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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Hilda’s Home, by Rosa Graul
-
-This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and
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-Title: Hilda’s Home
- A Story of Woman’s Emancipation
-
-Author: Rosa Graul
-
-Release Date: March 13, 2022 [eBook #67621]
-
-Language: English
-
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-
-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HILDA’S HOME ***
-
-
-
-
-
- HILDA’S HOME
- A Story of Woman’s Emancipation
-
-
- BY
- ROSA GRAUL
-
- ❦
-
- CHICAGO, U. S. A.
- M. HARMAN & CO., 1394 WEST CONGRESS STREET
- 1899
-
- PUBLISHER’S PREFACE.
-
-
-In the order of nature the ideal precedes the actual. In back-woods
-phrase, “The wind-work must precede the ground-work.” “The ascent of
-life is the ascent of ideals.” Ascent means action, change, involving
-effort, struggle, aspiration. Aspiration implies or pre-supposes
-DISCONTENT.
-
-The author of the story, “Hilda’s Home,” preaches the gospel of
-discontent—dissatisfaction with the old, desire for the new. With Ella
-Wheeler she says,
-
- Be not content; contentment means inaction—
- The growing soul aches on its upward quest.
- Satiety is kin to satisfaction—
- All great achievements spring from life’s unrest.
-
- The tiny root, deep in the dark mould hiding,
- Would never bless the earth with leaf and flower,
- Were not an inborn restlessness abiding
- In seed and germ to stir them with its power.
-
-The author of “Hilda’s Home” preaches the gospel of Freedom—equal
-freedom, the gospel of Liberty coupled with responsibility. With Spencer
-she would say, “Every one has the right to do as he pleases so long as
-he does not invade the equal right of others.” With Macaulay, Rosa Graul
-would say “The cure for the evils of Liberty is more liberty.” Hence she
-has no fears that under Freedom the Home and the Family would cease to
-exist, or that woman will be less loving and lovable, or that man will
-be less manly and honorable. On the contrary she maintains that only in
-the soil and atmosphere of freedom is it possible for true womanhood and
-manhood to live and flourish.
-
-While devoting considerable space to the subject of industrial
-reconstruction, the central aim of “Hilda’s Home” is the emancipation of
-womanhood and motherhood from the domination of man in the sex relation.
-“Self-ownership of woman” may be called the all-pervading thought of the
-book now offered to the impartial and truth-loving reader. With Havelock
-Ellis in his “Psychology of Sex,” Rosa Graul would say:
-
-“I regard sex as the central problem of life. And now that the problem
-of religion has practically been settled, and that the problem of labor
-has at least been placed on a practical foundation, the question of
-sex—with the social questions that rest on it—stands before the coming
-generation as the chief problem for solution. Sex lies at the root of
-life, and we can never learn to reverence life until we know how to
-understand sex—So, at least, it seems to me.”
-
-A word of warning: Let no reader expect perfection in the following
-pages, either in ideal or in its manner of presentation. The editor and
-publisher offer this work to the reading public not for its literary
-merits, not for the excellence of its plan nor for the originality of
-its conception. The writer of “Hilda’s Home” is a poor, hard-working,
-unlettered woman; one whose advantages in the way of preparation for
-literary work have been almost nil. The great, the distinguishing merit
-of Rosa Graul, as an author, is the simplicity, the naturalness with
-which she tells of the varied experiences that educate and prepare the
-various characters of her story for living in a co-operative home. For
-the life history of these children of her brain she is indebted, so she
-informs us, to the cold hard facts of her own experience and personal
-observation. “Experience teaches a dear school but fools will learn in
-no other,” saith the proverb. The trouble with us all is that we are so
-slow to learn, even in the bitter school of experience. In no department
-of life is this comment so universally applicable as in the sexual or
-conjugal relations of women and men. Hence the necessity of plainness of
-speech and honesty of thought, on this subject, no matter how
-iconoclastic or revolutionary the thought may be.
-
-Prominent among the criticisms made upon the economic ideal herein
-presented is the absence of all reference to the “Labor Exchange,” and
-the apparent acquiescence by the co-operators in the old monopolistic
-financial system. In answer to this objection it may be said that our
-story was written some years ago, and before the publication of books on
-Labor Exchange and other modern economic reforms, and though an appendix
-was prepared to supply this lack, the addition would have increased the
-size of the book beyond its prescribed limits.
-
-By others it is objected that an ideal home could and should be built
-without the aid of the millionaire’s ill-gotten dollars. To this it may
-be replied that the earth with all it holds, including the accumulations
-called “capital,” belong to the living present, and not to the dead
-past, and that if the legal heirs of past accumulations, the Owen
-Hunters of today, can be induced to build model homes for the use of
-those who may be ready to utilize them, there would seem to be no
-rational objection to such attempts at rectification of past wrongs.
-
-To close this brief preface, which must serve also as introduction and
-appendix, let it be remembered that “Hilda’s Home” is offered not as a
-final solution of all the problems of human life, but rather as a
-suggester of thought upon some of the most important and most perplexing
-of these problems. In all great reforms the public conscience must first
-be aroused to see the necessity of such change. If this unpretentious
-volume can be made the vehicle or means of helping to educate and
-stimulate the public conscience to the point of putting into practice
-the reforms advocated therein, the chief object of the author, as well
-as of editor and publisher, will have been realized.
-
-
-
-
- HILDA’S HOME.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
-
-
-“And I may hope? You will not give me a decided no for answer?”
-
-The time was a lovely June evening. The moon was at its full, wrapping
-everything in a silvery haze, while the air was laden with the sweet
-perfume of roses and of new-mown hay. The scene was the lawn of a
-beautiful suburban home on the outskirts of the city of Harrisburg.
-Under the swaying branches of the silver maples that lined the carriage
-drive leading to the house could be seen a maiden and youth walking
-slowly back and forth, his fair head bent slightly forward, anxiously
-awaiting the answer from the trembling lips. The flash of the dark eye
-and the heightened color of her usually pale face gave evidence of a
-tempest within. Then slowly the dark eyes were raised to the blue ones
-above them, and slowly came the answer,
-
-“I do not know!”
-
-“You do not know?” He repeated the words as slowly, surprise struggling
-in the tone of his voice as he spoke.
-
-“Imelda, surely you know if you love me, if you are able to grant my
-heart’s desire?” Saying which, he caught her hand in his and drew her
-out of the shadows into the bright light of the full moon.
-
-“Look at me, Imelda, and tell me what you mean! Can it be that I have
-been deceived in you? I believed you loved me. I thought I had often
-read the proof of a tender emotion in your eyes; and now you tell me you
-do not know.”
-
-Deep feeling quivered in every cadence of his voice. He was terribly
-excited, terribly in earnest; so much was easy to see.
-
-The smile that for a moment played about her lips was a sad one. Softly
-and clearly the words fell from them.
-
-“You have not misunderstood me. I do love you, O, so much, but—” The
-sentence remained unfinished. With a low, happy cry he gathered her in
-his arms. His silken mustache swept her cheek, his lips closed firmly
-over hers. For a moment all else was forgotten; their souls blended in
-that kiss—a draught fraught with divinest love. It was bliss, ecstacy,
-such as only those are able to enjoy who are possessed of a pure mind.
-For a few moments the girl gave herself up to the enjoyment of blissful
-consciousness. Then with a determined effort she freed herself from his
-embrace, laid her soft hand upon his shoulder and, standing with her
-head slightly thrown back, said: “But—I do not know if I can marry you.”
-
-Surprise showed plainly in his every feature. “You love me, and do not
-know if you can marry me! Imelda, you are an enigma. I cannot understand
-you. What can you possibly mean?”
-
-A sigh escaped the parted lips. “I mean, my Norman,”—laying a hand on
-either of his cheeks—“I mean that I would fain keep my lover! I am
-afraid of a husband. Husbands are not lovers.”
-
-The surprised look upon his face intensified until it became perfectly
-blank. “Husbands are not lovers? Child, who put such notions into your
-head? As husband and wife, when we are such, then will be the time of
-the perfect blending of our love—you mine and I thine. Imelda, now that
-I know the sweet boon of your love is mine, I want to realize it in its
-fullness. You must grant me the consummation of it.”
-
-Again she was folded in his arms, pillowed upon his breast, while his
-cheek rested against hers. She felt the increase of his passion in the
-kisses he pressed upon her lips. His breath mingled with hers. She felt
-and heard the mighty throbs of his heart, while his love for her seemed
-almost to overpower him. She felt her blood in a feverish glow as it
-pulsed through her veins; it was heaven, but—a shudder suddenly shook
-her frame, she whispered, hurriedly, intensely: “No! No! No! I can not,
-can not marry you. I am afraid!”
-
-With a mighty effort conquering the tumult of his emotions, but still
-holding her closely pressed, he could only articulate, “But why? Why
-should you be afraid when I love you, oh, so dearly? I want you for my
-own, my precious one—my very own, where never the breath of another man
-can touch you; where you will be mine forever more.”
-
-“And when the time comes that this feverish love-fire of yours shall
-have burned itself out, when you begin to tire of me,—always me—what
-then will I do with my intense love nature? a nature to which love is
-life and without which I cannot live. What then, Norman, will become of
-me?” She lay back in his arms and again holding his face between her
-hands she asked the question with a fierce intensity that left her voice
-a mere husky whisper,—“Norman, Norman, what then will become of me?”
-
-Norman Carlton was more than surprised; he was fast becoming puzzled.
-There was every evidence that the girl he was holding in his arms bore
-him a deep-rooted love, but that she should, at the outset,—at the very
-moment of the meeting and blending of these two intense natures, that at
-such a time there should arise in her heart a fear of the future,—fear
-that a time might come when his love for her might not be the same, did
-not at all accord with the knowledge he, until now, possessed of the
-feminine nature.
-
-Woman, as he had found her, was only too willing to believe all the love
-rhapsodies of man. If he but offered her marriage he was always held by
-the gentler sex to be the soul of honor. And really, thought he, what
-greater honor could man confer upon woman than marriage? To make her his
-wife, to give her his name! Yet here was a woman who with the intensity
-of a perfectly healthy and normal endowment, bore him a love which only
-such an one could give, and yet—and yet withheld the trust that he,
-until now, had found inseparable from the love of woman.
-
-She seemed to be possessed of a doubt that his love would be a lasting
-one, in the face of the fact of his having just made her an offer of
-marriage,—using the argument, against all his passionate wooing, that
-love would not last. He had heard, but had read little, of the doctrines
-that were at this time being agitated in society, of marriage being a
-failure; that there was no true happiness in domestic life, etc., etc.
-Could it be possible that this girl, who had wound herself with the most
-tender coils about his heart, had imbibed such heresies? He hoped not!
-The love he bore her was a pure love, and a pure love only he must have
-in return, and could a love that he had heard termed “free love,”—such
-as he understood the term, be a pure one? She loved, and yet refused
-marriage. She clung to the lover and repelled the idea of a husband.
-What could it mean! It was beyond Norman Carlton’s conception of pure
-womanhood.
-
-He was indeed the soul of honor. He held all womankind in high esteem.
-He revered his mother, and held his sister as one to look up to. His
-highest conception of happiness was the mutual love of the sexes, the
-consummation of which meant marriage. His idea of home, and of home life
-was something exalted, while his ideal of a wife was a thing to be held
-apart from all the world. She should be his to care for, to make smooth
-the rough paths of her life, to protect and guard her. She should be the
-mother of his children. He felt, he knew his love would be as lasting as
-the hills. Why then should she fear? With conflicting emotions he gently
-clasped her hands while he sought to read what was hidden within the
-depths of those brown wells of light.
-
-Gently, softly, he spoke: “Why should my girl doubt the strength, the
-durability, of my love? Does not intuition tell her it will be safe to
-trust me?”
-
-“Aye, I do trust you, Norman. I would willingly place my hand in yours
-and follow you to the end of the world. With your love to lean on I
-would wander with you to some isolated spot where there was no one else
-to see the whole year round, and be happy, O, so happy, and yet——”
-
-“And yet what?”
-
-“How do you know that this love will last? How is it possible to speak
-for the future? How can you, or I, or anyone, control the fates that
-have or may have, other affinities in store for us? How can we know—O,
-Norman, how can we know? Believe me, I do not doubt your love. I know
-its precious boon is mine, but the future is dark, and I fear to trust
-myself to its unknown mysteries.” And sobbing she sank upon his breast.
-
-Here was indeed an enigma. Would he be able to solve it? Willing to
-enjoy the present but fearing to trust the future. This queer girl was
-conjuring up dread, though often heard-of facts, but in his case utter
-impossibilities. Trembling for the love that at present so surely was
-hers, lest by some dread possibility in the future she might lose it,
-yet dreading, fearing to enter that indissoluble marriage tie thereby
-securing unto herself for life the object of her love. Long the lovers
-wandered up and down the shady walk. That their love was mutual, that
-there was a natural affinity between their souls, that both possessed
-that in their make-up which was necessary for the completion of the
-other, was apparent, yet while he longed and plead for that closer tie
-called marriage, in order to perfect their relations, she shrank from it
-as from some dread abyss.
-
-“Let us be happy just as we are,” she pleaded. “We can walk and talk,
-kiss and sing, and be unutterably happy when we are together. Please,
-please do not let us speak of marriage. I almost hate the mere mention
-of it. I have seen so much of the misery it contains. Of all the married
-people I have known, after the first few months or perhaps the first
-year, generally after the first babe has come, they have drifted
-apart,—they do not miss one another when separated, and I know of but
-very few cases indeed where happiness reigned queen in their homes. I
-have known many happy lovers who found, after entering into the
-matrimonial state, that they had made a sad, a very sad mistake. They
-did not realize what they had expected. I do not want to think that such
-would be our case, but I cannot conquer the fear of it. Let me be happy
-in the knowledge that your perfect love is mine in the present hour. I
-have no fear of losing you. I feel, I know, that I am as necessary to
-you as you are to me.”
-
-And with that he had to be content, for the time being at least. She was
-his by all the bonds of affinity that nature had established between
-them. He felt that she was pure and good, although he knew next to
-nothing of her past life. The handsome home that lay just in front of
-them, whose beautiful grounds, bathed in the silvery sheen of moonlight,
-was but a temporary home, for this queenly girl. Her position in it was
-only that of a menial. Its pretty sparkling mistress had brought her
-home with her from a visit to that western metropolis, Chicago, “A
-friend of my school days,” she had said. “An orphan in straitened
-circumstances.” So she had entered its stately portals as a companion to
-its mistress, a nursing governess to two pretty little girls of four and
-six years.
-
-As Alice Westcot was a favorite in society, and as her husband, Lawrence
-Westcot, was a man of prominence, this obscure western beauty, although
-appearing in a somewhat lowly position, was, with a certain hesitancy,
-but withal rather graciously, received. To be sure, society was careful
-not to make too much of her—that is, the lady portion of it. O, woman!
-how cruel you can be to your sister woman. Dainty lips curled while fair
-delicate hands drew more closely dainty skirts when this unknown queenly
-girl drew nigh. It is only fair to say that she was not treated thus by
-all women—society women. Now and then true worth was found under the
-butterfly exterior. Women could say nothing against her, even if they
-would say nothing for her. Men doffed their hats, while their admiring
-eyes followed the fair form. But there was something in her bearing and
-manner that commanded their respect. As yet no man had dared to address
-her in anything but a respectful tone.
-
-But little cared Imelda for the haughtiness of the one or the admiration
-of the other. Pretty, lively Mrs. Westcot treated her more like a sister
-and friend than a menial, and often in the seclusion of her chamber,
-where she could lay aside the mask of conventionality, the bright little
-woman had made a confidant of Imelda. Then all the life, all the smiles
-and animation, would disappear. The blue eyes would fill with tears, and
-the trembling lips confess such tales of woe as would blanch the roses
-on the health-glowing cheeks of the horrified girl, while the lips of
-the listener would answer: “Again! Again has marriage proven a failure!
-Is it ever, oh! is it ever, anything else?” Her lips would quiver, the
-dark eyes would fill with unshed tears as a fair face, a sunny smile,
-and eyes which seemed pure wells of truth, arose before her mental
-vision. Then she would question, “Are all men alike? Is it ever and
-always the fate of woman to be the slave of men?”
-
-Norman Carlton was a friend and visitor of the Westcots, and as Imelda
-ever moved freely about the house, it was not long until they met. Both
-frank and pure in heart and mind, both worshipers at nature’s shrine, it
-was not strange they should be attracted. Indeed, it would have been
-strange had it not so been. They loved. But Imelda’s past had been
-freighted with so many dark experiences and observations of married
-misery, of married woes, that she felt no desire to bring her sweet love
-dream to a sudden end—to deal it a death blow by placing upon it the
-seal of marriage.
-
-“If you knew, you would understand,” she said in answer to his wondering
-gaze.
-
-“And may I not know?”
-
-“Some time, Norman, some time, but not yet awhile, not yet. Tonight let
-me be happy, boundlessly happy.”
-
-So they walked up and down under the silver maples until the hours
-waned. The moon had changed her position, and the brightly lighted
-windows were fading into darkness. Thus reminded of the flight of time,
-they parted—she to seek her snowy draped chamber and dream of what the
-dark future might perchance have in store for her. Sunny, golden dreams
-they were, to judge by the happy smile that lingered on the lips where
-yet his kisses lay warm, while again a thought of those darker times
-that lay hidden in the past, would break in upon the sweet present and
-like a somber cloud overcast the heaven’s blue, so would she feel a
-gloom cast over her young happiness. Shivering she disrobed and sought
-her couch, that she might, in sweet slumber, forget the world and its
-woes, and thus continue her waking dreams of him who constituted her
-heaven.
-
-And Norman? With his head bared to the cool air, he watched the graceful
-form flit across the lawn and disappear within the house. Then,
-murmuring, “You are a mystery, my sweet queen, but, for all that, my
-pure love. Whatever it may be that makes you differ from other women I
-know that none but pure emotions can stir that fair bosom. Good night,
-my winsome love! Good night! Whatever the sad experience may have been
-that has seemingly destroyed your faith in man, I mean to win it back. I
-mean to prove to you clearly that at least one man is worthy the
-unbounded trust of one pure woman.”
-
-A little while longer he stood, until a light, flashing from one of the
-upper windows, told him that Imelda had entered her room, and was
-probably preparing to retire. Again his “Good night” was wafted upon the
-air in a love-laden whisper, and then his firm tread could be heard
-receding in the distance as he wended his way quickly under the
-whispering silvery maples.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
-
-
-What of Imelda’s past? What were the dark forbidding shadows that
-threatened to overcast her future?
-
-Nothing unusual; interwoven only with a story such as has darkened many
-another young girl’s life. The history of one woman’s life, the threads
-of which were woven so closely with hers as to hold her to those past
-memories as in a net in whose meshes no loophole had been left. Imelda’s
-mother, just such a bright, beautiful and queenly girl as she herself
-now was, had wrecked her life upon the rock upon which thousands daily,
-hourly are wrecked. Of what this rock consisted we shall see as our
-story proceeds.
-
-Nellie Dunbar was the child of poverty. She was one of eight children,
-whose parents probably could not have taken proper care of one. So,
-instead of giving Nellie that which every child has the right to demand
-of those who take upon themselves the responsibility of ushering
-children into existence, viz: a thorough education to develop their
-mental capacities; proper care of their young bodies to enable them to
-become full rounded women and men; careful, tender nurture of both body
-and soul—instead of giving Nellie and her numerous brothers and sisters
-all this it was only in their very young days—days when the minds of
-children should be free and unburdened of care save childhood’s plays,
-that they were able to send them to school at all. While yet of very
-tender age, when toys and books should have been their only care, these
-were laid away upon the shelf and their young strength pressed into the
-much needed work of helping to support the family.
-
-Oh, ye parents of the millions! Do you ever think of the wrongs daily
-and hourly perpetrated upon the children, those mites of humanity whose
-advent into the world you yourselves are directly responsible for; upon
-whose unborn souls you place a curse that is to work out its woes in the
-coming ages—children who with all their unfitness are to become in turn,
-the parents of the race?
-
-Nellie found work in a cloak factory, and, as she sat day by day bending
-above her machine she often almost cursed the fate that made her a
-working girl; only she had been taught that such thoughts were impious.
-That it was a good and all-wise “God” who had mapped out her life, and
-that it would be wicked to be anything but thankful.
-
-But Nellie’s heart was rebellious. Not always could she quell the
-longings that would well up therein. So when one day a handsome,
-dark-haired, dark-eyed man found this beautiful uncultured bird she fell
-an easy victim. It was the old, old story over again, of a trusting
-maiden’s love and of man’s selfish appetite. Not that he was a greater
-villain than men are wont to be, but men, like the bee, are used to sip
-the honey from every fair flower hereon they may happen to alight. He
-knew he would be envied the possession of the love, the favor, of this
-beautiful creature, by all of his friends, while the possession itself
-would be unalloyed bliss to him.
-
-But a time came when his plaything tired the man of fashion and culture.
-He would have dropped it, but he had reckoned without his host. Maddened
-by the sneers and innuendoes of her hitherto companions and by the
-insults of men, all the latent devil that lies hidden and veiled within
-the heart of many a loving woman, was aroused. Having managed to purloin
-from her brother’s pocket a shining little toy and hiding it within her
-heaving bosom, she sought her betrayer’s side. With burning cheeks she
-demanded of him to do her justice.
-
-He would have tried again to soothe her fiery blood with honeyed words,
-but they had lost their power. Her faith in him had been destroyed;
-never again could she trust him. He sought to allay her fears with fair
-promises; he would marry her, if she would wait a few days; he wished to
-arrange his affairs; he would prepare a home for her.
-
-The young girl’s eyes flashed ominously as she answered: “No! I will not
-wait. Now! instantly, do I want my due.”
-
-Herbert Ellwood began to grow impatient. He was tired of the scene.
-Curbing his temper, however, he again made answer: “This evening, then,
-I promise to be with you although you are very foolish not to wait a few
-days longer, until I should have had prepared a home to take you to.”
-
-She looked like a lovely fury as she stamped her foot in rising anger.
-“Now!” she cried. “Now, within the hour! I cannot, I will not trust you
-one moment longer.”
-
-The hot blood mounted to his white forehead,—Did this pretty fool think
-that she could command him?—him who had always been the darling of fair
-women?—him who needed but to hold out his hand to find it eagerly
-clasped by any of a dozen fair ones? Scorn curled his lip, and the
-habitual gentleness from his manner suddenly fled.
-
-“Enough,” he cried.—“I am tired of this. Go home and wait until I come.”
-
-With this he turned his back upon her, making it very plain to her that
-he considered the obnoxious interview at an end. But the demon in the
-girl’s heart was now fully aroused. With a quick step she had reached
-his side. Despair and anger gave her strength. By one quick movement she
-whirled him round when he found flashing in his eyes the shining barrel
-of a revolver.
-
-“I will avenge my honor on the spot, here and now,—wipe out my shame in
-your blood if you delay an instant longer to do me the justice I
-demand.”
-
-She spoke the words in a tragic manner. She had worked herself into a
-frenzy, and Herbert felt it was dangerous to longer trifle with her—that
-she was capable of executing her threat. So he submitted to the
-inevitable. With a sigh he donned his coat and hat and hailing a hack
-they were quickly driven to the nearest minister’s whose son and
-daughter witnessed the ceremony.
-
-Through it all Nellie’s cheeks were the color of blood; her eyes gleamed
-like living coals. When all was over, her overwrought nerves gave way.
-Breaking into a fit of hysterical weeping, she sank at her unwilling
-bridegroom’s feet. Frightened and shamed he gathered her in his arms,
-carried more than led her from the bewildered minister’s presence into
-the waiting hack.
-
-He was at a loss where to take her. He could not take her to his
-bachelor apartments. He feared to take her to her mother in the
-condition she was in, knowing only too well that the ignorant woman
-would not hesitate to heap abuse upon her daughter’s head when she knew
-all. So, after a few moment’s consideration, he named some distant hotel
-to the waiting hack driver, where, upon their arrival, he procured rooms
-and saw that she was properly cared for.
-
-It was long ere she became quiet. The unhappy girl walked the room,
-backward and forward, while a storm of sobs shook her form. For a time
-Ellwood feared insanity would claim her. He was not at heart a bad man,
-and such an ending to this day’s work would have been most unwelcome to
-him. He had been living merely to enjoy himself, as a certain class of
-young men are in the habit of doing, though it be at the expense of some
-other member of the human family, probably not stopping to think, not
-realizing, what the cost may be to that other. He had fallen desperately
-in love with Nellie’s fair face and, had she loved him “more wisely,” as
-the saying is, it is likely he himself would have proposed marriage. But
-his fever having cooled somewhat he recognized only too well the fact
-that they two were not mated; that true happiness could never spring
-from such an union.
-
-But—well, things had taken a different course. Full well he knew that he
-had wronged the beautiful but uncultured girl. He was now called upon to
-make reparation, and marriage had set its seal with its “until death do
-us part,” upon them.
-
-As remarked before, he was not a villain. Now that the deed was done it
-took him but a short time to make up his mind to abide the consequences,
-be they what they might. He knew they were unsuited to each other; that
-they had very little in common, but he knew that she was beautiful. He
-would never need to be ashamed of her appearance. He had had the benefit
-of a splendid education. He had a lucrative position, and by casting
-overboard many of his old habits and associates he thought they might be
-able to get along. Then, too, she was used to work. She knew and
-understood the value of money; surely with her experience in life she
-would be able to manage—would understand the art of housewifery.
-
-Alas, he did not know, did not understand how this having been used to
-work all her life caused her to hate work. As he had been lavish with
-her—spending his money freely when in her society, the idea had taken
-deep root in her brain that he was wealthy; whereas he had only that
-which his position—bookkeeper, secured him. She had denied and stinted
-herself so long that now she meant to enjoy.
-
-It was not an easy matter for the young man to be true to his resolves
-and do what he considered his duty by her. If, in those first hours when
-her grief had been at its greatest, he had folded her to his heart with
-real affection, instead of forcing himself to every caress—to hide the
-deep disappointment in his inmost heart—may be he might yet have
-reawakened the love that through deceit had turned to Dead Sea fruit
-upon her lips. Or, if she with womanly tenderness had coaxed his ebbing
-love into new life, things might have been different. But, as it was,
-the hour wherein she had found herself compelled to force him to comply
-with her demands and make her his wife, in that hour her love for him
-had died—died for all time.
-
-Had she been a woman cultured and refined she would have scorned him;
-that lacking, she was simply indifferent. She no longer cared for that
-which once had constituted her heaven, but, on the contrary, was
-inclined now to a desire to get even with him, as the saying is. It was
-not a great soul that Nellie was the possessor of. A poor but
-pretty—nay, a beautiful girl, born under circumstances such as children
-of her are usually born under, surrounded and reared in the same manner,
-what could you expect?
-
-And Herbert Ellwood? Ah! he felt more keenly. The sowing of the wild
-oats that young men are unhappily supposed to have a right to sow, and
-even ought to sow, according to the views of some—had only for a time
-threatened to stifle that which was good and true in his nature; and
-bitterly in his after-life did he rue the sowing.
-
-After having made up his mind that there was now but one proper course
-for him to pursue, that course he meant to pursue. Days passed on. He
-soon found that to harvest his crop of wild oats was not so easy or so
-pleasant as the sowing had been. Nellie’s temper was the rock upon which
-all his good resolves stranded. He would have taught her many things
-that would have had a tendency not only to make her a polished lady but
-which would have been of daily, almost hourly use to her, but she
-mistakenly argued that as she had been good enough in the past to while
-away the time with, pretty enough to cause him to fall in love with her,
-she was good and pretty enough now as his wife, just as she was. She did
-not understand that it was ever so much more difficult for a wife to
-attract and hold a husband, even in those few cases where love rules
-supreme in the home of the married couple, than it is for a bright and
-sparkling young girl to win a lover.
-
-But time sped on; the months passed by and then came the hour when the
-cause of this most unhappy union was ushered into existence—a little
-brown eyed babe. The fair Imelda was born. For a while it seemed as if
-the young couple would return to the love of their earlier days. The
-advent of the little creature was something wherein they had a common
-interest. But as Nellie grew stronger her attention was all taken up by
-baby, who proved a charming dimpled darling, cooing and laughing in the
-faces of both parents alike.
-
-But the young mother never was the old self again. The charming girl
-soon developed into a fretful discontented woman. The man that found
-life such a disappointment gave all his love to his baby daughter and it
-was not long until the baby screamed and struggled at his approach.
-Perched upon his shoulder, her tiny hands buried in his clustering
-curls, she would babble and crow with delight. For the time Herbert
-Ellwood would be happy, but even this sight—a sight that would have
-melted most young mothers’ hearts with pride and happiness, was only
-another bone of contention between them. Squabbles and quarrels were of
-daily occurrence.
-
-Nellie was irritable and dissatisfied. Her health was failing her.
-Herbert was tired and disgusted with his unpleasant home, and began to
-spend his evenings away from it. In consequence many lonely hours fell
-to Nellie’s lot. Often her pillow would be wet with tears. She was
-unhappy and knew not the reason. She laid the blame at Herbert’s door;
-whereas he, poor fellow, had done all in his power to bring things to a
-different issue. He had miserably failed.
-
-But neither knew the reason why. Both failed to understand that as they
-had ceased to attract, as they had scarcely so much as a single thought
-in common, they should long ago have parted. They were falling in with
-that most abominable practice of modern times and of modern marriage,—to
-“make the best of” what contained _absolutely no best_!—as their union
-was miserably barren of all good qualities. Each was conscious of a dull
-aching void, with no understanding as to how it could be filled.
-
-Time passed on, and other babies came,—unwelcome, unwished for mites of
-humanity that sprang from the germ of a father’s passion, gestated by a
-mother with a feeling of repugnance amounting almost to hate. What
-mattered it that in the hour of birth each new comer was caught lovingly
-to the mother’s breast, when in that moment of mortal agony the
-wellspring of her love had been touched. No amount of _later_ love could
-undo the mischief done _before its advent_.
-
-Some of these babes were ill-natured and puny from their birth, born
-only to pine away and die, racking again the mother’s heart. Two others,
-a boy and a girl, grew to be the torment of the household and the bane
-of their mother’s life. And still the babies came, and oh! so close, one
-upon the other, until the poor mother thought life was a burden too
-great to be borne.
-
-Such a flood of anger and hate towards the father and husband, would
-sweep over her heart as the knowledge of each conception was forced upon
-her! At such moments she felt as though she could kill him.
-
-Reader, can you read between the lines? Can you see the hidden skeleton
-in this miserable home? Do you understand how it all could have been
-avoided? Herbert Ellwood, as stated before, was not a bad man. Instead,
-he possessed many noble qualities. But he was a child of modern society.
-He was a husband, possessed of a wife. He had always been what the world
-calls true to that wife. He was possessed of health, strength and
-passion. Is it necessary to say more? The story is a plain one, and an
-old one. The thinking reader will find little difficulty in discerning
-that theirs was the curse of modern marriage life.
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- CHAPTER III.
-
-
-Such had been the early life of Imelda Ellwood. Surely not the best of
-environments for the development of a young character, but, singularly
-enough, Imelda’s was so sweet and pure a nature that in spite of all the
-close contact with impure elements she remained thus pure and sweet. But
-early she became disgusted with home life, measuring all to which the
-name applied by the standard she had known. Even as a child she was wont
-to say: “I will never marry.” Home to her meant the elements of war. Her
-brother Frank, just fifteen months younger than herself, and sister Cora
-again only sixteen months younger than Frank, were the torments of her
-life. Frank’s teasing propensities were so great that he was utterly
-reckless as to his methods of indulging them, so he succeeded in making
-those around him miserable. If Imelda had a new book, he was sure to
-damage it in some way. If she had a new article of clothing, he would
-ridicule it until the very sight of it became hateful to her. If she
-made an engagement to go somewhere and he became aware of the fact he
-would contrive to make it impossible for her to keep it, or at least to
-detain her so long that she was robbed of the greater part of the
-pleasure she had expected to derive from it.
-
-Cora was tantalizing, obstinate and contradictory; always opposed to
-everything that Imelda wished. Sometimes she felt that she almost hated
-them. Added to this her mother cast a heavy burden upon the tender
-shoulders of the young girl. Almost always with a babe in her arms, or
-expecting one, she let her shafts of ill-temper play upon her eldest
-daughter. Often it seemed there was a certain bitterness and
-vengefulness directed against Imelda as the author of all her
-troubles—it having been her expected coming that caused the consummation
-of this most unhappy marriage. Conscious of having in some way incurred
-the ill-will of her mother, but unconscious as to the _how_, Imelda
-often wept bitter tears at the unjust treatment she received at the
-hands of her who should have been the child’s best friend. In this case
-it was the father who proved himself such. Early these two found in each
-other a comfort and help such as is rarely known between father and
-daughter.
-
-To her he imparted all the knowledge that should have been the mother’s
-care, and although the little Imelda saw but little of the inside of a
-schoolroom, she grew up a really fine scholar.
-
-After having instructed her in all the rudimentary branches, he taught
-her the classics. He taught her elocution, music,—instrumental and
-vocal, book-keeping, shorthand, etc. Next, German and French.
-
-Herbert Ellwood was a scholar, and he made a scholar of his daughter.
-She was eager to learn, and it was a pleasure for him to teach her. Even
-this proved a bone of contention in that home,—a home which was as
-unlike what a home should be as could well be imagined. Her mother
-grumbled over the wasted time, poring over books when there was so much
-work to be done. Cora turned up her saucy nose and said, doubtless the
-time was coming when she would have to humbly bow to Madame Doctor, or
-Lawyer So and So, or Professor of some University; while Frank thought
-more likely she was getting ready to catch some “big beau,” and maybe
-become “My Lady” to some rich foreigner, some great Lord, or something
-of that sort. Imelda had by this time, to a certain extent, become
-callous to such taunts, and quietly went her way, performing obnoxious
-duties that were waiting to be done, with no one else to do them.
-
-But as the years went by changes came. First; the greatest and most
-lamentable of them all, was the death of her father.
-
-For years past he had been ailing, and the time came when he was unable
-to work. At first he brought his books home in the evening, and with the
-assistance of his faithful child strove to complete the task he found
-himself unable to cope with alone, and, by working hours after he had
-been compelled to lay aside his pen Imelda was able to finish his work
-for him. But the time came at last that he was unable to do anything. He
-could no longer go to his daily labor. All day long he would sit near
-his open window and watch the busy turmoil in the streets below. Then he
-become too weak even for that; so he lay upon the bed watching his
-beloved child, and wondering what she would do when he was gone. His
-wife and other children did not seem to worry him. His thoughts were all
-concentrated upon Imelda, and Imelda’s heart almost broke as she watched
-the thin white face grow thinner and whiter day by day. Now and then the
-thin emaciated frame would be convulsed with a fit of coughing that
-would leave him perfectly exhausted. Tenderly she would smooth his
-pillows, would hold a cooling drink to his lips, then with a firm hand
-she would smooth his brow until under her gentle, soothing influence he
-would fall into a light slumber.
-
-Then Imelda would glide away from his bedside, and, if possible, seek
-her own room for awhile, where she could relieve her overcharged heart
-of the load that was suffocating her. Tears would flow and ease would
-come. Although her mother had in her early childhood taught her to pray,
-Imelda never now thought of seeking aid or relief in prayer. She had
-long been a skeptic. She had seen the dark side only of life, and she
-often wondered if life held any brightness for her? How often had she
-asked without receiving an answer: “Why must my young life be so
-different from that of other girls?”
-
-Just at present the fear of losing her beloved father was paramount to
-everything else, and while she felt as though an iron hand was clutching
-at her throat she watched and saw his life slowly ebbing away, and, at
-the close of a calm, balmy autumn day he quietly fell asleep, never
-again to awaken, and on the 18th of October, Imelda’s seventeenth
-birthday, he was laid away to rest within the tree-shaded cemetery.
-
-After that, Imelda had more duties to perform, heavier burdens to bear.
-Contrary to what might have been expected, her mother refused to be
-comforted, and became even more fretful and irritable than before.
-Imelda moved about calm, pale and tearless, but with oh! such an aching
-weary heart. But never a word passed her pale lips—for who would have
-understood that ceaseless pain—and for which she was reproached as being
-heartless and unfeeling.
-
-Although Herbert Ellwood had always been able to command fair wages,
-there had been nothing laid aside for a rainy day. His wife never had
-been what is known as a good housewife. She believed in taking the
-things the gods provide and let the morrow take care of itself. So when
-he was no longer able to follow his daily occupation, they were without
-means. His long and lingering illness had plunged them heavily into
-debt, the burden of which rested solely on Imelda’s slender shoulders.
-And—they must live! Both sisters found work behind the counters of a dry
-goods emporium. Cora grumbling and daily declaring that it was a shame,
-and that she was determined to make a change as soon as a chance
-offered. Frank too, was told that it was time he placed his shoulder to
-the wheel, as the combined efforts of two girls were hardly sufficient
-to support a family of five, for there was another little girl of two
-years: “Baby Nellie” she was called. But Frank would put his hands in
-his pockets, whistle the latest air he had heard at some low “variety
-show,” bestow a kick upon the frolicking kitten, make a grimace at baby
-Nellie and walk out as unconcerned as though there were no such thing in
-the world as the worry and trouble of procuring food for hungry mouths
-and clothes for freezing backs, or paying rent to keep a miserable roof
-over their heads. Imelda’s face would perhaps grow a shade paler and the
-trembling lips compress more tightly, but farther than that she gave no
-sign. From her mother it would generally bring forth a flood of tears.
-
-Imelda would feel as though a cold hand was clutching at her throat as
-she watched her mother. Poor mother! What had life brought to her? It
-had been one long succession of trials, sorrow and woes without the
-ability to cope with them. Once, and only once, Imelda ventured to
-gently wind her arm about her. With an impatient movement the poor woman
-had brushed it aside, accompanied with an irritable, “Don’t!” After that
-Imelda never ventured to approach her again. Her sensitive spirit had
-been deeply wounded, but she also knew that her mother could not by any
-possibility understand her. So she tried hard not to bear her any ill
-will. She eagerly sought for every excuse she could think of for the
-mother whose life she knew had been made up more of thorns than roses.
-
-So, the weeks and months went by in a weary routine, but bringing with
-them new troubles and fresh sorrows. Frank, who had persistently refused
-to put his hands to any kind of work, had idled away his time with
-companions who were wholly as bad if not worse than himself. Under the
-leadership of one more bold than the rest they had for some time been
-perpetrating deeds of petty larceny until they were caught in the act.
-The most of them were arrested and a term of work house stared them in
-the face. Frank, however, with one other succeeded in absconding. This
-was the news that was brought home to the despairing mother and
-grief-stricken sister. Never again had the poor mother seen or heard
-aught of him. They knew that he possessed a passionate love for the
-water and they felt sure that he had gone to sea.
-
-And yet another trouble awaited them. Cora, who was now sixteen years of
-age, and who gave promise of beauty in the future, though as yet
-undeveloped, had formed the acquaintance of a graceless scamp, fair of
-face, with but the possession of a decidedly insipid smile—a brainless
-fop with an oily tongue. The willful girl had been meeting him for some
-time before Imelda became conscious of the fact. Long and earnestly did
-she strive to reason with the refractory sister, pointing out to her the
-many defects of this very objectionable lover.
-
-But Cora had always been obstinate, and the years had brought no change
-in this respect. In plain words, she told Imelda to mind her own
-business. A short time after she disappeared—leaving a note stating she
-had “gone to live with one with whom she could have a little peace,” as
-she expressed it.
-
-For some time the mother and sister were unable to trace her
-whereabouts, but one evening, some six weeks later, Imelda had an errand
-to another portion of the city. Returning about ten o’clock she hailed a
-car and presently found herself seated opposite her runaway sister, and
-with her the partner of her flight. To judge from the manner of both
-there was little happiness or love or _peace_ between the couple. Even
-to an ordinary observer it would have been apparent from the sulky and
-extremely careless outward appearance of the two that Cora’s love dream
-had been cut very short.
-
-After the first shock Imelda conquered her fear of risking an
-altercation in so public a place and seated herself at Cora’s side.
-There was something in the defiant attitude of the girl that caused her
-heart to stand still with a nameless dread, but she forced herself to
-speak.
-
-“Cora,” she said, “are you married?” Cora paled, and in her companion’s
-eye was a wicked flash. A hesitating “Yes,” fell from the lips of the
-wayward sister. Intuitively Imelda felt that she was telling a
-falsehood, and her heart sank within her. She understood that the
-willful girl was leading a life of deliberate shame. Only a short time
-until she would be cast off, and then——?
-
-Imelda could not bear to contemplate the “then!” With a sound like
-rushing waters in her ears, she arose from her seat and staggered toward
-the entrance of the car. She must get away from the near presence of the
-twain, out into the open air. She felt that she must suffocate in there.
-How she reached home she never knew, but _that_ night sleep was a
-stranger to her eyes. The next day she went about her work a trifle
-paler, her footsteps a trifle slower. While her mother fretted over the
-child that could leave her in such a fashion without one thought of the
-pain she was inflicting on loving hearts, she never heeded the drooping
-gait and the pained expression upon the face of her eldest child.
-
-The winter had come and gone, and come again and the watchful eye of
-Imelda detected that the mother’s step was slower. The tall figure was
-slightly bent and an unnameable something about her struck terror to the
-daughter’s heart. She drooped and faded day by day, and the much tired
-girl knew that darker days were coming. Often on coming home in the
-evening she would find her mother lying on the bed, not asleep, but
-broken down, without ambition enough to lift the weary head from the
-pillow; little Nellie crying bitterly with cold and hunger, or perhaps
-the poor baby had sobbed itself to sleep upon the floor while its mother
-seemed to have lost all interest in what was going on around her.
-
-Imelda moaned in despair. She was needed oh, so much at home. The
-ailing, wasted form of her mother appealed so strongly to her aching
-heart for the care there was no one to bestow. The baby felt like ice as
-she pressed the tiny thing to her heaving bosom. But how could they live
-if she remained at home? Only what her tender hands were able to earn
-did they have to keep the wolf from the door. And if she ceased to work?
-What then?
-
-Imelda knew and felt that darker days were coming, darker than she had
-yet known, and her impotence to ward them off almost drove her to
-despair. But the time came when she felt that she could no longer remain
-away from the bedside of the dying mother, come what would. To make
-matters still worse little Nellie had contracted a severe cold, and many
-sleepless nights fell to her share walking to and fro, from the bedside
-of the sick woman to that of the ailing child. One by one all the little
-comforts and luxuries of former days were parted with. Pretty trinkets
-her father had given her and which, therefore were of great value to
-her, were all sacrificed.
-
-In the early spring the change came. The baby had been unusually
-feverish for several days while the mother was sinking fast. The night
-was bitter cold and Imelda knew she must not sleep. Both patients were
-nearing their end. Folding her shawl more closely around her shoulders
-to be more comfortable, she prepared for her long and dreary vigil.
-Never a word did the mother speak, breathing heavily in a dull stupor.
-Toward midnight she moved uneasily. Imelda bending over her saw her lips
-move. She bent lower and caught the whispered words, “Frank, Cora.” That
-was all.
-
-The wayward ones, who had taken their mother’s life with them, to them
-the last breath was given. Nellie and Imelda were with her. It was the
-absent wayward ones that had left a void. When the morning dawned, it
-was to find the weary woman at rest; the woman whose life had been one
-long mistake. The baby moaned. Imelda lifted her to her knee, and as the
-sun sent its first rays through the dim window pane the fluttering
-breath left the little purple lips, and Imelda was alone—alone with her
-dead!
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- CHAPTER IV.
-
-
-After the body of her mother had been laid away, by the side of that of
-her dead husband, with the youngest of eight children clasped in her
-arms, Imelda changed her home to a little attic room. When all was over
-she returned to the store where she had now been employed three years.
-
-In the early days of her engagement there she had become acquainted with
-a bright cheery little girl, Alice Day by name, with whom she had become
-fast friends, although a greater contrast one could scarcely imagine
-than existed between the personalities of the two girls. The one, small,
-bright, saucy, sparkling; the other, tall, stately, sad. Although Alice
-did not have that high order of intelligence that Imelda was the
-possessor of, yet she was so purely child-like and frank, that they at
-once attracted each other; each supplying to the other that which she
-did not possess. Their friendship, however, was of short duration.
-Pretty Alice had a lover, a traveling salesman at the time, whose home
-was in the east. He was about to establish a business of his own and so
-would no longer have opportunities of seeing his little lady-love; a
-state of affairs that did not meet the approval of either the young
-gentleman in question or that of the fair Alice. So he proposed to take
-her with him as his wife.
-
-Alice was married and Imelda saw no more of her friend. Now and then a
-letter came and she knew that the husband was prospering; that Alice
-lived in a beautiful home, and that two sweet babies, girl babies, had
-come to make music in that stately home.
-
-About the time that Alice left the store to become a wife another girl
-found employment with the same firm; a tall, stately girl whom to
-describe would be extremely difficult. Fair as a lily, ruddy as a rose,
-with a bearing almost haughty. One moment a laughing, rollicking sprite,
-the next if some unlucky individual dared to address her with a freedom
-she thought uncalled for her blue eyes would emit such scornful flashes
-that you almost felt their scorching heat. The color would rise in her
-cheeks until they were stained a dark hue; her lips would be compressed
-so firmly that they appeared almost white.
-
-Sometimes it appeared as though two distinct and separate spirits
-inhabited the body of this girl, so utterly would the different moods
-change her from one to the other. We might go still farther, and say
-there were three spirits. Three in one, for there was still another
-phase of her character. In the first, she was the rollicking, teasing,
-mirth-provoking sprite, the next, she was soft, melting, a child of
-dreams, and in the last a proud, scornful, haughty woman. Talented and
-gifted by nature, her character was as yet unformed. Future events would
-determine which phase would predominate.
-
-Such was Margaret Leland when first Imelda knew her. The two girls were
-soon strongly attached to each other. Margaret was very sympathetic and
-Imelda was in need of sympathy. Misery loves company, it is said. So
-when Imelda one evening told her the story of her life, with all its
-trials and shadows,—which revelation was made after the death of her
-father, Margaret reciprocated by giving a history that was fully as sad
-as her own. Interwoven with her life were just as bitter tears, and if
-Margaret had not stood above an open grave her life had nevertheless
-been overshadowed by such tragic events that it took all the innate
-pride of her nature to enable her to hold up her head. Probably to this
-very cause was due the fact that she sometimes let this pride carry her
-to extremes.
-
-It was on a fine summer evening not long before wayward Cora had
-deserted them that Imelda and Margaret had been walking together and
-found a seat in beautiful Lincoln Park. Imelda had just finished
-relating her story, omitting nothing of the mistakes that had been so
-fatal to the happiness of her parents. “I cannot understand,” she
-concluded, “why it was they were so utterly unhappy. It often appeared
-to me that my mother almost hated my father, although he was far above
-her mentally, possessed of remarkable intelligence, having had the
-benefit of an education so thorough that often I have wondered how a
-match so unsuited was ever made. I have never known my father to be
-really unkind, although often impatient, as my mother could be very
-trying. However, I have often sought to excuse her for that; her health
-for years had not been of the best and the babies would come oh, so
-close! Poor mother! I suppose almost any woman would have broken down
-under it.”
-
-“I should think so,” replied Margaret’s low sweet voice. “Only think!
-eight children in how many years?”
-
-“Fifteen,” answered Imelda, “and you must remember, too, she had three
-miscarriages in that time. Yes, it was too much. Do you know,” she
-continued musingly, “that the thought often comes to me, that while
-lover’s love must be great, it is not great enough, not strong enough to
-withstand the storm of married woes. I have never had a lover, but have
-often dreamed of lover’s joys. But tell me, where do you see lovers
-among married people?”
-
-“Married lovers are indeed a rare sight,” Margaret answered, “and,” she
-continued, startling the ear of the listening Imelda, “love certainly is
-a beautiful dream. I know of what I am speaking, for it has come to me,
-e’en that; but ‘_marriage is a failure_,’ and, as I think now, I do not
-believe I shall ever trust myself to its deceiving, cruel fetters.”
-
-“Then what will you do?”
-
-“Remain as I am, free as the birds of the air. No man shall ever say to
-me, ‘thou shalt’ or ‘thou shalt not’!”
-
-Imelda stared at her friend in open-eyed wonder.
-
-“What then will become of your love?” she asked.
-
-Margaret’s lips trembled as a sigh escaped them. “Ah, Love, sweet
-entrancing Love! Imelda, he is a fickle boy; promising you heavenly
-bliss to entice you into his meshes. They sound so fair, these promises,
-so bewitching in the rosy hue he weaves about them, until——”
-
-“Until what?”
-
-“Until you permit his alluring voice to entice you into those rose-woven
-and satin-covered fetters called marriage bonds. Then, in a most
-tantalizing manner, after all loopholes of escape have been closed, he
-takes his departure with mocking laughter and leaves you only the
-blackness of despair. Your weak hands are not powerful enough to hold
-him with all the man-made laws of the land. He comes to us all unsought,
-in rose-strewn dreams. If you would retain his blissful presence you
-must meet him full of trust and confidence. Fetter this laughing, happy
-boy and he will slip from between your clinging, clutching fingers. In
-spite of yourself he is gone. You are alone, bound to a loathsome
-corpse. Never again will the sweet little cajoler walk by your side, in
-the old form, to soothe your aching heart with his warm perfumed breath.
-And if ever, in very pity for you, he shall make the attempt to draw
-near in another form, to warm your frozen heart, you are forced by the
-cruel laws of a cruel society with your own trembling hands to murder
-him.
-
-“Marry? No! I may enjoy a lover’s love, may mount with him to realms of
-bliss, and when the time comes that we have outgrown each other, the
-time when one may be mounting too fast for the other to keep up, as when
-one becomes a weight, clogging the footsteps of the other, then at
-least, no unnatural fetters will have bound us. We can still follow our
-own sweet wills, and should Love again with his winsome wiles approach
-me with his golden dreams, I shall then be free to clasp him in my
-embrace. I may once again be happy in the sunshine he is sure to bring
-with him, and shed around him.”
-
-Awestruck Imelda listened. Margaret’s cheeks were glowing with
-excitement. Her eyes shone with a splendor Imelda had never noted there
-before, while the look in them seemed far-away. Where were her thoughts?
-What visions floated before her mind? Was it the lover she spoke of,
-with whom she was mounting to unknown heights of bliss, or was she
-looking into the far-away future where he was the same, and yet not the
-same? When Love shall have taken upon himself a different guise than he
-at present wears? Who knows? Imelda listened spellbound to this dreaming
-girl, almost fearing to break the silence that ensued.
-
-“Margaret, who taught you that? Where did you learn to hold such views
-of love and marriage?”
-
-Almost instantly the entranced look faded from the face of the beautiful
-blonde. That most holy glow gave way to a sickly pallor. The lips
-quivered like those of a grieved child, and the eyes filled with tears.
-
-“Experience,” she faltered.
-
-“Experience? You?”
-
-“Yes, Imelda. Listen. I will now tell you the story of _my_ life. Or,
-more properly speaking, that of my mother; but which has nevertheless
-influenced mine to such an extent that all my life, I suppose, the
-results of it must walk by my side, follow me wherever I go. To begin
-with, my mother has been what the world calls ‘a divorced woman’.”
-
-“Divorced!” Imelda exclaimed in a startled manner.
-
-“Yes, divorced! Married at the tender age of sixteen, she thought all
-that was needed to make earth a heaven was the complete union with the
-man she loved. A few week’s she lived in a fool’s paradise. She was
-young, inexperienced, with character undeveloped, else even in that
-short time she must have seen and understood the innate coarseness of
-the man who was her husband, whom she had promised to love, honor and
-_obey_, and who is my——father! In a very short time it dawned upon her
-that they had no tastes whatever in common. A brutal coarseness soon
-became manifest that caused her to shrink at his every touch. He soon
-came to understand this and it roused the very devil in him. He
-delighted in torturing her in every conceivable way. He did not even
-stop at blows.”
-
-“_Blows!_ Oh,—” gasped Imelda. A bitter smile for a moment curled
-Margaret’s lips, and then she proceeded:
-
-“And that man is my father. Oh, why must I say it!” It cost her a great
-struggle to proceed. Imelda asked her to refrain, but Margaret insisted
-that she must tell her all, saying, “I would have to tell you some time
-that we may fully understand each other,” and in a few moments she
-continued:
-
-“The thought of separation never entered her mind in those days. She
-worked; a slave could scarcely have been more driven. A slave! Can it be
-possible there ever has been a worse slave than my mother was? And then
-the babies came. All through the time of gestation she had to work, to
-perform the hardest labor, and often my——father would come home
-intoxicated and, if it was possible for him to descend a step lower than
-was his wont, that was the time. I myself know little or nothing of
-those days, but my mother has made me her confidante, and every word she
-has told me is engraven on my heart. Oh, how she must have suffered in
-those awful, awful times! She was helpless under his brute power, and
-the relations that should only be the expression of a pure and holy
-love, that should, in my opinion, be fraught with divinest bliss, became
-to her the tortures of hell. Many a night sleep was a stranger to her
-eyes, and, other nights again, sleep came only after her pillow had been
-drenched with tears. Under such circumstances her children were born. Is
-it any wonder that the world is filled with criminals and idiots?
-
-“How it was ever possible for me to be what I am is more than I can
-comprehend. I know I am far from perfect. I am terribly self-willed and
-can never bear being crossed. My mother was proud and self-willed also,
-and though she learned to hate and loathe the man whom according to law
-she was in duty bound to love, and though she suffered untold agonies I
-think her pride, her self-respect, would never permit her to stoop to
-anything that would degrade her, if we except the fact that she was
-forced to live in marriage with a man who was in every way a brute. It
-is to this pride and self-respect, I think, that I owe it that I am able
-to lay claim to a higher and better nature than it could otherwise have
-been possible for me to possess.
-
-“Oh, the disgust that I feel when I hear matters pertaining to sex made
-light of. These relations to my mind are something sacred and pure. But
-the sensual man who believes that woman was made for his use only—the
-man who commits continual outrages upon the woman who is legally bound
-to him, upon her who bears the name of wife—such men defile the air with
-their very breath.
-
-“If under such circumstances a woman in her own soul, through her
-superior mind, can create and hold a world of her own, making it
-possible to ward off many evils that would naturally be the inheritance
-of her children, what may she not do under conditions that are
-favorable? Thus I think it was that mother stood above my father as the
-stars are above the earth.
-
-“But I have deviated. The years passed, and three times she had become a
-mother. Always for a short time after the advent of a little one my
-father seemed to show some marks of humanity, treating mother with some
-show of kindness, but not for long. It would soon wear away and when the
-trying season of gestation was upon her again he would be tenfold worse.
-My mother thinks the reason for this was that during those seasons she
-was more averse than ever to sex relations, which relations on his part
-meant neither more nor less than debauchery of what should have been an
-act personifying and realizing holy love. She would shrink from his
-touch as from a reptile. Not being able to understand her, as he was not
-possessed of a single refined instinct, it had the effect to infuriate
-him.
-
-“Seven years my mother led this life. Her first born, a boy, died when
-he was a little more than a year old. Then I was born. After that came
-another boy. When Osmond was two years old and I four, my mother one
-day, with both of us left my father’s house forever. During the last
-year or two matters had been growing worse and still worse, until
-finally they had become unendurable.
-
-“My mother being a well-developed woman and possessing strong attractive
-powers would unconsciously draw the passing glances of men wherever she
-might chance to be. In spite of all she had been compelled to pass
-through, feeling was not yet dead within her. An intelligent and
-attractive man always had the power to move her to animation and life.
-This, again, my father could not understand, and to his many other
-faults was added that of an insane jealousy. It was the last straw that
-broke the camel’s back. Having been subjected to his indignities until
-she was able to bear them no longer she resolved to submit to no more.
-So one wet, cold evening in the early autumn she returned to her
-childhood’s home.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
-
-
-“But if my mother thought she was now freed from her husband’s
-persecutions she was soon to be undeceived. He dared not enter her
-father’s home but when the shades of evening came she soon found it was
-not safe to step outside of the house as she never knew the moment that
-he, like some uncanny apparition, would suddenly appear before her, and
-soon he succeeded in making her so nervous that she was almost afraid of
-her own shadow.
-
-“Added to this trouble was the necessity of procuring work, for my
-grandfather was not blest with any surplus of this world’s goods. It was
-with him as with so many thousands of others, weary work from early morn
-until late at night, in order to make both ends meet. The feeding of
-three new boarders and the procuring of proper clothing for them was a
-matter of no small importance.
-
-“So having treated herself to several weeks of rest my mother most
-seriously began to think of suitable employment, and one day began the
-weary search for work. Many were the disappointments met with ere that
-search was successful. But at length the tiresome tramp was ended. She
-had answered an advertisement for chambermaid at a hotel and been
-engaged. Little enough did it promise to bring her. It was the best,
-however, she was at that time able to do. Having had no educational
-advantages no very large field was open to her, and the need at hand was
-pressing.
-
-But her trials, it seems, had only begun. It soon leaked out that my
-mother was a woman with that obnoxious appellation a ‘grass widow.’ She
-was young yet, only twenty-three, and libertines, both young and old,
-thought her their rightful prey. But her proud spirit rose to the
-emergency. None ever ventured to accost her a second time with undue
-familiarity. It was a severe strain upon her, nevertheless, and she had
-not been very strong of late. Soon the effects of this strain became
-apparent, and often she feared she must utterly break down. All that
-winter she was under a doctor’s treatment, who would insist she must
-have rest, absolute rest, or he would not answer for the consequences.
-
-“But how could she rest? She had her two children besides herself to
-clothe, and she could not bear to think of being an added burden to her
-father’s family. So she only more firmly compressed her lips and bravely
-worked on.
-
-“No doubt she would have rallied more quickly but for the incessant fear
-she was in of meeting my father. He shadowed and dogged her footsteps.
-He threatened to steal her children. He circulated the vilest reports
-about her and well nigh succeeded in ruining her reputation. When she
-appeared upon the streets or in any public place she imagined she could
-feel the stare of every man she met. All this had much to do in keeping
-her poor in health and spirits.
-
-“But as time passed her unusually strong nature began to assert itself.
-Being freed from the curse of sex slavery her nerves became stronger.
-The dark circles under her eyes disappeared. By and by she began to gain
-strength in spite of the doctor’s assertion that she could not do so
-without positive rest. But the knowledge of having her every footstep
-dogged, her every action watched, was a constant horror to her, and she
-often wished—if it were not for her children,—that she were at rest in
-the grave.
-
-“But at twenty-three it is not so easy to die. The young pulsing blood
-courses with too much strength and warmth in the youthful veins. So she
-lived and grew strong, and by and by youth more fully asserted itself.
-She again took an interest in life and her cheerful ringing laugh could
-now sometimes again be heard, making glad the hearts of her children and
-friends.
-
-“But yet another trial awaited her. My father was getting tired of
-single-blessedness. At different times he had sent messengers to my
-mother to ascertain when she intended returning to her home and duties.
-To all such she made the answer—‘Never!’ So, just two years from the
-date she had left him, he entered suit for divorce.
-
-“I cannot understand how that man’s blood flows in my veins. Of all the
-despicable means imaginable none were omitted to gall her sensitive
-nature. He dragged her fair name through all the mire and filth known to
-the divorce court. She was tortured with numberless disgusting
-questions, such as I think no one has the right to ask, even though
-holding the highest office in the land. The loathsome secrets of her
-chamber of horrors were dragged into the light of day, for the court
-must know _why_ a woman _dared_ to desire to leave her husband.
-
-“The offensive questions that were asked her, and even more offensive
-remarks made in an ‘aside’ by the prosecuting attorney, stung her to the
-quick. Her white and trembling lips refused to answer but still the
-torture went on. They must lash the quivering bleeding heart until she
-was on the verge of insanity.
-
-“Then the daily press took up the refrain. My father, of course, was the
-wronged party. The man always is. Nothing of his inhuman treatment
-appeared in their columns, but a blazoning of all the lies and slanders
-he had in his maliciousness hurled at her defenseless head. Oh, the
-sneers and the scoffing! I wonder how she ever lived through it.
-
-“I understood nothing of all this at the time, but since I have become
-old enough to understand, my mother herself has told me all the dark
-story, and I never get done wondering how she ever was able to bear it.
-Methinks if it had been _me_ there would have been murder in my soul. I
-really believe if a man would subject me to such insults and abuses I
-could in my righteous anger plunge a knife into his black heart!”
-
-“Margaret! Margaret!” gasped Imelda, “how can you talk so?”
-
-Margaret had arisen and stood with clenched teeth and hands. Her lips
-compressed and eyes flashing, a picture of towering wrath. Then suddenly
-breaking down she burst into a storm of uncontrollable grief and tears.
-Imelda rose, and gently placing an arm about the weeping girl sought to
-draw her to her side.
-
-“Come, sit here,” she said, “and compose yourself. Remember all this has
-long since past, and——remember also——he was your father!”
-
-“_My father!_” With ineffable scorn were these words uttered. “To my
-everlasting shame and sorrow, be it said, he _was_ my father, but do you
-think that that fact would deter me from denouncing him as the monster
-he is? And you can say it is all long since past! Oh, Imelda, Imelda, in
-this _one_ instance,—my mother’s case,—is in the past, but oh! in how
-many thousand cases is it not true today? It is _now_, that those
-horrible deeds are being perpetrated. Oh, thou _holy_ ‘_sacred_’ thing
-called _marriage_! How many sweet, pure temples of womanhood you are
-daily, hourly defiling, by the unrestrained lust hidden under thy
-protecting shelter. O, that I could proclaim it over the world; O, that
-I could reach the innermost recesses of every pure woman’s and every
-trusting maiden’s heart. Beware, oh! beware the serpent’s sting. How
-long, oh, how long has the burden, the blame of the _downfall_ of man
-been placed upon the slender shoulders of woman, while man stands
-smiling by, gloating to see how easily the burden is kept there by that
-horrible bug-bear custom. As it has been customary for her to bear it it
-is supposed she always must bear it.
-
-“Man sets up one standard of morals for woman and another for himself.
-She, according to his idea of the term ‘pure,’ must keep herself _pure_,
-undefiled, untouched. That means, to strangle nature’s desires, nature’s
-voice and nature’s longings until some man who has been letting his
-passion run riot, desecrating nature’s gifts until what remains is but a
-wreck and mockery of true manhood, comes to claim her in her
-inexperience. Then, in thousands of cases he drives her to insanity or
-to an early grave, with his insatiable lust.
-
-“Marry! I would not marry for all the wealth that is yet hidden within
-the bowels of the earth. I will never, never, permit myself to become a
-piece of property, wherewith some one man may do as he wills. I intend
-to remain sole owner of my person.”
-
-Imelda was awed by the storm of passion that shook the stately form of
-her friend. Her words seemed metallic shafts of a “white heat,” entering
-her sensitive soul. Could it be possible that man under his smooth
-outward seeming, could be such a monster? Surely, surely such are only
-exceptions, rare exceptions, never the rule. Her pure soul revolted at
-the horrible accusations to which Margaret had just given utterance.
-And, perhaps, this horror was intensified by hearing such accusations
-drop from the lips of a girl whom she had always regarded as the
-impersonation of maidenly purity.
-
-And was not this girl pure? Yes; one look into that face, shining with a
-glory almost unearthly, was sufficient assurance of that. But were those
-accusations true? Again the conviction forced itself upon Imelda that,
-so far as Margaret herself was concerned, those lips were certainly not
-expressing a falsehood. But where, where had she learned to speak in
-this manner? She spoke of the sweetness of love and the bondage of
-marriage in the same breath. How could she speak of the desirability of
-the one without the sanction of the other? They must go hand in hand,
-and bear the risks attending such association. There was no other way.
-
-These thoughts passed rapidly through Imelda’s mind; faster far than it
-takes to trace them. Believing she might have misunderstood her friend
-she could not but give speech to the doubts that were agitating her.
-
-“Margaret! Margaret!” said Imelda, “calm yourself. Your words and manner
-are so strange; I am unable to comprehend them. How can you speak thus
-of marriage and yet welcome love? Surely I have not been mistaken in you
-when I thought you a pure woman. You could not mean to make holy love
-illicit, and desecrate it by removing the holiest of all holy sanctions,
-marriage?”
-
-Margaret’s sweet excited face underwent a change. The color faded
-slowly, leaving it purest white. The firmly closed lips trembled; the
-fireflash in the eyes died out; slowly the tears gathered in them until
-the great pearly drops rolled down over the white cheeks, splashing upon
-her tightly clasped hands. A sad look overspread the expressive face as
-she said:
-
-“My Imelda, have I shocked you? When you have been observing married
-people, married life and all the consequences attending it, as long and
-as closely as I have been, you will see as clearly as I now do that of
-all things imperfect under the sun, _marriage_ is the _most_ imperfect.”
-
-“But what would you do?” again questioned Imelda.
-
-An added sadness seemed to settle upon Margaret’s face as she answered:
-
-“Nothing, nothing at present. My mind is in a tumult seeking to break
-through the cobwebs and mists that are beclouding it. I often think,
-think, think, until my brain reels and then find myself no farther than
-at the beginning.”
-
-“But you were telling me, or giving me to understand that you have a
-lover. I cannot understand how you, with the withering contempt in which
-you hold man, could ever fall in love.”
-
-Like a gleam of sunshine a smile flitted over Margaret’s face. “O,
-Imelda! I am only human, and a child of nature, and nature demands, you
-know, the attraction of the sexes, and Wilbur Wallace is a man _above_
-the average.”
-
-“You love him?”
-
-“I love him.”
-
-“But then——how——” stammered Imelda, not knowing how to shape her
-question as to how Margaret’s views of marriage would meet those of the
-young lover in question.
-
-Margaret smiled. She understood what Imelda would ask.
-
-“_He has not asked me to be his wife._ He does not wish it. He loves me
-too well to place me in a bondage, the chains of which might wear my
-life away. He would take me as I am, cherish me as something holy, lead
-me where I am weak, but teach me to be strong.”
-
-“And you are going to accept this offer? or——probably have accepted it!”
-came in broken accents from Imelda’s stiffening lips.
-
-But Margaret slowly shook her head. “I do not know, my dear, I do not
-know. Here is where the cobwebs and mists keep everything enshrouded in
-such utter darkness that I cannot see. O, that they would either clear
-away, that I might see, or that I were daring enough to explore the
-darkness and daring enough to take the risks I might incur. But here I
-stall. Wilbur understands, and patiently waits. I know he is trustworthy
-but I have not the courage.”
-
-“And it is this lover of yours that has been poisoning your soul with
-such radical ideas? O, Margaret, beware! you know the old adage men are
-deceivers ever, and I would not have my Margaret among the lost.”
-
-Margaret turned and looked at Imelda as if a sudden thought had struck
-her. “I will say no more,” she said; “but I would have you know _him_,
-my lover. Will you promise to meet me here next Sunday afternoon at two?
-I will then take you where you will meet many radicals, and Wilbur
-Wallace among the rest. There will be a lecture, the subject being,
-‘Modern Radical Reform.’ A very interesting discussion is expected. Will
-you come, Imelda?”
-
-Imelda’s sweet dark eyes were filled with a troubled look, but the
-searching glance with which she scanned the face of her friend could
-detect nothing but the utmost purity and truth.
-
-“I will come,” she said.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
-
-
-Just as the city clocks were striking the hour of two Imelda neared the
-seat that the two girls had occupied a few evenings previous. Margaret
-was already awaiting her and a bright smile lit up her countenance when
-she espied her friend.
-
-“On time, Imelda. I am glad. I feared you might have changed your mind,
-as I had not seen you at the store for several days. I thought something
-might have happened to prevent your coming, or that possibly I might
-have frightened you.”
-
-“Mother has not been feeling well. That explains my absence. As to
-changing my mind, I had given you my promise. Do you not know me
-sufficiently well by this time to know that I never willingly break it?”
-
-“Forgive me, dear,” said Margaret, as she drew her arm through Imelda’s.
-“I did not mean to imply you were fickle-minded, as some girls often
-are, but you will admit that our conversation of a few evenings ago
-would be a stronger test than most girls would prove equal to. But”
-(looking at her watch) “we will have to walk rapidly if we would be on
-time. I never like to enter after the meeting has been opened; it always
-creates more or less of a disturbance.”
-
-The girls walked briskly to the car, then rode about thirty minutes when
-another five minutes walk brought them to their destination. The little
-hall was already well filled, and as Margaret led the way up the aisle,
-she was greeted with smiles and nods from all sides. It was apparent
-that she was well known and it was at once observed that she was
-accompanied by a stranger. Many were the admiring glances bestowed upon
-the beautiful girl. However, there was not long time for conjecturing
-who she might be, as a rap upon the desk soon called the meeting to
-order. A tall, dark man of perhaps thirty years had arisen. Imelda
-thought she had rarely, if ever, seen such piercing black eyes, which
-accompanied by a dark, heavy moustache, gave the speaker a somewhat
-fierce appearance, as in a clear, strong voice he began:
-
-“Friends! Comrades! I am highly pleased to see so many here upon this
-occasion, when we hope to be able to offer you a by no means common
-treat. The lecturer is one well known in radical circles,—a woman who by
-her undaunted courage and brilliant intellect has won for herself an
-honored name. This is a time when many reforms are discussed and
-agitated. Many are openly avowing their faith and belief in this or that
-reform, while many more not so daring do not openly join themselves with
-radical movements. In their inmost hearts, however, they are with us,
-while others again as yet are ‘on the fence,’ their hearts torn with
-doubt, their understanding still clouded with the mists of superstition
-and prejudice. But as they are more or less earnest seekers of truth,
-these mists will clear away and they will be enabled to see things in
-their true light. Not much more than ten years ago the word ‘socialism’
-evoked from the average man and woman only a smile of contempt. Those
-who were pleased to apply that cognomen to themselves were looked upon
-as a species of mild lunatic. Anarchy was regarded with a still stronger
-aversion (as indeed it yet is). The general impression of this class of
-people was that they were lazy, even to filthiness. It was believed by a
-great many that the most severe punishment that could be inflicted upon
-an anarchist was to condemn him to a bath (laughter.) He was considered
-a dangerous individual, as he was supposed to be one who would not
-hesitate to knock a fellow workingman down and force him to share his
-hard earned wages. It was believed he was ever ready to blow out the
-brains of some other individual who happened to be possessed of a little
-more than himself of this wicked world’s goods, and was considered at
-best a dangerous lunatic. But today? Even our worst enemies are forced
-to respect us (applause). We know they fear us. Not in the sense they
-once did, but they fear our influence upon the working class, the
-so-called bone and sinew of the American nation.
-
-“There are many other reforms. Each and all have their advocates showing
-that the people are awakening out of their deep lethargic sleep and are
-beginning to think. Not least among these reforms, is the reform in
-matters pertaining to sex. The thinking men and women of today no longer
-can close their eyes to the fact that the vices and immoralities of the
-masses, as well as those of the so-called better classes, are spreading
-in a manner truly appalling. But worst of all, and attended by the worst
-possible results, is the sex slavery of the married woman. To discuss
-these reforms in their varied phases is what of the head. Her figure was
-too slight, her face too pale, her features too irregular to lay any
-claims to beauty, but as she opened her lips and began calmly to speak
-she at once claimed the full attention of her audience. Having arranged
-her discourse in a careful manner, it was utterly impossible to
-misunderstand her meaning, and as she gradually warmed to her subject
-the tired look faded from the large, intelligent gray eyes, her cheeks
-became slightly flushed, the fair brows seemed irradiated with a
-luminous glory.
-
-Soon Imelda seemed spellbound as she listened to the clear bell-like
-voice that conjured up picture after picture before the mind’s eye. The
-speaker painted the contrast between the very wealthy and the very poor.
-On the one hand rolling and rioting in luxury, on the other wallowing in
-filth; the sinful idleness of the one, the lavish toil of the other.
-
-“If you will follow me,” she said, “I will lead you to the homes of
-poverty, of toil, of subjection, of vice and of crime, and again to
-where the so-called refined elements dwell. Together we will search for
-the truth, together lift the veil and seek for the inward cause of the
-outward effect.
-
-“In the abode of poverty we find a pale and emaciated woman bending over
-her sewing at a late hour of the night. The wintry winds howl and the
-has brought us here today. Before doing so, however, we will listen to
-the discourse about to be delivered by the able lecturer, Althea Wood. I
-now have the pleasure of introducing to you Miss Wood.”
-
-Here the slender, black-robed figure of a woman arose and moved to the
-side of the speaker, greeting the assemblage with a slight and graceful
-inclination window sashes creak! The fire in the stove has burnt out.
-Her fingers stiffen as the hours speed on. Upon a pallet in the corner
-lies outstretched the figure of a man. From time to time a low moan
-escapes the pallid lips. Beside him lie the forms of two children, pale,
-wan and emaciated.
-
-“Why all this? Because in the days of health and strength, when he
-received wages that were something more than a mere pittance, confident
-that he would always be able to provide for those he loved, this man had
-been neglectful of the future. They had lived comfortably and enjoyed
-life.
-
-“But by and by, because of over-production in commodities there had come
-long months of enforced idleness. Then, because of privation and mental
-anxiety this man had fallen a victim to that dread disease, consumption.
-
-“And now, although and because, on every street, magazines of clothing
-were overflowing, so that there was scarcely room to store any more,
-this poor woman must wearily toil by the midnight lamp to increase the
-already superabundant supply of clothing. Although and because the
-granaries were filled to bursting, she and hers must go hungry. Although
-and because the market is overstocked with coal this poor family must
-shiver with cold through the long wintry nights. Although and because
-the millionaire and his family cannot find means or ways to spend the
-millions wrung from the sweat of the weary toilers, is this
-heart-rending suffering of the poor.
-
-“Lightly as we entered we depart from this abode of woe. We try the next
-door. This time it is a woman’s form that lies outstretched upon a
-miserable pallet. Several small children, scantily clad are playing upon
-the bare floor. A young girl stands at the window, looking out at the
-fast-falling snow. In her hand she holds on open letter. She is fair to
-look upon. Decked with the world’s riches men would rave over her. But
-what are the emotions stirring this young heart? Her mother, brothers
-and sisters are starving. All her scanty earnings cannot supply the sick
-mother the needed medicines and the family with necessary food and
-clothing.
-
-“Just one year ago the husband and father had been brought to this then
-cheerful home, crushed almost out of the semblance of humanity, by the
-accidental falling of timbers carelessly piled by his fellow workman.
-‘The firm should be held responsible,’ had been a frequent comment by
-those who knew of the occurrence; but the victim was buried, and soon
-the matter was forgotten by all except the bereaved family.
-
-“Again it was a case of improvidence; of happy content. The husband and
-father had lavished his love and his earnings upon his wife and
-children. They had lived and enjoyed life, without thought of a ‘rainy
-day,’ and now they were destitute.
-
-“The letter in the girl’s hand shows her a way out. She has but to give
-her hand in marriage to their landlord, upon every lineament of whose
-face is written ‘hard, hard.’ But he is rich, and if she would barter
-her youth and beauty for his hoary head and his money, he would to see
-to it that a good doctor should be at once provided for the mother and
-also that the wants of the little ones should be cared for. If no—they
-owed him six months rent, and on the morrow they would be forced to seek
-another roof to cover their heads and bodies from the wintry weather.
-And thus the cold, hard alternative was presented to this inexperienced
-girl, this rosebud just opening to the sunshine of life, with its dreams
-of love and happiness—the cold hard alternative of sacrificing herself
-in a loveless marriage or of seeing her sick mother and young sisters
-and brothers turned out into the pitiless storm. Stern poverty bade her
-smother her dream of conjugal bliss on the altar of duty to mother,
-sisters and brothers.
-
-“Another picture: Again sickness in the abode of poverty. One beautiful
-sister bending over the dying form of another,—dying for want of care,
-want of medicine, want of food. A high fever is racking the prostrate
-form and the despairing sister knows that if the sufferer does not soon
-receive the needed relief she will be beyond its need. No work—and if
-she had work she could not leave the sick one, as there is no one else
-to care for her. Where to get the money to bring relief—aye, to save
-life!—is the question staring her in the face, awaiting answer.
-
-“There is a way by which the money may be procured, and there is a pain
-in the look of the well sister that far exceeds that on the features of
-the unconscious sufferer. It marks every line of the fair face; it
-settles deep about the compressed lips.
-
-“As the night shadows deepen she grasps a light wrap and throws it over
-her head. She bends, kisses the burning lips with her own icy ones and
-with a gasping sigh goes forth into the chill dark night. Not far does
-she go till she leans against a lamp post, as if for support. The wind
-blows her scanty skirts about her but she does not heed. The minutes
-pass by until a half hour has sped, when a man comes along, walking with
-a rapid step. He is buttoned up to his chin in a great fur-lined
-overcoat. As he nears her she holds out one cold, stiffening hand, as if
-asking for charity, but no sound passes her lips. He stops and looks at
-her. She sees he is young, but the look in his eye makes her flesh
-creep. She flings the covering from her head, showing a face of
-exquisite beauty. The act has caused all her wealth of glossy raven hair
-to fall over her shoulders.
-
-“Ah! she was an exquisite tempting morsel, but what mattered it for her!
-She was but the child of poverty. When she returned to the bedside of
-the sick sister, an hour later, there was an unnatural light in the dark
-eye, a hectic flush on the otherwise pale face. But the trembling hands
-held _gold_; she could now procure the sorely needed help for the
-sufferer.
-
-“And why is all this? Because of man-made laws; because of ‘tyranny of
-the dead;’ because of the dictates of society; because of the iron rules
-of state and church; because of helpless poverty in chains of submission
-to accursed monopoly.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
-
-
-“Now walk with me a few blocks onward. A different portion of the city
-is reached. Here are carriages filled with ladies dressed in velvets and
-furs. Their dainty persons adorned with flashing jewels. They throng the
-operas, concerts, reception rooms, while faultlessly attired swains hang
-upon their every word. Their life is one round of seeming pleasure.
-Daily and nightly emotions, aspirations, good and true and pure, are
-recklessly trodden under foot. Fair hands are sold while hearts are
-crushed. The highest bidder is sure to win the stake. They take the
-yellow gold their fair bodies have bought them and with it deck the
-casket whose contents are one mass of corruption. The smiling lips hide
-the starving aching heart.
-
-“And whence comes the gold for which this daily barter of souls take
-place? Coined from the life blood of the poor. Every cup of the
-intoxicating wine of life they lift to their lips is seasoned with the
-sweat, the life blood of the toiling masses. Sighs are woven into the
-glittering meshes of their silken robes. Crystallized tears are the
-pearls the seamstress has sewn into the glittering folds as she plied
-her needle in the dead of night.
-
-“And the fawning swains? The lady whose dower is the most golden is the
-favored one. The oily tongues daily, hourly, fabricate the smooth
-falsehoods. They swear love eternal, and for the time being make martyrs
-of themselves to worship at the golden shrine. What matters it that he
-has led a life that would lay low the silver head of a fond mother; a
-life that would paralyze a proud and loving sister’s heart; that would
-blanch the confiding maiden’s cheek,—could they but know. But they do
-not know, and so the sensualist transmits the germ of poison and disease
-to the coming generation.
-
-“Women accept such moral and physical wrecks of humanity, with hollow
-skulls added to their other numerous imperfections, and in nine cases
-out of ten the women are just as shallow brained as the men they accept.
-While the man of fashion is seen at the gambling table, at the
-racecourse and in the drinking saloons, flirting with gaudily dressed
-girls, the woman of fashion discusses the latest style of party dress,
-counting on her finger-tips how many masculine hearts have been laid at
-her feet, and, in order to kill time, pores over the latest novel.
-
-“And from this seed, sown in such reckless fashion, the coming
-generations are to grow. What is to furnish genius to those unborn
-generations? Whence is to come the soulful man and woman? How is purity
-to thrive in an atmosphere of poison and corruption?
-
-“When we enter the realm of the law and look into the records of crime,
-we find the account simply appalling. When we read the number of
-divorces granted, and the vaster number applied for and not granted, we
-wonder whether there are any left who still honestly advocate wedlock.
-Read the pleas upon which those divorces have been granted and they will
-show you that so long as loveless marriages are entered into, so long as
-men and women are mismated, just so long will the marriage bond mean a
-galling bondage; and so long as such marriages are entered into and
-children begotten from them; so long as the prospective mother sees in
-the coming child only an added burden; so long as this child is
-undesigned and undesired; and so long as the gestating mother suffers
-for and craves what are impossibilities to her, just so long will there
-be crimes and records of crimes; just so long will prisons be filled
-with criminals.
-
-“What is the most numerous of the reasons that form the pleas for
-divorce? ‘Illicit love’! In spite of all laws; in spite of the iron hand
-of custom, in spite of the trampling underfoot of all the tender
-passions known to the human heart, that heart demands and will have its
-rights. What matters it if society has cased it in outward fetters that
-are supposed to confine it to prescribed limits. When nature demands its
-rights this casing becomes too small; the fetters too weak to bind. The
-frail, weak human heart expands and swells until its bonds burst and
-like a caged bird regaining its freedom, the heart seeks its mate in the
-free wild wood to follow nature’s law. The divine law of freedom is
-written deep within the human heart. No matter how deeply it is
-encrusted under the ice of mercenary motives; no matter how firmly
-clutched by social custom, when love comes knocking for admittance all,
-everything, must give way before his all-conquering power. Bar and
-double bar the doors, but ‘Love still laughs at locksmiths,’ and ‘Love
-will find a way where wolves fear to prey.’
-
-“O, Love! love! love! How thy holy, thy soul-redeeming power has been
-defamed! Unholy passion, that burns and sears with vice the hearts of
-men, has oft been mistaken for that holy flame. Love, sacred love will
-elevate, will cleanse from all impurities, will awake ambition, will be
-an incentive to noble deeds, to a noble life. But passion alone
-enervates, disgusts, wears out both body and soul; it drags down its
-votaries to groveling depths.
-
-“But how seldom do mothers teach their children the difference between
-the two? The smiling mother gives her innocent daughter to a hoary head
-and a seared heart if there is but a golden covering to them. A
-‘splendid match’—from a worldly view—is all that is needed. But the
-sequel too often shows how splendid the match has been. Only when the
-heart is still in death does it no longer throb with pain and sickening
-dread at the touch of him who should have thrilled her whole being with
-exquisite happiness. How many are able to read aright the story in the
-still white face?
-
-“Go visit the homes of the dead and see there the number of graves that
-entomb the forms of youthful wives and mothers. Go enter the abodes of
-the insane and count the rows of staring eyes proclaiming a living
-death,—all caused by the barter of sex life. Go through the length and
-breadth of the land and see the signs of heart-break; the pitiful misery
-that is the lot of mankind, and all caused by ‘Man’s inhumanity to man,’
-and especially man’s inhumanity to woman.
-
-“Go where you will, into lordly mansions of the rich, into the hovels of
-the lowly poor, and see the subjection of woman unto man. He rides
-roughshod over her most sacred and tender ideals. Every hope in the once
-bounding heart has been crushed. Her fate is to please her ‘lord and
-master,’—to keep _his_ home for _him_; to entertain _his_ guests; to
-bear _his_ children; to rear them for _him_ to dispose of as _he_ may
-see fit—thus forcing her to bring into the world a race of slaves, a
-race degenerated by having implanted in the heart of the unborn child
-all the evil passions that naturally rankle in the breast of woman so
-enslaved and outraged.
-
-“The soul is unthought of in this reproduction, which merely takes place
-to satisfy the animal in man. The desire, the inclinations of the
-mother, are not considered. To cater to the passions of man, to be the
-mother of undesired children is her _natural_ sphere in life. She must
-thank God that she has been selected thus to be the instrument to
-perpetuate the race. Home, sweet home, has been sung until it echoes and
-re-echoes throughout the land, but to millions of women it has been
-simply a prison, a hellish prison.
-
-“The church, ‘the man of God,’ its instrument, stands upon one side. On
-the other side stands the state. In case the church is not strong enough
-to control woman, the state holds up to her aching eyes the terrors of
-the ‘law of the land.’
-
-“Oh, the path of woman is a straight and narrow one! Woe unto her if she
-dares to depart therefrom. And yet you wonder how it is that criminals
-throng the land; that there are so many that will not respect the rights
-of others. Did anyone ever respect any rights of the mother that bore
-them? Why; she _had_ no rights! Then how could any one respect them?
-Bound by man-made law and church superstition from her infancy her fate
-is linked fast with that of the working class. She and they must alike
-be kept in subjection.
-
-“O, workingmen, O ye toilers, ye producers! O womankind! mothers of
-coming generations, awake, arise, and hand in hand, break the bonds that
-enthrall you, that enslave you, body and soul. Refuse to longer be any
-man’s slave. Assert your rights. Clamor for your freedom, and rest not
-until you have obtained it.
-
-“It is impossible that in squalor and filth, purity should be gestated.
-Assert your freedom, O women! Demand it, clamor for it, fight for it!
-Never for one moment cease to struggle for it. Be united in your
-efforts, hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder, and the day is sure to come
-when victory shall be yours.”
-
-“I am afraid,” the speaker went on,—“I am afraid I have been telling you
-more of the evils that need reform than of the methods of securing that
-reform; and, while I am radical in the extreme, yet I condemn not one
-single method or idea that may help to bring about one single reform, be
-it ever so small. ‘Rome was not built in a day,’ and the world will not
-be reformed in a day, or a week, or a month, or a year. But as the days
-and weeks and months and years speed by, each reform will furnish its
-aid in bringing about the much desired result. Everyone who is working
-for reform, or in other words, working for humanity’s best welfare, no
-matter in what line it may be, is doing his or her share of the work,
-and will doubtless receive the full credit that is due them. Only this I
-would add, while everyone is riding his or her own hobby, I would look
-beneath this mass of corruption and unearth the underlying cause. To lay
-the ax to the root is what must be done in order to fell the giant, and
-to be able to do this we want freedom, _freedom, freedom_! No more laws
-to bind our thoughts and shackle our hands. We want to be free, to let
-the hearts within our bosoms beat as they will; free to follow the
-dictates of our normal desires; free to extricate ourselves from the old
-and customary when we recognize it as evil; free to let our souls soar
-into the regions above the clouds; free to enter the upper chambers of
-the mind; free to tear down the structure of rottenness that enables the
-few to drain the life blood of the millions and to coin it into shining
-gold wherewith to perpetuate their power. Free to use our own
-inheritance, the grand gifts of nature.
-
-“O thou glorious, O thou great, grand, redeeming ‘Liberty’! Thou shalt
-yet wave over this beautiful world the banner of holy brotherly love!
-Thou shalt yet secure to us this much needed freedom. Thou shalt yet see
-its fruits in the coming generation of a new-born people,—when poverty,
-hunger and misery will be unknown! When crime will be a forgotten word;
-when the rule of the church, like that of the state, will be a thing no
-longer remembered; when prisons will be swept from the face of the
-earth; when justice, glory-crowned, at the right shall stand; when
-charity no longer has a place, since her vocation shall be ended; when
-the awaiting of unborn humanity will be regarded the coming of a joyous
-event, and when disease shall have succumbed to the master hand of
-science, death no longer a dreaded monster, but a friend that comes only
-as a result of nature, to claim those that have lived their glorious
-life to the end, and who fain would resign that hold upon it in exchange
-for the peaceful rest that follows the well-performed labor of the day.
-
-“O, friends and comrades! to hasten that day I ask you to join the band
-that but yesterday was small indeed, but which today has swelled to such
-size as to alarm those that would place their feet upon your necks, and
-which will continue to swell more rapidly day by day until the
-down-trodden will arise as one man to demand their natural birth right.”
-
-With glowing cheeks and sparkling eyes the speaker took her seat amid
-deafening applause.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
-
-
-A long drawn sigh flattered from the trembling lips of Imelda while
-Margaret’s face glowed with excitement equaled only by that of the
-speaker. When the excitement which followed had abated somewhat, the
-presiding officer rose and again his strong, clear, but pleasant, voice
-was heard. Almost instantly the profoundest quiet reigned. His handsome
-face had caught something of the general excitement and he carelessly
-threw back the black locks that clustered about the open brow.
-
-“Friends and comrades,” said he. “You have listened to the discourse of
-a noble woman, on a most important subject. A noble woman, because she
-dares to assert her womanhood; dares to assert the _I_. She dares to fly
-in the face of custom, in the face of power. She dares to point out
-where evils lie hidden. Dares to show you where the curse of poverty
-stalks; where its birth place is, side by side with that of vice and
-crime. She has pointed out glorious possibilities for those who may dare
-in the present to provide a way to secure the rightful inheritance of
-the many. And to judge by the applause you have accorded to her you have
-rightly understood and justly appreciated her. But notwithstanding this
-appreciation we know that not all our friends agree with our lecturer,
-and so, in accord with our custom we will now hear what others have to
-say. We invite you, one and all, to take part in this debate, and let us
-know what your views are. ‘Free discussion’ is our motto at these
-meetings.—”
-
-The chairman resumed his seat and an expectant hush fell upon the
-assemblage. One, two minutes passed; then arose a gentleman upon whom
-the snows of many winters had fallen, to judge by hair and beard, but
-whose general appearance otherwise did not show old age. His
-business-like, “Mr. Chairman,” had a pleasant sound, while general
-attention was now directed toward him.
-
-“Ladies and gentlemen,” he began, “courtesy would at any time demand of
-me that I treat ladies with the greatest respect, yet the lady who today
-has entertained us, and who has given us the benefit of her intelligence
-and knowledge of humanity, has not told us all the causes of the
-trouble. I must pay her the compliment to say that she understands how
-to handle her subject. I too have observed many instances of despairing
-young girls who sacrifice themselves by selling themselves for life, or
-for an hour, in order to obtain the means wherewith to make brighter the
-declining pathway of some loved one. I have known cases wherein the
-betrayed, outraged maiden had given her trusting love in vain, and was
-then driven to seek an untimely grave. In the homes of the wealthy it is
-a well known fact that love seldom enters. With environments which ought
-to bless the unborn generations decay and degeneracy is even more marked
-than among the poorer classes, since among the latter love does often
-take by the hand the maiden and lover to join them together, and, for a
-while at least, hovers over the pair. Often one child, and sometimes
-more, is the result of loving union. But where only sordid gain is the
-object of marriage the fruits must of necessity be of an inferior order.
-To my mind, this evil, this marriage evil, is the worst of all evils.
-Instead of the home being the birth place and cradle of love and truth
-and peace, it is the hot-bed, the breeding place of vice. The unwelcome
-child incarnates the germs of disease, of vice and crime. The
-dissatisfied mother implants in her offspring abnormal desires and
-passions because her own desires have been dwarfed and disregarded. Thus
-the enslaved mother sows the seeds of tyranny in her child. It matters
-not if such a home be one of plenty or want. One breeds the roue, the
-other the criminal of the future. I only wish to state here that so long
-as the people bow to an ‘unknown God’; a God who is supposed to rule
-somewhere up among the stars, in a place called heaven; a God who will
-punish those who have been truer to nature than to the impossible
-teachings of the church, by burning them in everlasting fire, and so
-long as the people sustain a state or government that holds them in
-bondage; a state to which they must pay tribute for every privilege they
-enjoy, even unto the privilege of choosing a mate; so long as the
-credulous people pay tribute to the parasites called politicians who
-fasten themselves wherever they can find a foothold, just so long must
-we continue to endure the evils portrayed by the last speaker. So long
-as labor is a slave to capital, so long as the workingman is but an
-irresponsible part of the machinery that produces wealth for the few,
-just so long will woman be a slave to man, and just so long will
-children be a curse instead of a blessing, and just so long will crime
-and disease stalk abroad. The workingman must first strike for and gain
-his freedom. Then the emancipation of woman will follow. I have nothing
-farther to say.”
-
-Amid appreciative applause the man of many winters resumed his seat.
-Next arose a man with snapping black eyes and jetty hair who with
-cutting sarcasm dissected the lecture, telling his hearers that in
-ninety-nine cases out of a hundred all the poverty, the ill-luck, was
-due to the man or woman’s own fault. “The working people,” said he, “as
-a class, are lazy; they are extravagant; they are vicious. They would
-rather spend their leisure time in saloons, swilling beer and poor
-whiskey, and in playing cards, than with their families at home; they
-would rather lounge and loaf upon street corners than do an honest day’s
-work; they would rather follow a course that would lead them to steal,
-and even murder, and thereby get them into the penitentiary where they
-would be only too well treated. If it were not for the church who with
-her gentle and peace-diffusing influence keeps the working classes in a
-measure content, and under control, there would be no telling to what
-deeds of outrage the ignorant, licentious masses of people would go.
-Take away the influence of religion and what would be the result?
-Without fear of a god or devil, like a brutal horde of wild beasts with
-nothing to restrain them, they would fall to murdering and plundering
-everything and everyone that stood in their way, regardless of
-consequences, just so they could satisfy their ungovernable appetites.”
-
-The only thing this man could think of that could be done was to make
-more laws; laws more stringent and binding. Then enforce them to the
-letter.
-
-“We speak of loose morals,” said he. “Could there be anything more loose
-than the ideas of marriage that are fast becoming popular? There are
-almost as many divorces petitioned for and granted as marriages entered
-into. Divorces are too easily obtained. The laws are too lax. If such
-were not the case people would be more careful in entering the holy
-portals of marriage. But there are so few that any longer consider
-marriage as something holy that it is becoming a menace to the country.
-Again I ask for more laws. Let them be stringent and let them be rigidly
-enforced. Let those that are forming such contracts and entering into
-the bonds of marriage, understand that it is for life, that there is no
-escaping the consequences, and then people will get along better.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.
-
-
-There was not much applause this time, when the speaker resumed his
-seat. Some few laughed, but here and there, as you cast your eye over
-the audience, you could see compressed lips and flushed cheeks. But as
-the platform was a free one, where everyone was invited to freely speak
-his convictions, no one attempted to interrupt the speaker, although
-many felt the hot blood of indignation mount to their cheeks.
-
-Almost immediately upon his resuming his seat a woman rose, and, upon
-addressing the chairman, had the right to speak accorded her. A woman
-probably forty years of age, but looking nearer thirty. A woman who in
-her youth might have been handsome and who was yet passably fair. Of
-figure she was tall and well developed. The light brown hair was combed
-back so as to leave the low brow free and uncovered. The blue eyes were
-sparkling with a light that was not caused by a sense of pleasure. The
-finely curved lips were quivering with suppressed emotions as she
-fearlessly walked forward and faced the audience.
-
-“Friends! Comrades!” she began, with a voice both clear and strong. “It
-is not often that I feel myself called upon to make any remarks at these
-meetings. My sentiments generally are so clearly expressed and so well
-defended by those who are better able to treat the subjects that as a
-rule are under discussion here, that I find more pleasure and benefit in
-listening to others than in taking part in discussion. But this
-afternoon I feel impelled to make a few remarks, hoping that you will
-bear with me if I am not able to express myself quite as concisely and
-correctly as I might wish. I do not wish to find fault with our lecturer
-in regard to what she has said, but—if it could be called a fault—with
-what she did not say. Although she has painted you pictures most dismal
-and saddening I can assure you the half, nay, the one tenth has not been
-told. Methinks there are some things that she has too lightly touched
-upon, and which our friend, Mr. Roland, has somewhat more plainly
-pictured. The ‘looseness’ that Mr. Warden so much deplores in divorce
-laws does not exist. In fact these laws are so stringent as to place the
-possibility of obtaining a divorce beyond the reach of the poor. Divorce
-laws, like all other laws, are for the special benefit of the moneyed
-class. They can avail themselves of divorce if they see fit, and that
-they do see fit rather often is quite evident. And for once I must give
-the privileged class credit for something. Notwithstanding Mr. Warden’s
-lament that divorces are so easily obtained I claim there is nothing
-more difficult. The most excruciating torture that it is possible to
-inflict upon a sensitive and refined woman is to drag her into our
-modern courtroom and subject her to the quizzing process of shameless
-lawyers, who ply her with numberless questions that cut to the quick the
-sensitive heart and lacerate it as though some diabolical machine filled
-with knives of all shapes and sizes were making mince-meat of it. These
-lawyers luxuriate in cruelly delving in these wounded and bleeding
-hearts so that it takes a woman of tremendous courage to willingly
-undergo this dissecting operation, and therefore comparatively few seek
-the redress of the law. It drags forth, into a foul atmosphere, the most
-sacred treasures, and defiles them with the vileness that so often is
-found in the precincts of the law. It hurls a woman from her pinnacle of
-respected womanhood into the depths of disgrace. It prohibits her from
-the companionship of the good and pure. It ostracises her from what is
-called ‘good society,’ it points the finger of scorn at the child that
-calls her ‘mother.’ If that child be a boy there is a chance for it to
-win its way in the world, but if it be a girl then hard will it be for
-her to gain a foothold upon the steep and rugged pathway she will have
-to climb.
-
-“How can a sensitive, womanly woman desire to confront a room filled
-with coarse, unsympathizing men and relate to them the stories of her
-woe? How can she tell of tears shed in the dead of night; of how her
-sacred womanhood has been abused; of how her outraged person is forced
-to submit to his loathsome touch? Broken down, suffering from
-oft-repeated child-bearing, tired unto death with her manifold duties,
-sick in soul as well as in body, I say how can she tell all this, with
-all those strange leering faces about her? She would rather go on
-suffering until death comes to her release, or perhaps her overburdened
-brain gives way, while the world wonders: ‘What could have been the
-reason? She had such a good, industrious, sober husband, who has always
-so handsomely provided for her every want, and such a nice large family
-of children growing up around her. How could she have been else than
-happy?’
-
-“They really cannot understand what could have caused her brain to give
-way. Aside from this, not everywhere is it possible to obtain a divorce
-for such reasons as I have just mentioned. In some states if she is not
-treated to blows, neglected with her children to such an extent that
-cruel want speaks from the hollow eyes and sunken cheeks, she will be
-told she has no just cause for complaint, and should go home
-submissively to her liege lord and master, thankful for the home
-provided for her, and should bow her head in humility to the great and
-all-wise God who has made all things well.
-
-“O, it is a noble sphere that has been marked out for woman—marked for
-her by her owner, her lord, her master! Why cannot she be content, why
-cannot she be satisfied? Aye, satisfied! O, if she could only be aroused
-to universal dissatisfaction, there would be hope for her emancipation
-in the near future.
-
-“Our friend, Mr. Roland, has made the remark that in order to free
-woman, man, the workingman, must first be freed,—the economic conditions
-must first undergo a universal change. Then why, in freedom’s name, is
-woman’s cause not more frequently urged as an argument to that end? O,
-that woman herself would only awake to a sense of her condition! O,
-sisters, awake! Hasten the advent of the coming day that proclaims your
-freedom from the tyranny of man, by aiding him to obtain the rights that
-are justly his. Lend your aid in freeing man from the thralldom of state
-and monopoly, and ever bear in mind that the same blow which shatters
-your brother’s fetters will also free you. That which insures his
-freedom and independence will do the same for you. For when the day
-comes in which justice reigns, she can no longer stand with blindfolded
-eyes while woman’s life is fettered.”
-
-As the speaker ceased, and the applause burst forth, Imelda bent her
-head near Margaret, whose cheeks glowed like twin roses.
-
-“Who is she?” she asked, and Margaret in answer whispered:
-
-“My mother!”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.
-
-
-For an instant Imelda was startled. She had never seen Mrs. Leland and
-had pictured to herself a different woman; but as she looked again she
-could see the likeness between mother and daughter, and there crept into
-her heart a thought of her own mother, and she contrasted the weary,
-fretful, listless woman with this mother of her friend, who, after the
-life of trials and sorrows that had been hers, had arisen in such
-splendid self-confidence; who had burst the chains that bound her; who
-now dared to hurl such scathing truths, like firebrands into a magazine
-of powder, as it were, ready to stand by the result the explosion must
-bring forth. She began to understand the source whence her young friend
-received her strength of character.
-
-Mrs. Leland’s words, even more than those of the lecturer, burned into
-her heart as her thoughts wandered to her almost worshiped father, now
-sleeping under the ground. Over her tortured heart crept a fear that
-possibly even he had not been to that fretful, oft-times unjust mother,
-all that he might have been. There might have been pitfalls carefully
-hidden from her sight—for her mother never made a confidante of her
-child. But she knew of the inharmonious life that had been theirs. She
-could not remember ever having caught sight of the holy flame of love
-between them. And yet—the babes had come. She knew the mother had not
-desired them. She felt dazed. Her head swam, as these thoughts coursed
-through it in much less time than it takes to trace them here.
-
-But again someone was speaking, and again the horrors of married life
-were pictured. How woman is sold! Woman has no outlet for her
-overcharged feelings save in tempestuous temper and tears. Generally, in
-time, the temper is subdued and the tears alone remain, and the world
-wonders why woman so soon loses her attractive powers; why the sparkling
-girl overflowing with magnetism turns so soon into the pale, weary,
-hollow-eyed woman who finds life’s happiness turned to Dead Sea fruit
-upon her lips.
-
-As Imelda listened she felt as though a cold hand were clutching at her
-throat. The world seemed slipping from beneath her feet. Then another
-rose and in his turn spoke of the holiness of marriage, of the holiness
-of the church, of the holiness of the state. Like hollow mockery the
-words echoed and re-echoed in Imelda’s ears. What could be holy now
-after she had seen the evil withdrawn and the sickening truth exposed to
-view. Like one in a dream she listened and wondered that any one could
-still be sincere in uttering such words as in all good faith this man
-seemed to speak. It seemed as if, all in a moment, where had heretofore
-appeared rose-strewn paths, she now saw only pitfalls whose yawning
-depths were ready to engulf those who foolishly set their feet upon the
-treacherous edge. Still, as in a daze, she realized that the speaker was
-done, that once more Althea Wood was speaking. The clear, sweet voice
-resounded through the room.
-
-“My friends,” she said, “it would be indeed difficult to express the
-pleasure I have felt listening to the discussion this afternoon. Nor can
-I express how thankful I am that my cause has been so warmly championed,
-notwithstanding the efforts of those who cannot as yet see this question
-in the new light in which it is viewed by many of you. I agree with
-those of my friends who claim that this vexed question does not receive
-the attention that it deserves. It is sad and pitiful, but true, that
-the average man and woman are so unwilling to hear this subject
-discussed that it requires a great effort to speak of it. They may be
-willing to pick up a book that treats on this subject, and, screened in
-the seclusion of a private room, try to digest the writer’s ideas, but
-under the fire of other eyes to hear from the lecturer’s lips these
-tabooed subjects is quite another thing. So long, however, as sex is
-considered impure, something for which the human race should blush, just
-so long will it be not only a difficult but painful subject for
-lecturers to discuss. The consciousness that we would probably be
-misunderstood is unpleasant.
-
-“O, that I might live to see the hour when this beautiful earth shall be
-freed from the crushing fetters of custom; from the deadly poison of
-superstition and prejudice; from the grinding heel of monopoly,—to see a
-race of men and women enlightened, liberated, self-reliant, free. Not an
-enforced freedom, keeping them ever on their guard, fearing the lurking
-enemy in the entrenchments, back of the bulwarks of authority and the
-fortifications of avarice and low desires. No! the time for such
-hypocrisy will then have vanished. We shall then hail the time when a
-race of freemen shall exist because of the universal demand for and
-recognition of it. The race will have become purified in the fires of
-truth, love and justice. When it shall have risen to the height where it
-will have attained the full knowledge of its worth; where and when it
-shall have demanded its rightful birthright, the right to own itself;
-the right to the product of its toil; the right to recognize truth
-wherever it is found.
-
-“Just so soon as you make that demand, earnestly and sincerely, your
-right will have come to you. Begin with recognizing the great truth that
-you are an individual, that you are rightfully sole owner of your own
-mind, of your own brain capacity. Let no outside influence enthrall you;
-break your chains, set your mind at liberty, and it will soon work out
-the salvation of the body. When once you can see that there are fetters
-the desire to break them will come; the effort to break them will follow
-the desire.
-
-“Before I close I will say to my Christian critics that if there were
-not so many laws there would not be so much of the ignorance of which
-they now complain. Laws and customs keep the masses in the old ruts,
-destroying the strength wherewith they otherwise could elevate
-themselves to nobler heights. To the everlasting disgrace of the church
-it must be said that its influence keeps the deluded masses in their
-benumbed condition, content to spend their miserable lives in abject
-slavery. Pitiable is the fact, but cruelly true, that many of them
-desire nothing more ennobling than to seek oblivion of their troubles in
-the depths of the intoxicating bowl.
-
-“But Freethought is not the cause of this desire. Her mission is to
-break the fetters that bind man’s mind; to sweep away the cobwebs and
-mists of superstition; to slay the tyrant prejudice that bars the
-entrance to the new and the true.
-
-“When the truths of science shall have been mastered by the law-ridden
-and priest-ridden people, when they shall have obtained the right to own
-themselves, then with the disappearance of ignorance will also disappear
-vice and crime. My heart aches at sight of this poor, deluded, cheated
-people, daily robbed more and more by laws that were made for none but
-slaves to obey. The rich man makes them and of course never expects to
-come in contact with them otherwise than to inflict them upon those who
-produce his wealth. Love needs no fetters. Nothing binds human hearts
-but Love.
-
-“So, once again I urge you to awake; to come to a realization of your
-own thralldom, and then in turn to help others to awake to a
-consciousness of this yoke of slavery borne by you all. Then the world
-will move onward; will move rapidly toward that millennium that is to be
-the realization of evoluted humanity.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI.
-
-
-As the meeting was dismissed, all in a moment the earnest truth-seekers
-were transformed into a social assemblage. Hearty handshaking abounded
-and equally hearty laughter was heard upon all sides. For several
-minutes it seemed to Imelda that she had been forgotten by her friend
-who had been joined by the chairman of the afternoon, but she had more
-than enough to occupy her mind in observing the scene before her, and
-reviewing the two hours she had just passed through. Many and
-conflicting were her emotions. Every word, almost, that had been spoken
-had sunk deep into her heart and she again experienced all the
-sensations of surprise and indignation she had felt, the mere memory of
-which almost caused her heart to stand still and chill the blood in her
-veins. Never in all the years of her young life had she dreamed of such
-dark depths of hopeless woe.
-
-Just then a hand lightly touched her arm and she heard Margaret’s sweet
-voice:
-
-“Imelda, my dear friend, permit me to introduce to you another friend,
-Mr. Wallace.”
-
-Imelda suddenly found herself confronted by the chairman of the meeting.
-The interruption was opportune, as it recalled her to herself. Wilbur
-Wallace’s darkly bronzed face was all aglow. A happy light shone from
-the dark eyes and the clear strong voice had a ring in it that could
-have been caused only by something very pleasant. The next moment
-Imelda’s hand was folded in his strong clasp while the words: “I
-consider myself fortunate in meeting Miss Ellwood here this afternoon,”
-most pleasantly struck her ear, and he continued: “I very much hope that
-the pleasure may be often renewed.” Imelda felt the icy clutch slowly
-being removed that had been holding her enthralled; a more life-like
-smile lit up her face as she replied:
-
-“The pleasure will be mutual, I assure you.”
-
-“Then we may hope to see you here again?”
-
-“Why not?” she asked. “I have heard much this afternoon which, although
-not pleasant in itself, was both new and interesting, and I have no
-doubt I shall be able to learn much here which would be impossible for
-me to learn elsewhere. While the facts, as they have been shown here
-today, are almost impossible to believe, yet if true, it is time I knew
-something about them. But I cannot see the remedy; how do you propose to
-alleviate, or rather to banish such evils?”
-
-Imelda’s dark eyes looked questioningly into the now serious face of
-Wilbur Wallace, whose answer promptly came.
-
-“The solution of that problem will, no doubt, be the work of future
-years, albeit much can at the present time, and also in the near future,
-be done to make the way clear. ‘Making the way clear’ is what we trying
-to do. This is a meeting place for thinkers—free thinkers, all of them,
-and no matter what their ideas of God, of the church, may be, they all
-have come to the conclusion that there is something wrong somewhere, and
-that church and state bear a large share of the blame, is plainly to be
-seen. The so-greatly despised ‘anarchist’ is, I think, more largely
-represented than others.” There was a quick uplifting of the brow of the
-young girl at the mention of the word ‘anarchist.’
-
-“I do not understand,” she said. “The colors wherewith I have seen the
-name painted are not very attractive. If I have had a mistaken
-impression I would like to have my error corrected.” At this moment the
-old gentleman, Mr. Roland, accompanied by Miss Wood, stepped up to the
-little group.
-
-“What matter of importance is being discussed here with so much
-interest?” broke in his pleasant voice. “I must confess to a desire to
-join with you, but first permit me.” Here followed the necessary
-introductions, then Wilbur Wallace spoke.
-
-“Miss Ellwood being a stranger to our circle, is also a stranger to the
-ideas usually discussed here. Consequently she finds them not unmixed
-with a certain amount of gruesomeness.”
-
-“And what particular idea, or object, or fact, is it that fills you thus
-with unpleasant feelings?” asked Mr. Roland of Imelda.
-
-“I think almost everything that I have heard spoken of here today. If
-all I have heard here today be true, every young girl would be justified
-in shrinking from marriage as she would from the brink of a dark abyss.”
-
-“That is well expressed,” said Miss Wood; “and if we could but impress
-that idea upon the mind of every woman there would soon be a new state
-of affairs. When woman learns the true worth of herself she will insist
-on the right to dispose of herself as she will see fit, and not as she
-is commanded to do by the arbitrary laws of a society that is man-made.”
-
-For a few moments Imelda was lost in thought, then her dark eyes flashed
-upward.
-
-“I understand that if woman could be successful she would be able to
-enjoy a glorious freedom. But would not this very freedom have some very
-undesirable results? Undesirable as a large family of children may be to
-the majority of women, as it most inevitably dooms them to a life of
-drudgery, yet under circumstances of unlimited freedom, such as you
-advocate, how long would it be until the race would begin to dwindle
-away? For many women, as I know them, would prefer not to be mothers at
-all, and very few of them would wish for a large family. We all know
-that the life of the infant is but a tender plant that sometimes does
-not long survive the hour of its birth. Do you think such a state of
-things would be desirable?”
-
-“My dear Miss Ellwood,” Mr. Roland replied, “the idea of the extinction
-of the race would indeed not be pleasant to contemplate, but the perfect
-freedom of woman would naturally overcome the very dangers you fear. The
-desired and gladly welcomed child will of necessity be superior to that
-which is undesired and unwelcome. When a prospective mother is filled
-with thoughts of that coming event she lives during that period only for
-the well being of that mite of humanity. She will seek to observe, to
-study, the laws of nature to their fullest extent, and being in the
-possession of sexual freedom will soon learn to understand these
-glorious laws. So children will be born into the world in a more normal
-and healthy state than is now the case, and the result will be fewer
-little graves. Then again woman will develop mentally and she will
-bestow upon her unborn babe a legacy of brain power that at present,
-under our corrupt social system, is an utter impossibility. So even
-though there would not be so many undesired unfortunate beings called
-into life the quality would be so vastly superior that the loss in
-quantity would be anything but loss,—rather gain.”
-
-“I agree with you,” Imelda said, “but here the question arises, How will
-woman be enabled to gain this freedom that is to bring about so many
-desirable results?”
-
-Young Wallace made answer:
-
-“Woman’s awakening to the consciousness that it is needful will be the
-cornerstone upon which her freedom will be built, but she will need the
-help and support of outward influence. So long as man is the slave of
-‘the almighty dollar,’ so long will woman be the slave of man, because
-in the present state of society she is dependent on man for her
-maintenance. The economic battle goes hand in hand with that for woman’s
-rights. Man needs woman’s aid in this battle for the rights of humanity,
-and the blow that shatters the shackles of wage-slavery will also break
-the chains that hold her sex in bondage. When the race becomes free her
-battle will have been won, and she can begin to build up a new and
-glorious race.”
-
-Wallace’s eyes glowed as the enthusiasm wherewith he had spoken sent the
-blood bounding through his veins. Imelda saw that Margaret’s eyes rested
-with something more than mere admiration on his darkly handsome face.
-All in an instant she understood—“Margaret’s love.” It shone in the
-depths of her deep blue eyes, it trembled upon the sweet, dewy lips, it
-burned in the glow of her cheek.
-
-Imelda’s eyes reverted again to the face of the young man with renewed
-interest; but her searching glance could detect nothing to his
-discredit. It was a frank, open, manly countenance wherein she gazed, a
-face women would involuntarily trust and little children love.
-
-“At the same time,” now spoke Miss Wood, “you will permit us to begin to
-exercise just a little of that freedom now. We will begin at home with
-our individual selves and proclaim that no man shall ever say to us,
-‘Thou shalt,’ or ‘Thou shalt not.’ How is it Miss Ellwood and Miss
-Leland?”
-
-The question was put rather laughingly and banteringly, as she turned
-first to one, then the other of the two girls. Imelda had no answer but
-a heightened color, but Margaret held out her hand which Miss Wood
-readily clasped.
-
-“I am with you,” she said. “I intend to win my lover’s love and hold it
-too, but I will never buy it at the price of my freedom.”
-
-“Bravo!” came simultaneously from the lips of the gentlemen, while the
-hand of the elder gently patted her shoulder.
-
-“That is what I call making remarkably free with my daughter. She
-belongs to me and I object,” and the pleasant face of Mrs. Leland became
-visible in close proximity to her daughter and Mr. Roland. Margaret’s
-laugh rang out in sweetest music.
-
-“Now! now! Mamma, you know better than that. If I am your daughter, I am
-not your property. Don’t you know if I find pleasure in feeling Mr.
-Roland’s hand on my shoulder—why—you have nothing to say.” This last was
-said in so saucy a manner that it caused a general laugh, which having
-subsided, she with sudden recollection added:
-
-“Pardon me. I almost forgot, mamma,—this is the very dear friend I have
-so often told you about,—Imelda Ellwood.” Mrs. Leland’s eyes rested for
-a moment searchingly upon the face of the young girl; then, satisfied
-with what she saw there, clasped both hands in hers and in a few words
-caused her to feel quite at her ease. Then seating herself, she said:
-
-“Proceed now. I know that I have broken into the midst of something very
-interesting.”
-
-“Only a continuation of our discussion,” replied Mr. Roland. “We have
-been considering the rights of women in particular, and those of
-humanity in general. The reason in this case is, to convince a beautiful
-woman and win her as a convert,” bowing to Imelda, “which I hope is
-justification in this case for becoming eloquent. I can assure you that
-you have missed something, Mrs. Leland.”
-
-“Well, if such is the case, I am sorry, but who is the convert that is
-to be? You, Miss Ellwood?” looking inquiringly into Imelda’s face.
-
-“Just so,” she answered, “and if I can gain a clearer insight into
-things, the efforts of my friends may prove successful. But I must
-remark that I seem to have gotten into a very pronounced set of
-radicals.”
-
-“Are you frightened?” asked Wilbur Wallace with a laugh, in which the
-rest joined.
-
-“Not in the least,” she retorted, “although the term ‘radical’ always
-left the impression on my mind of something of a rather wild character.
-But really, if what I have seen of them this afternoon are fair
-specimens, they are a very well behaved species.”
-
-A general laugh followed. Mr. Roland pronounced it almost six o’clock
-and time to disperse. As a parting admonition Miss Wood turned to
-Imelda.
-
-“You seem to be a young woman of more than ordinary intelligence. It is
-such as you whom we wish to win, to take an interest in the fate of
-womankind,—in the fate of humanity. Permit your friend, Miss Leland, to
-induce you again to join this circle, and I hope when next I see you
-that I will find you one of us, heart and soul. Good bye, now, friends,
-may your every effort be blessed with success.” With these words they
-parted, she clinging to the arm of Mr. Roland, leaving our little group
-of four alone. Arriving at the outside they found that it had already
-grown quite dusk. For a moment there seemed to be an indecision on the
-part of Margaret and Wilbur as to which direction they should take, when
-Mrs. Leland decided the matter for them.
-
-“Come with me to the nearest car, Margaret. It will take me almost to
-our door, so I can very well go alone, while you and Wilbur can
-accompany Miss Ellwood to her home.” Imelda protested, saying she was as
-well able to go alone as Mrs. Leland, but the elder lady insisted,
-supported by her young friends, and as a matter of course carried the
-day.
-
-“By the time you return,” she said, “I will have luncheon ready. Good
-night, now, Miss Ellwood, I will not say good bye, as I hope to see you
-often.” Waving her hand in adieu, she mounted the car and was gone.
-
-Five minutes walk in another direction brought them to the car that it
-was needful to take to reach Imelda’s home, and soon they were being
-whirled along to their destination. The car was almost deserted, which
-gave them an opportunity to continue their conversation. Margaret did
-not say much, but seemed rather to enjoy listening to her friend and
-lover as they traversed the same ground that she had passed over not so
-very long since, for although the daughter of a radical mother, that
-mother had not always been radical. The time was not very far gone by
-when the old prejudices still held her in bondage, and the fear of what
-the world might say, restrained her in all she would say and do.
-
-Margaret long felt the influence of those earlier teachings. It had been
-harder for her to break away from the old beliefs and superstitions than
-for her mother; but—“Love works wonders” was true in this case. Wilbur
-Wallace was of that type of men who are sure to win conviction where
-once they gain a foothold. Gifted with a bright intellect and a manner
-of speech both positive and fluent, he carried conviction to the minds
-of his hearers. It had been at an entertainment, to which she had
-accompanied her mother, that Margaret had first met Wilbur. The young
-couple had from the first been attracted, which attraction soon ripened
-into more than mere friendship.
-
-But young Wallace was not without bitter experience; as he had observed
-home and family life he had found it anything but perfect. He had seen a
-sweet and gentle mother suffer from the arbitrary monogamy of her
-married life to such extent that it had laid her in an early grave. The
-lesson of the ending of that life had entered like a corroding iron into
-the soul of her first born, a boy then but eighteen years of age. From
-the hour his idolized mother was laid beneath the green sod he had never
-entered his father’s home. Life was a problem he had set himself to
-study, and the more he studied the greater the problem became. But he
-was not easily daunted. He kept his eyes open, thus soon discovering
-that the world was full of wrongs that needed righting.
-
-Soon Wilbur Wallace’s name was classed among those who were laboring in
-the cause of the poor and lowly. But woman’s cause seemed ever to lie
-nearest his heart. The memory of one sweet woman lay enshrined within
-the depths of his heart; for her sake he sought for truths that should
-be the means of saving other women from a like heart-break. The faces of
-two weeping girls, as he had seen them last, would arise before his
-mind’s eye, and more firmly than ever did the resolve become rooted to
-save them from a like fate. The years had rolled by; he was twenty-seven
-and his sisters young women of twenty and twenty-three. He had never
-seen them again, for many miles separated him from the place that had
-known his childhood days.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII.
-
-
-Then had come the hour of temptation to him. Sweet Margaret had come
-into his life, and he found himself shaken to the very depths of his
-being, but he came forth conqueror. He loved the girl with all the power
-of an intense nature, but he would never seek to bind her. His love
-should bless her but never prove a scourge. The girl’s heart had grown
-faint when it had caught his meaning. Love, sweet, pure soul-redeeming
-love, had come to her, but not such as the world knew it. She was not to
-know the meaning of the word wife. O, how her love had been tested! But
-love had conquered, and together they had studied the problem that had
-at first appeared as though it would prove the shoal upon which their
-bark of life was to be wrecked. But the skillful hands of reason had
-warded off the dreaded disaster and had safely guided them through the
-rocks out into the smooth waters of the mid ocean, but for the present
-they were adrift; as yet they could not see the shore, the haven where
-they might safely be anchored. Now and then this caused the trusting
-maiden an anxious pang, the honorable man a deeper pain than he wished
-to betray, but the sky was clear, bright sunshine and smooth waters made
-the way very pleasant. So they were content to drift on.
-
-Margaret had learned to understand the meaning of the glorious freedom
-that her lover sought to secure to her. She had looked deep into the
-mysteries of married life with the aid of that mother whose experiences
-had been so terrible. She had learned also to walk with open eyes and to
-read the signs as she walked. And oh, how her pure soul revolted at the
-hideous sights that were covered with a filmy veil, sights that the
-gauze like covering made only the more horrible by the vain attempt at
-concealment.
-
-She lifted the smiling blue eyes to the clouded face of her friend who
-seemed almost to have forgotten her presence.
-
-“Well, Imelda, what do you think? Do you now understand how I could
-express myself as I did some days ago?”
-
-“I understand now, as I did then, that you had just cause to mistrust
-the present institution of marriage. I do not blame you, but there is
-still much that is not clear to me. What else can we do, if we would not
-sacrifice nature’s truest, purest instincts?”
-
-Margaret slowly shook her head, and scarcely above a whisper came the
-words:
-
-“I do not know.”
-
-Wilbur had been observing the girls and had heard the low-spoken words.
-A sad smile played about his lips.
-
-“Wait,” he gently said. “The problem is too great to be solved in one
-short afternoon. It has caused me considerable thought for quite a
-number of years. As yet I have found no satisfactory solution, but do
-not despair of eventually doing so. When woman becomes conscious of her
-true worth she will soon find means to have that worth recognized. I
-think, however, for a first lesson, Miss Ellwood has done extremely
-well. Suppose we discuss some commonplace subject for a change. The
-weather for instance. Have we not been having some very fine weather for
-October?”
-
-Both girls looked up, first at Wilbur, then at each other. There was
-nothing remarkable about discussing the weather, but just at this moment
-it sounded ridiculous, and but for the fact that Wilbur’s face was like
-an impenetrable mask they would have burst out laughing. As it was they
-controlled the desire and soon found themselves discussing plays,
-literature, art, etc., which they found very interesting.
-
-The minutes passed by and soon they arrived at their destination. The
-parting words were said, Wilbur giving expression to the sincere wish
-that she would again join their circle.
-
-And Imelda did join them, again and again. She seemed drawn to the
-circle in the lecture room by some magic force. Question after question
-on that radical platform was brought up for discussion. The fields of
-science also were explored. She soon found that she was able to learn at
-that place more in a few short months than in all probability she would
-have learned in the outside world in years.
-
-Many were the battles she was called upon to fight with the deep rooted
-superstitions of other days. Idol after idol crumbled to dust beneath
-the merciless fingers, but bravely she held out while scale after scale
-fell from the weak eyes until at last they grew stronger and she could
-see as with a new light. Bright and clear was now what had seemed dark
-and murky before. The new truths burst upon her in all their splendor
-and at last Imelda was ready to take her place in the world as an
-inspired priestess of the new realm of thought; of the new truths by
-means of which the world should be renovated and womankind uplifted.
-
-Thus time had slipped by and brought its changes to Imelda. Her mother
-had been laid to rest at her father’s side, and in spite of the desire
-of her friends to share their home, she had made one for herself. Humble
-though her little attic room might be she was queen in its realm.
-
-They were indeed dark days that now fell to the lot of Imelda. It was
-hard to hide the aching heart beneath a smiling exterior, but it was
-part of her daily task, and bravely did she accomplish it. But when she
-returned at night to spend the evening alone in her little room, it was
-then that she was often overcome; it was then that the over tired spirit
-gave way to grief. As she looked around at the many little mementoes of
-earlier and happier days, they brought vividly to her memory the times
-when her father, with his favorite child at his side, had permitted her
-to look into the depths of his artist soul. If home had not always been
-the most pleasant of places, yet at those times she had not known the
-meaning of the word sorrow as she now knew it. Father and mother were
-now sleeping in the silent grave. The brother and sister who ought, by
-nature’s ties, to be more closely drawn to her now than ever before,
-were, she knew not where. And in the new light in which she now looked
-upon the world, she felt more sorrow than anger toward the wayward
-absent ones. O, if she could but have the assurance that the future
-would develop the better part of their natures she felt she could
-willingly forget the past. Could she but find them! She thought that
-perhaps there might yet be a way of reaching their hearts; but never a
-word did she hear from either. If it had not been for the friendship of
-Margaret, who was more and more a true sister to her, her life would
-indeed have been lonely and dark.
-
-Nor was Margaret her only friend. Among the circle of radicals where
-Imelda was a constant attendant she found many that were sympathetic in
-more ways than one, but none attracted her more powerfully than did Mr.
-Roland. He was more like a father than a mere friend, and fatherly had
-often been the advice that the kind and sympathetic old gentleman had
-given her. One other, also, had an influence over her life and strongly
-did she feel herself attracted in this direction. That other was Wilbur
-Wallace. In spite of the love he bore the winsome Margaret, the sad
-dark-eyed Imelda had the power to stir his heart to its very depths.
-Fain would he have folded both sweet girls to his great loving heart and
-cherished them there as priceless treasures. Margaret saw and understood
-what was going on in the heart of the man she loved, but she understood
-also that that which was “her own” would remain her own, and she “feared
-not.”
-
-Margaret was right. Even though Imelda’s head was sometimes pillowed on
-the breast of her lover and even though he should kiss the tears from
-the sad eyes and hush the fear of the trembling lips, what of it? The
-love that was to throw Imelda’s whole being into a tumult was yet to be
-called forth by another. This love that she felt for Wilbur Wallace was
-a sweet, tranquil affection, undisturbed by the passions that clamor for
-possession. Knowing and understanding this, the two girls were more firm
-friends than ever. If now and then Wilbur felt a stronger emotion; an
-emotion that would cost him an effort to subdue, no one but himself was
-aware of it. He knew that the time had not as yet come that it would be
-practicable to give vent to his feelings in the manner that he felt was
-right and natural, and that the well being and happiness of both these
-girls was far too dear to his noble heart for him to cause them one
-needless pang.
-
-Thus matters stood when one day Margaret startled them by stating her
-determination to prepare to go upon the stage. She knew that she
-possessed dramatic talent of no mean order, and had often expressed a
-desire to choose the stage as a means of earning a livelihood. Nor did
-she meet with opposition now from her friends, although they were at
-first somewhat taken aback. Within a week she was in the hands of a
-competent teacher. This, of course, necessitated study, and instead of
-spending so many of her evenings as she had hitherto done in the society
-of Wilbur and Imelda, she was forced to devote her spare time to books.
-This fact caused Imelda and Wilbur to be more often thrown together than
-ever before. Now it was music they practiced together; then it was a new
-book they read and discussed, while now and then they would go and hear
-some good opera. As a general thing when such was the case Margaret
-would go also, as she passionately loved the queens of song; and her
-sweet lips only curved in a happy smile as she observed the good
-understanding between the two whom she so dearly loved. That such a
-thing could be possible as Imelda winning her lover from her never once
-entered Margaret’s mind. And she was right. Wilbur Wallace did not hold
-lightly the gift of his Margaret’s love.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII.
-
-
-Thus matters went on. The cruel, piercing winter months had waned; balmy
-spring with her flattering promises had again visited the land, and in
-turn was now giving place to the sultry days of summer. The tired shop
-girls, behind their counters, looked as though they could barely drag
-their weary limbs along. Imelda had for some time felt as though she
-could not possibly hold out much longer when, near the close of an
-unusually hot and close June day, a lady, small of figure and dressed in
-the airiest of summer costumes, came tripping down the aisle and
-stopping just in front of Imelda’s counter said:
-
-“Some real laces, please.”
-
-With a start and smothered cry of “Alice!” Imelda went forward and the
-little lady caught the stately head and drew it down, imprinting the
-warmest of kisses upon the pale lips.
-
-“Still in the old place? I thought I would find you here, providing you
-had not done as I did—got married and settled down as the queen of some
-fair home.”
-
-A silvery laugh dropped from the cherry lips, but the laugh sounded just
-the least bit forced, and the bright glow on the rounded cheek,—was it
-really the flush of perfect happiness? Imelda looked long and carefully
-into the blue eyes, but though they were clear she could not read within
-their depths, the dimpling smile hid everything, if there was anything
-to hide.
-
-“Why, where did you get your cranky ideas? O, I forget,—you still live
-in Chicago, which city, as I believe, has known many changes, and, I
-suppose, the people who inhabit the dear old place must of course change
-with it. But Harrisburg is a rather conservative town, you know, and
-radical or progressive ideas are not much indulged in by its people. How
-is it? am I right? have you been imbibing some of these new foolish
-notions?”
-
-Imelda smiled. This little chatterbox was rattling on at a great rate,
-on a subject she evidently knew little about, and had already exhausted
-her store of knowledge. What would she think if she knew exactly what
-Imelda’s views at present were? The girl behind the counter had an idea
-that her visitor would be somewhat shocked. So she only answered:
-
-“Maybe I have, it is in the air, you know, like a contagious disease.”
-Alice laughed.
-
-“Is it dangerous?” she asked, but not waiting for a reply she continued:
-
-“Have you time? I would like to have you with me this evening so that we
-could enjoy a quiet dinner together. May I call for you?”
-
-A flush stole over the pale face. When had such a pleasure ever been
-offered her? For a moment she hesitated, then threw scruples to the
-winds.
-
-“Yes; you may come. I will be ready. This is indeed kind of you to make
-me such an offer, and I assure you I shall appreciate it.”
-
-The dainty gloved hand was raised in a mock threatening manner.
-
-“If you speak again in that strain I shall punish you by failing to put
-in an appearance. But I must not forget—your address, please.” Imelda
-wrote name of street and number on a slip of paper and Alice Westcot
-tripped down the aisle and out to where her carriage was in waiting.
-Imelda’s lips quivered as she watched the friend of former days pass
-out.
-
-There were but few of the girls in the store now who had known Alice.
-The few who had seen the meeting between the two wondered who the richly
-attired lady could be who was on intimate terms with the sad faced but
-well liked companion and co-worker who had a smile and kind word for all
-but who made friends with none—none except the jolly, mirth-loving but
-proud Margaret Leland.
-
-Imelda sighed as the form of Alice disappeared. Who would have thought,
-looking at the dainty figure, that in former years she had stood at the
-self-same counter where Imelda now presided. That she had wealth at her
-command was easy to be seen. But was she happy? If she was not she knew
-well how to hide it. No casual observer would have noticed anything
-wrong and when her carriage in the evening drove up to the number that
-Imelda had given her the pretty figure was robed in daintiest white.
-When Imelda appeared in the doorway in her plain black lawn and simple
-sailor hat she hesitated a moment. She knew she would look out of place
-at the side of this richly attired lady, and she would rather not go.
-But already Alice was calling to her to come. “For,” she said, “we want
-a good long evening together and we cannot afford to waste time.”
-
-Imelda hesitated no longer. Why should she? Did the possession of wealth
-alone make Alice Westcot her superior? She told herself, No! They had
-been friends in the days of long ago, Imelda had found Alice a dear
-girl, sweet and pure and true, but for all that she knew that mentally
-this little woman was not her equal.
-
-So she took her place at Alice’s side without further hesitation and
-they were soon whirling along toward one of the beautiful parks. Imelda
-gave herself up to the luxury of such delicious comfort, such sense of
-pleasure as seldom came to her. Alice chattered on at her side, telling
-her all about her life; telling her of the many bright spots it
-contained; of the beautiful home with its richly furnished rooms, its
-charming grounds and surroundings; of the husband who showered wealth
-upon her; of the two pretty blossoms—her little daughters, one dark eyed
-with glossy curls like the father and who was named Meta, while the
-youngest was fair and flaxen-haired like herself, and had been given the
-name of Norma.
-
-Imelda listened like one in a dream. Was Alice’s life all sunshine? She
-made bold to ask her. For a moment the bright sunny face clouded, then a
-silvery laugh rippled from the ripe red lips.
-
-“Why not? Certainly it is sunshine, all sunshine. Have I not everything
-my heart desires? No more hard work, no more eking out and economizing,
-no more planning how to make both ends meet. My husband’s purse is open
-to me always. I have nothing else to do but be happy.”
-
-And then, not giving Imelda time to ask any more questions, she in turn
-began to question her. She poured such an avalanche of questions upon
-her that Imelda did not know which to answer first. So bewildering was
-the torrent that Alice was obliged to repeat them more slowly. Imelda
-answered them all to the satisfaction of the persistent questioner who
-gradually came in possession of all the dark facts that had brought so
-much pain into the young girl’s life and only at the close of the story
-did she understand that Imelda was all alone and her tender little heart
-swelled and two pearly drops fell upon the hands of the girl as she
-lifted them and pressed them to her cheeks.
-
-“My poor, proud girl,” she said, “how you must have suffered! Listen,
-Imelda. How would you like to live with me? O, no!” she said as she
-looked into the surprised eyes of the girl, and read therein a refusal.
-
-“I understand you too well to offer you a home without a way of earning
-it. I understand your proud nature better. But I would like someone
-trustworthy to take care of my little daughters. For really I am too
-much of a butterfly to have so grave a charge on my hands without some
-one more competent to aid me. I do not understand how to train my
-babies. But you, who have had so much experience, would know always what
-to do and they really are such dear little darlings. I am sure you would
-soon learn to love them and then you should be treated as just the lady
-that you are, not as a servant but as my own dear friend, and you should
-have so much time all your own when you might read or paint or study,
-and you shall cultivate that precious talent of yours, music. Say yes,
-dear, you shall never be sorry for it, I promise you,” and the little
-cajoler wound her arm about the neck of the dumb-founded girl and laid
-her face against hers and coaxed and kissed and plead until Imelda gave
-the so much desired promise. Then Alice was happy as a child and said
-that Imelda must leave the store instantly so she could prepare to go
-with her when she should return to her home.
-
-“I expect to remain only a little over a week, and until then you shall
-come and live with me at the hotel where I am staying.” But to this
-Imelda would not listen. It was all so sudden she could hardly realize
-what it involved. A sharp pang entered her heart as she thought of
-Margaret and Wilbur. Ah, yes, it meant to give up these tried and
-trusted friends. No! oh no, she could not leave without devoting some of
-the last hours of her stay in the dear old city that had always been her
-home, to the friends whose lives were so closely woven in with hers. She
-finally succeeded in making Alice understand as much. In the morning
-when she told Margaret, it seemed at first as though she could not
-comprehend it. The large soft eyes filled with tears and the sensitive
-lips quivered when the comprehension came home to her, but she bravely
-choked a sob as she said:
-
-“You are right. Why should you wear out your life, standing day after
-day behind the counter in that store, when opportunities are offered you
-that do not fall to the lot of every working girl. Yes, it is certainly
-my advice to accept this offer, and make the most of it. But I insist
-that you spend the evening with me at my mother’s home. We must make the
-most of your short stay with us.”
-
-Imelda did not refuse. She felt it was not so easy to sunder ties. She
-also felt a sadness steal over her as she thought of how soon she was to
-turn her back upon all the scenes of the old life, and some very sharp
-pangs made themselves manifest.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV.
-
-
-The evening found her with her friends. After supper Wilbur came and was
-told of the projected change. He bent a quick searching glance upon
-Imelda and in the eyes that met his he thought he read a subdued pain.
-All through that evening Imelda was unusually quiet. Wilbur and Margaret
-played and sang but Imelda only listened. Mrs. Leland once in passing
-behind her chair, laid her hand upon the glossy dark hair, slightly
-bending the head so she could look into the dark eyes, saying in a low
-tone:
-
-“Are the dreams of the future not bright, dear Imelda? Don’t let the
-shadows of the past follow you into the future. Keep a brave heart and
-it will be strange if the future does not contain for you something for
-which it is worth your while to work and wait.”
-
-The dark eyes of the girl filled with a pearly mist.
-
-“Thank you, Mrs. Leland. When you, who have certainly seen some of the
-very darkest sides of life can still give such encouragement there must
-indeed be a bright side to all things, only I am parting with so much
-that is pleasant in the present, while the future is yet a sealed book.
-Not knowing what it may contain, it is not very wonderful that I should
-feel the least bit sad.”
-
-“But you are to be an inmate of a beautiful home and the companion of
-the friend of former days.” Imelda smiled.
-
-“Yes, of former days, indeed. In the present she is no longer
-all-sufficient. I have been walking in the pathways of progress. She has
-been lingering in those of blind faith, of contentment and of duty. I
-fear there will be many lonely hours for me.”
-
-“There may be,” said Mrs. Leland, “but also, maybe, you can take this
-little girl by the hand and lead her by your side. Who knows what your
-work in this new life you are about to enter really may be? So be of
-good cheer. At all events it is not to another world, or even to another
-continent you are going. You can send us your thought and your love and
-receive a return in a few days. I know Margaret and Wilbur will both
-expect a great many of the white-winged messengers, and they will keep
-your fingers busy in their spare moments.”
-
-She bent and kissed the warm lips of the girl and passed out of the
-room, soon returning with a basket of luscious fruit. For a time the
-music was hushed while the fruit was discussed. But as all things, the
-best as well as the worst, must come to an end, so with Imelda’s visit
-to her dearly cherished friends. As the evening was far advanced when
-Imelda rose to go home, Margaret coaxed her to remain with her.
-
-“For I am,” she said, “so soon to lose you altogether, that I want to
-make the most of the short remaining time.” But Imelda was longing to be
-alone.
-
-“Not tonight, dear. Tonight you must excuse me. I cannot help it, but I
-have so much to think about, so much to do yet. But tomorrow night, if
-you wish I will come and remain with you,” and with that Margaret had to
-be content. “Instead,” Imelda went on, “I would have you come with me.
-It is not so very late yet, and a walk will do you good. Wilbur will
-make it doubly pleasant coming back. What say you?” But now it was
-Margaret’s turn to shake her head and say:
-
-“Not tonight. But that does not mean that you will be permitted to go
-home alone. Wilbur will take care of you. Will you not?” Wilbur smiled.
-
-“It seems I have nothing to say in the matter but am quietly disposed
-of,” he said with a spice of mischief, “the arrangement suits me,
-however, so I will not object. Or, have you objections, little girlie?”
-He looked at Imelda in such a quizzing manner that the tell-tale blood
-dyed the pale cheeks to a dark crimson.
-
-“If you desire objections, Mr. Impudence, it will not be a difficult
-matter to satisfy you.” Whereupon the young man, in mock humility,
-begged her not to deal with him too severely, plead for pardon, and
-solemnly promised that he would not offend again. Thus laughing and
-jesting they prepared to part for the night. Ready to start Imelda stood
-some moments at the door gazing up into the starlit heavens. Wilbur in
-the meantime wound his arm tenderly about his beloved Margaret. For a
-moment she was enfolded in a close embrace; pressed to his manly breast,
-his lips closed over hers in a tender clinging kiss. “My own precious
-one,” he murmured,—“you love me?”
-
-“As my life.”
-
-Again their lips met, then he stepped forward to Imelda’s side and
-together they walked toward the humble home of the girl. For awhile
-neither spoke, and when at last their voices did find utterance it was
-only to speak of commonplace matters. Their hearts were too full to
-converse much; least of all of that which was uppermost in their minds.
-Imelda’s leaving would make a great change for them all, and Wilbur felt
-that it would make a decided change in his life. He almost feared to
-give expression to his feelings,—certainly not under the starlit
-heavens. So, when after a quiet walk through the nearly silent streets,
-they reached the home which soon would know Imelda no longer, he
-stopped, loth to leave her, and she, as if divining his thought, simply
-said, “Come,” and just as simply he followed her up the three flights of
-stairs into the little room where he threw himself into an arm chair at
-the open window. Imelda was about to strike a light when he said:
-
-“Don’t, please; come and sit here with me. It is easier to talk with
-only the light of the moon.” And Imelda did as he requested, moving her
-chair so that she sat just opposite him, but for awhile it seemed that
-the moon, which was full and flooded the city with its pale silvery
-glory, was not going to prove an inspiration to conversation, for the
-moments slipped by until half an hour had passed, and as yet neither had
-spoken. But now Wilbur turned and laid his hand gently upon that of the
-dreaming girl.
-
-“Imelda!” Low, soft, tremulous, the name dropped from his lips. She
-started. Why was it that the mere sound of her name should thrill her
-so?
-
-“Imelda!” Again the low-spoken name came to her ear like sweet,
-thrilling music, and suddenly, ere she knew how it had happened, she
-found herself encircled by two strong arms, her head pillowed upon the
-heaving breast, and the bearded lips pressed close to hers in a burning
-kiss. Tender words and endearing names greeted her ear.
-
-“O, my darling, it is hard to see you go, not knowing when, if ever, I
-may see you again, and just as you were becoming so dear to me.”
-
-“But Margaret?” came in a trembling whisper from Imelda’s quivering
-lips. He held her closer still as he made answer.
-
-“She is the dearest, sweetest woman that ever loved a man.”
-
-“But she trusts you,” came from the trembling lips.
-
-“And why should she not? Am I not trustworthy? Darling, she knows the
-love I bear her is all her own, and surely, you do not think her so
-small that she should deem it necessary in order to hold her own, my
-heart must be held in such narrow confines that none other, though she
-be equally pure, equally good, may find room therein? You do not think
-that, do you? No, my love; Margaret is too true, too noble a woman to
-fail to understand that no matter how boundless the love may be Imelda
-has won, it cannot detract one iota from that which is hers in her own
-right. I could not love her less if I would, notwithstanding the new
-love which you, my darling, have won, and I cannot believe that Imelda
-has been one of our number all this time without having learned to
-understand that there is nothing so pure as the love that is free, free
-to bring blessings upon the object that inspires that love. Love is
-limitless. Each new object that finds its way to the innermost recesses
-of a true lover’s heart brings new stimulus that each in term may reap
-the benefits, the added blessings that are bound to come with the
-calling into life of each new love.”
-
-Wilbur Wallace was laying his whole soul bare before the pure eyes of
-the young girl, and O, what a storm of emotions swept over her soul!
-What a new import, and how different, these words conveyed from the
-standards that had been taught her from her earliest infancy. A little
-over a year ago she would have believed it to be rank treason to
-passively listen, with such a sweet sense of enjoyment stealing through
-her veins, to such passionate words of love from Wilbur’s lips,—and now?
-Well! try as she would, she could not detect a feeling of guilt. On the
-contrary she was conscious of being very happy at that precise moment,
-and the conviction that had for some time been making itself
-manifest,—that it is right to love, and to enjoy that love, whenever and
-wherever Cupid may make his appearance, was forcing itself more clearly
-upon her mind. She now began to believe and understand that nature is
-right. That love must always be right, and so her answer to Wilbur was
-only to nestle closer to his side.
-
-It was not the first time that he had encircled her waist with his arms,
-and kissed the ripe dewy lips. She had always permitted it, smiling like
-a happy child, as she looked into the pure dark eyes above her. Often he
-had drawn both fair girls to him, an arm about each slender waist, a
-fair and a dark head resting upon either shoulder. Margaret never
-thought that Imelda was robbing her, and into Imelda’s head the idea
-never entered that such proceedings were not right, although he had
-never folded her quite so closely, nor pressed her lips so firmly as he
-had done tonight, and now she felt he was giving expression to more than
-the friendship he had hitherto tendered her. With a mighty bound her
-heart told her that Wilbur loved her! And Imelda?
-
-O well, she was a woman! and as far as we have known her we have every
-reason to pronounce her a true woman, true to all of nature’s holiest
-instincts. So, who would or who could blame her when she gave herself up
-to the subtle warmth that had crept into her heart and pervaded her
-whole being? She felt her pulses throb and thrill, and knew she was
-under the influence of the sweetest of all human emotions, but feeling
-them to be pure she gave herself up to the influence of the hour, and to
-the love that had unawares crept into her life.
-
-Yes! Imelda now knew that she loved, even as she was loved, and the
-minutes passed until they grew to hours—hours of pure holy joy, and when
-Wilbur left her the dawn had crept into the east, and with his kisses
-resting upon her lips she still sat at the open window, dreaming of the
-raptures that life—sweetened by magic love—had brought her. And soon the
-waking dreams merged into the sleep of youth and innocence as the brown
-eyes closed; and still the smile hovered about the dewy red lips as they
-in tender cadence whispered—“Wilbur!”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV.
-
-
-The morning hours passed. The sun rose high in the heavens and still
-Imelda slept; slept until the noonday rays fell across the fair flushed
-face. The heat soon made the room uncomfortably warm, waking the
-sleeping maiden who, confused at first, did not understand how she came
-to be sleeping at the open window. But all in a moment memory returning
-with a swift rush, brought back the sweet hours of the departed night.
-The red life blood stained the fair cheek and obeying the first impulse
-Imelda’s face was buried in her hands, hiding the blushes that stained
-it. Such holy memories she would keep hidden even from the sun’s bright
-rays. Then brushing the tangled tresses from her brow she cooled the
-burning face with fresh cold water, darkened her room and disrobing lay
-down upon her bed to rest the aching limbs that had become cramped by
-reclining so long in an uncomfortable position.
-
-But the desire to sleep had fled. Thoughts in the brown head revolved in
-chaotic confusion. The sweet love dream wove rosy fancies until chased
-by the more realistic thoughts of the near future, causing a feeling of
-sadness until rose-hued love again conquered.
-
-Thus for an hour or more, in sweet reveries indulging, and when the
-excited nerves were becoming soothed, and soft slumber gently closing
-the drowsy eyes, a low rap sounded upon the door. The next minute
-Margaret was sitting upon the edge of the bed, chaffing and teasing
-Imelda for being so lazy.
-
-“It is easy to be seen,” she was saying, “that you were born for
-something better than standing behind a counter, measuring laces. What a
-perfect lady you would make, to be sure. Your very first holiday you
-must use in practicing the airs, the manners of a fine lady.” Her clear
-sweet laugh rang out while she bent and kissed the red lips of her
-friend.
-
-Imelda’s soft rounded arms wound themselves about the fair form bending
-above her and drew her close to her fast beating heart. Laying her lips
-to Margaret’s pink shell-like ears, she rapidly whispered; then drawing
-back, eagerly did she look into the now quiet and pretty sobered face of
-Margaret, who seemed to have sunk into deep thought.
-
-“Margaret,” whispered Imelda. “Margaret what have you to say?” The large
-blue eyes rested lovingly on the dark face before her, darker hued still
-because of the burning blushes that were mantling it. Margaret’s answer
-was to bend low and lay her face close to hers. Her eyes shone brightly
-as she clasped Imelda to her breast.
-
-“What have I to say? Why, as you followed the dictates of your heart you
-have done perfectly right. Wilbur is so grand so noble a man, how can a
-woman help loving him? You did not think I would find fault with you for
-doing precisely as I have done? Maybe, if I thought it were possible
-that you could win him away from me it might be that I would not treat
-the matter so coolly,” [a new light dawned in Margaret’s eyes] “for I am
-only human, and I love him, O, how I love him! I find in him my nearest
-realization of heaven—as I can think it. He is to me life itself. If the
-star of my love were suddenly to set I think my life would go out with
-it. My love has power to sway me like a storm-tossed bark, like a mighty
-oak in the wind. And you, Imelda? Tell me what is your love like.” The
-waves of rich blood were flooding the face of the questioned girl.
-
-“Not like that,” she said. “Mine is a quiet joy; it is peace; it is
-balm. Like oil on troubled waters; a calm after a storm; a haven of
-rest. To lose him would bring me pain, deep and lasting, but not a
-complete wreck. But O, Margaret, I don’t want to think of anything like
-that. The mere thought hurts.”
-
-How long the girls would have gone on in this strain can never be known,
-for at this moment a rap again resounded on the door of the room.
-Imelda, frightened, quickly drew the covers closely about her form, the
-next moment she was merrily joining in the silvery laugh of Alice who
-had entered without waiting to be bidden. The dainty figure was attired
-in rich black lace that became the lily fairness of the sweet face
-exceedingly well. It was the first meeting between Margaret and Alice.
-
-“A pretty, merry child,” was Margaret’s inward comment.
-
-“Proud and haughty,” was Alice’s first thought. That was always the
-first impression Margaret made on others, and only in the measure that
-new acquaintances won their way into her heart did she unbend; only to
-the nearest and dearest did she show the child of nature that she really
-was. It was not long, however, until winsome, pretty Alice had found
-that way, and for a while Margaret dropped the proud air that became her
-so well and descended to the mimic and burlesque. She recited selections
-of emotions and passion, until tears filled the eyes of her auditors,
-then suddenly, in the twinkling of an eye, the broad brogue of Irish
-Bridget caused them, with blinded eyes, to hold their sides, convulsed
-with laughter. Then followed a negro song, ending with an Indian
-war-whoop; whereupon she sat down upon the floor at their feet and asked
-them if they did not think it rather foolish to so exert themselves with
-laughing, such a warm day. “It is so exhausting, you know, and so
-vulgar!” and waving her fan back and forward in the most approved
-languid, lady-like style, she elevated her slightly retrousse nose,
-while her companions went into new convulsions of laughter.
-
-Leaving them to recover their composure she rose and stepping to the
-window drew aside the curtains. In a moment she was lost to her
-surroundings; her thoughts following her eyes into the distance, into
-the future. Incomprehensible dreamer she was, as she gazed up into the
-azure sky. The pearly teeth sank deep into the crimson lips. Tightly the
-white slender hands were interlaced, while the large eyes became soft
-and lustrous, a mist rising therein, and presently tears were falling
-upon the folded hands, recalling her from dreamland to the realistic
-present. Just then Imelda’s arm was wound about the snowy neck and her
-quick eye caught sight of the tear drops. Her heart gave a quick
-apprehensive bound.
-
-“What is it?” grasped the paling lips as she caught the tear-bedewed
-hands in hers. “Am I the cause?”
-
-But already Margaret’s mood had changed; a bright smile played about the
-sensitive mouth.
-
-“No, dearest,” she said, “how could you.”
-
-But Imelda was not so easily satisfied. The cruel fear entered her heart
-that Wilbur might be the cause. The painful thought was reflected in her
-eyes. All in an instant Margaret understood. Folding her arms about her
-friend’s neck she said:
-
-“Not that, Imelda, never that! I am not so foolish, but I do not
-understand myself today. It is a day of my many moods. I am as changeful
-as an April day. I was thinking of the future, what it may bring me. Do
-not think, silly child, that your pure love for Wilbur has caused my
-tears. Not of that was I thinking. Oh, the curse of poverty! I love
-beautiful things. I love fame. I love wealth. I love a home, and I love
-little children. [This last came almost in a whisper.] What will, oh
-what will the future bring? Any of these? and which of these? will any
-of my dreams be realized? Sometimes a sort of despair comes over me when
-I think of the hours of trial, of pain, of suffering my dear mother has
-been compelled to endure, with her nature so well fitted to enjoy and to
-bless. A kind of wild anger sometimes takes possession of me. It has
-been nothing but plod and work. Then I think if her fate is to be mine,
-over again, I could curse the day I was born.
-
-“But those feelings do not often last long. The determination to conquer
-buoys me up. I mean to sway the world, and—I will! I will fight for
-freedom until I obtain it. I will not permit myself to be shackled and
-fettered. Society has placed fetters enough upon me at my birth; and I
-will not add to their number. Free as the wild winds I mean to be. I
-will conquer fate. The day shall dawn that victory shall be mine; and
-then those I love shall be happy as the laughing sunshine of a summer’s
-day.
-
-“And to curb some one else!—to curb you, my sweet Imelda, could I do
-that and be consistent with my ideas of justice? Never again, my dear
-girl, never again insult me with that suspicion. Now good bye, my
-precious one, this evening I expect you to be with me.”
-
-Bending she kissed her, and without bestowing a single glance upon the
-surprised Alice, Margaret was gone ere Imelda had fully comprehended her
-meaning.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI.
-
-
-Imelda had seen Margaret in similar moods before, and she knew of the
-intensity that sometimes lurked beneath the smiling exterior. She knew
-Margaret’s most dearly cherished desire was some day to be a mother. To
-press the rosy dimpled infant, the child of the man her heart owned
-king—to her jubilant heart was her dream of dreams. But with this gift
-that she so craved she demanded no common conditions and environments.
-To call into being a perfect child she must be a perfect mother, and she
-understood, only too well, that she could not be that, surrounded with
-imperfect conditions.
-
-Something had vividly portrayed this dream before her eyes today. Imelda
-understood the fierce storm of emotions that sometimes shook the nature
-of the proud girl to its very foundations. But Alice did not understand.
-She was rather frightened than otherwise at the storm that had so
-suddenly burst from the lips that had but a short time previously been
-overflowing with gayest merriment. The depths of feelings thus exhibited
-was a revelation to her. She had never heard such wild, such passionate
-words from any one, much less from the lips of a woman. In a helpless
-manner she turned to Imelda for explanation. But Imelda appeared to have
-forgotten the presence of Alice, as she sat blankly staring after the
-receding form and at the door through which she had passed, and only
-after Alice had twice spoken her name was she recalled to herself. With
-a deep heart-felt sigh she arose and began arranging her simple toilet,
-but never a word did she say of the queer manner of her friend, until
-again the voice of Alice aroused her.
-
-“What was it you said? O, the meaning of this strange outburst. I don’t
-know if I would be able to explain the moods of Margaret. I doubt if
-anyone could explain them, but she is the dearest, sweetest, noblest
-woman that ever lived. Her life, like mine, has been overshadowed by
-those of her parents. She understands the meaning of the finger of
-scorn, and her proud spirit rebels against it.”
-
-“The finger of scorn? What do you mean? Explain yourself.”
-
-“Margaret’s mother is a divorced woman.”
-
-“A divorced woman!” broke, in a surprised cry, from the lips of the
-young woman. Another question seemed to hover on them, but checking
-herself she waited an answer. Imelda smiled. She understood what was
-going on in the other’s mind. When, in all the past, had a woman gone
-through the dread ordeal of the divorce court that the world in general
-and women in particular did not believe that she was not in some way to
-blame for all the shame that had been heaped upon her? She who had the
-strength to dare to go through the calumny of the divorce court was, in
-the minds of many, composed of some grosser material than that was used
-in the composition of women in general, and little Alice Westcot was by
-no means above the common.
-
-How could she be? Had she ever been taught otherwise? She had yet to
-learn that the divorced woman, instead of being a coarse-grained
-creature of the slums is more often possessed of a nature most refined,
-and far superior to her surroundings. She had yet to learn that it was
-for that very reason, often, that the divorced woman bears the shame,
-the disgrace and the calumny heaped upon her by the cruel process of the
-law, in order to escape a state so distasteful to her sensitive soul
-that death itself is preferable to the continued endurance of bondage.
-Imelda knowing this could only smile, but she hastened to say:
-
-“Yes! her mother was married to a man that Margaret is anything but
-proud to acknowledge as a father. He was coarse and brutal; often
-descending to so low a level as to strike the woman who was the mother
-of his children. Margaret’s mother was a woman very sensitive and
-refined. The only wonder to me is that she ever could have made the
-selection that she did, unless the fact that she was little more than a
-child could be considered an explanation. He drank, he cursed her, he
-struck her. He did not provide. The more she worked the less did he do,
-and the more he depended upon her efforts to gain a livelihood, until
-finally one day she took her babes (she had two of them) in her arms and
-left the man who had made of her life such a miserable ruin.
-
-“As time passed he sought to induce her, by every effort in his power,
-to return to him; but his efforts were unavailing. She would rather, she
-says, have thrown herself with a babe clasped in either arm into the
-cold waves of the darkly flowing river than again return to the bondage
-from which she had escaped. For, added to all the other indignities she
-had been forced to bear, were the constant outrages perpetrated upon her
-womanhood, and which she could no longer endure.”
-
-“The brute!” broke, in a passionate exclamation, from the lips of Alice.
-
-Not heeding the interruption, save by a quick sharp glance at the young
-woman by which glance she noticed that her lips were compressed and the
-delicate hand clinched, she proceeded with her story.
-
-“Finding her mother could not be induced to return he finally entered a
-suit for divorce, and here the demon nature of the man showed itself in
-its most depraved form. It would have been the easiest thing in the
-world to have obtained a divorce upon the grounds of desertion, as
-nothing could ever have induced her to return to him, but that did not
-suit his vile purpose. He circulated all the unclean, defaming reports
-about her that his low mind could concoct, which brought Mrs. Leland to
-the verge of insanity.
-
-“At last it was all over. Once more she was a free woman, but defamed
-and disgraced before the world. It was then she registered a vow that
-the world should yet pay her the respect that was her due, and nobly has
-she kept her word. Her daughter Margaret can go with head erect into the
-best society, while she herself is everywhere treated with the most
-marked respect. But for all that, Margaret has oft times felt the stigma
-her father has placed upon her mother, and through her upon her own
-name, and many of these fierce outbursts,—one of which you have just
-witnessed, are due to that fact. But Margaret, like her mother, is pure
-gold, and no taint remains upon her, or upon her equally true and pure
-mother.”
-
-As Imelda finished speaking she finished also her toilet, and sinking
-into a low rocker, in a tired manner, laid her head against its back.
-Presently Alice slipped forward and knelt at her side. She laid her face
-against Imelda’s knees but said nothing. For a few moments the young
-girl permitted her to retain this position, then laying her hand upon
-the fair head and gently brushing the blond hair from the white temples,
-said:
-
-“What is it, Alice?” A change had come over the merry features. A
-hitherto unthought-of sadness dwelt in the light eyes where also a
-suspicious moisture was visible, and with a noticeable effort she
-conquered something that was gathering in her throat.
-
-“Nothing,” she replied. “What should I have to say? Only Mrs. Leland’s
-history has placed a new light upon divorce in my eyes. I have never
-heard a case thus discussed, or seen it placed in such light before. She
-was at all events a brave woman, and I would like to meet her. As for
-Margaret I know I shall always love her.”
-
-“If you really wish to meet Mrs. Leland nothing will be easier,” Imelda
-said. “I am to spend the evening with them. You can accompany me and
-judge for yourself.”
-
-“Thank you. But you must remember, Margaret has not invited me. So you
-see I cannot go.”
-
-“Nonsense! I see nothing of the kind. Margaret is not responsible for
-the oversight she has committed and I will take it upon myself to
-introduce you into their pretty but simple home. But really, I feel
-hungry. I have not taken food today, and my stomach demands its rights.”
-
-“Not taken food today? Why, Imelda! what do you mean? Do you know what
-time it is?”
-
-“I must confess that I have not been troubling myself to ascertain, so
-cannot answer your question.”
-
-“Well, you seem to attach little importance to the craving of the inner
-man—or woman, which is it in this case?” laughed Alice. “But for all
-that, will answer my question myself for the enlightenment of your
-pitiful ignorance. It is now half past two. I am usually not any too
-early a riser myself but long ere this I generally have eaten my second
-meal.”
-
-“Little gourmand!” smiled Imelda. “I wonder you do not say it is time
-for a third one.” Alice laughed lightly.
-
-“That is a libel,” she said. “I protest; but in order that you may be no
-longer exposed to the danger of starving yourself I insist that you now
-go with me. I will take care of you in the most approved style.”
-
-Imelda protested. “A glass of milk, some fruit and a piece of cake, will
-be all-sufficient and I have a supply of that on hand.” But Alice
-insisted so strenuously that Imelda succumbed and in a short time both
-were comfortably seated at a table in a restaurant awaiting the dainty
-viands that Alice had ordered notwithstanding the protesting looks of
-Imelda. But Alice only laughingly shook her head and proceeded to call
-for some little extras. It seemed to afford her a peculiar pleasure to
-press these little attentions. She was happy to be able to contribute
-towards furnishing some little pleasure for the friend for whom she knew
-life had hitherto not turned the sunniest side, and Imelda soon came to
-understand that it was useless to protest against her friend’s
-generosity.
-
-Having finished their meal they seated themselves in the carriage that
-stood in waiting, and were soon bowling along the shady drives. For
-awhile thought was busy with each of the fair occupants. Imelda was
-thinking of the changes that had come into her life, past and present.
-How many sighs, how many tears lay in the bitter past. She shuddered as
-with cold, on this blazing hot day. No, no! She was done with it. She
-did not desire to resurrect its skeleton memories, even though some
-dearly loved ones belonged to that past. But the present? Were not the
-changes the present was bringing also fraught with bitterness? Yes, but
-not without hope. The green banner of hope was held high, indicating the
-coming of better times. There would be sweet memories mixed with the
-pain of parting. And the future? She would win it, she would conquer it.
-She would not be less brave than Margaret who so earnestly vowed to
-conquer all obstructions.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII.
-
-
-While such thoughts surged through the brain of Imelda, what was it that
-clouded the brow of fair Alice, causing now and then the ruby lips to
-part with a tremulous sigh? What caused the eyes to grow dim, the
-child-like mouth to quiver? Was there a skeleton in her closet also? Ah,
-could we always but lift the veil and look underneath! What aching,
-breaking hearts the smiling lips sometimes mask. Imelda looked up just
-in time to see a bright drop splashing upon the dainty gloved hand, but
-which was hastily brushed away. Another moment and the young woman was
-laughing and chatting in a way that showed a light and merry (?) heart
-underneath, and Imelda forbore to question. The two had a very nice
-drive, enjoying the parks and open air sports. The hours of rest were
-doing Imelda a world of good, reviving her spirits and calling a rosy
-hue to the pale face.
-
-The evening found them at the home of the Lelands, where they were both
-heartily welcomed. Alice watched the faces about her, wondering whose
-lover the handsome Wilbur Wallace was. She read in his face an almost
-worshipful love when his eyes rested on the proudly regal Margaret,
-while they followed with a passionate intensity every movement of the
-queenly Imelda, which glance would soften to a holy glow when he bent
-his head above her and when his hand touched hers. Alice felt the warmth
-of Mrs. Leland’s motherly manner, and soon found that her heart was in
-every word she uttered. Although here and there a silver thread could be
-seen among the brown, her manner was as bright and youthful as that of
-the young girl’s. Later the generous hostess brought in fruits, cake and
-cream, and merry sallies were passed round, while the refreshments were
-being discussed. Music and singing came in also for their share, and
-Alice felt that she had passed a very pleasant evening indeed.
-
-The absence of all formality was not the least pleasing feature. The
-naturalness of every movement and action was refreshing in the extreme
-to Alice, whom the wealth of her husband had led, during the years of
-her married life, into those circles of society where empty phrases and
-society small talk are paramount, but which must be delivered in a
-stiff, formal, cut and dried manner. To talk, to act, to laugh, to eat,
-to drink, to sleep, to rule—that is society life; anything but to be
-natural. O, how homelike the little circle was! The evening passed by
-and the time came for parting. Margaret reminded Imelda of her promise
-of yesternight, and tendered the same invitation to Alice, but the
-latter did not accept.
-
-“No! no! I would only be intruding. It is enough that I am about to
-separate these precious friends without intruding upon the last days and
-hours they can have together. With many thanks for the pleasant evening
-I have spent I will bid you good night. Tomorrow is another day when I
-shall see you again.” Leaning back in the cushions of her carriage she
-was rapidly driven to her hotel. Wilbur kissed both fair girls and for a
-moment his arms wound about Imelda’s form. She could feel the beating of
-his heart and heard his rapid breathing. She smiled into his face, wound
-her arms about his neck, laid her cheek against his, for an instant
-touched her lips to his whispered “Good night,” and the next instant had
-slipped from his embrace, and from the room.
-
-Margaret was standing at the window gazing at the starry heavens when
-she heard the door close after Imelda’s retreating form. Turning she saw
-that they two were alone. Again she turned to the window giving him time
-to recover himself, and when a few minutes later she crossed the room to
-his side Wilbur had regained his composure. She laid both hands upon his
-shoulder and looked into the dark eyes.
-
-“Wilbur,” she whispered. Only that one word, the mention of his name,
-but O, it spoke volumes. The next moment he had caught her to his breast
-and covered the fair face with kisses.
-
-“My darling! my darling!” he said. “You love me, you trust me?” There
-was a suspicious moisture in the dark blue eyes as she crept closer into
-his arms.
-
-“You know I do.” The girl’s heart was passing through a fiery ordeal.
-Would she prove pure gold? Long were they locked in each other’s
-embrace, not a word was spoken, but the lips were sealed each with the
-vibrating glowing lips of the other. Holding her thus close he drew her
-to his knee as he sank into the swelling cushions of an arm chair, and
-Imelda’s dark head had for several hours pressed the snowy pillow ere
-Margaret sought her side. She leaned over and kissed her on the forehead
-when the white lids opened and the soft arms closed about the neck of
-her friend. Thus the two clasped in each other’s arms a dark head and a
-fair one pressing the same pillow, their breath mingling, they fell
-asleep, and not until Mrs. Leland gently shook them and laughingly
-called them the seven sleepers, did they awake.
-
-“I am afraid you would be ‘my ladies’ of the first water could you live
-according to your inclination. I believe girls are naturally lazy.” Thus
-teasing and laughing she moved about opening the shutters and letting in
-the bright sunshine.
-
-“Only see how you have let the golden hours of the morning fly away
-lazily hugging your bed.” But the smiling faces on the pillow did not
-look as though this moralizing had anything to do with them. Margaret
-saucily told her mother that she (her mother) was only sorry that she
-could not lie there at that hour and enjoy a lazy nap, but if she would
-be kind enough to cease moving about and give them a little chance they
-would think the matter over, and in a little while come downstairs and
-have some breakfast.
-
-“Which means, you saucebox, that I am to leave the room and go to
-prepare your breakfast. Very well, Miss Indolence, but I hope you will
-condescend to make your appearance when it is prepared.” Thus bright and
-cheerful the new day began, and in a little while fresh and rosy,
-attired in white muslin dresses they made their appearance. Margaret had
-insisted that Imelda should wear one of her own snowy robes for the
-morning.
-
-“I am tired of seeing you in this everlasting black.” So the somber gown
-had been laid aside and when later in the day Alice came to carry Imelda
-off she clapped her little hands in delight at the sight of the spotless
-robes. She wanted her to retain the pretty dress for the day, but to
-this Imelda would not consent, so she had her way. Then Alice asked
-Margaret to join them for the day. “I shall need your advice and help.”
-Both girls looked up with a questioning glance, but Alice shook her head
-and said:
-
-“No! I will answer no questions, only come.” They were not long in
-doubt, however, as to what it was that Alice wanted Margaret’s advice
-for. They drove up to a large dress goods emporium where they selected a
-variety of beautiful fabrics. Soft gray woolens and dainty white
-muslins; also a handsome black silk. At first Imelda did not understand
-that they were meant for her; and when she realized it; it was too late
-to protest. She was scarcely more than half pleased, as Alice counted
-out the price for the pretty material, and made up her mind to accept it
-only as a loan, and so she told Alice. Alice did not object, only said:
-
-“There are many things you will need and it will not be a question of
-how soon you will return the amount; that can be settled some day when
-you leave me. I would far rather, however, have made you a present of
-these few necessary articles.” Imelda flushed.
-
-“If you do not wish to offend me, you will cease to speak in such a
-strain. I can understand that I look very much out of place with my
-plain black muslins, but as your companion, nursery governess to your
-children I will hardly need much costly apparel.”
-
-“As my friend,” corrected Alice. “Whatever else you may be; whatever
-position you may insist upon filling, I wish it distinctly understood
-that you are my friend. An orphan, in reduced circumstances, if you
-will, but always, most assuredly my friend.” Thus the matter was settled
-for the present. Imelda bit her lip. Alice did not understand that the
-act of kindness, as she meant it to be, was, and must be most galling to
-the proud spirited girl; but no further comments were made at that time.
-The fair trio with their purchases next drove to a dressmaking
-establishment. Under protest Imelda was measured, and the order given to
-have the dresses made on short notice.
-
-“You have nothing to say in this, only to obey,” Alice had said with
-merry laughter. Thus the days slipped by one after another, until
-Imelda’s trunks were packed, awaiting the expressman to take them to the
-depot. She herself was arrayed in her traveling dress, a plain soft gray
-serge, seated at the window awaiting her friends who had promised to
-escort her to the depot, Alice having said that she would meet her
-there. Tears stood in her eyes as she let them wander over the familiar
-objects that she was to take leave of now forever. Many a little trifle
-was stored away in the bottom of her trunks, but other and larger
-articles she was now forced to part with. Many a token had been given to
-Margaret, but there were still others that had to be disposed of, which
-Wilbur had promised to do, and as she now heard a familiar step coming
-up the stairs she quickly, with a convulsive start, laid her hand upon
-her heart and turned her face to the window. Another moment an arm had
-drawn her into a close embrace and she lay sobbing upon a manly breast.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-
-Quite a while she lay thus, for the first time giving full vent to her
-feelings. She had not intended to do so, but of what avail are good
-resolutions when the heart is full to overflowing; when every fiber
-clings to some loved object from which it is about to be separated, and
-she had not known how close her heart had clung and was clinging to this
-handsome, noble man, this lover of her best, her almost only friend. In
-spite of all the teachings and theorizing of later days the thought
-would steal into her mind—was it right? Is it right? Was she, O, was she
-wronging that noble girl? But Margaret’s clear eyes still wore the same
-sweet, shining light that they had always been wont to wear. Always
-cheerful, always loving. If she considered herself wronged she certainly
-understood how to most successfully hide it.
-
-But in giving shape and being to such a thought, was she not wronging
-Margaret? Her ideas of right and wrong were far too lofty to permit her
-for one instant to entertain such a sentiment. Would not the idea that
-those precious friends by their love were wronging her, be equivalent to
-placing a curb upon the natural outpourings of their hearts? Would not
-this thought be an infringement on personal liberty? To prove that she
-had been wronged Margaret must analyze the how! Could it in this case be
-otherwise than that some one person had taken or appropriated something
-that was her own, her personal property? Now how could any one rob her
-of her own? She knew and felt that that which was her own no one else
-could take from her, for just as soon as that which she had thought her
-own was appropriated by another, the unquestionable, the insurmountable
-truth confronted her that the said object had not been her own. Or,
-again, if such could once have been the case it proved now her inability
-to hold it and consequently at the same time proved her unworthiness.
-Are we, is anyone, justified in an attempt to forcibly retain that which
-in nature is attracted elsewhere?
-
-Margaret in her reasoning would have answered “No!” Therefore it was the
-height of folly to speak of robbing her. And when the object in
-question, as in this case, was the heart of a man, was it not a question
-so easily answered as not to leave a shadow of doubt that he who bore
-the heart in question in his bosom was the natural owner thereof, and as
-such, was possessed of the indisputable right to dispose of it?
-
-But Imelda, through his love for her, might sway that heart? O, yes!
-that was her right, as he had granted it to her. That another, equally
-pure and good girl had the power to win and sway him also proved only to
-her that his nature was more grand, his character more noble, his mind
-more pure, and his heart vastly larger than that of other men. No!
-Margaret did not feel herself wronged, although she knew that Imelda
-held an equally warm place in his great heart.
-
-But as yet Imelda did not fully realize and understand the full grandeur
-of Margaret’s nature; how wholly uncalled for her fears were; and when
-she gave expression to this fear that was making havoc with her peace,
-Wilbur who knew and understood the noble sentiments of his brave
-Margaret answered the agitated girl:
-
-“Where is the usually clear-headed woman, the woman who has discussed so
-often these questions of right and wrong? of individual liberty, of
-universal liberty? the question of the emancipation of women from sex
-slavery? the woman who has been claiming and agitating for herself, and
-for her much wronged sex, the right to the indisputable ownership of
-herself? In accordance with all this, would you now place all your
-holiest and purest feelings and desires in a bondage most unnatural?
-Would you not by such action admit the right of one person to dictate a
-‘thou shalt’ and ‘thou shalt not’ to another? Look up, my sweet. You do
-not think me, and believe me, still so far in the old ruts and so deep
-in the old superstitions and prejudices that in order to love one girl I
-must prove false and disloyal in my allegiance to another.
-
-“See! as yet we have not arrived at the point of action. We have not yet
-the strength to stand and walk alone. As yet we are only theorizing. The
-few advocates of Love in Liberty with whom we have been associating in
-an intimate circle are not egotistic enough to expect our women, our
-girls, to shake off the restraining hands of society and act in accord
-with their beliefs and views. That would mean ostracism. We dare not
-place so heavy a load upon weak shoulders without giving them the
-assurance that at all events their future is provided for. Stern,
-demoralizing poverty binds our hands, and until ways and means are found
-which will show us in a clear light the road we are to travel we must
-conquer nature’s desires and wait, patiently wait. But shall this
-circumstance prevent us also from folding the sweet loved ones to our
-hearts and from laying the kiss of pure and holy love upon their lips?
-Never! Imelda, you would not ask it. What is it to us if the whole world
-declares the human heart is capable of only one small dwarfed love. We
-know better; we who have been developing under Nature’s teachings. We
-will follow nature’s promptings and permit our hearts to expand in the
-sunshine of their beauty, wherever and whenever this beauty bursts in
-its glory upon us.”
-
-Placing his hand gently under and raising the tear-wet face until he
-could look into the shining moist eyes, and bending low his lips pressed
-hers in a long and lingering kiss, and by and by under the influence of
-his caresses and soothing words a quiet peace stole over Imelda, only
-that subtle pain that held her heart, as with an icy grip would torment
-her and—well she knew what caused it.
-
-“But,—‘Harrisburg’”—Wilbur was speaking—“is not the end of the world by
-any means. We will meet again, my love. I feel it. Probably when the
-clouds have passed away, when we can see clearer and know what we can do
-and ought to do. And then, who knows, in that unknown future into which
-you are about to step, may be a work for you to perform. Your destiny
-may be lying awaiting your coming. There you may find him who will prove
-your best loved one. Nay, sweet one; shake not your head. I am not vain
-enough, not conceited enough to think that I alone should possess the
-power to sway your gentle heart. No! I hope you may prove yourself
-stronger and greater than the common everyday woman, whose ideal of pure
-love is centered in one poor, weak mortal with his one, two, perhaps
-more, sterling good qualities yet who will prove himself lacking in
-others equally good, nay, perhaps better qualities, which will be
-represented in another man but which by her must be passed by unnoticed
-because not centered in the person of her one love. No! my darling. I
-hope the time will come when a grander passion will come to you than I
-have inspired.”
-
-Wilbur smiled as he again folded her close and kissed the trembling
-lips. “I appreciate the sweet tender love that fills and swells your
-gentle breast, but I know, if you do not, that it will be another than
-myself who will be able to shake this woman’s heart of yours to the very
-foundation of your being. Under the influence of a mightier love than
-you have yet felt you will awake to your full strength. Then will come
-the time when you will arise to the height and glory of your work in the
-cause of humanity, in the cause of womankind.”
-
-He spoke the words soothingly, smoothing the glossy dark braids, as if
-thereby to cause the pain of the present hour to gently pass over. Did
-he feel that his words would prove prophetic? With a swift motion
-peculiar to herself she threw her head slightly back looking upward into
-the earnest eyes, taking his face between both her hands, she said,
-softly, gently:
-
-“Wilbur, you are a man among men! A friend whom any woman might well
-count a priceless treasure. Whether or not it is true that my heart will
-find another whom, in time, it will own king, this much I do know, that
-I know of no place where I would rather rest than in your strong
-sheltering arms, but the time has come that I must stand alone. I am
-about to weigh the last anchor that holds me to the old life. In a few
-hours I shall be speeding away, cut loose from all the old ties. I will
-be brave now, and calmly look the coming time squarely in the face.”
-Saying which she disengaged herself from the encircling arms.
-
-“Where is Margaret?” Scarcely had the question dropped from her lips
-when the answer came just outside the door.
-
-“Here! I am late, I know, and that too when I wanted to be here early in
-order to have one more hour with my darling girl, ere we are parted. But
-mamma was quite sick this morning; something unusual for her, as she
-generally has such good health. I left her sleeping, however, and
-feeling much better.” This last in answer to the anxious inquiry that
-fell from two pairs of lips at the same time.
-
-“O, my precious, precious darling, must I really lose you? I cannot
-realize that it can be true that I am to lose my friend, my Imelda;” and
-the two girls sank into each other’s arms, clasping each other in a
-tender loving embrace, mingling their pain and tears. Wilbur stepped to
-the window and studied the tops of the buildings upon which he gazed in
-order to give these two tried and true friends an opportunity for a last
-exchange of a multitude of thoughts and emotions that were thronging
-their breasts and seeking utterance in incoherent speech. But time is
-merciless in its flight. Wilbur turned to remind the girls that the
-final moments were drawing very near.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX.
-
-
-“Mrs. Westcot will be getting uneasy if we tarry longer and indeed we
-certainly will have no time to lose if we wish to meet our little friend
-at the appointed hour.”
-
-Thus admonished the girls made haste to prepare to leave. A few minutes
-later the three were seated in a car hurrying toward their destination.
-Imelda had bade Mrs. Leland farewell the evening before—at whose home
-had been spent the last evening the three friends were together. She had
-also found present there quite a number of her radical friends whom Mrs.
-Leland had notified of the coming departure of Imelda Ellwood; and had
-invited them to meet her at her home. All who had received an invitation
-had come, for Imelda was a favorite and had found her way into many
-hearts. All were sorry to lose the society of the intelligent young lady
-friend and co-worker in the cause of humanity. None had expressed more
-deep regret at the loss they were all about to sustain than our white
-haired friend, Mr. Roland. He had taken Imelda by the hand, long and
-earnestly had he spoken, giving her much fatherly advice, privately and
-otherwise, as to the life she was about to enter upon. Among total
-strangers the fact that Alice Westcot had been a girl friend in former
-days did not weigh much with the old man. She was only one weak woman.
-In the midst of these new surroundings Imelda would often find it
-difficult to walk erect and self-reliant in the new path.
-
-“It will hardly be an atmosphere of truth,” said he, “with which you
-will be surrounded, but rather one of deceit and falsehood. Your powers
-of discerning the pure from the debased will be severely tried. There
-will be work to be done, for the true worker is ever on the alert. You
-must be an opportunist, ever awaiting the chance to strike while the
-iron is hot. Ever keep your eyes open. Point out the defects of a rotten
-system; the unholiness of an unmated marriage; the uncleanness of lives
-united without love; the loathsomeness of keeping up the semblance of
-love when it has long since become a putrid corpse. Keep your mind
-clear. Never let lust—passion—in the guise of love, draw near your side,
-tainting your fresh young life with sickening noisomeness. It is
-difficult to see clear in the dark labyrinth of society customs, and you
-may stumble and fall. And oh, the difficulty of rising after such fall!
-If it requires almost unlimited strength to obtain a firm foothold at
-any time in the whirlpool of fashion and custom, it will require
-strength superhuman to rise in a struggle in which you have once sunk,
-and it will take all your strength of will power, all your keen sense of
-honor and justice, all your sweet natural purity and self conscious
-pride to always hold that queenly head erect and walk firmly among the
-slippery pitfalls that unseen may lie along your every path.”
-
-It was not a very pleasant contemplation that her aged friend had called
-up before Imelda’s mental view, but probably a much needed and wholesome
-lesson. “Forewarned is forearmed,” and if Imelda’s future was to escape
-the temptation that so often besets the lives of beautiful women, so
-much the better for her, as it would save her many little struggles of
-the soul. But on the other hand it would never tend to harm her that she
-knew something of the dark precipices of life. So she thanked Mr. Roland
-for the well meant kindness that had prompted his words, and in bidding
-him good bye she had permitted him to kiss her young fresh lips, well
-knowing that only the most disinterested concern for her future prompted
-the action.
-
-One and all of the many kind friends had a parting admonition, a well
-meant advice, a loving word of farewell, all expressing the hope at some
-future time to meet her again. Mrs. Leland had folded her in her arms
-and held her there as a mother does her tired babe, and indeed Imelda
-had been tired. The events of the evening had been full of conflicting
-emotions. The taking leave of friend after friend was not a light task,
-and it had been a drain upon her strength. She would have much preferred
-to spend this last evening quietly in the close circle of her most
-intimate friends, and yet she also knew that she owed it to these others
-who had always shown themselves so appreciative of her friendship, of
-her small endeavors to aid them in their grand work of humanity. She
-felt the desire to see them all once more before forever stepping from
-the enchanted circle, and above all she would have been sorry had she
-failed to receive the parting clasp of Mr. Roland’s hand.
-
-When it was all over, the lips quivered and the eyes filled with tears,
-as she laid her face to Mrs. Leland’s. The young matron gently passed
-her hand over the dark head brushing the heavy waves of hair from the
-white brow and in doing so discovered that Imelda was feverish. There
-had been too much excitement and she feared it might prove detrimental
-to the health of the young girl, so she had a nice fresh cup of tea
-brought for her, then folding her close in a farewell embrace she kissed
-her again and yet again, giving her much good counsel and many cheering
-words. She had then sent her home, as she insisted upon going. More like
-a sister than otherwise did Mrs. Leland seem to the parting girl as
-indeed she always felt thus toward the young matron. The girls never
-thought of keeping secrets from her; she was one of them, as she always
-made it a point of being in the confidence of Margaret, which was given
-voluntarily, as indeed it would have been difficult to be in the society
-of this woman and not have full confidence and trust in her. She won it
-from them and the girls knew only too well they could find no better
-place for the safe keeping of that which they wished to entrust to her.
-
-But we have been devious and must hasten to rejoin the three friends as
-they now meet the little lady so anxiously awaiting their arrival at the
-depot. Her face lit up with an unmistakable expression of relief, the
-words she spoke the next moment giving proof of the anxiety to which she
-had been subjected.
-
-“O, at last! at last! I thought you would never come. I had all kinds of
-visions—of runaway horses, of some great fire, of some accident wherein
-you figured as the heroine. Then too I thought you might have changed
-your mind at the eleventh hour. Indeed I felt quite miserable.”
-
-The whole company laughed. Imelda kissed the little excited woman.
-
-“You seem to have but a poor opinion of me. Don’t you know that
-fickle-mindedness is not counted among my faults? We still have fifteen
-minutes left I believe,” looking up at the timepiece in the central
-waiting room, “so just please calm yourself. I am a fixture. You need
-not fear that you can easily rid yourself of me now.” Imelda continued
-in this light tone. The others imitating her example. The object to be
-gained thereby was easily discerned, for neither wanted to display the
-aching heart that lay hidden within the bosom, but for all that none was
-deceived. The eye so eloquently speaks the language of the heart and
-their telegraphy was sending swift messages back and forth. All too
-quickly the passing moments flew. The train was ready and would not
-wait. Both fair young travelers were safely seated in their Pullman car.
-The last farewell had been spoken, and as the puffing engine steamed out
-from the depot the fluttering of white handkerchiefs was the last view
-the friends had of each other. With tear-wet eyes Margaret watched the
-outgoing train, Wilbur’s face bearing almost as sad a look as her own.
-When would they meet again?
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX.
-
-
-Thus had come the beginning of the new life and the past lay enshrouded
-in shadows. Almost at the threshold of that new life Imelda was met by
-him whose coming Wilbur had, in last moments preceding the sundering
-from the old life, prophesied. With Wilbur’s kisses yet warm on her
-lips, every beat of her heart responding to the love he bore her, there
-had been room in that heart to receive the impress of another’s image.
-While still the memory of Wilbur’s caresses thrilled her the kisses of
-the new-found lover sent the blood bounding in ecstacy through her
-veins. Those precious friends of the past, would understand? But
-Norman,—would she ever succeed in leading him to such heights of
-progress as to enable him to see by the light of understanding the
-glorious beauties of a boundless freedom?
-
-As yet she had not reached the topmost heights herself, was not yet
-standing in the full glare of light that should show her the path that
-lay in the direction of perfect freedom. But she had seen the brilliant
-star in the distance and she knew of dark depths that were concealed,
-the dungeons where prejudice and superstition held in bondage all of
-nature’s pure desires. She vowed never, never to wear the galling yoke
-of marriage.
-
-She was deliriously happy in this new love. She found their thoughts
-blending in all things pertaining to nature. Only as yet Norman had paid
-little attention to progressive thought on this particular subject.
-Possessing an innate veneration for all women, he expected to find
-heaven in the arms of one. That such a thing is not possible we would by
-no means assert, for, contrary to the general rule that arbitrary laws
-prove the ruin of loving hearts and sensitive lives, there are cases
-where the one love has proved to be the happiness of a lifetime; but it
-is time that we rid ourselves of the illusion that a compulsory marriage
-law can command such fidelity and steadfastness that such cases instead
-of the rare exception—as they really are—will be the rule. The knowledge
-of perfect freedom—the freedom that means none may have the right to
-say, “Thou shalt” and “Thou shalt not,”—with the power this knowledge
-can give we rise to glorious heights, and in such knowledge is created a
-love which in its abandonment to love, its power to achieve, its
-strength to endure, a life opens before us that can never be attained
-when fettered within prescribed limits.
-
-It was thus that Imelda felt, and to point out to Norman the way wherein
-he would be enabled to obtain the same views was what she felt to be now
-her task. But oh, the difficulty, the magnitude of her task! At least
-such it seemed to her.
-
-Then, too, there arose another specter from the dark past. Norman
-Carlton was the descendant of a proud family. In time past they had
-ranked with the proudest and wealthiest of the country, and were still
-reckoned among the first. His mother was a dainty aristocrat, his
-sisters cultured and refined ladies. No doubt the pride of blood had
-been instilled into his mind from early infancy. Would his love stand
-the test of Imelda’s past? Her father? Yes, her father had been a man as
-cultured and refined as ever a Carlton had been,—she felt that. But on
-the side of her mother she knew it was different. Then like dark
-apparitions appeared before her mind’s eye the forms of Cora and Frank.
-These two were certainly living proofs (if they were yet living) of bad
-blood in her veins. How would it be when this record of her gloomy past
-was laid before him? Would he stand the test?
-
-True, Imelda understood, with the high ideals she possessed, that if he
-did not stand those tests he was unworthy her love. But again, love in
-its unborn glory fails to grasp such philosophy, and longs only for the
-completion of the union of loving hearts. With all these difficulties in
-mind Imelda was not looking to the distant future. It was rather the
-near future with which she had to contend, the winning of her best loved
-lover.
-
-After parting from Norman under the waving maple trees and after being
-refreshed by a healthful sleep her mind wandered to those other friends
-in their distant western home, and, grasping her pen, she spent two
-hours in writing; at the end of which time two closely written sheets
-lay before her. Having sealed and mailed the same she joined Alice and
-the two little ones at the breakfast table. Lawrence Westcot had
-breakfasted at a much earlier hour and had gone to his business. Usually
-Imelda joined him, as she was an early riser, but this morning the early
-hours had been given to her letter which had been directed to Margaret.
-
-“Rather an unexpected pleasure,” was Alice’s comment as Imelda made her
-appearance and seated herself at the table. She generally came to assist
-the little ones, as they were sometimes unruly and clamorous until the
-hungry little stomachs had been satisfied. But that she should wait so
-long ere satisfying her own physical wants was a new departure and Alice
-looked as though she would like an explanation. Imelda smiled.
-
-“I have been writing letters,” she said.
-
-Alice did not seem wholly satisfied. The new sweet light that shone in
-the young girl’s eyes could hardly have been produced by the doubtful
-pleasure of writing letters in the early morning hours. (Alice always
-found writing letters a task.) But she asked no questions at present,
-though a troubled look shadowed the blue eyes as she turned her
-attention to discussing the dainty meal before her. Imelda attended to
-the wants of the little ones first and then sent them scampering off for
-a morning romp. Scarcely had their childish forms disappeared from view
-when an anxious “Well?” dropped from the lips of Alice. Imelda smiled.
-Feigning not to understand, she repeated the “Well,” with an additional
-“What is it?”
-
-“O, pshaw, Imelda,” she said, “You cannot deceive me; something has
-happened, and you may as well tell me first as last.”
-
-Imelda’s laugh rang out merrily at this assumption of the little lady.
-
-“Your sense of perception is very acute this morning, but I will no
-longer keep you in suspense. Norman Carlton made me an offer of marriage
-last evening.”
-
-“You have accepted!” exclaimed Alice. For the moment it was hard to read
-the pale, immovable features.
-
-“No I have not accepted.” Alice sighed, while a puzzled expression
-settled upon her face. She found the young girl rather difficult to
-understand. Why was she so slow in telling what there was to tell?
-
-“Finish your breakfast, Alice, and then I will tell you all.” Thus
-assured a little more attention was paid to the tempting viands, but
-Alice for some time was toying impatiently with her knife, waiting until
-the imperturbable Imelda should be done with her breakfast. Presently
-she folded her napkin, thus indicating that she was through. Then she
-arose and said:
-
-“Come, Alice, we will go either to your room or mine where we can talk
-undisturbed.” The proposition met the favor of the young woman and soon
-they were seated in the cosy room of the fair mistress.
-
-Alice listened while Imelda took her into her confidence and told her
-the story of her love. She knew of Imelda’s aversion to marriage. She
-had come to understand some of her views and though she did not indorse
-them yet she could not but recognize much in them that would prove an
-everlasting blessing to humanity could they be put into practice. She
-felt if it were opportune she would not hesitate to hold out her longing
-hands for the tempting boon of freedom. Had she not told Imelda of
-moments when she felt like cursing the fetters that bound her even
-though they were golden? But Lawrence Westcot was known as an honorable
-man; one who heaped upon his wife golden favors; who daily sought to
-strew her pathway with flowers. All of this was true, yet time and again
-the blue eyes would fill with tears. The merry sprite was not always
-such when within her own chamber, and Imelda’s confidence called forth
-no answering smile, and yet Imelda knew she always wore her brightest
-smile when the handsome young man was a visitor at their home. With an
-effort Alice banished the gloomy look and wished her friend happiness
-when she would become the wife of Norman Carlton.
-
-“But,” said Imelda, “have I not told you? I will never be his wife.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI.
-
-
-“You will never—be—his wife? And yet you are happy—in his love? Imelda,
-what do you mean?”
-
-“I mean,” Imelda replied, “to be wiser than you were, little one. I mean
-to always keep my lover.”
-
-This was too much, and Alice burst into tears. That Imelda was surprised
-was a mild way of expressing her emotion. A dim suspicion was born in
-her mind, which, however, she tried to repress. No, no; she did not
-believe it,—and yet it might be. She would watch, she would see. Taking
-the excited little woman in her arms, Imelda kissed and tried to soothe
-her, and after a time was apparently successful. Then she went to look
-after her little charges. No sooner had the door closed upon her
-retreating figure than Alice with trembling fingers locked it and
-casting herself upon the bed burst into a storm of sobs, for which there
-was no apparent cause, and which were so passionate that the merry
-mistress of the beautiful home could scarcely be recognized.
-
-Surely a strange creature is woman. Of unfathomable depths her caprices;
-whose moods are so various that it would prove an almost impossible task
-to solve the pretty riddle. In some such way as this the conventional
-novelist would doubtless comment upon the action of Alice, but we know
-better than to judge her thus. It was neither a caprice nor mood that
-caused the bitter sobs to shake her to her inmost being. She was no
-riddle. It was all plain enough to those who would see. Nature’s voice
-was clamoring for nature’s own. But man-made laws, with iron hand, stood
-between.
-
-Alice had not known why,—why, spite of the disgust she sometimes felt at
-the life surrounding her, she yet was light and happy. She had not yet
-understood what it was that brought the sunshine to banish the clouds of
-her life. But what had she to complain of? If you had asked her I doubt
-if she would have been able to clearly answer the question, yet it was
-all so clear, so apparent.
-
-Her husband was all that has been stated, but no special credit could
-attach to him for that. Wealth was his to command. He never thought of
-refusing any wish of hers that money could satisfy. If any one had
-accused Lawrence Westcot of unkindness to his wife he would have opened
-wide his eyes in surprise. Did she not have everything that heart could
-desire? That she would turn from him when he approached her; that little
-ripples of disgust shook her frame as he bent to kiss her; that her eyes
-would flash in angry scorn when he attempted to secure to himself the
-rights the law gave him—certainly was not his fault. That he was not
-fine-grained enough to desist on such occasions could be no reason for
-laying blame on his shoulders. Was she not _his_?—his by the wholly
-rites of matrimony? And why should she not comply with his desires and
-demands?
-
-And yet, handsome Lawrence Westcot was a favorite wherever he went,
-especially with the fair sex. Strong, healthy, full of spirits, there
-were few who stopped to look for traces of greater refinement, but
-rather enjoyed the fiery look that would sometimes cause a rush of blood
-to the fair face that came under its power.
-
-But we will leave Lawrence Westcot for the present and return to Imelda.
-As nothing happened during the hours of the day that would be of
-interest to us we pass them over until the shades of evening brought her
-handsome lover to her side. She had donned a soft white cashmere. No
-ornament of any kind, only a snowy rosebud nestling amidst the dusky
-coils of hair. The flushed cheek and the happy light in the dark eyes
-made a picture to gladden the heart of any lover. She was sitting in a
-reclining position in a large arm chair, shading her eyes from the
-bright light of the chandelier, with a fan artistically finished with
-black lace, sparkling with diamond dust, a present of the fair Alice,
-who was sitting at the piano, softly playing an accompaniment to a sad
-little air that she was singing. A mass of pink gauze enveloped Alice’s
-slender form like a cloud, from which the shoulders rose and gleamed
-like marble. A beautiful picture, thought Norman, as he stood in the
-open doorway.
-
-But another had also been feasting his eyes upon the fair form. From the
-low French window which led to the balcony without, another pair of eyes
-were gazing upon Imelda’s fresh young beauty. Lawrence Westcot was
-standing there in the shadow of the night. Not a glance did he have just
-then for the little woman who was his wife and who was softly singing to
-herself. His whole being was thrilled by that other who now glanced
-toward the door. The look which beamed from her face at that moment was
-a revelation to him and the look on Norman’s face corroborated it.
-Muttering a curse his teeth sank deep into his lip. Quickly he stepped
-further into the darkness and was lost in the winding walks of the
-beautiful garden.
-
-Intuitively Norman knew, when his eyes rested on Imelda’s figure, that
-she had dressed for him. Never had she appeared anything but beautiful
-to him, but tonight she seemed to surpass herself. He had never seen her
-in anything but somber black, or at best in a soft, unassuming gray
-gown; so that the effect of the pure white of her attire this evening
-was a revelation. After greeting the hostess he seated himself at the
-side of his loved one. Alice meanwhile, continuing her singing,
-evidently trying in vain to hide the tears in her voice. But her fear
-was needless. The world for these two did not extend to where she was
-sitting. They were wholly absorbed in each other.
-
-Finding herself so utterly overlooked, Alice rose from her seat and
-gliding to the open window soon found herself gazing up into the starlit
-heavens. What was it that so rebelliously stirred her inmost soul? Had
-the two in the parlor wronged her in any way? Were not both dearly loved
-friends, and was it not her desire that both should be happy? Slipping
-down from the balcony into the walk below which was flanked on either
-side with blooming plants, Alice fled down, down until the splashing of
-a fountain greeted her ear, beside which she now sank. Dipping her hand
-into the cool water she let it play over the white fingers. Her bosom
-heaved and in a little while the crystal drops from her eyes mingled
-with the sparkling waters of the fountain. She was fighting out a
-battle, here under the starlit heavens. How dare she own even to herself
-what it was that moved her so? Was it the poisoned arrows of Imelda’s
-views that had sunk deep into her soul?
-
-“No, no!” was the answer she made to this question; “Be truthful. When
-you acknowledge so much, go farther and acknowledge still more. Remember
-this man was your friend long ere Imelda came to be a pleasant companion
-in your house; long ere you ever heard one word of the girl’s beautiful
-doctrine. His voice was music, his smile heaven to you.
-
-“But oh, I did not, could not know,” continued the unhappy woman to
-herself. “Only when she came and told me of what she had won, did my
-heart awake and realize what its cravings are; what all this sunshine in
-my life means. Now all will be darkness, utter darkness!” and as if the
-climax had now been reached the white hand covered the quivering face,
-and the pearly drops trickled from between her fingers.
-
-After awhile the storm in the heaving bosom was somewhat allayed; her
-breathing became more regular, the sobs ceased and removing her hands
-she was about to lave the tear-stained face in the cool water when she
-became aware of the near presence of a man, whom she now saw was leaning
-against a large fir tree and watching her every movement.
-
-The suddenness of her discovery almost caused Alice to scream. Although
-the man had risen she could not for the moment decide who he might be,
-as he was standing in the shadows, but seeing that he was discovered he
-stepped out into the full light and—with a gasp Alice recognized her
-husband. How long had he been standing there, how long had he been
-watching her? A somewhat defiant air settled upon her countenance as
-without a word she proceeded to lave her face, as she had intended
-doing.
-
-“Rather a queer place for making your toilet, is it not?” he queried. “I
-believe there could have been more suitable places found in your home.”
-
-Alice would rather not have answered, but felt it was not good policy to
-pass his words over unnoticed.
-
-“I have a splitting headache, and came out into the open air and it was
-very tempting to feel the cool water on my burning temple.”
-
-His lip curled. “I have not the least doubt,” he made answer, “that your
-head aches. It seems to be the natural result when a woman indulges in
-such a ‘good cry’ as I have witnessed during the last half hour. Was the
-cry a result of the headache or the headache the result of the cry?”
-
-Alice detected the sneer underlying the words, but chose to appear
-unconscious.
-
-“Whichever you please; my pain is great enough to cause the tears, and
-tears again are liable to produce headache.”
-
-“Prevaricating!” he sneered. “But, my lady, I see deeper, and have been
-seeing rather deep for some time past. But to change the subject, I have
-had a revelation tonight. Our friends, your friend and mine, have
-concluded to become more than friends; that is, if appearances do not
-deceive.”
-
-His eyes were resting searchingly upon the face of the woman before him,
-and his cunning was in vain. Not a line of the pale face moved. She
-continued laving the aching brow and swollen eyelids and vouchsafed him
-no answer.
-
-“You heard what I said?”
-
-“I heard what you said.”
-
-“Well, what do you think of it?”—this time impatiently.
-
-“Think of it? What could I think of it but that Imelda could not do
-better. I must compliment you on having a friend whom I consider a
-gentleman in every respect.”
-
-“O, indeed! It is quite a compliment I must acknowledge, but if you
-think you have washed yourself enough permit me to remind you it would
-now be in good taste to return to the house and pay just a little
-attention to our guest.”
-
-For some reason he was pleased to be most sarcastic tonight. Such moods
-she feared. His tongue was then sharper than a two-edge sword. So then
-she drew the filmy lace handkerchief from her bosom and proceeded to
-wipe the water from her face. Suddenly, and taking her quite unawares,
-he bent and kissed the white shoulder. As if stung by an asp she pushed
-him from her with such force that he nearly fell backward into the
-water.
-
-“How dare you?” she exclaimed. His face was white to the lips.
-
-“I will show you how I dare if you dare to repeat such an action. A
-pretty pass it has come to, if I may not kiss my own wife when I choose.
-Return to the house with me at once. This moonlit show has been kept up
-long enough.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII.
-
-
-Without a single word Alice turned and walked back to the house with her
-husband at her side, but when they returned to the brightly lighted
-rooms they found them empty. Norman and Imelda had disappeared.
-
-Alice, to avoid further persecution, fled to her own room where she
-hastily disrobed and sought her couch, but her temples were throbbing in
-a manner that did not promise sleep. She lay for some time pressing her
-hands to the aching head, when she heard steps outside her door and
-immediately after a quick rap. She recognized both step and rap. She lay
-with bated breath, giving no indication that she heard, when the rap was
-repeated more loud and forcible than before. Again no answer. A third
-time the rap was repeated, accompanied by a loud demand to open
-immediately.
-
-“Not tonight, Lawrence,” came in pleading, quavering accents. “I am sick
-tonight.”
-
-“Open!” he demanded.
-
-“Please, Lawrence,” pleaded the voice within.
-
-“Will you open?” came threateningly from the outside. Trembling in every
-nerve Alice rose and unlocked the door to admit the man she called
-husband.
-
-“What do you mean?” he asked, grasping her arm in a manner anything but
-gentle, “what do you mean by locking your door?”
-
-By this time Alice was wrought up to a hysterical pitch. With a quick
-movement she threw off the hand that held her.
-
-“I locked the door to be safe from intrusion. I am sick tonight, and
-wish to be alone.”
-
-“I dare say,” was the unfeeling response. “If it had been some one else
-who wished admittance, our honored guest, for instance, the door would
-not have been so firmly locked. Your husband, however, is not so
-welcome.”
-
-“Lawrence!” almost shrieked the sorely tried woman. “How dare you!”
-
-“O, I dare anything, as you will soon find. Just now, I order you back
-to your bed, and to keep quiet until I join you, in a few moments.”
-
-“Lawrence! You—do—not—mean to stay?” gasped the poor suffering woman.
-
-“Well, I—just—mean—to—stay;” mimicking her frenzied appeal.
-
-“But I am sick tonight, oh, so sick!”
-
-“The sickness then must be rather sudden. But madam, it is rather a
-flimsy trick to rid yourself of your husband’s presence. I advise you,
-however, to take matters more coolly. By this time you ought to
-understand and to know who will come out victor.”
-
-And Alice did know who came out victor in this instance. But the morning
-dawned upon a fever-flushed face, and ere the sun was many hours in the
-heavens a doctor stood at the bedside of the little wife, who gravely
-shook his head as he listened to the ravings of his patient, which—if
-such utterances can be relied upon—revealed a tale of woe to the
-attendants that ought to fill the heart of every true woman and man with
-horror.
-
-The hours passed into days and the days into weeks, and yet the fever
-raged unabated. Imelda, who passed the days and nights in sleepless
-anxiety at the sick woman’s bedside was well nigh worn out, even though
-an experienced nurse was there to share the responsibilities and care.
-The little ones were banished to another portion of the house, so that
-their childish prattle and laughter might not disturb the sick mother.
-Lawrence Westcot came and went to and from the sick chamber, wearing a
-gloomy countenance, but his presence there was not at all helpful, as it
-invariable caused the patient to be very uneasy and restless, even
-though he did not come within the range of her vision. She seemed to
-feel his presence and the physician fearing the effect upon her nervous
-system advised the husband to make his visits short. Sometimes he bent
-above her, laying his hand upon her fevered brow. Unconscious though she
-was she would with a quick nervous movement throw his hand aside,
-muttering incoherent words.
-
-Both Imelda and the nurse observed that invariably the sick woman would
-be worse after those visits of the husband; although of short duration
-they were glad when they were over.
-
-Almost three weeks passed ere the much-feared crisis came. By this time
-the patient was very weak and it was apparent that life hung by a
-thread. Anxiously bending over the couch the two friends watched while
-the clock ticked the hours away. Slowly they crept on; slowly, softly,
-almost imperceptibly the life of the sufferer seemed to ebb away.
-
-Twelve, one, two o’clock, and still no change. Half past two, the door
-of the room softly opened and Lawrence Westcot entered. Imelda’s heart
-gave a bound. Why must he come at such a time? Stepping softly he drew
-near. Imelda placed her finger upon her lips in token of caution. Coming
-close to the side of the dying woman he stood gazing down upon her. What
-his thoughts might be could not be known from the calm, unmoved
-appearance of his countenance, but certainly they were not pleasant
-thoughts. How could they be, when he so well knew what had brought his
-wife so close to death’s door? If she should die, would not her death
-lie at his door? Would he not be compelled to own himself her murderer?
-
-Five, ten minutes passed, then Alice moved. Imelda laid her hand upon
-his arm and bent a pleading look upon him. Immediately he stepped back
-into the shadows of the room and there waited the issue. Restlessly the
-head moved upon the pillow. The eyelids quivered and fluttered open, the
-lips moved, Imelda bent to catch the low whisper that was merely a
-breath.
-
-“Water!” came faint, scarcely audible, from the fever-parched lips. With
-a teaspoon a few drops at a time were administered, the patient
-apparently gaining strength from the cooling liquid. The blue eyes
-opened wide, but they were clear with the light of reason. Presently
-they closed again, and soon a slow, even breathing told that sleep,
-natural restful sleep, had once more come to the sufferer’s relief. The
-nurse bent above her and listened, laying her fingers upon the
-fluttering pulse. Presently, standing erect, she whispered:
-
-“She is safe for tonight. I will continue the watch. Miss Ellwood, you
-had better retire and rest.”
-
-Imelda’s breast was heaving. The strain had been a severe one, and
-feeling that it would be impossible long to control herself she hastily
-left the room, followed by Westcot. Just outside the door he laid his
-hand upon her arm.
-
-“She will be saved, you think?” He seemed to be anxious and serious. Had
-not this man with his cruelty almost murdered the woman who was as yet
-lying at death’s door? It cost Imelda an effort to be civil.
-
-“I believe so,” she answered. “According to the doctor’s statement if
-she should safely pass this night there is every hope of her recovery.”
-
-For several moments he did not answer, then—“Thank you,” and ere Imelda
-was aware of his intention he had taken her hand and lifting it he
-quickly touched it with his lips. With a hasty movement she withdrew her
-hand, but before she could speak he had said “Goodnight,” and swiftly
-walking away left her standing there alone.
-
-Imelda stood looking at the hand he had kissed, and then with an
-unconscious movement drew her handkerchief across the spot his lips had
-touched. She shuddered. What did it mean? Without waiting to answer her
-own question she turned and hastily sought her room. She was tired, O,
-so tired. Never since Alice had been tossing in the fever had she known
-what it was to sleep a whole night through. Snatching an hour, or two at
-most, always ready at a moment’s notice to return to her post at the
-side of the sick one, she had scarce found time to eat or catch a breath
-of fresh air,—and now it was three o’clock in the morning. O, how
-tempting looked the snowy draped bed. She felt as if she could sink into
-its soft embrace, never to rise again. The night was already well
-advanced; two or three hours at most was all she expected to sleep. The
-faithful nurse was just as much in need of rest as herself. A moment she
-hesitated. Should she risk it? The nurse was positive that for the rest
-of the night Alice would sleep. She no longer hesitated, but hastily
-disrobing and donning a snowy nightdress, scarce had her head touched
-the pillow when she was already unconscious and in the land of dreams.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII.
-
-
-For the first time Imelda’s mind was free. She had left Alice sleeping.
-Not in a dull, feverish stupor, constantly interrupted with delirious
-mutterings but sleeping, actually and really sleeping. And although her
-breathing was only a gentle fluttering, it was so weak, it was a quiet
-sleep, and she knew that for a few hours, at least, she could safely
-trust her to the faithful nurse. So Imelda slept the sleep of the just.
-
-When the morning sunlight streamed through the open window, flooding the
-room with its bright glory, a servant had softly entered and with deft
-fingers closed the shutters, darkening the room so that the slumbers of
-the completely exhausted girl might not be disturbed; the nurse
-meanwhile remaining faithful and true to her trust. Now and then a maid
-softly opened the door to listen, but Imelda slept on, and when the
-doctor came he gave the order to let her sleep by all means, until she
-should awake of herself. So the hours of the day passed and the evening
-shades were falling ere that death-like sleep was lifted and Imelda
-opened her eyes. The deep hush and darkness that prevailed left her for
-a long time in semi-unconsciousness, a delicious drowsiness folding her
-in its power, but by and by it passed away, leaving her brain more
-clear, and presently, all in an instant, she knew and remembered.
-
-But how long had she slept? It was three o’clock when she sought her bed
-and only two hours before the morning light would appear. It was still
-dark, yet she did not feel as if she had slept only a short time, but
-rather had the sensation of having slept a long while, she was so wide
-awake, and—yes! she was hungry, very hungry. She reached out her hand
-for her watch, which she remembered having placed upon the stand near
-the bedside. It was there, but when she placed it to her ear she made
-the discovery that it had stopped. Then she struck a light, having a
-lucifer always within reach. By the flickering flame she saw that her
-watch had stopped at twenty minutes of two. A puzzled look overspread
-her face. What did it mean? Just then she thought she heard a footstep
-outside her door; the next instant the door was softly opened.
-
-“Who is there?” she hastily inquired, her heart giving a bound, as she
-was not in the habit of leaving her door unlocked. Could she have
-forgotten it? A soft laugh answered her.
-
-“Is it you, Mary?” she asked, recognizing the voice.
-
-“Yes, Miss Imelda, it is I. Have you decided to return to life? I was
-beginning to fear you were going to sleep right over into the next
-world.”
-
-“Why, what time is it?” was Imelda’s next question, still surprised and
-puzzled.
-
-“Almost eight o’clock.”
-
-“Eight o’clock! Why, Mary, you ought to have called me ere this. Mrs.
-Boswell ought to have been relieved some time ago. But why is it so
-dark? I thought I had the windows open.”
-
-“So you had. I made free to close them but will open them now,” saying
-which the girl unfastened and opened the shutters. Instead of the bright
-sunshine, as Imelda had expected, only a hazy twilight filled it with
-dim shadows.
-
-“What does this mean?” she stammered. “Why, it is quite dark. Did you
-not say that it is almost eight o’clock?” She was growing impatient.
-Mary’s laugh again rang through the room.
-
-“Yes,” she said “it is eight o’clock, not in the morning but in the
-evening.”
-
-Imelda was sitting bolt upright in bed now.
-
-“What! Do you mean to say that I have slept all day through?”
-
-“Just that, and nothing else.”
-
-“O, that was wrong! I ought to have been called long ago. How is——” she
-stopped, a sudden fear holding her tongue a prisoner.
-
-“Mrs. Westcot is getting better,”—supplementing the unfinished question
-and answering it at the same time. “She, like yourself, has been
-sleeping all day.”
-
-“And Mrs. Boswell——?”
-
-“Has also had a nap while I sat with Mrs. Westcot, and if you will rise
-and dress I will prepare you some—breakfast,” and laughing again she
-disappeared leaving Imelda to her own reflections, but first having lit
-the gas overhead. No hesitation now. Hastily she arose and quickly made
-her toilet. Donning a wrapper she twisted the dark hair into a shining
-coil, and in a few minutes descended to the dining room where Mary had
-spread for her a tempting meal.
-
-Imelda was a favorite with the servants, who were always willing to do a
-favor for this fair girl from the west, who was so considerate. It was
-well known that Mrs. Westcot was also from the western metropolis, and
-they often wondered if people in the west generally were so kind and
-considerate. It would have been impossible for the gentle-hearted Alice
-to assume aristocratic airs, therefore she could always depend upon her
-servants, and all hearts were filled with fear while the gentle mistress
-was raving of real or fancied woes, and when at last, after weary weeks,
-the crisis was over, it was as if a heavy cloud had passed away, and the
-gloomy faces were bright.
-
-Having done ample justice to the generous repast, and feeling much
-refreshed, Imelda sped to the chamber above. Softly she opened the door
-and moved to the bedside. Mrs. Boswell was sitting with her elbow
-resting upon the bed, her head upon her hand. She never moved as Imelda
-stepped to her side. Bending down she found that the nurse was fast
-asleep. A pang smote her that while she, in the strength of youth, had
-slept the day away the much older woman had continued at her post. True,
-Mary had said that she had relieved her for awhile, but Imelda knew that
-she, like herself, needed a good long rest, and she decided that she
-should have it. Seeing that Alice too was sleeping, she gently touched
-Mrs. Boswell on the shoulder and slightly shaking her the nurse awoke
-with a start. Imelda held up a warning finger to prevent her from making
-an outcry. But the woman was frightened. She felt guilty at having been
-found asleep at her post of duty. Hastily reaching for her watch she
-breathed a sigh of relief.
-
-“Only ten minutes,” she whispered. “She has been sleeping so long,”
-indicating Alice, “that I suppose the quiet has overpowered me.”
-
-“And no wonder,” said Imelda,—“you are certainly in need of rest. I will
-now take your place while you sleep all night and all day tomorrow, too,
-if you wish. So just give me the directions for tonight, and then away
-to your couch.” The woman smiled.
-
-“Thank you. I am only too glad to accept.” After giving the proper
-directions she added: “And now if you will excuse me I will accept your
-kind offer and sleep. Mary took my place for several hours or I fear I
-could not have held out. In the morning I will be ready to take my place
-again.”
-
-So the nurse withdrew and left Imelda alone with her sick friend, and as
-she largely imitated the example of the young girl and slept until the
-afternoon of the next day, Imelda had a long watch before her.
-
-But we are forestalling. While the nurse has gone to recruit her
-strength in sleep we will remain with Imelda and follow the outline of
-her thoughts as she watched her sick friend. Over three weeks have now
-passed since the promenade of the lovers in the moonlight under the
-silver maples,—the evening after that on which for the first time she
-had discarded her mourning garments, when they had spent two happy hours
-together, Imelda adroitly preventing a repetition of the pleadings of
-the night before. She was happy, and was willing that Norman should know
-it. He in turn had been content to drink the kisses from the dewy lips
-and leave the morrow to take care of itself.
-
-Since that evening Imelda had seen but little of her lover. If he came
-in the evening she scarcely ever had longer than a half hour to give
-him. The cloud that hung above this house was too dark to admit of much
-happiness or joy for them. On the other hand it did not give them the
-leisure to discuss the question nearest their hearts, and Imelda did not
-wish it just now.
-
-Long ere this, had the answer come to the long letter that she had
-written to Margaret. But not alone in Margaret’s delicate tracing had
-the answer come. A long letter had also come in the bolder handwriting
-of Wilbur Wallace. Her heart gave a bound as she recognized the hand,
-while the rich blood rushed in a hot wave to her face dyeing her
-temples, ears and neck. What would he have to say? With a beating heart
-she had opened it. Something impelled her to lay Margaret’s aside until
-she first perused Wilbur’s letter.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-
-With Imelda we will read Wilbur’s letter:
-
-
-“MY DARLING: The fact that I am writing this to you must of necessity be
-proof that Margaret has laid before me your letter containing the news
-that already the event has come into your life which I, in our parting
-hour, prophesied would come. Though I still claim you as my darling, and
-though my heart still goes to meet you with the same tender emotions, I
-cannot do otherwise than say I am pleased. I am glad that that other has
-so soon stepped into your life, and, building upon the past, I take the
-responsibility on myself of giving the advice you ask of Margaret.
-
-“The fact alone that you love this man, that your heart has so fully
-gone into his keeping, is to me the best evidence of his
-trustworthiness. Not but that you, as well as many another, are liable
-to make mistakes as to the character of any individual you may come in
-contact with, but in a case of spontaneous love I feel and know that the
-purity of mind itself, of which you are possessed, would intuitively
-recognize that which is not equally pure.
-
-“That Norman should still be bound by old superstitions and creeds may
-prove an obstacle to the speedy consummation of your love. It is here
-your work begins; here your strength will be tested. If you would be a
-priestess in our holy work you will be expected to remain true to the
-sentiments you have so often expressed. Your soul must remain free and
-unfettered, even though the man may be purity personified. Not a
-semblance even of the power the law gives to a husband must you put into
-his hands. If your love is great enough to trust him he will be generous
-enough to trust you, or he is not the man he has represented himself to
-be. If he is not generous enough to trust you, then your intuition will
-have been at fault—the blindness of a common love has been laid upon
-your vision.
-
-“Where lies the beginning of your work?—you ask. I will tell you. Your
-first duty is one that you owe to him and to yourself. You say that in
-your past life lie hidden many dark spots. It is your duty in this case
-to lay bare these dark spots in the full light of day. It is thus you
-will test his strength of character. As he comes of a long line of
-Puritan ancestors this will be necessary. The old prejudices may be so
-deeply rooted that, rather than take to his arms one who, although not
-responsible for the actions of others, may by the ties of blood be
-allied to those that are, he may be willing to crush out a love that
-would leave his own heart mangled and bleeding. If such should be the
-case, my little girl, I understand full well that bitter pain must then
-for a while gnaw at the cords of your heart. But it will pass, and in
-passing leave you purer and stronger than ever.
-
-“If, on the other hand, he stands the test I feel sure it will be only a
-short time until his whole soul will come to understand the grand
-sublimity of full and untrammeled liberty. Love cannot be fettered. Love
-will always remain free; the greater his freedom the more certainty is
-ours of retaining him to make bright our lives. Try to fetter him, he
-unfolds his wings and mockingly takes his departure. Then, what are we
-to do with our empty lives?
-
-“In justice to woman we must admit that she is at the greater
-disadvantage, no matter in what light the case may be placed. In
-marriage, it matters not how just may be the man whom she calls ‘lord,’
-she is, she remains, his property, according to the mandates of the law.
-No matter how willing he may be that she shall enjoy perfect freedom,
-society takes it upon itself to place a watch upon her. If her husband
-has no sense of honor, or of what is due to himself, the stern finger of
-the law points it out to him. Society prepares a code for her that she
-is bound to respect and accept as her guide. The path which he is asked
-to walk is not nearly so straight. There are many recesses and angles in
-it, if he chooses to explore them. If he does so quietly nothing will be
-said.
-
-“On the other hand, we know only too well if woman refuses marriage, it
-is equivalent to throwing away all hope of ever enjoying life as nature
-has designed. If she dares to thus enjoy she is ostracized from society.
-
-“At the present time we are still in the dark. But may we not hope,
-sometime, to grow strong enough to defy the mandates of society? May not
-love find a way that shall yet defy all the lynx-eyed agents of a
-corrupt moral code? May we not hope that man and woman both may yet be
-natural as the new-born babe, when it is first placed in the mother’s
-arms—at nature’s fount?
-
-“Will you be strong, my Imelda? Think you, you can take your Norman by
-the hand and lead him on until he stands upon your own sublime heights?
-Until he stands at your side? Then side by side to explore the unknown
-heights that still lie beyond your field of vision?
-
-“Be brave, my precious one; be strong, and when the time comes when we
-shall meet again (and I feel that it will come), and I fold you to my
-heart, pressing warm kisses on your lips, some prophetic spirit tells me
-that your Norman will stand by and understand.
-
-“There must and will come a time when the full glory of a free love will
-be understood and enjoyed. So look up to the goal in view; bravely work
-on, and remember there is strength in the knowledge of unity of thought
-and purpose of those who work in a like cause, even though your friends
-with their supporting love are distant. Remaining as ever, loving you
-with a love that is absolutely pure, I am yours for truth of purpose,
-and for the best humanity.
-
- WILBUR.”
-
-
-A long drawn sigh escaped the lips of Imelda as she laid the closely
-written sheets upon her knees. Well she knew that he was right. In the
-still hours of the night watches, by the side of the sick friend the
-thought had come to her again that open truth was the only course for
-her to pursue. But oh, how gigantic the task appeared. In all the three
-weeks the subject had never been touched upon again by them. Few indeed
-had been the moments she had been able to accord him, her strength being
-tested to its utmost in her capacity as nurse. Being well aware of the
-state of things Norman Carlton was far too noble to press for the reason
-of the loved girl’s views at such a time. For the present he accepted
-the boon of her love as a priceless jewel of whose possession he was
-assured.
-
-But Imelda knew that the hour was coming when he would expect an answer
-to his question, and, as Wilbur had stated, it was then her work would
-begin. If she dreaded that coming hour, was she to blame? Folding the
-letter she placed it back in the envelope and with the action there came
-to her with overwhelming force, the realization of the grandeur of this
-man’s character. What purity, what nobility! Even as the new love more
-fully filled out her life so did she understand better the true worth of
-the man who had first called her love into being.
-
-“O, Margaret darling,” was her mental comment, “when your heart chose
-Wilbur as its best beloved, it made a grand selection; no one will ever
-find his way into your life who will be able to look to you from a
-loftier height than that upon which he stands.”
-
-Recalling her wandering thoughts she next opened the epistle from
-Margaret, for such it proved to be. Such a long, warm, glowing letter;
-overflowing with the love her pure young heart contained. She had filled
-page after page, concluding with the words:
-
-
-“And now my dearest girl, I think I have made my meaning clear. I have
-given you the best advice that I know of. I know, however, that it is
-the same as Wilbur’s, only perhaps in other words, and I feel that now
-we shall not be disappointed in our brave girl. Let me add one thing. I
-understand fully how difficult the making of such a revelation will
-prove; and yet it _must_ be made. I can see nothing else you can do and
-remain true to yourself and lover. Not the shadow of a suspicion, of a
-deception, must lie between you. I will not say disgrace; that will
-exist, if it exist at all, only in Norman’s _mind_. But now for my
-advice:
-
-“Write the history of your life. That will be easier. You can tell him
-all, everything, without the disadvantage of seeing in his face the
-emotions that such a history might call into play. He will have time to
-think and understand the full import of it all. You will not then
-receive an immediate answer prompted by an impulse that might prove a
-barrier to your love. Cool, calm reflection is necessary in such a case,
-and as my own Imelda possesses her full share of common sense she can
-but see the wisdom of such a course.
-
-“Be brave, my dearest friend, my own loved one. If this man is worthy of
-your love he will stand the test. If he does not stand it, then I can
-but say he was not worthy. And now remember—three hearts beat in love
-for you, and the united strength of that love is bent on the success of
-your heart’s dearest hope (for of course my mother knows), and hoping to
-be reunited in a not too distant future, thus writes and advises your
-most sincere and loving friend,
-
- MARGARET.”
-
-
-This letter had been folded and placed side by side with that other one.
-Long had Imelda sat with bowed head and folded hands. Yes! both kind and
-loving friends were right. An inner voice told her this was the only
-course to pursue. But the condition of the sick friend had not permitted
-her to think of it. Every minute of her time had been devoted to her.
-Her lover must wait until the dark, uncertain hours would be past; but
-now as Imelda sat and watched the peaceful sleeper, she realized that
-she could not spend the long hours of the night watch to better
-advantage than in the performance of this duty. The dreaded hour had
-passed; hope and sunshine were again seeking admittance at the portals
-of this home, and Norman was waiting, patiently waiting, for his answer.
-So when the morning broke, with its pale light, she folded the closely
-written sheets. With trembling hands and beating heart she wrote the
-address and sent them to their destination. Would he stand the test?
-When tried by this crucial ordeal, would he prove faithful and true?
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV.
-
-
-The sultry summer day was at its close, and Norman Carlton had just
-finished reading the letter that Imelda had written the night before. A
-troubled look was upon the frank and honest face, as he stood at the
-open window looking out at the falling shadows, but seeing nothing. In
-one hand he still held the fateful sheets; the other hand he held to his
-aching temples. He stood and gazed until dusky twilight faded into
-starlit night. Ever and anon a deep sigh escaped the drawn lips as he
-thought, and thought, and thought.
-
-But what was it he thought? Did that miserable tale of woe show him only
-the impracticability of an alliance with a child of the people? A woman
-whose mother had no right, according to the views of society, to the
-title of “lady;” whose sister had made an outcast of herself; whose
-brother might, even now, be occupying the cell of a criminal; whose past
-life had been one long privation and struggle with fate. His own lady
-mother and sister! Was it not his duty to first consult their views,
-their feeling upon the matter?
-
-Or was it that he was made of more noble material? Were his views so
-broad that it was of no consequence what the world might say? It could
-hardly be expected, when we consider the training of his past life, that
-he would now have no battle to fight. It was not pleasant to know that
-the woman who had won his love should be so unpleasantly connected, but
-while this knowledge was to him most depressing, it also had the effect
-of raising, many fold, the respect he held for her. What could have been
-easier for her than to keep these matters secret? It gave him a better
-insight into the nobility of her character. She at least was truth
-itself. She would prove trustworthy. She was above reproach. He was
-doing battle with the old prejudices based on society codes, as they
-rose, one by one, to assail his love.
-
-But to do him justice his love wavered not for one instant. If the
-setting be tarnished, will that fact diminish the lustre of the diamond?
-He knew that his jewel was of the purest; why should the setting trouble
-him? But all was not yet plain to him. He remembered that night under
-the maples; when she had refused him marriage—not love. Love she had
-given then as freely as now. He saw it then, he knew it now. But now
-again she makes the same refusal. “You understand now,” she wrote, “why
-it is that I cannot marry you.”
-
-His noble manhood was all alert now. Does she think so meanly, so basely
-of him as to suppose that he would add to the burden that had so many
-years been resting upon those slender shoulders, by withdrawing his
-proposal? If that is what she thinks, her opinion of him is not so
-exalted as he could wish and—he must seek her—must see her tonight. With
-him to think was to act, and a few minutes later finds him on the way to
-the woman of his choice. It was with a dazed feeling that he stood upon
-the marble steps awaiting an answer to his ring. What would be the
-outcome of this night’s quest?
-
-His card again found her at the bedside of the patient preparing for
-another long night watch by herself. Her heart beat high when the little
-bit of pasteboard was placed in her hand. Mrs. Boswell had not yet
-retired. She saw the flush steal over the fair brow and an understanding
-came intuitively to her as to what it meant. It was not so many years
-ago that she too had received a lover’s visit, and she knew so well that
-since the illness of Mrs. Westcot the young girl had no time to spend on
-friends or lovers. So she kindly said:
-
-“Go and see your friend. I am not tired tonight and can well remain
-several hours longer.” With an appreciative “Thank you” Imelda accepted
-the kind offer and descended to the drawing room, where but one jet of
-gas was burning which but dimly lit the room.
-
-Scarcely had she entered when she felt herself folded with strong arms
-to a wildly beating heart. Lips that whispered, “My own love,” were
-pressed firmly to hers. Her heart was full, her bosom heaving. That he
-held her thus was ample proof that to him she was just as lovable now as
-before he knew her wretched story. Brushing the soft dusky waves of hair
-from the flushed temples, he asked:
-
-“Will my girl have a little while to spare for me tonight? I would have
-you walk with me under the maples. Will you come?” Without a word she
-turned to the hallway and taking a soft white scarf from a rack, threw
-it over her shoulders and said:
-
-“Now, I am ready.” Together they wended their way to the silver leaved
-trees where once more they paced back and forth, his arm about the
-graceful form, his head bent until it rested against hers. Every
-attitude betokened the love they bore each other. O, how he talked, how
-he plead. But the slender girl at his side was strong and firm. She
-understood the ground she was treading upon. She met him at every turn.
-
-He loved her, and as he listened to her arguments, as he watched the
-sparkle of her eye, as he got a better insight into her life, he felt
-that here was indeed a woman of superior qualities, a woman possessed of
-rare intellect. And as she met him, point after point, he began to see
-things in a different light. Dim and hazy at first yet still he saw a
-difference. Not that he showed an inclination to acknowledge the truth
-of any of the pictures she painted. O, no! not quite so easy are
-deep-rooted superstitions and prejudices uprooted. Yet she gave him food
-for thought.
-
-She pointed out to him conditions as they exist throughout the country,
-She showed him how one vexed question is entangled with another. She
-drew his attention to the masses of workers who with their dollar a
-day,—sometimes a little more, sometimes even less,—have no time for
-self-improvement, no time for healthful recreation. That recreation
-which is of an elevating character, is quite unattainable and that which
-is within their reach is of the most demoralizing kind. The swilling of
-vile drinks, with vile companions in dens still more vile.
-
-She spoke of the overburdened wife and mother, wearing away her life in
-drudgery and loneliness. At the close of his day’s toil the husband
-brings no love to the cheerless home. That which he had named and
-believed love on their wedding day has long since fled; yet of this
-union springs unwishedfor children; children gestated in an atmosphere
-of hate; idiots and criminals ushered into being to fill our prisons and
-insane asylums. The employer class, on the other hand, feast upon the
-wealth these unfortunates produce, and by their excesses sow the seeds
-of crime in their offspring.
-
-“On all sides,” said Imelda, “through the force of circumstances young
-lives are lost in the sloughs of vice and shame. Woman sells her virtue
-to the highest bidder; the one for a passing hour, the other for a life
-time. Which of the two is the worse? The merciless and unnatural codes
-of society demand the unsexing of woman by strangling nature’s desires,
-then these codes permit one man to drive her to the grave or to the mad
-house through the power given to him by the law. The woman that would be
-true to her normal instincts, the woman that would practicalize her
-natural right of being a mother, must first sell herself for all time to
-some man, who, in return, forces upon her what at first was a pleasure
-and a blessing but now a hundred-fold curse. To surrender herself in
-love with holiest emotions is a sin, is a demoralization. To endure the
-hated embrace of the man who long since murdered every trace of that
-holy love, is a duty and virtue.
-
-“To escape such thralldom is to her an utter impossibility, as the only
-way out lies through that most damnable of abominations, the divorce
-court, where every pure instinct of a sensitive woman’s nature is
-outraged to such extent that generally she prefers, of the two evils,
-the marital outrage to that of the divorce court.
-
-“And yet the world goes on. Ignorant mothers bear and rear ignorant
-children. From their birth nature is strangled. They are fed and clothed
-in an unhealthful, unnatural manner, so that the wonder is, not that
-there are so many small graves but rather that so many survive. The
-little girl with propensities to romp is told she is a hoyden, a tomboy.
-The boy with refined sentiments, that he is a ‘sissy,’ and so on
-throughout the long category. We are bound, fettered, on all sides from
-the cradle to the grave. No matter what misery, what woe, springs
-therefrom, never go your own way but travel only that which is mapped
-out for you by custom which has been foisted upon society. O, it is so
-unnatural, so miserable, this binding, this fettering, this laying down
-laws that are made only to be broken.”
-
-She had spoken rapidly, and had warmed in her enthusiasm. Her head
-thrown slightly backward with a motion most graceful, her eyes shining
-with a glory that was beautiful, and Norman did not fail to be struck by
-it.
-
-“How can it all affect us, my sweet?” he asked. “Are we not far above
-all the horrible pictures you have drawn?”
-
-“I hope so,” she answered. “I do, indeed, hope we are above it, but
-don’t you see every picture has its ground work in the ‘Thou shalt not,’
-of some law? Every picture has its clanking chains and the heaviest is
-always the marriage chain. Don’t you see, don’t you understand?” He
-folded her close in his arms, an action which she by no means resented.
-
-“And must our sweet love be sacrificed because of those horrible
-conditions? Have you not more faith in the voice of your heart?” Tears
-sprang to her eyes. O, how hard it was to steel that heart to the
-pleadings of the precious voice. How could she make him understand that
-he possessed the unbounded trust, the most unconditional love of her
-whole being?
-
-“I have all the faith in the world in you,” she said, as with trembling
-fingers she caressed the fair locks that fell in clustering masses over
-the open noble brow.
-
-“Can you not see, can you not understand that I love you with all the
-strength of my being? Let us be happy now, in the present, in that love,
-and trust to the future to lift the veil, to dispel the clouds,”—and he
-could not dissuade her. He kissed the tears from the shining dark eyes.
-His love for her grew with every hour. He realized that bitter suffering
-in the past had sown the seed of the present strength of character and
-growth of views to which until now he had given but a passing thought.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-
-But now? One thing Imelda had achieved. She had led Norman into the
-realms of thought. She had made him think as he had never thought
-before. He now began to see the real cause of human misery. Asking a few
-well directed questions he soon had the missing links needed to
-supplement Imelda’s life history. She told him of the fair-haired girl
-whom she loved better than a sister; the girl whose mother’s life had
-been blighted through that self-same marriage curse. She told him of
-that cherished friend who through the same curse had seen a worshiped
-mother laid beneath the sod—which tale she ended by requesting him to
-write those friends; to become acquainted with them; to test their
-friendship. Norman agreed to do this, and not many days later a letter
-of his was speeding across the prairies bearing his worded desire to
-know better those who had in earlier days befriended his Imelda, and who
-wielded such influence over her.
-
-But to those enthralled in love’s golden fetters time speeds on rapid
-wings. When Norman looked at his watch he found it pointing to half past
-ten. A pang smote Imelda’s heart as she thought of the lonely watcher up
-in the sick chamber, and hastily sought to disengage herself from the
-encircling arms of her lover. A half dozen more love-laden kisses and
-the young girl was bounding across the open grounds followed by the fond
-eyes of her lover who watched her until she disappeared within the
-portals of the house ere he wended his way homeward.
-
-No sooner had Imelda stepped into the hall, softly closing the door
-behind her, than, from the open door to the right, leading into the
-drawing room, stepped Lawrence Westcot. Imelda drew back. She did not
-care to encounter anyone just now, least of all Lawrence Westcot.
-Planting himself directly across her path, but speaking with faultless
-courtesy he said:
-
-“Miss Ellwood will you grant me the favor of a few moments
-conversation?” at the same time holding open the door for her to pass
-through. Imelda paused, hesitating. What could Lawrence Westcot desire
-to say to her? Besides it was already late. Her conscience smote her for
-having absented herself so long from the sick room, and she certainly
-felt no desire to be alone with this man at this hour of the evening.
-But he was waiting, holding the door for her to pass through, quite as a
-matter of course. Much as she was disinclined to do so she yet felt that
-she could not refuse without appearing rude, and so, reluctantly passing
-him she entered the room, while he closed the door after them.
-
-The room was dimly lit, as before when she had entered it earlier in the
-evening. Imelda paused under the single burning jet. He came forward and
-turned it to a brighter blaze, then wheeled forward a chair for her to
-be seated, but which she declined, shaking her head in a positive
-manner.
-
-“I beg your pardon, but I would rather not, Mr. Westcot. It is time I
-return to Alice. Mrs. Boswell kindly relieved me this evening of several
-hours of responsibility. I have already overstayed my time. I do not
-wish to give it the appearance of an imposition, so if you have anything
-to say to me I must beg of you to hasten.”
-
-She had taken a step or two backward and stood with her hand resting
-upon the back of the chair Westcot had placed for her, the soft folds of
-the white shawl that had been loosely thrown over her head and
-shoulders, the glow of health and happiness upon her cheek and in the
-dark brown eyes—Lawrence Westcot felt the magic beauty of the picture
-before him. It was doubtful if he heard a word of what she had spoken;
-certain it was that he paid no attention to it. Suddenly Imelda became
-conscious of his burning gaze, and in a moment her face was dyed from
-brow to chin with a hot wave of color, and again she spoke:
-
-“If you have something to tell me, Mr. Westcot, will you please do so
-without loss of time? I do not wish that Alice should be waiting.”
-
-“Let her wait,” he said hastily, huskily. “She is not wanting for
-anything. I have just come from there. Mrs. Boswell is with her and can
-manage very well. Besides, why should you make such a prisoner of
-yourself? The nurse is paid for her work; let her do it. A little while
-longer will not hurt her.”
-
-Utterly surprised, Imelda for the moment was unable to speak, but almost
-instantly recovering her self-possession:
-
-“Was it to tell me this you have asked me to come in here?” He heeded
-not the withering scorn in her voice, but stepping nearer he possessed
-himself of one of her hands.
-
-“Why should I not tell you that, and a great deal more if I choose?
-True, you never gave me a chance, but can you not see that I madly love
-you?”
-
-“Sir! You forget yourself!” Imelda snatched her hand from him and
-stepped several paces backward. Nothing daunted the next moment he again
-was at her side.
-
-“Why should I not tell you, and why should you not listen? Do I not know
-your views on love and marriage? According to them you cannot deem my
-love for you a crime because I am a married man.” With these words he
-attempted again to take her hand, but she, by mustering all her strength
-pushed him from her with such force as to almost unbalance him.
-
-“How dare you?” she articulated. The face that only a few moments ago
-was dyed scarlet was now ashen in its pallor.
-
-“I dare it because I love you,” came in low, almost hissing tones from
-lips that were now pale as hers, while his black eyes glowed like living
-coals.
-
-“Do you think I will meekly surrender you to that—no! I will not call
-names—to that so-called friend of mine? I tell you no! a thousand times
-no! I acknowledge no barriers, as I know you do not, and I swear to you
-that you must and shall be mine!”—and ere Imelda was aware of his
-intention he had gained her side, his arms like bands of iron were laid
-about her shoulders, and the next instant she felt his hated kisses upon
-her lips. For a moment she was powerless, and only for a moment, when
-with strength of desperation she tore herself from his embrace.
-
-“You are the most despicable creature upon this earth! I will tell you
-what barriers stand between us. First and foremost your utter lack of
-manhood. By whatever despicable means you may have obtained an inkling
-of my views, let me tell you that you have failed, utterly failed to get
-the least gleaming of the truth. Know that a creature so wholly devoid
-of principle and honor may never hope to win the favor of a free woman.
-Know you that love can neither be forced nor bought. When you come to
-realize and understand this you may speak to me again—not until then.”
-
-With an imperious movement she swept by him, leaving him bewildered and,
-for a moment, totally subdued. Had he failed to understand her? What a
-glorious creature! and what superb scorn. Did she know what stood
-between Alice and him? At the thought of Alice a dark frown swept over
-his face. What was the meaning of that?
-
-Upon winged feet Imelda flew up the broad stairway and into the sick
-room. Her strength was at an end. Staggering she would have fallen, had
-not the nurse seen her condition in time and caught her in her arms.
-Carefully she laid her upon the lounge. Alice was sleeping, as indeed
-the last few days and nights she had slept almost constantly, which fact
-enabled the nurse to pay all her attention for the next half hour to
-this new patient. Finally Imelda returned to consciousness, but only to
-break into an uncontrollable fit of weeping. For a little while the
-nurse permitted this fit to have full sway, but when the storm had spent
-itself and Imelda became more composed she stepped to the stand where
-there was quite an array of medicines. Mixing a soothing draught she
-handing it to Imelda, saying:
-
-“Take this,” and, quite as a matter of course Imelda drank the cooling
-drink.
-
-“Now,” continued Mrs. Boswell, “go to your room and lie down.” But this
-time she was not so readily obeyed. Imelda’s frame shook as with a
-chill.
-
-“I would rather not. Please let me remain where I am. I shall soon
-recover and be all right again.”
-
-“No! no! the sick room is no place to sleep. I insist that you go to
-your own room and bed, if you would avoid being sick yourself.”
-
-But Imelda on no account would have traversed the lonely hallway again
-tonight, for fear of meeting in some shadowy nook the man she had just
-left below in such a storm of passion. Mrs. Boswell soon realized that
-for some unaccountable reason Imelda seemed afraid, though this was a
-weakness she had not hitherto noticed in the girl, but she understood
-too well that she was in need of perfect composure and rest, and the
-sick room was no place for these. Stepping to the bedside of the
-sleeping patient she bent over her and listened for a moment to the
-quiet breathing; then she said:
-
-“Come, I will go with you. It will be perfectly safe to leave our
-patient for a few moments.” Then taking the agitated girl by the hand,
-she led her through the hallway to her own room. Lighting the gas jet
-she next turned down the bed clothes and quietly but quickly assisted
-her to disrobe and helped her into the snowy night robe. She would then
-have tucked her into her bed but Imelda refused, as she wished to fasten
-the door after the retreating form of the nurse, who thereupon returned
-to the bedside of the sleeping Alice to watch the night away when she
-herself had expected to spend it in needed rest and sleep.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII.
-
-
-Since recording the events of the last chapter, weeks of summer sunshine
-have passed away. Alice, dressed in a soft fleecy white cashmere
-wrapper, is reclining in her own cozy room, upon a comfortable lounge
-which has been drawn closely to the open window from where she can watch
-the golden rays of the setting sun as it disappears beyond the distant
-hills. Pale and wan she looks, but the sparkle of returning health is in
-her eyes as they rest now and then upon the forms of her two little
-girls who are seated in childish fashion upon the floor, and with their
-baby fingers trying to wind wreaths of ferns and flowers that are heaped
-in a low basket that has been placed with its contents at their
-disposal.
-
-Imelda in one of her soft gray gowns was seated in a low rocker. The
-book from which she had been reading was lying unnoticed in her lap; her
-eyes, too, were wandering through the open window to enjoy the golden
-glory of the setting sun. For a while nothing was heard but childish
-voices in childish glee. Both fair women were busy with their own
-thoughts. Imelda had lost some of her wild-rose bloom. The clear-cut
-features were almost colorless as marble. There was a constrained look
-upon them; yet now and then they would brighten as with an inward light,
-and reflect the happiness that she, in those moments, felt; but they
-soon gave way again to that other look, a deep sigh betokening the
-change of thought.
-
-As the last rays of the sun died out in a golden halo, Alice slowly
-turned her head and for a while lay watching her friend. “A penny for
-your thoughts, my dear,” she said with a smile, thus recalling her to
-present things.
-
-“They are not worth it,” Imelda made answer. “They are but vague and
-unreal dreams.” Alice’s pale face quivered.
-
-“Vague and unreal,” she repeated. “Ah, my precious, as long as they are
-vague and unreal, you may count yourself happy. It is the real and
-tangible that makes life a burden. Why have I returned to it? I am sure
-I would have been many times better off had they laid me beneath the
-green sods.” A pitiful quiver was in the sad young voice, and Imelda
-felt a sudden pain at her heart as she heard and understood. The next
-moment she knelt at the side of the invalid.
-
-“Why should you talk like that? See, that is why you should be here,”
-pointing to the little ones. Little Norma was laughing and clapping her
-chubby hands. She had just succeeded in crowning, with the work of their
-childish hands, the elder and more stately Meta who was attempting a
-dignified mien under the high honors. The dark-eyed elf looked so comic
-that Alice could not repress a smile even though a tear trickled over
-the pale face. Just then a step in the hallway was heard, and the next
-moment a figure stood in the open doorway.
-
-“Papa! papa!” Norma’s baby voice rang out, and the next instant the
-little one flew to meet him. He stooped and lifted the flaxen-haired
-child to his arms. The baby arms were twined about his neck. But little
-Norma’s welcome seemed the only one that was accorded him; even Meta
-hung back, shy and quiet. She walked backwards to where the fair young
-mother lay, who clasped the child to her fast beating heart. Imelda rose
-quickly from her kneeling position and stepping to the open window
-turned her back to the other inmates of the room. Lawrence Westcot saw
-and understood. For just one moment his black eyes emitted a flash like
-a smouldering flame and his white teeth sank deep into his nether lip.
-But not one word passed those lips that would have betrayed what was
-taking place underneath the quiet exterior. He had not seen Imelda since
-that night three weeks ago, when his words had been like cruel blows to
-the pure, proud girl. She had managed to keep out of his sight, and he
-did not possess the courage or daring to force himself into her
-presence. This lack of courage kept him also from the sick room of his
-wife, which was probably most fortunate for her chances of recovery.
-Never once, since her return to consciousness, had her eyes rested upon
-his face. If she missed him it certainly did not cause regret. It is
-more likely, however, that she did not think of him at all, in those
-days.
-
-Certain it was that when he suddenly stood, unannounced, in her presence
-her heart gave a great bound and then seemed to stand still. Could she
-have thought that he would never come near her again? But the silence
-was now becoming oppressive. Not a word from anyone only little Norma’s
-cooing, caressing—“Papa, papa,” as the little hands patted the dark
-inscrutable face. With the little one still in his arms he took several
-steps forward toward the frightened little woman seated upon the lounge.
-With a start and a gasp she drew Meta with one arm still closer to her,
-while the other hand was uplifted in a manner intended to wave him off.
-Seeing the gesture he instantly stopped. An indescribable look passed
-over his face. Could it be pain? He hesitated a moment, then kissed the
-baby face and set little Norma down.
-
-“Papa is not wanted here,” he said in a tone that sent a strange thrill
-to the heart of either woman. Was it the same voice they were wont to
-hear? No sneer, no sarcasm. How husky it had become! Did it not sound
-like regret? Ere they could recover from their surprise he was gone and
-they were once more alone. The excitement that those few minutes had
-brought had been too much for Alice. The next moment she was sobbing
-hysterically, and for the next half hour Imelda had her hands full in
-trying to restore quiet and peace. For seeing the mother weep caused
-both little girls to fling their playthings aside in true childish
-fashion and join with their tears. Alice was still very weak, or this
-episode could scarcely have affected her as it did; and to do Lawrence
-Westcot justice, he had no intention of inflicting pain when he went to
-his wife’s room that evening.
-
-Nevertheless Imelda felt bitter as she reflected what life must mean to
-this timid, nervous little woman when the mere sight of the man to whom
-she was bound could throw her into such a hysterical state. O, how wrong
-it all was, how wrong! After a while, however, she became more quiet and
-at Imelda’s suggestion she soon retired. Imelda mixed for her a soothing
-drink and soon had the satisfaction of hearing the even, regular
-breathing of the sleeper. Long ere this she had sent both little girls
-away with their nurse, so she had the hours of the summer evening to
-herself. It was quite warm, the evening shadows were deepening, and
-following an inward prompting she soon found herself in the garden
-walks, wending her way to the fountain. This was a favorite place with
-her. Its cooling spray was so pleasant after the oppressive heat of the
-day. She dipped her hand into the cooling liquid while her thought
-strayed away to distant friends.
-
-The evening before she had spent in the society of Norman, who had that
-day received a second letter from Wilbur Wallace. He had expressed
-himself well pleased with the tenor of those letters as they showed to
-him the writer as in a mirror of light, and of whose character he was
-forming a high opinion, even though he could not yet second all the
-ideas placed before him for inspection. Yet, although he found these
-ideas impracticable in the extreme, as he expressed it, he could not but
-pronounce them exalted and pure, beyond those of men in general. Imelda
-longed to see these two men friends, and the prospects were that her
-wish would be gratified.
-
-Another thing that had proved of interest to Norman was that Harrisburg
-had been the early home of Wilbur Wallace, the discovery of which fact
-was as much a surprise to Imelda as to Norman, as he had never made
-mention thereof. He gave as a reason for not having done so that the
-place held little of that which was pleasant to his recollection. It was
-beneath the waves of the Susquehanna that his mother had found her
-watery grave, and if it were not that his sisters still lived there he
-would have been glad to forget that there was such a place. But, he had
-gone on to say, in his last letter to Imelda:
-
-“Since you, my precious friend, have made your home in Harrisburg, I
-have often desired to tell you that my idolized Edith, who is the
-eldest, and the equally precious younger sister, my sweet Hilda, are
-living somewhere at no great distance from your present home. So many
-years have passed since I have seen them that they have grown almost
-strangers to me. Do you think you could take interest in them sufficient
-to visit them in my name? Both dear girls often send me long and
-affectionate letters, wherein they tell their ‘stranger’ brother all
-about their girlish affairs, and if there is any saving virtue in
-thoughts transferred to paper I may hope to keep those blessed souls
-pure and unstained through the strength of the love that they bear me.”
-
-“Could she be sufficiently interested in them?” Imelda smiled as her
-heart warmed to those unknown girls. She would love them as sisters of
-her own. Had she known she would long since have hastened to meet them;
-now she must wait a little while longer until Alice would be stronger,
-so that she could either leave her or persuade her to come with her. She
-thought of them this evening as she playfully let the water run through
-her fingers. In her mind she pictured the meeting with them and then she
-thought of the report she should send Wilbur, and then her thoughts
-strayed away to her own wayward sister, of whom she had never again
-heard so much as one single word, or received one sign of life. She did
-not know if she was still among the living.
-
-Imelda’s heart grew warm and yet sad. What had become of Cora? To what
-depths had she sunk? or had there been enough latent good hidden
-somewhere in her character to once more extricate herself and rise to
-higher ground? “Cora, O Cora! where are you to night? Don’t you know
-your sister loves you?” and as if in answer to the prayerfully spoken
-words a voice at her side low and intense spoke her name. “Imelda!” As
-though the voice had struck her speechless, she stood with stiffening
-white lips unable to move or speak until her name was repeated.
-
-“Imelda!” Then——
-
-“Frank!” broke from them in a husky whisper.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
-
-“Frank! You? Where did you come from?” turning to the form that from the
-darkness had stepped to her side. The old reckless laugh rang upon the
-still night air:
-
-“Not afraid of me, sister mine, are you? I have come from somewhere out
-of the darkness surrounding us, but I am not dangerous. I have never
-done anything worse than steal when I was hungry; but as that happens on
-an average about twice, sometimes thrice a day I have that unpleasant
-duty rather often to perform. But what is a fellow to do? The world owes
-me a living, you know, and exerting myself to the extent of taking
-something wherever I can place my hand upon it is about as much work as
-I care to do.
-
-“Say sis,” he went on in his reckless manner, to the horror-struck girl,
-“you couldn’t give a fellow a little spending money, now could you? You
-are in a pretty feathered nest here, you must admit. I always knew and
-said such saintly goodness and beauty must have their reward. I knew too
-you were not quite so innocent as you would have us believe. Say, now,
-honor bright, how much is this most honored brother-in-law of mine
-worth? To judge from the appearance of yonder noble mansion and these
-surrounding grounds, he must command more than a few thousands, and as I
-would like to put in an appearance at your next grand entertainment a
-few hundred would not come amiss. You would not like to be ashamed of
-me, eh?”
-
-Almost paralyzed with horror Imelda listened. Was this man, who was
-scarcely more than a boy, her brother? Oh, shame, shame! Her brother,
-born of the same mother! She understood. He thought she was married and
-he asked her for some of that supposed husband’s money. Was it possible
-that the man sleeping in his far western grave was the father of them
-both?
-
-“Well, ’Melda, can’t you give a fellow an answer? I am waiting
-patiently. Gad, but you have managed nicely. It seems I struck it
-handsome when the brakeman found me snuggled away in a freight car, the
-other night, and insisted that my room at that particular place was more
-welcome than my presence. Think I shall remain here, instead of playing
-tramp any longer. It will certainly be a change. Only I suppose I can’t
-present myself in my present plight at the front door of my illustrious
-brother-in-law’s mansion. So, sis, you will have to fork over some of
-the shiners so’s I can make the desired change.”
-
-“Frank!” now broke in Imelda’s horror-struck voice. “Frank! Will you
-stop? How dare you think any of all the terrible things you have been
-saying? You seem to take it for granted because you find me here in the
-grounds of a handsome home that it is my own. I am not married, as you
-seem to think, but am only a servant in the house you see yonder. So you
-see all your talk about a rich brother-in-law is the veriest nonsense,
-and the sooner you leave here and find yourself some honest work to do
-the better it will be for you.”
-
-“Look here, ’Melda,” he cried, catching her roughly by the arm, “you
-can’t come any such chaff over me! I want money! I know you have it, and
-I swear you are going to give it to me.” Imelda felt the blood in her
-veins turning to ice, not from fear, but from the horror that her
-brother had come to a level such as this.
-
-“Let go of my arm,” she said in a calm, even voice. “Have you ever known
-me to speak a falsehood? I have no money, and what is more, if I had I
-should not give you a cent. You know me well enough of old to know that
-I never say what I do not mean; so I repeat, let go of my arm and leave
-these premises as quickly as possible. Until the time that you can prove
-yourself a man I forbid you ever to speak to me again. Go to the home of
-our childhood and at the graves of those to whom you owe your being,
-make the resolution that you will be a son worthy of your father, and if
-you can keep that resolution a time may come in the future that you may
-again call me sister. Now for the last time, go,”—saying which she
-brushed his hand from her arm and turning walked quickly away.
-
-She had not proceeded a dozen steps when she ran into the arms of
-someone standing there in the darkness. A cry broke from her lips. She
-was almost overcome with terror. Were the grounds infested tonight? Her
-heart throbbed with such force it seemed she would suffocate. She could
-not utter a sound. Who was it? She only heard a heavy breathing and on
-trying to extricate her hands they were held tighter.
-
-“Don’t fear,” spoke a voice which sent a new thrill of fear to her
-heart, for it was the voice of Lawrence Westcot!
-
-“Don’t fear, you are quite safe. I have heard the greater part of what
-transpired a few steps from here, and I will walk with you to the
-house.”
-
-Imelda was too weak to protest much against this offer. She shivered as
-he drew her arm through his and led her silently to the house, but in
-spite of her terror and repugnance at his touch she could not but notice
-that he treated her with profound respect. He led her to the entrance,
-opened the door and held it for her to pass through.
-
-Without a single word she left him. Scarcely able to keep on her feet
-she dragged herself up the broad stairway to her room; then without
-removing any of her clothing, she sank upon the bed whereon she lay long
-hours without moving so much as a finger. As the morning dawn stole
-through the windows she rose and disrobed, a storm of sobs shaking the
-slender figure while tears bedewed her pillow.
-
-On the following day, and on many following days it was difficult to say
-which of the two, Alice or Imelda, was the paler, the more listless;
-whether in the depths of the blue or brown eyes lay hidden the keenest
-pain.
-
-Norman came and went. He saw the change in the girl he loved but could
-not fathom the cause. He asked if she were sick; a shake of the head was
-the only answer. It was all she could do to restrain the tears in his
-presence. It would have been a luxury to sob her unhappy story out upon
-his breast, but shame sealed her lips. So she bore her sorrow as best
-she could, and in time its keen edge wore off. Frank seemed to have
-disappeared as suddenly and completely as he did once before. Now and
-then, as the memory of that evening more vividly rose before her mind’s
-eye, she would whisper to herself.
-
-“O father! my ever dear father! how thankful I am you did not live to
-realize all this. How thankful that your proud head has not been bowed
-with shame such knowledge would have brought you,”—and as these thoughts
-seemed to give new strength her own head would be uplifted, while a look
-of pride could be read in that high-bred face.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIX.
-
-
-The events recorded in the last chapter had for a while caused to be
-forced into the background the desire in Imelda’s heart to become
-acquainted with the sisters of Wilbur. The affair with Frank was of a
-nature so unpleasant that the remembrance of it seemed to crush out all
-youth and life in the proud sensitive heart, but as time is wont to heal
-all wounds so also did the effect of that dark night’s occurrence
-gradually vanish. As the days and weeks went by on the ceaseless wings
-of time Imelda again became interested in what was going on around her.
-
-Toward evening of a sunny day in August when Alice had been feeling
-better, brighter and stronger than usual she expressed the desire for a
-drive. Accordingly the carriage was ordered. Both little girls, sweet as
-snowy blossoms, in fresh white dresses, looking dainty and charming as
-two little fairies, were lifted upon one of the seats, their lively
-spirits keeping busy the hands and mind of their young governess. Alice
-leaned languidly back among the cushions and let her eyes rest
-alternately upon the glowing landscape and upon the two restless little
-elves. As it had been quite a while since they had the pleasure of
-driving with their pretty mamma it was really a treat for the little
-ones—this driving past pretty gardens filled with gorgeous flowers and
-trees laden with ripening fruit. Soon they were passing through the more
-thronged streets when suddenly,—no one knew just how it happened but
-some boys were playing in the streets. Either in their play or because
-they had been quarreling among themselves a stone was thrown. Then
-followed a plunge and a rear of one of the horses, a piercing scream
-from the inmates of the carriage, and then horses and carriage went
-plunging down one of the busiest streets—the flying figure of a woman as
-she hastened to get out of the way—a horrified cry at her having been
-run down—the figure of a man standing in the path of the runaways, a
-firm hand grasping the reins of the beasts as with an effort almost
-superhuman they were brought to a standstill. Snorting, trembling,
-restive, it was no easy matter to hold them, but the young man with the
-almost boyish face was equal to the task. A crowd soon gathered around.
-The carriage door was opened and the frightened ladies and children
-lifted therefrom. Alice could scarcely keep upon her feet. Just then it
-was remarked that someone had been run over and injured,—a young girl,
-someone else added. At hearing this Alice would have fallen had not
-Imelda caught the swaying figure in her arms.
-
-“Oh,” she cried, “I hope she is not killed or seriously injured. We must
-find out who she is and how badly she has been hurt, and—oh, wait! Where
-is the young man who so bravely rescued us, periling his own life to
-save ours. Where is he? Who is he?”
-
-Upon looking round they found that he was still holding the horses,
-patting and coaxing them, speaking to them as if they were intelligent
-beings, while the driver was also busy trying to pacify them. Upon
-request someone spoke to the young stranger, telling him that the ladies
-whom he had just rescued wished to speak to him. A comic grimace for a
-moment distorted the handsome face, then a merry smile played about the
-ripe red lips, then quickly stepping to the sidewalk, he dropped his hat
-and bowing asked if he could be of any further service. As he stood with
-uncovered head awaiting the pleasure of the ladies a sensation flashed
-through Imelda’s mind that somewhere she had seen this face before. The
-poise of the head, a trick of the hand, even the very smile playing
-about the lips seemed familiar, but she found it impossible to place the
-resemblance. Alice in the old impulsive manner held out both small white
-hands to him.
-
-“You will permit me to thank you, will you not, for the service you have
-done us today? But for your bravery we might all have been killed.” The
-boyish face dimpled all over with sunny smiles, as he tossed the fair
-hair from the heated and damp brow.
-
-“I beg your pardon lady, but I think almost anyone would have done as
-much. It was not so wonderful a thing for me to do. I am used to the
-handling of horses, it was only a spicy adventure, that is all, and if I
-thereby was of any important service, why, I am only too glad, I can
-assure you.”
-
-“But will you not give us your name? I want to know to whom I am
-indebted.”
-
-During all this time Imelda was studying the youthful face of this
-stalwart young stranger. Where had she seen that face, or one like it?
-Meta was clinging to her skirts, her great dark eyes staring at the
-handsome boy, for he really was little more than that. Little Norma was
-clinging to her mother and was still sobbing in childish fright.
-Ignoring the question of the young mother the young man laid his hand
-upon the head of the sobbing little one, which action hushed the sobs,
-while she lifted her blue eyes in wonderment to the smiling face.
-
-“Never mind, little pet,” said he, “when you are a young lady you will
-have forgotten all about the naughty fright you have had today. Don’t
-you think so, little Dark Eyes?”
-
-This last to Meta who never for a moment had let her shining dark orbs
-wander from the fair face of the young rescuer.
-
-“I don’t know,” was the naive answer the sweet childish voice made,
-which provoked a merry peal of laughter from the boyish lips. Alice too
-was smiling now, but if he thought to divert her thoughts from the
-question she had asked he was mistaken, for as soon as she could again
-recall his attention she repeated the request.
-
-“Well now,” the young man replied in a hesitating manner, “I really have
-not done anything worth mentioning, and——”
-
-“Please,” interrupted Alice. “I want so much to know. As an additional
-favor I ask it.”
-
-“Very well, then,” he answered with a sort of desperation, at the same
-time hunting in the depths of his pockets and fishing therefrom a bit of
-pasteboard.
-
-“I believe my name is scrawled on this. If that is of any value to you,
-you are certainly welcome to it,” and with that he handed her the little
-white card.
-
-“Osmond Leland,” Alice read. Like an electric shock did the words thrill
-Imelda. Her hand caught the arm of her friend.
-
-“What is the name? Read it again. I fear I have not heard aright.”
-
-“Osmond Leland,” repeated Alice. “I am sure that is the name written
-very plainly,” and she handed the card to Imelda. The young man began to
-look with surprise at the beautiful agitated face of the lady who seemed
-to find something queer about his name. She turned to him with a quick
-imperious movement. All in an instant she knew why his face seemed
-familiar.
-
-“I beg your pardon, Mr. Leland, but have you not a sister?” A flush
-slowly mounted his brow, even to the roots of his hair. The surprised
-look in his face deepened. Who was this lady that she should ask him
-such a question?
-
-“I believe I have a sister. Yes, but how could you know of this?”
-
-“Her name is Margaret?” entirely ignoring the latter part of the young
-man’s answer.
-
-“I believe that is her name,” he again answered becoming still more
-mystified.
-
-“And her home is in Chicago, where she lives with your mother?” Again
-the flush mounted to his brow. There was a little stiffening of the
-lines about the mouth as he answered somewhat coldly.
-
-“She lives in Chicago with her mother,” placing a marked emphasis upon
-the “her.” Imelda noticed it and a pained look crept about her lips. She
-hesitated, scarcely knowing how to proceed. Alice was watching her.
-Quickly she understood that the young man who had rendered them such
-signal service must be the brother of the precious friend of Imelda,
-whom she herself had learned to love in the short time she had known
-her, for her own sake. Imelda had told her all the sad story. The boy
-had been many years under the influence of that worthless father. Had he
-instilled the poison into his heart? It would almost seem so. How would
-Imelda proceed? She seemed to hesitate for a few moments, then
-suddenly,—
-
-“I left Chicago only a few months ago. Margaret Leland was my most
-precious friend in that great city. A woman pure as pure gold; reared,
-instructed and cared for by her mother whose life is consecrated to
-truth and purity. Margaret Leland and her mother are women whom any man
-in the land might well be proud to own as sister and mother.”
-
-Imelda had spoken quickly, her words savoring just a little of
-excitement. They sounded like a defense, with just an undercurrent of
-pleading for justice for those loved ones, to one whom fate had placed
-in a position where he was ignorant of that which ought to concern him
-most in life. He seemed to understand her desire. After a slight
-hesitation, his embarrassment growing greater every moment.
-
-“If the ladies will kindly permit I would be thankful to avail myself of
-the permission to call upon them.”
-
-Imelda reached out her hand.
-
-“I would be so pleased. I will have much to tell you.” Alice, in her
-turn, hastened to express her pleasure, giving him her card, and while
-she clasped his hand in both of hers she gave him, as a parting
-salutation:
-
-“Do not forget or hesitate to come. I, too, know both sweet ladies
-referred to. Let me assure you they are ladies, pure and good.” Then
-giving her driver orders to wait she again spoke to young Leland,
-telling him that they were anxious to ascertain the truth of what they
-had heard, that a young girl had been injured; whereupon he offered to
-accompany them. They retraced their steps the distance of a square,
-where they found quite a number of people gathered who were discussing
-the accident. Upon inquiring they found that the girl had been picked up
-bleeding and in an insensible condition, but that before she could be
-taken to a hospital a young lady, opposite whose home the accident had
-occurred and who had just returned from shopping, had opened her
-hospitable door and had cared for the wounded girl. Some bystanders
-remarked that in all probability her kind action would not meet the
-approval of her father, or that of her stepmother. But Miss Wallace, it
-was replied, had a mind of her own, and usually she followed its
-dictates. The house was pointed out to Alice and Imelda, and to judge
-from the outward appearance it was by no means the abode of poverty.
-Mounting the steps they rang the bell. Upon stating their errand, they
-were asked to enter.
-
-Young Leland here bade them farewell for the present, promising them
-soon to call at the home of the Westcots. The anxious ladies were then
-shown into the parlor and left to themselves. They could hear that there
-was a commotion of some kind. There were hasty steps to and fro; voices
-in the distance; orders given, etc. After a while the door opened and a
-beautiful dark eyed young lady entered. In a voice full and rich she
-said:
-
-“If I have been rightly informed, you ladies were in the carriage that
-dashed over the unfortunate girl who has been hurt?”
-
-Both ladies had risen.
-
-“Yes! to our great sorrow, such is the case,” said Alice. “Some boys
-were throwing stones and hitting one of our horses caused the sad
-accident.”
-
-“And were none of you hurt?” looking from one to the other and from them
-to the little ones.
-
-“No, thank you; not hurt at all. We escaped with only a terrible fright,
-but the unfortunate young girl,—who is she? Is she seriously injured?”
-
-“Who she is we have as yet no means of ascertaining as she is still
-unconscious. From appearance she is a working girl; she is very plainly
-dressed, but there are evident marks of refinement, as though she might
-have seen better days. How seriously she is hurt we also do not know. As
-I have said before, she has not yet regained consciousness. We know,
-however, that she has been hurt about the head. An arm also is broken,
-but the doctor hopes she is not inwardly injured. She seems to be in a
-weak condition of body as from recent illness. I have left my sister in
-charge while I came to you, ladies, so as not to leave you too long in
-suspense.”
-
-It was evident the fair speaker was desirous that her callers would take
-their leave, as her attention was doubtless required somewhere else.
-Imelda had not spoken. She experienced again the same sensations that
-she had when she first saw young Leland. Again the face before her
-seemed strangely familiar, but she was unable to place it. Was it to be
-a repetition of her former experience of an hour ago? But how? Alice was
-in the act of leave-taking, giving minute instructions as to her place
-of residence in case of an unlooked-for development of the case, for she
-said:
-
-“I feel as though we are in a measure responsible for the sad accident,
-and I shall want to know if there are any serious results.” Ere the
-young lady could give an answer Imelda could no longer resist the
-impulse to speak what was in her mind. Laying her hand upon that of the
-beautiful stranger.
-
-“I beg your pardon,” she said, “but will you kindly tell me with whom I
-have the honor of speaking? I do so much want to know your name.” The
-great dark eyes sparkled as she answered:
-
-“The favor you ask is but a small one indeed, and easily granted. My
-name is Edith Wallace.”
-
-“Edith Wallace!” echoed Imelda. “Are you a sister of Wilbur Wallace?”
-
-For a moment a look of surprise rested on the face of Miss Wallace;
-then,
-
-“Is it possible! can it be Imelda Ellwood?”
-
-“I am Imelda Ellwood.” In a moment the hands of both fair girls were
-joined in a firm clasp and, as if drawn together by a strange magnetism,
-their lips also met.
-
-“Wilbur has told me all about you, but as he did not send me your
-address, my sister and I had to wait patiently for you to come to us.
-And this, I suppose,” turning again to Alice, “is the lady with whom you
-make your home?” An introduction followed and instead of dismissing the
-two, Miss Wallace now insisted that they should remain awhile longer.
-“That is,” she added, “if you can pardon my seeming neglect, as my
-attention will have to be a divided one. My sister Hilda is with the
-patient and the doctor at present and to them I must soon return.”
-
-“Take me with you,” pleaded Imelda. “I have had a great deal of
-experience with the sick and maybe shall be able to be of some help to
-you. Besides, I feel curious to see this girl. I feel somewhat guilty as
-to the cause of her suffering, although we were the unconscious and
-unwilling cause. Yet I feel we owe her more than the wornout phrase, ‘I
-am sorry!’”
-
-Protesting yet consenting, Edith after having again excused herself to
-Alice, who was by this time reclining in a large easy chair, and having
-supplied the little ones with a charming picture book, she led the way.
-Leading her guest up a softly carpeted flight of stairs she noiselessly
-opened the door into a large airy chamber furnished in light refreshing
-tints. Snow-white curtains draped the windows while the bright light was
-toned to a mellow glow by wine-colored blinds.
-
-A sweet-faced young girl was sitting at the side of the snowy draped
-bed, watching the pale face on the pillows. So intent was she that she
-never turned her head at the entrance of the new comers, thinking it was
-her sister alone that was returning. The light brown hair was a
-struggling mass of curls that, although brushed and combed, constantly
-escaped from their confinement. The face was almost colorless, the brow
-rather low, and the eyes a deep, dark gray. Tender, loving, with a full
-share of animal spirits, Hilda Wallace was loved wherever she went. Not
-quite so beautiful as the elder sister, Edith, she was just as
-attractive in her way.
-
-In the one quick glance Imelda gave her she understood her fully. Before
-the watcher and obstructing the view, stood the doctor with the
-forefinger of his right hand resting upon the wrist of the girl’s left
-and uninjured hand. With his left hand holding his watch he was counting
-the pulse beats. At the foot of the bed stood a woman of about forty
-years, apparently the housekeeper. Her eyes were bent as intently upon
-the quiet form as those of the others in the room. Edith stepped up to
-her and for a few moments whispered in her ear. Nodding assent and
-softly tiptoeing the housekeeper slipped from the room. Edith gently
-moved around to the other side of the bed and bending over the sufferer
-listened to the almost imperceptible breathing.
-
-“How is she, doctor? Do you apprehend any danger?”
-
-The man of science shook his head. “Not immediately,” he said, “but she
-will require careful nursing. She has an ugly cut upon the head and we
-will have to prevent inflammation or brain fever may set in. It is
-important to keep her head cool. Do not forget to change the ice bandage
-every few minutes. The broken arm is nothing serious in itself and will
-soon be all right, but it may add to the fever the first two or three
-days. She ought to have been taken to a hospital instantly. I am afraid
-it may be some time now before she can be removed.”
-
-“That is not to be considered,” said Edith. “We have room enough and
-also willing hands that it will do good to get some practice in the art
-of relieving pain, and if it should prove necessary we can call in the
-help of a professional nurse. But I wish I knew who she is. I am sure
-her friends must be very anxious about her.”
-
-The doctor merely nodded his head in a grave manner, giving vent to some
-very expressive grunts. “Very well,” he said, “very well; if you are so
-willing I am sure I am more than satisfied. I know I can trust the
-patient in your hands, Miss Wallace. You and your sister are a host in
-yourselves; so in your care I leave her. My part of the work being done
-for the present I will now go. Should there be an undesirable change,
-let me know;” and with a few more general instructions he bowed himself
-out. Edith would have followed but he prevented her from doing so.
-
-“No; I can find the way myself while your place is here—and—good
-evening, ladies,”—and he was gone.
-
-Until now Hilda had not spoken a word. Her whole attention was directed
-to the care of the sick girl, every few moments lifting the cloths from
-her head and replacing them with others taken from a vessel of ice
-standing by the bedside. All this time the sufferer never spoke, never
-moved. Imelda could not see her face as it was turned partly away, and
-partly concealed in a deep shadow. Edith now spoke.
-
-“Hilda, do you see this lady?” whereupon the girl’s head quickly turned.
-
-“O, I did not know that there was anyone here,” she said in tones of
-liquid music. Hastily turning to Imelda, “I beg your pardon”—then to
-Edith. “Whom did you say? I don’t understand.”
-
-“Which is quite natural,” answered Edith smiling, “as I have not said
-who; and as I know you will never guess I may as well tell you. It is
-Imelda Ellwood; the young lady Brother Wilbur has so often told us
-about.”
-
-“O! Imelda Ellwood!” exclaimed Hilda, with a glad little cry, her face
-brightening with a sudden joy. “I am so glad,” and impulsively extending
-both hands she kissed her in greeting.
-
-Just then a smothered sound was heard from the bed. With her well hand
-the wounded girl grasped the cloth from her head and dashed it across
-the room.
-
-“Who said Imelda? Where is she? I know of but one Imelda, and she is
-far-away. Ha! ha!” laughing wildly.
-
-“I wonder what Imelda would say? my beautiful and good sister Imelda, if
-she could see me tonight. Would she soil her pure hands to wash mine? I
-thought I heard someone speak her name. Say, do you know her?”—and her
-glance travels unsteadily from face to face. As her eyes rested upon the
-white face of Imelda they settled there in a stony, set manner. Her lips
-twitched convulsively as she slowly raised herself upon her well arm.
-With a quick movement Imelda now cast aside the hat that she still wore.
-The next instant she had caught the weakened but fever-flushed form in
-her arms.
-
-“Cora!” She spoke the name calmly, and in a tone of voice tender and
-gentle, as if the meeting and finding of the wayward sister here was a
-matter of course. Laying her cool hand upon the heated brow and gently
-brushing the tangled hair therefrom.
-
-“Cora, be calm and quiet or you will harm yourself. Come, lie down and
-go to sleep.” From the manner in which these words were spoken one would
-scarce have thought that anything unusual had happened. The influence of
-both words and manner was instantly felt by the suffering girl.
-Obediently she permitted herself to be laid back upon the pillows. Her
-eyes closed. Her hand went up to her head; then to her injured arm, thus
-indicating where the pain was that tortured her. Hilda had by this time
-replaced the cold cloths. Low moans escaped the lips of the patient and
-soon two large tear drops stole from beneath the closed eyelids. Imelda
-gently brushed them away, now and then murmuring a caressing word so low
-that only the prostrate girl could hear. Her hand passed back and forth
-across the fevered brow. The magnetic touch seemed to do her good.
-Gradually the sufferer became more quiet, and when the parched lips
-asked for water it was Imelda’s hand that passed the cooling drink. In a
-little while the breathing became more regular, and presently Cora was
-asleep.
-
-In all this time there had not been spoken one word of explanation.
-Whatever of curiosity the sisters may have felt none was expressed.
-Quietly they waited until their guest should of her own accord explain
-what seemed so strange. When Imelda felt certain that her sister was
-fast asleep she gently withdrew her hands and raising her eyes to those
-of Edith she indicated that she wished to speak to her. Not wishing to
-make the least sound in the sick room the two went out together, leaving
-Hilda once more to watch with loving care at the bedside.
-
-As soon as the door was closed upon their retreating figures Imelda
-turned and looked Edith Wallace full in the face. It was an ordeal she
-felt called upon to pass through, and though a severe one she resolved
-to meet it bravely.
-
-“Do you understand what that girl is to me?” pointing to the door of the
-room wherein the sick girl lay.
-
-“I have an inkling,” replied Edith, “but do not quite understand.”
-
-“She is my sister!” Like a wail the words came from Imelda’s lips. She
-had managed to hide her real feelings while in the atmosphere of the
-sick room, but now she was in danger of losing control of herself.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXX.
-
-
-“Come with me,” said Edith, and she led the way to a room at the other
-end of the hall.
-
-“Here we will be undisturbed, and you can tell me all you wish to
-impart. But I wish you to understand that I expect you to say nothing
-that may cause you pain to recall. The fact that this girl is your
-sister makes her much less a stranger to me than she would otherwise
-have been. Come, sit here in this chair, here where you will be shaded
-from the rays of the setting sun. Now, if you are comfortable you may
-proceed.”
-
-What a cozy, homelike room it was. A bright glowing red was the
-predominating color, softened by the lace curtains and snowy draped bed.
-Here and there was a dash of gold. The warm hues seemed just suited to
-the glowing beauty of the girl who sank into a seat opposite the chair
-wherein she had placed Imelda, and here, in the cool half-dark room, was
-told the sad story of how this wayward sister had left the home of her
-childhood to go with her lover.
-
-Of her own suspicion, however, that Cora had never been a wife Imelda
-could not bring herself to speak. How could she know how these sisters
-would judge? She only told that from the hour that Cora had left her
-home until now they had never seen her; never heard from her, “and now I
-am afraid,” added Imelda, “she will be a burden upon your hands, an
-imposition upon your kindness for an indefinite length of time.”
-
-“Hush! Not so, my friend,” interrupted Edith. “I may call you friend,
-may I not? Would I not have done as much for an utter stranger. Why then
-not do it for one whom my brother holds most dear, meaning yourself, of
-course; and I can not help accepting your sister in the same light.
-But,” she added smiling, “do you not think we have treated your friend
-Mrs. Westcot, rather badly considering it is over an hour since we left
-her alone to pass the time away as best she could,—and now the shades of
-night are beginning to fall.”
-
-Imelda uttered a little frightened cry. “O, I had forgotten! Poor Alice.
-I must go to her at once. But first, if you will permit, I must see Cora
-is still resting.” So, stopping for a moment to inquire of Hilda as to
-the condition of the patient, and being assured that she was still
-asleep and perfectly quiet, the two found their way down the wide
-stairway to where the little woman had been left to entertain herself.
-Here they found that that tired little morsel of humanity had fallen
-fast asleep in the depths of the large arm chair wherein she had settled
-herself, while the little girls seeing “Mamma” asleep and having been
-taught at such a time to be very quiet had climbed into a chair, which
-Meta had pushed up to a window, and were watching the stream of travel
-and traffic on the street.
-
-As the door opened little Meta turned her head and seeing Imelda uttered
-a glad cry. It had been a tiresome task to entertain the baby mind of
-Norma, and the little heart beat joyfully at the prospect that the
-charge was over. The cry woke Alice who started up a little confused,
-but immediately she remembered where she was. Edith apologized for her
-seeming neglect, but added:
-
-“I am sure you will excuse me when you fully understand. I will go now
-and see to arranging our simple evening meal, for of course you will
-take tea with us. In the meantime your friend will make the necessary
-explanation.” With these words, having first lit several gas jets, and
-ere Alice could formulate a protest she withdrew and left the two
-friends alone.
-
-But Imelda spoke not a word. Exhausted and broken-hearted she sank into
-the nearest chair and bowing her head upon her hands her overcharged
-feelings gave way. Breaking into an uncontrollable fit of weeping, sobs
-shook the slender figure while tears trickled fast through her fingers.
-
-Alice was speechless. Surprise at this seemingly uncalled for outburst
-of feeling, seemed for the moment to rob her of the power of utterance.
-The little ones stood with eyes wide open, wondering why “Aunty Meldy
-should try!” as little Norma expressed it. By and by Alice collected her
-wits sufficiently to take the hands of the weeping girl and drawing them
-from her face asked her what it all meant. When Imelda had somewhat
-conquered her emotions she said:
-
-“Alice, you have been a true friend to me always. You have made me your
-confidant in many things. You know much of my earlier life, but not all.
-You knew I had a sister and brother; you think they are dead, as I
-simply told you that I had lost them, but the inference is not true.
-Both have stepped out of my life and have been as dead to me, for
-several years. I have sometimes almost wished they were indeed dead.
-Wild and wayward they had cast aside the restraining influence of home
-and had gone—we knew not whither. Never a sign of life did they give,
-and my mother went to her grave calling vainly for her absent ones.
-
-“Within the last few weeks, however, the knowledge has come to me that
-both are alive. Several weeks ago I encountered Frank in the grounds of
-Maplelawn. Laboring under the misapprehension of believing me to be
-mistress of the handsome mansion he asked me for money. Finding I
-occupied only a servant’s position he had no further use for me, and
-disappeared as suddenly as he had appeared. I know not what has again
-become of him; and”—with a choking feeling in her throat—“upstairs with
-a broken arm and a bleeding head lies my sister Cora! Do you now
-understand?”
-
-Imelda turned and going to the window gazed blankly into the darkening
-night. She had spoken hastily and in broken accents, as if ridding
-herself of a very disagreeable duty. It was not pleasant to speak of
-these family affairs. For her they meant shame and disgrace, even though
-her whole being recoiled from word or act impure. Her burning brow was
-pressed against the cool glass and her hand upon her aching heart. Many
-indeed had been the trials she had been called upon to bear. Had it not
-been that such rare and true friends had been hers to smooth her rough
-pathway, and had it not been for the love of a true man’s noble heart,
-she would often have found life not worth the living. As she stood there
-waiting she knew not for what, a hand stole softly into hers and a
-gentle voice said:
-
-“Imelda! I am sorry, so sorry for you, but—I wish I had a sister! I have
-no one in all this wide world that has a claim upon me except my
-children. There was a time when Lawrence was my heaven, but now—you know
-and understand—that time belongs to the past. You have a sister. Let us
-hope that the finding of her will prove a blessing to you. The same
-blood flows in your veins. It were strange indeed if some of the same
-noble emotions did not also move her heart.” Imelda was moved. She had
-never heard Alice speak with so much depth of feeling. She had not
-thought her friend possessed so much real character.
-
-“Thank you,” she said. “I hope so, indeed; but do you understand? I will
-now be compelled to remain here for some time to come. The doctor says
-it will not be advisable to have her removed; so I am in a manner bound
-to remain, which means that you will for a time have to do without me.”
-
-By the sudden pallor of Alice’s cheek it was very plain that she had not
-thought of that, but bravely she put down all feelings of self.
-
-“Very well, we will get along without you until such time as your sister
-can with safety be removed; then we will have her brought to Maplelawn
-where you can nurse her until she shall have perfectly recovered.”
-Imelda started.
-
-“Oh, no! That would be kindness too great to accept. It would be too
-much; besides how would Mr. Westcot accept the situation? It would be an
-imposition; there is no gainsaying that. No! no! Alice. I cannot accept
-your kind offer. As soon as it is safe she will have to be removed to a
-hospital where I shall make arrangements, if at all possible, to have
-the care of her. If that cannot be done, why then—I shall have to do the
-best I can for her.”
-
-“Nonsense, Imelda, do not speak like that. Lawrence has never yet
-refused me an expressed wish and I certainly do wish to have you near me
-as much as possible. But there will be time enough to discuss these
-matters later, for the present it is undoubtedly understood that you
-remain here. The rest we will trust to future developments. Just now,”
-she said, in order to change the subject, “I wish you to help me lay
-this sleeping child upon the tete-a-tete, as she is becoming quite
-heavy;” and while Imelda was arranging an easy position Edith returned.
-
-Alice was more anxious to return home now, as she would have to do so
-without her trusted and faithful companion, but Edith insisted on
-refreshments first, and while they were being partaken of she sent out a
-servant to have Alice’s carriage brought up to the house. But the
-carriage was already waiting for them, and had been for some time.
-Osmond Leland had been possessed of forethought enough to attend to that
-matter. Edith explained to her guests that when she and her sister were
-alone they dispensed with the culinary art to a great extent, as they
-were both fond of fruits, and in the summer it was no difficult thing to
-have a variety of fruits on hand.
-
-“Maybe I am a little indolent,” she explained smiling, “but I do not
-like to roast my brains above a great fire, and by the same token I do
-not like to see someone else do it either; so this is the result.”
-
-There was no occasion, however, for Edith to make excuses. The ladies
-found the simple meal very refreshing. After it was over Imelda told
-Alice what few articles she deemed it necessary that she should send
-her; for as a matter of course she would remain for the present, and
-take upon herself the chief care of the wayward but now suffering
-sister. With the two sleepy little girls Alice was then snugly tucked
-away in the carriage and the driver being cautioned to be very careful,
-replied there was positively no cause to fear. It was not likely that a
-similar accident would again occur; had it not been for the throwing of
-that unlucky stone the trustworthy beasts would never have played such
-pranks. With a wave of the hand Imelda saw the carriage disappear, and
-with a heavy heart she again ascended the stairs to relieve the patient
-Hilda, and to take upon herself this new duty of nursing back to life
-wayward, erring Cora. To life? and what else? The sequel will show.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXI.
-
-
-In the days and nights that followed Imelda had every opportunity for
-studying this sister pair, with whom her manner of becoming acquainted
-was so different from that she had pictured. The first week was a trying
-time. Fever flushed the cheeks of the injured girl, tossed her head upon
-her pillow, and in her delirium she spoke of many things that caused
-Imelda’s face alternately to pale and glow.
-
-If any reliance could be placed upon those wild utterances, “storm
-tossed” would rightly apply to the life she had been leading. In her
-troubled dreams she was living in an atmosphere that was strange to the
-much tried sister. At intervals she would recognize Imelda for a few
-moments; then there was a subdued light in the feverish eyes, a nervous
-twitching about the lips. Her hand would come creeping in a hesitating
-way, groping for that of her sister. Imelda thought she understood.
-Gently pressing the groping hand she would lay her cheek to that of the
-suffering girl and whisper,
-
-“It is all right, Cora, never mind.” Sometimes in lucid intervals, tears
-would force their way from under the closed eyelids and roll down the
-faded cheek. Imelda would gently wipe them away and kiss the parched
-lips. But invariably the next moment wild fancies would hold sway and
-she would talk of things the patient sister could not understand.
-
-Edith and Hilda were of the greatest help to Imelda. They would insist
-upon relieving her that she might refresh her tired frame with hours of
-balmy sleep, and also insisted that she should occasionally take a walk
-in the evening or morning air. Hilda more particularly proved herself a
-valuable assistant. The soft magnetic touch of her hand seemed to give
-ease to Cora in her most restless moments.
-
-For more than a week her life hung in the balance. But her strong youth
-conquered, and after the ninth day reason returned to its throne. The
-gash upon the white forehead would be a disfigurement for life. Happily
-the prevailing fashion of hair dressing would almost completely hide the
-disfiguring mark. The cruel wound was yet far from being healed, but the
-danger was past. It now only required time for her to gather strength.
-Already she could sit daily for a few hours in a comfortable arm chair
-and enjoy the sweet pure air at the open window.
-
-The Wallace sisters had positively refused to listen to any arrangement
-for removal of the patient. “She will remain,” they had said, “until
-quite well.” And here she still was, after two weeks had passed. A
-marked change had come over her. Imelda saw she was no longer the
-reckless, daring Cora of old. A spirit of refinement rested on the white
-brow, and shone in the no longer defiant eyes. There was a story in the
-pained lines of the decidedly pretty face. The loss of blood, the
-ravages of fever, and the pain of the broken arm had robbed her of every
-vestige of color. The ugly gash upon the white forehead had now healed
-enough to remove the bandage, and only a narrow strip of court plaster
-was needed to cover the still festering edges.
-
-As she was somewhat of the same build and size as Hilda, that maiden had
-robed her in a pretty pink tea gown with a white silk front, trimmed at
-the neck and wrists with a soft fall of rich lace, a white silk cord
-encircled the waist. The heavy light brown hair had been combed school
-girl fashion, and hung in two plain braids over either shoulder. With
-the front hair Hilda had gone to some extra trouble to have it look
-nice. It was a mass of fluffy, curling ringlets, only at one end peeped
-the court plaster, merely indicating what was hidden. With that look of
-sadness, that was so new to the elder sister, and which softened every
-line of her face, Cora was far more than merely pretty.
-
-As yet the time that intervened since the sisters had seen each other
-last had not been touched upon. Both seemed to avoid it as if by mutual
-consent. Today Cora lay back in her chair, her gaze fixed intently upon
-the outside of the window, but it was doubtful if she saw what was
-transpiring there. Imelda had been reading, now she also was resting.
-The book lay in her lap while she too permitted her gaze to wander.
-After a time, however, she recalled her wandering looks and directed
-them upon the face opposite her, and in doing so she saw that two pearly
-drops had stolen from beneath the half-closed eyelids and were slowly
-trickling down the white cheeks. Imelda noiselessly sank on her knees at
-her side, and taking the well hand of the girl in both of hers, she laid
-it against her cheek.
-
-“What is it, Cora?” she asked gently. “Can you not trust your sister and
-tell her all?” But as if the words had loosened the flood gates of her
-soul the tears gushed forth in torrents from the hazel eyes; the white
-teeth sank deep into the quivering lips, as if to quell the sobs that
-broke from them. Drawing her hand away from Imelda she covered her face
-while she sobbed as if her heart would break. For a while Imelda did not
-speak, but permitted the storm to spend its strength, knowing full well
-she would feel all the better for it. When she had become more calm
-Imelda passed her arm about her waist and leaned her head against Cora’s
-arm.
-
-“Won’t you tell me?” she again pleaded. Again the lips quivered and the
-tears flowed.
-
-“Oh, Melda, Melda, how can I? You in your purity cannot understand. If I
-tell you all you will withdraw your clean immaculate hands from me
-and—Well, what matters it? I have chosen my path and no doubt can
-continue to walk in it. When a girl once steps aside from the straight
-way it is not supposed that she should ever wish to return. That
-circumstances rather than desire could send a woman on the downward
-course to ruin is not considered at all probable. I may have been
-wayward and wilful in the past. I know I was not good and gentle and
-dutiful as you were. But I was not possessed of the same strong nature,
-and if I have done wrong, believe me, Imelda, I have also suffered.”
-
-There was bitter pain in the words that seemed to dry the hot tears. Her
-mood was changing. She was at this instant more like the Cora of old
-than she had been since the accident. Imelda did not like it; she feared
-it might lead her back to the old defiance, but she hoped not. It should
-not, if womanly ingenuity could prevent it. So she determined not to
-notice the underlying bitterness. She pressed the unhappy girl’s hand
-and said:
-
-“Don’t be too sure of so easily ridding yourself of your sister. I do
-not intend to lose you again. Do you think it was for the mere pleasure
-of the thing that I have been watching with you night and day for the
-past two weeks? Oh, no! Since I have found you I intend to keep you with
-me. An only sister is not lightly lost sight of.”
-
-This last caused Cora quickly to turn her head.
-
-“An only sister? What about—little Nellie?”
-
-A sharp pang pierced Imelda’s heart. The question showed her that Cora
-did not know of the changes that had taken place. But as she hesitated
-Cora seemed to understand.
-
-“Is little Nellie dead?” she asked.
-
-“Yes!” softly answered Imelda’s voice, as her arms tightened about
-Cora’s waist. “Little Nellie is sleeping in our mother’s arms.”
-
-Imelda felt the tremor in the weakened frame, but no answer came from
-the pallid lips. But when she looked up she observed the tears again
-stealing from beneath the closed lids.
-
-“Dead! dead!” she whispered, “and I was not there. Maybe it was better
-so. If she had known all that had taken place in my life it would only
-have added another bitter drop to her already overflowing cup. But you,
-Imelda! What are you doing here so many miles from our western home? How
-came you here?”
-
-“Do you remember Alice Day, who used to work at the store where we were
-both employed?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Well, you also remember that it is long since she is no longer Alice
-Day but Mrs. Lawrence Westcot. Lawrence Westcot’s home is in Harrisburg
-and I have the care of her children, two sweet little girls.”
-
-“Here in Harrisburg?”
-
-“Yes, here. And just here, I may as well tell you of another
-circumstance. On the day which came so near being your last our old time
-friend with her two little girls and myself were out driving in her
-carriage when through the throwing of a stone our horses took fright,
-and like mad they dashed through the streets and—Well, do you understand
-the rest? I was in the vehicle that caused you a broken arm and an
-almost broken head.” Cora smiled sadly.
-
-“A pity it was not wholly broken,”—for which she was reproved by Imelda.
-
-“Don’t let me hear such words again. I will not listen; but first tell
-me why you should use them and then let me judge.”
-
-“Let you judge,”—fell in bitterest accents from Cora’s lips. “Chaste,
-honest, truthful, will you be able to judge me?”
-
-“I hope so, and as I hope that I am all that you say, you must not
-forget to add ‘just.’ That is another attribute to which I aspire. Now
-trust me, little sister, and ease that aching heart. You will feel
-better when it is all over; I am very sure.” So at last Cora gathered up
-courage and began the confession that in the last few days so often had
-hovered upon her lips.
-
-Cora told how short the dream of happiness had been that had enticed her
-to leave home and listen to the tempter’s words. How the promised
-marriage had been put off from day to day, and from week to week, until
-the truth burst upon her that he never had had any intention of making
-her a wife. A scene similar to that recorded somewhere near the
-beginning of this narrative was again enacted. Cora was no less emphatic
-in her demands than her mother had been before her. But there was a
-difference: Herbert Ellwood was a gentleman; one of nature’s noblemen.
-But Tom Dixon did not know the meaning of the word “honor,” and when he
-was tired of his plaything he simply cast it aside. Neither threats,
-tears or prayers could avail anything. Alone, a stranger in a strange
-city she was helpless. He had taken her as far as New York, and for a
-while the disgraced girl was tempted to end her life in the quickest way
-possible. Desperate indeed was her position; without money; awaiting an
-event which, if nature had justice done her, should be the crowning joy
-and glory of a woman’s life, but which, instead, made her a wretched
-outcast, a homeless, friendless wanderer.
-
-Her voice was husky and her cheek fever-flushed as she proceeded with
-her story, not daring to meet the eye of her sister.
-
-“I had been considered pretty, I know, both of face and form, and these
-drew the attention of a man who had protected me from the brutal insults
-of some roughs, and who, noticing my condition and circumstances, and,
-attracted by something that even now I cannot account for, took me under
-his immediate care and protection. I soon discovered that he possessed a
-tender heart, as well as a well filled purse. Placing me in the hands of
-a skillful physician he procured a nurse, and, when my baby was born,
-saw that I had every attention.
-
-“At first I hated the little innocent because of its father, but after
-it had lain in my arms and at my breast the unnatural feeling gave way
-to one that might have brought me some happiness if I had been permitted
-to keep it. But just two weeks from the day I first felt the touch of
-the baby lips the little unwelcome life went out, and I was left more
-wretched than ever.
-
-“I did not love my new lover, (for such he was). I don’t think I was
-then capable of love. My heart was so full of bitterness. But Owen
-Hunter had been kind to me when he who according to nature ought to have
-protected me had cast me off. This stranger had cared for the despairing
-outcast and tided her over the stormiest waters. But there came a day
-when he seemed to expect a return, a compensation.
-
-“He came to call upon me one evening about two months after my baby was
-born. As he often came this fact was nothing new, and his coming always
-brought with it a certain degree of pleasure, but on this particular
-evening he drew me upon his knee, fondled me, paid me pretty compliments
-and ended by making me the blank proposal to become his mistress.
-
-“I had been passive under his caresses, never thinking what it all
-meant, but now it burst upon me like a thunderbolt, and I saw only a
-repetition of past experiences. I cast off his encircling arms and
-tottering to my bed threw myself down and gave way to an outburst of
-tears and sobs. For a while he let me have my way; then came and sat
-beside me upon the edge of the bed and talked to me for some hours. He
-was enamored of my pretty face; called me beautiful, and wanted me all
-to himself. He promised me a life of ease; lots of money and pretty
-clothes. He said he could not understand how a man could be so heartless
-as to cast aside a girl so pretty. He loved me well enough, he said, to
-have cared for my little babe had it lived. He thought he had proven to
-me that he was trustworthy, and if I was but willing to try him he was
-sure I would never rue it.
-
-“As I said before, I did not love him, but I felt a kindly feeling for
-the really handsome man, which feeling I tried to persuade myself was
-love. I was cast adrift without a friend or a dollar. What more natural
-than that I should give heed to the sympathetic voice? Then the thought
-came to me: If he so loved me he might be willing to make me his wife.
-So permitting him to take me in his arms and kiss me I took his face
-between my hands and asked him, would he not marry me? He laughed, as if
-it were some good joke, but held me all the closer, and still laughing
-shook his head.
-
-“‘Make you my wife, little girl? No! no! It is not a wife that I want,
-but someone to love me; someone to whom my coming will be sunshine;
-whose laugh will be music to me; who will be sure to make the evenings I
-am with her happy ones, and wives don’t generally do that!’
-
-“I did not understand then what he meant though I did so later. What I
-did understand was that he refused to marry me. Whatever else the offer
-contained it was not fair promises that he did not mean to keep. Well,
-why should I continue? I felt that here was a haven of rest, what else
-was open to such as I? My past would always be a barrier to my moving
-among so-called respectable women, and I was desperate.
-
-“To make a long story short I accepted his offer. But this man was truly
-kind to me. Through it all he never once attempted to take a liberty I
-had not first granted to him. He never forced his attentions upon me. He
-soon seemed, however, to understand better how matters stood. A change
-came over him. Although many were the evenings that he spent with me he
-was not the same. I missed the joyous happy laugh, and his impulsive
-caresses were toned down to a light kiss, given at his coming and going.
-He no longer remained very late. He brought me books and flowers; he
-prevailed on me to take an interest in many studies, offering to be my
-teacher. A handsome piano found its way into my rooms on which he taught
-me to play. Having made the discovery that I possessed considerable
-talent in music and also that my voice was above the common, he did not
-rest until a competent vocal teacher was procured for me. Evening after
-evening he was at my side aiding me in my studies; leading me on and on
-until I was surprised at the capabilities that had lain dormant in my
-nature. I awoke to a hunger and thirst for knowledge, and day by day I
-applied myself more diligently to my studies. I was beginning to be
-ambitious, the wellspring of which I did not as yet understand, but I
-would see the smile of pleasure and approval light up his face and I
-felt rewarded. One evening when about a year had passed he paid me this
-compliment:
-
-“‘My little girl is quite an accomplished lady now.’
-
-“I can yet feel the flush of pleasure, the blood mounting to my brow, as
-he laid his hand with caressing touch upon my head, lightly brushing
-back my hair. The action was new. Long ago he had laid aside the lover
-and was merely the friend and teacher, and it puzzled me to understand
-the meaning of it at first. I had not heeded it much, but gradually my
-feelings had undergone a change. He always treated me with such perfect
-respect just as if I were some high-bred lady. I learned to admire him
-first and then a warmer feeling crept into my heart. When evening came I
-counted the moments until he would arrive. Sometimes it would be late,
-then a spirit of unrest would make me miserable with the fear that he
-might disappoint me, and when such would be the case, as it sometimes
-happened, the spirit of unrest and disappointment would not let me
-sleep. I awoke to the knowledge that I loved him now if I had not done
-so during those first weeks of our acquaintance, and with this knowledge
-another feeling made itself apparent. I felt that I was under obligation
-to him. He was keeping me as a lady when I had no right whatever to
-accept anything from him. One evening I electrified him by telling him
-that I was going to look for work. For a moment he looked at me as if he
-thought I was not in my right mind, then he peremptorily asked:
-
-“‘What is the meaning of this foolish notion?’
-
-“‘I have been a burden on your hands long enough.’
-
-“He laughed,
-
-“‘A burden? Well! well! What put that idea into this little dark head?’
-
-“‘Is it then so strange that I should desire to turn to practical
-advantage all the knowledge I have gained through your kindness? I am
-sure it is time I sought, in some measure, to repay you, and how better
-can I do that than by doing something practical?’
-
-“A troubled look rested on his face as his eyes searched mine.
-
-“‘Will you believe me, little one, that the evenings spent here are the
-one pleasure in which I indulge? the pleasure to watch your mind expand
-and grow; the one pleasure which nothing else can replace? And what of
-your studies? They are as yet by no means complete. What is to become of
-them while you work to earn a living?’
-
-“The sound of his voice changed. ‘I do not want to hear such foolish
-words again. Until your studies are mastered you are to think of nothing
-else.’ That vibrating voice robbed me of all power of resistance; and so
-no more was said on this subject, but I felt my heart go out to him more
-and more.
-
-“But why did he never caress me now? Did he no longer love me?
-Considering our relations in the early part of our acquaintance it was
-strange; but I felt a restraint that would never permit me to show what
-I felt. The day he paid me the compliment of being an accomplished lady
-I felt my heart leap with joy. O how I longed to throw myself into his
-arms and repay him in a warmer manner than I had ever dared show him.
-But this indefinable something stood between us and held me to my place.
-The next evening, and every evening after that, I took extra pains with
-my dress. I wanted to look nice when he came, and with greater
-impatience than I had ever known I awaited his coming. Often I succeeded
-in drawing a word of praise from him which would send the blood bounding
-through my veins.
-
-“One evening about a week after he had so effectually overruled my
-intention to seek work I arrayed myself in a soft gown of purest white,
-a color which Owen most particularly admired. But on that evening I
-waited in vain. The hours came and went but they did not bring Owen. The
-next evening the same experience was repeated and every evening for a
-week, but the man who had become so dear to me did not come; and the
-thought was slowly forcing itself into my mind that he would never come.
-If in the past there had been hours of despair the prospect of the
-coming time seemed so much darker that truly life would not be worth the
-living if I was again to be forsaken.
-
-“With weak and trembling hands I once more arrayed myself for his
-coming. I wore a loose robe of creamy silk fastened only with a white
-silken cord at the waist. My last week’s experience had robbed me of the
-roses that the few previous weeks had called to my cheeks. It was Sunday
-evening and I hardly dared hope that he would come that night. It was
-the sweet Maytime and a great bunch of lilacs filled their room with
-their fragrance. The evening was warm. Doors and windows were open, and
-I think I must have fallen asleep in my rocker for I heard no sound, yet
-was aroused suddenly by the feeling of a face close to mine. For a
-moment I was frightened and involuntarily uttered a cry, but the next
-moment seeing who it was, and forgetting everything but that he, my
-friend, my lover, had returned, I sprang to my feet and with the cry,
-‘Owen! Owen!’ I cast myself upon his breast and twined my arms about his
-neck. In that moment I knew that he had not ceased to love, as I had
-feared, for holding me close in his arms he pressed me to him and almost
-smothered me with his kisses, whispering again and again,
-
-“‘My little girl, my own little woman, you love me now, my sweet? I have
-not waited in vain?’ I answered him only with a happy laugh. My heart
-was too full for anything else, but he understood, for he again rained
-kisses upon my face calling me by every endearing name that love had
-ever invented. He never rightly explained why he had remained so long
-away, but I understood then that circumstances over which he had no
-control had caused it, and little did I care in my new-found happiness,
-for I was happy,—happy as I had never thought I could be. I sat upon his
-knee with my arms clasped about his neck until away into the night. We
-had not struck a light; he would not let me be free long enough to do
-so. There was no need, he said, and I know that not one softly whispered
-word of love was lost, and with the most perfect ease his lips found
-mine. The hour had come and gone that he was wont to leave me, but as
-midnight approached he laid his lips to my ear and whispered words that
-for a moment caused my heart to stand still; and then to bound as if to
-break its confines. The past year had made a different woman of me and I
-now, as never before, wanted the respect of the man whom I loved. He
-felt my heart beating so madly and I know he guessed the cause. He laid
-his face to mine and pleadingly, tremblingly spoke:
-
-“‘Darling, can you not trust me? my timid fluttering birdie? I would not
-harm one shining hair upon this precious head.’ And I did trust him, for
-O Imelda, I loved him, I loved him. You, looking down from your pure and
-lofty heights can not understand it, but it was all so different from
-that first experience that I had. I tried to realize the enormity of my
-wrong-doing but I could not feel impure when I was in his arms. My love
-for Owen was something different from what I had hitherto deemed love to
-be. I felt myself lifted above everything sordid, everything unclean.
-Every feeling, every thought connected with him was as something holy,
-and now, as then, the thought will force itself upon my mind: How is it
-possible that true, pure love can ever be deemed impure! when its fires
-are so purifying only holy emotions find room in the heart.
-
-“But our love was without sanction of either church or state and
-therefore the world would place its seal, its stamp of ‘outcast’ upon
-the brow of such as I. But is it not somewhere written that much shall
-be forgiven to those who love much? And the short time that followed I
-was madly, intensely happy, while Owen seemed to be no less so. He would
-catch me in his arms and lift me up as if I were a baby while his blue
-eyes shone with a light as of heaven.
-
-“‘My own darling! my precious one!’ O, how often did he say these words
-while I pressed his fair head to my heart and thought heaven was in his
-arms.” Cora broke off with a choking sob, while the tears once more
-rolled down the pale cheek. Imelda was still upon her knees at her side,
-was still fondling the white hand when Cora again turned to her:
-
-“Why don’t you turn from me? I who have been a mother, who have granted
-to man the greatest boon of love a woman can bestow,—without first being
-a wife! Why are you not angry with me? I am sure I deserve it!”
-
-“Why, my poor, dear Cora! Why should I be angry with you? For loving a
-noble man? I hope I am not so narrow, and that I am able to judge you
-more fairly.”
-
-Cora’s hazel eyes expanded to their utmost extent.
-
-“Melda, what do you mean? I do not understand. Do you not curse him and
-despise me?”
-
-Imelda shook her head.
-
-“Neither,” she answered. “Although I do not quite understand, yet
-according to your description of the man I get the impression that he
-was noble and good. Nothing at all to warrant a judgment so cruel from
-me. But now you must keep calm or I shall not permit you to speak
-farther. I insist that you lie down and rest, as this excitement may
-prove injurious to you.”
-
-“And if it should make an end of my miserable life it might be the best
-thing that could happen to me. I have been of but little good in the
-world,—only to bring pain and sorrow into the lives of others.”
-
-“Now, now, Cora! Is it right you should talk like this when you have but
-just finished telling of the love of your Owen and the happiness you
-have brought to him?” Cora put her hand to her head.
-
-“You confuse me,” she said. “To hear you speak like this causes me to
-doubt my senses. I do not understand.” Imelda smiled.
-
-“But you will understand, by and by, when you know all. Now I am waiting
-to hear the rest of your story.”
-
-“The rest of my story? Would that it ended there; then, maybe, I might
-still have some faith that my life is not all in vain. But to return and
-finish. My dream was too bright and beautiful to last. Such intense
-bliss is not for this world. I ought to have told you before how I
-lived. Owen had furnished a small house for me in princely style. It was
-far up town and stood in a grove of trees and isolated from the
-neighborhood. A most beautiful garden was attached to it with richly
-scented flowerbeds and vines and ivy-covered arbors. Certainly a lovely
-spot and a perfect lovers’ home. From the windows I could see the blue
-waters of the Hudson and often I watched the stately steamers proudly
-sail up and down its silver-hued bosom. As I stated once before, Owen
-had procured a nurse to attend me in my hour of trial, a faithful
-colored woman, and she had lived with me from that time on, keeping my
-nest a bower of beauty. She always thought I was Owen’s wife and he said
-nothing to dispel that belief. She probably often thought it queer that
-during all that year he had spent only a few hours in the evening of
-each day with me, but she never said anything.
-
-“One day when I was more happy, if that were possible, than usual, a
-carriage drove up to my little heaven. A footman opened the door and a
-richly attired lady stepped therefrom and slowly came up the shaded
-path. Old Betty met her at the door; I heard them speak but could not
-understand what was said. The old woman led the lady into our cosy
-little parlor and then came to me in my own pretty bed chamber upstairs.
-She brought me a card upon which I read, ‘Mrs. O. Hunter.’ She was a
-woman of perhaps twenty-eight or thirty years of age, very tall, a
-decided brunette with flashing black eyes. Her features were sharp, and
-a look indicating that her tongue could be as sharp. I looked helplessly
-at her and then at the card in my hand.”
-
-“‘Mrs. Hunter?’ I said, bowing—but her stiff head never inclined. In a
-haughty, heartless manner she spoke,
-
-“‘If you are able to read you ought to find that correct. Mrs. Owen
-Hunter,’—with a decided stress upon the ‘Owen.’ I was beginning to feel
-dazed. ‘Mrs. Owen Hunter’! My Owen’s name. Who could she be?
-
-“‘Well?’ I asked.
-
-“‘Well!’ she repeated. ‘Does not that speak for itself? If not I will
-endeavour to be still more plain. I am tired of having my husband spend
-his nights away from home. I warn you, girl! Owen Hunter is my husband,
-and the father of my children. If I still find, after this, that he
-continues coming here, I shall find means to put an end to it, and to
-make it go hard with you!’
-
-“I was as if stunned! My head swam, as I listened to this threat. My
-Owen the husband of this woman! Impossible! Surely, surely, there is
-some terrible mistake here. Not for one instant did I permit myself to
-believe the cruel accusation that had been hurled at me, but without
-deigning me another look she turned in haughty scorn to leave the room
-when her eye caught sight of a crayon picture—Owen’s picture, my most
-especial pride, which had been placed upon an easel. A look like a
-thunder cloud passed over her face, and before I could think what her
-intention might be she had swooped upon it, knocked it down, and setting
-her foot upon it crushed the glass into a thousand pieces, cutting and
-hopelessly ruining the precious picture. With a cry of dismay I stepped
-forward, but it was too late, and with a mocking laugh she swept from
-the room, leaving me in a heart-broken condition.
-
-“I had not known that Owen had a wife, and as yet I could scarcely
-believe it true. If such was the case I knew full well it was to her he
-belonged and not to me. How I managed to live through that day I do not
-know. My heart felt like stone in my breast; no tears came to ease or
-quench the aching, burning pain.
-
-“In the evening Owen came whistling up the garden path, his handsome
-face all aglow with the sunshine of happiness. He came bounding into the
-room where I was sitting and the next instant he had caught me in his
-arms and was madly straining me to his breast, smothering me with
-kisses. But suddenly he seemed to discover something amiss in my manner.
-Holding me away from him the better to look at me he said,
-
-“‘What is it, birdie? not sick are you?’
-
-“‘Yes,’ I said, struggling with the tears,—‘heart-sick.’
-
-“All the sunshine, all the laughter was gone from his face in an
-instant.
-
-“‘Explain, sweetheart, what is it?’ For answer I pointed to the ruined
-picture.
-
-“‘Why’——he stammered. ‘What has happened?’
-
-“To speak would have been impossible. I felt as if a cold, unseen hand
-was clutching at my throat. So I merely handed him the card with the
-name of ‘Mrs. Owen Hunter’ upon it. I shall never forget the look of
-dismay that passed over his face.
-
-“‘Do you mean to say she has been here?’ he articulated. I merely
-inclined my head. His arms fell slowly away from me and stepping to the
-open window, he stood looking out into nothing for a long time,—so long,
-indeed, that I thought he had forgotten that I was there. When he turned
-back to me his face looked in the gray twilight as if it had aged ten
-years.
-
-“‘And will my sweet love send me away because of this woman?’ He asked
-the question holding my hand in both of his, closely pressed to his
-cheek. His voice did not sound the same. All the laughter, all the life
-had left it. I saw he was suffering, and the knowledge did not tend to
-lessen the pain that was tugging at my own heart. I answered his
-question with another.
-
-“‘She is your wife?’
-
-“‘She is. But what of that?’—doggedly.
-
-“‘Only that you belong to her, and not to me.’ Then he caught me in his
-arms and held me so fast he almost crushed me.
-
-“‘No! no!’ he huskily said, ‘it is false. I do not belong to her. It is
-you that holds me, body and soul. That woman never married me,—only my
-money!’
-
-“‘But your children?’
-
-“‘What children?’
-
-“‘Why, yours—and hers.’
-
-“‘There are none!’
-
-“My head swam; she had said, ‘The father of my children,’ and he said.
-‘There are none.’ I looked into the clear blue eyes and believed him.
-But in spite of that I knew my dream of bliss was ended. In his madness
-he made the proposition that we should leave together,—go to some
-distant city, to Europe, anywhere where we could remain together. The
-world was wide and in some small corner we would find room where we
-might be happy.
-
-“But to this proposition I would not listen. My mind was already made
-up. I would leave—leave without saying a word about it. I could not bear
-the thought of being the cause, perhaps, of his ruin. If I told him I
-knew he would never consent; but this one last night he was mine, and
-with that shadow threatening to engulf us we loved with the intensity of
-despair. But before the night had waned, clasped closely in his arms he
-told me the story which had wrecked his life.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-With a weary movement Cora leaned her head against the bolstered back of
-her chair. Imelda saw that her sister was exhausted. Reproaching herself
-for having permitted her patient to do so much talking she gave the
-order, “Not one more word!” and helping her to disrobe she gently
-assisted her back to her couch. With a new tenderness she arranged the
-pillows and then insisted upon perfect quiet.
-
-“Tomorrow will be another day, and time enough to proceed.”
-
-Cora did not protest, and soon the weary eyes were closed in slumber.
-Long did Imelda watch the sleeping girl while she was conscious of a new
-feeling toward this erstwhile wayward sister. Her heart went out to her
-as it had never done before, and henceforward she knew she would not be
-quite alone in the world as she had been. She felt that she had now
-found her sister, in more senses than one.
-
-Just here it might not be out of place to make mention of that other
-pair of sisters to whom these two were at the present time under such
-heavy obligations. It had seemed rather queer to Imelda that the two
-should be all alone in this large house, as she had understood from what
-Wilbur had told her that the sisters lived in the home of their father
-who with the second wife had quite a family of children, but of whom
-there was not a trace to be seen. Only a day or two ago, however, Edith
-had explained to Imelda how matters stood.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXII.
-
-
-From this explanation it was evident that neither of the two elder
-daughters had any too much love for the stepmother, who was domineering
-in character. Of late years the freedom-loving Edith had refused to
-submit to her many dictations. She absolutely refused in any manner to
-be a subordinate. When Hilda found her sister making such a brave effort
-to free herself from the domination of the stepmother she was not long
-in following her example. The stepmother appealed to the father, who in
-turn ordered his daughters to explain.
-
-Edith did explain. She said that Hilda and herself were now old enough
-to judge for themselves in all personal matters. They demanded freedom
-in all their actions. If it were refused them at home they would seek a
-home elsewhere. With youth and health they were confident they would not
-starve.
-
-But Edmund Wallace was a proud man. After the disastrous ending of his
-first marriage, with the second wife, brilliant and fashionable, at his
-side,—a woman who seemed better to understand how to manage her husband
-than did the timid Erna before her, Mr. Wallace had been more successful
-financially. Dabbling in politics he had secured to himself political
-and social position and hence the idea that his daughters should leave
-his house to find a home elsewhere was not at all to his liking. Such a
-thing would draw attention, and cause unpleasant notoriety. So, for
-once, he sided with his daughters and gave his wife to understand that
-they were at liberty in all personal matters to do as they pleased.
-
-The haughty woman was almost strangled in her anger, but found herself
-forced to submit. But if she could no longer domineer there were a
-thousand other ways in which she could make the lives of the girls a
-daily torture. The result was that Edith again turned to her father,
-telling him that under existing circumstances they could not and would
-not longer remain. So another and more decided change was made. A room
-was assigned to Edith and Hilda as their “sanctum.” Through the
-political influence of the father positions were secured for both girls,
-which furnished them with pocket money to spend as they saw fit. The
-salary of each was sixty dollars per month, twenty of which each
-contributed toward keeping up the establishment. This arrangement made
-them independent, and from the day it was made both refused to take part
-in the household duties. Mrs. Wallace had to procure hired help. Then it
-was she came to realize the full value of these despised stepdaughters.
-But as she considered it beneath her dignity to unbend towards the girls
-there was a constant frigidity between them.
-
-There were four children from this second marriage, two girls and two
-boys; the girls being the eldest. All four were away at school. Mr. and
-Mrs. Wallace were away spending the hot summer months at some mountain
-resort. The girls having vacation, nothing averse, took charge of the
-house, expecting later in the season to spend a week or two on some
-quiet country farm. To the circumstance of the absence of the rest of
-the family was it due that Cora had found such a haven of rest under
-this roof prepared by the kind and loving hearts and hands of this
-sister pair. That she herself was the sister of one who had such a warm
-friend in that absent brother who to them personated the whole of manly
-graces and perfections, made it to seem more like a privilege than
-otherwise that they should have been permitted to lavish their tenderest
-care upon her; besides the sufferer had won for herself a place in these
-sisterly hearts that was all her own, a place that no one would be able
-ever to deprive her of.
-
-Alice had often called during the past two weeks but as yet had not seen
-the injured girl. Somehow Cora had always been asleep and it was deemed
-unwise to awaken her. Norman also had found his way several times to the
-Wallace abode, as indeed it would have been strange if he had not. When
-making his first visit he said:
-
-“It seems we are destined to love under difficulties—always someone
-claiming the love and attention of the woman that I would fain
-monopolize.” When he heard that in this case the claim came from the
-lost and erring sister a cloud had for a moment rested upon his manly
-face. Then gravely and tenderly he had said, kissing the pure forehead
-of the girl he loved,
-
-“Do what you think is your duty, and what you think is best, my
-sweetheart. I would not have you do otherwise,”—and then Imelda had gone
-back to her sister’s bedside with a much lighter heart and with a new
-sense of happiness. Today, as she stood watching the face of the
-sleeping sister, thoughts and feelings came crowding upon her that she
-herself might have found difficult to analyze. Poor Cora, thought
-Imelda, how manifold and how oft painful had been her experiences. If
-she had dealt many a cruel blow to others, in the thoughtlessness of
-youth, it was very evident that she had suffered much and keenly, and
-yet—looking at her experiences without prejudice, was she not, in some
-respects, more to be envied than to be pitied or condemned? This very
-reckless daring that was Cora’s chief characteristic, had secured to her
-a term of such intense, such exquisite happiness that Imelda, with her
-high strung morals, could never hope to attain, and as she bent to kiss
-the sleeping girl she whispered:
-
-“You possess more courage than the sister you think so pure. You are
-more true to nature and to yourself than I.”
-
-When Cora awoke, refreshed from a long sleep, she would have resumed the
-recital of her story but Imelda positively refused to listen. Instead
-the invalid was again arrayed in the pretty wrapper and, with the
-assistance of Hilda, was led down the broad stairway to the handsome
-parlor. Here the trio of girls read, played and sang for her amusement,
-and several times during the evening Cora’s clear, sweet laugh rang out,
-making music in Imelda’s heart. An unbroken night’s rest followed, and
-the next morning found the sisters once more seated by the window and
-Cora ready to take up the thread of her narrative where she had left off
-the day before.
-
-“Owen Hunter was the only child of very wealthy parents. They were the
-possessors of millions. All the advantages that wealth can procure had
-been his. At college he had graduated with the first honors. He was
-gifted with talents of high order—a poet born; a musical genius, and his
-gift of song alone would have made him famous, had he so desired. But,
-as is so often the case with natures of this kind, he was very
-impulsive. The blood in his veins was extra hot, and at the early age of
-eighteen he had got himself entangled with a dark-eyed southern beauty,
-whom he deemed the perfection of all womankind. His mother had died when
-he was sixteen, else she might perhaps have been able to guide him with
-loving gentleness where reason and parental commands failed. The girl
-with whom he had fallen so madly in love was also wealthy, and had had
-the benefit of a thorough education—that is, a fashionable one. She knew
-how to dance, how to bow gracefully. She possessed an exhaustless supply
-of small talk, quick of repartee, brilliant and witty. She knew how to
-haughtily snub a social inferior—and so on through the long list of
-fashionable accomplishments.
-
-“Owen saw only the fascinating smile and the wild, witching beauty that
-had set fire to his brain. For some reason his father was opposed to an
-alliance with Leonie Street. Perhaps he better read beneath the
-attractive surface. But Owen was determined, and when he was scarcely
-twenty he married the girl who had so completely bewildered his senses.
-Young as he was he was at the head of a large business firm. His father
-of late had been in poor health, and upon the young man’s shoulders was
-laid the burden that had become too heavy for those of the older man.
-And when his father died, stepping into his inheritance he found himself
-worth some twenty millions of dollars.
-
-“Long ere this, however, Owen Hunter discovered that he had made a grand
-matrimonial mistake. The woman he had married was only a fashion plate,
-with this difference. A fashion plate is called inanimate, whereas Mrs.
-Hunter was possessed of a temper so fiery that she became quite
-dangerous when something occurred to arouse her ire. In her passionate
-moods she was so vulgar as to be disgusting. One babe had come, but as
-if her passion was a poison that killed, the little thing lived only a
-few days, and none other ever came.
-
-“Of short duration had been their honeymoon. She managed soon to
-thoroughly disenchant her boy husband—to cure him of the infatuation
-that had led him to brave even his father’s displeasure; displeasure
-which might have meant a great deal to him, as his father was noted for
-a certain bull-dog tenacity or stubbornness. When once he took a stand,
-either for or against, he would hold to it, to the bitter end, no matter
-if later he found that only he was in the wrong and all others in the
-right.
-
-“Since there was no sweet baby smile to woo and win the hearts of these
-two, Owen and Leonie Hunter daily drifted farther and farther apart,
-neither caring, or little caring, what the other was doing. His millions
-were at her command wherewith to satisfy her every whim, and this wealth
-enabled her to worship at the shrine of fashion, to her heart’s content.
-Their ‘home’ was a mansion; one of the most beautiful of homes but Owen
-Hunter only went to it to sleep, and not always then. Sometimes home did
-not see him for weeks at a time. The clubs suited him better than the
-princely mansion which contained his dark-browed wife. His wedded
-experience had made him reckless, and he made the most of what his
-wealth would buy him. He was not by nature bad; not by any means. He was
-only what circumstances had made him. Deep down hidden in the innermost
-recesses of his being were the germs of a noble manhood, but those germs
-were fast going to decay for want of the magic touch which would waken
-them to life and growth. Sometimes he felt heart-sick and soul-weary
-when he realized that with all the wealth at his command there was none
-so poor as he; that his bosom bore a starving heart. In all the vast
-multitudes of the great city there was not one face to brighten at his
-coming, to smile a welcome at his return to the place he called home.
-
-“In a mood like this, one evening as he was passing a deserted
-thoroughfare he was attracted by a woman’s cry. A woman was struggling
-in the grasp of a man. A well directed blow felled the ruffian to the
-earth while the rescuer caught an almost fainting girl in his arms.
-
-“That was the way in which I became acquainted with Owen Hunter. He
-offered to see me to my home. I told him I had none. He seemed to
-understand it all in a moment, and afterwards he told me that he did so
-understand. A young woman whose condition was so apparent, and no home,
-could have only one story to tell,—a very common story, and at that
-moment he felt, as he afterwards explained, just as forlorn and alone,
-just as hopeless and homeless. It was as if I had touched a hidden
-wellspring. He drew my arm through his and said:
-
-“‘Come.’
-
-“I was trembling in every nerve. The terror I had undergone almost
-paralyzed me. He saw I was almost unable to stand.”
-
-“‘Will you trust me?’
-
-“One look into the clear eyes told me that it would be safe, and I only
-nodded my head. I could not trust myself to speak. I hardly knew how it
-happened, but in a few moments more I found myself seated in a closed
-carriage, and that night I slept safely housed, with a little confidence
-in mankind restored.
-
-“You know the rest. I told you the story yesterday; of how he came to
-love me and I him, until our love glorified our lives. Never until the
-darkly passionate woman stood before me did I know that another had a
-stronger claim upon him than I. He did not know through what chance she
-had become possessed of his secret. He felt sure she cared little, only
-it gave her a chance to empty the poison vials of her temper and spleen
-in a manner that she was conscious would strike me in a vital spot.
-
-“‘She thinks to part us, loved one,’ he said, ‘but she shall not
-succeed. I will not sacrifice the only bright spot that makes my life
-worth living. You, my darling, have redeemed me. You have taught me the
-bliss of the love of a true woman. You have made a new being of me, and
-to you I belong; while you are mine by the might and power of that holy
-love that you bear me.’
-
-“O, Imelda, forbear to judge me from the high pinnacle of morality and
-purity upon which I know you stand. Although I had made up my mind to
-disappear out of his life—that he should not know what had become of
-me,—but this one last night I wanted to be happy, happy in the present
-hour and in the feeling that he was mine and I his. I would not think of
-the morrow and what it would bring. I only gave myself up to the hour
-and to my love, and when the bright sun of another day had risen he
-still held me so closely in his arms that it seemed he meant never to
-release me.
-
-“‘Have patience, my own one,’ he said, ‘if you should not see me for
-some time. I will have much to arrange, but when all shall have been
-attended to I will fly to you, never again to leave you; for I cannot, I
-will not give you up.’
-
-“I thought my heart would break, as he held me in his arms, whispering
-to me his plans of hope and happiness. But I forced back the scalding
-tears and with smiling lips kissed him goodby. I stood at the doorway
-and watched him out of sight.
-
-“‘Out of sight!’ Could it have been out of mind as well, it would then
-not have been so hard to bear. I re-entered my room, threw myself upon
-my bed and wept myself to sleep.
-
-“Long hours I lay thus. When at last I awoke the sun was high in the
-heavens; my limbs were weary and my heart heavy, but I knew I had work
-to do, the hardest part of which was to write Owen a letter wherein I
-should bid him farewell, as I thought it better to part than that I
-should be the cause of his ruin. I had some money, money he had given
-me, and many valuable jewels and trinkets. To me they were possessed of
-a double value as they were the gifts of his love. I packed a trunk with
-such things as it seemed necessary that I should take with me; selecting
-the plainest of my dresses. Then having sent old Aunt Betty on an
-errand, I managed to procure a wagon to take my few belongings to the
-ferry and thence to the depot and—I have never seen him since.
-
-“It is only two short months ago, but to me it seems ages. Not caring
-whither I was going, as all the world was alike to me, I procured a
-ticket with scarce an idea where it would take me. My trunk checked, I
-patiently waited for my train. For two hours I never stirred, gazing
-fixedly at my tightly clasped hands. Had not the strangeness of my
-demeanor attracted the attention of an old gentleman who kindly asked me
-where I was going, I might have missed my train. He doubtless saw
-something in my face that was not quite satisfactory for he asked to see
-my ticket and found that my train would be due in a few minutes. Taking
-me under his immediate care he saw that I was made comfortable, as,
-fortunately, he was to take the same train, and was bound for the same
-destination.
-
-“How I reached Harrisburg I suppose I shall never know, for one day I
-awoke to find myself in a hospital bed, my face wan and thin and too
-weak to lift my head. I was told that I had been brought there four
-weeks before, delirious with fever, and that I constantly required the
-care of several nurses. But youth was in my favor and I soon regained
-health and strength, and in two weeks more I was discharged. It was the
-old gentleman who had befriended me on the train who had also caused me
-to be taken where I would be cared for during my illness, and through
-his kindness it was that I found my belongings when able again to care
-for myself.
-
-“It had been just two weeks since my release from the hospital when the
-accident occurred that brought me here. If my thoughts had been with me
-I don’t think it could have happened. But Owen’s image still lives in my
-heart. It is not so easy to obliterate it therefrom, right or wrong. I
-still love him.”
-
-Here Cora’s overwrought feelings again gave way, and she sobbed as if
-her heart would break. Imelda gently placed her arm about the weeping
-girl’s neck and pressed her against her own bosom. Tenderly she brushed
-her hair and kissed the tear-wet eyelashes. With a quick unexpected
-motion Cora caught the hand that was caressing her cheek and pressed it
-to her heaving breast.
-
-“Can you still find room for me in your pure and stainless heart? Can
-you still love me? But oh, you can’t understand how hard it was to give
-him up. Indeed! indeed! I have tried so hard to overcome this love, but
-it is stronger than I. It overcomes me.”
-
-Imelda bent and kissed the quivering lips. “Poor little sister! Have I
-been so cold and merciless in the past as to cause you to believe that I
-am so small and narrow as to heap censure upon this bowed head? to still
-farther lacerate your bleeding, aching heart? No, no! you poor child. If
-in the past you have been childishly wayward I may not always have
-rightly understood you. If you have dared to fly in the face of society,
-of man-made laws, it is you who have been the sufferer, and when the
-sweetest boon that comes to woman’s life was held out to you and you
-were brave enough to grasp it and to bask in its glorious sunshine, I
-certainly cannot condemn you. I had not dreamed that the material of so
-grand a woman lay hidden beneath the surface of that saucy, independent
-child. A grand and glorious woman indeed is my sister Cora, and I am
-proud of her!”
-
-Cora’s great hazel eyes were opened wide with astonishment. As if by
-magic the tears ceased to flow; her face grew deathly white; huskily she
-whispered,
-
-“What is it you mean, Imelda? I do not understand. I have heard your
-words but have not caught their import. The Imelda that I know regarded
-a life such as I have been leading a deadly, hideous sin, and your words
-almost imply that——I——have done right.”
-
-“They do imply it, darling! I think you have been brave and true and
-strong. It might be, though, that it was because you were not so
-strongly bound, as I, by the fetters of prejudice, but I also am getting
-rid of these fetters and hope soon to be a free woman, and in the
-measure that I am gaining liberty I understand better what it means to
-others to be deprived of that precious boon. Sister mine, my eyes have
-been opened to many evils existing in this world, and the starvation of
-woman’s sex-nature until marriage, when the starvation generally changes
-to surfeit and sex slavery is one of the greatest evils that this world
-knows. A few men are intelligent and noble enough to understand this;
-men who suffer almost as much from this accursed system as do most
-women, and, little girl, your Owen was one of these noble men. After all
-you have told me about yourself and him I am rather surprised you did
-not dare the world and claim your own.”
-
-“Imelda! This from—you! I wanted to save him from himself. I know he
-would never have given me cause to rue it had I entrusted myself, my
-life, to his care. He was too noble, too true for that. But you know the
-law gives him to that other woman, and how it would have hurt him in the
-society wherein he moves and in which he ranks so high.”
-
-“I understand. Love blinded you to your own interests while you sought
-to guard only his, forgetful of the fact that every pang that was
-torturing your own heart would find an echo in his. Oh, what a horrible
-structure is society; built as it is upon the quivering hearts of poor
-bleeding humanity!”
-
-Cora listened in open-eyed wonder to the words that fell from the lips
-of her sister. To her unsophisticated ears they sounded like rank
-treason, only that she knew that Imelda’s mind and heart were not
-capable of treason. Long and earnestly therefore did the elder sister
-talk to the younger one, trying to make clear her views and theories,
-and as Cora caught their import a new hope, like sweet balm, crept into
-the weary heart. Was she then not the loathsome and vile thing the world
-would have her believe herself to be? Could it really be that true love,
-soul-elevating, ennobling and purifying love, does not need the sanction
-of state and church to give it those redeeming qualities? O, how like
-another being she would feel if the sweet consciousness could be hers
-that she was not unclean and defiled; but that her love was just as pure
-and holy as in its highest, noblest sense it ever could be.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIII.
-
-
-Long ere this the assurance had been Imelda’s that Edith and Hilda were
-both true sisters of their brother Wilbur, and that they espoused sex
-reform in its highest sense, and when an hour later these two bright
-girls joined the Ellwood sisters Cora was again surprised to hear the
-same sentiments voiced in equally strong language. Hilda knelt beside
-the dumb-founded Cora, and while playfully fondling her hand told her of
-plans that had been maturing in that youthful head.
-
-“Sometimes,” she said, “when we shall have more money at our command
-than now, we will build ourselves a home. O, such a glorious, beautiful
-home, in some retired or isolated spot, and our lovers shall come and
-share it. But only just so long as they are our lovers, for we want no
-masters. We shall be strong enough, and capable of standing at the head
-of our home ourselves, and directing its management. Don’t you think so?
-Our home shall be our kingdom, and we shall reign queens therein, and
-our lovers will be our dear friends and comrades, instead of husbands.
-Will not that be glorious?”
-
-With an experience such as hers had been it was not much to be wondered
-at that Cora became an apt pupil of this, to her, new doctrine, and of
-which this trio of girls were such enthusiastic advocates. Edith and
-Imelda smiled as they listened to the glowing description of Hilda’s
-home while a new and wonderful light began to glow in the hazel eyes of
-the bewildered Cora, and then she began to question, and all the time
-one utterance of Hilda’s kept ringing in her ears: “When we shall have
-more money.” When? But first she wanted to know and understand, and for
-a while she kept the trio busy answering her questions. She had become
-deeply interested and now wanted fully to understand.
-
-“How many are there in this scheme? How many such daring members are
-there?”
-
-“Well,” answered Hilda, “there are four of us here; for of course you
-are in it. Then that wonderful brother of ours is the lover of a sweet
-girl in that western home of yours. Margaret Leland is her name.”
-
-“Margaret Leland!” interrupted Cora, and looked inquiringly at Imelda.
-“Was there not—”
-
-“The same,” said Imelda. “She was employed at the same store where we
-used to work, and for years has been my best friend. It is to her
-largely that I am indebted for my present views. But now please let
-Hilda proceed.”
-
-“Well,” continued Hilda, “Margaret’s mother comes next. From all
-accounts we could not well get along without her and—well, I don’t know.
-Is there anyone else?”—looking inquiringly at the girls.
-
-“I think,” answered Imelda, “It will be perfectly safe to count Mrs.
-Westcot in—‘Alice Day,’ Cora, I was speaking of her before. That makes
-seven, I believe, and who knows, by the time ‘our home’ is built there
-may be as many more.”
-
-“And how many lovers are there?” asked Cora. This caused a little laugh.
-
-“One I know, and two I believe,” was Imelda’s answer to Cora’s question.
-“Wilbur Wallace, the brother of these dear girls, we can be sure of, and
-Norman Carlton I hope may soon be able to see clear enough to be willing
-that woman should in all things decide for herself.”
-
-“Who is Norman Carlton?”
-
-A beautiful rosy color swept over Imelda’s sweet face, and Cora was
-answered. “O,” she said with a slight gasping sound, “now I know how you
-understood so well.” Then Hilda spoke:
-
-“I have been waiting for Edith to make some kind of announcement, but
-she sings ‘mum.’”
-
-“Hilda!”
-
-“Edith! I am not afraid, sister mine. You know you met a very
-interesting gentleman last year in our rambles on the mountains.”
-
-“Yes! but child, you also know that we have not seen him since, and as
-we had just received a call to come home immediately we left without a
-word of farewell;—then again we did not get a deep enough insight into
-the views of Paul Arthur to enable us to ascertain whether or not he is
-a free lover.”
-
-“O, but I heard him express himself very clearly at one time on the
-subject of marriage. ‘It is the grave of love,’ he said, ‘the altar upon
-which the holiest emotions are sacrificed.’”
-
-“It may all be true,” Edith replied, “but as I remarked before, we may
-never see or hear from him again.”
-
-“But,” Hilda said, kissing Cora’s pale cheek, “have you no contribution
-to make in the shape of a lover?” slowly the rich color swept over the
-pale face; involuntarily her eye sought Imelda’s. Was there a meaning in
-the glance? She smiled.
-
-“Can you see the rising sun?” Imelda asked, but for answer the pearly
-drops filled the sad eyes. “O, if I dared hope.” To the inquiring looks
-of the sisters Imelda replied:
-
-“When Cora is stronger I am sure she will tell you her story in all its
-details, as you have proved yourself so trustworthy. A cloud at present
-overcasts the heaven of her love; but don’t clouds always in the course
-of nature move on, and are not the heavens always so much clearer and
-more beautiful after their removal? So hope, little sister. I expect ere
-long to look into the sunny laughing eyes of your Owen. The world is
-large but not so large but that the divine magnet of love will attract
-and direct each one to his or her affinity.”
-
-Thus bringing hope and cheer to the weary aching heart of the girl, the
-days, one by one passed by.
-
-Several weeks more had now passed away. Cora had gained rapidly in
-strength, and as Mr. and Mrs. Wallace were now daily expected to return
-home and the girls wishing to avoid an explanation it was thought best
-to remove the patient to the abode of the Westcots. Alice was also
-anxious to have Imelda return as she was fast losing all control of her
-little daughters. Tender, loving mother that she was she was totally
-unfit to train her little ones. Besides she was not yet really strong.
-
-With an unwilling heart Cora had bade good bye to the sisters who had
-shown her so much kindness and love. Imelda’s eyes, too, had filled with
-tears as she kissed both gentle girls, but she carried with her the
-promise that she should soon see both at “Maple Lawn.” Cora’s cheeks
-were tinged with a faint peach-bloom color denoting the return of
-health, and her eyes sparkled as she and Imelda were swiftly driven
-along towards the outskirts of the city where the Westcot mansion was
-situated amid its beautiful gardens. Just as the setting sun was casting
-the last golden rays across their path the carriage drove up the
-beautiful maple-drive to where little Alice, in daintiest of white
-gowns, was awaiting them, her eyes sparkling with joy at the prospect of
-having Imelda once more with her. The little girls also, arrayed in
-their pretty white dresses, were watching for their “Miss Meldy.” They
-clapped their little hands and fairly danced with delight when the
-figure of their young teacher alighted. They grew somewhat quieter when
-a second lady, so pale and languid, stepped from the carriage and slowly
-followed the more quickly moving Imelda. She caught the little ones in
-her arms and they clung to her as if they would never again let go of
-their beloved friend. Alice, finding herself overlooked in this meeting,
-turned to Cora. Holding out both hands in welcome she made the sad-eyed
-girl feel that her words were no formal phrase, but that they came from
-a warm impulsive heart.
-
-“I hope not to be a burden long,” said Cora. “I am beginning to feel
-quite strong now, and in a short time hope to be able to look about for
-some work to do.”
-
-Alice laid her hand upon her lips.
-
-“Not one word more. A burden indeed! On the contrary I feel as though I
-had a great deal to make good. This, (touching with her dainty finger
-the red mark which was just peeping from beneath the mass of ringlets
-that covered the young girl’s forehead) this will be a constant reminder
-of what might have proved a fatal accident, and as yet I have had no
-opportunity to right the wrong that has been done.” Cora protested but
-Alice had her way, as that little woman invariably did have. She herself
-conducted her up the wide staircase to the room which had been set apart
-for her and which adjoined Imelda’s.
-
-“I thought you two might want to be near each other,” she explained.
-“Better now let me help you dress for dinner. I will be your dressing
-maid. How long do you expect still to nurse your arm? It must be
-tiresome to have it so tightly bandaged.”
-
-Cora smiled.
-
-“O yes,” she said. “It will be quite pleasant when I shall be able to
-move about with more freedom again. I will not then feel so much as if I
-were a constant task on some one’s hands, so almost perfectly useless.”
-
-“Please don’t!” in a pleading manner the little woman spoke the words.
-“Can I not make you understand that you are not a task and burden? Had
-it not been for that almost fatal drive those long weary weeks of pain
-would have been spared you—”
-
-“And in all probability I should have missed meeting the best of
-friends,—would have failed to find my one, my only sister. No! no! the
-little pain that I have endured does not so much matter, and if you can
-all have patience with me until my strength returns and I am once more
-myself I am sure I have every reason not to complain, for the good the
-last few weeks have brought me far outweighs everything they may have
-contained of unpleasantness.”
-
-Thus chattering in a friendly way Alice was endeavoring to array Cora in
-a pretty gown of soft, clinging, warm-hued material, but the fussy
-little woman was far too excited to be of any real use, and not until
-Imelda appeared, already dressed, was her toilet completed. With deft
-and ready fingers Imelda lent the needed assistance, then selecting some
-of the bright-hued flowers from a vase filled with the various blooms of
-mid-summer, and which was standing upon a small table near one of the
-open windows, she twined them in the dark chestnut coils, then fastening
-a bunch at the snowy throat and standing at a distance she measured her
-sister with a critical and admiring look.
-
-“Now look at yourself. Do you think you would please a fastidious eye?”
-The vision that met her gaze as she turned to the mirror was a mixture
-of girlish sweetness and of serious womanly dignity. Returning health
-and strength were filling the fair form with a roundness and tingeing
-the serious, half-sad face with exquisite color. Cora gave more than a
-passing glance at the reflected full-length image, and while she looked
-the eyes of both fair women in attendance were watching her face, and
-presently they saw the lips quiver, the eyelids droop and the crystal
-drops force their way from under them and cling like liquid pearls to
-the dark lashes. Imelda’s face bent over her sister’s till it rested on
-the dark-crowned head. Instinctively she felt what the thoughts were
-that caused the tears to gather, but she had not one word to say. Cora’s
-well hand went up to Imelda’s face and her lips whispered,
-
-“He whom my appearance would please is not here; so what does it
-matter?”
-
-Imelda shook her head and forced a smile to her lips.
-
-“Ah, but, little sister, it does matter. Don’t you know that you are to
-meet someone else tonight that I wish so much to be pleased!” Playfully
-smiling she lifted the drooping face and looked into the tear-wet eyes.
-The questioning look in them suddenly gave way to one of understanding.
-
-“I had forgotten that I was of some importance tonight. Yes, you are
-right. It does matter, and I do want to please.”
-
-Dinner was now announced and the trio descended to the dining room. Here
-Lawrence Westcot was awaiting them. Imelda had not seen him since the
-unpleasant meeting with Frank in the garden, and unexpectedly finding
-herself opposite the dark-eyed passionate man threatened momentarily to
-disconcert her. A flush mounted to her brow, then receded, leaving it
-marble white. But quickly regaining her self-possession she saw that no
-one had noticed anything amiss. Mr. Westcot came forward and in a few
-well chosen words expressed his pleasure at her return: next he
-acknowledged the introduction to Cora, for a moment closely studying her
-face. The dinner came off rather quietly to say nothing of the feeling
-of restraint felt by all. Alice seemed to have lost the fear that for so
-long had been a drawback to her full recovery, at least it was not now
-so apparent, but there was no confidence as yet established between
-herself and Mr. Westcot. They were more like strangers who found the
-task of getting acquainted a tedious and irksome one. Imelda, with the
-consciousness that the memories of the past brought her, felt great
-constraint, and it is not to be wondered at that Cora felt the influence
-thus brought to bear upon her, and felt quite uncomfortable. The ladies
-spoke in monosyllables, and although the efforts of Lawrence Westcot to
-produce something like a flow of conversation, to bring a feeling of
-harmony to the little company, were almost incessant they fell decidedly
-flat. So when the meal was brought to a close the feelings that were
-retained were anything but pleasant. Lawrence made his excuses almost
-instantly and withdrew, thus clearing the field and leaving the ladies
-to themselves. They were not slow in taking advantage of the fact that
-they were alone, and as the husband paced the veranda the voices of the
-chatting and laughing women came very clearly to his hearing. A bitter
-smile curved his lips. He felt that he was no longer welcome in his own
-home. Yet was any one to blame but himself? But what had he done, he
-asked himself, other than men were wont to do? Nothing! he felt sure.
-But an inward voice whispered,
-
-“These women are not like other women. You have not understood them, but
-have taken it for granted that they were the same. When too late you
-recognized the fact, and all your efforts to set yourself right in your
-own home have been vain. Yet have these efforts been all they should
-have been? Have you in reality done all that could be done?”
-
-He leaned against a pillar and gazed into the darkening shadows of the
-coming night while thought chased thought. Yes! he would make one more
-effort, for was not the life he was leading in his palatial home fast
-becoming unbearable? While he was dreaming with open eyes a queenly head
-appeared before him, crowned with a glorious wealth of dark hair.
-Passionately dark eyes emitted flashes of fire, scornful in their
-scintillations.
-
-Passing his hand over his eyes with an impatient movement he heaved a
-weary sigh and in a tone that was almost a moan the words broke from his
-lips, “Why, O why is this all!”
-
-Just then a step aroused him, and glancing up the friend of other days
-stood before him. Very seldom indeed had Norman Carlton favored
-Maplelawn with his presence in these later days. The harmony that had
-once existed there was broken, though he did not understand why, and in
-consequence remained away. Westcot had long ago recognized the injustice
-of the unmanly words he had in a fit of passion hurled at his wife, and
-if he had needed proof that he was wrong, Carlton’s remaining away
-during the enforced absence of Imelda Ellwood and his sudden
-reappearance at the very moment of her return, ought to give him that
-proof. But to do him justice, he no longer needed it, and if he believed
-he had read correctly a secret page in her life he knew only too well
-who it was that had digressed farthest from the prescribed line. Norman
-would have passed him but he laid a detaining hand upon his arm.
-
-“I understand the attraction,” said Westcot, “but no harm will be done
-if you will give me a half hour first. We have been drifting apart, and
-I would not have it so. Something has gone out of my life, leaving it
-empty; and sometimes life itself seems a burden. Will you assist me to
-make a reparation?”
-
-A look of surprise overspread the face of the young man. Then he
-hastened to say:
-
-“Certainly I will. Have we not always been fast friends in the past? I
-have no desire to let a friendship of almost life-long standing die a
-death so sudden.”
-
-“Then come,” said Westcot, and together they wended their way through
-the grounds, and were soon lost in the shadows. When they returned an
-hour had passed. Both faces were perhaps a shade paler, a shade more
-serious, but the old confidence has been restored. What overtures had
-been made, what words spoken will never perhaps be revealed, but firmly
-clasping hands Norman spoke:
-
-“You have my advice!”
-
-“And I will follow it!”
-
-“Thank you! You have spoken like a man. Under the circumstances I think
-it is the only way that is open, and I am a poor judge of human nature
-in general, and of women in particular, if such proceeding as you now
-contemplate will not restore peace and confidence to the little circle
-under your roof.”
-
-With a last glance into the eyes of the other he dropped his hand and
-entered the room where the trio of women were trying to while away the
-hours that were to bring at least one fair girl’s friend and lover. Just
-as he stepped across the low French window Imelda was running her
-fingers across the key board of the piano. Cora was standing by her
-side. Ere he had advanced more than a step a voice of singular sweetness
-arose and filled the room. In an instant more a second manly face
-appeared in the frame of the open window. All unconscious of her
-audience the girl gave full vent in song to the feelings that swelled
-her breast. The notes rose and fell and vibrated, until the very air
-seemed to be full of life and feeling. With bated breath the men stood
-and listened, forgetful of aught else but the rare sweet music of the
-young pathetic voice; a voice that possessed the power of carrying them
-away beyond themselves. The song was a translation from the German by
-Heine—the famous “Lorelei,” a selection well calculated to try the
-strength and compass of the voice that attempts it. Its weird and
-melancholy pathos moved the inmost hearts of the listeners. As the last
-vibrant notes died away the sound of applauding hands fell upon the ear,
-and hastily turning the trio espied the two men standing just where they
-had entered. A blush overspread the face of the fair singer. It was the
-first time that other ears than those of Owen Hunter had listened to the
-magic sound of that voice when raised in song.
-
-With a quick movement Imelda stepped forward and with outstretched hand
-greeted the new comer. By the heightened color of her face and the happy
-light that shone in the lustrous dark eyes Cora quickly judged who it
-was that so suddenly had stepped into their midst, and in a moment more
-was bowing in acknowledgement of the introduction which had followed. As
-she felt the searching glance the clear eyes bent upon her Cora again
-felt the tell-tale blood mount to her face, but with an effort
-overcoming the embarrassed feeling she openly returned the look. That
-which Norman Carlton saw within the depth of the hazel eyes must have
-been satisfactory for, extending his hand with a firm quick motion he
-said;
-
-“I am”——pleased, he was going to say but changed it to—“glad to meet
-Imelda’s sister”—emphasizing the “sister.” “I hope we may be friends.”
-
-“Thank you.” Scarcely above a whisper, and with a fluttering breath, the
-words dropped from the slightly trembling lips, and one felt, rather
-than heard, the depths of feeling contained in the two little words. In
-that moment Cora knew that she had found another friend. His words were
-no idle phrase. Imelda also understood, and her heart gave a great
-bound. Did it not mean much? She took a step backward,—she wanted the
-two to become better acquainted. Would they have anything to say to each
-other? A little while she would leave them together. Turning to the side
-of Alice who was carelessly standing just a little beyond, plucking the
-scarlet blossoms of a geranium to pieces, while her glance traveled a
-little nervously to the man who was still standing by the open window.
-What did it all mean?
-
-For weeks now Mr. Westcot had studiously avoided meeting his wife. His
-meals were either taken late or away from home, and the drawing room had
-not once known his presence in all that time. Was the old life about to
-be taken up again? The white teeth sank into the red lips and a tremor
-seized and shook her form. She raised her hand in search of a support.
-Imelda saw her reel, and with a quick movement caught her in her arms.
-But another had watched this little by-play, and a few strides brought
-Lawrence Westcot to the side of the woman he called his wife. Pouring a
-little ice water from the pitcher that was standing near by he held it
-to her lips.
-
-“Drink,” he said. Quietly obeying she drank a few swallows. Pushing a
-large easy chair forward in such position as would shield her face from
-the glaring light of the chandelier, he would have led her to it, but
-she evaded his hand and managed to reach it unaided. Bending over her he
-inquired the cause of her sudden indisposition. Nervously she answered:
-
-“Nothing. It is nothing. I will be better in a moment. The coming home
-of the girls must have excited me. I thought I was stronger than I am.”
-Was it an anxious look he bent upon her? He did not speak, however, and
-quietly withdrew.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIV.
-
-
-Cora and Norman had not seen any of this by-play. He had taken her by
-the hand and led her to a tete-a-tete, and seating himself by her side
-soon had drawn her into conversation. A group of exotic plants was, by
-this movement, placed between themselves and the others, and as scarce a
-word had been spoken they were in ignorance of what had transpired.
-Lawrence Westcot now raised his eyes to Imelda who had stood during the
-scene without speaking. She read in that glance a request which he
-presently put into words.
-
-“Will you favor me with a few moments of your presence?”
-
-Once before he had asked of her that question, the memory of which sent
-the rich blood in hot waves over her neck and brow. What did it mean?
-The words she had uttered when in righteous indignation she had swept
-from his presence now came back to her:
-
-“And until such time, do not dare to speak to me!”
-
-Only once before had he “dared” to speak; that was when she so
-unexpectedly ran into his arms. Then it had not been of his seeking; but
-now? An anxious look gathered in the sweet brown eyes.
-
-“Will you, please?” he asked.
-
-The tone as well as the words were full of entreaty, so, silently she
-moved forward a step and bent her head in token of acquiescence. A glad
-light for a moment lit up his eyes, then stepping to Alice he said:
-
-“You will excuse us? I will try and not keep her long.”
-
-A look of wonderment filled her eyes. When had Lawrence ever paid open
-attention to Imelda? Again the question arose in her mind, “What does,
-what can it all mean?” But she readily answered, “Certainly, I will
-excuse you. I shall do very well. I feel so much better now.” With a low
-“Thank you,” he turned from her to Imelda whose hand he took and placing
-it on his arm led her to the open window leading to the veranda,
-followed by the eyes of the surprised Alice.
-
-Imelda understood, but only the quick indrawing of her breath gave token
-that the idea of going out into the open air under the starlit heavens
-had anything unpleasant in it for her. Slight as had been the sound and
-involuntary the action, Lawrence Westcot had taken note of it. His teeth
-sank into his lips but otherwise he gave no sign. Down the garden
-pathway to the fountain’s edge whose silvery sparkling waters had
-witnessed so many and so very different scenes he led her, and then
-quietly dropped her hand. Stepping back a pace or two he folded his arms
-and confronted her. For a minute or more he did not speak, although his
-lips twitched nervously. Was he waiting for her to utter the first
-words? If so, he was doomed to disappointment for the proud lips did not
-open.
-
-“Miss Ellwood!”
-
-A slight uplifting of the head, that was all. Whatever he had to say,
-she would not help him one iota.
-
-“Miss Ellwood, a man does not often find himself placed in a position
-quite so awkward as that in which I find myself this evening, in having
-asked you for this interview.” He paused a moment ere he went on. “Some
-two months ago I spoke words to you that tonight I feel ashamed of. I
-approached you in a manner that was ungentlemanly—unmanly. For the
-feelings that had crept into my heart I make no excuse. I simply had no
-control over them. A hot, fierce desire and longing for something that
-was denied me; a confused comprehension of what that something was, made
-me unjust—and—cruel to the woman who is so unfortunate as to be my wife.
-Having through the merest chance overheard a conversation of yours and
-hers, thereby gathering something of your strange ideas and opinions,
-but utterly failing to comprehend them, I permitted the passion that had
-taken possession of me to have full sway. A woman who does not believe
-in marriage, what would you?
-
-“In my insufferable conceit I supposed I had but to stretch out my
-covetous hand in order to satisfy the fire of my passion. I was rudely
-brought to my senses by the reproof of a pure mind and by the righteous
-scorn of insulted purity. In an instant, almost, I came to understand my
-mistake and would have given much to have been able to recall my words.
-But you had dealt my pride an ugly blow. It was not an easy matter to
-humble myself to the woman who had treated me to well merited scorn. I
-had hoped time would close the breach and that this painful scene would
-be spared me. Men of world are not wont to retract insulting words,
-especially when defeated in their object. But something besides wounded
-pride would not let me rest. There is something here,”—touching his
-breast, “a painful aching void that makes life a mockery, a misery. The
-unmanly act of that evening is a burden which at times is almost
-unsupportable. Will you help me remove it? Will you say that you
-forgive?”
-
-He had spoken in hasty, jerky, broken sentences. In a pleading manner he
-held out his hand to her. But the girl stood with downcast eyes and did
-not see it, and the hand fell nerveless to his side.
-
-Slowly she raised the white lids. In the uncertain light of the starlit
-night he could not see into the depths of the dark eyes, but as he bent
-closer he thought they were dimmed, and that her voice was vibrating as
-she now in turn extended to him her hand and simply said:
-
-“I forgive you.”
-
-Hastily the hand was grasped and bending over it with the same pleading
-accents in his voice he said:
-
-“May I?”
-
-“Yes,” came in soft accents from the trembling lips. An indescribable
-sensation stole over her as she felt the pressure of the warm bearded
-lips upon her hand. A feeling of gladness filled her heart. She felt
-that the emotion displayed by this man was genuine, and that she knew
-she might safely trust him. She laid her other hand gently over his that
-was holding hers and softly spoke:
-
-“It is enough, please. I feel that you have spoken the truth, in
-recognition of which I feel bound to pay you honor. Let me hereafter see
-on your face the light of self-contained manhood. I am more glad to be
-able to respect you, the father of my two precious charges. Now let us
-return. Alice was not feeling well and Cora may wonder.” His only answer
-was to again kiss the hand that was still resting in his; then again
-placing it upon his arm together they retraced their steps to join their
-friends in the parlor.
-
-As Imelda and Westcot re-entered the drawing room they found Cora and
-Norman so deeply interested in conversation that their entrance was not
-heeded. Cora’s cheeks were glowing and her eyes shone like twin stars as
-the words flowed in a stream from her lips. Alice was sitting quiet and
-unobserved in the shadow of the aforementioned group of exotic plants,
-listening to every word that fell from the ruby lips. Cora spoke well.
-Norman had said but little, but that little to advantage. Adroitly
-asking a question here and making a remark there he had succeeded in
-drawing her out and was surprised to find how well informed she was on
-many subjects of which most young women have absolutely no
-understanding. Cora had studied to advantage; for with love to teach, it
-had not been so much a task as a pleasure. It was also a pleasure for
-her to converse with this refined and handsome gentleman. Until now Owen
-Hunter had been the only man of that type she had ever come in contact
-with. It had seemed to her that there was none other. But to her
-surprise and great pleasure she found that her sister’s lover was in
-every respect the equal of the man who until now had stood out in her
-life alone.
-
-Just as Imelda and Westcot were entering, the poets, both American and
-foreign, were being discussed, and Norman felt a little surprise when
-Cora said that Shelley and Byron were her favorites. In speaking of
-these he found her most familiar with Byron,—“Queen Mab” being the only
-production of Shelley’s she had as yet read, while he could mention
-scarce any of Byron’s works that she was not familiar with. When asked,
-which she liked best, she unhesitatingly replied, “Manfred.”
-
-“What! that gloomy pessimist, who continually takes you to the very
-depths of despair, and finally closed so tragically?”
-
-“Yes. I like it because it portrays so truthfully and vividly the
-heartaches that so often lie hidden beneath the smiling exterior. It
-lifts the veil and shows the hidden woe. Oh, why must all nature be thus
-perverted? Why must all the grandest passions thus recoil upon
-themselves? The story makes me shudder as if I stood upon the brink of a
-chasm. It chills my very blood, but it has a weird, strange fascination
-for me. I always return to it and it has done much to stimulate my
-dormant brain to action. It has taught me a lesson in thought.”
-
-The re-entrance of Imelda and Lawrence at this juncture brought the
-conversation to an end. A hasty glance from Norman showed him that an
-understanding had been effected. A quick look passed between the two men
-and a feeling of gladness entered the heart of Norman, for the sake of
-all concerned. For a short time the conversation became general, then
-Cora was asked to once more sing for them. After a little hesitation she
-did so, and the strains of sweet “Annie Laurie” filled the room. No
-noisy applause greeted her when she had finished, but every head was
-bowed and some of the eyes were moist. The last lines had been sung with
-even more pathos than the first, but the fluttering, quavering sound
-indicated something more than pathos. Cora was fatiguing herself. In an
-instant Imelda recognized the fact and hastily arising said:
-
-“Not another line. We have been forgetting that you have been ill, and
-are taxing you beyond your strength. Come, you must retire at once and I
-will attend you.” But Cora shook the brown curly head.
-
-“No! no! I shall not accept your service this evening. You will remain
-right here, while our friend here, I know, will assist me for this once.
-Am I right, Alice?”
-
-“Most certainly. Right you are, and as we are two to one, Queen Imelda
-is overruled. So just consider yourself sent about your business while I
-shall tuck the covers about this little girl’s form.” Thus jesting and
-laughing Alice in triumph bore the tired Cora off to her own domain. At
-the same time Lawrence also discreetly withdrew. “To indulge in the
-solace of man,” was what he said, to seek the companionship of a cigar;
-thus leaving the lovers alone. So many weeks had passed since an evening
-of undisturbed quiet had been theirs that now they had so much to say
-that the hours sped far into the night ere they finally separated. After
-Cora and Alice had bidden them good night and Lawrence had withdrawn,
-Imelda said:
-
-“Look,” struggling from his embrace, “what I have got! a long sweet
-letter from my Margaret, with one enclosed from Wilbur. She says she is
-getting along much better and faster with her studies than she had at
-first expected, and she now hopes that in the fall she may begin with
-her chosen work. Listen to what she says:”
-
-
-“MY OWN IMELDA!—To use the expression of gushing school girls, I am just
-dying to see you. Save my mother and Wilbur, I have no one to whom I can
-talk just what is in my mind. I have many radical friends here, in dear
-old Chicago, but none quite far enough advanced to admit them into the
-innermost recesses of my heart. It is so hard, so very hard, to replace
-a tried, a trusted friend. In all probability this very circumstance is
-not without its advantage as thereby I am better able to apply myself to
-my studies. During the evening hours I have an assistant and it would be
-natural to suppose that during those hours my studies would progress the
-most. But, strange to say, we continue to rehearse the same first
-act—somehow we cannot get beyond it—with some variation, it is true, but
-in reality the same. I expect after a while we shall surely be perfect.
-But of what the second contains I am at present not able to give you an
-idea. It is still a sealed book. To confess the truth however, I care
-but little, so long as the first act gives such exquisite pleasure, I am
-perfectly willing to let the second take care of itself. All the same my
-arms are in the best of trim to give you a good hugging—a regular
-bear-hug. Maybe I can impress you. If so, let me know.
-
-“Do you know I almost envy you your present surroundings? You have so
-many to love now. No, I don’t, either. That is not just the right thing
-to say. Rather, I am glad, O so glad, that you have found that wayward
-sisters of yours, that was. See, darling, how our doctrines have been
-verified in this case: that we are just what circumstances have made us.
-Who would have thought that the wilful Cora could be transformed into so
-noble a woman! But then you know love works wonders, and undoubtedly
-Owen Hunter must be one of nature’s noblemen, else the love upon which
-he fed the starved heart which gave itself into his keeping could never
-have produced such wonderful results.
-
-“Now, my Imelda, it will be yours to develop the germ which this man has
-implanted, and when they again meet—which I feel assured they will do—he
-will not find occasion to regret the enforced separation. And now, kiss
-for me that precious sister pair who so truly belong to us. When your
-letter came, telling us all about them, describing their persons and
-characters so minutely that we imagined that they were bodily
-transplanted into our very midst, Wilbur could not restrain himself. His
-eyes filled with tears—tears that with overflowing heart I kissed away.
-
-“O my precious friend, will the time ever come when we shall realize
-some of our dreams, or will fear, like a dark pall, always keep our
-heaven, our paradise, enshrouded in darkness and gloom? When these
-thoughts come to me I am sad. But you know I do not approve of that. I
-shake it off; and indeed I have not much chance or time to indulge in
-gloomy thoughts, as hard work stands by and keeps my mind busy.
-
-“Jesting aside, my rehearsing is not all play, and my teachers are more
-than satisfied with me. They have given me the best of hopes that I
-shall, in the coming fall, be able to fill an engagement of some note.
-They tell me my talent is remarkable and that I must succeed. Professor
-Morris has written to the managers of several first class companies and
-daily expects an answer. Now, my girl, please do not accuse me of what
-is vulgarly termed ‘self-conceit,’ but you cannot know what it means to
-me to be successful. I love the profession that my talents fit me for,
-only second to that other object that thrills my whole being. I love, O
-Imelda, how I love Wilbur, the king of my heart. I love humanity, the
-down-trodden, and I love the liberty to do and to dare whatever my heart
-desires. And among those desires by no means the least is my love of the
-stage, despite the stigma that clings to it. But where so great the
-stigma as that which has fastened itself to the term ‘free love?’ or,
-for that matter, to any other reform?
-
-“Two days later: The answer has come. An engagement has been secured me
-and—Hurrah! Imelda. In a few more weeks I shall be off on the road to
-see how easy or how hard it is to win bread and fame. If everything
-continues as favorable as the beginning appears to be my success is
-already assured. The vacancy that I am to fill is that of a leading
-lady, and I know I must strain every effort to please. My mother scarce
-knows whether she is pleased or sorry. I am sure she is the best mother
-any girl ever had, and while she is ambitious for me—while she desires
-to see me successful, her heart cannot conquer all its foolish fears.
-She fears the men of the world, and the very fact that radical ideas
-have been nurtured in my mind may bring me danger. But she forgets it
-also has brought me a knowledge that I could not well have acquired
-otherwise. I have been taught by object lessons, and I have learned to
-read character. It will not be an easy matter to try to pass off on me
-the spurious for the real, the genuine. Wilbur I know trusts me more
-fully, and why should he not? Does he not know that he is, and always
-must be, the best love of my heart? Always? Well, until I find some one
-who has scaled the ladder of life to a grander manhood, to nobler
-heights, he certainly will stand first, and I know so well such men are
-rare. He is glad for my sake that I have found an opening, but sad when
-he remembers that it necessitates a separation. He does not want to show
-the latter feeling, as he fears to cast a shadow on my glad prospects,
-but then you know, love is quick to note when every cord is not tuned to
-harmony.
-
-“As yet I do not know at all where our company will be booked, but I do
-hope that sometime during the coming season we may stop for a week in
-Harrisburg. Do you think such a possibility would contain anything
-pleasurable?
-
-“And now—but no! I was going to tell you another piece of news, but that
-will be Wilbur’s privilege, as he, too, wants to write a few lines. But
-I really must bring this to a close, or it might prove a task instead of
-a pleasure to read it. Kiss all those precious friends for me and say
-something nice to that one particular friend who is not a friend but
-something so much warmer, and soon, soon send an answer to your
-homesick, loving—”
-
- MARGARET.
-
-
-Folding the closely written sheets Imelda looked up into Norman’s eyes
-and said:
-
-“Well, sweetheart, what have you to say to my Margaret?”
-
-“That she is a precious, sweet girl, and a true woman. I hope that she
-may indeed be successful in her chosen profession. But what has our
-friend Wilbur to say?” Without further comment Imelda unfolded another
-document and began to read:
-
-
-“MY PRECIOUS FRIEND:—I wonder if, after all that our Margaret girl has
-written, I shall be able to find something more to say. I am sure she
-has told you all the news there was to tell and maybe if I should write
-too lover-like, someone would object. How is it? Do you think Norman
-Carlton would grudge me the kiss which I am craving and longing for?
-Methinks I read between the lines of the truly grand letters he has been
-writing us lately, a broadening, a widening out, that was not there at
-first. I believe him indeed to be a grand, noble nature, possessed of a
-high type of manhood. I am positive the germ is there, even if yet
-somewhat hidden and undeveloped, and it behooves you, my little girl,
-with womanly tact to develop it that he may yet stand in our foremost
-ranks, working for the universal good of humanity and for the special
-good of sister woman. I expect when we meet to take by the hand a
-brother worthy of the name.
-
-“With his natural reverence for womanhood it seems to me it ought not to
-be a difficult task for him to understand the injustice, the unfairness,
-aye, the cruelty that is being dealt out to woman; to always doom her
-brain to slumber, to inactivity; to expect her to stand with idly folded
-hands, denying her the right to be her own judge pertaining to matters
-of womanhood; deeming her incapable of understanding her own affairs;
-dooming her always to submit quietly to what man may wish to impose upon
-her; using her as a pretty plaything with which to amuse himself in any
-manner man may see fit. O it is horrible to place woman, the creator,
-the builder of the race, on a plane so low, and I cannot think that
-Norman Carlton fails to see these things in their true light.
-
-“It is wrong to seek to bind love in any way, and, try as we may, it
-cannot be done! Love, the spirit, will ever be free. ’Tis only the body,
-the house, the casket, that we can fetter and defile, and by that means
-it, the body, becomes but an empty casket, which will soon fall into
-decay when it has nothing to sustain it, while the little love-god goes
-wandering on and on mocking and laughing at our futile attempts to hold
-him fast.
-
-“Then why should such attempts be made? Cherish him with tenderness,
-strive to stand high in his regard, strive to attain to a noble manhood
-and womanhood and he will forget his gypsy habits, his proneness to
-wander. Feed and nourish him with that of which he is most in need;
-develop for his especial benefit that in your own character and nature
-which commands respect and admiration, and you will find him willing to
-be held in his allegiance. You can do much to win him but you cannot
-hold him by force, because there is absolutely no holding him. It cannot
-be done, and it is wrong,—it is a sin and a shame, a crying shame, to
-attempt it.
-
-“Ha! ha! On the old track again! Always the same; always preaching; but
-I cannot help it, my dear. It seems to have become my second nature. But
-now I have a piece of news for you. Margaret did not tell you all.
-
-“When this fair lady-love of mine will have taken to walking her own way
-I know there will come many weary lonesome hours, for the coming winter,
-so we have been laying some plans how to make them less irks me. Maybe
-it is premature to say what these plans are, as much may happen to
-prevent the realization; but here they are:
-
-“About the time you expect sleighing in your eastern city, I intend, in
-company with our fair Margaret’s mother, to set out on a trip. Do you
-understand? My heart yearns for those precious sisters of mine, mere
-babes almost they were when I saw them last. I want to clasp them in my
-arms and kiss their lips, red with the wine of life; while Mrs. Leland,
-I know, will win a place in the heart of every one with whom she comes
-in contact. Yet I believe there is a particular reason that actuates her
-in making this trip. There is a secret yearning and longing that will
-not be quieted.
-
-“By writing of the accident which reunited you with your sister you
-aroused her mother heart by bringing before her mind’s eye her son
-Osmond. The hope to again call her boy her own is the mainspring of the
-desire to make this visit. How is it, little girl? Shall we be assured a
-welcome? But there! I ought not to have asked this last question. It was
-out of place, for of course we shall be welcome. But methinks it is time
-to close or I will have covered as much paper as Margaret has done, and
-it is not my desire to weary you. With the same cherishing love as of
-old, I am as ever
-
- WILBUR WALLACE.”
-
-
-Imelda folded these sheets also and laid them to the others, but Norman
-did not speak. With his head leaning on his hand he sat staring into
-vacancy, Imelda gently, tenderly took his head between her hands and
-bent it back so she could look into the clear blue orbs.
-
-“And what does my Norman think of Wilbur now?”
-
-“That he is right in every instance.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXV.
-
-
-The brown curly head was resting on the snowy pillow. The maimed arm had
-been tenderly cared for, and already the tired eyes were drooping. It
-had been such an exciting day. So many changes had taken place. Cora’s
-heart had been stirred to its very depths and it was a relief to be at
-last alone. Alice was bending above her, and to bestow her a good night
-kiss upon the faintly smiling lips.
-
-“Good night, dear one. I hope you may spend this first night within the
-walls of this home in restful sleep. I, too, am tired and wish to rest.
-If you should require anything, ring this bell, and I know Mary will
-instantly attend to your wants. The fact that you are Imelda’s sister
-will alone insure you the entrance to her heart.”
-
-“O thank you! thank you ever so much. Everybody is so kind to me. I do
-not deserve it, I am sure.”
-
-“O yes, you do. How can you speak like that? And now once more, good
-night.” Two pairs of warm clinging lips met in a loving kiss, then the
-form of Alice vanished, and Cora was alone. In but a few minutes sleep
-had closed the tired eyelids and happy dreams brought sweet smiles to
-the rosy lips.
-
-Alice glided quickly through the silent hall until she reached her own
-cozy, comfortable room. It was in utter darkness, which fact, however,
-did not intimidate her in the least. At times she rather liked the
-darkness. It was then so pleasant to sit at the window star-gazing, and
-let her thoughts wander whithersoever they would. So she crossed the
-room to where a comfortable rocker was standing, and sinking into its
-depths with a weary sigh, she prepared herself for her favorite
-indulgence. Hastily undoing the fastenings of her dress she then clasped
-her hands above her head, gazing up into the starlit heavens, gently
-rocking back and forth in the darkness.
-
-Suddenly she stopped and listened. It seemed to her there was someone
-else in the room. She could have sworn that the sound of heavy breathing
-had been borne to her ear, though now that she listened, everything was
-quiet. But the feeling of another’s presence seemed conveyed to her in
-the air itself—she felt it. With a quick nervous movement she rose and
-walked across the room. She could feel her very lips grow cold, but with
-a strength and courage of which one would scarce have believed the
-little woman capable, she controlled every outward manifestation of
-fear, and securing a match she deliberately struck it and, mounting a
-chair, lit two jets ere she ventured a single look about her; then with
-a smothered, frightened cry she would have fallen had not the man, whom
-she had seen and recognized, caught her in his arms and prevented a
-mishap. Gently he lifted her down and reseated her in the rocker at the
-window. He, too, was pale, white to the very lips, as he saw the
-impression his presence made upon the pale little woman. He stepped back
-a few paces and waited for her to speak, and when no sound came he
-hesitatingly, in trembling accents, articulated her name.
-
-“Alice!”
-
-But her only answer was a frightened look. Holding both his hands to her
-in a supplicating manner, venturing a step nearer,
-
-“Alice, am I never to be forgiven? Listen to me! If ever a man has been
-thinking—if ever it has come to a human heart, or understanding, that a
-great wrong has been committed, it has come to me. I know I have wronged
-you. I know I have acted like a brute! But I would, in some way or
-measure, make good the wrong I have done.”
-
-The hands of Alice were closely pressed upon her wildly beating heart.
-Her lips were twitching in a manner that caused Lawrence’s heart to give
-a bound. In a moment he had forgotten that he was the supplicant. He
-knelt at her side and caught both her hands in his, pressing and chafing
-them.
-
-“Alice! Alice! little girl. Don’t look at me like that. You need not be
-afraid of me now, or ever again. I mean every word that I say. Come,
-trust me! It is the one boon I ask”—and he gently drew the excited
-little woman nearer to him, winding his arm about her as tenderly as of
-yore. Laying his face to hers, his lips touched the pretty pink ears.
-
-“Little sister,” he whispered, “can you, will you once more trust me?”
-
-“Little sister?” Had she heard aright? What was the meaning the words
-conveyed? A hysterical sob broke from her lips, and as she permitted him
-to enfold her in his embrace, with an impulsive movement she placed her
-hands on either side of his face,
-
-“Lawrence! Lawrence! do you mean it? You have not come to mock me?”
-
-“I mean it, little girl, every word of it. Henceforth, you shall be my
-dearly cherished sister, with just the same liberty and privileges I
-would grant to her, were you really a sister and dearly loved as such.”
-
-A few moments she leaned back that she might the better look him in the
-eyes. Then she wound her arms about his neck and nestled her head close
-upon his breast and the words,
-
-“I love you, Lawrence,” thrilled him to his innermost being. He
-understood well the meaning of those words. He had called her sister,
-and he knew the love she gave him now was the same as every pure woman
-gives a dearly loved and cherished brother.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Once again a week had passed, and again merry laughter resounded through
-the rooms. Happy voices were heard blending in song while skillful
-fingers evoked sweet strains of music. But faces which were new within
-these rooms—though not new to us, were revealed in the bright light.
-Edith and Hilda Wallace had found their way into this enchanted circle
-tonight. Alice was seated at the piano. Her fingers lightly running over
-the keys, playing the accompaniment to Cora’s rich sweet voice as it
-rose and fell in the cadence of sweet strains of song. The two were like
-a world unto themselves tonight, paying little attention to the others,
-each of whom was absorbed in giving attention to someone else. While
-Hilda actually seemed to fascinate Lawrence Westcot,—so absolutely was
-his attention riveted upon the sweet serious girl who possessed such a
-fund of knowledge that he thought he never had been so rarely
-entertained, Edith had taken Norman Carlton in tow, and by her serene
-and placid manner had so captivated him that for the past hour he had
-actually forgotten his queenly Imelda, who in her turn was talking just
-as seriously to a smooth-faced boy whose bright, intelligent countenance
-was a perfect mirror of the emotions that were being stirred within that
-young breast. Sometimes the blue eyes flashed, and with a quick peculiar
-motion of the hand he would toss back the fair hair from the white open
-brow; then he would ask question after question that, with never failing
-readiness, Imelda would answer.
-
-“Wait right here,” she said, “I will return in an instant,”—and in a
-very short time Imelda reappeared, carrying a small package in her hand.
-Before undoing it she laid her hand on his.
-
-“I may call you Osmond, may I not?” The clear eye met hers in a
-responsive glance; in turn he laid his hand over hers and in a tone
-which had a hearty ring he replied:
-
-“Certainly! It will afford me the greatest pleasure to have you do so.”
-
-Reseating herself in the chair she had a few moments ago vacated, with
-deft fingers that were slightly trembling, Imelda undid the cord that
-bound the package. The next moment Margaret’s sweet face was brought to
-view. The boy’s hand trembled as he reached for it, and in his face was
-reflected the emotions that were stirring his young soul. Imelda watched
-him closely, as for a long time his eyes were riveted on that fair
-reflection, and when with a fluttering long drawn sigh he laid it aside
-without comment, she also said nothing, but handed him a second
-portrait; this time the face reflected being that of Mrs. Leland.
-
-It seemed almost Margaret over again, the resemblance was so great; only
-where time had touched it; the years having left their trace—but only
-lightly. The brow was just as smooth as that of the young girl, the eye
-as clear and sparkling; the hair dark and full. But there was a line
-about the expressive mouth,—an expression on the face that was not on
-the younger one, and which only experience could have stamped thereon.
-It seemed to the boy standing there, holding in his hand the picture of
-his mother, as if in the eyes gazing at him there was a pleading,
-yearning look that went straight to his young heart. His sensitive lip
-quivered and with another sigh he laid this picture also down. He kept
-his eyes downcast as if he dared not look into those searching dark orbs
-that were so eagerly fastened upon him. In a little while a woman’s soft
-hand was laid upon his and——
-
-“Osmond,”—a pleading voice spoke,—“do either of those faces portray
-aught but purity? Do you think your mother” (laying her hand on the
-picture), “with a face like that, could be capable of anything but what
-is good and pure and noble?” His eyes were raised to hers, and they were
-dim with unshed tears.
-
-“I don’t know. But my brain seems reeling. When I look at the face of
-the girl you say is my sister a feeling comes to me as though I should
-be proud to proclaim her as such to the world; while she who is my
-mother seems to draw my very soul from me. Looking at them both a
-feeling overcomes me as if I had lost something to which I had a right,
-but which has been withheld from me. But when I recall all that which my
-father has told me of bygone years it seems as if they were handsome,
-glittering, fascinating serpents looking up at me, luring me from my
-allegiance.” Imelda took both the boy’s hands in hers.
-
-“Look at me,” she said. “In the first place, tell me—do you think I
-could be guilty of all the cruel, unholy things that have been reported
-of your mother?”
-
-“Why, no! no! A thousand times no! It would be impossible. One look into
-your face, into your eyes, would convince me of that.”
-
-“Thank you! but do you think, my young friend, that I could hold one
-near and dear who is so vile as you have been taught to believe your
-mother to have been? Now listen: I do not want you to take my word for
-all that I have told you of these my best friends. Only wait, come here
-often. Here you can become acquainted with the sentiments that fill your
-mother’s whole heart and soul, and which find a reflection in every word
-uttered by your fair young sister. You seem, despite all the prejudices
-with which your young life has been poisoned, to yet have remained pure
-in heart. You are brave and truthful. Now from this time forth in
-justice to your mother, study your father; his modes of life; his
-sentiments; his every action, and compare it to that which he has told
-you of the woman who, being the mother of his children, ought to be
-shielded and protected by him from every breath of scandal; instead of
-which protection he has blazoned such awful tales about her that it
-takes almost superhuman courage and bravery on her part to live them
-down. So I ask you again, in justice to the woman who is your mother,
-will you henceforth keep your eyes open?”
-
-A dark wave of color swept over Osmond’s face, then with outstretched
-hand, he said:
-
-“I promise you that I will!”
-
-This conversation closed, the pictures carefully laid away, their
-attention was called to the other occupants of the room. The first words
-that greeted their ears fell from the lips of Hilda. They listened.
-
-“You speak of the prevailing spirit, of too little charity of man to
-fellowman,” said Hilda, “and again of single instances where charitable
-deeds rise to the heights of grandeur, only regretting that they are too
-few, too rare to be of any real value to humanity. Aye! they are indeed
-too rare; but I do not believe in charity. I do not like her. I have no
-room for her. Does she ever draw near to the side of justice? Is her
-garb not rather a cloak wherewith to hide all the abounding and
-heartless cruelty which seizes and retains the lion’s share of the
-product of all the weary hours of toil that produce the wealth wherewith
-these deeds of charity are done?
-
-“But that is only one kind of charity. That charity which is supposed to
-overlook, to condone, and even to justify what society treats as faults
-and sins—O, how I hate it! For while charity pretends to do all this, in
-reality it condemns every idea, every thought, every action that is not
-in strict conformity with the prevailing standards and customs of
-artificial society. Charity enchains liberty; it blindfolds and fetters
-justice. No! a thousand times no! I scorn charity, no matter in what
-garb she may seek to approach.”
-
-Hilda’s dark gray eyes shone with a lustrous light as she finished her
-animated speech. Imelda thought she had never seen her so attractive.
-
-“Bravo, little girl,” she exclaimed, “your words ought to inspire brave
-hearts to noble deeds.”
-
-Hilda blushed as she replied,
-
-“O no, I do not aspire to so great honor; but at times I feel I must
-give way to my feelings. They oppress me so.”
-
-“Will you permit me to ask a question?” It was Lawrence who spoke.
-
-“A dozen if you wish.”
-
-“Then tell me what would you put in place of charity which you so
-discard? You cannot but acknowledge that there is great need of a
-helping hand.”
-
-“Thank you, Mr. Westcot. Had you tried for a week you could not have
-asked a question that would afford me greater pleasure to answer. ‘What
-would I substitute for charity?’ Why, Justice! Justice every time. Where
-Justice reigns there can be no place for charity. She will not be
-needed. She will have lost her vocation. Let justice be done to the
-great masses, to the struggling individual, and where would there be
-occasion to call for the assistance, the services, of the haughty dame
-with her mock humility? None whatever! Where plenty and peace have found
-a home there will be no occasion to air her gaudy plumage. And in a
-short time her very name will have assumed a strange sound. Aye, it
-would be forgotten from little usage; would become extinct, obsolete.
-Once pushed into the background she would quietly step down and out and
-be heard of no more.”
-
-“And,” added Edith, “with the advent of justice and the exit of charity
-another thing would become extinct, and that is power—the power of
-money. When justice is done, the toiler, the producer, receiving the
-full value or equivalent of his labor, it would be impossible that a few
-favored idlers should grow fat—in wealth and ease, while the masses
-starve. No more strikes, no more robbery, no more bloodshed. Peace,
-happiness, prosperity—would not that be an ideal world?”
-
-Here the refrain was taken up by Imelda.
-
-“No strikes, no robbery, no bloodshed! Do we properly consider the full
-import of these words? We hurl the curse of baseness, of low and brutal
-instincts, we charge the birth of vice, crime, hatred and what not, all
-upon those who toil and produce. If in a measure it is true that the
-very air surrounding this class of humanity is often pregnant with all
-the elements that breed a state of things so depraved, is it to be
-wondered at? Let us take into consideration what the women of the
-despised classes are called upon to pass through. Let us ask the why and
-wherefore. When hunger and starvation stares her in the face; when the
-demon drink has entered her home; when the husband and father is thrown
-out of work through no fault of his; when the monster monopoly has shed
-precious blood, and made her home desolate—what then, think you, breeds
-in the heart of woman? Her every thought, her every breath, must of
-necessity be freighted with—murder! Then the little helpless unborn, the
-human embryon, that is being gestated and fed with such nourishment—must
-not a race of murderers, of criminals of every description, be the
-product of such creative conditions?
-
-“When mothers are free to choose the fathers of their babes; when they
-can have just the conditions their hearts long for; when they can be
-free from care and anxiety; when every woman has learned the science of
-becoming a perfect mother; when every mother understands the fearful
-responsibility of becoming such; when every father is filled with a
-sense of the high honor that has been conferred upon him in being chosen
-to be such; when, in consequence, he recognizes the duties he owes to
-woman and her offspring, and when, in every act of his life he seeks to
-aid her in perfecting the coming being; then, and not till then, may we
-expect peace and joy and happiness. And to bring about such a state of
-things justice must be done.”
-
-Strange words these, that fell for the first time, upon the ear of young
-Osmond Leland. He heard thoughts expressed that struck him as grand,
-lofty, sublime, but—but—did they not savor of—well, the insane? Was
-there any sense in dreaming of such impossibilities? As each of these
-young ladies in turn had spoken they had appeared to him as though
-surrounded with a halo, such a sublime light had shone in their eyes.
-But again, it seemed, to him, as if their reasoning was devoid of
-reason, and his mind reverted to the discarded figure of charity. He
-could conceive of no other way to reach the suffering masses. Until now
-he had scarcely thought of it. But now? What sort of women were these
-that could express themselves thus? What was it Imelda had said?
-
-“Wait, and come often. Here you can become acquainted with the
-sentiments that fill your mother’s heart and soul, and that find
-reflection in every word uttered by your sister.”
-
-He could not comprehend the reasoning of these young women, but the air
-surrounding them seemed so truly holy and pure; such as had never been
-his fate to come in contact with. And his mother and sister?—Were they
-as these? Had he much to forgive his father for? He felt dazed. Was this
-also a case where gross injustice had been done?
-
-“But how, young ladies, would you make all your grand ideas
-practicable?” asked Lawrence.
-
-“By proclaiming liberty,” answered Hilda. “Liberty will insure justice,
-and justice liberty. The two combined will make truth possible. To be
-truthful is to be natural, and nature is pure, nature is chaste. Only
-think what it all would mean to be free! We hear the cant of freedom, of
-liberty, of a ‘free country,’ all around us, when in reality it is all a
-miserable sham! Every word must be guarded, every action fettered. We
-must eat, drink, sleep, walk and talk all according to a prescribed
-fashion; must bow to fashion, to custom. We may not even welcome a child
-to our arms when we desire it, unless we have first allowed shackles to
-be placed upon our freedom; unless we have first bartered our womanhood
-for motherhood—often turning what should be a priceless boon to a most
-bitter curse.”
-
-Hilda’s eyes were sparkling with brilliant flashes, but the eyes of
-Cora, who with Alice had drawn near, were downcast, and on the dark
-lashes clung two pearly drops. Music and song had ceased; the two
-performers, Alice and Cora, had for some time been listening to the
-soulful words that were being spoken. The sweet lips of the agitated
-girl were quivering as with pain, her hands tightly clasped as she
-repeated, “turning the precious boon so often into a bitter curse.”
-Turning to Hilda and kneeling at her feet Cora laid her face upon her
-knee.
-
-“Is the curse never to be lifted?”
-
-“Yes! When woman is ready to be blessed; when she has learned to keep
-herself pure; when the sacred temple of her body no longer is invaded by
-the curse of lust; when man no longer dares to intrude, to force his
-unwelcome attentions upon her, but patiently bides his time at a
-respectful distance.”
-
-“You speak of the ‘millennium,’ of the perfection of the race. Must our
-lives be one long sacrifice to secure that end?” Hilda shook her head as
-with both hands she lifted the tear-wet face.
-
-“I hope not! Whilst we all have a work to perform in the meantime, I
-believe we may yet be able, in our own lives, to so far lift ourselves
-out of and above all the pains that make life such a weary round of
-toil, as to be able to enjoy just a little in advance, of what the
-coming future will bring the now enslaved race. When we are brave
-enough, when we are strong enough to live as our inmost convictions tell
-us is right and true and pure, we may then hope for a little happiness,
-or perhaps a great happiness, just as we make ourselves ready to receive
-and appreciate it. And I feel so sure, so sure that here, just right
-here around us, a band is forming, true and staunch, that by its unity
-will enable us yet to realize what now seem but dreams!”
-
-“You are speaking of that ideal home of yours?”
-
-“Yes! If only—if only—I could once see the way clear as to where the
-means are to come from. Money! ‘Filthy lucre,’ as it is called, I fear
-is the rock that will upset our plans.” But now Cora’s eyes were
-shining.
-
-“Money, money,” she murmured. “I think I know who would furnish it—only,
-will he not spurn me now after I have disappointed him so, and brought
-the bitter pain to his heart? O, will he believe that it was all for
-love of him and not for myself that I seemingly flung aside the
-priceless treasure of his love?”
-
-“If it is really that; if his love is a priceless treasure, he but
-awaits the call and you will find him at your side.”
-
-“And she,” murmured Cora “whom the law gives to him and him to her,—she
-will never willingly give him freedom.”
-
-“Wait and you will see!” came the assuring answer. “Somehow I feel that
-all will be as we desire.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVI.
-
-
-Neither of the men could quite understand the last words that passed
-between the girls, but Norman understood enough to know that whatever
-might be their meaning no ignoble subject would be thus discussed.
-Lawrence Westcot shook his head, but trusted. He was beginning to find
-these girls very trustworthy. Only Osmond felt as if standing upon some
-unseen brink. Hilda’s enthusiastic words and manner had not been clear
-to him. He had caught the words but not their full import, and yet—what
-was it she had been saying about womanhood being sacrificed, of being
-“bartered”? Had she meant that marriage necessitated such sacrifice? But
-surely, surely she had not meant that a child could be welcome without
-the marriage blessing—a child outside the sacred fold of wedlock? In a
-dazed manner his hand went up to his head. “Here you can become
-acquainted with the sentiments that fill your mother’s heart and soul,
-and find a reflection in every word uttered by your sister.” As with a
-red hot iron the words seemed burned into his very soul. These his
-mother’s sentiments? This his sister’s religion? His eyes rested upon
-the faces of the girls; a sweet purity was reflected upon each while
-Hilda appeared surrounded with a halo. Some strong impulse drew him
-closer to them; he felt uplifted, borne upward, floating in cloudy
-mists—a feeling of widening, expanding, filled his being until the words
-of Hilda again came surging in his ears, “we may not even welcome a
-child to our arms when we desire it unless we have first permitted our
-freedom to be shackled, made a barter of our womanhood for motherhood,
-thereby turning the precious boon into a bitter curse.” Blank horror
-made his blood run cold; he felt as if an icy hand was clutching at his
-throat.
-
-“What is it—are you not feeling well?” Imelda asked the question and
-Edith’s soft warm hands gently pushed him into the nearest chair,
-handing him a drink of ice water. She understood perfectly well what it
-was that ailed him, and feared they might have repelled him so much that
-he would not again seek their presence. So with her ready woman’s tact
-she led the conversation to other subjects. Music and art, the beautiful
-in general, were discussed, and finally a request was made that Cora
-should sing again ere they parted for the night. She surprised them by
-singing a hymn. But all understood there was a meaning underlying the
-usual import of the words, “We shall know each other better when the
-mists have rolled away.”
-
-It was with very mixed feelings that the good nights were spoken, and as
-Hilda’s hand for a moment lay in Westcot’s a look from his dark eyes
-flashed into hers, a look that sent the warm blood in a glow to her
-face, flooding it to the very roots of her hair. Accompanied by the two
-young men, Norman and Osmond, the sisters were rapidly driven home, the
-pressing invitation “to come again,” still ringing in the boy’s ears;
-and when at the door of the home of this sister pair Hilda also held out
-her hand to Osmond asking him to call there. After a moment’s hesitation
-he placed his hand in hers and promised.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Days and weeks had again sped on, each day bringing its own events and
-lessons. The summer’s sunshine had changed to the glow of autumn, and
-just as marked had been the changes with many of our friends. More firm
-had become the bond of friendship and love that bound them together,
-more clearly defined—because more clear the ideas, the ideals that
-formed the central attraction around which love and friendship
-clustered; day by day they understood each other better, and also
-themselves better, and their lives became purer, higher, nobler.
-
-But still they were waiting, waiting. They recognized that their work
-was not yet done, but pulses beat higher, eyes shone brighter, smiles
-more radiant, as they were learning the old, old story over again. At
-least several of our charming circle were being blessed with that
-experience. Lawrence Westcot’s heart was once more drinking in the
-lessons of love, and his nature was broadening and expanding under its
-influence, while Hilda seemed almost glorified, as she moved about, soft
-snatches of song dropping from her lips. Edith was almost as happy,
-sunning herself in the reflection of her sister’s new-found love. Alice
-also saw and was happy. The old child-like merriment had returned and
-the rooms resounded with merry jests and silvery, tinkling laughter.
-
-One evening when Alice had surprised Norman in the gloaming she had not
-been able to resist the longing, yearning spirit. Creeping up behind him
-her little snowflake hands had closed his eyes. Ere he had caught the
-meaning of it a pair of warm dewy lips had been pressed to his. Then she
-would have fled, but quick as lightning her hands were made prisoners
-and, despite the desperate struggles of the furiously blushing little
-woman, she was drawn into the circle of light where Norman in a most
-wicked manner enjoyed her dire confusion. But presently drawing her to
-him and enfolding her in his arms he whispered:
-
-“Now for revenge!” The drooping moustache brushed her face and for a
-little while Alice felt herself smothered; so sweet, so clinging, so
-really in earnest were the kisses which were pressed upon her lips, and
-when a few minutes later she came flying into the presence of Imelda,
-who had both the little girls standing at her knees trying to teach them
-some object lesson, the young instructress looked up in some surprise at
-the disheveled figure. The fair hair was tossed and its owner was
-pressing both hands to her flaming cheeks. Ere Imelda could frame the
-question that was trembling upon her lips Alice had sank beside her on
-her knees and hid her face in her lap.
-
-“Don’t say a word,” she whispered, “until you have heard what I have to
-say,” and drawing the dark head down so that she could place the rosy
-lips to her ear, she hurriedly whispered a few sentences and then drew
-back to watch the effect. Imelda’s face betrayed nothing; she only
-placed her arm about her friend’s neck and for a few moments laid her
-face upon the fluffy hair, then after kissing her repeatedly she said,
-with a sweet smile:
-
-“I believe it is about time that these little folks receive their
-evening meal and then to bed. So, for a little while I must be excused.”
-
-An hour later as Imelda was standing in the embrasure of a window, a
-manly head bent above her; an arm tenderly drew her head to be pillowed
-on his breast while the whispered words, “My own, my best beloved,”
-caused her own heart to beat in answering throbs and a sigh of sweet
-content parted her lips.
-
-Only Edith, in those days of pure happiness, wore a look in the dark
-eyes that portrayed a something hidden in their fathomless depths, a
-far-away dreamy look that spoke of hopes not yet realized. Sometimes
-when no eye was looking a suspicious moisture would gather in the dark
-wells and for a while would dim their glorious luster, but not for long.
-Where there was so much warmth of heart and joyousness of spirit it was
-not possible that one whose life had been so practical would cast a
-shadow upon the bright faces around her.
-
-There was yet one other whose happiness consisted in dreaming of the
-future and waiting hopefully and patiently what it might possibly bring,
-and that other was Cora. But not in idleness was she waiting. He should
-not have reason to think that she had wasted precious time; so she had
-studied on. Not only studied but already she was using her talents to
-advantage. As soon as she was strong enough she had insisted on doing
-something to be self-supporting, and through the aid of her friends she
-had been successful in obtaining quite a class of music pupils, foremost
-among whom was Meta who gave promise of future wonders. One hour in the
-early morning, however, found her with another pupil, and that pupil was
-Imelda. Much as she desired it Imelda had not hitherto found the time
-and opportunity to apply herself to this study, for which she possessed
-a talent that surpassed even that of Cora, whose music had settled in
-her throat rather than at the ends of her fingers. More than once Cora
-had said:
-
-“Not long till you must have a more competent teacher.” Thus the sisters
-daily grew more close together with an appreciation of sisterly love in
-their hearts such as is rarely known by those who have been cuddled in
-the lap of fortune since their infancy.
-
-But there was still another—another growing daily in light, in breadth
-and in intelligence. Osmond Leland had returned again, and yet again, to
-the charmed circle and was, as it were, born into a new life. And as,
-day by day, he better understood the sweet purity of these girls, so
-also did the events in connection with his old life stand out in glaring
-contrast. To his sorrow and dismay he found, upon close investigation,
-that his father’s life was neither pure nor truthful. Contrasted with
-the pure nature-love and poetic beauty displayed in every word spoken by
-these new friends the coarse and lewd jests indulged in by his father
-and his companions could not fail of effect. It was but a short time
-until he felt his soul revolt at their ribaldry. More and more he felt
-himself attracted and, still more often he found himself seeking the
-society of the coterie of fair girls who each in turn imparted their
-ideals and dreams to the susceptible young heart, so eloquently that it
-went out to each and all in answering throes, and at the same time there
-was born in that heart a secret yearning and longing for the mother and
-sister who were as strangers to him. Often when he sought the Westcot
-home at an earlier hour in the day he had the, to him, rare pleasure of
-a romp with Alice’s baby daughters. Norma would clap her chubby hands
-and scream with delight, while Meta’s dark eyes would glow and sparkle.
-But while Norma, with all a baby’s delight of pulling her victim’s hair
-would soon tire, and was content to cuddle up in his lap where she would
-often fall asleep, Meta would softly steal up behind and take possession
-of him in a more gentle manner. Her soft little fingers had a peculiarly
-tender touch as she patted his cheek and toyed with his hair, arranging
-the blond curls into a mass of ringlets. She would thus keep her fingers
-busy for an hour or more, and never seemed to tire. The dark eyes would
-have the same glad sparkle at the end as at the beginning, and Osmond
-seemed to enjoy the performance as well as the little ones. On several
-occasions he had stretched himself out upon the carpet when the serious
-bright-eyed sprite would lift the fair head and pillow it in her lap and
-while toying with his hair would put him to sleep. This would afford her
-extreme pleasure. She would not permit anyone so much as to whisper
-while she guarded his slumber.
-
-The young mother and her girl friends watched the play with amusement
-and pleasure. Was there already a spark of the future woman in the
-little child’s heart?
-
-Thus the autumn with its gorgeous colors had come and gone. Chilly days
-and raw wet nights were now in order, but the glowing fires in the
-grates added to the cheerfulness of the rooms and the closely drawn
-curtains closed out all that was unpleasant and dismal. Then came the
-icy frosts and the first snow and with it a letter from Wilbur
-announcing the long promised visit to himself and Mrs. Leland. Edith and
-Hilda were almost wild with joy and anticipation. At last! at last! this
-so long, so sorely missed brother coming home to his own, to clasp them
-in his arms, and they counted the days and hours until he should be in
-their midst. But theirs were not the only hearts that beat high at the
-contemplation of the coming event. Imelda was scarcely less excited than
-were the sisters. With a tender cadence the name “Wilbur” lingered upon
-her lips, but not for him alone did her heart beat with joy. Mrs. Leland
-received no small share—her bonny Margaret’s mother. And yet another
-heart beat with a strange flutter in anticipation. Osmond, when told of
-his mother’s expected visit, had turned white to the very lips. Faint
-and trembling he had sunk into a chair, and for the remainder of the
-evening had been unusually quiet and absent-minded.
-
-“What is it? Not pleased, Osmond?” The boy looked up into Imelda’s eyes
-and she saw that his own eyes were filled with tears.
-
-“Do you know, do you realize what this meeting may mean to me? My heart
-is going out in advance to the woman who is my mother. I know I shall
-love her. I know that I shall find her all that my mind has pictured. I
-know that I shall find in her eyes a new life; in her eyes and arms,
-such as I have never known. But what else will it mean for me? Great as
-has been the fall of respect for the man who is my father, when I
-contrast his life and teachings with what I have here been taught,—yet
-for all that he is my father! That fact remains. The forming of new and
-purer ties means the sundering of some old ones, and although I can only
-win thereby an untold amount of good, the fact still remains that it
-hurts.”
-
-Imelda’s hand gently passed over the clusters of fair curls as she said,
-
-“I can but honor you for an emotion that is the surest proof of a heart
-good and undefiled. I feel certain that if you will follow its dictates
-you will soon be able to judge whether it was affection for you which
-caused your father to pierce your mother’s inmost soul by depriving her
-of the child she had nourished with her heart’s blood. Can you think of
-more refined cruelty than to rob a mother of the babe that has lain for
-months beneath her heart, and that, with the most excruciating pain and
-with great peril to her own life, has been born into the world? Do you
-think a father’s affection can excel, or even equal, the love of a
-mother? Then think of the years of hungry yearning that have filled that
-gentle soul.”—
-
-The boy had not answered, but throughout the evening had remained quiet,
-lost in thought. But after that, day by day a restlessness had come over
-him scarcely permitting him to remain any length of time in one place.
-More glaring became the father’s coarseness as with a critical eye the
-boy followed his movements—his actions and his words. Often he found
-himself remonstrating with him. At first these remonstrances had
-elicited blank surprise, then he had been rudely laughed at and taunted
-that he must have fallen in love with some Sunday school Miss.
-
-“That’s all right,” Mr. Leland had said. “Couldn’t help being sweet on
-the little creatures myself. In fact am so occasionally yet, but not to
-the extent that it is going to interfere with any enjoyment in life.
-Don’t be foolish, boy. Kiss the pretty soft lips and tell her pretty
-nothings to satisfy her; that need not prevent you from doing just as
-you please; and by no means, let me tell you, will it affect me. Girls
-are pretty playthings that help to while away the time, but the man is a
-fool who permits one of them to affect him more seriously. I have had a
-dose of it which I have no desire to have repeated.”
-
-Fearing a tirade against a certain woman who all unconsciously had grown
-into his affection he swallowed his disgust and left his father to
-himself. Judging his mother by those other women whose “sentiments” were
-the same as hers he came to wonder how it had come about that she could
-have linked her fate with that of his father. He reproached himself for
-entertaining such thoughts, but yet was unable to banish them. And so it
-came that often and still more often Osmond found his way to the Westcot
-home. Sometimes he would also wend his way to the home of the Wallaces,
-but as the sisters had no control there outside their own sanctum it was
-not quite so homelike and harmonious, not quite so natural and free.
-More often he would stop at their door only a few minutes to leave it a
-little later with both sisters under his care. Thus it was that time
-went by and the change, the most important event in young Leland’s life,
-came nearer.——
-
-All day long the soft, fluffy masses had been falling, noiseless,
-incessant, covering hill and plain, and enveloping the world, as it were
-in one vast winding sheet. The merry sleigh bells were tinkling, but it
-was more work than pleasure to be out in the soft yielding masses of
-fresh fallen snow. The hearts of the young beat with glad anticipation
-of coming pleasures, but older and wiser heads took it not so lightly.
-They looked more seriously at the mass of whirling fluffy flakes as they
-came piling down faster and even faster until you could see scarce a
-half dozen feet before you, while anxiety crept into many a heart. And
-not without cause. Already every train was late, and there was much fear
-of trains being snow-bound. In the evening, when in spite of unpleasant
-weather our friends gathered at the Westcots’ they wore very serious
-faces indeed. According to the dispatch they had received, informing
-them on what train the dear expected ones would leave Chicago, they
-would be due in Harrisburg the following morning at ten o’clock. If they
-had started at the time intended they would in all likelihood be
-detained many hours. If they were fortunate enough to lie over in some
-city there would be no harm done, but on the trackless prairies it would
-be far from pleasant at the best. There was no music and singing that
-night. Too much anxiety for merry-making, and at a much earlier hour
-than usual they again dispersed. Edith and Hilda’s hearts were heavy as
-they kissed their girl friends good night. So long, O so long they had
-hoped and longed and waited for this brother to come, and now—Surely,
-surely their fondest hopes would not be thus rudely shattered. With a
-mighty effort the tears were forced back and bravely they clung to
-cheering hope. Just as they were about to descend the stone steps
-leading from the front of the building, two strong arms wound themselves
-about Hilda’s form and lifting her bodily carried her safely to the
-waiting cutter. Warmly and snugly she was tucked in by loving hands and
-just for one moment a pair of mustached lips touched hers, then the
-words were whispered in her ear: “Courage little girl! be brave and
-strong. Tomorrow evening someone else will be claiming kisses from these
-sweet lips. Our precious ones will surely come.”
-
-It was the first time Lawrence had put his love into words and action,
-and the trembling lips of the blushing maiden thanked him for the sweet
-cheering words.
-
-Norman had performed the same office for Edith. To save her feet from
-damp and cold he also had carried her down to the waiting cutter and
-tucked her in beside Hilda. Then taking his seat beside Osmond, another
-hasty good night, and soon the tinkling of the bells were lost in the
-distance.
-
-Osmond was quiet; he had been quiet all the evening. Scarce a word had
-dropped from his lips. It is very doubtful indeed if the girls felt more
-keenly than he the danger threatening the travelers. The tension on his
-nerves drove him almost mad. He dare not give expression to his fear. It
-meant so much, so much—this coming of his mother. If she should perish!
-With a sudden clicking sound he clinched his teeth while the horror of
-the thought caused him to close his eyes. Would he then be able to say,
-“It was all for the best”?
-
-The dismal drive came to an end. The girls were safely seen inside their
-home. Osmond was next deposited at the door of his father’s dwelling and
-shortly after Norman also was housed within the four walls of his room.
-When the morning broke the snow was still falling with a likelihood that
-there would be no change very soon. The trees were bending and breaking
-under their load and only with the greatest difficulty could either man
-or beast move about. Trains which had been due the day before could not
-be heard from, owing to the fact that in many places the telegraphic
-wires had been broken. Evening again came, but as yet no news from the
-expected train whereon our travelers were supposed to be.
-
-About noon the fall of snow had ceased: a change of temperature had set
-in; gradually it had been growing colder until at midnight of the
-following night the cold had reached an intensity which was almost
-unbearable. This added greatly to the horror of the possible situation
-of the travelers, and our friends were in a fever of anxiety. With
-blanched faces they moved about in their respective homes scarcely able
-to endure the dreary hours of waiting.
-
-Again the night passed and another intensely cold day was ushered in,
-and not until noon did any news reach them. A message was wired from
-Pittsburg that the train had been snow-bound in Ohio. Rescue trains had
-been sent and in all probability if nothing farther occurred to cause
-another delay, the train would reach Harrisburg by Thursday evening
-where it had been due Monday morning.
-
-Impatience must be curbed. Another night and day must pass ere they
-could hope to fold their loved ones to their bosoms. But tedious as the
-hours had moved, the day was at last nearing its close, only a few more
-hours and then?—Just as the clocks were striking the hour of nine the
-puffing monster came steaming into the city with its load of human
-freight.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVII.
-
-
-Heaving bosoms, concealing madly beating hearts, were hidden under the
-heavy fur-lined wrappings. In the excitement and bustle of the jostling
-throng our waiting friends greatly feared missing the travelers in the
-murky light, but just as the train was again pulling out, Imelda espied
-a lady and two gentlemen who seemed hopelessly seeking someone judging
-from their hurried glances. Quickly walking up, that she might the
-better look at their closely muffled figures, she was recognized by the
-lady traveler, and,
-
-“Imelda!” broke from her lips as she stepped forward and folded the
-girlish form in her arms, kissing her again and again.
-
-“Dearest Mamma Leland!”—and the kisses were returned with interest. When
-released it was to be again enfolded in a pair of stronger arms—this
-time a perfect bear’s hug. Then followed hasty introductions. Several
-more embraces, wordless, but nevertheless speaking volumes, and then
-Norman spoke:
-
-“Save the caresses for an hour later; they will keep, I am sure. This
-weather is not at all inviting, so pile into the waiting sleighs; that
-we may go where a welcome is prepared for you.”
-
-“One moment,”—It was Wilbur’s strong pleasant voice. “I make bold to
-bring you a fellow traveler who has been of great value to us. Mr. Paul
-Arthurs, I think deserves a better fate than to be left to the tender
-mercies of a cheerless hotel on a night like this.” These words were
-followed by a hearty invitation and welcome. At first Mr. Arthurs
-protested against intruding so summarily on perfect strangers, but was
-shortly overruled, and a few minutes later the sleighs were flying over
-the smooth surface of the already beaten track, and in a very short time
-the piercing night air was exchanged for that of the warm rooms at the
-Westcot mansion. Willing, friendly hands were assisting each of the
-travelers to warmth and comfort. Mrs. Leland was supplied a soft warm
-robe, a loose wrapper from Imelda’s wardrobe. As there was no
-possibility of procuring their trunks before morning, dry hose and
-fur-lined slippers were provided for the weary nether limbs. After a
-refreshing bath Imelda’s deft fingers neatly and tastefully arranged the
-tired woman’s hair. Then telling her that she looked ever so much better
-than a half hour previous, she escorted her to the parlor to find that
-the men had just preceded them. Both the gentlemen guests had been
-supplied from Mr. Westcot’s wardrobe, and they looked fresh and bright
-enough to give the impression that they were there for an ordinary
-social call. Wilbur’s eyes lit up with a bright gleam as Imelda entered.
-Without a moment’s hesitation he held out both hands and drawing her
-close, held her face where the full light of the chandelier overhead
-fell upon it—for a minute drinking in the full glow of her beauty,
-watching the rich color come and go in the fair cheeks. Then taking the
-sweet proud face in both his hands he kissed the ruddy lips, once,
-twice, thrice.
-
-“Now,” he said, “I want to look at someone in the——daylight I almost
-said; ’tis the gaslight, I mean, which is almost as bright.”
-
-Norman was standing near, leaning with his elbow on the piano, watching
-the scene before him with a warm light in his eyes. Understanding well
-who Wilbur’s “someone” was, he stepped forward and extended his hand
-with a pleasant, happy smile lighting up the handsome manly countenance.
-For a few moments the black and blue eyes met, each reading in the
-depths of the other’s soul; each satisfied with what he saw and read
-there. It was a moment, “When kindred spirits met,” when “soul touched
-soul.” As they stood there, man to man, hand clasped in hand, each knew
-and felt that he had found a friend worthy of the name, and when a
-woman’s soft hand was laid on theirs, as if in blessing, it was Norman’s
-lips that touched the woman’s hand, but Wilbur’s dark face was laid
-close to hers, and as their lips met the whispered words fell upon her
-ear:
-
-“Imelda, gem of women, in this precious brother you have found a jewel
-worthy of the finest setting. You have been a sweet and successful
-teacher.”
-
-With the pure love-light in two pairs of eyes reflected in her heart she
-turned to leave them together. Little gushing Alice was just getting
-through making Mrs. Leland welcome when the eyes of the latter fell upon
-a sweet face, lit up by a pair of dreamy hazel eyes. Something in the
-face struck her as familiar, but she was unable to place it. The girl
-saw and understood and was in the act of moving forward when Imelda
-caught the look on Mrs. Leland’s face. In a moment more she stood at
-Cora’s side, laying her face to hers she said:
-
-“Do you understand?”
-
-“I do,” Mrs. Leland replied. “It is your sister.” Here again after a few
-moment’s conversation Imelda had the satisfaction of knowing that two
-hearts, both dear to her, would meet and love.
-
-In glancing about she espied Edith deep in conversation with the
-stranger, the traveling companion of Mrs. Leland and Wilbur. He was
-holding her hand in a close clasp and looking into the dark eyes in a
-way wholly surprising in a stranger on such short acquaintance. The
-color was coming and going in the sweet face and her eyes had in them
-most plainly an answering warmth. He certainly was a very handsome man;
-one that any woman would be apt to turn and look at again when meeting
-him in a ballroom or on the street. Fair, with a light curling beard and
-a free open countenance; tall and well proportioned he was a picture of
-manly beauty. Edith looking up and, seeing her friend’s perplexed and
-wondering gaze, smiled and beckoned,
-
-“You are surprised, I see, at our seeming unwarranted familiarity, but
-do you remember the day when Cora made her first appearance downstairs
-after the accident, and we were weaving such golden plans for our
-future? Well you also remember that Hilda spoke of a gentleman we had
-met in one of our summer vacations in the mountains? I see you do
-remember. I had thought the friendship of Mr. Arthurs was to be only a
-pleasant memory when lo and behold I recognize him in this traveling
-companion of our loved ones, and to make the surprise more complete,
-Harrisburg was his destination, as he was coming here on matters of
-business and intended remaining in the city for sometime.”
-
-Imelda expressed her delight in finding in him a friend of her friends,
-and was about to move on when Mr. Arthurs asked for Hilda. That maiden
-was discovered serenely smiling and rosily blushing while listening to
-some, from all appearance, highly interesting tale of Lawrence
-Westcot’s. Edith forthwith drew her new-found friend in the direction of
-the two.
-
-With a happy smile upon her face, reflecting the sunshine of her heart
-in her eyes, Imelda was flying from group to group when they suddenly
-rested upon the sad face of a boy whose form was half hidden in the
-heavy curtain of a deep bay window to which he had withdrawn himself. In
-a moment she saw it all. The boy had requested not to be introduced to
-his mother at the depot. He would wait a more favorable opportunity.
-
-“It would only excite her,” he said, “and be very unsatisfactory.”
-
-His request had been granted, but in the excitement that followed he had
-momentarily been forgotten. Not dreaming that her son might be among
-this group of bright intelligent people Mrs. Leland was giving her every
-thought to winsome Cora whose heart was being drawn out to meet hers in
-glad response.
-
-Imelda crossed the room to where Osmond stood. His eyes filled with
-tears as she approached,
-
-“Why so sad, my boy? Cheer up! Do you think you are now ready to look
-into your mother’s eyes?”
-
-“My mother! how strange the words sound; but I am afraid!”
-
-“‘Afraid!’ Afraid of what?”
-
-“Of the disappointment that may possibly fill them when they rest on me.
-It would hurt if there should be but a momentary reflection therein.”
-
-Imelda’s gentle hand lifted the chin of the boy that was drooping in a
-dejected manner,
-
-“Those words that speak of the fear of a disappointment show that you
-have not known a mother’s heart. Come now and have this fear cast
-out,”—and taking the trembling boy by the hand she drew him from his
-hiding place and approached with him the woman to whom he owed his
-being. Laying one arm about his neck Imelda drew his face to hers, with
-her other hand she touched Mrs. Leland’s arm to draw her attention.
-
-“See! Mamma Leland. Who is this I bring you?”
-
-It was a moment of intense expectation. Mrs. Leland quickly turned, and
-for a moment stared—then gave a quick gasp. That face! Just for a moment
-she had thought it was Margaret, so great was the resemblance, but only
-a moment. His look was strange and yet not strange. From his face she
-glanced to that of Imelda, and back again to the boy. She rose from her
-chair pressing both hands to her madly beating heart. Her face became
-deathly white. Slowly the boy’s hands were extended towards her—an
-agonized pleading look lay in the large blue eyes.
-
-“Mother!” broke from the pallid lips.
-
-“Osmond!” echoed the mother, and then she folded her long lost child,
-her darling boy! in close embrace near to her wildly beating heart.
-
-For a moment Mrs. Leland felt faint and dizzy, then her pent-up feeling
-found vent in a flood of tears, with which were mingled those of Osmond.
-The tension on his nerves had been too great, but both strove hard to
-conquer their emotions, and for some time they sat in a wordless
-embrace, reading what they felt in each others eyes. Tenderly her
-trembling hand smoothed the sunny locks and the pearly drops again
-gathered in her eyes as she thought how her baby had been permitted to
-grow and develop, until he stood upon the brink of manhood without the
-guidance of her hand. His boyhood’s years—they had come and gone without
-bringing her mother’s heart the privilege of watching over the tender
-soul’s moulding. O, to have been with him! to share his joys and to
-soften and smooth his childish troubles.
-
-But now? Why dwell upon the past with its many bitternesses and trials?
-Did not the present moment outweigh all the sufferings? all the dark
-hours of woe? Her boy was still her own, with a soul pure and true.
-Should she not rather be thankful? With an overflowing heart she drew
-the boy’s face down to hers, giving vent to all the pent-up feelings
-that were causing her heart to heave and her lips to seek a loving,
-clinging mother’s kiss. Imelda’s eyes filled with tears; without another
-word she gently touched Cora’s arm and together they withdrew, leaving
-the two to enjoy their new-found happiness.
-
-Imelda drew her sister in the direction of the piano, where Norman and
-Wilbur were still standing, welding the friendship that was to last
-throughout all the years of their after-life. With a little dextrous
-movement the girls managed to reach the instrument without attracting
-the notice of the men and only when Cora’s rich, sweet voice filled the
-room with joyous song did they become aware of their close proximity.
-
-Every voice was hushed, every word suspended while she sang. Who was
-this girl, possessed of such a glorious voice? When the music ceased and
-the song ended Cora turned and faced her audience. Wilbur was struck
-with the rare beauty of the face, coupled with a strange sense of
-familiarity. Imelda smiled, as she caught the puzzled look upon his
-face,
-
-“It is Cora, Wilbur.” That was their introduction—just as a matter of
-course—feeling they would need no other. But Wilbur was not satisfied,
-and begged that Cora would sing again; and she, nothing loath, did sing
-again. It was the first time this week she had sung—with the anxiety for
-the possible fate of the absent ones she had had no heart to sing. But
-tonight she felt happy; so why should she not? Turning over the pile of
-music her eye fell upon “The Wandering Refugee.” The music was sweet, if
-the words were sad; and as the sad, sweet strains filled the room their
-influence was felt by everyone present, toning down the exciting joy
-that filled every heart. Just as the last notes died away a rasping
-noise was heard at the window. Glancing up they became aware of a white
-face being pressed against the large pane. Only a momentary appearance,
-and almost in an instant it was gone. But in that instant both girls had
-seen it and—had they recognized it? Both pairs of lips breathed the
-prayer—“I hope not!”
-
-Such a wretched looking, such a deathly white face! Imelda quickly moved
-over to the window, but no sign was to be seen of a human being. Had
-they been mistaken? Was it only a chimera of the brain, conjured up by
-the sad, weird words of the song? Heaving a deep sigh she turned away,
-shaking her head to the enquiring sister. No one else had seen the face
-at the window.
-
-At this juncture Alice claimed her right as hostess, and insisted that
-all should direct their steps to the dining room, there to partake of a
-warm repast which had been prepared for the hungry travelers. Around the
-table another hour passed by in pleasant conversation in which many a
-treasure of mind was unfolded, and where bright eyes sent electric
-sparks back and forth—sparks that were ever ready to kindle love’s fire
-wherever they might happen to alight, until at length, breaking in upon
-the running conversation Westcot said,
-
-“Will not someone be kind enough to relate the experiences and dangers
-of the late journey?”
-
-Wilbur laughed.
-
-“I suspect they are greatly magnified—in your imagination greater far
-than in reality. Snow-bound we were; that is true enough; not a pleasant
-experience, I grant you. By the storm-king we were forced to remain in
-one spot, consumed more or less with anxiety and by impatience to move
-onward. The change to bitter cold caused us some suffering, but being
-well supplied with wraps and blankets its keenest edge was blunted.
-Perhaps the greatest danger that menaced us was the lack of provisions,
-but that also was warded off.
-
-It was night when our train was brought to a standstill, and when the
-morning dawned we saw only a vast unbroken field of snow, spread out
-before our eyes. The outlook was far from cheerful. Not having thought
-of such an emergency we had supplied ourselves with no provisions
-whatever, and the probability was that we would become acquainted with
-empty stomachs before reaching our journey’s end.
-
-“Just opposite us across the aisle our friend here, Mr. Arthurs, had
-taken his seat and, as misery loves company, it was not long ere he made
-our acquaintance. Pardon me, Arthurs,” laughed Wilbur, “I did not mean
-that you were so very miserable but that we were all so miserably
-situated that your kind heart prompted you to lighten our misery by
-coming closer to us. Well, as the day wore on we all became
-uncomfortably conscious that there were appetites waiting to be
-appeased. The supply carried by the train was not a large one and the
-steward was asking shameful prices. Mr. Arthurs made the proposition
-that we make an attempt at exploration, to see if there were no human
-habitations near. At first Mrs. Leland would not listen to such a thing,
-fearing we might get lost, but her fears were overruled and we made
-preparation for a tramp through the deep and softly yielding snow.
-
-Following the base of a hill, near which our train had stopped, we
-walked about a mile when in the distance we discovered quite a village.
-It seemed an endless tramp but at length we managed to get there and
-make our needs known. The villagers proved to be a rough but kindly
-disposed people and, combining business and humanitarianism, some hours
-later they brought to the cold and hungry travelers a supply of hot
-coffee and sandwiches at reasonable prices. This removed the deadly fear
-of starvation, and although the temperature was very, very cold our
-situation was endurable. Towards evening of the second day rescue trains
-arrived. The snow had been cleared from the tracks by the persistent
-labor of many men who had worked night and day with their shovels, and
-soon we were once more speeding on our way rejoicing.
-
-“By this time our new friend had proved himself a friend indeed, and
-having made the discovery that his destination was the same as ours we
-invited him to make one of our party. And to judge from present
-appearances he is not at all sorry for having accepted the invitation.”
-
-Every eye turned in the direction of Mr. Arthurs, at whose side Edith
-had found a seat. So deeply was he interested, just then, in something
-Edith was saying that neither had heard the closing remarks of Wilbur,
-but at the sudden hush both looked up to find all eyes resting upon them
-in smiles. A flush mantled their faces, but, joining in the laugh at
-their expense the matter was quickly disposed of, and now, having
-satisfied their hunger Norman said he thought it time they were seeking
-their respective homes, the night being far advanced, and rest being
-much needed. Both Wilbur and Mr. Arthurs spoke of going to a hotel,
-which proposition was most strenuously objected to by the Westcots who
-insisted that they make their home with them during their stay in the
-city.
-
-But to this neither of the young men would listen; for this one night,
-however, they did not refuse to accept the kindly proffered hospitality.
-Tomorrow they would make other arrangements. Hasty preparations were
-then made for the departure of the others, and Mrs. Leland’s heart
-contracted painfully at the thought of letting her boy go from her, even
-for one night. But chiding her selfishness she gave him a good night
-kiss. As Norman opened the door, the outer vestibule door and was
-passing down the stone steps he suddenly stopped. Across the lower step
-a dark object was lying which proved to be the cold and stiffened form
-of a man.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVIII.
-
-
-Norman’s cry of alarm soon brought the others to his side. To the
-question, “What shall be done with him?” Alice replied,
-
-“Bring him in immediately.”
-
-So the inanimate form was lifted and carried inside, not to the heated
-rooms but to one where the fire had gone out, leaving it cold and chill.
-Imelda and Cora stood with clasped hands, a frightened look in their
-eyes; looking at each other, expecting what they dared not think or
-breathe aloud.
-
-The body of the unfortunate man had been carried past them without
-either having caught a glimpse even of the white face, leaving them in
-cruel uncertainty as to the identity of its owner. Norman spoke of
-procuring a doctor when Paul Arthurs spoke:
-
-“With the kind permission of all present I offer my service, as I am a
-physician.” This was news, and under the circumstances a very agreeable
-surprise. The offer was most gladly accepted. Requesting Wilbur and
-Norman to lend their assistance Doctor Arthurs began the work of trying
-to resuscitate the seeming dead body, and for two long hours the three
-worked hard and faithfully. When they had about given up all hope of
-recalling the fleeting spark the discovery was made that the blood was
-beginning to circulate while faintly perceptible respiration gave hope
-of returning consciousness. After a thorough cleansing the body was
-wrapped in a soft, warm blanket and put to bed. The chances now were
-that a life had been saved, but—to what end?
-
-The young physician had made a sad discovery, one which indicated that
-the patient was at best the victim of an incurable disease. He who lay
-before them unconscious of his condition, was but a boy in years but
-already a physical wreck, through the indulgence of a most pernicious
-sexual habit. Hollow eyes and sunken cheeks told the sad tale. The drawn
-white face was encircled by clusters of dark, curling hair; in health he
-evidently had been a handsome lad. Now his appearance was anything but
-prepossessing.
-
-“There we see the result of ignorance on the part of some one,” spoke up
-the young physician. “The ignorance of parents in regard to the meaning
-of childhood, or the ignorance of a boy who did not know, or understand,
-the meaning of life, and the right uses of life-giving organs and
-forces.”
-
-Neither of the young men had a word to say, but stood with eyes riveted
-on the ghastly face. Why did that face seem so strangely familiar? and
-while they looked this strange feeling grew. Like a flash a revelation
-came to both and their eyes met in a sympathetic glance. Norman became
-white to the very lips. In Wilbur’s eyes was a troubled look, as he met
-the glance of the other, but across that motionless form he extended his
-hand to the other who without a moment’s hesitation placed his own
-therein. It was like a compact, this involuntary action, and in that
-silent clasp there was something conveyed that told to each that they
-had drawn a step nearer to each other; that in the future they would
-stand still closer as friends. Wilbur turned to the young physician,
-pointing to the prostrate form,
-
-“We have made a discovery!”
-
-“And which is——”
-
-“That this unfortunate young man is Frank Ellwood!”
-
-“Frank Ellwood? Who is he?”
-
-“The brother of the sisters, Imelda and Cora Ellwood.”
-
-“Ah!” The word was long drawn and hesitating. Paul Arthurs did not as
-yet understand; so, briefly as possible, Wilbur related just enough to
-enable him to grasp the situation.
-
-The young doctor’s face became sad and overcast. O, why is this young
-life blighted? Why should this burden be laid upon those young
-shoulders? But he felt it would not be for long. Disease, with its fatal
-clutch, had fastened upon the vitals of the young man, and it was only a
-question of a very short time until the fell destroyer would claim the
-victim for his own.
-
-When an hour later, with returning consciousness Frank opened his eyes
-it was to find two fair faces bending over him, faces wherein only love
-and compassion were to be seen. While Imelda gently brushed the dark
-hair from the pale face Cora took his hand and laid her face upon it. In
-his weakness he saw but did not understand. As if their presence brought
-him peace and comfort he again closed his eyes and soon the regular
-breathing told that he was in the land of dreams. Gently, lovingly, the
-sisters nursed the erring brother back to life, with never a word of
-reproach for the wasted past. They understood only too well their task
-would be of but short duration, and when the paroxysms of coughing shook
-the weakened frame it was all they could do to stay the tears that would
-well up in their eyes.
-
-But soon the time came when he asked to have their joint presence
-explained, and it was Cora who told him all—all the bitter struggles and
-experiences of both their lives; of the heavy overhanging clouds, but
-which clouds were now beginning to show their silver lining.
-
-Frank made no comment. He seemed broken in spirit as well as in body.
-The once strong and healthy young athlete seemed now only to desire rest
-and quiet, and when the glad spring time came with its new life and
-budding joys, its sunshine and song, they folded the waxen hands upon
-the pulseless breast, decked his coffin with the first sweet flowers of
-spring and laid the emaciated body away from sight.
-
-Poor boy! Wayward and reckless from his childhood up he had plunged
-headlong into all the vices that lure passionate youth from virtue’s
-path, and yet—had he sinned more than he had been sinned against? If he
-had erred, if he had gone wrong, surely he had paid the forfeit. It was
-a heavy price, that of his young life, and it ill becomes us to sit in
-judgment upon him. Lawrence and Alice had insisted that he remain an
-inmate of their home, and a bright sunny room had been placed at his
-disposal, where he remained until the end.
-
-In the meantime much of interest had transpired, ere the dawn of that
-sad spring morning. On that memorable night that had brought so much of
-joy, and also so much of pain—the finding of the long lost brother—our
-friends had separated as they had at first intended doing, with the
-difference that those departing had remained a few hours longer at the
-Westcots than they had expected. With the feeling of uncertainty as to
-the fate of the frozen man none experienced a desire to leave until the
-news came that he would recover temporarily at least; and when the
-suspicions of the sisters had proved to be correct—that the unfortunate
-stranger was indeed their brother, so long dead to them—then, as the
-hour was very late, whispering words of hope the good nights were at
-last spoken. The Wallace sisters with Osmond and Norman as escorts were
-rapidly driven to their home; Edith’s hand had been held just a little
-longer and closer by the young physician than would seem to have been
-necessary, and Mrs. Leland had held her boy very close as though the
-separation about to take place was for an unknown period of time,
-instead of only one short night,—but finally they were whirled away over
-the freezing snow, and in due time deposited each at their respective
-doors.
-
-Mr. Wallace did not often inquire into the doings of his daughters. Long
-since he gave over the attempt to control their actions, feeling that
-they could well be trusted. On this occasion, however, the hour had been
-so unusually late when they had come home that he could not refrain from
-asking where they had spent the evening, or rather night, as was in the
-“wee sma’ hours” that they had sought their room. A moment Edith
-hesitated, then,
-
-“At the Westcot’s—they are entertaining visitors from Chicago, the
-belated trains causing us also to be late.”
-
-Edith again hesitated before answering. Should she tell the truth? It
-was extremely distasteful to this pure-minded girl to speak a falsehood.
-She felt she could not possibly keep the fact a secret that her brother
-was in the city. The sisters exchanged a quick apprehensive glance, then
-endeavoring to appear calm as possible Edith said:
-
-“The interest might possibly be greater than you think, and you will
-perhaps agree with me when I tell you that one of them bears the name of
-Wilbur Wallace.”
-
-Mr. Wallace, who was just partaking of his morning meal, arrested midway
-the cup which he was about placing to his lips and stared at his
-daughter as if he had not heard aright.
-
-“Who? What is that you say?”
-
-“Wilbur Wallace,” repeated Edith with slightly trembling voice. Slowly
-the cup that was poised in mid air was again replaced upon the table.
-
-“Do you mean to say that it is your brother to whom you refer?”
-
-A slight inclining motion of the head was Edith’s only answer. She
-almost feared to look at her father, and when she did so she found the
-strong man had turned deathly pale; his lips twitching nervously, and
-presently with a gasping sound came from his lips:
-
-“Wilbur! Wilbur!” and his head sank upon his hand, in which attitude he
-remained a long while, then slowly, without again speaking, he rose,
-donned overcoat and muffler and went out into the crisp, wintry, morning
-air. His manner was a mystery. The girls looked at each other and shook
-their heads.
-
-In the evening when they again met at the family table he looked more
-like himself but was strangely quiet, not at all like the Elmer Wallace
-who was wont to carry himself with an air of such importance and
-assurance. Even his wife took note of the matter and inquired as to the
-reason, but received no answer for her pains.
-
-Several days thus passed by. Regularly each evening after supper a span
-of horses with a dashing cutter drove up to the door; a youthful driver
-would spring therefrom and would carefully tuck the waiting girls
-therein and drive away, returning always a little before midnight. Then
-there was a change. Beside the boyish figure a more manly one had taken
-its place. Tall and well built, every movement of that form betokened
-health and strength. At such times the face of another and older man
-could be seen at the window, watching the figure of the younger man as
-he sprang to meet the girls. Eagerly he listened to catch the sound of
-the voice speaking words of greeting to the sisters, watched him tuck
-the robes closely about them, heard his deep-toned laughter mingle with
-their silvery ripples, and in a few seconds more they would disappear.
-Long hours would intervene, but when the tinkling bells announced their
-return, as though it had been watching for their advent, the face at the
-window was always there, until the good nights were spoken and the merry
-music of the bells was lost in the distance.
-
-But Mr. Wallace never asked for his son; though deep down in his heart a
-longing was making itself manifest. Now that he knew that his first born
-was once more near him in the same city, to look into his eyes, to clasp
-him to his bosom, to have a share in his life, was a desire that was
-daily growing upon him. Yet he could not bring himself to sue for it.
-Day by day the longing grew stronger until it became almost unbearable.
-This longing was the more strongly felt when he glanced at his younger
-children, the result of his second marriage. All of them, the whole
-four, had not been sent, this season, to boarding school, as they were
-not at all well, and they had made life anything but pleasant for the
-rest of the household. The eldest boy, Homer, the father had hoped would
-soon have been ready to graduate, but the lad showed an unaccountable
-aversion towards his books. He was surly, sullen and irritable, with a
-languor of manner that caused the parents to fear that he might be
-breeding some fever. The others were no better. Elmer was hollow-eyed
-and nervous. The girls, Hattie and Aleda, were fretful and hysterical to
-a degree that made life a misery to those about them.
-
-The parents were anxious and fearful, pampering them in mistaken
-kindness, thereby making perfect tyrants of them all. Only Edith and
-Hilda would not submit to the whimsical demands of the younger children,
-and when Mrs. Wallace complained and lamented about the ill health of
-her darlings Edith would reply:
-
-“Insist on it that they all take exercises every day—exercise of a
-nature that will tax their strength, and ere long you will see a
-change.”
-
-“Yes, I am sure there would be a change. You certainly are the most
-heartless girl I have ever met. Compel my sick children to work? I
-believe it would please you if they should die, for that is what such a
-course would result in, I am sure.”
-
-Mr. Wallace would look at them, then at the bright and cheerful faces of
-his eldest daughters. Then he would remember the face and figure of the
-stalwart young man whose movements he had of late been watching from the
-window and would wonder how it was that the children of the delicate
-Erna should be healthy and robust while these younger children, whose
-mother was apparently so strong and healthy, should be so delicate,
-apparently candidates for early graves. More than ever he longed to be
-reconciled to his first born. But his stubborn will would not bend. Had
-Wilbur come to him he would have welcomed him with open arms, but that
-he should go to Wilbur his iron will and stubborn pride would not
-permit. So he stifled the voice of his heart, only he could not cast out
-the longing therein, and day by day he grew more restless, dissatisfied
-and irritable while the state of affairs at home grew daily more
-unpleasant.
-
-One day, it was clear and frosty, Mr. Wallace was on his way home to
-dinner, walking along at a brisk pace. Part of his way lay along the
-railway track, when at a short distance ahead of him he saw a boyish
-figure in which he recognized his son Homer. The boy was walking at a
-very slow pace with downcast eyes seemingly forgetful of his
-surroundings when the rumbling of the wheels of an approaching train was
-heard. The boy however, paid no heed. Mr. Wallace gave a cry of warning
-but the boy was so lost in thought that he never heard. The train was
-approaching at an alarming rate of speed.
-
-“Homer! Homer!” the distracted father cried, but unconcerned the boy
-walked on. Mr. Wallace started on a run but despaired of reaching him.
-He repeated his warning cry when suddenly the boy tripped and stumbled,
-almost fell—recalling him to himself, but the nearness of the
-approaching train, the certainty of impending fate seemed to stun him
-and he stood stock still, with white set face, awaiting the coming
-shock. Mr. Wallace calling again, “Homer! Homer! quick, aside,” covered
-his eyes with his hand so as not to witness the dread disaster.
-
-The next moment the train went speeding by, sending the icy chills
-through his veins. Dreading to look up, expecting to see only the
-mangled remains of his child Mr. Wallace with white lips and blanched
-face, opened his eyes to see a stalwart, manly figure, a face encircled
-by clustering dark locks, lit up by piercing black eyes, and in his arms
-holding the half-fainting form of Homer.
-
-The revulsion of feeling was so great that the strong man reeled, and
-when he saw and recognized who it was that had been the savior of his
-boy a film gathered over his eyes. He staggered as he made his way to
-where the stranger stood, still clasping the careless boy in his arms.
-Both hands were outstretched to clasp those of the rescuer but the stiff
-lips refused to articulate the words he would have spoken.
-
-By this time Homer had recovered himself sufficiently to free himself
-from the firm clasp, and to say,
-
-“All right, old man! No need of being so scared. I have not gone to
-‘kingdom come’—not just yet.”
-
-But not on the boy were the eyes of Mr. Wallace riveted. As if
-fascinated they hung upon that other young face while his own was
-working strangely.
-
-“I presume you are the father of this young man?” spoke a clear,
-full-toned, manly voice.
-
-“Wilbur!” came in husky, broken accents from the pallid lips of Mr.
-Wallace. “Wilbur, do you not know me?”—in a hesitating, supplicating
-manner, extending both hands to the young man.
-
-Wilbur started and changed color, retreating a step and bending a
-searching glance upon the elder man. “You are——my——”
-
-“Father!” interrupted Mr. Wallace. “Yes, I am your father, and the boy
-whose life you have just saved is your brother.”
-
-The boy gave vent to a long drawn whistle,—
-
-“Say, Gov’nor! this is news. Where did you manage to have him stowed
-away all this time?”
-
-The face of Mr. Wallace flushed darkly red.
-
-“Homer, I am ashamed of you. You would please me much by being a little
-less ill-bred.” Then turning again to Wilbur and again extending his
-hand,
-
-“Will you permit the past to be forgotten? Must I ask in vain that my
-boy, my first born, will lay his hand in mine?”
-
-The husky pleading of the voice touched Wilbur. After a few moment’s
-hesitation in which the past seemed to confront him,—in which he seemed
-to hear the splashing of the icy waters of the Susquehanna river as they
-closed over the head of the hazel-eyed little mother, so many years
-ago—a shudder passed through his frame; then his eyes fell upon the boy,
-almost a young man, but with a sullen look on the otherwise fair face,
-thereby marring its beauty—the disrespectful manner towards his father,
-showing an equally marred character. Then his eyes turned to the face of
-the father who had so long been a stranger to him, and what they saw
-there again touched his better nature. No! it certainly was not the face
-of a happy man. There were lines in it that the flight of years alone
-had not traced. It looked careworn and worried. Slowly, involuntarily
-his hand was raised and laid in the outstretched palm whose fingers
-closed about it almost like a vice. Several moments passed ere Mr.
-Wallace had controlled himself sufficiently to speak, then hurriedly,
-anxiously,—
-
-“You will go with me? I want you at home.”
-
-Wilbur shook his head, but his father only held his hand the faster.
-
-“I will take no refusal. For once I am going to give Edith and Hilda a
-pleasant surprise. Come, Homer, we will not keep them waiting at home
-for us any longer.” Without answering the boy turned his steps homeward,
-while Mr. Wallace drew Wilbur’s arm through his.
-
-“You will come I know, and the girls will be happy.”
-
-Half reluctantly and wholly longingly he permitted himself to be led
-away and almost ere he knew he found himself standing at the door of the
-well known house before which of late he had so often stood.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIX.
-
-
-Edith gave a gasp when she saw the noble form of her brother enter the
-door at her father’s side; but she welcomed him by laying her white
-round arm about his neck and kissing him. Hilda stood for a moment
-looking from one to another in a bewildered manner, then a bright light
-almost transfigured her face. Gliding to her father’s side she surprised
-that individual by winding her arms about his neck and pressing her
-fresh dewy lips to his. Then laying her cheek to his whispered:
-
-“I thank you from the bottom of my heart.”
-
-What was it that arose in his throat and dimmed his eye? When had a
-sweet woman’s kiss been pressed upon his lips before. He laid a
-trembling hand upon the back of a chair to steady himself while his eyes
-followed the hazel-eyed girl—so like the Erna of long ago. For just one
-moment it had seemed to him that it had been she who whispered that
-“Thank you.” That it had been her cheek resting against his. A sigh
-escaped his lips as he thought of how short duration had been their
-happiness. Why had it been so short? Even now he could not understand;
-but he felt a glow of satisfaction, such as he had not known in many a
-long year, as he watched the group of three. For the first time a
-feeling of conscious pride swelled in his heart at the thought that they
-were his children. Mrs. Wallace, when she entered the room in her
-sweeping robes was not exactly delighted when the guest of the evening
-was introduced to her, but had enough of good grace to tender him a
-kindly welcome when she heard of the service he had rendered her own
-son. Besides this splendid young giant commanded her respect whether she
-would or not. She always did admire handsome men, and Wilbur was
-decidedly handsome. So once more—what he believed would never again be
-possible—Wilbur found himself sitting at his father’s table, partaking
-of his bread, of his hospitality, and felt conscious that he was doing
-right; knew that his idolized sisters sanctioned it. Both were extremely
-happy and, conscious of that happiness, Wilbur felt as if inspired, and
-talked as he had never before talked. His sisters were proud of him and
-his father was surprised and astounded at the store of knowledge he
-possessed, at the ideas that had possession of his active brain, and a
-new light dawned upon his mind.
-
-It was, he now began to see, this brother who had been the teacher of
-the sisters, developing them into the splendid independent women that
-they were. Even Mrs. Wallace became interested, although most of that
-which he said was as so much Greek to her. It was of so foreign a nature
-to her. She found more to disagree with than agree to, yet she found
-herself listening to every word. Stranger than all, Homer was aroused;
-his senses were alert. Where had he ever heard such doctrines propounded
-before? Certainly not in such a strain. Yet he had heard them, and with
-his mates of the boarding school had jeered and laughed and scoffed at
-what they termed “would-be-reformers.” Now he began to see how much
-superior were these thoughts when compared with the useless studies with
-which his head had been crammed, and with the teachings of the dime
-novels which he and his mates had devoured—inflaming their passions and
-leading to the formation of vile habits.
-
-While Wilbur was speaking he had been watching the flushing and paling
-face of the boy. A suspicion of what made him languid and nervous and
-sullen forced itself upon his mind and he forthwith made up his mind to
-take the lad in hand. He also observed that none of the other children
-possessed a healthy color, but with this one he was, for the moment,
-most interested. He remained all the afternoon, partaking again of the
-evening meal, thereby causing him to draw still nearer to the slumbering
-heart and senses of Homer; at the same time winning his way into the
-hearts of all the others. So when after supper as usual a double-seated
-cutter drawn by a span of fiery horses came dashing to the door, Wilbur
-surprised that young gentleman by inviting him to join them.
-
-“It will do him good,” he said, glancing at his father.
-
-Thus Homer made the acquaintance of this circle which was to influence
-all his after-life. As soon as an opportunity offered Wilbur drew young
-Arthurs aside and had a prolonged conversation with him, their eyes
-frequently resting on the pale face of the boy. Presently Mrs. Leland
-was also drawn into the conversation and when it ended all understood
-what was expected of them.
-
-Mrs. Leland drew near the boy who was a stranger in their midst, and in
-a pleasant motherly fashion began to talk to him, gradually drawing him
-out, finding much intelligence stored away in the youthful mind but
-which had all been going to waste for the want of a guiding hand and
-skillful touch to turn it into proper channels. Edith and Hilda watched
-while a feeling of joy filled their hearts. Was there really something
-more than self-will, indolence and haughty overbearing in the nature of
-the boy, hidden beneath that repellant exterior? Presently it was
-Imelda’s turn to exert her gentle influence on him in her bright,
-animated manner, and when Cora’s voice filled the large room with a
-burst of song he felt as if lost in a new world. The two sisters knew he
-was taken care of, and in their turn devoted themselves to the invalid.
-Poor Frank! They had the satisfaction of seeing his face light up and
-the color come and go in the wan cheeks. He had learned to love the
-circle which nightly met here, where naught but love seemed to reign,
-while Mrs. Leland was almost worshipped by him. Was ever mother so kind
-to erring boy before? If his own mother—but here he stopped. She too had
-been erring, suffering. She belonged to his wasted past. She had been an
-over-indulgent mother to him, in spite of her fretfulness and
-peevishness, and at this late day he felt that it would be wrong for him
-to throw a stone upon her grave. While Hilda toyed with his white hand
-Edith was standing at the back of his chair, smoothing back the
-clustering locks from his brow. A sense of peace and quiet came over
-him, such as he had not known in the olden days. Now and then a much
-meaning look passed between the young physician and the elder sister,
-calling forth a warmer hue to the fair cheek. Hilda enjoyed the same
-kind of by-play with Lawrence, to whom it seemed impossible to gain more
-than a few moments at a time at her side, while Mrs. Leland was more
-successful with her boy lover. When the good nights had been spoken and
-our party was whirling homeward, Homer was very quiet, He was deeply
-impressed with all he had seen and heard, and his thoughts were busy.
-
-Next morning, earlier far than had been Homer’s habit to rise, two
-strong, young figures appeared at the door asking admittance, and
-sending the merry tinkle of the bell through the rooms. Wilbur and
-Osmond, ready for a hunting trip, had come to take Homer with them. The
-boy was tired from being out so late the evening before, and at first
-was not at all inclined to join them. It seemed he could not muster
-enough of will force to face the crisp morning air, while Mrs. Wallace
-objected with all her strength, being positively sure that her darling
-would take cold because he was not at all strong. But Wilbur carried his
-point. A half hour later, warmly clad and well equipped for their day of
-sport they set out, being soon joined by Dr. Arthurs, Norman and
-Westcot, they formed quite a party of hunters. As they started away from
-the Westcot home a pair of dark eyes, watching them from the window of
-the invalid, grew dim and a pair of lips quivered in helpless longing.
-But fair woman’s hands took him in tow and made it so pleasant and
-entertaining that he forgot the manly sports the others were following.
-
-The hunters were out long hours. Up hills and down valleys, through
-woods and meadows, across rocks and frozen brooks they went. Warming to
-the excitement of the sport, which sent the blood bounding through his
-veins Homer forgot he was weak and tired. The reaction set in, however,
-and when they returned he slept long hours, but when the evening came he
-was ready and anxious to go to the home of the Westcots.
-
-Next morning another excursion had been planned and again they carried
-Homer with them. This time they managed to take Elmer also, in spite of
-the protests of the anxious mother who saw certain death in store for
-her pampered darlings—tramping about these rough mornings through the
-snow; and when she saw them return so tired they almost fell asleep on
-their feet she felt more anxious than ever. Soon, however, a change made
-itself manifest. They were less fretful and discontented. Their eyes
-were brighter, a more healthy color tinged their cheeks, while they ate
-with an apparent appetite.
-
-Paul Arthurs now frequently called at the house. He also prescribed a
-new course for the younger children. He forbade sweetmeats, spices and
-condiments. A simple diet of bread, milk and grain foods, fruits and
-nuts, he told the mother, was far more wholesome than the meats and
-highly seasoned food they had hitherto been accustomed to.
-
-“Give them a daily bath, then rub them until a warm glow shows itself;
-then plenty of outdoor exercise. The cold will not hurt them, but rather
-benefit them. Let them go coasting, skating and snowballing until they
-are tired out, so tired that they scarce can keep on their feet, and my
-word for it, Madame, if you follow this course, you will soon have the
-satisfaction of seeing the glow of health in the faces of your children.
-They need no medicine. They are suffering from a nervous debility that
-only exercise in the open air and wholesome simple food will correct. I
-look to you,” turning to Edith, “to see that these directions are
-carried out. You understand, I am sure?”
-
-Edith as well as Hilda did understand. The young doctor as well as the
-girls did not dare to tell Mrs. Wallace the true reason of the delicate
-state of health of all her children—that the seeds thereof had been sown
-in the abominable boarding schools she would have considered highly
-improbable. At however slight intimation of the real cause she would
-have been liable, in her passion, to turn them all from the house and
-thus her children would have been robbed of the only chance of regaining
-their health. So they wisely kept the secret they had penetrated and
-insisted on a course of treatment that these pampered darlings thought
-extremely cruel. But soon the effect was apparent, and there was hope
-that the morbid cravings might be destroyed, and a strong and pure
-manhood and womanhood be secured to them in the future.
-
-So it was that a new life entered this house, and in a manner scarcely
-noticeable. A better footing was established between the stepmother and
-the daughters. There was more peace and quiet. Once in a while the order
-was reversed and the circle would gather in the Wallace home, but not
-often. There were many reasons why it should not be the same. The
-visitors were made welcome, it is true, but the entertainers must at all
-times be guarded in their speech. They could not be quite themselves;
-and then Frank never gathered enough strength to bear the fatigue of the
-drive back and forth in the cold night air. One or the other would
-remain at home with him, as in spite of his protests his sisters and
-friends would not consent to leave him alone.
-
-Mr. Wallace had tried hard to induce Wilbur to take up his abode in his
-house during his stay in the city, but in this the son was obdurate. He
-had buried and consigned to oblivion much of the past, for the sake of
-his sisters and also for the sake of those other children who were also
-his brothers and sisters, and whom he would, as it were, snatch from an
-early grave, but he could not bring himself to lay his head on the
-pillow beneath the roof that should have been a loving shelter to his
-own precious mother; in the home of the man who should have loved and
-cherished instead of driving her with his criminal neglect to a watery
-grave. When such thoughts came to him it was all he could do to curb the
-ill-will that would fill his heart, and only by the force of his strong
-will did he succeed in banishing a feeling of hatred.
-
-Meanwhile Wilbur became more dear day by day, to the father, whose heart
-went out to the children of his first marriage as it had never done to
-the younger ones.
-
-Thus the weeks passed away and Christmas was drawing near when the mail
-brought a letter from Margaret to her mother. A cry of joy broke from
-her lips as she read its contents.
-
-“What is it?” cried the girls in chorus.
-
-“O, listen! It is almost too good to be true!”
-
-“And now, dearest mamma, let me wind up this epistle by a little bit of
-news. By some strange and opportune circumstance we have no engagement
-for two weeks, beginning with Christmas morning, and now I mean for a
-short time to join that precious circle of which I have heard so much.
-O, you don’t know how impatient I am as the time draws near. I am
-longing, am homesick for you all. It is sweet, this thing called fame
-and homage, to be greeted and rewarded with applause, but the heart-felt
-affection of your loved ones is something different, and O, so much more
-satisfying.”
-
-This indeed was news and joy. Imelda knelt at Mrs. Leland’s side, laying
-her head upon her motherly knee,
-
-“O, I am so glad, so glad! for once our circle will be complete.”
-Glancing up, her eyes met those of Cora. The look of pain and silent
-reproach therein pierced to her very heart. Hastily rising, with a quick
-step she was at Cora’s side, winding her arms about her she laid her
-face to hers.
-
-“Forgive me, little sister. For a moment I forgot that we cannot be
-complete until one more noble man, your own Owen, shall have joined us.”
-
-Cora smiled through her tears.
-
-“There is nothing to forgive, only sometimes I grow so hungry, so heart
-hungry, so love hungry. I know everyone here loves me, yet——”
-
-“Yet the supreme love, the love of him who makes life’s sunshine for
-you, is wanting; is not that so? But why, little one, do you not send
-him the word which will bring him to you?”
-
-“I do not know; but I have the feeling that for some reason it would be
-useless. I will wait a little while longer.”
-
-So a few more days went by and at last Christmas morning dawned. A
-solitary watcher paced up and down the platform in front of the depot
-awaiting the arrival of the incoming train, his impatience not
-permitting him to seek the warmth indoors as many others were doing. Up
-and down, up and down, he paced, the dark eyes glowing in their
-suppressed eagerness when at last the whistle sounded on the clear,
-crisp air and a few minutes later the thundering train discharged its
-load of human freight, and was again putting away on its eastern course.
-A tall, fair-haired woman was seen casting searching glances about when
-a pair of arms were laid upon her shoulders. She was gently turned
-about, almost at the same moment a pair of moustached lips pressing
-hers,
-
-“Margaret, my rare, sweet Margaret!”
-
-“Wilbur!” Another kiss followed, then quickly she was assisted to a seat
-in the waiting cutter, snugly tucked in with warm robes and furs and in
-a few minutes more they were speeding along over the frozen snow.
-
-“My mother, is she well? and Imelda, and Alice, and her babies, and all
-the rest whom I have not seen, are they all well and happy?”
-
-Wilbur laughed. “One question at a time if you please, my girlie. But as
-to each and all I can give the same answer, so will I answer them all at
-once with the one little word ‘Yes,’ and they have sent me along to
-greet you, not but one and all are just as eager and impatient to greet
-and welcome my darling. Only they have kindly conceded the privilege to
-me to be the first to embrace my girlie, for which I certainly am
-thankful. For when that bevy of women once have you in their
-clutches—there now! I retract that word, but it is certain when they
-have secured you I may not hope to again speak to you in a hurry. For
-some time at least they will own you.”
-
-By this time they were leaving the turmoil and noise of the city in
-their rear and as the roads were quiet and deserted, the arm of the
-young driver gently stole about the slender waist of the woman at his
-side. Nothing loath the fair head rested against his shoulder while the
-blue eyes looked up into the black ones with love unutterable. Again
-their lips met in a clinging kiss.
-
-“O sweetheart and lover, it seems so good once more to be able to nestle
-in your arms.”
-
-To press her still more closely was his only answer. Thus laughing and
-talking, loving and kissing, they enjoyed to the utmost that drive in
-the crisp, cold air, and soon they arrived at their destination, where
-many open arms were extended to receive the fair Margaret.
-
-“My darling!” and
-
-“My own mamma!” were the caressing words exchanged as Mrs. Leland folded
-her daughter to her heart. But not for long was she permitted to hold
-her there. Imelda’s brown eyes were beaming with love and pleasure.
-Alice was eager for a kiss, her two pretty babies wanted to be noticed
-by this new auntie. Then Imelda drew her aside where the hazel-eyed Cora
-was standing with one arm laid lovingly about the shoulders of a
-pale-faced young man. Margaret needed no introduction. By letter she had
-long since known of the finding of both of Imelda’s wayward ones, and a
-single glance told her all. She took the girl’s face between her hands
-and gently kissed the cherry lips.
-
-“I am so glad for your own as well as for Imelda’s sake.”
-
-This was her greeting and Cora understood, for her eyes filled with
-tears. Frank’s hand she took between both of hers and knelt at his side.
-
-“And you are the brother I have so often heard her speak about. For
-Imelda’s sake you must be my brother also, as my own brother has been
-absent for so long a time I can scarce remember him.”
-
-Frank’s face became sad and his eyes misty.
-
-“O, but your own brother is so much more deserving than I. Would that my
-record were as clean.”
-
-Margaret shook her head.
-
-“Not so downcast and self-reproachful, my boy. We are so much the
-creatures of circumstances we cannot well help doing just the things we
-do. The past you have done with, only the future is yours, to make that
-what it should be will be your task, your duty, your pleasure.”
-
-In his turn Frank shook his head.
-
-“No! no! even that boon will be denied me. My bad deeds can’t be undone;
-to atone for them will not be permitted me. My days, my hours, even, are
-numbered. No, no, please don’t. I understand what you would say. Why
-should such a truth-loving woman as you seek to deceive me. I know it
-all, and I suppose it is best so. Look, there at your mother’s side
-another awaits to welcome you, one who is nearer and dearer to you than
-such a poor wreck of humanity as I could ever dare hope to be.”
-
-Following the direction indicated by Frank Margaret saw, standing at her
-mother’s side, an arm thrown caressingly about her shoulders, a young
-man as yet almost a boy, fair sunny locks thrown carelessly back from a
-broad and open brow, a look of longing in the frank blue eyes, and
-suppressed emotion quivering about the sensitive mouth.
-
-Slowly Margaret drew herself up to her full height, with her eyes
-fastened on that boyish and yet manly form. Was it—O was it——? Her
-mother’s hand went up to his face and drew it close to her own, holding
-it there, the other hand she extended to her daughter. With bated breath
-Margaret crossed the room.
-
-“Is it——”
-
-“Your brother.”
-
-Then both of Margaret’s hands were extended and both were clasped firmly
-and tenderly, and,
-
-“Osmond!”
-
-“Margaret!”—spoken in a breath, and Margaret knew that at last her
-mother had her heart’s one desire; her boy, her baby is once more her
-own, and the sister is clasped in her brother’s embrace.
-
-“O, this is indeed a merry Christmas, and you are the nicest Christmas
-gift I could have wished for. But how is it, mamma, that you have not
-written this to me?”
-
-“Because I so sincerely hoped and believed that you would make it
-possible to spend a week with us, and I wanted to surprise you. Have I
-succeeded?”
-
-“Indeed you have, my darling mamma. But is this boy always so
-tongue-tied, having just nothing at all to say?”
-
-Osmond laughed,
-
-“I believe you are a saucebox! But that isn’t a bit nice of me, is it?
-to call you names in the first moments of our acquaintance—with the
-first words I address to you. I promise you to try and do better and say
-something nice. I don’t believe you are easily spoiled and feel that I
-may tell you, that already I am proud of my sister. I think they have
-named you well—Margaret. A daughter of the Gods, divinely tall and most
-divinely fair——”
-
-“For shame, Osmond; to try to pay your sister compliments in such
-wornout phrases.”
-
-A laugh followed and the ice was broken. Margaret felt and knew that she
-should love this brother. As the days of the following week glided by
-she gradually came to know all there was to tell and to learn. Osmond
-told her all about the father who opposed his coming here, when by
-accident he discovered that it was the boy’s mother he daily went to
-see; of the battle he had fought and how he had come off conqueror; of
-how there had been much in common between them; but that of late he was
-daily drifting more and more away from his father; then of how he had
-come into this circle, and how he had gradually come to hear and then
-understand their ideas; how he had come to know and understand what true
-womanhood and manhood were, what they meant, and that he now knew that
-his mother and sister were sweet and pure and true, notwithstanding the
-teachings of his father.
-
-Then Margaret had come to know the sisters of Wilbur, and knew not which
-was the most love-worthy, the stately Edith or the sweet, gentle Hilda.
-She saw the heightened color in the cheeks of the former when the young
-physician was holding her attention; she saw the sparkling light in the
-eyes of the latter and the answering light in those of Lawrence Westcot;
-the adoration in Imelda’s glance as it rested on the splendid figure of
-Norman Carlton, whom indeed she found to be all her friend had said of
-him. “One of nature’s noblemen” was the best she knew how to describe
-him. But to which, indeed, of the manly faces and forms should she not
-have applied the same appellation? And O, how she enjoyed the society of
-this bright circle! how swiftly the hours and days flew by. How soon she
-knew her short vacation would be over and that again she must away to
-her work.
-
-She loved her work but she could not help feeling sad that her visit
-would be of such short duration. She would nestle closer to Wilbur’s
-side, and just a little more passion would creep into her kisses, when
-she was folded against his heart, at the thought of the coming
-separation.
-
-So the first week of her vacation neared its close, and all felt more
-than ever before the rapid flight of time, when one evening Norman
-joined the circle holding a telegram aloft.
-
-“Look,” he said, “this announces the visit of a friend of olden days, a
-college mate, a most precious friend whom I will turn over to the tender
-mercies of our ladies; a splendid fellow, wholesouled and true. Maybe
-you girls can make another addition to our circle. He is well worth the
-winning, though he be a married man.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXX.
-
-
-We must now retrace our steps for some months back to the golden summer
-time.
-
-In the great eastern metropolis, on the sunny banks of the beautiful
-Hudson, almost hidden within a grove of wild plum and cherry trees,
-stands a cosy cottage. Snowy lace curtains drape the windows. Creeping
-vines almost cover it like a heavy green coverlet. On the shady porches
-are arranged a profusion and variety of richly blooming plants. The
-grass plots surrounding the house are dotted with beds of rare flowers
-which fill the air with fragrance.
-
-But in spite of all the tempting beauty of the place there was an air of
-desertion about it that one felt rather than saw. The sultry summer day
-was drawing to its close. Evening was casting its lengthening shadows
-across the paths. Many of the beautiful blossoms drooped their heads as
-if weary and sad, while every window and door was closely fastened.
-
-There was not a single sign of life about the place, when suddenly the
-click of the garden gate was heard, and a man with hasty steps came
-walking up the path. His face was pale and handsome, his eyes blue, and
-his drooping, silky mustache a decided red. The hair of the head,
-however, was of a darker hue, a handsome brown. He was admitted to the
-house by an old negress, whose face wore an extremely doleful
-expression.
-
-“Hello! Aunt Betty, what’s wrong? Your young mistress is well, I hope?”
-But not waiting for answer he pushed by her, and was half way up the
-stairway when the old woman’s voice arrested his footsteps.
-
-“No use, Massa Hunter. The young Missis is not upstairs.”
-
-“Not upstairs! Then where is she, pray? Tell me at once.”
-
-For answer the old woman covered her face with her snowy apron and burst
-into tears.
-
-“What is the meaning of this?” the young man demanded. “Has anything
-happened? Where is Cora? Don’t you see how you are torturing me?”
-
-“I don’t know. Indeed I don’t! She just put on her plainest dress and
-says to me: ‘I is going away, aunty, you can keep dis as a present from
-me,’ and she gi’ me a purse all filled with gold. ‘You is to remain
-here,’ she says, ‘until the massa comes and den you gi’ him dis.’ Then
-she gi’ me lettah, and dat is all I knows.”
-
-His face was ashy white and his hand shook as with palsy as the negress
-handed him the missive which he instinctively knew was a farewell from
-the one woman who was dearer to him than life. A deadly fear crept into
-his heart as he went into the little parlor and closed the door as if to
-shut out the glad sunlight while he read the words that had been penned
-with a broken heart. Here and there a stain, a tell-tale mark had been
-left by a falling tear.
-
-
-“You will forget,” she wrote, “that such a one as I have ever crossed
-your path. It is better thus. It seems my destiny only to bring pain and
-suffering to those who love me.
-
-“Do not fear I may sink again to the level on which you found me and
-from which you rescued me. You have taught me a woman’s real worth and
-no degrading action or word shall ever again soil my life. I was
-reckless and daring to accept the priceless boon of your love without
-first inquiring if you were free to love. I did not know, O, I did not
-know, that law and custom had already bound you to another. I cannot
-permit you to make a criminal of yourself, and when you return I will be
-gone. Don’t seek to find me. What would be the use? The world is wide
-and somewhere I shall be able to live out this life which consists of so
-much more pain than joy. I am young and strong, and shall find work
-somewhere. Good bye! Farewell, my Owen, my lover. Reserve in your memory
-one little spot of green for your own unhappy.
-
- CORA.”
-
-
-The closely written sheets fluttered from his hand and fell unheeded to
-the floor. His head sank upon his arm where it fell upon the table. Thus
-he sat long hours. The day had gone out in the gloaming. The twilight
-hours passed and ushered in the dark night and still he sat there. Then
-he arose and dragged his weary footsteps to the pretty bed chamber which
-was to know her no more. There, where he had spent so many sweet and
-indescribably happy hours, he threw himself upon the bed and buried his
-face in the snowy pillows which her head had so often pressed.
-
-At sunrise he left the sacred abode. He told the old negress to remain
-and take care of the little home just the same as if her mistress were
-there. Giving her a well filled purse he turned his back upon the place
-where love had been wont to welcome him and went straight to the mansion
-where dwelt the haughty Leonie, his wife.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“I will never give in! Never! never! I would scratch the eyes out of her
-white face first!”
-
-The shrill voice almost shrieked the words and the black eyes of the
-angry woman flashed fire as the white face twitched with fury which
-transformed it until it became almost hideous.
-
-“I would murder the brazen hussy ere I would ——”
-
-“Not another word! I will not hear your vile tongue defame her whose
-shoes you are not worthy to wipe. Yon have driven my poor girl away. If
-sin there be, it is mine. She never knew I had a wife. She was content
-to give me her love until you drove her forever out of my life. So on
-that score you can rest easy, but I repeat that I will not continue this
-farce any longer. I have crossed the threshold of the dwelling that you
-call home for the last time. I shall sever now and for all time every
-tie that binds me to you. You can retain this house if you wish it. I do
-not want it. I shall deposit a million dollars at my banker’s to your
-credit. Then you can apply for a divorce just as soon as you may
-desire.”
-
-To be mistress of this lordly mansion was by no means a small thing.
-When he made the declaration that she was to retain it together with a
-princely fortune, an iron band seemed to loosen from about Leonie’s
-throat but she gave no sign of her intense gratification.
-
-Just then the tinkling of a bell was heard in the distance; a few
-moments later a servant appeared with a card. Before Leonie could step
-forward, Owen had already secured the card and as the man again
-noiselessly withdrew he cast a quick glance at the name inscribed
-thereon,
-
-“‘Wilson Porter!’ Your name, fair lady, has lately often enough been
-coupled with this one, and as Wilson Porter is neither a fool nor a
-knave, to the best of my knowledge, I am sorry for him. He deserves a
-better fate than to be drawn in by a woman of the Leonie Hunter stamp.
-The immaculate woman who could hurl such withering scorn on an
-unfortunate sister really ought not to throw stones as she herself is
-the inmate of a glass house.”
-
-He turned and left her standing there, and as he opened the door to pass
-out he lifted his hat to Wilson Porter who had come to conduct Leonie to
-Mrs. Van Gorden’s reception.
-
-For days and weeks Owen kept up an incessant search for the missing girl
-but no trace could be found of her whereabouts. His face became haggard,
-his manner nervous and restless. Sleep fled his eyes, and as summer gave
-way to autumn, followed by dreary winter, the conviction slowly forced
-itself upon the mind of the lonely and embittered man that his dream of
-bliss had ended.
-
-Never in all this time had he seen Leonie. His life with her had been a
-miserable failure and he never wished to see the dark passionate face
-again. And in reality Leonie cared very little for the doings of her
-truant husband. Now as before she queened it in society. As a matter of
-course it was accepted that Wilson Porter on all occasions should be her
-escort. The society world had become accustomed to that fact; there was
-no longer anything new and strange about it.
-
-But if Leonie cared little, Owen cared still less, and as on the clear
-frosty night of Christmas eve the clanging of the merry bells were
-calling the orthodox masses both rich and poor to commemorate the
-birthnight of a world’s redeemer, he stood watching the surging masses
-with a scornful smile curling the finely chiseled lips, he murmured:
-
-“I wonder how much Christian love and charity has done to make the world
-better. Bah! nothing but cupidity, sordid lust for gain, fill the hearts
-of one class, whilst superstition, prejudice and ignorance rule the
-other. The one class rivets the chains; the other hugs them. O how
-beautiful the world might be if poor groveling humanity would but be
-natural. Of all things under the sun possessed of life and motion the
-human family alone is taught it is wrong to be natural, that it is right
-to outrage nature’s laws, even though death be the penalty.
-
-“I wonder if, in all New York to night, there is one who is more
-wretchedly poor and desolate than I am, with my millions? Of what use
-are they to me? They cannot buy me happiness.”
-
-The heart-sick man paced the streets until they were wholly deserted. A
-restless spirit kept him on the move until the bells of the Christmas
-morn proclaimed “Peace upon earth, good will to men.” Again the scornful
-smile curved his lips as he whispered: “Where is it? O, where is this
-chanted peace?
-
-As he was beginning to feel tired and was about to return to his hotel
-his attention was attracted by the movements of a man a short distance
-in advance of him who was staggering along the street as if intoxicated.
-Impelled by some strange fascination Owen followed, never for a moment
-taking his eyes off the figure in advance. The reeling man soon came to
-Riverside drive, and thence to the Park which he entered and passed
-through the winding paths down to the river’s edge. His movements became
-more and more suspicious. Owen quickened his steps almost to a run and
-just as he was on the verge of taking the fatal leap he reached the side
-of the stranger, and hastily grasping him by the arm he quickly drew him
-back. The man reeled and almost fell from the force of the impelling
-motion. When he regained his equilibrium he turned his white and stern
-face upon Owen who dared to interfere with his actions.
-
-“Let go my arm,” came in a husky gasp from his lips. “By what right do
-you compel me to remain where there is nothing but pain and sorrow,
-where all is cruel deceit, blackness and lies, while down there in the
-clear depths peace and rest await me?”
-
-Owen retained his grasp while he looked the other full in the face. He
-saw it clearly now. The man was not intoxicated; he was sick. The eyes
-glowed feverishly from their hollow sockets, his cheeks were sunken,
-what were to be seen of them, for the lower part of his face was covered
-with a handsome flowing beard.
-
-“You are sick,” said Owen, “and are raving.”
-
-“Sick? Yes! Raving? Ha! ha! ha!” The wild weird laughter made Owen think
-he was confronting a madman. “So would you rave were the bloodhounds of
-the law hunting, dogging your every step.” Another chill crept over
-Owen. Was it a desperate criminal he had encountered? Had he made a
-mistake in attempting to interfere with the action of this stranger?
-Then again, when he looked closer, he did not believe it. By the bright
-light of the full moon the face before him showed not a single trace of
-what he would expect to find in the face of a criminal. Sick and
-delirious he might be, but nothing else. Speaking in an authoritative
-manner he said:
-
-“Come with me. This is no place for you. I will see that you are taken
-home and cared for.”
-
-“Home! Ha! ha! What a mockery the word is. I wonder if any one ever has
-known by experience what the word implies?”
-
-Owen was beginning to feel the effects of the cold. Here by the water’s
-edge it was doubly keen and the standing still added still more to it.
-Once more he spoke. “Come, you can not stand here all night, and surely
-you have thought better of the rash action you contemplated. At any rate
-I shall not move from your side until you come with me.”
-
-A bitter smile for a moment rested upon the bearded face of the
-stranger, then he said:
-
-“Very well, some other time will do as well. Lead. I will follow, and
-then explain why on this night of all others, when the world is
-rejoicing over the birth of a redeemer I came so near seeking and
-finding a watery grave.”
-
-Owen accompanied the staggering stranger to Seventh avenue where they
-had the good fortune to find a cab. Both men got in and were driven
-rapidly to the hotel where Owen was staying, arriving there just as the
-gray dawn was breaking. Having reached Owen’s rooms the stranger sank
-exhausted into a cushioned chair. Owen assisted him to disrobe and
-placed him on the couch where he was soon sleeping soundly, then
-stretched his tired limbs upon a lounge and in a little while he also
-was in the land of dreams.
-
-It was almost noon when Owen awoke. He arose and walked over to the bed
-whereon the stranger was still sleeping. While debating the advisability
-of awakening the man before him the stranger opened his eyes. A
-bewildered look for a moment filled them, then returning memory brought
-with it recognition of the face before him and the circumstances which
-brought him into the present surroundings. A bitter smile moved the
-bearded lips as he half rose. Leaning his head upon his hand he let his
-gaze wander about the luxurious apartment; biting scorn was in his words
-as he spoke:
-
-“It is not likely that you, who can afford surroundings like these,
-would ever attempt so desperate a deed as you prevented me from doing a
-few hours ago.”
-
-“Why did you do it?”
-
-“Why did I do it? You cannot realize to what utter despair and darkness
-you have called me back. I will have all these battles to fight over
-again, and the struggle is not an easy one, I can assure you.”
-
-The bitterness that rang through every word betokened a despair that was
-deep seated, and Owen’s heart was touched deeply.
-
-“Tell me, and let me judge. But first, however, I think it would be
-advisable to take care of the inner man. So while you arrange your
-toilet, I will order some breakfast. It is somewhat late in the day for
-that meal and all the more necessary that it should be partaken of.”
-
-Accordingly a generous repast was ordered which was served in an
-adjoining apartment. After they had finished their meal they drew their
-chairs before the fire. The stranger leaned his head with its heavy
-clustering hair upon one hand and sat staring into the glowing coals.
-Owen did not disturb his train of thought but patiently awaited his
-pleasure, and by and by he was rewarded. The hand dropped and the head
-was raised.
-
-“And now, since you have shown an interest in my case, I shall tell you
-my story briefly. For years I have been the only support of a widowed
-mother, an only sister and a delicate younger brother. My father has
-been dead quite a number of years and sad as is the fact, it was rather
-a relief to be rid of him. The more pitiful because of the fact that he
-was a very intellectual man once, but hard luck during the early years
-of his married life, when it seemed that there was no work for him to do
-even though he offered his service for a mere pittance, had embittered
-him. He had loved the girl he married and bright were his visions of the
-future. But his misfortune made him desperate and he took to drink,
-which transformed the gentle-tempered, loving man into a veritable
-demon. Forgetting that unkind fate had already placed a much too heavy
-burden upon the slender shoulders of the delicate woman the demon of
-jealousy took possession of him. Discord dwelt where love and tenderness
-once held supreme sway.
-
-“Only when at great intervals he let drink alone long enough to clear
-his befuddled brain, would the intelligent mind assert itself. But the
-realization of his wretched condition and surroundings would then drive
-him almost distracted and he would return to his cups with a wilder
-abandon than ever. When in a drunken brawl he was struck down and they
-brought the livid corpse to the wretched abode he had called home, the
-unhappy family were conscious of a feeling of relief rather than that of
-sorrow.
-
-“I was then but fourteen years old, but tall for my age and on me fell
-the task of supporting my mother and younger brother and sister. It was
-little, indeed, that a lad of my age could earn; but we fared better
-than hitherto. And as I grew older and was able to earn more our
-condition improved.
-
-“As my education had been sadly neglected in my childhood and I began to
-realize it, I determined yet to master it, so my evenings were now
-devoted to study. My sister, a very pretty and charming girl, when she
-became old enough also added her mite by becoming a factory girl. Her
-beauty made her position a difficult one, and her warm love nature,
-which had been starved into a craving hunger, caused her to fall an easy
-prey to the handsome, wealthy young scoundrel who was the son of the
-factory owner.
-
-“Her condition soon became apparent and when I questioned her she broke
-down and confessed the whole pitiful story. She had not even the tender
-words and caresses of her lover, now, to support her. He had tired of
-his plaything and cast her aside. I understood what arts are employed to
-lure to her destruction a poor loving creature and could only pity her
-from the bottom of my heart. Not so, however, my mother. She had been
-reared within the narrow confines of the church. Her standard of virtue
-was, ‘touch me not,’ regardless of what the circumstances might have
-been. So the mother who should have been her stay and comfort only cast
-reproaches upon the head of the despairing girl, driving her almost
-insane. My brother, too, would not forgive her for the disgrace she had
-brought upon him. He would not speak to her. I have often seen him draw
-back at her approach that her clothing might not brush against him.
-
-“Of course he was very young then, only a boy, not yet fifteen, but it
-would cut me to the heart to see the blood mount to her face. When it
-became unbearable she would fly to me and I would try all in my power to
-pacify her; drawing upon myself the condemnation of the others, who
-could not understand how I could countenance such shamelessness.
-
-“But even my sympathy could not sustain the breaking heart, and when the
-trying hour came her strength failed, and with a little stillborn
-girl-baby folded in her arms my beautiful sister was laid out of sight.
-
-“Although my mother wept bitter tears, I fear she felt much relieved
-that the matter ended as it did, for now grass would grow over the grave
-of Millie’s shame. Robert, my brother, also seemed deeply affected. But
-her name was never mentioned now. I knew best what the poor girl had
-suffered, and it was a long time ere I could forgive either my mother or
-my brother. Robert was not very sweet-tempered at best. From his birth
-he had been delicate. A puny, fretful infant, he came at a time when the
-nightly debauches of my father set my mother almost wild, souring an
-otherwise gentle and loving nature.
-
-“Notwithstanding his ailings, however, he was his mother’s favorite.
-Though his advent had been dreaded, upon his arrival her heart went out
-to him with a spasmodic passion. She never refused him anything it was
-in her power to give, thereby showing a decided weakness of character.
-
-“This was the worst thing she could have done, as it had the tendency to
-develop all the bad traits of Robert’s weak character. As he was
-physically unfit for work the support of the family rested entirely upon
-my shoulders. But as the years sped by there came a change. A saucy
-black-eyed maiden crossed my path and my fate was sealed. I loved her
-with all the strength of my passionate nature. To me she seemed perfect
-and I had no greater desire than to make her my wife. First, however, I
-felt it my duty to tell her of the sad history of my early life. She
-gave the black curls a saucy toss and said she could not see how all
-this should possibly effect us any. I caught her in my arms and strained
-her to my breast, my heart filled with admiration of the grand nobility
-of character, which I thought was exhibited in those words; never once
-dreaming that it was her very lack of character which prompted that
-declaration.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXXI.
-
-
-“In a short time we were married. But my dream of happiness was short
-lived. My wife and my mother had little in common, and often the
-passionate red lips would utter words that wounded the elder woman to
-the very heart. I soon saw how matters stood but was unable to control
-them. I pleaded with Annie, I reasoned with my mother; but the two
-beings whom I loved better than any others in the world had no love for
-each other. Several times I spoke sharply to Annie and to my surprise
-Robert sided with my wife against me and the mother who worshiped him.
-This seemed to break her heart and it was not long until she closed her
-eyes in her last long sleep.
-
-“When all was over I again sought to reason with my wife. I folded her
-to my heart whilst I could scarcely repress the sobs that would well up
-from its depths. It seemed to me that she at first shrank from me, but I
-thought it must be only imagination.
-
-“She now often treated me to perfect storms of passionate caresses and I
-was as wax in her band. No request could I deny her, and I found myself
-rapidly sinking in debt. But I should not blame her. Poor child! she
-knew no better. She had been left an orphan at an early age; cuffed
-about from place to place, her heart always full of longings which were
-never satisfied. When she married me she believed all that would be at
-an end. What one man could do for his wife another should also do for
-his. That this was impossible she could not understand.
-
-“Sometimes I felt like cursing her, then overwhelmed by a rush of
-tenderness I would almost crush her in my embrace and again she would
-win the victory. But the time came when I felt the waves closing over my
-head, and I surely must have been mad or I would never have done what I
-did.”
-
-The voice of the man broke and a suspicious moisture could be seen in
-his eyes. For a moment, he laid his hand over them ere he proceeded:
-
-“I robbed my employer’s safe of ten thousand dollars. I knew I would be
-received with a storm of kisses and caresses which would outweigh
-everything else. Let come what would, for once she should be perfectly
-happy.
-
-“With the stolen treasure in my pocket I hurried home, a full hour
-earlier than usual, in a state of delirious excitement bordering upon
-insanity. I found the door locked, but having my latch key with me I did
-not ring but quietly let myself in.
-
-“The little parlor was deserted; so was the dining room and kitchen. The
-soft carpet deadened the sound of my footsteps. I went from room to room
-and in Robert’s room I heard voices. The door stood slightly ajar.
-Touching it lightly it opened several inches wider and the sight that
-met my eyes broke my heart. Clasped close in each other’s arms; their
-heads pressing the same pillow, were Robert and my wife. A quick
-movement opened the door wide with a creaking sound; the two heard and
-both started up as if electrified. Annie screamed and clapped both hands
-to her face. Robert’s face was a study. Hate and defiance were written
-in every line of it. With a sudden movement he took a revolver from his
-pocket and leveled it at my heart. But quick as was his action I
-forestalled him. With a single bound I gave his arm an upward blow
-sending the bullet into the ceiling and the revolver to the far end of
-the room.
-
-“‘Madman!’ I cried. ‘What would you do? Have you not enough upon your
-conscience that you would commit murder?’
-
-“The sullen, defiant look upon his face deepened.
-
-“‘I hate you!’ he almost hissed. ‘You are a constant bar to my
-happiness.’
-
-“Unjust as I knew this accusation to be I made no comment upon it but
-asked:
-
-“‘Tell me one thing, and without prevarication. Do you love Annie?’
-
-“Quick as a flash came the answer,
-
-“‘I do!’
-
-“‘And you, Annie, do you love Robert?’
-
-“But Annie sobbed and would not give an intelligible answer, until I
-sternly repeated the question, and then, between broken sobs:
-
-“‘O, I cannot help it. Indeed, indeed I cannot help it.’
-
-“Staggering as beneath a blow I steadied myself for a moment against the
-table, then, with a mighty effort of will recovering myself, I took the
-stolen money from my pocket and threw it on the table.
-
-“‘Take it,’ I said, ‘and make the most of it. I have now no use for it.
-Be happy if you can, I shall no longer stand in the way. You are free in
-every sense of the word to do as you choose.’
-
-“I turned to leave the room when Annie threw herself sobbing in my way.
-She clung to me in passion and despair, asserting again and again that
-she ‘could not help it.’ Almost forcibly I loosened her hold and
-pointing to the money on the table I said to Robert,
-
-“‘See to it, that you handle the money wisely, and remember that this
-girl now depends upon you for the comfort, of life. I have done with
-both of you!’
-
-“Overcome by a sudden impulse I once more caught her in my arms,
-clasping her close to my breast. I pressed a last kiss upon her lips,
-then putting the half-fainting form from me I rushed out into the cold
-night air. I surely need say no more. You now can understand what drove
-me to the verge of desperation. To find the woman who had driven me to
-the verge of ruin, untrue, was more than I could bear. A day or two and
-I would stand before the world exposed. The shame, the disgrace and the
-walls of Sing Sing loomed up before my mind’s eye. I had been a slave
-all my life to adverse conditions. And now to lose the one boon that I
-prized above all others—my liberty! No, I would die first! And yet I had
-it not in my heart to wish any ill to those two. True, I felt bitter
-towards my brother, but for some reason the fact of his actual
-helplessness was more clear in my mind than ever before. Have there not
-been countless cases wherein this very defect has appealed to the hearts
-of strong, healthy women?—and her pitiful ‘I cannot help it’ kept
-ringing in my ears. I knew I never loved her more dearly than in the
-moment I gave her up, or ever felt more tenderly towards him.
-
-“Many conflicting thoughts surged through my brain; while constantly I
-questioned, ‘Why? why?’ And you may think me mad, sir, but the more I
-thought the more I blamed not them, the chief actors in this life
-tragedy, but the system from which such abnormal conditions could arise,
-and in one day make criminals of us all.”
-
-Owen listened as if entranced. The excited man had arisen and was pacing
-the room with hurried strides, wildly tossing the masses of dark curling
-locks. After a few moments he continued:
-
-“Often and often I had gnashed my teeth in helpless fury when the few
-paltry dollars were laid in my hands that constituted the remuneration
-for work which I knew was worth more than fourfold that which I
-received. I knew if justice could be done I had only taken my own. But
-that was not law.
-
-“Now my mind wandered in another direction. I knew Annie and Robert had
-been thrown long hours together in my absence. His weak, delicate
-condition first awoke her sympathy, and ‘pity is akin to love.’ The
-frequent squabbling during the life time of my mother helped develop
-these feelings in her heart. So the weakling, who all his life had been
-scorned and shunned by health-and-strength-loving maidens, suddenly
-found himself the object of tender and sympathetic glances, and what
-wonder that his starved heart became inflamed? I could see the whole
-proceeding was but natural. But oh, the shame of it. No one else in all
-New York would look at the matter as I did, when it became known. But
-then the thought struck me, ‘Was it necessary?’ and must I fill a
-convict’s cell? I answered: ‘No! No! No! Never!’ Thus for many hours I
-walked the streets, thinking, thinking, thinking, until I found myself
-at the water’s edge about to end all the maddening perplexities, when
-your hand stayed my movements. So now you are in possession of facts
-which I had expected to take with me into my watery grave.”
-
-The strange recital was at an end. Wearily the narrator flung himself
-into his chair and leaned back, white and exhausted. The bitter but
-musical voice was hushed while Owen Hunter sat with his head resting on
-his hand, lost in thought. Was the life of every good man a wreck? For
-that the man who sat before him was a good man he had not a single
-doubt. Aside from the bitter experience of his own life he had never
-thought of the struggling, suffering masses of humanity. Ten thousand
-dollars! He had no doubt that the sum seemed an enormous fortune to the
-man before him, while to Owen it seemed scarce worth mentioning.
-
-“What salary,” he asked, “did you receive?”
-
-A bitter smile curved the lips of the other.
-
-“Fifty dollars per month.”
-
-Fifty dollars! How often had Owen thoughtlessly squandered as much and
-more in a single evening; and here was a man who with his family had to
-live a whole month on it. For the first time in his life the question
-arose why it was that those who were the producers of all wealth should
-have so little of it to enjoy; for the first time he asked himself.
-“Have you a right to control so much money, while so many others are
-suffering for the actual necessaries of life?” What had he ever done to
-alleviate human suffering? In memory he saw large figures heading long
-lists of charity. “Charity!” Suddenly the word seemed to him the most
-cold and heartless in the English language. To offer charity where
-justice was due! In that instant he resolved that the sons and daughters
-of humanity, the many poverty stricken little children, should reap the
-benefit of the money he controlled. He did not yet see his way clear,
-and for the moment very wisely left the selection of methods to the
-future. The present hour belonged to the deeply stricken man who had
-permitted him to read the pages of his sad history.
-
-“Will you not tell me your name?” he sympathetically inquired.
-
-“My name?” With indescribable bitterness he spoke the words. “Why should
-I not give it you? All New York will be ringing with it in a few days
-when it will be known that the assistant bookkeeper of the firm of
-Hunter & Co. has proven false to his trust. My name is Milton Nesbit!”
-
-As if electrified Owen turned upon the man before him.
-
-“Repeat the name of the firm by which you were employed!”
-
-“Hunter & Co.”
-
-With a gasping sound Owen sank back, pale to the very lips. Surprised,
-Milton Nesbit turned inquiringly to him.
-
-“Why, what is wrong; are you ill?
-
-Owen shook his head.
-
-“No! no! It is not that, but——Well, why should I search for empty words?
-My name is Owen Hunter!”
-
-It was now Milton Nesbit’s turn to gasp with surprise. He had been
-holding his position some two years and in all that time had never seen
-the senior member of the firm. He had been told it had not always been
-thus; but for several years Owen Hunter no longer took an active part in
-the business, and most of the newcomers had never seen the man for whom
-they were coining and piling up money.
-
-Milton Nesbit felt a strange thrill as his eyes rested upon the man who
-was to be his judge. An unspeakable bitterness vibrated through his
-voice when he again spoke.
-
-“If you are the Owen Hunter of Hunter & Co. and if I were a good
-Christian I should say that the workings of an Almighty God could be
-traced in the events of this most fateful day; that he so willed it that
-it must be just the man whom I have robbed whose hand should stay the
-act which would have freed me from an accursed fate. But this just God
-who is said to be all love will not have it so. Earthly justice must
-first be satisfied; the almighty wrath must first be appeased by giving
-man a chance to avenge himself upon his fellow man. I simply call it
-cruel, relentless fate, which has pursued me so many years and which
-dates from the earliest recollections of my childhood. Very well! pass
-the sentence which I know lies in your power to enforce, for ‘money
-rules the world,’ you know. Hand me over to the guardians of the peace
-and let the law take its course. It matters little what becomes of me
-now. I may as well sleep behind prison bars as anywhere else. The
-sunshine of happiness has long since forsaken me; lost in the gloom and
-darkness of despair.”
-
-Oh, the bitterness, the hopeless misery in the strong man’s voice. He
-had risen and walked back and forth the full length of the room, then
-with his elbow resting upon the mantel, his hand supporting his head, he
-stood glaring into the glowing coals, awaiting his sentence. But Owen
-now no longer calmly sat enjoying the comforts of the room. As the other
-ceased speaking he stepped to his side and gently laying his hand upon
-his shoulder, said:
-
-“Will you look me in the face?”
-
-Silently Nesbit turned and faced Owen. For some minutes they stood thus
-face to face; then Owen’s hand was extended.
-
-“May I ask you to give me your hand in friendship?”
-
-Surprise was depicted upon Nesbit’s face as he looked at the
-outstretched palm, and then inquiringly into the face of the man to whom
-it belonged.
-
-“Friendship?” echoed Milton Nesbit, while he nervously passed his hand
-over his forehead as if he would dispel the mists which seemed to him to
-be gathering there.
-
-“And why not? Am I selfish when I ask it? But with my millions a true
-friend is something which I have not, and now I am waiting to feel the
-clasp of genuine friendship. Do I ask in vain?”
-
-Milton Nesbit’s face was a study. Queer little quivers were stirring the
-muscles. Sinking once more into his chair he buried his face in both
-hands. For some time neither spoke, then the deeply moved man raised his
-head and looked the other searchingly in the eye.
-
-“And how about the criminal?”
-
-“Do you feel yourself one?”
-
-The flash in the dark eye answered him even before the firmly spoken
-words:
-
-“No, I do not!”
-
-“Then once more I extend my hand and ask, will you be my friend and
-brother? I might be able to give you an insight into a life that would
-verify the words, ‘All is not gold that glitters.’”
-
-There was now no hesitation, and in that handclasp a life-long
-friendship was sealed. A Christmas morn it was to these two, that all
-their lives stood out clear and bright.
-
-All that afternoon the two men sat in that quiet comfortable room, and
-as Owen had first listened to one of the saddest of life histories, so
-now, in turn, he opened his heart to his new friend, and in the first
-hour of his new-found friendship he proved it no idle phrase, for in
-this hour he claimed Nesbit’s trust and full confidence. If Milton could
-not at first give his sanction to an affair like that of Owen, who
-having already a wife, however unworthy, could take to his heart another
-woman, and finding her as he had found her, should hold her above all
-other women—this certainly, should excite no surprise.
-
-Remembering the woman who, though false to him, he still loved, Milton
-could not sit in judgment and condemn this other woman who had given the
-wealth of her love to Owen without first asking leave of some third
-person or persons. Just at present he could see nothing clearly. He
-could feel, but was in no condition to reason. Owen saw and understood,
-and knowing that in his present condition the best thing for Milton was
-change—change of scene and of mental occupation, he at once decided to
-put into execution a long-deferred plan of his own. He would travel; he
-would take Nesbit with him as traveling companion; and just then he
-remembered an old college mate whom he had not seen for many years. Why
-not begin the proposed journey by making a call upon the friend of his
-youth?
-
-Accordingly a dispatch was at once sent to announce their coming and in
-a very few days the two friends, who had become such in a way so strange
-and unexpected, were comfortably seated in a luxurious Pullman car en
-route for the west.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXXII.
-
-
-And thus it is that the threads of our story once more unite. Again the
-figure of a man is pacing up and down the platform, awaiting the
-incoming train and, at last it comes thundering in and makes a brief
-halt, Norman’s eyes rest upon the stalwart, manly figure of the
-companion of his earlier days, and the clasp of the hand that follows is
-almost painful. But even in that first quick meeting, when joy lights up
-the eyes of both, Norman sees the change in his old-time friend; sees
-the lines that the flight of years alone has not engraven on the
-handsome face.
-
-“What is it Owen? There is that in your face which tells me all is not
-well. Have you been sick?”
-
-“Heart-sick—yes! to the extent that life sometimes seems but a burden?”
-
-“Why should a man of almost unlimited wealth, such as you possess, speak
-in such a strain?”
-
-“Why, indeed! You speak as though wealth could buy happiness.”
-
-“And can it not? Do you not know what untold, what inconceivable misery
-could be turned to joy with the assistance of wealth?”
-
-“In thousands of cases, yes. In my own instance, no! Wealth cannot heal
-a breaking heart, cannot buy the happiness which has fled.”
-
-“I believe I possess a panacea for an evil such as yours. The society of
-sweet women will restore you to life and love.”
-
-“Don’t speak of woman and love to me. I have done with em!” Norman
-smiled.
-
-“O, I have touched the right cord, have I? But that is a bold assertion
-which you have just made—that you have done with women forever. Yet I
-assert that you must—you must and you will be won.”
-
-“Don’t you know that I am a married man?”
-
-For a moment Norman looked him searchingly in the face; then, as if
-satisfied, replied,
-
-“And what if you are? Are you sure that that fact should prove a barrier
-to future happiness?”
-
-Owen Hunter in turn now looked Norman searchingly in the face—
-
-“How am I to understand you? That the Norman I once knew, and who I know
-possessed such high-strung ideas of honor, should express himself thus?”
-
-A slight flush rose to Norman’s brow. Hastily he opened his lips to
-answer but as quickly checked himself——
-
-“No more, now! This is scarce a proper place to discuss the sort of
-topics we are drifting into. Without doubt ere we part there will be
-moments more opportune for thorough discussion. At present I am eager to
-introduce you into a most charmed and charming circle.”
-
-Owen shook his head.
-
-“I have come to you for quiet, Norman. My heart is sore, and needs rest.
-I would rather not meet strangers. Besides I have with me a friend whom
-I wish to introduce to you; also to ask your forbearance for thus
-imposing on your hospitality as that is what I am about to do. Another
-storm-tossed soul in need of rest and quiet; one who has drained the
-bitter-cup of sorrow to its very dregs.” Turning he approached a man who
-had hitherto stood motionless at some little distance. A man well worth
-looking at. Tall, well proportioned; dark, heavy beard and clustering
-hair; with an unspeakable sadness in the deep, gray eyes.
-
-“I claim your hospitality for Milton Nesbit, as well as for myself, and
-promise that neither shall be too great a burden on your kindness, if
-you can secure us the welcome of your mother and sisters. I know it is
-much I ask of you, as our intimacy in the past years can scarcely be
-called by the name of friendship—but permit me, Mr. Nesbit, this is the
-friend of my college days, Norman Carlton, of whom I have been telling
-you.”
-
-Extending his hand and firmly grasping that of the stranger, Norman
-said:
-
-“Permit me to welcome any friend that Owen Hunter may introduce. You are
-worthy, or he would not ask it: As for our friendship in the past, if we
-have not been intimate friends it has not been for lack of mutual
-attraction but rather that the ties that bound us were not close enough,
-and it is not too late to make them closer. I always felt the most
-profound admiration for the sunny tempered youth I knew as Owen Hunter.
-
-“Thank you, for your generous welcome,” replied a grave, musical voice.
-“I am but as an instrument in the hands of Mr. Hunter. I follow where he
-leads. Later I hope you will bid me welcome on my own account.”
-
-“Spoken like a man. I feel that already I may speak the words of welcome
-in your own behalf. But come, dinner will be waiting, and in a well
-regulated household, as you both understand, to the good housewife that
-is abomination, and my mother knows what good housekeeping is. But set
-your mind at rest; she will tender you the welcome I ask for my friends.
-Formal and precise she may be, but she is also a most gracious hostess.
-My sisters also you will find pleased to meet you. But they do not
-belong to the charmed circle to which I insist on introducing you. No
-protests! I will have my way. You are already announced, and in this
-instance I mean to be firm. You would scarcely be a man if our many
-charmers cannot succeed in dispelling the clouds, and a man must be of
-flinty hardness who could listen to our song-bird, sweet, winsome Cora,
-without being moved.”
-
-Owen started.
-
-“Cora! did you say?—Cora? But pshaw! why should I excite myself over a
-name. There are hundreds of Coras in the world. But lead on. We are
-ready to follow.”
-
-So they piled into the cutter and as they dashed over the snow quite
-forgot their sorrows, and as events of their college years were gone
-over they soon felt better acquainted than they had ever felt in the
-olden days. But Milton Nesbit was quiet, very quiet. He only spoke when
-spoken to, and Owen now realized that it would be better for him to
-mingle more with others in order to awaken again in that crushed and
-bleeding heart an interest in life—to deaden the pain that was ever
-gnawing at his vitals, and though at first Nesbit refused to join the
-two friends when evening drew near, preferring to remain at home, and
-although Owen, too, would have much preferred to remain in the seclusion
-of his room, he feared to hurt the feelings of his kind host, and
-therefore sacrificed his own desire to that of Norman’s. As for Milton,
-Owen believed it absolutely necessary that he should accompany them, and
-insisted on his doing so.
-
-Unwilling to seem boorish, with a sigh Nesbit prepared to make a martyr
-of himself. So when Norman’s cutter drew up to the Westcot mansion he
-brought two guests instead of the one expected, but both were made
-equally welcome. For some reason Norman had not mentioned the name of
-his intended guest. No intentional oversight, I ween. He had never heard
-the name of Cora’s lover and therefore could not have known the link
-binding these two, so when the name of Owen Hunter was announced, each
-of the girls started. Owen must have thought, for an instant, that they
-acted strangely, but quickly recovering themselves they extended a
-hearty welcome. Soft white hands were clasped in the manly ones; rosy
-lips were wreathed in sweetest smiles. But as Norman’s eyes went about
-the room he missed Cora, and he asked Imelda where her sister was.
-
-“I believe she was telling baby Norma a story and when that was finished
-Meta wanted a song, so when she gets through entertaining the little
-folks she will no doubt make her appearance,” she said.
-
-Owen again started—upon being presented to Imelda Ellwood, and the two
-names kept forming themselves into one. “Cora, Ellwood; Cora, Ellwood!”
-Surely he must be going mad. It was only a coincidence, thought he. To
-find his own sweet girlie here would be too good to be true. So he
-devoted himself to Imelda and found himself admiring the intelligent,
-gravely sweet girl who was so well informed on whatever subject might be
-broached.
-
-Milton Nesbit had been passed round, so to say, from one fair maid to
-another, and all were struck with the sad beauty of his manly face, but
-unable to elicit many words from him, as his thoughts were many miles
-away with the fair woman he had left behind him. But now it was Alice
-who was talking to him. That incessant little chatterbox did not give
-him much time to talk or to think, even if he had been so inclined,—she
-had so much herself to say. It was said in a way so quaint and sweet,
-and as she was mistress of the house and a married woman he felt himself
-more at ease and more free in her society, and ere long she managed to
-hold his attention, and soon he found himself admiring the dainty color
-in her cheeks, the pearly teeth gleaming from between rosy lips, the
-mischief sparkling in the clear blue eye, while her voice sounded like
-tinkling music. The large room was pretty well filled with ladies and
-gentlemen, but as she pointed each one out to him it was with a word of
-praise and love for some peculiar trait, attraction or accomplishment.
-Not one disparaging word, and as his eyes followed her indications he
-thought he had never found so much harmony.
-
-While his eyes were roving from one to another they rested on Cora who
-had but just entered the room. Was it that he had not seen her before,
-or was it that she possessed some feature more attractive than the
-others? His eyes followed her every movement as she gracefully found her
-way to the piano and seating herself thereat began a prelude, and soon
-the rich, full voice filled the room with its rare music, while the
-sweet tones slightly trembled as the words dropped from her lips:
-
- Across the sobbing sea of doom
- The weary world is slowly drifting.
- Eyes wet with tears peer through the gloom,
- Yet see no sign of rest or rifting.
- Still angels bright from some far height,
- Repeat through hoots of weary waking—
- “Hope’s starlight shines through darkest night,
- To keep the world’s great heart from breaking!”
-
-Listening to the words they all knew there was an undercurrent of
-meaning attached to the simple strain that a stranger would not be apt
-to detect. And yet Milton Nesbit understood, as well as if the story had
-been told him in so many words, that the gifted singer had known sorrow,
-and slowly his gaze sought Owen Hunter. What was it? Owen had risen from
-Imelda’s side, evidently unconscious that he was acting strangely, that
-he was, to say the least, impolite. He had neither eyes nor ears for
-anything else but the fair singer. As if fascinated the song drew him to
-her side. He repeated the words:
-
- “Hope’s starlight shines through darkest night”—
-
-whispering them close to the pink shell ear,
-
-“O Cora, my own, is not the night over? May the morning now at last
-dawn?”
-
-Quick as a flash Cora whirled about on her stool, and with the one glad
-cry, “Owen!” cast herself into his arms, regardless of the many eyes
-resting upon them, and was held by him in an embrace so close as if he
-meant never again to let her go.
-
-As if in that one glad happy cry all her strength had been spent Cora
-lay back faint and white in her anxious lover’s arms. Had the sudden joy
-killed her? He strained her close and kissed the white cold lips; then
-bearing her to a couch he began chafing her hands, helplessly looking
-about,
-
-“She has fainted; can no one help me restore her?”
-
-Quickly an anxious circle gathered about her, but Paul Arthurs soon
-reassured them.
-
-“It is nothing—only the reaction. She will be herself in a few moments.”
-
-Taking a small vial from an inside pocket of his coat he forced a few
-drops between her lips and in a few moments had the satisfaction of
-seeing her open her eyes.
-
-“Take her away where she can have rest and quiet for half an hour; then
-she will be quite herself again.”
-
-Winding her arm about her, Imelda was about to conduct her away when
-Owen laid his hand detainingly upon her arm,
-
-“Will you not permit me?”
-
-There was so much pleading in the manly voice and clear blue eyes that
-Imelda could not refuse him.
-
-“You will take good care of her?” with a smile.
-
-“Will I?—as of my life! May I, Cora?”
-
-For answer Cora quietly laid her head against his shoulder, smiling into
-his eyes, and thus he led her from the room.
-
-What if instead of the half hour they remained two long hours? and what
-if they thought it such a very little while and that they had not had a
-chance to say anything at all? Who would blame them? Doubtless it was
-true that they had said very little. Their hearts were too full to
-speak: too full of unutterable love and happiness, and certainly none in
-that room thought of blaming them. And when they returned Imelda and
-Norman were the first to greet them. Cora’s arms wound themselves about
-her sister’s neck while the men clasped hands with an undercurrent of
-feeling such as they had not felt before,
-
-“So this is your charmed circle?” asked Owen Hunter in a husky voice,
-and smilingly Norman made answer:
-
-“Don’t you find it so?”
-
-There was a suspicious moisture in Owen’s eyes and his voice visibly
-trembled when he again asked,
-
-“And no censure meets us here?”
-
-“Why should there be?”
-
-But the man of the world could not understand. His friend knew that he
-had left a wife, that his love for this girl was an illicit one; yet
-here he stood clasping his hand in a manner that seemed to indicate to
-the fortune-tossed Owen that Norman was proud to do so. So he drew him
-aside and asked the meaning of it all.
-
-Nothing loath, Norman devoted himself for the next half hour to
-answering his eager queries, seeking to initiate him into the sweet
-love-laden theories of the new doctrine to which he himself only a few
-months ago had been a perfect stranger. Leaning against a pillar Owen
-stood half hidden in an alcove, lost in amaze and wonder; his eyes
-following every movement of the girl he so madly worshiped.
-
-But still another was watching and waiting for a solution of this
-mystery. Milton’s sad gray eyes saw the happiness of his friend; had
-seen him catch the fainting figure in his arms; had seen him press his
-face against hers and kiss the white lips. He could only guess that in
-some unlooked-for manner he had found the woman for whom he had so long
-been vainly seeking, and in the excitement which followed he for a time
-was overlooked and forgotten. But soon the merry peals of laughter,
-sweet music and soft strains of song again filled the room, and then, at
-the urgent request of Wilbur, Margaret read some strong dramatic scenes
-from various plays, holding her listeners spellbound with the purity of
-her voice, the strength and clearness of the rendition and the depth of
-feeling which she exhibited. So, as the evening passed, Milton Nesbit
-became more and more puzzled as to what it was that made this circle so
-charming—so delightfully entertaining that all his perplexities were for
-the time forgotten and that caused his sorrows to be dispelled as mist
-in the sunshine, and his heart to grow warm once more.
-
-As he was one of the handsomest of the finely formed men in the room it
-did not take long for feminine eyes to detect that fact. Many were the
-admiring glances bestowed upon him. But there was something in the sad
-face which forbade intruding. Only Alice—airy, fairy Alice, was not
-backward. She again sought his side, showing him books, etchings,
-engravings, and albums filled with selections of art gems. Her sweet,
-airy manner, the soft tender voice, acted like a charm upon his
-overwrought nerves, and he soon found himself thoroughly enjoying her.
-
-Lawrence, Wilbur, the young physician and the Wallace sisters had formed
-a little circle and were discussing economics. Imelda was devoting
-herself to her brother; making the evening pleasant for him; answering
-his questions as to the meaning of Cora’s strange demeanor in connection
-with this handsome and refined looking stranger. Frank had already
-learned much, was learning every day, but all was not quite clear to him
-yet as to what it was that made these pure-minded women and men so
-different from others he had met and known in his reckless and checkered
-life. She told him that it was a lover of their sweet and lovable Cora,
-who, like himself, had once been reckless and wayward. Margaret, her
-mother and Osmond formed another group to which still another was
-attached. Homer had found a seat at Mrs. Leland’s feet, resting his head
-against her knee, her hand gently toying with the clustering locks. The
-boy said scarcely a word, only listened. Mrs. Leland had also very
-little to say, only now and then a casual word. The brother and sister,
-however, who until a few days ago had been as strangers, had much to
-tell, and were opening their hearts, one to the other. Margaret was
-delighted with the gems she found stored away in this boy’s mind.
-
-While in this quieter mood they were surprised by a sudden burst of
-melody from the piano, evoked by the touch of a master hand. Nesbit
-having confessed to Alice that he was musically inclined, that
-bewitching morsel of humanity had so importuned him that, unable to
-resist, he soon found his heart swelling with emotion as he evoked the
-rich strains. This burst scattered the groups, and once more they formed
-into one whole circle. Nesbit’s music was followed by singing and then
-by Margaret’s selections, then in what seemed a very short space of
-time, Cora and Owen were again of their number, and finally, when the
-good nights were spoken it seemed there never had been quite such a
-feeling of content lodged in the innermost recesses of every heart then
-and there present.
-
-The following day brought back the two newcomers at quite an early hour.
-They did not now protest against coming. They were there every day and
-evening, until the hour of Margaret’s departure drew nigh. How brief the
-time allowed them had seemed. Wilbur drank in the glory of the blue
-wells, kissing the dewy lips again and again. Mrs. Leland folded her
-child close. It seemed almost harder to let her go now than it had been
-the first time. Osmond’s eyes grew dim.
-
-“I did not know how dear a sister might be. It will seem like a dream,
-if I must give you up so soon.” And although Margaret’s heart was sad
-she tried to hide it under a smiling exterior.
-
-“Never mind,” she said. “It will not be for long. A few short months
-will soon pass by, then a long summer will be ours to do with just as we
-see fit—a long delicious summer of enjoyment and planning. Listen! they
-are planning now. We are in that, and must hear all about it.”
-
-Slipping one hand through Osmond’s arm, the other arm about the waist of
-her mother she drew them to where the others had drawn a circle about
-Hilda who, having been importuned, was trying to make plain that vague
-sweet dream of her future co-operative home, and none so attentive, or
-none more so than Owen. She spoke of the spacious halls where the ardent
-searchers after knowledge of any kind might find their teacher; of the
-library stocked with volumes from the ceiling to the floor; of the
-lecture hall and the theater; of the opportunities where every talent
-could be cultivated; of the liberty—the free life—where every fetter
-should be broken; of the dining hall where they would partake of their
-evening meal midst flowers and music; of the common parlor where every
-evening should be an entertainment for all wherein love and genuine
-sociability should always preside; of the sacred privacy of the rooms
-where each man or woman should reign king or queen—the sanctum of each,
-closed to all intruders, consecrated to the holiest and divinest of
-emotions and self-enfoldment. She spoke of the grand conservatories
-filled with choicest flowers—the sweet-scented blossoms, the trailing
-vines, the exotic plants; of the spacious gardens, the sparkling,
-ever-playing fountains; of the delicious, health-giving baths; of the
-life of unconventionality,—of the abandon; of the nursery rooms where
-baby lips were lisping their first words and little toddling feet taking
-their first uncertain steps; of the things of beauty surrounding the
-prospective mother; of the unutterably sweet welcome that awaited each
-coming child; of the full understanding that would be taught to woman of
-the responsibility of calling into a life a new being; of how man would
-revere her, how he would wait and abide her invitation; of the sweet
-co-operation and planning how all should be worked to keep up the
-financial part.
-
-“O,” said she, “it should, it would be paradise!—this my dream. But ah
-me! it is only a dream.”
-
-As a being transfixed Hilda stood among them, her eyes shining, her
-cheeks glowing, her bosom heaving, looking far beyond them into space. A
-feeling came over Lawrence Westcot as with bated breath his eyes rested
-on her, of how utterly unworthy he was of the love of a creature so
-grand, so superior. A still, small voice whispered, “Make yourself
-worthy!”—and then and there a high resolve was formed in his mind that
-he would surely do so. A solemn vow rose as a silent prayer from the
-depths of his heart that some day he would realize that sweet
-invitation. With him every man in the room became conscious of a feeling
-of inferiority, but not an impulse to bow in humility. Rather each head
-was crested higher with a feeling of lofty aspiration.
-
-Owen Hunter answered the closing remarks of Hilda’s dream picture:
-
-“Why, my dreaming maiden, should your dream be but a dream?”
-
-A sad smile played about her lips,
-
-“You forget that it is such an expensive one. It would take a fortune,
-an almost limitless fortune, to build us such a home. Of course we could
-be very, very happy in our little circle, as it is, in a much smaller
-and less expensive home, but I would have it large, so that we might
-welcome all who possess the same lofty thought to our circle, so that we
-should be able to give to the world an object lesson in the art of
-making life worth living, so grand and so glorious that the whole world
-would want to imitate our example.”
-
-Owen smiled.
-
-“What an enthusiast! Take my advice, little one, and until this grand,
-this glorious home can be ours, help us with your lofty aspirations, and
-help us not to despise our more limited advantages and privileges. In
-the meantime we will try to become more worthy of so perfect a home—as
-some years must of necessity elapse ere it can be completed.”
-
-“Have I not said it is only a dream? How can I dare to hope it could
-ever be realized; and when I come to this home, day after day, and
-realize what privileges are ours the feeling sometimes comes to me, how
-wrong-headed I am to be constantly sighing for still more.”
-
-Owen shook his head,
-
-“You are mistaken, Miss Hilda. Your sentiments and aspirations are not
-wrong. Harmonious and beautiful as is the life that has been granted you
-through the mutual understanding and sympathy of our kind host and
-hostess, it is by no means complete. So dream on, plan on, and if there
-is an architect in our circle he shall transfer these plans to paper,
-and, as soon as practicable, we will look about us for a suitable site,
-and when the spring sunshine calls all nature again to life, work shall
-begin, and what has so long been only a vague dream shall, all in good
-time, bloom into a living reality.”
-
-All eyes hung on the lips of the speaker. All ears drank in his words.
-Could such a thing be possible? Only Cora seemed to understand. Pressing
-close to his side, she drew his hand with a caressing motion to her
-smiling lips. With a hasty movement he withdrew the hand to lay it on
-the head covered with the soft fluffy hair; he pressed it close to him.
-Hilda drew a step nearer and extending both hands,
-
-“You mean——O, Mr. Hunter! do you really mean that it can be done? that
-the home can and shall be ours? But how? how?”
-
-Cora slipped down upon her knees at Hilda’s side and caught both hands
-in hers.
-
-“Did I not tell you long ago, when I told you that story of my
-heartaches and my noble lover, that he possessed almost limitless
-wealth? He could not be one of us did he not consecrate some of his
-millions to the happiness of others. It is in his power to lay the
-foundation stone for the future ideal society, giving to the world an
-example of how people should live. Don’t you see, my Hilda? Owen is
-wealthy, and is going to build us our home.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXXIII.
-
-
-From that day forth a new life entered the charmed and charming circle.
-Lawrence proved to be the architect required, though he had never called
-his talent in this line to a practical account. Guided by Hilda’s vivid
-imagination, inspired by her enthusiasm and aided by the practical
-suggestions of Owen, the plan grew, and by the time the first green of
-the young spring appeared upon the landscape they were ready for action.
-Margaret had left them at the call of duty, and could only from afar
-share in the excitement and enthusiasm. Every heart was beating high
-with hope, and with the advent of warmer weather, Owen, Wilbur, Lawrence
-and Norman kissed their loved ones good bye and started on a prospecting
-tour.
-
-Mrs. Leland was importuned to remain with the girls. Why should she
-return all alone to her western home?—though the probability now was
-that the west would be where their new home would be located. Just at
-this time, too, came the change that caused the sisters’ eyes to grow
-dim with tears and a feeling of sadness to pervade every heart. Frank
-was daily growing weaker, his cheek more hollow and white, his hands
-more waxy, and intuitively the girls clung to the more mature woman. On
-a bright sunny morning in the early part of May the tired lids closed,
-never to open again. Although almost every day brought a letter from
-some one of the absent ones yet they were still far-away when the death
-angel made his entrance into the midst of this happy circle, subduing
-their spirits with infinite sadness when they realized so well what had
-caused this painful result. So Frank’s body was laid away to sleep
-beneath the daisies, and Imelda’s and Cora’s tears mingled as they knew
-that another bond was broken—only they two remained, united by ties of
-blood, but they also realized that it was better so. At best he had been
-to them but a wreck of what he might have been. Margaret had joined them
-just in time to lay a flower upon his pulseless breast and was now with
-them again for a brief time.
-
-The young physician, Paul Arthurs, and Milton Nesbit had settled close
-by, and Paul was beginning to have quite a practice as he was fast
-becoming known. For some time however, something seemed to have been
-secretly gnawing at his heart, and when his manner had been warmest
-towards the stately Edith he would suddenly and abruptly leave her,
-until his conduct became quite an enigma to her. One morning he laid a
-pack of written papers in her hand and told her to read, and——ah, well!
-why dwell upon a sad story longer than absolutely necessary? He loved
-the queenly girl but was conscious of such a lack of worth on his own
-part that he felt it would be best to give her up. Somewhere under the
-green sod slept a woman whom he believed the poison of his own body had
-murdered. Having first made a wreck of himself, almost, by early
-transgressions, the meaning of which he had been ignorant of, he had
-later contracted the germs of a loathsome disease. In his unpardonable
-ignorance he married a sweet, confiding, loving girl whom he loved with
-all his heart but whom he irreparably wronged by permitting his poisoned
-manhood to mingle with her pure womanhood; and when her baby girl was
-laid in her arms her eyes closed in that sleep that knows no waking, and
-the baby slept with her—under the circumstances the very best, probably,
-that could have happened. He was quite young when all this occurred—in
-the early twenties, a period of his life he never liked to think of. It
-was after that experience that he gave himself up to the study of
-medicine, and then he underwent a most rigid course of treatment,
-including very stringent rules or habits of diet, bathing and open air
-exercise.
-
-
-“I can now look a pure woman in the eyes and know of a certainty that no
-harm can come to her through me, but for all that, the past is a blur
-upon my life, a stain which nothing can ever wash away. One word from
-you, my heart’s queen, will send me to my place and keep me there. I
-could not accept the sweet love shining in your eyes when I know my
-utter unworthiness, without laying bare the past, the memory of which
-follows me like a mocking fiend. Sweetheart, say but the word and I will
-never become an inmate of that home which now is being planned—if you
-deem me too impure, too unworthy to associate with the unsullied
-whiteness that will congregate there. But O, my darling! I love you as
-only a man can love when his manhood’s strength is most fully developed;
-but I must abide the verdict you may render.
-
- Yours suppliantly,
- PAUL.”
-
-
-And what had been sweet Edith’s verdict? When next they met it was in
-the garden, under the blossom-laden trees. Paul was sitting with his
-head resting on his hand unaware of her approaching footsteps. From the
-rear she approached until she stood close to his side, when without a
-moment’s warning two soft warm hands drew his head back, two warm, dewy
-clinging lips were touched to his bearded ones, and the next moment he
-was pressing his cherished Edith to his heart, pouring all the pent up
-love of a strong nature into her willing ears. His errors of the past
-belonged to the past. She saw only a noble manhood to which she felt it
-would be safe to trust her womanhood.
-
-About this same time, also a strange restlessness took possession of
-Nesbit. A nightly visitor at Maple Lawn, he seemed to enjoy the society
-of the fair women there with the keenest relish. Alice’s slight figure
-seemed perpetually dancing before his eyes and a great longing filled
-his heart. Alice, too, was restless. The color would rush in waves over
-her face at the sound of approaching footsteps. Although he saw and
-understood, yet he never said a word. With all the sweet possibilities
-the future so temptingly held out to him he kept his lips firmly closed
-while he knew full well that this fair little woman might be his for the
-asking.
-
-One morning in early June Nesbit electrified them all by abruptly saying
-that he was going to New York. All looked their surprise. Margaret
-asked,
-
-“Why?”
-
-Alice nervously plucked the first full-blown rose to pieces as her color
-changed from red to white and white to red, but Margaret’s question was
-evasively answered. Again she asked,
-
-“When will you return?
-
-To which she received a short, “I don’t know.”
-
-Bidding them all good bye he turned to go, when his eye rested for a
-moment on the swaying form of Alice who found it difficult to stay the
-hot tears. He hesitated a moment then, approaching the spot where she
-stood, in a low voice said,
-
-“Come with me down the maple walk.”
-
-Silently they walked until they reached the end, then,
-
-“Do you know why I am going away?”
-
-She shook her head.
-
-“Because my heart yearns for you, and in that vast city dwells a woman
-whom I call wife. She has not been what the world calls true to me, yet
-I have treasured her long and faithfully. I feel I ought not to speak of
-love to another woman so long as she may have need of me. I know it was
-her own hand that cast the dice, yet I feel that I must know her fate
-ere I entirely cut loose from her. Oh, I loved her, Alice, in the days
-when she was mine, and still a latent tenderness lingers in my heart.
-Maybe she was not wholly to blame, but I have learned new lessons since.
-I feel a little woman here would prefer me to all others and my heart
-yearns to claim her. Will you kiss me just once ere I start on this
-journey which may bring me I know not what?”
-
-Tenderly he raised the drooping head and forced the downcast eyes to
-look into his. It was too much. Two lips quivered pitifully, like those
-of some grieved baby, and two great tears rolled over her cheeks down
-upon the snowy whiteness of her gown. The sight robbed him of
-self-control. He gathered her in his arms, the tiny morsel, and held her
-there like some wee baby.
-
-“I only want to see that she does not suffer; that she is taken care of,
-and then I will return. Indeed I will. Do not fear”—and then he was
-gone.
-
-Thus Milton Nesbit left Maple Lawn and the charmed circle it contained,
-and another day brought him to old familiar scenes; brought him to the
-home where he had loved and suffered. It was Annie who opened the door
-in answer to his ring. Pale-faced, with a trace of tears about the eyes,
-with a gasp she caught her breath as she saw and recognized the man
-before her. He saw the effect of his appearance upon her and a great
-pity welled up his heart for her. Calmly he greeted her with,
-
-“Will you not bid me enter?”
-
-Hesitatingly she did so; speaking never a word, only stepping back she
-threw open the door of the well known little parlor. Within its cool
-shade he took both her hands in his,
-
-“What is it, Annie? Trust me—tell me all. I have not come to censure you
-but to see that you are cared for. Has that scape-grace brother of
-mine——”
-
-“Don’t,” she said, “Don’t blame him. He may be faulty, but he loves me.
-Ah, yes, he loves me more than I deserve. I made him reckless with my
-foolish cravings. Every wish of mine was satisfied. I could not realize
-that ten thousand dollars was not a limitless fortune, and when Robert,
-always delicate, broke down altogether, we were almost penniless. I
-tried then to repay him. I nursed him and I worked for him. All the
-pretty things he gave me I again sold, but I am afraid I cannot retain
-him. He is slipping away from my grasp, and oh! I love him so, I love
-him so.”
-
-Almost choking, the words broke from her in a smothered sob. Her hands
-went up to her face and the tears trickled down through the thin, white
-fingers as the sobs shook her frame. A lump rose in Milton’s throat,
-
-“Take me to him!”
-
-“You will say nothing harsh or unkind?”
-
-She asked it with a fearful tremor in her voice. He took one trembling
-hand in one of his, the other with a gentle caressing motion he laid on
-the brown head,
-
-“When was I ever so unkind to you that you should fear me now? Lead on,
-little girl. He is my brother, and he is sick.”
-
-With an effort she checked her sobs and dried her tears.
-
-“Come,” she said. He followed her up the stairway into what had once
-been their joint bedroom, and there reclining upon a lounge at the
-window, his eyes wandering wearily, lay Robert. Pain and care had made
-sad havoc with the delicate frame. Annie glided to him and knelt at his
-side laying her cheek to his hand.
-
-“Robert,” she said softly, “Robert, someone has come to see you!”
-
-Turning from the open window his eyes fell upon the brother they both
-had so wronged; his face became ghastly,
-
-“Milton, you here!”
-
-Milton stepped forward,
-
-“Softly, brother—no undue excitement. I bear you no ill will. I have
-learned to realize that it was not all your fault. It was all the
-outcome of circumstances over which none of us had any control. I have
-not come to censure you, but to look after your welfare. Without means,
-how can Annie give you the care you need?”
-
-Robert scarcely could believe he heard aright,
-
-“You do not hate me, then—me, the destroyer of your happiness? Oh, you
-mock me!”
-
-“No! I do not mock you. True, you both have caused me suffering, but it
-was only the cleansing fire needed to purify the grosser part of my
-nature. I don’t blame you now—it was only natural. What is it your
-doctor prescribes for you? I want to see you get well and strong, and
-you can not do so with the load of anxiety I know your heart is burdened
-with.”
-
-Annie bowed her head and wept, and Robert was too weak to restrain the
-tears that would start.
-
-“O, Milton,” said Annie, “you are good; you are noble; how can we ever
-repay your kindness?”
-
-“Tush! tush! little woman; say no more about it, but answer my question.
-What is it the doctor prescribes?”
-
-“Oh, he prescribes what is far beyond our means,” sobbed Annie. “An
-ocean voyage may do wonders for him, the doctor says; and a tour in
-foreign lands. The sunny skies of Italy, the mountain breezes of
-Switzerland—a summer’s sojourn there might give him such health as has
-never been his.”
-
-Milton stepped to the nearest window and gazed meditatively
-into—nothing. This would take more money than be had at his command,
-although he had quite a snug sum with which many necessities could be
-procured for the sick brother, but that was all. Should he call for aid
-upon the friend who had already been all too generous to him? Why not?
-Did he not know that his call would not be in vain? and was not the life
-of his brother at stake, and also the happiness of the woman who had
-once been all in all to him? These facts were now uppermost in his mind;
-all else was forgotten. Yes! he would ask Owen to aid him. So turning
-from the window he said:
-
-“Cheer up, Annie, Robert shall have his voyage and tour, and you shall
-go with him. And when you return I hope to see the roses blooming in
-your cheeks. Possibly it may be wisest for you to remain abroad several
-years, spending your summers in the mountain air, your winters in the
-sunny south, in balmy Italy. In return I only wish to be kept posted as
-to all of your movements, I want regular reports as to the state of your
-health and when you are ready to return I may have something to tell you
-which I think will surprise you as much as you have been surprised
-today.”
-
-In this strain he went on leaving them neither time nor opportunity to
-say much. Preparations were immediately begun. A telegram was sent to
-Owen. In a few days the required amount in ready cash was at their
-disposal, and two weeks from the day Milton first appeared at the side
-of his brother he saw him and Annie safe on deck the steamer “Anchor,”
-surrounded with every comfort money could buy.
-
-“Be judicious with your supply of money,” was his parting injunction.
-“Let past experience be a warning. It is to regain your health you are
-taking this voyage. Remember and be wise.”
-
-And Robert’s answer had been,
-
-“I will! so help me the memory of my noble brother.”
-
-As Milton bade Annie good bye, clasping her hand in his, he for a moment
-looked deep into the starry eyes, then bending he touched his lips
-tenderly to hers. Thus he left them. “Will it be for their good?” he
-asked himself. “Ah, well; time will tell!” Twenty-four hours later he
-held Alice in his arms, pressing burning kisses upon her sweet lips,
-while Lawrence saw and understood all. For Lawrence, in company with the
-others, had returned during Milton’s absence, and could well afford to
-smile, for had not a pair of serious gray eyes smiled him a welcome
-which had the promise of heaven in it?
-
-What had been the result of the prospecting tour? A rare, sweet spot of
-Mother Earth had been found, with just enough of rugged wildness to show
-to advantage nature’s grandeur. Mountains in the distance; a rolling,
-undulating country; a winding river and the glassy bosom of the lake.
-Last, but not least, the towers and chimney pots of a distant city. All
-this could be seen from the rounded knoll gently sloped to its base,
-around which wound a merry rippling brooklet.
-
-Thence a level meadow land which could be laid out in lovely lawns,
-parks and drives. Still farther on patches of woodland to the right and
-left; meadows with lowing cattle; a charming spot indeed, surrounded by
-nature’s loveliest scenes. Only about ten minutes walk to the little
-station-house south of the knoll, where almost every hour of the day
-trains passed and stopped, and which in forty minutes would carry you to
-the heart of the city. But it was not until the early days of August
-that ground was broken and work begun upon the mansion that was to stand
-a pattern and a beacon for the generations to come. The winter months
-put an end to the work and the long stormy evenings were again spent as
-before. But again spring returned and again the work was resumed.
-
-At the same time hot-houses were built; a vineyard laid out; orchards
-planted with rare fruit trees, and berry patches cultivated. Grounds
-were laid out; drives made; miniature lakes appeared; grassy knolls;
-groups of trees; charming arbors; inviting summer-houses; cozy retreats
-and lovers’ nooks. To produce all this meant work—work to many willing
-hands; bread to hungry mouths. Owen paid the bills with generous hand,
-while each day at lunch time the workers enjoyed an hour or two of
-repose and shelter from the sun.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXXIV.
-
-
-Another winter came and still the home was not finished, but now the
-work on the buildings could still go on, as it was mainly within doors
-and under shelter. In the heated rooms the skilled workmen found their
-tasks easy, and under their hands the rooms were rapidly turned into
-bowers of beauty and use. The gardeners were kept busy during all the
-winter months and in the early springtime commenced their outdoor work
-of beautifying the place. Fountains, statues and other objects of beauty
-and use grew as if by magic. The hot-houses and conservatories were
-wonders of beauty and elegance. Then came the work of furnishing the
-building. Again money was not spared to make everything perfect. Every
-nook and arch contained some rare piece of art—of sculptured work.
-Exquisite paintings graced the walls. Breakfast and noonday meals were
-to be taken in what was called the breakfast room. This room was
-arranged simply for comfort—warm and cozy for the winter, cool and
-shaded for the summer. The furniture was covered with leather. The
-breakfast was to be simple, consisting principally of milk, grain foods
-and fruits. The mid-day meal to which it was expected few would gather
-was again simple—fruits and nuts playing a leading part.
-
-But in the evening when all should be gathered together to enjoy as well
-as eat—but we are anticipating—too eager to lift the veil from the
-future. Let us wait, rather, until all our dear friends shall be
-gathered, to partake of their first evening meal here in the new home;
-for the present let us go on with our description of this glorious
-structure.
-
-And yet, how shall we describe it? The most vivid fancy fails to do it
-justice. The corridors, whose floors are inlaid with tile; the marble
-staircases; the painted walls; the carved ceilings; the cozy private
-rooms—each in itself a gem; books and music to be found in them all;
-each a sanctum for the owner thereof. The library, the music room and
-the drawing room, each perfect as to form and dimensions; each flooded
-with brilliant light, or softly toned down as the fancy would demand or
-occasion call for, yet all arranged so as not to cause needless work.
-
-It was the desire and expectation of this happy household to have such
-only move about the rooms as were fairly intelligent and cultured. “We
-don’t want them to be servants, who do the work in this home.” Owen had
-remarked, “but comrades and mates, each doing a share. No drones. Drones
-and idlers do not deserve to enjoy.”
-
-Among the details worthy of particular mention were the bath rooms. Not
-little tubs wherein one person could scarce recline, but a bath in which
-the bather could splash and swim and romp, not a bath in which false
-modesty would allow a single occupant only, but one in which a bevy of
-bathers could enjoy the luxury at the same time. Hot and cold water;
-steam baths and shower baths—O what a blessing in the cleansing,
-purifying element! bringing health and strength to all who are wise
-enough to rightly use it. Just watch the healthy babe in the bath, as it
-kicks and splashes and screams with delight. Was there ever a more
-beautiful sight?
-
-Then we come to a wing of this grand building which as yet was, and for
-a little while would be, closed. Not that this wing was not furnished or
-completed in every little detail, but the use to which it had been
-dedicated was not yet here. One or more hearts were waiting and hoping
-for love’s crown—in more than one breast the expectation was strong that
-at their knock the mystic door would open. What was this mysterious
-wing? The sanctum of the prospective mother!
-
-Here she was to be surrounded by every beauty and comfort that art could
-supply and that money could buy. Wherever her eyes should turn they
-would rest upon representations of nature’s most perfect work—the nude
-human form! From the little dimpled cupid to the graceful undulating
-curves of the perfect woman and the outlines of the strength and beauty
-of the perfect man. Here was the workshop of art. The expectant mother
-would here be taught to mold the clay, to use the pallet and brush or in
-the quiet and rest secured her here she could learn to wield the pen.
-Her gems of thought would thus influence and mold the mentality of her
-unborn child, and would leap like flashes of sunshine to the world
-without. Here the builder of the coming child could withdraw to perfect
-rest and quiet, and here she could steep her soul in music and poetry,
-and the child which was asked for, which was longed for and demanded, as
-a pledge of love—the child which was begotten under holiest influences
-and gestated under such perfect surroundings—could such a child be
-anything else than ideal? anything less than divine? Released from all
-the old superstitions of right and wrong; seeing absolutely no wrong in
-holy love, with a conscience that waits not for sanction of church or
-state for the consummation of love, but follows only nature’s
-dictates,—who would dare to set the seal of impurity upon the product of
-such desires, such holy aspirations, such hopes and such longings!
-Gently, reverently, we close the door of this holy of holies until it
-opens again to the knock of the favored one.
-
-Is there still more to tell? O yes much more, but space and language
-fail. We cannot tell you half there is to tell. There is the concert
-hall, the lecture hall, the dancing hall, the theater—all awaiting their
-turn to be unlocked, for hope is strong within the breasts of the little
-band that their number will not always be so small, but that in a few
-short years every room in the spacious building will have its occupant,
-every hall its throngs of visitors.
-
-In still other rooms beyond, where baby-life is to thrive, the cooing,
-kicking, little mortals will not be wanting. Where the nurse, to whose
-care the little treasures are to be entrusted, fully understands the
-responsibility of her work. No gorging her little charges with sweets,
-souring their little stomachs; no dosing with soothing syrups and
-paregorics, sleeping potions, horrid teas and what not, dulling and
-stupefying their brains and destroying the natural brightness of the
-child’s mentality. O no! This nurse understands better what is for the
-good of the dimpled, rollicking morsels of humanity entrusted to her
-care, and as a result she can sleep soundly the long night through. The
-babes do not disturb her. The perfectly healthy treatment they receive
-lulls them to sleep and they lie coiled up like downy balls, the chubby
-fists resting on the dimpled cheeks. What heart would not such a picture
-gladden?
-
-Are we anticipating again? The picture is so alluring that we cannot
-help letting our imagination wander, sometimes, but we must return and
-bring our friends to the now finished home.
-
-It was the close of a sultry summer day, late in August, when Owen,
-stepping abruptly into the midst of our friends at the Westcot mansion,
-said:
-
-“Our home is finished! When will you be ready to start for the new
-quarters?”
-
-This question, though long expected, was not readily answered. All were
-eager to start, yet much was still to be attended to. The Westcot home
-had been sold, as it stood, with all its handsome furnishings. The
-younger Wallace children had lived, during the past year, almost wholly
-at the Westcots, though Mrs. Wallace had at first demurred not a little.
-But as the change in them grew daily more apparent she had fully
-consented, and had left them almost entirely to the management of her
-stepdaughters. In the spacious grounds of the Westcot place they were
-taught to play and romp and enjoy themselves in a style they had never
-known. The plan of sending them to boarding school had been given up. A
-boarding school education was fashionable—yes, but horribly
-demoralizing. It was to be purchased at the expense of sparkling eyes
-and glowing cheeks. “Better not,” Edith had said. “Mrs. Westcot’s little
-girls are taught at home; why not give these girls home lessons also?”
-
-Accordingly Edith taught them their grammar, their arithmetic and
-geography. Hilda heard their reading and spelling and superintended
-their writing. Imelda taught them music and drawing while Cora
-cultivated their voices.
-
-They were now no longer overburdened with long hours of study, when body
-and brain were weary. There was now plenty of time for healthy romping
-games, long strolls in the shady woods where they became interested in
-the mysteries of botany, and when evening came, though the day had been
-so pleasant the curly heads scarce touched the pillows ere sleep had
-closed the tired lids, not to open again until the morning sun peeped in
-at the eastern windows.
-
-The boys received similar treatment. As Paul’s clear and experienced eye
-almost instantly detected the cause of the evil that was threatening to
-make a wreck of their young lives, the same methods had from the first
-been made use of to fill their unemployed hours.
-
-Such had been the lives of our friends, and now came the task of moving,
-or of emigration. The old familiar scenes, the walks and drives, the
-groves and the cooling fountains, would know them no more. Mr. and Mrs.
-Wallace had long since known of this project and it was with sincere
-regret they saw the day approach when they should say good bye to these
-elder, and at one time considered burdensome children. But far worse
-than they had expected—their younger children refused to remain behind,
-but insisted on going along to the new home.
-
-At first Mrs. Wallace would hear none of it, but as they begged so hard,
-and were seconded by all the members of the “colony,” she finally gave
-her consent.
-
-Of course it is not to be supposed that Mr. and Mrs. Wallace, especially
-the latter, fully understood the nature of the home to which her
-children were to be taken. She was too thorough a woman of the world to
-countenance a scheme so unconventional, so outlandish. She only knew
-that it was a co-operative home her children were going to; that they
-had become bright, healthy and strong since she had given them into the
-care of her stepdaughters, and as she knew she would now have to send
-them away again to complete their education she wisely concluded it was
-better to send them where she felt assured they would be properly cared
-for, and more so as it was just as easy for them to come home on a
-vacation from the co-operative home as from any other school. And—yes,
-she could go to see them. The invitation had been tendered her, so that
-matter was satisfactorily settled.
-
-Osmond, too, had a severe battle to fight. His life for the past two
-years had been a series of battles. His father had soon discovered the
-presence of Osmond’s mother, and knew of his visits to her. With a
-volley of oaths he had issued the command that Osmond should never go
-near her again. To his surprise the boy not only demurred to this but
-firmly declared that he would go to see his mother as often as he
-desired. Almost dumb-founded the father shouted:
-
-“What! Court the society of that outcast! that shameless creature who
-knows not the meaning of the word decency? the woman who——”
-
-“No more of that!”—came in firm, almost defiant tones from the lips of
-the boy. “You have slandered the best and purest of women long
-enough—the woman I am proud to own as my mother! An accident made me
-acquainted with her and with her friends, and never until then did I
-know what purity meant, what true manhood and womanhood meant. My mother
-and my sister are women with whom any man might well be proud to claim
-kinship. I will not give up their companionship. I would rather cut
-loose from you!”
-
-Mr. Leland stormed, fumed and cursed, but to no avail. The boy was firm.
-
-“I will disinherit you!” he exclaimed. “I will cut you off without a
-cent!”
-
-“Do so!” was the calmly uttered reply. “Then I will find some work to do
-and will transfer my life altogether to the side of my mother.”
-
-At this point Mr. Leland wisely desisted. Somehow he hoped to circumvent
-the boy; hoped to regain full control, forgetting that Osmond’s mind was
-daily developing, and that he was now able to think for himself. So when
-the son’s intention of going away with his mother and sister became
-known another storm broke loose. But Osmond was firm, and on the morning
-that witnessed the departure of the colonists he appeared with the rest,
-equipped and ready for the journey. Meta’s dark head appeared beside
-him. She was growing to be quite a big girl and all along the journey
-she was his especial care. His “little sweetheart”—she had been termed
-long since, and the grave-faced child was proud of the title.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXXV.
-
-
-At the close of a warm sunny day they alighted at “Willow Grove,” the
-name of the station nearest their future home. Wagons were in waiting,
-upon which their effects were loaded.
-
-“But we will walk!” said Owen, “only ten minutes. The exercise will do
-us good, after our long confinement with scarcely any movement.”
-
-And with an arm encircling Cora’s waist he led the way. Many were the
-exclamations of delight as beauty after beauty unfolded itself before
-their eyes, but when a turn in the roadway brought in full view the
-imposing stone structure with its many arches and turrets, its profusion
-of vines and flowers, a long drawn “Oh!” escaped from each beholder.
-
-Owen drew Cora aside so as to permit the next couple, Lawrence and
-Hilda, to be first. Silently every man bared his head. Lawrence kissed
-the little hand resting upon his arm,
-
-“Our Hilda’s Home!”
-
-With hands clasped above her heart Hilda stood and gazed.
-
-“My dream realized! Mine the dream, but yours,” turning to Owen, “the
-realization. To you belongs the honor and greatness of this hour.”
-
-“Tut, tut, little one! How worthless my millions without the
-plan,—without the work of the mighty mind. Have you no wish reserved for
-the architect?”
-
-With tears suffusing her sight she turned and extended both hands to
-Lawrence, who reverently knelt and bowed his head over them.
-
-“Mine own! I may hope to win you now. To be worthy of your sweet love!”
-Edith and Paul saw, and a quick glance of comprehension flashed from eye
-to eye.
-
-Owen’s arm encircled his precious Cora and a mystical silence fell over
-this band of lovers. Who of them all could resist the supreme eloquence
-of the hour? Margaret leaned her head against Wilbur’s shoulder and
-Wilbur’s dark head was bowed over Margaret’s fair one, reminding one of
-“Faust and Gretchen.” Imelda’s wine-brown eyes were drinking in the
-adoration of Norman’s blue ones. Her hands went up to his face, taking
-it between them.
-
-“You understand me now?”
-
-“Long, long ago, my dear one.”
-
-And a kiss followed the words, a seal, the emblem of his love and trust.
-
-Milton’s hand pressed a blonde head to his breast and the bright, happy
-face that is turned up to him promises oblivion for the dark hours in
-his past life.
-
-Our stately Edith must not be forgotten. A warm glow suffuses her cheeks
-as she also is drawn closer to a manly breast, and glancing up her dark
-lustrous eyes meet those of the young physician in unutterable love and
-trust.
-
-Mrs. Leland is looking on; her eyes wander from the grand structure over
-the spacious grounds and thence from couple to couple, every face
-illumined with a commingling of love, hope and joy, as they stand
-knocking at the door of an unknown world. Will it fulfill all their
-expectations? Her eyes fill with tears. Unconsciously she folds her
-hands as she reads the love-lit faces and sees there the fond hopes that
-unite each lover couple. Presently an arm steals about her neck and a
-cherished voice says,
-
-“I will be your lover, my own mother. You are too young, by far, to be
-thus left alone!”
-
-She smiles as she answers:
-
-“I know you are that, my boy, but in time you will be a true lover of a
-true and perfect woman.”
-
-Meanwhile the younger portion of our band make themselves more noisily
-heard. They feel the influence of the surrounding beauty, and, as is
-natural, give vent to exultant cries and shouts. Presently Elmer’s voice
-is heard demanding:
-
-“I say, why are we all standing out here? I am hungry and tired; a bath
-and supper will go good, I’ll wager.”
-
-Thus admonished a forward movement was again made, and in a very few
-minutes the welcoming portals had opened and received them. Flowers!
-flowers! A profusion of flowers everywhere. Each room had been furnished
-and decorated with a view to being especially adapted to the tastes of
-its future inmate. Owen took delight in pointing out each room to its
-owner. When all had sufficiently admired their sanctums a half hour was
-spent in baths and other refreshments. Pretty, airy and comfortable
-dresses were donned. Some of the rare flowers that filled the vases were
-fastened in the hair and at the waists of our happy girls and on the
-coat lapels of those of the masculine gender. Then the way to the
-drawing room was found, or simply the “parlor,” as was the term for this
-surpassingly beautiful room.
-
-Soon all had gathered in. The lovely “salon” had been duly admired—such
-comfort and ease, so cosy and homelike. Everything beautiful. Rich, but
-not too grand for use. Dinner, supper, or whatever you might choose to
-call the evening meal, was then announced, and all repaired to the
-dining hall. Have we already described this room? No! Then we must enter
-with our dear friends and while noting the effect upon them we will try
-to describe, just a little, what kind of place it was that had been
-selected in which to partake of the main meal of the day.
-
-An apartment ample in dimensions; high and arched; with walls of glass
-to permit the light of day to flood the place; for other life was here
-to thrive than that alone of our free love circle. Rare plants; palms
-and cactus; trailing vines; sweet-scented flowers in great profusion and
-under canopies as in an alcove, the dining table had been set, covered
-with snowy linen and decked with flowers. Flowers in all shapes and
-forms, and of all colors. Above the table suspended from the ceiling was
-hung a large bell, formed of white carnations, held in place by two
-cupids floating in the air. The center of the table held a huge basin of
-finest porcelain, forming a miniature pond containing a delicate
-fountain showering coolness into the sweet-scented air. The basin itself
-filled with the most perfect of water lilies, the golden centers
-gleaming in the snowy depths. Vases filled with rare roses; delicate
-green wreathings; the various dishes; while the air was filled with
-delicious music,—low and sweet. Luscious fruits, nuts and sweet new
-milk, and such simple fare, formed the chief part of the repast that had
-been prepared. Meats and rich pastries had been dispensed with. But when
-had the participants ever enjoyed a meal more keenly? The folding doors
-of those transparent walls had been thrown wide open and the pure
-refreshing evening air was wafted to them, bearing with it the promise
-of golden future; while jest and wit and mirth flashed and sparkled like
-costly jewels in the bright gas light.
-
-But time was gliding by on tireless wings. The sun was nearing the
-horizon, casting its last golden rays aslant upon distant waters of the
-river, and farther on the lake, causing the waters to be resplendent
-with the reflection of the setting orb. Like a living, glowing,
-quivering mass of liquid fire were the dancing, rippling waves, and all
-looked on this display of nature’s charms with a feeling of awe and
-veneration. Silently they stood grouped, loving forms were drawn closer
-and firmer together as they watched the grand and glorious sight. Slowly
-the glowing orb sank beyond the distant heights; slowly the waters
-changed their gleaming brilliance to a more somber quietness; and as
-daylight disappeared ushering in the twilight with its fantastic
-shadows, the coming night sent forth its heralds, the weird humming of
-the near insects and the occasional hoot of the distant owl. The rising
-moon cast its mellow rays on the peaceful landscape, causing the waters
-of the lake in the distance to gleam with a silvery sheen. All these
-brought with them a quiet peace that could never be felt in the heart of
-the busy city.
-
-No music or song thrilled the air on this first evening in the new home.
-Hearts were too full for utterance; too full for mirthful joy. Tired
-with their journey, filled with grave and subtile musings our friends
-sought quiet rather than mirth. The new life had begun. Dreams were now
-to be tested, verified, and each and all looked anxiously to the
-future—a future filled with hope, with trust, with high anticipation,
-and yet never for one moment forgetting that this same future would
-bring grave duties and responsibilities—duties and responsibilities that
-would show whether or not this little band of reformers, of innovators,
-was composed of the right elements to achieve success in a comparatively
-untried field of human endeavor.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXXVI.
-
-
-Five years have passed since the dedication of that beautiful home;
-years that have brought their changes; as time invariably does. The
-mystic rooms—the sanctum of the expectant mother—have been occupied,
-again and yet again. Our royal Margaret was the first to come under the
-spell of its sweet and wonderful influence. Giving herself up to the
-delightful occupations provided for in these secluded rooms, keeping
-ever in mind the grand result which was to come of it, one morning after
-a night of pain and suspense Wilbur kissed a fine, beautiful, healthy
-boy that was laid in his arms. Kneeling at her side with his head
-resting on the same pillow with the fair white face of his peerless
-Margaret the whisper greeted his ear:
-
-“I am blessed today beyond the measure of women.”
-
-Who shall say that his happiness did not equal her own.
-
-Another had not been long in following her brave example. When Cora’s
-baby girl was laid upon her breast Owen’s measure of happiness was
-filled and tears blinded his eyes as he kissed the mother of his child.
-
-The two sisters, Edith and Hilda, both brought joy and happiness to
-their lovers’ hearts by presenting them with miniature reflections of
-themselves, and Norman had held Imelda’s boy to his heart.
-
-By this time the babies that first came to the new home were making glad
-the hearts of their mothers by their childish prattle; some of the
-mothers were watching the first trembling footsteps, and now Alice was
-waiting, watching for the coming hour. Milton watched with worshipful
-tenderness the little fairy whose love was life to him.
-
-New faces also now greet us. New comers have helped to fill the precious
-home, who were just as good and worthy as those whose fortunes we have
-so long followed.
-
-But to return to the young mothers. They did not devote all their time
-to their darling babies. O, no! Dearly as they loved them they found
-that they had other work to do while the little ones were left to the
-care of those who were perfectly trustworthy, Not to be petted, not to
-be pampered and spoiled, but left to those who understood how to get to
-the depths of each baby nature.
-
-When it is remembered what preparation had been made for their advent it
-is not surprising that they were wonderfully good babies. When it is
-remembered with what joy they were welcomed—welcomed while still in the
-first stages of foetal growth; how carefully the prospective mothers had
-been kept under calm, sweet and pure influences; how their minds had
-been kept active without taxing their strength; how constantly their
-souls had been bathed in the luxury of sympathy and love; how every part
-of their natures had been kept teeming with life—overflowing life; how
-carefully undue excitement had been warded off; how they were given
-every opportunity for cultivating the higher instincts,—the spiritual
-nature;—when all this is remembered we cannot help seeing that, on the
-principle of natural causation, the children of such mothers and of such
-influences could not be other than exceptionally well endowed and
-exceptionally well behaved.
-
-But when the months had passed, during which the mother should give her
-personal care and attention to her cherished babe, it was transferred to
-the sole care of the experienced nurse, and she herself returned to her
-usual work, whatever that work might happen to be. There were so many
-fields open, and each made her choice. The head gardener was glad to get
-help in the tending and nursing of his plants and flowers. Nimble,
-dextrous fingers were needed to fashion the garments to be worn by the
-occupants of the home, and this large and beautiful home needed many
-willing hands to keep it beautiful. All this however was work which
-could be entrusted to and performed by stronger hands, if other work
-should prove more attractive, work in which more than ordinary
-intelligence and skill were required. Among our band were teachers of
-music and song, as might be expected of the artist soul seeking
-expression. Margaret had kissed her lover and baby good bye and had
-given another season to her loved profession, and had returned again
-with, O, such longing and love for the home and the circle of loved ones
-it contained.
-
-But there was other work. The forty minutes required to reach the heart
-of the city were used by quite a number, morning and evening. In the
-heart of the city rose a grand emporium many stories high, where many
-hundreds of young women and men were employed, and which was the
-property of the home circle; an emporium which had been built by Norman
-and Lawrence and fitted up by Owen, and which was one of the largest
-business places in the great city; an emporium where people of all ages
-and sizes could purchase for themselves an outfit from the crown of
-their heads to the soles of their feet. There was the tailor’s
-department and that of the dressmaker. There the milliner fashioned
-pretty headgear, and there all the beautiful artificial flowers, of
-which countless numbers were used from week to week were made. There the
-visitor would go from floor to floor, from department to department, and
-would find every place to have its own attraction, its own work.
-
-But the most beautiful department of them all was that of the florist,
-where nature’s handiwork was heaped up in wild and charming confusion,
-and where these floral beauties, by deft and cunning fingers, were
-arranged into designs without number, and in this department it was that
-you could see our own fair girls moving about, giving orders here,
-lending aid there, and again seeing that patrons were promptly served.
-All was life, all were busy, yet none were overworked, as none worked
-longer than five hours here. At seven o’clock in the morning when the
-doors were opened, they admitted what was termed the morning “turn.” And
-when twelve o’clock announced the noon hour the merry throng, laughing
-and singing arrayed themselves for the street and went trooping out like
-a merry flock of birds, for their day of work was over. It was a day’s
-work, and thus they were paid. With the striking of the hour of one, the
-afternoon “turn” began, and others filled the places of the morning
-workers. So the faces of the saleswomen and salesmen were always fresh
-and smiling, with none of that tired, wornout appearance that is so
-often noticeable in the young faces you meet behind the counter.
-
-Where were all these employes housed? Heretofore as these people
-generally are housed. Those who still had a father or mother or both
-living, lived with them; in most cases large families crowded into two
-or three rooms. Others who were not so fortunate, had to submit to all
-the discomforts of cheap boarding houses, or lived in some stuffy back
-room or bleak attic. But a change was about to take place. Today the
-large business building is closed. No one moves about its wide halls and
-its many departments. It is a grand “fete” and gala day. Today is to be
-dedicated the grand new home which has been erected for them.
-
- * * * * *
-
-After two years of life in their co-operative home its inmates were
-convinced of its success and felt almost like thieves that they should
-enjoy so many privileges which were beyond the reach of those to whom
-they gave employment, and then the plans were made for a new home, and
-again Owen’s millions did service and now a beautiful and grand
-structure had been erected. But not so far-away from the place of work
-as their own. That would have been cruelty to the morning “turn” who
-were expected to be at their post at the hour of seven, and equally
-unpleasant for the afternoon “turn” as it would cause them to be late
-for their evening meal.
-
-Right on the outskirts of the city, where fifteen minutes would be all
-that would be required to bring them back and forth, a site was bought
-upon the brink of the beautiful river, elevated just enough to be beyond
-the reach of any possible flood. A park had been laid out which in time
-would be one of the handsomest the city could boast of, with its
-miniature lakes, its splashing fountains, its dense shrubbery, its
-gleaming statuary and flowery banks. And right in the midst of these
-beautiful surroundings this monster home was built. For three long years
-the workmen toiled, until when finished it was the finest of its kind
-that fancy could depict. A place where home pleasures would be given the
-workers, such as they had never known; where every arrangement had been
-made to amuse, to instruct, to educate, to develop the inmates. It
-boasted of its school rooms, its college, its sculpture hall and
-artist’s studio, its lecture hall and theater, for which the best of
-traveling troupes were to be engaged, with perfect arrangements for the
-accommodation of those troupes. Here the players would not have to
-undergo the extra fatigue, after their tiresome work, to again dress for
-the street, catch the last cold car which was to take them to their
-place of lodging. No, indeed! The theater of the workers’ home was a
-marvel of its kind. Large, airy, comfortable and well furnished rooms
-were attached to it, a room to every player, so near and convenient to
-the stage that it was not necessary to dress in little boxes or holes
-for their work. Here they could dress in quiet and comfort and then rest
-until the signal to begin was given.
-
-When through with their work, in the pleasant, comfortable dining room
-connected with the theater for the convenience of this hard-working
-class of people—how hard-working few, not of the profession, ever
-realize—a simple but refreshing repast was served, which repast was so
-restful and had so much of real comfort in it that the traveling bands
-invariably forgot that intoxicants were absent from it.
-
-Then there was a library with its thousands of volumes containing
-reading matter of every kind, but always choice, always select, always
-instructive. A large billiard room was also there. Then came the
-gymnasium for the development of physical strength and where both sexes
-were expected to participate. There was to be a singing class and
-dancing school.
-
-The baths were not forgotten. Larger, more complete than at the first
-home—so many more were to make use of them here.
-
-All arrangements were complete. A large, airy hall where breakfast and
-the mid-day meal were to be served. But here, as in that other home, the
-evening meal, which would be the chief meal of the day, was to be taken
-amidst nature’s beauties in a large and beautiful conservatory. Owen had
-spent a fortune in furnishing it with the required plants which were of
-the rarest kinds. A miniature lake was formed in its center, wherein the
-little golden speckled beauties were dashing and splashing about in
-their merry chase. A fountain was reared in its center composed of half
-a dozen nude mermaids holding their hands aloft, their finger tips
-forming a circle from which the water was flung aloft in showering
-spray. Sweet voiced songsters filled the air with their thrilling music.
-Flowers bloomed in wild profusion; huge vases were filled with their
-brilliant treasures wherever they could be suitably placed.
-
-At several places small artificial hills had been erected, ferns and
-grasses growing amidst the rocks. Through a small rocky ravine the water
-came tumbling into a basin below, forming a small lake. Palms, cactus
-and other plants were grouped at convenient places. Nooks and alcoves
-without number had been arranged wherein the tables had been placed and
-were now spread and awaiting the hungry guests, each table seating about
-a dozen and through it all rare, sweet music, coming from some hidden
-source lulled the tired senses to rest and quiet.
-
-The last preparations had been made. The last garlands had been hung. To
-every room its inmate had been assigned, which promised them all the
-same sweet privacy when privacy was desired, as in the first and smaller
-home. Every room was furnished cozily and comfortably, and every inmate,
-if so they desired, could claim some musical instrument for their
-private use, besides which there was a music hall where first class
-musical instruments of all kinds abounded. A number of the best teachers
-had been engaged to supervise the different departments, to teach and
-bring to light the hidden talents that none might be lost, but all shine
-in their full glory.
-
-The grounds were something wonderful, or in time would be so, when the
-years would have done their work. The drives were beautiful, so wide and
-clean. Ponds covered with waterlilies. Fountains everywhere. Lover’s
-nooks and cozy retreats. Plants, shrubbery and flowers in glorious
-profusion, and artistic designs wherever the eye might rest. Down the
-sloping banks of the river wide, spacious stairways of hewn stone had
-been made which led down beneath the laving waters. Skiffs, large and
-small were moored here, inviting and wooing lovers of the watery element
-to trust themselves to its glassy bosom, to be rocked on its silvery,
-rippling waves and be borne whithersoever they might wish.
-
-Owen had made a deep hole in his millions. Lack of funds should not
-prevent success. And now the new inmates of this wonderful home were
-waiting the summons to their first evening meal. All the “salons” of the
-lower floors were swarming with gayly dressed maidens and with young men
-attired in their best. Instinctively they knew that henceforth they must
-always put their best efforts to the front, and the blending of youthful
-voices in merry laughter made the listener glad.
-
-But not all were young that were assembled here tonight. Many there were
-who had seen the darker side of life and who in all probability would
-prefer the solitude and quiet of their own rooms to the noisy
-merry-making of a careless and care-free youth.
-
-And among all those who found a home within the walls of this
-magnificent structure those had not been forgotten whose labor had
-produced it, had made it the thing of beauty it now stood. As might be
-expected the builders had grown to love it as they worked, and the
-knowledge that they should enjoy its beauties and comforts when finished
-had stimulated them to work more eagerly and with extra skill until the
-day of its completion.
-
-But now all are ready. At last the signal is given, the doors are flung
-wide, and just as the music of a brass band clashes through the
-resounding halls, playing a march from one of the master composers, the
-workers, all the workers, pour into the monster conservatory.
-
-They thought it was fairy land opened to their view, floating in a sea
-of light. Among the rest we see the members of our own circle, scattered
-about here and there, every face radiant with happiness reflected from
-within.
-
-No waiters are in attendance. At every table one of the fresh young
-maidens plays the part of hostess. On a smaller table near at hand, all
-the side dishes have been arranged. Tanks with new sweet milk, ice water
-and hot water; nothing that is likely to be desired has been forgotten
-or omitted. The next evening another of the young ladies will be
-detailed to preside.
-
-When supper is over the tables are let remain as they are. The day’s
-work is over. In the morning many busy hands will restore order, and by
-noon everything will again shine with tasteful beauty; the tables reset,
-fresh flowers filling all the vases, and the dishes awaiting refilling.
-
-After they have all steeped their senses in the beauties of the
-surroundings and have satisfied the cravings of appetite the evening’s
-pleasures begin. Music, song and tableaux have been arranged with
-exquisite skill. Cora’s voice has lost none of its richness, none of its
-charms. On the contrary it is more flexible, more sweet and full, more
-perfect in every respect, and well it may be. Has she not spent two
-years in hard study after they came to the home, in making herself
-perfect in her art? At many a concert, during these years, has her
-sweet, thrilling voice been heard, and tonight she almost outdoes
-herself. She is perfectly happy and throws her whole soul into her work;
-deafening applause rewards her.
-
-Margaret’s rendition of “Deborah” meets with equal favor. She never
-fails to please.
-
-Then follows some renditions of music wherein Imelda and Milton both
-excel, for they too have been spending time in developing their precious
-talents.
-
-The evening’s entertainment then concludes with a series of tableaux,
-three in number, entitled “Progress,” which are received with storms of
-applause. They represent “The Past, the Present and the Future.”
-
-There is one feature that has not been announced upon the program. One
-whom we have almost forgotten to mention has opened the evening’s
-festivities with a short address, dwelling on the object, the aim, the
-hopes that are to follow the evening’s work. That one is an old time
-friend, probably forgotten by most of our readers. It is an old,
-white-haired gentleman with a well preserved air about him. It is the
-Mr. Roland, of the lecture room of the olden days and the fatherly
-friend of our Margaret and Imelda, and who is followed by another almost
-forgotten friend, the lecturer “Althea Wood.”
-
-When the curtain has dropped on the last tableaux the assembled audience
-refuses to be satisfied. They well know whose money has erected the
-palatial building and “Owen Hunter! Owen Hunter!” is now the cry. In
-response to this call Owen steps upon the stage and in a slow, graceful
-manner saunters up to the footlights. Waiting for the stormy welcome to
-subside, then in slow even tones he begins:
-
-“Friends and comrades! You do me far too great honor in thus calling me
-to the front. What you term an act of greatness is simply one of
-justice. No merit is due to me that I control millions of dollars while
-millions of my fellow human beings this night are starving. My early
-years were droned away in luxury, ease and pleasure hunting, and in all
-probability I would have gone on thus to the end had not circumstances
-given me a shaking up, thereby showing me something of the darker side
-of life.
-
-“What these circumstances were, what the means by which the awakening
-was brought about I cannot here tell you. The story would be too long.
-But I awoke to a sense of the fact that I was of no use whatever in the
-world. With the aid of minds superior to mine a home was planned, one
-for a small number of congenial friends who wished to try co-operation,
-and having proved it a success, this one for the busy bees of our great
-industrial hive was next planned.
-
-“You have, until now, been the employes of the ‘Home Company.’ From this
-day forth you are partners therein. You will receive your salaries just
-the same as heretofore. At the end of the year the accounts will be
-squared and a dividend declared with which you are to pay your rent,
-so-called, for your home, but which in reality you are buying. For when
-you have paid rent amounting to the sum it has cost to erect this
-building, you will be the owners of it, not I. Moreover, you shall not
-be taxed with a shameless interest, and when your home is paid for and
-the original capital again garnered in, there will be countless other
-employes who are in need of a home like this, and which it will devolve
-upon us to erect. Do you see?”
-
-And see they do! Such deafening shouts of applause never before filled a
-hall. It is a perfect uproar and it takes some time ere quiet can again
-be restored. Owen smilingly shakes his head——
-
-“You do me too much honor, as I have before remarked. Believe me, you
-have much more reason to thank the bright minds and gentle hearts of the
-ladies of the ‘Home’ than—
-
-“Three cheers for the ladies!”—someone shouted, and three rousing cheers
-were given, and then three more, and yet again three.
-
-Owen sees that they are getting excited, and that he will have but
-little chance to say more, so he determines to end it at once.
-
-“That is all, comrades. With the best of wishes for the future well
-being of your home, and with the sincerest hopes for the happiness of
-each of you I bid you good night—as I see it written on many bright,
-young faces that their restless feet are anxious for the dance to
-begin.”
-
-Another deafening round of applause follows. They would recall him but
-Owen will not respond.
-
-The crash of music is then heard, sending forth its inviting strains,
-and soon the light footsteps trip to the measured chimes and the hours
-speed in happy merriment.
-
-With such surroundings, such inducements, it will not be difficult to
-keep the young maidens fresh, healthy and pure-minded, and to keep the
-young men away from the influence of drink, of vice, of demoralization.
-No danger that they will unsex themselves through starvation of their
-sex natures. The needed magnetism is theirs through their constant
-mingling, and while this is only the beginning, while they have so much
-yet to learn, there is every hope, every evidence that the home will
-develop fine, healthy and intelligent women, strong, brave and noble
-men.
-
-Already Owen has another home planned, to be situated farther out into
-the open country. “Products of the soil” will furnish the chief
-employment of this group of workers. Not all men and women prefer the
-bustling city life. There are many who cannot live and enjoy life away
-from nature. They would pine for the open air, the green fields, the
-cool shade of the woods. Only under the blue vault of heaven can
-happiness come to them. And for such as these also it is the desire of
-our friends to secure the advantages that only the co-operative home can
-supply. Owen is determined to show that his millions have not been
-vainly entrusted to his care, and that the advantages that wealth can
-procure shall be theirs to whom the wealth justly belongs—the producers.
-
-Here we must leave the inmates of the just completed and dedicated home,
-on the threshold of their new life, and take one more farewell word to
-our friends of the “F. L.” home—the children of my fancy, who have grown
-under my care, and who have become inexpressibly dear to me.
-
-
-
-
- CONCLUSION.
-
-
-The evening meal is over. All have gathered on the broad veranda to
-watch the golden sunset as it dips its slanting rays in the river
-beyond. They are unusually quiet, even for this serious band. Last
-night’s merry-making has made them just a little tired, besides which
-their hearts are full of unuttered prayers for the future success of
-that new home.
-
-Mrs. Leland is sitting in the comfortable depths of an easy chair. A
-sturdy little man of four summers perches upon her knee, patting
-grandma’s cheek, tossing her hair in his efforts to smooth it, taking
-her face between both chubby hands and drawing her head forward so that
-he can kiss her happy, smiling lips and altogether making love in the
-most approved child fashion.
-
-Margaret is sitting at her feet, her arm thrown across her mother’s
-knee, while her eyes with a happy, tender light follow the movements of
-her boy, and her heart swells with fond tenderness and pride at the
-knowledge that he is her very own.
-
-At grandma’s back stands Wilbur whose eyes also follow the antics of the
-boy when they for a few moments lose sight of the glorious sunset.
-
-Mr. Roland is a visitor at the home tonight, and sits a little to the
-right of this group, quietly drinking in the scene before him in the
-pauses of the animated conversation he is carrying on with the brilliant
-little lecturer, Althea Wood, who also is a guest at the home tonight.
-
-Farther to the left are various groups. The two pairs of sisters—Imelda
-and Cora, Edith and Hilda—have formed a circle, their babies forming the
-center of their attention. There are little prattlers while one sweet
-little cooing innocent lies close to Imelda’s breast.
-
-O, the joys of young motherhood! And the group of men that were standing
-a little apart felt the influence of the spell and each thought his
-sweetheart had never looked more fair.
-
-Alice in delicate health was reclining in an easy chair while Milton
-with adoring eyes stood over her chair ready to do her slightest
-bidding. O, if she were only safely tided over the coming hour of trial!
-And as the sigh escapes him his hand caressingly toys with the bright
-mass of shining hair.
-
-Lawrence has his Norma perched upon his knee answering her many
-questions. She has grown to be quite a big girl now, but has never
-outgrown her early love for her papa, and ever with the old delight
-greets his coming. The two are so near to Alice that she can comfortably
-watch them, and while a smile of proud tenderness wreathes her lips, it
-is Milton’s hand to which they are laid.
-
-“My baby!” She whispered the tender words.
-
-“A little longer patience,” is Milton’s whispered reply, “and your baby
-will be your own!”
-
-Her hand went up to his face with a caressing touch.
-
-“I know,” she smilingly said, “but it was Norma I meant this time.”
-
-He drew the hand to his lips as with a knowing smile he answered,
-
-“Ah, I see!”
-
-Lawrence now and then let his eyes wander to the mother of his child,
-then they would turn to the group of fair young women where a pair of
-sweet gray eyes met his in a tender glance, then to rest on the little
-one reclining against his bosom. Which did he love most? His eyes lit up
-with a glad tenderness as they rested on the little one and then he drew
-the fair curly head so near him, close to his heart and hid his face in
-the fluffy masses; could he himself answer the question?
-
-Many other faces we see which are all new to us, but they are all men
-and women worthy to be called by these names.
-
-A group of the younger people have strayed down to the sweet-scented
-gardens gathering flowers as they go. Osmond and Homer are fast friends.
-Both are young men untouched by the rough hand of fate. Their young
-manhood, so perfect in its strength and beauty giving them the
-appearance of young kings, so proud, so lofty, was their bearing. Elmer,
-too, could scarcely be termed a boy any longer. His twenty years sat
-well on his broad shoulders and the eyes of the fifteen year old Meta
-shone bright as stars, her cheeks flushed as he chased her through the
-winding mazes of the park, and when he had caught her and kissed the
-rosy lips she submitted as a matter of course with the most natural
-grace.
-
-Osmond had thrown himself at the feet of Hattie Wallace whose nineteen
-summers sat lightly on her shoulders. She was such a fairy and with rosy
-hued cheeks she listened to the soft, love-freighted words that fell in
-whispers from Osmond’s lips.
-
-Homer’s companion was a dark, soft-eyed young girl timid and shy who had
-been an inmate of the home for one year, where she had come with her
-mother who had fled in the dead of night from her husband and sought
-refuge in this haven of rest, and Homer was teaching the sweet Katie her
-first experience in the mysteries of love.
-
-Aleda, the youngest of the Wallace girls was also there, and seventeen
-years had developed a truly pretty and healthy girl from the delicate
-querulous child. Another new comer had engaged her attention. Reading
-from a volume of Tennyson, a boy scarce older than herself was reclining
-at her feet. He too had been brought there by a mother, not one who had
-fled the cruelties of an unappreciative husband, as she had never
-applied the title to any man. He had been a child of love.
-
-His mother, in the wild sweet delirium of a first love, had abandoned
-herself to her artist lover without a thought of right or wrong. And he,
-pure and noble had no thought of wronging her. But disease had early
-marked him for its own, and ere the child of his Wilma had seen the
-light of day his own life had closed in that sleep that knows no waking,
-and she was left alone to buffet the storms of life as best she could,
-an orphan and without friends. With a babe in her arms, of “illegal”
-origin, the path of her life had not been strewn with roses. But amidst
-all her privations and trials she had kept her love pure for her child
-and had fostered only instincts pure and holy in the young mind, and
-when she heard of the home she applied at its gates, telling her story
-in pure, unvarnished words, never dreaming of an effort to hide any of
-her past. Only by the light of truth could the delicate fair woman
-thread her path through the world.
-
-As might be expected, she had been received with open arms. Wilma, the
-mother of Horace, our young poet, and Honora, Katie’s mother, could now
-be seen as they stand arm in arm watching the golden sunset and the
-children whose future promises to bring with it less of the pain that
-has so early drawn silver threads through their own brown locks.
-
-The world at large knew not the full meaning of this home as yet. The
-world is yet too completely steeped in superstition and ignorance to
-have permitted its existence had the full meaning been known. The
-“Hunter Co-operative Home” it had been called, and thus it was known to
-the world. It was known that babes had made their advent therein, but
-none but the initiated knew that marriage as an institution was banished
-from its encircling walls.
-
-Would you ask us if happiness was so unalloyed within those walls that
-no pangs of regret or of pain could enter there? Well, no! We are not so
-foolish as to make such claim. There are hours of temptation; there are
-moments of forgetfulness; there are sometimes swift, keen, torturing
-pangs that nothing earthly can completely shut out. Our heroes and
-heroines are not angels. They are—when the very best of them has been
-said—only intelligent, sensible and sensitive men and women—but men and
-women who are possessed of high ideals and who are striving hard to
-reach and practicalize them. They live in a world of thought. They do
-nothing blindly, inconsiderately; their every action is done with eyes
-wide open. In trying to gain the goal they have set themselves to reach,
-they strive not to think of self alone. The future of those who have
-been entrusted to their care, the young lives their love has called into
-existence, exacts from them much of self-denial. They are
-individualists, yet not so absolutely such that they do not realize that
-sometimes the ego must be held in check so as not to rob another of his,
-or her birthright.
-
-You ask again, “Does this home life, as you have pictured insure against
-the possibility of the affections changing?”
-
-And again we answer, No! Certainly not. Such changes will and must come.
-Yet it is not to be expected that where there is liberty, in the fullest
-sense of the word, life will be a constant wooing? Is it not the lack of
-liberty that deals the death blow to many a happy, many a once happy
-home? to many a home that was founded in the sweetest of hopes, the
-brightest of prospects, only to be shattered and wrecked in a few short
-years? aye, even a few short months or weeks? And when such a change
-does come, in spite of all efforts to prevent, how great a thing it must
-be to know yourself free! free to embrace the new love without the
-horrible stigma of “shame!” as our modern society now brands it, and
-which stigma causes such unspeakable misery, such endless suffering.
-
-And if a woman desires to repeat the experience of motherhood, why
-should it be wrong when she selects another to be the father of her,
-instead of the one who has once performed this office for her? Why
-should the act be less pure when she bestows a second love, when the
-object of this second love is just as true, just as noble, just as
-pure-minded as was the first one? Why should an act be considered a
-crime with one partner which had been fully justified with another?
-
-Reader, judge me not hastily. Judge not my ideas, my ideals, without
-having first made a careful study of life as you find it around you. My
-words are backed by personal experience and observation, experience as
-bitter as any that has been herein recorded. Indeed I doubt if I should,
-or could, ever have given birth to the thoughts expressed in these pages
-had it not been for that experience—which is one of a thousand—and when
-you have carefully weighed my words, think of the good that must result
-to future generations when unions are purely spontaneous, saying nothing
-of the increase of happiness to those who are permitted thus to choose,
-and to live.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When, O, when will the great mass of humanity learn and realize that in
-enforced motherhood, unwelcome motherhood, is to be found the chief
-cause of the degradation that gives birth to human woe. When will they
-see that unwelcome motherhood is the curse resting upon and crushing out
-the life energies of woman; while on the other hand, the consciousness
-of being the mother of a desired babe, a child conceived in a happy, a
-loving embrace, needs no other blessing, no other sanction, no other
-license, than such act itself bestows.
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- List of Radical Literature
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-
- Anarchy, Economics of. A Study of the Industrial Type. By Dyer D.
- Lum. Paper; 60 pages. (Scarce). .25
-
- Autonomy. Self-Law; What are its Demands? A fragmentary
- exposition of the basic principles of individualism in its
- relation to society and government. By Moses Harman. This
- pamphlet of 29 uncut pages contains an account of the
- autonomistic marriage of Lillian Harman and Edwin C. Walker,
- and their subsequent arrest, trial and imprisonment. The
- pamphlets are not up to the standard in typography and press
- work, but they contain data valuable to all lovers of personal
- liberty. .05
-
- Bar Sinister and Licit Love. By Oswald Dawson. Contains first
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