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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of “1914”, by John Oxenham
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK “1914” ***
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-“1914”
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-
-JOHN OXENHAM’S NOVELS
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-
- GOD’S PRISONER
- RISING FORTUNES
- OUR LADY OF DELIVERANCE
- A PRINCESS OF VASCOVY
- JOHN OF GERISAU
- UNDER THE IRON FLAIL
- BONDMAN FREE
- MR. JOSEPH SCORER
- BARBE OF GRAND BAYOU
- A WEAVER OF WEBS
- HEARTS IN EXILE
- THE GATE OF THE DESERT
- WHITE FIRE
- GIANT CIRCUMSTANCE
- PROFIT AND LOSS
- THE LONG ROAD
- CARETTE OF SARK
- PEARL OF PEARL ISLAND
- THE SONG OF HYACINTH
- MY LADY OF SHADOWS
- GREAT-HEART GILLIAN
- A MAID OF THE SILVER SEA
- LAURISTONS
- THE COIL OF CARNE
- THEIR HIGH ADVENTURE
- QUEEN OF THE GUARDED MOUNTS
- MR. CHERRY
- THE QUEST OF THE GOLDEN ROSE
- MARY ALL-ALONE
- RED WRATH
- MAID OF THE MIST
- BROKEN SHACKLES
- FLOWER OF THE DUST
- MY LADY OF THE MOOR
- “1914”
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-VERSE
-
- BEES IN AMBER. _105th Thousand_
- “ALL’S WELL!” _75th Thousand_
- THE KING’S HIGH WAY. _55th Thousand_
- HYMN FOR THE MEN AT THE FRONT. _6th Million_
-
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-
- “1914”
-
- BY
- JOHN OXENHAM
-
- SECOND EDITION
-
- METHUEN & CO. LTD.
- 36 ESSEX STREET W.C.
- LONDON
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- _First Published_ _September 15th 1916_
- _Second Edition_ _September 1916_
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-“1914”
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-
-I
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-
-The early morning of July 25th, 1914, was not at all such as the date
-might reasonably have led one to expect. It was gray and overcast, with
-heavy dew lying white on the grass and a quite unseasonable rawness in
-the air.
-
-The clock on the mantelpiece of the morning-room in The Red House,
-Willstead, was striking six, in the sonorous Westminster chimes, which
-were so startlingly inconsistent with its size, as Mr John Dare drew
-the bolts of the French window and stepped out on to his back lawn.
-
-He had shot the bolts heavily and thoughtfully the night before, long
-after all the rest had gone up to bed, though he noticed, when he
-went up himself, that Noel’s light still gleamed under his door. His
-peremptory tap and ‘Get to bed, boy!’ had produced an instant eclipse,
-and he determined to speak to him about it in the morning.
-
-He had never believed in reading in bed himself. Bed was a place in
-which to sleep and recuperate. If it had been a case of midnight oil
-and the absorption of study now--all well and good. But Noel’s attitude
-towards life in general and towards study in particular permitted no
-such illusion.
-
-And it was still heavily and thoughtfully that Mr Dare drew back
-the bolts and stepped out into the gray morning. Not that he knew
-definitely that this twenty-fifth of July was a day big with the fate
-of empires and nations, and of the world at large,--simply that he had
-not slept well; and bed, when you cannot sleep, is the least restful
-place in the world.
-
-As a rule he slept very soundly and woke refreshed, but for many nights
-now his burdened brain had neglected its chances, and had chased,
-and been chased by, shadowy phantoms,--possibilities, doubts, even
-fears,--which sober daylight scoffed at, but which, nevertheless,
-seemed to lurk in his pillow and swarm out for his undoing the moment
-he laid his tired head upon it.
-
-Out here in the fresh of the morning,--which ought by rights to have
-been full of sunshine and beauty, the cream of a summer day,--he could,
-as a rule, shake off the shadows and get a fresh grip on realities and
-himself.
-
-But the very weather was depressing. The year seemed already on the
-wane. There were fallen leaves on the lawn. The summer flowers were
-despondent. There was a touch of red in the Virginia creeper which
-covered the house. The roses wore a downcast look. The hollyhocks and
-sweet-peas showed signs of decrepitude. It seemed already Autumn, and
-the chill damp air made one think of coming Winter.
-
-And the unseasonal atmospheric conditions were remarkably akin to his
-personal feelings.
-
-For days he had had a sense of impending trouble in business matters,
-all the more irritating because so ill-defined and impalpable. Troubles
-that one could tackle in the open one faced as a matter of course,
-and got the better of as a matter of business. But this ‘something
-coming and no knowing what’ was very upsetting, and his brows knitted
-perplexedly as he paced to and fro, from the arch that led to the
-kitchen-garden to the arch that led to the front path, up which in
-due course Smith’s boy would come whistling with the world’s news and
-possibly something that might cast a light on his shadows.
-
-Mr Dare’s business was that of an import and export merchant, chiefly
-with the Continent, and his offices were in St Mary Axe. He had old
-connections all over Europe and was affiliated with the Paris firm of
-Leroux and Cie, Charles Leroux having married his sister.
-
-As a rule his affairs ran full and smooth, with no more than the
-to-be-expected little surface ruffles. But for some weeks past he had
-been acutely conscious of a disturbance in the commercial barometer,
-and so far he had failed to make out what it portended.
-
-Politically, both at home and abroad, matters seemed much as usual,
-always full of menacing possibilities, to which, however, since nothing
-came of them, one had grown somewhat calloused.
-
-The Irish brew indeed looked as if it might possibly boil over. That
-gun-running business was not at all to his mind. But he was inclined to
-think there was a good deal of bluff about it all. And the suffragettes
-were ramping about and making fools of themselves in their customary
-senseless fashion, and doing all the damage they possibly could to
-their own cause and to the nation at large.
-
-The only trouble of late on the Continent had been the murder of
-the Archduke Ferdinand and his wife about a month before. And that
-seemed to be working itself off in acrimonious snappings and yappings
-by the Austrian and Servian papers. Austria would in due course
-undoubtedly claim such guarantees of future good behaviour on the part
-of her troublesome little neighbour as the circumstances, when fully
-investigated, should call for. The tone of the note she had sent,
-calling on Servia no longer to permit the brewing of trouble within
-her borders, was somewhat brusque no doubt but not unnaturally so. And
-Servia, weary with her late struggles, would, of course, comply and
-there the matter would end.
-
-It was unthinkable that the general peace should suffer from such a
-cause when it had survived the great flare-up in the Balkans the year
-before. Austria would not dare to go too far since she must first
-consult Germany, and the Kaiser, it was well known, desired nothing
-better than to maintain the peace which he had kept so resolutely for
-five-and-twenty years. If it had been that hot-head, the Crown Prince,
-now---- But fortunately for the world the reins were in cooler hands.
-
-Then again the Money Market here showed no more disturbance than was
-to be expected under such unsettled conditions, and the Bank-rate
-remained at three per cent. The Berlin and Vienna Bourses were somewhat
-unsettled. But there were always adventurous spirits abroad ready to
-take advantage of any little disturbance and reap nefarious harvests.
-
-Anyway he could see no adequate connection between any of these things
-and the sudden stoppage of his deliveries of beet-sugar from Germany
-and Austria, and the unusual lapsus in correspondence and remittances
-from both those countries,--which matters were causing him endless
-worry and anxiety.
-
-His brother-in-law, Leroux, in Paris, had hinted at no gathering
-clouds, as he certainly would have done had any been perceptible. And
-the sensitive pulse of international affairs on the Bourse there would
-have perceived them instantly if they had existed. The very fact that
-M. Poincaré, the President, was away in Russia was proof positive that
-the sky was clear.
-
-The only actual hint of anything at all out of the common was in that
-last letter from his eldest girl, Lois, who had been studying at the
-Conservatorium in Leipsic for the last two years.
-
-She had written, about a week before,--“What is brewing? There is a
-spirit of suppressed excitement abroad here, but I cannot learn what
-it means. They tell me it is the usual preparation for the Autumn
-manœuvres. It may be so, but all the time I have been here I have never
-seen anything quite like it. If they were preparing for war I could
-understand it, but that is of course out of the question, since the
-Kaiser’s heart is set on peace, as everyone knows.”
-
-There was not much in that in itself, though Lois was an unusually
-level-headed girl and not likely to lay stress on imaginary things.
-But that, and the evasiveness, when it was not silence, of his German
-correspondents, and the non-arrival of his contracted-for supplies of
-beet-sugar, had set his mind running on possibilities from which it
-recoiled but could not shake itself entirely free.
-
-Presently, as he paced the well-defined track he had by this time
-made across the dewy lawn, he heard the rattle of the kitchen grate
-as heavy-handed Sarah lit the fire, and the gush of homely smoke from
-the chimney had in it a suggestion of breakfast that put some of his
-shadows to flight. Sarah and breakfast were substantial every-day facts
-before which the blue devils born of broken sleep temporarily withdrew.
-
-Then from behind Honor’s wide-open window and drawn curtains he heard
-her cheerful humming as she dressed. And then her curtains were
-switched aside with a strenuous rattle, and at sight of him she stuck
-out her head with a saucy,
-
-“Hello, Mr Father! Got the hump? What a beast of a day! I say,--you
-_are_ wearing a hole in that carpet. Doesn’t look much of a day for a
-tennis tournament, does it? Rotten! I just wish I had the making of
-this country’s weather; anyone who wished might make her----”
-
-Smith’s boy’s exuberant whistle sounded in the front garden, and Honor
-chimed in, “Good-bye, Piccadilly!”--as her father hastened to the gate
-to get his paper.
-
-Smith’s boy was just preparing to fold and hurl it at the porch--a
-thing he had been strictly forbidden to do, since on wet and windy days
-it resulted in an unreadable rag retrieved from various corners of the
-garden instead of a reputable news-sheet. At the unexpected appearance
-of Mr Dare in the archway, his merry pipe broke off short at the
-farewell to Leicester Square, and Honor’s clear voice round the corner
-carried them triumphantly to the conclusion that it was “a long long
-way to Tipperary,” without obbligato accompaniment. The boy grinned,
-and producing a less-folded paper from his sheaf, retired in good order
-through the further gate, and piped himself bravely up the Oakdene path
-next door, while Mr Dare shook the paper inside out and stood searching
-for anything that might in any way bear upon his puzzle.
-
-His anxious eye leaped at once to the summary of foreign news, and his
-lips tightened.
-
-“The Austrian Minister has been instructed to leave Belgrade unless the
-Servian Government complies with the Austrian demand by 6 p.m. this
-evening.”
-
-An ultimatum!... Bad!... Dangerous things, ultimatums!
-
-“It is stated that Russia has decided to intervene on behalf of Servia.”
-
-“H’m! If Russia,--then France! If France,--then Germany and Italy!...
-And how shall we stand? It is incredible,” and he turned hastily for
-hope of relief to the columns of the paper, and read in a leader
-headed “_Europe and the Crisis_,”--“All who have the general peace
-at heart must hope that Austria has not spoken her last word in the
-note to Servia, to which she requires a reply to-night. If she has we
-stand upon the edge of war, and of a war fraught with dangers that are
-incalculable to all the Great Powers.”
-
-Then the front door opened and his wife came out into the porch.
-
-“Breakfast’s ready, father,” she said briskly. “Any news?”
-
-She was a very comely woman of fifty or so, without a gray hair yet and
-of an unusually pleasing and cheerful countenance. The girls got their
-good looks from her, the boys took more after their father.
-
-“Any light on matters?” asked Mrs Dare hopefully again, as he came
-slowly along the path towards her. And then, at sight of his face,
-“Whatever is it, John?”
-
-He had made it a rule to leave ordinary business worries behind him in
-town where they properly belonged. But matters of moment he frequently
-discussed with his wife and had found her aloof point of view and clear
-common-sense of great assistance at times. His late disturbance of mind
-had been very patent to her, but, beyond the simple facts, he had been
-able to satisfy her no more than himself.
-
-“Very grave news, I’m afraid,” he said soberly. “Austria and Servia
-look like coming to blows.”
-
-“Oh?” said Mrs Dare, in a tone which implied no more than interested
-surprise. “I should have thought Servia had had enough fighting to last
-her for some time to come.”
-
-“I’ve no doubt she has. It’s Austria driving at her. Russia
-will probably step in, and so Germany, Italy, France, and maybe
-ourselves----”
-
-“John!”--very much on the alert now.--“It is not possible.”
-
-“I’m afraid it’s even probable, my dear. And if it comes it will mean
-disaster to a great many people.”
-
-“What about Lois? Will she be safe out there?”
-
-“We must consider that. I’ve hardly got round to her yet. Let us make
-sure of one more comfortable breakfast anyway,” he said, with an
-attempt at lightness which he was far from feeling, and as they went
-together to the breakfast-room, Honor came dancing down the stairs.
-
-“Hello, Dad! Did they give extra prizes for early rising at your
-school?” she asked merrily, and ran on without waiting for an
-answer,--“And did you choke that boy who was whistling ‘Tipperary’? I
-had to finish without accompaniment and he was doing it fine. He has a
-musical soul. It was Jimmy Snaggs. He’s in my class at Sunday School.
-You should hear him sing.”
-
-“You tell him again from me that if he can’t deliver papers properly
-he’d better find some other walk in life,” said Mr Dare, as he chipped
-an egg and proceeded with his breakfast.
-
-“It looks all right,” said Honor, picking up the paper. “Let’s see
-the cricket. Old No’s aching to hear. Hm--hm--hm--Kent beat Middlesex
-at Maidstone,--Blythe and Woolley’s fine bowling,--Surrey leads for
-championship. That’s all right. Hello, what’s all this?--‘Servia
-challenged. King Peter’s appeal to the Tsar. Grave decisions impending.
-The risk to Europe.’ I--_say_! Is there going to be another war? How
-ripping!”
-
-“Honor!” said her mother reprovingly.
-
-“Well, I don’t mean that, of course. But a war does make lively papers,
-doesn’t it? I’m sick of Ireland and suffragettes.”
-
-“If this war comes you’ll be sicker of it than of anything you ever
-experienced, before it’s over, my dear,” said Mr Dare gravely.
-
-“Why?--Austria and Servia?”
-
-“And Russia and Germany and France and Italy and possibly England.”
-
-“My Goodness! You don’t mean it, Dad?” and she eyed him keenly. “I
-believe you’re just--er--pulling my leg, as old No would say?” and she
-plunged again into the paper.
-
-“Bitter fact, I fear, my dear.”
-
-“How about Lois? Will she be in the thick of it?” she asked, raising
-her head for a moment to stare meditatively at him, with the larger
-part of her mind still busy with the news.
-
-“We were just thinking of her. I’m inclined to wire her to come home at
-once.”
-
-Then Noel strolled in with a nonchalant, “Morning everybody!... Say,
-Nor! What about the cricket? You promised----”
-
-“Cricket’s off, my son,” said Honor, reading on. “It’s war and a case
-of fighting for our lives maybe.”
-
-“Oh, come off!”--then, noticing the serious faces of the elders,--“Not
-really? Who with?”
-
-“Everybody,” said Honor. “--Armageddon!”
-
-He went round to her and pored eagerly over the paper with his head
-alongside hers. They were twins and closely knit by many little
-similarities of thought and taste and feeling.
-
-“Well!... I’ll--be--bowled!” as he gradually assimilated the news. “Do
-you really think it’ll come to a general scrap?”--to his father.
-
-“Those who have better means of judging than I have evidently fear it,
-my boy. I shall learn more in the City no doubt,” and he hurried on
-with his breakfast.
-
-The front-door bell shrilled sharply.
-
-“Post!” said Honor. “Must be something big,” and dashed away to get it.
-She never could wait for the maid’s leisurely progress when letters
-were in question, and she and the postman were on the best of terms. He
-always grinned when she came whirling to the door.
-
-“Why--Colonel!” they heard her surprised greeting. “And Ray! You _are_
-early birds. I thought you were the post. What worms are you after now?
-Is it the War?”--as she ushered them into the drawing-room.
-
-“Bull’s-eye first shot,” said a stentorian voice. “Has your father gone
-yet, Honor?”
-
-“Just finishing his breakfast, Colonel. I’ll tell him,” and as she
-turned to go, her father came in.
-
-“How are you, Colonel?” said Mr Dare. “Good morning, Ray! What are our
-prospects of keeping out of it, do you think?”
-
-“None,” said the Colonel gravely. “It’s ‘The Day’ they’ve been getting
-ready for all these years, and that we’ve been expecting--some of us,
-and unable to get ready for because you others thought differently. But
-we want a word or two with Mrs Dare too. Will you beg her to favour us,
-Honor, my dear?” and Honor sped to summon her mother to the conference.
-
-“We must apologise for calling at such an hour, Mrs Dare,” said the
-Colonel, as they shook hands, “But the matter admits of no delay. Ray
-here wants your permission to go out and bring Lois home. We think she
-is in danger out there.”
-
-“You know how things are between us, dear Mrs Dare,” broke in Ray
-impulsively. “We have never really said anything definite, but we
-understand one another. And if it’s going to be a general scrap all
-round, as Uncle Tony is certain it is, then the sooner she is clear of
-it the better. I’ve never been easy in my mind about her since that
-little beast von Helse brought her over last year.”
-
-At which a reminiscent smile flickered briefly in the corners of Mrs
-Dare’s lips and made Ray think acutely of Lois, who had just that same
-way of savouring life’s humours.
-
-“I was thinking of wiring for her to come home, as soon as I got to
-town,” said Mr Dare.
-
-“If my views are correct,” said the Colonel weightily, “and I fear
-you’ll find them so, travelling, over there, will be no easy matter.
-The moment mobilisation is ordered--and the possibility is that it’s
-going on now for all they are worth,--everything will be under martial
-law,--all the railways in the hands of the military, all traffic
-disorganised,--possibly the frontiers closed. Everything chock-a-block,
-in fact. It may be no easy job to get her safely out even now. But if
-anyone can do it, in the circumstances, I’ll back Ray. He’s glib at
-German and knows his way about, and where Lois is concerned----”
-
-“It is very good of you, Ray,”--began Mrs Dare, warmly.
-
-“Not a bit. It’s good of you to trust her to me. I can start in an
-hour, and I’ll bring her back safe or know the reason why. Thank you
-so much!” and he gripped her hand and then suddenly bent forward and
-kissed her on the cheek. “I’m nearly packed,”--at which Mrs Dare’s
-smile flickered again.--“I’ll cut away and finish. I must catch the ten
-o’clock from Victoria, and bar accidents I’ll be in Leipsic to-morrow
-morning. You might perhaps give me just a little note for her, saying
-you approve my coming,” and he hurried away to finish his preparations.
-
-Honor and Noel heard him going and sped out after him, all agog to know
-what it was all about.
-
-“Here! What’s up among all you elderly people?” cried Noel.
-
-“No time to talk, old man. They’ll tell you all about it,” Ray called
-over his shoulder and disappeared through the front gate.
-
-“Well!--I’m blowed! Old Ray’s got a move on him. What’s he up to, I
-wonder.”
-
-“I’ll tell you, No. He’s going after Lois----”
-
-“After Lois? Why--what’s wrong with Lo?”
-
-“Don’t you see? If there’s going to be war over there she might get
-stuck and not be able to get home for years----”
-
-“Oh--years! It’ll all be over in a month. Wars now-a-days don’t run
-into time. It’s too expensive, my child.”
-
-“Well, anyway, old Lo will be a good deal better safe at home than in
-the thick of it. And I guess that’s what Ray and the Colonel think.”
-
-“I’d no idea they’d got that far. Of course I knew he was sweet on her.
-You could see that when that von Helse chap was here, and old Ray used
-to look as if he’d like to chew him up.”
-
-“I knew all about it.”
-
-“Of course. Girls always talk about these things.”
-
-“She never said a word. But I knew all the same.”
-
-“Kind of instinct, I suppose.”
-
-Here the elders came out of the drawing-room, preceded, as the door
-opened, by the Colonel’s emphatic pronouncement,
-
-“--Inevitable, my dear sir. We cannot possibly escape being drawn in.
-Their plans are certain to be based on getting in through Belgium
-and Luxembourg. We’ve been prepared for that for many years past.
-And if they touch Belgium the fat’s in the fire, for we’re bound to
-stop it--if we can. If some of us had had our way we’d be in a better
-position to do it than we are. Anyhow we’ll have to do our best. We’d
-have done better if you others had had less faith in German bunkum.
-Noel, my boy,” as Noel saluted, “We shall probably want you before
-we’re through.”
-
-“You think it’ll be a tough business, sir?”
-
-“Tough? It’ll be hell, my boy, before the slate’s all clean again. And
-that won’t be till the Kaiser and all his gang are wiped off it for
-ever.”
-
-“I thought it would be all over in a month or two.”
-
-“A year or two may be more like it. Germany is one big
-fighting-machine, and till it’s smashed there’ll be no peace in the
-world.”
-
-“Think they’ll get over here, sir?” chirped Honor expectantly.
-
-“They’ll try, if we leave them a chance. Thank God,--and Winston
-Churchill--we’re ready for them there. That man’s looked ahead and he’s
-probably saved England.”
-
-“Good old Winston!”
-
-“If you’re off, Dare, I’ll walk along with you. I must call at the
-Bank. It won’t do for Ray to run out of funds over there. Good-bye, Mrs
-Dare! Bring you good news in a day or two. Ta-ta, Honor!”
-
-“You’ll let me stand my share----” began Mr Dare, as they walked along
-together.
-
-“Tut, man! You’ll need all your spare cash before we’re through and
-I’ve plenty lying idle.”
-
-“You really think it may be a long business?”
-
-“I don’t see how it can be anything else. Have you had no warnings of
-its coming from any of your correspondents?”
-
-“We told you of Lois’s letter. We’ve had nothing more than that--except
-delay in goods coming through--and in remittances.”
-
-“Exactly! Railways too busy carrying men and horses; and business men
-preferring to keep their money in their own hands. I tell you they’ve
-been working up to this for years, only waiting for the psychological
-moment.”
-
-“And why is this the psychological moment? The Servian affair hardly
-seems worth all the pother----”
-
-“Do you remember a man named Humbert attacking the French War Minister
-in the Senate, about a fortnight ago, on the subject of their army,--no
-boots, no ammunition, no guns worth firing, no forts, and so on?”
-
-“I remember something about it. I remember it struck me as a rather
-foolish display of joints in the armour----”
-
-“And Petersburg was all upside down, the other day, with out-of-work
-riots. Crowds, one hundred thousand strong, slaughtering the police,
-even while Poincaré was visiting the Tsar. You remember that?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“And at home here, matters in Ireland looked like coming to a head. In
-fact it looked like civil war.”
-
-“I never believed it would come to anything of the kind, as you know.”
-
-“But to that exceedingly clever busy-body, the Kaiser,--at least, he
-thinks he’s exceedingly clever. It’s possible to be too clever.--Well,
-here were his three principal enemies all tied up in knots. What better
-chance would he ever get?”
-
-“H’m! All the same he seems doing his best to smooth things over.”
-
-“Bunkum, my boy!--all bunkum! He may try to save his face to the world
-at large, but I bet you they’re quietly mobilising over there as fast
-as they know how to, and that’s faster than we dream of. And the moment
-they’re ready they’ll burst out like a flood and sweep everything
-before them--unless we can dam it, damn ’em! Perhaps you’ll look in
-this evening and tell me how the City feels about it,” and at the door
-of the Bank they parted, and Mr Dare went on to his train in anything
-but a comfortable frame of mind.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-
-They had been neighbours now for close on ten years and close friends
-for nine and a half of them.
-
-Noel and Honor were mischievous young things of eight when the Dares
-took The Red House, and in their adventurous prowlings they very soon
-made the acquaintance of Miss Victoria Luard, aged nine and also of
-an adventurous disposition, who lived at Oakdene, the big white house
-next door with black oak beams all over its forehead,--“like Brahmin
-marks only the other way,”--as Honor said, which gave it a surprised,
-wide-awake, lifted-eyebrows look.
-
-From the youngsters the acquaintance spread to the elder members of the
-two families, and grew speedily into very warm friendship, in spite of
-the fact that the Dares were all sturdy Liberals, and the Luards, as a
-family, staunch Conservatives.
-
-Colonel Luard, V.C., C.B.--Sir Anthony indeed, but he always insisted
-on the Colonel, since, as he said, “That was my own doing, sir, but the
-other--da-ash it!--I’d nothing to do with that. It was in the family
-and my turn came.”
-
-He was small made, and of late inclined to stoutness which he strove
-manfully to subdue, and he wore a close little muzzle of a moustache,
-gray, almost white now, and slight side-whiskers in the style of
-the late highly-esteemed Prince Consort. But though his moustache
-and whiskers and hair and eyebrows all showed unmistakable signs of
-his seventy-eight years, his little figure--except in front--was as
-straight as ever. He was as full of fire and go as a shrapnel shell,
-and his voice, on occasion, was as much out of proportion to his size
-as was that of the clock with the deep Westminster chimes on the
-breakfast-room mantelpiece at The Red House.
-
-He looked a bare sixty-five, but as a youngster he had been through the
-Crimean campaign and the Indian Mutiny, and in the latter gained the
-coveted cross “For Valour” by exploding a charge at a rebel fort-gate
-which had already cost a score of lives and still blocked Britain’s
-righteous vengeance.
-
-He had been on the Abyssinian Expedition and in the Zulu War, and had
-returned from the latter so punctured with assegai wounds that he vowed
-he looked like nothing but a da-asht pin-cushion. Then he came into the
-title, and a very comfortable income, through the death of an uncle,
-who had made money in the banking business and received his baronetcy
-as reward for party-services; and after one more campaign--up Nile with
-Wolseley after Gordon--the Colonel retired on his honors and left the
-field to younger men.
-
-He found his brother, Geoff, just married and vicar of Iver Magnus,
-went to stop with him for a time, and stopped on--a very acceptable
-addition to the vicar’s household. When the children came, who so
-acceptable, and in every way so adequate, a godfather as the Colonel?
-And, with the very comfortable expectations incorporated in him, how
-resist his vehement choice of names,--extraordinary as they seemed to
-the hopeful father and mother?
-
-And so he had the eldest girl christened Alma, after his first
-engagement; and the boy who came next he named Raglan, after his first
-esteemed commander; and the next girl he was actually going to call
-Balaclava; but there Mrs. Vicar struck, and nearly wept herself into a
-fever, until they compounded on Victoria, after Her Majesty.
-
-When Vic was five, and Ray ten, and Alma twelve, their father and
-mother both died in an heroic attempt at combating an epidemic of
-typhoid, and Uncle Tony shook off the dust and smells of Iver Magnus,
-bought Oakdene at Willstead, and set up his establishment there, with
-little Miss Mitten, the sister of his special chum Major Mitten--who
-had been pin-cushioned by the Zulus at the same time as himself only
-more so--as vice-reine.
-
-Miss Mitten was sixty-seven if she was a day, but never admitted it
-even at census-time. She was an eminently early-Victorian little lady,
-had taught in a very select ladies’ school, and had written several
-perfectly harmless little books, which at the time had obtained some
-slight vogue but had long since been forgotten by every one except
-the ‘eminent authoress’ herself, as some small newspaper had once
-unforgettably dubbed her.
-
-She was as small and neat as the Colonel himself, and in spite of the
-ample living at Oakdene her slim little figure never showed any signs
-of even comfortable rotundity. She was in fact sparely made, and the
-later fat years had never succeeded in making good the deficiencies of
-the many preceding lean ones. She wore the neatest of little gray curls
-at the side of her head, and, year in year out, they never varied by so
-much as one single hair.
-
-She was very gentle, a much better housekeeper than might have been
-expected, and was partial to the black silk dresses and black silk
-open-work mittens of the days of long ago. The youngsters called her
-Auntie Mitt., and the Colonel they called Uncle Tony. She alone of all
-their world invariably addressed the Colonel as ‘Sir Anthony,’ and in
-her case only he raised no objection, since he saw that she thereby
-obtained some peculiar little inward satisfaction.
-
-Alma, the eldest girl, was, in this year of grace 1914, twenty-six,
-though you would never have thought it to look at her. She was a tall
-handsome girl, dark, as were all the Luards, and three years before
-this, had suddenly shaken off the frivolities of life and gone in for
-nursing, with an ardour and steady persistence which had surprised her
-family and greatly pleased the Colonel, whose still-keen, dark eyes
-twinkled understandingly and approvingly.
-
-Raglan--Ray to all his friends--was twenty-four, two inches taller than
-Alma, broad of shoulder and deep of chest,--he had pulled stroke in his
-College eight, and his clean-shaven face, with its firm mouth and jaw
-and level brows, was good to look upon. He was studying the honourable
-profession of the law and intended to reach the Woolsack or know the
-reason why. Partly as a sop to the martial spirit of Uncle Tony, and
-also because he had deemed it a duty--though he speedily found it a
-pleasure also--he had joined the Territorials and was at this time a
-first lieutenant in the London Scottish, and a very fine figure he made
-in the kilt and sporran.
-
-Victoria, who so narrowly escaped being Balaclava, was nineteen and
-the political heretic of the family. She was an ardent Home-Ruler, a
-Suffragist, a Land-Reformer, played an almost faultless game at tennis,
-could give the Colonel 30 at billiards and beat him 100 up with ten
-to spare; and held a ten handicap on the links. She was in fact very
-advanced, very full of energy and good spirits, and frankly set on
-getting out of life every enjoyable thrill it could be made to yield.
-
-Their close intimacy with the Dares had been of no little benefit
-to all three of them. Accustomed from their earliest years to the
-atmosphere of an ample income, they had never experienced any necessity
-for self-denial, self-restraint, or any of the little dove-coloured
-virtues which add at times an unexpected charm to less luxurious lives.
-
-They found that charm among the Dares and profited by it. To their
-surprise, as they grew old enough to understand it, they found their
-own easy lives narrower in many respects than their neighbours’,
-although obviously Uncle Tony’s open purse was as much wider and deeper
-than Mr Dare’s as Oakdene, with its well-tended lawns and beds and
-shrubberies and orchard and kitchen-gardens, was larger than The Red
-House and its trifling acre. And yet, as children, they had always had
-better times on the other side of the hedge, when they had made a hole
-large enough to crawl through; and Christmas revels and Halloweens in
-The Red House were things to look back upon even yet.
-
-Perhaps it was Mrs Dare that made all the difference. Auntie Mitt
-was a little dear and all that, and Uncle Tony was an old dear and
-as good as gold. But there was something about Mrs Dare which gave a
-different feeling to The Red House and everything about it; and Alma
-very soon arrived at the meaning of it, and expressed it, succinctly if
-exaggeratedly, when she said to Lois one day,
-
-“Lo, I’d give Auntie Mitt and Uncle Tony ten times over for half your
-mother.”
-
-And Mrs Dare, understanding very clearly, had mothered them all alike
-so far as was possible. And her warm heart was large enough to take
-in the additional three without any loss, but rather gain, to her own
-four, and with benefit to the three which only the years were to prove.
-
-The Luard youngsters, in short, had lived in circumstances so wide and
-easy that they had become somewhat self-centred, somewhat aloof from
-life less well-placed, somewhat careless of others so long as their own
-enjoyment of life was full and to their taste.
-
-Auntie Mitt was not blind to it. In her precise little way she took
-upon herself--with justifiable misgiving that nothing would come of
-it--to point out to them that they were in danger of falling into the
-sin of selfishness. And, as she expected, her gentle remonstrances fell
-from them like water off lively little ducks’ backs.
-
-Uncle Tony considered them the finest children in the world, would not
-hear a word against them, and spoiled them to his heart’s content and
-their distinct detriment.
-
-Their association with the Dares saved them no doubt from the worst
-results of Uncle Tony’s mistaken kindness, but even Mrs Dare could
-not make angels of them any more than she could of her own four. She
-could only do her best by them all and leave them to work out their own
-salvation in their own various ways.
-
-Connal Dare, the eldest of her own tribe, had been in the medical
-profession since the age of eight, when the game of his heart had
-been to make the other three lie down on the floor, covered up with
-tidies and shawls, while he inspected their tongues, and timed their
-pulses by a toy-watch which only went when he wound it, which he could
-not do while holding a patient’s pulse. As he invariably prescribed
-liquorice-water, carefully compounded in a bottle with much shaking
-beforehand, and acid drops, the others suffered his ministrations with
-equanimity so long as his medicaments lasted, but grew convalescent
-with revolting alacrity the moment the supply failed.
-
-Since then, true to his instinct, he had worked hard, and forced his
-way up in spite of all that might have hindered.
-
-His father would have liked him with him in the business in St Mary
-Axe, but, perceiving the lad’s bent, raised no objection, on the
-understanding that, as far as possible, he made his own way. And this
-Connal had succeeded in doing.
-
-He was a sturdy, fair-haired, blue-eyed fellow, several inches shorter
-than Ray Luard but fully his match both in boxing and wrestling,
-as proved in many a bout before an admiring audience of five--and
-sometimes six, for the Colonel liked nothing better than to see them at
-it and bombard them both impartially with advice and encouragement.
-
-Connal had overcome all obstacles to the attainment of his chosen
-career in similar fashion; had taken scholarship after scholarship;
-and all the degrees his age permitted, and had even paid some of his
-examination fees by joining the Army Medical Corps, which provided him
-not only with cash, but also with a most enjoyable yearly holiday in
-camp and a certain amount of practice in his profession.
-
-He had, however, long since decided that general practice would not
-satisfy him. He would specialise, and he chose as his field the still
-comparatively obscure department of the brain. There were fewer skilled
-workers in it than in most of the others. In fact it was looked
-somewhat askance at by the more pushing pioneers in research. It
-offered therefore more chances and he was most profoundly interested in
-his work in all its mysterious heights and depths.
-
-At the moment he was the hard-worked Third Medical at Birch Grove
-Asylum, up on the Surrey Downs, and whenever he could run over to
-Willstead for half a day his mother eyed him anxiously for signs of
-undue depression or disturbed mentality, and was always completely
-reassured by his clear bright eyes, and his merry laugh, and the gusto
-with which he spoke of his work and its future possibilities.
-
-With the approval and assistance of his good friend Dr Rhenius, who
-had attended to all the mortal ills of the Dares and Luards since they
-came to live in Willstead, he was working with all his heart along
-certain definite and well-considered lines, which included prospective
-courses of study at Munich and Paris. In preparation for these he was
-very busy with French and German, and for health’s sake had become an
-ardent golfer. His endless quaint stories of the idiosyncrasies of his
-patients showed a well-balanced humorous outlook on the most depressing
-phase of human life, and as a rule satisfied even his mother as to the
-health and well-being of his own brain.
-
-It was just about the time that he settled on his own special course
-in life, and accepted the junior appointment at Birch Grove, that Alma
-Luard surprised her family by deciding that life ought to mean more
-than tennis and picnics and parties, and became a probationer at St
-Barnabas’s.
-
-Lois, who came next, had a very genuine talent for music, and a voice
-which was a joy to all who heard it. For the perfecting of these she
-had now been two years at the Conservatorium at Leipsic and had lived,
-during that time, with Frau von Helse, widow of Major von Helse, who
-died in Togoland in 1890. Frau von Helse had two children,--Luise, who
-was also studying music, and Ludwig, lieutenant in the army. It was
-Ludwig’s obvious admiration for Lois, the previous summer,--when he
-had escorted her and his sister to Willstead for a fortnight’s visit
-to London in return for Frau von Helse’s great kindness to Lois during
-her stay in Leipsic--that had fanned into sudden flame the long-glowing
-spark of Ray Luard’s love for her.
-
-Honor was Vic’s great chum and admirer. When Honor began going to St
-Paul’s School, Vic insisted on going also, and the experience had done
-her a world of good. Even Alma had been known to express regret that
-she had not had her chances. An exceedingly high-class and expensive
-boarding-school at Eastbourne had been her lot. An establishment in
-every respect after Auntie Mitt’s precise little heart, but comparison
-of Vic’s wider, if more democratic, experiences with her own eminently
-lady-like ones always roused in Alma feelings of vain and envious
-regret.
-
-Noel had been at St Paul’s also, and on the whole had managed to have
-a pretty good time. He was no student, however. The playing fields and
-Cadet corps always appealed to him more strongly than the class-rooms.
-He was now having a short holiday before tackling, with such grace as
-might be found possible when the time came, the loathsome mysteries of
-St Mary Axe.
-
-There was nothing else for it. He had shown absolutely no inclination
-or aptitude for any special walk in life. His father’s hope was that,
-under his own eye, he might in time develop into a business-man and
-relieve him of some portion of his at times over-taxing work.
-
-By dint of strenuous labours Mr Dare had, in the course of years,
-worked up a profitable business in foreign imports and exports, but,
-like most businesses, it had its ups and downs, and it would be a great
-relief to be able to leave some of the details to one whom he knew he
-could trust, as he could Noel. He had had--or at all events had had the
-chance of--a good sound education. His father could only hope that he
-had taken more advantage of it than he had ever permitted to show. And
-experience would come with time.
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-
-When the taxi, for which Ray had ’phoned, came rushing up, they all met
-again at the front gate to give him their various God-speeds on his
-gallant errand.
-
-Mrs Dare handed him the note she had hastily penned to Lois, with a
-warm, “We are very grateful to you, Ray, for your thought of her. Bring
-her safe home to us.”
-
-The Colonel handed him a small buff paper bag which chinked, saying,
-“If you haven’t enough there, my boy, you will let me know. God bless
-you both!”
-
-Vic said enviously, “Just wish I was going! Wouldn’t it be ripping,
-Nor, to be stranded out there and have someone come out from England to
-rescue you?”
-
-“Ripping! Let’s try it! Where could we get to?”
-
-“Little girls are better at home,” said Noel, with his golf-clubs slung
-over his shoulder so that not a moment of this last precious holiday
-should be missed. “Good-luck, old man! If you get into any boggle wire
-for me and I’ll come and get you out of the mud. Jawohl! Hein! Nicht
-wahr!”
-
-“I shall hope to find you all in the best of health about Tuesday or
-Wednesday,” said Ray, with a final wave of the hand, and the taxi
-whirled away round the corner.
-
-“See you two later,” cried Noel, as he swung away towards the links.
-“I’ll feed up yonder and meet you at the courts at three.”
-
-The girls sauntered away, arm in arm, up the Oakdene path, to talk it
-all over. The Colonel wrung Mrs Dare’s hand again, and said, with warm
-feeling that subdued his voice to some extent, “We will congratulate
-one another again, ma’am. Nothing could have pleased me better. Lois
-is one of the sweetest girls I’ve ever met, and Ray will do us all
-credit.”
-
-“He’s a fine boy. I’m sure they will be very happy. I am thankful it
-has fallen out so. I was a little afraid, at times, last summer----”
-
-“You mean that spick-and-span, cut-and-dried, starched and stuck-up
-German dandy? Pooh, ma’am! I knew better than that myself.”
-
-“He was a good-looking lad, you know, and his music was quite
-exceptional.”
-
-“Always strikes me as rather namby-pamby in a man. But--a word in your
-ear, ma’am!”--in a portentous whisper induced by the discharge of his
-feelings,--“D’you know, I wouldn’t be a bit surprised if we came on
-another link in the chain before long.”
-
-“Another link?” echoed Mrs Dare, and stared at him in great surprise.
-
-“Yes,” with a twinkle of beaming eyes. “What do _you_ suppose made
-my eldest girl take to that nursing business? You know she’d no need
-to----”
-
-“You mean Con?”
-
-“Why, of course! Who else? I’ve a great belief in Con. He’ll go far
-before he’s through. And I know Alma. And it’s only in the light of Con
-that I can explain her.”
-
-“You’re just an incorrigible old match-maker,” laughed Mrs Dare, more
-amused than convinced.
-
-“When you’re out of the game yourself there’s nothing like watching the
-young ones at it. If it had been my luck now to meet yourself before
-Dare came along----”
-
-“You’d have found me in my cradle,” she laughed again, as she went up
-the path towards the front door.
-
-“No,--in short frocks,” said the Colonel emphatically. “But I’d have
-waited all right.”
-
-It was a standing joke among them that the Colonel had fallen in love
-with his neighbour’s wife, and he confessed to it like a man, to John
-Dare’s very face.
-
-“Duty calls,” said Mrs Dare. “I’ve got two rooms to turn out this
-morning, because my charlady couldn’t come yesterday. And there she is
-going in at the back gate. Good-bye, Colonel! I’m half hoping Con may
-come over to-day. It’s three weeks since he was here and he sometimes
-manages it on a Saturday. I’ll send you word if he comes and perhaps
-you’ll come round for a cup of tea.”
-
-“I will. And bring Alma with me,” he twinkled.
-
-“Is she to be here? I didn’t know.”
-
-“Neither do I, but they generally manage to hit on the same day
-somehow. Curious, isn’t it?” and he lifted his hat and marched away,
-chuckling to himself like a plump little turkey-cock.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-
-Con’s visits were like those of the angels, unexpected, generally
-unannounced, and always very welcome. The one curious thing about them
-was, as the Colonel had said, that, as often as not, they coincided in
-most extraordinary fashion with the whirling home-calls of Alma Luard.
-And whenever it happened so, the Colonel chuckled himself nearly into
-a fit in private, and in public preserved his innocent unconsciousness
-with difficulty.
-
-Mrs Dare went off to superintend the operations of her charlady, whose
-attention to corners and little details in general was subject to
-lapses unless the eye of the mistress was within easy range. And as Mrs
-Skirrow worked best under a sense of personal injury Mrs Dare became of
-necessity the recipient of all her conjugal woes and endless stories of
-filial ingratitude.
-
-She had a husband,--an old soldier in every sense of the word,--who
-was cursed with a constitutional objection to authority and work of
-any kind, and two sons who took after their father. One or the other
-stumbled into a place now and again and lost it immediately, and Mrs
-Skirrow slaved night and day to keep them from any deeper depths than
-half-a-crown a day and her food was able to save them from.
-
-“Is ut true, mum, that we’ll mebbe be having another war?” asked Mrs
-Skirrow as she flopped and scrubbed.
-
-“I hope not, Mrs Skirrow, but there’s said to be the possibility of it.
-We must hope we’ll be able to keep out of it. War is very terrible.”
-
-“’Tes that, mum, but there’s a good side to ut too. Mebbe ut’d give
-chance o’ someth’n to do to some as don’t do much otherwise. If ut
-took my three off and made men of ’em or dead uns ut’d be a change
-anyway.”
-
-“You’d find you’d miss them.”
-
-“I would that,” said Mrs Skirrow emphatically, and added presently,
-“And be glad to.... I done my best to stir ’em up, but ut’s in their
-bones. Mebbe if they was in th’ army they’d manage to put some ginger
-into ’em.”
-
-“It might do them good, as you say. But you might never see them again,
-you know.”
-
-“I seen enough of ’em this last two years to last me. ’Taint reasonable
-for one woman to have to work herself to the bone for three grown men
-that can’t get work ’cause they don’t want to.”
-
-“It is not. I think it absolutely shameful of them.”
-
-“Not that they quarrel at all,” said Mrs Skirrow, instantly resentful
-of anyone blaming her inepts but herself. “I’m bound to say that for
-’em. They’re good-tempered about it, but that don’t keep ’em in clo’es,
-to say noth’n of boots. I suppose, mum, you ain’t got an old pair of
-...” and Mrs Skirrow’s lamentations resolved themselves into the usual
-formula.
-
-It was close upon tea-time when Con came striding up the path, with a
-searching eye on the next-door grounds.
-
-“And what do you think of the war, mother?” he asked briskly, with
-his face all alight, as soon as their greetings were over, and he had
-satisfied himself as to the welfare of the rest of the family, and
-expressed his entire satisfaction with the news about Lois and Ray.
-
-“You mean this Austrian business? It’s very disturbing but I hope we
-won’t be drawn into it, my boy.”
-
-“I expect we shall, you know. Pretty certain, it seems to me. And if we
-are I’m pretty sure to get the call....”
-
-“I had not thought of that, Con,” and her hands dropped into her lap
-for a moment and she sat gazing at him. “That brings it close home. I
-pray it may not come to that.”
-
-“Well, you see, I’ve had the cash, and the goods have got to be
-delivered----”
-
-“Of course. But----”
-
-“And if it comes to a scrap they’ll need every medical they can get.
-What does Rhenius say about it all?”
-
-“He’s away,--in Italy, I think.”
-
-“I remember. He wrote me he was hoping to get off, if he could find a
-locum who wouldn’t poison you all in his absence. Well, anyway, I’m
-getting my kit packed----”
-
-“That’s business, my boy,” pealed the Colonel’s hearty voice, as he
-came in with a telegram in his hand. “I saw you turn in and I’d already
-been invited to drink a cup of tea with you. Alma can’t get off,”--he
-said, in a matter-of-fact way, showing the telegram.
-
-“Oh?--did you expect her, sir?” with an assumption of surprise to cover
-his disappointment.
-
-“I did, my boy, when I heard from your mother that she thought you
-might come to-day. Did you?”
-
-“Medicals and nurses are not their own masters,” said Con
-non-committally. “Do you really think we’ll be into it, sir?”
-
-“I do, Con. I don’t see how we can possibly keep out. It’s a most
-da--yes, damnably inevitable sequence, it seems to me. Austria goes
-for Servia. Russia won’t stand it. In that case Germany is bound to
-help Austria. France will help Russia. Exactly how we stand pledged
-to help France and Russia no one knows, I imagine, except the Foreign
-Secretary. But everyone knows that the German war-plan contemplates
-getting at France through Belgium. And if they try that, the fat’s in
-the fire and we’ve got to stop them or go under.”
-
-“That’s exactly how they’re looking at it at our place, and all the
-R.A.M.C. men are getting their things together in readiness for the
-call.”
-
-“It’ll be a tough business,” said the Colonel weightily, but with the
-light of battle in his eye. “But we’ve got to go through with it ...
-right to the bitter end.”
-
-“Have you any doubts about the end, sir?”
-
-“None, my lad. But the end is a mighty long way off and it’ll be a hot
-red road that leads to it, unless I’m very much mistaken. They’ve been
-preparing for this for years, you see. It had to come, and some of us
-saw it. Da-asht pity we didn’t all see it! We’d have been readier for
-it than we are. Lord Roberts was right. Every man in Great Britain and
-Ireland ought to have been in training for it.”
-
-“Conscription again, Colonel!” said Mrs Dare. “And you still think
-England would stand it?”
-
-“Not conscription, my dear madam,--Universal Service,--a very different
-thing and not liable to the defects of conscription. France broke down
-through her faulty conscription in 1870. Germany won on her universal
-service. And, da-ash it! we ought to have had it here ever since. But
-you others thought we were all screaming Jingoes and mad on military
-matters because that was our profession. Now, maybe, it’s too late.”
-
-“Still, you say you don’t believe they can beat us, sir?” said Con
-earnestly.
-
-“Not in the long run. No, I don’t, my boy. But can you begin to imagine
-what a long run will mean in these times? I’ve seen war and I know what
-it meant up to twenty years ago. But--if I know anything about it--that
-was child’s-play to what this will be. Those--da-asht Germans are so
-infernally clever--and you must remember they’ve been working for
-this and nothing but this for the last twenty years, while we’ve been
-playing football and cricket, and squabbling over the House of Lords
-and Home Rule. Da-ash it! If our side had kept in I believe we’d have
-been readier.”
-
-“I doubt it, sir,” said Con, with the laugh in the corners of his
-eyes. “You’d have been fighting for your lives all the time, whereas
-we at all events have done something--Old Age Pensions, and National
-Insurance, and so on,” at which the Colonel snorted like a war-horse
-scenting battle.
-
-“And how is the work going, Con?” asked Mrs Dare, as a lead to less
-bellicose subjects.
-
-“Oh, all right. About same as usual. We got a new old chap in the other
-day and he’s taken a curious fancy to my grin. He stops me every time
-we meet, and says, ‘Doctor, do smile for me!’ and he’s such an old
-comic that I just roar, and then he roars too, and we’re as happy as
-can be.”
-
-“He’s no fool,” said the Colonel. For Con’s grin was very contagious.
-The corners of his eyes had a way of wrinkling up when the humorous
-aspect of things appealed to him, his eyes almost disappeared, and then
-his face creased up all over and the laugh broke out. And as a rule it
-made one laugh just to watch him.
-
-“But we had two rather nasty things, last week,” he said, sobering up.
-“Two of the old chaps were set to clean up an out-house, and one of
-them came out after a bit and sat down in the sun with his back against
-the wall, humming the ‘Old Hundredth,’ they say. One of the attendants
-asked him what he was doing there, and he said old Jim was tired and
-was lying down inside. And when they went in they found old Jim lying
-down with his head beaten in and as dead as a door-nail.”
-
-“Good Lord!” said the Colonel. “And what did you do to the other?”
-
-“What could we do? He was quite unconscious of having done anything
-wrong. He’ll be kept under observation of course. But the other matter
-was worse still, in one way. A table-knife disappeared one day from the
-scullery and couldn’t be found anywhere. And for a week we all went
-with our heads over both shoulders at once, and the feel of that knife
-slicing in between our shoulder-blades at any moment. I tell you, that
-was jolly uncomfortable.”
-
-“And did you find it?” asked Mrs Dare anxiously.
-
-“Yes, we hunted and hunted till we discovered it inside the back of a
-picture frame, and we were mighty glad to get it, I can tell you.”
-
-“Gad!” said the Colonel, with extreme energy. “I’d sooner be at the
-front any day. It’s a safer job than yours, my boy.”
-
-“I suppose there are possibilities of getting hurt even there, sir,”
-and Con’s creases wrinkled up.
-
-“Oh, you can get hurt all right enough, but it’s not knives between
-your shoulder-blades.”
-
-“Assegais,” suggested Mrs Dare, who knew his record.
-
-“Assegais are deucedly uncomfortable, but that was fair fighting----”
-
-Then Mr Dare walked in, very much later than usual for a Saturday. And,
-though he greeted them cheerfully, his face was very grave, to his
-wife’s anxious eyes.
-
-“I waited a bit to see if any further news came along,” he said quietly.
-
-“And how are they feeling about things?” asked the Colonel.
-
-“Nervous. In fact, gloomy. Everybody admits that it seems incredible,
-but there’s a general fear that we may be drawn in, in spite of all Sir
-Edward Grey’s efforts.”
-
-“We shall,” said the Colonel emphatically. “I feel it in my bones.
-Germany is very wide awake. She’s been crouching for a spring any time
-this several years, and here are England, France, and Russia tied up
-with internal troubles. It’s her day without a doubt. Take my advice
-and make your preparations, my friend. When it comes it’ll come all in
-a heap. I only wish we were readier for it, and I wish to God they’d
-have the common-sense to put Kitchener in charge of the Army. He’s the
-man for the job, and what earthly use is he in Egypt when Germany may
-be at our throats any day? Asquith can’t be expected to understand all
-the ins and outs of the machine.”
-
-“Yes, it’s too much to expect of him. And as to Kitchener, I quite
-agree. He’s the right man for the job.”
-
-“Exchange upset? Money tight?”
-
-“Slump all round. Consols down one and a half. Bank rate three still,
-but expected to jump any day. In fact things are about as sick as they
-can be.”
-
-“We’re in for a very bad time, I’m afraid,” said the Colonel gravely.
-And the shadow of the future lay upon them all.
-
-When, presently, the Colonel got up to go, Mrs Dare and Con went with
-him to the front door, and Con went on down the path with him.
-
-“May I speak to you about Alma, Colonel?” Con began, before they
-reached the gate.
-
-“Yes, my boy, you may. But I know what you want to say.”
-
-“You’ve seen it, sir? You know how we feel then. And you don’t object?”
-
-“On the contrary, my boy. I’m very glad you have both chosen so wisely.”
-
-“That’s mighty good of you, sir. I would have spoken to you before but
-I wanted to see my way a little more clearly. And now I can. Sir James
-Jamieson of Harley Street,--he’s the biggest man we have in mental
-diseases, you know,--well, he saw some scraps of mine in the ‘Lancet’
-and asked me to call on him. He’s a fine man, and he wants me to go to
-him as soon as my courses are finished,--Munich and Paris and the rest.
-He’s getting on in years, you see, and he was good enough to say that,
-from what he had heard of me, he believed I was the man to carry on his
-work when his time came to go. It’s immense, you know.”
-
-“Capital! I always knew you’d go far, Con. My only fear was lest
-the--er--atmosphere of your special line should in time affect your own
-mind and spirits. But so far it seems to have had no ill effect. Your
-spirits are above par, and I’ve just had an excellent proof of your
-judgment,”--at which Con laughed joyously.
-
-“When you’re really keen on a thing it doesn’t upset you, no matter
-how unpleasant it may be. And this work is anything but unpleasant to
-me. It’s packed with interest. There’s so much we don’t know yet. And
-there’s heaps of quaint humour in it, if you look out for it.”
-
-“Well, keep yourself fit, my boy, and I don’t think your brain will
-suffer. _Mens sana_, you know.”
-
-“I see to that. I get a couple of hours on the links every day and I
-never play with a medical,--get quite outside it all, you know. Then I
-may speak to Alma, Colonel? She knows, of course, but we’ve never said
-very much.”
-
-“Yes, my lad,--whenever you can catch her. She’s an elusive creature
-these days.”
-
-“I’ll catch her all right,” said Con, all abeam.
-
-The other young people had just returned from their tournament and were
-discussing points over the tea-cups.
-
-“Hello! Here’s old Con,” shouted Noel, and they all jumped up and gave
-him merry welcome. Vic inquired earnestly after the state of his brain;
-and satisfied on that head, they poured out their own latest news.
-
-“Vic and I won,” chortled Honor. “6-5, 6-4, against No and Gregor
-McLean.”
-
-“Oh well,” explained Noel. “If you’d been round the links in the
-morning you wouldn’t have been half so nimble on your pins.”
-
-“Bit heavy, I suppose?” said the Colonel.
-
-“Heavy wasn’t the word for it, sir, and a beastly gusty wind that upset
-all one’s calculations. However, I licked old Greg into a cocked hat
-and he’s no end of a nib with the sticks; so that’s one to me. Pick up
-any lunch scores as you came along, Con?”
-
-“Sorry, old man! I didn’t. I was thinking of other things,” and the
-Colonel nodded weightily, and said,
-
-“In a week from now we’ll all have other things to think about, I’m
-afraid.”
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-
-Ray Luard’s quest was one in which the soul of any man might well
-rejoice. He was flying, like a knight of old,--though as to ways and
-means in very much better case,--to the rescue of his lady-love from
-possibilities of trouble. More than that he did not look for, and
-possible difficulties and delays weighed little with him.
-
-He reached Flushing about seven in the evening after a gusty passage
-which did not trouble him, and was at Cologne in the early hours of the
-morning. But after that his progress was slow and subject to constant,
-exasperating, and inexplicable delays.
-
-He had secured a berth in the sleeper and took fullest advantage of it.
-But all night long, as he slept the troubled sleep of the sleeping-car,
-he was dully conscious of long intervals when the metronomic nimble of
-the wheels died away, and the unusual silence was broken only by the
-creaking complaints of the carriage-fittings and the long-drawn snores
-and sharper snorts and grunts of his companions in travel.
-
-The train was crowded and every bunk was occupied. The occupant of the
-one above him was so violently stertorous that Ray feared he was in
-for a fit, and did his best to save him from it by energetic thumps
-from below. But the only result was a momentary pause of surprise in
-the strangling solo up above and the immediate resumption of it with
-renewed vigour, and Ray gave it up, and drew the bed clothes over his
-ears, and left him to his fate.
-
-In the morning the noisy one turned out to be an immensely fat German
-who rolled about the car as if it and the world outside belonged to
-him,--the repulsively over-bearing kind of person whose very look
-seemed to intimate that no one but himself and his like had any right
-to cumber the earth. And just the kind of person that Ray Luard loathed
-and abominated beyond words.
-
-Ray’s disgust of him, and all his kind and all their doings, showed
-unmistakably in his face, and the fat one became aware of it and took
-offence. He dropped ponderously into the seat alongside Ray so that
-he filled three-quarters of it, and proceeded to stare at him in most
-offensive fashion. His little yellow pig-like eyes, almost lost in the
-greasy fat rolls of his face, travelled suspiciously over his neighbour
-from head to foot as though searching for something to settle on.
-
-Ray knew the look and its meaning. Had he been back at Heidelberg he
-would forthwith have demanded of the starer when and where it was his
-pleasure they should meet to fight it out. But this mountain of fat was
-long past his Mensur days, and Ray was doubtful how to tackle him.
-
-He did perhaps the best thing under the circumstances,--turned his back
-on him and looked out of the window.
-
-But the fat one was not satisfied to let matters rest so. He loosed a
-wheezy laugh and said, “Ach, zo! Ein Engländer!” with another wheezy
-little laugh of extremest scorn.
-
-“And what of that, Fat-Pig?” rapped out Ray, in German equal to his
-own, and the shot took the fat one in the wind.
-
-“Fat-Pig! Fat-Pig! Gott im Himmel, you call me Fat-Pig?”
-
-He rose, bellowing with fury, and was about to drop himself bodily on
-Ray, when others who had watched the proceedings--a Bavarian whose
-foot he had trampled on without apology ten minutes before, and a
-Saxon upon whose newspapers he had also plumped down and pulped into
-illegibility--jumped up and laid hands on him and dragged him back.
-
-“So you are! So you are!” they shouted. “The Englishman has doubtless
-paid his fare and is entitled to the whole of a seat without insult or
-annoyance.”
-
-“They ought to charge you double and then carry you in the
-baggage-van,” said the Saxon.
-
-“You should try to remember you’re not yet in Prussia--you!” growled
-the Bavarian, jerking the mountainous one down into an empty seat.
-
-“Ja!--Mein Gott, if I had you all in Prussia I’d show you who’s who,”
-and he wagged his dewlaps at them with menacing malevolence.
-
-“A damned English spy, if I have any eyes,” he wheezed.
-
-“No more a spy than you’re a gentleman,” retorted Ray.
-
-“Enough! Enough, mein Herr! Let him be! He’s just a Prussian and
-they’re all like that,--blown out with their own conceit till they’ve
-no decent manners left,” said the Bavarian.
-
-“That is so,” said the Saxon, and they removed themselves with Ray out
-of sight and sound of the swollen one.
-
-The other two were quite friendly, and through their smoke endeavoured
-to arrive at an understanding of Ray,--how he came to speak German so
-well,--what his business in life was,--where he was going, and why?
-And, as he had nothing to conceal and felt resentful still of the fat
-man’s insinuations, he told them frankly what he was there for.
-
-Their reserve and soberness over the political outlook impressed him
-greatly. He felt more than justified in the decision he had taken as to
-Lois.
-
-He did his best, without being too intrusive, to get at their view of
-the future, and they at his. But it was all too pregnant with awful
-possibilities, and too obscure and critically in the balance, for very
-free speech. From their manner, however, he gathered that, while they
-personally desired no interruption of the present prosperous state of
-affairs, they doubted if the dispute between Austria and Servia could
-be localised, and feared that if Russia supported Servia the fat would
-be in the fire.
-
-“For me, I do not like Prussia and her insolent ways,” said the
-Bavarian. “Yon stout one is typical of her. But if she goes, we have to
-follow--unfortunately, whether we approve or not. We are all bound up
-together, you see, and there you are.”
-
-And all their discursive chats throughout the day went very little
-deeper than that.
-
-It was a very wearisome journey. Time after time they were shunted into
-sidings while long and heavy trains rolled past. And when Ray commented
-on it with a surprised,
-
-“Well!--for a quick through train this is about as poor a specimen as
-I’ve ever tumbled on,”--their only comment, as they gazed gloomily out
-of the window, was, “The traffic is disorganised for the moment.”
-
-The stations they passed through were packed with people, and the
-military element seemed more in evidence even than usual.
-
-It was close on five o’clock in the afternoon before they arrived in
-Leipsic. The Bavarian had left them at Cassel. The Saxon, as he bade
-Ray adieu, said quietly,
-
-“You may find things more difficult still if you try to return this
-way, Herr. If you take my advice you will strike down South into Tirol
-and Switzerland, and meanwhile say as little as possible to anyone,”
-and with a meaning nod he was gone.
-
-Ray went along to the Hauffe, secured a room, had a much-needed
-bath and dinner, and then set off at once for Frau Helse’s house in
-Sebastian Bach Strasse.
-
-The plump Saxon maid informed him that Fräulein Dare was out, that Frau
-Helse was out, that Fräulein Luise was out;--they were in fact all at a
-concert at the Conservatorium; and the Herr Lieutenant, he was with his
-regiment. So Ray left his card with the name of his hotel scribbled on
-it, and Mrs Dare’s letter, and promised to return in the morning.
-
-Then, after a stroll about the unusually thronged streets, he returned
-to his hotel and looked up trains for Switzerland.
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-
-Knowing how anxious Lois would be for a fuller understanding of his
-coming, Ray set off for Frau Helse’s house the moment he had finished
-breakfast next morning.
-
-Lois had obviously been on tenterhooks till he came. He was hardly
-ushered into the stiff, sombre drawing-room, when the door flew open
-and she came hastily in.
-
-“Oh, Ray!”--and he caught her in his arms and kissed her.
-
-“There is nothing wrong at home?--Mother?--Father?--” she asked
-quickly, her anxiety accepting the unusual warmth of his greeting as
-somehow appropriate to the circumstances. “Is it only what Mother says,
-or----”
-
-“Just exactly what Mother says, my child, and quite enough too.
-Everybody is perfectly well. Our only anxiety is on your account.”
-
-“And you really think there is going to be trouble?”
-
-“Uncle Tony is certain we’re in for a general European war,--in fact
-for Armageddon foretold of the prophets. And the mere chance of it is
-more than enough to make us want you home.”
-
-She could still hardly quite take it all in. She stood gazing at him in
-amazement.
-
-“And you?--you really think it, Ray?”
-
-“Nothing’s impossible in these times, and I’m not going to run any
-risks where you’re concerned. How soon can you be ready?”
-
-“I’ll finish my packing at once. I started early this morning, though I
-was not at all sure what it all meant.”
-
-“One moment, Lois,” he said meaningly. “You can trust these people, I
-suppose?”
-
-“Frau Helse? Oh yes. They’re as nice as can be.”
-
-“Very well then. Pack just your choicest possessions into a small bag
-that I can carry, and everything else into your trunk. We’ll leave the
-trunk in Frau Helse’s care and take the other with us.”
-
-“But why not take the trunk also?” she asked in surprise.
-
-“If matters are as I think, from what I’ve seen, they’re mobilising
-here for all they are worth, and the lighter we travel the better. Our
-train could hardly get through coming. Going back will be worse. Indeed
-I’ve already had it hinted to me that our safest way will be to strike
-right down south into Switzerland.”
-
-“Into Switzerland?”
-
-“Yes, if things develop rapidly, as they probably will, all the traffic
-here will go to pieces--all in the hands of the military, you know. And
-you know enough of Germany to know what that means.”
-
-She nodded thoughtfully, and said, “There’s been something going on
-below-ground for some time past. I was sure of it. They said it was
-manœuvres, but it looks as if it was a good deal more. I can be all
-ready in an hour. Will you see Frau Helse?”
-
-“Perhaps I’d better, so that she may see I’m at all events respectable
-to look at. Then I’ll go to the station and see if the trains are
-running all right. You’ve told her, I suppose.”
-
-“Yes, I showed her Mother’s letter. But she was decidedly shocked at
-the idea of my going off alone with any man who wasn’t at least a
-cousin.”
-
-“Oh--cousin! She’ll be more shocked before she sees the end of it all,
-maybe.”
-
-So Lois went away and brought in Frau Helse and Luise, and introduced
-Ray to them. They had been mightily surprised at Fräulein Lois’s
-news, and Frau Helse--when the two girls had gone off to finish the
-packing--let it be seen that she was distinctly doubtful as to the
-perfect propriety of allowing her to go off with this good-looking
-young Engländer, who was not in any way related to her. However, in the
-face of Mrs Dare’s letter she could scarcely raise any objection, and
-Ray got away as soon as he could, promising to be back in an hour.
-
-He had decided to take the friendly Saxon’s advice and make for
-Switzerland. He reasoned the matter out thus,--Austria and Servia were
-practically at war. Though no formal declaration had yet been made,
-the Austrian Legation had left Belgrade. Russia would almost certainly
-help Servia. Germany would help Austria. France would help Russia.
-Without doubt Germany would endeavour to strike at France quickly and
-heavily. She could only do that down south. So all the railway lines
-leading thither would be taken over by the military, and ordinary
-travellers--and still more especially foreigners--would meet with less
-consideration even than usual.
-
-So he enquired for trains for Munich, intending to get from there into
-Tirol, and so into neutral Switzerland. Since the first clash of arms
-would undoubtedly come far away to the south on the Servian frontier,
-it was reasonable to expect that this remote corner of Austria would
-still be comparatively free and open to traffic.
-
-There was a train at ten o’clock and another at half-past twelve. He
-decided on the earlier one, paid his bill at the hotel, and drove off
-to Frau Helse’s to secure his prize.
-
-Lois was waiting for him, all dressed for the journey, and the
-slightness of her travelling equipment evoked his surprised eulogiums.
-
-As they were making for the station, with just comfortable time to
-get their tickets, they passed on the sidewalk a man of unforgettable
-proportions.
-
-There was no possibility of mistaking him, but Ray had no desire for
-his further acquaintance and permitted no sign of recognition to escape
-him. The stout one, however, turned ponderously and looked after them,
-and then said a word or two to a policeman.
-
-Ray had got their tickets, and had despatched a telegram--which never
-reached him--to Uncle Tony, saying they were just starting for home via
-Munich and Switzerland; and they were waiting impatiently for the doors
-of the Wartesaal to be opened to let them through to their train, when
-a couple of police-officers came pushing through the throng to Ray and
-abruptly requested him to follow them.
-
-He was taken aback, but knew his Germany and its unpleasant little ways
-too well to make trouble.
-
-“Follow you? Certainly! But why?”
-
-But they were not there to answer questions, only to carry out orders.
-
-“Come!” they gruffly insisted, and Ray gave his arm to Lois and went.
-
-They were put into a carriage and driven away to Police Head-Quarters,
-and after a long wait were ushered into the presence of a high
-official, who looked worried and overworked.
-
-“Who and what are you? And what are you doing here?” he asked brusquely.
-
-Ray supplied him with the desired information.
-
-“Your passport?”
-
-“I have none, Herr Head-of-Police,”--he had no idea what his
-questioner’s standing might be, but knew that in addressing officials
-in Germany you can hardly aim too high. “I left London at almost a
-moment’s notice on Saturday morning, to bring this lady home to her
-mother. I did not know a passport was necessary.”
-
-“We have definite information that you are a spy.”
-
-“From the fat gentleman who insulted me in the train yesterday, I
-presume,” said Ray, with a smile. “He tried to sit on me and then
-called me names, and I called him Fat-Pig. He had already annoyed
-everyone in the carriage, and they all sided against him and told him
-what they thought of him. I am no more a spy than he is, mein Herr....
-Stay--here is my return ticket to London dated, as you see, Saturday.
-My fiancée has been studying in Leipsic here for the last two years.
-She lived with Frau Helse, 119 Sebastian Bach Strasse. Have you your
-mother’s letter with you, Lois?”--and she got it out and handed it to
-the official.
-
-He read it carefully and seemed to weigh each word and seek between the
-lines for hidden treason.
-
-“And why is Fräulein Dare leaving so hurriedly?”
-
-“Her mother wished her at home and we judged there might possibly be
-difficulties for a girl travelling alone.”
-
-“Why?”
-
-“When there are rumours of war in the air, mein Herr, one’s best place
-is in one’s own country. That was how we looked at it.”
-
-“But the war--if it comes to anything--is far enough from here,” and he
-eyed Ray keenly, as though to penetrate his whole mind on the matter.
-
-“May it remain so!” said Ray earnestly. “But when a fire starts one
-never knows for certain how far it will spread.”
-
-“And you were going to Munich,--towards the danger in fact.”
-
-“Yes, we were going by Innsbruck and Tirol into Switzerland and
-so home. The traffic on the direct lines seems disorganised. The
-booking-clerk refused me a ticket via Cologne.”
-
-“I shall have to keep you awhile till I have made some further
-enquiries. If they are satisfactory you will be allowed to proceed. If
-not----”
-
-“Herr Head-of-Police,” pleaded Lois, in her best German, which was very
-good indeed, and in her prettiest manner, which was irresistible, “It
-is too ridiculous. Herr Luard is a student of law in London. He is the
-nephew of Sir Anthony Luard, who lives next door to us at home, and we
-are fiancés. That is why he came for me. He is no more a spy than I am.
-And Frau Helse will tell you all about me. Fräulein Luise and Ludwig
-were across at our home in London last year.”
-
-He nodded somewhat less officially. “I know Frau Helse, and doubtless
-it is all as you say, Fräulein. But we have to be careful in these
-days. I trust your detention will not be prolonged.”
-
-He touched a bell and they were ushered into an adjoining room and left
-alone.
-
-“Looks as if my assistance was not of much use to you, my dear,”
-laughed Ray. “I wish I’d smashed Fat-Pig’s ugly old head in. It would
-at all events have put him hors-de-combat for a day or two and would
-have been a great satisfaction to my feelings as well.”
-
-“Then I should never have seen you at all,” said Lois. “It will be all
-right, I’m sure. Frau Helse will satisfy him. I’m glad he knows her.”
-
-And an hour later they were released without a word of apology. But it
-was enough for them to be free, and they made their way back to the
-station in good enough spirits.
-
-The delay, however, had lost them both the earlier and the later
-trains, and the time-tables showed that the next one for the south
-would land them at a place called Schwandorf at four o’clock in the
-morning, with the remote possibility of reaching Munich six hours
-later. There was a fast through train a little after midnight, which,
-barring accidents or delays, would get them there a couple of hours
-earlier, but after their late experience, and with the chance of
-running across their fat friend again, and perhaps becoming further
-victims to his pig-headed venom, Ray thought it best to get out of
-Leipsic as early as possible, even at cost of a weary night journey
-in a train that stopped at every station. Every station would at all
-events be that much between them and Pig-Head.
-
-So they had their mid-day meal in the Station restaurant, and dallied
-over it as long as possible, and spent the rest of their time in the
-waiting-room, so that the authorities should have no possible pretext
-for suspicion.
-
-They were perfectly happy, however, in one another’s company and the
-new relationship which Ray’s coming had jewelled into accepted family
-fact. Ray told her all he could think of about home-doings, and was
-keen to learn the smallest details of her life in Leipsic, and so
-there was no lack of talk between them and the time did not seem long.
-
-Streams of people passed through the station, mostly men, and mostly in
-uniform. Ray saw without seeming to notice, and was confirmed in the
-view that great and grave events were brewing.
-
-Their train was an hour late in starting, and, by reason of many
-stoppages and much side-tracking to allow other heavily-laden trains to
-pass, was more than two hours late in reaching Schwandorf.
-
-It was a deadly wearisome journey,--the carriages packed beyond reason,
-everyone somewhat on edge with anxiety and excitement, senseless
-disputations and bickerings, jokes that lacked humour but led to noisy
-quarrelling, no rest for mind or body. They were glad to turn out into
-the chill morning air at Schwandorf, only to find the express already
-gone and none but slow trains till the 1 p.m. express which would, if
-it kept faith, land them in Munich about four in the afternoon.
-
-They had breakfast and then propped themselves into corners in the
-waiting-room and endeavoured to make up for the loss of their night’s
-rest.
-
-The express was not quite so crowded, but even it was frequent captive
-to the sidings, and as their fellow-travellers regarded them with
-polite but unmistakable suspicion they deemed it wise to keep silence,
-and so found the journey very monotonous. And everywhere, from such
-glimpses of the country and stations as their middle seats afforded
-them, they got the impression of unusual activities and endless
-uniforms.
-
-“Is it always like this?” whispered Ray into Lois’s ear one time, and
-she shook her head.
-
-It was after five o’clock when they at last drew into Munich, and as
-they stood in the carriage to let other eager travellers descend,
-Lois plucked Ray warningly by the arm, and he saw, rolling along the
-platform, the Ponderous One who had already got them into trouble in
-Leipsic.
-
-“Hang the Fat-Pig!” he murmured. “Is there no getting away from him?
-What a Thing to be haunted by!”
-
-They peered out of the window till they saw him roll through the
-barrier, and only then ventured to descend and make for the restaurant.
-For to be delivered over to the police as suspects here, where they
-knew no one, might involve them in endless trouble and delay. The one
-thing they desired now, above food or even sleep, was to set foot in a
-country where English folk were not looked upon as suspicious outcasts.
-
-“Can you go on?” asked Ray. “I’m sure you’re dead tired, but----”
-
-“Oh, let us get on,” she replied, with a touch of the all-prevailing
-anxious strain in her voice. “Anything to get out of this horrid
-country. They make me feel like a leper.”
-
-There was a train marked to leave at 5.30 which had not yet started,
-and without waiting to get anything to eat, though their last meal
-had been early breakfast at Schwandorf, they climbed into a carriage,
-thankful at all events at thought of leaving their gross bête-noir
-behind in Munich.
-
-It was close on 11 p.m. when they reached Innsbruck, and Ray led her
-straight across to the Tirolerhof, engaged two rooms, boldly registered
-their names as Raglan and Lois Luard, and ordered supper,--anything
-they had ready, and they fell upon it with a sixteen-hours’ appetite.
-
-“For the time being,” said Ray, with reference to the name he had
-conferred upon her, when the sharpest edge of their hunger was blunted,
-“We are brother and sister to the obnoxious outside public. If you
-don’t want to be a sister to me you shall tell me so in private. It
-strikes me, my dear, that we may possibly not get home quite as quickly
-as they will be expecting over there.”
-
-“If you hadn’t come it looks as though I would never have got home at
-all. Oh, I _am_ so glad you came, Ray. What does it all mean, do you
-think?”
-
-“Mighty trouble all round, I fear. They are evidently mobilising here
-at top pressure. That means an attack on France. And what that may
-mean to us I can’t quite foresee.... We may have to get home through
-Italy.... But--Heavens and Earth!--Italy will be into it too. She’s
-bound to go in with Germany and Austria.... Do you know what _I_ think,
-my child?”
-
-“No, what? Anything to the point?”
-
-“Seems to me we may be bottled up here--that is in Switzerland, if
-we ever succeed in getting there--for the rest of our lives. What
-do you say to getting married as soon as we do get there--if ever,
-Miss--er--Luard,--and so regularising the position?” and he looked
-whimsically at her.
-
-“We’ll wait and see, as Mr. Asquith says,” she smiled. “If we really do
-get bottled up it may have to come to that.”
-
-“H’m! And I was hoping you’d jump at the chance!”
-
-“It’s rather sudden, you see, and a bit overwhelming. We’ve only been
-really engaged since yesterday morning....”
-
-“Oh ho! That so? But you knew all about it. Now didn’t you?”
-
-“A girl can never really know quite all about it, you know, until she
-is asked. She may know her own side of the matter----”
-
-“As you did.”
-
-“And she may have every confidence in--er--the other side----”
-
-“As you had.”
-
-“But----”
-
-“But me no buts, my child! I consider my idea an eminently sensible
-one. You think it over.... And consider all the advantages!--no fuss,
-no wedding-breakfast, no hideous publicity. Just a quiet wedding and
-right into the blissfullest honeymoon that ever was. Heavenly!”
-
-“Well, I’ll think it over, and we’ll see how we go on. What time do we
-start in the morning?”
-
-“There’s a train at 9.45, but it only goes as far as Feldkirch. And
-there’s a fast train at 1.15 which should land us in Zurich some time
-after 8.”
-
-“Let us take the 1.15, then we can have a good rest. I’m awfully tired.”
-
-“One-fifteen it is. And you don’t need to get up till ten,--eleven, if
-you like,” and he escorted her upstairs to her room.
-
-“Do brothers and sisters kiss at your house?” he whispered at the door.
-“They don’t at ours.”
-
-“Nor at ours,” and she put up her face to be kissed.
-
-Innsbruck was as yet fairly quiet. The garrison had gone and had been
-replaced by men of the reserve; most of the visitors had taken fright
-and fled; a few bewildered--or phlegmatic--English and Americans were
-left, but the empty streets and the anxious and preoccupied looks of
-the women gave the pleasant little town an unusual and dreary aspect,
-and our travellers were glad to be en route for a land less likely to
-be disturbed by alarms and excursions and all the fears of war.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-
-When Lois came down next morning she found Ray on the front doorstep,
-deep in conversation with an elderly gentleman of most impressive
-appearance. He was tall and straight, and had white hair and beard and
-moustache, a very kindly face, and extremely polished manners. When he
-spoke, an occasional very slight nasal intonation, which none but a
-well-trained ear would have detected, suggested the United States--most
-likely Boston, she thought, since it reminded her of a Boston girl with
-whom she had been friendly at the Conservatorium.
-
-Ray unblushingly introduced her as his sister, and said,
-
-“Our friend here is advising me to change our route, Lois.”
-
-“Oh--why?” she asked, looking up a little anxiously into the pleasant,
-interested face.
-
-“Because, my dear young lady, I got through from Bâle myself only late
-last night, and not without difficulty. The situation is becoming
-worse every hour. Austria declared war against Servia yesterday. What
-that may lead to no man knows,--unless, perhaps, the Kaiser and his
-advisers. And even they are not absolutely omniscient. It may all peter
-out as it has done before, but I am bound to say that this time I fear
-Germany means business, and if she does it will mean very grim and
-ghastly business indeed. Mobilisation is going on quietly and quickly,
-everywhere, even in Switzerland. The clash will come on the French
-frontier if it comes at all, and I believe it to be inevitable. The
-Swiss fear for their neutrality, and their fears are justifiable. If
-it suits Germany’s book she will trample across Swiss or any other
-territory that happens to be in her way.”
-
-“But--it is too amazing. Why should Germany break out like this?”
-
-“Simply because she thinks her time is ripe. Some of us have been
-expecting this war for years past. Now it is upon us.”
-
-“And how do you think we ought to go?”
-
-“I was just telling your brother that any attempt to get through on any
-of the direct routes is quite out of the question. Every carriage and
-truck on every line is packed with soldiers. Your best way, I think,
-will be to get across country. Make for the Rhone Valley and get down
-to Montreux or Geneva, and wait there till things settle down somewhat,
-when you will be able no doubt to get across France and so home.”
-
-“It means footing it, Lois. How does it strike you?” said Ray.
-
-She knitted her brows prettily while she considered the matter. It was
-certainly all very disturbing.
-
-“And are you going across country also?” she asked the American
-gentleman.
-
-“No. I’m going back to my home in Meran. I have lived there for the
-last five years, and my wife is there. I had to run over to London on
-some business, and I’m glad to have got back in time. Another day and
-it might have been impossible.”
-
-“And how long will it take to walk from here to the Rhone Valley?”
-
-“You can still get a train to Landeck. Then strike right up the Lower
-Engadine Valley,-- Stay! I’ll show you on the map,” and he turned to
-the one on the wall. “Now,--see!--you go first to Landeck. Then follow
-up the Inn to Süss. Then strike across by the Flüela Pass to Davos,
-and then by the Strela Pass to Chur. Then by Ilanz and Disentis to the
-Gothard. There are no difficulties. The roads are good. It will be an
-exceedingly fine walk.”
-
-“What about our bags?” asked Lois.
-
-“Get a couple of rucksacs. Pack in as much as you can carry, and the
-rest.... You could have them forwarded from here. But I should be very
-doubtful if they’d ever reach you in the present state of matters....
-Would you care to leave them in my charge? I will take them to my house
-and send them on as soon as things settle down.”
-
-And he pulled out his pocket-book and handed Ray his card--Charles D.
-Lockhart. Schloss Rothstein. Meran.
-
-“I came across a very fine book on Tirol by a Mr Lockhart not long
-since----” began Ray.
-
-“Quite right! I have written much on Tirol. Since I made my home here
-I have grown very fond of both the country and the people. I fervently
-hope we shall have no more than back-wash of the war here. But there’s
-no telling. Once the spark is in the stubble the flames may spread
-wide.”
-
-“We are greatly indebted to you, Mr Lockhart,” said Ray, “and since you
-are so good we will take advantage of your very kind offer. That is--if
-you can get all you will want till we get to Montreux into a rucksac,
-Lois.”
-
-“I’ll manage all right.”
-
-So they all had breakfast together, and much talk of the gigantic
-possibilities the near future might hold if it came to a universal war.
-Then, under their new friend’s experienced guidance, they made a quick
-round of the shops, bought rucksacs, alpenstocks, a Loden cloak each,
-and had their boots nailed in Swiss fashion.
-
-By the time they had packed their rucksacs and repacked their bags it
-was time for Mr Lockhart to catch his train for Botzen and Meran, and
-they accompanied him to the station and said good-bye to him and their
-property.
-
-And when the train had disappeared they looked at one another and burst
-out laughing.
-
-“I’m sure it’s quite all right,” laughed Lois, “But it does feel odd
-to send off all one’s belongings like that with a man one never set
-eyes on till an hour ago.”
-
-“It’s quite all right, my dear. I’d trust that old fellow with all I
-have--even with you. He’s a fine old boy, and we’ve got to thank him
-for putting us on to a gorgeous trip. Nothing like padding it for
-seeing the country!”
-
-And an hour later they had turned their backs on Landeck and the snow
-peaks of the Lechtaler Alps, and were footing it gaily up the right
-bank of the roaring Inn, with the northern spurs of the Oetztaler
-towering up in front of them beyond the dark mouth of the Kaunser-Tal.
-
-It was a gray day and none too warm, but excellent weather for walking,
-and there was in them an exuberant spirit of relief at having shaken
-off the trammels of ordinary life and left behind, for the time being
-at all events, the gathering war-clouds and ominous preparations. If
-it had rained in torrents they would still have been perfectly happy,
-for that which was within them was proof against outside assault of any
-kind whatsoever.
-
-It was a lonely walk, and so the more delightful to them. They desired
-no company but their own. Beyond an occasional man of the hills
-hastening towards Landeck, with sober face, coat slung by its arms at
-his back, and jaunty cock-feathered hat on the back of his head, they
-did not meet a soul till they came to Ladis.
-
-As a rule these hurrying ones passed them with a preoccupied ‘Grüss
-Gott!’ and a hungry look which craved news but grudged the time.
-
-One stopped for a moment and asked anxiously, “Is it true, then, Herr?
-Is it war?”
-
-And Ray answered him, “With Servia, yes! How much more no man knows.”
-
-“War is the devil,” said the man soberly, and hurried on.
-
-They talked cheerfully,--of the folks at home and all the recent
-happenings there,--dived into happy reminiscence of their own feelings
-towards one another, and how and when and where these had begun to
-crystallise into the radiant certainty of mutual love,--and more than
-once, in the solitude of the little mountain sanctuaries where they
-stopped at times for a rest, Ray caught her to him and kissed her
-passionately in the overflowing fulness of his heart.
-
-It was the most entrancing walk Lois had ever had, and the glow in her
-face and the star-shine in her eyes told their own tale.
-
-They crossed the river where the road wound away into Kaunser-Tal, and
-again by the bridge at Prutz, and six o’clock found them within sight
-of the castle of Siegmundsried, with the pretty little village of Ried
-below.
-
-“We’ll stop the night there,” said Ray. “We’ve done about ten miles and
-all uphill, and that’s quite enough for a first day. How are the feet?”
-
-“First rate. I feel as if I could go on for ever.”
-
-“If you went on for ever you’d wish you hadn’t next day. We’ve got a
-long way to go and there’s no great hurry,--unless you feel as if you’d
-like to get it over and done with.”
-
-“Oh, but I don’t. I’d like it to last for ever and ever.”
-
-“Mr and Mrs Wandering Jew,” laughed Ray. “What would your mother say?”
-
-“She would say, ‘She’ll be all right since she’s with Ray.’”
-
-“See what it is to have a good character,” and they turned into the
-‘Post’ and demanded rooms and supper.
-
-Next day they walked on, first on one side of the river, then on the
-other, loitering on every bridge to watch the gray water roaring among
-the worn gray rocks below.
-
-They ate their lunch on the terrace of the little inn at Stuben,
-looking across at Pfunds lying in the mouth of the valley opposite. And
-when they came to the Cajetan Bridge, instead of crossing it with the
-high-road, Ray kept to the old path along the left bank, through the
-narrow Finstermünz Pass, and made straight for Martinsbruck, and so
-avoided the long bends and steep zig-zags leading to and from Nauders
-in the mouth of the Stillebach Valley.
-
-It was rough walking, but he explained,
-
-“It cuts off a lot, you see, and when we cross that bridge at
-Martinsbruck we’re in Switzerland.”
-
-“That sounds like getting near home,” said Lois.
-
-“It’s a neutral country anyway, and maybe we’ll get news there of
-what’s really happening. But it’s a good long way from home. I believe
-you’re tired of tramping already.”
-
-“Am I? Do I look it?”
-
-“You do not. But you look as though a kiss would encourage you--to say
-nothing of me.”...
-
-The tops and sides of the mountains had been wreathed with
-smoke-coloured clouds all day. It was only as they drew near to
-Martinsbruck that the evening sun struggled out, and they saw a peak
-here and there soaring up above the clouds and all aglow with crimson
-fire,--a wonderful and uplifting vision.
-
-“The Delectable Mountains,” murmured Lois, at this her first sight of
-the alpen-glüh.
-
-“Our Promised Land lies the other way,” said Ray, “But we’ll carry our
-own glory-fire with us.”
-
-They stood watching till the red glow faded swiftly up the summits of
-the cloud-borne peaks and left them chill and ghostly, and Lois heaved
-a sigh of regret.
-
-“Wait!” said Ray, with his hand on her arm; and in a minute or two the
-cold white mountain-tops flushed all soft rose-pink, so exquisitely
-sweet and tender that Lois caught her breath and laid her hand in his,
-as though she must fain share so exquisite a joy with him.
-
-“How lovely!” she whispered, profoundly moved by the sight and the warm
-grip of his hand, through which his heart seemed to beat up into hers.
-“The sun’s last warm good-night kiss! Oh, if they could only be like
-that always!”
-
-“Then we would not enjoy them half as much. Don’t watch it fade,” and
-they turned and went. “We will always remember it at its best.... Life
-is to be like that with you and me, right on and on and on for ever.
-It is a good omen. And here,”--as they crossed the bridge--“we are in
-Switzerland, and this little Post Hotel will serve us excellently.”
-
-Those solitary suppers in the common-rooms of the little wayside inns
-were things to remember. Not so much for the quality of the viands
-and the wine, though they never had a fault to find with either, but
-because of the cheerful goodfellowship and delightful camaraderie they
-engendered. And there was without doubt a subtle crown of joy to it
-all, in the feeling that here they were doing something out of the
-common, something that would possibly administer some slight shock to
-the nerves of Mrs Grundy if she had been aware of it.
-
-Their procedure, however, was not so unusual as they in their innocence
-imagined.
-
-As they sat over their meal that night in the Post at Martinsbruck,
-there came in two later arrivals who presently joined them at table,--a
-strapping young fellow of five-and-twenty and a very pretty girl of a
-year or two less, with large blue eyes and abundant fair hair coiled in
-great plaits round her head, and they were soon all chatting together
-on the friendliest of terms.
-
-These two were tramping also and had come up that day from Süss.
-
-“A good walk that, mein Herr, for little feet!” said the young man,
-looking proudly at his companion. “Thirty-eight kilomètres, I make it,
-perhaps a trifle more.”
-
-“Twenty-four miles!” said Ray. “Yes, that’s a good long stretch. Twenty
-miles,--say thirty, thirty-two kilomètres--is our longest. But then
-we’re only just beginning.”
-
-“And we are just ending,” sighed the girl. “He has to go to the army.
-Do you think it will be a bad war, mein Herr?” she asked anxiously.
-
-“All war is bad, mein Frau,” began Ray.
-
-“Fräulein,” she corrected him with a little smile. “I am Anna Santner.
-He is Karl Stecher. We are of Innsbruck.”
-
-“And in another month--in September--she is to be Frau Stecher,” said
-Karl with a broader smile. “We are taking a portion of our honeymoon
-in advance. To see how we get on together, you understand. It is not
-unusual with us----”
-
-“And I am sure you have got on very well together,” said Lois, with her
-prettiest smile.
-
-“Oh, yes. You see, we love one another very much,” said Anna. “But
-now--! What do you think of it, mein Herr?”
-
-“We can all only hope it will not be as bad as some people fear,
-Fräulein. But, at best, it is bad.”
-
-“Yes, war is bad,” said the young fellow, with gloomy vehemence. “It is
-devil’s play from beginning to end. Still, those Serbs had no right to
-shoot our Archduke, you know, and they deserve a whipping.”
-
-“Possibly. But the danger is that it may spread. If Russia takes
-umbrage, then Germany will join in, and Italy and France.”
-
-“And your country? What will you do?” asked Stecher.
-
-“I do not know. We certainly don’t want war, but if it comes to a
-general struggle we may be in it too. It is horrible to think of.
-In these days--all Europe at one another’s throats! It is almost
-inconceivable.”
-
-“Du meine Güte!” said Anna, clasping her hands tightly together. “It is
-too terrible. What will happen to me if you get killed, my Karl?” and
-she could hardly see him for the tears that filled her large blue eyes.
-
-“I don’t feel a bit like getting killed, my little one, I assure you.”
-
-“That won’t stop those horrid bullets, all the same.”
-
-“Ach, my Nanna, don’t weep for me before it begins anyway! Let us talk
-of something else.... And you, Herr and Frau?--Fräulein?--you are
-married?--yes?--no?--or have you this same pleasant custom with you?”
-
-“Like you,” said Ray, “we are to be married very soon, and we are
-having our honeymoon in advance. You see, the Fräulein was in Leipsic,
-studying, when we heard this ill rumour of war. And her mother gave
-me permission to go and bring her home. And as they are mobilising in
-Germany----”
-
-“Ah--they are mobilising?” jerked Stecher with a nod.
-
-“We were advised to get back through Switzerland, and here we are.”
-
-“We also were in Switzerland,” sighed Anna, reminiscently.
-
-“You came over Flüela?” asked Ray. “How’s the walking there? That’s how
-we are going.”
-
-“It is a good enough road,” said Stecher, “but you will need a full day
-from this end. It is all up hill, you see, and pretty stiff. You must
-get as far as Süss to-morrow night and start early next day. We stayed
-at the Flüela. It is quite good and not dear. And you can rest and eat
-at the Hospice under the Weisshorn. Oh, it is all quite easy. I wish we
-were going that way too.”
-
-“Ach Gott--yes!” sighed Fräulein Anna. And Lois’s heart was sore for
-her, for her future and Karl’s was bound to contain possibilities of
-sorrow and misfortune, and she would have liked everyone to be as happy
-as she was herself.
-
-And next morning, in the strong fellow-feeling of somewhat similar
-circumstances, they shook hands and parted almost like old
-friends,--none of them knowing to what they were going.
-
-The four-and-twenty uphill miles from Martinsbruck to Süss were
-somewhat of a tax on Lois. They were on the road soon after seven,
-however, as Karl and Anna also had to be off early, and with occasional
-halts they made Schuls before mid-day, had a good dinner there and a
-long rest on the terrace of the hotel, with all the noble peaks, from
-Piz Lad opposite Martinsbruck to Piz Nuna opposite Süss, spread wide
-before them. They were at Ardetz in time for an early cup of tea and
-another rest, and reached Süss before sunset.
-
-But long as the way was they enjoyed every rough step of it. For one
-thing it was a brighter day of mixed cloud and sunshine, which wrought
-most wonderful atmospheric effects on the soaring peaks and sweeping
-mountain-sides. Their road wound along the flanks of the Silvretta.
-Below them the Inn foamed white among its gray boulders. Innumerable
-valleys, each with its thread of rushing white water, debouched on
-either side and gave them wonderful peeps at the monarchs behind--the
-Oetztalers, the Ortlers, and the Silvrettas. Running water was
-everywhere--gray glacier streams and sparkling falls, and every here
-and there, on spurs of hills and vantage points, were the grim ruins of
-castles that had played their parts in the days of the Grey Leaguers
-and the Ten Droitures.
-
-But all this delectable outward circumstance was no more than exquisite
-setting for that which was within them, and each of these reacted
-on the other. Never had they found such charm in their surroundings
-before. Never before had surroundings so charming had such effect upon
-their spirits and feelings.
-
-They went along hand in hand at times like country lovers, and more
-than once their hearts broke into song as spontaneous as the lark’s,
-from simple joy of living.
-
-Lois’s voice, in the full rounded beauty of its two years’ careful
-cultivation at the Conservatorium, was a revelation to Ray and thrilled
-him to the depths.
-
-“My dear,” he said deeply, one time, “You have a gift of the gods. It
-would be a sin against humanity to deprive the world of it.”
-
-“Oh, you will let me sing even after we are married.”
-
-“Let you!... Am I a traitor to my kind? Let you, indeed! You will lift
-men’s souls with that voice. The world has need of you, my child, and
-what am I to say it nay?”
-
-“You’re the world to me. I’m glad it pleases you.”
-
-And maybe the menacing war-cloud, which could not be entirely excluded
-from their minds, but served to brighten their radiant enjoyment of
-that perfect day. Stars shine brightest in a winter-black sky.
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-
-They took the road very early again next morning, and turning their
-backs on the ruined castle of Süss and the triple peaks of Piz Mezdi,
-climbed steadily up past the long snow-galleries till they came to the
-mouth of the dreary Grialetsch Valley, with ragged Piz Vadret at its
-head; and there, with their backs against the road-mender’s hut, they
-sat for a long half-hour’s rest and the chance of passing a few words,
-for the road had claimed their breath as they climbed.
-
-It was all so lonely, so peaceful, so aloof from the storm and stress
-of life, and so altogether delightful, that it was only now and again
-that the appalling reason for their being there obtruded itself upon
-them. And whenever it did so it came with something of a shock.
-
-They had in themselves endless gardens of delight to ramble through,
-and it was, “--Do you remember that day at ----, Ray?” and “--I tell
-you, old girl, you gave me some rotten quarters-of-an-hour while that
-stuck-up little ramrod of a lieutenant was buzzing about you!”--and so
-on and so on,--every recollection rosy now with the joy of complete
-understanding, though at the time one and another had been anything but
-joyful.
-
-The old road-mender came trudging up from his work while they still sat
-there. He nodded benevolently with something of a twinkle in his eye,
-as though he could still recall similar times of his own, and gave them
-a cordial “Grüss Gott!”
-
-“We’re doing our best to hold your house up for you,” said Ray.
-
-“So I see, Herr and Fräulein, and it is quite at your service.
-Everybody puts their backs against it after climbing from below. You
-are from Süss this morning?”
-
-“From Süss this morning, and yesterday from Martinsbruck, and the day
-before that from Ried, and the day before that from Innsbruck,” said
-Ray.
-
-“It is a long walk. But when one is young---- I also have been to
-Innsbruck. It is a great city. But there are too many people. They
-fall over one another in the streets. I like my mountains better and
-just one or two people a day. Thanks, Herr!”--at Ray’s offer of a
-cigar--“With permission I will smoke it later. I am going to eat now,”
-and he put it carefully away into his waistcoat pocket and got out
-bread and cheese from his little house, and sat and ate and talked.
-
-“I had a Herr and a Fräulein here, yesterday,” he said reminiscently.
-“No, it was the day before----”
-
-“We met them at Martinsbruck.”
-
-“They were hastening home in fear of some war. But I did not clearly
-make out what it was all about. Is there going to be war, Herr?”
-
-“I’m afraid it looks rather like it. That is why we are hastening home
-also.”
-
-“But what is it all about, Herr? And why, in the name of God, do men
-want to fight in these times?”
-
-“Ah! Now that is a big question, my friend, and it would take a lot of
-answering. But, so far as we know at present, it is only Austria that
-wants to fight. You heard of the Archduke and his wife being shot, down
-in Bosnia?”
-
-“I heard of that. I was sorry. I have had them here. They sat with
-their backs against the house just as you are doing. They seemed nice
-enough people. He gave me five kroner for sitting against my house----”
-
-“Ah!--he was an archduke and rolling in money.”
-
-“I did not mean it that way, Herr. I do not want anything for people
-sitting against my house. It is a pleasure to me to have a word with
-them. There are not too many, you see.”
-
-“It is not like Innsbruck where they fall over one another in the
-streets,” smiled Lois.
-
-“No, it is not like Innsbruck, Fräulein, and I am glad of that. But why
-should their being shot make the rest want to fight?”
-
-“That is only the pretext,” said Ray. “Austria wants to stretch herself
-down south. In fact, I suppose, what she really wants is to get to the
-sea, and Servia lies in her way.”
-
-“If all men lived among the mountains they would learn a great many
-things you never learn down below there. I think one is nearer God up
-here, Herr and Fräulein.”
-
-“I’m sure of it,” said Lois.
-
-“But even the mountains have heard the sound of fighting,” said Ray, to
-draw him on.
-
-“If the men from below wanted to take our rights from us we would fight
-again of course. But they are not likely to come up here, are they,
-Herr?”
-
-“Not up here, I should say. The trouble is, you see, that if Austria
-attacks Servia, Russia will probably intervene, and then Germany will
-come in, and so France, and possibly Great Britain. We hope not, but
-one can never tell.”
-
-“Herrgott! That sounds bad,” and the rough hand and big clasp-knife,
-which had been mechanically feeding the slow-munching jaws, stopped in
-mid-air and he sat staring at them. “Servians I do not know,” he said
-presently. “Russians I have had here, and Frenchmen, and Austrians, and
-many English, and all those I have found good. But Germans, of whom I
-have had still more, I do not like.... And yet I hardly know why,” he
-mused. “Their manners are not good, it is true; but it is something
-more than that. Well, I don’t know--it is just that I do not like them
-and perhaps they perceive it.”
-
-“It is a very general feeling,” said Ray.
-
-“Is it now? Well, that is strange, but it shows it is they who are
-somehow in the wrong.”
-
-“They don’t think so,” laughed Ray, as he drew Lois to her feet by both
-hands. “We must be jogging on or we won’t reach Davos to-night.”
-
-The old man firmly but politely declined Ray’s offer of a mark, saying,
-“I thank you, Herr, but there is no need. It has been a great pleasure
-to talk with you and the Fräulein,” and, not to tarnish so bright and
-unusual a trait, Ray did not press the matter, but offered him instead
-another cigar which was accepted at once as between man and man, and
-they all shook hands and parted.
-
-They crossed the river and threaded their way through a rock-strewn
-valley, and up and on, with the Weisshorn towering white on the right
-and the Schwarzhorn on the left. Then they passed two little lakes, the
-one on the right clear as crystal, the one on the left greenish-white
-and opaque, which Ray told her was glacier-water while the other was
-probably fed by hidden springs.
-
-They had lunch and another long rest at the Hospice, and then began the
-easy ten-mile stretch to Davos, through long stretches of pine-woods,
-dropping with the stream till it joined the Landwasser at Davos-Dorf,
-where they took the omnibus for Davos-Platz.
-
-“We’ll go to the Grand,” said Ray,--“clothes or no clothes. We’re sure
-to find English people there and we’ll learn what’s going on in the
-world outside.”
-
-So to the Grand, and sumptuous rooms and meals, though the very trim
-young gentleman in the office and the pompous head-waiter did look
-somewhat superciliously at their lack in the matter of wedding-garments.
-
-But breeding tells where uttermost perfection in attire without it
-makes no headway at all, and by the time dinner was over they were on
-the best of terms with their nearest neighbours, who were delighted
-to find someone who had had no news of the world’s doings for several
-days and were therefore eager and receptive listeners. And afterwards
-they sat in the lounge while a Canon, and a Doctor, and a Barrister,
-and a Colonel on the retired list,--who knew Uncle Tony very well by
-repute and asked Ray at once if he were related to Sir Anthony Luard as
-soon as he heard his name,--and several of their wives and daughters,
-fed them volubly with fairy-tales and fictions, some of which had some
-small substratum of fact, but mostly they were snowball legends which
-had grown out of all knowledge as they passed from mouth to mouth.
-
-Their latest English papers were three days old. Swiss and German
-papers they had as late as July 30, but the news in them was for the
-most part vague and unsatisfying to souls that craved simple actual
-fact as to what was going on behind the veiled frontiers. Local letters
-were arriving, but none from England since July 28.
-
-Lois and Ray sat and listened but got little from all the talk that
-went on. The general opinion--to which the Colonel stoutly refused
-to conform--was that things looked decidedly unpleasant but that,
-somehow or other, Great Britain would manage not to be drawn into
-any such awful mess as a European war. Sir Edward Grey had handled
-the Balkan affair admirably, and though they were all on the
-opposite side in politics, they one and all,--not excepting even the
-Colonel--acknowledged that he was the very best possible man for his
-difficult and delicate post.
-
-The Colonel however dogmatically prophesied war all round.
-
-“We can no more get out of it,” he said warmly, “than we can any of us
-get home for some months to come.”
-
-“Do you really think we can’t get home?” asked Lois anxiously.
-
-“Think--my dear young lady?--I’m as sure of it as I am that I’m
-sitting here and expect to be still sitting here, or somewhere in this
-neighbourhood, two months hence. You see,”--and he proceeded to prove,
-beyond any possibility of doubt, that--granted the general war he was
-so certain of--every outlet--north, east, west, and south,--would be
-already blocked by the urgencies of mobilisation, and that until all
-the troops of the various nations were massed along the frontiers
-traffic across the denuded countries behind would be out of the
-question.
-
-“Martial law everywhere,” said he, “and thank God we’re not in Germany!”
-
-“There won’t be any difficulty in getting about in Switzerland, I
-suppose,” said Ray.
-
-“Not on your own two feet. The diligences may stop any day. They’ll
-want every horse they can lay hands on. They’re sure to mobilise at
-once, just as they did in 1870. Every man they have will be on the
-frontiers yonder, from Schaffhausen to Basel, and round the corner
-towards Pontarlier, and again in all the passes leading from Italy.
-It’s curious how they fear and detest the Italians. I met a young
-fellow the other day who went across to Tripoli solely to get a whack
-at the Italians, and got a bullet through the calf which he insisted
-on showing me. You see,” he said to Ray, “we can’t possibly keep out
-of it, for the simple reason that Germany will certainly try to get at
-France through Belgium----”
-
-“That’s just what Uncle Tony says.”
-
-“Of course. Every military man who has studied the question knows that
-is their game. Russia is slow, and Germany’s plan is to smash France
-into little bits right away, then go for Russia, and then of course
-for us. Oh, it’s all been mapped out to the last haystack for years, I
-warrant you, while we’ve been swallowing their bunkum and persuading
-ourselves they are really very decent quiet people something like
-ourselves, who only want to be let alone to go their own gentle way.”
-
-“And what’s your idea of the prospects all round, Colonel?”
-
-But at that the Colonel shook his head. “Germany is the principal
-factor in the case and I don’t know her well enough to express an
-opinion. If she’s really as strong and well-organised as she thinks
-she is, and as most people believe, it will be a red-hot business.
-Austria I don’t think much of from what I’ve seen. Italy I do not know
-well. But I’m sure they’re not hankering for the expense of a big
-war. France is better than some folks think. Adversity has taught her
-something.”
-
-“And England?” asked Ray, as the oracle lapsed into silence.
-
-“England is, as usual, not ready. And besides she is not anxious
-for continental adventure. If England had hearkened to some of us
-old croakers--Jingoes and firebrands and scaremongers, we’ve been
-called,--she would be a decisive factor in the game. As it is----”
-
-“Oh come! What about our fleet, Colonel?” said the Canon, whose eldest
-boy was second lieutenant on the “Audacious,” and his youngest a middy
-on the “Queen Mary.”
-
-“Our fleet’s all right, thanks to Churchill. But you can’t utilise a
-fleet, say at Belfort or Nancy or on the borders of Belgium.”
-
-“What about Belgium?” asked Ray. “Has she any fight in her?”
-
-“I have never imagined so. If old Leopold were alive the Germans would
-have a walk-over and the old boy’s coffers would be fuller than ever.
-This new man--of whom I know very little--may be of a different kidney.
-But what can he do against Germany? She would simply roll over him if
-he tried to stand up for his rights. It would be sheer madness on his
-part.”
-
-“Divine madness!” said the Canon musingly. “Such things at times effect
-wonders beyond the understanding of man.”
-
-“And with England and France to back her up, and Russia piling in on
-the other side----” said Ray.
-
-“There you are,” said the Colonel, “--practically a European war.”
-
-Mrs Canon had meanwhile been quietly and unobtrusively, but none the
-less pertinaciously, affording Lois opportunities of explaining the
-exact nature of her relationship to Ray. And two vivacious Misses
-Canon, with their sympathies already openly given to the victim,
-eagerly awaited developments.
-
-But Lois saw no reason for any beating about the bush. She explained
-the matter in full, acknowledging somewhat of irregularity in their
-proceedings but smilingly suggesting that if the war gave no one
-grounds for greater complaint they would all be very well off.
-
-“How ripping!” said the younger girl, with dancing eyes.
-
-“Katharine, my _dear_!” said her mother reprovingly.
-
-“Absolutely and perfectly delectable!” asserted her sister, quite
-unabashed by the maternal disapproval. “I just wish----”
-
-“Madeleine!”
-
-And Madeleine’s envious desires remained locked in the secrecy of her
-maiden heart until she and Katharine went upstairs to bed that night.
-But she and her sister could not make enough of Lois for the rest of
-the evening, and their eyes rested on her caressingly and longingly as
-though by much looking they might possibly absorb some of her obvious
-happiness.
-
-“It must be delightful beyond words,” whispered Katharine.
-
-“It is,” beamed Lois.
-
-“Just like a honeymoon, only more so,” sighed Madeleine rapturously.
-
-“Just all that.”
-
-“And you were at the Conservatorium at Leipsic!” said Katharine.
-
-“I had nearly completed my two years there. It was a very jolly time. I
-enjoyed it every bit.”
-
-“Do come and sing something for us. There’s a music-room over there and
-quite a decent piano.”
-
-“I don’t mind. I love singing,” and they slipped quietly away to the
-music-room and shut themselves in.
-
-But no doors made by man could contain the full rounded sweetness of
-that fresh young voice, and presently the handle was quietly turned
-from the outside and the door pushed noiselessly open so that the
-multitude beyond might share in the enjoyment of it.
-
-She had no music with her, of course, and what lay about--the jetsam of
-the years--did not appeal to her. So she played and sang some of the
-old Scotch songs dear to her mother, and they went right home to the
-hearts of some of her listeners as perhaps the more stately productions
-of the greater masters would not have done.
-
-Between times, on the expectant silence of the hall, there would
-trickle from the inner sanctuary a subdued murmur of talk and now and
-again a ripple of laughter, and then the chords would sound again and
-the full sweet voice would peal out gloriously, and hearts swelled
-large in sympathy with it.
-
-She wound up with “Home, Sweet Home!” and before some of her listeners
-had finished using their handkerchiefs in various furtive and
-surreptitious ways, she was pealing out “God save the King!” like
-a trumpet-call, and “By Gad, sir! It went!”--as the Colonel said
-afterwards.
-
-“My dear!” said the Canon, as he thanked her very warmly for the
-pleasure she had given them. “You have a God-given gift. You can touch
-the hearts of men and lift them to higher things. That is a wonderful
-power for good.”
-
-“I love singing,” said Lois simply.
-
-“Or you could not sing like that,” said the Canon. “Your joyous young
-heart is in your voice.”
-
-As the following day was Sunday, and their next march would take them
-once more into the wilds--over the Strela and by Schanfiggthal to Chur
-and then up Rheinthal to Andermatt,--they decided to take a rest-day
-where they were, in the hope that further news from the outside world
-might arrive before Monday morning.
-
-Nothing came, however, except the Berne newspapers, which hinted at
-mobilisation in Russia, and told of the murder of M. Jaurès in Paris.
-Even these scraps of news, however, afforded the Colonel ground for
-ample comment, and that of the gloomiest character, on the general
-outlook.
-
-“Jaurès,” he said, “was a great leader and he worked hard for a better
-understanding between France and Germany. His removal, at this crisis
-and in this fashion, seems to point to a fanatical revulsion of feeling
-against his ideas. That means that the tinder is ready for the match.
-If Russia is mobilising, Germany will follow suit, if she has not done
-so already. The fat may be in the fire at any moment. For all we know
-the fire may have broken out now, even while we sit here discussing
-it.” Which made them all unusually thoughtful.
-
-And as a matter of fact, with good reason. For Germany had declared war
-on Russia at 7.30 the previous night.
-
-“Which way were you thinking of going?” the Colonel asked Ray, over
-their cigars in the lounge that night.
-
-“First to Chur. Then up the valley to Andermatt, over the Furka, and
-down the Rhone Valley to Montreux.”
-
-“That’s your best way. The East and North of France will certainly be
-closed. You may eventually get through by the Midi. But you’ll probably
-have to wait even for that. It’ll be a terrible upsetting all round.
-And I wish to God we could keep out of it, because we’re not ready. But
-we can’t. I’m as certain of that as that I’m sitting here.”
-
-“It’ll be an awful business if it comes to a general scrap,” said Ray.
-
-“Yes. I’ve seen fighting in several parts of the world and it’s grim
-business at best, but this will beat anything we’ve ever imagined, if
-I know anything about it. Germany is just a huge fighting-machine, and
-she’ll fight like the devil. If Russia is in, France is in, and that
-almost certainly means we’re in too. How do you stand yourself, Mr.
-Luard?”
-
-“I’m in the London Scottish,--lieutenant. Do you think they’ll want us?”
-
-“Pretty sure to,--sooner or later,--every man that’s available. How
-long have you had?”
-
-“Four years.”
-
-“You should know your business fairly well. I think you’ll have to
-reckon on a call. You’ll go if needed?”
-
-“Of course.”
-
-Which brought the possibilities very close home and made Ray Luard a
-very thoughtful man that night.
-
-Next day they bade their friends good-bye, such of them as were up
-at so early an hour. And the Colonel and Katharine and Madeleine
-walked with them through the freshness of the morning by the winding
-forest-paths up Schatzalp, and were loth to part with them even on the
-top.
-
-The Colonel, indeed,--whose youth lay away back amid the mists of
-antiquity, and whose years had discovered to him the existence of a
-heart that pumped on up-gradients, and a certain stiffness in the
-legs which filled him with wrath,--called them to many a halt to view
-the scenery. His hearty good-will was so obvious, however, that they
-complied with his necessities and accommodated their pace to his
-without regret; and the girls buzzed about Lois with outspoken envy of
-her happy lot, and vehemently regretted that they could not go and do
-likewise in every particular.
-
-At the restaurant on top they drank a parting cup of coffee together,
-and then Ray and Lois set their faces towards the long ascent of the
-Strela, and the others stood and waved to them till they were out of
-sight.
-
-“Do you know what the old boy was saying, Lois?” Ray broke out as soon
-as they were quite alone.
-
-“No. What?”
-
-“He’s quite certain that England will have to go into the scrap, and
-that she’ll need every man she can put into the fighting-line. And I’m
-one of them, you see.”
-
-“Oh!--Ray!” and she stopped in her tracks, and stood gazing at him with
-sudden woe in her face.
-
-“It brings it close home to one, doesn’t it, dear?” he said quietly,
-pressing her arm tight to his heart. “I’ve been thinking about it all
-night. It will be hard on us, but if the call comes I must go.”
-
-“Yes ...” she said, slowly and reluctantly; sense of duty prevailing,
-with obvious difficulty, over her heart’s desire. “You must go....
-But, oh,--it will be hard to let you go ... just when we’ve come
-to know one another, and life is at its brightest.... Oh, my dear!
-Suppose....”
-
-“We won’t suppose anything of the kind,” he said cheerfully. “Life
-is not long enough at its longest to waste one minute of it on
-forebodings. But I named this, dear, because it seems to me that it
-settles for us the question I raised the other day. Unless you say no,
-we’ll get married as soon as we get to Montreux.”
-
-“Yes!” she said simply, and the matter was settled.
-
-And, in the feeling of still warmer and closer companionship that
-thereby came upon them, they climbed on up the Strela, and down the
-steep zig-zags on the other side to the Haupter Alp, and down and down
-past Schmitten and Dörfli, first this side of the river, then the
-other, till they came to the Schanfiggthal and Langwies, where they
-stopped for lunch and a long rest.
-
-It was as they were coming down the hillside to Castiel that Lois had a
-quaint experience which Ray laughingly hoped would teach her a lesson.
-
-They came suddenly on an immense herd of goats, whose bells they had
-heard tinkling far away below them for half an hour or more. Captivated
-by the graceful activities of a black and white kid, which sprang up
-a high rock at the side of the road and posed there like a little
-Rodin, with its glassy eyes fixed vaguely on them, Lois produced a
-biscuit from her pocket and proffered it to the youngster. He sniffed
-doubtfully, nibbled eagerly, and leaped down for more. And in an
-instant she was the centre of a writhing mass of goats, who pushed and
-reared themselves against her and would take no denial.
-
-At first she laughed and pushed them off with her hands. Then it got
-beyond a joke. She gave them all she had, but they wanted more. Like
-the Danes and Ethelred, payment to go only drew them in larger numbers.
-Ray did his best to drag them back and get her clear, but they pushed
-and struggled and reared, with weirdest determination in their strange
-eyes and curving horns, till Lois grew somewhat startled.
-
-“Stupid beasts! Don’t you understand? You’ve had it all,” and she shook
-her empty hands in their stolid straining faces. They pushed all the
-harder. She grew frightened, especially when she saw the futility of
-Ray’s efforts.
-
-It was his angry shouts, as he laid about on their bony ribs and backs
-with his alpenstock, that at last drew a small boy in velveteens and
-a slouch hat round the corner, and at a shrill whistle from him the
-beasts came to their senses and left their victim hot and dishevelled
-and very much put out.
-
-“Why don’t you keep your ugly beasts in order?” shouted Ray.
-
-“Grüss Gott!” said the small boy with a vacant grin, and with stones
-and blows sent his flock jangling down into the lower woods.
-
-“That’s the most forcible argument I’ve ever come across against
-promiscuous charity,” laughed Ray, as Lois shook herself clear of the
-sense and smell of them and did up her hair.
-
-“The hideous beasts! Their stony eyes and stupid faces were awful,--a
-perfect nightmare! I shall dream of them for ages.”
-
-They stopped that night at Chur, and Lois duly dreamed of a
-never-ending struggle with multitudinous stony-eyed goats, and had a
-fairly bad night of it.
-
-She seemed, indeed, so unrefreshed in the morning that Ray decided to
-make an easy day’s work by taking train to Ilanz, and the diligence, if
-it was still running, for such further distance as it would take them.
-
-And so it was half-past six in the evening when they reached Ruēras,
-where the diligence stopped for the night and they perforce stopped
-also. The accommodation was somewhat primitive, but the freedom of the
-simple life condoned everything. They ate well and slept well, and
-started off next morning in the best of spirits, with no cloud upon
-their horizon but the nebulous possibilities of the unknown future; and
-quite unconscious of the fact that, at eleven o’clock the night before,
-the mightiest die in the world’s history had been cast. Great Britain
-had declared war on Germany.
-
-They crossed a brook and a torrent, and in a deep ravine below the
-fragment of a ruined castle, Ray pointed out to her the little stream
-which he told her was the Baby Rhine in its cradle.
-
-“It’s always interesting to get back right to the beginning of a thing
-which in the end becomes a very big thing. We know what the Rhine is at
-its best and there’s where it begins.”
-
-“I shall never forget it,” said Lois, hanging on to his arm.
-
-“And if the old Colonel is right, away over yonder it will soon be
-running red,” said Ray thoughtfully.
-
-“We’ll try and not think about it till we have to.... But whatever
-comes, Ray, life has been very good to us.”
-
-“Yes, thank God! We have tasted the joy of it, whatever follows.”
-
-And away over yonder, the German hordes had, days ago, surged over the
-Rhine, and now they had burst into Belgium and were hammering at Liége,
-and the Meuse was running red and pouring its flood into the Rhine on
-its way to the sea.
-
-They climbed steadily, with wonderful views over Rheintal and up into
-Vorder Rheintal, crossed the summit of Pass da Tiarms, and came down
-again to the old high-road at the eastern end of the gloomy little
-Oberalp-See.
-
-“There lies the highway to happiness,” said Ray, pointing away in front
-where, in the dim distance, a white thread of a road wound along a
-lofty mountain-side. “That’s the Furka. Once we’re over that we’re in
-the Rhone Valley and almost at Montreux,” and he pressed her arm tight
-again as a reminder of all that Montreux would mean for them.
-
-They took the short cut down to Andermatt, got shaken almost to pieces
-with its stony steepness, and went to the Bellevue to recuperate with
-a well-earned lunch, and in hopes of getting some recent news from the
-outside world. But the Berne papers had not yet arrived and the foreign
-ones were many days old, and a chat with the manager furnished only
-disquieting war-like rumours, gathered by him from the officers of the
-big artillery-camp who sometimes came into the hotel for a meal or a
-smoke.
-
-Ray was obviously restless under this lack of news, and Lois was quick
-to perceive and understand it.
-
-“Let us get on,” she said.
-
-“Can you? Sure you’re not done up?”
-
-“Not a bit of it. It is delightful rambling along like this, but I’ve
-always the feeling that dreadful things may be going on outside, and if
-they are, the sooner we know the better.”
-
-“Yes. It’s the not knowing that’s so worrying. It’s like wandering
-about in a fog with collisions and smashes going on all about one and
-no chance of seeing what’s up. I’d sooner know the worst than nothing
-at all. I wanted to stop at the jolly little Golden Lion at Hospenthal.
-I stopped three days there once and I’ve always wanted to go back. But
-if we can get as far as Realp it will shorten to-morrow’s walk over the
-Furka. The hotels at Gletsch are only for millionaires, not for tramps
-like us.”
-
-So they started off, determined to push along to Realp, or even to
-Tiefenbach if they could manage it, but Fate had arranged for them to
-stop at Hospenthal after all.
-
-While they sat at lunch the sky darkened. The rain began before
-they had gone half a mile, and it came down in such sheets that Ray
-considered the advisability of turning back. But Lois would not hear of
-it, so with their Loden cloaks outside their rucksacs, they plodded on
-up the stony road which very soon became a river, while the mountain
-tops all round took on new white coats of snow.
-
-“We’ll have a rough time on the Furka to-morrow,” said Ray. “I know
-what it’s like in snow.”
-
-“I think I’d sooner have snow than cataracts like this. Will these
-cloaks keep the wet out?”
-
-“They will, my child. The wetter they get outside, the less gets
-through.”
-
-“Then it’s all right. We’ll stop at your little hotel as soon as we
-come to it and get dry stockings on.”
-
-“And a jolly big fire and a first-rate supper. We’ll be as cosy as
-cats.”
-
-“Who are all these men in front?”
-
-“Weary ploughmen plodding their homeward way. But they look to me like
-Italian navvies--about the unpleasantest class of person you can meet
-in Switzerland. The rain’s too much for them, I suppose, so they’re
-knocking off for the day.”
-
-“Here’s another lot coming the other way.”
-
-“Switzers these, by the look of them.”
-
-The two bands of about a score each passed one another some distance
-ahead of them, just about where the road forked, and one part struck
-up to the left towards the stony desolations and frowning peaks of the
-Gothard.
-
-“Hello!” cried Ray. “What on earth are they up to?”
-
-For the dark clump of men now nearest them, the Switzers,--halted
-suddenly, and turned, and then, as though moved by one spring, these
-made a dash at the others and flung themselves on them with shouts and
-blows till they broke and fled up the stony way.
-
-“Well, well!” said Ray, watching keenly. “That’s a little bit of racial
-feeling right under our noses, unless I’m mistaken. Symptomatic of the
-times. The Colonel said there was no love lost between them, and here’s
-the proof of it. War’s in the air, my child.”
-
-The Switzers having chased their opponents well up the stony road came
-swinging along now with cheerful faces and martial tread.
-
-“What was it?” asked Ray as they came up.
-
-“Just a swarm of Italian rats, Herr,” said one jovially, while the rest
-gathered round grinning delightedly, and one or two wiped away smears
-of blood from their faces.
-
-“They’re mobilising for the war, over there, you see, and we’re
-mobilising for the war, over here; and one of them showed his teeth at
-us as he passed, so we gave them a lesson in manners.”
-
-“But you will have no war here.”
-
-“Please God, no, Herr! But we’ve got to be ready, and if anyone sets
-foot on Swiss soil so much the worse for him. Those rascals would like
-to try it, we know, but if they do we’ll treat them as we did this
-little lot and kick them back into their own country. We do not like
-them,” and he spat disdainfully and all the others did the same.
-
-“You are not thinking of going up Gothard way, Herr?” asked another
-meaningly.
-
-“No, we stop at Hospenthal for the night, since it’s raining so, and
-cross the Furka to-morrow.”
-
-“I wouldn’t like to cross the Gothard within arm’s length of that lot
-all by myself,” said a third. “They may be good men but they don’t look
-it. Have you any news of the war, Herr? Is France in it?”
-
-“We’ve no news for days past. We’re hoping to get some over yonder. But
-I’m afraid there’s little hope of France keeping out.”
-
-“It’ll be a big blaze,” said the leader. “What about you, Herr, in
-England? Will you be in it too?”
-
-“I’m very much afraid so. We’re hurrying home as quick as we can.”
-
-“Well, for me, I hope Germany will get her head broken. Frenchmen I
-like, and Englishmen and Americans still better. But Italians I do not
-like, and Germans still less. They are too big for their clothes, and
-they are pigs to have any dealings with,” and the others said “So!” and
-“Jawohl!”
-
-“Well--grüss Gott, Herr and Frau! And may we all live to see better
-times!” and with a rumble of “grüss Gotts!” they went on their way,
-and Ray and Lois plodded on towards Hospenthal and a big fire and dry
-stockings and such defiance of the rigours of the road and the weather
-as a warm welcome could supply.
-
-It was with a sigh of relief that Lois hastily felt over her rucksac,
-as the smiling maid drew off her dripping cloak, and found it sound and
-dry; and in spite of her soddened feet and streaming face and draggled
-hair the sight of a roaring fire in a room on the right induced a sense
-of coming comfort.
-
-“You are wet, madame?--no?--not inside? That is goot. You will change
-your feet, and then hot tea, and all will be well,”--she had the
-cheerfullest face Lois had seen for months and she spoke English
-charmingly.
-
-“That’s the ticket, Freda,” said Ray joyously. “The hottest tea you can
-make and a dash of cognac in it, and poke up that fire still more if
-you can do it without setting the place ablaze.”
-
-“Ach!”--and then, running at him with outstretched hands. “Why it is
-the Herr who stopped with us two years ago, and I did not for the
-moment know him. And this is madame? And you will stop the night?
-Yes?--in such weather?”
-
-“Oh, we’ll stop the night all right. Wild horses could not drag us away
-from that fire such a day as this.”
-
-“I will show you to your room and the tea will be ready by the time you
-come down. This way, madame--iff you please!”
-
-“Steady on, Freda! Two rooms--iff you please.”
-
-“So?” in a tone of vast surprise, with a touch of disappointment in it.
-
-“Mademoiselle is to become my wife as soon as we reach Montreux. I have
-been to deliver her from the hands of the Philistines--the Germans, I
-mean. She was in Leipsic----”
-
-“Ach--those verdomte Germans! They are always making trouble. Then two
-rooms. This way, mademoiselle, iff you please!”
-
-Hail and rain thrashed wildly on the window-panes as Lois refitted
-herself, but a quarter of an hour later, when they came down the stair
-together, and entered the cosy room whose dark wood panelling reflected
-the dancing flames all round, there was their tea-table drawn up close
-to the blazing hearth with two easy chairs alongside, and she felt a
-sense of home-iness greater than she had enjoyed during the last two
-years.
-
-At a table not far away a burly, broad-backed man was busily writing
-letters with a big cigar in his mouth.
-
-At sight of them he jumped up in vast surprise and came at them.
-
-“Why--Ray Luard!--and Miss Lois?... Now what in the name of--what is
-it?--Mrs Ghrundy--are you two wandering round here for?”
-
-“Hello? Why!--if it isn’t Dr Rhenius! How are you, sir? We’re as right
-as trivets--whatever they are, though we _have_ walked from Ruēras
-to-day.”
-
-“Ah--you come from Ruēras? And before that?”
-
-“Lois was in Leipsic, as you know. Mrs Dare sent me to fetch her home.
-We couldn’t get direct so we came round. What news have you? We’ve
-heard nothing but rumours for days. Let’s have tea, Lois. I’m sure
-you’re only half warmed yet. Have a cup of tea, Doctor?”
-
-“I thank you, no. But I will smoke--if I may,” with an appealing look
-at Lois.
-
-“Oh do, please! I like it.”
-
-“Well now--where are _you_ from, Doctor, and what’s the latest facts?”
-asked Ray, as he laced his hot tea with cognac and insisted on doing
-the same with Lois’s in spite of her protesting hand. “It’s good for
-her under these circumstances. Now isn’t it, Doctor?”
-
-“I do not prescribe stimulants as a rule, as you know,” said Dr Rhenius
-weightily. “But to anyone who has been out in that”--as the hail dashed
-against the windows again--“a moderate dose is undoubtedly indicated.”
-
-“That’s better,” said Ray, passing up his cup again. “Now, sir,--where
-are we?”
-
-“At war,” said the Doctor gravely. “Great Britain declared war against
-Germany last night.”
-
-“That’s bad,” said Ray, and he and Lois both sat staring aghast at the
-massive face lit up by the dancing flames.
-
-They had known Dr Rhenius for ten years or more. He was established
-in Willstead before any of them came there. He had a good practice
-and private means of his own, and was generally esteemed and trusted.
-He was a bachelor, of five-and-forty or so, and in spite of his
-German-sounding name claimed Polish descent. His father, Casimir
-Rienkiwicz, had, he had told them, fled from Russian domination in
-Warsaw to the freedom of London, where his son was born. The father had
-adopted the less cumbrous name of Rhenius, and prospered in business.
-The son studied medicine in Edinburgh, in London, in Munich and in
-Paris, spoke German, French, and English with equal fluency, kept
-in close touch with the most advanced medical thought of all three
-countries, and employed their latest curative discoveries while his
-English confrères were still sniffing suspiciously at their outer
-wrappers.
-
-The one thing that ever disturbed his equanimity was to be referred
-to as a German. At times the younger folk with humorous malice would
-drop an innocent, “Of course, you Germans,” etc. etc., when the Doctor
-would lose his placidity and repudiate the innuendo with scorn and
-indignation. Victoria Luard was especially good at baiting him and
-enjoyed his outbursts to the full.
-
-Such spare time as his patients allowed him he devoted to research into
-the subject of mental diseases. Whereby he and Connal Dare had become
-great friends. He had encouraged Con in the choice of his special
-line, and had helped him freely out of his own well-filled stores
-of knowledge and experience. When they met, which was rarely now,
-they went at it hammer and tongs, and in the intervals corresponded
-vigorously concerning any unusual cases Con came across, and the newest
-methods of treating them, and the results.
-
-“Yes,” said Dr Rhenius soberly. “It looks like being a general flare
-up, and that will mean--it will mean more than any of us can imagine.”
-
-“Where did you hear it?” asked Ray. “We have been aching for some
-definite word of what was going on, but no one seemed to know anything
-and no letters or papers were coming through.”
-
-“I was at Piora, near Airolo. The news came there this morning, and I
-packed up and started at once for home. I came through the tunnel to
-Göschenen, booked a seat in the diligence for to-morrow morning, and
-walked on here, because I know this little place of old and always
-enjoy it. It may be the last time some of us will enjoy it for a long
-time to come.”
-
-“You think it will be a long business, Doctor?” asked Lois anxiously.
-
-He shook his big head discouragingly. “War is full of surprises, my
-dear. It is the very last thing I would care to prophesy about.”
-
-“Italy will go in with Germany and Austria, of course,” said Ray.
-
-The Doctor’s big moustache crinkled up as he compressed his lips.
-“Eventually, one would suppose so. But, truly, I could discover no
-enthusiasm, or even inclination, for warlike adventure in the few with
-whom I had the opportunity of conversing. They are still suffering from
-Tripoli, down there, you see.... Where are you making for?”
-
-“Two big M’s, Doctor. Montreux and Marriage. We’re going to get married
-as soon as we get there.”
-
-“So!”
-
-“You see it’s hardly right and proper--as you suggested just now--to be
-gadding about in this fashion together. So we’re going to regularise
-the situation at the first possible moment.”
-
-“I will chaperone you with pleasure.”
-
-“Thanks awfully! But we’d sooner get married. We wouldn’t like to be a
-burden on anyone.”
-
-“And how do you go?”
-
-“We’ve walked mostly so far--all the way from Landeck, except one spell
-from Chur to Ruēras. We like it.”
-
-“If you take my advice you will get them to telephone for seats in the
-diligence and come along with me. It will not be walking weather for
-some days now. And the Furka in snow is a tough job. We get to Brigue
-to-morrow evening and to Montreux next day. They are mobilising here
-but the trains are still running. I wired to ask.”
-
-“I think we will. Lois is a splendid walker, but if it’s going to be
-like this the sooner we’re at Montreux the better,” and he went at once
-and got Freda to telephone to Göschenen for seats in the diligence for
-the following morning.
-
-She came in presently with the information that every seat was booked
-both for the morning and afternoon service.
-
-“And for the following day?” he asked.
-
-“Two coupé-seats only are left, Herr.”
-
-“Book them for us at once, Freda, and we will either stop here or walk
-on up the Furka and take our places when the diligence catches us up.”
-
-“Jawohl, Herr!”
-
-“I must get on,” said the Doctor, “or I would joyfully wait with you
-here.”
-
-“Oh, we wouldn’t think of it. How about getting on from Montreux?”
-
-The Doctor nodded musingly. “There one will have to be guided by
-circumstances. I shall go on to Geneva and endeavour to make my way
-through France. But it may not be an easy matter. Everything will be
-under military law and mere civilians will not be of much account just
-now. You may have to wait there for a time till the first rush to the
-frontiers is over.”
-
-“We expected that. That’s why we’re going to get married as soon as we
-get there.”
-
-“I will tell them all about it at home, if I succeed in getting there.
-They will be very suspicious of foreigners in France. They may lock me
-up. You have no passports, I suppose.”
-
-“Not a scrap between us. I’ve never carried one in my life.”
-
-“This has taken us all unawares. But I always carry one. It is useful
-at times, in procuring one’s registered letters and so on.... And
-money?--you have plenty?”
-
-“Enough to go on with. If we don’t turn up you might ask Uncle Tony
-to send us some more--to Poste Restante, Montreux,” and the Doctor
-methodically made a note of it.
-
-They talked much of matters connected with the coming war, all through
-supper and afterwards. They had the hotel to themselves. Freda told
-them that up to three days ago they were full; then, at once, everyone
-fled at news of the possibility of war.
-
-But, except as to the broad facts of the case, the Doctor was very
-non-committal, and thinking over all their discursive talk afterwards,
-Ray found himself very little the wiser for it all. His own opinions
-he could remember expressing very fully and freely. But, though the
-Doctor had discoursed weightily at times on various points, Ray could
-not recall anything of any great importance that he had said or any new
-light that he had cast upon the complex situation. The matter visibly
-weighed upon him and even cast its shadow on him.
-
-They saw him for a few minutes next morning, and then the diligence
-rolled up and he was gone.
-
-It was a bleak day, cold slush under foot and a wind that held in it
-the chill of the snow-peaks. They delighted Freda by deciding to wait
-there for the diligence next morning, and enjoyed the warmth within the
-more for the cold without.
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-
-At home, meanwhile, they were living in a whirl of conflicting rumours,
-fears, hopes, which changed their faces with every edition of the
-papers, but possessed one lowest common denominator in an intense and
-ever-increasing anxiety.
-
-Mr Dare wore a very grave face in these days; and as his wife
-understood--to some extent at all events--the difficulties he had to
-wrestle with in consequence of the total cessation of business with the
-Continent, she found it no easy matter to keep as cheerful a heart as
-she would have wished, but bravely did her best that way.
-
-One quick glance at her husband’s face, when he came in of a night,
-told her more than all the papers, and the news was never encouraging.
-
-Every evening, the Colonel, possessed of a firm belief in the efficacy
-of the commercial barometer as an index of the political outlook, came
-in to gather John Dare’s latest observations of it. And he too could
-tell with one glance at John Dare’s face how things were going.
-
-When Mr Dare was late, as often happened, he generally found the
-Colonel sitting there waiting for him and doing his best meanwhile to
-cheer Mrs Dare. But, try as they all might, their cheerfulness was of a
-gray autumnal character which foresaw wintry weather before any hope of
-Spring.
-
-From the mere business point of view the fact of Great Britain being
-dragged into the mêlée could not make matters very much worse for Mr
-Dare than they were. But that dreadful possibility entailed others of
-so intimate a character that it was impossible to close one’s eyes to
-them.
-
-“I wish those two were safely home,” said Mrs Dare, busy with her
-sewing one evening, as the Colonel, in Mr Dare’s easy chair, sat
-waiting with her for its proper occupant’s arrival.
-
-“I’m sure you needn’t worry about them, dear Mrs Dare,” said the
-Colonel emphatically. “Ray knows his way about and they’ll be perfectly
-all right. We may get a wire from them at any moment saying they’ll be
-here in an hour.”
-
-“I’m surprised we’ve had no word of any kind since Ray left.”
-
-“I expect things are all upside down all over the Continent. We’ll hear
-from them all right in time.”
-
-Then Mr Dare came in and they saw by his face that the City barometer
-was still at stormy.
-
-“Rumours galore,” was his report, “and mostly disturbing. Sir Edward
-Grey is doing everything in his power for peace, but the general
-feeling is that the Kaiser means war, and the City is preparing for
-it. Bank-rate is up to 4. It may be 8 to-morrow. Consols down to 70.
-Everything is in suspense. No business doing.”
-
-“And what do they say as to our being dragged in?” asked the Colonel
-anxiously.
-
-“General idea is that only a miracle can keep us out, and that miracles
-aren’t common.”
-
-“Any talk of mobilising?--fleet and army?”
-
-“No orders yet, as far as one can learn, but there is little doubt word
-has been sent round to be ready. I saw Guards marching through this
-morning. In fact there is an undoubted sense of war in the air.”
-
-“And how do they feel as to our preparedness, if it comes to that?”
-
-At which Mr Dare shook his head. “Not a doubt as to our readiness at
-sea. But on land----” he shrugged discomfortingly, “Well, the general
-feeling is that what we have is good, but so small as to be of very
-little account among the huge masses that may be engaged over there.
-They say there may be ten million men fighting----”
-
-“How awful!” said Mrs Dare. “Ten millions! And all with relatives of
-one kind or another! Just think of the aftermath--the suffering and
-misery! I am not a violent person, but, truly, there is no ill I could
-not wish for the men who bring such a horror about.”
-
-“They’ll suffer!” said the Colonel.
-
-“We too,” said Mr Dare soberly. “And here is how it comes home to us.
-If we’re drawn in there will be an urgent call for more men----”
-
-“Quite right!” said the Colonel. “If you’d listened to advice we’d have
-had ’em ready. Now we shall have to do the best we can with what we can
-get.”
-
-“The Territorials will be mobilised----”
-
-“But they are surely for home defence,” said Mrs Dare.
-
-“They will be needed at the front. Presumably the choice will be given
-them.”
-
-“And they’ll go,” said the Colonel. “They’re not half as bad as some
-folks have been trying to make out, and this will buck them up to top
-notch.”
-
-“That means your Ray will be in it.”
-
-“He wouldn’t be my Ray unless he was, sir.”
-
-“And our Noel. He’s been at us for days past for permission to join,”
-said Mrs Dare without enthusiasm.
-
-“He’ll go London Scottish with Ray of course. Good lad!”
-
-“He was up seeing about it to-day,” said Mr Dare. “And he’s hoping he
-can get into the Second Battalion if they form one. He’s put down his
-name for it anyway and I suppose he’ll have to go. I never knew him so
-keen on anything in his life before.”
-
-“Good lad!--The right sort! Does honour to his parents.”
-
-“And Con is expecting to be called up,” said Mrs Dare.
-
-“And I bet you Alma will want to be in it. Our two families are doing
-their duty. Da-ash it! If all the others would come up to the scratch
-as well there’d be no lack of fighting-men.”
-
-“And suppose they none of them come back,” said Mrs Dare forebodingly.
-
-“One never supposes such things, ma’am. If they go, they go to the duty
-God has called them to. And if they never come back they’ll have done
-their best for their King and their country, and that is the noblest
-thing any man or woman can do.”
-
-“I know, Colonel, but ... all the same, it would be very sore to lose
-them.”
-
-“It would be sorer still for Germany to ride rough-shod over England.
-They’re great fighters, and if it comes it’ll be hot work. Thank God,
-they’re not barbarians, however, and they’ll fight decently and respect
-the rules of the game.”
-
-But even in that thought Mrs Dare found but little comfort, and try as
-she might she could not attain to the Colonel’s altruistic heights of
-patriotism.
-
-“It is different,” she said to herself. “After all, his two are not
-bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh, and that makes all the
-difference in the world.”
-
-“Where are they all to-night?” asked Mr Dare. For the thought that
-before very long partings might come unconsciously distilled within him
-a curious little desire to know they were still within reach. “Noel
-came up to have lunch with me and to tell me about the London Scottish.
-I understood he was coming straight home.”
-
-“He came and told me about it,” said Mrs Dare. “It has given him a new
-zest in life. He was on the links all afternoon, and then he insisted
-on taking the girls into town to ‘When Knights were Bold.’”
-
-“H’m!” said Mr Dare. “I must be out of touch with eighteen and a half.
-I can’t say I feel like the theatre myself.”
-
-“Young blood runs red,” said the Colonel. “The jump in it that makes
-him want to go to the theatre will help him through tight places later
-on.”
-
-“Do you think it will be a long business, Colonel?” asked Mrs Dare, in
-pursuance of her own thoughts.
-
-“Hard to say, ma’am. Personally I should be inclined to say not. The
-expense of all those men in the field will be so enormous,--to say
-nothing of the upsetting of business and life generally. One or two
-tremendous battles and it may be over. War is full of surprises. One
-side or the other may crumple up unexpectedly and cry ‘enough.’ On the
-other hand it is not easy to think of Germany doing that, after all her
-bumptiousness. And I’d hate to think of France and Russia giving in.
-Auntie Mitt is hard at work knitting winter socks and comforters, and
-Balaclava helmets.”
-
-“Goodness me! Does she think it will last as long as that?”
-
-“She says she remembers hearing they were badly wanted in the
-Crimea,--which was a fact. I’ve been hinting to her that she probably
-remembers making them at that time, and, being a good Conservative,
-instinct impels her to do as she did then.”
-
-“Too bad!” smiled Mrs Dare. “She could hardly have knitted for the
-Crimea.”
-
-“I’m not so sure of that. She’s frightfully close and touchy about
-her age. She’s wonderfully well-preserved, and she’s a good little
-soul, but I do enjoy chaffing her. It’s a pleasure to see the prim and
-extremely lady-like way in which she takes it. She always makes me feel
-like a little boy at school again. You’ve no definite word from Con
-yet?”
-
-“He’s all ready packed to start at a moment’s notice, and is quite sure
-he will have to go. Nothing more than that. It’s all very disturbing to
-one’s peace of mind.”
-
-“Not half as disturbing, ma’am, as if the Germans got across here. Let
-us be thankful that if there is to be fighting it’ll be on the other
-side of the water. Business is quite at a standstill, I suppose, Dare?”
-
-“Mine is, and most other people’s. If the mere threat of war curdles
-things up like this it’s hard to imagine what they’ll be like if it
-actually comes.”
-
-“It’ll be a case of everybody helping everybody else,” said the
-Colonel, gallantly and meaningly, and on that note jumped up to go.
-“I must run along and see how Auntie Mitt’s getting on with those
-Balaclava helmets!” he said, and shook hands with them warmly, and
-went.
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-
-The unsettled state of international politics affected the younger folk
-much as it did their elders, only in a different way and to a less
-extent.
-
-It produced in them an excitement and effervescence of spirits which
-left no room for broodings or forebodings. They closed their eyes to
-the grimmer possibilities and saw only the picturesque and dramatic and
-thrilling.
-
-They were all most keenly interested in every move in the mighty
-game, and somewhat impatient of the slow development of the intricate
-situation. The number of evening papers that found their way into both
-houses was astonishing, and extremely wasteful.
-
-Their local weekly paper arranged for a telephonic news-service with a
-London paper, and posted in its windows irregular bulletins, the more
-startling the better. Whoever went into the village was expected to
-bring back the latest rumours. Mrs Dare, when she went, was content to
-carry the items of any importance in her mind. The Colonel, and Noel,
-and Honor, and Victoria Luard invariably bought latest editions as
-well, sometimes of half-a-dozen different papers, in the hope that one
-or other would contain something illuminating which had escaped the
-rest. And in the anxious search for that illuminating item they read
-the same news over and over again in all the papers, till, as Noel
-said, they “got fairly fed up with chewing the same bit till there
-was no taste in it.” Yet the exercise seemed only to leave them the
-hungrier for more startling later editions. They all, in fact, had a
-pretty severe attack of news-fever, and it grew worse with every day
-that passed and with all the thin and unsatisfying pabulum it fed upon.
-
-Noel and the girls and young Gregor MacLean spent much time on the
-links. There was no talk of going away for holidays this year, not at
-all events while things were in their present unsettled condition.
-
-The Luards had planned to spend September in Switzerland, at Saas-Fée
-and Zermatt. Noel and Honor were to have gone with them, and Mr and Mrs
-Dare had intended making a round of visits in Scotland.
-
-Connal Dare and Alma Luard, if they could get off at the same time, had
-been going to friends on Dartmoor not far from Postbridge. As for Miss
-Mitten, she never would hear a word about going away. No place was as
-comfortable as home, she averred,--she had everything there that she
-wanted, so why should she make a change which could only be for the
-worse?
-
-But all plans had had to be given up, and the younger folk consoled
-themselves with much golf and tennis, and flung themselves into these
-things with the gusto of players whose time might be short.
-
-But, among them all, bad as things looked, there was still--except
-in the mind of the Colonel, and perhaps also of Mr Dare,--a strong
-undercurrent of feeling that so incredible a catastrophe as a general
-European war, in this year of grace 1914, was impossible. Things had
-looked threatening before, time and again, and the clouds had rolled by
-without breaking. The men at the head of affairs, Mr Asquith and Sir
-Edward Grey, were eminently safe and experienced, and pre-eminently set
-on peace. It was all mighty interesting, thrilling indeed at times,
-though the thrills of the evening were not seldom found to have been
-wasted when they eagerly scanned the more sedate morning papers. But it
-would--they could not but believe--all end in smoke, as it had so often
-done before.
-
-And so the younger folk got all the thrills the papers could afford
-them, and all the enjoyment out of life that was to be had under the
-circumstances; and no one, from their merry talk and laughter, would
-have imagined that just across the water issues so tremendous for the
-future of the world were surely and quickly coming to grips.
-
-Gregor MacLean lived with his widowed mother at White Lodge, on the
-other side of Willstead Common. He was an only son, but, through the
-good Scotch common-sense of his parents, had escaped the usual penalty
-of only sons. He was in fact a genuinely good fellow, somewhat reserved
-and unexpressive of his feelings, and in no way spoiled either by his
-mother’s delight in him or the good-sized shoes he had stepped into at
-his father’s death.
-
-He was on the Stock Exchange, in his late father’s firm, Dymoke and
-MacLean, of Draper’s Gardens. But the Stock Exchange was for the time
-being dead, and as Gregor said he saved in every way,--money, gray
-matter, and nervous energy--by stopping at home, he stopped at home and
-enjoyed himself,--gauging the pulse of affairs by the price of Consols
-and the Bank-rate in the evening and morning papers, and laying in
-stores of health on the links, while yet there was time, against the
-demands the future might make upon him.
-
-The firm of Dymoke and MacLean was of long-standing and high repute.
-It had a solid old connection which at the best of times did little
-in the way of speculation, and never dreamed of realising when things
-were at their worst. It did, occasionally, when the bottom had fallen
-out of things generally, confer ponderously with the heads of the firm
-and empower them to buy for it good old reliable stock which the less
-fortunate had had to jettison, and sometimes it invested on a large
-scale, as provision for younger sons and unmarried daughters. And so
-the business was an eminently safe one and satisfactorily profitable,
-and old John Dymoke could sit comfortably in his big swing-chair in
-his office in Draper’s Gardens, no matter what wild storms swept the
-Street outside, and young Gregor could spend his days on the links with
-perfect equanimity, though the virus of possible war had thrown the
-Exchanges of the world into convulsions such as they had not known for
-generations.
-
-Mr Dymoke played neither golf nor tennis. He loved Draper’s Gardens and
-the society of his old cronies of the Exchange. Gregor MacLean took
-great interest both in golf and tennis and in the play of Miss Honor
-Dare, and looked upon Draper’s Gardens as one of the necessities of a
-comfortable existence but not as a place to spend more time in than was
-absolutely imperative.
-
-And that is how he came to be spending profitable days on the links
-while his less-pleasantly-situated fellows were worrying themselves
-gray over the slowly unfolding developments of international politics.
-
-Between him and Honor there existed an entente cordiale which Gregor
-hoped in time to consolidate into a more comprehensive alliance. Honor
-understood him very well,--far better than he understood her, and she
-was not averse to an eventual acquiescence with his hopes and views
-as to her future. But in the meantime--partly no doubt as the result
-of her close intimacy with Victoria Luard--she was in no hurry to
-surrender her entire freedom of action even for what most girls would
-have considered the higher estate of an affiance with Gregor MacLean.
-
-She liked him better than any of the other young men to whom her pretty
-face and comradely ways proved so great an attraction. He was, as she
-not infrequently told him, if anything too well endowed with this
-world’s goods. So well that no incentive to arduous work was left him.
-
-To which he would reply that you couldn’t judge of a fellow entirely by
-his form at tennis or his handicap on the links. She should see him on
-’Change, wrestling with beasts at Ephesus, and carrying fortunes on his
-bare head.
-
-At which Honor’s merry laugh would ring out and set him to
-soul-searching for means of approving himself to her in larger and
-loftier ways.
-
-Between Noel Dare and Vic also there existed a distinct feeling of
-something more than friendliness, which was not without its humorous
-aspects both to themselves and their families.
-
-They had known one another intimately for ten years. At the beginning,
-when they were both about of an age--between eight and nine--Noel had
-genially bullied her and Honor to his heart’s content, ordered them
-about, pulled their pig-tails when he pleased, and called them kids,
-and they had accepted his masterfulness as quite in the natural order
-of things.
-
-By the time they reached fourteen they were on a level, and Noel found
-his powers of command over them gone. He might order, but they only
-laughed and went their own way.
-
-And now, at nineteen, their positions were reversed. Victoria had
-developed into a young woman of advanced and very decided views, with
-aims in life and immense energy in carrying them out. And Noel felt
-himself little more than a schoolboy in her presence.
-
-As to touching her hair!--it would have been a desecration! He never
-dreamed of it,--not of actually doing it anyway. It was something even
-to touch her hand. And he sombrely said to himself at times that she
-was getting beyond him. And he doubted within himself, whether even
-the most assiduous devotion to St Mary Axe could ever place him in the
-position he aspired to regarding her.
-
-They all four came clattering into the hall at Oakdene one afternoon,
-after a splodgy round of the links, damp and bedraggled and thirsting
-for tea. Auntie Mitt had it served in next to no time, and between
-little sips at her own cup sat busily knitting and listening to their
-wonderful flow of spirits, which found vent in a jargon that was still
-utterly unintelligible to her, in spite of the amount of it to which in
-her time she had listened.
-
-But by the time they had finished their third cups they had fought the
-battle all through again, had explained away all their failures to the
-entire satisfaction of those chiefly concerned, had replumed themselves
-on their more outstanding successes, and then, as the boys lit their
-cigarettes with sighs of satisfaction, their minds came down again to
-mundane affairs.
-
-“Where’s Uncle Tony, Auntie Mitt?” asked Victoria.
-
-“Sir Anthony is just coming up the drive, my dear,” said Auntie Mitt,
-with a glance out of the window. “He went down to the village to see if
-there was any news,” and Uncle Tony came in, paper in hand.
-
-“Ah-ha!” said he, “Mudlarks!...”
-
-“And as merry, sir,” said Gregor. “Damp but undaunted”....
-
-“Dirty but not dispirited,” said Honor briskly.
-
-“Defeated but defiant,” said Vic. “Your turn, No.”
-
-“Oh, dash!” said Noel, who was not over-good at that kind of mental
-gymnastics.
-
-“My copyright!--since Victoria-who-should-by-rights-have-been-Balaclava
-won’t allow me to say damn,” said the Colonel.
-
-“Of course I won’t,--with Auntie Mitt, sitting there listening with all
-her ears----”
-
-“I heard it not infrequently before you were thought of, my dear,” said
-Auntie Mitt, with her little bird-like uplook and smile. “It was, I
-think, much more commonly used even in the best society than it is now.
-I believe even the Duke himself”....
-
-“Ah--he needed me to keep him in order. I wonder you didn’t do it
-yourself, Auntie Mitt.”
-
-“Oh,--my dear!”
-
-“Any news, sir?” asked Gregor.
-
-“Bank-rate 8 per cent----”
-
-“Deuter-on-omy!”
-
-“And the Stock Exchange closed till further notice.”
-
-“Gee-willikins! Things are shaping badly then, sir!”
-
-“Very badly, I fear. Russia and Germany are practically at war, though
-no formal declaration has yet been made, I believe.”
-
-“And how do we stand now, sir?” asked Noel eagerly.
-
-“On the brink, my boy. Sir Edward Grey is still working his hardest for
-peace. But, personally, I should say the chances are of the smallest.”
-
-“I wonder where Lois and Ray have managed to get to,” said Honor
-anxiously.
-
-“You trust Ray, my dear. They’ll be all right. I just called in to
-reassure your mother. I knew her first thought would be for them when
-she heard the news.”
-
-“But surely we ought to have heard from them before this----”
-
-“Not under the circumstances. Nothing would pass into or out of Germany
-the moment they began to mobilise,--no letters, no telegrams, certainly
-no foreigners. But they would start at the latest on Monday. This is
-Friday. They ought certainly to be well on their way by this time. But,
-you see, they may have had to take some roundabout route,--perhaps off
-the beaten track. We shall hear from them all right in time. They don’t
-cause me the slightest anxiety.”
-
-“Think of closing the Exchange! ... and eight per cent! That shows what
-the big pots think of things anyway,” said Gregor, beating a soft
-tattoo on the floor with his heels in his amazement. “Shows I was right
-in stopping away too! Sight better here than mouching about down there!
-I wonder when they’ll open shop again.”
-
-“If we’re right into it--as we shall be,” said the Colonel, with
-conviction, “it’s impossible to say how things will go on. We’ve never
-had such a crisis before, you see, and I don’t suppose any living man
-can foresee just how things will work out. Money will be very tight,
-I expect. Provisions may go up beyond anything we’ve ever known. That
-will depend on the fleet. If we can hold the seas----”
-
-“Why, of course we can, sir. What’s our fleet for?” said Gregor.
-
-“They have some ships too, I believe.”
-
-“They have, and we’ll give them beans if they’ll give us half a
-chance,” said Noel.
-
-“It might be wise to lay in a stock of provisions,” suggested Miss
-Mitten. “I remember during the--I mean, hearing--that food went to
-extraordinary prices during the Crimean War.”
-
-“Go it, Auntie Mitt! We’ll go up to the Army and Navy to-morrow and
-clear them out,” laughed Vic. “This really sounds like war times.”
-
-“You’d better load us up too, while you’re at it, Vic,” said Honor, “or
-maybe we’ll be sitting by the roadside crying for a crust.”
-
-“Wait a moment, you giddy young people,” said Uncle Tony, nodding his
-gray head sagely at them. “Let us look at this matter for a moment.
-Suppose everybody acts on that idea. What is going to be the result?”
-
-“The bulls will clear the market and outsiders will go short,” said
-Gregor.
-
-“Exactly! And the outsiders would be in the proportion of a
-hundred--perhaps a thousand--to one. I’ve no doubt some--perhaps even
-many--will do as Auntie Mitt proposes. It will naturally suggest itself
-to the provident housekeeper,”--with a conciliatory little bow to the
-already conscience-stricken little lady,--“but the effect will be bad
-all round. It will drive up prices unnecessarily. It will deplete
-stocks. It will emphasise the gap between the rich and the poor.
-Carried to extremes it might well lead to riot and revolution, for
-starving men stick at nothing.”--Miss Mitten clasped her thin little
-black-mittened hands as though she saw them coming and begged for
-mercy, and her face was woe-begone. “Indeed, in such a case, I would
-hold a man justified in storming any house which had provisioned itself
-in such a way----”
-
-Miss Mitten unclasped her hands and waved them at him in gentle
-deprecation, saying almost with a sob, “I am sorry, Sir Anthony. I
-stand rebuked. The matter had not presented itself to me in that light.
-But I assure you I was thinking of you all rather than of myself, or
-indeed of anybody else. I was in the wrong. I see it.”
-
-“You never thought of yourself before anybody else in all your life,
-my dear,” said the Colonel gallantly. “We know you were thinking only
-of us. But all the same, as you see, it would be an unpatriotic thing
-to do and we will set our faces against it. If prices go up--as they
-will--we’ll pay ’em. If supplies run short we’ll do the best we can. We
-can always fall back on porridge,”--which was Miss Mitten’s particular
-detestation.
-
-“It is said to be very sustaining,” she said meekly, at which he choked
-violently through politely endeavouring to swallow a chuckle.
-
-“How’ll we be off for men, sir?” asked Noel.
-
-“Short as the dev--the deuce, my boy. Have you heard from your London
-Scottish yet?”
-
-“Not yet, sir. There’s hopes of a Second Battalion, but it’s not
-decided yet. I shall go up again to-morrow----”
-
-“I’ll go with you,” said Gregor, with sudden decision.
-
-“And we’ll sit on their door-step till they make up their minds and
-take us on. Golf and tennis are off, my children,”--with a nod at the
-girls. “It’s pipes and sporrans and skean-dhus now, and ‘Up with the
-Bonnets of Bonnie Dundee!’”
-
-“Good lads! When the need is known they’ll all come flocking up. The
-trouble is that you can’t make even volunteers into fighting-men
-without training. We ought to have had you all at it years ago. Then
-we’d be ready now.”
-
-“We’ll do our best, and pick it all up as fast as we can. It’ll be
-better business than footling about the links anyway,” said Noel.
-
-“Rather!” said Gregor.
-
-And the girls took no umbrage at that, but they seemed a trifle quieter
-than usual.
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-
-Dr Connal Dare was striding along the passage leading to the general
-room when he met old Jackson.
-
-He and old Jackson met in that passage every morning, and always the
-same thing occurred.
-
-Old Jackson, with the fatigues of another night of hideous dreams
-still heavy upon him, awaited Con’s coming with anxious face. As soon
-as he saw him in the distance his dull face lightened with a look of
-expectancy. And at sight of him Con’s face began to crinkle up amusedly
-at the corners of the eyes.
-
-“Doctor! Won’t you smile for me?” the old man asked, as they drew near
-one another, and Con set his broad shoulders to the wall and laughed
-out in spite of himself and the regularity of the proceeding.
-
-The weary old eyes gazed up at him intently, and the woe-begone old
-face lost some of its over-carefulness. A twisted grin flickered over
-it, as if in spite of itself, and then he said, “Thank you, Doctor!
-Sight o’ you does me a sight o’ good,” and shambled off re-inspirited,
-while Con, with the crinkles still in the corners of his eyes,
-continued his rounds.
-
-But, though he had laughed as usual for old Jackson’s benefit, and
-though the remains of the laugh lingered in the corners of his eyes,
-he was feeling graver than he ever remembered feeling in his life
-before. For he had just been reading, over his breakfast, the momentous
-news that Great Britain, having received no reply to her ultimatum
-respecting the neutrality of Belgium, had declared war on Germany. And
-that was enough to make any man grave indeed.
-
-He was on his way back from the women’s hospital wards, where he had
-two or three cases which were causing him some anxiety, when one of the
-attendants caught sight of him and came hurrying up.
-
-“I’ve just taken a letter to your room, sir. Special, I think. I didn’t
-know where you were.”
-
-“Thank you, Barton! I’ll go along and get it,” and he knew what that
-letter was likely to be.
-
-And it was. A long official envelope with O.H.M.S. in peremptorily
-solid black letters above the address ‘Dr Connal Dare, R.A.M.C.’
-
-He ripped it open and found himself no more Dr Dare of Birch Grove
-Asylum but Dr and Lieutenant Dare of the Royal Army Medical Corps,
-under orders to report himself within twenty-four hours at Medical
-Head-Quarters in London.
-
-He read the orders quietly, and stood for a moment considering them and
-himself, and the whole matter aloofly. His eyes wandered thoughtfully
-round the room--over his books, his few pictures and photographs of the
-home-folks. It was quite within the possibilities that he might never
-see any of these things again. War was full of mischances, even in the
-non-combatant arm.
-
-He was all ready, kit packed, notes of his cases carefully written out.
-He added a word or two to these and swung away to see the Chief, his
-mind hard at work on another matter.
-
-Two hours later, all very spick and span in his uniform, he had
-deposited his baggage in the Luggage-Office at London Bridge, had
-invaded St. Barnabas’s and interviewed the Matron, and had masterfully
-talked her into breaking the rules, or at all events straining them to
-such a point that the desire of his heart could creep through.
-
-He had been one of her favoured boys when he was there and they were
-on very friendly terms, and, as he explained to her with extreme
-earnestness, it was, after all, only a technical breach and--it was
-war-time. He tried to prove that they were all under martial law but
-she only smiled at him. He might be. She was not.
-
-Still, she was willing to admit that circumstances--such as a general
-European War--altered cases. She had been young herself and she
-understood fully how he felt. As a matter of duty she put it to him to
-consider whether it was the best thing to do, and he proved to her,
-with his most irresistible smile, that it was. And finally she sent an
-attendant to find Nurse Luard.
-
-Alma came in in a few minutes and became a radiant illumination at
-sight of Con in his uniform--a radiance of sparkling eyes and tell-tale
-cheeks.
-
-“I was expecting you,” she said happily.
-
-“You are to arrange your work on somebody else’s shoulders and come
-out with me for the afternoon, Alma. Matron is not quite sure if it is
-wisdom or foolishness----”
-
-“We will prove it to be wisdom. I’ll be ready in ten minutes. Will you
-wait?”--as she sailed away.
-
-“I’ll wait ten minutes,” grinned Con.
-
-“When do you expect to go?” asked the Matron.
-
-“As soon as the men go. And the sooner they get across the better. We
-ought to be in Belgium now. The Germans are hammering away at Liége,
-and I doubt if the Belgians singlehanded can do much. They never struck
-one as particularly martial.”
-
-“Well, I hope you’ll come through it safely. It would be a terrible
-thing for you both if ...” and she nodded gravely.
-
-“No good forecasting troubles. The worst ones don’t come as a rule, and
-it’s no good thinking about them. We’re under the Red Cross, and they
-fight straight and respect it.”
-
-“Shells and bullets are no respecters of persons, and in war one never
-knows what may happen.”
-
-“Anyway it will be a mighty satisfaction to know that we belong to one
-another.”
-
-“We must hope you are doing the right thing. It’s a very natural thing,
-I acknowledge.”
-
-“And the natural thing is the right thing as a rule, now isn’t it?”
-
-“Sometimes,”--and Alma came in, her dark eyes dancing and her face
-still flushed with the thought of the great adventure on which they
-were bound.
-
-The Matron shook hands with them both very warmly, and wished them
-‘God-speed!’ very heartily, and then they were gliding away in a taxi
-to Doctors’ Commons, and from there to the nearest Registrar’s Office,
-and they came out of it a few minutes later man and wife.
-
-“We’ll have a little wedding-feast at the Savoy under the guise of
-lunch,” said Con gaily. “I had breakfast at eight. And then we’ll taxi
-all the way home. I can’t possibly permit you to mingle with ordinary
-people in ordinary trains yet. Besides, I want to kiss you all the way
-down, and there’s nothing like a closed taxi----”
-
-“Dear, dear! What experience you seem to have had!”
-
-“Not a quarter enough, as you’ll see, Mrs Dare. Here we are! Now we’ll
-get a table in the balcony and watch old Father Thames rolling down to
-the sea.”
-
-“The tide is coming in,” said Alma, as she drew off her gloves.
-
-“Good omen! The rising tide!--and here’s the sun to add his
-blessing,”--as the watery gray clouds up above parted and let a gleam
-of sunshine through.
-
-They had the most memorable little lunch of their lives there,--with
-the turgid yellow-gray flood brimming below them, dotted here and
-there with a great creeping water-beetle of a black barge;--and the
-gray and black spans of the bridges, up-stream and down, looming in
-and out of the picture in the wavering sunlight;--and the yellow trams
-spinning to and fro like shuttles through the gray web of life;--and
-the tall chimneys and the shot tower on the opposite bank, with the
-ragged wharves at their feet;--and the Embankment gardens and trees and
-sauntering mid-day crowds, all just as usual and manifesting no undue
-concern about anything.
-
-“And we’re actually at war with Germany at last,” said Con, as they sat
-looking down on it all.
-
-“I’m glad we’re taking it so quietly,” said Alma. “We mean business.”
-
-Their very polite waiter attended punctiliously to all their wants,
-acknowledging all orders with a grave inclination of the head and
-never once opening his mouth. He might have been dumb for any evidence
-they had to the contrary. Between courses he hovered about watchfully,
-seemed interested in Con’s uniform, and distinctly appreciative of
-Alma’s nurse’s costume and general appearance. Even Con’s very generous
-tip he only acknowledged with a final silent bow.
-
-When Alma commented on such refinement of taciturnity, Con suggested
-that he was possibly a German looking forward without enjoyment to a
-change of occupation which would be less to his taste.
-
-They had a delightful run out to Willstead, and Con made best use of
-his opportunities, having taken care to seat his wife directly behind
-the driver.
-
-All too quickly they were there, taking Mrs Dare Senior’s breath away
-by the magnitude of their announcement.
-
-“Mother--my wife!” was Con’s little way of breaking the news. “I have
-to leave to-morrow morning so we decided to get married to-day.”
-
-“Well!” gasped his mother, and then took Alma to her heart and kissed
-her warmly.
-
-“He never could have made a better choice, dear,” she said. “But it is
-very sudden.... I hope it is wisely done.”
-
-“We think it is, mother,” said Alma joyously. “Whatever happens we have
-this, and it has made us very happy.”
-
-“Have you seen the Colonel?”
-
-“Not yet,” said Con. “Mothers come before Uncles. We’ll go along
-presently and make him jump. Auntie Mitt will probably have a fit.”
-
-“Have you had any lunch,--or did this great business make you forget
-it?”
-
-“We had our wedding breakfast at one o’clock in the balcony of the
-Savoy,” said Alma. “It was delightful.”
-
-“Then you’re ready for a cup of tea,” and she rang the bell and ordered
-it in as quickly as it could be got ready.
-
-“But won’t this mean your giving up your post, Alma?” asked Mrs Dare
-thoughtfully, as soon as she had time to look at the matter all round.
-
-“Not at present. Matron had to be told of course. But Con is one of her
-old favourites, and she is to say nothing about it for a time. You see,
-if the war amounts to anything and goes on long, they are sure to be
-called on for nurses to go to the front and they’ll be short-handed----”
-
-“And they couldn’t afford to dispense with the best nurse they’ve
-got, on a mere technicality,” said Con. “And as soon as it’s all
-over I’m to join old Jamieson in Harley Street, and we’ll set up
-housekeeping--probably with him. He’s got room enough for four families
-in that big house of his.”
-
-“Well, well!” said Mrs Dare, and said no more, but her mother’s heart
-prayed fervently that no whiff of the war-cloud might dim the bright
-and hopeful outlook of these eager young lives.
-
-They chatted quietly over their tea, of Lois and Ray, and of Noel and
-young MacLean and their war-like cravings, and of Vic and Honor, and
-all the other little family matters in which they were all interested.
-
-“I’d love to see those boys in kilts,” said Alma.
-
-“They don’t know yet if there will be a Second Battalion,” said Mrs
-Dare. “But if they don’t get into the London Scottish they’ll join
-something else. They are quite set on going.”
-
-“It’s only natural,” said Con.
-
-“All the same I can’t help hoping they may not have to go to the front.”
-
-At which Con shook his head. “I’m afraid you must not count on that,
-mother dear. One never knows what may happen in war, of course. But
-everyone who knows says the Germans are mighty fighters, and they’ve
-been preparing for this for many years. In fact some folks seem to
-think their big war-machine may even be too perfect,--so very perfect
-that if anything goes wrong with any part of it it will all tumble to
-pieces.”
-
-“I wish it would and smother that wretched Kaiser in the ruins,” said
-Alma heartily.
-
-“I don’t think it likely. They are very wonderful folks. In
-organization, and scientific attainment generally, they have made us
-all sit up and they beat us still. There is just one thing in this
-matter in which we have the advantage over them.”
-
-“Ships? Guns?” queried Alma.
-
-“No,--greater than either,--the simple fact that we’re in the right and
-they are utterly in the wrong. And that, you’ll find, will tell in the
-long run. They are forcing on this war to serve their own selfish ends;
-and we, thank God, have no axe of our own to grind in the matter. We’re
-out to make an end of wars, if that is possible.”
-
-“That is worth fighting for,” said his mother heartily.
-
-“Ay! Worth dying for if necessary.... It will be very hot work, I
-expect.... But we’ve got to win,--or go under. And that is unthinkable.
-But the cost may be heavy.”
-
-“Our thoughts ... and our prayers will be with you all the time,
-my boy.... May God grant us all a safe deliverance!” said Mrs Dare
-fervently.
-
-“And that will help to buck us all up,” said Con cheerfully. “But we
-mustn’t get morbid. Suppose we go over and break the good news to the
-Colonel and Auntie Mitt, Mrs Connal Dare!”
-
-“I’m ready. Do it gently, Con. Remember they are older than we are.”
-
-“Good news never hurts. Come on!”
-
-Noel and Gregor MacLean, while anxiously awaiting news from
-Headquarters as to the possible formation of a Reserve Battalion,
-were preparing themselves for the chance by developing their skill in
-musketry at the private shooting-school on the heath not far away.
-They went up every day and spent many pounds at the targets and then
-at clay pigeons, and in addition set themselves rigorous route-marches
-of ten and fifteen miles to get themselves and their feet into good
-condition. And each night they came home thick with mud and hungry as
-hunters, and well-satisfied that they were doing everything in their
-power to fit themselves for the real thing when the hoped-for call
-should come.
-
-So Vic and Honor were thrown more than ever upon their own congenial
-companionship.
-
-They were inseparable, and the days not being long enough for adequate
-expression of their feelings, they generally spent the nights together
-also. And Mrs Dare and Auntie Mitt were growing accustomed to the
-sudden announcements,--“Vic’s sleeping with me to-night, Mother,”
-and,--“Auntie Mitt, Honor’s going to sleep here to-night,”--and
-the older folk made no objection, since it pleased the girls and
-alternately brightened each house in turn. The times were somewhat out
-of joint and anything that tended towards mitigation of circumstances
-was to be made the most of.
-
-And so, when Con and Alma walked into Oakdene, they found the family
-party still lingering over their tea-cups in the hall;--Miss Mitten’s
-knitting-needles going like clock-work, the Colonel expatiating on the
-monstrous perfidy of Germany in attacking Belgium, the girls nibbling
-their final cakes and listening somewhat abstractedly, wondering no
-doubt what those boys were doing to-day, and feeling that life--and
-certainly golf--without them was distinctly thin and flavourless.
-
-“Ah--ha!” said Con magniloquently, “Here are the tribes assembled
-together. Colonel!”--with a punctilious military salute,--“Auntie
-Mitt!--and you two little girls!--we have come to gather your views on
-the subject of marriage. A worthy subject! Don’t all speak at once.”
-
-“It is usually accounted an honourable estate,” said the Colonel,
-beaming on them, while Miss Mitten peered up, bird-like, but knitted on
-for dear life, and the girls looked anticipative.
-
-“We thank you!” said Con with a comprehensive bow. “Then you will
-permit me to introduce to you--Mrs Connal Dare,”--at which, as he swung
-Alma gracefully forward by the hand, they all sprang to fullest life as
-though pricked by an electric shock.
-
-“Well--I’m da-asht!”
-
-“Alma! My _dear_!”
-
-“Con!--Is it true?”
-
-“Oh, you dear, horribly mean things!”--
-
-“To do us out of it all like that!”
-
-“Horrid of them, but awfully jolly all the same!”
-
-“You see,” said Con,--when Alma had kissed them all round, and he had
-insisted on one also, to the immense gratification of the girls,--“This
-is war-time, and I am off to-morrow, and from my earliest youth I have
-been taught never to put off till to-morrow what I could do to-day. And
-so,--well!”--with a wave of the hand towards Alma,--“There it is!... We
-knew we had your approval, sir. We knew Auntie Mitt would graciously
-accept the fait accompli. And we hoped from the bottom of our hearts
-that Vic and Honor would in time forgive us and receive us back into
-their favour. And--we’re very happy over it.”
-
-There was no possible doubt about that, and the Colonel, who was the
-only one who had any right to take exception to the matter, was far too
-good a sportsman to cast any shadow of a shadow upon their happiness.
-He had witnessed very many similar cases, and most of them had turned
-out very happily--when they had had the chance. It was that possibility
-only that added a touch of solemnity to his benediction,--
-
-“Well, well! You’ve certainly given us a most delightful surprise, you
-two. War, as I know by experience, is a mighty crystalliser of the
-emotions, and essentially a promoter of prompt decisions. God grant you
-all happiness, my dears!” and he kissed Alma as if she had been his
-very daughter, and wrung Con’s hand warmly.
-
-“You look well in khaki, my boy,” he said, with his eyes still
-glistening.
-
-“And feel well, sir. I am, I think, a man of peace, but the uniform
-makes one feel distinctly soldierly, and if I find it absolutely
-necessary to knock out a German or two I believe I could do it.”
-
-“What with?” asked Vic, fingering his empty scabbard.
-
-“Oh, with my fists if needs be. But I’m for binding not for wounding.
-It would only be under a sense of the sternest necessity that I should
-give that German a daud on the neb.”
-
-“I think I shall be a nurse,” said Honor. “You do look spiffing, Alma.”
-
-“Too late for this war, my child. ‘It’s a long long way to Tipperary,’
-and this is to be the last war. Still there’s always plenty to do even
-in peace-times.”
-
-“Will you be going out too, Al?” asked Vic.
-
-“I don’t know yet. There’s sure to be a call for nurses. Wouldn’t it be
-delightful to go out and meet Con there?” and her face was radiant at
-the thought.
-
-Mrs Dare had made them promise to come back for dinner, so that Mr Dare
-might have the chance of seeing them also. When, in due course, they
-went across they found him just in from the City, and Con was struck
-with the change these last ten days had made in him.
-
-He made, indeed, for their benefit a brave assumption of cheerfulness
-and gave them very hearty greeting, but pretended to be scandalised at
-their escapade, and expressed the hope that the Colonel had done his
-duty and told them what he thought about them.
-
-They reassured him on that point and enquired for the latest news.
-
-“Things are moving fast,” he said soberly. “John Burns and Lord Morley
-leave the Cabinet. Government takes over all the railways. Jellicoe is
-to command the Fleet, French the Army, and Kitchener is to be Minister
-of War.”
-
-“That’s good. He’ll stand no nonsense anyway.”
-
-“The Germans are attacking Liége furiously. Everyone is amazed that the
-Belgians can stand up against them for a day. But every hour they can
-hold them is gain to us and France. We are both taken unawares, you
-see. And the fact of their tremendous onslaught shows that they were
-all ready,--more than ready. What the upshot of it all will be it’s
-hard to say. Germany is a very big nut to crack.”
-
-“And how are business matters, father?” asked Con quietly, between
-themselves.
-
-“Bad, Con. And likely to be worse. There is to be a big issue of
-paper,--ten-shilling and one-pound notes, and Lloyd George appeals very
-earnestly to people not to draw gold from the banks. He is doing all he
-can. But business is at a standstill, and as to getting in any money
-from the Continent--! That’s all gone, I’m afraid.”
-
-“I’ve got a few hundreds saved. Would that be any use, sir?”
-
-“You’re a married man now and your wife must be your first
-consideration,” said his father with a grave smile, which, however,
-conveyed to Con his appreciation of his desire to help. “And your
-uncle-in-law has very generously offered me assistance if I need it. At
-present I don’t. If things come to the worst I may perhaps make some
-arrangement with him. You see it’s a case of the devil and the deep
-sea. On the one hand contracts made which I’m expected to fill, and, on
-the other, total stoppage of the wherewithal to fill them. And again
-goods I’ve paid for here and shipped, and no payment forthcoming for
-them from Germany and Austria.”
-
-“There must be many in the same position. Won’t a state of war bar all
-unpleasantness?”
-
-“It’s hard to say. We’ve had no experience of such a state of things,
-you see. No doubt there will have to be give and take all round and
-some working arrangement come to. I think there’s a general disposition
-that way. But it’s very trying business,” he said wearily.
-
-“I’m sure it is, sir. I wish I could be of some help.”
-
-“You have your own work cut out for you, my boy, and fine work. It will
-be a trial to you to leave now. But I suppose you considered all that.”
-
-“We did, sir. It is trying to have to part so soon, but it will be a
-help to us both to feel that we belong to one another whatever comes.”
-
-“I hope to God you’ll come through all right, Con. For all our sakes
-take every care you can, and don’t run into any unnecessary dangers.”
-
-“Trust me for that, sir.”
-
-Then the Colonel and the girls came across “for coffee and smokes, and
-to see how Mrs Con was bearing up,” as Vic said, and they all fell to
-talk about the war and the future, and on the Colonel’s part to the
-extraction of the latest news from the City.
-
-“I hope you are not upset by these young people’s precipitancy,” said
-Mrs Dare quietly to the Colonel, under cover of the general talk beyond.
-
-“On the contrary, my dear--, let me see, what _is_ the exact
-relationship between us now? My niece, who is my daughter as it were,
-is now your daughter also. And your boy is my nephew-in-law. What does
-that make me to you?”
-
-“I give it up,” smiled Mrs Dare. “We will remain the best of friends.”
-
-“This makes us even closer than that. However, as I was saying, I’m
-entirely and absolutely pleased with them. They’ve done the natural
-thing under the circumstances. I’ve seen the same thing happen many
-times before, and it generally turns out well. There are always risks
-in war, of course----”
-
-“And as to that we can only leave them in God’s hands, and hope for the
-best.”
-
-“Amen to that, best of friends! My girl has at all events shown wisdom
-in her choice of a mother. We will hope ... and--er--pray”--he added,
-with a touch of the naïve shyness of a man who was in the habit of
-keeping his inmost feelings very strictly to himself,--“for their
-welfare and happiness.”
-
-“Yes.... The times are very trying and will probably be more so, but
-I’m inclined to think they may be the means of bringing out all that is
-best in us all.”
-
-“War does that ... as something of a set-off for the darker side of it.
-For it also brings out the worst unfortunately.”
-
-“Here are the boys,” said Mrs Dare, jumping up at the sound of heavy
-boots on the path outside. “They generally come in together and they’re
-always hungry. I’m the commissariat,” and she hastened away to see to
-their provisioning.
-
-“Hel-lo!” cried Noel, in a pair of old riding-breeches and puttees,
-at sight of the assembly, while Gregor, similarly apparelled, looked
-eagerly over his shoulder in hopes of an approving spark in Honor’s
-eye. “Quick, Mac!--salute, ye spalpeen, or ye’ll be shot at dawn.
-Here’s a blooming little Horficer!” and they both drew themselves up
-and saluted Con in smartest possible military style.
-
-“Why,” prattled Noel. “I’m blowed if it isn’t just old Con,--and Alma!
-So you two have managed to hit the same day this time.”
-
-“Yes, we’ve managed it for once, No,” said Con. “How are you, Mac?
-Allow me to introduce you to my wife,” with a proprietorial wave
-towards Alma.
-
-“No!--really?” jerked Noel.
-
-“Really and truly,” laughed Alma. “I hope it isn’t objectionable to you
-in any way.”
-
-“Lord, no! Quite the other way. If there’s two things I admire about
-old Con they’re his uniform and his jolly old cheek. Think of him
-going and getting you to marry him right away like that.”
-
-“He’s off to-morrow morning, you see, so I thought it best to make sure
-of him.”
-
-“He’s really going? I wish we were.”
-
-“How do things stand with you now, Mac?” asked Con. “Any nearer
-bull’s-eye?”
-
-“There’s rumours of a possible Second Battalion being formed, but
-nothing definite. We’ve put our names down, and meanwhile we’re getting
-ourselves into good shape. If they don’t buck up and do something
-soon we shall try elsewhere. But we’d sooner be London Scottish than
-anything else.”
-
-“You see, the girls there think we’d look so well in kilts,” broke in
-Noel.
-
-“What on earth gave you any such impression as that, my child?” asked
-Honor.
-
-“Oh, we can see it in your eyes.”
-
-“Ah,--little boys see what they want to see sometimes.”
-
-“When we can. Can’t always, can we, Mac?”
-
-“Come along, you hungry ones,” called Mrs Dare from the doorway, and
-they sped away for a very necessary wash before eating.
-
-Alma’s short leave expired at ten o’clock, and as Con had promised to
-return her safely to the hospital by that hour, they had to set off in
-such time as would allow a margin for contingencies.
-
-Their good-byes were outwardly cheerful enough, and as exuberant
-as high and hopeful spirits could make them. But, below all the
-surface confidence and fortitude, not one of their hearts but was
-saying to itself--“This is the beginning of partings,” and was
-asking itself--“Shall we ever all meet again?” And the necessity for
-smothering, as far as might be, the chill possibilities evoked by
-these importunate voices, made the younger folk but the more outwardly
-determined on most valiant gaiety.
-
-“Meet you across there, maybe, old man,” said Noel.
-
-“I’ll be on the look-out for you. Do my best for you in case of need.”
-
-“Do be careful not to lose one another on the way home,” begged Vic,
-with an assumption of anxiety. “You are very young, you see, and
-naturally somewhat entêtés at the moment.”
-
-“I’m inclined to think we really ought to go with them,” said Honor.
-“They may wander away hand-in-hand, and never be heard of again. Get
-your hat, Vic, and we’ll go.”
-
-“Right-o!” said Noel. “We’re on. We’ll go along too to take care of
-you.”
-
-“Then we’ll stop at home,” said Honor resignedly. “We couldn’t think of
-taking you out again after your hard day’s play.”
-
-“To say nothing of the fact that your southern extremities are inches
-thick with mud,” said Vic. “Everybody we met would think we’d taken to
-walking out with the gardener’s boys----”
-
-“Or the young butcherlings. Yes, we’re sorry, dears,”--to Con and Alma,
-“but under the circumstances I’m afraid you’ll have to find your way by
-yourselves.”
-
-“We’ll manage somehow,” said Con, and in their good-byes to the older
-folk there were suspiciously shining eyes and lingering hand-grips and
-convulsive kissings which told their own tales.
-
-“The beginning of partings!”... “Shall we ever all meet again?” ... and
-hearts were heavy though faces smiled.
-
-“God bless you both and keep you from all harm!” was Mrs. Dare’s last
-word, and with that in their hearts they ran across to say good-bye to
-Auntie Mitt, who said exactly the same words and made no assumption of
-anything but gloomiest forebodings as to the future.
-
-As to the Colonel, when they had actually gone, he blew his nose
-like a trumpet-blast, till his moustache bristled white against the
-dark-redness of his face, and he turned back into the room with a
-fervent,--“Damn the Kaiser and all his works!... I trust you will
-excuse me, best of friends!”
-
-“I will excuse you,” said Mrs Dare. “It is terrible for one man to have
-such power for ill in his hands.”
-
-
-
-
-XII
-
-
-At the station Con got another taxi.
-
-“We could not stand the train to-night,” he said, as they swept down
-into the high-road, and he slipped an arm round her and drew her close
-and kissed her. “This will be our last little spell together for some
-time probably.... You’ve not felt any qualms or regrets yet?”
-
-“Do I feel as if I had?” and she nestled the closer inside his
-protecting arm. “I shall never feel anything but glad, Con, ...
-whatever comes. We belong to one another and nothing can take that from
-us.... But you will be very careful, dear, for my sake, won’t you?”
-
-“I will, dear. Be sure of that.... For the rest, we are in God’s hands
-and we must just leave it at that.”
-
-They did not talk very much. It was enough to feel one another so close
-in body and closer still in heart,--enough to lie back in the shadow,
-with arms and hands interwoven, while the taxi whirled in and out of
-the lamp-lights, and Alma’s face, sweet and strong in the restraint she
-was imposing on herself, swam up out of the darkness like a beautiful
-cameo growing under the unseen touch of a master-hand,--dim ... clear
-... perfect, to his hungry eyes, as the face of an angel in its
-confident hope and trust ... then in a moment it was gone, and all he
-had was the feel of her as he watched for the first glimmer of her face
-again in the darkness.
-
-They did not talk much, because there was so much to say--so little
-need to say it--so much that could never be put into words. Silence and
-nearness sufficed them,--the silence of overfull hearts, the nearness
-of souls about to part,--perhaps, as each well knew, for ever.
-
-“Wife!” said Con one time, drawing her still closer, though that had
-seemed impossible.
-
-“My husband!” murmured Alma, and drew his head down with her arm and
-kissed him passionately.
-
-An unforgettable ride, and all too soon at an end.
-
-Con stopped the cab a hundred yards this side of the hospital, and they
-walked slowly on towards the great gateway.
-
-It was still one minute to ten as they stopped there in its shadow.
-There was little traffic at that time of night and few passers-by.
-
-He took her face gently between his hands and held it before him. He
-could not see it but he knew the pure sweet eyes were looking straight
-up into his.
-
-A big clock in the distance boomed the first stroke of ten. Their time
-was up. He kissed her fervently, a kiss for each stroke, and she kissed
-him back.
-
-“May God in His great mercy have us both in His keeping!” he said,
-hoarse with the depth of his feeling.
-
-“Dear ... He will!”
-
-He turned and pressed the button of the bell. The door opened and,
-with one more look, full of confident hope, she was gone--and in tears
-before the door closed, but that he did not know.
-
-With that last sweet sight of her--to him the fairest vision of Faith
-and Hope and Love Incarnate that ever was or could be--he turned and
-walked away along the dark empty street, slowly and heavily, and felt
-his life for the moment as dark and empty as the street.
-
-
-
-
-XIII
-
-
-When Lois Dare and Ray Luard came downstairs on the morning of August
-7, they found the dark-panelled little salon of the ‘Golden Lion’ as
-cheerfully bright as a blazing fire and a pale sunbeam could make it;
-and outside, the upper alps of Urseren Thal were swathed with long
-wreaths of mist, above which the white tops of the Spitzberge shone
-like silver in the sunshine.
-
-Freda came hastening in with the coffee and milk and a distressed face
-on their account.
-
-“But it is too bad for you,” she burst out. “They have just sent us
-word on the telephone that there will be no diligence to-day, nor any
-more at all. All the horses are wanted for the war,--ach!--the cursed
-war! It will be the ruin of us all.”
-
-“That’s all right, Freda,” said Lois cheerfully. “Don’t worry about it
-on our account. We’ll manage quite well.”
-
-“We walked here, you see,” said Ray. “And we’ll just walk on over the
-Furka and down the valley till we get to Montreux--if there are no
-trains running.”
-
-“But, mon Dieu, what a walk! To Montreux! It will take you weeks!”
-
-“Not a bit. We get along quicker than that. So get our bill made
-out,--that’s a good girl, and we’ll start as soon as we’ve finished
-breakfast.”
-
-“Shall I put you up some lunch, monsieur and mademoiselle?”
-
-“No,” said Ray, after a moment’s thought. “We’ll have a proper lunch
-and a good rest at the Furkablick,--or the Belvédère, if we can get
-that far, and then get on to Oberwald. I don’t want to stop at
-Gletsch,” at which Freda smiled knowingly.
-
-She added four different kinds of cheese to their menu, buzzed about
-them to see that they laid in adequate supplies of honey and blaeberry
-jam, and finally brought them a bill which surprised them by its
-modesty and provided Ray with a pocketful of change out of a five-pound
-note.
-
-From the length of time Freda took to bring back the change he opined
-that she had had some difficulty in obtaining it. But how much he never
-knew.
-
-For Madame of the hotel had, for the first time in her life, looked
-dubiously at an English five-pound note.
-
-“But, Freda,” she said, “Will that be all right if England is beaten in
-the war, as they say she will be?”
-
-“She won’t,” said Freda oracularly. “And in any case an English
-five-pound note is always good.”
-
-“I don’t know. It always has been, but----”
-
-“I will change it myself then. I have no fear of England being beaten
-by any pigs of Germans. It’s enough to make you sick just to hear them
-eat,” and she took the note and climbed up to her own small room,
-and opened her box, and got out the other box in which she kept her
-savings, and came back with the change in her hands, much of it in
-five-franc pieces.
-
-“Là!” she chirped triumphantly. “There then is madame’s money, and here
-is monsieur’s change. I would not have them think we doubt them,--no,
-not for five francs,” and she went off with the receipted bill and the
-change on a plate.
-
-“Freda,” said Ray, as he added a lordly remembrance for herself, “I’d
-like to stop here for a month.”
-
-“Well--why not? Monsieur and mademoiselle will be very welcome indeed,”
-and Freda’s beam was a thing to remember.
-
-“Duty calls, my child. We’re going to Montreux to get married, you
-know, and then we want to get home as soon as circumstances will
-permit. Any news this morning?”
-
-“By the telephone they say there is terrible fighting in Belgium. The
-poor little country! I was there for a year, in Bruxelles. They are
-such nice quiet people, but not great fighters, I would think. And the
-Germans--they are strong. Oh, it is terrible to think of.”
-
-Half an hour later, while the sun was still wrestling with the
-mist-wreaths, they were climbing the long straight road to Realp.
-Turning off there by the second bridge, they took the old road in
-order to avoid the endless zig-zags of the new one, and following the
-telegraph posts they mounted rapidly towards the little Galenstock
-Hotel.
-
-On the Ebneten Alp, below the hotel, they sat down on a glacier-scored
-boulder for a last look over the Urseren-Thal and a rest before
-tackling the Furka. It was a wonderful sight--the wide green sweep
-of the valley right to the great white barracks at Andermatt and the
-zig-zags of the Oberalp-road beyond;--on the one side, the sprawling
-green and gray limbs of Spitzberge, still dappled with mist-wreaths but
-shining like frosted silver up above;--on the other side Piz Lucendro,
-with the Wyttenwasser-Thal and glacier below it;--and the upward road
-which led to the Furka was all white with snow.
-
-It made the walking more difficult, but the air was crisp and clear up
-there and the very fact of walking on snow was exhilarating. In places
-it was over their shoe-tops and the drifts by the road side, when they
-plunged their poles into them, were many feet deep.
-
-Far away below them in the Garschen-Thal they could see the cuttings
-and bridges for the new railway from Brigue to Disentis and Ilanz, but
-there was no work going on. The men had all gone to the front, and the
-unnatural offence of their blastings and delvings was for the time
-being suspended, though the scars and wounds of their previous efforts
-remained in painful evidence.
-
-Presently they walked up into a mist-wreath and had the novel
-experience of plodding along an invisible road smothered in
-close-packed glimmering whiteness. The sun outside was evidently
-shining brilliantly on the thick bank of mist, but, so far, its
-rays failed to disperse it and penetrated only in a weird luminous
-diffusion, which had a most curious effect on the senses.
-
-It made Lois’s head spin till she reeled dizzily along and at last
-clung to Ray’s arm for safety.
-
-“I believe I’m drunk,” she laughed mazedly. “Have we had anything
-stronger than coffee this morning?”
-
-“Not that I remember,” laughed Ray, in the same high-strung way.
-“Unless you slipped into one of the hotels we passed unbeknown to me.
-It’s queer, isn’t it? I feel absolutely light-headed. In fact I think
-the top front of my head is coming off. Hel-lo! Who’s this now?”
-
-This was a burly overcoated sentry, who loomed suddenly large in front
-of them and courteously informed them that they must keep to the lower
-road as this one led only to the barracks. So they stumbled back till
-they came on the main road again, and feeling their way by the granite
-posts, set up along the side of the road to keep the diligence from
-tumbling over into the valley, they came at last to the Furkablick
-Hotel, and were glad to grope into the hall and warm themselves at the
-blazing stove.
-
-“We can’t possibly go on if it keeps like this,” said Ray. “It’s
-neither safe nor wholesome. We can see nothing and might find ourselves
-walking over the edge into the valley.”
-
-“Suppose we have lunch and a good rest, and perhaps it will draw off.
-How far is it to the place we were to stop for the night?”
-
-“It’s about six miles to the Gletsch,--a bit less by the short cuts,
-and four miles or so on to Oberwald.”
-
-“Say three hours. We can give it a couple of hours to clear off, or
-even more if necessary.”
-
-So they fared sumptuously, and both fell fast asleep in big arm chairs
-near the stove in the salon afterwards, and when Ray yawned and woke it
-was close on three o’clock, and the sun had won and the mountains all
-round were shining white against the clear deep blue.
-
-There was no one else in the salon. There seemed, in fact, no one else
-in the hotel except a few officers who kept to the smoking-room. So he
-kissed Lois awake, and in five minutes they were footing it gaily up
-the Furka road, with the Bernese giants towering in front and dwarfing
-all the lesser wonders closer at hand.
-
-“That must be Finsteraarhorn,” said Ray, pointing to the highest and
-sharpest peak. “And that one further on is probably Jungfrau, but I
-know her better from the other side.”
-
-Then they passed the fortifications and turned a corner, and the
-great Rhone glacier lay below them, dappled here and there, where the
-sun got into the hollows, with the most wonderful flecks of fairy
-colour--tenderly vivid and lucently diaphanous blues and greens so
-magically blended that Lois caught her breath at the sight.
-
-“How beautiful! How beautiful!” she murmured. “It is a dream-colour,
-but I never dreamed anything half so lovely.”
-
-He could hardly get her along. She wanted to stop at every second step
-to gloat on some fresh wonder. But they came at last, by slow degrees,
-to the point, just below the Belvédère, where sturdy pedestrians can
-drop from the main road into the valley and so avoid the tedious
-winding-ways.
-
-“We’ll get down here, if you think you can manage it,” said Ray. “Then
-we can get right up to the glacier-foot where the Rhone comes out. It’s
-worth seeing, but it’s a bit of a scramble down unless they’ve improved
-the path.”
-
-“I’ll manage it all right if you’ll go first and show me the way.”
-
-So they started on that somewhat precarious descent, and had gone but a
-little way when Ray began to be sorry he had not stuck to the solider
-footing of the road.
-
-For the apology of a path had in places disappeared entirely under the
-attrition of the wet season and many heavy boots. Whole lumps of it had
-slipped away and left gaps and slides down which a rough-clad Switzer
-might flounder with possible impunity, but which suggested serious
-possibilities to the ordinary traveller.
-
-He had gone on hoping it would improve, but it did not. Instead it grew
-worse. But if falling down such awkward slides was no easy matter,
-re-climbing them to gain the high road was next to impossible.
-
-They bumped and slipped and floundered downwards as best they could.
-
-“I’m truly sorry,” he said, as he helped her down one specially awkward
-place. “It was nothing like this last time I came.”
-
-“It’s all right,” she laughed. “It’s fun--all in the day’s work. Don’t
-tumble right out of sight if you can help it.”
-
-And then he did. A lump of rock to which he had trusted his foot came
-squawking out of the wet bank, and he and it went down together a good
-half-dozen yards.
-
-He brought up with his rucksac over his head and turned at once to see
-to her safety.
-
-“All right,” he shouted. “No bones broken. But I don’t advise you to
-try it. Strike to the right and try and find a better place. Throw me
-down your rucksac and cloak, then you’ll be free-er.”
-
-She dropped them down to him, with a startled look on her face, and he
-scrambled round, as well as he could so laden, to meet her round the
-corner. But she had to make quite a long détour before she came at last
-on another and less precarious path and was at last able to join him.
-
-“Sure you weren’t hurt?” she asked anxiously.
-
-“Quite sure. Bit scraped, that’s all. I suppose it’s the rains that
-have boggled the path so. Now, if we keep on round here we’ll be able
-to get right up to the ice-cave where the stream comes out. Here’s
-the rain on again. Better put that cloak on,” and they scrambled on
-over the rough detritus from the glacier and the hillsides till they
-reached the ice-foot, and stood looking into the weird blue-green
-hollow out of which the gray glacier water came rushing as though in
-haste to find a more congenial atmosphere.
-
-“It’s the most wonderful colour I’ve ever seen,” she said, drinking
-it in with wide appreciative eyes. “It hardly looks real and earthly.
-It looks as though a breath would make it vanish. I suppose if we got
-inside there it would simply be all white.”
-
-But just then, in sullen warning, a solid lump of overhanging ice came
-down with a crash, and a volley of stones came shooting at them mixed
-with its splinters, and they turned and went on their way down the
-stony valley.
-
-The rain ceased again just as they arrived at the big hotel, and as Ray
-swung off his cloak and shook it, Lois laughed and said,
-
-“When we get to Oberwald you must hand me over your trousers and I’ll
-stitch them up.”
-
-“Why?--what?--” and he clapped his hands to his hips to feel the
-damage, while Lois still stood laughing at the rents and tears which
-his cloak had so far hidden.
-
-“I should keep my cloak on if I were you,” she suggested, and then
-asked quickly, “Why--Ray? What is it? Are you more hurt than you
-thought?”--for the look on his face was one of concern if not of actual
-consternation.
-
-“I am,” he jerked, with a pinch on his face, and then he felt hastily
-in his other pockets and the tension slackened somewhat. “But it’s not
-in my person,--only in my pocket. Would you mind kicking me, dear?
-Here,--we’ll go round the corner,” and he stepped back the way they had
-come. “And--would you also mind telling me what money you have in your
-pocket or your rucksac.”
-
-“Not very much, I’m afraid. Two or three pounds, I think. Why?”
-
-“Because,” he said, displaying the catastrophe. “That stupid slip of
-mine has busted my hip-pocket and all our money’s gone. All except the
-change out of this morning’s five-pounder. With that and yours we can
-get to Montreux all right, and I can wire from there to Uncle Tony, but
-it’s confoundedly stupid,----”
-
-“Couldn’t we find it if we went back?”
-
-“I’m going to try, but you’ll stop here and have some tea to pass the
-time.”
-
-“Oh no, I won’t. It’s share and share alike. Aren’t we almost man and
-wife? Come along! We’ll have a hunt for our money anyway,” and she led
-the way back towards the glacier.
-
-They searched for an hour, but looking for a flat leather purse in
-that stony land was like searching for the proverbial needle in the
-haystack. They found the exact spot where Ray took his sudden slide,
-but search below it discovered nothing. They followed step by step the
-way he had taken till he met Lois and then, as well as they could,
-the path they had taken to the ice-foot. But there was no sign of the
-purse and he came to the conclusion that his pocket was probably torn
-by the slide and the purse fell out of it later on,--anywhere down the
-two-mile stretch of stony valley between them and the hotel.
-
-They paced it with meticulous care, searching cautiously, but found
-nothing, and at last gave it up and went on,--soberly as regards Ray,
-amusedly as regards Lois, who persisted in looking only at the humorous
-side of the matter.
-
-“We’ll walk all the way,” she laughed, “and pick out the
-cheapest-looking hotels, and you’ll have to haggle like a German about
-terms.”
-
-“I’m awfully sick of myself for being such an ass,” he said gloomily.
-“It’s hateful to be short of cash in a strange land. I often used to
-run it pretty close. I remember once reaching home from this very place
-with only a halfpenny in my pocket. I remember I wanted a cup of tea
-on the train, more than I’d ever wanted one before, and I had to go
-without.”
-
-“Had you lost your purse then also?” asked Lois mischievously.
-
-“No,--just stopped longer than I’d planned and ran it a bit too fine.”
-
-They plodded into Oberwald just before dark, and stumped heavily up
-the steep wooden steps that led from the stony road to the door of
-the little Furka Hotel, fairly tired out with the day’s walk, which
-their diversion in search of Ray’s purse had extended, he reckoned, to
-close on five-and-twenty miles, and he proceeded to haggle with the
-depressed-looking landlady like any German of them all.
-
-She was glad enough to have them, however, even on their own terms, and
-gave them a quite sufficient supper, in which three different kinds
-of sausage, and veal in several guises, figured principally; and her
-bed-rooms, if somewhat meagrely furnished, were at all events clean.
-And they went up early to bed, tired with their long tramp and still
-tireder,--as Ray expressed it, concerning himself--of playing the fool
-with his money and throwing it about for some wiser man to pick up.
-
-The landlady knew nothing about the war, except that the diligences
-had stopped running because the horses were wanted, and most of the
-men had gone--to Thun, or Berne, she was not quite sure where, but it
-was all because of the talk of war, and she did not hold with any of
-it,--stopping business and upsetting everybody and everything.
-
-Oberwald, they decided, could not at the best of times be a very
-inspiring place. Under the shadow of the war-cloud it was dismal. They
-had early breakfast on the wooden platform outside the front door,
-while the deserted village below and about them roused itself, lazily
-and obviously against the grain, to its day’s work.
-
-But Ray was obviously not up to his usual standard, even though Lois
-had borrowed needle and thread from the landlady and had patched up his
-rents with deft fingers and visible enjoyment at being of service to
-him.
-
-“You’re not letting that old purse worry you, are you?” she had asked,
-as they sat over their coffee and cheese and honey on the wooden
-platform.
-
-“Not at the loss of it, though the stupidity of losing anything always
-annoys me. It’s the possible consequences I’m thinking of. It came
-on me all in a heap in the night that it’s just possible we may have
-difficulty in communicating with them at home if things are really
-bad. I wish to goodness we could get some definite news. I wanted very
-much to take you up the Eggishorn--it’s just close here, and it seems
-a shame to pass right under it without going up. You don’t really know
-what a glacier’s like till you’ve seen the Aletsch. But....”
-
-“I think we’d better go right on. We can come back some other time and
-see all these things. Suppose they shouldn’t have got your telegram
-from Leipsic! They’ll be getting frightfully anxious about us. Let us
-get on as quickly as possible.”
-
-“I’m afraid there’s nothing else for it,” he said regretfully. “Let’s
-see now--it would take us at least four days to walk down the valley to
-Montreux.... How much money did you say you have with you?”
-
-“I’ve got three pounds, five shillings. I’ll get it for you.”
-
-“No. Better keep it safe. I might lose it, you know. Well, four days’
-tramping at the lowest possible rate means at least forty francs. It
-will pay us to take the train from Brigue. There’s a quick train about
-mid-day, I remember ... that is, if it’s still running. They may have
-taken the trains off also. It comes from Milan, you see, through the
-Simplon.”
-
-“Third class?”
-
-“Rather. I’ve come home by it more than once, and it’s generally packed
-with Italians, who are not the pleasantest of travelling companions.
-But needs must when you’re such a fool as to lose your purse,--and
-they’re probably all being kept at home just now anyway. We had a
-tough day yesterday, so to-day we’ll just jog along to Fiesch. That’s
-another place I wanted you to stop at. Most fascinating country, all
-the hillsides covered with little irrigation channels about a foot
-wide, and the natives spend most of their time turning them on and off.
-That’s where you strike up for the Eggishorn ... and the Märjelen See
-... and then there’s Binn.... It’s a mighty pity to pass them all ...”
-and he rattled the few coins in his pocket thoughtfully.
-
-But--“Needs must!” said Lois firmly, anxious to get into touch with the
-outer world again and especially with the folks at home.
-
-“Wait a bit!” said Ray thoughtfully, and got down the map from its peg
-in the hall, and began figuring with his pencil on the back of the bill
-the landlady had just brought him, which came to 9.50 francs for the
-two of them. “Just ... you ... wait ... a bit ... my child!” and he
-measured and figured away with immense energy and growing enjoyment.
-
-“We can do it all right,” he burst out at last. “See here!--We’ve got
-160 francs left after settling up here. We’ll get Madame here to put us
-up the usual trampers’ lunch,--that’s one franc each. We’ll walk on to
-Fiesch and then up to the little Firnegarten Inn--small but clean--on
-the Fiescher Alp, and stop the night there. That’ll be, say, 10 francs.
-It would cost us more down below. To-morrow we’ll make an early start
-and climb up to the Märjelen See and the Eggishorn, taking our lunch
-with us again. Then we’ll come down by the big hotel,--we can only
-afford to look at the outside of it this time,--and walk along the
-ridge to Rieder Alp. It’s wonderful,--worth coming all the way from
-England for,--that and the Aletsch. Stop the night at Rieder Alp. That
-will be say 12 francs, if I haggle well. And next day we’ll walk down
-to Brigue and Oberried and Bitsch and the Massa, and get the mid-day
-train there for Montreux,----”
-
-“If it’s running.”
-
-“If not we’ll just toddle on.”
-
-“But can we afford it?”
-
-“Including fares and all it will come to just about as much as four
-days’ tramping along the road. And two days up aloft here are worth
-forty days on that road. The road’s fine but it’s not to be compared
-with the bridle path along Rieder-Alp.”
-
-He was so obviously set on it that, in spite of her anxiety to get on,
-she had not the heart to raise any objection, and five minutes later
-they were on the road, with the dew-drenched green slopes above and
-below them shimmering like diamond-dust in the early sunshine, and
-Ray’s spirits at their highest again at this getting the better of the
-misfortune that would have done them out of the best bit of the journey.
-
-As to the fact that they would arrive in Montreux with only 120 francs
-between them, that did not trouble him in the slightest now that they
-were going up aloft.
-
-“I’ll wire Uncle Tony the very first thing when we get there. It’ll be
-quite all right, you’ll see, my child. ‘The year’s at the Spring----’”
-
-“Ninth of August!”
-
-“That’s nothing. It’s our year I’m talking of, and it’s only a week
-or so after New Year’s Day.... ‘The day’s at the morn. Morning’s at
-seven;’----”
-
-“Nearer eight,”--with a glance at her wrist-watch.
-
-“‘The hillside’s dew-pearled,’----”
-
-“Undoubtedly,”--with a comprehensive wave of the hand uphill and down.
-
-“‘The lark’s on the wing;’----”
-
-“Maybe--somewhere.”
-
-“‘The snail’s on the thorn; God’s in His Heaven; All’s right with the
-world!’”
-
-“With your and my little world. But, oh, I wonder what’s going on
-outside there, Ray! It’s terrible to think of war at any time, even
-though we none of us really know what it means. But for all the Great
-Powers to be flying at one another’s throats,--and England too! I can’t
-realise it.”
-
-“Don’t try, child. Rhenius may have caught some flying nightmare by
-the tail. I haven’t much faith in Italian newspapers. Anyway we’ll make
-the most of these few days of grace and be thankful for them.... You
-see, if things really are as bad as he said, we may be stuck for some
-time in Switzerland, and an extra day up here in heaven will make no
-difference in the end and is all to the good now. Learn to gather your
-roses while you may, my child,” and his determined enjoyment carried
-the day.
-
-They made Fiesch about noon, and Ray marched her right through the
-little town to the house he had stopped at more than once--the
-cosy-looking little Hotel des Alpes, near where the rushing Fieschbach
-flung its gray waters into those of the Rhone.
-
-They knew him there and were much hurt that he had not come to stop
-with them again, and were greatly interested in Lois. He had to explain
-matters very fully before they were pacified sufficiently to permit him
-to have a bottle of Asti, with a small table and two chairs outside in
-the sunshine, and the mistress and the two comely maids hung about them
-all the time they ate their Oberwald lunch of bread and sausage and
-cheese and biscuits, and insisted on supplementing it with apples and
-pears and grapes, grumbling good-humouredly at him and chattering and
-giving such news as they had.
-
-“You’d do much better to stop with us. Firnegarten cannot keep very
-much of a table up there, you know. Most people go right on to the
-Jungfrau Hotel for the night----”
-
-“I know. But we’re pauper-tramps, you see, till we get to Montreux, and
-we have to look twice at every sou. You see, I was fool enough to lose
-my purse up at Gletsch there----”
-
-“Ach! To lose your purse! That was foolishness. But if you had come to
-us we would have helped you.”
-
-“It’s awfully good of you, and we’re going to come back here
-as soon as ever we can. There’s heaps of things I want to show
-mademoiselle,--Binn, and the Fiescher Glacier, and Ernen--oh, heaps.
-But now we’ve got to get on. We’re going to get married as soon as we
-reach Montreux, but I couldn’t bear to stump along the road down here
-when Aletsch and the Rieder-Alp called me. Mademoiselle is not at all
-sure we’re doing the right thing in not going straight on.”
-
-“You will never regret it, mademoiselle,” they assured her.
-
-“Though, of course, when one is hurrying along to get married,--”
-interjected one of the girls thoughtfully.
-
-“The Great Aletsch is a thing to see before one dies,--” continued
-Madame.
-
-“Or even before one gets married, when you have to pass right under
-it,” said Ray. “And the Märjelen----”
-
-“Ach--the poor Märjelen! It is gone. It got a hole in it somewhere and
-all the water has run out, and so now there is nothing to see.”
-
-“So! But the Aletsch is still there?”
-
-“Och, yes! The Aletsch can never run away through a hole. There it is
-and there it will remain till the world comes to an end.”
-
-“And the war? What news have you?”
-
-“They are fighting terribly over there, it seems,--at some place called
-Liége. But we do not hear very much since the diligence stopped. And
-all our visitors went away at once. We were quite full and not one has
-come since. War is bad for everybody. For me, I cannot understand what
-people want to fight for. It will not come into Switzerland, do you
-think, monsieur?”
-
-“I shouldn’t think so, but when war once starts you never know where it
-will stop. And I’ve no doubt Germany would be only too glad to get hold
-of Switzerland if she got half a chance.”
-
-“Ach--those Germans! No, I do not like them. Whenever I see one come
-in here I say to myself, ‘Another trouble-maker!’ They are never
-satisfied, and they want everything--except to pay proper prices. No, I
-do not like them. If they all get killed in the fighting I shall not
-care one bit.”
-
-Their leave-taking could hardly have been warmer if Madame had been
-jingling in her hand a whole month’s pension fees instead of the price
-of a modest bottle of Asti, and presently they were slowly and steadily
-climbing the steep and stony path to Firnegarten.
-
-The maid in charge there was sister to one of those down below, and
-she also remembered Ray. She was much astonished at their intention of
-stopping the night there, and laughed merrily when Ray proceeded to
-hammer her price down to his level and then explained why he was, for
-once, acting like a German.
-
-She made them very comfortable, however, in a simple way, and obviously
-enjoyed their company. They went early to bed, and were well on their
-way up the Fiescher Alp soon after seven next morning.
-
-It was close on noon before they struggled up the tumbled débris of the
-top, and sank down on a flat rock, with that great glory of the Aletsch
-glacier sweeping down in front of them, from the great snow-basins of
-Jungfrau and Finsteraarhorn, till it curled out of sight behind the
-green ridges of Rieder-Alp away down below them on the left.
-
-“The Chariots of the Lord!” came involuntarily to Lois’s lips as she
-sat gazing on it, and her eyes followed the strange dark parallel
-lines which ran throughout its length and looked exactly like gigantic
-wheel-tracks. “What makes them?”
-
-“The continuous slow downward movement of the ice, I believe. It picks
-off earth and stones from the sidewalls and gradually throws them into
-exact lines like that. Curious, isn’t it? I remember it struck me in
-just the same way the first time I saw it.”
-
-It was long before she could be got to look at anything else.
-
-“I can’t help expecting it all the time to do something,” she explained.
-
-“I know. But it never does. See!--that’s Jungfrau over there, and
-that one is Finsteraarhorn. And round this other side you can see the
-Matterhorn and Mont Blanc. Those big white lumps are the Mischabels.”
-
-In time he got her to start on her lunch, though she asserted that it
-felt like eating in church,--desecration.
-
-“I’m glad you insisted on coming,” she said softly. “It is a sight one
-could never forget,” and he was radiant.
-
-“And to think,” she said again, presently, “that over yonder the guns
-are booming and men are doing everything they know to kill one another!
-Isn’t it dreadful to think of--in face of this great silent wonder
-which takes one’s thoughts right up to God?”
-
-“It’s simply brutal.... I just hope whoever’s to blame for bringing it
-about will get whipped out of existence.”
-
-He could hardly drag her away. She vowed she could never weary of
-that most wonderful sight, and was certain it would begin to move if
-they only waited long enough. And so it was a very tired but very
-well-satisfied pair that dropped into the first chairs they came to in
-the homely little Riederalp Hotel, with barely enough energy left to
-arrange terms on the German plan.
-
-Next morning they came down the steep wooded ways by Oberried and
-Bitsch and the Massa gorge, and reached Brigue exactly fifteen minutes
-before a train started for Montreux.
-
-The run down the Rhone Valley and up to Montreux was full of enjoyment,
-tempered only by their doubts as to being able to get any further than
-that.
-
-Ray pointed out to her all the things he knew,--the new Lötschberg
-line away up on the opposite mountain-side,--the openings of Nicolai
-Thal, leading to Zermatt and Saas Fée,--the Val d’Anniviers leading
-to Zinal, and the Val d’Herens to Arolla, and promised to take her to
-them all when the times got re-jointed. Then they were at Martigny, and
-presently the flat delta and the upper end of the lake came into sight,
-and Chillon, and they were at Montreux.
-
-Ray enquired at once from the station-master as to trains for Paris.
-
-“Paris, mon Dieu?” jerked that much harassed official. “Ask again in a
-fortnight’s time, monsieur, and perhaps we shall know something then!”
-and Ray made at once for the Post Office and wrote out a telegram to
-Uncle Tony,--“Just arrived here. Both well. Lost purse. Send cash Poste
-Restante.”
-
-The young man behind the official window looked at the address and
-said in excellent English, “We can send it from here, but we cannot
-make sure it will ever get there. You see it must go through France or
-Germany, and they are fighting and everything is disarranged.... It is
-very awkward,” as they looked at one another in dismay.
-
-“Very awkward!” said Ray. “Please do your best. Are letters coming
-through?”
-
-“Not from England for some days. Doubtless in time matters will arrange
-themselves.”
-
-In time, doubtless! But the one thing about which there was no doubt
-whatever was the fact that they were in a strange land, cut off from
-communication with their own, and that the sum total of their united
-funds amounted to something under five pounds,--and there was no saying
-when they could procure more.
-
-
-
-
-XIV
-
-
-Alma at St Barnabas’s, and Mrs Dare at The Red House each received
-a brief note from Con, from Southampton, saying he was leaving
-immediately but was not permitted to say more.
-
-He seemed in the best of spirits and said he had plenty to do. After
-that the vail of war fell between him and them, and to them was left
-the harder task of possessing their souls in hope, with such patient
-endurance as they could draw from higher hidden sources. Both,
-however,--Alma in her crowded ward, and Mrs Dare in the less strenuous
-and so the more meditative sphere of home,--went about their daily
-tasks with tranquil faces which permitted no sign to show of the fears
-that might be in them. It was their quiet part in the crisis to give of
-their best and suffer in silence, as it was the part of the millions of
-other women similarly circumstanced.
-
-Mr Dare had perhaps the heaviest burden to bear at this time, and in
-spite of his attempts at cheerfulness the weight of it was apparent in
-him. His business at a deadlock, valued customers urgently claiming
-the fulfilment of contracts, the goods they wanted hermetically sealed
-within the flaming borders of Germany and Austria, accounts for goods
-sent to those countries falling due, and no money forthcoming from
-abroad to meet them. No wonder he looked harassed and aged, and at
-times grew somewhat irritable under the strain.
-
-What his wife was to him in those days none but he knew,--not even Mrs
-Dare herself in full. In her own quiet fashion she would at times draw
-him gently on to unburden himself to her in a way that would have been
-impossible to anyone else, and her great good sense would seek out the
-hopeful possibilities and tone down the asperities of life. And when
-things were past speaking about she would show, by her silent sympathy
-and brave face, that she understood but still had faith in the future.
-
-But for an unusually alert and active business man to find himself,
-without warning, plunged suddenly into a perfect morass of
-difficulties, for which no blame attached to anyone save to the blind
-precipitancy of untoward circumstance;--to find himself helplessly idle
-where his days had always been briskly over-full,--it was enough to
-drive any man off his balance, and in some cases it did.
-
-He went down to St Mary Axe each morning and stopped there all day in
-gloomy exasperation. He explained his situation to irritated clamourers
-for goods till he grew sick of explaining. He was grateful when release
-came at night; and in the night he lay awake at times and hugged
-to himself the few precious hours which still intervened before he
-must shoulder his burden again. Sunday he looked forward to, all the
-week long, as a dies non when business matters ceased perforce from
-troubling and his weary soul could take its rest. He longed for weeks
-of Sundays. At times, in his utter weariness, the thought of the final
-unbroken rest made infinite appeal to him.
-
-The complete lack of any word from Lois and Ray added not a little to
-their anxieties. The Colonel, indeed, never would admit any possibility
-of mischance in the matter.
-
-“Don’t you worry, Mrs Mother,” he would adjure her. “They’re having the
-time of their lives somewhere or other, I’ll wager you a sovereign.”
-
-“If they’re shut up in Germany it may be a very unpleasant time,”
-argued Mrs Dare.
-
-“But they’re not. Ray’s no fool and he got out of that trap instanter.
-Of that I’m certain. Where to I can’t, of course, say. Tirol seems
-nearest, from the map----”
-
-“That’s Austria,” said Mrs Dare quietly.
-
-“Well then, Switzerland--Russia--Italy--anywhere,--I don’t know. But
-if he’s still in Germany he’s a much bigger fool than I ever thought
-him. They’re all right. Don’t you worry!”--which was all most excellent
-in intention but did not bring to the anxious mother-heart the comfort
-that one word from the missing ones would have done.
-
-But the Colonel was too busy to waste time and energy in worrying, and,
-besides, he was not given that way. Immediately on the declaration of
-war, he had donned his uniform and gone down to Whitehall and tendered
-his services in any capacity whatever. His bluff, antique enthusiasm
-overcame even the natural repugnance of War-Office messengers to
-further the wishes of any but their own immediate chiefs, and he
-succeeded in seeing Lord Kitchener, whom he had not met since they
-toiled up Nile together in quest of Gordon.
-
-The quiet, level-eyed man, who had gone so far and high since those
-days, gave him cordial greeting and expressed the hope that the younger
-generation would exhibit equal public spirit, in which case this
-belated creation of a sufficient fighting force would prosper to the
-extent of his wishes, which he acknowledged were great, though not more
-than the dire necessities of the case called for. He tactfully switched
-the Colonel’s enthusiasm on to the recruiting branch line, and the
-fiery little warrior had since then been devoting himself, heart and
-soul, to the business of presenting Kitchener’s Army to the youth of
-Willstead and neighbourhood as the one and only legitimate outlet for
-its duty to its King and Country.
-
-With his V.C. and his Crimean and Mutiny and African medals, he made a
-brave show on a platform, and his fervid exhortations persuaded many
-from the outer back rows to the plain deal tables where the recruiting
-forms awaited them.
-
-He toured the neighbouring villages in a motor car, and until the
-muddle-headed mismanagement by the authorities of the earlier comers
-cast somewhat of a chill on their waiting fellows, the Colonel was a
-great success.
-
-Noel and Gregor MacLean were still impatiently hanging on for the
-War Office to decide whether or not the London Scottish were to be
-permitted to form a Second Battalion. And Noel, with the impetuosity of
-youth, grew so restive under the strain at times that he stoutly urged
-Gregor to enrol with him in one of the regiments of Kitchener’s army.
-
-“Man!” he would growl, after the usual ineffectual visit to
-Headquarters. “We’re going to get left. It’ll all be over and done with
-before we get a look in. Let’s join the Hussars!”
-
-“I’m for the London Scottish, my boy, if it’s at all possible. They
-say they’ll know in a week or two for certain, and we can wait all
-right. I know such a lot of the fellows there and I’d sooner be among
-friends. It makes a mighty difference and they’re all good chaps in the
-Scottish. Besides I’ve a natural yearning for the kilt. If they shut
-down on us, then we’ll sign on wherever you like.”
-
-“Hang it, man! The fun’ll all be over.”
-
-“Don’t you believe it, my son. K of K isn’t raking in all these men
-just to amuse himself. He’s the squarest-headed chap we’ve got, and
-those eyes of his see a long long way past Tipperary, you bet. We’re up
-against a jolly tough job and he knows it.... Anyway we’ll be fitter
-than most when they do take us on. I bet you there aren’t many recruits
-can down ten out of twelve clays at two hundred yards.”
-
-This was Noel’s top score so far. He was rather proud of it and
-judicious reference to it always had a soothing effect on his feelings.
-So they strenuously kept up their training, walking all the way in and
-back whenever they went up to Buckingham Gate for news, and spending
-much time and money at the shooting-grounds.
-
-The girls missed them, of course, but consoled themselves as best they
-could with one another. They did a round of the links each day for
-health’s sake, but felt the lack of Noel’s outspoken jibes and Gregor’s
-curt criticisms and all the subtle excitation and enjoyment of the
-former times, and learned that golf for duty and golf for pleasure are
-greens of very different qualities.
-
-Still they would not have had it otherwise. The boys were doing their
-duty as it appeared to them, and it was their portion to miss them
-and get along as best they could without them. For their sakes they
-heartily wished Headquarters would make up its mind what it was going
-to do, and get them settled down to actual work and disciplined courses.
-
-For this waiting on and on, with no definite certainty as to the
-outcome, was wearing on Noel’s temper, and bits of it got out on the
-loose at home at times and disturbed the atmosphere somewhat.
-
-Like most boys of his age, when things went his way he was as pleasant
-as could be. And they so generally had gone his way that when they did
-not he resented it and let people know it. Like nine boys out of every
-ten, whose chief concern in life had so far been themselves and their
-own troubles and enjoyments, there was a streak of natural selfishness
-in him, any implication of which he would have hotly resented. He
-could be generous enough of his superfluities, but so far had had
-to make no call on himself for the higher virtues of self-denial or
-self-restraint. In short he was just an ordinary boy merging into man,
-very full of himself and his own concerns and enjoyments, and at times
-a little careless of others.
-
-This odd new friendliness which had sprung up of late between himself
-and Victoria Luard was all very much to the good. It came in between
-him and himself and made him feel ready, and even anxious, to do
-great things for her, and to consider her feelings even before his
-own. But, at the same time, his feeling of personal discrepancy with
-regard to her, drove him in the rebound to occasional little displays
-of bearishness and boyish arrogance, the springs of which Victoria
-understood perfectly and was vastly amused at.
-
-Gregor MacLean, with the advantages of his extra five years and much
-shoulder-rubbing with his fellows, had grown out of these youthful
-discordances, and he sometimes took Noel humorously to task for his
-little lapses, and Noel would take more from him in that way than from
-anyone else.
-
-Honor of course, in sisterly fashion, saw his faults and did not pass
-them over in silence. Still, she also generally did it in humorous
-fashion which left no more than a momentary sting even if it did not
-produce much result.
-
-Miss Mitten knitted untiringly. Victoria gravely asserted to Mrs Dare
-and Honor, when they had dropped in for tea one afternoon, that, so
-assured was Auntie Mitt that the outcome of the war depended entirely
-on the number of body-belts and mufflers she could complete in a given
-time, that she went on knitting all night long in her sleep. And Auntie
-Mitt, in no way offended, though somewhat scandalised at such public
-mention of her in the privacy of her bed, only smiled and knitted
-harder than ever.
-
-“The cold weather will be coming soon,” she said gently, “and it’s cold
-work fighting in the trenches.”
-
-“But, my dear Auntie Mitt, they don’t fight in trenches nowadays,” said
-Vic.
-
-“No?... They used to. I remember ... I remember hearing much of the
-discomforts of the trenches in the Crimean War from those who had taken
-part in it.”
-
-“Nowadays they fire shell at you from four or five miles away and
-you’re dead before you know what’s hit you,” said Honor. “It’s low kind
-of fighting to my mind.”
-
-“Or drop bombs on you from aeroplanes without a chance of hitting
-back,” added Vic, “which is lower still.”
-
-“Well ... I don’t myself agree with anything of that kind,” said Auntie
-Mitt gently. “It certainly does not seem to me a very manly way of
-fighting.”
-
-“It isn’t. But unfortunately it’s the way that’s in fashion,” said Vic.
-
-“It is very horrible,” said Mrs Dare, busy with her knitting also
-and thinking of her two, one of whom would probably sooner or later
-be exposed to these barbarous novelties of civilised warfare. “But
-of course they respect the Red Cross men,”--in which case Con at all
-events might possibly return alive.
-
-“Oh, they’ll respect the Red Cross all right, Mrs Mother,” said the
-Colonel, catching her last words as he strode in, with an early evening
-paper in his hand. “They’re big fighters but they’re civilised and
-they’ll fight like Christians.”
-
-“What a horrible expression!” said Mrs Dare. “Fight like Christians!”
-
-“Yes,--I apologise and withdraw. You are quite right, Mrs Mother,”
-with an old-fashioned little bow towards her. “It was not happily
-expressed.... And yet Christians have to fight at times, and if ever
-fighting was justified it is now--on our side. We’re fighting for Right
-and for the rights of everybody outside Germany. Never in the history
-of the world was there a more righteous war as far as we are concerned.
-And so we are fighting like--or if you prefer it--as Christians.”
-
-“Yes, I prefer it that way. It is my only consolation when I think of
-the boys. They are fighting for the Right.”
-
-“When they get to it,” said Honor. “What’s the latest, Colonel? Does
-Liége still stand where it did?”
-
-“It stands marvellously--the forts that is. The Germans seem to have
-the town, but the forts are still alive and kicking. It’s simply
-marvellous how those Belgians have suddenly transformed themselves into
-the pluckiest fighters the world has ever seen. Marvellous! No one ever
-believed they could hold Germany’s millions for a day, and here they’ve
-kept them at bay for a whole fortnight and given France time to get
-herself in order. If the rest of the war goes the same way there can be
-no doubt as to how it will end.”
-
-“Doubt?” echoed Vic scornfully. “You don’t mean to dare to say you’ve
-ever had any doubts as to how it would end, Uncle Tony?”
-
-“There speaks Young England,--always cocksure of winning and inclined
-to despise the enemy. If you had seen as much of war as I have, my
-dear, you would be cocksure of nothing, except that you’d do your
-duty to the last gasp and would have to leave the rest to Providence.
-Germany is a tremendous fighting-machine. We have a tough job before
-us, but we’re fighting for the Right and please God we’ll win. It’s
-good to see the new spirit the war is evoking everywhere. Great Britain
-and Ireland shoulder to shoulder, and India and all the colonies
-rushing to help. It’s magnificent,--simply magnificent.”
-
-“Yes,” said Mrs Dare quietly. “It is doing good in that way, and in
-matters at home also,--the matters which come home to the hearts of
-us women. We’ve just formed a committee for looking after the wives
-and children of the men who have to go to the front, and every single
-person I’ve seen about it is keen to help,--people in some cases who
-have hitherto shown no inclination for anything beyond their own
-concerns.”
-
-“There will be a good deal of distress one way and another, I fear,”
-said the Colonel, nodding thoughtfully. “That is if things go on as
-they usually do.”
-
-“I’m inclined to hope they’ll go better,” said Mrs Dare. “Our men at
-the head of affairs are in closer touch with the needs of the people
-than yours ever have been,”--with a pacificatory little nod towards
-him. “I know you don’t like Lloyd George, but you must acknowledge that
-he has handled the financial situation in a masterly way.”
-
-“I do acknowledge it. And I’ll even go so far as to say that I don’t
-believe our side would have handled the whole matter as well as it has
-been done. We might. Men rise to the occasion,--as yours have done.
-We might,--but I confess I don’t at the moment see which of our men
-could have done what has had to be done as well as Sir Edward Grey, and
-Churchill and Lloyd George and Asquith.”
-
-“Hooray!” cried Honor. “You’ll be on the right side yet, Colonel.”
-
-“I’m always on the side of right, anyway. What are you girls doing to
-help?”
-
-“I’m going to knit body-belts and mufflers,” said Honor lugubriously.
-“But I’m only a beginner and I’m shy of performing in public yet.”
-
-“And you, Victoria-who-ought-to-have-been-Balaclava?”
-
-“Our Central Committee in town is considering how we can best help, and
-as soon as they decide I’m on to it. In the meantime, Honor is teaching
-me to knit body-belts and mufflers,--that is, she’s passing on to me,
-the beginnings of her own little knowledge,--though I don’t quite see
-the need of them. It’ll all be over in a month, I expect.”
-
-“If it’s all over in six months I shall be more than glad,” said the
-Colonel weightily. “And there’ll be plenty of cold days and nights
-before then. However, I’m glad you’re all doing what you can. It’ll do
-you all good.”
-
-
-
-
-XV
-
-
-“Yus!” said Mrs Skirrow, with an emphasis that carried conviction. “It
-may seem a vi’lent utt’rance to you, mum, but, for me, I’m bound to say
-I’m right down glad o’ this war. It’s tuk my three off o’ me hands, an’
-it’s givin’ me the time o’ me life.”
-
-“Where have they got to?” asked Mrs Dare sympathetically.
-
-“Jim and George, they’re in Kitchener’s lot at Colchester--the Hoozars,
-and me old man’s back in th’ Army Transport, an’ if that don’t mek him
-move his lazy bones I d’n know annything this side the other place that
-will. It tired him so last time he was in it, that he’s bin resting
-ever since. But it’s the thing he knows best, and when the call come he
-forgot his tiredness an’ up an’ went like a man. ‘Damn that Keyzer!’ he
-says,--you’ll pardon me, mum, but them was his identical words,--‘Damn
-that Keyzer!’ he says. ‘He is the limit,--walking over little Belgium
-with ’is ’obnails like that without so much as a by-your-leave or
-beg-pardon. He’s got to be knocked out, he has, and I’m on to help jab
-him one in the eye. And you two boys,’ he says, ‘you’re onto this job
-too, or I’ll have the skin off of you both before you know where y’are.
-Yer King and yer country needs yer.’ An’ if you’ll b’lieve me, mum,
-they went like lambs.”
-
-“And why did they go into the Hussars? Can they ride?”
-
-“Divv--I mean, not a bit of it, mum. But they talked it over atween
-themselves, and Jim, he said, if it come to riding or walking, he’d
-sooner ride any day, an’ the spurs made a man look a man. So they
-went up together and they was took on like a shot. An’ I’m to get
-twelve-and-six a week now and mebbe more later on, they do say. I
-ain’t got it yet, but it’s a-comin’ all right, an’ then----”
-
-“Well, I hope you’ll save all you can, Mrs Skirrow. You never know what
-the future may bring, you know.”
-
-“That’s true, mum. But I’ve worked harder than most for these three
-this many a year, and I’m inclined to think I’ll mebbe tek a bit of a
-holiday and have a decent rest. How long d’you think it’ll go on, mum?”
-
-“I’m afraid no one can tell that, Mrs Skirrow. Colonel Luard says he
-will be glad if it’s over in six months.”
-
-“Ah,--well,”--with a satisfied look on her face,--“that’s a tidy spell.
-For me, if it was a year I d’n know as I’d mind. It’ll keep a lot o’
-men out o’ mischief.”
-
-“And put many out of life altogether, I’m afraid.”
-
-“Ay--well--mebbe! But there’s always the pension to look forward to,
-an’ they do say it’s goin’ to be bigger than ever it was before.”
-
-“Yes, I’m sure everybody feels that everything possible should be done
-for the men at the front and those they leave behind them.”
-
-“That’s right, mum. ’Tain’t such a bad old world after all. D’you hear
-about the Chilfers down the road, mum?”
-
-“No. What about them?”
-
-“A rare joke. Everybody’s laughing at ’em. When yon first pinch come
-and it lukt ’s if we might all be starvin’ inside a week, Mr Chilfer
-he went up in his big motor to th’ Stores, and he come back with it
-full,--’ams and sides o’ bacon, all nicely done up, an’ flour, an’
-cheeses, an’ I d’n know what all. Lukt like a Carter Paterson at
-Christmas time, he did. An’ now prices is down again he wants to get
-rid o’ the stuff, an’ nob’dy’ll luk at it ’cos it’s all goin’ bad on
-’is ’ands. And serve him jolly well right!--that’s what I say.”
-
-“And I say the same. It was inconsiderate and selfish and decidedly
-unpatriotic. If everybody had done like that where would the rest of us
-have been?”
-
-“That’s it, mum. But it’s them Chilfers all over. I’m glad to say
-they’ve tuk his car f’r the war, and they’ve tuk all the horses they
-could lay their hands on. That’s rough on some. There’s Gilling down
-our way. He runs a laundry. They stopped him in the street t’other day
-an’ tuk his horse and left th’ van and th’ laundry he was delivering
-right there. It’ll put a stop on him I’m thinking, and folks’ll have to
-go dirty, unless th’ big laundries pick up all the business.”
-
-“There will be discomforts in all directions, I’m afraid, Mrs Skirrow.
-But we’re much better off than the poor people in Belgium who are being
-turned out in thousands and their homes burnt over their heads. It’s
-dreadful work.”
-
-“’Tis that, mum. An’ begging your pardon, I says like my old man, ‘Damn
-that Keyzer, and put the stopper on ’im as quick as may be!’”
-
-“One cannot help hoping he will suffer as he deserves.”
-
-“That’s right, mum! Bet you I’d trounce ’im if I got half a chance.
-I’d twist his old neck like that, I would,”--and she wrung her wet
-floor-cloth into her pail with a vehemence that imperilled its further
-usefulness. “He’s an old divvle, he is, an’ th’ young one’s worse, they
-say. All the same, if they c’d do it so’s none of ’em got killed, for
-me I wouldn’t mind th’ war going on for quite a goodish bit.”
-
-“And I would be thankful if it all ended to-morrow.”
-
-“Ah! ’twon’t do that, mum,” was Mrs Skirrow’s safe prophecy.
-
-Since Con’s post-card saying they were expecting to leave within an
-hour or two, they had had no word from him, nor was any information
-as to the movements of the troops permitted in the papers. The rigid
-censorship dropped an impenetrable vail between the anxious hearts at
-home and the active operations abroad.
-
-It was a time and an occasion for the exercise of unparalleled and
-implicit faith and hope and trust in the powers that held the ways,
-and still more in the Highest Power of all. And on all sides was
-manifested an extraordinary strengthening and quickening of those
-higher and deeper feelings which had become somewhat atrophied during
-the long fat years of peace. The nation and the Empire drew itself
-together, forgot the little family disputes which had enlivened its
-existence for so long, and stood shoulder to shoulder as never before.
-The waters were troubled and the sick were healed.
-
-The Colonel, in the pursuit of his duties, was frequently at the War
-Office. He heard, there and at his club, many things of which he never
-spoke even to Mr and Mrs Dare in their intimate evening confabulations.
-
-The full bleak blackness of the days of Mons and Maubeuge were known to
-him, and the peril of Le Cateau and Landrecies, and it was as much as
-he could do to keep the weight of these grave matters out of his face
-at times.
-
-He saw the casualty lists as they were compiled at the office, long
-before they were issued, and groaned over them in general and in
-particular. Killed, wounded, missing,--many whom he had known, and more
-whose people he knew, were already gone. Who would be left when the
-full tale was told?--he asked himself gloomily,--when this was barely
-the beginning.
-
-Then, one day, his anxious old finger, following the list down, name by
-name, stopped with a sudden stiffening on the name of “Dare, Lieut. C.,
-R.A.M.C.” under the head of “Missing,” and he had to inflate his chest
-with a very deep breath and hold himself very tightly, before he could
-mechanically get through the rest of the list.
-
-“Missing!”--Under all the ordinary circumstances of civilised warfare
-that would leave abundant ground for hope. But the appalling stories he
-had been hearing of late as to the newest German methods left only room
-for fear.
-
-They were, on the most indisputable evidence, behaving worse than
-the worst of savages. Their barbarous cruelties were the result of
-a deliberate system of frightfulness and terrorism inspired by
-headquarters. They had shocked and wounded his soul till at times it
-had felt sick of humanity at large. But they filled him also with a
-most righteous anger which helped to brace him up again.
-
-That a hitherto reputedly civilised nation could, of cold deliberation,
-do such things!--and exult in them!--Faugh! It was savages they
-were,--and worse than any savages he had ever come across!
-
-And so he feared the worst for Con, and his heart was heavy for Con’s
-wife and mother and father.
-
-He went over to his club to think it over, but found too many friends
-there for his present humour. So he turned into St James’s Park, and
-walked on and on, with his mind full of Con and Alma, past the Palace
-and the Duke’s statue, and found himself in Hyde Park, where the London
-Scottish were drilling and manœuvering with a huge crowd looking on.
-
-That made him think of Ray, and he wondered briefly where those two had
-got to. If Ray had been at home, as he ought to have been, he would
-have been among these stalwart kilties who looked fine and fit for
-anything. As soon as he got home he would take his place of course. And
-young Noel and Gregor MacLean,--he had heard that very day that reserve
-battalions were to be raised pretty generally. So they would be in it
-too. And that was all right. Duty called, and it was the part of the
-young to bear the burden and heat of this desperate life-struggle to
-the death.
-
-But his heart gave a twinge, all the same, at the possibilities. Con
-was possibly gone. Suppose these others went too! It would leave a
-dreadful gap in their homes, and wounds in their hearts that would
-never heal. This was what war meant. God help them all!
-
-He watched the brave swing of the boys in hodden gray for a time with
-approving eye, till they fell out to munch exiguous lunches on the
-grass, which reminded him that he was hungry himself, and he went off
-to feed thoughtfully all by himself at a quiet little restaurant in
-Jermyn Street.
-
-Alma must be told at once. Sudden sight of the ominous news in the list
-when it was published would be very trying for her. He could break it
-gently and put a better face on it than, to his own mind, it actually
-bore. And then he must break it also to Mrs Dare and she would tell her
-husband and the others.
-
-But he nodded his head gravely over the whole matter as he ate, and
-was full of bitterness and wrath as those stories he had been hearing
-of ghastly brutalities perpetrated by the Germans even on the wounded
-came surging up in his memory. He cursed them heartily, and prayed High
-Heaven to requite them in full for all.
-
-But a couple of daintily-grilled cutlets, with crisp curly wafers of
-chip potatoes, and a nut of real old Stilton, and a pint of Burgundy,
-and a good cigar, induced a more hopeful state of mind.
-
-There were black sheep in every army of course. With all our care we
-had never been able to eliminate them entirely from our own. And war
-was a terrible loosener of the passions. But a victorious army was
-perhaps less likely to indulge in vicious devilry than a beaten one.
-At least one might hope so. Unless, indeed, the Germans had all gone
-Berserk mad, as some were saying.
-
-Con, busy with his wounded, had probably had to be left behind in
-the hurried retreat,--how hurried only those in the know really
-comprehended as yet. He was a non-combatant and there could be no
-possible reason for maltreating him. He was probably safe and sound in
-Germany by this time.... If only one had not heard all those devilish
-stories!... Even women and children! ... and the wounded!... God hold
-them to account for it all!
-
-By the time his taxi set him down at the big gate of St Barnabas’s, he
-was fairly himself again. He rang the bell and requested audience of
-the Matron.
-
-“Bad news?” she asked, with an anxious look, as she shook hands with
-him.
-
-“Might be worse--perhaps. He’s in the list as ‘missing.’ And that
-may mean anything or not so much. I thought I’d better let her know
-beforehand. The list will be out in a day or two and....”
-
-“I’ll send for her,” and she rang the bell and gave the order,
-supplementing it after a second’s hesitation with, “Tell Nurse Luard
-that her uncle has called to see her.”
-
-“It will prepare her for possible ill-news,” she said, “and she will
-have time to pull herself together.”
-
-“Yes,--thank you! I am going to assume that it is not really very bad
-news, though to tell you the truth----”
-
-“It leaves a loophole for hope, of course. But the Germans seem
-behaving very badly----”
-
-“Damnably,” jerked the Colonel.
-
-“--If all the stories we hear are true.”
-
-“Must be some fire for all the smoke that’s about,” and then Alma came
-hastily in, her face white and set, her eyes painful in their anxious
-craving.
-
-“Is he dead?” she asked quickly, and the Matron slipped quietly out.
-
-“No, no, my dear!” said Uncle Tony, gripping her trembling hand firmly.
-“Nor, so far as we know, even wounded. But in the list I have just
-happened to see up yonder, his name is among the missing. And I did not
-want you to come on it suddenly in the paper, and think it worse than
-it is.”
-
-“Thank God!” she said quietly, with a sigh of relief, and drew her hand
-across her eyes as though wiping away a ghastly vision. “That is all
-you know?” she asked with a searching look. And if the Colonel had been
-breaking worse news by gentle steps he would have had a very bad time.
-
-“That is all that is known by anyone, my dear. As soon as we hear more
-you shall know it. It may be that he will be safer as a prisoner,
-wherever he is, than if he were in the thick of it.”
-
-“He would sooner be in the thick of it,” she said, with a decided shake
-of the head. “He will be terribly put out at being shelved so soon. I
-have put down my name for the next draft. I was hoping we might perhaps
-come across one another.”
-
-“One hundred to one against it, I should say. There will be so many
-hospitals and you might be sent anywhere.”
-
-“I’d have felt nearer him anyway. But if he’s.... Where would they be
-likely to send him?”
-
-“Away into some remote part of Germany, most likely. You think you’ll
-go? If any further news comes you would get it quicker here than out
-there.”
-
-“They are needing all the help they can get. I think it is my duty to
-go, Uncle.”
-
-“Very well, my dear. Go, and God bless you! And bring you back safe to
-us. We shall miss you all. Noel and young MacLean will be in the London
-Scottish to-morrow, I expect. And Ray----”
-
-“Any news of those two?”
-
-“Not a word. I’m expecting a telegram any minute from Southampton or
-Folkestone or Newhaven, saying they’ve just got across and will be
-up in a couple of hours. And as soon as Ray gets back he’ll join his
-battalion of course. We’ll have no one left but the two girls.”
-
-“They’ll keep you lively.”
-
-“We shall miss you all. But it wouldn’t be in any of our thoughts to
-stand between any of you and what seems to you your duty.”
-
-“Things are not going well with us from all accounts. Are they really
-as bad as some of the papers seem to make out?”
-
-“They have been too strong for us so far. They’ve simply rolled us back
-by weight of numbers. But they haven’t rolled over us, and their losses
-must have been terrible. I have great faith in French and Kitchener.
-Safe men both. And the Frenchman, Joffre, seems a good steady sort
-too. No froth about him and France believes in him. The tide will turn,
-you’ll see.”
-
-And presently he took his leave, bidding her keep her heart up and
-promising to send her instantly any further news he could get of Con.
-And then he went on home to break it gently to Con’s mother also.
-
-
-
-
-XVI
-
-
-As the Colonel marched up the platform in search of a suitable seat in
-the Willstead train, he spied his niece, Victoria, sitting in a corner,
-knitting--though not with the practised ease of the born knitter--for
-dear life, regardless of observation, and obviously full of thought.
-
-“Hello, Uncle Tony!”--as he sat down beside her. “What’s the latest
-from Head-Quarters? I’ve been up at a meeting of the Committee that is
-to look after Out-of-Work Girls. We’re going to start them all knitting
-and sewing for the men at the front both on land and sea.”
-
-“Capital! And you’re by way of setting them an example.”
-
-“I was just thinking some things out, and Auntie Mitt and Mrs Dare are
-quite right----”
-
-“Of course they are.”
-
-“You can think a great deal better when your hands are employed.”
-
-“Personally, I----”
-
-“Oh--you’re only a man. You know nothing about it. Any news?”
-
-“Yes. I’ve just been to see Alma,”--she stopped knitting and eyed him
-sharply,--“Con’s name is in the list of missing--” she gave a sigh
-of relief and went on knitting furiously,--“It may be no more than
-that,--prisoner of war in Germany----”
-
-“They’re treating prisoners and wounded abominably,” she said
-severely,--to hide the anxiety that was in her.
-
-“There have been such cases reported. Let us hope they are the natural
-exaggerations of war. Anyway, till we hear more we can hope for the
-best, and to his people we must keep hopeful faces. His mother will
-naturally fear the worst. Do all you can to keep her spirits up and
-make no more of it than the facts warrant.”
-
-“I’ll do my best. But ... I’ll not be satisfied he’s all right till we
-hear from himself. How long will it be--if he is all right?”
-
-“It may be weeks, my dear. Things are in something of a mess over
-there, you see. Everything has gone so quickly. One hardly has time
-to breathe, and the Germans are too busy driving on to Paris to spare
-time for such little details as that. Anyway he’s not among the dead or
-wounded--not officially so far----”
-
-“It might mean either. We’re falling back. Many of our dead and wounded
-must get left behind. I wish I could go out and help.”
-
-“Alma’s going,--at least she’s put down her name. But I hope she’ll
-think better of it. She’ll get news quicker here than out there. But
-you could do nothing without training, you know.”
-
-“To be sitting on Committees and talking,--and knitting, when our poor
-fellows are bleeding to death out there!” she said bitterly. “Why on
-earth didn’t you insist on me learning nursing too? I could wash their
-hands and faces anyway.”
-
-“You’ll find plenty to do at home, my dear. Only the fully qualified
-are any use out there. Presently,--ay already,--there are widows and
-orphans to look after, and your out-of-work girls, and the wives and
-children who are not yet widows and orphans but may be any day. Plenty
-to do at home for all of us. But, for the moment, we’ve got to quiet
-Mrs Dare’s fears for Con.”
-
-“It would be too awful if--if the worst had come to him,” she said,
-with a glistening in the eyes.
-
-“It would be very sad for us all. But for him--my dear, a man can do
-no better than die at his post. If it should be so, be sure he died
-doing his duty. But we’re not to think of him as gone. Con’s one of the
-finest boys I know, and, please God, he’s alive and well and will come
-back to us.”
-
-Mrs Dare and Honor had just suspended work and were sitting down to tea
-when they were shown in, and Mrs Dare rang for additional supplies as
-soon as she had greeted them.
-
-“Well, Colonel? Any new news?” she asked cheerfully.
-
-“Yes,--I came on purpose to tell you. I have just been to see Alma.”
-
-They both sat up at attention and eyed him anxiously, and he hurried
-on, “It is disquieting, but not necessarily more than that. Con’s name
-is in the list of ‘missing.’ That means he has been captured and so may
-be out of further danger till the end of the war.”
-
-“Thank God, it is no worse!” said Mrs Dare, with a sigh of relief. And
-then, as her mind travelled quickly the possibilities, with a downward
-tendency natural under the circumstances, “Can we be sure it is no
-worse?”
-
-“If he were known to be dead or wounded, it would be so reported.
-‘Missing’ leaves us every ground for hope, Mrs Mother. And it is our
-bounden duty to hope for the best. And we will. A great many of our
-R.A.M.C.’s were captured at the same time. The retirement was very
-hurried, you see. They would be busy with their wounded. Probably they
-would not leave them. The Germans swept on, and there they were--behind
-the lines--prisoners.”
-
-“They have been behaving very brutally,” said Mrs Dare depressedly.
-
-“In cases--where they will probably claim to be justified, and even
-they are probably much exaggerated. Is it any good treading the stony
-ways before we actually come to them? There may be more than enough for
-us before we’re through.”
-
-“You are right, my friend. I’m afraid I’m sadly lacking in faith. One
-gets somewhat disjangled with thinking overmuch about things.”
-
-“Mustn’t think down,” said the Colonel, shaking his finger reprovingly
-at her. “Think up! Half the ill things we fear never come to pass.
-Isn’t that your experience now?”
-
-“It is. But the times are out of joint, and----”
-
-“And it’s our business to put them in again, and we’re going to do it.”
-
-“We’re still falling back, I suppose,” she said, uncheerfully, and he
-knew she was wondering if there would be any hope of news of Con if a
-change should come in that respect.
-
-“Still retiring on Paris, and doing it uncommonly well too,” he said,
-very much more cheerfully than he actually felt.
-
-For the black Sunday of Mons still lay heavy on him, and he knew
-better than any of them the certain cost of those terrible rear-guard
-actions--from Cambrai-le Cateau to the Somme--Oise--Meuse, to
-Seine--Oise--Meuse, to Seine--Marne--Meuse, and he dreaded the thought
-of the tardy lists which would be hard to compile and harder still to
-read.
-
-“You’ll see we’ll find the ground we’re looking for soon,” he said
-stoutly. “Then we’ll right about face and maybe give them the lesson
-they’re spoiling for. They are suffering terribly, as it is, but there
-seems no end to them. But, anyhow, Con will be all right in Germany by
-this time, and truly I don’t think we need worry about him unduly.”
-
-“I’ll try not to, but it is not easy,--hearing the things one does.”
-
-“If duty were easy it would lose half its virtue,”--and then the door
-flew open and Noel and Gregor MacLean stood in the opening, with their
-hands to their foreheads in most punctilious salute and broad grins of
-delight on their heated faces.
-
-“London Scottish!” they said in unison.
-
-“You’re in?” cried the girls, jumping up.
-
-“For King and Country! At your service,” and they broke off and
-demanded tea,--much tea and all the cakes that were going.
-
-The girls flew round ministeringly and buzzed about them full of
-questions and congratulations.
-
-“And how soon do you get to work?” asked the Colonel.
-
-“Medical inspection 9 a.m. to-morrow morning. But we’re as fit as
-fiddles, so that’s all right.”
-
-“And when will you get your kilts?” asked Honor.
-
-“A-a-a-a-a-ah!” said Noel. “Now you’re asking.”
-
-“Echo answers ‘When?’” said Gregor. “From all accounts it may be
-months.”
-
-“O-o-o-oh!” remonstratively from the girls.
-
-“But we want to see how you’ll look in them,” said Honor.
-
-“You go right up to Head-Quarters, my child, and put it to them
-straight, and I shouldn’t be a bit surprised if we got them by mid-day
-Monday,” said Noel.
-
-“‘The kilt is but the guinea stamp, the man’s the gowd for a’ that,’”
-said Gregor with a grin, and a reddening under his tan at so unusual an
-outburst and an approving glance from Honor.
-
-“Well, it’s been worth waiting for,” said the Colonel.
-
-“I should say so. We’d sooner be full privates in the London Scottish
-than potty little lieutenants in anything else, wouldn’t we, Greg, my
-boy?”
-
-“Rather!”
-
-“Do you know Con is missing?” said Honor.
-
-“No?” unbelievingly from both of the boys. “Missing?”--and they stood
-staring from one to another with such startled looks that the Colonel
-thought well to interject a bluff, “He’s probably tucked safely away in
-some remote corner of Germany by this time. But we shall hear in due
-course,”--and he accompanied it with so straight and meaning a look at
-the boys that they understood, and fell in with his intention.
-
-“Poor old Con! How mad he’ll be to be out of it,” said Noel hastily.
-“Say, Greg, my boy, we’ve got to get out there as quick as ever we can.
-What a joke if we came across him--er--languishing in captivity and
-were the means of setting him free.”
-
-“Are the lists out then, sir?” asked Gregor.
-
-“Not yet, my boy. I was up at Head-Quarters and they’re compiling them
-as fast as they can. Pretty heavy, I’m afraid.”
-
-“Sure to be, sir. There’s been some mighty tough work out there.”
-
-“The German lists will be ten times as heavy. That’s one consolation,”
-said Noel.
-
-“No amount of German losses will compensate one mother for the loss of
-her son,” said Mrs Dare soberly. “My heart is sore for all those German
-mothers too. It is terrible waste. And all so unnecessary too.”
-
-“Always bear in mind, Mrs Mother, that we did not want it,” said the
-Colonel. “It was forced upon us, and we are fighting for freedom and
-the rights of the smaller peoples. It is an honour to fight in such a
-cause. It would be an honour to die for it.”
-
-“Hear, hear!” said Noel.
-
-But when the Colonel took his leave, and the two boys lit their pipes
-and strolled along with him, Noel broke out impetuously, “Is there
-any more behind, sir, that you haven’t told us? ‘Missing’ may mean
-anything.”
-
-“That is absolutely all that is known as yet, my boy. It may, as you
-say, mean anything. But until more is known we have every right to hope
-for the best. And for that reason I want you to take the brighter side
-of the possibility and do your best not to let your mother dwell on the
-other side. You understand?”
-
-“I understand, sir,” said Noel, very soberly.... “It would be awful
-if--if the worst had happened to him. Does Alma know?”
-
-“I went and told her at once and minimised it as much as possible. But
-I’ve very little doubt they all understand what it may mean just as
-well as we do.”
-
-“They’re behaving like perfect devils over there, from all accounts,”
-said Gregor. “I can’t understand it. I’ve known heaps of Germans, as
-nice folks as you’d wish to meet. And now--devils unloosed, and up to
-every dirty underhand trick imaginable. What do you make of it, sir?”
-
-“War is a terrible unloosener of the worst that is in man, and there
-are black sheep in every army. And I’ve no doubt there’s a great deal
-of exaggeration in the stories we hear.”
-
-“I’d like to stamp the whole darned lot out of existence like so many
-black beetles,” said Noel hotly.
-
-“I’m afraid they’ll take a lot of stamping out,” said the Colonel, as
-he turned and went through his own gate.
-
-“By--Jing, Greg, I don’t like it one little bit!” said Noel, as they
-linked arms and went on down the road to tell their own good news to
-Mrs MacLean.
-
-“It may be as bad as we can’t help fearing. But, as the Colonel says,
-it may not, and it’s cheerfuller to look on the bright side. I can’t
-imagine Con being killed.”
-
-“Neither can I, but they say we’ve lost about fifteen thousand already,
-and when you think of that it doesn’t take much more thinking to think
-he may be one of them.”
-
-“That’s not all killed, man. It’s everything.”
-
-“I know, but it’s been beastly hot work, and ... dash it, Greg, you
-know what I’m thinking of. They say they’re sparing none and making a
-dead set at the Red Cross men.”
-
-And Gregor nodded gloomily.
-
-“We’ll say nothing to my mother about it at present,” he said. “Maybe
-better word’ll come in a day or two, and it’s no good fashin’ her
-unduly. She’ll be glad we’ve got in all right, because she knows we’ve
-been wanting it so much, but she’ll feel it, you know, when we have to
-go.”
-
-“That’ll not be for a good while yet. And anyway we’re doing our duty
-to our country.”
-
-But this news about Con distinctly sobered their exuberance, and Mrs
-MacLean, as she congratulated them on the attainment of their wishes,
-thought what a fine sensible pair they were, and what a change the
-prospect of service was making in them already.
-
-She was well over middle age, white-haired, and had the kindliest face
-and sweetest soft Scotch voice Noel knew, outside his own family.
-Gregor was her only child and her heart was wrapped up in him.
-
-“I’m glad you’re going to wear the kilt,” she said gently. “When will
-you be getting them, do you think?”
-
-“Oh, not for a while yet, I expect. First Battalion want everything
-they can get, you see. We’re only in the nursery yet.”
-
-“You’ll find it queer at first, but you’ll soon get used to the bare
-knees,” she smiled, to Noel.
-
-“It’s no worse than footer, you know. By Jove, Greg, my boy, we’ll
-Condy them a bit to subdue their natural shiny whiteness. Then they
-won’t startle people as we pass.”
-
-“All right. But we may as well wait till we get there,--unless you want
-to begin training them right away in the way they should go.”
-
-“And when do you start work?”
-
-“Medical exam to-morrow morning, and then as soon as the top-knutties
-can lick themselves into shape.”
-
-And so they chattered on, very full of themselves and their new
-importance, and Mrs MacLean rejoiced in them,--but hoped fervently,
-nevertheless, that the war would be over before they would have to do
-any actual fighting.
-
-
-
-
-XVII
-
-
-In the Post Office at Montreux, Ray and Lois, with startled looks,
-faced the fact that only a modest five pounds stood between them and
-poverty in a land which esteemed its visitors according to the size of
-their purses.
-
-The quietly portentous statement of the young man behind the glass
-screen at the Post Office, as to the unlikelihood of their telegram
-ever reaching its destination, was well calculated to take away their
-breath. It left them floundering like incapable swimmers washed
-suddenly out of their depth.
-
-Lois, having infinite faith in Ray, was the first to recover herself
-with a glimmer of amusement.
-
-“We’ll manage somehow,” she said. “It’s all part of the adventure.”
-
-Ray had had experience of shortage in foreign lands and knew how
-small was the sympathy it evoked. But it was assuredly not for him
-to emphasise the sorriness of their plight, which, he kept saying to
-himself, was all due to his own idiocy in losing his purse.
-
-“Seems to me a cup of tea is indicated,” he said. “Perhaps it will
-stimulate our jaded brains to see the way out,” and he led her to the
-little tea-shop near the Kursaal.
-
-They had it to themselves at the moment, and Mademoiselle in charge
-welcomed them with smiles as possible harbingers of a revival of
-business.
-
-“Iff you please,--tea?” she asked, proud of her accomplishment.
-
-“A good pot of tea and some of those cakes. How well you speak
-English!” said Ray.
-
-“We haf many English, you see, and I wass in Bhry-tonn for one year.
-Yes, sank you, saire.”
-
-“Perhaps she could recommend us to some cheap pension,” suggested
-Lois, as Mademoiselle tinkled among the tea-cups behind the screen.
-“She looks a sensible kind of girl and we can make her understand the
-position.”
-
-“Good idea!”--and when she came back with the tea and arranged it
-before them with an ingratiating, “Iff you please,”--he asked, “I
-wonder if you know of any pension, mademoiselle, where they take in
-stranded foreigners for nothing a day and feed them well?”
-
-But that was altogether too cryptic for her.
-
-“Please?” she asked, with a puzzled smile, scenting a joke but not
-fathoming it.
-
-“We want to find a very cheap pension,” explained Lois. “We are on our
-way home to England but have had the misfortune to lose our purse up
-there on the Rhone Glacier. And at the Post Office they tell us we may
-not be able to get any money sent from England for some time, because
-of the war.”
-
-“Ah--zis horreeble war! It is ruining us all. But yess, madame, I know
-a pension which is cheap. Pension Estèphe, opposite the Gare. It is not
-everything, but it is clean and it is honest, and it is cheap. I have
-myself stopped there once.”
-
-“Thank you. That is just what we want. We have telegraphed for more
-money, you see, but they cannot be sure it will ever get there, and we
-can’t tell when we can get away.”
-
-“Ach! It is terreeble. There are many caught like that. Zis horreeble
-war! It will ruin everybody, yess!”
-
-“What’s the latest news about the war?” asked Ray.
-
-“Mais, monsieur, we get little news. They are fighting all the
-time--oh, terreebly. But we do not know much about it. I do hope it
-will not come here. You do not think it will, monsieur?”
-
-“We’ll hope not, ma’m’selle. But if it suited the Germans to come I’ve
-no doubt they would, in spite of you.”
-
-“Ach, I do not like the Germans. No!”
-
-“The feeling seems general. Well, we’ll go along presently and look at
-the Pension Estèphe, and if we like it we shall come in and see you
-again, ma’m’selle.”
-
-“Iff you please, saire!”
-
-Madame of the Pension Estèphe eyed them somewhat doubtfully at first.
-They were above her usual class of customer, and it took considerable
-explanation to make her understand why they wanted to stop with her,
-the exact relationship in which they at present stood to one another,
-and, more especially why they had no luggage but their rucksacs.
-
-However, by dint of much talk, they came at last to terms. For a room
-each, and their meals, she would charge them seven francs per day for
-the two. If they got married and occupied only one room it would be a
-franc less. And she providently demanded a deposit of ten francs and
-that they should pay their bill each day.
-
-“For,” said she, without any beating about the bush, “you have no
-luggage, you see, and you might walk away and leave me nothing but your
-rucksacs which do not contain much.”
-
-Their rooms were alongside one another and their appointments were
-plain to the point of exiguity, but they were clean and the beds looked
-comfortable enough.
-
-“From the mere point of economy it’s obvious we must get married at
-once,” laughed Ray, and Lois blushed but raised no objection.
-
-“It’ll have to be a pauper’s wedding,” he ran on, “And we’ll have
-a wedding-tea at Ma’m’selle’s shop and blow out one franc each on
-it. I wonder what it will cost to get married? If it’s more than we
-save on the room in, say, a fortnight, we can’t do it,”--at which
-Lois laughed enjoyably.--“There used to be a jolly old Scotch parson
-here. We’ll look him up and put the case before him. Perhaps, in the
-circumstances, he’ll do it for nothing--or at all events, give us
-credit till we reach home.”
-
-And, presently, they went along to the little church in the rue de la
-Gare and got the minister’s address and went along to his house, but
-they found that he was away on holiday and so they had to deal with his
-locum.
-
-He proved very pleasant and amiable, however, and when the whole matter
-had been explained to him he undertook to marry them as soon as they
-chose and free of charge.
-
-“Then to-morrow, please,” said Ray. “You see we save a franc a day by
-getting married, and when you’ve only got five pounds altogether it’s
-something.”
-
-“If you get no reply to your telegram, you must see the Vice-Consul.
-He’s Swiss, but a good chap. Some provision is to be made, I believe,
-for our stranded fellow-countrymen. There are a great many here in much
-the same position, and more coming in every day. It’s making a lot of
-trouble, this wretched war.”
-
-“It’ll make a lot more before it’s finished, I’m afraid. If I were home
-I’d probably be in it myself--I’m in the London Scottish, you see,----”
-
-“Ah?--You’re a kiltie, are you?” with a sparkle in the eye.
-
-“Been one four years, and I expect every man we can scrape will be
-needed before we’re through. What are folks here thinking about it all,
-sir?”
-
-“Not over well for us, I’m afraid,”--with a gloomy shake of the head.
-“The Germans are not liked here, as you may have found----”
-
-“We haven’t met one single person that has a good word to say for any
-one of them.”
-
-“Exactly! Their bumptiousness and lack of manners make them a byword.
-But all the same they are believed to be overwhelmingly strong and
-wonderfully organised. I should describe the general feeling as a fear
-that Germany may win. In which case it will be a bad thing for us here.
-We have one powerful factor in our favour, however.”
-
-“And what is that, sir?”
-
-“We’re in the right this time. We haven’t always been, but this time we
-certainly are. And righteousness tells in the long run.”
-
-“I hope it will. I can’t imagine England knocking under to Germany.
-It’s unthinkable.”
-
-“The Right will win.... Meanwhile they are hammering away at poor
-little Belgium because she would not allow them free passage to Paris.
-And she’s doing magnificently----”
-
-“Belgium! Think of it! I’d no idea she had it in her. One has come to
-associate Belgium so with Congo atrocities and purely material things
-that anything heroic in her surprises one.”
-
-“Heroic is the word. She’s holding the fort while Britain and France
-and Russia get ready. It may be that she is saving Europe from
-Pan-Germanism.”
-
-“Splendid! I take off my hat to her. Good thing old Leopold’s not in
-the saddle! The new man must be a good sort.”
-
-“He must be.... Then to-morrow, Mr. Luard. Shall we say at eleven? And
-I hope, my dear,”--to Lois,--“it will make for your happiness.”
-
-“Oh, it will,” she assured him. “And it is very very good of you.”
-
-When Ray and Lois came down to their dinner-supper, that first
-night, in the common-room of their unpretentious pension, they found
-a numerous company already busily at work, and were somewhat taken
-aback by their looks,--burly, moustached and bearded men in blouses
-and dungarees, with an odour and look of trains and engines about
-them;--loud of voice, disputatious indeed, and oblivious of manners.
-
-Lois shrank a little at sight and sound of them. But their
-hostess directed them to a small table apart, covered with a
-red-and-white-check cover, over which she spread a table cloth and even
-provided them with napkins. For seats they had high stools without
-backs. “It feels like a music-lesson,” whispered Lois,--and--“I hope
-it will be more satisfying,” murmured Ray. “I’m hungry,” and watched
-the black-a-vises critically out of the corners of his eyes. They toned
-down for a moment when the strangers entered, and passed remarks sotto
-voce between themselves, but in a minute or two were in full blast
-again.
-
-“They look like brigands,” murmured Lois. “They won’t murder us in our
-beds, will they?”
-
-“The fact of our being here will prove that we’re not worth it, I
-should say.”
-
-“I shall barricade my door all the same ... if I can. There’s not
-overmuch to barricade with.”
-
-“They’re probably quite decent fellows,--railway-men from the look of
-them, and they’re generally a good sort.”
-
-And they proved entirely so and never gave them any trouble whatever,
-beyond the noise of their arguments, which was at all times tremendous
-and more than once looked like ending in blows.
-
-Most of them drifted back to work when their meal was over. With
-the two or three who remained over their cigarettes, Ray got into
-conversation on the war and picked up some interesting bits of
-information.
-
-Some of them had just, in the course of their work, come through
-from Italy, and the thing that was exercising them all at the moment
-was--what was Italy going to do? If she came in against France their
-opinion was that Germany would win. If Italy maintained neutrality,
-as some of them insisted was likely from what they saw and heard down
-there, then they thought the other side might have a chance, but it
-would be no easy job. They, also, were mightily impressed with the
-idea of Germany’s strength and preparedness. But they liked her no
-better than anyone else. Most of their Italian fellows had already been
-recalled to the colours.
-
-“It’ll be a bad day for the world if she wins,” said Ray.
-
-And, “You’re right, monsieur, without a doubt,” was their unanimous
-verdict.
-
-Lois duly barricaded her door with her alpenstock and only chair, but
-no murderous attempt was made on her, and she laughed at herself in the
-morning, and felt like apologising to the noisy, good-humoured crew.
-
-Promptly at eleven o’clock, too joyous of heart to let themselves be
-troubled by their outward shabbiness, they walked into the little dark
-gray church on the road above the station and were quietly married,
-with the delightful assistance of the pastor’s wife, who was immensely
-interested in their little romance. And afterwards he insisted on the
-newly-married pair joining them at their mid-day meal.
-
-“It will be a very modest wedding-feast,” he said. “But such as it
-is----”
-
-“We can’t afford to refuse such a noble offer,” laughed Ray. “We were
-going to celebrate the great occasion by spending a whole franc each at
-the tea-shop near the Kursaal. We save two francs and enjoy your good
-company. It’s great, and we are very much obliged to you.”
-
-“You would do as much for us if ever the occasion offered.”
-
-“Just give us the chance, sir, and you’ll see.”
-
-Next day the kindly Scot accompanied him on a visit to the Vice-Consul,
-whom they found already being worried and badgered into desperation by
-the clamorous demands of their stranded fellow-countrymen and women,
-especially the latter. For every lady in distress seemed to think her
-own special plight the extremest limit in that direction, and each one
-claimed the individual attention of her country’s representative and
-required him to send her home instantly, bag and baggage, and to ensure
-her safe arrival there.
-
-It was obviously something of a relief to him to meet a man whose
-requirements were definite and modest and his methods business-like.
-
-Ray briefly stated his case and asked if he could do anything towards
-getting a telegram through for him.
-
-“My uncle, Sir Anthony Luard, will send me money instantly when he
-learns of our plight,--that is, if it is possible to do so,” he said.
-“What do you think of the prospects?”
-
-“At the moment--very doubtful. Later on things will settle down
-somewhat no doubt. I am trying to get through by way of the south.
-France and Germany are quite out of the question. What are your
-immediate needs, Mr Luard?”
-
-“Very small. We are cutting our coat according to the cloth we have.
-Six francs a day pays our board and lodging,”--at which the Consul
-permitted himself a brief smile. “But we had to walk all the way from
-Innsbruck, you see, so we sent all our baggage to Meran with a Mr
-Lockhart, the man who writes about Tirol,”--the consul nodded--“And we
-really must buy some few things to go on with. Could I possibly draw on
-Sir Anthony through you for a small sum?”
-
-“We’ll manage it somehow. You see how I’m situated,”--with a wave of
-the hand towards the adjoining room full of clamorous applicants. “As
-far as I can I must do something for everybody. If I find you fifty
-francs a week at present, how will that do?”
-
-“Splendidly, and I’m ever so grateful to you. I’ve had visions of us
-sleeping on a seat on the quai and eating grass.”
-
-“We’ll hope it will not come to that for any of you,” smiled the
-consul. “If the amount grows large enough to make a small draft I will
-get you to sign one. But I am hoping that some arrangement will be
-made before long for getting you all home through mid-France. All the
-fighting is likely to be on the frontiers for some time to come, I
-should say.”
-
-“And then in Germany we will hope.”
-
-“Germany is very strong,” said the Vice-Consul cautiously. “One can’t
-foresee what may happen.”
-
-And so their way was to that extent smoothed for them. Board and
-lodging were at all events assured, and if they were not everything
-that could be desired they might have been much worse, though truly
-they could not have been much cheaper. The food, if a little rough,
-was well-cooked and sufficient, and Monsieur and Madame of the Estèphe
-and their four comely daughters grew more and more friendly under
-the influence of prompt and regular payments, and did all they could
-for their comfort. And Ray and Lois testified their gratitude to
-Mademoiselle of the tea-shop by having a festive cup and a chat with
-her every day when their rambles had not led them too far afield.
-
-Walking, since it cost nothing, was their one diversion. Fortunately
-they were both in good condition, and in spite of the heat they enjoyed
-their tramps immensely. Madame of the Pension met their wishes and
-provided them with portable lunches, which, if somewhat monotonous in
-their constitution, were undoubtedly satisfying, and she generally
-managed to amplify their evening meal to their entire contentment,
-and indeed showed herself not a little proud of the distinction such
-high-class guests conferred upon her establishment.
-
-Their chief lack was news. English papers were beyond their pocket and
-almost unattainable, and the local ones contained but very one-sided
-and garbled statements of what was going on at the various fronts.
-Cook’s offices were closed, so no news could be got there. The ‘Feuille
-d’Avis’ was indeed stuck up each day in the office-window in the
-Market-Place, and they went along every morning and read it for what it
-was worth. But it was only by applying to their friend the consul that
-they could get any actual facts, and those not of the most recent nor
-of the most vital. And he was so terribly overworked that they disliked
-troubling him.
-
-At times, indeed, in sheer self-defence he locked his door and stuck
-up a notice saying that he was broken down and could see no one. Then
-the clamorous throng gnashed its teeth and leaned its elbows on his
-bell-push, and Lois and Ray were so ashamed of their fellows that they
-preferred getting along as best they could without news sooner than
-harass him further.
-
-They managed to keep brooding at bay very enjoyably by exploring
-all their surroundings,--from Chillon--they could not afford to go
-inside,--to Vevey;--to the Rochers-de-Naye by Veytaux and Recourbes;
-and up to Les Avants and the Chauderon Gorge. Anywhere and everywhere
-attainable to pedestrians they went, with unbounded energy and immense
-satisfaction, and savoured the joy of life to the very fullest.
-
-The restful beauty of the shimmering blue lake, and the uplifting glory
-of the peaks of the Valais and Vaudois and Savoy, viewed as they were
-through the glamour of their fulfilled love, wrought themselves into
-the very texture of their lives.
-
-To Lois it was a time of rare enchantment, heightened and
-intensified--like the shining of stars in a blue-black sky--by the grim
-horror of the war-clouds beyond. It might all come to an end any day.
-The future might have in it unthinkable sorrows. But this at least was
-theirs, and the joyous memory of it would never fail them.
-
-“Ray! I am so glad it has all happened just so;--as far as we are
-concerned, I mean. These days are my jewels. They will shine for me
-always and always, and I can never lose them. Oh I am glad, glad, glad
-to have lived them!”
-
-“And what do you think I am, dear? Do you think there ever were two
-happier people on this earth?”
-
-“Never! It is not possible.”
-
-They were perched in a little eyrie, high up the mountain-side near
-Crêt d’y Bau, shoulder to shoulder for the joyful feeling of one
-another, gazing out over the lake towards Geneva, eating the little
-wild raspberries of inexpressibly delicious flavour which they had
-gathered as they climbed.
-
-“Whatever may come to us now we can bear it because we have had
-all this,” she sighed contentedly. And asked presently, in a lower
-key,--“Do you think it is possible for people to be too happy, Ray? ...
-that we shall have to pay for it later on?”
-
-“No, my dear, I don’t. Why should we? We were meant to be happy. It’s
-only folly or wickedness--either in ourselves or other people--that
-brings unhappiness ...”--and, stumbling along after the thread of his
-thought,--“and, it seems to me that if we keep ourselves up to the
-pitch of deserving happiness, whatever happens outside us cannot take
-it from us. Troubles may come. Not many folks get through life without
-them, and they don’t turn out the best folks as a rule. But if we
-remain to one another what we are now, we shall be proof against them
-all and they won’t hurt us.... In other words, my child, it is not
-outward circumstance that counts, but our own inner feelings.”
-
-“Yes! I’m feeling all that, and more and more every day.... If this
-horrid war goes on do you think you will really be called up? I thought
-the London Scottish and the rest were only for home-defence.”
-
-“I wish to goodness we knew just how things stand. If it’s going to be
-a life-and-death struggle England must do her proper share. Compared
-with the armies over here ours is trifling,--in point of numbers, I
-mean. As far as it goes it’s probably better than any of them. But it’s
-very very small in comparison with their millions. And numbers tell.
-There may be a national call for volunteers. If it comes you wouldn’t
-have me shirk it?”
-
-“No ... but oh, I wish it might not come,” and she pressed his arm
-closer against her heart.
-
-The Kursaal concerts, costing at the lowest one franc each, were beyond
-them of course. So in the soft autumnal evenings they spent most of
-their time on the quais outside the gardens, sitting when a seat was
-obtainable, wandering along with the rest, leaning over the railings,
-with the dark lake stretching from under their feet away into the
-infinitude of night. There they could hear the music quite as well as
-the wealthier folk inside, and without a doubt enjoyed it more than any
-of them.
-
-The sunsets were wonderful beyond words. The evening star hung like a
-jewel in the afterglow and twinkled at itself in the smooth mirror
-below. Then the summer lightning played fitfully over the further
-hills and set the lake, and the bayonets of the quai-patrol that
-guarded them from invasion, shimmering and gleaming, and looked so like
-menacing signals that their thoughts turned constantly to the fact that
-somewhere over there the world was dreadfully at war.
-
-When it grew quite dark, parties of sober merry-makers would put off
-in small boats, each with its coloured lantern, and ply quietly to and
-fro, weaving their trailing reflections into patterns of extraordinary
-beauty, till the lake below looked like a great dark blue carpet shot
-through and through with wavering tracery of gleaming gold and all the
-colours of the rainbow. And it was all undoubtedly very charming and
-beautiful, but, to Lois, it was also all most strangely unreal and
-evanescent, as though at any moment, at the sound of bell or whistle,
-it might all vanish and give place to scenes less tranquil. For
-somewhere over there the world was at war and how far it might spread
-none could tell.
-
-So the days ran on, and only now and again when it rained, and trips up
-aloft were out of the question, did they ever find them long.
-
-Their chief lack still was news of what was actually happening over
-yonder behind the curtain. And this began to tell on Ray though he did
-his best at first to hide it. But Lois saw and understood.
-
-Away across there in Belgium and the north of France, England might
-be feeling already the sore need of every man she could put into the
-field. His fellows might already be pressing to the front. And he was
-tied here by the leg.
-
-He did his best not to show how he was feeling it, but there it was,
-and his thoughtful silences, and an occasional concentrated pinching of
-the brows which she had never seen in him before, told Lois the tale
-even before he spoke of it.
-
-To her he was quiet thoughtfulness itself and the perfection of married
-lovers. For deep down in his heart was the knowledge that before very
-long the time for parting might come. It would be sore to leave her.
-It would wring his heart and hers. But he knew that if duty called she
-would not have him stop. He set himself to make sure, and surer still,
-that these brief days of married love should hold in their memory no
-smallest flaw, and he succeeded to the full.
-
-He told her all that was in his heart concerning future possibilities,
-and they talked it all over quietly, soberly, lovingly, and were the
-stronger and richer in their love.
-
-“Whatever comes, we have had this, and nothing can take it from
-us,--and the rest is in God’s hands,”--was the end to which they always
-came and the strong rope to which they clung. And their love grew ever
-deeper and stronger for this trying of it.
-
-
-
-
-XVIII
-
-
-“Absolutely nothing further so far,” said the Colonel, standing with
-his back to the fire in Mrs Dare’s sitting-room, as she handed him a
-cup of tea. “All they can say is that quite a dozen of our R.A.M.C.’s
-of various grades have never turned up since Landrecies, and they
-believe they were all taken in a bunch. And that seems to me to improve
-the chances of Con’s being all safe and sound. We shall hear from him
-before long, you’ll see.”
-
-“It is sore waiting,” said Mrs Dare.
-
-“So many have not even the chance of doing that. The lists are again
-very heavy, I’m sorry to say.”
-
-“And we are still falling back?”
-
-“Still retiring, but you’ll see we’ll stop before long,”--and then
-there came a ring at the bell, and presently the door opened and there
-stood in the doorway a burly figure whom neither of them recognised,
-and behind it the concerned face of the maid whose attempt at
-announcement had been forestalled.
-
-The newcomer was tall and broad, and something about his face seemed
-familiar to both Mrs Dare and the Colonel, and yet they were sure they
-had never set eyes on it before. For it was most decidedly a face
-calculated to impress itself on the memory. To Mrs Dare it suggested
-the late Emperor of the French, but with more alert and wide-awake
-eyes. It made the Colonel think of Victor Emmanuel the First, of Italy.
-
-“Well, well?” said the stranger, and then they knew him.
-
-“Good heavens, Rhenius! What are you playing at? You gave me quite
-a shock. I took you for the ghost of Victor Emmanuel,” jerked the
-Colonel half-angrily.
-
-“And I thought you were Napoleon III come to life again,” smiled Mrs
-Dare, as she poured him out a cup of tea.
-
-“Ah-ha! So you accorded me promotion on both sides----”
-
-“If you’d call it promotion?” growled the Colonel.
-
-“Quite so. Very questionable. I have never greatly admired either of
-the gentlemen in question.”
-
-“And why on earth have you been playing such pranks with your face?
-Think it an improvement?”
-
-“I was in Italy when the troubles broke out,--at Piora, near Airolo.
-Before I could get through, France was practically closed to any but
-Frenchmen. I wished to get home so I became a Frenchman for the time
-being--a Frenchman of the Second Empire, and me voici! But I came to
-bring you news.”
-
-“Of Con?” asked Mrs Dare eagerly.
-
-“Of Con? No. What is wrong with my good friend Con?”
-
-“He’s reported missing,” said the Colonel.
-
-“Missing!”--with a pinch of the lips that jerked up the long moustache.
-“I am sorry. But that is better than either killed or wounded. He is at
-all events safe from harm.”
-
-“You really think so, Doctor?” asked Mrs Dare anxiously.
-
-“Why, of course, my dear madame. As a prisoner of war he will be
-well-treated and out of harm’s way.”
-
-“If one could only be sure of that,” she sighed.
-
-“What’s your news then?” asked the Colonel brusquely, not having yet
-quite recovered from his umbrage at the Doctor’s facial metamorphosis.
-
-“Ah, yes--my news.... I came over Furka by way of Hospenthal, and
-there, at the Golden Lion, I met two of my young friends whom you know
-very well----”
-
-“Lois and Ray?” and Mrs Dare dropped her knitting and stared up at him
-in anxious excitement.
-
-“Yes--Lois and Ray----”
-
-“I told you they’d strike down south and get out that way,” said the
-Colonel triumphantly. “That’s good. I forgive you your barbarisms,
-Doctor,--neat that, eh? And I’ll take another cup of tea on the
-strength of it, Mrs Mother, if you please!”
-
-“And they were quite all right?” asked Mrs Dare.
-
-“Quite all right, and as happy as young people ought to be. They were
-hastening down to Montreux----”
-
-“And why haven’t they got here?” asked Mrs Dare.
-
-“Well, you see, it was no easy matter even for me, and I had made
-up my mind to get through at any sacrifice,” and he stroked, with a
-suggestion of regret, the remnant of the flowing beard that had had to
-go. “I made my way across country to St Nazaire and got across from
-there. But it was no easy matter, I assure you.--And, besides, they had
-plans of their own--great plans. They were hastening to Montreux to get
-married----”
-
-“To get married?” echoed Mrs Dare, while the Colonel greeted the news
-with a shout of, “Well done, Ray! Da-ash it, that boy’s got brains in
-him. I knew he had good taste,” and he turned and grasped Mrs Dare’s
-hands and shook them heartily.
-
-“But why could they not wait till they got home?” asked Mrs Dare.
-
-“Well--I think they felt it not quite proper to be wandering about
-together like that, you know. And there is no knowing how long they may
-be detained out there.”
-
-“Why didn’t you bring them along with you?” asked the Colonel.
-
-“I had booked a seat in the diligence to Brigue, and it proved to be
-the very last seat--and I fear the last diligence. The driver told me
-they would probably stop next day, as all the horses were wanted by
-the military at Thun. It may be weeks before you see them, and I’m
-afraid there are many others in the same predicament. Ray particularly
-asked me to ask you to send him out some more money to Poste Restante,
-Montreux. But I’m afraid you’ll have difficulty in doing so.”
-
-“I’ll see the bank first thing in the morning. They’ll manage it
-somehow. And what opinion did you form of things generally over there,
-Doctor?”
-
-“I had small chance of hearing anything. I’ve heard a great deal more
-since I reached home.”
-
-“You were in Italy, you say. Well, what’s Italy going to do? She’s an
-important factor in the case.”
-
-“Undoubtedly!”--with a sagacious nodding of the ponderous head. “A very
-important factor.... What she will ultimately decide it is impossible
-to say. She is not anxious for war, that is pretty certain. She is
-poor, you see, and somewhat exhausted. If she had been going in of
-necessity, as a member of the Triplice, she would have declared herself
-before this. It depends, I should say, on whether the others can force
-her in.”
-
-“Not a volunteer, eh! And maybe at best an unwilling conscript. I
-should say she’d be well advised to keep out of it.”
-
-“If she can.... Ah, here are the young ladies!”--as Honor and Vic came
-in with looks that demanded tea.
-
-“Goodness!--” gasped Vic.
-
-“Gracious!--” continued Honor, and they both ended on a most emphatic
-“Me!” and stood staring at him with faces full of amazement.
-
-“The voice is the voice of Jacob but the face is as the face of--who is
-it, Vic?”
-
-“Mephistopheles.... What on earth are you playing at, Doctor?”
-
-“Playing?” he remonstrated, pulling up the point of his Napoleon and
-trying to look down at it with melancholy regret. “Playing, indeed!”
-
-“I fathom it,” said Vic gleefully. “It’s an omen. Germany’s going to
-be beaten so you’ve transformed yourself into the likeness--such as it
-is--of Napoléon Trois. Good business!”
-
-“Napoléon Trois has always been my particular detestation, Miss
-Vic-who-ought-to-have-been-Balaclava,”--which was his usual
-counter-stroke to her thrust,--“as you very well know. This was imposed
-upon me by force of circumstance. I had to get home, you see,--for all
-your sakes. And to get home I had to come across France.”
-
-“And you were afraid of being taken for a German spy! I see.”
-
-But he had known her since her hair hung down her back and he would not
-take offence.
-
-“I might very well have been taken for a German, anyway, and Germans
-are not held in high esteem in France at the moment.”
-
-“Nor anywhere else in the world except in Germany. And I hope they’ll
-be blotted out even there before long. Detestable wretches!”
-
-“Ta--ta! There speaks hot youth. But it does not trouble me since I
-have nothing in common with Germany.”
-
-“Except your name, and your birth, and your looks,--when they’re normal
-that is, mein Herr! They’ll intern you, for certain, at Dorchester, or
-Porchester, or wherever it is, and you _will_ have a time.”
-
-“All that does not concern me, my dear. I am a British subject just as
-much as you are.”
-
-“Not a bit of it, mein Herr! I was born one.”
-
-“The more credit to me. You couldn’t help yourself. I acquired the
-right of my own good free-will.”
-
-“He has you there, Vic,” said the Colonel, who always found huge
-enjoyment in their sparring. “But he has brought us news of Ray and
-Lois--Mr and Mrs Ray Luard, I should say----”
-
-“No!” and the two girls flopped down into chairs simultaneously.
-
-“Fact,--at least we have every reason to hope so. When the Doctor saw
-them--at Hospenthal--they were making their way down to Montreux, with
-the expressed intention of getting married as soon as they got there.”
-
-“Well!... I--am----”
-
-“‘Hammered!’ as Gregor says,” supplied Honor. “What a pair of
-families we are! Vic, my dear, the atmosphere of war is packed with
-marriage-germs. We must be careful. I’m sure they’re catching. Mother,
-dear, some tea, please. Quick! I feel faint,” and, first carefully
-taking off her hat, she subsided gracefully against the back of her
-chair.
-
-“All the same, Nor, it’s rather too bad, you know,” said Vic
-resentfully. “That’s two weddings we’ve been done out of. It’s really
-anything but fair.”
-
-“It’s abominably shameful,” said Honor, undergoing a quick revival at
-thought of their wrongs. “I don’t believe they’ll have been properly
-married out there. It ought to be done over again as soon as they get
-home. How do you know it will be all right?” she put it to the Colonel.
-“Ten years hence it may come out that they are not really married at
-all and there’ll be a dreadful scandal.”
-
-“I’ll trust Ray to see himself properly married, my dear,” laughed the
-Colonel. “Don’t you worry your pretty head about it,” and then with
-a touch of concern in his voice, to the Doctor,--“I hope they’ll not
-give you any trouble here, Rhenius. Some of the yellow rags are making
-something of an outcry against foreigners--enemy foreigners, I mean.
-You see, there undoubtedly is an immense amount of espionage going on,
-and folks are apt to run to extremes at times and lose all nice sense
-of discrimination.”
-
-The Doctor shrugged his big shoulders. “I was naturalised years
-before some of you were born. They will not trouble me,” he said with
-confidence. “If they do I’ll come to you for a character, Colonel.”
-
-
-
-
-XIX
-
-
-In course of time and on the principle that Heaven helps them that
-help themselves, the stranded English in Montreux formed a committee
-of repatriation, which met in a room placed at their disposal by the
-authorities of the Kursaal, and, by dint of much writing and wiring
-and hustling, towards the end of the month their arrangements, such as
-they were, were, with the assistance of Cooks, who had now returned to
-business, satisfactorily completed.
-
-The penniless were to be sent off first, then the rest by degrees in
-inverse ratio to their staying powers.
-
-Anxious as they were, for some reasons, to get home, Lois, at all
-events,--with the knowledge that getting home might well be but
-the beginning of sorrows--found herself full of regrets at leaving
-Montreux. The little inconveniences of their stay there had been
-gloriously impearled with the glamour of their love. They had been
-perfectly happy, and perfect happiness comes not often in life nor ever
-lasts too long.
-
-They had taken leave of their friends, and Ray had duly given the
-Vice-Consul a draft on Uncle Tony for the money he had advanced them.
-Monsieur and Madame and all the four demoiselles of the Pension
-Estèphe, and Anna the maid, had all come to the station to see them
-off, and were full of regrets at losing them, and now their train was
-jogging along towards Lausanne bound for Geneva.
-
-They had been instructed to take with them provisions for three days,
-within which time it was hoped the journey to Paris might--failing
-accident--be accomplished. And so they had, with the assistance of
-Madame of the Pension, provided themselves with much bread, and butter,
-and a tin of tongue, and a cold boiled fowl, and apples and pears and
-tomatoes, and cheese, and two bottles, one filled with wine and the
-other with cold tea. And they wondered if they would ever get through
-such a pile of eatables and felt prepared for a siege.
-
-Hand-baggage alone was to be taken, and theirs consisted entirely of
-their provisions, as everything else they possessed went into the
-rucksacs on their backs. Those who attempted to take too much had to
-leave the excess in the Consigne at the station, to be forwarded later
-if opportunity permitted.
-
-They had been told to be at the station at 5 a.m. and to form
-themselves into parties of eight, which would just fill a compartment,
-and as Lois and Ray had made few acquaintances they had some difficulty
-in making up their complement. They made hasty quest round, however,
-and Lois discovered two little elderly maiden ladies, waiting timidly
-in a corner for someone to take them in hand and tell them what to do,
-which she immediately did, and they wept gratefully. And Ray picked out
-two nice-looking boys of about his own age, who were standing watching
-the confusion in aloof amusement,--found they were not engaged, and
-secured them on the spot.
-
-The final two in their carriage were thrust upon them at the last
-moment when the authorities found their numbers short. They were two
-young men from Lancashire, who did not speak a word of French--or
-indeed of anything but broad Lancashire--and they rarely opened their
-mouths. They were decent quiet fellows, however, and made no trouble.
-
-The little ladies had just started on a Swiss trip to which they had
-been looking forward for years, and the war had made short work of it.
-
-“We came to Switzerland once before, when our father was alive. But
-since he died--well, we have been keeping a school,”--confided one of
-them to Lois,--“and we have just disposed of it----”
-
-“You see these newer subsidised schools are making things hard for the
-private schools,” said the other, as the train jogged along the side
-of the lake, still wreathed with swathes of fleecy mist. “And when the
-chance offered we were glad to retire.”
-
-“And we thought it would he so delightful to renew our old memories of
-Switzerland. We were at Zermatt----”
-
-“I was trying to remember where we’d seen you,” said one of the
-stranger youths, with just enough of a drawl and intonation to betray a
-trans-Atlantic origin. “We were at Zermatt too. We came across to climb
-something and they told us Matterhorn was about as good as anything. So
-we went to Zermatt and made a start on Matterhorn----”
-
-“You began at the top,” said Ray.
-
-“Matterhorn’s not a thing you can begin at the top. But we started from
-the Schwarzsee, and that’s 8945 feet up.”
-
-“8495,” said his brother.
-
-“And you got on all right?” asked Lois, while the little ladies
-regarded them with silent admiration,--men who had actually been up the
-Matterhorn, at which they themselves had gazed in fearful rapture from
-below!
-
-“It was all right. We had guides, four of them, very good fellows, and
-ropes and axes and all the usual things. And they got us through. The
-only thing that happened to us was a stone in one of the couloirs that
-came down on my brother’s wrist and smashed his watch, and cut him a
-bit.”
-
-“Had you done any climbing in America?” asked Ray.
-
-“Nary! Never climbed anything----”
-
-“’Cept stairs!” said his brother.
-
-“Plenty stairs, yes, but no mountains to speak of. That’s why we
-came--to see how it felt.”
-
-“And it felt good,” said his brother.
-
-“Yes, it felt good, and if we could have stopped we’d have climbed some
-more. But this flare-up’s knocked everything sky-high. We couldn’t
-raise a red cent on our letters of credit, and there we were, stony in
-a strange land, and not even able to tell what was the matter, ’cept
-when we struck someone that had the good sense to speak English.”
-
-They were extremely nice fellows, graduates of Harvard, one studying
-law in Boston, and the other medicine, and their humorous outlook and
-comments on life in general did much to palliate the discomforts of the
-journey.
-
-They had gone in strongly for fruit as provisioning, and had a couple
-of melons, a large supply of grapes, apples and pears and nuts, and of
-course tomatoes. The little ladies’ ideas had run to sandwiches and
-chocolates and a few bananas, all of which they confidently asserted
-were extremely nutritious.
-
-At Geneva they had to change trains for the journey through France.
-They were all bundled out into the courtyard outside the station, and
-stood there in the broiling sun till soldiers with bayonets separated
-them into parties of forty and finally marshalled them to their
-carriages.
-
-These were a decided come-down,--old non-corridors, five-on-a-side, and
-some without even racks for their parcels. However, it was all part of
-the adventure, and our party, all sticking together, were glad to find
-themselves at last securely locked in and really started on the journey
-home.
-
-It was slow business, however, and freighted with discomforts, but they
-made as light of these as they possibly could, and did their best to
-look upon it all as a joke.
-
-When, in the course of the night, Lois produced a small spirit lamp
-she had lavishly expended two whole francs on, and, after several
-times nearly setting them all on fire, managed to produce cups of tea
-all round--an operation which took time, since her kettle was of the
-smallest and they had only two aluminium folding-cups--they could none
-of them find words commensurate with their gratitude. Time, however,
-was the one thing they did not lack, and their absorbed interest in
-that precarious tea-making, and the attention they had to give to
-unexpected conflagrations, and then their exultation and enjoyment over
-their cups of hot tea, rejoiced her greatly and fully compensated her
-for her prodigal expenditure on the spirit-lamp and kettle.
-
-Even the new members of their party, a somewhat reserved young
-Englishman and his wife, returning dolefully from a short-cut
-honeymoon, thawed by degrees under the influence of hot tea at
-midnight, and became quite cheerful and friendly, in spite of the fact
-that no formal introductions had taken place.
-
-They were packed pretty tight in their old-fashioned carriage, and
-but for the general goodwill the discomforts would have been almost
-insupportable.
-
-They chatted and ate, and ate and chatted, and made tea at intervals,
-and now and again dozed with their heads on one another’s shoulders
-quite irrespective of persons. The ladies were accorded the corner
-seats and the men acted as pillows and buffers between. And so they
-jogged slowly along through the night, drawing up now and again with
-a succession of clangorous bumps that ran from end to end of the
-train and died with lugubrious creakings into startling silence, then
-starting again with a jerk that shook them all wide awake. It was as
-though they were cautiously feeling their way through the darkness and
-unknown dangers ahead.
-
-Of official stops there were almost none. When one did come, and the
-guard announced ‘dix minutes d’arrêt,’ everybody poured out of the
-carriages, to fill their water-bottles at the station pump and stretch
-their cramped legs gratefully.
-
-In the very early morning they had a stop of nearly an hour and heard
-that it was because a lady had been taken ill. They blessed her
-fervently, washed their hands and faces at the pump, and many boldly
-produced toothbrushes and did their teeth. And all the time afterwards,
-their American boys kept suggesting that Lois, or one of the little
-ladies, or the young bride, should go sick and procure them another
-such happy release from their cages.
-
-Everywhere, as they waited in sidings, there were heavy train-loads of
-soldiers speeding to the front. They were all obviously in the best
-of spirits, eager to get to the long-expected red work and to make an
-end of it for good and all. They leaned out of the windows and cheered
-the waiting trains, which gave them back cheer for cheer and hearty
-God-speeds.
-
-Their young Englishman, with more zeal than aptitude for foreign
-tongues, roused great enthusiasm by leaning as far out as he could get
-and shouting at the top of his voice, “Vive la Président!”--which was
-invariably greeted with laughter and heartier cheers than ever. And so,
-by slow degrees and haltingly, they crept up towards Paris, where one
-of Cook’s people met them, and took them round by the Ceinture railway,
-and saw them safely off for Dieppe.
-
-
-
-
-XX
-
-
-Mrs Dare was sitting by the fire in the parlour at Oakdene, knitting
-long deep thoughts into a Balaclava helmet. On the other side of the
-hearth sat Auntie Mitt, similarly occupied on a body-belt, which, being
-more straightforward work, suited her better. Both their faces were
-very grave, and they had not spoken a word for close on half an hour.
-There was so little to speak about and so much to think about.
-
-The news from the front was not good. It did not bear discussion. The
-Germans were still pressing furiously on towards Paris. Their losses
-had been enormous and ours had been terribly heavy though slight in
-comparison with theirs. But life seemed the very last thing worth
-their consideration. So long as they won the bloody game nothing else
-mattered, and they were fouling the game with every tricky manœuvre and
-abominable brutality their twisted minds could contrive.
-
-It was a time indeed for anxious thought on the part of all who had any
-stake out there, and Mrs Dare’s heart ached with fears for Con. If he
-were still alive he must be somewhere in the hands of these pitiless
-savages, and according to the papers they spared none. They even seemed
-to go out of their way and beyond human nature in the pursuit of that
-gospel of frightfulness which the Kaiser openly preached.
-
-Her heart had been wrung over Belgium and Northern France. What chance
-had any man of coming alive out of such a welter of crashing deaths?
-At times her faith in the goodness of God and the ultimate triumph
-of Right seemed to her overborne by the high-piled horrors of the
-morning’s news. How--could--God--permit--such--doings?
-
-And when she was in that low state of spiritual health it was always a
-comfort to her to hear the Colonel’s cheerful voice at the door, and to
-set eyes on his grave but always confident face.
-
-Her husband was so sorely tried in these days that even she--helpless
-and almost hopeless as she felt herself at times--had to play the part
-of faithful helpmeet as best she might.
-
-The moratorium had indeed relieved him of the heaviest of the pressure
-for the time being, but his business was practically killed and the
-future weighed on him almost beyond bearing.
-
-To both of them the Colonel played cheerful Providence, and did his
-utmost to dissipate their clouds.
-
-“My dear Mrs Mother,” he would adjure her. “Have we not gone through
-just such times before----”
-
-“Never quite so dark--nor coming so close home to one.”
-
-“That has been your happy fortune. But to thousands of others they
-have come close home in just this same way. Always in the end we pull
-through;--ay, even when we’ve had less justification than we have now.
-If there’s a righteous God overlooking this matter--and you’re not
-going to tell me you doubt it----”
-
-“No, I’m not. But I’m sometimes sorely put to it when I think of it
-all,--the horrors--the hideous----”
-
-“Don’t think of them. Think of the way our lads are behaving out there.
-They’re simply grand. And the way they’re toeing the line here is just
-as fine. And the Colonies!--and Ireland! By Gad, ma’am, we’re living in
-noble times! And we’ll see grander times yet. We’re--going--to--win!
-Tough work first, maybe, but win we shall, as sure as God’s God.”
-
-And his faith in his country and in the Higher Powers never failed to
-cheer her into renewed hope.
-
-To John Dare he was equally helpful.
-
-“Cheer up, John,” he would exhort. “There’s a lot of life and work in
-you yet----”
-
-“I feel sometimes as if I’d like to go to sleep and never wake up
-again.”
-
-“I know. I’ve been there, but I’m glad now that I thought better of it
-and waked up as usual. Things’ll pull round all right. Darkest hour
-before the dawn, you know.”
-
-“That’s the trouble. It’s all dark and I see no dawn.”
-
-“It’s there all the same, man. Thousands of other men feeling just
-same, but you’ll all come up smiling again in the end.”
-
-But he was harder to beguile of his morbidity than his wife. And,
-indeed, with a carefully-built business crumbled to nothing at a
-stroke, and five-and-fifty years behind him, it was not easy to regard
-the future with much confidence. It was not to be wondered at that
-he was terribly depressed, and at times a little irritable. Life was
-touching him on the raw, and he found it hard to bear.
-
-“Well, we’ll have tea,” said Auntie Mitt, breaking the half-hour’s
-silence and ringing the bell. “I hoped Sir Anthony would be in by this
-time. Perhaps he will bring us some good news from town.”
-
-“I’ve almost lost the expectation of hearing good news,” said Mrs Dare.
-“It would be a refreshing novelty to hear something cheerful again.”
-
-“We must never lose hope, my dear. While there’s life,--you know.”
-
-“That’s just it. I can’t help fearing he’s dead all this time----”
-
-“Who, my dear? Sir Anthony?”
-
-“I was thinking of Con. He’s in my thoughts all the time.”
-
-“Sir Anthony seems to feel certain he will be all right. If--if the
-worst had happened, he says, we should certainly have heard before
-this.”
-
-But Mrs Dare shook her head. “I don’t know. This war seems different
-from any other war. They do such dreadful things. They seem to respect
-nobody.”
-
-“They are certainly behaving very badly, if one can believe all the
-papers say. I sometimes think they exaggerate a little, you know,--make
-the worst of things and the best, just as they think it will please
-people. The papers are very different from what I remember them.”
-
-“They have changed a bit in the last seventy years or so, haven’t they,
-Auntie Mitt?” said the Colonel, who had come quietly in behind the maid
-with the tea-tray.
-
-“Oh--Sir Anthony! Seventy years! They have changed terribly in the last
-twenty years.”
-
-“Of course they have. When you and I first knew them---- Thanks!” as
-she thrust a cup of tea at him.
-
-“Any good news?” asked Mrs Dare.
-
-“In the papers--none. Confidentially, I hear that the tide is about to
-turn. They’re not to get to Paris anyway.”
-
-“I’m glad of that. It would have been hateful. They would have crowed
-so. And Paris has suffered from them before. What is going to happen?”
-
-“Oh, having drawn them on, now we’re going to roll them back.”
-
-“Wouldn’t it have been better to keep them out?”
-
-“Yes, if we could have done so, but we couldn’t. They were too strong
-for us. But we’ve been getting stronger every day and now we’re going
-to turn and rend them.”
-
-“I’m not blood-thirsty by nature, but truly I’ve come to the point of
-longing to see them rent in pieces. It is very horrible, I know, but I
-can’t help it.”
-
-“It’s very human, Mrs Mother. We’ll rend ’em in pieces for you all
-right, but it’ll take time and some doing.”
-
-“And terrible loss,” she said with a sigh.
-
-“No gain without loss, and their losses have been awful. There never
-has been anything like it. How long they can stand it, I don’t know.”
-
-“I’ve given up caring for their losses in thinking of our own. I’m
-growing inhuman.”
-
-“Not a bit! Couldn’t--no matter how hard you tried. Now who’s this, I
-wonder. Some of Auntie Mitt’s old tabbies, I expect. I’ll bolt.”
-
-But the door opened and disclosed the maid’s face all alight with
-excitement as she announced with a jerk, “Please, ma’am,--Sir
-Anthony,--Mr and Mrs Luard!” and Ray and Lois walked in.
-
-The Colonel rushed at them with a shout. Mrs Dare jumped up. And Auntie
-Mitt almost upset the tea-table into the fire-place.
-
-“Well, well, well!--Mr and Mrs Luard! My dear,”--as he kissed Lois
-heartily,--“This is a great day for us! There,--go to your mother.
-She’s been aching for you. Ray, my dear boy, you’re a champion. How
-did you get here? Where have you come from? How are you?”--All which
-incoherencies testified his feelings better than many set speeches.
-
-“I suppose you never got the wire I sent from Montreux, sir?” asked Ray.
-
-“Never got a thing, my boy. But Rhenius got home and told us you were
-wanting money and I’ve been doing my best to get some sent out, but so
-far it’s been impossible. How did you manage?”
-
-So they unfolded the idyl of their great adventure over many cups of
-tea; each supplementing the other with suddenly remembered intimate
-little details, the one taking up the running whenever the other ran
-dry, or out of breath, or stood in need of sustenance.
-
-“We spent the night on the boat,” concluded Lois, “with eight hundred
-others. It was an awful pack and we had to sleep anywhere----”
-
-“She slept on a bench on deck, and I lay under the bench, and every
-bone of me’s sore----”
-
-“So are mine,” said Lois, “and it was none too warm----”
-
-“Fortunately it didn’t rain, and we managed to get some hot tea early
-in the morning which bucked us up a bit. But it’s not an experience I’d
-care to repeat--not just that part of it, I mean.”
-
-“Now tell us all the news,” begged Lois. “We’ve been in the wilderness
-for a month and we know practically nothing except that we’re at war.
-How’s everybody? And how are things going?”
-
-All that would obviously take much telling, and Auntie Mitt, foreseeing
-a considerably enlarged party for dinner, disappeared quietly to look
-after the commissariat.
-
-The wanderers were mightily astonished at the tale of the last month’s
-happenings. They rejoiced at Alma’s marriage, but were greatly
-disturbed at Con’s disappearance. Having as yet been told nothing of
-the savage brutalities in vogue among the Germans, they were, however,
-hopeful that he would turn up again all right in time.
-
-“It is terrible for Alma, all the same. We must go up and see her, as
-soon as possible, Ray.”
-
-“We’ll go to-morrow, and give her a surprise.”
-
-A foretouch of future shadows fell on them when they heard of Noel and
-Gregor MacLean having joined the London Scottish.
-
-“What about the First Battalion, sir?” Ray asked at once.
-
-“Mobilised for Foreign Service, my boy.”
-
-“Where are they?--Head-Quarters?”
-
-“Watford.”
-
-“There’ll be some papers waiting here for me, I suppose.”
-
-“You’ll find them all in your room.”
-
-“I must go up to-morrow first thing. Did you tell them why I hadn’t
-answered, sir?”
-
-“Yes, I called at Head-Quarters and saw Colonel Malcolm. He said it
-would be all right, and he would keep your place open as long as
-possible. They’ll be glad to see you, even if you’re a bit late.”
-
-“You really feel you must go, Ray?” asked Mrs Dare anxiously, full of
-thought for Lois and remembering Con.
-
-“Yes, mother dear. I must go. We have talked it all out, and Lois feels
-as I do about it. It is evident that we’re going to need every man we
-can put into the field, and if there are any shirkers they ought to be
-shot.”
-
-“It will be hard to part with him,” said Lois bravely. “But he cannot
-stop when all the rest are going.”
-
-Mrs Dare picked up her knitting and went quietly on with her work. Her
-heart was overfull. This monster of War was taking them one by one.
-What if none of them ever came back? What terrible gaps it would make
-in their lives! God help them all!
-
-The Colonel’s hand dropped gently on Lois’s and patted it softly in
-token of his high approval.
-
-And presently Ray slipped away to look over his equipment and pack his
-kit. To make sure that everything was in order he put on his uniform,
-and when he went down to them again it was as First Lieutenant Luard of
-G Company of the London Scottish, and very fine and large he looked as
-he came striding into the room.
-
-“I think everything’s all right,” he said. “If anyone sees anything
-amissing, kindly mention it.”
-
-And Lois looked on him with shining eyes and a flush of pride in her
-face. But in her heart she was saying, “He is splendid, splendid,--but
-suppose it only leads to his death.”
-
-Such thoughts, however, were for private consumption only, and her face
-was all in order as she commented with quiet approval on this detail
-and that, and asked in matronly fashion if he was sure all his buttons
-were stitched on tight.
-
-She liked him so much in his fine feathers that he consented to keep
-them on. “For,” she said to herself, “to-morrow he will be gone and I
-would like to think of him like that.”
-
-Vic and Honor came in only in time for dinner and could hardly believe
-their eyes. They loaded Lois with reproaches for her hole-and-corner
-wedding and commented adversely on her German frock, which they advised
-her to burn forthwith, or as soon as she could procure something decent
-enough to be walked with, and she promised to attend to their wishes in
-town in the morning.
-
-The Colonel had sent word to the Red House for Mr Dare to come over
-if he came in, and presently he appeared, so worried-looking and
-dispirited that Lois’s heart was touched and troubled about him. But
-he brightened up at sight of her and Ray, and gave them very hearty
-greeting. The lack of news concerning them had been an addition to
-his load. The sight of them now, alive and well, lightened it to that
-extent.
-
-He brought the cheering news of a heavy defeat of the Austrians by the
-Russians at Lemberg, but had nothing encouraging to report from France.
-There we were still falling back and there was talk of the Government
-removing itself from Paris to Bordeaux, which was not reassuring. It
-sounded so fatally like 1870.
-
-“Wise, all the same,” said the Colonel confidently. “Every additional
-step the Germans take from their base is a possible added risk for
-them. But I heard better news than that, Dare. We think they’ve come
-far enough and now we’re going to call a halt. And maybe we’ll even
-drive them back.”
-
-Over dinner, the great adventure had all to be gone through again, and
-the girls did their best to convince Lois that she was not properly
-married and certainly ought to go through the ceremony once more to
-make quite sure, for her own satisfaction and theirs.
-
-“Think how awful it would be,” said Vic portentously, “if in ten years’
-time you found it was invalid, and Ray could just shake you off with a
-simple ‘Good-day, Madam!’”
-
-“Horrible!” laughed Ray. “Don’t you worry yourself thin over it,
-Balaclava. I’ve seen to it that she can’t get rid of me, no matter how
-she wants to. Everything is quite all right, my child. Trust me for
-that.”
-
-And Lois, smiling confidently, was yet praying in her inmost heart,
-“God spare him to come back to me! It may be that when he goes I may
-never see him again.”
-
-They were still deep in talk when the boys came swinging in about
-nine o’clock, and at sight of the uniform they drew themselves up and
-saluted smartly.
-
-“Three paces in front and three in the rear!” said Noel, and they
-marched solemnly past Ray before dropping their hands. “And if a simple
-private may be permitted to address his superior officer,--where the
-dickens have you two dropped from--a Zeppelin?”
-
-“No, only the Folkestone boat----” and, after a brief outline of their
-wanderings abroad, they fell into talk of regimental matters.
-
-“Maybe they’ll put you back into the Second Battalion,” suggested
-Gregor, and Lois’s heart beat hopefully.
-
-“Oh, will they, my boy? Not if I know it. The Colonel knows all about
-it and he’s holding my post for me.”
-
-“Lucky beggar!” said Noel enviously. “I wish we were off to the front.
-Greg and I are as fit as any man in the First, and I’ll bet you we’d
-knock spots off most of them in the shooting line, eh, Greg?”
-
-“And what are you playing at all day?”
-
-“Oh, mouching about Head-Quarters while the Hossifers change their
-minds as to what we should do. There’s a fearful lot of mouching about
-in this business.”
-
-“Worse than Throgmorton Street,” said Gregor.
-
-“To-day we did a route march to Richmond Park. Jolly hot it was too,
-and some of the fellows had about as much as they could stick. Greg and
-I didn’t turn a hair. By the way,”--to the girls,--“you remember us
-telling you of the old lady who comes out on to her balcony every time
-we go out Putney way, and waves a black cardboard cat to us for luck?
-She was there again to-day, waving away like a jolly old windmill, and
-we gave her a cheer that did her heart good, I bet.”
-
-“Dear old thing!” said Honor. “Perhaps she’s got someone in the
-battalion.”
-
-“I don’t know. But she’s undoubtedly gone on us.”
-
-“I don’t see why,” said Vic critically. “Any news of uniforms yet?”
-
-“On the contrary,” laughed Gregor, with quiet enjoyment. “Some of the
-fellows in the First Battalion, who couldn’t go abroad for one reason
-or another and so have been put back into the Second, have had to give
-up theirs to fellows in the First who were short, and they’re as mad
-as bears at having to tramp in civvies. Dear knows when we’ll all get
-fitted out.”
-
-“Oh well,” chimed in Noel, “I’d sooner wear my own things than go about
-like a convict in blue serge, as some of Kitchener’s poor beggars have
-to.”
-
-“Yes, they do look rotten.”
-
-“Feel rotten, too, you bet. If they put me in convict dress I’d feel
-like chucking the whole thing.”
-
-“Kilt before country!” suggested Vic ironically.
-
-“Not a bit. Kill’t for one’s country, if you like, so long as
-it’s in a kilt. But I can tell you it makes a difference to your
-feelings--padding along like an out-of-work procession, with every kind
-of coat and cap that ever was made. Makes one feel like a rotten old
-jumble sale.”
-
-“You’ll get your togs in time,” said Ray. “The great thing is to have
-the man that’s to go inside them fit and well.”
-
-“Well, we’re all that anyway. We’ve been route-marching ourselves and
-potting clay-pigeons for a month past.”
-
-Mr and Mrs Dare were noticeably quiet. She, because, in spite of
-herself, her heart was depressed at all this close approximation of the
-Juggernaut of War. It was impossible to close her mind to the fears
-that beat blindly at it. Con gone already--possibly gone for good. Ray
-going,--he might well never come back. Noel and Gregor longing to
-go,--they would jump at any chance that offered. They too might never
-come back, and she had fathomed Gregor’s feeling for Honor, from the
-shy anxious glances he cast at her whenever opportunity offered. About
-Noel and Vic she was not so sure; their manner towards one another
-puzzled her. But already she forecasted all the boys lying dead and all
-the girls left broken-hearted.
-
-Mr Dare had his own reasons for withdrawing into his shell. Business,
-of course, for one thing. And for another,--Noel.
-
-
-
-
-XXI
-
-
-Noel, embryo warrior, was a very different personage from the Noel of
-six weeks ago looking forward without enthusiasm to the stool in St
-Mary Axe.
-
-The sudden enlargement of his horizon to the boundless possibilities
-of military life and active warfare had, unconsciously, and perhaps
-unavoidably, wrought changes in him.
-
-From being a boy, dependent on his father for both present and future,
-he had become suddenly a man, independent, and at times somewhat
-resentful of either control or advice.
-
-His whole heart and mind were given with his active body to his new
-duties. He was soldier first, and anything else afterwards. To Honor it
-was quite understandable. He was jovially patronising to her and she
-held her own by chaffing him royally when chance offered. To his father
-and mother it was understandable also, but none the less somewhat of a
-trial at times.
-
-Their boy was no longer wholly theirs. He had suddenly become a soldier
-and considered himself a man. They rejoiced in the better points of his
-manly development, but both felt keenly their deprivation in him; Mr
-Dare perhaps the most.
-
-They saw very little of him. He was away early and home late. He was
-making many new acquaintances. Home and its associations counted for
-less with him. There was a general loosening of the old ties. They felt
-it, indeed, a beginning of the end that might find its consummation out
-there in the battle-smoke.
-
-“We are losing him already,” said Mr Dare with a sigh, one night when
-a telegram had come from Noel saying that as he had to be on orderly
-duty early next morning he would sleep at the Soldiers’ Home opposite
-Head-Quarters. He had hinted at the possibility once or twice, but they
-had not taken it very seriously.
-
-“We must not lose him,” said Mrs Dare quietly. “He is keeping all
-right, John, I feel sure. He said he might have to stop now and then,
-you know. He’s got to take his turn with the rest.”
-
-“I know, I know,” said Mr Dare, a trifle irritably. “All the same I
-feel as if we were losing our hold on him.”
-
-“I suppose it’s inevitable to some extent. We must do our best to hold
-on to the little that is left us.... If he ... if he comes through it
-safely, as we pray that he may, perhaps he will come all back to us....
-Perhaps,” she said, following up a side thought, “it is nature’s way
-of softening the blow if he should not come back to us. The parting is
-beginning even now.”
-
-“Hmph!” grunted Mr Dare resentfully. “He’s getting out of hand, that’s
-certain. I asked him to see to something the other day ... I really
-forget what it was,--some small thing that he’d have done in a moment
-two months ago,--and he simply let it slide,--never gave it another
-thought apparently----”
-
-“Boys are very thoughtless when their minds are full of their own
-concerns. I expect he just forgot all about it.”
-
-“That doesn’t make it any easier to bear.”
-
-“I know. It only explains it perhaps.”
-
-“And I’m beginning to doubt if he’ll ever settle down to ordinary work
-again. He has never been so keen on anything in his life before. I
-don’t understand it. Where does he get it from?”
-
-“It’s partly boyish love of adventure, and partly, I don’t doubt,
-real feeling that every man is needed, and when so many are going he
-wouldn’t be one to stop behind. We will give him credit for that. But,
-indeed, it is the last thing in the world I would have desired for him.”
-
-“Or I,” said Mr Dare, with a sigh.
-
-The change in their relationship manifested itself in many little
-ways,--quite trifling some of them, but to Mr Dare’s already bruised
-and sensitive feelings none the less galling.
-
-The frank confidences of boyhood, which kept back nothing, were gone.
-Beyond the bare statement that they had done a route march to Richmond
-or Hampstead, or had been mouching about Head-Quarters all day, or
-playing about in Hyde Park, even his mother’s interested attempts to
-draw him out came to little.
-
-His manner at times seemed to hint that it would be waste of time on
-his part to enter into the details they would so have enjoyed hearing,
-since, being mere civilians, they could not possibly understand purely
-military matters.
-
-When, occasionally, by some lucky chance, his Company was dismissed
-earlier than usual, if he did not stop in town to go to a theatre or
-music-hall with some of his fellows, he would rush in for a meal and
-off again almost before he had swallowed it, to call on this one or
-that one where he evidently found more congenial company than at home.
-
-If they all happened to meet outside, at Oakdene or elsewhere, they
-would find him in the highest of spirits, reeling off merry yarns of
-their doings en route or at Head-Quarters, and they felt a little
-sore that all this brighter side of him should be kept for foreign
-consumption when the home market was pining for it.
-
-“Have we failed in any way in our duty to him?” grumbled Mr Dare, after
-one such evening at Oakdene, as he and Mrs Dare went along together to
-their own house, which had never felt so lonely since they came to it.
-
-“No, John, we haven’t,” said Mrs Dare. “It’s just that he’s very young
-still though he thinks he’s a man, and youth draws to youth. It’s
-always the way, I expect.”
-
-“It wasn’t so with Con, or Lois.”
-
-“They had the younger ones--and they were all younger together. Young
-birds must quit the nest, you know.”
-
-“Youth is apt to run to selfishness, it seems to me. I think we’d
-better take a smaller house.”
-
-“We might well do that, but I would be sorry to leave Willstead and all
-our friends.”
-
-
-
-
-XXII
-
-
-Ray went off in full rig first thing in the morning, taking his kit
-with him, in case, as he thought probable, he should be ordered to join
-his company at once.
-
-Vic and Honor had business in town, so they went with him and Lois to
-the station, where they found Noel and Gregor marching impatiently
-about the platform for the train to come in.
-
-“You can’t travel with us, you know,” said Noel. “We go third.
-Officers----”
-
-“Thanks, my child! ‘Out of the mouths of babes----’”
-
-“The girls will of course follow the uniform,” said Noel, while Gregor
-grinned hopefully.
-
-“Of course,” said Honor, and they got in with Ray. He leaned out of the
-window for a last word with Lois, who was going up later to do some
-shopping; and then they were gone, and she stood watching the joggling
-end carriage till it was out of sight, and wondered forlornly if she
-would ever see him again.
-
-She was still standing watching, with an odd little feeling in her
-heart that when she turned away it would be like cutting the last link
-with the happy past and turning to face the anxious future, which stood
-waiting peremptorily just behind her, when the down-train ran in. She
-turned with a sigh that was almost a sob, and went out into the road.
-
-Her eyes were misty as she went. It was the beginning of partings, and
-if he went to the front, as he most assuredly would if the rest went,
-it might be the beginning of the end.
-
-And life was just at its fullest with them, just opening its fairest
-white flowers. They were so very happy,--and would have been happier
-still, if this hideous war had not come.
-
-But she must be brave. Ray was feeling it just as much as she was. But
-he had gone to his duty with high heart and quiet face, and she must do
-no less.
-
-But it was hard, hard, hard, to part with him so soon. God help them
-both! They were in His hands, and she must cling to that with might and
-main.
-
-“Lois!”--and she turned quickly and found Alma hurrying to come up with
-her.
-
-But a much-altered Alma. The beautiful face, which used to be all
-agleam with the joy of life,--the gracious curving mouth, where quick
-smiles and ready laughter used to hover,--the eloquent eyes which
-caught your thought in advance of your words,--they were all there but
-frozen to the semblance of a marble saint. Lois caught her breath at
-the change in her.
-
-“Am I too late? Has he gone?” panted Alma.
-
-“Just gone. Oh, Alma! My dear! My dear!” and they embraced one another
-there in the road, oblivious of who might see them at it. For the
-tragic web of circumstance in which their hearts were caught lifted
-them above all care for such small mundane considerations.
-
-“Vic wrote me a line last night about you two, and I knew Ray would
-have to be off at once, so I came as soon as I could possibly get away.
-I _would_ have liked to see the dear old boy once more. How is he
-feeling and looking?”
-
-“Just as you would expect him to. He looks splendid. He is
-feeling--well, very much as we are, I suppose.”
-
-“Yes, these are sad and sober times for us all, but chiefly for us
-women. I think it hits us harder than the men. They have all the
-glamour and the activities. There is not much glamour in it for us who
-sit at home and wait for things to happen and fear the worst all the
-time.”
-
-“No ... Al, dear, I can’t tell you all I feel about you and Con. But,
-dear, I feel somehow that he will come back. I do not believe he is ...
-gone for good.”
-
-“I don’t myself. But the waiting and hearing nothing is hard to
-bear.... I thank God a dozen times a day that I have my work and that
-it is hard and taxing. If I hadn’t I should break down. You must get
-some work to do, Lois. It is the only way to bear it.... But when Con
-and I parted, the evening of the day we were married--it was just
-outside the big gate at the hospital--I just knelt by my bed half the
-night. I could not think of sleeping. And I gave him up, there and
-then, to God and his country, and made up my mind that I might never
-see him again.”
-
-“It was brave and strong of you, dear. I’m afraid I haven’t got up to
-that yet.”
-
-“It is best so. We may never see again any of those who go. If we can
-bring ourselves to really understand that, and say good-bye to them in
-our hearts, I think the pain of the actual news will be lessened.”
-
-“But we can always hope for them.”
-
-“Of course. We can, and do, and will. And if the hope is realised, so
-much the better. But if not, the pain will be less.”
-
-“It is all very terrible. Who would have thought it three months ago?”
-
-“Ay, indeed!... I cannot help hoping that those who brought it about
-may suffer in themselves every bit of the suffering they are causing.”
-
-Her unexpected visit was a pleasant surprise to the Colonel and Auntie
-Mitt. It reminded them of her sudden home-swoops of ante-war-days, but
-with the unforgettable difference. Auntie Mitt, indeed, kept stealing
-surreptitious glances at her, as though she were not absolutely certain
-in her own mind that this really was their own Alma. And the Colonel’s
-voice had a novel inflection in it when he spoke to her.
-
-“No news, Uncle, or you would have let me know,” was her first word to
-him.
-
-“Nothing yet, my dear. I shall hear the moment they have anything
-definite. But they all seem quite hopeful.”
-
-But she had heard that so often that it had come to lose its savour for
-her.
-
-“I am very sorry to have missed Ray. I got off as early as I could, but
-we are terribly busy. Have you any further idea as to my going out?”
-
-“My dear, you could go out, I imagine, with any party that is going.
-But ... I really think your best place is here,--at your own work, I
-mean. If any news came, and you were away out there somewhere,--think
-how awkward it might be. We might want you at once and never be able to
-find you. Can’t you bring your mind to stopping at home?”
-
-“I suppose I must if you put it so. But I feel as though I would like
-to go out and tackle harder work still,--the harder and grimmer and
-redder, the better.”
-
-“I know,” said the Colonel understandingly. “And if I thought it best
-I would say so, and help you there. But I really think you are best at
-home--for a time at all events. Now I must run, my dear. I promised to
-be in town at eleven. Stop as long as you can. I’ll send you good news
-as soon as I learn any.”
-
-She stayed till close on mid-day, ran in for a short chat with Mrs
-Dare, had an early lunch, and then Lois walked back to the station with
-her.
-
-“You will keep me posted as to Ray’s doings, Lo,” she said, as they
-stood on the platform. “For your sake, dear, I could almost wish he
-might not have to go. But I know him, and you know him, and we both
-know that if the rest went and he was left behind, it would break his
-heart.”
-
-Lois nodded. Her heart was very full. She wished Alma could stop at
-home. They could have helped one another. Life was all partings at
-present.
-
-“Remember, dear,” said Alma, as the train came round the curve, “we
-are more than ever sisters now. We must help one another all we can.
-And--don’t forget!--throw yourself into some good work or other. It is
-the very best anodyne.”
-
-And, the next minute, Lois was watching the joggling end of the train
-as it carried her away.
-
-She went slowly home to discuss with her mother what work she should
-set her hand to. But before they had decided anything the matter was
-settled for them, for the time being, in quite a different way. A
-telegram was brought over to her from Oakdene, and it was from Ray at
-Watford.
-
- “Have got rooms for you at Malden Hotel here. Come along.”
-
-This meant a quick fly round if she was to do him no discredit. Within
-an hour she was in town and whirling in a taxi to Regent Street. Inside
-another hour she had chosen, tried on, and had properly fitted, a
-costume and hat equal to the occasion, and she reached the Malden at
-Watford just in time for tea.
-
-Then she waited joyously for Ray to put in an appearance, her clouds
-for the time being lightened by the certainty of seeing him again, and
-of having at all events some small share in him for a few days longer.
-
-She knew well enough that it was but a postponement of the evil day,
-a very temporary lifting of the war-clouds to let the sun of their
-happiness shine briefly through. But possibly, to one under sentence
-of death, a respite of even a week may seem a mighty gain,--seven long
-days and nights snatched from the shadow beyond. Possibly!--for to some
-it might seem better to have it over and done with rather than to live
-on in the inevitableness of the ever-approaching menace.
-
-Yet most would be gratified for even the gift of days, and Lois was
-so. Like Alma, she felt that when the actual parting came it would be
-wisdom to look on it as possibly--probably final. And so these few
-unlooked-for extra days were jewels beyond compare, vouchsafed them by
-the goodness of God,--to be made the very most of, and afterwards to
-be treasured as long as memory lasted.
-
-Ray came striding in on her just before dinner.
-
-“Well!” he said, when he had kissed her to their hearts’ content, and
-then held her off at arm’s length to take her all in,--“We are smart!”
-
-“To be upsides with you, sir.”
-
-“However did you manage it? I was half afraid it would bother you to
-come, but the Colonel gave permission and it was too good a chance to
-miss.”
-
-“I should think so, indeed. I am so glad you managed it.”
-
-There was a joyous surface-light on his face though below it was set in
-firm restraint. Like herself,--but with larger knowledge of the actual
-facts and so a clearer estimate of the possibilities--he thought it
-more than likely they might never see one another again when they said
-their last good-bye. The slaughters out there were terrible. Officers
-especially were going under at a terrific rate. It seemed, from what
-they heard, that it was an essential part of the new low German fashion
-of fighting to make a dead set at every man in officer’s uniform.
-
-But not for one moment did he regret what they had done. If the worst
-was to come, his last breath would be the happier for the knowledge
-that their lives had been one, and that Lois’s future was secure so far
-as Uncle Tony’s generous hands could make it.
-
-His billet was not very far away, but the Colonel, who had known him
-for years and Uncle Tony still better, and who had heard all about
-their little romance, permitted him the privileges of the hotel so that
-he might spend as many of these last precious hours with his new-made
-wife as possible, and Ray saw to it that love trespassed not on duty by
-so much as one hair’s breadth.
-
-He was up and away each day before she was properly awake, and he came
-in at night--when he came in at all--tired and hungry, but hungriest of
-all for another sight of her.
-
-And Lois spent the days intercepting the Battalion on its route marches
-or exercising itself in cover-taking and trench-digging and manœuvering
-at Fortune’s Farm.
-
-And always, when she managed to catch the long line on the march, the
-sight of the intent masterful faces under the cocked bonnets, and the
-rhythmic swing of the kilts and bare knees and hodden-gray stockings
-and blue flashes, to the spirited skirling of the pipes, brought her
-heart up into her throat, and, often as not, the tears into her eyes.
-
-They looked so gallant and so gay, so eager to be at it, so gloriously
-young and full of life, so ready to do, and dare, and die,--and,
-inevitably, some of them, many of them maybe, would swing away into the
-war-cloud, just like that--gaily, gallantly, eagerly, and would never
-come out of it. The glorious young life would gasp itself out on the
-foreign soil,--those who loved them would know them no more save as
-happy memories,--and maybe that life that was dearer to her than her
-own would be among them.
-
-It was a sweet, poignant, uplifting time, and she lived to its utmost
-every vital moment of it. As in one of those gorgeous death-banquets
-of old, the ever-pressing knowledge of the inevitable end heightened
-and deepened and quickened the vitality of the moments that were left.
-Life--in herself and in these others--had never seemed so wonderful and
-so desirable. For--for some of them--its hours were numbered.
-
-
-
-
-XXIII
-
-
-Lois was present, in a corner, at that last parade at Fortune’s Farm
-when the new rifles were given out. And, later on, with misty eyes
-and that troublesome choking in the throat, she was watching the long
-wavering gray line as it swung gallantly away with skirling pipes and
-eager faces--en route for the front.
-
-Then she turned to go quietly home to her mother and Uncle Tony, and to
-wait God’s will in the matter.
-
-She was to live at Oakdene as became Ray’s wife, but her time was to
-be spent between the old home and the new, and her energies devoted to
-cheering them both. For both were lonely now and clouded. Of all the
-merry company that had filled them with such joyousness of youth, she
-was the only one they could now count upon.
-
-Victoria and Honor were out all day, slaving on Out-of-Work-Girls
-and Belgian Refugee Committees, organising crowds of willing but
-in many cases incompetent workers,--arranging accommodation and
-hostels,--procuring houses, funds, and furniture, and getting them into
-something like working order.
-
-Noel was only in for supper, bed, and breakfast, and not always that.
-The Colonel was carrying on a recruiting campaign with a patriotic
-vehemence much in excess of his years and his bodily powers.
-
-Miss Mitten meekly, and Mrs Dare boldly, did their utmost to keep his
-exertions within reasonable limits. But to all their expostulations and
-warnings his invariable reply was,--“We need every man we can get, and
-since I can’t go out, I must do all I can at home. Better to wear out
-than to rust out or go under to those damned barbarians.”
-
-“But you’ll do no good by killing yourself,” Mrs Dare had remonstrated,
-one morning when he looked in as usual in passing, and punctuated his
-paragraphs with muffled sneezes.
-
-“Oh--killing myself! It’s not got to that yet. (Att-i-cha!)
-I’m enjoying it, I assure you, Mrs Mother. We got twenty fine
-(Att-i-cha!)--boys at Greendale last night.”
-
-“Well, do keep your hat on when you must speak outside, I beg of you.
-The nights are getting cold and you’re not as young as you were, you
-know.”
-
-“It’s my one com--att-i-cha!--complaint. And it’s only the outer husk
-that feels it. I’m really wonderfully young inside, you know. I tell
-you, I was quite put out yesterday when a young fellow insisted on
-giving me his seat in the train.”
-
-“It was very nice of him.”
-
-“Hmph! Well, no doubt it was,--att-i-cha!--But, hang it all, I don’t
-look as decrepit as all that, do I? However, I got the better of him by
-giving it to an old lady--a really old lady--a minute or two later. By
-the way, Lois had a post-card from Ray this morning.”
-
-“What does he say? Where have they got to?” she asked eagerly.
-
-“Says nothing except that he’s well and very busy. No word as to where,
-of course.”
-
-“And no postmark?”
-
-“Nothing. They’re behind the war-screen now. We shall know nothing
-more,--unless through the despatches, maybe. Now we’ve got to live
-on--att-i-cha!--on faith and hope,” he said meaningly.
-
-“And keep our hats on when we speak outside,” she retaliated.
-
-“That’s all right,” he laughed. “I’ll begin taking you and Auntie Mitt
-with me, one on each side, to hold it down. I want to wave it all the
-time nowadays, at thought of having those infernal Huns on the run
-at last. More good news again to-day. Russia’s smashed Austria into
-little bits in Galicia. Whurr--att-i-cha!--oo!”
-
-“They were retiring somewhere yesterday.”
-
-“In East Prussia. Quick advance there was by way of diversion no doubt,
-and now they’ve done their work and are taking up safer positions.”
-
-“When any part of our side retires it’s always a strategic retreat,”
-smiled Mrs Dare. “But when the Germans retire it’s always a rout.”
-
-“Well--so ’tis,” he laughed, and shook hands and sneezed himself away.
-
-“You’d be very much the better of a couple of days in your bed,” was
-her last piece of advice as he went down the path.
-
-“When the war’s over. Did you ever manage to keep John in bed for a
-couple of days?”
-
-“Yes--once,--for about two weeks--when he had pneumonia.”
-
-“Well I’ll stop in bed when I get pneumonia,” and he waved his hand
-again and marched away.
-
-At teatime, when Miss Mitten and Mrs Dare, and their respective
-body-belt and jersey, were keeping one another company in friendly
-silence in the Oakdene parlour, Lois having gone into town to complete
-her outfit, the Colonel came in looking no more than a washed-out rag
-of his usual cheerful self.
-
-“I’ve decided to take your advice, Mrs Mother, and lie up for half a
-day,” he said depressedly. “I ought to be at Northcote to-night, but
-Penberthy has taken it on instead. He’s a good chap, Penberthy, but
-unfortunately he can’t speak worth a button. However----”
-
-“The sooner you’re in your bed the better,” said Mrs Dare. “You can’t
-afford to neglect a cold such as that.”
-
-“I always obey superior orders, don’t I, Auntie Mitt?”
-
-“I’m sure you did, Sir Anthony,”--at which he chuckled, but less
-heartily than usual.
-
-“Just one cup of tea to cheer me up, and then, if you will be so good,
-Auntie Mitt, a good big white-wine posset,--one of your very best, and
-you’ll send me up a bit of dinner later. Nothing like one of Auntie
-Mitt’s big white-wine possets for chasing a cold out of the system.
-Talk about grateful and comforting!”
-
-“I know them. Take my advice and put your feet in mustard and water as
-well,” said Mrs Dare. “You’ve got a very bad cold on you.”
-
-“I shouldn’t wonder if it’s a touch of influenza,” said Miss Mitten,
-when she returned from compounding the posset. “They say there’s a good
-deal of it about. I don’t know that a posset is the best thing for him.
-He seems hot enough to me. But it’s no good arguing with him. He always
-does just as he pleases.”
-
-“I thought you agreed that he always obeyed superior orders,” smiled
-Mrs Dare.
-
-“And so he does, but they’re always his own. When he was in the army
-I have no doubt he did all he was told and sometimes perhaps a bit
-more. That’s how he won his V.C. But since he retired he’s been his own
-master entirely.”
-
-“If he seems feverish in the morning I should send for Dr Rhenius, if
-I were you. He has been grievously overworking himself of late, and,
-since he won’t take care himself, you must be careful for him.”
-
-“Yes, I will,” said Auntie Mitt, with a very decided nod and pursed
-lips. “He forgets his age sometimes.”
-
-Next morning the Colonel was so limp and full of pains that he raised
-no objection when Miss Mitten suggested the Doctor.
-
-“A stitch in time sometimes saves nine,” quoth she.
-
-“I’ve got ’em already,” grunted the patient.
-
-“Then it’s a touch of pleurisy, I expect,” and she hastened to get
-advice on the subject.
-
-Dr Rhenius at once confirmed her speculative diagnosis.
-
-“You’re my prisoner, Colonel, till I say the word, or I won’t answer
-for consequences. You’ve been altogether overdoing it, you know.”
-
-“King and Country need you,” grunted the Colonel in extenuation.
-
-“Well, you’ll be more use to them alive than dead, and you’ve got to
-knock off now, or you’ll knock out. Besides, they can spare you well
-enough for a bit. They’re getting all the men they can handle, aren’t
-they? In fact they don’t seem able to handle properly those they’ve
-got, according to the papers.”
-
-“Big job, you see, ... machinery hardly in order yet.... Took us
-unawares, ... but we’re going to see it through.”
-
-“What have you got up to now?”
-
-“What Kitchener asked for.... Half a million or so.... We’ll need lots
-more before we’ve done with it.... Get me right again as quick as you
-can.... I’ll go crazy lying here.”
-
-“If you follow my instructions, and keep still, and don’t talk so much,
-I’ll get you right again. And when I do, just try and remember that you
-can’t stand as much as you could when you were five-and-twenty.”
-
-The Colonel grunted, since talking set the pain in his side stabbing
-again. Dr Rhenius wrote out a prescription, gave Miss Mitten very
-specific directions as to treatment, shook a warning finger at the
-obstreperous one, and promised to call back in the evening.
-
-“He’ll not be easy to manage,” he said to Miss Mitten, as he went
-downstairs. “Shall I send you in a nurse?”
-
-“Is it as bad as that?” asked Auntie Mitt, to whom an outside nurse
-suggested extremity. “If you think it necessary, Doctor, we must have
-one.”
-
-“No need to be alarmed--as yet. But I know him, and he’ll be a handful.
-And then there’s the night work, you see.”
-
-“If you think it necessary then.”
-
-But as he went down the path he met Mrs Dare coming up to enquire how
-things were. And when he told her, she said at once, “Nurse? We don’t
-need any outside nurse. We’ll manage him between us all right. Lois
-will be a great assistance.”
-
-“She’s home then? And Ray?”
-
-“They’ve all gone,--to the front, we suppose;--the first Territorials
-to go. They consider it a great honour. For myself ... it makes me sick
-to think of it all.”
-
-“Very well, then. The three of you ought to be able to manage him among
-you. We will leave it so.”
-
-“We’ll manage him all right. Tell us just what you want done and we’ll
-do it. It will be good for us all and keep our minds off other things.”
-
-No man could have had three more devoted and indefatigable nurses. They
-spared themselves nothing and put up with the safety-valve growlings of
-their patient like angels.
-
-The Colonel had had so little illness in his life--apart from
-wounds, which were quite a different matter--and felt so keenly his
-country’s need for him to be up and doing, that he took his shelving
-with anything but a good grace. Auntie Mitt and Lois alone would
-never have been able to manage him. But to Mrs Dare he submitted--a
-little grumpily, at times--but still submitted, and exploded all his
-objurgations on things in general under cover of the bed-clothes.
-
-He insisted on Lois reading all the latest news to him from the morning
-and evening papers, and forbade her to say a word in her letters to Ray
-about his illness. “No good worrying him,” he said. “He’ll have his
-hands full out there without having me on his mind.”
-
-But presently he developed pneumonia in addition to the pleurisy,
-and the Doctor put a peremptory embargo on all war news, since it
-invariably sent his temperature up. Absolute lack of news, however, had
-just as bad an effect, and finally he was permitted to hear from day to
-day that things were going well, and all the papers were kept for him
-to read when he got better.
-
-They made much of the fresh loyal offers of help from India, and of the
-successful aeroplane raid on the Dusseldorf Zeppelin sheds, carefully
-withheld any hint of the sinking of the Aboukir, Cressy, and Hogue, and
-the impudent quarter-of-an-hour’s bombardment of Madras by the lively
-Emden, and soothed him with assurances that France and Britain were
-splendidly holding their own along the Aisne, that Russia was forging
-ahead in Galicia, and that recruiting was quite up to expectations. In
-fact they played motherly censor to him with the already over-heavily
-censored news, and permitted nothing whatever of an upsetting nature to
-reach him; and of course they overdid it,--just as the other censor did.
-
-He grew suspicious of all this cotton-woolling, and at last insisted on
-Lois holding the paper before him each morning so that he might scan
-the head-lines. Then he indicated what he wanted read and there was no
-getting out of it.
-
-Dr Rhenius, appealed to, did his best to break him off it, but the
-result was disastrous. The Colonel’s temperature went up a degree and a
-half through suppressed indignation, and he had to be allowed his news.
-
-“Not a da-asht infant,” he murmured. “Can stand it--good or bad. Must
-know.”
-
-But the fever sapped his strength to such an extent that at times he
-lay so listless and apparently careless even of news that Auntie Mitt
-grew apprehensive.
-
-“I don’t like it,” she confined to Mrs Dare. “It’s so very unlike him.
-I would really be thankful to hear him swear a little.”
-
-“The fever has weakened him. Once the crisis is past he’ll begin to
-pick up again, and then we’ll tell him you want to hear him swear
-again.”
-
-“It’s not really that I want to hear him swear, you understand, my
-dear,” Auntie Mitt superfluously explained, “but that I wish he were
-well enough to do so.”
-
-“I know. I would like to hear him too.”
-
-To keep the house quiet Victoria was stopping with Honor at The Red
-House, which was quite to Noel and Gregor’s taste.
-
-They were still doing heavy route-marching almost every day, and
-on the off-days and Friday, which was pay-day, they mouched about
-Head-Quarters or put in a bit of drill in Hyde Park.
-
-The pay of three shillings a day--to cover travelling expenses and
-daily rations--was to Gregor a negligible matter. But to Noel, who had
-never earned a farthing in his life, it was uplifting. He was actually
-keeping himself--in cigarettes and amusements,--and in conjunction with
-Gregor even took the girls to a theatre now and again. It was a grand
-thing not to be dependent on anyone for his pocket-money, and it made
-him feel excessively manly.
-
-He and Gregor--who, like a good chum, did his best to keep his purse to
-the level of his friend’s--made many quaint discoveries in the matter
-of restaurants where they got a cut off the joint and two vegetables
-and bread, and choice of cheese or sweets, for the all-round sum of one
-shilling.
-
-Marching days, however, were lean days with them, when they were
-dependent on the none-too-filling sandwiches and biscuits, and apples
-and ginger-beer, of the travelling canteen. And those nights they
-took home tremendous appetites and were unjovial till they had been
-satisfied,--a task which they divided about equally between The Red
-House and the White.
-
-Mrs MacLean rejoiced whenever they went to her, and would have liked
-them to come every night, and she was never caught short. The girls did
-their best. But the boys’ movements were as a rule so unforeseeable,
-and at all times subject to such unexpected alteration on the spur of
-the moment, that providing for them was no easy matter.
-
-Gregor, at all events, showed no sign of complaint, and doubtless the
-presence of the girls more than made up for any little defects in the
-commissariat. Noel expressed himself freely on the subject if occasion
-offered.
-
-“Wait till we go into camp,” grinned Gregor. “You’ll learn things, my
-boy. Bully beef and hard potatoes, and mouldy cheese, and jam that’s
-all the same whatever it calls itself!”
-
-“Rotten! They might at all events feed us properly.”
-
-“It’s a shame,” said Honor. “I should strike, or mutiny, or whatever’s
-the proper thing to do in such a case.”
-
-“Proper thing is to grin and bear it and buy some extra grub outside to
-fill up with. If you kicked you’d be taken out and shot at dawn,” said
-Gregor gravely.
-
-“I don’t think soldiering’s as nice as I thought it was.”
-
-“It’s not,--not all of it. But it’s got to be done since the Kaiser’s
-said so.”
-
-“The wretch! I wish he would die.”
-
-“Not yet. He’ll suffer a lot more if he lives. At least I hope so.”
-
-“He can never suffer as he deserves to,” said Vic. “I would have all
-the pain and misery he has brought about visited on his own head, but
-that’s not humanly possible.”
-
-“He’ll suffer,” said Gregor weightily.
-
-“If we lick him all to pieces, as we shall do,” said Noel, “he’ll
-surrender to England and be given a palace to live in and a nice little
-pension. We’re altogether too soft-hearted. When a man’s down we’re
-always sorry for him, no matter what he’s done, and we sentimentalise
-over him like a lot of silly schoolgirls.”
-
-“That all you know?” said Honor.
-
-“What about those kilts?” asked Vic.
-
-“Next week, please the powers! Things are turning up by degrees. A lot
-of sporrans and spats came in this afternoon. I saw them myself.”
-
-“We’ll be getting clothed bit by bit,” said Gregor. “You’ll see us
-swanking it in one spat and a sporran maybe. There’s no kilts come yet,
-and as for tunics!--you see there’s more khaki wanted than they can
-turn out, though the mills are working night and day, they say.”
-
-“And pretty poor stuff it is, from all accounts,” said Noel. “You
-should hear a song the fellows have about the rotten time they’re
-taking to give us our uniforms. How does it go now? They roar it at
-top of their voice whenever the Colonel comes along,--
-
- ‘There’s a matter here to which we call attention,
- Concerning which we feel a trifle warm,--
- The days are getting cold, and we’re slowly growing old,
- And here we are without our uniform.’
-
-“Chorus, Greg!”
-
- ‘Sunday we pray we soon may get ’em;
- Monday, our spirits rise a bit;
- Tuesday is the day they say they’re on the way, but not a bit of it!
- Wednesday, we grow a shade mistrustful,
- Thursday our hopes begin to fall;
- On Friday we’re despairing,
- On Saturday we’re swearing,
- We’ll never get the--er--ruddy things--at all.’”
-
-“Bravo!” cried the girls. “Encore!”
-
-But just at that point Mr Dare came in, with a tired nod to them all,
-and Noel’s high spirits seemed to lower at once by several degrees.
-
-“How is the Colonel to-night?” Mr Dare asked Vic.
-
-“He’s just about the same, Mr Dare. The stabbing pain has gone, they
-say. But he’s very limp. Even good news of the war hardly bucks him up.
-He seems to want just to lie quiet, and I’ve never in my life known him
-do that before. It shows how pulled down he is.”
-
-“It’s the crisis to-night, I think, and it’s going to be a wild
-night,”--as the wind shook the windows as though trying to force its
-way in. “A bad night for the trenches and a worse on the sea,” and he
-subsided into the evening paper.
-
-“Lois had another post-card from Ray this morning, father,” said Honor.
-
-“That’s good. He’s all right so far then. Doesn’t say where, I suppose?”
-
-“Gives no clue. Not allowed. Simply says he’s quite all right and
-awfully busy.”
-
-“Well, we must be thankful for that much. The losses all round are
-terrible to think of. If it goes on much longer at this rate----” but
-consideration for the boys cut his Cassandra ruminations short.
-
-“Has the City any views as to how long it’ll last, sir?” asked Gregor.
-
-“Any amount of views but no knowledge. Some are sure it’ll be all over
-by Christmas----”
-
-“Rotten! I jolly well hope not,” jerked Noel.
-
-“--And some say it will last two years or even three.”
-
-“There’ll be a lot of wastage if it goes on that long,” said Gregor.
-“And all the countries would be bankrupt, I should say.”
-
-“It’s too ghastly to think of. We’ll hope for better things,” and he
-took to his papers again.
-
-
-
-
-XXIV
-
-
-The big trees clashed and roared all night in the gale. In the morning
-a huge limb of one of the Oakdene elms lay on the lawn, and Vic,
-running across, anxious for news of the Colonel, brought back word that
-he had had a very restless night but was now sleeping quietly, and that
-Mrs Dare was sure he was no worse,--which in itself was great gain--and
-was not sure that he was not even a little better.
-
-And so it proved when the Doctor called. He pronounced the crisis
-passed and had every hope that his patient was now on the road to
-recovery. Every care was still needed, however, as one could never tell
-what might happen in the case of such a trying combination as pneumonia
-and seventy-eight years of age.
-
-Dr Rhenius himself was looking somewhat fagged and overworked. He
-said there was a great deal of sickness about, and set it down to
-some extent to the general depression of spirits caused by the war.
-Every house he went into had some connection with it, and the sense of
-anxiety was widespread,--not, he admitted, as to the ultimate issue, on
-which all minds were made up, but as to the fate of relatives at the
-front. For the descriptions which came home of the fierceness of the
-fighting and the effects of the huge German shells, which dug holes in
-the ground big enough to bury an omnibus in, seemed to leave small hope
-of escape to any who might be exposed to them.
-
-The stories of the atrocious barbarities practised by the German hordes
-in Belgium and Northern France depressed them all greatly,--Malines,
-Termonde, Rheims--there seemed no bounds to the inhumanity of these
-twentieth-century Huns. They had shed off the thin veneer of their
-civilisation and reverted to savagery, and the whole world stood
-aghast. That a nation professedly Christian, and calling on God to
-assist its nefarious enterprises, could not only descend to such depths
-but could actually exult in them, was a shock to the moral sense of
-humanity at large.
-
-What chance could there be for any who fell into their vengeful hands?
-What chance even for those who went out to meet them in fair fight? For
-trickery and treachery and every mean device were the chosen weapons of
-their dishonourable warfare. Nothing was sacred if it stood in the way
-of their winning. They played the game like dirty little gutter-snipes
-whose intention was to win at all costs, and the fouler the means the
-more they exulted in the success of them.
-
-There were heavy hearts at home in those days, and ‘Missing’ came to be
-regarded as almost more hopeless than ‘Dead’;--certainly more pregnant
-of sorrows, for the dead were happily done with it all and could suffer
-no more.
-
-Con was ever in their thoughts. When his mother read the grim accounts
-of the dastardly ill-treatment meted specially to British prisoners,
-she was tempted at times to wish his name had been in the fatal list
-which left no room for further hopes or fears.
-
-And Ray,--any day might bring similar word concerning him. Now and
-again a brief post-card reached them saying he was well and busy. But
-even as they read the precious words and rejoiced in them, each one
-knew full well that since they were written the end might have come.
-When bullets are flying and shells are bursting it takes so little to
-end a life. And those venomous Germans made a point of picking off
-every officer they could crawl within range of.
-
-And presently Noel and Gregor would go. They were as keen for the front
-as though they bore charmed lives and death and mutilation were not.
-There were sure to be drafts before long to make good the inevitable
-wastage in the First Battalion, and these two, splendidly fit and eager
-for the fray, were certain to be among the chosen.
-
-Mrs Dare and Lois and Alma knelt long of a night, and carried prayers
-in their hearts all day; Honor and Vic perhaps also, but the matter
-had not come so poignantly home to them as yet. Their younger eyes
-were still somewhat misted with the pomp and glamour of war, but from
-the others’ the scales had fallen and only the horror and misery were
-apparent to them.
-
-Alma had run over to see how Uncle Tony was getting on, and they were
-all six of them for once sitting over their tea together, working
-busily, and talking quietly in the shadow of the war-cloud. Lois had
-been sitting with Uncle Tony till he fell asleep. He slept much of late
-and was often listless and drowsy and very unlike himself, when awake,
-especially in the afternoon.
-
-It was Alma who said, out of the fulness of her heart and of much
-inevitable brooding over the matter,
-
-“You know, if the women of all the world would only say the word, and
-say it together, and not only say it but mean it with all their souls
-and lives, there could be no such thing as war in the world.”
-
-Mrs Dare suspended work for a minute and regarded her thoughtfully.
-Auntie Mitt peered at her over her spectacles in wonder. Lois nodded
-comprehendingly, with a star in each eye. Honor shook her head
-doubtfully. Victoria said, “If we had the vote--perhaps.”
-
-“The vote will come all right in time,” said Alma. “But I was thinking
-larger than that. In all wars the women are the greatest and final
-sufferers. If they could join hands all over the world and say ‘There
-shall be no more war!’--well ... there would be no more war.”
-
-“I don’t see why,” said Honor. “The men would make war all the same if
-they wanted to--as they would.”
-
-“Not if the women meant what they said, and were prepared to stand by
-it and all its consequences. Ey!” she said, throwing up her arms in
-a supplicatory gesture, “I wish I could rouse them to it! It could be
-done. I’m sure it could be done. And just think what it would mean!”
-
-“It would mean new life and new hope,--a new Heaven and a new Earth,”
-said Mrs Dare impressively. “It would be a Second Advent.... My dear,
-it is a wonderful idea.... If only it were possible!”
-
-“It is quite possible,” said Alma, with a quiet confidence which
-impressed even Vic, who gazed at her in wondering amazement, “The idea
-came to me in the night, as I lay thinking of Con and Ray and the boys,
-and all the other men-folk of all the other women in the world. And I
-saw how it all might be done if it only could be done.”
-
-“How then?” asked Vic, impatiently, as Alma fell silent and sat gazing
-thoughtfully into the fire.
-
-“Why,--in this way.--All men--except the few in every country who hope
-to benefit by war--want peace. Peace and happiness are the natural and
-healthy states of life. War is unnatural and unhealthy. It is a lapse.
-Women crave peace still more, for they are the greatest sufferers by
-war. Let them unite all over the world----”
-
-“Women don’t unite,” snapped Vic.
-
-“Even for such a trifling thing as the Vote they have shown that they
-can unite. But when this war is over--it has got to be fought out, I
-quite see that.--But it will leave the heart of womanhood all over the
-world so sore and bruised that, unless I am mistaken in my sex, the
-women will be ready to do greater things than we have ever dreamed of
-to prevent a recurrence of such doings.... I can imagine a World-Wide
-Women’s League for Peace;--membership, every right-thinking woman in
-the whole world----”
-
-“Phew!” whistled Vic. “How’d you get ’em?”
-
-“Easily, I think. That is a detail. I’ll deal with it presently. Such
-an organisation, pledged to prevent war, would be all-powerful. And,
-if it could do this greatest thing of all, it would naturally have its
-say in all the minor matters which, through men’s mishandling and
-easily-roused passions, so often lead to war.”
-
-“You’re a suffragette, Alma,” said Vic.
-
-“I detest them and all their ways, as you very well know. But the
-greater necessarily includes the less. Let women ensure peace, and they
-will be accorded their rightful voice in all the smaller matters. Be
-sure of that.”
-
-“And how would they go to work to ensure peace?” asked Mrs Dare.
-
-“Perhaps my vague ideas will seem rather crazy to you. But they are
-something like this. Imagine the women of the world pledged to keep
-the peace at risk even of their lives. Two nations verge on war. To
-the women that means loss in every way--chiefly in the lives that
-are dearer to them than their own. Very well,--then let them stop it
-by risking their own lives. It is the smaller risk after all. After
-exhausting every other means of averting the war, let the women of each
-such nation rise in their millions and if necessary take their stand
-between the contending armies and defy their men to fight.”
-
-“Through my heart first!” said Vic.
-
-“Exactly. The Germans, they say, fire on Belgian women and children.
-Do you think they would mow down their own? Not for all the Kaisers
-ever heard of. War would stop. But I do not think it would ever come
-to that final test. Certainly it would never come to it more than
-once. A thousand women shot down by their own men would create such a
-revulsion of feeling that wars would end. Telemachus ended the fights
-in the arena by giving just his single life. Here would be a thousand
-Telemachuses,--a million if need be!!! If their determination was
-known, and that it would be persisted in to the very uttermost,--to
-death itself,--the men would understand that war was impossible, and
-they would find some other way out. But, mind you, if women had their
-proper share in the councils of the state their voice would always, on
-both sides, be for reason and righteousness. It only needs reason and
-righteousness on both sides to arrive at the proper solution of any
-dispute.”
-
-“I wish with all my heart you could bring it about, my dear. It is a
-grand idea,” said Mrs Dare. “But----”
-
-“How were you thinking of roping all the women of the world in, Al?
-It’s a mighty big contract,” asked Vic.
-
-“At first it seemed to me that if you could show the militant women
-how much more likely they were to attain their ends by my ideas than
-by theirs--they could do it. But I am not sure. They have turned the
-world against them by their follies. Nobody would trust them. And then,
-suddenly, I thought of the Salvation Army. I see a good deal of them,
-you know, round our way. And those gentle-voiced women, with the quiet
-happy faces and shining eyes--it is just the very work for them. They
-are in and of every country in the world, and everywhere they are held
-in esteem. They certainly could do it. Those Salvation Army women could
-save the world from War.”
-
-“Alma,” said Mrs Dare, with shining eyes and deep conviction. “You lay
-awake to some purpose, my dear. It is a noble idea. I wish it could be
-brought about.”
-
-“It could. But whether it can----”
-
-“The Krupps, and all the other war-mongers in every country, would
-fight you like Death,” said Vic.
-
-“Of course. That is their only raison d’être. But the women could beat
-the war-mongers.”
-
-“And all the Kings, Kaisers, Tzars, Emperors, and such like would be
-dead against you.”
-
-“Yes. It would be better for my schemes if they were all done away
-with. Republics don’t as a rule go to war as readily as Kingdoms and
-Empires.”
-
-“South America,” suggested Honor.
-
-“They are exceptions because they are not yet educated up to
-self-government. But where a King is the best man for the post I should
-let him remain--as president.”
-
-“There was one of our stalwarts at the Pension Estèphe,” said Lois.
-“Who used to argue such matters with Ray. And I remember him saying
-one day,--‘You in England are very well-placed. You have practically a
-Republic with a permanent head.’ It struck us both as very sensible.”
-
-Then the Colonel’s bell, the push of which lay to his hand on the bed,
-announced peremptorily that he was awake, and Lois ran upstairs to
-him while Auntie Mitt hastened to prepare his glass of warm milk and
-cognac, which at the moment did duty with him for afternoon tea.
-
-“He is a very sick man,” said Alma, when Auntie Mitt had left the room.
-“Pneumonia is a serious matter at any age, but at seventy-eight it is
-almost hopeless. The great thing is to keep him quiet and----”
-
-“And that is no easy job,” said Mrs Dare, with a reminiscent smile.
-“We tried to keep the papers from him by telling him the news and
-suppressing anything we thought might upset him. But he was too sharp
-for us and insisted on seeing for himself, and now he sees the paper
-every day and makes Lois read the bits he wants.”
-
-“I can imagine the state he would be in. His heart is wrapped up in
-England’s fortunes. I wish it could all end and give us back our boys.”
-
-“Ay, indeed!” said Mrs Dare.
-
-“It can’t end till Germany’s beaten flat,” said Vic, with emphasis.
-“It’s no good half-ending it and simply laying up trouble for the
-future.”
-
-“Of course,” nodded Alma. “We are all agreed as to that. Now I must run
-and look after my sick men.”
-
-
-
-
-XXV
-
-
-John Dare was sitting all alone by the fire one evening in the parlour
-of The Red House. The boys were at Mrs MacLean’s that night, and Honor
-and Vic were assisting in an entertainment to the Belgian Refugees at a
-neighbouring hostel.
-
-Desirous as they all were of being of service to the exiles,
-circumstances had not permitted of their taking any of them into their
-homes. And so they all subscribed towards one of the many hostels and
-assisted in such other ways as their many engagements allowed time for.
-
-And Mr Dare took no exception to it all. It was an unavoidable part of
-the general upsetting, and to tell the truth he was so depressed and
-uncompanionable these days, that he felt himself better company for
-himself than for any of the younger folk.
-
-Honor had got for him from the library the two big volumes of Scott’s
-Last Journey to the Pole, and with these and a pipe he was doing his
-best to forget for a time business troubles and German delinquencies.
-
-With a tap at the door, the maid announced, “A gentleman to see you,
-sir.”
-
-“Who is it, Bertha?” he asked, with a touch of annoyance at the
-disturbance of his peace.
-
-“I don’t know, sir. He said you would not know his name, but it’s
-important.”
-
-“Oh well, show him in here,” and he closed his book and stood up to
-meet the intruder.
-
-“You won’t know me, Mr Dare,” said the newcomer, when the door closed
-on Bertha. “I am Inspector Gretton from Scotland Yard. I’ve come to
-consult you on a certain matter and I want all the information you can
-give me.”
-
-“At your service, Inspector. Won’t you sit down? Have a cigar,”--and he
-got out a box from the cupboard under the bookcase. “Now what’s it all
-about?”
-
-“It’s this, Mr Dare. For some time past the wireless stations at
-Newstead and Crowston have complained of jamming. In other words,
-unauthorised messages are passing, and by a process of elimination
-and deduction we are satisfied they emanate from somewhere in this
-neighbourhood. As an old resident and a Justice of the Peace----”
-
-“A very nominal J.P. of late, I’m afraid,--thanks to the war.”
-
-The Inspector nodded. “We felt sure, however, that any assistance in
-your power you would render us.”
-
-“Assuredly. Anything I can do. But I don’t at the moment see what.”
-
-“From the nature of the messages that have been intercepted,--they are
-in code of course, but our people have managed to get an inkling of
-their meaning,--it is evident that someone is sending out information
-of moment to some enemy station, probably nearer the coast. And we’ve
-got to get to the bottom of it. Very powerful instruments are being
-used and probably from a considerable elevation. Now is there anyone in
-this neighbourhood, within your knowledge, likely to be up to anything
-of the kind?”
-
-“I should not have thought so.... In fact it is hard to believe it of
-any of one’s neighbours....”
-
-“Unfortunately, our experience is that the folks who are in this kind
-of business are just the ones one would least expect. What enemy aliens
-have you round here?”
-
-“Quite a lot,--or we had. And mostly quite nice people. But a number
-have left since the war began,--either they thought it safer to get
-back home, or you are taking care of them elsewhere.”
-
-“We’ve got quite a lot on our hands, but evidently not all. Would you
-tell me, sir, who there are left about here?”
-
-“Well,--let me see. There are the Jacobsens,--they claim to be Danish,
-I believe. He’s a produce-importer in quite a big way.”
-
-“What age of a man, and what family?”
-
-“He’ll be somewhere about fifty, I should say. Family,--wife, two
-daughters and a boy of seventeen.”
-
-“Where does he live?”
-
-And so they progressed through such a list as Mr Dare could make out
-on the spur of the moment. The Inspector making an occasional note and
-asking many pointed questions.
-
-And when Mr Dare’s spring of information had apparently dried up, he
-asked suddenly,
-
-“Whose is the tall old-fashioned red-brick house up there on top of the
-hill,--the one with the double-peaked roof and the tall old-fashioned
-chimney-stacks?”
-
-“That? Oh that’s Dr Rhenius’s. But he’s quite above suspicion. He’s
-lived here for over twenty years.”
-
-“What is he? German?”
-
-“It’s the one thing he resents--to be called a German,” said Mr Dare,
-with a smile. “His father was a Pole from somewhere near Warsaw. He
-himself has been naturalised for twenty years at least----”
-
-“Do you know that?”
-
-“Well,”--with a surprised lift of the brows--“if you put it as a legal
-point,--no! I don’t know that anyone has ever questioned it. You see,
-he is our medico round here, and is greatly esteemed and liked. He’s an
-uncommonly clever doctor and everybody’s very good friend.”
-
-“I see. Quite above suspicion, you would say, Mr. Dare?”
-
-“Oh quite. He hates Prussian Junkerdom as every Pole must.”
-
-The Inspector nodded acquiescingly, and they chatted on about the war
-and things in general till his cigar was finished and he got up to go.
-
-“I will ask you to keep all this absolutely to yourself, Mr Dare,” he
-said. “Not a word to anyone, if you please, sir.”
-
-“Certainly, Inspector. I’m afraid I’ve not been of much use to you. If
-you think of anything else----”
-
-“I’ll let you know, sir,” and Mr Dare saw him out of the front door,
-and returned to Scott and the South Pole.
-
-As for Inspector Gretton, he wandered off to have a closer look at the
-old-fashioned red-brick house on top of the hill.
-
-Just a week later he called again on Mr Dare, late one night, and, as
-before, found him all alone.
-
-The Colonel had suddenly, when apparently getting on well, developed
-pneumonia in the other lung and was in a very critical condition. Mrs
-Dare spent all her time at Oakdene in unremitting attendance on him,
-with every help that Lois and Auntie Mitt and Honor and Vic could
-render. The boys were sleeping in town that night as they had to be on
-early fatigue next morning.
-
-“Well, Inspector? Any success?” asked Mr Dare, as Gretton was shown in.
-
-“I’ve come to end the matter, Mr Dare. I thought perhaps you’d like to
-see the last act.”
-
-“Really? Got him. Who on earth is it?”
-
-“If you care to come with me I’ll show you, sir,” and Mr Dare got into
-his hat and coat in record time and went out with him.
-
-At the gate they were met and followed by half-a-dozen stalwarts in
-flat caps and overcoats, who in some subtle fashion conveyed the
-impression of law and order, armed not only with right but with other
-weapons of a more practically coercive nature.
-
-The roads were almost in darkness in accordance with recent orders,
-lest undue illumination should offer mark or direction for lurking
-menace up above. They turned into the road up the hill and came to the
-gate of Dr Rhenius’s old-fashioned red-brick house.
-
-“You don’t mean to say----” jerked Mr Dare in vast amazement.
-
-“Sh-h-h!” whispered the Inspector, pressing his arm. “See that
-tree!”--a huge elm towering a hundred feet high just inside the gate.
-“I’ve been up there every night since I called on you, with a pair of
-the strongest glasses made--Zeisses,” he said with a chuckle. “Your
-friend has visitors of a night and later on he gets busy.”
-
-Mr Dare was dumb. He could not take it all in. There was some grotesque
-mistake somewhere.
-
-“We’re a bit early yet,” said the Inspector. Then, adjusting his
-field-glasses and peering up at the house, “No, it’s all right. He’s at
-work in good time to-night.”
-
-He handed the glasses to Mr. Dare, and whispered, “Look at that
-chimney-stack. Get it against the Milky Way. See anything?”
-
-“I see the chimney.... Yes, and something like a flag-pole projecting
-above it....”
-
-“Exactly,--a wireless pole. We’ll catch them at it.”
-
-He said a word to his men. They had had their instructions. They all
-went noiselessly up to the house, some to the back and sides, the
-Inspector, Mr Dare and two others to the front door.
-
-“Keep out of sight till I go in,” said the Inspector, as he rang, and
-in the distance inside they heard the thrill of the bell. But no one
-came. He rang again.
-
-“Good thing no one’s dying in a hurry,” he growled.
-
-It was not till after the third appeal that they heard steps inside
-and all braced up for the event. As the door opened Inspector Gretton
-quietly inserted his foot.
-
-“Is the Doctor in?” he asked.
-
-“He is oudt,” said a voice, which Mr Dare recognised as Old Jacob’s,
-the Doctor’s factotum.
-
-“Then I’ll come in and wait for him. I want him at once,” and the
-Inspector pushed his way in.
-
-As he did so Old Jacob dropped his hand against a spot in the wall, and
-far away upstairs a tiny bell tinkled briefly.
-
-“Quite so!” said Gretton, and as his men followed him in, with Mr Dare
-behind them in no small discomfort of mind,--“Secure the old boy,
-Swift,” and to his still greater discomfort Mr Dare heard the click of
-handcuffs.
-
-“Now quick,--upstairs!” and they followed him at speed.
-
-He seemed to go by instinct. Up two flights and they came on a door
-which evidently led to a higher storey still. A curious door--of stout
-oak, without a handle, and for keyhole only the polished disc and tiny
-slit of a Yale lock.
-
-The Inspector wasted not a moment. He was up to every trick of his
-profession.
-
-“Barnes,” he said quietly, and indicated the lock, and in a trice
-Barnes inserted a thin stick of something into the slit, and as the
-Inspector waved them all back there came an explosion and the stout oak
-about the lock was riven into splinters. Gretton swung open the door
-and ran up the narrow stairs.
-
-In the top passage they came on a short ladder leading to a skylight
-through which the night air blew chilly. The others climbed quickly up.
-Mr Dare stayed below. He regretted having come. He did not quite know
-why he had come. He had not of course known where he was going when he
-accepted Inspector Gretton’s invitation. Then the matter had developed
-too rapidly to permit of him backing out.
-
-Exclamations came down to him through the skylight--the sound of
-a brief struggle, and presently Gretton came down again obviously
-well-pleased with himself.
-
-“Got him,--red-handed!” he said.
-
-“Not Dr Rhenius?”
-
-“If that’s his proper name. The man you’ve known by that name anyway.
-And all his tackle. Two minutes more and his poles would have been out
-of sight. He lowers them down the chimneys.”
-
-He kicked open a door in the passage, but the room inside was empty and
-unfurnished. Two other rooms yielded the same result.
-
-Then the Inspector, searching about, discovered a trap-door, such
-as might lead to cisterns, high up in one corner of the passage,
-and shifting the ladder, he ran up, pushed the trap open, and said,
-“Right--o!”
-
-“Come up and see for yourself, Mr Dare,” he said, as he crawled out of
-sight; and Mr Dare followed him.
-
-It was a long tent-shaped apartment formed by the pitch of the roof,
-well-lit by electric lights and littered with electric apparatus--a
-number of powerful accumulators, spark coils, condensers, inductances,
-a heavily built morse key, and so on,--everything necessary for sending
-long-distance wireless messages.
-
-Mr Dare gazed about him in amazement.
-
-“There is no doubt about it then?” he jerked uncomfortably.
-
-“Not a doubt. How many lives all this may have cost us, God only knows.
-However, he’s scotched now, and it’s one to me.”
-
-“Rhenius!” jerked Mr Dare again. “I can hardly credit it even yet.
-Such a good fellow he always seemed, and we all liked him so! It’s
-amazing--and damnable.”
-
-“Damnable it is, sir. And there’s too damned much of it going on. We’re
-infants in these matters and altogether too soft and lenient. However,
-this one won’t send out any more news.”
-
-“What is the penalty?”
-
-“If it’s as bad as I believe, he’ll be shot. We shall know better when
-all these papers and things have been gone into. He’s been a centre for
-spy-news, unless I’m very much mistaken, but this ought to end him, as
-far as this world’s concerned anyway.”
-
-They went down the ladder again and Gretton replaced it below the
-skylight and hailed his men, “Bring him along there.”
-
-And presently, preceded by one stalwart and followed by the other the
-prisoner was brought down.
-
-The actual sight of this man who had been on such friendly terms with
-him, had been admitted to every house in the neighbourhood on the
-most intimate footing, had doctored them all in the most skilful way
-possible, who was even then in attendance on their good friend the
-Colonel,--and who all the time was playing the spy for Germany, gave
-John Dare a most gruesome shock. He felt absolutely sick at heart.
-
-“Rhenius!” he gasped. “Is it possible?”
-
-But Dr Rhenius looked at him without a sign of recognition and spoke no
-word.
-
-He was hurried away down the stairs. Inspector Gretton left two of his
-men in charge of the house, and with the rest and his prisoners went
-off in a taxi which he called up by the Doctor’s telephone.
-
-Mr Dare went back home feeling bruised and sore. Duplicity and
-treachery such as this cut at the roots of one’s faith in humanity. If
-he had been told this thing he would not have believed it. Nothing less
-than what he had seen with his own eyes and heard with his own ears
-would have convinced him. But he was convinced and saddened.
-
-He went across to Oakdene first thing in the morning. His wife had
-to be told. The Colonel’s welfare had to be seen to--another medical
-attendant provided,--explanations concocted.
-
-“What is it, John?” asked Mrs Dare, as soon as she set eyes on his
-face. “Bad news?”
-
-“Yes, Meg,--bad news. But not touching any of ours,”--at which the
-anxious strain in her face relaxed somewhat.
-
-“Dr Rhenius is in prison as a spy----”
-
-“John!”--and she sank aghast into the nearest chair.
-
-“It is true, Meg. I was there. His house is just one big wireless
-station. They caught him in the act. It is horrible to think of such
-treachery. I’ve hardly slept a wink all night.”
-
-“No wonder! But--is it possible? Is there no mistake?... Dr Rhenius?...
-I would have trusted him with my life.”
-
-“Yes. It is beyond me. But there is no possible doubt about it. They
-have taken him and Old Jacob away, and the police are in charge of the
-house. They say he will be shot.”
-
-“How terrible! Not the shooting. If he has done this he deserves to be
-shot. But ... our Dr Rhenius! Oh, I cannot take it in yet.”
-
-But in time she had to accept it, and they fell to discussion of ways
-and means.
-
-The Colonel was to be told that Rhenius had been suddenly summoned
-from home,--which was grimly true, and Mr Dare was to call at once on
-Dr Sinclair in the village, give him the same explanation, and beg his
-attendance on their patient.
-
-As he expected, Dr Sinclair received him with a certain amount of
-professional surprise at the irregularity of his procedure. He hummed
-and hawed for a time, and put such very pointed questions that Mr
-Dare was inclined to believe that he must have had suspicions of his
-own--provoked possibly, he thought, by professional jealousy and
-Rhenius’s German-sounding name; all of which was natural enough.
-
-All he permitted himself was that Dr Rhenius had been suddenly called
-away, and his return was so very doubtful that they felt it necessary
-to call in another doctor at once. And Dr Sinclair went. The Colonel
-was much put out and not easily reconciled to this transfer in which he
-had had no voice. It was so unlike Rhenius to go off like that without
-so much as a good-bye. He fumed weakly and fretted over it, and was
-barely civil to Dr Sinclair, who shook his head doubtfully when he went
-downstairs with Mrs Dare.
-
-“He is very weak,” he said. “Keep on as you are and above all things
-keep him quiet and free from disturbance of mind.”
-
-“It is not easy.”
-
-“I see that. But it is absolutely essential. The fever has pulled him
-down terribly and his heart is in a very ticklish state.”
-
-The following day the papers had the matter with bold
-head-lines--“WELL-KNOWN WILLSTEAD DOCTOR ARRESTED AS SPY, HOUSE FULL OF
-WIRELESS APPARATUS,” and so on.
-
-They did their best to keep the paper from the Colonel. But the very
-attempt aroused his suspicions and sent his temperature up again.
-
-In despair he was allowed to glance at it--and the mischief was done.
-He insisted on Lois reading every word, and all the time he lay looking
-at her with a dazed look on his white face.
-
-“Rhenius!” was all he said, in a strange shocked whisper, when she had
-finished, and then he lay back among his pillows and turned his face as
-far away from them as he could.
-
-And--“Rhenius!”--they heard him murmur more than once during the day,
-as though he were groping painfully among his shadows after some
-understanding of it all.
-
-About tea-time, when Lois was sitting with him,--just sitting quietly
-by his bed-side so that he should not feel lonely, for he had declined
-to be read to, he turned quietly to her and feebly extended his hand.
-
-She took it in her two warm ones throbbing with life and sudden fear.
-It felt very thin and cold, and, with a great dread at her heart, it
-seemed to her that his face was changed. It was gray, and very weary.
-
-“I am so glad, dear,--so very glad,” he whispered,--“about you and
-Ray.... Good lad! ... he will come back to you ... and Con--good lad
-too!... God bless you all!--all!”
-
-Lois had slipped on to her knees beside the bed, and the tears were
-running down her face in spite of herself.
-
-“No!” he said. “Don’t cry!... Very tired.... I shall be glad ... to
-rest.”
-
-Then he suddenly raised himself in the bed, and looked beyond her.
-
-“Last Post!” he said, quite clearly. “Thank God, I have done my duty!”
-and then he sank back. And Lois released one hand, from the thin cold
-hand which had no longer any response in it, and beat upon the floor
-with it to call the others.
-
-
-
-
-XXVI
-
-
-Almost inevitable as it had more than once seemed, in the crises of his
-illness, the Colonel’s death was a great shock to them all.
-
-At the sound of Lois’s hasty tattoo on the floor, the others had
-hastened up to her. They found her still clasping the one thin cold
-hand with one of hers and still beating the floor with the other.
-
-They thought at first that it might be a fainting fit--which in itself,
-in the circumstances, would have been ominous enough. But briefest
-examination showed them that their old friend had answered The Call and
-was gone.
-
-They were down again in the small sitting-room, discussing it quietly
-and sadly, when Auntie Mitt, after staring fixedly at Lois for a full
-minute, as though she had suddenly detected something strange in her
-appearance, said suddenly,
-
-“My dear, you are Lady Luard now.”
-
-And Lois stared back at them both with a startled look, and gasped, “I
-never thought of that. Oh, I wish Ray were here!”
-
-They all wished that, but no amount of wishing will bring men home from
-the war.
-
-“We must send Alma word at once,” said Mrs Dare. “I will write out a
-telegram.”
-
-“It will be a shock to her,” said Auntie Mitt. “Perhaps, my dear, a
-letter----”
-
-“Alma was prepared for the worst,” said Mrs Dare. “Last time she was
-here she told me it would be a miracle if he got through such an
-illness at his age. She would like to know at once, I am sure,” and she
-sat down at the writing table to prepare the telegram.
-
-And while they were still in the midst of these agitations, and Lois
-was wondering how she would ever be able to reconcile herself to the
-inevitable changes, she happened to glance vaguely through the window
-and saw Alma coming quickly up the front path.
-
-“Here she is,” she cried, and jumped up and ran to meet her.
-
-At sight of Lois at the door, Alma exultingly waved a paper she carried
-in her hand and quickened her pace almost to a run.
-
-“Good news!” she cried. “Word of Con at last.”
-
-“Oh, Al, I _am_ so glad,” and she burst into tears.
-
-“Why, Lo, dear, what’s up? It’s good news----”
-
-“Uncle Tony has just died. Mother was just writing a telegram to send
-to you.”
-
-“I am not surprised, dear,” said Alma, putting her arm round her. “I
-had very little hope of his pulling through. He was an old man, you
-see. I am sure he was not very sorry to go; though he would have liked
-to see the end of this war, I know. And I do wish he had heard about
-Con. He would have been so glad. However, he knows more about it all
-now than any of us, and that will please him mightily,” and they went
-in together.
-
-So the good news and the bad--nay, why call the news of a good man’s
-promotion bad news?--let us say, the other news tended to counteract
-one another in the hearts of those who were left. Indeed the net result
-that remained with them all was a sense of thankfulness,--for the
-peaceful passing of the fine full life, and for the young life spared
-for further work.
-
-Alma’s letter was not from Con himself, which at first sight was
-disturbing. But the contents explained. Lieutenant Dare had been
-wounded--in the hand, the writer said,--at Landrecies during the
-retreat from Mons. He was now a prisoner in Germany--at Torgau, and was
-being well looked after. He was making good recovery from his wounds
-which had been severe, and they were all hoping that something might
-presently be arranged in the way of an exchange of medical-staff
-prisoners. The writer signed himself Robert Grant, R.A.M.C.
-
-“I can’t tell you what a relief it is,” said Alma. “I almost danced
-when I got it. It’s worry that kills, and I was beginning to worry
-about the boy. What about Ray?”
-
-“It’s ten days since my last letter,” said Lois. “I’m hoping for the
-next every minute.... Do you know, Al, just at the very last, when
-Uncle Tony knew the end had come, he said, ‘Good lad, Ray! He will come
-back to you. And Con--good lad too! God bless you all!--all!’--that was
-almost the last thing he said.”
-
-“The dear old man!... We will take it as a good omen.... I think,
-you know, that just at the last they often have an outlook--a
-forelook--altogether beyond our understanding. They see with other eyes
-than ours.”
-
-“Undoubtedly!” agreed Mrs. Dare.
-
-Alma’s stay, even under the circumstances, could not be a long one.
-They had had forty-nine wounded officers in, two days before, many of
-their nurses had gone to the front, and they were very short-handed.
-
-Lois walked down to the station with her, and they talked in quiet
-sisterly fashion of the past, present, and future.
-
-“It is very curious how things seem to work together at times,” said
-Lois.
-
-“Always, maybe, if we knew more about it all, dear.”
-
-“Yes, I suppose so. Here have I been so taken up with nursing Uncle
-Tony that I really have never had time to get anxious about Ray.”
-
-“Ray will be all right, you’ll see. I pin my faith to Uncle Tony’s
-vision.”
-
-“And yet, when one allows oneself to think about it all, after reading
-the terrible accounts of the fighting--and he would have me read them
-all to him--it seems almost impossible that any of them can come back
-alive.”
-
-“We had forty-nine of them the other day, and it’s amazing how well
-they stand it. They’re as cheerful as can be, laughing and chaffing and
-joking. And yet some of them are pretty bad. It’s just as well for all
-of us to take the cheerful view of things.”
-
-“And then, just when Uncle Tony goes, and we were feeling it so badly,
-you come in with your good news of Con. I can’t tell you how glad I am,
-Al.”
-
-“I know, dear. And I’ll be just as glad for you one of these days. Pin
-your faith to Uncle Tony.”
-
-And through the many dark days when no news came--and in those days no
-news did not as a rule mean good news--the thought of Uncle Tony’s last
-words held mighty comfort for them all.
-
-They would have liked to bury him quietly, with no great outward show
-of the esteem and love in which they held him. Their feelings were too
-deep for any outward expression and the times hardly seemed suitable
-for making parade of death. There was sorrow enough abroad without
-emphasising it.
-
-But Colonel Sir Anthony Luard, V.C., C.B., was a person of consequence.
-He had died for his country as truly as any man killed at the
-front. The higher powers decreed him a military funeral, and the
-quieter-thinking ones at home had to give way. And, after all, they
-believed it would please him.
-
-So, on a gun-carriage, escorted by a detachment from the reserve
-battalion of his old regiment, with muffled drums and mournful music,
-and the Last Post and the crackle of guns, he was laid to rest. And the
-others picked up the threads of life again and kept his memory sweet by
-constantly missing him and remembering all his sayings and doings.
-
-His lawyer, Mr. Benfleet of Lincoln’s Inn, came out immediately after
-the funeral and explained to all concerned--so far as they were
-available--the remarkably thoughtful provisions of his will.
-
-It had been made--or remade--immediately after the return of Ray and
-Lois from abroad, and it aimed at the comfort and security of all his
-little circle, so far as he could provide for these.
-
-There were many wet eyes and brimming hearts as Mr. Benfleet went
-quietly through the details.
-
-To Miss Amelia Mitten--“my very dear and trusted friend”--he left
-four hundred pounds a year for life. And Auntie Mitt, with her little
-black-bordered handkerchief to her eyes, sobbed gratefully.
-
-To Margaret Dare--wife of John Dare of The Red House, Willstead,--“in
-token of my very great love and esteem,”--he left the sum of £20,000,
-settled inalienably on herself, with power to will it at her death to
-whom she chose.
-
-“To my niece, Victoria Luard--who-might-have-been-Balaclava,”--it
-was down there in the will in black and white, and they came near
-to smiling at the very characteristic touch,--the sum of £50,000 on
-attaining the age of twenty-one.
-
-To Dr Connal Dare--if still alive--the sum of £25,000; and to his wife
-Alma, formerly Alma Luard, an equal sum. In case of Dr Connal Dare’s
-death the whole £50,000 came at once to Alma.
-
-To Lois Luard, formerly Lois Dare, the sum of £25,000 in her own right.
-
-To Raglan Luard, the residue,--which, said Mr. Benfleet, would amount
-to probably £100,000 or more when the securities, in which it was all
-invested, appreciated again after the war.
-
-There were many little minor legacies and gifts to old servants and so
-on. And Uncle Tony, if he was present in the spirit at the reading of
-his will, must have been well pleased with the effect of his generous
-forethought.
-
-
-
-
-XXVII
-
-
-Mrs Dare, wise woman and excellent housekeeper, had for some time
-past been doing her best to cut down her proverbial coat to suit the
-exigencies of the shrunken war-time cloth at her disposal.
-
-In other words, she had been curtailing the running expenses of The Red
-House so as to bear as lightly as possible on the attenuated income
-from St Mary Axe. Income, indeed, in actual fact, St Mary Axe had none.
-Mr Dare was, of necessity, living on such remnants of capital as he had
-been able to save from the stranded ship.
-
-So Mrs Dare found another place for her housemaid, prevailed on her
-cook, who was a treasure and had been with her over five years, to
-remain as ‘general,’ with promise of loss of title and reinstatement
-of position as soon as times mended, and with Honor’s assistance and
-an occasional helping hand from Mrs Skirrow, managed to get along very
-well.
-
-Mrs Skirrow had always been a source of amusement at The Red House. She
-had a point of view of her own and a sense of humour, and an almost
-unfailing cheerfulness amid circumstances which drove many of her
-neighbours to drink.
-
-Mrs. Skirrow did not drink. She had too much hard-earned common-sense,
-and she could not afford it. With three men more or less on her hands,
-and mostly more, it took every half-crown she could earn at her charing
-to keep the home together.
-
-But the war had marvellously altered all that. Not only had she no
-men to keep but the boot was on the other leg. Her men were actually
-helping to keep her. She woke up of a night now and then and lay
-blissfully wondering if it was all a dream, or if she had died and
-gone to heaven. To be kept by her lazy ones! It seemed altogether too
-good to be true. And yet every Friday, when she drew her money, proved
-that true it was. No wonder she hoped with all her heart that it might
-go on for long enough,--so long, of course, as none of them went and
-got themselves killed. But men were as a rule so contrary that she
-lived in daily expectation of one or other doing that same.
-
-For the first two months,--due possibly to some default on her part in
-filling up and sending in the necessary but bewildering papers,--or
-it might be to the general muddle at Head-Quarters--she received no
-money at all. So she kept steadily on with her own work, and having
-only herself to keep, got along very nicely, meanwhile never ceasing to
-push her claims with all her powers, and few were better equipped in
-that way. And Mrs Dare was kept fully informed of everything with racy
-comments on all and sundry.
-
-Then at last, to Mrs. Skirrow’s great satisfaction, the matter was
-arranged, and by some extraordinary method of calculation, promoted
-without doubt by herself and argued with characteristic vehemence and
-possibly just a trifle of exaggeration here and there, her money began
-to come in.
-
-She received nearly ten pounds of arrears in a lump sum, and was to get
-twenty-three shillings a week.
-
-She had never had ten pounds all at once in her life before, nor an
-assured income of over a pound a week without needing to lift her hand.
-And, strange to say--yet not so very strange, seeing that she was Mrs
-Skirrow,--she did not lose her head and go on the ramp as some she knew
-had done.
-
-In the first place she bought herself a new dress and coat and hat,
-such as she had vainly imagined herself in, any time this ten years,
-and fancied herself exceedingly in them.
-
-The choosing and buying of that dress and coat and hat, the going from
-shop to shop and from window to window, comparing styles and prices,
-with the delicious knowledge that the money was in her pocket and she
-was in a position to pick and choose to her heart’s content, was in
-itself one of the greatest treats she had ever known, and she spread it
-over quite a considerable period.
-
-And when she turned up one night in her new rig-out, to explain to Mrs
-Dare that she would not be able to come to her next week as she was
-going to the seaside, Mrs Dare did not at first recognise her.
-
-When she did she complimented her on her taste and good sense in taking
-a holiday and hoped she would come back all the better for it.
-
-“I will that. You bet your life, mum! Fust reel holiday I’ve had
-for twenty years an’ I’m going to enjoy it. Seaside and decently
-dressed--that’s my idee of a reel holiday. It’s not some folk’s though.
-There’s me neighbour, Mrs Clemmens, now. She had no money for a while,
-same as meself. Then she got twenty pound all in one lump. She’s got a
-heap o’ boys at the war. And what did she do with it? She gathered all
-her old cronies--an’ a fine hot lot some of ’em are, I can tell you,
-mum!--and she took ’em all up to London, and fed ’em, and drank ’em,
-and music-halled ’em, till they was all blind and th’ hull lot of ’em
-was run in at last, and in the mornin’ she hadn’t enough left to pay
-the fines. A fair scandal, I calls it!”
-
-“Disgraceful!” assented Mrs Dare. “I’m rejoiced to know that your
-common-sense condemns that kind of thing, and I hope you’ll have a real
-good time and come back all the better for it.”
-
-“I will, mum. You bet your boots on that!”
-
-And she did. She journeyed down to Margate in a ‘Ladies Only’
-third-class carriage, and bore herself with such dignity that her
-fellow-travellers were divided as to whether she kept a stylish public
-somewhere in the West End or a Superior Servants’ Registry Office. She
-picked out a cheap but adequate lodging, she revelled in all the joys
-of Margate, ate many winkles, and went to ‘the pictures’ at least once
-each day, and the whole grand excursion, fares included, totalled up to
-no more than thirty shillings,--“an’ the best investment ever I made
-in me life,” she told Mrs Dare over her scrubbing brush, the following
-week, “an’ I’m thinkin’ I’ll run down for th’ week end now and again,
-if so be’s this blessed war keeps on a bit.”
-
-Mrs Dare found it really refreshing, amid the abounding troubles of the
-times, to come across someone who had not only no fault to find with
-them, but was actually, by reason of them, enjoying quite unexpected
-prosperity.
-
-For her own heart had been heavy enough in those days, what with the
-Colonel’s illness and her husband’s very natural depression as to the
-future outlook.
-
-He had come in one night, some time before, in a state of most
-justifiable exasperation. And yet the whole thing was so amazingly
-impudent that in telling his wife of it he could scarce forbear a
-grim smile. At the same time it was an eye-opener as to the truculent
-immorality of the firms he had been dealing with for years past in the
-most perfect good faith, and he vowed he would never forget it.
-
-Two of his best customers, one at Hamburg and the other at Frankfort,
-owing him between them close on £5000 had coolly sent him word that,
-as no money could be sent out of the country, they had invested the
-amounts due to him in the German War Loan and would hold the scrip, and
-the interest as it accrued, in his name. Both principal and interest
-would be paid in due course, that is to say--when victory crowned the
-German arms.
-
-It took Mrs Dare some time to realise that it was not merely a
-distorted German form of practical joke. But her husband assured her
-that it was not.
-
-“I had heard of it being done,” he said bitterly. “But I never expected
-either Stein or Rheinberg would play so low a game on me. I’ve turned
-over hundreds of thousands of pounds with both of them, and now--this!
-It’s damnable!”
-
-“Perhaps the Government forced them to it.”
-
-“It’s dirty low business anyway, and it won’t make for German credit
-when things settle down again.”
-
-But presently there came to him a bit of good fortune which made him
-feel almost himself again.
-
-Business men who travel daily to and from town by train fall almost
-inevitably into sets, who occupy always the same compartment and the
-same seats in it, and among whom exists a certain good-fellowship and
-friendliness.
-
-In John Dare’s set was a certain John Christianssen, of Norwegian
-extraction, long established in London in the timber business, which
-his father had founded sixty years before.
-
-Christianssen was British born, his father having been naturalised. He
-had two sons with him in the business, and both had got commissions
-through the Officers’ Training Corps, and were heart and soul in their
-work and eager for the front.
-
-More than once he had lamented to Mr Dare his loss in them just at
-this juncture. Not that he grudged them to the service of his adopted
-country but that their going made him feel, as he said, as if he had
-lost his right hand and one of his feet.
-
-Mr Dare sympathised with him but assured him it was better to have a
-healthy body even with only one hand and one foot than to have no body
-left. And Christianssen, knowing the nature of the business in St Mary
-Axe, understood, and thought the matter out.
-
-And so it came to pass, one morning when they got out at Cannon Street,
-that he said to Mr Dare, “I will walk your way, if you don’t mind. I
-want to talk to you.”
-
-And when they reached the office, where one small office-boy now
-represented the busy staff of old, he sat down in the second chair and
-lit a cigar, and said, “I know pretty well, from what I have heard and
-from what you have told me, Dare, how you are situated here. I have
-a proposal. I can’t go on without help. I want to be across in Norway
-and I want to be here at the same time. Now that Jack and Eric are away
-my hands are tied. There is huge business to be done with all this
-hutting going on, and I’m going to miss my share unless I make proper
-provision. And that is you! What do you say?”
-
-“It’s killing to be out of work, which I never have been before for
-over thirty years. My business is gone, as you know, and most of my
-capital. Some of it’s invested in the German War Loan----”
-
-“No!”
-
-“Yes! The low-scaled rascals, instead of remitting what they owe me,
-write to say they have loaned my money to their infernal government
-and it will be repaid with interest when the war is over--meaning, of
-course, over in the way they would like it.”
-
-“That is low business!”
-
-“Business! I call it simple dirty robbery. But it’s not only the fact
-that they’ve done this, but--well, I just feel that I would be glad
-never to have any dealings with any German again as long as I live.”
-
-“I do not wonder. But that is all the better for me. We have known one
-another now, what is it--ten, fifteen years? Come in with me. We can
-arrange satisfactory terms. You see, my lads may come back, or they
-may not. My wonder, when I read the papers, is that any man of them
-all ever comes out of it alive. But even if they are not killed I am
-doubting much if they will find office-stools agreeable sitting for the
-rest of their lives. If they do come back it will be the overseas part
-they will want. So there it is. What do you say?”
-
-“I can’t tell you what I feel, Christianssen. The very thought of it
-makes a new man of me. But--I don’t know the first thing about timber.”
-
-“If you will relieve me of the office work and financing, it will be
-good business all round. Details as to woods, etc., you can pick up by
-degrees. I have a good staff here, but the best staff in the world is
-the better for being looked after. If I can be free to get across to
-Norway and feel quite safe in going, it will mean much to me and to the
-business. You will say yes?”
-
-“I’ll say yes with more in my heart than I can put into words,” and
-they shook hands on it.
-
-So John Dare took up a new lease of life and hope, and was himself
-again and twenty years younger than he had been any time this last
-three months.
-
-And presently, for his still greater comfort and relief of mind, came
-Uncle Tony’s unexpected legacy to Mrs Dare. It was a veritable Godsend.
-For the heaviest part of his burden, during these late months of no
-income and vanishing capital, had been the fear of what might befall
-his home-folks when the worst came to the worst.
-
-The thought of it had kept him awake of a night and plunged him into
-the depths. He had racked his tired brain to find some way out of
-his difficulties. But it was like trying to climb a huge black wall
-whose top shut out even the sight of heaven. For always the grim fact
-remained that his business was utterly gone and he saw no prospect of
-its revival.
-
-By the grace of God and Uncle Tony and John Christianssen he was
-delivered from torment. The home-folk were safe whatever happened, and
-he took up his new duties with all the enthusiastic energy of a heart
-retrieved from despair.
-
-
-
-
-XXVIII
-
-
-Upon none of them did the burden of these weighty times lie so heavily
-as on Lois Luard and Alma Dare.
-
-They both received occasional letters indeed, but Ray’s, though always
-full of cheery hopefulness, were very irregular and subject to lack of
-continuity through one and another occasionally getting lost on the
-way. And, great as was Lois’s joy and thankfulness when one arrived,
-telling of his safety and good health eight or ten days before, she
-could never lose sight of the terrible fact that five minutes after he
-had written it the end might have come.
-
-With what agonising anxiety she scanned each long, fateful casualty
-list as it came out, only those who have done that same can know. Sore,
-sore on wives and mothers, and on all whose men were at the front, were
-those days when the desperate German rush on Calais and the coast was
-stayed by the still greater and more desperate valour of our little
-army, fighting odds as David fought Goliath of Gath. The mighty deeds
-done in those days will never be told in full, for in full by one
-Eyewitness only were they seen, and He speaks not.
-
-But doings so Homeric are of necessity costly. Britain and the world at
-large were delivered from the Menace, but Sorrow swept through the land.
-
-Alma continued to receive word of Con, but at irregular intervals and
-always by the hand of Robert Grant, R.A.M.C., Con himself being still
-unable to put pen to paper.
-
-Mr. Grant, however, wrote with a clerkly hand, and Alma came to know
-it well and to like it. The words were Con’s own for the most part,
-but the writer occasionally appended as postscript a few remarks of
-his own, always hopeful and encouraging, but neither of them at any
-time gave any clue to the nature of these troublesome wounds which
-prevented the sufferer using his pen.
-
-And this worried Alma not a little. She enquired as to them more than
-once but received no explicit answers, and the matter began to get
-somewhat on her nerves.
-
-Fortunately they were almost run off their feet at the hospital, and
-with the certainty that Con was at all events alive she devoted herself
-heart and soul to her patients, and that left her small time for her
-own personal anxieties.
-
-Lois missed Uncle Tony dreadfully. Her assiduous care of him had
-occupied her mind and kept her thoughts off her own troubles. Her eyes
-were opened to the strange guise in which blessings are sometimes
-vouchsafed to us.
-
-But now that Uncle Tony was gone her fears for Ray loomed larger and
-larger. She envied Alma her over-hard work and her knowledge of the
-worst. For herself--in spite of herself--she lived in constant fear,
-and cast about for some engrossing work that should constrain her mind
-in other directions.
-
-She spent much time on her knees these days,--when not bodily, still
-in heart. And she came to recognise, as never before, the wonderful
-applicability of the Psalms to all the affairs of human life,
-especially to those who are in trouble and fearful of the future. She
-could hardly open her Bible at the Psalms without coming straight on
-some verse that might have been written for herself and the times. Even
-the damnatory passages satisfactorily fulfilled her desires, since they
-obviously applied to the Germans, against whom, as the causers of all
-the trouble and the imperillers of what she held dearest, her feelings
-grew ever more bitter.
-
-The terrible waste of humanity’s best, this all-superfluous sorrow
-thrust upon a world which never lacked for sorrows, the inhuman
-savagery of this new German warfare, the impossibility, as it seemed
-to her, of any single man coming out alive, from the inferno of shot
-and shell described by the papers, and those awful casualty lists,--all
-these lay heavy on her soul in spite of all her utmost efforts after
-hope and faith.
-
-“Alma was right. I must get to work or I shall go mad,” she said to
-herself.
-
-And after consultation with Auntie Mitt and her mother, they decided,
-with an eye to Uncle Tony’s wishes in the matter, to offer the
-hospitality of Oakdene to the War Office for any wounded they chose to
-send, either officers or privates.
-
-In due course an official came down, inspected the premises, indicated
-the necessary preparations, and presently the house was as busy as a
-hive with the ordered doings of ten wounded officers and four nurses
-in charge. And in face of the actual and urgent necessities of these
-warmly-welcomed guests, neither Lois nor Auntie Mitt nor Mrs Dare had a
-spare moment to waste on their own anxieties and fears.
-
-
-
-
-XXIX
-
-
-Ray Luard was sitting on a barrel in a little station in the north-west
-of France, watching his men unload railway trucks, when he received the
-news of Uncle Tony’s death.
-
-An escort just returned from Head-Quarters had brought up the belated
-mail, and glancing quickly at the envelopes, he hurriedly opened the
-one in Lois’s handwriting, with a tightening of the lips at its narrow
-black edging.
-
-He was not altogether unprepared. In spite of the Colonel’s desire
-that word of his illness should not add to his nephew’s already mighty
-anxieties, they had not judged it right to keep him entirely in the
-dark.
-
-“Dear old chap!” murmured Ray to himself, as the news broke on him.
-“Well ... he did his duty and died for his country as surely as any
-of the rest of us.... (Steady there, boys, or some of you will be
-getting smashed!)... But they’ll miss him terribly.... I wish this
-cursed business was all over.... Lois is Lady Luard ... I wonder how
-she feels about it. I’ll bet she nearly had a fit when the first person
-called her that. And I bet that would be Auntie Mitt. She’s the one for
-giving folks their proper titles. (“Knock off for a quarter-of-an-hour,
-Mac!”--to his Sergeant. “That’s heavy work.”) Well, well!--Lady
-Luard!--and a sweeter one there never could be. Damn this business! It
-_would_ be rough luck to be knocked out right on top of this. However,
-Lois is all right. That’s one comfort.”
-
-He looked lean and fit. Since Lois watched them swing away to the
-skirling of the pipes at Watford, they had travelled far, though at the
-present moment they were nearer home than they had been any time this
-month or more.
-
-They had had a triumphal passage down the Solent, greeted by cheers and
-whistles from all the neighbouring boats, which at once blunted the
-edge of the parting from England and put a still finer point to their
-patriotic zeal. Some of them, they knew,--perhaps many of them--would
-never see the green cliffs of Wight again. But they were there on
-highest service, and their hearts were strong and their spirits
-above normal. They had gone first to Le Mans, then to Villeneuve St
-Georges, and finally to Paris--such a different Paris from all Ray’s
-recollections of it!--and yet in some ways a greater Paris than he had
-ever known it. It was no longer the city of gaiety and light, but the
-heart of a nation travailing in the birth of a new soul.
-
-France and Britain had had to fall back before the tumultuous rush
-of the better-prepared German hosts,--from Mons to Le Cateau,--to St
-Quentin,--to La Fère,--to Compiégne,--to Chantilly,--very near Paris
-now. But there the quarry turned and hurled itself at its pursuers. The
-hunters became the hunted and were forced back to the Marne, across
-the Ourcq, to the Aisne. And it was while this was going on that the
-Scottish came to Paris for the cheer and satisfaction of its citizens.
-
-Bit by bit, each to prevent the other overlapping and outflanking,
-the hostile lines had spread further and further towards the coast.
-From the banks of the Aisne, by way of Soissons and Compiégne and
-Amiens to St Omer, General French’s eagle-eyed prevision had swept the
-British forces round behind the French lines to that north-west corner
-of France where Calais lay all open to the invader. From the north
-came Sir Henry Rawlinson, with the 7th Division and the 3rd Cavalry
-Division, covering the retreat of the gallant but exhausted Belgian
-Army from the neighbourhood of Antwerp, and held the wolves at bay till
-the gap by the coast at Nieuport was closed and the long line locked
-tight from the sea right round to Belfort in the east.
-
-But, so far, the duties of the London Scottish, onerous and important
-as they had been, had not taken them into the actual fighting line.
-They were drawing nearer and nearer to it, however, and were all
-looking forward with keen anticipation and the very natural desire
-to be the first Territorials actually in the mêlée alongside their
-comrades of the regular army.
-
-They had acted as body-guard to Sir John French; they had served as
-military police and as railway-porters. And they had done everything
-required of them, no matter how unpleasant or how different from their
-usual avocations, with the zest of men whose souls had risen to the
-great occasion.
-
-They had handled mountains of stores, and guns and ammunition, and
-convoys of wounded and prisoners, and had buried many dead.
-
-They had travelled in cattle-trucks and on loaded coal-waggons. They
-had slept in stations and barns and caves of the earth. They had left
-all their kits behind them at Southampton and possessed only what they
-carried on their backs. They had washed when they could, and shaved
-whenever opportunity offered.
-
-They had stood-by ready to go anywhere and do anything for anybody at
-any moment. All of which had always so far petered out many miles to
-the rear of the fighting, though they had more than once come within
-sound of the guns. But it had all been to the good. They gained new
-experiences every day; they grew hard and fit under the taxing work,
-and each day now was bringing them nearer to that for which they had
-left home and friends and all that had hitherto made life worth living.
-And not a man of them but was glad to be there.
-
-Ray had wondered much what it would actually feel like to be in a
-red-hot fight. It had seemed at first as though modern fighting must
-always be at long range, with no slightest chance of seeing what killed
-you, or of hitting back except at a venture, the results of which
-you could not see, and they were all agreed that this was a most
-unsatisfactory and unsportsmanlike style of business. But, from all
-they could hear, things were changing in most amazing fashion and there
-had even been bayonet-work and actual hand-to-hand fighting.
-
-The huge German shells, which dug holes big enough to bury an omnibus
-in, were diabolical, but apparently they did less mischief than might
-have been expected, and one even got used to them to the point of
-giving them sporty nick-names and treating them with contempt.
-
-He wondered how he and the rest would comport themselves when the time
-came. They were fine fellows all, but new at the actual red game of
-killing and being killed, and it was bound to be terribly trying--the
-first time at all events. He hoped they would bear themselves well and
-come through it with credit.
-
-Any moment they might be ordered to the front. Rumour had it that there
-was terrific pressure against our long-drawn-out line in places. The
-Germans wanted to get to Calais and seemed determined to hack their way
-through at any cost. Well, if it lay with the Old Scottish they would
-make that cost heavy or they would know the reason why.
-
-He thought constantly, in sub-conscious fashion, while his mind was
-actually dealing promptly and clearly with the inevitable kinks in the
-day’s work, of them all at home, especially of Lois. “Lady Luard!”--he
-murmured to himself again, as he sat on his barrel in the station.
-Yes, it would be a little harder still to leave it all before he had
-even greeted her in her new estate. But her future was at all events
-secured. He had made his will before leaving, and old Benfleet had it
-safely stowed away in his big safe. And, after all, every man in a
-regiment was not wiped out as a rule, however hot the fighting.
-
-When at last the job on which he was engaged was finished, he knocked
-his men off, got them bucketsful of hot coffee and dashed it with rum,
-since it had come on to rain and they were all very damp. Then he
-saw them safely into the old barracks allotted to them as sleeping
-quarters, made his way back to the station, and took possession of an
-empty first-class carriage, scribbled a brief note to Lois,--scrappy
-little letters they were, in pencil, and the paper at times got soiled,
-but she valued them more than jewels of price,--and then he lay down
-and was sound asleep in two minutes.
-
-Their time seemed to have come the next afternoon. Orders came to move
-forward at three o’clock. Rumour, with a score of tongues, was on
-the ramp. Kitchener had sent word that they were not to go into the
-firing-line. Hard-pressed Generals all round were clamouring for them.
-Half-a-dozen other Territorial Regiments were coming up and they were
-all to go on together. They were not wanted. They were badly wanted.
-The So-and-Sos had been practically wiped out. And the Etceteras had
-had to fall back before three whole army-corps.
-
-At half-past four, motor-buses by the score came rolling up--from
-Barnes and Putney, from Cricklewood and Highgate,--and the old
-familiar look of them made them all feel almost at home. There were no
-conductors, no tickets, no tinkling bell-punches. Everything was free
-on the road to death. They climbed on board and whirled away between
-the poplar trees, over roads that were cobbled in the centre only and
-all the rest mud. Now and again a bus would swerve from dead-centre and
-skid down into the mud and have to be shoved bodily back into safety.
-Now and again one would succumb to such unusual experiences, and its
-occupants would storm the next that came along and crush merrily in on
-top of its already full load.
-
-But whatever their actual feelings--and when did a Scot ever show his
-actual feelings?--they treated it all as the best of jokes, and sang
-and laughed and chaffed as though it were a wedding they were going to.
-And so indeed it was, the greatest wedding of all--the wedding of Life
-and Death on the Field of Duty, whose legitimate offspring is Glory and
-Honour--of this world or the next.
-
-Not one of them there, I suppose, though they bore themselves so
-cheerfully, had any desire for fighting for fighting’s sake. They were
-men of peace,--lawyers, barristers, students, merchants, clerks. They
-had come away from comfortable homes and good prospects. They had left
-parents and wives, lovers and friends, at the highest Call Life’s
-bugles sound for any man. They did well to be merry while they might.
-It is better to be merry than to mope, though your name be cast for
-death while the laugh is on your lips. They laughed and joked, but the
-White Fire burned within them. They were answering The Call.
-
-It was the longest ride any of them had ever had in a Putney bus,
-and those on top got very wet, as it rained hard all night. They
-were dumped down, in the raw of the morning just before daybreak, at
-the pretty little town of Ypres, in Belgium, and rejoiced greatly at
-the feel of solid earth under their feet once more. They crowded for
-shelter into the Cathedral, into the station, into cover wherever they
-could find it, and in time they got something to eat.
-
-In the morning they marched out to a wood, where a British battery was
-hard at work and German shells came whistling back in reply. And all
-the way along the road wounded men were passing in an endless stream to
-the rear, while the shot and shell from other British batteries hurtled
-over their heads, and not far away was the rattle of heavy musketry
-firing.
-
-There was less light-hearted laughter now and little joking,--just one
-jerked out now and again as outlet for over-strain. But most of the
-clean-shaven faces were tense and hard-set, for this looked like the
-real thing and Death was in the air.
-
-Then it was found that they were not needed there, and as the German
-shells seemed to have a quite uncanny tendency in their direction, they
-were ordered back into the town.
-
-And presently, about nightfall, their motor-buses came rolling up
-again and carried them off to the little village of St Eloi, and the
-sounds of heavy fighting drew nearer.
-
-The village seemed deserted, so they took possession and made
-themselves as comfortable as the big guns and their big thoughts would
-permit. To-morrow, they knew, must surely see them into it and the
-thought was sobering.
-
-Rations were issued and tongues were loosed again, but conversation was
-spasmodic and joking somewhat at a discount. They were all very tired;
-to-morrow would be a heavy day, and one by one they fell asleep--for
-some of them the last sleep they were to know. And Ray, finishing a
-hasty scribble to Lois, lay down also and slept as soundly as any.
-
-They were up with the dawn, and rations and more ammunition were served
-out. Ray managed to get a rifle and bayonet and found the feel of them
-comforting. Nothing but a revolver--and a dirk in his stocking--had
-made him feel very naked and unprotected when bullets would be flying.
-Now he felt very much more his own man, and ready to repay in kind
-anything that came his way, except “coal-boxes” and shrapnel which were
-beyond arguing with.
-
-They moved on to another small village--Messines,--where there was a
-large convent, and not far away, a pumping-mill. The pumping-mill began
-to turn as soon as they showed face, and instantly German shells began
-falling thickly about them.
-
-Then came the final order to fling themselves into a gap between a
-regiment of Hussars on the right and of Dragoons on the left, to dig
-themselves in as close to the enemy as possible, and hold them at all
-costs. There was an unprotected spot there, and the keen-eyed Germans
-had spied it and were heading for it in a torrential rush.
-
-“Forward, boys! And Steady! Scottish!--Strike sure!”--and they were
-into it up to the neck.
-
-It was a magnificent demonstration of mind over matter. These boys, who
-had never faced red hell before, went in, keen-faced, tight-lipped,
-tensely-tuned to Death and Duty. All their long training, all their
-hardening and hardships, all that mattered in this world and the next
-centred for every man of them into this mighty moment, this final fiery
-trying of their faith and courage.
-
-And neither failed them. It might have been Wimbledon Common with the
-canteen and lunch awaiting them in the hollow behind the old Windmill,
-so calm and steady was their advance, so admirably calculated their
-extended order.
-
-For a quarter of a mile or so the shells which were pulverising the
-village behind passed over their heads. Then came an open field swept
-by heavy rifle-fire and machine-guns. One of the machine-guns was in a
-farmhouse on the left. Ray ordered bayonets and they tore across the
-field to stop it, yelling like wild Highland rievers.
-
-It was hot work and men were falling thick. They got to a hedge and
-along it to the house, but the Germans had bolted, and shells were
-raining in.
-
-Back to the cover of the hedge, where a ditch gave them time to
-breathe. And as they lay there panting, with their hearts going like
-pumps, they found the bushes thick with blackberries and they were
-mighty cooling to parched throats.
-
-But, presently, shells and the devilish machine-guns discovered them
-again, so they crawled along till they saw a haystack and made a rush
-for it, and lay down flat behind it as tight as sardines in a tin.
-Then, a short distance ahead, they saw a trench, and took their lives
-in their hands and dived into it and for the time being were safe.
-
-The trench was being held by regulars--Carabineers--and they gave the
-kilts most hearty welcome.
-
-“Hot hole, sir,” said a Sergeant cheerfully--though he put it very much
-more picturesquely.
-
-“Bit warmish,” Ray agreed. “What’s next on the menu?”
-
-“Just sit tight till it’s dark, and if they come on biff ’em back and
-tell ’em to keep to their own side. ---- ---- ---- ’em! They don’t
-seem to care a ---- how they get wiped.”
-
-“Germans are cheap to-day,” grinned another.
-
-“I ---- well wish some o’ their ---- officers would come on. I’m ’bout
-fed up plugging privates.”
-
-So they made themselves comfortable there, while the shells screamed
-overhead and shrapnel and bullets plugged into their modest earthwork.
-And surreptitiously they took stock of one another to see who was left.
-Many well-known faces were missing. Some they had seen go down in the
-rush. But there was always the hope that wounds might not be fatal.
-
-They scanned the ground they had covered. It was dotted with little
-heaps of hodden gray and their hearts went out to them. Some lay quite
-still. One raised his head slightly.
-
-“That’s Gillieson!” jerked Ray, and in a moment had crawled out of the
-trench and was worming his way to the fallen one.
-
-The others watched breathlessly, for a moment, then began to follow
-here and there, wherever a pitiful gray heap lay within possible reach.
-
-They dragged in a round dozen in this way, bound up their damages as
-well as they could with the little rolls of first-aid bandages stitched
-inside their tunics, gave them rum and water from their bottles, and
-rejoiced exceedingly over them without showing any slightest sign of it.
-
-All afternoon--and never surely was so long a day since Joshua stayed
-the sun while he smote the Amorites at Beth-horon--they lay in their
-trench with Death whistling shrilly overhead. They chatted with their
-new chums and got points from them, heard what had been doing, and
-learned what was to be done.
-
-And as soon as it was dark they all crept out over the front and
-forward, till word came to dig in and hold tight; and they dug for
-their lives as they had never dug in their lives before, with bullets
-singing over them in clouds, and the much-shelled village burning
-furiously on their right.
-
-It was hot work in every sense of the word and their bottles were
-empty. Someone collected an armful and crept along to a farmhouse in
-the rear to try for water. He came sprinting back in a moment with word
-that the place was full of Germans.
-
-A guffaw greeted his news as a number of their own kilties came running
-out towards them, waving their arms triumphantly. But there was
-something about them Ray did not like. They did not somehow look London
-Scottish to him. Perhaps it was their unweathered knees.
-
-“Who are you?” he shouted.
-
-“Scottish Rifles!”--with an accent that any Scot would have died rather
-than use.
-
-“Down them!” he yelled, and let fly himself, and the ‘Scottish Rifles’
-withered away, some to earth and some into the smoke.
-
-It was when they were well under cover and were congratulating
-themselves on being fairly safe--as things went!--that a burly figure
-nearly fell in on top of Ray as he crawled about behind his men.
-
-“Hello there?” he shouted.
-
-“London Scottish? You’re to clear out of here and fall back.”
-
-“What the deuce----” and then a star-shell blazed out in front, and
-Ray, raking him with one swift glance from his white knees upwards,
-plucked his feet from under him and brought him down into the trench in
-a guttural swearing heap.
-
-“Treacherous devils! There’s no end to their tricks.”
-
-He fingered the revolver at his belt, but he could not do it so. The
-fellow deserved it, but it felt too like murder.
-
-He kicked the recumbent one up on to his feet. They prodded him over
-the parapet in front, and as he started to run a dozen rifles cracked
-and he went down.
-
-These things, and the incessant rain of heavy shells which blew
-craters in the earth all about them, began to get on their nerves
-somewhat, but especially this masquerading of the enemy in their own
-uniform. It produced a feeling of insecurity all round and a diabolical
-exasperation.
-
-If for a second the storm, of which they seemed the centre, lulled,
-they heard the terrific din of battle on either side. Heavy fighting
-seemed going on all along the line.
-
-And soon after midnight came their hottest time of all. It looked as
-though the enemy had got word where the new raw troops were, and had
-decided that that would be the weakest spot, and so hurled his heaviest
-weight against them.
-
-“Here they come! Thousands of ’em!” shouted someone.
-
-The moon had come out and they could see that it was so. Ray had no
-time to think of Lois or anyone else. His whole being was concentrated
-on the dark masses rolling up against them. They had got to be stopped.
-He had no slightest idea of what depended on it. All he knew was that
-they had got to be stopped, though every man of themselves died for it.
-
-“Steady, boys, and give it them hot,” and they blazed away point blank
-into the serried ranks.
-
-They fell in heaps. The rest wavered and then came on. Ray saw a
-furious officer thrashing at them with his sword to urge them forward.
-He sighted him as though he had been a pheasant and the furious one
-fell. The rest came on--some of them. But the Scottish fire was
-excellent. The boys were strung to concert pitch. Flesh and blood could
-not stand their record rapid. The dark masses melted away.
-
-While they were still congratulating themselves a furious fusillade
-opened on them from one side,--Maxims, Ray judged,--and almost at the
-same moment came a volley from the rear. There seemed to be Germans all
-round them.
-
-“Bayonets! This way, boys!” and he tumbled up out of the trench and
-led the way against the assault from the rear. Obviously if they were
-surrounded that must be the way out.
-
-He stumbled on the rough ground and his rifle jerked out of his hand.
-The others thought he was done. But it was only a trip and he was up
-and off in a moment, leaving his rifle on the ground behind.
-
-He dashed on unarmed, the others yelling at his heels. In front a row
-of Germans was blazing away at them, the moonlight and the flash of the
-discharges playing odd tricks with the bristling line of bayonets.
-
-Ray felt himself horribly naked to assault again. But there was a wild,
-insensate rage in his heart against these men who were dropping his
-boys as they leaped and yelled behind him. He wanted to tear and rend,
-to smash them into the earth, to end them one and all.
-
-The wavering gleam of the bayonets was deadly close. He had tried to
-haul out his revolver as he ran. It was gone--his stumble had jerked it
-out of its case and broken the lanyard. But he had not played Rugger
-for nothing.
-
-At the very edge of the bristling line he hurled himself down and under
-it along the ground, plucked at the first stolid legs he could grab,
-and brought two heavy bodies down on top of him in a surprised and
-cursing heap. It helped to break the line too, and the boys were in on
-them in a moment, jabbing and stabbing and yelling like fiends out of
-the pit. They were all mad just then. It was their first actual taste
-of blood at close quarters, and it was very horrible. None of them
-cared very much to recall the actual details later on. But it had the
-desired effect. Such of the enemy as had any powers of locomotion left
-used them, and the panting Scots were for the moment masters of the
-field,--but the cost had been heavy. How heavy they did not yet fully
-know.
-
-The machine-gun on their flank had been rushed and was silent. Their
-rear seemed clear of the enemy. The Scottish picked up all they could
-find in the dark of their wounded and returned to their trench, and
-pounded away again at anything that showed in front. This, after the
-hot mêlée behind, was child’s play and it gave them time to recover
-themselves.
-
-In the dim light of the dawn they took stock again, grieved silently
-over their losses, and set their faces harder than ever to avenge them
-if the chance offered.
-
-And the chance came quickly. All along the front as far as they could
-see, the Germans came on again in dense gray masses,--hundreds to one,
-they seemed, and the prospect hopeless. There was only one thing to be
-done, and that was to make the enemy foot the bill beforehand and to
-make it as big a bill as possible. And the clips of cartridges snapped
-in merrily, and the gray ones in front went down in swathes, and Ray’s
-rifle barrel grew so hot that he flung it aside and looked about for
-another. And as he did so, he discovered with a shock that he and his
-handful were alone in the trench. The order had come to retire but had
-never got their length.
-
-“Give them blazes, boys!--then follow me!” he shouted, and they gave
-them a full minute of extra rapid, and then stooped and scurried along
-the trench as fast as they could go.
-
-Glancing about for cover in the rear, he saw a haystack a hundred yards
-away across the open.
-
-“There you are!” he panted, and started them off one after the other
-across the field, and followed himself last of all.
-
-“Miracles still happen,” he panted again, as they lay flat for breath
-behind the stack. “Never thought we’d manage it.”
-
-Further to the rear were farm buildings and a glimpse of hodden gray
-kilts hovering about. So, with a fresh stock of breath, and an amazing
-new hope of life, they dashed across one by one, with the bullets
-hailing past in sheets and ripping white splinters off a gate they had
-to go through.
-
-How any man got through alive, they never knew. But they did somehow.
-Only two men got hit. Ray, last man as a matter of duty, saw young
-MacGillivray just in front stagger suddenly and nearly fall. He slipped
-his arm through the boy’s with a cheery “Keep up!” and raced him into
-safety, and they bound him up so that he could go on.
-
-The other man got it in the shoulder just as he whirled through the
-gate. He made light of it, but they tied him up also and prepared for
-the next move.
-
-For the farm was after all only one stage on the road. There were
-Germans all round them, they were told, except for one possible opening
-in the rear. And that they instantly took. First, another minute of
-rapid-firing by every available man to give the enemy pause, then off
-through a wood, across a beet-field on which machine-guns were playing
-for all they were worth, across another field of mixed rifle and
-machine-gun fire, and so at last to a road up which British troops and
-guns and Maxims were racing to thrust a stopper into the gap.
-
-The Hodden-Grays just tumbled into the ditch behind the guns and
-thankfully panted their souls back. They were still alive--some of
-them! They could hardly realise it.
-
-Ray dropped his humming head into his folded arms as he lay full length
-on his face. The homely smell of earth and grass was like new life. He
-chewed some grass with relish. After the smoke and taste of blood it
-was delicious. To be alive after all that! It was amazing--incredible
-almost. He thought of Lois and thanked God fervently for them both.
-
-He did not know what they had done. He only knew that it had been a hot
-time and that somehow, by God’s grace, he was still alive. He hoped
-they had given a good account of themselves. They had certainly had to
-fall back--but in face of such tremendous odds it had been inevitable
-and he thought no one could blame them. Anyway they had done their
-best. But he felt just a trifle despondent about it all. Falling back
-was not a Scottish custom.
-
-He was sitting by the roadside smoking a cigarette to settle the jumpy
-feeling inside him and soothe his ruffled feelings, when the Adjutant
-came along.
-
-“You had a hot time, Luard.”
-
-“It was a trifle warm. They were too many for us, but we did the best
-we could under the circumstances.”
-
-“You did magnificently. The General said the Scottish had done what two
-out of three Regular Battalions would have failed to do. The Staff are
-saying they saved the situation last night.”
-
-“You don’t say so!” said Ray, cocking his bonnet, and feeling five
-times the man he was a minute before. “Well, I’m glad they appreciate
-us. You can always count on the Scottish doing its level best.”
-
-And later on came a telegram from Sir John French himself, conveying
-his “warmest congratulations and thanks for the fine work you did
-yesterday at Messines,”--and saying, “You have given a glorious lead
-and example to all Territorial troops who are going to fight in France.”
-
-So from that point of view all was as well as it possibly could be, and
-proud men were they who answered the roll-call at the edge of the wood.
-Dishevelled and torn and shaken,--and very sober-faced at the heavy
-tale of missing,--but uplifted all the same, with the knowledge that
-the record of the old corps had not suffered at their hands.
-
-They had a few days out of the firing line to let their nerves settle
-down and within a week were back in the trenches.
-
-
-
-
-XXX
-
-
-The news of the London Scottish charge at Messines, and their success
-in holding back the enemy at that time and point of terrific pressure,
-was made public by the Censor almost at once. And great was the
-jubilation at Head-Quarters and throughout the Second Battalion, and
-grievous the anxiety in many a home over the tardy casualty lists, for
-it was recognised that the losses must necessarily be heavy.
-
-Lois suffered only one day of acutest mental distress, thanks to Ray’s
-precious bits of pencilled notes, three of which--addressed to “Lady
-Luard”--arrived all together the day after the news was made known.
-
-But that one long day taught her to the full what long-drawn agonies
-thousands of other anxious hearts must be suffering until all the
-details were published.
-
-Ray’s latest note, scribbled by the roadside just after his elevating
-chat with the Adjutant, was very short and very scrawly in its writing.
-But it told that he was alive and that was all she cared for.
-
-“Can’t write much,” he said in it, “for my hand’s got the jumps yet.
-We’ve just come through hell and I haven’t a scratch. I live and
-marvel. God’s great mercy. They say we’ve done well. It was certainly
-hot. Going to have a bit off-time, I believe, and we need it. Keep your
-heart up. I can’t imagine anything worse than we’ve come through.”
-
-Noel and Gregor MacLean swelled visibly with pride in the prowess of
-their First Battalion,--so the girls asserted,--and certainly in their
-at-length-completed uniforms they looked unusually big and brawny and
-ready for anything.
-
-A draft was preparing for the front to fill up the gaps in the
-depleted First, and they enthusiastically put in for it. And, as they
-were about the two fittest men in the regiment, thanks to their own
-arduous preliminary training, they were accepted, and--again according
-to the girls--forthwith became so massive in their own estimation that
-it was as much as one’s place was worth for ordinary mortals to venture
-to address them.
-
-But the keenness of the draft for the front could not prevent a certain
-heaviness of heart in those at home. The very necessity and the urgency
-of the call induced forebodings as to the future. The First Battalion
-had made a record. The draft would be emulous to live up to it. Not one
-of them, as they helped the happy warriors in their preparations and
-kept strong and cheerful faces over it all, but felt that they were
-most likely parting with the boys for good, and that when the good-byes
-were said they might well be the last ones.
-
-Mrs Dare especially felt bruised to the heart’s core. Con gone, and
-lying wounded somewhere,--and undoubtedly sorely wounded, for they
-had never had a line from himself yet. Ray out there in the thick
-of it, and any moment might bring word of his death. And now Noel
-plunging into the mêlée with a joyous zest such as he had never shown
-for anything in life before. And Alma and Lois on the tenterhooks of
-ceaseless anxiety. It was a time that kept the women-folk much upon
-their knees, and their hearts welled with unuttered prayers as they
-went about their daily work.
-
-A time, however, that was not without its compensations. If anxieties
-filled the air, all hearts were opened to one another in amazingly
-un-English fashion. Men with whom Mr Dare had had no acquaintance, made
-a point of coming up to him and congratulating him on his son-in-law’s
-safety in that hot night at Messines.
-
-They expressed their sympathy in the matter of Con and hoped he
-would soon have better news, and spoke admiringly of Noel’s pluck in
-volunteering so speedily for the front.
-
-And everywhere Mrs Dare and Lois and the girls went it was the same.
-The frigid angularities of the British character were everywhere broken
-down. The touch of common feeling evoked a new spirit of national
-kinship. What touched one touched all. But in varying degree. Pleasant
-and helpful as it was to experience this new feeling of kindliness and
-sympathy in the air, the hearts most vitally affected alone knew how
-sorely the war was bruising them.
-
-But, as Alma said, whenever she could rush away from her patients for
-a breath of home, “Work is the only thing to keep one’s thoughts off
-one’s troubles, and it doesn’t pay to dwell on them. Here’s another
-letter from Robert Grant. He says Con is progressing and hints that
-there is a chance of his being exchanged as soon as he can travel. I do
-wish we could hear from himself, if it was only just a word. I can’t
-help fearing he’s more hurt than Mr Grant tells us.”
-
-“It’s a great comfort to know that he’s alive, my dear,” said Mrs Dare,
-“--when so many have gone for good.”
-
-“Oh, it is. I assure you I am grateful, Mother. And yet I can’t help
-longing for just that one word from himself. If he only signed his
-letters even, it would be something.”
-
-“We must be thankful for the smallest sparing mercy in these days. It
-seems incredible that any of them should come back alive when one reads
-the accounts of the fighting.”
-
-“I don’t believe it helps one to read about it,” said Lois, who had sat
-listening quietly.
-
-“I’m sure it doesn’t,” said Alma. “I’m glad to say I have very little
-time for reading. On the other hand one cannot help hearing our men
-talk about it, and perhaps that’s worse, for they were in the thick of
-it and know what they’re talking about. And, oh, if only the slackers
-and shirkers at home could hear how the others think of them! Their
-ears would tingle red for the rest of their lives. You hear pretty
-regularly from Ray, Lo?”
-
-“Every two or three days. I’ll get you his last ones,” and she slipped
-quietly away.
-
-“She is on the rack too,” said Mrs Dare with a sigh. “Any day may bring
-us ill news. I dread the postman’s ring. And in a few days Noel will be
-in it too. It’s hard on those who sit at home and wait.”
-
-“But the boys are just splendid,” said Alma cheerfully. “They’re doing
-their duty nobly. Just think how you, and we all, would have felt if
-Noel had kept out of it. Why, we couldn’t have held our heads up,
-Mother, and you know it.”
-
-“I know,” nodded Mrs Dare. “I try to look at it that way, but the other
-side will insist on being looked at also.”
-
-“If any of them never come back,--well, we know that they will be
-infinitely better off. They will have attained the very highest. No
-man can do more than give his life for his country, and these boys are
-giving themselves splendidly. I tell you my heart is in my throat at
-thought of it all whenever I meet a regiment in the street. I could
-cheer and cry at the same time. They are splendid!--splendid!--and
-you can see in their eyes and faces that they understand. War is very
-terrible, Mother, but I cannot help feeling that as a people we are on
-a higher level than we were six months ago. There’s a new and nobler
-spirit abroad.”
-
-“To think--that it had to come in such a way!”
-
-“That is one of the mysteries.”
-
-Lois came quietly in with her precious letters.
-
-“I envy you, dear,” said Alma, when she had read them. “Just one little
-precious scrawl like those would be worth more to me than all Mr
-Grant’s letters, glad as I am to get them.”
-
-“But you know Con is safe,” said Lois softly.
-
-“I have Mr Grant’s word for it, but I don’t know him from Adam. All
-I’ve been able to learn is that he was an R.A.M.C. man and was taken at
-the same time as Con. He is not a doctor, just one of the helpers.”
-
-“I think I would be glad to have Ray wounded and a prisoner--if it
-wasn’t very bad,” said Lois. “Though I’m sure he wouldn’t like to know
-I feel like that.”
-
-“And I----” began Mrs Dare. “No, it’s no good talking about it,” and
-then almost in spite of herself, she said what was in her mind. “I
-really cannot help feeling that if--if the worst had to come to any
-of them, it would be better to be killed outright than shattered and
-useless for life. Oh, it is terrible to think of. And so many will
-be----”
-
-“I would sooner have them back in pieces than not at all,” said Lois
-quickly.
-
-“So would I,” said Alma. “Half a man is better than no man when he’s
-all you’ve got. Especially when the other half has been given to his
-country. No, indeed! Let us get back all we can and be thankful.”
-
-They were kept very busy at Oakdene with their wounded. In search of
-extra help Mrs Dare had sent for Mrs Skirrow. But Mrs Skirrow had risen
-on the wings of the storm.
-
-She came, indeed, but it was only to explain why she could not come as
-formerly.
-
-“You see, mum, I got me ’ands as full as they’ll ’old at present. When
-I heard they was goin’ to billet some o’ the boys in Willstead, I says
-to myself, ‘That’s your ticket, Thirza Skirrow. Billeting’s your job.
-You’re a born billeter.’ So I did up my place a bit, and made it all
-nice an’ tidy and clean as a new pin. An’ I got four of ’em. Big lads
-too an’ they eats a goodish lot. But we get on together like a house
-afire. They calls me ‘Mother,’ an’ I makes thirty bob a week and me
-keep off ’em, and feeds ’em well too. It’s better’n charing an’ more to
-me taste, and it’s helping King and Country. An’ for me, I don’t mind
-how long it lasts.”
-
-“I’m glad you’ve been so sensible,” said Mrs Dare. “Perhaps you know of
-someone else who could lend us a hand?”
-
-“Know of plenty that’s needing it,--spite o’ the money they’re drawin’
-from Government. But most o’ them that could if they would’s too
-happy boozing in the pubs to do anything else. I’ll try and find you
-someone, mum, an’ if I can I’ll send her along--or bring her by the
-scruff.”
-
-“I hope you have good news of your own boys and Mr Skirrow.”
-
-“Never a blessed word, mum, not since they left. They’ll be all right,
-I reckon, or I’d heard about it. We’re not a family that worries much
-so long as things is goin’ right. They’ll look after themselves out
-there, wherever they are. And I’m doin’ me little bit at ’ome and quite
-’appy, thank ye, mum!” and Mrs Skirrow, looking very solidly contented
-with life, sailed away to buy in for her boys, and round up some help
-for Mrs Dare if she could lay hands on it.
-
-Out of that came the idea--already essayed in other parts of the
-country--of opening rooms where the wives of the men who had gone to
-the front could meet and talk, and spend their spare time in better
-surroundings than the public-houses offered. And another channel for
-helpful ministry, and another distraction from brooding thought, was
-opened to them.
-
-The boys were waiting in hourly expectation of orders to proceed to
-the front, in the highest of spirits, and with a gusto not entirely
-explicable to their womankind. By processes of severe elimination they
-had reduced their absolutely necessary baggage to official requirements
-and the restricted proportions of their new stiff green-webbing
-knapsacks. They were now going up and down each day in full campaigning
-kit, and looked, as Noel said, like blooming Father Christmases, so
-slung about were they with bulging impedimenta of all kinds. They
-looked bigger and burlier than ever,--‘absolutely massive,’ said Honor.
-
-Then at last the call came. They were to parade at Head-Quarters and
-remain there ready to go on at a moment’s notice.
-
-Farewells to the elders were said at home. Neither Mrs Dare nor Mrs
-MacLean would venture on them in public. Lois knew what it would be
-like, having been through it already, and she stayed with them. Auntie
-Mitt wept unashamedly, though she pretended it was only the beginning
-of a cold. And when they had gone, all four shut themselves up for a
-space in their bedrooms and betook themselves to their knees.
-
-Honor and Vic, however, went up with them to Head-Quarters, to see the
-impression they created in the trains with such loads on their backs,
-to share in their reflected glory, and to delay the parting by that
-much.
-
-And the impression was highly satisfactory to all concerned. For all
-minds were full still of the gallant work of the First Battalion at
-Messines, and all knew that these young stalwarts were off presently to
-fill the gaps. Appreciative glances followed their bumping progression
-in and out of trains and stations, and the girls really felt it an
-honour to be in such high company.
-
-At Head-Quarters they--being connected with the draft--were admitted to
-the floor of the house and found themselves in a bewildering maelstrom
-of circulating Scots.
-
-“I never saw so many bare knees in all my life,” whispered Vic.
-
-“Aren’t they all splendid?” said Honor, sparkling all over, but not
-referring entirely to brawny knees.
-
-And splendid they were, though there were many eyes that saw them
-but mistily--whereby they doubtless looked more splendid still. And
-obtrusive lumps had to be forcibly choked down many throats, as fathers
-and mothers, and sisters and other fellows’ sisters, tried their best
-to keep brave and cheerful faces while they watched--knowing only too
-well that they might be looking for the last time on the clear fresh
-faces and bright eyes and stalwart forms.
-
-It was dreadful to think that within a day or two these eager
-upstanding boys, with their swinging kilts and cocked bonnets and
-cheery looks, might be lying stiff and stark, rent into bloody
-fragments by German shells. It did not do to think of it.
-
-Honor and Vic went up into the gallery and watched the multifarious
-crowd below.
-
-“It makes me think of one of those colonies of ants you buy at Gamage’s
-in a glass case at Christmas,” murmured Vic. “I had one once, but the
-glass got broken and they all got out and got lost.... I suppose they
-all know what they’re supposed to be doing, but they’re awfully like
-those ants pushing about every which way----”
-
-“They’ll get out soon. But I hope they’ll not get lost,” said Honor,
-with a glimpse of the chill foreboding.
-
-“Do you know, Nor, those boys walk quite differently since they got
-their kilts,” said Vic, as they watched their two down below.
-
-“I know. They fling out their toes with a kind of free kick as though
-the world was at their feet. See that man--he does it beautifully. He’s
-a sergeant or something. He looks as if he’d done it all his life.”
-
-“It’s rather like the way cats walk on wet grass,” said Vic.
-
-And then, suddenly, sharp words of command down below,--the floor
-cleared as if by magic of all but the draft for the front, and they
-formed up in two long lines, and a General came along and inspected
-them and said a few cheery words to them.
-
-The girls thrilled at the general silence, the concentration on the
-draft. They watched their two absorbedly, and to both it came right
-home with almost overwhelming force that the parting that was upon them
-might well be the final one. They would march proudly away with their
-swinging kilts and skirling pipes, and then--they might never see them
-again.
-
-“Look at their faces!” whispered Honor. “Are those two really our boys?”
-
-“They’re ours right enough. That’s their fighting-face. They’re
-splendid.”
-
-More words of command, they formed up in fours, the big doors swung
-open, the pipes shrilled a merry tune, and with heavy tread of ordered
-feet they passed out into the gray November day.
-
-“Are they going?” gasped Honor, and turned to follow.
-
-“Only to Central Hall,” said a Second Battalion man who was leaning
-on the rail alongside them. “They’re to come back here for lunch
-presently. They’ll go on later,--that is if they go on to-day at all.
-Somebody was saying the transports aren’t ready.”
-
-“They say there’s a German submarine dodging about the Channel waiting
-for them,” said another next to him.
-
-“This place breeds a fresh rumour every five minutes on an average.
-You’re never sure of anything till it’s happened.”
-
-So the girls waited hopefully, and criticised the setting of the tables
-down below by obviously ’prentice hands; and in due course they were
-rewarded by the draft marching in again, without kits this time, and
-they all sat down at the tables and ate and drank in apparently jovial
-humour.
-
-But to the girls, subdued in spirit somewhat by the pertinacious
-intrusion of the future possibilities which took advantage of this
-long-drawn farewell, the rough-and-ready banquet had in it something of
-the solemn and portentous,--something indeed of a sacrament, though the
-apparently jovial ones down below did not seem to regard it so. It was
-a farewell feast. It was hardly possible that all those stalwart diners
-would return. And as their eyes wandered over them, returning oftenest
-to their own two, they wondered who would be taken,--who left to return
-to them.
-
-“I couldn’t eat to save my life,” said Vic.
-
-“Nor I. And I don’t believe they’re eating much either. They’re just
-pretending to.”
-
-When the feasting was over the place became a maelstrom again, with
-much hearty wringing of hands, and good lucks, and good wishes, and
-parting gifts of plethoric boxes of matches and cigars and cigarettes.
-And then they were all formed up into two long lines again, and the
-girls sped down the narrow stone staircases to be near them at the last.
-
-They were just in time to march alongside their own two as far as the
-Central Hall, but it was only when the hodden-gray mass was slowly
-making its way down the dark stairway that they had the chance to speak.
-
-“We’ve got to sleep in this hole to-night, they say,” said Noel.
-“Rotten!”
-
-“When do you think you’ll go?” asked Honor.
-
-“Dear knows. We never know anything till we’re doing it.”
-
-“We shall come up in the morning to see if you’re still here.”
-
-“That’ll be nice. But don’t bother!”
-
-“We may be here for days,” said Gregor. “We’ve got used to hanging on
-and waiting orders. It’s the weariest part of the work.”
-
-“Well, we’ll keep on coming up till you go. We’d like to see the last
-of them, wouldn’t we, Vic?--I mean,” with a quick little catch of the
-breath that nearly choked her, “the last till you come back.”
-
-“Rather! You see, we wouldn’t be sure you really had gone unless we saw
-it with our own eyes.”
-
-“Think we’d bolt?--Or want to get rid of us?” grinned Noel.
-
-“Oh--neither. Just to know, you know.”
-
-And then the boys had to go below, and the girls went away home, and
-hardly spoke a word all the way.
-
-They went up again next day and found the draft still standing-by in
-huge disgust at the delay.
-
-And again the next day--and the next,--and the next; and each time
-found the boys growling louder and deeper.
-
-“Got us out of Head-Quarters and forgotten us, the bally idiots!”
-was Noel’s opinion. “You might just trot round and ask ’em what they
-jolly well mean by it. Tell ’em we’re not going to put up with it much
-longer.”
-
-“All going to desert for a change,” said Gregor. “It’s a sight harder
-work than fighting.”
-
-Then one morning when the girls arrived at the Hall it was lonely and
-deserted. The draft had gone.
-
-“Just as well, maybe,” said Honor philosophically, when she had got
-her face quite straight again. “I believe I should have cried at the
-last, and I hate crying in public.”
-
-“Crying’s no good,” said Vic valiantly. “I’m glad they’re away at last.
-It was beginning to tell on all of us.”
-
-
-
-
-XXXI
-
-
-For a week after that hot night at Messines the Hodden-Grays had a
-fairly easy time, and they deserved and needed it.
-
-They marched back to Bailleul and found billets in the farmhouses round
-about, and there they had the chance to clean up and refit, to recover
-themselves generally, and to grieve over their heavy losses,--though
-you would not have thought it, perhaps, by the look of them.
-
-Simply to be sleeping once more beyond the reach of sudden death was a
-mental tonic, and its effects showed quickly in a universal bracing up
-to concert-pitch and anything more that might be required of them.
-
-The pressure on their special front was still heavy and continuous,
-however, and the end of the week’s holiday saw them back in the
-fighting-line, with their hearts set dourly on paying back some of the
-heavy score if opportunity offered.
-
-They were moved from point to point, but finally settled down in a
-wood, the trees of which, so much as was left of them, told their own
-grim story of fiery flagellations. The German trenches were in the same
-wood about three hundred yards away but were invisible on account of
-fallen tree-tops and branches.
-
-There Ray’s company remained for five whole days, shelled incessantly
-and so harassed with attacks between times that rest was impossible,
-and through sheer strain and weariness their nerves came nigh to
-snapping. But they held tight and slogged on, and longed for relief and
-a heavenly night’s rest out of the sound and feel of bursting shells.
-
-Even well-seasoned regulars--and they had a very crack battalion on
-their left--found it overmuch of a bad thing, and some got ‘batty
-in the brain-pan,’ as Ray put it in his letters to Lois, and had
-to be sent back to hospital. It was amazing that men accustomed to
-experiences so different could stand it. But they did, and held their
-own with the best, and suffered much.
-
-The weather was horrible. Some days it poured without ceasing. At night
-the rain turned to hail, and they had fierce gales which brought the
-remnants of the wood down on their heads, so that between whirling hail
-and falling branches they could not see five yards ahead. They were
-soaked to the skin and chilled to the bone all day and all night, and
-the only thing that kept them alive was the incessant attacks of the
-German hordes which had to be beaten back at any price,--and were.
-
-But it was bitter hard work and only possible by reason of urgent and
-final necessity. Never were more grateful men on this earth when at
-last the reliefs came up, and they trudged off through nine inches of
-mud to a village in the rear where they got hot tea,--the first hot
-thing they had had for a week.
-
-Then followed a short spell in the reserve trenches, which were full of
-water and still subject to shell-fire, but just a degree less racking
-than the actual fighting-line in as much as the enemy could not get at
-them without ample warning.
-
-Still, they were ‘standing-by’ all the time, ready to supplement the
-front at any moment, so there was little rest and constant strain. They
-dozed at times, sitting in the mud and more than half frozen with the
-bitter cold. Their sopping clothing stuck clammily to their chilled
-skins. They dreamed of beds and hot baths, and now and again they fed
-on bully beef and bread and jam, washed down with hot tea laced with
-rum, and blessed the commissariat which did its level best for them
-under very trying circumstances.
-
-Then at last,--since human nature can stand only a certain considerable
-amount of affliction without being the worse for it, and they had done
-their utmost duty and had about reached the limit--they were ordered
-to the rear for a proper rest, and right gladly they took the muddy
-road and left the sound of the guns behind them.
-
-There followed a few days of recuperative rest, interrupted only, but
-more than once, by orders to ‘stand-by’ to reinforce the front, which
-was enduring much tribulation from overwhelming odds. The front held
-firm, however, and their tension relaxed again.
-
-They cleaned themselves up and did some parades and route marches to
-keep their muscles from cramping, and then, one heavenly day, Ray,
-hearing that the officers of other battalions were getting short leave
-for home, put in for the same, and got it, and twelve hours later
-walked up the drive at Oakdene and Lois rushed out and flung herself
-into his arms.
-
-
-
-
-XXXII
-
-
-What a home-coming that was!
-
-They counted him almost as one returned from the dead, and Mrs Dare and
-Lois could hardly let him out of their sight for a moment. He was gift
-of the gods and prized accordingly.
-
-And they talked and talked, though of course it was Ray who did most
-of the talking, and held them spell-bound and shivering with the mere
-telling of the things he had seen.
-
-Auntie Mitt suspended her work to gaze at him with eyes like little
-saucers, and finally expressed the opinion that it sounded worse even
-than the Crimea.
-
-“And you saw nothing of the boys?” asked Honor disappointedly.
-
-“They hadn’t arrived when I left. General opinion is that they’ve got
-mislaid en route, but they’ll probably have turned up by the time I get
-back. We’re needing them badly to make up our strength. Losses were
-very heavy at Messines, and there’s a certain wastage going on all the
-time, of course.”
-
-“Wastage indeed!” sighed Mrs Dare, thinking of her own. “You speak as
-if they were no more than goods and chattels, Ray. Every wasted one
-means a sore sore heart at home.”
-
-“I know, Mother dear. One gets to speak of it so. War is horribly
-callousing. If it were not no man could stick it out. But we think of
-them differently, I assure you, and nothing is left undone that we can
-do for them. You’ve heard from the boys, of course.”
-
-“We’ve had several letters, just hasty scraps----”
-
-“That’s all one has time for, and we’re not allowed to say much, you
-see.”
-
-“How long can it possibly go on, do you think?”
-
-“I can’t imagine how it’s ever going to come to an end. You see they’re
-dug in and we’re dug in, and neither of us can make any advance. Seems
-to me an absolute stalemate and as if it might go on so for ever.”
-
-“How awful to think of!” said Vic. “Can’t you get round them somehow
-and turn them out of their holes?”
-
-“We haven’t a quarter enough men. That’s why it’s been so rough on
-those that were there. We can beat them at fighting any day, even at
-three to one odds, but they outnumber us many times more than that.
-How’s Kitchener’s new lot getting on?”
-
-“They’ve come in splendidly, and they’re working hard and look very
-fit--those that have got their uniforms. The rest look like convicts,
-but they’ll be all right when they’re decently dressed.”
-
-“Well, I tell you,--we want every man of them, and as quickly as
-possible. Our long thin line is terribly pressed, and our losses are
-heavier in consequence. It’s rough on the nerves, you see. One day in
-and one day out of the trenches would be all right. But five days and
-nights on end is a bit tough. Lots have been invalided home almost
-dotty with the strain.”
-
-He had a great time and savoured every second of it. He had hot baths
-till he felt respectable, and got a cold in the head as a consequence,
-and went up and had a Turkish bath in town and thought of the icy water
-of the trenches as he sat in the hottest room.
-
-He went up to Head-Quarters, and saw the new chiefs there and some old
-chums who had been unable for various good reasons to go out with the
-rest.
-
-But most of his time he spent with Lois--golden hours which both felt
-might possibly be the last.
-
-Three days later he was back at Brigade Head-Quarters, and one of the
-first things he saw was Noel Dare kicking a fine goal in a game of
-soccer, Draft _v._ Veterans, and Gregor MacLean, who was better at golf
-than at footer, cheering him for all he was worth.
-
-They all three forgathered when the game was over and the crowd had
-finished booing the referee, and Noel, in the pride of his goal and
-brimful of youthful eagerness, broke out, “I say, Sir Raglan, can’t
-you get them to get a move on? We chaps came out to fight and we’ve
-done nothing yet but play footer and route-march. It’s almost as bad as
-being at home.”
-
-“You wait till you get five days and nights in the trenches, my son,
-with water up to your knees and the rest of you nothing but mud, and
-you’ll be wishing you were back here having a holiday.”
-
-“Bet you I won’t! We’re just aching to have a slap at those beastly
-Boches, aren’t we, Greg?”
-
-“Rather!--Sickening, hanging about round here.”
-
-“You’ll find war’s mostly hanging about round somewhere, with an
-occasional scrap thrown in, and overmany shells all the time. You get
-used to them, of course, but you’ll come to be grateful to get away
-from the sound of them for a bit.”
-
-“Everybody all right at home?” asked Noel. “Suppose you got a sight of
-them!”
-
-“Yes, I got all the sight of them I could cram into the time. They were
-all first rate, but full of anxieties for all of us. I suppose you
-write now and again.”
-
-“Oh, occasionally. But you see there’s really been nothing to tell them
-so far.”
-
-“You can’t write often enough to please your mothers. They’re feeling
-it sorely.”
-
-The days dragged on and found them still ‘fooling about,’ as Noel put
-it,--footer, route-marches, parades, alarm-parades, church-parades,
-an occasional sudden order to ‘stand-by’ in case of need, now and
-again a bit of musketry-drill, and some educational manœuvering and
-trench-digging. But it was all very far short of what the fire-eating
-newcomers had looked forward to, and strung themselves up to, and felt
-very much let down through the lack of.
-
-Then they heard the King was coming to have a look at them, and they
-were set to scraping a foot or so of the surface mud off the road so
-that his motor should be able to get through somehow.
-
-And they did it merrily enough. It was a change anyway and all in the
-day’s work. But, said Noel,
-
-“Hanged if I ever expected to get down to road-scraping. I feel like
-one of the old duffers that pretend to sweep the roads at home, with
-W.U.C. in brass letters on their caps, and mouch about most of the time
-with their brooms over their shoulders.”
-
-The King duly came and went, which passed one day, and they had more
-drills, new double-company drills, more route-marches, more parades,
-and came at last to doubt if any real fighting was to the fore at all.
-
-The news of Admiral Sturdee’s sinking of the German Fleet off the
-Falklands cheered them up, and later on came word of the bombardment of
-Scarborough and Whitby, and they were inclined to think that would help
-Kitchener in his recruiting.
-
-It rained most days and they got accustomed to the constant living
-in wet clothes. And rumour, as of old, had fine times of it--a fresh
-’cert’ each day, but the most persistent and long-lived that they were
-presently to go to Egypt;--at which Master Noel growled, “Rotten luck!”
-
-They were constantly ‘standing-by,’ hopeful that it meant business at
-last, but the order was always cancelled and they stayed where they
-were.
-
-Then, right in the middle of a game of footer, peremptory orders came
-and they were really off at last, full of fight and jubilant at the
-prospect of fresh fame for the Battalion in the near future.
-
-And presently Noel and Gregor found themselves in a real
-fighting-trench, with mud and water almost up to their knees, and the
-roaring of big guns and the rattle of musketry somewhere on in front.
-
-It was a reserve trench, and between them and the enemy the front line
-men were doing their best to retake a trench that had been lost, and
-behind them were several companies in support, so that the new men
-were as yet in no great danger.
-
-They felt terribly warlike and anxious to get at them. Huge shells came
-hurtling through the darkness and exploded all too close, with terrific
-noises and ghastly blasts of lightning.
-
-“Bully!” jerked Noel, with his teeth set tight. “Bit of the real thing
-at last, old Greg! Wonder when we do anything?”
-
-“It’s dam damp to the feet,” said Gregor. “I’d jolly well like a run to
-get warm.”
-
-There was no chance of a run just then, but presently they were all
-ordered out into the open to dig a new trench, and the Germans sent up
-star-shells and found them out and gave it them hot.
-
-Bullets pinged past them and over them like clouds of venomous insects
-swept along by a gale. Shrapnel burst with vicious claps over their
-heads. Life seemed impossible and yet to their surprise they lived,
-and, whatever their private feelings, the new men stuck valiantly to
-their work and dug for dear life.
-
-Noel and Gregor were alongside one another delving like navvies, while
-sweat and shivers chased one another up and down their backs which felt
-horribly naked to damage.
-
-“Keep as low as you can, boys,” was their lieutenant’s order, as he
-paced the line behind, preaching better than he practised.
-
-“Navvies,” jerked Noel, through his teeth to Gregor, so strung up
-with it all that he must speak or burst. “Just jolly old navvies and
-grave-diggers and road-scrapers! That’s what we are, my son.”
-
-And then--a gasp alongside him, and a groan, and Gregor was down.
-
-“Greg, old man! What’s it?” and he was down on his knees beside him.
-But Gregor did not speak.
-
-Noel rose and hauled him up into his arms and began to stagger back
-with his burden towards the rear. A machine-gun somewhere on the flank
-opened on them. A hail of bullets swept into them. They both went down
-with a crash.
-
-“Stretchers here!” shouted the lieutenant, and then fell himself in a
-crumpled heap.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Let Ray’s letter tell the rest.
-
-Lois had rushed to meet the postman, as they used to do at The Red
-House, but never so eagerly as now.
-
-He handed her the letters with a grin. He wished all the houses he
-went to had a similar practice. It made him feel himself a universal
-benefactor.
-
-It was sleeting and the letters were sprinkled with drops--like tears.
-Lois picked out her own special, tossed the rest--none of which were of
-the slightest consequence compared with this one--onto the table in the
-breakfast-room and sped upstairs. She always read Ray’s letters first
-in sanctuary.
-
-She sliced it open very neatly, for even envelopes from the front
-were precious. And then as she glanced over it, with eyes trained and
-quickened to the vitalities, her face blanched and her lips tightened,
-and then the tears streamed down without restraint.
-
- “LOIS DEAREST,
-
- I have bad news for you, but you will bear it bravely and help
- the mothers. Our two dear lads are gone. They were doing their
- duty nobly and their end was quick and I believe painless,--a
- grand death for any man to die.
-
- They were trenching at the front on Tuesday night with the
- rest. The Germans located them in the dark by star-shells
- and directed a heavy fire on them. I was sent to order them
- to withdraw as the enemy had crept up on the flank with
- machine-guns. I met bearer-parties coming in and they said
- casualties were pretty heavy. One stretcher I passed as I
- returned had two bodies on it, and one of the bearers explained
- that they found them locked together like that. ‘This one
- had been trying to carry the other, I reckon,’ he said, and I
- flicked my torch on them and found to my great grief that it
- was Noel and Gregor. Gregor had been shot dead and Noel had
- evidently been trying to get him to the rear.
-
- “We may not mourn overmuch. It is hard to lose the boys but it
- was a grand death to die. Gregor died for his country. Noel
- died for his friend as well.
-
- Break it to the mothers. It will be a sad task, but tell them
- how bravely the boys did their part. They were always cheerful
- and happy--anxious only to get to the real work for which they
- had prepared themselves so well.
-
- I am very well and fit and have not had a scratch so far. God
- be thanked, for both our sakes!...”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Break it to the mothers! What a task for any girl!
-
-She fell on her knees by the bed and buried her streaming face in her
-hands, and prayed for help for them all and especially for the mothers.
-
-Her own mother, she knew, would bear it bravely. She had many left. But
-poor Mrs MacLean!--her only one!--her all! And she ageing and frail.
-
-And Honor! Oh, Death cut wide swathes in these times. It would be very
-sad for Honor. She would get over it in time, no doubt. She was young.
-But now it would darken her life and leave a terrible blank in it.
-
-And Vic! She was not quite sure if there had been anything between Vic
-and Noel. She had imagined the possibility at times. Oh, Death was
-cruel, and War was hateful and horrible.
-
-These dear boys, with no ill-feeling for anyone--done to their deaths
-by the evil machinations of the war-makers! In the depth of her sorrow
-her anger burned. She prayed God vehemently to requite it in full to
-those who had brought all these horrors on the world for their own evil
-ends.
-
-But nothing would bring back their boys. And upon her lay the dreadful
-task of breaking the news to the rest. She prayed now for strength and
-guidance, and they were given to her.
-
-She got up and bathed her face and eyes, and went downstairs.
-
-Vic met her expectantly.
-
-“Any news, Lo?... Why--what is it?” at sight of her eyes, which swam in
-spite of herself.
-
-“Very bad news, dear. Come in here,--to the library,” and she closed
-the door behind them.
-
-“Noel and Gregor,” she said, with a break in her voice--“They are both
-gone----”
-
-“Oh, Lo!”--with a sharp agony which Lois understood. “Not both!”
-
-“Yes, dear, both. It is terrible, but you must help us to bear it.”
-
-Vic gave her one woeful glance, which haunted her for months, and then
-put her arms round her neck and broke into sobs. “Oh, Lo! Lo!” and
-Lois put her arms round her understandingly and patted her soothingly.
-No further word was said between them, and presently Vic disengaged
-herself and bowed her head and ran up to her room.
-
-Lois just told the news to Auntie Mitt, whose old face worked and
-broke, and then, slipping on her Loden cloak with the hood over her
-head, she went across to The Red House.
-
-They knew in a moment by the sight of her face that she brought bad
-news. Mrs Dare had all along, while relaxing nothing of her faith and
-hope, been prepared for such. Many times a day she had said to herself,
-“How is it possible that they can come back alive out of such horrors?
-God’s will be done!”
-
-Now she asked quickly, “Who is it, dear?”--as one who was prepared.
-
-“It is the boys, Mother dear.”
-
-“Not both?” with a gasp in spite of herself.
-
-“Both,” said Lois sadly, and dared not look at Honor, who sat rigid
-and stricken. “I will read you Ray’s letter.”
-
-“Ray is safe?”
-
-“Thank God, he is safe--so far,” and she read them his letter.
-
-When it was all told, Mrs Dare gave a great sigh as though part of her
-very life had gone out of her.
-
-“The--poor--dear--lads!” she said softly.
-
-“We must remember that they are infinitely better off, Mother dear,”
-said Lois quietly. “They did their duty and they died nobly.”
-
-Mrs Dare sighed again. “I did not think it possible they could all come
-back. How could we expect it when so many are gone? But--oh, how we
-shall miss them!--the dear lads!--the dear lads!”
-
-“Who will break it to Mrs MacLean?” said Honor, in a low, strained
-voice tremulous with tears. “It will be terrible for her!”
-
-“Perhaps I had better go,” said Lois. “But it will be very trying----”
-
-“I think I will go, Lo,” said Honor, very quietly but very firmly. “He
-was very dear to me too. We must comfort one another.”
-
-“Can you stand it, Nor, dear?”
-
-“Yes, I can stand it. We’ve all got to stand it. You will lend me Ray’s
-letter? I will be very careful of it,” and Lois handed it to her.
-
-“She is very brave,” said Lois, when Honor had gone off to put on her
-things. “I don’t think I could bear it so well if Ray were taken from
-me. Oh, Mother, how terrible it all is! It all seems like a horrible
-nightmare. I stand and ask myself sometimes--‘Is it real? Is this
-really Christmas of 1914,--or shall I wake presently and find it all an
-evil dream?’”
-
-“Ah--if it only were!” said Mrs Dare, with the tears running unheeded
-down her cheeks. “We must try to bear it as bravely as Honor does. It
-will be a great blow to your father too. But we have forecasted it. It
-seemed impossible that all of them should come back to us....”
-
-They heard the front door close quietly as Honor let herself out.
-
-“... My heart is very sore for Gregor’s mother,” she said softly. “He
-was all she had. I am still rich. She loses all. But if anyone can
-comfort her it is Honor.”
-
-“And to think--that a million, perhaps many million, women are feeling
-as we are, and suffering as we are--and all because of a little handful
-of evil ambitious men! Mother,--it is terrible that any men should have
-such evil power. I cannot help wishing they may suffer in their turn.
-But they can never suffer enough.”
-
-“They will suffer,” said Mrs Dare quietly. “Since God is a just God. We
-may leave them to Him, dear,--and trust the outcome to Him too.... It
-is sad to think of our dear lad cut off so soon. But--I have thought
-much in the night, when I could not sleep for thinking of them all,--he
-is better so, Lois, than growing up like some we know. Oh, far better
-so.”
-
-“Yes, indeed, dear!”--It was good, she felt, for her mother to talk.
-She would have all the rest of her life for thinking.
-
-“Your father was telling me, a night or two ago, how he came down in
-the train with young Nemmowe,--you know,--of ‘The Hollies.’ He had been
-drinking, but he was not drunk--only assertive. Someone in the carriage
-asked him when he was going to the front. And he chuckled and said,
-‘Not me! Not my line at all. I’m a man of peace. Besides we’ve got too
-much on. Can’t spare me at this end.’ They’re big army contractors, you
-know, and are making a huge fortune out of the war, it is said. And the
-man who had asked him, said, ‘If I was as young as you, and as strong
-as you, I’d sooner die out there ten times over than stop rotting here.
-If England came to grief you’d wring a profit out of it some way, I
-presume.’ And the Nemmowe boy laughed and said, ‘Shouldn’t wonder if
-you’d like some of the pickings yourself.’ And since then no one will
-pass a word with him. Better to be lying dead in French soil than like
-that, dear.”
-
-“Far, far better, Mother dear. It is well with our boys. But--oh, it is
-sad to have them go! And any day Ray may be with them,” and she fell on
-her knees and laid her head in her mother’s lap as she had done when a
-child.
-
-“It is in God’s hands,” said her mother, gently stroking her hair.
-“But, thanks be to Him, our boys are proving themselves men.”
-
-
-
-
-XXXIII
-
-
-Honor walked quickly, with bent head to keep the sleet out of her
-eyes. She despised umbrellas and enjoyed braving the weather, when
-circumstances permitted her, as now, to wear a knitted toque and a
-rainproof. The bite of the sleet was in accord with her feelings. She
-would have liked to tramp against it for hours.
-
-Noel gone! Gregor gone! It seemed incredible. Those two dear boys so
-full of bounding life and energy. Gone!--lying dead and cold under the
-French mud. She could not quite realise it yet. She felt numbed with
-the shock of it. Dead! Never to return to them! Never to see them in
-this life again! Oh, Gregor, Gregor!
-
-But she must be brave, for, just across the Common there, was Gregor’s
-mother in happy unconsciousness of the blow that had befallen them. Oh,
-it would hurt her. It would bruise her. It might break her. She, Honor,
-must be brave and strong and help her to bear it.
-
-And as she breasted the wind, and the sleet bit at her face, her mind
-began to work again with acute clarity of understanding. It carried her
-above herself. She saw--as though scales had fallen from the eyes of
-her spirit--that this fearsome Death which seemed so dreadful was not
-the end but the beginning. Their boys were possibly--probably--nearer
-to them even than they had been in life. The dear bodies might be lying
-there in France, but all that had been really _them_ was living still
-and might be--would be, she thought, watching them now, near at hand,
-nearer than ever before.
-
-So full was her mind of the thought that she actually found herself
-glancing upwards into the sleety sky as if she might catch sight of
-them.
-
-There was only gray sky and whirling sleet up there, but the belief was
-strong in her and she went on comforted.
-
-The maid greeted her with her usual bright smile, and helped her off
-with her dripping coat. They all knew how things stood between Mr
-Gregor and her and cordially approved.
-
-“Is Mrs MacLean down yet, Maggie?” she asked.
-
-“Not yet, Miss Honor. She was feeling the cold, so she said she would
-have her breakfast in bed,”--as she showed her into the morning-room at
-the back, where a wood fire was burning brightly with cheerful hissings
-and spittings and puffs of smoke, and everything spoke of comfort and
-the quiet joy of life.
-
-“Will you please ask her if I can see her at once, Maggie?”
-
-“Yes, Miss Honor. Not bad news, I do hope, Miss,” but she knew that it
-was, for Honor’s face was tragic in spite of herself.
-
-“Don’t hint it, Maggie. Just tell her I must see her,” and Maggie went
-quietly, as though she savoured the coming news already.
-
-A table with newspapers and books and magazines was drawn up near the
-fire alongside Mrs MacLean’s favourite chair. On it was a photograph of
-Gregor in his uniform, in a massive silver frame. He looked bravely out
-at her. Just his own dear look as she knew him best. Quiet, reserved,
-but with the smiles just below and ready to break through on smallest
-provocation.
-
-And it was all over. He was gone,--lying under the blood-stained soil
-across there. No,--she was to remember--he was more alive than ever,
-nearer to them than ever,--but--ah me!--they would never see him again
-on this side.
-
-She was still bending over the photograph when Maggie came in, with a
-quiet, “Will you please to come up, Miss Honor?”
-
-She turned the handle of the bed-room door, with her eyes anxiously
-seeking the extent of the news in Honor’s face. And Honor went into the
-room.
-
-It was a full hour before she came out again. What had passed was
-between them and God. We may not trespass.
-
-But her face had lost and gained in that hour inside with Gregor’s
-mother, and her eyes were red with weeping.
-
-Maggie had been dusting within earshot of that door ever since it
-closed. She came now to meet Honor, and they went into the morning-room
-together.
-
-“Is he wounded, Miss Honor?” she asked anxiously.
-
-“He is dead, Maggie,--” and there was a sob in her voice as she said
-it. “And my brother also. They died together,” and Maggie burst into
-tears and nearly choked with the effort to do it quietly.
-
-“Oh, Miss Honor!--Dead!--and him so fine and strong and only just got
-there! Oh, Miss!--And the mistress? Is she--will it----”
-
-“I am going home now to get some things, and then I am coming back to
-stay with her for a time. She wishes it, and it will comfort her.”
-
-“And your poor mother too----”
-
-“It is very terrible for us all, but worst of all for Mrs MacLean. He
-was all she had. We must all do what we can to comfort her. They died
-splendidly, one helping the other. And Ray says it was instantaneous
-and so they did not suffer. Tell the others, Maggie, and don’t any of
-you give way--more than you can help--before Mrs MacLean.”
-
-“We’ll do our best, Miss Honor, but it’ll no be easy. It’s too awful,”
-and Honor passed out into the sleety morning.
-
-Mrs Dare quite understood and fully approved. Her old friend’s need was
-greater than her own. She gave Honor loving words for her right out of
-her heart, helped her to get ready the things she must take back with
-her, and promised to come over to see Mrs MacLean very shortly, when
-the freshness of their wounds should have had a little time to heal.
-
-Mr Dare’s grief was great when he came home that night to such
-news. But, like his wife, he had forecasted the possibility, and as
-they talked together of their boy, he said again, “Better so, dear,
-than growing up like some one knows--like that Nemmowe fellow for
-instance.... He did all he could and no man could do more.”
-
-“He would never have turned out like young Nemmowe,” said Mrs Dare
-confidently.
-
-“I don’t believe he would, seeing that he was your boy.”
-
-Lois came over while they were still quietly talking of it all, and she
-brought with her a suggestion that made for their comfort all round.
-
-In Honor’s absence Mr and Mrs Dare would find The Red House very empty,
-whereas for want of room at Oakdene they had reluctantly been compelled
-to refuse several fresh patients lately. So Lois’s idea was to transfer
-herself and Vic and Auntie Mitt, if she would come, to The Red House
-and so form a more complete family party there. They could then leave
-Oakdene entirely to their guests and the nursing staff, and could still
-do their own part in the way of providing and superintendence from next
-door.
-
-“These trying times make one inclined to draw closer together,” she
-urged, and it seemed to them good, and the matter was decided on.
-
-Vic, usually so light-hearted and full of talk, had become the silent
-member of the household. She had suffered a sore wound, and it was the
-harder to bear because it was more or less of a hidden wound and not to
-be spoken of or sympathised with.
-
-She went for days like a stricken thing, scarcely speaking to any of
-them and preferring solitude. Then Mrs Dare ventured on her privacy and
-got her to talk about Noel, and they cried together over their loss and
-both felt the better for it. And presently she and Mrs Dare went across
-to see Mrs MacLean and Honor, and in their efforts to cheer and comfort
-Gregor’s mother they found some consolation themselves.
-
-Mrs MacLean begged so anxiously to be allowed to keep Honor with her
-still that Mrs Dare could not find in her heart to say no. They were
-like mother and daughter, and Mrs MacLean’s only hope for the future
-was that the relationship which might have been should be realised as
-nearly as possible--as though Honor and Gregor had been married before
-he went out.
-
-“I have thought sometimes when I saw in the papers about young people
-getting married like that that it was not very wise,” said the old
-lady. “But now I see it differently. It is the best thing to do, for it
-puts everything on a proper and legal footing. But, my dear, I know how
-very dear you were to him, and you are just as dear to me as if you had
-been married. Stay with me as long as you can put up with me. My heart
-would be very empty without you.”
-
-And Honor kissed her and promised to stay.
-
-“You see, my dear,” said the old lady, another time, to Honor’s very
-great surprise, “I have no one very near to me in kin, and I know
-just what our boy would have wished me to do. That large blue letter
-that came this morning was from Mr Worrall, the solicitor to the
-firm, and it contained a copy of Gregor’s will, which he had the good
-thought to make before he left. The bulk of his father’s money came
-to me, of course, and would have passed on to him when my time came.
-God has willed that otherwise, but I can still do what I know would
-have pleased him--which I know will still please him if he is still
-concerned with us below here, as both you and I rejoice to believe. Mr
-Worrall tells me he left all he had to you, and it may be somewhere
-about twenty thousand pounds----”
-
-“Oh--but----”
-
-But the old lady’s tremulous white hand constrained her to hear her out.
-
-“And when I go, my dear, there is no one in the world he would have
-desired the rest--or most of it--to go to but yourself.”
-
-But Honor’s head was down in the motherly lap and she was sobbing
-heart-brokenly.
-
-“I know, my dear. Sooner himself than all the money in the world,” and
-she stroked the shaking head tenderly. “But God saw differently, and He
-knows best. We will treasure our memories together, you and I.... Oh,
-my boy! my boy!” and the white head bowed upon the brown, and the great
-burden of their sorrow was easier for the sharing.
-
-
-
-
-XXXIV
-
-
-It was on a bleak afternoon in the middle of January that the quiet
-little circle at The Red House was surprised by the sudden irruption of
-Alma in a state of intensest excitement.
-
-She had come down at once when their sorrowful news about the boys
-reached her, but that had had to be a short visit as they were terribly
-busy at St Barnabas’s and shorter-handed than ever.
-
-“He’s coming home. He’s in England,” and she showed them a telegram she
-had received an hour before, which said--
-
- “Just landed. Will go straight to Willstead. Hope find you all
- well. CON.”
-
-“It’s from Folkestone and he may be here any time,” she cried, radiant
-with hopeful excitement. “Isn’t it delightful to see his own name
-again, even at the end of a telegram. The dear boy! He must be better
-or he couldn’t have come. I wonder how he got released. Anyway it’s
-splendid to have him back,” and she looked at her watch every second
-minute to make the time go quicker.
-
-“I wonder which house he will try first?” said Mrs Dare.
-
-“We’ll soon settle that,” said Alma. “A sheet of paper, Lo, and a
-couple of drawing-pins!”--and she hauled out her fountain-pen and
-printed in big letters--“THIS WAY, CON!” and ran out in the rain and
-fixed it on The Red House gate-post, and opened the gate wide.
-
-“He’s bound to see that, coming from the station,” she panted. “I’d go
-there and wait for him, but it’s such a bitterly cold place and I’d
-hate for his first sight of me to be chiefly red nose and watery eyes.
-That wouldn’t make for a cheerful welcome to the returned exile.”
-
-“He would sooner find you here, my dear. The Dares are never very
-effusive in public, and it has been a very trying time for you both,”
-said Mrs Dare quietly.
-
-Never did minutes drag so slowly. They could none of them settle down
-even to soothing knitting, except Auntie Mitt, who went quietly on with
-a body-belt which was child’s play that she could have done in her
-sleep.
-
-“The trains are very much out of order, you know, with the passage of
-troops,” said Mrs Dare, as Alma prowled restlessly about but turned up
-at the window at least once each minute.
-
-“If he had wired from Boulogne I’d have been afraid of submarines or
-mines. But surely nothing could go wrong just between Folkestone and
-here! That would be too cruel.”
-
-“He’ll be all right, Al,” said Lois. “There’s hardly been time for him
-to get here yet since he sent off the telegram. I wish Ray was coming
-too, but he says there is no chance of leave again for a good while
-yet.”
-
-“His news is good?”
-
-“Wonderfully good. He seems to be living in mud and water all the time.
-It makes one shiver to think of it this weather. But he says he’s
-keeping very well so far, in spite of it all.”
-
-“It’s amazing to me how they stand it. One of our men was telling
-me---- Here he is!”--as the peremptory hoot of a motor was heard in the
-road, and she dashed out just in time to see a long gray car, driven
-by a man in khaki, and bearing O.H.M.S. in big red letters on its
-wind-screen, sweep up the Oakdene drive.
-
-It had come the other way, down the road, and so had missed the notice
-on the gate. She was just about to rush after it when it came scudding
-back down the drive, backed up the road towards the station, and then
-leaped forward, missed the gate-post by half an inch and came whirling
-up to the door, and she saw Con’s face looking out from under the hood.
-
-“Oh, my dear! How thankful I am to see you again!” she cried
-ecstatically, and wrenched open the door.
-
-A lean-faced young man, with bright eyes and a quiet face, had got out
-at the other side and come quickly round to assist. He gave his arm to
-Con and helped him out, and Con put both his arms on Alma’s shoulders
-and kissed her warmly again and again.
-
-His face showed something of what he had gone through. It was thinner
-and older looking. There were none of the old laughter-creases in it.
-Instead--a soberness--almost sombreness--as of one still haunted by
-the shock of untellable things, and in his once-merry eyes memories of
-honors and a curious almost imperceptible sense of doubt and recoil.
-It was very slight, but Alma’s eager eyes, as she took him all in at a
-glance, discerned it in a moment as something quite new in him.
-
-And as his arms rested on her shoulders she was conscious of a strange
-lack in the feel of them. His hands should have clasped her to him. Her
-whole being should have leaped to the thrilling touch of them as their
-two beings came into contact once more.
-
-But these things were lacking. His arms indeed lay on her shoulders,
-and it was good to feel them there again. He had not had time to take
-off his gloves, but one can clasp one’s wife to one’s heart even with
-gloves on, though it was not like Con to do so.
-
-But there was something more than that,--something undefinable,
-something in the unresponsiveness of the arms on her shoulders akin to
-that other new something in him, of which her first quick glance had
-apprised her, and a throb of fear tapped at her heart.
-
-Con lifted his arms from her shoulders and turned to the khaki-clad
-chauffeur.
-
-“You’ll have time for a cup of tea and a bite of something to eat
-before you go back?” he asked quietly, and the man saluted and
-intimated his readiness, and then Con and Alma went up to the others
-who stood waiting in the doorway.
-
-He kissed his mother warmly, and Lois, and Vic, and Auntie Mitt, and
-introduced the lean-faced young man who was lagging quietly behind.
-
-“This is my very good friend, Robert Grant. If it hadn’t been for him
-I should never have seen any of you again.” And they turned on Robert
-Grant and put him to confusion with the volume and warmth of their
-welcome, and then they all went on into the parlour.
-
-Grant was for eliminating himself again, but they would not have it.
-Mrs Dare took him by the arm and led him in, murmuring her gratitude
-again for his care of their boy. Auntie Mitt went off to see the
-chauffeur properly provided for.
-
-And when they were inside the room Con turned quietly and said, with a
-little break in his voice, which was deeper than they had known it, and
-that new strange look in his eyes, “It’s good to be home again, but ...
-Alma dear, they’ve sent me back a cripple. They cut off my hands.”
-
-And if there had been some lurking fear, born of the long months of
-suffering and brooding, that that would make any difference in her love
-for him, it fled on the instant.
-
-She understood it all in a moment,--his doubts as to the wisdom of
-their hasty marriage,--his fears for the future,--all the black clouds
-that had weighed on him during these bitter months of pain and exile.
-
-But if there had been in him one smallest doubt as to her love for him,
-she scattered it and all the rest by the feel of her arms about his
-neck and the cry that came right out of her heart.
-
-“Oh, my love! My love! You are dearer to me than ever. I thank God for
-His great goodness in giving you back to me!”
-
-And Con, who had suffered more than most, both in mind and body,
-without wincing, though he could not hide the effects, hid his face on
-her breast and shook with sobs that he could not choke down.
-
-Their faces all showed the shock and strain of the distressing news,
-except Robert Grant’s. His shock had come five months before and he had
-had time to get over it.
-
-“Tell them how it was, Bob,” said Con, in a muffled voice, as he
-lifted himself again. “You know more about it than I do. And give me a
-cigarette before you begin.”
-
-Grant pulled out a cigarette-case and put a cigarette into his lips and
-lit it, and started on his story.
-
-“Well, it was like this. We were up near Landrecies--in the retirement
-from Mons, you know,”--his north-country speech, with its sympathetic
-inflections and ringing r’s, admitted him right into Mrs Dare’s
-heart.--“It was bad times for our men and our hands were overfull,
-trying to pick up the wounded, for the Germans were rolling along after
-us ten to our one. It was said they were behaving very badly to any
-who fell into their hands. But, you must remember, things were moving
-so quickly that they really hadn’t much time for anything but the
-fighting. It was life and death all round, and a man who went down was
-out of it and not of much account.
-
-“We were at the corner of a wood and our men were fighting splendidly
-and seemed to be holding them for a bit. But casualties were very heavy
-and we could not pick them up fast enough. Then, on a sudden, there
-came a great rush of Germans in close formation. It was like a bore
-going up a river. They simply swept over our men and rolled them back,
-and we were left in a kind of backwater.
-
-“Dr Dare told us to stick to business, and we went on with our work.
-Then an officer who was running past caught sight of us. I cannot say
-he knew what we were. There was great confusion. Anyway, he saw the
-Doctor’s uniform and levelled a revolver at him and shouted in English,
-‘Hands up!’ and we put our hands up above our heads.
-
-“And just then, as evil luck would have it, a squadron of
-cavalry--hussars--came galloping round the wood to take our men in
-flank. And one of them, on our near side, as he passed behind us, just
-slashed at the Doctor’s lifted hands with his sword, as he would
-have done at a turnip on a pole in the practice field. It was sheer
-devilment and without reason. And when he saw the Doctor’s hands fall
-to the ground he turned up his face and laughed, and they all laughed.
-The wicked devils!--if you’ll pardon me.”
-
-The faces of all his hearers were pale as they pictured the horror in
-their own minds.
-
-“What utter fiends!” jerked Alma, white with anger at thought of the
-ruthless savagery of it.
-
-“It is just the German war-spirit at its worst,” said Con quietly. His
-lips had puckered on the cigarette as Grant told the story. But he had
-recovered himself. “The spirit of absolute selfishness and indifference
-to others. I really felt very little at the moment. Just the sharp
-cut, then a numbness, and I saw my hands lying on the ground. They
-looked awfully queer. I just remember thinking, ‘Good God! Those are my
-hands!’ Then everything began to go round and I fell. Proceed, Robert!”
-
-“The officer who had actually caused the mischief by holding us up
-had been staring very hard at Dr Dare. When he saw what happened he
-went white in the face and swore hard in German at the hussars. Then
-he turned to me and said, in English, ‘Bind him up quickly! Will he
-die?’ I told him I did not know. But with another fellow’s help I
-bound the Doctor’s wrists very tightly to stop the bleeding, and put
-on tourniquets above each elbow and twisted them as tight as I could.
-Then he handed us over to a sergeant and half-a-dozen men,--there
-were eight of us altogether;--he gave him some very particular orders
-and then went on after the battle. The sergeant presently collared a
-stretcher and bearers, and marched us to the rear of their advance,
-and the numbers of men we saw there, pressing on to the pursuit, was
-an eye-opener. They seemed endless,--moving torrents of gray. I never
-saw so many men in my life. The sergeant found a doctor, and the doctor
-looked very grave over the matter. But he was clever. Dr Dare was
-coming round. He anæsthetised him and sent him off again and made a
-very good job of the wrists. If he’d been a bungler we would not be
-here. We were sent off to the rear and eventually into Germany.”
-
-“The man who held us up, and so was the real cause of the trouble, was
-Von Helse----” said Con.
-
-“Ludwig?--Oh, Con!” gasped Lois, horrified.
-
-“He was not to blame for the rest. In fact he was dreadfully cut up
-about it, and took to himself blame which did not really lie. He has
-done all he could to make amends. He got permission for me to keep
-Bob with me all the time, and most of the time we have been on parole
-at Frau von Helse’s house in Leipsic, and she and Luise have done
-everything they could for me. And it is von Helse who arranged for our
-release;--how, I cannot imagine, but here we are and it’s thanks to
-him. That’s the whole story. As to what I’ve felt about it all--well,
-perhaps the less said the better. At first, the only thing I wanted was
-to die and have done with it all. The thought of going through life
-handless was too awful. But Bob here won me back to a braver mind. It’s
-really due to him, in a dozen different ways, that I pulled through.
-And now----”
-
-“We can never thank you properly, Mr Grant,” said Alma, reaching for
-his hand and shaking it warmly in both hers.
-
-“We’ll do our best, however,” said Mrs Dare, patting him on the
-shoulder in motherly fashion.
-
-“He’s been just absolutely everything to me,” said Con, “and he’s going
-to stop on with me and continue his good work. He was studying for a
-medical, you see, up in Edinburgh, so we get on fine together. But it
-would be a queer sort that couldn’t get on with Bob Grant. He’s a white
-man all through.”
-
-Robert Grant’s lean cheek responded briefly to the genial warmth of the
-atmosphere which enveloped him.
-
-“That is very good hearing, Mr Grant,” said Mrs Dare heartily. “We
-could wish nothing better. It will be a joy to have you among us.”
-
-The maid came to the door with word that the chauffeur was ready to go.
-
-“Give him half a sovereign, Bob, and my best thanks.--No, I’ll thank
-him myself. He brought us up from Folkestone in fine style. He was
-driving a motor-bus before the war and he’s having the time of his life
-now with no speed limit,” and he and Grant went out together to start
-their jovial Jehu back to Folkestone in the highest of spirits.
-
-
-
-
-XXXV
-
-
-Alma managed to make an exchange with one of the nurses at Oakdene, so
-that she herself could be with Con and be doing duty at the same time
-and yet not leave St Barnabas’s any shorter-handed than it was.
-
-It was a bit irregular, perhaps, but it was either that or giving up
-nursing altogether, which she had no wish to do till the war was over.
-
-But be with Con, now that she had got him back from the dead, so to
-speak, she vowed she would, cost what it might.
-
-“If anyone needs me it is my husband,” she told Mrs Matron, “and I’m
-going to stick to him no matter who else suffers.” At which the Matron
-smiled indulgently and arranged matters as she wished.
-
-“It is dreadful for Dr Dare,” she said. “And we must do all we can to
-help. I saw about it in the papers.”
-
-“He was very much put out about that. He can’t imagine where they got
-hold of it.”
-
-“He’s to have the D.S.O. too, I see. And I’m sure he deserves it. What
-is he going to do?”
-
-“He’s going on with his own work. Young Grant, who saved his life, and
-stuck to him all through, and brought him home, is just splendid. He’s
-a medical, you know, though he hadn’t quite finished his courses. He’s
-to stop and be Con’s hands, but I imagine his head will do good service
-as well. They did a certain amount of study while they were in Germany,
-to keep their minds off other matters, and they’re setting to work
-again at once.”
-
-“That’s fine--for both of them.”
-
-But before that week was out they had another surprise in a visit from
-Sir James Jamieson, the Harley Street brain-specialist.
-
-He was a tall, white-haired man, with a forehead like the dome of
-St Paul’s, only much whiter. He knew more about brains than any man
-in Great Britain, and, in spite of a life devoted to other people’s
-aberrations, was of a most genial and jovial disposition, and of a very
-tender heart.
-
-“Well?”--was his surprising greeting to Con. “When are you going to be
-ready to start work with me?”
-
-And Con gazed at him in incredulous amazement, behind which sprang up
-and fluttered a wild incredible hope.
-
-Sir James, he knew, loved a joke. But he was the last man in the world
-to spin a joke against a man left handless against the world.
-
-“Do you mean it, sir?” gasped Con, shaken out of his natural politeness
-by so stupendous an instant levelling of all the barriers he had seen
-in front of him.
-
-“Mean it, my dear boy?--of course I mean it. Do you suppose I’ve wasted
-precious hours coming down into the wilds of Willstead to say things
-I don’t mean? I wanted you before and I want you more than ever now.
-Those miserable devils didn’t chop off any of your brain, did they?
-Well, it’s your good, sound, searching brain I want. We’ll find hands
-for you all right. There is no lack of hands in the world, but brains
-are sadly lacking, I’m sorry to say, and what there are are not all
-what they might be.”
-
-He had talked on, like the perfect gentleman he was, to give Con time
-to recover himself.
-
-And now Con looked at him with shining eyes,--eyes in which the light
-of a new great hope in life shone mistily through the excitation of his
-feelings, like stars shining up out of the sea,--and he said, “You make
-a new man of me, Sir James.... I feared ... and now----” and Sir James,
-being a Scotchman himself, understood better than all the words in the
-world could have told him.
-
-“Now I want a cup of tea,” said the great man jauntily, “and if the
-two Mrs Dares are available it would be a pleasure to me to make their
-acquaintance.”
-
-Con, without moving, touched a button under the carpet with his foot
-and Robert Grant, who had fixed it up for him only that morning, came
-in.
-
-“This is my good friend, Robert Grant, Sir James,” and the old man and
-the young one, in acknowledging the introduction, glanced keenly at one
-another for a moment and appeared mutually satisfied. “Would you beg
-my mother to join us, Robert, and tell them to send in tea at once.
-And then if you’d slip across and ask my wife to come over for a few
-minutes I’d be much obliged.”
-
-“Who’s he?” asked Sir James, as Grant vanished.
-
-“He saved my life out there and has been everything to me these last
-five months. He’s a medical, and the best fellow alive. He’s consented
-to be my hands.”
-
-“Good! I like the looks of him.”
-
-“He’s better even than he looks and his brain is quite all right. He’s
-one of the exceptions. We’ve drawn very close together these months out
-there. He’s consented to stop with me, but he’s got ambitions of his
-own----”
-
-“Of course,--being a Scotchman.”
-
-“And I’m hoping that he won’t really be sacrificing himself entirely by
-devoting himself to me. We did a certain amount of study out there and
-he’s getting quite keen on the brain.”
-
-“We’ll find him his place all right. Keen men are none too
-plentiful--especially on the brain.”
-
-Mrs Dare came in, and Alma a few minutes after her, and when they had
-been made to understand the wonderful news, while Sir James drank his
-tea, they were almost as much overcome as Con himself had been.
-
-When they tried to express a little of what they felt about it, Sir
-James genially stopped them with, “You see, I want him. I don’t know
-any other youngster whose ideas chime with my own as his do. And I like
-that Grant boy. And I like you two. I’m inclined to think we shall all
-get along uncommonly well together. You have lost a son out there, Mrs
-Dare.”
-
-“Our youngest. He was just nineteen.”
-
-“I saw about it. It is sad for us to lose them so young and in such a
-way. But the gain is all theirs when they die as your boy did, and we
-may not mourn unduly. My dear lad died in South Africa and in very much
-the same way--trying to save a friend. After all--it’s a noble death to
-die. And you are nursing, my dear?”--to Alma.
-
-“Wounded officers at Oakdene, next door. I was at St Barnabas’s but I
-made an exchange. You see, I hadn’t seen my husband since the morning
-we were married.”
-
-“Quite right! Your experience will at all events bring sympathy to his
-work.”
-
-“That’s why I took up nursing, four years ago.”
-
-“Good girl! You’re the right kind for a doctor’s wife,” and then he
-shook hands with them, patted Con on the shoulder and bade him get
-ready for the move into town, shook hands cordially also with Robert
-Grant and told him they would know one another better before long, and
-then hurried into his impatient motor and whirled away back to town.
-
-“Now isn’t that wonderful?” said Con, with a happier face than he had
-worn since Landrecies.
-
-“He’s splendid,” said Alma. “I love him already.”
-
-“For your sake I am very thankful, my dear boy,” said his mother. “God
-is very gracious to us. If He takes, He also gives, and His ways are
-very wonderful.”
-
-
-
-
-XXXVI
-
-
-Ray Luard was having the time of his life out there, in the sodden
-fields and soggy mud-holes which did duty for trenches in north-west
-France.--The time of his life, but not in most respects as the term is
-usually applied.
-
-It was a perpetual amazement to him that anything human and
-non-amphibious could stand it. That boys, brought up to the comforts
-and amenities of life, could not only stand it but could and did
-maintain exceeding cheerfulness under it, provoked his profoundest
-admiration. And regarding himself aloofly, and from the outside as it
-were, he shared in his own amazement at his own share in it, and took
-no little credit to himself, for he certainly never would have believed
-himself capable of it.
-
-But they all kept in mind, and constantly chuckled over, the vehement
-exhortation of a certain well-known General, who had inspected them
-shortly after that ghastly-glorious night at Messines.
-
-“Keep your billets clean! Keep your bodies clean! Cock your bonnets!
-And, for God’s sake, smile!”--was what he asked of them; and there
-had been no more-smiling faces or perkier fighters along that
-sorely-pressed Western front than the boys with the bare knees and
-swinging kilts since he said it.
-
-They splashed and floundered along roads a foot deep in slime to get
-to their advance trenches, where the mud and water were at times up to
-their waists.
-
-They sank and stuck bodily in affectionately glutinous mixtures which
-would not let them go till at times they paid toll of shoes and almost
-of the feet inside them.
-
-For ten days at a time, on occasion, they never had their boots
-off--unless the mud took them by force,--nor their sodden clothes.
-
-They were plastered with mud from head to foot. Their kilts,
-water-logged and frozen and tagged with mud, scored their bare legs.
-They ate in mud, they slept in mud. And when their off-time came, if
-they could find a blanket to wrap round their muddy bodies before
-depositing them on a stony floor in the rear, they thanked God for it
-and accounted themselves rich, and slept like troopers.
-
-Circumstances rendered full compliance with the vehement General’s
-exhortations impossible, but what they could they did,--they cocked
-their bonnets, and for God’s sake and their country’s, they smiled.
-
-It was the most wonderful and soul-bracing exhibition of the power of
-mind over matter that Ray Luard had ever seen, and he would not have
-missed his share in it for any money.
-
-At times they had a few days’ rest in the rear,--for the time being no
-longer actual targets for shells though an occasional one came closer
-than was necessary to their comfort, but the sound of the guns was
-never out of their ears, and at all times they were liable to sudden
-urgent summons to stiffen the front against unexpected assault.
-
-It snowed, and it sleeted, and it rained and froze, and the trampled
-mud of the highways and byways got deeper and deeper and ever more
-tenacious in its grip on them.
-
-At the rear they slept off their first dog-tiredness and had hot baths
-and an occasional impromptu concert. They ate and drank in peace and
-comparative comfort, and always, for God’s sake and their country’s,
-they smiled. And now and again,--impressive under such circumstances
-even to the most frivolous,--they had Church Parade and Communion.
-Then, rest-time over, away back to the water-logged trenches and all
-the stress and strain, and the ever-present chance of sudden death.
-
-Ray’s great time came about the end of January, when the Hodden-Grays
-were sent to hold some trenches in a brickfield, and they had barely
-taken possession when, in the early morning, the enemy made a dead
-set all along that portion of the line and succeeded in denting it in
-places. They had quietly sapped up close to the advance trench and
-mined it. They fired their mines, threw in smoky bombs, and in the
-confusion got in under cover of the smoke with the bayonet.
-
-The Scots gave them a warm welcome, and there was some very pretty
-fighting in the dark, and many a fine deed done of which none but the
-doers and the done ever heard a word.
-
-But, as it chanced, Ray’s doings stood out somewhat prominently.
-
-When he raced with his company into the brickfield, floundering all of
-them in the dark over piles of bricks and into shell-craters full of
-water, they found the late occupants of the trench holding a brick-kiln
-as a defensive work against the irrupting Huns who seemed all over the
-place.
-
-A Sergeant was in charge and gave Ray hasty word of what had happened.
-Their officers were down, and the enemy’s onrush had been so sudden and
-overwhelming that it had been impossible to bring in either them or the
-machine-gun which was on a small platform at this end of the trench.
-
-Ray saw his obvious work. He mustered his men behind the kiln, ordered
-bayonets, explained in two words what was required of them, and then
-with a cheery, “Strike sure, boys!”--they were off, with a Scottish
-yell that told the Huns their time was up and their presence there no
-longer desired.
-
-A volley as they ran, and then quick work with the bayonet, and they
-were at the trench and across it, and that section was momentarily
-cleared.
-
-Hasty search with electric torches--the wounded, including
-two officers, picked up and sent back,--the machine-gun and
-ammunition-boxes lifted and carried to the kiln, and as supports for
-the enemy came piling up and massed in front for another assault, they
-raced back to cover to prepare his welcome.
-
-Ray, strung to concert pitch, flung his orders sharply.
-
-“Wounded, down under!--Take those other kilns some of you,--lie
-flat,--make cover with the bricks! Don’t fire till they’re at the
-trench. Some of you up here! The rest where you can, and lie low! Up
-with that Maxim, Mac, and build a bit of a screen! Hand up those boxes,
-there!”
-
-They toiled desperately, piling up little heaps of bricks on top of
-the kiln, and on the ground bricks, clay, mud, anything for cover, and
-then they lay flat, with their eyes glued to the parapet of the trench
-beyond.
-
-“Here they come! Now, boys, give them blazes!” and rapider fire than
-the Hodden-Grays had ever produced in their lives before poured
-point-blank into the solid dark masses in front.
-
-They went down in heaps before the pitiless hail. The rest came
-floundering over them and went down in turn.
-
-On top of the kiln, Ray, with Mac’s good help, kept the Maxim going
-full blast. He pressed hard on the double button so that the trigger
-was held back out of the tumbler, and while Mac fed in the feed-belts
-for dear life, he slowly turned the muzzle from side to side so that
-the ceaseless stream of bullets met the stumbling line in front like a
-fiery fan. Nothing human could possibly stand so deadly a flailing. The
-floundering line yelled and cursed and withered away. That little fight
-was won.
-
-Some of the boys, overstrung and mad with the blood-thirst, were for
-leaping out after them with the bayonet. But Ray sternly called them
-back.
-
-They had won and he would take no risks.
-
-Stretcher-bearers came hurrying up from the rear. The wounded were
-picked up and carried back, and Ray and Mac set the rest to work to
-strengthen their kiln-forts in case any further attempt should be made.
-Later, if the enemy’s guns found them out they would have to take to
-their trench again, but, for the time being, fairly dry bricks were
-better than eighteen inches of mud and water.
-
-Before dawn a field kitchen came up to the rear within reach, and they
-got hot coffee and bread and bully beef, and ate with the gusto of men
-who have fought a good fight and won.
-
-As soon as they could distinguish anything in the glimmering light,
-they crept out to pick up any of their wounded who might have been
-overlooked in the mêlée. And then they turned their attention to their
-fallen foes.
-
-They lay in heaps, piled two and three on top of one another,--grim
-enough by reason of their numbers but, shot mostly in the body, not so
-ghastly as if they had been ripped to fragments by shell-fire.
-
-Ray and his trusty Sergeant were prowling about when they came on an
-officer, buried all but his head under a pile of bodies. His eyes,
-straining and bloodshot with impotent fury, showed still plenty of life
-and ill-feeling in him, however sore his wounding.
-
-Ray called up a couple of bearers and they all set to work to free him
-from his lugubrious load, and all the while he scowled at them like a
-vicious dog and said no word of thanks.
-
-As they lifted off the last body, and bent to raise him, he drew his
-hand out of the breast of his unbuttoned greatcoat, and, before they
-knew what he was at, let fly with a large automatic pistol full at
-Ray. One bullet took off the lobe of his ear, the rest went crashing
-into his left shoulder. Before the vicious wretch could do any more
-mischief, Sergeant Mac brained him with a rifle-butt and hissed as
-requiem, “Ye dirrrty snake!” and then turned his attention to Ray.
-
-“I’ll have to get back, Mac,” he said quietly, and started off at a
-quick walk.
-
-“Ye’ll no!” and caught him as he reeled, and laid him gently on the
-stretcher.
-
-“Look to things, Mac,” as he felt suddenly very tired and inclined to
-sleep.
-
-“Go quick, boys!” ordered Mac. “His shoulder’s in rags and he’ll bleed
-out unless you get him tied up.”
-
-One of them pulled out bandages and hastily padded and bound the
-ragged shoulder, and then they set off as fast as the broken ground
-would let them.
-
-“During the night the enemy made a violent assault on our
-advanced trenches. It was repulsed with loss. Our positions are
-maintained,”--said the despatches.
-
-
-
-
-XXXVII
-
-
-Lois had had no letter from the front for four days, which was a day
-longer than the longest between-time for a long while now, and she was
-feeling somewhat anxious.
-
-“But,” she reassured herself, “delays must happen at times, and letters
-may even get lost. I have been wonderfully fortunate so far, and I
-will not be over-anxious or upset. If I have any belief at all in the
-efficacy of prayer I must keep my heart up and keep on hoping.”
-
-And she prayed as she had never prayed before, but found herself
-bewildered at times when she thought that millions of other women
-were praying just as earnestly for their own dear ones, and it was
-impossible that all those prayers should be answered by the safe return
-of those they prayed for. Women in millions were praying and men in
-thousands were falling. Still she would go on praying and hoping. For
-there was nothing else she could do.
-
-She prayed straight for Ray’s safe deliverance. She wondered at times
-if it were quite right to do so. But she went on praying for it, and
-as the days passed letterless spent much time upon her knees in great
-agony of mind, in spite of all her efforts after equanimity.
-
-Why should he be spared when so many were taken? Yet, “Oh, deliver him
-from danger and send him back to me!” was the burden of her prayers,
-and at times she caught herself remonstrating with God against any
-smaller answer.
-
-But by degrees she came to higher thought and sobbed, “I do not know
-what to ask for, Lord. Have him in Thy Care and do what is best for
-us.”
-
-And it was while she was on her knees so praying one day, that there
-came a hasty tap on her door, and her mother’s voice--like the voice of
-an angel,--“Lois--a letter--from Ray,” and she thanked God fervently
-and ran to open the door.
-
-There was no mistaking the handwriting. She kissed it delightedly, tore
-it open, and savoured its news almost at a glance.
-
-“He is wounded,” she jerked, as she skimmed it rapidly for her mother’s
-benefit. “Getting over it all right.... Will be sent home shortly ...
-may be out of it for the rest of the war.... Oh, I can’t help wishing
-he might! Surely we have done our share, Mother!”
-
-“Thank God, he is safe!” said Mrs Dare fervently.
-
-“Now suppose you come downstairs and tell us all about it. Auntie Mitt
-is in a fever to know, and Vic is like a ghost.”
-
-“I’ll follow you in one minute, dear,”--and on her knees she read her
-precious letter carefully through once more, then bowed her head in
-gratitude for its good news, and ran downstairs like herself again.
-
-“I am glad, my dear,” said Auntie Mitt, with watery sparkles in her
-eyes, as Lois kissed her exuberantly, “--very glad indeed. Now we would
-like to hear all about it.”
-
- “Sorry to have missed a mail or two, as I know it will have
- made you anxious,” Ray wrote, “but there was no help for it. We
- had a rather rough scrap with the Boches, the other night, and
- I got it at last in the arm,--the left fortunately, as you see.
- They attacked in force and we held them with the help of some
- brick-kilns and finally drove them off. One line in the papers,
- I expect,--if that!--but it was tolerably hot work. It was
- afterwards that I got my little jag. We were picking up wounded
- and came on an officer--a Prussian captain. He was under a
- pile of his own dead, and as we released him he pulled out an
- automatic and gave it me in the shoulder. Took off a bit of my
- ear also, but that’s a trifle----”
-
-“The horrid brute!” raged Lois.
-
- “--He didn’t get much satisfaction out of it, however,”--said
- the letter--“for Sergeant Mac who was with me picked up a rifle
- and brained him on the spot.”
-
-“Served him right!” said Lois, and then remembered that two minutes ago
-she was on her knees thanking God for Ray’s safety. “It’s horrible. It
-makes one blood-thirsty to think of it.”
-
-“It must be awful to be in it,” said Mrs Dare. “No wonder they do
-dreadful things at times, when simply hearing of a treachery like this
-makes our blood boil because it happens to come so close home to us.”
-
-“It seems to me things are getting worse in war instead of better,”
-said Auntie Mitt plaintively.
-
- “--They got me to the dressing station and tied me up, and
- eventually sent me down on the ambulance train to Boulogne,
- where I now am,--being very nicely attended to and as
- comfortable as can be. It is heavenly to be clean again and
- between clean sheets. It is not easy to know how we stood the
- trenches so well;--now that I’m out of them the conditions
- seem perfectly horrible. And yet we lived--and ‘for God’s
- sake smiled!’ They are saying that our stand that night
- saved a critical position. Several top-notties have called
- to congratulate me, and it’s said both Mac and I are to have
- the V.C. You see, we were lucky enough to bring in quite a
- respectable bag of wounded from the trench,--and so if I come
- back with only one arm _and_ the V.C., you’ll have to try and
- put up with me as best you can.”
-
-“Won’t I?” said Lois rapturously.
-
- “--Don’t think of coming out, dear. I know that would be your
- first thought----”
-
-“Of course it was!”
-
- “--Everything is being done for me excellently well, and as
- soon as I am fit again, and properly rested, I shall be sent
- over. Your minds may be quite easy on my account.”
-
-“Thank God, it is no worse!” said Mrs Dare fervently.
-
-“Amen!” said Lois.
-
- * * * * *
-
-And there this brief glimpse into the home-side of the war-clouds may
-very well stop for the time being.
-
-In this six short months, Life and Death have been busier among us all
-than ever before in the history of the world.
-
-Old and young have lived mightily and died nobly. They have died like
-men and fallen like princes. Not one of the lives so freely given for
-The Great Idea has been wasted--not one. The life of the community at
-large, brought so closely into touch with death, has been quickened and
-raised to higher levels.
-
-But the earth is full of mourning, for War is an evil evil thing, and
-its fiery trail is strewn with broken lives and broken hopes and broken
-hearts.
-
-
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