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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The triumph over Midian, by A. L. O.
-E.
-
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-Title: The triumph over Midian
-
-Author: A. L. O. E.
-
-Release Date: May 26, 2022 [eBook #68179]
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-Language: English
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE TRIUMPH OVER MIDIAN ***
-
-
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration: GIDEON’S NIGHT ATTACK ON THE MIDIANITES
-
-Page 236.]
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration]
-
- THE
- TRIUMPH OVER MIDIAN.
-
- _By
- A. L. O. E._
-
- _Author of “The Shepherd of Bethlehem,” “Exiles in Babylon,”
- “Rescued from Egypt,” &c._
-
- [Illustration]
-
- LONDON:
- T. NELSON AND SONS, PATERNOSTER ROW;
- EDINBURGH; AND NEW YORK.
-
- 1874.
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration: PREFACE]
-
-
-In attempting to illustrate the history of the victory of Gideon, I am
-conscious that I am entering on well-trodden ground. Others have gathered
-the lessons and examined the types with which that portion of the
-Scripture-field is so richly studded. I lay claim to little originality
-of thought on the subject which I have chosen. A humble task has been
-mine; that of endeavouring to show that the same faith by which heroes of
-old _out of weakness were made strong, waxed valiant in fight, turned to
-flight the armies of the aliens_, is still, as the gift of God’s grace,
-bestowed on the lowliest Christian. Writing, as I have done, under the
-depressing influence of domestic sorrow, and the languor of weak health,
-I feel how very imperfectly I have executed my task; but I humbly
-commend my little work to Him who despiseth not the feeble, and whose
-blessing on the humblest instrument can make it effectual in His service.
-
- A. L. O. E.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration: CONTENTS]
-
-
- I. THE RETURN, 9
-
- II. BROKEN BUBBLES, 19
-
- III. LECTURE I.—MIDIANITES IN POSSESSION, 39
-
- IV. THE LITTLE MAID, 49
-
- V. THE DEATH-BED MESSAGE, 62
-
- VI. LECTURE II.—FAITH IN THE PROMISE, 76
-
- VII. A SERMON BY THE FIRESIDE, 85
-
- VIII. THE SISTER’S VISIT, 96
-
- IX. LECTURE III.—FAITH IN OBEDIENCE, 112
-
- X. OPENING THE CASKET, 122
-
- XI. TIDINGS, 133
-
- XII. LECTURE IV.—FAITH IN TRIAL, 145
-
- XIII. A PROMISE, 154
-
- XIV. SUSPICIONS, 169
-
- XV. EVIL TONGUES, 183
-
- XVI. LECTURE V.—FAITH CONFIRMED, 196
-
- XVII. DISCLOSURE, 203
-
- XVIII. MERCY AND SELF-DENIAL, 214
-
- XIX. REFRESHMENT, 227
-
- XX. LECTURE VI.—FAITH VICTORIOUS, 235
-
- XXI. BONDAGE, 243
-
- XXII. THE NIGHT, 252
-
- XXIII. A SISTER’S VOICE, 259
-
- XXIV. A TRIUMPH, 277
-
- XXV. LECTURE VII.—FAITH CROWNED, 288
-
- XXVI. CONCLUSION, 298
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration]
-
-THE TRIUMPH OVER MIDIAN.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-THE RETURN.
-
-
-“Home, once more at home!” how joyful sounded the exclamation from the
-lips of Edith Lestrange, and how brightly sparkled her eyes as she
-uttered it, as, with a step light as a fawn’s, she revisited each spot
-which five years’ absence had only made more dear. With joyous impatience
-she ascended the broad oaken staircase of Castle Lestrange, to flit like
-a fairy from room to room, lingering longest in the old nursery, where
-she had known childhood’s pleasures, with not a few of its sorrows—and
-the playroom, in which her toys were still stored. There was the doll
-that had been to her as a companion, to which the lonely little heiress
-had whispered many a trouble; the pretty picture-books, the miniature
-tea-things of delicate china, that had been such sources of amusement. It
-was a pleasure to Edith, from recollections of “auld lang syne,” to touch
-and handle these childish treasures, though at the age of eleven she
-deemed herself no longer a child.
-
-Then to the newly-returned traveller how great were the delights of the
-garden and the park,—the one bright with the flowers of spring, the
-other donning its light green robe, while in the sheltered mossy dells
-fragrance of violets filled the air. Edith almost wondered that the
-light-footed deer should bound away on her approach: her heart felt so
-full of joy and kindness, that it seemed strange that any living creature
-should fear her. The heiress of Lestrange took pleasure in visiting the
-cottage of her father’s steward, where the familiar faces of Holdich and
-his wife were as the faces of old friends, bright with hearty welcome.
-Her canary, cared for by Mrs. Holdich during her absence, was tamer than
-ever, and its quivering notes of delight seemed to its youthful mistress
-an echo of the music of happiness which sounded within her own soul.
-
-For Edith did not return to the castle of her ancestors as she had left
-it five years before—a feeble, fragile invalid. She no longer painfully
-dragged her weary limbs along, with languor oppressing her spirits;
-springing and elastic was the step which now bounded over the mossy
-turf. The cheeks that had been almost as colourless as the snowdrop,
-had now a faint dawn of colour upon them, like that on the opening buds
-of the apple-blossom. Edith was still a delicate plant, like an exotic
-reared in a hot-house, but an exotic skilfully tended, expanding its
-petals in healthful life.
-
-“Oh, how true it is that there is no place like home!” exclaimed Edith,
-as she sauntered up the broad avenue, with sunshine on her path, and the
-blue cloud-flecked sky smiling above her.
-
-The observation was addressed to her cousin, Isa Gritton, who was
-spending a day at the Castle, a short time after the return of Sir Digby
-Lestrange and his daughter. Isa was a young lady whose age might be about
-two or three and twenty, and who might therefore have scarcely been
-deemed a suitable companion for one so youthful as Edith, had not the
-little heiress possessed a mind so early matured by the discipline of
-trial that she was scarcely regarded as a child by those who intimately
-knew her. Isa Gritton was a tall and graceful girl, with auburn hair, and
-eyes like those of the gazelle—large, soft, and expressive: mirroring
-each passing emotion, whether it were that of mirth and gladness, or, as
-was now the case, a shadow of painful thought.
-
-“Do you not feel with me,” said Edith, “that there is a charm in the very
-name of _home_?”
-
-[Illustration: THE COUSINS.]
-
-“I did so once,” replied Isa, with a sigh; “but for the last two years,
-since the loss of my dear father, I cannot be said to have had a real
-home.”
-
-“But you have one now, dear Isa,” said Edith; “and oh, how glad I am
-that your brother chose to build one at Wildwaste, so near us. Why, even
-I—who never perform great feats in the walking line—will be able to
-manage the distance on foot; it is barely a mile, I hear. I dare say that
-Mr. Gritton kindly chose the site of his house there on purpose that you
-might be near your uncle and cousin. To meet you often, very often, will
-be such a pleasure to me; I shall feel as if I had at last what I have so
-often longed for, a sister to share all my sorrows and joys. I will soon
-return your visit, and you shall show me your brother’s new house. Has he
-not built a charming retreat, with a pretty garden and shrubbery round
-it?”
-
-Isa Gritton laughed: but there was a little bitterness in the laugh.
-“Tastes differ,” she replied; “and Gaspar having been his own architect,
-he doubtless admires his work. But my ideal of beauty is hardly realized
-by a house that looks as if a geni had transplanted it bodily from
-one of the smaller streets of London, in all the newness of yellowish
-brick as yet undarkened by soot, and had dropped it on the edge of a
-morass—not a tree within half a mile of it—where it stands staring out
-of its blindless windows as if wondering how it came there, with nothing
-to remind it of London but the great soap manufactory, which is the most
-conspicuous object in the view, the smoke of which might do duty for that
-of a whole street in the city.”
-
-“How could Mr. Gritton build such a house, and in such a place!”
-exclaimed Edith in surprise; “I could not fancy you in a home that was
-not pretty and picturesque. I have no clear remembrance of Wildwaste save
-as a wide flat common sprinkled with gorse, for I seldom or never visited
-the hamlet when I was a little child.”
-
-“You will scarcely care to visit it often now, except out of compassion
-for me,” said Isa, smiling. “Mr. Eardley tells me, however, that
-Wildwaste, bad as it is, is greatly improved from what it was some years
-ago, when it had nothing in the shape of a school.”
-
-“Mr. Eardley—then you know him?” cried Edith, brightening at the mention
-of the pastor whom she reverenced and loved.
-
-“Yes,” replied Isa; “though, Wildwaste not being in the parish of Axe, we
-do not belong to his flock. Mr. Eardley had heard, through your steward’s
-wife, I believe, that we wanted a girl to help in the house. He called to
-recommend to us a young protegée of his own, a black-eyed gipsy-looking
-little creature, who blushes scarlet when she is spoken to, and seems to
-be afraid of the sound of her own voice. I think, however, that with a
-little training Lottie Stone will suit us very well.”
-
-“Do you not like Mr. Eardley?” said Edith, looking as if assured that the
-answer must be in the affirmative.
-
-“Very much; I wish that he were our clergyman instead of Mr. Bull, who
-must be nearly eighty years old, and who—but I don’t think it well to
-criticize preachers.”
-
-“We attend the service at Axe—we drive there, for it is much too far
-off for a walk,” said Edith Lestrange. “You shall come with us every
-Sunday—that is to say,” she added, with a little hesitation, “if you
-don’t mind leaving your brother. Papa does not like more than three in
-the carriage.”
-
-“Perhaps I ought not to leave Gaspar,” said Isa, gravely; and she added,
-but not aloud, “if I were not with him, I fear that he would not go to a
-place of worship at all.—No, Edith,” she said to her cousin, “I am afraid
-that I cannot accompany you to Axe on Sundays, but I have promised Mr.
-Eardley to bring Lottie twice a week to the little cottage-lectures which
-he gives in the dwelling of Holdich the steward.”
-
-“Then we shall always meet there,” observed Edith. “I have such a sweet
-remembrance of those cottage-meetings, though I was such a little girl
-when I went to them that of course I could not understand all that I
-heard. I felt as if there were such peace, and holiness, and Christian
-kindness in that quiet home-church, where young and old, and rich and
-poor, gathered to hear God’s truth, and pray and praise together. And
-Holdich himself is such a good man,” continued Edith warmly: “it is not
-merely that he does not mind openly confessing his religion—whatever
-people may think of it—but that he lives up to what he professes. Papa
-went on the Continent, you know, rather in haste, and there had been a
-little confusion in his affairs, and no time to set them right. Papa was
-always so generous, and those about him had abused his confidence so
-sadly.”
-
-“Yes, I heard something of that,” observed Isa, who, like the rest of the
-world, was aware that Sir Digby’s ostentatious extravagance had plunged
-him into pecuniary difficulties, and that change of air for his invalid
-child, though the ostensible, had not been the only cause of his retreat.
-
-“But Holdich has brought everything into such beautiful order,” continued
-Edith,—“he has quite surprised papa by the way in which he has managed
-the estate. He has cared for his master’s interests as much, I think
-_more_ than if they had been his own. Papa used to suspect people who had
-the name of being very pious, but he said this morning at breakfast, ‘A
-man like my steward, who brings his Christianity into his daily dealings,
-does more to convince infidels of the real power of faith than all the
-learned books that ever were written.’ I treasured up the words to repeat
-them to Holdich’s wife. I think that she and her husband are the happiest
-people that I know, and especially now that their son is doing so well as
-a schoolmaster under Mr. Eardley.”
-
-“The subject of the new series of cottage-lectures is to be Gideon’s
-Triumph over Midian,” observed Isa.
-
-“And the first is to begin at seven this evening,” said Edith. “Papa has
-given me leave to be always present—at least when the weather is fine;
-and some of our servants will go too. They are not all able to get to
-church on Sundays, for Axe is five miles from the Castle.”
-
-The cousins, slowly sauntering up the avenue, had now reached a grassy
-mound at the end of it, on which a tall weather-cock stood, and which
-might be ascended by a flight of marble steps. Having mounted these
-steps, a very extensive and beautiful prospect lay before Isa and Edith,
-while a rural seat invited them to rest and enjoy it.
-
-“I have looked upon many lovely views in Italy,” observed Edith, as her
-eye wandered with delight over the scene; “but, to my mind, there is none
-to compare with this. I always missed that dear little spire seen in the
-distance yonder, where I knew that Sunday after Sunday the real truth was
-preached in my own native tongue by a servant of God. It always seems to
-me with Mr. Eardley as if he were like the disciples, who went to their
-Master and had their directions in the morning straight from His lips;
-and that in the evening, when his labour was over, he would go and ‘tell
-Jesus’ all that he had done, and all that he had tried to do—receive the
-Lord’s smile and His blessing, and then lie down to rest at His feet.”
-
-“It seems so with some clergymen,” said Isa. “When they feed the people
-with the bread of the Word, we feel that they have just taken it from
-the hands of the Lord—that He has given thanks, and blessed, and broken
-it; so that we look from the servant to the Master, and realize that the
-ministry of the gospel is hallowed service indeed.”
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration]
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-BROKEN BUBBLES.
-
-
-“So you especially enjoyed your stay at Florence,” said Isa, after the
-conversation had taken a less serious turn.
-
-“I was very happy there; it was so beautiful, and we knew such very nice
-people. I should have liked to have stayed there much longer.”
-
-“And why did you not remain there?” asked Isa. “Did not Sir Digby enjoy
-Florence too?”
-
-“Very much indeed, until—until a lady came to stay there who spoilt all
-his pleasure in the place.”
-
-“How was that?” said Isa.
-
-“Why, the lady was witty; at least people said so; but if her kind of
-talking was wit, I wish that there were no such thing in the world. All
-her delight seemed to be to gossip and make her friends merry; and so
-long as they laughed, she did not much mind what they laughed at. You
-see,” continued Edith in a confidential tone, “her mother had lived in
-the Castle, and she talked a great deal about that. Now, of course, it
-was quite right and noble in papa to let strangers come here while we
-were away—and there had been difficulties, as you know—but he did not
-like its being talked about to every one.”
-
-Isa could easily comprehend that her proud uncle had been very sensitive
-on the subject of the letting of his ancestral mansion.
-
-“And then,” pursued Edith, “she mixed up what was true with what was
-not true; and how could strangers tell whether she spoke in jest or in
-earnest? She said that papa had been harsh and violent to his servants;
-and that was shamefully false!” exclaimed the girl, with a flush of
-indignation on the face usually so gentle and calm—“he had been only too
-indulgent and trustful. In short, this lady made Florence so unpleasant
-by her gossip, that papa could bear it no longer. He said that he would
-never willingly be for a day in the same city with Cora Madden.”
-
-“Cora Madden!” repeated Isa, with a little start; and Edith, who had been
-looking up at her cousin, saw with surprise a stern, gloomy expression
-pass over her countenance like a shadow.
-
-“Do you know Miss Madden?” inquired the baronet’s daughter.
-
-“Do I know her?” repeated Isa slowly, with her hazel eyes bent on
-the ground. Then suddenly she raised them, as she uttered the abrupt
-question, “Edith, do you know what it is to hate?”
-
-“Hate? no, not exactly,” replied the gentle girl; “but there are some
-persons whom I do not like at all—some with whom I feel angry at times. I
-was angry with Miss Madden one day when she was laughing at Mr. Eardley,
-and mimicking his manner. I thought her doing so was so silly, so wrong.
-Besides, rudeness to one’s friends tries one’s patience a great deal more
-than unkindness to one’s self.”
-
-“Cora reminds me of the description of the wicked in the Psalms,”
-observed Isa—“‘_They shoot out their arrows, even bitter words._’ She
-cares little where the darts alight, or how deep they may pierce.”
-
-Edith, who had a very tender conscience, was very doubtful whether such
-an application of a text from Scripture was consistent with Christian
-charity. Without venturing, however, to reprove, she merely observed in
-her gentle tone, “I am sorry that I spoke of Cora at all. It was breaking
-a rule which I had made.”
-
-“What is your rule?” asked Isa.
-
-“Never to speak of those whom I cannot like, except to God,” replied
-Edith.
-
-“And what do you say of them to God?”
-
-“Oh, if I speak of them to God, I must speak _for_ them,” answered little
-Edith; “I dare not do anything else, for the Lord has told us to love
-our enemies, and we could not bring malice into our prayers.”
-
-“Yours is a good rule, darling,” said Isa, and she turned to imprint a
-kiss on the forehead of her cousin. “Let us speak no more of Cora Madden,
-and may God help us to obey the most difficult command contained in all
-the Bible!”
-
-To explain why the command appeared such a hard one to the young
-maiden—why the very name of Cora called up bitter remembrances to her
-mind—it is needful that I should let the reader know something of the
-previous history of Isa Gritton.
-
-Like her cousin Edith, Isa had early lost her mother, and had been the
-only daughter in her father’s home; but otherwise there had been little
-resemblance between the early childhood of the two. Edith, a crippled,
-suffering invalid, had been the unmurmuring victim of nursery oppression;
-and in her splendid mansion had had more to endure than many of the
-children of the poor. Isa, on the contrary, fondly tended by a devoted
-nurse, herself strong, vigorous, and full of spirits, had found her
-childhood flow pleasantly past, like a stream dimpling in sunshine and
-bordered with flowers. Isa had scarcely known what it was to feel weary,
-sick, or sad. Her father called her his little lark, made only to sing
-and to soar. She was beloved by all who knew the bright, playful child,
-and her affectionate nature disposed her to love all in return. The
-religion which was carefully instilled into Isa partook of the joyful
-character of her mind. Isa was troubled by no doubts and few fears. The
-thoughts of heaven and bliss which were suggested to her, were congenial
-to the spirit of the child. Isa looked forward to the joys of Paradise
-without letting imagination dwell either on the dark valley or “the
-narrow stream.” Her idea of death was simply a peaceful removal to a yet
-brighter and happier home.
-
-There were some spiritual dangers attending this existence of ease and
-joy. The very sweetness of Isa’s disposition dimmed her perception of
-inward corruption. If she was tempted to make an idol of self, it was an
-idol so fair that she scarcely recognized it as one. Sometimes, indeed,
-Isa’s conscience would accuse her of vanity as she lingered before her
-mirror, surveying with girlish pleasure the smiling image within it, or
-recalled words of fond admiration, or committed some little extravagance
-in regard to dress, for Isa at that time had a weakness for dress. But
-the accusation was made in a whisper so soft, that it scarcely disturbed
-her serenity. It affected her conduct, however; for on the day when Isa
-first received a regular allowance of her own, she made on her knees a
-resolution which never was broken—not to spend money on the adornment
-of her person without devoting an equal sum to the relief of the poor.
-Thus early the love of God combated the love of the world; a bridle was
-placed upon vanity, which was still but a bridle of flowers; for Isa felt
-as much pleasure in helping the poor as in wearing a new robe, or in
-clasping the jewelled bracelet round her soft white arm.
-
-Isa’s brightness of spirit did not pass away with childhood; it rather
-increased, as the bud expands into the perfect flower. But in life’s
-school Providence has appointed various teachers, and few of God’s
-children pass many years upon earth without coming under the discipline
-of disappointment, bereavement, and care. Isa was to know all three. The
-first came to her when the blooming girl felt herself at the very summit
-of earthly bliss, when a halo of happiness was thrown around every object
-near her. Isa believed herself to be the most blest of women in being
-beloved by Lionel Madden. Young and inexperienced as she was, Isa’s fancy
-invested her hero with every noble and sterling quality; she believed
-all that she desired, and the bright bubbles blown by hope glittered
-with all the prismatic tints of the rainbow. The bubble suddenly broke!
-Lionel became cold, alienated, shortly after the arrival of his sister,
-who seemed to have taken an instinctive dislike to Isa. What had been
-said against her Isa never exactly knew; but whatever poisoned shaft
-had destroyed her hopes, she knew that it came from the quiver of Cora.
-What marvel if bitter, resentful feelings arose towards the author of
-her deep, though hidden, anguish? As Isa’s gaiety was suddenly changed
-into gloom, so her kindly loving nature for awhile seemed altered into
-one sternly vindictive. Like Satan intruding in a paradise of peace, and
-blighting its flowers by his presence, hatred, and even a lurking desire
-for vengeance, suddenly arose in a soul which had previously appeared to
-be formed only for happiness and love.
-
-[Illustration: CHANGED AFFECTION.]
-
-But had Cora really injured Isa? Nay; the malicious enemy had done
-more to shield the young maiden from misfortune than her most tender
-friend could have done. Cruel may be the hand which tears to pieces the
-half-formed nest which a bird is building on a hedge by the wayside, but
-it is well for the bird if it be thus constrained to choose a higher
-and safer bough. Lionel was unworthy of the affection of a faithful,
-confiding young heart. It was well for Isa that her bubble was broken,
-that her cherished hopes were scattered to the winds. She did not think
-so, she could not feel so; even Lionel’s very worldly marriage, which
-took place a few months afterwards, did not fully open her eyes to this
-truth. Isa deemed all that was unworthy in the conduct of young Madden
-the result of the influence of his sister; and regarded Cora not only as
-her own evil genius, but that of the man whom she had loved. Startled and
-alarmed by the fierce passions which, for the first time, struggled for
-the possession of her heart, Isa looked upon Cora as the cause not only
-of misery, but of sin also. Isa’s self-knowledge was deepened by trial,
-but it was a self-knowledge that mortified and pained her. She found
-that she was far from what she had hoped to become, from what the world
-believed her to be; she was no calm angel soaring above earth and its
-trials, but a weak tempted woman, who found it hard not to murmur, and
-almost impossible truly to forgive.
-
-And yet Cora had been but an instrument in a higher Hand, and to Isa
-an instrument for good. We may praise God in another world even more
-for the malice of our bitter enemies, than for the tender love of our
-friends. Jacob’s paternal affection would have shielded his best-beloved
-son from every touch of misfortune; but it was the hatred of Joseph’s
-brethren, the malice of his false accuser, that led him—through the pit
-and the prison—to exaltation and to honour. Satan himself became, through
-God’s over-ruling goodness, an instrument of blessing to Job; his cruel
-assaults led to deeper experience in the man whom he sought to destroy,
-more close communion with God, and doubtless more exalted blessedness
-hereafter. No enemy, human or infernal, has power to do us aught but
-_good_, except by leading us into sin. Could we realize this, our wounded
-hearts might find it less difficult to forgive the wrongs which are
-“blessings in disguise.”
-
-Not a year after the stroke of disappointment had fallen upon Isa, she
-had to endure that of sudden bereavement. A few—very few—days of anxious
-watching by a parent’s sick-bed, and Isa found herself fatherless as
-well as motherless in the world. Very heavy lay the burden of loneliness
-upon the young orphan’s heart. It is true that Isa had a half-brother
-yet living, but Gaspar was many years older than herself, and Isa had
-seen very little of him, as the greater part of his life had been passed
-in Jamaica. Still the affections of Isa clung fondly around the nearest
-relative left for her to love, especially as she knew her brother to be
-in broken health; and she resolved that to watch over him and minister to
-his comfort should be the object thenceforth of an existence from which
-all the brightness appeared to have departed.
-
-Even with thoughts of Gaspar, however, were linked associations of
-mystery and pain. Isa had never imparted to any one a care which to her
-young spirit was more oppressive than sorrow itself. She had never told
-how, when the shadow of approaching dissolution lay on her father, when
-the delirium of fever had passed away, he had fixed his glazing eyes
-upon his daughter, at that midnight hour the sole watcher beside him.
-The dying man had seemed anxious to disburden himself of something that
-weighed on his mind; he struggled to speak, but his parched lips could
-scarcely frame articulate words. Isa strained her ear to catch the almost
-inaudible accents, bending down so low that she could feel the dying
-man’s breath on her cheek. A few scattered sentences were gathered,
-deeply imprinted on her memory by the solemnity of the time when they
-were uttered.
-
-“Gaspar—you will be with him—something wrong—the _Orissa_—not her money
-lost—he should deal fairly by that orphan—tell him from me—” But whatever
-was the message intended, death silenced the lips that would have sent
-it, and Isa was left to ponder painfully over what could be “wrong,” and
-how Gaspar could have not “dealt fairly” by an orphan, at least in the
-opinion of his father.
-
-The remembrance of these dying words, the dread of some painful
-explanation with Gaspar, alone threw a damp upon the earnest desire with
-which Isa looked forward to her only brother’s return to England. Her
-affectionate spirit yearned for the sympathy of one bound to her by the
-tie of blood, and she longed once more to possess a settled home. About a
-year after Mr. Gritton’s death, Gaspar arrived from Jamaica. Isa was at
-the time residing with a friend in London, and her brother took a lodging
-near her. Being a good deal occupied with business during the day, and
-too much an invalid to venture out in the evening, Gaspar did not see
-much of his sister,—far less than Isa desired. Her brother’s manner
-towards her was gentle and courteous, his kindness won her gratitude, his
-broken health her sympathy. Isa wished to devote herself to the care of
-her brother, but he preferred delaying the time when they should reside
-together in a settled home, until he should have built a house into which
-he could receive his young sister. During this period spent in London,
-Isa either found no opportunity of speaking to Gaspar on the subject of
-their father’s mysterious message, or she put off making the effort
-till a more quiet season, when her brother might have recovered his
-health. She could not bear to risk exciting him when he was so delicate,
-or offending him when he was so kind. Isa gladly availed herself of any
-excuse to delay the performance of a duty from which she intuitively
-shrank.
-
-Isa felt grateful to her half-brother for selecting as the place of
-their future residence a spot near Castle Lestrange. She had paid many
-a delightful visit to her uncle’s lordly mansion, both before and after
-the death of his wife, and she deemed it a proof of Gaspar’s considerate
-affection for herself, that he should purchase a site for his house but a
-mile from the dwelling of those who were her relatives, but not his own.
-Isa could have wished, indeed, that it had not been on the Wildwaste side
-of the Castle, as memory recalled a flat expanse of common surrounding a
-miserable hamlet, and an unsightly manufactory; but she had not visited
-her uncle’s home for nearly six years, and many changes might have taken
-place during that period. Isa also encouraged herself with the thought
-that a little paradise might stand even in the midst of a barren heath,
-like an oasis in a desert; and that as Gaspar had chosen to build a house
-instead of buying one, it was evident that his was a taste which could
-not be satisfied by any ordinary attractions in a dwelling.
-
-During the time when Gaspar was building, Isa never once saw her
-brother. He took a lodging above the single shop in Wildwaste, that he
-might superintend operations. He kept a sharp eye over the workmen who
-were brought from London, not suffering them, it was said, to mix with
-the cottagers around, or spend their evenings at the small county inn.
-There was no doubt that Gaspar Gritton was eccentric, and Isa was aware
-of the fact; but she was disposed to look at her only brother in the most
-favourable light, and persuaded herself that she rather liked a dash of
-eccentricity in a character; it redeemed it from being commonplace.
-
-Isa was very impatient for the completion of her new home, and would, if
-permitted, have entered it before it was sufficiently dry to be a safe
-residence for her. Buoyant hope had again sprung up within her young
-heart, long cast down, but not crushed by affliction. Life might yet
-have joys in store for the bright girl. Isa would be, as she thought,
-everything to her brother; his nurse, companion, and friend. She would
-make his home a fairy dwelling, where everything on which the eye might
-rest should be graceful and pretty. Isa knew that her brother had
-sufficient means to procure every comfort; and though her own patrimony
-was but slender, she hoped, dispensing Gaspar’s alms, to become a
-benefactress to all the poor around them. Again the fairy bubble was
-glittering before Isa, and if its colours were now less splendid, and it
-rose to less lofty a height still the emblem of earthly hope was not
-without its beauty and brightness.
-
-It was on a day in March that Isa joined her brother. She had enjoyed
-her journey by train; the sunshine had been brilliant, her companions
-agreeable, and her mind was full of pleasant expectation. Isa’s pleasure
-was damped by the little disappointment of not finding Gaspar ready to
-welcome her at the station. It was with a sensation of loneliness that
-she took her seat in a hired open conveyance to be driven to Wildwaste
-Lodge. The sunshine was now overclouded, a fierce north-east wind was
-blowing, from the chilling effects of which the young lady from London
-tried to protect herself in vain. The horse was lame, the drive seemed
-long.
-
-“Are we far from Wildwaste Lodge?” asked Isa at last of the driver,
-as they skirted a dreary common of which she fancied that she could
-recognize some of the features.
-
-“That be’s the house,” replied the man, pointing with his whip towards a
-narrow three-storied dwelling, looking staringly new, without sheltering
-shrubbery or even hedge, with no blinds to the windows, no porch to the
-door, nothing that could redeem its aspect from absolute vulgarity. Could
-this be the rural retreat to which Isa had given the name of home!
-
-[Illustration: ISA’S ARRIVAL AT WILDWASTE.]
-
-Disheartened and chilled felt Isa as her conveyance passed through the
-wretched hamlet, where groups of untidy women and barefooted children
-stood staring at the unwonted apparition of anything in the shape of a
-carriage. She scarcely liked to look again at the house, as the lame
-horse stopped at the dark green door. Gaspar did not come forth to
-welcome her; he dared not face the cutting wind which had chilled his
-sister to the heart. Cold and numbed after her journey, Isa—when a deaf
-elderly woman had answered the knock—descended from the conveyance;
-herself saw her boxes carried into the narrow hall by the driver, paid
-the man and dismissed him, and then hastened into the parlour, where
-she found her brother. His reception, though not uncourteous, was by
-no means calculated to dispel the chill which had fallen on the spirits
-of Isa. Gaspar was so full of his own complaints that he had scarcely
-leisure to observe that his sister was tired and cold. After conversing
-with him for a while, Isa arose to explore the other apartments of the
-house. She suppressed a little sigh of disappointment as she ascended the
-uncarpeted stair.
-
-The interior of Wildwaste Lodge was, if possible, more unattractive than
-its outward appearance. Gaspar had reserved the ground-floor for himself,
-and no one had a right to complain if in his own peculiar domain he
-preferred simplicity to ornament, and neglected the little elegancies
-which Isa deemed almost essential to comfort. But Isa was deeply
-mortified when she entered her own apartments, which were immediately
-over those of her brother, and found them furnished with a regard to
-economy which amounted to actual penuriousness. A few chairs, not one of
-which matched another, and which seemed to have been chosen at haphazard
-out of some broker’s shop; a table of painted wood, one of the legs of
-which did not touch the uncarpeted floor; and a shelf to serve as a
-bookcase: these formed the entire furniture of the young lady’s boudoir.
-There was not so much as a curtain to the window. Isa, weary and chilled
-after her journey, felt inclined to sit down and cry from mortification
-and disappointment. Little joy could she anticipate from a life to be
-passed with one who from the first showed such disregard for her pleasure
-and comfort.
-
-Isa’s misgivings were painfully realized. There are some persons who are
-pleasing in society, agreeable when only met on casual occasions, with
-whom it is very annoying to be brought into closer contact. It is trying
-to the temper to transact business with them, still more trying to dwell
-under the same roof. The character of such persons seems to be made up
-of angles, that on every side chafe and annoy. A graphic writer[1] has
-humorously described them as unpruned trees. “Little odd habits, the
-rudiments of worse habits, need every now and then to be cut off and
-corrected. We should all grow very singular, ridiculous, and unamiable
-creatures, but for the pruning we have got from hands kind and unkind,
-from our earliest days.... Perhaps you have known a man who has lived for
-forty years alone; and you know what odd shoots he had sent out; what
-strange traits and habits he had acquired; what singular little ways he
-had got into. There had been no one at home to prune him, and the little
-shoots of eccentricity, of vanity, of vain self-estimation, that might
-have easily been cut off when they were green and soft, have now grown
-into rigidity.”
-
-Mr. Gritton, from living much alone, had become a man of this kind. The
-most unsightly branch on the unpruned tree was that of penuriousness.
-Isa had had little opportunity of knowing her brother’s infirmity until,
-when she became a resident in his house, it affected her daily, her
-hourly, comfort. Herself generous and open-handed, fond of having the
-conveniences and elegancies of life around her, yet esteeming as the
-greatest of luxuries the power of giving freely to others, Isa could
-not understand, far less sympathize with, the love of money for money’s
-sake, which was the leading characteristic of Gaspar. It seemed to her
-so grovelling, so mean, that Isa had to struggle against emotions not
-only of irritation but of contempt. She was also deeply wounded to find
-that Gaspar’s affection for his only sister was so subordinate to his
-avarice. The young lady, accustomed to luxury and refinement, had the
-utmost difficulty in persuading her brother even to allow her to find
-an assistant to the ill-tempered elderly woman whom he had engaged
-as a general servant. Though Isa succeeded in gaining her point, Mr.
-Gritton would only give such wages as would be accepted by none but an
-inexperienced girl like Lottie Stone. The efforts which it cost Isa to
-carry out even this small domestic arrangement made her aware of another
-unpleasant fact—that Gaspar had a peevish, irritable temper, more trying
-to one residing constantly with him than a passionate one would have
-been. The dying charge of her father lay now like an oppressive weight
-upon the heart of poor Isa: her new insight into the character of Gaspar
-gave to their parent’s words a more forcible meaning, and she dreaded
-more and more the idea of being compelled by a sense of duty to open the
-subject to her brother.
-
-The first weeks of Isa’s residence at her dreary home would have been
-weeks of positive misery, but for the cheering prospect of the speedy
-return of her uncle and cousin, and the comfort which she derived from
-the visits of the pastor of Axe, whose fatherly interest in her young
-servant had first led his steps to her dwelling. Smiling April came at
-last; and with it—more welcome to Isa than the nightingale’s song—Edith
-Lestrange returned to the Castle. It was now arranged that Isa should
-pass with her cousin a portion of each of those days on which an evening
-lecture should be held at the steward’s cottage, and return to Wildwaste
-in the baronet’s carriage at night. It was something to Isa to be thus
-sure of at least two pleasant days in the week; though the contrast
-between the refined elegance of Edith’s home and the dreary discomfort of
-her own, increased the sense of bitterness in the soul of Isa.
-
-But that sense of bitterness seemed for a time to pass away, and
-domestic trials to be forgotten, when the cousins entered together
-the flower-covered porch of the dwelling of Holdich, to unite with
-their poorer brethren in the simple cottage service. Edith’s heart was
-overflowing with thankful delight at being permitted again to worship in
-that place where some of her earliest impressions of religion had been
-received. Isa felt that here at least the carking cares of life might be
-shut out: she might lift up her soul, as in happier days, unto her Father
-in heaven.
-
-The subject chosen by Mr. Eardley was the history of the triumph of
-Gideon, the hero and saint, over the hosts of Midian. It was his object
-in this, as in former courses of lectures,[2] to draw simple practical
-lessons from the narratives contained in the Word of God; and as such
-lessons are required by us all, I shall weave the brief addresses of the
-clergyman, though in separate chapters, into the web of my story.
-
- [1] _Vide_ “Autumn Holidays of a Country Parson.”
-
- [2] _Vide_ “The Shepherd of Bethlehem,” “Exiles in Babylon,”
- and “Rescued from Egypt.”
-
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-
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-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-LECTURE I.—MIDIANITES IN POSSESSION.
-
-
-For forty years after Deborah had celebrated the triumph over Sisera
-in her glorious song, the land of Israel had had rest. This period of
-tranquillity receives such brief mention in the Scriptures, that we are
-in danger of forgetting for how long a time God granted the blessing of
-peace. And thus is it in our own lives, my brethren: times of trouble
-stand out, as it were, like rugged crags, shutting out from memory’s view
-the vines and the fig-trees, the olive-yards, the green pastures and
-still waters, with which our gracious God for long may have blessed us.
-
-Seven years of trouble to Israel succeeded the forty years of repose:
-not _causeless_ trouble—such is never known in the experience either of
-Israelite or of Christian. But we do not always search out the actual
-cause of affliction. With God’s ancient people the punishment was clearly
-traced to the sin. When the Midianites, like a swarm of locusts, came up
-against them, destroying and wasting, driving the inhabitants of the land
-to hide in dens of the mountains, strongholds, and caves, it was because
-the stain of idolatry lay upon Israel; and mercy, to save the sinners,
-required that justice should chastise the sin.
-
-The Midianites, who were thus made an instrument of punishment to Israel,
-were, like themselves, descendants of Abraham, but by his union with
-Keturah. When Moses guided God’s people towards Canaan, the Midianites
-drew down vengeance on themselves by their too successful efforts to
-lead Israel into sin. Then perished the wicked prophet Balaam amongst
-the enemies of God’s people. But Midian, though punished, had not been
-destroyed; and now, after the lapse of nearly two hundred years, we find
-it a very powerful nation, against whose numerous hordes the Israelites
-seem to have made no attempt to defend their homes—so completely was the
-warlike spirit crushed in the descendants of those who had triumphed
-under Moses and Joshua when they fought the battles of the Lord.
-
-When the Israelites were in trouble, then they cried aloud to the God
-of their fathers, and He heard and answered their prayer: not yet by
-sending a deliverer—the sense of sin must be deepened before the judgment
-be removed. A prophet was sent to the people, with a message, not of
-promise, but of reproof:
-
-“Thus saith the Lord God of Israel, I brought you up from Egypt, and
-brought you forth from the land of bondage, and I delivered you out of
-the hand of the Egyptians, and out of the hand of all that oppressed you,
-and drave them out from before you, and gave you their land. And I said
-unto you, I am the Lord your God; fear not the gods of the Amorites in
-whose land ye dwell: but ye have not obeyed My voice.”
-
-The great and glorious deliverance of Israel from Egypt we may regard
-as a type of the redemption of Christ’s Church from the dominion of
-Satan—the triumph achieved once and for ever by the mysterious sufferings
-of our Saviour, His sacrifice offered upon the Cross. This is the
-_central truth_ of the Christian religion. But though Egyptian darkness
-be left behind—though Christians be received into the enjoyment of
-privileges purchased by the death of their Lord—their backslidings, like
-those of Israel, often draw upon them heavy troubles, resembling the
-devouring hordes of Midian.
-
-I am not, my brethren, speaking of the afflictions and bereavements
-which are the common lot of all. During the forty years of blessed
-peace, sickness and sorrow must have been known in homes of Israel, and
-faithful servants of God have wept over new-made graves. Such trials are
-crosses appointed by a heavenly Father—crosses which each and all must
-take up at some period of life, if life be not early cut short. But I am
-speaking of troubles directly or indirectly brought on us by our sins:
-the Midianites who destroy our peace, and bring upon us miseries from
-which more earnest faith, more perfect obedience, might have preserved
-us. We are accustomed to speak of this life as “a vale of tears;” but let
-us search and examine whether the valley owe not the greater part of its
-desolation and gloom to foes to our peace whom _we might have kept out_,
-and over whom faith may yet give us a victory glorious as that of Gideon.
-
-To explain my meaning more clearly, let me draw your attention to a few
-of what we may call chiefs—leaders of hordes of troubles, Midianites
-in the heart, that trample down our happiness and destroy our comfort
-in life. I shall mention four names but too familiar—Disappointment,
-Discontent, Dissension, Distrust. Let us see whether the sufferings which
-they inflict are not more severe and perpetual than those brought upon us
-by what are called visitations of Providence; whether many griefs which
-we term “crosses” are not rather burdens laid upon us by enemies to the
-soul, to whose yoke we should never have stooped.
-
-The first Midianite chief whom I shall bring before you is
-Disappointment—the intruder who cuts down the green crop of hope, and
-leaves a famine in the soul. Whence is it that even the Christian
-is constantly subject to disappointment? Is it not from habitual
-disobedience to the divine command, _Set your affections upon things
-above, not on things beneath_? We eagerly fix our heart on some worldly
-object—ambition, pleasure, or gain: like children, we build our houses of
-delight on the sand within reach of the tide, which must sooner or later
-sweep them away, and then sit down and weep when the flood rolls over the
-spot which we had unwisely chosen. Let each of us who in the bitterness
-of disappointment has mournfully repeated the words of the Preacher,
-_Vanity of vanities, all is vanity_, see whether the idol in the heart
-has not been the cause of the Midianites’ invasion; and whether that
-faith which builds on the Rock of Ages, beyond the reach of desolation
-or decay, may not yet overcome the power of disappointment to harass the
-soul. Hopes fixed upon Christ know not disappointment; treasures laid
-up in heaven can never be lost; ties formed by faith endure throughout
-eternity; the less our joys are of the earth, earthy, the less danger
-there is that the spoiler can ever wrest them away from our grasp.
-
-And whence cometh Discontent, who robs his slave of all his peace?—for
-peace and discontent cannot abide in the same soul. Can he who says to
-his most bountiful God, not only with his lips but from his heart, “I am
-unworthy of the least of Thy mercies,” ever know discontent? Must not
-the peevish, envious, rebellious spirit be ever kept far from his gates?
-We should deem so; and yet, Christian brethren, do we practically find
-that it is so? Are we not too often inclined to compare our lot with that
-of others, and, if not openly, yet secretly, repine, as if Providence
-had done us a wrong? No true servant of Christ can desire to have his
-portion here; and yet does not the inheritor of heaven too frequently
-murmur because not all the good things of earth are showered upon him
-in addition? How different his spirit from that of the apostle! He who
-had _suffered the loss of all things_, yet could affirm, _I have learned
-in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content_. Had we also learned
-this lesson, we should find it less impracticable to obey his command,
-_Rejoice in the Lord alway; and again I say unto you, rejoice_.
-
-“You have not your due,” were the words which I once heard a wife address
-to a husband who had been deprived of some advantage which she considered
-to have been his right. “Nay, God be praised that I have not my _due_,”
-he replied. “What is my _due_ as a sinner before God? what is my due from
-a world which I have renounced for His sake? Had I chosen my portion in
-this life, then only might I complain of not receiving my due!” Here was
-a man whom discontent could not rob of his heritage of peace.
-
-To pass on to Dissension, the third enemy to our happiness, who invades
-many a home, and makes goodly dwellings miserable abodes,—to what shall
-we trace his invasion? Is it not written in Scripture, _By pride cometh
-contention_?—would not the _soft answer_ that _turneth away wrath_
-often prove as a strong bar to keep him from entering our habitations?
-But here I must guard myself from being misunderstood. It is possible
-that dissension may come where the fault lies on one side alone. The
-Christian may be—not unfrequently is—called to brave opposition, and draw
-upon himself the anger of men by defending the truth, or taking up the
-cause of the oppressed. The command, _Live peaceably with all men_, is
-qualified by _if it be possible_; for in some cases it is _not_ possible
-to preserve harmony without giving up principle. Under such circumstances
-the sacrifice of peace is a sacrifice for God, and the cross is one which
-is borne for His sake. But in the majority of cases dissension follows
-on the footsteps of pride, and is the leader of malice, hatred, and all
-uncharitableness. Then, indeed, is he the true Midianite who pours gall
-into the very springs of enjoyment, who casts his venomed arrows on every
-side, and maketh a wilderness of that which might have been as the Garden
-of Eden. _Better a dinner of herbs where love is, than a stalled ox and
-hatred therewith._ Could we, through the grace of God’s Spirit, purge
-from our souls all malice, all bitterness and wrath—could we love one
-another as Christ hath loved us, what heart-burnings, what heart-achings
-might be spared, and how often would the brightness of heaven appear to
-be reflected even upon earth!
-
-Disappointment, Discontent, and Dissension have, as we have seen, much
-to do with the train of sorrows which have given to God’s fair world the
-name of “a vale of tears.” But I believe that the most dangerous enemy
-of all to our peace, the one who has most often pressed his iron yoke
-on the hearts of my hearers, is the fourth whose name I have mentioned,
-Distrust of the love and wisdom of God. This assertion may cause surprise
-in those who are unconscious of a doubt; but examine yourselves closely,
-my brethren, observe what has most often clouded your brows, saddened
-your spirits, drawn the deep sigh from your hearts. Has it been regrets
-for the past? Has it been the trials of the present? Has it not rather
-been care for the future, fears of what the morrow might bring? Would
-not perfect obedience to the injunction of our blessed Redeemer, _Take
-no thought for the morrow_, sweep away at once more than half of the
-troubles that weigh on our souls?
-
-And why take thought for the morrow? We too often appear to forget
-that the future lies in the hand of One “too wise to err, too good to
-be unkind.” We act as if we could not, or would not, believe that _all
-things work together for good to them that love God_: we are needlessly
-restless, anxious, unhappy, and exclaim in our trouble, “How heavy a
-rod the Lord lays upon me!” Nay, poor weak unbelieving heart, thou
-art smitten less by the rod of thy Father, than by the scourge of the
-Midianite within. If faith could drive out mistrust, if thou couldst in
-deed and in truth cast thy cares upon Him who careth for thee, then—even
-here—might God give thee _beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning,
-the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness_. Perfect trust would
-bring perfect submission, and the peace that passeth understanding.
-
-Gideon, the future deliverer of Israel, first appears before us in
-Scripture engaged in threshing corn beside the wine-press in order to
-hide it from the rapacious Midianites who held possession of the land.
-From the necessity of concealment he cannot employ, after the custom of
-the East, his father’s oxen to trample out the wheat; he must himself
-wield the flail with the strength of his own right arm. Gideon is
-employed in a task of lowly toil, unconscious at first of the presence
-of the heavenly Being who has descended to earth, and who is now beside
-him under the shadow of the oak at Ophrah. And here for the present we
-will pause, and defer till our next meeting the consideration of God’s
-merciful promise to Gideon, and the effect which it produced on his soul.
-If we regard Faith under the emblem of a tree, we have hitherto viewed
-it as such tree may appear in winter, when there is not a blossom on the
-bough or a leaf on the spray. There is no outward evidence of life; and
-though we hope that spring will draw up the sap, and clothe the bare
-branches with beauty, we see no present sign of the change. Such may
-have been the state of Gideon’s faith when he thought on the sufferings
-of his miserable country. The flail of the Lord was upon it, but we know
-from the result that it was not to crush—not to destroy the wheat, but to
-separate the chaff from the grain, and so render the latter more fit for
-reception into the garner of the Lord.
-
-[Illustration: GIDEON THRESHING CORN.]
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-
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-
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-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-THE LITTLE MAID.
-
-
-“Good-bye, Isa dearest, we shall often—very often meet,” were the parting
-words of Edith that night.
-
-Wrapped up warmly for protection from the cold air, Isa descended the
-steps beneath the lofty portico of the Castle, and entered the luxurious
-carriage which her uncle had placed at her command. As she sank on the
-soft cushions, a dreary, aching sensation came over her heart; she felt
-as if she were leaving brightness, happiness, beauty behind her, and
-going to an abode of trial—almost privation—which she could hardly regard
-as a home.
-
-“It is wrong, very wrong in me to feel thus,” Isa murmured to herself.
-“If visits to the Castle make me discontented, the fewer they are the
-better; but it seems to me that my only happy time now will be the time
-spent with Edith. I have nothing at the Castle to wear my spirits, or
-chafe my temper, my cousin is so sweet, my uncle so kind,—when under
-their roof I seem to be able to shut out disappointment and care. Ah!
-that word disappointment, it reminds me of the cottage-lecture which I
-heard this evening. Are the Midianites in possession of my heart? Are
-my crosses—what I have deemed crosses—rather burdens laid upon me by
-enemies, under whose yoke I should never have stooped?”
-
-As the carriage rolled on through the darkness, Isa pursued the train
-of her reflections. Disappointment, Discontent, Dissension, Distrust,
-the Midianites in the soul—was she now harbouring them in her own? Isa
-could not bear to let her mind dwell long upon the first; even now, after
-the lapse of years, when she had had too good cause to believe that
-the idol which she had raised in her heart had been of clay, Isa dare
-hardly own to herself that Lionel had been unworthy of her love, and
-that his love had not been enduring, because it had contained no element
-of immortality. Shrinking from close self-examination on a subject so
-tender, Isa passed on to that of Discontent; painfully aware as she was
-that that spirit was struggling within her breast, that she was tempted
-to regard her present lot with emotions of bitterness amounting almost to
-rebellion.
-
-“Saints have been content in poverty, serene in suffering, joyful in
-tribulation,—they have made even dungeon-walls echo to their hymns of
-praise,” thought Isa, “and here am I, with youth, health, competence,
-kind friends, blessings unnumbered and undeserved,—here am I, cast down,
-irritable, murmuring, and depressed, because I dwell in a house which
-does not suit my taste, but which is a thousand times more comfortable
-than those inhabited by most of my poor fellow-creatures. I am annoyed
-at a little petulance from an invalid brother, while many, better
-than myself, have to endure harshness amounting to cruelty, hatred,
-persecution, and scorn. How have I merited that my trials should be so
-much lighter than theirs? Have I any cause to murmur? have I any right
-to complain? Is it well that I should compare my lot with that of the
-few, instead of that of the many, and give place to ungrateful discontent
-instead of thanking God that He has bestowed upon me so much more than
-my due? Why should my thoughts dwell on Edith’s happiness instead of on
-the misery that I see yet nearer to me in the squalid homes of Wildwaste?
-I must go more amongst the poor; yes, in so doing I shall not only
-obey God’s command, but find weapons against the intrusion of sinful
-discontent.
-
-“Dissension! I can scarcely say that there is that in my home, though
-there is, I fear, but little of true affection; and words of impatience
-and looks of coldness make life’s road seem very rough!” The simile
-was probably suggested to Isa’s mind by the jolting motion of the
-carriage, for the smooth gravel drive through the baronet’s grounds was
-now exchanged for the rough road across the common, which was seldom
-traversed except by the carts, which had left deep ruts in the boggy
-soil. “But what was the cause of that intensely bitter feeling which
-arose to-day—which always arises in my mind at the bare mention of Cora
-Madden? Why should the remembrance of her be sufficient to drive away
-the holiest and happiest thoughts? Surely the Midianites are within,
-hatred, malice—nay, I almost fear the spirit of revenge! I sometimes
-feel such an intense—such an unholy longing for retribution to come upon
-that woman, that she should taste some of the bitterness of the cup of
-misery which she has caused me to drink! And are such longings consistent
-with Christianity? do they not arise from the influence of the spirit of
-evil? While such emotions are harboured in my heart, can there ever be
-peace within? God help me, for my strength is as weakness against such a
-Midianite as this!
-
-“And Distrust”—here Isa’s meditations were suddenly brought to a close by
-her arrival at Wildwaste Lodge. The loud, authoritative knock which broke
-in such an unusual manner the stillness which had pervaded that dull
-tenement brought Lottie Stone running in haste to the door. She was a
-shy, black-eyed little maiden, who looked up in timid awe at Sir Digby’s
-tall footman in his splendid livery, but greeted her young mistress with
-a smile of rustic simplicity.
-
-“Has your master gone to rest yet?” asked Isa.
-
-“Not yet; he’s a-waiting for you in the study.”
-
-Isa entered her brother’s almost unfurnished apartment. One dull candle
-threw faint light on bare walls, and a table and chairs that would
-have looked shabby in a farm-house. On one of the latter (there were
-but three) was seated Gaspar Gritton. He was a man still in the prime
-of life, but the sallow complexion and stoop consequent on protracted
-ill health, made him look several years older than he in reality was.
-Gaspar had been rather handsome in youth, and still his features, though
-contracted, were good; but his eye was dull, and the whole expression of
-his face unpleasing: it was marked by dissatisfaction and peevishness,
-and more so than usual as Isa entered his study.
-
-“I wish that you would tell those fellows not to startle one by such
-thundering raps,” said the invalid brother.
-
-“I am sorry that the knock disturbed you; its loudness was certainly
-disproportioned to the occasion,” replied Isa, good-humouredly, as she
-seated herself by her brother; “I will tell John to announce my return in
-a more modest manner next time.”
-
-“I don’t know why you should come in a carriage at all. You might have
-walked home with Lottie and Mrs. Bolder after the meeting was over; the
-night is perfectly fine. I expected you before half-past eight, and
-now it is almost eleven.” Gaspar took a pinch of snuff to soothe his
-aggrieved feelings, this being the sole luxury in which he habitually
-indulged; his doing so happened unfortunately to be particularly
-disagreeable to Isa.
-
-“My uncle kindly wished me to stay the evening with himself and Edith,
-and to pass every day on which lectures are given with them at the
-Castle,” said Isa.
-
-“Gadding—always gadding; girls are never satisfied at home,” observed
-Gaspar with a sneer.
-
-Isa felt irritated and inclined to make a retort, but she suppressed the
-words on her tongue, and replied as cheerfully as she could,—
-
-“You cannot wonder at my liking to meet with some of my nearest
-relations; and were I to see absolutely nothing beyond our Wildwaste
-domain, I might grow as antiquated and whimsical as Robinson Crusoe
-himself. But I fear that you have passed but a dull evening without Isa
-to sing or read to you, Gaspar.”
-
-The ungracious brother made no reply; he only applied again to his little
-brown box.
-
-“Sir Digby asked me if you would not join his circle,” continued Isa;
-“but I told him that you did not yet venture to expose yourself to the
-night air. Was I right? You will, of course, call upon him some morning;
-you will find him a pleasant acquaintance.”
-
-“I am not hunting after acquaintances; I’ve neither health nor spirits
-for society,” replied Gaspar, rising languidly from his chair; “and as
-for these grandees of the Castle, I should not find them much in _my_
-line, however much they may be in yours.”
-
-The brother and sister, after a cold “Good-night,” retired to their
-several apartments, Isa asking herself as she ascended the chilly
-staircase whether it were his fault or her own that she was disappointed
-in Gaspar.
-
-She found her little servant Lottie awaiting her in her room, ready to
-perform the offices of lady’s-maid, in which the young rustic took great
-pride and pleasure. Lottie Stone was a source of amusement as well as
-of interest to Isa; in her simplicity and ignorance she was so utterly
-unlike any of her class whom the lady had met with before. The girl,
-painfully shy before strangers, had a naive frankness with her young
-mistress, which was almost like the confidence of a child. Isa by no
-means discouraged this confidence, which gave her much influence over the
-young being placed under her care. The rustic knew little of manners, and
-was once detected in the act of snuffing the candle with her fingers. Isa
-in vain tried to teach her to understand the thermometer by which the
-valetudinarian regulated the heat of his room, and seemed to have no idea
-of the difference between hot weather and cold. Gaspar used angrily to
-declare that Lottie was certain to leave the window open whenever a sharp
-east wind was blowing. In defiance of etiquette, if anything playful
-were said at table, Lottie Stone was certain to laugh; and she would
-stand, dish in hand, to listen to a lively anecdote related by Isa to her
-brother, quite oblivious of the fact that the viands were growing cold.
-Gently and smilingly Isa corrected the mistakes of the inexperienced
-Lottie, and tried to soften down the displeasure of Mr. Gritton, who was
-far less disposed to show indulgence. Much might be excused, she would
-observe, in a girl so perfectly honest and truthful: the grain of the
-wood was so good, that it was worth taking the trouble to work it, and
-the polish would be added in time. Isa encouraged Lottie to open her
-heart to her without reserve: but for this kindly intercourse between
-mistress and maid, the life of the young girl would have had little of
-brightness, as Hannah, the only other servant, was both ill-tempered
-and deaf. “Miss Isa” was all in all to Lottie, looked up to, beloved
-and obeyed with affectionate devotion. Lottie’s happiest time was the
-half-hour spent at night with her mistress; for while she brushed Isa’s
-long silky tresses, the lady entered into conversation with her. When
-Miss Gritton first trusted her beautiful hair into Lottie’s inexperienced
-hands, she had something to suffer as well as to teach; but pains and
-patience had their usual effect, and it was only when the little maid was
-speaking of something of special interest that she tried the philosophy
-of her kind young mistress.
-
-[Illustration: ISA AND LOTTIE STONE.]
-
-“So you were at the lecture to-night, Lottie. I hope that you were
-attentive to all that the clergyman said.”
-
-“I did try to be so, Miss Isa; there were things as I couldn’t make out;
-but Mrs. Bolder and me, we was talking it over all the way home, and was
-looking for the Midianites in the heart.”
-
-“And did you find any?” asked Isa.
-
-“Mrs. Bolder, she was a-saying that it’s very hard to keep out distrust
-when things go so contrary in life. She has a deal of trouble, has Mrs.
-Bolder, now that her husband’s laid up and crippled with rheumatics, and
-she’s all the work of the shop upon her; it’s a’most too much for her,
-she says. She can’t help wondering why God should send such sickness
-and pain to her husband, who was al’ays a good, steady-going man, and a
-tea-totaller,”—Lottie uttered the word almost with reverence; “if he’d
-been given to drink it would have been different, you know.”
-
-The saddened tone of Lottie as she uttered the last sentence reminded
-Isa of what Mr. Eardley had told her of the early trials of this more
-than orphan girl. A brutal father, addicted to intemperance, had made the
-hovel in which Lottie had passed the first years of her life, a den of
-poverty and woe. Then this father, unworthy of the name, had absconded,
-deserting an unhappy wife and two children, the elder of whom, a boy,
-from physical infirmities and dulness of mind, was yet more helpless
-than the poor little girl. Mr. Eardley had been for years the earthly
-protector of the family; he had procured employment for Deborah Stone,
-had had her children taught in his school, had, as we know, found a place
-for Lottie as soon as she was able to take one, and had often put such
-work in the way of her brother as the poor lad was not incapacitated from
-performing.
-
-“And did you find the Midianite Distrust in your own soul also?” asked
-Isa.
-
-The mournful tone of Lottie changed to a cheerful one as she made reply,
-“Oh! as mother says, who’s to trust God if we don’t, when He has
-helped us through such a many troubles, and given us such kind friends?
-Only—just—sometimes,” she added more slowly, “when I thinks of poor
-father, then a feeling will come; but I s’pose it’s wrong—God is so
-good!” and she sighed.
-
-Isa perceived that the shadow of the poor girl’s great trial lay on her
-young heart still.
-
-“You can always pray for your father, Lottie.”
-
-“I do, Miss Isa, I do, morning and evening, and so does mother; and
-surely God will hear!” cried the girl, brightening up at the thought. “He
-knows where bees father, though we don’t; and maybe He will bring him
-back to us at last.”
-
-There was something touching to Isa in the clinging affection of the
-young creature towards a parent whom she could not honour, and whom she
-had so little cause to love.
-
-“And did you find any Discontent lurking within?” inquired the lady,
-returning to the point of conversation from which she had diverged.
-
-“Discontent!” repeated Lottie, opening her black eyes wide at the
-question; “O Miss Isa, how could I—with meat every day, and a whole
-sovereign every quarter? That would be ungrateful indeed! Ah! if you
-knew how we lived here at Wildwaste when I was little, in the cottage
-that’s been pulled down—close by the ‘Jolly Gardener’ it was, where the
-school is a-standing now! We’ve been half the day—mother, brother, and
-I—without breaking a bit of bread; and we might have been the other half
-too,” added Lottie, naively, “had not Mrs. Holdich been so kind, and the
-tall gentleman from the Castle, bless him! he brought us nice things from
-his own table under his cloak.”
-
-“Do you speak of Mr. Madden?” asked Isa, with a little tremulousness in
-her tone.
-
-“Yes; the best, the kindest gentleman as ever lived—barring Mr. Eardley,”
-said Lottie, warmly. “He was al’ays teaching the children good, and
-looking arter the poor.”
-
-“Lionel Madden,” murmured Isa, dreamily; it was the first time for years
-that that name had passed her lips.
-
-“Oh no, not he!” exclaimed Lottie, in a tone more emphatic than her
-hearer liked, for it conveyed more distinctly than words that Lionel was
-one of the last persons likely to play the philanthropist in the manner
-described. “It was not he, but his brother. Mr. Lionel! he never gave to
-nobody, nor did nothing for nobody as ever I heard of; only,” added the
-girl, with a little laugh, “he switched my brother over the head with his
-riding-whip once, to make him stand out of his way.”
-
-Isa did not care to keep up the conversation; she took up an
-elegantly-bound book which lay on her toilette-table, to convey a hint
-of silence to her little maid-servant. The volume was a collection of
-sacred poetry, and the lady’s eyes rested long and thoughtfully upon the
-well-known verse on which their gaze first fell as she opened the book.
-It appeared like a comment on what she had heard that evening on the
-subject of Disappointment.
-
- “Good when He gives, supremely good,
- _Nor less when He denies_;
- E’en trials from His sovereign hand
- Are _blessings in disguise_.”
-
-So, whether she acknowledged the fact or not, had it been in God’s
-dealings with Isa Gritton.
-
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-
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-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-THE DEATH-BED MESSAGE.
-
-
-Isa awoke on the following morning with a feeling of oppression on
-her heart, a vague impression that something had been neglected which
-ought to have been done, and she connected that something with the
-lecture which she had heard on the preceding day. Several minutes
-passed, however, before she could trace back the links of thought to the
-actual cause of her uneasiness, as it lay out of the general course of
-reflection suggested by the subject of the lecture. Then Isa recalled the
-words which at the time that she heard them had painfully reminded her
-of a death-bed scene, perhaps the saddest recollection left on a mind
-which had had of late much experience of sorrow. “The Christian may be
-called to draw upon himself the anger of men by defending the truth, or
-upholding the cause of the oppressed.”
-
-“It is more than two years,” reflected Isa, “since I received a sacred
-charge from the dying lips of my dear father; and that charge I have
-never obeyed. For more than two years may an orphan have been suffering
-wrong on account of my brother, and during all this time I have let
-the sin rest on his soul. I first put off an explanation till I should
-meet him; then, when we met, I shrank from doing my duty. I quieted
-conscience with every kind of frivolous excuse; he was too delicate, too
-sensitive, too busy, it would be better to delay speaking till we should
-be alone together in some peaceful home. We have been alone together, we
-have passed hours, days, weeks in each other’s society, with nothing to
-hinder me from speaking, except my own cowardly dislike of saying what
-might probably offend. Surely cowardice like this is another Midianite
-in possession, and I shall never know real peace till I have wrestled it
-down. Whenever the remembrance of that charge comes over my mind, it is
-like a cloud darkening the sunshine, and throwing a chill around. God
-help me to fulfil at length a neglected duty! I will speak to Gaspar
-before this day has passed over.”
-
-To some strong natures there might have appeared little that was
-formidable in the task before her, but to Isa it was peculiarly painful.
-Brought up as an only daughter, tenderly nurtured from her cradle, she
-had hardly known what it was to have to encounter even a grave look
-or a hasty word,—Isa had never learned to _endure hardness_. Fond of
-pleasing, both from natural kindliness of heart and love of approbation,
-Isa never willingly gave offence; with her to inflict pain was to suffer
-it. Isa delighted in deeds of kindness and works of beneficence; to
-comfort the sorrowing, or rejoice with the happy was congenial to her
-womanly spirit; but to restrain, rebuke, oppose—the sterner duties which
-are sometimes assigned to the most gentle of the sex in the battle-field
-of life—cost Isa an effort which can only be appreciated by those of a
-disposition like her own.
-
-Isa’s heart throbbed uneasily with the feeling that the explanation
-so long dreaded, so long put off, was at hand, as she sat in the
-apartment which she called her boudoir, but which was always used as a
-breakfast-room. The bronze urn was hissing on the table, on which was
-spread a somewhat meagre repast. Awaiting her brother, who was late, Isa
-placed herself by the window, and gazed forth on the prospect before
-her. There was little to charm in that prospect, even on a bright spring
-day. A tract of common spread in front, dotted with golden patches of
-blossoming furze; but the picturesqueness of heath land was marred by
-the low-lying hamlet which was the foreground of the landscape. The
-cottages, or rather hovels of Wildwaste, wore an appearance of squalor
-and decay, which was not softened by the charm which moss and lichen and
-clustering ivy can throw around even ruins. They appeared rather falling
-to pieces because originally ill-built, than because they were ancient.
-The only tenement at Wildwaste which looked in perfect repair, and with
-some pretension to beauty, was the neat little school-house, erected by
-a Madden, but not, as Isa had soon learned from Lottie, either by Lionel
-or by Cora. “How pleasant,” mused Isa, as she watched the little clusters
-of cottage children entering the low-browed porch—“how pleasant to leave
-behind such a memorial of a passing visit to a place as that young Arthur
-has left!” and as she thought of her brother, with his ample means yet
-penurious disposition, she felt painfully how far better it is to possess
-the heart to give than the money.
-
-The soap manufactory, lying a little to the right of the prospect, a
-huge unsightly square-windowed pile of brick and mortar, was a yet more
-conspicuous object than the hamlet of Wildwaste. It stood not two hundred
-yards from Isa’s home, so that when the wind blew from that quarter she
-dared not open the windows to let in the breezes, so polluted were they
-by smoke and evil scent. The only redeeming feature in the landscape seen
-from the lodge was the park which skirted the road beyond the common, the
-beautiful park above whose light leafy screen rose the gray turrets of
-Castle Lestrange. There, indeed, beauty and peace might dwell; thence no
-ruder sound would be heard than the cuckoo’s note or the nightingale’s
-song. Isa’s eyes, overlooking nearer and less pleasing objects,
-constantly wandered to those verdant woods, those lofty picturesque
-towers.
-
-Gaspar entered the sitting-room with a complaint on his lips against
-“treacherous weather” on that clear April morn, for he was never weary
-of contrasting the climate of England with that of Jamaica, much to the
-disadvantage of the former, though the heat of the latter seemed to have
-dried up and withered his frame. He seated himself at the table, and
-began cutting the stale loaf (bread at the lodge was always stale), but
-interrupted himself with the observation, “How one misses the papers of a
-morning! Isa, I wish you’d ask your uncle, the baronet, to send over the
-_Times_ every day.”
-
-“I should hardly like to ask that favour,” replied Isa, leaving the
-window, and joining her brother at the breakfast-table.
-
-“And why not?” inquired Gaspar peevishly; “are you afraid of robbing the
-servant’s hall?”
-
-“No,” said Isa, as she occupied herself with the tea-caddy; “but my
-uncle would naturally think that we might take in a paper for ourselves,
-instead of putting him to the inconvenience of sending a mile every
-morning.”
-
-“I’m not the idiot to throw away my money on what may be had for the
-asking; you have so much foolish pride,” muttered Mr. Gritton. “I feel
-myself out of the world where I can’t get a glimpse of the money-market
-or the shipping report.”
-
-That word “shipping” served as a cue to Isa. While sitting by the window
-she had been revolving in her mind how she should introduce the subject
-of her father’s dying message to Gaspar. Isa was convinced that her
-long silence had been sinful, and having “screwed up her courage to the
-sticking point,” was on the watch for an opportunity of saying what she
-had determined should be said. Too anxious to make some commencement to
-be able to do so without the appearance of effort, Isa abruptly remarked,
-in a tone that betrayed a little nervousness, “Is not your interest in
-the shipping chiefly on account of the _Orissa_?”
-
-“The _Orissa_?” repeated Mr. Gritton in accents of surprise; “why, all
-the world knows that she foundered nigh four years ago, passengers saved,
-cargo lost, and the greater part uninsured.”
-
-“Had you anything to do with the vessel?” asked Isa, timidly feeling her
-way.
-
-Gaspar looked a little embarrassed by the question. “Yes—no,” he replied,
-almost with a stammer. “I might have had a stake in that vessel—I
-thought of having—’twas lucky I had not; there had been such a run for
-certain goods in the West Indian market, that the cargo was expected to
-bring double its value. But—but you know nothing and care nothing about
-matters of business,” he added, stretching out his hand for the cup of
-tea which his sister had poured out. “Has the post brought any letters
-this morning?”
-
-Isa did not suffer the current of conversation to be thus abruptly
-turned. Merely shaking her head in reply to the question, she nerved
-herself to go one step further. “Who was the orphan whose property was in
-some way or other connected with the _Orissa_?”
-
-“Orphan! what do you mean? Who on earth talked to you about an orphan?”
-Isa felt—for she dared not look up—that her brother’s eyes were keenly
-scrutinising her face.
-
-“Better have the whole truth out at once,” thought poor Isa, who, in
-her nervousness, was emptying the milk-jug into the tea-pot. “The fact
-is, dear Gaspar,” she said, speaking with rapidity and a sensation of
-breathlessness, “I have been anxious for a long time to talk to you about
-some words uttered by our beloved father a very, very short time before
-we lost him. When he was almost too ill to speak, he said”—Isa pressed
-her forehead as if to collect her thoughts—“he said, ‘Gaspar—you will be
-with him—the _Orissa_—not her money lost—tell him from me;’ the dear lips
-had not power to finish the sentence.”
-
-“Did my father say anything more than these words?” asked Gaspar, who saw
-from the quivering of Isa’s lashes and the trembling of her lip that she
-at least attached some importance to the fragmentary message.
-
-Isa pressed her hands very tightly together; she could hardly articulate
-the broken sentences—“He said, ‘_something wrong_—he should deal fairly
-by that orphan’—I can remember no more.”
-
-[Illustration: THE CONVERSATION AT BREAKFAST.]
-
-Gaspar rose abruptly from his seat and walked to the window. Isa felt the
-brief silence which followed almost unendurable, and yet was thankful
-that she had been enabled to speak out the whole truth at last. After a
-few seconds Gaspar returned to his seat, and with a rapid—Isa fancied a
-slightly tremulous utterance—thus addressed his sister:—
-
-“Isa, your ears deceived you—your memory is at fault—or—or there was
-a wandering of mind at the last. You shall know exactly how the case
-lies. A young lady, known to my father and myself, had some thousands of
-pounds which she wished to invest, four years ago, during my short visit
-to England. My father was consulted on the business. There was a sudden
-demand for a particular kind of goods in the West Indies; money invested
-in them might double itself if no time were lost; the girl was eager
-to increase her property—natural enough,—I was employed in making the
-arrangement—ship went down—goods uninsured—she had staked her property,
-and lost it. This was no fault of mine; you might blame the captain or
-the crew, or the winds and the waves; I was never blamed by Cora Madden
-herself.”
-
-“Cora Madden!” ejaculated Isa.
-
-“You know the whole truth now,” said Gaspar; “let us never come on the
-subject again.”
-
-Isa felt bewildered by the sudden disclosure of the name of the orphan
-in whom she had taken such painful interest; so much so, that she
-could hardly tell at that time whether the explanation of Gaspar were
-satisfactory or not to her mind. When the name of Cora was uttered, Isa’s
-surprise had made her for a moment look full in the face of her brother,
-and that face—which had been almost ghastly—had become suffused with a
-colour which she had never before seen upon it, and the eyes of Gaspar
-had instantly sunk beneath the gaze of her own. Isa hardly noticed this
-in the excitement of the instant, but it afterwards often recurred to her
-mind, with an ever-strengthening persuasion that her brother had _not_
-told her all.
-
-The subject of the death-bed message was dropped, but Isa felt during
-the remainder of that morning that her brother’s nerves had been shaken,
-and that his spirits were utterly out of tune; and she could not but
-refer this to its natural cause—the conversation at breakfast. Nothing
-pleased Mr. Gritton: the tea was bitter, cold, undrinkable; the room full
-of draughts; Lottie a useless idiot, and Mr. Eardley little better for
-having ever recommended her. Isa came in for her full share of peevish
-reproach, almost more difficult to be borne than angry rebuke. It was
-a great relief to the young lady when her companion at length quitted
-her boudoir to go down to his accounts, though Isa well knew that these
-accounts would afford a new cause of grievance, and that all her care to
-manage household affairs with strict economy would not prevent pettish
-remarks on the extravagance of the Saturday bills.
-
-“I shall not be able to endure this kind of life long,” murmured Isa to
-herself, as she returned from ordering dinner, having had to encounter
-the ill-temper of Hannah, who, while her master inveighed against
-reckless extravagance, complained on the other hand that there were “some
-ladies as think that their servants can live upon nothing.” “I was never
-made to bear all this constant fret and worry,” sighed the discouraged
-Isa; “this perpetual effort to please, without the possibility of
-succeeding in doing so.” Isa was, like so many others, tempted to
-think that the post in which Providence had placed her was not the one
-that suited her; that she would _do_ better, _be_ better in another.
-Disappointment, discontent, distrust, had not been driven forth from her
-heart. Again Isa seated herself by the window which commanded a view of
-the towers of Lestrange, feeling disinclined to settle to any occupation,
-to take up her work, or to finish her book.
-
-A visit from Edith made a delightful break on the dreary solitude of Isa.
-
-“I have come with a message from papa, dear Isa,” cried the baronet’s
-daughter, after an affectionate greeting had passed between the cousins;
-“he has charged me to carry you back captive with me to the Castle, to
-remain there as long as we can make our prisoner happy. Oh, don’t make
-resistance—lay down your arms and surrender at once!” The pleading eyes
-seconded well the playful petition of the lips.
-
-A prisoner! nay, to Isa the invitation came like an offer of freedom
-to one in irksome bondage. Her countenance lighted up with pleasure. “I
-should gladly surrender to so generous a foe,” she replied, “only—my
-brother—”
-
-“He will let me carry you off, I am sure that he will,” cried Edith.
-
-“I will go and ask him,” said Isa, hastily rising and quitting the room.
-
-Edith, left thus alone, looked around the boudoir of her cousin with
-mingled pity and surprise. “Poor Isa, is this her abode? so small, so
-wretchedly furnished, so dreary and bare. And what a view from the
-window!” added the heiress, as she sauntered up to the casement; “the
-very look of those tumble-down cottages would make one miserable; and as
-for that hideous manufactory, it would spoil the fairest landscape in
-the world. No wonder that Isa was not able to echo my words when I said,
-‘There is no place like home.’”
-
-Isa soon returned with her brother’s permission for her to accompany her
-cousin, a permission which he could hardly have withheld. Edith knew not
-how ungraciously it had been accorded, how bitterly Gaspar had remarked,
-“I knew that you would never care to stay quietly here with an invalid
-brother.”
-
-“Had he been like a brother to me,” was Isa’s mental comment when she
-quitted the room, “no pleasure would have drawn me from his side.”
-Nevertheless Mr. Gritton’s observation gave pain to his sister, and so
-did the distressed look on the face of Lottie, when hastily summoned to
-help her young mistress in her preparations for quitting the Lodge.
-
-“O Miss Isa, I hope you’ll not be long away; we’ll be just lost without
-you;” and Isa saw that moisture rose in Lottie’s black eyes.
-
-Isa returned with Edith to the Castle, where she was graciously received
-by her stately uncle. Two beautiful rooms, exquisitely furnished, one
-opening into the other, had been assigned to her; none in the Castle
-commanded a more beautiful prospect. Swiftly the hours rolled by amidst
-varied occupations. Cheerful was the afternoon saunter in the park with
-Edith, and the little dinner-party in the evening, when Isa met with
-congenial society. Pleasant on the following morning was the drive to the
-distant church, and very refreshing to the spirit the sacred service,
-conducted with none of the lifeless formality which cast such a chill
-over Isa’s devotion in the church which she had attended with Gaspar.
-Delightful was the evening converse with Edith; converse on high and holy
-themes. Then, on the Monday morning, Isa much enjoyed visiting with her
-sweet young cousin some of the dwellings of Sir Digby’s poorer tenants,
-bearing little delicacies to invalids from the baronet’s luxurious table.
-All these employments were in themselves innocent and good, and to Isa
-would have afforded unmixed gratification, but for a feeling which would
-intrude itself on her mind, that she was where she liked to be rather
-than where she ought to be—that even her holiest pleasures were rather
-of her own taking than of God’s bestowing. Whenever Gaspar or Wildwaste
-were mentioned, a slightly uncomfortable sensation was experienced by
-Isa. Well she knew that her presence was more needed in the dreary Lodge
-than in the stately Castle; more by the peevish invalid than by the happy
-young girl; a brother, an only brother, had a stronger claim on her
-care than a cousin. Isa suspected, though she cared not to search for
-confirmation of the suspicion, that Self-indulgence was another Midianite
-in possession of her soul.
-
-So passed the time till Tuesday brought the little meeting in the
-cottage of Holdich, which the cousins attended. The first face which
-Isa caught sight of on entering the crowded room was that of her maid,
-Lottie Stone, beaming with an expression of honest pleasure at seeing her
-mistress again. Isa and Edith were a little late in joining the meeting,
-the former had therefore no opportunity of speaking to Lottie till the
-lecture and prayers were over.
-
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-
-
-
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-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-LECTURE II.—FAITH IN THE PROMISE.
-
-
-We left Gideon at his lowly task, threshing corn by the wine-press to
-bide it from the Midianites. The Israelite lifted up his eyes, and,
-behold, One stood before him, clothed in human form, and yet nor man nor
-angel; for from the words which He afterwards uttered, such as no created
-being dare have breathed, we recognize in Him the eternal Son of God. As
-the Lord appeared to Abraham in the plains of Mamre, to Jacob by the ford
-of Jabbok, to Moses on the height of Sinai, so appeared He now to Gideon
-beneath the oak-tree of Ophrah. Unconscious of the divinity of his Guest,
-Gideon still appears to have received with reverence the greeting of the
-mysterious stranger, as though aware that He came as a messenger from the
-Most High.
-
-“The Lord is with thee, thou mighty man of valour!” was the salutation
-of the Holy One to the son of a despised and persecuted race.
-
-“Oh my Lord,” exclaimed Gideon, “if the Lord be with us, why then is all
-this befallen us? and where be all the miracles which our fathers told
-of, saying, Did not the Lord bring us up from Egypt? But now the Lord
-hath forsaken us, and delivered us into the hand of the Midianites.”
-
-How often must such thoughts have passed through the mind of Gideon
-before they thus found vent in words. Faith, sorely tried by present
-trouble, was trying to draw from memories of the past hope for the
-future. God, who had crushed the pride of Pharaoh, and led His people
-forth from Egyptian bondage, would He not now save and avenge? There
-had been miracles of old; such mercies as had been experienced by the
-fathers, might they not also be reserved for the children? Was the Lord’s
-arm shortened that it could not save; was He unmindful of the groans of
-His people? Oh, why had He forsaken Israel, and given His heritage unto
-reproach?
-
-“And the Lord looked upon Gideon, and said, Go in this thy might, and
-thou shalt save Israel from the hand of the Midianites: have I not sent
-thee?”
-
-Let us dwell for a few moments on the words, _The Lord looked upon
-Gideon_. Thrice in the Scriptures do we read of a look from Him who
-beholdeth all things in heaven and earth. In one sense the omniscient
-God is for ever gazing down upon His creation; from Him ocean depths are
-no hiding-place, and midnight darkness no screen. The eyes of the Lord
-are in every place, beholding the evil and the good. But on some special
-occasions God’s glance has in a peculiar way been directed upon man, as
-the sunbeams that shine on all may be concentrated in the focus of a
-burning-glass to kindle or to destroy. The Lord _looked_ from the pillar
-of cloud upon the Egyptians, and they were troubled—they felt God’s wrath
-in that gaze; the Lord _looked_ upon Gideon, and in that glance was new
-courage and strength; the Lord _looked_ upon Peter, and beneath that gaze
-of divine compassion and love his heart was broken and melted, and fast
-flowed his penitential tears. Have we ever known the power of that look
-in our hearts, to crush our sins, to encourage our faith, to bring us in
-deep contrition to the feet of our merciful Lord?
-
-Gideon, like Moses before him, seems to have shrunk from the post of high
-honour to which he was called by God; like Moses, he thought of his own
-unfitness instead of the almighty power of Him who can employ—and often
-does employ—feeble instruments to accomplish the most noble and difficult
-works. “Oh my Lord,” he cried, “wherewith shall I save Israel? Behold,
-my family is poor in Manasseh, and I am the least in my father’s house.”
-Before honour is humility; had Gideon been great or wise in his own
-eyes, we may well believe that God would have passed him by, to choose
-one of a lowlier spirit to be the leader of Israel’s hosts.
-
-“Surely I will be with thee,” said the Lord, “and thou shalt smite the
-Midianites as one man.”
-
-Still Gideon appears to have hesitated; perhaps a doubt lingered on his
-mind as to the nature of Him who spake as having authority, but who as
-yet had wrought no miracle to prove his divine commission. “If now I have
-found grace in Thy sight,” said Gideon, “then show me a sign that Thou
-talkest with me. Depart not hence, I pray Thee, until I come unto Thee,
-and bring forth my present, and set it before Thee.” And the Holy One
-said, “I will tarry till thou come again.”
-
-Then—like his father Abraham, glad to entertain the heavenly Guest—Gideon
-made ready a feast. He prepared a kid, and unleavened cakes, and brought
-them forth to the Lord, who had graciously awaited his return under the
-oak of Ophrah—a spot which became as a temple consecrated by His divine
-presence.
-
-The Holy One bade Gideon lay the food on the rock, and pour out the
-broth. What man designed for a feast, God would receive as a sacrifice.
-With the end of the staff which was in His hand the sacred Guest touched
-the flesh and the unleavened cakes, and the stone on which they lay
-became as an altar. Fire arose from the rock and consumed the offering
-of Gideon, and the divine Being—who had thus accepted as God what was
-presented to Him as man—vanished out of the sight of His servant.
-
-[Illustration: THE SACRIFICE.]
-
-The first emotion of the astonished Gideon seems to have been that of
-terror. “Alas! O Lord God,” he exclaimed, “because I have seen an angel
-of the Lord face to face.”
-
-A gracious promise of love came in answer to that cry of fear; we know
-not whether the divine voice sounded in the mortal’s ear, or but spoke
-with mysterious power in his soul. The Lord said unto Gideon, “Peace be
-unto thee, fear not; thou shalt not die.”
-
-Then, in that holy spot where the Lord had deigned to appear in human
-guise, Gideon built an altar, and called it _Jehovah shallum_, which is,
-_The Lord send peace_.
-
-And now, beloved friends, let us apply to our hearts the lessons
-contained in this portion of the history of Gideon. Hath not the Lord
-appeared unto us with a promise of help and deliverance, if we in His
-might will struggle against the enemies within? He comes to us not only
-in the house of prayer, not only in seasons of holy communion, but when
-we, like Gideon, are following the common occupations of life. His eye
-is fixed upon us in tender compassion, and His message to the lowly
-Christian entering on the battle-field of life is this: _Go in this thy
-might: have I not sent thee? I will be with thee._
-
-Let us glean from the Scriptures some promises of this blessing of the
-Lord’s peculiar presence with His people. To those obeying His command
-to preach the gospel amongst all nations, how precious through centuries
-of toil and peril has been the gracious assurance: _Lo, I am with you
-alway, even unto the end of the world_. To those almost sinking under the
-heavy trials of life, how full of comfort is the promise: _Fear thou not;
-for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God. I will strengthen
-thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand
-of My righteousness._ Through life, even unto the grave, the power of
-that promise extends, so that the Christian can add in lowly trust: _Yea,
-though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no
-evil: for Thou art with me_.
-
-But who are they who can thus take to themselves the precious promises
-of Christ? They who have come to Him in lowly faith; or rather, they to
-whom the Lord hath come in the power of redeeming love. In the history
-of Gideon we see a type of the Lord’s dealings with His people. He
-is found of them that sought Him not; He comes to the sorrowful, the
-oppressed, the tempted, and offers to them the free deliverance which
-His mercy alone can bestow. We have nothing to give the sacred Guest
-but the offering of a sin-stained heart, a heart wholly unworthy of His
-acceptance, _till He touch it_, as He touched the offering of Gideon, and
-the flame of divine love is kindled, and the sacrifice of a broken and
-contrite heart becomes acceptable unto the Lord. Then, like Gideon, may
-we raise our altar with grateful thanksgiving; and, while preparing for
-the struggle with indwelling sin, feel assured that the Lord will “send
-peace.”
-
-We are also reminded, by this transient visit of the Son of God to the
-world, of His longer sojourn with the children of Israel, when for more
-than thirty-three years the Redeemer waited on earth till the bitter
-cup should be filled to the brim—till the great Sacrifice should be
-offered—and then ascended to His Father in heaven, thereby granting
-additional proof of His divinity to His adoring people. “The Lord send
-peace,” was the name given by Gideon to his altar, and our Lord’s words
-on the night before His crucifixion sound like a response to that name:
-_Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world
-giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it
-be afraid._
-
-But what is the promised peace? To Gideon his heavenly Visitor had spoken
-of conflict: “Go in this thy might; thou shalt smite the Midianites as
-one man.” In this command to Gideon, my brethren, we hear our Master’s
-charge to ourselves, and learn what it is that can give us strength to
-obey that charge. The Christian is promised peace, but it is such as may
-be realized to some degree even in the midst of conflict; and it is that
-peace which, after conflict, in its perfection crowneth victory.
-
-The Midianites within must be conquered, and the might which conquers
-is from God. If disappointment blight our hopes, discontent fret our
-spirits, dissension mar our peace, distrust shrink from expected
-trials, we must yet lift up our eyes unto the hills from whence cometh
-our help—we must yet ask, and we shall receive, the grace which can
-supply all our need, and enable us to rise above the infirmities of
-the flesh, the weakness of our fallen nature. Let us trust fearlessly,
-let us trust alone in the might of our Lord. As long as we remain in
-presumptuous self-confidence, the Midianites rest in possession; when we
-cast ourselves in earnest prayer at the feet of the Saviour, He maketh us
-_more than conquerors_.
-
-We contemplated Faith, when last we met here, as the tree which in winter
-stands bare of foliage, black and leafless, yet with life within it. With
-Gideon now that tree had felt the warm breath of spring—the Lord had
-looked upon it, and the living sap had risen under the beams of the Sun
-of Righteousness; the green leaves of hope were budding on the boughs.
-Gideon had not as yet conquered his foes, but the Lord had promised that
-he should do so, and the expectation of triumph was before him.
-
-Christian brethren, let us also rejoice in help, and so gird ourselves
-up for the struggle before us, taking as the motto on our banner, _Go
-in this thy might_, and as the cordial to our weak fainting hearts the
-promise, _I will be with thee_.
-
-
-
-
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-CHAPTER VII.
-
-A SERMON BY THE FIRESIDE.
-
-
-Isa stopped to speak a few words to Lottie after the short service was
-ended.
-
-“O Miss Isa, I do hope you won’t be away long,” cried the young girl,
-looking up into the face of her mistress with a pleading expression; “we
-do miss you so sadly!”
-
-“Is my brother better?” asked Isa.
-
-“Master shuts himself up a deal in his room, and don’t care to be
-disturbed, and seems worried like—he do,” replied Lottie with rustic
-simplicity, and in a tone from which Isa too readily gathered that
-neither Gaspar’s spirits nor his temper had improved since her departure.
-“O Miss Isa, I wish you’d come back!”
-
-“Tell my brother that, without fail, I’ll come and see him to-morrow.”
-
-“And stay with him?” asked Lottie, anxiously.
-
-Isa hesitated for a moment, but she could not bring herself to say
-“Yes.” There was to be on the following evening another of those
-delightful little parties at the Castle, at which Isa anticipated that
-she would enjoy one of the sweetest and purest of pleasures, that of
-converse with the intellectual, the refined, and the good—converse that
-gratifies at once the mind and the heart. Isa was little disposed to
-exchange such pleasure for a dull, cheerless evening at the Lodge, spent
-beside a peevish valetudinarian, who would neither appreciate nor thank
-her for the sacrifice. No; she would make a compromise with conscience;
-she would give the morning to her brother, and doubly enjoy the evening
-from the consciousness of having performed an irksome duty. Isa sent
-by Lottie a message to her brother, and then, only half satisfied with
-herself, returned with Edith to the Castle.
-
-Lottie walked silently for a little time beside Mrs. Bolder, the grocer’s
-wife, who was always the young girl’s companion to and from the evening
-meeting. Lottie broke the silence by a sigh.
-
-“Oh, but the house has grown dull and lonesome!” she murmured. “Half of
-the pleasure of going to the lecture was to talk it over after, and have
-the hard things explained.”
-
-“You don’t find old Hannah much of a companion, I suppose.”
-
-“Hannah!” repeated Lottie dolefully; “she never speaks to me but to
-chide; nor does master, for the matter of that. Oh, how I does miss dear
-mother and brother! there’s no one near me as cares for me, now that Miss
-Isa’s away. I’m afeard that the Midianite Discontent is creeping in after
-all.” Poor Lottie, with her warm, impulsive, affectionate nature, found
-even the “meat every day, and a sovereign a quarter,” insufficient to
-brighten her solitary lot.
-
-“We ought to have learned this evening how to get rid of the Midianite,”
-observed quiet Mrs. Bolder, but in a melancholy tone, for she herself was
-oppressed with cares, and had by nature little spirit to struggle against
-them.
-
-“Yes,” said Lottie more cheerfully; “_I will be with thee_, that is a
-wonderful word! I will repeat it over and over to myself, when I lie
-down, and when I get up, and when I’m about my work. We should never feel
-lonesome or sad when the dear Lord says, _I will be with thee_: with us
-all through our lives; and then when the time comes for us to die, we
-know that we shall be _with Him_.”
-
-The same promise which strengthened a warrior of old for heroic deeds,
-cheered and encouraged a little servant maid in her path of humble toil.
-Lottie trod more lightly on her way when she thought of Gideon and his
-heavenly Guest.
-
-Mrs. Bolder, after she had parted from Lottie, turned towards the single
-shop in the hamlet of Wildwaste, which was kept by herself and her
-husband. The shutters were up, so she saw no light, but the door was upon
-the latch, and she entered through the shop into the little back-parlour
-where Tychicus Bolder, seated by the fire, was awaiting his wife’s return
-from the meeting.
-
-Sadly poor Miriam looked on what she called “the wreck of such a fine
-man!” Over the hard-featured, smoke-dried looking face of Bolder,
-wrinkled with many a line traced by care and pain, hung the white hair,
-streaked here and there with iron gray. His beard had grown long, and lay
-on his sunken chest; his back was bowed, his knees drawn up, as he sat
-with his feet on the fender, with a black shawl of his wife’s wrapped
-round his rheumatic frame. Bolder could not turn his head without pain;
-but he bade his wife shut the door, come and sit beside him, and tell him
-all about the parson’s lecture.
-
-“Oh, how different it was in the days when it was you that went, and you
-that had the telling—you who can talk like a parson yourself!” sighed
-Mrs. Bolder, as she stirred the fire, which was getting low, as Bolder
-had no power to stir it himself.
-
-“Wife,” said Bolder solemnly, “you’ve been to a lecture, and I dare say
-a good one, for I think more of Mr. Eardley now than I did in old times;
-but I’ve had my sermon too, as I sat here by the fire, and my preacher
-was one as spoke with more power than Mr. Eardley, or any other parson
-under the sun!”
-
-[Illustration: MR. AND MRS. BOLDER.]
-
-“Why, who can have been here?” exclaimed Mrs. Bolder, glancing towards
-the door.
-
-“Sit down, wife, and I’ll tell you all,” said Tychicus Bolder. “When you
-had gone out, and I was left alone with my pain—”
-
-“I’m sure I’d gladly have stayed with you,” interrupted Miriam; “I went
-because you told me to go.”
-
-“I know it—I know it—I sent you. Well, as I sat here alone with my pain,
-I began turning over in my mind what you’d told me of the last lecture,
-of the Midianites in possession. Ay, thinks I, I have them all here,
-every one of the four. There’s Disappointment; for wasn’t I a thriving
-man, and looking to get up higher and higher in the world—leave this
-place and take a larger business in Axe—till this sickness came, and
-pulled me back, and made it hard enough to struggle on here!”
-
-Mrs. Bolder mournfully shook her head.
-
-“And isn’t there Discontent; for it has often seemed as if the pain, and
-the weakness, and the helplessness were a’most more than man could bear!”
-
-“I’m sure that no man could bear them more—” Miriam stopped in the midst
-of her sentence, less from a doubt as to its perfect truth than because
-she saw that her husband did not wish to be interrupted; so she relapsed
-into her usual position—that of a listener.
-
-“There’s Dissension, for I feel ready to quarrel with all the world; and
-Distrust, for I can’t bring myself to think that I’ve not been hardly
-dealt with. Now if, as the parson said, all these enemies are most like
-to come, like the Midianites, to a soul where there’s been an idol set
-up, where was the idol in mine? You see, wife, pain and loneliness set an
-old man thinking.”
-
-“You never had an idol,” said the wife; “in the midst of such a drunken,
-disorderly, quarrelsome set as we have here in Wildwaste, you took the
-pledge, and kept it too—never a drop of the poison wetted your lips;
-there’s not many a man would have kept steady, standing all alone as you
-did. And then you didn’t worship Mammon; no man can say of you that your
-money was not honestly earned—every penny that you took in.”
-
-“Bating a few overcharges,” muttered Bolder; “on the whole, I did keep my
-hands pretty clean.”
-
-“And you was so religious, too; knew your Bible so well, could have done
-for a preacher yourself. If a parson made a mistake, or wasn’t quite
-sound in the doctrine, you was the man who could set him right; you was
-such a judge of a sermon!”
-
-“I thought myself so,” said Bolder.
-
-“I can’t make out the reason why God sends you all these troubles,”
-pursued the admiring wife, “unless it be as He let them come to Job,
-’cause he was better than any one else, and God wanted to try his
-patience.”
-
-“Now, wife, it’s all very well that you should think this,” said Bolder,
-in his peculiar tone of decision, “I was ready enough to think it myself;
-but when I came this evening to turn the matter over as I sat here alone,
-I could not look at things just in the same light as before. I found
-this soul of mine all full of what the parson calls Midianites; I had
-not noticed one of ’em when I was in health and prosperity, but when
-troubles came, then came they, like the birds of prey round a sick sheep
-as it lies in the field. Then I set to thinking what idol I could have
-set up when all things seemed going well with me;—no, don’t interrupt
-me, Miriam—I was certain there had been something wrong. And then an
-old anecdote came into my mind, which I’d heard many years back, but
-which I’d never really understood—I mean with my heart, not my head. It
-was about a young parson who was talking on religion to an old pious
-ploughman as they walked together in a field. Says the parson, ‘The
-hardest thing is to deny sinful self.’ ‘Nay, sir,’ said the ploughman,
-‘the hardest thing, I take it, is to deny _righteous_ self.’ Why, here,
-thinks I, is the key to the whole matter. Here have I been living in
-Wildwaste, counting myself an example to all the people around, thanking
-God, like the Pharisee, that I was a deal better than other men, sitting
-in judgment even at church, setting up a great idol of self. And so God
-has let the enemies come in, just to show me that I am not the saint that
-I took myself for, just to set me crying to Him for help, to bring me to
-say, what else I had never said, _I abhor myself, and repent in dust and
-ashes_.”
-
-Mrs. Bolder, who had been accustomed to look up to her husband as a kind
-of infallible pope in his home, one whose wisdom should never be doubted,
-whose opinions should never be disputed, could not at once alter her
-long-cherished ideas, but only ventured to express dissent by a little
-mournful shake of the head.
-
-“I was always ready enough to judge others,” continued Bolder, “but it
-was a new thing for me to judge myself. I was quick enough to see God’s
-justice in punishing other men, but when the rod came upon myself, then
-his dealings seemed hard. I could almost exult when the publican’s house
-was burned and he ruined, or when the poor guilty wretch was smothered in
-the bog;—that was righteous vengeance, said I. But when my own comfort
-was touched, when trouble came to my home, I could neither see mercy nor
-justice, and fierce, rebellious, unbelieving thoughts swept, like the
-Midianites, right over my soul.”
-
-“Mr. Bolder,” said the anxious wife (she never ventured to address him by
-his Christian name), “I shall never like to leave you so long again, for
-I’m sure and certain that being alone is bad for your spirits.”
-
-“Wife, I was no more alone than Gideon was when the angel came to him
-under the oak. I told you that a powerful preacher had been here, and
-I told you nought but the truth. The Lord has been preaching to this
-proud heart; and if you wish to know the text, it was this, _Unless ye
-be converted, and become as little children, ye shall in no wise enter
-the kingdom of heaven_. There be many mansions there, but not one for
-the self-righteous Pharisee. I had thought myself a long way on the road
-to heaven, and I found I’d to go back every step of the way, and begin
-at the beginning. If it had not been for what God has shown me, through
-sickness and trouble, of the evil lurking in my heart, I might have gone
-on blind and self-confident to the last, and never have had my eyes
-opened at all—till the terrible Day of Judgment.”
-
-It is doubtful whether Tychicus Bolder’s words convinced his wife, but
-at least they silenced her, and she could feel that the change which had
-passed over the proud, opinionative man was a change for the better; he
-was more patient and resigned under suffering, and far less disposed
-to pass a sweeping sentence of condemnation on all his neighbours in
-Wildwaste. When Bolder began to judge himself, he became less ready to
-judge others; humility and charity are twin-sisters, and constantly
-walk hand-in-hand. Tychicus himself regarded that evening of quiet
-heart-searching as a crisis in his life; the Lord had visited his soul,
-and had left a blessing and a promise behind.
-
-And is not this the history of many a human heart? The great enemy,
-ever on the watch to destroy, forms temptations of the very virtues of
-men, leading them, as it were, to make a raft of their own honesty,
-temperance, respectability, alms-giving, so that, trusting on that to
-stem the flood, they may not seek refuge in the only Ark that can bear
-them to a heavenly shore. The Almighty, on the other hand, making _all_
-things to work together for the good of His people, even their very
-failures and imperfections, shows them the hollowness and rottenness
-of all on which they rested, that they may not trust their soul’s
-safety to anything but the merits and mercies of Christ. Praise, even
-from the lips of his heavenly Master, seems to have led St. Peter into
-presumption, so that the _Blessed art thou_ had soon to be followed by
-the _Get thee behind me, Satan_; while through the guilt of a three-fold
-denial the apostle was led, by God’s grace, to earnest repentance,
-distrust of himself, and more fervent love to his pardoning Lord. Thus
-God still enables a David to slay Goliath with his own sword. But for
-the visitation of the Midianites, grievous and evil as it was in itself,
-Gideon would perhaps never have been blessed with the visit of the angel
-of the Lord.
-
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-
-
-
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-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-THE SISTER’S VISIT.
-
-
-Isa did not fail to keep her promise. Finding that Mrs. Holdich was about
-to visit Wildwaste on the following morning, Isa availed herself of her
-escort; for the people of the hamlet were so rough, that the young lady
-disliked crossing the common alone. Rebekah Holdich carried with her a
-remedy for rheumatism, which she hoped might relieve the sufferings of
-Bolder. The steward’s wife was the general doctress of the neighbourhood;
-to her, as to their natural friend, came all who had sorrow or sickness
-in their homes, just as any labourer in difficulty or distress was sure
-to seek the advice and help of her husband.
-
-Isa Gritton entered into conversation with Rebekah, who was a woman of
-education and refinement beyond what might be expected from one in her
-station of life.
-
-“I find,” observed Isa, “that you were the first friend of my little
-maid Lottie, that it was you who taught her to read, and first led her to
-think of her soul, or rather to know that she had such a thing as a soul.”
-
-“I was very sorry for the poor little child; she had a most wretched
-home,” replied Mrs. Holdich.
-
-“Is it true that her father was of such a very violent temper?”
-
-“So violent when he had been drinking,” said Rebekah, “that I have seen
-the poor child disfigured for weeks from blows received from her father;
-and as for her unhappy mother, there is not a doubt that she would have
-been actually killed by Abner Stone in one of his drunken fits, had not
-Mr. Madden nobly saved her life at the peril of his own. The ruffian was
-going to dash out her brains with a poker.”
-
-“And Mr. Lionel came forward——”
-
-“Oh, not Mr. Lionel,” said Mrs. Holdich with a smile; “I am not aware
-that he ever entered a cottage; it was his younger brother, who is now
-labouring for God in the Holy Land, he who built the pretty school-house
-at Wildwaste, who saved poor Deborah’s life. The beautiful carvings from
-Bethlehem which you saw in our cottage were sent to me by him.”
-
-“What has become of Lottie’s father?” asked Isa, after having walked on
-for some minutes in silence.
-
-“No one knows,” replied Rebekah. “Abner Stone suddenly disappeared from
-this part of the country, after a gentleman had been found lying on the
-road, having been knocked off his horse by a highwayman. It is more than
-suspected that Stone did the deed, but fled on hearing some one come up
-to the spot.”
-
-“It is strange,” observed Isa, “that Lottie could speak with tenderness
-of such a parent; her eyes filled with tears when she expressed her hopes
-that God would one day bring him back.”
-
-“Her mother will never hear a word spoken against him,” said Rebekah.
-“Poor Deborah Stone is a true, faithful wife, and I believe prays night
-and day for the return of a husband whom she has loved through such
-trials as few but herself could have borne. I cannot help thinking,”
-pursued the steward’s gentle wife, “that there must have been some good
-even in Abner when he was sober; it is the fatal habit of drinking which
-makes a savage even of a kind-hearted man.”
-
-“Lottie was looking sad yesterday evening at the lecture,” observed Isa.
-
-“Maybe the poor child frets after her mother and brother,—they were never
-separated before; they have clung together through sorrow and hardship,
-and Lottie may feel lonely at first away from her home, though it is but
-a poor one.”
-
-“It is not easy to arrange for the family to meet,” said Isa. “Mrs.
-Stone has to earn her own living, and Axe is at least six miles from
-Wildwaste.”
-
-“I hope that you will not mind my mentioning it, Miss Gritton,” said
-Rebekah, in a deferential tone, “but our little open cart is going on
-Saturday to Axe to bring our Ned to pass the Sunday with us,”—Mrs.
-Holdich’s eye brightened as she spoke of the expected visit from her
-son—“and if Lottie could be spared, I am sure that she would be most
-welcome to a place in it, to go and see her poor mother.”
-
-“A good and kind thought,” replied Isa. “She might stay over Sunday at
-Axe, and return in the baker’s cart on the following morning.”
-
-“If you could kindly spare her,” repeated Mrs. Holdich, almost as much
-pleased at the prospect of the lonely Deborah having the comfort of a
-visit from her child, as in the expectation of welcoming her own.
-
-“Leave of absence will be easily given,” observed Isa, “especially as I
-am not living at Wildwaste at present; so the services of our little maid
-are less required, as she was engaged upon my account.”
-
-Mrs. Holdich turned towards the shop of Bolder, after accompanying Miss
-Gritton to the door of the new brick tenement, which appeared to Isa yet
-more bare and destitute either of beauty or comfort every time that she
-returned from the wood-girdled Castle of Lestrange.
-
-Lottie was waiting at the open door to receive her mistress, having been
-eagerly on the watch for her return.
-
-“Would you like to go home to your mother, Lottie?” said Isa.
-
-Instead of the sparkle of delight which Isa expected to call up in the
-black eyes of her little maid, an anxious look of inquiry filled them.
-
-“O Miss Isa! I know I bees awkward, I did break another saucer last
-night—but—but won’t you give me a little longer trial?”
-
-Isa was amused at the confession, made with evident effort, for the blood
-rushed to the face of the simple girl as she spoke. “I had no thought of
-sending you away, Lottie,” said the young mistress, kindly; “but if you
-would like to pass a couple of days with your mother, Mrs. Holdich will
-give you a seat in her cart which is going on Saturday to Axe.”
-
-It was pleasant to Isa to see the sudden transition to joy on the
-countenance of her little servant; Lottie clapped her hands like a child
-to whom a holiday is promised. With a heart warmed by the sight of the
-innocent happiness which she had given, Isa Gritton opened the door of
-her brother’s study, and entered the dull apartment with a light step and
-radiant smile, like one whose presence could make “sunshine in a shady
-place.” Gaspar was seated by a fireless grate; though shivering with
-chilliness, he would not indulge in a fire in April. He certainly looked
-even more sickly than usual, and Isa felt her cheerfulness damped at
-once as, without rising, her brother held out two cold fingers to her,
-with the dry observation, “So you can actually leave the delights of the
-Castle for an hour, to see if your brother be dead or alive!”
-
-“Nay, dear Gaspar,” said Isa, expostulatingly, as she seated herself by
-his side, “if I thought that you needed my society—that I could be a
-real comfort to you—” she stopped short, being too candid to make empty
-professions, and not having made up her mind how far she could truthfully
-go.
-
-“I don’t care for words, I like deeds,” observed Gaspar, coldly; “women
-always can talk.”
-
-The fresh, bright colour which Isa had brought in from her walk over
-the common, deepened a little on her cheek, but she had resolved to
-be patient and cheerful, and let her visit give nothing but pleasure.
-Though it might be scarcely necessary to tell Gaspar that she had given
-a holiday to her young maid, it occurred to Isa that it might be well to
-show him the deference of asking his consent.
-
-“Lottie would be very glad to see her mother,” observed Isa after a short
-silence; “she is a poor, shy little bird, that has never before left
-the nest; Mrs. Holdich has arranged to make all easy for her going on
-Saturday to Axe, if you’ll kindly give her leave for two days.”
-
-“I shall do no such thing,” replied Gaspar, peevishly; “I don’t give a
-girl wages for going to see her mother.”
-
-Isa was a little annoyed, but without betraying that she felt so,
-observed, “I am sure that Hannah would manage nicely without her for
-so short a time. You know, Gaspar, that you yourself thought a second
-servant unnecessary here.”
-
-“I do so still,” said Mr. Gritton, taking a pinch of snuff; “but as long
-as I keep two, I’ll have the services for which I pay.”
-
-“But, Gaspar, I hope that this time—as a personal favour to myself—you
-will graciously grant leave of absence. I have given Lottie hopes, or
-rather permission to go to her mother; it would vex me were she to be
-disappointed.”
-
-Lottie herself had just opened the door, having come to ask Miss Isa if
-she would not take some refreshment after her walk. She caught Isa’s last
-sentence, and stood with her hand on the door-handle, quite innocent of
-any intention of eavesdropping, but too anxious to hear her master’s
-answer to think of anything else.
-
-“Oh, you’ve given permission, have you! then I don’t see why you should
-take the trouble of asking mine,” said Gaspar, ungraciously. “Let her
-go, it is nothing to me; I don’t care if she stay away altogether, an
-awkward, clumsy gipsy-girl, not worth the salt that she eats.”
-
-Lottie retreated, closing the door behind her, and ran hastily up-stairs
-to indulge in a good hearty cry. Isa saw the poor girl retiring, and was
-annoyed at the mortification so needlessly inflicted on a warm young
-heart.
-
-[Illustration: LOTTIE’S GRIEF.]
-
-Gaspar having, though so uncourteously, yielded the point in question,
-his sister changed the subject of conversation. She drew from her bag a
-copy of the _Times_.
-
-“I did not forget your wishes, Gaspar; but my uncle would be glad to have
-the paper back, as he has the _Times_ bound at the end of the year.”
-
-Gaspar took the periodical without thanks, and prepared himself for the
-enjoyment of its perusal by a copious pinch of snuff, scattering the
-brown powder as he did so over the printed sheet. Isa knew that the
-baronet was very particular about his papers, and mentally resolved never
-again to ask for a loan of the _Times_.
-
-Gaspar pushed his chair round towards the light, and settled himself
-to read, taking no further notice of Isa, who sat undecided whether to
-remain or to leave him to the occupation which he evidently found more
-interesting than her society. Isa had stored her memory with little
-anecdotes and small scraps of news which she thought might amuse the
-recluse, but Gaspar showed no wish to enter into conversation. His sister
-thought with regret of the time when they used to meet in London under
-the roof of a friend, when her brother had appeared to her to be all
-courtesy and kindness.
-
-“Does he love me less because he knows me better?” was the disheartening
-thought which crossed her mind.
-
-Mr. Gritton read for some minutes in silence, and Isa was thinking of
-rising to depart, when, looking over his newspaper, her brother suddenly
-addressed her.
-
-“Isa, have you ever met that woman?”
-
-“I do not know of whom you are speaking,” answered Isa.
-
-“Cora Madden, of course,” said Gaspar. “I repeat—have you ever met her?”
-
-“Yes; several times, years ago,” replied his sister.
-
-“And did you ever speak to her; did you come upon the subject of—of—what
-we were speaking about the other morning?”
-
-“Certainly not,” answered Isa; “I have never seen her since my loss; of
-our dear father’s last words I have spoken to no one but yourself; I was
-not even aware of the name of the orphan to whom he referred.”
-
-Gaspar fixed on his sister a gaze so keen and suspicious that it aroused
-in her bosom an emotion of indignation. “Were you intimate with her,
-or with any of the Maddens?” he inquired, in the tone of a lawyer
-cross-questioning a witness. Isa shrank as if his rough hand had touched
-a scarcely healed wound.
-
-“I was never intimate with Cora,” she replied; “it seemed to me that she
-disliked me, but I never knew till now that she had any cause to do so.”
-
-“She had no cause—none—none,” said Gaspar, almost stuttering in the
-eagerness of his denial. “I told you and I tell you again, that you
-utterly mistook the meaning of that message from my father. I could not
-help the ship going down—I had always dealt fairly by Miss Madden.”
-
-There are occasions when something in the manner of a speaker serves not
-only to neutralize the force of his words, but actually to impress on
-the hearer a strong contradiction of the meaning intended. Such was the
-case with Gaspar’s. Isa had had a suspicion that her brother had wronged
-Cora in some pecuniary matter, but his manner of denying it changed
-suspicion into conviction, and it kindled her indignation to believe
-that he was now adding falsehood to fraud. The very air of the room grew
-oppressive to Isa, the presence of Gaspar was painful, and when Mr.
-Gritton, after his stammered-forth declaration, became again absorbed
-in the _Times_, making the rustling paper a screen between himself and
-his sister, Isa rose, unwilling to prolong so unpleasant a visit. The
-parting between brother and sister was cold and constrained; Gaspar saw
-that he had not satisfied Isa, and mingled resentment, fear, and shame,
-struggled together in his breast. Isa gave a long-drawn sigh of relief
-when she found herself again in the open air, and could turn her back
-upon Wildwaste Lodge.
-
-“I am certain that wrong has been done,” thought Isa, as she slowly bent
-her steps towards Bolder’s dwelling, “but it is not for me to repair it.
-Cora has been sent poverty, doubtless, as a well-merited chastisement;
-let me banish the subject from my mind. But why is it that my interest in
-the orphan’s cause has so much cooled since I have learned that orphan’s
-name? Why is it that even with my distress and shame on account of my
-unhappy brother there is mingled—dare I own it—something that resembles a
-feeling of gratified revenge! Here, indeed, is a Midianite in the soul!
-Cora is the only being upon earth whom I regard with actual aversion, but
-I knew not till now how such aversion could warp my sense of justice—of
-right! Oh! what revelations God makes to us of the evil lurking within
-our own hearts, which the world had not suspected, which we had never
-suspected ourselves!”
-
-To Isa’s self-reproach was added another emotion as painful,—the fear
-that duty might call for some effort on her part to set right what was
-wrong, to work on the conscience of her brother, to try to induce him
-to retrace his steps if he had wandered from the path of rectitude.
-Isa trembled at the very thought of what might lie before her; never
-previously had duty worn to her an aspect so repulsive. Isa knew that
-she ought to endeavour, by self-denying kindness, to strengthen her
-influence over Gaspar; that it should be one of the chief objects of her
-life to win his confidence and his love; instead of doing this, she could
-not help perceiving with mortification that, since coming to Wildwaste,
-she had been steadily losing ground in the affections of her brother.
-He thought her selfish, worldly, indifferent to his comfort. Could it
-be that she was indeed so? Were her most pure and innocent earthly
-enjoyments becoming a snare to her soul?
-
-Such distressing reflections kept Isa very silent as she retraced her
-steps towards Castle Lestrange by the side of Rebekah Holdich. The
-steward’s wife had too much delicacy to intrude conversation where she
-saw that it would not be welcome; she perceived that the short visit
-to the Lodge had had the effect of damping the spirits of Miss Gritton.
-Rebekah’s own heart, on the contrary, was filled with gladness, on
-account of the change which she had found in one who had once appeared
-to her hard and unimpressionable as granite. Tychicus had ever seemed
-to Rebekah an opinionative, self-righteous man, and though she had
-pitied his sufferings, and had done what she could to relieve them, her
-compassion for the invalid had not been strengthened by personal regard.
-But on this day Rebekah had found Tychicus softened, humbled, subdued.
-She had heard him for the first time own that it had been good for him to
-be afflicted, for he had learned more of himself and of his Saviour in
-trouble than he had ever known in prosperous days. The furnace was doing
-its work; and while Mrs. Bolder plaintively lamented that her husband
-must be “down in heart, to do himself such injustice,” her friend was
-secretly rejoicing that the Pharisee as well as the publican may be led
-to cry, “God be merciful to me a sinner!”
-
-“I remember,” thought Rebekah, “what Mr. Eardley once said to my boy when
-he stood watching a caterpillar spinning a very beautiful cocoon. ‘God
-sets that little creature a task to do, and diligently and skilfully he
-does it; and so God gives us good works to perform in His name and for
-His sake. But were the insect to remain satisfied for ever in the silken
-ball which he is weaving, it would become not his home but his tomb.
-No; forcing a way through it, and not resting in it, will the winged
-creature reach sunshine and air. He must leave his own works behind, if
-he would shine in freedom and joy. And so it is with the Christian. If he
-_rest in his own works_, whatever they may be, he is dead to God and lost
-to glory; he is making of what he may deem _virtues_ a barrier between
-himself and his Saviour.’ Yes,” mused Rebekah; “God be praised that poor
-Bolder is making his way through the silken web; he is feeling the need
-of other righteousness than his own.”
-
-As soon as Isa arrived at the Castle, she tried to put away all
-remembrance of her painful visit to Wildwaste, but it haunted her during
-the greater part of the day. In the evening, however, when a circle of
-friends gathered around Sir Digby’s hospitable board, her efforts were
-more successful. Isa was naturally formed both to attract in society
-and to enjoy it; she delighted in “the feast of reason and the flow of
-soul;” her spirits had the elasticity of youth, and as she sat at the
-head of her uncle’s table, with everything that could please and gratify
-around her, Isa felt that life might still become to her a bright and
-joyous thing. Her soul was as a well-tuned harp, giving out cheerful and
-harmonious music, till a few sentences overheard of the conversation
-between two of the guests jarred on her as if a discordant string had
-been suddenly touched, and brought the shadow of past trial over the
-brightness of present enjoyment.
-
-“You know Lionel Madden, then?”
-
-“A little; his wife I have known for the last thirty years. I hear that
-their union is by no means a happy one; but what else could be expected
-when she married only for the sake of a handsome face, and he for that of
-a handsome fortune?”
-
-“They say that Miss Madden made the match.”
-
-“She certainly did,” was the reply. “Cora had lost almost all her own
-money in some unlucky investment, so was resolved that her brother at
-least should keep a carriage. But in the case of the Maddens the driving
-fell to the share of the ladies, and the bride found that, as two suns
-cannot shine in one orbit, so two sisters-in-law cannot yield one whip,
-and poor Cora was, metaphorically speaking, very speedily left on the
-road.”
-
-Isa felt her cheeks glow at this incidental mention of those whose fates
-had been so closely linked with her own, and, perhaps to cover her
-emotion, said in a very low voice to Mr. Eardley, who was seated beside
-her, “Do you not count the light gossip which sports with the characters
-and concerns of the absent, amongst ‘the Midianites in the soul’?”
-
-“I should count as such everything that mars the charity or spirituality
-of Christians,” replied the clergyman. “Such things are, indeed, like
-Midian, a great host; not one giant foe to be overcome once and for
-ever, but a legion that incessantly harass, whether in the circles of
-society, or in the sacred central point of home.”
-
-The last word recalled to Isa’s mind the image of an invalid brother,
-left in dull loneliness; and a slight scarcely audible sigh, told of a
-secret emotion of self-reproach and misgiving.
-
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-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-
-On Friday evening Mr. Eardley, in the cottage of Holdich, went on with
-the history which he had chosen as his theme.
-
-
-LECTURE III.—FAITH IN OBEDIENCE.
-
-We are to-day to examine faith in a further state of development. If only
-the green leaves of hope appear, if—as with the barren fig-tree in the
-parable—there be no fruit, or promise of fruit, hope itself becomes but
-self-deception. _Why call ye Me Lord, Lord, and do not the things which
-I say?_ asked the Saviour; _If ye love Me, keep My commandments._ Faith
-must blossom into obedience, as we see the fruit-trees in our orchards
-now bursting into brightness and beauty. Yes; obedience is the blossom,
-and the essence of its fragrance, _self-denial_. In heaven obedience
-is ever a source of delight; but in a world of sin like this, it must,
-sooner or later, involve a sacrifice of the human will to the divine.
-Sweet to our Lord is the fragrance which rises like incense when the
-lips of his servant—tempted and tried—can echo the words once breathed
-from His own to His Father in heaven, _Not as I will, but as Thou wilt_.
-
-Gideon had received a promise from the Lord: it was linked, as God’s
-promises ever are, with a command. That night the Lord thus spake to the
-son of Joash: “Take thy father’s young bullock, even the second bullock
-of seven years old, and throw down the altar of Baal that thy father
-hath, and cut down the grove that is by it; and build an altar unto the
-Lord thy God upon the top of this rock, in the ordered place, and take
-the second bullock, and offer a burnt sacrifice with the wood of the
-grove which thou shalt cut down.”
-
-Many difficulties lay in the way of the execution of such a command,
-and obedience to it must be fraught with great danger. We should not
-have marvelled had we found that Gideon had pleaded to be spared a part
-at least of the painful task assigned him. He was not of the tribe to
-which pertained the service of the sanctuary; he had, under ordinary
-circumstances, no right to offer such a sacrifice to God. His own
-father was an idolater: was it for Gideon to destroy what a parent had
-set up, to draw down upon himself, as might be expected, the severe
-displeasure of that parent, and perhaps involve Joash in the peril to
-which he himself would be certainly exposed? Then—as Gideon might have
-anxiously reflected—as it would be impossible for him by the strength of
-his single right hand to cut down a grove, destroy an altar, and build
-another as God had commanded, where was he to find comrades trusty enough
-and bold enough to help in the perilous work?
-
-Gideon is not represented in the sacred narrative as a man likely to
-rush heedlessly upon an enterprise of difficulty and danger, and such
-thoughts as I have suggested are likely to have passed through his mind.
-They would have led many in his place to frame excuses, or at least
-to interpose delays. But we hear not of Gideon doing either. A direct
-command had been given; simple, unquestioning obedience followed. Gideon
-took ten men of his servants, and did as the Lord had said unto him.
-Conscious of danger to be apprehended, not only from the Midianites and
-the men of his own city, but even from the household of his father, the
-son of Joash chose the night-time to accomplish his task. Under the
-cover of darkness, when other eyes were closed in sleep, Gideon and his
-companions felled the trees of the grove, cast down the altar of Baal,
-and raised another to Israel’s God. They led thither the appointed
-sacrifice, slew the bullock, and set fire to the wood, from whence the
-smoke of the burnt-offering rose towards heaven. That was a busy, an
-eventful, and must have been an anxious night to Gideon. By so decisive
-an act, he had indeed drawn the sword and thrown the scabbard away.
-
-[Illustration: THE ALTAR RAISED.]
-
-The deed was done, the match was laid to the train, and Gideon must have
-awaited in anxious expectation the explosion which was certain to follow.
-The morning’s light revealed the work of the night; the idolatrous men
-of the city beheld the altar of Baal laid low in the dust, and from
-mouth to mouth passed the question, “Who hath done this thing?” If
-Gideon had entertained any hope of concealment, that hope was a brief
-one; either one of his comrades had turned informer, or some lurking spy
-had witnessed his act, or, as seems more probable, he had already won
-such a character for uncompromising fidelity to his God, that suspicion
-instantly fixed upon him as the man who had dared to cut down the grove,
-and destroy the idol-altar. “Gideon, the son of Joash, hath done this
-thing.”
-
-Then rose the furious cry for blood from the enraged worshippers of Baal.
-They demanded the life of the man who had dared to insult their god.
-
-The Almighty raised up a protector for Gideon. It was the altar of an
-idolatrous father which he had cast down, and we might have expected the
-fury of Joash to have been turned against him; but the hearts of all men
-are in the hand of the Lord, and we find Joash suddenly in the character
-of a defender of his son’s bold act. Many a prayer may have risen from
-the depth of Gideon’s soul when he beheld his father, a descendant of
-Abraham, debasing himself by worshipping Baal. His own noble deed seems
-to have had the effect of opening the eyes of his parent to the folly of
-bowing down to an idol that could not protect his shrine from insult.
-With spirit and courage Joash faced those who would have sacrificed to
-vengeance the life of his son. “Will ye plead for Baal?” he cried; “will
-ye save him? He that will plead for him, let him be put to death whilst
-it is yet morning; if he be a god, let him plead for himself, because one
-hath cast down his altar!” and Joash called Gideon Jerubbaal, “let Baal
-plead,” in mockery of the false god to whom he himself had once bowed
-down.
-
-We are not directly told what was the effect of Joash’s speech on the
-men of his city, Abiezer, but we can easily gather what it was from the
-recorded fact that on Gideon’s blowing a trumpet they were the first to
-rally around him; they who had demanded his blood now acknowledged him as
-their leader. A spirit of patriotism appears to have been suddenly roused
-in Israel, and the people, in throwing off the bonds of superstition
-and idolatry, rose also to shake off the fetters of their earthly
-oppressors. Messengers were sent by Gideon throughout Manasseh, and to
-Asher, Zebulon, and Naphtali. From the slopes of Hermon and Tabor, from
-the shores of the Lake of Gennesareth, from the banks of the Jordan,
-from that northern portion of Canaan in which, in after times, the
-Saviour spent the years of His boyhood, hastened the liberators of Israel
-at the call of their Heaven-appointed chief. Nor was the enemy idle.
-The Midianites, the Amalekites, and the children of the East gathered
-together, and pitched in the valley of Jezreel. That valley and the
-country adjacent are full of historical associations of deep interest.
-Jezreel appears to have been in the centre of the great plain of
-Esdraelon, or Megiddo, which is bounded on the north by the mountains of
-Galilee, on the south by those of Samaria, and in which flow the water of
-Kishon, “that ancient river” which swept away Sisera’s hosts. Well might
-the triumphant song of Deborah here recur to Gideon, to brace up his soul
-for the coming conflict. He saw around him the warriors of Zebulon and
-Naphtali, the tribes who, under Barak, _jeoparded their lives unto the
-death in the high places of the field_. Joash himself may have been one
-of the heroes who had _willingly offered themselves_ to oppose the might
-of Sisera, and may have heard from the lips of the prophetess the strain
-of triumph which closed with the words, _So let all Thine enemies perish,
-O Lord: but let them that love Him be as the sun when he goeth forth in
-his might_.
-
-And now we behold the young Manassite, who was so lately threshing corn
-alone by the wine-press to hide it, a general at the head of an army of
-thirty-two thousand men. Such success, such a blessing had followed on
-faith shown in obedience! And here let us leave Gideon, and apply to
-ourselves the lesson conveyed in his marvellous story.
-
-Every command of our heavenly Master, my brethren, is as a
-treasure-casket, to be opened by the key of obedience grasped in the
-hand of faith. The casket may to our eyes look hard and repulsive, the
-tempter may seek to persuade us that we shall either find it empty, or
-filled with bitterest gall. But _wait on the Lord, and keep His way, and
-He shall exalt thee. The blessing of the Lord it maketh rich, and He
-addeth no sorrow with it._ Look at Noah, employed during _a hundred and
-twenty years_, amidst the mocking and scorn of a most wicked generation,
-in building an enormous ark in obedience to God’s command. What did he
-find at last in it to reward his labour of patience, his obedience of
-faith. Present deliverance from death for himself and his family, and
-the sceptre of a renovated world! Remember Abraham and his anguish when
-he received the mysterious command to sacrifice his son—the son whom
-he tenderly loved. Did not the tempter urge him in that awful hour to
-cast away his obedience, to turn from a command which to human nature
-appeared so hard? The hand of faith might tremble, but it refused not the
-awful task; and what lay enclosed within the dreaded command? A treasure
-compared to which earth’s crowns are but baubles, and all its riches
-dust. The promise of a Saviour to spring from Abraham’s line, in whom all
-the families of the earth should be blessed!
-
-We also have before us commands enclosing blessings reserved for those
-to whom grace is given to obey God’s will through the power of faith. In
-the difficult task appointed for Gideon we may trace an emblem of that
-set before every individual who bears the name of Christian. There is
-first the altar of Baal to be thrown down; _self_ must be dethroned from
-its shrine, the heart’s idolatry must be renounced; and who can say that
-to yield up self-will is not as difficult a duty as that which Gideon
-performed on that eventful night at Ophrah? There is also the grove to be
-cut down, a type of those things lawful and even beautiful in themselves,
-but which become to us snares if they stand in the way of duty, if they
-hide from us heaven’s light. God hath given to us all things richly to
-enjoy; but if the gifts make us forget the Giver, if they cause us to
-neglect appointed duties, they are as the goodly trees by the altar of
-Baal, whose wood was to be used as fuel, and not reserved for shade.
-
-Thirdly, there is the altar to be raised, the appointed sacrifice to be
-offered. I need scarcely remind you, my friends, that in this sacrifice
-there is _nothing of atonement_—the blood of Christ, and that _alone_,
-has power to cleanse from sin, or to reconcile the sinner to God; yet
-is the Christian permitted, yea, _commanded_, to offer himself a living
-sacrifice, _holy, acceptable unto God_. As Gideon was not of the priestly
-tribe, and yet was given special grace to perform the priestly office,
-so the Lord deigns to make of His ransomed servants _a royal priesthood_
-as well as _a peculiar people_. Christ’s sacrifice was the Sacrifice of
-Atonement; the sacrifice of His saints is that of thanksgiving. _The
-offering of a free heart will I give Thee, O Lord, and praise Thy name._
-
-To each one amongst us to whom a present Saviour has been revealed by
-faith, the word of the Lord hath come as to the son of Joash. We may
-have rejoiced in the _promise_, but have we obeyed the command? Let
-us be honest with ourselves, my brethren; if the altar of Baal be yet
-standing, can we hope to drive the Midianites out of the land? Faith, if
-_real_, must appear in obedience; _show me thy faith without thy works,
-and I will show thee my faith by my works_, saith the inspired apostle.
-I commend the subject to your earnest attention. Let each search and
-try his own heart, and compare his life with the law of his God. Let
-each remember that even _every thought_ must be brought captive to the
-obedience of Christ, through the aid of the Holy Spirit, without whom we
-can do nothing pleasing to the Lord. I cannot better close our meditation
-on this subject than by repeating the words of our Redeemer in His Sermon
-on the Mount:—_Whosoever heareth these sayings of Mine, and doeth them,
-I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock: and
-the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat
-upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock. And
-every one that heareth these sayings of Mine, and doeth them not, shall
-be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand: and
-the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat
-upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it._
-
-
-
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-CHAPTER X.
-
-OPENING THE CASKET.
-
-
-After the close of the service, Isa, as before, spoke to her little
-black-eyed maid, and inquired after the health of Gaspar.
-
-“Master has caught cold in his eyes, and he says it’s east wind, and
-shuts himself up. He can’t read, nor write, and he seems very dull-like,”
-said Lottie, whose own sunburnt face was bright with the anticipated
-holiday before her.
-
-Isa sent a message to Mr. Gritton, and after exchanging a few words with
-Henry Eardley, left the cottage with Edith Lestrange. The little heiress
-thought her cousin unusually silent as they walked back to the Castle.
-
-“Edith, dear,” said Isa at last, “I am going to return to Wildwaste
-to-morrow.”
-
-“Not to stay there, I hope,” cried Edith.
-
-“Yes, to stay there,” replied Isa, suppressing a sigh. “I feel that poor
-Gaspar needs me; I think that my right place is home.”
-
-“Perhaps it is,” said Edith, reluctantly. Unwilling as she was to part
-with her cousin, Edith’s own views were clear on the subject; the nearest
-relation had the nearest claim—nothing would have induced her to leave
-her own father when he needed the comfort of her presence. Edith thought
-it wrong to try to prevent Isa from doing what she would have thought it
-right to do in her place.
-
-The baronet was not, however, so forbearing. When his niece announced
-to him her intention of leaving the Castle on the following day,
-he playfully but strongly opposed her resolution. Sir Digby justly
-considered that Isa’s companionship was both a pleasure and an advantage
-to his child, while her lively conversation and intelligence made it
-also agreeable to himself. Sir Digby felt that his graceful niece was
-an ornament to his Castle, and would fain have ignored altogether her
-connection with “a low man retired from business, who had disfigured the
-neighbourhood by sticking up on the heath a cockney villa, which only
-wanted a swinging sign to be mistaken for a newly built public-house.”
-
-“Having you safe here in ward in this our Castle, we shall certainly not
-let our prisoner go, save on parole to return within two hours,” said the
-baronet; “Edith, I commit the charge of our captive to you.”
-
-“But what if I am a warder not to be trusted?” asked Edith, with a smile;
-“what if I connive at the captive’s escape?”
-
-“Seriously, Isa,” said Sir Digby, “you cannot think of going back so soon
-to that—that damp and not very cheerful locality;” the baronet did not
-know how to designate the dwelling itself by any term combining courtesy
-with truth.
-
-“Indeed, I must return to my brother,” said Isa.
-
-“You will stay over Sunday, at least. I have an idea—I believe that you
-like attending the service at Axe.”
-
-How greatly Isa enjoyed the Sundays spent with the Lestranges the baronet
-knew not. The devotional spirit which breathed through the church service
-was refreshing and reviving to her soul. To Mr. Eardley Isa looked up
-as the most faithful of pastors and the holiest of men; she met him
-not unfrequently at the Castle, and the deeper the knowledge that the
-young maiden gained of the sterling qualities of his character, the
-more she wondered that her eyes had ever been dazzled by unsubstantial
-tinsel, and the more grateful she felt to God for having preserved her
-from the effects of her own folly. Isa would probably have yielded to
-the temptation to “stay over Sunday,” but for the reflections which the
-story of Gideon had suggested to her mind. The grove, emblem of things
-in themselves lawful and desirable, which become snares when they stand
-in the way of duty, might not Isa find its counterpart in the pleasures
-of Castle Lestrange? Isa thought of the throwing down of self-will, the
-sacrifice of inclination, and so resisted the kind pressing of her uncle,
-and the more powerful pleading of her own wishes.
-
-Edith ordered the carriage on the following morning to take her cousin to
-Wildwaste; she would herself accompany her thither. Isa would have liked
-to have asked her young companion to stay and spend the day at the Lodge,
-to brighten its dulness with her society; but in Gaspar’s nervous and
-irritable state, Isa feared that a visitor might annoy him, especially
-on a Saturday morning, which was always given to accounts. Edith, with
-instinctive delicacy, removed any difficulty on the part of her cousin,
-by saying that she would not this time remain to pay her visit, but drive
-on beyond Wild waste to return the call of some neighbouring family.
-
-“While I am at Wildwaste, however, I should like just to look into the
-little school,” said Edith, as she and her cousin were driving from
-Castle Lestrange.
-
-“I have been into it two or three times,” observed Isa,—“I mean into the
-room in which Mrs. Collins teaches the girls; I have never yet ventured
-amongst the boys—the young savages who look so ragged and wild.”
-
-“Oh! they are polished gentlemen compared to what they were when Mr.
-Arthur first took them in hand; so Mrs. Holdich has told me,” laughed
-Edith. “They were like a pack of wild dogs, delighting to torment and
-worry every creature unfortunate enough to come within their reach, from
-poor little unfledged sparrows to Mrs. Stone’s son, whom they actually
-hunted into fits!”
-
-“And Mr. Arthur found some one to bring them into a little better order.”
-
-“Nay, he set about taming them himself; he used to go every morning to
-play schoolmaster; the ragged little urchins thought it a grand thing to
-be taught by a gentleman like him. How good does constantly come out of
-what we call evil!” cried Edith. “Papa did so much dislike letting the
-dear old Castle to strangers; but if he had not done so, Wildwaste would
-never have had the blessing of an Arthur Madden.”
-
-“He must have had a kind, generous spirit,” observed Isa rather dreamily,
-for every reference to the Madden family sent her thoughts back strangely
-to the past.
-
-“A brave, noble spirit,” cried Edith; “for I have heard that he stood
-so alone in his labours; instead of his family encouraging and helping
-him, he was laughed at and opposed—at least by his elder brother and
-sister. They would, I fancy, as soon have thought of going steadily to
-work as ‘hands’ in that great soap-manufactory, amongst all the smoke
-and horrible scent, as of teaching dirty, ragged little ‘roughs’ their
-A B C in a shed! I cannot imagine Cora Madden touching one of the
-Wildwaste children with the point of her parasol; and from what one hears
-of her brother Lionel—but I am getting into evil-speaking,” said Edith
-interrupting herself. “There is the pretty little school-house, which
-it must have been such a pleasure to design and build. Papa says that
-when Arthur Madden returns to England he will certainly ask him to pay
-a visit to the Castle, for such public spirit ought to be countenanced.
-But I dare say that Mr. Madden wants no praise—no honour from man—that
-he serves his heavenly Master in the spirit expressed in my favourite
-verses;” and in her soft, almost childish accents, Edith repeated Bonar’s
-beautiful lines,—
-
- “Up and away like the dew of the morning,
- Soaring from earth to its home in the sun;
- So let me steal away gently and lovingly,
- Only remembered by what I have done.
-
- “My name, and my place, and my tomb all forgotten,
- The brief race of life well and patiently run;
- So let me pass away peacefully, silently,
- Only remembered by what I have done.”
-
-Before Edith had concluded the verses, the carriage had stopped at the
-entrance to the little school-house, on the side appropriated to the
-girls.
-
-“The hive seems to be empty,” observed Isa, as she alighted. “I thought
-that work was always going on at this hour, but I hear no hum of voices
-from within.”
-
-A feeble wail was the only audible sound. After tapping gently at
-the door, Isa entered, followed by her cousin, into the neat little
-school-room, which usually presented a scene of cheerful industry. Its
-only occupants were, however, the schoolmistress and the babe which
-she rocked in her arms. The poor woman looked haggard and pale from a
-sleepless night, her face bore the stamp of anxious care, and vainly she
-attempted to soothe the little sufferer, that seemed from its wasted
-appearance not to have many more days to live. Mrs. Collins rose on the
-entrance of the ladies, still continuing to rock her sick babe.
-
-“Pray do not rise, Mrs. Collins; I fear that your dear child is very
-poorly,” said Isa, looking with gentle sympathy on the suffering infant.
-
-The schoolmistress sank down again on her seat, and drew a heavy sigh as
-she answered, “The doctor thinks I shall lose her: I did not close an
-eye all last night: I really could not hold the school this morning: it
-is the first time that ever I sent the children away, but Mrs. Bolder
-has taken charge of even my own little boys—I could not bear the noise
-for poor baby.” Mrs. Collins spoke apologetically, as one who fears that
-she is neglecting a duty. Isa’s expression of sympathy encouraged her to
-proceed: “I am afraid that I shall have to tell the girls not to come
-to-morrow: my husband cannot undertake them as well as the boys, for
-neither of the rooms would hold all together.”
-
-[Illustration: THE VISIT TO WILDWASTE SCHOOL.]
-
-“Have you to teach on Sundays as well as on week-days?” asked Edith.
-
-“Only for an hour before morning service, and another in the afternoon,
-Miss Lestrange. I’m sorry to give it up even for one Sunday, for few of
-the children ever see the inside of a church; and but for the school, as
-Mr. Bolder used to say, they would grow up like heathen.” Mrs. Collins
-was still rocking the baby, that, to her great relief, was at length
-dropping asleep in her arms.
-
-“Shall I come to-morrow and take your class?” asked Isa. “I have had
-little experience in tuition, but I could read to the girls, teach
-them hymns, and question them out of the Bible, while you sit quietly
-upstairs nursing your poor little child.”
-
-The look of gratitude in the eyes of the anxious mother said more than
-her words, as she eagerly accepted the young lady’s offer.
-
-“And I will see if there is not something that I can send to do the dear
-baby good,” said Edith, resolved to drive back and consult Mrs. Holdich
-on the subject.
-
-The cousins left the school-room with a pleasant consciousness that they
-had lightened a heavy burden. To Isa, especially, the feeling was sweet.
-What she had heard of the labours of Arthur Madden had raised the thought
-in her mind, “Oh, that I could _go and do likewise_; that I too could
-leave a blessing behind, and be ‘remembered by what I had done!’” At once
-a door of usefulness was opened before her. Why should she not every
-Sunday relieve the hard-worked schoolmistress, and let the weary mother
-enjoy amidst her children what would then be a Sabbath indeed? Isa had
-for a few weeks taught a Bible-class in London; she liked the work, it
-gave interest to life, it took away the sense of weariness and emptiness
-which will sometimes creep over the spirit even of the lovely and young.
-Isa knew the task of tuition would be far lighter to her than it had
-been to the young man whose example was before her: she would go where
-she would be welcomed, amongst children already trained to some degree
-of order: she would have no opposition or ridicule to fear; for Gaspar,
-so long as she made no demands on her purse, was contented to let his
-sister do very much as she pleased. That brief visit to the school-room
-had to Isa changed greatly the aspect of life at Wildwaste. Her Sundays
-at least would not be joyless; she was permitted to do the Lord’s work,
-she might hope for His presence and blessing. She had made a sacrifice of
-inclination by returning to Wildwaste, and she was beginning to see that
-even in that dreary place God might give her rich cause for rejoicing.
-
-“Yes; I shall be happier even here, trying to please my heavenly Master,
-than at Castle Lestrange, with the feeling ever arising that I am seeking
-to please self alone.”
-
-It was this thought that made Isa Gritton bear patiently the dull
-monotony of the home to which she had returned, and the wayward
-fretfulness of him whose society now replaced that in which she had found
-such delight. Though Gaspar’s temper was more than usually trying, not
-once did a peevish tone betray irritation, not once did a frown furrow
-Isa’s fair brow. For hours, on the evening after her return, Isa sat
-reading aloud to her brother a work upon commercial statistics, in which
-she herself took not a shadow of interest. Certainly her mind wandered
-much from the book, and when at length she wearily closed it, Isa could
-not have recalled a single sentence which it contained. But she had been
-serving an invalid brother and not pleasing herself; and if this duty was
-less attractive than that of feeding the Saviour’s lambs, it was equally
-that which He had assigned her, and it was fulfilled for His sake.
-
-Mankind applaud great acts of munificence, costly offerings presented
-like those of Solomon in open day, in the sight of all; but by far the
-greater number of the sacrifices which God accepts are made, as it were,
-like Gideon’s, in the night-time, in the obscurity of domestic life,
-where no praise is looked for from man. There is deep truth in the
-well-known lines of Keble,—
-
- “The trivial round, the common task,
- Afford us all we ought to ask—
- Room to deny ourselves, a road
- To lead us daily nearer God.”
-
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-
-
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-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-TIDINGS.
-
-
-Early on the Saturday afternoon Lottie Stone, with her little bundle in
-her hand, tripped lightly over the common towards the cottage of Holdich,
-which lay embosomed within the woods of Lestrange. She was on her way
-to her parent’s home, and pleasure winged her steps. There are few joys
-more keen and pure than those experienced by a young girl, like Lottie,
-returning to the family whom she loves, after her first absence. What
-though Mrs. Stone’s dwelling-place was but a single room over a shop,
-with a tiny attic chamber for her son; to Lottie there was still a charm
-in the word “home,” for love and peace abode there. She clapped her hands
-for joy as the open cart in which she was seated rattled down the narrow
-paved street of Axe, and she caught sight of the ungainly figure of her
-only brother standing before the shop. Out sprang Lottie almost before
-the horse was pulled up, and in another minute she was locked in the
-arms of her mother.
-
-How much had Lottie to tell; how fast she talked, how merrily she
-laughed, as she sat at her mother’s little deal table spread with unusual
-dainties—buttered muffins, and toast, and water-cresses from the stream.
-The washerwoman had “cleared up and made all tidy” for the reception
-of her daughter; and her son had decked the homely room with bunches
-of cowslips and daffodils. Deborah’s care-worn brow seemed less deeply
-wrinkled, and her thin anxious face often relaxed into a smile, as her
-merry child talked over her first eventful month of service, playfully
-describing what at the time of occurrence had seemed to her anything but
-sources of mirth,—her own petty troubles and ignorant blunders. Lottie’s
-hearers drew from her recital that Hannah was a somewhat formidable
-task-mistress, that “Master” was not very easily pleased, that crockery
-at the Lodge had a peculiar tendency to slip out of clumsy fingers, but
-that “Miss Isa” was the kindest of mistresses, and that a smile from her
-seemed to smooth every difficulty away.
-
-“Bless your dear heart, how your poor father would have liked to have
-heard you!” exclaimed Deborah Stone, as the merry girl at length stopped
-to take breath.
-
-For the loyal heart of the deserted wife remained true in its allegiance.
-Perhaps memory had softened the past, perhaps it overleaped the years
-of bitter suffering on the one side and tyranny on the other, and
-Deborah only thought of her husband as what he had been in the days of
-his wooing. However that might be, conjugal affection remained firm and
-bright like its pledge, the circlet on the wrinkled bony finger, the sole
-piece of gold which its owner possessed, and which no strain of poverty
-would ever induce her to part with. When Deborah knelt down in the
-evening to offer her simple little prayer with her children, very fervent
-was her supplication for one absent but never forgotten: where Abner was
-she knew not, what Abner was she had proved by bitter experience, but
-still, “true as the needle to the pole,” the hopes and affections of the
-injured woman still pointed towards her lost husband.
-
-Sunday was an especially happy day to Lottie, it was such a pleasure to
-go to what she deemed her own church, hear her own pastor, meet again
-with her own companions in the Sunday school which she used to attend.
-She was only disappointed when the baronet’s carriage drew up to the
-church-porch, not to see in it the bright fair face of her dear young
-mistress.
-
-“A letter for you, mother,” said Mrs. Stone’s son, as he entered on the
-Monday morning the little room in which Lottie, humming a lively air, was
-helping her parent to clear away the remains of their early breakfast. As
-Mrs. Stone’s receiving a letter of any kind was a quite unprecedented
-occurrence, Lottie turned with some curiosity to see what the missive
-could contain. It had come by a cross-country post, for her brother
-pointed to the stamp-mark upon it, “Southampton.”
-
-“A letter for me?—why, who would write!” exclaimed Deborah, gazing with
-a look rather of anxiety than of curiosity on the address, “To D. Stone,
-Wildwast,” traced in a straggling, hardly legible hand, with “Try Axe”
-written below by the postmaster, showing that her correspondent could
-not be aware that—years ago—she had changed her abode. It was no wonder
-that Deborah did not recognize that rude handwriting, as she had seen it
-but once before, when, in the parish register, she had scrawled her own
-signature beneath that of her newly-wedded husband.
-
-“O mother, do open it!” cried Lottie; “who knows whether it mayn’t bring
-us news of poor father.”
-
-It was the same thought that had made the hand of Deborah tremble as she
-had taken the letter from her son. She tore open the envelope, and with
-anxious eyes glanced at the signature at the end of its enclosure.
-
-“It is—yes—oh! the Lord is merciful!” exclaimed the poor wife, with
-something like a sob. Long experience of hardship and sorrow had so
-strengthened her nature to endure, that it was very seldom that Deborah
-gave any expression to outward emotion; but no one could have looked at
-her at that moment and not have read in every line of her countenance
-that the depths of her soul were stirred, that the few scarcely audible
-words which escaped her lips came from the inmost recesses of a heart
-where sorrow had so long fixed its abode, that when joy came it startled
-and overpowered, like the visit of an angel.
-
-[Illustration: THE LETTER.]
-
-“Mother, read more; oh! read every word!” cried Lottie, whose only
-emotions seemed those of hope and delight; while her brother looked
-bewildered and scarcely able to comprehend that that piece of paper,
-blotted and soiled, on which his mother’s tears were falling, actually
-contained the writing of his father.
-
-It was some little time before the trembling, excited woman could, with
-the help of her children, make out the scrawl, which read as follows:—
-
- ANCOR INN, SUTAMTON.
-
- DEAR WIFE,—I landed here last month. I bin vry ill 6 weeks; i
- bin in det, an cant git away _till i pais_, so send me _five
- punds_ afor thusday in a letter, or i shall git in _gret
- trubel_; don’t tell no one abuit me, most of all not mister
- Erdly, cause id be had up for that scrape—mind don’t tell _no
- one_, but send mony _quick_; i hop to be a beter husband an
- father; it was all along of the drink; so no more fum yur loving
-
- ABNER STONE.
-
-“Five pounds—how can I send him five pounds—I’ve not five shillings in
-the world!” cried Deborah, glancing around her, as if to see whether any
-article in that scantily furnished room could, if sold or pawned, bring
-anything like such a sum, the fifth part of which she had never possessed
-at one time since her marriage.
-
-“Five pounds!” repeated her son dreamily, as he slowly moved his fingers
-one after the other, apparently to aid his dull brain in making some
-mental calculation.
-
-“We must send, oh! we must send the money!” cried Lottie, clasping her
-hands. “Dear Mr. Eardley might—”
-
-“I couldn’t ask him for another penny,” exclaimed Deborah, “he has done
-so much already, and he has so many alooking to him; and then your
-father forbids me to tell him a word.”
-
-“If only Mr. Arthur were in England,” sighed Lottie.
-
-“You earns wages,” said her brother abruptly, as if he had suddenly
-lighted on some fountain of wealth.
-
-“My quarter’s wages won’t be due till next June,” replied Lottie.
-
-“Could your master do anything?” suggested Deborah; “it is said about
-here that he’s rich.”
-
-Lottie shook her head with a very significant expression. “He may have
-plenty of money,” she said slowly, “but I’m sure he don’t like to part
-with it; there’s nothing to be got out of he.”
-
-“Here’s the baker’s cart come for you, Lottie,” cried her brother, who
-had sauntered up to the window.
-
-Lottie hurriedly snatched up her bonnet and shawl. “I mustn’t keep him;
-but oh! mother, if I could only think of any way to help father—” a loud
-summons shouted from below cut her short in the middle of her sentence,
-and quickened her movements.
-
-“Pray, child, pray; God Almighty will show us some way:” there was
-scarcely time for the parting kiss and blessing; Lottie hurried down
-into the street barely soon enough to prevent her impatient escort from
-driving away without her.
-
-Very different were the feelings of the young servant girl on her drive
-from Axe, from those with which, two days before, she had entered the
-quaint little town. She replied at random to the jesting observations of
-the baker’s boy, she seemed unable to understand the meaning of the words
-that fell on her ear, for her mind was so full of conflicting emotions
-that outer things could make no impression upon it. Lottie scarcely knew
-whether she was happy or unhappy, whether her inclination was to laugh
-or to cry. Her prayers had been answered—her lost father was found; here
-indeed was joy and cause for thanksgiving: but he was ill, in debt,
-needed money, and where was that money to be procured?
-
-“I would work my fingers to the bone!” muttered Lottie to herself, as
-the cart rolled lightly along the dusty high road, “but no working would
-bring more than the one pound due in June;” and thoughts of the new
-boots which would then be absolutely needed would intrude on the little
-maid’s mind. “I can’t go about Mr. Gritton’s house barefoot; and then he
-says that I am to pay for all that I break, and, oh! the things _will_
-slip out of my hands! Would my dear young lady help me? but I must not
-tell even her that I want money for my poor sick father. Shall I say
-that mother’s in trouble for rent?” The honest soul of Lottie recoiled
-from the artful suggestion of the Tempter, and she shook her head so
-emphatically in reply to it, that the baker’s boy, who had been watching
-with amusement her earnest look of thought and her moving lips, burst
-out into a laugh which startled her into a consciousness that she was not
-alone.
-
-“I say, Lottie Stone, what did you see in that thorn bush to make you
-shake your head at it so fiercely?” cried the lad.
-
-“I was only a-thinking,” replied Lottie.
-
-“A penny for your thoughts,” said her companion.
-
-But the answer was such a heavy sigh, that the good-humoured lad saw that
-the little maiden was in no mood for jesting, and as she turned her head
-sorrowfully away, he left her in peace to pursue her reflections.
-
-It was perhaps well for Lottie that she had not much time for meditation
-after her arrival at the Lodge. Hard work has served to relieve many an
-anxious heart, and Hannah took care that her little assistant should have
-her share, and much more than her share, of the labour of the house.
-Lottie Stone had to pay by double work for her two days’ holiday at Axe.
-Yet while she washed, and scrubbed, and tidied the rooms, the thoughts of
-the poor young girl were constantly recurring to her father, and she was
-revolving the difficult problem how it would be possible to procure five
-pounds to send to her father before Thursday.
-
-While Lottie was laying the cloth for dinner, she could not help hearing
-the conversation going on between her master and his sister, relative to
-one of the children of Isa’s Sunday class.
-
-“I am certain that she is consumptive, and that Wildwaste is too damp
-for the poor little thing. I hear that the doctor has said that her only
-chance is to go to the hospital at Bournemouth.”
-
-“I’ve no faith in doctors,” said Gaspar, applying to his snuff-box.
-
-“If I myself had the means of sending her,” pursued Isa, “I would never
-trouble you on the subject; but the expenses will be heavy, and my purse
-is light, and—”
-
-“It will always be light if you go picking up every case that comes
-before you. You may throw away your money if you choose, but I shall
-certainly not throw away mine;” and, rising, Gaspar walked to the window,
-to put an end to the conversation.
-
-The words which she had heard fell like cold vapour upon the heart of
-Lottie. “My poor dear mistress, though she is a lady, has a light purse;
-she cannot do what she wishes; she is obliged to beg her brother for
-money, and he refuses to give it. Ah, there is no use in my asking help
-from her! She has the will to do good, but not the power; master has
-the power, but not the will. People say as how he is rich; it don’t
-look like it, when he’s so angry at the candles being used so fast. I’m
-sure if I were rich—;” and here the little maid’s thoughts flowed on
-fast in a channel into which they had often wandered before—how much
-good _she_ would do if she were rich—how much she wished that she had
-plenty of money—how strange it was that some should be rolling in wealth,
-while others had scarcely bread enough to satisfy hunger. There are many
-through whose minds, as through Lottie’s, such a current of reflection is
-wont to run; but the little servant-maid suspected that there was danger
-in giving it free course.
-
-“I do believe that Mr. Eardley would say—could he know of what I am
-thinking—that I am letting those Midianites, Discontent and Distrust,
-into my foolish little heart. It do seem as if I was beginning to think
-everything wrong in God’s world, ’cause I can’t do what I want for
-father. If I can’t ask Miss Isa to help me, is there not One above whom
-I _can_ ask, and who has both the power and the will to do me good? I
-needn’t be hiding nothing from God; He knows all already. He has made
-poor father give up the drink, and has brought him back to England,
-and has helped him over his sickness, and now He can set him free from
-his debt. I must pray very hard, and pray in faith, and _pray without
-fainting_, and sure the answer will come at last.”
-
-And so, while she pursued her household labours, as well as when she
-knelt by her bed-side at night; when the duster or the broom was in her
-hand, as well as when her Bible lay open before her, the simple-minded
-Lottie lifted up her heart to her Father in heaven, and found comfort and
-hope in resting her cares upon Him.
-
-On the evening of the following day, Lottie accompanied her mistress to
-the meeting at the cottage of Holdich.
-
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-CHAPTER XII.
-
-LECTURE IV.—FAITH IN TRIAL.
-
-
-A very remarkable trial was now to test the faith of Gideon. We left him
-in the proud position of the leader of an army of thirty-two thousand
-men; and we can imagine how the heart of the patriot would swell with
-thankfulness and joy, as the prospect of delivering his country by their
-means brightened before him,—how he would welcome the arrival of each
-brave band, and count up the increasing number of his forces.
-
-Further encouragement was given to Gideon by miraculous signs vouchsafed
-to him by God in answer to prayer. “If Thou wilt save Israel by my hand
-as Thou hast said, behold,” cried Gideon, “I will put a fleece of wool in
-the floor; and if the dew be on the fleece only, and it be dry upon all
-the earth beside, then shall I know that Thou wilt save Israel by mine
-hand, as Thou hast said.”
-
-Early on the morrow the chieftain arose, and sought the fleece where he
-had laid it. He found it heavy with moisture, though the ground lay dry
-around it; and Gideon wrung out from the dripping wool a bowlful of water.
-
-Yet Gideon ventured to beseech God to grant a reversal of this miraculous
-sign, in further confirmation of his faith: “Let not Thine anger be hot
-against me, and I will speak but this once: let me prove, I pray Thee,
-but this once with the fleece. Let it now be dry only upon the fleece,
-and upon all the ground let there be dew.”
-
-Even as Gideon had prayed, so was the sign vouchsafed; the soft dew lay
-on the earth around, while the fleece remained dry.
-
-It has been remarked that in the fleece of Gideon we may see not only a
-sign, but also a type of Israel, the chosen people of God. The living
-water of divine truth, the dew of a peculiar blessing, rested upon
-the children of Abraham when the rest of the world was as a dry and
-thirsty land. Now—alas for those who rejected, who still reject their
-Messiah!—the sign is reversed. As a dry fleece the Jews remain in the
-midst of Christian nations, a marvel to the world; the dew which falls
-so richly around them rests not on them as a people. Oh, may God hasten
-the time when the Jews also shall receive the water of life; when they
-_shall look on Him whom they pierced_; and when God shall make use of
-them as His chosen instruments for the conversion of the heathen! Looking
-forward to that blessed time, St. Paul—himself a Jew—exclaims, _What
-shall the receiving of them be but life from the dead?_ Let us pray then,
-my brethren, for the dew of grace to fall upon the dry fleece, that
-Jerusalem, the city of the great King, may once more become the joy of
-the earth.
-
-Gideon, strengthened by signs from heaven, and surrounded by the hosts
-of Israel, might now fearlessly and confidently await the conflict with
-Midian; but he was not only to do God’s work, but to do it in God’s
-appointed way. _Not by might, nor by power, but by My Spirit, saith the
-Lord of hosts._ The Lord thus spake unto Gideon: “The people that are
-with thee are too many for Me to give the Midianites into their hands,
-lest Israel vaunt themselves against Me, saying, Mine own hand hath saved
-me. Now, therefore, go to, proclaim in the ears of the people, saying,
-Whosoever is fearful and afraid, let him return and depart early from
-Mount Gilead.”
-
-In making such proclamation, Gideon was obeying a command given through
-Moses (Deut. xx. 8), though it is possible that he might have omitted to
-do so without the special direction from above. Startling was the effect
-of the proclamation, and it needed strong faith in Gideon not to falter
-when the force of Israel began to melt away like a snow-ball, till more
-than two-thirds of the whole number had deserted the camp. Truly many had
-been called, but few were chosen. Where were those who had so readily
-obeyed the call of the trumpet, and quitted their homes for the field of
-war? Of how many might it be said, _Being harnessed and carrying bows,
-they turned back in the day of battle._ They were not to share the glory;
-they had faltered in the moment of trial. Oh, brethren, may it never be
-so with us! May _the fear of man_, which _bringeth a snare_, never make
-us shrink back from the duty before us. What must have been the shame of
-those who had come to the gathering of the hosts of Israel, and who had
-then departed without striking one blow, when the rocks and mountains
-rang with the shouts of their conquering brethren, and the victory in
-which they might once have shared was won without them! _No man having
-put his hand to the plough_ (or, to the sword), _and looking back, is fit
-for the kingdom of heaven._
-
-The force under Gideon had now dwindled from thirty-two thousand to ten
-thousand men. Human wisdom would have deemed these all too few to oppose
-the multitudes of Midian encamped in the valley before them; but not so
-judged the God of hosts. The Lord said unto Gideon, “The people are yet
-too many; bring them down unto the water, and I will try them for thee
-there: and it shall be, that of whom I say unto thee, This shall go with
-thee, the same shall go with thee; and of whomsoever I say unto thee,
-This shall not go with thee, the same shall not go.”
-
-Gideon, in obedience to the command, brought down his forces unto the
-water, leaving the selection of the chosen band of heroes unto Him who
-readeth the thoughts of the heart. Doubtless the Israelites were thirsty
-from their long march in the heat of that sultry clime; by far the
-greater number threw themselves on their knees by the water, stooping
-down eagerly to drink; three hundred only lapped from their hands the
-cooling draught. And the Lord said unto Gideon, “By the three hundred men
-that lapped will I save you, and deliver the Midianites into thine hand;
-and let all the other people go every man unto his place.”
-
-[Illustration: GIDEON’S ARMY DRINKING AT THE BROOK.]
-
-Mysterious command, and yet was it instantly obeyed. Gideon dismissed the
-greater part of his forces, not to their homes, but to their tents. They
-had yet their appointed part to take; they would complete the victory;
-they would follow up the pursuit. It is not given to all to be foremost
-in peril or in fame. Some are called to do great things, to suffer great
-things for God; others have a humbler part to perform: they have to
-follow up the successes of their brethren; not to shine conspicuously
-as Christian heroes, but to do their duty steadily as Christian men. It
-is very possible that some bold spirits amongst Gideon’s ten thousand
-may have been tempted to repine at being excluded from the glorious
-privilege of those who were to bear the brunt, and win the highest
-renown. And now the zealous servant of Christ, kept back by sickness or
-some other dispensation from active usefulness for his Lord, finds it
-hard to realize the truth, “They also serve who only stand and wait.”
-He fain would be in the scene of action; he fain would join in the
-glorious strife. Must he look on while others labour? must he stand
-still while others fight? My brethren, the place which our great Leader
-assigns to us is the right place, however humbling it may be to our
-pride. The submission of those who retired to their tents may have been
-as acceptable to God as the courage of those who remained to perform the
-perilous duty before them.
-
-The truth which is especially brought to our notice in this remarkable
-portion of the story of Gideon, is the necessity that God should be
-given the glory of every high and holy work which He enables His people
-to perform. Israel was not to say, “Mine own hand hath saved me.” Weak
-instruments were purposely chosen, that the honour of success might
-pertain unto God, and not man. And how often has the same lesson been
-taught in the history of the Church! Not the mighty, not the noble or the
-learned were appointed at the first to proclaim the gospel of salvation.
-When the lowly and illiterate, when fishermen from Galilee were chosen
-as leaders of the hosts of the Lord, who could not but own that their
-success was due to the power of the Spirit? It is right that we should
-employ all lawful means to further God’s work, but let us beware that we
-rest not in means; let us especially beware that we use no means that are
-not sanctified by His blessing. Had the ten thousand valiant men been led
-forward by Gideon against the foe, what would their number, what would
-their courage, what would their zeal have availed? Doubtless shameful
-defeat would have followed presumptuous self-confidence, and he who had
-rested on an arm of flesh have found that he had leaned on a broken reed.
-
-Christians are now not unfrequently placed in a position which may remind
-us of that of Gideon, when he found his forces melting away in the face
-of a formidable foe. In the midst of active labours for God, one is
-smitten down by sickness, his work is still to be done—the power to do
-it seems taken away. Another, active in works of charity, suddenly loses
-the means of which he has made such liberal use, his resources dwindle
-like the army of Gideon, and he is tempted to cry, “O Lord, wherefore
-hast Thou crippled my usefulness? what I had, was it not devoted to Thy
-service?” My brethren, if the blessing of God be left behind, we may rest
-trustfully in the assurance that He will care for His own work. He can
-make a few victorious over the many. His blessing on a cruse of oil and
-a handful of meal made them a surer source of supply than the granaries
-of the wealthy. God hath not forsaken, He would only humble and prove His
-servants, and teach them through trials of faith to look for success only
-to Him.
-
-Were it not for our past experience that flowers must fade to make
-way for fruit, how sad would be the sight of the fading blossoms on a
-tree—the petals strewed in the dust, their brilliant beauty departed!
-But we know that what is more precious is left behind; that on the bough
-remains the green germ of the fruit which shall renew the beauty of the
-tree, and give to it a value beyond what it possessed in the smiling days
-of spring. So see we faith in trial. Outward advantages may be taken
-away, sweet hopes may fall and wither, but if the fruit-tree be thriving
-and deep-rooted, harvest glory is yet to come. Job—stripped of property,
-children, health—might lament the day of his birth, and believe that his
-season of active usefulness was departed for ever; but through his very
-trials and losses he passed to greater glory and joy, and has become a
-fruitful source of blessing to the Church of God through many generations.
-
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-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-A PROMISE.
-
-
-“I am sure that Mr. Eardley was thinking of Mr. Arthur Madden this
-evening when he spoke of active labourers for God being smitten down by
-sickness,” observed Rebekah Holdich to her husband, after the little
-congregation had dispersed from the cottage.
-
-“Mr. Arthur—I hope there’s nothing the matter with him!” said Holdich,
-with a look of concern on his manly countenance. “The last news was that
-he had been ordained at Jerusalem.”
-
-“But I grieve to say that worse tidings came this morning to Mr. Eardley
-in a letter from Mr. Arthur’s youngest sister, who has been nursing him
-in a dangerous illness. The doctors say that the climate does not agree
-with his health; he was ordered to England directly—he and his sister
-were to start by the very next steamer.”
-
-“It will be a real pleasure to see them again,” observed Holdich. He was
-a man rather of deeds than words, so the simple sentence expressed a
-great deal more than it would have done from the lips of another.
-
-“But Mr. Arthur may never arrive, he may sink by the way,” faltered
-Rebekah, who was of a disposition naturally tender, and not very hopeful.
-
-“Wife, he is in God’s hands,” said Holdich; “sick or well, on sea or on
-land—he will be given what is best for him.”
-
-“Ah,” thought Rebekah, “my husband is always one to see behind the fading
-blossoms the germ of the fruit. His is a faith that can bear wind and
-storm; he can trust not only himself, but (what I find so much harder to
-do) those whom he loves, to his God.”
-
-Mrs. Bolder, as usual, carried back to her suffering husband an account
-of the cottage-lecture.
-
-“There’s a word of comfort for me,” observed Bolder; “maybe I’m like
-one of these nine thousand seven hundred Israelites sent back to their
-tents. They were not to be trusted to gain the victory, lest they should
-boast that their own strength had won it. God kept them in the background
-to keep them humble; but they were not rejected—no! Nor is many a poor
-sinner like me, though shut up from active work—we shall yet be allowed
-to join in the shout, _Thanks be to God who giveth us the victory through
-our Lord Jesus Christ._”
-
-Lottie Stone had returned to the Lodge that evening with a very heavy
-heart. Her mind was far less occupied with the lecture than with the
-tidings which she had heard of the dangerous illness of one of her
-earliest benefactors. Already perplexed and distressed as she was on
-account of her father, this new trouble had come on the little maid as a
-shock. The words in which Mrs. Bolder had communicated the news to her,
-“Have you heard that Mr. Arthur Madden is dying at Jerusalem?” had struck
-like a knell on her heart. Already that young tender heart was bleeding
-from home anxieties and troubles of which Lottie could not speak even to
-the kind mistress for whose counsel and sympathy she yearned, and now
-this second blow seemed almost crushing. Her father in difficulties,
-out of which she could not help him, returning after the absence of
-years to his country, but sick, tied down by debt, unable to reach those
-who loved him; and now the generous friend of the family dying in a
-far-distant land—thoughts of all this were a most oppressive burden of
-sorrow to Lottie. Her mind was so full of its troubles that she was more
-than usually awkward and inattentive in service. She was unpunctual in
-bringing in tea, the milk-jug was empty, the plates forgotten, the water
-had never been boiling. Isa was a little displeased, Mr. Gritton was
-angry, and his peevish chiding increased the confusion of poor Lottie
-Stone. In her nervous haste in removing the tea-tray she knocked over a
-letter-weigher which had lain upon Gaspar’s table. It fell with a clatter
-which made the invalid start, and the various weights were scattered
-hither and thither, some on the boards, some on the piece of brown
-drugget which covered the centre of the apartment.
-
-“The girl must have been drinking!” exclaimed Gaspar angrily, while poor
-Lottie went down on her knees to gather up the weights. Isa, pitying her
-confusion, said, in order to draw away the attention of Gaspar, “I have
-not yet told you of Edith’s kindness; she has promised to send my poor
-consumptive girl to Bournemouth.”
-
-“I feel no interest in the matter,” replied Mr. Gritton; “I wish that,
-instead of hunting up cases outside the house, you would manage to keep a
-little better order within it.”
-
-Lottie rose from her knees after her search, and timidly placed the
-weigher on the mantel-piece. She had recovered all the weights belonging
-to it but one, the smallest of the set, and that, in the dim light thrown
-by the solitary candle on the table, she had not been able to find.
-Lottie was nervously afraid lest her master should examine the small
-machine and find it imperfect.
-
-“I will hunt for the little round thing in the morning, when no one is
-watching me,” thought Lottie, “and I’ll never rest then till I find
-it.” The letter-weigher was the only elegant article which Gaspar’s
-study contained; it had been a birth-day gift from his sister, and had
-particularly attracted the admiration of Lottie, who, in her simplicity,
-had taken the gilded ornament for gold. The loss of the little weight was
-to the young maid a sensible addition to her heavier troubles.
-
-“If I can’t find that little gold bit, what on earth shall I do?” thought
-Lottie, with the fear before her mind of having to replace an article of
-value unknown; “I dare say that it is worth half a sovereign, and master
-may say that the whole thing is spoiled by its loss. How shall I ever
-pay for it out of my wages, and just at a time when I would do anything
-to win more money for father? I’ll get up early, so early to-morrow, and
-search every cranny in that room before any one else is about in the
-house.”
-
-Lottie Stone could hardly sleep that night from the many anxious thoughts
-which haunted her brain. She arose before dawn to hunt for the weight,
-crept out of her little chamber, and softly descended the stairs to the
-study. She opened the shutters, but the stars were glimmering yet in
-the deep blue sky, there was not sufficient light for her need. Lottie
-lighted a candle and began her search, under the table, the chairs, the
-fender, in every likely and unlikely place she hunted, but “the little
-gold bit” was not to be found.
-
-“I’ll move the table right to the wall, and pull up the drugget, maybe
-it has rolled under there,” said Lottie to herself, exerting all her
-strength to move the deal table, with Gaspar’s heavy desk upon it, to the
-other side of the room.
-
-To draw up the drugget was an easier task, and scarcely had it been
-removed when, stuck between two of the boards which had been covered by
-the cloth, Lottie to her great relief caught sight of the bright little
-weight.
-
-She ran up to the spot, and tried to pick up the weight, but a foot had
-trodden on it and pressed it in firmly. Lottie pulled harder, and to her
-extreme surprise found that in moving the weight she also moved one of
-the planks between which it was jammed, while a previously imperceptible
-line crossed the breadth of three of them. Accident had discovered to
-Lottie a most carefully concealed trap-door in the floor, in the spot
-which was usually covered both by the drugget and the table. With some
-little trouble Lottie managed to raise it, and with wondering curiosity
-she peered down, still on her knees, into the dark vault below, into
-which there was a means of descent by a ladder. Stories that had been
-current in the hamlet then recurred to the mind of Lottie, stories of
-the caution and mystery used in the building of Wildwaste Lodge. She
-had never heard that there were cellars beneath it, and a concealed
-trap-door would be a strange kind of opening into one intended to contain
-only wine. As Lottie bent over the dark recess, candle in hand, the
-little gilded weight which she had recovered slipped from her hold, and
-fell down into the vault below. It was needful again to search for it,
-and perhaps the young girl was not sorry for an excuse to explore a
-little further. Slowly and softly Lottie descended the ladder, carrying
-the candle in her hand. When she had reached the bottom, she found
-herself in a brick-built vault; the air felt damp and chill, moisture
-stains gleamed faintly on the walls. On the further side was a door,
-close to which the little weight had rolled. Lottie went and picked it
-up, and then pressed her hand against the door; it was not locked, but
-slightly ajar, and yielded to her pressure. Lottie could not resist the
-temptation of entering the inner vault. It had brick walls and floor
-like the first, but was not, like the first, perfectly empty. There
-were low shelves, on which was ranged all the family plate which Mr.
-Gritton had inherited from his father, silver candlesticks, salvers, and
-tureens, with curious old coins in cases, all looking dull and tarnished.
-There were also yellow canvas bags ranged in order. Lottie put down her
-candle, and, by a strong impulse of curiosity, raised one: it was very
-heavy in proportion to its size; she loosened the string round the mouth
-and glanced in—it was full of golden sovereigns! The black eyes of
-Lottie dilated—she could scarcely breathe—the hand which held the canvas
-bag trembled. The foolish young daughter of Eve had by her indiscreet
-curiosity put herself into a position of sore temptation, she had given
-the Enemy an advantage; he who had dared to breathe his deadly whisper in
-Eden, was present to tempt in that dark deep vault.
-
-“What a world of wealth is buried here, wealth useless to its owner,
-useless to all the world! A few yellow pieces from one of those canvas
-bags would never be missed, while they would bring help to a long-lost
-father, bring him back to his home, fill the heart of a mother with
-delight.” Nay, even the impious suggestion followed: “This discovery has
-not been made by chance. Providence has guided you here to give you the
-means of helping your parents in the time of their greatest need.”
-
-Well was it then for the tempted girl that prayer had become so habitual
-that she intuitively turned to her God for guidance, as a child might
-turn to a parent. Then her pastor’s words recurred to her memory, “Let
-us especially beware that we use no means that are not sanctified by
-God’s blessing.” It was Lottie’s duty, indeed, to make every effort for
-her parents, but God’s work must be only done in God’s way. His blessing
-could not rest on ill-gotten gold, and without that blessing what could
-come but misery and shame? Lottie’s faith was in trial; she was called
-on to abstain from following the only course by which it seemed possible
-for her to rescue her father. It was not by low covetousness, but by the
-strong warm affections of the heart that the Tempter was seeking to draw
-the simple child into guilt. It was a short, a painful struggle, and then
-faith rose victorious. “Oh, no! how can I do this thing, and sin against
-God!” exclaimed Lottie aloud, and not trusting herself to look again at
-the bags of treasure, she turned suddenly round—and confronted her master!
-
-Lottie started violently at the unexpected meeting with Gaspar; she then
-stood as if spell-bound, with her black eyes rivetted on his; she seemed
-to have no power to withdraw them, no power to utter another word. The
-sight of Mr. Gritton’s sallow, shrunken countenance, looking to her
-corpse-like in that dimly-lighted vault, exercised on the girl a kind of
-fascination, such as that which is attributed to the serpent’s gaze.
-
-[Illustration: AN UNEXPECTED MEETING.]
-
-Gaspar had been roused from sleep by the sounds made by Lottie in the
-search for the gilded weight. He never enjoyed the deep refreshing
-slumber of a mind at rest; the miser was haunted by the fears that are
-natural to one whose treasure is on earth, where thieves may break
-through and steal. Alarmed by the noise which he heard at an hour so
-unusually early, Gaspar had risen and partially dressed, his anxiety
-being increased by the recollection that he had forgotten to lock the
-door of the inner vault when last he had visited it, as he frequently
-did, in the night-time. It was an infirmity of Gaspar, perhaps
-originating in the shock caused to him by the loss of the _Orissa_, to
-feel that his money was never so safe as when immediately under his eye;
-it was a satisfaction to the slave of Mammon to sleep over his buried
-treasure. Mr. Gritton was, however, nervously sensitive to the danger
-of keeping large sums of money in an unguarded dwelling, especially in
-such a lawless neighbourhood as that of Wildwaste. He must hide from all
-the knowledge of the existence of hoards which would tempt the burglar.
-With this view Gaspar had caused vaults to be constructed with a special
-view to concealment: no one in Wildwaste knew of their existence. Mr.
-Gritton did what he could to appear before men as a gentleman of very
-narrow means; and though he had not succeeded in this, he had until now
-perfectly preserved the secret of a treasure kept under his house.
-
-It was with annoyance and alarm that Gaspar now found his secret
-discovered. He could not doubt the honesty of Lottie, whose words he had
-just overheard; he was relieved to find that his vault had been entered
-by no more formidable intruder; but he anxiously revolved the means
-of preventing the discovery from spreading further, and stood sternly
-regarding the trembling girl for what appeared to her a fearfully long
-time.
-
-“You have taken nothing?” he asked at length; to Lottie his voice sounded
-hollow and terrible, breaking the painful silence.
-
-“Oh, no, sir—you can search me—I never thought—;” the girl checked
-herself in the midst of her sentence—“no, I mustn’t say that, for I was
-tempted; but it was for my father.”
-
-“I never heard that you had a father living,” said Gaspar.
-
-“He is living, and in great distress, at Southampton.”
-
-“Hear me, girl,” said the master sternly. “I believe—I know that you
-are honest, but I have no means of knowing that you are discreet; after
-what has happened I cannot suffer you to stay for one hour longer in
-this house.” Seeing that Lottie looked aghast at this summary dismissal,
-Gaspar added more gently, “I am going to exact from you a most solemn
-promise that you will never utter to any being a word of what you have
-seen this day, or of the cause of your being thus hastily dismissed from
-my service.”
-
-“I must tell my mother,” faltered Lottie, “or she will think that I have
-done something wrong; I never hide nothing from her.”
-
-“You must not tell your mother, nor your lady, nor any one,” said Gaspar.
-“I will make it worth your while to keep silence.”
-
-“I don’t think that I could keep it,” said poor Lottie.
-
-Mr. Gritton laid his hand on one of the canvas bags, unloosed it, and
-took out five pieces of gold. “See here, Lottie Stone,” he said sternly;
-“if you will not make a solemn promise to tell no one, I will at once
-give you up to justice as a person found lurking, at a strange hour and
-under suspicious circumstances, in a place where treasure is kept.” He
-marked that Lottie’s rosy cheek blanched at the threat, and went on, “If
-you will pledge yourself to the strictest secrecy, you shall take home
-these five golden sovereigns; and if in the course of a year I find that
-nothing has transpired either of the cause of your leaving, or of the
-existence of these vaults, I will give you five sovereigns more.”
-
-A flash of joy beamed on the countenance of Lottie. So intense was her
-desire to possess the very sum which her master offered to place in her
-hands, that to obtain it she would have been ready to sacrifice anything
-but her conscience.
-
-“O sir!” she exclaimed, “I will—I do promise. I will never say one word
-about this place, or what I have seen, or why you send me away—I will
-rather die than speak!”
-
-“You promise before God?” said Gaspar solemnly, before he placed the
-money in the hand of the excited girl.
-
-“I do, I do!” exclaimed Lottie, and her fingers closed over the gold. She
-felt that she had saved her father.
-
-“Now go up, pack your bundle, and be off,” said Gaspar; “and never set
-foot in Wildwaste again; and remember that guilt lies on your soul if you
-keep not your promise to the letter.”
-
-“May I not stay till I can bid good-bye to dear Miss Isa?” pleaded Lottie.
-
-“You may not stay an hour; I do not choose that you should see her;
-take your money and your clothes and be gone. Leave the candle; I will
-stay behind to make sure that all is right—and to lock the door,” added
-Gritton, under his breath; “I will not neglect that precaution again.”
-
-Lottie, tightly grasping her dearly-won treasure, mounted the ladder,
-and re-entered the study through the trap-door. She hastily replaced the
-little weight on its gilded stand, and then ran upstairs to make her
-brief preparations for quitting Wildwaste for ever. Lottie soon put up
-her bundle, for her earthly possessions were few, and with it in her hand
-descended the staircase. Tears gushed from her eyes as she reached the
-door of Isa’s chamber; Lottie could not help lingering there for a minute
-to breathe a prayer for the young mistress so dearly beloved. “Oh! shall
-I never serve her again, never listen to her sweet kind voice, never comb
-out her long soft hair! What will she say of me, what will she think of
-me—will she not call me the most ungrateful girl in the world?” Lottie’s
-heart swelled at the idea, and it was with a low stifled sob that she
-turned away from the door.
-
-She found her master in the hall, himself unfastening the bolts of the
-outer door. Mr. Gritton was impatient to have the girl out of the house,
-and beyond the temptation of communicating with any one in the hamlet.
-
-“Your father is in Southampton—you had better join him there,” observed
-Gaspar. “Remember your solemn promise of silence made in the sight of
-Heaven.”
-
-Lottie turned as she crossed the threshold, “O sir—pray—at least—let my
-dear mistress know that—”
-
-Gaspar would not listen, he closed the door in her face, and Lottie
-found herself alone with her bundle and her gold in the chill crisp air
-of early morning. A dim line of red in the east showed where the sun
-would shortly rise, but as Lottie hastened through the hamlet there was
-not the sound of a human voice to break the stillness; Wildwaste was
-still asleep; in the great manufactory the busy hum of labour had not
-yet begun. But on the common, where the night dews lay heavy on fern and
-furze-bush, the lark, an early riser, was already mounting on quivering
-wing, and pouring out his song of joy to greet the advancing morn.
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-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-SUSPICIONS.
-
-
-Lottie had proceeded more than half of her way to Axe before her mind
-could realize her strange position, and the difficulties in which it must
-involve her. Her first thought had been of her father, her next of her
-young mistress; but every step that Lottie now took seemed to open to her
-a new complication of troubles. She had lost her place, and how could
-she expect to find a new one while she was utterly unable to explain why
-she had so suddenly left the last? What should she say to Mr. Eardley,
-who had taken such fatherly care to provide for her welfare? Poor Lottie
-became so utterly perplexed by her troubles, her first secret weighed
-on her frank honest nature as such an intolerable chain, that she could
-hardly think of physical weariness or discomfort, though the distance to
-Axe was long to be traversed by a fasting girl; and ere Lottie came in
-sight of the quaint little town, a shower which wet her clothes through
-and through.
-
-The world was beginning to show signs of being astir as Lottie entered
-the High Street of Axe; tradesmen’s boys were taking down their shutters,
-the milkmaid was passing with her pails; the rain had ceased, and the
-clear morning sun was gleaming on the windows of the houses.
-
-“Why, Lottie Stone, what ever brings you here at this ’ere hour of the
-day?” exclaimed Mrs. Green, the cobbler’s stout wife, over whose little
-shop Deborah had her lodging.
-
-Lottie muttered something, she knew not what, as she hurried through the
-shop. She ran up the steep dark staircase, and entered the room of her
-mother, whom she found in bonnet and shawl, with an old carpet-bag in
-her hand, as if about to set out on a journey. Deborah started at the
-unexpected entrance of her daughter, all wet with the rain, and flushed
-with excitement and the fatigue of a long, weary walk.
-
-“O mother, here, here’s for father!” exclaimed Lottie, eagerly holding
-out the five sovereigns which Mr. Gritton had given her.
-
-“It is from God!” cried Deborah; “He has sent it—praise be to His
-goodness! Lottie, I’ve scarce a minute to tell you of it, for I must be
-off to catch the train, but I’m a-going to Southampton myself.”
-
-“To Southampton!” echoed Lottie in surprise.
-
-“Yes; there was another letter yesterday, not from my poor Abner,
-but from his landlord: your father’s worse again—very ill; I’ve been
-a-borrowing, and begging, and scraping, and I’ve just got money enough
-for the journey; but these here five pounds have come as a blessing from
-Heaven! Mrs. Green has promised to do the ironing, and to tidy up things
-while I’m away—”
-
-“She need do nothing; I’m here, I’ve left my place,” said Lottie.
-
-“Left your place!” exclaimed Deborah, dropping on the table the five gold
-pieces which her daughter had brought.
-
-“Left your place!” repeated Mrs. Green, who had followed Lottie up the
-stairs, and who now turned a very inquisitive look on the money which had
-so unexpectedly and unaccountably been added to her neighbour’s little
-store.
-
-Mrs. Stone had no time for questioning, though Lottie’s few words had
-laid a fresh burden of care on her grief-worn spirit. On Mrs. Green’s
-informing her that “she’d better be off sharp, or she’d miss the train,”
-Deborah caught up her money and her carpet-bag, bade a hurried good-bye
-to her daughter and her son, and hastened off to the station. Mrs. Green
-remained in the little room, determined, as she said to herself, “to get
-to the bottom of the business.”
-
-“I say, Lottie,” she observed to the weary girl, who was taking off her
-wet bonnet and cloak, “was it you as brought them ’ere sovereigns to your
-mother?”
-
-“Yes,” said the unsuspicious Lottie, wishing heartily that the stout
-landlady would go and leave her to rest and collect her thoughts.
-
-“You’ve hardly earned ’em yet as wages, I take it.” The shrewd, sharp,
-questioning look of the woman put the young girl on her guard.
-
-“How did you manage to get them, eh?” pursued Mrs. Green, peering into
-the face of Lottie with an expression of suspicion which covered that
-face in a moment with a scarlet flush of indignation.
-
-“I can’t tell you—what is it to you?—I got them honestly, you may be sure
-of that,” stammered forth Lottie, as she pushed back the black hair from
-her heated cheeks.
-
-“Did your master give ’em to you? he’s not the kind of man for that sort
-of thing, or the world does him injustice.”
-
-“Mrs. Green, would you be so kind as to leave us for a little,” said
-Lottie desperately; “I am very, very, very tired, and—;” she knew not how
-to finish her sentence.
-
-The cobbler’s wife did not seem in the least inclined to go. She shook
-her head gravely, looked hard at the girl, and then shook her head again.
-“Better be open at once, Lottie Stone, you know I’m your friend; I know
-all about your father, poor man! If you’ve been a bit tempted, and—”
-
-[Illustration: LOTTIE AND MRS. GREEN.]
-
-“The money is honestly mine—every penny of it—how dare you say such
-things?” exclaimed the indignant girl.
-
-“Well, then, you’ve only to tell the simple truth how you came by it;
-there’s nothing to flare up about,” said Mrs. Green, putting her stout
-arms akimbo.
-
-“I’m not going to tell nothing; I want to be left quiet,” cried Lottie,
-who felt much inclined to burst into a passion of tears; while her simple
-brother looked on in surprise, rubbing his shock of hair, as he was wont
-to do when perplexed.
-
-A third time Mrs. Green shook her head; solemnly, ominously she shook
-it. “Well,” she muttered, “if girls will behave like that, after all the
-schooling, and praying, and preaching, and—;” the rest of the observation
-was unheard by the Stones, as their landlady had left the room as she
-uttered it, slamming the door behind her. Lottie knew by her manner that
-the cobbler’s wife was offended; and was convinced that within an hour
-the story of the five sovereigns would be spread all over Axe, as was
-already that of Abner’s arrival at Southampton, Deborah, in her efforts
-to procure money for her journey, having found it impossible to obey her
-husband’s injunction of secrecy.
-
-“Lottie, how _did_ you get all that money?” asked her brother, as soon as
-Mrs. Green’s heavy clumping step was heard descending the stair.
-
-“Oh, don’t you be a-worritting me too, Steady!” exclaimed Lottie, calling
-the lad by a name which Arthur Madden had given to him in the class, and
-which had clung to him, from its appropriateness, till it had almost
-superseded his own.
-
-Steady was not wont to “worrit” any one, and least of all the sister
-to whose brighter intelligence he had habitually looked up through his
-clouded boyhood, and whom he heartily loved. He was easily silenced, but
-not easily relieved. He sat down by the casement to his usual occupation
-of cutting pegs, but ever and anon a heavy sigh came from the poor
-youth’s breast.
-
-“You’re troubled about father?” asked Lottie, who was laying out the
-rough-dried linen which she was about to iron for her mother.
-
-“I warn’t a-thinking of father, but of that money,” replied the lad, in
-his slow, measured drawl: he had difficulty in putting even the most
-simple thought into words.
-
-“Steady, surely _you_ know me, _you_ can trust me!” cried Lottie, with a
-swelling heart.
-
-“I does trust you,” said the lad emphatically, “but other folk won’t;”
-and with another sigh he relapsed into silence.
-
-Very sadly Lottie pursued her occupation of ironing. “Oh,” thought she,
-“I wish that I could smooth away all these difficulties, as I press
-down the creases out of this linen! Father ill—Mr. Arthur dying—mother
-away—and then this dreadful, dreadful promise! Oh, that I never had made
-it!”
-
-“Here’s Mr. Eardley a-coming,” said young Stone, looking out of the
-window.
-
-For the first time the sound of her pastor’s name was unwelcome to
-Lottie, for the first time in her life she dreaded an interview with
-the clergyman. What could she say to him, how explain to him what must
-appear so mysterious and strange?
-
-Mr. Eardley crossed the road, and did not, as Lottie earnestly hoped,
-pass the door of the cobbler’s shop. She heard his foot on the stair, his
-tap at the door of the room. Lottie laid down her iron, courtesied on
-the entrance of the clergyman, and remained with her eyes fixed on the
-ground, her fingers nervously twitching the linen which lay on the table
-beside her. She was not sufficiently collected to think of offering her
-pastor a chair.
-
-“Lottie, I am sorry to hear that you have left your place,” said Mr.
-Eardley. “You seemed to be so happy and contented when I spoke to you
-last Sunday, that I hoped that you would remain for many years at the
-Lodge, and become in time a valuable servant.” Mr. Eardley’s address was
-fatherly and kind, but Lottie’s only reply was in the big tears which
-rolled slowly down her flushed cheeks.
-
-“Come, my child, speak frankly to one who has your true welfare at heart.
-Did you displease your lady? or had you some little difference with your
-fellow-servant?”
-
-Mr. Eardley paused for an answer, but no answer came.
-
-“O Lottie, speak out!” cried her brother, who had a child-like faith in
-the wisdom as well as the kindness of their pastor.
-
-Mr. Eardley was both perplexed and distressed by the strange reserve
-shown by one whose disposition he had hitherto found clear as daylight.
-He had heard in an exaggerated form the story of the money which Lottie
-had brought from Wildwaste, and very painful suspicions began to arise
-in his mind. Yet the clergyman shrank at first from saying a word that
-might appear like a charge of dishonesty against one whose character had
-hitherto been without a stain.
-
-“What did your lady say to your leaving her?”
-
-“Nothing,” was trembling upon the lips of the girl, but Lottie pressed
-them together, and kept silent. She was aware that if by answering
-questions she were led into telling anything, she would gradually be
-drawn into telling all; it was only by preserving silence that she could
-possibly preserve the secret which she had solemnly promised to keep.
-
-“Lottie, why don’t you speak?” cried Steady in real distress.
-
-“Miss Gritton appears to be so gentle and kind,” pursued the clergyman.
-
-“She’s an angel! I’d die for her!” interrupted Lottie, fairly breaking
-down, and bursting into a fit of loud sobbing.
-
-“Do you not think that, if you have displeased her, she might be
-persuaded to overlook a fault, and take you back?” suggested Mr. Eardley,
-glad that at least the girl’s obstinate silence was broken.
-
-“I can’t go back!” sobbed Lottie.
-
-“And wherefore not?” inquired Mr. Eardley.
-
-“Lottie, do, do speak,” pleaded her brother.
-
-The poor girl was in bitter distress. A false idea of honour has led many
-a duellist to face the fire of an enemy, but never did the most nervous
-spirit more shrink from such an ordeal than did that of the little
-servant-maid from that which she now had to pass through. Influenced by
-the highest sense of honour—conscientious respect for a promise—Lottie
-stood the mark of questions, each of which seemed to strike her in the
-tenderest part. She had more than filial reverence for her pastor: to
-stand well in his favour, to do credit to his care, had been one of the
-highest objects of her ambition; to grieve, displease, disappoint him,
-was misery to which she could hardly have believed it possible that she
-should ever be exposed. Mr. Eardley, on his part, found the interview
-very painful. He had regarded Lottie Stone as one of the most promising
-girls under his pastoral charge; she was so simple-minded, affectionate,
-and pious; he could have trusted her with money uncounted; were she to
-prove ungrateful and unworthy, in whom could he henceforth trust? The
-clergyman was very patient and tender, but he was also very faithful.
-For more than an hour he stood in that little room, plying the silent,
-miserable girl with questions that put her to the torture, appealing
-to her reason, her affections, her conscience; exhorting, reproving,
-entreating—doing all that lay in his power to overcome her inexplicable
-reserve. Mr Eardley saw that Lottie’s character, that most precious
-of earthly possessions, was at stake; that if she continued silent, a
-merciless world would believe the worst. He explained this again and
-again; and Lottie, in anguish of soul, felt how true was every word
-which he uttered. And yet, had she not promised before God? was it not
-better to endure suspicions than to incur sin? Not all the efforts of her
-pastor, backed by the entreaties of her simple-hearted brother, could
-force the poor girl from the position to which conscience had fastened
-her, like a baited creature fixed to the stake.
-
-At length, disappointed and disheartened, Mr. Eardley took his leave,
-promising, however, soon to return. Lottie wrung her hands in silent
-misery as she heard the door close behind him. “There,” she thought,
-“goes the kindest, most generous of friends, wearied out at last, and
-thinking me an ungrateful and wicked girl. Oh, I could have borne
-anything better than this!”
-
-Lottie was not to have even a breathing-space of relief. Not five minutes
-after the departure of Mr. Eardley, the baronet’s carriage drove up to
-the door of the cobbler’s shop, with Isa and her cousin within. Its
-approach was announced to Lottie by her brother’s exclamation, “Here
-comes your mistress a-looking arter ye now!”
-
-“I think all this will drive me mad!” cried Lottie, pressing both her
-hands to her burning temples.
-
-Isa had been much surprised, and even alarmed, on being informed by
-Hannah at an early hour that morning that “that there girl Lottie” had
-“run away without saying a word to nobody; taken her bundle, and gone
-clean off.” Isa could in no way account for the sudden departure of
-her young servant, except by imagining that she had taken offence at
-something, and that perhaps something wild and gipsy-like in her nature
-corresponded with her somewhat gipsy-like appearance.
-
-“To go without saying a word to me, kind and indulgent as I ever have
-been, seems so strange, so ungrateful,” observed Isa to her brother, when
-she mentioned to him at breakfast a fact of which he had had much earlier
-notice than herself.
-
-“No accounting for the vagaries of a raw, untutored village rustic,”
-observed Gaspar, applying to his snuff-box; and he was ungenerous enough
-to add, in order to cover his own confusion, “You had better count up the
-spoons.”
-
-“I could answer for Lottie’s honesty,” said Isa.
-
-So could Gaspar Gritton, for he had seen it put to the proof; he had seen
-the “raw, untutored village rustic” withstand a temptation under which
-he, an educated man, calling himself a gentleman, had basely succumbed.
-But Gaspar felt himself placed in a position of difficulty. He would
-probably have at once told his sister all the circumstances connected
-with Lottie’s dismissal, had it not been for Isa’s having spoken to him
-on the subject of the _Orissa_. Gaspar shrank from avowing to one who,
-as he knew, suspected _his_ honesty, that he actually had a large sum of
-money concealed in a vault.
-
-“What could have induced the girl to take such a step?” said Isa,
-following the current of her own thoughts. “Hannah is as much in the dark
-as ourselves.”
-
-“Really,” observed Gaspar peevishly, “the subject is not worth the
-trouble of considering. Such an insignificant cipher may go, or stay, or
-hang herself; it matters not the turn of a straw to us.”
-
-A feeling of indignation swelled the heart of Isa, and it cost her an
-effort to give it no outward expression. Isa was not one of those who
-regard the humbler members of a household as mere pieces of furniture,
-to be discarded when faulty, or neglected when worn out, without a
-thought or a care. She looked upon them as fellow-Christians and
-fellow-immortals, over whom the position of master or mistress gives
-an influence for which an account must one day be rendered. Added to
-this, Lottie’s simplicity, warmth of heart, and the knowledge of her
-early trials, had engaged in her behalf the kindly interest of her young
-mistress. Isa’s anxiety on account of her run-away servant was not only a
-matter of conscience, but a matter of feeling also.
-
-After some minutes of silence, Isa exclaimed, as if she had suddenly
-found a clue for which she had been searching, “It must have been your
-words to her yesterday evening.”
-
-“What words do you mean?” asked Gaspar.
-
-“You said that she must have been drinking. Such a sentence, though
-lightly spoken, would wound her deeply, for she would think it an
-allusion to the well-known vice of her father, whom, poor child, she
-loves so dearly.”
-
-“Really,” observed Mr. Gritton, with a short, harsh laugh, “we must be
-careful now-a-days where we blow thistle-down, lest it should wound some
-sensitive maid-of-all-work!” He was not sorry that Isa should suggest
-some cause for Lottie’s sudden flight that was remote from the real one.
-
-“I cannot rest till I know all, and have seen the poor girl,” thought
-Isa; “I will go over to the Castle at once, and ask Edith to take me in
-the carriage to Axe.”
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-CHAPTER XV.
-
-EVIL TONGUES.
-
-
-“I will not go in with you, Isa dear,” said Edith, as the carriage
-approached the little country town. “Lottie will speak to you more freely
-if no one is by. I hope that we shall be able to carry back with us to
-Wildwaste your runaway little gipsy maid.”
-
-“I am sure that we shall,” replied Isa. “Lottie is an affectionate girl,
-and loves me. I must chide her a little, but gently; she is one with whom
-a short reproof will go a long way.”
-
-“And all your scourges are made of feathers, like those in the
-fairy-tale,” said Edith with a smile, as the carriage rolled up to the
-door of Mrs. Green’s shop.
-
-Courteously declining the guidance of the cobbler’s stout wife, Isa
-lightly ascended the stair to the lodging above. She entertained not
-the slightest doubt of succeeding in bringing back her truant; her only
-subject of consideration was how far reproof should be blended with
-kindness. Lottie’s strange conduct had given her mistress just cause of
-offence; it must not be overlooked, though in Isa’s heart it was already
-forgiven.
-
-The lady tapped at the door, and entered the room where Lottie stood
-trembling. Her face was buried in her hands; but Isa could see the red
-burning flush on her neck. The girl’s attitude was so expressive of
-humiliation and grief, that her gentle mistress forgot at once all her
-intended rebuke.
-
-“My poor Lottie, what has happened?” There was nothing but kindness and
-sympathy in the voice which uttered the question.
-
-The tears trickled through Lottie’s brown fingers; but she did not remove
-her hands or raise her head.
-
-“What has happened?” repeated Isa, addressing herself to the lad, who had
-risen from his seat on the entrance of the lady.
-
-Steady tugged hard at the button of his jacket; his nostrils dilated;
-he looked first to one side and then to the other, an image of dull
-perplexity. He jerked out the answer, “She won’t tell no one;” and then,
-unable to bear another interview like that which had just passed between
-his sister and Mr. Eardley, the poor lad shuffled hastily out of the room.
-
-Isa went up to Lottie Stone, and gently laid her hand on her shoulder.
-“If you have had anything to pain and distress you, open your heart to
-me. I am not angry with you, Lottie, though you did wrong to leave the
-house without giving notice. I am willing to take you back if you tell me
-frankly the cause of your going.”
-
-“I can’t tell,” replied Lottie in a choking voice.
-
-[Illustration: MISS ISA QUESTIONS LOTTIE.]
-
-“Something that was said distressed you, perhaps. Was it what your master
-spoke about drinking, when you threw down the weights last evening?”
-
-Isa’s question suddenly opened for the young maid a little door of
-escape. The lady had found out a cause for Lottie’s strange conduct
-when she herself could give none. Would there be any harm in leaving
-Miss Gritton to think, and to lead others to think, that the whole
-strange affair had arisen from a burst of passionate feeling, caused
-by an accusation which had been both unjust and cruel? A disingenuous
-girl would have gladly availed herself of the lady’s mistaken view, and
-have left her to form her own conclusions from it. But Lottie had the
-straightforward simplicity of one in whose spirit there is no guile. She
-shook her head on Isa’s repeating her question, and her mistress remained
-more perplexed than ever. Isa felt, as Mr. Eardley had felt, surprised,
-discouraged, and at length a little displeased. Lottie would neither
-apologize, nor explain, nor consent to go back to her place. No sentence
-could be wrung from her lips but a repetition of “I can’t tell,” “I can
-never go back;” and yet her manner expressed fervent, grateful affection
-towards her young mistress. Isa was convinced that the girl’s obstinate
-reserve was not that of indifference or of pride.
-
-“Lottie, you quite grieve me,” said Isa at length, as she turned to
-depart, lingering at the open door with her fingers on the handle, to
-give the girl an opportunity of calling her back.
-
-Lottie clutched her own black hair with both her hands, and tore it,
-as if physical pain could relieve the anguish of her heart. She turned
-suddenly away to the window, to escape as far as she could from the
-presence of her lady. Edith, waiting in the carriage below, chanced to
-glance up at the moment, and caught sight of a young face clouded with an
-expression of such misery as she had never seen on a countenance before.
-
-In the meantime, Mr. Eardley, having resolved, if possible, to clear
-up the mystery, and at least ascertain whether poor Lottie were not
-unjustly accused of dishonesty, walked over to Wildwaste Lodge. He was
-much disappointed at not finding Miss Gritton at home, but asked for an
-interview with her brother.
-
-“Master ain’t very well, he don’t see visitors,” said Hannah, who,
-grumbling at being left to do all the work of the house, had come
-out from the kitchen smoothing her soiled apron and pulling down her
-tucked-up sleeves.
-
-“I have walked from Axe, being anxious to speak on a matter of some
-importance,” said the heated and weary clergyman. “Pray, ask Mr. Gritton
-to have the kindness to see me but for five minutes.”
-
-Ushered into the study, Mr. Eardley almost immediately entered on the
-object of his visit. Gaspar was embarrassed; he had not contemplated the
-difficulties which must arise from Lottie’s faithful adherence to her
-promise.
-
-“Really, sir, I can’t be answerable for—I can’t be expected to know
-anything about the doings of a girl like Lottie.” Gaspar took a large
-pinch of snuff to cover his embarrassment.
-
-“But what I am most anxious to ascertain is this: has anything been
-missed here, is there the slightest cause to suspect the young girl of
-dishonesty?” Gaspar could not meet the gaze of the clear eyes that were
-fixed upon him.
-
-“No; she’s no thief; she’s awkward, ignorant, but honest—yes, perfectly
-honest.” The words were spoken as if with effort, and again Gaspar had
-recourse to his snuff-box.
-
-“That is a great relief to me; that is what I wanted to ascertain. I
-thank you, Mr. Gritton,” said the clergyman, rising; “I need not longer
-intrude on your time.”
-
-As Mr. Eardley was about to depart, Isa returned from her fruitless
-expedition to Axe. To her the presence of the vicar was ever welcome, and
-more than usually so at the present moment. She eagerly related to him
-all that had happened, as far as her knowledge extended, emphatically
-confirming Gaspar’s testimony as to the perfect honesty of poor Lottie.
-
-The interview did not last as long as either Henry Eardley or Isa would
-have wished, as Hannah came clattering in with the tray to prepare for
-early dinner. It would have been an act of common courtesy to have asked
-the weary minister to stop and partake of the meal. Isa glanced at her
-brother, without whose assent she dared not give the invitation which
-was upon her lips, but Gaspar did not choose to understand the look;
-hospitality was foreign to his nature, and to his sister’s mortification
-he suffered the tired guest to depart unrefreshed.
-
-Henry Eardley left the Lodge with a joyous feeling of a more complicated
-nature than would have arisen only from satisfaction at having been
-relieved of painful doubts in regard to a member of his flock. His
-thoughts were by no means absorbed by the case of Lottie, though he went
-out of his way to let it be known in the cottage of Holdich, and in
-various dwellings in Axe, that the young maid had not been dismissed for
-any fault, and that she had taken nothing with her that was not honestly
-her own.
-
-Mr. Eardley did what he could to clear the character of Lottie from
-the imputation resting upon it; but it is as easy to force back an
-overflowing river into its usual channel as to stay the flood of calumny
-when once it has spread far and wide. The vicar could not throw light on
-the mystery of Lottie’s hasty flight from Wildwaste, or her possession of
-a considerable sum of money for which she would not account.
-
-“Folk may talk till they’re black in the face,” said Mrs. Green to
-her neighbour the baker, “but they can’t talk away them five bright
-sovereigns as I seed with these eyes. Girls can’t make gold pieces out
-of old tea-leaves; and if any one gave ’em to her, why don’t she say so
-at once?”
-
-Young Stone returned to his lodging that evening with a black eye and a
-great swelling on his brow.
-
-“O Steady, you have had one of your falls!” exclaimed Lottie, with
-affectionate sympathy.
-
-The lad’s face was working with suppressed emotion. He sat down heavily,
-and passed his hand through his mass of shaggy light hair before he
-replied in his slow, peculiar drawl,—
-
-“Bat Maule says—says he—you took fifteen pounds from your master’s desk,
-and he was a-goin’ to send you to jail, only Miss Isa begged and prayed,
-and so he let you off.”
-
-It was a long speech for the lad to utter; his drawled-out words fell on
-Lottie’s ear like the drip, drip of water, which is said at length to
-produce madness in the victim on whose head it descends.
-
-“And what did you say?” exclaimed the miserable Lottie, starting up from
-her seat.
-
-“I didn’t say nothing, I knocked him down,” replied Steady; “but he did
-the like by me.”
-
-The lad pressed his rag of a handkerchief against his bruised and swollen
-forehead—the stain of blood was upon it.
-
-“Hurt for me!” moaned Lottie, whose courage was beginning to give way
-under her complicated trials.
-
-“I wish you’d clear up about that money,” her brother went on, “’cause
-I can’t knock down all them folk as talk, and I can’t stand hearing ’em
-call you a thief.”
-
-Lottie went up to the lad, threw her arms round his neck, and sobbed on
-his shoulder.
-
-“Don’t take on so—don’t take on so,” said poor weak-witted Steady, almost
-beginning himself to cry in his rough sympathy with his sister. “I trust
-you, Lottie, you ain’t no thief; but why—why won’t you clear up?”
-
-And still that painful silence had to be maintained, that cruel promise
-had to be kept. A hundred times was Lottie on the point of breaking it,
-but simple faith kept her firm in temptation. To break her word would
-be to disobey her Lord; it was better to suffer than to sin. “But oh!”
-thought Lottie, “it’s a blessing that mother is away; how could I have
-kept any secret from her!”
-
-Poor Steady’s rude championship of his sister had been worse than
-useless; it only, as was the case with any violent excitement, brought
-on one of his sudden attacks, which, though very brief in duration, were
-always distressing, and very painful to witness. Sleep, however, soon
-removed from the afflicted lad all consciousness of earthly trouble;
-but for Lottie there was no rest throughout all the night. She heard the
-church-clock strike every hour as she lay on her pallet-bed, almost too
-wretched even for tears.
-
-“But oh,” thought the poor girl, “it’s such a comfort that there is One
-who knows all; He knows that I did no wrong, except—except in letting
-curiosity lead me on, and touching that bag of gold, and thinking those
-wicked, covetous thoughts. But He has forgiven me—I feel that He has,
-though He lets me suffer for my folly. It seems as if all my friends
-and my comforts were being a-taken from me together. Mother away—father
-ill—Mr. Eardley and my dear lady vexed and displeased—all my neighbours
-turning against me—even poor Steady scarcely knowing what to think of
-me, though he will never desert me. It is just as Mr. Eardley said in
-his lecture, all my blossoms are falling from the tree.” The idea linked
-itself on to others connected with Gideon when his faith was in trial,
-when, just before the struggle with the foe, he was constrained to
-deprive himself of the help of those on whose support he had counted.
-“It must have seemed strange and hard to him,” mused Lottie, “to have
-had the greater part of his friends sent from him, with all these fierce
-enemies gathering in front. Now it seems as if my Midianites were getting
-stronger than ever, and I more helpless against them. There’s dreadful
-Disappointment, and worse than Discontent, and I seem at Dissension with
-all my neighbours, though I never willingly did them wrong; and as for
-Distrust, ’tis just crushing me down, for I can’t see any way out of my
-troubles, and it looks as if the Lord had forsaken me. And now those of
-whom I would have said, ‘They will always comfort and care for me and
-trust me,’ are those who cause me most grief and pain. They are still
-good, patient, and kind; yet I have, as it were, to send them from me,
-and struggle with temptation alone. But God gave victory to Gideon in a
-way that man would not have thought of. It was not to make him really
-weaker that he was deprived of his friends; I suppose that it was to make
-him rest more entirely on God. Perhaps that is why a poor child like me
-is left so desolate now. I look to this side, and to that side, and no
-one seems able to help me; and then, when there’s hope nowhere else, I
-look up straight to my God. I should like to hear more of what happened
-to Gideon. I think that I could walk to Mrs. Holdich’s cottage on Friday
-with Steady, who goes whenever he can. It would be dreadful, indeed, to
-face all the people; do they not look upon me as a thief! And yet,” said
-the poor girl, half aloud, raising herself on her elbow, as the first
-morning ray glimmered through her casement, “I should like to show to
-all that I am not ashamed, that I dare show my face before my accusers.
-I should like Mr. Eardley to see that I prize his holy words—for, oh!
-I need them—I need the comfort and strength which only religion can
-give. It would be a pleasure, too, to look on the face of my sweet young
-mistress; I would not speak to her—oh, no—but I do so long to see her;
-and I would quietly slip away as soon as the prayer was done.”
-
-The resolution thus taken seemed to calm the mind of Lottie, or perhaps
-Nature at last was claiming her rights, and sorrow of mind gave way to
-overpowering weariness of body. Deeply and peacefully the young girl
-slept, with her hands folded as if in prayer.
-
-Lottie rose with a brave spirit, though a heavy heart; she was resolved
-to seek comfort in a clear conscience toward man and a humble confidence
-in her God, however painful might be the struggle before her. Lottie did
-not sit down in idle sorrow, though she shrank from quitting her lodging;
-for wherever she went she would have to encounter suspicious looks and
-cruel taunts. The young maid read her chapter, and said her prayers with
-her brother, and after giving him his simple breakfast, set resolutely
-to work to prepare, as she said, for her parents’ return. The room was
-thoroughly washed and scrubbed—even the window-panes cleaned; and when
-the little place had been made the picture of neatness, Lottie turned to
-mending her brother’s garments, in which many a darn and many a patch
-showed the skill of her busy fingers. The most trying event of the day
-to Lottie was a second long interview with her pastor; but she again
-resisted the almost overpowering temptation to pour out her whole heart
-to him, and to tell him all that had happened. It was a satisfaction to
-find that Mr. Eardley had no suspicion of her honesty, notwithstanding
-the mystery regarding the money; and that Miss Gritton had never doubted
-that honesty for a moment. Lottie saw that the clergyman was now rather
-perplexed than displeased by her reserve; and when, with her honest eyes
-looking full into his, she assured him that if he knew all he would not
-blame her silence, it was a relief to the poor child to feel that he had
-not lost faith in her word.
-
-Friday brought no tidings from Southampton. Lottie felt keenly “the
-sickening pang of hope deferred,” and she had now but little occupation
-wherewith to fill up the tedious hours. The day passed slowly and
-wearily, till it was time to start for the cottage-meeting. Glad was
-Lottie to leave Axe, though only for a space so brief; the cottage
-of Holdich was connected in her mind only with thoughts of holiness
-and peace, and she was thankful to be permitted still to kneel as a
-worshipper there.
-
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-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-LECTURE V.—FAITH CONFIRMED.
-
-
-The Lord is mindful of His own, He remembereth His people. He may,
-indeed, permit faith to be put to sharp trial, but His love supports
-His servant through it. If, as in the case of Gideon, God removeth
-earthly friends; if He take from us the prop of human aid, He can supply
-other props, and even from the enemy’s camp. When friends are silent,
-encouragement can come from the lips of a foe. A Balaam, eager to curse,
-has been made an instrument to bless.
-
-Strong as was the faith of Gideon, we cannot wonder if a feeling of
-misgiving arose in his mind when he looked on the handful of men to which
-his force had been reduced. How was it possible that they should meet
-the shock of battle with the multitudes of Midian? They were brave and
-resolute men, they would follow him to the death; would it not be indeed
-_to the death_; had he not been selecting victims for slaughter rather
-than warriors for conquest? We must conclude that some such thoughts as
-these troubled the spirit of Gideon, from the very circumstance of God’s
-finding it needful thus to strengthen his faith:
-
-“Arise, get thee down unto the host; for I have delivered it into thine
-hand,” said the Lord. “But if thou fear to go down, go thou with Phurah
-thy servant down to the host: and thou shalt hear what they say; and
-afterward shall thine hands be strengthened to go down unto the host.”
-
-It could not have been personal fear that weighed upon the soul of
-Gideon; his anxious care must have been for the safety of others, for
-the success of the effort to free his country, or formidable would have
-appeared the adventure which he was called to undertake almost alone.
-But Gideon appears to have had no hesitation or fear in trusting his own
-life to God’s providential care. We picture to ourselves the leader, with
-his single attendant, silently treading the path towards the enemy’s
-camp, lighted by the glimmering stars in the dark blue midnight sky.
-How wide spreads the camp of Amalek and Midian, how innumerable seem
-the dark tents within which are slumbering foes, “like grasshoppers
-for multitude,” with their camels tethered around, “as the sand by the
-sea-side for multitude!” Nor are all amongst the host sleeping: Gideon
-hears the sound of voices in converse as he approaches the tents. The
-man of God stands still, as conscious that what he will hear will be a
-message from God to himself.
-
-[Illustration: GIDEON LISTENING.]
-
-“Behold, I dreamed a dream,” said one of the Midianites to his companion,
-little guessing on whose ear his words would fall; “and, lo, a cake of
-barley bread tumbled into the host of Midian, and came unto a tent, and
-smote it that it fell, and overturned it, that the tent lay along.
-
-“And his fellow answered and said, This is nothing else, save the sword
-of Gideon the son of Joash, a man of Israel: for into his hand hath God
-delivered Midian, and all the host.”
-
-The message from the Lord had been given, and Gideon required no more.
-There, close to the unconscious enemy, he worshipped; then returning with
-renewed faith and hope to the warriors of Israel, he cried, “Arise, for
-the Lord hath delivered into your hand the host of Midian!”
-
-Brethren, are we to look for such encouragements now? The age of
-miracles, it may be said, is past; we must rest upon what has already
-been revealed, nor seek for wonders and signs to encourage our feeble
-faith. Yet, without interrupting the course of nature, God has His own
-way of giving strength to the weak and joy to the sorrowful. An instance
-of this, which occurred during the fearful Indian Mutiny, suggests itself
-to my mind. Two ladies and a child were prisoners in the power of the
-cruel enemy, who had destroyed the brother of one of them by blowing
-him from a gun. Great must have been the anguish of mind, the fears of
-these captive ladies—they were encompassed, as it were, by the hosts of
-Midian; could faith endure the fiery trial? The child fell sick, medicine
-was asked for, and the captors gave it wrapped up in a soiled piece of
-paper. Who would have guessed that through the enemy of our name and
-of our faith would be sent medicine not only for the body but the soul?
-With wondering joy the ladies discovered that the scrap of paper was
-a leaf torn from an English Bible, and containing such a portion of
-Scripture as was most exactly suited for their comfort and refreshment.
-With what emotions must the poor prisoners have received such a message
-from God as this, conveyed through the enemy’s hand: _I, even I, am He
-that comforteth you: who art thou, that thou shouldest be afraid of a man
-that shall die, and of the son of man which shall be made as grass; and
-forgettest the Lord thy Maker, that hath stretched forth the heavens, and
-laid the foundations of the earth; and hast feared continually every day
-because of the fury of the oppressor, as if he were ready to destroy? and
-where is the fury of the oppressor? The captive exile hasteneth that he
-may be loosed, and that he should not die in the pit, nor that his bread
-should fail_ (Isa. li. 12-15).
-
-Doubtless these captive Englishwomen received those blessed verses as
-a promise from God, even as Gideon did the Midianite’s relation of his
-dream, and in their dreary prison bowed their heads and worshipped.
-The ladies were delivered from the fury of the oppressor; the captive
-exiles were loosed; and surely with them, as with Gideon, would faith be
-confirmed, not only for the present time of peril, but through all the
-succeeding years of life.
-
-When we regard faith, as we have been doing during this course of brief
-lectures, under the emblem of a fruit tree, we must remember that it is
-no standard rearing itself aloft in the pride of its strength, but a
-plant in itself but feeble, which must lean on the Rock of Ages; which,
-even when its branches are fullest of swelling fruit, needs the props,
-the supports which God’s grace only can give. Without these supports how
-the branches would lie low on the earth, their fruit be defiled with its
-dust! How constantly in the history of God’s people do we find strong
-consolation given at the moment when faith is most ready to fail! To
-Jacob, a lonely, benighted wanderer, is sent a bright beam of heaven.
-Does he fear to encounter an angry brother? the angel of the Lord meets
-him and blesses. Joshua, ere commencing an arduous campaign, receives the
-promise, _I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee_. To David comes the
-assurance of his final triumph from the lips of the very enemy engaged
-in hunting for his life: _I know well that thou shalt surely be king,
-and that the kingdom of Israel shall be established in thine hand_. But
-I need not multiply instances of which the Scripture records are so
-full; now, as when He dwelt upon earth, our gracious Saviour says to the
-anxious, afflicted spirit, _Be not afraid, only believe_; and to His
-disciples entering on the conflict with sore temptation, _Let not your
-hearts be troubled; ye believe in God, believe also in Me_.
-
-Rest, therefore, ye afflicted servants of God, on the promises made by
-your heavenly Master. The night of trouble may be around you, enemies
-may be before you, difficulties may press you from without, temptation
-assail you from within; but this is no proof that God has forsaken you.
-Are you looking to Him, trusting in Him; are you ready, like Gideon, to
-go forth in His strength to fight His battle against every besetting
-sin? Then fear not, for He is on your side; _heaviness endureth for a
-night, but joy cometh in the morning_; nay, more, the Lord giveth _songs
-in the night_, even before the darkness passeth away the tried one, like
-Gideon, may worship God and rejoice. The believer goes from strength to
-strength, even as day by day on the bough the fruit ripens and swells
-towards perfection. There is a growth in grace, an increase in love and
-in submission, which is visible even to the world.
-
-_The salvation of the righteous is of the Lord: He is their strength in
-the time of trouble. And the Lord shall help them, and deliver them: He
-shall deliver them from the wicked, and save them, because they trust in
-Him._
-
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-CHAPTER XVII.
-
-DISCLOSURE.
-
-
-“I am certain,” reflected Isa Gritton, as she retired to rest on that
-night, “that Lottie Stone bears a clear conscience, whatever her reason
-for silence may be. How her poor face, worn and anxious as it looked at
-first, brightened when she heard of the support which God gives to the
-faith of His people in time of need. I wish that I had had an opportunity
-of speaking to her after the service was ended, but when I rose from my
-knees and looked for her, she was gone. I trust her—yes, I will trust
-her. Is there not a certain degree of faith which Christians should
-extend one to another, as it is the property of charity that it _thinketh
-no evil_?”
-
-Lottie and her strange conduct had been much on the mind of Isa, and when
-she came to breakfast on the following morning it was with the intention
-of proposing again to drive over to Axe for a second interview with her
-truant little maid. But thoughts of Lottie were driven away for the time
-by a subject of closer personal interest.
-
-When Isa entered the breakfast-room a little later than usual, she found
-Gaspar there already, pacing up and down the apartment with a letter in
-his hand, which had come by the early post. He looked restless, excited,
-and angry, and Isa saw that no light cause of annoyance disturbed him,
-before he broke forth with the angry question, “Is this your doing, Isa;
-have I to thank you for this?” and thrust into the hand of his sister the
-note which he had just received.
-
-The epistle did not look at all formidable; it was brief, written on
-tinted paper, and in a lady’s handwriting. It was no formal law document,
-yet had it been read with much the same emotions as a summons to the bar
-of justice might have been. With anxiety, mingled with interest, Miss
-Gritton read as follows:—
-
- LONDON, _May 1_.
-
- SIR,—I have just received information which has greatly
- surprised me, to the effect that the £4000 which I had been led
- to believe had been invested in property lost in the _Orissa_
- was actually invested in the cargo of the _St. Christopher_,
- which safely arrived at its destination, and, as I am given
- to understand, realized a profit of fifty per cent. I shall
- place the affair in the hands of my lawyer unless I receive
- a satisfactory explanation from yourself. As a personal
- interview is desirable, I shall go immediately to Axe, which
- is, I understand, in your neighbourhood, and either appoint
- an hour for meeting you at the hotel, or, as I am acquainted
- with your sister, call on Miss Gritton and see you in her
- presence.—I have the honour to be, &c.,
-
- CORA MADDEN.
-
-“Gaspar, I had nothing to do with this; Cora has learned nothing from
-me,” said Isa, as she returned the note to her brother.
-
-He looked at her with a keen, suspicious gaze; but she met it with that
-frank, open glance which carries conviction of truthfulness even to the
-sceptical mind.
-
-Gaspar pressed his hand to his brow, which was furrowed with deep lines
-of perplexity and care. “It must have been through the captain,” he
-muttered to himself; “and yet I thought—but no matter, she’s on the scent
-now, wherever she took it up. Isa, you must stand by me,” nervously added
-Mr. Gritton; “you must help me through this difficulty.”
-
-“How can I help you?—I do not fully understand even the nature of the
-difficulty,” said Isa. She paused to give her brother an opportunity for
-explanation, but he only had recourse to his snuff-box. Isa pressed him
-no further; she had a painful conviction, as she looked upon her unhappy
-brother, that he was unable to give any explanation which would satisfy
-her own sense of honour.
-
-[Illustration: GASPAR’S ALARM.]
-
-The state of the case may be briefly laid before the reader. Gaspar had
-already invested largely himself in the cargo of the _Orissa_, when he
-had received directions in regard to the money of Miss Madden. Unwilling
-that her interests should clash with his own, the _Orissa_ being the
-fastest sailer on the line, and the hope of large profits depending much
-on being first in the market, Gaspar had placed the property of his
-client in the _St. Christopher_, intending to apprise the lady that he
-had been unable to ship in the vessel which had first started. While yet
-in the Channel, the _Orissa_ had foundered in a storm, with Gaspar’s
-investment in her hold. The loss of so much property had been a great
-shock to one whose soul was bent upon gain; Gaspar had been overwhelmed
-by the unexpected misfortune, when the Tempter had suggested to him a
-means by which the loss might actually be converted into profit. Few
-knowing anything of the circumstances of Cora’s investment, still fewer
-having any interest in the subject, it might be possible, by an exercise
-of craft, to make it appear that the lady’s property had been in the
-_Orissa_, and that Gaspar’s own had been embarked in the ship which had
-safely arrived.
-
-Gaspar had at first shrunk from the wicked suggestion. Though he was
-not a very scrupulous man, there was yet a sufficient sense of honour
-left within his breast to make him aware of the enormity of the crime to
-which he was tempted. But _the love of money is the root of all evil_,
-and with Gaspar it had become an absorbing passion; he was also proud
-of the possession of that miserable cunning which some deem cleverness,
-but which is foolishness indeed in the sight of a holy God. Conscience
-and a feeling of honour,—these were the barriers which, for a short
-time, had resisted the pressure of strong temptation; for Gaspar _had_
-a conscience, though by covetousness long-indulged its power had been
-greatly weakened. But the barriers had given way, and Gaspar having once
-grasped unlawful gain, and added to his stores the gold which rightfully
-belonged to another, soon experienced the natural consequence of
-yielding to sin. His heart had become hardened, his nature debased, and
-he had fallen more and more completely under the dominion of the vice
-of covetousness which he had once suffered to subdue him. A hard and
-merciless task-master he had found it! While haunted with a perpetual
-dread of disgrace, and fear of losing his ill-gotten wealth, Gaspar
-could not enjoy it. He was poor in the midst of riches, miserable in the
-possession of that for which he had sold his conscience. Notwithstanding
-every precaution, Gaspar’s secret had oozed out, and fears of
-exposure—ruin—shame—rose up before him like phantoms.
-
-“She may be here this very day,” were the first words from the miserable
-man which broke the oppressive silence. “Isa, you must not quit the
-house—you must remain beside me—you know Miss Madden, and may influence
-her mind.”
-
-“I influence Cora!” exclaimed Isa; “I know her, indeed—perhaps too
-well—but ours was never the intimacy of friendship!” The young lady
-spoke with some emotion, for every recollection connected with Cora
-was bitter. It is true that Isa no longer regarded her separation from
-Lionel as a misfortune. Since she had come so near to the place of his
-former sojourn, light had been thrown on his character which had revealed
-something of its selfishness and hollowness, and upon the young maiden
-purer hopes were dawning than even those of first love; but still, of
-all beings upon earth, Cora Madden was the one whom Isa regarded with
-most fear and aversion. She looked upon Cora as an impersonification of
-malice; as a dangerous woman; the bearer of the apple of discord; one who
-delighted to turn into ridicule all whose standard of duty was higher
-than her own. Isa had struggled to keep down the feelings of restraint
-which swelled in her heart, and, like Edith, never to speak of her enemy
-save to her God; she had tried to banish Cora even from her memory; but
-now it appeared that she might be brought into close contact with Miss
-Madden, and in a way most painful. Isa could not close her eyes to the
-fact that her brother stood in a humiliating position, and innocent
-as she herself was, she must yet share his humiliation. She must see
-scorn—just scorn—on that haughty lip whose sneer had already stung her
-like a scorpion; she might have to ask indulgence from one to whom she
-could with difficulty accord forgiveness. All Isa’s natural pride rose
-up in arms against this. Why should she endure the shame when innocent
-of the guilt? Let Gaspar abide the consequences of his own conduct,
-whatever that conduct might have been; she would leave him to make what
-explanation, arrange what compromise he could; she would go to the
-Castle, where no word of reproach, no glance of scorn would ever reach
-her, where she would be welcomed by relatives whose behaviour had never
-brought a blush to her cheek. This was Isa’s thought for a moment, but it
-was instantly put aside as selfish, ungenerous, unkind. Her brother, at
-this time of all others, had need of her sympathy, counsel, and support.
-She might help him to struggle not only against outward difficulties,
-but the inward enemies—the Midianites—that had brought him into this
-strait—that had struck at his honour, and destroyed his peace. Might not
-the disclosure which had covered him with shame be a means of loosening
-his fetters? The social worship of the preceding evening, the prayers
-which she had heard uttered by one whom, of all men, she most honoured,
-had braced the spirit of Isa. The whole history of Gideon was to her as a
-commentary on the text, _Be strong in the Lord, and in the power of His
-might_. She would, in her maiden meekness, stand at the post where God
-had placed her, stand against the spiritual foes of her soul; she would
-not sink under disappointment, yield to discontent, or harbour distrust
-of her Lord. She would ask for strength, and look for strength, and
-believe that strength would be given.
-
-Isa’s first struggle was against the feeling of contempt inspired by the
-conduct of Gaspar. If it were wrong to desert her brother, was it not
-also wrong to despise him; and yet how closely did her very pity seem to
-be allied with scorn! Now that for the first time Gaspar turned to her
-for sympathy, he must find it; not sympathy with his wretched grasping
-at gain, but with him in the pain and perplexity into which that grasping
-had brought him. Mr. Gritton was in a miserable state of indecision,
-and Isa was the sole confidante of his troubles; as she already knew so
-much, he almost unconsciously let her know all. Now he clung to the hope
-that what Cora suspected she would find it impossible to prove, that he
-might safely abide even the issue of a lawsuit: then all his thoughts
-were turned towards a compromise which might save his honour without
-too far trenching on his interests; much might be done in a personal
-interview; an inexperienced woman might easily be induced to compound
-for the restoration of part of her property, by yielding up her claim to
-the residue. After long, restless pacing up and down the room, revolving
-various plans and expedients, Gaspar threw himself on a chair by his
-sister, and nervously opened to her his views, concluding by saying in an
-embarrassed tone, “You will explain—you will soften—you will induce Miss
-Madden to listen to reason.”
-
-“Gaspar, dear Gaspar, suffer me to speak freely and openly to you,” said
-Isa, whose mind had been as actively engaged as that of her brother as
-she had sat silent by the casement, with her untouched work lying on her
-knee. “When we have gone out of the straight way, surely, surely our
-first care should be to retrace our steps; if any wrong has been done,
-should it not be set right without further delay?”
-
-“I want your help, and not your advice,” muttered Gaspar.
-
-“Yet hear me,” said Isa earnestly, for she felt that something more
-precious than her brother’s interests, more dear than even his
-reputation, was at stake. “I know that you have been unhappy—I have seen
-it; your better, your nobler nature, has been oppressed by a burden
-which—which you may now throw off and for ever. Oh, deal frankly and
-fairly by Cora Madden! Give her what is her due, principal and interest,
-even to the utmost farthing: poverty is no evil, want itself is no evil,
-compared with the gnawing consciousness of possessing that which cannot
-have God’s blessing upon it.”
-
-Gaspar pressed his thin bloodless lips together, as if suppressing a
-groan. He felt his sister’s fervent appeal—it found an echo in his own
-conscience; but he was not yet prepared to throw down his idol, to burst
-from the yoke which galled. Mr. Gritton rose hastily, without replying,
-and resumed his restless walk. Isa could but guess the nature of the
-struggle going on within, and silently pray that God might strengthen the
-faith of the tempted one, and give victory to the right.
-
-If not the most painful, that was certainly one of the most tedious
-days that had ever been passed by Isa Gritton. Gaspar was irritable,
-nervous, wretched; vacillating as a pendulum, never in the same mind for
-twenty minutes together. He appeared to be constantly on the watch;
-never left the house, stood often gazing forth from the window, and
-nervously started at every unusual sound. There seemed to Isa to be a
-spell on the hands of her watch, they moved so slowly; she could not
-pursue her accustomed occupations, for Gaspar was unwilling to have her
-out of his sight, and was perpetually interrupting her with snatches of
-conversation. But the long day closed at last—closed in mist and rain;
-a dull white fog blotted out the landscape, and ere the hour of sunset,
-twilight closed in. Isa tried to beguile the evening by reading aloud,
-but even the work on commercial statistics entirely failed to interest
-Gaspar. His mind was abstracted, his ear painfully on the strain for
-other sounds than those of his sister’s melodious voice. Glad was Isa
-when the hour at length arrived when she could retire, and prepare
-herself, by devotional reading, prayer, and then rest, for whatever the
-morrow might bring.
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-CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-MERCY AND SELF-DENIAL.
-
-
-The Sabbath morning rose clear and bright, Nature looking all the fairer
-for the tears which she had shed on the previous night. As Isa Gritton
-was completing her toilet, Hannah brought in a note. Isa instantly
-recognized the handwriting; and as this missive had evidently not passed
-through the post, but been brought by a messenger, the young lady, with
-some anxiety, broke open the envelope and read its contents:—
-
- _Saturday Evening._
-
- DEAR MISS GRITTON,—I was on the way to Axe, but felt so ill
- with feverish headache that I could not proceed beyond this
- wretched little inn (the Black Bear), which, as I hear, is not
- ten minutes’ walk from your house. Could you come over and see
- me?—Yours,
-
- CORA MADDEN.
-
-“Who brought this?” inquired Isa of Hannah.
-
-“Mrs. Taylor, the landlady of the ‘Black Bear.’ She’s a-waiting below,
-and she says that she wants to see you partic’lar.”
-
-Isa hastened down-stairs, and found in the hall the landlady of the
-roadside public-house, which had been dignified with the name of an inn
-on the strength of the single guest-chamber which it held above the
-tap-room. Cora Madden must have felt ill indeed before she accepted such
-shelter. The landlady was a woman of a coarse and vulgar stamp, deeply
-pitted with small-pox, and with a strong scent of spirits about her. Isa
-felt repugnance at the idea of paying a visit at her house.
-
-“The lady writ that last night,” said Mrs. Taylor, not waiting to be
-questioned, but speaking loud and fast and without a pause; “but it
-warn’t convenient to send it over, for Tom hadn’t come in, and Jim hadn’t
-just his legs; and ’twas lucky I didn’t, ’cause we did not know what it
-was, and now it’s all come out red as fire.”
-
-“What has come out? what do you mean?” asked Miss Gritton.
-
-“The small-pox, miss; quite full out—not a place on her face where you
-could lay a sixpenny bit. It’s very unlucky it’s in my house, but the
-chay put up in the stables last night, and the man’s a-going to put the
-horse to—”
-
-“Stop!” exclaimed Isa; “let me understand you. Do you mean to tell me
-that Miss Madden is lying ill of small-pox in your house?”
-
-“But won’t stop there long—couldn’t think of it. I’ve six children, and I
-nigh died of small-pox myself these thirty years back, so I know what it
-be; and it’s a great shame, it is, to come a-sickening in the midst of a
-family, and get an inn the name of being infected. But she’s a-going at
-once back to Portal, or on to Axe, afore she’s an hour older.”
-
-“A moment—listen!” cried Isa, interrupting with difficulty the loud
-incoherent rattle of the landlady; “are you going to send away a lady ill
-of the small-pox, without so much as knowing where she can find a place
-of shelter?”
-
-“I guess there be lodgings to be had somewhere; if not at one place at
-another; they’ll drive about till they find ’un; she can’t stay with me:
-I’ve a large family, and thirty years back come Michaelmas I—”
-
-Isa Gritton pressed her hand to her forehead, trying to collect her
-thoughts, distracted by the vociferous talking. A new difficulty had,
-most unexpectedly, risen before her; a sudden emergency, and—as something
-seemed to whisper within—a call for the exercise of Christian mercy
-towards one whom she had regarded as a foe.
-
-The sound of Mrs. Taylor’s loud voice drew Gaspar Gritton out of his
-room. “Who is here? is anything the matter?” he cried.
-
-“It cant be expected that I should turn my house into an hospital, and
-frighten away customers and—” Mrs. Taylor would have pursued her remarks
-had she had any listener, but Isa, anxious and troubled in countenance,
-had drawn her brother into the study.
-
-“Gaspar, Cora is at the ‘Black Bear,’ ill with small-pox. The landlady is
-going to send her away at once to find a shelter where she may. Oh, were
-the complaint anything but small-pox, it would seem but common charity to
-offer her a refuge here!”
-
-“And lay her under obligation; ay, ay, I see—lay her under deepest
-obligation—I see, I see; the best thing that could possibly be done!”
-cried Gaspar.
-
-Isa was startled at her brother’s eagerness; her words had been the
-intuitive expression of the feelings of a generous spirit, but she had
-not seriously contemplated bringing a small-pox patient into her home.
-Gaspar saw his sister’s cheek turn pale, and became aware that the step
-proposed must be attended not only with great personal inconvenience, but
-serious hazard to his young and beautiful sister. Unlike her brother,
-Isa had never yet had the malady, and regarded it with considerable
-dread. It was not only the peril to life, and the minor risk of permanent
-disfigurement, which made Isa shrink from exposing herself to infection,
-but the quarantine to which she must be subjected while nursing a patient
-in small-pox would be, especially at this time, a very serious trial. It
-would be like a sudden calling back of winter when the blossoms of spring
-were opening to sweetest fragrance and brightest beauty. Even the dull
-comfortless days at Wildwaste had been gemmed with some moments of such
-exquisite happiness as had almost served to brighten the whole; and now
-must the door be closed against even Edith and Henry Eardley, because it
-had been opened to receive Cora Madden? Gaspar read strong repugnance to
-the sacrifice in the expressive countenance of his sister.
-
-“No, no,” he said; “you might take the infection. Miss Madden must try
-her chance somewhere else.”
-
-“Let me consider for a few moments, Gaspar. Detain the woman, I must ask
-counsel ere I decide;” and Isa hurriedly sought her own room, to sink
-on her knees and implore guidance and light on the tangled path opening
-before her.
-
-There were a few words which Isa had heard from the lips of the vicar of
-Axe, which she had laid up in her heart for a time of perplexity like
-this:—“When you are in doubt as to what course to pursue, when reason
-appears to be lost in a mist, and you cannot clearly discern the narrow
-path of duty, ask conscience two simple questions,—‘Were my Lord in
-visible presence here, what would He bid me do? what may I venture to
-believe that He would have done in my place?’ Such questions, honestly
-put, and in a spirit of prayer, will draw forth such a reply as will
-clear off the mist, and be as the voice saying, _This is the way, walk ye
-in it, when ye turn to the right hand or to the left._”
-
-Isa obeyed the direction now; bending her head over her clasped hands,
-with the prayer, “Oh, guide me, Lord, by Thy counsel!” she asked
-conscience the two simple questions. Familiar words of Scripture recurred
-to her mind,—_Whatsoever ye would that men should do unto you, do ye
-also so unto them_. What would she desire if, like Cora, she were
-ill, desolate, and alone, driven from the shelter even of a miserable
-wayside inn, and sent to seek from house to house a place in which to
-lay—perchance a dying head? And what would have been the conduct of the
-Merciful One towards such a sufferer, however erring, however guilty?
-Would He have paused to consider whether she were a foe or a friend?
-_Christ pleased not Himself_, and He _hath left an example that we should
-follow His steps_.
-
-Isa rose from her knees, and calling the servant, whom she heard
-spreading the breakfast in the adjoining apartment, she at once gave
-orders for preparing for the reception of a lady ill of small-pox. Isa
-would give up her own sleeping-room to Cora, and have Lottie’s little
-pallet-bed placed in the boudoir for herself. Leaving Hannah wondering
-and grumbling, Isa returned to her brother and informed him of her
-decision. Gaspar, glad that it was such as might further his own selfish
-interests, sent off Mrs. Taylor to make arrangements for Cora’s removal
-to Wildwaste Lodge.
-
-Isa had won another silent victory over the Midianites within, over
-Selfishness, Vanity, and Fear. One sacrifice had given her strength for
-another. Under the influence of that faith which worketh by love, Isa
-made every preparation for the comfort of Cora that she could have made
-for that of a cherished sister, giving her own efforts to make up for the
-shortness of time and the incapacity or unwillingness of her servant.
-Not more than half an hour elapsed before a chaise drove up to the door,
-where Isa Gritton stood ready to welcome Cora Madden. The driver feared
-to help out the invalid, who—swathed in blankets, a miserable, disfigured
-object—would have been forced to descend without aid, and drag her
-tottering limbs into the house, had not Isa’s hands been stretched out
-to support—had not Isa’s slight arm been thrown gently around her. Cora
-crossed the threshold, and feebly walked up the staircase, resting upon
-the woman whose peace she for a time had blighted, whose prospects she
-had done her utmost to destroy! Self-denying kindness may be shown to a
-friend from natural affection—to a stranger from intuitive pity; but when
-shown to a bitter enemy, it is one of the strongest proofs that the love
-of Christ which constraineth hath been shed abroad in the heart.
-
-“You are indeed a good Samaritan; God will bless you for it!” murmured
-Cora, as she sank upon her comfortable bed, while Isa gently beat up the
-pillow to support the aching head of her guest. Never had a blessing from
-any other lips gone so warm to the heart of Isa; it was a blessing wrung,
-as it were, from an enemy; it was as the encouraging word heard by Gideon
-on the night when he stood in the camp of the foe.
-
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-
-Gaspar had sent from the hamlet a messenger for a doctor. He came
-before noon, and pronounced that Miss Madden had not been injured by her
-removal, and that with care she was likely to do well. He prescribed
-absolute quietness, and forbade her speaking much on any subject,
-especially such as might excite her. But it was easier for the doctor
-to give the order than it was for Isa to enforce it. Her patient little
-merited the name. Cora was eager to speak on business; and Isa could
-scarcely soothe her into silence by entreating that she would wait a few
-days, and that then she might have an interview with Mr. Gritton himself.
-
-Gaspar had made the unusual effort of walking over to the steward’s
-cottage, to speak to Mr. Holdich about a nurse to assist his sister.
-Rebekah at once volunteered to go herself, if her husband’s consent were
-obtained, and to Isa’s great relief appeared at the Lodge just as the
-doctor quitted it. Not only were her experience and willing help a great
-comfort to the young lady, but the presence of a gentle, pious woman,
-sympathizing and kind, was a real pleasure to Isa. Much cheerful converse
-they had together in the boudoir, with the door open between it and the
-room in which Cora lay sleeping. Rebekah had many a pleasant anecdote to
-relate to an attentive hearer, of Edith and of one dearer than Edith.
-Never had Isa listened to tale of romance with half the interest with
-which she did now to the account of the difficulties which had to be
-overcome, and the efforts to be made by the vicar of Axe, to introduce
-a knowledge of vital religion into that remote and benighted part of his
-parish which surrounded Castle Lestrange.
-
-The tidings of Cora’s illness and its nature was not long in reaching the
-little country town of Axe. Mrs. Green stood at the door of her shop on
-the Monday morning, exchanging gossip with her neighbour the baker.
-
-“If ever there was a parson like ours!” she observed. “Always at work,
-Sundays and week-days; and as anxious about his folk as if they were all
-his children. He was here again, not an hour ago, to look after that
-little thief upstairs; but I chanced to say to him, ‘I s’pose you’ve
-heard, sir, as Miss Madden’s lying sick of small-pox at Wildwaste Lodge?’
-and he looked as if he’d heard sudden of the death of his father, and
-repeated, ‘Small-pox—Wildwaste Lodge!’ as if the words was a knell.”
-
-“I dare say Mr. Eardley’s sorry for the poor lady; she was his
-parishioner some years ago when the Maddens lived at the Castle.”
-
-“He must have taken an uncommon interest in her,” said Mrs. Green with
-a smile, “for he forgot all about what he’d come for, and was off for
-the Lodge like a shot. He’s not one to be afeard of infection; he sat up
-all night with poor Bramley, when he was a-dying of the fever. Maybe he
-thinks that if Miss Madden’s in a bad way, she might like to have a word
-with a parson.”
-
-“She was one of the worldly and gay,” observed the baker, shaking his
-head. “I don’t believe that she and Mr. Eardley had ever much to say to
-one another; but she’s the sister of his friend Mr. Arthur, and the vicar
-may care for her for his sake.”
-
-Had the duty of spiritual visitation been all that had led Henry Eardley
-to bend his rapid steps towards Wildwaste, he must have returned to Axe
-disappointed. Cora had passed a favourable night, and suffered little but
-from the extreme irritation caused by her malady. When Isa softly glided
-to her side, and whispered that the clergyman had called to inquire for
-her, and to know whether she had any wish to see him, Cora replied with a
-characteristic sneer, “I’m not dying; and if I were, I would send for the
-undertaker as soon as the parson.”
-
-And yet it was with no feeling of disappointment that Henry Eardley went
-on his homeward way. He turned from the dull, unsightly brick building
-on the common, as one loath to leave the earthly paradise in which has
-been passed a golden hour of life. His interview with Isa had indeed been
-but brief, but it was one which left memories behind which would remain
-fragrant in his soul to the close of his mortal existence.
-
-“Priceless jewel enclosed in yon dull casket!” said Henry Eardley to
-himself, turning to give a parting glance at Isa’s home. “May Heaven
-watch over that precious one’s life, and shield her from the danger to
-which her noble, unselfish devotion has exposed her.”
-
-That prayer welled up from the depths of the vicar’s soul. It was for one
-of whom he for the first time dared to let himself think as possibly the
-future partner of all his joys and his sorrows, his guardian angel, his
-treasure. Henry Eardley had been fascinated by Isa when meeting her at
-the Castle; but a painful misgiving had rested on his mind as to whether
-she, the bright ornament of society, flattered and admired, were suited
-for, or could ever endure the life of lowly active usefulness which
-that of a vicar’s wife should be. From the time when he had first given
-himself to the ministry, Mr. Eardley had made a firm resolve, that should
-he ever ask a woman in marriage, she should be one who would be his
-helper, and not his hinderer, in doing his Master’s work. A pastor and
-his wife should be as the two hands of a watch—the one moving in a larger
-circle and with more visible activity than the other, but both fixed on
-the same centre, both moved by the same spring, united in the same work,
-and pointing to the same truth. With this conviction on his mind, Henry
-Eardley had almost resolved to shun the society of the baronet’s niece
-as a dangerous pleasure; such a bird of paradise, he thought, would
-never brook the lowly perch, the secluded nest. But when he saw Isa pale
-from watching by the sick-bed of a comparative stranger, for whom the
-beauteous had risked the loss of beauty, and the youthful that of life,
-all such misgivings passed for ever away. Henry Eardley felt that if he
-dare but aspire to the hand of Isa Gritton, even were the malady which
-she had braved to rob her of all her loveliness, he would be of all men
-on earth the most blessed. That which the maiden had feared would divide
-her from him whose regard she most valued, was but as a golden link to
-bind them together for ever.
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-CHAPTER XIX.
-
-REFRESHMENT.
-
-
-“Better go back, Lottie; ye were dead tired last time,” said Steady to
-his sister on the evening of the next lecture, as she sat down by the
-road-side to rest, on her way to the steward’s cottage.
-
-“I was not half so tired as my heart felt afore I went to the meeting,”
-replied Lottie. “Thought I, if I don’t get some help with this burden of
-trouble, I’ll just lie down and die. All the people looking so strangely
-at me, and speaking so cruelly of me—no news from mother—no news of poor
-father—and now my dear young mistress nursing a lady in the small-pox,
-and I away! Oh, if she catches it!” Lottie started up as if the idea had
-inspired her with fresh energy, “I will go and nurse her; nothing shall
-stay me; she shall see that I ain’t ungrateful.”
-
-“Maybe she won’t catch it,” observed Steady.
-
-“I pray God with all my heart and soul that she may not!” cried Lottie.
-“I should like,” she continued, more quietly, as she plodded along the
-dusty highroad with her brother—“I should like to have nursed Miss
-Madden, not ’cause I care for her, but for the sake of her brother, Mr.
-Arthur.”
-
-“He was the best friend as ever we had,” observed Steady.
-
-“He taught us about heaven—he helped us in trouble—he worked so hard to
-put out the fire when the flames were a’most catching our cottage. And to
-think of his lying dying far, far away in Jerusalem!” The black eyes of
-Lottie Stone were brimming over with tears.
-
-“Mind—you’ll be run over!” exclaimed Steady, suddenly pulling his sister
-to one side, out of the way of an open carriage which was coming up
-rapidly behind them. The Stones had been walking in the centre of the
-road.
-
-Full as she was of her own mournful thoughts, Lottie did not even look at
-the carriage as it whirled past; but she was startled by a voice from it
-suddenly exclaiming, “Stop, coachman, stop! Yes; that is Lottie Stone,
-with her brother!”
-
-Lottie uttered a low cry of delight as she glanced up and recognized the
-face—emaciated, indeed, and very pale—of the benefactor of her family, as
-he bent smiling from the carriage to greet those whom he had not seen for
-years. Arthur Madden and his sister Lina had a few hours before arrived
-at Axe, having hastened thither immediately upon reaching England, from
-hearing tidings of the illness of Cora. They had been relieved from
-anxiety on her account by Mr. Eardley, from whom they learned that
-the invalid was in a fair way to recover. Medical men had strictly
-forbidden Arthur to expose himself in his weakened state to any hazard of
-infection; and Lina, his devoted nurse, was thankful not to be obliged to
-leave him, as the clergyman informed her how tenderly Cora was watched
-over by Isa Gritton.
-
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-
-Arthur and Lina had taken up their quarters at a quiet hotel at Axe. A
-message from the former to the vicar had brought Mr. Eardley instantly to
-see them. With hearty joy and fervent thanksgiving, Henry wrung the thin
-hand of his friend.
-
-“The accounts of you had been so alarming that I had hardly ventured to
-hope to see your face again in this world!” cried the vicar.
-
-“The voyage did me much good; and the sight of dear familiar faces will
-do me much more,” said Arthur. “I long to be again amongst my old pupils
-at Wildwaste, and to meet with honest Holdich once more. Do you still
-hold your little week-day services in that honey-suckle-mantled cottage,
-which is connected in my mind with some of its pleasant recollections?”
-
-“I hold one there this evening,” replied Mr. Eardley.
-
-“Then we will go to it,” cried Arthur Madden; “it will so remind us of
-_auld lang syne_. Nay, no remonstrance, Lina,” he added gaily, as he read
-an objection in the face of his anxious young nurse; “it will _not_ tire
-me, it will _not_ give me a chill; it will make me feel ten years younger
-to find myself amongst my poor friends again: and I should like our first
-meeting to be in that place, where we used to worship together. I will
-ring and order an open carriage to be here early enough to give us half
-an hour for greetings before the service begins; at least, if it be not
-inconvenient for you to start so soon,” said Arthur, addressing himself
-to the vicar, “for you must come with us in the carriage, and tell us
-on the way the thousand things which I wish to hear of Wildwaste and its
-people.”
-
-There is nothing so healthful as happiness. The keen enjoyment which
-Arthur felt in returning to the place where he had first laboured for
-God, where he had first realized what a blessed thing it is to win souls
-for Christ, was as a powerful tonic to his enfeebled constitution. Never
-had his eye looked brighter, or his voice sounded more cheerful, than
-during that drive from Axe, as he recognized familiar landmarks, and
-questioned his friend, Mr. Eardley, as to the fortunes of those whom he
-had known before quitting England.
-
-“I remember that Wildwaste is not in your parish. Has it the same aged
-minister still?”
-
-“Yes; but I hear that Mr. Bull is about to resign his cure. He is now
-unable to perform even the shortest service.”
-
-“I hope and trust that an earnest, hard-working man may be put in his
-place,” said Arthur.
-
-“God grant it!” was the vicar’s response.
-
-“And old Tychicus Bolder, the teetotaller,” inquired young Madden after
-a pause; “does he still declaim as fiercely as ever against the evils of
-Wildwaste?”
-
-“The rod of affliction has been heavy on poor Bolder. He suffered so
-greatly from rheumatism last winter that it was feared that he might
-altogether lose the use of his limbs; but he has rallied wonderfully
-during the last few days, and he expressed a hope, when I last saw him,
-that he would be able to get to church again in the summer.”
-
-“He seemed to me,” observed Lina Madden, “one of the most proud,
-uncharitable, and self-righteous men that I ever had met with; but I
-suppose that we shall see him much changed.”
-
-“He is much changed indeed,” replied Mr. Eardley; “for to poor Bolder
-suffering has not been sent in vain. He used to look around him for
-subjects of censure, now he has learned to look within; and what he did
-before to be honoured of men, he does now for the sake of his God. Human
-nature regards sickness and pain as enemies; but it is through such
-enemies that a message of love and mercy has come to Bolder.”
-
-“And little Lottie Stone, my first acquaintance in Wildwaste, how fares
-she?” asked Arthur Madden. “Methinks I see her now, in my mind’s eye,
-the gipsy-like child, with her earnest black eyes, wrapped up in the old
-scarlet cloak, and—why, surely, there is Lottie herself!” he exclaimed,
-and calling to the coachman to stop, Arthur Madden, as we have already
-seen, greeted the young Stones with pleasure, which was more than
-reciprocated by them.
-
-With the young hope is buoyant, and the sense of happiness keen. The
-sight of her benefactor living, convalescent, looking bright and kind as
-ever, seemed to Lottie’s warm young heart an earnest that, like her late
-anxiety upon his account, all her other troubles would soon pass away.
-Her mother would come back—her father would live to be a blessing and
-comfort in his home—her own character would be fully cleared—Miss Gritton
-and her dear pastor would smile upon her again—and Heaven would guard her
-sweet lady from taking the infection of the fever. Mr. Eardley looked on
-that beaming young face, and his reflection was much the same as that of
-Isa had been, “There is no sense of guilt weighing on the conscience of
-that child; truth and innocence are written upon every feature.”
-
-“If you, too, are going to the lecture, Lottie, we’ll spare you the long
-walk,” said the smiling Lina.
-
-“Yes; up with you, Lottie, beside the coachman,” cried Arthur. “Steady
-will follow; I’ll be bound he’ll be in time. I never knew him late at my
-class; he was one on whom I could always depend.”
-
-The few words of kindly praise called up a grin of pleasure on the
-sun-burned face of the dull-witted but true-hearted lad, who went
-plodding on his lonely way almost as happy as his sister.
-
-The rapid motion of the vehicle on which she was mounted was very
-exhilarating to Lottie. She felt herself metaphorically, as well as
-literally, lifted on high from the dust, relieved from oppressive
-weariness, given rest and enjoyment while at the same time borne swiftly
-onwards. When the carriage stopped at the honey-suckle covered porch,
-Lottie sprang down from her lofty seat light as a squirrel. She had
-no fear now of encountering cold looks, suspicious glances, as groups
-from the neighbourhood dropped into the meeting. Every eye was fixed
-upon Arthur Madden; no one seemed to have a thought but for him and his
-sister, so lately arrived from the Holy Land. Lottie missed, indeed,
-amongst the throng her young mistress and Rebekah Holdich, who were both
-absent from fear of conveying infection; but her prayers for them both
-rose now with a feeling of joyous confidence, to which the poor girl had
-been a stranger since making that promise of silence to Gaspar, which had
-been the source of such pain and distress.
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-CHAPTER XX.
-
-LECTURE VI.—FAITH VICTORIOUS.
-
-
-We are to contemplate this evening, my friends, in one of the most
-marvellous triumphs ever granted to faith, a most striking emblem of the
-victory of the gospel over the opposition of earth and hell. We will
-first consider the historical narrative before us: then see how in it
-is prefigured the success attending the preaching of the apostles and
-disciples of our Lord; and, finally, draw encouragement for ourselves in
-our conflict against the Midianites in our own souls.
-
-Gideon, after returning to his camp, made immediate preparations for a
-night attack upon the foe. But these preparations were of a nature to
-cause surprise amongst his three hundred devoted men. They were not to
-string the bow or to grasp the keen sword; they were to go forth into
-the midst of the armed multitudes of Midian as sheep amongst wolves,
-without—as it seems—either weapons of offence or armour for protection!
-Gideon divided his little band into three companies, and he put a trumpet
-into every man’s hand, with an empty pitcher, and a lamp was placed
-within each pitcher. And the leader said to his followers: “Look on me,
-and do likewise: and, behold, when I come to the outside of the camp, it
-shall be that, as I do, so shall ye do. When I blow with a trumpet, I and
-all that are with me, then blow ye the trumpets also on every side of all
-the camp, and say, _The sword of the Lord and of Gideon_!”
-
-So Gideon, and the three hundred men that were with him, came unto the
-outside of the camp in the beginning of the middle night watch, and they
-blew the trumpets, and brake the pitchers that were in their hands.
-
-Loud and terrible was the sound that thus startled the hosts of Midian
-from their slumbers on that eventful night—the blare of the trumpets,
-the crash of the vessels, while suddenly the glare of a hundred waving
-torches lit up the darkness! From this side and that side the sound
-is echoed, the flash is reflected, while loud bursts the shout that
-strikes terror into the Midianites’ souls,—“_The sword of the Lord and
-of Gideon!_” Smitten with panic, confused by the noise, dazzled by the
-glare, the multitudes of Midian are but embarrassed by their own numbers,
-they cannot distinguish friend from foe,—they snatch up their weapons,
-indeed, and use them with frantic vigour, but every man’s hand is turned
-against his own fellow—warriors strike right and left, but their fierce
-blows fall on their own companions in arms! One wild instinct to save
-life by flight possesses all that vast host; men rush hither and thither
-with frantic speed, careless of trampling over the corpses of countrymen,
-comrades, brothers!
-
-The chosen three hundred, the “forlorn hope” of Israel, had thus, through
-the power of Israel’s God, discomfited and put to flight the armies of
-the aliens; but their brethren were to join in the pursuit. Warriors
-gathered out of Naphtali, Asher, and Manasseh, and pressed hard on the
-flying foe. Gideon despatched messengers throughout all Ephraim, calling
-on the men of that neighbouring tribe to seize on the fords of Jordan,
-to intercept the flight of the Midianites over the river. His directions
-were obeyed; the warlike Ephraimites joined in the effort to free their
-country from the foe; they pursued Midian, and brought the heads of two
-of its princes, Oreb and Zeeb, to Gideon on the other side of the Jordan.
-
-In the marvellous success granted to the efforts of a handful of men
-who, strong in faith, though armed only with trumpets to sound, and
-torches to display, we see most clearly foreshadowed the triumph of the
-gospel in the days of the apostles and their immediate followers. The
-whole world lay in wickedness, shrouded in deep moral darkness, like the
-hosts of Midian in night, when the Saviour came down unto His own, to
-be despised and rejected of men. Satan appeared to hold the human race
-under a yoke which no effort could break. Rome, that towered supreme
-amongst the nations, that held in subjection even the chosen land of
-Israel, was wholly given to idolatry. Incense offered to false gods
-rose from unnumbered shrines, benighted myriads worshipped vain idols
-in blind superstition. And what was the force chosen by God to oppose,
-to discomfit the powers of earth and of hell, to overthrow heathen
-altars, to raise the banner of the Cross against Satan and his hosts,
-against the kings and princes of this world? A little band of apostles
-and disciples—a few fishermen and their companions—mostly poor, mostly
-unlearned, were to engage in this the most mighty struggle which the
-world had ever known! Not as the followers of Mohammed, with the sword to
-sweep their enemies from the earth; the early Christians had, as it were,
-like Gideon’s men, their _torches_ and their _trumpets_. The trumpet,
-symbol of preaching,—the loud clear declaration of the glorious truth
-that salvation is offered freely to men through the blood of an incarnate
-God. _If the trumpet give an uncertain sound, who shall prepare himself
-to the battle?_ saith the Apostle Paul, who himself gave a blast, the
-echo of which still resoundeth throughout the world! And the torches
-which these early Christians displayed were the examples of their pure
-and devoted lives—shining through, dispelling the darkness around them,
-according to the word of their Lord, _Let your light so shine before men,
-that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in
-heaven._
-
-But the treasure was borne in earthly vessels, and those vessels were
-broken and shattered, that the light might more clearly be seen. “The
-blood of martyrs was the seed of the Church.” All the apostles, with the
-single exception of St. John, who was persecuted and banished, died a
-violent death for the sake of the gospel. But their lights did not perish
-with them: no; they were lifted on high to shine in glory, enlightening
-generation after generation, with a brilliance which shall never pass
-away. Thus was it that our religion triumphed over the enemy by the flash
-of the torch and the blast of the trumpet. The victory of Gideon was as a
-rehearsal of the infinitely more glorious triumph of the gospel of Christ.
-
-And now, dear brethren, to apply to our consciences the lesson before us,
-let us examine into the work of faith and the power of faith in our own
-souls. What do we know of conflict, what do we know of victory over the
-Midianites in our hearts, even our own besetting sins? Have we left those
-sins quietly in possession to degrade and enslave our souls, or have we
-sought to fight the good fight? If we have attempted to throw off the
-enemy’s yoke, how have we prepared ourselves for the battle? Our own
-good resolutions, our trust in our own strength, our pride of conscious
-virtue, these may have been as the forces that gathered at first around
-Gideon, but not to those are the victory given. The triumph must be that,
-not of human strength, but of God-bestowed _faith_. It was when St. Paul,
-struggling with inward corruption, exclaimed, _O wretched man that I am,
-who shall deliver me from the body of this death?_ that he was enabled to
-add, _Thanks be to God which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus
-Christ_!
-
-Again, the weapons with which we assault the enemy in his camp may find
-their emblems in the torches and trumpets carried by Gideon’s band.
-There is the loud alarm of conscience, sounding clear and distinct in
-the soul, giving no uncertain sound. There are the precepts and promises
-of Scripture, scattering the darkness around—_Thy Word is a lamp unto my
-feet, and a light unto my path_; while often painful dispensations, the
-shattering of human joys, the crash of the earthen vessels, make that
-Word to shine to us with a brilliance unknown in the days of our joy.
-But instead of the shout of Gideon, the Christian’s voice is raised in
-prayer. It is the cry to the Lord for help that puts the Destroyer to
-flight. Thus may we discomfit our spiritual foes, _more than conquerors_
-through Him that loved us,—
-
- “His grace our strength, our guide His word;
- Our aim, the glory of the Lord!”
-
-How was it with the patriarch Abraham when his faith had to endure one
-of the severest conflicts recorded in Scripture,—when he was commanded
-to offer up the son whom he loved? Dark was the night around him, his
-natural affections were enlisted on the enemy’s side; but conscience
-sounded the call to obedience, while faith firmly grasped the promise,
-_In Isaac shall thy seed be called_: so dashing down, as the earthen
-vessels were dashed, any doubts or misgivings that would have obscured
-the light of that promise, Abraham triumphed because he believed, and
-received the reward of his faith.
-
-In such an instance as this, to return to the simile of the tree, we see
-the ripe fruits of faith. The sun of God’s grace has shone so brightly,
-the dew of His Spirit has rested so fully upon it, that we behold it at
-length in all its sweetness, richness, and beauty. Christian brethren, be
-content with nothing short of this. We see too many with whom it appears
-as if their graces never would ripen. There is a crudeness, a hardness
-about their religion, which, if it do not make us doubt its nature, at
-least takes from it all its charm. Faith cannot be fully developed where
-the softness of humility, the sweetness of charity, are unknown. It is of
-the man who not only yields obedience to the commandments, but delights
-in the law of the Lord, that it is written, _He shall be like a tree
-planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his
-season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he doeth it shall
-prosper_.
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-CHAPTER XXI.
-
-BONDAGE.
-
-
-“Look at them out of the window! no, indeed! If they are so anxious to
-see their sister after a four years’ separation, let them come to her in
-her chamber of sickness,” was Cora’s reply to an affectionate message
-from the newly-arrived travellers conveyed to her through Isa. “Since
-strangers are not afraid of infection,” she continued with a sneer, “it
-shows that the danger may be braved even by those who have not, like
-Arthur Madden, a reputation for heroic self-devotion.”
-
-“Still the bitterness—still the satire: can trial and sickness teach
-her nothing?” thought Isa, as she left the room to send, in softened
-form, the ungracious message of Cora to her brother and sister, who were
-waiting in front of the house which they were forbidden to enter. Isa
-had already explained to Cora how great would be to Arthur the useless
-risk of a meeting, she had therefore felt it unnecessary to reply to a
-sarcasm which was at once so ungenerous and unjust.
-
-Cora, against the remonstrances of her gentle nurses, had insisted on
-rising and dressing. She was impatient of all restraint, and opposition
-only made her irritable. The first moment that she found herself alone,
-she walked up to the toilette-table and looked into the glass. For
-several minutes Cora remained motionless, mutely staring into the too
-faithful mirror, as if the frightful image which it contained had the
-transfixing power of the Gorgon; then she slowly turned from it, with her
-soul overflowing with bitterness. Miss Madden had possessed a certain
-share of good looks, which her vanity had magnified into beauty; now
-all had passed for ever away. Time, indeed, would remove much of the
-disfigurement which made a once handsome countenance hideous, but Cora
-knew too well that in her case time would never entirely efface the marks
-left by the small-pox. Perhaps no woman in Cora’s position would have
-been insensible to a trial such as this, but to one who had sought all
-her happiness from the world, to whom its smile had been sunshine, the
-trial was well-nigh intolerable. The loss of her personal attractions
-was to Cora a greater affliction than that of her property had been.
-Therefore was it that the heart of Cora was as a well of bitterness, full
-to the brim and overflowing in rebellion against God, and malice against
-her happier fellow-creatures.
-
-And was there no gratitude towards the generous girl who had not only
-drawn, as it were, a sponge over the record of injuries past, but at the
-cost of a painful sacrifice had acted the part of a sister towards her?
-Did no feeling of tenderness arise in the bosom of Cora when she looked
-on the bright lovely face which might so soon, for her sake, be marred
-like her own? It might have been so, even with Cora Madden, had she not
-chosen to regard the conduct of Isa, as well as that of Gaspar, as the
-result of interested calculation. “They knew well enough,” she muttered
-to herself, “that once under their roof they had me at an advantage.
-Isa lavishes attentions on me as men pour water on gunpowder, when they
-fear to be shattered by its explosion. It was folly in me to consent to
-receive such hypocritical kindness; I wish that I had driven at once to
-Axe. But I have the wit to penetrate their designs, and the spirit to
-defeat them.”
-
-With this impression on her mind, Cora, on Isa’s re-entering her
-apartment, at once addressed her in a tone of formal politeness,—
-
-“I shall also have to trouble you, Miss Gritton, with a message to
-your brother. As soon as I have sufficient strength to go downstairs,
-I shall request an interview with Mr. Gritton, that we may come to an
-understanding on the unpleasant subject which I mentioned to him in my
-note. Doubtless,” continued Cora with a sarcastic smile, “he will be
-glad of an opportunity of showing me with what a tender regard for my
-interests he, as my agent, always has acted.”
-
-Isa could make no reply; she did not trust herself even to look at
-the countenance of Cora, but at once quitted the room to convey the
-message to her brother. Scarcely had the door closed behind her when the
-attention of Cora was attracted by the sound of loud cheers rising from
-the direction of the little school which had been built by Arthur in
-Wildwaste, the manly voices of workmen blending with the shriller huzzas
-of the young.
-
-“What can the idle villagers be shouting for?” said Cora to herself as
-she approached the window, and, concealing herself behind the muslin
-curtain, looked down on the scene below. She saw the whole population of
-Wildwaste—men, women, and children—gathered around an open carriage to
-welcome back the benefactor of all. Even old Bolder, forgetful of his
-infirmities, had dragged himself into the sunshine, to greet with hearty
-joy the friend of the poor. Cora caught a glimpse of the face of her
-brother, beaming with pure happiness, as he bent forward to recognize
-familiar faces in the crowd. Cora turned away with an expression of scorn
-on her lip, but a pang of envy at her heart. To whom would her presence
-bring joy? from whom could she look for welcome, either in this world
-or in the next? She had dwelt, like her brother, near Wildwaste; she
-had enjoyed the same opportunities as Arthur of instructing the ignorant
-and feeding the hungry. He had helped the poor—she had despised them; he
-had found his happiness in doing his Master’s will—she had sought hers
-in following her own. _Light is sown for the righteous, and gladness
-for the upright in heart_; but on all that Cora had most prized was the
-mournful sentence inscribed, _Vanity of vanities, all is vanity_. Malice,
-worldliness, and pride now tormented the soul of Cora; these spiritual
-foes had come to her first as the Midianites to Israel in the time of
-Moses, not to alarm but to seduce. She had welcomed and harboured the
-tempters till they remained as masters and tyrants within: she now felt
-their yoke to be galling indeed.
-
-The spirit of Gaspar Gritton was also acutely sensible at this time of
-the degradation of its bondage. The idea of the approaching interview
-with Miss Madden oppressed him with a humiliating feeling of fear. Nor
-was Gaspar free from care on the account of his sister. Isa’s gentleness
-and unselfishness had had their natural effect in thawing that cold
-ungenial heart, and an undefined terror arose in it that he might, by
-pursuing his own interests, have sacrificed the life of the only being on
-earth whom he loved.
-
-“Isa, you do not feel ill?” said Gaspar that evening to his sister, whom
-he had been for some time watching in anxious silence. Isa was sitting
-in the study, apparently engaged in reading, but it was long since she
-had turned the page; her head was leaning on her hand, a vivid colour was
-on her cheek, but her appearance denoted languor and weariness, and, when
-Gaspar spoke, her large soft eyes had heavily closed, as if for slumber.
-
-“No, not exactly ill,” replied Isa, with a languid smile; “I have but a
-little headache, and feel as if I wanted rest.”
-
-“God grant that you have not taken the infection!”
-
-“I was just thinking that if I should take it—and it is very possible
-that I may do so—it would be well for me to speak a few words to you
-before we are separated by illness or—or that in which illness might
-end.” Isa had been silently praying for courage to make one effort
-more—it might be the last—to persuade her unhappy brother to act a just
-and honourable part. “I have told you our father’s last commands, oh,
-let me join to them a sister’s entreaties. Gaspar, act towards Cora
-Madden as you will wish that you had acted when you both stand before the
-judgment-seat of God.” Isa spoke with emotion, and the feverish flush on
-her cheek grew brighter than before.
-
-“What would you have me do?” asked Gaspar, in a low, agitated voice.
-
-“What conscience bids, what God’s Word directs,” replied Isa,—“make
-restitution.”
-
-Gaspar rose and strode once or twice up and down the apartment with his
-hands behind him; his brow furrowed with an anxious frown. Presently
-he stopped short before his sister, whose soul was rising in silent
-supplication for her tempted brother.
-
-“Isa, you ask too much. To refund that money would be to acknowledge that
-it never ought to have been mine.”
-
-“But how will you then dare to meet face to face with one whom, I fear,
-you have wronged?”
-
-“I’ll not meet Cora Madden—I’ll leave this place—I’ll go abroad!” said
-Gaspar hurriedly, giving voice to a thought which had often recurred to
-his mind.
-
-“And leave me?” cried Isa reproachfully.
-
-“You will be with relations who care for you; you will be in the Castle,
-or—;” Gaspar stopped short, for a terrible thought flashed across him as
-he looked at the drooping form of his sister, that she might find a yet
-safer resting-place from sorrow and disgrace in the grave.
-
-[Illustration: ISA’S LAST APPEAL TO HER BROTHER.]
-
-Startled by the idea, as by a spectre, Gaspar insisted on Isa’s at once
-retiring to seek the rest which she needed. She lingered, from the
-feeling that she might not be able to rise in the morning; that the
-languor and pain which she felt might be signs that the fatal fever was
-already in her veins. Isa could not leave Gaspar without one more appeal
-to the tempted one, whom—a secret foreboding voice seemed to whisper—she
-was now for the last time addressing. Isa returned back from the door
-to the spot where her brother was seated, softly laid her hand on his
-shoulder, pressed her feverish lips on his brow, and then murmured, “O
-Gaspar, fly not from duty! Whither can we go without having God and
-our conscience still beside us?” After uttering this last warning, she
-hastily quitted the room.
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-CHAPTER XXII.
-
-THE NIGHT.
-
-
-“O my Lord, do Thou direct and bless us. I cast all my cares upon
-Thee.” It was with this prayer in her heart that Isa laid her aching
-head on her pillow on that night. Cares had thickened around her: the
-danger of disease, disfigurement, perhaps an early death, was looming
-before her, yet Isa was not unhappy. Though scarcely able to frame a
-connected prayer, never had the maiden approached the mercy-seat with
-more childlike confidence than she did now. As the Christian goes from
-strength to strength, Isa’s late victory over malice, resentment, and
-self-will, had left a sweet sense of repose in the love and the wisdom of
-God. Isa had risked her happiness for the sake of conscience; or rather,
-she had placed her happiness in the hands of her Lord, where she felt it
-to be safer than in her own. He would guard her from sickness, suffering,
-and sorrow, or bless her in the midst of them all. God had given her—of
-this Isa now felt a sweet assurance—the heart of one whose affection to
-her outweighed the world. Even if it were God’s will that she should not
-again on earth meet her Henry, the union of those who are one in Christ
-is not for this life alone. Isa, and him whom she loved, had alike given
-themselves unreservedly to their Lord: in life or in death they were His,
-and no really good thing would their heavenly Father withhold from His
-children. Isa’s faith had greatly ripened during the last few days. She
-felt the sunshine on her soul—she felt the refreshing dew of God’s grace;
-and a mellowed sweetness was the result—while peace mantled her soul
-like the soft down on the peach, from whose surface the drops from the
-bursting thunder-cloud trickle harmlessly away.
-
-Very different was it with the unhappy Gaspar. Little rest was to be his
-during that night. He was in an agony of irresolution: Isa’s words had
-not been without their effect. Sometimes he resolved to meet Cora with
-an open confession, and throw himself on her generosity to shield his
-character from reproach, while he made all the reparation in his power
-for the injury which he had done her. Then stronger than ever came the
-impulse to fly the country. He had enough of property on the premises
-to enable him to live in comfort in some part of Europe where his
-antecedents would be unknown. If he could not keep his plunder in England
-from the grasp of the law, he would bear it thence, beyond reach of loss
-or of shame. But would he be beyond the avenging arm of Divine Justice?
-Might not that arm be raised at that very moment to smite him in the
-person of his sister; to make her—the pure, the innocent, the generous—a
-victim for the crime of her brother?
-
-The sound of footsteps in the sick-room above him made Gaspar restless
-and uneasy: prognostications of evil disturbed him. When he fell at
-length into a state of slumber, through his dreams sounded the measured
-toll of the death-bell: a funeral seemed moving slowly before him, the
-black plumes of the hearse nodding over the white-bordered pall. Gaspar
-awoke with a start of terror, raised himself on his elbow, and gazed
-around him. To his disordered fancy, it seemed as if the light, which was
-always kept in his chamber at night, were burning blue; the shadows which
-it cast on ceiling and wall took strange shapes, which appalled him, he
-knew not why. The dimly-seen portrait of his father above the mantelpiece
-seemed to Gaspar to look on him with stern and threatening eyes: as he
-gazed, he could fancy that they moved, and, wild as he knew the fancy to
-be, the idea made him strangely shiver.
-
-Hark! was there not a moving of bolts and bars in the study adjoining,
-and a stealthy footstep heard on the creaking floor? Had Gaspar’s secret
-been betrayed? Attracted by rich hoards of plunder, were robbers
-entering the house? Mr. Gritton strained his ear and listened; till at
-length, unable longer to endure uncertainty, he started up from his couch
-and opened the door which divided his sleeping-room from the study. All
-there was perfectly dark, perfectly still: if there had been any sound,
-it must have been but caused by the night wind shaking the shutters or
-moaning under the door. Gaspar could not, however, return to his bed: he
-dressed, and, as he did so, marvelled to find his fingers trembling as if
-from palsied age.
-
-Taking his candle to light him, Gaspar then proceeded to the vault which
-contained his treasure. He had perhaps no very definite purpose in
-visiting it, except that of removing a small sum required for household
-expenses; yet there was a floating idea in his mind of ascertaining how
-large a sum in gold he could convey away packed in so small a space as
-not to excite suspicion. Lottie’s accidental discovery of the vault had
-made her master more than usually on his guard against betraying his
-secret to others. He therefore carefully closed the trap-door behind him
-before descending the ladder, and as carefully closed the door which
-divided the outer vault from the inner, when he had entered the latter,
-the treasure-cave of his wealth.
-
-[Illustration: GASPAR AMONGST HIS TREASURES.]
-
-There stood the miser, in the midst of his hoards of silver and gold—a
-lonely, miserable man. Those bags heavy with coin, won at the price of
-conscience and honour, had no more power to give peace to his soul than
-their hard, cold contents could afford nourishment to his frame. The
-place felt damp, the air oppressive. A deathly chill came over Gaspar
-Gritton. He had strange difficulty in unfastening the string round one of
-his canvas bags. His fingers shook violently as he did so: he overthrew
-the heavy bag, and had a dull perception that money was clinking and
-falling and rolling around him in every direction. Gaspar stooped with
-a vague intention of picking it up, but was utterly unable to find or
-even to see the coin; and equally impossible was it for him to regain
-his former standing posture. A strange numbness came over the unhappy
-man: thought and feeling were alike suspended, and he lay for hours in a
-senseless state on the damp, brick-paved floor, besprinkled with gold.
-
-Some degree of consciousness returned at last; but it was that strange
-consciousness which may exist in a trance of catalepsy, such as that
-which now enchained the faculties of Gaspar Gritton. He lay as one dead,
-in the position in which he had fallen, unable to stir a muscle or to
-utter a sound—unable to give the smallest outward sign of life. And yet
-the mind was awake, alive to the horrors of his situation. Gaspar was
-buried in the midst of his treasures, in the living grave which he had so
-carefully prepared, so jealously concealed. Men would search for him, and
-never find him. But would they even search? Gaspar recalled with anguish
-the intention of sudden flight which he had expressed to his sister. She
-who cared for him—she who loved him—she who, under other circumstances,
-would never have rested until she had found him—would naturally conclude
-from his own words that he had fled from fear of exposure, and would
-not even make an attempt to discover the place of his retreat. It would
-never be discovered till perhaps ages hence, when the edifice above had
-crumbled away—the foundations might be dug up, and a nameless skeleton
-found surrounded by heaps of money and treasures of silver plate. Gaspar
-had meditated flying from duty, and stern judgment had arrested him on
-the threshold. In the gloomy, silent vault the sinner was left alone with
-God and his conscience. The candle which Gaspar had brought with him
-burned down, flickered in the socket, went out. All was darkness, all
-silence, all horror! It was as if the fearful sentence had already been
-passed upon him who had been enslaved by the love of money,—_Your gold
-and silver is cankered, and the rust of them shall be a witness against
-you, and shall eat your flesh as it were fire; ye have heaped treasure
-together for the last days._
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-CHAPTER XXIII.
-
-A SISTER’S VOICE.
-
-
-Lottie had not been alarmed by not hearing from her mother, well knowing
-that, though Mrs. Stone was able to read, she had never penned a letter
-in the course of her life. Lottie talked cheerfully and hopefully to
-Steady on the evening following that on which the last meeting had been
-held, as they sat together by the little window after the work of the day
-was over.
-
-“Now that Mr. Arthur has come back, it do seem as if everything were
-a-brightening,” said she. “He’s getting over his sickness wonderful,
-and I don’t believe as father’s was ever half so bad. Father will be
-a-coming home too; and Mr. Arthur will speak a word for him—I’m sure that
-he will—and get him work at the factory again, or maybe at the Castle.
-Mother won’t need to work so hard, and we’ll have a nice little cottage
-of our own, and not have to live in a lodging over a shop.”
-
-Brightly glowed the reflection of the setting sun on the windows of the
-opposite side of the street; and Lottie’s black eyes, as she gazed on it,
-seemed to have caught the cheerful gleam. But even as she looked, the sun
-sank below the western horizon, the ruddy light gradually faded away, and
-the gray hue of twilight succeeded.
-
-“There be mother!” suddenly exclaimed young Stone, rising quickly from
-his seat, as with weary step a lonely woman turned the corner of the
-street, bending as if under a heavy burden of years or sorrow, and never
-once lifting her drooping eyes towards her home as she approached it.
-
-“Mother—alone! Oh, where—where has she left father?” exclaimed Lottie,
-starting up and running to meet her.
-
-Deborah found the door open, and Lottie there with a look of eager
-inquiry on her face. But no word was uttered; for the sight of her
-mother’s countenance, and the scraps of shabby mourning which she wore,
-took from the young, warm-hearted girl all power of speech. She followed
-Deborah upstairs, thankful that Mrs. Green chanced to be at the moment
-out of the way.
-
-“How’s father?” asked the son, who had met his mother on the staircase.
-
-Deborah made no reply, but entered the room, sank wearily on a chair, and
-buried her face in her hands. She was a woman who seldom wept; but now
-her whole frame shook with convulsive sobs. Lottie knelt down beside her,
-looking up with anxious grief and fear into her mother’s face. She could
-with difficulty catch the meaning of Mrs. Stone’s scarcely articulate
-words:
-
-[Illustration: THE MOTHER’S RETURN.]
-
-“Thank God, at least I was in time to see him, to be with him, at the
-last!”
-
-Then the widow raised her head, stretched out her arms, and drew sobbing
-to her heart her two fatherless children.
-
-Yes, the long-cherished dream of hope was over; the erring
-husband—forgiven, loved, and watched for—had returned to his native
-shore to die. Stone had seen his injured wife, and breathed his last
-sigh in her arms. Had he died a penitent? Deborah fondly clung to the
-hope; and when she had a little regained her composure, repeated to her
-children again and again every faintly-breathed sentence from the lips of
-the dying man that could possibly be deemed an expression of penitence or
-an utterance of prayer. Who could have borne to have quenched her hope,
-or who would dare to say that the daily supplication of wife and children
-for a wandering sinner had not been answered at last?
-
-As Deborah had hardly had one hour’s uninterrupted sleep during the
-preceding week, she was almost overpowered by physical weariness as well
-as by mental distress; and Lottie had little difficulty in persuading her
-to go to bed at once. This was the poor widow’s only place of refuge from
-the intrusion of her neighbours; for no sooner was it noised through Axe
-that Mrs. Stone had returned home after attending the death-bed of her
-husband, than some impelled by sympathy, some by mere curiosity, visited
-her humble lodging, tormenting the weeping Lottie with questions, or
-well-meant attempts at offering consolation. She was thankful to close
-the door at last upon all, and with a very heavy heart prepare to go
-herself to rest.
-
-“Shall we have just a bit of a prayer together, Steady, as we always
-have?” said the poor girl, with a faltering voice. It had been the habit
-of the brother and sister thus to pray, from the time when they had knelt
-as children together in their cottage home at Wildwaste, perhaps to be
-startled from their knees by the noisy entrance of a parent reeling home
-from the ale-house. Steady was very quiet, almost stolid; he had had no
-outburst of sorrow on hearing of the death of his father; perhaps those
-miserable days at Wildwaste had left deeper memories on a mind more slow
-to receive or to part with impressions; he had certainly never been
-buoyed up with the same joyous hopes as his sister had been, and was
-therefore less sensitive to disappointment. The lad knelt down without
-reply, leaving, as usual, to Lottie the uttering of the simple prayer, to
-which he was wont to add the closing Amen.
-
-“Pray God bless and keep dear—;” Lottie could go no further. Alas! who
-has not felt how the first omission of a dear familiar name in prayer
-brings vividly to the soul of the mourner the reality of that separation,
-which, as regards this world, is softened by no hope. Lottie could only
-sob, while her brother, slowly and very briefly, concluded the little
-prayer.
-
-Lottie rose on the morrow with the feeling that there was a great blank
-in her life; and yet it was not in the nature of things that she should
-sorrow as long and as deeply for such a parent as Abner had been, as
-for one who had faithfully fulfilled the duties of husband and father.
-She resolved to devote herself more than ever to her mother; and was
-almost glad, for her sake, that she herself had been obliged to leave
-Wildwaste. The return of Arthur and Lina Madden from Palestine had
-diverted the attention of gossips from the subject of Lottie’s mysterious
-sovereigns, and as it was widely known that she had been seen on the box
-of a carriage in which not only Arthur but Mr. Eardley had been seated,
-slander itself was forced to own that “the gentlefolk, anyways, seemed to
-know as how Lottie had come honestly by that money; though ’twas a pity,
-it was, that she made such a mystery about it.”
-
-In the afternoon the unwelcome step of Mrs. Green was heard on the stair.
-It was her third visit on that day to the widow’s little room, as she
-had twice before bustled up “just to see if she could do nothing for the
-poor soul,” as she said, but in reality to pick up scraps of gossip to
-retail to the baker’s sisters and the linen-draper’s wife. This time,
-however, Mrs. Green came up eager to impart news rather than to hear it.
-Unceremoniously seating herself in the darkened room of sorrow in which
-were the newly-made widow and her fatherless girl, she said to Lottie,
-who was preparing the simple afternoon meal, “I say, Lottie Stone, I
-think that there new house at Wildwaste is somehow bewitched! Here’s you
-a-running away from it, you can’t or you won’t say why; and now there’s
-its own master suddenly disappeared, and no one knows what’s become of
-him.”
-
-“Disappeared!” echoed Lottie, in surprise.
-
-“Ay; no one’s seen nothing of him since last night, and all Wildwaste’s
-in a commotion. He’d been to bed, too, that was clear; and no one saw
-him leave the house in the morning; and Hannah says that she could take
-her oath that the chain was up on the house-door when she went to it at
-seven. But Mr. Gritton’s not in the Lodge; it’s been searched from top to
-bottom.”
-
-“He’s been lost in the bog—like that miserable Dan Ford,” said Deborah,
-gloomily.
-
-“No, not that,” replied Mrs. Green; “the bog’s not in a dangerous state
-just now; we’ve had so much hot sunshine, that you might ride a horse
-across the common from one end to the other.”
-
-“Is my dear lady much frightened about her brother?” asked Lottie, who
-had been listening with breathless interest.
-
-“Not half so much frightened as one might expect, Hannah says; nor half
-so much surprised at his disappearing. It seems as if she’d a notion
-where he has gone, though she does not choose to tell what she knows. But
-Miss Gritton ain’t very well, they says; depend on’t, she’s in for the
-fever. There’s nothing in the world so catching as small-pox.”
-
-Lottie’s heart sank within her.
-
-“Mrs. Bolder thinks,” continued Mrs. Green, “that Mr. Gritton has just
-gone off to Lunnon to be out of the way of infection; but it’s odd enough
-that he should have gone away without his hat, for that’s hanging up in
-the hall; and its odder still that he should have been pulling about the
-furniture like a madman. Hannah told Mrs. Bolder, though she did not say
-a word of it to trouble Miss Gritton, that she found the study in strange
-disorder—the table pulled out of its place, the very drugget rolled up!”
-
-Lottie was hardly able to stifle the sudden exclamation which rose to her
-lips.
-
-Having unburdened herself of her news, Mrs. Green suddenly remembered
-that her kettle would be boiling over, and bustled out of the room.
-Lottie waited impatiently for a few seconds, till she was certain that
-the landlady was out of hearing, and then with energy exclaimed, “Mother,
-mother, I must be off to Wildwaste; I’m sure and certain I’m wanted.”
-
-“I’m sorry you ever left your good place there, Lottie; maybe they
-would not take you back now,” said Deborah sadly. As Lottie had had the
-small-pox in her childhood, her mother did not fear her catching the
-complaint.
-
-“Whether they will take me back or not, mother, I must go,” said Lottie
-emphatically; “master’s lost—maybe I’ll find him!” and hurriedly,
-as if every moment were precious, she took down from their peg her
-straw-bonnet and cloak.
-
-“It’s getting on in the day, my child, and a walk to Wildwaste is a deal
-too long for you now. To-morrow I’ll get the baker to take you in his
-cart—at least a good bit of the way.”
-
-Lottie clasped her hands with a look of anxious entreaty. “Don’t stay me,
-mother, don’t stay me. If Wildwaste were twice as far off, I’d walk all
-the same. I can’t stop till to-morrow; I should not close an eye all the
-night!”
-
-Deborah had never before known her young daughter’s mind so resolutely
-bent upon any course; she saw that some very urgent motive indeed
-was drawing Lottie towards Wildwaste. She believed this motive to be
-affection towards her young mistress, and gave up opposing the wishes
-of her child; only insisting on her taking with her a small bundle of
-clothes, and refreshing herself by a cup of tea before she started. In
-less than a quarter of an hour Lottie was hastening on her way towards
-Wildwaste.
-
-“It’s all clear to me,” murmured the girl to herself, as she rapidly
-walked along the street; “master has gone down into that dismal place to
-look after his money, and somehow he has locked himself in and cannot
-get out; and no one thinks of looking for him there; and so he’ll be
-starved to death, or maybe go right mad in that horrible vault. Hannah
-is hard of hearing—if he called ever so loud she’d never hear him in the
-kitchen; and my lady is upstairs, so his voice would never reach her. It
-makes one’s blood cold to think of his trying to get help, and shouting
-and calling, and never a soul going near him! I must go and tell those
-who are searching where to look.” Lottie had been walking very fast, but
-she slackened her pace as a difficulty occurred to her mind. “But I must
-not tell any one of that vault—no, not even Miss Isa; have I not solemnly
-promised to keep the secret? I must go down myself all alone to that
-gloomy place. But what if master should be hiding there on purpose; or
-if some one should come on a sudden and find me down there amongst all
-the silver and gold, might I not be taken for a thief? I have suffered
-so much already, I could not abide any more of these cruel suspicions;
-and maybe I’d be sent to prison this time, and that would break mother’s
-heart altogether.” The simple girl was so much startled by the images
-of terror called up by her excited fancy, that for a moment she felt
-inclined to turn back. “Suppose I tell Miss Isa—only Miss Isa; that would
-keep my character clear; and it cannot do harm for her to know where her
-own brother hoards all his money. But that promise—that fatal promise!
-What would the Lord have me to do? It is so miserable to be able to ask
-advice of no one, not even of my own dear mother! I seem going right
-into the darkness—but then, as Mr. Eardley would say, I’ve the trumpet
-of conscience, and the light of the Word, and the Lord Himself will guide
-me, and make me triumph over all difficulties, if I put my firm trust in
-Him. It seems so wonderful that the glorious King of Heaven should think
-of or care for a poor ignorant child like me!”
-
-The shades of evening were gathering around her before the weary Lottie
-trod the well-known path over the common that led to Wildwaste Lodge.
-She looked up anxiously at the windows as she approached the house; she
-was uneasy regarding the health of her dear young mistress. When Hannah,
-after tedious delay, answered Lottie’s timid ring at the door-bell, her
-first anxious question was, “Oh, tell me, how is Miss Isa?” Lottie had
-to repeat it, for the old servant seemed more deaf, as well as more
-ill-tempered than usual.
-
-“She has a headache—natural enough, turning herself into a sick-nurse
-for a stranger as gives more trouble than thanks. And she’s a worritting
-after master, who has disappeared, no one knows how. But what brings you
-back, like a bad halfpenny, Lottie?” added the peevish old woman; “you
-chose to take yourself off without warning, leaving all the work of the
-house on my hands, and now you may just keep away—there’s no one as wants
-you here!” and Hannah almost shut the door in the face of the girl.
-
-“Let me in—for just this night—oh, let me in. I’ve walked all the six
-miles from Axe; I can’t go back in the dark all alone!” pleaded Lottie,
-whose brow and lip were moist with toil-drops, and who felt the absolute
-necessity of searching the vault without the delay of another hour.
-“Hannah, I’ll work like a slave; I’ll do anything that you bid me; just
-speak a word for me to my mistress, pray her to let me stop, at least—at
-least till the morning.”
-
-“How can I be worritting Miss Isa, with asking any-think for the like
-of you,” said Hannah ungraciously, opening the door, however, a little
-wider, so as to give admittance to Lottie. “You may go there into the
-kitchen—everything there wants cleaning and looking arter, for not a
-minute have I had to myself this blessed day, what with the fetching and
-carrying upstairs, downstairs, and all the stir about master, which has
-turned the house upside down. There—you get water from the pump, and fill
-the kettle, and wash up the plates, while I go up with the medicine;
-there’s Miss Madden’s bell ringing like mad!”
-
-Lottie retired to the kitchen, but neither to rest nor to work. After
-listening for a few moments to the slow step of the old servant as
-she mounted the stairs, grumbling at every step, the girl seized her
-opportunity, and darted into the study. The table had not been drawn back
-to its place, the brown drugget lay as Gaspar had left it; but though
-Lottie knew the situation of the trap-door in the floor, she could not at
-once discover it, either owing to the opening being so well concealed,
-or from her own nervous haste causing confusion in her mind. Having at
-last, rather by feeling than by sight, found the portion of the planks
-that could be moved, Lottie lifted the trap-door and again timidly gazed
-down into the darkness below. Before she ventured to descend she paused
-and listened, to make certain that Hannah was still upstairs. She heard
-the woman’s heavy step in the room above, and then, feeling that every
-minute was precious, Lottie hastily descended the ladder. Not having
-brought a light with her, and the vault being utterly dark, the girl had
-to grope to find the handle of that inner door which Gaspar had closed,
-but not locked, behind him. Lottie pressed against the door, but felt
-that something within resisted her efforts to push it open. She used more
-strength, pressing with knee and shoulder; the resisting body, whatever
-it might be, yielded a little under her efforts. There was an opening
-sufficiently wide to admit the girl’s hand. Lottie sank on her knees, and
-put down her hand in order to feel what was the nature of the obstruction
-which the darkness prevented her from seeing, and uttered a shriek of
-horror upon touching a clammy human face! A frightful conviction flashed
-on her mind that her master had been murdered for his money, and that it
-was his corpse which lay within the vault.
-
-“Oh, they’ve killed him!” she exclaimed aloud in accents of terror,
-starting to her feet, as she uttered the exclamation of fear.
-
-“Killed whom?—in mercy speak!” cried the agonized voice of Isa from
-above. Miss Gritton had chanced to enter the study in search of some
-papers, and was with astonishment bending over the open trap-door, when
-she caught the sound of the terrible words from below. Isa could scarcely
-see the top rounds of the ladder, so obscure had the twilight become; she
-knew not whither it might lead, or what horrors might lie at the bottom,
-yet she hesitated not for one instant, and almost before the sound of her
-terrified question had died away, she was at the side of Lottie in the
-utter darkness of the vault.
-
-“Master has been murdered!” gasped the young maid. Gaspar could hear her
-exclamation distinctly, but was unable to speak a word in reply.
-
-“Gaspar—O my brother!” cried Isa, in a tone of piercing distress.
-
-That cry from the lips of a sister broke the spell of the strange trance
-with which Gaspar Gritton had been bound. During all the long hours of
-his terrible imprisonment he had been unable to stir or to make the
-least sound; and though he was conscious of Lottie’s presence when she
-touched him, and could hear her voice, he had still remained as it were
-dead, helpless as a corpse in his living grave. But to Isa’s call, to his
-inexpressible relief, Gaspar was able to answer; the hitherto paralyzed
-limbs stirred with life, and with a murmured “God be praised!” he awoke
-from what appeared to him like a dream of unutterable horror.
-
-[Illustration: FOUND IN THE VAULT.]
-
-But Gaspar’s powers were in a very feeble state; he was unable at first
-even to move far enough from the door which divided him from his sister
-for it to be opened sufficiently wide to admit of her passing through.
-
-“Oh, for a light!” exclaimed Isa; then hearing Hannah’s step in the
-study above, she called out loudly, “Bring light—help—quick, quick—your
-master’s dying down here in the vault!”
-
-Some minutes of terrible anxiety followed; Isa dreaded to see what light
-might reveal, for the idea of murder, first suggested by Lottie, was
-uppermost in her mind. Hannah had rushed towards the hamlet to summon
-aid; Isa sent Lottie up the ladder for a light; the girl had hardly
-procured it when the hall of the Lodge was filled with a party of
-workmen, whom Hannah’s loud call for assistance had brought to the house.
-
-By the help of the men’s strong arms, Mr. Gritton was carried up from his
-gloomy prison-vault, and laid on his bed. Thankful indeed was Isa to find
-that her brother was unwounded, and apparently unhurt, though in a very
-weak and nervous condition. She neither questioned him, nor suffered him
-to be questioned, but she marked the glances of surprise and suspicion
-exchanged between the workmen, who had seen what they were never designed
-to see, and learned what they were never intended to know. Gaspar’s
-secret was a secret no longer, except as regarded his way of acquiring
-the hoards of treasure, of which an exaggerated account spread through
-all the hamlet before the morning.
-
-Having thanked, rewarded, and dismissed the workmen, Isa sat for hours
-watching by her brother, and listening to a confession from his lips
-which filled her heart with mingled grief, shame, thankfulness, and hope.
-
-There are some men whom judgments only harden—a thunderbolt might
-shatter, but it never would melt them—Gaspar’s nature resembled not
-such. He felt on that solemn night much as Dives might have felt had his
-tortured spirit received a reprieve, and been permitted once more to
-dwell upon earth. He had been given a glimpse, as if by the lurid light
-of the devouring flame, of the utter worthlessness of all for which man
-would exchange his immortal soul. The impression might become weakened by
-time, but upon that night it was strong. Gaspar unburdened his soul to
-his sister; he told her all, even to Lottie’s discovery of the treasure,
-and besought Isa’s counsel in the difficult strait into which his
-covetousness had brought him.
-
-Confession—reparation! From these Gaspar shrank, as the patient from the
-knife of the surgeon. Could no milder remedy be found, could there be
-no compromise with conscience? Isa dared suggest none, though she would
-have given all that she possessed on earth to save her brother from
-the bitter humiliation of acknowledging to Cora Madden the base fraud
-which he had committed. The strength of Isa’s faith and obedience was
-brought to painful proof on that night. If she had yielded but a point,
-if she had counselled delay, if she had administered an opiate to the
-tortured conscience of her brother, as all her tender woman’s nature,
-ay, and all her woman’s pride, pleaded for her to do, Gaspar would,
-like Felix, have put off the hated duty for a more convenient season,
-and the precious moment for action would have passed away for ever. But
-Isa had the fear of God before her eyes; she had a keen perception that
-this was a crisis in the spiritual life of her brother, that his soul’s
-interests for eternity might hang on the result of his decision on that
-night. Her voice had aroused him from the death-like stupor of the body,
-her voice was to be also the means of quickening the lethargic soul. The
-whisper of delay in his case could but be the breathing of the enemy who
-would lure him to destruction. Isa reminded Gaspar of the resolution of
-Zaccheus, when he had received the Lord into his home and his heart: it
-was not “I will give,” but _I give_; it was not “I will restore,” but _I
-restore_. Gaspar was irresolute, undecided, but his good angel was beside
-him to help his weak nature in the great mental conflict. It was almost
-midnight before that trying interview ended, and the brother and sister
-separated, the one to sink into a troubled slumber, the other to return
-to the chamber of Cora, intrusted by Gaspar with the responsible and most
-painful charge of making for him that humiliating confession which he
-himself had not the courage to make.
-
-
-
-
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-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-A TRIUMPH.
-
-
-With a very slow step, aching heart, and knees that trembled beneath
-her, Isa reascended the staircase. One apparently insuperable difficulty
-had been overcome,—Gaspar had consented to make full reparation. Isa
-could feel thankful for this; but she had now a breathing-space for
-consideration, and with inexpressible repugnance she now recoiled from
-the task set before her. It had been hard to banish from her heart
-resentful emotions in regard to Cora; it had been hard to Isa to receive
-an enemy into her home, to tend her as a sister, to risk health and
-life in her service. But there had been nothing to wound pride in all
-this; on the contrary, Isa had stood in the elevated position of a
-benefactress, as one enjoying the noblest kind of revenge by repaying
-injuries with kindness. The consciousness of this had brought a feeling
-of gratification. But her position was painfully altered now. Isa
-must humble herself in the presence of a woman whom she neither loved
-nor respected; she must, as the representative of her brother, confess
-guilt—ask for forgiveness—plead for mercy! Isa stopped half-way on the
-stairs, supporting herself on the banister, for every fibre in her frame
-was trembling with strong emotion. She had ventured, as it were, to the
-outskirts of the camp of Midian, and felt that she lacked courage to
-strike the final blow for freedom. A silent cry for help arose to heaven
-from the depths of a suffering heart.
-
-Cora was one to whom it would be especially painful to make a confession
-such as that which burdened the soul of Isa. Miss Madden had been brought
-much into contact with the world, had imbibed its spirit, and adopted
-one of its most dangerous ideas,—namely, a disbelief in the existence
-of faith as a ruling motive. Notwithstanding the noble example of piety
-which she had had before her in her own brother, Cora had persisted in
-regarding all men as governed either by self-interest or the love of
-approbation.
-
-“Sir Robert Walpole said, and said truly,” Cora had once lightly
-observed, “that every man has his price; only some will have it told down
-in hard cash, and others are quite contented with the paper-money of
-praise.”
-
-Thus Cora refused to see the reflected glory of the Saviour in His
-people: however brightly their light might shine, she believed that it
-was fed from an earthly source, and eagerly caught at every instance of
-inconsistency in the servants of God to confirm her theory that they only
-wore piety as a mask, and, in fact, were much the same with the show of
-religion as the rest of the world were without it.
-
-It was this fallacy more than anything else that had hardened the heart
-of Cora, and made her justify herself in her own indifference towards
-spiritual things. She would draw down all to the same low level as
-herself, and thus hope to escape condemnation in a crowd. Cora’s chilling
-disbelief in the practical influence of faith had been shaken when she
-had first been admitted into the home of Isa Gritton while suffering from
-an infectious complaint. The ice which the world had encrusted round her
-heart had given some signs of melting. Then the idea that the Grittons
-were, after all, only acting from self-interest, had almost restored her
-frigid scepticism; she would not recognize the reality and the power of
-that faith which worketh by love. The sudden and strange disappearance
-of Gaspar had confirmed Cora in her impressions. “He flies me because he
-fears me,” was the reflection of the proud woman; and the insolence of
-her spirit had broken out even in the presence of the anxious sister.
-“Perhaps Miss Gritton has an idea not only whither, but for what cause,
-her brother had so suddenly vanished from this neighbourhood,” had been
-Cora’s sneering remark.
-
-And yet, with all her bitterness and worldliness of spirit, Cora was
-capable of more generous feeling. She was a woman, and, like a woman,
-could cherish disinterested affection. Cora keenly felt her own isolation
-in life, that isolation which she feared that her personal disfigurement
-would now render perpetual. She had cut herself off from the proffered
-affection of Arthur and Lina; she had quarrelled with Lionel’s wife; she
-had many acquaintances, but was painfully aware that she had never made
-one true friend. Cora, especially during her illness, had often yearned
-for the love of a gentle, sympathizing heart, and something of gratitude,
-something of admiration, had drawn her towards Isa Gritton.
-
-“How ill Miss Gritton looks to-night; I fear that she is sickening for
-the fever,” Mrs. Holdich had observed, on Isa’s quitting the room to
-go and search for papers in the study, at the time when, as the reader
-knows, Lottie was exploring the vault.
-
-The observation had inflicted a sharp pang on Cora; she was startled on
-realizing the possibility that Isa’s life might indeed be given for her
-own, and a contrast would suggest itself between the comparative value
-of those lives. Isa, as Cora knew from Rebekah Holdich, was the light of
-her brother’s home, the gentle benefactress of the poor, and, as Cora
-was at that very time experiencing, a generous friend to those who needed
-her aid. In her, more than in any one else, Cora had caught a glimpse
-of the beauty of holiness; in her, more than in any one else, Cora had
-been almost forced to recognize the power of faith; and at that moment
-the proud, cold woman felt that there was one being on earth whom she
-could love, one whom she could not endure to see fall a sacrifice to her
-generous kindness to herself.
-
-Cora’s bitter but salutary reflections were interrupted by the noise and
-excitement below, which followed the discovery of Gaspar Gritton in the
-vault. The loud call of Hannah for assistance was distinctly heard in
-the upper rooms occupied by Miss Madden; and Cora sent down Mrs. Holdich
-in haste to ascertain the cause of such an unusual disturbance. Rebekah
-did not return for a considerable time, and Cora grew so impatient that
-she could hardly restrain herself from hurrying downstairs. Mrs. Holdich
-came at last with the information that Mr. Gritton had been found in
-an insensible state in a vault, that he had been removed to his own
-apartment, and that his sister was carefully tending him there. This
-was all which Cora could learn from Rebekah, and it did not satisfy her
-thirst for information; she determined not to retire to rest until she
-had seen Isa Gritton. To beguile the time, Cora went up to Isa’s little
-bookcase, hoping to find there some light reading to amuse herself with.
-One volume, from the elegance of its binding, attracted Miss Madden’s
-attention, and she drew it forth from its place. It contained no work
-of fiction, as Cora had hoped and expected, but a selection of hymns.
-At another time Cora would have replaced the book, with perhaps an
-expression of scorn; but she was in a softened mood on that night, and
-her eye was attracted by the marking and double-marking on the margin of
-many of the pages. Chiefly from curiosity, but possibly from a better
-motive, Miss Madden carried the book to the place where she usually sat
-on her soft-cushioned chair, seated herself, and began to read in a
-desultory way.
-
-One of the hymns which had been most strongly marked by Isa was the
-well-known one commencing with the line,—
-
- “And dost thou say, Ask what thou wilt?”
-
-This hymn was an especial favourite with Isa, who knew it by heart; but
-the proud, selfish woman who now perused it, in the stillness of night
-and the seclusion of a sick-room, seemed to be introduced into a new
-world of sensation as she read the lines, which express a Christian’s
-most fervent desire:
-
- “More of Thy presence, Lord, impart,
- More of Thine image let me bear;
- Enthrone Thyself within my heart,
- And reign without a rival there.
-
- “Grant this request, I ask no more,
- But to Thy care the rest resign;—
- Sick, or in health, or rich, or poor,
- All shall be well if Thou art mine.”
-
-“Can it be that any human being really feels this?” thought Cora, half
-closing the volume. “I cannot believe it. And yet Isa Gritton has acted
-as if she felt it. But no, no—she is at this moment playing the part of
-an accomplice of her money-loving brother. Her faith may make her like
-such a book as this, mark it, perhaps cry over it; it may give her that
-gentleness and kindliness which have half won me over to love her in
-spite of myself; it may—yes, it may possibly have some effect in taking
-away the fear of losing beauty, or even life; but when it comes to the
-question of its requiring such integrity of conduct as would involve
-loss and disgrace, faith will find it expedient to confine itself to
-sentimental devotion, and the saint will come forth from the closet to
-act in the world—as the children of the world always act.”
-
-A gentle hand noiselessly turned the handle of the door, and Isa glided
-into the room. She was surprised to see Cora still awake and sitting up
-at the midnight hour.
-
-“I thought that I should have found my patient asleep,” she observed.
-
-“I could not have slept till I had seen you; I wanted to hear about your
-brother.”
-
-Isa rather sank than seated herself upon a chair; a cold shiver ran
-through her frame; she knew not if the overpowering sensations which
-oppressed her arose only from the reaction after painful excitement, or
-if she were indeed sickening for a terrible complaint.
-
-“I may be delirious ere morning,” thought Isa; “I must speak now, or I
-never may have power to speak. May it not be deemed providential that I
-am given an opportunity of confession by this midnight interview with
-Cora!”
-
-“Miss Gritton, you look sadly ill,” said Cora, with more of sympathy than
-Isa had ever before heard in her tone. “Are you very anxious regarding
-your brother?”
-
-“I am very anxious indeed,” replied Isa faintly, glancing at the closed
-door which divided the ladies from the room in which Mrs. Holdich was
-resting, to be sure that no ear but Cora’s should hear what she was
-bracing up her courage to say. “Miss Madden, I have come charged with a
-message to you from Gaspar.” Isa paused, for she was very breathless;
-her heart fluttered—she had a strange difficulty in articulating her
-words; she dared not look up and meet the keen gaze which she was
-certain was fixed upon her. “My brother believes—feels sure—that there
-is no evidence which could be produced in a court of law which could
-bring home to him that—that of which you have been led to suspect him.”
-Another very painful pause; Isa pressed her hand to her side to still
-the throbbing of her heart. “But,” she continued with an effort, “Gaspar
-knows—owns—that though man cannot convict, there is a higher tribunal
-than man’s, and before it he cannot plead his innocence. It was indeed
-not your property which was lost in the _Orissa_—your money is in the
-hands of my brother, and shall be restored, principal and interest;
-you shall have ample satisfaction as far as gold can give it. And oh,
-Cora—Miss Madden—will not this compensation suffice? will you not forgive
-all the past, and spare the reputation of him who thus throws himself on
-your indulgence? will you not shield from reproach one who is ready amply
-to redeem the wrong committed under strong temptation, and show your
-generosity by burying this unhappy affair in silence and oblivion?”
-
-Isa clasped her hands as she spoke in the fervour of her pleading; her
-eyes suddenly raised met those of Cora, and to her surprise beheld them
-brimming over with tears.
-
-Cora rose from her seat. “O Isa,” she exclaimed, “fear nothing from me!
-Had the wrong been tenfold, I have learned from you how to forgive—and
-much besides!” And with a burst of emotion, which all her pride could
-not restrain, Cora threw her arms around Isa, who found herself, to her
-great astonishment, pressed to the heart of one who had been her bitter,
-malignant enemy.
-
-[Illustration: THE CONFESSION.]
-
-The victories of faith are not only over inward foes: when the ways of a
-man are pleasing to the Lord, He maketh even his enemies to be at peace
-with him. Isa, in her gentleness and Christian sympathy, her uprightness,
-her obedience to the call of duty, had done more to lead her proud,
-erring heart to repentance than all the sermons which had fallen on the
-ear of Cora like seed on the trodden wayside. Cora had never realized
-how far she herself was from being a Christian, till she had seen
-exemplified in one of her own sex and station what a Christian should be.
-It was in the hour when Isa felt humiliated, covered with shame for the
-errors of a brother, that she had forced from proud lips that tribute to
-her character which was in itself an acknowledgment of inferiority such
-as no being had ever before wrung from Cora Madden. Isa had won a noble
-triumph—she had conquered the heart of her foe.
-
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-
-
-
-
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-
-CHAPTER XXV.
-
-
-There was much excitement in Wildwaste relative to the occurrences
-of that night. Various rumours spread, with more or less of truth
-in them, concerning Gaspar Gritton, and the strange way in which he
-had been discovered lying in a lifeless state in a mysterious vault
-full of treasure. As Lottie was reinstated in her place, and Cora was
-convalescent, the services of Mrs. Holdich were no longer required; the
-steward’s wife—after changing her infected garments—returned to her
-home, where she was besieged by curious inquirers. Rebekah smiled at the
-strange exaggerations which had spread around, like widening circles
-on a lake into which a pebble has been thrown. It was true, she said,
-that Lottie had performed an important service, had been the means of
-preserving her master’s life, for which she would be liberally rewarded;
-but as regarded the vault and its mysterious contents, Rebekah maintained
-a placid silence. She had a note from Isa to convey to the Castle, in
-which Arthur and Lina Madden were now residing as the baronet’s guests.
-The result of that note was, that Holdich appeared that afternoon at
-Wildwaste Lodge, equipped for a journey to London, part of his equipment
-being a pair of loaded revolvers. Crowds of workmen and their families
-thronged before the Lodge, curiously watching the door through which were
-borne iron boxes, very heavy in proportion to their size, and believed to
-contain treasures of plate and bullion sufficient to buy up the village.
-With emotions of intense relief and deep thankfulness Isa watched from
-the window the departure of the cart for the station, with the sturdy
-steward seated on one of the boxes within it, keeping faithful watch over
-his dangerous charge. It was not only because in that lawless part of the
-country the Lodge would scarcely have been a safe residence when known to
-contain a treasure, that Isa rejoiced in its departure; it was because
-she looked on that ill-gotten gold much as our ancestors looked upon the
-barrels of gunpowder buried in a vault beneath Parliament-house by an
-insidious and cruel foe. It had been placed there not to enrich, but to
-destroy; not as a blessing, but a curse;—_an enemy hath done this_. From
-the days of Achan unto our own, there is a woe for him who heapeth up
-riches unrighteously won.
-
-No one from the Lodge appeared at the steward’s cottage on that evening,
-and he himself was absent on his mission to London; but Edith Lestrange
-and her guests came from the Castle to attend Mr. Eardley’s closing
-lecture on the “Triumph over Midian.”
-
-
-LECTURE VII.—FAITH CROWNED.
-
-The men of Ephraim, as was mentioned at our last meeting, had encountered
-some of the fugitives of Midian, had slain two of their princes, and
-brought their heads to Gideon. But the Ephraimites, men of a warlike
-tribe, were angry at having been appointed but a secondary part; they
-were indignant at the chief honour, as well as the chief danger, of the
-struggle having been assigned to Gideon’s three hundred heroes.
-
-“Why hast thou served us thus,” they fiercely exclaimed to the leader,
-“that thou calledst us not when thou wentest to fight the Midianites?”
-They came full of jealous resentment; and instead of rejoicing in the
-triumph, chafed at not having sooner been permitted to share it.
-
-_Only by pride cometh contention; with the lowly is wisdom._ Gideon,
-humble in the midst of his marvellous success, experienced the power of
-the soft answer to turn away wrath. He said unto the indignant warriors,
-_What have I done now in comparison of you? Is not the gleaning of the
-grapes of Ephraim better than the vintage of Abiezer? God hath delivered
-into your hands the princes of Midian, Oreb and Zeeb: and what was I
-able to do in comparison of you? Then, adds the sacred narrative, their
-anger was abated towards him._
-
-[Illustration: GIDEON AND THE EPHRAIMITES.]
-
-But it was not with the proud sons of Ephraim, but with his own band,
-the chosen of God, that Gideon completed his victory by following up the
-pursuit beyond Jordan. They held a commission from the Most High, and
-exchanging their trumpets and torches for weapons of war, _faint, yet
-pursuing_, they pressed on. Weary and hungry were the brave warriors of
-Gideon; they lacked refreshment to renew their failing strength, but that
-refreshment was cruelly withheld, first by the men of Succoth, and then
-by those of Penuel, from whom Gideon had craved the much-needed supplies.
-These inhabitants of Succoth and Penuel, sons of Israel unworthy of the
-name, afterwards received the punishment due for their indifference to a
-holy cause—their base inhospitable neglect of those bearing the burden
-and heat of the conflict.
-
-And can we find none even in a Christian land whose conduct closely
-resembles that of the men of Succoth and Penuel? The missionaries of the
-Cross are engaged in a long and arduous struggle to carry the banner of
-their Lord into the strongholds of heathen error. They are a small and,
-as regards numbers, a feeble band; they need support and sympathy from
-those who dwell at ease in their peaceful homes. For them their heavenly
-Leader deigns to ask the aid of their brethren. In the words of Gideon
-we seem to hear the Lord’s _Give, I pray you, loaves of bread unto
-the people that follow me, for they be faint_. And how is that appeal
-received by the greater number of those who call themselves Christians?
-Some, indeed, rejoice to bring out their offerings; they deem it an
-honour to be permitted to give from their stores and refresh the fainting
-powers of those who are foremost in fighting the good fight of faith. To
-these how sweet the Saviour’s promise to His disciples: _Whosoever shall
-give you a cup of water to drink in My name, because ye belong to Christ,
-verily I say unto you, he shall not lose his reward_.
-
-But shall not the multitudes who give no aid to the servants of God, who
-share the guilt of Penuel and Succoth, fear to share their punishment
-also? It is lack of faith that hardens the heart, that closes the hand;
-for who could refuse to give—give largely, give to the utmost of his
-power—if he really _believed_ that at the last day those who have turned
-a deaf ear to the appeal of the weary, shall hear from the lips of the
-Eternal Judge the terrible words, _Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of
-the least of these, ye did it not to Me. Depart from Me, ye cursed!_
-
-Faint, yet pursuing, Gideon and his band followed on the track of Zebah
-and Zalmunna, the kings of Midian. These, with about fifteen thousand
-men who had escaped from the slaughter which followed the sounding of
-the trumpets, had reached Karkor, and believed themselves there to be
-secure from further attack. _Faint, but pursuing._ Thus, in his life-long
-warfare against sin, presses on the Christian from grace to grace, till
-God receives him to glory. He must not sheathe the sword of the Spirit
-while one evil passion remains unsubdued; he must not relax his efforts
-till the Almighty himself perfect the victory within him, and call him
-to inherit the kingdom above. We may have much to discourage us, much to
-try our courage and patience; it is not by one effort, however great,
-that the yoke of Midian can be broken, that faith can finally triumph
-over corruption within. _Let patience leave its perfect work_; however
-long and arduous may be the pursuit, God can uphold, strengthen, and
-bless us, as in His name and for His sake we struggle on, _faint, yet
-pursuing_.
-
-Complete success crowned the efforts of Gideon. He came up with the men
-of Midian, discomfited all their host, and took captive their kings Zebah
-and Zalmunna. As they were not of the doomed races of Canaan, the leader
-of Israel would have spared these foes, had they not been stained with
-the blood of his brethren, whom, by the Midianites’ own confession, they
-had slain at Tabor. Gideon was by law the avenger of this blood. The
-sacred record gives us a striking glimpse of the way in which justice
-was satisfied in that remote age—the brief investigation, and the prompt
-execution by the hand of the near of kin, according to the commandment of
-Moses: _The murderer shall surely be put to death; the revenger of blood
-himself shall slay the murderer; when he meeteth him, he shall slay him_
-(Num. xxxv. 18, 19). Gideon inquired of Zebah and Zalmunna, “What manner
-of men were they whom ye slew at Tabor?” evidently alluding to some
-well-known act of violence. And the princes made answer, “As thou art,
-so were they; each one resembled the children of a king.” And he said,
-“They were my brethren, even the sons of my mother: as the Lord liveth,
-if ye had saved them alive, I would not slay you.”
-
-Gideon then commanded his first-born to fulfil the stern duty of the
-avenger of blood; but the youth shrank from the office. “Rise thou, and
-fall upon us,” cried the bold sons of Midian to Gideon; “for as the man
-is, so is his strength.” By the hand of their conqueror, therefore, Zebah
-and Zalmunna met the fate which their crimes had deserved.
-
-The victories of Gideon, his great services rendered to his country, had
-won for him the enthusiastic admiration and gratitude of the people whom
-he had freed from the enemy’s yoke. Nothing was deemed by his countrymen
-too great a reward for the hero who had delivered them. Let him who had
-saved Israel become the head of the nation, the first of a dynasty of
-rulers. The men of Israel said unto Gideon, “Rule thou over us, both
-thou, and thy son, and thy son’s son also; for thou hast delivered us
-from the hand of Midian.”
-
-But Gideon’s had been the triumph of faith, not the proud struggle of
-ambition. He desired no crown; he would mount no throne; the Lord God of
-Hosts alone should be the King of Israel. “I will not rule over you,”
-said Gideon; “neither shall my son rule over you: the Lord shall rule
-over you.” It is to God alone that belongeth the power and the glory; it
-was God who had smitten down Midian, and Gideon, great in humility as in
-his faith, gave the honour to God. Rich was the blessing that followed,
-as recorded in the page of Scripture, _Thus was Midian subdued before the
-children of Israel, so that they lifted up their heads no more. And the
-country was in quietness forty years in the days of Gideon._
-
-We have seen in the history before us the tree of faith budding, bearing
-fair blossoms, and then its fruits gradually ripening into perfection.
-We now see, as it were, those precious fruits gathered and laid as an
-offering upon the altar of the Lord. The Saviour _shall come to be
-glorified in His saints, and admired in all them that believe_; the
-harvest is His, His servants lay its treasures at His feet.
-
-And what is the practical lesson, my brethren, left on our minds by
-the record of the perils, the exploits, and the success of Gideon? Can
-we trace in it any likeness to the experience of our own soul? Have we
-received the angel’s visit, heard the promise, obeyed the command? Have
-we thrown down the idolatrous shrine in the spirit breathed in the words
-of the poet,—
-
- “The dearest idol I have known,
- Whate’er that idol be,
- Help me to tear it from its throne,
- And worship only Thee.”
-
-Have we trusted to God alone to strengthen us for the conflict with sin
-by the grace of His Holy Spirit, and with His Word in our hands have we
-invaded the enemy’s camp, and pursued him with earnest self-denying zeal?
-Have we fought and conquered our Midianites by the power of living faith?
-
-Or, to change the metaphor, has faith been with us as the blighted tree,
-on which the sunshine falls in vain, which stands a bare form, a lifeless
-thing, when spring clothes all around it with verdure? Has the Lord of
-the vineyard said of it, _Lo, these three_, or ten, or twenty _years I
-come seeking fruit, and finding none. Cut it down; why cumbereth it the
-ground?_ Oh, my brethren, that faith which is shown not by deeds, that
-faith which works not by love, is _not_ the faith which is firmly rooted
-in the Rock of Ages. A cold assent of the reason is not faith, a lifeless
-profession is not faith; that is faith which beareth good fruits—that
-which, like the faith of Gideon, overcometh the enemy.
-
-We have to pursue our Midianites to the Jordan, but not beyond Jordan.
-At the fords of the “narrow stream of death” the last enemy will perish
-for ever. Into the bright land beyond, Disappointment, Discontent cannot
-enter; for there is the fulness of joy and pleasures for evermore.
-Dissension is unknown where every look and thought are love; nor can
-the shadow of Distrust fall in the realm of eternal light, for the
-servants of Christ shall _see Him as He is_, and dwell with Him in bliss
-everlasting.
-
-
-
-
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-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-CONCLUSION.
-
-
-Months had rolled away, months crowded with incidents of interest to the
-personages in my story, and now Edith and Isa stand again on the summit
-of the grassy mound by Castle Lestrange, which overlooks a landscape so
-wide and so fair. They behold Nature no longer clad in the light-green
-drapery of spring, spangled with blossoms, but in the rich full foliage
-of summer, which the setting sun is bathing in golden glory. Edith’s
-blue eyes are gazing on the magnificent sky, where the bright orb of
-day, while sinking down on a throne of fiery clouds, is throwing upwards
-widening streams of light where rosy clouds, like islands of the blessed,
-softly float in clear blue ether. Never, even in Italy, had Edith
-witnessed a finer sunset; it seemed like a glimpse granted to mortals
-below of the coming glories of heaven.
-
-“How resplendent is the sky!” exclaimed Edith, after a pause of silent
-admiration.
-
-“And how beautiful the earth!” added Isa.
-
-“Ah, on the eve of your bridal day, dearest, the prospect may well look
-fair in your eyes, but still it owes its chief beauty to the radiance
-above it.”
-
-[Illustration: A FAIR PROSPECT.]
-
-“I think that it must always be so to the Christian,” observed Isa. “The
-very crown of earthly happiness is to think that it is not all earthly;
-that our Lord, who has joined our hearts together, will also join our
-hands; and that the union which He makes will endure when that sun itself
-is dark!” Isa’s eyes glistened with tears as she spoke, but they welled
-up from a deep fount of joy.
-
-“Just look towards Wildwaste!” cried Edith; “they have finished that
-triumphal arch of evergreens and roses at which Lottie and her brother,
-and all the children of the hamlet, have been working so hard since
-daybreak. I never thought that Wildwaste could put on an appearance so
-bright and so gay. Every cottage has its garland, and I should not wonder
-if the manufactory itself burst into an illumination to-morrow.”
-
-“I suspect that the enthusiasm and the rejoicing,” said Isa gayly, “is
-less on account of the wedding than to express the joy of the hamlet
-at Arthur Madden’s being appointed to succeed Mr. Bull. Old Bolder was
-speaking so warmly on the subject this morning. ‘There will be good days
-for Wildwaste yet,’ he said, ‘now that we’ve a pastor who will work, and
-pray while he works; who loves his people, and will make them love him!
-We’ll not have all the drunkenness and riot which have made Wildwaste a
-blot on the land! I’ve felt better ever since I heard the good news,’ he
-added, rubbing his hands; ‘and I’ll make a shift, I will, to throw away
-my crutches, and get to church the day that Mr. Arthur gives his first
-sermon.’”
-
-“Every one welcomes their young clergyman as the benefactor of the
-place,” observed Edith.
-
-“Lottie would be almost sorry to leave Wildwaste,” said Isa, “were she
-not going with me to Axe, where she will be close to her widowed mother,
-and able often to be with her.”
-
-“The only person for whom I feel sorry in the midst of all this
-rejoicing,” observed Edith, “is your poor brother, Mr. Gritton. He will
-miss you so sadly, when all alone in that dreary house at Wildwaste.”
-
-“I suspect that he will not be long alone,” said Isa.
-
-“What!—is it true then?” asked Edith quickly, glancing up into the face
-of her companion; “but surely, surely it must grieve you to think of
-having Cora Madden as a sister!”
-
-“Some months ago it would have grieved me inexpressibly,” replied Isa
-gravely. “I should have deemed such a connection a heavy misfortune; but
-Cora is changed, so much changed, since her illness.”
-
-“I hear that the small-pox has left deep traces—”
-
-“Yes, on her character,” interrupted Isa. “Cora is much softened, I hope
-humbled; there is so much less of asperity in her manner, of sarcasm in
-her tone. Is it not strange, Edith, that she of whom I once spoke so
-harshly when you and I stood here conversing together, should seem now to
-turn towards me with the affection of a sister?”
-
-“You have indeed been a sister to her, dear Isa; often have I wondered
-at your courage in braving infection, and your unselfishness in enduring
-quarantine, and all for one whom you dis——whom you could not love. But
-yours was the courage, the self-devotion of faith, and God guarded you
-from the danger.”
-
-“God has indeed crowned me with loving-kindness and tender mercies!”
-exclaimed Isa, whose quick eye had caught sight at that moment of a
-well-known form advancing up the avenue. All her cares and fears, all her
-difficulties and trials, had now been exchanged for exceeding joy; every
-cloud in her sky, like those round the sun, had become a golden mansion
-of light.
-
-Shall earth be called only “a vale of tears,” and all its hopes be
-compared to a withering leaf? Is happiness below but a fading vision? Not
-so; for even here the Almighty can throw sunshine around His children,
-and sweeten their cup with drops from that fountain of bliss whose full
-stream shall refresh their spirits above! But for whom is such happiness
-prepared? Not for the fearful and unbelieving, not for the selfish and
-self-willed, but for those who, like Gideon, have obeyed God’s word and
-chosen His service, and rendered faithful obedience to Him whose mercy
-hath redeemed them. The Christian must not look for the victory without
-the struggle, nor hope for peace while the smallest sin retains dominion
-within the soul; it is on the night of conflict that dawns the morn of
-success; to God’s faithful warriors, _faint, yet pursuing_, was given the
-triumph of faith over Midian!
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