometimes run away.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, I’ll never speak to you any more, if that’s the way you’re going
-to do. My father don’t allow me to kiss boys, anyhow,” and then she
-would run, half ashamed, half smiling to herself as he would stare
-after her, or if she lingered, develop a kind of anger and even rage.</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, cut it! Whaddy ya want to be so shy for? <a id="dont"></a>Don’tcha like me? What’s
-gettin’ into yuh, anyhow? Hey?”</p>
-
-<p>In the meantime George Goujon and Myrtle Kenrihan, their companions,
-might be sweeting and going<span class="pagenum" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</span> through a similar contest, perhaps a
-hundred feet up the street or near at hand. The quality of old Rogaum’s
-voice would by now have become so raucous, however, that Theresa would
-have lost all comfort in the scene and, becoming frightened, hurry
-away. Then it was often that both Almerting and Goujon as well as
-Myrtle Kenrihan would follow her to the corner, almost in sight of the
-irate old butcher.</p>
-
-<p>“Let him call,” young Almerting would insist, laying a final hold on
-her soft white fingers and causing her to quiver thereby.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no,” she would gasp nervously. “I can’t.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, go on, then,” he would say, and with a flip of his heel would
-turn back, leaving Theresa to wonder whether she had alienated him
-forever or no. Then she would hurry to her father’s door.</p>
-
-<p>“Muss ich all my time spenden calling, mit you on de streeds oudt?” old
-Rogaum would roar wrathfully, the while his fat hand would descend on
-her back. “Take dot now. Vy don’d you come ven I call? In now. I vill
-show you. Und come you yussed vunce more at dis time—ve vill see if I
-am boss in my own house, aber! Komst du vun minute nach ten to-morrow
-und you vill see vot you vill get. I vill der door lock. Du sollst
-not in kommen. Mark! Oudt sollst du stayen—oudt!” and he would glare
-wrathfully at her retreating figure.</p>
-
-<p>Sometimes Theresa would whimper, sometimes cry or sulk. She almost
-hated her father for his cruelty, “the big, fat, rough thing,” and just
-because she wanted to stay out in the bright streets, too! Because he
-was old and stout and wanted to go to bed at ten, he thought every one
-else did. And outside was the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</span> dark sky with its stars, the street
-lamps, the cars, the tinkle and laughter of eternal life!</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” she would sigh as she undressed and crawled into her small neat
-bed. To think that she had to live like this all her days! At the
-same time old Rogaum was angry and equally determined. It was not so
-much that he imagined that his Theresa was in bad company as yet, but
-he wished to forefend against possible danger. This was not a good
-neighborhood by any means. The boys around here were tough. He wanted
-Theresa to pick some nice sober youth from among the other Germans he
-and his wife knew here and there—at the Lutheran Church, for instance.
-Otherwise she shouldn’t marry. He knew she only walked from his shop
-to the door of the Kenrihans and back again. Had not his wife told him
-so? If he had thought upon what far pilgrimage her feet had already
-ventured, or had even seen the dashing Almerting hanging near, then had
-there been wrath indeed. As it was, his mind was more or less at ease.</p>
-
-<p>On many, many evenings it was much the same. Sometimes she got in on
-time, sometimes not, but more and more “Connie” Almerting claimed her
-for his “steady,” and bought her ice-cream. In the range of the short
-block and its confining corners it was all done, lingering by the
-curbstone and strolling a half block either way in the side streets,
-until she had offended seriously at home, and the threat was repeated
-anew. He often tried to persuade her to go on picnics or outings of
-various kinds, but this, somehow, was not to be thought of at her
-age—at least with him. She knew her father would never endure the
-thought, and never even had the courage to mention<span class="pagenum" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</span> it, let alone run
-away. Mere lingering with him at the adjacent street corners brought
-stronger and stronger admonishments—even more blows and the threat
-that she should not get in at all.</p>
-
-<p>Well enough she meant to obey, but on one radiant night late in June
-the time fled too fast. The moon was so bright, the air so soft. The
-feel of far summer things was in the wind and even in this dusty
-street. Theresa, in a newly starched white summer dress, had been
-loitering up and down with Myrtle when as usual they encountered
-Almerting and Goujon. Now it was ten, and the regular calls were
-beginning.</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, wait a minute,” said “Connie.” “Stand still. He won’t lock yuh
-out.”</p>
-
-<p>“But he will, though,” said Theresa. “You don’t know him.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, if he does, come on back to me. I’ll take care of yuh. I’ll be
-here. But he won’t though. If you stayed out a little while he’d letcha
-in all right. That’s the way my old man used to try to do me but it
-didn’t work with me. I stayed out an’ he let me in, just the same.
-Don’tcha let him kidja.” He jingled some loose change in his pocket.</p>
-
-<p>Never in his life had he had a girl on his hands at any unseasonable
-hour, but it was nice to talk big, and there was a club to which he
-belonged, The Varick Street Roosters, and to which he had a key. It
-would be closed and empty at this hour, and she could stay there until
-morning, if need be or with Myrtle Kenrihan. He would take her there if
-she insisted. There was a sinister grin on the youth’s face.</p>
-
-<p>By now Theresa’s affections had carried her far.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</span> This youth with his
-slim body, his delicate strong hands, his fine chin, straight mouth and
-hard dark eyes—how wonderful he seemed! He was but nineteen to her
-eighteen but cold, shrewd, daring. Yet how tender he seemed to her, how
-well worth having! Always, when he kissed her now, she trembled in the
-balance. There was something in the iron grasp of his fingers that went
-through her like fire. His glance held hers at times when she could
-scarcely endure it.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll wait, anyhow,” he insisted.</p>
-
-<p>Longer and longer she lingered, but now for once no voice came.</p>
-
-<p>She began to feel that something was wrong—a greater strain than if
-old Rogaum’s voice had been filling the whole neighborhood.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve got to go,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“Gee, but you’re a coward, yuh are!” said he derisively. “What ’r yuh
-always so scared about? He always says he’ll lock yuh out, but he never
-does.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, but he will,” she insisted nervously. “I think he has this time.
-You don’t know him. He’s something awful when he gets real mad. Oh,
-Connie, I must go!” For the sixth or seventh time she moved, and once
-more he caught her arm and waist and tried to kiss her, but she slipped
-away from him.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, yuh!” he exclaimed. “I wish he would lock yuh out!”</p>
-
-<p>At her own doorstep she paused momentarily, more to soften her progress
-than anything. The outer door was open as usual, but not the inner.
-She tried it, but it would not give. It was locked! For a moment she
-paused, cold fear racing over her body, and then knocked.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</span></p>
-
-<p>No answer.</p>
-
-<p>Again she rattled the door, this time nervously, and was about to cry
-out.</p>
-
-<p>Still no answer.</p>
-
-<p>At last she heard her father’s voice, hoarse and indifferent, not
-addressed to her at all, but to her mother.</p>
-
-<p>“Let her go, now,” it said savagely, from the front room where he
-supposed she could not hear. “I vill her a lesson teach.”</p>
-
-<p>“Hadn’t you better let her in now, yet?” pleaded <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum faintly.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” insisted <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Rogaum. “Nefer! Let her go now. If she vill alvays
-stay oudt, let her stay now. Ve vill see how she likes dot.”</p>
-
-<p>His voice was rich in wrath, and he was saving up a good beating for
-her into the bargain, that she knew. She would have to wait and wait
-and plead, and when she was thoroughly wretched and subdued he would
-let her in and beat her—such a beating as she had never received in
-all her born days.</p>
-
-<p>Again the door rattled, and still she got no answer. Not even her call
-brought a sound.</p>
-
-<p>Now, strangely, a new element, not heretofore apparent in her nature
-but nevertheless wholly there, was called into life, springing in
-action as Diana, full formed. Why should he always be so harsh? She
-hadn’t done anything but stay out a little later than usual. He was
-always so anxious to keep her in and subdue her. For once the cold
-chill of her girlish fears left her, and she wavered angrily.</p>
-
-<p>“All right,” she said, some old German stubbornness springing up, “I
-won’t knock. You don’t need to let me in, then.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</span></p>
-
-<p>A suggestion of tears was in her eyes, but she backed firmly out onto
-the stoop and sat down, hesitating. Old Rogaum saw her, lowering down
-from the lattice, but said nothing. He would teach her for once what
-were proper hours!</p>
-
-<p>At the corner, standing, Almerting also saw her. He recognized the
-simple white dress, and paused steadily, a strange thrill racing
-over him. Really they had locked her out! Gee, this was new. It was
-great, in a way. There she was, white, quiet, shut out, waiting at her
-father’s doorstep.</p>
-
-<p>Sitting thus, Theresa pondered a moment, her girlish rashness and anger
-dominating her. Her pride was hurt and she felt revengeful. They would
-shut her out, would they? All right, she would go out and they should
-look to it how they would get her back—the old curmudgeons. For the
-moment the home of Myrtle Kenrihan came to her as a possible refuge,
-but she decided that she need not go there yet. She had better wait
-about awhile and see—or walk and frighten them. He would beat her,
-would he? Well, maybe he would and maybe he wouldn’t. She might come
-back, but still that was a thing afar off. Just now it didn’t matter so
-much. “Connie” was still there on the corner. He loved her dearly. She
-felt it.</p>
-
-<p>Getting up, she stepped to the now quieting sidewalk and strolled up
-the street. It was a rather nervous procedure, however. There were
-street cars still, and stores lighted and people passing, but soon
-these would not be, and she was locked out. The side streets were
-already little more than long silent walks and gleaming rows of lamps.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</span></p>
-
-<p>At the corner her youthful lover almost pounced upon her.</p>
-
-<p>“Locked out, are yuh?” he asked, his eyes shining.</p>
-
-<p>For the moment she was delighted to see him, for a nameless dread had
-already laid hold of her. Home meant so much. Up to now it had been her
-whole life.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” she answered feebly.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, let’s stroll on a little,” said the boy. He had not as yet quite
-made up his mind what to do, but the night was young. It was so fine to
-have her with him—his.</p>
-
-<p>At the farther corner they passed Officers Maguire and Delahanty, idly
-swinging their clubs and discussing politics.</p>
-
-<p>“’Tis a shame,” Officer Delahanty was saying, “the way things are run
-now,” but he paused to add, “Ain’t that old Rogaum’s girl over there
-with young Almerting?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is,” replied Maguire, looking after.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’m thinkin’ he’d better be keepin’ an eye on her,” said the
-former. “She’s too young to be runnin’ around with the likes o’ him.”</p>
-
-<p>Maguire agreed. “He’s a young tough,” he observed. “I never liked him.
-He’s too fresh. He works over here in Myer’s tobacco factory, and
-belongs to The Roosters. He’s up to no good, I’ll warrant that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Teach ’em a lesson, I would,” Almerting was saying to Theresa as they
-strolled on. “We’ll walk around a while an’ make ’em think yuh mean
-business. They won’t lock yuh out any more. If they don’t let<span class="pagenum" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</span> yuh in
-when we come back I’ll find yuh a place, all right.”</p>
-
-<p>His sharp eyes were gleaming as he looked around into her own. Already
-he had made up his mind that she should not go back if he could help
-it. He knew a better place than home for this night, anyhow—the club
-room of the Roosters, if nowhere else. They could stay there for a
-time, anyhow.</p>
-
-<p>By now old Rogaum, who had seen her walking up the street alone, was
-marveling at her audacity, but thought she would soon come back. It was
-amazing that she should exhibit such temerity, but he would teach her!
-Such a whipping! At half-past ten, however, he stuck his head out of
-the open window and saw nothing of her. At eleven, the same. Then he
-walked the floor.</p>
-
-<p>At first wrathful, then nervous, then nervous and wrathful, he finally
-ended all nervous, without a scintilla of wrath. His stout wife sat up
-in bed and began to wring her hands.</p>
-
-<p>“Lie down!” he commanded. “You make me sick. I know vot I am doing!”</p>
-
-<p>“Is she still at der door?” pleaded the mother.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” he said. “I don’t tink so. She should come ven I call.”</p>
-
-<p>His nerves were weakening, however, and now they finally collapsed.</p>
-
-<p>“She vent de stread up,” he said anxiously after a time. “I vill go
-after.”</p>
-
-<p>Slipping on his coat, he went down the stairs and out into the night.
-It was growing late, and the stillness and gloom of midnight were
-nearing. Nowhere in sight was his Theresa. First one way and then<span class="pagenum" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</span>
-another he went, looking here, there, everywhere, finally groaning.</p>
-
-<p>“Ach, Gott!” he said, the sweat bursting out on his brow, “vot in
-Teufel’s name iss dis?”</p>
-
-<p>He thought he would seek a policeman, but there was none. Officer
-Maguire had long since gone for a quiet game in one of the neighboring
-saloons. His partner had temporarily returned to his own beat. Still
-old Rogaum hunted on, worrying more and more.</p>
-
-<p>Finally he bethought him to hasten home again, for she must have got
-back. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum, too, would be frantic if she had not. If she were
-not there he must go to the police. Such a night! And his Theresa——
-This thing could not go on.</p>
-
-<p>As he turned into his own corner he almost ran, coming up to the little
-portico wet and panting. At a puffing step he turned, and almost fell
-over a white body at his feet, a prone and writhing woman.</p>
-
-<p>“Ach, Gott!” he cried aloud, almost shouting in his distress
-and excitement. “Theresa, vot iss dis? Wilhelmina, a light now.
-Bring a light now, I say, for himmel’s sake! Theresa hat sich
-<i lang="de" xml:lang="de">umgebracht</i>. Help!”</p>
-
-<p>He had fallen to his knees and was turning over the writhing, groaning
-figure. By the pale light of the street, however, he could make out
-that it was not his Theresa, fortunately, as he had at first feared,
-but another and yet there was something very like her in the figure.</p>
-
-<p>“Um!” said the stranger weakly. “Ah!”</p>
-
-<p>The dress was gray, not white as was his Theresa’s, but the body was
-round and plump. It cut the fiercest cords of his intensity, this
-thought of death to a young<span class="pagenum" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</span> woman, but there was something else about
-the situation which made him forget his own troubles.</p>
-
-<p><abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum, loudly admonished, almost tumbled down the stairs. At the
-foot she held the light she had brought—a small glass oil-lamp—and
-then nearly dropped it. A fairly attractive figure, more girl than
-woman, rich in all the physical charms that characterize a certain
-type, lay near to dying. Her soft hair had fallen back over a good
-forehead, now quite white. Her pretty hands, well decked with rings,
-were clutched tightly in an agonized grip. At her neck a blue silk
-shirtwaist and light lace collar were torn away where she had clutched
-herself, and on the white flesh was a yellow stain as of one who had
-been burned. A strange odor reeked in the area, and in one corner was a
-spilled bottle.</p>
-
-<p>“Ach, Gott!” exclaimed <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum. “It iss a vooman! She haf herself
-gekilt. Run for der police! Oh, my! oh, my!”</p>
-
-<p>Rogaum did not kneel for more than a moment. Somehow, this creature’s
-fate seemed in some psychic way identified with that of his own
-daughter. He bounded up, and jumping out his front door, began to call
-lustily for the police. Officer Maguire, at his social game nearby,
-heard the very first cry and came running.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s the matter here, now?” he exclaimed, rushing up full and ready
-for murder, robbery, fire, or, indeed, anything in the whole roster of
-human calamities.</p>
-
-<p>“A vooman!” said Rogaum excitedly. “She haf herself <i lang="de" xml:lang="de">umgebracht</i>.
-She iss dying. Ach, Gott! in my own doorstep, yet!”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Vere iss der hospital?” put in <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum, thinking clearly of an
-ambulance, but not being able to express it. “She iss gekilt, sure.
-Oh! Oh!” and bending over her the poor old motherly soul stroked the
-tightened hands, and trickled tears upon the blue shirtwaist. “Ach, vy
-did you do dot?” she said. “Ach, for vy?”</p>
-
-<p>Officer Maguire was essentially a man of action. He jumped to the
-sidewalk, amid the gathering company, and beat loudly with his club
-upon the stone flagging. Then he ran to the nearest police phone,
-returning to aid in any other way he might. A milk wagon passing on its
-way from the Jersey ferry with a few tons of fresh milk aboard, he held
-it up and demanded a helping.</p>
-
-<p>“Give us a quart there, will you?” he said authoritatively. “A woman’s
-swallowed acid in here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sure,” said the driver, anxious to learn the cause of the excitement.
-“Got a glass, anybody?”</p>
-
-<p>Maguire ran back and returned, bearing a measure. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum stood
-looking nervously on, while the stocky officer raised the golden head
-and poured the milk.</p>
-
-<p>“Here, now, drink this,” he said. “Come on. Try an’ swallow it.”</p>
-
-<p>The girl, a blonde of the type the world too well knows, opened her
-eyes, and looked, groaning a little.</p>
-
-<p>“Drink it,” shouted the officer fiercely. “Do you want to die? Open
-your mouth!”</p>
-
-<p>Used to a fear of the law in all her days, she obeyed now, even in
-death. The lips parted, the fresh milk was drained to the end, some
-spilling on neck and cheek.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</span></p>
-
-<p>While they were working old Rogaum came back and stood looking on, by
-the side of his wife. Also Officer Delahanty, having heard the peculiar
-wooden ring of the stick upon the stone in the night, had come up.</p>
-
-<p>“Ach, ach,” exclaimed Rogaum rather distractedly, “und she iss oudt
-yet. I could not find her. Oh, oh!”</p>
-
-<p>There was a clang of a gong up the street as the racing ambulance
-turned rapidly in. A young hospital surgeon dismounted, and seeing the
-woman’s condition, ordered immediate removal. Both officers and Rogaum,
-as well as the surgeon, helped place her in the ambulance. After a
-moment the lone bell, ringing wildly in the night, was all the evidence
-remaining that a tragedy had been here.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know how she came here?” asked Officer Delahanty, coming back
-to get Rogaum’s testimony for the police.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no,” answered Rogaum wretchedly. “She vass here alretty. I vass
-for my daughter loog. Ach, himmel, I haf my daughter lost. She iss
-avay.”</p>
-
-<p><abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum also chattered, the significance of Theresa’s absence all
-the more painfully emphasized by this.</p>
-
-<p>The officer did not at first get the import of this. He was only
-interested in the facts of the present case.</p>
-
-<p>“You say she was here when you come? Where was you?”</p>
-
-<p>“I say I vass for my daughter loog. I come here, und der vooman vass
-here now alretty.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. What time was this?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Only now yet. Yussed a half-hour.”</p>
-
-<p>Officer Maguire had strolled up, after chasing away a small crowd that
-had gathered with fierce and unholy threats. For the first time now he
-noticed the peculiar perturbation of the usually placid German couple.</p>
-
-<p>“What about your daughter?” he asked, catching a word as to that.</p>
-
-<p>Both old people raised their voices at once.</p>
-
-<p>“She haf gone. She haf run avay. Ach, himmel, ve must for her loog.
-Quick—she could not get in. Ve had der door shut.”</p>
-
-<p>“Locked her out, eh?” inquired Maguire after a time, hearing much of
-the rest of the story.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” explained Rogaum. “It was to schkare her a liddle. She vould not
-come ven I called.”</p>
-
-<p>“Sure, that’s the girl we saw walkin’ with young Almerting, do ye mind?
-The one in the white dress,” said Delahanty to Maguire.</p>
-
-<p>“White dress, yah!” echoed Rogaum, and then the fact of her walking
-with some one came home like a blow.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you hear dot?” he exclaimed even as <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum did likewise.
-“<i lang="de" xml:lang="de">Mein Gott, hast du das gehoert?</i>”</p>
-
-<p>He fairly jumped as he said it. His hands flew up to his stout and
-ruddy head.</p>
-
-<p>“Whaddy ya want to let her out for nights?” asked Maguire roughly,
-catching the drift of the situation. “That’s no time for young girls
-to be out, anyhow, and with these toughs around here. Sure, I saw her,
-nearly two hours ago.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ach,” groaned Rogaum. “Two hours yet. Ho, ho, ho!” His voice was quite
-hysteric.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Well, go on in,” said Officer Delahanty. “There’s no use yellin’ out
-here. Give us a description of her an’ we’ll send out an alarm. You
-won’t be able to find her walkin’ around.”</p>
-
-<p>Her parents described her exactly. The two men turned to the nearest
-police box and then disappeared, leaving the old German couple in the
-throes of distress. A time-worn old church-clock nearby now chimed
-out one and then two. The notes cut like knives. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum began
-fearfully to cry. Rogaum walked and blustered to himself.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s a queer case, that,” said Officer Delahanty to Maguire after
-having reported the matter of Theresa, but referring solely to the
-outcast of the doorway so recently sent away and in whose fate they
-were much more interested. She being a part of the commercialized vice
-of the city, they were curious as to the cause of her suicide. “I
-think I know that woman. I think I know where she came from. You do,
-too—Adele’s, around the corner, eh? She didn’t come into that doorway
-by herself, either. She was put there. You know how they do.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re right,” said Maguire. “She was put there, all right, and that’s
-just where she come from, too.”</p>
-
-<p>The two of them now tipped up their noses and cocked their eyes
-significantly.</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s go around,” added Maguire.</p>
-
-<p>They went, the significant red light over the transom at 68 telling
-its own story. Strolling leisurely up, they knocked. At the very first
-sound a painted denizen of the half-world opened the door.</p>
-
-<p>“Where’s Adele?” asked Maguire as the two, hats on as usual, stepped
-in.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</span></p>
-
-<p>“She’s gone to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Tell her to come down.”</p>
-
-<p>They seated themselves deliberately in the gaudy mirrored parlor
-and waited, conversing between themselves in whispers. Presently a
-sleepy-looking woman of forty in a gaudy robe of heavy texture, and
-slippered in red, appeared.</p>
-
-<p>“We’re here about that suicide case you had to-night. What about it?
-Who was she? How’d she come to be in that doorway around the corner?
-Come, now,” Maguire added, as the madam assumed an air of mingled
-injured and ignorant innocence, “you know. Can that stuff! How did she
-come to take poison?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” said the woman with the
-utmost air of innocence. “I never heard of any suicide.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, come now,” insisted Delahanty, “the girl around the corner. You
-know. We know you’ve got a pull, but we’ve got to know about this case,
-just the same. Come across now. It won’t be published. What made her
-take the poison?”</p>
-
-<p>Under the steady eyes of the officers the woman hesitated, but finally
-weakened.</p>
-
-<p>“Why—why—her lover went back on her—that’s all. She got so blue
-we just couldn’t do anything with her. I tried to, but she wouldn’t
-listen.”</p>
-
-<p>“Lover, eh?” put in Maguire as though that were the most unheard-of
-thing in the world. “What was his name?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know. You never can tell that.”</p>
-
-<p>“What was her name—Annie?” asked Delahanty wisely, as though he knew
-but was merely inquiring for form’s sake.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</span></p>
-
-<p>“No—Emily.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, how did she come to get over there, anyhow?” inquired Maguire
-most pleasantly.</p>
-
-<p>“George took her,” she replied, referring to a man-of-all-work about
-the place.</p>
-
-<p>Then little by little as they sat there the whole miserable story came
-out, miserable as all the wilfulness and error and suffering of the
-world.</p>
-
-<p>“How old was she?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, twenty-one.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, where’d she come from?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, here in New York. Her family locked her out one night, I think.”</p>
-
-<p>Something in the way the woman said this last brought old Rogaum and
-his daughter back to the policemen’s minds. They had forgotten all
-about her by now, although they had turned in an alarm. Fearing to
-interfere too much with this well-known and politically controlled
-institution, the two men left, but outside they fell to talking of the
-other case.</p>
-
-<p>“We ought to tell old Rogaum about her some time,” said Maguire to
-Delahanty cynically. “He locked his kid out to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, it might be a good thing for him to hear that,” replied the
-other. “We’d better go round there an’ see if his girl’s back yet. She
-may be back by now,” and so they returned but little disturbed by the
-joint miseries.</p>
-
-<p>At Rogaum’s door they once more knocked loudly.</p>
-
-<p>“Is your daughter back again?” asked Maguire when a reply was had.</p>
-
-<p>“Ach, no,” replied the hysterical <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum, who<span class="pagenum" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</span> was quite alone
-now. “My husband he haf gone oudt again to loog vunce more. Oh, my! Oh,
-my!”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that’s what you get for lockin’ her out,” returned Maguire
-loftily, the other story fresh in his mind. “That other girl downstairs
-here to-night was locked out too, once.” He chanced to have a
-girl-child of his own and somehow he was in the mood for pointing a
-moral. “You oughtn’t to do anything like that. Where d’yuh expect she’s
-goin’ to if you lock her out?”</p>
-
-<p><abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum groaned. She explained that it was not her fault, but
-anyhow it was carrying coals to Newcastle to talk to her so. The advice
-was better for her husband.</p>
-
-<p>The pair finally returned to the station to see if the call had been
-attended to.</p>
-
-<p>“Sure,” said the sergeant, “certainly. Whaddy ya think?” and he read
-from the blotter before him:</p>
-
-<p>“‘Look out for girl, Theresa Rogaum. Aged 18; height, about 5, 3;
-light hair, blue eyes, white cotton dress, trimmed with blue ribbon.
-Last seen with lad named Almerting, about 19 years of age, about 5, 9;
-weight 135 pounds.’”</p>
-
-<p>There were other details even more pointed and conclusive. For over an
-hour now, supposedly, policemen from the Battery to Harlem, and far
-beyond, had been scanning long streets and dim shadows for a girl in a
-white dress with a youth of nineteen,—supposedly.</p>
-
-<p>Officer Halsey, another of this region, which took in a portion of
-Washington Square, had seen a good many couples this pleasant summer
-evening since the description of Theresa and Almerting had been read to
-him over the telephone, but none that answered to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</span> these. Like Maguire
-and Delahanty, he was more or less indifferent to all such cases,
-but idling on a corner near the park at about three a.m., a brother
-officer, one Paisly by name, came up and casually mentioned the missing
-pair also.</p>
-
-<p>“I bet I saw that couple, not over an hour ago. She was dressed in
-white, and looked to me as if she didn’t want to be out. I didn’t
-happen to think at the time, but now I remember. They acted sort o’
-funny. She did, anyhow. They went in this park down at the Fourth
-Street end there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Supposing we beat it, then,” suggested Halsey, weary for something to
-do.</p>
-
-<p>“Sure,” said the other quickly, and together they began a careful
-search, kicking around in the moonlight under the trees. The moon was
-leaning moderately toward the west, and all the branches were silvered
-with light and dew. Among the flowers, past clumps of bushes, near
-the fountain, they searched, each one going his way alone. At last,
-the wandering Halsey paused beside a thick clump of flaming bushes,
-ruddy, slightly, even in the light. A murmur of voices greeted him, and
-something very much like the sound of a sob.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s that?” he said mentally, drawing near and listening.</p>
-
-<p>“Why don’t you come on now?” said the first of the voices heard. “They
-won’t let you in any more. You’re with me, ain’t you? What’s the use
-cryin’?”</p>
-
-<p>No answer to this, but no sobs. She must have been crying silently.</p>
-
-<p>“Come on. I can take care of yuh. We can live in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</span> Hoboken. I know a
-place where we can go to-night. That’s all right.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a movement as if the speaker were patting her on the shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s the use cryin’? Don’t you believe I love yuh?”</p>
-
-<p>The officer who had stolen quietly around to get a better view now
-came closer. He wanted to see for himself. In the moonlight, from a
-comfortable distance, he could see them seated. The tall bushes were
-almost all about the bench. In the arms of the youth was the girl in
-white, held very close. Leaning over to get a better view, he saw him
-kiss her and hold her—hold her in such a way that she could but yield
-to him, whatever her slight disinclination.</p>
-
-<p>It was a common affair at earlier hours, but rather interesting now.
-The officer was interested. He crept nearer.</p>
-
-<p>“What are you two doin’ here?” he suddenly inquired, rising before
-them, as though he had not seen.</p>
-
-<p>The girl tumbled out of her compromising position, speechless and
-blushing violently. The young man stood up, nervous, but still defiant.</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, we were just sittin’ here,” he replied.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes? Well, say, what’s your name? I think we’re lookin’ for you two,
-anyhow. Almerting?”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s me,” said the youth.</p>
-
-<p>“And yours?” he added, addressing Theresa.</p>
-
-<p>“Theresa Rogaum,” replied the latter brokenly, beginning to cry.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you two’ll have to come along with me,” he added laconically.
-“The Captain wants to see both of you,” and he marched them solemnly
-away.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</span></p>
-
-<p>“What for?” young Almerting ventured to inquire after a time, blanched
-with fright.</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind,” replied the policeman irritably. “Come along, you’ll find
-out at the station-house. We want you both. That’s enough.”</p>
-
-<p>At the other end of the park Paisly joined them, and, at the
-station-house, the girl was given a chair. She was all tears and
-melancholy with a modicum possibly of relief at being thus rescued
-from the world. Her companion, for all his youth, was defiant if
-circumspect, a natural animal defeated of its aim.</p>
-
-<p>“Better go for her father,” commented the sergeant, and by four in the
-morning old Rogaum, who had still been up and walking the floor, was
-rushing stationward. From an earlier rage he had passed to an almost
-killing grief, but now at the thought that he might possibly see his
-daughter alive and well once more he was overflowing with a mingled
-emotion which contained rage, fear, sorrow, and a number of other
-things. What should he do to her if she were alive? Beat her? Kiss her?
-Or what? Arrived at the station, however, and seeing his fair Theresa
-in the hands of the police, and this young stranger lingering near,
-also detained, he was beside himself with fear, rage, affection.</p>
-
-<p>“You! You!” he exclaimed at once, glaring at the imperturbable
-Almerting, when told that this was the young man who was found with his
-girl. Then, seized with a sudden horror, he added, turning to Theresa,
-“Vot haf you done? Oh, oh! You! You!” he repeated again to Almerting
-angrily, now that he felt that his daughter was safe. “Come not near
-my<span class="pagenum" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</span> tochter any more! I vill preak your effery pone, du teufel, du!”</p>
-
-<p>He made a move toward the incarcerated lover, but here the sergeant
-interfered.</p>
-
-<p>“Stop that, now,” he said calmly. “Take your daughter out of here and
-go home, or I’ll lock you both up. We don’t want any fighting in here.
-D’ye hear? Keep your daughter off the streets hereafter, then she won’t
-get into trouble. Don’t let her run around with such young toughs as
-this.” Almerting winced. “Then there won’t anything happen to her.
-We’ll do whatever punishing’s to be done.”</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, what’s eatin’ him!” commented Almerting dourly, now that he felt
-himself reasonably safe from a personal encounter. “What have I done?
-He locked her out, didn’t he? I was just keepin’ her company till
-morning.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, we know all about that,” said the sergeant, “and about you, too.
-You shut up, or you’ll go down-town to Special Sessions. I want no guff
-out o’ you.” Still he ordered the butcher angrily to be gone.</p>
-
-<p>Old Rogaum heard nothing. He had his daughter. He was taking her home.
-She was not dead—not even morally injured in so far as he could learn.
-He was a compound of wondrous feelings. What to do was beyond him.</p>
-
-<p>At the corner near the butcher shop they encountered the wakeful
-Maguire, still idling, as they passed. He was pleased to see that
-Rogaum had his Theresa once more. It raised him to a high, moralizing
-height.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t lock her out any more,” he called significantly. “That’s what
-brought the other girl to your door, you know!”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Vot iss dot?” said Rogaum.</p>
-
-<p>“I say the other girl was locked out. That’s why she committed suicide.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ach, I know,” said the husky German under his breath, but he had no
-intention of locking her out. He did not know what he would do until
-they were in the presence of his crying wife, who fell upon Theresa,
-weeping. Then he decided to be reasonably lenient.</p>
-
-<p>“She vass like you,” said the old mother to the wandering Theresa,
-ignorant of the seeming lesson brought to their very door. “She vass
-loog like you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I vill not vip you now,” said the old butcher solemnly, too delighted
-to think of punishment after having feared every horror under the sun,
-“aber, go not oudt any more. Keep off de streads so late. I von’t haf
-it. Dot loafer, aber—let him yussed come here some more! I fix him!”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no,” said the fat mother tearfully, smoothing her daughter’s hair.
-“She vouldn’t run avay no more yet, no, no.” Old <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Rogaum was all
-mother.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you wouldn’t let me in,” insisted Theresa, “and I didn’t have
-any place to go. What do you want me to do? I’m not going to stay in
-the house all the time.”</p>
-
-<p>“I fix him!” roared Rogaum, unloading all his rage now on the recreant
-lover freely. “Yussed let him come some more! Der penitentiary he
-should haf!”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, he’s not so bad,” Theresa told her mother, almost a heroine now
-that she was home and safe. “He’s <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Almerting, the stationer’s boy.
-They live here in the next block.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you ever bother that girl again,” the sergeant<span class="pagenum" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</span> was saying to
-young Almerting as he turned him loose an hour later. “If you do, we’ll
-get you, and you won’t get off under six months. Y’ hear me, do you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, I don’t want ’er,” replied the boy truculently and cynically. “Let
-him have his old daughter. What’d he want to lock ’er out for? They’d
-better not lock ’er out again though, that’s all I say. I don’t want
-’er.”</p>
-
-<p>“Beat it!” replied the sergeant, and away he went.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="WILL_YOU_WALK_INTO_MY_PARLOR">WILL YOU WALK INTO MY PARLOR?</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class="drop-cap"><span class="smcap">It</span> was a sweltering noon in July. Gregory, after several months of
-meditation on the warning given him by his political friend, during
-which time nothing to substantiate it had occurred, was making ready to
-return to the seaside hotel to which his present prosperity entitled
-him. It was a great affair, the Triton, about sixty minutes from his
-office, facing the sea and amid the pines and sands of the Island.
-His wife, ‘the girl,’ as he conventionally referred to her, had been
-compelled, in spite of the plot which had been revealed or suggested,
-owing to the ailing state of their child, to go up to the mountains to
-her mother for advice and comfort. Owing to the imminence of the fall
-campaign, however, he could not possibly leave. Weekdays and Sundays,
-and occasionally nights, he was busy ferreting out and substantiating
-one fact and another in regard to the mismanagement of the city, which
-was to be used as ammunition a little later on. The mayor and his
-“ring,” as it was called, was to be ousted at all costs. He, Gregory,
-was certain to be rewarded if that came to pass. In spite of that he
-was eminently sincere as to the value and even the necessity of what he
-was doing. The city was being grossly mismanaged. What greater labor
-than to worm out the details and expose them to the gaze of an abused
-and irritated citizenship?</p>
-
-<p>But the enemy itself was not helpless. A gentleman<span class="pagenum" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</span> in the publishing
-business of whom he had never even heard called to offer him a position
-in the Middle West which would take him out of the city for four or
-five years at the least, and pay him six or seven thousand dollars
-a year. On his failure to be interested some of his mail began to
-disappear, and it seemed to him as though divers strange characters
-were taking a peculiar and undue interest in his movements. Lastly, one
-of the politicians connected with his own party called to see him at
-his office.</p>
-
-<p>“You see, Gregory, it’s this way,” he said after a short preamble, “you
-have got a line as to what’s going on in connection with that South
-Penyank land transfer. The mayor is in on that, but he is absolutely
-determined that the public is not going to find it out, and so is
-his partner, Tilney—not until after the election, anyhow. They are
-prepared to use some pretty rough methods, so look out for yourself.
-You’re fond of your wife, are you? Well, keep her close beside you, and
-the kid. Don’t let them get you away from her, even for a moment, where
-you shouldn’t be. You saw what happened to Crothers two or three years
-ago, didn’t you? He was about to expose that Yellow Point Ferry deal,
-but of course no one knew anything about that—and then, zip!—all at
-once he was arrested on an old charge of desertion, an old debt that he
-had failed to pay was produced and his furniture seized, and his wife
-was induced to leave him. Don’t let them catch you in the same way. If
-you have any debts bring them to us and let us see what we can do about
-them. And if you are interested in any other woman, break it off, send
-her away, get rid of her.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</span></p>
-
-<p>Gregory viewed him with an irritated, half-pitying smile.</p>
-
-<p>“There isn’t any other woman,” he said simply. Think of his being
-faithless to “the girl” and the kid—the blue-eyed, pink-toed kid!</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t think I’m trying to pry into your affairs,” went on the
-politician. “I’m just telling you. If you need any further advice or
-help, come to me. But whatever you do, look out for yourself,” and with
-that he put on his high silk hat and departed.</p>
-
-<p>Gregory stood in the center of his office after his visitor had gone,
-and gazed intently at the floor. Certainly, from what he had discovered
-so far, he could readily believe that the mayor would do just what
-his friend had said. And as for the mayor’s friend, the real estate
-plunger, it was plain from his whispered history that no tricks or
-brutalities were beneath him. Another politician had once said in
-describing him that he would not stop short of murder, but that one
-would never catch him red-handed or in any other way, and certainly
-that appeared to be true. He was wealthier, more powerful, than he had
-ever been, much more so than the mayor.</p>
-
-<p>Since he and his wife had come to this seaside hotel several things
-had occurred which caused him to think that something might happen,
-although there was no evidence as yet that his suspicions were
-well-founded. An unctuous, over-dressed, bejeweled, semi-sporty widow
-of forty had arrived, a business woman, she indicated herself to
-be, conducting a highly successful theatrical agency in the great
-city, and consequently weltering in what one of Gregory’s friends
-was wont to describe as “the sinews of war.” She abounded in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</span> brown
-and wine-colored silks, brown slippers and stockings, a wealth of
-suspiciously lustrous auburn hair. Her car, for she had one, was of
-respectable reputation. Her skill and willingness to risk at whist of
-good report. She was, in the parlance of the hotel clerks and idlers
-of the Triton veranda, a cheerful and liberal spender. Even while
-<abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Gregory was at Triton Hall, <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton had arrived, making
-herself comfortable in two rooms and bath on the sea front, and
-finding familiar friends in the manager and several stalwart idlers
-who appeared to be brokers and real estate dealers, and who took a
-respectable interest in golf, tennis, and the Triton Grill. She was
-unctuous, hearty, optimistic, and neither Gregory nor his wife could
-help liking her a little. But before leaving, his wife had casually
-wondered whether <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton would be one to engage in such a plot.
-Her friendliness, while possible of any interpretation, was still
-general enough to be free of suspicion. She might be looking for just
-such a situation as this, though—to find Gregory alone.</p>
-
-<p>“Do be careful, dear,” his wife cautioned. “If you become too doubtful,
-leave and go to another place. At least that will compel them to
-provide another set of people.” And off she went, fairly serene in her
-faith in her husband’s ability to manage the matter.</p>
-
-<p>Thus, much against his will, at first, Gregory found himself alone. He
-began to wonder if he should leave, or weather it out, as he expressed
-it to himself. Why should he be driven from the one comfortable hotel
-on this nearest beach, and that when he most needed it, away from
-a region where he was regularly encountering most of his political
-friends, particularly at<span class="pagenum" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</span> week-ends? For so near a place it had many
-advantages: a delightful golf course, several tennis courts, food and
-rooms reasonably well above complaint, and a refreshing and delightful
-view of the sea over a broad lawn. Besides it was absolutely necessary
-for him to be in the nearby city the greater portion of every single
-working day. His peculiar and pressing investigation demanded it and a
-comfortable place to rest and recuperate at night was also imperative.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s beautiful here,” he said to himself finally, “and here is where
-I stick. I haven’t a car, and where is there any other place as
-convenient? Besides, if they’re going to follow me, they’re going to
-follow me.”</p>
-
-<p>In consequence, he traveled meditatively back and forth between this
-place and the city, thinking of what might happen. Becoming a little
-doubtful, he decided to call on Frank Blount and talk it over with
-him. Blount was an old newspaper man who had first turned lawyer and
-then broker. Seemingly clientless the major portion of the time, he
-still prospered mightily. A lorn bachelor, he had three clubs, several
-hotels, and a dozen country homes to visit, to say nothing of a high
-power car. Just now he was held unduly close to his work, and so was
-frequenting this coast. He liked golf and tennis, and, incidentally,
-Gregory, whom he wished to see prosper though he could not quite direct
-him in the proper way. Reaching the city one morning, Gregory betook
-him to Blount’s office, and there laid the whole case before him.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, that’s the way it is,” he concluded, staring at the pink cheeks
-and partially bald head of his friend,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</span> “and I would like to know what
-you would do if you were in my place.”</p>
-
-<p>Blount gazed thoughtfully out through the high towers of the city to
-the blue sky beyond, while he drummed with his fingers on the glass top
-of his desk.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” he replied, after a time, scratching his cheekbone
-thoughtfully, “I’d stick it out if I were you. If there is to be
-a woman, and she is attractive, you might have some fun out of it
-without getting yourself in any trouble. It looks like a sporty summer
-proposition to me. Of course, you’ll have to be on your guard. I’d take
-out a permit to carry a revolver if I were you. They’ll hear of it if
-they’re up to anything, and it won’t cheer them any. In the next place,
-you ought to make out a day-to-day statement of your exact movements,
-and swear to it before a notary. If they hear of that it won’t cheer
-them any either, and it may make them try to think up something really
-original.</p>
-
-<p>“Besides,” he went on, “I haven’t so very much to do evenings and
-week-ends, and if you want me to I’ll just be around most of the time
-in case of trouble. If we’re together they can’t turn much of anything
-without one of us knowing something about it, and then, too, you’ll
-have an eye-witness.” He was wondering whether the lady might not be
-interesting to him also. “I’m over at Sunset Point, just beyond you
-there, and if you want me I’ll come over every evening and see how
-you’re making out. If any trick is turned, I’d like to see how it is
-done,” and he smiled in a winsome, helpful manner.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s just the thing,” echoed Gregory thoughtfully. “I don’t want any
-trick turned. I can’t afford<span class="pagenum" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</span> it. If anything should happen to me just
-now I’d never get on my feet again politically, and then there’s the
-wife and kid, and I’m sick of the newspaper business,” and he stared
-out of the window.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, don’t be worrying about it,” Blount insisted soothingly. “Just
-be on your guard, and if you have to stay in town late any night,
-let me know and I’ll come and pick you up. Or, if I can’t do that,
-stay in town yourself. Go to one of the big hotels, where you’ll feel
-thoroughly safe.”</p>
-
-<p>For several days Gregory, to avoid being a nuisance, returned to the
-hotel early. Also he secured a permit, and weighted his hip pocket with
-an unwieldy weapon which he resented, but which he nevertheless kept
-under his pillow at night. His uncertainty worked on his imagination
-to such an extent that he began to note suspicious moves on the part
-of nearly everybody. Any new character about the hotel annoyed him.
-He felt certain that there was a group of people connected with <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Skelton who were watching him, though he could not prove it, even to
-himself.</p>
-
-<p>“This is ridiculous,” he finally told himself. “I’m acting like a
-five-year-old in the dark. Who’s going to hurt me?” And he wrote
-laughing letters to his wife about it, and tried to resume his old-time
-nonchalance.</p>
-
-<p>It wasn’t quite possible, however, for not long after that something
-happened which disturbed him greatly. At least he persuaded himself to
-that effect, for that was a characteristic of these incidents—their
-openness to another interpretation than the one he might fix on. In
-spite of Blount’s advice, one night<span class="pagenum" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</span> about nine he decided to return to
-Triton Hall, and that without calling his friend to his aid.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s the use?” he asked himself. “He’ll be thinking I’m the biggest
-coward ever, and after all, nothing has happened yet, and I doubt
-whether they’d go that far, anyhow.” He consoled himself with the idea
-that perhaps humanity was better than he thought.</p>
-
-<p>But just the same, as he left the train at Triton and saw it glimmering
-away over the meadows eastward, he felt a little uncertain as to his
-wisdom in this matter. Triton Station was a lonely one at nearly all
-times save in the morning and around seven at night, and to-night it
-seemed especially so. Only he alighted from the train. Most people went
-to and fro in their cars by another road. Why should he not have done
-as Blount had suggested, he now asked himself as he surveyed the flat
-country about;—called him to his aid, or stayed in the city? After
-all, hiring a car would not have been much better either, as Blount
-had pointed out, giving a possible lurking enemy a much sought point
-of attack. No, he should have stayed in town or returned with Blount
-in his car, and telling himself this, he struck out along the lonely,
-albeit short, stretch of road which led to the hotel and which was
-lighted by only a half dozen small incandescent globes strung at a
-considerable distance apart.</p>
-
-<p>En route, and as he was saying to himself that it was a blessed thing
-that it was only a few hundred yards and that he was well-armed and
-fairly well constructed physically for a contest, a car swerved about
-a bend in the road a short distance ahead and stopped. Two men got out
-and, in the shadow back of the lights, which were less flaring than was
-usual, began to examine<span class="pagenum" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</span> a wheel. It seemed odd to him on the instant
-that its headlights were so dim. Why should they be so dim at this time
-of night and why should this strange car stop just here at this lonely
-bend just as he was approaching it? Also why should he feel so queer
-about it or them, for at once his flesh began to creep and his hair
-to tingle. As he neared the car he moved to give it as wide a berth
-as the road would permit. But now one of the men left the wheel and
-approached him. Instantly, with almost an involuntary urge, he brought
-the revolver out of his hip pocket and stuffed it in his coat pocket.
-At the same time he stopped and called to the stranger:</p>
-
-<p>“Stay right where you are, Mister. I’m armed, and I don’t want you
-to come near me. If you do I’ll shoot. I don’t know who you are, or
-whether you’re a friend or not, but I don’t want you to move. Now, if
-there’s anything you want, ask it from where you are.”</p>
-
-<p>The stranger stopped where he stood, seemingly surprised.</p>
-
-<p>“I was going to ask you for a match,” he said, “and the way to Trager’s
-Point.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I haven’t a match,” returned Gregory savagely, “and Trager’s
-Point is out that way. There’s the hotel ... if you’re coming from
-there, why didn’t you ask for directions there, and for matches, too?”
-He paused, while the man in the shadow seemed to examine him curiously.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, all right,” he returned indifferently. “I don’t want anything you
-don’t want to give,” but instead of returning to the car, he stood
-where he was, following Gregory with his eyes.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</span></p>
-
-<p>Gregory’s skin seemed to rise on the back of his neck like the fur of
-a cat. He fairly tingled as he drew his revolver from his pocket and
-waved it ominously before him.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, I’m going to walk around you two,” he called, “and I want you to
-stand right where you are. I have you covered, and at the first move
-I’ll shoot. You won’t have any trouble out of me if you’re not looking
-for it, but don’t move,” and he began orienting his own position so as
-to keep them directly in range of his eyes and weapon.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t move!” he kept calling until he was well up the road, and then
-suddenly, while the men, possibly in astonishment, were still looking
-at him, turned and ran as fast as he could, reaching the hotel steps
-breathless and wet.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s the last lone trip for me,” he said solemnly to himself.</p>
-
-<p>When he spoke to Blount about it the latter seemed inclined to
-pooh-pooh his fears. Why should any one want to choose any such open
-place to kill or waylay another? There might have been other passengers
-on the train. A stray auto might be coming along there at any time. The
-men might have wanted a match, and not have been coming from the hotel
-at all. There was another road there which did not turn in at the hotel.</p>
-
-<p>Still Gregory was inclined to believe that harm had been intended
-him—he could scarcely say why to himself—just plain intuition, he
-contended.</p>
-
-<p>And then a day or two later—all the more significant now because
-of this other incident—<abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton seemed to become more and more
-thoughtful as to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</span> his comfort and well-being. She took her meals at one
-of the tables commanding a view of the sea, and with (most frequently)
-one or the other, or both, broker friends as companions, to say nothing
-of occasional outside friends. But usually there was a fourth empty
-chair, and Gregory was soon invited to occupy that, and whenever Blount
-was present, a fifth was added. At first he hesitated, but urged
-on by Blount, who was amused by her, he accepted. Blount insisted
-that she was a comic character. She was so dressy, sporty, unctuous,
-good-natured—the very best kind of a seaside companion.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, man, she’s interesting,” the latter insisted one night as they
-were taking a ride after dinner. “Quite a sporty ‘fair and forty,’
-that. I like her. I really do. She’s probably a crook, but she plays
-bridge well, and she’s good at golf. Does she try to get anything out
-of you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not a thing, that I can see,” replied Gregory. “She seems to be simple
-enough. She’s only been here about three weeks.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, we’d better see what we can find out about her. I have a hunch
-that she’s in on this, but I can’t be sure. It looks as though she
-might be one of Tilney’s stool pigeons. But let’s play the game and see
-how it comes out. I’ll be nice to her for your sake, and you do the
-same for mine.”</p>
-
-<p>Under the warming influence of this companionship, things seemed to
-develop fairly rapidly. It was only a day or two later, and after
-Gregory had seated himself at <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton’s table, that she announced
-with a great air of secrecy and as though it were hidden and rather
-important information, that a friend of hers, a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</span> very clever Western
-girl of some position and money, one Imogene Carle of Cincinnati, no
-less, a daughter of the very wealthy Brayton Carle’s of that city,
-was coming to this place to stay for a little while. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton, it
-appeared, had known her parents in that city fifteen years before.
-Imogene was her owny ownest pet. She was now visiting the Wilson
-Fletchers at Gray’s Cove, on the Sound, but <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton had prevailed
-upon her parents to let her visit her here for a while. She was only
-twenty, and from now on she, <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton, was to be a really, truly
-chaperone. Didn’t they sympathize with her? And if they were all very
-nice—and with this a sweeping glance included them all—they might
-help entertain her. Wouldn’t that be fine? She was a darling of a girl,
-clever, magnetic, a good dancer, a pianist—in short, various and
-sundry things almost too good to be true. But, above all other things,
-she was really very beautiful, with a wealth of brown hair, brown eyes,
-a perfect skin, and the like. Neither Blount nor Gregory offered the
-other a single look during this recital, but later on, meeting on the
-great veranda which faced the sea, Blount said to him, “Well, what do
-you think?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I suppose it’s the one. Well, she tells it well. It’s interesting
-to think that she is to be so perfect, isn’t it?” he laughed.</p>
-
-<p>A few days later the fair visitor put in an appearance, and she was all
-that <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton had promised, and more. She was beautiful. Gregory
-saw her for the first time as he entered the large dining room at
-seven. She was, as <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton had described her, young, certainly
-not more than twenty-one at most. Her eyes were a light gray-brown,
-and her hair and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</span> skin and hands were full of light. She seemed simple
-and unpretentious, laughing, gay, not altogether fine or perfect,
-but fairly intelligent, and good to look at—very. She was at <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Skelton’s table, the brokers paying her marked attention, and, at
-sight, Blount liked her, too.</p>
-
-<p>“Say,” he began, “some beauty, eh? I’ll have to save you from yourself,
-I fancy. I’ll tell you how we’ll work it. You save me, and I’ll save
-you. The old lady certainly knows how to select ’em, apparently, and so
-does Tilney. Well now, my boy, look out!” and he approached with the
-air of one who was anxious to be a poor stricken victim himself.</p>
-
-<p>Gregory had to laugh. However much he might be on his guard, he was
-interested, and as if to heighten this she paid more attention to <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Skelton and her two friends than she did to Gregory or Blount. She was,
-or pretended to be absolutely sincere, and ignorant of her possible
-rôle as a siren, and they in turn pretended to accept her at her own
-valuation, only Blount announced after dinner very gaily that she might
-siren him all she blanked pleased. He was ready. By degrees, however,
-even during this first and second evening, Gregory began to feel that
-he was the one. He caught her looking at him slyly or shyly, or both,
-and he insisted to himself stubbornly and even vainly enough that he
-was her intended victim. When he suggested as much to Blount the other
-merely laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be so vain,” he said. “You may not be. I wish I were in your
-place. I’ll see if I can’t help take her attention from you,” and he
-paid as much attention to her as any one.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</span></p>
-
-<p>However, Gregory’s mind was not to be disabused. He watched her
-narrowly, while she on her part chattered gaily of many things—her
-life the winter before in Cincinnati, the bathing at Beachampton where
-she had recently been, a yachting trip she had been promised, tennis,
-golf. She was an expert at tennis, as she later proved, putting Gregory
-in a heavy perspiration whenever he played with her, and keeping him on
-the jump. He tried to decide for himself at this time whether she was
-making any advances, but could not detect any. She was very equitable
-in the distribution of her favors, and whenever the dancing began in
-the East room took as her first choice one of the brokers, and then
-Blount.</p>
-
-<p>The former, as did <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton and the brokers, had machines, and by
-her and them, in spite of the almost ever-present Blount, Gregory was
-invited to be one of a party in one or the other of their cars whenever
-they were going anywhere of an afternoon or evening. He was suspicious
-of them, however, and refused their invitations except when Blount was
-on the scene and invited, when he was willing enough to accept. Then
-there were whist, pinochle, or poker games in the hotel occasionally,
-and in these Gregory as well as Blount, when he was there, were wont to
-join, being persistently invited. Gregory did not dance, and Imogene
-ragged him as to this. Why didn’t he learn? It was wonderful! She would
-teach him! As she passed amid the maze of dancers at times he could
-not help thinking how graceful she was, how full of life and animal
-spirits. Blount saw this and teased him, at the same time finding her
-very companionable and interesting himself. Gregory<span class="pagenum" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</span> could not help
-thinking what a fascinating, what an amazing thing, really, it was
-(providing it were true) that so dark a personality as Tilney could
-secure such an attractive girl to do his vile work. Think of it, only
-twenty-one, beautiful, able to further herself in many ways no doubt,
-and yet here she was under suspicion of him, a trickster possibly. What
-could be the compulsion, the reward?</p>
-
-<p>“My boy, you don’t know these people,” Blount was always telling
-him. “They’re the limit. In politics you can get people to do
-anything—anything. It isn’t like the rest of life or business, it’s
-just politics, that’s all. It seems a cynical thing to say, but it’s
-true. Look at your own investigations! What do they show?”</p>
-
-<p>“I know, but a girl like that now——” replied Gregory solemnly.</p>
-
-<p>But after all, as he insisted to Blount, they did not <em>know</em> that
-there was anything to all this. She might and she might not be a siren.
-It might be possible that both of them were grossly misjudging her and
-other absolutely innocent people.</p>
-
-<p>So far, all that they had been able to find out concerning <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton
-was that she was, as she represented herself to be, the successful
-owner and manager of a theatrical agency. She might have known the
-better days and connections which she boasted. Gregory felt at times
-as though his brain were whirling, like a man confronted by enemies in
-the dark, fumbling and uncertain, but he and Blount both agreed that
-the best thing was to stay here and see it through, come what might.
-It was a good game even as it stood, interesting, very. It showed, as
-Blount pointed<span class="pagenum" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</span> out to him, a depth to this political mess which he was
-attempting to expose which previously even he had not suspected.</p>
-
-<p>“Stick by,” the other insisted sport-lovingly. “You don’t know what may
-come of this. It may provide you the very club you’re looking for. Win
-her over to your side if you can. Why not? She might really fall for
-you. Then see what comes of it. You can’t be led into any especial trap
-with your eyes open.”</p>
-
-<p>Gregory agreed to all this after a time. Besides, this very attractive
-girl was beginning to appeal to him in a very subtle way. He had never
-known a woman like this before—never even seen one. It was a very new
-and attractive game, of sorts. He began to spruce up and attempt to
-appear a little gallant himself. A daily report of his movements was
-being filed each morning, though. Every night he returned with Blount
-in his car, or on an early train. There was scarcely a chance for a
-compromising situation, and still there might be—who knows?</p>
-
-<p>On other evenings, after the fashion of seaside hotel life, Gregory
-and Imogene grew a little more familiar. Gregory learned that she
-played and sang, and, listening to her, that she was of a warm and
-even sensuous disposition. She was much more sophisticated than she
-had seemed at first, as he could now see, fixing her lips in an odd
-inviting pout at times and looking alluringly at one and another,
-himself included. Both Blount and himself, once the novelty of the
-supposed secret attack had worn off, ventured to jest with her about
-it, or rather to hint vaguely as to her mission.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, how goes the great game to-night?” Blount<span class="pagenum" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</span> once asked her during
-her second or third week, coming up to where she and Gregory were
-sitting amid the throng on the general veranda, and eyeing her in a
-sophisticated or smilingly cynical way.</p>
-
-<p>“What game?” She looked up in seemingly complete innocence.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, snaring the appointed victim. Isn’t that what all attractive young
-women do?”</p>
-
-<p>“Are you referring to me?” she inquired with considerable hauteur and
-an air of injured innocence. “I’d have you know that I don’t have to
-snare any one, and particularly not a married man.” Her teeth gleamed
-maliciously.</p>
-
-<p>Both Gregory and Blount were watching her closely.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, of course not. Not a married man, to be sure. And I wasn’t
-referring to you exactly—just life, you know, the game.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I know,” she replied sweetly. “I’m jesting, too.” Both Gregory
-and Blount laughed.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, she got away with it without the tremor of an eyelash, didn’t
-she?” Blount afterward observed, and Gregory had to agree that she had.</p>
-
-<p>Again, it was Gregory who attempted a reference of this kind. She had
-come out after a short instrumental interpretation at the piano, where,
-it seemed to him, she had been posing in a graceful statuesque way—for
-whose benefit? He knew that she knew he could see her from where he sat.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s pretty hard work, without much reward,” he suggested seemingly
-idly.</p>
-
-<p>“What is? I don’t quite understand,” and she looked at him
-questioningly.</p>
-
-<p>“No?” he smiled in a light laughing manner. “Well,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</span> that’s a cryptic
-way I have. I say things like that. Just a light hint at a dark plot,
-possibly. You mustn’t mind me. You wouldn’t understand unless you know
-what I know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what is it you know, then, that I don’t?” she inquired.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing definite yet. Just an idea. Don’t mind me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Really, you are very odd, both you and <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Blount. You are always
-saying such odd things and then adding that you don’t mean anything.
-And what’s cryptic?”</p>
-
-<p>Gregory, still laughing at her, explained.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know, you’re exceedingly interesting to me as a type. I’m
-watching you all the while.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes?” she commented, with a lifting of the eyebrows and a slight
-distention of the eyes. “That’s interesting. Have you made up your mind
-as to what type I am?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, not quite yet. But if you’re the type I think you are, you’re very
-clever. I’ll have to hand you the palm on that score.”</p>
-
-<p>“Really, you puzzle me,” she said seriously. “Truly, you do. I don’t
-understand you at all. What is it you are talking about? If it’s
-anything that has any sense in it I wish you’d say it out plain, and if
-not I wish you wouldn’t say it at all.”</p>
-
-<p>Gregory stared. There was an odd ring of defiance in her voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Please don’t be angry, will you?” he said, slightly disconcerted. “I’m
-just teasing, not talking sense.”</p>
-
-<p>She arose and walked off, while he strolled up and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</span> down the veranda
-looking for Blount. When he found him, he narrated his experience.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, it’s just possible that we are mistaken. You never can tell.
-Give her a little more rope. Something’s sure to develop soon.”</p>
-
-<p>And thereafter it seemed as if <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton and some others might be
-helping her in some subtle way about something, the end or aim of
-which he could not be quite sure. He was in no way disposed to flatter
-himself, and yet it seemed at times as if he were the object of almost
-invisible machinations. In spite of what had gone before, she still
-addressed him in a friendly way, and seemed not to wish to avoid him,
-but rather to be in his vicinity at all times.</p>
-
-<p>A smug, dressy, crafty Jew of almost minute dimensions arrived on the
-scene and took quarters somewhere in the building, coming and going and
-seeming never to know <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton or her friends, and yet one day,
-idling across some sand dunes which skirted an adjacent inlet, he saw
-them, Imogene and the ant-like Jew, walking along together. He was so
-astounded that he stopped in amazement. His first thought was to draw
-a little nearer and to make very sure, but realizing, as they walked
-slowly in his direction, that he could not be mistaken, he beat a hasty
-retreat. That evening Blount was taken in on the mystery, and at dinner
-time, seeing the Hebrew enter and seat himself in state at a distant
-table, he asked casually, “A newcomer, isn’t he?”</p>
-
-<p><abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton, Imogene, and the one broker present, surveyed the
-stranger with curious but unacquainted indifference.</p>
-
-<p>“Haven’t the slightest idea,” answered the broker.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</span> “Never saw him
-before. Cloaks and suits, I’ll lay a thousand.”</p>
-
-<p>“He looks as though he might be rich, whoever he is,” innocently
-commented Imogene.</p>
-
-<p>“I think he came Thursday. He doesn’t seem to be any one in particular,
-that’s sure,” added <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton distantly, and the subject was dropped.</p>
-
-<p>Gregory was tempted to accuse the young woman and her friends then
-and there of falsehood, but he decided to wait and study her. This
-was certainly becoming interesting. If they could lie like that, then
-something was surely in the air. So she was a trickster, after all, and
-she was so charming. His interest in her and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton and their
-friends grew apace.</p>
-
-<p>And then came the matter of the mysterious blue racer, or “trailer,”
-as Gregory afterward came to call it, a great hulking brute of a car,
-beautifully, even showily, made, and with an engine that talked like
-no other. There was a metallic ring about it which seemed to carry a
-long way through the clear air and over the sands which adjoined the
-sea. It was the possession, so he learned later through <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton,
-of one of four fortunate youths who were summering at the next hotel
-west, about a mile away. The owner, one Castleman by name, the son and
-heir to a very wealthy family, was a friend of hers whom she had first
-met in a commercial way in the city. They came over after Imogene’s
-arrival, she explained, to help entertain, and they invariably came in
-this car. Castleman and his friends, smart, showy youths all, played
-tennis and bridge, and knew all the latest shows and dances and drinks.
-They were very gay looking, at least three of them, and were inclined
-to make much<span class="pagenum" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</span> of Imogene, though, as <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton cautiously confided
-to Gregory after a time, she did not propose to allow it. Imogene’s
-parents might not like it. On the other hand, Gregory and Blount, being
-sober men both and of excellent discretion, were much more welcome!</p>
-
-<p>Almost every day thereafter <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton would go for a ride in her own
-car or that of Castleman, taking Gregory if he would, and Imogene for
-companions. Blount, however, as he explicitly made clear at the very
-beginning, was opposed to this.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t ever be alone with her, I tell you, or just in the company of
-her and her friends anywhere except on this veranda. They’re after
-you, and they’re not finding it easy, and they’re beginning to work
-hard. They’ll give themselves away in some way pretty soon, just as
-sure as you’re sitting there. They want to cut me out, but don’t let
-them do it—or if you do, get some one in my place. You don’t know
-where they’ll take you. That’s the way people are framed. Take me, or
-get them to use my machine and you take some other man. Then you can
-regulate the conditions partially, anyhow.”</p>
-
-<p>Gregory insisted that he had no desire to make any other arrangements,
-and so, thereafter, whenever an invitation was extended to him, Blount
-was always somehow included, although, as he could see, they did not
-like it. Not that Imogene seemed to mind, but <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton always
-complained, “Must we wait for him?” or “Isn’t it possible, ever, to go
-anywhere without him?”</p>
-
-<p>Gregory explained how it was. Blount was an old and dear friend of his.
-They were practically spending<span class="pagenum" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</span> the summer together. Blount had nothing
-to do just now.... They seemed to take it all in the best part, and
-thereafter Blount was always ready, and even willing to suggest that
-they come along with him in his car.</p>
-
-<p>But the more these accidental prearrangements occurred, the more
-innocently perverse was <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton in proposing occasional trips of
-her own. There was an interesting walk through the pines and across the
-dunes to a neighboring hotel which had a delightful pavilion, and this
-she was always willing to essay with just Gregory. Only, whenever he
-agreed to this, and they were about to set out, Imogene would always
-appear and would have to be included. Then <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton would remember
-that she had forgotten her parasol or purse or handkerchief, and would
-return for it, leaving Imogene and Gregory to stroll on together. But
-Gregory would always wait until <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton returned. He was not to be
-entrapped like this.</p>
-
-<p>By now he and Imogene, in spite of this atmosphere of suspicion and
-uncertainty, had become very friendly. She liked him, he could see
-that. She looked at him with a slight widening of the eyes and a faint
-distention of the nostrils at times, which spelled—what? And when
-seated with him in the car, or anywhere else, she drew near him in a
-gently inclusive and sympathetic and coaxing way. She had been trying
-to teach him to dance of late, and scolding him in almost endearing
-phrases such as “Now, you bad boy,” or “Oh, butterfingers!” (when once
-he had dropped something), or “Big, clumsy one—how big and strong you
-really are. I can scarcely guide you.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</span></p>
-
-<p>And to him, in spite of all her dark chicane, she was really beautiful,
-and so graceful! What a complexion, he said to himself on more than
-one occasion. How light and silken her hair! And her eyes, hard and
-gray-brown, and yet soft, too—to him. Her nose was so small and
-straight, and her lip line so wavily cut, like an Englishwoman’s, full
-and drooping in the center of the upper lip. And she looked at him so
-when they were alone! It was disturbing.</p>
-
-<p>But as to the Blue Trailer on these careening nights. Chancing one
-night to be invited by <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton for a twenty-five-mile run to
-Bayside, Blount accompanying them, they had not gone ten miles, it
-seemed to him, when the hum of a peculiarly and powerfully built motor
-came to him. It was like a distant bee buzzing, or a hornet caught
-under a glass. There was something fierce about it, savage. On the
-instant he recalled it now, recognized it as the great blue machine
-belonging to young Castleman. Why should he be always hearing it, he
-asked, when they were out? And then quite thoughtlessly he observed to
-Imogene:</p>
-
-<p>“That sounds like Castleman’s car, doesn’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>“It does, doesn’t it?” she innocently replied. “I wonder if it could
-be.”</p>
-
-<p>Nothing caused him to think any more about it just then, but another
-time when he was passing along a distant road he heard its motor
-nearby on another road, and then it passed them. Again, it brought its
-customary group to the same inn in which he and Blount and Imogene and
-<abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton were.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly it came to him just what it meant. The last time he had heard
-it, and every time before that, he now remembered, its sound had been
-followed by its<span class="pagenum" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</span> appearance at some roadside inn or hotel whenever he,
-Imogene and Blount happened to be in the same party; and it always
-brought with it this self-same group of young men (“joy riders,” they
-called themselves), accidentally happening in on them, as they said.
-And now he remembered (and this fact was corroborated by the watchful
-Blount) that if the car had not been heard, and they had not appeared,
-either <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton or Imogene invariably sought the ladies’ retiring
-room once they had reached their destination, if they had one, when
-later the car would be heard tearing along in the distance and the “joy
-riders” would arrive. But what for? How to compromise him exactly, if
-at all?</p>
-
-<p>One night after <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton had left them in one of these inns, but
-before the joy riders had arrived, Gregory was sitting at the edge of a
-balcony overlooking a silent grove of pines when suddenly it seemed to
-him that he heard it coming in the distance, this great rumbling brute,
-baying afar off, like a bloodhound on the scent. There was something
-so eerie, uncanny about it or about the night, which made it so. And
-then a few moments later it appeared, and the four cronies strolled in,
-smart and summery in their appearance, seemingly surprised to find them
-all there. Gregory felt a bit cold and chill at the subtlety of it all.
-How horrible it was, trailing a man in this way! How tremendous the
-depths of politics, how important the control of all the great seething
-cities’ millions, to these men—Tilney and his friends,—if they could
-find it important to plot against one lone investigating man like this!
-Their crimes! Their financial robberies! How well he knew some<span class="pagenum" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</span> of
-them—and how near he was to being able to prove some of them and drive
-them out, away from the public treasury and the emoluments and honors
-of office!</p>
-
-<p>That was why he was so important to them now—he a self-established
-newspaperman with a self-established investigating bureau. Actually,
-it was villainous, so dark and crafty. What were they planning, these
-two smiling women at his side and these four smart rounders, with their
-pink cheeks and affable manners? What could they want of him really?
-How would it all end?</p>
-
-<p>As <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton, Imogene, Blount and himself were preparing to return,
-and Castleman and his friends were entering their own car, a third
-party hitherto unknown to Blount or Gregory appeared and engaged the
-two women in conversation, finally persuading them to return with them
-in their car. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton thereupon apologized and explained that
-they were old friends whom she had not seen for a long time, and that
-they would all meet at the hotel later for a game of bridge. Blount
-and Gregory, left thus to themselves, decided to take a short cut to
-a nearby turnpike so as to beat them home. The move interested them,
-although they could not explain it at the time. It was while they were
-following this road, however, through a section heavily shaded with
-trees, that they were suddenly confronted by the blazing lights of
-another machine descending upon them at full speed from the opposite
-direction, and even though Blount by the most amazing dexterity managed
-to throw his car into the adjacent fence and wood, still it came so
-close and was traveling at such terrific speed that it clipped their
-left rear wheel as he did so.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Castleman’s car!” Blount said softly after it had passed. “I saw him.
-They missed us by an inch!”</p>
-
-<p>“What do you think of that!” exclaimed Gregory cynically. “I wonder if
-they’ll come back to see the result of their work?”</p>
-
-<p>Even as they were talking, however, they heard the big car returning.</p>
-
-<p>“Say, this looks serious! I don’t like the looks of it!” whispered
-Blount. “That car would have torn us to bits and never been scratched.
-And here they are now. Better look out for them. It’s just as well that
-we’re armed. You have your gun, haven’t you?”</p>
-
-<p>The other group approached most brazenly.</p>
-
-<p>“Hello! Any trouble?” they called from a distance. “So sorry,” and then
-as though they had just discovered it, “—well, if it isn’t Gregory and
-Blount! Well, well, fellows, so sorry! It was an accident, I assure
-you. Our steering gear is out of order.”</p>
-
-<p>Gregory and Blount had previously agreed to stand their ground, and
-if any further treachery were intended it was to be frustrated with
-bullets. The situation was partially saved or cleared up by the arrival
-of a third car containing a party of four middle-aged men who, seeing
-them in the wood and the other car standing by, stopped to investigate.
-It was Gregory’s presence of mind which kept them there.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you mind staying by, Mister, until that other car leaves?” he
-whispered to one of the newcomers who was helping to extricate Blount’s
-machine. “I think they purposely tried to wreck us, but I’m not sure;
-anyway, we don’t want to be left alone with them.”</p>
-
-<p>Finding themselves thus replaced and the others determined<span class="pagenum" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</span> to stay,
-Castleman and his followers were most apologetic and helpful. They had
-forgotten something back at the inn, they explained, and were returning
-for it. As they had reached this particular spot and had seen the
-lights of Blount’s car, they had tried to stop, but something had gone
-wrong with the steering gear. They had tried to turn, but couldn’t,
-and had almost wrecked their own car. Was there any damage? They would
-gladly pay. Blount assured them there was not, the while he and Gregory
-accepted their apologies in seeming good part, insisting, however, that
-they needed no help. After they had gone Blount and Gregory, with the
-strangers as guards, made their way to the hotel, only to find it dark
-and deserted.</p>
-
-<p>What an amazing thing it all was, Gregory said to himself over
-and over, the great metropolis threaded with plots like this for
-spoil—cold blooded murder attempted, and that by a young girl and
-these young men scarcely in their middle twenties, and yet there was
-no way to fix it on them. Here he was, fairly convinced that on two
-occasions murder had been planned or attempted, and still he could
-prove nothing, not a word, did not even dare to accuse any one! And
-Imogene, this girl of beauty and gayety, pretending an affection for
-him—and he half believing it—and at the same time convinced that she
-was in on the plot in some way. Had he lost his senses?</p>
-
-<p>He was for getting out now posthaste, feeling as he did that he was
-dealing with a band of murderers who were plotting his death by
-“accident” in case they failed to discredit him by some trick or plot,
-but Blount was of another mind. He could not feel that this was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</span> a
-good time to quit. After all, everything had been in their favor so
-far. In addition, Blount had come to the conclusion that the girl was
-a very weak tool of these other people, not a clever plotter herself.
-He argued this, he said, from certain things which he had been able
-thus far to find out about her. She had once been, he said, the
-private secretary or personal assistant to a well known banker whose
-institution had been connected with the Tilney interests in Penyank,
-and whose career had ended in his indictment and flight. Perhaps there
-had been some papers which she had signed as the ostensible secretary
-or treasurer, which might make her the victim of Tilney or of some of
-his political friends. Besides, by now he was willing to help raise
-money to carry Gregory’s work on in case he needed any. The city should
-be protected from such people. But Blount considered Imogene a little
-soft or easy, and thought that Gregory could influence her <a id="tohelp"></a>to help him if
-he tried.</p>
-
-<p>“Stick it out,” he insisted. “Stick it out. It looks pretty serious,
-I know, but you want to remember that you won’t be any better off
-anywhere else, and here we at least know what we’re up against. They
-know by now that we’re getting on to them. They must. They’re getting
-anxious, that’s all, and the time is getting short. You might send for
-your wife, but that wouldn’t help any. Besides, if you play your cards
-right with this girl you might get her to come over to your side. In
-spite of what she’s doing, I think she likes you.” Gregory snorted. “Or
-you might make her like you, and then you could get the whole scheme
-out of her. See how she looks at you all the time! And don’t forget
-that every day<span class="pagenum" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</span> you string this thing along without letting them bring
-it to a disastrous finish, the nearer you are to the election. If this
-goes on much longer without their accomplishing anything, Tilney won’t
-have a chance to frame up anything new before the election will be upon
-him, and then it will be too late. Don’t you see?”</p>
-
-<p>On the strength of this, Gregory agreed to linger a little while
-longer, but he felt that it was telling on his nerves. He was becoming
-irritable and savage, and the more he thought about it the worse he
-felt. To think of having to be pleasant to people who were murderers at
-heart and trying to destroy you!</p>
-
-<p>The next morning, however, he saw Imogene at breakfast, fresh and
-pleasant, and with that look of friendly interest in her eyes which
-more and more of late she seemed to wear and in spite of himself he was
-drawn to her, although he did his best to conceal it.</p>
-
-<p>“Why didn’t you come back last night to play cards with us?” she asked.
-“We waited and waited for you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, haven’t you heard about the latest ‘accident’?” he asked, with
-a peculiar emphasis on the word, and looking at her with a cynical
-mocking light in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“No. What accident?” She seemed thoroughly unaware that anything had
-happened.</p>
-
-<p>“You didn’t know, of course, that Castleman’s car almost ran us down
-after you left us last night?”</p>
-
-<p>“No!” she exclaimed with genuine surprise. “Where?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, just after you left us, in the wood beyond Bellepoint. It was so
-fortunate of you two to have left just when you did.” And he smiled and
-explained<span class="pagenum" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</span> briefly and with some cynical comments as to the steering
-gear that wouldn’t work.</p>
-
-<p>As he did so, he examined her sharply and she looked at him with what
-he thought might be pain or fear or horror in her glance. Certainly
-it was not a look disguising a sympathetic interest in the plans of
-her friends or employers, if they were such. Her astonishment was so
-obviously sincere, confusing, revealing, in a way that it all but won
-him. He could not make himself believe that she had had a hand in that
-anyhow. It must be as Blount said, that she was more of a tool herself
-than anything else. She probably couldn’t help herself very well or
-didn’t know the lengths to which her pretended “friends” were prepared
-to go. Her eyes seemed troubled, sad. She seemed weaker, more futile,
-than at any time since he had known her, and this, while it did not
-add particularly to his respect, softened his personal animosity. He
-felt that under the circumstances he might come to like her. He also
-thought that she might be made to like him enough to help him. He had
-the emotional mastery of her, he thought, and that was something. He
-had described the incident with all the vividness of detail that he
-could, showing how he and Blount had escaped death by a hair’s breadth.
-She seemed a little sick, and shortly after left the table. Gregory had
-taken good care to make it plain that the strangers in the other car
-had been informed as to the exact details of the case, and had offered
-their services as witnesses in case they were wanted.</p>
-
-<p>“But we don’t propose to do anything about it,” he said genially, “not
-now, anyhow,” and it was then<span class="pagenum" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</span> that she seemed to become a little sick
-or faint, and left him.</p>
-
-<p>Whether owing to this conversation or the accident itself, or to
-circumstances concerning which he knew nothing, there now seemed to
-come a temporary lull in the activities of this group. The Blue Trailer
-disappeared as an active daily fact in their lives. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton
-was called to the city on business for a few days, as well as <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>
-Diamondberg, the “cloak and suit man,” as Blount always called him,
-who in all the time he had been there had never publicly joined them.
-<abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton came back later as cheerful and optimistic as ever, but in
-the meanwhile there had been an approach on the part of Imogene toward
-himself which seemed to promise a new order of things. She was freer,
-more natural and more genial than she had been hitherto. She was with
-him more, smiling, playful, and yet concerned, he thought. Because of
-their conversation the morning after the accident, he felt easier in
-her presence, more confidential, as though he might be able to talk to
-her about all this soon and get her to help him.</p>
-
-<p>They had two hours together on the second afternoon of the absence of
-the others which brought them within sight of each other’s point of
-view. It began after lunch, because Gregory had some reports to examine
-and was staying here to do it. She came over and stood beside him.</p>
-
-<p>“What are you doing?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I’m looking up some facts,” he replied enigmatically, smiling up
-at her. “Sit down.”</p>
-
-<p>They fell into conversation first about a tennis match which was being
-held here, and then about his<span class="pagenum" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</span> work, which he described in part after
-observing that she knew all about it, or ought to.</p>
-
-<p>“Why do you always talk to me that way about everything in connection
-with you?” she asked after a moment’s pause. “You have such a queer way
-of speaking, as though I knew something I ought not to know about your
-affairs.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you do, don’t you?” he questioned grimly, staring at her.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, there it is again! What do you mean by that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you really need to have me explain to you?” he went on in a hard
-cynical manner. “As though you didn’t know! I don’t suppose you ever
-heard of the Union Bank of Penyank, for instance? Or <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Swayne, its
-president? Or <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Riley, or <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Mears, the cashier?”</p>
-
-<p>At the mention of these, as at the mention of the automobile accident,
-there was something which seemed to click like a camera shutter in her
-eyes, only this time there was no sign of pain, none even of confusion.
-She seemed, except for a faint trace of color, to be fairly calm and
-poised. She opened her mouth slightly, but more in an attempted smile
-of tolerance than anything else.</p>
-
-<p>“The Union Bank? <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Swayne? <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Tilney? What are you talking about?”
-she persisted. “Who is <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Swayne, and where is the Union Bank?”</p>
-
-<p>“Really, now, Miss Carle,” he said with a kind of dogmatic fury, “if
-you want me to have any regard of any kind for you in the future, quit
-lying about this. You know well enough what I mean. You know who <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>
-Swayne is, all right, and why he left<span class="pagenum" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</span> Eastridge. You also know <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>
-Diamondberg, although I heard you say you didn’t, and that right after
-I had seen you walking with him out here on the dunes three weeks ago.
-You don’t remember that, I suppose?” this as she fluttered slightly.</p>
-
-<p>She stared, completely shaken out of her composure, and a real flush
-spread over her cheeks and neck. For the moment her expression hardened
-the least bit, then gave way to one of mingled weakness and confusion.
-She looked more or less guilty and genuinely distrait.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Gregory,” she pleaded weakly, “how you talk! Positively, I
-haven’t the slightest idea of what you mean, and I wish you wouldn’t be
-so rough. I don’t think you know what you’re talking about, or if you
-do you certainly don’t know anything about me. You must have me mixed
-up with some one else, or with something that I don’t know anything
-about.” She moved as if to leave.</p>
-
-<p>“Now listen to me a minute,” he said sharply, “and don’t be so ready
-to leave. You know who I am, and just what I’m doing. I’m running an
-investigation bureau on my own account with which I mean to break up
-the present city political ring, and I have a lot of evidence which
-might cause <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Tilney and the mayor and some others a lot of trouble
-this fall, and they know it, and that’s why you’re out here. <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Tilney
-is connected with the mayor, and he used to be a bosom friend of your
-friend, Jack Swayne. And Diamondberg and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton are in his employ
-right now, and so are you. You think I don’t know that Castleman and
-his friends were working with you and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton, and Diamondberg
-and these<span class="pagenum" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</span> ‘brokers’ also, and that Castleman tried to run into us the
-other night and kill me, and that I’m being watched here all the time
-and spied on, but I am, and I know it, and I’m not in the dark as to
-anything—not one thing—not even you,” and he leered at her angrily.</p>
-
-<p>“Now wait a moment,” he went on quickly as she opened her mouth and
-started to say something. “You don’t look to me to be so crafty and
-devilish as all this seems, or I wouldn’t be talking to you at all,
-and your manner all along has been so different—you’ve appeared so
-friendly and sympathetic, that I’ve thought at times that maybe you
-didn’t know exactly what was going on. Now, however, I see that you do.
-Your manner the other morning at breakfast made me think that possibly
-you were not so bad as you seemed. But now I see that you’ve been lying
-to me all along about all this, just as I thought, only I must say that
-up to now I haven’t been willing to believe it. This isn’t the first
-time an attempt has been made to get people in this way, though. It’s
-an old political trick, only you’re trying to work it once more, and I
-don’t propose that you shall work it on me if I can help it. Plainly,
-you people wouldn’t hesitate to kill me, any more than Tilney hesitated
-to ruin Crothers three years ago, or than he would hesitate to ruin
-me or any other man or woman who got in his path, but he hasn’t got
-me yet, and he’s not going to, and you can tell him that for me. He’s
-a crook. He controls a bunch of crooks—the mayor and all the people
-working with him—and if you’re in with them, as I know you are, and
-know what you’re doing, you’re a crook too.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, oh, oh! Don’t!” she exclaimed. “Please don’t! This is too
-terrible! To think that you should talk to me in this way!” but she
-made no attempt to leave.</p>
-
-<p>“Now I want to tell you something more, Miss Carle—if that’s <a id="your"></a>your real
-name—” Gregory went on as she was putting her hands to her temples and
-exclaiming, and she winced again. “As I said before, you don’t look to
-me to be as bad as you seem, and for that reason I’m talking to you
-now. But just see how it is: Here I am, a young man just starting out
-in the world really, and here you are trying to ruin me. I was living
-here with my wife and my little two-year-old baby peacefully enough
-until she had to go to the mountains because our little boy was taken
-sick, and then you and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton and Diamondberg and Castleman and
-the ‘brokers’ and all the rest of the crowd that are and have been
-around here watching and spying, came and began to cause me trouble.
-Now I’m not helpless. And you needn’t think I wasn’t warned before you
-came, because I was. There are just as many influential men on my side
-of the fence right now as there are on Tilney’s—will be—and he isn’t
-going to get away with this thing as easily as he thinks. But just
-think of your part in all this! Why should you want to ruin me or help
-these people? What have I ever done to you? I can understand Tilney’s
-wanting to do it. He thinks that I have facts which will injure him,
-and I have, and that because I haven’t made any public statement the
-evidence is still in my hands, and that if I am put out of the way or
-discredited the whole thing will blow over and nothing will happen to
-him—but it<span class="pagenum" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</span> won’t. Not now any more. It can’t. This thing will go
-on just the same, whether I am here or not. But that isn’t the point
-either. I was told two months ago that you would come, not by <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Skelton, but by friends of mine, and that an attempt would be made on
-my life,” and at that she opened her eyes wide and sat there apparently
-amazed, “and here you are on schedule time and doing just as you were
-told, and apparently you aren’t the least bit ashamed to do it. But
-don’t you think it’s a pretty shabby game for you to play?” He stared
-at her wearily and she at him, but now for the moment she said nothing,
-just sat there.</p>
-
-<p>“That big blue machine that was to have killed me the other night,” he
-went on, stretching matters a little in so far as his own knowledge
-was concerned, “was all arranged for long before you came down here.
-I haven’t the slightest idea why you work for Tilney, but I know now
-that that’s what you’re doing, and I’m sick of you and the whole thing.
-You’re just a plain little crook, that’s all, and I’m through with you
-and this whole thing, and I don’t want you to talk to me any more.
-What’s more, I’m not going to leave this hotel, either, and you can
-take that news to Tilney if you want to, or <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton or whoever
-else is managing things here for him. I’ve kept a day-to-day record
-of everything that’s happened so far, and I have witnesses, and if
-anything more happens to me here I’m going to the newspapers and expose
-the whole thing. If you had any sense of decency left you wouldn’t be
-in on anything like this, but you haven’t—you’re just a shabby little
-trickster, and that lets you out, and that’s all I have to say.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</span></p>
-
-<p>He stood up and made as if to walk off, while Miss Carle sat there,
-seemingly dazed, then jumped up and called after him:</p>
-
-<p>“<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Gregory! Please! Please! <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Gregory, I want to tell you
-something!”</p>
-
-<p>He stopped and turned. She came hurriedly up to him.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t go,” she pleaded, “not just yet. Wait a minute. Please come
-back. I want to talk to you.” And though he looked at her rather
-determinedly, he followed her.</p>
-
-<p>“Well?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t understand how it is,” she pleaded, with a look of real
-concern in her eyes. “And I can’t tell you either, just now, but I
-will some time if you will let me. But I like you, and I really don’t
-want to do you any harm. Really, I don’t. I don’t know anything about
-these automobile things you’re telling about—truly I don’t. They’re
-all terrible and horrible to me, and if they are trying to do anything
-like that, I don’t know it, and I won’t have anything more to do with
-it—really I won’t. Oh, it’s terrible!” and she clenched her hands.
-“I do know <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Diamondberg now, I admit that, but I didn’t before I
-came down here, and <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Swayne and <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Tilney. I did come here to see
-if I could get you interested in me, but they didn’t tell me just
-why. They told me—<abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton did—that you, or some people whom
-you represented, were trying to get evidence against some friends of
-theirs—<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Tilney’s, I believe—who were absolutely innocent, that you
-weren’t happy with your wife, and that if some one, any one, were able
-to make you fall in love with her or just become very<span class="pagenum" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</span> good friends,
-she might be able to persuade you not to do it, you see. There wasn’t
-any plan, so far as I know, to injure you bodily in any way. They
-didn’t tell me that they wanted to injure you physically—really they
-didn’t. That’s all news to me, and dreadful. All they said was that
-they wanted to get some one to get you to stop—make it worth your
-while in a money way, if I could. I didn’t think there was anything so
-very wrong in that, seeing all they have done for me in the past—<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr>
-Tilney, <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton and some others. But after I saw you a little
-while I——” she paused and looked at him, then away, “I didn’t think
-you were that kind of a man, you see, and so—well, it’s different
-now. I don’t want to do anything to hurt you. Really I don’t. I
-couldn’t—now.”</p>
-
-<p>“So you admit now that you do know <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Tilney,” he commented sourly,
-but not without a sense of triumph behind it all.</p>
-
-<p>“I just told you that,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>She stopped, and Gregory stared at her suspiciously. That she liked him
-was plain, and in a sense it was different from that of a mere passing
-flirtation, and as for himself—well, he couldn’t help liking her in
-a genial way. He was free to admit that to himself, in spite of her
-trickery, and that she was attractive, and as yet she personally had
-not done anything to him, certainly nothing that he could prove. She
-seemed even now so young, although so sophisticated and wise, and much
-about her face, its smoothness, the delicate tracery of hair about her
-forehead, the drooping pout of the upper lip, sharpened his interest
-and caused him to meditate.</p>
-
-<p>“Well?” he inquired after a time.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I wish you wouldn’t turn on me so and leave me,” she pleaded. “I
-haven’t done anything to you, have I? Not yet, anyhow.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s just the point—not yet. There’s the whole story in a nutshell.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, but I promise you faithfully that I won’t, that I don’t intend
-to. Really I don’t. You won’t believe me, but that’s true. And I won’t,
-I give you my word,—truly. Why won’t you still be friends with me?
-I can’t tell you any more about myself now than I have—not now—but
-I will some time, and I wish you would still be friends with me. I
-promise not to do anything to cause you trouble. I haven’t really, have
-I? Have I?”</p>
-
-<p>“How should I know?” he answered testily and roughly, the while
-believing that this was a deliberate attempt on her part to interest
-him in spite of himself, to get him not to leave yet. “It seems to me
-you’ve done enough, being with these people. You’ve led me into going
-about with them, for one thing. I would never have gone with them on
-most of these trips except for you. Isn’t that enough? What more do you
-want? And why can’t you tell me now,” he demanded, feeling in a way
-the authority of a victor, “who these people are and all about them?
-I’d like to know. It might be a help to me, if you really wanted to do
-something for me. What are their plans, their game?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know. I can’t tell you any more than I have, truly I can’t. If
-I find out, maybe I will some time. I promise to. But not now. I can’t,
-now. Can’t you trust me that much? Can’t you see that I like you, when
-I tell you so much? I haven’t any<span class="pagenum" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</span> plan to injure you personally,
-truly I haven’t. I’m obliged to these people in one way and another,
-but nothing that would make me go that far. Won’t you believe me?” She
-opened her eyes very wide in injury. There was something new in her
-expression, a luring, coaxing something.</p>
-
-<p>“I haven’t any one who is really close to me any more,” she went on,
-“not anybody I like. I suppose it’s all my own fault, but—” her voice
-became very sweet.</p>
-
-<p>In spite of his precautions and the knowledge that his wife was the
-best and most suitable companion for him in the world, and that he was
-permanently fixed through his affection for his child and the helpful,
-hopeful mother of it, nevertheless he was moved by some peculiarity of
-this girl’s temperament. What power had Tilney over her, that he could
-use her in this way? Think of it—a beautiful girl like this!</p>
-
-<p>“What about <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton?” he demanded. “Who is she, anyhow? And these
-three gardeners around here? What is it they want?” (There were three
-gardeners of the grounds who whenever he and Imogene had been alone
-together anywhere managed somehow to be working near the scene—an
-arrival which caused him always instanter to depart.) “And Diamondberg?”</p>
-
-<p>She insisted that in so far as the gardeners were concerned she knew
-absolutely nothing about them. If they were employed by <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton
-or any one, it was without her knowledge. As for Diamondberg, she
-explained that she had only met him since she had come here, but that
-she really did not like him. For some reason <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton had asked her
-to appear not<span class="pagenum" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</span> to know him. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton, she persisted, had known her
-years before in Cincinnati, as she had said, but more recently in the
-city. She had helped her to get various positions, twice on the stage.
-Once she had worked for <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Swayne, yes, for a year, but only as a
-clerk. She had never known anything about him or his plans or schemes,
-never. When Gregory wanted to know how it was that he was to be trapped
-by her, if at all, she insisted that she did not believe that he was to
-be trapped. It was all to have been as she said.</p>
-
-<p>Gregory could not quite make out whether she was telling him the exact
-truth, but it was near enough, and it seemed to him that she could not
-be wholly lying. She seemed too frank and wishful. There was something
-sensuously affectionate in her point of view and her manner. He would
-know everything in the future, she insisted, if he wanted to, but only
-not now—please not now. Then she asked about his wife, where she was,
-when she was coming back.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you love her very much?” she finally asked naïvely.</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly I love her. Why do you ask? I’ve a two-year-old boy that I’m
-crazy about.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him thoughtfully, a little puzzled or uncertain, he
-thought.</p>
-
-<p>They agreed to be friends after a fashion before they were through. He
-confessed that he liked her, but still that he did not trust her—not
-yet. They were to go on as before, but only on condition that nothing
-further happened to him which could be traced to her. She frankly told
-him that she could not control the actions of the others. They were
-their own masters, and, after a fashion, hers, but in so far as<span class="pagenum" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</span> she
-could she would protect him. She did not believe that they intended to
-try much longer. In so far as she was concerned, he might go away if
-he chose. She could see him anywhere, if he would. She was not sure if
-that would make any difference in their plans or not. Anyhow, she would
-not follow him if he did go unless he wished it, but she would prefer
-that he did. Perhaps nothing more would happen here. If she heard of
-anything she would tell him, or try to, in time. But she could not say
-more than that now. After a while, maybe, as soon as she could get out
-of here ... there were certain things over which she had no control.
-She was very enigmatic and secretive, and he took it to mean that she
-was involved in some difficult situation and could not easily extricate
-herself.</p>
-
-<p>“I wouldn’t take too much stock in her, at that,” Blount reflected
-when Gregory had told him about it. “Just keep your eyes open, that’s
-all. Don’t have anything to do with her in a compromising way. She may
-be lying to you again. Once a crook, always a crook.” Such was his
-philosophy.</p>
-
-<p><abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton returned on the third day after his long conversation
-with Imogene, and in spite of the fact that they had seemed to come
-closer together than ever before, to have established a friendly
-semi-defensive pact, still he sensed treachery. He could not make out
-what it was. She seemed to be friendly, simple, gay, direct, even
-wooing—and yet—what? He thought at one time that she might be the
-unconscious psychologic victim of <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton or of some one else; at
-other times, an absolutely unprincipled political philanderer. While
-pretending to be “on the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</span> level,” as he phrased it, with him, she was
-crossing his path in such odd ways, making him uncertain as to whether,
-in spite of all she had said and was saying, she was still engaged
-in trying to compromise him. The whole thing began to take on the
-fascination of a game with the unconquerable lure of sex at the bottom
-of it—steeled as he was against compromising himself in any way.</p>
-
-<p>Thus once, after a late card game, when he stepped out on a small
-veranda or balcony which graced the end of the hall nearest which his
-room was situated, and which commanded a splendid view of the sea, he
-found her just outside his door, alone, diaphanously attired, and very
-sympathetic and genial. Now that they were friends and had had this
-talk, there was something in her manner which always seemed to invite
-him on to a closer life with her without danger to himself, as she
-seemed to say. She would shield him against all, at her own expense. At
-the same time he was far—very far—from yielding. More than once he
-had insisted that he did not want to have anything to do with her in an
-affectional way, and yet here she was on this occasion, and although
-there might or there might not have been anything very alarming in
-that, he argued with himself afterward, yet since he had told her,
-this could be made to look as though she were trying to overpersuade
-him, to take him off his guard. Any guest of the hotel might have done
-as much (her room was somewhere near there), but Rule One, as laid
-down by Blount, and as hitherto practised by him, was never, under any
-circumstances which might be misinterpreted, to be alone with her. And
-besides, when he withdrew, as<span class="pagenum" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</span> he did at once, excusing himself lightly
-and laughingly, he saw two men turning in at a cross corridor just
-beyond, and one, seeing him turn back, said to the other, “It must be
-on the other side, Jim.” Well, there might not have been anything very
-significant in that, either. Any two men might accidentally turn into a
-hall on an end balcony of which a maiden was sitting in very diaphanous
-array, but still——</p>
-
-<p>It was the same whenever he walked along the outer or sea wall at
-night, listening to the thunder of the water against the rapp which
-sustained the walk, and meditating on the night and the beauty of the
-hotel and the shabbiness of politics. Imogene was always about him
-when she might be with safety, as he saw it, but never under such
-circumstances as could be made to seem that they were alone together.
-Bullen, one of the two brokers, who seemed not a bad sort after his
-kind, came out there one night with <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton and Imogene, and
-seeing Gregory, engaged him in conversation and then left Imogene to
-his care. Gregory, hating to appear asininely suspicious under such
-circumstances, was genuinely troubled as to what to do in such cases
-as these. Always now he was drawn to her, painfully so, and yet—— He
-had told her more than once that he did not wish to be alone with her
-in this way, and yet here she was, and she was always insisting that
-she did not wish him to be with her if he objected to it, and yet look
-at this! Her excuse always was that she could not help it, that it
-was purely accidental or planned by them without her knowledge. She
-could not avoid all accidents. When he demanded to know why she did
-not leave, clear out of all of this, she explained that without<span class="pagenum" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</span> great
-injury to herself and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton she could not, and that besides he
-was safer with her there.</p>
-
-<p>“What is this?” he asked on this occasion. “Another plan?” Feeling her
-stop and pull back a little, he felt ashamed of himself. “Well, you
-know what I’ve been telling you all along,” he added gruffly.</p>
-
-<p>“Please don’t be so suspicious, Ed. Why do you always act so? Can’t I
-even walk out here? I couldn’t avoid this to-night, truly I couldn’t.
-Don’t you suppose I have to play a part too—for a time, anyhow? What
-do you expect me to do—leave at once? I can’t, I tell you. Won’t you
-believe me? Won’t you have a little faith in me?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, come on,” he returned crossly, as much irritated with himself
-as any one. “Give me your arm. Give a dog a bad name, you know,” and
-he walked her courteously but firmly in the direction of the principal
-veranda, trying to be nice to her at the same time.</p>
-
-<p>“I tell you, Imogene, I can’t and I won’t do this. You must find ways
-of avoiding these things. If not, I’m not going to have anything to
-do with you at all. You say you want me to be friends with you, if
-no more. Very well. But how are we going to do it?” and after more
-arguments of this kind they parted with considerable feeling, but not
-altogether antagonistic, at that.</p>
-
-<p>Yet by reason of all this finally, and very much to his personal
-dissatisfaction, he found himself limited as to his walks and lounging
-places almost as much as if he had been in prison. There was a little
-pergola at one end of the lawn with benches and flowering vines
-which had taken his fancy when he first<span class="pagenum" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</span> came, and which he had been
-accustomed to frequent as a splendid place to walk and smoke, but not
-any more. He was too certain of being picked up there, or of being
-joined by <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton and Imogene, only to be left with Imogene, with
-possibly the three gardeners or a broker as witnesses. He could not
-help thinking how ridiculous it all was.</p>
-
-<p>He even took Imogene, he and Blount, in Blount’s car, and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton
-with them or not, as the case might be—it was all well enough so
-long as Blount was along—to one place or another in the immediate
-vicinity—never far, and always the two of them armed and ready for any
-emergency or fray, as they said. It seemed a risky thing to do, still
-they felt a little emboldened by their success so far, and besides,
-Imogene was decidedly attractive to both of them. Now that she had
-confessed her affection for Gregory she was most alluring with him, and
-genial to Blount, teasing and petting him and calling him the watchdog.
-Blount was always crowing over how well he and Gregory were managing
-the affair. More than once he had pointed out, even in her presence,
-that there was an element of sport or fascinating drama in it, that
-she “couldn’t fool them,” all of which was helping mightily to pass
-the time, even though his own and Gregory’s life, or at least their
-reputation, might be at stake.</p>
-
-<p>“Go on, go on, is my advice,” Blount kept saying now that he was being
-amused. “Let her fall in love with you. Make her testify on your
-behalf. Get a confession in black and white, if you can. It would be a
-great thing in the campaign, if you were compelled<span class="pagenum" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</span> to use it.” He was
-a most practical and political soul, for all his geniality.</p>
-
-<p>Gregory could not quite see himself doing that, however. He was too
-fond of her. She was never quite so yielding, so close to him, as now.
-When he and Blount were out with her, now, the two of them ventured to
-rag her as to her part in all this, asking her whether the other car
-were handy, whether the gardeners had been properly lined up, and as to
-who was behind this tree or that house. “There’d be no use in going if
-everything wasn’t just right,” they said. She took it all in good part,
-even laughing and mocking them.</p>
-
-<p>“Better look out! Here comes a spy now,” she would sometimes exclaim
-at sight of a huckster driving a wagon or a farm-hand pushing a
-wheelbarrow.</p>
-
-<p>To both Blount and Gregory it was becoming a farce, and yet between
-themselves they agreed that it had its charm. They were probably tiring
-her backers and they would all quit soon. They hoped so, anyhow.</p>
-
-<p>But then one night, just as they had concluded that there might not
-be so very much to this plot after all, that it was about all over,
-and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Gregory was writing that she would soon be able to return,
-the unexpected happened. They were returning from one of those shorter
-outings which had succeeded the longer ones of an earlier day, Blount
-and Gregory and Imogene, and true to his idea of avoiding any routine
-procedure which might be seized upon by the enemy as something to
-expect and therefore to be used, Blount passed the main entrance and
-drove instead around to a side path which led to a sunk-in porch<span class="pagenum" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</span>
-flanked on either side by high box hedges and sheltered furry pines.
-True also to their agreed plan of never being separated on occasions
-like this, they both walked to the door with Imogene, Blount locking
-his car so that it could not be moved during his absence. On the steps
-of this side porch they chaffered a little, bantering Imogene about
-another safe night, and how hard it was on the gardeners to keep them
-up so late and moving about in the dark in this fashion, when Imogene
-said she was tired and would have to go. She laughed at them for their
-brashness.</p>
-
-<p>“You two think you’re very smart, don’t you?” she smiled a little
-wearily. “It would serve you right if something did happen to both of
-you one of these days—you know so much.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is that so?” chuckled Blount. “Well, don’t hold any midnight
-conferences as to this. You’ll lose your beauty sleep if you do.”</p>
-
-<p>To which Gregory added, “Yes, with all this hard work ahead of you
-every day, Imogene, I should think you’d have to be careful.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, hush, and go on,” she laughed, moving toward the door.</p>
-
-<p>But they had not gone more than a hundred and fifty feet down the
-shadowy side path before she came running after them, quite out of
-breath.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh dear!” she called sweetly as she neared them, and they having heard
-her footsteps had turned. “I’m so sorry to trouble you, but some one
-has locked that side door, and I can’t open it or make them hear. Won’t
-one of you come and help me?” Then, as the two of them turned, “That’s
-right. I forgot. You always work in pairs, don’t you?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</span></p>
-
-<p>Blount chortled. Gregory smiled also. They couldn’t help it. It was so
-ridiculous at times—on occasions like this, for instance.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, you see how it is,” Gregory teased, “the door may be very
-tightly closed, and it might take the two of us to get it open.”</p>
-
-<p>Seeing that Blount was really coming, he changed his mind. “I guess I
-can get it open for her. Don’t bother this time. I’ll have to be going
-in, anyhow,” he added. The thought came to him that he would like to be
-with Imogene a little while—just a few moments.</p>
-
-<p>Blount left them after a cautioning look and a cheery good night. In
-all the time they had been together they had not done this, but this
-time it seemed all right. Gregory had never felt quite so close to
-Imogene as he did this evening. She had seemed so warm, laughing, gay.
-The night had been sultry, but mellow. They had tittered and jested
-over such trifling things, and now he felt that he would like to be
-with her a while longer. She had become more or less a part of his
-life, or seemingly so, such a genial companion. He took her arm and
-tucked it under his own.</p>
-
-<p>“It was nice over there at the Berkeley,” he commented, thinking of
-an inn they had just left. “Beautiful grounds—and that music! It was
-delightful, wasn’t it?” They had been dancing together.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, dear,” she sighed, “the summer will soon be over, and then I’ll
-have to be going back, I suppose. I wish it would never end. I wish I
-could stay here forever, just like this, if you were here.” She stopped
-and looked at the treetops, taking a full breath and stretching out
-her arms. “And do look at those fire-flies,”<span class="pagenum" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</span> she added, “aren’t they
-wonderful?” She hung back, watching the flashing fire-flies under the
-trees.</p>
-
-<p>“Why not sit down here a little while?” he proposed as they neared the
-steps. “It isn’t late yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you really mean it?” she asked warmly.</p>
-
-<p>“You see, I’m beginning to be so foolish as to want to trust you. Isn’t
-that idiotic? Yes, I’m even going to risk fifteen minutes with you.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you two would quit your teasing, just once,” she pleaded. “I
-wish you would learn to trust me and leave Blount behind just once in a
-while, seeing that I’ve told you so often that I mean to do nothing to
-hurt you without telling you beforehand.”</p>
-
-<p>Gregory looked at her, pleased. He was moved, a little sorry for her,
-and a little sorrier for himself.</p>
-
-<p>In spite of himself, his wife and baby, as he now saw, he had come
-along a path he should not have, and with one whom he could not
-conscientiously respect or revere. There was no future for them
-together, as he well knew, now or at any other time. Still he lingered.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, here we are,” he said, “alone at last. Now you can do your
-worst, and I have no one to protect me.”</p>
-
-<p>“It would serve you right if I did, <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Smarty. But if I had suggested
-that we sit down for a minute you would have believed that the wood
-was full of spies. It’s too funny for words, the way you carry on. But
-you’ll have to let me go upstairs to change my shoes, just the same.
-They’ve been hurting me dreadfully, and I can’t stand them another
-minute. If you want to, you can come up to the other balcony,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</span> or I’ll
-come back here. I won’t be a minute. Do you mind?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not at all,” he assented, thinking that the other balcony would not be
-as open as this, much too private for him and her. “Certainly not. Run
-along. But I’d rather you came back here. I want to smoke, anyhow,” and
-he drew out his cigar and was about to make himself comfortable when
-she came back.</p>
-
-<p>“But you’ll have to get this door open for me,” she said. “I forgot
-about that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, that’s right.”</p>
-
-<p>He approached it, looking first for the large key which always hung on
-one side at this hour of the night, but not seeing it, looked at the
-lock. The key was in it.</p>
-
-<p>“I was trying before. I put it there,” she explained.</p>
-
-<p>He laid hold of it, and to his surprise it came open without any effort
-whatsoever, a thing which caused him to turn and look at her.</p>
-
-<p>“I thought you said it wouldn’t open,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, it wouldn’t before. I don’t know what makes it work now, but it
-wouldn’t then. Perhaps some one has come out this way since. Anyhow,
-I’ll run up and be down right away.” She hurried up the broad flight of
-stairs which ascended leisurely from this entrance.</p>
-
-<p>Gregory returned to his chair, amused but not conscious of anything
-odd or out of the way about the matter. It might well have been as she
-said. Doors were contrary at times, or some one might have come down
-and pushed it open. Why always keep doubting? Perhaps she really was
-in love with him, as she seemed to indicate, or mightily infatuated,
-and would<span class="pagenum" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</span> not permit any one to injure him through her. It would seem
-so, really. After all, he kept saying to himself, she was different
-now to what he had originally thought, and what she had originally
-been, caught in a tangle of her own emotions and compelled by him to
-do differently from what she had previously planned. If he were not
-married as happily as he was, might not something come of this? He
-wondered.</p>
-
-<p>The black-green wall of the trees just beyond where he was sitting,
-the yellow light filtering from the one bowl lamp which ornamented
-the ceiling, the fireflies and the sawing katydids, all soothed and
-entertained him. He was beginning to think that politics was not such
-a bad business after all, his end of it at least, or being pursued
-even. His work thus far had yielded him a fair salary, furnishing
-as it had excellent copy for some of the newspapers and political
-organizations—the best was being reserved for the last—and was
-leading him into more interesting ways than the old newspaper days had,
-and the future, outside of what had happened in the last few weeks,
-looked promising enough. Soon he would be able to deal the current
-administration a body blow. This might raise him to a high position
-locally. He had not been so easily frustrated as they had hoped, and
-this very attractive girl had fallen in love with him.</p>
-
-<p>For a while he stared down the black-green path up which they had come,
-and then fixed his eyes in lazy contemplation on one of the groups of
-stars showing above the treetops. Suddenly—or was it suddenly?—more
-a whisper or an idea—he seemed to become aware of something that
-sounded, as he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</span> listened more keenly, like a light footfall in the
-garden beyond the hedge. It was so very light, a mere tickle of the
-grass or stirring of a twig. He pricked up his ears and on the instant
-strained every muscle and braced himself, not that he imagined anything
-very dreadful was going to happen, but—were they up to their old
-tricks again? Was this the wonderful gardeners again? Would they never
-stop? Removing the cigar from his mouth and stilling the rocker in
-which he had been slowly moving to and fro, he decided not to stir, not
-even to move his hands, so well concealed was he from the bushes on
-either side by the arrangement of the posts, one of which was to the
-left of him. In this position he might see and not be seen. Did they
-know he was there? How had they found out? Were they always watching
-yet? Was she a part of it? He decided to get up and leave, but a moment
-later thought it better to linger just a little, to wait and see. If
-he left and she came back and did not find him there—could it be that
-there was some new trick on foot?</p>
-
-<p>While he was thus swiftly meditating, he was using his ears to their
-utmost. Certainly there was a light footfall approaching along the
-other side of the hedge to the left, two in fact, for no sooner was
-one seemingly still, near at hand, than another was heard coming from
-the same direction, as light and delicate as that of a cat—spies,
-trappers, murderers, even, as he well knew. It was so amazing, this
-prowling and stalking, so desperate and cruel, that it made him a
-little sick. Perhaps, after all, he had better have kept Blount with
-him—not have lingered in this fashion. He was about to leave, a
-nervous thrill chasing up and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</span> down his spine, when he heard what he
-took to be Imogene’s step on the stair. Then she was coming back,
-after all, as she had said. She was not a part of this as he had
-feared—or was she? Who could tell? But it would be foolish to leave
-now. She would see that he was wholly suspicious again, and that stage
-had somehow seemed to be passing between them. She had promised on
-more than one occasion to protect him against these others, let alone
-herself. Anyhow he could speak of these newcomers and then leave. He
-would let her know that they were hanging about as usual, always ready
-to take advantage of his good nature.</p>
-
-<p>But now, her step having reached the bottom of the stair and ceased,
-she did not come out. Instead, a light that was beside the door, but
-out at this hour, was turned on, and glancing back he could see her
-shadow, or thought he could, on the wall opposite, to the right. She
-was doing something—what? There was a mirror below the light. She
-might be giving her hair a last pat. She had probably arrayed herself
-slightly differently for him to see. He waited. Still she did not
-come. Then swiftly, a sense of something treacherous came over him,
-a creeping sensation of being victimized and defeated. He felt, over
-his taut nerves, this thrilling fear which seemed to almost convey the
-words: Move! Hurry! Run! He could not sit still a moment longer, but,
-as if under a great compulsion, leaped to his feet and sprang to the
-door just as he thought he heard additional movements and even whispers
-in the dark outside. What was it? Who? Now he would see!</p>
-
-<p>Inside he looked for her, and there she was, but<span class="pagenum" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</span> how different!
-When she had gone upstairs she had been arrayed in a light summery
-dress, very smart and out-door-ish, but here she was clothed in a soft
-clinging housedress such as one would never wear outside the hotel. And
-instead of being adjusted with her customary care, it was decidedly
-awry, as though she might have been in some disturbing and unhappy
-contest. The collar was slightly torn and pulled open, a sleeve ripped
-at the shoulder and wrist, the hang of the skirt over the hips awry,
-and the skirt itself torn, a ragged slit over the knee. Her face had
-been powdered to a dead white, or she herself was overcome with fear
-and distress, and the hair above it was disarranged, as though it had
-been shaken or pulled to one side. Her whole appearance was that of one
-who had been assailed in some evil manner and who had come out of the
-contest disarranged as to her clothes and shaken as to her nerves.</p>
-
-<p>Brief as his glance was, Gregory was amazed at the transformation.
-He was so taken aback that he could not say anything, but just what
-it all meant came to him in an intuitive flash. To fly was his one
-thought, to get out of the vicinity of this, not to be seen or taken
-near it. With one bound he was away and up the easy stair three at a
-time, not pausing to so much as look back at her, meeting her first
-wide half-frightened stare with one of astonishment, anger and fear.
-Nor did he pause until he had reached his own door, through which he
-fairly jumped, locking himself in as he did so. Once inside, he stood
-there white and shaking, waiting for any sound which might follow, any
-pursuit, but hearing none, going to his mirror and mocking at himself
-for being such a fool as to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</span> be so easily outwitted, taken in, after
-all his caution and sophisticated talk. Lord! he sighed. Lord!</p>
-
-<p>And after all her protests and promises, this very evening, too, he
-thought. What a revelation of the unreliability and treachery of human
-nature! So she had been lying to him all the time, leading him on
-in the face of his almost boastful precautions and suspicions, and
-to-night, almost at the close of the season, had all but succeeded in
-trapping him! Then Tilney was not so easily to be fooled, after all. He
-commanded greater loyalty and cunning in his employees than he had ever
-dreamed. But what could he say to her, now that he knew what she really
-was, if ever he saw her again? She would just laugh at him, think him a
-fool, even though he had managed to escape. Would he ever want to see
-her again? Never, he thought. But to think that any one so young, so
-smooth, so seemingly affectionate, could be so ruthless, so devilishly
-clever and cruel! She was much more astute than either he or Blount had
-given her credit for.</p>
-
-<p>After moving the bureau and chairs in front of the door, he called up
-Blount and sat waiting for him to come.</p>
-
-<p>Actually, as he saw it now, she had meant to stage a seeming assault
-in which he would have been accused as the criminal and if they had
-sufficient witnesses he might have had a hard time proving otherwise.
-After all, he had been going about with her a great deal, he and
-Blount, and after he had told himself that he would not.</p>
-
-<p>Her witnesses were there, close upon him, in the dark. Even though he
-might be able to prove his previous<span class="pagenum" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</span> good character, still, considering
-the suspicious fact that he had trifled with her and this treacherous
-situation so long, would a jury or the public believe him? A moment or
-two more, and she would have screamed out that he was attacking her,
-and the whole hotel would have been aroused. Her secret friends would
-have rushed forward and beaten him. Who knows?—they might even have
-killed him! And their excuse would have been that they were justified.
-Unquestionably she and her friends would have produced a cloud of
-witnesses. But she hadn’t screamed—there was a curious point as to
-that, even though she had had ample time (and she had had) and it was
-expected of her and intended that she should! Why hadn’t she? What had
-prevented her? A strange, disturbing exculpating thought began to take
-root in his mind, but on the instant also he did his best to crush it.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no! I have had enough now,” he said to himself. “She did intend to
-compromise me and that is all there is to it. And in what a fashion.
-Horrible. No, this is the end. I will get out now to-morrow, that is
-one thing certain, go to my wife in the mountains, or bring her home.”
-Meanwhile, he sat there trembling, revolver in hand, wiping the sweat
-from his face, for he did not know but that even yet they might follow
-him here and attempt the charge of assault anyhow. Would they—could
-they? Just then some one knocked on his door, and Gregory, after
-demanding to know who it was, opened it to Blount. He quickly told him
-of his evening’s experience.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said Blount, heavily and yet amusedly, “she certainly is the
-limit. That was a clever ruse, say what you will, a wonder. And the
-coolness of her!<span class="pagenum" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</span> Why, she joked with us about it! I thought you were
-taking a chance, but not a great one. I was coming around to thinking
-she might be all right, and now think of this! I agree with you that
-it is time for you to leave. I don’t think you’ll ever get her over to
-your side. She’s too crafty.”</p>
-
-<p>The next morning Gregory was up early and on the veranda smoking and
-meditating as to his exact course. He would go now, of course, and
-probably never see this girl with her fiend’s heart again. What a
-revelation! To think that there were such clever, ruthless, beautiful
-sirens about in the same world with such women as his wife! Contrast
-them—his wife, faithful, self-sacrificing, patient, her one object
-the welfare of those whom she truly loved, and then put on the other
-side of the scale this girl—tricky, shameless, an actress, one without
-scruples or morals, her sole object in life, apparently, to advance
-herself in any way that she might, and that at the expense of everybody
-and everything!</p>
-
-<p>He wanted to leave without seeing her, but in spite of himself he sat
-on, telling himself that it would do no harm to have just one last talk
-with her in order to clear up whether she had really intended to scream
-or no—whether she was as evil as he really thought now, confront her
-with her enormous treachery and denounce her for the villainess she
-was. What new lie would she have on her tongue now, he wondered? Would
-she be able to face him at all? Would she explain? Could she? He would
-like to take one more look at her, or see if she would try to avoid him
-completely. This morning she must be meditating on how unfortunately
-she had failed, missed out, and only<span class="pagenum" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</span> last night she had taken his hand
-and smoothed it and whispered that she was not so bad, so mean, as he
-thought her to be, and that some day he would find it out. And now see!</p>
-
-<p>He waited a considerable time, and then sent up word that he wanted to
-see her. He did not want to see this thing closed in this fashion with
-no chance to at least berate her, to see what new lie she would tell.
-After a while she came down, pale and seemingly exhausted, a weary look
-about her eyes as though she had not slept. To his astonishment she
-came over quite simply to where he was sitting, and when he stood up at
-her approach as if to ward her off, stood before him, seemingly weaker
-and more hopeless than ever. What an excellent actress, he thought! He
-had never seen her so downcast, so completely overcome, so wilted.</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” he began as she stood there, “what new lie have you fixed up to
-tell me this morning?”</p>
-
-<p>“No lie,” she replied softly.</p>
-
-<p>“What! Not a single lie? Anyhow, you’ll begin by shamming contrition,
-won’t you? You’re doing that already. Your friends made you do it, of
-course, didn’t they? Tilney was right there—and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Skelton! They
-were all waiting for you when you went up, and told you just what to do
-and how it had to be done, wasn’t that it? And you had to do it, too,
-didn’t you?” he sneered cynically.</p>
-
-<p>“I told you I didn’t have anything to say,” she answered. “I didn’t do
-anything—I mean I didn’t intend to—except to signal you to run, but
-when you burst in on me that way——” He waved an impatient hand. “Oh,
-all right,” she went on sadly. “I<span class="pagenum" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</span> can’t help it if you won’t believe
-me. But it’s true just the same. Everything you think, all except that
-automobile plot, and this is true, but I’m not asking you to believe
-me any more. I can’t help it if you won’t. It’s too late. But I had to
-go through my part anyhow. Please don’t look at me that way, Ed—not
-so hard. You don’t know how really weak I am, or what it is that makes
-me do these things. But I didn’t want to do anything to hurt you last
-night, not when I left you. And I didn’t. I hadn’t the slightest
-intention, really I hadn’t. Oh, well, sneer if you want to! I couldn’t
-help myself, though, just the same—believe it or not. Nothing was
-farther from my mind when I came in, only—oh, what a state my life has
-come to, anyhow!” she suddenly exclaimed. “You don’t know. Your life’s
-not a mess, like mine. People have never had you in any position where
-they could make you do things. That’s just the trouble—men never know
-women really.” (“I should say not!” he interpolated.) “But I have had
-to do so many things I didn’t want to do—but I’m not pleading with
-you, Ed, really I’m not. I know it’s all over between us and no use,
-only I wish I could make you believe that as bad as I am I’ve never
-wanted to be as bad to you as I’ve seemed. Really, I haven’t. Oh,
-honestly——”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, cut that stuff, please!” he said viciously. “I’m sick of it. It
-wasn’t to hear anything like that that I sent for you. The reason I
-asked you to come down here was merely to see how far you would face
-it out, whether you would have the nerve to come, really, that was
-all—oh, just to see whether you would have a new lie to spring, and I
-see you have. You’re a wonder,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</span> you are! But I’d like to ask you just
-one favor: Won’t you please let me alone in the future? I’m tired, and
-I can’t stand it any longer. I’m going away now. This fellow Tilney you
-are working for is very clever, but it’s all over. It really is. You’ll
-never get another chance at me if I know myself.” He started to walk
-off.</p>
-
-<p>“Ed! Ed!” she called. “Please—just a minute—don’t go yet, Ed,” she
-begged. “There’s something I want to say to you first. I know all you
-say is true. There’s nothing you can say that I haven’t said to myself
-a thousand times. But you don’t understand what my life has been like,
-what I’ve suffered, how I’ve been pushed around, and I can’t tell
-you now, either—not now. Our family wasn’t ever in society, as <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Skelton pretended—you knew that, of course, though—and I haven’t
-been much of anything except a slave, and I’ve had a hard time, too,
-terrible,” and she began dabbing her eyes. “I know I’m no good. Last
-night proved it to me, that’s a fact. But I hadn’t meant to do you any
-harm even when I came alone that way—really I didn’t. I pretended to
-be willing, that was all. Hear me out, Ed, anyhow. Please don’t go yet.
-I thought I could signal you to run without them seeing me—really I
-did. When I first left you the door was locked, and I came back for
-that sole reason. I suppose they did something to it so I couldn’t open
-it. There were others up there; they made me go back—I can’t tell you
-how or why or who—but they were all about me—they always are. They’re
-determined to get you, Ed, in one way or another, even if I don’t help
-them, and I’m telling you you’d better look out for yourself. Please
-do. Go away from<span class="pagenum" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</span> here. Don’t have anything more to do with me. Don’t
-have anything more to do with any of these people. I can’t help myself,
-honestly I can’t. I didn’t want to, but—oh——” she wrung her hands
-and sat down wearily, “you don’t know how I’m placed with them, what it
-is——”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes? Well, I’m tired of that stuff,” Gregory now added grimly and
-unbelievingly. “I suppose they told you to run back and tell me this
-so as to win my sympathy again? Oh, you little liar! You make me sick.
-What a sneak and a crook you really are!”</p>
-
-<p>“Ed! Ed!” she now sobbed. “Please! Please! Won’t you understand how
-it is? They have watched every entrance every time we’ve gone out
-since I came here. It doesn’t make any difference which door you come
-through. They have men at every end. I didn’t know anything about it
-until I went upstairs. Really, I didn’t. Oh, I wish I could get out of
-all this! I’m so sick of it all. I told you that I’m fond of you, and
-I am. Oh, I’m almost crazy! I wish sometimes that I could die, I’m so
-sick of everything. My life’s a shabby mess, and now you’ll hate me all
-the time,” and she rocked to and fro in a kind of misery, and cried
-silently as she did so.</p>
-
-<p>Gregory stared at her, amazed but unbelieving.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” he insisted, “I know. The same old stuff, but I don’t believe
-it. You’re lying now, just as you have been all along. You think by
-crying and pretending to feel sad that you might get another chance
-to trick me, but you won’t. I’m out of this to-day, once and for all,
-and I’m through with you. There’s no use in my appealing to the police
-under this administration, or I’d do that. But I want to tell you
-this.<span class="pagenum" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</span> If you follow me any longer, or any of this bunch around here,
-I’m going to the newspapers. There’ll be some way of getting this
-before the courts somewhere, and I’ll try it. And if you really were on
-the level and wanted to do anything, there’s a way, all right, but you
-wouldn’t do it if you had a chance, never, not in a million years. I
-know you wouldn’t.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Ed! Ed! You don’t know me, or how I feel, or what I’ll do,” she
-whimpered. “You haven’t given me a chance. Why don’t you suggest
-something, if you don’t believe me, and see?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I can do that easily enough,” he replied sternly. “I can call
-that bluff here and now. Write me out a confession of all that’s been
-going on here. Let me hear you dictate it to a stenographer, and then
-come with me to a notary public or the district attorney, and swear to
-it. Now we’ll see just how much there is to this talk about caring for
-me,” and he watched her closely, the while she looked at him, her eyes
-drying and her sobs ceasing. She seemed to pause emotionally and stare
-at the floor in a speculative, ruminative mood. “Yes? Well, that’s
-different, isn’t it? I see how it is now. You didn’t think I’d have
-just the thing to call your bluff with, did you? And just as I thought,
-you won’t do it. Well, I’m onto you now, so good-day. I have your
-measure at last. Good-by!” and he started off.</p>
-
-<p>“Ed!” she called, jumping up suddenly and starting after him. “Ed!
-Wait—don’t go! I’ll do what you say. I’ll do anything you want. You
-don’t believe I will, but I will. I’m sick of this life, I really am.
-I don’t care what they do to me now afterwards, but just the same I’ll
-come. Please don’t be so hard<span class="pagenum" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</span> on me, Ed. Can’t you see—can’t you
-see—Ed—how I feel about you? I’m crazy about you, I really am. I’m
-not all bad, Ed, really I’m not—can’t you see that? Only—only——”
-and by now he had come back and was looking at her in an incredulous
-way. “I wish you cared for me a little, Ed. Do you, Ed, just a little?
-Can’t you, if I do this?”</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her with mingled astonishment, doubt, contempt, pity, and
-even affection, after its kind. Would she really do it? And if she did
-what could he offer her in the way of that affection which she craved?
-Nothing, he knew that. She could never extricate herself from this
-awful group by which she was surrounded, her past, the memory of the
-things she had tried to do to him, and he—he was married. He was happy
-with his wife really, and could make no return. There was his career,
-his future, his present position. But that past of hers—what was it?
-How could it be that people could control another person in this way
-she claimed, especially scoundrels like these, and why wouldn’t she
-tell him about it? What had she done that was so terrible as to give
-them this power? Even if he did care for her what chance would he have,
-presuming her faithfulness itself, to either confront or escape the
-horde of secret enemies that was besetting him and her just now? They
-would be discovered and paraded forth at their worst, all the details.
-That would make it impossible for him to come forth personally and make
-the charge which would constitute him champion of the people. No, no,
-no! But why, considering all her efforts against him, should she come
-to his rescue now, or by doing so<span class="pagenum" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</span> expect him to do anything for her by
-way of return? He smiled at her dourly, a little sadly.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes. Well, Imogene, I can’t talk to you about that now, not for the
-present, anyhow. You’re either one of the greatest actresses and
-crooks that ever lived, or you’re a little light in the upper story.
-At any rate, I should think that you might see that you could scarcely
-expect me to like you, let alone to love you, all things considered,
-and particularly since this other thing has not been straightened out.
-You may be lying right now, for all I know—acting, as usual. But even
-so—let’s first see what you do about this other, and then talk.”</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her, then away over the sea to where some boats were
-coming towards them.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Ed,” she said sadly, observing his distracted gaze, “you’ll never
-know how much I do care for you, although you know I must care a lot
-for you, to do this. It’s the very worst thing I can do for me—the
-end, maybe, for me. But I wish you would try and like me a little, even
-if it were only for a little while.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Imogene, let’s not talk about that now,” he replied skeptically.
-“Not until we’ve attended to this other, anyhow. Certainly you owe me
-that much. You don’t know what my life’s been, either—one long up-hill
-fight. But you’d better come along with me just as you are, if you’re
-coming. Don’t go upstairs to get any hat—or to change your shoes. I’ll
-get a car here and you can come with me just as you are.”</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him simply, directly, beatenly.</p>
-
-<p>“All right, Ed, but I wish I knew how this is going to end. I can’t
-come back here after this, you know,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</span> if they find it out. I know I owe
-this to you, but, oh dear, I’m such a fool! Women always are where love
-is concerned, and I told myself I’d never let myself get in love any
-more, and now look at me!”</p>
-
-<p>They went off to the city together, to his office, to a notary, to the
-district attorney’s office—a great triumph. She confessed all, or
-nearly so, how she had formerly been employed by <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Swayne; how she
-had met <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Tilney there; how, later, after Swayne had fled, Tilney had
-employed her in various capacities, secretary, amanuensis, how she had
-come to look upon him as her protector; where and how she had met <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr>
-Skelton, and how the latter, at <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Tilney’s request (she was not sure,
-only it was an order, she said) had engaged—commanded, rather—her
-to do this work, though what the compulsion was she refused to say,
-reserving it for a later date. She was afraid, she said.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Once he had this document in his possession, Gregory was overjoyed, and
-still he was doubtful of her. She asked him what now, what more, and he
-requested her to leave him at once and to remain away for a time until
-he had time to think and decide what else he wished to do. There could
-be nothing between them, not even friendship, he reassured her, unless
-he was fully convinced at some time or other that no harm could come to
-him—his wife, his campaign, or anything else. Time was to be the great
-factor.</p>
-
-<p>And yet two weeks later, due to a telephone message from her to his
-office for just one word, a few minutes, anywhere that he would
-suggest, they met again, this time merely for a moment, as he told
-himself<span class="pagenum" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</span> and her. It was foolish, he shouldn’t do it, but still—— At
-this interview, somehow, Imogene managed to establish a claim on his
-emotions which it was not easy to overcome. It was in one of the small
-side booths in the rather out-of-the-way Grill Parzan Restaurant in
-the great financial district. Protesting that it was only because she
-wished to see him just once more that she had done this, she had come
-here, she said, after having dropped instantly and completely out of
-the life at Triton Hall, not returning even for her wardrobe, as he
-understood it, and hiding away in an unpretentious quarter of the city
-until she could make up her mind what to do. She seemed, and said she
-was, much alone, distrait. She did not know what was to become of her
-now, what might befall her. Still, she was not so unhappy if only he
-would not think badly of her any more. He had to smile at her seemingly
-pathetic faith in what love might do for her. To think that love should
-turn a woman about like this! It was fascinating, and so sad. He was
-fond of her in a platonic way, he now told himself, quite sincerely
-so. Her interest in him was pleasing, even moving, “But what is it
-you expect of me?” he kept saying over and over. “You know we can’t
-go on with this. There’s ‘the girl’ and the kid. I won’t do anything
-to harm them, and besides, the campaign is just beginning. Even this
-is ridiculously foolish of me. I’m taking my career in my hands. This
-lunch will have to be the last, I tell you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Ed,” she agreed wistfully, looking at him at the very close of
-the meal, “you have made up your mind, haven’t you? Then you’re not
-going to see me any more? You seem so distant, now that we’re back<span class="pagenum" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</span> in
-town. Do you feel so badly toward me, Ed? Am I really so bad?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Imogene, you see for yourself how it is, don’t you?” he went on.
-“It can’t be. You are more or less identified with that old crowd, even
-though you don’t want to be. They know things about you, you say, and
-they certainly wouldn’t be slow to use them if they had any reason for
-so doing. Of course they don’t know anything yet about this confession,
-unless you’ve told them, and I don’t propose that they shall so long as
-I don’t have to use it. As for me, I have to think of my wife and kid,
-and I don’t want to do anything to hurt them. If ever Emily found this
-out it would break her all up, and I don’t want to do that. She’s been
-too square, and we’ve gone through too much together. I’ve thought it
-all over, and I’m convinced that what I’m going to do is for the best.
-We have to separate, and I came here to-day to tell you that I can’t
-see you any more. It can’t be, Imogene, can’t you see that?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not even for a little while?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not even for a day. It just can’t be. I’m fond of you, and you’ve been
-a brick to pull me out of this, but don’t you see that it can’t be?
-Don’t you really see how it is?”</p>
-
-<p>She looked at him, then at the table for a moment, and then out over
-the buildings of the great city.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, Ed,” she reflected sadly, “I’ve been such a fool. I don’t mean
-about the confession—I’m glad I did that—but just in regard to
-everything I’ve done. But you’re right, Ed. I’ve felt all along that
-it would have to end this way, even the morning I agreed to make the
-confession. But I’ve been making myself<span class="pagenum" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</span> hope against hope, just
-because from the very first day I saw you out there I thought I
-wouldn’t be able to hold out against you, and now you see I haven’t.
-Well, all right, Ed. Let’s say good-bye. Love’s a sad old thing, isn’t
-it?” and she began to put on her things.</p>
-
-<p>He helped her, wondering over the strange whirl of circumstances which
-had brought them together and was now spinning them apart.</p>
-
-<p>“I wish I could do something more for you, Imogene, I really do,” he
-said. “I wish I could say something that would make it a little easier
-for you—for us both—but what would be the use? It wouldn’t really,
-now would it?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” she replied brokenly.</p>
-
-<p>He took her to the elevator and down to the sidewalk, and there they
-stopped for a moment.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Imogene,” he began, and paused. “It’s not just the way I’d like
-it to be, but—well——” he extended his hand “——here’s luck and
-good-by, then.” He turned to go.</p>
-
-<p>She looked up at him pleadingly.</p>
-
-<p>“Ed,” she said, “Ed—wait! Aren’t you—don’t you want to——?” she put
-up her lips, her eyes seemingly misty with emotion.</p>
-
-<p>He came back and putting his arm about her, drew her upturned lips to
-his. As he did so she clung to him, seeming to vent a world of feeling
-in this their first and last kiss, and then turned and left him, never
-stopping to look back, and being quickly lost in the immense mass which
-was swirling by. As he turned to go though he observed two separate
-moving-picture men with cameras taking the scene from different<span class="pagenum" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</span>
-angles. He could scarcely believe his senses. As he gazed they stopped
-their work, clapped their tripods together and made for a waiting car.
-Before he could really collect his thoughts they were gone—and then——</p>
-
-<p>“As I live!” he exclaimed. “She did do this to me after all, or did
-she? And after all my feeling for her!—and all her protestations! The
-little crook! And now they have that picture of me kissing her! Stung,
-by George! and by the same girl, or by them, and after all the other
-things I’ve avoided! That’s intended to make that confession worthless!
-She did that because she’s changed her mind about me! Or, she never did
-care for me.” Grim, reducing thought! “Did she—could she—know—do a
-thing like that?” he wondered. “Is it she and Tilney, or just Tilney
-alone, who has been following me all this time?” He turned solemnly and
-helplessly away.</p>
-
-<p>Now after all his career was in danger. His wife had returned and all
-was seemingly well, but if he proceeded with his exposures as he must,
-then what? This picture would be produced! He would be disgraced! Or
-nearly so. Then what? He might charge fraud, a concocted picture,
-produce the confession. But could he? Her arms had been about his neck!
-He had put his about her! Two different camera men had taken them from
-different angles! Could he explain that? Could he find Imogene again?
-Was it wise? Would she testify in his behalf? If so what good would it
-do? Would any one, in politics at least, believe a morally victimized
-man? He doubted it. The laughter! The jesting! The contempt! No one
-except his wife, and she could not help him here.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</span></p>
-
-<p>Sick at heart and defeated he trudged on now clearly convinced that
-because of this one silly act of kindness all his work of months had
-been undone and that now, never, so shy were the opposing political
-forces, might he ever hope to enter the promised land of his better
-future—not here, at least—that future to which he had looked forward
-with so much hope—neither he nor his wife, nor child.</p>
-
-<p>“Fool! Fool!” he exclaimed to himself heavily and then—“fool! fool!”
-Why had he been so ridiculously sympathetic and gullible? Why so unduly
-interested? but finding no answer and no clear way of escape save in
-denial and counter charges he made his way slowly on toward that now
-dreary office where so long he had worked, but where now, because of
-this he might possibly not be able to work, at least with any great
-profit to himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Tilney! Imogene! The Triton!” he thought—what clever scoundrels those
-two were—or Tilney anyhow—he could not be sure of Imogene, even now,
-and so thinking, he left the great crowd at his own door, that crowd,
-witless, vast, which Tilney and the mayor and all the politicians were
-daily and hourly using—the same crowd which he had wished to help and
-against whom, as well as himself, this little plot had been hatched,
-and so easily and finally so successfully worked.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="THE_CRUISE_OF_THE_IDLEWILD">THE CRUISE OF THE “IDLEWILD”</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class="drop-cap"><span class="smcap">It</span> would be difficult to say just how the trouble aboard the
-<i>Idlewild</i> began, or how we managed to sail without things going
-to smash every fifteen minutes; but these same constitute the business
-of this narrative. It was at Spike, and the weather was blistering
-hot. Some of us, one in particular, were mortal tired of the life we
-were leading. It was a dingy old shop inside, loaded with machines and
-blacksmithing apparatus and all the paraphernalia that go to make up
-the little depots and furniture that railways use, and the labor of
-making them was intrusted to about a hundred men all told—carpenters,
-millwrights, wood-turners, tinsmiths, painters, blacksmiths, an
-engineer, and a yard foreman handling a score of “guineas,” all of whom
-were too dull to interest the three or four wits who congregated in the
-engine room.</p>
-
-<p>Old John, the engineer, was one of these—a big, roly-poly sort of
-fellow, five foot eleven, if he was an inch, with layers of flesh
-showing through his thin shirt and tight trousers, and his face and
-neck constantly standing in beads of sweat. Then there was the smith,
-a small, wiry man of thirty-five, with arms like a Titan and a face
-that was expressive of a goodly humor, whether it was very brilliant
-or not—the village smith, as we used to call him. Then there was Ike,
-little Ike, the blacksmith’s helper, who was about as queer a little
-cabin boy as ever did service on an ocean-going steamer<span class="pagenum" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</span> or in a
-blacksmith’s shop—a small misshapen, dirty-faced lad, whose coat was
-three, and his trousers four, times too large for him—hand-me-downs
-from some mysterious source; immensely larger members of his family,
-I presume. He had a battered face, such as you sometimes see given to
-satyrs humorously represented in bronze, and his ears were excessively
-large. He had a big mouthful of dirty yellow teeth, two or three
-missing in front. His eyes were small and his hands large, but a
-sweeter soul never crept into a smaller or more misshapen body. Poor
-little Ike. To think how near he came to being driven from his job by
-our tomfoolishness!</p>
-
-<p>I should say here that the <i>Idlewild</i> was not a boat at all,
-but an idea. She evolved out of our position on Long’s Point, where
-the Harlem joins the Hudson, and where stood the shop in which we
-all worked, water to the south of us, water to the west of us, water
-to the north of us, and the railroad behind us landward, just like
-the four—or was it the six? hundred—at Balaklava. Anyhow, we got
-our idea from the shop and the water all around, and we said, after
-much chaffering about one thing and another, that we were aboard the
-<i>Idlewild</i>, and that the men were the crew, and that the engineer
-was the captain, and I was the mate, just as if everything were
-ship-shape, and this were a really and truly ocean-going vessel.</p>
-
-<p>As I have said before, I do not know exactly how the idea started,
-except that it did. Old John was always admiring the beautiful yachts
-that passed up and down the roadstead of the Hudson outside, and this
-may have had something to do with it. Anyhow, he would stand in the
-doorway of his engine room and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</span> watch everything in the shape of a
-craft that went up and down the stream. He didn’t know much about
-boats, but he loved to comment on their charms, just the same.</p>
-
-<p>“That there now must be Morgan’s yacht,” he used to say of a fine
-black-bodied craft that had a piano-body finish to it, an’ “That
-there’s the <i>Waterfowl</i>, Governor Morton’s yacht. Wouldn’ ja
-think, now, them fellers ’d feel comfortable a-settin’ back there on
-the poop deck an’ smokin’ them dollar cigars on a day like this? Aw,
-haw!”</p>
-
-<p>It would usually be blistering hot and the water a flashing blue when
-he became excited over the yacht question.</p>
-
-<p>“Right-o,” I once commented enviously.</p>
-
-<p>“Aw, haw! Them’s the boys as knows how to live. I wouldn’ like nothin’
-better on a day like this than to set out there in one o’ them easy
-chairs an’ do up about a pound o’ tobacco. Come now, wouldn’t that be
-the ideal life for your Uncle Dudley?”</p>
-
-<p>“It truly would,” I replied sadly but with an inherent desire to tease,
-“only I don’t think my Uncle Dudley is doing so very badly under the
-circumstances. I notice he isn’t losing any flesh.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I dunno. I’m a little stout, I’ll admit. Still, them conditions
-would be more congenial-like. I ain’t as active as I used to be. A nice
-yacht an’ some good old fifty-cent cigars an’ a cool breeze ’d just
-about do for me.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re too modest, John. You want too little. You ought to ask for
-something more suited to your Lucullian instincts. What do you say to a
-house in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</span> Fifth Avenue, a country place at Newport, and the friendship
-of a few dukes and earls?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’m not backward,” he replied. “If them things was to come my
-way I guess I could live up to ’em. Aw, haw!”</p>
-
-<p>“Truly, truly, John, you’re quite right, but you might throw in a few
-shovelfuls of shavings just to show that there are no hard feelings
-between you and the company while you’re waiting for all this. I notice
-your steam is getting low, eh? What?”</p>
-
-<p>“Hang the steam! If the road was decent they’d give a man coal to burn.
-It takes a hundred tons of shavin’s a day to keep this blinged old
-cormorant goin’. Think of me havin’ to stand here all day an’ shovelin’
-in shavin’s! Seems to me all I do here is shovel. I’m an engineer, not
-a fireman. They ought to gimme a man for that, by rights.”</p>
-
-<p>“Quite so! Quite so! We’ll see about that later—only, for the present,
-the shavings for yours. Back to the shovel, John!” The tone was heavily
-bantering.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, the steam was gettin’ a little low,” John would cheerfully
-acknowledge, once he was able to resume his position in the doorway. It
-was these painful interruptions which piqued him so.</p>
-
-<p>Out of such chaffering and bickering as this it was that the spirit of
-the <i>Idlewild</i> finally took its rise. It came up from the sea of
-thought, I presume.</p>
-
-<p>“What’s the matter with us having a boat of our own, John?” I said to
-him one day. “Here we are, out here on the bounding main, or mighty
-near it. This is as good as any craft, this old shop. Ease the thing
-around and hoist the Jolly Roger, and I’ll sail you up to White Plains.
-What’s the matter with<span class="pagenum" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</span> calling her the <i>Idlewild</i>? The men will
-furnish the idle, and the bosses will furnish the wild, eh? How’s that
-for an appropriate title?”</p>
-
-<p>“Haw! Haw!” exclaimed stout John. “Bully! We’ll fix ’er up to-day. You
-be the captain an’ I’ll be the mate an’——”</p>
-
-<p>“Far be it from me, John,” I replied humbly and generously, seeing that
-he had the one point of vantage in this whole institution which would
-serve admirably as a captain’s cabin—with his consent, of course.
-It was more or less like a captain’s cabin on a tug-boat, at that,
-picturesque and with a sea view, as it were. “You be the captain and
-I’ll be the mate. Far be it from me to infringe on a good old sea dog’s
-rights. You’re the captain, all right, and this is a plenty good enough
-cabin. I’m content to be mate. Open up steam, Cap, and we’ll run the
-boat up and down the yard a few times. Look out the window and see how
-she blows. It’s ho! for a life on the bounding main, and a jolly old
-crew are we!”</p>
-
-<p>“Right-o, my hearty!” he now agreed, slapping me on the back at
-the same time that he reached for the steamcock and let off a few
-preliminary blasts of steam—by way of showing that we were moving, as
-it were. The idea that we were aboard a real yacht and about to cruise
-forth actually seized upon my fancy in a most erratic and delightsome
-way. It did on John’s, too. Plainly we needed some such idyllic dream.
-Outside was the blue water of the river. Far up and down were many
-craft sailing like ourselves, I said.</p>
-
-<p>Inside of fifteen minutes we had appointed the smith, bos’n, and little
-Ike, the smith’s helper, the bos’n’s<span class="pagenum" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</span> mate. And we had said that the
-carpenters and turners and millwrights were the crew and that the
-“guineas” were the scullions. Mentally, we turned the engine-room into
-the captain’s cabin, and here now was nothing but “Heave ho-s” and
-“How does she blow thar, Bill-s?” and “Shiver my timbers-s” and “Blast
-my top-lights-s” for days to come. We “heaved ho” at seven o’clock in
-the morning when the engine started, “lay to and dropped anchor” at
-noon when the engine stopped, “hoisted and set sail” again at one, for
-heaven knows what port, and “sighted Spike” and “put hard to port” at
-six. Sometimes during the day when it was hot and we were very tired
-we took ideal runs to Coney and Manhattan Beach and Newport, where the
-best of breezes are, in imagination, anyhow, and we found it equally
-easy to sail to all points of the compass in all sorts of weather. Many
-was the time we visited Paris and London and Rome and Constantinople,
-all in the same hour, regardless, and our calls upon the nobility of
-these places were always a matter of light comment. At night we always
-managed to promptly haul up at Spike, which was another subject of
-constant congratulation between the captain and the mate. For if we had
-missed our trains and gotten home late!—Regardess of the fact that we
-were seafaring men, we wanted our day to end promptly, I noticed.</p>
-
-<p>During the days which followed we elaborated our idea, and the
-<i>Idlewild</i> became more of a reality than is to be easily
-understood by those who have not indulged in a similar fancy. We looked
-upon the shop as a trusty ship with a wheel at the stern, where the
-millwright, an Irishman by the name of Cullen, ran<span class="pagenum" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</span> the giant plane,
-and an anchor at the prow, where the engine-room was. And there was a
-light in the captain’s eye at times which, to me at least, betokened a
-real belief. It is so easy to enter upon a fancy, especially when it is
-pleasing. He would stand in the doorway of his small, hot engine-room,
-or lean out of the window which commanded the beautiful sweep of water
-so close to our door, and at times I verily believe he thought we were
-under way, so great is the power of self-hypnotism. The river was so
-blue and smooth these summer days, the passing boats so numerous. We
-could see the waters race to and fro as the tides changed. It was such
-a relief from the dull wearisome grind of shoveling in shavings and
-carrying out ashes or loading cars, as I was occasionally compelled to
-do—for my health, in my own case, I should explain. I am sure that,
-as an ordinary fifteen-cent-an-hour-shaving-carrier, I valued my title
-of mate as much as I ever valued anything, and the smith, “the village
-smith,” was smilingly proud to be hailed as “Bos’n.” Little Ike being
-of an order of mind that fancied the world ended somewhere abruptly in
-the Rocky Mountains, and that you really could shoot buffaloes after
-you left Buffalo, New York, did not grasp the meaning of it all at
-once, but at last it dawned upon him. When he got the idea that we
-really considered this a ship and that he was the bos’n’s mate with the
-privilege of lowering the boats in case of a wreck or other disaster,
-he was beside himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Hully chee!” he exclaimed, “me a bos’n’s mate! Dat’s de real t’ing,
-ain’t it! Heave ho, dere!” And he fell back on the captain’s locker and
-kicked his heels in the air.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</span></p>
-
-<p>“You want to remember, though, Ike,” I said, once in an evil
-moment—what small things regulate the good and evil fortunes of all
-things!—“that this is the captain’s cabin and bos’n’s mates are not
-much shucks on a vessel such as the <i>Idlewild</i>. If you want
-to retain your position you want to be respectful, and above all,
-obedient. For instance, if the captain should choose to have you act
-as stoker for a few minutes now and then, it would be your place to
-rejoice at the request. You get that, do you?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not on yer life,” replied Ike irritably, who understood well enough
-that this meant more work.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s right, though,” chimed in big John, pleased beyond measure at
-this latest development. “I’m captain here now, an’ you don’t want to
-forget that. No back lip from any bos’n’s mate. What the mate says
-goes. The shovel for yours, bos’n, on orders from the captain. Now
-jist to show that the boat’s in runnin’ order you can chuck in a few
-shovelfuls right now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Na! I will not!”</p>
-
-<p>“Come, Ike,” I said, “no insubordination. You can’t go back on the
-captain like that. We have the irons for recalcitrants,” and I eyed
-a pile of old rusty chains lying outside the door. “We might have
-to truss him up, Cap, and lay him down below,” and to prove the
-significance of my thought I picked up one end of a chain and rattled
-it solemnly. The captain half choked with fat laughter.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s right. Git the shovel there, Ike.”</p>
-
-<p>Ike looked as if he doubted the regularity of this, as if life on
-the briny deep might not be all that it was cracked up to be, but
-for the sake of regularity and in order not to be reduced to the
-shameful condition<span class="pagenum" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</span> of a scullion, or worse, “irons,” which was
-the only alternative offered, he complied. After he had thrown in
-eight scoopfuls we both agreed that this was true order and that the
-organization and dignity of the <i>Idlewild</i> might well be looked
-upon now as established.</p>
-
-<p>Things went from good to better. We persuaded Joe, who was the
-millwright’s assistant, back at the “wheel,” that his dignity would be
-greatly enhanced in this matter if he were to accept the position of
-day watch, particularly since his labors in that capacity would accord
-with his bounden duties as a hireling of the road; for, if he were
-stationed in the rear (front room, actually) anyhow, and compelled,
-owing to the need of receiving and taking away various planks and
-boards as they came out of the planes and molding machines, to walk to
-and fro, it would be an easy matter to notice any suspicious lights on
-the horizon forward and to come aft at once, or at least at such times
-as the boss was not looking, or when he came to heat his coffee or get
-a drink, and report.</p>
-
-<p>Amiable Joe! I can see him yet, tall, ungainly, stoop-shouldered, a
-slight cast in one eye, his head bobbing like a duck’s as he walked—a
-most agreeable and pathetic person. His dreams were so simple, his
-wants so few. He lived with his sister somewhere in Eleventh Avenue
-down-town in a tenement, and carried home bundles of firewood to
-her at night all this great distance, to help out. He received (not
-earned—he did much more than that) seventeen and a half cents an hour,
-and dreamed of what? I could never<span class="pagenum" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</span> quite make out. Marriage? A little
-cheap flat somewhere? Life is so pathetic at times.</p>
-
-<p>“Light on the starboard bow,” or “Light on the port bow,” were the
-chosen phrases which we told him he was in duty bound to use, adding
-always “Sir,” as respectful subordinates should. Also we insisted on
-his instantly making known to us at such times as we twain happened
-to be in the engine-room together, all bell buoys, whistle buoys,
-lighthouses, passing vessels and most of all the monthly pay car as
-it rounded the curve half a mile up the track about the fifteenth of
-every month. The matter of reporting the approach of the pay car was
-absolutely without exception. If he failed to do that we would be
-compelled, sad as it might be and excellent as his other services had
-been, to put him in irons. Here we showed him the irons also.</p>
-
-<p>Joe cheerfully accepted. For days thereafter he would come back
-regularly when the need of heating his coffee or securing a drink
-necessitated, and lifting a straight forefinger to his forehead, would
-report, “Light on the port bow, Sir. I think it’s in the steel works
-jist up the track here,” or “Light on the starboard, Sir. It’s the fast
-mail, maybe, for Chicago, jist passin’ Kingsbridge.”</p>
-
-<p>“No thinks, Joseph,” I used to reprimand. “You are not supposed to give
-your thinks. If the captain wishes to know what it is, he will ask.
-Back to the molding machine for yours, Joseph.”</p>
-
-<p>Joseph, shock-headed, with dusty hair, weak eyes and a weaker smile,
-would retire, and then we would look at each other, the captain and I,
-and grin, and he would exclaim:</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Pretty fair discipline, mate.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I think we’ve got ’em going, Captain.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothin’ like order, mate.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re right, Cap.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t suppose the mate’d ever condescend to take orders like that,
-eh, mate?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, hardly, Cap.”</p>
-
-<p>“Still, you don’t want to forget that I’m captain, mate.”</p>
-
-<p>“And you don’t want to forget that I’m mate, Captain.”</p>
-
-<p>Thus we would badger one another until one of the scullion crew
-arrived, when without loss of dignity on either side we could easily
-turn our attention to him.</p>
-
-<p>And these scullions! What a dull crew! Gnarled, often
-non-English-speaking foreigners against or in front of whom we could
-jest to our hearts’ content. They could not even guess the amazing
-things we were ordering them to do on penalty of this, that, and the
-other.</p>
-
-<p>Things went from better to best. We reached the place where the fact
-of the shop’s being a ship, and the engineer the captain, and I the
-mate, and the smith the bos’n, <i lang="la" xml:lang="la">ad infinitum</i>, came to be a
-matter of general knowledge, and we were admired and congratulated
-and laughed with until nearly all the workers of the shop, with some
-trifling and unimportant exceptions, the foreman for one, began to
-share our illusion—carpenters, cabinet-makers, joiners, all. The one
-exception, as I say, was the foreman, only he was a host in himself, a
-mean, ill-dispositioned creature, of course, who looked upon all such
-ideas as fol-de-rol,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</span> and in a way subversive of order and good work.
-He was red-headed, big-handed, big-footed, dull. He had no imagination
-beyond lumber and furniture, no poetry in his soul. But the crew, the
-hundred-headed crew, accepted it as a relief. They liked to think they
-were not really working, but out upon a blue and dancing sea, and came
-back one by one, the carpenters, the tinsmiths, the millwrights, one
-and all, with cheerful grins to do us honor.</p>
-
-<p>“So you’re the captain, eh?” lazy old Jack, the partner of car-loading
-Carder, asked of the engineer, and John looked his full dignity at once.</p>
-
-<p>“That I am, Jack,” he replied, “only able seamen ain’t supposed to ask
-too many familiar questions. Are they, mate?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I should say not,” I replied, arriving with a basket of
-shavings. “Able seamen should always salute the captain before
-addressing him, anyhow, and never fail to say <em>Sir</em>. Still, our
-crew is new. It’s not very <em>able</em> and the seamen end of it is a
-little <em>on the fritz</em>, I’m thinking. But, all things considered,
-we can afford to overlook a few errors until we get everything well in
-hand. Eh, Captain?”</p>
-
-<p>“Right, mate,” returned the captain genially. “You’re always
-right—nearly.”</p>
-
-<p>Before I could start an argument on this score, one of the able seamen,
-one who was thus discourteously commented on, observed, “I don’t know
-about that. Seems to me the mate of this here ship ain’t any too much
-shucks, or the captain either.”</p>
-
-<p>The captain and I were a little dismayed by this. What to do with an
-able seaman who was too strong and too dull to take the whole thing
-in the proper<span class="pagenum" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</span> spirit? It threatened smooth sailing! This particular
-person was old Stephen Bowers, the carpenter from the second floor who
-never to us seemed to have quite the right lightness of spirit to make
-a go of all this. He was too likely to turn rough but well-meant humor
-into a personal affront to himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Captain, there you are,” I said cautiously, with a desire to
-maintain order and yet peace. “Mutiny, you see.”</p>
-
-<p>“It does look that way, don’t it?” big John replied, eyeing the
-newcomer with a quizzical expression, half humorous, half severe.
-“What’ll we do, mate, under such circumstances?”</p>
-
-<p>“Lower a boat, Captain, and set him adrift,” I suggested, “or put him
-on bread and water, along with the foreman and the superintendent.
-They’re the two worst disturbers aboard the boat. We can’t have these
-insubordinates breaking up our discipline.”</p>
-
-<p>This last, deftly calculated to flatter, was taken in good part, and
-bridged over the difficulty for the time being. Nothing was taken so
-much in good part or seemed to soothe the feelings of the rebellious as
-to include them with their superiors in an order of punishment which on
-the very first day of the cruise it had been decided was necessary to
-lay upon all the guiding officers of the plant. We could not hope to
-control them, so ostensibly we placed them in irons, or lowered them in
-boats, classifying them as mutineers and the foreman’s office as the
-lock-up. It went well.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh no, oh no, I don’t want to be put in that class,” old Bowers
-replied, the flattering unction having smoothed his ruffled soul. “I’m
-not so bad as all that.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Very well, then,” I replied briskly. “What do you think, Captain?”</p>
-
-<p>The latter looked at me and smiled.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you think we kin let him go this wunst?” he inquired of me.</p>
-
-<p>“Sure, sure,” I replied. “If he’s certain he doesn’t want to join the
-superintendent and the foreman.”</p>
-
-<p>Old Bowers went away smiling, seemingly convinced that we were going
-to run the boat in ship-shape fashion, and before long most of the
-good-natured members of the crew consented to have themselves called
-able seamen.</p>
-
-<p>For nearly a month thereafter, during all the finest summer weather,
-there existed the most charming life aboard this ideal vessel. We
-used the shop and all its details for the idlest purposes of our
-fancy. Hammers became belaying pins, the machines of the shop ship’s
-ballast, the logs in the yard floating debris. When the yard became too
-cluttered, as it did once, we pretended we were in Sargasso and had to
-cut our way out—a process that took quite a few days. We were about
-all day commenting on the weather in nautical phrases, sighting strange
-vessels, reporting disorders or mutiny on the part of the officers in
-irons, or the men, or announcing the various “bells,” lighthouses, etc.</p>
-
-<p>In an evil hour, however, we lit upon the wretched habit of pitching
-upon little Ike, the butt of a thousand quips. Being incapable of
-grasping the true edge of our humor, he was the one soul who was yet
-genial enough to take it and not complain. We called upon him to shovel
-ashes, to split the wood, to run aft, that<span class="pagenum" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</span> was, to the back gate, and
-see how the water stood. More than once he was threatened with those
-same “irons” previously mentioned, and on one occasion we actually
-dragged in a length, pretending to bind him with it and fasten him to
-the anvil (with the bos’n’s consent, of course), which resulted in a
-hearty struggle, almost a row. We told him we would put him in an old
-desk crate we had, a prison, no less, and once or twice, in a spirit
-of deviltry, John tried to carry out his threat, nailing him in, much
-against his will. Finally we went to the length of attempting to
-physically enforce our commands when he did not obey, which of course
-ended in disaster.</p>
-
-<p>It was this way. Ike was in the habit of sweeping up his room—the
-smith’s shop—at three o’clock in the afternoon, which was really not
-reasonable considering that there were three hours of work ahead of all
-of us, and that he was inclined to resent having his fine floor mussed
-up thereafter. On the other hand I had to carry shavings through there
-all this time, and it was a sore temptation to drop a few now and then
-just for the devil’s sake. After due consultation with the captain,
-I once requested him to order that the bos’n’s mate leave the floor
-untouched until half past four, at least, which was early enough. The
-bos’n’s mate replied with the very cheering news that the captain could
-“go to the devil.” He wasn’t going to kill himself for anybody, and
-besides, the foreman had once told him he might do this if he chose,
-heaven only knows why. What did the captain think that he (the bos’n’s
-mate) was, anyhow?</p>
-
-<p>Here at last was a stiff problem. Mutiny! Mutiny! Mutiny! What was to
-be done? Plainly this was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</span> inconveniencing the mate and besides, it was
-mutiny. And in addition it so lacerated our sense of dignity and order
-that we decided it could not be. Only, how to arrange it. We had been
-putting so much upon the bos’n’s mate of late that he was becoming a
-little rebellious, and justly so, I think. He was always doing a dozen
-things he need not have done. Still, unless we could command him,
-the whole official management of this craft would go by the board,
-or so we thought. Finally we decided to act, but how? Direct orders,
-somehow, were somewhat difficult to enforce. After due meditation we
-took the bos’n, a most approving officer and one who loved to tease Ike
-(largely because he wanted to feel superior himself, I think), into
-our confidence and one late afternoon just after Ike had, figuratively
-speaking, swabbed up the deck, the latter sent him to some other part
-of the shop, or vessel, rather, while we strewed shavings over his
-newly cleaned floor with a shameless and lavish hand. It was intensely
-delicious, causing gales of laughter at the time—but—. Ike came back
-and cleaned this up—not without a growl, however. He did not take it
-in the cheerful spirit in which we hoped he would. In fact he was very
-morose about it, calling us names and threatening to go to the foreman
-[in the lock-up] if we did it again. However, in spite of all, and
-largely because of the humorous spectacle he in his rage presented we
-did it not once, but three or four times and that after he had most
-laboriously cleaned his room. A last assault one afternoon, however,
-resulted in a dash on his part to the foreman’s office.</p>
-
-<p>“I’m not goin’ to stand it,” he is declared to have said<span class="pagenum" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</span> by one who
-was by at the time when he appeared in front of that official. “They’re
-strewin’ up my floor with shavin’s two an’ three times every day after
-I’ve cleaned it up for the day. I’ll quit first.”</p>
-
-<p>The foreman, that raw, non-humorous person previously described, who
-evidently sympathized with Ike and who, in addition, from various
-sources, had long since learned what was going on, came down in a
-trice. He had decided to stop this nonsense.</p>
-
-<p>“I want you fellows to cut that out now,” he declared vigorously on
-seeing us. “It’s all right, but it won’t do. Don’t rub it in. Let him
-alone. I’ve heard of this ship stuff. It’s all damn nonsense.”</p>
-
-<p>The captain and mate gazed at each other in sad solemnity. Could it
-be that Ike had turned traitor? This was anarchy. He had not only
-complained of us but of the ship!—the <i>Idlewild</i>! What snakiness
-of soul! We retired to a corner of our now storm-tossed vessel and
-consulted in whispers. What would we do? Would we let her sink or try
-to save her? Perhaps it was advisable for the present to cease pushing
-the joke too far in that quarter, anyhow. Ike might cause the whole
-ship to be destroyed.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, even yet there were ways and ways of keeping her afloat
-and punishing an insubordinate even when no official authority existed.
-Ike had loved the engine-room, or rather, the captain’s office, above
-all other parts of the vessel because it was so comfortable. Here
-between tedious moments of pounding iron for the smith or blowing
-the bellows or polishing various tools that had been sharpened, he
-could retire on occasion, when the boss was not about and the work
-not pressing (it was the very next room to his) and<span class="pagenum" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</span> gaze from the
-captain’s door or window out on the blue waters of the Hudson where lay
-the yachts, and up the same stream where stood the majestic palisades.
-At noon or a little before he could bring his cold coffee, sealed in
-a tin can, to the captain’s engine and warm it. Again, the captain’s
-comfortable locker held his coat and hat, the captain’s wash bowl—a
-large wooden tub to one side of the engine into which comforting warm
-water could be drawn—served as an ideal means of washing up. Since
-the bos’n’s mate had become friendly with the captain, he too had
-all these privileges. But now, in view of his insubordination, all
-this was changed. Why should a rebellious bos’n’s mate be allowed to
-obtain favors of the captain? More in jest than in earnest one day
-it was announced that unless the bos’n’s mate would forego his angry
-opposition to a less early scrubbed deck——</p>
-
-<p>“Well, mate,” the captain observed to the latter in the presence of the
-bos’n’s mate, with a lusty wink and a leer, “you know how it goes with
-these here insubordinates, don’t you? No more hot coffee at noon time,
-unless there’s more order here. No more cleanin’ up in the captain’s
-tub. No more settin’ in the captain’s window takin’ in the cool mornin’
-breeze, as well as them yachts. What say? Eh? We know what to do with
-these here now insubordinates, don’t we, mate, eh?” This last with a
-very huge wink.</p>
-
-<p>“You’re right, Captain. Very right,” the mate replied. “You’re on the
-right track now. No more favors—unless—— Order must be maintained,
-you know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, all right,” replied little Ike now, fully in earnest and thinking
-we were. “If I can’t, I can’t. Jist<span class="pagenum" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</span> the same I don’t pick up no
-shavin’s after four,” and off he strolled.</p>
-
-<p>Think of it, final and complete mutiny, and there was nothing more
-really to be done.</p>
-
-<p>All we could do now was to watch him as he idled by himself at odd free
-moments down by the waterside in an odd corner of the point, a lonely
-figure, his trousers and coat too large, his hands and feet too big,
-his yellow teeth protruding. No one of the other workingmen ever seemed
-to be very enthusiastic over Ike, he was so small, so queer; no one,
-really, but the captain and the mate, and now they had deserted him.</p>
-
-<p>It was tough.</p>
-
-<p>Yet still another ill descended on us before we came to the final loss,
-let us say, of the good craft <i>Idlewild</i>. In another evil hour the
-captain and the mate themselves fell upon the question of priority, a
-matter which, so long as they had had Ike to trifle with, had never
-troubled them. Now as mate and the originator of this sea-going
-enterprise, I began to question the authority of the captain himself
-occasionally, and to insist on sharing as my undeniable privilege all
-the dignities and emoluments of the office—to wit: the best seat in
-the window where the wind blew, the morning paper when the boss was
-not about, the right to stand in the doorway, use the locker, etc.
-The captain objected, solely on the ground of priority, mind you, and
-still we fell a-quarreling. The mate in a stormy, unhappy hour was
-reduced by the captain to the position of mere scullion, and ordered,
-upon pain of personal assault, to vacate the captain’s cabin. The mate
-reduced the captain to the position of stoker and stood in the doorway
-in great glee while the latter,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</span> perforce, owing to the exigencies of
-his position, was compelled to stoke whether he wanted to or no. It
-could not be avoided. The engine had to be kept going. In addition,
-the mate had brought many morning papers, an occasional cigar for the
-captain, etc. There was much rancor and discord and finally the whole
-affair, ship, captain, mate and all, was declared by the mate to be a
-creation of his brain, a phantom, no less, and that by his mere act of
-ignoring it the whole ship—officers, men, masts, boats, sails—could
-be extinguished, scuttled, sent down without a ripple to that limbo of
-seafaring men, the redoubtable Davy Jones’s locker.</p>
-
-<p>The captain was not inclined to believe this at first. On the contrary,
-like a good skipper, he attempted to sail the craft alone. Only, unlike
-the mate, he lacked the curious faculty of turning jest and fancy into
-seeming fact. There was a something missing which made the whole thing
-seem unreal. Like two rival generals, we now called upon a single army
-to follow us individually, but the crew, seeing that there was war
-in the cabin, stood off in doubt and, I fancy, indifference. It was
-not important enough in their hardworking lives to go to the length
-of risking the personal ill-will of either of us, and so for want of
-agreement, the ship finally disappeared.</p>
-
-<p>Yes, she went down. The <i>Idlewild</i> was gone, and with her, all her
-fine seas, winds, distant cities, fogs, storms.</p>
-
-<p>For a time indeed, we went charily by each other.</p>
-
-<p>Still it behooved us, seeing how, in spite of ourselves, we had to work
-in the same room and there was no way of getting rid of each other’s
-obnoxious<span class="pagenum" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</span> presence, to find a common ground on which we could work
-and talk. There had never been any real bitterness between us—just
-jest, you know, but serious jest, a kind of silent sorrow for many fine
-things gone. Yet still that had been enough to keep everything out
-of order. Now from time to time each of us thought of restoring the
-old life in some form, however weak it might be. Without some form of
-humor the shop was a bore to the mate and the captain, anyhow. Finally
-the captain sobering to his old state, and the routine work becoming
-dreadfully monotonous, both mate and captain began to think of some way
-in which they, at least, could agree.</p>
-
-<p>“Remember the <i>Idlewild</i>, Henry?” asked the ex-captain one day
-genially, long after time and fair weather had glossed over the
-wretched memory of previous quarrels and dissensions.</p>
-
-<p>“That I do, John,” I replied pleasantly.</p>
-
-<p>“Great old boat she was, wasn’t she, Henry?”</p>
-
-<p>“She was, John.”</p>
-
-<p>“An’ the bos’n’s mate, he wasn’t such a bad old scout, was he, Henry,
-even if he wouldn’t quit sweepin’ up the shavin’s?”</p>
-
-<p>“He certainly wasn’t, John. He was a fine little fellow. Remember the
-chains, John?”</p>
-
-<p>“Haw! Haw!” echoed that worthy, and then, “Do you think the old
-<i>Idlewild</i> could ever be found where she’s lyin’ down there on the
-bottom, mate?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, she might, Captain, only she’d hardly be the same old boat that
-she was now that she’s been down there so long, would she—all these
-dissensions and so on? Wouldn’t it be easier to build a new one—don’t
-you think?”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</span></p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know but what you’re right, mate. What’d we call her if we
-did?”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, how about the <i>Harmony</i>, Captain? That sounds rather
-appropriate, doesn’t it?”</p>
-
-<p>“The <i>Harmony</i>, mate? You’re right—the <i>Harmony</i>. Shall we?
-Put ’er there!”</p>
-
-<p>“Put her there,” replied the mate with a will. “We’ll organize a new
-crew right away, Captain—eh, don’t you think?”</p>
-
-<p>“Right! Wait, we’ll call the bos’n an’ see what he says.”</p>
-
-<p>Just then the bos’n appeared, smiling goodnaturedly.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, what’s up?” he inquired, noting our unusually cheerful faces, I
-presume. “You ain’t made it up, have you, you two?” he exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>“That’s what we have, bos’n, an’ what’s more, we’re thinkin’ of raisin’
-the old <i>Idlewild</i> an’ re-namin’ her the <i>Harmony</i>, or,
-rather, buildin’ a new one. What say?” It was the captain talking.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, I’m mighty glad to hear it, only I don’t think you can have your
-old bos’n’s mate any longer, boys. He’s gonna quit.”</p>
-
-<p>“Gonna quit!” we both exclaimed at once, and sadly, and John added
-seriously and looking really distressed, “What’s the trouble there?
-Who’s been doin’ anything to him now?” We both felt guilty because of
-our part in his pains.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Ike kind o’ feels that the shop’s been rubbin’ it into him of
-late for some reason,” observed the bos’n heavily. “I don’t know why.
-He thinks you two have been tryin’ to freeze him out, I guess. Says he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</span>
-can’t do anything any more, that everybody makes fun of him and shuts
-him out.”</p>
-
-<p>We stared at each other in wise illumination, the new captain and the
-new mate. After all, we were plainly the cause of poor little Ike’s
-depression, and we were the ones who could restore him to favor if
-we chose. It was the captain’s cabin he sighed for—his old pleasant
-prerogatives.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, we can’t lose Ike, Captain,” I said. “What good would the
-<i>Harmony</i> be without him? We surely can’t let anything like that
-happen, can we? Not now, anyhow.”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re right, mate,” he replied. “There never was a better bos’n’s
-mate, never. The <i>Harmony’s</i> got to have ’im. Let’s talk reason to
-him, if we can.”</p>
-
-<p>In company then we three went to him, this time not to torment or
-chastise, but to coax and plead with him not to forsake the shop,
-or the ship, now that everything was going to be as before—only
-better—and——</p>
-
-<p>Well, we did.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="MARRIED">MARRIED</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class="drop-cap"><span class="smcap">In</span> connection with their social adjustment, one to the other, during
-the few months they had been together, there had occurred a number
-of things which made clearer to Duer and Marjorie the problematic
-relationship which existed between them, though it must be confessed
-it was clearer chiefly to him. The one thing which had been troubling
-Duer was not whether he would fit agreeably into her social dreams—he
-knew he would, so great was her love for him—but whether she would fit
-herself into his. Of all his former friends, he could think of only
-a few who would be interested in Marjorie, or she in them. She cared
-nothing for the studio life, except as it concerned him, and he knew no
-other.</p>
-
-<p>Because of his volatile, enthusiastic temperament, it was easy to see,
-now that she was with him constantly, that he could easily be led into
-one relationship and another which concerned her not at all. He was for
-running here, there, and everywhere, just as he had before marriage,
-and it was very hard for him to see that Marjorie should always be with
-him. As a matter of fact, it occurred to him as strange that she should
-want to be. She would not be interested in all the people he knew,
-he thought. Now that he was living with her and observing her more
-closely, he was quite sure that most of the people he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</span> had known in the
-past, even in an indifferent way, would not appeal to her at all.</p>
-
-<p>Take Cassandra Draper, for instance, or Neva Badger, or Edna
-Bainbridge, with her budding theatrical talent, or Cornelia Skiff, or
-Volida Blackstone—any of these women of the musical art-studio world
-with their radical ideas, their indifference to appearances, their
-semisecret immorality. And yet any of these women would be glad to see
-him socially, unaccompanied by his wife, and he would be glad to see
-them. He liked them. Most of them had not seen Marjorie, but, if they
-had, he fancied that they would feel about her much as he did—that
-is, that she did not like them, really did not fit with their world.
-She could not understand their point of view, he saw that. She was for
-one life, one love. All this excitement about entertainment, their
-gathering in this studio and that, this meeting of radicals and models
-and budding theatrical stars which she had heard him and others talking
-about—she suspected of it no good results. It was too feverish,
-too far removed from the commonplace of living to which she had been
-accustomed. She had been raised on a farm where, if she was not
-actually a farmer’s daughter, she had witnessed what a real struggle
-for existence meant.</p>
-
-<p>Out in Iowa, in the neighborhood of Avondale, there were no artists,
-no models, no budding actresses, no incipient playwrights, such as
-Marjorie found here about her. There, people worked, and worked hard.
-Her father was engaged at this minute in breaking the soil of his
-fields for the spring planting—an old man with a white beard, an
-honest, kindly eye, a broad, kindly charity, a sense of duty. Her
-mother was<span class="pagenum" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</span> bending daily over a cook-stove, preparing meals, washing
-dishes, sewing clothes, mending socks, doing the thousand and one
-chores which fall to the lot of every good housewife and mother. Her
-sister Cecily, for all her gaiety and beauty, was helping her mother,
-teaching school, going to church, and taking the commonplace facts of
-mid-Western life in a simple, good-natured unambitious way. And there
-was none of that toplofty sense of superiority which marked the manner
-of these Eastern upstarts.</p>
-
-<p>Duer had suggested that they give a tea, and decided that they should
-invite Charlotte Russell and Mildred Ayres, who were both still
-conventionally moral in their liberalism; Francis Hatton, a young
-sculptor, and Miss Ollie Stearns, the latter because she had a charming
-contralto voice and could help them entertain. Marjorie was willing to
-invite both Miss Russell and Miss Ayres, not because she really wanted
-to know either of them but because she did not wish to appear arbitrary
-and especially contrary. In her estimation, Duer liked these people too
-much. They were friends of too long standing. She reluctantly wrote
-them to come, and because they liked Duer and because they wished to
-see the kind of wife he had, they came.</p>
-
-<p>There was no real friendship to be established between Marjorie and
-Miss Ayres, however, for their outlook on life was radically different,
-though Miss Ayres was as conservative as Marjorie in her attitude, and
-as set in her convictions. But the latter had decided, partly because
-Duer had neglected her, partly because Marjorie was the victor in this
-contest, that he had made a mistake; she was convinced that Marjorie<span class="pagenum" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</span>
-had not sufficient artistic apprehension, sufficient breadth of
-outlook, to make a good wife for him. She was charming enough to look
-at, of course, she had discovered that in her first visit; but there
-was really not enough in her socially, she was not sufficiently trained
-in the ways of the world, not sufficiently wise and interesting to
-make him an ideal companion. In addition she insisted on thinking this
-vigorously and, smile as she might and be as gracious as she might, it
-showed in her manner. Marjorie noticed it. Duer did, too. He did not
-dare intimate to either what he thought, but he felt that there would
-be no peace. It worried him, for he liked Mildred very much; but, alas!
-Marjorie had no good to say of her.</p>
-
-<p>As for Charlotte Russell, he was grateful to her for the pleasant
-manner in which she steered between Scylla and Charybdis. She saw at
-once what Marjorie’s trouble was, and did her best to allay suspicions
-by treating Duer formally in her presence. It was “<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Wilde” here and
-“<abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Wilde” there, with most of her remarks addressed to Marjorie; but
-she did not find it easy sailing, after all. Marjorie was suspicious.
-There was none of the old freedom any more which had existed between
-Charlotte and Duer. He saw, by Marjorie’s manner, the moment he became
-the least exuberant and free that it would not do. That evening he
-said, forgetting himself:</p>
-
-<p>“Hey, Charlotte, you skate! Come over here. I want to show you
-something.”</p>
-
-<p>He forgot all about it afterward, but Marjorie reminded him.</p>
-
-<p>“Honey,” she began, when she was in his arms before the fire, and he
-was least expecting it, “what<span class="pagenum" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</span> makes you be so free with people when
-they call here? You’re not the kind of man that can really afford to
-be free with any one. Don’t you know you can’t? You’re too big; you’re
-too great. You just belittle yourself when you do it, and it makes them
-think that they are your equal when they are not.”</p>
-
-<p>“Who has been acting free now?” he asked sourly, on the instant,
-and yet with a certain make-believe of manner, dreading the storm
-of feeling, the atmosphere of censure and control which this remark
-forboded.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, you have!” she persisted correctively, and yet apparently mildly
-and innocently. “You always do. You don’t exercise enough dignity,
-dearie. It isn’t that you haven’t it naturally—you just don’t exercise
-it. I know how it is; you forget.”</p>
-
-<p>Duer stirred with opposition at this, for she was striking him on
-his tenderest spot—his pride. It was true that he did lack dignity
-at times. He knew it. Because of his affection for the beautiful
-or interesting things—women, men, dramatic situations, songs,
-anything—he sometimes became very gay and free, talking loudly,
-using slang expressions, laughing boisterously. It was a failing with
-him, he knew. He carried it to excess at times. His friends, his most
-intimate ones in the musical profession had noted it before this. In
-his own heart he regretted these things afterward, but he couldn’t help
-them, apparently. He liked excitement, freedom, gaiety—naturalness,
-as he called it—it helped him in his musical work, but it hurt him
-tremendously if he thought that any one else noticed it as out of the
-ordinary. He was exceedingly sensitive, and this developing line of
-criticism of Marjorie’s was something<span class="pagenum" id="Page_328">[Pg 328]</span> new to him. He had never noticed
-anything of that in her before marriage.</p>
-
-<p>Up to the time of the ceremony, and for a little while afterward, it
-had appeared to him as if he were lord and master. She had always
-seemed so dependent on him, so anxious that he should take her. Why,
-her very life had been in his hands, as it were, or so he had thought!
-And now—he tried to think back over the evening and see what it was he
-had done or said, but he couldn’t remember anything. Everything seemed
-innocent enough. He couldn’t recall a single thing, and yet——</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he replied sourly,
-withdrawing into himself. “I haven’t noticed that I lack dignity so
-much. I have a right to be cheerful, haven’t I? You seem to be finding
-a lot that’s wrong with me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Now please don’t get angry, Duer,” she persisted, anxious to apply the
-corrective measure of her criticism, but willing, at the same time, to
-use the quickness of his sympathy for her obvious weakness and apparent
-helplessness to shield herself from him. “I can’t ever tell you
-anything if you’re going to be angry. You don’t lack dignity generally,
-honey-bun! You only forget at times. Don’t you know how it is?”</p>
-
-<p>She was cuddling up to him, her voice quavering, her hand stroking his
-cheek, in a curious effort to combine affection and punishment at the
-same time. Duer felt nothing but wrath, resentment, discouragement,
-failure.</p>
-
-<p>“No, I don’t,” he replied crossly. “What did I do? I don’t recall doing
-anything that was so very much out of the way.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_329">[Pg 329]</span></p>
-
-<p>“It wasn’t that it was so very much, honey; it was just the way you did
-it. You forget, I know. But it doesn’t look right. It belittles you.”</p>
-
-<p>“What did I do?” he insisted impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, it wasn’t anything so very much. It was just when you had the
-pictures of those new sculptures which <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Hatton lent you, and
-you were showing them to Miss Russell. Don’t you remember what you
-said—how you called her over to you?”</p>
-
-<p>“No,” he answered, having by now completely forgotten. He was thinking
-that accidentally he might have slipped his arm about Charlotte, or
-that he might have said something out of the way jestingly about the
-pictures; but Marjorie could not have heard. He was so careful these
-days, anyway.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, you said: ‘Hey, Charlotte, you skate! Come over here.’ Now, what
-a thing to say to a girl! Don’t you see how ugly it sounds, how vulgar?
-She can’t enjoy that sort of remark, particularly in my presence, do
-you think? She must know that I can’t like it, that I’d rather you
-wouldn’t talk that way, particularly here. And if she were the right
-sort of girl she wouldn’t want you to talk to her at all that way.
-Don’t you know she wouldn’t? She couldn’t. Now, really, no good woman
-would, would she?”</p>
-
-<p>Duer flushed angrily. Good heaven! Were such innocent, simple things
-as this to be made the subject of comment and criticism! Was his
-life, because of his sudden, infatuated marriage, to be pulled down
-to a level he had never previously even contemplated? Why—why—This
-catechising, so new to his life, so different to anything he had ever
-endured in his youth or since, was certain to irritate him greatly, to<span class="pagenum" id="Page_330">[Pg 330]</span>
-be a constant thorn in his flesh. It cut him to the core. He got up,
-putting Marjorie away from him, for they were sitting in a big chair
-before the fire, and walked to the window.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see that at all,” he said stubbornly. “I don’t see anything in
-that remark to raise a row about. Why, for goodness’ sake! I have known
-Charlotte Russell—for years and years, it seems, although it has only
-been a little while at that. She’s like a sister to me. I like her. She
-doesn’t mind what I say. I’d stake my life she never thought anything
-about it. No one would who likes me as well as she does. Why do you
-pitch on that to make a fuss about, for heaven’s sake?”</p>
-
-<p>“Please don’t swear, Duer,” exclaimed Marjorie anxiously, using this
-expression for criticising him further. “It isn’t nice in you, and
-it doesn’t sound right toward me. I’m your wife. It doesn’t make any
-difference how long you’ve known her; I don’t think it’s nice to talk
-to her in that way, particularly in my presence. You say you’ve known
-her so well and you like her so much. Very well. But don’t you think
-you ought to consider me a little, now that I’m your wife? Don’t you
-think that you oughtn’t to want to do anything like that any more, even
-if you have known her so well—don’t you think? You’re married now, and
-it doesn’t look right to others, whatever you think of me. It can’t
-look right to her, if she’s as nice as you say she is.”</p>
-
-<p>Duer listened to this semipleading, semichastising harangue with
-disturbed, opposed, and irritated ears. Certainly, there was some truth
-in what she said; but wasn’t it an awfully small thing to raise a row
-about?<span class="pagenum" id="Page_331">[Pg 331]</span> Why should she quarrel with him for that? Couldn’t he ever be
-lightsome in his form of address any more? It was true that it did
-sound a little rough, now that he thought of it. Perhaps it wasn’t
-exactly the thing to say in her presence, but Charlotte didn’t mind.
-They had known each other much too long. She hadn’t noticed it one way
-or the other; and here was Marjorie charging him with being vulgar and
-inconsiderate, and Charlotte with being not the right sort of girl, and
-practically vulgar, also, on account of it. It was too much. It was too
-narrow, too conventional. He wasn’t going to tolerate anything like
-that permanently.</p>
-
-<p>He was about to say something mean in reply, make some cutting
-commentary, when Marjorie came over to him. She saw that she had lashed
-him and Charlotte and his generally easy attitude pretty thoroughly,
-and that he was becoming angry. Perhaps, because of his sensitiveness,
-he would avoid this sort of thing in the future. Anyhow, now that
-she had lived with him four months, she was beginning to understand
-him better, to see the quality of his moods, the strength of his
-passions, the nature of his weaknesses, how quickly he responded to the
-blandishments of pretended sorrow, joy, affection, or distress. She
-thought she could reform him at her leisure. She saw that he looked
-upon her in his superior way as a little girl—largely because of the
-size of her body. He seemed to think that, because she was little, she
-must be weak, whereas she knew that she had the use and the advantage
-of a wisdom, a tactfulness and a subtlety of which he did not even
-dream. Compared to her, he was not nearly as wise as he thought, at
-least<span class="pagenum" id="Page_332">[Pg 332]</span> in matters relating to the affections. Hence, any appeal to his
-sympathies, his strength, almost invariably produced a reaction from
-any antagonistic mood in which she might have placed him. She saw him
-now as a mother might see a great, overgrown, sulking boy, needing only
-to be coaxed to be brought out of a very unsatisfactory condition, and
-she decided to bring him out of it. For a short period in her life she
-had taught children in school, and knew the incipient moods of the race
-very well.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Duer,” she coaxed, “you’re not really going to be angry with
-me, are you? You’re not going to be ‘mad to me’?” (imitating childish
-language).</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t bother, Marjorie,” he replied distantly. “It’s all right.
-No; I’m not angry. Only let’s not talk about it any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are angry, though, Duer,” she wheedled, slipping her arm around
-him. “Please don’t be mad to me. I’m sorry now. I talk too much. I get
-mad. I know I oughtn’t. Please don’t be mad at me, honey-bun. I’ll get
-over this after a while. I’ll do better. Please, I will. Please don’t
-be mad, will you?”</p>
-
-<p>He could not stand this coaxing very long. Just as <a id="she"></a>she thought, he did
-look upon her as a child, and this pathetic baby-talk was irresistible.
-He smiled grimly after a while. She was so little. He ought to endure
-her idiosyncrasies of temperament. Besides, he had never treated her
-right. He had not been faithful to his engagement-vows. If she only
-knew how bad he really was!</p>
-
-<p>Marjorie slipped her arm through his and stood leaning against him. She
-loved this tall, slender distinguished-looking<span class="pagenum" id="Page_333">[Pg 333]</span> youth, and she wanted
-to take care of him. She thought that she was doing this now, when she
-called attention to his faults. Some day, by her persistent efforts
-maybe, he would overcome these silly, disagreeable, offensive traits.
-He would overcome being undignified; he would see that he needed to
-show her more consideration than he now seemed to think he did. He
-would learn that he was married. He would become a quiet, reserved,
-forceful man, weary of the silly women who were buzzing round him
-solely because he was a musician and talented and good-looking, and
-then he would be truly great. She knew what they wanted, these nasty
-women—they would like to have him for themselves. Well, they wouldn’t
-get him. And they needn’t think they would. She had him. He had married
-her. And she was going to keep him. They could just buzz all they
-pleased, but they wouldn’t get him. So there!</p>
-
-<p>There had been other spats following this—one relating to Duer
-not having told his friends of his marriage for some little time
-afterward, an oversight which in his easy going bohemian brain augured
-no deep planted seed of disloyalty, but just a careless, indifferent
-way of doing things, whereas in hers it flowered as one of the most
-unpardonable things imaginable! Imagine any one in the Middle West
-doing anything like that—any one with a sound, sane conception of the
-responsibilities and duties of marriage, its inviolable character! For
-Marjorie, having come to this estate by means of a hardly won victory,
-was anxious lest any germ of inattentiveness, lack of consideration,
-alien interest, or affection flourish and become a raging disease
-which would imperil or destroy<span class="pagenum" id="Page_334">[Pg 334]</span> the conditions on which her happiness
-was based. After every encounter with Miss Ayres, for instance, whom
-she suspected of being one of his former flames, a girl who might
-have become his wife, there were fresh charges to be made. She didn’t
-invite Marjorie to sit down sufficiently quickly when she called at her
-studio, was one complaint; she didn’t offer her a cup of tea at the
-hour she called another afternoon, though it was quite time for it. She
-didn’t invite her to sing or play on another occasion, though there
-were others there who were invited.</p>
-
-<p>“I gave her one good shot, though,” said Marjorie, one day, to Duer,
-in narrating her troubles. “She’s always talking about her artistic
-friends. I as good as asked her why she didn’t marry, if she is so much
-sought after.”</p>
-
-<p>Duer did not understand the mental sword-thrusts involved in these
-feminine bickerings. He was likely to be deceived by the airy geniality
-which sometimes accompanied the bitterest feeling. He could stand
-by listening to a conversation between Marjorie and Miss Ayres, or
-Marjorie and any one else whom she did not like, and miss all the
-subtle stabs and cutting insinuations which were exchanged, and of
-which Marjorie was so thoroughly capable. He did not blame her for
-fighting for herself if she thought she was being injured, but he did
-object to her creating fresh occasions, and this, he saw, she was quite
-capable of doing. She was constantly looking for new opportunities
-to fight with Mildred Ayres and Miss Russell or any one else whom
-she thought he truly liked, whereas with those in whom he could not
-possibly be interested she was genial (and even affectionate)<span class="pagenum" id="Page_335">[Pg 335]</span> enough.
-But Duer also thought that Mildred might be better engaged than in
-creating fresh difficulties. Truly, he had thought better of her. It
-seemed a sad commentary on the nature of friendship between men and
-women, and he was sorry.</p>
-
-<p>But, nevertheless, Marjorie found a few people whom she felt to be of
-her own kind. M. Bland, who had sponsored Duer’s first piano recital
-a few months before, invited Duer and Marjorie to a—for them—quite
-sumptuous dinner at the Plaza, where they met Sydney Borg, the
-musical critic of an evening paper; Melville Ogden Morris, curator
-of the Museum of Fine Arts, and his wife; Joseph Newcorn, one of the
-wealthy sponsors of the opera and its geniuses, and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Newcorn.
-Neither Duer nor Marjorie had ever seen a private dining-room set
-in so scintillating a manner. It fairly glittered with Sèvres and
-Venetian tinted glass. The wine-goblets were seven in number, set in an
-ascending row. The order of food was complete from Russian caviare to
-dessert, black coffee, nuts, liqueurs, and cigars.</p>
-
-<p>The conversation wandered its intense intellectual way from American
-musicians and singers, European painters and sculptors, discoveries
-of ancient pottery in the isles of the Ægean, to the manufacture of
-fine glass on Long Island, the character of certain collectors and
-collections of paintings in America, and the present state of the
-Fine Arts Museum. Duer listened eagerly, for, as yet, he was a little
-uncertain of himself, his position in the art world. He did not quite
-know how to take these fine and able personages who seemed so powerful
-in the world’s affairs. Joseph Newcorn, as M. Bland calmly indicated
-to him,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_336">[Pg 336]</span> must be worth in the neighborhood of fifteen million dollars.
-He thought nothing, so he said, of paying ten, fifteen, twenty, thirty
-thousand dollars for a picture if it appealed to him. <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Morris was
-a graduate of Harvard, formerly curator of a Western museum, the
-leader of one of the excavating expeditions to Melos in the Grecian
-Archipelago. Sydney Borg was a student of musical history, who appeared
-to have a wide knowledge of art tendencies here and abroad, but who,
-nevertheless, wrote musical criticisms for a living. He was a little
-man of Norse extraction on his father’s side, but, as he laughingly
-admitted, born and raised in McKeesport, Pennsylvania. He liked Duer
-for his simple acknowledgment of the fact that he came from a small
-town in the Middle West, and a drug business out in Illinois.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s curious how our nation brings able men from the ranks,” he said
-to Duer. “It’s one of the great, joyous, hopeful facts about this
-country.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Duer; “that’s why I like it so much.”</p>
-
-<p>Duer thought, as he dined here, how strange America was, with its
-mixture of races, its unexpected sources of talent, its tremendous
-wealth and confidence. His own beginning, so very humble at first,
-so very promising now—one of the most talked of pianists of his
-day—was in its way an illustration of its resources in so far as
-talent was concerned. <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Newcorn, who had once been a tailor, so he
-was told, and his wife was another case in point. They were such solid,
-unemotional, practical-looking people, and yet he could see that this
-solid looking man whom some musicians might possibly have sneered at
-for his self-complacency and curiously accented English, was as<span class="pagenum" id="Page_337">[Pg 337]</span> wise
-and sane and keen and kindly as any one present, perhaps more so, and
-as wise in matters musical. The only difference between him and the
-average American was that he was exceptionally practical and not given
-to nervous enthusiasm. Marjorie liked him, too.</p>
-
-<p>It was at this particular dinner that the thought occurred to Marjorie
-that the real merit of the art and musical world was not so much in
-the noisy studio palaver which she heard at so many places frequented
-by Duer, in times past at least—Charlotte Russell’s, Mildred Ayres’s
-and elsewhere—but in the solid commercial achievements of such men
-as Joseph Newcorn, Georges Bland, Melville Ogden Morris, and Sydney
-Borg. She liked the laconic “Yes, yes,” of <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Newcorn, when anything
-was said that suited him particularly well, and his “I haf seen dat
-bardicular berformance” with which he interrupted several times when
-Grand Opera and its stars were up for consideration. She was thinking
-if only a man like that would take an interest in Duer, how much better
-it would be for him than all the enthusiasm of these silly noisy studio
-personalities. She was glad to see also that, intellectually, Duer
-could hold his own with any and all of these people. He was as much at
-ease here with <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Morris, talking about Greek excavations, as he was
-with <abbr title="Mister">Mr.</abbr> Borg, discussing American musical conditions. She could not
-make out much what it was all about, but, of course, it must be very
-important if these men discussed it. Duer was not sure as yet whether
-any one knew much more about life than he did. He suspected not, but it
-might be that some of these eminent curators, art critics, bankers,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_338">[Pg 338]</span>
-and managers like M. Bland, had a much wider insight into practical
-affairs. Practical affairs—he thought. If he only knew something about
-money! Somehow, though, his mind could not grasp how money was made. It
-seemed so easy for some people, but for him a grim, dark mystery.</p>
-
-<p>After this dinner it was that Marjorie began to feel that Duer ought
-to be especially careful with whom he associated. She had talked with
-<abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Newcorn and <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Morris, and found them simple, natural people
-like herself. They were not puffed up with vanity and self-esteem, as
-were those other men and women to whom Duer had thus far introduced
-her. As compared to Charlotte Russell and Mildred Ayres or her own
-mother and sisters and her Western friends, they were more like the
-latter. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Newcorn, wealthy as she was, spoke of her two sons and
-three daughters as any good-natured, solicitous mother would. One of
-her sons was at Harvard, the other at Yale. She asked Marjorie to
-come and see her some time, and gave her her address. <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Morris was
-more cultured apparently, more given to books and art; but even she
-was interested in what, to Marjorie, were the more important or, at
-least, more necessary things, the things on which all art and culture
-primarily based themselves—the commonplace and necessary details of
-the home. Cooking, housekeeping, shopping, sewing, were not beneath
-her consideration, as indeed they were not below <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Newcorn’s. The
-former spoke of having to go and look for a new spring bonnet in the
-morning, and how difficult it was to find the time. Once when the men<span class="pagenum" id="Page_339">[Pg 339]</span>
-were getting especially excited about European and American artistic
-standards, Marjorie asked:</p>
-
-<p>“Are you very much interested in art, <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Morris?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not so very much, to tell you the truth, <abbr title="Missus">Mrs.</abbr> Wilde. Oh, I like some
-pictures, and I hear most of the important recitals each season, but,
-as I often tell my husband, when you have one baby two years old and
-another of five and another of seven, it takes considerable time to
-attend to the art of raising them. I let him do the art for the family,
-and I take care of the home.”</p>
-
-<p>This was sincere consolation for Marjorie. Up to this time she appeared
-to be in danger of being swamped by this artistic storm which she had
-encountered. Her arts of cooking, sewing, housekeeping, appeared as
-nothing in this vast palaver about music, painting, sculpture, books
-and the like. She knew nothing, as she had most painfully discovered
-recently, of Strauss, Dvorák, Debussy, almost as little of Cézanne,
-<a id="goguin"></a>Gauguin, Matisse, Van Gogh, Rodin, Ibsen, Shaw and Maeterlinck, with
-whom the studios were apparently greatly concerned. And when people
-talked of singers, musicians, artists, sculptors, and playwrights,
-often she was compelled to keep silent, whereas Duer could stand with
-his elbow on some mantel or piano and discuss by the half hour or hour
-individuals of whom she had never heard—Verlaine, Tchaikowsky,
-Tolstoy, Turgenieff, Tagore, Dostoyevsky, Whistler, Velasquez—anybody
-and everybody who appeared to interest the studio element. It was
-positively frightening.</p>
-
-<p>A phase of this truth was that because of his desire<span class="pagenum" id="Page_340">[Pg 340]</span> to talk,
-his pleasure in meeting people, his joy in hearing of new things,
-his sense of the dramatic, Duer could catch quickly and retain
-vigorously anything which related to social, artistic, or intellectual
-development. He had no idea of what a full-orbed, radiant, receptive
-thing his mind was. He only knew that life, things, intellect—anything
-and everything—gave him joy when he was privileged to look into them,
-whereas Marjorie was not so keenly minded artistically, and he gave
-as freely as he received. In this whirl of discussion, this lofty
-transcendentalism, Marjorie was all but lost; but she clung tenaciously
-to the hope that, somehow, affection, regard for the material needs of
-her husband, the care of his clothes, the preparation of his meals,
-the serving of him quite as would a faithful slave, would bind him
-to her. At once and quickly, she hated and feared these artistically
-arrayed, artistically minded, vampirish-looking maidens and women
-who appeared from this quarter and that to talk to Duer, all of whom
-apparently had known him quite well in the past—since he had come to
-New York. When she would see him standing or leaning somewhere, intent
-on the rendering of a song, the narration of some dramatic incident,
-the description of some book or picture, or personage, by this or that
-delicately chiseled Lorelei of the art or music or dramatic world, her
-heart contracted ominously and a nameless dread seized her. Somehow,
-these creatures, however intent they might be on their work, or however
-indifferent actually to the artistic charms of her husband, seemed to
-be intent on taking him from her. She saw how easily and naturally
-he smiled, how very much at home he seemed to be in their company,
-how<span class="pagenum" id="Page_341">[Pg 341]</span> surely he gravitated to the type of girl who was beautifully
-and artistically dressed, who had ravishing eyes, fascinating hair,
-a sylphlike figure, and vivacity of manner—or how naturally they
-gravitated to him. In the rush of conversation and the exchange of
-greetings he was apt to forget her, to stroll about by himself engaging
-in conversation first with one and then another, while she stood or sat
-somewhere gazing nervously or regretfully on, unable to hold her own in
-the cross-fire of conversation, unable to retain the interest of most
-of the selfish, lovesick, sensation-seeking girls and men.</p>
-
-<p>They always began talking about the opera, or the play, or the latest
-sensation in society, or some new singer or dancer or poet, and
-Marjorie, being new to this atmosphere and knowing so little of it,
-was compelled to confess that she did not know. It chagrined, dazed,
-and frightened her for a time. She longed to be able to grasp quickly
-and learn what this was all about. She wondered where she had been
-living—how—to have missed all this. Why, goodness gracious, these
-things were enough to wreck her married life! Duer would think so
-poorly of her—how could he help it? She watched these girls and women
-talking to him, and by turns, while imitating them as best she could,
-became envious, fearful, regretful, angry; charging, first, herself
-with unfitness; next, Duer with neglect; next, these people with
-insincerity, immorality, vanity; and lastly, the whole world and life
-with a conspiracy to cheat her out of what was rightfully her own. Why
-wouldn’t these people be nice to her? Why didn’t they give of their
-time and patience to make her comfortable and at home—as freely, say,
-as<span class="pagenum" id="Page_342">[Pg 342]</span> they did to him? Wasn’t she his wife, now? Why did Duer neglect
-her? Why did they hang on his words in their eager, seductive, alluring
-way? She hated them and, at moments, she hated him, only to be struck
-by a terrifying wave of remorse and fear a moment later. What if he
-should grow tired of her? What if his love should change? He had seemed
-so enamored of her only a little while before they were married,
-so taken by what he called her naturalness, grace, simplicity and
-emotional pull.</p>
-
-<p>On one of these occasions, or rather after it, when they had returned
-from an evening at Francis Hatton’s at which she felt that she had
-been neglected, she threw herself disconsolately into Duer’s arms and
-exclaimed:</p>
-
-<p>“What’s the matter with me, Duer? Why am I so dull—so
-uninteresting—so worthless?”</p>
-
-<p>The sound of her voice was pathetic, helpless, vibrant with the quality
-of an unuttered sob, a quality which had appealed to him intensely long
-before they were married, and now he stirred nervously.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, what’s the matter with you now, Margie?” he asked
-sympathetically, sure that a new storm of some sort was coming. “What’s
-come over you? There’s nothing the matter with you. Why do you ask?
-Who’s been saying there is?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, nothing, nothing—nobody! Everybody! Everything!” exclaimed
-Marjorie dramatically, and bursting into tears. “I see how it is. I see
-what is the matter with me. Oh! Oh! It’s because I don’t know anything,
-I suppose. It’s because I’m not fit to associate with you. It’s because
-I haven’t had the training that some people have had. It’s because I’m<span class="pagenum" id="Page_343">[Pg 343]</span>
-dull! Oh! Oh!” and a torrent of heart-breaking sobs which shook her
-frame from head to toe followed the outburst and declamation.</p>
-
-<p>Duer, always moved by her innate emotional force and charm, whatever
-other lack he had reason to bewail, gazed before him in startled
-sympathy, astonishment, pain, wonder, for he was seeing very clearly
-and keenly in these echoing sounds what the trouble was. She was
-feeling neglected, outclassed, unconsidered, helpless; and because it
-was more or less true it was frightening and wounding her. She was,
-for the first time no doubt, beginning to feel the tragedy of life,
-its uncertainty, its pathos and injury, as he so often had. Hitherto
-her home, her relatives and friends had more or less protected her
-from that, for she had come from a happy home, but now she was out and
-away from all that and had only him. Of course she had been neglected.
-He remembered that now. It was partly his fault, partly the fault of
-surrounding conditions. But what could he do about it? What say? People
-had conditions fixed for them in this world by their own ability.
-Perhaps he should not have married her at all, but how should he
-comfort her in this crisis? How say something that would ease her soul?</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Margie,” he said seriously, “you know that’s not true! You know
-you’re not dull. Your manners and your taste and your style are as good
-as those of anybody. Who has hinted that they aren’t? What has come
-over you? Who has been saying anything to you? Have I done anything?
-If so, I’m sorry!” He had a guilty consciousness of misrepresenting
-himself and his point of view even while saying this, but<span class="pagenum" id="Page_344">[Pg 344]</span> kindness,
-generosity, affection, her legal right to his affection, as he now
-thought, demanded it.</p>
-
-<p>“No! No!” she exclaimed brokenly and without ceasing her tears. “It
-isn’t you. It isn’t anybody. It’s me—just me! That’s what’s the matter
-with me. I’m dull; I’m not stylish; I’m not attractive. I don’t know
-anything about music or books or people or anything. I sit and listen,
-but I don’t know what to say. People talk to you—they hang on your
-words—but they haven’t anything to say to me. They can’t talk to me,
-and I can’t talk to them. It’s because I don’t know anything—because
-I haven’t anything to say! Oh dear! Oh dear!” and she beat her thin,
-artistic little hands on the shoulders of his coat.</p>
-
-<p>Duer could not endure this storm without an upwelling of pity for her.
-He cuddled her close in his arms, extremely sad that she should be
-compelled to suffer so. What should he do? What could he do? He could
-see how it was. She was hurt; she was neglected. He neglected her when
-among others. These smart women whom he knew and liked to talk with
-neglected her. They couldn’t see in her what he could. Wasn’t life
-pathetic? They didn’t know how sweet she was, how faithful, how glad
-she was to work for him. That really didn’t make any difference in
-the art world, he knew, but still it almost seemed as if it ought to.
-There one must be clever, he knew that—everybody knew it. And Marjorie
-was not clever—at least, not in their way. She couldn’t play or sing
-or paint or talk brilliantly, as they could. She did not really know
-what the world of music, art, and literature was doing. She was only
-good, faithful, excellent as a housewife, a fine mender of clothes, a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_345">[Pg 345]</span>
-careful buyer, saving, considerate, dependable, but——</p>
-
-<p>As he thought of this and then of this upwelling depth of emotion of
-hers, a thing quite moving to him always, he realized, or thought he
-did, that no woman that he had ever known had anything quite like this.
-He had known many women intimately. He had associated with Charlotte
-and Mildred and Neva Badger and Volida Blackstone, and quite a number
-of interesting, attractive young women whom he had met here and there
-since, but outside of the stage—that art of Sarah Bernhardt and
-Clara Morris and some of the more talented English actresses of these
-later days—he persuaded himself that he had never seen any one quite
-like Marjorie. This powerful upwelling of emotion which she was now
-exhibiting and which was so distinctive of her, was not to be found
-elsewhere, he thought. He had felt it keenly the first days he had
-visited her at her father’s home in Avondale. Oh, those days with her
-in Avondale! How wonderful they were! Those delicious nights! Flowers,
-moonlight, odors, came back—the green fields, the open sky. Yes; she
-was powerful emotionally. She was compounded of many and all of these
-things.</p>
-
-<p>It was true she knew nothing of art, nothing of music—the great, new
-music—nothing of books in the eclectic sense, but she had real, sweet,
-deep, sad, stirring emotion, the most appealing thing he knew. It might
-not be as great as that exhibited by some of the masters of the stage,
-or the great composers—he was not quite sure, so critical is life—but
-nevertheless it was effective, dramatic, powerful. Where did she get
-it? No really common soul could have it. Here must be something of the
-loneliness of the prairies,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_346">[Pg 346]</span> the sad patience of the rocks and fields,
-the lonesomeness of the hush of the countryside at night, the aimless,
-monotonous, pathetic chirping of the crickets. Her father following
-down a furrow in the twilight behind straining, toil-worn horses; her
-brothers binding wheat in the July sun; the sadness of furrow scents
-and field fragrances in the twilight—there was something of all these
-things in her sobs.</p>
-
-<p>It appealed to him, as it might well have to any artist. In his way
-Duer understood this, felt it keenly.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Margie,” he insisted, “you mustn’t talk like that! You’re better
-than you say you are. You say you don’t know anything about books or
-art or music. Why, that isn’t all. There are things, many things, which
-are deeper than those things. Emotion is a great thing in itself,
-dearest, if you only knew. You have that. Sarah Bernhardt had it;
-Clara Morris had it, but who else? In ‘La Dame aux Camelias,’ ‘Sapho,’
-‘Carmen,’ ‘Mademoiselle de Maupin,’ it is written about, but it is
-never commonplace. It’s great. I’d rather have your deep upwelling of
-emotion than all those cheap pictures, songs, and talk put together.
-For, sweet, don’t you know”—and he cuddled her more closely—“great
-art is based on great emotion. There is really no great art without it.
-I know that best of all, being a musician. You may not have the power
-to express yourself in music or books or pictures—you play charmingly
-enough for me—but you have the thing on which these things are based;
-you have the power to feel them. Don’t worry over yourself, dear. I see
-that, and I know what you are, whether any one else does or not. Don’t
-worry over me. I have to be nice to these people. I like them in their
-way, but<span class="pagenum" id="Page_347">[Pg 347]</span> I love you. I married you—isn’t that proof enough? What more
-do you want? Don’t you understand, little Margie? Don’t you see? Now
-aren’t you going to cheer up and be happy? You have me. Ain’t I enough,
-sweetie? Can’t you be happy with just me? What more do you want? Just
-tell me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing more, honey-bun!” she went on sobbing and cuddling close;
-“nothing more, if I can have you. Just you! That’s all I want—you,
-you, you!”</p>
-
-<p>She hugged him tight. Duer sighed secretly. He really did not believe
-all he said, but what of it? What else could he do, say, he asked
-himself? He was married to her. In his way, he loved her—or at least
-sympathized with her intensely.</p>
-
-<p>“And am I emotionally great?” she cuddled and cooed, after she had held
-him tight for a few moments. “Doesn’t it make any difference whether I
-know anything much about music or books or art? I do know something,
-don’t I, honey? I’m not wholly ignorant, am I?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, sweetie; how you talk!”</p>
-
-<p>“And will you always love me whether I know anything or not,
-honey-bun?” she went on. “And won’t it make any difference whether I
-can just cook and sew and do the marketing and keep house for you? And
-will you like me because I’m just pretty and not smart? I am a little
-pretty, ain’t I, dear?”</p>
-
-<p>“You’re lovely,” whispered Duer soothingly. “You’re beautiful. Listen
-to me, sweet. I want to tell you something. Stop crying now, and dry
-your eyes, and I’ll tell you something nice. Do you remember how we
-stood, one night, at the end of your father’s field there near the
-barn-gate and saw him<span class="pagenum" id="Page_348">[Pg 348]</span> coming down the path, singing to himself,
-driving that team of big gray horses, his big straw hat on the back of
-his head and his sleeves rolled up above his elbows?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Marjorie.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you remember how the air smelled of roses and honeysuckle and cut
-hay—and oh, all those lovely scents of evening that we have out there
-in the country?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” replied Marjorie interestedly.</p>
-
-<p>“And do you remember how lovely I said the cow-bells sounded tinkling
-in the pasture where the little river ran?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“And the fireflies beginning to flash in the trees?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p>“And that sad, deep red in the West, where the sun had gone down?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I remember,” said Marjorie, crushing her cheek to his neck.</p>
-
-<p>“Now listen to me, honey: That water running over the bright stones in
-that little river; the grass spreading out, soft and green, over the
-slope; the cow-bells tinkling; the smoke curling up from your mother’s
-chimney; your father looking like a patriarch out of Bible days coming
-home—all the soft sounds, all the sweet odors, all the carolling of
-birds—where do you suppose all that is now?”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know,” replied Marjorie, anticipating something complimentary.</p>
-
-<p>“It’s here,” he replied easily, drawing her close and petting her.
-“It’s done up in one little body here in my arms. Your voice, your
-hair, your eyes, your pretty body, your emotional moods—where do you<span class="pagenum" id="Page_349">[Pg 349]</span>
-suppose they come from? Nature has a chemistry all her own. She’s like
-a druggist sometimes, compounding things. She takes a little of the
-beauty of the sunset, of the sky, of the fields, of the water, of the
-flowers, of dreams and aspirations and simplicity and patience, and she
-makes a girl. And some parents somewhere have her, and then they name
-her ‘Marjorie’ and then they raise her nicely and innocently, and then
-a bold, bad man like Duer comes along and takes her, and then she cries
-because she thinks he doesn’t see anything in her. Now, isn’t that
-funny?”</p>
-
-<p>“O-oh!” exclaimed Marjorie, melted by the fire of his feeling for
-beauty, the quaintness and sweetness of his diction, the subtlety of
-his compliment, the manner in which he coaxed her patiently out of
-herself.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I love you, Duer dear! I love you, love you, love you! Oh, you’re
-wonderful! You won’t ever stop loving me, will you, dearest? You’ll
-always be true to me, won’t you, Duer? You’ll never leave me, will you?
-I’ll always be your little Margie, won’t I? Oh, dear, I’m so happy!”
-and she hugged him closer and closer.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no,” and “Yes, yes,” assured Duer, as the occasion demanded, as
-he stared patiently into the fire. This was not real passion to him,
-not real love in any sense, or at least he did not feel that it was.
-He was too skeptical of himself, his life and love, however much he
-might sympathize with and be drawn to her. He was questioning himself
-at this very time as to what it was that caused him to talk so. Was
-it sympathy, love of beauty, power of poetic expression, delicacy of
-sentiment?—certainly nothing more. Wasn’t it this that was already
-causing him to be hailed as a<span class="pagenum" id="Page_350">[Pg 350]</span> great musician? He believed so. Could he
-honestly say that he loved Marjorie? No, he was sure that he couldn’t,
-now that he had her and realized her defects, as well as his own—his
-own principally. No; he liked her, sympathized with her, felt sorry
-for her. That ability of his to paint a picture in notes and musical
-phrases, to extract the last ringing delicacy out of the keys of a
-piano, was at the bottom of this last description. To Marjorie, for
-the moment, it might seem real enough, but he—he was thinking of the
-truth of the picture she had painted of herself. It was all so—every
-word she said. She was not really suited to these people. She did not
-understand them; she never would. He would always be soothing and
-coaxing, and she would always be crying and worrying.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_351">[Pg 351]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="WHEN_THE_OLD_CENTURY_WAS_NEW">WHEN THE OLD CENTURY WAS NEW</h2>
-</div>
-
-<p class="drop-cap"><span class="smcap">When</span> William Walton, of Colonial prestige, left his father’s house,
-<abbr title="Saint">St.</abbr> George’s Square, New York, in the spring of 1801, it was to
-spend a day of social activity, which, in the light of his ordinary
-commercial duties, might be termed idleness. There were, among other
-things, a luncheon at the Livingstone Kortright’s, a stroll with one
-Mlle. Cruger to the Lispenard Meadows, and a visit in the evening to
-the only recently inaugurated Apollo Theater, where were organized the
-first permanent company of players ever transported to America. Under
-the circumstances, he had no time for counting-house duties, and had
-accordingly decided to make a day of it, putting the whole matter of
-commerce over until such time as he could labor uninterrupted, which
-was to-morrow.</p>
-
-<p>As he came out of the door over which was a diamond-pane lunette
-for a transom, he was a striking example of the new order of
-things which had come with the Declaration of Independence and the
-victory of the colonies over the British. Long trousers of light
-twilled cloth encased his legs, and were fastened under his shoes
-by straps. A flower-ornamented pink waistcoat and light blue dress
-coat of broadcloth, shared with brass buttons, yellow gloves, and an
-exceedingly narrow-brimmed silk hat, in giving his appearance that
-touch of completeness which the fashion of the day demanded. In the
-face of those of the older order,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_352">[Pg 352]</span> who still maintained the custom of
-wearing knee breeches and solemn, black waistcoats, he was a little apt
-to appear the exaggerated dandy; but, nevertheless, it was good form.
-My Madame Kortright would expect it at any luncheon of hers, and the
-common people knew it to be the all-desirable whenever wealth permitted.</p>
-
-<p>In lower Pearl Street, below Wall, which direction he took to reach
-the Bowling Green and the waterfront, he encountered a number of the
-fashionable, so far as the commercial world was concerned, who were
-anything but idle like himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Why, Master Walton, are you neglecting business so early in the
-morning?” inquired Robert Goelet, whose iron-mongering business was
-then the most important in the city.</p>
-
-<p>“For this day only,” returned Walton, smiling agreeably at the thought
-of a pleasant day to come. “Several engagements make it unavoidable.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are going to the Collect, then, possibly?” returned Goelet,
-looking in the direction of the old water reservoir, where all of the
-city’s drinking supply was stored.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said the other, “I had not thought of it. What is there?”</p>
-
-<p>“Some one, I understand, who has a boat he wishes to try. It is said to
-go without sail. I should think one with as many ships upon the water
-as you have would have heard of any such invention as that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, yes,” answered young Walton, “I have heard of men who are going to
-sail in the air, also. I will believe that a vessel can go without sail
-when I see it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” said the other, “I do not know. These inventors<span class="pagenum" id="Page_353">[Pg 353]</span> are strange
-adventurers, at best, but there might be no harm in looking at it. I
-think I shall go myself later.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I should also like to see it,” said the other, “providing I have
-time. When is it to sail, do you know?”</p>
-
-<p>“About eleven,” answered Goelet. “The <i>Post</i> tells of it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Many thanks for the information,” returned the other, and, with a few
-commonplaces as to ships expected and the news from France, they betook
-their separate ways.</p>
-
-<p>In one of the many fine yards which spread before the old mansions
-below Wall Street, he beheld John Adams, the newly-elected President of
-the States, busy among his flowers. The elder statesman bowed gravely
-to the younger gentleman and returned to his work.</p>
-
-<p>“A fine gentleman,” thought the latter, “and well worthy to be the
-chief of this good government.”</p>
-
-<p>As he neared the Bowling Green, he observed that there was no one of
-the many residents about taking advantage of the pleasant sunlight to
-enjoy an hour at that favorite pastime, and so continued his way to
-the Astor docks adjoining the Whitehall slip, where never yet had the
-commercial New Yorker, interested in the matter of shipping, failed to
-find a crowd. Messrs. John Jacob Astor and William Van Rensalaer were
-already upon the ground, as he could see at a distance, the distinct
-high hat of the one and the portly figure of the other standing out in
-clear relief against the green waters of the bay. Elder Johannis Coop
-was there, he of the vast ship chandlery business, and Opdyke Stewart,
-importer of the finest<span class="pagenum" id="Page_354">[Pg 354]</span> stuffs woven in Holland. Old Jacob Cruger and
-Mortimer Morris, the lean Van Tassel and Julius van Brunt, merchants
-all and famous men of the city, chatted, smiled, and laughed together
-as they discussed the probabilities of trade and the arrival of the
-<i>Silver Spray</i> and the <i>Laughing Mary</i>, both in the service
-between New York and Liverpool. Almost every worthy present was armed
-with his spy-glass, as the three-foot telescopes were then called, and
-now and then one would take a look down the bay and through the distant
-narrows to see if any sign of a familiar sail were present.</p>
-
-<p>“And how is Master Walton?” asked the elder Astor, recognizing the
-scion of the one exceedingly wealthy family of the community.</p>
-
-<p>“Very well, thank you,” returned the other, surveying the company,
-whose knee breeches and black coats presented a striking contrast to
-his modern trousers and fancy jacket.</p>
-
-<p>“These modern fashions,” exclaimed Cruger, the elder, coming forward,
-“make us old fellows seem entirely out of date. They are a wretched
-contrivance to hide the legs. If I were a young woman I would have no
-man whose form I could not judge by his clothes.”</p>
-
-<p>“And if I were a young man,” put in the jovial John Jacob, “I would put
-on no clothes which a young woman did not approve of.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, well,” said the other, smiling, “these fashions are strange
-contrivances. Not ten years since a man would have been drummed out of
-New York had he appeared in such finery as this, and now, by heaven,<span class="pagenum" id="Page_355">[Pg 355]</span>
-it is we old fellows who are like to be shown the door for dressing as
-our fathers taught us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not so bad as that, surely,” said Walton. “Full dress commands the old
-style yet at evening. This is but daylight custom. But how about the
-Bowling Green; is no one to play there this morning?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not when two ships like the <i>Silver Spray</i> and the <i>Laughing
-Mary</i> are like to show their noses at any moment,” observed Cruger
-stoutly. “I have fifty barrels of good India ale on the <i>Silver
-Spray</i>. Astor, here, has most of the hold of the <i>Laughing
-Mary</i> filled with his dress goods. No bowling when stocks must be
-unpacked quickly.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is a weary watch, this, for these dogged vessels,” added Astor
-reflectively. “There is no good counting wind or wave. The Spaniard,
-too, is not dead yet, worse luck to him.”</p>
-
-<p>“I saw that about the <i>Polly</i>,” said young Walton interestedly.
-“Perhaps the government will wake up now to our situation. The Spaniard
-can wipe our vessels off the seas and hide behind the piracy idea. We
-need more war vessels and that quickly, I think.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I, too,” said Astor. “But we are like to have them now. Only
-to-day Congress voted to buy more land across the East River there,”
-and he waved his spy-glass in the direction of the green outlines of
-Long Island.</p>
-
-<p>“And that reminds me,” said Walton, pulling out his timepiece by the
-fob attached to it; “I but now met Goelet, who says there is to be a
-boat tried at the Collect which goes without sail. It is to be run by
-steam.”</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_356">[Pg 356]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Ha!” exclaimed Cruger, “I have no time for such nonsense.”</p>
-
-<p>“I heard of it,” remarked Astor. “Possibly there is something to it.
-There could be no harm in going to see.</p>
-
-<p>“I am going” said Walton, “and by-the-bye, it is high time I was on my
-way.”</p>
-
-<p>“And if you have no objection I go with you,” said Astor, who was
-seriously interested to know if there was anything to this idea or not.
-Others hearing this joined them.</p>
-
-<p>Having thus secured companionship, young Walton proceeded up the
-Whitehall slip to the Bowling Green, whence, with his friends, he now
-turned into the Broadway, and so out past the fine residences and
-occasional stores of that new thoroughfare to the old White residence,
-where later was to be White Street, and thence eastward, across the
-open common, to the Collect, where is now the Tombs. Quite a formidable
-company of sightseers had gathered, the aristocracy, gentry, and common
-rabble forming in separate groups. A very plain and homely looking
-individual of the older school, clad in swallowtail and knee breeches,
-was there with a contrivance large enough to sustain his own weight
-in the water, which he was endeavoring with a wrench, a hammer, and
-an oil can to put in final shape for the very important experiment of
-traveling without sail. Naturally he had the undivided and even pushing
-and prying attention of all present.</p>
-
-<p>While the citizens thus gazed, awaiting in comfortable idleness for
-something of the marvelous to happen, there came a clattering sound
-along the east road toward<span class="pagenum" id="Page_357">[Pg 357]</span> the city, where suddenly appeared the
-outlines of Van Huicken’s water wagon, a great hogshead on wheels,
-which, by its rumbling haste, suggested fire. Close after followed the
-Almerich, another vehicle of the same kind, which secured its name from
-its owner. Both drivers hailed the crowd while yet a distance off with
-shouts of “Fire!” and then from distant Fulton Street were heard the
-sounds of a bell tolling out the same intelligence.</p>
-
-<p>Everybody now wavered uncertainly between the possibility of witnessing
-a marvelous invention and the certainty of seeing a splendid
-conflagration, with the result that certainty triumphed. Instantly upon
-learning the nature of the fire, both commonry and gentry departed,
-leaving Astor and Walton, with their associates, gazing at the
-tinkering wonder-worker alone.</p>
-
-<p>“That must be near the President’s house,” observed Walton, who was
-looking toward the city. “It may spread.”</p>
-
-<p>“This fellow will get nothing out of his machine to-day, I fear,”
-returned Astor, moved by the thought of a dangerous and yet interesting
-fire as he gazed rather unfavorably upon the quiet inventor, who had
-not remained unaware of this public defection. “Let us go back.”</p>
-
-<p>With somewhat more of eagerness than was conformable with their general
-stately bearing, this rather important local company now took up the
-trail of the water wagons and returned.</p>
-
-<p>In William Street, just off the Old Boston Road and near the
-newly-named Liberty Street, were many signs of public excitement. The
-fine residence of the Athorps, recently leased by the French minister,
-had<span class="pagenum" id="Page_358">[Pg 358]</span> taken fire, and was rapidly burning. Although nine of the fourteen
-water-pumps of the city were upon the scene of action, and eight
-men were toiling at each handle, little progress was making. Bucket
-brigades were also in operation, the volunteer citizens drawing upon
-every well in the neighborhood for blocks about; but to small result.
-The flames gained apace. Men ran looking for Goiter’s water conveyance,
-which had not yet been pressed into action, and Huicken’s Broadway
-sprinkler, which, however, had already been sent to the Collect for
-more water. There was a deal of clatter and confusion, coupled with the
-absolute certainty of destruction, for no pumping could throw the water
-beyond the second story. More than once the tank supply, as rattled
-forward from the Collect and the East River, was totally suspended,
-while the flames gained new ground. This latter was due to the badness
-of the roads and the inadequacy of the help at the supply end, where,
-since all thought to gaze upon the fire, none were remaining to help
-the lone Huicken or the energetic Goiter.</p>
-
-<p>When this last company of volunteer fire fighters arrived, with their
-buckets and other contrivances for fighting a blaze, the flames had
-gained such headway that there was little to be done. Walton wasted
-half an hour discussing fire protection, and then bethought himself of
-his luncheon engagement.</p>
-
-<p>“I must be out of this,” he said to Astor, as they stood gazing upon
-the flames and the surging throng. “I am late as it is.”</p>
-
-<p>The genial forefather scarcely heard him at all. So interested was he
-that his own luncheon mattered not at all. Quietly Walton withdrew
-then, and getting<span class="pagenum" id="Page_359">[Pg 359]</span> back into Boston Road and the Broadway, betook
-himself toward the Bowling Green and Madame Kortright’s.</p>
-
-<p>That lady’s mansion was to the west of the old playground, looking out
-over lawn and lane to some space of water to be seen in the East River
-and a boat or two at anchor in the bay. As he tapped upon the broad
-door with its brazen knocker, a liveried servant opened to him, bowing
-profoundly in greeting.</p>
-
-<p>“Will Master Walton give me his hat and gloves?”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Master Walton,” remarked the hostess, who now entered smiling. “I
-had almost doubted your punctuality, though you have good reason. Whose
-house is it burning?”</p>
-
-<p>“Count Rennay’s,” answered Walton, mentioning the French representative
-to our government.</p>
-
-<p>“I have sent a servant to discover it for me, but he has not yet
-returned. It must have fascinated him also. We must sit to lunch at
-once, sir.”</p>
-
-<p>As the hostess said this, she turned about in her great hoops, now but
-recently, like long trousers, come into fashion, and led the way. Her
-hair was done in the curls of the post-revolution period, three at
-each side, about the ears, and a tall chignon that was almost a curl
-in itself. With stately grace she led the way to the dining chamber
-and bowed him to his place. Eulalia, a daughter, and Sophia, a friend,
-entered almost at the same moment with them through another door.</p>
-
-<p>At the head of the long, oaken table there were already standing the
-two black table servants of this dignified household, splendid imported
-Africans, trained in Virginia. My lady’s table was a-gleam with much of
-the richest plate and old Holland china in<span class="pagenum" id="Page_360">[Pg 360]</span> the city. An immense silver
-candelabra graced the center, and at every corner were separate graven
-gold sticks making a splendid show.</p>
-
-<p>“I have the greatest terror of fire anywhere in our city,” began
-the hostess, even as young Walton was bowing. “We have so little
-protection. I have urged upon our selectmen the necessity of providing
-something better than we have—a water tower or something of the sort
-but so far nothing has come of it.”</p>
-
-<p>“You were at the fire, Master Walton?” inquired the handsome Eulalie
-archly.</p>
-
-<p>“I came that way with several friends from the Collect,” he answered.</p>
-
-<p>“Why the Collect?” asked the hostess, who was now seated with the two
-blacks towering above her.</p>
-
-<p>“There is a man there who has a boat which is to go without sail, as I
-understand it, providing his idea is correct. It is to go by steam, I
-believe, only he did not succeed in making it so do to-day, at least
-not while I was there. It may have gone, though. I could not wait to
-see.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh marvelous,” exclaimed Eulalie, putting up a pair of pretty hands,
-“and really is it a boat that will travel so?”</p>
-
-<p>“I cannot vouch for that,” returned the youth gravely. “It was not
-going when we visited it. The fire and my engagement took the entire
-audience of the inventor away,” and he smiled.</p>
-
-<p>“I shall have no faith in any such trap as that until I see it,”
-observed Madame Kortright. “Fancy being on the water and no sail to
-waft you. Mercy!”</p>
-
-<p>“I fancy it will be some time before men will venture<span class="pagenum" id="Page_361">[Pg 361]</span> afar on any such
-craft,” returned the youth; “but it is a bit curious.”</p>
-
-<p>“Dangerous, I should say,” suggested Mistress Sophia.</p>
-
-<p>“No,” said Walton, “not that, I think. My father has often told me that
-Master Franklin predicted to him that men should harness the lightning
-before many years. That is even more strange than this.”</p>
-
-<p>“That may all be true,” said Madame Kortright, “but it has not come to
-pass yet. It will never be in our time, I fear. But did you hear of the
-case of jewels at Maton’s?”</p>
-
-<p>“Has he imported something new?” inquired Eulalie smartly.</p>
-
-<p>“The last ship brought a case of gems for him, I hear,” continued the
-hostess. “That should be of interest to you, Master Walton.”</p>
-
-<p>The youth flushed slightly at the implication involved. His attentions
-to Mistress Beppie Cruger were becoming a subject of pleasing social
-comment.</p>
-
-<p>“So it is,” he said gaily, as he recovered his composure. “I shall look
-in upon Maton this very afternoon.”</p>
-
-<p>“And I should like to see what is new in France,” said the ruddy Sophia
-seriously. “I have not an earring or a pin in my collection that is not
-as old as the hills——”</p>
-
-<p>“Nor any the less valuable, I venture,” answered Walton, with an
-impressive air.</p>
-
-<p>“I would give them for new ones, believe me,” returned the girl
-quaintly.</p>
-
-<p>Upon this gossiping company the two blacks waited with almost noiseless
-accuracy, one serving at each<span class="pagenum" id="Page_362">[Pg 362]</span> side in answer to silent looks and nods
-from the hostess. Walton watched them out of the corner of his eye,
-gossiping the while. In his new home, he thought, whenever the fair
-lady consented, there should be two such lackeys gracing her more
-tender beauty. He could not help thinking how much more effective they
-would appear behind her than his present hostess, who, however, was
-attractive enough. It made him restless to depart, for certainly this
-afternoon he should definitely, if he could, learn his fate. The jewels
-would be one excuse. He would take her to look at the jewels before the
-evening called them to the theater, and then he would see.</p>
-
-<p>Once he was free of the entertainment provided, he hurried away into
-Wall Street, the spire of Trinity already beginning to cast a short
-eastward shadow. About the building occupied as the new National
-Capitol a few dignitaries from the colonies were to be seen. The new
-mixture of stores among the residences was beginning to make lovely
-Wall Street less conservative. A bank had opened just below the
-Capitol, its entrance reaching out to the very sidewalk and hedging in
-the view of the gardens beyond. Soon, if the city kept on growing, all
-the fine old gardens would have to go.</p>
-
-<p>He pondered, as he walked, until he came to a certain gateway below
-William Street, where he entered. From a window looking out upon a
-small balcony above a face disappeared, and now he was greeted by
-another pompous servant at the door.</p>
-
-<p>“My compliments,” he said, “to Mistress Cruger, if she pleases, and I
-am waiting.”</p>
-
-<p>The servant bowed and retired. In a few moments<span class="pagenum" id="Page_363">[Pg 363]</span> more there fluttered
-down into the large reception room from above the loveliest embodiment
-of the new order of finery that he had ever seen. Such daintiness in
-curls and laces, such lightness in silken flounces displayed upon
-spreading hoops, he felt to be without equal. With a graceful courtesy
-she received his almost ponderous bow.</p>
-
-<p>“Mother gives you her greeting, and she cannot come with us to-day,”
-she said. “She has a very severe headache.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am very sorry to hear that,” he replied sympathetically, “but you
-will come? The weather has favored us, and I fancy the meadows will be
-beautiful to see.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, I will come,” she returned smiling. “It is not quite three,
-however,” she added. “You are early.”</p>
-
-<p>“I know,” he answered, “but we may talk until then. Besides there is
-something I wish you to see before theater time—no, I will tell you of
-it later. Henry will be on time.”</p>
-
-<p>They seated themselves very respectfully distant and took up the
-morning’s commonplaces. Had he heard of the fire and where the French
-minister was now being entertained? Cards had but this morning come
-from the Jacob Van Dams for a reception at their new house in Broome
-Street. The Goelets were to build farther out in Pearl Street.</p>
-
-<p>“I think it is a shame,” she said, “the way they are deserting us in
-this street. We shall have to go also very shortly, and I like Wall
-Street.”</p>
-
-<p>“When your turn comes perhaps you will not mind it so much,” he
-returned, thinking of the proposal he<span class="pagenum" id="Page_364">[Pg 364]</span> hoped to find the courage to
-make. “Broome Street is certainly pleasing after the new style.”</p>
-
-<p>She thought of all the fine residences being erected in that new
-residence section, and for some, to him, inexplicable reason, smiled.
-Outside, through the vine-festooned window, she could see a broad, open
-barouche turning.</p>
-
-<p>“Here is the carriage,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>As they came out of the quiet chamber into the open sunlight, part
-of their stilted reserve vanished. Once in the carriage beside him,
-she smiled happily. As they rolled into William Street and up the Old
-Boston Road into the green shaded Bowery, she laughed for the very joy
-of laughing.</p>
-
-<p>“It is good to feel spring again,” she said, “the cold days are so
-many.”</p>
-
-<p>As they traveled, an occasional citizen before his doorway, or pleasure
-seeker upon horseback, greeted them. The distinguished Aaron Burr was
-here prancing gaily countryward. Old Peter Stuyvesant’s mansion was
-kept as rich in flowers as when he had been alive to care for it.</p>
-
-<p>“Are not the fields beautiful about here?” he observed, after they had
-passed the region of the Collect.</p>
-
-<p>“Lovely,” she returned. “I never see them but I think of dancing, they
-are so soft.”</p>
-
-<p>“Let us get out and walk upon them, anyhow,” he answered. “Henry can
-wait for us at the turn yonder.”</p>
-
-<p>He was pointing to a far point, where, through a clump of trees, the
-winding footpath, leading out<span class="pagenum" id="Page_365">[Pg 365]</span> from here, joined Broadway, now a lane
-through the woods and fields.</p>
-
-<p>Gaily she acquiesced, and he helped her down. When the servant was out
-of hearing, he reached for a dandelion, and pressing his lips to it
-said, “Here is a token.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of what?” she said shyly.</p>
-
-<p>“What should it be?” he asked wistfully.</p>
-
-<p>“Spring, probably.”</p>
-
-<p>“And nothing else?”</p>
-
-<p>“Youth,” she answered, laughing.</p>
-
-<p>“And nothing else?” he questioned, drawing close with a tenderness in
-his voice.</p>
-
-<p>“How should I know?” she said, laughing and casting it down, because of
-her fear of the usual significance of the situation.</p>
-
-<p>“You mustn’t throw it away,” he said stooping. “Keep it. I’ll tell you
-what it means. I—I——”</p>
-
-<p>“See the wild roses!” she exclaimed, suddenly increasing her pace. “I
-should rather have some of those for a token, if you please.”</p>
-
-<p>He relaxed his tension, and hastened for that which she desired. When
-he returned to hand them to her, she was laughing at something.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, you laugh,” he said sadly. “I think I know why.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is because of the day,” she answered.</p>
-
-<p>Somehow he could make no progress with his declaration until it was too
-late. Already they were near the carriage, and south along the road a
-quarter of a mile was the Lispenard country house. Her relatives, the
-Lispenards, were there as owners. He scarcely had time for what he
-wished to say.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_366">[Pg 366]</span></p>
-
-<p>“Shall we stop there?” he asked in a subdued murmur, as in driving
-again they neared the long piazza where guests were seated enjoying the
-prospect of the meadows beyond. “It is four now, and the play begins at
-six. There are some new jewels from France at Maton’s, which I thought
-you might like to see before then.”</p>
-
-<p>“Jewels from France! Oh, yes, I should like to see those. Let us go
-there,” she answered. “But I must have time to dress, too, you know.”</p>
-
-<p>To the guests then, bowing as they passed, they returned a smiling nod,
-and meeting others in carriages and chairs, extended this same courtesy
-as they went along. Walton brooded in a mock-dreary manner, but finding
-that it availed nothing thought to tempt her considerateness with
-jewels.</p>
-
-<p>“What trinkets are these you have from France of which I hear?” he
-inquired of Maton as they entered that sturdy jeweler’s shop in Maiden
-Lane.</p>
-
-<p>“On the very last packet,” explained the latter, spreading the best of
-his importations upon a black velvet cloth before them. “You will not
-see the like of these six diamonds in New York again for many years, I
-warrant you. Look at this.”</p>
-
-<p>He held up an exquisitely wrought ring of French workmanship, in which
-a fine stone was gleaming, and smiled upon it approvingly.</p>
-
-<p>“Look,” he said, “it is very large. It is cut by Toussard. Did you ever
-see such workmanship?” He turned it over and over, and then held it
-lovingly up. “The band itself is so small,” he added, “that I believe
-it would fit the lady’s finger—let us see.”</p>
-
-<p>Coquettishly she put out her hand, and then seeing<span class="pagenum" id="Page_367">[Pg 367]</span> that it marvelously
-slipped on and fitted, opened her eyes wide.</p>
-
-<p>“Now, is not that beautiful!” exclaimed the jeweler. “What a gem! The
-finest of any that I have imported yet, and it fits as though it had
-been ordered for her.” He cast a persuasive smile upon Walton whose
-interest in the fair Beppie he well knew. The latter pretended not the
-slightest understanding.</p>
-
-<p>“It is well cut,” she said.</p>
-
-<p>“And the loveliest you have ever worn,” added Walton hopefully.</p>
-
-<p>By her side, in front of the counter and between their bodies, he was
-endeavoring to take her free hand.</p>
-
-<p>“Let it stay,” he said gently, when he had secured it, and was
-signalling the significance of the ring to her fingers.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh,” she said, smiling as if she were only jesting, “you are too
-daring. I might!”</p>
-
-<p>“Do,” he answered.</p>
-
-<p>“Such a ring!” said the jeweler.</p>
-
-<p>“I will then,” said she.</p>
-
-<p>“Then, Master Maton,” said Walton, “you need only send the bill to me,”
-and he laughed as he pushed the remaining display away.</p>
-
-<p>As they came out, after having vaguely picked over the others, the
-young lover was all elation. Upon the narrow side-path a servant
-wheeling a trunk to the Liverpool dock upon a barrow brushed him
-rudely, but he did not notice. Only a newsboy crying out the
-<i>Gazette</i>, the blast of the bugle of the incoming stage coach
-from Boston, the dust of the side-path, where the helper of the Apollo
-was sweeping the lobby preparatory to the performance of the night,
-attracted<span class="pagenum" id="Page_368">[Pg 368]</span> and pleased him. He helped his fiancée gaily into the
-carriage and half bounded with joy to the seat beside her, where he
-smiled and smiled.</p>
-
-<p>“I may not wear it, though,” said his betrothed, now that the
-remarkable episode was over, and she held up a dainty finger; “because,
-as you know, you have not spoken to my father as yet.”</p>
-
-<p>“Keep it, nevertheless,” he answered. “I will speak to him fast enough.”</p>
-
-<p>“I give you good-day, Master Walton,” said the distinguished Jefferson
-as they passed from William into Wall Street, near where that statesman
-made temporary stopping-place when in the city.</p>
-
-<p>“Master Jefferson, William,” cried his fiancée softly, using for the
-first time his given name. “Master Jefferson has bid you good-day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good evening!” cried Walton, all deference in a moment because of the
-error which his excitement had occasioned, “good evening to you, sir!”
-and he bowed, and bowed very gracefully again.</p>
-
-<p>“How can I be so mindful, though, of all these formalities,” he said
-explanatorily as he turned once more to his fair intended, “when I have
-you? It is not to be expected.”</p>
-
-<p>“But necessary, just the same,” she said. “And if you are to begin thus
-quickly neglecting your duties, what am I to think?”</p>
-
-<p>For answer he took her hand. Elatedly then they made their way to the
-old homestead again, and there being compelled to leave her while
-she dressed for the theater, he made his way toward the broad and
-tree-shaded Bowery, where was the only true and idyllic walk for a
-lover. The older houses nearest the<span class="pagenum" id="Page_369">[Pg 369]</span> city, redolent in their Dutch
-architecture of an older and even quainter period; the wide paths and
-broad doorways, rich in both vines and flowers; the rapidly decreasing
-evidences of population as one’s steps led northward—all combined
-to soothe and set dreaming the poetic mind. Here young Walton, as so
-many before him, strolled and hummed, thinking of all that life and
-the young city held for him. Now, indeed, was his fortune truly made.
-Love was his, the lovely Beppie, no less. Here then he decided to build
-that mansion of his own—far out, indeed, above Broome Street, but in
-this self-same thoroughfare where all was so suggestive of flowers and
-romance. He had no inkling, as he pondered, of what a century might
-bring forth. The crush and stress and wretchedness fast treading upon
-this path of loveliness he could not see.</p>
-
-
-<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop" />
-
-<div class="chapter transnote">
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="Transcribers_Note">Transcriber’s Note:</h2>
-<p>Minor errors and omissions in punctuation and spelling have been fixed.</p>
-<p><a href="#Page_31">Page 31:</a> “never any flare” changed to “<a href="#flair">never any flair</a>”</p>
-<p><a href="#Page_42">Page 42:</a> “eying him sympathetically” changed to “<a href="#eying">eyeing him sympathetically</a>”.</p>
-<p><a href="#Page_50">Page 50:</a> “sometimes thought, cold, lips were now parted in” was <a href="#transpose">transposed</a> with “a faint, gracious smile, or trace of one. He had”. This has been corrected.</p>
-<p><a href="#Page_67">Page 67:</a> “Larvæ and chrysalis” changed to “<a href="#chrysalis">Larvæ and chrysalises</a>”.</p>
-<p><a href="#Page_72">Page 72:</a> “jaws in his neck” changed to “<a href="#jaws">neck in his jaws</a>”.</p>
-<p><a href="#Page_202">Page 202:</a> “the rout of street cars” changed to “<a href="#rout">the route of street cars</a>”.</p>
-<p><a href="#Page_205">Page 205:</a> “Dontcha like me?” changed to “<a href="#dont">Don’tcha like me?</a>”.</p>
-<p><a href="#Page_256">Page 256:</a> “influence her help” changed to “<a href="#tohelp">influence her to help</a>”.</p>
-<p><a href="#Page_263">Page 263:</a> “that’s you real” changed to “<a href="#your">that’s your real</a>”.</p>
-<p><a href="#Page_332">Page 332:</a> “Just as he thought” changed to “<a href="#she">Just as she thought</a>”.</p>
-<p><a href="#Page_339">Page 339:</a> “Cézanne, Goguin, Matisse,” changed to “<a href="#goguin">Cézanne, Gauguin, Matisse,</a>”.</p>
-</div>
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